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THE NIGHT LAND
WILLIAM HOPE HODGSON
1912
1912
THE DREAMS THAT ARE ONLY DREAMS
"This to be Love, that your spirit to live in a natural holiness with the Beloved, and your bodies to be a sweet and natural delight that shall be never lost of a lovely mystery…. And shame to be unborn, and all things to go wholesome and proper, out of an utter greatness of understanding; and the Man to be an Hero and a Child before the Woman; and the Woman to be an Holy Light of the Spirit and an Utter Companion and in the same time a glad Possession unto the Man…. And this doth be Human Love…."
"This is what Love is: your spirit living in a natural holiness with the Beloved, and your bodies being a sweet and genuine joy that will never lose its lovely mystery. And there’s no shame in being innocent, with everything feeling wholesome and right, stemming from a deep understanding. The Man should be both a Hero and a Child in front of the Woman, while the Woman should be a Sacred Light of the Spirit and a true Companion, and at the same time, a joyful Possession for the Man. And this is what Human Love is."
"…for this to be the especial glory of Love, that it doth make unto all Sweetness and Greatness, and doth be a fire burning all Littleness; so that did all in this world to have met The Beloved, then did Wantonness be dead, and there to grow Gladness and Charity, dancing in the years."
"…for this is the special glory of Love, that it brings about all Sweetness and Greatness, and acts as a fire burning away all Littleness; so that if everyone in this world could meet The Beloved, then Wantonness would die, and Gladness and Charity would thrive, dancing through the years."
I
MIRDATH THE BEAUTIFUL
"And I cannot touch her face
And I cannot touch her hair,
And I kneel to empty shadows—
Just memories of her grace;
And her voice sings in the winds
And in the sobs of dawn
And among the flowers at night
And from the brooks at sunrise
And from the sea at sunset,
And I answer with vain callings …"
"And I can't touch her face
And I can't touch her hair,
And I kneel to empty shadows—
Just memories of her grace;
And her voice sings in the winds
And in the sobs of dawn
And among the flowers at night
And from the brooks at sunrise
And from the sea at sunset,
And I respond with pointless calls …"
It was the Joy of the Sunset that brought us to speech. I was gone a long way from my house, walking lonely-wise, and stopping often that I view the piling upward of the Battlements of Evening, and to feel the dear and strange gathering of the Dusk come over all the world about me.
It was the joy of the sunset that got us talking. I had wandered far from home, walking alone and stopping frequently to take in the towering battlements of evening and to feel the comforting and strange presence of dusk settling over the world around me.
The last time that I paused, I was truly lost in a solemn joy of the Glory of the Coming Night; and maybe I laughed a little in my throat, standing there alone in the midst of the Dusk upon the World. And, lo! my content was answered out of the trees that bounded the country road upon my right; and it was so as that some one had said: "And thou also!" in glad understanding, that I laughed again a little in my throat; as though I had only a half-believing that any true human did answer my laugh; but rather some sweet Delusion or Spirit that was tuned to my mood.
The last time I paused, I was genuinely lost in a deep joy at the Glory of the Coming Night; and maybe I chuckled a bit to myself, standing there all alone in the Dusk of the World. And, look! my satisfaction was echoed by the trees lining the country road to my right; and it felt like someone had said, "And you too!" in joyful recognition, which made me laugh a little again. It was as if I only half-believed that any real person answered my laugh; rather, it felt like some sweet Delusion or Spirit resonating with my mood.
But she spoke and called me by my name; and when I had gone to the side of the road, that I should see her somewhat, and discover whether I knew her, I saw that she was surely that lady, who for her beauty was known through all of that sweet County of Kent as Lady Mirdath the Beautiful; and a near neighbour to me; for the Estates of her Guardian abounded upon mine.
But she spoke and called me by my name; and when I moved to the side of the road to get a better look and see if I recognized her, I realized she was definitely that woman, known throughout the lovely County of Kent for her beauty as Lady Mirdath the Beautiful; and she lived nearby; her guardian's estate bordered mine.
Yet, until that time, I had never met her; for I had been so oft and long abroad; and so much given to my Studies and my Exercises when at home, that I had no further Knowledge of her than Rumour gave to me odd time; and for the rest, I was well content; for as I have given hint, my books held me, and likewise my Exercises; for I was always an athlete, and never met the man so quick or so strong as I did be; save in some fiction of a tale or in the mouth of a boaster.
Yet, until that moment, I had never met her; I had been away so often and for so long, and I was so focused on my studies and workouts when I was home that I had no knowledge of her beyond what I heard from rumors now and then. I was fine with that because, as I mentioned, my books captivated me, and so did my workouts; I was always an athlete, and I had never encountered anyone as fast or as strong as I was, except maybe in a story or from someone bragging.
Now, I stood instantly with my hat in my hand; and answered her gentle bantering so well as I might, the while that I peered intent and wondering at her through the gloom; for truly Rumour had told no tale to equal the beauty of this strange maid; who now stood jesting with so sweet a spirit, and claiming kinship of Cousinhood with me, as was truth, now that I did wake to think.
Now, I quickly stood with my hat in my hand and replied to her playful teasing as best as I could, while I gazed intently and curiously at her through the darkness. Rumor had not exaggerated the beauty of this mysterious girl, who was now joking with such a lovely spirit and claiming a cousinly connection with me, which was true, now that I paused to consider it.
And, truly, she made no ado; but named me frank by my lad's name, and gave laughter and right to me to name her Mirdath, and nothing less or more—at that time. And she bid me then to come up through the hedge, and make use of a gap that was her own especial secret, as she confessed, when she took odd leave with her maid to some country frolic, drest as village maids; but not to deceive many, as I dare believe.
And, honestly, she didn't make a fuss; she called me Frank by my boy's name and let me call her Mirdath, nothing more and nothing less—at that moment. Then she asked me to come through the hedge and use a gap that was her special secret, as she admitted when she took a strange leave with her maid for some country fun, dressed as village girls; but not to fool too many, as I believe.
And I came up through the gap in the hedge and stood beside her; and tall she had seemed to me, when I looked up at her; and tall she was, in truth; but indeed I was a great head taller. And she invited me then to walk with her to the house, that I meet her Guardian and give word to my sorrow that I had so long neglected to make call upon them; and truly her eyes to shine with mischief and delight, as she named me so for my amissness.
And I climbed through the gap in the hedge and stood next to her; she had seemed so tall to me when I looked up at her, and she really was tall; but I was definitely a lot taller. Then she invited me to walk with her to the house so I could meet her Guardian and express my regret for not reaching out to them for so long; and her eyes sparkled with mischief and joy as she called me out for my negligence.
But, indeed, she grew sober in a moment, and she set up her finger to me to hush, as that she heard somewhat in the wood that lay all the way upon our right. And, indeed, something I heard too; for there was surely a rustling of the leaves, and anon a dead twig crackt with a sound clear and sharp in the stillness.
But she quickly composed herself and raised a finger to me to be quiet, as if she had heard something in the woods to our right. And I heard it too; there was definitely a rustling in the leaves, and soon after, a dead twig snapped with a clear and sharp sound in the silence.
And immediately there came three men running out of the wood at me; and I called to them sharply to keep off or beware of harm; and I put the maid to my back with my left hand, and had my oak staff ready for my use.
And right away, three men rushed out of the woods toward me. I shouted at them to stay back or watch out for danger. I put the girl on my back with my left hand and got my oak staff ready to use.
But the three men gave out no word of reply; but ran in at me; and I saw somewhat of the gleam of knives; and at that, I moved very glad and brisk to the attack; and behind me there went shrill and sweet, the call of a silver whistle; for the Maid was whistling for her dogs; and maybe the call was also a signal to the men-servants of her house.
But the three men didn’t say a word; they charged at me, and I caught a glimpse of knives gleaming. That made me feel excited and ready to fight, and behind me, I heard the sharp and sweet sound of a silver whistle; the Maid was calling her dogs, and maybe that was also a signal for the male servants in her household.
Yet, truly, there was no use in help that was yet to come; for the need did be then and instant; and I nowise loath to use my strength before my sweet cousin. And I stepped forward, briskly, as I have told; and the end of my staff I drove into the body of the left-ward man, so that he dropped like a dead man. And I hit very sharply at the head of another, and surely crackt it for him; for he made instantly upon the earth; but the third man I met with my fist, and neither had he any great need of a second blow; but went instant to join his companions, and the fight thus to have ended before it was even proper begun, and I laughing a little with a proper pride, to know the bewilderment that I perceived in the way that the Lady Mirdath, my cousin, stood and regarded me through the dusk of the hushed even.
But really, there was no point in waiting for help that hadn’t arrived yet; the need was immediate and intense, and I wasn’t hesitant to use my strength in front of my dear cousin. I stepped forward quickly, as I mentioned before, and drove the end of my staff into the body of the man on the left, making him drop like a ragdoll. I struck sharply at another's head, and I definitely cracked it open; he collapsed right away. The third man I hit with my fist, and he didn't need a second blow; he fell immediately to join his friends, and the fight ended before it even started properly. I couldn't help but laugh a little, feeling a sense of pride as I noticed the surprise on my cousin Lady Mirdath’s face as she stood watching me in the dim light of the quiet evening.
But, indeed, there was no time left to us, before there came bounding up, three great boar-hounds, that had been loosed to her whistle; and she had some ado to keep the brutes off me; and I then to beat them off the men upon the earth, lest they maul them as they lay. And directly, there was a noise of men shouting, and the light of lanthorns in the night, and the footmen of the house to come running with lanthorns and cudgels; and knew not whether to deal with me, or not, in the first moment, even as the dogs; but when they saw the men upon the ground, and learned my name and saw me proper, they kept well their distance and had no lack of respect; but, indeed, my sweet cousin to have the most of any; only that she showed no intent to keep distance of me; but to have a new and deeper feeling of kinship than she at first had shown.
But really, there was no time left for us before three large boar-hounds came bounding up, released by her whistle. She struggled to keep the dogs away from me, while I tried to fend them off the men on the ground, to prevent them from getting attacked as they lay there. Suddenly, there was the sound of men shouting and the light of lanterns in the night, as the house's footmen ran over with lanterns and clubs. They hesitated about how to deal with me, just like the dogs had, but when they saw the men on the ground, learned my name, and recognized me, they kept their distance and were respectful. My sweet cousin showed the most understanding, but she didn't hold back from me; instead, she displayed a new and deeper sense of kinship than she had shown at first.
And the men-servants asked what should be done with the foot-pads; seeing that they were now recovering. But, indeed, I left the matter, along with some silver, to the servants; and very sound justice they dealt out to the men; for I heard their cries a good while after we had gone away.
And the male servants asked what should be done with the thieves since they were starting to recover. But honestly, I left the decision, along with some money, to the servants; and they delivered quite fair justice to the men because I heard their screams for quite a while after we had left.
Now, when we were come up to the Hall, my cousin must take me in to her Guardian, Sir Alfred Jarles, an old man and venerable that I knew a little in passing and because our estates abounded. And she praised me to my face, yet quaintly-wise; and the old man, her Guardian thanked me most honourably and with a nice courtesy; so that I was a welcome house-friend from that time onward.
Now, when we arrived at the Hall, my cousin had to introduce me to her guardian, Sir Alfred Jarles, an elderly and respected man whom I knew a bit from our brief encounters and because of our substantial estates. She complimented me to my face, albeit in a somewhat quirky manner; and the old man, her guardian, thanked me most graciously and with true politeness, which made me a welcomed guest from that moment on.
And I stayed all that evening, and dined, and afterward went out again into the home-grounds with the Lady Mirdath; and she more friendly to me than ever any woman had been; and seemed to me as that she had known me always. And, truly, I had the same feeling in my heart towards her; for it was, somehow, as though we knew each the way and turn of the other, and had a constant delight to find this thing and that thing to be in common; but no surprise; save that so pleasant a truth had so natural a discovery.
And I stayed there all evening, had dinner, and afterward went back out into the grounds with Lady Mirdath; she was friendlier to me than any woman had ever been and felt like someone I had always known. Honestly, I felt the same way about her; it was as if we understood each other's quirks and rhythms, and we took constant joy in discovering things we had in common, but there was no surprise—just the pleasure of realizing such a lovely truth so easily.
And one thing there was that I perceived held the Lady Mirdath all that dear fore-night; and this was, indeed, the way that I had my pleasure so easy with the three foot-pads. And she asked me plainly whether I was not truly very strong; and when I laughed with young and natural pride, she caught my arm suddenly to discover for herself how strong I might be. And, surely, she loosed it even the more sudden, and with a little gasping of astonishment, because it was so great and hard. And afterward, she walked by me very silent, and seeming thoughtful; but she went never any great way off from me.
And one thing I noticed that kept Lady Mirdath so captivated that night was how easily I dealt with the three robbers. She directly asked me if I wasn’t truly strong, and when I laughed with a bit of youthful pride, she suddenly grabbed my arm to see for herself just how strong I was. She let go just as quickly, gasping in surprise because it was so solid and firm. After that, she walked quietly beside me, looking pensive, but she never strayed far away from me.
And, truly, if the Lady Mirdath had a strange pleasure in my strength, I had likewise a constant wonder and marvel in her beauty, that had shown but the more lovely in the candle-light at dinner.
And honestly, if Lady Mirdath found a strange pleasure in my strength, I too was constantly amazed and in awe of her beauty, which appeared even more lovely in the candlelight at dinner.
But there were further delights to me in the days that came; for I had happiness in the way that she had pleasure of the Mystery of the Evening, and the Glamour of Night, and the Joy of Dawn, and all suchlike.
But there were more joys for me in the days that followed; because I found happiness in the way she enjoyed the Mystery of the Evening, the Glamour of Night, and the Joy of Dawn, and all those things.
And one evening, that I ever remember, as we wandered in the park-lands, she began to say—half unthinking—that it was truly an elves-night. And she stopped herself immediately; as though she thought I should have no understanding; but, indeed, I was upon mine own familiar ground of inward delight; and I replied in a quiet and usual voice, that the Towers of Sleep would grow that night, and I felt in my bones that it was a night to find the Giant's Tomb, or the Tree with the Great Painted Head, or—And surely I stopped very sudden; for she gripped me in that moment, and her hand shook as she held me; but when I would ask her what ailed, she bid me, very breathless, to say on, to say on. And, with a half understanding, I told her that I had but meant to speak of the Moon Garden, that was an olden and happy fancy of mine.
And one evening that I clearly remember, as we were walking in the park, she casually mentioned—half unaware—that it was truly an elves' night. She quickly caught herself, as if she thought I wouldn't understand; but honestly, I was right in my element of inner joy. I replied in a calm and usual tone that the Towers of Sleep would grow that night, and I felt deep down that it was a night to discover the Giant's Tomb, or the Tree with the Great Painted Head, or—And I suddenly stopped because she grabbed my arm in that moment, and her hand trembled as she held me; but when I tried to ask her what was wrong, she urged me, very breathless, to continue, to continue. And with some understanding, I told her that I had only meant to talk about the Moon Garden, which was an old and happy idea of mine.
And, in verity, when I said that, the Lady Mirdath cried out something in a strange low voice, and brought me to a halt, that she might face me. And she questioned me very earnest; and I answered just so earnest as she; for I was grown suddenly to an excitement, in that I perceived she knew also. And, in verity, she told me that she had knowledge; but had thought that she was alone in the world with her knowledge of that strange land of her dreams; and now to find that I also had travelled in those dear, strange dream lands. And truly the marvel of it—the marvel of it! As she to say time and oft. And again, as we walked, she gave out word that there was little wonder she had been urged to call to me that night, as she saw me pause upon the road; though, indeed, she had learned of our cousin-ship before, having seen me go by on my horse pretty oft, and inquired concerning me; and mayhap daintily irked that I had so little heed of Lady Mirdath the Beautiful. But, indeed, I had thought of other matters; yet had been human enough, had I but met her proper before I see her.
And honestly, when I said that, Lady Mirdath called out in a strange low voice, stopping me so she could face me. She asked me questions earnestly, and I responded just as seriously because I felt a sudden excitement, realizing she knew too. She told me she had knowledge of that unusual land of her dreams, believing she was alone in this knowledge, and now it was astonishing to find out that I had also explored those wonderful, strange dreamlands. It really was a marvel! Just as she would say again and again. As we walked, she mentioned that it wasn’t surprising she felt compelled to call out to me that night when she saw me pause on the road, even though she had already learned about our family connection by seeing me ride by on my horse fairly often and asking about me, probably feeling a bit annoyed that I hadn’t paid more attention to Lady Mirdath the Beautiful. But honestly, I had been focused on other things; still, I would have been more aware had I met her properly before.
Now you must not think that I was not utter stirred by the wonder of this thing, that we had both a dreamful knowledge of the same matters, of which each had thought none other knew. Yet, when I questioned more, there was much that had been in my fancies that was foreign to her, and likewise much that had been familiar to her, that was of no meaning to me. But though there was this, that brought a little regret to us, there would be, time and again, some new thing that one told, that the other knew and could finish the telling of, to the gladness and amazement of both.
Now, you shouldn't think that I wasn't genuinely amazed by this situation, that we both had a dreamlike understanding of the same things, which each of us believed no one else knew. However, when I asked more questions, I found that a lot of what I had imagined was unfamiliar to her, and similarly, much of what she was familiar with held no meaning for me. But even though this brought us a bit of regret, there were many times when one of us would share something new, and the other would know it and be able to complete the story, bringing joy and surprise to both of us.
And so shall you picture us wandering and having constant speech, so that, hour by hour, we grew gladly aged in dear knowledge and sweet friendship of the other.
And so you can imagine us wandering and talking constantly, so that, hour by hour, we joyfully grew older in cherished knowledge and sweet friendship with each other.
And truly, how the time passed, I know not; but there came presently a hullabaloo, and the shouts of men's voices and the baying of dogs, and the gleam of lanthorns, so that I knew not what to think; until, very sudden, and with a sweet and strange little laughter, the Lady Mirdath to perceive that we had missed the hours utter in our converse; so that her Guardian (made uneasy because of the three foot-pads) had ordered a search. And we all that time a-wander together in happy forgetfulness.
And honestly, I lost track of time; then suddenly, there was a commotion with shouting voices and barking dogs, along with the flicker of lanterns, leaving me confused. Then, out of nowhere, with a sweet and unusual laugh, Lady Mirdath realized we had lost track of the hours while talking. Her Guardian, worried about the three thieves, had ordered a search. Meanwhile, we had been happily wandering together, completely unaware.
And we turned homeward, then, and came towards the lights; but indeed, the dogs found us before we were come there; and they had grown to know me now, and leaped about me, barking very friendly; and so in a minute the men had discovered us, and were gone back to tell Sir Jarles that all was well.
And we headed back home, moving towards the lights; but the dogs spotted us before we got there; they had come to recognize me and jumped around me, barking happily; and in no time, the men had found us and went back to inform Sir Jarles that everything was okay.
And this was the way of our meeting and the growing of our acquaintance, and the beginning of my great love for Mirdath the Beautiful.
And this is how we met, how our friendship grew, and how my deep love for Mirdath the Beautiful began.
Now, from that time onward, evening by evening would I go a-wander along the quiet and country road that led from my estate to the estate of Sir Jarles. And always I went inward by the hedge-gap; and oft I should find the Lady Mirdath walking in that part of the woods; but always with her great boar-hounds about her; for I had begged that she do this thing for her sweet safety; and she to seem wishful to pleasure me; but truly to be just so oft utter perverse in diverse matters; and to strive to plague me, as though she would discover how much I would endure and how far she might go to anger me.
From that time on, every evening, I would wander along the quiet country road that led from my estate to Sir Jarles' estate. I always entered through the gap in the hedge, and often I would find Lady Mirdath walking in that part of the woods, always accompanied by her large boar-hounds. I had asked her to do this for her own safety, and she seemed eager to please me, but in reality, she often acted quite contrary in various ways, trying to annoy me as if she wanted to see how much I could tolerate and how far she could go to provoke me.
And, truly, well I remember how that one night, coming to the hedge-gap, I saw two country-maids come thence out from the woods of Sir Jarles'; but they were naught to me, and I would have gone upward through the gap, as ever; only that, as they passed me, they curtseyed somewhat over-graceful for rough wenches. And I had a sudden thought, and came up to them to see them more anigh; and truly I thought the taller was surely the Lady Mirdath. But, indeed, I could not be sure; for when I asked who she did be, she only to simper and to curtsey again; and so was I very natural all in doubt; but yet sufficient in wonder (having some knowledge of the Lady Mirdath) to follow the wenches, the which I did.
And I really remember that one night, when I arrived at the gap in the hedge, I saw two country girls coming out of Sir Jarles' woods. They didn't mean anything to me, and I would have gone up through the gap as usual; except that, as they walked by, they curtsied a bit too elegantly for just ordinary girls. I had a sudden thought and approached them to get a closer look. Honestly, I thought the taller one must be Lady Mirdath. But I couldn't be sure; when I asked who she was, she just smiled and curtsied again. So, I was naturally left in doubt, but still curious (since I had some knowledge of Lady Mirdath) and decided to follow the girls, which I did.
And they then, very speedy and sedate, as though I were some rack-rape that they did well to be feared of alone at night; and so came at last to the village green, where a great dance was a-foot, with torches, and a wandering fiddler to set the tune; and ale in plenty.
And they then, very quickly and calmly, as if I were someone to be feared alone at night; and so finally arrived at the village green, where a huge dance was happening, with torches and a wandering fiddler playing the music; and plenty of ale.
And the two to join the dance, and danced very hearty; but had only each the other for a partner, and had a good care to avoid the torches. And by this, I was pretty sure that they were truly the Lady Mirdath and her maid; and so I took chance when they had danced somewhat my way, to step over to them, and ask boldly for a dance. But, indeed, the tall one answered, simpering, that she was promised; and immediately gave her hand to a great hulking farmer-lout, and went round the green with him; and well punished she was for her waywardness; for she had all her skill to save her pretty feet from his loutish stampings; and very glad she was to meet the end of the dance.
And the two joined the dance and danced enthusiastically; but each only had the other as a partner and made sure to dodge the torches. From this, I was fairly certain they were the Lady Mirdath and her maid; so I took the chance, when they danced a bit closer to me, to step over and boldly ask for a dance. However, the tall one smiled and said she was taken; and she immediately took the hand of a big, clumsy farmer and danced around the green with him. She really got what she deserved for being so fickle; she had to use all her skill to keep her pretty feet safe from his heavy stomping, and she was quite relieved when the dance finally ended.
And I knew now for certainty that it was Mirdath the Beautiful, despite her plan of disguise, and the darkness and the wench's dress and the foot-gear that marred her step so great. And I walked across to her, and named her, whispering, by name; and gave her plain word to be done of this unwisdom, and I would take her home. But she to turn from me, and she stamped her foot, and went again to the lout; and when she had suffered another dance with him, she bid him be her escort a part of the way; the which he was nothing loath of.
And I now knew for sure that it was Mirdath the Beautiful, despite her disguise, the darkness, the dress, and the clunky shoes that made her walk so awkwardly. I walked over to her, whispered her name, and told her directly to stop this foolishness so I could take her home. But she turned away from me, stamped her foot, and went back to the guy. After suffering through another dance with him, she asked him to escort her part of the way, which he was more than happy to do.
And another lad, that was mate to him, went likewise; and in a moment, so soon as they were gone away from the light of the torches, the rough hind-lads made to set their arms about the waists of the two wenches, not wetting who they had for companions. And the Lady Mirdath was no longer able to endure, and cried out in her sudden fear and disgust, and struck the rough hind that embraced her, so hard that he loosed her a moment, swearing great oaths. And directly he came back to her again, and had her in a moment, to kiss her; and she, loathing him to the very death, beat him madly in the face with her hands; but to no end, only that I was close upon them. And, in that moment, she screamed my name aloud; and I caught the poor lout and hit him once, but not to harm him overmuch; yet to give him a long memory of me; and afterward I threw him into the side of the road. But the second hind, having heard my name, loosed from the tiring-maid, and ran for his life; and, indeed, my strength was known all about that part.
And another guy, who was his friend, went along too; and in a flash, as soon as they stepped away from the torchlight, the rough local guys tried to wrap their arms around the two girls without caring who they were with. Lady Mirdath couldn’t take it anymore and shouted out in fear and disgust, hitting the rough guy who was holding her so hard that he let go for a moment, swearing loudly. Then he came right back to her, trying to kiss her; she, hating him with all her being, hit him furiously in the face with her hands, but it was no use, except that I was close by. At that moment, she screamed my name, and I grabbed the poor guy and hit him once, but not hard enough to seriously hurt him; just enough so he would remember me for a while. Then I tossed him into the side of the road. But the second rough guy, hearing my name, broke away from the maid and ran for his life; and, indeed, my strength was well-known around that area.
And I caught Mirdath the Beautiful by her shoulders, and shook her very soundly, in my anger. And afterward, I sent the maid onward; and she, having no word from her Mistress to stay, went forward a little; and in this fashion we came at last to the hedge-gap, with the Lady Mirdath very hushed; but yet walking anigh to me, as that she had some secret pleasure of my nearness. And I led her through the gap, and so homeward to the Hall; and there bid her good-night at a side door that she held the key of. And, truly, she bid me good-night in an utter quiet voice; and was almost as that she had no haste to be gone from me that night.
And I grabbed Mirdath the Beautiful by her shoulders and shook her firmly in my anger. After that, I sent the maid on her way, and since she had no message from her Mistress to stay, she moved ahead a bit. In this way, we finally arrived at the gap in the hedge, with Lady Mirdath being very quiet but still walking close to me, as if she found some secret joy in my presence. I led her through the gap and back home to the Hall, where I said goodnight to her at a side door for which she had the key. Truly, she wished me goodnight in a soft voice, as if she wasn’t in a hurry to leave me that night.
Yet, when I met her on the morrow, she was full of a constant impudence to me; so that, having her alone to myself, when the dusk was come, I asked her why she would never be done of her waywardness; because that I ached to have companionship of her; and, instead, she denied my need. And, at that, she was at once very gentle; and full of a sweet and winsome understanding; and surely knew that I wished to be rested; for she brought out her harp, and played me dear olden melodies of our childhood-days all that evening; and so had my love for her the more intent and glad. And she saw me that night to the hedge-gap, having her three great boar-hounds with her, to company her home again. But, indeed, I followed her afterwards, very silent, until I saw her safe into the Hall; for I would not have her alone in the night; though she believed that I was then far away on the country road. And as she walked with her dogs, one or another would run back to me, to nose against me friendly-wise; but I sent them off again very quiet; and she had no knowledge of aught; for she to go singing a love-song quietly all the way home. But whether she loved me, I could not tell; though she had a nice affection for me.
Yet, when I met her the next day, she was constantly rude to me. So, when we were alone together in the dusk, I asked her why she couldn't stop being so difficult because I longed for her company, and instead, she rejected my need. At that moment, she became very gentle and full of sweet and charming understanding. She clearly knew that I wanted some comfort, as she brought out her harp and played us familiar melodies from our childhood all evening, which made my love for her even stronger and happier. That night, she walked me to the hedge-gap, accompanied by her three large boar-hounds, who were there to take her home. I quietly followed her until I saw her safely inside the Hall because I didn’t want her to be alone at night, even though she thought I was far away on the country road. As she walked with her dogs, one would occasionally run back to me, nudging me playfully, but I quietly sent them away. She didn't know anything about it; she just walked home, softly singing a love song. But I couldn't tell if she loved me, even though she certainly had a fondness for me.
Now, on the following evening, I went somewhat early to the gap; and lo! who should be standing in the gap, talking to the Lady Mirdath; but a very clever-drest man, that had a look of the Court about him; and he, when I approached, made no way for me through the gap; but stood firm, and eyed me very insolent; so that I put out my hand, and lifted him from my way.
Now, the next evening, I arrived a bit early at the gap; and guess what? There was a well-dressed man, who looked like he belonged to the Court, standing there talking to Lady Mirdath. When I got closer, he didn't move aside to let me through; instead, he stood his ground and looked at me with a lot of attitude. So, I reached out my hand and pushed him out of my way.
And lo! the Lady Mirdath turned a bitterness of speech upon me that gave me an utter pain and astonishment; so that I was assured in a moment that she had no true love for me, or she had never striven so to put me to shame before the stranger, and named me uncouth and brutal to a smaller man. And, indeed, you shall perceive how I was in my heart in that moment.
And suddenly, Lady Mirdath spoke to me with such bitterness that it caused me deep pain and shock; in that moment, I realized she didn't truly love me, or she wouldn't have tried so hard to shame me in front of the stranger, calling me awkward and harsh to someone smaller. And indeed, you can see how I felt in my heart at that moment.
And I saw that there was some seeming of justice in what the Lady Mirdath said; but yet might the man have shown a better spirit; and moreover Mirdath the Beautiful had no true call to shame me, her true friend and cousin, before this stranger. Yet did I not stop to argue; but bowed very low to the Lady Mirdath; and afterward I bowed a little to the man and made apology; for, indeed, he was neither great nor strong-made; and I had been better man to have shown courtesy to him; at least in the first.
And I saw that there was some truth in what Lady Mirdath said; still, the man could have had a better attitude. Besides, Mirdath the Beautiful had no real reason to shame me, her true friend and cousin, in front of this stranger. Yet I didn't pause to argue; instead, I bowed deeply to Lady Mirdath. Afterward, I gave a slight bow to the man and apologized, because he was neither impressive nor strong; I should have been more courteous to him, at least initially.
And so, having done justice to my own respect, I turned and went on, and left them to their happiness.
And so, having respected myself, I turned and walked away, leaving them to their happiness.
Now, I walked then, maybe twenty good miles, before I came to my own home; for there was no rest in me all that night, or ever, because that I was grown deadly in love of Mirdath the Beautiful; and all my spirit and heart and body of me pained with the dreadful loss that I was come so sudden upon.
Now, I walked for about twenty miles before I got to my own home; I couldn't rest all that night, or ever, because I was hopelessly in love with Mirdath the Beautiful; and every part of me—my spirit, heart, and body—hurt from the terrible loss that had hit me so suddenly.
And for a great week I had my walks in another direction; but in the end of that week, I must take my walk along the olden way, that I might chance to have but a sight of My Lady. And, truly, I had all sight that ever man did need to put him in dread pain and jealousy; for, truly, as I came in view of the gap, there was the Lady Mirdath walking just without the borders of the great wood; and beside her there walked the clever-drest man of the Court, and she suffered his arm around her, so that I knew they were lovers; for the Lady Mirdath had no brothers nor any youthful men kin.
And for a great week, I walked in another direction; but at the end of that week, I had to take my walk along the old path, just to catch a glimpse of My Lady. And honestly, I saw all I ever needed to feel intense pain and jealousy; because, as I approached the clearing, there was Lady Mirdath walking just outside the edge of the great woods, and beside her was the well-dressed man from the Court, with his arm around her, so I knew they were lovers; since Lady Mirdath had no brothers or any young male relatives.
Yet, when Mirdath saw me upon the road, she shamed in a moment to be so caught; for she put her lover's arm from about her, and bowed to me, a little changed of colour in the face; and I bowed very low—being but a young man myself—; and so passed on, with my heart very dead in me. And as I went, I saw that her lover came again to her, and had his arm once more about her; and so, maybe, they looked after me, as I went very stiff and desperate; but, indeed, I looked not back on them, as you may think.
Yet, when Mirdath saw me on the road, she felt embarrassed for getting caught; she pushed her lover's arm away from her and bowed to me, a little color drained from her face; and I bowed very low—being just a young man myself—and then walked by, feeling completely crushed inside. As I walked away, I noticed her lover came back to her, putting his arm around her again; maybe they watched me leave, looking stiff and hopeless, but honestly, I didn't look back at them, as you might expect.
And for a great month then, I went not near to the gap; for my love raged in me, and I was hurt in my pride; and, truly, neither had a true justice been dealt to me by the Lady Mirdath. Yet in that month, my love was a leaven in me, and made slowly a sweetness and a tenderness and an understanding that were not in me before; and truly Love and Pain do shape the Character of Man.
And for a whole month, I stayed away from the gap because my love was consuming me, and my pride was hurt. Honestly, I didn’t receive true justice from Lady Mirdath. But during that month, my love grew within me, gradually bringing a sweetness, tenderness, and understanding that I never had before. It's true that love and pain shape who we are.
And in the end of that time, I saw a little way into Life, with an understanding heart, and began presently to take my walks again past the gap; but truly Mirdath the Beautiful was never to my sight; though one evening I thought she might be not a great way off; for one of her great boar-hounds came out of the wood, and down into the road to nose against me, very friendly, as a dog oft doth with me.
And by the end of that time, I had a glimpse into Life, with a deeper understanding, and soon started taking my walks again past the gap. But honestly, Mirdath the Beautiful was never in sight for me; though one evening I thought she might not be too far away, because one of her huge boar-hounds came out of the woods and came down to the road to sniff at me, very friendly, like dogs often do.
Yet, though I waited a good time after the dog had left me, I had no sight of Mirdath, and so passed on again, with my heart heavy in me; but without bitterness, because of the understanding that was begun to grow in my heart.
Yet, even after I waited a long time after the dog had left me, I didn't see Mirdath, so I moved on again, feeling heavy-hearted; but not with bitterness, because I sensed a new understanding starting to develop in my heart.
Now, there passed two weary and lonely weeks, in which I grew sick to have knowledge of the beautiful maid. And, truly, in the end of that time, I made a sudden resolving that I would go in through the gap, and come to the home-grounds about the Hall, and so maybe have some sight of her.
Now, two long and lonely weeks went by, during which I became desperate to see the beautiful girl. And, honestly, by the end of that time, I suddenly decided that I would go through the gap and make my way to the grounds around the Hall, hoping to catch a glimpse of her.
And this resolving I had one evening; and I went out immediately, and came to the gap, and went in through the gap, and so by a long walking to the gardens about the Hall. And, truly, when I was come there, I saw a good light of lanthorns and torches, and a great company of people dancing; and all drest in quaint dress; so that I knew they had a festival for some cause. And there came suddenly a horrid dread into my heart that this might be the marriage-dance of the Lady Mirdath; but, indeed, this was foolishness; for I had surely heard of the marriage, if there had been any. And, truly, in a moment, I remembered that she was come one-and-twenty years of age on that day, and to the end of her ward-ship; and this surely to be festival in honour of the same.
One evening, I made a decision and immediately went out. I came to the gap, went through it, and then walked for a long time to the gardens around the Hall. When I arrived there, I saw lights from lanterns and torches, and a large group of people dancing, all dressed in fancy outfits, which made me realize they were celebrating something. Suddenly, a terrible fear struck my heart that this might be the wedding dance of Lady Mirdath; but that was really silly, since I would have certainly heard about it if there was a wedding. In that moment, I remembered that she had turned twenty-one that day, marking the end of her wardship, and this was definitely a celebration in her honor.
And a very bright and pretty matter it was to watch, save that I was so heavy in the heart with loneliness and longing; for the company was great and gay, and the lights plentiful and set all about from the trees; and in leaf-made arbours about the great lawn. And a great table spread with eating matters and silver and crystal, and great lamps of bronze and silver went all a-down one end of the lawn; and the dance constant upon the other part.
And it was a really beautiful sight to see, except that I felt so heavy-hearted with loneliness and longing. The atmosphere was lively and cheerful, with plenty of lights strung around the trees and in leafy arbors across the big lawn. A large table was laid out with food, silverware, and crystal, while impressive bronze and silver lamps lined one end of the lawn; the dancing continued on the other side.
And surely, the Lady Mirdath to step out of the dance, very lovely drest; yet seeming, to mine eyes, a little pale in the looming of the lights. And she to wander to a seat to rest; and, indeed, in a moment, there to be a dozen youths of the great families of the country-side, in attendance about her, making talk and laughter, and each eager for her favour; and she very lovely in the midst of them, but yet, as I did think, lacking of somewhat, and a little pale-seeming, as I have told; and her glance to go odd-wise beyond the groupt men about her; so that I understood in a moment that her lover was not there, and she to be a-lack in the heart for him. Yet, why he was not there, I could not suppose, save that he might have been called back to the Court.
And sure enough, Lady Mirdath stepped out of the dance, beautifully dressed, but she looked a little pale in the bright lights. She wandered over to a seat to rest, and almost immediately, a dozen young men from prominent families surrounded her, chatting and laughing, all eager for her attention. She was stunning amidst them, but I thought she seemed to be missing something, still looking a bit pale, as I said; her gaze wandered oddly beyond the group of men around her, and I quickly realized her lover wasn’t there, leaving her a bit longing for him. But why he wasn’t there, I couldn’t guess, except that he might have been called back to the Court.
And, surely, as I watched the other young men about her, I burned with a fierce and miserable jealousy of them; so that I could near have stept forth and plucked her out from among them, and had her to walk with me in the woods, as in the olden days, when she also had seemed near to love. But, truly, what use to this? For it was not they who held her heart, as I saw plain; for I watched her, with an eager and lonesome heart, and knew that it was one small man of the Court that was lover to her, as I have told.
And as I watched the other young men around her, I was consumed by intense and painful jealousy towards them. I could almost have stepped forward and pulled her away from them, wanting her to walk with me in the woods like we used to, back when it seemed like she might actually love me. But really, what good would that do? It wasn't them who had her heart, as I could see clearly. I watched her with a desperate and lonely heart, knowing that it was a short man from the Court who was her true love, as I've mentioned before.
And I went away again then, and came not near to the gap for three great months, because that I could not bear the pain of my loss; but in the end of that time, my very pain to urge me to go, and to be worse than the pain of not going; so that I found myself one evening in the gap, peering, very eager and shaken, across the sward that lay between the gap and the woods; for this same place to be as an holy ground to me; for there was it that first I saw Mirdath the Beautiful, and surely lost my heart to her in that one night.
And I went away again, not approaching the gap for three long months, because I couldn’t handle the pain of my loss. But after that time, my pain pushed me to go, making the pain of staying worse than the pain of leaving. One evening, I found myself back at the gap, eagerly and nervously looking across the grass that stretched between the gap and the woods. This place felt sacred to me because it was where I first saw Mirdath the Beautiful and lost my heart to her that very night.
And a great time I stayed there in the gap, waiting and watching hopelessly. And lo! sudden there came something against me, touching my thigh very soft; and when I looked down, it was one of the boar-hounds, so that my heart leaped, near frightened; for truly My Lady was come somewhere nigh, as I did think.
And I had a great time waiting in the gap, just watching hopelessly. Suddenly, something softly touched my thigh, and when I looked down, it was one of the boar-hounds, which made my heart leap in fright; because I truly thought My Lady was close by.
And, as I waited, very hushed and watchful; yet with an utter beating heart; surely I heard a faint and low singing among the trees, so utter sad. And lo! it was Mirdath singing a broken love song, and a-wander there in the dark alone, save for her great dogs.
And while I waited, quiet and alert, with my heart pounding, I thought I heard a soft, sad song among the trees. And there she was! Mirdath, singing a broken love song, wandering alone in the dark, except for her big dogs.
And I harked, with strange pain in me, that she did be so in pain; and I ached to bring her ease; yet moved not, but was very still there in the gap; save that my being was all in turmoil.
And I listened, feeling a strange pain inside me, as she was in so much pain; and I wanted to ease her suffering; yet I didn’t move, but remained very still in that space; except that my mind was in complete turmoil.
And presently, as I harked, there came a slim white figure out from among the trees; and the figure cried out something, and came to a quick pause, as I could see in the half-dark. And lo! in that moment, there came a sudden and unreasoned hope into me; and I came up out of the gap, and was come to Mirdath in a moment, calling very low and passionate and eager: "Mirdath! Mirdath! Mirdath!"
And just then, as I listened, a slender white figure emerged from the trees; the figure shouted something and then quickly stopped in the dim light. In that instant, an unexpected and irrational hope filled me; I stepped out of the shadows and reached Mirdath in no time, calling softly, intensely, and eagerly: "Mirdath! Mirdath! Mirdath!"
And this way I came to her; and her great dog that was with me, to bound beside me, in thought, mayhap, that it was some game. And when I came to the Lady Mirdath, I held out my hands to her, not knowing what I did; but only the telling of my heart that needed her so utter, and craved to ease her of her pain. And lo! she put out her arms to me, and came into mine arms with a little run. And there she bode, weeping strangely; but yet with rest upon her; even as rest was come sudden and wondrous upon me.
And that's how I approached her; and her big dog that was with me seemed to bounce alongside, maybe thinking it was some kind of game. When I reached the Lady Mirdath, I extended my arms to her, not really knowing what I was doing; it was just the voice of my heart that needed her so desperately and wanted to relieve her pain. And then she opened her arms to me and ran into my embrace. There she stayed, crying strangely; yet there was a sense of calm in her, just like the sudden and amazing calm that had come over me.
And sudden, she moved in mine arms, and slipt her hands to me, very dear, and held her lips up to me, like some sweet child, that I kiss her; but, indeed, she was also a true woman, and in honest and dear love of me.
And suddenly, she moved into my arms, slipped her hands to me, very affectionately, and held her lips up to me like a sweet child, wanting me to kiss her; but, in reality, she was also a genuine woman, full of honest and deep love for me.
And this to be the way of our betrothal; and simple and wordless it was; yet sufficient, only that there is no sufficiency in Love.
And this was the way of our engagement; it was simple and unspoken; yet enough, except that there is never enough in Love.
Now, presently, she loosed herself out of mine arms, and we walked homeward through the woods, very quiet, and holding hands, as children do. And I then in a while to ask her about the man of the Court; and she laughed very sweet into the silence of the wood; but gave me no answer, save that I wait until we were come to the Hall.
Now, she gently freed herself from my arms, and we walked home through the woods, very quietly, holding hands like children do. After a while, I asked her about the man from the Court, and she laughed softly into the silence of the woods, but didn’t answer me, only telling me to wait until we reached the Hall.
And when we were come there, she took me into the great hall, and made a very dainty and impudent bow, mocking me. And so made me known to another lady, who sat there, upon her task of embroidering, which she did very demure, and as that she had also a dainty Mischief lurking in her.
And when we got there, she led me into the grand hall and gave me a very coy and cheeky bow, teasing me. Then she introduced me to another lady who was sitting there, working on her embroidery. She was very modest while doing it, but it seemed like she had a bit of mischief hiding beneath the surface.
And truly, the Lady Mirdath never to be done of naughty laughter, that made her dearly breathless with delight, and to sway a little, and set the trembling of pretty sounds in her throat; and surely she must pull down two great pistols from an arm-rack, that I fight a duel to the death with the lady of the embroidering, who held her face down over her work, and shook likewise with the wickedness of her laughter that she could not hide.
And truly, Lady Mirdath could never stop her mischievous laughter, which left her breathless with joy, making her sway a bit and producing delightful sounds in her throat. And of course, she had to grab two large pistols from the arm-rack because I was to have a duel to the death with the embroidering lady, who had her face down over her work and was also shaking with the wickedness of laughter she couldn’t conceal.
And in the end, the Lady of the Embroidering looked up sudden into my face; and I then to see somewhat of the mischief in a moment; for she had the face of the man of the Court suit, that had been lover to Mirdath.
And in the end, the Lady of the Embroidering suddenly looked up at my face; and I quickly realized something was off; for she had the face of the man in the Court suit, who had been Mirdath's lover.
And the Lady Mirdath then to explain to me how that Mistress Alison (which was her name) was a dear and bosom friend, and she it was that had been drest in the Court suit to play a prank for a wager with a certain young man who would be lover to her, an he might. And I then to come along, and so speedy to offence that truly I never saw her face plain, because that I was so utter jealous. And so the Lady Mirdath had been more justly in anger than I supposed, because that I had put hands upon her friend, as I have told.
And Lady Mirdath then explained to me that Mistress Alison (that was her name) was a close and dear friend of hers, and it was Alison who had dressed up in the Court suit to play a prank for a bet with a certain young man who wanted to be her lover, if he could. I happened to come along and got so offended that I couldn’t even see her face clearly because I was incredibly jealous. Lady Mirdath had more reason to be angry than I realized, since I had put my hands on her friend, as I mentioned.
And this to be all of it, save that they had planned to punish me, and had met every evening at the gap, to play at lovers, perchance I should pass, so that I should have greater cause for my jealousy, and truly they to have a good revenge upon me; for I had suffered very great a long while because of it.
And this is everything, except that they had planned to get back at me, and had met every evening at the spot, to pretend to be in love, hoping I might walk by, so I would have even more reason to feel jealous, and really, they would get a good revenge on me; because I had been suffering a lot because of it for a long time.
Yet, as you do mind, when I came upon them, the Lady Mirdath had a half-regret, that was very natural, because even then she was in love of me, as I of her; and because of this, she drew away, as you shall remember, being—as she confessed—suddenly and strangely troubled and to want me; but afterwards as much set again to my punishment, because that I bowed so cold and went away. And indeed well I might.
Yet, as you remember, when I found them, Lady Mirdath felt a bit of regret, which was understandable, because even then she loved me, just as I loved her. Because of this, she pulled away, as you may recall, admitting that she was suddenly and oddly troubled and desired me. But later, she turned back to punishing me for bowing so coldly and walking away. And honestly, I had good reason to do so.
Yet, truly, all was safe ended now, and I utter thankful and with a mad delight in the heart; so that I caught up Mirdath, and we danced very slow and stately around the great hall, the while that Mistress Alison whistled us a tune with her mouth, which she could very clever, as many another thing, I wot.
Yet, really, everything was safe now, and I felt grateful and filled with wild joy in my heart; so I took Mirdath, and we danced slowly and gracefully around the grand hall, while Mistress Alison whistled us a tune with her mouth, which she was really good at, like many other things, I know.
And each day and all day after this Gladness, Mirdath and I could never be apart; but must go a-wander always together, here and there, in an unending joy of our togetherness.
And every day after that happiness, Mirdath and I could never be apart; we had to wander around together, everywhere, in a never-ending joy of being together.
And in a thousand things were we at one in delight; for we had both of us that nature which doth love the blue of eternity which gathers beyond the wings of the sunset; and the invisible sound of the starlight falling upon the world; and the quiet of grey evenings when the Towers of Sleep are builded unto the mystery of the Dusk; and the solemn green of strange pastures in the moonlight; and the speech of the sycamore unto the beech; and the slow way of the sea when it doth mood; and the soft rustling of the night clouds. And likewise had we eyes to see the Dancer of the Sunset, casting her mighty robes so strange; and ears to know that there shakes a silent thunder over the Face of Dawn; and much else that we knew and saw and understood together in our utter joy.
And in so many things we found joy together; for we both had that nature which loves the vastness of eternity stretching beyond the sunset; and the quiet sound of starlight falling on the world; and the calm of grey evenings when the Towers of Sleep rise into the mystery of dusk; and the deep green of unusual pastures in the moonlight; and the whisper of the sycamore to the beech; and the gentle rhythm of the sea when it seems to ponder; and the soft rustling of the night clouds. We also had eyes to see the Dancer of the Sunset, draping her strange, mighty robes; and ears to perceive the silent thunder that trembles over the Face of Dawn; and so much more that we knew, saw, and understood together in our complete joy.
Now, there happened to us about this time a certain adventure that came near to cause the death of Mirdath the Beautiful; for one day as we wandered, as ever, like two children in our contentment, I made remark to Mirdath that there went only two of the great boar-hounds with us; and she then told me that the third was to the kennels, being sick.
Now, around this time, we had an adventure that almost got Mirdath the Beautiful killed. One day, as we strolled happily like two carefree kids, I pointed out to Mirdath that only two of the large boar-hounds were with us. She then told me that the third one was at the kennels because it was sick.
Yet, scarce had she told me so much; ere she cried out something and pointed; and lo! I saw that the third hound came towards us, at a run, yet very strange-seeming in his going. And in a moment, Mirdath cried out that the hound was mad; and truly, I saw then that the brute slavered as he came running.
Yet, she had barely told me that much when she shouted something and pointed; and suddenly, I saw that the third hound was running towards us, but it looked very strange as it moved. In an instant, Mirdath shouted that the hound was crazy; and indeed, I then saw that the beast was drooling as it raced closer.
And in a moment he was upon us, and made never a sound; but leaped at me in one instant of time; all before I had any thought of such intent. But surely, My Beautiful One had a dreadful love for me, for she cast herself at the dog, to save me, calling to the other hounds. And she was bitten in a moment by the brute, as she strove to hold him off from me. But I to have him instant by the neck and the body, and brake him, so that he died at once; and I cast him to the earth, and gave help to Mirdath, that I draw the poison from the wounds.
And in an instant, he was upon us, and didn't make a sound; he jumped at me in the blink of an eye, before I had any idea of what was happening. But surely, My Beautiful One had a strong love for me, since she threw herself at the dog to save me, calling to the other hounds. She was bitten in an instant by the beast as she tried to hold him off from me. But I grabbed him quickly by the neck and body and broke him, so that he died immediately; then I threw him to the ground and helped Mirdath by drawing the poison from her wounds.
And this I did so well as I might, despite that she would have me stop. And afterwards, I took her into mine arms, and ran very fierce all the long and weary way to the Hall, and with hot skewers I burned the wounds; so that when the doctor came, he to say I have saved her by my care, if indeed she to be saved. But, truly, she had saved me in any wise, as you shall think; so that I could never be done of honour to her.
And I did my best, even though she wanted me to stop. After that, I took her in my arms and ran the long, exhausting distance to the Hall. With hot skewers, I treated her wounds, so when the doctor arrived, he said I had saved her through my efforts, if she could indeed be saved. But honestly, she had saved me in every way, as you'll see; so I could never stop honoring her.
And she very pale; but yet to laugh at my fears, and to say that she soon to have her health, and the wounds healed very speedy; but, indeed, it was a long and bitter time before they were proper healed, and she so well as ever. Yet, in time, so it was; and an utter weight off my heart.
And she was really pale; yet she laughed at my fears and said she would be in good health soon, and that her wounds would heal quickly. But, in reality, it took a long and painful time before they were properly healed, and she was as well as ever. Eventually, it happened, and it was such a relief for me.
And when Mirdath was grown full strong again, we set our wedding day. And well do I mind how she stood there in her bridal dress, on that day, so slender and lovely as may Love have stood in the Dawn of Life; and the beauty of her eyes that had such sober sweetness in them, despite the dear mischief of her nature; and the way of her little feet, and the loveliness of her hair; and the dainty rogue-grace of her movements; and her mouth an enticement, as that a child and a woman smiled out of the one face. And this to be no more than but an hint of the loveliness of My Beautiful One.
And when Mirdath was feeling strong again, we set our wedding day. I remember how she stood there in her wedding dress, so slender and beautiful as Love would stand in the dawn of life; the beauty of her eyes had a sweet seriousness, despite the playful mischief in her nature; the way her little feet moved, the beauty of her hair; the charming grace in her movements; and her smile was inviting, as if both a child and a woman were smiling from the same face. And this is just a hint of the loveliness of My Beautiful One.
And so we were married.
And so we got married.
Mirdath, My Beautiful One, lay dying, and I had no power to hold Death backward from such dread intent. In another room, I heard the little wail of the child; and the wail of the child waked my wife back into this life, so that her hands fluttered white and desperately needful upon the coverlid.
Mirdath, My Beautiful One, was dying, and I couldn’t stop Death from taking her. In another room, I heard the soft cry of the child; and that cry brought my wife back to this life, making her hands flutter helplessly on the blanket.
I kneeled beside My Beautiful One, and reached out and took her hands very gentle into mine; but still they fluttered so needful; and she looked at me, dumbly; but her eyes beseeching.
I knelt beside my beautiful one and gently took her hands in mine, but they still fluttered with need. She looked at me without speaking, but her eyes were pleading.
Then I went out of the room, and called gently to the Nurse; and the
Nurse brought in the child, wrapped very softly in a long, white robe.
And I saw the eyes of My Beautiful One grow clearer with a strange,
lovely light; and I beckoned to the Nurse to bring the babe near.
Then I walked out of the room and called softly to the Nurse; and the
Nurse brought in the child, gently wrapped in a long, white robe.
I noticed the eyes of My Beautiful One brightening with a strange,
beautiful light; and I signaled to the Nurse to bring the baby closer.
My wife moved her hands very weakly upon the coverlid, and I knew that she craved to touch her child; and I signed to the Nurse, and took my child in mine arms; and the Nurse went out from the room, and so we three were alone together.
My wife moved her hands weakly over the blanket, and I could tell she wanted to hold her child. I signaled to the nurse and took our child in my arms. The nurse left the room, and then we were alone together, just the three of us.
Then I sat very gentle upon the bed; and I held the babe near to My Beautiful One, so that the wee cheek of the babe touched the white cheek of my dying wife; but the weight of the child I kept off from her.
Then I gently sat on the bed and held the baby close to My Beautiful One, so that the baby's little cheek touched the white cheek of my dying wife, but I kept the weight of the child off her.
And presently, I knew that Mirdath, My Wife, strove dumbly to reach for the hands of the babe; and I turned the child more towards her, and slipped the hands of the child into the weak hands of My Beautiful One. And I held the babe above my wife, with an utter care; so that the eyes of my dying One, looked into the young eyes of the child. And presently, in but a few moments of time; though it had been someways an eternity, My Beautiful One closed her eyes and lay very quiet. And I took away the child to the Nurse, who stood beyond the door. And I closed the door, and came back to Mine Own, that we have those last instants alone together.
And soon, I realized that Mirdath, my wife, was silently trying to reach for the baby’s hands; so I turned the child toward her and placed the baby's hands into the frail hands of my beautiful one. I held the baby above my wife with utmost care, so that the eyes of my dying love could look into the young eyes of the child. In just a few moments, even though it felt like an eternity, my beautiful one closed her eyes and lay very still. I took the child to the nurse, who was waiting outside the door. Then I closed the door and returned to my own, so we could have those last moments alone together.
And the hands of my wife lay very still and white; but presently they began to move softly and weakly, searching for somewhat; and I put out my great hands to her, and took her hands with an utter care; and so a little time passed.
And my wife's hands lay still and pale; but soon they started to move gently and feebly, reaching for something; so I extended my large hands to her and held her hands with total care; and after a little while, time passed.
Then her eyes opened, quiet and grey, and a little dazed seeming; and she rolled her head on the pillow and saw me; and the pain of forgetfulness went out of her eyes, and she looked at me with a look that grew in strength, unto a sweetness of tenderness and full understanding.
Then her eyes opened, calm and gray, looking a bit dazed; she turned her head on the pillow and saw me. The pain of forgetfulness faded from her eyes, and she looked at me with a gaze that intensified into a sweetness of tenderness and complete understanding.
And I bent a little to her; and her eyes told me to take her into mine arms for those last minutes. Then I went very gentle upon the bed, and lifted her with an utter and tender care, so that she lay suddenly strangely restful against my breast; for Love gave me skill to hold her, and Love gave My Beautiful One a sweetness of ease in that little time that was left to us.
And I leaned in slightly towards her; her eyes urged me to hold her in my arms for those last moments. So, I gently approached the bed and lifted her with complete and tender care, until she rested comfortably against my chest. Love taught me how to hold her, and Love allowed My Beautiful One to feel a soothing ease in the short time we had left together.
And so we twain were together; and Love seemed that it had made a truce with Death in the air about us, that we be undisturbed; for there came a drowse of rest even upon my tense heart, that had known nothing but a dreadful pain through the weary hours.
And so we were together, and it felt like Love had made a temporary peace with Death around us, allowing us to be undisturbed; for a sense of calm washed over my tense heart, which had only experienced dreadful pain during the long hours.
And I whispered my love silently to My Beautiful One, and her eyes answered; and the strangely beautiful and terrible moments passed by into the hush of eternity.
And I quietly expressed my love to My Beautiful One, and her eyes responded; and the oddly beautiful and intense moments faded into the silence of eternity.
And suddenly, Mirdath My Beautiful One, spoke,—whispering something. And I stooped gently to hark; and Mine Own spoke again; and lo! it was to call me by the olden Love Name that had been mine through all the utter lovely months of our togetherness.
And suddenly, Mirdath My Beautiful One, spoke—whispering something. I bent down gently to hear; and Mine Own spoke again; and there it was, calling me by the old Love Name that had been mine throughout all the beautiful months we spent together.
And I began again to tell her of my love, that should pass beyond death; and lo! in that one moment of time, the light went out of her eyes; and My Beautiful One lay dead in mine arms … My Beautiful One….
And I started again to tell her about my love, one that should go beyond death; and suddenly, in that one moment, the light left her eyes; and My Beautiful One lay dead in my arms… My Beautiful One….
II
THE LAST REDOUBT
Since Mirdath, My Beautiful One, died and left me lonely in this world, I have suffered an anguish, and an utter and dreadful pain of longing, such as truly no words shall ever tell; for, in truth, I that had all the world through her sweet love and companionship, and knew all the joy and gladness of Life, have known such lonesome misery as doth stun me to think upon.
Since Mirdath, My Beautiful One, died and left me alone in this world, I have endured a grief and an intense pain of longing that no words can truly express; for, in reality, I who had everything through her sweet love and companionship, and experienced all the joy and happiness of life, have faced such profound loneliness that it stuns me to even think about it.
Yet am I to my pen again; for of late a wondrous hope has grown in me, in that I have, at night in my sleep, waked into the future of this world, and seen strange things and utter marvels, and known once more the gladness of life; for I have learned the promise of the future, and have visited in my dreams those places where in the womb of Time, she and I shall come together, and part, and again come together—breaking asunder most drearly in pain, and again reuniting after strange ages, in a glad and mighty wonder.
Yet I am at my pen again; for lately a wonderful hope has grown in me, as I have, at night in my sleep, awakened to the future of this world, and seen strange things and amazing wonders, and once again felt the joy of life; for I have learned the promise of the future, and have visited in my dreams those places where in the womb of Time, she and I will come together, part, and come together again—breaking apart most painfully and drearily, and then reuniting after strange ages, in a joyful and mighty wonder.
And this is the utter strange story of that which I have seen, and which, truly, I must set out, if the task be not too great; so that, in the setting out thereof, I may gain a little ease of the heart; and likewise, mayhap, give ease of hope to some other poor human, that doth suffer, even as I have suffered so dreadful with longing for Mine Own that is dead.
And this is the totally strange story of what I've seen, and honestly, I need to share it, if the task isn't too overwhelming; so that by sharing it, I can find a bit of relief for my heart; and maybe, hopefully, offer comfort to some other poor soul who is suffering, just like I have suffered so terribly from longing for my own who is gone.
And some shall read and say that this thing was not, and some shall dispute with them; but to them all I say naught, save "Read!" And having read that which I set down, then shall one and all have looked towards Eternity with me—unto its very portals. And so to my telling:
And some will read and say that this didn’t happen, and others will argue with them; but to all of them, I say nothing except, “Read!” And after you’ve read what I’ve written, then everyone will have looked toward Eternity with me—right to its very gates. So, here’s my story:
To me, in this last time of my visions, of which I would tell, it was not as if I dreamed; but, as it were, that I waked there into the dark, in the future of this world. And the sun had died; and for me thus newly waked into that Future, to look back upon this, our Present Age, was to look back into dreams that my soul knew to be of reality; but which to those newly-seeing eyes of mine, appeared but as a far vision, strangely hallowed with peacefulness and light.
To me, in this final moment of my visions, which I want to share, it wasn't like I dreamed; rather, it felt like I woke up in the dark, in the future of this world. And the sun had died; and for me, just newly awakened to that Future, looking back on this, our Present Age, felt like looking back into dreams that my soul recognized as real; but to my newly opened eyes, it seemed like a distant vision, strangely filled with peace and light.
Always, it seemed to me when I awaked into the Future, into the Everlasting Night that lapped this world, that I saw near to me, and girdling me all about, a blurred greyness. And presently this, the greyness, would clear and fade from about me, even as a dusky cloud, and I would look out upon a world of darkness, lit here and there with strange sights. And with my waking into that Future, I waked not to ignorance; but to a full knowledge of those things which lit the Night Land; even as a man wakes from sleep each morning, and knows immediately he wakes, the names and knowledge of the Time which has bred him, and in which he lives. And the same while, a knowledge I had, as it were sub-conscious, of this Present—this early life, which now I live so utterly alone.
It always seemed to me that when I woke up to the Future, to the Everlasting Night that surrounded this world, I saw a blurred greyness close by and wrapping around me. Eventually, this greyness would clear and fade away, like a dark cloud, and I would find myself looking out at a world of darkness, dotted here and there with strange sights. With my awakening into that Future, I didn’t wake up to ignorance; rather, I came to a complete understanding of the things that illuminated the Night Land. It was like how a person wakes up each morning and immediately knows the names and facts of the Time that shaped them and in which they live. At the same time, I had a kind of subconscious awareness of this Present—this early life, which I now experience completely alone.
In my earliest knowledge of that place, I was a youth, seventeen years grown, and my memory tells me that when first I waked, or came, as it might be said, to myself, in that Future, I stood in one of the embrasures of the Last Redoubt—that great Pyramid of grey metal which held the last millions of this world from the Powers of the Slayers.
In my earliest memory of that place, I was a young man, seventeen years old, and my recollection tells me that when I first came to my senses in that Future, I was standing in one of the openings of the Last Redoubt—this huge grey metal Pyramid that protected the last millions of this world from the Forces of the Slayers.
And so full am I of the knowledge of that Place, that scarce can I believe that none here know; and because I have such difficulty, it may be that I speak over familiarly of those things of which I know; and heed not to explain much that it is needful that I should explain to those who must read here, in this our present day. For there, as I stood and looked out, I was less the man of years of this age, than the youth of that, with the natural knowledge of that life which I had gathered by living all my seventeen years of life there; though, until that my first vision, I (of this Age) knew not of that other and Future Existence; yet woke to it so naturally as may a man wake here in his bed to the shining of the morning sun, and know it by name, and the meaning of aught else. And yet, as I stood there in the vast embrasure, I had also a knowledge, or memory, of this present life of ours, deep down within me; but touched with a halo of dreams, and yet with a conscious longing for One, known even there in a half memory as Mirdath.
I'm so filled with knowledge about that Place that I can hardly believe no one here knows about it. Because I struggle with this, I might talk too casually about things I understand, without explaining what's necessary for those who read this in our time. When I stood there and looked out, I felt less like someone from this age and more like the youth from that time, with the natural understanding of that life I'd gained from living all my seventeen years there. Although, until that first vision, I, as a person of this age, was unaware of that other Future Existence; I woke up to it as naturally as someone stirs in bed to the bright morning sun, recognizing it and understanding everything else. Still, as I stood there in the vast space, I also had a deep memory of our present life within me; it felt touched by a haze of dreams and yet carried a conscious longing for One, known to me even then in a hazy recollection as Mirdath.
As I have said, in my earliest memory, I mind that I stood in an embrasure, high up in the side of the Pyramid, and looked outwards through a queer spy-glass to the North-West. Aye, full of youth and with an adventurous and yet half-fearful heart.
As I mentioned, in my earliest memory, I remember standing in an opening, high up on the side of the Pyramid, looking out through a strange spyglass to the North-West. Yes, full of youth and with a heart that was both adventurous and somewhat fearful.
And in my brain was, as I have told, the knowledge that had come to me in all the years of my life in the Redoubt; and yet until that moment, this Man of this Present Time had no knowledge of that future existence; and now I stood and had suddenly the knowledge of a life already spent in that strange land, and deeper within me the misty knowings of this our present Age, and, maybe, also of some others.
And in my mind was, as I mentioned, the knowledge I had gained over all the years of my life in the Redoubt; and yet until that moment, this Man of this Present Time had no awareness of that future existence; and now I stood there, suddenly aware of a life already lived in that strange place, and deeper inside me were the vague understandings of our current Age, and maybe even of some others.
To the North-West I looked through the queer spy-glass, and saw a landscape that I had looked upon and pored upon through all the years of that life, so that I knew how to name this thing and that thing, and give the very distances of each and every one from the "Centre-Point" of the Pyramid, which was that which had neither length nor breadth, and was made of polished metal in the Room of Mathematics, where I went daily to my studies.
To the North-West, I looked through the strange spyglass and saw a landscape that I had examined and studied over the years of my life, so I could name each element and even provide the exact distances of everything from the "Center Point" of the Pyramid, which was without length or width and made of shiny metal in the Math Room, where I went daily for my studies.
To the North-West I looked, and in the wide field of my glass, saw plain the bright glare of the fire from the Red Pit, shine upwards against the underside of the vast chin of the North-West Watcher—The Watching Thing of the North-West…. "That which hath Watched from the Beginning, and until the opening of the Gateway of Eternity" came into my thoughts, as I looked through the glass … the words of Aesworpth, the Ancient Poet (though incredibly future to this our time). And suddenly they seemed at fault; for I looked deep down into my being, and saw, as dreams are seen, the sunlight and splendour of this our Present Age. And I was amazed.
To the Northwest, I looked, and in the wide view of my glass, I clearly saw the bright glare of the fire from the Red Pit shining upward against the underside of the vast chin of the Northwest Watcher—The Watching Thing of the Northwest…. "That which has watched from the beginning, and until the opening of the Gateway of Eternity" came to mind as I looked through the glass... the words of Aesworpth, the Ancient Poet (though incredibly future to our time). And suddenly, they felt off; for I looked deep within myself and saw, as dreams are seen, the sunlight and splendor of this our Present Age. And I was amazed.
And here I must make it clear to all that, even as I waked from this Age, suddenly into that life, so must I—that youth there in the embrasure—have awakened then to the knowledge of this far-back life of ours—seeming to him a vision of the very beginnings of eternity, in the dawn of the world. Oh! I do but dread I make it not sufficient clear that I and he were both I—the same soul. He of that far date seeing vaguely the life that was (that I do now live in this present Age); and I of this time beholding the life that I yet shall live. How utterly strange!
And here I need to make it clear to everyone that, just as I woke from this Age into that life, so too must I—that youth in the window—have suddenly come to understand this long-ago life of ours, which seemed to him like a glimpse of the very beginnings of eternity, in the dawn of the world. Oh! I just worry that I’m not making it clear enough that both he and I were I—the same soul. He from that distant time seeing vaguely the life that was (which I now live in this present Age); and I from this time looking at the life that I will still live. How incredibly strange!
And yet, I do not know that I speak holy truth to say that I, in that future time, had no knowledge of this life and Age, before that awakening; for I woke to find that I was one who stood apart from the other youths, in that I had a dim knowledge—visionary, as it were, of the past, which confounded, whilst yet it angered, those who were the men of learning of that age; though of this matter, more anon. But this I do know, that from that time, onwards, my knowledge and assuredness of the Past was tenfold; for this my memory of that life told me.
And yet, I can't honestly say that I knew anything about this life and time before my awakening. I woke up to find that I was different from the other young people because I had a vague understanding—a kind of vision—of the past, which confused and frustrated the scholars of that time. I'll explain more about this later. But I do know that from that moment on, my knowledge and confidence about the past increased drastically; my memories from that life confirmed this.
And so to further my telling. Yet before I pass onwards, one other thing is there of which I shall speak—In the moment in which I waked out of that youthfulness, into the assured awaredness of this our Age, in that moment the hunger of this my love flew to me across the ages; so that what had been but a memory-dream, grew to the pain of Reality, and I knew suddenly that I lacked; and from that time onwards, I went, listening, as even now my life is spent.
And so to continue my story. But before I move on, there's one more thing I need to address—In the moment I woke up from my youth into the clear awareness of this our Age, the longing for my love reached out to me through the ages; what had only been a memory-dream transformed into the pain of Reality, and I suddenly realized that I lacked; and from that moment on, I went on, listening, just as my life is spent even now.
And so it was that I (fresh-born in that future time) hungered strangely for My Beautiful One with all the strength of that new life, knowing that she had been mine, and might live again, even as I. And so, as I have said, I hungered, and found that I listened.
And so it was that I (newly born in that future time) felt a strange longing for My Beautiful One with all the energy of that new life, knowing that she had been mine and could live again, just like I did. And so, as I mentioned, I longed for her and discovered that I was listening.
And now, to go back from my digression, it was, as I have said, I had amazement at perceiving, in memory, the unknowable sunshine and splendour of this age breaking so clear through my hitherto most vague and hazy visions; so that the ignorance of, Aesworpth was shouted to me by the things which now I knew.
And now, to return from my tangent, as I mentioned, I was amazed to recall the indescribable sunshine and brilliance of this time shining clearly through my previously vague and hazy memories; so that the ignorance of Aesworpth was revealed to me by the things I now knew.
And from that time, onward, for a little space, I was stunned with all that I knew and guessed and felt; and all of a long while the hunger grew for that one I had lost in the early days—she who had sung to me in those faery days of light, that had been in verity. And the especial thoughts of that age looked back with a keen, regretful wonder into the gulf of forgetfulness.
And from that time on, for a little while, I was overwhelmed by everything I knew, suspected, and felt; and for a long time, the longing grew for the one I had lost in those early days—she who had sung to me in those magical times that had truly existed. And the specific memories of that time looked back with a sharp, nostalgic wonder into the void of forgetfulness.
But, presently, I turned from the haze and pain of my dream-memories, once more to the inconceivable mystery of the Night Land, which I viewed through the great embrasure. For on none did it ever come with weariness to look out upon all the hideous mysteries; so that old and young watched, from early years to death, the black monstrosity of the Night Land, which this our last refuge of humanity held at bay.
But now, I turned away from the haze and pain of my dreamlike memories, once again confronting the unfathomable mystery of the Night Land, which I observed through the large opening. For no one ever grew tired of gazing at all the terrifying mysteries; young and old alike watched, from childhood to the end of their days, the dark monstrosity of the Night Land, which our last refuge of humanity kept at a distance.
To the right of the Red Pit there lay a long, sinuous glare, which I knew as the Vale of Red Fire, and beyond that for many dreary miles the blackness of the Night Land; across which came the coldness of the light from the Plain of Blue Fire.
To the right of the Red Pit was a long, twisting glare that I recognized as the Vale of Red Fire, and beyond that for many bleak miles was the darkness of the Night Land; from which the chill of light came from the Plain of Blue Fire.
And then, on the very borders of the Unknown Lands, there lay a range of low volcanoes, which lit up, far away in the outer darkness, the Black Hills, where shone the Seven Lights, which neither twinkled nor moved nor faltered through Eternity; and of which even the great spy-glass could make no understanding; nor had any adventurer from the Pyramid ever come back to tell us aught of them. And here let me say, that down in the Great Library of the Redoubt, were the histories of all those, with their discoveries, who had ventured out into the monstrousness of the Night Land, risking not the life only, but the spirit of life.
And then, at the very edge of the Unknown Lands, there was a range of low volcanoes that illuminated, far away in the outer darkness, the Black Hills, where the Seven Lights shone, never twinkling, moving, or faltering through Eternity; and even the best telescope could not make sense of them; nor had any adventurer from the Pyramid ever returned to tell us anything about them. And here I should mention that down in the Great Library of the Redoubt were the histories of all those who had ventured into the monstrous Night Land, risking not only their lives but the very essence of life itself.
And surely it is all so strange and wonderful to set out, that I could almost despair with the contemplation of that which I must achieve; for there is so much to tell, and so few words given to man by which he may make clear that which lies beyond the sight and the present and general knowings of Peoples.
And it’s truly odd and amazing to begin this journey, that I could almost feel hopeless thinking about what I need to accomplish; because there is so much to explain, and so few words available to us to express what lies beyond our sight, the present, and the common understanding of people.
How shall you ever know, as I know in verity, of the greatness and reality and terror of the thing that I would tell plain to all; for we, with our puny span of recorded life must have great histories to tell, but the few bare details we know concerning years that are but a few thousands in all; and I must set out to you in the short pages of this my life there, a sufficiency of the life that had been, and the life that was, both within and without that mighty Pyramid, to make clear to those who may read, the truth of that which I would tell; and the histories of that great Redoubt dealt not with odd thousands of years; but with very millions; aye, away back into what they of that Age conceived to be the early days of the earth, when the sun, maybe, still gloomed dully in the night sky of the world. But of all that went before, nothing, save as myths, and matters to be taken most cautiously, and believed not by men of sanity and proved wisdom.
How will you ever understand, as I truly do, the greatness, reality, and terror of what I want to share with everyone? We, with our limited lifespan, must have important stories to tell, but we only know a few bare facts about years that number just a few thousand in total. In the brief pages of my life here, I need to convey enough about the life that was, and the life that is, both inside and outside that massive Pyramid, to help those who read understand the truth of what I want to share. The stories of that great Fortress don’t just span odd thousands of years; they reach back over millions. Yes, far back into what those people of that Age saw as the early days of the earth, when the sun might have still dimly shone in the night sky. Yet, of everything that came before, nothing is more than myths or things to be considered very carefully, and not believed by reasonable people with proven wisdom.
And I, …how shall I make all this clear to you who may read? The thing cannot be; and yet I must tell my history; for to be silent before so much wonder would be to suffer of too full a heart; and I must even ease my spirit by this my struggle to tell to all how it was with me, and how it will be. Aye, even to the memories which were the possession of that far future youth, who was indeed I, of his childhood's days, when his nurse of that Age swung him, and crooned impossible lullabies of this mythical sun which, according to those future fairy-tales, had once passed across the blackness that now lay above the Pyramid.
And I, …how can I make all this clear to you who might read? It’s impossible; but I have to share my story; because staying silent in the face of so much wonder would make my heart too heavy; and I must relieve my spirit by attempting to explain how it was for me, and how it will be. Yes, even to the memories that belonged to that far-off youth, who was really me, from his childhood days, when his nurse from that time swung him and sang impossible lullabies about this mythical sun that, according to those future fairy tales, once passed through the darkness that now hangs over the Pyramid.
Such is the monstrous futureness of this which I have seen through the body of that far-off youth.
Such is the monstrous future of this that I've seen through the body of that distant young person.
And so back to my telling. To my right, which was to the North, there stood, very far away, the House of Silence, upon a low hill. And in that House were many lights, and no sound. And so had it been through an uncountable Eternity of Years. Always those steady lights, and no whisper of sound—not even such as our distance-microphones could have discovered. And the danger of this House was accounted the greatest danger of all those Lands.
And so back to my story. To my right, to the North, I could see the House of Silence, way off on a low hill. Inside that House were many lights but no sound. It had been like that for an unfathomable amount of time. Those steady lights shone on without a single whisper—not even a sound our distance microphones could pick up. The danger of this House was considered the greatest threat in all those Lands.
And round by the House of Silence, wound the Road Where The Silent Ones Walk. And concerning this Road, which passed out of the Unknown Lands, nigh by the Place of the Ab-humans, where was always the green, luminous mist, nothing was known; save that it was held that, of all the works about the Mighty Pyramid, it was, alone, the one that was bred, long ages past, of healthy human toil and labour. And on this point alone, had a thousand books, and more, been writ; and all contrary, and so to no end, as is ever the way in such matters.
And around the House of Silence, there was the Road Where The Silent Ones Walk. About this Road, which led out of the Unknown Lands, near the Place of the Ab-humans, where there was always a green, glowing mist, nothing was known; except that it was believed to be, among all the works around the Mighty Pyramid, the only one that was created, ages ago, from productive human effort and hard work. This single point had inspired thousands of books, and more, written on the subject; all filled with conflicting views, and ultimately to no avail, as is often the case with such topics.
And as it was with the Road Where The Silent Ones Walk, so it was with all those other monstrous things … whole libraries had there been made upon this and upon that; and many a thousand million mouldered into the forgotten dust of the earlier world.
And just like the Road Where The Silent Ones Walk, it was the same with all those other terrifying things… entire libraries had been created about this and that; and countless millions had crumbled into the forgotten dust of the earlier world.
I mind me now that presently I stepped upon the central travelling-roadway which spanned the one thousandth plateau of the Great Redoubt. And this lay six miles and thirty fathoms above the Plain of the Night Land, and was somewhat of a great mile or more across. And so, in a few minutes, I was at the South-Eastern wall, and looking out through The Great Embrasure towards the Three Silver-fire Holes, that shone before the Thing That Nods, away down, far in the South-East. Southward of this, but nearer, there rose the vast bulk of the South-East Watcher—The Watching Thing of the South-East. And to the right and to the left of the squat monster burned the Torches; maybe half-a-mile upon each side; yet sufficient light they threw to show the lumbered-forward head of the never-sleeping Brute.
I remember that I soon stepped onto the main roadway that stretched across the one thousandth plateau of the Great Redoubt. This was six miles and thirty fathoms above the Plain of the Night Land and was about a mile wide or more. Within a few minutes, I reached the South-Eastern wall and looked out through The Great Embrasure toward the Three Silver-fire Holes, which glimmered before the Thing That Nods, far down in the South-East. South of this, but closer, loomed the massive form of the South-East Watcher—The Watching Thing of the South-East. On either side of the squat monster, the Torches burned; maybe half a mile on each side; yet they provided enough light to reveal the lumbering head of the never-sleeping Brute.
To the East, as I stood there in the quietness of the Sleeping-Time on the One Thousandth Plateau, I heard a far, dreadful sound, down in the lightless East; and, presently, again—a strange, dreadful laughter, deep as a low thunder among the mountains. And because this sound came odd whiles from the Unknown Lands beyond the Valley of The Hounds, we had named that far and never-seen Place "The Country Whence Comes The Great Laughter." And though I had heard the sound, many and oft a time, yet did I never hear it without a most strange thrilling of my heart, and a sense of my littleness, and of the utter terror which had beset the last millions of the world.
To the East, as I stood there in the stillness of the Sleeping-Time on the One Thousandth Plateau, I heard a distant, terrifying sound coming from the dark East; and then, again—a strange, horrifying laughter, deep like low thunder among the mountains. Because this sound sometimes came from the Unknown Lands beyond the Valley of The Hounds, we had named that far-off, unseen place "The Country Whence Comes The Great Laughter." Even though I had heard it many times before, I never heard it without a strange thrill in my heart, a feeling of my own smallness, and the complete terror that had overwhelmed the last millions of the world.
Yet, because I had heard the Laughter oft, I paid not over-long attention to my thoughts upon it; and when, in a little it died away into that Eastern Darkness, I turned my spy-glass upon the Giants' Pit, which lay to the South of the Giants' Kilns. And these same Kilns were tended by the giants, and the light of the Kilns was red and fitful, and threw wavering shadows and lights across the mouth of the pit; so that I saw giants crawling up out of the pit; but not properly seen, by reason of the dance of the shadows. And so, because ever there was so much to behold, I looked away, presently, to that which was plainer to be examined.
Yet, since I had heard the laughter often, I didn't pay too much attention to my thoughts about it; and when it eventually faded into the Eastern Darkness, I turned my telescope towards the Giants' Pit, which lay south of the Giants' Kilns. The Kilns were tended by the giants, and their light was red and flickering, casting moving shadows and lights across the entrance of the pit. I could see giants crawling out of the pit, but it was hard to see them clearly because of the shifting shadows. So, since there was always so much to see, I soon looked away to something that was easier to examine.
To the back of the Giants' Pit was a great, black Headland, that stood vast, between the Valley of The Hounds (where lived the monstrous Night Hounds) and the Giants. And the light of the Kilns struck the brow of this black Headland; so that, constantly, I saw things peer over the edge, coming forward a little into the light of the Kilns, and drawing back swiftly into the shadows. And thus it had been ever, through the uncounted ages; so that the Headland was known as The Headland From Which Strange Things Peer; and thus was it marked in our maps and charts of that grim world.
At the back of the Giants' Pit was a huge, dark Headland that loomed between the Valley of The Hounds (home to the monstrous Night Hounds) and the Giants. The light from the Kilns illuminated the top of this dark Headland, so I constantly saw things peek over the edge, moving a little into the light of the Kilns before quickly retreating back into the shadows. This had always been the case, throughout countless ages; therefore, the Headland was known as The Headland From Which Strange Things Peer, and that’s how it was labeled on our maps and charts of that grim world.
And so I could go on ever; but that I fear to weary; and yet, whether I do weary, or not, I must tell of this country that I see, even now as I set my thoughts down, so plainly that my memory wanders in a hushed and secret fashion along its starkness, and amid its strange and dread habitants, so that it is but by an effort I realise me that my body is not there in this very moment that I write. And so to further tellings:
And so I could keep going forever; but I worry about boring you. Still, whether I do bore you or not, I have to describe this place I see, even now as I write, so clearly that my mind quietly drifts through its emptiness and among its bizarre and frightening inhabitants. It's only with effort that I remember my body isn't there at this very moment as I write. And so, on to more stories:
Before me ran the Road Where The Silent Ones Walk; and I searched it, as many a time in my earlier youth had I, with the spy-glass; for my heart was always stirred mightily by the sight of those Silent Ones.
Before me stretched the Road Where The Silent Ones Walk; and I explored it, as I had many times in my earlier youth, with my binoculars; for my heart was always deeply moved by the sight of those Silent Ones.
And, presently, alone in all the miles of that night-grey road, I saw one in the field of my glass—a quiet, cloaked figure, moving along, shrouded, and looking neither to right nor left. And thus was it with these beings ever. It was told about in the Redoubt that they would harm no human, if but the human did keep a fair distance from them; but that it were wise never to come close upon one. And this I can well believe.
And soon, all alone on that dark, lonely road, I saw someone in the distance through my binoculars—a quiet, cloaked figure moving along, hidden, and not looking to the right or left. This is how these beings always were. People said in the Redoubt that they wouldn’t harm anyone, as long as the person kept a safe distance; but it was smart to never get too close. I can definitely believe that.
And so, searching the road with my gaze, I passed beyond this Silent One, and past the place where the road, sweeping vastly to the South-East, was lit a space, strangely, by the light from the Silver-fire Holes. And thus at last to where it swayed to the South of the Dark Palace, and thence Southward still, until it passed round to the Westward, beyond the mountain bulk of the Watching Thing in the South—the hugest monster in all the visible Night Lands. My spy-glass showed it to me with clearness—a living hill of watchfulness, known to us as The Watcher Of The South. It brooded there, squat and tremendous, hunched over the pale radiance of the Glowing Dome.
And so, scanning the road with my eyes, I went beyond this Silent One, and past the spot where the road, sweeping broadly to the Southeast, was oddly lit by the light from the Silver-fire Holes. Finally, I reached the point where it curved to the South of the Dark Palace, and then continued Southward until it turned Westward, beyond the massive form of the Watching Thing in the South—the biggest monster in all the visible Night Lands. My spyglass showed it clearly—a living hill of vigilance, known to us as The Watcher Of The South. It loomed there, squat and enormous, hunched over the pale glow of the Glowing Dome.
Much, I know, had been writ concerning this Odd, Vast Watcher; for it had grown out of the blackness of the South Unknown Lands a million years gone; and the steady growing nearness of it had been noted and set out at length by the men they called Monstruwacans; so that it was possible to search in our libraries, and learn of the very coming of this Beast in the olden-time.
Much, I know, has been written about this Odd, Vast Watcher; it had emerged from the darkness of the South Unknown Lands a million years ago; and its steadily approaching presence had been documented extensively by the people they called Monstruwacans; so it was possible to search in our libraries and learn about the very arrival of this Beast in ancient times.
And, while I mind me, there were even then, and always, men named Monstruwacans, whose duty it was to take heed of the great Forces, and to watch the Monsters and the Beasts that beset the great Pyramid, and measure and record, and have so full a knowledge of these same that, did one but sway an head in the darkness, the same matter was set down with particularness in the Records.
And as I recall, there were even back then, and always, men called Monstruwacans, whose job it was to pay attention to the great Forces and to observe the Monsters and Beasts that surrounded the great Pyramid. They measured and recorded everything, having such a complete understanding of these matters that if someone just turned their head in the darkness, it would be noted in detail in the Records.
And, so to tell more about the South Watcher. A million years gone, as I have told, came it out from the blackness of the South, and grew steadily nearer through twenty thousand years; but so slow that in no one year could a man perceive that it had moved.
And so, to share more about the South Watcher. A million years ago, as I've mentioned, it emerged from the darkness of the South and slowly approached over twenty thousand years; but it moved so gradually that no one could notice any change in a single year.
Yet it had movement, and had come thus far upon its road to the Redoubt, when the Glowing Dome rose out of the ground before it—growing slowly. And this had stayed the way of the Monster; so that through an eternity it had looked towards the Pyramid across the pale glare of the Dome, and seeming to have no power to advance nearer.
Yet it had movement and had come this far on its path to the Redoubt when the Glowing Dome emerged from the ground in front of it—growing slowly. This had blocked the Monster's way, so that for what felt like an eternity, it had gazed toward the Pyramid across the pale light of the Dome, seemingly unable to move any closer.
And because of this, much had been writ to prove that there were other forces than evil at work in the Night Lands, about the Last Redoubt. And this I have always thought to be wisely said; and, indeed, there to be no doubt to the matter, for there were many things in the time of which I have knowledge, which seemed to make clear that, even as the Forces of Darkness were loose upon the End of Man; so were there other Forces out to do battle with the Terror; though in ways most strange and unthought of by the human mind. And of this I shall have more to tell anon.
And because of this, a lot has been written to show that there were other forces at work in the Night Lands, around the Last Redoubt, besides evil. I have always thought this was a smart observation; and indeed, there is no doubt about it, because there were many things during the time I know about that made it clear that, just as the Forces of Darkness were unleashed at the End of Man, there were other Forces ready to fight the Terror, though in ways that were very unusual and unimaginable to the human mind. I will have more to share about this soon.
And here, before I go further with my telling, let me set out some of that knowledge which yet remains so clear within my mind and heart. Of the coming of these monstrosities and evil Forces, no man could say much with verity; for the evil of it began before the Histories of the Great Redoubt were shaped; aye, even before the sun had lost all power to light; though, it must not be a thing of certainty, that even at this far time the invisible, black heavens held no warmth for this world; but of this I have no room to tell; and must pass on to that of which I have a more certain knowledge.
And before I continue with my story, let me share some of the knowledge that remains clear in my mind and heart. No one can truly explain the arrival of these monsters and evil Forces; the wickedness started before the histories of the Great Redoubt were written, even before the sun lost its light. However, I can't say for sure that, even then, the dark, invisible skies provided any warmth for this world; but I don't have the space to explore that and should move on to what I know for certain.
The evil must surely have begun in the Days of the Darkening (which I might liken to a story which was believed doubtfully, much as we of this day believe the story of the Creation). A dim record there was of olden sciences (that are yet far off in our future) which, disturbing the unmeasurable Outward Powers, had allowed to pass the Barrier of Life some of those Monsters and Ab-human creatures, which are so wondrously cushioned from us at this normal present. And thus there had materialized, and in other cases developed, grotesque and horrible Creatures, which now beset the humans of this world. And where there was no power to take on material form, there had been allowed to certain dreadful Forces to have power to affect the life of the human spirit. And this growing very dreadful, and the world full of lawlessness and degeneracy, there had banded together the sound millions, and built the Last Redoubt; there in the twilight of the world—so it seems to us, and yet to them (bred at last to the peace of usage) as it were the Beginning; and this I can make no clearer; and none hath right to expect it; for my task is very great, and beyond the power of human skill.
The evil must have surely started in the Days of the Darkening (which I can compare to a story that people doubted, similar to how we today view the story of Creation). There’s a faint record of ancient sciences (still far off in our future) that, by disturbing the immense Outward Powers, allowed some of those Monsters and inhuman creatures to cross the Barrier of Life, which are so wonderfully shielded from us in this normal present. Thus, grotesque and terrifying Creatures have emerged or evolved, now threatening the humans of this world. And where there was no ability to take on physical form, certain dreadful Forces were allowed to impact the human spirit. As this became increasingly terrifying, and the world filled with chaos and decline, the sound millions banded together and built the Last Redoubt; there in the twilight of the world—so it appears to us, yet to them (who were finally accustomed to such peace) it was the Beginning; and I cannot explain this more clearly, nor should anyone expect it; for my task is immense and beyond human capability.
And when the humans had built the great Pyramid, it had one thousand three hundred and twenty floors; and the thickness of each floor was according to the strength of its need. And the whole height of this pyramid exceeded seven miles, by near a mile, and above it was a tower from which the Watchmen looked (these being called the Monstruwacans). But where the Redoubt was built, I know not; save that I believe in a mighty valley, of which I may tell more in due time.
And when the humans built the great Pyramid, it had one thousand three hundred and twenty floors, with the thickness of each floor based on its required strength. The entire height of this pyramid was over seven miles, almost a mile more, and on top was a tower where the Watchmen looked out (these were known as the Monstruwacans). But I don't know where the Redoubt was built, except that I believe it's in a huge valley, which I can tell you more about later.
And when the Pyramid was built, the last millions, who were the Builders thereof, went within, and made themselves a great house and city of this Last Redoubt. And thus began the Second History of this world. And how shall I set it all down in these little pages! For my task, even as I see it, is too great for the power of a single life and a single pen. Yet, to it!
And when the Pyramid was built, the last millions, who were its Builders, went inside and created a grand house and city within this Last Redoubt. And so began the Second History of this world. How can I capture it all in these few pages? My task, as I perceive it, is too vast for one life and one pen. But here we go!
And, later, through hundreds and thousands of years, there grew up in the Outer Lands, beyond those which lay under the guard of the Redoubt, mighty and lost races of terrible creatures, half men and half beast, and evil and dreadful; and these made war upon the Redoubt; but were beaten off from that grim, metal mountain, with a vast slaughter. Yet, must there have been many such attacks, until the electric circle was put about the Pyramid, and lit from the Earth-Current. And the lowest half-mile of the Pyramid was sealed; and so at last there was a peace, and the beginnings of that Eternity of quiet watching for the day when the Earth-Current shall become exhausted.
And later, over hundreds and thousands of years, mighty and lost races of terrifying creatures, half human and half beast, emerged in the Outer Lands, beyond those protected by the Redoubt. They were evil and fearsome, and they waged war against the Redoubt but were repelled from that grim, metallic mountain with massive casualties. Still, there must have been many such attacks until the electric barrier was set up around the Pyramid and powered by the Earth's current. The bottom half-mile of the Pyramid was sealed, and finally, there was peace and the start of that eternity of quiet watching for the day when the Earth's current would be depleted.
And, at whiles, through the forgotten centuries, had the Creatures been glutted time and again upon such odd bands of daring ones as had adventured forth to explore through the mystery of the Night Lands; for of those who went, scarce any did ever return; for there were eyes in all that dark; and Powers and Forces abroad which had all knowledge; or so we must fain believe.
And sometimes, throughout the forgotten centuries, the Creatures had feasted repeatedly on the brave souls who dared to venture into the mysteries of the Night Lands. Of those who went, hardly any ever came back; there were eyes everywhere in that darkness, and there were Powers and Forces at work that seemed to know everything; or at least, that's what we have to believe.
And then, so it would seem, as that Eternal Night lengthened itself upon the world, the power of terror grew and strengthened. And fresh and greater monsters developed and bred out of all space and Outward Dimensions, attracted, even as it might be Infernal sharks, by that lonely and mighty hill of humanity, facing its end—so near to the Eternal, and yet so far deferred in the minds and to the senses of those humans. And thus hath it been ever.
And then, it seemed like as that Eternal Night spread out over the world, the power of fear grew and intensified. New and more terrifying monsters emerged and multiplied from all corners of space and external dimensions, drawn in, much like hellish sharks, by that solitary and mighty hill of humanity, facing its end—so close to the Eternal, yet feeling so far away in the minds and senses of those people. And this has always been the case.
And all this but by the way, and vague and ill told, and set out in despair to make a little clear the beginnings of that State which is so strange to our conceptions, and yet which had become a Condition of Naturalness to Humanity in that stupendous future.
And all this is just by the way, vague and poorly explained, and intended in despair to clarify the origins of that State which is so foreign to our understanding, yet had turned into a Natural Condition for Humanity in that incredible future.
Thus had the giants come, fathered of bestial humans and mothered of monsters. And many and diverse were the creatures which had some human semblance; and intelligence, mechanical and cunning; so that certain of these lesser Brutes had machinery and underground ways, having need to secure to themselves warmth and air, even as healthy humans; only that they were incredibly inured to hardship, as they might be wolves set in comparison with tender children. And surely, do I make this thing clear?
Thus had the giants arrived, born of brutal humans and monstrous beings. Many different creatures reflected some human traits and showed intelligence, both mechanical and cunning. Some of these lesser brutes even had machinery and underground tunnels, needing warmth and air just like healthy humans; except they were incredibly hardened to hardship, much like wolves compared to delicate children. Am I making this clear?
And now to continue my telling concerning the Night Land. The Watcher of the South was, as I have set to make known, a monster differing from those other Watching Things, of which I have spoken, and of which there were in all four. One to the North-West, and one to the South-East, and of these I have told; and the other twain lay brooding, one to the South-West, and the other to the North-East; and thus the four watchers kept ward through the darkness, upon the Pyramid, and moved not, neither gave they out any sound. Yet did we know them to be mountains of living watchfulness and hideous and steadfast intelligence.
And now, to continue my story about the Night Land. The Watcher of the South was, as I mentioned, a monster unlike the other Watching Things I've talked about, of which there were four in total. One was in the North-West, and one in the South-East, both of which I have mentioned; the other two were lurking, one in the South-West and the other in the North-East. So, the four watchers stood guard in the darkness over the Pyramid, remaining still and silent. Yet we knew them to be mountains of living awareness, with a terrible and unwavering intelligence.
And so, in a while, having listened to the sorrowful sound which came ever to us over the Grey Dunes, from the Country of Wailing, which lay to the South, midway between the Redoubt and the Watcher of the South, I passed upon one of the moving roadways over to the South-Western side of the Pyramid, and looked from a narrow embrasure thence far down into the Deep Valley, which was four miles deep, and in which was the Pit of the Red Smoke.
And so, after a while, listening to the mournful sound that always reached us from the Grey Dunes, coming from the Country of Wailing to the south, halfway between the Redoubt and the Watcher of the South, I walked along one of the moving pathways to the southwestern side of the Pyramid and looked through a narrow opening down into the Deep Valley, which was four miles deep and contained the Pit of the Red Smoke.
And the mouth of this Pit was one full mile across, and the smoke of the Pit filled the Valley at times, so that it seemed but as a glowing red circle amid dull thunderous clouds of redness. Yet the red smoke rose never much above the Valley; so that there was clear sight across to the country beyond. And there, along the further edge of that great depth, were the Towers, each, maybe, a mile high, grey and quiet; but with a shimmer upon them.
And the entrance to this Pit was a full mile wide, and the smoke from the Pit occasionally filled the Valley, creating the appearance of a glowing red circle surrounded by dull, thunderous red clouds. However, the red smoke never rose much above the Valley, allowing for a clear view across to the land beyond. There, along the far edge of that vast chasm, stood the Towers, each possibly a mile high, gray and silent; yet there was a shimmer on them.
Beyond these, South and West of them, was the enormous bulk of the South-West Watcher, and from the ground rose what we named the Eye Beam—a single ray of grey light, which came up out of the ground, and lit the right eye of the monster. And because of this light, that eye had been mightily examined through unknown thousands of years; and some held that the eye looked through the light steadfastly at the Pyramid; but others set out that the light blinded it, and was the work of those Other Powers which were abroad to do combat with the Evil Forces. But however this may be, as I stood there in the embrasure, and looked at the thing through the spy-glass, it seemed to my soul that the Brute looked straightly at me, unwinking and steadfast, and fully of a knowledge that I spied upon it. And this is how I felt.
Beyond them, to the South and West, was the massive form of the South-West Watcher, and from the ground rose what we called the Eye Beam—a single ray of gray light that shot up from the earth and illuminated the right eye of the monster. Because of this light, that eye had been intensely scrutinized for countless unknown years; some believed the eye gazed steadily through the light at the Pyramid, while others claimed the light blinded it and was the work of those Other Powers that were out to battle the Evil Forces. Regardless of the truth, as I stood there in the embrasure and looked at it through the spyglass, it felt to my soul that the creature was staring directly at me, unblinking and unwavering, fully aware that I was watching it. And this is how I felt.
To the North of this, in the direction of the West, I saw The Place Where The Silent Ones Kill; and this was so named, because there, maybe ten thousand years gone, certain humans adventuring from the Pyramid, came off the Road Where The Silent Ones Walk, and into that place, and were immediately destroyed. And this was told by one who escaped; though he died also very quickly, for his heart was frozen. And this I cannot explain; but so it was set out in the Records.
To the north of this, heading west, I saw The Place Where The Silent Ones Kill; it was named that because, perhaps ten thousand years ago, some humans exploring from the Pyramid left the Road Where The Silent Ones Walk and entered that place, only to be destroyed immediately. This was reported by one who managed to escape, though he also died soon after, as his heart was frozen. I can't explain this, but that's how it was recorded.
Far away beyond The Place Where The Silent Ones Kill, in the very mouth of the Western Night was the Place of the Ab-humans, where was lost the Road Where The Silent Ones Walk, in a dull green, luminous mist. And of this place nothing was known; though much it held the thoughts and attentions of our thinkers and imaginers; for some said that there was a Place Of Safety, differing from the Redoubt (as we of this day suppose Heaven to differ from the Earth), and that the Road led thence; but was barred by the Ab-humans. And this I can only set down here; but with no thought to justify or uphold it.
Far away beyond the Place Where the Quiet Ones Kill, at the edge of the Western Night, was the home of the Ab-humans, where the Road Where the Quiet Ones Walk had vanished into a dull green, glowing mist. Nothing was known about this place; however, it captivated the thoughts and imaginations of our thinkers and dreamers. Some claimed there was a Place of Safety, different from the Redoubt (as we today think of Heaven as being different from Earth), and that the Road led from there but was blocked by the Ab-humans. I can only record this here, without any intention to prove or support it.
Later, I travelled over to the North-Eastern wall of the Redoubt, and looked thence with my spy-glass at the Watcher of the North-East—the Crowned Watcher it was called, in that within the air above its vast head there hung always a blue, luminous ring, which shed a strange light downwards over the monster—showing a vast, wrinkled brow (upon which an whole library had been writ); but putting to the shadow all the lower face; all save the ear, which came out from the back of the head, and belled towards the Redoubt, and had been said by some observers in the past to have been seen to quiver; but how that might be, I knew not; for no man of our days had seen such a thing.
Later, I traveled over to the northeastern wall of the Redoubt and looked through my spyglass at the Watcher of the Northeast—the Crowned Watcher, it was called, because there was always a blue, glowing ring hanging in the air above its massive head, casting a strange light downwards on the creature—revealing a vast, wrinkled forehead (which seemed to hold an entire library's worth of writing); but casting shadows on the lower part of its face, except for the ear that jutted out from the back of its head, curving towards the Redoubt. Some observers in the past had claimed to see it quiver; but how that could be, I did not know, for no man of our time had witnessed such a thing.
And beyond the Watching Thing was The Place Where The Silent Ones Are Never, close by the great road; which was bounded upon the far side by The Giant's Sea; and upon the far side of that, was a Road which was always named The Road By The Quiet City; for it passed along that place where burned forever the constant and never-moving lights of a strange city; but no glass had ever shown life there; neither had any light ever ceased to burn.
And beyond the Watching Thing was the Place Where the Silent Ones Are, never close to the great road, which was bordered on the far side by the Giant's Sea. On the other side of that was a road always called the Road By The Quiet City, because it ran along the area where the constant, unchanging lights of a strange city burned forever. Yet, no glass had ever shown life there, nor had any light ever gone out.
And beyond that again was the Black Mist. And here, let me say, that the
Valley of The Hounds ended towards the Lights of the Quiet City.
And beyond that was the Black Mist. And here, let me say, that the
Valley of The Hounds led to the Lights of the Quiet City.
And so have I set out something of that land, and of those creatures and circumstances which beset us about, waiting until the Day of Doom, when our Earth-Current should cease, and leave us helpless to the Watchers and the Abundant Terror.
And so I have described some of that land, and those beings and situations that surround us, waiting for the Day of Judgment, when our Earth’s energy will stop, leaving us vulnerable to the Watchers and the Great Fear.
And there I stood, and looked forth composedly, as may one who has been born to know of such matters, and reared in the knowledge of them. And, anon, I would look upward, and see the grey, metalled mountain going up measureless into the gloom of the everlasting night; and from my feet the sheer downward sweep of the grim, metal walls, six full miles, and more, to the plain below.
And there I stood, looking out calmly, like someone who was born to understand such things and raised with that knowledge. Then I would look up and see the gray, metal mountain rising endlessly into the darkness of eternal night; and below my feet, the steep drop of the grim, metal walls, six miles down, and more, to the plain below.
And one thing (aye! and I fear me, many) have I missed to set out with particularness:
And one thing (yes! and I worry that many) I have failed to mention with detail:
There was, as you do know, all around the base of the Pyramid, which was five and one-quarter miles every way, a great circle of light, which was set up by the Earth-Current, and burned within a transparent tube; or had that appearance. And it bounded the Pyramid for a clear mile upon every side, and burned for ever; and none of the monsters had power ever to pass across, because of what we did call The Air Clog that it did make, as an invisible Wall of Safety. And it did give out also a more subtile vibration, that did affect the weak Brain-Elements of the monsters and the Lower Men-Brutes. And some did hold that there went from it a further vibration of a greater subtileness that gave a protecting against the Evil Forces. And some quality it had truly thiswise; for the Evil Powers had no ability to cause harm to any within. Yet were there some dangers against which it might not avail; but these had no cunning to bring harm to any within the Great Redoubt who had wisdom to meddle with no dreadfulness. And so were those last millions guarded until the Earth-Current should be used to its end. And this circle is that which I have called the Electric Circle; though with failure to explain. But there it was called only, The Circle.
There was, as you know, a great circle of light all around the base of the Pyramid, which measured five and a quarter miles on each side. This light was created by the Earth-Current and appeared to burn inside a transparent tube. It extended a full mile on every side of the Pyramid and burned eternally; the monsters could never cross it due to what we called The Air Clog that it created, acting as an invisible Wall of Safety. It also emitted a subtler vibration that affected the weak minds of the monsters and the brutish lower men. Some believed it generated an even subtler vibration that offered protection against Evil Forces. It indeed had some quality in this way; the Evil Powers were unable to harm anyone within. However, there were certain dangers it couldn't protect against; but those threats lacked the cunning to bring harm to anyone inside the Great Redoubt, as long as they acted wisely and avoided any dreadful actions. Thus, those last millions were safeguarded until the Earth-Current was used to its conclusion. This circle is what I have referred to as the Electric Circle, although I failed to explain it fully. But there it was simply called, The Circle.
And thus have I, with great effort, made a little clear that grim land of night, where, presently, my listening heard one calling across the dark. And how that this grew upon me, I will set out forthwith.
And so, I have worked hard to shed some light on that dark place of night, where I soon heard someone calling out through the darkness. I'll explain how this affected me right away.
III
THE QUIET CALLING
Now, oft had I heard tell, not only in that great city which occupied the thousandth floor, but in others of the one thousand, three hundred and twenty cities of the Pyramid, that there was somewhere out in the desolation of the Night Lands a second Place of Refuge, where had gathered, in another part of this dead world, some last millions of the human race, to fight unto the end.
Now, I had often heard about it, not just in that massive city on the thousandth floor, but in many of the one thousand, three hundred and twenty cities of the Pyramid, that there was a second Place of Refuge somewhere in the desolation of the Night Lands, where some last millions of the human race had gathered in another part of this dead world, ready to fight until the end.
And this story I heard everywhere in my travels through the cities of the Great Redoubt, which travels began when I came upon my seventeenth year, and continued for three years and two hundred and twenty five days, being even then but one day in each city, as was the custom in the training of every child.
And I heard this story everywhere during my travels through the cities of the Great Redoubt, which began when I turned seventeen and lasted for three years and two hundred twenty-five days, spending just one day in each city, as was the custom in the upbringing of every child.
And truly it was a great journey, and in it I met with many, whom to know was to love; but whom never could I see again; for life has not space enough; and each must to his duty to the security and well-being of the Redoubt. Yet, for all that I have set down, we travelled much, always; but there were so many millions, and so few years.
And it really was an amazing journey, and during it I met many people, and knowing them made me love them; but I could never see them again because life doesn't have enough room, and everyone has to focus on their responsibility for the safety and well-being of the Redoubt. Still, with everything I’ve written down, we traveled a lot, but there were so many millions of people and so few years.
And, as I have said, everywhere I went there was the same story of this other Place of Refuge; and in such of the Libraries of those cities as I had time to search, there were great numbers of works upon the existence of this other Refuge; and some, far back in the years, made assertion with confidence that such a Place was in verity; and, indeed, no doubt did there seem in those by-gone ages; but now these very Records were read only by Scholars, who doubted, even whilst they read. And so is it ever.
And as I've mentioned, everywhere I went, I heard the same story about this other Place of Refuge. In the libraries of those cities that I had time to explore, there were many works discussing the existence of this other Refuge. Some texts, dating back many years, confidently claimed that such a place truly existed, and indeed, there seemed to be no doubt about it in those past ages. But now, these very records are read only by scholars who doubt, even as they read. And so it goes.
But of the reality of this Refuge, I had never a sound doubt, from the day of my hearing concerning it from our Master Monstruwacan, who with all his assistants occupied the Tower of Observation in the apex of the Pyramid. And here let me tell that he and I had always an affinity and close friendship one for the other; though he was full grown, and I but a youth; yet so it was; and thus, when I had come to an age of twenty-one years of life, he opened to me a post within the Tower of Observation; and this was a most wondrous good fortune to me; for in all the vast Redoubt, to be appointed to the Tower of Observation was the most desired; for thereby, even as in these days doth Astronomy, was the natural curiosity of Man eased somewhat, even while thwarted.
But I never really doubted the reality of this Refuge since the day I heard about it from our Master Monstruwacan, who, along with all his assistants, took charge of the Observation Tower at the top of the Pyramid. Let me just say that he and I always had a special bond and close friendship, even though he was fully grown and I was just a youth; that was just how it was. When I turned twenty-one, he offered me a position in the Observation Tower, which was an amazing stroke of luck for me. In the entire vast Redoubt, being assigned to the Observation Tower was the most sought-after role because it satisfied, even if just a bit, mankind's natural curiosity, much like astronomy does today, even while facing obstacles.
Now, let me tell here also, lest it be thought that I was unduly favoured because of my friendship with the Master Monstruwacan, that there was a sound justification for his choice, in that to me had been given that strange gift of hearing, which we called Night-Hearing; though this was but a fanciful name, and meant little. Yet the peculiar gift was rare, and in all the millions of the Pyramid, there was none with the gift to a great degree, saving only myself.
Now, let me also clarify here, so it's not assumed that I was unfairly favored due to my friendship with Master Monstruwacan, that there was a solid reason for his choice. I had been given a unique ability known as Night-Hearing; although it was just a creative name and didn’t mean much. Still, this rare gift was uncommon, and among the millions in the Pyramid, I was the only one who possessed it to such a significant extent.
And I, because of this gift, could hear the "invisible vibrations" of the aether; so that, without harking to the calling of our recording instruments, I could take the messages which came continually through the eternal darkness; aye, even better than they. And now, it may be the better understood, how much was to be counted that I had grown to listen for a voice that had not rung in mine ears for an eternity, and yet which sang sweet and clear in my memory-dreams; so that it seemed to me that Mirdath the Beautiful slept within my soul, and whispered to me out of all the ages.
And I, thanks to this gift, could hear the "invisible vibrations" of the aether; so that, without needing to rely on our recording devices, I could receive the messages that constantly came through the endless darkness; in fact, I was even better at it than they were. And now, it may be clearer how much I had come to listen for a voice that hadn’t echoed in my ears for ages, yet still sang sweetly and clearly in my memory-dreams; so that it felt to me like Mirdath the Beautiful was asleep within my soul, whispering to me from all the ages.
And then, one day, at the fifteenth hour, when began the Sleep-Time, I had been pondering this love of mine that lived with me still; and marvelling that my memory-dreams held the voice of a love that had been in so remote an age. And pondering and dreaming thus, as a young man may, I could fancy this aeon-lost One were whispering beauty into my ears, in verity; so clear had my memory grown, and so much had I pondered.
And then, one day, at three o’clock in the afternoon, when the time for sleep began, I was thinking about this love of mine that still lived within me; and I was amazed that my memories held the voice of a love that had existed so long ago. As I pondered and dreamed like a young man might, I could imagine this long-lost person whispering beauty into my ears, so vivid had my memory become, and so deeply had I reflected on it.
And lo! as I stood there, harking and communing with my thoughts, I thrilled suddenly, as if I had been smitten; for out of all the everlasting night a whisper was thrilling and thrilling upon my more subtile hearing.
And suddenly, as I stood there, lost in my thoughts, I felt a rush of excitement, as if I had been struck; for from the depths of the endless night, a whisper was resonating deeply with my heightened senses.
Through four long years had I listened, since that awakening in the embrasure, when but a youth of seventeen; and now out of the world-darkness and all the eternal years of that lost life, which now I live in this Present Age of ours, was the whisper come; for I knew it upon that instant; and yet, because I was so taught to wisdom, I answered by no name; but sent the Master-Word through the night—sending it with my brain-elements, as I could, and as all may, much or little, as may be, if they be not clods. And, moreover, I knew that she who called quietly would have the power to hear without instruments, if indeed it were she; and if it were but one of the false callings of the Evil Forces, or more cunning monsters, or as was sometimes thought concerning these callings, the House of Silence, meddling with our souls, then would they have no power to say the Master-Word; for this had been proven through all the Everlasting.
For four long years, I had listened since that awakening in the embrasure when I was just a seventeen-year-old. Now, out of the darkness of the world and all the endless years of that lost life, which I now live in this Present Age of ours, the whisper had come; I knew it in that instant. Yet, because I had been taught wisdom, I did not respond with a name. Instead, I sent the Master-Word out into the night—sending it with my mental energy, as best I could, and as anyone can, to varying degrees, if they are not completely dull. Moreover, I knew that the one who called quietly would have the ability to hear without any instruments, if indeed it was her; and if it were merely one of the deceptive calls from Evil Forces, or more cunning creatures, or as was sometimes believed regarding these calls, the House of Silence meddling with our souls, then they would have no power to utter the Master-Word; for this had been proven throughout all Eternity.
And lo! as I stood, trembling and striving not to be tense, which destroys the receptivity, there came thrilling round and round my spiritual essence the throb of the Master-Word, beating steadily in the night, as doth that marvellous sound. And then, with all that was sweet in my spirit, I called with my brain elements: "Mirdath! Mirdath! Mirdath!" And at that instant the Master Monstruwacan entered that part of the Tower of Observation, where I stood; and, seeing my face, stood very quiet; for though he had not the power of Night-Hearing, he was wise and thoughtful, and took much account of my gift; more-over, he had but come from the Receiving Instrument, and thought vaguely to have caught the throb of the Master-Word, though too faint to come proper through the Instrument, so that he searched for me, in that I, who had the Hearing, might listen for it, I being, as I have said, gifted in that wise.
And then, as I stood there, nervously trying to relax, which would help me be more open, I felt the powerful pulse of the Master-Word resonating around my spirit, steady and vibrant in the night, just like that amazing sound. With all the sweetness in my heart, I called out with my mind: "Mirdath! Mirdath! Mirdath!" At that moment, the Master Monstruwacan entered the part of the Tower of Observation where I was standing. When he saw my face, he paused, because even though he couldn’t hear the night sounds, he was wise and thoughtful, and he respected my abilities. Plus, he had just come from the Receiving Instrument and vaguely thought he had sensed the pulse of the Master-Word, even though it was too faint to come through the Instrument properly. He was looking for me because I had the Hearing ability, and he hoped I could listen for it, as I had mentioned being gifted in that way.
And to him I told something of my story and my thoughts and my memories, and of that awakening; and thus up to this present happening, and he hearkened with sympathy and a troubled and wondering heart; for in that age a man might talk sanely upon that which, in this age of ours would be accounted foolishness and maybe the breathings of insanity; for there, by the refinement of arts of mentality and the results of strange experiments and the accomplishment of learning, men were abled to conceive of matters now closed to our conceptions, even as we of this day may haply give a calm ear to talk, that in the days of our fathers would have been surely set to the count of lunacy. And this is very clear.
And to him I shared part of my story, my thoughts, and my memories, and of that awakening; up to this present moment, he listened with sympathy and a troubled, curious heart. In that time, a person could speak reasonably about things that in our current age would be seen as foolishness or perhaps even hints of insanity. Back then, due to the refinement of mental arts, strange experiments, and the achievements of learning, people were able to grasp ideas that are now beyond our understanding, much like we today might calmly listen to discussions that in the days of our parents would certainly have been considered madness. And this is very clear.
And all the while that I told my story, I listened with my spirit; but save for a sense of faint, happy laughter that wrapped about me, I heard naught. And nothing more all that day.
And throughout the time I shared my story, I listened with my soul; but aside from a feeling of light, joyful laughter surrounding me, I heard nothing. And that was all I heard for the rest of the day.
Here let me put down that, because of my memories and half memories, I would time and again dispute with our learned men; they being in doubt as to the verity of that olden story of the Days of Light, and the existence of the Sun; though something of all this was set out, as of truth, in our oldest records; but I, remembering, told them many tales that seemed fairy-like to them, and entranced their hearts, even whilst I angered their brains, which refused to take seriously and as verity that which their hearts accepted gladly, even as we receive the wonder of poetry into our souls. But the Master Monstruwacan would listen to aught I had to tell; aye! though I spoke through hours; and so it would be, odd times, that having talked long, drawing my stories from my Memory-Dreams, I would come back again into the present of that Future; and lo! all the Monstruwacans would have left their instruments and observations and recording, and be gathered about me; and the Master so sunken in interest that he not to have discovered them; neither had I noticed, being so full of the things which had been.
Let me note that because of my memories and half-memories, I often argued with our scholars. They were unsure about the truth of that ancient story from the Days of Light and the existence of the Sun, even though some of it was presented as fact in our oldest records. I, remembering, shared many tales that seemed like fairy tales to them, captivating their hearts while frustrating their minds, which struggled to take seriously what their hearts accepted joyfully, just as we welcome the beauty of poetry into our souls. But Master Monstruwacan would listen to everything I had to say; yes! Even if I spoke for hours. Oddly, after talking for a long time and drawing my stories from my Memory-Dreams, I would return to the present of that Future, and suddenly, all the Monstruwacans would have left their instruments and observations, gathering around me; and the Master, so absorbed in interest, hadn’t noticed them; nor had I, being so filled with the memories of what had been.
But when the Master came back to knowledge of that present, he would rouse and chide, and they, all those lesser ones, would fly swiftly and guiltily to their various works; and yet, so I have thought since, each with a muddled and bewildered and thoughtful air upon him; and hungry they were for more, and ever wondering and setting questions about.
But when the Master realized what was happening, he would wake up and scold them, and all those lesser ones would quickly and shamefully return to their tasks; yet, I have come to think that each one wore a confused, lost, and reflective expression; and they were eager for more, always wondering and asking questions.
And so it was also with those others—those learned ones who were not of the Tower of Observation, and who disbelieved even whilst they hungered. Listen would they, though I talked from the first hour, which was the "dawn," to the fifteenth hour, which was the beginning of the "night"; for the Sleep-Time was set thus, after other usage and experiment. And, odd whiles, I found that there were among them, men of extraordinary learning who upheld my tellings as tales of verity; and so there was a faction; but, later, there grew more to believe; and whether they believed, or not, all were ready to listen; so that I might have spended my days in talk; only that I had my work to do.
And so it was with those others—those scholars who weren’t from the Tower of Observation and who doubted even while they craved knowledge. They would listen, even as I spoke from the first hour, which was the "dawn," to the fifteenth hour, which marked the start of the "night"; for the Sleep-Time was scheduled this way, based on prior habits and experiments. And sometimes, I found that among them were men of exceptional knowledge who supported my stories as truths; thus, a group formed. But later, more people started to believe; and whether they believed or not, everyone was willing to listen, so I could have spent my days talking; but I had my work to do.
But the Master Monstruwacan believed from the beginning, and was wise always to understand; so that I loved him for this, as for many another dear quality.
But the Master Monstruwacan believed from the start, and was always wise enough to understand; so I loved him for this, along with many other cherished qualities.
And so, as may be conceived, among all those millions I was singled out to be known; for the stories that I told went downward through a thousand cities; and, presently, in the lowest tier of the Underground Fields, an hundred miles deep in the earth below the Redoubt, I found that the very ploughboys knew something concerning my tellings; and gathered about me one time and another when the Master Monstruwacan and I had gone down, regarding some matter that dealt with the Earth-Current and our Instruments.
And so, as you can imagine, out of all those millions, I was chosen to be recognized; because the stories I shared spread through a thousand cities. Eventually, in the lowest level of the Underground Fields, a hundred miles deep in the earth below the Redoubt, I discovered that even the farm boys knew something about my tales. They gathered around me from time to time when the Master Monstruwacan and I went down to discuss something related to the Earth-Current and our Instruments.
And of the Underground Fields (though in that age we called them no more than "The Fields") I should set down a little; for they were the mightiest work of this world; so that even the Last Redoubt was but a small thing beside them. An hundred miles deep lay the lowest of the Underground Fields, and was an hundred miles from side to side, every way; and above it there were three hundred and six fields, each one less in area than that beneath; and in this wise they tapered, until the topmost field which lay direct beneath the lowermost floor of the Great Redoubt, was but four miles every way.
And about the Underground Fields (though in that time we called them nothing more than "The Fields") I should note a bit; they were the greatest achievement of this world, so much so that even the Last Redoubt seemed small in comparison. One hundred miles deep lay the lowest of the Underground Fields, and it was also one hundred miles from side to side, in every direction; above it were three hundred and six fields, each one smaller in area than the one below it; and in this way they tapered, until the topmost field, which was directly beneath the lowest floor of the Great Redoubt, was only four miles wide in every direction.
And thus it will be seen that these fields, lying one beneath the other, formed a mighty and incredible Pyramid of Country Lands in the deep earth, an hundred miles from the base unto the topmost field.
And so it will be evident that these fields, stacked one on top of the other, created a huge and remarkable Pyramid of Land deep within the earth, a hundred miles from the base to the highest field.
And the whole was sheathed-in at the sides with the grey metal of which the Redoubt was builded; and each field was pillared, and floored beneath the soil, with this same compound of wonder; and so was it secure, and the monsters could not dig into that mighty garden from without.
And the whole structure was surrounded on the sides with the gray metal that made up the Redoubt; each area was supported by pillars and had a floor beneath the soil made of this same incredible material; and because of this, it was safe, and the monsters couldn't dig into that powerful garden from the outside.
And all of that Underground Land was lit, where needed, by the Earth-Current, and that same life-stream fructified the soil, and gave life and blood to the plants and to the trees, and to every bush and natural thing.
And all of that Underground Land was illuminated, where necessary, by the Earth-Current, and that same life-stream nourished the soil, giving life and vitality to the plants, trees, and every bush and natural thing.
And the making of those Fields had taken maybe a million years, and the "dump" thereof had been cast into the "Crack," whence came the Earth-Current, and which had bottom beyond all soundings. And this Underground Country had its own winds and air-currents; so that, to my memory, it was in no ways connected to the monstrous air-shafts of the Pyramid; but in this I may be mistaken; for it has not been given to me to know all that is to be known concerning that vast Redoubt; nor by any one man could so much knowledge be achieved.
And creating those Fields took about a million years, and the "dump" from it was thrown into the "Crack," where the Earth-Current came from, which had depths beyond any measurement. This Underground Country had its own winds and air currents; so, as far as I remember, it wasn’t connected in any way to the gigantic air shafts of the Pyramid. But I could be wrong; I haven’t been able to learn everything there is to know about that massive Redoubt, nor could any single person gain all that knowledge.
Yet that there were wise and justly promoted winds in that Underground Country, I do know; for healthful and sweet they were, and in the corn-fields there was the sweet rustle of grain, and the glad, silken laughter of poppies, all beneath a warm and happy light. And here, did the millions walk and take excursion, and go orderly or not, even as in these days.
Yet I know there were wise and just winds in that Underground Country; they were fresh and pleasant, and in the cornfields, there was the gentle rustle of grain and the joyful, silky laughter of poppies, all under a warm and cheerful light. And here, millions would walk and take trips, either orderly or not, just like today.
And all this have I seen, and the talk of a thousand lovers in the gardens of that place, comes back to me; and with it all the memory of my dear one; and of a faint calling that would seem to whisper about me at times; but so faint and attenuated, that even I, who had the Night-Hearing, could not catch its import; and so went, listening ever the more intently. And oft times calling.
And I’ve seen all this, and the conversations of a thousand lovers in the gardens of that place come back to me; along with all the memories of my beloved; and of a faint calling that sometimes seems to whisper around me; but it’s so faint and delicate that even I, who could hear in the night, couldn’t grasp its meaning; and so I went on, listening even more closely. And often calling out.
Now there was a Law in the Pyramid, tried and healthful, which held that no male should have freedom to adventure into the Night Land, before the age of twenty-two; and no female ever. Yet that, after such age, if a youth desired greatly to make the adventure, he should receive three lectures upon the dangers of which we had knowledge, and a strict account of the mutilatings and horrid deeds done to those who had so adventured. And if, after this had passed over him, he still desired, and if he were accounted healthful and sane; then should he be allowed to make the adventure; and it was accounted honour to the youth who should add to the knowledge of the Pyramid.
Now, there was a law in the Pyramid, tried and true, which stated that no male could venture into the Night Land before the age of twenty-two; and no female ever. However, after that age, if a young man really wanted to take the risk, he would receive three lectures on the dangers we knew about, along with a detailed account of the terrible injuries and horrific acts done to those who had already made that journey. If, after this, he still wanted to proceed, and if he was considered healthy and sane; then he would be permitted to make the adventure, and it would be seen as an honor for the youth who contributed to the knowledge of the Pyramid.
But to all such as went forth into the danger of the Night Land, there was set beneath the skin of the inner side of the left forearm, a small capsule, and when the wound had healed, then might the youth make the adventure.
But for everyone who ventured into the dangers of the Night Land, a small capsule was placed under the skin on the inner side of the left forearm, and once the wound had healed, the young person could embark on the adventure.
And the wherefore of this, was that the spirit of the youth might be saved, if he were entrapped; for then, upon the honour of his soul, must he bite forth the capsule, and immediately his spirit would have safety in death. And by this shall you know somewhat the grim and horrid danger of the Dark Land.
And the reason for this was that the young man's spirit could be saved if he got trapped; because then, in honor of his soul, he would have to bite through the capsule, and immediately his spirit would find safety in death. And by this, you will understand a bit about the grim and terrifying danger of the Dark Land.
And this I have set down because later I was to make huge adventure into those Lands; and even at this time, some thought of the same had come to me; for always I went listening for that quiet calling; and twice I sent the Master-Word throbbing solemnly through the everlasting night; yet this I did no more, without certainty; for the Word must not be used lightly. But often would I say with my brain-elements "Mirdath! Mirdath!"—sending the name out into the darkness; and sometimes would I seem to hear the faint thrilling of the aether around me; as though one answered; but weakly, as it were with a weakened spirit, or by instrument that lacked of its earth-force.
And I've written this down because later I was going to embark on a big adventure in those lands; and even at that time, the thought of it had crossed my mind; for I always listened for that quiet calling; and twice I sent the Master-Word echoing solemnly through the endless night; yet I stopped doing that, lacking certainty; because the Word shouldn't be used carelessly. But often I would say in my mind, "Mirdath! Mirdath!"—sending the name out into the darkness; and sometimes it felt like I could hear the faint thrumming of the aether around me; as if someone was responding; but weakly, as if with a diminished spirit, or through an instrument that lacked its earthly power.
And thus, for a great while there was no certainty; but only a strange anxiousness and no clear answer.
And so, for a long time, there was no certainty; just a strange uneasiness and no clear answer.
Then, one day as I stood by the instruments in the Tower of Observation, at the thirteenth hour there came the thrilling of beaten aether all about me, as it were that all the void was disturbed. And I made the Sign for Silence; so that the men moved not in all the Tower; but bowed over their breathing-bells, that all disturbance might cease.
Then, one day as I stood by the instruments in the Observation Tower, at one o'clock, I felt a thrilling disturbance in the air all around me, as if the entire void was shaken. I gestured for silence, so the men in the Tower remained still, bending over their breathing devices to ensure that all noise would stop.
And again came the gentle thrilling, and broke out into a clear, low calling in my brain; and the calling was my name—the old-earth name of this day, and not the name of that age. And the name smote me, with a frightenedness of fresh awakening memories. And, immediately, I sent the Master-Word into the night; and all the aether was full of movement. And a silence came; and later a beat afar off in the void of night, which only I in all that great Redoubt could hear, until the heavier vibrations were come. And in a moment there was all about me the throbbing of the Master-Word, beating in the night a sure answer. Yet, before this I knew that Mirdath had called; but now had surety.
And again, I felt a gentle thrill that turned into a clear, soft calling in my mind; and the calling was my name—the name from this time, not from that era. The name hit me with a wave of startled memories. Immediately, I sent the Master-Word into the night, filling the air with movement. Then there was silence; later, I heard a distant pulse in the void of night, something only I in that vast Redoubt could perceive, until the stronger vibrations arrived. In a moment, the Master-Word surrounded me, pulsing in the night like a confirmed reply. Yet, before this, I knew Mirdath had called; now I was certain.
And immediately, I said "Mirdath," making use of the instruments; and there came a swift and beautiful answer; for out of the dark there stole an old love-name, that she only had ever used to me.
And right away, I said "Mirdath," using the tools; and a quick and lovely response came back; for out of the shadows came an old nickname, the one she had only ever used for me.
And, presently, I minded me of the men, and signed to them that they should continue; for the Records must not be broken; and now I had the communication full established.
And then, I remembered the men and signaled for them to keep going; the records must not be broken, and now I had the communication fully established.
And by me stood the Master Monstruwacan, quietly as any young Monstruwacan, waiting with slips to make any notes that were needful; and keeping a strict eye upon those others; but not unkindly. And so, for a space of wonder, I had speech with that girl out in the darkness of the world, who had knowledge of my name, and of the old-earth love-name, and named herself Mirdath.
And next to me stood Master Monstruwacan, as quiet as any young Monstruwacan, ready with slips to jot down anything that was necessary; and he was keeping a close watch on the others, but not in a harsh way. So, for a moment of amazement, I talked with that girl out in the darkness of the world, who knew my name and the old-earth love-name, and called herself Mirdath.
And much I questioned her, and presently to my sorrow; for it seemed that her name was not truly Mirdath; but Naani; neither had she known my name; but that in the library of that place where she abode, there had been a story of one named by my name, and called by that sweet love-name which she had sent out somewhat ruthless into the night; and the girl's name had been Mirdath; and when first she, Naani had called, there had come back to her a cry of Mirdath, Mirdath; and this had minded her so strangely of that olden story which had stayed in her memory; that she had answered as the maid in that book might have answered.
And I asked her a lot of questions, but it only made me sad in the end; because it turned out that her real name wasn't Mirdath but Naani, and she didn't even know my name. Instead, in the library where she lived, there was a story about someone with my name who was called by that sweet nickname she had carelessly thrown out into the night. The girl in the story was named Mirdath, and when Naani first called out, she heard the name Mirdath echo back to her. This reminded her oddly of that old story that had stuck in her mind, and she had responded just like the girl in that book would have.
And thus did it seem that the utter Romance of my Memory-love had vanished, and I stood strangely troubled for sorrow of a love of olden times. Yet, even then I marvelled that any book should have story so much like to mine; not heeding that the history of all love is writ with one pen.
And so it seemed that the pure romance of my memories had faded, and I felt oddly disturbed by the sadness of a love from long ago. Still, even then, I was amazed that any book could tell a story so similar to my own, not realizing that the story of all love is written with the same pen.
Yet, even then in that hour of my strange, and quaintly foolish pain, there came a thing that set me thrilling; though more afterwards, when I came to think afresh upon it. For the girl who spoke to me through the night made some wonder that my voice were not deeper; yet in quiet fashion, and as one who says a thing, scarce wotting what they say. But even to me then, there came a sudden hope; for in the olden days of this Present Age my voice had been very deep. And I said to her that maybe the man in the book was said to have had a deep tone of speech; but she, seeming puzzled, said nay; and at that I questioned her the more; but only to the trouble of her memory and understanding.
Yet, even in that moment of my strange and oddly foolish pain, something happened that thrilled me; though it impacted me even more later when I thought about it again. The girl who spoke to me throughout the night wondered why my voice wasn't deeper; yet she said it casually, as if she hardly realized what she was saying. But even then, I felt a sudden hope; because in the early days of this Present Age, my voice had been very deep. I told her that maybe the man in the book was said to have had a deep speaking voice; but she, looking confused, said no; and at that, I asked her more questions, only to confuse her memory and understanding further.
And strange must it seem that we two should talk on so trivial a matter, when there was so much else that we had need to exchange thought upon; for were a man in this present day to have speech with those who may live within that red planet of Mars within the sky, scarce could the wonder of it exceed the wonder of a human voice coming through that night unto the Great Redoubt, out of all that lost darkness. For, indeed, this must have been the breaking of, maybe, a million years of silence. And already, as I came to know later, was the news passing downward from City to City through all the vast Pyramid; so that the Hour-Slips were full of the news; and every City eager and excited, and waiting. And I better known in that one moment, than in all my life before. For that previous calling, had been but vaguely put about; and then set to the count of a nature, blown upon over-easily by spirit-winds of the half-memory of dreams. Though it is indeed true, as I have set down before this, that my tales concerning the early days of the world, when the sun was visible, and full of light, had gone down through all the cities, and had much comment and setting forth in the Hour-Slips, and were a cause for speech and argument.
And it might seem strange that we two are discussing such a trivial matter when there was so much more we needed to talk about. If a person today were to communicate with beings living on that red planet, Mars, in the sky, the amazement of that would hardly surpass the wonder of a human voice reaching the Great Redoubt through the night, emerging from the depths of darkness. This must have broken perhaps a million years of silence. And by the time I learned more, the news was already spreading from City to City throughout the vast Pyramid; the Hour-Slips were filled with the news, and every City was eager, excited, and waiting. In that single moment, I felt better known than I had in my entire life before. That earlier call had been barely understood and then attributed to a nature easily influenced by the spirit winds of half-remembered dreams. Yet, it is true, as I have noted before, that my stories about the early days of the world, when the sun was bright and full of light, had circulated through all the cities, sparked much discussion and appeared prominently in the Hour-Slips, leading to conversations and debates.
Now concerning the voice of this girl coming to us through the darkness of the world, I will set out that which she had to tell; and this, indeed, but verified the tellings of our most ancient Records, which had so long been treated over lightly: There was, it would seem, somewhere out in the lonesome dark of the Outer Lands, but at what distance none could ever discover, a second Redoubt; that was a three-sided Pyramid, and moderate small; being no more than a mile in height, and scarce three quarters of a mile along the bases.
Now about the voice of this girl reaching us through the darkness of the world, I will share what she had to say; and this indeed confirmed the stories of our oldest Records, which had been taken too lightly for so long: There was, it seems, somewhere out in the lonely dark of the Outer Lands, though no one could ever figure out the exact distance, a second Redoubt; it was a three-sided Pyramid, and fairly small; standing no more than a mile tall, and just under three-quarters of a mile along the bases.
When this Redoubt was first builded, it had been upon the far shore of a sea, where now was no sea; and it had been raised by those wandering humans who had grown weary of wandering, and weary of the danger of night attacks by the tribes of half-human monsters which began to inhabit the earth even so early as the days when the half-gloom was upon the world. And he that had made the plan upon which it was builded, was one who had seen the Great Redoubt, having lived there in the beginning, but escaped because of a correction set upon him for his spirit of irresponsibility, which had made him to cause disturbance among the orderly ones in the lowest city of the Great Redoubt.
When this Redoubt was first built, it was on the far shore of a sea that no longer existed; it was constructed by those wandering humans who had grown tired of wandering and of the danger of night attacks by the tribes of half-human monsters that began to inhabit the earth even during the early days when the world was still somewhat dark. The person who designed it had seen the Great Redoubt, having lived there in the beginning, but he escaped due to a punishment imposed on him for his irresponsible spirit, which had caused trouble among the orderly people in the lowest city of the Great Redoubt.
Yet, in time, he too had come to be tamed by the weight of fear of the ever-growing hordes of monsters, and the Forces that were abroad. And so he, being a master-spirit, planned and builded the smaller Redoubt, being aided thereto by four millions, who also were weary of the harass of the monsters; but until then had been wanderers, because of the restlessness of their blood.
Yet, over time, he too was tamed by the fear of the ever-growing hordes of monsters and the looming threats around him. So, being a master spirit, he planned and built the smaller Redoubt, with the help of four million others who were also tired of being harassed by the monsters; until then, they had been wanderers because of the restlessness in their blood.
And they had chosen that place, because there they had discovered a sign of the Earth-Current in a great valley which led to the shore; for without the Earth-Current no Refuge could have existence. And whilst many builded and guarded, and cared for the Great Camp in which all lived, others worked within a great shaft; and in ten years had made this to a distance of many miles, and therewith they tapt the Earth-Current; but not a great stream; yet a sufficiency, as was believed.
And they chose that place because they discovered a sign of the Earth-Current in a large valley that led to the shore; without the Earth-Current, no Refuge could exist. While many built, guarded, and took care of the Great Camp where everyone lived, others worked in a large shaft; and over ten years, they dug this out to a distance of many miles, tapping into the Earth-Current; it wasn't a massive stream, but it was believed to be enough.
And, presently, after many years, they had builded the Pyramid, and taken up their refuge there, and made them instruments, and ordained Monstruwacans; so that they had speech daily with the Great Pyramid; and thus for many long ages.
And now, after many years, they had built the Pyramid, taken refuge there, created instruments, and established Monstruwacans; so they communicated daily with the Great Pyramid, and this continued for many long ages.
And the Earth-Current then to begin to fail; and though they laboured through many thousands of years, they came to no better resource. And so it was they ceased to have communication with the Great Redoubt; for the current had a lack of power to work the instruments; and the recording instruments ceased to be sensible of our messages.
And then the Earth-Current started to weaken; and even after working for tens of thousands of years, they found no better solution. That's how they lost contact with the Great Redoubt; the current didn't have enough energy to operate the instruments, and the recording devices stopped picking up our messages.
And thereafter came a million years, maybe, of silence; with ever the birthing and marrying and dying of those lonesome humans. And they grew less; and some put this to the lack of the Earth-Current, which dwindled slowly through the centuries of that Eternity.
And then there followed maybe a million years of silence, with lonely humans continually being born, getting married, and dying. They became fewer in number, and some attributed this to the diminishing Earth Current, which gradually faded over the centuries of that Eternity.
And once in a thousand years, maybe, one among them would be Sensitive, and abled to hear beyond ordinary; and to these, at times, there would seem to come the thrilling of the aether; so that such an one would go listening; and sometimes seem to catch half messages; and so awaken a great interest in all the Pyramid; and there would be turning up of old Records, and many words and writings, and attempts to send the Master-Word through the night; in which, doubtless sometimes they succeeded; for there was set down in the Records of the Great Redoubt certain occasions on which there had come the call of the Master-Word, which had been arranged and made holy between the two Redoubts in the early days of that second life of this world.
And once every thousand years, maybe, one of them would be Sensitive and able to hear beyond the ordinary. To these individuals, there would occasionally seem to come the thrilling of the aether, so they would listen intently and sometimes seem to catch half messages. This would spark a huge interest in the whole Pyramid, leading to the discovery of old Records, many words and writings, and efforts to send the Master-Word through the night. Doubtless, they sometimes succeeded, for the Records of the Great Redoubt noted certain occasions when the Master-Word was called, which had been established and made sacred between the two Redoubts in the early days of this world's second life.
Yet, now for an hundred thousand years, there had been none Sensitive; and in that time the people of the Pyramid had become no more than ten thousand; and the Earth-Current was weak and powerless to put the joy of life into them; so that they went listlessly, but deemed it not strange, because of so many aeons of usage.
Yet, for a hundred thousand years, there had been no one Sensitive; and during that time, the people of the Pyramid had dwindled to just ten thousand; the Earth-Current was weak and unable to bring them the joy of life, so they moved about aimlessly, not finding it strange due to so many ages of habit.
And then, to the wonder of all, the Earth-Current had put forth a new power; so that young people ceased to be old over-soon; and there was happiness and a certain joy in the living; and a strange birthing of children, such as had not been through half a million years.
And then, to everyone’s amazement, the Earth-Current brought forth a new energy; young people stopped growing old too quickly; there was happiness and a sense of joy in living; and an unusual wave of children was born, unlike anything seen in half a million years.
And then came a new thing. Naani, the daughter of the Master Monstruwacan of that Redoubt had shown to all that she was Sensitive; for she had perceived odd vibrations afloat in the night; and concerning these she told her father; and presently, because their blood moved afresh in their bodies, they had heart to discover the plans of the ancient instruments; for the instruments had long rusted, and been forgotten.
And then something new happened. Naani, the daughter of the Master Monstruwacan of that Redoubt, had demonstrated that she was Sensitive; she sensed strange vibrations in the night and told her father about them. Soon, because their blood was pumping with new energy, they were motivated to uncover the designs of the ancient instruments, which had long since rusted and been forgotten.
And so they builded them a new instrument to send forth a message; for they had no memory at that time that the brain-elements had power to do thus; though, mayhap, their brain-elements were weakened, through so many ages of starvation of the Earth-Current, and could not have obeyed, even had their masters known all that we of the Great Redoubt knew.
And so they created a new device to send out a message; they didn't remember at that time that the elements of their minds had the power to do this; perhaps their mental elements were weakened after so many ages of lacking the Earth's energy and wouldn't have been able to respond, even if their leaders had known everything that we in the Great Redoubt understood.
And when the instrument was finished, to Naani was given the right to call first across the dark to discover whether indeed, after that million years of silence, they were yet companied upon this earth, or whether they were in truth lonely—the last poor thousands of the Humans.
And when the instrument was done, Naani was given the chance to call out into the darkness first to find out if, after a million years of silence, they were still accompanied on this earth, or if they were truly alone—the last few thousand Humans.
And a great and painful excitement came upon the people of the lesser pyramid; for the loneliness of the world pressed upon them; and it was to them as though we in this age called to a star across the abyss of space.
And a strong and painful excitement swept over the people of the smaller pyramid; for the loneliness of the world weighed heavily on them; and it felt to them as if we, in this time, were calling out to a star across the vast emptiness of space.
And because of the excitement and pain of the moment, Naani called only vaguely with the instrument into the dark; and lo! in a moment, as it seemed, there came all about her in the night the solemn throb of the Master-Word, beating in the night. And Naani cried out that she was answered, and, as may be thought, many of the people wept, and some prayed, and some were silent; but others beseeched her that she call again and quickly to have further speech with those of their kind.
And because of the excitement and pain of the moment, Naani called out vaguely with the device into the darkness; and suddenly, as if in an instant, the deep sound of the Master-Word filled the night around her. Naani exclaimed that she had been answered, and, as you might expect, many people cried, some prayed, and others were silent; but some urged her to call again quickly to have more communication with those like them.
And Naani spoke the Master-Word into the night, and directly there came a calling all about her: "Mirdath! Mirdath!" and the strange wonder of it made her silent a moment; but when she would have made reply, the instrument had ceased to work, and she could have no further speech at that time.
And Naani spoke the Master-Word into the night, and immediately she heard a call all around her: "Mirdath! Mirdath!" The strange awe of it left her speechless for a moment; but when she tried to respond, the device had stopped functioning, and she couldn’t say anything else at that moment.
This, as may be thought, occasioned much distress; and constant work they had between the instrument and the Earth-Current, to discover the reason for this failing; but could not for a great while. And in that time, oft did Naani hear the call of "Mirdath" thrilling about her; and twice there came the solemn beat of the Master-Word in the night. Yet never had she the power to answer. And all that while, as I learned in time, was she stirred with a quaint ache at heart by the voice that called "Mirdath!" as it might be the Spirit of Love, searching for its mate; for this is how she put it.
This, as you might imagine, caused a lot of distress; and they constantly worked with the instrument and the Earth-Current to figure out why this was happening, but they couldn't find the answer for quite a while. During that time, Naani often heard the call of "Mirdath" echoing around her, and twice she heard the solemn beat of the Master-Word in the night. Yet, she never had the ability to respond. And all that time, as I learned eventually, she felt a kind of strange ache in her heart from the voice that called "Mirdath!" just like the Spirit of Love searching for its other half; that's how she described it.
And thus it chanced, that the constant thrilling of this name about her, woke her to memory of a book she had read in early years, and but half understood; for it was ancient, and writ in an olden fashion, and it set out the love of a man and a maid, and the maid's name was Mirdath. And so, because she was full of this great awakening of those ages of silence, and the calling of that name, she found the book again, and read it many times, and grew to a sound love of the beauty of that tale.
And so it happened that the constant ringing of this name in her mind brought back memories of a book she had read in her younger years, one she only partially understood. It was an old book, written in a style from long ago, telling the story of a man and a woman, the woman’s name being Mirdath. Because she was overwhelmed by this strong awakening from that long period of silence and the call of that name, she found the book again, read it numerous times, and developed a deep appreciation for the beauty of that story.
And, presently, when the instrument was made right, she called into the night the name of that man within the book; and so it came about that I had hoped too much; yet even now was I strangely unsure whether to cease from hoping.
And, just then, when the instrument was adjusted, she called out into the night the name of the man from the book; and so it happened that I had hoped too much; yet even now I was oddly uncertain whether to stop hoping.
And one other thing there is which I would make clear. Many and oft a time had I heard a thrilling of sweet, faint laughter about me, and the stirring of the aether by words too gentle to come clearly; and these I make no doubt came from Naani, using her brain-elements unwittingly and in ignorance; but very eager to answer my callings; and having no knowledge that, far off across the blackness of the world, they thrilled about me, constantly.
And there's one more thing I want to clarify. Many times I’ve heard a faint, sweet laughter around me and felt the air shift with words too soft to hear clearly; I have no doubt these came from Naani, unknowingly using her mental abilities, eager to respond to my calls, unaware that, far away across the darkness of the world, they resonated around me constantly.
And after Naani had made clear all that I have set out concerning the Lesser Refuge, she told further how that food was not plentiful with them; though, until the reawakening of the Earth-Current, they had gone unknowing of this, being of small appetite, and caring little for aught; but now wakened, and newly hungry, they savoured a lack of taste in all that they ate; and this we could well conceive, from our reasonings and theory; but happily not from our knowledge.
And after Naani explained everything I’ve mentioned about the Lesser Refuge, she added that food was scarce for them. However, until the Earth-Current was reawakened, they were unaware of this, as they had small appetites and didn’t care much about anything. But now that they were awake and feeling hungry, they noticed a lack of flavor in everything they ate. We could understand this from our reasoning and theories, but fortunately, not from our own experience.
And we said unto them, that the soil had lost its life, and the crops therefrom were not vital; and a great while it would take for the earth within their pyramid to receive back the life-elements. And we told them certain ways by which they might bring a more speedy life to the soil; and this they were eager to do, being freshly alive after so long a time of half-life.
And we told them that the soil had lost its vitality, and the crops from it were lifeless; it would take a long time for the earth within their pyramid to regain the essential elements of life. We shared some methods they could use to revitalize the soil more quickly, and they were keen to try these, feeling newly alive after such a long period of half-existence.
And now, you must know that in all the great Redoubt the story went downwards swiftly, and was published in all the Hour-Sheets, with many comments; and the libraries were full of those who would look up the olden Records, which for so long had been forgotten, or taken, as we of this day would say, with a pinch of salt.
And now, you should know that throughout the entire Redoubt, the story spread quickly and was reported in all the Hour-Sheets, along with many comments; and the libraries were filled with people looking up the old Records, which had been long forgotten, or taken, as we would say today, with a grain of salt.
And all the time I was pestered with questions; so that, had I not been determined, I should scarce have been allowed to sleep; moreover, so much was writ about me, and my power to hear, and divers stories concerning tales of love, that I had been like to have grown mazed to take note of it all; yet some note I did take, and much I found pleasant; but some displeasing.
And all the time I was bombarded with questions; if I hadn't been so determined, I would hardly have been able to sleep. Also, there was so much written about me, my ability to listen, and various stories about love that I almost became confused trying to keep track of it all. Still, I did pay attention to some things, and I found a lot of it enjoyable, though some of it was not.
And, for the rest, I was not spoiled, as the saying goes; for I had my work to do; moreover, I was always busied Listening, and having speech through the darkness. Though if any saw me so, they would question; and because of this, I kept much to the Tower of Observation, where was the Master Monstruwacan, and a greater discipline.
And for the rest, I wasn't spoiled, as they say; I had my work to do. Plus, I was always busy listening and talking through the darkness. But if anyone saw me like that, they would question it; so, I mostly stuck to the Tower of Observation, where the Master Monstruwacan was and there was stricter discipline.
And then began a fresh matter; though but an old enough trick; for I speak now of the days that followed that re-opening of the talk between the Pyramids. Oft would speech come to us out of the night; and there would be tales of the sore need of the Lesser Redoubt, and callings for help. Yet, when I sent the Master-Word abroad, there would be no answering. And so I feared that the Monsters and Forces of Evil knew.
And then a new situation started; although it was an old trick. I'm talking about the days that came after the conversation between the Pyramids opened up again. We often heard voices in the night, sharing stories about the urgent need of the Lesser Redoubt and calling for help. However, when I sent the Master-Word out, there was no reply. Because of this, I feared that the Monsters and Forces of Evil knew.
Yet, at times, the Master-Word would answer to us, beating steadily in the night; and when we questioned afresh, we knew that they in the Lesser Redoubt had caught the beat of the Master-Word, and so made reply; though it had not been they who had made the previous talk, which we had sought to test by the Word. And then they would make contradiction of all that had been spoken so cunningly; so that we knew the Monsters and Forces had sought to tempt some from the safety of the Redoubt. Yet, was this no new thing, as I have made to hint; saving that it grew now to a greater persistence, and there was a loathsome cunning in the using of this new knowledge to the making of wicked and false messages by those evil things of the Night Land. And it told to us, as I have made remark, how that those Monsters and Forces had a full awaredness of the speech between the Pyramids; yet could they have no power to say the Master-Word; so had we some test left, and a way to sure knowledge of what made talk in the night.
Yet, at times, the Master-Word would respond to us, beating steadily in the night; and when we asked again, we realized that those in the Lesser Redoubt had picked up the beat of the Master-Word and replied, even though they hadn’t initiated the previous conversation that we had tried to verify with the Word. And then they would contradict everything that had been cleverly spoken, making us aware that the Monsters and Forces were trying to lure some away from the safety of the Redoubt. Yet, this was not a new occurrence, as I've hinted; only now it grew more persistent, and there was a horrible cunning in how this new knowledge was used to create wicked and false messages by those evil beings of the Night Land. And it showed us, as I've noted, that those Monsters and Forces had a complete awareness of the communication between the Pyramids; yet they had no power to speak the Master-Word; thus, we still had a test left and a way to truly understand what was speaking in the night.
And all that I have told should bring to those of this Age something of the yet unbegotten terror of that; and a quiet and sound thankfulness to God, that we suffer not as humanity shall yet suffer.
And everything I’ve said should give people of this age a glimpse of the terrifying things that are yet to come, along with a calm and genuine gratitude to God that we don’t experience the suffering that humanity will face in the future.
But, for all this, let it not be thought that they of that Age accounted it as suffering; but as no more than the usual of human existence. And by this may we know that we can meet all circumstances, and use ourselves to them and live through them wisely, if we be but prudent and consider means of invention.
But, despite all this, let's not assume that people of that time saw it as suffering; it was just part of everyday life. This shows that we can handle any situation, adapt to it, and get through it wisely, as long as we are careful and think creatively.
And through all the Night Land there was an extraordinary awakening among the Monsters and Forces; so that the instruments made constant note of greater powers at work out there in the darkness; and the Monstruwacans were busied recording, and keeping a very strict watch. And so was there at all that time a sense of difference and awakening, and of wonders about, and to come.
And throughout the Night Land, there was an amazing awakening among the Monsters and Forces; so the instruments consistently noted greater powers at play out there in the darkness; and the Monstruwacans were busy recording and keeping a very close watch. So, during that time, there was a sense of change and awakening, and a feeling of wonders around and yet to come.
And from The Country Whence Comes The Great Laughter, the Laughter sounded constant … as it were an uncomfortable and heart-shaking voice-thunder rolling thence over the Lands, out from the unknown East. And the Pit of the Red Smoke filled all the Deep Valley with redness, so that the smoke rose above the edge, and hid the bases of the Towers upon the far side.
And from The Country Whence Comes The Great Laughter, the laughter was nonstop… like an unsettling and heart-pounding voice-thunder echoing over the lands, coming from the mysterious East. The Pit of the Red Smoke filled the entire Deep Valley with a red haze, causing the smoke to rise above the edge and obscure the bases of the towers on the other side.
And the Giants could be seen plentiful around the Kilns to the East; and from the Kilns great belches of fire; though the meaning of it, as of all else, we could not say; but only the cause.
And the Giants were clearly visible in abundance around the Kilns to the East; and from the Kilns came huge bursts of fire; though we couldn't understand the meaning of it, like everything else, we only knew the cause.
And from the Mountain Of The Voice, which rose to the South-East of the South-East Watcher, and of which I have made no telling hitherto, in this faulty setting-out, I heard for the first time in that life, the calling of the Voice. And though the Records made mention of it; yet not often was it heard. And the calling was shrill, and very peculiar and distressful and horrible; as though a giant-woman, hungering strangely, shouted unknown words across the night. And this was how it seemed to me; and many thought this to describe the sound.
And from the Mountain of the Voice, which rose in the Southeast of the Southeast Watcher, and about which I haven't told anything until now in this imperfect setting, I heard for the first time in that life the calling of the Voice. Although the Records mentioned it, it wasn't often heard. The calling was high-pitched, very unusual, distressing, and terrifying; as if a giant woman, strangely hungry, shouted unknown words across the night. That’s how it seemed to me, and many believed this captured the sound.
And, by all this, may you perceive how that Land was awakened.
And, by all this, may you see how that Land was awakened.
And other tricks there were to entice us into the Night Land; and once a call came thrilling in the aether, and told to us that certain humans had escaped from the Lesser Redoubt, and drew nigh to us; but were faint for food, and craved succour. Yet, when we sent the Master-Word into the night, the creatures without could make no reply; which was a very happy thing for our souls; for we had been all mightily exercised in our hearts by this one message; and now had proof that it was but a trap.
And there were other tricks to lure us into the Night Land; once, we heard a thrilling call in the air, telling us that some people had escaped from the Lesser Redoubt and were approaching us, but they were weak from hunger and needed help. However, when we sent the Master-Word into the night, the creatures outside couldn’t respond, which was a relief for us; we had all been deeply troubled by that one message, and now we had proof it was just a trap.
And constantly, and at all hours, I would have speech with Naani of the Lesser Redoubt; for I had taught her how she might send her thoughts through the night, with her brain-elements; but not to over-use this power; for it exhausts the body and the powers of the mind, if it be abused by exceeding usage.
And all the time, day and night, I would talk with Naani of the Lesser Redoubt; I had taught her how to send her thoughts through the night using her mental energy; but I warned her not to misuse this ability, as overusing it can drain both the body and the mind's strength.
Yet, despite that I had taught her the use of her brain-elements, she sent her message always without strength, save when she had use of the instrument; and this I set to the cause that she had not the health force needful; but, apart from this, she had the Night-Hearing very keen; though less than mine.
Yet, even though I had taught her how to use her mental abilities, she always sent her messages weakly, except when she used the instrument; and I attributed this to her lack of the necessary health and energy. Besides that, she had the ability to hear at night very well, though not as well as I did.
And so, with many times of speech, and constant tellings of our doings and thoughts, we drew near in the spirit to one another; and had always a feeling in our hearts that we had been given previous acquaintance.
And so, through many conversations and constant sharing of our actions and thoughts, we grew closer in spirit; and we always felt in our hearts that we had known each other before.
And this, as may be thought, thrilled my heart very strangely.
And this, as you might think, excited my heart in a very strange way.
IV
THE HUSHING OF THE VOICE
("Dearest, thine own feet tread the world at night—
Treading, as moon-flakes step across a dark—
Kissing the very dew to holier light …
Thy Voice a song past mountains, which to hark
Frightens my soul with an utter lost delight.")
("My dear, your own feet walk the world at night—
Walking, like moonlight dancing across the dark—
Kissing the dew to shine brighter …
Your Voice a song echoing past mountains, which to hear
Terrifies my soul with a completely lost joy.")
Now, one night, towards the end of the sixteenth hour, as I made ready to sleep, there came all about me the thrilling of the aether, as happened oft in those days; but the thrilling had a strange power in it; and in my soul the voice of Naani sounded plain, all within and about me.
Now, one night, around the end of the sixteenth hour, as I was getting ready to sleep, I felt the rush of the aether surrounding me, just like often happened back then; but this time the rush had a strange intensity to it; and in my soul, Naani's voice echoed clearly, both inside me and around me.
Yet, though I knew it to be the voice of Naani, I answered not immediately; save to send the sure question of the Master-Word into the night. And, directly, I heard the answer, the Master-Word beating steadily in the night; and I questioned Naani why she had speech with me by the Instrument at that time, when all were sleeping, and the watch set among the Monstruwacans; for they in the little Pyramid had their sleep-time to commence at the eleventh hour; so that by this it was five hours advanced towards the time of waking; and Naani should have slept; nor have been abroad to the Tower of Observation, apart from her father. For I supposed that she spoke by the Instrument, her voice sounding very clear in my brain. Yet, to this question, she made no answer in kind; but gave a certain thing into my spirit, which set me trembling; for she said certain words, that began:
Yet, even though I recognized it as Naani's voice, I didn't respond right away; instead, I sent the sure question of the Master-Word into the night. Shortly after, I heard the answer—the Master-Word echoing steadily in the dark; I asked Naani why she was communicating with me through the Instrument at that hour when everyone was asleep, and the watch was set among the Monstruwacans. They in the little Pyramid had their sleep time starting at the eleventh hour, which meant it was five hours until waking, so Naani should have been asleep and not out at the Tower of Observation, away from her father. I assumed she was speaking through the Instrument since her voice sounded very clear in my mind. However, she didn't respond to my question directly; instead, she conveyed something to my spirit that made me tremble, as she spoke certain words that began:
"Dearest, thine own feet tread the world at night—"
"Darling, your own feet walk the world at night—"
And it well may be that she set me to tremble; for as the words grew about me, there wakened a memory-dream how that I had made these same words to Mirdath the Beautiful in the long-gone Eternity of this our Age, when she had died and left me alone in all the world. And I was weak a little with the tumult and force of my emotion; but in a moment I called eagerly with my brain-elements to Naani to give some explaining of this thing that she had spoken to the utter troubling of my heart.
And it might be that she made me tremble; for as the words surrounded me, I remembered how I had said those same words to Mirdath the Beautiful a long time ago, back in the distant past of our Age, when she had died and left me all alone in the world. I felt a bit weak from the intensity of my emotions; but in a moment, I eagerly reached out with my thoughts to Naani, asking her to explain what she had said that troubled my heart so much.
Yet, once more she made no direct answer; but spoke the words again to me across all the dark of the world. And it came to me suddenly, that it was not Naani that spoke; but Mirdath the Beautiful, from out of all the everlasting night. And I called: "Mirdath! Mirdath," with my brain-elements, into the night; and lo! the far, faint voice spoke again to my spirit through all the darkness of eternity, saying again those words. Yet, though the voice was the voice of Mirdath the Beautiful, it was also the voice of Naani; and I knew in all my heart that this thing was in verity; and that it had been given to me to be birthed once more into this world in the living-time of that Only One, with whom my spirit and essence hath mated in all ages through the everlasting. And I called with my brain-elements and all my strength to Naani; but there came no answer; neither sign of hearing, though through hours I called.
Yet again, she didn’t give a direct answer; instead, she repeated the words to me across all the darkness of the world. Suddenly, it struck me that it wasn’t Naani who was speaking; it was Mirdath the Beautiful, emerging from the endless night. I shouted: "Mirdath! Mirdath," with my mind, into the darkness; and behold! the distant, faint voice responded again to my spirit through all the shadows of eternity, saying those words once more. Still, although the voice belonged to Mirdath the Beautiful, it was also Naani’s voice; and I knew deep down that this was real; that it had been granted to me to be born again in this world during the living-time of that Only One, with whom my spirit and essence have united through ages in the infinite. I called out with my mind and all my strength to Naani; but there was no reply, nor any sign of awareness, even after hours of calling.
And thus at last I came to an utter exhaustion; but neither could be quiet, nor sleep. Yet, presently, I slept.
And so finally I reached complete exhaustion; but I couldn't be quiet or sleep. Yet, eventually, I fell asleep.
And when I waked, my first memory was of the wondrous thing which had befallen in the sleep-time; for none in all this world could have known those words; save it had been the spirit of Mirdath, my Beautiful One, looking from above my shoulder in that utter-lost time, as I made those words to her, out of an aching and a broken heart. And the voice had been the voice of Mirdath; and the voice of Mirdath had been the voice of Naani. And what shall any say to this, save that which I had in my heart.
And when I woke up, my first memory was of the amazing thing that had happened while I was sleeping; because no one in the world could have known those words, except maybe the spirit of Mirdath, my Beautiful One, looking over my shoulder during that completely lost time, as I spoke those words to her from my aching and broken heart. And the voice had been the voice of Mirdath; and the voice of Mirdath had been the voice of Naani. And what can anyone say to this, except what I felt in my heart?
And immediately I called to Naani, once, and again twice; and in a little moment there came all about me the throbbing of the Master-Word, beating solemnly in the night; and I sent the Master-Word to give assurance, and immediately the voice of Naani, a little weak as was it always when she had not the Instrument, but sent the message with her brain-elements.
And right away, I called out to Naani, once, and then twice; and in just a moment, I felt the rhythm of the Master-Word pulsing around me, resonating solemnly in the night; I sent the Master-Word to provide assurance, and immediately I heard Naani's voice, a bit weak as it always was when she didn’t have the Instrument, but she transmitted the message with her mental energy.
And I answered her, and questioned her eagerly concerning her sayings of the past time of sleep; but she disclaimed, and made clear to me that she had no knowledge of having spoken; but had slept through all that time of which I made to tell; and, indeed, had dreamed a very strange dream.
And I replied to her, asking her excitedly about what she had said during her sleep; but she denied it and told me that she had no recollection of speaking at all. She insisted that she had slept through the entire time I was describing and, in fact, had a very strange dream.
And for a little while I was confused, and meditated, not knowing what to think; but came suddenly again to a knowledge that Naani's far voice was thrilling the aether all about; and that she would tell to me her dream; which had set strong upon her mind.
And for a little while, I was confused and deep in thought, unsure of what to think; but I suddenly realized that Naani's distant voice was vibrating through the air all around me, and that she would share her dream with me, which had made a strong impression on her mind.
And she told the dream to me, and in the dream she had seen a tall, dark man, built very big, and dressed in unfamiliar clothing. And the man had been in a little room, and very sorrowful, and lonesome; and in her dream she had gone nigh to him.
And she shared her dream with me, where she saw a tall, dark man, very big and dressed in strange clothes. He was in a small room, feeling very sad and lonely; and in her dream, she had approached him.
And presently the man made to write, that he might ease him by giving expression to his sorrow; and Naani had been able to read the words that he wrote; though to her waking spirit the language in which they were writ was strange and unknown. Yet she could not remember what he had writ, save but one short line, and this she had mind of in that he had writ the word Mirdath above. And she spoke of the strangeness of this thing, that she should dream of this name; but supposed that I had fixed it upon her, by my first callings.
And soon the man began to write, hoping to ease his heart by expressing his grief; and Naani was able to read the words he wrote, even though the language was unfamiliar to her conscious mind. However, she couldn’t recall what he had written, except for one short line, which she remembered contained the word Mirdath. She commented on how strange it was that she dreamed of this name, but thought it might be because I had mentioned it to her during my earlier calls.
And then did I, with something of a tremble in my spirit, ask Naani to tell me what she remembered of the writing of that big, sorrowful stranger. And, in a little moment, her far voice said these words all about me:
And then, with a bit of nervousness, I asked Naani to share what she remembered about the writing of that big, sad stranger. And after a moment, her distant voice spoke these words around me:
"Dearest, thine own feet tread the world at night—"
"Dear, your own feet walk the world at night—"
But no more had she memory of. Yet it was a sufficiency, and I, maybe with a mad, strange triumph in my soul, said unto her with my brain-elements that which remained of those words. And my spirit felt them strike upon the spirit of Naani, and awake her memory, as with the violence of a blow. And for a little while she stumbled, dumb before so much newness and certainly. And her spirit then to waken, and she near wept with the fright and the sudden, new wonder of this thing.
But she couldn’t remember anything else. Yet that was enough, and I, maybe with a crazy, strange joy in my soul, communicated to her with my thoughts the remaining words. I felt them connect with Naani’s spirit and trigger her memory, like a sudden impact. For a brief moment, she was overwhelmed, speechless before all this newness and certainty. Then her spirit started to come to life, and she almost cried with fear and the sudden, new wonder of it all.
And immediately, all about me there came her voice thrilling, and the voice was the voice of Mirdath, and the voice of Naani; and I heard the tears of her spirit make pure and wonderful the bewildered and growing gladness of her far voice. And she asked me, as one who had suddenly opened the Gates of Memory, whether she might be truly Mirdath. And I, utter weak and shaken strangely because of this splendour of fulfilment, could make no instant answer. And she asked again, but using mine old love-name, and with a sureness in her far voice. And still I was so strangely dumb, and the blood to thud peculiar in mine ears; and this to pass; and speech to come swift.
And suddenly, her voice surrounded me, thrilling me. It was the voice of Mirdath and Naani, and I felt the tears of her spirit purifying and enhancing the bewildered and growing joy in her distant voice. She asked me, as if she had just opened the Gates of Memory, whether she could really be Mirdath. I, utterly weak and oddly shaken by this moment of fulfillment, couldn't respond right away. She asked again, using my old love name and speaking with certainty in her distant voice. Yet I remained strangely speechless, my blood pounding oddly in my ears, waiting for this to pass and for my speech to return quickly.
And this way to be that meeting of our spirits, across all the everlasting night.
And this is how we can meet each other's spirits, through all the endless night.
And you shall have for a memory-picture, how that Naani stood there in the world in that far eternity, and, with her spirit having speech with mine, looked back through the part-opened gates of her memory, into the past of this our life and Age. Yet more than this she saw, and more than was given to me in that Age; for she had memory now and sight of other instances, and of other comings together, which had some confusion and but half-meanings to me. Yet of this our present Age and life, we spoke as of some yesterday; but very hallowed.
And you will remember how Naani stood in the world back then, in that distant eternity, and, with her spirit connecting with mine, looked back through the slightly opened gates of her memory into the past of our life and time. But she saw even more than this, and more than I experienced in that time; she now had memories and visions of other events, and of other reunions that felt a bit unclear and only partially meaningful to me. Yet regarding our current time and life, we talked about it as if it were just yesterday; but very cherished.
Now, as may be conceived, the wonder of this surety which had come into my life stirred me fiercely to its completion; for all my heart and spirit cried out to be with that one who was Mirdath, and now spoke with the voice of Naani.
Now, as you can imagine, the excitement of this certainty that had entered my life drove me intensely towards its fulfillment; for all my heart and soul longed to be with that one who was Mirdath, and now spoke with the voice of Naani.
Yet, how should this be won; for none among all the learned men of that Mighty Pyramid knew the position of the Lesser Redoubt; neither could the Records and Histories of the World give us that knowledge; only that there was a general thought among the Students and the Monstruwacans that it lay between the North-West and the North-East. But no man had any surety; neither could any conceive of the distance from us of that Refuge.
Yet, how should this be achieved? None of the scholars at the Great Pyramid knew the location of the Lesser Redoubt, and neither the records nor the histories of the world provided any clarity. There was only a general belief among the Students and the Monstruwacans that it was situated between the Northwest and the Northeast. But no one had any certainty, nor could anyone imagine how far away that Refuge was from us.
And counting all this, there was yet the incredible danger and peril of the Night Land, and the hunger and desolation of the Outer Lands, which were sometimes named the Unknown Lands.
And taking all this into account, there was still the amazing danger and threat of the Night Land, as well as the hunger and emptiness of the Outer Lands, which were sometimes called the Unknown Lands.
And I spoke much with Naani concerning this matter of their position; yet neither she nor her father, the Master Monstruwacan of that Refuge, had any knowing either of our position; only that the Builder of the Lesser Redoubt had come out of the Southward World in the Beginning, as they had knowledge of by the Records.
And I talked a lot with Naani about their situation; however, neither she nor her father, the Master Monstruwacan of that Refuge, knew anything about our situation; they only knew that the Builder of the Lesser Redoubt had come from the Southward World at the Beginning, as they learned from the Records.
Also, the father of Naani set that ancient Compass to bear; for, as he made explanation to us through the Instrument, so great a power of the Earth-Current must be ours that, perchance it was our force which did affect the pointer from steadfastness. For, indeed, the needle did swing in an arc, as we heard, that held between the North and the South; within the Westward arc; but this it had done ever with them, and so was a very helpless guide; save that, maybe, as we had thought, the force of the Earth-Current that was with us, had in truth some power to pull the needle towards us. And if this were so of verity, we made a reckoning that set the Lesser Redoubt to the North; and they did likewise, and put us to the South; yet was it all built upon the sand of guess-work; and nothing to adventure the life and soul upon.
Also, Naani's father set that ancient compass in motion; because, as he explained to us through the instrument, we must possess such a strong power of the Earth-Current that it might be our force affecting the pointer's stability. In fact, the needle did swing in an arc, as we heard, holding between the North and South; within the Westward arc; but this has always been the case with them, making it a very unreliable guide; except that, perhaps, as we thought, the force of the Earth-Current with us had some influence in pulling the needle toward us. And if this were true, we calculated that the Lesser Redoubt was to the North; and they did the same, placing us to the South; yet it was all built on the shaky foundation of guesswork; and nothing to risk life and soul on.
Now we, of curiosity; though a million times had it been done in the past ages, set the compass before us, having it from the Great Museum. But, as ever in that age, it did spin if we but stirred the needle, and would stop nowheres with surety, for the flow of the Earth-Current from the "Crack" beneath the Pyramid had a power to affect it away from the North, and to set it wandering. And this may seem very strange to this present Age; yet to that, it was most true to the seeming nature of things; and harder to believe that ever it did once point steadfastly, to prove a guide of sureness, and unfailing.
Now we, out of curiosity; even though it had been done a million times in the past, set the compass before us, having it from the Great Museum. But, as always in that era, it spun whenever we moved the needle, and it wouldn’t settle on any direction for sure, because the Earth's magnetic flow from the "Crack" beneath the Pyramid had a power to pull it away from the North, causing it to drift. This might seem very strange in today's world; yet back then, it was absolutely true to the way things seemed; and it was harder to believe that it ever pointed steadily, proving to be a reliable guide.
For, be it known, we knew the positions of the Land by tradition, coming from that ancient time when, in the Half-Gloom they had builded the Pyramid; they having known the use of that ancient compass, and with sight of the Sun had named the Positions; though we of that far future day had forgotten the very beginnings of those Names of Direction; and used them but because our fathers did a million years and more. And likewise we did the same with the names of the day and the night and the weeks and the months and the years; though of the visible markings of these there was nothing but only and always the everlasting night; yet the same seeming very natural to that people.
For it’s important to know that we learned the locations of the Land through tradition, passed down from the ancient times when they built the Pyramid in the Half-Gloom. They understood how to use that old compass and, using the Sun’s position, named the locations. However, by our time, we had forgotten the origins of those names for direction, using them simply because our ancestors had done so millions of years ago. Likewise, we used the names for day and night, weeks, months, and years, even though we had nothing but the perpetual night to mark them. Yet, to our people, this seemed completely natural.
Now, Naani, having heed to my constant questions, craved with an utter keen hunger that I might come to her; but yet forbade it, in that it were better to live and commune in the spirit, than to risk my soul, and mayhaps die, in the foolishness of trying to find her in all the darkness of the dead world. Yet, no heed had I taken of her commands, had I but known of a surety the direction in which she might be discovered; and gained some knowledge of the space between, for this might be named by thousands of miles, or but by hundreds; though a great distance it was surely.
Now, Naani, listening to my constant questions, felt an intense desire for me to come to her; yet she forbade it, believing it was better to live and connect in spirit than to risk my soul and possibly die in the foolishness of trying to find her in all the darkness of the dead world. Still, I paid no attention to her commands, wishing I had known for sure the direction in which she could be found, and understood the distance between us, whether it was thousands of miles or just hundreds; though it was certainly a great distance.
Yet, one other thing there was, that has point in this place; for when I sent my speech out into the night, using my brain-elements, I came to know that, whether I had a knowledge of the North, or no knowledge at the moment, yet did I turn oft with a sure instinction to that Direction. And of this, the Master Monstruwacan took very great note, and had me to experiment many a time and way, and so enclosed about with screens, or with bandages across mine eyes, that I could not, save by that inward Knowing, have any knowledge to point me the way. Yet would I turn Northwards very frequent, by a certain feeling; and seemed unable of speech, if I were turned otherwise by force.
Yet, there was one more thing to mention here; when I sent my thoughts out into the night, using my mind, I realized that, whether I knew about the North or not at that moment, I often instinctively turned in that direction. The Master Monstruwacan took significant note of this and had me undergo many experiments in various ways. He would cover me with screens or blindfolds so that I could only rely on that inner Knowledge to guide me. Despite this, I frequently found myself turning North, driven by a certain feeling, and seemed unable to speak if I was forced to turn in another direction.
But when we asked Naani whether she had an unusualness in this matter, she could discover none; and we could but take note curiously of that which affected my habits; and which truly I set to the attracting of her spirit; for I had mind that she did be somewheres out that way in the darkness of the world; but yet was this no more than to suppose, as you perceive.
But when we asked Naani if she had anything unusual about this, she couldn't find anything; and we could only take note of what influenced my habits; which I really thought was drawing her spirit in. I had a feeling that she existed somewhere out there in the darkness of the world; but still, this was nothing more than a guess, as you can see.
And the Master Monstruwacan wrote a study of this matter of the Northwardness of my turning; and it was set out in the Hour-Slips of the Tower of Observation; and so it came to be copied by the Hour-Slips of the great cities, and made much comment, and much calling up to me through the home instruments; so that with this, and the speech that went about concerning my powers to hear, I was much in talk, and diversely pleased and oft angered by overmuch attention and importunity.
And the Master Monstruwacan wrote a study about the way I was turning northward; it was published in the Hour-Slips of the Tower of Observation. As a result, it got copied by the Hour-Slips from the major cities, which sparked a lot of discussion and many calls to me through the home devices. Because of this, along with the chatter about my ability to hear things, I became a topic of conversation, and I was often pleased and sometimes annoyed by all the attention and insistence.
And now, whilst I pondered this matter in all my spirit and being, how that I should some way come to Naani, there befell a very terrible thing. And in this wise must I tell it:
And now, as I thought about this whole situation with all my heart and soul, trying to figure out how I could somehow get to Naani, something really terrible happened. And I must share it this way:
It was at the seventeenth hour, when all the millions of the Mighty Pyramid slept, that I was with the Master Monstruwacan in the Tower of Observation taking my due turn. And sudden, I heard the thrilling of the aether all about me, and the voice of Naani in my soul, speaking. And I sent the Master-Word into the darkness of the world, and presently, I heard the solemn answer beating steadfastly in the night; and immediately I called to Naani with my brain-elements, to know what thing troubled her in her sleep.
It was at five o'clock, when all the millions of the Mighty Pyramid were asleep, that I was with the Master Monstruwacan in the Observation Tower taking my turn. Suddenly, I heard the excitement of the atmosphere all around me and Naani's voice in my soul, speaking. I sent the Master-Word into the darkness of the world, and soon, I heard a steady, serious answer resonating in the night; immediately, I called out to Naani with my thoughts, wanting to know what was bothering her in her sleep.
And her voice came into my spirit, weak and far and faint, and so that scarce I could make to hear the words. Yet, in a while I gathered that all the peoples of the Lesser Redoubt were in very deadly trouble; for that the Earth-Current had failed suddenly and mightily; and they had called her from her sleep, that she might listen whether we answered their callings by the Instrument; but, indeed, no calling had come to us.
And her voice reached my spirit, weak and distant, barely audible, and it took me a moment to understand her words. Eventually, I realized that all the people of the Lesser Redoubt were in serious trouble; the Earth-Current had suddenly and powerfully stopped, and they had woken her from her slumber to see if we responded to their calls with the Instrument. But, in truth, no call had come to us.
And they who had been of late so joyful, were now grown old with sorrow in but an hour or two; for they feared that the fresh coming of the Earth-Current had been but the final flicker and outburst before the end. And, even in this short while of our speech, did it seem to me that the voice of Naani grew further off from me; and I felt like to have broken my heart with the trouble of this thing.
And those who had been so happy just a short while ago had now grown weary with sorrow in just an hour or two; they feared that the new arrival of the Earth-Current was just the final flicker before the end. Even in this brief moment of our conversation, it felt like Naani's voice was drifting further away from me, and I felt like my heart was breaking from the weight of this situation.
And through all that remained of that sleep-time, did I converse with Naani, as might two lovers who shall presently part forever. And when the cities awoke, the news went throughout them, and all our millions were in sorrow and trouble.
And throughout the rest of that time we spent sleeping, I talked with Naani, like two lovers who are about to say goodbye forever. When the cities woke up, the news spread everywhere, and all of us were filled with grief and worry.
And thus was it for, maybe, a little month; and in that time had the voice of Naani grown so weak and far-off that even I that had the Night-Hearing, could scarce make real its meaning. And every word was to me a treasure and a touch upon my soul; and my grief and trouble before this certain parting drove me that I could not eat, neither have rest; and this did the Master Monstruwacan take upon him to chide and correct; for that, if any were to help, how should it be done if I that had the Night-Hearing, and heard even now that the recording Instruments were dumb, came to ill-health.
And so it went on for maybe about a month; during that time, Naani's voice had grown so weak and distant that even I, who had Night-Hearing, could barely grasp its meaning. Every word was a treasure to me and felt like a touch on my soul; my grief and anxiety about this inevitable parting consumed me to the point where I couldn’t eat or find any peace. The Master Monstruwacan took it upon himself to scold and correct me; he said that if anyone was to help me, how could it be done if I, who had Night-Hearing and could still hear that the recording Instruments were silent, fell into poor health?
And because of this, and such wisdom as was mine, I made to eat and order my life that I might have my full powers. Yet was this beyond all my strength; for, presently, I knew that the people of the Lesser Pyramid were threatened by the monsters that beset them; and later I had knowledge from faint, far words whispered in my brain, that there had been a fight with an outside Force that had harmed many in their minds; so that in madness they had opened the gate and had run from the Lesser Pyramid, out into the darkness of the Lands about them; and there had their physical bodies fallen to the monsters of those Lands; but of their souls who may know?
And because of this, along with my own wisdom, I tried to eat properly and live my life in a way that would allow me to be my best self. But this was more than I could handle; soon I realized that the people of the Lesser Pyramid were in danger from the monsters that plagued them. Later, I picked up faint, distant whispers in my mind that revealed there had been a battle with an outside force that had harmed many of them mentally. In their madness, they had opened the gate and fled from the Lesser Pyramid into the darkness surrounding them, and there their physical bodies had fallen victim to the monsters of those lands. But who knows what became of their souls?
And this, we set assuredly to the failure of the Earth-Current, which had robbed them of all force and power; so that, in those few weeks all life and joy of living had left them; and neither hunger nor thirst had they, much, nor any great desire to live; but yet a new and mighty fear of death. And this doth seem very strange.
And this, we attribute confidently to the failure of the Earth-Current, which had taken away all their strength and energy; so that, in just a few weeks, all life and joy of living had vanished from them; and they felt little hunger or thirst, nor any strong desire to live; but they did have a new and overwhelming fear of death. And this does seem very strange.
And, as may be thought, all this made the Peoples of the Great Redoubt think newly of the Earth-Current that issued from the "Crack" beneath the Pyramid; and of their latter end; so that much was writ in the Hour-Slips concerning this matter; yet in the main to assure us that we ourselves might each be free from a disturbed heart; though some went foolishly to the other event, and spoke of a speedy danger to us, likewise; as is ever the way. But the truth of our own case lay, maybe, somewhere between.
And, as you might expect, all of this made the people of the Great Redoubt think differently about the Earth-Current that flowed from the "Crack" beneath the Pyramid and their eventual fate. A lot was written in the Hour-Slips about this topic, mostly to reassure us that we could each be free from a troubled heart. However, some foolishly predicted imminent danger for us, as is always the case. But the reality of our situation probably fell somewhere in between.
And all the Hour-Slips were full also of imaginings of the terror of those poor humans out in the darkness of the world, facing that end which must come upon all, even upon our mighty Pyramid; though, as most would believe, so far away in some future eternity, that we have no cause to trouble.
And all the Hour-Slips were filled with thoughts about the fear of those poor humans out in the world's darkness, facing the end that will come for everyone, even for our grand Pyramid; although, as most would think, it's so far off in some distant eternity that we don't need to worry about it.
And there were sad poems writ to the peoples of that Lesser Redoubt, and foolish plans set about to rescue them; but none to put them to effect; and no way by which so great a thing might be done; and doth but show how loosely people will speak out of an over-security. Yet to me, there had come a certain knowledge that I must make the adventure, though I achieved naught save mine own end. Yet, it were better to cease quickly, than that I should feel, as now I did feel.
And there were sad poems written about the people of that Lesser Redoubt, and misguided plans made to save them; but none were ever put into action, and there was no way to accomplish such a great task; it just showed how carelessly people will talk when they feel too secure. Yet for me, I had come to realize that I had to take the risk, even if I ended up achieving nothing but my own goal. Still, it would be better to end things quickly than to feel the way I felt now.
That same night, in the Eighteenth Hour, there was a great disturbance in the aether about the Mighty Pyramid; and I was awakened suddenly by the Master Monstruwacan; that I might use my gift of the Night-Hearing to hearken for the throbbing of the Master-Word, which they had thought to come vaguely through the Instruments; but no one of the Monstruwacans was sensitive enough of soul to account truly whether this was so.
That same night, at six o'clock, there was a huge disruption in the air around the Great Pyramid; and I was suddenly awakened by the Master Monstruwacan so I could use my Night-Hearing ability to listen for the pulse of the Master-Word, which they thought might come faintly through the Instruments; but none of the Monstruwacans had a sensitive enough spirit to accurately determine if that was the case.
And lo! as I sat up in the bed, there came the sound of the Master-Word, beating in the night about the Pyramid. And immediately there was a crying in the aether all about me: "We are coming! We are coming!"
And suddenly! as I sat up in bed, I heard the Master-Word echoing through the night around the Pyramid. And right away, there was a voice in the air all around me: "We are coming! We are coming!"
And mine inwards leaped and sickened me a moment, so shaken was I with a sudden belief; for the message seemed some ways to come to me from very near to the Great Redoubt; as that they who sent it were nigh to hand.
And my insides twisted and made me feel sick for a moment, as I was jolted by a sudden belief; for the message seemed to come to me from very close to the Great Redoubt; as if those who sent it were almost right beside me.
And, forthwith, I called the Master-Word into the night; but no answer did there come for a while, and then a faint thrilling of the aether about me, and the weak pulse of the Master-Word in the night, sent by a far voice, strangely distant. And I knew that the voice was the voice of Naani; and I put a question through all the darkness of the dead world, whether she were within the Lesser Redoubt, and safe thus far.
And right away, I called out the Master-Word into the night; but there was no response for a while. Then, I felt a faint stirring of the aether around me, and the weak pulse of the Master-Word in the night, sent by a distant voice. I recognized that the voice belonged to Naani, and I asked into the darkness of the lifeless world if she was inside the Lesser Redoubt and safe so far.
And presently, there came a faint disturbance about me, and a small voice in my soul, speaking weakly and out of an infinite distance; and I knew that far away through the night Naani spoke feebly, with her brain-elements; and that she abode within the Lesser Pyramid; but that she too had heard that strange pulse of the Master-Word in the night, and that message: "We are coming! We are coming!" And vastly had this thing disturbed her, waking her within her sleep; so that she knew not what to think; save that we were devising some method to come to them. But this I removed from doubt, saying that she must not build on vain hoping; for I would not have her doubly tortured by the vanity of such believing. And, thereafter, having said such things as I might, though few they were, to comfort her, I bade her, gently, to sleep; and turned therewith to the Master Monstruwacan, who waited in quiet patience; and had no knowledge of that which I had heard and sent; for his hearing was but the normal; though his brain and heart were such as made me to love him.
And right then, I felt a faint disturbance around me and a small voice in my soul, speaking weakly and from a great distance; and I knew that far away in the night, Naani was speaking softly with her mind; and that she was inside the Lesser Pyramid; but she too had sensed that strange pulse of the Master-Word in the night, and that message: "We're coming! We're coming!" This had deeply unsettled her, waking her from her sleep; so she didn't know what to think; except that we were figuring out a way to reach them. But I cleared her doubts, telling her not to build on false hope; I wouldn't have her suffer more from the emptiness of such belief. After saying what little I could to comfort her, I gently urged her to sleep; and then I turned to the Master Monstruwacan, who was waiting patiently and had no idea of what I had heard and sent; for his perception was just normal, though his mind and heart were such that made me care for him.
And I told the Master Monstruwacan many things as I put my clothing about me; how that there had indeed been the calling of the Master-Word; but not by any of that Lesser Redoubt; but that, to my belief, it had come from nigh about the Great Pyramid. Moreover, it was sent by no instrument; as I wotted that he did guess; but, as it seemed to me, by the brain-elements of many, calling in unison.
And I told the Master Monstruwacan a lot while I was getting dressed; how there had definitely been the calling of the Master-Word; but not from any of that Lesser Redoubt; rather, I believed it had come from near the Great Pyramid. Also, it wasn't sent through any instrument, as I thought he suspected; but, it seemed to me, it was through the brain-elements of many, calling together.
And all this did I set out to the Master Monstruwacan; and with something uncertain of fear and trouble in my heart; yet with a blind expectation; as, indeed, who would not. Though, no longer was I shaken by that first thought of Her nearness.
And all this I shared with the Master Monstruwacan; and with a mix of fear and anxiety in my heart; yet with a sense of hopeful anticipation; as, really, who wouldn’t. Though, I was no longer disturbed by my initial thoughts of Her closeness.
And I said to the Master Monstruwacan that we should go to the Tower of
Observation, and search the Night Lands with the great spy-glass.
And I told the Master Monstruwacan that we should head to the Tower of
Observation and explore the Night Lands with the powerful telescope.
And we did this, and lo! presently, we saw a great number of men pass over the Electric Circle that went about the Pyramid; yet they came not to us; but went outwards towards the blackness and the strange fires and hideous mysteries of the Night Land. And we ceased from spying, and looked swiftly at one another, and knew in our hearts that some had left the Mighty Pyramid in the Sleep-Time.
And we did this, and soon we noticed a large number of men crossing the Electric Circle that surrounded the Pyramid; yet they did not come to us, but moved outward toward the darkness and the strange fires and terrifying mysteries of the Night Land. We stopped watching and quickly glanced at each other, knowing in our hearts that some had left the Mighty Pyramid during the Sleep-Time.
Then the Master Monstruwacan sent word to the Master Watchman that his wardership had been outraged, and that people left the great Pyramid in the Sleep-Time; for this was against the Law; and none ever went out into the Night Land, save the Full Watch were posted to the Great Door; and at a due time, when all were wakeful; for the Opening Of The Door was made known to all the Millions of the Great Redoubt; so that all might be aware; and know that no foolishness was done without their wotting.
Then the Master Monstruwacan informed the Master Watchman that his authority had been violated, as people were leaving the great Pyramid during Sleep-Time; this was against the Law. No one was allowed out into the Night Land unless the Full Watch was stationed at the Great Door, and only at a proper time when everyone was awake. The Opening Of The Door was announced to all the Millions of the Great Redoubt so that everyone could be aware and know that no foolishness was happening without their knowledge.
Moreover, ere any had power to leave the Pyramid, they must pass The Examination, and Be Prepared; and some of this have I set out already. And so stern was the framing of the Law, that there were yet the metal pegs upon the inner side of the Great Gate, where had been stretched the skin of one who disobeyed; and was flayed and his hide set there to be a warning in the Early Days. Yet the tradition was remembered; for, as I might say it, we lived very close about the place; and Memory had no room whereby she might escape.
Moreover, before anyone could leave the Pyramid, they had to undergo The Examination and Be Prepared, and I've already shared some of that. The Law was so strict that the metal pegs on the inner side of the Great Gate were still there, where they had hung the skin of someone who disobeyed; he was flayed, and his hide was displayed as a warning in the Early Days. That tradition was remembered; as I would put it, we lived very close to the place, and there was no way for Memory to escape.
Now the Master Watchman, when he heard that which the Master Monstruwacan had to tell, went hastily with some of the Central Watch from the Watch-Dome, to the Great Gate; and he found the men of the Sleep-Time Watch, with the Warder of the Gate, all bound, and stopt in the mouth, so that none could make outcry.
Now the Head Watchman, upon hearing what the Head Monstruwacan had to say, quickly went with some of the Central Watch from the Watch-Dome to the Great Gate. There, he found the members of the Sleep-Time Watch, along with the Gate Keeper, all tied up and gagged, so that no one could raise an alarm.
And he freed them, and learned that nigh five hundred young men, from the Upper Cities, by the bigness of their chests, had come upon them suddenly, and bound them, and escaped into the night through the Eye-Gate in the top of the Great Gate.
And he freed them and discovered that nearly five hundred young men from the Upper Cities, judging by their broad chests, had surprised them, bound them, and made their escape into the night through the Eye-Gate at the top of the Great Gate.
And the Master Watchman was angry, and demanded why that none had called by the instruments of the Watch House; but lo! some had made to call thus, and found them unable to wake the recorders which lay in the central Watch-Dome; for there had been tampering.
And the Master Watchman was furious and asked why no one had called using the devices in the Watch House; but look! some had tried to call and found they couldn't wake the recorders that were in the central Watch-Dome; because there had been interference.
Now, after this, they made certain new rules and Laws concerning the order of Watching, and made tests of the lesser instruments of the inward Pyramid, nightly, upon the coming of the Sleep-Time, which was, even in that strange age, by tradition called the Night, as I have given hint; though hitherto, until the way of my story was known, I have used a word for the sleep hours that was yet not of that time; but somewhat an invention to make this history free from the confusion of "night" and "day," when, in truth, it was always night without upon the world. Yet, after this, shall I keep to mine use the luxury of the true names of that time; and yet, how strange is it that the truth should be of so little to our thinking.
Now, after this, they established some new rules and laws about the order of watching, and conducted tests on the smaller instruments of the inner Pyramid every night as Sleep-Time approached, which was, even in that strange age, traditionally called Night, as I’ve mentioned; though until my story unfolded, I used a term for the sleeping hours that wasn’t from that era at all; rather, it was somewhat of an invention to keep this history clear of the confusion between “night” and “day,” when, in reality, it was always night outside in the world. However, from now on, I will use the accurate names of that time; and yet, how odd it is that the truth should mean so little to our understanding.
And so to go forward with my telling; for, though all this care were now taken, it had no force until afterward; and at this moment were those poor foolish youths out in all the danger of the Night Land, and no way by which they might be succoured, or called back; save that Fear or Wisdom should come to them quickly, that they cease from so wild an attempt. For it was to make rescue of those in that other, unknown Pyramid, out in all the darkness of the World's Night that was their intent, as we had speedy knowledge from those boon friends that had been in the secret of their plot, which had seemed to them great and heroic; and was so, in verity, but that neither they who went, nor they who stayed, had a true awaredness of the danger they had dealing with, being all naught but raw and crude youths; yet, doubtless, with the makings of many fine and great men among them.
So, to continue with my story; even though all of this care had been taken, it didn't really matter at the moment; those poor, foolish young men were out in the perilous Night Land, with no way to be rescued or called back, except for Fear or Wisdom to reach them quickly and stop them from such a reckless attempt. Their goal was to rescue those trapped in that other, unknown Pyramid, lost in the darkness of the World's Night, as we learned quickly from our good friends who were in on their secret plan, which seemed bold and heroic; and it truly was, but neither those who ventured out nor those who stayed behind fully understood the danger they faced, being nothing but raw, inexperienced youths; still, there was undoubtedly the potential for many fine and great men among them.
And because some had thus abetted that which they knew to be against the Law, which was framed to the well-being and safety of all, there were certain floggings, which might the better help their memories in the future as to the properness of their actions and wisdom.
And because some had supported what they knew was against the law, which was created for the well-being and safety of everyone, there were some floggings to help them remember better in the future about the rightness of their actions and the importance of wisdom.
Moreover, they who returned, if any, would be flogged, as seemed proper, after due examination. And though the news of their beatings might help all others to hesitation, ere they did foolishly, in like fashion, yet was the principle of the flogging not on this base, which would be both improper and unjust; but only that the one in question be corrected to the best advantage for his own well-being; for it is not meet that any principle of correction should shape to the making of human signposts of pain for the benefit of others; for in verity, this were to make one pay the cost of many's learning; and each should owe to pay only so much as shall suffice for the teaching of his own body and spirit. And if others profit thereby, this is but accident, however helpful. And this is wisdom, and denoteth now that a sound Principle shall prevent Practice from becoming monstrous.
Moreover, those who returned, if any, would be punished with a flogging, as seemed appropriate, after a proper assessment. And although news of their punishments might make others hesitate before acting foolishly in the same way, the reason for the flogging wasn’t based on this, as that would be both inappropriate and unjust; it was solely to correct the individual in question for their own benefit. It isn’t right for any system of correction to turn into a way of creating pain for the benefit of others; in truth, that would mean one person pays the price for the mistakes of many. Each person should only be responsible for what is necessary to teach their own body and spirit. If others happen to gain from it, that’s just a coincidence, no matter how helpful. This is wisdom and shows that a solid principle can prevent practices from becoming cruel.
Yet, now I must hasten that I set down how it fared with those five hundred youths that had made so sad an adventure of their lives and unprepared souls; and were beyond our aid to help them, who might not so much as make any calling to them, to bid them to return; for to do this would have been to tell to all the Monsters of the Land that humans were abroad from the Mighty Pyramid.
Yet, now I must quickly write down what happened to those five hundred young people who had embarked on such a tragic adventure with their unprepared souls; and we were unable to help them, as we couldn’t even call out to them to come back; because to do so would have revealed to all the monsters in the land that humans were outside of the Mighty Pyramid.
And this would have been to cause the monsters to search the youths out to their destruction, and maybe even to awaken the Forces to work them some dread Spiritual harm, which was the chief Fear.
And this would have made the monsters hunt down the young people for their ruin, and maybe even trigger the Forces to inflict some terrible Spiritual harm on them, which was the main Fear.
Now, presently, through all the cities of the Great Redoubt, the news had gone how that five hundred foolish Youths had adventured out into the despair of the Night Land; and the whole Pyramid waked to life, and the Peoples of the South came to the Northern sides, for the Great Gate lay in the North-West side; and the Youths had made from there, not straightly outwards, but towards the North; and so were to be seen from the North-East embrasures, and from those within the North-West wall.
Now, right now, word had spread all through the cities of the Great Redoubt that five hundred reckless young people had ventured out into the darkness of the Night Land; and the entire Pyramid came alive, with the people from the South gathering on the Northern side, since the Great Gate was located in the North-West. The youths hadn’t gone straight out but had headed north instead, making them visible from the North-East embrasures and from those inside the North-West wall.
And thus, in a while were they watched by all the mighty multitudes of the Great Pyramid, through millions of spy-glasses; for each human had a spying-glass, as may be thought; and some were an hundred years old, and some, maybe ten thousand, and handed down through many generations; and some but newly made, and very strange. But all those people had some instrument by which they might spy out upon the wonder of the Night Land; for so had it been ever through all the eternity of darkness, and a great diversion and wonder of life was it to behold the monsters about their work; and to know that they plotted always to our destruction; yet were ever foiled.
And so, after a while, they were watched by all the powerful crowds of the Great Pyramid through millions of telescopes; each person had a telescope, as you can imagine; some were a hundred years old, while others might have been ten thousand and passed down through generations; and some were newly made and very unusual. But all those people had some tool to observe the wonders of the Night Land; this had always been the case throughout all the endless darkness, and it was a great source of entertainment and fascination to see the monsters go about their work; aware that they were always scheming for our destruction, yet they were constantly thwarted.
And never did all that great and terrible Land grow stale upon the soul of any, from birth until death; and by this you shall know the constant wonder of it, and that sense of enemies in the night about us, which ever filled the heart and spirit of all Beholders; so that never were the embrasures utterly empty.
And that vast and terrifying land never felt boring to anyone, from birth to death; and by this you will understand its ongoing wonder, and that sense of enemies lurking in the night around us, which always filled the hearts and minds of all who witnessed it; so that the openings were never completely empty.
Yet, many beheld not the Land from the embrasures; but sat about the View-Tables, which were set properly in certain places throughout the cities, and so beheld the Night Land, without undue cranings, or poising of spy-glasses, though less plain-seen. And these same tables were some form of that which we of this age name Camera Obscura; but made very great, and with inventions, and low to the floor, so that ten thousand people might sit about them in the raised galleries, and have comfortable sight. Yet this attracted not the young people, save they were lovers; and then, in truth, were they comfortable seats for quietness and gentle whisperings.
Yet many didn’t look at the Land from the embrasures but sat around the View-Tables, which were placed in specific spots throughout the cities, and so they viewed the Night Land without straining or balancing spyglasses, though it was less clearly visible. These tables were a version of what we now call a Camera Obscura, but much larger, designed with inventions, and positioned low to the floor so that thousands of people could sit around them in raised galleries and enjoy a good view. However, this didn’t appeal to young people unless they were in love; for them, it really was a comfortable spot for quiet moments and soft whispers.
Yet now, as may be supposed, with all the Peoples of the Mighty Pyramid grown eager to look towards one part of the Night Land, the embrasures were hid in the crowds; and such as could gain no view therethrough, thronged about the View-Tables. And so was it in all the hours of leisure; so that women had scarce patience to attend their children; but must hasten to watch again, that lonesome band of foolish youths making so blind and unshaped a trial to come upon that unknown Lesser Redoubt, somewhere out in all the night of the world.
Yet now, as you can imagine, with all the people of the Mighty Pyramid eager to look toward one part of the Night Land, the openings were crowded over; and those who couldn't get a view there pushed around the View-Tables. This happened during all their free time; so much so that women barely had the patience to care for their children; they had to rush to see again that lonely group of foolish young men making such a blind and awkward attempt to reach that unknown Lesser Redoubt, somewhere out in the vastness of the night.
And in this wise passed three days and nights; yet both in the sleep-time and the time of waking did great multitudes cease not to watch; so that many went hungry for sleep, as in truth did I. And sometimes we saw those Youths with plainness; but other times they were lost to our sight in the utter shadows of the Night Land. Yet, by the telling of our instruments, and the sense of my hearing, there was no awaredness among the Monsters, and the Forces of Evil, that any were abroad from the Pyramid; so that a little hope came into our hearts that yet there might be no tragedy.
And in this way, three days and nights passed; even during sleep and waking hours, large crowds continued to watch, so much so that many missed out on sleep, just like I did. Sometimes we could see those Youths clearly, but at other times, they vanished into the complete darkness of the Night Land. However, according to our instruments and what I could hear, the Monsters and the Forces of Evil seemed unaware that anyone had left the Pyramid; so a small sense of hope began to grow in our hearts that there might not be a tragedy after all.
And times, would they cease from their way, and sit about in circles among the shadows and the grey moss-bushes, which grew hardly here or there about. And we knew that they had food with them to eat; for this could we see with plainness, as some odd, grim flare of light from the infernal fires struck upon one or another strangely, and passed, and left them in the darkness.
And sometimes, they would stop what they were doing and sit in circles among the shadows and the sparse grey moss that grew here and there. We could see that they had food with them; a strange, eerie flash of light from the hellish fires illuminated one of them for a moment before fading, leaving them in the darkness.
And who of you shall conceive what was in the hearts of the fathers, and the mothers that bore the youths, and who never ceased away from the Northward embrasures; but spied out in terror and in tears, and maybe oft with so good glasses as did show them the very features and look upon the face of son and son.
And who among you can understand what was in the hearts of the fathers and the mothers who raised their sons, never stepping away from the northern watchpoints; but watched in fear and with tears, possibly often with such good binoculars that they could see the very features and faces of their sons.
And the kin of the watchers brought to them food, and tended them, so that they had no need to cease from their watching; and beds were made in the embrasures, rough and resourceful, that they might sleep quickly a little; yet be ever ready, if those cruel Monsters without made discovery of those their children.
And the family of the watchers brought them food and took care of them, so they didn't have to stop watching. They set up makeshift beds in the alcoves so they could quickly get some sleep; however, they always needed to be ready in case those cruel monsters outside found out about their children.
Thrice in those three days of journeying to the Northward, did the Youths sleep, and we perceived that some kept a watch, and so knew that there was a kind of order and leadership among them; also, they had each his weapon upon his hip, and this gave to us a further plea to hope.
Thrice in those three days of traveling north, the group of young people slept, and we noticed that some were keeping watch, which showed us there was some level of organization and leadership among them; also, each one had a weapon at his hip, which gave us even more reason to hope.
And concerning this same carrying of weapons, I can but set out here that no healthful male or female in all the Mighty Pyramid but possessed such a weapon, and was trained to it from childhood; so that a ripe and extraordinary skill in the use thereof was common to most. Yet some breaking of Rule had there been, that the Youths had each achieved to be armed; for the weapons were stored in every tenth house of the cities, in the care of the charging-masters.
And regarding the carrying of weapons, I can only point out that every healthy male and female in the Mighty Pyramid had such a weapon and was trained to use it from childhood, so a high level of skill in using them was common among most people. However, some rules were broken, as all the Youths had managed to be armed; the weapons were kept in every tenth house in the cities, under the care of the charging masters.
And here I must make known that these weapons did not shoot; but had a disk of grey metal, sharp and wonderful, that spun in the end of a rod of grey metal, and were someways charged by the Earth-Current, so that were any but stricken thereby, they were cut in twain so easy as aught. And the weapons were contrived to the repelling of any Army of Monsters that might make to win entrance to the Redoubt. And to the eye they had somewhat the look of strange battle-axes, and might be lengthened by the pulling out of the handles.
And here I need to mention that these weapons didn’t actually fire; instead, they had a disk made of grey metal, sharp and amazing, that spun at the end of a grey metal rod, and were somewhat powered by the Earth’s energy. So, if anyone was struck by them, they would be cut in two as easily as anything. These weapons were designed to repel any army of monsters that might try to enter the stronghold. Visually, they resembled strange battle-axes and could be extended by pulling out the handles.
Now, the Youths made, as I have told, to the Northward; but had first to keep a long way to the North-East, that they might come clear of the Vale of Red Fire. And this wise they journeyed, and kept the Vale about seven miles to the North-West of them, and so were presently beyond the Watcher of the North-East, and going with a greater freedom, and having less care to hide.
Now, the young people headed north, but first, they had to go a long way northeast to avoid the Vale of Red Fire. They traveled this way and kept the Vale about seven miles to the northwest of them. Soon, they were past the Watcher of the Northeast, moving more freely and with less concern about being hidden.
And this way, it may be, certain of the giants, wandering, perceived them, and went swiftly to make attack and destroy them. But some order went about among the youths, and they made a long line, with a certain space between each, because of the terror of their weapon, and immediately, it seemed, the Giants were upon them, a score and seven they were, and seeming to be haired like to mighty crabs, as I saw with the Great Spy-Glass, when the great flares of far and mighty fires threw their fierce light across the Dark Lands.
And so it happened that some of the giants, wandering around, spotted them and quickly moved to attack and destroy them. But the young people organized themselves, forming a long line with a bit of space between each of them because of the fear of their weapons. Almost immediately, it seemed, the giants charged at them; there were seventeen of them, looking like huge crabs, as I could see with the Great Spy-Glass when the bright flames from far-off fires cast their intense light across the Dark Lands.
And there was a very great and horrid fight; for the Youths broke into circles about each of the Giants, and many of those young men were torn in pieces; but they smote the Monsters from behind and upon every side, and we of the Mighty Pyramid could behold at times the grey, strange gleam of their weapons; and the jether was stirred about me by the passing of those that died; yet, by reason of the great miles, their screams came not to us, neither heard we the roars of the Monsters; but into our hearts, even from that great distance and safety, there stole the terror of those awesome Brutes; and in the Great Spy-Glass I could behold the great joints and limbs and e'en, I thought, the foul sweat of them; and their size and brutishness was like to that of odd and monstrous animals of the olden world; yet part human. And it must be borne to mind that the Fathers and the Mothers of those Youths beheld all this dread fight from the embrasures, and their other kin likewise watched, and a very drear sight was it to their hearts and their human, natural feelings, and like to breed old age, ere its due.
And there was a huge and terrifying fight; the young men formed circles around each of the Giants, and many were torn to pieces. But they attacked the Monsters from behind and from all sides, and we at the Mighty Pyramid could sometimes see the strange, dull shine of their weapons. The air was filled with the presence of those who died; however, because of the great distance, we couldn’t hear their screams or the roars of the Monsters. Yet, even from that far away and in safety, we felt the fear of those terrifying Beasts creeping into our hearts. Through the Great Spy-Glass, I could see the massive joints and limbs, and I thought I could even see their foul sweat. Their size and brutishness resembled that of odd and monstrous creatures from ancient times, yet they were partly human. It’s important to note that the Fathers and Mothers of those young men watched this dreadful fight from the battlements, along with their other relatives, and it was a very sorrowful sight for their hearts and natural feelings, almost aging them before their time.
Then, in a time, the fight ceased; for of those seven and twenty Giant Brutes there remained none; only that there cumbered the ground seven and twenty lumbering hillocks, dreadful and grim. For the lesser dead we could not see proper.
Then, eventually, the fighting stopped; none of those twenty-seven Giant Beasts remained. Only seven twenty large mounds lay on the ground, terrifying and grim. We couldn't see the smaller dead properly.
And we that were within the Pyramid saw the Youths sorted together by their leaders, all in the dim twilight of that place; and with the Great Spy-Glass I made a rough count, and found that there lived of them, three hundred; and by this shall you know the power of those few monstrous things, which had slain full two hundred, though each youth was armed with so wondrous a weapon. And I set the word through the Pyramid, that all might have some knowledge of the number that had died; for it was better to know, than to be in doubt. And no spy-glass had the power of The Great Spy-Glass.
And we who were inside the Pyramid saw the Youths grouped together by their leaders, all in the dim light of that place; and with the Great Spy-Glass, I took a rough count and found that there were three hundred of them. This shows the power of those few monstrous beings, who had killed two hundred, even though each Youth was armed with such amazing weapons. I spread the word through the Pyramid so that everyone would know how many had died; it was better to know than to be uncertain. No other spyglass had the power of The Great Spy-Glass.
After this fight, the youths spent a time having a care to their bodies and wounds; and some were made separate from the others, and of these I counted upon fifty; and whilst the others made to continue their march towards the Road Where The Silent Ones Walk, these were constrained by one who was the Leader, to return to the Pyramid. And in a little, I saw that they came towards us, wearily and with many a halt, as that they suffered great wounds and harm of the fight.
After this fight, the young people took some time to tend to their bodies and wounds; a few separated from the others, and I counted about fifty of them. While the rest continued their march toward the Road Where The Silent Ones Walk, these were ordered by the Leader to return to the Pyramid. Soon enough, I saw them approaching us, tired and stopping often, as if they had suffered serious injuries from the fight.
But those others (maybe two hundred and fifty Youths) went onwards into the Night Land; and though we sorrowed at this thing; yet was there come a huge pride into our hearts that those raw ones, who yesterday were but children, had so held themselves in the battle, and done a great deed that day. And I wot that whilst their mothers wept, easeless, their fathers' hearts swelled within them, and held somewhat of their Pain away from them for a time.
But those others (maybe two hundred and fifty young people) moved deeper into the Night Land; and although we felt sad about this, there was also a strong sense of pride in our hearts that those inexperienced ones, who just yesterday were kids, had held their own in the battle and accomplished something significant that day. I know that while their mothers cried endlessly, their fathers felt a swell of pride that helped ease their pain for a moment.
And all this while, those wounded Youths came slowly, and rested, and came on again, the better helping the worse; and a great excitement and trouble there was in all the Mighty Pyramid, to learn which were they that came, and they that went, and who lay out there quietly among the slain. But none might say anything with surety; for, even with that great spy-glass in the Tower of Observation, they were not overplain; save when some light from the fires of the Land flared high, and lit them. For they stood not up into the glare of the fires, as had the Giants. And though I saw them with clearness, yet I knew them not; for there was so mighty a multitude in that Vast Redoubt, that none might ever know the half even of their rulers.
And all this time, those injured young people came slowly, rested, and then moved on again, with the stronger helping the weaker. There was a lot of excitement and worry in the massive Pyramid as everyone wanted to find out who was coming, who was going, and who lay quietly among the dead. But no one could say for sure; even with the big telescope in the Observation Tower, it was hard to see clearly, except when some light from the fires of the Land flared up and illuminated them. They didn’t stand out in the firelight like the Giants did. And although I could see them clearly, I didn’t recognize them, because there was such a huge crowd in that Vast Redoubt that no one could ever know even half of their leaders.
And about this time, there came a fresh matter of trouble to our minds; for one of the Monstruwacans made report that the instruments were recording an influence abroad in the night; so that we had knowledge that one of the Evil Forces was Out. And to me there came an awaredness that a strange unquiet stole over the Land; yet I knew it not with mine ears; but my spirit heard, and it was as though trouble and an expectation of horror did swarm about me.
And around this time, a new source of concern occupied our thoughts; one of the Monstruwacans reported that the instruments were picking up some kind of disturbance during the night, indicating that one of the Evil Forces was out. I felt a sense of unease creeping over the Land; I couldn't hear it with my ears, but my spirit sensed it, as if trouble and a looming dread were all around me.
And once, listening, I heard the Master-Word beating strangely low, and I knew the aether to thrill about me, and a faint stirring was there in my soul, as of a faint voice, speaking; and I knew that Naani called to me some message across the night of the world; yet weak and coming without clear meaning; so that I was tormented and could but send comfort to her, with my brain-elements. And presently I knew that she ceased to speak.
And then, while I listened, I heard the Master-Word pulsing softly, and I felt the aether vibrating around me, a gentle stirring in my soul, like a faint voice whispering. I realized that Naani was trying to send me some message through the darkness of the world; it was weak and unclear, which tormented me, leaving me only able to send her comfort with my thoughts. Soon after, I realized that she had stopped speaking.
And, later, I heard that there was a new matter forward in the Redoubt; for ten thousand men had assembled to attend the Room of Preparation for the Short Preparation; and by this we knew that those poor Youths who stumbled towards us through the dark, were presently to have help.
And later, I learned that there was something new happening at the Redoubt; ten thousand men had gathered to go to the Room of Preparation for the Short Preparation. With this, we realized that those poor young people who were making their way toward us through the darkness were soon going to receive assistance.
And through all that Sleep-Time, there went forward the Spiritual and the Physical Preparation of the ten thousand; and upon the morrow they slept, whilst an hundred thousand made ready their arms.
And throughout all that Sleep-Time, the Spiritual and Physical Preparation of the ten thousand continued, while the next day they rested, as a hundred thousand got their weapons ready.
And in this space of time the two hundred and fifty Youths that went towards the Road Where The Silent Ones Walk, had come very nigh thereto; having gone very warily and with some slowness, because, as may be, of the lesson of the Giants.
And during this time, the two hundred fifty young people who were heading toward the Road Where The Silent Ones Walk had nearly arrived; they had moved very cautiously and slowly, possibly due to the lesson learned from the Giants.
And to us in the Pyramid, the instruments made known constantly that Influence which was abroad, and which all those of the Tower of Observation thought to proceed from the House of Silence. Yet, nothing could we see with the Great Spy-Glass, and so could come to no sure knowing; but only to fear and wonder.
And for us in the Pyramid, the instruments constantly revealed that Influence which was in the air and which everyone in the Tower of Observation believed came from the House of Silence. Yet, we couldn't see anything with the Great Spy-Glass, so we couldn't figure anything out for sure; all we had was fear and wonder.
And, presently, the Youths were upon the Great Road, and turned to the Northward. And beyond them, a great way, stood the House of Silence, upon a low hill at a certain distance to the right of the Road.
And soon, the young people were on the main road, heading north. In the distance, off to the right of the road, stood the House of Silence on a low hill.
By now, they that were wounded had come to within, maybe, fifteen miles of the Great Redoubt; and the news went through all the Cities, that the ten thousand men that were Prepared, made to arm themselves. And I went down by the Tower Lift, and saw them come down by thousands from the Room of Preparation; and none might go nigh to them, or cause them to speak; for they were made Ready, and were, as it might be, holy.
By now, the wounded had made it within about fifteen miles of the Great Redoubt, and news spread through all the Cities that the ten thousand men who were Prepared were ready to arm themselves. I went down by the Tower Lift and saw them coming down by the thousands from the Room of Preparation; no one could approach them or make them speak because they were Ready and almost seemed holy.
And all the millions of the Mighty Pyramid stood in their cities about certain of the Main Lifts, and watched those thousands go downwards, all in their armour of grey metal, and each one armed with the Diskos, which was that same very terrible weapon, which all had training to.
And all the millions of the Mighty Pyramid stood in their cities around some of the Main Lifts, watching those thousands descend, all in their grey metal armor, each one equipped with the Diskos, the same very fearsome weapon they were all trained to use.
And I doubt not but that the Young Men of the Pyramid looked, with longing in their hearts, that they might have been among those that went forth to succour. Yet, the older men had graver thoughts in their hearts; for the blood ran more soberly in them, and they had knowledge and memory of the Peril. And by this, I would make clear that I speak less of the peril of the body, which is common to every state of life; but of the peril of the spirit.
And I have no doubt that the young men of the Pyramid looked on with yearning in their hearts, wishing they could have been among those who went out to help. However, the older men had more serious thoughts; their blood ran more steadily, and they were aware of the dangers. By this, I want to clarify that I’m talking less about the physical danger, which is common to every stage of life, and more about the danger to the spirit.
And it may be thought by those of this age, that it was most strange that they of that, having all the knowledge of eternity to aid them, had no weapon by which to shoot, and kill at a distance.
And people these days might think it's really strange that back then, with all their eternal knowledge to help them, they didn't have any way to shoot or kill from a distance.
But, indeed, this had not been so in the past; as our Histories did show; for some wondrous weapons there had been, that might slay without sound or flash at a full score miles and more; and some we had whole within the Great Museum; and of others but the parts in decay; for they had been foolish things, and reckless to use; for we of that Great Pyramid, wanted not to kill a few of the Monsters that lay at a great distance; but only those which came nigh, to harm us.
But, in fact, this wasn't always the case; as our histories show; because there were remarkable weapons that could kill silently and without flash from a distance of twenty miles or more; and some we had complete in the Great Museum; while for others, we only had decaying parts; since they had been foolish and reckless to use; because we from that Great Pyramid didn’t want to kill just a few of the monsters that were far away; we only wanted to deal with those that came close to harm us.
And concerning those same weapons that killed silently at a great distance, we had now little knowledge, save that they did waste the Earth-Current; and no practice had we concerning their workings; for it was, maybe, an hundred thousand years gone that they had been used, and found to be of no great worth in a close attack, and harmful otherwise to the peace, in that they angered, unneedful, the Forces of that land, slaying wantonly those monsters which did no more than beset the Mighty Redoubt at a great distance. For, as may be seen by a little thought, we did very gladly keep a reasonable quietness, and refrained from aught that should wake that Land; for we were born to the custom of that strange life, and lived and died in peace, for the most part; and were very content to have security, and to be neutral in all things that did not overbear us; but, as it were, always armed, and ready.
And about those same weapons that quietly killed from far away, we now had little understanding, except that they drained the Earth's energy; and we had no experience with how they worked. It had probably been about a hundred thousand years since they were last used, and they were found to be of little value in close combat, causing more harm to our peace by unnecessarily angering the forces of that land and randomly killing those creatures that merely threatened the Great Fortress from afar. As anyone can see with a bit of thought, we preferred to maintain a reasonable calm and avoided doing anything that might disturb that land; after all, we were accustomed to that strange way of life and mostly lived and died in peace. We were quite content to enjoy security and remain neutral in anything that didn’t directly threaten us, yet we were always armed and ready.
But concerning the great and Evil Forces that were abroad in the Night Land, these we had no power to harm; nor could we hope for more than that we had security from them, which indeed we had; but the hugeness of their power was about us, and we dared not to wake it; save through such extremity as had come to pass by this folly of the Youths; though, even now, we had no thought to attack aught; but only to succour those wounded ones.
But regarding the great and evil forces that roamed the Night Land, we had no ability to fight them; nor could we expect anything more than the safety we already had, which we indeed had; but the vastness of their power surrounded us, and we didn’t dare to provoke it; except through the extreme situation that arose from the foolishness of the Youths; although, even now, we had no intention to attack anything; but only to help those who were injured.
And concerning this simplicity of weapons, which excites somewhat even my wonder in this our present age, it may be that the powers of chemistry were someways quaintly limited by conditions in that age; and there to be always a need to spare the Earth-Current; and hence, by this cause and by that, we were brought, by the extreme, nigh to the simplicity of the early world; yet with a strange and mighty difference, as all may know who have read.
And about this simplicity of weapons, which even amazes me a bit in our current times, it’s possible that the capabilities of chemistry were oddly restricted by the conditions of that era; and there was always a need to conserve the Earth’s energy; and so, for this reason and that, we ended up, in an extreme way, almost back to the simplicity of the early world; yet with a strange and powerful difference, as anyone who has read can tell.
Now, presently, the Word was sent to every City throughout the Great Redoubt—as was the Law—that the Great Gate should be opened; and each city sent its Master, to form the Full Watch, as was the Law. And each went clad in grey armour, and carrying the Diskos. And the Full Watch numbered, two thousand; for there were also the Watchmen.
Now, at this moment, the Word was sent to every city across the Great Redoubt—just like the Law—saying that the Great Gate should be opened; and each city sent its Master to form the Full Watch, as required by the Law. They all wore grey armor and carried the Diskos. The Full Watch consisted of two thousand, including the Watchmen.
Then the lights in the Great Causeway were made dim; so that the opening of the Gate should cast no great glare from within into the Night Land, to tell the Watcher of the North-West, and all the Monsters, that certain humans went out from the Mighty Pyramid. But whether the vast and hidden Forces of Evil had knowledge, we knew not; and they who went must but chance it, remembering that they were Prepared, and had the Capsule.
Then the lights in the Great Causeway were dimmed so that when the Gate opened, it wouldn’t shine too brightly into the Night Land, alerting the Watcher of the North-West and all the Monsters that certain humans were leaving the Mighty Pyramid. But whether the vast and hidden Forces of Evil knew about it, we couldn’t say; those who left had to take the risk, remembering that they were Prepared and had the Capsule.
And the ten thousand that were Prepared, went out through the Great Gateway, into the night; and the Full Watch stood back from them, and spoke no word, but saluted silently with the Diskos; and they that went, raised each the Diskos a little, and passed out into the dark.
And the ten thousand that were ready, went out through the Great Gateway into the night; and the Full Watch stepped back from them, and said nothing, but silently saluted with the Diskos; and those who went raised their Diskos slightly and passed into the dark.
Then the Great Gate was shut; and we made to wait and to watch, with trouble and expectation within our hearts. And at the embrasures many did comfort the women of those men.
Then the Great Gate was shut; and we prepared to wait and watch, filled with anxiety and anticipation in our hearts. And at the openings, many comforted the women of those men.
And I went back, upwards by miles, until I came to the Tower of Observation; and I looked out from there into the Night Land, and saw that the ten thousand halted at the Circle, and made arrangement of themselves, and sent some before and upon either hand, and so went forward into the Night Land.
And I went back, climbing for miles, until I reached the Tower of Observation; I looked out from there into the Night Land, and saw that the ten thousand had stopped at the Circle, organized themselves, sent some ahead and on either side, and then moved forward into the Night Land.
And after that, I went to the Great Spy-Glass, and turned it towards the two hundred and fifty Youths that were far off, upon the Road Where The Silent Ones Walk; yet for awhile I could not perceive them, for all the Road seemed empty. But afterward I saw them, and they were clambering back into the Road, having gone aside, as I thought, because of the passing of one of those Silent Ones, that I saw now at a distance to the Southward of them.
And after that, I went to the Great Spy-Glass and pointed it toward the two hundred and fifty young people who were far away on the Road Where The Silent Ones Walk; yet for a while, I couldn’t see them, as the Road looked empty. But then I spotted them, and they were climbing back onto the Road, having stepped aside, I thought, because one of those Silent Ones had passed by, which I now saw in the distance to the south of them.
There passed then, some three hours; and in that time I varied my watching between those far-off Youths, and the Ten-thousand that went forward to succour the wounded, that were now, maybe, scarce nine miles distant from the Mighty Pyramid, and the Ten-thousand came very close to them. And, in truth, in a little while, they spied one the other, and I gathered, in spirit, something of the rejoicing of those youths; yet weak and troubled were they, because of their wounds, and their knowledge of failure, and their disobedience of the Law.
Three hours passed, and during that time, I split my attention between those distant youths and the ten thousand who moved forward to help the wounded, now maybe just nine miles away from the Great Pyramid, and the ten thousand got very close to them. Before long, they spotted each other, and I could feel the joy of those youths in spirit; however, they were also weak and troubled because of their injuries, their sense of failure, and their disobedience to the Law.
And, presently, they were surrounded by the Ten-thousand, and carried upon slings; and all that body swung round towards the Pyramid, and came back at a great pace.
And soon, they were surrounded by the Ten-thousand and lifted on slings; and the whole group turned towards the Pyramid and rushed back at high speed.
And, in the same time, I heard the sound that made them so swift to hasten; for there smote up through the night the Baying of the Hounds; and we knew that they were discovered. And I swept the Great Spy-Glass over the Land, towards the Valley Of The Hounds, that I might discover them quickly; and I saw them come lumbering, at a strange gallop, and great as horses, and it might be only ten miles to the East.
And at the same time, I heard the sound that made them hurry; for the Baying of the Hounds rang out through the night, and we knew they had been spotted. I aimed the Great Spy-Glass over the land towards the Valley of the Hounds to find them quickly, and I saw them lumbering along with a strange gallop, large like horses, and they were maybe only ten miles to the East.
And I looked once upon the Watcher of the North-East, and I saw and marvelled that the great bell-ear quivered constantly; and I knew that it had knowledge, and gave signal to all the Land. Then did one of the Monstruwacans report that a new and terrible Influence was abroad in the Land; and by the instrument, we had knowledge that it approached; and some of the Monstruwacans called foolishly with weak voices to the Ten-thousand to haste; forgetting, and desiring only their safety from that which came near.
And I looked once at the Watcher of the North-East, and I saw and marveled that the big bell-ear trembled constantly; and I realized that it had awareness and signaled to all the Land. Then one of the Monstruwacans reported that a new and terrifying Influence was spreading across the Land; and through the instrument, we knew it was coming closer; and some of the Monstruwacans foolishly called out with weak voices to the Ten-thousand to hurry; forgetting and only wanting their safety from what was approaching.
Then, looking with the Great Spy-Glass, I saw that there moved across the Land, from the direction of the Plain of Blue Fire, a mighty Hump, seeming of Black Mist, and came with prodigious swiftness. And I called to the Master Monstruwacan, that he come and look through one of the eye-pieces that were about the Great Spy-Glass; and he came quickly, and when he had looked a while, he called to the Monstruwacan that had made report. And the Monstruwacan answered, and replied that the Influence drew nearer, by the reading of the instrument; yet of the thing itself the man had no sight.
Then, looking through the Great Spy-Glass, I saw a massive Hump moving across the Land, coming from the direction of the Plain of Blue Fire, and it was moving incredibly fast. I called to the Master Monstruwacan to come and look through one of the eye-pieces attached to the Great Spy-Glass. He came quickly, and after he had looked for a while, he called to the Monstruwacan who had made the report. The Monstruwacan replied that the Influence was getting closer, based on the readings from the instrument; however, the man could not see the thing itself.
And I ceased not to look, and in a little while, the Humped thing passed downwards into the Vale of Red Fire, which lay across the Land that way. But I watched steadfastly, and presently I saw the black Hump climb up from the Vale of Red Fire upon this side, and come through the night, so that in scarce a minute it had come halfway across that part of the Night Land.
And I didn't stop watching, and after a little while, the Humped creature moved down into the Vale of Red Fire, which lay across the land that way. But I kept my gaze fixed, and soon I saw the black Hump rise up from the Vale of Red Fire on this side and come through the darkness, so that in barely a minute it had crossed halfway over that part of the Night Land.
And my heart stood quiet with fear, and the utter terror of this Monster, which I knew to be surely one of the Great Forces of Evil of that Land, and had power, without doubt, to destroy the spirit. And the Master Monstruwacan leapt towards the Home-Call, and sent the great Sound down to the Ten-thousand, that they might attend, and immediately, he signalled to them to Beware. Yet, already I perceived that they knew of this Utter Danger that was upon them; for I saw them slay the Youths quickly, that their spirits might not be lost; for they were Unprepared. But the men, being Prepared, had the Capsule, and would die swiftly in the last moment.
And my heart stood still with fear at the sheer terror of this Monster, which I knew was definitely one of the Great Forces of Evil in that Land and had the power, without a doubt, to destroy the spirit. The Master Monstruwacan jumped towards the Home-Call and sent out the great Sound to the Ten-thousand, so they would notice, and immediately, he signaled them to Beware. Yet, I could already tell that they were aware of this Utter Danger looming over them; I saw them quickly kill the Youths to save their spirits from being lost because they were Unprepared. But the men, being Prepared, had the Capsule and would die swiftly in the last moment.
I looked again towards the Hump, and saw that it came like a Hill of Blackness in the Land, and was almost anigh. Then there happened a wonder; for in that moment when all had else gone quickly, that they might save their souls, out of the earth there rose a little Light, like to the crescent of the young moon of this early day. And the crescent rose up into an arch of bright and cold fire, glowing but little; and it spanned above the Ten-thousand and the dead; and the Hump stood still, and went backwards and was presently lost.
I looked again at the Hump and saw that it appeared like a hill of darkness in the land, and it was almost nearby. Then something amazing happened; at that moment when everyone else hurried away to save themselves, a small light emerged from the ground, similar to the crescent of a young moon in early morning. The crescent rose into an arch of bright, cold fire, glowing faintly, and it arched over the thousands and the dead; the Hump froze, retreated, and soon disappeared.
And the men came swiftly towards the Mighty Pyramid. Yet, ere they were come to safety, the Baying of the Hounds sounded close upon them, and they faced to the danger; yet, as I could know, without despair, because that they yet lived after so enormous a peril.
And the men rushed toward the Mighty Pyramid. But before they reached safety, the Baying of the Hounds echoed closely behind them, and they turned to face the danger; yet, as I could tell, they did so without despair, because they were still alive after such a huge threat.
And the Hounds were very nigh, as now I beheld with the Great Spy-Glass; and I counted five score, running with mighty heads low, and in a pack. And lo! as the Hounds came at them, the Ten-thousand drew apart, and had a space between the men, that they might have full use of that terrible Diskos; and they fought with the handles at length, and I saw the disks spin and glisten and send out fire.
And the Hounds were very close, as I saw through the Great Spy-Glass; I counted a hundred of them, running with their heads down in a pack. And as the Hounds approached, the Ten-thousand spread out, creating space among the men so they could fully utilize that deadly Diskos; they fought with the handles for a while, and I watched the disks spin, glimmer, and shoot out sparks.
Then was there a very great battle; for the Light that arched above them, and held away The Power from their souls, made not to protect them from this danger of the lesser monsters. And at an hundred thousand embrasures within the Mighty Pyramid, the women cried and sobbed, and looked again. And in the lower cities it was told, after, that the Peoples could hear the crash and splinter of the armour, as the Hounds ran to and fro, slaying; aye, even the sound of the armour between their teeth.
Then a huge battle broke out; the Light that stretched above them and kept The Power from their souls didn’t protect them from the threat of the lesser monsters. From a hundred thousand openings in the Mighty Pyramid, the women cried and sobbed as they watched. Later, it was said in the lower cities that the people could hear the crash and splinter of armor as the Hounds ran back and forth, killing; yes, even the sound of the armor between their teeth.
Yet, the Ten-thousand ceased not to smite with the Diskos; and they hewed the Hounds in pieces; but of the men that went forth, there were a thousand and seven hundred slain by the Hounds, ere the men won to victory.
Yet, the Ten-thousand didn't stop attacking with the Diskos; they cut the Hounds into pieces, but out of the men who went out, a thousand and seven hundred were killed by the Hounds before the men achieved victory.
Then came that wearied band of heroes back to the home shelter of the Vast Redoubt; and they bore their dead with them, and the Youths that they slew. And they were received with great honour, and with exceeding grief, and in a great silence; for the thing admitted not of words, until a time had passed. And in the cities of the Pyramid there was mourning; for there had been no sorrow like unto this through, mayhap, an hundred thousand years.
Then that tired group of heroes returned to the safe haven of the Vast Redoubt; they carried their dead with them, along with the young men they had slain. They were welcomed with great honor, deep sorrow, and in profound silence; for the situation defied words until some time had passed. In the cities of the Pyramid, there was mourning; for there had been no grief like this for perhaps a hundred thousand years.
And they bore the Youths to their Mothers and to their Fathers; and the Father of each made thanks to the men that they had saved the soul of his son; but the women were silent. Yet, neither to the Father nor to the Mother, was ever made known the name of the slayers; for this might not be; as all shall see with a little thought.
And they brought the young men back to their mothers and fathers; each father thanked the men for saving his son's life, but the women didn’t say anything. However, neither the father nor the mother was ever told the names of the ones who killed, because that wasn't allowed, as anyone can figure out with a bit of thought.
And some did remember that, in verity, all was due to the unwisdom of those Youths, who had heeded not the Law and their life-teachings. Yet had they paid to the uttermost, and passed outwards; and the account of their Deeds was closed.
And some remembered that, in truth, everything was caused by the foolishness of those young people, who ignored the Law and the lessons of life. Yet they had paid the price fully and moved on; their record of actions was closed.
And all this while did great numbers spy toward the Road Where The Silent Ones Walk, that they might watch that band of Youths afar in the Night Land, who went forward amid those horrid dangers. Yet, when the dead Youths had been brought in, many had ceased to look out for a time and had turned to questioning, and some had made inspection that they might know which had come back, and which lay out there where the Giants had slain them, or went forward to more dreadful matters.
And during all this time, many people were watching the Road Where The Silent Ones Walk, trying to keep an eye on that group of young people in the Night Land who were facing those terrifying dangers. However, once the dead youths were brought in, many of them stopped looking out for a while and started to ask questions instead. Some even began to check so they could see who had come back and who was still out there where the Giants had killed them, or moving on to even worse situations.
But who of those that were abroad, were slain, or still went onward, we had but indifferent knowledge; though the men of the Ten-thousand knew somewhat, having had speech with the wounded Youths, ere they slew them. And, as may be thought, these men were sorely questioned by the Mothers and the Fathers of those Youths that were not accounted of; yet I doubt that few had much knowledge wherewith to console them.
But we didn't know much about who among those who were out there had been killed or were still moving forward, although the Ten-Thousand had some information since they had spoken to the wounded young men before they were killed. As you can imagine, these men were heavily questioned by the mothers and fathers of the youths who were unaccounted for; however, I doubt that many had enough information to comfort them.
Now there was presently, in the Garden of Silence, which was the lowermost of all the Underground Fields, the Ending of those seventeen hundred heroes, and of the Youths that they saved and slew. And the Garden was a great country, and an hundred miles every way, and the roof thereof was three great miles above, and shaped to a mighty dome; as it had been that the Builders and Makers thereof did remember in their spirits the visible sky of this our present age.
Now there was, at that moment, in the Garden of Silence, which was the lowest of all the Underground Fields, the end of those seventeen hundred heroes, and of the youths they saved and killed. The Garden was a vast land, a hundred miles in every direction, with a ceiling three miles high, shaped like a massive dome; it was as if the Builders and Makers of it remembered in their hearts the visible sky of our current age.
And the making of that Country was all set out in a single History of seven thousand and seventy Volumes. And there were likewise seven thousand and seventy years spent to the making of that Country; so that there had unremembered generations lived and laboured and died, and seen not the end of their labour. And Love had shaped it and hallowed it; so that of all the wonders of the world, there has been none that shall ever come anigh to that Country of Silence—an hundred miles every way of Silence to the Dead.
And the creation of that Country was all detailed in a single History of seven thousand and seventy volumes. Additionally, seven thousand and seventy years were spent creating that Country; countless generations lived, worked, and died there, without ever seeing the fruits of their labor. Love had crafted and sanctified it; so that of all the wonders of the world, none will ever compare to that Country of Silence—one hundred miles in every direction of Silence for the Dead.
And there were in that roof seven moons set in a mighty circle, and lit by the Earth-Current; and the circle was sixty miles across, so that all that Country of Quiet was visible; yet to no great glare, but a sweet and holy light; so that I did always feel in my heart that a man might weep there, and be unashamed.
And on that roof, there were seven moons arranged in a large circle, illuminated by the Earth-Current; the circle measured sixty miles across, making the entire Country of Quiet visible. However, it wasn’t overly bright, but rather a gentle and sacred light; it made me feel in my heart that a person could cry there and not feel embarrassed.
And in the midst of that silent Country, there was a great hill, and upon the hill a vast Dome. And the Dome was full of a Light that might be seen in all that Country, which was the Garden of Silence. And beneath the Dome was the "Crack," and within it the glory of the Earth-Current, from which all had life and light and safety. And in the Dome, at the North, there was a gateway; and a narrow road went upward to the gateway; and the Road was named The Last Road; and the Gateway was named by no name, but known to all as The Gateway.
And in the middle of that quiet land, there was a huge hill, and on the hill stood a vast dome. The dome was filled with a light that could be seen throughout the entire land, which was the Garden of Silence. Beneath the dome was the "Crack," and inside it was the glory of the Earth-Current, the source of all life, light, and safety. In the dome, to the north, there was a gateway, and a narrow road led up to the gateway. The road was called The Last Road, and the gateway had no specific name, but everyone knew it as The Gateway.
And there were in that mighty Country, long roadways, and hidden methods to help travel; and constant temples of rest along the miles; and groves; and the charm of water, falling. And everywhere the Statues of Memory, and the Tablets of Memory; and the whole of that Great Underground Country full of an echo of Eternity and of Memory and Love and Greatness; so that to walk alone in that Land was to grow back to the wonder and mystery of Childhood; and presently to go upwards again to the Cities of the Mighty Pyramid, purified and sweetened of soul and mind.
And in that vast land, there were long roads and hidden ways to aid travel; countless rest stops along the miles; groves; and the enchanting sound of water cascading. Everywhere, there were Statues of Memory and Tablets of Memory; and the entire Great Underground Country resonated with echoes of Eternity, Memory, Love, and Greatness. So, walking alone in that place allowed one to reconnect with the wonder and mystery of Childhood, and eventually lift upward again to the Cities of the Mighty Pyramid, with a purified and enriched soul and mind.
And in my boyhood, I have wandered oft a week of days in that Country of Silence, and had my food with me, and slept quietly amid the memories; and gone on again, wrapped about with the quiet of the Everlasting. And the man-soul within would be drawn mightily to those places where the Great Ones of the past Eternity of the World had their Memory named; but there was that within me which ever drew me, in the ending, to the Hills of the Babes; those little hills where might be heard amid the lonesomeness of an utter quiet, a strange and wondrous echo, as of a little child calling over the hills. But how this was I know not, save by the sweet cunning of some dead Maker in the forgotten years.
And when I was a boy, I often spent a week wandering in that Country of Silence, bringing my own food and sleeping peacefully among the memories. Then I would move on again, surrounded by the tranquility of the Eternal. The spirit within me was strongly drawn to the places where the Great Ones from the past were honored, but ultimately, something in me always led me back to the Hills of the Babes—those small hills where, in the absolute quiet, you could hear a strange and beautiful echo, like a little child calling across the hills. How this happened, I can’t say, except for the sweet talent of some long-gone creator from forgotten times.
And here, mayhaps by reason of this Voice of Pathos, were to be found the countless Tokens of Memory to all the babes of the Mighty Pyramid, through a thousand ages. And, odd whiles, would I come upon some Mother, sitting there lonely, or mayhaps companied by others. And by this little telling shall you know somewhat of the quietness and the wonder and the holiness of that great Country hallowed to all Memory and to Eternity and to our Dead.
And here, maybe because of this Voice of Pathos, you could find countless Tokens of Memory for all the children of the Mighty Pyramid, spanning a thousand ages. Occasionally, I would come across a Mother, sitting there alone, or maybe accompanied by others. Through this brief account, you will get a sense of the quietness, wonder, and sacredness of that great Country dedicated to all Memory, Eternity, and our Dead.
And it was here, into the Country of Silence, that they brought down the Dead to their Burial. And there came down into the Country of Silence, maybe an Hundred Million, out of the Cities of the Pyramid, to be present, and to do Honour.
And it was here, in the Country of Silence, that they brought the dead for burial. And maybe a hundred million people came down from the Cities of the Pyramid to be there and to pay their respects.
Now they that had charge of the Dead, did lay them upon the road which ran up unto The Gateway, even that same road which was named The Last Road. And the Road moved upwards slowly with the Dead; and the Dead went inward through The Gateway; first the poor Youths, and afterward they that had given up life that they might save them.
Now those in charge of the Dead laid them on the road that led up to The Gateway, the very road known as The Last Road. And the Road gradually ascended with the Dead, while the Dead passed through The Gateway; first the young men, and then those who had given up their lives to save them.
And as the Dead went upwards, there was a very great Silence over all the miles of the Country of Silence. But in a little while there came from afar off, a sound as of a wind wailing; and it came onwards out of the distance, and passed over the Hills of the Babes, which were a great way off. And so came anigh to the place where I stood. Even as the blowing of a sorrowful wind did it come; and I knew that all the great multitudes did sing quietly; and the singing passed onwards, and left behind it an utter silence; even as the wind doth rustle the corn, and pass onwards, and all fall to a greater seeming quietness than before. And the Dead passed inward through The Gateway, into the great light and silence of the Dome; and came out no more.
And as the Dead rose up, a deep silence spread across all the miles of the Country of Silence. But after a while, a distant sound like a wind began to wail; it came from far away, moved over the Hills of the Babes, which were quite a distance off, and got closer to where I stood. It came like the blowing of a sorrowful wind; I realized that the vast crowds were singing softly, and the singing moved on, leaving behind an utter silence, just like the wind rustles through the corn, passes by, and everything falls into a deeper quiet than before. The Dead passed through The Gateway into the great light and silence of the Dome, and were never seen again.
And again from beyond the far Hills of the Babes there was that sound of the millions singing; and there rose up out of the earth beneath, the voices of the underground organs; and the noise of the sorrow passed over me, and went again into the distance, and left all hushed.
And again from beyond the far Hills of the Babes, there was the sound of millions singing; and the voices of the underground organs rose up from the earth beneath me; the noise of sorrow washed over me, then faded into the distance, leaving everything quiet.
And lo! as there passed inward to the silence of the Dome the last of those dead Heroes, there came again the sound from beyond the Hills of the Babes; and as it came more nigh, I knew that it was the Song of Honour, loud and triumphant, and sung by countless multitudes. And the Voices of the Organs rose up into thunder from the deep earth. And there was a great Honour done to the glory of the Dead. And afterwards, once more a silence.
And then, as the last of those fallen Heroes entered the quiet of the Dome, I heard the sound from beyond the Hills of the Babes again; as it drew closer, I realized it was the Song of Honor, loud and triumphant, sung by countless voices. And the sounds of the Organs rose like thunder from deep within the earth. There was great honor paid to the glory of the Dead. And afterwards, once again, there was silence.
Then did the Peoples of the Cities arrange themselves so that from every city whence had come a Hero, were the People of that City gathered together. And when they were so gathered, they set up Tokens of Memory to the Dead of their City. But afterwards did charge Artists to the making of sculpture great and beautiful to that same end; and now did but place Tablets against that time.
Then the people from the cities organized themselves so that everyone from a city that had produced a hero gathered together. Once they were assembled, they set up memorials for the fallen of their city. They then commissioned artists to create great and beautiful sculptures for that purpose, and for now, they just put up tablets in the meantime.
And afterwards the People did wander over that Country of Silence, and made visit and honour to their Ancestors, if such were deserving.
And afterwards, the People wandered through that Country of Silence, visiting and paying respect to their Ancestors, if they were deserving.
And presently, the mighty lifts did raise them all to the Cities of the Pyramid; and thereafter there was something more of usualness; save that ever the embrasures were full of those that watched the Youths afar upon the Great Road. And in this place I to remember how that our spy-glasses had surely some power of the Earth-Current to make greater the impulse of the light upon the eye. And they were like no spy-glass that ever you did see; but oddly shaped and to touch both the forehead and the eyes; and gave wonderful sight of the Land. But the Great Spy-Glass to be beyond all this; for it had the Eyes of it upon every side of The Mighty Pyramid, and did be truly an Huge Machine.
And soon, the powerful lifts took everyone up to the Cities of the Pyramid; and after that, things felt a bit more normal, except that the openings were always filled with people watching the Youths from afar along the Great Road. I remember how our spyglasses had some special power related to the Earth-Current that made the light hit our eyes more strongly. They looked nothing like any spyglass you’ve ever seen; they had an odd shape that touched both the forehead and the eyes, providing an amazing view of the Land. But the Great Spyglass was beyond all of this; it had lenses on every side of The Mighty Pyramid and was truly a Huge Machine.
And to me, as I went about my duties, or peered forth through the Great Spy-Glass at the Youths upon the Road Where The Silent Ones Walk, there came at times a far faint thrilling of the aether; so that sometimes I was aware that there was the beating of the Master-Word in the night; but so strange and weak, that the Instruments had no wotting of it. And when this came, then would I call back through all the everlasting night to Naani, who was indeed Mirdath; and I would send the Master-Word with my brain-elements; and afterwards such comfort as I might.
And as I went about my tasks, or looked through the Great Spy-Glass at the young people on the Road Where The Silent Ones Walk, I sometimes felt a faint thrill in the air; occasionally, I could sense the pulse of the Master-Word in the night. But it was so strange and weak that the Instruments couldn't detect it. When this happened, I would reach out through the endless night to Naani, who was truly Mirdath; I would send the Master-Word with my thoughts, and afterward, whatever comfort I could offer.
Yet hard and bitter was the truth of my helplessness and weakness, and the utter terror and might of the Evil Forces and Monsters of the Night Land. So that I was like to have brake my heart with pondering.
Yet hard and bitter was the truth of my helplessness and weakness, and the utter terror and power of the Evil Forces and Monsters of the Night Land. So, I was about to break my heart with thinking.
And the silence would come again; and anon the weak thrilling of the
Aether; but no more the far voice speaking in my soul.
And the silence would return; then the faint buzzing of the
Aether; but no longer the distant voice speaking to my soul.
V
INTO THE NIGHT LAND
Now, after that destruction which had come upon the Ten-thousand, and the fresh assurance that was upon us of the terror of the Night Land, it may be known that there could be no more thought to succour. Though, in truth, those Youths that went now upon the Road Where The Silent Ones Walk were far beyond our aid.
Now, after the devastation that hit the Ten-thousand, and the new certainty we had about the fear of the Night Land, it was clear that we could no longer consider offering help. Although, to be honest, those Young Ones who ventured onto the Road Where The Silent Ones Walk were well beyond our reach.
Yet might it be thought that we should have signalled to them, calling by the Home-Call, which was that great Voice which went forth from the Machine above the sealed base of the Mighty Pyramid. But this we might not do; for then we gave signal to the Monsters of that Land, that some were even now abroad from the Pyramid; yet we could no more than hope that the Evil Forces had no wotting of them; for, in verity, none might ever know the knowledge or the Ignorance which those Powers did possess.
Yet some might think we should have signaled to them, calling with the Home-Call, which was that great Voice that emanated from the Machine above the sealed base of the Mighty Pyramid. But we couldn't do that; if we had, we would have signaled to the Monsters of that Land that some were already out from the Pyramid. Still, we could only hope that the Evil Forces were unaware of them; for, truly, no one could ever know the knowledge or the Ignorance that those Powers held.
Yet, it must be kept to the mind that we knew even then there was an Influence abroad in the Land, strange and quiet; so that the Instruments did not more than make record of it. And as I have surely set down ere now, we had belief that it did come from that House of Silence, afar in the Night Land, upon that low hill to the North of the Great Road. And many among the Monstruwacans feared that it was directed upon the Youths; but of this there could be no surety; and we could but wait and watch.
Yet, we always knew there was a strange and quiet influence in the land, even then, so the Instruments only recorded it. As I’ve mentioned before, we believed it came from that House of Silence, far in the Night Land, on that low hill to the north of the Great Road. Many among the Monstruwacans feared it was aimed at the Youths, but we could never be sure; all we could do was wait and watch.
Now, about this time those poor Youths did draw nigh to that part of the
Road Where The Silent Ones Walk, where it turned more swiftly to the
North; and they to be now at no mighty distance from that grim and
horrid House.
Now, around this time, those poor youths approached that part of the
road where the Silent Ones walk, where it quickly turned north; and they were now not far from that grim and
horrible house.
And presently we knew that the Influence had a greater Power in the Land; and I had an assuredness that it came from the House; yet no certain proof was this. But I set out my feelings to the Master Monstruwacan; and he had trust in them and in my power; moreover, he also had belief within himself that some secret Power came out from the House of Silence.
And soon we realized that the Influence had a greater Power in the Land; I was sure it was coming from the House, though I had no solid proof. I shared my feelings with Master Monstruwacan, and he trusted them and my abilities; additionally, he believed himself that some hidden Power was coming from the House of Silence.
And some talk there was at times that we send the Home-Call into the night, to give warning to the Youths of our knowledge and our fear; and to entreat them to make a safe endeavour to return swiftly. Yet was this an error; and refused by the Master Monstruwacan; for it was not meet that we put the souls of those Youths in peril, until such time as we had certainty that they should be lost if we did not bestir ourselves. For, indeed, this Home-Call was as a mighty Voice, calling over the world, and did have so exceeding a noise, that it had immediately told all that Land how that some were yet abroad from the Great Redoubt. And here will I set down how that the Home-Call had no use in those ages; but had been a Call in the olden time when yet the great flying-ships went abroad over the world.
And sometimes there was talk about sending out the Home-Call into the night, to warn the Youths of what we knew and what we feared; and to urge them to make a safe effort to return quickly. But this was an error, and it was rejected by the Master Monstruwacan; for it was not right to put those Youths' lives in danger until we were certain they would be lost if we didn’t take action. Indeed, this Home-Call was like a powerful Voice, echoing across the world, and it was so loud that it immediately let everyone know in the Land that some were still away from the Great Redoubt. Here, I will note that the Home-Call had no purpose in those times; it had been a Call in the old days when the great flying-ships still traveled across the world.
And there passed now a day and a night; and in all that time there ceased not great multitudes to peer forth into the Night Land at the Youths. For it was known concerning the Influence, and all felt that the Youths did draw nigh very speedy to their fate; and much talk there was; and many things said, and much foolish speech, and kind intent; but no courage to go forth to make further attempt to rescue; which, in truth, calls not for great astonishment, as I have surely writ or oft thought.
And a day and a night went by; and during that time, large crowds kept watching the Night Land for the Youths. Everyone knew about the Influence, and it was clear that the Youths were quickly approaching their fate. There was a lot of discussion, many opinions shared, plenty of silly talk, and well-meaning intentions; but no one had the courage to step up and try to rescue them, which really isn't surprising, as I've often written or thought.
And in this place let me set down that the Land was, as it might be said, waked, and unquiet, and a sense of things passing in the night, and of horrid watchfulness; and there were, at this time and at that, low roars that went across the Land. And if I have not told the same before this time, it must be set to count against me and my telling; for, indeed, I should have writ it down before this place. Yet is the difficulty of my task great; and all must bear with me, and entreat for me that I have courage, so that I may come at last to strength and wisdom to tell all that I did see.
And here, I need to note that the Land felt alive, restless, and there was a feeling of something moving in the night, along with a dreadful awareness; at times, there were low growls echoing across the Land. If I haven't mentioned this before, it should be held against me and my storytelling; I really should have documented it earlier. Yet, my task is quite challenging, and I ask everyone to be patient with me and to hope for my courage, so that I can eventually gain the strength and wisdom to share everything I witnessed.
Now, in the space of this day and night, it was known that the Youths had not slept, neither had they eaten, save once, as they who had the watch through the Great Spy-Glass did affirm. But they to hasten alway at a woeful speed towards the North, along that Great Dismal Road, so that presently they must cease, or slay themselves with their endeavour.
Now, during this day and night, it was known that the youths had not slept, nor had they eaten, except once, as those who were on watch through the Great Spy-Glass confirmed. Yet they continued to rush at a desperate speed toward the North, along that Great Dismal Road, so that soon they would have to stop or hurt themselves with their efforts.
And all this did give surety to our fears that they were under a spell from that horrid House afar in the Land; and we had an assurance that this thing was. For, presently, there came a Monstruwacan to the Master Monstruwacan to report that there had come sudden a mighty Influence into the Land; and in the same moment, as it might be, I spied through the Great Spy-Glass, and did see those Youths break swiftly from the Road Where The Silent Ones Walk, and begin to run very swift that they might come quickly to the House of Silence.
And all of this definitely confirmed our fears that they were under a spell from that terrible House far away in the Land; and we were assured that this was true. Soon after, a Monstruwacan came to report to the Master Monstruwacan that a strong Influence had suddenly entered the Land; and just then, I looked through the Great Spy-Glass and saw those young people quickly break away from the Road Where The Silent Ones Walk and start running fast to get to the House of Silence.
Then did the Master Monstruwacan hesitate not; but did send the Home-Call across the world, aye, even to those poor doomed ones that hastened, unknowing, to the terror which did compel them. And immediately upon the sound, the Master did send a message to the natural eye, in set language, and made warning that they suffered themselves to be drawn to their destruction by a Force that came from within the House of Silence.
Then the Master Monstruwacan didn’t hesitate; he sent the Home-Call across the world, even to those poor doomed souls who hurried unknowingly toward the terror that was forcing them. As soon as the call was made, the Master sent a message to the natural eye, using clear language, warning them that they were allowing themselves to be led to their destruction by a Force that came from within the House of Silence.
And he besought them to put forth the strength of their spirits, and do battle for their souls; and if they could in no wise compass a victory over that which drew them onwards, to slay themselves quickly, ere they went into that House to the horror of utter destruction.
And he urged them to summon all their strength and fight for their souls; and if they couldn't find a way to overcome what was pulling them forward, to end their lives quickly before entering that place of complete destruction.
And in all the Pyramid was there a great silence; for the bellowing of the Home-Call bred a quietness, because of that which it did portend; and it was swiftly known by the millions that the Master Monstruwacan did plead for the souls of the Youths; and there went forth, unknowingly, a counter-force from the Mighty Pyramid, by reason of the prayers and soul-wishings of the countless millions.
And throughout the Pyramid, there was a deep silence; the echo of the Home-Call created a stillness because of what it signified; and it quickly became known to millions that the Master Monstruwacan was pleading for the souls of the Youths; and, unknowingly, a counter-force emanated from the Mighty Pyramid due to the prayers and heartfelt wishes of countless millions.
And the counter-force was plain to my inward hearing, and beat all the aether of the world into a surge of supplication; so that it stunned my spirit with the great power of it. And it seemed to me, as it were, that there was a vast spiritual-noise in all the night; and I spied tremblingly through the Great Spy-Glass, and lo! the Youths did cease from their swift running, and were come together in a crowd, and had a seeming to be confused; as might some who have waked suddenly from sleep, to find that they walked in their sleep, and had come to a strange place.
And I could clearly sense the counter-force within me, flooding the whole world with a wave of pleading; it left me in awe of its immense power. It felt as if there was a huge spiritual noise throughout the night. I cautiously looked through the Great Spy-Glass and saw that the young people had stopped their rapid running and gathered in a crowd, appearing bewildered—like someone who suddenly wakes from a dream only to realize they were sleepwalking and ended up in an unfamiliar place.
Then came there a great roar from all the millions that spied from the embrasures—from nigh five hundred thousand embrasures they did look, and I count not the great View-Tables. And the shouting rose up like to the roaring of a mighty wind of triumph, yet was it over-early to sound for victory. For the counter-force which came from the intensity of so many wills blent to one intent, was brake, and the Evil Force which came forth out of the House did draw the Youths again; so that they heeded not their salvation; but turned once again to their running.
Then there was a huge roar from all the millions watching from the openings—almost five hundred thousand openings they looked from, not counting the large Viewing Tables. The shouting climbed up like the roar of a powerful wind of triumph, but it was too soon to celebrate victory. The strong force that came from so many wills joined together was broken, and the Dark Force that emerged from the House pulled the Youths back; they ignored their salvation and turned once again to their escape.
And the Mighty Pyramid was full of a shaken silence, and immediately of lamentation and sorrow and horror at this thing. But in that moment there did happen a fresh wonder; for there grew suddenly before those poor Youths, billows of mist—as it had been of pure white fire, shining very chill; yet giving no light upon them.
And the Mighty Pyramid was filled with a heavy silence, and then immediately with cries of grief and fear about what had just happened. But in that moment, something amazing occurred; suddenly before those unfortunate young men, waves of mist appeared—like pure white fire, shining very coldly; yet not illuminating them at all.
And the mist of cold fire stayed their way, so that we had knowledge that there fought for the souls of them, one of those sweet Powers of Goodness, which we had belief did strive to ward our spirits at all times from those Forces of Evil and Destruction. And all the millions saw the thing; but some with a great clearness, and many doubtful; yet were all advanced more in spiritual sight and hearing than the normal Peoples of this Age.
And the mist of cold fire blocked their path, so we knew that one of those sweet Powers of Goodness was fighting for their souls, which we believed always tried to protect our spirits from the Forces of Evil and Destruction. All the millions witnessed this; some saw it very clearly, while many were unsure; yet everyone was more advanced in spiritual sight and hearing than the people of this Age.
But of them all, none had the Night-Hearing, to know a soul having speech in the aether half across the world. Yet, as I have said, some there had been aforetime who were thus given the Hearing, even as was I.
But of all of them, none had the Night-Hearing to sense someone speaking in the ether from halfway across the world. Still, as I mentioned, there had been some in the past who possessed that Hearing, just like I did.
And there came a Monstruwacan to the Master Monstruwacan to make report that the Influence had ceased to work upon the Instruments; and by this thing we knew that in verity the Force which proceeded out from the House of Silence was cut off from us, and from those Youths; and we had assurance that there fought a very mighty Power for the salvation of the souls of the Youths.
And a Monstruwacan came to the Master Monstruwacan to report that the Influence had stopped affecting the Instruments; and from this, we understood that the Force coming from the House of Silence was truly cut off from us and from those Young Ones; and we were assured that a very powerful force was fighting for the salvation of the souls of the Young Ones.
And all the Peoples were silent, save for an underbreath of wonder and talk; for all were utter stirred with hope and fear, perceiving that the Youths had some chance given unto them to return.
And everyone was quiet, except for a murmuring of amazement and conversation; everyone was filled with hope and fear, realizing that the Young People had a chance to come back.
And whilst the Youths yet wavered in their minds, as I perceived with the Great Spy-Glass, and the knowledge of my soul, and of my natural wit, lo! the Master Monstruwacan sent once more the great Voice of the Home-Call abroad into the Land; and immediately besought those Youths for the sake of their souls and the love which their Mothers had for them, to come swiftly Homewards, whilst they had yet this great Power to shield them, and allow them sweet sanity.
And while the young people were still unsure, as I could see with my keen insight and understanding, suddenly, the Master Monstruwacan sent out the powerful Voice of the Home-Call across the land. He immediately urged those young people, for the sake of their well-being and the love their mothers had for them, to come home quickly while they still had this great power to protect them and provide them with clarity.
And I thought that some did look towards the Pyramid, as that they answered to the mighty Voice of the Home-Call, and did read the message which the Master Monstruwacan made to them. But in a moment they faced about, seeming to have a good obedience to one who did always lead; and of whom I had inquired, and found to be one named Aschoff, who was a great athlete of the Nine-Hundredth-City. And this same Aschoff, out of the boldness and bravery of his heart, did make, unwitting, to destroy the souls of them all; for he went forward and leapt into the billows of the bright shining fire that made a Barrier in the way of their Destruction.
And I thought some of them were looking toward the Pyramid, as if they were responding to the powerful call of home, reading the message that the Master Monstruwacan had for them. But in an instant, they turned around, appearing to follow someone who always led; I had asked about him and learned that his name was Aschoff, a great athlete from the Nine-Hundredth City. And this same Aschoff, in his boldness and bravery, unknowingly threatened to destroy them all, as he moved forward and jumped into the bright, shining flames that acted as a barrier against their destruction.
And immediately the fire ceased from its shining, and gave way and sank and grew to a nothingness; and Aschoff of the Nine-Hundredth-City began again to run towards the House of Silence; and all they that were with him, did follow faithfully, and ceased not to run.
And right away the fire stopped shining, faded away, and disappeared into nothing; and Aschoff from the Nine-Hundredth City started running again toward the House of Silence, and everyone with him followed faithfully, not stopping their run.
And they came presently to the low Hill whereon was that horrid House; and they went up swiftly—and they were two hundred and fifty, and wholesome of heart, and innocent; save for a natural waywardness of spirit.
And they soon arrived at the low hill where that dreadful house stood; and they climbed up quickly—and there were two hundred and fifty of them, strong-hearted, and innocent; except for a natural tendency to be a bit rebellious.
And they came to the great open doorway that "hath been open since the Beginning," and through which the cold steadfast light and the inscrutable silence of Evil "hath made for ever a silence that may be felt in all the Land." And the great, uncased windows gave out the silence and the light—aye, the utter silence of an unholy desolation.
And they reached the huge open doorway that "has been open since the Beginning," through which the cold, unwavering light and the mysterious silence of Evil "has created a silence that can be felt throughout the Land." And the large, uncovered windows let out the silence and the light—yes, the complete silence of an unholy emptiness.
And Aschoff ran in through the great doorway of silence, and they that followed. And they nevermore came out or were seen by any human.
And Aschoff ran through the huge doorway of silence, followed by the others. They never came out again or were seen by anyone.
And it must be known that the Mothers and the Fathers of those Youths looked out into the Night Land, and saw that thing which came to pass.
And it's important to note that the mothers and fathers of those young people looked out into the Night Land and saw what happened.
And all the people were silent; but some said presently that the Youths would come forth again; yet the people knew in their hearts that the young men had gone in to Destruction; for, in truth, there was that in the night which spoke horror to the souls of all, and a sudden utter quiet in all the Land.
And everyone was silent; some suggested that the young men would come back, but deep down, the crowd knew that the youths had walked into danger. There was something in the night that instilled fear in everyone’s hearts, and a sudden stillness fell over the entire land.
But unto me (that had the Night-Hearing) there came a great Fear of that which might be whispered into my spirit, out of the Quietness of the night—of the agony of those young men. Yet there came no sound, to the hearing of the soul; neither then nor in all the years that were to come; for, in verity, had those Youths passed into a Silence of which the heart cannot think.
But for me (who had the ability to hear the night), there came a deep fear of what might be whispered to my spirit from the stillness of the night—of the pain of those young men. Yet there was no sound for the soul to hear; neither then nor in all the years that followed; for, truly, those youths had entered a silence that the heart cannot comprehend.
And here will I tell how that the strange Quiet which did fill all the Land, seeming to brood within the night, was horrid beyond all the roarings which had passed over the darkness in the time that went before; so that it had given my spirit some rest and assurance to hear but the far-echoing, low thunder of the Great Laughter, or the whining which was used at times to sound in the night from the South-East, where were the Silver-fire Holes that opened before the Thing that Nods. Or the Baying of the Hounds, or the Roaring of the Giants, or any of those dreadful sounds that did often pass through the night. For they could not have offended me as did that time of silence; and so shall you judge how dreadful was that quiet, which did hold so much of horror.
And now I will explain how the strange stillness that filled the whole land, seeming to linger in the night, was more terrifying than all the noises that had echoed through the darkness before; it gave my spirit a bit of relief and reassurance to hear only the distant, low rumble of the Great Laughter, or the whimpering sounds that sometimes came from the South-East, where the Silver-fire Holes opened before the Thing that Nods. Or the howling of the Hounds, or the Roaring of the Giants, or any of those terrifying noises that often filled the night. Because none of them could have disturbed me as much as that time of silence; and so you can see how dreadful that quiet was, which held so much horror.
And surely it will be known that none had thinkings now, even in idle speech, that any should have power to succour the Peoples of the Lesser Redoubt. Neither, as I have said, had any the knowledge of the place where it did stand.
And it's clear that no one thought, even in casual conversation, that anyone would have the ability to help the People of the Lesser Redoubt. Also, as I've mentioned, no one knew where it was located.
And so was it made plain that those Peoples must suffer and come unhelped and alone to their end; which was a sad and dreadful thought to any. Yet had those within the Great Pyramid come already to much sorrow and calamity because that some had made attempt in this matter. And there had been for gain, only failure, and the sorrow of Mothers, and the loneliness of Wives, and of kin. And now this dread horror upon us, which concerned those lost Youths.
And so it became clear that those people would have to face their fate alone and without help, which was a sad and terrifying idea for anyone. But those inside the Great Pyramid had already experienced a lot of pain and misfortune because some had tried to intervene in this situation. All that had come from those efforts was failure, bringing grief to mothers, loneliness to wives, and sorrow to family members. And now this dreadful horror lay upon us, concerning those lost youths.
Now, as may be conceived, this sure knowledge that we might give no succour to the People of the Lesser Redoubt, weighed heavy upon my heart; for I had, maybe with foolishness, held vague hopes and wonders concerning our power to make expedition secretly into the Night, to discover that Lesser Pyramid, and rescue those poor thousands; and above all, as may be thought, had I the thought of that sweet moment in which I should step forward out of the night and all mystery and terror, and put forth mine arms to Naani, saying: "I am That One." And knowing, in my soul, that she that had been mine in that bygone Eternity, should surely know me upon the instant; and call out swiftly, and come swiftly, and be again unto me in that age, even as she had been in this.
Now, as you can imagine, this sure knowledge that we couldn't help the People of the Lesser Redoubt weighed heavily on my heart; because I had, perhaps foolishly, held onto vague hopes and dreams about our ability to secretly venture into the Night, to find that Lesser Pyramid, and rescue those poor thousands. And above all, I imagined that sweet moment when I would step out of the night and all its mystery and terror and reach out my arms to Naani, saying: "I am That One." And knowing deep in my soul that she, who had been mine in that distant Eternity, would surely recognize me instantly; and would call out quickly, come swiftly, and be with me again in that time, just like she had been in this one.
And to think upon it, and to know that this thing should never be; but that, even in that moment of thought, she that had been mine in these olden days of sweetness, might be even then suffering horror in the Power of some foul Monster, was like a kind of madness; so that nearly I could seize the Diskos, and run forth unprepared into the evil and terror of the Night Land, that I should make one attempt to come to that Place where she abode, or else to cast off my life in the attempt.
And to think about it, and to know that this shouldn't ever happen; but that, even in that moment of reflection, she who had once been mine during those sweet, old days, might even then be suffering terribly at the hands of some awful monster, felt like a kind of madness. I could almost grab the Diskos and run out into the fear and darkness of the Night Land, determined to make one attempt to reach the place where she was, or else to give up my life trying.
And oft did I call to Naani; and always I sent the Master-Word beating through the night, that she might have assurance that it was indeed I that did speak unto her spirit, and no foul thing or Monster, spelling evil and lies unto her.
And often I called out to Naani; and I always sent the Master-Word echoing through the night, so she could be sure that it was really me speaking to her spirit, and not some evil thing or monster spreading lies and malice to her.
And oft did I make to instruct her that never should she be tempted forth from the shelter of that Redoubt in which she did live, by any message out of the night; but always to await the Master-Word; and, moreover, to have a sure knowledge that none that was her Friend would ever seek to entice her into the night.
And many times I tried to teach her that she should never be tempted to leave the safety of that stronghold where she lived, by any message from the night; but to always wait for the Master-Word; and, furthermore, to be sure that none of her friends would ever try to coax her into the night.
And this way and that way would I speak with Naani, sending my words silently with my brain-elements; yet was it doleful and weariful and dreadful always to have speech into the dark, and never to hear the answering beat of the Master-Word, and the sweet, faint voice whispering within my soul. Yet, once and again, would I have knowledge that the aether did thrill about me, weakly, and to mine inward hearing it would seem that the Master-Word did beat faintly in the night; and thereafter would my heart have a little comfort, in that I had assurance, of a kind, that the love-maid of my memory-dreams did still live.
I would communicate in every way with Naani, sending my thoughts silently with my mind; yet it was always sad, tiring, and terrifying to speak into the silence and never hear the comforting response of the Master-Word, or the gentle, soft voice whispering within my soul. Still, every now and then, I felt the faint vibrations in the air around me, and to my inner hearing, it seemed that the Master-Word echoed softly in the night; after that, my heart would find a bit of comfort, knowing in some way that the love-maid of my cherished memories was still alive.
And constant, I put forth my soul to hark; so that my health failed me, with the effort of my harking; and I would chide my being, that I had not a wiser control; and so make a fight to do sanely.
And consistently, I put my heart into listening; so much so that my health started to suffer from the effort; and I would scold myself for not having better self-control; and so I tried to battle through to stay sane.
Yet, day by day, did my heart grow more weary and restless; for, indeed, it did seem that life was but a very little matter, against so great a loss as my heart did feel to suffer.
Yet, day by day, my heart grew more tired and restless; for, it truly felt like life was just a small thing compared to the huge loss my heart was experiencing.
And oft, at this time and that, did there come a Voice speaking plainly out of the night, and did purport to be the voice of Naani; but ever I did say the Master-Word unto the Voice, and the Voice had no power by which it could make the one answer. Yet I jeered not at the Voice, to show contempt of its failing to bewit me; but let the matter bide; and the Voice would be silent a time; and again would make a calling unto me; but never did I make speech with it (for therein lies the danger to the soul), but always did speak the Master-Word to its silencing; and thereafter would shut the thing from my memory, and think only upon sweet and holy matters, as it might be Truth and Courage, but more often of Naani, which was both sweet and holy to my spirit and heart and being.
And often, from time to time, a Voice would come clearly out of the night, claiming to be the voice of Naani; but I always said the Master-Word to the Voice, and it had no power to respond. Yet I didn't mock the Voice to show contempt for its inability to deceive me; instead, I let it be and waited. The Voice would be silent for a while and then call out to me again; but I never spoke to it (for that is dangerous to the soul). I always spoke the Master-Word to silence it and then pushed it out of my memory, focusing only on sweet and uplifting thoughts, like Truth and Courage, but more often about Naani, who was both sweet and uplifting to my spirit, heart, and being.
And so it was as I have set down, there were Monsters without in the Night that did torment me; having, it may be, intent to lure me unto destruction; or indeed it doth chance that they had no hope but to plague me with malice.
And so it was as I’ve written, there were monsters out there in the night that tormented me; perhaps they intended to lure me to my doom; or maybe they just aimed to torment me with their malice.
And, as may be thought, all this considering of my trouble, and the giving of my strength unto Naani through the night of the world, that she might have comfort and help, did work upon me; so that I grew thin, plainly to the eye of those that loved me.
And, as you might expect, all this thinking about my troubles and giving my strength to Naani throughout the night of the world so she could find comfort and help took a toll on me; I became noticeably thinner to those who cared about me.
And the Master Monstruwacan, he that did love me, as I were his son, chid me gently, and had wise speech with me; so that I but loved him the more, yet without having gain of health; for my heart destroyed me, as it doth if love be held back and made always to weep.
And the Master Monstruwacan, who loved me like I was his son, gently scolded me and talked to me wisely; this only made me love him more, even though I didn’t gain any health from it. My heart was breaking, just like it does when love is repressed and left to constantly hurt.
And it may be thought strange that my Mother and my Father did not talk also with me; but I had neither Mother nor Father those many years; and this thing I should have set down early; so that none should waste thought pondering to no end. But the blame is to my telling.
And it might seem odd that my Mom and Dad didn't talk to me either; but I hadn't had a Mom or Dad for so many years; and I should have mentioned this earlier, so that no one would waste their thoughts on it. But the fault lies with my storytelling.
Now, concerning my love-trouble, there did happen a certain thing which gave me to decide; for one night I waked from a sore troubled sleep, and it did seem that Naani did call my name, mine olden love name, and in a voice of utter anguish and with beseeching. And I sat up in the bed, and sent the Master-Word into the Night, with my brain-elements; and presently all about me there was the solemn beat of the Master-Word, answering; but weak, and gone faint, that scarce I might hear it.
Now, about my love troubles, something happened that made me decide. One night, I woke up from a restless sleep, and it felt like Naani was calling my name, my old love name, in a voice full of pain and desperation. I sat up in bed and sent the Master-Word into the Night with my thoughts, and soon the solemn rhythm of the Master-Word surrounded me, but it was weak and fading, barely audible.
And I called again with my brain-elements unto Naani, that was Mirdath; and spoke to give her assurance, and to haste to tell unto me that which was so wrong and pitiful with her. And who shall be amazed that I was shaken with the eagerness of my spirit, in that it was so long since Naani had spoken clear within my soul; and now behold, her voice.
And I called out again with my thoughts to Naani, who was Mirdath; and I spoke to reassure her, eager to hear what was wrong and so distressing for her. Who wouldn't be surprised that I was filled with anticipation, since it had been so long since Naani had spoken clearly to my heart; and now, look, there was her voice.
Yet, though I did call many a time unto the everlasting night, there came no more the voice of Naani, speaking strangely within my spirit; but only at times a weak thrilling of the aether about me.
Yet, even though I called many times into the endless night, the voice of Naani, speaking oddly within my soul, no longer came to me; instead, there were only occasional faint vibrations in the air around me.
And, at the last I grew maddened with the sorrow of this thing, and the sense and knowledge of harm about the maid; and I stood upright upon my feet, and I raised my hands, and gave word and honour unto Naani through all the blackness of the night, that I would no more abide within the Mighty Pyramid to my safety, whilst she, that had been mine Own through Eternity, came to horror and destruction by the Beasts and Evil Powers of that Dark World. And I gave the word with my brain-elements, and bade her to be of heart; for that until I died I would seek her. But out of the Darkness there came naught but the silence.
And finally, I became overwhelmed with grief over this situation and the realization of the danger surrounding the girl. I stood up, raised my hands, and promised Naani, amidst the darkness of the night, that I wouldn't stay safe inside the Mighty Pyramid while she, who had been my own for eternity, faced horror and destruction from the Beasts and Evil Powers of that dark world. I sent this message with my thoughts and urged her to stay strong because I would search for her until I died. But from the Darkness, there was only silence.
Then I clothed me swiftly, and went up quickly to the Tower of Observation, that I might speak instant with the Master Monstruwacan; for my heart burned in me to intention, and to be doing speedily that which I had set upon myself to do.
Then I quickly got dressed and hurried up to the Observation Tower to speak with the Master Monstruwacan right away; my heart was racing with determination, and I was eager to accomplish what I had set out to do.
And I came to the Master Monstruwacan, and told all to him; and how that I did mean no more to suffer in quiet and to no end; but to make adventure into the Night Land, that I find Naani, or perchance find a swift peace from this my long troubling.
And I went to Master Monstruwacan and told him everything; how I didn’t want to endure in silence anymore without purpose but to venture into the Night Land to find Naani, or maybe to find a quick end to my long suffering.
Now, when the Master Monstruwacan heard that which I had to say, it sat heavily upon him, and he besought me long and many times that I refrain from this thing; for that none might achieve so great a task; but that I should be lost in my Youth before many days were gone by. Yet to all his speech I said naught, save that this thing was laid upon me, and even as I had promised, so should I make to act.
Now, when the Master Monstruwacan heard what I had to say, it weighed heavily on him, and he pleaded with me many times to avoid this thing; for no one could accomplish such a daunting task, and he feared I would lose myself in my youth before long. But in response to all his arguments, I said nothing, except that this burden was placed upon me, and just as I had promised, I would take action.
And in the ending, the Master Monstruwacan perceived that I was set to this thing, and not to be moved; and he did put it to me how that I had grown to leanness, with so much troubling, and that I should have wisdom to wait awhile, that I put on my full strength.
And in the end, the Master Monstruwacan realized that I was determined about this matter and would not be swayed; he pointed out that I had become thin from so much worry, and that I should have the wisdom to wait a bit longer until I regained my full strength.
But even as I was, so would I go; and this I told to him, gently; and showed how that the thing was meet and helpful to the safety of my soul; for that my strength was still in me; yet was I sweeter in spirit because that I stood lean and pure, and much poor dross and littleness had been burned from me; so that fear was not in me. And all do I lay to the count of my love, which doth purify and make sweet and fearless the human heart.
But even as I was, so would I go; and I told him this gently; and explained how it was right and beneficial for the safety of my soul; for I still had my strength; yet I felt lighter in spirit because I had become lean and pure, and much of the unnecessary weight and smallness had been burned away from me; so that I felt no fear. And I attribute all of this to my love, which purifies and fills the human heart with sweetness and fearlessness.
And because I was even as I have said, so was I the less in trouble of the Forces of Evil; for long and sore had been my Preparation of Spirit; and I wot that none had ever gone forth into the Darkness, so long withholden from that which doth weaken and taint the spirit.
And because I was just as I mentioned, I was less troubled by the Forces of Evil; for a long time my spirit had been deeply prepared; and I know that no one has ever ventured into the Darkness after being held back for so long from what weakens and corrupts the spirit.
And here let me set down how that the Three Days of Preparation, which were Proper to those that willed to go forth into the Night Land, had for their chief aim the cleansing of the spirit; so that the Powers of Evil did have a less ableness to harm.
And here let me explain that the Three Days of Preparation, which were necessary for those who wanted to venture into the Night Land, primarily aimed to purify the spirit; so that the Powers of Evil had less ability to cause harm.
But also it was, as I have said, that none should go forth in ignorance of the full dreadfulness of all that held the Night; for it was at the Preparation that there was made known certain horrors that were not told unto the young; and of horrid mutilations, and of abasements of the soul, that did shake the heart with fear, if but they were whispered into the hearing. And these things were not set down in any book that might be lightly come by; but were warded and safe locked by the Master of The Preparation, in the Room of Preparation.
But it was also, as I mentioned, that no one should go out unaware of the full awfulness of everything that enveloped the Night; for it was during the Preparation that certain horrors were revealed that weren't shared with the young. These horrors included terrible mutilations and soul-degrading acts that could shake one's heart with fear, even if they were only whispered. And these things weren't written down in any easily accessible book; they were secured and safely locked away by the Master of The Preparation, in the Room of Preparation.
And, indeed, when I did hear that which presently I was to hear, I had wonder in my heart that ever any went out into the Night Land; or that ever the Room of Preparation should have other than Students that meant not to go forth, but only to achieve some knowledge of that which hath been done, and mayhaps shall be once again.
And, truly, when I heard what I was about to hear, I felt a wonder in my heart that anyone would venture into the Night Land; or that the Room of Preparation would have anyone other than Students who didn't intend to go out, but only wanted to gain some understanding of what has happened and might happen again.
Yet, in verity, is this but the way of the human heart; and hath always been, and will be so in all the years, for ever. For to adventure is the lust of Youth; and to leave Safety is the natural waywardness of the spirit; and who shall reprove or regret; for it were sorrowful that this Spirit of Man should cease. Yet must it not be thought that I do uphold fightings to the death or to mutilation, between man and man; but rather do sorrow upon this thought.
Yet, really, this is just how the human heart works; it always has and always will be this way throughout the years, forever. For seeking adventure is the desire of youth; and leaving safety is the natural rebelliousness of the spirit; and who should criticize or feel regret? It would be sad for this spirit of mankind to fade away. However, I don't support fighting to the death or causing harm between people; instead, I feel sorrow over this idea.
Now, when the morrow came, if thus I shall speak of that which was outwardly even as the night, though changing alway within the Mighty Pyramid, I went unto the Room of Preparation; and the Door was closed upon me; and I underwent the Full Preparation; that I might have full power and aid to come to success through all the terror of the Night Land.
Now, when the next day arrived, if I may describe what was on the surface as much like the night, yet constantly changing within the Mighty Pyramid, I went to the Room of Preparation; and the Door was closed behind me; and I went through the Full Preparation; so that I could gain all the strength and support I needed to succeed through all the fear of the Night Land.
And three days and three nights did I abide within the Room of Preparation; and upon the fourth day was mine armour brought unto me; and the Master of the Preparation stood away from me, silent and with sorrow upon his face; but touching me not, neither coming anigh to aid me; nor having any speech with me; for none might crowd upon me, or cause me to answer.
And I stayed in the Room of Preparation for three days and three nights; on the fourth day, my armor was brought to me. The Master of Preparation stood apart, silent and sorrowful, but he didn’t touch me, come close to help me, or speak to me; no one could crowd around me or make me respond.
And, presently, was I clad with the grey armour; and below the armour a close-knit suit of special shaping and texture, to have the shape of the armour, and that I might not die by the cold of the Night Land. And I placed upon me a scrip of food and drink, that might keep the life within me for a great time, by reason of its preparation; and this lay ready to me, with the armour, and was stitched about with the Mark of Honour; so that I knew loving women thus to speed me.
And now, I was dressed in the gray armor; underneath the armor was a snug-fitting suit designed specifically to fit the armor and to protect me from the cold of the Night Land. I packed a bag of food and drink that was prepared to sustain me for a long time, and this was ready for me alongside the armor, stitched with the Mark of Honor, so I knew that caring women had sent me off well.
And when all was done and made ready, I took up the Diskos, and bowed in silence to the Master of the Preparation; and he went towards the door, and opened it; and signalled that the People stand back; so that I might go forth untouched. And the People stood back; for many had crowded to the door of the Room of Preparation, so that I knew how that my story must be to the heart of all, in all the Cities of the Great Redoubt; for to come unbidden anigh that Door was against the Lesser Law, and that any erred in this matter, betokened much.
And when everything was finished and ready, I picked up the Diskos and silently bowed to the Master of the Preparation. He walked over to the door, opened it, and signaled for the crowd to step back so I could leave unharmed. The crowd moved back, as many had pressed against the door of the Room of Preparation, and I realized how significant my story must be to everyone in all the Cities of the Great Redoubt. To approach that door without being invited was against the Lesser Law, and if anyone made that mistake, it meant a lot.
And I went out through the Door; and there was a mighty lane of people unto the Great Lift. And about the Great Lift, as I went downwards, did the countless millions stand; and all in a great silence; but having dear sympathy in their souls; yet loyal unto my safety, in that none in all the Mighty Pyramid did make speech unto me, or call out aught. And as I went downward through the miles, lo! all the aether of the world seemed to be surged with the silent prayers and speedings of those quiet multitudes.
And I walked out through the door; and there was a huge crowd of people heading to the Great Lift. As I went down, countless millions surrounded the Great Lift; everyone was silent but filled with deep sympathy in their hearts, loyal to my safety, as no one in the Mighty Pyramid spoke to me or called out anything. As I descended through the miles, it felt like the whole atmosphere was filled with the silent prayers and hopes of those quiet masses.
And I came at last unto the Great Gate; and behold the dear Master Monstruwacan did stand in full armour, and with the Diskos, to do me honour, with the Full Watch, as I went forth. And I looked at him, quietly, and he looked unto me, and I bent my head to show respect; and he made silent salute with the Diskos; and afterwards I went onwards towards the Great Gateway.
And finally, I arrived at the Great Gate; and there stood the esteemed Master Monstruwacan in full armor, holding the Diskos to honor me, along with the Full Watch, as I stepped forward. I looked at him quietly, and he looked at me, and I nodded my head to show respect; he responded with a silent salute using the Diskos; and then I continued on toward the Great Gateway.
And they made dim the lights in the Great Causeway, that there should no glare go forth into the Land, when the Gate was opened; and behold, they opened not the lesser gate within the greater, for me; but did honour my journey, in that they swung wide the Great Gate itself, through which a monstrous army might pass. And there was an utter silence all about the Gate; and in the hushed light the two thousand that made the Full Watch, held up each the Diskos, silently, to make salute; and humbly, I held up the Diskos reversed, and went forward into the Dark.
And they dimmed the lights in the Great Causeway so that no glare would shine into the Land when the Gate was opened; and look, they did not open the smaller gate within the larger one for me, but honored my journey by swinging wide the Great Gate itself, through which a massive army could pass. There was complete silence all around the Gate; and in the quiet light, the two thousand who made the Full Watch held up their Diskos in silence to salute; and humbly, I held up my Diskos upside down and stepped into the Dark.
VI
THE WAY THAT I DID GO
Now I went forward for a space, and took heed not to look backwards; but to be strong of heart and spirit; for that which did lie before me had need of all my manhood and courage of soul, that I come to the succour of that Maid afar in the darkness of the World, or meet my death proper, as it might need to be.
Now I moved ahead for a while, making sure not to look back; I needed to be strong in heart and spirit because what lay ahead required all my bravery and courage. I was determined to help that girl far away in the darkness of the world or face my own death, if that’s how it turned out.
And thus did I go forward steadfastly, and conscious in all my being of the emotions of that parting from my mighty Home, and of the tenderness and wiseness that did underlie so much curbed rule and guidance.
And so I moved forward steadily, fully aware of the feelings that came with leaving my powerful Home, and of the compassion and wisdom that supported all that restrained control and guidance.
And my heart was warm towards the Master Monstruwacan for that great honour, that he should come downward in armour to make one with the Full Watch, that he might uphold me to a lofty spirit at the moment of my going.
And I felt grateful to Master Monstruwacan for the honor of him descending in armor to join the Full Watch, so he could lift my spirits as I prepared to leave.
And all that time as I went forward, was the aether of the night about me, in tumult with the thoughts and blind wishings of the great millions I had but now left to my back.
And all that time as I moved ahead, the night air swirled around me, filled with the restless thoughts and unspoken hopes of the countless people I had just left behind.
And, presently, as I steadied somewhat upon my emotions, I was conscious of the exceeding coldness of the night air, and of the different taste of it upon my lungs and in the mouth; and it had, as it were, a wondrous keen sharping upon my palate, and did fill the lips more in the breathing; so that it may be supposed it had more body within it than that air which did fill the plateau of the Thousandth City where was my home; for the air of every City was of difference, and the greater between one that was afar up and another nigh to the earth, as may be thought; so that many Peoples did migrate unto that level which gave them best healthfulness; but under rule, and with a guidance of quantities. And not all that were lacking of health; for, some are ever contrary.
And as I gained control over my emotions, I became aware of just how cold the night air was and how different it felt in my lungs and mouth. It had an astonishing sharpness on my taste buds and made my lips feel fuller with each breath, suggesting it was denser than the air in the Thousandth City, where I lived. The air in each city was distinct, with a noticeable difference between high elevations and those closer to the ground. Many people migrated to the level that suited their health best, but this was a regulated process with specific guidelines. Not everyone struggled with their health; some people always seemed to thrive, regardless.
And here let me set down that, within the deeps of the Fields, there was air utter varied and wonderful, that might charm one here and likewise sorrow another that were happier elsewhere; so that all might have suiting, did they but wander, and have Reason to companion them.
And here I want to note that, deep within the Fields, there was air that was truly diverse and amazing, capable of charming one person while making another, who was happier in a different place, feel sad; so that everyone could find what suited them, if they just wandered around and had Reason to accompany them.
And thus did I go forward, full of new thoughts and olden memories, and fresh-breaking wonders; neither forgetting something of doubts and fears more than a little. And again was it most cunning strange to be out there in the Night Land—though not yet afar—where often had my fancies and imaginings led me; yet until that time never had I touched foot, in all that life, upon the outward earth. And this must be a wondrous quaint seeming thought to those of this present day.
And so I moved on, filled with new ideas and old memories, and exciting new wonders; still holding onto a bit of doubt and fear. It was really strange to be out there in the Night Land—though not too far away—where my fantasies and imaginations had often taken me; but until that moment, I had never set foot on the outer earth in all my life. This must seem like a wonderfully odd thought to people today.
And so came I, at last, nigh to the Circle that did go about the Redoubt; and presently I was come to it; and something astonished was I that it had no great bigness; for I had looked for this by reasoning; having always a mind to picture things as they might be truly, and hence coming sometimes to the wonder of a great truth; but odd whiles to errors that others had not made. And now, lo! I did find it but a small, clear tube that had not two inches of thickness; yet sent out a very bright and strong light, so that it seemed greater to the eye, did one but behold from a distance.
And so I finally arrived at the Circle surrounding the Redoubt; and before long, I was right there; and I was somewhat surprised to see that it wasn’t very big; I had expected it to be larger due to my reasoning; always trying to picture things accurately, which sometimes led me to discover great truths, but other times to mistakes that others hadn’t made. And now, here I found it to be just a small, clear tube less than two inches thick; yet it emitted a very bright and strong light, making it appear larger to the eye when viewed from a distance.
And this is but a little thing to set to the telling; yet may it give something of the newness of all; and, moreover, shall you have memory with me in this place, how that oft had I seen Things and Beast-Monsters peer over that same little tube of light, their faces coming forward out of the night.
And this is just a small detail to share; still, it may give you a sense of everything being new. Also, you might remember with me here how often I saw things and beast-monsters looking through that same little tube of light, their faces emerging from the darkness.
And this had I seen as child and man; for as children, we did use to keep oft a watch by hours upon an holiday-time, through the great glasses of the embrasures. And we did always hope each to be that one that should first discover a monster looking inwards upon the Mighty Pyramid, across the shining of the Circle. And these to come oft; yet presently to slink away into the night; having, in verity, no liking for that light.
And I witnessed this as both a child and an adult; for as kids, we often kept watch for hours during holiday times, peering through the large windows of the fortifications. We always hoped that one of us would be the first to spot a monster gazing at the Great Pyramid, across the shine of the Circle. They would come frequently, yet would quickly retreat into the night, having no real fondness for that light.
And pride had we taken of ourselves to perceive those monsters which had most of ugliness and horror to commend them; for, thereby did we stand to have won the game of watching, until such time as a more fearsome Brute be discovered. And so went the play; yet with ever, it doth seem to me now, something of a half-known shudder to the heart, and a child's rejoicing unknowingly in that safety which had power to make light the seeming of such matters.
And we took pride in being able to see those monsters that were the ugliest and most horrifying; because of that, we felt we were winning the game of watching, until a more terrifying creature was found. And so the game continued; yet even now, it seems to me there was always a kind of half-known shudder in my heart, mixed with a child's joy in the safety that allowed us to downplay the seriousness of these things.
And this, also, is but a small matter; yet doth it bear upon the inwardness of my feelings; for the memories of all my youth and of the many Beasts that I had seen to peer across the Light, did come upwards in my mind in that moment; so that I did give back a little, unthinking of what I did; but having upon me the sudden imagining of that which might come out of the Dark, beyond.
And this is just a small thing, but it really affects my feelings; all the memories of my youth and the many creatures I had seen peering through the Light flooded my mind in that moment. I involuntarily responded a bit, not thinking about what I was doing, but suddenly imagining what could emerge from the Dark beyond.
And I to stand a little moment, and presently had grown free in my heart to have courage of farewell; and so did turn me at last to the viewing of that wondrous Home of the Last Millions of this World. And the sight was an astonishment and an uplifting, that indeed there was so mighty a thing in all the earth.
And I stood still for a moment, and soon felt a sense of freedom in my heart to be brave enough to say goodbye; so I finally turned to look at that amazing Home of the Last Millions in this World. The sight was incredible and uplifting, that such a powerful thing existed on this earth.
And well might be that there were Monsters and Forces gathered together about that Hill of Life, out of all the Darkness of the World; for the thing was as a Mighty Mountain that went up measureless into the night; and spread out upon the earth to the right and to the left of me, so that it did seem to hold all the world with its might.
And it could very well be that there were Monsters and Forces gathered around that Hill of Life, emerging from all the Darkness of the World; because it was like a Huge Mountain that rose endlessly into the night and spread out on the ground to my right and left, making it seem like it held all the world with its power.
And in the nearer slope were there three hundred thousand great embrasures, as well I did know; there being in all the four sides of the Redoubt, twelve hundred thousand embrasures, as was set out in the books of the schools, and upon the cover of Atlas-books as they still quaintly to be called, and many another place, as might be supposed.
And on the nearby slope, there were three hundred thousand large openings, as I was aware; there were a total of twelve hundred thousand openings on all four sides of the Redoubt, as detailed in the school textbooks and on the covers of Atlas books, which they still oddly call that, and in many other places, as one might expect.
And half a mile upward was the lowest tier of those great window-places, and above that, countless other tiers. And a great light came out from them into the darkness; so that I looked up into the night many miles, and yet did see them in shining rows; and did make separate each embrasure from its fellow for a great way. But there grew yet more, above in the mighty distance, so that they were lost in the upward space of the night, and did seem to me presently but as a constant, glimmering fire, that did shape a shining Peak into the blackness of the heavens, dwindling into the utmost height. And thus was that Everlasting Monument.
And half a mile up was the lowest level of those gigantic windows, with countless other levels above. A great light streamed from them into the darkness, allowing me to gaze up into the night for miles and still see them in shining rows, distinguishing each opening from the others for quite a distance. But there were even more above in the vast distance, fading into the endless expanse of the night, and they appeared to me as a constant, shimmering fire, forming a glowing peak against the black sky, diminishing into the highest point. And thus stood that Everlasting Monument.
Then did it come to me that those little things, which I did see to cluster against the embrasures, were in truth the countless millions of the Mighty Redoubt; and this I could make out with some plainness in those lower embrasures, which were the more near to me than they above; for the Peoples were set against the light within, yet were as small things like unto insects, in that distance, and within so Huge a Bulk.
Then it hit me that those tiny things I saw grouped around the openings were actually the countless millions of the Mighty Redoubt; and I could see this clearly in the lower openings, which were closer to me than the ones above; for the people were facing the light inside, yet they looked like tiny insects from that distance, compared to such a Massive Structure.
And I knew that they looked out upon me, and did watch through their spy-glasses. And I sent my gaze upwards again along that great Slope of grey metal, aye! upward again to where it strode glimmering into the Blackness, and so at last to the little star that did crown that Wonder of the World in the eternal night. And, for a little, I did stare towards that far light; for it came from within that Tower of Observation, where so lately I had spended my life; and I had knowledge within my heart that the dear Master Monstruwacan did bend the Great Spy-Glass upon me, through which so oft had I spied. And I raised the Diskos unto him, in salutation and farewell, though I saw him not at all through that vast space.
And I knew that they were looking at me, watching through their spyglasses. I sent my gaze upward again along that great slope of gray metal, yes! up again to where it shone as it disappeared into the darkness, and finally to the little star that crowned that Wonder of the World in the eternal night. For a moment, I stared at that distant light; it came from the Tower of Observation, where I had recently spent my life; and I knew in my heart that the dear Master Monstruwacan was aiming the Great Spy-Glass at me, through which I had often peered. I raised the Diskos to him in greeting and farewell, though I couldn't see him at all across that vast distance.
And my heart was very full; yet my soul but the stronger for it. And then, behold, I was aware of a murmur in the night, coming to me, dim and from afar off; and I saw the little shapes of the Peoples in the lower embrasures, in constant movement; and I knew upon the instant that the Multitudes did take that salute unto themselves, and cried out and waved to me their farewells, or to come back—as may be.
And my heart was so full; yet my soul was all the stronger for it. Then, suddenly, I heard a soft murmur in the night, coming to me, faint and distant; and I saw the small figures of the People in the lower openings, constantly moving; and I instantly realized that the Crowds were returning my salute, shouting and waving their goodbyes, or asking me to come back—as the case may be.
And, indeed, I was but a lonesome person looking up at that great mountain of metal and Life. And I knew that I had danger to realise my plight; and I stayed no more; but did raise the Diskos, reversed, as was but meet from one young man unto all the Millions.
And, truly, I was just a lonely person gazing at that huge mountain of metal and life. I understood that I had to face danger to understand my situation; and I didn’t linger any longer; instead, I lifted the Diskos, turned around, as was fitting from one young man to all the millions.
And I looked swiftly upward through those eight great miles of night, unto that Final Light which did shine in the black heavens; so that my friend should know that I thought of him that was beyond my sight, in that last moment. And it may be that the invisible millions that were far up in the night, in the Upper Cities, did take that also to be a meaning of farewell to themselves; for there came down out of the monstrous height, a far, faint murmur of sound, as of a vague wind up in the night.
And I quickly glanced up through those eight long miles of night, toward that Final Light shining in the dark sky; so my friend would know that I was thinking of him, who was beyond my sight, in that last moment. It’s possible that the unseen millions high up in the night, in the Upper Cities, took that as a farewell to them as well; for from the immense height came a distant, faint sound, like a gentle wind in the night.
Then did I lower the Diskos, and turn me about. And I breasted strangely against the Air Clog, and stept forward across the Circle, into the lonesomeness of the Night Land. And I looked no more behind; for that which was my Home did weaken my heart somewhat, to behold; so that I made determination that I look not again to my back, for a great while.
Then I lowered the Diskos and turned around. I pushed against the Air Clog and stepped forward across the Circle into the loneliness of the Night Land. I didn’t look back anymore, because seeing my Home weakened my heart a bit, so I decided not to look back for a long time.
Yet, about me as I went, there was constant surging in the aether of the world; and it did tell unto me how that those, my people and kin, had continual mind of me, both in prayer and wishings, and in a perpetual watching. And the same gave to me a feeling as of being something companied; yet, in a time, it came to me that this disturbance of the aether should tell to some Evil Force how that I was there abroad in the Land. But how to stop this thing, who should have power? For, of truth, had I been among them to make a full explaining of the danger, they had been yet powerless to cease; for but to have such great multitudes a-think upon one matter, was to set a disturbance about, as should be most clear to all.
Yet, as I went on my way, there was a constant energy in the atmosphere around me; it showed me how my people and kin were always thinking of me, both in their prayers and wishes, and keeping a watchful eye. This made me feel like I was not alone; however, over time, I realized that this disturbance in the atmosphere might also alert some evil force to my presence in the Land. But how could I stop this? Who had the power? Because, the truth is, even if I had been with them to explain the danger, they would still have been powerless to act; just having so many people focused on one issue created a disturbance that would be evident to all.
Now, at the beginning, I did walk outwards into the Night Land, somewhat blindly, and without sure direction; being intent only to put a good space to my back, that I might cure somewhat the ache which did weaken my heart at the first.
Now, at the start, I walked out into the Night Land, a bit aimlessly and without a clear direction; I was solely focused on putting some distance between myself and my past, hoping to ease the ache that had weakened my heart initially.
But, in awhile, I ceased somewhat from my overswiftness, and did put thought to my going. And I came quickly to reason that I should try a new way through the Land; for it might be that there was an over-watchfulness in that part which had been trod by the Youths.
But after some time, I slowed down a bit and thought about my journey. I quickly concluded that I should try a different route through the Land because there might be too much attention in the area that the Youths had already traveled.
And I began therewith to set this thought to the practice; and went not direct towards the North; but to the North and West; and so in the end to mean to circle around to the back of the North-West Watcher, and thence to the North of the Plain Of Blue Fire; and afterwards, as might be, have a true and straightway to the North; and by this planning come a long way clear of that House of Silence, which did put more fear upon me than all else that was horrid in the Land.
And I started to put this thought into action; instead of heading straight North, I went North and West. Eventually, I aimed to circle around to the back of the North-West Watcher, and then go North of the Plain of Blue Fire. After that, I would try to go straight North; with this plan, I could stay far away from that House of Silence, which scared me more than anything else horrible in the Land.
Yet, as all will see, this made to me a greater journey; though, in verity, it were better to go slowly and win to success, than to make a greater haste towards Destruction; which was, indeed, surely to be mine end, did I not go warily.
Yet, as everyone will see, this created a greater journey for me; although, in reality, it’s better to proceed slowly and achieve success than to rush toward destruction; which, indeed, would surely be my end if I didn’t tread carefully.
Now it may be thought upon with wonder, that I did go so assuredly to the North; but I went thiswise, part by an inward Knowing, and part come upon by much latter studying, within the Pyramid, of olden books; and by reasoning upon all things that I did observe, that had seemings of verity in them.
Now, it might seem surprising that I confidently traveled to the North; but I did so partly because of an inner knowing and partly from studying old books within the Pyramid. I reasoned through everything I observed that appeared to be true.
And because of this constant searching upon one matter, I had come, but a while back, upon a little book of metal, very strange and ancient, that had lain forgot in a hid place in the Great Library through ten hundred thousand years, maybe, or less or more, for all that I had knowing.
And because I was always searching for one thing, I recently found a strange and ancient little metal book that had been forgotten in a hidden spot in the Great Library for what might have been ten thousand years, or maybe less or more, as far as I knew.
And much that was writ in the book was common knowledge, and set mostly to the count of fairy-tales and suchlike, even as we of this our age take not over-surely any belief in Myths of olden times. Yet had I always much liking for such matters, perceiving behind that outer shell which did win always so much unbelief, the kernel of ancient truths and happenings.
And a lot of what was written in the book was common knowledge, mostly categorized as fairy tales and similar stories, just like how we in our time don't place much faith in ancient myths. Yet, I have always had a great appreciation for such topics, seeing behind that outer shell, which always received so much skepticism, the core of ancient truths and events.
And thus was it, concerning this little book which I had made discovery of; for it told again, that which oft I had heard (even as we in this age, read of the Deluge) how that once, in a time monstrous far back from that, but utter future to this age of ours, the world did brake upwards in a vast earth-quaking, that did rend the world for a thousand miles.
And so it was with this little book I discovered; it recounted what I've often heard (just like we read about the Flood today) about a time incredibly distant from now, but a future to our current age, when the world shattered in a massive earthquake that tore apart the land for a thousand miles.
And there came a mighty chasm, so deep that none might see the bottom thereof; and there rushed therein an ocean, and the earth did burst afresh with a sound that did shake all the cities of the world; and a great mist lay upon the earth for many days, and there was a mighty rain.
And then a huge chasm opened up, so deep that no one could see the bottom; and into it rushed an ocean, causing the earth to erupt again with a sound that shook all the cities of the world. A thick mist covered the earth for many days, and there was a tremendous rain.
And, indeed, this was just so set in certain Histories of the Ancient World. Also, there was made reference to it, within some olden Records. Yet nowise to be taken with a serious mind, to the seeming of the peoples of the Mighty Pyramid; but only as a quaint study for the Students, and to be set out in little tales that did entertain the nurseries; or, as it might be, wise men and the general.
And, in fact, this was just how it was presented in certain histories of the ancient world. It was also mentioned in some old records. However, it wasn't taken seriously by the people of the Great Pyramid; it was only seen as an interesting study for students, meant to be shared in short stories that entertained children or, perhaps, wise men and the general public.
Yet, there was this, about that small and peculiar book, that it did speak of many of these things, as it were that it did quote from the pens of those that did have actual witness; and set all out with a strange gravity, that did cause one to consider it as meant to be indeed the tellings of Truth, and to seem thiswise to have great difference from all that I had read before concerning those matters.
Yet, there was something about that small and unusual book; it talked about many of these things and cited the writings of those who had actually witnessed them. It presented everything with a strange seriousness that made one think it was genuinely conveying the truth, seeming very different from everything I had read before on those topics.
And there was, further, a part in the ending of the book, that did seem to be writ of a time that came afterwards, maybe an hundred thousand, and maybe a million years; but who shall say.
And there was, furthermore, a section at the end of the book that seemed to be written about a time that came afterward, maybe a hundred thousand years, or possibly a million years; but who can say.
And therein it did tell of an huge and mighty Valley that did come out of the West, towards the South-East, and made turning thence Northwards, and was a thousand miles both ways. And the sides thereof were an hundred miles deep, and the Sun did stand in the Western end, and made a red gloom for a thousand miles. And in the bottom there were great seas; and beasts strange and awesome, and very plentiful.
And it described a huge and powerful valley that stretched out from the West toward the Southeast, then turned Northward, spanning a thousand miles in each direction. The sides were a hundred miles deep, and the Sun set in the Western end, casting a red glow for a thousand miles. At the bottom, there were vast seas filled with strange and amazing creatures in abundance.
Now this, as may be seen, was as the talk of Romance; yet did I turn my wits to their natural end, and made thus plain of it. For, in truth, I to have something of belief, and it to seem to me that in a bygone Eternity, when the world was yet light, as in my heart I knew to have been indeed a thing of verity, there was a great and wondrous earthquake.
Now, as you can see, this was just the stuff of romance; still, I focused my thoughts on its true meaning and clarified it. Because, honestly, I have to believe that in a distant past, when the world was bright, as I deep down know it to have been true, there was a great and amazing earthquake.
And the earthquake did burst the world up, along a certain great curve where it had weakness; and there fell into the yawning furnace of the world, one of the great oceans; and immediately made of itself steam, and so brake upwards again, and tore the earth mightily in its swift uprising.
And the earthquake shattered the earth along a specific weak point, causing one of the great oceans to fall into the gaping chasm of the world. It instantly turned into steam, surged upward, and forcefully ripped the ground apart in its rapid ascent.
And thereafter there was a mist and confusion and rain upon the world.
And, indeed, all very seemly put; and not to be taken as a light tale.
And after that, there was a mist and confusion, and rain fell upon the world.
And, in fact, everything was quite fittingly arranged; and it shouldn't be considered a trivial story.
Then, in that ending of the book, there was one that did write, having lived in a vast later age, when the Sun had come anigh to his dying, and the upward earth was grown quiet and cold and not good to live upon. And in that time the Mighty Chasm had been calmed by the weight of an Eternity, so that it was now a most deep and wondrous Valley, that did hold Seas and great Hills and Mountains; and in it were great forests of kinds, and Lands that were good and healthful; and Places given over to Fire, and to Steamings, and Sulphur Clouds; so that they held Poisons that had ill for Man.
Then, at the end of the book, there was someone who wrote, having lived in a much later time when the Sun was close to setting, and the once vibrant earth had grown quiet and cold, unfit for living. During that time, the Mighty Chasm had been settled by the weight of an Eternity, transforming it into a deep and amazing Valley that featured Seas, large Hills, and Mountains; it contained vast forests of various kinds, and lands that were wholesome and prosperous; there were also areas filled with Fire, steam, and Sulphur Clouds, which contained Poisons that were harmful to humans.
And Great Beasts were there down in that far depth, that none might see ever, save by a strong spy-glass. And such there were in the Early World, and had now been bred in the Ending by those inward forces of Nature which did make the Valley a place of Good Warmth; so that there was, as it were, once more the Primal World born to give new birth unto such olden Monsters, and to others, new and Peculiar to that Age and Circumstance.
And Great Beasts existed deep down in a place where no one could see them, except through a powerful telescope. They were present in the Early World and had now been created in the Ending by the inner forces of Nature that made the Valley a place of Good Warmth. It was as if the Primal World was reborn to bring new life to those ancient Monsters and to others that were new and unique to that Age and Situation.
And all this, indeed, did the book give also; but constrained and difficult to take clearly to the heart, and not like to the wise plain speech of the early tellings; so that I must even set it out here in mine own speech.
And all of this, in fact, the book provided as well; but it was hard and challenging to truly understand, not like the straightforward wisdom of the earlier stories; so I must express it here in my own words.
And it did seem to me, by my reading, that Man had come at one time to a great softness of Heart and Spirit through many ages of over-ease. But that the World did come to coldness and unfriendliness, by reason of the Sun's slow ceasing.
And it seemed to me, from what I read, that humanity had once developed a deep kindness and compassion after many years of comfort. However, the world has grown cold and unfriendly due to the gradual fading of the Sun.
And there was presently, in naturalness, a Race upon the earth that were hardy, and made to fight for their lives; and did perceive that the Mighty Valley that cut the World in twain, was a place of Warmth and Life; and so did make to adventure their bodies down that wondrous Height; and were many Ages coming safe to the Bottom; but did find safe places in the downward way where they built them Houses, and made to live, and begot them children; and these grew up to that life of constant and great climbings, and of hard workings upon The Road, which was the One Intent of that People; so that the book did speak of them always as The Road Makers.
And there was soon, in a natural way, a race on the earth that was strong and fought for their survival; and they recognized that the Great Valley that split the world in two was a place of warmth and life; so they set out to adventure down that amazing height; and for many ages, they reached the bottom safely; but they found secure spots along the way down where they built their homes, made a life, and had children; and these children grew up in a life of constant and significant climbing and hard work on the road, which was the main purpose of that people; so the book always referred to them as the Road Makers.
And thus did they make downwards through the long years and the ages; and many generations did live and die, and saw not the reaching of the Road down into that Great Vale that lay so monstrous deep in the World.
And so, they continued downwards through the long years and ages; many generations lived and died, and did not see the Road reaching into that Great Vale that lay so incredibly deep in the World.
But in the end they did come there with the Road; and they were very Hardy; and they did fight with the Monsters and slay many; and they built them many Cities, through great years in the Mighty Valley, and did make the Road from City unto City along that Great Valley, even unto the Bight of the Valley. And they found here a constant darkness and Shadow; for that the Sun could not make a shining around that Great Corner. Yet, even here they ceased not to make the Road; but took it around, and a mighty way unto the North; passing it among strange Fires and Pits that burned from out of the earth.
But in the end, they arrived there with the Road; and they were very resilient; and they fought against the Monsters and defeated many; and they built numerous Cities over many years in the Mighty Valley, creating the Road from City to City along that Great Valley, all the way to the Bight of the Valley. They encountered a constant darkness and Shadow here because the Sun couldn't shine around that Great Corner. Yet, even here, they didn't stop making the Road; instead, they took it around, going a long way to the North, passing through strange Fires and Pits that burned from the earth.
But there was presently, such a power and horror of Monsters and Evil
Things in that Valley of Shadow, that the Road Makers were made to go
Backwards into the Red Light which did fill the Westward Valley, and
came from that low Sun.
But right now, there was such a power and terror of Monsters and Evil
in that Valley of Shadow that the Road Makers were forced to go
back into the Red Light that filled the Westward Valley, coming from that low Sun.
And they went back unto their Cities; and lived there mayhaps an hundred thousand years; and grew wise and cunning in all matters; and their Wise People did make dealings and had experiment with those Forces which are Distasteful and Harmful unto Life; but they did this in Ignorance; for all that they had much wisdom; thinking only to Experiment, that they come to greater knowings. But they did open a way for those Forces; and much harm and Pity did come thereby. And then had all People to have Regret; yet too late.
And they returned to their cities, living there for maybe a hundred thousand years, becoming wise and skilled in many matters. Their wise people engaged in dealings and experiments with forces that are harmful and unpleasant to life, but they did this in ignorance. Despite their wisdom, they thought they were just experimenting to gain greater knowledge. However, they opened a way for those forces, leading to much harm and sorrow. In the end, all people had regrets, but it was too late.
Now, presently, when an hundred thousand years had gone, or it may be a greater space; there came slowly the utter twilight of the world, as the sun to die the more; so that presently it gave but an utter gloomy light. And there grew upon many of the Peoples of the Cities of the Valley, a strangeness and a wildness; so that strange things were done, that had been shameful to all in the Light. And there were wanderings, and consortings with strange outward beings, and presently, many Cities were attacked by monsters that did come from the West; and there was a Pandemonium.
Now, in the present day, after a hundred thousand years had passed, or maybe even longer, the world slowly fell into complete twilight, as the sun dimmed more and more, until it only provided a gloomy light. A strange wildness spread among many of the people in the Cities of the Valley, leading to odd behaviors that would have been shameful in the light of day. There were wanderings and interactions with bizarre beings, and soon, many cities were attacked by monsters coming from the West; chaos erupted everywhere.
Then was an Age of Sorrows and Fightings, and Hardenings of the Spirit and of the Heart, for all that were of good Fibre; and this did breed a Determined Generation; and there grew up into the World a Leader; and he took all the sound Millions; and did make a mighty Battle upon all Foulness and upon all that did harm and trouble them; and they drove their Enemies down the Valley, and up the Valley, and did utterly scatter and put them to flight.
Then came a time of sorrow and conflict, hardening the spirits and hearts of all those with good character; this created a determined generation. A leader emerged, rallying all the strong millions to wage a powerful battle against all wickedness and everything that harmed or troubled them. They pushed their enemies down the valley and up the valley, completely scattering them and sending them fleeing.
Then did that Man call all his Peoples together; and did make it plain how that the Darkness grew upon the World, and that the Foul and dreadful Powers abroad, were like to be more Horrid when a greater Gloom came.
Then that Man gathered all his people together and made it clear how the Darkness was spreading across the World, and that the evil and terrifying forces out there were likely to become even more horrific when a greater Gloom arrived.
And he put to them that they Build a Mighty Refuge; and the Peoples did
acclaim; and lo! there was built, presently, a Great House. But the
Great House was not Proper; and that Man did take all the Peoples to
Wander; and they came to the Bight; and there was built at last that
Great and Mighty Pyramid.
And he told them to build a great refuge; and the people cheered; and soon enough, a large house was built. But the large house was not suitable; and that man led all the people to wander; and they arrived at the bay; and finally, the great and mighty pyramid was built there.
Now this is the sense and telling of that book; and but late had I read it; and talked somewhat of it with my dear friend, the Master Monstruwacan; but not overmuch; for I had taken so sudden a mind to GO, that all else had dropped from about me. Yet, to us it did seem clear that there was no life in all the invisible upper world; and that, surely, that Great Road whereon the Silent Ones did walk, must be that same Road which the hardy Peoples of that age did make.
Now here's the meaning and story of that book; I had just read it recently and discussed it a bit with my dear friend, the Master Monstruwacan; but not too much, because I suddenly felt a strong urge to GO, and everything else faded away for me. Still, it seemed clear to us that there was no life in the entire invisible upper world; and that, surely, the Great Road where the Silent Ones walked must be the same Road that the brave People of that time built.
And it did seem wise to the Master Monstruwacan, and unto me, that if any should find the Lesser Redoubt, they must surely do so somewhere within the mighty Valley; but whether The Road that led into the West, where was the Place of the Ab-humans, should bring me to it, I had no knowing; nor whether it might lie on the Northward way. And I, maybe, to wander a thousand miles wrong; if, in truth, I were not into some dreadful trouble before.
And it seemed wise to Master Monstruwacan and to me that if anyone were to find the Lesser Redoubt, they would likely do so somewhere in the vast Valley; but I had no idea if The Road that led to the West, where the Ab-humans lived, would take me there, or if it might be along the Northern route. And I could easily end up wandering a thousand miles in the wrong direction, if I wasn't already in some serious trouble.
And, indeed, no reason of value was there to give me hope that the Lesser Pyramid lay either to the West, or where the Road went North-ward, beyond the House of Silence. Yet I did so feel it to be somewhere to the North, that I had made a determination to search that way for a great distance, the first; and if I could not come upon aught, then I should have sober thought that it did lie Westward. But in the Valley someways, I had feeling of assurance that it must be; for it was plain that the telling of the book was sound in its bottom sense; as might be seen; for how should any live in the utter bleak and deadly chill of the silent upper world that lay an hundred miles up in the night, hid and lost for ever.
And, really, there was no good reason to think that the Lesser Pyramid was either to the West or along the Road heading North beyond the House of Silence. Still, I really felt it had to be somewhere to the North, so I decided to search that direction for quite a distance first; and if I found nothing, I would then seriously consider that it might be Westward. But in the Valley, I had a strong feeling it must be there; it was clear that the book's story had a true foundation; as could be observed, how could anyone survive in the completely desolate and freezing silence of the upper world that lay a hundred miles up in the night, hidden and lost forever?
And strange is it to think of those wondrous and mighty cliffs that girt us about, and yet were fast held from us in the dark; so that I had not known of them, save for the telling of that book; though, in truth, it had been always supposed that we lived in a great deep of the world; but, indeed, it was rather held in belief that we abode in the bed of some ancient sea, that did surely slope gradual away from us, and not go up abrupt and savage.
And it's strange to think about those amazing and towering cliffs surrounding us, which were kept hidden in the dark; I wouldn't have known about them if it weren't for that book. In reality, it was always believed that we lived in a great depth of the world, but in truth, it was thought we resided in the bottom of some ancient sea, which surely sloped gently away from us, rather than rising steeply and harshly.
And here let me make so clear as I may that the general peoples had no clear thought upon any such matters; though there was something of it taught in the schools; yet rather this and that, of diverse conclusions, as it might be thinkings of the Teachers, after much study, and some ponderings. For one man, having a lack of imagining, would scoff, and another, maybe, to take it very staidly, but some would build Fancy upon the tellings of the Records, and make foolish and fantastic that which had groundings in Truth; and thus is it ever. But to the most Peoples of the Pyramid, there was no deep conviction nor thought of any great hid World afar in the darkness. For they gave attention and belief only to that which lay to their view; nor could a great lot come to imagine that there had been ever any other Condition.
And let me clarify as much as I can that most people didn’t really think deeply about these things; there was a bit of it taught in schools, but it was mostly just different ideas based on what teachers concluded after a lot of study and some reflection. One person, lacking imagination, would scoff at it, while another might take it very seriously, but some would get carried away, building fantasies on the stories from the Records and making something ridiculous out of what was based in reality; and that’s how it always is. However, for most people of the Pyramid, there wasn't any strong belief or thought about a vast hidden world out there in the darkness. They only paid attention to and believed in what they could see; they couldn’t imagine that there had ever been any other state of existence.
And to them, it did seem right and meet that there should be strange things, and fires from the earth, and an ever-abiding night, and monsters, and matters hid and tangled much in mystery.
And to them, it felt appropriate and fitting that there would be strange things, fires from the earth, an eternal night, monsters, and matters hidden and tangled in mystery.
And very content were the most of them; though some had in them the yeast of imaginings, or the pimples of fancy upon them, and to these there seemed many possibilities; though the first to read out to sanity; and the second, to expect and have speech towards much that was foolish or to no purpose.
And most of them were quite happy; although some had wild imaginations or silly ideas, and to these, there seemed to be many possibilities; but the first led to a return to reality; and the second made them expect and engage in a lot that was foolish or pointless.
And of these vague believings of the peoples, have I made hint before, and need not have much trouble to it now. Save that, with the children, as is ever the way, those olden tales had much believing; and the simplicity of the Wise did mate with the beliefs of the Young; and between them did lie the Truth.
And about these unclear beliefs of the people, I've hinted at before and don't need to elaborate on much now. Except that, like always with children, those old stories were taken to heart; the wisdom of the adults connected with the beliefs of the young ones; and the Truth lay between them.
And so did I make speed towards the North, having a strong surety in my heart and mind that there were but two ways to my search; for without of the Valley, afar up in the dead lonesomeness of the hidden world, was a cold that was shapen ready to Death, and a lacking, as I must believe, of the sweet, needful air that yet did lie in plenty in that deep place of the earth. So that, surely, the mighty Valley somewheres to hold that other Redoubt.
And so I hurried north, feeling certain in my heart and mind that there were only two paths to my quest; because outside the Valley, deep in the quiet loneliness of the hidden world, there was a cold that was poised for death, and a lack, as I must believe, of the fresh, necessary air that still existed in abundance in that deep part of the earth. So, it was clear that the great Valley must somehow contain that other stronghold.
Yet, as I have said, I went not direct to my journey, but otherwise, for those sound reasons which I did set down a time back.
Yet, as I mentioned, I didn't go straight to my journey, but took a different route, for those good reasons I explained some time ago.
VII
THE NIGHT LAND
Now, as I went towards the North and West, I steered me warily for a great while, that I come safe of that Great Watcher of the North-West. And as I made forward, I put thought to all matters which must concern me; so far as I had imagining to see. And first I did consider the speed that I should keep; and found presently that I did well to be moderate; for that I had before me a great and mighty journey; and indeed, who might speak knowingly of the end thereof?
Now, as I headed toward the North and West, I carefully navigated for a long time to stay clear of the Great Watcher of the North-West. As I pressed on, I thought about everything that might affect me, as far as I could imagine. First, I considered the speed I should maintain and quickly realized it was wise to be moderate; after all, I had a long and challenging journey ahead, and truly, who could say for sure what the outcome would be?
And another matter, I did arrange; for I would make the times of my goings forward, and the times of mine eatings and sleepings all to a wise and regular fashion; that, thereby, I might go a great way, with the less harm to my body; so that I should be strong when the need did come for my strength. And I made in the end that I should eat and drink, at every sixth hour, and at the eighteenth hour sleep me until the twenty-fourth.
And I also took care of another thing; I planned my schedules for when I would move forward, as well as when I would eat and sleep, in a smart and organized way. This way, I could go a long distance without harming my body too much, so I would be strong when I needed to be. In the end, I decided that I would eat and drink every six hours, and sleep from the eighteenth hour until the twenty-fourth.
And by this means did I eat thrice in that time, and have six hours of sleep. And this seemed very good to me, and I did strive always to manage thus in all my great journeying in the Night Land. Yet, as may be supposed, there were times oft and many when I must watch without ceasing, and leave my slumber unto the future; for the Land was full of grim and dreadful Perils.
And because of this, I was able to eat three times during that time and get six hours of sleep. I found this to be very good, and I always tried to manage this way during all my great journeys in the Night Land. However, as you can imagine, there were many times when I had to stay awake without resting and put off my sleep for later, because the Land was filled with grim and terrifying dangers.
And, as doth be human, I brake my rule straightway in the beginning; for I ceased not to walk for one-and-twenty hours, hiding and creeping, as the need did be in those places that were like to show me unto the Watcher; and when I did think upon food, it did sicken me; so that I would eat by and by, as I made it within my thoughts.
And, being human, I immediately broke my rule in the beginning; for I didn’t stop walking for twenty-one hours, hiding and sneaking around whenever I thought the Watcher might see me; and when I thought about food, it made me feel nauseous; so I would just eat whenever I imagined it.
But when one-and-twenty hours had gone, I grew very weary and something faint; and was forced that I look about for some place where I might have rest. And, in a little while, I did see, away off, a small fire-hole, the like of which I had passed odd times even so early. And I made to come nigh to that part; for there would be warmth from the chill of the Night Land, and mayhaps a place dry and convenient to my slumber.
But after twenty-one hours had passed, I became very tired and a bit faint; I had to look for a spot where I could rest. Soon enough, I spotted a small fire pit in the distance, similar to ones I had seen earlier. I headed towards that area because there would be warmth from the cold of the Night Land, and maybe a dry, comfortable place to sleep.
And when I came anigh, I saw that it was a cheerful place, as it might be said, amid so much gloom; for the hole was but a few paces wide, and full of a dull, glowing fire, that did bubble somewhat, and throw off a small sulphur-smoke. And I sat me down, at no great way, and did place the Diskos on the rock to my hand.
And when I got closer, I saw that it was a cheerful place, considering all the gloom; the hole was only a few steps wide, and it was filled with a dull, glowing fire that bubbled a bit and emitted a small amount of sulfur smoke. I sat down nearby and placed the Diskos on the rock next to me.
And I moved not, awhile; but was aweary, so that I had not the courage to eat, neither to drink; but must turn me and look back to the Mighty Pyramid; and, in truth, though I had come a very good space, yet was I so anigh to it, that I was both cheered and put out of heart; for it did seem close upon me, by reason of its greatness, so that I, who had journeyed a hard and weariful way, was shaken with the greatness of the task that was upon me.
And I didn't move for a while; I was so tired that I didn't have the strength to eat or drink. I had to turn around and look back at the Mighty Pyramid. Honestly, even though I had come a long way, I felt so close to it that it both encouraged me and discouraged me at the same time. Its immense size made it seem just within reach, and after my exhausting journey, I was overwhelmed by the magnitude of the task ahead of me.
Yet was this but one side of my heart; for it was good to feel the nearness of my Mighty Home; and I knew that there did countless millions make watch upon me, as I sat; yet did I make no sign; for it is not meet to make a constant farewell; but to GO. Yet was it very strange to be thus near, and to show such behaviour as were proper to one afar from all humanity. But so it was that I ordered my ways; for it did seem proper to me; yet was I happy to know that the dear Master Monstruwacan must, time and oft, have spied upon me through the Great Spy-Glass; and mayhaps did watch me in that moment.
Yet this was just one side of my heart; it felt good to sense the closeness of my Mighty Home, and I knew that countless millions were watching over me as I sat there; still, I made no sign because it’s not right to constantly say goodbye but to just GO. It was really strange to be so close and act like I was far away from humanity. But that’s how I chose to behave, as it seemed right to me; I was happy to know that the dear Master Monstruwacan must have often spied on me through the Great Spy-Glass, and maybe he was watching me in that moment.
And it grew in me that I did act weakly to hold off from mine Vittles, and showed foolishness before my kind friend afar; and I did ope my scrip, and take therefrom three tablets, the which I chewed and did eat; for this was a strong food, treated that it had but small bulk. Yet were they not filling to the belly; and I made that I would drink well, that I might feel that something was therein.
And I realized that I acted weakly by holding back from my supplies, showing foolishness in front of my kind friend far away; so, I opened my bag and took out three tablets, which I chewed and ate because they were a strong food, even though they were small. However, they didn't fill me up, and I decided to drink well to feel something in my stomach.
And to this end, I shook from a strong and especial tube, a dust; and I caught the dust within a little cup; and the air did make an action upon that dust, as it were of chemistry; and the dust did boil and make a fizzing in the cup, and rose up and filled it with a liquid that was of simple water; yet very strange to see come that way; but ordinary after a time.
And for this reason, I shook a special powder from a strong tube and caught it in a small cup. The air acted on that powder, almost like a chemical reaction; it bubbled and fizzed in the cup, rising up and filling it with a liquid that looked like plain water, but it was quite unusual to see it happen like that at first; it became normal after a while.
And in this way, as might be seen, had I such food and drink in but a little scrip, that might keep life within me for a great time. Yet was it a way of discomfort, and lacking to the mouth and to the belly; but a sufficient thing unto the need of the body, and good matter for a thankful heart, in that dark and hungry Land.
And in this way, as you can see, I had just enough food and drink in a small bag to keep me alive for a long time. Still, it was uncomfortable and not enough for my mouth and stomach; but it was enough for my body's needs and something to be grateful for in that dark and hungry land.
Now, when I had eaten, I did go over in their order, those things which I did carry; for there was, beside the Diskos and that scrip of food, a pouch that did contain matters various. And these, I did look into; and afterward did take out a small compass that I had been give by the Master Monstruwacan, so that I might find of its workings without the Great Redoubt; and, he had said unto me, that it might be that I should pass far off into the Night Land, and lose the Mighty Pyramid amid so great a Country and so plentiful a Darkness. Then, perchance, if that ancient principle did still lurk within the machine, though turned no more to the North, but unto the Pyramid, then should it guide my feet Homeward out of the Everlasting Night, and thus have once more that ancient use which, as I do know, is common unto this age.
Now, after I had eaten, I went through the items I carried in order; beside the Diskos and a bag of food, there was a pouch that held various things. I looked inside and took out a small compass that I had received from Master Monstruwacan, so I could figure out how it worked outside the Great Redoubt. He had told me that I might wander far into the Night Land and lose sight of the Mighty Pyramid in such a vast land and abundant darkness. Then, perhaps, if that ancient principle still existed in the machine, even though it no longer pointed North but towards the Pyramid, it would guide me back home out of the Everlasting Night, restoring that ancient purpose which, as I know, is common in this age.
And this was a very cunning thing to have with me, if but it held service to the Earth-Current, and a rare thing, which the Master Monstruwacan did make with his own hands and much skill and pains, from an olden one that had place within the Great Museum, and concerning which I have told somewhat, before this place.
And this was a very clever item to have with me, especially if it connected to the Earth-Current. It was a unique creation that the Master Monstruwacan made with his own hands, putting in a lot of skill and effort, based on an ancient one that was in the Great Museum, which I've mentioned earlier.
And I set the thing upon the ground; but it had no certain way with it; but did spin and waver constantly, and this I made to consider, and remembered that I was yet above that part where, afar in the earth did spread the greatness of the Underground Fields; and I was, haply, but a little way off from the "Crack"; though a mighty way above.
And I placed it on the ground, but it didn’t stay still; it kept spinning and swaying constantly. I thought about this and remembered that I was still above the area where, far beneath the surface, the vastness of the Underground Fields spread out. I was, perhaps, just a short distance from the "Crack," even though I was quite high up.
And it pleasured me to wonder whether the dear Master Monstruwacan did behold how that I made test with the compass; for the light was good from the fire-hole; and the Great Spy-Glass had a great strength. Yet, had I no certainty; for, as I did know, from much watchings, there was no surety in the searching of the Land, by the Glass; for there was oft plainness where you did think surely none should see, and anon a dullness where might be thought that the sight went gaily. And this may be plain to all; for the wavering of the lights from the strange fires was not to be accounted to rule; but made a light here, and a darkness there, and then did change about, oddly. Moreover, there were smokes and mists that did come upwards from the earth, in this place and in that; and had somewhiles a greatness; but oft were small, and did lurk low, and had no power but to confuse the sight.
And I found it enjoyable to wonder if the dear Master Monstruwacan saw how I tested the compass; the light was good from the fire-hole, and the Great Spyglass had impressive strength. Still, I had no certainty, for I had learned from my observations that there was no guarantee in searching the Land with the Glass; often there was clarity where you thought there would be none, and then dullness where you expected clarity. This is obvious to anyone; the flickering lights from the strange fires didn’t follow any rules, creating light in one spot and darkness in another, and then shifting unexpectedly. Additionally, there were smokes and mists rising from the ground, appearing here and there; at times they were substantial, but often they were small and lingered low, having no power except to confuse the sight.
And, presently, I did put by the compass in my pouch, and made to compose myself unto sleep. But here would I now set down how that, in the end, after I had gone many days' journeyings outward from the Mighty Pyramid, I did indeed find it to draw the Northward part of the needle unto it; and this was a comfort and a pleasure to my spirit; moreover, if ever I did get back, as I did think, it would be a matter for great interest unto the Master Monstruwacan; yet, in verity, were there other matters that should hold him more; for he was right human, as all should know.
And then, soon after, I put the compass in my pouch and tried to settle down for sleep. But I want to note how, in the end, after many days of traveling away from the Great Pyramid, I actually found it drew the north part of the needle toward it; this was a comfort and a joy to me. Furthermore, if I ever made it back, which I hoped I would, it would definitely interest Master Monstruwacan. Still, there were other things that would matter more to him, since he was genuinely human, as everyone should know.
And, moreover, concerning this same compass, I did find a fresh thing; for, after a yet greater time, as I shall set out in a due place, if I do but remember, which doubt is ever my fear to fret me, I came a mighty way from the Redoubt, and, lo! fearing that I might indeed lose that, My Great Home, in the Darkness of the World, I did pull out that strange wonder of the needle, that I might have comfort by its homeward pointing. And I did discover a new power in the night; for the machine did point no more directwards unto the Great Redoubt; but was a point unto the Westwards; so that I had knowledge that some Great Power afar in the Darkness of the World did sway upon it; and I had a childlike wonder that this might be, in truth, that same Power of the North, of which the books, and my Memory-Dreams did tell. And, indeed, no doubt should there be upon this matter; yet who might not have doubt in that time, that they should perceive after an eternity, that ancient Northward Force swaying that small servant unto an olden obedience. And it was, as it were, a revealing unto me, how that to know within the brain is one matter; but to have knowledge within the heart is another; for I had always known concerning this Northward Force; but yet had not known with the true meaning of Knowledge.
And, besides that, about this same compass, I found something new; after even more time, as I'll explain later if I remember, which is always my worry. I traveled a long way from the Redoubt and, fearing that I might actually lose My Great Home in the Darkness of the World, I pulled out that strange wonder of a needle to find comfort in its point towards home. I discovered a new power in the night; because the device no longer pointed directly to the Great Redoubt, but instead pointed West. This made me aware that some Great Power far away in the Darkness of the World was influencing it; and I felt a childlike wonder that this might indeed be that same Power of the North, which the books and my Memory-Dreams spoke about. And truly, there should be no doubt about this; yet who wouldn't feel doubt during that time, to realize after so long that ancient Northward Force guiding that small servant back to an old obedience. It was, in a way, a revelation to me, showing me that knowing something in your mind is one thing, but having understanding in your heart is another; because I had always known about this Northward Force, but I hadn't grasped its true meaning of Knowledge.
And yet one other matter there was to cause doubt, at that moment of this new knowing; for it came to me that maybe the power of that Lesser Redoubt did begin to act upon the machine, even as the Earth-Current of the Great Pyramid did hold yet a strong drawing upon the needle; and were this so, then did I not surely begin to stand anigh unto my Journey's end; for that less power of the Lesser Redoubt could have no impudence to pull, save that I had come to a closeness with it.
And yet there was one more thing to make me doubt at that moment of new understanding; it occurred to me that perhaps the energy from that Lesser Redoubt started to influence the machine, just like the Earth Current from the Great Pyramid still had a strong pull on the needle. If that was the case, then I was surely getting close to the end of my journey; because that lesser power of the Lesser Redoubt wouldn't have the audacity to pull unless I had gotten close to it.
Yet, in truth, as I do now have knowledge, it was the North that drew; and I do seem to make a great telling about this little matter; but how else shall I show to you mine inward mind, and the lack of knowledge and likewise the peculiar knowings that did go to the making of that time, and the Peoples thereof, which is but to say the same thing twice over.
Yet, in reality, now that I have some understanding, it was the North that attracted me; and I might be making a big deal out of this small issue; but how else can I express my true thoughts, along with my ignorance and the unique insights that contributed to that time and its people, which is just repeating myself.
And now, as I did say, I made to compose myself for sleep; and to this end, I took a cloak-matter which did cross my shoulder and hip, and wrapt it about me, and lay down there in the darkness of the Night, by that strange fire-hole.
And now, as I mentioned, I tried to settle down for sleep; so I took a cloak that draped over my shoulder and hip, wrapped it around me, and lay down in the darkness of the night, next to that strange fire pit.
And I lay the Diskos beside me, within the cloak; for it was, indeed, my companion and friend in bitter need; so that I had pleasure to feel the strange thing anigh to me. And as I did lie there, in those moments that do drowse the Soul, as it were that they do proceed as breath out of the mouth of Sleep, I had a half-knowing that the aether did surge about me; and I doubt not but that there had watched my every doing, many of the Millions, and had been humanly stirred, at my commending of my spirit unto sleep; and thus did shake the aether of the world about me, with their unity of sympathy.
And I laid the Diskos beside me, under the cloak; it was, truly, my companion and friend in tough times; so I found joy in having that strange thing close to me. As I lay there, in those moments that make one drowsy, as if they were breaths pulled from the mouth of Sleep, I sensed that the surrounding ether was alive; and I have no doubt that many of the Millions had watched my every move, feeling something human as I surrendered my spirit to sleep; thus, they stirred the ether of the world around me with their shared sympathy.
And, mayhaps, I had some little knowing of this thing, as I did pass, drowsy, into slumber; and it is surely like that I slept the better for it. Moreover, I was wondrous tired and worn, and thus did sleep very strong and heavy; yet I mind me that my last dim thinkings were upon that sweet maid I did go to find. And in slumber did I have speech with her in dreams, and a strange happiness about me, and all seeming to be touched by fairy-light, and freed from the sorrow of life.
And maybe I had some inkling of this as I drifted, sleepy, into sleep; and it's likely I slept better because of it. Plus, I was really tired and worn out, so I slept very deeply and heavily; yet I remember that my last vague thoughts were about that sweet girl I was going to find. And in my dreams, I spoke with her, feeling a strange happiness around me, as if everything was lit by fairy lights and free from the troubles of life.
And it was from a sweet and lovely sleeping, such as this, that I was waked suddenly by a great and mighty sound; and I came instant to a possessing of my senses; and I knew that the mighty Voice of the Home-Call did go howling across the Night. And, swift and silent, I slid the cloak from about me, and took the haft of that wondrous Diskos into mine hand.
And it was from a sweet and lovely sleep like this that I was suddenly woken by a loud and powerful sound; I immediately became aware of my surroundings, and I realized that the mighty Voice of the Home-Call was howling across the night. Quickly and quietly, I slipped the cloak off me and took the handle of that amazing Diskos in my hand.
And I did look towards the Pyramid, quickly, for a message; for I had a sure knowledge that there had a great Need arisen, and that some Terror came towards me out of the Dark; else they had never waked all the Night Land to a knowing that an human was abroad out of the Mighty Refuge.
And I quickly looked toward the Pyramid for a message; I knew something important had come up, and that a threat was approaching me from the darkness; otherwise, they wouldn’t have kept the Night Land awake to realize that a person was roaming outside the Mighty Refuge.
And even as I did peer towards the Great Redoubt, I could not abide to keep my gaze entire that way; but did take a large and fearful look all about me; yet could make to see nothing; and so did stare, eager and anxious, afar into the upper blackness of the Night, where did shine that Final Light of the Tower of Observation; and the same while crouched, and holding the Diskos, and making to glance across my shoulders, and to watch for the message, and all in the same moment.
And even as I looked toward the Great Redoubt, I couldn’t keep my gaze fixed there; instead, I took a wide and fearful glance around me; but I couldn’t see anything. So, I stared, eager and anxious, into the darkness of the Night, where the Final Light of the Tower of Observation shone. I crouched, holding the Diskos, trying to glance over my shoulders to watch for the message, all at the same time.
And then, afar upwards in the prodigious height, I did see the great, and bright and quick darting flashes of a strange green fire, and did know that they spelled to me in the Set-Speech a swift warning that a grey monster, that was a Great Grey Man, had made scent of me in the dark, and was even in that moment of time, crawling towards me through the low moss-bushes that lay off beyond the fire-hole to my back. And the message was sharp; and bade me to leap into the bushes unto my left; and to hide there; so that I might chance to take the thing to an advantage.
And then, up high in the distance, I saw the bright, quick flashes of a strange green fire, and I recognized that they were sending me a swift warning in the Set-Speech that a grey creature, a Great Grey Man, had caught my scent in the dark and was even then crawling towards me through the low moss bushes behind the fire pit. The message was urgent, telling me to leap into the bushes to my left and hide there so that I could potentially ambush it.
And, as may be thought, they had scarce flashed the tale unto me; but I was gone in among the shadows of a clump of the moss-bush that did grow anigh; and I sweat with a strange terror, and a cold and excited shaking of the heart; yet was my spirit set strong to conquer.
And, as you might expect, they had barely finished telling me the story before I slipped into the shadows of a nearby patch of mossy bushes. I was sweating from a strange fear, shaking with a mix of cold and excitement in my chest, but my determination was strong to overcome it.
And lo! as I did crouch there, hidden, I saw something come very quiet out of the bushes that did grow beyond the fire-hole; and it was great, and crept, and was noways coloured but by greyness in all its parts. And the glare from the fire-hole did seem to trouble it; so that it looked, laying its head to the ground, and spying along the earth, in a strange and Brutish fashion; that it might oversee the glare of the fire-hole. Yet, I doubt that it saw beyond the fire with plainness; for, in a moment, it crept swift in among the bushes again, and came out towards the edge of the fire-hole in another place; and this it did thrice unto my left, and thrice unto my right; and every time did lay its head to the earth, and spy along; and did hunch its shoulders, and thrust forward the jaw horridly and turn the neck, as a very nasty beast might go, wanton.
As I crouched there, hidden, I saw something quietly emerge from the bushes beyond the fire pit. It was large and moved slowly, appearing grey all over. The light from the fire seemed to disturb it, as it lowered its head to the ground and looked along the earth in a strange, brutish way, trying to avoid the brightness of the fire. Still, I doubt it could see clearly past the fire; in a moment, it quickly crawled back into the bushes and came out at another spot near the fire pit. It did this three times to my left and three times to my right, each time lowering its head to the ground and peering around, hunching its shoulders, thrusting its jaw forward in a grotesque manner, and twisting its neck like a very nasty beast.
Now, as you may think, this manner of the Beast-Man did shake my courage mightily; for I did think each time that it did go inward among the moss-bushes, that it had made discovery of me, and would make to take me in the back, from out of the dark of the bushes; and this was an uncomfortable thing to consider, as others might think also, had any been there in the bush with me. And then, in truth, did that same swift sense of mine Hearing, prove helpful to my saving; for, behold, the thing did go back into the moss-bushes, after that last coming out; and did seem to make as it had made a failing to discover me, and had no further intent, save to return unto the Night; and I had this thought truly in mine heart, and for maybe a minute; and then, lo! within my soul a voice did speak plain, and did warn me that the thing did make a great compass among the moss-bushes about the fire-hole, having made discovery of me; and it did go warily to take me in the back, from the other side.
Now, as you might imagine, the way the Beast-Man moved really shook my confidence; every time it went into the mossy bushes, I thought it had spotted me and would try to sneak up on me from behind in the darkness. This was a really uncomfortable thought, especially if anyone else had been hiding in the bushes with me. But, honestly, my keen sense of Hearing saved me; the creature went back into the moss after that last appearance, seeming to have lost track of me and only intent on returning to the Night. I held this thought in my heart for about a minute, and then, suddenly, a voice within me clearly warned that the creature was making a wide circle around the mossy bushes near the fire, having actually discovered me. It was now cautiously approaching to try and catch me from the other side.
Now, when I heard this voice speak within my spirit, I had knowledge that the dear Master Monstruwacan made watch from the Tower of Observation, and did send the speech with his brain-elements, having in mind that I had the Night-Hearing. And I trusted the speech; for in the same moment of time there did beat all about me in the Night the solemn throb of the Master-Word, as that it had been added with speed, to give instant assurance. And I leapt quick from that clump of the moss-bush, unto another, and crouched, and made a watch all about me; and kept the ears of my spirit open, knowing that the Master Monstruwacan did also watch all, for me.
Now, when I heard this voice speaking within my soul, I realized that the dear Master Monstruwacan was watching from the Tower of Observation and sent the message using his mental powers, knowing that I had Night-Hearing. I believed the message; for at that same moment, I felt the deep pulse of the Master-Word all around me in the Night, as if it had quickly been added to provide immediate reassurance. I quickly jumped from that patch of moss to another, crouched down, and kept a lookout around me, keeping my spiritual ears open, knowing that Master Monstruwacan was also watching everything for me.
And, suddenly, I saw a little moving of a bush that grew to the back of those bushes in which I had been hid; and there came out of the bush that moved, a great grey hand, and moved the moss of the clump where I had been, as it were that something peered out of the moving bush. And there followed the great grey head of the Grey Man, and the head went into the clump of the moss-bush where I had been.
And then, all of a sudden, I noticed a slight rustling in a bush behind the ones I was hiding in. Out from the moving bush came a huge gray hand, shifting the moss of the spot where I had been, as if something was peering out from the bush. Then the large gray head of the Grey Man emerged, and the head moved into the clump of the moss where I had been.
And I knew that I must strike now; and I leapt, and smote with the Diskos; and the thing fell upon its side, and the great grey legs came out of the hither bushes, and twitched and drew upwards; but the head remained in the bush where I had been hid. And I stood away from the thing whilst it died; and in mine hand the Diskos did spin and send forth fire; as it were that it did live, and did know that it had slain a great and horrid monster.
And I knew I had to act quickly; so I jumped and struck with the Diskos. The creature fell on its side, and its huge grey legs emerged from the nearby bushes, twitching and pulling upward; but its head stayed in the bush where I had been hidden. I stepped back from the creature as it died, and in my hand, the Diskos spun and emitted sparks, almost as if it were alive and aware that it had defeated a great and terrible monster.
And presently the Grey Man was dead; and I went away from those bushes, unto the far side of the fire-hole. And I stood with the Diskos held high and spinning and sending out fire, that they within the Mighty Pyramid might know that I had slain the Beast-Man; for it might be that it lay too much in the shadow for them to look upon.
And then the Grey Man was dead; I moved away from those bushes to the far side of the fire pit. I stood with the Diskos raised high, spinning and sending out sparks, so that those inside the Mighty Pyramid would know I had killed the Beast-Man; they might not be able to see it clearly because it was too dark for them.
But the Master Monstruwacan spoke not again to me; for, indeed, it was not meet to do so, except it might save me from a sure danger; for, as you may know from my past tellings, there were Powers of the Night Land that did hearken unto such matters; and it was like enough that there had been overmuch done, even thus, for my further safety. Yet the thing could not be helped.
But the Master Monstruwacan didn't speak to me again; it really wasn't right to do so unless it could save me from certain danger. As you might know from my previous stories, there were Forces in the Night Land that paid attention to such things, and it was quite possible that too much had already been done for my own safety. Still, there was nothing to be done about it.
And now that I was a little calmed, and eased from my fear, I could know that all that the aether of the night was disturbed by the gladness of the millions within the Great Redoubt; so that it was plain how great a multitude had given note unto the fight; and their hearts to beat in sweet sympathy and natural fear; so that I did feel companied and befriended; though, as it may be thought, something shaken yet about the heart.
And now that I was a little calmer and relieved from my fear, I could sense how the night was filled with the joy of the millions inside the Great Redoubt. It was clear how many had taken notice of the battle, their hearts beating in harmony and natural fear. I felt accompanied and supported, even though, as one might imagine, I was still somewhat shaken inside.
Now, in a little time, I did gather unto me my wits and had myself to order; and I looked to see how the hours did go, and I found that I had surely slumbered through ten hours. And I reproached myself; for, indeed, I had slept oversound by reason of my having lacked a regular way and time, as I had with a proper wisdom made to be my rule. And I resolved that I would obey the wit of my Reason in all the future time, and make to eat and rest in due season, as you will wot that I did before intend.
Soon, I gathered my thoughts and got myself together. I looked at the clock and realized I had definitely slept for ten hours. I felt guilty because I had fallen into such a deep sleep due to not sticking to a regular schedule, which I had planned to follow wisely. I decided that moving forward, I would listen to my reasoning and make sure to eat and rest at the proper times, as I had originally intended.
Then, with a self-reproachful heart, I went around the small fire-hole, and caught up my cloak and other matters. And I turned me towards the Mighty Pyramid, and did look once upwards along all the great slope, where it did go measureless into the far blackness of the Everlasting Night; and I made no salutation; for I had so resolved, as you will know; moreover, I desired not to call forth any unneedful disturbance of the aether of the world, which indeed must be, did I make to stir the emotions of the Millions.
Then, feeling guilty, I walked around the small fire pit, picked up my cloak and a few other things. I turned toward the Mighty Pyramid and looked up the massive slope that disappeared into the deep darkness of the Everlasting Night; I didn’t say anything, as I had decided not to. Besides, I didn’t want to cause any unnecessary disruption in the world's atmosphere, which would surely happen if I stirred the emotions of the Millions.
And I turned me then away, and went off into the night, going swift and cautious, and bearing the Diskos cunningly and almost, as it were, with a love for that strange and wondrous weapon that had so befriended me, and slain the foul Grey Man with one stroke. And I had feeling that it did know me, and had a comradeship for me; and I doubt none will understand this; save, it might be, they of the olden days that did carry one strong sword always. Yet was the Diskos more than the sword; for it did in truth seem to live with the fire and the flame of the Earth-Current that did beat within it.
And I turned away and headed into the night, moving quickly and cautiously, holding the Diskos cleverly and almost, as if I had a connection to that strange and amazing weapon that had helped me so much and killed the foul Grey Man with a single blow. I felt that it recognized me and had a bond with me; I doubt anyone will fully understand this, except maybe those from the old days who always carried a strong sword. But the Diskos was more than just a sword; it truly seemed to pulse with the fire and energy of the Earth-Current that flowed within it.
And it was well acknowledged within the Great Redoubt, that none might touch the Diskos of another; for that the thing went crustily, as it might be said, in the hands of a stranger; and if any made foolishness of this knowledge, and did persist much to such an handling, or making to use, the same would presently act clumsy with the weapon, and come to an hurt; and this was a sure thing, and had been known maybe an hundred thousand years; or perchance a greater time.
And it was widely recognized in the Great Redoubt that no one should handle someone else's Diskos; it would behave unpredictably, as one might say, in the hands of a stranger. If someone disregarded this knowledge and insisted on using it anyway, they would soon find themselves awkward with the weapon and likely get hurt. This was a well-established fact, known for perhaps a hundred thousand years, or maybe even longer.
And by this it doth seem wise to believe that there did grow always an affinity between the nature of the man—which doth, as ever, include the woman—and the Diskos that he did use in his Practice; and because of this known thing, and that the place would elsewise be lumbered with olden weapons of those that did die, it was a Law and Usage that there was placed with the Dead, the Diskos of the Dead, there upon The Last Road in the Country Of Silence, and was thus made to give back unto the Earth-Current, the power that did lie in it. And this doth seem to a careless thinker, as it were that I told once again those olden customs of the Ancient Folk; but this is otherwise, and had a sound reason to it; yet, if you do so believe, I doubt not but that a right human sentiment was something at the bottom, which is proper; for it is meet that Love should mate with Wisdom to mother Comfort in our sorrows; and it is a warm thing to do aught for our dead; and none may say nay to this.
It seems wise to believe that there has always been a connection between the nature of humans—which includes women—and the Diskos used in their practice. Because of this understanding, and to avoid cluttering the place with the old weapons of those who have died, it became a law and common practice to place the Diskos of the Dead along The Last Road in the Country of Silence. This was done to return the power within it to the Earth-Current. To a careless thinker, this may seem like just a recounting of ancient customs; however, it holds a deeper meaning and a solid reason behind it. If you do believe this, I have no doubt that a genuine human sentiment lies at its core, which is fitting; for it is right that Love should join with Wisdom to create Comfort in our grief. It is a warm gesture to do something for our dead, and no one can argue against that.
Now, as I did go onwards into the Night Land, looking ever to this shadow and to that, it may be conceived how my heart would stir with swift fear, at this and that; and that my body would oft quiver to leap aside; and as swift discover that naught assailed.
Now, as I moved deeper into the Night Land, constantly glancing at this shadow and that, you can imagine how my heart raced with quick fear at this and that; and how my body often trembled, ready to jump aside; only to quickly realize that nothing was attacking.
And so did I go forward, and always with imaginings and wonders concerning what manner of uncouth Being or Brute might come out of the darknesses all about. Yet, in all that time, there was a certain proudness of the heart, that I did come safe out of the power of the Grey Man, and did surely slay him. But, truly, it were well that the praise be considered, and not overmuch given unto me; for I had died as I slept, but that they of the Great Redoubt, had made a watch over me, and waked me unto my saving.
And so I moved forward, always filled with thoughts and wonders about what kind of strange being or creature might emerge from the darkness around me. Yet, during all that time, I felt a certain pride in my heart for having safely escaped the power of the Grey Man and for having actually defeated him. But really, it’s better to weigh the praise carefully and not to give too much of it to me; I would have died in my sleep if it hadn’t been for those in the Great Redoubt, who kept watch over me and woke me up to save my life.
Now, presently, as I walked, I grew something faint, and had knowledge that I did foolishly; for, indeed, I should have eat after my fight; yet may I be forgiven for this forgetting, in that I had been much shaked and put about.
Now, as I walked, I began to feel faint and realized I had been foolish; I should have eaten after my fight. I hope I can be forgiven for forgetting this, considering I had been quite shaken up.
And I sat me down in a little clear place among the bushes, and did eat three of the tablets, and did once more shake forth the dust that did turn in the air to a natural water by a proper and natural chemistry of these matters. And after I had eat, I sat a little while, and did think, and did look upwards at the great slope of the Pyramid in the night; and all the time did I listen with mine ears and with my spirit; and kept the Diskos across my knees, and looked this way and that, very frequent; but nothing came anigh.
I sat down in a small clearing among the bushes and ate three of the tablets. I shook off the dust that turned into a natural water through a proper and natural chemistry of these things. After I ate, I sat for a bit, thinking and looking up at the great slope of the Pyramid in the night. All the while, I listened with my ears and my spirit, keeping the Diskos across my knees, glancing this way and that frequently, but nothing came near.
And so I rose presently, and went onwards, and walked for six hours towards the North and the West. And I made much to the West, for a little, that I might come clear of the North-West Watcher. Yet, after a space, I made to do foolishly; for I changed my mind about, and kept something more towards the North, so that I should have a surer sight of that Monster.
And so I got up soon after and continued on my way, walking for six hours toward the North and West. I aimed more to the West for a bit to avoid the North-West Watcher. However, after a while, I acted foolishly; I changed my mind and headed a bit more North so I could get a better look at that Monster.
And this was, in truth, a rash and naughty thing to consider; for if I were but seen, then should that grim Brute make a signal unto the Evil Powers, and I be met swiftly with destruction. But surely the heart is a strange and wayward thing, and given to quick fears, and immediately unto great and uncountable rashnesses. And so I did go forward unwisely to the Northward of a safe and proper going; and it may be that an influence was upon me, and drew me thatwards; but who shall say.
And honestly, it was a reckless and foolish idea to think about it; because if I were spotted, that grim Beast would signal the Dark Forces, and I'd be met with instant doom. But the heart is a strange and unpredictable thing, easily filled with quick fears and capable of outrageous impulsiveness. So I foolishly headed North instead of staying on a safe path; maybe something was influencing me, pulling me in that direction, but who can tell.
Now, a great time I walked, and made a halt upon every sixth hour, and did eat and drink, and look a little unto the monstrous towering of the Great Redoubt; and afterwards make strong mine heart, and go forward again. And always I did go warily, and chiefly among the low moss-bush; but sometimes out upon stony ground, and oft across places where sulphur did puff somewhat from the ground in a low smoke, very strong in the nostrils and not liked inwardly.
Now, I walked for a long time and took a break every six hours to eat and drink. I would also look at the huge Great Redoubt towering over me, then gather my courage and keep going. I always moved carefully, mostly through the low mossy bushes, but sometimes I walked on rocky ground and often crossed areas where sulfur was releasing a low puff of smoke from the ground, which smelled very strong and was unpleasant.
And as I made onwards, I looked always to my right and to my left, and anon to the rear; yet made a constant observation of the Mighty Watcher, that I did begin to draw nigh unto. And oft did I stoop to crawl, and my hands did bleed somewhat; but after I was troubled so, I put on the great gloves that made complete the grey armour, and so was shod proper to such journeying.
And as I kept moving forward, I looked to my right and left, and occasionally behind me; yet I constantly kept an eye on the Mighty Watcher that I was getting closer to. Many times, I crouched down to crawl, and my hands bled a bit; but after I was so troubled, I put on the large gloves that completed the grey armor, which suited me well for such a journey.
And, presently, when eighteen hours did have passed since that my sudden awakening to the peril of the Grey Man, I did search about for a place to slumber; for I would keep wisely unto my ruling, and go not over long lacking of sleep; and by this planning I should be the less like to sleep oversound, and so should set my spirit to listen whilst I did sleep; and by so much as my spirit should serve me with faith, should I have safety. And this thing is plain, and wants not more to the saying thereof.
And now, after eighteen hours had passed since my sudden wake-up call about the threat of the Grey Man, I looked for a place to sleep. I wanted to stick to my plan and not go too long without sleep; this way, I would be less likely to fall into a deep sleep and could keep my senses alert while I rested. As long as my mind stayed focused, I would be safe. And this is clear and needs no further explanation.
And I came presently unto a sudden place where the land did go downwards brokenly, as that it had been burst a great while gone by the inward fires; and I looked downwards over the edge of that place, and went round about it, and did see presently a ledge upon the far side, that was difficult to come upon; yet a place of some little safety to any that might go down to it; for it was awkward to see, and did any monster seek to come at me, I should have chance of warning; and might go downwards a greater way in time to my salvation.
And I suddenly reached a spot where the land sloped down unevenly, as if it had been ruptured long ago by internal fires. I looked over the edge and walked around it, and soon saw a ledge on the far side that was hard to reach; yet it offered a bit of safety for anyone who might try to go down to it. It was difficult to see, and if any creature tried to approach me, I would have a chance to be warned and could escape further down, which might lead to my salvation.
And by this determination, I abode; and came down to that place with labour; but was cheerful of heart that I had found so sure a shelter. And I eat my three tablets, and drank the water that I did get from the powder. And so made to compose my body to sleep. Yet, at this time, a thought did come to me, and I made calculation afresh; and laughed somewhat at that my poor counting; for, indeed, I had thought to eat but thrice in the twenty and four hours; yet by my arranging, I was made, indeed, to eat four times, as you shall see immediately by a little thought. And this thing came more strong upon my spirit than any might think; for I did eat overmuch for the lasting of the food; though, in verity, it was but little to my belly; as you must all think, and have sympathy for my discomfort.
And with that decision in mind, I stayed and made my way down to that place with effort, but I felt happy knowing I had found such a reliable shelter. I ate my three tablets and drank the water I got from the powder. Then I tried to settle my body down for sleep. But at that moment, a thought struck me, and I recalculated; I chuckled a bit at my poor math because I had originally planned to eat only three times in twenty-four hours. However, after rethinking it, I ended up eating four times, as you will see shortly with a little reflection. This realization hit me harder than you might expect; I had overeaten for the sake of making my food last, even though, honestly, it was hardly enough for my stomach, and you all should think of my discomfort with some sympathy.
And I considered a little, and had determined that I should afterwards in my journeying, eat but two of the tablets to my meal; and this was a wise thought, and like much wisdom, a discomposing thing. But so it was, and I set it down that you may know the arranging of my ways at that time.
And I thought about it for a bit, and decided that during my travels, I would only eat two of the tablets for my meals; this was a smart idea, but like much wisdom, it was also unsettling. But that was how it was, and I noted it down so you could understand how I was managing things back then.
Now, in all this while of meditation, I had been setting my cloak about me, and was fast set to my sleeping; for I had walked a weary way. And I lay me down upon my left side, with my back to the rock, which did overhang me something above; so that I was contented to feel hid from things that might pass by in the Night. And I had the cloak about me, and the Diskos close against my breast, within the cloak, and my head upon my pouch and upon my scrip.
Now, during all this time of thinking, I had been wrapping my cloak around me and was getting ready to sleep because I had traveled a long way. I lay down on my left side, with my back against the rock that towered over me a bit, so I felt safe from anything that might pass by in the night. I had the cloak around me, the Diskos pressed against my chest, tucked under the cloak, and my head resting on my pouch and my bag.
And as I lay thus a moment easeful, I could see that so mighty was the uprising of the Great Pyramid that it was not hid from me even thus, but did stand upward into the night, and did shine, and was plain to be seen above the further edge of that deep place where I did lie.
And as I lay there for a moment, relaxed, I could see that the Great Pyramid was so impressive that it wasn’t hidden from me at all; it rose up into the night, shining brightly, and was clearly visible above the far edge of the deep place where I lay.
And I fell upon sleep, looking upward at that Final Light, where, as might be, the Master Monstruwacan did bend the Great Spy-Glass upon my lonesomeness, as I lay there upon the ledge.
And I drifted off to sleep, gazing up at that Final Light, where, perhaps, the Master Monstruwacan was directing the Great Spy-Glass at my solitude, as I lay there on the ledge.
And this was a thought of sweet comfort upon which to slumber; the which I did; but my spirit lay wakeful within my breast, and did listen through the night; and harked for all evil matters and things that did make to come anigh. But also my spirit did whisper unto Naani as I went into sleep; and so passed I into dreams.
And this was a comforting thought to fall asleep with; and I did just that; but my spirit stayed awake inside me, listening through the night for all the bad things that might come close. Yet, my spirit also whispered to Naani as I drifted into sleep; and so I moved into dreams.
Now, it may be thought that I did act with a strange valiance, in that I composed my body so properly to slumber, and with but a little trouble of the heart concerning the coming of monsters. And in truth this hath seemed somewhat so to me, thinking since that time; but I do but set the thing that is truth; and make not to labour to an illusion of truth; and so must tell much that doth seem improper to the Reality. Yet must all bear with me, and have understanding of the hardness of setting forth with true seeming the honesty of Truth, which, in verity, is better served oft times by timely and cunning lies. And so shall you understand this matter so well as I.
Now, you might think that I acted with some strange bravery when I settled my body down to sleep, hardly troubled at all by thoughts of monsters coming my way. And honestly, that’s how it has felt to me since then; but I’m just stating what’s true and not trying to create an illusion of truth. So, I must share a lot that seems inappropriate compared to reality. Yet, I ask that you bear with me and try to understand how challenging it is to present the honesty of truth in a way that seems real, which, in fact, is often better conveyed through timely and clever lies. And with that, you will understand this matter as well as I do.
And presently my spirit waked me there in the half dark of the Night Land; and I looked swift about me, and upwards, and saw nothing to fear. Then did I peer at my dial; and made to discover that I had slept full over six quiet hours; and by this I knew the reason of mine awaking; for it was so great impressed upon me by mine inward sense and being. And this you shall understand, someways, who have thought, ere sleep, to wake to a certain time of the morning; and by understanding shall you believe and give me all your kind harking and human sympathy.
And soon my spirit woke me there in the dim light of the Night Land; I quickly looked around and up, and saw nothing to worry about. Then I glanced at my clock and realized I had slept for over six peaceful hours; and this told me why I was awake, as it was strongly felt in my inner self. And you'll understand this in some way, especially if you've ever tried to wake up at a specific time in the morning; by understanding, you'll believe me and offer your kind attention and human sympathy.
And I made to have a smartness of going, which is ever hard to the newly waked; and I eat two tablets, the while my belly did cry out for an wholesome and proper filling; but I drank some of the water, and so did ease somewhat of my hunger.
And I tried to look sharp as I got up, which is always tough for someone just waking up; I ate two tablets while my stomach was begging for something nourishing and proper; but I drank some water, which helped ease my hunger a bit.
Then did I wind my cloak to its shape, and put upon me my gear, which was the scrip and the pouch, and the Diskos to my hip; and I clomb out from that place of rest. Yet, before I did come rightly up into the open, I peered about, and made some surety that no evil Brute was anigh. And then I gat me out, and stood upon my feet, and looked for a little upwards at the mighty slope of the Great Redoubt, which did seem yet very nigh unto me, by reason of it being so monstrous in bigness.
Then I adjusted my cloak and put on my gear, which included the bag and the pouch, and strapped the Diskos to my hip. I climbed out from that resting place. But before I fully emerged into the open, I looked around to make sure no dangerous creature was nearby. Then I stepped out, stood up, and glanced upward at the steep slope of the Great Redoubt, which still seemed very close to me because of its enormous size.
And I wondered whether in that moment the Master Monstruwacan did look down upon me, with the Great Spy-Glass. And afterwards I turned away swiftly, and went on into the Night Land; for it did always make me shaken with lonesomeness to look upon my Great Home. And so I did go forward with a strong and uncaring stride; but grew presently to quietness, and to have back the proper caution of my going. Yet had I not gone all foolishly, for I had taken the Diskos from my hip, ere this; so that I possessed it handily.
And I wondered if, at that moment, the Master Monstruwacan was looking down at me with the Great Spy-Glass. Afterwards, I quickly turned away and stepped into the Night Land; it always made me feel lonely to gaze upon my Great Home. So, I moved forward with a strong, indifferent stride, but soon became quiet and regained my sense of caution. However, I hadn't acted foolishly, as I had already taken the Diskos from my hip, so I had it ready to use.
Now there is one matter which shall seem but a small and natural occurring unto you; yet was strong upon me in that time; and this thing was that I did begin now to see the Night Land from the new outlooking of my distance from the Mighty Pyramid. And it was as that a man of this day did go from the earth to travel among the stars, and lo! should he not find them to shift upon his vision; so that the Great Bear and this and that shaping of the star clusterings, should make a new order, as he did wander onwards; and so should he find that there was naught that was truly fixed, as he did before then think; but all to alter according unto the place whence the looking! And this thing shall be plain unto you, though no thought be put to the matter; for it is of an evident verity that doth need not argument to expound. And so shall you have memory of me, there a-wander among those strange shapings and wonders of that grim Land, the which I had never but supposed to seem but as my memory did retain them, from the lookings of all my life within the Great Redoubt. And so it was; and ever there did this thing and that open out to a new view, and the Night Land take to itself a constant new aspect to mine eyes which had never until that time had but the one fixed vision of the same.
Now, there’s one thing that might seem small and natural to you, but it weighed heavily on me at that time. I began to see the Night Land from a different perspective because of my distance from the Mighty Pyramid. It was like someone today traveling from Earth to explore the stars, and suddenly, they find that the stars shift in their view. The Great Bear and various star clusters create a new order as they move on, revealing that nothing is truly fixed as they once thought; everything changes depending on where you’re looking from. This will be clear to you, even without much thought, because it’s an obvious truth that needs no explanation. You will remember me wandering among those strange shapes and wonders of that grim Land, which I had only ever imagined based on my memories from my life inside the Great Redoubt. And it was so; everything continually opened up to a new view, and the Night Land constantly took on a new appearance to my eyes, which until then had only ever seen the same fixed vision.
And you shall understand with me how that when, about the fourteenth hour of that day's travel, I did draw very nigh unto the monstrous Watcher of the North-West, it did seem so utter strange from this fresh aspect that I had been like to think that I did see a new Monster. For, in truth, when I did come at last to creep to within a mile of it, among the low moss-bushes, I was confounded that the mighty chin did come forward towards the Great Redoubt, even as the upward part of a vast cliff, which the sea doth make hollow about the bottom; for it did hang out into the air above the glare of the fire from the Red Pit, as it had been a thing of Rock, all scored and be-weathered, and dull red and seeming burned and blasted by reason of the bloody shine that beat upward from the deep of the Red Pit.
And you'll see with me that when, around the fourteenth hour of that day's journey, I got close to the monstrous Watcher of the North-West, it looked so completely strange from this new angle that I almost thought I was seeing a new monster. Honestly, when I finally crept within a mile of it, among the low mossy bushes, I was stunned to see that the massive chin jutted out towards the Great Redoubt, resembling the upper part of a huge cliff, which the sea undercuts at the bottom; it seemed to hang in the air above the bright light from the Red Pit, as if it were a rock formation, all scarred and weathered, and a dull red, appearing burned and blasted because of the bloody glow rising up from the depths of the Red Pit.
And by the way in which I do tell upon it, you shall know that I did surely view it something from the side at this immediate time; for, in truth, it was then that I did draw the nearer; and, moreover, I was the more astonished at this viewing, than I had been to the front; for it was so utter strange, and shapen so different from the Brute that did hang in my memory.
And the way I describe it, you'll see that I definitely looked at it from the side at that moment; because, really, that's when I got closer. Plus, I was even more amazed by what I saw than when I looked at it head-on; it was so completely strange and shaped so differently from the image of the animal that I remembered.
And a great time I did lie there upon my belly; and shaken by a fear of the Beast; yet emboldened, as you may conceive, by having come to the side; and being hopeful in my heart that I was very secure within so great a shadow and the thick sheltering of the moss-bushes.
And I lay there on my stomach for a long time, shaken by fear of the Beast; yet, as you can imagine, feeling brave for being so close to the edge; and hopeful in my heart that I was pretty safe under such a big shadow and the thick cover of the mossy bushes.
And surely it was that I did creep more nigh, the while that I did look; for presently I had a very plain seeing of the Great Monster; and did know where I had gotten to, and thereby did acknowledge unto myself that this was an utter foolishness; and like, for all that any might say, to lead unto destruction. Yet, as all must know, there was the first fear, and the ceasing of this fear, as I did wot that I was so little a thing to heed out there in the shadows. And presently a gaining of courage, and the prick of my Being that did crave to see clear this exceeding Wonder. And so was I come close, more or less, having gone far upon my hands and knees; yet sometimes to pause; but afterwards on again.
And sure enough, I slowly crept closer as I looked; soon I had a clear view of the Great Monster and realized where I was. I admitted to myself that this was complete foolishness, and that it could very well lead to disaster. Yet, as everyone knows, there was the initial fear, followed by a fading of that fear, since I understood I was just a tiny thing out there in the shadows. Then I felt a surge of courage and a deep urge within me to clearly see this incredible Wonder. So, I got close, more or less, crawling on my hands and knees; I would pause at times, but then I would keep going.
Now by this nearness, I was the more truly able to perceive how that the Bulk of the Watcher did rise up into the Night, like a Hill; and the colour was mostly black, save and indeed where it did face to the red shine of the Pit; and concerning this I have done telling.
Now, by being so close, I was able to see more clearly how the form of the Watcher rose up into the Night like a Hill; and its color was mostly black, except where it faced the red glow of the Pit; and I have now finished telling about this.
And so did I lie there, and stare a great while, parting a small hole in the moss-bushes that I might spy through the same. And the thing was squat there, and might have root within the earth, so it did seem to mine imaginings, as I did stare with a dumb wonder. And there were monstrous warts upon the thing, and indents and a mighty ruggedness and lumpings; as it were that it did be pimpled with great boulders that were inbred within that monstrous hide. And where the shine from the Pit of Red Fire did strike upon these, they did stand out into the darkness away from the skin, as you of this Age shall see mountains of the moon catch a bright fire from the Sun, and show plain upon the night of the moon.
And so I lay there, staring for a long time, making a small opening in the mossy bushes to peek through. The thing was sitting there, and it looked like it might be rooted in the ground, or so it seemed in my imagination as I stared with a dumbfounded wonder. It had huge warts all over it, with indents and a rough, lumpy texture; it looked like it was covered in big boulders that were embedded in its monstrous skin. Where the light from the Pit of Red Fire hit them, they jutted out into the darkness away from the surface, just like how you can see the mountains on the moon catch bright sunlight and stand out clearly against the night sky.
Now, as I have set down, I did lie there and look a great while; and it came presently to me that there was unease within the Mighty Pyramid, among the Millions; for I did feel the aether of the world to be disturbed by their distress; and so had a knowing that they had a cunning wareness concerning the place where I did hide among the moss-bushes.
Now, as I wrote, I lay there and looked for quite a while; and it soon occurred to me that there was unrest inside the Mighty Pyramid, among the Millions; for I felt the air of the world was disturbed by their distress; and so I realized that they had a keen awareness of the spot where I was hiding among the mossy bushes.
And the thrilling in the night did bring a wisdom into my head; for, in verity, as I have said, this was a foolish matter that I was upon. And I gat a thought that the Watcher might have an awaredness of the trouble of the Multitudes; and, indeed, for all that I did know, it had a full knowledge of all my wandering; though concerning this, I did think otherwise truly in my heart; as is a most human and proper way to make comfortable the spirit, where Doubt can have no ease from Reason.
And the excitement of the night brought some clarity to my mind; because, truly, as I said, this was a foolish thing I was involved in. I started to think that the Watcher might be aware of the troubles of the Multitudes; and, in fact, for all I knew, it was fully aware of all my wandering; though, deep down, I thought differently in my heart; which is a very human and natural way to comfort the spirit, where Doubt finds no relief from Reason.
And I made that I would go backwards to a good distance from the Watcher, and go forward again upon my journeying, if but that I come safe from so unwise an adventuring. And as I did begin to return, it was to me as that all my senses were newly awake; for I had a sudden knowing that I was within the atmosphere, should I not call it, of the Monster.
And I decided to move back to a safe distance from the Watcher, then continue my journey, hoping to escape from such a foolish adventure. As I started to turn back, it felt like all my senses were coming alive again; I suddenly realized that I was in the presence, if I can call it that, of the Monster.
And I gat an abrupt and horrid shaking of the spirit; for I did feel in verity that my soul had come too anigh; and that the Beast had a sure knowledge concerning me; yet did make to my destruction with no haste; but after that way and fashion that did seem proper unto it.
And I felt a sudden and terrible shaking of my spirit; for I truly sensed that my soul had come too close; and that the Beast was definitely aware of me; yet it moved towards my destruction without any hurry; but in a way and manner that seemed right to it.
And this feeling you shall understand the better, maybe, when I do tell that it was to me as that the air all about me was full of a quiet and steadfast life and keen intelligence that I did believe to come forth from the Watcher on every side; so that I did feel as one already within the gaze of some Great and Evil Power.
And you'll understand this feeling better, perhaps, when I say that it felt to me like the air around me was filled with a quiet, steady energy and sharp awareness that I believed was coming from the Watcher nearby; it made me feel like I was already under the watchful eye of some Great and Evil Power.
Yet, though I had a great terror upon me, I made no foolish haste; but commanded my soul to courage, and put a guard upon my way of going, and so made a very quiet journey for maybe two full miles; and afterwards did allow myself something more of haste; for I was now grown easier in my spirit; and felt apart from the spirit of the Great Watcher.
Yet, even though I was really scared, I didn’t rush; I gathered my courage and was careful about how I moved, which made for a pretty calm journey for about two full miles. After that, I let myself move a bit faster because I felt more at ease and separate from the presence of the Great Watcher.
And after a longer while, I did leave that hill of watchfulness to my rear; and was gone onward into the night; yet, as may be known, with a vague unease and trouble to my heart, and a swift and frequent turning to learn surely that no Evil Thing came after me. For, as you may know, I could nowise have forgetting, concerning that great quiet Life which did seem to be living in all the air around that Mighty Bulk. For it had been all about me in the night, as I have told, and I to feel that I had been surely discovered! And thus shall you know how shaken was my spirit, in verity.
And after a while, I finally left that hill of watchfulness behind me and moved on into the night. Still, I couldn’t shake this vague unease and worry in my heart, constantly turning back to make sure no evil thing was chasing me. As you might guess, I couldn’t forget about that great, still presence that seemed to fill the air around that massive figure. It had been all around me in the night, as I mentioned, and I felt certain that I had been discovered! And this shows just how shaken my spirit really was.
Now, presently, at the eighteenth hour of that day's travel, I ceased from my journeying, that I might eat and drink; and I did sit a little while, and looked back upon the strange and monstrous thing which I had come beyond. And the great humped back and vast shoulders of the Watching-Thing rose up into the night, black and cumbrous against the red shine of the Pit. And thus, as you shall think, had that Brute looked always unto the Mighty Pyramid, through Eternity, and did cease not from watching, and was steadfast and silent and alone; and none did understand.
Now, at the eighteenth hour of that day's journey, I took a break to eat and drink; I sat for a while and looked back at the strange and monstrous thing I had passed. The huge humped back and massive shoulders of the Watching-Thing towered against the night, dark and heavy against the red glow of the Pit. And so, as you might think, that Brute had always gazed upon the Mighty Pyramid, through Eternity, never stopping its watch, remaining steadfast, silent, and alone; and no one understood.
And after I had eat, and drunk some of the water, I went onward for a full matter of six hours more; being minded to have no sleep until I had put a great way between me and the Watcher. And in this part of my journey did I come to The Place Where The Silent Ones Kill, as it was named in the Maps. And I observed a very wondrous caution, and went away from it a little, unto the North, where I did see at a distance the shinings of fire-holes; the which did promise me warmth through my slumber.
And after I had eaten and drank some water, I continued on for a full six hours, determined not to sleep until I had put a significant distance between me and the Watcher. During this part of my journey, I arrived at The Place Where The Silent Ones Kill, as it was labeled on the maps. I took great care and moved a bit to the North, where I spotted, in the distance, the glow of fire pits, which promised me warmth for my rest.
And here you must know that the Place Where The Silent Ones Kill was an utter bare place, where all did seem of rock, and no bush did seem to grow thereon; so that a man might not come to any hiding; though, in truth, there might be some hole here or there; yet was none shown in any map within the Pyramid; neither did there seem to be any such to me, as I did creep there among the moss-bushes to the Northward of the Place, and look constant and fearful towards it; so that I should see quickly whether any Silent One did move across all the grey quiet of that rocky plain.
And you should know that the Place Where The Silent Ones Kill was completely barren, looking only of rock, with no bushes growing there; so a person couldn't find any hiding spots. Although, truthfully, there might be a few holes here and there, none were marked on any map inside the Pyramid, and I didn’t see any as I crept among the moss-bushes to the north of the Place, constantly and anxiously watching it, ready to see quickly if any Silent One moved across the gray stillness of that rocky plain.
And concerning this same Place Where The Silent Ones Kill, it were well to make an explanation how that there was always a little and far-spreaded light over all that lonesomeness; and the light was something grey-seeming; as it were that a lichen might grow upon the rocks, and send out a little uncomfortable glowing, even as certain matters do in these times, if you do but know the place and the time to seek them. Yet was the light exceeding weak, and very cold and dismal, and did seem truly to show naught with a sureness; so that it did appear to the eye, if one did look fixedly, that there were shadows that did move here or there, as it were of silent beings; and none might know, in truth, whether this shaping of the greyness was to the clouding of the Reason, or that the eye did see of Reality. Yet, if one did look with the Great Spy-Glass, then might there be some surety and plainness; and likewise was it so, if one did have come sufficient anigh to that uncomfortable Place, even as I then did be. And so you shall conceive how that I did slide very quiet from bush unto bush; for I had alway in all my life had a very dread fear of this place; and oft did I peer out into the dim grey light of the lonesome plain unto my left; and would think sometimes to perceive the shapes of the Silent Ones stood vague and watchful; yet, on the instant, to see nothing.
And about this same Place Where The Silent Ones Kill, it’s worth explaining that there was always a little and widespread light over all that loneliness; the light was kind of grayish, as if lichen might grow on the rocks and send out a faint, uncomfortable glow, similar to certain things today, if you know where and when to find them. But the light was extremely weak, very cold and gloomy, and seemed to show nothing with certainty; so, if you looked closely, it appeared there were shadows moving here and there, as if of silent beings; and no one could really know if this grayness was clouding one’s reason or if it was a glimpse of reality. However, if you looked through the Great Spy-Glass, then there might be some clarity and certainty; it was the same if you got close enough to that unsettling place, just as I had. And so you can imagine how I quietly moved from bush to bush, for I had always been very afraid of this place; I often peered into the dim gray light of the lonely plain to my left, sometimes thinking I could make out the shapes of the Silent Ones, standing vague and watchful; yet, in an instant, I would see nothing.
And thus I did go onward, and came presently to a part where the grey plain did stretch out a bareness into the Night Land to my front; so that my way ended, unless I did make a long passing round about.
And so I continued onward and soon reached a point where the gray plain extended its emptiness into the Night Land ahead of me; my path was blocked unless I took a long detour.
And I sat there among the moss-bushes, and did consider, and lookt out cunningly through a spy-hole of the bush in which I did sit. And I perceived that the part of the plain which did jut bareness into the Land before me had no greatness of size; but might be passed swiftly in but a little running. And this thing should save me a wearisome going round; so that I made to consider it with a serious mind; and all the time did I search the bare greyness before me, and saw presently that it was surely empty.
And I sat there among the moss bushes, thinking and peeking through a small opening in the bush I was in. I noticed that the bare part of the plain stretching out in front of me wasn’t very wide, and I could get past it quickly with just a little running. This realization would save me a tiring detour, so I started to think about it seriously. The whole time, I scanned the empty gray stretch ahead of me and soon saw that it was definitely deserted.
And I made to adventure myself across, running very swift until I had come to the far side. And lo! as I did go to rise up out of the bush, mine eyes were opened, as it were, and I saw that there was something amid the constant greyness; and I fell quickly into the bush; and did sweat very chill; but yet did haste to look.
And I set off on my adventure, running fast until I reached the other side. And behold! as I tried to get up out of the bushes, my eyes were opened, and I saw that there was something in the endless grey; I quickly fell back into the bushes, and I felt a cold sweat, but still hurried to take a look.
And I saw now that there were, in truth, matters that did show vague upon that part of the plain that was before me. And I did peer very constant and anxious, and, behold, I saw that there was facing me, a great line of quiet and lofty figures, shrouded unto their feet; and they moved not, neither made they any sound; but stood there amid the greyness, and did seem to make an unending watch upon me; so that my heart went unto weakness, and I did feel that there was no power of the moss-bushes to hide me; for, in verity, they that stood so silent were certain of the Silent Ones; and I was very nigh to the Place of Destruction.
And I now realized that there were indeed things that appeared faintly on that section of the plain in front of me. I stared intently and anxiously, and, behold, I saw a great line of still and towering figures, shrouded to their feet; they did not move, nor did they make any sound; they stood there amidst the grayness, seemingly keeping an endless watch on me. My heart filled with weakness, and I felt that the moss-bushes offered no cover; for, truly, those silent figures were surely the Silent Ones, and I was very close to the Place of Destruction.
Now, I moved not for a time; but was made stiff by the greatness of my fear. Yet I was presently aware that the Silent Ones came not towards me; but stood quiet; as that they did mind not to slay me, if but I did keep from that Place.
Now, I didn't move for a while; I was frozen by my intense fear. But I quickly realized that the Silent Ones weren't coming towards me; they stood still, as if they had no intention of killing me, as long as I stayed away from that Place.
And there grew therefrom a little courage into mine heart, and I obeyed my spirit, and took an hold of my strength and went slowly backward in the bushes. And presently I was come a long way off. Yet troubled and disturbed, and very strict to my going.
And from that, a bit of courage grew in my heart, so I listened to my instincts, gathered my strength, and slowly backed away into the bushes. Before long, I was quite far away. Yet I felt troubled and uneasy, being very cautious about my movements.
And I made a great circling about that place where the plain of the Silent Ones did come outward; and so did gain to the North-West; and was thence something the happier in my heart; and went easily, and oft upon my feet; yet making a strong watching to every side.
And I took a long walk around the area where the plain of the Silent Ones opened up; then I headed North-West, which made me feel a bit lighter in my heart. I walked easily and often on my feet, but I stayed alert and kept a close watch on every side.
And so I came at the last to a time when I had walked through four-and-twenty weariful hours; and was eager that I should come to a safe place for my sleep; yet did lack a happy belief of safety, in that I had come twice anigh to so grim trouble; and unsure I was that I did not be secretly pursued in the night. And this you shall believe to be a very desperate feeling; and a plight to make the heart sick, and to long with a great longing for the safety of that mine Home. Yet had I put myself to the task; and truly I did never cease to the sorrowful remembering of that utter despair that had sounded to me plain in the last calling of mine own love, out of all the mystery of the night. And but to think upon this was to grow strong in the spirit; yet to have a fresh anxiousness that I did the more surely keep my life within me, and so come to that maid's salvation.
And so I finally reached a point after twenty-four exhausting hours of walking, feeling eager to find a safe place to sleep. Yet, I struggled to truly believe I was safe, having nearly faced serious trouble twice. I was unsure if I was being secretly followed at night. You have to understand, this was a very desperate feeling, a situation that could make anyone's heart sick, leading to an overwhelming longing for the safety of home. Still, I pushed myself through it; and I couldn't stop sorrowfully remembering the utter despair I felt during my last conversation with my love, echoing through the mystery of that night. Just thinking about this made me stronger in spirit, but it also brought a new anxiety that made me more determined to stay alive and reach that girl’s salvation.
Now, as you shall mind, I had spied the shine of certain fire-holes somewhat to the Northward, and had thought to make thereabouts a place for my sleep; for, in truth, there was a bitterness of cold in all the air of night that did surround me; and I was warmed nigh to a slow happiness, by thinking upon a fire to lie beside; and small wonder, as you shall say.
Now, as you may recall, I had noticed the glow of some campfires a little to the north and thought to find a spot nearby to sleep. Honestly, the cold in the night air around me was biting, and I could almost feel a slow sense of happiness just from imagining being next to a fire; and it’s no surprise, as you might agree.
And I made presently a strong walking unto that place where did glow in the night the shine of the fire-holes, as I did well judge them to be; and so was like to have come over-swiftly upon my death, as you shall presently see; for, as I came anigh to the first, I perceived that the light came upward out of a great hollow among the moss-bushes, and that the fire-hole burned somewhere in the deep of the hollow; so that I did but look upon the shine thereof.
And I quickly walked to the place where I saw the glow of the fire pits in the night, or so I thought; and I almost came face-to-face with danger, as you'll soon see; for when I got close to the first fire pit, I noticed that the light was coming up from a large hollow among the mossy bushes, and that the fire was burning deep inside that hollow; I could only see the glow from it.
Yet very eager was I to come to that warmth; and I made more of haste than care, as I did hint; and so came very swift to the top of the hollow; yet was still hidden by the kindness of the moss-bushes.
Yet I was eager to reach that warmth; I rushed more than I should have, as I mentioned, and quickly got to the top of the hollow; but I was still hidden by the kindness of the mossy bushes.
And as I made to thrust forward out of the bushes, that I might look and go downward into the hollow, there rose up to me the sound of a very large voice, and deep and husky. And the voice was a dreadful voice that did speak as that it said ordinary things, and in a fashion so monstrous as that it were that a house did speak, and, in verity, this is a strange thing to say; yet shall it have the truth of my feelings and terror in that moment.
And as I was about to push through the bushes to look down into the hollow, I heard a very loud voice that was deep and rough. The voice was terrible and spoke as if it were saying normal things, in such a monstrous way that it felt like a house was speaking. I know this sounds strange, but it truly captures my feelings and fear in that moment.
And I drew back swiftly from discovering myself; and was then all feared to move, or to make to go more backward, lest that I should give knowledge that I was come anigh. And likewise did I shiver lest that I was even then perceived. And so shall you have something of the utter fear that did shake me. And I abode there, very quiet, and moved not for a very great space; but did sweat and shake; for there was a monstrous horridness in the voice that did speak.
And I quickly pulled back from realizing who I was; then I was scared to move or to go further back, worried that I would reveal that I was close. I trembled, fearing I might be noticed even then. So, you'll get a sense of the sheer fear that shook me. I stayed there, very still, and didn't move for a long time; but I was sweating and shaking because there was something terrifying about the voice that spoke.
And as I crouched there within the moss-bushes, there came again the large voice, and it was answered by a second voice; and thereupon there arose, as it did seem, the speech of Men that must have the bigness of elephants, and that did have no kindness in all their thoughts; but were utter monstrous. And the speech was slow, and it rose up out of the hollow, brutish and hoarse and mighty. And I would that I could make you to hear it, and that you could but borrow mine ears for a little moment, and forthwith be shaken with that utter horror and an afraidness, even as was I.
As I crouched there among the mossy bushes, I heard the deep voice again, and it was met by another voice; then emerged a sound that felt like the words of men with the strength of elephants, completely lacking any kindness in their thoughts, just pure monstrosity. The speech was slow, rising up from the hollow, brutish, hoarse, and powerful. I wish I could make you hear it, so you could take my ears for just a moment and be overwhelmed by that utter horror and fear, just like I was.
Now, presently, there was a very long quiet, and I ceased at last a little from mine over-fear; and later I did calm somewhat; so that I made to shift my position, which was grown very uneasy.
Now, there was a long silence, and I finally started to relax a bit from my overwhelming fear; later, I calmed down somewhat, so I tried to change my position, which had become very uncomfortable.
And there was still no sound from the hollow. Wherefore, having a little boldness and much curiousness, and these despite my great fearfulness, I put forth mine hand, very cautious, and did move the mossbush a little from my face. And I went forward upon the earth, and did lie upon my belly; and was by this so close upon the edge of that place, that I was abled to look downwards.
And there was still no sound from the hollow. So, feeling a bit brave and very curious, despite my deep fear, I carefully reached out my hand and moved the mossy branch a little from my face. I crawled forward on the ground and lay on my stomach; I was so close to the edge of that spot that I could look down.
And you shall know that I peered down into that great hollow, and did see a very strange and horrid sight; for, in truth, there was a large fire-hole in the centre of that place, and all about the sides there were great holes into the slopes of the hollow, and there were great men laid in the holes, so that I might see a great head that did show out to my sight here, from one of those holes, and would seem to be that of a monstrous man heavy with sleep. And there I would see but the buttocks of another, as that he did curl himself inward to his brutish slumbering. And so was it all about; and to my memory there were maybe a score of these holes; yet had I not time to the counting, as you shall see. For, after that I had made but a glance, as it were, at these sleeping and utter monstrous men, I perceived that there sat beyond the fire-hole, three great men, and they were each greater than elephants, and covered a large part with a stiff and horrid hair, that did be of a reddish seeming. And there were upon them great segs and warts, as that their skin had been hides that had never known covering. And there was between them the body of a mighty hound, so big as an horse, that they did skin; and I judged that this beast was one of those fearsome brutes which we did call the Night Hounds.
And you'll know that I looked down into that huge pit and saw a really strange and terrifying sight; because there was a large fire pit in the middle of that place, and all around the sides, there were big holes in the slopes of the pit, where massive men were lying, so that I could see a huge head sticking out from one of those holes, looking like that of a monstrous man deeply asleep. And I could only see the backside of another, as if he curled up to sleep like a beast. It was like that all around; and as I remember, there were maybe about twenty of these holes; but I didn't have time to count, as you'll see. After I took a quick look at these sleeping, utterly monstrous men, I noticed that sitting beyond the fire pit were three enormous men, each larger than elephants, covered with coarse, horrible hair that looked reddish. They had large growths and warts, as if their skin were hides that had never been covered. And between them lay the body of a huge dog, as big as a horse, which they had skinned; and I figured that this creature was one of those fearsome beasts we called the Night Hounds.
Yet, as I should set down, they did nothing in that time in which I lookt at them; but did sit each with a sharp and monstrous bloody stone in his fist, and did look to the ground, as that they heeded not the earth or the food that they did prepare; but did listen to some outward sound. And you shall know that this brought to me a very swift and sudden terror; for I perceived now the why of their long silence; for, in verity, they had an unease upon them, being subtly aware that one was anigh, even as are the brute beasts in this manner and kind, as all do know.
Yet, as I write this down, they didn’t do anything during the time I watched them; they just sat there, each holding a sharp and bloody stone in their hand, staring at the ground as if they didn’t care about the earth or the food they were preparing; instead, they were listening to some outside sound. And you should know that this filled me with sudden and intense fear; I realized the reason for their long silence; they were uneasy, subtly aware that someone was close by, just like the way wild animals sense danger.
And I made to draw back, and win unto safety, if indeed this thing were to be done. And as I moved me, it may be that I shook a little earth into the hollow; for there was, indeed, a little sifting of dry dust below me, as I did wot, being very keen to hear, by reason of my fright. And immediately did those three monstrous men look upward, and did seem to me to stare into mine eyes, as I did lie there hid amid the moss-bushes. And I was so put in fear that I did clumsily, and sent another siftering of dust downward, as I did strive to go backward swift and quiet from the edge. And all the time I did look through the bushes very fixedly into the eyes of the giants; and lo, their eyes did shine red and green, like to the eyes of animals. And there rose up a roar from them that did nigh slay my soul with the horridness of the noise. And at that roaring, all the giants that did lie in the holes did awake, and began to come outward into the hollow.
I tried to pull back and find safety if this was really happening. As I moved, I might have disturbed a little dirt, because I noticed some dry dust shifting beneath me, and I was eager to listen, fearful as I was. Immediately, those three huge men looked up and seemed to stare right into my eyes while I hid among the mossy bushes. I was so scared that I awkwardly caused more dust to fall as I tried to quietly back away from the edge. All the while, I kept my gaze fixed on the giants’ eyes, and to my surprise, they shone red and green, like the eyes of animals. A terrible roar erupted from them that nearly shattered my soul with its horror. At that roar, the giants lying in their holes woke up and began to come out into the hollow.
Now, I was surely lost, and given over to destruction; for they had possessed me immediately, but that in that moment, as I went backward, the earth gave behind me, and I fell into a hole among the moss-bushes to my back, and I made first to come out very hurried, and all choked with a dust of sand and ash; but in a moment I was sane to know that I had come to a sudden hiding-place; and I lay very still and strove neither to cough nor to breathe. And well for me, I came to so close a hiding; for there were all about me the sounds of monstrous footsteps, running, that seemed to shake the ground; though maybe this to be an imagining bred of my fear.
Now I was definitely lost and on the verge of disaster; they had taken control of me right away, but just at that moment, as I stumbled back, the ground gave way beneath me, and I fell into a hole among the mossy bushes. I tried to scramble out quickly, coughing up sand and ash, but soon realized I had found a sudden hiding place. I lay very still, trying not to cough or breathe. I was lucky to hide so well because all around me were the sounds of giant footsteps running, shaking the ground; although it could have just been my imagination fueled by fear.
And shoutings of great voices there were; and the thudding of huge feet all about; and the noises of the bushes rustling; but presently the search drew away to the Southward. And I perceived that there had surely fought for me some power of good fortune. And I came up out of the hole, very cautious, and shaken and a moment weak with the beating of my heart; yet with a lovely thankfulness for my salvation. And I gat me about, and went swift through the moss-bushes to the North and West for three hours, and ceased not to run upon my hands and knees. And by that time was I come a great way, and did have a surety in my heart of present safety.
And there were loud shouts and the sound of heavy footsteps all around, along with the rustling of bushes. But soon the search moved away to the south. I realized that some force of good luck had surely helped me. I cautiously crawled out of the hole, shaken and feeling a bit weak from my racing heart but filled with deep gratitude for my escape. I got moving and quickly navigated through the mossy bushes to the north and west for three hours, not stopping to run on my hands and knees. By that time, I had covered a significant distance and felt sure in my heart that I was safe for the moment.
And I ceased to run, and lay quiet; for, in truth, I did near swoon away with the hardness of my travel. And indeed as you shall know, I had slept not for seven-and-twenty hours, and had scarce ceased to labour in all that time. Moreover, I had eat not, neither drunk, for nine hours; and so shall you conceive that I was truly a-weary.
And I stopped running and lay still because, honestly, I was about to faint from the exhaustion of my journey. In fact, as you will see, I hadn’t slept for twenty-seven hours and had barely taken a break during that time. Plus, I hadn’t eaten or drunk anything for nine hours, so you can imagine how tired I really was.
And, presently I did slumber there as I lay, and all abroad to any monstrous thing that should come along. Yet did I wake unharmed, and found by my dial there had gone by a full ten hours, the while that I did lie there and sleep unwotting. And I was sore perished with the cold of the Night; for I had not the warmth of my cloak about me, and my belly was very empty.
And soon I fell asleep there as I lay, completely unaware of any monstrous thing that might come by. Yet I woke up unharmed and saw by my watch that a full ten hours had passed while I slept without knowing. I was freezing from the cold of the night, as I didn’t have my cloak to keep me warm, and my stomach was very empty.
And I stood me up, and did peer about for any dread matter, but all seemed proper, and I began to stamp my feet against the earth, as that I would drive it from me, and this I do say as a whimsy, and I swung mine arms, as often you shall do in the cold days; and so I was presently something warmed. And I dismantled my cloak, and wrapped it about me, and did feel that the Diskos was safe to my hip.
And I got up and looked around for anything scary, but everything seemed fine. I started to stomp my feet on the ground, as if I wanted to shake off any bad feelings, and I say this just for fun. I swung my arms like you do on cold days, and soon I was feeling a bit warmer. I took off my cloak, wrapped it around me, and made sure the Diskos was safely on my hip.
Then did I sit me down, and did glow a little with relish, in that I should now eat four of the tablets; for, indeed, these were my proper due, by reason of my shiftless fasting ere I came so wotless to my slumbering. And the memory of that eating doth live with me now, so that I could near to smile; for the eagerness of mine inwards was proper and human; yet were even four tablets but a little matter to so great an emptyness; and I drank a double portion of the water, that I might make less the void. And this thing was seemly; for, indeed, there were two portions due unto me.
Then I sat down, feeling a bit excited, knowing I was about to eat four of the tablets; after all, these were rightfully mine because I had fasted for so long before falling asleep. I still remember that meal fondly, and it almost makes me smile; the hunger I felt was completely natural. But even four tablets were just a small amount for such a great emptiness, so I drank a double portion of water to help fill the void. This felt appropriate, as I truly deserved two portions.
And when I had eat and drunk, I did fold the cloak once more to shape across my shoulder, as I did carry it; and afterwards I took the Diskos into my hand, and went forward again to the North and West.
And after I had eaten and drunk, I folded the cloak once more to fit across my shoulder, just as I carried it; then I picked up the Diskos and moved forward again to the North and West.
Yet, as you shall know, I did pause a little in the beginning, and peer to every side for any close danger; and then did look more abroad of that place; but could nowhere see any matter to have me to immediate fear. And afterwards, I looked a little while at the monstrous humped back of the Watcher of the North-West; and it did grow to me how steadfast that thing did look toward the Mighty Pyramid; and this set me to new hatred and horror of the Monster, as you shall conceive and believe.
Yet, as you’ll see, I paused briefly at first, glancing around for any immediate danger; then I took a broader look at the area, but I couldn’t find anything that would cause me immediate fear. Afterward, I stared for a little while at the monstrous humped back of the Watcher of the North-West, and I realized how steadfast that creature was looking toward the Mighty Pyramid; this filled me with renewed hatred and horror for the Monster, as you can imagine and believe.
And presently, I looked beyond the Watcher, unto the vast Mountain of the Great Redoubt; and I was still seeming close upon it; yet, in truth, gone a long and weariful distance. But this you shall understand was by the greatness and utter height and bulk of that shining Mountain of Life.
And soon, I looked past the Watcher, toward the massive Mountain of the Great Redoubt; and it felt like I was still near it; yet, in reality, I had traveled a long and tiring distance. But you should know this was because of the enormous height and sheer size of that shining Mountain of Life.
And strange and wonderful it was to me to think that even in that one moment, it might be that the dear Master Monstruwacan did look upon my face, through the Great Spy-Glass. And I should not seem utter far to him, by reason of the power of the big Glass. But to me, as I did look upward through the Night, unto that far and utmost light in the upper blackness of the everlasting gloom, it did seem doubly to me that I was afar off and lost forever from mine Home. And this thinking did breed in me such a great and lonesome feeling, and a weakness of the heart and spirit, that forthwith I took my courage close unto me, and did turn away quickly; and went onward to the North and West, as I have told.
And it was both strange and amazing to me to think that even in that one moment, the dear Master Monstruwacan might be looking at my face through the Great Spy-Glass. And I wouldn’t seem too far away to him because of the power of the big Glass. But as I looked up into the night at that distant and brightest light in the deep blackness of the eternal darkness, it felt even more like I was far away and lost forever from my Home. This thought filled me with such an intense loneliness and a weakness in my heart and spirit that I quickly gathered my courage, turned away, and went on to the North and West, just as I mentioned before.
Now I walked for twelve hours, and in that time, did eat and drink twice; and made onward again very steadfast, and happy that all did go so quiet with me; so that it was as if I had at last come to a part of the Land that was given over to quietness, and lacking of monsters. Yet, in truth was I come to a worse place than any, maybe; for as I went forward, striding very strong, and making a good speed, I did hear presently a little noise upward in the night, and someways unto my left, that had seeming as that it were a strange low sound that did come down to me out of an hidden doorway above; for, indeed, though the sound did come from very nigh, as it did seem no more than a score feet above my head, yet was it a noise that did come out of a great and mighty distance, and out of a Foreign Place. And I did know the Sound; though never, as you may suppose, could I have heard it in all my life. Yet had I read in one of the Records, and again in a second and a third, how that certain of all they that had adventured from the Pyramid into the Night Land to seek for knowledge, had chanced to hear a queer and improper noise above them in the Night; and the noise had been strange, and did come from but a little way upward in the darkness; yet was also from a great and monstrous distance; and did seem to moan and hum quietly, and to have a different sounding from all noises of earth. And in the Records it was set forth that these were those same Doorways In The Night, which were told of in an ancient and half-doubted Tale of the World, that was much in favour of the children of the Pyramid, and not disdained by certain of our wiser men, and had been thus through all the latter ages.
Now I walked for twelve hours, and during that time, I ate and drank twice; I continued on steadily, feeling happy that everything was so calm around me; it was as if I had finally reached a part of the land that was peaceful and free of monsters. Yet, in reality, I had come to a worse place than any, perhaps; for as I moved forward, walking strongly and making good progress, I soon heard a strange, low sound coming from above me, somewhere to my left. It seemed to descend from a hidden doorway high up; indeed, even though it sounded like it was only about twenty feet above my head, it felt like a noise coming from a great and distant place. I recognized the sound; although, as you might guess, I could never have heard it in my life before. Still, I had read in one of the records, and again in a second and third, how some who ventured from the Pyramid into the Night Land to seek knowledge had happened upon a strange and unsettling noise above them in the Night; this noise was peculiar and came from just a little way up in the darkness; yet it also seemed to come from a vast and monstrous distance, quietly moaning and humming, sounding entirely different from anything on earth. The records stated that these were the same Doorways In The Night mentioned in an ancient and somewhat doubted Tale of the World, which was much favored by the children of the Pyramid and not disregarded by some of our wiser men, and had been through all the later ages.
And I did seem to know the sound upon the moment; for my heart grew swift to understand. And it was a very dread uncomfortable sound; and you shall know how it did seem, if you will conceive of a strange noise that doth happen far away in the Country, and the same noise to seem to come to you through an opened door near by. And this is but a poor way to put it; yet how shall I make the thing more known to you? So that I must even trust unto your wit and true sympathy that you shall conceive of the fullness of my meaning.
And I seemed to recognize the sound immediately; my heart quickly understood. It was a really terrifying and unsettling sound, and you'll know how it felt if you can imagine a strange noise happening far away in the countryside, and that same noise seeming to come to you through an open door nearby. This is a poor way to describe it, but how else can I convey my thoughts to you? So, I have to rely on your insight and genuine empathy to grasp the depth of my meaning.
Now, in all the Histories of those that had adventured into the Night Land, there were but three sure Records that did concern this Sound; and each did tell of a Great Horror; and of them that did hear the Sound there had died the most part, out in the Night Land. And the Records did make always that they had come upon Destruction, and not simply unto Death; but were destroyed by a strange and Invisible Evil Power from the Night.
Now, in all the histories of those who ventured into the Night Land, there were only three reliable accounts that mentioned this Sound; each one described a Great Horror, and most of those who heard the Sound died out in the Night Land. The accounts always stated that they faced Destruction, not just Death; they were annihilated by a strange and Invisible Evil Power from the Night.
And of those that came alive unto the Pyramid, they had all one strange tale to tell, how that there were secret and horrid Doorways In The Night. Yet how this thing could be plain to them, who may know truly; save it be that the eyes of their spirits did behold that which was hid to the eyes of the flesh.
And of those who came to life by the Pyramid, they all had one strange story to share, about how there were secret and terrifying Doorways In The Night. But how this was clear to them, who could truly know; unless it was that the eyes of their souls saw what was hidden from the eyes of the body.
And there was afterwards writ a proper and careful treatise, and did set out that there did be ruptures of the Aether, the which did constitute doorways, as those more fanciful ones did name them; and through these shatterings, which might be likened unto openings—there being no better word to their naming—there did come into this Particular Condition Of Life, those Monstrous Forces Of Evil, that did dominate the Night, and which many did hold surely to have been given this improper entrance through the foolish and unwise wisdom of those olden men of learning, that did meddle overfar with matters that did reach in the end beyond their understanding. And this thing have I told before, and it doth seem proper unto my belief; for it is always thus, and I have that same taint within me, as must all that have the zest of life.
Afterward, a detailed and careful treatise was written, explaining that there were ruptures in the Aether, which some fancifully called doorways. Through these breaks—there's really no better word for them—monstrous forces of evil entered this Particular Condition of Life, dominating the Night. Many believed these forces found an improper way in because of the foolish and reckless wisdom of those ancient scholars who meddled too much with things that ultimately went beyond their understanding. I've mentioned this before, and it feels right to me; for it is always so, and I have that same flaw within me, as does everyone who embraces life.
Now, by this that I have set down swiftly, to make a little clear the sure horridness of this Sound, you shall know, even with me, the great horror that did come immediately upon my Spirit; and I did know that my Search was surely like to have an end in that moment; and I bared mine arm, for my teeth, where the Capsule did lie below the skin; and so was ready to an instant Death, if that Destruction did come upon me. And in the same moment, I did fall silent, inward among the moss-bushes, and did begin to creep very quiet toward the right; for, as you will mind, I had heard the Sound over beyond my left. And all that time, as I did creep, there was a great sickness upon me, and it did seem that my mouth had weakened unto water; so that I could scarce hold my teeth tightly from unseemly clitterings.
Now, with what I've written quickly to shed some light on the terrifying nature of this Sound, you'll understand, just like I do, the intense fear that struck my Spirit; and I realized that my Search was likely reaching its end in that moment. I exposed my arm, ready to use my teeth, where the Capsule lay just beneath the skin; and I was prepared for instant Death if that Destruction came for me. At the same moment, I fell silent, hidden among the moss-bushes, and started to quietly crawl to my right because, as you will remember, I had heard the Sound coming from my left. During that time, as I crawled, I felt a deep nausea, and it seemed my mouth was watering so much that I could barely keep my teeth from chattering.
And I crept always very silent, and did often stare quick and painful over my shoulder, upwards, and this way and that; but did never see anything; neither could I hear now the Sound.
And I always moved quietly, often glancing quickly and anxiously over my shoulder, looking up and around, but I never saw anything; nor could I hear the sound anymore.
And I went thiswise for a great hour, and was like to faint through the effort of my care and the soreness of my going. But upon the end of that long while, I grew something easier in the Spirit, and did perceive that I was saved from the Destruction that I had come so dreadful anigh. And this thing, it may be, was because that I did chance to hear it, whilst yet it was beyond, and before I did come right unto it, to pass below. Yet may I be wrong in this thought, and do but make a guessing. But, as I shall here explain; after that time, I kept mine ears newly keen unto hearing; and did chide my Spirit, for that it had not taken account of that Sound a great while earlier. Yet, as I did presently conceive, the spirit had no power to hear that thing; which was very strange; but truly so.
I walked like this for a long hour and almost fainted from the effort and my sore legs. But after that long time, I began to feel a little lighter in my spirit and realized that I had been saved from the destruction that I had come so close to. Perhaps this was because I happened to hear something while it was still distant, just before I got too close to it. But maybe I’m wrong about this and just guessing. However, as I will explain, after that experience, I kept my ears sharp to listen and scolded my spirit for not noticing that sound much earlier. Yet, as I soon realized, the spirit didn’t have the ability to hear it, which was very strange, but true.
Now, because that I went with a very wary hearing, I heard the Sound once a far way off before me, and I hid upon the moment, and went backward, and after a while, did judge myself to have come unto safety; and so it was, in verity, for I heard no more that time. And so did I come presently unto the eighteenth hour, and did eat and drink, and made me a place of slumber in a little hollow of a rock that stood upward out of the moss-bushes. And I slept for six hours, and afterwards waked, and was come to no harm.
Now, because I was being very careful, I heard the sound far off in front of me, and I quickly hid and backed away. After a while, I thought I had reached safety; and in truth, I did, because I didn’t hear anything else that time. Soon, it was the eighteenth hour, so I ate and drank, then made a sleeping spot in a little hollow of a rock that stood above the moss. I slept for six hours, then woke up and was unharmed.
And after I had eat and drunk again, I did look outward over the Night Land, and with particularness to that part that I did travel in, as it might be called, the yesterday. And I did observe it to be a very bleak and desolate Country, and not given over to fire, or other warmth, nor to sulphur-vapours; but to be very quiet, and with but a little light in all its breadth. And I could conceive that it was no place for anything of life to desire; but rather to avoid; and that Country did seem to be yet all about me; for I was by no means come clear from it at that time; though, Northward, there was a glimmer, as of fire-holes; and beyond those, the strange shining of the Plain of Blue Fire. And, after that I had thought awhile, I did believe that I should meet no Monster of Natural Life in all that Country of Desolation, until I did draw nigh, once more unto fire. And I conceived that this Sound from out of the invisible Doorways might yet trouble me; but whether the quietness of that part was because all of natural life did fear the Sound, or because that there was neither fire nor warmth, I do not say, having no knowing in this matter; but may yet believe that it was to be laid to both causes; and this doth seem of common reason, as you shall agree.
After I had eaten and drunk again, I looked out over the Night Land, focusing on the area I had traveled through yesterday. I noticed it was a very bleak and desolate place, lacking fire or any warmth, and there were no sulfur fumes; it was very quiet, with only a little light across its expanse. I realized it wasn’t a place where any living thing would want to be; rather, it was one to avoid. That desolate land seemed to surround me still; I hadn’t yet fully escaped it at that moment. However, to the north, there was a faint glow, like fire pits, and beyond that, the strange shine of the Plain of Blue Fire. After thinking for a while, I believed I wouldn’t encounter any natural monsters in that desolate land until I got closer to a fire again. I thought the sound coming from the invisible doorways might still disturb me; but I couldn't say if the stillness there was because all natural life feared the sound, or because there was no fire or warmth. However, I suspect both reasons could be true, and it seems reasonable, as I'm sure you would agree.
And when I had looked a while unto the Mighty Pyramid, which was now truly a great way off; for I had walked so many weary hours; I turned me once more to my journeying. And here let me observe that I had gone very far; yet not so distant, as might be thought; for, oft, I did go less than one mile in an hour or maybe two hours, having to be of great caution, and oft to hide, and to go upon my belly, or to crawl, all as might be. And, further, as you may have perceived, I made not a straight forwardness; but did strike this way and that way, being very intent to escape the Monsters and Evil Forces that were all about.
And after I had stared at the Mighty Pyramid for a while, which was now really far away since I had walked for so many exhausting hours, I turned back to continue my journey. I should point out that I had traveled quite a distance, but not as much as one might think; often, I would cover less than a mile in an hour or maybe two, having to be extremely careful and frequently hiding, crawling on my belly, or moving slowly, depending on the situation. Additionally, as you may have noticed, I didn’t go in a straight line; I moved back and forth, determined to avoid the Monsters and Evil Forces all around me.
Now, because that I believed that I travelled in a Place where was surely to be discovered those strange Doorways within the Night, I made an especial care of my going; and did stop oft that I might listen, and watch, and keep a very strict ward in all the Night about me. Yet, as you shall see, this served not to prevent me from going forward into the fearfulness of that which did haunt all the void; for, sudden, as I went carefully, I heard a faint humming noise come downward from the night a little unto my rear; and the humming noise did grow more plain, as that a door were opened slowly above, and did let out that Sound ever more loud. And surely, after I did hear that, I could not doubt that a door were opened upward there; for the noise did grow in such wise as you shall hear a distant sound come through, when a door truly is oped; for, if the noise had been made just in that place, it had seemed to come from there; but this Sound, though it did come through there, was as that it did come outward from some far lost and foreign Eternity. And this I do struggle always to make plain; and you shall not blame me that I think overmuch upon it; for, in truth there was an horror so wondrous and drear about it, that I can forget not; but do strive always that others should know with me that peculiar woe and terror that did haunt the night.
Now, because I believed that I was traveling in a place where those strange doorways in the night were surely waiting to be discovered, I was very careful about my journey. I often stopped so I could listen, watch, and stay alert throughout the night. Yet, as you will see, this did not stop me from moving forward into the fearfulness that haunted the emptiness around me; for suddenly, as I walked cautiously, I heard a faint humming sound coming down from the night behind me. The humming became clearer, as if a door were slowly opening above me and releasing that sound louder and louder. After I heard that, I couldn’t doubt that a door was indeed opening up there; for the noise grew in a way that you recognize when a door is truly opened. If the sound had originated right in that spot, it would have seemed to come from there; but this sound, although it came through there, felt as though it emerged from some distant and foreign eternity. I always struggle to explain this, and you shouldn’t blame me for thinking about it too much; for, in truth, there was a horror so wondrous and grim about it that I can’t forget, but I always strive for others to share in that peculiar sorrow and terror that haunted the night.
Now, as you will see, I had in truth gone past the place where the Doorway in the Night did open; yet had come to no harm; but rather it did seem that it opened by chance, unwotting that I was anigh; or it may be that my quiet passing did disturb an Evil Power, so that it did even come to listen, or to make search. And all this doth pass through my brain, as I do write, and it doth seem to me that my thoughts are but the thoughts of a little child, before so great a mystery; and that I touch not even the edge and fringe of the truth with my thinkings, and so do cease upon them; and will but go forward so plain as I may with my telling. Now, as you may truly believe, when I heard that Sound, and did understand that I had, in verity, come past beneath that Place, I did surely sicken to an utter weakness of body and heart, though it was but for a moment; and then was I swift hid within the close shelter of the low and thick moss-bushes.
Now, as you'll see, I had actually passed the spot where the Doorway in the Night opens; yet I came to no harm. It seemed like it opened by chance, not realizing I was nearby; or perhaps my quiet passing disturbed an Evil Power, making it come to listen or search. All of this runs through my mind as I write, and it feels to me like my thoughts are those of a little child, facing such a great mystery. I don’t even touch the edge of the truth with my thoughts, so I stop reflecting and will just move forward as clearly as I can with my story. Now, as you can truly believe, when I heard that Sound and realized I had genuinely passed under that Place, I felt a wave of weakness wash over me, both in body and heart, even if just for a moment; then I quickly hid within the thick, low moss bushes for protection.
And I shook in all my being, and crept, shaking, upon my hands and knees, and did near totter to my face thrice, so weak gone was I in that moment of terror; and I did have a wickedness of forgetting in that time; for I bared not mine arm, to have the Capsule to a readiness for my death, if that did need to be; and this was an abominable foolishness, and I do shake now when I think upon it; for Death is but a little matter by the side of Destruction; though, in truth, dreadful enough for all. Yet, as it did chance, no harm came to me, and I gat away, as that some wondrous power did cast a viewless cloak about me, that I might be utter hid; and oft have I wondered whether this was truly so; but have no knowing.
And I trembled completely, crawling on my hands and knees, nearly collapsing to the ground three times because I was so weak from that moment of fear. I also had the foolishness to forget in that moment; I didn’t prepare myself to take the Capsule for my death if it came to that. This was a terrible mistake, and I still shudder when I think about it because Death is a minor issue compared to Destruction, although it's still frightening enough for anyone. Yet, as it turned out, no harm came to me, as if some amazing force wrapped an invisible cloak around me, hiding me completely. I've often wondered if that was really the case, but I have no way of knowing.
And, presently, I ceased from fleeing, and had some calmness, and did eat and drink; and so came to the comfort of a firm spirit, the which had been sore troubled, above all understanded causes, by that horrid sounding upward in the Night. And after that I had eat and drunk, I did rest a little; but afterward, went onward to the Northward, going towards that place where the fire-holes did glimmer, the same being by this time no great way off.
And soon, I stopped running, found some peace, and ate and drank; this brought me comfort and steadiness, which had been deeply shaken, especially by that terrifying noise in the night. After I had eaten and drunk, I rested for a bit; but then, I continued heading north towards the place where the fire pits glowed, which was by now not far away.
Then, as I did come anigh, I thought to hear once again the Sound in the night, and I stopt very swift, and hid into the moss-bushes, and did listen; but did hear naught; and so was hopeful that fancy did play upon me. Yet, because of this matter, I went upon my hands and knees for a good way; and so came at last nigh unto the shine of one of those fire-holes, the which I did see for so long.
Then, as I got closer, I hoped to hear the sound in the night again. I quickly stopped, hid in the mossy bushes, and listened, but I didn’t hear anything. I was hopeful that it was just my imagination. Still, because of this, I crawled on my hands and knees for quite a while and finally got close to the glow of one of those fire pits that I had seen for so long.
Now, as you shall suppose, I went very cautious through the bushes, unto that red-shining fire; being careful, both that I did attract not any Evil Force that might listen in the Night, and because that there might be some Monster nigh to the fire-hole. But, presently, when I was come so that I could peer through the bushes, I did see a little fire-hole set in a small hollow, and there did no thing seem to lurk anigh; and the sight of that warmth did cheer me; for it was long since I did have the comfort of such a matter.
Now, as you can imagine, I carefully made my way through the bushes toward that red-shining fire, being cautious not to attract any evil force that might be listening in the night, and because there might be some monster near the fire. But soon, when I got close enough to peek through the bushes, I saw a little fire in a small hollow, and nothing seemed to be lurking nearby; the sight of that warmth lifted my spirits, as it had been a long time since I had felt such comfort.
And when I had lain hid awhile, that I might watch all about, I saw the place to be safe and quiet; and I went out from the moss-bushes, and sat down a space from the fire, which did fill the pit in which it did lift and bubble. And the noise that it sent out was strange and slow, and it did seem to gruntle gently unto itself in that lonesome hollow, as that it had made a long and quiet grumbling there, through Eternity. And oft was it still, and made no sound; and again would give an odd bubbling in the quietness, and send off, as it did seem, a little smoke of sulphur, and afterward fall once more upon a quiet.
And after I had hidden for a while to observe everything around me, I found the place to be safe and peaceful. I emerged from the mossy bushes and sat down a short distance from the fire, which filled the pit with its bubbling and rising heat. The sound it made was unusual and slow, almost as if it were softly grumbling to itself in that lonely hollow, as if it had been softly complaining there for ages. Sometimes it was completely still and silent; other times it would give off an odd bubbling sound in the stillness, releasing a faint whiff of sulfur smoke, and then it would settle back into silence once again.
And so I did sit there very hushed and restful, and the loneliness did lie all about me, and the red shine of the fire-hole did glow soft in the hollow; and I was glad to be quiet, for my heart was weary.
And so I sat there, very quiet and calm, with loneliness all around me, and the red glow of the fire pit softly lighting the space; I was happy to be still because my heart was tired.
And there was to my back a little rock that did jut upward so high as a man; and the rock was warm and pleasant to lean upon, and moreover did seem to guard me from behind. And there I ate and drunk, and kept very still; and so was presently rested. And this I did need, as you have perceived; for I was gone sudden weary of the heart, as I did say; and this might be because that I did never cease to have Destruction over me to companion my way, though as you will mind, I had been no more than twelve hours afoot, since my last sleeping. Yet I doubt not you do understand.
And behind me was a small rock that jutted up high enough to be level with a man. The rock was warm and nice to lean on, and it seemed to protect me from behind. There I ate and drank, and kept very still; and I quickly felt rested. I really needed this, as you’ve noticed; I had been suddenly weary at heart, as I mentioned before; and this might be because I had not stopped having Destruction as my constant companion on my journey, even though, as you’ll recall, I had only been walking for about twelve hours since I last slept. But I’m sure you understand.
And presently my heart grew strong again within me, and I had a warmth in my Spirit; and I got up from the earth, and stretched out mine arms; and I saw that my gear was safe upon me, and afterward did grip the Diskos, as it were newly.
And soon my heart grew strong again, and I felt a warmth in my spirit; I got up from the ground, stretched out my arms, and saw that my gear was safe on me. After that, I picked up the Diskos as if it were brand new.
Then I went away from the fire-hole, and climbed the far slope of the hollow, and went Northward. And there were before me many of the fire-holes; for I did perceive them to shine in the Night for a great way; as it did seem that they were a path of red shinings that led me onward to the North-West of the light of the Plain of Blue Fire.
Then I left the fire pit and climbed the far slope of the valley, heading north. Ahead of me were many of the fire pits, glowing in the night for quite a distance; it looked like a path of red lights leading me toward the northwest, toward the glow of the Plain of Blue Fire.
Now, I had a believing that I had come out of the Country where did lurk those horrid Doorways in the Night; and I went not with so utter a weight upon my heart; and did feel that naught should come now upon the back of my neck, which had been an odd and troublesome fancy whilst that I did creep through that Country of Gloom. Yet, as you shall know, I went with no foolish confidence; but with a great caution, and mine hearing keen to hark, and a care to my steps, and did ever watch around me as I journeyed.
Now, I believed that I had left behind the countryside where those terrifying doorways lurked at night. I didn’t feel the heavy weight on my heart anymore; I felt that nothing would creep up on me from behind, which had been a strange and bothersome thought while I was moving through that gloomy countryside. However, as you can see, I wasn’t overly confident; I was very cautious, listening carefully and being mindful of my steps, always keeping an eye out as I traveled.
And because that I went forward in this proper and sedate manner, I had great cause for a thankful heart, as you may perceive; for I had come after a long way to another of those hollows where did burn one of the fire-holes; and I made a pause upon the edge of the hollow in which it did lie, and looked downward, keeping guarded within the moss-bushes, where they grew anigh to the top thereof. But there was no living thing there to be seen, and I went downward, so that I should warm my body at the fire. And lo! as I stood upon this side of the fire-hole, and turned myself about, I looked presently more keenly to the other side; for the yellowness of the earth did seem a little strange in one place. But I could see with no plainness, because that there arose a glare from the fire against mine eyes; and I went round, that I should look the better; yet with no fear or thought of Evil in my heart. And, truly! when I was come upon that far side of the fire-hole, lo! there was spread out in the yellow sand of that place, a Curious Thing; and I went more nigh, and stooped to look upon it; and behold it moved, and the sand all about did move for a great space; so that I gave back very swift, and swung upward with the Diskos.
And because I moved forward in this calm and steady way, I had plenty of reasons to be grateful, as you can see; for I had traveled a long distance to another one of those dips where one of the fire pits burned; and I paused at the edge of the hollow where it was located, looking down while hiding among the mossy bushes that grew close to the top. But there was nothing alive to be seen, and I went down to warm my body by the fire. And look! as I stood on this side of the fire pit and turned around, I quickly noticed something unusual on the other side; the yellowness of the earth seemed a bit strange in one spot. But I couldn't see clearly because the glare from the fire was in my eyes; so I walked around to get a better look, feeling no fear or thought of danger in my heart. And truly! when I reached the far side of the fire pit, there was a Curiosity spread out in the yellow sand; I stepped closer and bent down to inspect it; and as I did, it moved, and the sand around it shifted for quite a distance, causing me to stumble back quickly and raise the Diskos.
And, strangely, I heard the sand to stir at my back, and I looked round very quick, and the sand rose upward in parts, and sifted back, and there came to my sight odd things that did move and curl about.
And, strangely, I heard the sand shifting behind me, so I turned around quickly, and the sand rose in places, sifting back down, revealing odd things that moved and curled around.
And immediately, before I knew which way to go, I knew that the sand did shift under my feet, and did work and heave, so that I was tottered, and was shaken also in the heart; for I knew not what to think in that instant. Then did I perceive that I was all surrounded, and I ran swift upon the heaving sand, unto the edge of the fire-hole, and I turned there, and looked quickly; for I did not know what this new Terror should be.
And right away, before I figured out which way to go, I felt the sand shift under my feet, moving and heaving, which made me unsteady and shook me to my core; I didn't know what to think in that moment. Then I realized I was completely surrounded, and I quickly ran over the shifting sand to the edge of the fire pit. I turned there and looked quickly; I had no idea what this new fear was going to be.
And I saw that a Yellow Thing did hump upward from out of the sand, as it had been a low hillock that did live, and the sand shed downward from it, and it did gather to itself strange and horrid arms from the sand all about it. And it stretched two of the arms unto me; but I smote with the Diskos, and I smote thrice; and afterward they did wriggle upon the sand. But this was not the end, as I did hope; for the Yellow Thing arose, and ran at me, as it might be that you should see a spider run. And I did leap backward, this way and that; but the monster had a great swiftness; so that I did seem surely lost.
And I saw a yellow creature rising up out of the sand, like a living hill. The sand poured down from it, and it gathered strange and horrifying arms from the sand all around. It reached two of its arms towards me, but I struck with the Diskos, hitting it three times, and afterward they writhed on the sand. But this wasn’t the end, as I hoped; the yellow creature got up and charged at me, like a spider running. I leaped back and forth, but the monster was really fast, and I felt like I was surely doomed.
Then made I a strong and instant resolve; for I perceived that I had no hope to slay this thing; save that I should come at it in the body. And I put everything to the chance, and made not to escape any more; but ran straight in among the legs; and there were great hairs like to spines upon the legs, and these had pricked me to the death, but that the armour saved me.
Then I made a strong and immediate decision; I realized that I had no chance of defeating this creature unless I faced it directly. I risked everything and chose not to escape any longer; instead, I charged straight in among its legs. There were thick hairs like spines on its legs, and they could have pierced me to death if not for my armor.
Now, I had done this thing with a wondrous quickness; so that I was under the mighty arching of the legs before the Yellow Thing did wot of my intent. And the body was bristled with the great hairs, and poison did seem to come from them, and to ooze from them strangely in great and shining drops. And the Monster heaved itself up to one side, that it might bring certain of the legs inward to grasp me; yet in that moment did I smite utter fierce with the Diskos—thrusting. And the Diskos did spin, and hum, and roar, and sent out a wondrous blaze of flame, as that it had been a devouring Death; and it sundered the body of the Yellow Thing, and did seem as that it screamed to rage amid the entrails thereof; so wondrous was the fury and energy of that trusted Weapon.
I acted with amazing speed; before the Yellow Thing realized what I was up to, I was already under its massive legs. Its body was covered with thick hairs that looked poisonous, oozing strange, shiny drops. The Monster lifted itself to one side, trying to pull some of its legs inward to grab me; but in that moment, I struck fiercely with the Diskos—thrusting. The Diskos spun, buzzed, and roared, releasing a brilliant blaze of flame as if it were a consuming Death; it split the body of the Yellow Thing, which seemed to scream in rage amidst its insides; such was the incredible fury and energy of that trusted Weapon.
And I was covered with the muck of the thing; and the claws upon the legs seized me, so that the grey armour did bend and crack to the might thereof, and I grew sick unto death with the pain within; but smote with the shining Diskos, using my left hand weakly; for my right was gript dreadful fast to my body. And lo! I was sudden free, and a great blow did knock me far across the hollow, so that I was like to have fallen into the fire-hole; but fell instead upon the edge, and came backward unto safety.
And I was covered in the mess of it; the claws on the legs grabbed me, bending and cracking my gray armor under their strength, and I nearly passed out from the pain inside. But I struck with the shining Diskos, using my weak left hand because my right was gripped tightly against my body. Suddenly, I was free, and a big blow knocked me far across the hollow, almost making me fall into the fire hole; instead, I landed on the edge and managed to pull myself back to safety.
And I turned me about, and the Yellow Thing did throw the sand all ways, as it did die; but had lost power to come upon me. And for my part, I lay weak upon the earth, and was no more able to fight; nor could I do more than breathe for a great while; but yet came presently to health, and made to examine my hurts.
And I turned around, and the Yellow Thing threw sand everywhere as it died; but it had lost the strength to come after me. As for me, I lay weak on the ground and couldn't fight anymore; I could barely breathe for quite a while. But soon enough, I started to recover and went to check my injuries.
Then I saw there was no great wound anywhere upon me; but only an utter bruising; and I found upon my right leg that there was a sharp and hairy claw clipt about it; but the armour had saved me from harm of the horrid thing; so that I did but kick it free with my left foot, and thence into the fire-hole.
Then I saw that I wasn’t seriously injured anywhere; I was just completely bruised. I noticed on my right leg that there was a sharp, hairy claw wrapped around it, but the armor had protected me from the terrifying creature. So, I just kicked it off with my left foot and sent it into the fire-hole.
Now, by this time, that Monstrous Creature was dead; but I held off from it, and went upon the other side of the fire; for I was yet surely in horror of it. And I sat for a time, and did think upon all matters that did concern me; and I saw that I should have not comfort of heart, until I was washed clean from the taint of the Monster.
Now, by this time, that monstrous creature was dead; but I kept my distance from it and moved to the other side of the fire because I was still terrified. I sat for a while, thinking about everything that concerned me, and I realized that I wouldn't find any peace of mind until I was completely free of the monster's taint.
And I gat me up wearily to go forth into the Night again, that I should make a search for a hot spring, of which I had come past many. And I had oft found them to be nigh unto the fire-holes; so that I was trustful that I should see one ere long. And lo! there was a little hollow just beyond, and scarce a hundred paces off; and in the hollow, there did shine three small fire-holes, and there was a steaming puddle, as did seem, beyond the third of the holes.
And I got up tired to head out into the night again, to search for a hot spring, of which I had passed many. I had often found them near the fire pits, so I was hopeful that I would see one soon. And look! There was a small hollow just ahead, not even a hundred paces away; in the hollow, three small fire pits were glowing, and there was a steaming puddle, it seemed, beyond the third pit.
Now, before I adventured downward into this place, I went all about the topmost edge, and made a search of the moss-bushes about; but found naught that should scare me. And afterward, I went all across the hollow; but did find no monstrous thing hid anywheres. Yet, there was that in the place that discouraged me, and did keep me from stripping mine armour, so that I should bathe in the hot puddle; for I stept upon a small serpent, and the same did lap about my leg; but could do me no hurt, for the armour, which was a very blessed protection. And I freed myself from it with the handle of the Diskos.
Before I went down into this place, I walked around the very top edge and searched the moss bushes, but I didn’t find anything to scare me. I then crossed the hollow, but I didn’t discover any monstrous creatures hiding anywhere. Still, there was something about the place that discouraged me and kept me from taking off my armor to bathe in the hot pool; I stepped on a small snake, and it wrapped around my leg, but it couldn’t hurt me because of my armor, which was a great protection. I managed to free myself from it using the handle of the Diskos.
And because that I could not go naked to my cleansing, I tried first the hotness of the water, which was not over great, and afterward did take off the scrip and the pouch, and the cloak, and laid them with the Diskos upon the edge of the warm puddle.
And since I couldn't go without clothes to cleanse myself, I first tested the warmth of the water, which wasn't too hot, and then took off my bag, pouch, and cloak, laying them along with the Diskos on the edge of the warm puddle.
Then I stept into the water, and was immediately gone downward a great way; for, truly it was no puddle as I had supposed; but a deep well, as you might call it, of hot and sulphury water. And this doth show how a man may act foolishly, even when he doth believe that he hath a great caution; and surely it is borne in upon me afresh that none should trust over freely unto unproven matters, the which shall you heartily agree with; but yet do as foolishly, according to your lights and characters. And so shall you laugh not over hardly upon me.
Then I stepped into the water and immediately dropped down a long way; it was definitely not a puddle as I had thought, but a deep well, as you might call it, filled with hot, sulfuric water. This shows how a person can act foolishly, even when they think they're being very careful; and it reminds me again that no one should trust unproven things too much, which you would surely agree with; but yet still act foolishly, based on your own understanding and personality. So please don’t laugh too hard at my expense.
Now I had gone over the head, and, surely I do not know what deepness was there. Yet, as you shall think, I stayed not to consider upon this matter; but made to climb out, and much shaken with my splutterings and the smartings of mine eyes; for, truly, the water was strong with sulphur matters. Yet, very cleansing was it, as I did presently see; for there was no more any taint or horridness upon mine armour, or the flesh of my face or hands. And I took the Diskos, and washed it clean, also; and then the cloak, and afterward the scrip and the pouch, and the bands of the same.
Now I had gone under, and honestly, I didn't know how deep it was. But, as you might think, I didn't stop to ponder this; instead, I focused on climbing out, feeling shaken from my spluttering and the sting in my eyes because, frankly, the water was heavy with sulfur. But it was quite cleansing, as I soon realized; there was no longer any dirt or awful residue on my armor, or on my face or hands. I took the Diskos and washed it clean too; then the cloak, and afterward the bag and the pouch, as well as their straps.
And after I had done this, I was minded to dry myself by the little fire-holes; but when I was come there, lo! maybe a score small serpents were about those places; and I was strongly pleased that I should keep away. Yet that I must warm and dry me in that desolate and bitter Night Land, you shall agree. And to this end, I put the scrip and the pouch upon me, and afterwards took the Diskos readily into my hand, and ran quietly unto the hollow where I did fight with the Yellow Thing. And the cloak I bore in my left hand.
And after I did this, I wanted to dry off by the little fire pits; but when I got there, I saw maybe twenty small snakes around those spots, and I was really glad I decided to stay away. But I needed to warm up and dry off in that bleak and cold Night Land, as you can imagine. So, I put on the bag and the pouch, then grabbed the Diskos in my hand and quietly ran to the hollow where I fought the Yellow Thing. I held the cloak in my left hand.
Now, when I was gat there, I was truly glad to think that there were no serpents in that place; and because that I had slain the Monster of the Place, how should it be that any harm might come unto me; for truly, was it not like that a Creature of such Might should keep all that Hollow unto itself, and slay any that did come therein, and thereby preserve that place from all other horror; though, surely, until it did die and cease to Be, there had been no call for any greater abomination.
Now, when I got there, I was genuinely happy to realize that there were no snakes in that place; and since I had defeated the Monster of the Place, how could any harm come to me? After all, wasn't it likely that a creature of such power would claim the entire Hollow for itself, killing anyone who entered and thereby protecting that place from all other dangers? However, until it died and ceased to exist, there was no reason for any greater evil.
Now, all this did go through my brain, as I did sit to dry mine armour and my body and my gear, upon that side of the fire-hole which was away from the slain Monster. And I made presently to think that this would be a sure and proper refuge wherein to sleep; for, truly, it must have gotten a place where none other Creature should be like to come to work me harm. And it must be that you do all see with me in this matter, and commend me that I thought with properness.
Now, all of this was running through my mind as I sat to dry my armor, my body, and my gear on the side of the fire pit that was away from the slain Monster. I quickly concluded that this would be a safe and good place to sleep; after all, it must be somewhere no other creature would come to harm me. You all must agree with me on this and commend me for thinking it through properly.
And so did I resolve that I put my disgust within my pocket, as we do say, and stay safe and quiet within that Hollow. And this thing I did surely, and did eat and drink; and presently I went over to the dead Monster, and made very sure that it was truly slain; which indeed it was. And after that I had seen to this matter, I returned unto the fire-hole, and made a comfortable place in the sand, for my rest; for I was well dry by this.
And so I decided to put my disgust aside, as we often say, and stay safe and quiet in that Hollow. I did this without hesitation and ate and drank; then I went over to the dead Monster to make sure it was really killed, which it definitely was. After checking on this, I went back to the fire pit and made a comfy spot in the sand for myself since I was dry by this point.
And I wrapped the cloak about me, and took the Diskos to my breast, for a sure Companion, as it had truly proved in my need. And I could think almost that it did nestle unto me, as that it knew and loved me; but this thing can be no more than a fancy; and I do but set it down as such, and that it doth show my feeling and mind at that time.
And I wrapped the cloak around me, and held the Diskos close to my chest, as a reliable companion, just like it had truly proved to be when I needed it. I almost felt like it was snuggling against me, as if it knew and cared for me; but that's likely just my imagination. I'm just noting it down as such, and it reflects my feelings and thoughts at that moment.
Then, ere I did compose myself to slumber, I looked about me, upward to the edges of the Hollow, and I perceived that I was lost to the sight of the Mighty Pyramid; for I was come so far off that it looked not down from so wondrous a height, as you shall perceive; and moreover, the Hollow was something deep.
Then, before I settled down to sleep, I looked around, up at the edges of the Hollow, and I realized that I had lost sight of the Mighty Pyramid; I had come so far away that it didn’t seem to be looking down from such an incredible height, as you will see; and besides, the Hollow was somewhat deep.
And afterward, as I lay my head back upon the scrip and the pouch, which were to me my pillow, I went to think a little upon Naani, as alway I did in my constant journeying; yet, presently, I strove sometimes that I put her from my mind, that I should sleep; for a bitter sorrow and anxiousness was oft upon me when that I did think upon her; and this you may know; for truly I knew not what terror was come to her, afar in the silence of the Night. And did I think overmuch, I should feel that I could have no calmness needful to sleep; but to need to walk for ever until I died, which could not be long; and so should I make a foolishness of mine anxious journeying to do her true service and to save her from Destruction, if such did truly threaten.
And afterwards, as I rested my head back on the sack and the pouch that served as my pillow, I started to think about Naani, as I always did on my constant journey. But soon, I tried to push her from my mind so I could sleep, because thinking about her often filled me with deep sorrow and anxiety. You can understand this, as I truly didn’t know what kind of terror she might be facing out there in the silence of the night. If I thought about it too much, I wouldn’t find the calm I needed to sleep, and instead, I’d feel like I had to walk forever until I died, which couldn't be too long. That would turn my anxious journey, meant to serve her and protect her from destruction if it truly threatened her, into something foolish.
And I was soon gone over to sleep, and waked not for seven hours, being much wearied by the fight and the soreness of my body, the which did put me into a great pain as I did rise upward from my slumber. But this was presently something less, and I eat two of the tablets and drank some of the water, and afterward did put my gear upon me, and went forward into the Night, having the Diskos in my hand. And my heart was glad that I had come safe through the time of my sleep.
And I quickly fell asleep and didn’t wake up for seven hours, feeling very tired from the fight and my aching body, which caused me a lot of pain when I got up. But that pain lessened a bit, and I ate two of the tablets and drank some water. Then I put on my gear and moved forward into the Night, holding the Diskos in my hand. I felt glad that I had made it safely through my sleep.
Now I walked six hours, and did stop a little to eat and drink, and went on again. And it was in this second Third of the day that I saw afar to my right, two strange and wondrous men, and they did shine, as they had been made of a pale mist. And they came anigh, going very swift, and did seem as that they were maybe forty feet high, yet having no thickness; and I hid downward into the moss-bushes. And they past me, so quiet as a cloud of this day might go, and did appear to be, if I did guess, but an hundred fathoms off; yet was this no sure thing; for their position had no more surety than shall a rainbow have in this age. And so they were gone onward into the Night, and did seem to come out of the North. And they did appear not to wot of me; and whether they were harmful, I know not, for they harmed not me.
I walked for six hours, taking a short break to eat and drink before continuing. During the second part of the day, I spotted two strange and amazing figures to my right, glowing as if made of pale mist. They approached quickly, seeming to stand about forty feet tall but with no thickness; I crouched down into the mossy bushes. They passed by silently, like a cloud on a calm day, appearing to be only about a hundred yards away; I couldn’t be sure, though, because their distance was as uncertain as a rainbow in this time. They moved on into the night, seemingly coming from the North. They didn’t seem to notice me, and I couldn’t tell if they meant harm; they didn’t harm me.
And I lay there in the moss-bushes, until they were well gone away; and I had belief that they must be those same mist-men that were told of in certain of the olden Records; but were never seen anigh to the Pyramid; though I had thought, odd times, to see men, as of mist, through the Great Spy-Glass, when I was within the Tower of Observation. But they were always a mighty way off; and some would say it was but a bright vapour that did move; yet would others be in doubt, and so is it ever in such matters.
And I lay there in the moss bushes until they were far gone; and I believed they must be those same mist men mentioned in some of the old records; but they were never seen close to the Pyramid. Still, I had thought a few times I saw men, like mist, through the Great Spyglass when I was in the Observation Tower. But they were always really far away, and some said it was just a bright vapor moving; yet others were skeptical, and that’s how it always is in situations like these.
And here let me take chance to say how that it is a hard thing to speak of such happenings to men of this age, and to make the truth proper unto them; and because of this, oft am I tempted to say no word upon many things that I did see; yet must I tell my tale, or suffer from the weight of it within me. And so shall you hark to me and give me your sympathy and human understanding. And concerning these mist-men, I have wondered oft whether they were the visible shape of some of those many Forces that were abroad in the Night Land; for they did truly seem to me as that a thing of Strange Life were half shown to my human eyes; yet I do not know, and am but telling of my natural thoughts and ponderings.
And let me take this moment to say how difficult it is to talk about these events to people today and to make the truth relevant to them; because of this, I often feel tempted to stay silent about many things I witnessed. Yet I must share my story, or I’ll be weighed down by it. So, I hope you’ll listen to me and offer your sympathy and understanding. As for these mist-men, I’ve often wondered if they were the visible form of some of the many Forces that roamed in the Night Land; they truly seemed to me like a glimpse of some Strange Life partially revealed to my human eyes. Still, I can’t say for sure, and I’m just sharing my honest thoughts and reflections.
Now, as I did say, those mist-men were never seen nigh unto the Pyramid, and were, as I did hint, always so far off that they were half given over to the fables of the olden days, in the beliefs of the Peoples of the Mighty Redoubt; and set about with an halo of unrealness, for none within the Great Pyramid had ever beheld them with surety.
Now, as I mentioned, those mist-men were never seen close to the Pyramid, and as I suggested, they were always so far away that they were almost like the legends of old, in the beliefs of the People of the Mighty Redoubt; surrounded by an aura of unreality, since no one inside the Great Pyramid had ever truly seen them for sure.
And because that now I saw them anigh to me, it was borne in afresh upon my spirit how greatly I had wandered away, and how that I stood afar in the lonesomeness of that Land of Night; as it had been that a man of this Age did wander amid the stars, and perceive a great comet to go by him very close; for then he should know in his heart how that he was far off in the Void. And this I do say to you, that you may know somewhat of the emotions of my heart in that moment.
And because I saw them close to me now, it hit me again how far I had strayed and how I was distant and alone in that Land of Night; like a person in this age who wanders among the stars and sees a great comet pass very close by—then they would realize deep down how far they are lost in the Void. And I say this to you so you can understand some of the feelings in my heart at that moment.
Yet, presently I shook free of my melancholy and lonesomeness and rose up out of the moss-bushes, and went onward. And, as ever, I thought much upon the Maid that I did search for; yet strove to think quietly concerning her state; else should I have turned to running, and wrecked my body before that I had gone any great way.
Yet, at that moment, I shook off my sadness and loneliness, got up from the mossy bushes, and moved on. And, as always, I thought a lot about the Maid I was searching for; but I tried to think calmly about her situation; otherwise, I would have started running and hurt myself before I had gone very far.
And that day, I passed seven large fire-holes, and two that were small; and always I came softly unto them; for there were oft living things about the warmth. And at the sixth fire-hole, I did see that which I did think to be a great man, that did sit to the fire, with monstrous knees drawn upward unto his chin. And the nose was great and bent downward; and the eyes very large, and did shine with the light from the fire-hole, and moved, watching, always this way and that, so that the white parts did show, now this side and now that. But it was not properly a man.
And that day, I passed seven big fire pits and two smaller ones; and I always approached them quietly, because there were often living things around the warmth. At the sixth fire pit, I saw what I thought was a huge man sitting by the fire, with his massive knees pulled up to his chin. His nose was big and curved downward; his eyes were very large and shone with the light from the fire pit, moving back and forth as if watching, making the whites of his eyes show now on one side and now on the other. But he wasn’t really a man.
And I went away very quiet from that place, and looked oft backward, until that I was sure of safety; for it was a very horrid Monster, and had that place to be for a Lair, as I did judge from the smell thereof.
And I walked away quietly from that place, looking back often until I was sure I was safe; because it was a really terrible Monster, and I figured that place was its lair from the smell of it.
And when the eighteenth hour was come, I looked about for a safe place to my sleep; and I kept away now from the fire-holes; for I did always find the more life there. Yet, when I came to my rest, I was lacking of warmth, by reason of this care; and could scarce sleep at all, because that I was so cold. Yet managed something of slumber after a while; but woke very stiff, and was glad to beat my hands and bestir myself that I should come to some warmth of life.
And when it was six o'clock in the evening, I looked for a safe place to sleep; I stayed away from the fire pits since I always found them to be more lively. However, when I finally lay down to rest, I was cold because of this decision and could hardly sleep at all. Eventually, I managed to doze off for a bit, but I woke up very stiff and was happy to rub my hands together and move around to warm myself up.
And after that I had eat and drunk, I put my gear upon me, and took the Diskos in my hand, and went forward again upon my journey. And here I should tell that I was come soon unto the North-West border of the Plain of Blue Fire. And presently, I was but a little way off from it, and did go direct to the North; so that the Plain was always upon my right.
And after I had eaten and drunk, I put on my gear, took the Diskos in my hand, and continued on my journey. I should mention that I soon reached the North-West border of the Plain of Blue Fire. Not long after, I was a short distance from it, heading straight North, keeping the Plain always to my right.
Now this Plain was a strange and fearsome place, as you shall see; for it was as that a blue void did rise upward from the earth in all the country of that Plain. For, surely, the Plain did not lumber with flame; but was hid with a strange and inburning light, as of a shining atmosphere of a cold blue colour. And it did throw no sure light upon the Night Land, as had seemed proper; but was a very dreadful, cold shining, as of a luminous and blue void. And the moss-bushes grew nigh to the edge of the plain, and did show to me black and strange against that horrid gloom of light.
Now this Plain was a strange and fearsome place, as you will see; for it was as if a blue void rose up from the earth across the entire area of that Plain. The Plain was not filled with flames; instead, it was covered in a strange, smoldering light, like a shining atmosphere of cold blue. It did not cast a bright light upon the Night Land, as one might expect; rather, it emitted a very dreadful, cold glow, like a luminous blue void. The moss-bushes grew close to the edge of the plain, appearing black and strange against that horrible gloom of light.
And you shall know that I could not see into the plain; for it was as that the cold blue light was a void that swallowed all within it; and gave no power to the eye that aught should be perceived. And it stood between me and the Mighty Pyramid, and I could nowise see across. And I know not whether I do make all this matter clear unto you; for surely it is no easy task.
And you'll know that I couldn't see into the plain; it was like the cold blue light was a void that swallowed everything in it, giving no power to the eye to perceive anything. It stood between me and the Mighty Pyramid, and I couldn't see across it. I'm not sure if I'm making all of this clear to you; it's definitely not an easy task.
And presently I had gone very quiet upon my hands and knees through the moss-bushes; and I came near upon the edge of the Plain, and hid there in a clump of the moss-bush, and peered forth and harked. And I heard constant voices that did call to one another across the Plain; as it were that strange peoples of Spirits did wander within that blue Shining, and did make a calling one to the other, and were all hid and held apart. And surely I could see naught, and did judge, as I have writ, that they likewise went blindly. And truly is this a strange matter to set out; and easy to think on with doubt. Yet as I did see, so have I told; for, in verity, there were surely hidden Peoples of Spirits scattered and lost afar upon that improper Plain.
And soon I had gone very quiet on my hands and knees through the moss-bushes; and I came close to the edge of the Plain, and hid there in a clump of moss-bush, and peeked out and listened. I heard constant voices calling to each other across the Plain; as if strange Spirit people were wandering in that blue Shining, calling out to one another, all hidden and kept apart. And surely I could see nothing, and judged, as I have written, that they also wandered blindly. This is truly a strange thing to describe; and easy to think about with doubt. Yet as I saw it, so I have told it; for, indeed, there were surely hidden Spirit Peoples scattered and lost far upon that unusual Plain.
And you shall judge that I kept safe hid; for whether this might have any natural explaining, or whether it was a matter that did go utter beyond knowledge of man, I did not know; for surely in that strange Land, it did like to be an Horrid Danger in any case; and whether of some Monstrous Creatures, or of the Evil Forces of the Land, I did wisely to be away.
And you will see that I kept it hidden; whether there was any natural explanation for it or if it was something beyond human understanding, I didn't know. In that strange land, it was definitely a terrifying danger either way, and whether it was due to some monstrous creatures or the evil forces of that place, it was wise for me to stay away.
And for two days I did make a safe coasting of the Plain of Blue Fire; and did keep well off, maybe two great miles, among the moss-bushes. And I made a very good speed through the darkness. And at the eighteenth hour of each journey, I made a place for my slumber; and the first I did manage under a thick bush; but the second was high upon the ledge of a rock that grew upward in the night amid the bushes. And, save that I was bitter cold there did no harm come to me. And in all that time of journeying, I had no sight of the Mighty Pyramid; for the blind shining of the Plain of Blue Fire was ever between.
And for two days, I traveled safely along the Plain of Blue Fire, staying about two miles away among the mossy bushes. I made good progress through the darkness. At the eighteenth hour of each journey, I set up a place to sleep; the first night, I managed to find shelter under a thick bush, but the second night, I slept high up on a ledge of a rock that rose up into the night among the bushes. Aside from being extremely cold, nothing harmed me. During all that time of traveling, I never caught sight of the Mighty Pyramid, as the blinding brightness of the Plain of Blue Fire was always in the way.
Now there had been certain little matters in my journey beside the Plain of Blue Fire, which I have not set down; for they were of no account, and do but repeat much that I have told before. And, indeed, there was naught in that part of my journey, save that I did pass nineteen great fire-holes, and four small; and did observe no life beside any, save about one of the great holes that there was no hollow around, and here I did happen to see some strange and ugly creatures so big as my head, that did have a look of the scorpion of this Age; but proportioned more squat and thick. Yet, though they were naught to remark upon in that Land, they had been but woeful bedmates to any man; as you may think.
Now, there were some minor things on my journey beside the Plain of Blue Fire that I haven’t mentioned because they weren't significant and mostly repeat what I've already said. In fact, there wasn’t much in that part of my journey, other than passing nineteen large fire pits and four small ones. I didn't see any life around them, except for one of the large pits, which didn't have any hollow around it. Here, I happened to see some strange and ugly creatures about the size of my head. They resembled scorpions from this age but were more squat and thick. Although they weren't remarkable in that land, they would have been terrible companions for anyone, as you can imagine.
And you shall know how it gave a rest to my spirit, that I did go so long with no trouble of the Monsters of the Night, or the Evil Forces thereof. And I grew bolder to my journeying, and made ever a greater speed of going; and it was like that I took presently a less heed for my safety, which was a wrong and foolish state. Yet there came no harm unto me, in all that part of my travel.
And you'll see how much it relaxed my mind that I went for so long without being bothered by the Night Monsters or their Evil Forces. I became bolder in my travels and started moving faster; it felt like I paid less attention to my safety, which was a foolish and reckless way to be. Still, nothing bad happened to me during that part of my journey.
Then, it was in the sixteenth hour of the third day of my journey beside the Plain, that I did come out beyond the end of it, and had fresh sight of the Mighty Pyramid, afar in the night upon my Right. And I stopt there in a bare place among the moss-bushes, and did in a weak moment hold up the Diskos, so that I make a salute unto the Pyramid, Mine Home; for truly was I so utter glad to behold it once more.
Then, at the sixteenth hour of the third day of my journey along the Plain, I finally reached the end and caught sight of the Mighty Pyramid in the distance, illuminated by the night on my right. I paused in a clear spot among the moss-bushes and, in a moment of weakness, raised the Diskos to salute the Pyramid, my Home; I was truly so incredibly happy to see it again.
And in a little while was I aware that there was a disturbance of the aether of the world all about me; so that it did seem that there had been one at the Great Spy-Glass to watch for my coming into their sight from behind the shining of the Plain of Blue Fire.
And soon I noticed that there was something off in the atmosphere around me; it felt like someone at the Great Spy-Glass had been waiting to see me arrive from behind the glow of the Plain of Blue Fire.
And it was like that news had gone downward through the Cities of the Great Redoubt; so that they did print the word of it in the Hour-Slips; and by this there would be many great Millions thinking upon me, and a rushing unto the Embrasures, that they might spy out at me. Yet I doubt that any glass might perceive me surely at so great a space, save the power of the Great Spy-Glass in the Tower of Observation. But the Emotion of the Millions to reach to me.
And it felt like that news traveled down through the Cities of the Great Redoubt, so they printed it in the Hour-Slips; and because of this, there would be many millions thinking of me and rushing to the Embrasures to get a look at me. Still, I doubt any lens could truly see me from that far away, except for the powerful Great Spy-Glass in the Tower of Observation. But the feelings of the millions were reaching out to me.
And you shall know that it did seem homely and sweet unto me to hear all about me the shaking of the aether of the world, and to be ware that so many did think humanly upon me, and had prayers unto my safety.
And you should know that it felt comforting and nice to me to hear all about the world’s vibrations, and to be aware that so many people thought about me in a human way and offered prayers for my safety.
And it was a strange thing to stand so utter far off in the Night, and to look back to that Everlasting Hill of Light, that was grown something small by the distance, and to have surety that I was lookt upon through the Great Spy-Glass, maybe by the kindly eye of my dear friend the Master Monstruwacan, and so keenly that he could, it might be, make almost to guess the look within mine eyes, as I did gaze backward unto that Mine Home.
And it was a strange experience to stand so far away in the night and look back at that everlasting hill of light, which had shrunk a bit due to the distance, knowing that I was being watched through the great spyglass, perhaps by the friendly eye of my dear friend the Master Monstruwacan. He could possibly even guess the expression in my eyes as I gazed back at my home.
Yet, though this dear and homely sympathy was a sweet and companionable thing to my heart, it came swift to my thought that I was in a sore danger, if that they ceased not quickly to think so onely upon me; for surely was I not come over-near unto that dreadful House of Silence; and well might so much Emotion of the Millions tell unto the Horrid Power that dwelt within, how that I was even anigh. And so shall you see the mixt feelings that came upon me everyway.
Yet, even though this dear and comforting connection brought sweetness and companionship to my heart, it quickly struck me that I was in serious danger if they didn’t stop thinking solely about me; for I had surely gotten too close to that dreadful House of Silence. And it was entirely possible that the deep emotions of the many could alert the Horrid Power dwelling within about my presence. So, you can see the mixed feelings that overwhelmed me in every way.
Yet, as it did chance, the aether was quieted in a little; for it did need unity of the Millions (being that they were untrained to their spiritual powers) to stir the aether. And so was I more easy of mind, and went forward again upon my way.
Yet, as it happened, the atmosphere calmed down for a bit; it needed the unity of the Millions (since they were untrained in their spiritual powers) to stir the atmosphere. So I felt more at ease and continued on my way.
Now, as it did chance, at the eighteenth hour, I was come to a place where I heard a noise of water; and I went to my left, that I might come upon it; and there boiled a hot fountain that went up out of the rock of that place. And the water rose upward in a column, and was, maybe, so thick as my body; and it fell unto the North, for the water came not up straightly, but did shoot out from the earth unto that way. And I saw the thing plain; for there were many fire-holes all about, as you shall have wotted from my telling; and so was there a certain and constant light in that part of the Land.
At around six o'clock, I reached a spot where I heard the sound of water. I turned left to find it, and there was a hot spring bubbling up from the rocks. The water shot up in a column, maybe as thick as my body, and it flowed to the north, not rising straight up but shooting out from the ground in that direction. I could see it clearly because there were many hot spots around, as you might have guessed from my description, and there was a steady and constant light in that area of the land.
And I followed the water that ran from the fountain, and tried it with mine hand; but found it to burn; and so did go further beside it; for presently it should be no hotter than I did need. And it went onward, winding among the moss-bushes, and sent up a constant steam, that hung about it; and the steam made a red cloud about the way that it did go; for the lights from the fire-holes made a shining upon it; and so was it a wondrous pretty sight.
And I followed the water from the fountain and touched it with my hand, but it burned me. So, I moved further along, hoping it would be cooler. It continued to flow, winding through the mossy bushes and sending up a steady steam that lingered around it. The steam created a red cloud along its path, and the light from the fire pits made it shine beautifully. It was truly a stunning sight.
Now, presently, I tried the stream again, and found it to be nicely warm; and I sat upon a little rock, and took off my foot-gear, that I might bathe my feet, which were gone something tender; moreover, I did ache to have the sweetness of water about me. And I made that I should bathe my feet, and afterwards find a place among the moss-bushes, and so eat and drink, and have my slumber.
Now, I tried the stream again and found it pleasantly warm. I sat on a small rock and removed my shoes so I could soak my feet, which were a bit sore. I really wanted to enjoy the refreshing feel of the water. I planned to bathe my feet, then find a spot among the mossy bushes to eat, drink, and take a nap.
Then, as I did sit there beside that warm stream, with my feet dabbled therein, I heard sudden, afar off, the voice of a mighty Night-Hound, baying in the night. And the sound came from the North-West of the Plain of Blue Fire. And there was afterward a quiet; and you shall see me sitting there upon the rock by the side of that smoking river, and the steam all about me, and my feet within the lovely warmth of the water; and I very still and frozen with a sudden fear; for, it did seem to me, in an instant, that the Night-Hound might surely be upon the track of my goings.
Then, as I sat there next to the warm stream with my feet dipped in it, I suddenly heard, from far away, the voice of a powerful Night-Hound howling in the night. The sound came from the Northwest of the Plain of Blue Fire. After that, there was a stillness; and you can picture me sitting on the rock next to that steaming river, with steam all around me and my feet in the comforting warmth of the water; and I was very still and gripped by sudden fear; because, for a moment, it seemed to me that the Night-Hound might be tracking my movements.
And after that there had passed a little time, the while that I did listen very keen, lo! there burst out in the night, as it did seem scarce a mile off, the monstrous deep baying of the giant Hound. And I knew surely that the Brute did track me, and a sick and utter horror did fall upon me; so that I could scarce get my foot-gear upon me, once more. Yet, in truth, I was not long to the matter, and was to my feet, and did hold the Diskos ready; and very desperate I was to the heart; for it is ever a fearsome thing to be put in chase, and the worse an hundred times when there is a sure knowledge that a deathly Monster doth be the pursuer.
And after a little while, as I listened intently, suddenly I heard the terrifying deep baying of the giant Hound, it seemed like it was barely a mile away. I knew for sure that the beast was tracking me, and a wave of intense horror washed over me, making it hard to put on my shoes again. However, I quickly shook it off, got to my feet, and readied my Diskos; I was feeling desperate inside because it’s always terrifying to be chased, even worse when you know for certain that a deadly monster is your pursuer.
Now, I did stand there but a moment it did seem, to make an anxious considering how that I might best assure me some chance to live through this swift coming Danger. And then did I think upon the stream, to use it, and I leapt quick therein, and did run very strong down the middle part, which was nowheres so much as thigh-deep, and oft not above mine ankles. And as I did run, there came again the bellow of that dire Brute, following, and was now, as mine ears did say, scarce the half of a mile to my rear.
Now, I stood there for what felt like just a moment, trying to figure out how I could best secure a chance to survive the fast-approaching danger. Then I thought about the stream and decided to use it. I jumped in quickly and ran strong down the middle, where the water was only about thigh-deep at most, and often just above my ankles. As I ran, I heard the roar of that terrible beast again, and it was now, from what I could tell, barely half a mile behind me.
And I did run but the stronger, for the dread of the sound; and so, maybe, for a little minute; and after that time, I stopt from mine heavy running, and went very wary, that I made no loud splashing; for by now the Monster-Brute should be something anigh to that place where I did enter the stream. And I looked round, with a constant looking; but did see no surely visible thing; though my fear did shape me an Hound from every shadow of the moss-bushes about me.
And I did run, but was more afraid because of the sound; and so, maybe for a minute; and after that, I stopped my heavy running and moved carefully, trying not to make any loud splashing. By now, the Monster-Brute should be close to the spot where I entered the stream. I looked around constantly, but didn't see anything clearly visible, even though my fear made me imagine a Hound lurking in every shadow of the moss bushes around me.
Then, in a moment, I did hear the Great Beast; for it bayed but a little way up the stream, as that it had overshot the place where the scent did end. And immediately, I sank swiftly into the water, which was there so deep as my knee, and turned upon my belly. And the water surged over my shoulders; for I kept my head above. And so I did look eager and fearful through the steam into the shadows and the half-darkness, towards where I did think to see the Night-Hound.
Then, suddenly, I heard the Great Beast; it was howling just upstream, as if it had passed the spot where the scent ended. Without hesitation, I quickly sank into the water, which was deep enough to reach my knee, and turned onto my stomach. The water surged over my shoulders, but I kept my head above it. I looked around, both eager and scared, through the mist into the shadows and dim light, where I thought I might see the Night-Hound.
And in a moment I saw it coming; and it was a little vague, by reason of the smoke of the river; yet did seem black and monstrous in the gloom, and great as a mighty horse. And it went past me at a vast and lumbersome gallop; but I did not see it in that moment; for I dived my head down unto the rock of the river bottom, and held downward, until that I was like to burst for sore longing of breath.
And in an instant, I sensed it approaching; it was a bit unclear because of the smoke from the river, yet it appeared dark and enormous in the shadows, as big as a powerful horse. It galloped past me with a heavy, awkward speed, but I didn’t see it at that moment; I plunged my head down to the riverbed and held my breath, feeling like I might burst from the desperate need for air.
Then I put upward my head, and took swift and deep breathings, and lookt about me, very cautious and fearful, as you can know. And I heard the Night-Hound casting round among the moss-bushes, and it did send up a wild and awesome baying; and I heard the bushes brake and smash beneath it, as it did run to and hither. And afterward there was a quiet; yet I moved not; but stayed there, very low in the water, and did have a thankful heart that it was warm and easy to persist in; for I had surely died of a frozen heart, if that it had been cold; for, by this time, you do know even with me, how bitter was the chill of the Land.
Then I lifted my head and took quick, deep breaths, looking around me, very cautious and afraid, as you can imagine. I heard the Night-Hound roaming among the mossy bushes, letting out a wild and terrifying howl; I could hear the bushes break and crack as it ran to and fro. Afterward, there was silence; yet I didn’t move; I stayed there, very low in the water, feeling grateful that it was warm and comfortable to remain; because I would have surely died from a frozen heart if it had been cold; by now, you know very well how bitter the chill of the Land was.
Now, I had been awhile lain thus upon my belly, and heard no sound from the monstrous Hound. Yet, I ceased not to be full of an horrid unease, concerning the Great Beast; for I did better to know what it did, than to have no knowing. And, sudden, I heard the sound of it, running very swiftly and coming nigh; and it passed me, and did go up the stream; and there was surely a quick stupor upon me; for I ducked not my head under the water; but stayed very still; which as it did chance, was maybe not such an utter foolishness; for my head did seem in that half-gloom to be, mayhap, no more than a little rock in the water, and I made no move to tell of life; yet should the Hound have smelled me; and that it failed in this matter, doth be a puzzle to me.
I had been lying there on my stomach for a while, and I hadn’t heard a sound from the monstrous Hound. Still, I couldn't shake off a terrible unease about the Great Beast; it was better to know what it was doing than to be left in the dark. Suddenly, I heard it rushing very fast and coming close; it passed by me and went up the stream. I felt a strange stupor come over me because I didn’t duck my head under the water but remained very still. In that half-light, it may not have been complete foolishness, since my head could have looked like just a small rock in the water, and I made no movement to show I was alive. Yet, if the Hound had caught my scent, and it didn’t, that puzzles me.
And as the great Night-Hound past me, it tore the earth and the bushes, with the exceeding strength that it put forth to run, and clods of the earth and stones of bigness were cast this way and that by the feet of the Hound, running. And so shall you have a little knowledge of the strength of that Beast.
And as the great Night-Hound ran past me, it ripped through the ground and the bushes with incredible strength, throwing clods of dirt and big stones everywhere with its powerful legs. And that gives you some idea of the strength of that Beast.
And the Hound ran on into the distance, and presently, I heard it baying in the Night. Then I rose, and went onward, down the warm stream, and made a strong walking, yet keeping alway to the water; and oft did stop a little that I should listen; and always I heard the Night-Hound a great way off in the night, baying, and seeming that it did surely run to and fro, searching.
And the Hound ran off into the distance, and soon, I heard it howling in the night. Then I stood up and continued forward, down the warm stream, making good progress while staying close to the water; I often paused to listen, and always I could hear the Night-Hound far away in the night, howling and seeming to run back and forth, searching.
Now, I journeyed thus for twelve hours, and the baying of the Hound making search, did never cease. And I kept always to the water, as I did say, that I should leave no scent unto the Hound. And by that twelve weary hours had gone, I found that I was come anigh unto the House of Silence. And this put me in great trouble; as you may perceive; for surely had mine whole effort been to the end that I should avoid that House, by a great way. Yet had the Hound driven me thus a-near.
I traveled like this for twelve hours, and the Hound’s relentless howling never stopped. I stuck close to the water, as I mentioned, to avoid leaving a scent for the Hound. By the end of those exhausting twelve hours, I realized I was very close to the House of Silence. This distressed me greatly, as you can imagine; my entire effort was aimed at steering clear of that House by a wide margin. Yet the Hound had chased me right up to it.
Now I saw that the small river did go onward, and did make a breach across the Road Where The Silent Ones Walk; and I determined in my heart that I should leave the water, which was now grown nigh to a bitter cold, in that it was so long upon the face of the Land. Yet chiefly did I mind to leave the water, that I should come no more anigh unto that House of Silence; for the water did go that way. And I stood awhile, and did listen for the baying of the Hound; but could hear it no more; and did have a surety within me that it was indeed gone from searching for me.
Now I saw that the small river kept flowing and made a breach across the Road Where The Silent Ones Walk; and I decided in my heart that I should leave the water, which had grown almost bitterly cold from being exposed for so long. But mostly, I wanted to leave the water because it was leading me closer to that House of Silence; the water flowed that way. I stood for a while, listening for the Hound's baying, but I could no longer hear it; I felt certain that it was truly done searching for me.
Then I came out of the water, and went forward, stooping and creeping, among the moss-bushes, going outward to the Westward of North, so that I should go away so quickly as I might from the nearness of the House. Yet, lo! I was gone upon my hands and knees no more than an hundred fathoms, when I did find the moss-bushes to cease to the Westward, for a great way, and there to be a great bareness of rock, which, in truth, was much shown thereabout. And I dared not to go outward upon that naked Land; for then I had not been hid by the moss-bushes; but had stood plain there for all things of the Night to behold; and moreover, though I could nowise have a sure knowledge concerning this matter, yet did I hope within me that I should make a sure hiding from the Power of the House of Silence, did I but go very low among the bushes. But, indeed, it was like enough that naught could give me hiding; yet should I lose no chance unto my safety.
Then I came out of the water and moved forward, crouching and crawling among the mossy bushes, heading toward the northwest to get as far away as I could from the House. Yet, I had barely gone a hundred fathoms on my hands and knees when I found that the mossy bushes ended to the west for quite a distance, revealing a large area of bare rock, which was very noticeable in the surroundings. I didn’t dare to step out onto that exposed land; if I did, I wouldn’t be hidden by the mossy bushes anymore and would be completely visible to everything in the night. Moreover, even though I couldn’t be absolutely sure about this, I hoped that if I stayed very low among the bushes, I could avoid being detected by the Power of the House of Silence. But honestly, it was quite possible that nothing could hide me; still, I wouldn’t pass up any chance for my safety.
And because of this, I went backward among the bushes, and ceased to escape out unto the Westward. And I found presently, that the moss-bushes made but a narrow growth in that path, and grew only for a while by the side of the Great Road; so that I was surely fain to keep nigh to the Road, that I have the covering of the bushes.
And because of this, I moved backward among the bushes and stopped trying to escape to the West. I soon realized that the moss-covered bushes were only growing narrow along that path and only for a short distance beside the Great Road; so I had no choice but to stay close to the Road to have the cover of the bushes.
And, in a while, I found the Road Where The Silent Ones Walk, to bend inward at the North of the House of Silence; so that it came right horridly close unto the House; for here the hill on which the House did stand, was very abrupt and fell steeply unto the Road. And so was that Dreadful House stood up there above me in the Silence, as that it did seem to brood there upon the Land. And this side did seem truly as the other; and equal lone and dreadful. And the House was monstrous and huge, and full of quiet lights; and it was truly as that there had been no Sound ever in that House through Eternity; but yet was it as that the heart did think each moment to see quiet and shrouded figures within, and yet never were they seen; and this I do but set down that I bring all home unto your hearts also, as that you crouched there with me in those low moss-bushes, there beside the Great Road, and did look upward unto that Monstrous House of Everlasting Silence, and did feel the utterness of silence to hang about it in the night; and to know in your spirits the quiet threat that lived silent there within.
And, after a while, I found the Road Where The Silent Ones Walk, curving inward at the North of the House of Silence, getting uncomfortably close to the House. The hill on which the House stood was very steep, dropping sharply down to the Road. And so, that Terrible House loomed above me in the Silence, as if it were watching over the Land. This side felt just like the other; just as lonely and frightening. The House was enormous and filled with soft lights; it truly felt like no Sound had ever existed there throughout Eternity. Yet, it was as if my heart expected, every moment, to see quiet, shrouded figures inside, even though they were never visible. I write this down so that it resonates in your hearts too, as if you crouched there with me among the low moss-bushes beside the Great Road, looking up at that Monstrous House of Everlasting Silence, feeling the absolute silence hanging around it in the night, and knowing deep down the quiet threat that lived silently within.
And so shall you have mind of me, hid there among the bushes, and sodden and cold; and yet, as you will perceive, so held in my spirit by an utter terror and loathing and solemn wonder and awe of that Mighty House of Quietness loomed above me in the Night, that I wotted not of the misery of my body, because that my spirit was put so greatly in dread and terror for the life of my Being.
And so you will remember me, hidden there among the bushes, damp and cold; and yet, as you will see, I was held in my spirit by complete terror and disgust, along with a deep wonder and awe of that Great House of Silence looming above me in the night, that I did not notice the misery of my body, because my spirit was filled with such great fear and dread for the life of my existence.
And also you shall have before you, how that I knew in all my body and soul, that I stood anigh to that Place where but a little while gone there had passed inward so dreadful to an everlasting Silence and Horrid Mystery those poor Youths.
And you shall also see how I knew deep in my heart and soul that I stood close to the place where not long ago those poor youths had entered into a terrifying silence and a horrible mystery.
And after that you have minded you of this, you shall consider how that the memory of all my life held dread thoughts of the monstrousness of that House; and now was I anigh unto it. And it did seem to my soul that the very Night about it, held an anguish of quiet terror. And always my mind did come back to the sheer matter that I was so anigh. And this thing I do say unto you once and again; for truly, as you do see, it hath imprinted itself deep into my spirit. Yet shall I now cease from saying further in this manner; for, surely, you shall never know all that was in mine heart; and if I cease not, I do but be like to weary you.
And after you remember this, you should think about how my whole life has been filled with terrifying thoughts about that House; and now I was close to it. It felt to me like the very Night around it was filled with a deep, quiet fear. And I always found my mind returning to the fact that I was so near. I say this to you again and again; because, as you can see, it has left a strong mark on my soul. But I'll stop expressing myself this way now; because, honestly, you will never fully understand everything in my heart, and if I don’t stop, I’ll just tire you out.
And so did I hide and creep, and oft pause to a time of shaking quiet; and afterward gather something of new courage, and go onward; and peer upward at that monstrous House, stood above me in the night. Yet, as it did come about, I came presently clear of that horrid place; for the Road came round again unto the North, and I began that I made a better way through the moss-bushes; but never that I grew to much speed; for I had oft to go about, that I should miss a naked part here, and another there; for truly there was an abundance and bareness of rock, so that the bushes grew not so thick as I could wish.
So I hid and crept, often pausing in a moment of nervous silence; then I gathered some new courage and moved forward, looking up at that huge House looming over me in the night. Eventually, I managed to get away from that dreadful place; the Road curved back north, and I found a better path through the mossy bushes. However, I never really picked up speed because I had to go around to avoid sparse areas here and there; there was a lot of exposed rock, so the bushes weren't as thick as I hoped.
And in the space of five hours was I clear of that House; and did have a greater ease about my heart; but yet was not free to come to food nor to slumber, the both of which I did sorely need; for I had slept neither eat for a weariful time, as you do know. But first I must go further off from the House, and afterwards come to some fire-hole, that I should dry myself and get warmth again into my body, which was bitter cold.
And in just five hours, I was out of that House and felt a lot lighter in my heart. However, I still couldn’t eat or sleep, both of which I really needed, since I hadn’t done either for a long, tiresome time, as you know. But first, I had to get further away from the House, and then find somewhere with a fire so I could dry off and warm up my bitterly cold body.
And now that I had come unto the Northward of the House of Silence, there came to me a great Wonder, which bred in me a mighty Hope and Gladness. For as I did go among the bushes, there broke sudden all around me in the aether, the low and solemn beat of the Master-Word. And the throb of the Word was utter weak; so that one moment I did say unto myself that I heard, and in a moment that I did not; yet had I no proper doubt in my heart.
And now that I had reached the northern part of the House of Silence, a great wonder filled me with powerful hope and joy. As I walked among the bushes, I suddenly heard the low and solemn rhythm of the Master-Word all around me in the air. The pulse of the Word was barely audible; at times I thought I heard it and at other times I wasn't sure. Yet I had no real doubt in my heart.
And I reasoned with myself, and with a great shaking of excitement and expectation upon me, that the Master-Word came not from the Great Pyramid, which should have power to send it as a Great Force across the everlasting Night; whilst that this that throbbed about me was faint and scarce to be known even unto the keenness of the Night-Hearing, which was mine.
And I thought to myself, feeling a rush of excitement and anticipation, that the Master-Word didn't come from the Great Pyramid, which should have had the power to send it as a Great Force across the endless Night; while what surrounded me felt faint and barely perceptible, even to my Night-Hearing.
And, immediately, as I crouched low there, and thrilled with the hope that was bred in me, lo! there seemed to come the far faint voice of Naani, calling with a little voice within my spirit. And I thought the cry to have an utterness of supplication within it; so that I grew desperate to up and go to running; yet did curb such foolishness, and stayed very hushed, to listen.
And right then, as I crouched down and felt a hopeful excitement inside me, I heard a distant, soft voice of Naani calling out from within my spirit. I sensed that her call was filled with deep longing, which made me desperate to get up and run towards her; however, I held back that urge and stayed completely quiet to listen.
But I heard no more; yet was shaken continually with the Joy and Hope which this calling did breed in me, for truly did it seem now that I was right that I did determine to go unto the North; for sure was I now that the Lesser Redoubt lay that way in the Night. And it did seem plain unto me, that the House of Silence had put a barrier between; and had power to withhold so weak a calling. And now had I come beyond the Barrier. And I did perceive in my heart how that Naani had called off, maybe in the sadness of Despair; yet had the weak crying of her brain-elements been held from me by the horrid power of the house; and surely, as I did think, it was well named; for it did make a silence.
But I heard nothing more; still, I was constantly shaken with the joy and hope that this calling brought me, because it truly felt like I was meant to go north. I was sure now that the Lesser Redoubt lay that way in the night. It was clear to me that the House of Silence had put up a barrier and had the power to suppress such a faint calling. And now I had come beyond the barrier. I could feel in my heart how Naani had called out, perhaps in her sadness and despair; yet her weak cries had been blocked from me by the dreadful power of the house. And surely, as I thought, it was aptly named, for it did create a silence.
And so shall you stay with me in your hearts, and take to ourselves something of the new Gladness that held all my being; for it did seem truly that my bitter task and adventuring should not in the end be offered to Uselessness; and that I did truly draw unto that far place in the Everlasting Night, where mine own Maid did cry for me, that I should succour her.
And so you will remain with me in your hearts, and embrace some of the new joy that filled my entire being; for it truly seemed that my painful journey and adventures would not ultimately lead to nothingness; and that I really was drawn to that distant place in the Eternal Night, where my own Lady called for me, asking for my help.
And ever as I went, did I hark; but there was no more the low eating of the Master-Word in the Night; not at that time.
And as I walked, I listened closely; but there was no longer the soft whispering of the Master-Word in the Night; not at that moment.
And presently, I spied outward to the West, as it did seem a good mile off in the night, the shining of a fire-hole; and I began to plan that I should come unto that place, and have warmth and dryness, and food and slumber. And, in verity, so set was I to the need of these matters that if there did be a Monstrous Thing nigh to the fire—as was so oft the case—then would I give battle unto it; for neither my Joy nor my labours did serve to put warmth into my body; and I must surely come anigh to fire, or die.
And soon, I looked out to the West and noticed, about a mile away in the night, the glow of a fire. I started thinking about how I could get to that spot to find warmth, dryness, food, and sleep. I was so focused on these needs that if there happened to be a Monster near the fire—as was often the case—I would fight it. Because neither my happiness nor my efforts could warm me up, and I had to get close to the fire, or I would surely die.
Then, as I kneeled upward among the moss-bushes, and made to lay a true course unto the fire-hole, I perceived that there came a Being along the Road unto my right; and I went low into the bushes, and moved not; for truly I had seen that there drew nigh one of the Silent Ones.
Then, as I knelt up among the moss bushes and prepared to head towards the fire pit, I noticed a Being coming down the road to my right; so I crouched down in the bushes and stayed still; for I had indeed seen one of the Silent Ones approaching.
And I made a little place that should let me to see; and I spied out, with an utter caution; and lo! the Being came on very quiet, and with no hurry. And in a time, it went by me on the road, and did take no heed to me; yet did I feel that it had knowledge that I stoopt there among the moss-bushes. And it made no sound as it went; and was a Dreadful thing; yet, it did seem unto my heart, as that it had no trouble of Wanton Malice to work needless Destruction to any. And this, I crave strangely that you to understand; for it was so to me that I had a quiet and great respect for that thing; and did feel no hatred; yet was very dreadly in fear of it. And it was Huge in size, and was shrouded unto its feet, and seemed, maybe ten feet high. Yet, presently, it was gone onward down the Road, and I was no more troubled by it.
And I found a little spot where I could see; I watched carefully, and suddenly, the Being appeared quietly and without rush. After a while, it passed by me on the road, completely unaware of me; still, I sensed it knew I was crouched there among the moss. It made no sound as it moved; it was a terrifying sight, yet it felt to my heart like it wasn’t filled with wanton malice meant to cause unnecessary destruction. I really want you to understand this, for it felt like I had a quiet, deep respect for that thing; I felt no hatred, yet I was truly scared of it. It was huge, shrouded to its feet, and seemed to be about ten feet tall. Then, it continued down the road, and I was no longer troubled by it.
Then did I make no waste of time; but set off unto the fire-hole; and kept so much to shelter as I might; but was oft made to run over baked places, ere that I should come to more of the bushes.
Then I didn’t waste any time; I headed straight for the fire-hole and sheltered as much as I could, but I often had to run over hot spots before I could reach more bushes.
And I came presently nigh unto the fire-hole, and made a pause, and crept unto it, with a great care. And I found it to be in the bottom of a deep hollow of the rock of that part. And the rock was clear looking of all living matters, the which did make me to be glad. And I went round about the top of the hollow, carrying the Diskos very handily; but there was nowhere any living thing; and I feared not to go downward into the deep hollow, and so unto the fire-hole, which lay in the bottom, as you have perceived.
And I soon got close to the fire hole, paused, and carefully crept toward it. I found it at the bottom of a deep hollow in the rock. The rock was clear of any living matter, which made me happy. I walked around the edge of the hollow, handling the Diskos easily; but there was no sign of life anywhere. I was not afraid to go down into the deep hollow and toward the fire hole, which lay at the bottom, as you can see.
And when I was come there, I made a close search of the rock, and found it was very sweet and warm; and there were no serpents, neither any stinging creatures; so that a certain comfort came upon my spirit.
And when I got there, I closely examined the rock and found it to be very warm and pleasant; there were no snakes or stinging creatures, which brought a sense of comfort to my spirit.
Then stript I off mine armour and gear, and afterward all my garments, so that I stood naked there in the hollow. Yet was that place almost so warm as some mild oven, and I had no fear to suffer from the cold of the Night Land; but was uneasy lest that any monstrous thing should be anigh to come to take me so unawares.
Then I took off my armor and gear, and after that all my clothes, so I stood there naked in the hollow. The place was almost as warm as a gentle oven, and I had no fear of getting cold in the Night Land; but I was uneasy that some monstrous thing might come close and catch me by surprise.
Now I wrung the garments, and spread them upon the rock near unto the fire-hole, where it was hot; and I did rub my body very brisk with my hands, so that I glowed into health and had no fear of a stiffness.
Now I twisted the clothes and laid them on the rock near the fire pit, where it was warm; and I rubbed my body vigorously with my hands, so that I felt healthy and had no fear of stiffness.
And afterward, I did look to my food and drink, and to the matters in the pouch; but there had no harm come to any, by reason of the tightness of the scrip and the pouch, that had kept off the water. And I eat and drank, there as I stood waiting for the garments to come to dryness; and I walked about a little, as I eat; for I was restless to be into mine armour swiftly. And now I did turn this garment upward of the dry side, and now that; but did find them to steam, so that I turned them many times before they were proper.
And afterward, I looked at my food and drink and the stuff in the pouch; but nothing was damaged because the tightness of the bag and the pouch had kept the water out. I ate and drank while I stood there waiting for my clothes to dry; I walked around a bit as I ate because I was eager to get back into my armor quickly. I turned this piece of clothing over to the dry side and then that one; but they were still steaming, so I flipped them several times before they were ready.
Yet, in truth, they dried in but a little while, and I gat me into them very swift, and into the armour; and I felt the strength and courage of my spirit to come back into me, which had gone outward somewhat when I did stand there so naked. And this feeling you shall all have understanding of; and know that you would have felt that way, likewise, had you but stood there in that Land in so unhappy a plight.
Yet, in reality, they dried in just a short time, and I quickly got into them and into the armor; I felt my strength and courage returning to me, which had faded a bit while I was standing there so exposed. You all can relate to this feeling; know that you would have felt the same way if you had been in that land in such an unfortunate situation.
And when I had come into mine armour, I put my gear upon me, and took the Diskos into my hand, and did climb out of the hollow; for I would find a more secure place to my slumber, and did not dare to sleep in that place; for it was beyond seven and thirty hours since that I did have sleep; though as I do see by my count, I have made it to seem but as five and thirty; yet was a part consumed in diverse matters that I have not set down. And you shall mind how bitter had been my labour and weariness in all that time; and I did know of a surety that sleep must come heavily upon me; so that I was sorely in need that I should search out a safe place; for I should not be lightly waked, until that I had slept away the tiredness of my heart, and the weariful achings from my body. And, indeed, I should mind you how that I was not yet come perfect from the bruising which I had gotten from the fight with the Yellow Thing.
And when I put on my armor, I geared up and took the Diskos in my hand, then climbed out of the hollow. I wanted to find a safer place to sleep, and I didn’t dare sleep there; it had been over thirty-seven hours since I last slept, though I made it seem like only thirty-five, partly because I was caught up in various matters I hadn’t documented. You should remember how exhausting and grueling my work had been during that time, and I knew for sure that sleep would hit me hard; I desperately needed to find a safe spot since I wouldn’t easily wake up until I had slept off the fatigue in my heart and the aching in my body. In fact, I need to remind you that I hadn’t fully recovered from the bruises I got from the fight with the Yellow Thing.
And presently, when I had searched but a little while, I did find that a rock stood upward from a great clumping of the moss-bushes unto my left; and I went over to the rock, and made a search about it. And I found that there was a hole into the bottom part of the rock, and I thrust the Diskos into the hole, and made the blade to spin a little, so that it sent out a light; but there was no thing in the hole, and it did seem a dry and safe place for my sleep.
And soon, after searching for a short time, I noticed a rock rising up from a thick patch of moss on my left. I walked over to the rock and looked around it. I found a hole at the bottom of the rock, and I pushed the Diskos into the hole, spinning the blade a bit to emit light; however, there was nothing inside the hole, and it seemed like a dry and safe spot for me to sleep.
Then I turned me about, and went into the hole with my feet that way; and I found that it was so deep into the rock as the length of two men, and just so wide as I could lie in it without having it to pinch me. And there I made my bed in the hole, and went swift unto my sleep, and scarce had but a moment even to think upon Naani; and by this thing shall you know how utter was my weariness.
Then I turned around and went into the hole, with my feet facing that way; and I found that it went as deep into the rock as the length of two men, and it was just wide enough for me to lie down in without it pinching me. There I made my bed in the hole and quickly fell asleep, hardly having a moment to even think about Naani; and by this, you can see how completely exhausted I was.
Now I waked of a sudden, and was very clear and refreshed. And I crept to the mouth of the hole, and lookt out; but there was all a quietness round about, and nothing to threaten.
Now I suddenly woke up, feeling very clear and refreshed. I crawled to the entrance of the hole and looked outside; everything was quiet all around, and there was nothing to pose a threat.
And I found that I had slept ten hours; so that I made a haste to eat and drink, that I should go forward swiftly upon my journey. And at that time, as in the time when I did eat, naked, in the hollow, by the fire-hole, I eat four of the tablets; and this you shall understand to be rightly due unto me, in that I had gone so long fasting in that my great journeying to come safe from the Hound, and to come past the House of Silence. And this shall seem but a little thing to you; yet was it a wondrous important matter unto me, that had gone so long with an empty belly, and was never satisfied. And neither should any be, that had eat so little as I did eat, and made to fill their belly always with a drink of water. Yet, I doubt not but that it did keep my soul sweet and wholesome and no useful thing to the Powers of Evil of the Land.
And I realized that I had slept for ten hours, so I hurried to eat and drink so I could continue my journey quickly. At that moment, just like when I was eating in the hollow by the fire pit, I ate four of the tablets. You should understand that this was rightfully mine, given how long I had fasted during my long journey to escape the Hound and to get past the House of Silence. This may seem small to you, but it was incredibly important to me, having gone so long with an empty stomach and never feeling satisfied. No one should feel satisfied after eating so little as I had and only filling my belly with water. Still, I have no doubt it kept my soul sweet and healthy, which was no small thing against the Evil Powers of the Land.
And when I had made an end of so great a gorging, and had ceased to be drunken with water, I gat my gear upon me, and took the Diskos into mine hand, and so went forth once more towards the North.
And when I finished such a huge feast, and stopped being stuffed with water, I got my things on, took the Diskos in my hand, and headed out again towards the North.
And presently, I was nigh unto the Road again; for it did curve something Westward a space beyond. And I was sore tempted to go upon the Road; for the ground was rough and the moss-bushes did catch my feet. Yet did I stay among the bushes, though the Road was true and smooth, by compare. And by this telling, you will perceive that I walked once more upright, and had given over to crawl between the bushes. And, in truth, this was so; for the Land did seem very quiet in all that part; and I had less of fear, now that I stood beyond the horrid unease of the House of Silence.
And soon, I was close to the Road again; it curved a bit to the West just ahead. I was really tempted to step onto the Road; the ground was rough and the mossy bushes were tripping me up. But I stayed among the bushes, even though the Road was much smoother by comparison. By saying this, you can tell that I was walking upright once more, no longer crawling through the bushes. And, in truth, that was the case; the area felt very calm, and I was less afraid now that I was past the terrible discomfort of the House of Silence.
Now, after that I had journeyed twelve hours, I saw that I was come upon the commencement of a great and mighty slope, as that the world did slope downward always towards the North. And I went on again, after that I had eat and drunk, as I did likewise before this at the sixth hour of that day's journey.
Now, after traveling for twelve hours, I noticed that I had reached the beginning of a huge and steep slope, as if the world slanted downward towards the North. I continued on, after I had eaten and drunk, just like I had done earlier at noon during that day's journey.
And presently, I perceived the Road to cease; and surely this did confound me; as that a man of this age had come to a part where the world did end; for you shall know that the Road was that which had seemed to go on for ever; and you shall mind the way of my life up till that time, and so shall you the better conceive of my bewilderment, and as it were a feeling of great strangeness unto one that was overprest, as you would believe, with strange matters.
And then, I noticed that the Road came to an end, which really confused me. It felt like someone from this time had reached a place where the world stopped. You have to understand that the Road seemed to go on forever, and if you remember how my life had been up to that point, you'll better understand my confusion, and it felt really strange for someone like me who had already been overwhelmed by so many unusual things.
Yet, truly, was this all as the little book of metal had told unto me; and so should I have been something prepared; yet are we ever thus needing eye-proof; and perhaps it is more proper that it be so.
Yet, honestly, was this all that the little book of metal had said to me; and so I should have been somewhat prepared; yet are we always in need of proof we can see; and maybe it's better that way.
Yet, you shall perceive me adrift somewhat as to direction; for I had steered before this time so that I should come to the North of the House of Silence; and afterward had shaped my way by the Road. But now was I adrift, as it might be set down, in the wilderness.
Yet, you will see that I'm a bit lost; because I had previously directed myself to arrive at the North of the House of Silence, and after that, I had continued along the Road. But now I find myself wandering, you could say, in the wilderness.
And so did I stand and consider, and presently did look unto the far Pyramid, which was now a great way off in the night, and had seemed but small by that which I knew it to be. And lo! as I did look, I perceived that I could but see the high upper-point of the light of the Great Pyramid, where did shine the Last Light; and I was confounded afresh; yet in a moment I saw that the greatness of the slope did account for this. But here I should tell to you that the slope was nowise steep; but did seem as that it should never cease. And mayhaps this is clear unto you.
So there I stood, thinking, and soon looked over to the distant Pyramid, which was now far away in the night and had seemed small compared to what I knew it was. As I gazed, I realized I could only see the very top of the light at the Great Pyramid, where the Last Light shone; and I was once again astounded. But then I quickly understood that the steepness of the slope explained this. I should mention that the slope wasn't steep at all; it just seemed like it would go on forever. And perhaps that makes sense to you.
And I perceived surely that the time was come when I should make an utter parting from the Great Redoubt; and the thought came very heavy upon me. And in the same time I knew that the aether was stirred by the emotions of the Millions; so that I had knowledge they watched me with the Great Spy-Glass, and did send word down unto the Hour-Slips; and by this did the Millions know, and have a great thinking upon me in that moment.
And I clearly realized that the time had come for me to make a complete farewell to the Great Redoubt, and the thought weighed heavily on me. At the same time, I sensed that the aether was affected by the feelings of the Millions; I knew they were watching me through the Great Spy-Glass and had sent word down to the Hour-Slips. Because of this, the Millions were aware of me and were deeply contemplating my situation in that moment.
And you shall perceive how utter lost and lonesome I did feel. And it was at that time that I did test the compass, to comfort me, as I did tell before this, and feared I must sure forget, when I did come to the proper place; yet have I minded me, as I did desire.
And you will see how completely lost and lonely I felt. It was then that I tested the compass to reassure myself, as I mentioned before, and I worried that I might forget when I got to the right place; yet I remembered, just as I wanted.
And I saw now that the Night Land that I did wot of, was hid from me by the slope. And I turned and looked down the slope; and surely all before me was utter wildness of a dark desolation; for it did seem to go nowhither but into an everlasting night. And there was no fire down there, neither light of any kind; but only Darkness and, as I did feel, Eternity. And downward into that Blackness did the great slope seem to go for ever.
And now I realized that the Night Land I knew about was hidden from me by the slope. I turned to look down the slope, and what I saw was complete wilderness of a dark emptiness; it appeared to lead nowhere but into an endless night. There was no fire down there, no light at all; just Darkness and, as I sensed, Eternity. And the big slope seemed to stretch down into that Blackness forever.
Now, as I did stand there, looking downward into the Dark, and often backward unto the shining of the Final Light, and put to a horrid desolateness, behold! there came the low beating of the Master-Word in the Night. And it did appear as that it had been sent to give me courage and strength in that moment; and did seem unto my fancy that surely it did come upward unto me from out of the mighty blackness into which the Great Slope ran. Yet could this have been but a belief; for the aether doth have no regard unto direction to show you whence the spiritual sound doth come; and this did my knowledge and Reason know full well.
Now, as I stood there, looking down into the dark and often back toward the bright glow of the final light, and feeling a deep sense of loneliness, suddenly, I heard the faint rhythm of the Master-Word in the night. It felt like it had been sent to give me courage and strength at that moment; and it seemed to me that it was rising up from the deep blackness where the Great Slope led. But this could have just been a belief, because the aether doesn't care about direction to show you where the spiritual sound comes from; and my knowledge and reason understood this perfectly well.
And I made that I would send back the Master-Word, sending it with my brain-elements, and so give news unto Naani how that I did struggle to come unto her. Yet did I have caution in time; for in verity, had I sent the Master-Word, then had the Evil Forces of the Land wotted that I was out; and mayhaps had come swift unto my Destruction; and so did I contain my spirit and desire, and made to do wisely.
And I decided to send back the Master-Word, sending it with my thoughts, to let Naani know how hard I was trying to reach her. But I realized in time that I needed to be careful; if I had sent the Master-Word, the Evil Forces of the Land would have known I was out, and they might have come quickly to destroy me. So, I held back my spirit and desire, and chose to act wisely.
Yet was I put in courage by the low beat of the Master-Word; and did listen very keen, that some message should follow; but there came none, neither did the weak throb of the Word come about me again, at that time. And because that I was now grown more to my natural state, and did feel that I should indeed find the Maid, I looked once more unto the Great Pyramid, long and eager and with a solemn heart; yet with no sign or salutation, as I was before determined. And afterward, I turned and went downward into the dark.
Yet I gained courage from the soft pulse of the Master-Word and listened intently, hoping a message would follow; but none came, nor did the faint throb of the Word return to me at that moment. Now that I had returned more to my true self and felt I must truly find the Maid, I looked again at the Great Pyramid, longingly and with a heavy heart; still, I offered no sign or greeting, as I had resolved before. Afterward, I turned and descended into the darkness.
VIII
DOWN THE MIGHTY SLOPE
Now I went downward very quiet and slow into that Darkness; and did make but a cautious way; for now you shall know me truly wrapped about with such a night as did seem to press upon my very soul, and such as you shall never have seen nor felt; so that I did seem lost even from my self, and did appear as that I went presently in unreal fashion, and did pass onward for ever and for ever through everlasting night; so that odd whiles I did make to walk with random, as that I stept no more upon this earth; but did go offwards into the Void. Yet was this foolishness of the mind set straight and proper each time that it did come about; for lo! I did kick against an upjutting rock here, and fall upon a great and unseen boulder there, and so was shaken very quickly to a sound knowledge that I trode the hard and actual earth; and had no true dealings with unreal matters.
Now I quietly and slowly descended into that Darkness, moving cautiously. You should know that I was truly enveloped in a night that seemed to press heavily on my very soul, something you will never have seen or felt. I felt lost, even from myself, as if I were moving in an unreal way, endlessly passing through eternal night; at times, it felt like I was wandering randomly, as if I were stepping away from this earth and drifting into the Void. However, this mental foolishness was quickly set right every time it happened, because I would kick against a protruding rock here and stumble over a large unseen boulder there, which shook me into a clear understanding that I was walking on solid ground and had no true connection to anything unreal.
And ever I did go downward; and by this only did I have a guide to my way. Yet, as you shall think, through reason of the utter dark I made scarce a mile in an hour or even two full hours; and so grew bitter by reason of mine unableness to go forward with a proper and free stride.
And I kept going downwards; and this was my only guide for the way. But, as you might imagine, due to the complete darkness, I barely traveled a mile in an hour or even in two full hours; and I became frustrated because I couldn’t move forward with a proper, free stride.
But I did think me presently upon a thing that I should do to light my path; and to this end, I did make the Diskos to spin, odd whiles, and did look down the mighty slope, the little way that the strange glistening of the Diskos did show, and so fixed my path into mine inward remembering, and would go forward afresh, until that I was shaken once more by the darkness, and would fain to look once again upon the blessedness of light, and make me some knowledge of my way.
But I was thinking about something I could do to light my path; so I made the Diskos spin for a while and looked down the steep slope, the narrow path that the strange glimmer of the Diskos revealed. I fixed my focus on my inner memories and was ready to move forward again until I was shaken once more by the darkness. I wanted to see the blessing of light again and gain some understanding of my way.
And, truly, the light from the Diskos did seem astonishing great, and this to be because there was so monstrous a darkness all about me there forever. And thereafter would I go onward again, until the pain of my stumblings did bid me surely to have that sweet shining once more unto my path.
And honestly, the light from the Diskos looked incredibly bright, and this was because there was such overwhelming darkness all around me all the time. After that, I would keep moving forward until the pain from my stumbles urged me to seek that comforting light once more to guide my way.
And so shall you perceive my going; and sore and miserable was it unto the heart; and like to shake the courage of the spirit; yet, in verity, I had come through much, and did have intent to give way to no foolishness of thought.
And so you will see my departure; it was deeply painful and sad for my heart, and it almost shook my spirit's courage; yet, I had gone through a lot and was determined not to give in to any foolish thoughts.
And you shall well believe that I did make the light not more oft than I did surely need; for it was no properness of wisdom to use the power of the Diskos, save for mine extremity.
And you should know that I only created light when I really needed it; it wouldn't have been wise to use the power of the Diskos except in emergencies.
Now, presently, when I had done thiswise through six long and bitter hours, and it being now beyond the twentieth hour since I did last slumber, I sat me down there upon the Mighty Slope, in the everlasting Dark, and did eat two of the tablets, and made the water, and could but feel and hearken whether I did this thing right and that.
Now, after spending six long and difficult hours doing this, and it being over twenty hours since I last slept, I sat down on the Mighty Slope, in the never-ending Dark, and ate two of the tablets, and created the water, and could only feel and listen to see if I was doing this right or not.
And when I had eat and drunk, I unfolded my cloak, and wrapt it around me, and placed the scrip and the pouch under my head; and the Diskos I took to company me; and so fell swiftly upon sleep; yet did think earnestly but vaguely upon Naani, as I came unto slumber.
And after I had eaten and drunk, I spread out my cloak, wrapped it around me, and put the bag and pouch under my head; I took the Diskos with me for company, and then quickly fell asleep; yet I thought seriously, though vaguely, about Naani as I drifted into slumber.
And I slept all but six hours, and did waken very sudden there in the utter dark; and I got me to mine elbow, and did listen very keen; for I had waked immediately, as that something had touched me or come nigh unto me; and I gript the Diskos, and listened; but there did not even a little sound come to me out of all that night.
And I slept for almost six hours, and suddenly woke up in complete darkness; I propped myself up on my elbow and listened carefully because I had woken up as if something had touched me or gotten close to me; I grabbed the Diskos and listened, but there wasn't even the slightest sound coming from the entire night.
And presently I had more assuredness that naught did make harm about me; and I sat me up in the dark, and reached for my scrip, and did eat and drink, there in that utter night; and fumbled somewhat, as you shall think. Yet I was done in a while, and got my gear upon me, and the Diskos into my hand, and so to my feet and forward.
And soon I felt more confident that nothing could harm me; I sat up in the dark, reached for my bag, and ate and drank there in the complete night; I fumbled a bit, as you would imagine. But after a while, I was finished, got my gear on, took the Diskos in my hand, then got to my feet and moved forward.
Now all that day, I did have a strange unease of the spirit, so that I stopt oft to listen, as that my soul told of something nigh unto me that did follow very quiet. Yet did mine ears perceive nothing; and so I alway to go downward again into the night that held the slope.
Now all that day, I felt a strange unease in my spirit, so I often stopped to listen, as if my soul was telling me that something was quietly following me. Yet I heard nothing; so I kept going back down into the night that held the slope.
And here should I tell how that in the early part of the seventh hour, after I had eat and drunk, and went forward as ever, upon my journey down the Mighty Slope, I did have a very sore tumble against a sharp rock; for I put my foot sudden into a small hole, and this did make me to pitch. And I was utter shaked by the fall and lay very quiet for a time; for the rock had surely ript my body, but for the armour.
And here I should mention that in the early part of the seventh hour, after I had eaten and drunk, I continued on my journey down the Mighty Slope when I took a bad tumble against a sharp rock. I suddenly stepped into a small hole, and that caused me to fall. I was completely shaken by the fall and lay still for a while, because the rock had surely injured my body, if not for the armor.
And after that I was something renewed of strength and spirit, I made that I should go no more upon my feet, but upon my hands and knees; and thus should I feel the way that I went, and have a less need of the Diskos, which had not overmuch use to light my way, in that I shone it not often, and did guess more than I did perceive, as you may think.
And after that, I felt a surge of strength and spirit. I decided to move not on my feet, but on my hands and knees. This way, I could feel the ground beneath me and rely less on the Diskos, which I didn’t use much to light my path since I rarely shone it and relied more on my guesses than on what I actually saw, as you can imagine.
And so I crept all that day, which was a bitter way of travel; yet had I done many a sore mile thus through the Night Land. And when that I had gone downward for eighteen hours, and eat and drunk thrice, I ceased from my labour, and did feel about in the darkness, that I come to a level place for my rest; and so did find presently, a place not so bad, and did push and cast away such small boulders as had been like to irk me.
And so I crept all day, which was a tough way to travel; yet I had covered many difficult miles this way through the Night Land. After I had gone down for eighteen hours, and eaten and drunk three times, I stopped my work and felt around in the darkness until I found a flat spot to rest; I soon discovered a place that wasn't too bad and pushed aside the small boulders that could have bothered me.
Then did I eat and drink, and afterward composed me to my sleep, and had many a thought of Naani, as I did drift unto slumber; yet also had I memories of the strange half-fear that had been with me all that day, as though something went constantly near me in the Dark. And because of this, twice did I rise unto mine elbow, and listen; but heard no sound to trouble me, and afterward did trust that I did but fancy; and so came at last unto slumber, that yet was not over-restful, for truly I did listen even as I slept.
Then I ate and drank, and after that, I settled down for sleep, thinking a lot about Naani as I drifted off. However, I also remembered the strange half-fear that had been with me all day, as if something was always lurking nearby in the dark. Because of this, I got up on my elbow twice and listened, but I heard nothing to disturb me, and afterward convinced myself that it was just my imagination. Eventually, I did fall asleep, but it wasn't very restful, as I was still listening even while I slept.
And when I had been asleep scarce six hours, I waked again very sudden, as I had done before, and had belief that something did be anigh unto me; and I gript the Diskos, and did hearken; yet was there no sound that mine ears did wot of; neither aught that had power to be surely known of the spirit.
And when I had been asleep for barely six hours, I suddenly woke up, just like before, feeling like something was near me; I grabbed the Diskos and listened, but there was no sound that my ears recognized, nor anything that could be clearly understood by my mind.
And all that day was as the day before; save that about the eighth hour I came near to fall into some monstrous pit in the Great Slope; but did only fall with my breast upon the edge, and so drew back, and presently did crawl all around it in the dark, and come safe unto the lower side; yet shaken and put more in trouble of spirit than before, and fearful how I should go; for I knew not whether I had come among such things, or whether I had but few to sorrow me.
And that entire day was just like the day before; except that around eight o'clock, I almost fell into a huge pit on the Great Slope. I ended up falling with my chest on the edge, but I managed to pull back and then crawled all around it in the dark until I reached the lower side safely. Still, I felt shaken and more troubled in my mind than before, worried about how I would manage, since I didn’t know if I was surrounded by many of these dangers or if there were just a few to distress me.
And so you shall perceive that I went over-cautious for a great while in all that utter dark; but did think at last upon a plan to go with more surety and speed. But to this I did need a cord, and surely I had no cord upon me; and if a boy be no boy that hath none such about him, shall not the same be said of any man! And this I did think, as I searched me; for the sayings of that day had many that were like to this.
And so you will notice that I was overly cautious for a long time in all that complete darkness; but eventually, I came up with a plan to move with more confidence and speed. However, I needed a rope for this, and of course, I had no rope on me; and if a boy isn’t a real boy if he doesn’t have one around him, can the same not be said of any man? I thought about this as I searched myself; for that day’s events had many sayings that were similar to this.
Yet in the end I did compass my plan; for I did buckle the scrip and the pouch together, and took one of the straps from the pouch; and this strap was long and thin, and well suited unto my purpose. Then I fixt a stone into the end of the strap, and buckled it there, and after that, I cast the stone before me, as I went upon my hands and knees; and I did hold to the hither end of the strap, and so was abled to have something of knowledge whether there lay any great deepness immediately before me, and thiswise to strive that I fall not down some monstrous cliff in the night.
Yet in the end, I managed to carry out my plan; I strapped the bag and pouch together and took one of the straps from the pouch. This strap was long and thin, perfect for what I needed. I attached a stone to the end of the strap and secured it, then I tossed the stone ahead of me as I crawled on my hands and knees. I held onto the other end of the strap, which allowed me to get a sense of whether there was any deep drop right in front of me, helping me avoid falling off some huge cliff in the dark.
And so did I go, casting the stone continually to my front, down the slope; and this you shall think to be a cumbersome fashion of travel; yet was I in better case than in all the time since I had begun to go downward of the Mighty Slope in the everlasting darkness.
And so I went, throwing the stone ahead of me down the slope; you might consider this a clumsy way to travel, but I was actually doing better than I had since I started descending the Mighty Slope in the endless darkness.
And at the eighteenth hour I did sleep; and was waked strangely before the sixth hour, even as I had waked before. And this did put always upon me a new wonder and unease. Yet did no harm seem to come unto me, and I did strive that I have no needful trouble of mind. But that something was always nigh unto me in the dark, I do truly believe; yet have I no knowing that it was evil; for it harmed not me.
And at 6 PM, I fell asleep; and I was strangely awakened before 6 AM, just like before. This always filled me with a sense of wonder and unease. Yet no real harm seemed to come to me, and I tried to avoid unnecessary worries. But I truly believe there was always something close to me in the dark; however, I have no idea if it was evil because it didn't harm me.
And three days more I journeyed thus, and did never cease to creep downward weariful upon my hands and knees; and the Diskos I had to my hip, and so shall you know how I carried it. And by this, as you do know, I had been on the Great Slope six days of utter Dark; and did have no wotting but that I went unto some dire and dreadful place; for, surely, I had gone for ever downward a monstrous way.
And for three more days, I kept moving like this, never stopping to crawl down on my hands and knees; I had the Diskos at my hip, just so you know how I carried it. By this time, as you know, I had been on the Great Slope for six days in complete darkness; I had no idea but that I was heading toward some terrifying and awful place; because, for sure, I had gone down a huge distance.
And here, before I tell further, I must set down how that the cold was much gone from out of the air upon the slope; and the air was grown, as it did seem, very heavy unto my chest. And concerning this matter I should say something. For, if I do mind me, I have said not overmuch concerning the air of the Night Land and the Mighty Pyramid; for truly I have been so set to tell my story of all that I did truly see and adventure upon. Yet, though I have said but little, you will surely have perceived that the air of that far and chill time was not as the air of this; but was thin and keen within the Night Land, and lay not, as I do think, to a great height above the land, but only nigh to the earth.
And before I continue, I need to mention that the cold had mostly disappeared from the air on the slope; it felt like the air was very heavy on my chest. I should say something about this. If I remember correctly, I haven't talked much about the air in the Night Land and the Mighty Pyramid; I’ve been focused on sharing my experiences and adventures. However, even though I haven’t said much, you’ve probably noticed that the air from that distant, chilly time was different from the air we breathe now; it was thin and sharp in the Night Land, and didn’t seem to be very high above the ground, but just close to the earth.
And as you do know through my tellings, there was a wondrous difference between the air within the Mighty Pyramid, and that which lay without around the base; for upward beyond that, I did understand that there was no outward air that any should breathe; and so was all the Pyramid sealed in certain wise in all the upper Cities for ever; and whether it was sealed utterly from the outward air at the base, I do not surely remember, if, in truth that I did ever bother my head to such matters.
And as you know from what I've said, there was an amazing difference between the air inside the Mighty Pyramid and the air outside around its base; because I understood that above that point, there was no air left for anyone to breathe. So, the entire Pyramid was sealed in a certain way from all the upper Cities forever; and whether it was completely sealed off from the outside air at the base, I don't really remember, if I ever even thought about such things.
Yet, if I be set proper in memory and understanding, we did draw air from the Underground Fields; but whether they gat any change or newness of air from the Night Land, I have no knowledge; and do lament that I have no sure knowing. Yet, as you shall believe, I could surely write an hundred books upon that Wonder of the Future, and be still lacking in the half of all that there is to be told; and so do I try to have courage to this my task, and to have no over-trouble, because that I do tell but a little of a Great Tale.
Yet, if I remember and understand correctly, we did get air from the Underground Fields; but whether they received any change or freshness of air from the Night Land, I don't know; and I regret that I can't be certain. Still, as you might believe, I could easily write a hundred books about that Wonder of the Future and still only cover half of everything that needs to be said; so I try to find the courage for this task and not let it trouble me too much, knowing that I'm only sharing a small part of a larger story.
And here in this place will I set down how that the Peoples of the Pyramid were greater to the chest, methinks, than we of this age; but yet do I have no oversurety in the matter; for well it may be that the Reason of this age doth blind within me somewhat the Knowledge that I have concerning that; for, in verity, is it not but a natural thing to believe those Peoples to be great of the chest, so that they should make a proper dealing with the thin air of that place and that time? And yet, as I do strive to make plain unto you, because that this thing should be, by the making of my Reason, I do the more distrust that Reason shall make foolish my Knowledge; for even a fool should suppose that which I have told; and the truth may be even otherwise.
And here in this place, I will write how the people of the Pyramid seem to me to be greater in spirit than we are in this age; however, I’m not entirely sure about that. It could be that the reasoning of this age blurs my understanding of their greatness; after all, it’s only natural to believe those people were impressive, so they could manage the thin air of that time and place. Yet, as I try to explain this to you, I find myself doubting that my reasoning will lead to foolish conclusions that undermine what I know; even a fool could grasp what I’ve said, and the reality might actually be different.
Yet that the Peoples of the Upper Cities had great chests, I do well know; for this was a common knowledge; even as we of this age do acknowledge the Peoples of Africa to be of blackness, or those of Patagonia to be of great stature. And by this one thing should any know a man of the Upper Cities, from a man of the Lower Cities. And because that there grew this difference among the Peoples, there had been once, as any could learn from the Histories, a plan whereby the Peoples should be moved upward and downward through the great height of the Mighty Pyramid, from this city unto that. Yet had it met with great disfavour; and was put out of force; and this is easy to be seen as the natural way of the human heart.
Yet I know very well that the people of the Upper Cities had great wealth; this was common knowledge, just as we today recognize the people of Africa as being of darker skin or those of Patagonia as being very tall. This is how one could tell a man from the Upper Cities apart from a man from the Lower Cities. And because of this difference among the people, there was once, as anyone could learn from History, a plan to move people up and down through the great height of the Mighty Pyramid, from one city to another. However, it faced significant opposition and was ultimately abandoned; this reflects the natural tendencies of the human heart.
And here it doth occur unto me that it was like enough to be a plan for health, beside of training of the mind, that each youth and maid was put to travel through all the cities of the Mighty Pyramid; the which did take three years and two hundred and twenty-five days, as I have told before this. For by this plan, were they made to breathe the air of every height, and this, mayhaps, unto the good of their developing. And they also to discover that air which was best to their need.
And it occurs to me that it was probably a good idea for their health, as well as for training their minds, that every young man and woman was sent to travel through all the cities of the Mighty Pyramid; which took three years and two hundred and twenty-five days, as I mentioned earlier. Through this plan, they were able to experience the air at every altitude, which was perhaps beneficial to their development. They also got to figure out which air was best for their needs.
And concerning the air of the Night Land, you shall know that there was in all that Land no flying thing, because that the air was grown very thin; yet, as the Records did show, there had once been monstrous flying-brutes, that went over the Land in mighty bounds; but this was in a long gone age; and we could but suppose that the Records gave truth.
And about the air of the Night Land, you should know that there was no flying creature in all that Land because the air had become very thin. However, as the Records indicated, there were once huge flying beasts that soared over the Land in great leaps, but that was in a long-lost time, and we could only assume that the Records spoke the truth.
And here you shall know that, when the Monstruwacans did learn that I would journey through the Night Land, in search of Naani, there had been some foolish and well-intended talk among them that I take a small flying-ship, that was in the Great Museum beside the models of the Great Ships. For, truly, this machine was yet sound to go; for it was made of the grey metal of the Mighty Pyramid, that did seem to have no power to cease. Yet, in verity, I had no skill to manage this, neither had it flown, through an hundred thousand years; so that none did know the mastership of that art, which did be learned but by a constant practice, and oft made uneasy by fallings that did wreck the machine, as I did know from the Book of Flying. And, moreover, as I have told, the air of the Night Land was grown over-weak to uphold such a thing; which, I doubt not, had made the Peoples of the Pyramid to cease from flyings, quite so much as that they did fear the Forces of Evil in the night.
And you should know that when the Monstruwacans found out I was going to travel through the Night Land to search for Naani, there was some silly but well-meaning discussion among them about me using a small flying ship that was in the Great Museum next to the models of the Great Ships. This device was still operational because it was made of the gray metal from the Mighty Pyramid, which seemed to have an endless power supply. However, the truth is that I had no ability to operate it, and it hadn't flown in a hundred thousand years, so no one knew how to master that skill, which could only be learned through constant practice and was often complicated by crashes that could destroy the machine, as I understood from the Book of Flying. Moreover, as I mentioned, the air in the Night Land had grown too weak to support such a thing; I have no doubt that this, along with the people's fear of the Forces of Evil in the night, had caused the Peoples of the Pyramid to stop flying altogether.
And if that there had been air and skill sufficient unto this purpose of flying, yet had I been wicked with foolishness that I should work to be hung upward in the night, for all the Evil of the Night Land to behold. And though I had gone up some great way, yet the machine had surely made a great noise in the quietness of the eternal night, as you shall suppose.
And even if there had been enough air and skill for flying, I would have been foolish and wicked to try to hang in the night for all the evil of Night Land to see. And even if I had gone up a long way, the machine would have definitely made a loud noise in the stillness of the eternal night, as you might guess.
Now indeed am I gone weary that I should need to tell so much concerning the air of that Time and Place; for surely I do seem to make this my story as that I did make a lecturing upon matters of chemistry; and so do I cast about, that I may not bother to tell more upon this matter. Yet, in truth, a little more of my thinkings and observings had I better set down here, and so be done with it. But you shall have patience with me, and know that had this, my story, been no more than an idle tale, I had been free to make no labour with such matters.
I’m really getting tired of having to explain so much about the atmosphere of that Time and Place; it feels like I’m giving a lecture on chemistry instead of telling my story. I’m trying to figure out how to avoid going deeper into this subject. Still, honestly, I should write down a bit more of my thoughts and observations here and then move on. But please bear with me, and understand that if this story were just a pointless tale, I wouldn’t have to put in so much effort on these issues.
Now there doth a wonder come to me why that the Road Makers, who were of that far-off Age which was before the Age of the Mighty Pyramid, did not fly downward from the upper world into the deep of the monstrous valley; but did instead build a road.
Now I wonder why the Road Makers, who lived in that distant time before the Age of the Mighty Pyramid, didn’t fly down from the upper world into the depths of the monstrous valley; but instead built a road.
Yet it may be that the air of the upper world had grown thin a great age, so that they had truly forgot that once man did have power to fly. But even if that they did have proper machines to this purpose, surely it were a wondrous and fearful thing to fly downward an hundred great miles; for they surely to have a dread that they never to rise again through so huge a deep.
Yet it’s possible that the air of the upper world has become so thin over a long time that people have completely forgotten that once humans had the ability to fly. But even if they did have the right machines for it, flying down a hundred miles would certainly be an amazing and terrifying experience; they would surely fear that they could never rise again from such a deep descent.
And, moreover, the downward world that was the bottom of the Great Valley, was full of monsters, as was told in the little metal book. And the monsters were very strange and unknown; and foreign to the whole world, that had never come unto the deep of the Valley. And the Valley had come, as you shall mind, when the earth did split; and this thing was, in truth, like to be thought that same Ending of the World, which all Nations have been taught to believe shall come. For in verity, when the world did split and burst, and the oceans rushed downward into the earth, and there was fire, and storms, and a mighty chaos, surely it was proper to think that the End had come. Yet was it, in truth, but the beginning of hope of a new Eternity of Life; so that out of the End came the Beginning, and Life out of Death, and Good out of that which did seem a dire matter. And so is it always.
And, furthermore, the lower part of the Great Valley was filled with monsters, as described in the little metal book. These monsters were very strange and unknown, completely foreign to the world that had never ventured into the depths of the Valley. The Valley came into existence, as you’ll remember, when the earth split apart; and this event could truly be seen as the very Ending of the World, which all Nations have been taught to believe in. Because, indeed, when the world split and shattered, and the oceans poured down into the earth, and there was fire, storms, and utter chaos, it was only natural to think that the End had arrived. Yet, in reality, it was just the beginning of the hope for a new Eternity of Life; so from the End came the Beginning, and Life emerged from Death, and Good came out of what seemed to be a terrible situation. And it is always like this.
Yet doth this go past my first wonder, which did concern the wherefore that they made not to descend in Things of Flight. Yet, maybe, shall my reasons stand to show why this was not.
Yet this goes beyond my initial curiosity, which was about why they didn’t choose to descend in Things of Flight. However, perhaps my reasoning will clarify why this didn’t happen.
And again, mayhap it did chance that some were wild adventurers, and did leap over the edge of the upper world, having to ease their flight certain contrivings, like to parachutes. And these you shall picture, as that you watched them to leap; and so shall you see them go downward into the gloom; and you shall see them for maybe ten miles, and maybe for twenty miles; and afterward shall they be lost utterly in that Great Deep, and seen no more of any man for ever.
And again, maybe it happened that some were adventurous souls who jumped off the edge of the upper world, having to use certain devices, like parachutes, to help with their descent. Imagine watching them leap; you'll see them fall into the darkness, maybe for ten miles, maybe for twenty miles, and then they will be completely lost in that Great Deep, never to be seen again by anyone.
But when the Nations became Road-Makers, and came downward slowly to the monstrous Deep of the Mighty Valley that did split the World, then were they come there by millions, and with power sufficient to fight against the Beasts; and afterward to grow back again to an ancient Civilizing; and so to the building of the great airships that were yet shown in the Great Museum of the Pyramid. And here shall I cease from these my thinkings on this matter; for indeed, who shall say what did be truly a Reason for those peoples and what was their Need? And so do I come to no surety by my wonderings.
But when the Nations became Road-Makers and gradually descended into the vast Deep of the Mighty Valley that split the World, they arrived in their millions, with enough power to fight against the Beasts; and later, they would return to an ancient way of Civilization; and thus, they would build the great airships that are still displayed in the Great Museum of the Pyramid. And here I will stop my thoughts on this matter; for really, who can say what was truly a Reason for those people and what was their Need? So, I find no certainty in my musings.
Yet, as you do know, all things do seem verily to go in a circle; for, behold, in time, they of the Mighty Pyramid, were likewise held off from the glory of the airships; and so were gone backward a great way, according as we do look upon this matter. And so hath this been the way always, as you shall know who have studied and thought, and seen the true ways and goings of Life.
Yet, as you know, everything seems to go in circles; because, look, in time, the people of the Mighty Pyramid were also kept from the glory of airships; and so they went backwards a long way, according to how we see this issue. This has always been the case, as you'll understand if you have studied, thought, and seen the true paths and workings of life.
And now will I go forward in my telling; and here will set down a sure thing that I did perceive, both by mine ears and by my fingers; for, as I did make clear to you but a while gone, there had come a change into the air as I did go downward of the Mighty Slope; and truly I was come to a great and new Deepness, even beyond that of the wondrous depth where did stand the Last Redoubt. So that I was afar down and in a monstrous night. And the air here was of a great thickness and abundancy, even as it might be the air of this our Age; or maybe more or maybe less; for who may compare two matters with a sure guessing, that do have an eternity to keep them asunder. And because that the air was grown very strong and apparent, it shall be, mayhaps, that it was by reason of this thing that the water, when I did make it, did fizz upward in a moment very loud and plentiful, and did boil overward to the earth from out of the cup, and wet upon my hand. And surely this thought did come very keen to my Reason, as I did fumble, each time of mine eating, there in the everlasting night and lonesomeness of the Great Slope.
And now I will continue my story; and here I will write down something I clearly noticed, both with my ears and my fingers; for, as I explained to you a little while ago, there was a shift in the air as I descended the Mighty Slope; and indeed, I had reached a vast and new depth, even deeper than the amazing depth where the Last Redoubt stood. So I was far down and in a terrifying darkness. The air here was thick and heavy, similar to the air of our Age; maybe more or maybe less; for who can really compare two things that are separated by an eternity? And because the air had become very strong and noticeable, maybe that was why the water, when I stirred it, fizzed up loudly and abundantly, boiling over from the cup and splashing onto my hand. And certainly, this thought struck me sharply as I fumbled during each meal in the endless night and solitude of the Great Slope.
And so shall you have knowledge now of this and that thing which did come upon my thought, and of the little and the big wonders, and all shall help something to give unto you the ache of newness and bewilderment that was constant companion unto me.
And so you will gain knowledge now of this and that which came to my mind, and of the small and big wonders, and all will contribute to giving you the feeling of newness and confusion that was my constant companion.
Now by this time, as I have said, I was gone downward ever for six great days; and I did seem as that I should presently come to the middle of the world; for of going downward there was no end.
Now by this time, as I mentioned, I had been descending for six long days, and it felt like I was about to reach the center of the world; because there seemed to be no end to my downward journey.
And then, when it did be that I was near ready to believe this, I perceived far off in the deep of the night a little shining that was yet weak and unsure. And I do not know whether I can truly give unto you the great astonishment and pain of hope that did come upon me; so that I grew sick in all my being but to behold once again the blessedness of light, and to have help unto my belief that I went not downward to an utter desolation.
And then, just when I was almost ready to believe this, I saw a faint light far off in the darkness of the night. I’m not sure I can really convey the overwhelming surprise and anguish of hope that swept over me; it made me feel sick all over just to see the preciousness of light again and to help my belief that I was not heading down into total despair.
And I stood upward from my knees, and did look very earnest, and surely it did seem that a light was there afar downward in the night; and again it did seem that I must be plagued by my hopes and by my fancy, and that there was nowhere any light. And then again I did see it very clear, and not to be mistaken, and I had a shaking to come upon me, and I gat me to a run, and made a great and mad speed down the dark slope. And lo! I was not gone any way, but I went headlong, and near brake myself; and could but hold my teeth together very fierce and quiet until that the pain was something gone from me.
And I stood up from my knees and looked around seriously, and it really did seem like there was a light far away in the dark; but then again, it felt like I was just torturing myself with my hopes and imagination, and that there was no light at all. Then I saw it clearly again, unmistakably, and I felt a rush of excitement and took off running down the dark slope. But as it turned out, I didn’t get very far; I went tumbling head over heels and nearly hurt myself. I had to grit my teeth tightly and stay quiet until the pain started to fade.
And afterward, I gat me again to mine hands and knees, and went slowly, as before; and so for a great hour or more, and did look oft; and alway the light became more plain to my sight; but ever to come and go, oddly-wise. Yet did I go six hours, before that I was come anywise near to it. And by this shall you know how great a space off it had been. And lo! when that I did seem surely anigh unto it, truly was it still far away in the night; and I came not indeed near to it until that I was gone onward again for three hours more. And all that time did I yet go downward into the night; but the Slope now did not be so utter dark.
And then, I got back down on my hands and knees and crawled slowly, just like before; I did this for a good hour or more, stopping often to look. The light became clearer to my eyes, but it kept flickering in and out strangely. I crawled for six hours before I got any closer to it. This shows you how far away it had been. And when I thought I was really close, it still turned out to be far away in the dark; I didn’t get really near it until I crawled for another three hours. All that time, I was still moving downward into the dark, but the slope wasn’t completely pitch black anymore.
Now, presently, I made a pause, and stood upward to my feet, so that I should the better perceive the light. And lo! as I did look toward it, I heard a faraway sound in the dark, as that something did set up a strange and monstrous piping in the night. And immediately, I went to mine hands and knees among the stones of the Slope, and kept myself low in the darkness, so that I should be the less plain to be seen, did any Monster approach.
Now, I paused and got to my feet so I could see the light better. And as I looked toward it, I heard a distant sound in the dark, like something making a strange and eerie noise in the night. I immediately dropped to my hands and knees among the stones on the slope and kept myself low in the darkness, hoping to be less visible if any monster approached.
But there came nothing to trouble me, and I went downward of the Slope for yet another hour; and all the time that I did go, the sound of the piping grew more in the great eternity of the night upon the Slope.
But nothing came to disturb me, and I continued down the slope for another hour; and all the while I was going, the sound of the piping grew louder in the vastness of the night on the slope.
And by this time was I come truly near unto the light; but yet did not behold it plainly; for it did burn beyond certain monstrous rocks that stood between. And I went to the left for, maybe, the half of a big mile; and all the while that I did go, the piping made a mightier whistling in the Night; and it did seem presently as that the earth sent forth the sound and revelry of wild roarings. And I went the more silent; and later did kneel among three rocks, and peered forth for a while upon the place before me.
And by this time, I had gotten really close to the light; but I still couldn’t see it clearly because it shone beyond some huge rocks that stood in my way. I walked to the left for about half a mile, and the whole time I walked, there was a louder whistling in the night. It started to feel like the earth was echoing with the sounds of wild noises. I became more quiet, and later I kneeled down between three rocks and looked out for a while at the scene before me.
And now, being come nigh unto the light—though yet it was not unhid from behind the great barriers of the uprising rocks, I perceived that I crouched within the mouth of a mighty gorge; and the left side was a great way off, and I saw it plain at whiles when the light did rise; but the light was to the right, and it was so wondrous great that it did make clear to me that a mountain was to that side of the gorge, and went upward into the everlasting night, as it did seem for ever.
And now, having approached the light—although it was still hidden behind the towering rocks, I realized that I was crouched at the entrance of a massive gorge; the left side was far away, and I could see it clearly at times when the light rose; but the light was on the right, and it was so incredibly bright that it showed me there was a mountain on that side of the gorge, rising up into what seemed like eternal darkness.
And afar down the gorge, I did see the shinings of strange fires, faint and a great way off. And so was I come at last to the bottom of the Mighty Slope. Yet the gorge also to go downward, but not so great.
And far down the gorge, I saw the glow of strange fires, faint and far away. Finally, I had reached the bottom of the Mighty Slope. The gorge continued downward as well, but it was not as steep.
And presently I did go forward again; and so did open the point of the rocks, as the sailors do say. And I saw now that there gushed forth a great blue flame from the earth; and the mighty rocks stood about it, as that they were olden giants groupt there to some strange service.
And soon I moved forward again; and I opened the point of the rocks, as sailors would say. And I saw that a huge blue flame erupted from the earth; and the massive rocks stood around it, as if they were ancient giants gathered there for some strange purpose.
And concerning this flame I was not overmuch astonished in my Reason; for it had seemed to me as I drew anigh, that the fire and the sound should be made by the roaring and whistling of a burning gas that did issue forth among the rocks. Yet, truly, though it did be a natural matter, it was yet a wondrous sight, and set amazement on my senses; for the flame did dance, and sway whitherward monstrously, and sometimes did seem that it dropt so low as an hundred feet, and afterward went upward with a vast roaring unto the utter height, and did stand mighty and blazing, maybe a full thousand feet, so that the far side of the gorge was lit, and surely it was seven great miles off or more; but yet did show plain and wondrous. And the light did show me the flank of the mountain, that made the right hand side of the Gorge, to go up measureless into the night.
And about this flame, I wasn't too surprised in my mind; as I got closer, it seemed to me that the fire and the noise were caused by the roaring and whistling of burning gas escaping from the rocks. Yet, even though it was a natural phenomenon, it was still an amazing sight that left me in awe; the flame danced and swayed in the most strange ways, sometimes dropping as low as a hundred feet, then shooting up with a loud roar to a tremendous height, standing tall and blazing, maybe even a full thousand feet, lighting up the far side of the gorge, which was surely seven miles away or more; yet it looked clear and astonishing. The light illuminated the mountainside that bordered the right side of the gorge, rising endlessly into the night.
And so shall you perceive that I stayed awhile among the rocks that were in the mouth of the gorge, that I should gaze upon this thing; but afterward I lookt this way and that way, so that I should have a knowing of the place where I was come.
And so you will see that I stayed for a while among the rocks at the entrance of the gorge, so I could look at this thing; but afterwards I looked around, trying to understand where I was.
And it was a wild and stark and empty place, as you must perceive. And the far side did be great miles off, as I did say; and everywhere there was abundance of rock and lonesomeness. And before me there went the great and dim length of the gorge, and there were lights here and lights there, in a great distance, and oft—as it did seem—the quiet dancing of lights in diverse places; but yet were these gone on the instant. And ever there was a strong and vacant silence upon that place.
And it was a wild, desolate, and empty place, as you can see. The far side was miles away, as I mentioned; and all around there were plenty of rocks and solitude. In front of me stretched the long, shadowy gorge, and there were lights here and there in the distance, and often—so it seemed—the faint flickering of lights in various spots; but they vanished just as quickly. And there was always a strong and palpable silence in that place.
And presently, after that I had looked once more unto the mighty dancing flame, and perceived nowhere any life around it, I went onward down the quiet gorge. And for a great way as I journeyed was my path lit by the dancing of the blue flame; and oft should I seem to be going but dimly among the rocks, and my shadow faint and long; and lo! the flame would leap, and all the gorge come to a wondrous brightness, and my figure to shorten, and the shadows to be black and strong. And so shall you perceive how I went.
And then, after I looked once more at the powerful, dancing flame and saw no life around it, I moved on down the quiet gorge. For a long stretch of my journey, my path was illuminated by the flickering blue flame; often it felt like I was walking dimly among the rocks, my shadow faint and stretched out. But suddenly, the flame would jump, and the whole gorge would light up in an incredible brightness, making my figure appear shorter and my shadows dark and strong. And that’s how you can understand my journey.
And oft did I turn me about to behold the dancing of the Great Light; for it was solemn to my spirit, even amid so much of Greatness and Eternity, to think upon that Flame, and to conceive that it had an utter age danced there at the foot of the Mighty Slope, unseen, through lonesome Eternities. And this I do tell unto you; that thereby may you have some knowledge of the strangeness and the bitter loneliness of that place; which, in verity, did seem the expressing of all the lonesomeness of my wanderings.
And often I turned around to see the dancing of the Great Light; it was serious for my spirit, even among so much greatness and eternity, to think about that Flame and realize it had danced there at the foot of the Mighty Slope, unseen, through lonely eternities. And I tell you this so that you may understand the strangeness and bitter loneliness of that place, which truly seemed to reflect all the loneliness of my wanderings.
And all the time as I did go downward of the great Gorge, there sounded the blast of the roaring, that was presently afar to my back; and the mountain sides did catch it here and in that place, and sent it offwards with strange and improper echoings, as of a chill piping, or oddwise as hushed whisperings of monstrous creatures; so that I did oft stoop to hide a little among the boulders; for truly I knew not but that some unnatural thing called from the darkness of the mountain side.
And all the while as I made my way down the great Gorge, I could hear the blast of the roaring sound that was far behind me; the mountain sides picked it up here and there and sent it back with strange and eerie echoes, like a cold piping or odd hushed whispers of monstrous creatures. I often crouched down to hide a bit among the boulders, because I really didn’t know what unnatural thing might be calling from the darkness of the mountain side.
And for six hours I walked onward thus, and sometimes did hide, having a sudden fear, as I have told.
And for six hours, I kept walking like that, and sometimes I hid, suddenly feeling scared, as I mentioned.
And presently, in a great while, the roaring was sunk to a far and monstrous piping; but in the end to no more than a far and uncertain whistling, that yet did catch strange echoes in the night. And in the end there was only a quietness. And yet, as you do perceive, there had been always a silence in that Gorge, as I have told, and this to the despite of the whistling. And I do hope that you have understanding with me in this matter; for it was truly as I have told, and there is no contrariness of telling in this matter.
And soon, after a long time, the roaring faded into a distant and strange sound; eventually, it turned into just a faint and uncertain whistling that still caught odd echoes in the night. In the end, there was only silence. Yet, as you can see, there had always been a silence in that Gorge, as I mentioned, despite the whistling. I hope you understand what I'm saying; for it was exactly as I've described, and there’s no disagreement on this matter.
Now in all this time that I had walked in the great Gorge, I had past four of the far lights that I did see from the bottom of the Slope; and the two first and the fourth were blue, but the third was green; and all did dance and quake, and sent fitful shinings into the belly of the Gorge. And there came also from them whistlings, and from the second one a low and strange moaning noise; and I doubted not the gas did come oddly and with trouble. And I past these things with no great thought; for truly they were no matters for notice, after that which I had beheld.
Now during all the time I walked through the great Gorge, I passed four of the distant lights that I saw from the bottom of the Slope. The first two and the fourth were blue, while the third was green. They all flickered and trembled, casting erratic glimmers into the depths of the Gorge. I also heard whistling from them, and from the second one, a low and strange moaning sound; I had no doubt that the gas was coming out in a peculiar and troublesome way. I moved past these things without much thought; truly, they weren't worth noticing after what I had witnessed.
Now, as you shall mind, it was surely in the early Third of the seventh day of my journey down the Mighty Slope that I saw the first shining of the monstrous gas fountain; and from that time until now had there past maybe sixteen hours. And, as you do wot, I had eat not in all my travel since that I had seen the light; so that I was gone to a proper lack inward; and moreover, it was full nineteen hours or more since that I had slept; and all that while had I laboured.
Now, as you should remember, it was definitely early on the third hour of the seventh day of my journey down the Mighty Slope when I first saw the glow of the massive gas fountain; and since then, maybe sixteen hours had passed. And, as you do, I hadn't eaten at all during my travels since I had seen the light; so I was really feeling weak inside; and on top of that, it had been at least nineteen hours since I had slept; and all that time I had been working hard.
And I ceased me from wandering, and lookt about that I should come to a safe and proper place for my slumber; and this I saw very quick; for there was dry stone and rock everywhere, and no failing of holes and diverse places to my purpose; so that I was soon in a little cave between two mighty boulders.
And I stopped wandering, looking for a safe and suitable place to sleep; and I found it quickly because there were dry stones and rocks everywhere, without any shortage of holes and different spots that fit my needs; so I soon settled into a small cave between two large boulders.
And here I eat four of the tablets; for truly so many were my due, and I had not been violent had I eat more. And afterward, I made some of the water, and it did fizz up in a moment; so that I perceived that but a good pinch made a great cup-full. And this I set to the count of the strong and heavy air, as I have told, which I did think to have a greater power of chemistry.
And here I eat four of the tablets; because that’s how many I was supposed to have, and I wouldn’t have been reckless if I had eaten more. Afterward, I prepared some of the water, and it fizzed up quickly; so I realized that just a small pinch created a full cup. I attributed this to the strong and heavy air, as I mentioned, which I believed had a greater chemical effect.
And presently I slept, having my gear about me as ever, and the Diskos to my breast. And as I went into slumber, I thought sweetly upon Naani, as I had done, indeed, an hundred times since I was come to the hopefulness of the lights of the Gorge.
And soon I fell asleep, with my gear around me as always, and the Diskos against my chest. As I drifted off, I sweetly thought about Naani, just as I had done a hundred times since I arrived at the hopeful lights of the Gorge.
Now, whilst I slept, I dreamed that the Master-Word did presently beat all about me in the night. Yet, as I do mind, I waked not; and because that I continued to sleep, I have no sure knowing whether this was truly a dream, or an Happening. And I minded me upon it, when I waked; but this was after that I had slept seven hours; and I could have no sureness anywise of the matter; but only that I was come safe through my sleep; though heavy within my head and limbs, as that the air did call me unto a further slumbering, as is like enough.
Now, while I was asleep, I dreamed that the Master-Word was all around me in the night. However, as I recall, I didn't wake up; and since I kept sleeping, I'm not sure if it was really a dream or something that actually happened. I remembered it when I woke up, but that was after I had slept for seven hours; and I couldn't be certain about it at all, except that I had safely come through my sleep, although I felt heavy in my head and limbs, as if the air was calling me back for more sleep, which is quite likely.
And after that I had eat and drunk, I put my gear about me, and the Diskos to my hip, for I needed both my hands to the task of journeying amid the great boulders. And I set forth again down the half-light of the mighty Gorge, and through eighteen hours I made a strong going, save when I did pause at the sixth and the twelfth hours to mine eating.
And after I had eaten and drunk, I put on my gear and strapped the Diskos to my hip, since I needed both hands to navigate through the large boulders. I set off again down the dimly lit Gorge, and for eighteen hours, I made good progress, except when I paused at the sixth and twelfth hours to eat.
And by the eighteenth hour was come, I was very ready to my food and slumber; and presently I was asleep in a place of the rocks. And that day had I past three and twenty of the dancing gas fires; and five been like a white fire; but the others blue and green. And all did dance and made a strange and uncertain light within the great Gorge; yet was it a peaceful thing unto my spirit that there was truly light, as you shall understand.
And by the time it was six o'clock, I was really ready for food and sleep; and soon I was asleep in a spot among the rocks. That day, I had passed twenty-three of the dancing gas fires; five of them looked like white fire, while the others were blue and green. They all danced and created a strange and unpredictable light in the big gorge; yet it brought me a sense of peace knowing there was actual light, as you will understand.
And I slept six hours, and waked, and did want more sleep, as you shall think. But I eat and drunk and put my gear upon me, and went on downward of the Gorge.
And I slept for six hours, then woke up still wanting more sleep, as you might guess. But I ate and drank, got my gear on, and headed down into the Gorge.
And at the sixth hour, after that I had eat and drunk, I came to a part where the big gas fires did cease to dance, and there was a certain darkness upon that place. Yet was it not a proper dark; for there came the glimmer of a flame here and the glimmer of a flame there, as that little flames came upward between the stones, and did vanish, and come upward in another part. And so did light and die out constant and forever amid the stones and the boulders of that lonesome Gorge; and made a low-spread light, so that it did seem unto me that strange shudders of light beat upward through the dark of that place.
And at six o'clock, after I had eaten and drunk, I reached a spot where the big gas flames stopped dancing, and there was a certain darkness in that place. But it wasn’t a proper darkness; there were flickers of flame here and there, as little flames rose between the stones, vanished, and then appeared in another spot. And so the light would constantly come and go amid the stones and boulders of that lonely gorge, creating a faint glow, making it seem to me that strange shimmers of light pulsed upward through the darkness of that place.
And I went onward, and a heavy fume did seem to hang in the air, and horrid gases to come upward from the earth in odd puffings; and anon a light would leap upward beyond the next stone, and afterward vanish, and there would be an hundred thousand such upon every hand, running to and fore; and afterward for a moment an utter dark, and again the little flames everywhere; so that it did seem I went one moment amid the heart of a strange country of fire, and immediately through a country of utter night. And this was to me strange and a peculiar matter. Yet, as I do think, the gases did bother me the more; for they did seem as that they were like to hurt mine health utterly; for, in verity, oft did I seem as that I should choke and breathe no more, by reason of the poison that came upward from among the stones and the boulders.
And I moved on, a heavy fog seemed to hang in the air, and terrible gases rose from the ground in strange puffs; then suddenly a light would shoot up beyond the next stone, only to disappear afterward, and there were a hundred thousand of these lights all around, flickering back and forth; then for a moment there was complete darkness, and again the tiny flames appeared everywhere; it felt like I was walking one moment in the heart of a strange fire-filled land, and the next through a place of total darkness. This felt strange and unusual to me. Yet, I think the gases bothered me even more; it felt like they were going to completely ruin my health because frequently I felt like I would choke and couldn’t breathe anymore due to the poison rising up from the stones and boulders.
And all that time, as they came or went, did the little flames make small phlocks of sound in the Gorge as they did flash or die; and the sounds did seem, to my likening, as stones cast into an utter silent pool; for they but made apparent the everlasting quiet of the Gorge.
And all that time, as they came and went, the little flames made small flickers of sound in the Gorge as they flashed or faded; and the sounds seemed to me like stones thrown into a completely silent pond; they only highlighted the eternal quiet of the Gorge.
And afterward, I came beyond this place, and you shall see me going very lonesome among the rocks of the Gorge, beyond. And by this, it was come nigh unto the eighteenth hour; and I did find a place proper to my slumber, and did eat and drink, and was quickly gone over unto sleep.
And afterward, I moved past this area, and you'll see me wandering all alone among the rocks of the Gorge ahead. It was nearly six o'clock, and I found a good spot to sleep, ate and drank, and quickly fell asleep.
And here, I should tell how that I had not an over-fear of Evil Powers whilst I was in the great Gorge; for truly it did seem as that nothing that ever did live came anigh to that wild and silent place of stone and rock; but that I journeyed through it alone, and was surely the first that did go that way for maybe a million years. And this feeling that was upon me, I do hope you to perceive and take unto yourselves, and thus have an understanding of my heart at that time.
And here, I should mention that I wasn't overly afraid of Evil Powers while I was in the great Gorge; it honestly felt like nothing that ever lived came close to that wild and silent place of stone and rock. I journeyed through it alone and was surely the first to go that way in maybe a million years. I hope you can sense this feeling and understand my heart during that time.
And as you shall know, I went always unto slumber with sweet and with troubled thoughts of the Maid. Yet, for a great while, I had been put so mightily to the labour of my way that my heart did suffer less at this time than should be thought; and truly it doth show me how I was drawn unto that One with all my being, that I did surely think so oft and sweetly upon her amid so many perils and matters of horror. And this doth seem something strange to say, when that you do consider that I was adventured unto these same perils and horrors but only for the sake of the Maid.
And as you know, I always went to sleep with both sweet and troubled thoughts of the Maid. Yet, for a long time, I had been so busy with my tasks that my heart suffered less than you might think; and it truly shows how I was drawn to that One with all my being, that I often thought of her so fondly even amidst so many dangers and horrifying situations. It may seem strange to say this, especially considering that I faced these dangers and horrors solely for the sake of the Maid.
And in six hours did I wake, as I did strive alway to set myself to do; yet was I very heavy and slow for a little, until that I was more properly come to wakefulness. And surely, as I did think before, this was like to be put upon me by the weighty air of the place; but yet it might be that the gas which did float in the Gorge was upon my lungs. And also, as you have perceived, if but you have attended my way, the air was grown warm, and oft were the rocks pleasant to the seat, and all of these matters did contrive to make me slumbrous.
And after six hours, I woke up, as I always tried to do; but I felt really heavy and sluggish for a bit until I was fully awake. Honestly, just like I thought before, I felt this was due to the dense air in the place; but it could also be that the gas floating in the Gorge was affecting my lungs. And as you’ve noticed, if you've been following my story, the air had warmed up, and the rocks were often nice to sit on, all of these things made me feel drowsy.
Now, presently, the gas fires did cease utterly in the Gorge, and I lookt downward, along that great place, and saw only a greyness, but above the greyness there was, as it did seem, something of a vague and ruddy shining in the night. And this did wake me to wonder what new thing lay before; so that I grew more eager among the boulders.
Now, at this moment, the gas fires completely stopped in the Gorge, and I looked down along that vast place and saw nothing but grayness. However, above the gray, there seemed to be a vague reddish glow in the night. This made me curious about what new thing lay ahead, so I became more eager among the boulders.
And, later, when I had eat at the sixth and the twelfth hours, and gone on awhile, I came to a place where the Gorge made a quick turning unto my left, and at the end of the turning was a red and glowing light that was very great and wonderful; so that I was utter keen to come to that place, that I should discover what made the shining. And the place where I was come then, was very dark, because that I was nigh under the mighty wall of the mountain of the right side of the Gorge. Yet above, as it did seem to me, there was a far red upward glowing in the night.
And later, after I had eaten at the sixth and twelfth hours, I continued on for a while until I reached a spot where the Gorge suddenly turned to my left. At the end of the turn, there was a bright red light that was really intense and amazing. I felt a strong urge to go there to find out what was causing the glow. The area I was in was pretty dark because I was close to the massive wall of the mountain on the right side of the Gorge. But above me, it seemed like there was a faint red glow lighting up the night.
Then did I go forward very fast, and presently, in a good while, I discovered that I drew near to a second great turning, that went to the right. And about the seventeenth hour, I came nigh unto the second great turning. And here did I put caution upon me, and crept for a while among the dark rocks of that place, that I should come to a sight of that which made the monstrous red shining.
Then I moved quickly, and after some time, I realized I was nearing a second major turn to the right. Around five o'clock in the evening, I approached this second big turn. Here, I took caution and slowly made my way among the dark rocks in that area so I could get a glimpse of what was causing the eerie red glow.
And presently, I was beyond the corner of the mountain, and did look downward into a mighty Country of Seas, and the burning of great volcanoes. And the volcanoes did seem as that they burned in the Seas. And the country was full of a great ruddy light from the volcanoes. And so shall you perceive me there among the rocks that did all stand upward strange and bold and silent in the red and monstrous glare of the light. And I, as it did seem, the one thing of life in all that desolation and eternity of rock and stone, there in the end part of the great Gorge.
And soon, I was around the corner of the mountain, looking down into a vast Country of Seas and the eruptions of massive volcanoes. The volcanoes appeared to be erupting right in the Seas. The land was filled with a bright, reddish light from the volcanoes. And there you would see me among the rocks, standing tall, strange, bold, and silent in the red and terrifying glow of the light. I seemed to be the only living thing in all that emptiness and endlessness of rock and stone, there at the end of the great Gorge.
And I peered forth into the wonder of the light, and was full of thrillings and fancies that I was surely come to the place where the Lesser Redoubt had been builded. And immediately I knew that this was not so, for surer had not Naani told how that they were in a land of darkness. And if this did be so, truly, how wondrous and dread a way had I yet to go, if that this Country of Seas and mighty volcanoes stood between.
And I looked out into the amazing light, filled with excitement and thoughts that I had surely arrived at the spot where the Lesser Redoubt had been built. But I quickly realized that this wasn't true, for Naani had clearly said that they were in a land of darkness. If that was the case, then what a strange and terrifying journey I still had ahead of me, with this Country of Seas and powerful volcanoes in between.
Surely, it did seem to me then as that I must wander searching unto the world's end. And so shall you be company unto me there with my trouble and my thoughts, and the immediate wonder and strange glory of that mighty Country.
Surely, it did seem to me then that I must wander, searching to the world’s end. And so you shall keep me company there with my troubles and my thoughts, and the immediate wonder and strange beauty of that mighty Country.
IX
THE DARK PYRAMID
Now in two hours more I was come clear down out of the Gorge, and stood in that Country; and for all that I did feel fresh troubled and bewildered, yet was I rejoiceful, as you may believe, in the surprising light and splendour of that sudden Land.
Now, two hours later, I had made it out of the Gorge and stood in that open country. Even though I felt troubled and confused, I was also joyful, as you can imagine, in the amazing light and beauty of that unexpected land.
And before that I had come down out of the great Gorge, I had stood high within the mouth thereof, and lookt well out over the mighty Country. And I had counted seven and twenty great volcanoes, and this doth not take heed of two monstrous ranges of fire-hills that burned afar off, something unto my right. Neither doth it take account of an hundred thousand lesser places of fire.
And before I came down from the great Gorge, I stood high at its entrance and looked out over the vast landscape. I counted twenty-seven major volcanoes, not including two massive ranges of fire that burned in the distance to my right. It also doesn't account for a hundred thousand smaller fire spots.
And truly it did seem a very land of fire and water. For there was a small fire-hill stood within a sea, as it did seem no more than a little mile from that place where I did stand. And maybe a score to the back of it, spread all about. And here shall I do proper to tell concerning the seas. For there were of these, that I did count at that time, three that were small, and a mighty sea that went onward for ever into the red light of the fire-hills, so that it was gone utterly out of my sight, and did show no ending.
And honestly, it really did look like a land of fire and water. There was a small hill of fire standing in a sea, seeming no more than a mile from where I was. And maybe about twenty of them in the background, spread out everywhere. Here, I should properly talk about the seas. At that time, I counted three small seas and one huge sea that stretched on endlessly into the red light of the fire-hills, disappearing completely from my sight, showing no end.
And there rose up out of the seas, islands; and on the islands, volcanoes. But in other parts the fire-hills did come upward straightly from the sea. And over the near sea, as it did seem, there lay a plentitude of steam, as that the sea did boil at whiles and in diverse places.
And islands emerged from the seas, and on those islands, there were volcanoes. In other areas, the fire mountains rose directly from the sea. And over the nearby sea, it appeared that there was a lot of steam, as if the sea was boiling at times and in various places.
And there did seem to me, as it were within the red atmosphere of that place, as that there were a muttering thunder, low and constant, shaking the air, now from that distance and now from this, and this did I judge to be the voices of the fire-hills, speaking with the fire that lived in them.
And it felt to me, like in the red atmosphere of that place, that there was a low, constant rumble, like muttering thunder, shaking the air, coming from different distances. I thought this was the voices of the fire-hills, talking with the fire that burned within them.
And you shall conceive how utter new was all this unto me; for there was in that Country a constant Voice of the Energy of Life, so that the World-Noise of this our Age was even there again, and with a keen and undoubted apparentness; and the more so some ways, than now.
And you can imagine how completely new all of this was to me; because in that place, there was a constant sound of the Energy of Life, so that the Noise of the World we live in today was there again, and it was clear and unmistakable; even more so in some ways than it is now.
And here shall I set down more closely the things that were ready to my gaze.
And here I'll describe more closely the things that were in front of me.
And first, that it did much attract me, there was a huge and blackened mountain unto the left of the mouth of the Gorge, and the mountain did go upward into the night, maybe fifteen and maybe twenty miles. And there was a mighty peaked volcano that grew out from the side of the mountain so high up as five miles, as I did guess that height; and this was upon the far side. And above this there was a second, maybe nine or ten great miles up in the blackness of the night that hung afar upward. And, as that this were not great wonder enough, there did burn and glow two other mighty fire-hills, at an utter height, upon the left crest of that black mountain; and these were upward so monstrous a way, as that they did seem to make strange and smouldering suns within the night. And truly, as you shall perceive, this was a wondrous thing.
And first, what really caught my attention was a huge, blackened mountain to the left of the Gorge’s entrance, rising into the night for maybe fifteen or twenty miles. There was an enormous peaked volcano jutting out from the side of the mountain, towering about five miles high, or at least that’s what I estimated; this was on the far side. Above that, there was a second one, possibly nine or ten miles up in the darkness of the night that stretched far above. And as if that wasn’t enough of a marvel, there were two other massive fire-hills burning and glowing at the very top of that black mountain; they seemed like strange, smoldering suns in the night as they rose so high. Truly, as you can see, this was an extraordinary sight.
And below these upward fire-hills there rose up from the earth vast mountains of ash and burned stuff, that had been cast forth by these perched volcanoes, and had poured downward unto the earth throughout Eternity, and so to build grey and sombre monuments unto the dreadful glory of Time.
And below these towering fire hills, huge mountains of ash and burnt material rose up from the ground, created by the volcanoes above. They had spilled down to the earth over countless ages, forming gray and gloomy monuments to the terrifying majesty of Time.
And to my right there was always sea and sea and the red blazing of the fire-hills; but unto my left, there were mighty forests, and there rose upward here and in that place, as that they were beyond the great woods, monstrous fire-hills. And so do you take from me something of that first impressing upon my brain and sense.
And to my right, there was always the ocean and the bright red of the fire mountains; but to my left, there were huge forests, and rising up here and there, as if they were beyond the great woods, were enormous fire mountains. And so you take from me a part of that initial impression on my mind and senses.
And after that I had come down out of the mouth of the great Gorge, as I did tell a little while gone, I came upon a pause; for, surely, which way was the way proper unto my search. And I lookt about for a great while, and afterward did climb back into the Gorge, and called myself foolish, that I had not thought to map my way ere I came down.
And after I came down from the mouth of the great Gorge, as I mentioned a little while ago, I stopped for a moment because I wasn't sure which way to go for my search. I looked around for a long time, and then I climbed back into the Gorge, calling myself foolish for not thinking to map my route before coming down.
And when I was come up into the Gorge again, lo! I saw that there was but one way that I should go; for truly, as I have said, there was only the seas unto my right; but unto the left, where the shores did meet the seas, there seemed, so far as mine eyes did tell to me, a clear way for a space. And mayhap, when I had come so far, I should even find a further way to go forward. And so did I descend again unto the Country of the Seas, as I did ever call that red-shining country of water and fire.
And when I climbed back into the Gorge, I saw that there was only one path I could take; because, as I said before, the sea was on my right. But to the left, where the shores met the sea, there appeared to be a clear way for a little while, at least as far as I could see. Maybe if I went that way, I would find another path to move forward. So I descended again into the Country of the Seas, which is what I always called that land of red water and fire.
And by, that I was come again from the height of the Gorge, it was four and twenty hours since that I did last sleep; so that I was fain that I should put into some nook, and come to slumber, as you shall well believe.
And by the time I came back from the top of the Gorge, it had been twenty-four hours since I last slept; so I was eager to find a spot and get some rest, as you can imagine.
And I found me a neat and proper place, where three great trees grew about a little basin of rock that was very dry and warm. And here, after that I had eat three of the tablets, and drunk some of the water—the while that my belly did yearn, as ever, for proper eating-stuff—I made my bed in the little basin of the rock, and lay me down, and did begin to think awhile upon Naani; but was gone over to sleep before that I was aware.
And I found a nice and tidy spot where three big trees surrounded a small, dry, warm rock basin. After I ate three of the tablets and drank some water—while my stomach still craved real food—I made a bed in the little rock basin, lay down, and started to think about Naani for a bit, but I fell asleep before I realized it.
And lo! I was suddenly awake, and did find that I swam in a hot water; and a mercy, I did think, was it that I was not drowned as I did sleep. And I gat me to my feet, and the basin was full of water, hot and steaming, and pungent to the taste, as well I did know. And I perceived now that the water poured in from a smoothed slit upon the far side, and did come with a strange gurgling and bubbling, so that I conceived some deep well to boil, and thus to drive upward this water into the basin; and glad was I that it did not boil as it came forth.
I suddenly woke up and realized I was swimming in hot water. I thought how fortunate it was that I hadn’t drowned while I slept. I got to my feet and saw the basin was full of hot, steaming water that had a strong taste, which I recognized well. I noticed that the water was coming in from a smooth slit on the far side, making a strange gurgling and bubbling sound. I imagined there was some deep well boiling, forcing this water into the basin; and I was relieved it wasn’t boiling as it flowed in.
And surely, now that I was upon the dry land, and did consider, I did quickly suppose that the water had poured forth at seasons into the basin for an eternity of time, and afterward did go back by fissures in the bottom of the basin; and this to happen, as I soon did find, a little beyond the length of every hour; and, indeed the basin to empty slow as I did watch.
And surely, now that I was on dry land and reflecting, I quickly guessed that the water had flowed into the basin for what seemed like forever, and then flowed back through cracks at the bottom of the basin; this would occur, as I soon discovered, just after each hour; and indeed, the basin emptied slowly as I watched.
Now, being much wetted, I stript off mine armour, having before this dipt out mine effects from the hot pool, and so did come down to the naked flesh, and I found a place where the rock was hot, and here I did spread my garments. And whilst that they came to dryness, I gat me into the hot pool, and had a very pleasant bathing, and did have no great fear of any dangerous thing; for, as it did seem, I had surely left all such behind, within the Night Lands. Yet did I have the Diskos upon the pool edge to my hand; for I had no proper assurance in this matter. Yet, as it did prove, there were many monstrous beasts in that Country; but never did I feel the nearness and horrid power of any Evil Force; for these, as I do conceive, were congregate and gathered about the Mighty Pyramid, being attracted thereto by the great spiritual essence of so wondrous a multitude of humans gotten so close in one spot, even as sharks do come after the ship that hath bullocks within. Yet, how that the Evil Powers were given entrance unto this State of our Life, I have no sure knowing; yet have I put forward certain thoughts on this matter in an earlier place; and more than such thinkings is surely vanity; for there is no certainty in my Reasoning concerning the thing.
Now, since I was pretty wet, I took off my armor after pulling my stuff out of the hot pool, and I ended up bare-skinned. I found a spot where the rock was warm, and there I laid out my clothes. While they dried, I jumped back into the hot pool and enjoyed a nice bath, not feeling much fear of anything dangerous; it seemed I had definitely left all that behind in the Night Lands. Still, I kept the Diskos close by on the edge of the pool, as I didn’t feel completely secure about things. As it turned out, there were many monstrous creatures in that land, but I never sensed the presence or terrifying power of any Evil Force. It seemed to me that these forces were gathered around the Mighty Pyramid, drawn there by the incredible spiritual energy from so many humans being so close together, like sharks coming after a ship carrying cattle. However, I don’t really know how the Evil Powers found their way into this part of our existence; I’ve shared some thoughts on this before, and anything beyond that is just foolishness because I can’t be sure in my reasoning about it.
Now, presently was my clothing dry, yet before this, I had come out from that bath, which truly was nigh all gone backward into the earth. And I dressed me again, and got my armour upon me, and afterward was I in a more lightsome state of the mind; and yet very ready to come again unto my sleep. And this I did, and had six hours more beside the pool; and once was wakened somewhat by the gruntling and bubbling noise of the water, that was made as the pool did fill time and again.
Now, my clothes were dry, but before this, I had just come out of that bath, which was nearly all gone back into the ground. I got dressed again and put my armor on, and after that, I felt much lighter in my mind; still, I was very ready to go back to sleep. So I did, and I had six more hours beside the pool; I was once woken up a bit by the grunting and bubbling noise of the water as the pool filled up again and again.
And when the six hours were gone, I waked very well fitted in my senses and feelings to go forward again through that red-lighted Country, and this I did, after that I had eat and drunk.
And when six hours had passed, I woke up feeling clear-headed and ready to continue my journey through that red-lit Country, which I did after I had eaten and drunk.
Now all that day I went forward at a great pace; and the nameless woods were unto my left, and the shores of the seas unto my right. And oft did I find that the trees grew even into the water, so that oft did I go forward among the trees, and a very wonderful thing was this to me, that never had known before in all my life, until I was come into that Country, how that a glad and wild mystery doth live among forest trees. For there was no such strange wildness among the groves of the Underground Fields; though a solemn beauty in plenty. And the scent of the woods was sweet unto my spirit, as you shall wot.
All that day, I moved quickly; the nameless woods were on my left, and the shores of the sea were on my right. I often noticed that the trees grew right up to the water, so I would walk among them, and it was a remarkable experience for me. I had never known before, until I arrived in that country, how a joyful and wild mystery exists among forest trees. There wasn’t this kind of wildness in the groves of the Underground Fields, though they held a beautiful solemnity. The scent of the woods was sweet to my spirit, as you can imagine.
Now all the time that I did go, there was the shore unto my right; but alway to my left, and around me oft-times as I did say, the great forests. And as I did go, lo! there was life in all those darksome woods, and living eyes did peer out odd whiles upon me, and afterward go backward into the dark; so that I wotted not whether to fear, or to have no heed of trouble. Yet naught did come anigh to me, to make any hurt.
Now, every time I went, the shore was to my right; but to my left, and surrounding me often as I mentioned, were the great forests. And as I walked, I noticed there was life in all those dark woods, and living eyes would occasionally peek out at me, then disappear back into the shadows; so I didn't know whether to be afraid or just ignore the trouble. Yet nothing came near me to cause any harm.
And thrice in that day did I come to little fire-hills that burnt redly, and sent out fire and noise, so that I heard their trouble each time through the forest, before that I was come to them. And about each was there a deadness and desolation, where the fire had killed the big trees; yet, as I did observe, the quick life of little plants did grow more nigh, as that they were born and lived between the times of the fire-bursts. And this I do take it that you perceive.
And three times that day I came across small fire-hills that burned brightly and emitted fire and noise, so I could hear their turmoil from afar in the forest before reaching them. Around each one was a sense of death and desolation, where the fire had destroyed the large trees; yet, as I noticed, the vibrant life of small plants grew closer, as if they were born and thrived in the intervals between the fire eruptions. And I believe you understand this.
And in that one day I past thirty and seven boiling springs; but whether they boiled truly, I do have no knowledge; only that they sent out a great steam oft-times; and some did make a strong roaring noise; so that to hear them afar off in the forests was to think odd times that some wild beast roared strangely.
And in that one day, I passed thirty-seven boiling springs; but I don’t really know if they truly boiled. All I know is that they often released a lot of steam, and some made a loud roaring noise, so that hearing them from afar in the forests sometimes made me think a wild beast was roaring strangely.
Now, when the eighteenth hour was come, I sat me down, as I had done upon the sixth and the twelfth hours, and eat two of the tablets, and drank some of the water, which here did fizz very rich and quick.
Now, when it was six o'clock, I sat down like I had at noon and six in the morning, ate two of the tablets, and drank some of the water, which here bubbled up really nicely and quickly.
And afterward I lay down to my slumber, for I was greatly wearied. And I had chosen a place against a great rock, which was so that no creature might come upon me from behind. And I came easy upon sleep; but yet I did fix it upon me that I slumber only with the body; for I did know, by the shining of the eyes in the darksome woods, that strange creatures abode in the mighty forests.
And afterward, I lay down to sleep because I was really tired. I had picked a spot against a big rock, so no one could sneak up on me from behind. I fell asleep easily, but I made sure to remind myself that I was only sleeping with my body; I knew, from the glowing eyes in the dark woods, that strange creatures lived in the vast forests.
And ere I was gone over to sleep, I thought upon Naani, as I had done much all that day, as though her spirit did hover near unto mine, and did strive pitiful to speak with me. And this I set out to you, that you shall know how it did seem unto me in my thoughts and fancyings. And as I lay there, I put a blessing upon her, and a determination into my heart that I make a more desperate speed of my going, if that might be; so that I come the sooner to that strange, and unknown place in the dead world where did stand the lesser Refuge. And I was then asleep in a moment.
And before I fell asleep, I thought about Naani, as I had throughout the day, as if her spirit was close to mine, trying desperately to communicate with me. I share this with you so you’ll understand how it felt in my thoughts and imagination. As I lay there, I sent a blessing her way and resolved in my heart to hurry on my journey, if I could, so that I could reach that strange, unknown place in the dead world where the lesser Refuge was. Then I was asleep in an instant.
And lo! sudden I was awake. And lovely was the brightness of that Country, that did show me in a moment my danger, and did not keep me suspend in fearful Doubt, as did the grey darkness and strange shadows and lights of the Night Land. For I saw, on the instant that I got me to mine elbow, how that certain things did crouch within the borders of the trees, no more than a score paces off. And I perceived in a moment that my spirit had been given knowledge, and had wakened me. And I stared, the while that I did grip the Diskos; and I saw that there were six squat men that were humpt at the neck and shoulder; and they did crouch all there in a row, and were something hid by the shadows; and I perceived that they watched me; and the eyes of the men did shine like the eyes of beasts; and so shall you know somewhat of the strange terror that came upon me. Yet had I the Diskos and mine armour; and though my heart did shake a little, yet was my spirit assured to conquer.
Suddenly, I woke up. The brightness of that place was beautiful, revealing my danger in an instant without leaving me in fearful doubt, as the gray darkness and strange lights of the Night Land had done. As soon as I propped myself up on my elbow, I noticed certain figures crouching at the edge of the trees, only about twenty paces away. I realized that my spirit had gained awareness, waking me up. I stared, gripping the Diskos tightly, and saw six squat men with hunched necks and shoulders crouching in a row, partially hidden by shadows. I could tell they were watching me, and their eyes glimmered like those of beasts, giving me a taste of the strange terror that washed over me. Yet I had the Diskos and my armor; even though my heart shook a bit, my spirit was determined to conquer.
Now I gat me to my feet, and had the Diskos ready within my hand; and behold! I could not see the Humped Men, for they were gone from that place; yet never did I see them go, though I had kept my gaze very steadfast upon that part where they did hide. And, as you shall understand, I was near ready to believe that there had been nothing there within the border of the wood; yet truly I knew that the men with the humps had been there, as I had seen.
Now I got up and had the Diskos ready in my hand; and look! I couldn't see the Humped Men because they were gone from that spot; yet I never actually saw them leave, even though I had kept my eyes fixed on the area where they had been hiding. And, as you will understand, I was almost ready to believe that there had been nothing there at the edge of the woods; yet I truly knew that the men with the humps had been there, as I had seen.
Now, I looked presently, and found that I had slept five hours; and I eat two of the tablets, as I did stand there, watchful; and afterward drank some of the water; and so was ready to go forward again; for I was grown very anxious to be gone from that place; and did have no knowledge but that those strangely humpt Men were but a little way off, among the trees, and might come upon me in a moment; or, further, that they did go to call an army of other humped men to my destruction.
Now, I looked around and realized that I had slept for five hours. I ate two of the tablets while standing there, alert, and then drank some of the water. I was ready to move on again because I was really eager to leave that place. I had no way of knowing if those oddly hunched men were close by among the trees and could come upon me at any moment, or if they were going to summon an army of other hunched men to take me down.
And after that I was ready, and had my gear secure upon me, I set off at a great stride, and did hold the Diskos very handy, and lookt this way and lookt that way, and all the while made onward with speed; for, truly, I was grown so lean and hard that it did seem to me that I had power to out-pace those men or aught else of their kind.
And after I was ready, with my gear securely in place, I set off at a brisk pace, keeping the Diskos close at hand. I looked around constantly while moving quickly because I felt so lean and strong that it seemed I could outpace those men or anything else like them.
And all that day, through thirty great hours did I go forward, at that stride, and did always watch; and at every sixth hour, I eat two of the tablets and drank a little of the water, and went onward again.
And all that day, through thirty long hours, I kept moving forward, staying in that rhythm, always on the lookout; and every six hours, I ate two of the tablets and drank a little bit of water, then continued on my way.
And so did I hope that I was lost from those Humped Men. Yet, though I did hope, my faith was not this wise; for twice and thrice did it come to me that there went things through the woods to my left all that day, and did keep always to a level with my speed; yet were always hid. And, as you shall believe, this did be a very shaking thing to my heart, and did make my hope of but little account.
And so I hoped that I was lost from those Humped Men. But even though I hoped, my intuition wasn't that clever; twice and three times I sensed that there were things moving through the woods to my left all day, always matching my speed, yet always hidden. As you can imagine, this was a very unsettling thing for my heart and made my hope seem nearly worthless.
Now, because that I had no faith to company my hope, I was not easy to have slumber, until that I was come to a place proper and safe. And so, as I have told, I went onward through thirty great hours; and, in truth, in all that while I did find nowhere that did seem to fit my need.
Now, since I had no faith to support my hope, I found it hard to sleep until I reached a place that felt right and safe. So, as I mentioned, I continued on for thirty long hours; and honestly, during that entire time, I didn’t find anywhere that seemed to meet my needs.
And lo! about the end of the thirtieth hour, I perceived that there was water ahead, besides the water of the sea that was ever to my right. And I thought, maybe, that the sea did go inward at that part of the land; but it was otherwise; for when I was gotten to that place, I found that a river came into the sea, and did come out of all the country that lay unto my left.
And so, around the end of the thirtieth hour, I noticed that there was water ahead, besides the sea that was always to my right. I thought maybe the sea extended inward at that part of the land; but it turned out to be different. When I reached that spot, I found that a river flowed into the sea, coming from all the land to my left.
And in the mouth of this river, there was a small island; and surely I did look across to the island, and think it a refuge from the Humped Men that did surely play dog upon my going. Yet, truly, this was but an idle thought, and my need was that I should come to some way to cross over the river, that I go forward beside the great sea, which did stretch onward, as it did seem for ever, before me upon the far side.
And at the mouth of this river, there was a small island; and I definitely looked across to the island, thinking it could be a safe place away from the Humped Men who were clearly tracking my movements. Yet, honestly, this was just a passing thought, and what I really needed was a way to get across the river so I could continue along the great sea, which seemed to stretch endlessly before me on the other side.
And I knew not how to go across; for I had no power to swim, and had I swum, there were surely monsters in that great and warm-flowing river, as you shall believe.
And I didn't know how to get across; I couldn’t swim, and if I had tried to swim, there were definitely monsters in that big, warm river, as you’ll believe.
And I went upward of the river-bank, that I might come to some place where the river did narrow; and surely I had been like to walk a mighty distance to this purpose, but that I came soon to a second river that did enter the first, not a mile above the shore of the sea; so that, as you do perceive, there was the sea to one side of me, and this second river unto the other, and the first river before me; and thus was I sorely perplexed, as any had been truly that was in a like trouble.
And I walked up the riverbank, hoping to find a spot where the river got narrower; I would have walked quite a long way for this, but I quickly came to a second river that joined the first, not even a mile from the sea. So, as you can see, the sea was on one side of me, this second river on the other, and the first river in front of me; and I was as confused as anyone else would have been in a similar situation.
Yet, as it did chance, the need to go forward, and the danger of the Humped Men, put wit into me, so that I lookt about for a tree that was fallen. And there were many, yet great, so that I was much wearied and something strained of the spirit, before that I gat two little trees unto the water.
Yet, as luck would have it, the urge to move forward and the threat of the Humped Men sparked my wits, so I started to look for a fallen tree. There were many, but they were big, which made me quite tired and somewhat mentally strained before I managed to get two small trees to the water.
Now, when this was done, I made me a rough pole of a young tree-plant; and afterward, I lashed the two trees together with my belts and straps, and so had somewhat of a raft.
Now that this was done, I made a rough pole from a young tree; then, I tied the two trees together with my belts and straps, creating a sort of raft.
And you shall picture that, all the time as I did go about this business, I was very heedful lest the Humped Men should come upon me, ere that I was gone free upon the water. And this constant heeding did double the labour of my work, as you shall perceive; yet, in the end, it was done, and I ready to adventure over the river.
And you should imagine that, throughout the time I was working on this, I was very careful to avoid being discovered by the Humped Men until I was safely on the water. This constant vigilance doubled the effort of my task, as you can see; still, in the end, it was completed, and I was ready to cross the river.
And so I did push off with the pole, and I pusht and paddled maybe the half of an hour, for, indeed it was all a clumsy contriving, and mayhap I the more so in my labours. Yet, presently, I was come so far over, that I drew nigh to the island; and it did seem a wise and proper thing that I should have my slumber there, and afterward go onward to the farther shore. And this I did; and after that I had eat and drunk, as ever, I lay down to sleep. And by this time it was three and thirty hours since last I did slumber; so that I was bitterly awearied.
So I pushed off with the pole, and I pushed and paddled for about half an hour because, honestly, it was all pretty awkward, and maybe I was even more clumsy in my efforts. But eventually, I got close enough to the island that it seemed like a smart idea to spend the night there before moving on to the farther shore. So that's what I did; after eating and drinking, as usual, I lay down to sleep. By this point, it had been thirty-three hours since I last slept, so I was extremely tired.
And I had a great and restful sleep; for, truly, the island did seem a very safe place; and, in verity, I came to no harm, though I was as a dead man for nine great hours; and so shall you perceive my weariness.
And I had a great and restful sleep because the island felt like a really safe place. Honestly, I came to no harm, even though I was out cold for nine long hours, and you'll see how tired I was.
And when I was come proper awake, I eat two of the tablets, and drank some of the water; and afterward made an end of my voyage, and then did take back my belts and straps from binding the trees, and so forward again upon my way, and no more fearful of the Humped Men; for, surely, I did think I had left them all upon the far shore of the river; though afterward I minded me that they might grow likewise upon the two sides; but yet was I only discovered by those upon the one, as you do know.
And when I was fully awake, I ate two of the tablets and drank some of the water. After that, I finished my journey, took back my belts and straps from where I had tied them to the trees, and continued on my way, no longer afraid of the Humped Men. I really thought I had left them all on the far side of the river, even though later I remembered they could also be on both sides. Still, I was only spotted by those on one side, as you know.
And all that day I went very swift, and past many strange matters and did coast upon wonders oft. And at the sixth and the twelfth hours did I eat and drink, as ever; and between the eighth and the fourteenth hours did I come past two mighty fire-hills, that made all the Country to tremble with their noise. And four times did monstrous creatures pass by me; but I was swift hid, and came to no harm.
And all that day I moved quickly, passing by many strange things and often encountering wonders. I ate and drank at six o'clock and twelve o'clock, as usual, and between the eighth and fourteenth hours, I came across two massive volcanoes that shook the ground with their noise. Four times, giant creatures passed by me, but I was quick to hide and came to no harm.
And oft as I did go, were my thoughts upon the dear Maid that I journeyed to save from destruction. Yet, as you must see, always were my thinkings brought sharply unto my going; so that scarce was I ever set off to ponder upon Naani, but that there came some danger or wonder to give me heed to my way. And because of this, as you have learned, I was more put to plan free of the instant trouble and peril of my way, through all that mighty journey, than to have quiet chance for thoughts of love unto mine Own. Yet, truly, was not my journey one whole thought of love unto Naani? And, that peril made oft dumb my brain, was but the truer song unto my Maid.
And often as I traveled, my thoughts were with the dear Maid I was trying to save from ruin. Yet, as you can see, my mind was always pulled back to my journey; I could hardly ever set off to think about Naani without some danger or surprise demanding my attention. Because of this, as you've learned, I had to focus more on planning for the immediate troubles and risks of my journey than on having a quiet moment to think about my love for her. Still, wasn’t my whole journey a testament to my love for Naani? And the perils that often left me speechless only made my feelings for my Maid stronger.
And at times I was among trees; but oft did go past unnumbered boiling springs and small fire-hills; and oft was the air full of the noise of the little fire-hills, and the roar of the boiling springs; but there came no harm unto me.
And sometimes I was among trees; but I often passed countless hot springs and small volcanic hills; and frequently the air was filled with the sounds of those little volcanic hills and the roar of the hot springs; but nothing harmful happened to me.
And a thousand times did I perceive things that had life; and I made a very cautious way; though with a great speed and cleverness of going that made my heart glad.
And a thousand times I noticed things that were alive; and I moved very carefully, though with a quickness and skill that made my heart happy.
And oft did I come to parts where a great life held the trees, and green stuff did flourish exceedingly, and the air rich and full and wondrous sweet; so that I was fain to think how that in some far-off time, it might be that our children's children should come down unto this Country, when the Upper Valley of the Night Land was grown to an utter chill and lacking of air; and here build them a new Refuge, if, indeed any should come clear of the Evil Forces and the Monsters that did live about the Mighty Pyramid in the Night Land. Yet, how should they come clear of those things; so that this is, as you do perceive, no more than a thought that did rise vaguely in me. And yet, again, who shall say what may be?
And often I found myself in places where life thrived among the trees, and greenery flourished abundantly, with the air rich, full, and wonderfully sweet; so I couldn't help but think that in some distant future, our grandchildren might come to this land when the Upper Valley of the Night Land had turned completely cold and lacked air; and here, they might build a new refuge, if any of them could escape the Evil Forces and the Monsters that lived around the Mighty Pyramid in the Night Land. Yet, how could they really escape those things? So, as you can see, this is just a vague thought I had. And still, who can say what the future holds?
And onward I did pass, and I do mind me how that I saw the lower fires of that Country to burn very fierce; and this I set to the richness of the air; but yet with no surety of knowledge; and do but tell the same that you shall see the oddments of thought that went oft across my brain, and so have so much knowledge as I, concerning this and that.
And I kept going, and I remember seeing the lower fires of that land burning really fiercely; I attributed that to the richness of the air, but I wasn't entirely sure. I just want to share the random thoughts that crossed my mind, so you can have as much understanding as I do about this and that.
Now, a little before the eighteenth hour was come, I came out from among the trees, and the sea was downward of a great cliff unto my right, for I had gone upward for a long and weary hour. And I did see now a thing that made me to be cautious, and yet that did hold my heart to go swiftly to perceive the thing; for it was very strange.
Now, just before six o'clock, I stepped out from among the trees, and the sea stretched below a high cliff to my right, as I had been climbing for a long and tiring hour. And I saw something that made me cautious, yet it also compelled me to move quickly to see what it was; it was very strange.
And I went forward quickly, yet with a wise care; and so was come presently more nigh. And I perceived that the thing was, in part, a high rock, very tall and pointed and maybe an hundred feet high; but afterward I did find it to be more. And there was a monstrous great thing upon the top of the rock, that did seem very strange; and I stopt and lookt, and afterward went forward again; and so for a time, until that I was but a little way off. And now I saw that there did seem to be a mighty long rock laid across the topmost part of the upstanding rock, and yet had a very strange and shapely appearance; and did seem upon the underpart to be as that I had lookt before upon it. And upon the upper part, there grew trees and green things, even as these did grow upon odd ledges of the upstanding rock. Yet, for the most, the rock was very stark, as that a blast had blown upon it, and made it bare.
I moved forward quickly, but with caution, and soon got closer. I realized that what I was looking at was partly a tall, pointed rock, about a hundred feet high, though I would later find it to be even taller. On top of the rock, there was an enormous, strange-looking structure. I paused to look at it, then continued on, eventually getting quite close. Now I saw that there was a long rock stretching across the very top of the upright rock, with a peculiar and interesting shape. The underside of it looked like something I had seen before. On the upper part, trees and greenery were growing, similar to the plants that sprouted on the various ledges of the tall rock. However, for the most part, the rock was very bare, as if a strong wind had stripped it clean.
Now, when I had lookt for a while, I bethought me that this should be a safe and proper place for my slumber, if that I had power to come safe to the top. And when I had thought this thing, I began at once to climb up the rock; and I found that the rock was very high; so that in a while I was come a great way off the earth, and yet was not come to the top of the rock. And because that I was awearied, I lookt about for a safe place to mine hand, and lo! there was a shelf of the rock very nigh, that went inward a little to the side.
Now, after I had looked around for a bit, I thought that this would be a safe and good spot for me to sleep if I could make it to the top safely. As soon as I had that thought, I started to climb the rock; and I discovered that the rock was really high. After a while, I was quite far from the ground, but I still hadn't reached the top of the rock. Because I was tired, I looked around for a safe place to grab hold, and there was a ledge of the rock nearby that jutted slightly inward.
And I gat me to this ledge, and did eat and drink, and presently I slept, and scarce had thought of Naani in the moment of my slumbering; for a great weariness was upon me, the which I do think to have come by reason that I was not yet proper rested from the task of the day that was gone before that one.
And I got to this ledge, ate and drank, and soon fell asleep, barely thinking of Naani as I drifted off; I was extremely tired, which I believe came from not being properly rested after the work of the previous day.
Now I waked very sudden, maybe seven hours after; and I had knowledge within me that my spirit did wot of some nigh danger. And I gat upward from the rock, very quiet, and had the Diskos ready in my hand. And I lookt swift about me in the moment that I did wake; yet did see nothing; for there was naught on the ledge with me.
Now I woke up suddenly, maybe seven hours later; and I felt inside me that my spirit sensed some nearby danger. I got up from the rock quietly, with the Diskos ready in my hand. I looked around quickly the moment I woke up; yet I saw nothing, as there was nothing on the ledge with me.
And I crept to the edge, and lookt downward, and lo! I did see that there came up the rock two Humped Men; and they did climb very swift and silent; and I perceived that they smelled me, and came to destroy me. And I made ready the Diskos to do battle, and ceased not to look downward. And I saw how that the Humped Men did seem to be humpt by reason of their being so monstrous thick and mighty of the neck and the shoulder, as that they had been human bulls. And I saw that they were very strong, and by the speed of their climbing, I knew they were swift; and so did I make steady my attention and my heart to the saving of my life; for truly I did know that I should be dead in a little, or they.
And I crept to the edge and looked down, and suddenly I saw that two Humped Men were climbing up the rock; they moved very swiftly and silently. I realized they could smell me and were coming to kill me. I got my Diskos ready to fight and kept my gaze downward. I noticed that the Humped Men appeared to be hunched because their necks and shoulders were incredibly thick and powerful, almost like they were human bulls. I could see they were very strong, and from their speed in climbing, I knew they were fast; so I focused all my attention and determination on saving my life because I truly understood that I would be dead soon, or they would be.
Now I stept back a space from the edge of the rock, and had the Diskos very ready; for it was needful that I should kill one of those brute men speedy, that I have no danger that one take me in the back, whilst that I fight with the other.
Now I stepped back a bit from the edge of the rock and prepared the Diskos; it was necessary for me to quickly take down one of those brutal men so that I wouldn't have to worry about someone attacking me from behind while I fought the other.
Then, in a moment it did seem, there came upward of the rock edge, the great and brutish face of the man. And in that moment that I slew him, I did note curiously how that he had large teeth upon each side of the mouth; and was aware that he had come so quiet as a great cat. And in the backward parts of my brain, I bethought that even thus, maybe, was primal man, so that a strange and secondary questioning and wondering did live in that part of me; and I did learn from these scarce conscious reasonings that I was of belief the thing was truly a man; but very crude and dangerous. And surely it is strange that I had all this thought in that little moment; but in verity so it was; though I doubt not but I bettered it with after thoughts, when a while had gone.
Then, in what felt like an instant, the massive and brutish face of the man emerged over the edge of the rock. And in that moment when I killed him, I noticed with curiosity how he had large teeth on either side of his mouth; and I realized he had approached as quietly as a big cat. Deep in the back of my mind, I wondered if this was how early man might have appeared, and a strange, secondary questioning and curiosity stirred within me; I came to understand through these barely conscious musings that I believed he was indeed a man, but very primitive and dangerous. It's odd that I had all these thoughts in such a brief moment; but truly, that was the case, even though I’m sure I refined my thoughts later on, after some time had passed.
Now the first man died ere his great haired breast was come upward over the rock; and he sank back, and sagged and fell dully, and I heard him bodge downward from rock to rock, very lumbersome; and so in a moment was silence.
Now the first man died before his long-haired chest had come up over the rock; and he sank back, sagged, and fell heavily, and I heard him crash down from rock to rock, very clumsily; and then in a moment, there was silence.
Then did I look this way and that way of the ledge; for the second Humpt Man was not yet upon me; and I feared that the pause did mean a cunning mischief and strategy. And when a little time had past, and all the while I was ready with the Diskos, and naught did come upward to harm me, I stept very soft to the edge of the rock-ledge, and lookt downward; but there was nowhere any thing to see.
Then I looked this way and that along the ledge; the second Humpt Man hadn’t come at me yet, and I worried that the delay meant some clever trick or plan. After a little while, while I was still ready with the Diskos and nothing came to harm me, I quietly stepped to the edge of the rock ledge and looked down; but there was nothing to see anywhere.
Now, for a little moment, I did think that the brutish man had run off, being feared by the death that I did deal unto the first; yet I put this from me at once; for I did wot that such a creature did not be like to fear in such wise; but was rather set to some horrid cunning of attack, as I did fear, and was somewhere below me among the holes of the great rock.
Now, for a brief moment, I thought that the savage man had run away, scared by the death I dealt to the first one; however, I quickly dismissed this thought because I knew that someone like him wasn't likely to fear in that way. Instead, I feared he was up to some horrible scheme to attack me, lurking somewhere below among the crevices of the massive rock.
Then I did think sudden that he might be gone upward, so that he should come down upon my back, and I lookt upward of the mighty rock; but did see naught; and afterward I stoopt forward a great way beyond the edge, so that I should perceive whether the man did hide beneath. And, behold! he was there below me, and crouched under the rock-shelf, ready to his spring. And in that moment, he made unto me with so mighty a leap as any tiger should give. And he came half over the edge, and gript the Diskos by the handle, in an instant.
Then I suddenly thought that he might have gone up, so he could drop down onto my back, and I looked up at the huge rock; but I didn’t see anything. After that, I leaned way over the edge to see if the man was hiding below. And, behold! he was right there under the rock shelf, crouched and ready to spring. In that moment, he leaped at me with the power of a tiger. He came halfway over the edge and grabbed the Diskos by the handle in an instant.
And surely I had lost that trusted weapon, or been pulled over and cast into the depth, but that the Diskos did spin, and the Earth-Current did make live the handle—as was intended—save where the "grip" was set. And lo! the man gave loose the handle very swift, for it had burned and shaken the creature sore. And I staggered back, with the effort I had made to withhold the Diskos; and the brutish man came upward again over the rock edge, and leapt at me. Yet he gat me not; for I sprang unto my right, and made a blow with the Diskos, even as I did leap. And the blow came something short; but yet harmed the Humpt Man with a gash upon the belly, very sore and horrid among the great brown hairs of the man. And immediately he sprang after me; but I smote full at the face; so that he leaped back from the strange roar and blaze of the Diskos, and yet was harmed; for he gat not right free of the blow; but did be cut very sore on the mighty and haired arm.
And surely I had lost that trusty weapon or been pulled down and thrown into the depths, if not for the fact that the Diskos was spinning and the Earth-Current made the handle come alive—as it was supposed to—except where the "grip" was set. And look! the man quickly let go of the handle because it had burned and shaken the creature badly. I staggered back from the effort I put into holding the Diskos; and the brutish man came climbing back over the rock edge and jumped at me. But he didn’t catch me; I sprang to my right and swung the Diskos as I leaped. The strike came a bit short, but it still cut the Humpt Man with a nasty gash on his belly, surrounded by his thick brown hair. Immediately, he lunged after me, but I struck out full at his face, causing him to recoil from the strange roar and flash of the Diskos, and he was hurt; he didn’t fully escape the blow and ended up getting cut badly on his large, hairy arm.
Now, seeing that he was something feared of the weapon, I ran in upon him, and smote again at the face; yet was the man gone out of my reach before that the blow did reach; for, truly, he was quick as a panther. And immediately, he did leap unto the ending of the ledge, where it did join upon the Rock; and he caught the living Rock between his two hands. And truly the Rock must have been splitten there; for he tore out a monstrous lump, so great near as my body; and did run upon me with the rock above the head of him.
Now, seeing that he was somewhat afraid of the weapon, I charged at him again and swung at his face; but he was out of my reach before the blow could land because, honestly, he was as fast as a panther. He quickly leaped to the end of the ledge where it met the Rock and grabbed the living Rock with both hands. The Rock must have been broken there because he ripped out a huge chunk, nearly as big as my body, and charged at me with the rock raised above his head.
Now, I perceived I should be smashed in a moment, if that I did not slay the man very quick. For so mighty was he, that he did leap this way and that way after me, as though the great rock did cumber him no more than it had been but a light matter.
Now, I realized I would be crushed in no time if I didn't take down the man fast. He was so powerful that he jumped around after me as if the massive rock was hardly a burden at all.
And you shall perceive that I leapt this way and that way, to avoid the man; and twice did strike him; but yet was feared to brake the Diskos upon the rock, which the man did use as a shield each time that I did make a blow. And all the while, I did act to escape when that the man should cast the rock, as I did conceive at the first to be his intent. Yet, truly, it was as that he had no wotting that a rock may be thrown; for he strave only to come at me with the rock, that he should crush me, as with a monstrous club. And, in verity, what should a man do against so horrid an attack.
And you can see that I jumped this way and that way to avoid the man, and I hit him twice; but I was still afraid of breaking the Diskos against the rock, which he used as a shield every time I swept at him. All the while, I tried to dodge whenever the man seemed ready to throw the rock, as I initially thought he intended to do. But honestly, it was like he didn't even realize a rock could be thrown; he was only trying to smash me with the rock, like it was some kind of giant club. And really, what can a person do against such a terrifying attack?
And time and oft did I leap now to the right and now to the left, and again in a moment, I did cut the Humpt Man; but the blow was something turned off by the great rock in the hands of the man; yet so strange and mighty was the power of the Diskos, that it shore away a small portion of the rock, and did come to no hurt in itself.
And time and again, I jumped to the right and then to the left, and in a moment, I struck the Humpt Man; but the blow was deflected somewhat by the large rock the man was holding. Yet, the power of the Diskos was so strange and strong that it sliced off a small piece of the rock without getting damaged itself.
And, surely I had presently failed in wind and limb, because of the leapings and chargings that I did make; and because of the weight of the armour, that was not overmuch, yet to be considered; but that I fainted not, was by reason of the wondrous hardness and leanness that I was grown to, with so constant a journeying and strait living; for the tablets did keep the strength in a man, though, truly, they eased not the yearnings of the belly.
And, I definitely failed in body and spirit because of the jumps and charges I made; and because of the weight of the armor, which wasn't too heavy, but still worth noting. The only reason I didn't faint was because of the incredible toughness and thinness I had developed from so much traveling and strict living. The rations did maintain a man's strength, though, to be honest, they didn’t satisfy my hunger at all.
And lo! even the brutish man did grow weary, and the hot breath and body-stink to come from him; and surely who shall wonder, for always he did rush to and fro upon me, with the monstrous rock to crush me. And sudden, I leapt unto the right of the man, thinking within me that I did perceive a chance that I should cut him upon that side; but, truly, he was less awearied than I did know; for he came very sharp upon me, and had me between him and the wall of the Rock; and surely I had no room to make escape, and had died in a moment, but that I made a sudden sham toward the left with the Diskos, as that I should leap that way. And in the same instant, I did go to the right with a strong bounding; and immediately did come in upon the Humpt Man from that side; and I put my fortune of life to the stroke, and stood anigh to the man, and I smote him across the middle part, before that he did wot of my intent. And the blow slew the man very surely, and did nigh cut the mighty creature in twain. And surely he fell, half leaping even as he died, so that the monstrous rock that was in the hands of the brutish man, did crash down almost upon my feet, and I leapt very high that I should escape the thundering of the rock; for in verity, I was near slain in that last moment of the life of the Humpt Man. But yet I lived and came free of death, and did have a relief of happiness about my heart, as you shall believe.
And even the brutish man grew tired, and the hot breath and body odor coming from him was unbearable; and who wouldn’t be surprised, as he constantly rushed back and forth at me with the monstrous rock to crush me. Suddenly, I jumped to the right of the man, thinking I noticed an opportunity to strike him from that side; but he wasn’t as exhausted as I thought; he charged at me sharply, forcing me between him and the wall of the Rock. I had no room to escape and would have died in that moment, but I made a quick feint to the left with the Diskos, as if I were about to leap that way. At the same moment, I bounded to the right powerfully and came in on the Humpt Man from that side. I bet my life on that strike, getting close to the man, and then I hit him across the middle before he realized my intent. The blow definitely killed him, almost cutting the huge creature in half. He fell, half leaping as he died, causing the monstrous rock in his hands to crash down almost on my feet, and I jumped high to avoid being crushed by the rock; in truth, I was nearly killed in that last moment of the Humpt Man's life. But I survived and escaped death, feeling a sense of relief and happiness in my heart, as you can believe.
Yet, truly, I was much shaken; and a little weakness took me, so that I was fain to go down upon the rock-shelf, that I have back my strength.
Yet, honestly, I was very shaken; and a bit of weakness hit me, so I had to sit down on the rock ledge to regain my strength.
And presently, I was grown steady again, and I took my gear, and did haste down the Rock, and so was come presently to the earth again. And I saw the first of the Humpt Men that I did slay, lying very quiet a little off from the bottom of the Rock; so that I went round upon the other side to avoid the man; for it was no pleasure to mine eyes or to my heart. And, truly, it did trouble me always to make a death.
And soon, I felt composed again, so I grabbed my gear and hurried down the Rock, reaching the ground shortly after. I saw the first of the Humpt Men I had killed, lying still a little away from the base of the Rock. I went around the other side to avoid looking at him because it brought me no comfort. Honestly, it always disturbed me to take a life.
And when I was come round upon the other, which was the seaward, side of the Rock, I perceived that I was yet shaken; and I remembered that it were wise to eat and drink and rest a little, before that I did go further upon my way.
And when I reached the other side of the Rock, which faced the sea, I realized I was still shaken; and I thought it would be smart to eat, drink, and rest a bit before continuing on my journey.
Now, as I did sit there at the bottom of the Rock, I looked upward at the strange crown thereof; and until that time, I had been taken up with the fight and with gazings this way and that to see whether there came others of the Humped Men to work me an harm.
Now, as I sat there at the bottom of the Rock, I looked up at its strange crown; and until that moment, I had been focused on the fight and on looking around to see if any more of the Humped Men were coming to harm me.
But now that I was given some ease of the mind and of the body, I saw plainly that I knew the thing that lay upward upon the Rock; for the shape had been something strange and half-known to me even before that moment, as that I had a vague knowledge concerning it; but yet with no surety. And now, truly, I did know in a little instant that the thing was one of the olden flying-ships, the which, as you shall mind, there were certain in the Great Museum of the Mighty Pyramid.
But now that I was feeling a bit more relaxed both mentally and physically, I realized that I recognized what was lying on the Rock. Its shape had been somewhat strange and familiar to me even before that moment, as if I had a vague idea about it, but no certainty. And in that instant, I truly knew that it was one of the ancient flying ships, which, as you may recall, were found in the Great Museum of the Mighty Pyramid.
And surely, I was ready to wonder why that I had not seen the thing plain before that moment; yet was this like to be because that there was a shadow upon the other side of the great Rock; but upon this side there was a little fire-hill a way off to the cliff edge, and this did throw a warm light that made a glimmer upon the dull metal of the ship's bottom, which was uncovered to my sight, and was surely of that same deathless grey metal that made the Great Redoubt.
And I was definitely left wondering why I hadn’t noticed the thing clearly before that moment; maybe it was because there was a shadow on the other side of the great Rock. On this side, though, there was a small fire-hill not far from the cliff’s edge, and it cast a warm light that shimmered on the dull metal of the ship's bottom, which was exposed to my view, and it was definitely made of that same eternal grey metal used in the Great Redoubt.
And yet, as you shall believe, even as I said this thing to my mind, that the strange matter upon the top of the Rock was truly one of the olden air-ships, I did feel that I should be proper to doubt; for it was a very wondrous thing to perceive a thing common to man, in that utter strange Country, and after that I was gone so far off from the Mighty Pyramid. Yet, in verity, I did know in my heart that it was indeed that which I did perceive it to be; and I did stand and walk to and fore and look upward constant; for I was very keen that I look well upon it.
And yet, as you will believe, even as I thought this to myself, that the strange object on top of the Rock was indeed one of the ancient airships, I felt I should be hesitant to accept it; it was truly remarkable to see something familiar to people in that completely strange land, especially since I had traveled so far from the Great Pyramid. Still, deep down, I knew in my heart that it was exactly what I thought it was; and I stood there, pacing back and forth, looking up consistently because I was determined to get a good look at it.
And truly, as I did look from this place and from that place, it was scarce a thing for wonder that I had not wotted it to be an air vessel; for there were great trees and abundance of earth and living matters upon the topmost side of the ship; so that none could easy perceive it to be aught save a great and desolate rock that did lie upon the other rock. Yet, truly, it was as I have told; and presently I did make to climb upward of the great Rock, that I should come to the air vessel to enter it. But yet was this not proper; for I had surely no duty save to go forward forever, until that I found the Maid; but yet did I spend a little while to this searching of the ship; and I do but set down that which I did, and with a serious spirit. And truly, as it doth here occur to me, I do be ever seeming a serious young man, as you maybe shall have grown to think; but yet was I to a dread and serious business, and the strain did be too great upon me and the trouble too much prest upon my heart to give me much of laughter, as you do surely perceive, and so you to give me your ear and your understanding. For, indeed, before that I did lose Mirdath my Beautiful One, I was not over-grave; but so young and joyous as any.
And honestly, as I looked around from this spot to that spot, it was hardly surprising that I hadn’t thought of it as an airship; there were huge trees and lots of earth and living things on the top of the ship, making it seem like nothing more than a large, barren rock lying on another rock. But truly, as I said, it was just that; and soon I started to climb up the great Rock, intending to reach the airship to board it. Yet this was not right; my only responsibility was to keep moving forward until I found the Maid. Still, I spent a little time searching the ship; I simply record what I did, and with a serious mindset. And really, it seems to me that I always come across as a serious young man, as you may have come to think; but I was facing something frightening and serious, and the pressure was too great for me, and the burden weighed heavily on my heart, leaving me little room for laughter, as you can surely understand. Before I lost Mirdath, my Beautiful One, I wasn’t overly serious; I was young and as joyful as anyone.
Now it took me a great time to go upward of the Rock; for it was so monstrous steep and high. Yet, presently was I come nigh under the bottom of the ship; and here I did perceive that she had been sore battered in that far-off age when she did come upon the Rock; for, surely, as I did perceive, the peak of the Rock was through the bottom of the ship, so that the metal was burst this way and that, and very plain to be seen in some parts; but in other places the earth and growing matters did make a hiding.
Now it took me a long time to climb up the Rock because it was incredibly steep and high. Eventually, I reached a point right underneath the bottom of the ship, and here I noticed that it had been badly damaged back in the day when it crashed into the Rock. Indeed, I could see that the peak of the Rock was through the bottom of the ship, causing the metal to be twisted in all directions, visible in some areas; but in other spots, dirt and vegetation concealed it.
And after that I had climbed this way and that way, I perceived that I must come to the topmost part by the plants that did hang over, and grow downward. And after that I had pulled upon them, to know that they were strong to hold me, I went upon them, and was soon to the top of the ship. Yet, truly, I might so well have been upon the earth; for the ship was covered above by the earth and dust of a monstrous age of years; so that I was like to need much time to dig downward unto the ship; and because of this, I considered a little while, and afterward made no more to search her; but did go downward again, that I should come once more to my journey. Yet, as you shall think, it was with a queer thrilling of the heart, and with strange thoughts upon the end of those that did come, maybe, to a bitter and lonesome dying in that ship of the air, in that far-off time when she did fly.
And after climbing around in different directions, I realized I needed to get to the very top by using the plants that hung down. Once I tested them to see if they were strong enough to hold me, I climbed up and soon reached the top of the ship. However, it felt like I could have been on solid ground, because the ship was buried under layers of earth and dust from ages past. It seemed like I would need a long time to dig my way down to the ship; so after thinking for a bit, I decided to stop searching for it and head back down to continue my journey. Still, I felt a strange excitement and had unsettling thoughts about the fate of those who might have met a lonely and painful end in that flying ship, long ago in the time when it was airborne.
And surely, it did seem to me as I went downward of the great Rock, how that the flying-ship had been there for an hundred thousand years; and that mayhaps the sea did live all about the Rock in that Age; and truly this was no improper thing to think, for it was like that the sea had been monstrous high and great in those days; so that the Rock was but a little island in the midst of the sea; and now was the sea gone small from a great sea to lesser seas, and this through an eternity of years. And always, as it doth seem to me, had the ship lain upon the Rock, and lookt quiet and silent over the change and wonder and the lonesomeness of all that Country of Fire and water, for ever.
As I descended the great Rock, it definitely struck me that the flying ship had been there for a hundred thousand years; perhaps the sea once thrived all around the Rock in that age. This thought felt reasonable because it seemed like the sea must have been incredibly vast and powerful back then, making the Rock just a small island in the middle of it. Now, the sea had shrunk from a vast ocean to smaller seas, all thanks to countless years passing by. It seemed to me that the ship had always rested on the Rock, quietly observing the changes, wonders, and solitude of that Land of Fire and water for eternity.
But how the air-ship did come upon the rock, how shall I know; save, maybe, it doth seem as that she might have flown low over the sea in that olden age, and come hard upon the Rock, because, maybe, there was one to the helm that did steer unwittingly. And again, it shall well be otherwise, and I do but set down mine odd thoughts; and such as they be, they have no especial use, save that they do show to you the different workings of my mind at that time, as I did go downward. And so to set you the more in possession of all that I did have knowledge of.
But how the airship ended up on the rock, I can't really say; maybe it seems that it flew low over the sea back in those days and hit the rock because perhaps someone at the helm was steering without realizing it. And again, it could have been different, and I'm just sharing my random thoughts; and as they are, they don't serve any particular purpose, except to show you how my mind was working at that time as I was going down. This is to give you a better understanding of everything I knew.
And presently, I was come again to the earth, and did go forward with a great speed, so that I should waste no more of that day. Yet, oft did I think upon that ship hid there upon the mighty Rock, under the wondrous quiet ashes of eternity.
And soon, I was back on the ground, moving quickly so I wouldn't waste any more of the day. Still, I often thought about that ship hidden on the massive Rock, beneath the incredible quiet of eternity.
And I went eighteen hours walking, and in all that time I did see no more of the Humped Men; yet three times was I put in a sudden danger, for there went past me thrice, between the fourteenth and the seventeenth hours, great flying monsters, that were winged very ugly, and did go, as I thought, in a great bounding, rather than that they did fly proper as doth a bird. Yet I suffered no hurt from these; for I was swift to hide between the great boulders that were very plenty in that part; but no trees. For I was gone now past the forests of trees; there being none since that I had gone through a very shallow river, that I came to about the thirteenth hour. And this had I waded, and sounded my path with the staff of the Diskos; but I had kept mine armour upon me, lest there be things, even in water so shallow, that might bite and work harm upon me. But I gat through pretty quick, and had no hurt done me. Now I had eat, as ever, at the sixth and the twelfth hours; and by that the eighteenth hour was come, I was nigh again unto a forest, that came down to the shore that went alway upon my right; and I to be very sore and wearied, as you shall know; for I had fought very desperate after my waking, and afterward climbed the great Rock, and then again to journey, so that it was, by this, nigh to one and twenty hours since that I did sleep.
And I walked for eighteen hours, and during that time I didn’t see any more of the Humped Men; however, I was suddenly in danger three times. Between the fourteenth and seventeenth hours, large flying monsters passed by me three times, and they were really ugly with their wings. They seemed to bounce more than actually fly like a bird. Luckily, I wasn’t hurt by them because I quickly hid between the big boulders that were plentiful in that area, but there were no trees. I had already passed the forests; there hadn’t been any since I crossed a very shallow river around the thirteenth hour. I waded through it, using the staff of the Diskos to check my path, but I kept my armor on, just in case there were things in such shallow water that might bite or cause me harm. I got through pretty quickly and wasn't injured. I had eaten, as usual, at the sixth and twelfth hours, and by the time the eighteenth hour arrived, I was close to a forest that extended down to the shore on my right. I was feeling very sore and tired, as you can imagine, because I had fought hard after waking up, then climbed the great Rock, and continued on my journey, which meant it had been nearly twenty-one hours since I last slept.
And surely, I lookt this way and that way, constant, and did see no place proper to my slumber. But afterward, I considered I did be a fool, to lack such; for truly the trees were plentiful, and I could climb a great one, and strap my body safe, and so have a sure bed for my rest. And I did this thing, and went upward into a great tree, and did tie my body to the tree, with my belts; yet I eat and drank before that I went up the tree.
And sure, I looked this way and that, constantly, and didn’t see any place suitable for my sleep. But later, I realized I was being foolish for not having one; because the trees were plentiful, and I could climb a big one, strap myself in safely, and have a secure bed for my rest. So I did this, climbed up a tall tree, and tied myself to it with my belts; but I ate and drank before I went up the tree.
Now when I was fast upward in the tree, and had made a bed upon a monstrous branch, and had the Diskos ready upon my hip, so that it should not fall but be nigh to my hand, I lay a little while thinking upon Naani; and I went not over to sleep immediately, which was strange; yet mayhaps because that my bed was so uncertain.
Now, when I was high up in the tree, having made a bed on a huge branch and with the Diskos ready at my hip so it wouldn't fall but would be close to my hand, I laid there for a bit thinking about Naani; and I didn't immediately go to sleep, which was odd; maybe it's because my bed was so unstable.
And I considered very gravely how that it was a monstrous long while since that I did hear the Master-Word from the dear Maid; and truly I was come a dreadful way from mine home, which was the Mighty Pyramid; for I had gone onward for ever through five and twenty great days of travel, and was not yet come to any place that did appear like to be that place where the Maid did abide.
And I thought seriously about how it had been a really long time since I heard the Master-Word from the dear Maid; and honestly, I had traveled a long way from my home, the Mighty Pyramid. I had been on the road for twenty-five long days, and I still hadn't reached a place that looked like where the Maid lived.
And it did seem that I might even wander onward in that great Country of Fire and Water for a time beyond all that I had before gone; and this thought did put a great weight of trouble and weariness upon my heart; for the Maid had been in sore need of me, and I did feel sudden to be all adrift in the wilderness. But before this time, it had seemed as that I surely went aright. And mayhaps your sympathy shall tell you just how I to feel in the heart.
And it seemed like I could keep wandering in that vast Land of Fire and Water for longer than I ever had before; and this thought brought a heavy sense of trouble and exhaustion to my heart; because the Maid really needed me, and I suddenly felt lost in the wilderness. But up until then, it felt like I was definitely on the right path. Maybe your sympathy can help you understand how I feel deep down.
And after that I had lain there very awkward, and thought upon all matters, I minded me that I would try the compass again upon the morrow; but had no great hopes of the machine; yet did be willing to try aught to see where I had gotten to. And truly, as it did come to my mind, if that the compass did point a little as I did wot it was used to point in the Lesser Redoubt, then, in verity, I was surely come something more anigh to that unknown place of the world than I did dare to believe. And this to be plain to you.
And after lying there awkwardly, thinking about everything, I decided I would try the compass again the next day; but I wasn’t very hopeful about the machine. Still, I was willing to try anything to figure out where I had ended up. Honestly, as I thought about it, if the compass pointed even a bit like I remembered it pointing in the Lesser Redoubt, then I was probably closer to that unknown place in the world than I dared to believe. And I wanted to make that clear to you.
Then a little time did pass in which I did wake and sleep, and wake and sleep, a little; but with no surety of sleep; but as that I was very tired of the heart, and did but lie too wearied to come properly to sleep.
Then a little time passed in which I would wake and sleep, and wake and sleep, a bit; but with no certainty of sleep; just that I was very tired inside and lay too exhausted to truly fall asleep.
And odd whiles I did lie with mine eyes half to open, and did look very dreamful upward among the dark branches of the tree, as they did show black and pretty against the redness of the shining that came from the sea; for there was stood a great and bright-burning fire-hill in that part of the sea that lay off the shore from me. And above the glaring of the fire-hill, there was the deep night that did brood for ever above in a monstrous black gloom of eternity, and did make the red smoke of the volcano to show deep and mighty and thunderous-seeming, afar up in the great dark. And the red and shining smoke did but show the utter hugeness of the night, that had been upon the world through the great ages.
And sometimes I would lie with my eyes half-open, looking dreamily up among the dark branches of the tree, which stood out strikingly against the red glow from the sea. There was a huge, bright-burning volcano in that part of the sea that was off the shore from me. Above the blaze of the volcano, the deep night hung like a thick, black shroud of eternity, making the red smoke of the volcano appear deep, powerful, and almost thunderous in the vast darkness. The red, glowing smoke only highlighted the immense size of the night that had enveloped the world through the ages.
And, in verity, as I did lie there so dreamful, it did come to me afresh how wondrous strange was mine adventure; and how that I did lie warm and alive in a Country of red light and smoking seas. And, truly, as I did remember and consider, there was a great and lost world above me, upward through the dark … maybe an hundred and fifty great miles up in the grim night.
And, really, as I lay there in such a dreamy state, it hit me again how wonderfully strange my adventure was; how I lay warm and alive in a land of red light and smoking seas. And, honestly, as I remembered and thought about it, there was a vast and lost world above me, maybe a hundred and fifty miles up in the dark night.
And this thing did strike me very solemn, as I did lie; and I do trust that you conceive how that there was, in truth, afar above in the eternal and unknown night, the stupendous desolation of the dead world, and the eternal snow and starless dark. And, as I do think, a cold so bitter that it held death to all living that should come anigh to it. Yet, bethink you, if one had lived in that far height of the dead world, and come upon the edge of that mighty valley in which all life that was left of earth, did abide, they should have been like to look downward vaguely into so monstrous a deep that they had seen naught, mayhaps, save a dull and utter strange glowing far downward in the great night, in this place and in that.
And this really struck me as very serious while I lay there; and I trust you understand that, in truth, far above in the endless and unknown night, there was the immense desolation of the dead world, and the eternal snow and pitch-black darkness. And, as I think about it, a cold so harsh that it meant death to anything living that came close to it. Yet, consider this: if someone had lived in that distant height of the dead world and approached the edge of that vast valley where all the remaining life on Earth resided, they might have looked down into such a monstrous depth that they would see nothing but perhaps a dull and completely strange glow far below in the great night, in this spot and that.
And surely, as you shall have seen, I have set the Great Deep of the Valley to be, maybe, an hundred and fifty miles of night; for, as you do mind, it was conceived that the Valley of the Night Land was an hundred miles deep, and mayhap to be more; and I had come from that Place downward of the Mighty Slope, and of the Gorge, a very great way. Yet, in verity, I do believe in my heart this measuring was utter wrong; for I think the deep to have been monstrous, beyond these miles that I do give; yet have I no proving of this belief, and do set it down for no more than it is.
And surely, as you have seen, I have described the Great Deep of the Valley as being about one hundred and fifty miles of night; for, as you remember, it was believed that the Valley of the Night Land was a hundred miles deep, maybe even more; and I had come from that place down the Mighty Slope and the Gorge, quite a distance. Still, I truly believe in my heart that this measurement was completely wrong; I think the depth was enormous, beyond the miles I mentioned; yet I have no proof of this belief, and I simply note it as it is.
Now, presently, I had ceased from these vague thinkings and half dreamings, and was gone truly to sleep. Yet, nowise did I sleep very strong; but did seem to come anigh to wakefulness, this time and that. And, as it did chance, this was mayhaps a very good thing for my life; for I did presently come awake more surely, and did turn on the great branch; for there was a noise in the air, that was not the noise of the great fire-hill.
Now, at this moment, I had stopped these vague thoughts and half dreams and had actually fallen asleep. However, I wasn’t sleeping very deeply; I seemed to hover close to wakefulness at times. And, as it happened, this was perhaps a very good thing for my life; because I soon woke up more fully and turned on the large branch; there was a sound in the air that wasn’t the sound of the large fire mountain.
And the noise did grow, very heavy and lumbersome. And, in a moment, there came seven Humped Men, running among the trees, as that some monstrous thing did pursue. And immediately they were beneath the tree in which I did lie; so that a great fear came upon me, and I loosed the belt from the branch, that I should be free to fight.
And the noise became very loud and clumsy. In a moment, seven Humped Men came running through the trees, like something monstrous was chasing them. They quickly gathered beneath the tree where I was lying, and a great fear overwhelmed me, so I unfastened the belt from the branch, readying myself to fight.
And, directly upon this, I saw that the men did leap upward into the tree, beneath me; but not as that they did wot of me or make to come at me; but as that they did pay a great heed to some creature or happening that was far off among the trees. And surely, the noise did seem to come from that part, and did grow loud and mighty, and the Humped Men did all crouch very silent, and did make no noise or motion one to the other; but were quiet upon the lower branches.
And right after that, I saw the men jump up into the tree beneath me; but not because they knew I was there or wanted to come after me. They were focused on some creature or event that was happening far away among the trees. The noise really did seem to come from that direction, growing louder and stronger, while the Humped Men all crouched in silence, not making a sound or any movement toward each other; they were still on the lower branches.
And, as I did look now more to my ease, I perceived that they had each a great stone, and bloody, that did seem as that it were split to a certain sharpness, even as a stone doth break very natural. And they carried the stone under this arm or under that arm, so that they had their hands free to all matters.
And as I focused more on my comfort, I noticed that each of them had a large, bloody stone that looked like it had been split sharply, just like a stone breaks naturally. They carried the stone under one arm or the other, so their hands were free for everything else.
And, alway the noise did come the more anigh, and I saw that a Humped Man did come running from among the trees, and did run beneath that place where the seven Humped Men did be on the branches. But they made no sign to the man, to save him; yet truly it was very plain that some monster pursued the man.
And the noise kept getting closer, and I saw a Humped Man running from the trees, heading under the spot where the seven Humped Men were on the branches. But they didn’t try to help him; it was clear that some monster was chasing him.
And immediately I saw how this thing was; for the Humped Man upon the ground, did not run so fast as might be; and I conceived that he did act to make some creature to come after him, to pass under the men within the tree. And surely this thing did prove to be; for there came very quick, a great and ugly thing, that had an ugly way of putting down the feet, and did have seven feet to each side, which was very strange; and the back was as that it were horny, and the belly of the thing did seem to brush heavy upon the earth, and it grunted, as it went, and shook the earth with the weight of it; so that a monstrous noise came from it, upon so hasty a journey. And I did wot that it was not such a thing as did properly pursue after matters of food; but did rather eat of that which did need little haste, but a monstrous strength, to gain. And that it did so make after the man, was in truth because that it had been wounded and made fierce; for, indeed, there came blood from the creature from great wounds upon the back; but how these were made, I could not know in that instant.
And right away I understood what was happening; the Humped Man on the ground wasn't running as fast as he could. I figured he was trying to lure some creature to chase after him, to pass under the men in the tree. And indeed, that turned out to be true; a huge, ugly thing came rushing in, stomping heavily on the ground with seven feet on each side, which was really strange. Its back looked like it had tough skin, and its belly seemed to drag heavily on the ground, grunting as it moved and shaking the ground with its weight, making a monstrous noise as it hurried by. I realized it wasn't the kind of creature that actively hunted for food; instead, it seemed to prefer food that didn't require much speed but a huge amount of strength to capture. It was chasing the man because it had been injured and was driven to rage; there was blood dripping from its big wounds on its back, but I couldn't tell how those injuries had happened in that moment.
And it did go under the tree in which I was hid; and in that moment when it past under the tree, the seven Humped Men did leap out of the branches, and did catch to the brute by the great horns of the spine; and I saw that the wounds were in the joints of the spine, as was plain when the back did work, with the going of the creature. And the seven Humped Men took the sharp stones from under their arms, and did strike very brutal in the wounds that were in the joints of the spine; and the creature roared and cried, and went onward into the trees at a great speed; and in all the time that it ran, the Humped Men ceased not to strike with the stones.
And it passed under the tree where I was hiding; and at that moment when it went beneath the tree, the seven Humped Men jumped out of the branches and grabbed the creature by the large horns on its spine. I could see that the wounds were in the joints of the spine, which was obvious as the creature moved. The seven Humped Men pulled sharp stones from under their arms and brutally struck the wounds in the joints of its spine; the creature roared and cried out, then dashed into the trees at high speed. Throughout its run, the Humped Men kept hitting it with the stones.
And sudden, when it was gone a distance off, it did roll very swift over upon the back, first to the right, as that it would go that way; so that the Humped Men did leap off upon the other side. And immediately the creature rolled to that side; and there ran clear of the brute only four of the Humped Men; so that I knew that three were slain. And afterwards, they that lived, ran beyond the beast, and gat up into a second tree, and the one that was chased, did entice the creature to follow, and so did tease it once more to pass beneath the other men; and they very swiftly again to the back of the creature; and so from my sight, striking with the great stones, and the beast bellowing very loud and piteous. And how many of the Humped Men there were to the beginning of that strange hunting, I know not; but surely there were few that lived to the end.
And suddenly, when it had rolled away some distance, it flipped over onto its back, first to the right, as if it intended to go that way; this caused the Humped Men to jump off to the other side. Immediately, the creature rolled that way too, and only four of the Humped Men managed to get clear of the beast, which meant that three had been killed. Then, those who survived ran past the creature and climbed up into a second tree. The one who was chased lured the creature to follow him, teasing it to pass underneath the other men, who swiftly climbed onto the back of the creature again, out of my view, striking it with large stones as it bellowed loudly and pitifully. I don’t know how many Humped Men were there at the start of that strange hunt, but surely few survived until the end.
And surely there were such things as this thing in the beginning of the world, and again was it thus in the end; and I did ponder this a little while, as I did sit upon the great branch, and hearken unto the sound of the hunting, that was now gone a great way off, and was presently beyond my hearing.
And there were definitely things like this at the beginning of the world, and it was the same at the end; and I thought about it for a bit while I sat on the large branch, listening to the sound of the hunt, which had drifted far away and was soon out of my hearing.
And afterward, I gat me to the earth, and did look this way and that way, to see that no beast was anigh, neither any of the Humped Men; and afterward, I eat two of the tablets and drank some of the water.
And afterward, I went down to the ground and looked around to make sure no animals were nearby, nor any of the Humped Men; then, I ate two of the tablets and drank some of the water.
And when I had gat this far to a readiness for my going, I minded me that I should try the compass again, as I did intend. And surely the machine did point between the North and the South, upon the Westward arc, even as Naani had told unto me; yet, as it did seem, with somewhat more of a Southward pointing than she had made me to think. And because of this telling of the compass, a great ease came upon my spirit; for, surely, was not this but a sure sign that I did go direct unto that hidden place of the world where the Lesser Refuge did abide; but yet was not come over-close, so that the pull of the Mighty Earth-Current of the Great Redoubt was something stronger than in the place where was the Little Pyramid.
And when I was ready to leave, I remembered I should try the compass again, as I planned to. The machine pointed between North and South, toward the West, just as Naani had told me; yet, it seemed to point a bit more South than she had made me believe. Because of this compass reading, I felt a great sense of relief; surely, wasn’t this a clear sign that I was heading straight to that hidden place in the world where the Lesser Refuge was located? But it still wasn’t too close, so the pull of the Mighty Earth-Current from the Great Redoubt was a bit stronger than it was near the Little Pyramid.
And all this did I think very swift to myself, and had a glad uplifting of the heart, as you do perceive; so that I went forward upon my journey, with a great stride, and did scarce fear any strange thing that all the Country did hold, in that moment.
And I quickly thought all of this to myself, feeling a joyful lift in my heart, as you can imagine; so I continued on my journey with a big stride, hardly fearing anything unusual that the whole country might hold at that moment.
And I went all that day at a strong pace, and did be oft tempted to send the Master-Word unto Naani; yet did keep from so foolish an acting, the which, mayhaps, had brought straightway upon me an Evil Power, and had given me to Destruction when that I was near come to the succour of the Maid. And it was this quick and constant fear of the Evil Forces of the Night Land, that did keep me ever from calling unto Naani, lest that they should discover me, and follow after; and this, I doubt not, you to know by now so well as I.
And I hurried all day, often tempted to send the Master-Word to Naani; but I held back from that foolish decision, which might have brought an Evil Power upon me and led to my downfall just as I was about to help the Maid. It was this constant fear of the Evil Forces in the Night Land that kept me from calling out to Naani, worried they would find me and pursue me; and I’m sure you understand this as well as I do by now.
Now, by the sixth hour, I was come into a part of the Country where there were an exceeding abundance of steam fountains and sprayings and great upboilings of water in basins of rock; and the air did be full of the sounds and the roarings of the boilings and the spoutings, and of a hot mist and spray; so that, truly, I had scarce the power to see to my front, nor to any side.
Now, by noon, I had reached a part of the country where there were a ton of steam geysers and sprays, and big eruptions of water in rock basins; the air was filled with the sounds and roars of the boiling and spouting, along with a hot mist and spray, so that, honestly, I could barely see in front of me or to either side.
And here, presently, I made a pause, and did eat and drink, and afterward went forward again; and I did keep the shore of the sea always to my right, and so did go proper to my way; yet with no great ease; for the sea also did steam very strong in that part, and because of this great fog of steam, I was surely much laboured to make a great speed, lest unseeing I go headlong into an hole of the boiling water.
And here, I took a break to eat and drink, then continued on my way. I kept the shore of the sea on my right and went along my path, but it wasn't easy. The sea was steaming heavily in that area, and because of the thick fog of steam, I really struggled to move quickly, fearing I might accidentally plunge into a boiling hot spot.
And in the ninth hour, I did go clear of the hot boilings, and was come again free of the mist and the steam, and might look with mine eyes to my going. And, surely, as I did perceive, I was come to the end of the great sea that had been ever to my right; for it did go against the feet of great and monstrous mountains, that went upward for ever into the night, and did seem as that they were the hither wall of that strange Country of Fire and Water. And so was I stood there very much taken upon doubt; for how should I go farther.
And at the ninth hour, I finally cleared the hot boiling waters and was free from the mist and steam, able to see the path in front of me. As I looked around, I realized I had reached the end of the vast sea that had always been to my right; it met the feet of enormous, monstrous mountains that rose endlessly into the night, appearing as if they were the closest barrier of that strange Country of Fire and Water. So there I stood, filled with uncertainty, wondering how I could go any further.
And after that I had been there a while, in a bewilderment of doubt and of wit, I went to the left, along the feet of the mountains; and truly this but of common sense; for how might I go any other way, save I go back again!
And after I had been there for a while, feeling confused and unsure, I went left, along the base of the mountains; and honestly, it was just common sense, because how could I go any other way except to turn back?
And at the twelfth hour I eat two of the tablets, and drank some of the water, and went forward once more. And lo! at the fifteenth hour, I was come to a place between the mountains, even an upward gorge, very dark and gloomy, and without light for a great way.
And at midnight, I took two of the tablets, drank some water, and moved on again. And look! by the third hour, I reached a spot between the mountains, a steep, dark gorge that was very gloomy and without light for quite a distance.
And, in verity, I did not want to go up the gorge, in that it was so dreary a place and narrow and horrid and drear-seeming, after the light and wideness of the Country in which I did yet stand.
And honestly, I didn't want to go up the gorge because it was such a bleak, narrow, and awful-looking place after the brightness and openness of the countryside I was still in.
And presently, I did go past the mouth of the gorge, that I should learn whether there went another way out of that Country. And thiswise, for a great hour more, along the feet of the mountains, and did presently come to a monstrous black river, that was, maybe, a mile wide. And it to be very shallow, and seeming as that the water scarce to cover the mud of the bottom. And here and there a great steam did come from it, and spirtings and moundings-up of the mud in many places, and monstrous babblings and puffings-up of strange smoke, as that a great heat went beneath it in this place and in that.
And soon enough, I passed the mouth of the gorge to see if there was another way out of that Country. So for about another hour, I walked along the base of the mountains and eventually came to a huge black river, which was maybe a mile wide. It was very shallow, and it looked like the water barely covered the mud at the bottom. Here and there, a lot of steam was rising from it, with bubbles and mounds of mud forming in various places, along with strange sounds and puffs of smoke, as if intense heat was coming from below in different spots.
And surely it went backward into the country for a mighty way, so far as my sight did go; and I did think it to be no river, but truly a further sea. And there was no way across; for there were no trees anigh, to make me a raft, neither might I wade across; for it might be shallow here and deep there, and the mud be in all places. And, moreover, I had been like to be caught in one of those upburstings of mud, even did I have a raft to go upon. And because of all these things, I gat me back again to the Gorge, and presently I did go upward into the darkness.
And it definitely stretched back into the countryside for a long way, as far as I could see; I thought it was no river, but really more like a vast sea. There was no way to cross; there weren’t any trees nearby to make a raft, and I couldn’t wade across either, since it might be shallow in some places and deep in others, with mud everywhere. Plus, I could have easily gotten stuck in one of those mud pits, even if I had a raft. Because of all this, I went back to the Gorge and soon made my way up into the darkness.
Now, I went upward very steady, save that I did stumble oft, and did go through six great hours. And truly it did seem that I went in an utter dark, because that I had been awhile in so constant a light.
Now, I climbed up very steadily, except that I stumbled often, and I went through six long hours. And honestly, it felt like I was walking in complete darkness because I had been in such constant light for a while.
And, by that I had been six hours in the Gorge, I was gone right away from the Country of the Seas, and did be as that I was back into some place that was like to the dreadness of the Night Land. For there were in this place and in that place of the Gorge, red fire-holes, even as in the Night Land. Yet not many until that I was come a great way up of the Gorge. And there did be life of horrid things about the fires, as soon I did wot; so that I made to keep off from them. Yet, as you shall perceive, I must come oft pretty near, because that the Gorge was nowheres scarce an hundred good paces across, and did oft come very narrow, so that I did come oft anigh to the fire-holes, whether that I did heed to or not.
By the time I had been in the Gorge for six hours, I was completely away from the Country of the Seas and felt like I was back in a place reminiscent of the terrifying Night Land. There were red fire holes scattered throughout the Gorge, just like in the Night Land. However, there weren’t many until I traveled quite a way up the Gorge. I quickly realized there were horrifying creatures lurking around the fires, so I tried to steer clear of them. Yet, as you’ll see, I often had to get pretty close because the Gorge wasn't much more than a hundred good paces wide and often narrowed significantly, so I frequently found myself near the fire holes, whether I wanted to be or not.
And all that time, and ever, did the Gorge go very sharp upward, so that it was a very weary thing to make great trial of speed, as you shall know. But yet I went so fast as I could do; for I was grown sudden very excited about the heart, and to feel as that I did surely draw anigh to that strange and hid place of the world, where was the Lesser Refuge.
And all that time, the Gorge climbed steeply upward, making it really exhausting to try to go fast, as you'll see. But I pushed myself to go as quickly as I could because I was feeling really excited deep down, sensing that I was getting closer to that strange and hidden place in the world, where the Lesser Refuge was located.
And when I had gone upward through six great hours, as I did say, I took caution for a place proper to slumber; for I was surely very wearied.
And after I had spent six long hours climbing, as I mentioned, I looked for a suitable place to rest; I was definitely very tired.
And I saw a place presently, afar upward of the dark side of the Gorge, upon the right, where a ledge of the Rock did show in the glaring from one of the fire-holes that made a gloomy light in that place. And I climbed unto this ledge, and did find it to be secure, and awkward to come upon. And presently, after that I had eat and drunk, I did compose myself unto sleep, the which came very speedy upon me, whilst yet I did believe I thought only upon the sweetness of the Maid. And truly it had been something over three and twenty hours, since last I did sleep; so that I was greatly awearied.
And I saw a spot in the distance, up high on the dark side of the Gorge, to the right, where a ledge of rock was visible in the light from one of the fire-holes that created a gloomy glow in that area. I climbed up to this ledge and found it to be secure, though a bit tricky to reach. After I had eaten and drunk, I settled down to sleep, which came quickly to me, even as I thought only of the sweetness of the Maid. In truth, it had been a little over twenty-three hours since I last slept, so I was very tired.
And in six hours I waked and did eat, and did climb downward again to the Gorge, and so unto mine upward journey.
And after six hours I woke up, ate, and then climbed back down to the Gorge, and continued my journey upward.
Now, as you do perceive, when that I was come properly a great way up the Gorge, and had come among the fire-holes, there was no more an utter darkness, for the dull red glare of the pits beat upward upon the black sides of the rock-mountains, that did make the sides of the Gorge; so that oft I did see both sides very plain in the lower parts; yet of the height of the Gorge, who might know aught; for the black sides did go upward for ever into the everlasting night.
Now, as you can see, when I had come a long way up the Gorge and was among the fire-holes, there was no longer complete darkness, because the dull red glow from the pits illuminated the black rock faces of the mountains that formed the sides of the Gorge. I could often see both sides clearly in the lower parts, but as for the height of the Gorge, who could say anything? The black walls rose endlessly into the eternal night.
And because of the light from the fire-pits, I did see, time and oft about the fires, horrid monsters, both that were snakes, and others like to scorpions so great as my head; but no more than these for a long while. And afterward I perceived that surely other matters did move among the rocks of the Gorge; so that I did keep the Diskos very ready in mine hand; yet had truly no use for it all that day.
And because of the light from the fire pits, I often saw terrifying creatures around the fires, some that looked like snakes and others like scorpions as big as my head; but I didn’t see anything more for a long time. Later, I noticed that other things were definitely moving among the rocks of the Gorge, so I kept the Diskos ready in my hand; still, I really didn’t need to use it all day.
Now I eat and drank at the sixth and the twelfth hours, and went onward at a very strong speed. And at the sixteenth hour, I did seem as that I knew the aether to be stirred about me, and the beat of the Master-Word very faint upon mine inward ear. And immediately, a wondrous great and lovely thrilling did wake all my being; for surely, I said, this was the spirit of my love, calling unto me with her brain-elements. And, indeed, this was a very proper and sensible thinking; for had the Master-Word been sent from the Mighty Pyramid, I had been like to hear it very plain, by reason of the force of the Earth-Current which was with them and to their command. But, as you do know, the Earth-Current was nigh gone from the Peoples of the Lesser Refuge; so that they were over-weak to make any proper calling. And this I have spoken of before this place.
Now I ate and drank at noon and at six o'clock, and I moved forward at a very fast pace. By four o'clock, I felt as if the aether was stirred around me, and I could faintly hear the rhythm of the Master-Word in my inner ear. Suddenly, a wonderful and beautiful thrill awakened my entire being; I thought to myself, this must be the spirit of my love, reaching out to me with her mental energy. And indeed, this was quite a reasonable thought; if the Master-Word had been sent from the Mighty Pyramid, I would have heard it clearly due to the power of the Earth-Current they commanded. But, as you know, the Earth-Current was nearly gone from the People of the Lesser Refuge, making them too weak to call out properly. And I have mentioned this before.
Yet, in a little while, as I did stand very hushed, that I should hark the better, I was come to doubt whether that I did truly hear the Master-Word. And one moment I did say that it had surely beat in the night about me; and immediately would I be just so unsure; and so in a while I gat once more to my journey, and had doubt in my heart; yet, as you shall conceive, more of hope. And because of this thing, I went onward for thirty great hours from the time that I did wake; for my heart was excited within me. And when that I had gone so long forward as this, I did see how that I did foolishly; and I lookt about for a place for my slumber; and I found a small cave that was clean and empty, as I did discover by the shining of the Diskos which I made to spin a little time. And the cave was in the cliff of the mountain that made the right side of the Gorge, and was nigh twenty good feet from the bottom of the Gorge, and hard to approach.
Yet, after a little while, as I stood very still to listen better, I began to doubt whether I had truly heard the Master-Word. One moment I thought I had surely felt it echoing around me in the night; then I would be unsure again. So, after a while, I continued on my journey, though I had doubt in my heart, yet, as you can imagine, also more hope. Because of this, I walked for thirty long hours since I woke, as my heart was stirred within me. After traveling so far, I realized I had acted foolishly, so I looked around for a place to rest and found a small cave that was clean and empty, as I discovered by the light of the Diskos spinning for a little while. The cave was in the cliff of the mountain on the right side of the Gorge, about twenty feet above the bottom of the Gorge, and hard to reach.
And when I was come secure into the cave, and sure that it was proper to my purpose, I eat four of the tablets, as was just and nice to my belly, and did afterward drink some of the water, and so to my slumber; and all the while, very sweet and strong in my thoughts upon Naani; so that surely I was a little time before that I had myself rightly unto sleep.
And when I finally felt safe in the cave and was sure it suited my purpose, I ate four of the tablets, which were just right for my appetite, and then I drank some of the water before going to sleep. The whole time, I had sweet and strong thoughts about Naani, so it took me a little while to drift off to sleep.
And I slept six hours, and did wake, for I had set my spirit hard unto such wakening; yet was I still greatly yearning for sleep. But this did go somewhat, when that I had fought a little with my need. And afterward, I eat two of the tablets, and drank some of the water, and did gat my gear upon me, and was presently down unto the Gorge; and so again to my journey.
And I slept for six hours, and woke up, because I had prepared myself to wake up; yet I still really longed for more sleep. But that diminished a bit after I struggled with my need for rest. Afterward, I ate two of the tablets, drank some water, put on my gear, and quickly made my way down to the Gorge; and then continued on my journey.
Now in all that day I did go with a very stern speed; for it did seem as that my soul did know for surety that I was truly come something nigh unto that hid place in the night where I should find mine Olden Love again. And the sweet hope that was bred of the calling that had seemed truly to sound about my spirit, was in all my being, and more sure on that day, than before that I had slept.
Now all that day I moved with a very serious speed; it felt like my soul knew for sure that I was getting close to that hidden place in the night where I would find my Old Love again. The sweet hope that came from the calling that had truly echoed in my spirit was felt throughout my entire being, and it felt more certain that day than it did before I had slept.
And I went thirty hours in all, even as before, ere that I did come again to sleep, and I eat and drank at every sixth hour, so that my strength should abide within me. And by that I was come to the ending of the thirty hours, I was sorely awearied, and gat me upward of the monstrous cliff that did make the left side of the Gorge, having perceived in a place a great ledge of the rock, that did seem very proper for my purpose of slumber.
And I spent thirty hours in total, just like before, before I finally went back to sleep. I ate and drank every six hours to keep my strength up. By the time I reached the end of those thirty hours, I was really exhausted, so I climbed up the huge cliff on the left side of the Gorge, having noticed a large ledge of rock that looked perfect for resting.
And when I was come upward upon the ledge of the rock, I saw that there did seem something, like to a mighty spider, that did stay half without of a hole in the back part of the ledge. And I smote the thing gently with the Diskos, so that it was very quickly dead; and afterward I searched well about; but did gladly perceive that there abode there no other horrid creature.
And when I climbed up onto the ledge of the rock, I saw something that looked like a giant spider, sticking halfway out of a hole in the back of the ledge. I struck the thing gently with the Diskos, and it quickly died; then I carefully looked around, but I was relieved to see that there were no other awful creatures there.
And I eat two of the tablets, and drank some of the water; and did afterward make me ready for slumber, as ever. But now I did put the cloak well about me; for truly there was grown a chill into the air of the Gorge; and here also will I tell how that it did seem unto me that the air was gone something from that great thickness and strength which had been with me in the past days of my journeying.
And I took two of the tablets and drank some of the water; then I got ready for sleep as usual. But this time I wrapped the cloak around me tightly because it had gotten chilly in the Gorge. I also want to mention that it felt to me like the air was missing some of the thickness and strength that I had experienced in the previous days of my journey.
Now I was gone so tired, that I fell upon sleep in a moment, yet with a dear thought and anxious, concerning Naani; but was so starved of the body for slumber, that even mine anxiousness kept me not awake. And I was then so fast with sleep that I knew naught for eight hours of very sound slumber. And then did I awake, and very thankful of the heart that no evil beast or creeping thing had come upon me whilst that I was so utter lost in sleep.
Now I was so tired that I fell asleep in an instant, holding onto a dear but anxious thought about Naani. I was so physically exhausted that even my worries couldn’t keep me awake. I fell into a deep sleep and knew nothing for eight full hours. Finally, I woke up, feeling very thankful that no wild animal or creepy creature had approached me while I was completely lost in sleep.
And now, truly, was I something fresh and ready; and I ate and drank, and had my gear once more upon me, and so down into the Gorge. And afterward, I went upon my journey for eighteen hours, and did pause but a little while at the sixth and the twelfth hours that I should eat and drink.
And now, really, I felt renewed and prepared; I ate and drank, got my gear on again, and headed down into the Gorge. After that, I continued my journey for eighteen hours, stopping only briefly at the sixth and twelfth hours to eat and drink.
And when the eighteenth hour was nigh come, I perceived that the nature of the Gorge was grown very horrid and dank. And in verity, I did feel as that afar upward in the night the black mountains that did make the sides of the Gorge had come together, and did make a monstrous roof unseen in the utter height.
And when it was almost 6 PM, I realized that the Gorge had become very scary and damp. Honestly, I felt as if the dark mountains towering over the Gorge had leaned in closer together in the night, forming a massive, invisible roof at an incredible height.
And this thing I do tell, only as of my belief; for I have no very sure proof. Yet, truly, my reason doth say likewise; for there did oft drip water upon me out of the darkness, even though I walked in the middle way of the Gorge; and how should this thing be, save that there went an overreaching of the sides, that should let the mildew down upon me.
And this is something I say, just based on my belief; because I don't have solid proof. Still, honestly, my reasoning agrees; there were often drops of water falling on me from the darkness, even when I walked in the middle of the Gorge. How could this happen unless there was something above that allowed the moisture to fall on me?
And in this place, and for more than eleven great hours, there were fire-holes and fire-pits only in this part and in that, and each a great way off from another. And they burned very dull, and did seem to throw a fume of sulphur into all the air, as that there was no freedom above for the stink to pass away. And in every place were the rocks of the Gorge very thick and slippery with strange growths; so that it was a sorrow to walk upon them. And all that time was there an heavy wetness and slowness in the air; and a smell, beside the stink of the fire-pits, as that I did go forward through a place where dead things did be.
And in this place, for more than eleven long hours, there were fire holes and fire pits scattered around, each one far away from the others. They burned very weakly and seemed to fill the air with a sulfurous stench, as if there was no way for the smell to escape. Everywhere the rocks of the Gorge were thick and slippery with strange growths, making it painful to walk on them. The air felt heavy and moist the entire time, and alongside the stench from the fire pits, there was another odor that made it feel like I was moving through a place filled with decay.
And for a great time there was a horrid darkness, as it had been that the air was grown thick with the fumings of the fire-pits, as I do believe; and beside this thing there was, as I have said, but a dull fire here and another there; so that it was like that there should be a heavy dark. And because that it was so utter black, and because that there were growths upon the rocks in the bottom of the Gorge, I did go but slowly, and with pain of stumblings; and always with the stink of that place to trouble me half unto a sickness.
And for a long time, there was an awful darkness, as the air had grown thick with smoke from the fire pits, or so I believe; besides that, there was just a dull fire here and another there, making it feel really dark. It was so completely black, and with the growths on the rocks at the bottom of the Gorge, I moved slowly and stumbled often, always bothered by the stench of that place, which almost made me sick.
And sudden, as I did go past one of the fire-pits, I saw that the fire made a dull shining upon some monstrous thing that did move before me, upon the far side of the fire. And I came in one moment unto a swift silence, and hid among the rocks of the bottom of the Gorge. And I lookt very cautious at the thing that moved beyond the fire, and surely I had seen no thing so monstrous since that I had come free of the Night Land; for it was as that some huge Creature, like to the hull of a great ship did move down out of the dark of the upper way of the Gorge. And it went by the fire-hole, and onward into the dark of the lower way of the Gorge; and I had perceived somewhat of it, as it did go past the fire, and, surely, it was black and beslimed, and utter great in height and in length, and it went always without noise, so that I had not known it to be there, but that I saw it plain with mine eyes. And, truly, if I do say that it was somewhat as that I had seen a monstrous slug-thing, surely I should use wise and proper words to make known to you this horrid brute.
As I passed one of the fire pits, I suddenly noticed the fire casting a dull shine on some monstrous creature moving in front of me on the far side of the fire. In an instant, I fell silent and hid among the rocks at the bottom of the Gorge. I cautiously watched the thing that moved beyond the fire, and I realized I hadn’t seen anything so monstrous since I escaped the Night Land. It looked like a huge creature, similar to the hull of a large ship, moving down from the dark upper part of the Gorge. It passed by the fire pit and continued into the darkness of the lower part of the Gorge. I caught a glimpse of it as it went past the fire; it was definitely black and slimy, incredibly tall and long, and it moved silently, so I wouldn’t have noticed it if I hadn’t seen it right in front of me. Honestly, if I were to describe it, I would say it resembled a monstrous slug, and I would need to use careful and accurate words to convey just how horrifying this creature was.
And I stayed very quiet a time, and afterward I went upward again of the Gorge, and did use a new caution to my way, and saw that the Diskos was free upon my hip; for even thus I did carry the weapon, being that I must use both hands to my way, and to save me in my stumblings and slidings over the slippery rocks.
And I stayed really quiet for a while, and then I went back up the Gorge, being extra careful with my path, and I checked that the Diskos was secure on my hip; because I carried the weapon like this, since I needed both hands to navigate my way and to help me avoid stumbling and sliding on the slippery rocks.
And once it did seem to me that some great thing moved in the darkness, and I went downward among the rocks, and stirred not my body for a great while; and sure am I that there went some living monster past me, that did stink as a loathsome grave. And afterward, I went on again.
And at one point, it felt like something huge was moving in the dark, so I went down among the rocks and stayed still for a long time. I'm certain that a living creature passed by me, and it smelled like a disgusting grave. Then, after that, I moved on again.
And three hours did I go thus, and came at last to a place where a fire-hole did shine more ruddy; and I did look well about me, that I should perceive that part of the Gorge the better. And as I stood there, very quiet, away off from the fire, so that it did show no great light upon my person, I did note how utter still was that place; and this to take me anew, as though it had come fresh upon me. And here, there would be the drip of water, and again in that place, and again elsewhere; and all very solemn and very dismal. And the silence to be constant.
And I walked like this for three hours, finally reaching a spot where a fire pit glowed more brightly. I looked around carefully, trying to get a better sense of that part of the Gorge. As I stood there, very still, far enough from the fire that it didn't cast much light on me, I noticed how completely quiet it was in that place; it felt like a new realization washed over me. I heard the dripping of water in one spot, then again in another, and it all felt very solemn and quite gloomy. The silence was unbroken.
And presently, as I lookt, now to this way and again to that, I saw that there was a monstrous slug-thing laid upward against the black side of the Gorge, as that it had stood up on end; and the one end of the monster went upward beyond the light from the fire-pit; but the other part did come down and trail into the Gorge, as a long hillock, very ugly and black and beslimed.
And right now, as I looked this way and then that, I saw that there was a huge slug-like creature leaning against the dark side of the Gorge, as if it had stood up on end; one end of the monster stretched up beyond the light from the fire pit; but the other part trailed down into the Gorge like a long, ugly, slimy hill.
And I near sweat with a disgust and horror of the thing; but afterward I had more courage, and spied well upon the brute. And surely, it moved not at all, any more than the side of the cliff of the Gorge; and I conceived that it stood not upward upon any feet; but clung to the rock, even as you shall see a slug to go. And for a great space I was very quiet and moved not, neither did I make to hide, but stood there very stupid.
And I almost sweat with disgust and horror at the thing; but later I gathered more courage and carefully watched the creature. It didn’t move at all, just like the steep side of the gorge; I realized it wasn’t standing on any feet, but was clinging to the rock, just like you might see a slug do. For a long time, I was very still and didn’t move, nor did I try to hide, but just stood there feeling very foolish.
Yet, in a time, I had more of courage which brought strength unto my heart, and I began again to go upon my way, but with an utter caution, and I then to creep for a weary time upon my hands and knees among the dank and weariful rocks and boulders that lay in the bottom of the Gorge. And thrice between four hours was I passed by hidden and monstrous things in the horrid dark places of the Gorge; yet with no noise, save, as it might be, the odd rattle of a rock in this place and that; but with an utter and dreadful stinking. And I to be quiet as they went, as you shall think.
Yet, after a while, I found more courage, which gave strength to my heart, and I started my journey again, but with complete caution. I crawled for a long time on my hands and knees among the damp and exhausting rocks and boulders at the bottom of the Gorge. Three times in four hours, I was passed by hidden and monstrous things in the terrifying dark places of the Gorge; yet there was no noise, except for the occasional rattle of a rock here and there, accompanied by a terrible and dreadful stench. I remained silent as they passed, as you might expect.
And each time now that I did go by the fire-pits and fire-holes that lay odd-ways in the Gorge, I did pause and search about me with mine eyes, very cautious, and oft now did I perceive how that the monstrous slug creatures did lie in this place and in that against the cliffs of the Gorge. And I did go then utter still, from this space to that space among the rocks, and oft upon the flat of my belly, and with a constant heed that I make not mine armour to knock against the boulders.
And every time I walked by the fire pits and fire holes scattered around the Gorge, I paused and looked around carefully. Often, I noticed how the giant slug creatures were lying here and there against the cliffs of the Gorge. Then I would quietly move from one spot to another among the rocks, often crawling on my stomach, always making sure not to let my armor clink against the boulders.
And always as I did go, there was a monstrous stench, and the choking of sulphurous smoke very oft. And here and there, as mine heart doth believe, there were utter great caverns within the mountains to the right and to the left; and of this thing I have some small proof; for once I did go by a place where a fire did burn, as it should be a fire-hole, afar inward of the mountain side upon my right; so that I saw in a moment that I looked in the darkness through the mouth of a mighty cave-place; and I went past very quick and silent, for I knew not whether any horrid thing should come forth out of that place to slay me.
And as I walked, there was a terrible stench and often choking sulfurous smoke. Here and there, as I believe in my heart, there were huge caverns within the mountains on both sides. I have some small proof of this; once, I passed by a spot where a fire burned, like it was a fire hole, deep inside the mountainside on my right. In that moment, I could see into the darkness through the entrance of a massive cave, and I hurried past quietly, not knowing if some horrific creature would come out of that place to kill me.
And, truly, as I did think, if there did be one such place, there were like to be many; and mayhaps the slugs came forth from those caverns, where, as I did conceive there was naught save an eternal dripping of waters and the foul growth of things in all parts. Yet is this last but a thought, as I do say, and you shall wisely take it for no more than that.
And honestly, as I thought, if there was one such place, there were probably many; and maybe the slugs came out of those caverns, where I imagined there was nothing but the endless dripping of water and the disgusting growth of things everywhere. But this last part is just a thought, as I said, and you should wisely take it for nothing more than that.
Now, I came clear of the darkness and the slime and the stinking in about twelve hours after the time that I did think the mountains to be a roof unto the Gorge; and the air was now free and did seem as that some life and health did abound in it; and the fires did be more plentiful, and burned very bright and clean, and threw all their fumings upward, so that there was no more any bitter pain of sulphur within my throat.
Now, I emerged from the darkness and the muck and the horrible smells about twelve hours after I thought the mountains were like a roof over the Gorge. The air was now fresh and seemed full of life and vitality; the fires were more abundant, burning brightly and cleanly, and sending all their smoke upward, so there was no longer any stinging pain of sulfur in my throat.
And surely, it was with a thankful heart that I went onward, and with a good speed; for there was much of light all about me, in that there burned an hundred fire-pits here and in that place; so that I saw clear before me and behind, and conceived that the slugs did abide only in the closed part of the Gorge. And oft I did take the air very full into my lungs, for the sweetness of it, after the horrid stenchings that I had abode all those hours.
And I definitely moved on with a grateful heart and at a good pace because there was so much light around me, with a hundred fire pits burning here and there. I could see clearly in front of me and behind me, and I figured that the slugs only stayed in the dark part of the Gorge. I often took deep breaths of the fresh air because it felt so good after the terrible smells I had endured for all those hours.
And presently, when I was come free of the roofed part of the Gorge, maybe some three good hours, I lookt for a place proper to slumber; for it was surely something over three and thirty hours since that I did last come upon sleep; and I was utter worn and lost of strength with so much of creeping and harking for monsters, as you shall believe; moreover, about that time I had gone bitter long whiles between slumberings through more than an hundred hours, as you shall have perceived from my tellings.
And soon, after I had left the covered part of the Gorge, maybe three good hours passed. I looked for a place to sleep because it had definitely been over thirty-three hours since I had last slept. I was utterly exhausted and drained of strength from so much creeping around and listening for monsters, as you can imagine. Also, by that time, I had spent an incredibly long stretch of more than a hundred hours between sleeps, as you might have gathered from what I’ve said.
Now, presently, I saw a small cave that went inward of the side of the Gorge. And I lookt into the cave, and found it to be sweet and clean, and very dry. And there was a small fire-pit off from the mouth of the cave that did throw a good light for my purpose; so that I saw there was no creeping thing or horror in the place; and I went in, and made to prepare for my slumber.
Now, I saw a small cave that opened into the side of the Gorge. I looked inside and found it to be clean, sweet-smelling, and very dry. There was a small fire pit just inside the entrance that provided good light for what I needed; I could see that there were no creepy things or horrors in the place. So, I went in and got ready to sleep.
But truly, when I was come to look upon myself, I was utter soiled and did seem as that I stank with the slime and disgust of the dark part of the Gorge, where I had gone upon my hands, and upon my belly. And because of this, I was set that I should not eat or come to sleep, without I washed me.
But honestly, when I looked at myself, I was completely dirty and felt like I reeked of the mud and filth from the dark part of the Gorge, where I had crawled on my hands and stomach. Because of this, I decided that I wouldn’t eat or sleep until I had cleaned myself up.
And I went out from the cave, and there was a spring near to the fire-pit, as was oft in that part of the Gorge. And the spring was hot and did fill a hollow of the rock, very quiet and with a fuming of sulphur, as I did bend above it. And I washed mine hands and face and mine armour and gear, in the hot spring, and did dry me with my pocket-cloth; and so was sweetened and put to happiness of mind.
And I stepped out of the cave, and there was a hot spring near the fire pit, as often found in that part of the Gorge. The spring was warm and filled a hollow in the rock, very calm, with a bit of sulfur steam rising as I leaned over it. I washed my hands and face, along with my armor and gear, in the hot spring, and dried myself with my pocket cloth; I felt refreshed and uplifted.
And I went back into the cave, and did sit in the mouth of the cave, with the Diskos to mine hand; and I eat four of the tablets, for I was gone a mortal long while without, and afterward I drank some of the water. And as I did eat and drink, I lookt out upon the lightness of the Gorge before me, and with a cheerful and composed heart.
And I went back into the cave and sat at the entrance, with the Diskos in my hand. I ate four of the tablets since I had been away for a really long time, and afterward, I drank some water. As I ate and drank, I looked out at the brightness of the Gorge in front of me, feeling cheerful and calm.
And I saw presently that there came certain creatures out from their holes, even as it might be that they were part rats; but very strange looking, and not properly such. And some did lie about the fire-hole, and some did hunt about in the rocks; and one came presently, and had a snake by the neck. And it stood upon the snake, and did eat it, even while that the snake did lash about upon the rock. And the snake did lash until that it was nigh all eat; and a very strange thing this was to see, and something troublesome to the pity. Yet was I glad to perceive that there were enemies to the serpents of that place.
And I soon saw that some creatures came out from their holes, almost like they were part rats; but they looked very strange and weren't exactly that. Some were lounging by the fire pit, and others were exploring the rocks; then one appeared, holding a snake by the neck. It stood over the snake and ate it while the snake thrashed around on the rock. The snake kept thrashing until it was almost completely eaten, and it was quite a strange sight, and a bit upsetting to witness. Still, I was glad to see that there were predators of the serpents in that place.
And when the rat creature did make an end of the snake, it made across to the spring, and did drink the hot water a while; and afterward back unto the fire, and there laid down anigh to the edge, and seeming very sweetly comforted of the belly, which, in truth, was much otherwise with me. And, after that, I saw many creatures that went about the fire, and did have warmth from the fire and drink from the spring; and surely I did ponder that the Peoples of this our Age should say, if they had stood with me, that Providence had made nigh together the warmth and the drink that were needful unto life (for it was grown to a bitter chill now in the Gorge). But rather did this thing seem to me otherwise, that these creatures did be but of their circumstance, and if that it had been another way, then had they grown of their wits to meet it to their means of life. Yet, as some would say, the arguments do but meet, and be the same thing. And neither way do I care in this place; but do no more than to show unto you the working of my brain, in this way and that, as I made my journey.
And when the rat creature finished with the snake, it moved over to the spring and drank the hot water for a while; then it returned to the fire and lay down close to the edge, appearing very content, while my own stomach was feeling quite the opposite. After that, I saw many creatures moving around the fire, finding warmth from it and drinking from the spring; and I had to consider that people of our time would say, had they been there with me, that Providence had brought together the warmth and sustenance necessary for life (because it had become bitterly cold in the Gorge). But I couldn't help but feel otherwise, that these creatures were simply products of their circumstances, and if things had been different, they would have used their intelligence to adapt for survival. Yet, as some might say, the arguments are essentially the same. And I don’t particularly care about that here; I only want to share the workings of my mind, in this way and that, as I continued my journey.
Now, presently, when I was done eating, and come very ready to fall upon sleep, I went out from the cave and gat me certain boulders, the which I did carry into the cave. And when I was come back for the last time, I put them very secure in the entrance-way, that no small stinging creature come at me as I slept. And after that, I made ready, and went to my sleep, having sweet thoughts and slumbrous, of the Maid.
Now, as I finished eating and was really ready to fall asleep, I left the cave and gathered some boulders, which I carried back inside. Once I returned for the last time, I carefully placed them at the entrance to keep any small, stinging creatures away while I slept. After that, I got comfortable and drifted off, filled with sweet and dreamy thoughts of the Maid.
Now I slept very quiet that time, and was not over troubled with the chill of the Gorge, which was but little in that place, both by reason of the fire-pit and because that the cave did help to keep my warmth to me. And I had a deep slumber for eight hours, and waked then pretty tired, but strong to go upon my way. And after that I had sat a little while, I came full to wakefulness and afterward did eat two of the tablets and drink some of the water, the which I did, sitting in the mouth-part of the cave, after that I had cast free the boulders.
Now I slept very soundly that night and wasn’t too bothered by the chill of the Gorge, which was minimal in that spot, thanks to the fire pit and the cave, which helped keep me warm. I had a deep sleep for eight hours and woke up feeling a bit tired but ready to continue my journey. After sitting for a little while, I became fully alert and then ate two of the tablets and drank some water, which I did while sitting at the entrance of the cave after I had cleared the boulders.
And afterward, I gat my gear upon me, and I went again upon my journey. And the Gorge did continue very light and cheerful, with the shining of the fires; and oft there did be a little steam that did hiss from this part or that of the bottom of the Gorge and did blow very quaint and noisy in the quiet of that place. And oft there did be hot pools, and everywhere the great boulders in the bottom way, and to the right and to the left the black and mighty sides of the Gorge that did go upward for ever into the everlasting night.
And afterward, I got myself ready and continued on my journey. The Gorge remained bright and cheerful, illuminated by the fires, and often there was a bit of steam hissing from this spot or that at the bottom of the Gorge, creating a quirky and noisy atmosphere in the quiet of that place. There were often hot pools, and everywhere there were huge boulders along the way, with the dark, towering sides of the Gorge rising endlessly into the eternal night.
And so I did go, and had eat and drunk at the sixth hour, and gone onward again. And, lo! at the eighth hour, I did thrill sudden with a wondrous great thrilling; for, in verity, it did seem to me that the Master-Word did beat softly about me, out of all the night of the world. And all my heart did throb with great glowings of joy; yet was the beat of the Word unsure, so that I knew not truly whether my spirit had indeed heard aught, for there was immediately a silence, as ever, about mine inward being. Yet, as you shall believe, there was a new hope and strength of courage in all my body and soul.
And so I went, had something to eat and drink at noon, and moved on again. And, look! at 2 PM, I suddenly felt an incredible thrill; it truly seemed to me that the Master-Word was softly resonating around me, out of the endless night of the world. My heart swelled with immense joy; yet the sound of the Word was uncertain, so I wasn't sure if my spirit had really heard anything, as there was immediately the usual silence within me. Still, as you may believe, there was a new sense of hope and strength in both my body and soul.
And I went forward very swift, and all renewed, as it were; and my strength and hope did make naught of any terror that should lie to bar my way, neither did I have further heed of the boulders that lay always upon my path, but did go over them with quick leapings, and a wondrous and thrilling eagerness of the heart within me.
And I moved ahead quickly, feeling completely refreshed, as if I were renewed; my strength and hope made me ignore any fear that tried to block my way, and I no longer paid attention to the boulders that constantly lay in my path. Instead, I jumped over them with quick leaps and a wonderful, exciting eagerness in my heart.
And, sudden, in the end of the tenth hour, I perceived that the mighty walls of blackness that made the sides of the Gorge did be no more there, and that I was come truly upon the end of the Gorge. And I near trembled with hope and astonishment; for when I was gone a little way on, I had ceased to go upward any more, and was come clear out from the mouth of the Gorge, and did peer forth across a mighty country of night.
And then, suddenly, at the end of the tenth hour, I noticed that the huge dark walls of the Gorge were gone, and I had truly reached the end of it. I nearly trembled with hope and amazement; because when I moved a little further, I stopped going up and had completely emerged from the mouth of the Gorge, looking out over a vast land of darkness.
And it did seem to me as that I was come to a second Land of Strange matters, even as the Night Land where did lie the wonder of the Mighty Pyramid. And surely, I did think within my heart that I was come at last to that far and hidden place of the world where did be the Lesser Redoubt. But yet was there no place in all that night where did tower the shining lights of the Lesser Pyramid, the which I did hope vainly to perceive. And because that I saw them not, a great heaviness came upon my spirits for a time; but afterward the heaviness did go; for I put Reason to help my courage, and did plan this cause and that to show why that I was not come to sight of the shining embrasures of the Lesser Redoubt. But yet was there left an ache of doubting, as you shall well conceive.
And it really felt like I had arrived in a second land of strange things, just like the Night Land where the amazing Mighty Pyramid was located. I truly believed in my heart that I had finally reached that far and hidden place in the world where the Lesser Redoubt was. However, there was nowhere in that night where I could see the shining lights of the Lesser Pyramid, which I had foolishly hoped to spot. Because I didn't see them, a heavy sadness weighed on me for a while; but then the heaviness lifted as I used my reason to boost my courage and came up with various explanations for why I hadn't seen the shining openings of the Lesser Redoubt. Still, I was left with a lingering feeling of doubt, as you can imagine.
Now this Land was very new and strange, and had a great light in this part, and a wondrous grim darkness in that. And I did pause a great while to determine how that I should go properly. And presently I bethought me of the compass, and did draw it forth, and set it upon the earth, that I should see how it did act. And truly it did go almost as Naani had told to me; so that I was very sure in all my being that I was in verity come anigh to the hidden Refuge. But yet did the compass give me no proper guiding to my way; so that I was no more wise to this end than before, only that I had the comfort of that which it did seem to assure.
Now, this land was very new and strange, with a great light in this part and a wonderfully dark gloom in that. I paused for a long time to figure out the best way to go. Then I remembered the compass, pulled it out, and placed it on the ground to see how it worked. And indeed, it functioned almost as Naani had described; so I felt deeply certain that I was truly getting close to the hidden Refuge. However, the compass didn’t really guide me on my path; I was no wiser than before, just comforted by what it seemed to suggest.
And, in a little while, I went forward into the Land, and did hope that I should come presently to some matter to help my choice. And I went first toward a certain great glowing of fire that lay before me, and did seem joined to another great glare that went afar to my left.
And soon, I moved into the Land, hoping to find something to help me make my choice. I first headed toward a large glow of fire in front of me, which seemed connected to another bright light far off to my left.
And I found the ground of that Land to be very fair for my feet, and to have in this place and that certain bushes, even as it did seem to me, of the kind that we named moss-bushes in the Night Land, as you do know. And I made a very good speed, and went thus until I had gone for maybe six long hours. And by that time, I was come anigh to the glowing of light; and did keep now a strong caution to my going; for truly, as I did know from the tellings of the Maid, there were very horrid and dreadful Powers in that Land, and I did well to remember that I was come again to parts where might be the destruction of the spirit. Now I made a pause, and lookt toward the glowing light; and it seemed to me that for a monstrous way unto the right and unto the left, there did be surely a great, hid valley in the earth before me. For the shining did seem as that it came up from out of a valley, as that there burned a deep light in such a place; but yet was I all unsure, and had no proper knowing whether indeed there did be any valley there, but only a strange and luminous shining that did come upward from the earth.
And I found the ground in that land to be very pleasant under my feet, and there were certain bushes scattered here and there, which looked to me like the moss-bushes we called them in the Night Land, as you know. I moved quickly and continued on for about six long hours. By that time, I was getting close to the glowing light, and I kept a careful watch on my surroundings; because, as I knew from what the Maid had told me, there were very terrifying and dreadful forces in that land, and I needed to remember that I had returned to areas where the spirit could be in danger. I paused and looked toward the glowing light; and it seemed to me that there was surely a great hidden valley in the earth ahead, stretching monstrous ways to the right and left. The light appeared to be rising from a valley, as if a deep light were burning in that place; but I was still unsure and had no real knowledge of whether there was indeed a valley there, just a strange, bright glow coming upward from the ground.
And I made no great haste now to go unto that place; but went down sudden into the bushes, and lay upon my belly, and had a new great fear upon my spirit. And presently, I parted the bushes a little, and made a place for spying.
And I didn’t rush to go to that place; instead, I suddenly ducked into the bushes and lay on my stomach, feeling a fresh wave of fear wash over me. Then, I slowly moved the branches aside a bit and created a spot to spy from.
And I looked a great time unto the place of the light, and now to this part and now to that. And sudden, I saw, as it did seem, a monstrous head within the glowing; for the glowing did seem at whiles as that it swept to and fore, as should a shining smoke that went obedient to a quiet wind: and so to hide and again to uncover. And in a moment I lost the great face, and was all unsure that ever I had seen aught.
And I looked for a long time at the source of the light, shifting my gaze from this side to that. Suddenly, I thought I saw a huge head emerging from the glow; the light appeared to flicker back and forth like a shining smoke moving with a gentle breeze, hiding and then revealing itself again. In an instant, I lost sight of the enormous face and became uncertain if I had seen anything at all.
And lo! in a little minute, I did see it again; but whether it did be the shape of some utter monster of eternity—even as the Watchers about the Mighty Pyramid—or whether it did be no more than a carven mountain of rock, shaped unto the dire picturing of a Monster, I did have no knowing. But I made that I should get hence very quick, and I did turn me about in the bushes, and went upon my hands and knees; and so came at last a great way off.
And suddenly, in just a moment, I saw it again; but I couldn't tell if it was the form of some terrifying monster from eternity—like the Watchers around the Great Pyramid—or if it was just a carved mountain of rock shaped to look like a monster. I had no idea. But I decided I needed to get out of there quickly, so I turned around in the bushes and crawled on my hands and knees; and that way, I eventually made it quite far away.
Now, presently, I came again upon my feet, and did take a new look around that Land. And I had the mouth of the Gorge to my back, and this I perceived by the shining of the fire-pits that made the place shown to me.
Now, I got back on my feet and took a fresh look around that land. I had the entrance to the Gorge behind me, which I noticed because of the glow from the fire pits that lit up the area.
And to the left of the Gorge was an utter blackness, as I did conceive of black and monstrous mountains, through which the Gorge did come. And to the right side of the Gorge there were many low volcanoes, that went always along the feet of the great mountains that made the right wall of the Gorge. And I saw the feet of these dark mountains, because that the light from the little volcanoes made a glare upon the lower slopes.
And to the left of the Gorge was complete darkness, just as I imagined black and huge mountains, through which the Gorge ran. On the right side of the Gorge, there were several low volcanoes, which lined the base of the towering mountains that formed the right wall of the Gorge. I could see the base of these dark mountains because the light from the small volcanoes cast a glow on the lower slopes.
And so shall you have some knowing of that part of this second Land of
Night.
And so you will understand a bit about that part of this second Land of
Night.
And a good way off, was the shining that I had journeyed unto, and the shining went into a distant light through a part of the Land that lay afar to my left, for it stretched a great and strange way toward me, out of the leftward gloom, and came unto my front, and so away into an utter distance. Yet, though it was so great, you shall not think that it made any huge light in the Land; but was rather as that it had a shining made unto other ends; for it made not a great lightness in the Land.
And not too far away, there was the light I had traveled to, and the light moved into a distant glow through a section of the land that stretched far to my left. It extended in a strange direction toward me, emerging from the darkness on the left and coming toward me, then fading into the vast distance. But even though it was so far away, don't think it cast a huge light across the land; it was more like it had a glow meant for other places, as it didn't illuminate the land very much at all.
And you do now perceive something roughly how the Land did seem to my back part and unto my left, and somewhat before my face. And because that I did think to have no profit to my search, if that I went to the left, I made attention unto the Right. And here there was much of darkness; yet oft the shining of fire-holes in this place and that amid the darkness. And, as I did look, it grew very plain upon me how great was the spread and drear wideness of that Country of Night; and how that I did be an utter lonesome person in all that dark. And so shall you be with me in sympathy of the utter greatness of my task, and know of the fear that did breed, odd whiles, that I should search until I die, and never find. And you to give me good human understanding.
And now you can see something like how the land looked behind me and to my left, and a bit in front of my face. Since I thought there wouldn’t be any benefit to my search if I went left, I focused on the right. There was a lot of darkness there, but I often saw glowing fire pits here and there in the shadows. As I looked around, it became really clear to me just how vast and lonely that Country of Night was; I felt completely isolated in all that darkness. You will share in the sympathy for the immense challenge I face and understand the fear that sometimes creeps in, making me worry I might search until I die without ever finding anything. And I hope you'll offer me genuine human understanding.
Now I made no more to delay, but went unto the right, and did keep the chain of the little volcanoes something level to my course; though a great way off. And I went thus with a strange growing of hope, and an excitement, for ten hours, and had eat not then for more than twenty hours, and surely not since the sixth hour of that day and this because that I was so utter shaken from my calmness of going.
Now I didn't want to waste any more time, so I headed right and kept the chain of the small volcanoes somewhat level with my path, even though they were far away. I continued like this with a strange sense of hope and excitement for ten hours, having not eaten for more than twenty hours, and definitely not since the sixth hour of that day, all because I was so completely shaken from my usual calmness.
And at the tenth hour, I went utter weak, and did seem surely as that I must swoon. And lo! I bethought me how that I was gone so long without aught for my belly. And surely, when I was quiet a time, I eat four of the tablets, and in a good while did feel all renewed, and would rest no more, after that I had drunk some of the water, but went onward; for, in verity, my spirit did be as that it had slain me, if that I had lain down at that time. And this because hope was so fierce in me; for I to feel indeed that I was come near to the Maid.
And at the tenth hour, I felt utterly weak and thought I might faint. Then it hit me how long I had gone without anything to eat. After a little while, I ate four of the tablets, and soon felt completely refreshed. I didn’t want to rest anymore after I drank some water; I just moved forward because, honestly, my spirit felt like it would have killed me if I had laid down then. This was all because the hope inside me was so strong; I could truly sense that I was getting close to the Maid.
And I went ten hours more, until that I did truly totter upon my feet, with utter and dreadful weariness; for I had gone now through someways of forty great hours, and had been foolish in mine eating and drinking, as you have perceived; but yet was this to be forgiven; for I was as that I should come any little minute upon the wonder of the Lesser Pyramid, shining afar in the night. Yet, truly, there was nowhere anything that might be likened unto it.
And I continued for ten more hours until I was really unsteady on my feet, completely exhausted; for I had now traveled for about forty long hours and had been careless with my eating and drinking, as you noticed; but that could be forgiven because I felt like I would come upon the wonder of the Lesser Pyramid any minute, shining in the distance at night. Yet, honestly, there was nothing else that could compare to it.
And I lay down there, just as I did be, and with no proper heed to my safety. And I was gone asleep in one moment, as it did seem; and waked not for twelve hours; and then did come suddenly unto knowledge; and thankful was I in the heart that no monster had come upon me in that dead-time of slumbering. And I eat four of the tablets, as was surely due unto me, and drank some of the water, and so gat forward again into the night.
And I lay there, just like before, not really paying attention to my safety. I fell asleep in what felt like an instant and didn’t wake up for twelve hours. Then I suddenly became aware again and felt grateful in my heart that no monster had come upon me during that deep sleep. I ate four of the tablets, which I definitely deserved, and drank some water, and then continued on into the night.
And truly I was mortal stiff and did ache for a great while, and this did be in part because that I had wrapped not the cloak about me, ere I slept; for the Land was bitter cold and did make the blood very chill.
And honestly, I was really stiff and in pain for a long time, and that was partly because I didn't wrap the cloak around me before I slept; because the land was freezing cold and made my blood feel really chilly.
Now when I had gone onward through six hours, I ate and drank; for I did mind now to be wise and keep my strength good within me. And I went onward again at a very great speed, and full of an excitement. And surely, I did be glad at last that the tablets were so easy gone in the mouth, and unfilling to the belly; for I had been without power and patience to eat proper victual.
After moving forward for six hours, I took some time to eat and drink because I wanted to be smart and keep my strength up. Then I continued on at a fast pace, filled with excitement. Honestly, I was really glad that the tablets were so easy to swallow and didn't take up much space in my stomach because I didn't have the energy or patience to eat proper food.
And at the tenth hour, I saw that there rose a red-shining out of the Land before me, as that it came upward from a mighty pit. And I made slow my way, and so, when I was gone on for two great hours more, I saw that monstrous figures went about, against the red glare of the shining. And I gat me down into the bushes which were very plentiful in that part.
And at ten o'clock, I noticed a bright red light rising from the ground in front of me, as if it were coming up from a huge pit. I took my time and, after walking for two more hours, I saw gigantic figures moving around in the red glow. I crouched down in the thick bushes that were abundant in that area.
And I stayed there for a certain while, and made a watch upon the red-shining and the figures; and, truly, it did seem to me that there were horrid giants in that Land, even as in the Night Land. And afterward, I crept away, and went outward from the little volcanoes, into that part of the Land that was dark, save, as you do mind, for the glare of fire-holes in this part and that.
And I stayed there for a while, watching the red glow and the shapes; and honestly, it really felt like there were terrifying giants in that Land, just like in the Night Land. Afterward, I quietly slipped away and moved out from the small volcanoes, into the part of the Land that was dark, except, as you remember, for the bright spots from the fire holes here and there.
And I went now with an utter care; for the giants had put a new caution into my heart, and I did surely mean that I should live to rescue mine own Maid, and have joy through all my life. And thereafter, I went with the Diskos in my hand, and at each hour that was the sixth, I eat two of the tablets, and drank some of the water, and so did keep my strength very good within me.
And I went now with complete caution; for the giants had instilled a new sense of fear in my heart, and I was determined to live to rescue my own Maid and find joy throughout my life. After that, I carried the Diskos in my hand, and at every hour that struck six, I ate two of the tablets and drank some of the water, which helped me maintain my strength very well.
Now, presently, I was come to a place where the Land did go downward a great slope, and there was a difference in the earth that went beneath my feet, and no great plenty of the bushes; but only one in this place and one in that, and nowhere any fire-hole.
Now, at this moment, I had arrived at a spot where the land sloped down steeply, and I could feel a change in the ground beneath my feet. There weren’t many bushes around—just one here and one there, and there was no sign of any fire pit anywhere.
And I gat me down and did feel the earth with my hands, and lo! I did find presently smooth stones, and afterward olden shells. And immediately, a great delight took me; for Naani had told how that the Lesser Pyramid stood something nigh to the shore of an ancient sea, that was long dried up in the years of eternity. And surely it might be that I was come down into the dry bottom of that same olden sea, and should presently have sight of the Little Pyramid.
And I knelt down and felt the ground with my hands, and there! I quickly found smooth stones, and later some old shells. Instantly, I felt a great joy; for Naani had said that the Lesser Pyramid was near the shore of an ancient sea, which had dried up ages ago. And it could be that I had come down into the dry bed of that same ancient sea, and would soon see the Little Pyramid.
And because that hope was put so fresh into me, I went forward through, maybe, thirty hours, across the olden sea-bed; but in all that time I had no sight of the lights of the Lesser Redoubt. And a great trouble began to take me; for, indeed, Naani had not told me how great was the sea; and it might be that I should wander a weariful age across it, before that I come to the far side.
And since that hope was so fresh in me, I pushed on for maybe thirty hours across the ancient seabed; but during all that time, I didn't see the lights of the Lesser Redoubt. A deep worry started to set in because, honestly, Naani hadn’t shared just how vast the sea was; it could very well be that I would wander for a tiring age before reaching the other side.
And it did come to me, presently, how that I should be wise to see that my way was very straight, so that I waste not my strength in useless wanderings. And I had a great care now to observe that the red-shining did be always upon my right, to my rear; and by this reasonable cunning did I make to steer very nicely through the great gloom of that place.
And it occurred to me, soon enough, that I should be smart to ensure my path was clear, so I wouldn’t waste my energy on pointless detours. I was now very careful to keep the red glow always to my right and behind me; by this logical trick, I was able to navigate skillfully through the dark of that place.
Now, as I did go across the bed of the great sea, I heard strange sounds, now in this part of the darkness, and now in that; and oft did there be a noise, as if things did run this way and that way in the bed of the sea. And once, afar off in the night, there did be a strange and horrid screaming; so that I did know truly that the monsters of that Land were out, and did go about in the dark.
Now, as I crossed the ocean, I heard strange sounds, first from one side of the darkness and then from the other; and there were times when it sounded like things were scurrying back and forth beneath the sea. Once, far away in the night, I heard a terrifying scream, and I realized that the monsters of that land were out and roaming in the dark.
And, as you shall perceive and understand, I was all unknowing of the lore of that Land; so that I knew not what to think of this strange sound or that, neither knew I what they might portend, but only that, as I did say, there were Monsters abroad. And I could do no more than have my way forward with an utter care always, and be very ready with the Diskos, or to hide, each as maybe according to the need.
And, as you will see and understand, I was completely unaware of the knowledge of that Land; so I didn’t know what to think of this strange sound or that one, nor did I understand what they might mean, only that, as I mentioned, there were Monsters out there. All I could do was move forward very cautiously, always ready with the Diskos, or to hide, depending on what was needed.
And, surely, I went one-and-forty hours that day, and eat and drank after every sixth hour. And before this, in the seven-and-thirtieth hour, I heard a great roaring and bellowing in the night, coming nigh unto me; and afterward the thudding of monstrous feet, as that a giant ran past me in the darkness, and did make a chase of some creature. And the thudding of the feet and the roaring went far off into the night; and there did seem presently to come back to me from a great way, a little screaming; but of this thing I had no surety; and I abode very hushed in a clump of bush, until quietness was come again all about; for there had been an utter frightening sound in the horrid voice and in the thudding of the great feet.
And, indeed, I spent more than forty hours that day, eating and drinking every six hours. Before this, around the thirty-seventh hour, I heard a loud roaring and bellowing in the night, drawing closer to me; then I heard the thudding of huge feet, as if a giant was running past me in the darkness, chasing some creature. The thudding and roaring faded into the night; shortly after, I thought I heard a faint screaming coming back from a distance, but I wasn't sure about that. I stayed very quiet in a clump of bushes until everything was calm again because there had been a terrifying sound in that dreadful voice and a strong thudding of massive feet.
Now, in the one-and-fortieth hour of that day, I came upon the farther shore of the olden sea. But lo! there was nowhere any light to tell me aught of the Lesser Refuge. And truly, a great doubt and bewilderment took me; for, indeed, I could not perceive how it might be that I saw not the lights of the embrasures of the Lesser Pyramid. And a great despair took me; so that I sat down there upon the shore of the olden sea, and had no heed of anything for a while.
Now, in the forty-first hour of that day, I reached the far side of the ancient sea. However, there was no light to show me anything about the Lesser Refuge. And truly, a great doubt and confusion overwhelmed me; for I couldn’t understand why I didn’t see the lights from the openings of the Lesser Pyramid. A deep despair settled in, and I sat down there on the shore of the ancient sea, ignoring everything for a while.
But afterward, I ate and drunk, and went into a clump of bush, and wrapt the cloak about me, and so went fast unto sleep, with the Diskos handy to my breast. And, in verity, the pain of the despair and the bewilderment of mine heart did make rather for sleep, than to keep me wakeful; for, indeed, I was half stunned of the brain and of my courage; and did seem now the farther off from the ending of my search than ever I had been.
But afterward, I ate and drank, then went into a thicket and wrapped the cloak around me. I quickly fell asleep, with the Diskos close to my chest. Honestly, the pain of my despair and confusion made me sleepier instead of keeping me awake; I felt half-dazed in my mind and my courage was gone. It seemed like I was further from the end of my search than I had ever been.
And I slept six hours, and waked then, sudden. And I leaned up upon mine elbow in the bush, and harked very quiet, perchance some noise had shaken my sleep from me. But, indeed, there was nothing, only that I was wakeful, and did mind me of my trouble of failure. Yet now, I did invent this thing and that thing to make natural account that I was not come to the Lesser Redoubt; and so had hope again within me; yet much also of doubt and bewilderment.
And I slept for six hours and then woke up suddenly. I propped myself up on my elbow in the bushes and listened closely, wondering if some noise had disturbed my sleep. But really, there was nothing, just my wakefulness reminding me of my disappointment. Still, I thought of different reasons to justify why I hadn't reached the Lesser Redoubt; this gave me some hope again, but a lot of doubt and confusion remained.
And I eat two of the tablets, and drank some of the water, and again to my journey. And I made that I should keep along the shore of the sea, the which I did through twelve hours, and was then still so much in doubt as ever.
And I took two of the tablets, drank some of the water, and continued on my journey. I made sure to stay along the shore of the sea, which I did for twelve hours, and I was still just as uncertain as before.
And I ceased from my journeying, and lookt about me over the Land, and lo! I did note how that a weak and strange shining was in the air of the Land, at a great way; as it had been that a far spreaded and faint glowing made a little glare into all the night unto my left and before me.
And I stopped my journey and looked around at the land, and wow! I noticed a weak and strange light in the air from a distance; it was as if a wide, faint glow was casting a slight glare into the night to my left and in front of me.
Now I ate and drank, and made to steady my spirit; for I did fear lest I should feel utter lost in all the night of the world, and to know not where to make any more my search, and so to grow desperate in despair. And this thing you will understand.
Now I ate and drank to settle my nerves; I was afraid that I would feel completely lost in the darkness of the world, not knowing where to continue my search, and end up drowning in despair. And you will understand this.
And afterward, I did make across that Land, unto the place where it did seem that the dull shining was something bright. And I went thus through eighteen hours, and did make pause at each sixth hour, and ate and drank very resolute; though, in verity, it did seem as that even so small a matter as the tablets did be like to choke me. And by this is it plain to me how great an anguish was come upon my spirit, lest that I was all astray, and should have no joy to succour mine Own.
And afterward, I crossed that land to the place where the dull shine appeared a bit brighter. I traveled for eighteen hours, stopping every six hours to eat and drink with determination; however, it honestly felt like even such a small thing as the tablets could choke me. This clearly shows how much pain weighed on my spirit, fearing that I was lost and would have no joy in helping my Own.
And thrice in the time that I did go, there did be a running of feet amid the darkness; and odd whiles strange and horrid cryings in the night; so that I put a force upon my despair, and hid me; for, indeed, I had no right to lose care of my life, if there did be any chance yet that I find the Maid.
And three times while I was there, I heard footsteps running in the darkness, and sometimes strange and horrifying cries in the night. So I forced myself to stay calm and hid, because I really had no right to stop caring about my life if there was still a chance I could find the Maid.
And lo! in the eighteenth hour, which was truly the thirtieth of that day, I found the shining in the night to be grown very plain, and an utter stinking of sulphur; and truly I did be aware that the Land went upward.
And look! At the eighteenth hour, which was really the thirtieth of that day, I noticed the light in the night was very clear, and there was a strong smell of sulfur; and I realized that the land was rising.
And I made upward through seven hours, and the light did grow more plain, and was of a dull redness, very sombre and heavy. And in the end of six more hours, I ceased to go upward, and did know of a strange low sound, that did be like to no other sound that ever I did hear; and was like to a dull roar that did never have ceased through eternity.
And I climbed for seven hours, and the light became clearer, taking on a dull red hue, very somber and heavy. After another six hours, I stopped going up and noticed a strange low sound that I had never heard before; it was like a constant dull roar that seemed to have never stopped throughout eternity.
And I went forward unto the light, and the Land to be now as that I went over an upland plain. And I did go thus through five hours, and the low roar did grow ever upon mine ears. And truly! even as I did shape my thoughts to take a caution for my body, I went upward again a little, and came out upon the edge of a mighty cliff, and the low and constant roar did moan upward against me with an everlasting muttering. And I lookt downward a monstrous way, and surely there was spread out a mighty sea, as it did seem, of dull fire, as that a red-hot mud did lap very deep and quiet below me in all that night.
And I moved toward the light, and the landscape now felt like I was crossing a high plain. I continued for about five hours, and the low roar grew louder in my ears. And truly! Just as I began to think about being cautious for my safety, I climbed up a bit more and reached the edge of a huge cliff, where the low and constant roar surrounded me with a never-ending murmur. I looked down from an astonishing height, and truly, there spread out beneath me what looked like a vast sea of dull fire, as if deep, hot mud was quietly lapping very far below me throughout the night.
And I lookt outward across the strange sea, and the far side was hid from me; for, surely, there were dull and solemn clouds that came off the sea, and hid the distance from me. And the clouds to glow a little redly; and so to rise, and presently to blacken into the night. And I lookt to the right and to the left, and it was plain that the black cliffs did stretch out both ways, and did go downward ever into that monstrous sea of slow fire. And there were great headlands that went out into the fire, as into a sea; and the fire did lap very quiet about these, and where the fire lapt about them, there did shine and spirt out green flames and vapours at diverse times.
And I looked out across the strange sea, and I couldn’t see the other side; there were dull and heavy clouds coming off the sea that obscured my view. The clouds glowed a bit reddish, then rose up and eventually turned black into the night. I looked to the right and left, and it was clear that the black cliffs stretched out in both directions, descending into that monstrous sea of slow fire. There were large headlands jutting out into the fire, like they were going into a sea; the fire lapped quietly around them, and where the fire touched, green flames and vapors shone and spurted at different times.
And, indeed, as I did perceive, I was come to an upward sea of fire, as it were the deep inwards of a low and utter monstrous volcano, that was flat of the top and utter big across. And, in verity, I did look downward into the fires of the inward earth, and a very wondrous sight was it, to stand there alone upon the cliffs of that everlasting sea. And a great heat came upward from the dull and grim fire of that gloomy sea, and a reek of sulphur; so that I was like to be choked, and did go backward from the edge of the cliff.
And, indeed, as I realized, I had come to a vast sea of fire, like the deep inside a low and terrifying volcano that was flat on top and extremely wide. And truly, I looked down into the flames of the inner earth, and it was an incredible sight to stand there alone on the cliffs of that eternal sea. A great heat rose up from the dull and grim fire of that dark sea, along with a stench of sulfur; I felt like I was going to choke, so I stepped back from the edge of the cliff.
And surely, I was come to the end of that Dark Land upon that side, and had nowhere perceived the Lesser Pyramid in all the night of my travel. And a new despair came upon me; for, indeed, it seemed I was come all astray in the night of the World, and did nowise have any knowing whether I stood near to the Country of the Lesser Redoubt, or whether that I was gone half across the World unto a strange place.
And truly, I had reached the end of that Dark Land on that side, and I hadn’t seen the Lesser Pyramid throughout all the night of my journey. A new sense of despair washed over me; it really felt like I was lost in the night of the World, with no idea if I was close to the Country of the Lesser Redoubt or if I had traveled halfway across the World to some unfamiliar place.
And, then, as the despair troubled my spirit and dulled the beating of my heart, a sudden thought did light up a fresh hope within me; for, indeed, as you do know, I was come upward of a great height, and did surely have a huge view over all that Land; and mayhaps the Lesser Pyramid did lie somewhere in a valley, if, in verity, it did be anywheres at all in that Country. And I turned me from the cliffs, and lookt backward over all the night of the Land; but there was nowhere in all that Country the shining of the Lights of the Lesser Pyramid.
And then, as despair weighed down on my spirit and made my heart feel heavy, a sudden thought sparked a new hope inside me; because, as you know, I had climbed to a great height and had a broad view over all that land. Maybe the Lesser Pyramid was located somewhere in a valley if it actually existed in that country at all. I turned away from the cliffs and looked back over the darkness of the land; but there was no sign of the lights from the Lesser Pyramid anywhere in that country.
And lo! of a sudden I did know that there was something in the night. And I stared, with a very keen and anxious look. And behold, there was the black shape of a great pyramid afar off in the night, that did show against the shining of the distant light; for it did stand between me and the far-off fires. But until I was come to that place, whence I did look, I had not stood to have it plain against the shining upon the other side of that Land.
And suddenly, I realized there was something in the night. I stared intently, feeling anxious. And there it was, the dark shape of a huge pyramid far off in the night, standing out against the distant light; it blocked my view of the faraway fires. But until I reached the spot where I was looking from, I hadn’t stopped to see it clearly against the glow on the other side of that land.
And how I did feel in that moment, I have no words to set out unto you. But surely was my heart gracious with thankfulness, and I ready to leap with joy and hope, and all my body thrilled with an excitement that would not have me to be silent; so that, suddenly, I began to shout foolishly across the night. But I came soon to wisdom and silence, as you shall think.
And I can’t really describe how I felt in that moment. But my heart was full of gratitude, and I was ready to jump with joy and hope, my whole body buzzing with excitement that made it hard to stay quiet; suddenly, I started shouting crazily into the night. But I quickly came to my senses and fell silent, as you might imagine.
X
THE MAID OF THE OLDEN DAYS
Now, as you shall perceive, all mine utter despair was turned in a moment into an huge gladness and a great hope; so that it did seem to me that I should be with my dear One in but a little while. Yet was this an over-hope and expectation, and was not like to have a swift satisfying; for, truly, I was made aware of naught, save that I did perceive the shape of a great pyramid, going upward into the night.
Now, as you'll see, all my deep despair suddenly turned into immense joy and great hope; it felt to me that I would soon be with my beloved. Yet this was overly hopeful and unrealistic, and it wasn't likely to be quickly fulfilled; for, in truth, I was aware of nothing except that I saw the shape of a huge pyramid rising into the night.
And I knew that the Pyramid did surely stand upon an hill in the midst of that dark Country, for only so might it show so great and high. And I set me to run swift downward into the Land, so that I should make a strong going unto the Pyramid.
And I knew that the Pyramid definitely stood on a hill in the middle of that dark land, because that's the only way it could look so tall and impressive. So, I started to run quickly down into the land, determined to reach the Pyramid.
And I ran for a few little minutes, and lo! I fell headlong, and did truly feel as that I had brake my neck with the hardness and pain of my fall. And I had no power to go forward any more for a great while; but did just be there where I did fall, and very helpless and moaning a little; so that any creature had been able to slay me, if that it had come upon me in that time.
And I ran for a couple of minutes, and suddenly! I tripped and really felt like I had broken my neck from the hardness and pain of my fall. I couldn’t move for a long while; I just stayed where I fell, feeling very helpless and moaning a bit. Any creature could have killed me if it had come upon me at that moment.
Yet, presently, I was able to sit upon the earth, and did hold my neck with my hands, and afterward the pain went away; so that I gat once more to my feet. But now I went forward very wisely, and had, moreover, an anxiousness in my heart; for, indeed, how did it be that the Pyramid was so utter dark, if that it did be the Lesser Refuge, in truth. And immediately there did rise in me a fear that it should be some House of Evil in the dark of that Land, or some wicked Force working a Pretence and a bewilderment upon my sight. Yet, truly, the thing was plain now against the far-off fires of the Land; and I did have little thought but that it should be, in verity, the Lesser Refuge.
But now, I was able to sit on the ground, holding my neck with my hands, and after a while, the pain faded away; so I got back on my feet. However, I proceeded very cautiously, feeling anxious in my heart; for how could it be that the Pyramid was so completely dark, if it truly was the Lesser Refuge? Suddenly, a fear arose in me that it might be some House of Evil in the darkness of that Land, or some wicked Force creating a false impression and confusing my sight. Yet, honestly, the thing looked clear now against the distant fires of the Land; and I hardly thought otherwise than that it was, indeed, the Lesser Refuge.
Now in the first moment that I did perceive the dark Pyramid, I had been without wit, save to run very quick and blind unto the place; for you to remember how long I had made so great a search. And afterward, I had been minded to call unto Naani with my brain-elements, sending the Master-Word, and my speech after to tell how that I was come unto her. But now I did heed to have caution, and to discover what this darkness should truly mean.
Now, at the first moment I saw the dark Pyramid, I was completely lost, except for my instinct to run quickly and blindly to the place, remembering how long I had searched so hard. Afterwards, I thought about trying to reach out to Naani with my mind, sending the Master-Word along with my thoughts to let her know I had arrived. But now I realized I needed to be careful and understand what this darkness really meant.
And so did I go downward again into the night of that Land, at the first with a carefulness; but presently with a fierce eagerness and expecting of the heart, the which had been dulled a little time with the horrid shaking and pain of my fall.
And so I went down again into the darkness of that Land, at first carefully; but soon with a fierce eagerness and anticipation in my heart, which had been numbed for a little while by the awful shaking and pain of my fall.
Now I had climbed unto the upper plain of the great volcano in, maybe, thirteen hours; but I went downward of that great Hill in ten, and had made a greater speed, but that I was sore shaken and unsure, by reason of my fall.
Now I had climbed to the upper plain of the great volcano in about thirteen hours; but I descended that great hill in ten and would have gone even faster if I hadn't been so shaken and unsteady from my fall.
And in the end of the tenth hour, I perceived that I was come again to the great Plain of the Land; and I had no more any proper sight of the Refuge, because that it was upward afar in the darkness of the night. Yet was I abled now to see that there went a bulk between me and the far shinings, and did know that this great thing was surely the hill on which the Pyramid did stand.
And at the end of the tenth hour, I realized that I had returned to the vast Plain of the Land; and I could no longer clearly see the Refuge, as it was far above in the darkness of night. However, I was now able to see that there was a large shape between me and the distant lights, and I knew that this massive structure was definitely the hill on which the Pyramid stood.
And I went four hours across the Land, and did pass in this place and that, fire-holes that made a little red-shining in the night; and because of the fires in those far parts and a-near, there was not an utter dark.
And I traveled for four hours across the land, passing through different places with small fire pits that glowed faintly in the night; and because of the fires both far away and nearby, it was never completely dark.
And when I was gone four hours towards the Pyramid, I could no more see the distant shinings, for the bulk of the hill-bottom stood up between, and made all a blackness that way. And by this thing, I did guess that I was come nigh unto the hill; but yet was a great hour more before that I came to it. And in that five hours, since I was come down from the great Volcano, there had past me thrice and again, the sounds of things running in the night, and once there did be a sound as of a giant roaring afar, and a strange and horrid screaming.
And after I had walked for four hours toward the Pyramid, I could no longer see the distant lights because the bulk of the hill blocked my view, creating a darkness in that direction. From this, I guessed that I was getting close to the hill; however, it took me over another hour to actually reach it. In those five hours since I had come down from the volcano, I heard sounds of things moving in the night three times, and once there was a sound like a giant roaring in the distance, along with a strange and terrifying scream.
Now I began to go up the hill. And, at the first, an utter excitement took me in the heart; so that I could have shouted the name of the Maid aloud in the night, with vain hopings that she should hear me and make an answer. But this state went from me very swift, as I did go upward, and there came a caution again about me, and a coldness of fear, as that my spirit did wot of something that my heart did not perceive.
Now I started to climb the hill. At first, I felt a rush of excitement in my heart; I could have shouted the name of the Maid into the night, hoping she might hear me and respond. But that feeling faded quickly as I continued upward, and a sense of caution returned, along with a chill of fear, as if my spirit knew something my heart didn’t.
And, presently, I was come upward almost to the top of the hill, the which took me nigh three hours. And surely, when I was come that I could see the grimness of the Pyramid, going upward very desolate and silent into the night, lo! an utter shaking fear did take me; for the sweet cunning of my spirit did know that there abode no human in all that great and dark bulk; but that there did await me there, monstrous and horrid things that should bring destruction upon my soul. And I went downward of the hill, very quiet in the darkness; and so in the end, away from that place.
And soon, I had climbed almost to the top of the hill, which took me nearly three hours. When I finally reached a point where I could see the grim silhouette of the Pyramid, rising desolate and silent into the night, a wave of fear washed over me. My instincts understood that there was no one living in that vast, dark structure, but monstrous and horrifying things awaited me there that would bring destruction to my soul. I slowly made my way back down the hill, quiet in the darkness, and ultimately left that place behind.
And I was four great hours before that I was come clear away from the hill, and I did feel that there was not any safety for my spirit in all that Land. And surely I went a little blindly, in the first, and did go with no heed unto my way.
And I spent four long hours feeling completely free of the hill, and I realized that there was no safety for my soul anywhere in that Land. I definitely wandered a bit aimlessly at first, not paying attention to where I was going.
And presently, I was upon the shore of the olden sea, and had no knowing how that I was come there; for, surely, I did think it to be a great way off. But now I do think that the dry bed of the sea did curve around unto that place, or that there did be two, or more, olden seas in that Country of Night.
And suddenly, I found myself on the shore of the ancient sea, not knowing how I got there; I really thought it was far away. But now I believe that the dry sea bed bent toward that spot, or that there were two or more ancient seas in that Country of Night.
Now, presently, I sat me down, very weak and bewildered; for it was as that my heart did lie dead within me. And, in verity, you shall perceive how this thing was, for I did know by the tellings of my spirit that there abode evil things in the dark Pyramid upon the hill; and I doubted not but that destruction had come upon the Peoples of the Lesser Pyramid, and that evil creatures and Powers did now abide in that place. And if this thing did be truly so, I was come over-late to the saving of the Maid; and with this thought I was very glad that some evil thing should come that I should fight with it and die quickly; for there was naught then in all the world to make me glad to have life.
Now, I sat down, feeling very weak and confused; it felt like my heart was dead inside me. You’ll see how it was, for I knew from deep within that there were evil things in the dark Pyramid on the hill; I had no doubt that destruction had fallen upon the People of the Lesser Pyramid, and that evil creatures and forces were now living there. If that was true, I was too late to save the Maid; and with that thought, I felt glad that some evil force might come so I could fight it and die quickly, because there was nothing in the world that made me happy to be alive.
And so shall you know the utter desolation that was in my heart; and, truly, I can perceive both the wiseness and the unwisdom of my reasonings; for, indeed, I did have no sure knowing that the dark Pyramid did be truly the Lesser Refuge. But yet, in verity, my spirit did know with a certain sureness, and there was no doubt concerning this thing, in all my being.
And so you will understand the complete emptiness in my heart; and, honestly, I can see both the wisdom and the foolishness of my thoughts; for, in fact, I didn’t have any certain knowledge that the dark Pyramid was truly the Lesser Refuge. But still, deep down, my spirit knew with a certain certainty, and there was no doubt about this in all my being.
And, after that I had sat there awhile, I did mind me suddenly that I should send the Master-Word through the night; for, indeed, how else might I ever know whether Naani did yet live; though, in truth, I had little, save desperate hope in this matter; but yet did remember how that I had seemed odd times of my journey to hear the beat of the Master-Word with my spirit, out of all the dark of the world. And, in verity, if Naani answered not to the Word, but there came instead an Evil Power to destroy me, I should but cease me of mine utter heart-ache.
And after I sat there for a while, it suddenly occurred to me that I should send the Master-Word out into the night; because, really, how else would I ever know if Naani was still alive? Honestly, I had little hope beyond a desperate wish in this situation; but I did remember how I seemed to hear the beat of the Master-Word with my spirit during odd moments of my journey, cutting through all the darkness of the world. And truly, if Naani didn’t respond to the Word and instead an Evil Power came to destroy me, I would just be freed from my deep heartache.
And I stood me upon my feet, and looked outward about me into the blackness of that Land. And I sent the Master-Word with my brain-elements; and immediately I called Naani, thrice, sending the call with my brain-elements.
And I stood up and looked around in the darkness of that place. I focused my thoughts on the Master-Word; then I called Naani three times, sending out the call with my mind.
And lo! in a moment, as it did seem, there broke around me out of all the mystery of night, low and solemn, the Master-Word, beating in the night. And immediately there did sound within my brain a far, small voice, very lone and faint, as that it had come from the end of the world. And the voice was the voice of Naani and the voice of Mirdath, and did call me by mine olden love-name.
And suddenly, it seemed, the Master-Word emerged from all the mysteries of the night, low and solemn, echoing in the darkness. Immediately, I heard a distant, faint voice in my mind, as if it had come from the edge of the world. It was the voice of Naani and the voice of Mirdath, calling me by my old love-name.
Then, indeed, I did near to choke with the utter affright of joy that did take me in the heart, and also I was shaken with a mighty excitement, and my despair was gone, as that I had never known it. For, in verity, Naani did live and did call unto me with her brain-elements; and surely I had not heard the voice of mine Own for an utter age of grim labour and dread.
Then I nearly choked with overwhelming joy that filled my heart, and I was shaken with intense excitement, and my despair vanished as if I had never experienced it. Because truly, Naani was alive and was reaching out to me with her mind; and I certainly hadn't heard the voice of my own for what felt like an eternity of hard work and fear.
And the voice was, as I did say, as that it came from one that did be in a far place of the earth. And, in verity, whilst I stood dazed with a great joy that the Maid did live, I knew within me, concerning the fear that she was utter far off; and what peril might come anigh to her, before that I should stand to her side, to do battle for her life and well-being and mine own joy.
And the voice was, as I said, like it came from someone far away on the earth. And, truly, while I stood there overwhelmed with joy that the Maid was alive, I felt deep down the fear that she was very far from me; and what danger might come near her before I could be by her side to fight for her life and well-being and my own happiness.
And lo! in the same moment, and before that I made further speech unto Naani, I did wot that someone did be a little way off from me, in the bushes, where a fire-hole did burn anigh to me; and it was as that my spirit knew this thing, and told of it unto my brain. And I made no answer unto the Maid, across all the dark of the world; but went very swift into a great bush that was nigh to the fire-hole, upon this side.
And look! At that very moment, before I could say anything more to Naani, I sensed that someone was nearby, hidden in the bushes, close to the fire pit burning near me; it felt like my intuition was aware of this and alerted my mind. I didn’t respond to the Maid, across all the darkness around us; instead, I quickly made my way into a large bush that was next to the fire pit on this side.
And I lookt through, into the open space that did be about the fire-hole. And there was a little figure that did kneel, sobbing, upon the earth, beside the fire-hole; and truly it was a slim maid, and she did seem as that she harked very desperate, even whilst yet she did sob. And surely, mine own soul did Know, all in one white moment of life. And she there, unknowing, and harking unto a cry of the spirit, that she did think to come through all the desolation of the night—even from the Mighty Pyramid. For oft, as I did perceive, had she cried unto me in all that lonesome month, and known no answer; neither that I was making a desperate way unto her; for, indeed, her weakness was great, so that she had no power to throw the Word strongly afar, neither to make plain her spiritual cryings through any mighty space of the aether.
And I looked through into the open space around the fire pit. There was a small figure kneeling and sobbing on the ground beside the fire. She was a slender girl, and it seemed like she was listening very intently, even while she cried. In that one brief moment of life, I truly knew in my soul. She was there, unaware, listening to a cry from her spirit that she believed would reach me through all the desolation of the night—even from the Mighty Pyramid. For often, as I noticed, she had called out to me during that lonely month, not knowing I had no response; nor that I was desperately trying to reach her. Her weakness was so great that she had no strength to send the Word far, or to clearly express her spiritual cries through the vastness of the ether.
And lo! I drew in my breath, and set my teeth a moment, to steady my lips; and I said: "MIRDATH," out of the bush where I did be, and using natural human speech. And the Maid ceased from her weeping, and lookt this way and that, with an utter new fear, and with a frightened hope that did shine with her tears in the light from the fire-hole. And I divided the bush before me, and went through the bush, so that I came out before her, and did be there in my grey armour; and I did pause then, and was all adrift in myself; for my heart said that I should take this Maid into mine arms again; for that I was come again to be with Mirdath after an utter lost Eternity. But yet was I all paused; for truly she was Naani and she was Mirdath, and she did be a stranger in mine eyes, and very dainty and pretty and shaken with woe and sore trouble and grief.
And then I took a deep breath, gritted my teeth for a moment to steady my lips, and said: "MIRDATH," from the bushes where I was hiding, using natural human speech. The Maid stopped crying, looked around with a completely new fear, and a frightened hope that sparkled in her tears from the light of the fire. I parted the bushes in front of me and stepped through, coming out in my grey armor. I paused then, feeling lost within myself; my heart told me I should take this Maid into my arms again since I had finally returned to be with Mirdath after what felt like an endless eternity. But I hesitated; she was truly Naani and she was Mirdath, yet she seemed like a stranger to me, delicate and beautiful, shaken by sorrow, pain, and grief.
And in that same moment of my coming unto her out of the bush, she screamed and fell back from me, and strove weakly to gain unto the hither bushes; for, truly, she knew not what was come upon her in that first little moment. And immediately she saw that it did be an human man, and no monster to slay her, and in that instant I said the Master-Word unto her, aloud, that she should have knowledge of peace and help. And I told my name, and said I am That One. And she knew this thing, even as my lips made the sounds. And she cried out something in an utter broke voice, and ran unto me, and thrust her two small hands into my charge and keeping, and fell thence into a great sobbing and shaking, so that I was all in trouble to ease her; but did keep a silence and held fast her hands, for I had not on mine armoured gloves.
And at that moment when I emerged from the bushes, she screamed and stumbled back from me, trying weakly to escape to the nearby bushes; she truly had no idea what had come over her in that brief moment. Once she realized I was a human man and not a monster here to harm her, I quickly said the Master-Word aloud so she would know peace and help. I told her my name and said I am That One. She understood this as I spoke. Then she cried out something in a broken voice, ran to me, grabbed my hands, and collapsed into deep sobs, shaking with emotion. I felt troubled trying to comfort her, but I stayed silent and held her hands tightly since I wasn’t wearing my armored gloves.
And she leaned against me, very weak, and seeming wondrous like to a child. And lo! in a while she ceased to sob, and did but catch her breath this time and that, but said no word. And I bethought me that she did suffer of hunger, for I perceived that she had been long wandering and alone, and was come unto the end of hope, when that I did come.
And she leaned against me, feeling very weak and looking almost like a child. After a while, she stopped crying and just caught her breath now and then, but she didn't say anything. I realized that she must be hungry because I could tell she had been wandering alone for a long time and had reached the end of her hope by the time I arrived.
And the Maid stood there yet silent, for she might not yet command her mouth to speak. And she trembled as she stood. And I opened my left hand, and lookt at the hand within my palm, and surely it was utter thin and wasted. And I made no more pause, but lifted mine Own and set her easy upon the earth, with an hump of smooth rock unto her back. And I stript off my cloak very quick, and put it about her, for she was scarce covered with her clothes that had been all torn among the bushes; so that part she shook with an utter chill, and part because of weakness, for she was nigh to be starved unto her death, and destroyed with her grief and lonesomeness.
And the Maid stood there silent, unable to bring herself to speak. She trembled as she stood. I opened my left hand and looked at the palm, and it was so thin and wasted. I didn’t hesitate any longer, but lifted her up and set her gently on the ground, with a smooth rock against her back. I quickly took off my cloak and wrapped it around her, as she was hardly covered with clothes that had been torn in the bushes. She shook, partly from the cold and partly from weakness, as she was close to starving to death, overwhelmed by her grief and loneliness.
And I took from my back the scrip and the pouch, and I gat a tablet from the scrip, and brake it into my cup, and with the water I made a little broth very swift upon an hot rock that was to the edge of the fire-hole. And I fed the broth unto the Maid, for truly her hands did shake so that she had spilt it all, if that I had done otherwise.
And I took the bag and pouch off my back, grabbed a tablet from the pouch, broke it into my cup, and quickly made a little broth on a hot rock by the fire. I fed the broth to the girl because she was shaking so much that she would have spilled it all if I hadn’t helped her.
And she drank the broth, and was so weak that presently she did fall again to sobbing, yet very quiet; so that I strove not to be troubled in the heart; for, indeed, this thing was but reasonable, and not cause for me to have an anxiousness. But I put my hands under the cloak and took her hands into mine and held them strong and firm; and this did seem to bring something of peace and strength unto her; so that presently the trembling and the weeping went from her. And, indeed, the broth was surely helpful in this matter.
And she drank the broth, and was so weak that soon she started sobbing again, but it was very quiet; so I tried not to let it bother me too much; because, honestly, it made sense, and I shouldn’t feel anxious about it. I slipped my hands under the cloak and took her hands in mine, holding them tightly; this seemed to bring her some peace and strength, and eventually the trembling and crying stopped. And, really, the broth was definitely helpful in this situation.
And presently, I knew that her hands did stir a little within mine, and I loosed somewhat of my grip; and immediately, she graspt my hands with a weak and gentle grasp; but lookt not yet at me; only did stay very quiet, as that she did gather her strength within her. And, indeed, I was content; save that an anxiousness of the heart did stir me this time and that, lest some monster should come upon us. And because of this trouble, I did hark about me, now and oft, and with a new and strange fearfulness of danger, because that now mine Own was given unto my charge; and surely my heart would break, if that there came any hurt unto her.
And soon, I felt her hands move a little within mine, so I loosened my grip a bit; immediately, she clasped my hands with a weak but gentle hold; yet, she still didn't look at me; she just stayed very still, as if she were gathering her strength. And, honestly, I was okay with that; except there was a nagging anxiety in my heart every now and then, worrying that some monster might show up. Because of this worry, I kept glancing around me, often filled with a new and strange fear of danger, knowing that now she was in my care; I felt like my heart would shatter if anything happened to her.
Now, of a sudden, the Maid did make as that she would rise, and I loosed free from her, to give help. And she gat me by the hand, and slipt sudden to her knees, and did kiss my hand, and did begin again to weep. And surely I was so utter abashed that I stood very stupid and let her do this thing. But in a moment I drew free from her; for this thing might not be. And I gat me to my knee likewise before her, and took her hands, and kist them once, newly humbled, as it were; and thus should she know all that was in my heart, and of mine understanding. And she did but sob the more; for she was so weak, and utter moved unto me, because that I had come to her through the night of the world. And this thing I knew, though no speech had yet past between us. And I gave up her hands, lest she need them for her tears; but she left them to lie in my palms, as she did kneel there; and she bowed her head a little over her weeping; but did show that she was mine, in verity, unto the very essence of her dear spirit.
Suddenly, the Maid pretended she would get up, and I pulled away from her to help. She took my hand, dropped to her knees, kissed my hand, and started crying again. I was so completely taken aback that I just stood there, dumbfounded, letting her do this. But after a moment, I pulled away from her because it couldn't be. I knelt before her as well, took her hands, and kissed them once, freshly humbled, so she would know everything in my heart and mind. But she only sobbed more because she was so weak and deeply moved by the fact that I had come to her through the night of the world. I understood this, even though no words had passed between us yet. I released her hands, so she could use them for her tears; but she left them resting in my palms as she knelt there, bowing her head slightly over her crying, showing that she truly belonged to me, down to the very essence of her dear spirit.
And I took her into mine arms, very gently and without caress; but presently I stroked her hair, and called her Naani and Mirdath, and said many things unto her, that now I scarce do wot of, but she did know them in the after time. And she was very quiet in mine arms, and seeming wondrous content; but yet did sob onward for a great time. And oft did I coax her and say vague things of comfort, as I have told. But truly she did ask no more comfort at that time than that she be sheltered where she did be. And truly she had been lonesome and in terror and in grief and dread, a great and horrid time.
And I held her in my arms, very gently and without any affection at first; but soon I stroked her hair, called her Naani and Mirdath, and said many things to her that I barely remember now, but she knew them later on. She was very quiet in my arms and seemed wonderfully content; yet she continued to sob for a long time. I often tried to comfort her with vague words, as I mentioned before. But honestly, all she wanted at that moment was to feel safe where she was. She had been lonely, terrified, and in pain for a long and terrible time.
Now, presently, she was grown quiet; and I made to put her comfortable in the cloak against the rock, that I should have freedom to make her more of the broth. But yet she did nestle unto me, with a little sweet wistfulness, that made warm my heart in a most wondrous fashion; for surely she was mine Own. And she to begin to say odd words to me. And so to have gentle obedience, and to rest quiet against the rock, the while that I did make the broth. Yet ever her gaze did follow me, as I knew; for I must look oft her way.
Now, at this moment, she had fallen quiet; and I tried to make her comfortable in the cloak against the rock, so I could have the freedom to prepare more of the broth. But still, she snuggled against me with a sweet longing that warmed my heart in a wonderful way; for surely she was my own. And she started to say quirky things to me. So, I had gentle compliance from her, and she rested quietly against the rock while I made the broth. Yet her gaze always followed me, as I knew; for I had to glance her way often.
And I took the broth to her, and she drank it, using her own two hands; and I sat by, and eat three of the tablets and drank some of the water, for truly it was a foolish great time since last I had eat.
And I brought her the broth, and she drank it with her own hands; I sat next to her and ate three of the tablets and drank some of the water, because it had been a really long time since I last ate.
Now, in a while, the broth did make bright the eyes of the Maid, and she did begin to talk; and at whiles had pauses, because that she lacked of strength, and there was more to be told than an human may have the heart-strength and cunning to make plain. And twice she did come again to sobbing; for, truly, her father was dead and the Peoples of the Lesser redoubt all slain and dispersed through the night of that Land.
Now, after some time, the broth brightened the Maid's eyes, and she started to talk; sometimes she paused because she lacked strength, and there was more to be told than any person could have the heart and skill to express clearly. Twice, she began to sob again; for, truly, her father was dead, and the people of the Lesser redoubt were all killed and scattered throughout the night of that land.
And I learned that an Evil Force had made action upon the Peoples within the Lesser Redoubt; so that some, being utter weak by reason of the failing of the Earth-Current, had opened the Great Door, and gone forth into the night. And immediately there had come into the Lesser Pyramid, great and horrid monsters, and had made a great and brutish chase, and had slain many; but some had escaped forth into the night.
And I found out that an Evil Force had acted upon the people in the Lesser Redoubt; some, being completely weakened due to the failure of the Earth-Current, had opened the Great Door and ventured out into the night. Immediately, terrifying monsters had entered the Lesser Pyramid, creating a brutal chase and killing many, while others managed to escape into the night.
And with these had come Naani, after that her father, the Master Monstruwacan, had been slain by a shaggy man, very brutal and monstrous. And there had been three maids with Naani, when that she made escape into the night; but there had come certain creatures upon them, as they did sleep among the bushes, and had stolen two, and the other maid had run off, as did Naani, and they had neither met the other any more.
And with these had come Naani, after her father, the Master Monstruwacan, was killed by a rough, brutal man. There were three maids with Naani when she managed to escape into the night; but some creatures found them while they were sleeping in the bushes and took two of them, and the other maid ran away, just like Naani, and they never saw each other again.
And this dreadful happening unto the Peoples of the Lesser Redoubt, had been a great while gone, as it to seem to her; but she had no means to tell me how long this time should be; for, in verity, how should she make a count. Yet had it been a dread long while unto her; and I found presently, that she had been lost through all that time that I did make my journey unto her; for, indeed, this thing I discovered by asking concerning my callings unto her. And she had heard none that did come to her, in any time since she had escaped out of the Lost Refuge into this dreadful Land.
And this terrible event that happened to the people of the Lesser Redoubt had long since passed, or at least that’s how it felt to her. But she couldn't tell me how much time had actually passed because, honestly, how could she keep track? Still, it had felt like a long time to her, and I quickly realized that she had been lost during all the time I traveled to her; I discovered this by asking her about my reasons for coming. She hadn’t heard from anyone since she had escaped from the Lost Refuge into this terrible land.
Yet, in verity, oft had she callen unto me, until that her heart did grow sick with the desolation of her lonesomeness and her utter forsakeness. And her callings had told unto the Evil things of the Land that she did be in this part and that; for there had come things and beasts in search for her; but having the gift of the hearing, she had known of their approach, most whiles, and had come free from them; yet oft-times with piteous and fearful runnings and hiding among the rocks and the bushes, so that she had grown afterward to make no calling unto me, save odd whiles, lest she bring the monsters upon her. And, indeed, as you do know, naught had come plain unto me, for she was so utter weak that she had no power of her brain-elements to send the Word afar or the tellings of her spirit.
Yet, in truth, she often called out to me until her heart became sick from the loneliness and total abandonment she felt. Her calls shared her location with the evil creatures of the land, prompting them to come searching for her. But having the gift of hearing, she often sensed their approach and managed to escape, though she frequently ran and hid in fear among the rocks and bushes. This caused her to stop calling out to me, except for occasional times, to avoid drawing the monsters to her. And, as you know, nothing was clear to me because she was so weak that she couldn’t muster the strength to communicate her thoughts or feelings.
And because that she was so sorely chased, she had come nigh to be naked, even as I found her; for the bushes and the rocks had torn her garments from her, and she had naught with which to make any proper mending of them. And for food she had eat the moss upon the rocks, and odd strange berries and growths, and had drunk of the waters of the hot springs; and oft had she been made utter sick, because of the sulphur, or somewhat, of the water and, maybe, the poison of odd plants. Yet, as I did think, it was like that the first did save her life from the second; but in this thing I do make only a guessing.
And because she was so severely chased, she had nearly ended up naked, just as I found her; the bushes and rocks had torn her clothing, and she had nothing to properly repair them. For food, she had eaten the moss on the rocks, along with various strange berries and plants, and had drunk from the hot springs. Often, she had felt really sick from the sulfur in the water or possibly from the toxins in those unusual plants. Yet, as I thought, it seemed that the first kept her alive despite the second; but I’m just speculating on that.
And in all that dreadful time, since that she had come to be quite alone, she had heard a score drear things; for there had been once the slaying of a young maid nigh unto her, by some Brute out in the darkness of the Land; and thrice and more had she heard the feet of people running this way and that, and the tread of giants pursuing. And by this telling I did understand those things which mine ears had told to me as I did go across that Land, and surely a new pity and sorrow and horror did come upward within me. And the Maid told me how that she came once upon certain of the Peoples of the Lesser Redoubt, as they did hide among the bushes; but they ran, with no heed to her callings that she did be human, even as they; and by this is it plain the sore and dreadful panic that was upon the hearts of such.
And during all that terrible time, since she had become completely alone, she had heard a lot of grim things; there was once the killing of a young girl nearby, by some brute lurking in the darkness of the land; and more than three times she had heard the sound of people running this way and that, along with the footsteps of giants chasing them. From this description, I began to understand the things my ears had picked up as I traveled across that land, and surely a new sense of pity, sorrow, and horror rose up within me. The Maid told me how she once stumbled upon some of the People of the Lesser Redoubt hiding among the bushes; but they ran away, ignoring her calls that she was human, just like them; and this clearly showed the deep and terrible panic that gripped their hearts.
And the bitter chill of the Land had made her to strive alway to be nigh unto the fire-holes that were very plentiful; but even as this did be needful unto her, so was it a thing that drew the Monstrous Brutes of that Land, even as I had found in the Night Land, and in the Upward Gorge. And because of this, she was oft made to stay afar off in the utter cold of the night.
And the bitter cold of the Land had made her constantly try to stay close to the fire pits that were very plentiful; but just as this was necessary for her, it also attracted the Fearsome Beasts of that Land, as I had discovered in the Night Land and in the Upward Gorge. Because of this, she often had to remain far away in the freezing cold of the night.
Yet, in truth, odd whiles she did be so desperate, that she would make the venture, and so mayhaps have a time of warmth; and because of this, she had been nigh slain in her sleep, twice and thrice. Moreover, there were snakes about the fires, though not over-plentiful in all parts, and there did be spider-crabs and monstrous scorpions.
Yet, in reality, sometimes she was so desperate that she would take the chance, hoping for a moment of warmth; and because of this, she had nearly been killed in her sleep, two or three times. Furthermore, there were snakes around the fires, though not too many in every area, and there were also spider crabs and huge scorpions.
And, indeed, even as she had lain by the fire-hole, very weak and seeming near unto her death, even this time when my call had come unto her to stir her unto life and bitter knowledge of despair, even then was she all surround by creatures that were like to crabs, that did squat all about her, and did but wait for her to die; so that she had been feared to sleep, lest they destroy her in her slumber.
And, in fact, even while she lay by the fireplace, very weak and appearing close to death, at that moment when I called out to her to awaken her to life and the painful realization of despair, she was surrounded by creatures resembling crabs, which crouched all around her, waiting for her to die; so she was afraid to sleep, fearing they would harm her in her slumber.
And by this thing, she had known that her death was surely nigh; and lo! out of all the night of the world had come the beat of the Master-Word, strong and powerful, beating as a low and spiritual thunder out of all the dark of the night. Yet had she thought of me, only as speaking from the far-off Mighty Pyramid; so that the cry had brought naught of hope unto her, but only a newer and more known despair. And, behold, in a little minute, there had come her name, spoken surely with the tongue; and a name that was different from the name that my spirit had said after the beat of the Word. And immediately, I had come out of the bush, and she had fallen back in a sudden great fear that a monster was stolen upon her; and then did see a young man in grey armour, and did know in one instant that I was that olden one of her memory dreams, and the one that had spoken unto her in the spirit across half of the dead world, as it did seem. And now was I come through all that unknown desolation and affright, to succour her. And she was immediately safe; but yet all broken because of her weakness and her utter joy and her sweet honour for me.
And because of this, she realized that her death was certainly near; and suddenly, from the depths of the night, came the sound of the Master-Word, strong and powerful, echoing like a low, spiritual thunder from the darkness. Yet she thought of me only as a distant voice from the mighty Pyramid; so the cry brought her no hope, just a deeper and more familiar despair. Then, in just a moment, she heard her name spoken clearly; it was different from the name my spirit had called after the echo of the Word. At that moment, I stepped out of the bushes, and she instinctively recoiled in fear, thinking a beast had approached her. Then she saw a young man in gray armor and instantly recognized me as the figure from her fleeting dreams, the one who had communicated with her spirit across a vast, dead world. And now, I had come through all that unknown desolation and fear to help her. She was safe immediately, but still shaken by her weakness, overwhelming joy, and deep honor for me.
And this is the chief of that which she did tell unto me; and the way that she had seen and did regard the marvel of this our coming together. But, surely, no man was made ever to be worthy of the way that she did look upon me, or of the words that she did say unto me in her weakness and happiness. Now, with the Maid having speech concerning the spider-crabs, I lookt presently well around, and surely, in a minute, I saw that they were not gone away; but did be a circle of silent and steadfast watching and impudence and horror all about us. And surely this thing put an anger and disgust upon me; so that I gat to my feet, and went unto the border of the light, and I spurned this little monster and that, and did truly kick maybe a dozen, before that they were content to be gone. And by this thing shall you know of their calm and foolish assurance; but yet were they seemingly without courage; for they made not to attack me. Yet a true crab of this day been wishful to pinch me, had I put my toe forth unto it.
And this is the main point of what she told me, and how she felt about the incredible experience of us coming together. But honestly, no one has ever deserved the way she looked at me or the words she said to me when she was feeling vulnerable and happy. Now, when the Maid started talking about the spider-crabs, I quickly looked around and saw that they hadn't left; they were circling us with their silent, stubborn watching and a mix of arrogance and horror. This really frustrated and disgusted me, so I got up, moved to the edge of the light, and kicked this little monster and that one, probably sending maybe a dozen of them scurrying away. This shows you their calm and foolish confidence; they were apparently lacking any bravery, as they didn't try to attack me. But if a real crab from today had wanted to pinch me, I would have only had to stick my toe out.
Now, I went back to the Maid, and she did laugh with a little, weak gleefulness; so that I perceived that she was like to be a very joyous maiden, if but I did have her in health. And I made her another cup of the broth, and she drank it very easy. And afterward, I made a very stern and playful order that she must sleep, and, indeed, she to need it sore, for she was gone again from her excitement, and her weakness upon her; yet very happy and content and without fear.
Now, I went back to the Maid, and she laughed with a little, weak joy; I could see that she would be a very cheerful girl if I could just get her healthy. I made her another cup of broth, and she drank it easily. Then, I gave her a firm yet playful command that she had to sleep, which she really needed because she had worn herself out from her excitement and was feeling weak; still, she seemed very happy, content, and unafraid.
And I made a smooth place for her, and put the pouch and the scrip to be for a pillow, and I did lay her there very quiet and sweet in the cloak, and covered her feet; but, indeed, I saw first that they did be sore cut and without any gear to them; so that I perceived that Mine Own had worn out her foot-gear utter in her lonesome journeyings, and in running from Brutes that did come to find her. And so I to know more in the heart, somewhat of the true dreadfulness and fear that had companioned Mine Own. And I was minded then that I would wash and bind up her feet; but yet was she so utter worn, that I did prefer that she sleep so soon as she might, and afterward, when she was come wakeful again, then should I take a proper heed of her feet. And truly, they were very small and shapely.
And I made a comfortable spot for her, using the pouch and bag as a pillow, and I laid her down quietly and gently in the cloak, covering her feet. But, I first noticed that her feet were badly cut and without any protection; it became clear to me that she had completely worn out her shoes during her lonely travels and while running from those who came to find her. This made me understand a bit more about the real terror and fear she had faced. I thought about washing and bandaging her feet, but she was so exhausted that I decided it was better for her to sleep as soon as possible. Later, when she woke up, I would take proper care of her feet. And honestly, they were very small and well-shaped.
And presently, she slept; and, surely, I doubt whether she had slumbered so peaceful and proper for a great month; for she never to have known when any evil thing should come upon her in her sleep. And this to be a very dreadful feeling, as you do know well; for you do know how I had been in this same matter.
And soon, she fell asleep; and honestly, I doubt she had slept so peacefully and properly for a whole month; because she never seemed to know when anything bad might happen to her in her sleep. And that's a really terrifying feeling, as you know well; because you know how I had been in the same situation.
Now, while Naani did sleep, I stript off mine armour, and took off mine under-suit, which was named the Armour-Suit, and a very warm and proper garment, and made thick that it should ease the chafe of the armour. And afterward, I put on the armour again; but the suit I folded, and laid beside the Maid; for, truly, she was nigh unclothed, by reason of the bushes and the rocks, that had rent her garments all-wise.
Now, while Naani was sleeping, I took off my armor and removed my under-suit, called the Armor-Suit, which was a very warm and suitable garment, designed to reduce the chafing from the armor. After that, I put the armor back on, but I folded the suit and laid it beside the Maid; for she was almost undressed, due to the bushes and rocks that had torn her clothes in every way.
And I stood watch for the Maid, the while that she did slumber; and surely she went ten long hours. And I walked upon this side of the fire-hole and now upon that, and did oft cease, that I might hearken both with mine ears and with my spirit; for, truly, I was all wakened to a new care and delight, and did have a fresh and doubled fear of any Horrid Creature or Force of Evil. And this shall be very plain to you.
And I kept watch for the Girl while she slept; and she did sleep for ten long hours. I walked on this side of the fire and then on that, and often stopped to listen with both my ears and my heart; because, truly, I was fully alert to a new concern and happiness, and I felt an intensified fear of any Horrid Creature or Force of Evil. And this will be very clear to you.
And in the end of ten long hours, the Maid wakened, and I ran to her all joyed that she was come again to knowledge and to be that I could talk with her.
And after ten long hours, the Maid woke up, and I rushed to her, happy that she had returned to her senses and that I could talk with her.
And she sat upward and looked at me, and there was new light and movement in her, so that I knew her strength was come back into her. And for a little minute, she said naught unto me, the while that I did ask how she did be; and she lookt at me very keen, so that I wondered some wise in a daze, what was in her mind.
And she sat up and looked at me, and there was a new energy and life in her, so I knew her strength had returned. For a brief moment, she didn’t say anything while I asked her how she was; she looked at me intensely, making me wonder, in a daze, what was going through her mind.
And she askt me, of a sudden, how long it did be since that I had slept. And having not thought to put away her asking, because that the question was over sudden, I said four-and-eighty hours, which should be three days and the half of a day of four hours and twenty; and this thing I knew, because that I kept alway a very careful counting of the hours, lest that I get all adrift, and know not how long I was taken to come to this place and that.
And she suddenly asked me how long it had been since I last slept. Not having thought to dismiss her question because it was so unexpected, I said it had been eighty-four hours, which is three days and four hours. I knew this because I always kept a careful count of the hours, so I wouldn't lose track of how long it took me to get to this place and that.
And, truly, even as I told this thing to the Maid, I was grown very quaint in the head; for, indeed, I was gone a wondrous while without slumber, and had done much and bitter work in that time; and before then had been much lacking of rest, as you do know.
And really, even as I shared this with the Maid, I was feeling pretty strange; because, to be honest, I hadn't slept in a long time, and I had been through a lot of tough experiences during that period; and even before that, I had not had enough rest, as you know.
And, sudden the Maid cried out something, and tost the cloak from her, and had me into her arms, and did heed not to have any foolish shame of her nakedness. And, in verity, I knew not how I was gone so strange; but do see now that I was nigh to swoon for lack of slumber and rest.
And suddenly the girl shouted something, tossed her cloak aside, and took me into her arms, not caring at all about her nudity. Honestly, I didn’t realize how odd I felt; but now I see that I was close to fainting from lack of sleep and rest.
And she kept me very steady for a little, and afterward helped me to be laid upon the ground; and she put the scrip and the pouch under my head; and so I did lie very calm and restful, and did be the more so, because that I was grown so tired in the heart, the which did make my head to be very husht, as that all the world was grown very quiet in a moment.
And she kept me really steady for a while, and then helped me lie down on the ground; she placed the bag and the pouch under my head. I lay there feeling calm and relaxed, especially because I was so tired inside, which made my mind quiet, as if the whole world had suddenly become very still.
And the Maid did mind then that she did lack to be properly covered, and she gat the cloak, and put it about her, and did afterward sit a little beside me, and did rub my hands. And presently, I was something more to myself, and she did grow more happy of her mind, and made to give me something for my stomach; for, indeed, I was grown those late hours to be foolish and to have no wiseness to proper eating.
And the maid noticed that she wasn’t properly covered, so she got the cloak and wrapped it around herself. Then she sat down beside me and rubbed my hands. Soon, I felt a bit more like myself, and she became happier and wanted to give me something to eat, because I had been acting foolishly and wasn’t being sensible about my meals lately.
And she did lift my head, the while that she did take the scrip from under, and kept me very sweetly upon her knee, and so until she had gat free a pack of the tablets, and the flask and the cup; for I had put all matters back into the scrip before Naani had gone unto sleep, and because of this, I had not been able to eat or drink aught, save by wakening her, as you perceive; for, indeed I had put the scrip and the pouch under her head for a pillow, as I have told.
And she lifted my head while she took the bag from underneath and kept me gently on her knee until she managed to free a pack of tablets, the flask, and the cup. I had put everything back into the bag before Naani fell asleep, and because of that, I hadn't been able to eat or drink anything without waking her, as you can see. I had actually placed the bag and the pouch under her head for a pillow, as I mentioned.
And she would not bide that I should do aught; but only did ask concerning the making of the water, and was wondrous amazed to see how the powder did fizz up and become water; and indeed, she had too much into the cup, for, truly, it rose up and ran to the ground. And when she had done thus, and ceased to marvel, she put three of the tablets into the water, and made me a broth, even as I had made a broth for her; but, indeed, I was in no need, and had done very well to eat the tablets and drink the water. Yet, truly, I was not wishful to lack the love of her way, as you may think.
And she wouldn’t let me do anything; she just asked about how to make the water, and was really amazed to see how the powder fizzed up and turned into water. She actually added too much to the cup, because it spilled over and ran to the ground. After that, when she stopped being amazed, she put three of the tablets into the water and made me a broth, just like I made her one. But honestly, I didn’t need it and would have been fine eating the tablets and drinking the water. Yet I really didn’t want to miss out on her affection, as you might imagine.
Now while I did drink the broth, I did be very restful upon the earth, and mine head against mine own Maid; and I did mind me now that I tell her concerning the Armour-Suit that I did mean for her wear.
Now, while I drank the broth, I was very comfortable on the ground, with my head resting against my Maid; and I remembered that I wanted to tell her about the Armor-Suit I had planned for her to wear.
Yet I said not that I had stript it from me, for then she had been like to say nay, and to trouble that I was like to come to a chill, as is the way of a woman. But, indeed, I might so well have told her, for truly, she did know on the moment, and set to a little unto weeping; yet very gentle and sweet, and did kiss me as I lay there, and say such things as should make a young man the better to have heard, if but that his own dear Love doth say the same.
Yet I didn't say that I had removed it from myself, because then she would probably have said no, and it would have upset me enough to feel cold, as women often do. But honestly, I might as well have told her, because she truly knew right away and started to cry a little; yet she was very gentle and sweet, kissing me as I lay there and saying things that any young man would be better for hearing, especially if his own dear Love said the same.
And she would nowise wear the garment; but yet in the end I prevailed by gentle reasonings and because that I was her master, as I was born to be; and moreover, her own sweet sense did show that I spoke for wisdom; for how should she come through all the bitter way before, if that she had not a strong and close-made garment; and as you do mind, her coverings did be in utter rags, as I have told; yet very sweet and clean, as I had known; so that I ween she had stript oft in the lonesome night, and washt her garments in this or that hot spring of the sulphur waters and other matters.
And she absolutely refused to wear the garment; but in the end, I won her over with gentle reasoning and because I was her master, as I was meant to be; and besides, her own good sense showed that I was speaking wisely; for how could she endure all the hardships she faced before if she didn’t have a strong and well-made garment? As you know, her coverings were in tatters, as I mentioned; yet they were still very nice and clean, as I had noticed; so I think she must have often taken them off in the lonely night and washed her clothes in this or that hot spring of the sulfur waters and other things.
And, in verity, alway she was much given to washings, as I did soon perceive.
And in truth, she was always very into washing things, as I quickly realized.
Now, presently, I did be very well again; but with a sore slumber that did press upon my head. Yet, ere I should sleep, I did mean that I bathe her feet and bind them with ointment and with my pocket-cloth; and truly her feet were very small and pretty.
Now, at this moment, I felt much better again; but I had a heavy sleepiness weighing on my head. Still, before I fell asleep, I planned to wash her feet and wrap them with ointment and my handkerchief; and honestly, her feet were very small and lovely.
And I sat me up, talking my head from her knee; and told her of mine intent. But, in verity, she did but throw her arms about my neck and give me one loving kiss, and laught so hearty that I did think to do this thing when indeed she was the better able to mind it, and I the better suited to have me to my rest. And, surely, this was very true, and I made no ado, save to give her the ointment; but lay back, and did be quiet.
And I sat up, moving my head from her lap, and told her my intentions. But, honestly, she just threw her arms around my neck, gave me a loving kiss, and laughed so heartily that I thought it would be better to wait until she could really think about it and I could get some rest. And that was definitely true, so I didn't make a fuss, except to give her the ointment; then I lay back and stayed quiet.
Now I did be upon my right side, and she went to my back, and took the cloak from about her, and spread it upon me, and afterward stoopt over very dainty, and kist me, and bade me to go very swift to my sleep, for that she did mean to make her toilet and to get into mine Armour-Suit.
Now I lay on my right side, and she came to my back, took off her cloak, and spread it over me. Then she bent down delicately, kissed me, and told me to go to sleep quickly because she planned to get ready and put on my armor.
And I made no foolishness in this matter; yet told her to ease the cloak a little about me, so that I should have room to take the Diskos from my hip; and this thing I did, and took the Diskos to my breast, as was my habit; and surely I saw that her eyes did look at me with a little shining, because that I had so strange and fierce a bed-mate.
And I didn’t act foolishly about this; instead, I told her to loosen the cloak a bit around me so I’d have space to take the Diskos from my hip. I did this and pulled the Diskos to my chest, as I usually did. I could definitely see that her eyes were shining a bit, likely because I had such a strange and fierce companion in bed.
And I made her to promise that she keep a very keen harking, the which was like that she should do, and to call me on the instant that she did perceive any unease in the night. And after that, I shut mine eyes, that I should not shame her, and put out mine arms, and kist her once and turned from her unto my slumber; and she away to my back that she might be modest to her needs.
And I got her to promise that she would listen carefully, just as she should, and to call me immediately if she sensed any trouble during the night. After that, I closed my eyes so I wouldn't embarrass her, reached out my arms, kissed her once, and turned away to sleep; she turned away from me so she could be considerate of her own needs.
And surely, I was asleep in but a little moment, and with a great love and delight in my heart and in all my being.
And surely, I was asleep for just a brief moment, filled with a deep love and joy in my heart and in every part of my being.
And, truly, I waked not for twelve great hours. And when that time was gone, lo! I came awake, and surely the Maid did sit beside me, so bonny, and so winsome and pretty that mine arms went unto her in a moment, and she into them, and gave me a loving and tender kiss; and afterward slipt away from me, very sensible and loving; and did stand up and turn about to be lookt at. For she did wear the Armour-Suit, and surely it was loose upon her; but yet very pleasing, being close-knit. And I to my seat, from lying, that I might see the Maid the better. And, in verity, I must kiss her again; for she did be with her hair all about her, that she look pretty unto me; and her little feet did be bare, and so that they made my heart new tender to look upon them; for truly she was utter lost of foot-gear. And I to my knee to her; and she, not to deny me, did come to be kist again.
And really, I slept for twelve whole hours. When that time was up, I woke up, and there was the Maid sitting next to me, so beautiful, charming, and lovely that I instantly reached out to her, and she into my arms, giving me a sweet and gentle kiss. Afterward, she slipped away from me, very aware and affectionate, stood up, and turned around to be admired. She was wearing the Armour-Suit, which was a bit loose on her but still very attractive, fitting snugly. I got up from where I was lying down so I could see her better. Honestly, I had to kiss her again because she had her hair all around her, making her look absolutely gorgeous to me; and her little feet were bare, which made my heart feel tender just looking at them because she had completely lost her footwear. I knelt before her, and she, not wanting to refuse me, came closer to be kissed again.
Now when I found how great a time I had slept, I did scold Mine Own; but yet, as she did say, I must have long slumber if that I go so long wakeful, else should I lose my strength. And I askt how oft she had eat, and she told me but the once, and that six hours off.
Now that I realized how long I had slept, I did scold Mine Own; but as she said, I need to sleep a lot if I stay awake for so long, or I would lose my strength. I asked her how often she had eaten, and she told me just once, and that was six hours ago.
And on this I did scold again; but surely she put a very pretty finger sudden upon my lips, so that I might do naught but laugh, and kiss that same finger.
And here I scolded her again; but she suddenly placed a very pretty finger on my lips, making it so I could only laugh and kiss that same finger.
And, after that, we did eat and drink, and made plans. And once I did comfort the Maid; for, indeed, her sorrow did rise in her, because that her father was come unto his death, and the Peoples of the Lesser Redoubt all destroyed, and adrift in the night amid the monsters of that Land.
And after that, we ate and drank and made plans. I also comforted the Maid; her sorrow was overwhelming because her father had died, and the people of the Lesser Redoubt were all destroyed, lost in the night among the monsters of that land.
And, in verity, I was set that we go quickly out of that place, ere there came an horrid Destruction upon us; and, surely, there should scarce be any human, beside, in all that Land; for there must have come death upon the chief of those that did make escape.
And honestly, I was determined that we leave that place quickly, before a terrible disaster struck us; and surely, there would hardly be anyone else alive in that land, because death must have taken the leader of those who managed to escape.
And after we had eat and drunk, I did count the packs of the tablets, and was thankful in all my being that I had been careful and denied my belly; for I did perceive that there were left enough for our needs, if that we made a good speed, and did not fear to be empty. And of the water-powder, as it might be named, there were left two full flasks, and somewhat of that one that I had drunk from, all my journeying. And by this thing you shall perceive that we did not be like to die for the need of such matters.
And after we ate and drank, I counted the packs of tablets and felt grateful that I had been careful and controlled my appetite; I realized there were enough left for our needs if we moved quickly and weren't afraid of running low. For the water powder, as it might be called, there were two full flasks remaining, along with some from the one I had been drinking from throughout my journey. From this, you can see that we were not in danger of dying from the lack of such essentials.
And here, as it doth occur unto me, I do ponder how it did be that we had no thought to slay any small creature for our food; but, mayhap, we had no knowledge this way; for surely, they did not this thing to my knowing in the Mighty Pyramid. But yet, as I have said before this, I have not all knowledge of the doings of the Peoples. But, in verity, I never saw joint meat in all the time of that far Life that I do wot of. Yet, had we but slain somewhat for our hunger in that great wandering, we had been less empty in the belly.
And now, as I reflect on it, I wonder why we never considered killing any small creature for food; maybe we just didn't know that was an option. Surely, no one did that as far as I knew in the Great Pyramid. But still, as I've mentioned before, I don't know everything about how people lived. Honestly, I never saw any cooked meat during that distant time that I remember. If we had hunted something to satisfy our hunger during that long journey, we wouldn't have been so hungry.
Now, before that we should do aught beside, we must contrive that Naani have some gear for her feet; and to this intent, I did make a search into the pouch, and surely I found that there did be a change pair of inner shoes, that were made to go within mine own shoes of the grey metal.
Now, before we do anything else, we need to make sure that Naani has something for her feet; with that in mind, I searched the pouch and, sure enough, I found a spare pair of inner shoes designed to be worn inside my grey metal shoes.
And at this I was wondrous glad, and did make the Maid to sit upon a little rock, while that I made a fitting of the shoes. And, surely, they did be utter big and clumsy upon her little feet; so that I was in surprise to know how great is a man, beside a Maid. But in the end I had a cunning thought, for I cut off all the side of a strap, throughout the length of the strap, very thin and careful, and so had a lace to tie the boots around the tops, which were soft and easy for such a purpose. And after that, I stood away to look at the Maid, and neither she nor I were truly pleased; for, indeed, she was too pretty to be so hid and muffled. Yet were we glad otherwise; for now she might go without hurt to her feet.
And at this, I was truly happy and had the Maid sit on a small rock while I adjusted the shoes. They were really big and clumsy on her little feet, which surprised me by how much larger a man is compared to a Maid. Eventually, I had a clever idea: I carefully cut off the sides of a strap, making it thin along its entire length, so I had a lace to tie the boots around the tops, which were soft and suitable for this purpose. After that, I stepped back to look at the Maid, and neither of us was really satisfied because she was too beautiful to be hidden and bundled up like that. Still, we were glad in other ways; now she could walk without hurting her feet.
And afterward, we packt our gear, and she did make a bundle of her torn garments; for, truly, they might be proper somewise to our need. And so we to begin the way out of that Desolate Land.
And afterward, we packed our gear, and she made a bundle of her torn clothes; because, honestly, they might be useful for our needs. So, we started our journey out of that Desolate Land.
And we went forward together across the Land, and the journey was no more a weariness, but of a close and sweet joy; yet did I have a new anxiousness, as you do perceive, lest that any monster come to harm Mine Own.
And we moved ahead together across the land, and the journey was no longer a burden, but filled with a deep and sweet joy; however, I felt a new anxiety, as you can see, in case any monster came to harm my loved ones.
And we went twelve great hours in the bed of the olden sea, and did eat twice in that time. And surely the Maid did grow utter weak and weary; for she was not come proper unto her strength; yet did she make no odd saying to tell me of this thing. But indeed, I did know; and I stopt in the thirteenth hour, and took her into mine arms, even as I should carry a babe; and I went forward with her, and did hush her protesting with a kiss, and afterward she did but nestle unto me and shelter against my breast.
And we spent twelve long hours in the bed of the ancient sea, eating twice during that time. Surely, the Maid became utterly weak and tired; she hadn’t fully regained her strength, but she didn’t say anything unusual about it. Still, I knew; so I paused in the thirteenth hour and held her in my arms, just like I would carry a baby. I moved forward with her, silencing her protests with a kiss, and after that, she simply nestled against me for comfort.
And I bade the Maid to sleep; but, indeed, she had no power to this end, for her body did ache very sore; but yet did she strive to give me an obedience in this thing. And in the eighteenth hour, when that I stopt to have food and drink, surely she did be awake, yet had she been utter silent; and I made to scold her; but she gat from mine arms, and did go upward upon her toes, and put her finger against my lips very naughtily. And afterward she did be impudent unto me, and did deny me to kiss her. But she went unto my back, and did open the scrip, and gat me to my food, even as a quiet and proper wife should go. As she did be so sedate that I knew she had mischief her heart of harmless kind.
And I told the Maid to sleep; but really, she couldn’t because her body ached so much; still, she tried to obey me on this. In the eighteenth hour, when I paused to eat and drink, she was definitely awake, but she stayed completely silent; I almost scolded her, but she slipped out of my arms, got up on her toes, and playfully put her finger against my lips. Then she began to tease me and refused to let me kiss her. But she went behind me, opened the food pouch, and handed me my food just like a good and proper wife should. She acted so calmly that I knew she had some harmless mischief in her heart.
But afterward this did pass sudden into weeping; for she had a quick and sore memory of her father and of the Destruction; and I took the Maid into mine arms, and did let her be there very gentle, and made not to kiss or to comfort her; but yet to give comfort.
But then she suddenly started crying because she had a strong and painful memory of her father and the disaster. I held the girl in my arms, keeping it gentle, not trying to kiss or comfort her, but still offering comfort.
And presently she ceased from weeping, and did slip her hand into mine, and I to keep it within, very soft and quiet; and afterward, she began to eat her tablets, yet always she did be very husht; so that I did be quiet also, and feel as that my love did be round her as a shield. And I knew that she had knowledge of this thing in her heart.
And soon she stopped crying and slipped her hand into mine, and I held it gently and quietly. Then she started to eat her food, but she remained very quiet; so I stayed silent too and felt that my love surrounded her like a shield. I knew she felt this in her heart.
And oft I harked into the night of the Land; but there was nowhere any sound, or disturbing of the aether, to trouble me. And the Maid in mine arms did know when that I harked; for in verity, she had the Night-Hearing and the understanding spirit that doth be needful to such. And odd whiles did I look down to her through the gloom that did be about us; and presently I did perceive that she lookt up to me, out of mine arms.
And often I listened into the night of the Land; but there was no sound or disturbance in the air to trouble me. And the girl in my arms knew when I listened; for indeed, she had the ability to hear the night and the understanding that is necessary for it. Sometimes I would look down at her through the darkness around us; and then I noticed that she was looking up at me, out of my arms.
And I kist her.
And I kissed her.
Now, in all that day, we had come nowhere upon any fire-hole in the bed of the olden sea; and truly I did ache to be nigh unto the warmth of such; for I did feel the cold of the Land, because that I was weary, and because that I had not the thickness of the Armour-Suit below mine armour to warm me.
Now, throughout the entire day, we hadn't found any hot springs in the bottom of the ancient sea; and honestly, I really wanted to be close to the warmth of one, because I felt the cold of the land. I was tired, and I didn't have enough padding in my armor beneath my suit to keep me warm.
And the cloak did be about the Maid; for I had feared that she should grow cold as I carried her. Yet, now she did know subtly that I was come to feel the utter chill of the Land; and she gat from mine arms, and put the cloak about me, and afterward came again into mine arms. And I let the cloak bide there, and drew it forward to be around her, also. Yet, truly, I was joyful that I did be cold, as you shall perceive. For it was sweet to the heart to bear somewhat of that dread chill for Mine Own; and she half troubled and likewise with understanding of my heart, because that I was less clothed than I had been.
And the cloak was around the girl; I had been worried that she would get cold while I carried her. But now she sensed that I was feeling the intense cold of the Land, so she got out of my arms and draped the cloak over me before coming back into my embrace. I let the cloak stay there and pulled it around her too. Honestly, I was glad to be cold, as you can see. It was heartwarming to endure some of that terrifying chill for my own; and she was a bit upset yet also understood how I felt because I was less covered than I had been.
Now, in a little while, the Maid did pack the scrip; and so we did make ready again to go forward, for I was grown anxious, as you may suppose, that we should come to some fire-hole, that we have a place for sleep that had warmth and light; for, truly, the cold of the Land did be drear and horrid.
Now, after a short while, the Maid packed the bag, and we got ready to move on again, as I had become anxious, as you can imagine, that we would find some place with warmth and light to sleep because, honestly, the cold of the Land was bleak and terrible.
And I stoopt to take the Maid into mine arms, that I should carry her; but she did say nay, that she did be well rested. And I not to gainsay her, for she did mean the thing, as I perceived, and I had no desire to force my way upon her, save when I saw truly that she did seem to go unwisely. And, indeed, when such did be the case I did strive with her, only with a nice reasonableness, as you shall know.
And I bent down to lift the girl into my arms so I could carry her; but she said no, that she was feeling well-rested. I didn’t argue with her, as she truly meant it, and I had no desire to impose myself on her, except when I saw that she was acting unreasonably. Indeed, when that was the case, I would gently persuade her, always with a sense of reason, as you’ll see.
And the Maid walkt by my side, and wondrous silent; but yet very nigh to me, so that I knew she did be very full of love to me, and of that quaint and sweet humbleness that love doth breed odd whiles in a woman when she doth be with her man, if but that man be also her master. And presently, I perceived that the cloak did be over mine own shoulders, and I took it and would have put it about the Maid; but truly she did not allow this; and when I did be stern with her, that she obey me in this matter, she did stand upon her toes, that she might kiss me, and pulled my head down, and surely she kist me and coaxed me that I wear the cloak, else should I give pain to her, in that I did surely be cold because she did wear the Armour-Suit.
And the Maid walked by my side, wonderfully quiet; but still very close to me, so that I knew she was filled with love for me, and that unique and sweet humility that love sometimes brings out in a woman when she's with her man, especially if that man is also her master. Soon, I realized the cloak was over my own shoulders, and I took it off, wanting to put it around the Maid; but she really wouldn’t let me do that. When I insisted that she let me in this matter, she stood on her toes to kiss me, pulled my head down, and certainly kissed me and sweet-talked me into wearing the cloak, saying I would hurt her if I didn’t, since I was surely cold because she was wearing the Armour-Suit.
Yet, I would not hark to this thing; so that the Maid did be truly in trouble. And first she made a threatening that she wear but her olden garments that did be only rags, if that I did persist. But this I saw to be foolishness and scarce-meant, and did as much need to smile at her as that I did think to scold her; but I did be firm that she wear the cloak.
Yet, I wouldn't listen to her on this; so the Maid was truly in trouble. First, she threatened to wear only her old rags if I kept insisting. But I saw that as foolish and not serious, and I felt I should smile at her instead of scolding her; still, I was adamant that she wear the cloak.
And lo! she went sudden into crying; and this had been beyond my thoughts. And truly, it set me all adrift; for I perceived that she did be greatly distrest concerning this matter, when I had conceived that she did but mean this thing for tenderness' sake. But mine heart helped me to understand, and I saw how she did be truly shamed, in her sweet womanhood, if that I helped her not in this matter; for she did feel that she was made to do hurt unto that one that was her Love. And this thing I do pray you to think upon, that you understand; for, indeed, until that I was made to think, I had not seen it thiswise, for her.
And suddenly, she started crying, and it caught me completely off guard. Honestly, it threw me off balance because I realized she was really upset about this situation, when I had thought she was just being caring. But my heart helped me see how truly embarrassed she felt, in her gentle femininity, if I didn’t support her in this. She felt like she was hurting the person she loved. I ask you to consider this, so you understand; because honestly, until I took a moment to think, I hadn't seen it this way for her.
And in the end, I came to agreement with the Maid, that we wear the garment hour by hour, in turn; and she to wear it the first hour and I to wear it the second hour; and so to go forward.
And in the end, I agreed with the Maid that we would take turns wearing the garment, with her wearing it for the first hour and me wearing it for the second hour, and so on.
And truly, this did be an happy arranging; but yet she stampt her foot a little, as I put the cloak about her. And thrice in the hour did she ask me concerning the time that was gone; and surely, when the hour was but up, she had the cloak off in a moment, and went to my back and cast it upon my shoulders, and after to my front, and made it fast upon my breast; and so eager and naughty was she to this, that I took her by the shoulders, and shook her, somewhat, even as she had made to stamp at me; yet mayhaps with more of laughter. And she to take no heed at all; but to button the cloak and be very sedate. Yet, in verity, I caught her up into mine arms, and kissed her, for a sweet and naughty Maid; and she very willing, now that she had gotten something of her way.
And truly, this was a happy moment; but still, she stamped her foot a little as I wrapped the cloak around her. She asked me three times during the hour about the time that had passed; and sure enough, when the hour was finally up, she quickly took off the cloak and threw it over my shoulders, then to my front, fastening it against my chest. She was so eager and cheeky about this that I took her by the shoulders and shook her a bit, just as she was about to stomp at me; though perhaps I did it more in laughter. She paid no attention at all, just buttoning the cloak and acting very serious. Yet, honestly, I picked her up in my arms and kissed her, for she was a sweet and mischievous maid; and she was very willing now that she had gotten her way.
But yet in an hour, I did have the cloak about her, again; and so did straiten matters, as you shall conceive.
But within an hour, I had the cloak around her again, which made things quite complicated, as you can imagine.
Now, when we had gone forward, through five great hours, I perceived that the Maid did be utter worn, but yet did make presence that she was unwearied. And because I saw how she did be, I did heed and be anxious only that we come to some rock, to be for our safe refuge, and mayhap there to find an hole or cave, that should be somewhat to keep our heat about us; for there was nowhere any fire-hole anigh in all those hours.
Now, after we had gone forward for five long hours, I noticed that the Maid was completely exhausted, yet she acted as if she wasn't tired at all. Seeing how she was, I felt worried and just hoped we could find some rock where we could safely take refuge, and maybe even find a hole or cave that would help keep us warm; because there hadn’t been anywhere to make a fire during all that time.
And presently, we came to a part where there did be rocks, and we went to and fro in the gloom, and came in the end to a place where the rocks did go upward into the night, as that it had been a small and ancient cliff.
And soon, we reached a section with rocks, moving back and forth in the darkness until we finally arrived at a spot where the rocks rose into the night, like a small, ancient cliff.
And surely in a while I found a hole that did go inwards of the rock; and the hole did be above mine head; yet when I was come to it, and had made the Diskos to spin therein, that I should have light to see whether there did be any creature or creeping thing in the hole, I was well pleased; for truly it did be sweet and dry.
And after a little while, I discovered a hole that went into the rock; it was above my head. But when I got to it and made the Diskos spin inside, I hoped to get some light to see if there were any creatures or insects in the hole. I was really pleased because it felt nice and dry.
Now the Maid had cried out a little to see the sudden shining that did come from within the hole, when I made the Diskos to spin, and because of the low roar of the weapon. But I answered her that there did be naught to have fear concerning; and so was she peaceful again, but yet a little trembling when that I came down to her; for, indeed, the Diskos did make always a strange sounding and a quaint and drear shining, as you do know; and she did be feared for me that some Evil Force had come upon me out of the cave; for she had neither knowledge nor conceiving that ever there did be so wondrous a weapon in all the world.
Now the Maid had cried out a bit when she saw the sudden light shining from the hole as I made the Diskos spin, along with the low roar of the weapon. But I reassured her that there was nothing to fear; so she calmed down, though she still trembled a bit when I came down to her. The Diskos always made a strange sound and had an eerie, beautiful glow, as you know; and she was worried that some Evil Force had come upon me from the cave, as she had no idea that such an incredible weapon existed in the world.
And I gave the Maid an help upward to the little cave, and came after, myself; and so we did be in a very nice and cosy place, that did not be easily gotten at by any monstrous thing. And surely I was utter glad for such a place, so that both should have safety that we might sleep in the same hours.
And I helped the Maid up to the little cave, and followed after myself; and so we ended up in a very nice and cozy place that wasn’t easily reached by any monstrous creature. I was really glad for such a place, so we could both be safe and sleep at the same time.
And, in truth, this was a needful plan; for if one had stayed wakeful to keep a watch for the other, then had our sleep taken us double hours; and this thing might not be, else should our food be done, and we to be twice so long as need be, ere ever we did come unto the refuge of the Mighty Pyramid; and I utter wearied and anxious of the heart and spirit that I bring Mine Own soon unto the safety and glory of my Mighty Home, and so free from the Destruction that did hang above our two souls for ever in that Land, and the peril that did be everywhere, save in the Last Redoubt.
And honestly, this was a necessary plan; if one of us had stayed awake to watch over the other, it would’ve taken us twice as long to rest. We might run out of food, and our journey would be twice as long as it needed to be before we reached the safety of the Mighty Pyramid. I felt exhausted and anxious in my heart and spirit, wanting to bring my loved one to the safety and glory of my home and away from the danger that constantly threatened us in that land, with peril everywhere except in the Last Redoubt.
Now when we were come into the hole of the rock, the Maid did slip the scrip and the pouch from my shoulders; and she gat out the tablets, and made some of the water, and did be very swift and natty, and all to the despite of the gloom that did be utter in that little cave.
Now that we were inside the cave, the Maid took the pouch and bag off my shoulders; she pulled out the tablets, prepared some water, and moved with great speed and efficiency, all despite the complete darkness of that little cave.
And we eat each of us two of the tablets and drank some of the water; and I made jest with the Maid how that the tablets did be proper for strength, yet very lacking to fill the belly; though, indeed, I named it otherwise.
And we each ate two of the tablets and drank some of the water; I joked with the Maid about how the tablets are good for strength, but really don’t do much to fill you up; though, to be honest, I called it something else.
And she to agree, and did pat mine arm, and did tell me how that she should cook me a monstrous tasty and great meal when that we were come unto the Mighty Pyramid. And immediately afterward, she did make to laugh upon me, and to name me impudently for so much thought unto my feeding; and afterward again to silence, and to patting my hand.
And she agreed, patted my arm, and told me how she would cook me an incredibly tasty and huge meal when we got to the Mighty Pyramid. Then, shortly after, she laughed at me and teasingly called me rude for thinking so much about my food; but then she went quiet again and continued to pat my hand.
Now, when that we had made an end of eating and drinking, I was very ready for sleep; for, truly, it was six and twenty great hours since that I did last slumber; but for the Maid it did be eight and thirty great hours; for, as you do mind, she had made no sleeping when that she did lie in mine arms for six hours of our journeying.
Now that we had finished eating and drinking, I was really ready for sleep; in fact, it had been twenty-six long hours since I last slept. But for the Maid, it had been thirty-eight long hours, since, as you recall, she hadn’t slept at all while lying in my arms for six hours of our journey.
And I made how we should sleep; and put the cloak about the Maid; but surely she did refuse, very piteous, and seeming to have also somewhat of doubt and puzzlement. But in this thing I did be very stern and intending; for she did not be over-warm clad, as you do know, and moreover, she was but a little One, while I did be wondrous hardy.
And I arranged how we should sleep and wrapped the cloak around the girl; but she definitely refused, looking very sad and seeming to be confused and uncertain. But I was very firm and determined about it because she wasn't dressed warmly enough, as you know, and besides, she was just a little one, while I was quite sturdy.
And, in verity, I made her to obey, and gave her the scrip and the pouch for her pillow; and she, as it did seem to me, to sob to herself a little in the gloom of the night. But yet did I stay my heart a little stern to mine intent. And I wrapt the cloak about her, and set the scrip and the pouch very nice beneath her head; and afterward, I knelt over to kiss her, before that I came unto mine own slumber. Yet did she turn her mouth from me, and did put her hand above her face to ward me off, the which did grieve me; for truly, I did heed alway that I should never thrust my love upon her in her lonesomeness; but only let it be to her for a shield and for all comfort unto her heart.
And truly, I made her obey and gave her the bag and the pouch for her pillow; and it seemed to me she was sobbing a little in the darkness of the night. But I still kept my heart a bit firm to my purpose. I wrapped the cloak around her and placed the bag and pouch nicely under her head; and afterward, I knelt down to kiss her before I went to sleep. Yet she turned her mouth away from me and put her hand over her face to push me away, which saddened me because I always wanted to make sure I didn't impose my love on her in her loneliness, but only let it be a shield and a source of comfort for her heart.
And I turned my back, and went a pace away and lay down; for truly there did be no way else but to be near unto the Maid, for it was but a little cave. And I lay very husht, because that I was so sore in the heart. Yet, truly, I could not come unto my slumber, for I was so disturbed in my love; and I stayed very quiet maybe for a great hour; and did fight that I shake not mine armour to jinglings with the utter cold that did make me to tremble. But the Maid did sleep very sweet and calm, as I perceived by her breathings.
And I turned away, took a step back, and lay down; there was really no other way but to be close to the Maid since it was just a small cave. I lay still because my heart was so heavy. But honestly, I couldn’t fall asleep because my feelings were so tumultuous; I stayed quiet for what felt like a long hour, trying to keep my armor from clinking in the cold that made me shiver. But the Maid slept peacefully and calmly, as I could tell from her breathing.
Yet, in verity, the Maid did be so much awake as I, and with some sweet and naughty intent of the heart, as my spirit did sudden perceive. And I lay very husht, and did wait to discover what this thing might be.
Yet, in truth, the Maid was as awake as I was, and with some sweet and mischievous intent in her heart, as I suddenly sensed. And I lay very still, waiting to find out what this was all about.
And I made my breathing to seem as the breathing of one that did sleep, even as that naughty Maid did make pretending. And surely, in a while I did know that she moved very quiet, and came unto me; and I made yet that I slept very sound and strong; though the cold did nigh to conquer all my quietness.
And I pretended to breathe like someone who was asleep, just like that mischievous girl did. Soon enough, I realized she was moving quietly and coming closer to me; I continued to act like I was sleeping deeply, even though the cold was almost overpowering my calmness.
And in a moment I perceived the intent of the Maid; for I did feel the cloak spread over me with a wondrous gentleness; and afterward there did be a soft kiss put upon my hand; and the Maid back then to her pillow; yet, as I did hear, she brought it something more nigh to me; as that she did crave to be near unto me that was her own Love.
And in an instant, I realized what the Maid intended; I felt the cloak wrap around me with a gentle touch, and then she placed a soft kiss on my hand before going back to her pillow. However, it seemed she brought it a bit closer to me, as if she longed to be near the one she loved.
And I sat up, and I put forth my hands suddenly and took the Maid into mine arms; and she to nestle unto me so that I did be wordless, because that I loved her so utter.
And I sat up, suddenly reaching out my hands to pull the Maid into my arms; she nestled against me, leaving me speechless because I loved her so completely.
And presently, I felt her to stir in mine arms; and I loost her somewhat; for I did be always very mindful that I impose not upon her dear liberty of maidenhood. Yet she made not to go from me, but only to gather the cloak about her; so that we did both be in the cloak. And she askt why this might not be; for surely it did be madness that one should starve and the other be very nice in warmth. And, indeed, this did be but wisdom; yet it might not come the first from me.
And soon, I felt her stir in my arms, and I loosened my hold a little because I was always very mindful not to infringe on her precious freedom as a maiden. Yet she didn't try to pull away from me; she just wrapped the cloak around herself so that we were both under it. She asked why this couldn't be the case, since it was certainly madness for one to be cold while the other was warm and comfortable. And indeed, this was just common sense, but I couldn't be the one to say it first.
And I said to Mine Own that this thing should be; and she reached out, and brought the scrip and the pouch, and placed them for a pillow for my head, and told me that I should put my head thereon. And I askt her how this did be right; for she did need a pillow the more than I. But she bid me to bide, and to have obedience in my turn. And when I was so, she spread the cloak over me, and afterward crept under, and did lie down beside me, and did seem as that she was asleep in one moment.
And I told My Own that this needed to happen; she reached out, grabbed the pouch and the bag, and placed them under my head as a pillow, telling me I should rest my head there. I asked her how this was fair since she needed a pillow more than I did. But she told me to wait and to be obedient in my turn. When I complied, she spread a cloak over me, then crawled under it and lay down next to me, appearing to fall asleep in an instant.
Yet, though she did be so sedate and matter-of-the-fact, as we do say, while that she was wakeful, she did yet nestle unto me very sweet and childlike in her sleep. And surely I did want to kiss her; but yet did refrain from my love; for, truly, I did well that I treat her very gently, at such a time, as you do perceive. And, in verity, such a Maid doth make a reverence in the soul of a man.
Yet, even though she was so calm and practical, as we say, while she was awake, she still curled up next to me very sweetly and childlike in her sleep. And I really wanted to kiss her; but I held back my love, because I knew it was right to treat her gently at that moment, as you can understand. And honestly, such a girl inspires a deep respect in a man's heart.
Now, presently, I was gone over unto sleep; and in seven hours I waked; and in that time had the Maid slumbered through eight hours; yet did I intend that she be not disturbed, until that we were aready to the journey. And I slipt from under the cloak, and put it round her, very gentle. Yet it to be as she did miss me, even in her sleep; for it to seem to me that she put out her arms in the darkness, and she made a little moaning in her slumber. Yet, in a moment, she did be quiet, and afterward I put the cloak about her again.
Now, I had fallen asleep; and after seven hours, I woke up. During that time, the Maid slept for eight hours; however, I planned to let her rest until we were ready for our journey. I quietly slipped out from under the cloak and wrapped it around her gently. Still, it seemed that she missed me even in her sleep, as it appeared she reached out for me in the darkness and made a small sound while sleeping. But after a moment, she settled down again, and I covered her with the cloak once more.
And I went then to the opening of the little cave, and put forth my head, and lookt well about, and harked a long while; but there stirred nothing in the night thereabout; neither did my spirit wot of any matter for trouble unto us.
And I went to the entrance of the little cave, stuck my head out, looked around carefully, and listened for a long time; but nothing stirred in the night around us; nor did I feel any reason for concern.
And presently, I gat out two of the tablets; for, as you do know, the Maid had given me the scrip and the pouch to be my pillow, so that I had power to come at these matters, without awaking her; but for her own part, as I did learn after, she had used her torn garments to be for a pillow; yet had made no explaining, as you do mind; and surely this was one of her naughty whimsies; and mayhap she had been so full of a playful happiness—as doth take the heart betimes—that she had made a little mystery where there did be no mystery; and this but to release her joy, and so to say masterful things unto me, out of her impudence; and afterward had meant that she tell me; but yet was gone unto slumber, ere that she did mind her.
And soon enough, I pulled out two of the tablets; because, as you know, the girl had given me the sack and the pouch to use as my pillow, so I could work on these things without waking her. But as I later found out, she used her torn clothes as a pillow; yet she hadn’t explained it, as you might remember; and surely this was one of her mischievous little quirks. Maybe she was just feeling playful and happy—which sometimes fills the heart—and created a little mystery where there wasn’t one; just to express her joy and say bold things to me out of her cheekiness; and afterwards, she probably meant to tell me, but had already fallen asleep before she remembered.
Yet, since that time, a new thought hath come unto me that she did mean in the first that she should come into mine arms to sleep, and thereby need no pillow. But afterward, it may hap that she saw with a sudden olden wisdom, all in one moment; and afterward did act lovingly, yet with understanding. And so did change from her intent; yet with no improperness of modesty; but only with a niceness of Sense, which she did make no talk of; but yet did have. And surely, how oft is a man thus wisely ordered, unknowing.
Yet, since that time, a new thought has come to me that she originally intended to come into my arms to sleep, thus needing no pillow. But later, it’s possible she suddenly realized something wise all at once and then acted lovingly, yet with understanding. So, she changed her mind, but not in an inappropriate way; rather, it was just a keen sense she didn't discuss but certainly had. And truly, how often is a man quietly wise without realizing it.
And to cease from these thinkings, and to go forward, I eat two of the tablets, and afterward made some of the water. And lo! the fizzing of the water waked the Maid; and I knew that she reached out very sudden to me; but afterward knew in a moment what did make the sound, and that I did be up and making ready for the journeying.
And to stop these thoughts and move on, I took two of the tablets and then prepared some of the water. Suddenly, the fizzing of the water woke the girl up; I saw her reach out to me quickly, but a moment later, she realized what had caused the sound and that I was up and getting ready for the journey.
And she gat up in the darkness, and said my name, and came unto me, and kist my forehead in the dark; and immediately she ran her hands gently downward of my left arm, and when she came to the cup, she took it from me, and slapt my hand, very dainty. And afterward I knew that she took a sip from the cup, and then did turn that side to me, and so gave me to drink, and did scold me that I had not waked her to tend to my needs; for surely she did be Mine Own, to have her duties to me.
And she got up in the dark, called my name, and came over to me. She kissed my forehead in the shadows and gently ran her hands down my left arm. When she reached the cup, she took it from me and playfully slapped my hand. Then I realized she took a sip from the cup, turned toward me, and offered me a drink. She scolded me for not waking her up to help me because she was surely mine to take care of me.
And after that I had drank, she took the cup, and did finish it; and she gat two of the tablets, as I did think, and came afterward and sat upon the rock to my side, and did nestle somewhat against mine armour, and took mine arm and set it about her; and so did make to eat.
And after I had finished drinking, she took the cup and finished it; then she picked up two of the tablets, or at least I thought she did, and later came to sit on the rock next to me. She leaned a bit against my armor, took my arm, and draped it around her; and then she started to eat.
But first she put her tablet unto my lips, in the dark, that I should kiss it; and surely this was an olden way of Mirdath My Beautiful One; so that I did be all shaken of the heart. And I kist the tablet; and immediately she nestled unto me, and did begin to eat.
But first she held her tablet to my lips in the dark, so that I would kiss it; and this was definitely an old-fashioned thing of Mirdath My Beautiful One; it made my heart race. I kissed the tablet, and right away she snuggled up to me and started to eat.
And truly it was as that Eternity had been rolled backward; for I had discovered the soul of mine olden Love in this dainty Maid to my side. Yet, in looks had Mirdath been of an utter differing; but, in verity Naani was wondrous lovely. But, though I to be so stirred, I did be silent; for my heart was very full of memory.
And honestly, it felt like time had reversed; because I had found the essence of my past love in this lovely girl beside me. However, Mirdath had looked completely different; but, in reality, Naani was incredibly beautiful. Still, even though I was deeply moved, I stayed quiet; because my heart was overwhelmed with memories.
And as the Maid eat, she slipt her fingers between mine, curling them softly; and surely her fingers did be very little; and she stirred mine olden memories again in this thing. And surely I was dumb before my Memory.
And while the Maid ate, she slipped her fingers between mine, curling them gently; and her fingers were indeed very small; and she stirred up my old memories once more with this. And surely I was speechless before my Memory.
And presently, she put up the second tablet, as I did think, that I should kiss it; and I kist it, as before. Yet, ere she did begin again to eat, I did wot suddenly that she hid some intent from me.
And soon, she held up the second tablet, and I thought I should kiss it; so I did, just like before. But just before she started eating again, I suddenly realized that she was keeping something from me.
And I caught her hand very quick in the dark; and her fingers did close upon the tablet, very guilty; so that I perceived that I had guessed aright. And I opened her fingers; and I found that there did be but the half of a tablet within her hand. And surely she had taken but that one tablet, and had given me the one end to kiss, and afterward the other; so that I should suppose she did eat two proper and complete tablets.
And I quickly grabbed her hand in the dark, and her fingers closed tightly around the tablet, looking very guilty; so I knew I had guessed correctly. I opened her fingers, and I found only half of a tablet in her hand. Clearly, she had only taken that one tablet and had given me one end to kiss, then the other; so I would think she ate two full tablets.
And I perceived that she had done this thing secretly, being minded that if she eat always but one tablet, then should I never lack, even if that we did be over-long coming unto the Mighty Pyramid.
And I realized that she had done this quietly, thinking that if she only took one tablet, I would never go without, even if it took us a long time to reach the Great Pyramid.
And I askt how oft already had she eat but one, for two. And she confessed in a very quiet voice that this did make the fifth time. And I was so angered, that I took her hand and whipt it thrice, so hard that she had screamed if that she had been any coward. And she said nothing to me, neither went away.
And I asked her how many times she had eaten for two, but only one. She quietly admitted that this was the fifth time. I was so angry that I took her hand and slapped it three times, hard enough that she would have screamed if she had been any coward. She said nothing to me and didn’t leave.
And she began again to eat the half of the tablet, and did eat it from the other hand, as I to be aware, because that her left hand did be hurt. And she wept not, but was very quiet by me; and presently I knew that she kist the whipt hand secretly in the dark.
And she started eating the half of the tablet again, using her other hand, as I noticed that her left hand was hurt. She didn’t cry, but she was very calm beside me; and soon I realized that she secretly kissed her whipped hand in the dark.
And afterward, I put mine arm again about her; and she did be there in it, very sober and happy. And when she had made an end of the first tablet, I gave her the second, and she eat it very quiet and content.
And afterward, I put my arm around her again, and she was there, very calm and happy. When she finished the first tablet, I gave her the second, and she ate it very quietly and with satisfaction.
And presently I talked with her, and showed her how that this thing did hurt my heart, even as she had been hurt that I did be cold garmented, the while that she did be warm. And I showed her the wickedness that she had done, that she did play so foolish with her life and strength; and well might she be weak and all a-lack.
And soon I talked with her, showing her how this thing hurt my heart, just like she had been hurt when I was cold while she was warm. I pointed out the wrong she had done, playing so recklessly with her life and energy; no wonder she felt weak and had so many problems.
Yet, did I think a little sweet impudence came into her, as I told her concerning her wickednesses. And I took her then into mine arms, and I showed her how that I knew all the unselfishness and wonder of her heart; and I kist her, and truly her lips did have a lovely glad humbleness as they came unto mine; so that it was as that I had not kist her truly until that moment. And I made her to promise that she never deceive me in such matter again. And indeed she promised; but yet with no ready tongue.
Yet, I thought a hint of sweet boldness appeared in her as I talked to her about her mischief. I then took her into my arms and showed her that I recognized all the selflessness and wonder in her heart; I kissed her, and her lips had a lovely, joyful humility as they met mine, making it feel like I hadn’t truly kissed her until that moment. I made her promise that she would never deceive me about such things again. She did promise, but not very eagerly.
And afterward, we made proper for the journey; and when we had gotten our gear together, I went downward of the rock, and gave the Maid help to come down. And when we did stand at last upon the bottom of the rock, I askt Naani how she did feel, and whether her feet did hurt. And she answered that she did be very well and had no soreness in her feet.
And afterward, we prepared for the journey; and when we had gathered our things, I went down the rock and helped the Maid come down. When we finally stood at the bottom of the rock, I asked Naani how she felt and if her feet hurt. She replied that she was fine and didn’t have any soreness in her feet.
And we went forward then, and she close unto me; and odd whiles with low speech, but more oft with silence, because that we did need that we hark alway for any danger or horror; and also there did be so utter a silence upon that part of the Land, which did be the bottom of the olden sea. And we eat and drank at the sixth and the twelfth hours; and in the fifteenth hour, we came upon a great slope of the earth; and lo! it did be the far side of the sea. And we went upward for a long hour; and so came to the upward part, and did be able once more to look over the greatness of that Land.
And we moved forward, with her close beside me; sometimes speaking softly, but more often in silence, because we needed to stay alert for any danger or threat. There was an eerie stillness in that part of the Land, which was the bottom of the ancient sea. We ate and drank at the sixth and twelfth hours; and at the fifteenth hour, we reached a steep slope of the land, and there it was—the far side of the sea. We climbed for a long time and eventually reached the top, where we could once again look out over the vastness of that Land.
XI
THE HOMEWARD WAY
Now, truly, it did seem very light, after the horrid and lonesome gloom that did lie all-ways in the bottom of the olden sea; and I saw that I was come out upon a part of the Land that did be surely to the right of that place where I made entry into the sea-bed, on mine outward going. And there did be a great plenty of fire-holes, so that mine heart was warmed to see them; yet did I mind to be wary in coming unto them; for, as you do know, there did so oft be life of this kind and that about these fires.
Now, honestly, it felt really bright after the terrible, lonely darkness that always hung at the bottom of the old sea; and I realized I had come out onto a part of the land that was definitely to the right of the spot where I entered the sea-bed on my way out. There were a lot of fire pits, which made my heart feel warm just seeing them; still, I reminded myself to be cautious approaching them, because, as you know, there often tends to be various kinds of life around these fires.
And I lookt now down to the Maid, and she upward to me, and did come more anigh to me, and truly she did be most wondrous pretty and sweet; yet did seem very awearied and pale in the face; so that I made blame upon myself that I had overwalked her; for, in verity, I do think that I was so strong and hard as that I had been made from iron; and she but a dear and tender Maid. Yet did she refuse that I should so reproach myself; and did but stand anigh to me and look at me with eyes that were very beautiful. And so I put mine arms about her, and kist her; and afterward lookt again over the Land, that I should shape out our further journeying.
And I looked down at the Maid, and she looked up at me, moving closer. Truly, she was incredibly pretty and sweet; yet she seemed very tired and pale. I felt guilty for having overdone it with her; because, honestly, I felt as strong and tough as if I were made of iron, while she was just a lovely and delicate Maid. But she insisted that I shouldn’t blame myself; she simply stood beside me and looked at me with very beautiful eyes. So, I wrapped my arms around her and kissed her; then I looked out over the Land again to plan our next steps on the journey.
And from that place where I did stand, there spread out all before me the blue shining that I had seen from the mouth-part of the Upward Gorge; yet did it be a great way off. And, indeed, I should tell you in this place, that it was by the glimmering of this shine within the sky of the night that I had steered, as we did come across the olden sea-bed. And, truly, it was but a broad thing to go toward; but yet did serve me, in that it told me that I went toward the far side of the sea-bed, and made not to go all about in blind circles in the night.
And from that spot where I stood, the blue glow I had seen from the mouth of the Upward Gorge stretched out before me; although it was quite far away. I should mention here that it was by the flicker of this light in the night sky that I navigated as we crossed the ancient sea bed. And, to be honest, it was just a wide thing to head toward; but it helped me by indicating that I was moving toward the other side of the sea bed, and not wandering around in blind circles in the dark.
And after that I had considered a while, I did know somewhat where the Gorge should be, and perceived that I should go unto my left; but not overmuch, for indeed I saw the red-shining of the giants' hole that lay at a great space that way; and surely I must go so that I missed the place of the giants so much as I might, and in the same going, come not overnear unto the blue-shining that lay before me, across all the far part of that Country; for, in verity, I Mistrusted the place where that shining did be.
After thinking for a bit, I realized I had a general idea of where the Gorge was and understood that I should head to my left. However, not too much, because I could see the red glow of the giants' hole far off in that direction. I needed to avoid getting too close to the giants' area as much as possible, and at the same time, I had to steer clear of the blue glow that lay ahead of me across the distant part of that land, because honestly, I had a bad feeling about that spot.
Now when I had gained somewhat of knowledge where should be found the Mouth of the Upward Gorge, I put mine arm about the Maid, where she did stand so nigh to me, and very husht, the while that I had lookt about. And I pointed outward over the dark Land unto my left, and told her that the Gorge did be somewhere that way, a great distance off; yet utter out of my sight, and only to be known that it did be somewise there by the things that I did mind of, concerning my way after I came into the Land.
Now that I had figured out where the Mouth of the Upward Gorge was located, I put my arm around the Maid, who stood close to me, and was very quiet while I looked around. I pointed out over the dark land to my left and told her that the Gorge was somewhere that way, a long distance away; yet it was completely out of sight, and I only knew it was there based on what I remembered about my journey after I arrived in the Land.
Now the Maid, having stood very quiet, had lookt all that time about her; and so had come to some knowing of the place where she did be in the Land, for she to know the land someways, as you shall think. And she askt me how I did mind to go; and truly I said, so straight as we might; but yet so that we come neither too nigh to the shining nor to the great red fire-pit of the Giants.
Now the Maid, having stood very still, had looked around for a while; and so she had figured out the area where she was in the Land, as she needed to know the land in some way, as you might imagine. She asked me how I planned to go; and I honestly said, as straight as we could; but still keeping ourselves away from both the shining and the huge red fire-pit of the Giants.
And the Maid bade me to look in the way that I did mind to go; and I lookt, but yet there was nothing save, as they did seem, certain fire-holes that had a green-shining about them. And she set out unto me then, how that there did go a tract of bad gas in that part of the Land, that should be utter poisonous unto any; and this had been well known in the Lesser Redoubt, by the reading of their instruments. And where the gas did go, there was there a green-shining about the fire-holes.
And the Maid asked me to look in the direction I wanted to go; I looked, but there was nothing there except, as they appeared, some fire-pits that had a green glow around them. She then explained to me that there was a flow of toxic gas in that area of the Land, which would be completely poisonous to anyone; and this had been well known in the Lesser Redoubt, thanks to their instruments. Wherever the gas was present, there was a green glow around the fire-pits.
And she showed me how that the Place of the Gas went a great way unto the North-West, so that I learned now somewhat how the land did lie, as we do say in these days. And it was in all the North-West that the great blue-shining did burn. And I askt Naani how they named this, and she told me by no name, save but The Shine.
And she showed me how the Place of the Gas extended far to the Northwest, so I understood a bit about how the land was laid out, as we say today. And throughout the Northwest, the great blue glow shone brightly. I asked Naani what they called this, and she told me it had no name, just The Shine.
And Mine Own made very earnest to warn me, regarding The Shine; and urged that we go no more that-wards than should be needful to our lives—the which, indeed, was no wish of mine. And her reason to be that the Fixed Giants did be within the borders of The Shine, and all hid in the light thereof, save when the burning mist did roll this way or that. And I took a great heed of this thing, and did guess that these Fixed Giants were somewhat even as the Great Watchers that were about the Mighty Pyramid, as you do know. And immediately I minded me of that utter monstrous face that I did see amid the bright smoke of The Shine, when that I came first into the Land; and surely this had been one of the Fixed Giants, that Naani told me were Forces of great and very horrid Evil.
And my own was very serious about warning me regarding The Shine, insisting that we should only go as far as necessary to survive—which wasn't what I wanted at all. Her reason was that the Fixed Giants were within the borders of The Shine, hidden in its light unless the burning mist rolled in one direction or another. I paid close attention to this and guessed that these Fixed Giants were something like the Great Watchers around the Mighty Pyramid, as you know. Immediately, I remembered that totally monstrous face I saw in the bright smoke of The Shine when I first entered the Land; surely, that had been one of the Fixed Giants that Naani mentioned were forces of great and terrible evil.
And I askt Mine Own how far the Place of the Gas went across the Land; and she pointed and made further explaining. And, in verity, in the end, I saw not how I should come that way to the mouth of the Gorge, if that I would keep off-wards from The Shine. Yet, in a moment, Naani askt me how I did come across the Land, when that I searched for her. And, truly, as I showed her, I had walked then by a sweet chance, or guiding, alway upon the far side of the Place of the Gas, and so unto the Olden Sea bed; and was in this way come free of the gas, and all unknowing of it.
And I asked my own how far the Gas Area stretched across the land; and she pointed and explained further. In truth, by the end, I couldn’t see how I would get to the mouth of the Gorge if I wanted to avoid The Shine. Then, at that moment, Naani asked me how I had crossed the land while searching for her. And, honestly, as I explained, I had walked by a lucky coincidence or guidance, always on the far side of the Gas Area, and thus I had reached the old sea bed; and in this way, I had been free of the gas, all without knowing it.
And at this telling, the Maid said that we go downward again into the bed of the Olden Sea, and walk some great hours below the shore, but in the way that should take us unto the South-West, and so until we were come beyond the Place of the Gas. And afterward up again into the Land, and then to have an utter caution that we escape the watching of the giants who did be ever about the Great Red Fire-Hole. And by this plan very speedy to the entering-part of the Upward Gorge.
And as she spoke, the Maid said we should go back down into the bed of the Old Sea and walk for many hours beneath the shore, but in a direction that would lead us southwest, until we passed by the Place of the Gas. Then we would head back up to land, making sure to avoid the giants who were always near the Great Red Fire-Hole. Following this plan, we would quickly reach the entrance to the Upward Gorge.
And, truly, this did be very good and sound, and such as I should have planned in a moment; for, indeed, I am not over-slow in such matters; only the Maid did be very eager and quick; and it was very sweet to me that she should thus plan; for, in verity, I loved alway the sounding of her voice, and to hear her have speech and to plan and think, and so to show me the workings of her inward self and her dear qualities and human niceness. And to have part and lot alway with me in all things and thinkings.
And, honestly, this was really good and solid, just like I would have thought of in a heartbeat; because, really, I'm not too slow when it comes to these things. It was just that the girl was very eager and quick; and it felt really nice to me that she would plan like this; because, truly, I always loved the sound of her voice, hearing her talk, plan, and think, showing me the workings of her inner self and her sweet qualities and kindness. And to always be involved with me in everything and our thoughts.
And, we shaped to this plan that Naani made; but at that time, as you do mind, it was somewhat of seventeen hours since last we had slumber; and the Maid was sore wearied, as I did see. And I showed to her how that it did be wise that we have our rest very soon, and so forward again in new strength and ability.
And we went along with the plan that Naani created; but at that time, as you remember, it had been about seventeen hours since we last slept; and the Maid was really tired, as I could see. I told her that it would be smart for us to get some rest soon, so we could continue with new energy and strength.
And the Maid did soon agree with me; for indeed she was very weary; and we made it that we should venture unto one of the fire-holes that lay no great seeming away, a little upon our right, which was the Northward-way of that Land.
And the maid quickly agreed with me; she was really tired. We decided to head to one of the nearby fire holes that was not too far away, a little to our right, which was the northern direction of that land.
And we went toward the fire-hole; and, truly, it did be further off than we had thought; for it was a good hour before that we came anigh to it; and, indeed, it to prove a very great and red-glowing shine that went upward into the night, out of the hollow place where it did burn among rocks.
And we headed toward the fire pit; and, honestly, it was farther away than we had expected; it took us a good hour to get close to it; and, in fact, it turned out to be a very large and bright red glow that shot upward into the night from the hollow where it burned among the rocks.
And when we were come near unto it, I made a sign to the Maid that she be utter husht; and I took the Diskos from mine hip, and went forward before her; and afterward to my knees and hands, and beckoned backward to Mine Own, that she do likewise.
And when we got close to it, I signaled to the Maid to be completely quiet; then I took the Diskos from my side and moved forward in front of her. Afterward, I went down on my hands and knees and signaled back to Mine Own to do the same.
And we came this way to the edge of the hollow-place where the fire-hole did burn; and so were able in the end to look downward. And truly it was a great fire that burned in the earth in that place; yet, as I perceived very swift, there did seem nowhere any monstrous thing about the fire, the which set some peace upon mine heart; but yet not overmuch; for it was come fresh upon me that we did well to stay afar off from the fires of the Land, in that it was about the fires that all living things did congregate.
And we made our way to the edge of the hollow where the fire pit was burning; and so we were finally able to look down. It was indeed a large fire burning in the ground at that spot; yet, I noticed quickly that there didn’t seem to be anything monstrous about the fire, which brought some peace to my heart, though not too much; for it became clear to me that we were right to stay far from the fires of the Land, since it was around the fires that all living things gathered.
And I lookt a great time, and the Maid crept unto mine elbow, and lookt with me; and afterward we harked, very keen, into the night; but there was nowhere any trouble of the air or of the aether of the Land. Yet I spoke quiet with the Maid, and showed unto her how that we did well to stay off-ward from the fires; but, truly, she was so utter cold and chill, that she did beg that we go down by the fire-hole, even should it be that we stay no more there than should put a warmth through the utter chill of our bodies.
And I looked for a long time, and the girl crept up to my elbow and looked with me; afterward, we listened very intently into the night, but there was no sign of trouble in the air or the atmosphere of the land. Still, I spoke quietly with the girl and showed her that it was best to stay away from the fires; but, honestly, she was so extremely cold that she begged us to go down by the fire pit, even if we only stayed there long enough to warm our freezing bodies.
And, in verity, I was so bitter cold that I was all weak to go beside the fire; yet, truly, I do think that the shiverings of the Maid was that which did force my heart, to go against the teachings of my head; so that in the end, we came down into the hollow, and very swift unto the fire.
And honestly, I was so cold that I could barely move towards the fire; yet, I really believe that seeing the Maid shiver made me ignore the logic in my mind; so in the end, we hurried down into the hollow and quickly made our way to the fire.
Now, truly, it doth seem a strange thing to be so diverse-minded as this, when that, as you do know, I had been so long a-search for a fire-pit; and mayhaps you shall perceive the better how my heart and brain did be contrary, when that I tell to you, now, how that I have belief that my spirit did even then be subtly set to warn me. And, also, as all do know, it doth be easy to forget this warning and that of experience; by which saying, I do mean that, oft as I had come to know the dangers that did be alway about the fire-holes, yet when I did be far off from them, and Mine Own broken and a-shiver with the chill of the Land, the danger did seem but a small thing and afar off from my mind, and unreal; but the cold to be doubly real. Yet, when we did come even unto the fire-hole, then did come again all about my heart the truth of those dangers that had seemed, but a while gone, so little. And, indeed, I do hope you perceive me in this thing, and how that I strive alway to set unto you the utter truth, so that you shall go with me all the way, and lend me your nice understanding.
Now, it really seems strange to be so conflicted like this, especially since I've been searching for a fire pit for so long. Maybe you'll understand better how my heart and mind were at odds when I tell you that I believe my spirit was subtly trying to warn me. Also, as we all know, it’s easy to forget these warnings and the lessons from experience. What I mean is that even though I was aware of the dangers surrounding the fire pits, when I was far away from them and feeling cold and shivery, those dangers felt minimal and distant from my mind, almost unreal; but the cold was very real. Yet, when we finally got close to the fire pit, all of a sudden, I remembered the truth of those dangers that had seemed so minor just moments before. I really hope you see what I'm saying and that I always try to share the complete truth with you, so that you will journey with me and give me your understanding.
Now, when we were come down unto the fire-pit, I went this way and that among the rocks that did be in the bottom of the hollow, so that I should perceive whether there did be any living creature there hid, that should mayhap come out, unknown, to work us harm.
Now, when we got down to the fire pit, I moved around among the rocks at the bottom of the hollow to see if there were any creatures hiding there that might unexpectedly come out and hurt us.
But, indeed, I discovered nothing of any greatness; yet I saw three snakes, and there were, beside, two scorpion-creatures, as I did name them, that neither went backward from me, nor came against me; but did bide where I saw them, each in an hole of the rock.
But honestly, I didn't find anything remarkable; however, I did see three snakes and, in addition, two scorpion-like creatures, as I called them, that neither moved away from me nor came towards me; they just stayed where I saw them, each in a hole in the rock.
And because I had seen these things, I saw that we should not do wise to sleep nigh unto the fire-hole; for the creeping things did mortally like the heat, and should be like to come upon us in our slumber. And, indeed, this did but uphold my caution, that we should be well actioned, if that we chose some other part to our rest.
And because I had noticed these things, I realized that it wouldn't be wise to sleep close to the fire; the creeping creatures really liked the heat and might come upon us while we slept. This only reinforced my caution that we would be better off choosing another spot to rest.
Yet, as you shall suppose, I said naught unto the Maid concerning the creeping and the poisonous things; for I did mean that she have rest and happiness the while that we did stay beside the fire-hole; and afterward, I should tell her, and so she be the more ready to see the properness that we go elsewhere to our sleep. But, as you to understand, if that she not to see wisely and be still intent to the fire-hole, I should have her to obey; for surely she was Mine Own, and I did love her and did mean alway to have her to safety.
Yet, as you might guess, I didn’t say anything to the girl about the creeping things and the poisonous ones; I wanted her to enjoy peace and happiness while we stayed by the fire. I planned to tell her later so she would be more open to the idea that we should find somewhere else to sleep. But, as you should understand, if she didn’t see the danger and kept focusing on the fire, I would need to make her listen; for she was truly mine, and I loved her and always wanted to keep her safe.
Now, presently, the Maid was something warmed, and afterward, she slipt the scrip from my shoulder, and so had food and drink very swift to my need.
Now, at that moment, the Maid was warm, and then she slipped the bag off my shoulder, quickly providing food and drink to meet my needs.
And we sat together, and eat and drank; and the Maid very sweet and quiet, as she did begin to eat her second tablet; and, truly, I had knowing that she did remember in all her body that I had whipt her. And, indeed, she did be utter mine.
And we sat together, eating and drinking; and the Maid was very sweet and calm as she started to eat her second tablet; and honestly, I knew that she remembered in every part of her being that I had whipped her. And really, she was completely mine.
And oft as we did eat and drink, I lookt this way and that, so that no creeping thing should come anigh to us; and presently, when we had made an end of our food, the Maid saw that I did look about, and she then very swift to catch some of mine unease, and to stare over her shoulder. And, indeed, in a little while she saw a snake go among the rocks; and she then to be very eager that we find some place that should be secure from creeping things. And we to begin then to look for such.
As we ate and drank, I kept glancing around to make sure no creepy creatures were near us. Soon, when we finished our food, the Maid noticed me looking around and quickly picked up on my unease, turning to glance over her shoulder. Before long, she spotted a snake slithering among the rocks and became really eager for us to find a safe spot away from any creepy things. So, we started searching for one.
But in the end, we stayed in the hollow, for we found a little cave that did be in an upstanding rock of the hollow, and the upstanding rock was, mayhaps, an hundred good feet off from the fire; for the hollow was very great. And the cave did be a hole that was thrice my height up from the bottom rocks; and it was dry and sweet and with no creeping thing within it, neither did there be any place to hide such therein.
But in the end, we stayed in the hollow because we found a small cave in a tall rock in the hollow, which was about a hundred feet away from the fire; the hollow was really big. The cave was a hole that was three times my height from the bottom rocks; it was dry and pleasant, with no bugs inside, and there was no place to hide anything in there.
And when we were gotten into the hole, surely it did be very sweet and cozy; for the shine of the fire-hole did shine therein; and surely we had felt it a very haven, but that there was ever the fear of the Land upon our hearts; and upon mine the more than upon the Maid; for, truly, Mine Own did seem to trust me utter; and to seem that she feared not any evil monster, but to have surety that I had power to succour her in all ways. And truly this trust had been very sweet unto my heart, if that I had lacked somewhat of my terror for the safe home-going of Mine Own.
And when we got into the hole, it was really sweet and cozy; the glow of the fire shone brightly in there. We truly felt it was a safe haven, except for the constant fear of the outside world weighing on our hearts, especially mine more than the girl’s. She seemed to completely trust me and didn’t seem afraid of any evil creature, believing that I had the ability to protect her in every way. This trust was very comforting to my heart, if only I didn’t feel so terrified about making sure we both got home safely.
And we slept that night as we had done before, and shared the cloak over us; for truly, the fire-hole made no great warmth unto us; yet was it less bitter in that part than in the darkness of the Land.
And we slept that night just like we had before, sharing the cloak over us; because, honestly, the fire didn't keep us very warm; still, it was less harsh in that spot than in the darkness of the Land.
And by that we had come unto sleep, it was twenty good hours since last we had slumber; and truly we did be very wearied; but yet came unto our rest with our spirits set anxious to harken on danger the while that we did sleep.
And by the time we fell asleep, it had been twenty solid hours since we last rested; and honestly, we were very tired; but even so, we went to sleep with our minds anxious to listen for danger while we slumbered.
And we slept seven hours, and did know suddenly of some matter that had need to waken us; and lo! in a moment I did wake, and the Maid in the same instant of time; and there was a great screaming and crying out in the night, that surely affrighted us both; yet did hurt our hearts the more; for it did be the utter cryings and terror of poor humans in the night of that Land. Yet might I do naught; but only wait that I learn more of the matter; for my duty was unto Mine Own, and I had no leave of rashness any more.
We slept for seven hours and suddenly became aware of something that needed to wake us up; and just like that, I woke up, and the Maid did too, at the exact same moment. There was a loud screaming and crying out in the night that truly frightened us both; yet it hurt our hearts even more, as it was the desperate cries and terror of poor people in that Land. But there was nothing I could do but wait to learn more about what was happening; my duty was to Mine Own, and I could no longer afford to be rash.
Yet, as you do suppose, I was all shaken to go downward of the rock, and afterward to climb out from the hollow, that I should give some help unto they that did need help; but yet might I not leave the Maid.
Yet, as you might guess, I was really nervous about going down the rock and then climbing out of the hollow to help those who needed it; but I couldn't leave the Maid.
And immediately, there was a great roaring in one part of the night, and again another roaring in another part of the night; and lo! in a moment the roarings did be answered; and the roarings were the sounds of big and husky voices; so that it did seem that we harked to men so big as houses that did run and shout in the night.
And suddenly, there was a loud roar in one part of the night, and then another roar in a different part of the night; and look! in an instant, the roars were answered; and the roars sounded like deep and strong voices, making it seem like we were listening to giants as big as houses running and shouting in the night.
And the Maid did begin to shake, and I put mine arm about her, and drew her backward into the hole so that she did be into the shadow; and she to tremble like one that was broken in courage; for, truly, she had heard those sounds oft in the night in all the long and dreadful month that she had wandered.
And the Maid started to shake, so I wrapped my arm around her and pulled her back into the hole, so she was in the shadow; and she trembled like someone who had lost their courage; because, truly, she had heard those sounds many times during the long and terrifying month she had been wandering.
And, indeed, I was all shaken in my courage; for it did be the shouting of giants that I heard; and you do know somewhat of the utter horror and terror that did be alway in the heart that did harken unto those monstrous voices, for you do know my tale.
And honestly, I was really shaken in my courage; because it was the shouting of giants that I heard; and you know a bit about the absolute horror and terror that was always in the heart of anyone who listened to those monstrous voices, since you know my story.
And there came in a moment, a dreadful screaming out in the night, and the screaming did be the screaming of a young maid that doth be slain very brutal. And my heart sickened, because of Mine Own; but my spirit did swell with a strange and utter anger, as that it should burst my body. And the Maid to my side broke into an utter sobbing.
And then, in an instant, there was a terrifying scream in the night, and it was the scream of a young girl who had been brutally murdered. My heart ached for my own sake, but my spirit filled with a strange and intense anger that felt like it would break my body. The girl next to me began to sob uncontrollably.
And the screaming of the maid afar off in the dark did end very sudden; but in a moment there did be other screamings in diverse places, and the hoarse shoutings of the great men and the thudding of mighty feet that ran this way and that, a-chase.
And the maid's screaming far off in the dark suddenly stopped; but in a moment, there were other screams from various places, along with the hoarse shouts of important men and the heavy footsteps running in all directions, in pursuit.
And the cryings of the humans came nearer, and the thuddings of the great feet. And, in verity, in a little minute, it did seem unto me that the sounds did be right upon the hollow; and I crept forward, and peered out. And I felt the night to be full of people running; and immediately there passed by the hollow a clustering of humans that ran ever, and screamed and gasped and wept, panting, as they ran. And the shining of the fire-hole made them plain seen and clear, and they did be both men and women, and were but in rags or utter naked, and all torn by the rocks and the bushes, and did seem, indeed, as that they had been wild things that did go by so swift and lost.
And the cries of the people got closer, along with the sound of heavy footsteps. In fact, for a moment, it felt like the sounds were right on the hollow, so I crept forward and looked out. I sensed that the night was filled with people running; then a group of people rushed past the hollow, screaming, gasping, and crying, panting as they ran. The light from the fire made them clear to see, and they were both men and women, barely clothed or completely naked, all torn up by the rocks and bushes, and they really seemed like wild creatures rushing by, lost and frantic.
And mine heart troubled me with the pain and longing that it did know; so that I had gone in a moment after those people, but that I should leave Mine Own and put her to peril. And even while that I felt so utter in this thing, there came a great thudding of monstrous feet; and there ran four great men out of the night, and went past the hollow very quick. And three did be dull coloured and seeming much haired and brutish; but the other did be an horrid white, and livid-blotched; so that it did seem to my spirit that there went by, a thing that did be a very man-monster filled of unwholesome life. And surely they did be gone from out of the shine of the fire, in one moment, as we do say; and again into the night to their dreadful chasing.
And my heart was troubled by the pain and longing I felt; I almost went after those people, but I couldn't leave my own and put her in danger. Even as I was consumed by this feeling, I heard a loud thudding of huge feet; four massive figures ran out of the night and quickly passed by the clearing. Three were dull-colored and appeared hairy and brutish, while the fourth was a horrifying white with livid blotches, seeming like a grotesque monster filled with unwholesome life. They disappeared from the light of the fire in an instant, vanishing back into the night to continue their terrifying pursuit.
And when the thudding of their feet had gone a long way off over the Land, I heard them bellowing, and afterward a far away screaming, that did have a death note in it; and I knew that those dreadful brute-men did be taking the life from some poor wild humans; and afterward there did be the silence again.
And when the pounding of their feet had faded into the distance over the Land, I heard them shouting, followed by a distant scream that carried a note of death; and I knew that those dreadful brute-men were taking the life from some poor wild humans; and then there was silence again.
And, surely, it did come to me with a fierce impatience of sorrow, that those people did be without spirit of courage; else had they turned them upon the giants, and slain them with their hands, even if that all had died to compass that slaying; for, truly, they should all die anywise by the giant-men; and they had died then with somewhat to comfort their hate.
And certainly, it hit me with a strong sense of sorrow that those people lacked the courage; otherwise, they would have fought the giants and killed them with their own hands, even if it meant that everyone would die in the process; because, in truth, they would all eventually die at the hands of the giant men anyway, and they would have died with some sense of purpose in their hatred.
Yet, as I do know, the Peoples of the Lesser Redoubt had long been born of parents that were starved of the Earth-Current through an hundred-thousand years and more, and because of this thing, they did surely lack somewhat in all ways. Yet was Naani otherwise; but this not to prove aught, save the rule, as we do say.
Yet, as I know, the people of the Lesser Redoubt had long been born to parents who had been deprived of the Earth-Current for a hundred thousand years and more, and because of this, they certainly lacked in many ways. However, Naani was different; but this doesn't prove anything, only confirms the rule, as we say.
Now, sudden, as I stooped very husht and troubled in the mouth of the little cave, I knew that Mine Own sobbed dryly in the back part of the cave. And I had gone to comfort her, but that in the same moment, I saw a naked maid run very swift over the edge of the hollow, and did look over her shoulder, as she ran. And she came to the bottom, and crept in under a ledge of rock that did be in that place; and she did seem utter worn, and gone of the spirit, and desperate. And I perceived in the same instant why that she did go stealthy and swift in that fashion, and to cower, as for her very life; for there came a squat, haired man, so broad as a bullock, who did come silent down into the hollow, looking this way and that, even as a wild beast doth peer, very sudden.
Now, suddenly, as I crouched quietly and anxiously at the entrance of the little cave, I realized that my love was sobbing softly at the back of the cave. I had intended to comfort her, but at that same moment, I saw a naked woman run swiftly over the edge of the hollow, glancing back over her shoulder as she fled. She reached the bottom and ducked under a ledge of rock nearby; she looked utterly exhausted and desperate. In that instant, I understood why she was moving stealthily and quickly, trying to hide as if for her very life; a squat, hairy man, as broad as a bull, came silently down into the hollow, scanning the area just like a wild beast does, very suddenly.
And the Squat Man had instant knowing of the place where the maid did be; and ran in upon her, with no sound.
And the Squat Man instantly knew where the maid was and moved in on her silently.
And I paused not; but leaped all the great way unto the bottom of the hollow, which did be, mayhaps, twenty good feet and more; for mine anger was upon me, and I did mean that I save that one, though I did be powerless to give succour unto those others.
And I didn’t hesitate; I jumped all the way to the bottom of the hollow, which was probably twenty feet or more; because I was angry, and I intended to save that one, even though I was unable to help the others.
And I fell strong upon my feet, and had no harm of my limbs, for all that the leap did be so high. And in that moment, before that I had time to save the maid, the Squat Man ript her; and she cried out once with a very dreadful scream, and was suddenly dead in the hands of the Brute-Man.
And I landed firmly on my feet without any injury to my body, even though the jump was so high. In that moment, before I could rescue the girl, the Squat Man grabbed her; she let out a terrible scream and was suddenly dead in the Brute-Man's grasp.
And my heart made my blood to burn with wrath in mine eyes, so that I had scarce power in that instant to see the Squat Man, as I ran upon him. And the roar of the Diskos filled all the hollow, as I made it to spin, as that it did rage with an anger, and to be glut of the Man.
And my heart filled my blood with hot anger in my eyes, so that I could hardly see the Squat Man as I rushed toward him. The roar of the Diskos filled the space around me as I made it spin, raging with fury, eager to claim the Man.
And the Man came round upon me; and thought, mayhaps, to deal with me, as it had dealt with that poor maid, but not all thatwise, as you must know. And I swung the Diskos, and it did seem to sing and to cry eager in my hands. And I smote at the Squat Man, even as it did leap silent upon me, as a tiger doth leap, making no sound. But I gat not home the blow; for the Man dropt sudden down upon the hands, and the blow went overwards. And the Brute-Man caught me by the legs, to rip me; and I cut quick with the Diskos, and it did have but one monstrous talon left unto it. And immediately, it cast me with the other, half across the hollow, and I fell with mine armour clanging mightily, and the Diskos did ring like a bell.
And the man came at me, probably thinking he could handle me like he did that poor girl, but not very smartly, as you must realize. I swung the Diskos, and it felt like it was singing and eager in my hands. I aimed at the squat man just as he silently leaped at me like a tiger, making no noise. But I didn’t land the hit because the man suddenly dropped down on his hands, and my strike went wide. The brute grabbed my legs, trying to tear me apart, and I quickly slashed with the Diskos, which only had one huge claw left. Then, he threw me with the other, half across the pit, and I fell, my armor clanking loudly, and the Diskos rang like a bell.
And by the graciousness of all good things, I was harmed not by that monster throw; but was to my feet in one instant, and had not loosed the Diskos from my hand. And the Beast-Man did be upon me with two quick boundings; and I stood up to the Man, and it made no sound or cry as it came at me; and there did a great froth of brute anger and intent come from the mouth of it, and the teeth came down on each side of the mouth, very great and sharp. And I leaped and smote, so that my blow should come the more speedy, and the Diskos took away the head and the shoulder of the Squat Man; and the dead thing knockt me backward, with the spring that it had made; but it harmed me not greatly. Yet afterward I did know how sore and bruised I did be, in all my body and being. And I came back very swift against the Man; but it did be truly dead and greatly horrid.
And thanks to the kindness of all good things, I wasn’t harmed by that monster's throw; I was back on my feet in an instant, still holding the Diskos tightly. The Beast-Man lunged at me twice in quick succession, and I stood my ground as it approached without making a sound. A fierce foam of anger and aggression poured from its mouth, its large, sharp teeth bared on either side. I jumped and struck to make my blow faster, and the Diskos took off the head and shoulder of the squat figure. The dead thing knocked me backward with its momentum, but I wasn’t seriously hurt. Still, I later realized how sore and bruised I was all over. I charged back at the man quickly, but it was truly dead and shockingly grotesque.
And I went from the dead monster, and did go, all heart-shaken, unto the dead maid. And I took the torn body of the maid, very sorrowful, and cast it into the fire-hole.
And I left the dead monster, feeling completely shaken, and went to the deceased girl. I took her torn body, filled with sadness, and threw it into the fire.
And I turned me then that I should look unto the cave, that I should know that all did be well with Mine Own, and whether she did have seen the horror, or be gone into a swoon.
And I turned to look at the cave, to see if all was well with My Own, and whether she had witnessed the horror or had fainted.
And lo! Mine Own did run toward me; and she had in her hand my belt-knife which I did give her, before that time, to be a weapon for her defence. And I perceived that she had come to be mine aid, if that I did need such. And she did be utter pale, yet very steadfast and not seeming to tremble.
And look! She ran towards me, holding the belt knife I had given her earlier as a means of protection. I realized she had come to help me if I needed it. She looked very pale but was steady and didn't seem to tremble.
And I made to take her from that place; but she went beyond me, and lookt at the monstrous bulk of the Squat Man; and was very silent. And she came back unto me; and still so silent. And she stood before me, and said no word; but my heart knew what she did be thinking; for I am not foolish, to have lacked to know what did be in her heart; though mine effort had not shown itself that way unto me, before that moment. And I had no pretending of modesty, but received with gladness and a strangeness of humbleness the honour that her eyes did give to me; for, indeed, she did be so, that she might not give word to her joy of me and her glad respecting, the which is so wondrous good unto the heart of all men that do be loving of a dear and honest maid.
And I tried to take her away from that place, but she moved past me and looked at the huge figure of the Squat Man, and she was very quiet. Then she came back to me, still silent, and stood in front of me without saying a word. But I knew what she was thinking because I’m not foolish enough to be unaware of what was in her heart, even though my own feelings hadn’t revealed themselves to me until that moment. I made no pretense of modesty; instead, I accepted with joy and a strange sense of humility the honor that her eyes offered me. Truly, she was so overwhelmed that she couldn’t express her happiness about me and her delight, which is something wonderfully uplifting to the heart of every man who loves a dear and honest woman.
And she said nothing, neither then nor afterward; but I did be honoured all my life after, when that I did anytime mind me of the way that Mine Own lookt upward at me in those moments.
And she said nothing, neither then nor afterward; but I felt honored all my life after, whenever I remembered how My Own looked up at me in those moments.
And afterward she did need and allow herself to come unto mine arms, that I hold her from the trembling of heart which did come to her, after that there did be no need for courage; for surely we had both seen a very dreadful thing, and there was a great horror upon us.
And afterward, she really needed to be in my arms, so I could hold her against the trembling in her heart that came to her when there was no longer any need for bravery; because we had both witnessed something truly terrible, and it left us both feeling horrified.
And I climbed upward again to the little cave, and did help Naani; and when we were come there again, we did rest awhile. And presently we eat, each of us, two of the tablets and drank some of the water, and indeed we were both utter thirsty.
And I climbed up again to the little cave and helped Naani. When we got there, we rested for a bit. Soon after, we each ate two of the tablets and drank some of the water, and we were both really thirsty.
And in about an hour, after that we had harked very keen a time, we came downward again from the cave, and had our gear with us; and we came up out of the hollow, and set forward with a great caution unto the olden sea-bed. And we came there in two long hours; for we went very slow and with constant harkings; for the fear of the monstrous men was upon us. But there came no harm anigh, neither did we perceive any disturbance in the night of the Land.
And about an hour later, after listening carefully for a while, we came back down from the cave, bringing our gear with us. We climbed out of the hollow and cautiously made our way to the ancient sea-bed. It took us two long hours to get there because we moved slowly and kept listening intently, afraid of the monstrous men. But nothing harmful came near us, and we didn’t notice any disturbances during the night in the Land.
And we went down an hour into the olden sea-bed, and did go now the more swift; for our fear was something eased from us, because that we had come away from that place where we had perceived so great and dread an hunting. But yet had we all care about us; for the giants surely to be everywhere in that Land; but yet, as I do think, they to roam more oft anigh to the fire-holes; for the humans did surely wander in such parts, that they have warmth of the fires.
And we descended an hour into the ancient sea bed, and began to move faster; our fear was somewhat lessened because we had left behind the place where we had witnessed such a frightening hunt. But we still remained cautious; the giants were definitely everywhere in that land. However, I believe they tended to roam more often near the fire pits, since humans would surely wander in those areas where they had warmth from the fires.
And after we had gone downward an hour into the sea-bed, we turned somewhat unto the South-West, and went for twelve great hours, and did never be any huge space from the shore; for it did run that way, as you do know. And I made to steer by the shinings of the Land, and with advices from Mine Own.
And after we had gone down for an hour into the sea bed, we turned a bit to the southwest and traveled for twelve hours without straying far from the shore, since it was along that direction, as you know. I tried to navigate by the lights of the land and with guidance from my own.
And in the end of the twelfth hour, I did count our distance, making
that we did walk somewhat of a certain speed; and by the tellings of the
Maid, we did be surely come beyond the place of the Land where the
Poison Gas did lie.
And at the end of the twelfth hour, I checked our distance, figuring that we had walked at a steady pace; and according to the Maid's account, we had definitely gone past the area of the Land where the Poison Gas was situated.
And by this, it did be something after seventeen hours since we did sleep; and surely we did be very ready to have rest; for we had gone forward strongly, and with anxiousness; and truly my hurts did be come upon me, so that my whole body did ache; for the quick fight had been bitter, and I had been thrown very hard and brutal; and, indeed, it was wondrous that I had not been all smashed, only that the armour did save me.
And by this point, it had been about seventeen hours since we had slept, and we were definitely ready for some rest. We had been pushing ourselves hard and felt anxious, and honestly, my injuries were catching up to me, so my whole body ached. The intense battle had been brutal, and I had been thrown around pretty hard; it was truly amazing that I wasn’t completely shattered, only that the armor saved me.
And this doth show truly how hard and strong I did be; and Naani did speak upon this, and was oft a-wonder, and at that time did beg me that I make some rest to cure my hurts; for she had not conceived that a man did grow so strong and hardy; and, in verity, the men of the Lesser Redoubt did be soft-made and lacking of grimness, as I did perceive, both through my reason and from her tellings; for they did lack the strong life that doth breed where is the beat of the Earth-Current, as we to have in the Mighty Pyramid. And this thing I have said somewise before this time.
And this really shows how tough and strong I was; and Naani commented on this, often wondering, and at that time she asked me to take some time to heal my injuries; because she couldn’t believe that a man could become so strong and resilient; and, indeed, the men of the Lesser Redoubt seemed soft and lacking in toughness, as I noticed, both through my reasoning and from her stories; because they didn’t have the strong vitality that comes from the pulse of the Earth-Current, which we have in the Mighty Pyramid. I have mentioned this before.
And because that we did be so wearied, I said unto Naani that we find a place for our slumber, and she very willing, as I have shown, and to counsel me likewise.
And because we were so tired, I said to Naani that we should find a place to sleep, and she was very willing, as I showed, and advised me as well.
Yet did we search about in that gloom for a great hour more, and found no cave or hole to give us a safe refuge for our sleep.
Yet we searched around in that darkness for another whole hour and found no cave or hole to provide us with a safe place to sleep.
And when that we could not find such, I told Naani that we should put the boulders together, somewhat, and so have them about us, that we be greatly hid; and, in truth, even as I began to tell her my plan, she did have the same words in her mouth, so that we caught our little fingers, there in the dark of that grim Land in the end of the world, even as she and I had done oft in the early years, before that eternity, when that she did be Mirdath the Beautiful. And we did both be silent, and after that we had wished very solemn and earnest, we said each a name; even as lad and maid shall do in this age; and so to laughter and kist one the other. And truly, the world doth seem not to alter in the heart, as you shall think. And this was what I did find.
And when we couldn’t find anything like that, I told Naani that we should stack the boulders together a bit so we could hide ourselves better. Actually, as I started to explain my plan, she was saying the exact same thing, so we joined our little fingers together in the dark of that grim land at the end of the world, just like we had done many times in the early years, before all that time when she was Mirdath the Beautiful. We both fell silent, and after wishing really sincerely, we each said a name, just like boys and girls do today; then we laughed and kissed each other. And honestly, it feels like the world doesn’t change in the heart, as you might think. And that’s what I discovered.
And we set-to, and gathered together the boulders which did be very plentiful in that part. And she carry those that did be thin and flat, and I to roll those that did be great and round. And I made a place that did be long and narrow; and afterward, I set the flat stones round the sides, that there be no little hole by which any creeping thing should come inward to sting us in our sleep.
And we got to work, collecting the boulders that were plentiful in that area. She carried the thin, flat ones while I rolled the big, round ones. I created a long, narrow space, and then I arranged the flat stones around the sides to make sure there weren’t any gaps where any creatures could get in and sting us while we slept.
And afterward we gat inside; and surely it did be very cozy, as we do say; but yet not so secure as I did wish, only that I could not shift to plan aught better. And, indeed, it should keep off from us any small thing, and should be like to save us from any monstrous Brute treading upon us; but otherwise, it did be but a poor affair.
And after that, we went inside; and it was really cozy, as we say; but still not as secure as I would have liked, except that I couldn't think of a better plan. And, truly, it would keep out any small thing and should protect us from any huge creature stepping on us; but other than that, it was just a poor situation.
Now we eat two of the tablets, each, and drank some of the water, even as we had done in the sixth and the twelfth hours; and afterward we shared the cloak for our slumber; and we kist very sedate and loving, and charged our spirits that we wake if that any horrid thing should come anigh to us in our sleep; and afterward we did be gone very swift to slumbering, and suffered no harm.
Now we each took two tablets and drank some of the water, just like we had done at the sixth and twelfth hours; afterward, we shared the cloak for our sleep and kissed each other gently and affectionately. We instructed our spirits to wake us if anything frightening came near while we slept. Then, we quickly fell asleep and were safe from harm.
And I waked seven hours after, and surely I did ache very bitter, as I did move my body; for the bruisings did be gotten hold of me.
And I woke up seven hours later, and I ached a lot when I moved my body because I had some serious bruises.
And I slipt away from the Maid, very gentle; for I had mind that she sleep a while more, as I did mean that we make a great journey that day.
And I slipped away from the Maid, very gently, because I wanted her to sleep a little longer, since I planned for us to take a long journey that day.
And after I had harked a while, and perceived that there was no evil thing anigh, I went outward of the stones. And I walked to and fore and moved mine arms, that I be eased somewhat of the stiffness and ache; but surely it did seem that many hours must go ere I should make any speed of travel; for I did be all clumsy and slow and nigh to groan with the pain of going and aught that I did.
And after I listened for a bit and realized that nothing dangerous was nearby, I stepped outside the stones. I walked back and forth and moved my arms to relieve some of the stiffness and pain; but it definitely felt like it would take a long time before I could travel quickly again; I was all awkward and slow, almost groaning with the pain of moving and everything I did.
And I minded me that I should do somewhat to ease this thing, lest that
I cause us both to come to an harm by staying over-long in that Land.
And I remembered that I should do something to ease this situation, so that I don't end up causing us both harm by staying too long in that place.
And I went back into the stones, and gat an ointment from the pouch, that I did carry. And surely the Maid did yet sleep. And I went outward of the stones, again; and stript off the armour, and all my garments; and I rubbed my body with the ointment, and surely the pain did be so that I groaned at this time and that; but yet must I rub good and strong so that I die not of the cold of the Land; and beside I was greatly anxious to cure myself.
And I went back into the stones and got an ointment from the pouch I was carrying. And surely the Maid was still sleeping. Then I stepped out of the stones again, stripped off the armor and all my clothes, and rubbed the ointment on my body. The pain was intense, and I couldn’t help but groan from time to time. But I had to rub it on vigorously to avoid dying from the cold of the Land, and besides, I was very eager to heal myself.
And sudden, as I did rub very strong and savage, and heeding so well as I might that I groan not, the Maid did speak close beside me. And, indeed, she could see me but dimly, and had waked sudden to hear my groaning, and I was not to her side. And immediately she had thought that some evil thing harmed me, and was come in an instant that she be with me.
And suddenly, as I rubbed vigorously and fiercely, trying hard not to groan, the Maid spoke right next to me. In fact, she could barely see me and had woken up suddenly from hearing my groaning, and I wasn't beside her. Immediately, she thought that something bad was hurting me and rushed to be with me.
And she cared not that I did be naked; but was utter in anger that I strove to do this thing alone, and with none to aid me, and all uncovered to the chill of the Land. And she ran back into the stones, and brought the cloak and put it about me; and was so angered that she stampt, and had no impudence, but rather as that she did be minded to have tears.
And she didn’t care that I was naked; what really upset her was that I was trying to do this on my own, without any help, while exposed to the cold of the Land. Then she ran back into the rocks, got the cloak, and wrapped it around me; she was so angry that she stamped her feet and didn’t act disrespectfully, but instead seemed like she was about to cry.
And she sent me back into the sheltering of the stones, and gathered mine armour, and brought these things after me. But the Diskos I took in my hand. And she took the pot of the ointment from me, and made me to lie, and she rubbed me very strong and tender, and kept me warm with the cloak; and surely she was a wise and lovely Maid, and utter Mine Own.
And she sent me back into the safety of the rocks, gathered my armor, and brought everything after me. But I held onto the Diskos. She took the jar of ointment from me, made me lie down, and rubbed me gently yet firmly, keeping me warm with the cloak; she was truly a wise and beautiful woman, and she was my own.
And in the end, she askt me how I was, and I said that I did be different; and she hurried me that I be clothed very quick; for she did be sore afraid that I should come to a chill.
And in the end, she asked me how I was, and I said that I felt different; and she urged me to get dressed quickly because she was really worried that I might catch a chill.
And when I was gotten again into mine armour, she came to me, and showed me where I did lack wisdom, and spoke very straitly and gentle and serious; and afterward kist me, and gave me my tablets, and to sit beside me. And we eat and drank; and I with a new lovingness unto Mine Own; and she somewhat as that she did mother me; but when I put mine arm about her, she did be only a maid. And we did be thus, with but little talk and a great content.
And when I put my armor back on, she came to me and pointed out where I was lacking in wisdom. She spoke very clearly, gently, and seriously; then she kissed me and gave me my tablets, sitting beside me. We ate and drank, and I felt a new love for my own. She seemed to care for me like a mother, but when I put my arm around her, she was just a girl. We were like that, talking little but feeling very content.
And afterward, we gat our gear together, and went from that little refuge that we had made; and in a while we did go upward out of the olden sea-bed.
And afterward, we gathered our gear and left the small shelter we had created; soon, we ascended from the ancient sea bed.
And when we were come again to the top of the shore, the which we did in two good hours, I lookt over the Land, a time, with Mine Own anigh to me. And I perceived that the Great Red Fire-Pit of the Giants did be no mighty way off unto the South and West; and surely in a little moment, we saw that there went monstrous figures against the shine of the mighty fire-pit; and we stoopt unto the earth; for it did seem that the light did be like to show us standing there, though truly we did be afar off, as you perceive. Yet, mayhaps, you do share with us the utter horror and distress that those horrid Men did cast about the heart, and so have a kindly understanding of our fear.
And when we made our way back to the top of the shore, which took us a solid two hours, I looked over the land for a while, with my companion close to me. I noticed that the Giant's Great Red Fire-Pit was not far away to the South and West; and soon after, we saw huge figures moving against the glow of the massive fire-pit. We crouched down to the ground because it seemed like the light might reveal us standing there, even though we were really far away, as you can see. Still, maybe you understand the sheer horror and distress that those monstrous men inspired in our hearts, and so can relate to our fear.
And over all the Land, in this place and that, there did be the small shining of little fire-holes and pits, that did be alway red, save in that part where the Poison Gas did lie, the which we had now come safe past.
And all over the land, in various places, there were small glowing fire pits that were always red, except in the area where the poison gas was, which we had now safely passed.
And beyond the fire-holes, was the great Shine, that lay from the West unto the North of all that Land; and, in verity, we did need that we steer so that we come not anigh to it, neither unto the Great Red Fire-Pit of the Giants; neither unto the low volcanoes, which were beyond the Great Red Fire-Pit, as you do know, and someways unto the Mouth of the Upward Gorge.
And beyond the fire pits was the vast Shine, which extended from the West to the North of the entire land; and truly, we needed to navigate carefully so that we didn’t get close to it, nor to the Great Red Fire-Pit of the Giants; nor to the low volcanoes that were beyond the Great Red Fire-Pit, as you are aware, and somewhat towards the entrance of the Upward Gorge.
And the way of our journey was between the West and the South-West of that Land; and to be made with cunning and wisdom, that we come clear of all unseemly danger unto Mine Own. And I askt her concerning this thing and that of the Land; and surely she told me so much of terror that I was half in a wonder that ever I did live in the end to come unto her.
And our journey was between the West and the South-West of that land, crafted with skill and knowledge to avoid any nasty dangers and reach my own. I asked her about this and that concerning the land, and she shared enough scary stories that I was half amazed I actually survived to reach her in the end.
And it was because of the things that she set out to me, that I perceived how we must come nowise anigh to the low volcanoes that were upon this side of the mouth of the Upward Gorge; for it had been known alway in the Lesser Redoubt that there went very horrid men in that part that did be called wolf-men; but whether there did be any such thing in that age, she had no knowing; for she told me the things that did be set down in the Records and the Histories; and truly no man of the Lesser Redoubt had found heart in a thousand great years to make a journeying through the Land, for the desire of glad and dreadful adventuring, such as our young men did be oft set to; though it was not all such that went.
And it was because of what she shared with me that I realized we should stay far away from the low volcanoes on this side of the Upward Gorge; for it had always been known in the Lesser Redoubt that there were terrifying men in that region called wolf-men. But whether such creatures existed in that age, she didn’t know; she told me what was recorded in the Records and the Histories. And truly, no one from the Lesser Redoubt had mustered the courage in a thousand years to travel through the Land, driven by the desire for thrilling and frightening adventures, like our young men often were, though not everyone who ventured out was like that.
And because there did be no adventuring for so monstrous a space of years, there was no certain new knowledge of the Land of that age. And this thing is plain to you, and needing not of many words, which do so irk me.
And because there hadn't been any adventures for such a long time, there was no reliable new knowledge about the Land from that era. This is clear to you and doesn't require a lot of words, which annoys me.
And Naani set out to me how that The Shine was conceived to be a land where Evil did live for ever, and whence came all those Forces of Evil that did work upon the Lesser Refuge. And afterward, she did quiet; so that presently I perceived that she did weep to herself, because that her memory was all new-stirred by my questionings. And I took her very gentle into mine arms, as we did be there kneeled upon the earth.
And Naani explained to me that The Shine was meant to be a place where Evil existed forever, and from which all those Forces of Evil came that affected the Lesser Refuge. After that, she became quiet, and soon I noticed that she was silently crying because my questions had brought back painful memories. I gently held her in my arms as we knelt there on the ground.
And after that time, I askt her no question, save as it did be needful to our health and life; yet oft did she tell me this thing and that of her knowledge, to be for mine help and guiding.
And after that time, I asked her no questions, except when it was necessary for our health and safety; yet often she would share this and that from her knowledge to help and guide me.
Now we went forward, going a space toward the North-West, so that we come the more clear of the place where did be the Great Red Fire-Pit of the Giants. And we journeyed with a care alway that we show not ourselves over-plain unto the light that shone over the Land from the great Pit; and oft we did creep a while over this stark place and that; and went nimbly amid the bushes that grew oft in great parts.
Now we moved forward, heading a bit toward the Northwest, so we could get further away from the Great Red Fire-Pit of the Giants. We traveled carefully, always making sure we didn't reveal ourselves too clearly in the light shining over the land from the great pit. Often, we stealthily crossed this barren area and that, moving quickly through the thick bushes that grew in many places.
And we made six hours this way, and did then have pause, that we eat and drink; and truly it was nine hours since first I did wake; yet had we made no pausing, because that we were so set to our journeying to come clear of the place where did be the Giants.
And we traveled for six hours like this, and then took a break to eat and drink; and honestly, it had been nine hours since I first woke up; yet we hadn’t stopped because we were so determined to get away from the place where the Giants were.
And after that we had eat and drunk, we went onward again; and made now unto the South-West; for we did heed that we go no more unto the North-West, because that should bring us over-near to The Shine.
And after we had eaten and drunk, we moved on again; heading now to the Southwest; because we knew we shouldn't go any further Northwest, as that would take us too close to The Shine.
And in the fourteenth hour of that day's travel, we came to a part where the Land dipt downward into a broad valley; and surely it did be very dark down there, and did be seeming shallow, yet truly of a great deepness; but we went that way, because that it did be a weary long journey to go around the place where the valley did be.
And during the fourteenth hour of that day's journey, we reached a spot where the land sloped down into a wide valley; it was indeed very dark down there, and it looked shallow, yet it was actually quite deep. But we decided to go that way because it would have been a long, tiring detour to go around the valley.
And the Valley had a different darkness from the gloom that went alway in the olden sea-bed; for the gloom of the sea-bed did be ever of a greyness; but the gloom of this Valley had a greater dark within it; yet did the air seem more clear.
And the Valley had a different kind of darkness from the gloom that always lingered in the old sea-bed; for the gloom of the sea-bed was always gray; but the gloom of this Valley had a deeper darkness within it; yet the air seemed clearer.
And we went downward three hours into the Valley, and stopt then that we eat and drink; and truly I had not paused then; but that Mine Own did insist; for our methods did be like, else, to go all adrift, and we to be lacking of proper strength.
And we went down for three hours into the Valley, and then we stopped to eat and drink; honestly, I wouldn’t have taken a break if it weren't for Mine Own insisting; because otherwise, our methods might have gotten out of hand, and we would have been without proper strength.
And this was wisdom of the Maid; but I to be a little irked-like and restless; and this mayhap because that my blood did itch me, because that it did be so full of the poison of my bruises.
And this was the wisdom of the Maid; but I felt a little annoyed and restless; and maybe this was because my blood was itching, filled with the poison of my bruises.
And it was gone now of seventeen hours since last we did sleep; but yet did we be ready to go forward, that we come so quick as maybe out of the dark of that Valley; for there did seem nowheres any fire-hole to make a light; only that in this place and that, there did be a little blue shining, as that there burned a strange gas in this part or that.
And it had been seventeen hours since we last slept; yet we were still ready to move on, hoping to get out of the darkness of that Valley as quickly as possible. There didn't seem to be any place to start a fire to make light; only in a few spots, there was a faint blue glow, as if some strange gas was burning here and there.
Now, in two hours after the time that we did eat, we stopt, both of us, very sudden; for there did be some vague and curious sound in the night. And we went very swift to the earth, that we be hid, and harked. But did hear nothing.
Now, two hours after we had eaten, we both suddenly stopped; there was a strange and curious sound in the night. We quickly dropped to the ground to hide and listened. But we heard nothing.
And in a while, we to go onward again; yet there did be an unease upon our spirits; for our spirits did perceive something afar off in the night; but yet had we no surety in this matter.
And after a bit, we continued on our way again; yet there was an unease in our hearts; for we sensed something in the distance during the night; but we weren’t sure about it.
And we went forward through a great hour more; and did pass in that time, two places where the blue-shining did be; and truly it seemed as that a low gas hung to the earth in this part and that, and made a slow burning, having neither noise nor spurtings; but slow, as that it did smoulder and be all to shine and luminous. And oft there did be a strong smelling of a bitter gas, very horrid in the throat.
And we moved ahead for another hour, passing by two spots where a blue light shone. It truly seemed like a low gas hung close to the ground in some areas, giving off a slow burn that was silent and steady, smoldering and glowing softly. Often, there was a strong, bitter smell in the air that felt very unpleasant in the throat.
And in the end of another hour, while that we were a space off from one of those gas-shinings, there went past us at a distance, as it did seem people, running in the night; as that they did be lost spirits; yet with a rustling very soft; so that they did be like to be barefoot.
And after another hour, while we were a little away from one of those gas lights, we saw figures in the distance, running in the night; they looked like lost souls; but they moved very quietly, almost as if they were barefoot.
And I thought mayhap that these did be some of the Peoples of the Lesser Pyramid; yet did they be only as that shadows went among the blue-shinings. And I pondered a moment, whether that I send my voice over the Valley, to question what they did be; but yet had caution, and harked through the utter silence of the night; for I had no surety of aught.
And I thought maybe these were some of the people of the Lesser Pyramid; yet they were just shadows moving among the blue lights. I considered for a moment whether I should call out across the Valley to ask who they were; but I hesitated and listened to the complete silence of the night, because I wasn't sure of anything.
And, surely, in that moment that we harked very keen, there did be a sound afar off in the night of the Land; and it was as that we had heard the sound before; and, in verity, our spirits had perceived the sound, those two hours back; and now our bodies did wot, and perceived that we had known it subtly before that moment. And the sound was as that something went spinning in the night.
And, surely, at that moment when we listened closely, there was a sound in the distance during the night of the Land; it was as if we had heard it before; in fact, our spirits had sensed that sound two hours earlier; and now our bodies recognized it, realizing we had known it instinctively before that moment. The sound was like something spinning in the night.
And a very great terror came upon the Maid; for she did know the sound; and the sound was that which did show that one of the great Evil Forces of the Land did approach; and the sound had been known alway in the Lesser Refuge to show this thing. And, indeed, mine own spirit had been half to know that a Power of Evil did come through the night; but yet was the assurance very terrible; for how should I protect Mine Own.
And a deep fear gripped the Maid; for she recognized the sound; and it was the sound that indicated one of the great Evil Forces of the Land was approaching; and this sound had always been known in the Lesser Refuge to signal this. Indeed, I had sensed that a Power of Evil was coming through the night; but still, the confirmation was very frightening; for how could I protect Mine Own?
And the spinning came toward us, and was presently in the Valley; and it came swiftly across the dark of the Valley. And my heart was all broken within me, because that there had been happiness with us, but a little time gone; and now there did be our death anigh.
And the spinning came toward us and was soon in the Valley; it moved quickly through the darkness of the Valley. My heart was broken inside me because we had just experienced happiness not long ago, and now death was close.
And Mine Own gave me the knife that I had given to her; meaning that I slay her, in the last moment; for she did heed even in that moment that she be not gashed horridly by the terror of the Diskos. And I took the knife. And I kist not Mine Own; but stood there, very shaken and desperate, and gript her fast unto me, scarce heeding the hardness of my gripe; and alway I lookt unto the way of the coming of the Sound. And presently did unbare my wrist where the Capsule did be.
And my love gave me back the knife that I had given to her, meaning that I would kill her in that last moment; for she understood even then that she didn’t want to be gruesomely cut by the terror of the Diskos. I took the knife. I didn't kiss my love; I just stood there, very shaken and desperate, holding her tightly against me, barely noticing how hard I was gripping her; and I kept looking towards the direction of the approaching Sound. And soon, I exposed my wrist where the Capsule was.
And the sound of the thing Spinning came anigh, across the Valley; and my heart did dull and my spirit go black with my desperateness, because that this thing must be, and because that I could nowhere see hope that I should save Mine Own.
And the sound of the Spinning thing got closer, across the Valley; and my heart felt heavy and my spirit turned dark with despair, because this had to happen, and because I couldn’t find any hope that I could save my own.
And, of a sudden, the Maid put up her arms, and pulled me downward, and kist me once on the lips; but I wot not whether I kist her; for I did burn with despair and was all adrift in my being. Yet was there a sharp comfort that mine own dying did be so nigh.
And then, all of a sudden, the Maid raised her arms, pulled me down, and kissed me once on the lips; but I don’t know if I kissed her back because I was consumed with despair and felt completely lost. Still, there was a strange comfort in knowing that my own end was so close.
And the Maid stood gently against me; so that she did be convenient unto my hand. And afterward I remembered this thing; and do you pray that you be never to have such a matter on your hearts! But, indeed, there was a wonder in this thing, beside the horror; so that my memory doth be alway knowing of this wonder; and mayhap you do see with me, and love Mine Own also in your hearts. And in the moment that the Maid stood thus, as I have told, I perceived sudden that there did be a little glowing in the night, and the glowing was pale and horrid. And there was no more any sound of the Spinning; only there did be, as it were, the trunk of a great tree, that did show in the glowing; and the trunk of the tree came toward us across the darkness.
And the Maid leaned gently against me so that she fit nicely in my hand. Later, I remembered this moment, and I hope you never have to carry such a burden in your hearts! But truly, there was something amazing about it, alongside the horror, so that my memory always recalls this wonder; and maybe you can see it with me and also hold my love in your hearts. At the moment the Maid stood like that, as I’ve described, I suddenly noticed a faint, eerie glow in the night. There was no more sound from the Spinning; only what looked like the trunk of a large tree appeared in the glow, and it moved toward us through the darkness.
And I turned the Maid from the Tree, and she did flutter a little in my hands, as I did know, scarce-knowing; for she perceived that she did be going to die in that moment. And I had my body thus between the Evil Thing and the Maid. And lo! the Tree came no more anigh to us; but went backward, and the pale glowing did fade, and the Tree no more to be seen.
And I turned the Maid away from the Tree, and she fluttered a bit in my hands, as I sensed but barely understood; for she realized she was about to die in that moment. I positioned my body between the Evil Thing and the Maid. And look! the Tree moved away from us; it receded, and the pale glow faded, and the Tree was no longer visible.
And I cried unto the Maid, very husky, that we did live; for that the Evil Power was gone off from us; but she answered not, and did be heavy against me. And I held her, and lookt alway about us, lest the Tree come in upon the other side.
And I cried out to the Maid, my voice rough, that we were alive; because the Evil Power had left us. But she didn’t respond and seemed troubled. I held onto her and kept looking around us, worried that the Tree might come at us from the other side.
And, as I lookt this way and that, I saw naught; and afterward, in a moment, I searched the night above, lest that the Thing come from above. And, behold, I saw that there abode over us a clear light, as it were a clear burning Circle, above us in the night. And my heart did leap with an holy joy and an utter great thankfulness; and I was no more in fear of the Tree; for, in verity, there fought for our souls one of those sweet Powers of Goodness, that did strive ever to stand between the Forces of Evil and the spirit of man; and this matter have I shown to you, before this time.
And as I looked around, I saw nothing. Then, in a moment, I searched the night sky, worried that the Thing might come from above. And, behold, I saw a clear light hovering over us, like a bright circle in the night. My heart leaped with holy joy and immense gratitude, and I no longer feared the Tree; for truly, one of those sweet Powers of Goodness was fighting for our souls, always trying to protect humanity from the Forces of Evil; and I've shared this with you before.
And concerning this holy Defense, I have thought that it should not, mayhap, to have had so strong a power to save us, if that we had shown an over-weakness and fear, but because that we did rather stand so well as we might to make battle of escape from so dire a Destruction.
And regarding this holy Defense, I think it wouldn’t have had such a strong power to save us if we had shown too much weakness and fear. Rather, we stood firm as best as we could to fight against such a dire destruction.
And, surely, this doth seem but a sane thinking unto me; but yet without proof, and to be said to you, only as the shapings of my thoughts. And this the chief end of that happening, that the holy Circle did truly deliver us, and burned through twelve great hours above us; and by this, do I know that the Evil Power hovered anigh, to destroy us, all that while; for, indeed, it doth not be proper of reason to suppose that such an utter wondrous thing did be needlessly over us, save to be a Shield of Great and Lovely Force against a waiting Evil Thing. And surely you do see thiswise with me?
And, of course, this seems like reasonable thinking to me; but still, without proof, I'm only sharing my thoughts with you. The main point of what happened is that the holy Circle really protected us and shone brightly for twelve long hours above us; and because of this, I know the Evil Power was close by, trying to destroy us all that time; because, honestly, it's not logical to think that such an amazing thing was happening above us without being a Shield of Great and Lovely Force against an lurking Evil Thing. And surely you see it this way too?
And, truly, so soon as my Spirit and Reason perceived that we did be no more to suffer from the Evil Thing, I remembered that I did know that Mine Own had swooned. And, in verity, you shall mind how that she did face her death so utter sweet and brave, and had given no cry, but made quietly to help me in that dreadful moment, and did stand brave and gentle to the stroke. And so fell into a swoon, as you have seen, because that she did suffer an hundred deaths as she did stand so brave, waiting to be slain, for the blow did be so long delayed, yet to come in any moment.
And, truly, as soon as my Spirit and Reason realized that we no longer had to endure the Evil Thing, I remembered that I knew my own had fainted. And indeed, you will recall how she faced her death so sweetly and bravely, giving no cry, but quietly trying to help me in that dreadful moment, standing strong and gentle before the blow. And then she fell into a faint, as you've seen, because she endured a hundred deaths as she stood so bravely, waiting to be struck, for the blow was long delayed yet could come at any moment.
And I gat her to come-to unto her life again, and I set the lovely tale very swift to ease her, and surely with love and warmth, and kist her with a great joy. And I showed how I did honour her for her good courage.
And I got her to come back to her life again, and I quickly told her the beautiful story to comfort her, filled with love and warmth, and kissed her with great joy. And I showed how I honored her for her bravery.
And she to weep a little, with the ease come so sudden upon her; and afterward to kiss me upon the lips an hundred times, and to need that she be very safe in mine arms, because that I had meant that I do so dread an office to her. And surely I do wonder whether you perceive all that did be then in her heart.
And she cried a little, feeling the sudden relief wash over her; and afterward, she kissed me on the lips a hundred times, needing to feel very safe in my arms because I had intended to do something so frightening to her. And I truly wonder if you understand everything that was in her heart at that moment.
And the holy light that did be over us, she did watch with a sweetness of awe; and rest did come more great upon her in the heart, as she did learn how sure was the seeming of that Lovely Power to deliver us.
And the holy light above us, she watched with a sweet awe; and a greater sense of peace filled her heart as she realized how certain it was that the Lovely Power would save us.
And, presently, we made forward again in the Valley. And did go steadfast, and newly-loving each to the other, and so through twelve great and body-weary hours; but our hearts could never be done singing within us, nor our hands to cease from the hands of the other, because that we did so crave each unto the beloved.
And soon, we moved forward again in the Valley. We went on steadily, loving each other anew, for twelve long and exhausting hours. But our hearts never stopped singing inside us, and our hands never let go of each other, because we deeply craved our beloved.
And in the ninth hour, a monstrous way off in the dark of the Valley, there did seem as that there went a far and dreadful screaming in the night. And it did be as that our spirits perceived the sound of something Spinning in the night; yet faint and a great way off; but yet had we no surety that we did truly hear the sound of the Spinning; only we did be so shaken in the heart, for truly there was some horror done unto humans, downward in the mighty darkness of the Valley. And to think upon the sound of the Spinning, was to be in a shaking trouble of the spirit; and to bless the quiet and holy light that went above us in all that time; and to ache only that it should stay to be to our protecting. And surely it did be plain that there were the signs of great Forces in that Land.
And at the ninth hour, far off in the dark of the Valley, there seemed to be a terrifying scream echoing in the night. It felt like our spirits sensed something spinning in the distance; faint and far away, but we weren’t sure if we really heard the sound of the spinning. Still, we were deeply shaken, because it was clear that some horror had been inflicted upon humans deep in the darkness of the Valley. Thinking about the sound of the spinning filled us with a troubling fear, making us appreciate the quiet and holy light above us during that time, wishing only for it to remain as our protection. It was evident that there were signs of powerful forces in that land.
And three hours after that time when we did hear the far-off screaming, we were come up over the edge of the Valley, and did be once more unto such light as did be general in the Land; and truly it did seem a wondrous lightness, after so utter a dark.
And three hours after we heard the distant screaming, we reached the top of the Valley and found ourselves once again in the bright light that was common in the Land; and it really felt amazing to see such brightness after so much darkness.
And we did be all exhaust, and Mine Own drew her feet so weary that it was as that she must go no more, until we did rest; for indeed it was three and thirty hours since last that we had slept; and a bitter trouble and work there had been in that space, as you do know.
And we were all exhausted, and my companion was so weary that it felt like she couldn't go on any longer until we rested; because it had been thirty-three hours since we last slept, and there had been a lot of hardships and work during that time, as you know.
Now we had eat some of the tablets a few hours back, as we did walk, and had drunk some of the water; but had made no rest; for we did crave only that we come free of that Valley. And now it was needful that we rest, if but a little time.
Now we had eaten some of the tablets a few hours ago while we walked, and we had drunk some of the water; but we hadn't rested at all; for we only yearned to get out of that Valley. And now it was necessary for us to rest, even if just for a short time.
And I minded that we find some place where I should have a hot pool, that I be able to bathe Naani's feet. And, surely, we came in a while to a hollow-place, and there did be two dull-burning fire-holes in this place, and a hot-bubbling spring, the which did seem to be a rare thing in that Land; so that we were the more fortunate to perceive it.
And I thought we should find a spot with a hot pool where I could soak Naani's feet. Sure enough, we soon came to a hollow area with two faintly glowing fire pits and a bubbling hot spring, which seemed to be a rare find in that Land; so we were lucky to discover it.
And I made Mine Own to sit, with her feet in the hot-spring; for it was not over-hot, and did seem pretty natural to my taste, as I did prove in the first. And also I did search about the hollow, lest there be any harmful creature near-by; and this you will have truly supposed, because you do know the methods of my journeying. But yet did I not have so much care as did be proper; for I was so dull in the mind, by reason of my weariness; but, indeed, there came naught to work us any harm; and so we came to no suffering, through mine aches and dullness.
I made my companion sit with her feet in the hot spring because it wasn't too hot, and it felt pretty natural to me, as I had experienced before. I also looked around the area to make sure there were no harmful creatures nearby; you probably assumed this since you know how I travel. However, I didn’t pay as much attention as I should have because I was feeling mentally dull from exhaustion. Thankfully, nothing harmful came our way, so we didn’t suffer, despite my aches and weariness.
And I sat beside the Maid, and made her to eat a tablet, and saw that the cloak did be nice about her, and her head to rest against my knee, and I laid the palm of my hand to be as a pillow, because of the armour, to ease the hardness.
And I sat next to the Maid, and had her eat a tablet, and noticed that the cloak fit her nicely, with her head resting against my knee. I laid my hand down to make a pillow for her, to ease the hardness of the armor.
And I eat with the Maid, and we both drank after; and so there came back somewhat of our strength. Then I took the Maid's little feet, and rubbed a portion of the ointment from the pot all about them, very gentle and constant; and so did they be new-rested and eased; and she presently fit again to the journey; for I was strong set that we go quickly hence out of that Land, and stay no more there to sleep, lest we come unto Destruction.
And I ate with the Maid, and we both drank afterward; and so we regained some of our strength. Then I took the Maid's small feet and gently rubbed some of the ointment from the pot all over them, being careful and steady; and they felt refreshed and relieved; and she was soon ready for the journey again; for I was determined that we leave that place quickly and not stay there to sleep, so we wouldn’t encounter any danger.
And when we had rested an hour, I put the shoes again upon the Maid, and made them secure; and so gat my gear about me, and made to the journey.
And after we had rested for an hour, I put the shoes back on the Maid and made sure they were secure; then I got my things together and set off on the journey.
And lo! as we did leave the hollow, I lookt upward unto the Holy Light; and behold it was gone from us, and by this thing I supposed that we had come free of instant danger; but yet did there be to me a seeming of nakedness and unprotection, as you must perceive.
And as we left the hollow, I looked up at the Holy Light; and I saw it was gone from us. Because of this, I thought we were free from immediate danger; but still, I felt exposed and unprotected, as you can imagine.
And because that the Light was vanished, I was the more set that we come speedy out of the Land. And we went forward at a strong speed, and had the Great Red Fire-Pit of the Giants to our rear unto the left, and a mighty way off in the night; but yet I did wish it the further. And before us, was a small ridging up of the dark Land, as I did judge, because that our view of the lights and the shinings was bounded; and to our left at a great way the low volcanoes, and somewhat to our right, across all that part of the Land went the cold and horrid glare of the Shine.
And because the Light was gone, I was even more determined to get out of the Land quickly. We moved forward at a fast pace, with the Great Red Fire-Pit of the Giants behind us to the left, far away in the night; but I still wished it were even further away. Ahead of us, there was a slight rise of the dark Land, as I guessed, since our view of the lights and shining was limited; and to our left, far away were the low volcanoes, while somewhat to our right, all across that part of the Land, was the cold and horrifying glare of the Shine.
Now, in a little while, I felt that the ground did be sloped upward before us a little, and by this thing I saw that I had known aright, for that there did be a ridge that hid the Land somewise over unto the part where I lookt to find the mouth of the Upward Gorge. And we went up this slope at a strong pace, because that I was so eager that I find where we did be in nearness unto the mouth of the Upward Gorge.
Now, after a little while, I felt the ground sloping upward in front of us, and from this, I realized I had been right, because there was a ridge that concealed the land beyond where I expected to find the entrance to the Upward Gorge. We climbed this slope quickly because I was so eager to find out how close we were to the entrance of the Upward Gorge.
And surely, I was something forgetful, in mine eagerness, and came somewhat ahead of Mine Own, who did make to hide from me that she did begin to lag, because that her new strength was near gone from her.
And surely, I was a bit forgetful in my eagerness and got a little ahead of My Own, who tried to hide from me that she was starting to lag because her new strength was almost gone.
And sudden there did be a very dreadful cry, to my back; and I came round in one instant, so quick as a light doth flash; for it was the voice of Mine Own, and all my being did suddenly burn with fear that kindled through me in a moment of thought.
And suddenly, there came a very terrifying scream from behind me; I turned around in an instant, as fast as a flash of light; for it was the voice of my own, and every part of me was instantly consumed with a fear that ignited within me in a moment of thought.
And lo! Mine Own did struggle terribly with a yellow thing which I perceived to be a man with four arms; and the Man had two arms about the Maid, and with two did make to choke her unto death; for she cried out no more.
And look! My own was struggling terribly with a yellow thing that I saw was a man with four arms; and the man had two arms around the girl, and with the other two, he tried to choke her to death; for she cried out no more.
And I came unto the Man with a quick leaping, and stopt not to pluck the Diskos from my hip; and surely I did be very strong, and mine anger and rage to make me monstrous; for I caught the two upper arms of the Man, and brought them backward in an instant, so fierce and savage, and so wrencht upon them, that I brake them in the shoulders of the Man.
And I approached the Man quickly and didn’t even stop to grab the Diskos from my hip; I was incredibly strong, fueled by my anger and rage, which made me feel wild; I seized both of the Man’s upper arms and yanked them back in an instant, so fiercely and savagely, that I broke his shoulders.
And the Man roared and shriekt, even as a wild and dreadful Beast should cry out, and came round upon me with the two lower arms. And surely it was a mighty and brutish thing, and so broad and bulkt as an ox, and the lower arms were huge and greatly haired, and the fingers of the hands did have the nails grown into horrid talons, as that they should grip very bitter.
And the man let out a roar and a shriek, just like a wild and terrifying beast would, and turned toward me with his two lower arms. It was indeed a powerful and savage creature, as broad and thick as an ox, with lower arms that were huge and covered in hair. The fingers had nails that had grown into terrible talons, meant to grip with great pain.
And it caught me by the thighs, to rip me upward, as I did fear; but yet this did not be the intent of the Man; for in a moment it caught me round the body; and on the instant, I gat the Man by the great throat, and the throat did be haired, and so great as the neck of a bull. And I strove with mine armoured hands that I choke the Man, and surely I made it to suffer great trouble; yet, I could not harm it in the life.
And it grabbed me by the thighs, pulling me up, just as I feared; but that wasn't the Man's intention. In an instant, it wrapped around my body, and in that moment, I seized the Man by his thick throat, which was hairy and as thick as a bull's neck. I struggled with my armored hands to choke the Man, and I definitely made him suffer greatly; still, I couldn't hurt him at all.
And so I did be an horrid minute, and fought with the Beast, with no more than the strength of my body; and it was as that an human went with his hands to slay a monster so strong as an horse. And the breath of the Man-Beast came at me, and did sicken me; and I held the face off from me; for I had died with horror, if that it had come more anigh; and surely the mouth of the Man was small and shaped so that I knew that it did never eat of aught that it did slay; but to drink as a vampire; and in truth, I did mean that I chop the Man to pieces, if that I have chance to the Diskos.
And so I had a terrible moment, and fought with the Beast, using nothing but my own strength; it was like a human trying to take down a monster as strong as a horse. The breath of the Man-Beast hit me, making me feel sick; I turned my face away, because I would have died of horror if it had come any closer. The mouth of the Man was small and shaped in a way that made me know it never ate anything it killed, only drank like a vampire. Honestly, I planned to chop the Man to pieces if I got the chance with the Diskos.
And I did sway this way and that, as we did struggle; and surely it was as that the Man had never made to use the lower arms, save to hold unto prey, the while that it did use the upper arms to strangle, as I do think. For all that weary minute of the fight, the Man made not to loose from me, that it should tear my hands from their grip to the throat; but made vain waggings with the arms that I brake, as that it would use these to the attack; but surely they had no more power to do hurt.
And I swayed back and forth as we struggled; it was clear that the Man had never learned to use his lower arms except to hold onto prey, while he used his upper arms to choke, or so I thought. For that exhausting minute of the fight, he didn't let go of me; he tried to tear my hands away from his throat but only flailed his arms uselessly, as if he would attack with them, but they had no strength left to do any damage.
And sudden, it put forth an utter power about my body, so that mine armour did be like to crack; and truly I had died in a moment; but for the strongness of the armour. And the man hugged me thus for an horrid time, the while that I did hold off from me the brutish face, and gript very savage into the haired throat.
And suddenly, it exerted a tremendous force on my body, making my armor feel like it would break; honestly, I would have died in an instant if it weren't for the strength of the armor. The man held me tightly for a terrifying amount of time while I pushed away his monstrous face and gripped tightly onto his hairy throat.
And lo! the creature did work slow in the brain, and in the end loost from me, abrupt, and went back with a leap, so that my hands did be ript from the throat of the Beast. And in one instant it did be back unto me, and gave me no moment to free the Diskos. But I made anew to fight, and shaped as I had learned in the Exercises of mine Upbringing; for truly I had been alway deep in practice of such matters. And I slipt from the great hands of the Man, as it did try to take me by the head; and I hit the Man with mine armoured fist, and put a great power and skill to the blow. And I went instant to the side with a swift stepping, and evaded the Man, and I smote the Man again, and took him very savage in the neck; but all the while grown very cold and brutal and cruel; for I was set to the slaying. And the Man-Beast came round on me; and lo! I slipt the gripe of the great hands, and my body and my legs and mine arms did work together unto that last blow; so that I did hit so hard as a great hammer. And I gat the Beast in the throat, and the Beast went backward to the earth, even as it did think to hold me.
And suddenly, the creature moved slowly in its mind, and in the end, it broke away from me abruptly and jumped back, pulling my hands away from the Beast's throat. In an instant, it returned to me, leaving me no time to free the Diskos. But I readied myself to fight again, positioning myself as I had learned in my training; for I had always been deeply involved in practicing such techniques. I slipped away from the large hands of the Man as it tried to grab me by the head; then I struck the Man with my armored fist, putting all my strength and skill behind the blow. I quickly moved to the side and dodged the Man, striking him again, aiming fiercely at his neck; but all the while, I felt cold and brutal because I was determined to kill. The Man-Beast turned on me; and just in time, I slipped free from its grip, and my body, legs, and arms moved in unison for that final hit; I struck as hard as a hammer. I hit the Beast in the throat, and it fell back to the ground, just as it tried to hold onto me.
And lo! in a moment, I was free, and I pluckt forth the Diskos from my hip. And the Yellow Beast-Man grunted upon the ground; and it rose up again to come at me; and it stood and did grunt, and did seem as that it was gone mazed; for it did make other sounds, and an horrid screeching, so that truly, by the way of it, I conceived that it cried out unknown and half-shapen words at me. And in a moment, it came again at me; but I cut the head from the Beast-Man, that was in verity an horrid monster, and the Man died, and was quiet upon the earth.
And suddenly, I was free, and I pulled the Diskos from my hip. The Yellow Beast-Man groaned on the ground; it got back up to come after me; it stood there grunting and seemed confused, making other sounds, including a terrifying screech that truly made me think it was shouting strange and half-formed words at me. In an instant, it charged at me again; but I chopped off the head of the Beast-Man, which was truly a horrific monster, and the Man died, lying still on the ground.
And truly, in that moment, the distress of mine efforts and mine utter tiredness and the ache of the bruises took me; so that I do surely think I rockt as I stood; but yet was my head strong to think and my heart set in anxiousness; for I wotted not how great an hurt had been done upon Mine Own.
And in that moment, the stress of my efforts, my complete exhaustion, and the pain of my bruises overwhelmed me; I really think I swayed as I stood there. Yet, my mind was strong and my heart was filled with worry, because I didn’t know how serious the hurt had been done to myself.
And I ran to her, and came to where she did be upon the ground; and surely she was all huddled, and had her hands very piteous to her throat, that did be so pretty. And it did shake me in that moment that she was truly slain; for she was gone so utter still and as that she did be broken unto death.
And I rushed to her and found her lying on the ground; she was all hunched over, and her hands were clutched at her throat, which was so beautiful. In that moment, it struck me that she was really dead; she was so completely still, as if she had been shattered to the point of death.
And I took her hands from her throat, and surely it did be a little torn; yet not to be much, or so that it should loose her of her dear life. And I strove that I steady the trembling of my hands; and I gat free of mine armoured gloves; and made that I feel whether her throat did be deadly hurt; and, in verity, it seemed not so; only that my hands did so shake, because that I was so frightened for Mine Own, and because that I was but new come from the battle; and because of this, I had not power of touch to assure me.
And I took her hands away from her throat, and it was a little torn; but not too much, so that it wouldn’t take her precious life. I tried to steady my trembling hands; I got my armored gloves off; and I confirmed whether her throat was seriously injured; and, in fact, it didn’t seem so; it was just that my hands shook so much because I was so scared for her, and because I had just come from the battle; and because of this, I didn’t have the strength to touch her gently enough to reassure myself.
I made then that I quieten my breath, which did yet come very full and laboured; and I put mine ear above the heart of the Maid, and lo! her heart did beat, and the horridness of my fear went from me in a moment.
I then calmed my breathing, even though it was still heavy and labored; I leaned my ear over the Maid's heart, and there it was! Her heart was beating, and the horror of my fear disappeared in an instant.
And I had the scrip from my back very speedy, and some of the water to fizz, and I dashed the water upon her face and upon her throat; and surely there did be a little quivering and an answering of her body.
And I quickly pulled the script from my back, and some of the water began to fizz, and I splashed the water on her face and throat; and surely there was a slight shiver and a response from her body.
And I strove with her for a while more; and she came unto her life again; and in the first, she was all a-lack, as you may think; and immediately she began that she remembered, and she then to shake.
And I struggled with her a little longer; then she came back to life. At first, she was totally out of it, as you can imagine; and right away, she started to remember, and then she began to shake.
And I told her how that the Four-Armed Man was surely dead and could harm her no more; and she then to weep, because that she had been put to such shock and horror, and held by so brutish a thing. But I took her into mine arms, and so she did come presently to an ease; and I perceived in all my being that she was as a little ship that doth lie in harbour; for she did cling and nestle unto me; and did be safe with me in all her heart and body and belief. And surely she was Mine Own, and I to have glory in that knowing.
And I told her that the Four-Armed Man was definitely dead and couldn’t hurt her anymore; she started to cry because she had been through so much shock and horror, and had been held by such a brutal thing. But I wrapped my arms around her, and soon she began to feel at ease; I felt with every part of me that she was like a little ship resting in harbor; she clung to me and nestled against me, feeling safe with me in every part of her heart and body and belief. And truly, she was mine, and I took pride in that understanding.
And presently, I put her from mine arms, to lie; yet so that she might
not perceive the body of the Yellow Beast-Man. And I made clean the
Diskos, from her sight, and afterward I put on the scrip; and I took the
Maid to mine arms again, and had the Diskos in my hand beside her.
And then I gently set her down, making sure she couldn't see the body of the Yellow Beast-Man. I cleaned the Diskos so she wouldn't notice it, and then I put on the scrip. I lifted the Maid back into my arms, holding the Diskos in my hand next to her.
And she made protest that she should truly walk; for that I was all a-weary, and she come to her strength again. And, indeed, I carried her a certain way, and did then put her down to her feet; and truly her knees did so tremble that she had not stood, let be to walk! And I caught her up again; and I kist her, and I told her that I did be surely her Master, in verity, and she mine own Baby-Slave. And truly you shall not laugh upon me; for I was so human as any; and a man doth talk this way with his maid.
And she insisted that she should walk, since I was all tired out and she was getting her strength back. I carried her a little ways, then set her down on her feet, but her knees were shaking so much that she couldn't stand, let alone walk! I picked her up again, kissed her, and told her that I was definitely her Master, and she was my little Baby-Slave. And you shouldn't laugh at me; I was just as human as anyone else, and a man talks this way with his girl.
And she did be quiet and sweet and to obey wisely; for she was gone very weak. And thiswise we did go; and I to say loving words, in the first; but afterward I did heed more of my going, now that she was something eased and at rest within mine arms. And I did peer everywhere about, lest that some other evil thing come outward of the bushes, to have at us ere I did ware. And, truly, the bushes grew here and there in that place, very plentiful, in great dumpings.
And she was quiet and sweet, obeying wisely, because she was feeling very weak. So we continued on; I started by saying loving words, at first. But after a while, I focused more on walking now that she was a bit more comfortable and resting in my arms. I kept looking around, just in case some other danger emerged from the bushes to attack us before I noticed. And honestly, the bushes were thickly scattered around that area, in big clumps.
And presently I was come to the top part of the ridge; and lo! a great gladness took me, and some amazement; for there did be the lights that did be in the mouth of the Upward Gorge, and they did show me that I was come anigh to that place. Yet had I feared that we were surely a dozen great miles off; and now I to learn that we did be scarce of two or maybe three, as I did judge.
And soon I reached the top of the ridge, and wow! A huge joy came over me, along with some surprise; because there were the lights at the entrance of the Upward Gorge, showing me that I was close to that place. But I had feared we were at least twelve miles away; and now I realized we were barely two or maybe three, as I estimated.
And I told this thing to the Maid; and she rejoiced in mine arms, with a deep and quiet thankfulness. And I set forward then at so good a pace as I might; and I was come into the mouth-part of the Upward Gorge in about an hour; and surely I did be very weary, for it was beyond six and thirty hours that we had gone since last we did sleep; and there had been sore labour and terror to our share in that time, as I have told.
And I shared this with the Maid; she felt a deep and quiet gratitude in my arms. I then started moving forward as quickly as I could, and I reached the entrance of the Upward Gorge in about an hour. I was definitely very tired, since it had been over thirty-six hours since we last slept, and we had experienced a lot of hard work and fear during that time, as I've mentioned.
And I turned in the mouth of the Gorge, and told Mine Own, very gentle, that we did take our last look upon that Land. And she askt that I put her down to her feet; and I put her down. And therewith we stood in that place, and mine arm about her; and so did I support the Maid, the while that she lookt silent over the dark of the Land.
And I turned at the entrance of the Gorge and gently told my beloved that we were taking our last look at that land. She asked me to set her down, and I complied. We stood there together, my arm around her as I supported her while she silently gazed over the darkness of the land.
And presently she askt me in a very husht voice, whether that I knew where the Lesser Pyramid did be in all that Darkness; for she was all adrift of her bearings, and was as a stranger, because that she had never lookt upon the Land from that place, before then. And I showed her where I thought the Pyramid to stand hid in the everlasting night; and she nodded, very quiet, as that she did think thatwise, also.
And then she quietly asked me if I knew where the Lesser Pyramid was in all that darkness because she felt lost and was unfamiliar with the area since she had never seen the land from that spot before. I pointed out where I thought the Pyramid was hiding in the endless night, and she nodded quietly, seeming to agree.
And so a time did pass, and I knew that Naani said good-bye forever unto all that she had known of the world in all her life; and she did be whispering a goodbye in her soul unto her Dead.
And so some time passed, and I knew that Naani said goodbye forever to everything she had known in her life; and she whispered a farewell in her soul to the Dead.
And I was very husht, and deeply sorrowful for the Maid, and did understand; for in verity, there should no other human look upon that Land of terror through all the quiet of eternity; and the Maid did lose all her young life into that blackness, and the Father that was her Father; and the grave of her Mother; and the friends of all her years. And there went death in the Land, even then, after those that did live.
And I was very quiet and deeply sad for the Girl, and I understood; for truly, no other person should ever see that frightening Land throughout all eternity; and the Girl lost her entire young life to that darkness, along with her Father who was her own, and her Mother’s grave, and the friends of all her years. And even then, death lingered in the Land, haunting those who were still alive.
And Mine Own shook a little within mine arm; so that I knew she strove that she be brave, to weep not; but afterward, she made not to cease from her tears; and truly I was there, to be her understanding; and she did be sweet and natural ever with me; for she was Mine Own, and did be hourly the more so.
And my own one shook a little in my arms; I could tell she was trying to be brave and not cry, but eventually, she couldn't stop the tears. I was there to understand her, and she was always sweet and genuine with me; she was mine, and that only grew stronger hour by hour.
And presently, I moved a little, to sign that we go downward of the Gorge; and she stayed me one moment, that she look once more over all that Land; and afterward, she submitted, and turned with me, and did break into very bitter sobbing as she did go stumbling beside me; for the sorrow of memory did fill her; and she was truly a very lonesome Maid in that moment, and had come through much dreadfulness.
And soon, I shifted slightly to signal that we should head down the Gorge; she paused for a moment to take one last look at the entire landscape. After that, she agreed and turned to follow me, bursting into deep sobs as she stumbled beside me. The pain of her memories overwhelmed her, and at that moment, she felt incredibly lonely, having endured so much hardship.
And in a minute, I stoopt and lifted her; and she wept in mine arms against mine armour; and I very silent and tender with her; and carried her downward of the Gorge for a great hour more. And presently she was grown calm, and I knew that she slept in mine arms.
And in a moment, I bent down and picked her up; she cried in my arms against my armor; and I was very quiet and gentle with her, carrying her down the Gorge for a whole hour more. Soon she calmed down, and I realized that she was sleeping in my arms.
And in thiswise we made farewell of that dark Land, and left it unto
Eternity.
And in this way, we said goodbye to that dark land and left it for
Eternity.
XII
DOWNWARD OF THE GORGE
Now I carried the Maid an hour downward of the Gorge, as I did say; and I was then grown so weary that I near fell, as I walked, and stumbled everywhile, because that I had lost somewhat of guiding in my feet, the which did show mine utter alackness.
Now I carried the Maid for about an hour down the Gorge, as I said; and I was so tired by then that I nearly fell while walking, stumbling constantly because I had lost some of the feeling in my feet, which showed just how completely exhausted I was.
And I saw that I must come very swift to a place for slumber, or that I did be like to fall headlong with the Maid; for I nigh slept as I walkt.
And I saw that I needed to get to a place to sleep very quickly, or I would probably fall flat on my face with the Maid; because I was almost asleep while I was walking.
And I began that I give attention to the sides of the Gorge; and surely I had gone that hour all in a dream; for I was fresh-waked, as it were, in that I did give my will to perceive aught; and when I did come to have power to attend, I knew that I had gone, even as a sleep-walker; for the Gorge did seem a fresh matter unto me, and as that I had come awake sudden to find myself a-walk in that strange and narrow place.
And I started to pay attention to the sides of the Gorge; and surely I had spent that hour in a dream; for I felt like I had just woken up, as if I had finally decided to really notice what was around me; and when I was able to focus, I realized I had traveled here almost like a sleepwalker; because the Gorge seemed entirely new to me, and it was as if I had suddenly awakened to find myself walking in that strange and narrow spot.
And presently, I saw somewhat where I did be; for I minded the memory of mine outward journey, and truly I have a good power to know and remember a way that I have gone. And I saw that there was a great and ruddy fire-hole anigh to me; and I was all sure that I had perceived certain caves in the wall of the Gorge, near to that fire, as I past it on mine upward way; and I had been given a mighty longing of heart at that time, that it be given to me that I should bring safe Mine Own out of the peril that beset her, and have her unto just such a place for her slumber, on the way of our journey backward.
And soon, I recognized where I was; I recalled my outward journey, and I have a good knack for remembering paths I've taken. I noticed there was a large, bright fire pit near me, and I was quite certain that I had seen some caves in the wall of the Gorge close to that fire when I passed by on my way up. At that moment, I felt a strong desire in my heart to safely bring My Own out of the danger she faced and take her to a place like this for her rest on our way back.
And surely I tell you this thing as a child in pleasure; for, truly, it was a wondrous happy matter that my desiring should be like to have a true ending; as, indeed, it did seem was truly to be, if that my memory had set me aright.
And I truly tell you this as a joyful child; because, honestly, it was a wonderfully happy thing that my desire seemed to have a real conclusion; as it truly appeared to be, if my memory serves me correctly.
And I went onward somewhat; and lo! I to be right, for the little caves did be there, a little past the great fire-hole; and there were seven of them in the left side of the great cliff of the Gorge; and one did be as that it were very cozy and a place of sure safety, if that we could win unto it.
And I went on a bit; and there it was! I was right, because the small caves were there, just a little past the big fire pit; and there were seven of them on the left side of the big cliff of the Gorge; and one looked really cozy and like a safe place, if we could get to it.
And truly, as I did conceive, we had come safe from the Evil Forces of that Land; but yet did I mind that there was no surety in this thing; and neither did I know but that some Monster should come downward of the Gorge, out of that Land; and so work our deaths, as we did sleep; if that we have no sure place for our slumber. And, indeed, I had wished that we were come a greater way downward of the Gorge, but this might not be; for I was all adrift with weariness. And truly, if that we gat upward to the top-most cave, there did be few Monsters that should have power to come at us, ere we be warned of their coming. And afterward they should be like to come upward against the Diskos; and this should be indeed a thing difficult, as you shall conceive.
And honestly, as I thought, we had made it safely away from the Evil Forces of that Land; but I still felt that there was no certainty in this situation; and I couldn't shake the thought that some Monster might come down from the Gorge, out of that Land; and cause our deaths while we slept, if we didn’t have a secure place to rest. And really, I wished we had moved further down the Gorge, but I couldn’t manage it because I was completely exhausted. And truly, if we made it to the very top cave, there would be few Monsters that could reach us before we were aware of their approach. After that, they would likely have to come up against the Diskos, and that would definitely be a challenging task, as you can imagine.
Now it did be needful that I wake the Maid, and I kist her, as she did be in mine arms; and surely that dear One did kiss back again in her sleep, and was yet asleep. And truly I did love her with all my being; and I kist her again, and shook her very gentle, and so had her to wakefulness, and told how we did be come to a place fit for our slumber.
Now it was necessary for me to wake the girl, and I kissed her while she was in my arms; and surely that dear one kissed me back in her sleep, yet she was still asleep. And truly, I loved her with all my heart; I kissed her again and gently shook her until she woke up, and explained that we had arrived at a place suitable for our rest.
And she to look about, very sleepy, as I set her to her feet; and then to upbraid herself that she did over to slumber, the while that I did labour with her carrying. And, in verity, I kist her again, as she did stand making to steady herself, and looking so pretty with the sleep that did lie yet in her eyes. And she to kiss me very dear and all mine; and even then scarce proper come to wakefulness; and did say with something of a little dear abandon, that she did love me utter and forever.
And she looked around, quite sleepy, as I helped her stand up; and then she scolded herself for dozing off while I was carrying her. Honestly, I kissed her again as she tried to steady herself, looking so cute with the sleep still in her eyes. She kissed me back sweetly, as if I were all hers; and even then, she was barely awake and said with a hint of playful innocence that she loved me completely and forever.
And afterward, I climbed to the topmost of the caves, and told Mine Own the while that she walk up and down a little; so that she come to a full awakedness; and this I was careful to, because that she should have a need of all her powers that she come safe upward unto the cave.
And afterward, I climbed to the top of the caves and told my love to walk around a bit, so she'd be fully awake. I was careful about this because she would need all her strength to make it safely up to the cave.
And when I was come to the cave, lo! it did be so sweet and dry, as did make glad my heart. And there did be a warmth in the cave, as that there went a fire somewhere through the rocks anigh. And the light from the fire-hole did make a reflection inward, and so this did seem a place safe, and fit to our slumbering.
And when I arrived at the cave, wow! it was so sweet and dry, it made my heart glad. There was a warmth in the cave, as if there was a fire somewhere among the rocks nearby. The light from the fire-hole created a reflection inside, making it feel like a safe place, perfect for us to sleep.
And I came downward unto Naani, calling that the cave was very proper for our use; and presently I gave her mine aid to the climbing, and so we came in the end safe into the cave; and truly we did feel very safe and happy.
And I went down to Naani, saying that the cave was perfect for us; and right away, I helped her climb, and eventually we made it safely into the cave; and we really felt very safe and happy.
Yet, before we did sleep, I set free the scrip and the pouch, and took the straps and went downward again into the Gorge; and I gat a good boulder, so heavy as I might carry, and strapt it to my back, and came upward again to the cave, and the Maid very grave and anxious, lest that I slip to my hurt. And when I was come to the cave again, I set the boulder in the mouth of the cave, and did balance it so light upon the edge, that a touch should send it rolling downward.
Yet, before we went to sleep, I took off the bag and the pouch, grabbed the straps, and went back down into the Gorge. I found a good-sized boulder, as heavy as I could manage to carry, and strapped it to my back. I made my way back up to the cave, where the girl was very serious and worried that I might slip and hurt myself. When I got back to the cave, I placed the boulder at the entrance and balanced it so lightly on the edge that just a slight push would send it rolling down.
And by this devising, I conceived that any Beast or Monstrous thing that should climb upward whilst that we slept, should be like to set the rock adrift, and mayhaps the rock to work an harm to such, but the chief end to be that I should be swiftly waked by the noise.
And by thinking this way, I figured that any beast or monstrous thing climbing up while we slept could cause the rock to get loose, and maybe even harm whoever was climbing, but the main point was that I would be quickly awakened by the noise.
And then I did turn that we go to our slumber; and lo! the Maid had spread the cloak upon the rock, that we should sleep upon it; for truly there did be no need that we have it now to our covering, because that the cave did be so warm as I have told before.
And then I turned so we could go to sleep; and look! the girl had laid the cloak on the rock for us to sleep on; because honestly, we didn’t need it for warmth, since the cave was as warm as I mentioned earlier.
And surely, there did be no cause either that I should have the cloak for a bed; for how should I perceive any softness from the cloak, through all the sternness of mine armour; but yet did I see that the Maid had made a couch that should be for the two of us, and did be so sweet and natural, and to lie by me; but yet to preserve her sweet modesty, and to do the thing with no thought, save that it was natural to our hearts; and that she did long alway to be anigh to me; but yet, mayhaps, scarce full conscious that her heart did prompt her in this thing.
And really, there was no reason for me to use the cloak as a bed; how could I feel any softness from it with all the hardness of my armor? But I did notice that the Maid had made a cozy spot for both of us, and it was so sweet and natural to lie next to her; yet she wanted to keep her modesty and acted without thinking, other than that it felt right to our hearts. She always longed to be close to me, but perhaps she wasn’t fully aware that her heart was leading her in this way.
And, in verity, I loved her very dear.
And, honestly, I loved her very much.
And surely, Naani showed me the where that I should lie upon my side; and when I had obeyed, she kneeled, and kist me on the lips, very sober and loving; and she lay down then upon the cloak beside me; and truly we had both gone to sleep in one little minute, as I do think.
And definitely, Naani showed me where I should lie on my side; and when I did as she said, she knelt down and kissed me on the lips, very seriously and lovingly; and then she lay down on the cloak next to me; and honestly, I think we both fell asleep within a minute.
Now I did be waked twelve great hours after, by the fizzing of the water; and lo! when I lookt, the Maid was not beside me; but did make ready our simple eating and drinking. And she laughed at me, very sweet and tender, because that she loved me so, and did be so glad to have me awake to her; and she came over to me, and kist me, very bright and loving upon the lips.
Now I woke up twelve hours later to the sound of bubbling water; and when I looked, the Maid was not next to me but was getting our simple food and drink ready. She laughed at me, very sweetly and tenderly, because she loved me so much and was so happy to see me awake; then she came over to me and kissed me bright and lovingly on the lips.
And after that she had kist me, she kneeled beside me, and lookt at me, very dear and tender; so that I knew in a moment that she had waked a while gone, and watched me, somewise motherlike, as I did sleep. But how I knew this thing, I am not sure, save that my spirit did know, or that her thoughts did have tongues unto mine.
And after she kissed me, she knelt beside me and looked at me very lovingly and tenderly; I realized in that moment that she had been awake for a little while and had watched over me, almost like a mother, while I slept. I’m not sure how I knew this, except that my spirit seemed to understand, or that her thoughts somehow connected with mine.
And truly I needed that I be so loved, and all of you to say like with me; and I put up mine arms to her, as I did yet lie; and she not to deny me, but came into mine arms, and did snuggle there so sweet and happy and gladly, and with so true a delight, that it did be plain how she did love in all her body and spirit to be anigh to me, as I to her. Yet, truly, as you do mind, the armour did be upon me; so that I feared to take her very strong in mine arms, lest I hurt the dear Maid; and surely the armour did be a stern matter for her to nestle unto; but yet, mayhaps, did the sternness something please her womanheart, and yet, again, mayhaps to lack.
And honestly, I needed to be loved like that, and for all of you to feel the same way about me; so I raised my arms to her while I still lay there, and she didn't refuse me. Instead, she came into my arms and snuggled there so sweetly, happily, and willingly, with such genuine delight that it was clear how much she loved being close to me, just as I did to her. However, as you remember, I was in armor, so I was worried about holding her too tightly in my arms, afraid I might hurt the dear Maid. The armor was definitely something tough for her to cuddle against, but maybe the hardness was something that appealed to her woman’s heart, and maybe at the same time, it didn’t.
And presently, she made that she would go from me, and I loosed mine arms from her very ready, because that I did heed alway that she have full sweet liberty of her dear Maidenhood; and I to be watchful sufficient unto this end, yet always honest and wholesome and not over-pondering even in this my care; and this proper intending you shall ever perceive, if that your hearts do strive to hearken unto my heart, which doth speak alway before you.
And soon, she indicated that she would leave me, and I released my arms from her quite willingly because I always wanted her to have complete freedom regarding her precious virginity. I intended to be careful about this, yet always honest and respectful, not overly heavy in my concern. You will always notice this genuine intent if your hearts strive to listen to my heart, which always speaks to you.
And the Maid went from me, over to where she had put the cup of the water, and the tablets; and I to make to rise, that I look that the boulder did be safe untouched in the mouth of the cave. But she called unto me that I lie backward; for that she did mean gently to spoil me that once; and that I have no heed to the boulder or whether there did be any Monster or Beast anigh in the Gorge; for that the boulder did be safe as I did balance it; and nowheres any Creature to sight in the Gorge; for she had lookt oft, since waking, to this end.
And the Maid walked away from me to where she had placed the cup of water and the tablets. I tried to get up to check that the boulder was still safely at the entrance of the cave. But she called out for me to lie back down, because she wanted to gently tease me a bit; and I didn’t need to worry about the boulder or if there was any Monster or Beast nearby in the Gorge, since the boulder was secure as I had balanced it, and there were no Creatures in sight in the Gorge, as she had looked around often since waking up for this reason.
And truly I obeyed, and lay back, and did like that I should be spoilt, as we do say. And Naani brought the cup of the water, and the tablets over to me; for she gat them from the scrip before I had it to my pillow, in that while when I had gone downward for the boulder. And surely, even when she brought the cup, she would not have me to rise; but took my head upon her knees, and kist me once very dainty on the lips, and I very happy to be so loved, and wishful no otherwise.
And really, I followed what I was supposed to do, lying back and pretending to be spoiled, as we say. Naani brought me the cup of water and the tablets; she got them from the bag before I even had a chance to put it down by my pillow after I had gone down for the rock. And even when she brought the cup, she didn’t want me to sit up; instead, she rested my head on her knees and kissed me gently on the lips, and I felt so happy to be loved like that, wishing for nothing else.
And she took a tablet and kist it and gave it to me; and afterward touched another to my lips, and had that to be for her own. And so we eat and were very glad and happy, someways as children are happy, and our hearts all at ease.
And she took a tablet, kissed it, and gave it to me; then she touched another to my lips and kept that one for herself. So we ate and felt very joyful, somewhat like how children feel happy, with our hearts completely at ease.
And presently, we eat each our second tablet, in the same wise as the first. And truly I did be kist more than once. And afterward, we drank each of the water.
And soon, we each ate our second tablet, just like the first. And honestly, I was kissed more than once. After that, we all drank the water.
And when we had made an end, Naani told me that I move to stand; and surely I wondered; and I stood up, and lo! I near cried out with the pains of my bruisings; for I was all gone stiff in my sleep, and as that I did be more sore than ever; and this to be because I had fought again, as you do know, and surely had been hurt more by the Four-Armed Man than I had known.
And when we finished, Naani told me to stand up; and I was really surprised. I stood up, and almost cried out from the pain of my bruises because I was completely stiff from sleeping. It hurt even more than before, and that was because I had fought again, as you know, and I had definitely been hurt more by the Four-Armed Man than I realized.
And I perceived then that Naani had supposed that I should be thus pained, and had given dear thought to the matter; and truly she had the pot of the ointment, ready, if that I did be very bad, that she rub me.
And I realized then that Naani had thought I would be in pain and had truly considered it; and she actually had the jar of ointment ready, in case I got really bad, so she could rub it on me.
And she gave me aid with mine armour, and afterward eased me with my garments; and surely I did be utter bruised in the body, by reason of the violence of the Yellow Beast-Man. And the Maid had somewhat so tender and sweet in her eyes as she looked upon the bruisings, that I did be very happy and to glow with contentment.
And she helped me with my armor, and then helped me with my clothes; I was definitely bruised all over from the force of the Yellow Beast-Man. The Maid had a gentle and kind look in her eyes as she gazed at my bruises, which made me feel very happy and filled with contentment.
And she had me to lie, and made me in comfort with the cloak, so loving and grave, so that I was as a child that doth be cared of by his mother. And she did rub me very skilful and gentle for a great hour, until I was all refreshed. And in verity she was a lovely wise maid.
And she had me lie down and wrapped me up in a comforting blanket, so loving and serious, that I felt like a child being cared for by their mother. She rubbed me very skillfully and gently for a long time, until I was completely refreshed. And truly, she was a lovely and wise young woman.
And as the Maid ministered unto me, I lay alway very restful, and harked to the low sound of the muttering of the fire-hole that did be in the bottom of the Gorge; and alway I did feel as an happy child that doth be clothed in love and guided in wisdom.
And as the Maid took care of me, I always lay comfortably and listened to the soft sound of the fire crackling in the bottom of the Gorge; and I always felt like a happy child wrapped in love and guided by wisdom.
And presently, when that the Maid had ended her dear care, she put by the ointment, and gave me her hands very dainty, that she mean to aid me to rise; and surely when I was come again to my feet, I was all eased, and to have movement with no great pain; and truly this made me wondrous pleased and to feel new couraged; for I had been troubled that I should be so helpless, in that I did be the Protector of Mine Own.
And just then, after the Maid finished tending to me, she set aside the ointment and offered her delicate hands to help me get up. When I was back on my feet, I felt so much better and could move without much pain. This really made me happy and gave me a boost of courage because I had been worried about being so helpless while I was supposed to be the Protector of Mine Own.
And when I had tried my limbs, and found them to be in command and ready, I lookt about for my garments. And lo, the Maid brought me my spare body-vest, from the Pouch, and had it upon her arm, to give to me. But surely she denied me a moment, of the vest, and stood before me, and had an admiring and wonder, very sweet and honest, because that my arms did be so great and hard with muscles.
And when I tested my limbs and found them strong and ready, I looked for my clothes. Then the Maid brought me my spare vest from the Pouch and held it out to me. But she paused for a moment, standing in front of me, admiring and marveling sweetly and genuinely at how muscular my arms were.
And, indeed, I did be very strong, as you have perceived; for I did be alway in affection of the Exercises that were taught in the Upbringing of all the Peoples of the Mighty Pyramid; and by this explaining, you shall understand that I was like to be strong; but indeed, I owed the straightness and shaping of my body to the Mother that bore me. And afterward, in all my life, had I taken pride of my body to be of health and to have strength; and surely this is a matter very fit for pride; and to be told bravely and with honesty.
And, yes, I was indeed very strong, as you can see; I was always drawn to the exercises taught in the upbringing of all the people of the Mighty Pyramid. With this explanation, you should understand that I was meant to be strong; however, I truly owe the shape and strength of my body to the mother who gave me life. Throughout my life, I took pride in having a healthy and strong body, and this is certainly something worth being proud of, to be shared boldly and honestly.
And the admiring of the Maid was very sweet to me; and, in verity, I did be to deceive, if that I said otherwise. And in a moment, she dropt my body-vest, and put out her hands to me that I take her into mine arms.
And the way the Maid admired me was really nice; honestly, I would be lying if I said otherwise. Then, in an instant, she let go of my shirt and reached out her hands for me to take her into my arms.
And I took the Maid into mine arms with a great gladness and with somewhat of humbleness that I was nowise good enough to hold her, for my heart was young, and I loved her very dear and youthful. And she did lie there very quiet and happy, a little; and surely I did find presently that she kist the great muscling of my breast, very sweet and sly, where her face did be press against it. And lo, in a moment, she came free of mine arms, and gave me an aid with my garments, and afterward with mine armour.
And I held the Maid in my arms with great joy and a bit of humility, feeling unworthy to embrace her, because my heart was young and I loved her dearly and youthfully. She lay there quiet and happy for a moment, and soon I noticed that she kissed the strong muscles of my chest, sweetly and playfully, as her face pressed against it. Then, in an instant, she pulled away from my arms and helped me with my clothes, and later with my armor.
And when that this was done, she stood off from me; and she lookt at me, half shy and half of sweetness and naughtiness. And she came then in a moment, and put her hands upward to my shoulders, and so stood her eyelids something down over her eyes; and did steal a little look up, this time and that. And lo! in a sudden moment, before I did wot, she was to her knees before me, and did weep; and I down very swift to kneel with her.
And when this was done, she stepped back from me and looked at me, a mix of shyness, sweetness, and a hint of mischief. Then, in a moment, she came closer, placed her hands on my shoulders, and let her eyelids fall slightly over her eyes, stealing glances up at me from time to time. Suddenly, without me realizing it, she kneeled down in front of me and started to cry; I quickly followed and knelt down beside her.
And I askt not why she wept; for I perceived that she did have joy and glad happiness and sweet trouble of her man; and that she did be a true woman, and one part of the woman did worship, so that she did be strangely humble and nigh to be shy; and another did love, and need that she be anigh to me; and a third to have a calm wisdom. And all did now be a-tremble, together in her heart; and I knew that I did be truly an hero to her, though but usual to all others. And my heart was wondrous proud and wondrous humble, so that I was in the same moment upraised and to feel dreadly unworthy. But I made no pretending to discredit myself to her, but only did resolve that I win alway her dear respect; and I did be natural and truthful of my manner and without foolish denial of her sweet worship, for she was utter Mine Own, and it did be a pitiful thing if that I seem otherwise than an hero unto her.
And I didn’t ask why she cried; I could see that she felt joy and happiness mixed with sweet trouble over her man. She was a true woman, one part of her worshiped, making her strangely humble and almost shy; another part loved and needed to be close to me; and a third part had a calm wisdom. All of this was trembling together in her heart, and I knew I was truly a hero to her, even though I was just ordinary to everyone else. My heart was both incredibly proud and humbly aware, making me feel simultaneously uplifted and dreadfully unworthy. But I didn’t pretend to downplay myself to her; I simply resolved to always earn her dear respect. I was natural and truthful in my manner, without foolishly denying her sweet worship, because she was completely Mine Own, and it would be a terrible thing for me to appear anything less than a hero to her.
But of you I ask kind understanding, and to call me not a thing of conceit because that I did understand; for truly I knew my faults, even so well as you, that do know all of my going. And you to look backward upon the love-days, and to mind how that your maid did ever to make you great in manhood with her dear belief and uplooking; and so shall you conceive of all my feelings; for we do be all so human in this matter, and to meet on a dear natural ground, as you will say.
But I'm asking for your understanding and not to think of me as arrogant just because I understood; for I truly knew my faults just as well as you, who know all about me. And if you look back on our romantic days and remember how your girl always supported you and believed in you, you’ll understand all my feelings. We are all human in this regard, and we connect on the same heartfelt level, as you’d put it.
And, truly, in a little time, Mine Own did be steadied, and wiped her pretty eyes, and nestled to me a while, very husht and to need that she be close. And I to have her gentle against mine armour, and to be in my heart as that I did be her father and her lover in the one man, and surely to be silent and joyful that I lived.
And, really, after a little while, my love calmed down, wiped her pretty eyes, and cuddled up to me for a bit, very quiet and needing to be close. I held her gently against my armor, feeling in my heart that I was both her father and her lover in one person, and I felt both silent and joyful that I was alive.
And presently I slipt her shoes from her little feet, with my right hand, the while that she did rest within my left arm; and I condemned myself that I had thought not more swift to this end; but indeed I had thought upon it while that Naani rubbed me, and had intention thiswise; but afterward forgat, as you shall understand, that have been with me alway. And truly Mine Own did be hurt that I say aught to my blame; and I to cease, but yet to feel reproached by my heart.
And soon I slipped her shoes off her little feet with my right hand, while she rested comfortably in my left arm. I blamed myself for not thinking of doing it sooner; in fact, I had thought about it while Naani was rubbing me and had intended to do it this way, but then I forgot, as you will see has always happened to me. And truly, my love was upset that I said anything against myself; I tried to stop, but still felt guilty in my heart.
And when I had lookt to the Maid's feet, I tied on her shoes again; and we gat together our gear. And afterward we came down from the cave, with a great care, because that it did be so high up in the cliff of the Gorge.
And when I looked at the Maid's feet, I laced her shoes back on; and we gathered our things. Then we carefully made our way down from the cave, since it was so high up on the cliff of the Gorge.
And afterward, we made downward of the Gorge, and had a good care to our going, and so much of speed as we could make, that we come something off from the Dark Land of the Lesser Redoubt, so quick as we might.
And after that, we headed down into the Gorge, being careful about our path, and moving as fast as we could so that we got a fair distance away from the Dark Land of the Lesser Redoubt as quickly as possible.
And in six hours we had gone very well, and we stopt then that we eat and drink; and afterward, I lookt again to the feet of the Maid. And I bathed them in a great rock basin of warm water that did be anigh to the place of our eating; and afterward I put the ointment about them very thorough and gentle and for a good while; and so she had some ease and comfort.
And in six hours, we had made good progress, so we stopped to eat and drink. Afterward, I looked again at the Maid's feet. I washed them in a large basin of warm water that was near where we had eaten. Then, I applied the ointment very thoroughly and gently for quite a while, and she felt some relief and comfort.
And afterward, we made onward again; but now we did go pretty easy; for
I had considered the notings of mine outward journey, and so did
perceive that we should be but six or seven hours off that part of the
Gorge, where did be the Slugs.
And afterward, we moved on again; but this time we took it pretty slow; because I had thought about the notes from my outward journey, and I realized that we should be only six or seven hours away from that part of the Gorge, where the Slugs were.
And I was minded that we rest and sleep, ere that we make through that dire and dreadful place; for that we should be twelve great hours, and more, to go through, and to have no rest or pause, until that we did be safe outward again, as you shall think. And so did we need to be strong and well rested, and this to be wise also for the feet of the Maid.
And I thought we should rest and sleep before we made our way through that terrifying place; because it would take us twelve long hours, or more, to get through without any break or pause, until we were safe outside again, as you can imagine. So we needed to be strong and well-rested, and it was wise to consider the feet of the Maid as well.
Now surely the Maid did be in delight of the fires of that part of the Gorge where we were come, and she had beside a rest of the soul, in that she had feeling that there did be no Evil Force to trouble us to our destruction; and I bothered her not yet awhile with tellings of the horrid place that we should to journey through in a while, as you do know.
Now surely the Maid was pleased by the warmth of the fires in that part of the Gorge where we had arrived, and she also felt at peace, knowing that there was no Evil Force to threaten us. I didn’t bother her yet with stories about the horrifying place we would have to journey through soon, as you know.
And so we did go, and alway with a good caution, lest that some Beast or Creature should come upon us; and alway with the fire-holes before and behind, and in the air of the Gorge the little whistlings of steam that did spirt out in this place and that; and a good warmth in many parts, by reason of the fires; and odd whiles a smelling of sulphur; but not greatly, nor to our trouble. And alway the low muttering of the fire-holes and pits, and the red lights, and the dancing of the shadows when that we did go by a fire-pit where the fire did frisk and burn lively. And upon either side, the grim walls of the Gorge going up measureless into the night.
So we set off, always being careful in case any beast or creature might come after us. We kept the fire pits in front and behind us, and there were hissing sounds in the air from steam escaping here and there. It was warm in many spots because of the fires, and occasionally there was a hint of sulfur, but it wasn’t too bothersome. The low rumbling of the fire pits and the red lights created flickering shadows as we passed a fire pit where the flames danced and flickered energetically. On either side, the steep walls of the gorge rose endlessly into the night.
And so we were gone presently, pretty comfortable, for six good hours, since last that we eat; and we made halt, and eat and drank; and I showed the Maid how that we should make a short journey that day, and sleep, and so be ready to the horrid journey through the dark part of the Gorge, where the Slugs did be.
And so we were off soon enough, fairly comfortable, for six whole hours since our last meal; then we stopped to eat and drink. I explained to the Maid that we would take a short journey that day, get some sleep, and be ready for the scary trip through the dark part of the Gorge, where the Slugs were.
And we made search then, that we have a safe place to our slumber; and surely I perceived where we did be; for we came upon that same cave where I did sleep after that I was come free of the Slugs; and that we were come no farther, doth show how easy did be our present going, and this you do know. And there did be the spring where I washed, and the fire-hole anigh, and truly they were not like to be gone away, as you shall say! Yet did we exclaim, very natural; for the Maid did be so deep in interest of the matters of my coming, and to be at once that no other place should serve for our rest and slumber.
And we searched for a safe place to rest, and I realized where we were; we had reached the same cave where I had slept after escaping the Slugs. This showed how easy our journey had been, as you know. There was the spring where I washed, and the fire pit nearby, and they clearly hadn’t disappeared, as you would expect! We couldn’t help but exclaim, it was only natural; the Maid was so focused on the details of my arrival that no other place would do for our rest and sleep.
And, indeed, this was a natural thing, and the place so good as any, save that I did wish it had been upward unto a high place of the Gorge, as you shall understand. But yet might we block the mouth-part of the cave with boulders, somewise as I did before, and so to have a defence against any thing that should make to enter upon our sleep; or at the least to be waked by the falling of the boulders.
And, really, this was a natural thing, and the place was as good as any, except that I wished it had been higher up in the Gorge, as you will understand. But we could still block the entrance of the cave with boulders, similar to what I did before, to create a barrier against anything that might try to disturb our sleep; or at the very least, to be alerted by the sound of the boulders falling.
Now Mine Own went inward of the little cave, which did be very light from the fire-pit that was to the front; but before that she did go, I made a swift search of the place, that there should be no creeping thing; and truly it was sweet and free. And the Maid did be strangely taken that she should come to the veritable place where once I did lie on mine outward way; and truly I do understand, and so shall many that do have these feelings about matters. And afterward, we went unto the hot spring that was in the hollow of the rock, anigh to the fire-pit. And I saw that there did be no snakes, neither any of the rat-things anigh; and so I had the Maid to sit very comfortable on the side of the pool, and I freed her shoes, and bathed her feet, and afterward rubbed them very steady with the ointment; and so for a good time, and alway to keep a looking out upon the Gorge.
Now my love went inside the little cave, which was very bright from the fire pit in front; but before she went in, I quickly searched the area to make sure there were no creepy crawlies, and it was indeed clean and fresh. The girl seemed oddly affected to be in the exact spot where I once lay on my outward journey; and honestly, I understand, as many do have these feelings about such things. Afterwards, we went to the hot spring in the hollow of the rock, near the fire pit. I noticed there were no snakes or any rat-like creatures around, so I had her sit comfortably by the edge of the pool, took off her shoes, bathed her feet, and then gently rubbed them with ointment for a good while, always keeping an eye on the Gorge.
And presently, when that I had taken a loving care of her pretty feet, I tied the shoes again upon the Maid, and so back to the cave; and the two of us to carry boulders, according to our strength. And when we had a sufficient, we builded a rough and clumsy wall, after that we were gone into the cave; and the wall rose nigh to fill the mouth of the cave, and made us to be somewise in darkness, but yet to feel in safety. And I had a good heed to make the chinks of the wall very close in the bottom, so that no small creeping thing should come through unto us whilst that we slept.
And soon after I took care of her lovely feet, I put her shoes back on and we headed back to the cave. Together, we moved boulders, using all our strength. Once we had enough, we built a rough and clumsy wall. When we were inside the cave, the wall nearly filled the entrance, leaving us in partial darkness but still feeling safe. I made sure to seal the gaps at the bottom of the wall tightly, so no small creatures could get in while we slept.
And afterward, Naani set the scrip and the pouch to be for my pillow; but had the bundle of her torn garments to be for her own purpose.
And afterward, Naani set the script and the pouch to be my pillow; but she kept the bundle of her torn clothes for herself.
And I perceived that she had the water-powder and a pack of the tablets to her hand for our waking, that she might prepare our food, and mayhap to wake a little before me, so that she have all ready to greet me from my sleep. But, indeed, I said naught to show that I knew; for I saw that this thing did give her a dear pleasure, and truly it was very sweet to have her to these gentle duties, that did be to her so sure and quiet a delight.
And I noticed that she had the water-powder and a pack of tablets ready for us when we woke up, so she could prepare our food, and maybe wake up a little before me, so that everything would be ready to greet me when I woke up. But honestly, I didn’t say anything to show that I knew; I could tell this brought her great joy, and it was genuinely nice to have her doing these gentle tasks that were such a certain and calming delight for her.
And Mine Own bade me that I lie; and she put the Diskos upon the outward side of me, to mine hand; and with a dainty and fearful touch; for the weapon did be very dreadful unto her thoughts; but yet a comforting thing to abide for our defence. And afterward, she covered me with the cloak, and kist me very sedate upon the lips; and then to her own side, and to come very nice and happy under the cloak, and so to her rest.
And my own told me to lie down; she placed the Diskos on my outer side, within reach of my hand; and with a delicate and nervous touch, because the weapon was quite frightening to her; but it was also a reassuring thing to rely on for our protection. Then, she covered me with the cloak, kissed me gently on the lips, and then went to her side, getting cozy and happy under the cloak before settling down for the night.
And presently she did sleep, as I perceived by her breathings; and surely it did seem to my spirit that she had an utter and dear content in this arranging of our slumber, so that she did be all at peace in all her being, because that she did be nigh unto me, that did be her Own Love.
And soon she fell asleep, as I could tell by her breathing; it truly felt to my soul that she was completely and deeply content with how we were settled in our sleep, fully at peace in every part of her being because she was close to me, her One Love.
But, indeed, I could not sleep for a time; and surely, in a while, Mine Own did nestle unto me in her sleep, so sweet and dear as a child, and likewise as that it did be her right to be so anigh unto me; and I to be that I should put mine arms about her, but indeed I moved not, neither did I kiss her, as I did wish; for truly I should be very manly with mine own maid that did be so trustful and utter mine in her sleep.
But, honestly, I couldn’t sleep for a while; and sure enough, after some time, my love cuddled up to me in her sleep, so sweet and dear like a child, and it felt completely right for her to be so close to me; and I felt I should wrap my arms around her, but really, I didn’t move, nor did I kiss her, even though I wanted to; because I felt I should act very manly with my girl who was so trusting and completely mine while she slept.
And presently I was over unto slumber also, and stirred not for eight good hours, and did wake then to the hissing of the water, so that I knew Mine Own was awake before me, as she had planned, and was making ready that we eat.
And soon I fell into a deep sleep, not stirring for eight full hours. I woke to the sound of water hissing, realizing that Mine Own was already awake before me, as she had planned, and was preparing our meal.
And when she saw me move in the half-light, she gave out a little word of joy, that I did be again to knowledge of her; and she came over, and put her arms about my neck, and kist me very loving, thrice upon the lips. And, in verity, it came to me in that moment that I had been kist a while gone in my dreams, but scarce to know it; yet I perceived now that Mine Own had taken a naughty advantaging of my slumber, that she kiss me to her own pleasure; yet did the Maid say no word of her naughtiness; and I to be likewise; but to resolve that I waken, mayhaps, on the next time, and so catch her in her sweet and secret delight of me.
And when she saw me move in the dim light, she let out a little cry of joy that I recognized her again; she came over, wrapped her arms around my neck, and kissed me lovingly three times on the lips. In that moment, it struck me that I had been kissed not long ago in my dreams, though I barely realized it; I now understood that my beloved had taken a mischievous advantage of my sleep, kissing me for her own enjoyment. Yet, the girl said nothing about her playfulness, and I chose to remain silent as well, but I resolved that next time I woke up, I would catch her in her sweet and secret enjoyment of me.
And, truly, this doth sound quaint; but to be true.
And, honestly, this does sound odd; but to be real.
And I rose, and took down the half of the wall that did be across the mouth of the cave, and afterward lookt out; but there was no sight of any horrid thing in the Gorge, save that one of the rat-things did slumber, very gorged-seeming, upon the side of the little fire hole.
And I got up and removed half of the wall that was blocking the entrance of the cave, then I looked outside; but I didn't see any terrible creature in the Gorge, except for one of the rat-like creatures that was sleeping, looking very bloated, next to the small fire pit.
And afterwards, we eat and drank; and the Maid then to rub me, as before; for I was greatly stiff on my waking, as you shall think; but she came not into mine arms presently, as I did hope; but only kist my shoulders, when that she had finished, and so bid me to dress.
And afterwards, we ate and drank; and the Maid came to rub me, like before; I was very stiff when I woke up, as you can imagine; but she didn't come into my arms right away, as I had hoped; instead, she only kissed my shoulders when she was done and then told me to get dressed.
Yet, after that I was drest, and had mine armour full upon me, she must come unto me, and she slipt her two small hands into the one of mine, and so stood by me, very silent. And sudden she put up her lips very quiet and passionate, that I should kiss her; and she kist me once, as it did be as that her spirit kist mine, and all her being came unto me; and she gave me but that one kiss, and afterward slipt her hands very gentle from mine, and made to the gathering of our gear.
Yet, after that, I was dressed and fully armored. She came to me and slipped her small hands into mine, standing very silently by my side. Suddenly, she quietly and passionately lifted her lips for me to kiss her; and she kissed me once, as if her spirit kissed mine, and all her essence came to me. She gave me just that one kiss, then gently pulled her hands away from mine and began gathering our things.
But truly, I that loved her so great, knew that a tumult of love did be hid in her heart. And, indeed, she looked once at me in such wise, that I grew near to a true humbleness of heart because of the honour and love that did be in her eyes.
But honestly, I who loved her so deeply, knew that a storm of love was hidden in her heart. And truly, she looked at me once in such a way that I felt a real humility in my heart because of the honor and love that was in her eyes.
And surely, it is a very little thing to die for such an One as Mine Own did be. And by this saying, shall you perceive my heart in that moment, and that I did pant, as it were, that I do some deed of love to show my love. And truly this is but a natural desiring and human, and the cause proper to the uplifting of manhood. And surely you shall all mind you of such feelings in the past love-days, that I do pray should be never past.
And truly, it’s a small thing to die for someone like my beloved. By saying this, you can see my heart in that moment, and I longed, as it were, to perform an act of love to express my feelings. This is simply a natural and human desire, a part of what elevates our humanity. And you should all remember those feelings from past days of love, which I hope will never be over.
And when we had our gear together, I left it in the cave, and took Mine Own over unto the hot pool that was anigh to the fire-pit; and she to exclaim upon the rat-thing that did be yet a-slumber upon the side of the fire-pit; and I to say that the thing did be no cause for fear, but rather, indeed, a good friend, in that it was a devourer of snakes, as you shall mind.
And when we had our stuff ready, I left it in the cave and took Mine Own over to the hot pool near the fire pit. She exclaimed about the rat that was still sleeping by the fire pit, and I said that the creature was nothing to be afraid of; in fact, it was a good friend since it ate snakes, as you will remember.
And while that we talked, I bathed the little feet of Naani; and surely, as I dried them upon my pocket-cloth, I was taken that I should kiss them; and surely I kist them, and they did be very shapely and dainty, and all eased of travel by the care that I did take to this end.
And while we talked, I washed Naani's little feet; and as I dried them with my handkerchief, I felt the urge to kiss them; so I did, and they were very pretty and delicate, completely relaxed from the attention I had given them.
And afterward I rubbed them with the ointment for a good while, and so had them again into the shoes, and the Maid very quiet, after that I had kist her feet that did be so dainty, but yet with a sweet naughtiness in her way, as my heart perceived, though she did nothing, neither said anything, to this end; and was truly very obedient, and orderly to all my wishes.
And afterward, I rubbed them with the ointment for a long time, then put them back in the shoes. The Maid was very calm after I kissed her dainty feet, but there was a charming playfulness about her that I noticed, even though she didn't do anything or say anything to suggest it. She was genuinely very obedient and followed all my wishes.
And we went back then to the cave, and the Maid put the pot of the ointment back into the pouch, and she buckled the pouch and the scrip upon me; and the Diskos I had upon my hip; for I went nowise anywhere, without it, as you shall suppose. And she had the little bundle of her clothing for her burden, and truly, I was ready that she should carry so much; for we did be to act wisely, and she well able to carry so small a thing, and I better to have my hands alway free to the Diskos and to the needs of the way.
And then we returned to the cave, and the Maid put the pot of ointment back into the pouch, buckling it and the backpack onto me. I had the Diskos on my hip because I never went anywhere without it, as you can imagine. She carried a small bundle of her clothes, and honestly, I was glad she could take that much because we needed to be smart about it. She was more than capable of carrying something so light, and it was better for me to keep my hands free for the Diskos and whatever else we needed on our journey.
And we went downward of the Gorge at a strong speed, for there did be somewise of fifteen hours good journey, ere that we come out upon the far side of that place where the Monsters did be, and this did be three hours to the upward beginning of that place, and twelve hours journey then, in the least, that we should take to go through again into the light of the Gorge below. And this I did reckon from my notings of mine upward journey, as you do know.
And we went down the Gorge quickly, since it would take about fifteen hours to get to the far side where the Monsters were. It was three hours to the start of that area, and at least twelve more hours to make our way back into the light of the lower Gorge. I estimated this based on my notes from the upward journey, as you know.
And I made all clear to the Maid, of the thing that did be before us, and made not to hide the danger and horror, but yet to make not overmuch of the same. And she to walk close beside me, very sweet and trustful, and to say that she feared naught, so that I should be there to have care of her; but only that she did fear harm for me; and yet to have confidence that I should slay all hurtful things that should be like to trouble us. And, truly, I did kiss her for her dear belief and love.
And I explained everything to the Maid about what was ahead of us, not hiding the danger and horror, but also not making too much of it. She walked closely beside me, very sweet and trusting, saying that she feared nothing as long as I was there to take care of her; her only concern was for my safety. Yet, she had confidence that I would protect us from any threats. Truly, I kissed her for her dear faith and love.
Now, in the middle part of the third hour, the air of the Gorge did begin that it was heavy, and to have a seeming of fumes that stang something upon the throat, odd whiles. And there were presently less of the fire-holes, and soon, as we did go the more downward, the beginnings of a great gloom, and to have smoke therein that made us to feel husky.
Now, in the middle of the third hour, the air in the Gorge started to feel heavy and had a strange, smoky quality that sometimes stung our throats. There were fewer fire-holes, and as we went further down, it started to get really dark, with smoke that made us feel hoarse.
And in the end of the fourth hour, we were come truly far downward within the gloom; and to be as that we groped in a fog of distaste; and to know not how we went with any surety; for oft there did be an utter darkness about us; and awhile the shine of a dull-glowing fire-pit upon our sight, that did show us the gloom and dread of that place.
And by the end of the fourth hour, we had really traveled deep into the darkness; it felt like we were feeling our way through a fog of unease; we had no idea if we were going the right way, as sometimes there was complete darkness around us. Occasionally, we would catch a glimpse of a dim fire pit that illuminated the gloom and fear of that place.
And we went alway very husht, and the Maid to my back; but I did halt now and this time, and make to know how she did be; and surely she whispered very brave to me through the dimness, and once did slip her hand into mine, and I to take off mine armoured glove for a little moment, that I hold her hand, and give her nice assurance. But, in verity, there was terror in mine heart, that did be a terror far beyond the trouble of mine upward way; and surely I was shaken newly with every danger, lest that I should lose Mine Own, or she to come to any hurt. And, indeed, you shall perceive how I did be; for so should you be in a like case, and, in truth, it doth be an utter anxiousness and suffering.
We moved quietly, with the Maid behind me; but I stopped every now and then to check on how she was doing. She whispered courageously to me in the dim light, and once she slipped her hand into mine. I took off my armored glove for a moment so I could hold her hand and reassure her. But honestly, I was filled with a fear that went far beyond the struggle of our journey; I was shaken by every danger, worried that I might lose my own or that she might get hurt. You can see how I felt; you would feel the same in a similar situation, and truly, it's an overwhelming anxiety and pain.
Now when we had been two hours in the dark part of the Gorge, I smelled of the dread and horrid stink that you do wot of. And surely a great fear came upon me; for I perceived that we did come among the Monsters, or that one came anigh to us.
Now, after we had been in the dark part of the Gorge for two hours, I could smell the terrible and disgusting stench that you know well. And a great fear washed over me because I realized we were among the Monsters, or one was close to us.
And I whispered unto the Maid that she halt; and we stood very husht a while, and surely the stink did grow, and to be very dreadful in the nostrils, so that I felt Mine Own Maid to shake somewhat with the fear and disgust that this thing did make in us. And presently the stinking did ease somewhat from about us; but whether there had gone past us a monster Slug, I have no sure knowing; for there did be no fire-pit anigh to that place; so that there was a great darkness all about.
And I whispered to the Maid to stop; we stood there very quiet for a bit, and the smell definitely got worse, becoming truly awful in our noses, making my Maid tremble slightly with fear and disgust. Eventually, the stench faded a bit around us, but I couldn’t be sure if a giant slug had passed us by; there were no fire pits nearby, leaving us surrounded by complete darkness.
And surely there was a great slowness and wetness of the air, and dismal drippings that made desolation in the silence; and the feel of strange growths upon the boulders, as you do know, and oft an horrid slime and dankness; and the stink to be everywhere, so that we knew a constant disgust and fear. And alway the fumings of sulphur, that did seem, in verity, to beat down upon us, utter heavy and sore upon our lungs.
And there was definitely a great heaviness and moisture in the air, along with gloomy dripping sounds that created a sense of desolation in the silence; you could feel strange growths on the boulders, as you know, and often there was a horrible slime and dampness; the stench was everywhere, filling us with constant disgust and fear. And the fumes of sulfur seemed, in truth, to press down on us, weighing heavily and painfully on our lungs.
And so went we onward amid the smell that did be as of dead things; and oft did we make pause and hark, and had a great care as we did go by the dull fire-holes and fire-pits, that we should make no showing of ourselves in the light.
And so we continued on through the smell of decaying things; and we often stopped to listen, being very careful as we passed the dull fire-holes and fire-pits, making sure we didn’t reveal ourselves in the light.
And sudden, as we did go by a great pit that burned very deep and red, I reached back and caught Mine Own by the arm, and I set her gaze unto the right side of the Gorge, which was beyond the fire. And the Maid went very still, as she did see the thing that was there; for in verity it was utter monstrous, and did shine very wet-looking in the light of the fire. And truly it moved a little with the head, this way and that, stretching through the dark and the shadows, as you shall see a slug to move, and with no speed or sound, and nowise seeming heedful of aught. But yet did I fear that it smelled us, if this might be; and this, as you shall think, to be a very natural fear.
And suddenly, as we passed by a deep, red-burning pit, I reached back and grabbed my own by the arm, directing her gaze to the right side of the Gorge, away from the fire. The girl became very still when she saw what was there; it was truly monstrous and glistened with a wet appearance in the firelight. It moved its head a little, side to side, stretching through the darkness and shadows, like a slug would, without speed or sound, apparently oblivious to anything around it. But I feared that it could smell us, which you would agree is a very natural fear.
And alway, as I do mind, it seemed to go blindly somewise, or to have that slow and strange moving that doth make one to think of a blindness; but whether it did be truly blind, how shall I say; only that it was an utter Monstrous Brute, so great as the black hull of a ship, and very dreadful unto our hearts.
And always, as I remember, it seemed to move aimlessly, almost blindly, or it had that slow and strange movement that makes one think of blindness; but whether it was truly blind, who can say? All I know is that it was a huge, terrifying beast, as big as the dark hull of a ship, and very frightening to our hearts.
And we moved not for a while, save that I pulled Mine Own down into the hiding of the boulders of that part; and she to put her hand very anxious unto me; yet not to be comforted, as I did half to think, but to persuade me, lest that I go to some adventuring that should set me in a surer danger. And this I perceived in a little moment, and loved her for her care.
And we didn’t move for a while, except that I pulled my love down to hide among the boulders in that area; she reached out to me anxiously, not for comfort, as I partly thought, but to convince me not to go off on some adventure that could land me in bigger trouble. I realized this in a moment and loved her for her concern.
But, indeed, I had no mind to aught, save that we come clear of that place; and I watched the Monster, through places between the boulders; and surely, in a little while, it swayed the great head very slow and quiet unto the cliff that did make that side of the Gorge; and the Brute set unto the Cliff, and began that it went upward with a strange moving of muscles that did go wavewise under the wet and horrid-gleaming hide.
But honestly, I didn't care about anything except getting out of that place, and I kept an eye on the Monster through the gaps between the boulders. Before long, it slowly and quietly turned its big head towards the cliff that formed one side of the Gorge. The creature approached the cliff and started moving upward with a strange wave-like motion in its muscles under its wet and glistening hide.
And so, in a little time, it was gone quiet against the cliff, and the head-part did be upward in the darkness above, so that it did be from our sight. But the monster body did be plain for a great way, and was seeming clung to the cliff, and to come downward out of the dark, as that it did be a great black ridge of soft and dreadful life upon the face of the cliff; and the tail was something less bulked, and to taper, and did trail outward into the Gorge upon the boulders.
And soon, it got quiet by the cliff, with its head raised up in the darkness above, so it was out of our view. But the massive body was clearly visible from a distance, appearing to cling to the cliff, coming down from the dark like a large black ridge of soft, terrifying life on the cliff face; the tail was somewhat slimmer, tapering off, and trailing out into the Gorge over the boulders.
And surely the thing did seem as that it slept, but that odd whiles the tail did lift a little off the boulders, and curl somewise, and afterward come down again upon the boulders, mayhap in this place and mayhap in that place, as we did watch, all hid.
And it definitely looked like it was sleeping, but every so often the tail lifted a little off the rocks and curled up, then came back down onto the rocks, maybe here and maybe there, as we watched, all hidden.
And it was as that our sense and our Spirits did assure us that the thing had no wotting of us; but surely our fears did nigh to equal the comfort of this sweet reason, and to make us think otherwise.
And it was then that our minds and our spirits assured us that it had no knowledge of us; but surely our fears nearly matched the comfort of this pleasant understanding and made us think differently.
Yet, in a time, I made that we go forward together through the spaces that did be among the boulders. And I went creeping, and the Maid to follow likewise.
Yet, at one point, I decided that we should move forward together through the gaps between the boulders. So I started to creep, and the Maid followed as well.
And oft I did pause, and made a watching upon the monster; but truly it moved not, save as I have told; and I kept a great heed upon the Maid, that she follow alway close unto my feet.
And often I paused, keeping an eye on the monster; but really it didn't move, except as I've described; and I paid close attention to the Maid, making sure she stayed right by my feet.
And in the end we came safe from that place where the monster did be clung unto the great cliff in the night.
And in the end, we made it safely from that place where the monster was clinging to the great cliff in the night.
And we went then for two great hours without adventure, save that once the Maid touched me that we pause; for that something went by us where we did be in an utter dark place of the Gorge, and no fire-hole anigh.
And then we went for two long hours without any adventure, except for once when the Maid asked me to stop; because something passed by us when we were in a completely dark part of the Gorge, with no fire nearby.
And I knew that the thing did be near, even as the Maid toucht me. And caught I the Maid in the dark, and thrust her under the side of a boulder; and I crouched then before her, with mine armour, that I should protect her from any Brutish thing. And the Diskos in my hand, and afterward an horrid time of waiting.
And I knew that the thing was near, just as the Maid touched me. I grabbed the Maid in the dark and pushed her under the side of a boulder; then I crouched in front of her, with my armor, so I could protect her from any brutal creature. The Diskos was in my hand, and then followed an awful time of waiting.
And the stink of that part of the Gorge grew very dreadful, so that it did be as that we should not breathe, with the horror of the stink. And there went past us some horrid and utter Monster, that made neither sound nor anything, save that there seemed a strange noise that might be the breathing of a great thing; but yet did be all uncertain, in that the sides of the Gorge cast the sound this way and that, in an horrid whispering of echoes; so that we did not know whether the sound be made nigh to us, or afar upward in the eternity of the night, where I did suppose the mountains to be joined over the Gorge in a monstrous roof in that part.
And the stench from that part of the Gorge became unbearable, making it feel like we couldn't breathe because of how awful it smelled. A horrifying and completely terrifying creature passed by us, making no sound except for a strange noise that could have been the breathing of something massive; but it was unclear since the walls of the Gorge distorted the sound, creating a chilling whisper of echoes. We couldn't tell if the noise was coming from close by or far off in the endless night, where I imagined the mountains were connected above the Gorge in a gigantic roof.
And presently, the strange noisings died in the upward height, and all about us; and the utter disgust of the stink went from us; so that we knew that the Monster had gone past us, and did make downward through the dark Gorge; and mayhap then to some lone and dreadful cavern of the world, as I did think.
And soon, the weird noises faded into the distance, and around us; and the overwhelming stench vanished; so we realized that the Monster had moved past us and was heading down into the dark Gorge; and maybe then to some lonely and terrifying cave of the world, as I imagined.
And, indeed, as I do mind, I had a sudden wonder at that time, and other whiles, as it did chance, whether this way did be truly the olden way that the Peoples of the Lesser Refuge did travel in the Olden Days. And surely, as I did suppose, they had come some other way, or the Gorge to be different and less dreadful in the far-off years. And this thing you shall agree with me to be a reasonable thinking.
And, honestly, as I reflect on it, I had a sudden thought at that time, and at other moments, about whether this was really the ancient route that the people of the Lesser Refuge took in the Old Days. And I truly believed that they must have taken another path, or the Gorge must have been different and less terrifying in the distant past. You would surely agree that this is a reasonable thought.
And after that the Monster had gone a good while we went onward again, and with a great caution; and dreading alway lest that we come upon that Monster, in the darkness; but yet did we know by smell, and by all our consciousness, whether that we came nigh unto one of the monster Slugs.
And after the Monster had been gone for a while, we moved forward again, being very careful and always fearing that we might encounter that Monster in the dark. However, we could tell by smell and our instincts if we were getting close to one of the monster Slugs.
Then, in the end of the fifth hour in the dark part of the Gorge, we came by the mouth of that great cavern, upon our left; and you to remember the same.
Then, at the end of the fifth hour in the dark part of the Gorge, we reached the entrance of that huge cavern on our left; and you should remember that.
And I made pause in the darkness, and had the Maid very gentle by the arm, that she should look with me. And I whispered how that I past this place, to my right, upon mine upward way, and how that I did think there to be a-plenty of monster caverns within the mountains that made the sides of the Gorge, and that, mayhap, the Slug-Creatures had there an home in such places, or came up, it might be, from some utter strange deepness and mystery of the great world.
And I paused in the darkness, gently holding the Maid by the arm so she could look with me. I whispered that I had passed this place to my right on my way up, and I thought there were plenty of monster caves in the mountains that lined the Gorge. I suggested that maybe the Slug-Creatures had their home in those caves, or perhaps they emerged from some bizarre depth and mystery of the great world.
And the Maid did bide very close unto me, and silent, whilst that I whispered; for the terror of the place did be on her, yet not to make her lacking of courage, but yet to put a monstrous awe upon her and a great and natural fear; and I likewise, as you do know.
And the Maid stayed very close to me, and silent, while I whispered; for the fear of the place was on her, but it didn't make her lose her courage, instead it filled her with a huge sense of wonder and a deep, natural fear; and I felt the same way, as you know.
And we stayed there, where we did be, a little moment, and looked downward into the bowels of the monster cavern; and the shine of the fire-hole beat over the cavern in the near part; but there did be an utter mystery and deathly dark beyond the shining of the pit that did be within, as you shall remember.
And we stayed there, where we were, for a brief moment, and looked down into the depths of the monster cavern; the glow from the fire pit illuminated the nearby part of the cavern, but there was an absolute mystery and deep darkness beyond the light of the pit that was inside, as you will recall.
And, in verity, as we stayed but to glance, I perceived that there lay humped things about the fire, and some to be black-seeming, and some to have a seeming of whiteness, but with no sureness in the colour to mine eyes.
And truly, as we paused just to take a look, I noticed that there were some humped shapes around the fire—some looked black, and others appeared white, but I couldn't be certain about the colors with my eyes.
And there came a moving in one of the humpt things, so that it did be as that an hill did wake unto an horrid life. And immediately I knew that the humps did be some utter monsters, mayhaps even the great Slugs, a-slumber about the fire-pit that did burn in that strange deeply cavern. And I saw that I did ill for our lives, that I should pause even for a little moment to such staring.
And then something started moving in one of the hump-like things, as if a hill had come to life in a terrifying way. Right away, I realized that the humps were probably some kind of monstrous creatures, maybe even the giant Slugs that were sleeping around the fire pit burning in that strange deep cave. I realized that I was putting our lives at risk by stopping to stare even for a brief moment.
And immediately I whispered to Mine Own that we go with all our speed; for, indeed, I knew not whether that our nearness had waked that Monster, or whether that it had but waked by chance. And truly, I was utter eager that we be gone from that place, so swift as we might.
And right away, I whispered to my own that we should move as fast as we could; because, honestly, I didn’t know if our closeness had stirred that monster or if it had just woken up by chance. And honestly, I was really eager for us to get out of that place as quickly as possible.
And we went on then through all of the sixth hour that we did be in the Slug part of the Gorge, as I named it unto myself. And in all that hour, there did nothing harmful come anigh; only, as I did know presently, there came an unease upon our spirits, but yet to be very little at that time, and we to be scarce knowing of it. And alway, as we went, there did be darkness for the most, and odd-whiles a vague murmuring of the night far above, as it did seem; and presently the dull glare of a fire-pit to shine out far off below us in the Gorge, and to seem very dim and unreal unto us, by reason of the smokes and the fumes that made a haze and a distaste in the Gorge.
And we continued through the sixth hour as we were in the Slug part of the Gorge, as I called it to myself. During that hour, nothing harmful came close; however, I soon felt a sense of unease among us, though it was very slight at that moment, and we hardly noticed it. All the while, darkness surrounded us, and occasionally there was a vague murmuring of the night above, it seemed; then we spotted the dull glow of a fire-pit shining far below us in the Gorge, appearing dim and unreal because of the smoke and fumes that created a haze and an unpleasant feeling in the Gorge.
And presently, the murmuring of the night to grow somewhat, and, afterward, the sound of the muttering of the fire-pit to come unto us; and the murmuring to die unto our ears that did be hearing now only the dull muttering, and so we to know that the murmuring of the night did be truly the far-off muttering of the fire-holes, and our eyes to guide our hearing, and our reason to explain and knit the sounds; and so we to pass by the fire-hole with a great quiet and caution and ever with watchfulness, as you shall suppose. And afterward again into the dark; and presently again the murmuring, to tell that we came unto another of the fire-pits, that was yet afar off in the Gorge, and made dim echoes in the night.
And soon, the sounds of the night started to grow, and then we heard the quiet rumbling of the fire pit nearby; the soft murmuring faded until we could only hear the dull muttering, making us realize that the sounds of the night were actually the distant murmurs of the fire holes. Our eyes guided our hearing, and our minds worked to make sense of the sounds. We passed the fire pit with great silence and caution, always staying alert, as you might expect. Then we moved into the darkness again, and soon the murmuring told us we had reached another fire pit, which was still far off in the gorge, creating faint echoes in the night.
And alway we went very watchful, and in grim fear; but with steadfastness and good intention to win forth out of that desolation and horror, and having alway so great a speed as the darkness and the dangers and the trouble of the way did allow.
And all the while we moved very cautiously, filled with deep fear; but with determination and good intentions to escape that desolation and terror, always pushing forward as quickly as the darkness, dangers, and difficulties of the path would allow.
And in this place I will make explanation why that I speak somewhiles of fire-pits and otherwhiles of fire-holes; for the holes did be those fires that burned nigh to the brim of the holes; but the pits were those places where the fire was deeply in the earth. And this thing I give for your enlightenment, even on a small matter; so that you shall have a clear knowledge to abide with me all the way; and you to agree of this for wisdom, and I to be pleased that you so agree.
And here, I’d like to explain why I sometimes refer to fire-pits and other times to fire-holes. The holes are the fires that burned close to the edge of the holes, while the pits are where the fire was deeper in the ground. I share this for your understanding, even on a small point, so that you will have a clear knowledge to continue with me throughout this journey, and I hope you will agree with this for wisdom, and I will be happy if you do.
And here also, I should tell that there did not come a muttering from all of the fire-holes and the fire-pits; but mayhap from this one, and mayhap not from that one, according to the way of the fire therein. And this shall be plain unto you.
And I should also mention that there wasn't a murmuring from all the fire-pits and fire-holes; but maybe from this one and maybe not from that one, depending on how the fire was in each. And this should be clear to you.
And so shall you see us go, and the smoke and the bitterness of the sulphur to be all about us; and oddwhiles the murmuring of a far-off pit, and oft the utter silence; and to pass this time a lonesome fire-hole; and afterward the utter dark, or the half-gloom, all as might chance, according to the nearness of the fires. And upward in the everlasting night, the grim mountains to make a roof over us, as I did suppose.
And so you will see us leave, with smoke and the bitterness of sulfur all around us; sometimes we’ll hear the distant rumble of a pit, and often there will be complete silence; we will pass by a lonely fire hole; and then there will be total darkness or half-light, depending on how close we are to the fires. And above us, in the endless night, the grim mountains will form a roof over us, just as I imagined.
And all this while did the unease, of which I have told, make upon us; so that, presently, Mine Own whispered unto me the thing that already my spirit did half to perceive, that there came after us through the night some harmful thing, that did be surely no great way off, as I did feel within me, and the Maid to have a likeways belief.
And all this time, the unease I mentioned had an effect on us; so that, soon, my love whispered to me what I already half felt in my spirit—that something harmful was following us through the night, and it was definitely not far away, as I sensed within me, and the girl seemed to feel the same way.
And, truly I thought at once upon that Brute that did wake downward in the mighty Cavern, where did be the great inward fire-hole, as I have told; but whether this did be true knowledge that we did be chased in the dark by that thing, or whether there came after us some other Monster, I could have no sureness; but only that we did be chased, and of this I had assuredness.
And honestly, I immediately thought about that creature that woke up deep in the huge cavern, where the great inner fire pit was, as I mentioned. But I couldn’t be sure if it was true knowledge that we were being chased in the dark by that thing, or if some other monster was following us. All I knew for certain was that we were being chased, and I was sure of that.
And I set the Maid before me, that I have myself ready to the danger that followed; and we made forward again then, so quick as we were abled; and she went very wisely; for she had good wit and had noted the ways of my leading.
And I positioned the Maid in front of me, preparing myself for the danger that lay ahead; we continued onward as quickly as we could manage, and she moved very wisely; she was smart and had observed how I led.
And we went thus until the end of the seventh hour. And surely, in that time, we heard the murmuring in the night which told of a fire-hole somewise before us; and soon to have the red glare plain to our eyes, and the noise of the murmuring to die away into the nearer mutter of the fire; and so presently to be anigh; and we to make forward with a good speed, because that we feared utterly the thing that made quiet chase of us through the night.
And we continued on until the end of the seventh hour. During that time, we heard the distant murmuring in the night, indicating that a fire was somewhere ahead of us; soon, we could see the red glow clearly and the sound of the murmuring faded into the closer rumble of the fire; before long, it was right beside us. We moved forward quickly, driven by our deep fear of whatever was quietly pursuing us through the night.
And oft I did look backward, and smelt the air, that I know whether it did be a monster Slug-beast that chased us; but there did be no worseness of the smell, to tell me aught.
And often I looked back and smelled the air to see if it was a monstrous Slug creature chasing us; but there was nothing worse about the smell to indicate anything.
And alway, I did be fretted in the heart, that we could make no greater speed; but, indeed, as you shall perceive, our going did be but a slow thing in the dark places, and even thus we had many a sore tumbling and bruising.
And always, I was troubled in my heart that we couldn't move any faster; but as you'll see, our progress was slow in the dark areas, and even so, we experienced many painful tumbles and bruises.
And by this, we were come almost unto the fire-hole; and immediately, I saw that I knew the place, for there went upward beside the fire, a great jaggedness of rock, that I had seen upon mine upward way.
And with this, we had almost reached the fire-hole; and right away, I realized I recognized the place, because there was a large jagged rock rising next to the fire, which I had seen on my way up.
And surely, I caught the Maid in an instant, and bent her, and she quick to obey with her body. And we were both immediately hid downward among the boulders. And this I did, because I minded how that there did be many of the Monsters nigh to this same fire-hole, as I did go upon mine upward way.
And sure enough, I grabbed the Maid in an instant and pulled her down, and she quickly followed my lead. We both hid among the boulders right away. I did this because I remembered that there were many of the Monsters near this same fire pit as I made my way up.
And we went forward then with an utter care; but yet to keep onward, because that there did be somewhat in chase of us. And, in verity, when that we were come opposite unto the fire-hole, I saw that there did be seven of the monster Slugs against the far side of the Gorge, and did be all set upon their bellies against the cliff, and their horrid heads to be hid in the upward dark, and their tails to lie very great and soft-seeming in the bottom of the gorge, upon the boulders.
And we moved forward with great caution, but we had to keep going because something was chasing us. Honestly, when we reached the fire-hole, I saw seven of the monster Slugs on the opposite side of the Gorge. They were all lying on their bellies against the cliff, their horrible heads hidden in the darkness above, and their tails resting large and soft on the boulders at the bottom of the gorge.
And, lo! the Maid toucht me, and she drew me to look upon the near cliff of the Gorge. And truly there did be three of the Brutish Things laid upward there, and a fourth did be humped somewhat upon a great ledge that did be upward of the Gorge, and just to be plain to our eyes.
And then, the Maid touched me, and she pulled me to see the nearby cliff of the Gorge. And indeed, there were three of the Brutish Things positioned there, and a fourth was somewhat humped up on a large ledge that was above the Gorge, clearly visible to us.
And surely, it was as that we did be all surround by such Monsters, and to make the heart sink, and fear to lie upon our hopefulness. But, indeed, the Maid showed a good spirit, and I to have fierce determining that we come free of that Gorge, and afterward, in time, unto our Mighty Home.
And surely, we were surrounded by such monsters, making our hearts sink and fear weigh down our hopefulness. But, in fact, the Maid showed great spirit, and I was fiercely determined that we would get out of that Gorge and, eventually, return to our Mighty Home.
And we made forward again, and did go creeping among the rocks and the boulders; and so came presently past that place, and had not waked the Monsters, if that indeed they did truly sleep.
And we moved forward again, creeping among the rocks and boulders; and so we soon passed by that spot without waking the Monsters, if they were actually asleep.
And I made halt a moment upon the far border of the light from the fire-hole, and I lookt backward up the Gorge, perchance that I should see the thing that followed us. But, indeed, there came nothing out of the dark of the upward Gorge, so that I knew that there did be some safe space to our backs, which did be truly a comforting thing.
And I paused for a moment at the edge of the light from the fire, looking back up the Gorge, hoping to see what was following us. But nothing came out of the darkness of the upward Gorge, so I realized that there was some safe distance behind us, which was truly comforting.
And here I should tell how that there was no great stinking in that place where did be so many of the Slug-beasts, and this to puzzle me; and in the end to make me think that some of those horrid things did stench more great than others; but yet I to have no certainty in this matter, as you do perceive. And, truly, this thing troubled me; for I had been comforted that my nose should tell me when that the thing that made chase of us should draw nigh in the darkness; and now, in verity, I knew not what to have for assurance; for the awaredness of the spirit was but a vague thing, and no more in such a matter, than a feeling as of an inward warning.
And here I should mention that there was no terrible stench in the place where so many of the Slug-beasts were, which puzzled me. In the end, it made me think that some of those awful creatures stank more than others; but I still had no certainty about this, as you can see. And honestly, this bothered me because I had hoped that my sense of smell would alert me when what was chasing us got closer in the dark. Now, I truly had no reliable way to know, as the awareness of the spirit was just a vague feeling, like an internal warning.
And we went onward then for a great hour, and with an horrid unease upon us; and thrice we did go by fire-pits in the darkness; and alway I made pause upon the far side of the light, that I should look backward; but did have no sight of aught; yet did my spirit or my fears warn me with new fear, and a greater sense of nearness; and the Maid to confess also to this thing.
And we moved forward for a whole hour, feeling a deep sense of unease; we passed three fire pits in the dark, and each time I stopped just beyond the light to look back; but I saw nothing. Still, I felt an unsettling presence or my fears warned me, growing more intense, and the Maid admitted she felt the same way.
Now, we saw not any of the Slugs for a long while, neither had there been any about the three fire-holes; and the air of the Gorge was grown something sweet and free somewhat of the stench of dead-seeming things; but yet to be very bitter with fumings and smoke and sulphur stinks.
Now, we didn’t see any of the Slugs for a long time, and there hadn’t been any around the three fire-holes; the air in the Gorge had become somewhat sweet and free of the smell of dead-seeming things; but it was still very bitter with fumes, smoke, and the smell of sulfur.
And lo! in the middle of the tenth hour, as we did go, painful and with anxiousness in a very dark place of the Gorge, there came unto us again the smell that told to us that one of the Monsters did be anigh. And surely we had both a great fear, in that we had belief that it did be a sign that the thing that made chase, did draw near upon us. But yet did I to use my Reason also, and to know that the stink might be from some Monster that we were come nigh to in the darkness of that place; and I whispered this unto the Maid, and she to say, very husht, that it might be so; but to have no belief; and I to be likewise, as you do see.
And suddenly! in the middle of the tenth hour, as we walked, in pain and with anxiety through a very dark part of the Gorge, we smelled the unmistakable scent that indicated one of the Monsters was near. We were both filled with great fear, believing it was a sign that whatever was chasing us was closing in. But I also tried to use my reasoning to understand that the smell could be from some Monster we were close to in the darkness; I whispered this to the Maid, and she said, very quietly, that it could be true but she didn’t really believe it; I felt the same way, as you can see.
And we pusht forward at a new speed, and had many bitter falls, so that we did be all bruised; but not to know it at that time, because that our fear did be so keen. And oft we made a little pause and harkt; but there did be only the dismal drip of water from on high; and presently the murmur of the night, that told that we drew near unto a new firepit.
And we pushed forward at a new speed, experiencing many painful falls that left us all bruised; but we didn’t realize it at the time because our fear was so intense. We often took a moment to pause and listen, but all we could hear was the sad dripping of water from above; and soon we heard the murmur of the night, which signaled that we were getting close to a new firepit.
And surely this was a great easement to our spirits, in that we should have light to perceive our danger, and mayhap to win free. But to be in that utter dark, was a thing to break the courage, and to breed belief that we did be utter helpless, and all wrapt in horror and despair.
And this really was a huge relief for us because we could see our danger and maybe find a way out. But being in complete darkness was something that could crush our courage and make us think we were completely powerless, trapped in fear and hopelessness.
And the stink grew ever, as we made forward; so that I knew not whether there did be great Monsters beside the fire-pit that was to our front, as I have told, or whether it made plain the advancing of the Pursuer. And we only to be able to make our best speed, and to be weary with hope that we rush not blind into death; and alway to be chilled in the back with the belief that the thing that made chase did be very close in that utter dark, and to gain upon us.
And the smell got stronger as we moved forward; I couldn’t tell if there were huge monsters by the fire pit ahead of us, as I mentioned, or if it was just a sign that the Pursuer was getting closer. We could only push ourselves to move as fast as possible, feeling exhausted but hopeful that we wouldn’t rush blindly into danger; and we were always chilled by the thought that whatever was chasing us was very close in that complete darkness, gaining on us.
And we knew not whether to make our belief to be the tellings of the spirit or the utterings of our fears; and so shall you perceive our plight; and we but to be able to make forward. And, in verity, the dreadfulness of that time doth shake me now to think upon, and you also, if that you have gotten my tellings to your hearts, so that your human sympathy doth be with me.
And we didn't know whether to trust the words of the spirit or our own fears; and you will see our struggle; we were just trying to move ahead. Truly, the horror of that time still unsettles me to think about, and it will for you too, if you have taken my stories to heart, so that your human compassion is with me.
And there came presently to our ears the far mutter of the fire-pit, so that very soon the murmuring was lost to us in the night, and only the slow mutter to be plain. And the dull looming of the fire shone afar off, through the night and the smoke and fumings; and we to a great speed, and to pant with fear; but yet with a freshness of hope again to sweeten us.
And soon we heard the distant sound of the fire-pit, and before long, the soft murmuring faded into the night, leaving only the slow rumble. The dim glow of the fire shone in the distance, cutting through the night, smoke, and fumes; we rushed forward, breathing heavily with fear, but a renewed sense of hope kept us going.
And we came nigh to the fire-pit, and lo! the smell did be grown very drear and foul; but there did be no Slug-Beast near the fire. And by this, we perceived that we did be truly in an utter danger, in that the Pursuer did be upon us, and the stinking to tell this to be truth, and our spirits to have warned us very strong and proper.
And we got close to the fire-pit, and wow! the smell had become really terrible and foul; but there was no Slug-Beast near the fire. From this, we realized that we were in serious danger, as the Pursuer was after us, and the stench confirmed this truth, and our instincts had warned us very clearly.
And I stopt near to the fire-pit, which did be great, and very red-glowing; and I lookt upward of the Gorge, into the night of the Gorge that we did come from; but the Monster was not yet upon us to work our death. And I lookt to the sides of the Gorge, and the Maid to have the same thought that did be mine, that we climb the mountains that made the sides of the Gorge.
And I stopped near the fire pit, which was huge and glowing bright red; I looked up the gorge, into the night we had come from, but the Monster hadn’t arrived yet to bring us our doom. I glanced at the sides of the gorge and saw that the Maid had the same thought as I did: that we should climb the mountains that formed the sides of the gorge.
And I lookt very keen first to this side, and then did run overward, that I look more close upon the other; and afterward back again; for it did seem that we should have a greater ease upon the side that we did be.
And I looked very carefully first to one side, and then ran over to take a closer look at the other side; and then I went back again, because it seemed like we would have an easier time on the side we were on.
And I askt the Maid whether that she did be prepared; and she to be very white and wearied, and all besmirched with the dankness and growths upon the boulders and the hidden pools of the Gorge and the dripping of the waters; but yet did she be sound in her courage, and to show that she had all belief and abiding in me, and her judgement likewise to be with mine, in that her own Reason did approve.
And I asked the Maid if she was ready; and she looked very pale and tired, covered in the dampness and vegetation from the boulders and the hidden pools of the Gorge and the dripping water; but she was still strong in her courage, showing that she had faith and trust in me, and her judgment aligned with mine, as her own reason confirmed.
And I took the bundle of her torn clothing from her, for it did be at her girdle, and like to trouble her movings; but she to refuse, very determined, in that I did be already over-burdened. And I to be firm in my deciding, and to make her to yield the bundle, the which I hookt unto the "hold" of the Diskos, where it did be to mine hip.
And I took the bundle of her torn clothing from her, as it was at her waist and seemed to get in the way of her movements. But she refused, very determined, saying I was already over-burdened. I was firm in my decision and made her hand over the bundle, which I hooked onto the "hold" of the Diskos, where it rested against my hip.
And the Maid to be there, a little figure, and white in the face, and strangely angered, and her anger mixt with hidden acknowledgement that I did be her master, and half to be minded that she move not from where she did stand, and part to be reasonable and fearful of the hidden Beast; and in part also to thrill in her womanhood unto the man that did be so masterful unto her. And all to pass in a little moment, and we to be to the Gorge side, and busied very eager to the climb.
And the maid was there, a small figure with a pale face, strangely upset, her anger mixed with a secret recognition that I was her master. She was partly hesitant to move from where she stood, and also scared of the hidden beast; yet, she couldn't help but feel a thrill in her womanhood towards the man who was so commanding with her. All of this happened in just a brief moment, and we were at the edge of the gorge, eagerly focused on the climb.
And the Maid to be first, as I did heed, and I to follow, and have constant looking to the task and to her safety, and alway to be bitter anxious for our speed to be good, and to be anxious the more then, lest that Mine Own should slip; for there did be an horrid wetness upon the sides of the Gorge, as you shall have guessed, and horrid growths that blotched the great rocks mightily, and made an utter slipperiness, if that they did be trod upon; and we to have to come so clear of all such matters, as we might, and yet to be speedy for our lives, and likewise to lack no care and thought to the setting of our hands and of our feet in places fitted to the lifting of our weight.
And the maid was to go first, as I noticed, with me following behind, always focused on the task and her safety, feeling a constant pressure to move quickly, and becoming even more anxious that my own might slip; because there was a dreadful wetness on the sides of the gorge, as you might have guessed, along with horrible growths that stained the large rocks and made them extremely slippery if stepped on. We had to avoid all these hazards as best as we could while still moving quickly to save our lives, and also be careful and thoughtful about where we placed our hands and feet to support our weight.
And truly you shall see that we went very desperate, and I to give word to the Maid that she look not downward, the which I was urgent upon, lest that she come giddy in the heart. But I, as you shall think, could scarce to keep from fearful peerings below, so that I learn speedy whether the Pursuer did come yet into the light of the fire-hole, beneath.
And honestly, you’ll see that we were really desperate, and I told the Maid not to look down, which I insisted on, so she wouldn’t feel dizzy. But as you might guess, I could barely keep myself from peeking down, so I could quickly find out if the Pursuer had entered the light of the fire-hole below.
And presently, the Maid did gasp very weak and troubled with the soreness of the climb; and I came higher, and set mine arm about her, as we did be there upon the face of the cliff; and she stopt very still a little while, and an ease did come to her, and an assurance of safety. And surely, I kist her there where we did be in that upward place, and her lips did tremble unto mine; and her courage and strength to come back into her, so that in a minute she did make once more to the climbing.
And then, the Maid gasped, feeling weak and troubled from the difficult climb. I climbed higher and put my arm around her as we stood on the edge of the cliff. She paused for a moment, feeling a sense of relief and assurance of safety. I kissed her in that elevated spot, and her lips trembled against mine; her courage and strength returned, and in no time, she was ready to continue climbing again.
And we came presently to a place where a great ledge did be, that jutted out from the mighty cliff, and was surely a huge way above the Gorge bottom. And the ledge sloped, and there were on the ledge, great stones and boulders that did make lodgement there through eternity.
And we soon arrived at a spot where a large ledge protruded from the steep cliff, clearly a long way above the bottom of the Gorge. The ledge sloped down, and there were large stones and boulders resting there for eternity.
And I lookt very careful to our way, and saw that we did be in the path of a mighty rock that was over-nigh unto the edge of the shelf-place, and did put fear upon me, in that it seemed that it should come down with great thundering upon us, if that we but shook the place where it did be.
And I looked very carefully at our path and saw that we were near a massive rock that was almost at the edge of the ledge, and it scared me because it seemed like it would come crashing down on us with a loud noise if we disturbed the place where it was.
And I caught the Maid very swift and gentle, and shaped our path unto one side of that great rock, and did presently lose my fear, when that we did come safe from under it.
And I quickly caught the Maid gently and guided our way to one side of that big rock, and I soon lost my fear when we safely got out from underneath it.
And in a minute after, we were come upward upon the ledge, and a very safe place it did seem, and surely as that no monster should be abled to come upward upon us. And this I did try to make for comfort unto ourselves; but that we both to know how that the great Slugs could lie up against the sides of the Gorge, and surely it did be like that they should be able to come upward clear of the Gorge, and so to the place where we made to have safety. And I had no thought to deny this thing, when that it was clear to my brain; but set rather that we should have some way to fight the Monster, if that we did be discovered.
And a minute later, we climbed up onto the ledge, and it seemed like a very safe place, surely no monster could reach us there. I tried to reassure us both, but we both knew that the great Slugs could lie against the sides of the Gorge, and it really seemed possible that they could come up out of the Gorge and right to where we thought we would be safe. I had no intention of denying this fact when it became clear to me; instead, I decided that we needed some way to fight the Monster if we were discovered.
And I thought in a moment upon the stones that did be about; and the Maid in the same moment cried out that we should push the big rock down upon the Slug that we believed to have chase of us, and indeed, the rock to be a great weapon, if we could but stir it, as you shall think.
And I suddenly thought about the stones around us; and the Maid at that moment shouted that we should push the big rock down on the Slug that we believed was chasing us, and indeed, the rock would be a powerful weapon if we could just move it, as you can imagine.
And alway, as we talked, very hushed, we lookt downward into the deepness of the Gorge, unto the upward end of the fire-light; but there came no thing yet unto our knowledge, only that the stinking did rise up to us through that great distance.
And always, as we spoke quietly, we looked down into the depths of the Gorge, toward the bright end of the firelight; but nothing else came to our awareness, only that the foul smell drifted up to us from that great distance.
And the fire-pit to seem now a very small burning, and to give no great light up to us; and we neither to be abled to see very clear of the Gorge bottom, in that the haze of the fumes and the smoke was in the air of the Gorge, and made uncertainty; and we to be nowise proper free of the smoke, even where we did be.
And the fire pit now looked like a small flame, giving us only a dim light; and we could hardly see the bottom of the Gorge clearly because the haze from the fumes and smoke filled the air, creating uncertainty; and we were not free from the smoke, even where we were.
And we watched, very set with anxiousness and fearful expecting of the monster; and did be both yet lost of breath, and the Maid that she made her words something broken for a little while.
And we watched, filled with anxiety and fear as we anticipated the monster; both of us were breathless, and the Maid stumbled over her words for a bit.
And lo! in a moment, Naani cried out very low and sharp that the thing did come; and I to see a moving of somewhat, in the same instant, in the Gorge that lay upon the upward side of the fire-pit.
And suddenly, Naani shouted softly and sharply that something was coming; and I noticed some movement at the same time in the Gorge that was on the uphill side of the fire-pit.
And immediately I saw the great and monster head of the Beast come forward into the shine from the pit; and the head did be of a blotched white, and to have the eyes upon great stalks that came from the forward part of the head; and the stalks to be set downward, so that the eyes lookt upon the bottom parts of the Gorge. And surely this doth be very horrid-seeming to the mind of this age, but yet to have a less strangeness unto the two of us that had seen many horrid sights, as you do know.
And suddenly I saw the huge, monstrous head of the Beast come forward into the light from the pit; the head was blotchy white, and it had large eyes on stalks that protruded from the front of the head; the stalks pointed downwards, so the eyes looked at the bottom of the Gorge. This looked really horrifying to the mind of this age, but it was less strange to the two of us who had seen many terrifying sights, as you know.
And as the Monster came forward the more into the light, I saw that the great and utter mighty bulk did be all of that same whiteness, that did be so set over with blotchings and a seeming of unhealth. But, truly the colour was proper to a creature that did abide in so great a darkness, as you shall say, yet had those Slugs that we did see, been black and shining, for the most, as I have told; and this to be as I saw, and I not to heed here that I try unto explainings in this place; else should I be never eased of my task, as you do see.
As the Monster moved further into the light, I noticed that its massive frame was entirely white, marked with blotches and an unhealthy appearance. Honestly, the color seemed fitting for a creature that lived in such deep darkness, as you might say. Yet, those Slugs we saw were mostly black and shiny, as I've mentioned. This is just how I saw it, and I won’t try to explain it further here; otherwise, I would never be able to finish my task, as you can see.
And the Monster Slug came onward, and as it did go, it set the stalks of the eyes in among the boulders, as that it did search; swayed now this way and now that way, from side to side of the Gorge, and alway it pushed the stalks of the eyes inward among the boulders; and so to go forward, searching. And truly it was very dreadful to see the thing make search for us, and to go so steadfast to so dread a purpose.
And the Monster Slug moved forward, and as it did, it pushed its eye stalks into the boulders as if it was searching; swaying this way and that, from side to side of the Gorge, constantly pushing its eye stalks deeper among the rocks; and thus it continued on, searching. It was truly terrifying to watch it hunt for us, so determined in such a terrifying mission.
And, indeed, I saw it not so plain as might be, because of the haze of the fumes and the smoke that did lie in the air of the Gorge, as I have told, and made something vague the sight at this time and that; but yet we did both see a strange thing; for when that the great white body did be come half into the light, the Slug-Beast set out a big tongue among the boulders, after that it did peer thereunder; and the tongue did be very long, and white, and something thin-seeming; and the Monster lapped inward in a moment a great snake from among the boulders, and the tongue did hold upon the snake, as that there did be surely teeth or roughness upon the tongue; but yet the distance to be too great for any surety of the sight, as you do know; and moreover, there did be the uncertainty of the haze within the air.
And, indeed, I didn’t see it as clearly as I could have because of the haze from the fumes and smoke that lingered in the Gorge, as I mentioned before, which made the sight a bit blurry at that time; but we both witnessed something strange. When the huge white shape came partly into the light, the Slug-Beast extended a long tongue among the boulders and then looked underneath. The tongue was very long, white, and seemed sort of thin. In an instant, the Monster licked up a large snake from among the boulders, and the tongue seemed to grip the snake as if it had teeth or something rough on it; however, the distance was too great for me to be sure of what I saw, as you know, and on top of that, there was the added uncertainty of the haze in the air.
And the Slug took the snake inward, all as it did lash and wriggle, and swallowed it in a moment; and, in verity, that snake did be a big and horrid creature, else had it been not so plain to our sight; but it did be as a worm unto the monster, and gone instant.
And the Slug pulled the snake inside, even as it lashed and wriggled, and swallowed it in an instant; truly, that snake was a big and hideous creature, otherwise it wouldn’t have been so obvious to us; but it was like a worm to the monster, gone in a flash.
And immediately, the Slug-Beast went again to searching, and the head to sway from this side unto that side of the Gorge; and by the wideness and ease of this swaying shall you perceive the utter greatness of the Beast.
And right away, the Slug-Beast started searching again, with its head swaying from one side to the other across the Gorge; and by the width and ease of this swaying, you'll recognize the immense size of the Beast.
And alway, as it did come downward of the Gorge, it thrust the stalks of the eyes inward among the boulders, looking all ways; and oft the breath did come from it, as a cloud; and the stink to rise up unto us, very plain and an abomination. And again, we saw the Beast set the tongue in among the boulders of the Gorge bottom; and it lickt forth a snake that did seem so thick as a man in the body, and the snake to thrash in the great white tongue, and to be immediately drawn inward, and gone utter.
And always, as it came down from the Gorge, it pushed the stalks of the eyes inward among the boulders, looking in every direction. Often, a fog would come from it, and the stench would rise up to us, very clear and disgusting. Again, we saw the Beast set its tongue among the boulders at the bottom of the Gorge; it licked out a snake that looked as thick as a man, and the snake thrashed on the huge white tongue before being pulled inward and disappearing completely.
And surely, as the thought did stir in me, there did be a great Mercy over us, in that we did not die by such a serpent in some dark and horrid place of the Gorge. But yet, as it is like to be, mayhap the snakes did be only anigh to the fire-holes; yet doth it be anywise a wondrous thing that we had come so free of them alway; and truly to learn, was to be given a new terror.
And surely, as that thought came to me, there was a great mercy over us, that we didn’t die by such a serpent in some dark and horrible place of the Gorge. But yet, as it often is, perhaps the snakes were only near the fire-holes; still, it’s amazing that we had always come through without them; and truly, to learn was to be given a new fear.
Now the Monster was come fully into the shining of the fire-pit, and was upon this side; and the fire to make a shining against the side of the Slug, so that odd whiles I did perceive very plain the huge wrinklings and musclings of the skin, as the Beast made onward. And alway it did search, thrusting in the eye-stalks among the boulders.
Now the Monster had fully stepped into the light of the fire-pit and was on this side; the fire casting a glow against the side of the Slug, so that at times I could clearly see the huge wrinkles and muscles of its skin as the Beast moved forward. And it kept searching, poking its eye-stalks among the boulders.
And sudden, it made pause, and did begin that it brought all the mighty body together, and humpt itself, and brought the head-part round unto the bottom of the cliff that made this side of the Gorge. And it gathered itself, and afterward did lengthen upward against the cliff, and begin to climb. And lo! I saw that the Beast did scent of us, and made to come upward to destroy us.
And suddenly, it stopped and began to pull itself together, then hoisted its head around to the bottom of the cliff that formed this side of the Gorge. It gathered itself, then started to stretch upward against the cliff and began to climb. And behold! I saw that the Beast had caught our scent and was coming up to destroy us.
And as the mighty hill of the body did come into length against the great cliff-side, the Beast set the eye-stalks into this cave and that, as it did go, and into all crannies; and so lengthened upward very straight and monstrous and dreadful unto us, and did be as a white and mildewed hill, that had an horrid life. And the stink to come up, so that we did be like to lose our breath with the dreadfulness of it, as you shall think.
And as the huge shape of the body extended against the towering cliff, the Beast probed into this cave and that, exploring every crevice; it grew taller, looking very straight, monstrous, and terrifying to us, resembling a white, moldy hill that seemed horrifyingly alive. The stench rose up, nearly making us lose our breath from how terrible it was, as you can imagine.
And surely, for a moment, I looked unto the rocks upon the ledge, and this way and that way, and upward unto the everlasting darkness that did be above us, and again unto the great rock that did seem to quiver upon the edge, as I have told. And I was grown utter desperate in a moment; for, truly, it did seem in that instant that there did be no power in the world that should slay so utter mighty a Monster.
And for a moment, I looked at the rocks on the ledge, glancing this way and that, and up toward the endless darkness above us, and then back at the large rock that seemed to tremble on the edge, as I mentioned before. I felt completely desperate in that moment; it truly seemed that there was no force in the world that could defeat such a powerful Monster.
And immediately, even as I did despair, I had run very swift unto the great rock, and the Maid with me, both very strained and shaken with the horror of the thing that did make upward unto us so sure and intent.
And right away, just when I started to lose hope, I ran quickly to the big rock, and the Maid was with me, both of us feeling very tense and shaken by the terrifying thing that was coming toward us so determinedly.
And I set my strength unto the rock, and heaved; but indeed the rock gave not from the place where it did be; so that I had a dreadful despair; for I saw that it did be more secure than had seemed. And the Maid lent her strength unto mine, and we heaved together, with sore pantings, and little cries to guide our endeavours and because we could not be contained in that moment.
And I pushed with all my strength against the rock, but it didn't budge from its spot, which filled me with terrible despair because I realized it was more firmly in place than I thought. The Maid joined me in my effort, and we pushed together, breathing heavily and letting out small cries to encourage each other because we couldn't contain ourselves in that moment.
And surely it seemed that the great rock moved, and lo! as we strove together to the task, there came a vast and sudden grinding, and the rock to cease from our shoulders, and to be gone from us, or scarce we did wot of the happening. And the rock went over, and rushed downward upon the Monster, and with mighty crashings, as it did grind and crush the face of the cliff-side with a quick and constant thundering. And I caught the Maid, as she did stagger upon that dire upward edge because that she had set her strength so utter to the endeavour, and the rock to be gone so sudden, as you do see, and she to be like to follow after. And she clung unto me, and I to hold her very safe as I lookt down upon the falling of the Rock. And behold! the Great Rock smote the Monster in the humpt part of the back, below of the head, and did enter into the Monster, even as a bullet doth strike, and was gone instant from my sight into the Vitals.
And surely it seemed that the great rock moved, and suddenly, as we worked together on the task, there was a loud grinding noise, and the rock slipped from our shoulders and disappeared, almost before we noticed what had happened. The rock tumbled down and crashed onto the Monster, grinding and crushing the cliffside with continuous thunder. I caught the Maid as she staggered on that dangerous edge, having given all her strength to the effort, and with the rock gone so suddenly, it seemed like she might fall after it. She clung to me, and I held her tightly as I looked down at the falling rock. And behold! the Great Rock struck the Monster on the rounded part of its back, just below the head, and entered it like a bullet, vanishing instantly from my sight into its vitals.
And there came a mighty sound of anguish from the Monster; and the Monster did loosen from the cliff, and to crumple, as it did seem, and sink backward. And a great steam of dread breathing to go upward from the Beast, and a reek; and it made again the strange and horrid noise of pain, and the Gorge to be yet full of the echoes of the Rock thundering, and with the noise of the rock there was now mingled the horrid sounding of the death-crying of the Beast. And the Gorge to be filled with dull and dreadful echoings, as that an hundred Monsters died in this place and that of the darkness in the Gorge, and all to be bred of the noise of that mildewed hill a-dying.
And there was a loud sound of suffering from the Monster; and the Monster loosened from the cliff and seemed to crumble, sinking backward. A great wave of fear rose up from the Beast, along with a foul smell; and it made that strange and horrifying sound of pain again, filling the Gorge with echoes of the Rock thundering. Along with the noise of the rock, there was now mixed the terrifying sound of the Beast's death cry. The Gorge filled with dull and dreadful echoes, as if a hundred Monsters were dying in that dark place, all stemming from the noise of that decaying hill.
And the echoes ceased not for a while, even after that the Monster did be utter quiet; for truly they came presently from far upward and downward of the Gorge, out of all the eternity of the night, and to be as that they came backward very faint out of lonesome miles, and out of the strange deepness of unknown caverns of the world. And so in the end to silence; and the far bottom of the Gorge to be filled with a white and horrid hill, very dreadful, and that did yet quiver to show the slowness of Death. And alway a dreadful reek and stinking to fill all the air, even unto the height, as of the grave.
And the echoes didn't stop for a while, even after the Monster fell completely silent; they seemed to come from far above and below the Gorge, echoing throughout the endless night, as if they were faintly coming back from lonely miles and from the strange depth of unknown caverns in the world. Eventually, there was silence, and the far bottom of the Gorge was filled with a white and terrifying hill, deeply unsettling, and still shivering to show the slowness of Death. A terrible stench filled the air, reaching high up, like the scent of a grave.
And I stood upward in that far, high place, and held the Maid very strong and tender; and she to have covered her ears from that dreadful crying; and to be yet shaken with the greatness and horror of the dying of the Monster, and the nearness that she did come unto falling, as you have seen.
And I stood up in that distant, high place, holding the Maid tightly and gently; she covered her ears from that horrible screaming and was still shaken by the magnitude and terror of the Monster's death, and the closeness to falling that she experienced, as you've seen.
And presently she came less to tremble, and did weep very easeful, even as a babe doth weep; and I, mayhap, to be not over-steady, as you shall think; but yet to have a great gladness set in my heart, and a triumph, and an utter grace of thankfulness.
And soon she stopped trembling and cried softly, just like a baby does; and I might not have seemed very steady, as you might think; but I felt a deep joy in my heart, a sense of triumph, and a complete feeling of gratitude.
And I held Mine Own, very tender and sure, as I did say; and she very soon to be eased of her trouble, and the shock to be something gone from her. And she lookt up at me, and slipt her arms upward about my neck, and pulled me downward unto her, that she might kiss me.
And I held her close, gently and confidently, just as I mentioned; she quickly started to relax and the tension eased a bit. She looked up at me, wrapped her arms around my neck, and pulled me down toward her so she could kiss me.
And we to talk then, of the going down; and surely this did seem a great and dangerous task; for, truly, we had come upward pretty easy in the excess of our fear; but how we might go down, with our blood cool, I did be all in doubt.
And we began to talk about going down; and it definitely seemed like a big and risky job; because, honestly, we had climbed up pretty easily in the height of our fear; but how we could go down with our nerves steady, I was really unsure.
Yet, before that we did aught else, I led the Maid upward on to the safe part of the ledge; and we sat there, very quiet and weary, and she did be leaned against me. And we eat, each of us, two of the tablets, and I to scold and coax Mine Own to this end, and she to obey and to be better afterward, because that she had eat. And we drank some of the water, and did rest a time longer.
Yet, before we did anything else, I led the Maid up to the safe part of the ledge, and we sat there, very quiet and tired, with her leaning against me. We each had two of the tablets, and I had to scold and encourage Mine Own to eat, and she followed along and felt better afterward because she had eaten. We drank some of the water and rested a little longer.
And presently, our courage and strength was come back into us; and we packt the scrip again, and the Maid set it fast to my back; and we went then to the edge of the shelf, and lookt downward, this way and that; and surely, there did be no way to go, save the way we came; only that we might shape our downward climbing to bring us a little below that place where the dead Monster did be.
And soon, our courage and strength returned to us; we packed the bag again, and the Girl secured it to my back. Then we went to the edge of the ledge and looked down, from side to side; and there was really no way to go except the way we came. The only option was to adjust our descent to get below the spot where the dead Monster was.
And I saw by mine own heart and by the paleness of the Maid, that we should do well that we consider the thing no more; but make to the task.
And I could see from my own feelings and the Maid's pale face that it would be best for us to stop thinking about it and just get to work.
And I went immediately over the edge of the shelf, upon my belly, and I bade Naani to follow. And we began then that we go downward; and, in verity, we went downward for, mayhap, a great hour; and I gave help alway unto Mine Own, as I could; and she to come after me very brave, and made that she hold back her fear, and come downward of that cliff, that did be oft like to a mighty wall. And surely, even as we came down, I marvelled how we did ever go upward, even though fear did aid us; but, indeed, I do think it doth be easier to climb safely, than to come backward; for this is how I have found.
I immediately climbed over the edge of the shelf, on my stomach, and I told Naani to follow. We then started going down, and honestly, we descended for maybe a whole hour. I helped my own along the way as much as I could, and she bravely followed me, managing to push back her fear and descend that cliff, which felt like a massive wall. As we made our way down, I wondered how we ever managed to go up, even with fear pushing us; but truly, I believe it’s easier to climb safely than to come back down. That’s been my experience.
And we made rest thrice upon ledges of the cliff. And afterward came downward again; and alway very slow and with exceeding heed where our hands and our feet did go, that we slip not suddenly to our death.
And we took breaks three times on the ledges of the cliff. Then we came down again, moving very slowly and being extremely careful about where we placed our hands and feet, so that we wouldn’t suddenly slip to our death.
And once, as I did see, the Maid was lost of all her strength, and did be going to fall, because that she did be all gone into a sudden weakness of the head in an instant. And she did be silent, even in that moment, the which doth be marvellous unto me, and to give me a strong pride of her, as you shall understand, if that ever you have loved. And surely, I came upward, in a moment, that little space that was between, and had mine arm about Mine Own very swift, and held her hard and fierce against the cliff; and this I did that she should feel how that she could never fall; and immediately, her strength and her dear courage came back into her; and I kist her, there against the mighty cliff; and afterward she did have power again to come downward safe.
And once, as I saw, the Maid lost all her strength and was about to fall because she suddenly became weak and dizzy. She was silent in that moment, which amazed me and filled me with pride for her, as you would understand if you’ve ever loved. In that brief moment, I rushed up and put my arm around her quickly, holding her tightly against the cliff so she would feel that she could never fall. Instantly, her strength and courage returned, and I kissed her there against the mighty cliff; afterward, she was strong enough to come down safely.
And presently we were come to the Gorge bottom, and maybe an hundred paces down the Gorge from that place where did be the dead Monster, all sunk into an ugly and horrid heap, so great as a small hill.
And soon we arrived at the bottom of the Gorge, and perhaps a hundred paces down from where the dead Monster lay, all collapsed into a grotesque and horrible pile, as large as a small hill.
And a dreadful stinking did hang in all that part of the Gorge, by reason of the Slug; and signs of disgust, as you shall think; and the great and mildewed body of the thing yet to settle and twitch, as I did look, as it did come properly unto death in all that mighty bulk. And everywhere, the skin of the Beast did be set into great wrinklings, and horrid blotchings to be upon the improper whiteness thereof; and truly I did be in haste that I turn the Maid away from that thing, and that we haste downward of the Gorge.
A terrible stench hung over that part of the Gorge because of the Slug, and it was hard to hide our disgust. The massive, decaying body of the creature was still settling and twitching as I watched it finally die in all its heavy bulk. Everywhere I looked, the skin of the Beast was deeply wrinkled and covered in horrid blotches on its strange whiteness. I felt an urgent need to get the Maid away from that sight, and we hurried down the Gorge.
And we went then for two good hours, and alway I did hearten the Maid, and she to go very husht and trustful by me; but truly I did be in an anguish of heart, because that I was newly aware that there did be such great and dreadful serpents in that part of the Gorge, as you do also know. And I was not over-feared for myself, but for the Maid that did have no armour to protect her dear body. And because that I was so set with this trouble, I took the Maid presently into mine arms, that I carry her, and so to have her clear of aught that should lie among the boulders.
And we walked for a solid two hours, and I kept encouraging the Maid, while she stayed quiet and trusting beside me; but honestly, I was filled with anguish because I had just realized there were such huge and terrifying snakes in that part of the Gorge, as you know. I wasn't particularly afraid for myself, but for the Maid who didn't have any armor to protect her precious body. Because I was so troubled by this, I picked the Maid up into my arms so I could carry her and keep her away from anything that might be hidden among the boulders.
And, in verity, Mine Own did show an anger very surprising and determined; for I said not why I should carry her—fearing to give her a greater unease—but only that she did be weary, and I very strong and willing.
And, to be honest, she showed a surprising and strong anger; I didn't explain why I should carry her—worried it would cause her more discomfort—but just said she was tired, and I was strong and willing.
And, indeed, I could not bring her to reason, without I told her, which was not mine intent; for she did refuse me to carry her; and said that truly I had need of no added burden unto my labours.
And, in fact, I couldn't get her to see reason unless I told her, which I didn't intend to do; for she refused to let me take her and said that I really didn’t need any extra burden on top of my work.
And when she saw that I would not be moved by her reasonings, she made to win upon me by her loving ways; but, indeed, I only kist her; and went forward with her in mine arms. And she half naughty, that I did be so heedless of her wishings, and somewise hurt also; and so to be silent in mine arms; yet mayhap to be something stirred in her nature, that I did be steadfast to mine intention, despite that her will did be contrary.
And when she saw that I wouldn’t be swayed by her arguments, she tried to win me over with her affectionate ways; but really, I just kissed her and carried on with her in my arms. She was a bit playful, feeling a bit hurt that I was so oblivious to her desires, and she fell silent in my arms; yet there was probably something inside her that was stirred by my determination to stick to my plan, even though her wishes were different.
And this I do believe to be truth, because that, afterward, I do think that she lay there in mine arms, only as a woman that doth be in the hands of her Master that hath all her love.
And I truly believe this to be the truth, because later, I think she lay there in my arms, like a woman who is in the hands of her Master, who has all her love.
And in thiswise we went forward.
And in this way, we moved ahead.
And in the end of the two hours that we did go, there was come the end of the dark part of the Gorge; and we to be outward of that mighty roof of the mountains, as I do think it to have been; and the air to be free of the stink of the Monsters, and the fire-holes to be very plenty, and their smokings to go upward very proper; so that we had no more the bitterness of their fumings in our throats.
And at the end of the two hours we spent there, we reached the end of the dark part of the Gorge; and we were outside that massive roof of the mountains, as I believe it was; and the air was free of the Monsters' stench, and there were plenty of fire holes, with their smoke rising neatly; so that we no longer had the bitterness of their fumes in our throats.
And there did be a pretty good light, to go by the contrast of the past hours; and I set Mine Own again to her feet, and made that she keep to my rearward, so that if there did be any serpents to our path, they should come first under my feet, and thiswise to work no harm to me, because of mine armour, neither to Naani, Mine Own Maid.
And there was a pretty good light, considering the contrast to the past hours; I helped Naani to her feet again and made sure she stayed behind me, so that if there were any serpents in our way, they would come under my feet first, which would keep us both safe because of my armor, and also protect Naani, my girl.
Now by this time, it was somewhat of nineteen great hours since we did sleep; for we had been a long while making that we come safe from the Slug; and, indeed, we had come downward with a less speed than I did go through upon mine upward way, as you shall mind; and this to be that Mine Own did not have the hard strength that was in my body to the enduring of great labour and stress; and this surely all to be plain unto you that have been with me in all my journey. And, moreover, there must be kept to mind the three hours that we had gone, ere we were come proper into the dark part of the Gorge; and so all to be remembered unto you; and also you to mind that we did be wakeful a time, ere that we set forward upon that day's journeying.
Now by this time, it had been about nineteen long hours since we slept; we had taken quite a while to get back safely from the Slug, and honestly, we made our way back slower than I did on the way up, as you may remember. This was because my companion didn’t have the same strength I had for enduring hard work and stress, and that should be clear to you who have been with me on all my journey. Also, we need to remember the three hours we spent before we properly entered the dark part of the Gorge; that should all be noted, and keep in mind that we were awake for a bit before we set off on that day's journey.
And we did go almost in joyous-wise, because that we were come safe out of that dreadful place; and surely, odd whiles I did feel the hands of Mine Own Naughty One to be hookt very pretty and sly into the backward part of my belt, as that she did make a pretending that she drive me before her; and surely this doth be a strange thing to tell upon; for there did be no knowledge of the olden horse in all the eternity of that dark world; but yet, maybe, some dear olden memory-dream did set her hands unconscious to this pretty work.
And we went almost joyfully because we had safely escaped that terrible place; and sometimes I felt the hands of my own naughty one slyly hooked into the back of my belt, as if she were pretending to lead me. It’s a strange thing to share because there was no sign of the old horse in all that dark world’s eternity; yet, maybe some cherished old memory or dream caused her hands to instinctively do this playful act.
And, in verity, once I turned very sudden, and had her swift into mine arms, as she did pretend to drive me; and she to laugh with a sweet and joyous gurgle against mine armour; and I to heed that I hurt her not, because I did be like an iron man that should put arms about a tender maid.
And, actually, I suddenly turned around and had her quickly in my arms, as she pretended to challenge me; she laughed with a sweet and joyful giggle against my armor; and I made sure not to hurt her, because I felt like a tough guy holding a delicate girl.
And we lookt alway now for a place that should be proper to our rest and to our sleep; and when it did be close upon the end of the twentieth hour of that journey, the Maid showed me a cave that was, mayhap, fifty good feet upward in the right side of the Gorge.
And we always looked for a place that would be suitable for our rest and sleep; and when it was almost the end of the twentieth hour of that journey, the Maid pointed out a cave that was about fifty good feet up on the right side of the Gorge.
And I lookt about, and saw that there did be two fire-holes anigh, and a warm spring to make a basin of water, that did lie between the fires; and all very well set to our need, as I did perceive; for, indeed, we did be utter besmirched with the filth of the Slug part of the Gorge, and to need that we be nice and fitly washed, before that we have any comfort of our selves.
And I looked around and saw that there were two fire pits nearby and a warm spring that created a basin of water, lying between the fires; everything was well-suited to our needs, as I realized; for, indeed, we were completely covered in the muck from the Slug part of the Gorge, and we needed to be nicely and properly washed before we could feel any comfort in ourselves.
And I bade Naani to wait a little minute; and I lookt well up the Gorge and well down the Gorge; and lo! there did be no thing to set me in unease; and I told Mine Own that she keep a sharp and steadfast watching, and not to heed me; and this I said, because I knew she did be like otherwise to look at me and be over-anxious, as I go upward to the cave; and, indeed, she to be better anyway in watch of the Gorge, and to cry out to me, if that anything came anigh, whilst that I went upward.
And I told Naani to wait a moment; then I looked up the Gorge and down the Gorge, and there was nothing to make me uneasy. I told My Own to keep a close watch and not to worry about me. I said this because I knew she would otherwise look at me and get overly anxious as I climbed up to the cave. In fact, she was better off keeping an eye on the Gorge and calling out to me if anything came nearby while I went up.
And I made upward to the cave; and was come there pretty quick; and truly it did be good for our purpose, and fresh-seeming and dry, and to have no holes that I could see for the hiding of creeping things.
And I made my way up to the cave, and I got there pretty quickly; and it really was great for our purpose, looking fresh and dry, with no holes that I could see for hiding any creepy crawlies.
And I called down gently to the Maid that the cave did be proper; and she to show her gladness, and to be looking upward at me, instead of the way of the Gorge, as I set her; and truly she did be a dear and human little Maid, and utter Mine; so that I did find a new joy in each small lack of wisdom, and this just so much as that she had done a wondrous proper thing. And truly, you shall say, there was some properness to her heart, in that she could abide not but to watch me.
And I called down softly to the Maid that the cave was just right; and she, to show her happiness and to look up at me instead of towards the Gorge, as I had set her; and truly she was a sweet and very human little Maid, and mine; so I found new joy in each little mistake of hers, just because she had done something wonderfully proper. And really, you'd say there was something genuine about her heart, in that she couldn’t help but watch me.
And I went quickly down to Mine Own; for there was alway an unease upon me, save when I did be nigh to her, in chance of trouble.
And I hurried down to my own; because I always felt uneasy, except when I was close to her, in case of trouble.
And when I was come down to her, the Maid did be seeming a little in thought; and afterward showed me how that she did be all in a pitiful disgust of the dirt and slime and the drippings of the Gorge, that did be on her, and had made her garment utter wet and bemired, so that she did feel that her very body was a repulse unto her.
And when I got down to her, the Maid seemed a bit lost in thought; then she showed me how she was so disgusted with the dirt, slime, and drippings from the Gorge that were all over her, making her clothes completely soaked and muddy, to the point where she felt like her own body was repulsive to her.
And I saw how it did be with Naani; and I went to the warm pool, and felt that it did be not over-hot, and afterward found the deepness, by the handle of the Diskos, and this to be scarce of three feet, and the water very clear to show me the bottom, so that it was surely a nice and proper place to be for such a purpose as I did think. And I set some of the water to my mouth, using my hand; and truly there did seem no hurtful chemical in the water; and therefore was I eased that the Maid should have the desire that I did see to be in her mind.
And I saw how it was with Naani; I went to the warm pool and found that it wasn't too hot. Later, I discovered the depth by the handle of the Diskos, which was barely three feet deep, and the water was so clear that I could see the bottom. It seemed like a great and suitable place for what I had in mind. I took some water in my hand and drank it, and honestly, there didn’t seem to be anything harmful in it. So, I was relieved that the Maid had the desire that I sensed in her mind.
And I saw that I should be helpful to Mine Own, if that I make the arranging of things to be in mine own hands. And I went back unto the Maid, and told her that the pool was very nice to be for a bath-place; and that she to haste to wash herself, whilst the Gorge did be free of any Creature or Monster.
And I realized that I should help myself by taking charge of things. So, I went back to the Maid and told her that the pool was perfect for a bath; and that she should hurry to wash herself while the Gorge was free of any Creature or Monster.
Now I saw that Naani was troubled, and feared that I did be going to leave her, and yet did be paused a little in her words, to show me all that she did wish.
Now I could see that Naani was upset, worried that I was going to leave her, and yet she hesitated in her words to show me everything she wanted.
And surely, I stoopt and kist her, as she did look so wistful in her little puzzlement; and immediately I removed her trouble very natural, and told that I should stand guard anigh to her, the while that she bathed. And, truly she did be at ease on the moment, and mayhap something surprised to know wherefore she had been something a-lack to ask me. But, in truth, it did be very natural.
And sure enough, I bent down and kissed her, as she looked so wistful in her little confusion; and right away I eased her worry in a very natural way, telling her that I would keep watch nearby while she bathed. And honestly, she seemed relaxed immediately, maybe a little surprised to realize she had hesitated to ask me. But really, it was very natural.
And I told her to be so quick as she might, which was a needless thing to say, yet to start her; and she to go quietly to obey me; but first to take the cloak out of the hold upon my shoulders, and to unfold it, and so to the pool. And I to stand with my back thatwards, and to lean, ready, upon the Diskos.
And I told her to be as quick as she could, which was unnecessary to say, but it startled her. She went to obey me quietly, but first she took the cloak off my shoulders, unfolded it, and then headed to the pool. I stood with my back to her, leaning against the Diskos, ready.
And presently she did be in the water, as I knew; and I to be her man, very sure and gentle to her and sedate. And truly, as you shall think, I did love that I be to stand guard to her in her dear maidenhood; and she, after that she was cheered and warmed by the delight of the water, to sing very low and happy to herself, where she did be to my back.
And soon she was in the water, as I knew; and I was her man, very sure and gentle with her and calm. And honestly, as you might think, I loved that I got to protect her in her dear innocence; and she, after she was comforted and warmed by the joy of the water, began to sing very softly and happily to herself, while she was behind me.
And, sudden, the singing to cease, and the Maid screamed; and I to have no thought of improper modesty but turned instant to the Maid. And in a moment, I saw what did trouble her; for there came a serpent out of the water; and the Maid to be all adrift with natural modesty, and with her fear of the serpent. And I was come into the pool in a moment, in mine armour, and did lift the Maid, naked and wet into mine arms, and had her instant from the water, and upon the side of the pool; and there I wrapt the cloak about her; and ran very quick and killed the serpent, as it did go offwards among the boulders. And surely it did be so thick as mine arm, and to have come from some hole that did be hid in the bottom of the pool.
And suddenly, the singing stopped, and the Maid screamed; without any thought of modesty, I turned to her immediately. In a moment, I saw what was bothering her; a serpent had emerged from the water, causing her to feel exposed and frightened. I jumped into the pool, fully armored, and lifted the naked, wet Maid into my arms, pulling her out of the water and onto the side of the pool. I wrapped my cloak around her and quickly ran to kill the serpent as it slithered away among the boulders. It was as thick as my arm and seemed to have come from a hidden hole at the bottom of the pool.
And I came back then to Mine Own, and took her into mine arms, and set the cloak well about her; and she to cry and to tremble with the shock and disturbance of the thing; but soon to be eased, and ready to laugh with me.
And I returned to my own, took her into my arms, and wrapped the cloak around her properly; she cried and trembled from the shock and chaos of it all, but soon felt better and was ready to laugh with me.
And so she was come proper to her happiness again, and I very gentle and joyous with her, for truly my heart had been sick that she had come so nigh to that horrid danger.
And so she was back to her happiness, and I was very gentle and happy with her, because my heart had truly ached that she had been so close to that terrible danger.
And I eased the scrip from me, and opened it, and made her to take two of the tablets, and she to refuse to eat, save I company her also; and indeed I did be very willing, for truly my belly was alway empty. And she to be very glad to eat, because she did be clean now, and to have no more disgust of herself. And afterward, we drank some of the water. And soon we did be finished, and she to ask for her girdle that I did give her with the knife, as I have surely told. And she belted the cloak very graceful about her; and lookt very dear and pretty with her little bare feet; and her hair very lovely upon her shoulders, for she did wear alway in the Gorge the lining of my head-piece, and so had her hair dry and sweet.
I took the pouch from my side, opened it, and made her take two of the tablets, but she refused to eat unless I joined her; I was more than willing since my stomach was always empty. She was really happy to eat because she was clean now and no longer disgusted with herself. Afterward, we drank some water. Soon we were done, and she asked for her belt that I had given her with the knife, as I’ve mentioned before. She tied the cloak around her waist elegantly, looking very sweet and pretty with her little bare feet, and her hair looked beautiful on her shoulders since she usually wore the lining of my headpiece in the Gorge, keeping her hair dry and nice.
And, in verity, I did mind now, how that she did look very beautiful in her bath, as I had gone to succour her from the snake; and I to be nicely wholesome in this remembering, because of my love, but yet to be knowing that I was sweetly stirred to new things; and did not know before that a maid lookt in the same moment so holy and so human. And afterward, in odd whiles, I remembered; but never to think overmuch, because that I did feel inwardly that I should be gently wise in such things; and you to understand my heart in this, if that ever you have loved.
And honestly, I couldn't help but remember how beautiful she looked in her bath when I went to help her from the snake. I felt really good about this memory because of my love for her, but I also realized I was being stirred to new emotions. I had never seen a woman look so both divine and human at the same time. Later on, I thought about it occasionally, but I tried not to dwell on it too much, as I felt it was important to be wise about these things. You'll understand my feelings if you've ever been in love.
And surely, the Maid brought me from my dreamings very sensible, in that she had me to stand; and she was gone about me very swift and natty with her pretty fingers, that she ease me of mine armour.
And definitely, the Maid pulled me out of my dreams quite effectively, since she had me stand up; and she moved around me quickly and neatly with her delicate fingers, helping me take off my armor.
And afterward, she bade me to strip and wash, whilst that she keep watch for me of the Gorge. And she took the Diskos, and leaned upon it, very brave and proper; but yet, as I do think, with somewhat of roguishness within her, very deep hid, and scarce known unto herself.
And afterward, she asked me to strip and wash while she kept watch for me by the Gorge. She took the Diskos and leaned on it, looking very brave and proper; but still, I think there was a hint of mischief in her, very deeply hidden and barely known to herself.
And I warned her to be very wise with the great weapon; for it did fit only to fight in my hands, and did be like to cause harm to any that should meddle with it or make to use it, save me.
And I warned her to be very careful with the powerful weapon; it was only meant to be used by me, and it could easily harm anyone else who tried to handle it or use it.
And Naani to nod that she did hear me, and to be half in fear of the thing, and half to feel that it did be friendly to her; and so to stand guard for me; and truly to seem a very sweet and slender maid, despite the bigness of the cloak; and the great weapon to seem more great in her small hands; and to mind me how strong I did be. And surely you shall think me in conceit; but truly I did be glad to be so strong; and a proper thing for pride, if that there be no scorn for others therein. And you to agree with me in this thing, or to be lacking of sympathy and good human understanding.
And Naani nodded to show she heard me, feeling a mix of fear and that the thing was actually friendly towards her; she stood guard for me and really did seem like a very sweet and slender girl, despite the size of the cloak. The big weapon looked even larger in her small hands, reminding me how strong I was. You might think I'm being conceited, but I truly was happy to be strong, and it felt like a good reason for pride, as long as it didn’t mean looking down on others. You should either agree with me on this or lack sympathy and good human understanding.
Now I washt me, not by going down into the pool; for indeed I did not wot whether there be any more snakes hid there in some other hole. And the way I washt, was that I dipt my head-piece into the hot pool, and poured the water over me, and rubbed my body very strong with my hands; and there to be, surely, some certain chemical in the water that aided mine efforts; for the water went very smooth under my hands.
Now I cleaned myself, not by going into the pool; because I didn’t know if there were any other snakes hiding in some other spot. The way I washed was by dipping my helmet in the hot pool, pouring the water over myself, and scrubbing my body hard with my hands. There definitely seemed to be some kind of chemical in the water that helped me; because the water glided easily under my hands.
And when I was done, I washt my pocket-cloth very speedy in the pool, and wrung it, and did then wipe my body so dry as I should; and afterward I wrung the cloth again, and set it about my loins, and so to be as proper as I might.
And when I was finished, I quickly washed my handkerchief in the pool, wrung it out, and then dried myself as best as I could; afterward, I wrung the cloth again and wrapped it around my waist to look as decent as possible.
And I did call to the Maid that I was proper, and she to come then and kiss me; and she gave back to me the Diskos, and set me that I stand anigh to the nearer fire-hole, and so to be that I should guard her, and in the same time be come free of the chill of the Gorge, which was not great in that place.
And I called to the Maid that I was ready, and for her to come and kiss me; and she returned the Diskos to me, and positioned me close to the fire, so that I could guard her while also being free from the cold of the Gorge, which wasn’t too severe in that spot.
And surely I did mean that I help her; but she would have no help in her work that she did say to be her glad right; but bade me that I to mine own work to be her dear protector, as she did call me. And I to lift that Wilful One into mine arms, a moment, and to give her a very loving hug, and for that time to have no fear that I harm her, because that I was freed of the hardness of the armour about me, as you do know.
And I definitely meant that I would help her; but she didn’t want any help with her work, which she claimed was her proud right. Instead, she asked me to focus on my own work and be her dear protector, as she called me. So I lifted that stubborn one into my arms for a moment and gave her a very loving hug, reassured for that time that I wouldn't harm her, since I was free from the heaviness of the armor I usually wore, as you know.
And surely she to feel very dear and pretty in mine arms, and she kist me the once with a little passion of love; and immediately to want to go from me; so that I freed her in a moment, as was ever my way. And she then to pause a small space off from me, and lookt at me with a light in her eyes, and half to put out her arms that she be taken again into mine; but so to cease, ere she yield to her heart; and turned from me immediately to the task of the washing.
And she definitely felt very dear and pretty in my arms, and she kissed me once with a bit of love; but then she immediately wanted to pull away from me, so I let her go right away, as was always my way. She then paused a moment away from me, looking at me with a spark in her eyes, and half reached out her arms as if she wanted to be in my arms again; but then she stopped before she could fully give in to her feelings, and turned away from me to focus on the washing.
And she took first my body-vest, and washt it very quick and clever in the pool, and afterward came over by me, and spread it upon the hot flat rock anigh to the fire-hole.
And she first took my shirt and washed it quickly and skillfully in the pool, and afterward came over to me and spread it out on the hot flat rock near the fire.
And she got then my change body-vest from the bundle of her torn garments, where she did put it to be washt on opportunity, even as now; and mayhap to like that it should lie in her bundle with her own garments, for so, as I do mind, the thought came to me very natural; but she to say naught to lead me thus; yet to be a very honest and dear Maid, and to have little secret ways of love, as I did perceive, that I did not be told of.
And then she took my change of clothing from her pile of torn garments, where she had put it to be washed when she had the chance, just like now; and maybe she wanted it to be in her bundle with her own clothes, because, as I remember, that thought felt very natural to me; but she said nothing to guide me this way; yet she was a very honest and dear girl, and had little secret ways of affection, as I noticed, which I wasn’t told about.
And she washt the second body-vest, and set it to dry by the first; and afterward did likewise with all my garments, and came then to the washing of her own.
And she washed the second shirt and hung it up to dry next to the first one; then she did the same with all my clothes, and afterward, she started washing her own.
And lo! as she spread it also to the drying, there came to mine heart that the Maid did have only this one rough and thick garment, that did be the armour-suit, as I have told. And surely it did be dreadful that she have the hardness of that strong knitted and fibrous garment to be next to her dear body, and I to be in comfort with the softness of my body-vest.
And as she laid it out to dry, it struck me that the Maid only had this one rough and thick garment, which was the armor-suit I mentioned. It was truly awful that she had to wear that rough, strong, knitted garment against her delicate skin, while I was comfortable in my soft vest.
And I was all angered in a moment, that she had gone thiswise, while that I had been gentled, as it might be. And I bade Naani take the second vest to her own use when it did be dry. And she to look upward from where she did turn the garments upon the hot rock; and to mean in the first to deny me. But indeed she was quick to see that I did be truly in anger; and mine anger to come because that I was hurt that this did be, and because that I was shamed that she had gone so rough-clad, the while that I had no thought to the matter. And moreover because that she had known her lack, and did not tell me of the thing.
And I was suddenly filled with anger that she had gone off like that while I had been gentle, so to speak. I told Naani to keep the second vest for herself once it was dry. She looked up from where she was turning the clothes on the hot rock and was about to refuse me at first. But she quickly realized that I was genuinely angry, and my anger came from feeling hurt that this was the case, and because I was embarrassed that she had worn such rough clothes while I hadn’t even considered it. Furthermore, I was upset that she knew her shortcomings but didn’t tell me about it.
But yet I did have a great tenderness in the backward part of mine anger, because that I perceived all the unselfishness and delight of her love that did be about this little matter, as you shall see, if you have gone alway with me.
But I did feel a deep tenderness mixed in with my anger because I could see all the selflessness and joy of her love surrounding this small issue, as you'll understand if you've followed my story all along.
But mine anger yet to be something hard, because I did see that I have need to watch the Maid, that she put not her dear body to pain, that I might come unknowing to some little pleasuring or ease, as did be now as I have shown. And truly it did be sweetly done in love; but to be somewise lacking of judgement; and so shall you know somewhat of the way that I did be angered, and to have understanding with me; but if you have not, you shall think it to be naught, and that the Maid did need only that she be kist, and to be shaken a little in playfulness, and warned to heed that I did be earnest; and mayhap you to be somewise right, and not to guess far off from the inward deepness of my heart. But yet it doth be verity that I was truly angered, and fit to shake Mine Own, and in the same moment to be utter tender unto her. And surely this doth be all a contradiction, and the human heart to be a wayward thing, whether it doth be of a man or of a woman.
But my anger is still quite strong, because I realized that I need to keep an eye on the Maid, to make sure she doesn’t put her precious body in harm’s way, so I might accidentally find some small pleasure or relief, as I have just mentioned. And honestly, it was done sweetly out of love; but it lacked some judgment. You'll understand a bit about why I was angry, and hopefully see things from my perspective; but if you don’t, you might think it’s nothing, and that the Maid only wanted to be kissed and playfully shaken, and just needed to be reminded that I was serious. You might be somewhat right, but you’re also not fully grasping the depth of my feelings. But it’s true that I was genuinely angry, ready to shake Mine Own, and at the same time, completely tender toward her. And indeed, this is all a contradiction, and the human heart is a fickle thing, whether it's a man’s or a woman’s.
And Naani, as I do think, to have loved the chafe of that rough garment for love's sake, and to go very humble and loving, as I lookt at her; but in verity to be never gone from the sweet naughtiness that did be alway in her heart, and to plan even in that moment some new and secret service unto me, that should be for her quiet joy, and to be hid from me, until that my wit should come upon it to uncover it. And in verity a young man doth want that he whip his maid and kiss her, and all in the one moment. And, indeed, he to have delight in both.
And Naani, as I think, loved the discomfort of that rough garment for love's sake, and acted very humble and affectionate while I looked at her; but in reality, she was never far from the sweet mischief that always lived in her heart, planning even at that moment some new and secret way to please me, which would bring her quiet joy and be hidden from me until I figured it out. And truly, a young man wants to both tease and kiss his girl, all at the same time. Indeed, he takes pleasure in both.
And she obeyed me that time, as alway when I did be earnest, without more word. And surely that Naughty One did know how I loved her.
And she listened to me that time, as she always did when I was serious, without any more words. And surely that naughty one knew how much I loved her.
And the Maid washt then her torn garments that did be in the bundle, and had gotten soiled by the slime of the dark part of the Gorge. And she put these to dry, and afterward washed mine armour and the scrip and the pouch and the cloak-hold, and all such matters of our gear; and so to be presently done.
And the maid washed her torn clothes that were in the bundle and had gotten dirty from the sludge in the dark part of the gorge. She put them out to dry and then washed my armor, the bag, the pouch, the cloak-holder, and all our other gear so that everything would be ready soon.
And she was heedful then that she turned the garments upon the hot rock; and afterward did attend to my bruisings. And when she did rest, I lookt to her pretty feet, and rubbed them very gentle and constant with the ointment; and surely they did be pretty well; but I to like that I should tend them, and to have joy to feel their littleness within my palms, and surely she did know how it did be with me; for presently she took her feet inward under the cloak; and I, maybe, to look something woeful; for she put one out presently, when that I did the least expect, and slipt it very cosy into my hand; and surely I kist her naughty toes; and she then to be very sedate.
And she was careful as she turned the clothes on the hot rock; then she took care of my bruises. When she rested, I looked at her pretty feet and gently rubbed them with the ointment; they seemed to be getting better. I liked taking care of them and enjoyed feeling their smallness in my hands, and she definitely knew how I felt about it. Soon, she pulled her feet under the cloak, and I might have looked a bit sad. But then she exposed one foot unexpectedly and slid it comfortably into my hand; I kissed her playful toes, and she appeared quite serious.
Now, presently, when Naani found the garments to be proper dry, she gave those to me that were mine, and bid me to turn my back and be drest very speedy. And lo! in a little time, when I was nigh done, she came over and stood before me, and was drest again in the armour-suit, and to look very slender and dainty. And she lookt at me, so that I put out my hands, that I kiss her; but she went from me, very proper, and brought mine armour, and gave me help with it, and alway very grave and quiet; but yet to have naughtiness underneath, as I did believe.
Now, when Naani found the clothes to be dry, she handed mine to me and told me to turn around and get dressed quickly. After a little while, when I was almost done, she came over and stood in front of me, wearing the armor suit, looking very slim and delicate. She looked at me, so I reached out my hands to kiss her, but she stepped away from me, all proper, and brought my armor, helping me with it, always very serious and quiet; but I could tell she had a mischievous side underneath, or at least I thought so.
And when I was full armed, she took my hand, and set mine arm about her waist, and she leaned her head against my breast, and put up her lips to be kist, as that she did be a child maiden; yet when I kist her, she did be a woman, and to kiss me very dear and loving, and to look at me then from under her eye-lids; and sudden to make a dainty growling, and to pretend that she did be a fierce thing that should be like to eat me; and I to be utter feared, as you shall think, and to be scarce able that I kiss Mine Own Pretty Fierce One, because that I did laugh so hearty, and to be so taken with a surprise that the Maid did show this new playfulness; and in the same moment to be stirred and waked anew that she did be so lovely and graceful in mine arms, and to make her naughty growling so pretty that I did be eager that she make it again; but she to do this playing only as her mood did stir her.
And when I was all prepared, she took my hand, wrapped my arm around her waist, leaned her head against my chest, and tilted her lips up for a kiss, as if she were a young girl. But when I kissed her, she was a woman, kissing me back sweetly and lovingly, looking at me from beneath her eyelashes. Suddenly, she let out a cute little growl and pretended to be a fierce creature that might want to eat me. I was completely frightened, you can imagine, and barely able to kiss my Own Pretty Fierce One because I was laughing so hard and surprised that she showed this new playful side. In that same moment, I was reminded of how lovely and graceful she was in my arms, and her playful growl was so charming that I wanted her to do it again. But she only played like that when the mood struck her.
And she made then that she would go from me, and I to loose her, as ever; and she bade me that I guard her the while that she washt the outward part of the cloak; for the inward did be clean, and the cloak proof to water; but the outward part to be something needful of washing.
And she decided that she would leave me, and I would let her go, as always. She asked me to watch over her while she washed the outside of the cloak; the inside was clean, and the cloak was water-resistant, but the outside really needed a wash.
And surely, when this was made clean, it dried very quick, because that the water went not into it; and whilst that it dried, I gave Mine Own an aid upward unto the cave, and afterward I passed up the gear, and the cloak when it did be dry; and so came upward also myself, and brought with me a boulder, that I balanced very light in the mouth of the cave, so that it should fall, if that anything toucht it; and this plan you do know of; for I used it before, as I have told.
And of course, once it was cleaned, it dried quickly because the water didn't soak into it. While it was drying, I helped Mine Own up to the cave, and after that, I brought up the gear and the cloak once it was dry. Then I climbed up myself, carrying a boulder that I balanced lightly at the entrance of the cave, so it would fall if anything touched it. You already know this plan because I’ve mentioned it before.
And truly we did be utter wearied, and the time to be something beyond three and twenty hours, since last we had slumber. And the Maid had the scrip and the pouch set to be for my pillow, and the bundle of her torn garment to be for her own. And she to have me to my pillow, and to tuck the cloak about me, and the Diskos to my hand; and afterward to kiss me very sedate upon the lips, and then to come in under the cloak, with a quiet and lovely happiness, as I did know; and to be gone to slumber very content and sweet.
And truly we were utterly exhausted, and it had been over twenty-three hours since we last slept. The Maid had arranged the bag and pouch to be my pillow, and a bundle of her torn garment was for herself. She helped me with my pillow, tucked the cloak around me, and placed the Diskos in my hand; then she kissed me gently on the lips, and came under the cloak, radiating a quiet and lovely happiness that I recognized, and we both fell asleep feeling very content and at peace.
And I waked eight good hours after, with the fizzing of the water in mine ears; and lo! Mine Own did be waked and to make ready our breakfast; and I came upward upon mine elbow, to see whether that the boulder did be unmoved; and indeed it was not touched.
And I woke up eight solid hours later, hearing the water fizzing in my ears; and lo! My partner was awake and preparing our breakfast; and I propped myself up on my elbow to see if the boulder had been moved; and indeed it was untouched.
And Mine Own saw that I was come awake; and she ran to me, very dear and glad, and kist my lips very eager and loving. And surely, as she kist me, I did feel that she had taken again a naughty advantaging of my slumber, and had kist me as I did sleep; but truly I said no word of my thoughts; for I did mind that I should wake sudden one time, and so to catch her in this, and to call her then Mine Own, and that she did be a rogue; and all as you shall know, that have loved.
And my love saw that I was awake; she ran to me, very dear and happy, and kissed my lips eagerly and affectionately. And surely, as she kissed me, I felt that she had taken a naughty advantage of my sleep and had kissed me while I dozed; but honestly, I didn't say anything about how I felt; for I intended to wake up suddenly one time, to catch her in this, and then call her my love, and say she was being a little rogue; and all who have loved will understand this.
And I scolded the Maid a little, in that she had not waked me; but I said not that I would attend to the duties that she did heed to; for I knew that she had joy of these things, in that she did love to do aught that should be done unto me. And when I scolded her, she to make but a little mouth at me, as we do say, and to put her tablets to my lips, that I kiss them, and she to kiss mine; and so to our breakfast.
And I scolded the maid a little for not waking me up; but I didn’t say that I would take care of the tasks she was focused on, because I knew she enjoyed doing those things since she loved to do anything for me. When I scolded her, she pouted a little, like we do say, and held her notepad up to my lips for me to kiss it, and then she kissed mine; and then we went to have breakfast.
And when we were done, we gat together our gear, and went downward from the cave, and began again to journey. And we went eighteen hours that day, and eat and drunk at every sixth hour, as ever.
And when we were done, we gathered our gear and headed down from the cave, starting our journey again. We traveled for eighteen hours that day, eating and drinking every six hours, just like always.
And in the fourteenth hour, I perceived that I did be like to overtravel the Maid, though I made alway to have a less speed than did be natural unto me. And surely then, I took her up into mine arms; and she to refuse, and to be troubled that I should so carry her; for she did think that I was like to be wearied by the task.
And at the fourteenth hour, I realized that I was about to outpace the Maid, even though I was always trying to go slower than what felt natural for me. So, I picked her up into my arms, but she refused and seemed troubled by me carrying her, thinking I would get tired from the effort.
And I to take no heed to her pretestings; but to laugh gently with her, and to carry her, even as a babe in mine arms; and she to love that she be in mine arms, if but she be able to have assuredness that I come not to weariness through her. And truly it did be a dear love task, and to be set unto the needing of mine especial heart.
And I took no notice of her protests; instead, I laughed softly with her and held her like a baby in my arms. She loved being in my embrace, as long as she felt assured that I wouldn't grow tired of her. And truly, it was a sweet act of love that fulfilled the deep needs of my heart.
And I carried Mine Own then for four hours; and in the eighteenth hour we were come to that part of the Gorge where did be the ledge where I killed the spider, ere I slept, as you shall mayhap to mind. And here I aided the Maid to climb, and we had the same ledge that night to be our refuge; and did sleep very happy and unharmed, and alway with our spirits set to warn us, if that harm did make to come nigh to us.
And I carried my own for four hours; and in the eighteenth hour, we reached the part of the Gorge where the ledge is, where I killed the spider before I slept, as you might remember. Here, I helped the Maid to climb, and that night we used the same ledge as our refuge; we slept very happily and unharmed, always with our spirits ready to alert us if danger came near.
And we went then through three days of eighteen hours' journey each; and alway I did carry Mine Own, from the twelfth unto the eighteenth hour of each journeying; and this to be very dear unto me, and to give me a new rejoicing that I did be strong and easy to carry Mine Own; and she to lie in mine arms very content, when that she perceived how that I did be so glad to go thiswise and that I had no weariness by the carrying.
And we traveled for three days, each lasting eighteen hours. Throughout the journey, I always carried my beloved from the twelfth to the eighteenth hour. This was very precious to me and filled me with joy because I was strong enough to carry her easily, and she would rest in my arms, content, knowing how happy I was to do so and that I didn’t feel tired from carrying her.
And thus I did rest her feet, and wore not her dear and slender body overmuch with the vigour of my going; and was abled to make a very good speed.
And so I rested her feet and didn't exhaust her delicate body too much with my pace; I was able to move quite swiftly.
And Mine Own, this time and that, to make sayings of impudence unto me, and to hide her naughty lips, when that I should kiss them; and to have quaint nestlings unto me, and odd whiles to kiss me very dainty when that I did be going thoughtful of the way. And surely never did there be so dear a maid as Mine Own; so that I did go many a mile, and to be scarce that I knew that I was gone any way, because of the stirrings of my heart and the content of my spirit.
And my love, at times, would make cheeky remarks to me, then hide her playful lips when I tried to kiss her; she would have cute little gestures for me, and sometimes she would kiss me sweetly when I was lost in my thoughts. And truly, there has never been a girl as precious as my love; I traveled many miles without even realizing it, all because of the excitement in my heart and the happiness in my spirit.
And oft as we did go, there were great scorpions in the path, and odd whiles they to have no heed to go from my way; but to be so great as my head, and very fat and lazy, so that surely I kickt a good number, from my path, even as you shall kick a ball with the foot; and three I burst in this way. And truly it did be well that I had on me mine armour, else had they been like to sting me very quick unto death; for they were so great.
And often as we walked, there were huge scorpions in the path, and sometimes they didn’t pay any attention to move out of my way; they were as big as my head, and very fat and lazy, so I ended up kicking a good number of them out of my way, just like you would kick a ball with your foot; and I even crushed three this way. Honestly, it was a good thing I was wearing my armor, or they would have likely stung me to death quickly; they were that massive.
And likewise, in this place and that, there were snakes; but none to come anigh to me; and I to choose alway the open goings; for I did think there to be many hid snakes and lesser monsters in the dark places between the great boulders. And alway, when the Maid did walk, I to go before, that I see clear her way, and this thing to be but a matter of wiseness, as you shall think.
And similarly, in this place and that, there were snakes; but none were close to me; and I always chose the open paths because I believed there were many hidden snakes and smaller monsters in the dark spaces between the big boulders. And always, when the Maid walked, I went in front to clearly see her way, and this was just a matter of wisdom, as you would agree.
And odd whiles, as I did carry Mine Own, she to talk a little with me of her memory-dreams of the olden days; and mayhap you to think it strange that we said not overmuch on this wise; but the way of our journey to have been so utter bitter, as you have seen; and we to be more of that far age, than we did be of this present age; and this present life to seem but a dream of Memory, and we to be set then with the realness of that life. And this telling, indeed, to be a plain thing to your understanding. Yet did we have a greater talk to these ends, when that we were come free of the Gorge; but yet, oft there to be an odd saying and a sweet memory, like to an olden and forgot fragrance of dreams, to pass between Mine Own and me. And do you to set your sympathy of understanding with me in this thing, and to know how holy these things did be, and far off, and to hold memory, as a mist that doth shine with golden lights, that did make an holy pain upon the eyes of the spirit, even as a quiet dawn of this day doth set a pleasure of vague pain upon the heart.
And sometimes, as I carried my love, she would share a bit with me about her memories of the past; you might find it strange that we didn’t talk much about it, but our journey had been so incredibly bitter, as you've seen, and we felt more connected to that distant time than to this present moment; this life now seemed just a memory, and we were more aware of the reality of that past life. This explanation should be clear to you. We did have deeper conversations about these things once we were free from the Gorge; still, there were often little remarks and sweet memories that passed between my love and me, like an old, forgotten scent of dreams. I hope you can understand the depth of what I'm saying and recognize how sacred these moments were, distant yet cherished, holding memories like a mist that sparkles with golden light, creating a holy ache in the spirit, much like a quiet dawn brings a bittersweet pleasure to the heart.
And once, as I did carry the Maid, I saw that she wept a little, very husht unto herself; and I to say naught; for I saw that it did be a natural sorrow for her father, and for the dead Peoples of the Lesser Redoubt; that did be left for ever unto the desolation of Eternity. And so, because I did be wise to leave her be, she to be eased presently, and to wipe her eyes, quiet and secret, and mayhap to think that I did not perceive; and then to nestle unto me; and so to be the more Mine Own.
And once, while I was carrying the Maid, I noticed that she was crying a little, very quietly to herself; and I said nothing, because I understood it was a natural sorrow for her father and for the dead people of the Lesser Redoubt, who were left forever to the desolation of Eternity. So, since I was wise enough to give her space, she soon calmed down, wiped her eyes quietly and secretly, and maybe thought I didn’t notice; and then she nestled against me, becoming even more Mine Own.
And about the middle part of the second day, we came past the cave where I did sleep on the upward journey; and I to tell Naani, and she to look upward to the cave, and to wish that she might come a moment into it; only that it did be twenty good feet upward, and I to desire that she run no risk of her dear life, when that there did be no need.
And around the middle of the second day, we passed by the cave where I had slept on the way up. I mentioned it to Naani, and she looked up at the cave, wishing she could go inside for a moment. But it was twenty feet up, and I didn’t want her to risk her life when it wasn’t necessary.
And so to go onward; and odd whiles to see strange things a-lurk among the boulders; but none to come anigh to us; yet did I keep the Diskos very ready in my hand, as you shall think; and had mine eyes alway to look upon every side, and mine ears to be wary; and to use my spirit alway to mine aid.
And so we moved forward, sometimes seeing strange things hiding among the boulders, but nothing came close to us. Still, I kept the Diskos ready in my hand, as you can imagine, and I always looked around carefully while staying alert with my ears, using my wits to help me.
And surely, as we did come lower in the Gorge, the Maid was all a-wondered at the warmness that did grow, and something disturbed in the first, by the new thickness, as it did seem, of the air. And she to waste some of the water, because that it did fizz up so quick, even as I, until that she was come used to this newness. And all this to be very plain unto you.
And sure enough, as we went deeper into the Gorge, the Maid was amazed by the warmth that was rising, and she felt a bit uneasy at first because of the new heaviness of the air. She ended up spilling some of the water since it bubbled up so quickly, just like I did, until she got used to this change. And all of this should be very clear to you.
And in the end of every journey, we slept eight good hours in a safe place; and so to go onward again; and the Maid to grow very eager as I did tell her this thing and that of the Country that we did come downward unto.
And at the end of every journey, we slept for eight solid hours in a safe place; and then we moved on again; and the Maid became very eager as I told her this and that about the Country we had come down to.
And she askt me questions, time and oft, and much I told her, and she to think upon it with a growing wonder and desire, even as a gladsome child that hath never seen the sea, and doth be told that it shall presently be there. And this to be but to shadow the way that Naani did be; for truly she did be a very live and eager maid, in all things.
And she asked me questions, over and over, and I told her a lot, and she thought about it with increasing wonder and longing, just like a happy child who has never seen the ocean, being told that it will be there soon. This just reflects how Naani was; for she truly was a very lively and eager girl in every way.
And we to be still within the Gorge, and to go constant by the fire-holes and the fire-pits, and to see the flames leap upward in this place and that, so that the mighty walls of the Gorge would show very plain in an instant; and immediately to come the shadows again, and afterward the leaping of the flames. And so did it be forever. And oft the muttering of the fire-pits; and oft the utter quiet and the shadows.
And we stayed inside the Gorge, moving regularly by the fire-holes and the fire-pits, watching the flames shoot up here and there, making the massive walls of the Gorge clearly visible for a moment; then the shadows would come back, followed by the flickering flames. And it was like this all the time. There was often the low rumble of the fire-pits, and often complete silence with the shadows.
And this time and that there did be a snake to go by us, and the scuttling of the monster scorpions; and mayhap a moving in the shadows of the great boulders, that did tell me there went maybe some peculiar monster in that place; so that I did be very wary, and to have the Diskos alway ready.
And this time there was a snake that passed by us, along with the scurrying of the huge scorpions; and perhaps there was something moving in the shadows of the large boulders, which made me think that some strange creature might be in that place; so I stayed very alert and had the Diskos always ready.
And when the fourth day was come, I showed the Maid, in the sixth hour, the ledge that did be my first sleeping place, when that I was entered into the Gorge.
And when the fourth day arrived, I showed the Maid, at noon, the ledge that was my first sleeping spot when I first entered the Gorge.
Now presently, in the eleventh hour, after that we had gone five hours in a gloom, there did show afar off a shining; and I caught the Maid, and I pointed; and she also to perceive that it did be surely the shining of the light of that great Country that I did tell upon.
Now, at the last moment, after we had been in darkness for five hours, I saw a light in the distance; I grabbed the Maid’s attention and pointed, and she also realized that it was definitely the light from that great Country I had mentioned.
And immediately we did begin to run downward, and with sore stumblings in this place and that; but not to halt us; for we did be so mad as two children for the gladsome light.
And immediately we started to run down, stumbling painfully here and there; but we wouldn't stop; we were as excited as two kids for the happy light.
And we came down presently in the twelfth hour of that journey into the warm light and wonder of the Country of the Seas.
And we eventually arrived in the twelfth hour of that journey into the warm light and wonder of the Country of the Seas.
XIII
HOMEWARD BY THE SHORE
Now we came presently out of that sad and dreary place that did go inward of the great mountains, and which I have named the Upward Gorge; and we to halt soon between the feet of the mountains, beyond the mouth-part of the Gorge.
Now we soon came out of that sad and dreary place that went into the great mountains, which I have named the Upward Gorge; and we were to stop shortly between the feet of the mountains, beyond the opening of the Gorge.
And Naani alway to look every way about her, and to breathe very quick, and her eyes to be gone bright with wonder and the seeing of new things, and the coming of freedom from so great a dread.
And Naani was always looking around her, breathing rapidly, her eyes bright with wonder and seeing new things, and feeling the arrival of freedom from such great fear.
And she turned, now, and did look upward into the dark of the Gorge, and to spy upon the great mouth thereof, and to be feared then, and must run a greater way downward into the lightness of the Country of the Seas; and to come once more to pause, and to look backward, and with an awe and a relieved soul; and so again to the wonder of the spreaded Country and the great Sea; and did near to laugh and cry in the same moment, with the amazement and gladness and great astonishment that did be upon her. And she to turn constant this way and that, and to be never ceased of looking, and of deep breathings of the wide air; for never in that life had she been in a broad place of light, as you shall have perceived.
And she turned and looked up into the darkness of the Gorge, trying to see its enormous opening, feeling afraid and needing to run further down into the light of the Country of the Seas. She paused again to look back, feeling a mix of awe and relief. Then she looked again at the vast land and the great Sea, nearly laughing and crying at the same time, overwhelmed with amazement and joy. She kept turning this way and that, unable to stop looking, taking in deep breaths of the open air; for never in her life had she been in such a bright, open place, as you can imagine.
And we to feel, both, that there did be no more need to talk husht, as we did alway in the gloom and narrow dark of the gorge. And surely she to shout, as a child that doth try an echo; and her voice to go very pretty into the distance, and to be lost afar off in that Country.
And we both felt that there was no longer a need to speak quietly as we always did in the dark, narrow gorge. And surely she shouted, like a child trying to hear an echo; her voice carried beautifully into the distance and was lost far away in that Country.
And lo! in a moment, an echo to come out of the dark mountains to our backs; so that we lookt round very sudden; but whether the echo did be truly an echo, or some strangeness, or some unnatural call to come downward out of the gloom and horror of the Gorge, we did be all unsure; and indeed must run downward a while more, until that we did be all breathed, and to halt presently where we did feel to be utter free of the Gorge and of the strangeness that did seem to our minds, in that moment, to lie upward in the darkness of the great mountains.
Suddenly, we heard an echo coming from the dark mountains behind us, which made us look around quickly. We couldn't tell if the echo was really just an echo, something strange, or an unnatural call coming from the gloom and horror of the Gorge. We were all unsure, and we had to run down a bit further until we caught our breath and stopped where we felt completely free from the Gorge and the odd feelings that seemed to be hovering in the darkness of the towering mountains.
And surely we did took about for a flat rock to be for our use, and we came presently to a place nice to our purpose, that did be yet upward over the Land; and we climbed up on to the rock and sat thereon to have our food and drink.
And of course we looked around for a flat rock to use, and soon found a nice spot that was up high over the land. We climbed onto the rock and sat there to eat and drink.
And as we eat and drank, we did sit very close and happy; but yet to have a wise looking about anigh to us, so that we be caught by no danger of the Humpt Men, or by any other danger that might be.
And as we ate and drank, we sat very close and happy; but we also had to keep a watchful eye nearby, so that we wouldn't be caught by any danger from the Humpt Men, or by any other threats that might arise.
And alway, the Maid did question, and did stare afar over the Country, and to have a shining wonder and joy of the sea, and to be stirred in all her being, so that she was pained with vague and sudden memories, that did be as strange dreams, and all mixt with pleasure and pain. And, indeed, she sudden to weeping, and to need that she be in mine arms, until that she know herself once again; and so to her dear natural joy and way.
And always, the Maid asked questions and gazed out over the countryside, feeling a glowing sense of wonder and joy from the sea. She was stirred deep inside, experiencing vague and sudden memories that felt like strange dreams, mixed with pleasure and pain. And, indeed, she suddenly started crying and needed to be in my arms until she found herself again; and then she returned to her beloved natural joy and way.
And oft did Mine Own speak upon the clear wonder of the air, as it did seem to her; and to me it did seem likewise, that had lived my life also in a Dark Land, as you do know.
And often did my love talk about the amazing beauty of the air, as it seemed to her; and to me, it seemed the same, having lived my life in a dark place, as you know.
And she to break sudden from her rapture, and to set back her speech an Eternity with vague words, and memories so olden and englamoured that they did be as moonlight that once hath shone. And in a moment she to be forward again into that far future time and speech, and all her being to be close unto me, and oft in a solemn silence of the heart.
And she suddenly broke from her joy, pausing her speech for what felt like an eternity, filled with vague words and memories so distant and enchanted that they were like moonlight that once shone. In an instant, she returned to that far-off time and conversation, her entire essence close to me, often in a solemn silence of the heart.
And the greatness of the sea to call unto her with an olden voice, and to half waken her; and I with her to be thus half-wakened, yet had I been not thus as I did come mine outward way; but truly I did stir to the stirring of the Maid, and all mine olden thoughts that did be my memory-dreams, to come afresh upon my spirit.
And the greatness of the sea called to her with an ancient voice, waking her partially, and I too was half-awake with her. I wasn’t the same as I had been before; instead, I felt stirred by the Maid's influence, and all my old thoughts, which were like memories in a dream, resurfaced in my mind.
And so we two to sit there all shaken with dreamings that did concern happenings of the olden world that did lie upward in that dreadful night which made a mighty and deeply roof over that Country. And surely I am dumb, in that I have no speech to make known to you all the troublings and stirrings of our spirits that we did know in that moment.
And so we sat there, both shaken by dreams that related to events from the old world, which lay above us in that terrible night that created a heavy and deep cover over that land. And surely I am at a loss for words, as I can't express to you all the worries and stirrings of our souls that we felt in that moment.
And far off, by miles, beyond the feet of the mountain, where went the shore of the sea, upon our left, there was a great mist and steam; and this to be that mist and steam that I did come through on mine outward way; and Naani to ask concerning it, and I to tell her so much as I knew, and how that we must indeed come presently through it, upon our journey.
And far away, miles away, beyond the base of the mountain, where the shoreline met the sea on our left, there was a thick mist and steam. This was the same mist and steam that I had passed through on my way out. Naani asked about it, and I told her what I knew, explaining that we would have to go through it again on our journey.
And she to be in wonder of the volcanoes that did burn in the sea, and in this place and that of the wide Country, and the height and grandness to exalt her, and in the same time to give her a strange humbleness of her mind; so that presently I did take her into mine arms, for I must kiss her, because that she did be so utter a sweet maiden, and lovely with interest and naturalness. And truly she to kiss me in turn; and to make her questionings between her kissings; and this to be because she did yearn for a greater knowing of the Country; but also, as I do half to think, because she did be sweetly impudent unto me; and this to be of her joy.
And she was fascinated by the volcanoes that were burning in the sea, and by this place and that across the vast land, and the height and grandeur that lifted her spirits while also making her feel oddly humble. So I took her in my arms because I needed to kiss her, since she was such a wonderfully sweet girl, and naturally lovely. And truly, she kissed me back and asked me questions between kisses, not only because she wanted to know more about the land, but also, I half-suspected, because she was playfully bold with me, and that delighted her.
And presently, she to kiss me thrice very passionate and warm upon the mouth; and immediately to take my shoulders, with her small hands, that did seem so pretty upon my broadness and upon the metal of the armour. And she to strive thus that she shake me to a speedier answering; and she, all that while, to be full of a dear naughtiness, and to need that she be kist very hard.
And right then, she kissed me three times, very passionately and warmly on the lips; and immediately took my shoulders with her small hands, which looked so cute against my broadness and the metal of the armor. She tried to shake me into responding faster, and all the while, she was full of a charming mischief, wanting me to kiss her really hard.
And I to answer her; but after mine own fashion which did be a word between each kiss that I gave to her. And she very quick and naughty to put her hand between our lips; and I then to kiss the palm, that did be in my way, and did be very small and pretty. And she, when I had no thought, to open her fingers very quick, and kiss me through between the fingers, and immediately to shut the fingers, so that I did be stopt from the same.
And I answered her in my own way, which was to give her a kiss after every word I spoke. She was playful and quick to put her hand between our lips, so I kissed her palm, which was very small and pretty. Then, when I wasn't paying attention, she quickly opened her fingers and kissed me through them, only to immediately close her fingers, blocking me from kissing her again.
And afterward, I made her to stand upon the rock, and I set free her hair over her shoulders; and I took then the boots from her, so that her little feet did show bare and pretty. And she, at the first, half to refuse me; but afterward to stand very dear and obedient that I should have my way with her; and to be a little shy, and the more pretty because of her sweet blushings.
And later, I had her stand on the rock, letting her hair fall over her shoulders. I then took off her boots, so her little feet were bare and cute. At first, she hesitated a bit, but then she stood very close and obedient, allowing me to have my way with her, and she was a little shy, which made her even more beautiful with her sweet blushes.
And surely, when that I had her to my likings, I stept back a little pace, and lookt at her. And she to look again at me, very quaint and naughty; and then to turn her about, very grave; and to make pretend that she did be a dummy figure. And, surely, when she did be come right round, and to face me again, and had a very sedate look, she stretched out her pretty foot, all in a moment, and put her pink toes sudden upon my lips; and I to be so in surprise, that I had not wit to do aught, ere she had them back swift from me. And she then to make one glad spring into mine arms, and to want that she be hugged, and to be loved very great. And I to laugh, all tender; for I loved her so utter, as you do know; and I to tell her, as you sure likewise to have told your maid, that I wanted a pocket sufficient, that I might have her therein alway anigh to my heart; and this thing I to say to her, as a man that doth love, shall say it; and you to know the way of it so well as I. And she to laugh very mischievous, and to tell me that she should truly tickle me, if that I carried her thatwise; aye and to pinch me, too. And I to have no answer, save that I shake her, very gentle, but indeed she to kiss me very naughty on the mouth, in the midst of my shaking; and truly, what shall a man do with such an one.
And surely, when I had her just how I liked, I took a step back and looked at her. She looked back at me, playful and a bit cheeky; then she turned around, serious, pretending to be a statue. When she finally faced me again with a composed expression, she suddenly stretched out her pretty foot and placed her pink toes right on my lips. I was so surprised that I didn’t know how to react before she quickly pulled them away. Then she made a playful jump into my arms, wanting to be hugged and loved a lot. I laughed, feeling tender, because I loved her completely, as you know; and I told her, just like you would tell your girlfriend, that I wanted a pocket big enough to keep her close to my heart always. I said this like a man in love would, and you know exactly how that is. She laughed mischievously and told me she would surely tickle me if I carried her that way; and maybe pinch me, too. I had no response except to shake her gently, but she kissed me playfully on the mouth in the middle of it, and truly, what can a man do with someone like that?
And she then to want to be more sedate and to be set down upon the rock; and she to make me to turn around, so that she should come at the pouch, which did be upon my back.
And she wanted to be more calm and sit down on the rock; and she made me turn around so she could get to the pouch that was on my back.
And she gat thence the comb that was a fitment, and did comb her pretty hair, and I to sit and talk with her, and to jest, with a heart that did be so light as it had not been for a great while; for though I did dread the Humpt Men and the monstrous animals of the Country of Seas, I had not any abiding horror of aught that I had seen in that Country; for there seemed a naturalness in all things, so that I did have no loathing; neither any fear of an Evil Force.
And she took the comb that was a decorative piece and started to comb her beautiful hair, while I sat and talked with her, joking around, with a heart that felt as light as it hadn’t in a long time. Even though I was afraid of the Hump Men and the monstrous creatures from the Country of Seas, I didn’t have any lasting fear of anything I had encountered there. Everything felt so natural that I didn’t feel any disgust or fear of an Evil Force.
And presently, when that the Maid had combed her hair, she to bind it upon her head; but I to ask that she leave it upon her shoulders, because that it did be so pretty; and she to smile at me, and to be happy to my pleasuring.
And just then, when the Maid had brushed her hair, she was about to tie it up on her head; but I asked her to leave it down on her shoulders because it looked so pretty. She smiled at me and was happy to please me.
Now we did be truly sedate, and to set our gear together; and I to put the boots upon the Maid; and afterward we to begin again to journey downward into the Country of the Seas.
Now we were really calm and ready, so I put the boots on the Maid, and then we started our journey down into the Country of the Seas again.
And we went at a good pace; but not to bring us to any great weariness; for it was mine intent that we rest for our slumber upon this side of the place where did be the steam of the boilings, that was anigh to the shore of the sea, as you shall mind.
And we moved at a steady pace, but not so fast that we became really tired; I intended for us to rest for the night on this side of where the bubbling steam was, which was close to the shore of the sea, as you will remember.
And we at this time to be passing along the feet of the mountains, unto the place of the steam; and to go thiswise for six good hours, and still to be a great hour off that part; for we went not so fierce as did be the speed of mine outward way, which was utter strong, as you do mind, that have gone with me in all my journey.
And right now, we're making our way along the base of the mountains, heading towards the steam. We're going this way for a solid six hours, and we're still a good hour away from that spot. We didn't travel as fast as I did on my way out, which was really intense, as you remember from being with me on my whole journey.
And so, when we had walkt six hours, we did be gone something beyond the eighteenth hour of that day's journeying; and to be very ready to our slumber.
And so, after walking for six hours, it was already past the eighteenth hour of that day’s journey, and we were very ready for sleep.
Now, presently we found a tall rock, very hard to climb, that had a flat top so great as may be twice my length everyways; and this to be very good to our purpose. And when we were come safe to the top, we to eat and drink, and presently to sleep, and to have the cloak under us, as did be the will of the Maid; for the Country did be utter warm and nice, so that we had no occasion for covering.
Now, we found a tall rock that was really hard to climb, but it had a flat top that was about twice my length in every direction, which was perfect for our needs. Once we reached the top, we ate and drank, then immediately went to sleep, using the cloak underneath us, as the Maid wanted; the weather was really warm and pleasant, so we didn't need any extra covering.
And surely, we waked, both of us when that we had slept seven good hours; and we sat upward, and lookt newly each at the other; and to be as that we did each see the other anew in that good light, and to have a fresh joy each in the look of the other. And she to come into mine arms, and to kiss and to need that she be kist; and truly, we both to have our need; but yet to be something the more hungry of the other, for the having.
And surely, we both woke up after sleeping for seven solid hours; we sat up and looked at each other, seeing one another in a new light and finding fresh joy in each other's appearance. She came into my arms, wanting to kiss me and needing to be kissed; and truly, we both had that need, but we were a bit more hungry for each other’s presence.
And Mine Own then to make our breakfast; and the water to fizz very strong and surprising; and we to eat and drink, and to be utter happy each with the other, and to talk on this thing and that, and the Maid to look about, as we eat; and she to look afar off at the wonders and the newness of the Country to her knowledge; but I to look near, lest there be any danger that might be anigh.
And I proceeded to make our breakfast; and the water fizzed quite strongly and unexpectedly; and we ate and drank, feeling completely happy with each other, chatting about various things, while the Maid looked around as we ate; she gazed into the distance at the wonders and the unfamiliarity of the land she was discovering; but I looked closer to watch for any potential danger nearby.
And in a while, Mine Own to draw my gaze to the Mountains that the Gorge came through. And, in verity, now that I did look in ease, I to see with her how that they did be truly monstrous, even as a monstrous wall that did go upward for ever until that they were gone out of the light of that Country, into the dark night of the deathly Upper World, that did be lost an eternity. And I to mind that I had some vague thoughts thiswise, on the outward way; but now I to have ease, and the Maid to speak with, and so to perceive odd matters the more. And I to tell you this little thing, so that you shall perceive the way that restfulness did be upon me, by compare with the Outward Going.
And after a while, my love pointed my gaze to the mountains that the gorge flowed through. And, honestly, now that I looked comfortably, I could see with her how they were truly monumental, like a huge wall that rose endlessly until they disappeared from the light of that land, into the dark night of the lifeless Upper World, which felt lost for eternity. I remembered that I had some vague thoughts like this on the way out; but now I was at ease, talking to the girl, and I began to notice strange things more clearly. I mention this little detail so that you can understand how restful I felt compared to the journey outward.
And, truly, we had no great speed with our talk and with our eating; but in the end did make somewhat to hurry, because that we did be conscious that we leaned to slackness. And indeed, we came down then pretty speedy from the rock where we did sleep; and had forward to our way at a good pace.
And honestly, we weren't in much of a rush with our conversation or our meals; but eventually, we did make an effort to speed things up since we realized we were being sluggish. So, we quickly got down from the rock where we had slept and continued on our way at a good pace.
And when we had gone a while, we to begin to hear the far hissing of the steam and the noise of the upward burstings of waters that did boil; and the sound to be very strange; but I to have heard it before, as you do know; so that it to trouble me the less than the Maid. And I to assure her; and she to come nigh to me, and thiswise we to enter presently into the steam.
And after we had walked for a while, we started to hear the distant hissing of steam and the noise of bubbling water; the sound was very unusual, but since I had heard it before, it didn’t bother me as much as it did the Girl. I reassured her, and she came close to me, and in this way, we soon walked into the steam.
And we went then for more than three hours; and I had the Maid to my back, that I should be the first; and this I did, that she have no danger to walk into a boiling pool in the mazingness of the steam, which was everywhere. And I to be something guided in my path by the shore of the sea which did be unto our left alway; only that we could see neither the sea nor otherwise, except that we go so close that we near into the water.
And we walked for more than three hours; I had the Maid behind me, wanting me to be in front. I did this so she wouldn’t accidentally step into a boiling pool amidst the steam that surrounded us. I tried to stay close to the shore of the sea, which was always on our left; we couldn’t see the sea or anything else, except when we got close enough to the water.
And, truly, the sea to seem to boil in parts, and there to be hot pools in all places; so that who should say with ease whether we did go by one of the great hot pools or by the true sea. And this, our constant puzzle, shall be likewise to you; and you to perceive how that we did go utter wary.
And really, it seemed like the sea was boiling in some spots, with hot pools everywhere; it was hard to tell if we were passing by one of the big hot pools or the actual sea. This confusing situation will be a puzzle for you too; you'll notice how we traveled very cautiously.
And about us from every part there did come the strange burstings and shriekings and whistlings of the boil of the waters breaking upward from the deep world. And odd whiles the sounds to be as of great monsters; and the earth to shake under us; and other-whiles there to be a hush and only the steam about us, and somewhere in the distance and uncertainness a low piping of some steam cranny, very strange and lonesome-sounding.
And from every direction, we heard the strange bursts, screams, and whistles of the water boiling up from the depths of the earth. Sometimes the sounds felt like enormous monsters, making the ground shake beneath us. Other times, there was silence, just the steam surrounding us, and in the distance, we could hear a faint, eerie piping from some steam vent, which felt very odd and lonely.
And when it did be somewheres nigh upon the fourth hour, we came out of the thick steam; and the pipings and the roarings to be to our rearward; and soon the steam to be gone thin, as but a mist, and the noises to be very far-seeming; and presently we to be come clear out into the air of that Country.
And when it was close to four o'clock, we emerged from the thick steam, and the sounds behind us faded away. Soon the steam turned thin, like a mist, and the noises felt distant. Eventually, we stepped out into the fresh air of that place.
And the Maid now to perceive the trees, which did be in great forests unto our right hand, while that the shore of the sea did go alway upon our left. And she to be utter in wonder of the trees; and to need that she pluck branches, and smell of them and look at each leaf; and so to be all stirred; for never in that life did she to have seen such a matter as those great trees did be; but yet to be all stirred by vague memories that did seem no more than dreams. And you to think but a moment, and to perceive how the thing did be with her; and you to have been likewise stirred, if that you did be so strangely waked in a corner part of the heart; though but a little matter to wake you.
And the Maid now noticed the trees, which were in large forests on our right side, while the shoreline of the sea stretched on our left. She was completely in awe of the trees, wanting to pick branches, smell them, and examine each leaf; she was so moved because she had never seen anything like those gigantic trees in her life. Yet, she was also stirred by vague memories that felt like mere dreams. And you thought for just a moment and realized how it was for her; you would have felt similarly stirred if something so unexpected had awakened a hidden part of your heart, even if it was just a small thing that did it.
Now when the sixth hour did be full come, we made a halt in a wise place, and had there our tablets and the water; and afterward, the Maid bid me that I take her unto a warm pool that did be near by, and to ask that I turn from her, but yet to be anigh for her Protector, as I did be ever.
Now when the sixth hour came, we stopped in a suitable place where we had our tablets and the water. Afterward, the Maid asked me to take her to a nearby warm pool and to turn away from her, but still to stay close by for her protection, just as I always did.
And so she to wash and to make herself happy with a sweet cleanness that did be proper to her; and afterward, when she did be done, she to act watch whilst I to mine; and to help me in all matters, that she was able; and truly, I to be happy indeed that she did so have delight to attend upon me and to treat me mother-wise; yet truly with her maid-heart not all hid, as you have perceived, this time and that.
And so she washed herself to enjoy a pleasant cleanliness that suited her; and afterward, when she was done, she kept watch while I did my part, helping me in every way she could. I was indeed very happy that she took such joy in looking after me and treating me like a mother would; yet, truly, with her maid’s heart not entirely hidden, as you have noticed from time to time.
And surely thus did we go alway in these matters; and oft that I have not space to have told; and oft that you shall remember, if that I do be too full of other happenings to give heed to tell upon.
And that's how we always handled these things; there are times I haven't had the space to share everything, and you'll often remember if I'm too caught up in other events to pay attention to it all.
And afterward we to our journeying again; and to talk upon this thing and that thing; and I to be watchful as we talked, and to tell the Maid that she keep her eyes wary, but yet not to be of unease.
And then we continued our journey, talking about this and that. I remained alert as we chatted and told the Maid to stay vigilant, but not to worry.
And when we did go thiswise for seven good hours, we were come nigh opposed to the bright-burning fire-hill that did be offward in the sea, and had made me a warm light in that time when I did sleep in the tree, as you do remember. And truly, as I shall here mind you, we did be past seven hours coming to this place, from the part where the steam did be; yet had I gone that space upon the outward way at a speed that was greater; but truly I might not set so great a pace to the Maid, save, mayhap, odd whiles; and this thing I beg that you have alway in your mind, and so to understand why that we did be oft long upon this part of the journey and that, by compare with mine outward going.
And when we traveled like this for a solid seven hours, we got almost to the bright, burning fire-hill that was out in the sea, which had given me a warm light back when I slept in the tree, as you might remember. And honestly, as I want to remind you, it took us more than seven hours to reach this place from where the steam was; yet I had covered that distance going out at a faster pace. But I couldn’t maintain such a fast speed for the Maid, except, perhaps, for brief moments. I ask that you always keep this in mind, so you can understand why we spent a long time on this part of the journey compared to my earlier trip out.
And, in verity, I had set off our hour for food, because that I saw we
did come nigh to the place where the tree did be; and I to know that the
Maid should like to eat and drink anigh to that place, and to know that
I did sleep there.
And, in truth, I had planned our time for food because I saw we were close to the place where the tree was; and I knew that the Maid would like to eat and drink near that spot, and to know that I had slept there.
And surely I took her to the tree, and when that I told her, she to beg me that I indulge her and that we go upward to that branch where I did sleep, and there to eat our tablets.
And I definitely took her to the tree, and when I told her, she begged me to let her and to go up to the branch where I used to sleep, and there to eat our snacks.
And I to be willing, and to enter into her wishing; for, indeed, there was no danger in the climb, and I to go alway below her, so that I could be surety for her safeness. And we came up to the great branch; and she to make how we should sit, and I to have to show just where I did lie, and she to look very close, and to see that my weight had surely marked the hardness of the armour upon the bark; and she then to be upon that branch alone, as she did eat and drink; and to look outward at the light from the fire-hill, and to be very husht, and to think, and I not to disturb her with speech.
And I was willing to go along with her wishes because, really, there was no danger in the climb, and I would always stay below her to ensure her safety. We reached the big branch, and she figured out how we should sit. I had to show her exactly where I lay, and she looked closely to see that my weight had left a mark on the bark of the branch. Then she sat there alone, eating and drinking, gazing out at the light from the fire-hill, being very quiet, lost in thought, while I didn't interrupt her with words.
And when she did be done, she gat from the branch, and kist the place where I did lie; and lo! in a moment a thought came into her, and she drew her knife, and cut out a piece of the bark, and put it into her breast to be for a keepsake; and so to seem somewise contented.
And when she was finished, she got off the branch and kissed the spot where I had been lying; and suddenly, an idea came to her. She pulled out her knife, cut a piece of the bark, and put it in her chest as a keepsake, trying to appear somewhat content.
And truly, I told her about the great beast, when we were come down again to the earth; and she to cry out and to show me that there did be yet the mark where the belly of the monstrous beast did brush upon the earth, as it ran, and moreover the broken places of the foot-marks; and she by this to see how great a beast it did be; but yet did it be a little thing beside the Slug; only that it did be a thing of horn and hardness of skin, as you have perceived.
And honestly, I told her about the huge beast when we came back down to the ground; and she screamed and pointed out that there was still a mark where the belly of the monstrous beast had touched the earth as it ran, along with the broken places of the footprints; and by this, she could see how big the beast was; but it was still small compared to the Slug; except that it had horns and tough skin, as you have noticed.
And truly, I do mind how that the observings of the Maid did bring very keen to me how that there had past but seventeen days since that I did go onward from this place; and this to seem very strange and scarce credible unto me; for I had thought it, somewise, as a great time; and truly this to be because it was so marked by stress of the mind and great happenings; and you to agree in this thing. But yet, also, we shall truly mind that those times that I have called days, did hold oft the hours of two days, and mayhap three, as you do remember. Now we went onward then to our journeying; and I to make to carry the Maid, as ever, after that she had walked twelve hours, though she did walk thirteen hours this time as you have seen. And she to say that she go now upon her own feet through the next six hours, and so to ease me from the labour that did be needful to carry her.
And honestly, I do care how the Maid’s observations made me very aware that only seventeen days had passed since I left this place; this seemed very strange and hard to believe because I thought it had been a long time. This feeling was mainly due to the stress of my mind and significant events, and you would agree with this. But we must remember that the times I called days often actually held the hours of two or even three days, as you recall. Now we continued on our journey, and I intended to carry the Maid, as usual, after she had walked for twelve hours, though this time she walked for thirteen hours, as you've seen. She then said that she would walk on her own for the next six hours to ease me from the effort of carrying her.
But I to know how that she did be like to be all gone of her strength thiswise, in but a day or two, and we to make the better speed, if that I keep to my way, and to have her to walk twelve hours of every journey, and afterward to come into mine arms; for, truly, she did be bred less hardy than I, as you shall think from all that I have told concerning the Peoples of the Lesser Pyramid; and moreover she was yet something weakened, as I did think, by the dreadful month of her lonesomeness and escapings, before that I was come to succour her.
But I know how she would soon lose her strength like this, in just a day or two, and we would make better progress if I kept to my plan of having her walk twelve hours every journey, and then come into my arms afterward; because, truly, she was not as tough as I, as you can tell from everything I’ve shared about the People of the Lesser Pyramid. Moreover, I believed she was still somewhat weakened by the terrible month of her loneliness and escapes before I arrived to help her.
And truly, as I did carry her, the Maid did make remark of her wonderment concerning me, in that I did be so hard of my body and set in the determination of my mind. And, in verity, I did be exceeding strong and of great hardness of body; and mayhap my will did be somewhat this way also, else do I think I had never borne to come unto Mine Own through so much desolation. And I to smile very happy upon her; for I did love that I was so strong, and very truly in delight that Mine Own Maid did take gladness in this thing. And you to mind how you did be also in the love-days; and so to have nice understanding of my naturalness and human pride.
And really, as I carried her, the Maid commented on her surprise about me, noting how strong I was physically and determined in my mind. And honestly, I was incredibly strong and tough; maybe my will was a bit like that too, otherwise I don’t think I could have endured so much hardship to reach Mine Own. I smiled happily at her because I loved being strong, and I was genuinely pleased that Mine Own Maid took joy in that. And you remember how you felt during your love days; so you understand my natural instincts and human pride.
And surely the Maid did nestle unto me, as she did talk; even, somewise, as a Child shall come nigh to the Mother, but yet also as a Maid doth love to be nigh unto her Man, if that she doth truly love. And I to lift her more nigh to my lips; but she to refuse to kiss me, and to be a Sweet Impertinence that did lie in mine arms; yet when I did make to lower her again to the way that had her easy to carry, she to slip her pretty face very snug under my chin, and to kiss me there, after her own fashion; and afterward to be willing that she be as usual into mine arms.
And surely the Maid cuddled up to me as she spoke; almost like a child coming close to her mother, but also like a girl who enjoys being close to her man if she truly loves him. I tried to bring her closer to my lips, but she refused to kiss me and instead acted like a sweet tease as she lay in my arms. Yet when I attempted to lower her back to a position that was easier to hold, she tucked her pretty face snugly under my chin and kissed me there in her own way; afterward, she was happy to settle back into my arms as usual.
Now, as I set the Maid again comfortable, it seemed to me that she was something tender; and sudden it came to me that mayhap the armour to be very hard and painful unto her; and I to ask this thing of her, in a moment; and she to see that I would not be put off; and so to tell me. And, truly, I was utter angered with myself; and somewise also with her, in that she did not waken mine unthinkingness to this thing.
Now, as I made the Maid comfortable again, it struck me that she might be feeling delicate; and suddenly it occurred to me that the armor could be really tough and uncomfortable for her; so I decided to ask her about it right away, and she could see that I wasn't going to back down. And honestly, I was really angry with myself; and in a way, I was also frustrated with her for not making me aware of this before.
And I set her instant to the earth, and made her to bare her shoulders to me; and truly they did be much bruised where that she had lain so oft in mine arms, against the hardness of mine armour.
And I placed her gently on the ground and had her bare her shoulders to me; and indeed, they were quite bruised from where she had often rested in my arms against the hardness of my armor.
And I to be so angered that I near shook her, and she to see how I did be, and that she did be nigh to be shaken, because that I was grown so angry that she should let herself come to this foolish hurt, that yet I did know was very dear unto her secret heart. And, in truth, she put up her lips to me, very sudden, and with a strange naughtiness, that she have her own way with me to tempt me from mine anger, that yet she did half to like. And, in verity, I near slapt her then upon her pretty shoulders, but that she ceased from her tempting of me; and instead she turned her shoulders to me, even as a child, that I button her garment for her.
I was so angry that I almost shook her, and she could see how upset I was, which made her feel like she was about to be shaken too, because I was furious that she had let herself get into this foolish situation that I knew meant a lot to her deep down. And really, she suddenly leaned in to kiss me, with a playful mischief, trying to charm me out of my anger, even though I could tell she liked it a bit too. Honestly, I almost slapped her on her lovely shoulders, but then she stopped tempting me; instead, she turned away from me like a child wanting me to button her dress for her.
And surely, when I had buttoned her garment, she came round unto me, and closed her hand, so that it did be a little fist, even as I did love her to do, because that it was so small beside my great hand.
And sure enough, after I fastened her outfit, she turned to me and closed her hand into a little fist, just as I loved her to do, because it looked so small next to my big hand.
And she slipt her shut hand into mine; and surely I let it stay within, very quiet, and made not to close upon it, as I did wont. And the Maid did move her hand around in mine, that she make me to take notice upon her, and to grasp her little fist. Yet I did be very stern, for I was truly angered; and neither did I put her hand from mine, nor made to hold it; but only to let it bide; yet, truly, I to be something stirred in the heart-part by her pretty ways.
And she slipped her small hand into mine; and I let it stay there, very still, and didn’t close my hand around it like I usually did. The girl moved her hand around in mine to catch my attention and to get me to hold her tiny fist. But I was very serious because I was genuinely angry; I didn’t pull her hand away, nor did I hold it; I just let it rest there. Still, I have to admit, her sweet gestures stirred something in my heart.
And in a little while, she took her hand from out of mine, and did have daring to be cold unto me. And mine anger then to be quaintly renewed, and to think that she did well need to be whipt. And she made a naughty and foolish impudence upon that which I said to her; so that presently I did say that she did need such as should make her to heed her manners; but yet, as you shall conceive, I to know inwardly all that time how that even this true naughtiness did not stir me to proper anger; but more that it made me masterful and to lack not that I make her to know truly that I did be her Master; and in the same time to be strangely touched in a very deep and secret place of my heart. And truly love doth have strange actings upon the heart.
And after a little while, she took her hand away from mine and dared to be cold towards me. My anger was oddly reignited, and I thought she really needed a good reprimanding. She responded with a cheeky and foolish attitude to what I said; so I mentioned that she needed something to make her pay attention to her manners. But, as you can imagine, I knew deep down all along that even this genuine naughtiness didn’t provoke me to real anger; instead, it made me feel dominant and determined to let her know that I was her Master. At the same time, I felt unexpectedly touched in a very deep and secret part of my heart. And truly, love has strange effects on the heart.
And the Maid to ask me in a very saucy fashion that did be intentioned to anger me, what I did mean that she to need. And truly I said that she did go the way to earn that she be flogged like any boy, and I to mean actual all that I did say, which doth something amaze me now; but, as I do know, I yet to be constant stirred inwardly by her beloved quaintness that did be alway so dainty, even when that she did mean her naughtiness to be truly to anger me.
And the maid asked me in a very cheeky way that was meant to provoke me, what I meant by her needing something. Honestly, I said that she was asking for a whipping just like any boy, and I truly meant every word, which amazes me now; but, as I know, I still feel deeply moved by her charming uniqueness that was always so delicate, even when she intended her mischief to genuinely upset me.
And lo! when I told the Maid this thing, that she did well go to earn a sharp reproof, she turned in a quick instant, and came close to me, all tender and small and to need to be nigh to me. And she slipt both her closed hands into the one of mine, and truly they did be little fists. And because I could be no more stern with Mine Own, I put mine arm about her, and she did nestle to me, so that all my being did want to be a shield about her.
And when I told the girl what she did deserved a sharp rebuke, she quickly turned to me, looking all tender and small, needing to be close. She slipped both her tiny fists into one of my hands. Unable to be stern with my own, I wrapped my arm around her, and she nestled against me, making me want to be a shield around her.
And she to hark very quiet and humble to my counsellings; and in the end did be so strangely husht that I lookt down to where her pretty face did be hid against mine armour, as she did love to do, when that I did be those odd whiles a little stern with her. And I held her face away from mine armour; and surely she did be smiling, very quiet and naughty; so that I perceived that she did be good only for that time, and did be like to show again this wrongful and impudent spirit. Yet I not then to be in trouble of the future; but to hope only that I do wisely, if that she show again this waywardness. And, truly, I to perceive now that I did be very young; but, anywise, as you do know, I to act alway from the natural telling of my heart.
And she listened very quietly and humbly to my advice; and in the end, she became so strangely silent that I looked down to where her pretty face was hidden against my armor, as she liked to do whenever I was a bit stern with her. I held her face away from my armor; and she was definitely smiling, very quietly and playfully, so I realized that she was only being good for that moment, and would likely show that stubborn and cheeky side again. Yet I wasn't worried about the future; I only hoped that I would handle it wisely if she did show that attitude again. And, honestly, I now see that I was very young; but, as you know, I always acted based on what my heart told me.
And I shook Naani a little, for this naughty spirit which did not be gone from her. For I perceived that my manhood had but stirred the woman in her to that strange quick humbleness that had seemed to be a quenching of her wayward unwisdom; and truly it had not been stilled, but only sunken for a little moment in the uprising of her dear nature, which had responded unto me.
And I shook Naani gently, because that mischievous spirit had not left her. I realized that my masculinity had only stirred the woman in her to a strange, sudden humility that seemed to quiet her stubbornness; and in truth, it hadn't been calmed, but rather just submerged for a brief moment in the rising of her sweet nature, which had responded to me.
And the Maid to look at me from under her lids, as I did shake her with gentleness; and I to know that Mine Own did be a wondrous maiden, full of all life and spirit, and to be held wisely and to be loosed wisely, all as did be for the best to bring out the uttermost of her goodness which did be in all her being, and to be very lovely; and to make me feel as that I did be a giant that held a white flower very tender; but I to feel also that I did be her Master. And this mayhap you to understand, if that you look into your hearts.
And the Maid looked at me from beneath her eyelashes as I gently shook her, and I realized that Mine Own was a remarkable young woman, full of life and spirit. She needed to be handled with care and also set free wisely, all for the best to reveal the fullness of her goodness that existed in her entire being, making her truly beautiful. It made me feel like a giant holding a delicate white flower with great tenderness; but I also felt that I was her Master. And perhaps you can understand this if you look into your hearts.
And by all my telling, you to know that I did be very dainty with Mine Own Maid that did be all of daintiness; but yet I to be masterful, as did be my nature, and a very proper way it did be with the Maid, so that she did be alway reasonable in the main; and this to come out of her love, which did have pleasure to know that I did be Master unto her, all in the same while that she did fight to show that I did be otherwise. And truly, and in part by this same showing, you shall perceive that her naughtiness to come likewise from her love, and the way that my nature did work upon her.
And from everything I’m saying, you should know that I was really gentle with my own maid, who was all about being delicate; but I was also assertive, as was my nature, and it worked out well with her, so she was always reasonable overall; this came from her love, which made her happy to know that I was in charge, even while she tried to show that I was not. And honestly, partly because of this very behavior, you will see that her mischief also came from her love and how my nature affected her.
Now I to shake the Maid very gentle, as I have said, and with much that did be of play, but in the same wise there to be also somewhat of tender reproof. And surely, that naughty maid to spring very light upon her toes, and had kist me sudden and dainty upon the mouth, before that I did wot.
Now I gently shook the girl, as I mentioned, and we played a bit, but at the same time, there was also some gentle reprimand. And surely, that mischievous girl sprang lightly onto her toes and suddenly and sweetly kissed me on the mouth before I even realized it.
And I to put mine arm about her, and to give her a little hug; and immediately then to matters that did be practical; for I was eager to have come across that stony part of the journey, that did be before us, as you do know, before that we look for a place for our slumber. And this eagerness of haste to be, because of the great bird things which I had seen to go bounding over that waste, when that I was upon mine outward way.
And I put my arm around her and gave her a quick hug; then I turned to practical matters because I was eager to get past that rocky part of the journey ahead of us, as you know, before we looked for a place to sleep. I was in such a hurry because of the huge birds I had seen soaring over that desolate area when I was on my way out.
And, surely, after that I had thought a little moment, I bid the Maid that she dress in her torn garments, so that these should be over the top of the armour-suit, and thiswise to make a soft thickness upon the top of the armour-suit, that should act for a cushion between mine armour and her dear body.
And, after thinking for a moment, I asked the Maid to wear her torn clothes over the armor, creating a soft layer between my armor and her body.
But indeed, the Maid would nowise to do this thing; and I not to make her, because that my heart perceived how it did be with her. And her reasons to be someways mixt, as doth be proper in all humans, and the more so when that it doth be a maid that hath reasons, as you to know, if that you have ever held such dear perverseness in your arms.
But really, the Maid didn't want to do this at all, and I wasn't going to force her because I could sense how she felt. Her reasons were somewhat complicated, which is normal for everyone, and especially so when it’s a woman with her own reasons. You would understand this if you've ever held such a stubbornness in your arms.
And she, as I could know, to be strangely in love that her gentle body be bruised by the hardness of mine armour; and if this might not be, she to be not wishful that she wear her torn clothing upon her neat suit and so to seem careless and to lack to be dainty in mine eyes; for, indeed, she did be alway to wash herself and to make tidiness; and she to have a way now that she did set the armour-suit upon her, that had it to seem different, and she to have set a little sprig from the trees upon her breast, and in her girdle, and so to seem the more of a maid; and surely a man doth know and love these things; but not alway to have full knowing how that they be done. And, indeed, you to be likewise with me in this thing. And we all to think we know, but somewise to be just a-lack when that it doth come to the proof.
And she, as I could tell, was strangely in love, even if her gentle body was bruised by the hardness of my armor; and if this could not be, she didn’t want to wear her torn clothes over her nice outfit just to seem careless and less delicate in my eyes. Indeed, she was always washing herself and keeping tidy. Now, she had a way of putting on the armor that made it look different, and she had placed a little sprig from a tree on her chest and in her belt, making her seem more like a maiden. And surely, a man knows and appreciates these things, even if he doesn’t always fully understand how they are done. And really, you’re just like me in this regard. We all think we know, but somehow we fall short when it comes to proving it.
And, in verity, the Maid to find a way that she be eased of the hardness of the armour; and I to have come to the same thing in the same moment; but truly I do think she had been able to think upon it a long while, if that she had been so desired.
And, indeed, the Maid was looking for a way to relieve herself of the discomfort of the armor; and I came to the same conclusion at the same time; but honestly, I believe she could have thought about it for a long time if she had really wanted to.
And truly, this was but that I fold the cloak very thick across mine arms and breast, and to take her then into the little nest that did be prepared.
And really, this was just so I could wrap the thick cloak tightly around my arms and chest, and then take her into the little nest that was prepared.
And, surely, now that the Maid might no more have her secret wish that she lie close against mine armour, she to be helpful, and to have the cloak folded so in a very quick while; and so to be into mine arms again; and we to be once more upon the journey, and she to nestle to me, as that she did hunger to be nigh to me; and she to talk with me, odd whiles, and odd whiles to be silent.
And now, since the Maid could no longer hope to lie close against my armor, I wanted her to be helpful and have the cloak folded quickly. Then, she could be back in my arms again, and we could continue our journey together, with her snuggling up to me as if she craved to be near. She would talk to me sometimes, and sometimes we would just enjoy the silence together.
And once, I to think that she wept a little; and to know that she did be like to think upon her father and her own Peoples; but she to have her face turned to me, so that I could but guess upon this thing; and she very soon to be husht again of this sorrow, and to lie content in mine arms.
And once, I thought she cried a little; and knowing that she did made me think about her father and her own people; but she had her face turned to me, so I could only guess about it; and she soon became quiet again from this sadness and lay content in my arms.
And once, when that I had carried her for three hours, she to ask me that I kiss her; and truly I did kiss her, very gentle and with reverence, because that my heart did understand the holiness that did be in her heart in that moment.
And once, after I had carried her for three hours, she asked me to kiss her; and I really did kiss her, very gently and with respect, because my heart understood the holiness that was in her heart at that moment.
And, surely, as I kist her, she to kiss me very tender; and I to know that some olden memory did be like to stir in her. And in a moment, she to take her lips from mine, where she had let them to nestle very light, and did whisper mine olden love-name; and I then to look at her, and her eyes to shine as the olden stars that did shine in the olden summers.
And, sure enough, as I kissed her, she kissed me back very gently, and I could tell that some old memory was stirring in her. In a moment, she pulled her lips away from mine, where she had let them rest lightly, and whispered my old love name; I then looked at her, and her eyes sparkled like the stars from the summers of the past.
And I to be too shaken even that I kiss her. But she to put her arms about my neck, and to look steadfast into mine eyes. And immediately, after that she had lookt awhile, and I to have ceased from walking, she to put her hands upon each side of my face, within the metal of mine head-gear, where the guards did come down at the sides; and she to kiss me very sober upon the lips; but yet to mean utter by that kiss. And I not to return the kiss; for I saw that it did not be her need.
And I was too shaken even to kiss her. But she wrapped her arms around my neck and looked steadily into my eyes. After looking for a while and as I stopped walking, she placed her hands on either side of my face, within the metal of my headgear, where the guards came down at the sides; then she kissed me softly on the lips, but that kiss meant everything. I didn’t return the kiss because I could tell she didn’t need me to.
Now, in the beginning of the fourth hour, as I did go with the Maid, I to see afar off one of the half-bird monsters, that I did see before upon this place where there did be naught save great stones and boulders for a great way that did be many miles.
Now, at the start of the fourth hour, as I was walking with the Maid, I spotted in the distance one of the half-bird creatures that I had seen before in this place where there was nothing but large stones and boulders for miles and miles.
And truly, I to hide very swift with the Maid, where two great boulders did come together; and surely the bird-creature to go past at no great way, and to go with a great bounding, that did be half of flight and half of leaping, as that it did be too weighty in the body to make to fly proper.
And really, I quickly hid with the girl where two big boulders came together; and indeed the bird-like creature passed by not too far, moving in a great bounding way that was half flying and half jumping, as if it were too heavy to fly properly.
And, indeed, I to have a sudden memory how that there did be a picture in some book that I did read in the Mighty Pyramid, where it did show such a bird-thing as this; and to make remark in the book that these things had been seen no more in the Night Land for a score thousand of years, or more; and to be extinct, as we do say.
And, indeed, I suddenly remember how there was a picture in a book I read in the Mighty Pyramid, showing a bird-like creature like this; and it noted in the book that these creatures hadn't been seen in the Night Land for thousands of years, or more; and were considered extinct, as we say.
But, indeed, now I do think that they did be come downward to that warm Country, a great while gone, and so to have new life and to breed through a great age, and this way to have set a pattern unto the Humans. And, in verity, it might be that in some age that did be far after that time, the Humans to find some way to journey from the Pyramid, and to build a new Refuge in that deep Country; and mayhap the Humans thiswise to have a new space of life, after that all the Night Land did be dead and lost in the bitter frost of Eternity. But this, indeed, to be no more than an odd thought; for how might any great multitude pass the Monsters; and I to ask that you take it for nothing of fact, but only as of my suppositions; and thiswise to come back again to happenings.
But honestly, I really think they came down to that warm country a long time ago to start a new life and reproduce over a long period, setting an example for humans. And truly, it might be that in some age far after that time, humans found a way to journey from the Pyramid and build a new refuge in that deep country; perhaps this way, humans could have a new space to live after the entire Night Land had died and been lost in the bitter frost of Eternity. But really, this is just a strange thought; how could a large group get past the Monsters? So I ask you to consider this as nothing more than my speculations and return to the events.
Now, when the bird-thing did be gone a long way off, I to go forward again with Mine Own, and to have a new care, and to look very swift and frequent everyway.
Now, when the bird-thing was far away, I moved forward again with Mine Own, feeling a new worry and looking around quickly and often in every direction.
And, truly, it did be as that the creatures did inhabit that part of the Country; for in an hour after that, I to see a good score. And, I to free the Diskos from my hip, and to have it ready in mine arms beside the Maid; and so to journey.
And, really, it was like that the creatures lived in that part of the country; because an hour later, I saw a good number of them. I freed the Diskos from my hip and held it ready in my arms beside the Maid; and so we traveled on.
And many times I to have to hide with Mine Own, and to crouch low among the rocks and the boulders; and this way to escape free of all for a great while.
And many times I had to hide with myself and crouch low among the rocks and boulders; and this way I escaped for a long time.
Yet, when that the fifth hour did be nigh gone, I heard a noise sudden to my back, as we did go over a clear space. And, in verity, there did be one of the monsters that came upward over certain rocks that were to my rearward; and surely it to have been stayed hid there, or resting, and to have heard us or to have smelled us; but anywise then to have knowledge of us, and to come with low and brutish heavy boundings, very lumbersome, after us.
Yet, as the fifth hour was almost over, I heard a sudden noise behind me as we crossed an open area. And indeed, one of the monsters appeared over some rocks behind me; it must have been hiding or resting there, having either heard us or smelled us. Regardless, it became aware of us and came lumbering after us with low, heavy bounds.
And I lookt everyway in a moment; but there was nowhere any shelter anigh. And the Maid to leap sudden from mine arms, that I be free with the Diskos; and I to look swift to her, and to see that she have her knife ready in her hand, that she might chance to aid me. But surely I might not fight in ease of mind, if that Mine Own did be needless in danger; and I caught her very quick by the waist, and set her upon the ground between my feet. And she to make half to refuse; but I to have no time for explaining, and to be sharp that I have her safe; so that I gave her a little shake that did sudden to make her feel the strength in me; and she then to be instant quiet in my hands, and to let me that I set her upon her face, and to cast the thick cloak above her; and in a moment to be stood over her, and to set down the visor of mine head-gear, lest that the bird-monster strike me in the face.
And I looked around quickly; but there was no shelter nearby. The Maid suddenly leaped from my arms so I could fight with the Diskos; I glanced at her and saw she had her knife ready in her hand to help me if needed. But I couldn’t fight calmly if my own was in danger, so I quickly grabbed her by the waist and set her down on the ground between my feet. She started to protest a bit, but I didn’t have time to explain and was determined to keep her safe, so I gave her a little shake to show her my strength. She then fell silent and let me place her face down, covering her with my thick cloak. In a moment, I stood over her and lowered the visor of my headgear, just in case the bird-monster tried to strike my face.
And surely, the bird-thing did be scarce an hundred good paces off; and to make two lumbering and monstrous bounds, and to come at me.
And sure enough, the bird-creature was barely a hundred paces away, and it took two heavy, clumsy leaps to come at me.
Yet, truly, it made sudden a pause, because that the Diskos did roar and send out fire, as I made it to spin; but in an instant the great thing to come in at me upon the left side, and to strike me very hard with the bill, that did be so long as mine arm, and had surely gone through my body, if that I had been naked. And the bill of the monster rang upon mine armour; and it smote me twice thiswise, so that I staggered very sick and shaken. But in a moment, as it made to draw off, that it should come the more hard upon me, I swung the Diskos very sure and quick, and I smote the Bird-thing above the place where the great seeming-leathern wing did join upon the right side, as it should be the shoulder of the Bird-monster. And, in verity, the monster gave out a mighty squarking, and went backward this way and that, and beat all about upon the stones, and did strike with the great bill at the place where it did be hurt. And I heeded that I end it swiftly; and I ran in upon it, and the creature to strike at me with the great bill, very savage. But I jumpt speedy to this side, and again to that, and so in a moment to have chance to come in surely. And truly I split the skull of the Bird-thing, so that it died very quick and was gone from pain.
Yet, suddenly, it paused because the Diskos roared and shot out fire as I made it spin; but in an instant, the massive creature came in from my left and struck me hard with its beak, which was as long as my arm, and would have pierced my body if I had been unprotected. The monster's beak rang against my armor, hitting me twice in such a way that I staggered, feeling very sick and shaken. But in a moment, as it tried to pull away to come at me harder, I swung the Diskos quickly and struck the creature right above where its large, leathery wing connected on the right side, which was like its shoulder. The creature let out a loud squawk, swayed back and forth, and bashed against the stones while striking with its massive beak at the spot where it was hurt. I knew I had to finish it quickly, so I charged at it as it violently tried to strike me with its beak. I quickly jumped to the side, then to the other, and soon had a chance to come in close. I really split the skull of the creature, causing it to die swiftly and be free from pain.
And the Bird-creature lay all spread upon the stones and the rock of that place; and surely it did be as that it were leathern, and made somewise as a bat doth be of this age, in that it did have no feathers.
And the bird-like creature lay spread out on the stones and rocks of that place; it really did seem leathery, somewhat like a bat does today, in that it had no feathers.
And, truly, it lookt mighty, where it did be spread; and indeed the body to be full so big as the body of a young horse; and the bill to be very deadly and sharp and cumbrous, as you to have guessed. And I to be all and utter thankful that it did be there, dead, in the stead of mine own body. And the thing yet to twitch and stir a little, as the life did go from it.
And honestly, it looked impressive where it lay; and in fact, its body was almost as big as that of a young horse; and its beak was very deadly, sharp, and heavy, as you might have guessed. I was completely grateful that it was there, dead, instead of my own body. The creature still twitched and moved a little as life left it.
And surely I was back then very speedy to the Maid, and she to be kneeled upward to watch me. And I took her into mine arms, and lookt well about; and made then forward again.
And I was definitely quick to the Maid back then, and she knelt up to watch me. I took her into my arms, looked around carefully, and then moved forward again.
And about the middle part of the sixth hour of crossing that rocky land, I saw that we did draw near unto the shallow river, that you shall mind I came over, after that I had done with the olden flying ship. And in all that time, since the Bird-monster to come after us, I had seen but two more, and they a great way off, so that I guessed that I was come beyond that part where they did go very frequent.
And around the middle of the sixth hour of crossing that rocky ground, I noticed we were getting close to the shallow river that you remember I crossed after finishing with the old flying ship. During that entire time, since the Bird-monster chased after us, I had only seen two more, and they were quite far away, so I figured I had gone beyond the area where they usually traveled frequently.
And I to wade over the river, and to carry Mine Own upon one arm, the while that I did sound my way with the staff of the Diskos; and truly I came across very easy, save that I did have to go around somewhat, where that the river did seem to have a deep place.
And I waded across the river, carrying my own on one arm while using the staff of the Diskos to feel my way. It was actually quite easy, except I had to go a bit out of my way where the river looked deeper.
And when that we had crost the river, it did be full one and twenty hours since that we slumbered, as you shall know, if that you but count a little; for you do mind that we spent a certain time within the tree, as I have told; and this not to have been proper counted into the time of our journeying.
And when we crossed the river, it had been a full twenty-one hours since we had slept, as you'll see if you just count a little; because you remember that we spent some time inside the tree, as I mentioned; and that shouldn't have been included in the time of our journey.
And surely, the Maid to have been very quiet, since that I did show my strength a little to her, when that I made her to lie, that she be safe from the bill of the Bird-monster. But she not to be anywise in anger upon me; but only, as I do think, that the woman in her did be something fresh waked unto me; and she to be very content that she be quiet in mine arms.
And surely, the Maid must have been very quiet since I showed her a bit of my strength when I made her lie down to keep her safe from the Bird-monster's bill. But she wasn't angry with me at all; rather, I think the woman in her was somewhat newly awakened to me, and she seemed very happy to be quiet in my arms.
Now the place that we were come to, was much spread with boulders; but yet to have the beginnings again of the forests, as you to remember; for I to have made some small remark of the land in this part, upon mine outward way. And we lookt about for a fire-hole, that I should dry my lower garments; and truly, we had not past many in a great while; but we to be in fortune, that we came soon upon a little fire-hill that did be no more than so high as a man, and to have the rock all hot about; so that this did be a good place to our purpose.
Now the place we arrived at was covered with boulders; but we still saw the beginnings of the forests, as you might remember; because I had made some small observations of the land in this area on my way out. We looked around for a spot to make a fire where I could dry my lower clothes; and honestly, we hadn’t seen one in a long time; but luckily, we soon found a little fire hill that was only as high as a man, and the rocks around it were all hot, making it a good place for our needs.
And I kist the Maid, and set her down out of mine arms; and when that I had lookt well about, and seen that there did be naught to our sight to give us to fear, the Maid to help me with mine armour; and afterward with my garments, and to ease me all ways that she could think of with helpfulness. And she set the garments of my lower parts to dry, and whilst that they did be drying, she to make ready the water and the tablets, and to have me to sit beside her, in my body-vest and gear, and we to eat and drink very comfortable in the warm hollow that was something anigh to the small fire-hill.
And I kissed the Maid and set her down from my arms; and when I looked around and saw that there was nothing in sight to fear, the Maid helped me with my armor; and afterward with my clothes, doing everything she could to assist me. She hung my lower garments up to dry, and while they dried, she prepared the water and the tablets, inviting me to sit beside her in my vest and gear, and we ate and drank comfortably in the warm hollow that was close to the small fire.
Now, truly, I did be very hungry that time, and indeed to be alway so, for the tablets did be very unfilling to the belly, as you do well know from my tellings. And when that I did be finished, I saw that the Maid lookt at me somewise oddways, and sudden she to come into laughter, and askt me whether that I did be very empty; and in the same moment there to be a wondrous dear look within her eyes; so that I perceived that there went a mother-note under her impudence.
Honestly, I was really hungry at that moment, and I often feel that way, because the tablets never fill me up, as you already know from my stories. When I finished eating, I noticed that the Maid was looking at me strangely, and then she suddenly burst into laughter and asked if I was really empty. At the same time, there was a wonderfully affectionate look in her eyes, making me realize that her teasing had a motherly note to it.
And she to yearn, as I could know, that she have some way to feed me; but truly there did be no way, for we thought not to make to slay aught for our purpose, and we did be feared that we eat any root or plant, lest that we be ill. And this to seem strange to my spirit of this our age, but to be natural unto that; so that I do think I did be so long bred from the primal obtaining of food, that I did be all lost to that which should seem natural unto the peoples of this early age of the world; though we truly to think that the world doth even now be old; and this to have seemed a true thing unto every age that ever did live.
And she yearned, as I could tell, for some way to feed me; but there really was no way, because we didn't want to kill anything for our needs, and we were afraid to eat any roots or plants, worried that they might make us sick. This seems strange to me in our time, but it was natural for them; I think I had been so far removed from the original way of getting food that I lost touch with what would seem natural to the people of this early age of the world, even though we truly believe the world is old now; and every age that has ever existed has thought the same thing.
Now, beside that we did lack somewise to think serious that we slay something to eat, in that the tablets did actually suffice to our strength, I to believe that there did be some other reason that I do forget, and mayhap never to have thought plain upon; but which to be set within me as an instinct, as we do say; and this to mean, if that I try to set it in other words, that the tablets did keep the body and the spirit in such condition that the Forces of Evil did have the less power to act upon us.
Now, aside from the fact that we were somewhat lacking in serious thought about needing something to eat, since the tablets actually kept us strong, I believe there was some other reason I can't remember, and maybe I never clearly considered it. But it feels like an instinct inside me, as we say; and to put it in other words, the tablets kept our bodies and spirits in a state where the Forces of Evil had less power over us.
Yet, have I no remembering that I was taught in the preparation that I eat naught, save the tablets; and this mayhap never to have been set upon me; but to have been as a thing that doth never need to have been told; even as you shall not tell a grown man in this Age that he shall refrain from dung, and eat only wholesome matter.
Yet, I can't remember being taught in preparation that I should eat nothing but tablets; and maybe this was never actually said to me, but felt like something that didn’t need to be mentioned—just like you wouldn’t need to tell an adult in this age to avoid waste and eat only good food.
And truly, I to hope that I have made this thing somewise clear unto you; for, indeed, it doth be something hard to set out; for every Age hath the subtleties peculiar to that Age; and these to be hard to the understanding of other Ages, but yet to seem plain and utter natural, even without thought, unto the Peoples of the Age.
And I really hope that I’ve made this somewhat clear for you; because, honestly, it can be quite difficult to explain. Every era has its own complexities that are unique to that time, and these can be hard for people from other eras to understand, yet they seem obvious and completely natural, even without any reflection, to the people of that era.
And surely all this to be plain to you, and to be over-plain; for, in verity, I tell to you, and over-tell, until that I should be weary; and mayhap you to be the more so. And, indeed, I not to blame you; but only to hope that your understanding, which doth mean also in general your hearts, doth be with me all along my way. And, indeed, this my tale to be not easy told.
And this should all be clear to you, probably too clear; because, honestly, I keep telling you, going on and on until I might get tired of it. You might be tired too. And I definitely don’t blame you for that; I just hope that your understanding, which also means your hearts, stays with me as I share my story. And, really, this tale I’m telling isn’t easy to share.
And, in verity, I to be back now unto the Maid a-laugh upon me, and in the same moment deeply loving and a-lack that she could not feed me, and I to laugh with her, and to have understanding with her, as you to know; and, indeed, I to have an heart that doth be made someways natural unto understanding; so that even though I be dead when you read this, my tale, you to feel that we be friends, and to know that could I meet with you in pitiful trouble, I to have understanding and love to you, if that you be not utter brutish; and even-so, I to be sorrowful that you should be brutish, and to have understanding, in that I to know that by developement you to become wise unto sweetness and charity, and in love with all dear things, and kind pity of the rest. And thiswise you to be in human sympathy with me, because that you do feel that I be honest with you, and somewise even now to your elbow, as you read. And this to be writ now, and you mayhap not to be born a great while yet; but in the end to read and to have understanding with me, and to know how I did love Mine Own. And so we to go forward again, the closer, in that we do be the more knit in dear human sympathy.
And truly, I am back now with the Maid laughing at me, and at the same moment deeply loving her and regretting that she couldn't provide for me. I laugh with her and understand her, as you know; indeed, I have a heart that's naturally inclined to understanding. So even if I'm gone when you read this, my story will make you feel that we are friends, and you'll know that if I could meet you in troubling times, I would have understanding and love for you, unless you're completely brutish. Even then, I would feel sad that you might be brutish, knowing that through growth you could become wise in sweetness and kindness, and in love with all the dear things, and compassionate towards the rest. This way you share a human connection with me because you sense that I am honest with you, and somehow even now beside you as you read. This is being written now, and you might not have been born for a long while yet; but in the end, you will read and understand me, knowing how I loved Mine Own. So we move forward together, closer, as we become more united in dear human sympathy.
And surely the Maid kist me very nice on the lips, and did promise again how that she should make me a great meal when that we did come to our Mighty Home; and, indeed, as she to say, she to join with me, and we both to be naughty gluttons for that once. And, surely, I laughed gently at the Maid, because that she should be so dainty a glutton; but for my part, I to feel that I could eat an horse, as we do say in this Age.
And surely the Girl kissed me sweetly on the lips and promised again that she would make me a big meal when we got to our Great Home; and, in fact, as she said, she joined in with me, and we both would be naughty gluttons for once. And I couldn’t help but laugh softly at the Girl because she was such a delicate glutton; but as for me, I felt like I could eat a horse, as we say today.
And by that we had eat and drunk and talked awhile, and lookt oft about, so that we know that no brutish thing came near, to our hurt, the Maid to tell me that my garments did be dry; and she then to give me aid that I dress very quick; and afterward she to help me with mine armour, the which she did wipe after that we had eat and drunk; and she to have had joy that she do this thing, and all things for me; and to have used a part of her torn garments to this end.
And after we had eaten, drunk, and talked for a while, we looked around to make sure that nothing dangerous was near to harm us. The Maid told me that my clothes were dry, and she then helped me get dressed quickly. Afterward, she assisted me with my armor, which she cleaned after we had eaten and drunk. She was happy to do this for me and had used part of her torn garments for that purpose.
And so, truly, I to be clothed and armed very speedy, and to feel eased and the more sure in my mind; for in verity, I was alway in unease, when that I did not be ready that I be able to meet any horrid Brute that should be like to come upon us.
And so, I really wanted to get dressed and armed quickly, and to feel relieved and more secure in my mind; because honestly, I always felt uneasy when I wasn’t ready to face any terrifying beast that might come upon us.
Now, when that I did be into mine armour again, the Maid to set the scrip and the pouch upon me, and all the while I scarce to be loosed of the Diskos, as ever. And we then to our way, which did be that we find a place proper to our slumber.
Now, when I put my armor on again, the Maid helped me with the bag and the pouch, and all the while I could barely get free from the Diskos, as always. Then we set off to find a place suitable for us to rest.
And when that we did be gone all-ways, and no cave proper to our sight, we found a great tree, that did be set off alone, and had a plenty of branches; but none that did be near to the bottom-part.
And when we were gone everywhere and saw no cave in sight, we found a big tree that stood alone and had plenty of branches, but none were close to the bottom.
And surely, I gave the Maid a lift, and held her up so far as mine arms did go, so that she might stand upon the palms of my hands, and be steady against the trunk of the tree; and she thiswise to have a hold upon a branch, and so to go upward.
And sure enough, I lifted the girl and supported her as much as I could, so she could stand on my hands and lean against the trunk of the tree. This way, she could grab on to a branch and climb up.
And, truly, when that she was safe, I loosed one of the straps from the pouch and the scrip, and I cast this up to the Maid, and she set it strong about the branch. And when I had caught the downward end, I went upward very easy; and afterward took loose the strap; and this way we did be something safe, as you shall see.
And, really, when she was safe, I unfastened one of the straps from the pouch and the bag, and I tossed it up to the Maid, and she secured it tightly around the branch. Once I had grabbed the lower end, I climbed up easily; and afterward, I loosened the strap; and in this way, we felt somewhat safe, as you will see.
And we climbed upward then, and so came to a part of the tree where the branches did be very thick together; and we made here a place for our slumber, and the Maid set the cloak over the branches that did be so close, and afterward we lay down; but first I set the strap about her waist, and thence to a branch, and she to refuse sleep until that I be likewise; so that we did be both very safe from any fall.
And we climbed higher, reaching a part of the tree where the branches were very thick together. We made a place to sleep there, and the Maid laid the cloak over the closely packed branches. Afterward, we lay down, but first I secured the strap around her waist and attached it to a branch. She insisted on staying awake until I was also ready to sleep, so we were both safe from falling.
And she kist me, and we then to our slumber, and very weary; for it did be two and twenty hours, by this, since that we had sleep.
And she kissed me, and then we went to sleep, feeling very tired; because it had been twenty-two hours since we last slept.
Now we had eight hours in which we slept utter; and we both to awake, as it did seem in the same moment; but truly, I to think that Mine Own did be wakeful before that time; for, indeed, as she put her arms very dainty about my neck, that she kiss me, I did have a quick and sudden knowledge that I had been kist oft in my sleep, and this to have been but a little while gone. And surely, it did seem to me that Mine Own did have a sweet and contented Mischief inward of her eyes; but yet she to be very sedate outward, and to kiss me loving and dear, and then we to our breakfast, upon the cloak.
Now we had eight hours to sleep deeply, and we both woke up, seemingly at the same moment; but honestly, I thought that my love had been awake before that. When she wrapped her delicate arms around my neck to kiss me, I had a sudden realization that I had been kissed many times in my sleep, and it had just happened a little while ago. It really seemed to me that my love had a sweet and playful mischief in her eyes; yet she appeared very calm on the outside, kissing me lovingly and tenderly, and then we had our breakfast on the cloak.
And afterward, I climbed to the topmost branches of the tree, and lookt well over the Country all about; but there was no brutish thing to my sight in any place, neither near nor far.
And afterward, I climbed to the highest branches of the tree and looked over the landscape all around; but there was nothing savage in sight, neither nearby nor far away.
And I came down then to the Maid, and told her how that there was quietness of life all about. And we had our gear together, and went downward to the earth, and I to help Mine Own, and this way she to be safe.
And then I went down to the Maid and told her how peaceful everything was around us. We gathered our things and went down to the ground, so I could help Mine Own, and she could be safe.
Now, as we went forward upon our journeying, I perceived that the Maid had a wayward air; and truly, I thought that she did have her heart all set toward naughtiness and mischief; and in the same moment that I was in this belief, I did know in mine understanding that this did spring from the workings of my nature upon the nature of Mine Own Maiden.
Now, as we continued on our journey, I noticed that the girl had a rebellious vibe; honestly, I thought she was all about trouble and mischief. At the same time I had this thought, I realized that it came from how my nature interacted with the nature of my own girl.
And Naani to walk, in the first, beside me, and to have no word for me, because that she did be so filled with the stirrings of her naughtiness, that did be in the same moment very sweet unto me, and yet to waken all that did be masterful within me. And she to be that she did know, and to delight, in her secret heart that she waken that which did be masterful in me; but yet in the same moment to be strong determined that she be not mastered by me. And surely this to seem contrarywise in the words; but to be clear to the heart, if indeed you have ever been loved by a dear maid of an high spirit.
And Naani walked beside me, not saying a word, because she was so caught up in her mischievousness. It was sweet to me, yet it stirred up everything assertive inside me. She knew what she was doing and secretly enjoyed waking that commanding side of me; however, at the same time, she was resolutely determined not to let me dominate her. This might sound contradictory, but it’s clear to the heart if you’ve ever been loved by a spirited girl.
And above all this, the Maid did be filled with a love for me, that did beat and dance in all her being; and this in truth to overweigh all; but yet from this same thing her dainty naughtiness to be born, because, as I did say, my manhood to stir all her nature up-wise in sweet trouble that did be half of rebellion, and half that she did ache that she be close unto me in mine arms.
And above all this, the Maid was filled with a love for me that pulsed and danced in every part of her; this truly outweighed everything else. But at the same time, this very thing sparked her playful naughtiness because, as I said, my manhood stirred all her feelings in a sweet turmoil that was half rebellion and half a longing to be close to me in my arms.
And, in verity, you to be with me in all these things, if that you have had the love-days beside a dear and dainty maid, of an high and pure and natural spirit; so that if you be old these days, even but the light merriment of a passing maiden to bring a pain of wonderings and golden memories upon your heart.
And truly, you should share in all of this with me, especially if you've experienced those romantic days with a lovely and graceful girl who has a noble, pure soul; so that even as you grow old, just the fleeting joy of a passing girl can bring a bittersweet ache of wonder and cherished memories to your heart.
And presently, I saw that Mine Own put a little space between us, as the naughtiness did work in her, as my heart to know; and she to be offward from me a little. And she still to have no speech with me; but in a little to begin that she sing in a low voice; and to have her pretty body very upright and lithesome, and to go forward with a wondrous dainty swing, so that my heart told me that she did all be stirred with small thrillings of defiance unto me, and with thrillings of love; and she to have the triumph of her Maidenhood and of her Womanhood, as it were both to contend in her and to thrill upon her tongue, and to show out the lilting and pretty warfare of her spirit that did go dancing and dearly naughty in her breast.
And soon, I noticed that my girl created a bit of distance between us, as playfulness stirred within her, just as it did in my heart; and she kept a little away from me. She still didn't speak to me, but soon started to sing softly. Her lovely body was very upright and graceful, moving forward with a delightful swing, making my heart realize that she was filled with a mix of defiance towards me and feelings of love. She held the triumph of both her youth and womanhood, as if both were competing within her, stirring on her tongue and revealing the charming and playful struggle of her spirit dancing mischievously in her heart.
And surely I went, very lifted in my heart, and astir; for it did be wondrous to me that this lovely Maid did be so utter mine. And to see but the way that she set her feet to the earth, and the way that she did lift them sure and dainty; and the way that her body did be poised, and the way of her head; and the way of her naughtiness and the sweetness and the love that did be wrapt in with all, did make me want that I have her in mine arms.
And surely I went, feeling very uplifted in my heart and excited; for it amazed me that this beautiful girl was completely mine. Just watching how she set her feet on the ground, how she lifted them so confidently and gracefully; and how her body was positioned, and how her head tilted; and the mix of her mischievousness, sweetness, and love wrapped up in all that made me want to hold her in my arms.
But yet, I not to do this, because that in the same time that she did so stir me to love and admirings, she to set somewhat else in me at variance, so that I did half to feel stern with her, for I perceived that she had that naughtiness then within her, that she did be like to have a real intent of impertinence unto me, so that she should be naughtily outrageous, and to have no heed to my advisings, neither unto my desires, unless that I set my hand upon her, to make her to obey.
But still, I couldn’t do this, because at the same time she stirred feelings of love and admiration in me, she also caused some conflict within me. I felt almost stern with her, as I sensed a mischievousness in her that suggested she had a real intention to be disrespectful towards me. It seemed like she could be recklessly defiant, ignoring my advice and desires unless I physically intervened to make her listen.
And truly, you that have had dear maids, shall follow mine explainings; but unto others, I know not whether they shall understand, until they too have been possessed of One that shall set all their heart adrift, even as this One that did be Mine Own.
And really, you who have had beloved partners will relate to what I’m saying; but for others, I’m not sure they’ll understand until they too have experienced a person who makes their heart feel completely free, just like the one who was mine.
And sudden, I to know that Naani did change from her low singing unto an olden air that had surely not been heard in all that eternity. And in verity, for a little while, I not to know why that it did so shake all my heart; nor what it did be; nor whether that I had truly heard it before, or only to think so.
And suddenly, I realized that Naani changed from her soft singing to an old tune that clearly hadn’t been heard in ages. Honestly, for a little while, I didn’t understand why it shook my heart so much; I didn’t know what it was, or whether I had actually heard it before, or if I was just imagining it.
And, surely, it did be as that the silence of the olden moonlit world did steal all about me; and sudden, I to know that the Maid did sing an olden love-song of the olden world, and to go halting a little as she sang, because that the words did steal something odd-wise through the far veils of her memory, even as a song doth come backward out of dreams.
And surely, the silence of the ancient moonlit world surrounded me, and suddenly, I realized that the Maid was singing an old love song from a bygone era. I found myself pausing a bit as she sang, because the words seemed to drift oddly through the distant layers of her memory, just like a song can emerge from dreams.
And I to feel all my blood to seem to tremble in my veins, and my throat to be troubled, as with vague sobs that did be the ghosts of forgotten tears. And the dim sorrow that had come so swift and strange upon me, to be likewise steeped in golden mists of the love that I once did love; and the glamour to be come all fresh upon me, and I to know in that moment how much we do forget, even when that we do believe that we have all memory and all sorrow within our hearts.
And I felt all my blood trembling in my veins, and my throat was tight, as if haunted by the ghosts of forgotten tears. The deep sadness that had come over me so suddenly and unexpectedly was also wrapped in the golden mist of the love I once had; the magic of it all returned to me, and in that moment, I realized how much we forget, even when we believe we remember every moment and all our sorrow.
And I lookt unto the Maid, something dimly, because of the way that I did be; and I perceived in a moment that Mine Own did weep as she walked; but the less with pain than with the strange anguish of Memory, that doth have in it Tenderness and Sorrow and Love and all that Hath Been and all that Did Never Be, and all to make a Vale unto the Spirit, where doth be both a dim greyness and a warm and everlasting light, and an utter speechlessness, and the low and far music of forgotten songs, that do come downward over the shadowy mountains that do be builded of Years and Forgetfulness, and yet made to be seen with the light of that our Memory, which doth cast so many husht shadows.
And I looked at the girl, a bit unclear because of my state of mind; and I realized in an instant that my love was crying as she walked; but less from pain than from the strange anguish of memory, which carries both tenderness and sadness, love and everything that has happened and everything that never did, creating a valley for the spirit, where there is both a dim grayness and a warm, everlasting light, complete silence, and the distant, soft music of forgotten songs that drift down over the shadowy mountains built from years and forgetfulness, yet made visible by the light of our memory, which casts so many quiet shadows.
And surely, as I did say, the Maid did weep as she went; but not to be cast down; but rather that she held her head upwise, as that she did walk in a glory. And the song to come oft-broke, and oddly, and to set her voice to little human quiverings, as her memory did shake her sweet spirit unto tears afresh; and she to walk with her pretty head upheld and as that she did go in a Triumph; and the tears to come down strangely upon her face, and all her soul to be there, pure and wondrous, and in the same time both troubled and glad.
And surely, as I said, the Maid cried as she walked; but not out of sadness; rather, she held her head high, as if she were walking in a glory. And her song would often break off oddly, causing her voice to quiver with little human tremors, as her memories stirred her sweet spirit to fresh tears; and she walked with her pretty head held up, as if she were going in a Triumph; and the tears streamed down her face in a strange way, and all her soul was there, pure and amazing, at the same time both troubled and happy.
And this thing to be very dear and amazing; and she to be as that she not to know then that she sang; but as that she did be lost in her thoughts, as we do say, and this to have come sudden upon her, out of all her upliftedness of spirit, that had been like to make her very open unto all subtile and subtle powers of thought and inward stirrings, as you shall think.
And this thing is very precious and incredible; and she didn’t even realize she was singing; it just overtook her suddenly, as she was lost in her thoughts, as we say. This happened out of all her heightened feelings, which had made her very receptive to all the subtle and intricate aspects of thought and deep emotions, as you might imagine.
And again the song to come full-remembered, and fresh, as that this Eternity did be but the yesterday of that moment. And Mine Own to be all in a sweet madness with those half-dreamed memories, and the wonder and pain of all that no man hath ever said, and that shall be never said; and of the utter lost years, and all that hath been lost, and all forgotten greatness and splendour, and the dreadfulness of parting, and the loveliness of beautiful things that do be hid in the abyss of the years.
And once again, the song comes back to me, vivid and fresh, as if this eternity is just yesterday's moment. My heart is in a sweet madness with those half-formed memories, full of the wonder and pain of everything that no one has ever said and that will never be said; of the years lost forever, and all that has been forgotten, and all the greatness and beauty that has slipped away, the sadness of goodbyes, and the beauty of lovely things hidden in the depths of time.
And it did be sudden to my quickened fancy, that there did be low echoes all about us, of the voices of dear beautiful ones that have died; for so did memory set a strange and lovely mystery about my spirit in that moment, that I did be all shaken so much as Mine Own. And I to be as that I drew my breath anigh to tears, and did be there with Naani amid the quiet spareness of the trees and the rock of that part of the land; but yet did be to see half dimly that I stood within a light, even as the light that doth be the wonder of olden sunsets; and I to be, in the same time, both that man and this man that now doth write; and to have beside my spirit but one maid, that I did lack to know whether I say to her Naani or Mirdath; for though the two that have been Mine Own did be different-seeming to the eye, there to be but the spirit of one maid beside me in that moment.
And it suddenly struck me, with a rush of emotion, that there were faint echoes all around us of the voices of beloved ones who have passed away; because in that moment, memory wrapped my spirit in a strange and beautiful mystery, shaking me just as deeply as My Own. I breathed in close to tears, standing there with Naani amidst the quiet simplicity of the trees and rocks in that part of the land; yet I could faintly see that I was surrounded by a light, like the wonder of ancient sunsets; and at the same time, I felt both that man and this man who is writing now; with just one girl beside me, and I couldn’t tell if I should call her Naani or Mirdath; for even though the two who have been Mine Own appeared different to the eye, there was only the spirit of one girl beside me in that moment.
And surely, I did be there, all shaken unto the seeing of visions, as it did seem; so that the Land about me to have grown half as that it did lack that it be real unto my sight, because that I lookt inward unto Lands that did be of Memory. And lo! in a moment this to go; and I to be in that Country of the Seas, and to look newly unto Naani, and she to go as I have told; and there to be the lonesome trees and the rocks in all parts for a great way about.
And I was definitely there, completely shaken by what I saw, which seemed like visions. The land around me felt almost unreal, as if it were only half there because I was looking inward to memories of other places. Suddenly, it all vanished, and I found myself in that country by the seas, gazing at Naani again, just as I described before. The lonely trees and rocks were scattered all around for miles.
And sudden, as I lookt at Mine Own, she to come round unto me, and she held out her arms, and did gaze at me with such a love, as that she were transfigured, and to need strangely that she be in mine arms; and surely, I to an holy need that I have her unto me, because that, after all, there did be no wonder so great as that wonder, that when all did be said I did have Mine Own, after that all Eternity had nigh past.
And suddenly, as I looked at my love, she turned to me, held out her arms, and gazed at me with such love that it was as if she were transformed, and she seemed to need to be in my arms. And truly, I had a deep, holy need to have her with me, because, after everything, there was no greater wonder than the fact that, after all of eternity had nearly passed, I had my love.
And, in verity, we ran each to the other, and did be silent, because that there was no speech of words by which we could say aught of all that did be in our hearts. And truly you to be with me in understanding; for you too, mayhap, to have suffered thiswise of dumbness; even if that it hath not been so great. But yet to make you to know.
And, honestly, we ran to each other and were silent because there were no words to express everything that was in our hearts. And I know you can understand, since you may have experienced this kind of silence too, even if it hasn't been as intense. But I still want you to know.
And presently, we grew quiet in the spirit; and Mine Own to come back again to her joyousness, and to go beside by me, as we made forward.
And soon, we fell silent in our hearts; and I wanted her to return to her happiness and walk beside me as we moved forward.
And presently, Naani to begin that she look at me with dear impudences again, that did be very sweet unto me; but yet to be like to lead unto defyings.
And right now, Naani started to look at me with that charming boldness again, which was very sweet to me; but it seemed like it might lead to some challenges.
And truly, by these things shall you know the spirit of Mine Own Maid; and there to be none to me that ever did be like her. But, indeed, you to think thatwise of the maid that you did love; and all the world to be thinking each these thoughts of one dear maiden that doth be the one maid in all the round world.
And truly, by these things, you will know the spirit of my own girl; and there will be no one to me who is ever like her. But, indeed, you should think of the girl you loved this way; and everyone in the world thinks these thoughts about one dear maiden who is the one girl in the whole world.
And this to be the lovely niceness of the human heart; and I not to have any grumble thereat; but yet, surely, you shall say that this Maid that did be Mine Own, did be very dear and lovely. And, in verity, I to show my human heart in this thing; for you likewise to want that I think your Maid to have been just so dear, and the more so. And indeed we ever to be going these ways; and to have good comradeship of understanding, because that we have all loved and suffered joy and had utter belief in a dear One.
And this is the wonderful kindness of the human heart; and I have no complaints about it; yet, surely, you must agree that this Maid who was Mine Own was very dear and lovely. And truly, I show my human heart in this matter; for you also want me to think your Maid was just as dear, even more so. Indeed, we are always heading in this direction; and we share a good friendship based on understanding because we have all loved, suffered joy, and had complete faith in a beloved One.
And surely a defyingness to come presently into the way that the Maid did go, and she to walk a little offward from me; and truly I lookt at her, both with love and yet with somewhat that did be to reprove her gently, and all in the same moment that she to make my heart stirred with her sweet naughtiness.
And sure enough, she confidently walked in the direction the Maid was going, moving a bit away from me. I looked at her with love, but also with a hint of gentle reproach, all while she stirred my heart with her charming mischief.
And she to look sudden at me; and to be that she half to intend to run to kiss me; but also that she be minded in the same moment that she set herself up impertinently against me. And, in verity, she made me to harden my nature a little, as manhood doth make a man to do; and this because of the rebellion that I knew to be in her; and she likewise to know. But she hid her eyes, when that I shook my head, half with play and half with earnest; and was then impudent unto me; and gone from that in a moment to her pretty singing, and her naughty walking apart. But she no more to sing an olden love-song.
And she suddenly looked at me, and it seemed like she almost intended to run over and kiss me; but at the same time, she was clearly aware that she was being rude to me. Truthfully, she made me stiffen up a bit, just like a guy does sometimes, because I could sense the defiance in her, which she also knew about. But she averted her gaze when I shook my head, half joking and half serious; then she became cheeky with me and quickly moved on to her sweet singing and her mischievous walking away. But she didn’t sing any old love songs anymore.
Now, in a while, we past a basin of rock, in a place among the trees; and there was a warm spring bubbling in the rock, and the basin to be full of water, very warm and with some smelling of chemistry.
Now, after a while, we passed a rock basin in a spot among the trees; and there was a warm spring bubbling from the rock, filling the basin with water, very warm and with a chemical smell.
And the Maid told me that she would wash, and I to think it a good place for that end. And when I had tasted the water, I found that it did seem smooth and proper for our intent, as that there did be a verity of an alkali in it.
And the maid told me that she would wash, and I thought it was a good place for that. After I tasted the water, I found it felt smooth and suitable for our purpose, with a definite amount of alkali in it.
And truly we washed, and after that I was done, the Maid bid me that I turn my back; and I to do this, and she to mock me very naughty whilst that I could not see her, and to seem very quiet; for indeed, I heard no splashings of water, though I stood off from her a long while, and she alway to say naughty things unto me, as that she did mind truly to have me angered; for, indeed, she did have a plain intent that she mock at me, and to ease not her wit. And surely, after that I had stood a great while, I askt the Maid when that she did be like to be done; but she to say that she was nowise ended of her toilets. And I knew very sudden that she made foolishness upon me also in this matter; and I turned upon her, and lo! she did be sitting upon a little rock, very sedate, even as when she had bid me turn from her; and to have made no more forward, but only to have been there at ease, that she keep me turned away to please her naughty mood, and all the while have a double liberty to have impudence upon me.
And really, we washed up, and after I was done, the Maid told me to turn my back. I did that, and she started mocking me playfully while I couldn't see her, pretending to be very quiet. I didn’t hear any splashes of water, even though I stood away from her for a long time, and she kept saying mischievous things to me, clearly wanting to get me riled up. She had a clear intention to tease me without holding back. After a while, I asked the Maid when she would be finished, but she said she was nowhere near done with her getting ready. In that moment, I realized she was just playing games with me. I turned around, and there she was, sitting calmly on a little rock, just like when she asked me to turn away, not making any effort to continue but just sitting there to keep me turned away and to indulge her cheeky mood, all while enjoying the chance to be bold with me.
And, in verity, I did be a little angered; but scarce that I did know it; for I did love her very great, and was stirred inwardly with her dearness and that she did look just that-wise that I knew not whether I to need to kiss her, or to shake her; and truly, how should I know; for my heart did ache that I have her to mine arms; but my brain to say that she did go over-far in the joke; and truly you to see that I did not be unreasonable, neither to be lacking of grace; for indeed I do think that I was swayed all-ways, because that I saw all the dear way that her pretty nature did work; and to conceive of her mood and to understand and be stirred; but yet to shape a little in my manhood unto hardening, and in my judgement unto sternness.
And honestly, I was a bit angry; but I hardly realized it; because I loved her so much, and I felt deeply touched by her affection and the way she looked at me, making me unsure whether to kiss her or shake her. Honestly, how could I know? My heart ached to have her in my arms, but my mind said she was taking the joke too far. And really, you can see that I wasn’t being unreasonable or lacking in grace; I truly think I was pulled in every direction because I recognized all the lovely ways her sweet nature worked, and I could sense her mood and feel stirred by it. Yet, I was also trying to firm up my masculinity a bit and maintain some sternness in my judgment.
Yet, truly, I scolded Mine Own with no more than a little jesting, and did be nice and gentle with her, because she did be so dear, and I to know just-wise her mood and the cause and working of it.
Yet, honestly, I teased my love with just a bit of joking, and I was nice and gentle with her because she was so dear to me, and I understood her mood and what was causing it.
And I told her that I did love her, and that she hasten now and let us again to the journey. But, indeed, she only to make a face at me, so that I did be near like to shake her unto sedateness. And she then to be both merry, and a rogue, as we do say, and to stop her ears and again to sing very gleeful; and all so that she might not hear aught that I said. And surely she lookt a very dainty Rebellious One.
And I told her that I loved her, and that she should hurry up so we could continue our journey. But, honestly, she just made a face at me, which almost made me want to shake her into being serious. Then she was both cheerful and playful, as we say, covering her ears and singing happily again, just so she wouldn’t hear anything I said. And she really looked like a delightful little rebel.
And I went then straightway to her, and took her hands from her ears; and I kist her pretty ears very gentle that I not to deafen her. And I kist her lips as she did sing; and afterward shook her, that she be not such a sweet Torment. But this to have no success that way; for she only to put out her toes to be kist; for her foot-gear was off from her feet. And, indeed, I laughed, even as I made to frown; and truly I kist her pretty toes, and tried then to coax her to go forward something speedy with her hair, and to be ready to the journey. But she only to sing, and to refuse to be sedate.
And I went straight to her and took her hands away from her ears; and I kissed her lovely ears gently so I wouldn’t deafen her. I kissed her lips as she sang; and afterward shook her, so she wouldn’t be such a sweet torment. But this didn’t work; she just stretched out her toes to be kissed since her shoes were off. And honestly, I laughed even as I tried to frown; and I really did kiss her pretty toes, then tried to persuade her to hurry up with her hair and get ready for the journey. But she just kept singing and refused to calm down.
And, in verity, in the end, I caught her up in mine arms, and had her bundle in my hand, and so went off with her very sudden, with her hair all loose upon me in a lovely and soft shining, and her feet bare as they did be.
And, really, in the end, I picked her up in my arms, holding her bundle in my hand, and took off with her quickly, her hair flowing over me in a beautiful and soft shine, and her feet bare as they were.
And this action I made, because that I was grown truly a little stern with Mine Own; for, indeed, she did half to need that she be whipt unto properness, as you shall think, that have seen how she did be thiswise only because that her nature did be stirred strangely, and her Womanhood and her Maidenhood to be all unto war, and in part to make a rebellion against me that she did know glad to be her true Master; but yet she to be thus, even though she did be so glad.
And I took this action because I had become somewhat stern with my own; for she really needed to be corrected, as you might think, having seen how she acted this way only because her nature was stirred up strangely, with her womanhood and maidenhood all at war, and partly rebelling against me, even though she knew I was her true master and she was happy about it.
And this to act so that she did be in the same moment both sweet and wise and yet to show a dainty foolishness and a true naughtiness that did make me to feel somewhat of a real anger; but yet did have me to know that all my being did be stirred by her; so that I did think with one thought that she did be very foolish, and with another that she did be lovely wayward.
And this to act so that she was in that moment both sweet and wise, yet showed a delicate foolishness and a true naughtiness that made me feel a bit of real anger; but still made me realize that all my feelings were stirred by her; so that I thought in one way that she was very foolish, and in another that she was beautifully unpredictable.
Now, when that I took the Maid up so quick, and made off with her, she to give a little gasp and to submit to me with a quick humbleness; but immediately, she to regain her courage, and to be outraged of me. But, indeed, I took no heed, only that I was like to shake her; and did know also that her hair did be wondrous pretty upon mine armour. And she soon to lie very quiet and easy in mine arms, and to be demure.
Now, when I picked the girl up so quickly and ran off with her, she gasped a little and immediately submitted to me with a brief humility; but then, she quickly regained her courage and felt outraged by me. However, I paid no attention to that, only that I wanted to shake her; I also knew that her hair looked really beautiful against my armor. Before long, she lay very still and relaxed in my arms, appearing demure.
And I to have a half knowledge of somewhat amiss; but yet to have no sureness, neither to think much upon this vague feeling.
And I have a vague sense that something is off, but I’m not certain and don’t dwell on this feeling.
And when that I had gone a good mile, she to put up her lips to be kist; and I to kiss her very loving, for she was so dear. And she then to say, very ordinary like, that I should do wisely now if that I went back for her foot-gear, which truly I had lacked thought to notice, when that I did pick up the Maid.
And after I had walked a good mile, she leaned in to be kissed; I kissed her very lovingly, because she was so dear to me. Then she casually mentioned that it would be wise for me to go back for her footwear, which I honestly hadn’t thought to check for when I picked up the girl.
And I saw that she had known this thing all that while, and had made that mile of carrying all a waste and a foolishness, because of the naughty rebellion which did be in her. And lo! I set her instant to the ground; and she gave out a little cry as she saw that I did be gone somewise hard and stern with her.
And I realized that she had known this all along and that the effort of carrying her had been a waste and foolish because of her stubborn defiance. So, I immediately set her down, and she let out a little cry when she saw that I was being harsh and strict with her.
And indeed I pulled a small branch from a tree that did be near, to be for a switch as you shall whip a boy with; and I held her with my left hand, and in verity I laid the switch thrice very sharp across her pretty shoulders, that she know all that she did need to know. And she seeming to be ceased in a moment from her perverseness, and did nestle very quick unto me, that had whipt her; and did need that she be wondrous nigh unto me. And, truly, how shall even a young man flog such an one.
And indeed, I pulled a small branch from a nearby tree to use as a switch, like you would whip a boy with; I held her with my left hand, and genuinely laid the switch three sharp times across her pretty shoulders, so she'd understand everything she needed to know. She seemed to pause for a moment from her stubbornness and quickly nestled close to me, the one who had whipped her; she needed to be very close to me. And honestly, how could even a young man punish someone like that?
And the Maid to be very husht against mine armour, and to resist that I look into her face that did be prest so anigh me. But presently, I used a little and gentle force, and so to look into her face something sudden. And truly, that One did be smiling very naughty and dainty to herself; so that I perceived that I had not truly whipt her enough; but yet I could harden my heart no more at that time; for, in verity, there doth be a strange half-pain in the bosom, if that you have to flog a maid that doth be utter thine, and this to the despite that there hath been—as then—no properness of anger to have for an after self-reproach.
And the maid was really quiet against my armor, and I tried not to look into her face, which was so close to me. But then, I gently used a little force to suddenly look into her face. And truly, she was smiling very mischievously to herself; so I realized I hadn’t really punished her enough; but still, I couldn’t harden my heart any further at that moment; because, honestly, there’s a strange half-pain in the chest when you have to punish a girl who is completely yours, especially when there’s no real reason to be angry after feeling self-reproach.
And surely, I to have done this thing only of a stern intent and steadfastness, that I steady Mine Own Maid unto wisdom; but yet to have been helpt by a little anger, because of the thing that she had done. Yet, alway, my love did be so strong, that mine anger never to have aught of bitterness, as you shall have seen, and to understand.
And truly, I’ve done this only with a serious purpose and determination, to guide My Own Maid toward wisdom; but I was also helped a bit by anger due to what she had done. Still, my love was so strong that my anger never had any bitterness, as you will have seen and understand.
And we went back then for the foot-gear of the Maid; and she to be very husht in mine arms; but yet, as I perceived, not to be quiet, of an humble little heart, but only of the chance that her nature did be stirred that way for the while.
And we went back to get the footwear for the Maid; and she was very quiet in my arms; but I noticed that it wasn't because she was calm, with a humble little heart, but just because her feelings were stirred in that moment.
And truly, when we were gone back, the foot-gear did be there to the side of the pool, and the Maid gat shod very speedy, and would have no aid; and afterward did up her hair very tight upon her head, to have it utter from my sight; and this to be for a perverseness; for she knew that I did love to see it pretty upon her shoulders, or if that she must do it, that she do it up very loose and nice; and truly you to know how I mean; only that I have no skill of such matters; but yet a good taste to admirings, if that the thing be aright.
And really, when we came back, the shoes were there by the pool, and the Maid quickly put them on, refusing any help; then she tightly styled her hair on her head to keep it out of my sight, and this was done out of stubbornness; she knew I loved to see it beautifully on her shoulders, or if she had to tie it up, to do it loosely and nicely; and you know what I mean; it's just that I’m not skilled in these matters; but I still have a good taste for admiration if something is done well.
And I to say nothing, as I looked at her; and she presently to make a quick glance unto me, to see why I did say naught. And I shook my head, smiling at her waywardness; but she to look away from me, and to seem to be set to fresh naughtiness.
And I said nothing as I looked at her; she quickly glanced at me to see why I wasn’t saying anything. I shook my head, smiling at her playful attitude, but she looked away and seemed ready to cause more mischief.
Now we went forward then upon our journey; and alway the Maid to walk onward from me; but yet to have no other impudence, neither to sing.
Now we continued on our journey, with the Maid always walking ahead of me, but she didn’t show any other disrespect or sing.
And I to go kindly with her; but yet to think that she did lack somewhat to know that I did be truly her Master; and I to wonder a little whether she did know proper that my gentleness with her did be not of weakness, but born of understanding and love, and the more proof that I did be fit to possess and to guide her.
And I wanted to go gently with her; but I couldn't help but think that she didn't fully realize I was truly her Master; and I wondered a bit whether she understood that my kindness toward her wasn't a sign of weakness, but came from understanding and love, and was further proof that I was capable of possessing and guiding her.
And truly this was the thought of a young man, yet lacking not of Reason in the bottom part, though mayhap to be something clumsy-seeming unto the mind of a maid; and to be very human to my years; and you to have been likewise, if that you have tried all-ways with a dear One, and she to be yet over-wilful, so that you to wonder whether she did truly know how you did understand.
And this was really the thought of a young man, although it might seem a bit clumsy to a young woman's mind; it was definitely relatable to my age. You would feel the same if you had tried everything with someone you care about, and she remained stubborn, making you wonder if she really understood how you felt.
And surely a maid doth know much that doth be in the heart of a man, if that she be true woman in her own secret heart. And oft she doth know more of her man than her man doth wot of himself, and to go her own diverse ways that she search out and bring forth and waken all that is the inward being of the man that she doth love.
And surely a woman knows a lot about what’s in a man’s heart if she’s genuine in her own heart. Often, she knows more about him than he knows about himself, and she explores her own paths to uncover and awaken everything that’s inside the man she loves.
Yet, when that she have stirred you in the deeps that you scarce to know, she to be all fearful, and in the same moment to have no fear; and to be in rebellion, and in the same moment to be most strange humble. And all to be born of love, and nature in action upon nature.
Yet, when she has stirred something deep within you that you can barely understand, she is both terrified and completely fearless at the same time; she is rebellious yet strangely humble all at once. And all of this comes from love, and from nature acting upon nature.
And more than this how shall I have learning of the heart to tell you; for, in verity, there doth be much in these few lines, if that you know to read. And surely you to know, or to learn; but if neither, then have you gone short of joy and the true inwardness of life.
And more than this, how will I have the knowledge to tell you? Because, honestly, there's a lot in these few lines if you know how to read. And surely you can know or learn; but if you can't do either, then you've missed out on joy and the true essence of life.
Now this way I did be, as I have told; and the Maid to be quietly naughty in perverseness, as also I have set out; yet to have a strict mind to her duties, and to go now wondrous sedate upon the journey; yet alway apart. And likewise, when that the sixth hour did come, and we to our halt, as ever, she to be very speedy and nice that the water and the tablets be ready for me; but yet to have no word; neither to eat by me; but again a little apart, and not to share the water, but to make a brewing to herself, when that I had done.
I was just as I described; the girl was quietly rebellious, as I mentioned before, but still had a strong sense of her responsibilities and acted quite calmly on the journey, always keeping a distance. When the sixth hour arrived and we stopped as usual, she was fast and careful to make sure the water and snacks were ready for me; yet she said nothing and wouldn’t eat by me; instead, she stayed a bit away and didn’t share the water, preparing her own brew after I was done.
And likewise, the Maid held not up her tablets to be kist, as alway; but eat them, quiet and meditative, and with little nibblings, as that she did ponder upon other matters, or mayhap to be not hungry.
And similarly, the Maid didn’t hold up her tablets to be kissed, like usual; instead, she ate them quietly and thoughtfully, taking small bites as if she was reflecting on other things or maybe just wasn’t hungry.
And these things I saw, as we eat and drank in a silence; and I to look at the Maid, somewise sad in the heart, and something stirred; and I to say to myself wisely, yet as a young man, that she did not yet be taught sufficient that I was her master. And this you to perceive.
And I saw these things while we ate and drank in silence; I looked at the Maid, feeling somewhat sad inside, and something stirred within me; I told myself, even though I was young, that she hadn’t yet learned enough to know that I was her master. And you can see this.
And she never to seem to look at me; but to be quiet and demure, and to have her eyelids something down upon her eyes.
And she never seemed to look at me; instead, she was quiet and reserved, with her eyelids slightly lowered over her eyes.
Now, presently, as I thought upon the matter, I saw that I do well that I take no heed of Mine Own; but to let her to come to a natural end of this naughtiness, that did be, in the same time, both pretty and a little foolish; so that in half I condemned it and in half I was stirred; and alway I loved the Maid very dear, and had a good understanding; and there to be also an interest in my heart at this new side that she did be showing. And also, she to stir me odd whiles unto masterfulness; and so you to know pretty well how it did be with me in the matter.
Now, as I thought about it, I realized that I'm doing the right thing by not worrying too much about my own feelings; instead, I should let her experience the natural consequences of her mischief, which was at once charming and a bit silly. So, I was conflicted—part of me disapproved, while the other part was intrigued. I always loved the girl very much, and we understood each other well. There was also an interest in my heart for this new side of her personality that she was showing. Sometimes, she made me feel a bit dominant too; so you can see pretty well how I was feeling about the whole situation.
Now, surely, I found this plan, that I attend not to the Maid, to have something of success; for I knew presently that she did look upward at me, slyly, from under her pretty eyelashes; and after, to be demure in a moment; and this to go forward for a while; yet I to show no heed.
Now, I realized that my plan to ignore the Maid might actually work; I noticed she was looking up at me, playfully, from beneath her pretty eyelashes, then quickly acting shy. This went on for a while, but I made sure not to pay attention.
And in a while, I saw that she gave attention to her garments, in the way of nattiness; and afterward, she took down her hair, and made it up then very loose and pretty upon her head; so that she did be very lovely, and to tempt mine eyes that they look alway at her. But, indeed, I did make as that I had no heed that the Maid did shape her hair different upon her head.
And after a while, I noticed that she paid attention to her clothes and looked quite neat. Then she let her hair down and styled it loosely and beautifully on her head, making her quite lovely and a temptation for my gaze. But honestly, I pretended not to notice that the girl had changed her hairstyle.
And she very soon then to speak, and to have the lesser gear together, and to make that she attract me. But truly, I was very nice with her; yet to keep her now a little off from me in the spirit; and so to teach her that-wise, that she was somewhat of a dear naughty maid; but also, as I do think, I was this way, because that in part I would tease her, in great love of her prettiness and her makings up to me; and so maybe even that I make her to be the more defying of me. And this to be as that I also lacked somewhat of reason; for I did strangely that I think that she need to be whipt, and in the same time that I go to make her the more deserving of the same.
And she soon started to talk and to get the little things together, trying to attract me. But honestly, I was very careful with her; I kept her a bit at a distance emotionally to show her that she could be a bit of a mischievous girl. However, I think I acted this way partly because I wanted to tease her, out of a strong affection for her cuteness and the way she tried to get my attention; maybe I even made her more defiant toward me. And this happened because I was a bit unreasonable; I strangely felt like she needed to be punished, while at the same time trying to make her more deserving of it.
Yet, this to be the truth, as I know it; and surely to be the natural waywardness of love. But yet, there did be also in the backward part of my wisdom, an intent that I be wise and careful with Mine Own; and I surely to have no full realisings that I did be like to set her further unto perverseness than yet she did be.
Yet, this is the truth as I see it; and it’s certainly the natural unpredictability of love. But still, I had in the back of my mind the intention to be wise and careful with my own feelings; and I had no full realization that I might push her further into stubbornness than she already was.
Now, after that I had shown well that I lacked to heed the Maid, I found that I did be looking oft at her; and she to be so dear and pretty, and to be all husht, that truly I could not bear that I be longer silent to her advancements.
Now, after I had clearly shown that I didn’t pay attention to the Maid, I realized that I was often looking at her; she was so lovely and sweet, and so quiet that I just couldn’t stand being silent about my feelings for her any longer.
And I ceased then from pretending, and would have had her into mine arms; but she to be now in sweet dignity, and to keep me off with very sober graces. And because of this, I to feel someway that I did be someway in blame; and surely, now that I consider it, I can see that I was something acted upon, even as had been the Maid; and so we two to be; and a most human pair, as you to say; and somewhat both a-lack; but indeed, we did be very wholesome, and in utter love each of the other; and mayhap both then to perceive something of the sweet foolishness within us that did be as yeast a-work in us; for I thought that Naani did smile a little to herself. But, surely, this clear-seeing, to be but for an odd time; and afterward we each again to earnestness in our way with the other; but alway, even when we did make to show indifference, we to be something troubled inwardly with sweet flashings of our bewildered natures.
And I stopped pretending then, wanting to hold her in my arms; but she chose to maintain a sweet dignity, keeping me at a distance with her serious grace. Because of this, I felt somehow responsible, and now that I think about it, I realize I was influenced, just like the Maid was; and so we were together—a very human pair, as you might say; somewhat lacking, but truly, we cared for each other deeply and were entirely in love; perhaps we both sensed some of the sweet foolishness within us that stirred like yeast. I thought Naani smiled a little to herself. But this clarity was only temporary; afterward, we returned to our seriousness with one another. Yet even when we tried to act indifferent, we were still inwardly troubled by the sweet flickers of our confused emotions.
Now, though I have shown you that I to know that I did be not utter free of this most strange and natural foolishness; yet you to perceive that I tell this only that I have utter truth of all things that did happen; for, in verity, because that I was something subtly touched this way at whiles, yet was this no full excusing of the Maid; though, in the same moment, you to perceive, that there did be only the half of me to think that she did need to be excused; for, in truth, mine understanding went alway, in the main, with the workings of her nature; and had a natural sympathy with her dear whimsies; but also, as you to know, I to be stirred constant in my manhood by her naughty defyings; and to be troubled in my Natural Sense, when that her whimsies made her to act that she be likely to come unto aught of harm.
Now, although I’ve shown you that I know I’m not completely free from this strange and natural foolishness, I want you to understand that I share this only to be completely honest about everything that happened. Because, honestly, while I was occasionally touched by this, it didn’t fully excuse the Maid; yet, at the same time, you’ll see that only part of me thought she needed to be excused. The truth is, my understanding generally aligned with the way she naturally was, and I had a natural sympathy for her charming quirks. However, as you know, I was constantly stirred in my manhood by her rebelliousness and felt uneasy in my instincts when her whims made her act in ways that could lead to harm.
And surely now you to see all the way of my heart, and to have understanding in things that do follow. And alway you shall mind that I did love her utter, and to crave alway that I be a shield unto her; though truly, there doth be, mayhap, somewhat in me that doth act to make me a little stern seeming in my love; but yet not oft so; as you do know, that have gone with me in all my tellings.
And surely now you see the depths of my heart and understand the things that come next. Always remember that I loved her completely and wanted to be her protector; though, to be honest, there might be something in me that makes me seem a bit stern in my love; but that's not often the case, as you know if you've been with me through all my stories.
Now, we went then upon our journey; and the Maid to be somewhat before me, and offward to the side, upon my right; and to have no speech with me, but to make a good pace, and to be very dear and graceful as she went.
Now, we started our journey; the Maid a bit ahead of me, off to the side on my right; she didn’t talk to me but walked at a good pace, looking very lovely and graceful as she went.
And now we did pass this thing of strangeness, and now that; and these I did point out to her, and made some telling concerning the same, having the memory of mine outward way, and how that I did see these things then, when that I was all in suffering of so lonesome a doubt.
And now we moved past this odd thing, and then that; and I pointed these out to her and shared some thoughts about them, remembering my earlier feelings and how I saw these things back then, when I was tormented by such a lonely doubt.
And she to hark alway very intent, and to move her head nice and intelligent, to show that she heard me; and once I saw that she lookt sudden at me with a dear light in her eyes; but this to be done in a moment, and she to be again silent-seeming and in her new perversity of dignity.
And she always listened very carefully and moved her head in a nice, intelligent way to show that she heard me; and once I saw her suddenly look at me with a loving light in her eyes; but this happened in a moment, and then she was again silent and seemed to return to her new attitude of dignity.
And surely she did seem so utter sweet in this new way of naughtiness; but yet I did think, odd whiles, that I should like to shake her unto dear humbleness and her usual way.
And she really did seem so completely sweet in this new kind of naughtiness; but still, I sometimes thought that I would like to shake her back to her dear humility and her usual self.
And in the twelfth hour, we made halt again, and had our food and our drink; and the Maid to serve me very clever and quiet, as that I did be her Lord, and she an husht slave. And I saw that she made a constant and naughty mock upon me; and truly, as I did half think, she to need that she be in care that I not treat her sternly, as shall a slave-master, and to give her that which she did ask for so mute and impudent. But alway she did stir me mightily to have her to mine arms, and to love her very dear.
And at the twelfth hour, we stopped again to eat and drink; and the Maid served me very cleverly and quietly, as if I were her master and she a silent servant. I noticed she was constantly teasing me, and honestly, I sensed that she needed to be careful not to provoke me, since I could easily have treated her harshly like a slave owner would. But still, she always stirred me strongly to take her in my arms and love her dearly.
And presently, we did be again to our way; and to be yet silent; so that I scarce knew whether to have patience with Mine Own, or whether that I take her and speak seriously with her to cease this play, which did begin a little to dispirit me somewhat strangely.
And soon, we were back on our way; and to be silent again; so that I hardly knew whether to be patient with Mine Own, or whether to stop her and have a serious talk to make her stop this playful behavior, which was starting to discourage me a bit strangely.
And in the end I went over to her, as we did walk, and I put mine arm about her, and she to yield to me without word, and to hark very quiet to my speech of reasoning and gentle sayings, and to hide whether she did be stirred inwardly, or not; though, indeed, my spirit to know that her spirit did never be afar off from mine in all deep matters; but only this thing to be to the top, and to set somewhat between us that did be both a sweetness and a trouble.
And in the end, I walked over to her, put my arm around her, and she gave in without saying a word, quietly listening to my reasoning and gentle words, keeping to herself whether she was affected or not; though, in truth, I could tell that her spirit had always been close to mine on deeper issues. Yet, there was something on the surface that created both sweetness and confusion between us.
And alway, as I talked with the Maid, I saw that she did make naughtily to act as that I did be a slave-master, and she but a chattel to me; for she to be husht before me, and neither to yield her slender body willing to mine arm, nor to resist me; but only to be still, as that she had no saying in this matter; and as that I was like to beat her at my pleasure, or to withhold my hand, all as might chance to be my desire. And this I perceived was the shaping of her actions, so that all her dumbness and her quiet obedience did be but a way to say this thing to me; and all to have come from her love of me and that she did be shaken in her nature by my manhood, and so to be but a new form of her naughtiness, that did have this change when that I whipt her.
And all the while I spoke with the Maid, I noticed that she acted as if I were a slave master and she just my property; she was quiet around me, neither willingly yielding her slender body to my arm nor resisting me, but just remaining still as if she had no say in the matter; as if I could beat her whenever I wanted, or hold back my hand, depending on my desire. I realized this was how she was behaving, so that all her silence and quiet obedience were just ways of communicating this to me; all of it came from her love for me and the fact that my masculinity stirred something in her, and so it was just a new form of her mischief, which changed when I punished her.
And all this, you to perceive, that have gone with me.
And all this, you should understand, that have traveled with me.
And I saw that she would not cease from this perverseness, but made a dumb and naughty and hidden mock upon me, very dainty and constant, and scarce to be truly perceived, save by the inward sense. And truly, I grew something angered afresh, and to feel that she did need that she be shaken so stern that she come unto the reality that I did be her man and natural master; yet alway in love.
And I saw that she wouldn’t stop this behavior, but instead quietly and playfully mocked me, in a way that was subtle and persistent, almost impossible to truly notice except through a feeling deep inside. And honestly, I became somewhat frustrated again, wanting to shake her hard enough for her to realize that I was her man and rightful master; yet always with love.
And surely I loosed her then, and went off a pace to her side; and we again to go forward thiswise; yet she soon to have a greater distance between us, which she made very quiet and natural; but, indeed, I saw what she did.
And sure enough, I let her go, and walked a little ways beside her; and we continued moving forward like that; but she quickly put more distance between us in a way that felt calm and natural; still, I could see what she was doing.
Now, about the fourteenth hour of that journeying, I saw before us, in the far distance, the rock upon which did be the olden flying ship, that you shall remember. And presently, as we came more nigh, I lookt oft to Mine Own; and I saw that she did be staring that way, and to be in wonder; but yet to say naught to me.
Now, around the fourteenth hour of that journey, I saw in the distance the rock where the old flying ship was, which you will remember. As we got closer, I often looked at Mine Own, and I saw that she was staring in that direction, filled with wonder, but still saying nothing to me.
And soon, as we came very close, I did want that I tell her about the ship, and of mine adventuring there, and of the wonder of that olden ship, set there through Eternity.
And soon, as we got very close, I really wanted to tell her about the ship, and my adventures there, and the wonder of that ancient ship, standing there through Eternity.
But in the first, I hesitated, as you shall think, because of her way; but truly, my heart knew that her heart did be proper unto me; and, moreover, I should be small in my nature, if that I let any pettiness put a silence upon me; though, in verity, if that the Maid had not been inwardly loving to me, I had been that I had told her no word; and this to be very natural, whether it be of smallness or not.
But at first, I hesitated, as you might think, because of the way she acted; but honestly, my heart knew that hers belonged to me. Furthermore, I would be shallow if I allowed any small feelings to silence me; although, truly, if the Maid hadn't been genuinely in love with me, I wouldn't have said a word to her. And that's perfectly normal, whether it's trivial or not.
And when that we were come beside the great uprising rock, I made halt, and the Maid to halt with me; and I showed her how that the thing upon the rock did be an olden flying ship from the Mighty Pyramid. And in the first, she askt no questions; but did be quiet and but to show with little noddings that she did be greatly interest.
And when we got to the big rock, I stopped, and the Maid stopped with me; I pointed out that the thing on the rock was an ancient flying ship from the Mighty Pyramid. At first, she didn't ask any questions; she just nodded slightly to show that she was really interested.
And I to show to her how that this olden ship did be there mayhap an hundred thousand years; and to have been there, as it did seem to us (that were of that age) since the beginnings of the world; though, in verity, our two spirits did know that the beginnings of That Age, did be truly the ending of This, as you also to know.
And I wanted to show her how this ancient ship had probably been there for a hundred thousand years, and it seemed to us (who were from that time) that it had been there since the beginning of the world. But in reality, our two spirits understood that the beginning of That Age was truly the end of This, as you also know.
And much I told Mine Own, and afterward concerning the two Humpt Men that did come after me; and she alway to be silent, until that I spoke of the fight; but then to come round upon me very swift, and with a dear light in her eyes; and had askt, before she did wot, whether they did hurt me.
And I told my beloved a lot about what happened, especially regarding the two Humpt Men who came after me. She usually stayed quiet until I mentioned the fight, and then she would quickly turn her attention to me, her eyes shining with concern, and would ask, before she even realized it, if they had hurt me.
And surely, this to have been the first thing of her olden sweet naturalness that she did say for a great while, and I to be so in delight, that I had her into mine arms, and kist her very loving, all in a moment, and she to submit with a nice gladness, and to nestle unto me, and all unwitting that she did be gone from her waywardness.
And surely, this was the first time in a long while that she expressed her sweet naturalness, and I was so delighted that I pulled her into my arms and kissed her lovingly in an instant. She happily accepted and snuggled into me, completely unaware that she had left her rebellious ways behind.
Yet, in verity, she did be a naughty Maid; for she minded in an instant that she did forget her pose unto me; and lo, her lips did be no more to search unto mine, but to be as that they did be kist only of my will, and she to have no more live nestling unto me, but only to be quiet in mine arms. And I lookt into her face, and her lids to be down somewhat over her pretty eyes, and she did look very husht and demure; so that truly, I knew not whether to shake her or again to kiss her.
Yet, in truth, she was a naughty Maid; because in an instant, she realized that she had forgotten her pose towards me; and behold, her lips were no longer searching for mine, but seemed to be kissed only by my will, and she had no more live energy to nestle against me, only to be still in my arms. And I looked into her face, her eyelids slightly lowered over her pretty eyes, and she looked very quiet and demure; so honestly, I didn’t know whether to shake her or kiss her again.
But in the end I loost her, and made then that we go forward; yet, indeed, she did rather stay awhile, to hark further concerning the olden ship and of mine adventurings; but she did then to mind that she obey as a slave shall obey; and truly, I did punish her, in that I told her no more; but went forward at a good pace, and had some natural wonder how that I deal with such a Maid, if that I spare to shake her.
But in the end, I lost her and decided to move on; still, she wanted to stay a bit longer to listen more about the old ship and my adventures. But then she realized she had to obey like a servant would; and honestly, I punished her by not saying anything else. I kept moving at a good pace and wondered naturally how I should handle such a girl if I held back from shaking her.
And surely, I thought then again that I leave her be, and so to have her presently again to her old and natural way.
And I definitely thought again that I should just let her be, allowing her to return to her old and natural self.
Now, in a while, I lifted the Maid into mine arms, that I carry her, as ever, through the last part of each journey, and so to have her never over-tired for the morrow. And she for a moment to resist; but instantly to give unto me, and to lie quiet in mine arms, as that she had no saying in aught that did be done, but must alway obey. And, indeed, you to see how dearly perverse she did be.
Now, after a while, I picked the Maid up into my arms to carry her, as I always do at the end of each journey, so she wouldn’t be too tired for tomorrow. She hesitated for a moment, but then immediately gave in and lay quietly in my arms, as if she had no choice in what was happening and simply had to obey. And, in fact, you could see how stubborn she really was.
And I went on then through four hours from that time, and lookt oft upon every side, and walkt quietly; for truly we were come now into a part of the Country where I did feel that there might be near some of the Humpt Men.
And I continued on for four hours from that moment, often looking around and walking calmly; because we had now arrived in a part of the country where I sensed there might be some of the Humpt Men nearby.
But I saw nowhere anything to put me in dread.
But I saw nothing that made me feel afraid.
And alway as we journeyed, there did seem a great stillness in all the Country near about; and afar off the low mutter of the Great Fire-Hills, in this place and that, and a drowse as of life and warmth about us, and everywhere the air very rich and plentiful.
And as we traveled, there seemed to be a profound stillness all around us; in the distance, we could hear the low rumble of the Great Fire-Hills here and there, with a sensation of life and warmth surrounding us, and the air felt rich and abundant.
And presently, when that we did be come down from that high place where did be set the rock and the olden ship, we came in among the trees that came very nigh to the shore for a great way; and oft as we did go, there were clumpings of small fire-hills that did cast fire and noise; and oft the roaring of monstrous springs a-boil; and then again the smell of the woods about us, and oft still in odd places the low near sound of a little fire-hill, that did burn, lonesome, in some clear space of the woods, in this place and that; and afterward we to be gone onward again into the dull low mutter that did be in all the air of that Country, and that did but make a seeming of silence, because that it did be so far and constant.
And soon, when we came down from the high place where the rock and the old ship were, we walked among the trees that came very close to the shore for quite a while; and often as we went, there were clusters of small fire hills that emitted fire and noise; and frequently the roaring of huge boiling springs; and then again the scent of the woods surrounding us, and sometimes in strange spots, the faint nearby sound of a little fire hill, burning alone in some clear area of the woods, here and there; and afterward we continued on into the dull low murmur that filled the air of that country, which only gave an impression of silence because it was so distant and constant.
Now, about the eighteenth hour I to note that the noise of the Great Fire-Hills grew more loud; and I saw presently over the trees, afar upward in the great night and gloom that did lie above, those two mighty Fire-Hills that I did feel to make the earth tremble, in that part, upon mine outward way. And surely I have told something of this before; and you to remember, if that you but think a little moment.
Now, around six o'clock, I noticed that the noise from the Great Fire-Hills got much louder; and I saw above the trees, high up in the dark night sky, those two immense Fire-Hills that I felt could make the earth shake in that area as I was traveling. And I'm sure I've mentioned some of this before; you’ll remember if you just think for a brief moment.
Now, it may appear strange that I speak thiswise of seeing the two Hills of fire; as that I had perceived them sudden. But, indeed, I had been long abled to see them both, yet to have had no attention to them, because that they did be a great way off, and because they did be but two Hills of fire, in a Country that did be plentiful with such.
Now, it might seem odd that I talk about seeing the two hills of fire like it was unexpected. But really, I had been able to see them for a long time without paying much attention, mainly because they were quite far away, and because they were just two hills of fire in a place that had plenty of those.
And, truly, I not to have said aught about them, only that our path did take us now by their feet, and I to see them, as it were, newly; and to have nice ease of heart to perceive how that they did be a wonder unto the spirit and the brain for all time.
And honestly, I didn’t mean to say anything about them, just that our path took us by their feet, and I saw them in a new way; it gave me a sense of peace to realize that they are a wonder for the spirit and the mind forever.
For it did be as that the earth had a constant shaking within miles of them, and that a monstrous force of nature did be in that place. But yet there to be no desolation around, as you should think; but in all parts a wondrous growing of trees and great plants in abundance.
For there was a constant shaking of the earth within miles of them, and a monstrous force of nature was present in that place. Yet, there was no desolation around, as one might expect; instead, there was a wondrous abundance of trees and large plants everywhere.
And the trees to grow upward upon the shoulders of the mountain; and there to be no falling of hot rocks and ash, as you to think; but all very sweet and wholesome, as that the mighty valley made a chimney to the mountain, and mayhap to others, so that their waste, if that they had such, did go free. But, indeed, you shall take no heed of this explaining, save as an odd thinking that hath come to me, and to be without foundation. And there to be no surety of the reason to this; only that there did be no falling of ash in that part, as I do know. Yet in other parts of that Country the Fire-Hills did make new mountains of the matter that did come from them; but this not to be alway so; and there to seem to my knowledge no cause to order why this did not be constant; save that my guessings to be right, or naught to be blown from some. But, indeed, I to be sure only of that which did be plain to mine eyes. And mayhap there to be no mystery in the thing; but a score of natural explainings, if that I did know, or had patience to think long enough upon such.
And the trees grow upward on the mountain's shoulders; and there aren't any hot rocks and ash falling down, as you might think; but everything is very sweet and wholesome, as if the vast valley acted like a chimney for the mountain, and maybe for others too, so that their waste, if they had any, could escape freely. But really, you shouldn't pay too much attention to this explanation, as it's just a random thought that came to me and might not have any basis. There's no certainty about the reason for this; only that there wasn't any ash falling in that area, as I know. Yet in other parts of that country, the Fire-Hills created new mountains from the material that came from them; but it wasn't always the case, and it seems to me there was no clear reason why this wasn't constant, except that I could be right, or maybe nothing came from some of them. But, honestly, I only feel sure about what is obvious to my eyes. And maybe there isn’t any mystery in it; just a number of natural explanations, if I knew them or had the patience to think long enough about it.
Now when that the eighteenth hour did be proper come, we to be anigh to the great Hills, and there to seem nowise any danger of falling fire, so that I sought about for a place for our slumber.
Now that the eighteenth hour had arrived, we were near the great Hills, and there seemed to be no danger of falling fire, so I looked for a place for us to sleep.
And I found a cave in the side of a big rock; and the cave was dry and comfortable, and had the mouth about a score feet above the earth. And when that I had climbed and lookt well into the cave, I gave the Maid an help, and had her safe into that place; and she then to prepare the tablets and the water, the while that I brought up a boulder from below, to set very light balanced in the mouth of the cave. And this I meant for a signal to fall, if that any creature should climb upward into the cave, while that we did sleep. And surely, you to know this plan; for I did it before, as you to have learned.
I found a cave in the side of a big rock; the cave was dry and comfortable, with the entrance about twenty feet above the ground. After I climbed up and checked the cave thoroughly, I helped the Maid get in safely. While she prepared the tablets and water, I brought up a boulder from below to place lightly at the entrance of the cave. I intended this as a signal to fall if anyone tried to climb up into the cave while we were sleeping. You know this plan; I did it before, as you've learned.
And the Maid sat near to me, and eat her tablets very quiet and with a demure naughtiness; but yet to be also in wonder, and to gaze outward at the Great Fire-Hills, and to be in awe, as I did know.
And the Maid sat close to me, quietly eating her tablets with a shy naughtiness; but she also looked out in wonder at the Great Fire-Hills, filled with awe, just as I did.
And I put my half-anger and my play from me, and told her of mine outward journeying, and how I did go by these same mighty Fire-Hills, that did seem as mighty torches to light me in my search, and to have held a new strangeness and wonder over my path.
And I set aside my mixed feelings and my pretense, and I told her about my journey outward, how I passed by those great Fire-Hills that looked like enormous torches lighting my way in my quest, and that seemed to hold a new mystery and wonder over my path.
And she still to be silent, but yet to look at me twice or thrice with a very dear and loving way; though she did hide her eyes in a moment, when that she saw that I perceived her.
And she stayed quiet, but she looked at me two or three times in a very sweet and loving way; although she quickly hid her eyes when she realized I noticed her.
And soon the Maid spread the cloak for our sleep; and while that she did this, I lookt well about for any creature that might be anigh; and I had an especial thought unto the Humpt Men; but, indeed, there was naught living, unto my sight, and nowhere did I see anything to put me in fear for our lives.
And soon the Maid laid out the cloak for us to sleep on; and while she was doing that, I looked around for any creatures that might be nearby; and I was especially thinking about the Humpt Men. But honestly, I didn't see anything alive in my sight, and I saw nothing that made me fear for our lives.
And truly I had a great viewing from that place; for we did be in an upward rock that stood in a high part, and the cave to be twenty good feet aloft, as I have told; so that all made to set us in a lofty place.
And I really had a great view from that spot; we were on an elevated rock that stood high, and the cave was about twenty feet up, as I've mentioned; all of this put us in a high position.
And the cave to look toward the two Mountains that did rise upward no more than twelve good miles off from us, as I do think; and the Country between to be somewise as a mighty park; for it was spread much about the feet of the Great Fire-Hills, and did be bare in this place and that, as that rock did make the earth naked there, or the falling of some later fire to have wrought thus. And between the bare parts, there went strange and romantic woods, seen mistily, and in parts the gleaming of waters, as that hot lakes did be half shown among the broken forests.
And the cave looked out towards the two mountains that rose no more than twelve good miles away from us, or at least that’s what I think; and the land in between felt a bit like a huge park because it spread widely at the base of the Great Fire-Hills, and was bare in some places, as if the rock had made the ground exposed there, or the aftermath of some recent fire had caused it. In between the bare spots, there were strange and enchanting woods, appearing hazily, and in some areas, the glimmer of waters, where the hot lakes were partially visible among the broken forests.
And presently the Land did go upward with a monstrous sweep, and was then in great terraces in the height, and trees to grow very plentiful upon the mountains, in sundry parts; and so those two Mighty Hills to go upward to meet the everlasting night; and presently to show strange uplands that did be seen very wondrous and queer in the light that did glow from the vast glowing of the fire that did be a crown upon the hills, that did seem in verity to be that they burned halfway between that known world, and the lost olden world, that was mayhap two hundred great miles above in the everlasting night and eternity of darkness.
And soon the land rose dramatically, becoming great terraces at a height, with plenty of trees growing on the mountains in various places. The two mighty hills climbed up to meet the everlasting night, revealing strange uplands that looked truly wondrous and odd in the light glowing from the massive fire that crowned the hills. It seemed as if the fire burned halfway between the known world and the ancient lost world, which was perhaps two hundred miles above in the eternal darkness.
And I lookt upward for awhile, and was much held by the mighty uplands that did be on high; yet did lie utter far below the burning crests of the Mountains, and showed vague and sombre and dreadful seeming, because that they did be so lost upward, and to have the mystery of the red shining and of the shadows upon them, and to seem to slope far under the great fires, but yet to be a place where no life should ever come, because that they did be so monstrous a way upward beyond the great shoulders of the Hills, the which did be themselves a huge way up. And truly, I should give you somewhat of the affecting of those grim and unknown Uplands, if that I said they did seem to my fancy to be a place where a sorrowful thing might wander lost forever. But why I to think this thing, how shall I say; and do tell it to you, only because that it doth seem to hold in the thought the grimness and utter desolation of those high and lonesome lands.
And I looked up for a while, captivated by the mighty highlands above me; they lay far below the burning peaks of the Mountains, appearing vague, dark, and frightening because they were so high up. They were filled with the mystery of the red glow and the shadows cast upon them, seeming to slope down far beneath the great flames, yet they felt like a place where no life could ever exist, as if they were impossibly far above the massive shoulders of the Hills, which themselves towered high. Truly, I could share with you the impact of those grim and unknown uplands by saying they felt to me like a place where a sorrowful being might wander lost forever. But why I think this, how can I express it; I tell you only because it holds in my mind the grimness and utter desolation of those high, lonely lands.
And by this, I was done looking, and turned me about, and so did find that Mine Own did stand silent, and waited that I come to my slumber. And surely, I lookt at her; but she did have her lids something downward, when that she saw me turn; and so in the end, I said naught, but went to my sleep, and had the Diskos very handy, as ever, beside me.
And with that, I was done searching and turned around, finding that my own was standing quietly, waiting for me to fall asleep. I definitely looked at her; however, she lowered her eyelids a bit when she noticed me turn. In the end, I didn’t say anything but went to sleep, keeping the Diskos close by, as always.
And I then to know that Mine Own did lie down beside me, to my back, as alway, and this to gladden me, as you shall think; for I perceived afresh how thin did be the crust of her naughtiness; and I to be alway stirred and touched in the heart by her loving naturalness, that did need alway that she be near to me, save when she did play this naughtiness upon me along the way.
And then I realized that my beloved was lying down next to me, as usual, which made me happy, as you might expect; for I saw once again how shallow her mischief really was; and I was always moved and touched in my heart by her loving nature, which always needed to be close to me, except when she was teasing me along the way.
And I saw that she had no mind to be perverse whilst that I did slumber; but must now be nigh unto me, and quietly loving; though nowise truly ceased from her naughty acting that I did be as an hard slave master, because that I had whipt her; yet she to have somewhat a truce with me, as my heart did know. But, indeed, she not to kiss me good-night upon the mouth, in her dear usual and sober fashion.
And I noticed that she had no intention of being difficult while I was asleep; instead, she had to be close to me, quietly loving, even though she hadn't really stopped her naughty behavior because I had treated her like a harsh master by whipping her; still, she wanted to have some kind of truce with me, as I could feel in my heart. However, she didn’t kiss me goodnight on the mouth in her usual sweet and sincere way.
And surely I did lie awhile, and pondered upon the Maid and upon all her ways; and I perceived that she kist me not, only because that she did not be able to break utter from her perverseness, that did come from the stirring of her nature. And truly, I did love her, and was half minded that I turn about to her, and take her a moment into mine arms; but yet to abide from this, because that I was set that I wait awhile, and to bring her to me thiswise, mayhaps.
And for sure, I lay there for a while, thinking about the Maid and all her ways; I realized that she didn’t kiss me, only because she couldn’t break free from her stubbornness, which came from her nature. And honestly, I loved her and was tempted to turn to her and hold her for a moment; but I held back, deciding to wait a little longer and maybe bring her to me this way.
And presently, I knew that the Maid kist mine armour, very quiet and shy, because that she must kiss me; yet to be intent that I have no knowledge of this pretty act. But, indeed, I did know in all my being, and did be newly tender unto her; yet to say naught, and to wait.
And right then, I realized the Maid kissed my armor, very quietly and shyly, because she had to kiss me; still, she wanted to make sure I didn’t notice this sweet gesture. But honestly, I felt it in every part of me and became even more affectionate towards her; yet I said nothing and just waited.
And thus I knew presently that her breathing did go easy, so that I perceived that she was all content and gone over unto slumber, somewise as a little child that doth be weary, and doth sleep without care, and with happy assurance.
And so I realized right away that her breathing was relaxed, which made me understand that she was completely at peace and had fallen asleep, kind of like a little child who is tired and sleeps carefree, filled with a sense of happy security.
And, in verity, did a man ever to have so sweet and gentle a maid, that did be in the same time so troublous and perverse.
And truly, has any man ever had such a sweet and gentle girl who was also so troublesome and difficult at the same time?
And I to lie yet awhile, and to note the constant tremble and shake of the rock that did be under us; and this to be alway thus as I did lie, and to be the more plain, because that I did be quiet in thought. And this, as I conceived, did come from the earth-shaking that was made by the inward fire of the world, the which did make a vague trouble in all that part of the Land.
And I lay there a while longer, noticing the constant tremble and shake of the rock beneath us; it was always like this while I lay there, and it felt even more pronounced because I was quiet in my thoughts. I figured this was caused by the earth-shaking from the inner fire of the world, which created a vague disturbance in that part of the Land.
And then in a little, I was gone over into sleep, and waked not for seven good hours; and then to hear the fizzing of the water, very brisk and cheerful, and so to have mine eyes open in a moment, and to know by my time-keeper or dial, that was somewhat like to a watch of this age, that I had slumbered through seven good hours. But this to be learned after that I had lookt to see whether Mine Own did be well, and whether that the boulder did balance in the mouth-part of the cave.
And then, before I knew it, I had fallen asleep and didn’t wake up for seven solid hours. When I finally did wake up, I could hear the water bubbling, lively and cheerful. I opened my eyes in an instant and checked my timepiece, which was somewhat like a watch we have now, realizing I had slept for seven full hours. But I only figured that out after I looked to see if Mine Own was okay and whether the boulder was still balanced at the entrance of the cave.
And surely, there did be nothing in harm; for the boulder was there, as I did put it; and the Maid a little off from me, and did make ready the water and the tablets, that we eat before our journeying.
And surely, there was nothing wrong; for the boulder was there, just as I had placed it; and the girl was a little away from me, preparing the water and the tablets so we could eat before our journey.
And I rose then, and in the same moment I did know that my mouth had been kist whilst that I slept; and the knowing to come to me vague, as that I had been kist in my dreams.
And I got up then, and at the same moment, I realized that my mouth had been kissed while I slept; and the feeling came to me vaguely, as if I had been kissed in my dreams.
And I lookt over toward the Maid; but she to have her lids something down upon her eyes, and to seem very demure; so that I saw her naughtiness was come again upon her. Yet, truly, I could not bear that I not to have her into mine arms; for, indeed, her perverseness did seem as that she did the more tempt me unto her. And thus I came to her in a moment; but she neither to resist me, nor to give herself unto me; but only to be still in mine arms, and to do no more than submit very quiet.
And I looked over at the girl; she had her eyelids lowered and seemed very modest, so I could see that her mischievousness had returned. Still, I really couldn’t stand the thought of not having her in my arms; her stubbornness felt like it was only making me want her more. So, I approached her in an instant, but she neither resisted me nor fully gave herself to me; she simply stayed still in my arms and quietly submitted.
And because of this, I loost her unkist, and was silent, and a little to be angered, even whilst that my heart perceived the way of the working of her heart. Yet truly I ached now that she come back to her dear natural fashion.
And because of this, I lost her kiss, and was silent, and a bit angry, even while my heart understood how her heart was working. Yet truly, I ached for her to return to her sweet, natural self.
And I eat my tablets and drank some of the water; and the Maid to do likewise.
And I took my pills and drank some of the water; and the maid did the same.
And afterward, I lookt well from the mouth of the cave; but did nowhere see aught to put me in trouble for our safety, though, truly, as presently I saw, there went an herd of strange creatures afar off in the Northwestward part, which did be that way of the Country, beyond the feet of the mountains, toward the In-Land.
And afterward, I looked carefully from the entrance of the cave; but I didn't see anything that would threaten our safety. However, I did notice a herd of strange creatures far off in the northwestern part of the land, beyond the base of the mountains, heading inland.
Now, when that I was something assured of the safeness of the way, I gat the Diskos to my hip, and the Maid to have the scrip and the pouch ready to my back, and her bundle to her hand; and so all to be ready.
Now that I was fairly sure the path was safe, I strapped the Diskos to my hip, had the Maid prepare the pouch and the satchel on my back, and she held her bundle in her hand; and so we were all set.
And I went downward from the cave, when that I was girt, and gave aid to
Mine Own; and so to be soon upon the journey.
And I went down from the cave, once I was ready, and helped
My Own; and then quickly set off on the journey.
And surely, as we went onward, and I to look about me with different-seeing eyes from my looking on mine outward way, I to see how wondrous this part of the Land did be; and how that it did be truly like a great and wondrous park, that did be made of the skill and labour of godlike things; and truly this to show my feeling, as I lookt all-ways. And all that part did be bred of the inward forces of the world, and did be burned clear in this place, and upheaved in that, and made to an hot lake in another part; and odd whiles there to go a great steam fountain, that did whistle a lonely song forever. And anon there to be a small wood, and again a wood; and oft the quietness of great and strange trees, that did stand alone. And here, and in that part, a little fire-hill, that did be surely no greater than an house, and we to pass seven of these in but three hours. And two to glow very steadfast, and to make no vigour of burning; but the five others did burn very strong, and sent out a smoke and ash, and made a small desolation all about them; and of these five, there did be one that cast stones oft and again, so that they went upward with a strange loud noise, and fell in this place and that, all about, so that we came downward more nigh to the shore, that we be a good way off.
As we moved forward, I began to look around with a new perspective, appreciating how amazing this part of the land was; it truly felt like a vast and incredible park crafted by godlike beings. This really showed how I felt as I observed everything. This area was created by the inner forces of the world, with some parts burned clear, others uplifted, and some transformed into hot lakes. Occasionally, there was a large steam fountain that emitted a lonely song endlessly. There were small woods here and there, and often I encountered the silence of unusual, towering trees standing alone. In various spots, there were small volcanic hills, no bigger than houses, and we passed seven of these in just three hours. Two of them glowed steadily without much fire, while the other five blazed fiercely, producing smoke and ash and creating a small wasteland around them. Among these five, one frequently erupted stones with a loud noise, sending them high into the air and letting them fall in various places, bringing us closer to the shore from quite a distance away.
And here, as I do mind, there was a strangeness, in that there did be many trees that had stones set in the branches; and this to be plainly the work of the little fire-hill; and I to think it but something new come, else surely there had been no trees within all that space that it did throw; but yet, mayhap, I am wrong in this; for all things did seem that they grew very easy in that Country; and indeed this to be for surprise to me, only that I saw it with mine own eyes, as we do say.
And here, as I noticed, there was something strange, because there were many trees with stones placed in their branches; this was clearly the work of the little fire-hill. I thought it was something new, otherwise there wouldn't have been any trees in that area that it affected. But maybe I'm wrong about this; everything seemed to grow very easily in that Country. It really surprised me, especially since I saw it with my own eyes, as we say.
And alway as we did go, there were signs of inward life and forces; so that we but to stand quiet to feel that the earth did tremble gently in many parts.
And as we walked, there were signs of life and energy all around us; if we just stood still, we could feel the earth gently shaking in many places.
And presently there sounded for a great while a low and dull booming sound; and this we found to be from a place amid certain great rocks toward the mountains; for there came thence a mighty up-spouting of boiling water, that went so high as an hundred feet, and oft to be thrice so high, and belched a great steam; and there went up in the jet of the water, a great rock, that was so big as an house, and did dance and play in the might of the water, as that it had been no more than a thing very light and easy. And when that the water fell, as it did oft, the rock to go downward with the dull booming that we did hear.
And soon there was a low, deep booming sound that lasted for a long time; we discovered it was coming from a place among some large rocks toward the mountains. There was a powerful eruption of boiling water that shot as high as a hundred feet, and often three times that height, releasing a massive amount of steam. In the jet of water, a huge rock—big enough to be a house—was tossed around and seemed to dance in the force of the water as if it were light and easy to handle. And when the water fell, as it often did, the rock would come down with the dull booming sound that we heard.
And I minded how that I had heard the booming upon mine outward way; but had been then something more to the shore, so that it had been less plain to mine ears, as you shall suppose; neither had it been then to my sight, as now it did be to us because that we were come mayhap the half of a mile more toward the In-Land of the Country.
And I remembered how I had heard the booming on my way out; but I had been a bit closer to the shore, so it hadn't been as clear to me, as you can imagine; nor had it been as visible to me then, as it was now because we had maybe moved about half a mile further inland.
And truly, we lookt awhile at this huge great fountain and up-boiling, and came nearer unto it; but yet to be a large space off, because of the way that it did throw out a spattering of small stones odd whiles. And surely the thing did cough and roar in the deep earth, and anon to gruntle gently and to sob and gurgle; and lo! to come forth in a moment with a bellow, very hollow and strange, and the great rock to go spinning upward, and all a-shine in the light from the volcanoes, and was so round as a monstrous ball, and polished by the fret of the waters, so that I saw it had surely danced in the great jet through a weary time.
And truly, we looked for a while at this huge fountain, which was boiling up, and moved closer to it; but we still kept our distance because of the way it occasionally spat out small stones. It definitely made a cough and a roar deep in the earth, then would grunt gently and sob and gurgle; and suddenly, it would come forth with a hollow and strange bellow, causing the great rock to spin upward, all shining in the light from the volcanoes. It was perfectly round, like a giant ball, polished by the wear of the waters, and I could tell it had certainly danced in the powerful jet for a long time.
And anon the jet to cease and to go downward with a great soughing and thundering of waters, and the dancing rock to fall downward from that height which did show very huge, now that we did be come so near. And the rock surely to fall backward into some deep pit, whence came the waters, and as it fell, there was again the dull booming. But why the rock brake not, I could not perceive, save that it did alway fall into a boiling up of waters, and had no hurt from the rock of the place whence it was come.
And soon the jet stopped and started to go down with a loud rushing and thundering of water, and the dancing rock fell from the height that looked enormous now that we were so close. The rock definitely fell back into a deep pit, from which the water flowed, and as it fell, there was another dull boom. But I couldn't see why the rock didn't break, except that it kept falling into a churning mass of water and wasn’t harmed by the rocks of the place where it had come from.
And the Maid and I both to have stood a while, that we stare at this thing; for it did be more strange than I have made you to know; but now I did make to our journey again, and did think the Maid followed; but lo! in a moment, when that I lookt, she was to my back, and went toward the great boiling fountain. Then I stopt very swift, and called to her; but she did take no heed of me, and went onward very naughty, unto the danger of the great boil of the Jet, and the constant flying out of the stones, that you do know.
The Maid and I stood for a bit, staring at this thing because it was stranger than I had explained. But then I decided it was time to continue our journey, thinking the Maid was following me. However, when I looked back, she was behind me, heading towards the huge boiling fountain. I quickly stopped and called out to her, but she ignored me and kept moving towards the dangerous boiling jet and the constant flying stones, as you know.
Now, even as I stood and lookt, the Maid drew nigh to the place where the water did thunder; and the Jet in that moment to bellow, so that I knew it came upward again. And I ran then after the Maid, and she to see me, and began likewise to run from me toward the monstrous fountain; and surely I did think that I had done well if that I had whipt or beat her proper before this time; for truly it did be as that her naughtiness had gone nigh unto somewhat that did be near to a wayward madness, so that as I did perceive all her nature did surely work in her toward some deed that should be for regret; and this to come, because that she did be something pusht from her dear balance by her loving, and by the acting of my manhood upon her, so that her nature both to be in rebellion against me and to need me, and all in the same time. And this-way, she to be in an inward turmoil, and to be ready foolishly that she put in danger her beloved life, if only thereby she to make me something adrift, and in the same moment to have some ease of her perverseness. And, in verity, you to know all this, because that I have shown the working of her heart to you before this time.
Now, even as I stood and looked, the Maid came closer to the place where the water roared; and the Jet at that moment began to surge, so I realized it was rising again. I then ran after the Maid, and when she saw me, she started to run away from me toward the huge fountain; and I truly thought I would have done well if I had slapped or scolded her properly by this time; for it really seemed that her mischief had nearly turned into something resembling madness, as I could tell all her nature was working inside her toward some action that would lead to regret; and this was coming, because she was somewhat pushed from her usual balance by her love, and by my manhood affecting her, so that her nature both rebelled against me and needed me, all at the same time. This way, she was in inner turmoil, ready to foolishly risk her beloved life just to make me feel a bit lost, and at the same time to relieve some of her defiance. And, indeed, you know all this because I have already revealed the workings of her heart to you before.
Now, I caught the Maid among the great rocks, which did stand all about; and before her there did be a monstrous pit whence came the upbursting of the water; and the water to go upward before our faces in a mighty column, so that it did be as that a sea shot up on end, into a pillar of living water, and went upward forever, as it did seem in that moment. And how we should be saved, I knew not, for the water did be as that it overhung us, and should come down upon us and smother us in one moment, forever. And the roar was in our ears and shook all the air of that place with sound, as of an harsh and dreadful thunder; and there was a scalding of beaten water, as fine as an haze, all about us.
Now, I found the Maid among the huge rocks that surrounded us; and before her was a massive pit from which the water erupted. The water shot up before our eyes in a powerful column, making it look like a sea rising vertically into a pillar of living water, stretching upward endlessly, or so it seemed at that moment. I had no idea how we would be saved, as the water appeared to hang over us, threatening to crash down and drown us in an instant, forever. The roar filled our ears, shaking the air around us with a sound like fierce and terrible thunder; and a mist of steaming water, as fine as haze, swirled all around us.
And I had the Maid in one instant into mine arms, and I ran very swift, with a fierce running, that I have her away speedy, and so made forlorn trial that I save her life. And lo! as I went from under that huge and dreadful overhang of the great waters, there came downward from the height a great stone that had been cast by the Jet, and it burst upon the rock to my back, and certain of the flinders did strike and ring upon mine armour, and made me to stagger as I ran. But I held the Maid crowded safe against my breast, and she did not be hurt; and truly I was yet able to run, and did save Mine Own, and brought her out from under that grim Spouting.
I quickly grabbed the Maid and started running fast, trying my best to get her to safety and save her life. As I moved away from the massive, terrifying overhang of the rushing waters, a large stone came tumbling down from above, thrown by the Jet. It crashed against the rock behind me, and some of the debris hit my armor, making me stagger as I ran. But I held the Maid tightly against my chest, and she wasn’t hurt; I was still able to keep running and brought her out from under that grim Spouting.
And I put the Maid down then to her feet; and she not to know how near that she had given us to death, neither of the way that the fragments did strike me; for she laughed very naughty and gleeful. But truly I laughed not; for my heart had been nigh husht with terror for her; so that I did be yet sick in my spirit, and mayhap also something shaken by the blows that I gat from the broken stone.
And I set the Maid down on her feet, and she didn't realize how close she had brought us to death, nor how the fragments had hit me; instead, she laughed very mischievously and joyfully. But honestly, I didn’t laugh; my heart had been almost silenced with fear for her, so I was still feeling weak in my spirit, and maybe also a little shaken by the hits I took from the broken stone.
And, in verity, I to have meant that I flog her, very sharp, if that there be no other way that I might bring her to reason; for, in surety, as you to see, she to be acting so wild as a child, and so unreasoning as only a Maid-in-love; and I to know that she did have to be brought back from this way of spirit, even though I have to hurt her pretty body, that I bring her again to her dear natural wiseness.
And, honestly, I really meant that I would whip her, very hard, if there was no other way to bring her to her senses; because, as you can see, she is acting like a wild child, and as irrational as only a love-struck girl can be; and I know she needs to be brought back from this state of mind, even if it means hurting her lovely body, so that I can help her regain her natural wisdom.
Yet, indeed, I could not whip her then, because that she did laugh so joyous, though with a naughty heart, and did look so wondrous dainty, so that even her defyings did but seem that which my heart desired. And you, mayhap, to have been something likewise in the love-days. Yet I pled and reasoned with her to be a wise maid; but, indeed, she only to make a gleeful mock of all that I did say.
Yet, I really couldn’t scold her then, because she laughed so happily, even though she had a mischievous heart, and looked so incredibly charming that even her defiance felt like something my heart wanted. And you, perhaps, might have been a bit like that during your romantic days. Still, I pleaded and tried to reason with her to be sensible, but honestly, she just joyfully mocked everything I said.
Now I went forward again, for I was not harmed by the stone, only that I did be shaked, as you shall think. And the Maid to go offward from me, and to sing, and did oft dance naughtily as she went. But truly, I did be silent with her, for I was but human, and did lack that she come to mine arms, and love me, because that I had pluckt her safe from that place. And, indeed, this to be but a natural desiring; and you to have understanding with me, and to know that you also to have this lack and need, if that you to have done aught for love of your maid, and she to deny you a word of loving tenderness.
Now I moved forward again, since I wasn’t hurt by the stone, just a bit shaken, as you might think. And the Maid started to walk away from me, singing, and often danced playfully as she went. But honestly, I stayed silent with her because I was just human and longed for her to come into my arms and love me, especially since I had saved her from that place. And truly, this is just a natural desire; you should understand that you too feel this lack and need if you’ve done anything for the love of your girl, and she denies you even a word of tender affection.
Yet, in verity, I to be even then able to perceive with mine inward senses, how that the Maid did have a wondrous up-pouring of love for me, but yet did be so perverse, and the more so, mayhap, because that her love did so urge her unto loving admittings that I did be her Man. And she, maybe, to have meant that she be the more humble presently, but yet to go naughtily awhile more, and not, indeed, to have had the power within her at that time, to have come unto me, and cast off her waywardness, and askt that she be in mine arms, as all my heart did desire.
Yet, honestly, I could even then sense how deeply the Maid loved me, but she was so stubborn, perhaps even more so because her love pushed her to admit that I was her Man. She might have intended to be more humble in that moment, but still chose to act mischievously a bit longer, and she, in truth, didn’t have the strength at that time to come to me and let go of her impetuousness, asking to be in my arms, just as my heart longed for.
And so, as I have told, I went silently, and mayhap with a little dullness, that did be part of anger and part of hurt and part of that same strange love-foolishness from which the Maid did suffer. And truly, this doth be very contrary-seeming, only that you have seen my heart; and all indeed the more human, that it doth be so contrariwise to the brain-reason; and all to be desired, else did a man be no better than an ant or a weariful machine.
And so, as I mentioned, I walked quietly, perhaps a bit numb, feeling a mix of anger, hurt, and that same odd love-struck foolishness the Maid experienced. It really seems contradictory, but you've seen my heart; it's even more human because it goes against what makes sense in the mind. It's all the more valuable; otherwise, a man would be no better than an ant or an exhausting machine.
And this to be truth and wholesomeness as you shall perceive, if that you look deep enough, and do modify Reason with heart-understanding; for, in verity, how shall that which we call Reason, bring any to the full and the great knowledge. And this doth be a power of holy things, and doth be a child that is born of Love and Reason, and in the one to hold the two, and to know all things is the gift of this power; so that no man may walk truly that hath only the first, neither any man do utter wise that hath only the second.
And this is truth and wholesomeness, as you’ll see if you look deep enough and balance Reason with heartfelt understanding; for, in reality, how can what we call Reason lead anyone to complete and profound knowledge? This is a power of sacred things, a child born of Love and Reason, where holding both allows for the understanding of all things; so no one can walk truly who has only the first, nor can anyone speak wisely who has only the second.
And surely, I to cease from these thoughts, and to my tellings; and you to your harkings and dear sympathy.
And surely, I will stop these thoughts and my stories; and you will listen and offer your support.
Now, when the sixth hour did be come, we made a halt and eat and drank, and afterward went onward again, and so came presently clear of the two monstrous fire-hills; and their great noise to be presently to our rear, and likewise that quiet country that did be round their feet, and did seem so utter husht and strange and doubly so, because of the upward noise of the mountains, and because of the slow and subtle earth-shaking that did be so constant, and because of all those things that I have told.
Now, when it was six o'clock, we stopped to eat and drink, and afterward we continued on our way. Soon, we were away from the two huge volcanoes, their loud rumbling now behind us, along with the eerie quiet of the landscape surrounding them. It felt eerily silent and strange, made even more unsettling by the ongoing noise from the mountains, the gentle yet persistent tremors of the ground, and all those other things I’ve mentioned.
Now, when we had made halt, the Maid had done her hair very uncomely upon her head, and had lookt slyly to see whether I did note; but truly, I took no heed; so that in the end she had it again in a pretty fashion, and did sing naughtily and with an heart of mischief, as she did shape it loose and wondrous nice about her head.
Now, when we stopped, the Maid had styled her hair very poorly on her head and kept glancing to see if I noticed; but honestly, I paid no attention. So in the end, she fixed it up nicely, and sang playfully and with a mischievous heart as she arranged it loosely and beautifully around her head.
And I still to have no word for her; neither to show that I did watch her with love and somewise a quaint pleasure of her perverseness, even whilst that I did strive by silence and an aloofness that I bring her to my side, as she did be in the first days; for truly I did ache that she be near unto me, and to cease from her waywardness that did put a distance of spirit between us, as you to perceive.
And I still have no words for her; I can't show that I watched her with love and a strange enjoyment of her stubbornness, even while I tried to use silence and distance to bring her back to my side, like it was in the early days. Honestly, it hurt to have her so far away and to see her waywardness create a gap between us, as you can see.
And so we did go forward again, as I have told, and the Maid did strive that she make me to give attention to her naughtiness, for she did walk alway offward from me, and did sing aloud, and truly they did be songs strange unto me, but yet to be of love, and much as the songs of this Age; for, truly, there doth be but one song upon all the earth, and she but to sing it in diverse ways.
And so we moved forward again, as I mentioned, and the Maid tried to get me to focus on her mischievousness, as she always walked away from me, singing loudly. The songs were strange to me, but they were indeed about love, much like the songs of this age; because, really, there is only one song in all the world, and she just sings it in different ways.
And she did oft to make little glancing toward me, and did pout very pretty; and in a moment come something toward me, as that she did be humble, and would be forgiven; but all to be in a naughty mockery; so that, in verity, I lookt not at her, save odd whiles; but did go forward alway, and made as that I had no heed of her doings.
And she often glanced at me and pouted in a really cute way; then, she would come close to me, acting humble and like she wanted forgiveness. But it was all just a playful tease. So, honestly, I barely looked at her except for a few times; I just kept moving forward as if I didn't notice what she was doing.
And surely this did presently to stir her to a new defying and to a pretty anger; for she did sing other songs of impudence, that she did fit very clever about me; and this way to have a constant impertinence.
And this definitely stirred her into a new kind of defiance and a charming anger; she started singing other bold songs that she cleverly directed at me; and this was her way of maintaining a steady attitude of cheekiness.
And so we did go, and I never to speak with the Maid, but to wonder when that she cease, or how long it should be ere that I did run swift to her and have her into mine arms, that I shake her and kiss her, all as my heart did desire.
And so we went, and I never got to talk to the Maid, but I wondered when she would stop, or how long it would be until I ran quickly to her and held her in my arms, shaking her and kissing her, just like my heart wanted.
And when that the twelfth hour did be come, we made halt again and eat and drank; and the Maid to serve me very intent, and hand me the water, the while that she went down upon her knee, as a slave; but when I would have laughed gently at her mockings, and taken her into mine arms, she went from me very sudden and cold, and was afterward silent and did sit apart from me.
And when the twelfth hour came, we stopped again to eat and drink; the Maid was very attentive, serving me and handing me water while kneeling like a servant. But when I tried to gently laugh at her teasing and pull her into my arms, she suddenly pulled away from me, cold and distant, and then sat apart in silence.
Now I also did be silent, and in the first because that I was a little pained, and also because that I did be new touched with the love-foolishness that did trouble Mine Own.
Now I also stayed silent, partly because I was a bit hurt, and also because I was newly affected by the foolishness of love that troubled Mine Own.
But afterward, I ceased from these feelings, and did be intent to another matter; for it did seem to my spirit that there was some danger anigh to us; and I had a thought of the Humpt Men, and lookt well about, and did beckon the Maid to come nigh, because that the trees did be plentiful thereabout, to hide any creature.
But afterwards, I stopped feeling that way and focused on something else; it seemed to me that there was some danger close to us. I thought about the Humpt Men, looked around carefully, and signaled for the Maid to come closer because the trees were thick in that area, which could hide any creature.
But Mine Own came not over to me, so that I loosed the Diskos from mine hip, and went that I be nigh to her. And she made that she saw me not; but did set the gear together, and had it presently a-ready for the journey, the while that I did look all-ways among the trees; but indeed I saw naught.
But she didn’t come over to me, so I took the Diskos off my hip and went closer to her. She pretended not to see me and got the gear together, having it ready for the journey while I kept looking around among the trees; but I really didn’t see anything.
And when that I had the gear upon me, and the Maid her bundle, we went forward again; and I to be very wary, and bid the Maid keep close to my side; but indeed, she would not obey, and went offward among the trees, so that I was all an-haunted with dread for her, and ran and caught her, and talkt wisely with her; but indeed she did not hark to me; but did run off in the moment that I loost her.
And when I had the gear on me and the Maid had her bundle, we moved forward again. I tried to be very careful and told the Maid to stay close to me, but she didn’t listen and wandered off among the trees. I was really worried about her, so I ran after her and tried to talk to her sensibly, but she didn't pay attention and took off the moment I let go of her.
And I caught her again, and I took one of the straps from around the Scrip and the Pouch, and set it about her pretty waist, and the end I held in my hand, and so had her to obey me in this thing which did be needful to her safety.
And I caught her again, and I took one of the straps from around the Scrip and the Pouch, and put it around her pretty waist, and I held the end in my hand, making her obey me in this thing that was necessary for her safety.
And the Maid to go with me very husht for two great hours, and I alway to look well about. And in the end of that time, the Maid did begin to sing impudently, and I did ask her that she be a quiet maid, lest that she bring danger upon us; but she to be the more impudent.
And the maid stayed quiet with me for two whole hours, while I kept looking around carefully. In the end, the maid started singing obnoxiously, and I asked her to be quiet so she wouldn't get us into trouble; but she just became more disrespectful.
And lo! as I did strive that I look all-ways, lest any harm did come upon us, and in the same moment to reason Mine Own from her pretty folly, she did grow very husht, so that I lookt round upon her in an instant. And truly, she had cut the strap with her belt-knife, and did run away very swift among the trees. And surely my heart did slow a little in my breast, because that there did seem something a-move in the dark of the shadows, where the trees did grow thick, and the Maid did run that way in her foolishness and waywardness.
And look! As I tried to keep an eye out for any danger coming our way, at the same time I was trying to reason with her about her silly behavior, she suddenly went very quiet, making me turn to look at her right away. And truly, she had cut the strap with her belt knife and was running off quickly among the trees. My heart definitely slowed a bit because I sensed something moving in the dark shadows where the trees were thick, and that's where she was running off in her foolishness and stubbornness.
And I ran hard after the Maid, and did call her, not over-loud, lest I bring somewhat upon her; but she to have no heed, and to run very light and swift, so that I caught her not for the half of a minute, as it might be; for she was gone ahead, and I did be a little cumbered with mine armour.
And I ran after the Maid, calling her softly so I wouldn’t alert anyone. But she didn’t pay attention and ran fast and light, so I couldn’t catch her for at least half a minute; she was already ahead, and I was a bit slowed down by my armor.
And lo! when I caught her, I shook her, and pointed inward among the trees, for it did seem even then to me that something moved there; but she to struggle in my hand a moment, and afterward to be still, and to ask with an insolence and a defiance whether that I did mean to flog my chattel, the which she did call herself in her naughtiness.
And when I caught her, I shook her and pointed toward the trees, because it seemed to me that something was moving there. But she struggled in my grip for a moment, then went still and defiantly asked if I really meant to whip her, the way she referred to herself in her mischief.
And, in verity, ere I did know, she had twist from me, and did run with a true wickedness straight toward that place where somewhat had seemed to be a-move. And I ran then with all my strength, and with a fearful and an anxious heart. And because I put all my strength to the matter, I caught the Maid in a moment, ere she did be gone any way; and she again to fight to be gone from me. But I took her into mine arms, very strong, and I ran outward from that place where the trees made a darkness.
And, honestly, before I even realized it, she had turned away from me and was running with true wickedness straight toward that spot where something had seemed to be moving. I ran with all my strength, filled with fear and worry. Because I gave it my all, I caught up to the Maid just in time before she could get away; she struggled to escape from me again. But I held her tightly in my arms and ran away from that dark place among the trees.
And surely, when I was come again to where the trees did be more spare, I saw that I was come nigh to that river which I crost on the raft, as you shall mind; and truly I did be glad, and to feel safe in a moment. Yet I was firm now to my purpose; for I set the Maid to the earth upon her feet, and kept my hold very sure upon her; for I did mean that I whip her, before that her love-foolishness bring her needless unto death.
And surely, when I returned to where the trees were more sparse, I saw that I was close to the river I crossed on the raft, as you might remember; and I truly felt glad and safe in that moment. Yet I was resolute in my intention; I set the Maid down on her feet and held onto her tightly, as I meant to spank her before her foolishness led her needlessly to death.
And I took the belt from her pretty waist, for it did be but a light strap, and I whipt her very sharp over her shoulders with the belt. And, truly, she did make to nestle unto me in a moment, as that other time when that I whipt her; but I stayed her from this, and I set the belt thrice more across her shoulders, very sharp, so that she to learn wisdom at once, and I to be free for ever of this need to pain her, which did hurt me very strange.
And I took the belt from her pretty waist because it was just a light strap, and I whipped her sharply across her shoulders with it. And, honestly, she immediately tried to cuddle up to me like that other time when I whipped her; but I stopped her from doing that, and I struck her three more times across her shoulders, really hard, so that she would learn her lesson quickly, and I could be free forever from the need to hurt her, which actually bothered me a lot.
And the Maid to stand very quiet, now that I did keep her from coming unto me; and her head did be something bent, so that I knew not whether I did mayhap have flogged her over-hard; for I did be something lacking in knowledge whether that a maid be very easy hurt.
And the Maid stood very still, since I kept her from coming to me; her head was slightly bent, making me unsure if I might have hit her too hard; because I wasn't certain whether a girl is easily hurt.
And I stooped and lookt into her face; and lo! she did be smiling naughtily, and kist me in a moment very saucy upon the mouth, ere I did be aware; and afterward, she laughed and made try to make a bitter mock upon me, and askt when that I should be pleased to cease from whipping my chattel; for that then she should run away immediately into the wood, and to trust the Humpt Men that they protect her from me.
And I bent down to look at her face; and there she was, smiling mischievously, and kissed me suddenly on the lips before I even realized it; and afterward, she laughed and tried to make a bitter joke at my expense, asking when I would stop punishing my property; because then she would run off into the woods and trust the Humpt Men to protect her from me.
And surely, I lookt at her very grave; for I perceived that she did not truly jest, but made to anger me, and did be half in a strange anger herself, and something adrift; for she had not been whipt enough, but only to stir her rebellion utterly. And I saw that if she be not set right then, ere she leave my hand, she to be like to have some new foolishness that should take her unto her death, even as she had come overnear already, as you to know. And this to be because that her nature did be stirred so that her natural wiseness was all overset, and she to be that she do aught of unwisdom that should come to her, because of her pretty love-foolishness, which did now be made the more strong, by reason of the half-rising of her anger.
And surely, I looked at her very seriously; I could tell she wasn’t really joking but was trying to provoke me, and she was partly filled with a strange anger herself, feeling a bit lost. She hadn’t been punished enough to eliminate her rebellion completely. I realized that if I didn’t set her straight soon, before she left my side, she was likely to get into some new trouble that could lead to her ruin, just as she had come too close to before, as you know. This was because her nature was so stirred that her natural wisdom was thrown off balance, causing her to act foolishly, driven by her cute, love-struck foolishness, which was now even stronger because of her growing anger.
And this way, as I have known, I perceived that, for her dear sake, I should not let my lovingness weaken me in that moment. And, in verity, I shifted my hand and loosed the fastenings of her garment, so that her pretty shoulders did be bared. And her face to change sudden, and she lookt up at me an instant, with a little gasp; so that I knew she did be all unbroken, as was mine intent; but she did not yet have learned deeply in her heart, all that I was minded that she to learn; for even in that moment, she made a sound that showed she did try to mock me; but truly, she did not know in that instant whether to mock or to weep; though she did try to suppose that she had yet an heart for mockery.
And so, as I understood, I realized that, for her sake, I couldn't let my feelings make me weak in that moment. And honestly, I shifted my hand and loosened the fastenings of her garment, revealing her lovely shoulders. Her expression changed suddenly, and she looked up at me for a moment, gasping slightly; so I knew she was still innocent, just as I intended. However, she hadn't yet fully grasped in her heart everything I wanted her to understand; because even then, she made a sound that suggested she was trying to tease me. But really, in that moment, she didn't know whether to laugh or cry; despite her best efforts to act as if she still had the heart for teasing.
And I set the belt thrice across her pretty shoulders, where they did be bared; and surely the blows did be very stern and sharp. And lo! in one moment Mine Own broke into an utter weeping, so that I took her instant into mine arms, and did hold her strong and gentle against mine armour. And she to be as a child in mine arms, and did sob very strange and bitter, as that she did be all undone in the heart.
And I wrapped the belt around her beautiful bare shoulders three times, and the blows were truly harsh and hard. In an instant, my own love broke down in tears, so I immediately pulled her into my arms and held her tightly and gently against my armor. She felt like a child in my embrace, sobbing in a way that was both strange and deeply sorrowful, as if her heart was completely broken.
And presently she did be quiet in mine arms; though I to feel how she did yet tremble; and she did cling tight unto me, and her face to be against mine armour.
And right now she was quiet in my arms; even though I felt her still shaking; and she clung tightly to me, her face pressed against my armor.
And afterward, when that she had ceased to tremble, I kist her, and surely her mouth did be very humble, and her lids to be downward, and she to be something pale. And she then to be awhile more in mine arms, very quiet; and so to come unto her dear self. And lo! presently, she to want to kiss me of her own accord; and she put up her lips, very sweet and as a loving maid, that I kiss her. And surely I kist her, with an humble and a masterful love; and a strange pain to be about my heart, as you shall suppose; but yet my heart and my reason both to approve mine action; and the Maid to be but the more mine own, and to have come again to her dear natural wisdom.
And after she stopped trembling, I kissed her, and her mouth felt very gentle, her eyelids were low, and she looked a bit pale. She stayed in my arms for a while, very still, and then she seemed to come back to herself. Soon after, she wanted to kiss me willingly; she lifted her lips, sweet and like a loving girl, inviting me to kiss her. And I definitely kissed her, with a humble yet passionate love, feeling a strange pain in my heart, as you can imagine; but still, both my heart and my mind agreed with what I was doing; and the girl felt even more like my own, having returned to her natural self.
Yet, as you shall know, there to be for a long while a strange and mixed pain, in my bosom, both dreadful and tender, because that I had been so stern with Mine Own Maid; so that even while that my heart and my reason did approve me, my heart to make somewhat of reproach. And this to have been someways of foolishness; but yet human of our Nature, and an wholesome trouble to the spirit, if that this troubling be not allowed to shape our actions to any harmful weakness.
Yet, as you will come to understand, there has been for a long time a strange and mixed pain in my chest, both awful and gentle, because I had been so hard on my own girl; so that even while my heart and my mind agreed with me, my heart felt a bit of regret. This was somewhat foolishness; but still human nature, and a healthy struggle for the spirit, as long as this struggle doesn't lead us to any harmful weakness.
Now, in a while, the Maid did come to composedness, and to be very gentle and sweetly natural. And she made presently that she would have me to loose her; and afterward, she turned her back to me, even as a dear child, that I fasten her garment again upon the shoulders. And she did be both shy and glad, and humble, and in dainty pride of submission, and utter Mine Own. And surely, as I did this thing for her, I perceived that she lookt with a great shyness at the belt which did be yet in my hand. And when that I had made an end of fastening her garment, she did nestle unto me for a while, and afterward stood away and made shyly to show me that I put her belt again about her pretty waist. And I saw that she did be somewhat a-lack yet that she touch the belt, because that I had whipt her with it.
After a bit, the Maid became calm and very gentle, almost sweetly natural. She immediately asked me to untie her, and then she turned her back to me like a dear child so I could fasten her garment again on her shoulders. She was both shy and happy, humble yet proudly submissive, and completely mine. As I did this for her, I noticed she looked at the belt still in my hand with a lot of shyness. Once I finished fastening her garment, she cuddled with me for a moment, then stepped back and shyly indicated that I should put her belt back around her pretty waist. I could see that she was still a little unsure about touching the belt since I had used it to whip her.
And truly you to perceive how her heart did be in this matter; but if you not to know, then how shall I to tell you; and do but bid you ask your own maid; though, in verity, she to be like that she but laugh at you, and leave you so wise as you be now; for the way of the heart of a maid doth be most hid to the maid, and she but to know the desire, and to lack the ending. But truly she doth know when that a man shall set the truth of her heart before her.
And truly, you can see how her heart is in this situation; but if you don’t know, then how can I tell you? Just ask your own maid; although, honestly, she might just laugh at you and leave you as confused as you are now. The way a girl's heart works is often a mystery to her, and she knows only her desires, but not how they will end. However, she does recognize when a man reveals the truth about her heart.
Now, when I had buckled the belt very nice again about Mine Own, we went backward a space, until that we found the bundle, which she had dropt, when that she ran off from me. And I saw also the portion of the strap, which she cut; and so all to be found.
Now, after I had fastened the belt nicely around myself again, we went back for a bit until we found the bundle she had dropped when she ran away from me. I also noticed the piece of the strap that she had cut, and everything was found.
And we went then at a good speed toward the river; for I was still minded regarding the seeming of movement which there had been among the trees; and very wishful that we have a raft made with haste, so that we might come to the little island, where I did sleep before, upon the outward way, as you shall remember. And I thought to have our slumber again in that place, and to make that day's journeying something short, because that the island was near, and a good and safe place for our sleeping.
And we quickly headed toward the river, as I was still thinking about the movement I had noticed among the trees and really hoping we could make a raft quickly so we could reach the little island where I had slept before on the way out, as you’ll remember. I wanted to sleep there again and make our journey that day a bit shorter since the island was close and would be a safe spot for us to rest.
And I told the Maid concerning the island; and she to be in great delight and interest, because that it did be one of those halts of mine outward going, and did be all eager as a child, when that I said we should truly have need of a raft to come to the island.
And I told the maid about the island, and she was incredibly excited and interested because it was one of my adventures when I went out, and she was all eager like a child when I mentioned that we would definitely need a raft to get to the island.
And we came downward to the shore of the river, and, indeed, there did be those two same trees, that had been my raft, there upon the shore of that place. And I showed these to Mine Own, and truly she did nigh to weep upon them, because of her dear emotions and love, and did cut a small branch therefrom, with her belt-knife, and put the branch where she did put the piece of bark; and this to be for a remembrance and an after-delight and pondering.
And we went down to the riverbank, and there were those two same trees that had been my raft, right there on the shore. I showed them to my love, and she almost cried over them because of her deep feelings and affection. She cut a small branch from one with her belt knife and placed it where she had put the piece of bark, keeping it as a reminder and a source of joy and reflection.
Now we lookt well in all parts, that we find some other small tree that should be fallen; and the Maid did climb a rock that did be near, with a flat top, so that she might search out around.
Now we looked closely in every direction to see if we could find another small tree that had fallen. The girl climbed a nearby rock with a flat top so she could look around.
And presently she cried out to me that there did be a tree to our purpose, and but an hundred paces away; and she to go with me to show me, and to aid, if need be; but, indeed I carried the tree very easy, and had it with the others; and afterward, we went about again for branches, and these I cut from live trees, using the Diskos with care and wiseness.
And then she shouted to me that there was a tree that would work for us, just a hundred steps away; she said she would come with me to show me and help if necessary. But honestly, I was able to carry the tree easily and took it back with the others. Afterwards, we looked for branches again, and I cut these from living trees, using the Diskos carefully and wisely.
And with these branches to be for cross-pieces, and our belts and the straps for binders, I set the trees together into a raft, and made it pretty good for our need, and so that no monstrous thing in the river should have chance to snap upward between the trees at my dear One.
And with these branches to use as cross-pieces, and our belts and straps for binding, I put the trees together into a raft, making it pretty sturdy for what we needed, so that no huge creature in the river could rise up and snatch my dear one between the trees.
And when the raft was done, I gat it to the water, and the Maid did lend her strength; for the thing was heavy, as you shall think. And when this was done, I pushed a sharp branch downward into the shore, and I hookt a branch of the raft about this mooring, and so did be nigh ready for the voyage.
And when the raft was finished, I got it to the water, and the girl helped out; because it was heavy, as you can imagine. Once that was done, I pushed a sharp branch down into the shore and hooked a branch of the raft onto this anchor, so I was almost ready for the journey.
But first I did need a pole to push the raft, and did wonder now where the other did be gone, that I cut upon the outward way; for I had set the pole with the two trees, as I did mind, having some vague thought that mayhap I should live to come that way again.
But first I needed a pole to push the raft, and I wondered where the other one had gone, the one I had taken on my way out; because I had set the pole between the two trees, as I remembered, thinking maybe I would live to come this way again.
And I had a little strange unease that the pole did be gone; but scarce to know that I did be troubled, yet to set me to a new haste. And I bid the Maid put the scrip and the pouch and her bundle secure upon the raft; and in that time I lookt well about for a sapling tree that should do my purpose. And I saw that there grew an odd one a little to the side of the flat-topt rock that the Maid had lookt from; and whilst that I cut it, the Maid did come to watch, and made pretty chatter in the time that I trimmed the branches away.
I felt a bit uneasy that the pole was missing, but I hardly realized I was troubled; it just made me hurry. I told the Maid to secure the bag, pouch, and her bundle on the raft. While I was doing that, I looked around for a small tree that would work for me. I noticed a peculiar one growing slightly to the side of the flat-topped rock where the Maid had been looking. As I cut it down, the Maid came over to watch and chatted cheerfully while I trimmed the branches.
And lo! whilst that I did be part divided in mine attention between her dear talk and my work and an haste that did be born of that little unease that was come upon me, my spirit to seem to be aware that there came a danger anigh to us; and the Maid to have this same knowing; for she ceased her speech, and lookt at me with somewhat of trouble. And lo! in that moment, as I balanced the pole in my hands, there came the noise of a sudden bounding to our backward part, where the trees did grow something anigh.
And suddenly, while I was trying to split my focus between her sweet conversation and my work, with a rush that came from a slight unease that had settled over me, I felt a sense of danger close by; and the girl seemed to feel it too, as she stopped talking and looked at me with a hint of worry. And in that moment, as I steadied the pole in my hands, I heard a loud noise coming from behind us, where the trees grew a bit closer.
And I turned, instant, and lookt; and behold! there did be upon us an Humpt Man, very lumpish and mighty; and he stretched out his hands, and ran at me. And I had no time to the Diskos, which did be upon the earth to my feet; and I smote the Humpt Man with the point of the pole that did be in my hands, and the point took him very strong and horrid in the breast, and entered in, so that the Humpt Man gave out a strange howling, that did be half seeming of an animal and half of an human. And he clutched at the pole that did so hurt him, and I stoopt very swift for the Diskos, and had it in a moment. And the Humpt Man tore the pole out of his breast, and in the same instant I ript him from the head downward, so that he did be nigh in two halves; for I had no mercy in mine act, even though my heart did be something sorry.
And I turned instantly and looked; and behold! there was a Humpt Man, very bulky and strong; he stretched out his hands and ran at me. I didn’t have time to grab the Diskos that was at my feet; I struck the Humpt Man with the tip of the pole I held, and it pierced him hard and deep in the chest, causing him to let out a strange howl, sounding half like an animal and half like a human. He grabbed at the pole that hurt him, and I quickly bent down for the Diskos and had it in a moment. The Humpt Man yanked the pole out of his chest, and in that same instant, I sliced him from head to toe, nearly splitting him in half; I felt no mercy in my actions, even though my heart was a bit regretful.
Now, even as the man died, there did be a sound of running in the wood before me; and lo! I turned very speedy to the Maid, and she was there to my back, and had her belt-knife drawn in her hand; for she had it in her bosom, where she had put it when that I took her belt for the raft.
Now, even as the man was dying, I heard a rustling in the woods in front of me; and suddenly! I quickly turned to the Maid, and she was right behind me, with her belt knife drawn in her hand; she had kept it hidden in her bosom, where she had put it when I took her belt for the raft.
And I caught the Maid about the waist with my left arm, and was come with her to the top of the rock in two great houndings. And I set her there upon the rock, and turned again to the way I came and swung the Diskos free; for indeed, I had seen that there did come a number of the Humpt Men among the trees.
And I grabbed the Maid around the waist with my left arm and brought her to the top of the rock in two big leaps. I set her down on the rock and turned back to the path I had taken, swinging the Diskos freely; because I had noticed that a group of the Humpt Men was approaching through the trees.
And there came running from the wood, mayhaps a great score of the Humpt Men; so that it did seem to me that we did be going to die; for how should one stand against so many, and they so quick and strong, as you shall mind.
And then a large number of the Humpt Men came running out of the woods; it seemed to me that we were about to die, because how could one stand against so many, especially when they were so quick and strong, as you’ll remember.
Yet, in verity, I had no despair; but did be mixt in the heart with a great fear for Mine Own, and a strange and exulting gladness that I should do that day some deed for Mine Own Maid; and truly this to be the pomp of love and the heart-cry of the barbarian, as you shall say. And this maybe; but truly I did be proper human, and to make no excuse because that I was natural; neither have I hid anywheres aught that I did think and feel.
Yet, in truth, I had no despair; but I was filled with a great fear for my own, mixed with a strange and joyful excitement that I would do something that day for my own girl; and really, this is the essence of love and the raw emotion of humanity, as you might say. And maybe that's true; but really, I was just being human, making no excuses for being natural; nor have I hidden anything about what I thought and felt.
And whether that you approve or not, if that you condemn me, you to condemn all Humanity, and to have vain words and vain regrettings; for these things that be named for faults, do but be the complement of our virtues, and if that you slay the first, you may chance to wither the last; for now I speak of things as they be now, and as they did be then; and nowise of lovely ideals that do live chief in the mind, and so much in mine as any, as you to know, if that you have gone with me all along my way.
And whether you approve or not, if you condemn me, you are condemning all of humanity, and it's just empty words and pointless regrets; because the things that are called faults are just the flip side of our virtues, and if you destroy the first, you might end up damaging the last. I'm talking about things as they are now and how they were back then, not about beautiful ideals that exist mainly in our minds, as much in mine as in anyone else's, as you would know if you have walked with me on my journey.
And surely, I must cease from my thinkings, and go forward with my telling; for the Humpt Men did come forward at a wondrous quick run, and did swarm upward on to the rock, as that they did be panthers; and they made no outcry; but came silent to the killing; and I saw that they did be something smaller than he that I had but then slain. And, in verity, I did be all knit in that moment with speed and cleverness; for I split the heads of three, with but quick turns of my wrist, as I did wield the Diskos. And I kicked the face of another, in the same time, with my metal boot, so that he died; for there did be all my strength and all my skill working then for our salvation.
I must stop my thinking and just tell you what happened next. The Humpt Men rushed forward at an incredible speed, climbing up the rock like panthers. They were completely silent as they approached to attack, and I noticed they were smaller than the one I had just killed. In that moment, I was filled with speed and agility; I struck the heads of three of them with quick twists of my wrist as I wielded the Diskos. At the same time, I kicked the face of another with my metal boot, killing him instantly, as all my strength and skill were focused on saving us.
Now all this to have been done in but a few beats of the heart, as I might say; and these men to have been in the front of the attacking. Yet there did be no space to have breath; for there leaped three more of the Men upon the rock; and one smote me with a great piece of rock that he carried, so that mine armour did seem as that it crackt, and I to be driven backward upon the Maid; yet had slain one of the Humpt Men, even in that moment.
Now all this happened in just a few heartbeats, as I might say; and these men were in the front of the attack. Yet there was no time to breathe; for three more of the men jumped onto the rock, and one struck me with a large piece of rock he was carrying, making my armor feel like it cracked, and I was pushed backward onto the Maid; yet I had just killed one of the Humpt Men, even in that moment.
And surely, my dear One caught me in her arms, behind, and steadied me, so that I fell not; and I slew the Humpt Man with the rock, even in that moment whilst Mine Own held me, as he came again to strike me. And I then to be firm again upon my feet, and did spring at the third of the Humpt Men; and surely there was no room that he should be able to avoid me, even did that be his intent; and he came at me with a great leap. And I stood strong, looking clearly to my work; and I swung the Diskos with both my hands, and the blow took the Humpt Man in the middle part, and split him, whilst that he did be yet leaping. And in that instant there reached over the edge of the rock, two of the Humpt Men, and gat me by the feet; so that I was pulled sudden to my back very hard and bitter; and this to be done, even whilst that the body of the Humpt Man did be yet in the air. And the body came forward over me, and did be utter dead already, and fell down upon the rock beyond me, and rolled horridly and went over the edge of the rock.
And of course, my dear One caught me from behind and steadied me, so I wouldn’t fall; and I struck down the Humpt Man with the rock, right at that moment while Mine Own held me, as he came to strike me again. I found my balance and sprang at the third of the Humpt Men; there was no way for him to dodge me, even if that was his plan; he lunged at me with a huge leap. I stood firm, focused on my work, and swung the Diskos with both hands, hitting the Humpt Man in the middle and splitting him apart while he was still leaping. Just then, two of the Humpt Men reached over the edge of the rock and grabbed my feet, pulling me suddenly onto my back very hard and painfully; this happened just as the body of the Humpt Man was still in the air. The body came down over me, already totally dead, and fell onto the rock beside me, rolling horrifically and going over the edge.
And I did be all shaken and something bemused by the hardness of my fall; and the hands of the two Humpt Men pluckt me sharp to the edge of the rock, the while that I did strike vaguely to wound them; but did only chip the rock, and fortunate that I harmed not the weapon.
And I was all shaken and a bit confused by how hard I fell; and the hands of the two Humpt Men pulled me sharply to the edge of the rock, while I randomly tried to hit them; but I only nicked the rock, and luckily I didn't damage the weapon.
And lo! in the moment that they had been like to have me downward to the earth into their midst, I to make a good stroke, for I cut the shoulder of one very dreadful, so that he loosed me; and immediately, I kicked very fierce with my freed foot, and surely I nigh crushed the hand of that other with my metal boot; and he likewise to cease from dragging upon me.
And just as they were about to drag me down to the ground among them, I made a strong move and cut the shoulder of one terrifying creature, causing him to let go of me. Then, with my freed foot, I kicked hard, almost crushing the hand of the other with my metal boot, and he too stopped pulling me.
And immediately, I knew that Mine Own did be helping me that I get instant to my feet again; for I was yet something dazed.
And right away, I realized that my loved one was helping me get back on my feet; I was still a bit stunned.
And there came then a rush of the Humpt Men up the rock; and truly it did be a glad thing for our lives that they might come up only upon but one side; for the other sides did be utter steep and smooth worn; and this to have been unto our saving, as you shall think.
And then a bunch of Humpt Men rushed up the rock; and it was truly a good thing for our lives that they could only come up from one side; because the other sides were completely steep and smooth. This was what saved us, as you will see.
And I stood up to the rush of the Humpt Men, and did smite hard at them, with a quick circling of the Diskos, so that the great weapon did glow and roar. And they gave back from the blaze and the sound of the Diskos; and surely then I ran in upon them, whilst that they did be something bewildered; and I gat the foremost man full upon the head, so that he did be dead before he did know what thing happened. Yet, in verity, this did be a dread moment to me; for the Humpt Men leaped in at me upon every side in an instant of time; and I did be struck upon my head-piece and upon my back and breast with the stones that certain of them did carry, so that I rockt as I stood, and did near to swoon, and mine armour to be all dint and bent upon me, and I truly to seem that I had come to the time of my dying.
And I stood up to the onslaught of the Humpt Men, swinging my Diskos fiercely, making the weapon glow and roar. They recoiled from the brightness and sound of the Diskos; then I charged at them while they were still a bit disoriented. I struck the first man squarely on the head, killing him before he realized what had happened. Yet, honestly, this was a frightening moment for me; the Humpt Men rushed at me from all sides in an instant. I was hit on my helmet and my back and chest by the stones that some of them carried, causing me to sway on my feet, nearly fainting, with my armor all dented and bent, and I truly felt like I was facing my death.
And lo! in that moment of time, there did come to my dazed sense a low and bitter cry of anguish from the Maid; and this to set all my life aglow in me. And, in verity, there went a strange greyness of fury before mine eyes, and I then to fight as I did never fight before; and I did smite as it did seem forever. And the greyness did ease from mine eyes, and the Maid did have her arms about me as I stood, and the dead Men to lie heapt upon the rock, and Mine Own to steady me, for I did be near slain and the blood did go from me, and mine armour was all broke upon me by the smitings of the sharp stones.
And suddenly, in that moment, I heard a low and bitter cry of anguish from the Maid, setting my whole being ablaze. A strange grayness of fury clouded my vision, and I fought like never before; it felt like I struck forever. The grayness lifted from my eyes, and the Maid had her arms around me as I stood, with the dead scattered on the rock, and my own person steadying me because I was almost killed, blood draining from me, and my armor was all shattered from the blows of the sharp stones.
And I lookt something slowly upon Mine Own; and she to know that I would ask whether that she did be harmed anywise; and she to be very brave with me, and to tell me that she did be well; and she to be all slain in the heart, because that I did be so hurt; but truly I had fought a good fight, and did lack only to know that she come to no harm. Now my wits did come back into me very soon; but I did be utter weak, and scarce to stand; so that I did mind only that I get Mine Own safe unto the raft, and to put off then from the shore.
And I looked slowly at my own, and she knew I was going to ask if she was hurt in any way; she was very brave with me and told me she was fine, but she was completely brokenhearted because I was so injured; still, I had fought well, and all I really wanted to know was that she was okay. My senses came back to me quickly, but I was completely weak and could hardly stand; so, I focused only on getting my own safe to the raft and pushing off from the shore.
And I walkt slow to the edge of the rock, and lookt well about, that I learn whether the Humpt Men did be all gone away; and the Maid did steady me.
And I walked slowly to the edge of the rock and looked around carefully to see if the Humpt Men had all left; and the Maid steadied me.
And lo! there came up in that instant the last of the Humpt Men, and they were five and did creep very stealthy, that they have me in surprise. And I loost from the Maid, for I saw that I must come upon them whilst that I had any strength left in my body; and they now to leap upward unto me, so that I gat the first upon the head, and he to go backward dead; but truly I did be more weak than I knew; for I swayed upon the edge of the rock, and sudden I went downward to the earth; and did be there upon my knees, and my back to the rock.
And then, at that moment, the last of the Humpt Men appeared, creeping up quietly, catching me by surprise. I let go of the Maid because I realized I had to confront them while I still had some strength left. They were about to leap at me, so I managed to strike the first one on the head, and he fell back, dead. But I was weaker than I realized; I teetered on the edge of the rock and suddenly went crashing to the ground. There I was, on my knees, with my back against the rock.
And, in verity, the Humpt Men did come in upon me very swift; yet did they give back from the Diskos, which I swung to and fro, so speedy as I might, for my weakness, which did be so utter that I could nowise come to my feet to stand.
And, really, the Humpt Men came at me very quickly; yet they backed away from the Diskos, which I swung back and forth as fast as I could, given my weakness, which was so complete that I couldn't get to my feet to stand.
And Mine Own came down swiftly from the rock, and ran past the Humpt Men, and I to make that I shout to her to go to the raft; but truly I had no voice in my body, and did be dumb and weak, and did know that I should be gone forever from Mine Own in a little moment, and she to have none to protect her, neither to know the way of our journey, save by reason.
And my love quickly came down from the rock and ran past the Humpt Men. I tried to shout at her to go to the raft, but honestly, I had no voice left, and I felt weak and unable to speak. I knew I would be gone from her forever in just a moment, and she would have no one to protect her or to guide her on our journey, except by instinct.
And behold! Mine Own did shout to the Humpt Men, and I perceived that she made to draw them after her; for she ran to and fore and did shout continually. But, indeed, the Humpt Men had no heed of her; but did make alway to come at me; and surely, in that moment, one of the Humpt Men reached me, and smote me so shrewd that sure he nigh crackt his monstrous hand upon mine armour, and did drive me backward upon the rock, and to make me bleed afresh, so that I was all in a daze and near swooned away. And the Humpt Man caught at the Diskos; yet, in verity, he loost it on the instant, for it did burn and shake him very sore; and immediately, he smote me again, and so made to end me.
And look! My own person shouted to the Humpt Men, and I noticed she was trying to draw them towards her; she ran back and forth and kept shouting. But, in truth, the Humpt Men paid her no attention; they were always coming for me. Sure enough, in that moment, one of the Humpt Men reached me and hit me so hard that I thought he might have nearly broken his monstrous hand against my armor, pushing me back onto the rock and causing me to bleed again. I was all dazed and nearly passed out. The Humpt Man grabbed for the Diskos; however, he immediately let it go because it burned and shook him badly. Then, he hit me again, trying to finish me off.
And lo! in that moment, the Maid ran right in among the Humpt Men, and she struck the man that strove with me, and drove her belt-knife once and again through his arm, very savage and determined. And surely, the man turned upon her, and he caught her by her garments, and he ript her two garments utter from her, so that they came away and she did be free. And behold, mine utter despair for her did give me a new strength, so that I shouted to her that she run instant to the raft; and I cut the Humpt Man in twain, and did fall back then into a part swoon against the rock. And lo! the Maid ran out from the Humpt Men; but they neither to know whether that they follow her or that they come in upon me; and as they did pause, she to call to them, and to try that she tempt them from me toward the wood; for she had no thought of her life, but only that she free me and save me; and I too weak even to have power to command her to the raft; and she, truly, to have no heed to such command, even did I thus to call again. And there I did be, half-gone out from this life, and lookt at her with eyes that did scarce wot, save as in a dream.
And then, in that moment, the Maid rushed right into the Humpt Men, and she struck the man who was fighting me, driving her belt knife into his arm again and again, fiercely and with determination. The man turned on her, grabbing her by her clothes and tearing two of her garments off, freeing her in the process. And suddenly, my utter despair for her gave me newfound strength, so I shouted for her to run to the raft; I cut the Humpt Man in half and then collapsed into a partial faint against the rock. The Maid ran away from the Humpt Men, but they didn’t know whether to follow her or come after me; as they hesitated, she called to them, trying to lure them into the woods. She wasn’t thinking of her own life, only of how to free and save me; I was too weak to even command her to the raft, and she, truly, paid no attention to such commands even as I called out again. And there I was, half-gone from this life, watching her with eyes that barely understood, as if in a dream.
And lo! the Humpt Men ceased sudden that they heed her; and the three that did be left came very sly unto me, and with slowness and cunning; for they wotted not whether I did be dead, or but a-wait for them. And the Maid perceived that they came not after her; and she let out a great cry that did be distant-seeming in my dulled ears, and came back, naked, and running very swift. And she ran by me as death should run, white and silent and her face set unto despair, and her eyes utter intent. And she struck her belt-knife into the shoulder of the near Humpt Man; and the Man howled and turned, and she did leap to the side, and the Humpt Man ran at her. But lo! she leaped again this way and that, and utter silent, and so quick as a light doth seem to dance all ways in a moment. And the two other Men did join with the first, that they catch her; and behold! she went about, and did run right away among the trees, and the three Men did come after her, running very lumbersome, yet with a great speed.
And suddenly, the Humpt Men stopped as they noticed her; and the three that were left approached me stealthily, moving slowly and carefully, because they didn’t know whether I was dead or just waiting for them. The Maid realized they weren’t coming after her, and she let out a loud cry that echoed in my numb ears, then came back, bare and running very fast. She rushed past me like death itself, pale and quiet with her face set in despair and her eyes full of determination. She stabbed her belt knife into the shoulder of the nearest Humpt Man; he howled and turned, and she jumped to the side as he charged at her. But she leaped again in every direction, completely silent, and as quick as a flash, appearing to dance in all ways in an instant. The two other Men joined the first to try and catch her; and suddenly, she dashed around and ran straight away into the trees, while the three Men lumbered after her, moving quickly yet awkwardly.
And the Maid had the knife in her hand, and I knew that she did mean to slay herself presently, when that she could run no more; and in that moment it seemed that my heart burst; for that I should never more see Mine Own Maid forever. And there came some power of movement into me, and I came forward from the rock and fell over upon my face. And I gat again to my knees, and began that I creep after the Maid, and I did shout in whispers, for my voice had no more power to call. And the Maid went from my sight among the trees, as a far white figure, that did run very swift, and was presently lost utter to my sight; and the Humpt Men did go after; yet even in my weakness, I perceived that two did go something clumsy, as that they had been hurt in the fight; and they to be the rearward of the chasing; but he that the Maid did cut with the knife was to the fore, and did run very strong; and surely they were all gone inward of the trees with a dreadful speed, and were lost from me. And the world did become sudden an Emptyness and a great Horror, and there was no sound in all the Earth, as it did seem. And I knew that I was come to my feet, and did run toward the trees, and the Diskos did trail from mine arm by the hold-buckle; and the ground did be as that it moved and shifted under me, and I not to feel where I trod, but did only peer desperate and lost among the trees; and, as I to know now, I heard my voice calling strangely; and afterward there was a thundering in mine ears, and I came downward upon my face.
And the Maid had the knife in her hand, and I realized she meant to take her own life soon, when she could run no more; and in that moment, it felt like my heart shattered because I would never see My Own Maid again. Suddenly, I felt a surge of movement in me, and I stepped forward from the rock and fell face down. I got back to my knees and began to crawl after the Maid, whispering shouts since my voice no longer had the strength to call out. The Maid disappeared from my sight among the trees, a distant white figure running quickly, and soon she was completely lost to me; the Humpt Men followed after her. Yet even in my weakness, I noticed that two of them moved awkwardly, as if they had been hurt in the fight, and they were lagging behind, but the one the Maid had stabbed with the knife was at the front, running strong. They all vanished into the trees at a terrifying speed, and I lost them. Suddenly, the world became an emptiness and a great horror, and it seemed there was no sound anywhere. I found I was on my feet and ran toward the trees, the Diskos dragging from my arm by the hold-buckle; the ground felt like it was shifting beneath me, and I couldn’t feel where I stepped but desperately peered around among the trees. As I realize now, I heard my voice calling oddly, and then there was a loud ringing in my ears before I collapsed face down.
And I did know presently that I was alive, and there to be some dreadful terror at my heart; and surely I did remember and sickened and gat my head from the ground. And I lookt among the trees; but there did be nothing, and everywhere there did be a strange silence and a dimness of unreal seemings. And I knew that Mine Own was gone from me, and had surely died. And the earth did be all stained about me with my blood, and I did be utter glad; for I to need death.
And I quickly realized that I was alive, but there was a terrible fear in my heart; I remembered everything, felt nauseous, and lifted my head from the ground. I looked among the trees, but there was nothing, just a strange silence and an eerie dimness. I knew that my loved one was gone and had surely died. The ground around me was stained with my blood, and I felt utterly glad; I needed death.
And I swooned again and was lost to my pain; but did live presently to know.
And I fainted again and was overwhelmed by my pain; but I soon lived to understand.
And there was a little strength come into me, and I gat my head up somewhat from the ground, and did peer among the trees; and my head did be too heavy, and my face came against the earth once more. And because that I could not hold up my head, I rolled my head a little, until that my cheek did be to the ground, and I to look thiswise, so well as I might; but there did be nothing; and afterward, I rolled my head again to the other cheek, and so to stare very weak and desperate, and not abled to look proper to my front. And lo! there went something among the trees, and did show white in the gloom of the wood; and did come through the trees. And I not to believe in the first that I did truly see aught; and sudden I to know that I saw somewhat. And behold! my heart did bound in me, so that all my body did waken; for I knew that Mine Own Maid did run slow and staggering toward me, through the wood. And I did be now upon my knees and upon my hands, and did begin again to creep and to bleed; and did make little callings to Mine Own, that had no sounding.
I felt a bit stronger and managed to lift my head somewhat off the ground. I looked among the trees, but my head felt too heavy, and my face hit the earth again. Since I couldn't hold my head up, I turned it slightly until my cheek rested on the ground, trying to look around as best as I could, but there was nothing. Then I rolled my head to the other side, staring weakly and desperately, unable to look straight ahead. Suddenly, I saw something white moving among the trees in the dim light of the woods. At first, I couldn’t believe I was actually seeing anything, but then I realized that I was. My heart raced, waking up my entire body, because I recognized that it was my beloved coming through the trees, moving slowly and unsteadily towards me. Now on my knees and hands, I began to crawl again, bleeding, and I made soft calls to my love that didn’t carry any sound.
And Mine Own drew nigh, and did rock and stagger, and did strike anon against the trunks of the trees, as that she did be gone near blind with her running. And in a moment she saw me, and that I did yet live and did come unto her; and she made a strange and loving crying unto me, with a great gladness and with an utter weakness.
And Mine Own came close, swaying and stumbling, and bumped into the tree trunks, having nearly lost her sight from running. Suddenly, she saw me and realized I was still alive and coming to her; she called out to me in a strange yet loving way, filled with immense joy but also total weakness.
And she came running, and was lost with faintness, and did sway this way and that, stumbling; and she went sudden to the earth, and did be still.
And she came running, feeling dizzy and swaying back and forth, stumbling; then she suddenly fell to the ground and lay still.
And I crept onward so speedy as I might, and the earth to seem alway as that it moved from my hands, and to slide; and this-seeming to be of my weakness; for my hands and my knees went everyway, and my head to be that it kept nodding forward very stupid to the earth.
And I kept moving as quickly as I could, feeling like the ground was always slipping from my grasp. It seemed to be a sign of my weakness, as my hands and knees were going in every direction, and my head kept nodding forward, looking pretty stupid as I just stared down at the ground.
And lo! as I came anigh unto the Maid, where she did lie so quiet, I saw that something moved in the wood, and was running. And truly it did be an Humpt Man, and came forward very silent and with a quick slyness, as that he did track the Maid secretly; for he lookt alway to the earth. And I perceived that he was that one of the Humpt Men which the Maid had cut with the knife; for the blood did show upon the shoulder and the breast; and this bleeding mayhap to have slowed the Man; so that Mine Own did be like to have supposed she had come utter free; yet he to have found her, by tracking, as I perceived.
As I approached the Maid, where she lay so still, I noticed something moving in the woods, rushing towards us. It turned out to be a Humped Man, moving quietly and slyly, as if he was secretly following the Maid; he kept his eyes on the ground. I realized he was one of the Humped Men whom the Maid had wounded with the knife; blood was visible on his shoulder and chest. This bleeding must have slowed him down, leading my own to think she was completely safe; yet he had found her by tracking her, as I could see.
And I strave to my feet, that I should come to the Maid, before the Humpt Man; and surely I gat upright, and went with a strange running, and did roll, and lo! I fell immediate, ere I was come to her. And the Humpt Man to run also; and surely it did be a dreadful race; for I went creeping and did be weak and as that I was of lead. And the Humpt Man came very swift and brutish; but I came the first to Mine Own Maid. And I rose up at the Humpt Man, upon my knees, and I swung the Diskos, and the great weapon did roar in my hands, as that it did know and did live. And the Humpt Man ran in upon me; but I smote him truly with the Diskos, and he ran past me, all blundering, and fell and died upon his face, a little way off.
And I struggled to my feet to reach the Maid before the Humpt Man. I managed to stand up and started running awkwardly, but I stumbled and fell just before I got to her. The Humpt Man was also running, and it was a terrifying race; I felt weak and heavy, as if I were made of lead. The Humpt Man came charging at me, strong and aggressive, but I was the first to reach my Own Maid. I got down on my knees in front of the Humpt Man, swung the Diskos, and the powerful weapon roared in my hands, as if it were alive. The Humpt Man charged at me, but I struck him accurately with the Diskos, and he stumbled past me, collapsing face down a short distance away.
And lo! my wounds had brake out into a great bleeding, and my head did roll upon my shoulders. And I lookt down dull, yet with an utter great love upon Mine Own; and there did be no proper wound upon her; but yet was she all bruised and knockt and marked with the trees, and where she did fall in her running. And she did be there, very still and dear, and I to have brake my heart with love for her, but that I did be so dulled, as I have told.
And suddenly, my wounds burst open and started bleeding heavily, and my head rolled on my shoulders. I looked down, feeling dazed, but full of deep love for my own. There was no serious injury on her, but she was all bruised and scratched from the trees and where she had fallen while running. She was there, very still and precious, and I was about to break my heart with love for her, but I felt so numb, as I mentioned.
And I fought that I should be strong a little while more against my weakness; and I strove that I set mine ear gently upon her breast, that I should listen for her heart. But my head did go downward something clumsy and heavy upon her; and I then to hearken, and surely she did live and her heart did beat; though, in verity, mine ears did have at first a thundering; but afterward a quietness in them, that made the sounding of her pulsing to seem an utter long way off; and very faint it did be. And surely, in that moment, even as I harked, I was gone over into a deadness, and had no more knowing; neither to have even a knowledge that I did be slipt from my senses. And, behold, the Maid did lie swooning; and I to be there in my broken armour, and my head upon the breast of Mine Own, and likewise to know naught; and about us the quietness of that Country, and the far noise of the great Fire-Hills that did sound through Eternity.
And I thought I should be strong a little longer against my weakness; I tried to gently lay my ear on her chest to listen for her heart. But my head drooped awkwardly and heavily against her, and as I listened, I could hear that she was alive and her heart was beating; although, at first, my ears were filled with a loud sound, which later quieted down, making her heartbeat seem far away and very faint. And surely, in that moment, as I listened, I slipped into another state, losing all awareness; I didn’t even realize I had lost my senses. And there lay the Maid, unconscious, while I was there in my broken armor, my head resting on the chest of my beloved, completely unaware, surrounded by the stillness of that land and the distant sounds of the great Fire-Hills echoing through Eternity.
XIV
ON THE ISLAND
Now I came unto my senses, and did be in pain and a great forgetfulness and bewilderment. And I strove that I rise; but did be held by a strange force, that did be surely my weakness, as I to know afterward.
Now I came to my senses, and I felt pain along with a deep sense of forgetfulness and confusion. I tried to get up, but I was held down by a strange force, which I would later understand was my own weakness.
And I was upon my back; and a little sound did be near me, as that something did pant. And I turned my head, very slow, because that I did so lack of strength. And lo! I saw that the Maid did be anigh to me, and did be yet naked; and did pant, and pusht hard and desperate with a great pole, which did be surely that one which I had cut when that the Humpt Men came upon us. And therewith I remembered all, and perceived that I did be upon the raft, and the Maid to push the raft along with the pole.
I was lying on my back, and I heard a soft sound near me, like something was panting. I turned my head very slowly because I was so weak. Then I saw that the Maid was close to me and still naked; she was panting and pushing hard and desperately with a long pole, which was definitely the one I had cut when the Humpt Men attacked us. In that moment, everything came back to me, and I realized I was on the raft with the Maid using the pole to push us along.
And, at that, I made a little sound with my mouth; but the Maid not to hear me; for she did look backward, as I should think to the shore; and her face did be very set and anxious; and there to be a far noise of howling, that I knew to be the voices of the Humpt Men; and so to perceive that the Maid had come unto her senses, and had gat me somewise to the raft, whilst that I did yet be swoond. And thus to save me ere the Humpt Men had come. But, in verity, how she did this thing, I never to learn; neither she to know, but only that her love did give her a great and desperate strength that she save me, that did be her man.
And at that, I made a small sound with my mouth, but the girl didn't hear me because she was looking back, probably toward the shore. Her face was very tense and worried, and there was a distant noise of howling that I recognized as the voices of the Humpt Men. I realized that the girl had regained her senses and had somehow gotten me to the raft while I was still unconscious. She saved me just before the Humpt Men arrived. But honestly, I never learned how she did it, and she didn't know either, except that her love gave her a powerful and desperate strength to save me, her man.
And afterward, Mine Own Maid did tell me how that she had come into her senses, and did be there upon the earth, and somewhat did be upon her breast; and she saw that it was my head which did be heavy upon her, and I to be surely gone out from this life; for I was so still.
And afterwards, my own maid told me how she had come to her senses and found herself on the ground, and there was something resting on her chest; she realized it was my head that was heavy on her, and she thought I had truly left this life because I was so still.
And she came from under me, and did ease me out upon the earth, and her heart nigh brake, because that I was so be-bled, and my blood to have stained all that did be near. But when she had gat me restful, she saw that I did surely live; and a great hope to spring in her heart. And oft, as she had eased me, she had lookt about, and there did be naught to the sight, save the body of the Humpt Man anigh, and the others dead about and upon the flat-topped rock, as you to mind.
And she came from underneath me and helped me up onto the ground, her heart nearly breaking because I was so covered in blood, and my blood was staining everything nearby. But when she got me settled, she saw that I was definitely alive, and a surge of hope filled her heart. And often, as she had helped me, she looked around, and there was nothing to see except the body of the Humpt Man nearby and the others dead around and on the flat-topped rock, as you remember.
And she ran then very speedy to the raft, and brought water from the river in my headpiece, and she dasht the water upon me; but I to have no power to come unto my senses. And lo! in that moment, she to know by some subtile telling of the spirit, that there came some danger anigh; and she then to make that she save me, or that we die both of us together. And she strave with me, and did carry and draw me that weariful way unto the raft. And she gat me on to the raft; and she ran then for the pole that did be beside the rock; and whilst that she took the pole, she perceived her torn garments, that did be yet in the hands of the Humpt Man, even as she had slipt them to escape him. And she caught the garments very hasty from the hand of the Man, and ran then to the raft; and she pusht the raft out from the shore, and leaped aboard; and behold! as she made to use the pole, there came a sound out of the wood. And there ran from the wood the two Humpt Men that did yet live; and they to have trackt her, after that she did run from them; and they ran downward to the shore, very silent and intent upon her; but she to work with an utter despair, and to have the raft a good way out, ere they did be come. And surely, they either to have no power of swimming, or to know that there did be a Dread in the water; for they made not to come after; but did stand and stare very stupid, and afterward to howl; and this howling I did hear when that I was come unto myself upon the raft, as you do know. And by this telling, you to be so wise as I; for more I know not, save odd things that I did learn afterward, that did but set my love more holy unto Mine Own Maid; and these to have been but small matters of love-thoughts that we did have together; and scarce clear unto my remembering.
And she ran really fast to the raft, filled my headpiece with water from the river, and splashed it on me; but I still couldn’t regain my senses. In that moment, she somehow sensed that danger was near; she tried to rescue me, or that we would die together. She struggled with me and dragged me that exhausting distance to the raft. She got me onto the raft and then ran for the pole beside the rock; while grabbing the pole, she noticed her torn clothes still in the Hands of the Humpt Man, just as she had slipped them off to escape him. She hurriedly snatched the clothes from the Man's hand and ran back to the raft, pushed it away from the shore, and jumped aboard; and look! as she prepared to use the pole, a sound came from the woods. Out of the woods came the two surviving Humpt Men; they had tracked her after she fled from them, and they approached the shore quietly and focused on her; but she worked with total despair, managing to get the raft a good distance out before they arrived. Surely, they either couldn't swim, or they sensed there was something terrifying in the water; because they didn’t attempt to follow us but instead stood staring stupidly and then began to howl; and I heard that howling once I became aware on the raft, as you know. And by this account, you know as much as I do; because I cannot tell you more, except for a few odd things I learned later, which only deepened my love for My Own Maid; and those were just small moments of love we shared; hardly clear in my memory.
And lo! even as I harked unto the howling of the Humpt Men, the sound did grow more faint and far off; for the Maid worked very desperate with the pole. And I did feel that I would help her; but yet was so a-lack; and surely, even as I did mean to rise, I was gone again utter from my senses; and that dear naked One did pilot me safe and loving unto the safe harbouring of the little island, that you do mind; and had no thought unto herself; but only that she save me. And I to be there, scarce offward from my death, and to have no knowing of aught, and no more power to help or to be a shield unto Mine Own; but did be only an helpless man, that had surely died, save for the care of My Beloved.
And suddenly! as I listened to the howling of the Humpt Men, the sound faded and became distant; for the Maid was desperately working with the pole. I felt that I wanted to help her, but I was so weak; and just as I intended to get up, I lost my senses again completely. That dear, vulnerable one guided me safely and lovingly to the shelter of the little island that you remember; she didn’t think of herself at all, only focused on saving me. And I was there, barely clinging to life, unaware of anything, and having no strength to help or protect My Own; I was just a helpless man who would have surely died without the care of My Beloved.
Yet did I fight a good fight, and have alway a great joy in the remembering.
Yet I fought a good fight, and I always find great joy in remembering it.
Now, I mind nothing very clear after this for a great time; but only of pain and weariness, and of half wakings and times when I did know naught, and others when that I did be awake, yet did have no realness, either in myself or in any land or place; and all to come back strange and vague; yet with a constant knowing that there went Love about me, and a great and gentle watchfulness; so that I was eased when that the black mists of my weakness did uprise about me to swamp me; and I was made to know hope, when that unknown despairs did live stealthy within me.
Now, I don’t remember much clearly after this for a long time; only pain and exhaustion, and moments of half-awakening when I didn’t know anything, and other times when I was awake but felt no realness, either in myself or in any place; everything came back strange and vague; yet I was constantly aware that Love was around me, with a great and gentle watchfulness; so I felt comforted when the dark mists of my weakness rose up to overwhelm me; and I came to know hope, even when unknown despairs lived quietly within me.
And lo! there came a time when I waked, and did be freed of uncertain burdenings and peculiar woes and that still haze through which great achings did come constant upon me. And surely, I was laid very nice upon somewhat that did be soft, and there went a sweet quietness about me, and an healthful drowse did grow in my bones.
And then, there came a time when I woke up, free from the uncertain burdens and strange worries that had constantly surrounded me. I was resting comfortably on something soft, and a sweet calmness enveloped me, bringing a healthy drowsiness to my body.
And slowly I perceived that the Maid did kneel beside me, and did look upon me with so great a love and gladness that it did be as that I drank in health and a drowsy joy and peace. And surely, she stoopt and kiss me with an utter gentle love, upon my mouth, and her tears to go sweet upon my face; and truly I kist her again, with an utter content.
And slowly I realized that the Maid was kneeling beside me, looking at me with such love and happiness that it felt like I was drinking in health and a warm, sleepy joy and peace. She leaned down and kissed me with pure tenderness on my lips, and her tears fell sweetly on my face; and I truly kissed her back, filled with complete contentment.
And she took my head in the comfort of her arm, and gave me somewhat that I drink; and when I had drunk, she kiss me once again, so light as that a pretty wind did blow hushed upon my lips. And my head she made easy; and lo! I was gone over unto sleep, even as she tended me.
And she cradled my head in her arm and offered me something to drink; after I drank, she kissed me once more, so softly that it felt like a gentle breeze brushing against my lips. She made my head feel at ease, and just like that, I drifted off to sleep while she took care of me.
And thrice do I mind that this to happen; and at the third time, I knew that my strength was come something into me again; and I moved my hand a little, this way and that; and she to know that I did need her to hold my hand; and she to do this, and I to go into sleep again, even while that I look sleepy, yet with all my love, into her eyes.
And three times I thought about this happening; and by the third time, I knew that my strength was returning; I moved my hand a little, back and forth; and she understood that I needed her to hold my hand; she did this, and I drifted back to sleep, looking sleepy but filled with love as I gazed into her eyes.
And when I waked for the fourth time, I did whisper that I loved her; and surely she broke into a sudden weeping, and did hold my hand very dear against her breast.
And when I woke up for the fourth time, I whispered that I loved her; and she suddenly started crying and held my hand close to her chest.
And when I waked for the fifth time, I to know how things did be about me, and that I did lie naked in the cloak, and did be all bandaged about my body; and the bandages, as I did know afterward, did be from the torn garments of the Maid.
And when I woke for the fifth time, I began to understand what was going on around me, realizing that I was lying naked under the cloak, and that my body was completely wrapped in bandages; and the bandages, as I found out later, were made from the torn clothes of the Maid.
And I look at the Maid, and knew that she did be drest again, and did be in the garments that I did give to her, as you to mind; which did be that one, and the inner, that the Humpt Man tore from her, and which she had slipt, that she escape from the Man.
And I looked at the Maid and knew that she was dressed again, wearing the clothes I gave her, as you remember; which were that one and the inner one that the Humped Man tore from her, and which she had slipped off to escape from him.
And afterward, I found that she had made a very cunning mend of the garments, whilst that she did sit so utter long beside me to tend me; for she had gotten threads from her torn garments, and had made needles from thorns that did grow on the little bushes of the island; and the thorns did brake oft, and she then to have another, and so to persist an hundred times. And this way she did be drest very nice and dainty.
And later, I realized that she had skillfully repaired the clothes while sitting beside me for so long to take care of me. She had taken threads from her ripped clothes and made needles from thorns that grew on the small bushes of the island. The thorns broke often, so she kept using another one, persisting a hundred times. In this way, she dressed herself very nicely and neatly.
And Mine Own Maid perceived how that I lookt with interest at her, and did mind, very natural, how that I last to have seen her; and she then to blush gently; and did kiss me, that she have her pretty face something from mine eyes. And truly, I to wish the more that I be strong, that I kneel in a glad reverence unto her; for this way did be my love, and ever so; and you likewise, that have truly loved.
And my maid noticed how I looked at her with interest and remembered, quite naturally, when I last saw her. She then blushed a little and kissed me to partially hide her pretty face from my view. Honestly, I wished even more to be strong so I could kneel in joyful reverence to her; that’s how I felt about my love, and it’s always been that way for those of you who have truly loved as well.
Now I did begin that I grew very steady unto my strength, again, and Mine Own Maid did tend me alway, and she gave me a broth of tablets and the water at set times, by the telling of my timepiece. And oft she washt me and did change the bandages, and did wash and dry the bandages, that she use them over again; for we did be so lacking for such matters, as you to know.
Now, I started to regain my strength slowly, and my maid took care of me constantly. She gave me a broth made from tablets and water at regular times, according to my clock. Often, she would wash me, change the bandages, and clean and dry the bandages so she could reuse them, as we were very short on supplies, as you know.
And on the fifth day, I was come utter to ease; and did be wondrous happy, and Mine Own to make pretty talk unto me; but had me to be alway quiet, because that I did be yet so weak.
And on the fifth day, I had finally found some relief; I was incredibly happy, and my love wanted to chat with me, but they insisted I remain quiet because I was still so weak.
And on the sixth day, I to be let answer Mine Own, and to say how great I did love her, the which mine eyes had said alway, while that I did lie in silence. And I to be assured by the Maid that she did be in health, and recovered; but indeed, I saw that she was gone very thin, and that her eyes did be weary, even while that they had so great a love and a gladness to me.
And on the sixth day, I was allowed to answer my own feelings and express how much I loved her, something my eyes had always communicated while I remained silent. The Maid reassured me that she was healthy and recovered; however, I could see that she had become very thin, and her eyes looked tired, even though they still held so much love and happiness for me.
And I made Mine Own to bring her tablets by me, as she did alway, and when that I had kist them, and she to have eat and drunk, I bade her to make me the broth ready; and when she had made the broth, I askt that the Diskos be set anigh to me. And afterward, I bid her to my side, and had her to lie by me; and I took her pretty head upon mine arm, and told her that she to lie thus and to sleep, and to have no fear that she weary me; for that I to be but the more rested to have her so, beside me.
I had my own person bring her tablets to me, as she always did, and when I had kissed them, and she had eaten and drunk, I asked her to get the broth ready for me. After she made the broth, I requested that the Diskos be placed near me. Then, I invited her to my side and had her lie next to me; I rested her lovely head on my arm and told her to lie like that and sleep, assuring her not to worry about tiring me out, because having her beside me only made me feel more rested.
And she in the first to trouble that she be too heavy for mine arm; but truly, I showed that my strength was something come back to me; for I prest her gentle unto me, and she then to nestle content, and to be gone into an utter sleep, and to have been in a sore need of the same.
And she was the first to worry that she was too heavy for my arm; but honestly, I proved that my strength was starting to come back to me; for I held her gently against me, and she then snuggled in comfortably, fell into a deep sleep, and really needed it.
And Mine Own did sleep for twelve great hours, and had scarce any life in all that time, save when once she did make a little and gentle moaning, and did afterward set her pretty face more nigh to me in her sleep. And surely, I had neither weariness nor lonesomeness; but did lie with an utter content; and did look downward upon the Maid, where she did sleep in the hollow of mine arm; and truly she did be most wondrous lovely and dainty; and the goodness of her face did seem as that it made an holiness about my heart, so that my spirit was uplift in a quiet and constant glory of love.
And my girl slept for twelve straight hours, and barely showed any signs of life during that time, except once when she let out a small, gentle moan and then nestled her pretty face closer to me in her sleep. And honestly, I felt neither tired nor lonely; I lay there completely content, looking down at the girl sleeping in the crook of my arm; she was incredibly beautiful and delicate. The goodness of her face seemed to create a sense of holiness around my heart, lifting my spirit in a quiet and constant glory of love.
And I drank a part of the broth at the third hour, and at the sixth hour, and at the ninth hour, when that I finished it; and my right arm did be free to this purpose and to the Diskos; and surely I did twice and thrice set my hand upon that great weapon, as to a true comrade; and, in verity, I could think the weapon did know and did love me. And this thinking to be because I did be so uplift, as I have told; yet truly, the Diskos did be a strange and wondrous thing, and did be alway thought to have an oneness with the man that did use it.
And I drank some of the broth at the third hour, then again at the sixth hour, and finally at the ninth hour when I finished it. My right arm was ready for this task and for the Diskos; and honestly, I placed my hand on that great weapon two or three times, as if it were a true partner. I genuinely felt that the weapon recognized and cared for me. I thought this because I felt so inspired, as I mentioned before; yet truly, the Diskos was a strange and amazing object, always believed to have a special connection with the person who wielded it.
And in the twelfth hour, the Maid awoke sudden, and came upward out of mine arm, all in a sweet haste, that she know that I did be well; and she did be eased wondrous, when that she saw how I laughed with a quiet joy but to see her dear eyes, and her pretty trouble. Yet did she be in reproach to herself, when that she lookt to find how the hours had past. But, indeed, I did make a mocking sternness with her; and forbad that she even to say one little word more upon this matter; but to be glad that I did be so utter happy, and she likewise.
And in the twelfth hour, the Maid woke up suddenly and came out of my embrace in a sweet hurry, wanting to make sure I was okay; she felt wonderful when she saw me laughing with quiet joy just at the sight of her beloved eyes and her lovely concern. Yet, she felt some blame towards herself when she realized how the hours had passed. But, to be honest, I pretended to be stern with her and forbade her from saying another word about it; I just wanted her to be happy that I was so utterly content, and that she was too.
And truly, when I had said this, that impudent Maid did set her little fist against my nose, and to threaten me. And, in verity, I laught so hearty that the Maid did be in fear I should set my wounds again to bleed, and did reproach herself again; but, in truth, I came to no harm.
And honestly, when I said this, that bold girl put her little fist up to my nose to threaten me. And, actually, I laughed so hard that the girl was afraid I might start bleeding again and blamed herself once more; but really, I was fine.
And when that I could speak, I askt the Maid whether that there had been brothers to her, because that she did play so natural. And this I askt, not thinking; and lo! in a moment I perceived my thoughtlessness; but said naught, save to take the hand of Mine Own, that she know utter that I did not be heartless. And she to nod very quiet, and afterward kist my hand, and slipt from me. And I knew that she was gone a little way off, lest she weep; and I did be in trouble for her and for mine a-lackness; but truly I could do naught, only that I called very gentle unto her.
And when I was able to speak, I asked the Maid if she had any brothers, because she acted so naturally. I asked this without thinking; and in that moment, I realized my thoughtlessness, but I didn’t say anything, except to take the hand of Mine Own so she would know I wasn’t heartless. She nodded quietly and then kissed my hand before slipping away. I knew she had gone a little way off to avoid crying, and I felt troubled for her and for my own inadequacy; but really, there was nothing I could do except call softly to her.
And she to return soon, and did smile loving and cheerful upon me; but, indeed, I saw that she covered her weeping, whilst that she had made me new broth. Yet, before I would take the broth, I would have her to mine arms; and she to submit very glad and happy, but to keep her pretty weight from me, lest she hurt my woundings.
And she was coming back soon, smiling at me with love and cheer; but I could see she was hiding her tears while she made me new broth. Still, before I would take the broth, I wanted her in my arms; and she happily agreed, but she kept her sweet weight away from me so she wouldn’t hurt my injuries.
And afterward, we both to eat, and be happy in glad talk.
And afterward, we both ate and enjoyed happy conversation.
And presently, I did sleep; but would have her to be nigh to me, even though she did be wakeful; and so we to be utter content together.
And soon, I fell asleep; but I wanted her to be close to me, even if she was awake; and so we were completely happy together.
Now, the seventh day, as it might be called, was a wondrous happy time; and when I waked, the Maid did be sleeping as a child to my side, and her face nestled against me. And she to waken in a moment; for thus had she drowsed and watched through all the hours whilst that I had slept.
Now, on what you could call the seventh day, it was a wonderfully happy time; and when I woke up, the Maid was sleeping like a child beside me, her face nestled against me. She would wake up in a moment, as she had dozed off while keeping watch over me during all the hours I had slept.
And we then to eat and to drink together, after that Mine Own had made me easy with a gentle washing and care. And I now to be allowed that I have my tablets whole, and the water afterward, as when that I did be well; and this to please me, as you shall think; for I did ache that I be strong very speedy, that I have power to guard Mine Own Maid again, and to go forward with our journeying, that I have the Maid unto the safeness of the Mighty Pyramid; and surely, now that I had my tablets whole, I to feel that I did grow near unto fitness again; and moreover, they did satisfy my hunger the better than the broth.
And then we ate and drank together after my own had made me comfortable with a gentle wash and care. Now I was allowed to have my tablets whole and the water afterward, just like when I was well, and this pleased me, as you can imagine, because I hurt to be strong again quickly, so that I could protect my own girl and continue our journey to the safety of the Great Pyramid. And for sure, now that I had my tablets whole, I felt that I was getting closer to being fit again; plus, they satisfied my hunger much better than the broth.
And the Maid to give me my tablets oft, so that I eat a great many; and I did make her to count; and surely there did be sufficient, if that I get strong pretty quick. And so I made no refusing of the tablets; for I did need them, that I make blood again within me, else should I be lacking, when that there came any need anigh.
And the maid often brought me my tablets, so I ate quite a few; I had her keep count, and there were definitely enough, as long as I got stronger soon. So I didn’t refuse the tablets; I needed them to restore my strength, or else I would be weak when there was a need.
And we kist each the tablets of the other, and did drink from the same cup, and did be utter happy; and did be part like children, but also to be man and maid.
And we kissed each other's lips, drank from the same cup, and felt completely happy; we were like children, but also like young adults.
And presently, the Maid did shift my bandages, as alway, and washt me proper, and had me into comfort. But she did keep me alway very low-lying; and truly I scarce to mind; for I was not gotten enough of my strength, to give me to feel irked. And further, as you shall think, there did be that lovely One with me alway; and did make sweet quips unto me, and talkt and did laugh, and oft did come into singing; for she did be so sweetly joyed that I was in life and did mend so proper.
And soon, the Maid changed my bandages, as usual, and cleaned me up nicely, making me comfortable. But she always kept me lying down; honestly, I barely noticed because I didn’t have enough strength to feel bothered. Plus, as you might guess, that lovely One was always with me, making sweet jokes, chatting, laughing, and often breaking into song, because she was so joyfully happy that I was alive and recovering well.
And afterward, she went off from me a little, to her toilet; but I to ask that she be so swift as might be, and she to promise very merry; and she came back in a little while, and her hair to be in a lovely cloud about her shoulders, and her pretty feet yet to be bared from her bath, which she had in a pool beyond some bushes; and she to say that I did be so impatient a man, that she to be forced that she do the half of her dressing with me; but truly, she came thiswise only because she to know how I did delight in her thus, and to watch the way that she set up her abundance of hair; and she to be hungry also that she be with me, and to love me that I watch her, even while that there did be oft a little and quaint stirring of shyness in her dear heart.
And afterward, she stepped away from me for a moment to get ready, but I asked her to hurry, and she promised to be quick. She returned shortly, her hair beautifully framing her shoulders, and her pretty feet still bare from her bath in a pool hidden behind some bushes. She said I was such an impatient man that she felt she had to do half of her getting ready in front of me. But really, she came back like this because she knew how much I enjoyed watching her and how she styled her hair. She was also eager to be with me and loved that I watched her, even though there was often a little, sweet hint of shyness in her heart.
And I had her to come beside me, and to sit anigh to my hand; and I made presently that I did scold her, because that she had no proper care to her pretty feet; and I bid her to set her feet toward me, that I look the more close at them. And she to be a pretty rogue, and did think I to mean to kiss them—and truly not to think alway wrong—but I then to have another planning; for I had pluckt a hair very sly from her head, and she but to have said an Oh! to me, and to have thought no more. But, indeed, when that she gave her feet to me, I held them so strong as I might, and I bound her pretty toes together with the hair; and surely she did be a captive unto me, and we to laugh, as that we to be both children. And afterward she stole back her feet from me; but, in verity, I knew that she had a wondrous heed that she brake not the hair that bound her; but did sit beside me bound in that pretty way; but yet to hide from me that she did not brake the hair.
I had her come sit next to me, and I pretended to scold her for not taking care of her pretty feet. I asked her to point her feet towards me so I could get a better look at them. She was a cheeky little thing and thought I wanted to kiss them—and honestly, who wouldn't think that sometimes? But I had something else in mind; I had slyly plucked a hair from her head, and when she let out a little "Oh!" she didn't think much of it. However, once she offered her feet to me, I held them tightly and tied her pretty toes together with the hair. She was definitely my captive, and we both laughed like kids. After a while, she managed to pull her feet back from me, but I could tell she was being careful not to break the hair that bound her. She sat beside me, still tied up in that adorable way, trying to hide the fact that she hadn’t broken the hair.
And she then to do her hair upon her head, very lovely; and afterward, I put up my hands, and took it down again; and she then to kiss me and to ask how that she should ever have it proper upon her head, if that I did alway so tease her.
And then she styled her hair on her head, looking really beautiful; afterward, I raised my hands and took it down again; then she kissed me and asked how she could ever get it right on her head if I kept teasing her like that.
And she then to take her hair, and did set the abundance of it upon both sides of my face, and then to kiss me, as I did look up at her, from out of so much beauty.
And she then took her hair and arranged it on both sides of my face, and then kissed me as I looked up at her, overwhelmed by her beauty.
And afterward she cut a lock of my hair, and a lock from her own dear head; and she did plait the two locks together, so that our hair did blend and be together; and afterward she hid it in her bosom. But I did be then out of content, and would have done likewise, only that it did so weary me to uphold my hands; and she to cut a second lock from my head, and a second tress of her own most lovely hair; and she made me to kiss the hair that did be from her, and she then to kiss the hair that did be from me; and afterward, she did plait them together, and gave them to me. And I set the hair, for that time, under the great bandage that went over my heart; and truly, she did be then the one that lackt content; for she to say that the second plaiting did be kist, and the first to lack; but I to refuse to exchange; so that we made up a quarrelling, and did presently have to be kist, unto forgiveness. And, truly, have you not likewise known such glad foolishness, when that you were in the love-days.
And afterward, she cut a lock of my hair and a lock from her own beautiful head; she braided the two locks together so that our hair blended and stayed together; then she hid it in her bosom. But I was feeling unhappy and wanted to do the same, only it was too tiring to hold my hands up; so she cut a second lock from my head and a second tress of her own lovely hair; she made me kiss the hair from her, and then she kissed the hair from me; afterward, she braided them together and gave them to me. I tucked the hair under the big bandage that covered my heart; and honestly, she seemed to be the one unhappy then because she said the second braid was kissed, but the first one wasn't; I refused to trade, so we ended up quarrelling and had to kiss to make up. And really, haven't you also experienced such silly joy when you were in those love days?
And she then to make me to be quiet, and to keep my hands downward from her hair, because that the uplifting did prove overmuch to me; and she took my great hands then, and did threaten how dreadful she use me, if that I be not humble. And truly, I said that I did be an humble man; and she then to hold my hands with but one small one; and surely, her hand did be so small that she not able to hold me, save by the thumbs. And she then with her free hand to cover mine eyes, so that I might not see; and whilst that she did hold me thus so utter helpless, she to kiss me very dainty and impudent upon the mouth; and afterward she loost me, and did be demure.
And then she tried to make me quiet and keep my hands away from her hair because my touching her was too much for me. She took my big hands and threatened to punish me if I wasn’t humble. I honestly told her that I was a humble man; she was able to hold my hands with just one small hand of hers. Her hand was so tiny that she could only grip me by the thumbs. With her free hand, she covered my eyes so I couldn’t see; and while she held me completely helpless like that, she kissed me delicately and boldly on the mouth. After that, she let me go and acted all modest.
And we did be then silent a space; and presently, I put forth my hand, that did be very great, yet to be gone white and to tremble, because that I did lack so utter of blood. And the Maid to know what I did mean, and she clenched her hands into two fists, and set them both into my one hand, and surely they did be little fists; and I then to be happy; for this did be a wondrous pleasure alway unto me; and she to have her lids a little downward upon her eyes, and to be quietly happy. And, truly, how I mind it all so plain.
And we were silent for a while; then I reached out my hand, which was quite large, but cold and shaking because I had lost so much blood. The Maid understood what I meant, and she balled her hands into two little fists and pressed them into my one hand, and this made me very happy, as it always brought me great joy. She had her eyelids lowered slightly over her eyes, looking quietly content. And truly, I remember it all so clearly.
And afterward, I did plague her very gentle that she to be all a-lack, if that she did try to use her hands to aught, because that they did be so small. And she in a moment to have her two arms very dear about my neck, and did kiss me with an utter love and tenderness upon the mouth, and afterward went from me, lest that she have me to overset myself.
And afterward, I gently teased her for being so clumsy, as if she couldn’t do anything with her tiny hands. In a moment, she wrapped her arms around my neck, kissed me with total love and tenderness on the lips, and then pulled away, so I wouldn’t lose my balance.
And I did then to make her to sit by me, and I did tell her a tale how that a young man did once live in the olden days, and did meet with the One Maid Upon All The Earth. And how that they loved and did be married, and she to die, and of the utter and desperate madness of grief that nigh destroyed the man; and how that he sudden to wake into the future of the world, in a New Time, and did come to learn that His Own did also to live in that Time. And he then to make that he find her; and did truly come unto her. And how she did be different in her beauty; but yet to be utter lovely. And the man did hold an utter reverence to the Maid, that had been his wife in the olden dream-days, so that his reverence of love did live in him like a constant pain and anguish of sweetness and trouble, and of holy thoughts that did be bred of her lovely companionship, and of his memories…. But, in truth, I gat not further in the tale than this; for Mine Own did have come sudden into weeping, and had gotten to her knees, and did hold my hand against her breast, and did put her hand gentle upon my lips. And, in a moment, she to whisper somewhat through her tears; and there to be dear Motherhood within her face; and a sudden shining of Memory in her eyes, that had been near dreadful, only that it did seem to be to her as that she were part dreaming. And the strange and solemn pain did come also unto me through the part-open gateways of my Memory. And I to remember very clear and with an anguish in that moment. And I told Mine Own how that the babe had gone onward, after that the Beloved had died. And there did be then an utter quiet upon us.
And then I made her sit next to me, and I told her a story about a young man who once lived in ancient times, who met the One Maid Upon All The Earth. I spoke of their love and marriage, her untimely death, and the deep and desperate madness of grief that nearly destroyed him. He suddenly woke up in a new world and discovered that his beloved also lived in this time. He set out to find her and truly came to her. She was different in her beauty, but still utterly lovely. The man held a deep reverence for the Maid who had been his wife in those dream-like days, and his love for her felt like a constant mix of sweet pain, trouble, and sacred thoughts born from her beautiful companionship and his memories. But, in truth, I didn’t get much further in the story than this; for my own broke into tears, fell to her knees, held my hand against her heart, and gently placed her hand on my lips. In a moment, she whispered something through her tears, and there was a sense of dear Motherhood in her face, along with a sudden flash of Memory in her eyes that felt almost terrifying, as if she were part dreaming. A strange and solemn pain came to me through the half-open gates of my memory, and I remembered very clearly, with anguish in that moment. I told my own how the baby had passed on after the Beloved had died. Then, an utter silence fell upon us.
And lo! sudden the Maid did bend unto me, and I to take her into mine arms, out of the vague dreamings of her Memory-dreams. But, ere she did be come outward entire from the haze of the Past, she to try to set somewhat into words concerning this memory-vision of the babe; but someways to be strangely dumb. And I did be silent likewise, because of all those things that did be between us forever and forever.
And suddenly, the Maid leaned toward me, and I reached to take her in my arms, pulling her away from the hazy dreams of her memories. But before she fully emerged from the fog of the Past, she tried to express something about this memory-vision of the baby; however, she seemed strangely unable to find the words. I stayed silent too, because of all those things that will be between us forever and ever.
And presently, she kist me, and was herself again; and she went from me to attend unto our food.
And soon, she kissed me, and was herself again; then she left me to take care of our food.
Now, that did be truly a lovely day; for I to have gat sufficient of strength that I did be able to have interest, and talk with Mine Own Maid; and she now to be well rest, and to have ease in her dear heart concerning me.
Now, that was truly a lovely day; because I had enough strength to engage and talk with my maid; and she was now well-rested and at ease in her heart about me.
And surely we oft to laugh, and did make jests utter glad and foolish. And indeed, I do mind how that I askt Mine Own an olden puzzle, that did come out of the vagueness of my Memory-dreams. And she to be like a person that doth hear a strange familiar thing; and lo! sudden she to say, as that she gat knowledge from beyond Eternity, that it did be when that he was a little hoarse. And you to know the jest, and to have troubled it oft at school; but, in verity, it did be a strange thing to have from our Memories out of all the deep of Time. And we, in truth, never in that Age to have seen or to have known that ever there did be an Horse, or to mind the likeness of one. And this to be but a little matter; yet of strange and peculiar interest, as you to agree. And, indeed, we did both to look one at the other, when that we had ended, and did wonder what an horse did be; yet in the same time did have a vague inward knowing.
And surely we often laughed and made silly jokes. I remember asking my partner an old riddle that came from the fog of my dreams. She reacted like someone who hears something oddly familiar, and suddenly she said, as if she had knowledge from beyond time, that it was when he was a little hoarse. And you know the joke, having dealt with it often in school; but honestly, it was strange to retrieve from our memories after all this time. In truth, we had never seen or known that there ever was a horse, nor could we picture one. This might seem like a small thing, but it was strangely intriguing, as you would agree. Indeed, we both looked at each other after we finished and wondered what a horse was; yet at the same time, we had a vague inner understanding.
And so we to look ever backward through dim Ages; and surely we gat presently from jests, unto solemnness; and the Maid to be nigh again unto tears. And, in truth, I then to bring our thoughts and our speech forward from the Abyss of the Years, and did cease from Memory-dreaming for that time; and so to have the Maid again in joy; yet mayhap something wistful odd whiles.
And so we look back through dim ages; and surely we went from jokes to seriousness; and the Maid was close to tears again. And, indeed, I then brought our thoughts and our words forward from the depths of time and stopped daydreaming for a while; and so we had the Maid with us in joy, yet perhaps something wistful occasionally.
And presently, I to tell the Maid an hundred thousand things concerning the Mighty Pyramid, of which I had so oft said somewhat; but never to have gat so great a chance as this unto a plenty of time and so nice an oneness in the way that our minds did go.
And now, I had a hundred thousand things to tell the Maid about the Mighty Pyramid, which I had often mentioned before; but I had never had such a great opportunity as this, with plenty of time and such a nice connection in the way our minds were aligned.
And surely, the Maid did be eager in a moment, and did be husht; and again to ask constant concerning all matters.
And surely, the Maid was eager for a moment, and then fell silent; and again began to ask persistently about everything.
And, in verity, there went a great while this way; and the Maid to have an utter wonder and excitement of all that I to tell; for truly, it did be as that a man of this age should come downward from a great star in the heavens, and to tell of wonders and new things; and you to understand how she did feel.
And, in truth, it took a long time this way; and the Maid was completely amazed and excited by everything I had to say; because truly, it was like a man from this era coming down from a great star in the sky to share wonders and new things; and you can imagine how she felt.
And of all things that did most have a happiness unto the Maid, I to perceive that the great Life and Humanness of the Millions to dwell within her imaginings as a cloud of warmth and quiet joy; for I did show this thing to her, so well as I was able; and, in truth, you shall tell me in honesty whether that I have made the same likewise clear-seen unto you?
And out of everything that brought the most happiness to the Maid, I noticed that the vibrant life and humanity of countless people lived in her thoughts like a comforting cloud of warmth and quiet joy; I tried to present this to her as clearly as I could; and honestly, can you tell me if I’ve made it just as clear to you?
And she, as you shall mind, did be a maid that had grown all her life in a Refuge that did be shaken with hauntings, because that it lackt the power of the Earth-Current to protect; and with a People that did be weak-conceived through great thousands of years; and where love did bloom something faded, even in youth; and youth to have lack of the life-blood of an utter joy, such as did be ours and likewise to many that did be of the Mighty Pyramid.
And she, as you should remember, was a girl who had spent her whole life in a Refuge that was troubled by hauntings because it lacked the power of the Earth-Current for protection; and among a People that were poorly conceived over many thousands of years; and where love bloomed but soon faded, even in youth; and youth suffered from a lack of the vibrant joy that we had and many others from the Mighty Pyramid experienced.
Though, truly, there did go millions then, as now, that did never to know love; though the name did be in their mouths, and they to have belief that the sweet kernel did be in their hearts; but, in verity, THIS to be love, that your life shall bound in you with abundance, and joy dwell round you, and your spirit to live in a natural holiness with the Beloved, and your bodies to be a sweet and natural delight that shall never be lost of a lovely mystery that doth hold a perfect peace each unto the need of the other; and all to be that there go round about you a wonder and a splendour all the days and the nights that you shall be—the Man with the Woman, the Woman with the Man. And Shame to be unborn, and all things to go natural and wholesome, out of an utter greatness of understanding; and the Man to be an Hero and a Child before the Woman; and the Woman to be an Holy Light of the Spirit and an utter Companion and in the same time a glad Possession unto the Man. And lo! if one to die, then the soul of the other shall fail; and that one never to have full life again, in that bitter parting. And this doth be the true Human Love; and all else that be not like to this with the Man and with the Woman, doth be but a borrowing of the name of Love for that quiet desiring, which is but an Endurance beside Love, which doth be between they that be not mated both in their souls and in their bodies. And this telling to take no heed to those base joinings that be made for purposes of wealth or Desire or other piteous ends; for, in verity, these to have no more dealings with the thing that I do tell upon, than hath the merchanting of goods, or the need of a glutton. But the thing that I do have upon my heart doth be that dear and uplifting Power of Love, which I to set forth in this mine own story; for, in truth, I to have known love, and to need death when that I be parted from Mine Own.
Though many people, then as now, go through life never knowing love; even if they talk about it and believe it exists in their hearts, the truth is that THIS is love: it's when your life is full of abundance, joy surrounds you, and your spirit lives in a natural holiness with your beloved. Your bodies share a sweet and natural delight that holds a lovely mystery, bringing perfect peace to each other’s needs. There’s a wonder and splendor that envelops you every day and night, as the Man with the Woman and the Woman with the Man. And shame is absent, with everything being natural and wholesome, stemming from a profound understanding; the Man is both a Hero and a Child before the Woman, and she is a Holy Light of the Spirit, a true Companion, and at the same time, a cherished partner to the Man. And behold! If one should die, the soul of the other will wither; that one will never fully live again in that painful separation. This is true Human Love; everything else that doesn’t reflect this connection between a Man and a Woman is just a misappropriation of the name of Love for mere longing, which is only an Endurance beside Love, experienced by those who aren’t united in both soul and body. This account disregards those shallow unions formed for wealth, desire, or other pitiable reasons; for, indeed, they have nothing to do with what I’m talking about, just as the trading of goods or the cravings of a glutton do. The subject of my heart is that cherished and uplifting Power of Love, which I present in my own story; for, truly, I have known love and would choose death if I were parted from My Own.
Now, surely, Mine Own did come twice and thrice unto weeping, as I did tell of this thing and that, which did set her memory backward unto the ways of the Lesser Redoubt. And presently, I did cease from my tellings, because that she did so be gone into pain of her memories. But, indeed, she then to beg me that I go forward again; for, truly, she to need in the heart that she know, and to strive to be no more in grief for the telling.
Now, surely, my love came to cry a couple of times as I shared this story and that, which triggered her memories of the Lesser Redoubt. Eventually, I stopped telling my stories because it caused her pain to remember. But, in fact, she then begged me to continue; for she truly needed to know in her heart and to try not to grieve anymore over the telling.
And I then to say on, and did tell upon the Might and Wonder and great Olden Delight of the Underground Fields, that were below the Great Redoubt, as you do know. And I told how that they went downward an hundred strange miles, that did be dug of the labour of Millions and of the years of Eternity.
And then I continued to talk, sharing about the power, marvel, and incredible ancient joy of the Underground Fields that lay beneath the Great Redoubt, as you know. I described how they stretched down for a hundred strange miles, created by the work of millions over countless years.
And I set out unto Mine Own concerning that there did be wondrous villages spread through that great and hidden Country that did be in the underground; and how that great millions of the Peoples did live there, and made a constant labour in those deep Lands and Countries, that did be truly so monstrous in all as an huge Continent.
And I set out to discover for myself that there were amazing villages spread throughout that vast and hidden underground country, where millions of people lived and constantly worked in those deep lands and regions, which were truly as massive as a huge continent.
And I showed Mine Own how that there did be wondrous processes that did be learned in the Ages; and how that water did be made in chemistry; and truly she to nod to this, because that she did mind upon the powder that we did use; but truly the powder to have to be made in the first, as you shall think; and we but to advantage ourselves of that which did result, and I to speak to her of the making of the powder, rather than of the way that it afterward to make chemistry with the air, unto water.
And I showed my own how there are amazing processes that have been discovered over the ages; and how water is created in chemistry; and she nodded in agreement, remembering the powder we used; but really, the powder has to be made first, as you'll see; and we just take advantage of what results from it, and I talked to her about making the powder, rather than focusing on how it later interacts with the air to create water.
And I told the Maid how that there did be mighty underground pipes that went across the Night Land, and did be, mayhap, oft so much as twenty great miles deep in the world, and did come upward into the seas of the Land; and all to have been made secret and hid from the monsters of the Land, as I to know from much readings of the Histories.
And I told the Maid about the huge underground pipes that ran across the Night Land, and that they were maybe as much as twenty miles deep in the world, and came up into the seas of the Land; and all of this was kept secret and hidden from the monsters of the Land, as I learned from reading a lot of the Histories.
And Mine Own then to tell me that they did lack to have any such great wonders below the Lesser Redoubt; but that there did be utter monstrous caverns, where that there had been alway a strange and uncouth Country of Husbandry, and lit from the Earth-Current; and they also there to bury their Dead. And all had been a-lack through great thousands of years, as she did know of their Records, and had grown dim-lit and lonesome, and a Land of deepness to starve the spirit with an utter strangeness and discomfort, where that the men went quietly as ghosts, through many ages; and all a place in dire want of sound and laughter.
And my own then told me that they missed having any great wonders beneath the Lesser Redoubt; but that there were truly monstrous caverns, where there had always been a strange and unfamiliar land of farming, lit by the Earth's energy; and they also buried their dead there. And all had been lacking for many thousands of years, as she knew from their records, and it had grown dim and lonely, a deep place that starved the spirit with complete strangeness and discomfort, where men moved quietly like ghosts through many ages; and it was a place desperately in need of sound and laughter.
Yet this all to have been surely different a monstrous Age gone, when that the Earth-Current did be a power in the Lesser Redoubt, and the Humans to be in plenty, and of good and natural health and courage of life. And, truly, to mind upon that Place, doth alway to set a fresh wonder in me, that Mine Own did be so lovely and wholesome of spirit and wise and in knowledge and good force of her being. But so it did be with her; and she to have been surely alway That One that did be Mine Own.
Yet it must have been so different in a monstrous age long gone, when the Earth Current was a force in the Lesser Redoubt, and there were plenty of humans, all healthy and full of life and courage. Truly, thinking about that place always fills me with new wonder, that my own was so lovely, pure in spirit, wise, knowledgeable, and strong in her being. But that was just how she was; she was definitely always the one who was mine.
And I then to tell Mine Own Maid concerning the lowest Field, which did be the Country of Silence, and was the Place of Memory unto all the great Millions, where did linger and bide the ghosts of an hundred billion griefs and the drifted thoughts of sorrowful hearts; and there to live a great hallowedness and a mystery of silence and an holiness and a Greatness, as that it did be the Expressing of all that doth be Noble and Everlasting that ever did come out of the heart of Man and all the lost Dead of Eternity; so that the spirit of a man did seem to go on great wings, unto lovely and splendid resolvings, if that he but to walk lonely awhile in that Country, that surely did be never lonesome unto the spirit.
And then I told my own maid about the lowest Field, which was the Country of Silence, and the Place of Memory for all the great Millions, where the ghosts of a hundred billion griefs and the drifting thoughts of sorrowful hearts lingered; and there existed a great sacredness and a mystery of silence, a holiness and a Greatness, as it expressed all that is Noble and Everlasting that has ever come from the heart of Man and all the lost Dead of Eternity; so that a man's spirit seemed to soar on great wings towards beautiful and splendid resolutions, as long as he walked alone for a while in that Country, which surely was never lonely for the spirit.
And lo! the Maid did be all husht, as I did speak, and did look downward unto me with her eyes very bright, and lovely with the thinkings and tears that did stir within her.
And suddenly, the girl was completely quiet as I spoke, and she looked down at me with her bright eyes, filled with the thoughts and tears that were stirring inside her.
And sudden she to ask whether that I did make my resolve to my journey, whilst that I walkt in that place; and she to look very intent and beautiful upon me, as she did question. And, indeed, I saw that she to mean a lovely praise unto me, as you to perceive; and truly, I did feel a little strange, as that I did be both glad and shy in the same moment. And she then to ease me of any answer; for she gat upward upon her knees, and she put her two hands to the sides of my face, and bid me to look into her eyes and to know that she loved me with her soul and with all that did make her to be.
And suddenly she asked if I had made my decision about my journey while I was walking in that place. She looked very intently and beautifully at me as she asked. Honestly, I could tell she meant to give me a lovely compliment, as you might notice, and I truly felt a bit strange, feeling both happy and shy at the same time. Then she spared me from having to answer, because she got down on her knees, placed both her hands on either side of my face, and told me to look into her eyes and understand that she loved me with her whole being and everything that made her who she was.
And afterward, she kist me very gentle upon the forehead, and did be then husht awhile, as that she to be in thought; yet oft she did look downward at me, and did have a beauty of love and honour within her eyes, so that they alway to shine, as she did look at me.
And afterward, she gently kissed me on the forehead and then fell quiet for a while, as if she were lost in thought; yet often she looked down at me, and there was a beauty of love and respect in her eyes, so they always seemed to shine as she gazed at me.
And presently, the Maid did sit again beside me, and slipt her two hands into the one of mine, as did be ever my desire, and she to love that she give me this delight, and likewise, she to have joy to herself in this lovingness.
And soon, the Maid sat down next to me again and slipped her two hands into one of mine, just as I always wanted. She loved to give me this delight, and in doing so, she also found joy in this affection.
And we then again to have talk; and I did tell Mine Own somewhat of the History of the Olden World! and she did have dim memories, as in dreams, of the days of light; yet scarce that she could believe it of truth. But she to have knowledge of the Olden Love Days within her spirit, and to mind that there did be alway, as it did be, a lovely and golden light upon the world; but she not to know truly whether this to be but the holy glamour-light that Memory doth set about a past loveliness; and to have no remembering of the Sun; but yet to be made ready by her memories unto believing. And I to know of certainty; but yet even I that do tell this My Tale, did but perceive the Days of the Light, as in a far and vague dream; and to remember it but in the chief by the glory of lost sunsets that had cast an holiness upon my heart, and of the hush of Dawns that had made ready my spirit in the Gone Ages to look quietly unto my death.
And then we talked again; I told Mine Own some of the history of the old world! She had faint memories, like dreams, of the days of light; yet she could hardly believe it was true. But she knew about the old love days in her heart and remembered that there was always a beautiful and golden light in the world; she just wasn’t sure if it was the magical light that memory creates around past beauty; and she had no recollection of the sun; but still, her memories made her ready to believe. And I knew for sure; yet even I, as I tell this story, could only perceive the days of light as a distant and vague dream; and I remembered mostly the glory of lost sunsets that
And surely you to go with me in all this thing, and to have felt within your own spirit that uplifted wonder that doth shake the soul with the lost Beginning and with the unknown End, when that you have lookt through the sorrow of the Sunset, and stood silent before the Quiet Voice that doth make promise in the Dawn.
And surely you agree with me in all of this and have felt within your own spirit that uplifting wonder that shakes the soul with the lost Beginning and the unknown End, when you have looked through the sorrow of the Sunset and stood in silence before the Quiet Voice that makes a promise in the Dawn.
But, in verity, we that had near lost our Memory of the surety of these great wonders, did have memory of Love; and this to be most beautiful unto my heart; for it but to show the more how that love doth live forever, and doth make an holiness in all places; and doth give Companionship and Satisfying; so that to have love, is to have all, and to have escaped this Wonder is to have missed to have Lived.
But truly, we who had almost forgotten the certainty of these great wonders still remembered love; and this was the most beautiful thing to my heart. It just shows how love lives on forever, creating a sense of holiness everywhere, offering companionship and fulfillment. To have love is to have everything, and to have missed this wonder is to have missed truly living.
And I to find then that Mine Own did have no knowledge of the way that the World did be in that Future Age; and did lack to know that there abode mightily above us in the everlasting night, the dead starkness of the world, where did be—mayhap two hundred great miles above us—snow and the eternal desolation of a lost world, that did be once the lovely world of the olden days, which did be now given over unto Night and Silence.
And I discovered that my own person had no idea of how the world would be in the future; and did not know that far above us, in the everlasting darkness, lay the cold stillness of a dead world, where maybe two hundred miles above us was snow and the endless emptiness of a lost world, which was once the beautiful world of the past, now surrendered to night and silence.
And mayhap there did wander upward there Memory, and did go companioned by Grief. But, indeed, I to delight to think that Hope and Love did build houses of joy about the Dead; and there to be no true death; but only the dying of days. Yet, surely, this doth be sorrow enough unto the heart and the soul, if that they did be days when love did make a mystery of light about the spirit, and the Beloved to have been anigh to make ever a sweet wonder unto the heart.
And maybe Memory wandered up there, accompanied by Grief. But honestly, I like to believe that Hope and Love built joyful homes around the Dead; and there is no real death, just the fading of days. Still, this is certainly sorrow enough for the heart and soul, especially if those were days when love created a mystery of light around the spirit, and the Beloved was close enough to bring sweet wonder to the heart.
But I to cease from these thoughts; for we to face our life brave and wise, and to take both the sorrow and the joy unto our developing, and to hold up the face with courage when that Grief doth come anigh; and to see that we grow not to bitterness, but unto sweet wholesomeness. And there to be Joy again, and we then the better abled to have that delight into our hearts; for how shall Joy ever to come truly again to that heart which bitterness hath made a place for the abode of sorrow.
But I must stop these thoughts; we need to face our lives bravely and wisely, embracing both sorrow and joy as part of our growth, and to stand tall with courage when grief comes near; we should strive not to grow bitter, but to remain wholesome and kind. And there will be joy again, making us better able to welcome that delight into our hearts; for how can joy truly return to a heart that bitterness has turned into a home for sorrow?
And truly, I to cease from these thinkings also; for my story to wait upon me, and these things that I do say do be plain unto you, and to have no need to the telling.
And honestly, I need to stop these thoughts too; my story is waiting for me, and what I'm saying should be clear to you, without needing to be explained.
And so did I tell Mine Own Maid of the things that I did learn from the little metal book; and she to be in a constant wonder and delight and with an awe and newness upon her. And sudden, there did some olden memory stir within her; for she askt me, in one instant, whether that I did remember when that the Cities did move alway unto the Westward.
And so I told my own maid about the things I learned from the little metal book; and she was always filled with wonder and delight, feeling a sense of awe and newness. Suddenly, an old memory stirred within her; for she asked me, in an instant, if I remembered when the cities always moved to the west.
But truly I had no remembering of this thing, and did look at her awhile, with somewhat of a trouble upon me; for, that there should be aught lacking in my memory of those times that we did be together upon this world, was a fear unto me, and a vague sorrow alway, if that I did but to let my thought go that way; though, indeed, I did ever strive to wiseness, and did have knowledge that there doth be an heart-wearing and despair and needless trouble in vain regrets; but yet these to be natural unto the spirit, if that you to know love; and do be but the complement of the love-joy, and mayhap to have a use unto the sweetening of the spirit, if that they be not let to over-ride the reason.
But honestly, I couldn’t remember this at all, and I looked at her for a while, feeling a bit troubled. The idea that there might be something missing from my memory of the times we spent together in this world scared me and brought a constant, vague sadness whenever I allowed my thoughts to wander that way. Still, I always tried to be wise and knew that there’s heartache and despair, as well as unnecessary trouble in pointless regrets. Yet, these feelings are natural to the spirit if you know love; they’re just part of the joy of love and might even help sweeten the spirit as long as they don’t take over reason.
And whilst that I did look unto Mine Own, that she help me to remember, she did strive with her Memory. But in the end, did fail to come unto aught of clearness, save that she did see, as in a far dream, yet very plain, a great metal roadway, set in two lines that went forever unto the setting Sun; and she then sudden to say that she did see in her memory the Sun, and she to have a strange and troubled amazement upon her. And there did be Cities upon the great road; and the houses did be strange-seeming, and did move forward eternally and at a constant speed; and behind them the Night did march forever; and they to have an even pace with the sun, that they live ever in the light, and so to escape the night which pursued forever, as she did tell, and a dread and terrible chill that did live in the night. And there did be cities far forward in the morning Sunshine, that did have gone before at speed, and set the husbandry of the world, and to be finished and gone forward again ere that certain of the latter cities did come to that place to the reaping; and the night to come presently to that place; but this not to be for some part of a year after that the crops were taken. But how long this might be, she not to remember.
And while I was looking within myself, trying to remember, I struggled with my memory. But in the end, I couldn't grasp anything clearly, except that I saw, like in a distant dream yet very vividly, a vast metal road lined with two tracks that stretched endlessly toward the setting sun. I suddenly realized that I remembered the sun, and I felt a strange and troubled amazement. There were cities along the great road; the houses looked odd, moving forward endlessly and at a steady speed; behind them, the night marched on forever, matching the sun’s pace so they lived always in the light, escaping the night that chased them relentlessly, bringing a dreadful, terrible chill. There were cities visible far ahead in the morning sunshine, having sped past, shaping the world's agriculture, finished, and moving on again before some of the later cities reached that place to gather the harvest; the night would soon come to that place, but this wouldn't happen for many months after the crops were taken. But how long that might be, I couldn't remember.
And all this the Maid did say to me, as out of a strange dream, and I to have set it down, and to have made it so clear to you as she to have told it; and surely it doth be plain then that she to speak of a time when that the day did be grown to a monstrous length, because that the world did turn but slow and weary.
And all this the Maid said to me, as if it were a strange dream, and I intended to write it down and make it as clear to you as she told it to me; and surely it is obvious then that she was speaking of a time when the day became incredibly long because the world was turning slowly and wearily.
And it to be a sureness, as you shall perceive, that but to stand still in that age of which Naani told, was to be left presently in an utter night and chill, that should last mayhap a great and weary year. And, in verity, it doth seem that all Humanity did travel forever in that strange age, when that to stay was to die unprepared in the bitter night, and to go forward, was to be forever in the sun. And truly, this doth be so strange seeming to me, as to you.
And it’s certain, as you will see, that just standing still in that age Naani described meant being left in complete darkness and cold, which could last a long and exhausting year. In fact, it seems that all of humanity was always moving in that strange time, where staying still meant dying unprepared in the harsh night, and moving forward meant being forever in the sun. And honestly, this seems just as strange to me as it does to you.
And much I questioned the Maid, and did have an hurt within my heart, and a pain of jealousy and sadness to grow in me; for surely she did speak of some life that she did live, when that I did be elsewhere, either in Life or Unknowing. And, in verity, what man then should have taught Mine Own to love him? And she then mayhap to have had no remembering of me.
And I questioned the Maid a lot, feeling hurt inside my heart, and a pain of jealousy and sadness grew in me; because she was definitely talking about a life she lived when I was somewhere else, either in Life or Unknowing. And honestly, what man could have taught My Own to love him? And maybe she didn’t even remember me.
And truly I questioned very desperate, and the more so because that I was yet weak, and lacking my strength to be composed. But she neither to remember me nor any other man of that time; and to have no memories, save these bare things that she to have spoken out so strange, and which did come sudden unto her out of all the deepness of the years and the lost sorrows and joys and wonders of that which doth make a World of Humans.
And honestly, I felt extremely desperate, especially because I was still weak and struggling to stay calm. But she didn’t remember me or any other man from that time; she had no memories at all, except for these strange things she had suddenly spoken about, which came out of the depths of the years and the lost sorrows, joys, and wonders that create a world of humans.
And surely my questionings brought a distress upon Mine Own, both because that she did be troubled by the way that my love did bring me to this strange anguish, and because that she also to have pain, and a sudden fear that there did be ever a time when she not to have known me, or to have permitted the arms of another.
And surely my questions caused distress to my beloved, both because she was troubled by the way my love led me to this strange anguish, and also because she felt pain and a sudden fear that there might have been a time when she didn’t know me or allowed someone else to hold her.
And she did then strive that she be both wise and strong, and to give help unto me, and to take reason unto her own easing. And truly she to show how that she did be all unknowing of any love in that far backward time; but it to be possible in reason that she to have gone to another, in natural course, the while that her heart did yearn alway in vague trouble unto Her Own, that her spirit did mayhap never to have forgotten. And, truly, this doth be the way of Life, and a bitter thing and a sorrow to Joyous Love to think upon; yet I here to be set to the tellings of Truth, and to have heed to all that reason doth show to be.
And she tried to be both wise and strong, to help me, and to find some comfort for herself. And truly, she showed that she was completely unaware of any love back in that distant time; but it’s reasonable to think that she could have turned to someone else, while her heart always yearned in vague trouble for Her Own, perhaps something her spirit never truly forgot. And really, this is the way of life, and it’s a bitter and sorrowful thought for Joyous Love to consider; yet here I am, committed to sharing the truth and paying attention to all that reason shows to be.
But Mine Own did also have us both to remember that there did be equal right to think that she had died Mine Own Maid in that life; for that it did be not out of reason to think that she had been void-hearted unto all men, because that she had known in her spirit that she did once to meet Her Own, and did be thereafter untuned unto all other men that ever did live. And this all to be in a mist, and we to go vainly. And of her will, she did think that no man did ever to have possessed her, save I; yet this to be mayhaps only the prompting of her love; and she then to kiss me, and to say that there did be no surety in aught, but only that we did have been together before, and have borne a love so great that it did live through Eternity; and we to be now together, and maybe all else to be but dreams.
But my love also wanted us both to remember that there was an equal right to believe she had died my own beloved in that life; for it was not unreasonable to think she had been empty-hearted towards all men, because she had felt in her spirit that she was meant to meet her true love and became disconnected from everyone else who ever lived. And all of this was shrouded in uncertainty, and we were going about aimlessly. In her heart, she thought that no man had ever possessed her, except for me; yet this might just be the influence of her love. Then she kissed me and said there was no certainty in anything, only that we had been together before and had shared a love so immense that it lived through eternity; and now we were together, and maybe everything else was just a dream.
And truly I did have a fierce hope that this be so; and the Maid likewise so to hope, yet to be less bitter with rebellion than I, though in pain upon the thought; for she did be so utter and dreadful glad and in happy thankfulness that we did be now come together again in the end; and did mean that she conquer all that should be like to set a greyness upon our joy, and to be steadfast unto this end.
And I really hoped this was true; the Maid had the same hope, but she was less bitter about it than I was, even though the thought brought her pain. She was completely and incredibly happy and grateful that we were together again in the end. She intended to overcome anything that might dull our happiness and was determined to stay focused on that.
And I afterward to be likewise in wisdom, when that I was come the more to strength, and to mind that I suffer vainly for that which did have no surety, as I have shown; and moreover I did have no power upon the past, either to learn aught or to mend aught; so that I did go the way of an Human, and did shake free from these broodings, and strove unto forgetfulness; which, in truth, doth be both a Terror and a Mercifulness, as doth chance. And I kist Mine Own Maid, with somewhat more of the years within my love; and she to kiss me very sober and dear; and to desire only for my happiness, and to be utter mine own.
And later, I wanted to be wiser when I became stronger and realized that I was suffering for things that had no certainty, as I’ve explained. Also, I couldn’t change the past, nor learn anything from it or fix anything; so, I just went through life like a human, shaking off those heavy thoughts and trying to forget. Forgetting can be both terrifying and compassionate, depending on the situation. I kissed my beloved, who had gained some wisdom with her years; she kissed me back thoughtfully and affectionately, wanting only my happiness and to be completely mine.
Now, we then to eat and to drink, and the Maid to see me unto comfort in all things, and my bandages all right; and she then to make that she have on her footgear and her hair to be bound; but indeed I bid her that she to dare do this thing, when that she to know how I did delight that her little feet be bare to mine eyes, and her hair most lovely upon her shoulders; and she to be very happy that I so to have an utter pleasure in her dear beauties, and did sit beside me again, and set her feet very sly where they did be anigh to my hand; for she to know that she did be Mine Own, and I to be her Master, and she to have joy that she to have to render her beauty unto me; for she did be that true complement unto me that the heart of a man doth ache for eternally.
Now, we went to eat and drink, and the Maid made sure I was comfortable in every way, checking my bandages. She tried to put on her shoes and tie up her hair, but I encouraged her to go ahead and not do that. I really enjoyed seeing her little feet bare before me and her beautiful hair cascading over her shoulders. She was very happy that I took such delight in her lovely features and sat beside me again, positioning her feet close to my hand, knowing she was Mine and I was her Master. She took joy in sharing her beauty with me because she was truly what every man’s heart longs for eternally.
And so, presently, did end that lovely day of quiet speech and togetherness; and the Maid did prepare me for my slumber, and she then to lie anigh to me, and her head to rest gentle beside me, so that her pretty face did be near unto my breast upon the right side; and she to give me at the first a loving and sober kiss that did be somewise to set a guard upon her tenderness, and afterward did sleep content and gentle, as that she did be in the same moment a child and a woman.
And so, that lovely day of peaceful conversation and togetherness came to an end. The Maid helped me get ready for sleep, lying close to me with her head resting gently beside me, her pretty face against my chest on the right side. She gave me a loving and sincere kiss at first, almost as if to guard her tenderness, and then she slept soundly and gently, as if she were both a child and a woman at the same time.
And I also to come unto slumbering; yet did know vaguely how that Mine Own did rise a little upon her elbow, this time and that, and look very loving into my face, that she have assurance of my comfort and well-being; and once I did waken, proper, and lookt at her, and she then to kiss me gentle upon mine eyelids, and bid me to sleep; and so did come herself unto her sweet slumber. Now when that I did come to my proper wakening, I to hear the fizzing of the water, and to know that the Maid did be risen a good while, and had made her toilets, as I perceived in a moment, when that she came unto me; for her hair did be in a lovely cloud upon her shoulders, all combed and made ready against my waking; and she to have bathed, as I supposed, in some warm pool that did be among the bushes upon the island; and she now to slip her foot-gear, that her feet be bare unto me, as I did love, and to stand a moment, and her eyes to twinkle gently. And I lookt at her with love and honour in mine eyes, as you shall know, and she to have dancing of sweet pleasure in her heart, that I so to look upon her with holiness and with natural love, and surely the last doth be unnatural if that it do lack the first; but my love did burn upward out of my being, so that the flame of my spirit did light the fires of my heart, and my Reason to add coals unto that fire that hath lived for ever, and doth be as that it shall be never quenched.
I also drifted off to sleep, but I vaguely noticed how my beloved propped herself up a bit on her elbow, looking lovingly into my face to make sure I was comfortable and okay. Once, I woke up fully and saw her. She kissed me gently on the eyelids and told me to sleep, then she sank into her sweet slumber. When I finally woke up properly, I heard the sound of water bubbling and realized that the Maid had already been up for a while and had gotten ready, as I noticed when she came to me. Her hair fell like a beautiful cloud over her shoulders, all combed and arranged for when I awoke. I guessed she had bathed in some warm pool hidden among the bushes on the island. She slipped off her shoes, letting her bare feet show, which I loved, and stood for a moment while her eyes sparkled with gentleness. I looked at her with love and admiration, as you can imagine, and she felt a joyful dance in her heart from the way I gazed at her with reverence and pure love. True love needs that passion; without it, it feels empty. But my love surged up from within me, igniting the fire of my spirit and fueling the eternal flame of my heart. My reason kept adding more coals to that fire, which will never be extinguished.
And Mine Own in a moment did kneel beside me, and, truly, someways in her deep intenseness unto me; for our love did make all the world holy, and she to be both uplifted and as that she must give all the humbleness of her heart unto the greatness of my love; and this she to feel, and her deep and utter love, to make it as that she did be all a passion of humbleness unto me, so that in her soul I did rise in that moment upon the wings of my love, and to seem that I did be all the world and all time and all place and all that ever she did need unto her.
And in a moment, she knelt beside me, filled with intense feelings for me; our love made everything holy. She was both uplifted and humble, giving all the softness of her heart to the greatness of my love. In her deep and overwhelming love, it felt like she became all passion and humility for me. In that moment, her soul lifted me on the wings of my love, making me feel like I was everything she ever needed—her whole world, all of time, and every place.
And she put out her arms to me, and her eyes did shine with those tears that do never be shed; and lo! in a moment, she did be upon my heart, and we two to be husht together in content; for our need did be in the other. And truly, where there do be two together with love, there doth be neither lack nor need; but eternal fulfilment.
And she reached out her arms to me, and her eyes sparkled with those tears that never fall; and suddenly, she was in my heart, and we were quietly content together because we needed each other. And truly, where there are two people in love, there is no lack or need; only eternal fulfillment.
And in verity this to be my Hope for that which doth come Afterward—that all doth be leading unto so glad a joy as this, and that all pain and grief and all that doth make the shaping of Life, doth be but a process by which we be eternally perfected from living unto living, unto each Fulfilment that doth be but the doorway unto greater Fulfilment in the Beloved.
And truly, this is my hope for what comes next—that everything leads to a joy as great as this, and that all the pain, grief, and everything that shapes our lives is just a process through which we are eternally perfected from one life to the next, towards each fulfillment that is merely a doorway to greater fulfillment in the Beloved.
And, presently, Mine Own Maid did loose herself gentle from me, and washt me and tended me; and very husht and tender, and something down-ridded of her dear and lovely eyes.
And then, right now, my own maid gently pulled away from me, washed me, and took care of me; she was very quiet and tender, and her dear and lovely eyes looked a bit downcast.
And we then to eat and to drink together, and joy so great and quiet did be upon us, that it did be as that we had gone into an eternity of peace and an utter content. And surely, as the thought did stir in me, it did be of beauty that we did be both of us true unto the other, in that life, and I never to have kist a maid, until that I kist Mine Own, and she to have been likewise, and to have fended all men from her, because that they did be Strangers unto her inwardness, and so we two to be so utter together, both in that our spirits did be knit, being each the complement of the other, and because that we had no secret pains of remembered things, to set any apartness between our hearts.
And then we ate and drank together, feeling such immense and peaceful joy that it felt like we had entered an eternity of tranquility and complete contentment. I realized how beautiful it was that we were both true to each other in that life; I had never kissed anyone before I kissed My Own, and she had been the same, keeping all other men away from her because they were strangers to her true self. It was as if we were utterly connected, our spirits intertwined, each one completing the other, and because we had no hidden sorrows or past hurts to create any distance between our hearts.
And in verity, I to think back then upon my jealousies, that I have told, and to know that Mine Own did never to have given herself lightly to any, neither to have taken lightly; and her spirit to have been alway mine through all the Everlasting; and mayhap this to be how all Peoples shall come to be in the length of time, only that to us had come the great wonder that we did early meet; though this also to bring that utter pain, which doth seem to slay, when that once you have known the Beloved, and to be parted.
And honestly, as I think back on my jealousies, I've realized that my own never gave herself easily to anyone, nor did she take anyone lightly; her spirit was always mine through all eternity. Maybe this is how all people will end up over time, but for us, we experienced the amazing wonder of meeting each other early on; though this also brought incredible pain that feels like it could kill you, once you've known your beloved and then had to part ways.
And so I to think, and did presently ponder with a great and strange pity upon they that did not yet have met the Beloved, and they mayhap not to have kept all for the Beloved; but to have been light with that which doth be the Treasure, because that Love had not come to show them that they did unknowingly squander the strange and holy glory which doth be the possession of they that shall come to the Beloved and say, All that is thine have I kept for thee. And the Beloved to know and to have peace in the remembering. But what doth be the peculiar sorrow of they that have gone over-lightly, when that they shall meet the Beloved; for then shall there be a constant and inward regret, as a thorn in the heart, that they not to have observed alway that holy care of all which doth pertain unto love; and they nigh to moan in the spirit, if they had but known, if they had but known. Yet, in the end, of their pain, shall they grow unto all loveliness, if that now they have truly come upon Love, and to live with Love; for this to be the especial glory of love, that it doth make unto all Sweetness and Greatness, and doth be a fire burning all Littleness, so that did all in this world to have met The Beloved, then did Wantonness be dead, and there to grow Gladness and Charity, dancing in the years.
So I think, and I start to feel a deep and strange pity for those who haven't met the Beloved yet, and they may not have held back everything for the Beloved; instead, they might have taken lightly what is truly valuable, because love hasn't come to show them that they've unknowingly wasted the unique and sacred glory that belongs to those who will come to the Beloved and say, "Everything that is yours, I've kept for you." And the Beloved will understand and find peace in remembering. But what a peculiar sorrow it is for those who have taken things too lightly when they finally meet the Beloved; for then there will be a constant, inner regret, like a thorn in the heart, that they didn't always take great care of everything related to love. They will almost moan in their spirit, *if they had only known, if they had only known.* Yet, in the end, through their pain, they will grow into all loveliness, if they have truly found love and learned to live with it; for this is the true glory of love: it transforms everything into sweetness and greatness and burns away all that is small. If everyone in this world were to meet the Beloved, then all recklessness would be gone, and there would be joy and charity, dancing through the years.
And there to be yet one thing upon which, mayhap, I not to have thought sufficient; for it doth be this, that they who did err, as I have shown, shall be the greater for their Pain; and let this be to cheer you, if that you have done foolishly, and thought not upon that day when the Beloved shall come; for Pain is but the voice of Development or Destruction; and truly you to suffer the first, if that Love doth work in you; but truly, the more that you have lacked, the greater shall be your pain; for the more change there doth need be in you.
And there is one more thing that I might not have thought about enough; it’s this: those who have made mistakes, as I’ve shown, will benefit more from their Pain; and let this encourage you if you have acted foolishly and didn’t think about the day when the Beloved will come; for Pain is just the voice of Growth or Destruction; and truly, you will experience the first if Love is working within you; but the more you have missed out on, the greater your pain will be; because the more change you need, the more you'll suffer.
And so would I have you now to think, and to know that the Beloved shall come, and so shall you live in glad care of all your being, that you be able to come unto the Beloved in that day, and to say with beauty and human joy in your heart, even as I have said; and thus shall you miss that bitter pain. But yet, truly, you to be like to heed not this, until that Love doth come upon you; and I therefore to cease from this vain setting of mine inward reasonings.
And so I want you to think and know that the Beloved will come, and you should live happily, taking care of yourself so that you can approach the Beloved on that day and express beauty and joy in your heart, just as I have said; this way, you will avoid that bitter pain. However, you probably won’t pay attention to this until Love comes to you; so I'll stop this pointless reasoning of mine.
But truly, when that day be come, as I have told, you to know how that there went alway with me in this mine own story which I tell, the simplicity of Truth; and how that I did be minded only that you to know, and thereby that you have gentle wisdom that you lay not up pain for that day. Yet, if you do lack to go with me, you to need that developing which shall then come upon you.
But truly, when that day comes, as I've mentioned, I want you to understand that throughout this story I'm telling, there's always been the simplicity of Truth. I intended for you to know this, so you can possess gentle wisdom and not hold onto pain for that day. However, if you're reluctant to come with me, you will need the growth that will then impact you.
And so shall you perceive how my thoughts did go to and fro, as I did eat with Mine Own; and so in the last I to find that I did think very serious; and I then to cast from me this pondering, and to have that utter joy which did be upon us, and to seem that it did fill all that strange Country of Seas.
And so you'll see how my thoughts wandered back and forth while I ate with my own people; and in the end, I realized I was thinking very deeply. I then let go of this contemplation and embraced the pure joy we shared, which seemed to fill all that strange country of seas.
And lo! after we did be done of eating and drinking, which did be but a little time, as you shall think, the Maid did ease me to an upward sitting, and had my back very nice to an olden stump which did be light, and she to push unto me.
And look! After we finished eating and drinking, which wasn’t long at all, the Maid helped me sit up and leaned my back comfortably against an old stump that was light, while she pushed me.
And Mine Own did sit then beside me, so that mine arm did come most natural about her; and she there to be nestled all gleeful and content, so that my heart did be doubly tender unto her. And I took the abundance of her hair, and set it about my neck, and upon my breast, so that it did near to cover me in the upward part; and we both then to laugh as that we did be two children, because that Love did make us so utter young in the heart; and our hands to be hid under the beauty of the Maid's hair, and I to have her then that she explain just how great she did love me; and you that go with me, do know how that this doth be a delight that is never done, neither to be set only into words.
And my girl sat next to me, so that my arm naturally went around her. She was all snuggled up, happy and content, which made my heart feel even more tender towards her. I took her long hair and draped it around my neck and on my chest, almost covering me completely. We both laughed like we were kids, because love made us feel so young at heart. Our hands were hidden in the beauty of her hair, and I asked her to tell me just how much she loved me. And you who are with me know that this is a joy that never ends and can't be captured in just words.
And all that day we did be wondrous happy, save once when we saw that there were Humpt Men upon the shore, about the Flat-Topt rock where did be the fight; but what they did there, we not to be able to see, only that presently they went away; and indeed seemed to have no thought unto us, neither any knowledge; and so did be gone again into the forests; and we saw no more of them, after that time. And afterward we to be lost utter in happiness.
And all that day we were wonderfully happy, except for one moment when we noticed there were Humpt Men on the shore, by the Flat-Topt rock where the fight happened; but we couldn't tell what they were doing there, only that they left shortly after. It seemed like they didn't even notice us or had any awareness of us, and so they disappeared back into the forests; we didn't see them again after that. Afterward, we were completely lost in happiness.
Now, upon the tenth day, I did be so come into health that I to walk a little way to and fore upon the island; and Mine Own did go with me, and so I to pace a good while, and afterward to rest again.
Now, on the tenth day, I had recovered enough to walk a little back and forth on the island; and my loved one went with me, so I walked for a good while and then rested again.
And Mine Own then to bring mine armour to me, which she had scoured very nice; but truly, the Armour did be sore broke and bent, and did be jagged inward this place and that, with the monstrous strength of the Humpt Men, when that they did strike me with the great sharp stones.
And then my own servant brought my armor to me, which she had cleaned very well; but honestly, the armor was badly damaged and bent, and had jagged spots here and there, from the tremendous strength of the Humpt Men when they hit me with the large sharp stones.
And, in verity, how I should ever come again to wear this protection, I to be in doubt. Yet, truly it had been a wondrous suit of strength that had kept my life within me when that I had been so deadly beset; and I to know that it to be yet like to save both our lives, if that we could someway straighten it, and ease the broken jags from wounding me afresh.
And honestly, I’m unsure how I would ever wear this protection again. However, it truly was an amazing suit of strength that saved my life when I was in such deadly danger; and I know it could still save both of our lives if we could somehow fix it and ease the broken edges so they wouldn’t hurt me again.
And I thought a time, and the Maid with me; and afterward we gat that stump upon which I had leant, and had this to be for an anvil; and we found then smooth stones of different sizes, and these to be for hammers; and we wrought all that day, with restings, upon the armour; and surely, we beat it into a very good shape, from the inward, and the broken parts we beat smooth, so that they should not wound, and in the end to have mine armour fit to go upon me.
And I thought for a while, with the Maid by my side; then we took the stump I had leaned on and used it as an anvil. We found smooth stones of different sizes to serve as hammers, and we worked all day, taking breaks, on the armor. We really shaped it well from the inside, smoothing out the broken parts so they wouldn’t hurt me, and in the end, I had armor that fit me perfectly.
And I, by now, as you shall think, to be drest part in my garments; but not all; for there did be yet some of the bandages upon my body, so that for the main I did wear the cloak, that the bandages be easily come at. And all that day did be utter happy, whilst that we workt; for we to be together.
And I, by now, as you might think, was partly dressed in my clothes; but not completely; because I still had some of the bandages on my body, so mostly I wore the cloak so the bandages could be easily accessed. And all that day was completely happy while we worked; because we were together.
And on the morrow, as we do say, which was the eleventh wakening upon the island, the Maid and I to talk long and oft, whilst that we yet worked upon the armour; and we to ponder the best way that we continue to our journeying; for, indeed, I was not come to my strength; yet was I very earnest that we go forward early; but in the same time, I did fear, lest that we meet with aught of Danger, and I to be a-lack, because that I was yet weak.
And the next day, as we say, which was the eleventh waking on the island, the Maid and I talked a lot while we worked on the armor. We considered the best way to continue our journey because I still hadn’t regained my strength. I really wanted us to move forward early, but at the same time, I was afraid we might run into some danger, and I would be unable to handle it since I was still weak.
And presently, the Maid and I both to think upon the same thing; for she to cry out concerning the raft, and I to have the same word in my mouth. And, in verity, this to be a great thought; for then should we be able alway to be free of the Humpt Men, and to have frequent rest when that we be weary, and to sleep with an ease in the mind; and, indeed, I to hope that the labour of oars should be something less than to go upon the feet.
And soon, the Maid and I were thinking the same thing; she shouted about the raft, and I had the same words on my lips. And truly, this was a brilliant idea; because then we could always be free from the Humpt Men, take breaks whenever we were tired, and sleep with peace of mind. Honestly, I hoped that rowing would be a bit easier than walking.
And surely, we talkt upon this a good while, and afterward we left the armour, and went over to the raft, and so to learn whether we should have power to make it something more stable, and that we have some way that we should put a solid matter between our bodies and any monster that should chance to swim under us.
And for sure, we talked about this for quite a while, and then we left the armor and went over to the raft to see if we could make it more stable, so that we’d have something solid between us and any creature that might happen to swim underneath.
And we went then together over all the little island; for I did search for some bush that should have a long tendril in plenty, and supple, and so to suit for binding. But, truly, there did be no such bush in all the island; and this to put me in trouble, as you shall suppose; yet was there a sufficient plenty of small and upright trees, that did seem very good for any purpose of structure.
And we walked together all around the little island, as I looked for a bush that had plenty of long, flexible vines suitable for binding. But honestly, there was no such bush anywhere on the island, which troubled me, as you can imagine. However, there were enough small, straight trees that seemed very good for any kind of construction.
And when we had gone all about the island, and found naught that should bind, the Maid to say with a pretty jesting that we should cut her hair, and plait it to be for cords. And, surely, even as the words did come from her, they to set me upon the thing that should supply our need; for I stoopt sudden to the grass that did grow oft and plenty in this place and that, and was so tall as my thigh, and to my head in the middle of the dumpings where it did sprout. And lo! it was wondrous tough.
And when we had explored the entire island and found nothing to tie the Maid's hair, she jokingly suggested that we cut her hair and braid it into ropes. And as soon as she said this, it sparked an idea in me for how we could meet our needs; I suddenly bent down to the grass that grew thick and plentiful in various spots, tall enough to reach my thigh and even to my head in the middle of the clumps where it stood. And wow! It was surprisingly strong.
And the Maid to have likewise perceived the thought, almost at that moment; but I to have been the first this time, and so to tease her; for truly, we had grown that we did nigh alway to discover all things in the same instant, as you mayhap to have seen. But I did surely be first this time, and must kiss her, as we do kiss little ones, that they be eased in their dismays and disappointments; and she to see how I did mock her, and she to pretend to weep; and surely how could she even to pretend, when that she did not be able to keep her pretty mouth from searching with laughter unto mine; but must be kissed full and plenty in our constant joyfulness.
And the Maid seemed to catch on to my thoughts almost at that moment; but I was the first this time, and I just had to tease her; because honestly, we had gotten to a point where we almost always discovered everything at the same time, as you may have noticed. But I was definitely first this time, and I had to kiss her, like we do with little ones, to comfort them in their worries and disappointments; and she saw how I was joking with her, and pretended to cry; but honestly, how could she even pretend when she couldn't stop her beautiful smile from reaching mine; so I had to kiss her a lot in our constant happiness.
And we cut then a good arm-load of the grasses, using the knife, and had those to our camp; for we did be homely now unto that place, as you shall think. And the Maid then to show me plaiting, and how that we could work in the grass piece by piece, so that we should plait unto any length that we to need.
And then we gathered a good armful of the grasses, using the knife, and brought them back to our camp; we felt at home there now, as you might think. The Maid then showed me how to braid, and how we could work with the grass bit by bit, so that we could braid it to any length we needed.
And all that day we workt, and did be very happy together; but when that we came to the time of our slumber, the Maid had done twice and thrice so much as I; and surely she came over to me, and kist me very grave, that I should be not to fret, even as I did kiss her with gentle mocking concerning the thought about the grass; and so did she make level with me, by this impudence and quaint sweetness.
And all that day we worked and were very happy together; but when it was time to sleep, the Maid had done twice or three times as much as I had. She came over to me and kissed me seriously, telling me not to fret, just as I had playfully kissed her about my thoughts on the grass. In this way, she leveled with me through her boldness and charming sweetness.
And on the next day, which did be the twelfth, I took the Diskos, and on that day I cut down six of the trees; and alway the Maid did bring her plaiting, that she be near me; and when I had cut the six trees, she had me to cease, lest that I risk to open any wound. And truly they to have healed very wonderful.
And on the next day, which was the twelfth, I took the Diskos, and that day I cut down six of the trees; and the Maid always brought her weaving so she could be close to me; and when I had cut down the six trees, she told me to stop, so I wouldn't risk opening any wounds. And truly, they healed very wonderfully.
And afterward, we to plait all that day, and did also finish the armour; and did be content and utter happy.
And afterward, we braided all day and also finished the armor; and we were pleased and totally happy.
And on the thirteenth day, I counted the tablets, and found that we yet to have sufficient, if that we came unto the Mighty Pyramid within any reasonable time. But I insist that I should eat no more now than did be my usual way; and though Mine Own did beg and to coax me, and even to try whether that a naughty and loving anger should do aught to shift me, I not to alter from my deciding, which was based upon my reason and upon my intention that Mine Own should never to go in hunger-danger, whilst that there did be life in my body. And when that the Maid did show this dear and pretty anger, I to take her into mine arms, and to tell her how I did reverence and love her, and that she did be all beauty unto me, and I but to love her the more, because that I did know the reason for her dear shaping of anger unto me.
And on the thirteenth day, I counted the tablets and realized we still had enough, as long as we reached the Mighty Pyramid in a reasonable time. However, I insisted that I wouldn't eat more than I usually did; even though my partner begged and tried to coax me, and even attempted to see if a little playful anger would change my mind, I stuck to my decision. My reasoning was firm, and I was determined that my partner should never be in danger of going hungry while I had life in me. When she showed her sweet and lovely anger, I took her in my arms and told her how much I respected and loved her, that she was all beauty to me, and I loved her even more because I understood the reason for her adorable outburst toward me.
And she then to kiss me, and yet to beg again that she have her way in this thing; but presently I did show her that my reasoning was sound in this matter; though I said not that my strongest thought did be unto her own needs. And she to have to agree with me in her brain, even whilst that her heart did ache to feed me. And truly, I to love her but the more, as you shall think.
And then she kissed me, but still begged to get her way in this matter. I showed her that my reasoning was solid, even though I didn't mention that my strongest thoughts were about her own needs. She had to agree with me in her mind, even while her heart ached to give me what I wanted. And truly, I loved her even more, as you might imagine.
And this way shall you ever to manage a dear and sensible woman that doth both love you and hath reason in her; for the wise man and he that hath an heart unto bigness, doth be never hasty to command. But, indeed, I speak not now of the way that you shall go with a woman that hath the love-foolishness upon her; for this to be a different matter, as you do know; and a woman then to require a double wit and tenderness in the governing; but also to need to be commanded, mayhap with sternness; yet with the more love.
And this is how you should always handle a dear and sensible woman who loves you and has good reason; because a wise man with a big heart never rushes to give orders. However, I’m not talking about how to deal with a woman who's caught up in love’s foolishness; that's a whole different situation, as you know. A woman in that state requires both extra understanding and gentleness in how she's managed, but she might also need to be given commands, perhaps firmly; yet always with more love.
Now, when that we wakened on our fourteenth day upon the Island, we gat to work, so soon as we had washt and eat and drunk, and Mine Own to see how my scars did go.
Now, when we woke up on our fourteenth day on the Island, we got to work as soon as we had washed, eaten, and drank, and I checked to see how my scars were healing.
And I cut seven more trees that day, which made thirteen in all; and afterward I trimmed the trees very nice. And when this was done, I cut twelve good sapling-trees, and two more very thin, that I did mean to be for paddling the raft upon the water. And Mine Own Maid did sit near me alway, and never to be ceased from her plaiting.
And I also cut down seven more trees that day, bringing the total to thirteen; after that, I trimmed them nicely. Once I finished that, I cut twelve good saplings and two thinner ones, which I intended to use for paddling the raft on the water. And my own girl sat close by me the whole time, always busy with her weaving.
And whilst that the Maid did plait, and make gentle and happy talk with me, I presently to sit beside her, and had her belt-knife to my need; and therewith, when I had cut bark from a tree, I made a foot-long cross-piece of wood which I did fasten with pegs and some lashing unto the end of one of the paddle-shafts.
And while the girl braided and chatted gently and happily with me, I sat down next to her and took her belt knife for my task. With it, after cutting bark from a tree, I made a foot-long crosspiece of wood which I secured with pegs and some lashing to the end of one of the paddle shafts.
And I took then a piece of the bark, so big, mayhap, as would cover my thigh, and shaped broad one end and thence to a point; and when I had made holes in the piece of bark, I lasht the broad end to the crosspiece, and the end that did be narrowed, I lasht secure to the shaft, and likewise made holes down the length of the bark, and lasht it also thereby to the shaft, and thiswise I had a pretty good paddle, that did be about ten feet long in the clear shaft, and the head to be somewise two feet more, mayhap.
I then took a piece of bark, about the size of my thigh, and shaped one end wide and the other end to a point. After making holes in the bark, I secured the wide end to the crosspiece and fastened the pointed end to the shaft. I also made holes along the length of the bark and attached it to the shaft that way. In this way, I created a pretty good paddle, which was around ten feet long for the clear shaft, plus about two more feet for the head.
And when this was done, I shaped the handle so small as might come into the grasp of the Maid, and did jest her very loving and gentle that she give me so great a work, because that she have her hands so little. And truly, she presently to stop me of my mocking; for she put her pretty hands upon my mouth, and I then to have to mumble and to laugh, and so she to go forward again with the plaiting.
And when this was done, I made the handle as small as I could so that it fit comfortably in the Maid's hand, and I playfully teased her, saying how she gave me such a big task because her hands were so tiny. Really, she quickly stopped my teasing; she put her lovely hands over my mouth, and I had to mumble and laugh, while she continued with the braiding.
And when I had made the one paddle, I made also the other; but something more rough and heavy, and suited unto my strength; and so did be very well pleased; for they did be made more of my Reason than of memory; yet had I used somewhat of the kind upon the quiet lakes which did be in the Country of Silence.
And when I finished one paddle, I also made the other; but it was rougher and heavier, designed for my strength. I was quite pleased, because they were made more from my reasoning than from memory; although I had used something similar on the calm lakes in the Country of Silence.
And we then to join in the plaiting, and thus with happy talk and our times of eating, until that we did be come again to our slumber.
And then we joined in the weaving, with cheerful conversations and our meals, until we finally went back to sleep.
And on the fifteenth day, when that we had gotten up and washt and eat and drank, the Maid did look unto my bandages; and did consider that I be healed very good, if but that I not to overstrain my body. And we then to dance, half in play and half in victory, but gentle; and afterward she to come with me that she give me aid that we get the trees unto the water.
And on the fifteenth day, when we had gotten up, washed, eaten, and drunk, the Maid looked at my bandages and considered that I was healing well, as long as I didn’t overdo it. Then we danced, partly for fun and partly in celebration, but gently; and afterward, she came with me to help me get the trees to the water.
And in six hours, we rolled the trees down to the shore, and did begin then that I lash the saplings across the trees, and thiswise to hold them secure into a raft. And the midmost tree I put something more forward than the next; and so, until that which did be the front was shaped somewise like to the bow of a ship. And the saplings to hold the trees thiswise, when that I had set the lashings about every sapling and every tree, where the saplings did go across.
And after six hours, we rolled the trees down to the shore, and I started to tie the saplings across the trees to secure them into a raft. I positioned the middle tree slightly farther forward than the next, and so on, until the front shaped something like the bow of a ship. I tied the saplings to hold the trees in place after I had secured the lashings around each sapling and each tree where the saplings crossed.
And all that day I worked pretty constant and steady, until that Mine Own had me to cease awhile, lest that I bend overmuch, and so to put strain upon my scars. And I to be reasonable; but yet to go forward again with the work; only that I did rest now, this time and that; and so did all to prosper.
And all that day I worked pretty consistently and steadily, until my love had me take a break for a while, so I wouldn't overdo it and strain my scars. I agreed, but still wanted to continue with the work; I just took breaks here and there, and everything turned out well.
And on the morrow, which did be the sixteenth day upon the island, I made an end of lashing the saplings across the raft; and I set up also, two rests for the paddles, so that we might row if we stood upon the raft; and afterward, being ready, we gat together our gear, and set all upon the raft.
And the next day, which was the sixteenth day on the island, I finished tying the saplings across the raft; and I also set up two rests for the paddles, so we could row while standing on the raft; and afterward, once we were ready, we gathered our gear and placed everything on the raft.
And I put the pole that the Maid had used, also upon the raft, and loosed the straps from that first raft, and had the straps for our requirement, as heretofore. And mine armour we made safe on the raft; but the Diskos I had to my hip, as ever; and so did we be ready to leave that little island of refuge, where we had been so near to sorrow, but yet had come utterly upon joy.
And I placed the pole that the Maid had used onto the raft, and I unfastened the straps from the first raft, keeping them for our needs, just like before. We secured my armor on the raft, but I kept the Diskos at my hip, as always. We were then ready to leave that small island of refuge, where we had come so close to sorrow but had ultimately found joy.
And surely, Mine Own did take me by the arm, and she to stand a little, and to look with me unto that bed of soft herbage where she had laid me, when that I did be so nigh unto death; and she then to kiss me very sweet and loving and gentle, and all a-tremble with the tears and love that did stir in her; and I to set mine arms about her in love; and so we to turn and to put off then in the Raft.
And surely, my love took me by the arm and stood with me for a moment, looking at the bed of soft grass where she had laid me when I was so close to death. She then kissed me sweetly, lovingly, and gently, trembling with tears and the love that stirred in her. I wrapped my arms around her in affection, and then we turned and set off on the raft.
XV
PAST THE HOUSE OF SILENCE
Now it was in the tenth hour of that day, that we put off in the raft; and surely we found the paddles to go very easy and with somewhat of balance in the rests which I had set up, as you do mind; and the raft to go forward with not overmuch of labour; so that we stood, the Maid to the fore paddle and I did be to the hinder one, and we pusht very steady upon the paddles, and had the raft presently to a speed something less than we should walk over the rough way of the Land.
Now it was around ten o'clock that day when we set off on the raft; and we found the paddles to be quite easy to use, thanks to the supports I'd set up, as you remember; and the raft moved forward with not too much effort. So there we were, the Maid at the front paddle and I at the back, pushing steadily on the paddles, and the raft quickly picked up speed, slightly slower than how we would walk on the rough ground.
And about the twelfth hour we stopt and eat and drunk, and went on again with our easy labouring; and truly, when that we gat set to the movement, we scarce to wot that we did aught more than rock something fore and back upon our feet; and so the hours to pass, and we to have a constant gentle speech one with the other, and the Maid oft to look back unto me with love, and to set her lips that she tempt me; but yet to shake her head most dear, when that I would leave my paddle, that I go forward unto her.
And around noon, we stopped to eat and drink, then continued with our easy work. Honestly, when we got into the rhythm, it felt like we were barely doing anything more than swaying back and forth on our feet. The hours passed by as we shared gentle conversation, and the Maid frequently glanced back at me with affection, teasing me with her lips. Yet, she would lovingly shake her head whenever I tried to put down my paddle to approach her.
And when that the eighteenth hour of that day was come, we to draw inward our paddles, and the Maid set the cloak very nice to be our bed, and afterward we eat and drank, and so presently to our slumber, and did have sleep, very sound and happy, all in a moment, as it to seem.
And when the eighteenth hour of that day arrived, we pulled in our paddles, and the Maid neatly spread out the cloak for our bed. Afterward, we ate and drank, and soon we fell asleep, having a very sound and happy rest, as if in an instant.
And eight good hours after, we did waken both of us, together; and lo! we scarce to mind where we did be for a little moment; but afterward to know and to perceive that we did be safe and naught to have come unto us in our sleep. And surely we laught each in the face of the other; for we did be so joyous to be wakened each unto the knowledge of the other. And after that we had kist, we washt somewhat in the water of the sea, and so to our food. And when we had eat and drunk, we made again to the paddling; and went forward thus along the coast very peaceful and content all that day.
And eight good hours later, we both woke up together; and wow! for a moment, we barely remembered where we were; but then we realized we were safe and nothing had happened to us while we slept. And we laughed at each other because we were so happy to be awake and to know the other was there. After we kissed, we washed a bit in the sea water, and then we had our meal. Once we had eaten and drunk, we started paddling again and continued along the coast very peacefully and contentedly all that day.
Now, in all, that voyaging did talk four good days of four-and-twenty hours each, for we made no great haste or labour, but went easy, that I have time to gather my strength. And naught to happen in all that time, save that once we did see a great beast to come upward lumbersome out of the sea on to the shore, and there did eat and browse upon the herbage in that part; or so it did seem to us; though, truly, we did be over far off to have surety.
Now, altogether, that journey took us four solid days of twenty-four hours each, as we didn't rush or push ourselves too hard, but took it easy so I could regain my strength. Nothing much happened during that time, except once when we saw a huge creature clumsily come out of the sea onto the shore, and it seemed to feed on the plants in that area; at least, that's what it looked like to us, although we were too far away to be sure.
And this beast not to put us into any horror; but only to make us glad that we be afar off from it; and by this saying, I to mean that it did seem unto us a natural thing; and nowise to have an odour of aught monstrous to trouble our spirits. And this way did be all the creatures of that Country; and truly I do think the Early World did be somewise like to it; and this to seem to make true that olden saying that extreme things do meet, as doth be over-apparent; for thus doth it be somewise to our knowings, as you shall perceive by your Reasonings Upon Olden Days, and by the showings of this Mine Own Story, for that Deep World to have put forth natural creatures that did be even as might be those that did live in the Beginning; though I to make no point of this, but only that it doth occur to my thought; and all to seem that it did be bred of Circumstance and Condition; yet this to have no saying whether that there to be a spiritual-force something deeper than the Circumstance; for this to be outside of any surety, but not offensive unto my Reason.
And this creature isn't meant to frighten us; it's just meant to make us feel happy that we're far away from it. By saying this, I mean that it seemed natural to us, without any hint of anything monstrous to disturb our minds. In fact, this was true for all the creatures in that land, and I genuinely believe the Early World was somewhat similar to it. This seems to support the old saying that extreme things meet, as is quite evident; for it aligns with what we know, as you'll see from your reflections on the Olden Days and from the accounts of my own story. The Deep World produced natural creatures that could very well resemble those that lived in the Beginning. I'm not insisting on this point, just noting that it crosses my mind. Everything seems to stem from circumstance and condition, yet this raises the question of whether there is a spiritual force something deeper than circumstance; this is uncertain, but it doesn't contradict my reasoning.
But this thinking also neither to offend me, that although much—and mayhap all—doth be modified and shapen diverse ways by the Circumstance and the Condition, yet doth there be an inward force that doth be peculiar each unto each; though, mayhap, to be mixt and made monstrous or diverse by foul or foolish breeding—as you to have knowledge of in the bodies of those dread Monsters that did be both Man and Beast. Yet, also, I here to say that maybe all diverse breeding not to be monstrous; but this to be beside my point. For I to be now set to tell, as I have told, that it not to offend me to suppose that there to be this inward force peculiar to each shaping of all bodies that do hold that wondrous quality of Life. And if that you ask me that I give example to make clear my thought, I to say that it doth be reasonable to suppose that the Force or Spirit of the Human doth be peculiar to the Human, whether that it to be a Cause of Life, or the Result of that which hath been evolved out of a Condition. And whether it to be the one way or the other, you to know that where this Force or Spirit be found untainted, there is man; and I to be not opposed to think that Man doth be constant alway in matters of fundament, and neither to have been ever truly different; though something modified in the body and surely, in the first, all undeveloped in the lovely things of the spirit, because that there to be no call to these. Yet, presently, they likewise to come, and to act upon the flesh with refinings; and likewise, mayhap, there to be some act of the flesh upon the spirit; and so to the state of this Age of this our day, and to that far Age of which I do tell. But development never to make the Human other than the Human; for the development to have limits peculiar to the Human. And surely, it doth appeal to me, that the development of Man doth lie between two points, that be not wondrous wide apart; and Man to have power that he arrive very speedy from one unto the other, and likewise that he go back so quick, or even the more hasty. Yet, even did it be ever proved that Man once to be a fish, I to have no cause to abate the first part of mine argument; but to have the more need of the thought, that I gain power to accept the Fact; for I still then to have no occasion that I think Man to have been truly a Fish, or aught truly different from a Man; but only that he did be once Modified physically to his need, and to be still possessed of the Man-Spirit, though all lackt of development. Yet, truly, I to be less offend in my Reason, if that it be shown that Man did be ever somewise in his present shape, though mayhap so brutish as the Humpt Men; but yet I do be ready to consider all matters, and do build no Walls about my Reason. Yet, neither I to have an over-ready acceptance of aught, but to need that my Reason shall approve.
But this thinking doesn't offend me, because although much—and maybe all—things are modified and shaped in various ways by circumstances and conditions, there is an inner force that is unique to each individual. However, this can sometimes get mixed up and become strange or different due to poor or foolish breeding, as you can see in the bodies of those terrifying monsters that are part man and part beast. Still, I want to say that perhaps not all diverse breeding is monstrous; but that’s beside my point. I’m here to express that it doesn’t offend me to think that there is this inner force unique to each shaping of all bodies that possess that wonderful quality of life. And if you ask me to give an example to clarify my thought, I would argue that it’s reasonable to assume that the force or spirit of a human is unique to humans, whether it is a cause of life or the result of what has evolved from a condition. And whether it’s one way or the other, you know that where this force or spirit is found untainted, there is man; and I am not against believing that man remains constant in fundamental matters and has never truly been different; though he may be modified in body and, at first, all underdeveloped in the beautiful things of the spirit, as there is no call for these. Yet, in time, these also come to play a role and act on the flesh with refinements; and perhaps, there is a reciprocal influence of the flesh on the spirit; and so it is in this age of our day and that distant age of which I speak. But development never makes the human anything other than human; for development has limits unique to humanity. It appeals to me that the development of man lies between two points that are not very far apart; and man has the ability to quickly move from one to the other, and just as quickly return, or even more hastily. Yet, even if it were ever proven that man was once a fish, I would have no reason to lessen the first part of my argument; rather, I would have more reason to believe the fact, for I still have no reason to think that man was truly a fish or anything truly different from a man; but only that he was once physically modified to his needs, while still possessing the human spirit, albeit lacking development. Yet, honestly, I would be less offended in my reasoning if it were shown that man has always been somewhat in his present shape, even if he were as brutish as the Humpbacked Men; but I am ready to consider all matters and do not build walls around my reasoning. However, I do not have an overly eager acceptance of anything, but require that my reasoning approves.
And you to perceive, surely, that I here not to speak of that which may be Afterward, when that all This, our life, be done. For who shall say how much or how little we then to go forward unto loveliness; and I at this point to tell you that I do have a wondrous hope of beauteous things, and of sweet and mighty Uplifting and Furtherance unto that Glad World which we have beheld the shores of, when that we had stood in holiness with the Beloved.
And you should realize that I’m not here to talk about what may come afterward, when our life is over. Who can say how much or how little we will move toward beauty then? At this moment, I want to tell you that I have an amazing hope for beautiful things, along with a sweet and powerful uplift towards that joyful World we have glimpsed the shores of, when we stood in holiness with the Beloved.
And, in verity, I now once more to my story; and to be glad that I am done at this small setting forth of a matter which did need words, because that it did have root in this Mine Own Story, and to be grown of it and from it.
And, truly, I return once again to my story; and I'm glad that I'm finished with this brief explanation of a matter that needed words, because it has its roots in my own story, and has grown out of it.
Now, there did be one other thing of note, beside the Sea Beast, whilst that we did be upon the Seas; and this did be the strangeness of a great Fire-Hill which did stand in the sea, and we to pass very nigh unto it. And surely the sea did boil about it, yet not in all places; and there did be a score great jets that did go upward a monstrous way, and did roar very plain to us across the sea between; and there did come strange gruntings from the sea about the base of the Fire-Hill, and these I to conceive to be made by the upbursting of gases in this place and that; and surely, it all to make us to know of the great energy that did be wakeful in that deep Country; and we yet to stare backward upon that Hill of Fire and Force, for a great while after that we had come past.
Now, there was one other notable thing, besides the Sea Beast, while we were at sea; and that was the strange sight of a massive Fire-Hill standing in the water, which we passed very close to. The sea boiled around it, though not everywhere; and there were a lot of huge jets shooting up high into the air, roaring loudly across the water to us. Strange grunting noises came from the sea around the base of the Fire-Hill, which I figured were caused by gases bursting up from different places; and it all made us aware of the great energy stirring in that deep area. We continued to look back at that Hill of Fire and Force for quite a while after we had passed it.
Now, beyond this, there to be naught, except that we had a certain care as we did come to that place where the Great Sea did be broke to smaller seas; but all to be knit with passages of water, which let us through upon our way.
Now, beyond this, there was nothing else, except that we were somewhat cautious as we approached the place where the Great Sea split into smaller seas; but all of them were connected by waterways that guided us on our way.
And surely, I did show Mine Own Maid those two places where I did sleep when first I was come into that Country; and she to be sweet in interest, and alway to have somewhat that she would learn of this and that.
And of course, I did show my maid those two places where I slept when I first arrived in that country; and she was eager to learn a bit about this and that.
And so, when that we did be four good days upon the water, as I have told, we to come to the land, upon a flat place of the shore, where the Country did slope upward unto the mouth of the First Gorge, of which you do mind. And this to be in the tenth hour of that day; and we likewise to have begun that voyage in the tenth hour, as you do remember; and surely it to have been a sweet and peaceful water-journey; and I to have been happy, if that all that did be yet before us, to hold so much of pleasantness and safe goings. But, indeed, there to be much danger yet to come, as you do know; and we to have our hearts set in courage, and to go forward to conquer; for surely, if that we to conquer, and to come safe into our Mighty Home, there to be then that we have all our lives together in loveliness; and this to be truly a worthy prize and a glory of the heart, to end and to repay our Stress.
So, after spending four good days on the water, as I’ve mentioned, we reached land at a flat part of the shore where the land sloped up to the entrance of the First Gorge, which you remember. This happened at the tenth hour of that day; we also started our journey at the tenth hour, as you recall. It was definitely a sweet and peaceful water journey, and I would have been happy if everything ahead promised more pleasant and safe travels. But, in truth, much danger still lay ahead, as you know; we had to keep our hearts brave and move forward to conquer. Because if we succeed and make it safely to our Mighty Home, we would then have our entire lives together in beauty; and that truly is a worthy prize and glory of the heart to bring an end to our struggles.
And surely, the Maid and I did presently strand the raft, so well as we might, and did then to wonder whether any should evermore to behold it through all Eternity. And we lookt a little, each at the other; and the Maid then to cut free a small piece of the wood of the raft, to be for an after remembrance.
And sure enough, the Maid and I quickly beached the raft as best as we could, and then we wondered if anyone would ever see it again for all eternity. We glanced at each other, and then the Maid cut a small piece of wood from the raft to keep as a memento.
And so we to have our gear upon the shore; and the Maid then to give me aid that I get once more into mine armour; and so I presently to have the Scrip and the Pouch again to my back, and the Diskos in my hand, and all in readiness, and the Maid with her bundle (that was now grown small), and her belt about her body, that she have her knife unto her hand.
And so we got our gear on the shore, and the Girl helped me get back into my armor. Soon I had the Satchel and the Pouch on my back, the Diskos in my hand, and everything ready. The Girl had her smaller bundle and her belt around her waist so she could have her knife within reach.
And surely, the Maid then to kneel and to kiss the raft; for memories did gather upon her; and she there to have one more breaking from all that did be the first part of her life; and you to give your understanding, and so to have a quiet sympathy, and to perceive that her heart did be like that it should stir with a strange trouble of sorrowing in that moment.
And surely, the Maid then knelt and kissed the raft; memories rushed back to her, and she was facing one more break from everything that was the beginning of her life. You showed your understanding, offering quiet sympathy, and could see that her heart was stirred by a strange feeling of sorrow in that moment.
And surely I stoopt then, very gentle and loving, and had Mine Own to her feet; and I led her from the raft, and she to need that she be near me; and so we to go forward, and to make upward unto the dark mouth of the Great Gorge.
And surely I bent down then, very gently and lovingly, and had my own one at her feet; and I led her from the raft, and she needed to be near me; and so we moved forward, making our way up to the dark entrance of the Great Gorge.
And there to be some miles unto our right, that grim and utter huge Mountain, whereon afar upward in the monstrousness of the night did be perched those four fire-hills of which I have told. And below them, there to go upward the great hills of ash, that had been cast down throughout Eternity. And this thing had the Maid lookt upon for a great time, and did be never done of her wonder; neither I, nor any human that ever should have sight of so great a wonder.
And there, a few miles to our right, stood that massive and imposing Mountain, where in the distance, high above the darkness of the night, were those four fire-hills I mentioned before. Below them, the large hills of ash rose up, formed from what had been scattered throughout Eternity. The Maid stared at this sight for a long time, never losing her sense of wonder; neither I nor any human could ever hope to see such an incredible sight.
And so we to have come presently upward into the high mouth of the Gorge, and did go onward then into the gloom, a little space, until that we were come to the place where the Gorge did bend sharp unto the left, into darkness.
And so we have now arrived at the high entrance of the Gorge, and then we moved forward into the darkness for a short distance until we reached the point where the Gorge turned sharply to the left, into the shadows.
And lo! we made pause here, and turned again unto the Country of Seas, that we have a last outward look over all that Deep and living Land, that did be hid so far downward in the everlasting night of the world.
And so, we stopped here and looked back at the Country of Seas, to take one last glimpse of all that vast and vibrant land that was hidden so deep in the enduring darkness of the world.
And, in verity, it did be a solemn thing to know that we, mayhap, to be the last of the olden Humans that should ever to look upon that Country; and I to wonder, in that moment, whether that the Humpt Men should ever to develop, in some far eternity, unto the full sweetness of the spirit of Humanity which I did think to be inward of them. And this to be both an odd and a natural thought to have then, as I do see. But at that time, I only to think it, and not to wot or to trouble whether that it did be odd or otherwise. And I to think that Country did be somewise as the Olden Time renewed; but truly we to look upon early things with new eyes.
And truly, it was a serious thing to realize that we might be the last of the old Humans to ever see that Country; and I wondered, in that moment, if the Humpt Men might eventually develop, in some distant future, into the full spirit of Humanity that I believed was within them. It was both a strange and natural thought to have at that moment, as I see it now. But at that time, I simply thought it, without understanding or worrying whether it was strange or not. I felt that Country was somewhat like a renewed Olden Time; but truly, we look at old things with new eyes.
And we yet to look awhile, and to be husht, and to hark in those last moments unto the far mutter of the Great Fire-Mountains, and the Fire-Hills, and the noise of life which did go over that Land; and we even then to be but a few short pacings off from the silence of the Great Gorge, which should lead us presently toward the Eternal Strangeness which did be in the Night Land. And the Maid did hold mine arm very close, as we lookt our last into the red light of that Deep and Hid Country of the World, where, in verity, we had come so utter nigh to our Death.
And we still have some time to look around, to be quiet, and to listen in those final moments to the distant rumble of the Great Fire-Mountains and the Fire-Hills, and the sounds of life that filled that Land; and even then we were just a few steps away from the silence of the Great Gorge, which would soon lead us to the Eternal Strangeness of the Night Land. The Maid held my arm tightly as we took our last look into the red light of that Deep and Hidden Country of the World, where, in truth, we had come so close to our Death.
And presently, I turned, and the Maid slipt her hand into mine, and the tears did go silent down her face, because of all that did be prest upon her heart; but yet not to be all of sorrow, for there to be both sorrow and happiness, and also there did be somewhat of vague emotion that she never more to look upon that dear island where she had nurst her man again unto life and well-being; and she to be in mind of all those places where she to know that in after-life her memory to wander; and she to have oft-told tales, mayhap, unto her children, of that Country that they never to see; but only to be for a wonder to them for ever.
And then, I turned, and the Maid slipped her hand into mine, and tears silently ran down her face because of everything weighing on her heart; but it wasn’t all sadness, as there was both sorrow and happiness, along with a sense of vague emotion that she would never again see that beloved island where she had brought her man back to life and health. She remembered all those places where she knew her memory would linger in the future; and she might often tell tales to her children about that land they would never see, but which would always remain a source of wonder for them.
And we past then round the Mighty Corner-place of the Gorge, and went forward, somewhat stumbling, into the gloom.
And we passed around the huge corner of the gorge and moved forward, tripping a bit, into the darkness.
Now we went sixteen hours very steady, and with naught save the great darkness to trouble us; and we by this to have been twenty and six hours since last that we had sleep; and surely this did be a foolishness, because that I to need that I come into my full strength, ere we reach the Night Land; and it to be a folly that I should over-tire myself; and the Maid to have said so much.
Now we traveled steadily for sixteen hours, with nothing but the deep darkness to disturb us. It had been twenty-six hours since we last slept, and this was certainly foolish, as I needed to be at my full strength before we reached the Night Land. It was unwise for me to tire myself out, and the Maid had mentioned this a lot.
And, indeed, then, we came to a safe place for our slumber, and whilst that we eat and drunk, we made count from my notings of the outward way, and so did decide that we go no more than sixteen hours' journey each day through the Gorge, and to sleep alway for eight good hours. And this we to do, both then, and until that we did be come out of the Great Gorge, which did take us in all, so much as five days thiswise.
And so, we finally reached a safe spot to rest, and while we ate and drank, we calculated our route based on my notes. We decided to travel no more than sixteen hours each day through the Gorge and to always rest for a solid eight hours. We planned to stick to this routine until we emerged from the Great Gorge, which took us a total of five days.
And surely, when that we were come into the light places of the Gorge, we to be more cheered, as you shall suppose; yet oft did we be half smothered with the horrid gases that came upward in this part and that, as you do mind.
And sure enough, when we arrived in the bright areas of the Gorge, we felt more uplifted, as you might think; yet we often found ourselves half suffocated by the terrible gases that drifted up here and there, as you remember.
And my strength did grow constant, as we journeyed; yet would the Maid never suffer that I carry her; but went alway very light and clever, and was grown, in truth, set unto this constant wander.
And my strength kept growing as we traveled; however, the Maid would never allow me to carry her. She moved with great agility and had truly become determined to keep wandering.
And at this place and that, I to make pause that I show Mine Own those places where I did slumber, and she alway to need that she come unto the very part, and that she stand for a little moment where I did lie so lonesome, as I went outward unto that despairful searching. And alway she then to be utter tender with me, and to be something lacking of speech, because of the calling of her heart.
And in this spot and that, I pause to show My Own the places where I slept, and she always needs to come to the very spot and stand for a moment where I lay so lonely during my despairing search. And she is always incredibly tender with me, and somewhat at a loss for words because of what her heart is feeling.
And surely, Mine Own did be alway now to ask me when that we should be come unto the Night Land; and to require how far it should be, and to be taken with a growing of excitement, very dear and natural; and, in verity, I to be almost so much so as she; and to wonder what she to think of the Mighty Redoubt, and of all that strange and monstrous Land. And, above all these, I to be shaken unto my very heart, that I have the Maid speedy unto safety; lest, after all, even though we to have come so far, there somewhat to happen of woe. And all this did make it a hard thing that we not to begin to race, and to exceed the hours that we did set; but truly we had wisdom in this matter, and slumbered alway after the sixteenth hour.
And surely, my love always asked me when we would reach the Night Land; she wanted to know how far away it was and got more and more excited, which was very sweet and natural. I was almost as excited as she was and wondered what she thought about the Mighty Redoubt and all that strange, monstrous land. Above all, I was deeply concerned about getting the girl to safety, fearing that after all we had been through, something terrible might happen. All of this made it difficult for us not to start racing and go beyond the time we had set; but we were wise about it and always rested after the sixteenth hour.
And we never to see aught of life in all that great and desolate Gorge; for there did be only the gas-burnings, and the boulders and the stark rocks, and oft the rank smellings of the gases. And alway an utter and everlasting quiet; save when some lonesome gas-fire did oddly to moan or to whistle, and the whistling to sound very dree across the great waste of the Gorge, and likewise the moaning to be but a thing to make the loneliness to be felt in the heart; and the Maid to feel thus with me.
And we never saw any signs of life in that vast and desolate Gorge; there were only the gas flames, the boulders, and the bare rocks, often accompanied by the unpleasant smells of the gases. It was always completely and endlessly quiet, except when a solitary gas flame would strangely moan or whistle, with the whistling echoing across the vast emptiness of the Gorge, and the moaning making the loneliness heavy in our hearts; the Maid felt it just the same as I did.
And alway, as I did know, she to think in her heart that I did come through that place alone to make a searching for her into the unknown lands of the world; and surely, I did be but a natural man if that I was something happy in my heart that Mine Own so to ponder and to remember; for thereby did her love seem ever to grow. And likewise, a man doth be glad in his spirit and natural pride, that his Maid to know that he hath done wholesomely of his best for her need. And you but to think upon the love-days, and to hear the echoes of those dear proud thoughts that did so to swell in you; and doth not all to go so strangely with familiar pain in the old way?
And always, as I knew, she thought in her heart that I came through that place alone to search for her in the unknown lands of the world; and surely, I would be just a regular guy if I felt a bit happy in my heart that Mine Own was thinking of me and remembering; because her love seemed to grow more and more. Similarly, a man feels glad in his spirit and natural pride when his Maid knows that he has done his best for her needs. Just think about the days of love, and hear the echoes of those dear proud thoughts that swelled in you; doesn’t it all feel strangely familiar with old pain?
Now it was upon the fifth day, in about the seventh hour, that I heard oddwhiles a sound in this place and that of the Gorge, as that the rocks made husht and strange sounds at us. And I to have the Maid instant very nigh to me, and the Diskos to my hand, and we then to go onward with a great caution.
Now, on the fifth day, around the seventh hour, I heard strange sounds in this place and from the Gorge, as if the rocks were making hushed and unusual noises towards us. I had the Maid close by me, with the Diskos in my hand, and we proceeded forward with great caution.
And thrice we did pass places where gas-fires did burn and dance, and made oft a low moaning, and somewhiles a little whistling; and the other sounds yet to come oddly from the rocks, in this place and that, very strange and unthought of, yet to be something familiar.
And three times we passed by spots where gas flames burned and danced, often making a low moan and sometimes a quiet whistle; and other sounds unexpectedly came from the rocks, in this place and that, very strange and unexpected, yet oddly familiar.
And sudden, it did come to me that there to be a far-away noise in these sounds; though they to seem to come from this place and that almost to mine elbow, as you should say. And lo! I knew then that I harked unto little echoings, that did be caught by the near rocks, and to come from some far and mighty sound. And this should be surely the monstrous piping of the Great Gas Fountain, that you do well mind. And, in verity, I told Mine Own in a moment; and she to be all eager with me, because that this did be both a wondrous thing, and to be also a landmark to show that we did be nigh to come out of the Gorge, and our journey to come the more near unto an ending.
Suddenly, it occurred to me that there was a distant noise in these sounds; even though they seemed to come from this place and almost at my elbow, as you might say. And then I realized that I was listening to little echoes that were caught by the nearby rocks and were coming from some far-off, powerful source. This must surely be the monstrous piping of the Great Gas Fountain, which you surely remember. And, in truth, I quickly told my partner, and she was all excited with me because this was both an amazing thing and also a landmark showing that we were close to exiting the Gorge, bringing our journey closer to an end.
And surely we lookt ahead very earnest; and there to be so many strange and leaping fires to our front, that we not to be very sure which did be the far and monstrous dance of the Great Gas Fountain; for truly it to be yet so distant that the near gas-fires did make more upon the eye up all of a weary length of the Gorge, than did the great dance of the far-off fire, that was now so small, by the distance.
And we definitely looked ahead seriously; there were so many strange and flickering fires in front of us that we couldn't be sure if we were seeing the distant and monstrous dance of the Great Gas Fountain. It was still far away, and the nearby gas fires were more noticeable along the weary stretch of the Gorge than the big dance of the far-off fire, which appeared so small due to the distance.
And presently, when that we were gone onward something more, we to see that there went a lightening and a darkening afar along the Gorge, so that the background of the night was made to lose somewhat of the intensity of its darkness, as with constant shudders of light; and this to be surely the far away dance of the flame of the Great Gas Fountain. And we then to watch alway as we journeyed, and to see how that the vague shudderings of light did grow in the distance of the night, and did merge and become known presently in a strange uplifting and falling of a far away blue flame.
And soon, as we moved on a bit further, we noticed a flickering light and darkness in the distance along the Gorge, which made the night sky lose some of its deep darkness, with constant flashes of light. This was surely the distant dance of flames from the Great Gas Fountain. We kept watching as we traveled, observing how the vague flickers of light grew in the nighttime distance and eventually merged into a strange rising and falling of a distant blue flame.
And the sound now to come more steady, and to grow in a long while into a monstrous piping, very great and wonderful, and having a constant change in the note.
And the sound now became more steady, growing over time into a huge, incredible piping that constantly changed in pitch.
And we to come past the last of the lesser fires, and to be in that part of the Gorge which did be fireless, save for the great upward dance of the Gas Fountain, which did now to be grown huge and plain-seen, and did make a quaking light over all the Gorge.
And we came past the last of the smaller fires, entering that part of the Gorge which was fireless, except for the large ascending flame of the Gas Fountain, which had now grown huge and clearly visible, casting a trembling light over the entire Gorge.
And so in the end, we to be come very nigh to the dance of the monstrous flame; and did be half stunned by the noise, which did be now an utter and furious roaring, as you shall remember; and the Maid and I did stand as but two lonesome strangers in the mouth-part of that deep and desolate Gorge, and did stare voiceless unto the great flaw; and mine arm did be about the Maid, and she to stand very nigh to me; and neither to speak; and surely, how should we anywise; for the noise did be so huge.
And so in the end, we got very close to the dance of the monstrous flame; and we were half stunned by the noise, which was now an utter and furious roaring, as you’ll remember; and the Maid and I stood as just two lonely strangers in the mouth of that deep and desolate Gorge, staring silently at the great flaw; and my arm was around the Maid, and she stood very close to me; and neither of us spoke; and truly, how could we? The noise was so overwhelming.
And after that we had stared a great while, we turned that we look each at the other; and we kist very sober, there in the light from the monster flame. And afterward, we did stare again at the Flame, and soon turned, and lookt all ways, and did marvel to see the great throw of the light go blue and spreading and strange unto great distances.
And after we had stared for a long time, we turned to look at each other; and we kissed very seriously, there in the light from the huge flame. Afterwards, we stared again at the Flame, and soon turned to look in all directions, marveling at how the light spread out in a blue, strange glow over great distances.
And a while we did be watching the way that the far-off side of the Gorge did come plain to sight, when that the Flame did leap; and, truly, that did seem a far and lonesome Place, as that a lost and forgot world of desolate mountains did be there.
And for a while, we watched as the far side of the Gorge came clearly into view when the Flame leaped; and, honestly, it looked like a distant and lonely place, as if a lost and forgotten world of desolate mountains existed there.
And lo! we now to look that we should see somewhat of the way that our journey to go; and surely naught to be clear shown save when the Flame did rise oddwhiles to a monstrous height; and this to be because of the huge rocks that did stand about the Flame. Yet something I was abled to show the Maid of the bottom part of the Mighty and Utter Monster Slope that did be the last way of our journey, ere we were come to the Night Land.
And so, we now looked to see a bit of the path our journey would take; and clearly, nothing was shown except when the Flame occasionally shot up to an enormous height, which was due to the huge rocks that surrounded it. Yet I was able to show the Maid a glimpse of the lower part of the Mighty and Utter Monster Slope that was the final part of our journey before we reached the Night Land.
And we then to go onward for about a good mile, that we be not so deafened by the noise of the Gas Fountain; and it did be now beyond the seventeenth hour; so that we eat and drunk, and made our rest in a secure place among the great boulders.
And then we went on for about a mile so we wouldn't be so deafened by the noise of the Gas Fountain. It was now after five o'clock, so we ate, drank, and rested in a safe spot among the large boulders.
And lo! when that we waked, we eat and drunk again, and did be something silent, as we to gaze at the Flame dancing monstrous, and lonesome and all set about with the stark and mighty Rocks, which did be like unto giants of silence that did watch forever. And presently, we had our gear upon us, and we went forward toward the utter dark of the Mighty Slope; and we began that huge climb, that should last through days in an eternity of night.
And when we woke up, we ate and drank again, and were somewhat quiet, looking at the Flame dancing wildly, lonely, and surrounded by the stark and massive Rocks, which were like giants of silence watching over us forever. Soon, we had our gear on and moved toward the deep darkness of the Mighty Slope; we began that massive climb that would last for days in an endless night.
And oft in the first hours did we turn about from our blind stumblings, and gaze downward out of the long height, unto the loom of the Flame, that did shudder far below in the night, and made a quaking light in that far darkness. And so did we leave it to dance forever through Eternity in that deep and lost place of the world; and we bent all our will and our strength unto the climb.
And often in the early hours, we would turn away from our blind stumbles and look down from the great height to the Flame's glow, which flickered far below in the night, casting a trembling light in that deep darkness. And so, we left it to dance endlessly through Eternity in that distant and forgotten part of the world; and we focused all our determination and strength on the climb.
And this way went we stumbling for sixteen great hours; and by that time had come to a pace proper for that task, and to be something numbed, and seeming grown unreal, because of the affecting of the Darkness.
And this way we stumbled for sixteen long hours; by that time, we had found a pace suitable for that task, feeling somewhat numb and seeming unreal due to the impact of the Darkness.
And lo! for eight days then did we go upward forever through that most dreadful night. And after the first day, we crept alway upon our hands and our knees, and I to go in the front, and had the Diskos ready upon my hip. And I took two of the straps from the pouch and the scrip, and so had a certain length; and I set them from the waist-belt of the Maid unto mine own belt, and so did know ever that she came close after me.
And for eight days, we kept climbing through that terrifying night. After the first day, we crawled on our hands and knees, with me leading the way, my Diskos ready at my side. I took two straps from the pouch and the bag, and tied them from the Maid's waist belt to my own, so I always knew she was right behind me.
And we made journeys sixteen hours long, and did eat and drink at the sixth and the twelfth hours, and likewise we eat and drank ere we slept, and again upon our wakings; and our slumber-time to go alway somewheres about eight good hours; for thus did I be heedful that we have all our strength for that dreadness of the journey, which did be yet before us, across the fear and horrid terror of the Night Land.
And we traveled for sixteen hours, stopping to eat and drink at the sixth and twelfth hours, as well as before we slept and again when we woke up. We usually slept for about eight hours, as I made sure we had enough strength for the terrifying journey ahead of us through the fear and horror of the Night Land.
And oft, at this time and that, I was utter sickened and a-wearied of reaching forward and upward forever, and making blind fumblings that I find a way about great boulders and the rocks and holes that did be in our path in the dark; for it to seem that we went lost from all life and knowing, in a blackness that should be never slackened from about us.
And often, at times, I felt completely exhausted and drained from constantly trying to reach forward and upward, making desperate attempts to navigate around the boulders and the rocks and the holes in our path in the dark. It felt like we were losing touch with all life and understanding, trapped in a darkness that never seemed to lift around us.
And I, these times, to make a pause, and to call softly unto Mine Own that she creep up nigh unto me; and I then to take her into mine arms, out of the utter blackness of that night. And so to give and to have comfort.
And I, in these times, pause and softly call to My Own to come close to me; and then I take her into my arms, away from the deep darkness of that night. And so to give and receive comfort.
And surely, Mine Own did whisper once unto me, that she did be stunned with love and wonder in the heart; for she to never cease to know that I did adventure through this great night, that I find her. And this thing did make me very warm in my heart, as you shall think; but yet I to stop her speech with a gentle kiss; and she then to know that she be dumb concerning her thought in this matter; yet she never to cease from remembering it, and did be the more stirred with the trouble of her lovely secret worship; for, in verity, she to have me to be for her hero; and this to make me in the same moment both something shamed and greatly proud.
And surely, my love once whispered to me that she was overwhelmed with love and wonder in her heart; for she would never stop to think about how I ventured through this great night to find her. This warmed my heart, as you can imagine; but I silenced her words with a gentle kiss, and she then realized that she was at a loss for words about her feelings in this matter; yet she never stopped remembering it and was even more stirred by the turmoil of her lovely secret admiration; for, truly, she saw me as her hero; and this made me feel, at the same time, a little embarrassed and very proud.
And so we to be together, and after such pause, to go forward again, with a new courage.
And so we are to be together, and after such a break, to move forward again, with a renewed courage.
And surely it did be a great comfort to me to think that, because we to go upward and not downward, we be not like to fall over any hid cliff in the night; for I to have now some little knowing of the Slope, from mine outward journey; yet to remember upon that monstrous pit that I then to escape, and so to go with care.
And it was definitely a great comfort to me to think that, since we were going upward and not downward, we were unlikely to fall off any hidden cliff in the night; because I now had some knowledge of the Slope from my earlier journey; yet I still remembered that monstrous pit I had escaped from, so I continued on with caution.
And, indeed, upon the second day, I had Mine Own to creep more nigh with me, and I then to have but one strap between us, and the other I set a stone into, and did cast the stone alway before us, as upon the outward way. And you to mind you of this, if you but to think a little minute.
And, really, by the second day, I had my own person close to me, and we had just one strap connecting us. I used the other strap to attach a stone, which I threw ahead of us, just like I did on the way out. Remember this if you think about it for a moment.
And oft in those weary days in the Darkness, did I make gentle whisperings through the blackness, unto Mine Own, that I give cheer unto her; and she alway to answer, very sweet and loving; yet ever husht, as I did be; and in verity, it did be as that we could not set our voices loud upon that Mighty Slope, lest some enchantment come upon us, as it might be said. And, indeed, each time that I cast the stone, the noise of the stone to make a little trouble and dismalness in mine ears; for all did be so quiet and desolate and lost in night, that it to make us to need to be likewise so quiet, and to desire that we might go upward so silent as shadows.
And often during those exhausting days in the darkness, I would softly whisper into the blackness to my own, trying to cheer her up; and she would always respond sweetly and lovingly, but still quietly, just like me. Honestly, it felt like we couldn’t raise our voices on that steep slope, fearing some enchantment might befall us, as one might say. Indeed, every time I threw the stone, the sound of it created a little disturbance and gloom in my ears; everything was so quiet, desolate, and lost in the night that it made us feel we should be just as quiet and wish to move upward as silently as shadows.
Now, surely, I must tell here how that the Maid to have alway at waking that same awaredness that I did have upon the Outward Way, that somewhat did be nigh to us, and to seem to have been concerned with our waking; and I likewise to have also the same knowledge, as before. And oft as we did go, I to feel that somewhat did go near to us. And this to put something of a fear upon me, because that I was ever anxious for Mine Own; and I to have her to be alway the more nigh to me, and did set the strap from her to me, even when that she slept; so that she not to be touched, and I to lack to know. Yet she to have no fear concerning this thing; but to feel in her spirit that it did be a force that had no evil intent unto us; but more, neither she nor I to know; and I, in truth, to come in the end used to it; save that I did be, as I have told, anxious in all that did concern the life and well-being of My Beloved.
Now, I have to mention how the Maid always had that same awareness upon waking as I did on the Outward Way, which somehow was close to us and seemed connected to our waking. I also had the same understanding as before. Whenever we moved, I felt something near us. This made me a bit afraid because I was always worried about my own safety. I kept her close to me and even attached a strap from her to me while she slept, so she wouldn't be harmed without my knowing. Yet, she didn’t worry about this at all; she sensed that whatever it was had no evil intentions towards us. However, neither of us really knew much more than that, and in truth, I eventually got used to it; still, as I've said, I was always anxious about the life and well-being of my beloved.
And so did we go onward through those eight days.
And so we continued on for those eight days.
And it soon to be grown cold, so that we both to need the cloak over us in our slumbers; but in the journey-hours to need naught; for the upward-going did surely heat us very well.
And it's about to get cold, so we both need a cloak over us while we sleep; but during the journey, we don't need anything, because the climb definitely warmed us up.
And there also to be come presently a change and a seeming of thinness into the air; and the Maid to remark upon this, and likewise that the water-powder now to be that it not to fizz so plentiful.
And soon there will be a change and a sense of thinness in the air; and the Maid will notice this, as well as the fact that the water-powder isn't fizzing so much anymore.
And we went upward, as it did seem forever, and journeyed very husht and steadfast; and likewise did halt at set times, that we eat and drink; and did alway sit then very close and quiet and in love. And so alway to go never beyond sixteen hours' journey each day, and very weariful even so much; for it to be a sore and constant labour of climbing.
And we went up, which felt like it took forever, traveling quietly and steadily. We stopped at regular intervals to eat and drink, always sitting close together, quietly, and happily. We never traveled more than sixteen hours a day, which was exhausting, as it involved a constant and tiring effort of climbing.
And I to learn the hour alway, by a little shining of the Diskos upon my time-dial, which I have told did be somewise as the watch of this our present Age. Yet, truly, I also to learn that I made somewhat of a constant number of forward-throws of the stone in an hour; and the Maid to be the first to discover this, as she did creep behind me and harked steadfast and quiet unto the clatter of the stone, each time that I cast it. And she sometimes to call low to me that it now to be this time or that time; and I to look at my Dial, as I have told, and oft to find that she did be curiously right.
And I always learned the time by the little shine of the Diskos on my time-dial, which I mentioned works like a watch from our current age. However, I also discovered that I consistently threw the stone a certain number of times in an hour; and the Maid was the first to notice this, as she crept behind me and listened closely and quietly to the sound of the stone every time I threw it. Sometimes she would quietly tell me that it was this time or that time, and I would look at my Dial, as I said before, and often find that she was surprisingly correct.
Yet otherwhiles, we to have no thought to count; but made a constant husht talk one to the other; and did grow odd times, that it did seem to us that we did be two spirits there in an Everlasting Darkness, that had quiet speech one to the other, and to be seeming gone from our bodies. And we then to need that we look each at the other, that we know truly that we yet to live and to be indeed with the Beloved. And I then alway to make the Diskos spin a little, yet something more than when I should see the hour; and, in verity, our faces then to show pale and strange seeming in that luminous glowing of the great weapon in the Darkness; and we to look very eager and an hungered of love, each at the other; and so to need that we be held loving by the Beloved, and so to have comfort and assuredness; and afterward to have peace to go onward again.
Yet sometimes, we didn’t think about counting; instead, we kept a quiet conversation between us. It often felt like we were two spirits in an everlasting darkness, gently speaking to one another, as if we had become detached from our bodies. We needed to look at each other to truly know that we were still alive and still with the Beloved. I would always make the Diskos spin a little, more than when I was only concerned about the time. In truth, our faces appeared pale and strange in the glowing light of the great weapon in the darkness; we looked eager and hungry for love, gazing at each other. We longed to be held tenderly by the Beloved, seeking comfort and reassurance, and afterward, we found peace to move forward again.
And it did be one such time as these, that Mine Own to give me a love name she had called me in those olden days of this Age; and which surely I had not heard since Mirdath died. And, in verity, you to have dear understanding with me, how that I then to be all troubled with vague troubles and ghostly love-aches in the heart; and likewise, I did be all set about in a moment by the olden enchantment and speechless glamour that did be so long hid and lost in the Spaces of Memory, where surely the spirit doth wander such oddwhiles, husht unto a dumb tearlessness and to know in the same moment both Agony and the voiceless Glory and lost Delight of the Hath-Been; so that it doth be as that you wandered in the spirit between the sorrowful pain of the Sunset, and the Promise of the Dawn which doth be builded upon the Need and Hope of the soul, and doth also to have an essence of pain within it; because that these do be knit with Longing which doth be the essential pang of Memory. And so, mayhap, you to have gone with me; for you to have also strange thoughts that do come out of the years, and do hurt the heart, even whilst that the heart doth hunger of that which doth so pain. Yet, truly, Mine Own did be now with me, as you do know so that I had joy all about my heart; yet did all the years of my lost delights and of my pain, be in the spaces of my memory, and Mine Own now to have stirred all; so that no words that did be ever shaped of man should help me to have ease in speech.
And it was one of those times when my beloved gave me a nickname she had called me back in the old days of this Age, one that I hadn’t heard since Mirdath died. Honestly, you understand well how I was troubled with vague feelings and ghostly love aches in my heart; and in that moment, I was completely surrounded by the old enchantment and speechless charm that had been hidden and lost in the depths of my memory, where the spirit often wanders in silence, filled with tears and knowing in that instant both agony and the voiceless glory and lost delight of what once was. It felt as if I was wandering in spirit between the sorrowful pain of sunset and the promise of dawn, which is built on the need and hope of the soul, carrying a hint of pain within it; because these feelings are intertwined with longing, the essential pang of memory. Perhaps you’ve shared this with me; you too have strange thoughts that emerge from the years and hurt the heart, even while the heart yearns for what causes that pain. Yet, truly, my beloved was with me, as you know, and I felt joy all around my heart; still, all the years of lost joys and pain lingered in my memory, and my beloved stirred them all; so that no words ever shaped by man could give me comfort in speaking.
And Mine Own Maid to know how it did be with me; and she to have said the thing, scarce wotting, even as her spirit did set it through her lips; and she before then to have forgot so utter as I; and now she to be stirred likewise with me; so that, in verity, we to hold hands in the great Darkness upon the Slope, and to wait till the pain and strange trouble did go somewhat from our hearts; and we to have power again to know truly that we did be again together in sweet verity, after a mighty Eternity.
And my own maid knows how it was with me; and she said it without really understanding, just as her heart pushed the words through her lips; and she had completely forgotten just like I had; and now she was stirred with me as well; so that, truly, we held hands in the great darkness on the slope, waiting until the pain and strange trouble eased a bit in our hearts; and we could once again truly know that we were together in sweet reality after a long eternity.
And thus did we go, and even in that strange Night to have an everlasting coming together; so that surely our two spirits to be nigh made one, somewise; and this to be that sweet and holy thing which I do name Love; and it to be my glory and Astonishment that Love hath come unto me. And with you that have love, I am as a Brother in holy delight; but with all that have not known Love, or to have missed Love, I am a Mourner, and my heart to pray that they to know this Wonder, ere they die; for else shall they die so green and bitter as they be born, and to have grown nowise unto Ripeness, which doth be Charity—the end of life and the Crown of Humanity.
And so we went on, even in that strange night, to have an everlasting connection; so that surely our two spirits became almost one, in a way; and this is that sweet and holy thing I call Love; and it fills me with glory and wonder that Love has come to me. With those who have love, I feel like a brother in holy delight; but with all those who have not experienced love or have missed out on it, I am a Mourner, and my heart prays that they come to know this Wonder before they die; otherwise, they will die just as green and bitter as they were born, having never matured into Ripeness, which is Charity—the ultimate goal of life and the Crown of Humanity.
And surely I to go forward again now with my telling. And you to know that on the eighth day upon the Slope, about the end of the ninth hour, there to be an upward seeming of light, afar before us in the Darkness, and did show as a dull and vague sheen above us in the night. And truly, I to know that we did be come at last a-near unto the Night Land.
And surely I will continue my story now. And you should know that on the eighth day on the Slope, around the end of the ninth hour, there was a faint light appearing far ahead of us in the Darkness, showing as a dull and vague glow above us in the night. And truly, I knew that we were finally getting close to the Night Land.
And we went upward then very eager through the dark; and the dim shine did grow, ever; so that we soon to see it very plain, as a looming of light afar upward. And we ever to climb and to go onward. And lo! in the fourteenth hour of that day, we came up slowly out of the Night upon the Slope, and stood at the ending of that strange road Where The Silent Ones Walk.
And we eagerly climbed upward through the darkness, and the faint light kept getting brighter until we could clearly see it as a glow in the distance above us. We just kept climbing and moving forward. Then, in the fourteenth hour of that day, we slowly emerged from the Night onto the Slope and stood at the end of that strange path Where The Silent Ones Walk.
And surely it did be as that I was come home, and to have set my feet again upon familiar Lands; and this to bring to you how far off I did seem to have gone; and now to be come again to a Known Place.
And surely it was as I had come home, and set my feet again on familiar land; and to show you how far away I had seemed to go; and now to be back in a known place.
And we went upward upon the Road, until that we did truly have topt the Slope, and at last to look out over all the wonder and mystery of that Land. And I never to be rid of the utter gladness of knowing that I was come there again, after so strange a journey, and that Mine Own had I brought with me, out of all the unknown world. Yet, truly, I also never to have forgetting that this familiar Land of Strangeness did be the last test and the greatest dreadfulness of our journey; and anxiousness did hang upon me; for I now to have to take the preciousness of Mine Own among and beyond all that Danger of Horrid Forces and of Monstrous Things and Beast Men, and the like.
And we traveled up the road until we finally reached the top of the slope, and at last looked out over all the wonder and mystery of that land. I was filled with pure joy at being there again after such a strange journey, and that I had brought my loved one with me from the unknown world. But I also could never forget that this familiar land of strangeness was the final test and the greatest fear of our journey; anxiety weighed on me because I now had to protect my precious loved one amidst all the dangers of horrible forces, monstrous creatures, and beastly beings.
And truly, I did be like to trouble.
And honestly, I did like to cause trouble.
And, in verity, I did stare with a fierce eagerness unto the far-off place in the middle part of the Night Land, where did be the Mighty Pyramid; and surely it there to shine in the midst of the land, and did be mine Home, where never had I dared hope I should return. And I set mine arm very swift and eager about the Maid, and pointed, so that she see quickly the wonder and safe Mightiness of that which did be our Refuge for all our life to come, if but that we to win unto it. And the Maid to look with a great and earnest soberness and a lovely gladness and utter soul and heart interest, unto that Place that bare me, and where I to have come from, and now to take her.
And truly, I stared with intense eagerness at the distant place in the heart of the Night Land, where the Mighty Pyramid stood; and it shone brightly in the middle of the land, and it was my Home, where I had never dared to hope I would return. I quickly wrapped my arm around the Maid and pointed, so she could see the wonder and strong safety of our Refuge for all the life ahead of us, if only we could reach it. The Maid looked with deep seriousness and joyful happiness, completely engaged and interested, at the Place that had birthed me, and from where I had come, and now to take her with me.
And long and long she lookt; and sudden came round unto me, and set her arms quick about my neck, and burst unto a strange and happy weeping. And I to hold her gentle to me, and let her cry very natural, until that she was something unpent.
And she looked for a long time; then suddenly she turned to me, wrapped her arms quickly around my neck, and started crying—strange but happy tears. I held her gently and let her cry freely until she felt a bit more at ease.
And lo! when that she was eased, she to stand close beside me, and to look again unto the Mighty Pyramid; and afterward, as she to steady, she to ask an hundred questions, so utter eager and so to thrill with joy and excitement, as that she did be a glad child. And an hundred questions I answered, and showed her new things and Wonders uncounted.
And when she felt better, she stood close beside me and looked again at the Mighty Pyramid. Then, once she was steady, she asked a hundred questions, so eager and filled with joy and excitement that she seemed like a happy child. I answered all her questions and showed her new things and countless wonders.
And of all strangeness that she then to see, there did none so to shake her in the spirit with terror as did that dreadful and Horrid House, which did be the House of Silence. And it was as that her very being did know and be repulsed of some Horror that did concern and be in that House; so that she to want to hide in the bushes that did be anigh to the Road; and truly, I to think this wise, and to remember and to be ware suddenly that we did be indeed come now into the Power of Monstrosity which did be utter and forever abroad in that Land.
And of all the strange things she saw then, nothing shook her spirit with terror as much as that dreadful and horrifying house, which was the House of Silence. It was as if her very being sensed and recoiled from some horror related to that house; so much so that she wanted to hide in the bushes near the road. And truly, I thought wisely about this and suddenly realized that we had indeed entered the domain of monstrosity that was completely and always present in that land.
And surely, we went then in among the bushes that did grow clumpt upon the side of the Road, as you to remember; and afterward, I calmed this new fear that had come so quick upon Mine Own; and she then to peer forth with me from the bushes, and to have renewed sight over the Land.
And surely, we then went into the bushes that grew thickly along the side of the road, as you remember; and afterward, I calmed this sudden fear that had come over my love; and she then looked out with me from the bushes, and we regained our view of the land.
And the House of Silence to stand upon that low hill of which you do know; and did not be a very great way off, somewise toward the right. Yet, as you shall have remembering, it did take me some long and bitter hours upon mine outward way, ere I did be come from under the shadow of it, as we do say, unto the top-part of the Mighty Slope.
And the House of Silence stood on that low hill you know about, not very far off, somewhat to the right. However, as you remember, it took me many long and difficult hours on my way out before I finally got out from under its shadow, as we say, to the top of the Mighty Slope.
But this to have been in the main, because of the utter care that I did need to bring me safe past the House; for I to have gone long and weary upon my hands and knees among the bushes, as you remember; and oft to pause, and to be so still as Death, lest that the Power of the House to have become aware of my passing. And truly, we to need again so utter a care, when that we make to go past, unto our Mighty Home; and this to be heavy upon my heart, and I to be in the same moment anxious that we have haste to the trial, and yet very willing, if it might be, that we not make it forever.
But this was mainly because I needed to be extremely careful to get past the House safely; I had to crawl along on my hands and knees through the bushes, as you remember, often stopping and staying completely still like Death so that the Power of the House wouldn't notice me. And truly, we need that same level of caution when we try to get past to our Mighty Home; this weighs heavily on my heart, and at the same time, I feel anxious that we hurry to the trial, yet I wish, if possible, that it wouldn't be permanent.
And, indeed, after that we had peered a good while from the bushes, I to consider that we do well to eat now, and afterward to have a safe place for our slumber, so that we go fresh to the horrid dangers and dreadfulness that did be before us upon our way.
And after we had looked for a while from the bushes, I thought it would be best to eat now and then find a safe place to sleep, so we could be rested for the terrifying dangers that lay ahead of us on our journey.
And we then to look about, and soon to find a great boulder that did be set with the bushes. And we made our place for sleep against the boulder, and the bushes went all around, so that we did be complete hid.
And then we looked around and quickly found a large boulder covered with bushes. We made our sleeping spot against the boulder, and the bushes surrounded us, so we were completely hidden.
And, in verity, we to be very cold, as we had been those two past days, whilst that we made toward the top of the Mighty Slope. And now we to have the full chill of the Night Land, and did be very glad to have the cloak, so that we eat and drank whilst that we sat together, and the cloak round us. And afterward, the Maid set the cloak about us for our sleep; and we then to kiss very sober, and I with anxiousness in the heart; but she with less, because she to have rest in me.
And, in truth, we were very cold, just like the last two days, as we made our way up the Mighty Slope. Now we felt the full chill of the Night Land, and we were really glad to have the cloak, so we could eat and drink while sitting together with the cloak wrapped around us. Afterward, the girl wrapped the cloak around us for sleep; we kissed softly, and I felt anxious in my heart, but she was less so because she found comfort in me.
And so we lay down to our sleep, and the Diskos ready in my hand; and my spirit wakeful against any terror that should come anigh to us in our slumber; and the Maid I warned to be likewise wary.
And so we lay down to sleep, with the Diskos ready in my hand; my spirit alert for any danger that might approach us while we slumbered; and I told the Maid to be just as cautious.
And surely we slept and waked, and there had gone eight good hours, and naught was come anigh to us to harm us. And we eat and drank, and did hark oft, and lookt out from among the bushes; but there did be naught abroad to set dread upon our spirits; and so we did be more content, and well rest and a-ready for the further journeying.
And surely we slept and woke, and eight good hours had passed, and nothing came near us to hurt us. We ate and drank, and we listened often and looked out from the bushes; but there was nothing around to scare us, so we felt more at ease, well-rested, and ready for the next part of our journey.
Now I had the Maid to wear the cloak, because of the chill of the Land; but she in the first to refuse, save I also to have it in my turn; but truly, I did feel that it should smother me, and that I need all my freedom of my body, lest there come any thing sudden upon us; and all this I showed Mine Own, and also that we should have weary work, and to creep much, so that I should be warm by my labour of going, and she likewise, mayhap. And she then to consent, because she saw that I did be earnest and to burn with anxiousness; yet had me to promise that I take the cloak, if that the chill of the Land gat me anywise bitter.
Now I had the maid wear the cloak because of the chill in the land; but she was the first to refuse, unless I also had to take my turn with it. Honestly, I felt it would smother me, and I needed all my freedom of movement in case something sudden happened. I expressed all this to my love, explaining that we’d have a tough time and would need to crawl a lot, which would keep us warm from the effort of moving. She eventually agreed because she could see that I was serious and anxious, but made me promise to take the cloak if the chill made me uncomfortable.
Now we made a pause, when that we have our gear upon us, and we lookt well out over the Land; and surely alway our eyes did gaze in the ending upon that far Wonder of Light and Safeness, which did be the Mighty Pyramid; and I to be never ceased from telling Mine Own this thing and that thing concerning the Great Refuge; and she to be constant stunned unto silence and delight of wonder, and anon shaken unto a multitude of questionings, so that truly we did be as that we never to have done making known one unto the other.
Now we took a break, with our gear on, and we looked carefully over the land; and surely our eyes always ended up gazing at that distant Wonder of Light and Safety, which was the Mighty Pyramid. I couldn't stop sharing this and that about the Great Refuge with Mine Own, and she would be constantly amazed into silence and filled with delight, only to be shaken into a flurry of questions, so that we truly felt like we could go on sharing discoveries with each other forever.
Now, as you have knowledge, the House of Silence stood upon a low hill, and the Road did bend about the bottom of the hill; and this way did I come, when that I was on mine outward way.
Now that you know, the House of Silence stood on a low hill, and the Road curved around the base of the hill; this is the way I took when I was heading out.
Yet now there to be a new plan of journeying come into my mind; for, as you do remember, I did take somewise of eleven great days from the Pyramid unto the top-part of the Mighty Slope, because that I had gone diversely and round about to the North-West of the Plain of Blue Fire.
Yet now a new travel plan has come to my mind; because, as you remember, it took me about eleven full days to go from the Pyramid to the top of the Mighty Slope, since I had gone variously and around to the Northwest of the Plain of Blue Fire.
And surely, as now I lookt, it did seem that we should try a short passage, and thereby be come free out of all danger in but a space of four or five days, if only we to succeed. And I stood a good while very husht and anxious, and did consider this new way, and did presently point it out to the Maid, how that we saw the Mighty Redoubt straight to the back of the low hill where stood the House of Silence, and mayhap we might chance to find a safe going that way, and that I did ponder thatwise. For, indeed, as you do know, we must go nigh past the House, even did we return by the long journeying, and this to be because that the bushes did make a cover only near to the Road, and all to be a country of bare rock beyond the bushes on that side of the Road, which did be to the North and West.
And surely, as I look now, it seemed that we should try a short route, and that we could be free from all danger in just four or five days, if only we succeed. I stood quietly for a while, feeling anxious, and considered this new option. I quickly pointed it out to the Maid, noting that we could see the Mighty Redoubt directly behind the low hill where the House of Silence stood, and maybe we could find a safe way that way, and I thought about it that way. For, as you know, we must go close to the House, even if we return by the longer route, because the bushes only provided cover near the road, and beyond the bushes on that side of the road, which was to the North and West, it was all bare rock.
Now, presently, I had formed my intention regarding our way, and told all to Mine Own, and how that we to have alway an utter caution; and the danger I made so plain to her as I did know it, and she then to beware in her heart the need there to be of care and wiseness forever, as we did go. And we then to make forward into the Night Land, and to be gone from the top-part of that great deep, in which there to be hid strange lands, as you do know. And surely, it to be like that none should ever to go that way again for an eternity, or maybe forever.
Now, at this moment, I had made up my mind about our path and shared everything with Mine Own. I explained that we must always be extremely cautious, and I made the danger clear to her as best I could. She needed to understand in her heart the importance of being careful and wise as we traveled. We were then ready to move forward into the Night Land, leaving behind the surface of that vast deep, where strange lands are hidden, as you know. It certainly seemed like no one would ever take that route again for an eternity, or maybe even forever.
And so went we forward, with a new caution.
And so we moved ahead, with a new sense of caution.
And we came out from among the bushes upon the North-West of the Road, and crost unto the Eastward side; and here the bushes to grow very plentiful, so that I led on with a cheerfulness of hope within my heart. And alway I went so far to the South-East as the bushes would give us their cover, and this way I made that we should scarce to pass within a great mile of the dread and horrid House; though, in verity, this to be most dreadful close.
And we came out from the bushes on the northwest side of the road and crossed to the eastern side; here the bushes grew so thick that I moved forward with hope in my heart. I kept going southeast as far as the bushes could provide us cover, which meant we barely passed within a mile of the terrifying and horrible house; though, in reality, it was very close.
And we walked then for six hours, and went sometimes creeping, and oft stoopt, and ever with a great caution.
And we walked for six hours, sometimes creeping along, often stopping, and always with great caution.
And in the sixth hour we made a rest, and eat and drank, and afterward went forward again.
And at noon, we took a break, ate, and drank, and then continued on our way.
And in the tenth hour were we come something nigh unto the House; for truly, we to be off from the Road Where The Silent Ones Walk, and so to go more straightly, and alway to save distance. And we kept so far outward from the House as we might; but could pass it not more than a great mile off, because that the bushes did have their margin near upon our left, as we went; and there to be barenness of rock beyond; and fire-holes in this part and that amid the starkness of the rocky spaces, that should be like to show us very plain, if that we came outward from the bushes.
And by the tenth hour, we were getting close to the House; because we decided to veer off the Road Where The Silent Ones Walk, taking a more direct route to save distance. We stayed as far from the House as we could, but we couldn't get more than about a mile away because the bushes were right on our left side as we moved. Beyond the bushes, there was barren rock, and there were fire pits scattered in the stark rocky areas, which would clearly show us if we stepped out from the bushes.
And moreover, there went upward into the everlasting night one of those Towers of Silence, which did be in this part and that part of the land, and were thought to hold Strange Watchers. And the Tower stood great and monstrous afar off in the midst of the naked rocks, showing very grey and dim, save when the flare of some great fire did beat upward in the Land, and sent huge and monstrous lights upon it. And we to have need alway now to remember this Tower, and to keep the more so to the sheltered hiding of the bushes. Yet, in verity, we to have little thought of aught, save of the grim and threatening terror and monstrousness which did stand forever upon that low hill, and did be the House of Silence.
And also, there rose into the eternal night one of those Towers of Silence, which were scattered throughout the land and were believed to have Strange Watchers. The Tower stood large and imposing in the distance among the bare rocks, looking very grey and dim, except when the light of a great fire flared up in the Land, casting huge and eerie lights onto it. We always needed to keep this Tower in mind and stick closer to the sheltered cover of the bushes. However, honestly, we thought little of anything except the grim and threatening terror and the monstrosity that always loomed on that low hill, which was the House of Silence.
And in the eleventh hour, we did go creeping from bush unto bush, and did be as shadows that went in the mixt greyness and odd shinings of that Land. And the grim and dreadful House did be now unto our right, and did loom huge and utter silent above us in the night. And the lights of the House did shine steadfast and deathless with a noiseless shining, as that they shone out of the quiet of some drear and unnatural Eternity. And there did a seeming of Unholiness to brood in the air, and a sense of all and deathly Knowledge; so that, surely, our hiding did seem but a futile thing unto our spirits; for it was to us as that we did be watched quiet and alway by a Power, as we slipt gentle from bush unto bush.
And in the final hour, we crept from bush to bush, moving like shadows in the mixed grayness and strange glimmers of that land. The grim and terrifying House stood to our right, looming large and completely silent above us in the night. The lights of the House shone steadily and endlessly with a silent glow, as if they came from the stillness of some bleak and unnatural Eternity. There was a sense of Unholiness hanging in the air, and an awareness of all things deadly; so our hiding felt utterly pointless to our spirits, as if a Power quietly watched us all the time, while we quietly slipped from bush to bush.
And when the twelfth hour did be nigh, we to begin to draw clear of the House; and surely there to come somewhat of ease into my brain and heart; for it did be as that we should come clear of all harm.
And when it was almost midnight, we started to leave the House; and I really felt some relief in my mind and heart; it seemed like we were finally free from any danger.
And I turned to the Maid, that I whisper gentle and loving encouragement unto her. And lo! in that moment, Mine Own gave out a sudden low sobbing, and was gone still upon the earth. And, truly, my heart did seem to die in me; for I knew that there did be directed a Force out of the House of Silence, which did be aimed unto the Spirit of Mine Own Maid. And I caught the Maid instant into mine arms, and I set my body between her body and the dreadness of the House; and surely, my spirit to perceive that there beat out at her a dreadful Force, which did have in it an utter Silence and a bleakness of Desolation. And lo! I saw in a moment that the Force had no power to slay me; but did surely make to slay the Maid. And I set my Spirit and my Will about her, for a shield, if this might be, and I had her to mine arms as that she did be mine own babe.
And I turned to the Maid to whisper gentle and loving encouragement to her. And then, suddenly, my beloved gave a low sob and lay still on the ground. Truly, my heart felt like it was dying; for I knew a Force was directed out of the House of Silence, aimed at the Spirit of my beloved Maid. I quickly caught her in my arms and positioned my body between hers and the terrifying House; my spirit sensed a dreadful Force coming from her, filled with complete Silence and a chilling Desolation. In that moment, I realized this Force couldn't kill me, but it definitely sought to harm the Maid. So, I wrapped my Spirit and Will around her like a shield, holding her in my arms as if she were my own baby.
And I stood upright, for there did be no more use to hide; and I knew that I must walk forever until that I have Mine Own to the Shelter of the Mighty Refuge, or to walk until I die; for only with speed might I save her from the dread and horrid Malice of that Force.
And I stood up straight, because there was no more reason to hide; and I knew that I had to keep walking forever until I brought my own to the safety of the strong refuge, or until I died; for only by moving quickly could I save her from the terrifying and awful intent of that force.
And I set free the Diskos from my hip, and had it in mine arms beside the Maid, and I strode forward out of the bushes, and put forth my strength that I journey with an utter speed. And ever my Spirit did know of that monstrous Force which did be direct upon us, to the Destruction of Mine Own Maid.
And I took the Diskos off my hip and held it in my arms next to the Maid, and I stepped out of the bushes, using all my strength to move forward quickly. And all the while, my Spirit was aware of that monstrous Force aimed at us, threatening the destruction of my Maid.
And odd whiles, as I walkt, I called Mine Own by her olden love name, and by the new name of Naani; but never did she move or seem even that she lived; and surely my heart sickened within me with a mighty despair, so that a constant madness did begin to thrill in me and to make me something monstrous in strength, with my fierce agony and intentness to save. And one hope only had I, that I bring her yet living into the Shelter of the Mighty Refuge; and so, swift, to the care of the Doctors.
And sometimes, as I walked, I called her by her old love name, and by the new name of Naani; but she never moved or even seemed alive; and my heart grew sick with a deep despair, so that a constant madness began to surge within me, making me feel almost superhuman with my intense pain and determination to save her. I had only one hope left, that I could bring her alive into the Shelter of the Mighty Refuge; and then quickly to the care of the doctors.
And lo! I did strive to be wise in my despair; for I made a quick halting soon, and I warmed a broth of the tablets and water upon a hot rock, and strove that I set some of the broth between the closed lips of Mine Own Maid; yet did it be useless, as I to have known before in my heart. And alway I kept my body and my Will and my Spirit and my Love between the Maid and the dreadfulness of the House. And I made some of the water, and dasht it upon the face of Mine Own, and I chafed her hands; but truly it to have no use; neither did I truly to think it should be like to.
And so, I tried to find wisdom in my despair; I quickly paused, and I heated some broth from the tablets and water on a hot rock, and I tried to pour some of the broth between the closed lips of my beloved maid; but it was useless, as I had already known deep down. Always, I kept my body, my will, my spirit, and my love between the maid and the horrors of the house. I managed to splash some water on my beloved's face and rubbed her hands; but honestly, it didn’t help at all; nor did I truly think it would.
And I wiped her face then, and harked to her dear heart; and surely it did beat, very slow and husht. And afterward, I wrapt her in the cloak.
And I wiped her face then, and listened to her dear heart; and surely it was beating, very slow and quiet. And afterward, I wrapped her in the cloak.
And I forced myself then that I eat some of the tablets, and I drank a great lot of the water, for a fever did seem to burn in me, and moreover I to mean that I lack not for strength to my task.
And I made myself eat some of the tablets, and I drank a lot of the water, because it felt like a fever was burning in me. Besides, I wanted to make sure I had enough strength for my task.
And I set my gear upon me very speedy, and I lifted Mine Own Beloved, that did be now so husht, that once had been so merry and dearly naughty. And surely, I nigh choked as the thought uprase in me; but I set it back, and did but go the more furious. And surely no man did ever go so fast and constant upon his feet, through an eternity; for I was come again to my strength, and there did be a madness of intention and despair upon me; and I went on forever.
I quickly put on my gear and picked up my Beloved, who was now so quiet, having once been so joyful and playfully mischievous. I almost choked on the thought that came to me, but I pushed it aside and became even more determined. No one has ever moved so swiftly and steadily on their feet, for what felt like an eternity; I had regained my strength, driven by a mix of madness and despair, and I kept going without end.
And at each sixth hour when I stopt very brief to eat and to drink, I made to bring Mine Own to her senses; yet she never to come, and alway her heart to grow the more feeble; so that in the end I did utter fear to hark; and did but set food and drink into me, and onward again with an utter fierceness.
And at each sixth hour, when I paused briefly to eat and drink, I tried to bring her back to her senses; yet she never did, and her heart grew weaker. In the end, I was too scared to listen, and I just focused on eating and drinking before moving on with a fierce determination.
And why there came not any Sweet Power of Goodness to help me in my strait, I never to know; but did call desperate upon all Good things to aid me, as I went, to save Mine Own. But there naught to come; so that I had grown into cursings, but that I did not to lose my wisdom to any useless foolishness. And alway, as I went, I to see the Land blindly, and oft vague and grey as that I did look at naught real, and again with strange flashings of light, and the glare of fires; and anon to see the Land as it did be, and all odd whiles to have now to me the feel of a dread and monstrous dreaming.
And I'll never understand why no Sweet Power of Goodness came to help me in my time of need; I desperately called on all good things to save me and my own, but nothing showed up. I was close to cursing everything, but I refused to lose my wisdom to any pointless foolishness. As I traveled, I saw the landscape in a foggy, blind way, often vague and gray as if nothing was real. At times, I caught strange flashes of light and flickering fires; then I would see the land as it truly was, and sometimes it felt like I was trapped in a terrifying, monstrous dream.
And surely I sped forever through the dreadful hours, and went neither to the right nor to the left, neither did I strive to hide in the bushes nor to evade aught, for I knew that the Maid died slowly in mine arms, and there to be no more gain in life, save by speed, that I have her swift to the Mighty Pyramid to the care of the Doctors. And a great and despairing madness grew ever within me.
And I definitely rushed through the painful hours, going neither right nor left, and I didn’t try to hide in the bushes or escape anything, because I knew the Maid was slowly dying in my arms, and there was no more benefit in life except to get her quickly to the Mighty Pyramid for the doctors to help her. A deep and desperate madness kept growing inside me.
And thrice I to have a vague memory that there came creatures at me, from the dark of the Land; but surely I slew them with the Diskos, and have no remembering thereof, only that mine anger did boil in me, and I to know once that the Diskos did run blood in my hand.
And three times I have a vague memory of creatures coming at me from the dark of the Land; but I surely killed them with the Diskos, and I don't remember that exactly, just that my anger boiled within me, and I know that the Diskos ran with blood in my hand.
And lo! there to come sudden unto my spirit the knowledge that the aether of the world did be stirred. And, indeed, I did be surely sighted by the great Millions of the Mighty Pyramid. And they to have seen me come forward into the sight of the spy-glasses, and that I did bring a maid in mine arms out of all the night of the world.
And suddenly, I realized that the world's atmosphere was in turmoil. Indeed, I must have been clearly visible to the countless observers of the Great Pyramid. They saw me appear in the view of their telescopes, carrying a girl in my arms out of the darkness of the night.
And truly, as I did after learn, the dear Master Monstruwacan had discovered me great hours before; for there had been a steadfast watch kept in the Tower of Observation for my returning, if that ever I should return; and the might of the Great Spy-Glass had shown me plain a good while gone, and that I did carry somewhat, that was surely the maid that I did go to find. Yet had the Master given an order that no word be set abroad to the Peoples, of this discovering, lest that the emotions of the Millions to tell overmuch unto the evil Powers of the Land. But now had the Millions also come unto knowledge; for many had ceased not to watch through their spy-glasses, and the news to travel very speedy through the cities; and surely now there did be a constant spiritual noise in the night, to be heard only of the Spirit, yet to suffice to wake and to warn all that Land.
And truly, as I later learned, the dear Master Monstruwacan had discovered me hours before; for a constant watch had been kept in the Tower of Observation for my return, if I should ever come back; and the power of the Great Spy-Glass had clearly shown me quite some time ago that I carried something, which was surely the girl I went to find. Yet the Master had ordered that no information be shared with the people about this discovery, to avoid stirring emotions among the masses that might alert the evil powers of the land. But now the masses had also become aware; for many had continued to watch through their spy-glasses, and the news spread very quickly through the cities; and now there was a constant spiritual noise in the night, heard only by the Spirit, yet enough to awaken and warn all the land.
And truly, as I after to learn, the Master Monstruwacan did know by the instruments that there came a force out of the House of Silence, and this to trouble him greatly; so that he set the word through the Pyramid, by the Hour-Slips, that all the Peoples strive to contain their emotion, lest they bring an Harm and a Destruction upon me, by warning the Land with the greatness of their feelings.
And indeed, as I later found out, Master Monstruwacan knew from the instruments that a force was coming from the House of Silence, which troubled him greatly. So he sent word through the Pyramid, by the Hour-Slips, for all the People to try to control their emotions, so they wouldn't cause me harm and destruction by alerting the Land with the intensity of their feelings.
Yet, in verily, this did be useless; for the Peoples did be very human, and could nowise check their gladness and great wonder and excitement; for it was to them so great a wonder almost as we should suffer if that a man in this Age should go beyond Death in search of his Beloved; and afterward to come backward unto the Living; and, surely, in such case, how mighty should be our amazement; and this to be somewise how they did be; yet with it also a sweet and natural gladness and strong welcoming, which doth be the true beat of the Human Heart unto the Wanderer.
Yet, truly, this was useless; for the people were very human and could not contain their joy, wonder, and excitement; for it was to them such an incredible wonder, almost like if a man in this age were to go beyond death in search of his beloved and then return to the living; and surely, in that case, how amazed we would be; and this is somewhat how they were; yet along with it, there was also a sweet and natural joy and strong welcome, which is the true beat of the human heart to the wanderer.
And presently, and through all the time that I came forward across the Land, there did be mayhaps an hundred million that did never cease to watch me from the embrasures, from the View-Tables, and from all vantages. Yet, for a long while, only they which possessed strong spying-glasses did be abled to see me truly, for I was a great way off.
And right now, and throughout the entire time I moved across the land, there were maybe a hundred million people who never stopped watching me from the openings, from the lookout points, and from all the high places. However, for a long time, only those with powerful binoculars could see me properly, because I was far away.
And millions did but stare vainly unto that part where I was said to be; and the Hour-Slips to come out four times in the hour, and to tell aught that did be known. And so shall you perceive that Humanity did but have grown the more Human.
And millions just stared uselessly at the spot where I was supposed to be; and the Hour-Slips came out four times every hour to share whatever was known. And so you will see that Humanity has only become more Human.
And, in verity, I went forward with all my strength, and did drive heedless through the miles and the night, and scarce conscious of aught, because of the aching madness of despair that did grow ever within me; for I knew that Mine Own Maid died alway in mine arms, as I did carry her.
And, honestly, I pressed on with all my strength, carelessly pushing through the miles and the night, barely aware of anything because of the painful madness of despair that kept growing inside me; for I knew that my beloved was always dying in my arms as I carried her.
And later, a monstrous space of hours it to seem, I knew that I was come
to that part of the Road, where it did bend somewhat unto the Vale Of
Red Fire; and this did be something anigh to that wilderness where the
Youths did fight with the giant-men.
And later, a huge stretch of time seemed to pass, I knew I had reached
the point on the Road where it curved slightly towards the Vale of
Red Fire; and this felt close to that wilderness where the
Youths battled the giant men.
And I came over the Road, and urged my body utter furious across the Land. And, surely, in that moment when I cross the Road, great numbers of the Millions did see me, that had not seen before. And there went a shaking in the aether of the World, because of the sudden emotion of so mighty a Multitude; and lo! it did be as that in that moment the Land was at last waked; for there came from far away unto the Eastward, a faint and dreadful laughter, as that a monstrous Being laught unto Itself in some lost and dreadful country. And the Laughter passed over the Land, and did echo strangely, as it did seem, in this part and that part, and presently to go rolling round in the far and hid West Lands, and to be as that it wandered awhile amid the far mountains of the Outer Lands, and was presently lost from my hearing.
And I made my way over the Road, pushing my body furiously across the Land. In that moment when I crossed the Road, many of the Millions saw me for the first time. A tremor ran through the aether of the World due to the sudden stir of such a massive crowd; it felt as if the Land had finally awakened. From far to the East, a faint and terrifying laughter emerged, like a monstrous Being laughing to itself in some lost and dreadful place. The Laughter swept over the Land, echoing strangely here and there, and soon it rolled around the distant and hidden West Lands, wandering for a while among the far mountains of the Outer Lands, before eventually fading from my hearing.
And my heart chilled a little maybe; but yet did I not care over-much; for I to lack all if that I lackt Death, if that I not to be given power to save Mine Own. Yet did I make a little pause, so that I gat the knife from the belt of the Maid, and did also to bare the Capsule; for if that there came a Destruction upon us, I to make instant sure that Mine Own Maid be safe unto death, and I then to go quickly with the Capsule.
And my heart may have chilled a little; but I didn’t care too much, because I'd rather lack everything than to lack Death, or be powerless to save my own. Still, I paused for a moment to take the knife from the Maid's belt and to open the Capsule. If destruction came upon us, I needed to ensure that my Maid would be safe until death, while I quickly took care of the Capsule.
And afterward I again upon my way.
And afterward, I continued on my way.
And ever upon each sixth hour I did stop that I eat and drink, and did onward again, even as a machine; for I commanded myself to this duty of victual, that I lack not my strength unto the saving of the Maid. Yet, truly, I did seem to choke alway as I strove with the tablets.
And every six hours, I would stop to eat and drink, then move on again, like a machine; I forced myself to do this so I wouldn't lose my strength in saving the Maid. But honestly, I always felt like I was choking as I struggled with the food.
And lo! ever as I went forward did the Land awake; and my spirit to know that Great Forces did be abroad, restless. And the Monsters to begin wild roamings, because that they also to know of the Unrest that did be come into the Land. And there to go presently odd roarings across the Land, from night unto night. And I to go forward the more desperate, and to step neither to the right nor to the left; but to make direct unto my Mighty Home.
And as I moved forward, the Land came alive; my spirit sensed that powerful Forces were at work, restless. The Monsters began to wander wildly, aware of the unrest that had come to the Land. Odd roars echoed across the Land from night to night. I pressed on more desperately, not straying to the right or left, but heading straight for my Mighty Home.
And the Vale of Red Fire did be soon afar off unto my right, and the bulk of the Watcher of the North-East to be somewise unto my left, before me; and the great back to be toward me. And truly, I lookt at the Brute-Force, and it did be as that I drew nigh unto a Mountain of Watchfulness; and above it in the everlasting night did be the blue shining of the luminous ring, and the ring shed a light downward over the Monster-Force; and the shoulders did be huge and humpt, even as two small hills, and it lookt forever from me through eternity unto the Pyramid. And this to be plain, though I did be a great way off from it.
And the Vale of Red Fire was soon far off to my right, while the bulk of the Watcher of the North-East was somewhat to my left, in front of me; and the great back was toward me. I looked at the Brute-Force, and it felt like I was approaching a Mountain of Watchfulness; above it in the eternal night was the blue glow of the luminous ring, which cast a light down over the Monster-Force. Its shoulders were huge and hunched, like two small hills, and it seemed to gaze out at me through eternity towards the Pyramid. This was clear, even though I was quite a distance away from it.
And sudden, as I went, there came Somewhat out of a bush unto my left, and rose up at me, very long and tall; and surely it did be some kind of a man, and came at me. And my fury and my despair came inward upon me in a moment, so that I troubled not to set down the Maid, but leaped at the thing, where it did be yet half hid in the dark. And lo! it died in pieces, and the Diskos did roar to content my heart an instant. And I then onward again the more savage, so that my heart did be a dreadful thing within me.
And suddenly, as I walked, something jumped out of a bush to my left, rising up before me, very tall and imposing; it definitely seemed like some sort of man and came straight at me. In that moment, my rage and despair surged inside me, and I didn't even think about putting down the Maid—I just lunged at the creature, which was still half-hidden in the darkness. And look! It fell apart, and the Diskos roared briefly, satisfying my heart. Then I pressed on, even more wild, as my heart felt like a terrible thing inside me.
And a great while I went then, and do have a vague remembering that this time and that there came things at me from out of the dark; but surely they to have died very speedy, that I not to remember more.
And for a long time, I wandered around, and I have a vague memory that things came at me from the darkness; but they must have faded away quickly, as I can't remember much more.
And the hours did pass in spaces of time that did be made of terror and numbness and an utter and evergrowing fury of despair. And I did be at last as that I did burn inward with a grim and dreadful energy, and to seem to grow the less tired, and to come over the Land with a stronger ease and somewhat as that I did desire things to come unto me, that I have something to ease my heart; for lo! Mine Own Maid did be dying in mine arms as I carried her; and I to be in a bleak and sickened dread, so that I lacked all courage now to listen unto her heart, as I have told; and went burning, and dry and hot in the eyes.
And the hours passed in stretches of time filled with fear, numbness, and a deepening fury of despair. I felt like I was burning inside with a grim and dreadful energy, seeming less tired, and a sense of wanting things to come to me to ease my heart; because, look! My own maid was dying in my arms as I carried her; and I was in a bleak and sickening dread, lacking the courage to listen to her heart, as I had mentioned; and I went on burning, with dry, hot eyes.
And ever there sounded the roarings across the Land; and there did be added presently lower and more horrid and dread noises. And later I heard a far thudding of the earth; and in a little there went past me a great Man, running so heavy that he did make a shaking as he past me; yet, in verity, by a sweet mercy, he saw me not, and was gone onward in a moment and lost utter into the night. And the aether of the world to be full of the trouble of the Peoples, as the Man past me; and afterward there to be a stirring of glad thankfulness. And truly, alway my spirit did know strangely as in a dream, that the Millions set their sympathy and pity and help about me, and did girt me about with Human love and with encouragement and with uplifted thoughts. Yet, in verity, did all be as water beside the fierce wine of my love and despair, which did urge me onward in a natural lacking of all dread, save for Mine Own. And truly this doth be the way of Love, and shall make fearless the heart of the weakest. And there to be prayers in the night, and all the aether to be surged with the spiritual trouble and callings and cryings of the Millions; so that, indeed, if that my spirit so to hear these things, it to be conceived that these do pass outward into the Everlasting, and to break upon the Shore of Eternity in an anguish, even as a visible foam of supplication.
And there was a loud roar echoing across the land, and soon more terrifying and dreadful noises joined in. Then I heard a distant thudding of the earth, and shortly after, a huge man ran past me with such force that he shook the ground; yet, luckily, he didn't see me and disappeared into the night. The air was filled with the turmoil of the people as he passed, and afterwards, I felt a wave of gratefulness. My spirit somehow knew, almost like in a dream, that millions were surrounding me with sympathy, compassion, and support, wrapping me in human love and uplifting thoughts. However, all of that felt like water compared to the intense wine of my love and despair, which drove me forward without fear, except for my own. This is the nature of love; it can make even the weakest heart fearless. Prayers filled the night, and the air surged with the spiritual turmoil and cries of the millions; so much so that, if my spirit could hear these things, it was as though they were reaching out into the everlasting, breaking upon the shores of eternity in anguish, like visible foam of supplication.
And surely the unity of love of the Millions did make a natural Force about me; for, in verity, the Force that did come from the House to seem to be somewhat eased from the Maid; yet there to be no surety in this; for all did be desperation and turmoil in my heart, and I to have but one thought in my brain, that I bring Mine Own swift across the Land unto the Mighty Pyramid, and so unto the Doctors.
And surely the unity of love from the Millions created a natural force around me; for, in truth, the force that came from the House seemed to be somewhat relieved from the Maid; yet there was no certainty in this; for everything was desperation and turmoil in my heart, and I had only one thought in my mind: to bring Mine Own swiftly across the Land to the Mighty Pyramid, and then to the Doctors.
And lo! there stole presently from afar the deep and dreadful baying of the Hounds; so that I knew we did be surely dead, save that a miracle should happen. And I askt in my heart in a fierce and mad fashion why that they did not to rig one of the olden shooting weapons, that they shoot from the Pyramid, and so to give me some aid in mine extremity.
And suddenly, I heard the deep and terrifying sound of the Hounds from a distance; I knew we were surely doomed unless a miracle occurred. In my heart, I desperately wondered why they didn’t prepare one of the old shooting weapons that they fired from the Pyramid to help me in my moment of crisis.
And behold, even as I did be so bitter, there went afar upward in the everlasting night, where did shine the Last Light, the sharp flashings of the Set Speech; and I did warm in my heart a little with hope; for the Master Monstruwacan did see that I was now all discovered, and there to be no more use for silence, and did speak straight and helpful unto me. And I made to read the Set Speech, but mine eyes had been mad and near blinded with lost hope. But in a moment I saw clear. And behold, the dear Master Monstruwacan bid me to keep good my courage, for that they did have made ready three of the olden weapons; and moreover, they to save me, even if that they have to turn loose the Earth-Current over the Land. And he commended me with Honour, and that I strive forward yet a little while; for that an Hundred Thousand Men did be Prepared, and did even then go downward in their armour by the Lifts.
And just like that, even while I felt so bitter, far away in the eternal night where the Last Light shone, I saw the bright flashes of the Set Speech; and a small spark of hope warmed my heart. The Master Monstruwacan noticed that I was fully exposed, and since silence was no longer useful, he spoke to me directly and helpfully. I tried to read the Set Speech, but my eyes were almost blinded by hopelessness. However, in a moment, I could see clearly. The dear Master Monstruwacan encouraged me to keep my courage up, saying they had prepared three of the old weapons, and they would save me even if it meant unleashing the Earth-Current over the Land. He honored me and urged me to press on just a little longer, as a hundred thousand men were ready and were already descending in their armor by the Lifts.
And surely, as you shall think, my heart eased a little in me, and there burned somewhat of a hope in my spirit that I yet to bring Mine Own unto the Doctors, ere it be too late.
And surely, as you might believe, my heart felt a little lighter, and there was a spark of hope in my spirit that I could still bring Mine Own to the Doctors, before it’s too late.
And the baying of the Hounds did grow nearer in the night; and there to grow ever the roarings over the Land; and a sense of Evil and monstrousness to be abroad in all the night.
And the howling of the Hounds got closer in the night; and there to grow ever the loud noises across the Land; and a feeling of Evil and something monstrous was everywhere in the night.
And lo! I to have come by this so that the Watcher of the North-East did be backward upon my left; and I lookt keen and fearful now at the Monster-Force; and behold, the great bell-ear did quiver continually, so that I saw the Monster made somewhat known unto all the Land. And the Monster did look as ever, unto the Pyramid; and did be a great and silent Hill of Life that did lean toward the Pyramid; and the light from the Ring came downward upon the monstrous hide, which did be set in vast folds and wrinkles upon it. And the Monster to know of me; yet never to move, neither to show life, save that the ear did quiver so horridly.
And look! I have come to realize that the Watcher of the North-East was behind me to the left; I now gazed intently and fearfully at the Monster-Force. Behold, the massive ear seemed to tremble continuously, making the Monster known throughout the Land. The Monster continued to gaze at the Pyramid; it was a great and silent Hill of Life leaning toward the Pyramid, with the light from the Ring shining down on its monstrous hide, which was covered in massive folds and wrinkles. The Monster seemed to be aware of me, yet it did not move or show any signs of life, except for the terrifying quiver of its ear.
And I knew that they made some great preparation in the Pyramid for our defence; for all the night did begin now to shake and to quiver with the mighty beat of the Earth-Current.
And I knew they had made solid preparations in the Pyramid for our defense, because all night the ground started to shake and tremble with the powerful rhythm of the Earth-Current.
XVI
IN THE COUNTRY OF SILENCE
And lo! I did be come something nigh unto the Mighty Pyramid; and my great Home went up vast into the everlasting night, as a very Mountain of sweet Life and Safety, and had surely amazed me afresh with the utter Bigness of it, only that despair and weariness did have too grim an hold upon my heart for me to care of aught, save to have Mine Own Maid within the safe wonder of the huge Refuge. And it did be still afar off from me.
And look! I had become something close to the Mighty Pyramid; and my great Home rose high into the everlasting night, like a huge Mountain of sweet Life and Safety, and would have amazed me again with its sheer size if despair and exhaustion hadn't taken such a heavy toll on my heart that I could only think about having my Own Maid within the safe wonder of the massive Refuge. But it was still far away from me.
And I to go forward across the Land with a strong going; and lo! as I past a hollow place where did burn a fire-hole, there came something out of the hollow. And the thing gat upward from crawling, and did be a great and haired Man. And the Man lookt at me, and afterward came unto me, and did put his hands forward, very eager, as he came. And I did see the hands plain in the light from the fire-hole, and the hands were monstrous, and did be armed brutish with horrid claws, so that the Man should have been able to rip aught, even as a wild beast.
And I moved forward across the land with determination; and look! as I passed a hollow where a fire burned, something emerged from the hollow. The thing rose up from crawling and turned out to be a huge, hairy man. He looked at me, then came towards me, his hands outstretched eagerly as he approached. I could see his hands clearly in the light from the fire, and they were massive, armed with horrible claws, capable of ripping apart anything, just like a wild beast.
And I put Mine Own very swift to the earth; and surely, I cared not for life or aught; for this thing did make to delay me, and I to be fierce with despair that aught should halt me. And lo! I leaped very furious and with cold anger at the giant; and I smote at the monstrous brute; but he unto the side in an instant of time, and so escaped the blow. And he flung forth his monstrous arm out of the half-dark of a shadow that did be cast by the dance of the fire-hole, and caught my head-piece and pluckt it from me so strong and brutish that he cast me nigh a dozen feet on to my back. Yet I was not harmed in the life, but only sore shaked and bruised; and I to be up in a moment, and came in upon the giant, and the Diskos did roar and blaze in my hands as I swung the weapon. And I gat the giant above the middle part, and the Diskos did glut itself, and went through the giant as that he did be naught, though so huge and monstrous and girt with strength. And he to have surely turned his shoulders as he died; for the upper part of the giant-man went horrid to the earth, and the legs and the trunk stood plain in the light of the fire-hole, and the blood went upward as a fountain in the night.
And I dropped my weapon to the ground quickly; and honestly, I didn’t care about life or anything else; because this was causing me to hesitate, and I was filled with despair that anything could stop me. And look! I jumped up, furious and filled with cold anger at the giant; and I struck at the monstrous beast; but he moved to the side in an instant and avoided the blow. He reached out his enormous arm from the half-dark of a shadow cast by the flickering fire, and grabbed my helmet, yanking it off me so forcefully that he threw me nearly a dozen feet onto my back. Yet I wasn’t harmed at all, just shaken and bruised; so I got up right away and charged at the giant, and the Diskos roared and blazed in my hands as I swung the weapon. I hit the giant above the waist, and the Diskos drank deep, cutting through the giant as if he were nothing, despite his size and strength. He must have twisted his shoulders as he died; because the upper half of the giant’s body fell horribly to the ground, while the legs and trunk stood clearly in the firelight, and blood shot up like a fountain into the night.
And I made no pause, but leaped unto the Maid, and had her in a moment to mine arms, and onward again past that dead thing, that did only then to fall with an horrid sound. And surely the night did be full of an astonishment and upliftedness of the Millions, so that their spiritual cryings did go all about me, and did tell me that they had perceived this thing, and did cast their love and delight unto me, and a vast excitement to be upon them.
And I didn’t hesitate, but jumped to the Maid, pulling her into my arms instantly, and moved on past that lifeless body, which just then fell with a terrible noise. The night was filled with the awe and elevation of the Millions, their spiritual cries surrounding me, telling me that they had seen this happen, and they were sending their love and joy my way, with a huge excitement among them.
And lo! I scarce to have gone a great mile more, but there came two vague things out of a dark place, where certain rocks did upstand; and I smote them with the Diskos, and went onward; but what they did be, I never to know.
And look! I had barely gone another mile when two shadowy figures emerged from a dark area where some rocks stood; I hit them with the Diskos and continued on; but I'll never know what they were.
And surely, after that, I did seem to go smiting forever; for there to come, time and oft, strange things out from the bushes and the rocks, as that all the Land did be a-crawl with foul and monstrous life, and I to go smiting, as in a dream, and to speed forward ever with a more fierce despair; for surely the end of our lives did be come, and I not to be given power to save Mine Own Maid.
And after that, I really did feel like I was striking out endlessly; strange things kept emerging from the bushes and the rocks, as if the entire land was crawling with filthy, monstrous creatures. I kept hitting them, as if in a dream, and I pressed on with an even deeper sense of despair; it felt like the end of our lives had come, and I had no power to save my own love.
And all the Land did be full of grim and monstrous roarings, and odd-wise lower sounds, very deadly. And once I did hear the noise of giants running. And all the night to be Evil. And, in verity, how I did not be slain by some dread Force, I not to know, unless that I did be burned free of all weakness that an Evil Power should have chance to harm me through; for, indeed, I had been dealt a bitter training a monstrous time.
And the whole land was filled with grim and monstrous roars, and strange lower sounds, very deadly. I once heard the noise of giants running. And the night was filled with evil. Honestly, I don’t know how I wasn’t killed by some terrifying force, unless it was because I had burned away all weakness that an evil power might use to harm me; for I had gone through a brutal training for a long time.
And lo! there to be again the deep and dreadful baying of the Night-Hounds unto the South-East, and to be nearer; and I to know now that no strength of mine should serve to protect Mine Own.
And there it was again, the deep and terrifying howling of the Night-Hounds to the South-East, and it was getting closer; and I now knew that no strength of mine would be enough to protect my own.
And lo! from the upwardness of the night, where did be the Last Light, there sudden to come downward a strange blue flash, that smote downward into the Land unto the South-East. And again the flash to come, and mayhap a score times after; and there to come down out of the height a peculiar crackling sound, that did be less than the thunder of this age, yet more loud than any other sound that you ever to hear. And lo! I knew that the Humans did begin to fight for me, that I bring Mine Own safe unto Home.
And suddenly, from the heights of the night, where the Last Light was, a strange blue flash came down, striking the land to the southeast. Then the flash appeared again, maybe twenty times more; and from the sky came a peculiar crackling sound, which was quieter than thunder today but louder than any other sound you'd ever heard. And I realized that the humans were starting to fight for me, so I could bring my own safely back home.
And behold! it did be as that all the wakefulness of the Land that had been, did be but as sleep, beside the wakefulness that now to come; for surely the Night now to seem to rock with the roarings of the Monsters, and with the be-stirring of Great Forces. And ever there to go over the Land the yowling of that strange and dreadful Laughter, which did come from that hid Country in the night of the lost East.
And look! The wakefulness of the past seemed like sleep compared to the awareness that’s about to come; for sure, the Night now feels alive with the roaring of Monsters and the stirring of Great Forces. And throughout the Land, there echoed the yowling of that strange and terrifying Laughter, which came from that hidden Country in the dark of the lost East.
And lo! there arose constant now the hoarse and dreadful bayings of the Hounds, and made known that a mighty pack did be out. And they to seem to be no more, maybe, than a good mile unto the South-East; and I to be all alone, save for the dying Maid that I held in mine arms. And I lookt vainly and with despair for the Hundred Thousand that did be Prepared, and had come downward, as you do know, unto mine aid. But truly, there did be naught to see anywheres, save the strange lights and shadows of the Land; and the movement of monstrous life in this place and that place. And the Hounds to come nearer with every moment of time; so that indeed, I knew that death did be very nigh.
And suddenly, the loud and terrifying howls of the Hounds erupted, signaling that a huge pack was on the loose. It seemed to be about a mile to the South-East, and I was all alone, except for the dying girl I held in my arms. I looked around in vain and with despair for the Hundred Thousand who were supposed to come to my aid, as you know. But honestly, there was nothing to see anywhere, except for the strange lights and shadows of the land, and the movement of monstrous creatures here and there. The Hounds were getting closer with each passing moment, and I realized that death was very near.
And I ceased not from my stride; but went forward, and did begin to run; for the Pyramid was not a huge way off in the night; and the shine of the Circle about it, to be plain seen, save here and there, where it did be hid strangely. And I to have a despairing hope that I come yet with Mine Own into the safety of the Circle.
And I didn’t stop my pace; I kept going and started to run; the Pyramid was not far away in the night, and the light from the Circle surrounding it was clearly visible, except in a few places where it was strangely hidden. I held onto a desperate hope that I would reach the safety of the Circle with my Own.
And the baying of the Hounds to come ever the more near; and surely it did be a doubly hideous bitter thing that I lose My Dear One, so nigh unto Home; and the great Mountain of my Home to go upward before me into the night, and to seem so near that surely I did be almost there; but yet, mayhap, two great miles off, even then. And, behold, I called out in vain despair and to no end, why that none come to give me aid in this extremity; for the Hounds did bay now but the half of a great mile, upon my left, and did surely have scent of me, by the way of their dreadful baying.
And the howling of the Hounds grew ever closer; it was truly a doubly horrible thing to lose My Dear One so close to Home. The great Mountain of my Home loomed above me in the night, seeming so near that I felt I was almost there; but, perhaps, it was still two long miles away. And, look, I called out in desperate despair, wondering why no one came to help me in this dire situation; for the Hounds were now just half a mile away on my left, clearly picking up my scent with their terrifying howls.
And, truly, the Millions to have an anguish of sympathy for me; for the spiritual noise of their emotion did be plain unto my spirit; and they surely to have seen and to have interpreted the way that I did look about me and appear to call out in despair; for there came all about me in a moment the companioning of a great and sweet spiritual force, which did be bred of their quick going with me in their understanding and love; and they to have perceived how that I did be unto the end of hope; and the Hounds to be almost upon me.
And truly, millions felt a deep sympathy for me; the emotional chorus of their feelings was clear to my spirit. They must have seen and understood the way I looked around in despair, as if I was calling out for help. In that moment, I was enveloped by a powerful and comforting spiritual force, born from their quick understanding and love for me. They recognized that I was at the end of my hope, with the Hounds nearly upon me.
And in this moment, there came afresh to my hearing the shaking beat of the Earth-Current; so that I knew the Humans to take desperate means to save. And there came to my view a vast pack of the Hounds unto my left, and they came running at a great pace, and their heads did be low, and they to be so great as horses; and seen plain, and again in shadow, all in the same moment, as they did come.
And in that moment, I could hear the loud pulse of the Earth-Current again, which made me realize that the humans were taking drastic actions to save themselves. To my left, I saw a large pack of Hounds running at high speed, their heads low, and they were as big as horses; visible clearly and then in shadow, all at the same time as they approached.
And, in verity, I knew that we two to be dead indeed ere a minute be gone, if that the Humans not to haste. And I stood where I did be; for there was no more use to run; and I lookt from the Hounds unto the Mighty Pyramid, and again to the Hounds. And again I lookt with my hope gone, unto the Pyramid; for the Hounds did be scarce two hundred fathoms off from me; and there did be hundreds of the mighty beasts. And lo! even as I lookt that last time unto the Pyramid, there brake out a monstrous bursting flame, that did rush downward from the Sealed lower part of the Mighty Pyramid. And the flame smote downward upon the Land where the Hounds did run, and all the Night to be lost from my sight in the brightness and strangeness of that mighty flame; so that I saw no more the Pyramid, or aught; but only the shining and dreadful glory of that flame. And the Flame made a blast in the Night, and a hotness that did seem to wither me, even where I did be from it. And I perceived that the Humans had truly turned loose the Earth-Current upon the Hounds, that I be saved. And there went a constant great thundering over the Land, because that the Earth-Force did rend and split the air, and did tear up the earth. And the roaring of the Monsters did be husht and lost in that mighty sound; and I to see no place where the Hounds did be; but only flames and broken lands where the Earth-Force did strike; and great rocks did be hurled all whithers, with a vast noise; and truly it did be a mercy that I was not slain an hundred times, if this might be, by the failings and burstings of great rocks and boulders.
And I knew for sure that we would be dead within a minute if the humans didn’t hurry. So I stayed where I was; there was no point in running anymore. I looked from the Hounds to the Mighty Pyramid and back to the Hounds. Again, I looked to the Pyramid, hope gone, because the Hounds were barely two hundred fathoms away from me, and there were hundreds of those fierce beasts. Just then, as I looked at the Pyramid for the last time, a tremendous flame exploded from the sealed lower part of the Mighty Pyramid. The flame rushed down onto the land where the Hounds were running, and the whole night vanished from my sight in the brightness and strangeness of that huge flame. I could no longer see the Pyramid or anything else, only the blinding and terrifying glory of that flame. The fire created a shockwave in the night, a heat that seemed to wither me even from a distance. I realized that the humans had indeed unleashed the Earth-Current on the Hounds to save me. A constant, loud rumble resonated across the land because the Earth-Force tore through the air and uprooted the ground. The roars of the Monsters were drowned out by that immense sound, and I couldn’t see where the Hounds had gone, only flames and ruined land where the Earth-Force had struck; massive rocks were hurled in every direction with a great noise. Truly, it was a mercy that I wasn’t killed a hundred times over by the falling and bursting of large rocks and boulders.
And lo! in a moment the Humans did cut off the Earth-Force, and had it again to their control. And there to seem now a great silence upon the Land, and an utter dark; save that flames and noise came from that part where the Current did strike. And I very speedy to come free of the dazedness that had me, and made again to my running; for, in truth, it to seem now that I should yet be let to win unto safety with Mine Own.
And suddenly, the humans cut off the Earth-Force and took control of it again. It now seemed like there was a great silence over the land, and complete darkness; except that flames and noise came from the area where the Current hit. I quickly shook off my dazed state and started running again; because, honestly, it felt like I might still have a chance to make it to safety with my loved ones.
And mine eyes did grow presently unto their accustomed using; and I to look all ways about me, lest there come somewhat upon me even then to work our deaths. And for a good time there to be naught that I did see anywheres, neither there to be the wakeful sounds of the Land, save only the grim and horrid Laughter from afar in the dead East.
And my eyes quickly adjusted to their usual state; I looked around in every direction, ready for anything that might threaten our lives. For a long time, I didn’t see anything anywhere, and there were no sounds from the Land, except for the eerie and terrifying laughter coming from the dead East.
And oft as I did run, I to stare hungry hearted upward at the Mighty Pyramid; and surely it alway now to seem to be less bright than before. And in the first, I to set this to the count that mine eyes did be yet dazed by the great Flame of the Earth-Force; but soon I to perceive that it did be otherwise; and that there did be truly a less brightness of the light that did shine throughout all the Mighty Redoubt. And this lack I conceived had owing to that great using of the force and power of the Earth-Current that had been loosed to save us. And I to have this new thing cold upon my heart; for, truly, if that the Force of the Current to be made over low, there to be a danger for all the Humans that did live, even for all the great Millions of the Mighty Refuge. And this, did be surely known by the Masters; and they to have no more power to aid me with the Current, until it flow strong again, lest that they destroy all the Peoples of the Earth. And all this to be plain to me in a moment, as I ran; and I to be but the more desperate to come unto instant safety with the Maid.
And as I often ran, I found myself staring up hungrily at the Mighty Pyramid, and it seemed to me less bright than before. At first, I thought it was just that my eyes were still dazed by the great Flame of the Earth-Force; but soon I realized it was something else entirely, and that there was truly a dimming of the light that shone throughout the Mighty Redoubt. I figured this lack of brightness was due to the heavy use of the Earth-Current’s force and power that had been unleashed to save us. This new awareness weighed heavily on my heart; for if the Current’s force became too weak, there was danger for all the humans who lived, even for the millions within the Mighty Refuge. The Masters surely understood this, and they had no more power to help me with the Current until it flowed strongly again, lest they put all of Earth’s people in jeopardy. All this became clear to me in an instant as I ran, making me even more desperate to reach safety with the Maid.
And surely, I to be yet in expecting of the Hundred Thousand to come unto me; but they not to come. And all about me the Land to begin again to give out the noises of the Monsters; and to send forth new and peculiar noises, as that there did be more awaked in the Land than did be ever heard by me before. And presently, I saw that there went living things, creeping, between me and the light of the Circle. And I to know that I yet to have to fight bitter, if that I would bring the Maid safe. And I swung the Diskos free, and ran on.
And surely, I was still expecting the Hundred Thousand to come to me; but they didn’t show up. And all around me, the Land started to make noises from the Monsters again, sending out new and strange sounds, as if there were more awake in the Land than I had ever heard before. Then, I noticed living things creeping between me and the light of the Circle. I knew I would have to fight hard if I wanted to bring the Maid to safety. So I swung the Diskos free and ran on.
And sudden my Spirit to know that I did be warned of some new peril; and I to look upward into the night, that the Master Monstruwacan should mayhap to tell me the danger, by the Set Speech. But, in truth, there came not the quick flashings of the Set Speech; but only an upward stillness, and a dimness of the lights of the Mighty Pyramid. And afterward, I to learn that the dear Master Monstruwacan made to warn me of danger; but that all the instruments of the Tower of Observation to fail to work, and likewise all the machinery of the Pyramid to cease, even unto the moving of the great lifts, and the moan of the Air Pumps; and all to have been this way for nigh a great hour, until that the Earth-Current did flow again more full. And surely, this doth show that Death did nigh to come unto all the Millions, because of the great trial that did be made to save us.
And suddenly, my Spirit sensed that I needed to be warned of some new danger; so I looked up into the night, hoping that the Master Monstruwacan would maybe tell me about the threat through the Set Speech. But, in reality, there weren’t any quick flashes of the Set Speech; instead, there was only a heavy stillness and dimness of the lights of the Mighty Pyramid. Later, I learned that dear Master Monstruwacan tried to warn me of the danger, but all the instruments in the Tower of Observation had stopped working, and all the machinery in the Pyramid had also failed, including the movement of the great lifts and the sounds of the Air Pumps; everything had been like this for nearly an entire hour until the Earth-Current began to flow again more fully. And surely, this shows that Death was close to coming for all the Millions because of the great effort made to save us.
But, truly, my spirit did be warned by the trouble of the Millions, and because the Master Monstruwacan called vaguely with his brain-elements; so that I went ever more warily, and did look all ways. And lo! sudden I to stare above me into the night; and there to be a pale circle, very quiet and steadfast that did go alway over the twain of us. And I saw that this did be surely one of those sweet Powers of Holiness, that did stand between our souls and some dread Power that came anigh to work our Destruction. And I to have no over-fear; but did put my trust in the Force of Holiness, and went forward, running warily.
But honestly, my spirit was warned by the troubles of the Millions, and because the Master Monstruwacan was calling vaguely with his brain-elements; so I proceeded more cautiously and looked in all directions. Suddenly, I found myself staring up into the night, and there was a pale circle, very calm and steady, that moved constantly above us. I realized that this was surely one of those sweet Powers of Holiness that stood between our souls and some terrible force that was close to bringing us harm. I felt no excessive fear; instead, I trusted in the Force of Holiness and moved forward, running carefully.
And surely, I came mayhap so nigh as to within four hundred paces of the Circle; and I to think that I yet to win Mine Own safe and undelayed within the guarding of the Circle. And the light of the Circle did burn dim; so that I had sudden fear whether that it be any more use for a Guard, until that the Earth-Current to come more free. And all this as I ran, swift and wary and utter anxious.
And surely, I came maybe as close as four hundred paces from the Circle; and I thought that I could still get my own safe and without delay within the protection of the Circle. The light of the Circle burned dim, which suddenly made me fear whether it was still useful as a guard, until the Earth-Current moved more freely. And all this happened as I ran, quick and cautious, feeling completely anxious.
And lo! in that moment in a dim place there rose up three beast-men from the earth, and came at me, growling. And the first did be so close that I had no room to the Diskos; but beat in the head of the man with the haft-part. And I leaped unto the side then, and swung the Diskos, and did be utter mad, yet chill, with fury; so that the Maid did be no more than a babe in the crook of mine arm. And I came in sudden to meet the two beast-men as they ran at me; and I cut quick and light with the great Weapon, and did have that anger upon me which doth make the heart a place of cold and deadly intent; so that I had a wondrous and brutal judgement to the slaying. And, truly, I slew them as that they had been no more than mice; and I had no harm, neither so much as a touch from them. And, behold! in that moment there came a great Shout of wonder and of welcome from within the Circle. And I lookt swiftly, and began again to run; for there did be men in grey armour all within the Circle; yet came they not to mine aid.
And then, in that moment in a dim place, three beast-men rose up from the ground and came at me, growling. The first one got so close that I had no room to use the Diskos, so I hit him in the head with the handle instead. I jumped sideways and swung the Diskos, filled with wild fury but also calm; the Maid was no heavier than a baby in my arms. I suddenly faced the two beast-men as they charged at me, and I sliced quickly and deftly with the great weapon, feeling a cold and deadly anger in my heart that made me ruthless in my aim to kill. Truly, I slaughtered them as if they were no more than mice, and I didn’t get hurt at all—not even a scratch. And then, at that moment, a loud shout of amazement and welcome rang out from within the Circle. I quickly looked and started running again, for there were men in grey armor all around the Circle, but they didn’t come to my aid.
And lo! in a moment I knew why that the Hundred Thousand did have held off from me in mine extremity; for, behold! there did be monstrous Black Mounds all along without of the Circle, and did rock and sway with a force of strange life that did set an horror into my soul as I ran; for truly they did be the visible signs of monstrous Forces of Evil. And did any Human have ventured outward beyond the Circle, then had that man been Destroyed in the Spirit, and lost utterly; so that none had dared to come; neither had it been of use if any had made themselves to be a sacrifice to aid me; for, truly, they to have been of no use, when dead, as you shall say.
And suddenly, I understood why the Hundred Thousand had held back from me in my time of need; for, look! there were huge Black Mounds all around the outside of the Circle, moving and swaying with a force of strange life that filled me with horror as I ran; for they were truly visible signs of monstrous Forces of Evil. If any human had dared to go beyond the Circle, that person would have been destroyed in spirit and completely lost; so no one had the courage to approach; and it wouldn’t have mattered if anyone had sacrificed themselves to help me; because, honestly, they would have been of no use once they were dead, as you would say.
And there came a constant shouting from the Hundred Thousand to me, that I haste, and indeed to haste. And truly I did haste with all my strength. And I lookt unto the dear Circle of Holiness that did be above us twain; and it to go steadfast over us; so that I saw we to be surely saved.
And there was constant shouting from the Hundred Thousand to me, urging me to hurry, and indeed to hurry. And I truly hurried with all my strength. I looked up at the dear Circle of Holiness that was above us both; it was steady over us, so I felt certain we would be saved.
And lo! I to be no more than an hundred paces now from the glowing of the Circle. And behold! even in that instant, there must come brutal things to destroy us; for there came an herd of squat and brutish men all about me in a moment from the shadows, where they had been hid. And they caught at me, and caught at the Maid to tear her from mine arm. And truly, it did be as that they surely to have success; for I could nowise in a moment free myself, and yet to guard the Maid and to use the Diskos. And lo! I kickt with my metal boots, and gave from them, and turned all ways in a moment, and wrenched free; and I leaped back; and the herd of horrid brutes after me.
And look! I was no more than a hundred steps away from the light of the Circle. And suddenly, in that moment, brutal things came to destroy us; a group of squat, savage men rushed out from the shadows where they had been hiding. They reached for me and tried to pull the Maid away from my arm. Honestly, it felt like they were about to succeed; I couldn't free myself right away, yet I had to protect the Maid and use the Diskos. So, I kicked with my metal boots, pushing them away, turning in every direction, wrenching myself free; then I jumped back, and the horrible gang of brutes followed me.
And now I to have space for the Diskos, and a grimness in my heart; and I came round very sudden, and ran in among the men, smiting. And I hit very swift both from the right and the left, and to and fro with a constant quick circling. And the Diskos did spin and roar, and made a strange light upon the faces of the men, and they to have tusks like to the tusks of pigs. And surely I did rage through them, smiting. And they to strike me a thousand times with great stones, so that mine armour rang, and was all fresh burst, and I near to sicken under the blows and new wounds; but they not to harm the Maid, for I carried her above their squat and brutish reach.
And now I had room for the Diskos and a heaviness in my heart; I suddenly charged in among the men, swinging. I struck quickly from both the right and the left, moving back and forth in a rapid circle. The Diskos spun and roared, casting a strange light on the faces of the men, who now had tusks like pigs. I raged through them, hitting them hard. They hit me countless times with large stones, making my armor clang, and it was all fresh and torn, and I nearly felt sick from the blows and new wounds; but they couldn’t harm the Maid, as I held her above their short, brutish reach.
And the brute-men to seem without end. But I made alway forward unto the glowing of the Circle; and the night to be full in that place of the fierce shoutings of the Hundred Thousand; and many—as I did learn—to have tried to come unto me, but that their comrades held them from so useless a dying.
And the brute men seemed endless. But I kept moving toward the glow of the Circle; the night was filled in that place with the fierce shouts of the Hundred Thousand; and many— as I learned—had tried to reach me, but their comrades stopped them from such a pointless death.
And, in verity, I to be now scarce fifty paces from the glowing of the Circle; and did be nigh to fall; for I did be so utter dazed and wounded with the fight, and ill with a vast weariness and the despair and madness of my journey, and moreover, as you do know, I not to have slept, but to have carried the Maid forever through days and nights, and to have fought oft.
And, in truth, I was now barely fifty paces from the glow of the Circle; and I nearly fell; because I was completely dazed and hurt from the fight, and suffering from a deep weariness and the despair and madness of my journey. Moreover, as you know, I hadn’t slept, but had carried the Maid for days and nights, and had fought often.
And lo! the Hundred Thousand stood just within the Circle, and they that were to the front did swing each man the Diskos; and they hurled each the Diskos in among the herd of the tuskt men that did make to slay me. And surely this to save me; for the herd did thin to my front; and I to gather my strength, and to charge with despair, and to smite and never be ceased of smiting; so that there did be dead creatures all about. And behold! I brake through the herd, with Mine Own, and did be upon the Circle. And lo! I stept over the Circle, that did scarce now to give out a Resistance; and a thousand hands did come forward to give me help; yet did none touch me, but gave back from me; for there did be that about me which held them off, as with a little awe; for I to be strange unto them.
And look! the Hundred Thousand stood just inside the Circle, and those in the front swung the Diskos; they threw their Diskos into the group of tusked men trying to kill me. This was surely to save me; for the group thinned out in front of me, and I gathered my strength to charge forward in despair, striking and never stopping my assault, leaving dead bodies all around. And there! I broke through the group, with my own people, and reached the Circle. I stepped over the Circle, which barely put up any resistance; and a thousand hands reached out to help me; yet none touched me, but drew back from me; for there was something about me that kept them at a distance, almost with a sense of awe; for I was strange to them.
And I stood there in a great silence, and the Diskos in my hand ran blood to the haft. And maybe I rockt as I stood; for many again did put out their hands, as to hold me, and again drew back, and were silent.
And I stood there in a deep silence, and the Diskos in my hand dripped blood down to the grip. And maybe I swayed as I stood; because many reached out their hands, as if to grab me, and then pulled back again, and were quiet.
And I lookt unto them, and they lookt back at me; and I did gasp awhile, and was strangely dazed, and did try to tell them that I had need of the Doctors for the Life of Mine Own Maid, that did be dying in mine arms. And behold, in that moment, there did be a sound of giants running, out in the night. And some then to cry out different matters, to aid me, and to beware of the giants, and to bring the Doctors to attend me on the instant.
And I looked at them, and they looked back at me; and I gasped for a moment, feeling oddly dazed, and tried to tell them that I needed the doctors for the life of my own girl, who was dying in my arms. And then, in that moment, I heard the sound of giants running in the night. Some of them began to shout various things, to help me, to warn about the giants, and to get the doctors to come to me immediately.
And other voices did call that the Holy Light was gone from above; and likewise the Black Mounds from the outer part of the Circle. And there did be a monstrous noise of roarings in the Land, and all to come bewildered unto my brain, which did surely fail now with the grim and utter stress which had been mine so long.
And other voices called out that the Holy Light was gone from above; and the Black Mounds were also missing from the outer part of the Circle. There was a monstrous roar coming from the Land, and it overwhelmed my mind, which was surely starting to fail under the grim and total pressure I had been feeling for so long.
And there to be also a constant noise that came from near and from upward; and truly I to know, as in a dream, that it did be made of the shouting of the great Millions, that did make an eternal and vague roaring-sound upward in the night, that did come down from the upper heights, no more loud than a strange and continual murmuring out of the lofty miles.
And there was also a constant noise coming from nearby and above; and I could tell, almost like in a dream, that it was made up of the shouting of millions, creating an endless and vague roaring sound in the night, coming down from the heights—no louder than a strange, ongoing murmur from high above.
And surely, I to find my voice in a little minute, and did ask a near man whether there be any Doctors with the men. And in that moment there came forward a Master of the Diskos, which doth be as a Commander of this age. And he made the Salute of Honour with the Diskos, and would have eased the Maid from me; but I to ask again, very slow, whether that there was a Doctor a-near. And he on the instant to give an order; and the great thousands to begin to shape, and did make a mighty lane unto the Great Gateway of the Mighty Pyramid.
And sure enough, I found my voice after a moment and asked a nearby man if there were any doctors among them. Just then, a Master of the Diskos stepped forward, who serves as a Commander in this age. He saluted with the Diskos and wanted to take the Maid from me, but I asked again, slowly, if there was a doctor nearby. He immediately gave an order, and the thousands began to form a huge pathway to the Great Gateway of the Mighty Pyramid.
And the Master of the Diskos made a sign to certain that did be near; and they stood about me, as I to know dully, lest I fall; but they not to touch me; for I did be as that I must not be laid hand upon; for I did near to choke with despair lest I to have come Home too late; and surely, also, the men to seem as that I did be strange unto them.
And the Master of the Diskos signaled to some people nearby; they gathered around me to support me, in case I fell, but they didn’t touch me, as if I was not to be handled. I was close to choking with despair, worried that I had come Home too late; and surely, the men also seemed to find me strange.
And there went orders swift and constant this way and that; and lo! in a little while, there came two big men of the Upward Cities, running; and they had a little man between them upon a sling. And the little man did be a Master of the Doctors; and he aided me gentle to lay Mine Own Maid upon the earth. And the Master of the Diskos made a sign, and the men that did be near, turned each his back; and the Doctor to make examination for the life of Mine Own.
And orders kept coming in quickly from all directions; soon enough, two big guys from the Upward Cities came running, carrying a smaller man on a sling between them. This little man was a Master of the Doctors, and he helped me gently lay my Maid on the ground. The Master of the Diskos signaled, and the men nearby all turned their backs; then the Doctor began to examine my Maid's life.
And there to come about that time a seeming of silence in the land. And truly the Hundred Thousand did be utter quiet; and a great quiet in the Mighty Pyramid; for, in truth, all to know, by this, that there to be a fear that the Maid I did bring out of the night, did be slain by the Evil Forces.
And there came a noticeable silence across the land. The Hundred Thousand were completely silent, and there was a deep stillness in the Mighty Pyramid, for everyone was aware that there was a fear the Maid I had brought out of the night had been killed by the Evil Forces.
And sudden the little man that did be the Master Doctor, lookt up quiet and piteous at me; so that I knew in a moment that Mine Own Maid did be dead. And he to see that I knew; and he covered the face of Mine Own, and stood up very speedy; and he called softly to the men that did be to my back, and he signed to them that some to support me, and some to lift Mine Own Maid, and bear her unto the Great Gateway. And he lookt keen at me; and I to fight a little that I breathe; and afterward did make with my hands, that the men not to come near me, neither to touch Mine Own. And the Master Doctor to understand that I did be truly strong until I die, and did beckon the men from me, and from the Maid.
And suddenly the little man who was the Master Doctor looked up at me quietly and sadly, and I knew right away that my own girl was dead. He realized that I knew, and he covered her face and quickly stood up. He softly called to the men behind me and signaled for some to support me and others to lift my girl and carry her to the Great Gateway. He looked sharply at me, and I struggled a bit to breathe, then I gestured with my hands for the men not to come near me or touch my girl. The Master Doctor understood that I was really strong enough to fight until I died, and he waved the men away from me and from her.
And I stoopt, in a little, and I lifted Mine Own Maid into mine arms for that last journeying.
And I bent down a bit and lifted my girl into my arms for that final journey.
And I came down the mighty lane of the Hundred Thousand, all in their grey armour. And they did make silent salute with the Diskos reversed, each man as I passed him, and did be utter silent. And I scarce to wot of aught, save that all the world did be quiet and emptied, and my task to have failed, and Mine Own to lie dead in mine arms. Yet, truly, did it to have failed utter? for I had surely saved Mine Own from the terror of the Second Night Land, and she not to have come alone and with madness unto her death; but to have died in mine arms; and she surely to have been comforted within her spirit, because that my love did be so utter about her. And I to think vaguely and terribly on an hundred sweet love actions that she to have shown unto me; and sudden I did remember with a dreadful pain how that I never to have waked to discover Mine Own Maid kissing me in my sleep, as I to have meant. And a madness of anguish did flash sudden through the numbness upon my brain; so that I did be blinded a little, and surely went crooked in my walk; for I to know, sudden, that the Master Doctor steadied mine elbow for a moment; but afterward did leave me be, as I to have again control of my spirit.
And I walked down the long lane of the Hundred Thousand, all in their gray armor. They gave a silent salute with the Diskos reversed, each man as I passed by, and they were completely silent. I barely knew what to think, except that the world felt quiet and empty, and my task had failed, and my beloved was dead in my arms. But, did it truly fail? I had certainly saved my love from the horrors of the Second Night Land, and she hadn't faced death alone and in madness; she had died in my arms, comforted in spirit by my love surrounding her. I vaguely and painfully remembered a hundred sweet moments of affection she had shown me, and suddenly I was struck with the dreadful realization that I had never woken up to find my beloved kissing me in my sleep, as I always hoped. A wave of anguish surged through the numbness in my mind, blinding me momentarily and causing me to stumble in my walk; then I felt the Master Doctor steadying my elbow for a moment, but he soon let go as I regained control of myself.
And lo! as I drew nigh unto the Great Gateway, the lights of the Pyramid to begin to glow again more strong, and the machinery of the Lifts and the Air Pumps to work, because that now the Earth-Current did grow once more to natural strength. And they to have power now to open the Great Gate, which did be done by great machines.
And as I got closer to the Great Gateway, the lights of the Pyramid started to glow brighter, and the machinery of the Lifts and the Air Pumps began to operate, as the Earth-Current regained its natural strength. They now had the power to open the Great Gate, thanks to the large machines.
And there to come forth to meet me a number of the Masters of the Mighty Pyramid; and the dear Master Monstruwacan did come before them all, so eager as that he did be mine own Father. And he to have heard somewhat, vaguely, that there to have been a fear for the life of the maid that I did bring.
And there came forward to meet me several of the Masters of the Great Pyramid; and the beloved Master Monstruwacan stepped forward among them all, so eager that he seemed like my own Father. He had heard some vague rumors that there was a concern for the life of the girl I brought.
And surely, he did be told by one near to the Gateway, that the Maid did be dead in mine arms; for he and all the Masters did pause and stand silent for me to go by, and did reverse each his Diskos; and this to have been an Honour shown, than which there did be scarce any greater.
And surely, he was told by someone close to the Gateway that the Maid was dead in my arms; for he and all the Masters paused and stood silently to let me pass, and they all turned their Disks upside down for me. This was a show of respect, greater than almost any other honor.
And there went a constant murmuring up in the night, which did be the speech of the Millions, questioning. And the news that the Maid did be dead, went upward through the miles. And my spirit to know, as in a dream, of the spiritual noise which did go outward through all space, and did be the grief of the Multitudes, as they did hear this thing. Yet, truly, there did nothing comfort me anywise; neither I proper yet to know the verity of my loss; for I did go stunned.
And there was a constant murmur in the night, which was the voice of the Millions, asking questions. The news that the Maid was dead spread far and wide. I felt like I was dreaming as I sensed the spiritual noise echoing through all of space, filled with the grief of the Multitudes as they heard this news. Yet, nothing truly comforted me; I still couldn’t grasp the reality of my loss, because I felt completely stunned.
And I came in through the Great Gateway, and the Full Watch did stand there silent in their armour; and they made the Salute of Honour. And I went onward with the dead Maid that I did bring out of Eternity.
And I entered through the Great Gateway, and the Full Watch stood there silently in their armor; and they gave the Salute of Honor. Then I proceeded onward with the dead Maid that I had brought out of Eternity.
And presently, they that were around, did guide me, with the Maid in mine arms, unto the Great Lift. And I took Mine Own Maid into the Great Lift; and the Masters came with me, and did be in their armour; and none did speak to me. And the Master Monstruwacan and the Master of the Doctors stood silent to the side of me. And there did be everywhere great Multitudes, that I did see vaguely; but my spirit not to wot of them.
And soon, those around me guided me, with the girl in my arms, to the Great Lift. I took my girl into the Great Lift; the Masters came with me, wearing their armor, and no one spoke to me. The Master Monstruwacan and the Master of the Doctors stood silently beside me. There were huge crowds all around that I could see faintly, but my spirit was not aware of them.
And lo! I stood very quiet and dumb as we did go upward through the miles; and the Millions of the Cities stood about the Great Lift, and there did be a great silence upward and downward through the strange miles; save for the weeping of women in dear sympathy, that did sound far and low and constant.
And there I stood, very still and silent as we traveled upward through the miles; the millions of people in the cities surrounded the Great Lift, and there was a deep silence above and below us through the strange miles, except for the soft, constant sound of women weeping in heartfelt sympathy.
And presently I to know that the Master Monstruwacan and the Master of the Doctors did look one to the other; and I to be aware sudden that I stood in my blood; for I did be wounded in an hundred parts, and the blood to go alway from me. Yet did the Master Doctor be slow to do aught for me, because that he to perceive that I did be slain in the heart; and there to be no pain so dreadful as that he should be like to wake me unto, if that he went hastily.
And then I realized that Master Monstruwacan and the Master Doctor were looking at each other; and I suddenly became aware that I stood in my own blood, as I was wounded in a hundred places, and the blood kept flowing from me. Yet the Master Doctor was slow to do anything for me because he recognized that I was fatally injured in the heart; and there was no pain so terrible that he might awaken me to, if he acted too quickly.
Yet, presently, there did come whirlings into my head; and someone did surely make to ease Mine Own Maid from mine arms. But I held her, dumbly; and the blood to go the more from me; and they not to know what should be done. And I to look at them. And the dear Master Monstruwacan did be saying somewhat unto me, that I did have no power to hear; but only to know that his face did be very human. And there went a strange noise all about me; and the Master Monstruwacan to seem to hold me up, and to beckon to some that did be to my back. And lo! there came a blackness, and the gentleness of arms about mine armour….
Yet, right now, thoughts were swirling in my head; and someone was definitely trying to take my Own Maid away from me. But I held her tightly, silently; and I felt my strength fading more and more, while they didn't know what to do. I looked at them. And the dear Master Monstruwacan was saying something to me that I couldn’t hear; I only knew that his face looked very human. Then, there was a strange noise all around me; and Master Monstruwacan seemed to support me, signaling to someone behind me. Suddenly, darkness enveloped me, and I felt gentle arms around my armor...
And I to come presently to quietness and to half-dreams; and did alway to seem that I carried Mine Own Maid in mine arms. But truly there did pass three great days, whilst that I did be thus. And I all that while to be laid quiet, and to be tended by the Master Doctor, and aided by all knowledge that did be known of Humans.
And I soon settled into a calm state and half-dreams; it always felt like I was holding my own girl in my arms. But in reality, three long days went by while I was like this. During that time, I was kept calm and cared for by the Master Doctor, supported by all the knowledge that was known to humanity.
And on the third day, as it might be called, I to come full unto my senses; and the pain to take me in the breast; and the Master of the Doctors did be with me, and they that nurst me; and the Master Doctor watched me very keen and gentle.
And on the third day, as it could be called, I finally came to my senses; the pain hit me in the chest; and the head physician was with me, along with the nurses; and the head doctor watched over me very closely and gently.
And I did be in a bed of the Health Room of mine own city. And I gat from the bed, and the Doctor to say naught; but only to watch me. And I walkt to and fro a little, and he alway to watch me; and presently he gave me somewhat to drink; and I drank. And I was gone soon from all knowledge.
And I was in a bed in the Health Room of my own city. I got out of bed, and the doctor said nothing, just watched me. I walked around a bit, and he kept watching me; then he gave me something to drink, and I drank it. I quickly lost all awareness.
And I to come again unto a knowing that I yet to live; and there went a certain strength in my body. And lo! the first that I did see, was the Master of the Doctors; and I to perceive in a moment that he had wakened me, and had nurst my strength for that moment, that I live through the Burial. For he to be very wise, and to have known from that first seeing of me, that I not to live after that Mine Own did die.
And I came to realize that I was still alive; and I felt a certain strength in my body. And look! The first person I saw was the Master of the Doctors; I instantly understood that he had awakened me and had restored my strength just enough for me to survive the Burial. He was very wise and had known from the first moment he saw me that I wouldn't live after my Own had died.
And there was brought to me a loose garment; but I to refuse the garment, dumbly, and did look about me very troubled and forgetting. And the Master Doctor lookt alway at me; and lo! in a moment he called one, and gave an order. And there was brought in then my broken armour, and a garment to wear below. And I then to know that I did be content in this matter; and the Doctor alway to watch me. And they drest me in my broken armour.
And someone brought me a loose garment; but I silently refused it and looked around, feeling very troubled and confused. The Master Doctor kept watching me; then, in a moment, he called someone and gave an order. They brought in my broken armor and a garment to wear underneath. I realized that I was okay with this situation, and the Doctor continued to watch me closely. They dressed me in my broken armor.
And surely, as they drest me, my spirit to hear the sorrow and sympathy of the Multitudes, and did know that they went downward by millions, unto the Country of Silence.
And surely, as they dressed me, my spirit felt the sorrow and sympathy of the crowds, and I knew that they were going down by the millions to the Land of Silence.
And lo! in that moment when I near to be in mine armour, I to mind sudden again that I never to have waked to discover Mine Own Maid kissing me in my sleep. And the Pain gat me in the breast, so that I had surely ended then, but that the Master Doctor set somewhat to my breath, that eased me, and gave something of dullness unto my senses for a while.
And then, at the moment when I was about to put on my armor, I suddenly remembered that I had never woken up to find My Own Maid kissing me in my sleep. The pain struck me in the chest, and I felt like I would surely die then, if it weren’t for the Master Doctor who helped me breathe a little easier and dulled my senses for a while.
And I did be carried then in a sling unto the Great Lift, and there did be a bed in the lift, and the Doctor to have me to lie upon the bed; and I to know that he also to know that I never to need a bed any more; neither should I ever to come upward again in the Lift.
And I was carried in a sling to the Great Lift, and there was a bed in the lift, and the Doctor wanted me to lie on the bed; and I knew that he also knew that I would never need a bed again; nor would I ever come up in the Lift again.
And truly the Mighty Pyramid did be an emptyness; for there did seem to be left only the Stress Masters that did arrange the moving of the Millions. And the Stress Masters did stand about the Lift, as we dropt downward through the great miles unto the Underground Fields. And we came downward in the last unto the Country of Silence, which did lie an hundred miles deep in the world, and did be an hundred miles every way of Silence unto the Dead.
And truly, the Great Pyramid was empty; it felt like only the Pressure Masters were left to manage the movement of the Millions. The Pressure Masters stood around the Lift as we descended through the vast miles to the Underground Fields. Eventually, we came down to the Land of Silence, which was a hundred miles deep in the earth and extended a hundred miles in every direction of Silence towards the Dead.
And they that were with me, gat me from the Lift, and did mean to carry me in the sling unto The Last Road. But I stood upon my feet, and made that I should walk, and I held out my hand for the Diskos, which one did carry. And the Master Doctor signed that they should obey me, as my spirit to know. And I walkt very steadfast down the Way that did lead unto The Last Road; and the Master Doctor walkt behind me, a little space off.
And those who were with me lifted me up and intended to carry me in the sling to The Last Road. But I stood on my own feet and insisted that I would walk, and I reached out my hand for the Diskos, which someone was holding. The Master Doctor signaled that they should follow my lead, as I willed it. I walked steadily down the path that led to The Last Road, and the Master Doctor walked a little way behind me.
And surely, there did be all the Peoples of the World in that great Country; and the Peoples did be spread out forever, so far as my seeing did go; and they to have sight of me; and all the aether did be stirred with the humanness of their sorrow and their kind sympathy. And there grew a murmur, which did be like to a low rolling thunder, and did be the voices of the Peoples. And the rolling of that great husht Sound went to and fro across that mighty Country of Quiet; and there to be afterward an utter silence.
And surely, all the people of the world were in that great country; and the people were spread out as far as I could see; and they looked at me; and the air was filled with the weight of their sorrow and their shared sympathy. And there rose a murmur, like a low rolling thunder, which was the voices of the people. And the sound of that great hushed noise went back and forth across that vast land of silence; and then there was a complete stillness.
And I saw below me the place of the Last Rest, where did be the beginning of The Last Road; and there did lie there a little figure, covered with a white robe, that did glimmer with the beauteous work of women that had stitcht love and honour into that Last Garment. And surely, I to rock upon my feet, and to steady myself with the Diskos; and the Master Doctor to be unto my side in a moment, and gave me again something that I breathe-in. But, indeed, I to refuse, after that I had taken one breath of the drug; for I to be able to bear my pain the little time that I now to have to live; and I to mean that I have no dimness of my senses for those short minutes that I should have yet near unto Mine Own. And truly the Master Doctor did not press me anywise, but had a perfect understanding, and went quiet again to the rearward.
And I saw below me the place of the Last Rest, where the Last Road began; and there lay a small figure, covered with a white robe that shimmered with the beautiful work of women who had stitched love and honor into that final garment. I steadied myself on my feet, using the Diskos for support, and the Master Doctor was by my side in an instant, offering me something to breathe in. But I refused after taking just one breath of the drug, as I wanted to endure my pain for the little time I had left to live; I intended to keep my senses clear for the few minutes I would still have near my own. The Master Doctor didn't press me at all but understood perfectly and quietly stepped back.
And I came soon to that place where Mine Own Dead One did lie; and the
Master Monstruwacan stood to her feet, and did be clothed in grey
armour, and had the Diskos reversed; and this to be for an Honour unto
My Dead Maid.
And I quickly arrived at the place where my beloved lay; and the
Master Monstruwacan stood up, wearing grey armor, with the Diskos turned upside down; and this was a tribute to my deceased maid.
And there kneeled two maids in white, one to the right and one to the left of Mine Own, and they to be for Faithfulness, and did be maids, because that they watched by a maid; and had likewise been matrons, if that the Dead had been wife unto any.
And there knelt two maidens in white, one on the right and one on the left of Mine Own, representing Faithfulness. They were maidens because they were keeping watch over a maiden, and they would have been matrons if the Dead had been married to anyone.
And the place at the Head of the Last Rest did be empty, and did be for me; and he that stood to the head, did be for Love; for it did be the chief, and did hold dominion over and did make to live both Faithfulness and Honour. And this to be the way of the Burial alway.
And the spot at the Head of the Last Rest was empty, and it was meant for me; and the one who stood at the front was for Love; for it was the greatest, and it had power over and brought to life both Faithfulness and Honor. And this has always been the way of the Burial.
And lo! I took my courage into my heart; and I stood to the head of Mine Own Maid; and I lookt down upon the wondrous white glory of the garment, which did be white because that Mine Own did be a Maid; yet did be worked with yellow Flowers of Weeping, as we did call them, because that she had died in love. And I to know that no hand had toucht that wonderful garment, save the hands of maidens.
And behold! I gathered my courage; I stood at the head of my Own Maid; I looked down at the amazing white beauty of the dress, which was white because my Own was a Maid; yet it was adorned with yellow Flowers of Weeping, as we called them, because she had died of love. And I knew that no hand had touched that beautiful dress, except for the hands of maidens.
And behold! as I stood there, from far away over the Land, there did come a far and faint sound; and the sound did come more nigh, so that I knew that afar off, beyond the Hills of the Babes, the Millions did begin to sing the Calling Song, where Million did call husht unto Million, and the sound did come onward toward where we did be, and did go over us, and pass onward in a husht and wondrous breathing of sound, as that all the Love that did be ever in this world, did call in a low anguish unto a lost Beloved. And the sound to pass away and away over that mighty Country in the deep Earth, and did hush and hush unto a great and utter silence, save for a faint murmur of countless women weeping, that did be in the air of that Land of Quiet.
And look! As I stood there, a distant sound came from far across the land; it grew closer, and I realized that far beyond the Hills of the Babes, the Millions were starting to sing the Calling Song, where one Million called out softly to another. The sound approached us, flowed over us, and moved on in a soft and wonderful wave of sound, as if all the love that ever existed in this world was calling out in quiet sorrow for a lost Beloved. The sound faded away over that vast country deep within the Earth, and eventually fell into a great and total silence, except for a faint murmur of countless women weeping, which filled the air of that Land of Quiet.
And there to be a space of silence, and again the silence to be broken by a far sound; and there to come again from beyond the far Hills of the Babes a strange and low sound, and did be as of a wind wandering through damp forests. And the sound grew, and came across the Hills of the Babes, and did be breathed forth by Million after Million, so that in a little I to hear the Song of Weeping sung very low and sorrowful by the multitudes. And the Song came onward over all that great Country, and past over us, and went onward into the far Land beyond the Dome, and did be caught by the voices of Millions that did be hid in great distances, and so to go onward forever, and to die at last unto a mighty silence.
And there was a moment of silence, which was eventually broken by a distant sound; then again, from beyond the distant Hills of the Babes, a strange, soft sound emerged, like a wind wandering through damp forests. The sound grew louder as it traveled across the Hills of the Babes, breathed forth by countless millions, until I could hear the Song of Weeping sung very softly and sorrowfully by the masses. The Song moved across the vast land, passed over us, and continued into the far region beyond the Dome, caught by the voices of millions hidden in the great distances, and so it went on forever, eventually fading into a profound silence.
And the Master Monstruwacan lookt at me from the feet of Mine Own Maid, and I to know that the moment did be come when I to part from the Maid Naani forever and forever, even though I to live in some strange future, and to find her soul in some other sweet child. And I stoopt and laid the Diskos beside Mine Own Maid there upon the Last Rest; and the two maids drew back the light wonder of the Garment, and showed me the face of Mine Own, and she to sleep there forever so sweet and husht as a child, and as oft I to have seen her to sleep. And I lookt a little while, and the pain of my heart did be sufficient, so that I knew I died as I lookt. And once more I lookt, and I set my soul about Mine Own. And I fought with myself, and stood upward, and the maids did cover the face of Mine Own Maid.
And the Master Monstruwacan looked at me from the feet of my own Maid, and I knew that the moment had come when I would part from Maid Naani forever, even though I might live in some strange future and find her soul in some other sweet child. I bent down and laid the Diskos beside my own Maid there on her final resting place; and the two maids pulled back the light wonder of the Garment, showing me the face of my own, and she lay there forever, so sweet and quiet like a child, just as I had often seen her sleep. I gazed for a little while, and the pain in my heart was so deep that I felt I might die as I looked. And once more I looked, and I surrounded my soul with my own. I struggled with myself, stood up, and the maids covered the face of my own Maid.
And the Master Monstruwacan commended Naani unto Eternity. And he raised the Diskos reversed; and lo! the Road did begin to move upward unto the Dome, and Mine Own Maid did be upon the Road; and I to fight that I keep breathing; so that I not to die before she be lost utter to my sight.
And the Master Monstruwacan commended Naani to Eternity. He raised the Diskos reversed; and suddenly, the Road began to move upward toward the Dome, and my own Maid was on the Road; and I fought to keep breathing so that I wouldn't die before she was completely out of my sight.
And there did rise now a sound from all that Country that had no order in it; and did be like to a low moaning that did fill all the air of the Land; and there to be also a constant sound, as of a little whistling dree wind that did be in all that Country of Quiet; and truly this to be more than any singing; for it to be the true weeping of multitudes, that did sorrow from the heart, with the grief of this thing that did be.
And now there arose a sound from all that land that had no order to it; it was like a low moaning that filled the air everywhere; and there was also a constant sound, like a soft whistling breeze that was in all that quiet land; and truly this was more than any singing; it was the genuine weeping of many people, grieving from the heart over this sorrowful situation that existed.
And I stood utter still, and did draw my breath very even, and lookt unto that small form that did be now afar off where it did lie upon the moving Roadway. And I gazed, as that my soul and all my being did have no power else, even as a man that dies, doth set all his strength to a last movement. And I not to wot that the Master Monstruwacan and the two maids did hold me up, because they to perceive that I did be dying; for I only to see Mine Own Little One lying afar off upon the moving of the Last Road.
And I stood completely still, took a steady breath, and looked at that small figure lying far away on the moving Roadway. I stared, as if my soul and entire being had no power left, just like a dying man puts all his strength into one last move. I didn't realize that Master Monstruwacan and the two maidens were supporting me because they saw that I was fading; all I could see was My Own Little One lying far away on the Last Road.
And the Maid in that moment to come to the place where the Road did pass into the strange and luminous vapour of the Earth-Current, which did lie all about the base of the Dome; and the vapour to be only as a faint shining smoke, scarce seen, yet to be enough to give something of uncertainty to the Dead, when that they did have past inward of it.
And in that moment, the Maid came to the spot where the Road entered the strange and glowing mist of the Earth-Current, which surrounded the base of the Dome; and the mist was only a faint shining smoke, barely visible, yet enough to create a sense of uncertainty for the Dead as they passed through it.
And I stared, with all that did be left of my strength; for Mine Own to be gone utter and forever in but a little minute. And the uncertainty of the luminous vapour did cling about her, and to make her to seem unreal to my gaze; for the vapour did be in constant movement, and to give a seeming of shifting to and fro of all that did be in it.
And I stared, using all the strength I had left; because my love would be gone completely and forever in just a moment. The uncertainty of the glowing mist clung to her, making her appear unreal to my eyes; the mist was constantly shifting, giving a sense of movement to everything within it.
And behold! as I did stare, with my dreadful pain, there did be sudden a strange hoarse noise from the nearer Millions. And lo! in an instant there came a mighty Shout out of all that Country; and the shout did be made again, and did grow into a mighty hoarse roaring from the Millions, so that all that great Country did be filled with the monstrous sound. And, in verity, I to have seen the thing, likewise; but to have set it to the madness of longing of my heart and to that desperate and dreadful pain which did make me to be crazed and lost from all sane thinking.
And suddenly, as I was staring through my intense pain, I heard a strange, hoarse noise from the nearby crowd. In an instant, a huge shout erupted from all around that area; the shout repeated and turned into a loud, hoarse roar from the millions, filling that entire place with the overwhelming sound. And, truly, I witnessed the scene as well; but it was clouded by the madness of my heart's longing and the desperate, dreadful pain that drove me to feel crazed and lost from all rational thought.
And the thing that I did see, had been that the Maid did seem to move, there upon the Last Road, where she did lie; but indeed, this to have appeared only to be the stirring of the luminous vapour of the Earth-Current, which did seem to make things shift, as I have told.
And what I saw was that the Maid actually seemed to move, there on the Last Road where she lay; but really, it was just the shifting of the glowing vapor of the Earth-Current that made things look like they were changing, as I mentioned.
And lo! I now to see truly that the Maid did move where she was laid afar off upon the Road; and I now to know, and to believe that she did indeed live. And my life came into me with a bounding; yet did my heart seem to be a moment stilled in my breast. And the Master Monstruwacan to have signed already that the Roadway be stopt, and brought backward; but I to be now upon the Last Road, and did run as a madman, shouting vainly upon the name of Mine Own. And I to learn afterward that there to have been a dreadful peril that all the near Millions to rush toward the Last Road, and so, mayhap, to have caused the death of many, and to have been like to have crusht Mine Own. But this danger to have been eased, because that the Watch Master did act very prompt, and set the great regiments of his men to keep back the Millions, and did send a signal abroad over all the Country, that there to be calmness, for that the Maid should be succoured. And alway, whilst this to be, I did run staggering most strangely upward of the Last Road; and surely that great roof did ring and boom with the constant and mighty shoutings of the Millions.
And look! I can now see clearly that the Maid moved where she was laid far down the Road; and I now know, and believe, that she was truly alive. My life surged back into me with a rush; yet my heart felt momentarily still in my chest. The Master Monstruwacan had already signaled to stop the Road and turn it back; but I was now on the Last Road, running like a madman, calling out desperately for my own. Later, I learned that there had been a terrifying danger of millions rushing towards the Last Road, which could have caused many deaths and might have crushed my own. But this danger was alleviated because the Watch Master acted quickly, deploying his troops to hold back the millions and sending a signal across the Country that all was calm, as the Maid would be rescued. Meanwhile, I staggered strangely upward on the Last Road; and surely that great roof echoed and boomed with the constant and powerful shouts of the millions.
And there did run others also along the Road, to my back; but I to have been the first, and to make a good speed, though I did stagger and rock so strange upon my feet; and the Road alway to be moving backward under me; and so I to be come wonderful soon unto where the Maid did be. And she to be upon her back, and to have pusht the Garment from her face, and did be lying with her eyes open, and a look of gentle wonderment upon her dear face. And she then to see me, and her eyes did smile at me, very glad and quiet; for there to be yet an utter weakness upon her.
And there were others running along the road behind me; but I was the first, moving quickly, even though I stumbled and swayed strangely on my feet; the road seemed to be shifting backward under me, and soon I arrived at the spot where the Maid was. She was lying on her back, having pushed the garment away from her face, with her eyes open and a look of gentle wonder on her beautiful face. When she saw me, her eyes smiled at me, filled with happiness and calm, despite the lingering weakness she felt.
And lo! I came with a falling beside her, and I gat upon my knees and upon my hands, and my heart did shake my lips to dry whisperings. And she to look weak and steadfast unto me, and I to look forever at her; and I did alway try to say things unto her; but my mouth to refuse me.
And look! I fell down beside her, getting on my knees and hands, my heart making my lips tremble with quiet whispers. She looked both fragile and strong at the same time, and I couldn’t take my eyes off her; I always tried to say something to her, but my mouth wouldn’t cooperate.
And understanding did come into her, as a light; and she to know in that instant that she to be truly come into the Mighty Pyramid, and I to have gat her there somewise; and she to wake sudden in her body, and set her hands forth all a-trembling from the Garment, and in dreadful trouble. And I to see then that the blood did go from me, constant; and the Maid to have perceived this thing, so that she was waked the more proper in a moment from her death-swoon.
And understanding filled her like a light; in that instant, she knew she had truly arrived at the Mighty Pyramid, and I had somehow gotten her there. She suddenly awakened in her body, her hands trembling as she reached out from the Garment, filled with dreadful anxiety. I then noticed that the blood was steadily leaving me, and the Maid realized this as well, which caused her to awaken more fully from her death-like state.
And surely, I did bleed very dreadful; for all my wounds did be opened with my running. And I to have sudden power with my lips, and did say unto her, very simple, that I loved her. And she to be all in an haze from me; and I to know that she to have come likewise unto her knees, and did have my head upon her breast; and there to be an utter shaking of the air with some great sound, and a mighty spiritual stirring of the aether of the world.
And surely, I was bleeding badly; all my wounds had opened up from my running. I suddenly found the courage to speak, and I told her plainly that I loved her. She seemed completely dazed by me; I could tell that she had also knelt down, with my head resting on her chest. There was a tremendous shaking of the air with a great sound, and a powerful spiritual stirring of the world's atmosphere.
And there to be then the voice of the Master Monstruwacan very dull in mine ears; and the low voice of the Master Doctor; but I never to hear what they did be saying; and did know only that Mine Own Maid did live; and I not to mean to die, but to fight unto living. And even whilst that I made this resolving, I was gone into an utter blackness.
And there I heard the Master Monstruwacan’s voice, sounding very dull in my ears, along with the soft voice of the Master Doctor; but I could never make out what they were saying. All I knew was that my own maid was alive, and I wasn't planning to die but to fight to live. And even while I was making this decision, I fell into complete darkness.
XVII
THE LOVE DAYS
Now, when that I gat back unto life, I to know that I went upward in the
Lift, and did be upon that same bed, where I to think I never to need a
bed any more, neither to come upward again from out of the Country of
Silence.
Now, when I came back to life, I realized that I went up in the
elevator and was on that same bed, where I thought I would never need a
bed again, nor come back up from the Country of
Silence.
And I to know vague and strange, that there rose up from out of the mighty depths of the world, the deep thunder of the Underground Organs, and did sound as that they made a strange and utter distant music beyond death; and there to go alway a rolling chaunting, as that multitudes did sing beyond far mountains, and the sound to be somewhiles as a far-blowing wind, low in the Deep; and again to come clear, and to be that great olden melody of the Song of Honour. And I knew, as in a dream, that the Millions in that deep Country made an Honour and a Rejoicing over this Wonder of Joy which did be come. But yet all to be faint and half hid from me, and mine eyes to be as that they had no power to open, and I to seem to be lifting alway upon strange waters of unrealness. And there to be sweet and lovely odours, and these to be of reality, and to come from the great Fields, where the flowers did alway to grow about the passage ways of the Lifts; for the Lift even then to be going upward through the great miles.
And I felt something vague and strange, as if from the deep depths of the world, the powerful thunder of the Underground Organs rose up, sounding like a distant music that echoed beyond death; and there was a rolling chant, as if multitudes were singing from far-off mountains, the sound sometimes like a soft wind blowing low in the Deep; and then it would become clear and take on that great ancient melody of the Song of Honour. I realized, as if in a dream, that the Millions in that deep Country were celebrating and rejoicing over this Wonder of Joy that had come to be. But everything remained faint and half-hidden from me, and my eyes felt like they had no power to open, while I seemed to be floating on strange waters of unreality. There were sweet and lovely scents, real and coming from the great Fields, where flowers always grew along the passageways of the Lifts; for the Lift was even then moving upward through the vast miles.
And mayhap I moved a little; for there came the voice of the Master Doctor low and gentle to me; and bid me rest; for that all did be well with the Maid. And surely, afterward, I did be gone into an haze, and there to be then a seeming of days in which I half to live and half to sleep, and to wonder without trouble whether I did be dead.
And maybe I shifted a bit; for then I heard the Master Doctor's voice, calm and gentle, telling me to rest because everything was alright with the Maid. After that, I drifted into a haze, feeling like I lived in a half-awake, half-asleep state, and I wondered without worry whether I was dead.
And then there to come days when I lay very quiet, and had no thought of aught; and the Master Doctor oft to bend over me in this hour and that hour, and to look keen into my face. And in the end, after strange spaces, there bent over me another, and there lookt down upon me the dear and lovely face of Mine Own, and the eyes did speak love into my soul; yet did she be calm and husht. And I to begin again to live in my body, and I made, mayhap, a little fumbling with my hands; for she to take and to hold them; and life to come from her to me; and she to be ever wordless and gentle; and contentment to grow in me, and presently a natural slumber.
And then there were days when I lay very still, not thinking about anything; the Master Doctor often leaned over me at different times, looking closely at my face. Eventually, after some strange intervals, another person leaned over me, and I found myself gazing into the dear and beautiful face of My Own, whose eyes spoke love to my soul; she remained calm and quiet. I started to feel alive in my body again, maybe fumbling a bit with my hands, and she took and held them; life flowed from her to me, and she remained ever silent and gentle; contentment grew within me, and soon I fell into a natural slumber.
And there came a day when I did be let rise, and they that tended me, carried me to one of the Quiet Gardens of the Pyramid; and they set me there, and did seem to leave me alone. And there came One then around a bush, and lookt at me a moment, as with an half shyness; only that the love that did shine in her eyes, made the shyness to be a little thing. And, truly, I knew that it did be Mine Own Maid; but I never before to have seen Naani drest pretty as a maid. And I lookt to her, and knew that she did be more dainty than even I to have known. And sudden I made that I rise to come unto her; but she to run quick to me, that she stop me of this natural foolishness; and she then to sit beside me, and to take my head against her breast, and she not to deny me her lips; but to be both a maid and a mother to me in the same moment.
And then one day, I was allowed to get up, and the people taking care of me brought me to one of the Quiet Gardens of the Pyramid. They set me down there and seemed to leave me alone. Then someone came around a bush and looked at me for a moment, almost shyly; but the love shining in her eyes made the shyness seem small. I realized it was my own girl, but I had never seen Naani dressed up like a pretty maid before. I looked at her and knew she was even more lovely than I had imagined. Suddenly, I tried to get up and go to her, but she quickly ran to me to stop me from that silly impulse. She sat down beside me, took my head against her chest, and didn’t deny me her lips; she was both a maid and a mother to me at the same time.
And afterward, she had me to be very still; and we to sit there in an utter dumb happiness, until they that did attend me, were come again. And the Master of the Doctors did be with them, and I to see that there went something of satisfaction in his face.
And afterward, she had me stay very still, and we sat there in complete silence and happiness until those who were taking care of me returned. The Master of the Doctors was with them, and I could see a look of satisfaction on his face.
And after that day I saw Mine Own Maid every day; and I gat better unto health with a wondrous quickness; for Love did mend me. And soon I did be let go downward unto the Fields; but yet to go by private ways, because that the Multitudes should be like to follow me alway; and I to need to be quiet.
And after that day, I saw my own girl every day; and I got better really quickly; because love healed me. Soon, I was allowed to go down to the fields, but I had to take private paths, since the crowds would have always wanted to follow me, and I needed to be alone.
And the Maid to be with me; for the Master Monstruwacan and the Master of the Doctors did agree upon this matter, and had an Officer of Marriage to wed us; and we to be married very quiet and simple; for I yet to be over-weak for the Public Marriage, which we to have later; when, truly, the Millions made us a Guard of Honour eight miles high, from the top unto the bottom of the Mighty Pyramid. But this to have been later, as I do tell, and did be a Ceremonial of the Peoples, because that they not to be denied that they give me an Honour.
And the Maid will be with me because Master Monstruwacan and the Master of the Doctors agreed on this, and they arranged for an Officer of Marriage to wed us. We’re going to have a simple and quiet wedding for now, as I’m still too weak for a public ceremony, which we’ll have later on. When that time comes, the Millions will create a Guard of Honour eight miles high, from the top to the bottom of the Mighty Pyramid. But that will be later, just as I’m saying, and it will be a Ceremony for the People, since they won’t want to miss the chance to give me an Honour.
And surely the Maid to be with me alway, and did be now my wife, and my strength to come alway upon me, and Mine Own to grow again unto a perfect health. And, in verity, we did be now in the Love Days which do be the most beauteous, if that the Love to be True.
And surely the Maid will be with me always, and is now my wife, my strength to always support me, and my own to restore me to perfect health. And, truly, we are now in the Love Days, which are the most beautiful if the love is true.
And we did wander through the mighty Fields at our will, and walkt in the Love Paths of the Fields, which did be alway anear to those places where did be the villages. And I to hide our name, lest we to be beset by any, out of natural curiousness and kindliness; for we to need to be utter together and quiet.
And we wandered through the vast fields at our leisure, walking along the love paths that were always close to the villages. I kept our names hidden, so we wouldn't be bothered by anyone out of natural curiosity and kindness; we needed to be completely alone and quiet.
And we to chose those places for our slumber where beauty of flowers did be most wondrous; and we to carry somewhat of food with us; but also to eat when we came unto the villages which did be here and there in the Fields, which were truly so huge as Countries. And Mine Own did make good her promise an hundred times, as you shall say, and did prepare me a great and hearty meal; and did tease me utter that I did be a glutton, as I did eat, and kist me, lest that I have ever a chance to say aught in mine own defence. And truly, she did be all that my heart and my spirit did desire; and she to have companioned me with Love, and to have entered my spirit into Joy.
And we chose places to sleep where the beauty of the flowers was truly amazing; we brought some food with us but also ate when we reached the villages scattered throughout the vast fields, which were as large as whole countries. And my beloved kept her promise a hundred times over, as you might say, and prepared a great and hearty meal for me; she playfully teased me that I was a glutton while I ate, and would kiss me to prevent me from saying anything in my defense. And truly, she was everything my heart and spirit desired; she filled my life with love and brought joy to my soul.
And once we to go downward unto the Country of Silence; but not to stay very long at that time; because that my Memory did return upon me. Yet in the after time, we to wander there oft with Memory, and Holiness of great Thinkings, and with Love which doth hold all.
And once we went down to the Land of Silence; but we didn’t stay very long because my Memory came back to me. However, over time, we often wandered there with Memory, and the Holiness of deep Thoughts, and with Love that holds everything together.
And as we to leave that Country, I to tell Mine Own how that when she had been suspend of her life by the Horrid Force of the House, I to have minded me with a dreadful pain that I never to have waked to discover her kissing me when that I did sleep. And surely Mine Own Dear One did blush most lovely, and had never known that I did be aware of her sweet naughtiness; and she then to have all thought for mine agony, when that she did be dead, ere the Vapour of life of the Earth-Force did set her spirit free of the Silence.
And as we were about to leave that country, I told my beloved that when she had been taken from life by the horrifying power of the house, I felt a dreadful pain knowing I would never wake up to find her kissing me while I slept. And surely my dear one blushed beautifully, completely unaware that I knew about her sweet little mischief; and she thought only of my suffering when she was gone, before the force of life finally freed her spirit from the silence.
And she to come unto me in dear understanding.
And she came to me with a deep understanding.
And she then to tell me that the Doctors to say that she had been, as it were, stunned and froze of the Spirit, and all her Being and Life suspend; and the great life-force of the Earth-Current to have waked her spirit, and her body then to live and her blood to flow proper again. And the Doctors had talkt much and searched much of late in the olden Records of their Work; and they to have found somewhat of one such happening in the olden time; but truly, naught such to have been ever through a mighty age of years.
And then she told me that the doctors said she had been, in a way, stunned and frozen in spirit, with her whole being and life suspended; and that the great life force of the Earth Current had awakened her spirit, allowing her body to live and her blood to flow properly again. The doctors had talked a lot and searched thoroughly in the old records of their work; they found some instances of such things happening in ancient times, but truly, nothing like it had occurred for a very long time.
And whilst that we to wander and to rest in the Fields, I oft to tell Mine Own of this matter and that matter; and I to know that she had learned somewhat of odd things, ere I did be come to health; but not overmuch; for she also to have been utter alack, as you shall think; and to have come from her bed, when that I did lie so still; for the Master Doctor to have ordained this, because he to fear that I to be going truly to die, if that he not to do somewhat to awaken my spirit. And in verity, you shall think upon the deepness of my Love as I to know that she did have held my hands so brave and gentle, whilst that she to have scarce power to her feet. And I to say a little holy praise of Mine Own.
And while we were wandering and resting in the fields, I often talked to her about this and that. I learned she had picked up some strange things before I got better, but not too much; she had been pretty out of it, as you might think. She got out of bed when I was lying still because the doctor was worried I might actually die if he didn’t do something to bring me back to life. And honestly, think about how deep my love is as I remember how she held my hands so bravely and gently, even when she could barely stand. I say a little holy praise for my own.
And so do I come to mine ending; and have but one more thing that I tell. And this to happen a while later; after that Mine Own and I had gone through the second marriage which did be the Public Marriage. For it did be, that one day My Wife, that did be Mine Own, did take me with a sweet cunning unto the Hall of Honour. And surely, when I was come there, I to see that many of the Peoples did be in that great Hall, and did stand about in a silence; yet as that they had no meaning to do aught; but yet to be that they did wait upon somewhat.
And so I come to my conclusion; I have just one more thing to share. This happened a little while later, after my partner and I had gone through the second marriage, which was the public ceremony. One day, my wife, who is my partner, cleverly took me to the Hall of Honor. When I arrived, I saw that many people were in that great hall, standing around in silence; it seemed like they weren’t planning to do anything, but they were waiting for something.
And My Wife did go forward with me unto the centre place of the Hall; and sudden I saw why that she did bring me so cunning sweet; for there did stand in the midst of the Hall of Honour, in the Place of Honour, a Statue of a man in broken armour, that did carry a maid forever.
And my wife walked with me to the center of the Hall; and suddenly I realized why she brought me there so charmingly; because there stood in the middle of the Hall of Honor, in the Place of Honor, a statue of a man in broken armor, who would carry a maid forever.
And I did be dumb; and how of this Age shall you to know the Honour that this to mean in that; for it did be an Honour that was given only to the Great Dead; and I to be but a young man, and did be so utter far off from greatness; save that I to love with all my heart and with all my spirit, and therefore death to be but a little thing before love. And you to know how Love doth make sweet and brave the heart; and to have understanding with me in my humbleness and my wonder and my natural pride that there did any so think to honour me.
And I was dumb; and how in this Age will you understand the honor that this means; for it was an honor given only to the Great Dead; and I was just a young man, very far from greatness; except that I loved with all my heart and spirit, and so death seemed like a small thing compared to love. And you know how love makes the heart sweet and brave; so have understanding with me in my humility, my wonder, and my natural pride that anyone would think to honor me.
And Mine Own did be weeping with joy and honest pride of her man, beside me. And there to be an utter silence of dear sympathy in all the great Hall of Honour. And they that did be there, to let me go in quietness, with Mine Own, which did be a lovely thing of understanding.
And my love was crying with joy and genuine pride in her man, next to me. There was a complete silence of heartfelt sympathy in the grand Hall of Honor. Those who were there allowed me to leave quietly with my love, which was a beautiful gesture of understanding.
And I to go loving and thoughtful with Mine Own Wife; and she to be very nigh to me.
And I go loving and thoughtful with my own wife; and she is very close to me.
And I to have gained Honour; yet to have learned that Honour doth be but as the ash of Life, if that you not to have Love. And I to have Love. And to have Love is to have all; for that which doth be truly LOVE doth mother Honour and Faithfulness; and they three to build the House of Joy.
And I have gained Honor; yet I have learned that Honor is just like the ashes of life if you don’t have Love. And I have Love. Having Love means having everything; for what is truly LOVE nurtures Honor and Faithfulness; and these three build the House of Joy.
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