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The Wendigo

Algernon Blackwood

1910

I


A considerable number of hunting parties were out that year without finding so much as a fresh trail; for the moose were uncommonly shy, and the various Nimrods returned to the bosoms of their respective families with the best excuses the facts of their imaginations could suggest. Dr. Cathcart, among others, came back without a trophy; but he brought instead the memory of an experience which he declares was worth all the bull moose that had ever been shot. But then Cathcart, of Aberdeen, was interested in other things besides moose—amongst them the vagaries of the human mind. This particular story, however, found no mention in his book on Collective Hallucination for the simple reason (so he confided once to a fellow colleague) that he himself played too intimate a part in it to form a competent judgment of the affair as a whole....

A lot of hunting parties were out that year but didn’t find even a fresh track; the moose were unusually skittish, and the various hunters returned home with the best excuses their imaginations could come up with. Dr. Cathcart, among others, came back without a trophy; instead, he brought the memory of an experience he insists was worth all the bull moose that had ever been shot. But then, Cathcart, from Aberdeen, was interested in more than just moose—like the quirks of the human mind. However, this particular story didn’t make it into his book on Collective Hallucination because, as he confided to a colleague once, he was too involved to make a fair judgment about the whole situation...

Besides himself and his guide, Hank Davis, there was young Simpson, his nephew, a divinity student destined for the "Wee Kirk" (then on his first visit to Canadian backwoods), and the latter's guide, Défago. Joseph Défago was a French "Canuck," who had strayed from his native Province of Quebec years before, and had got caught in Rat Portage when the Canadian Pacific Railway was a-building; a man who, in addition to his unparalleled knowledge of wood-craft and bush-lore, could also sing the old voyageur songs and tell a capital hunting yarn into the bargain. He was deeply susceptible, moreover, to that singular spell which the wilderness lays upon certain lonely natures, and he loved the wild solitudes with a kind of romantic passion that amounted almost to an obsession. The life of the backwoods fascinated him—whence, doubtless, his surpassing efficiency in dealing with their mysteries.

Besides himself and his guide, Hank Davis, there was young Simpson, his nephew, a divinity student headed for the "Wee Kirk" (then on his first trip to the Canadian wilderness), along with his guide, Défago. Joseph Défago was a French Canadian who had left his home in Quebec years ago and got caught in Rat Portage when the Canadian Pacific Railway was being built; a man who, in addition to his unmatched skills in navigating the woods and knowing the flora and fauna, could also sing the old voyageur songs and tell a great hunting story. He was also very attuned to the unique charm that the wilderness holds for certain solitary people, and he loved the wild isolation with a kind of romantic passion that bordered on obsession. The life in the backwoods enthralled him—probably explaining his exceptional ability to handle its mysteries.

On this particular expedition he was Hank's choice. Hank knew him and swore by him. He also swore at him, "jest as a pal might," and since he had a vocabulary of picturesque, if utterly meaningless, oaths, the conversation between the two stalwart and hardy woodsmen was often of a rather lively description. This river of expletives, however, Hank agreed to dam a little out of respect for his old "hunting boss," Dr. Cathcart, whom of course he addressed after the fashion of the country as "Doc," and also because he understood that young Simpson was already a "bit of a parson." He had, however, one objection to Défago, and one only—which was, that the French Canadian sometimes exhibited what Hank described as "the output of a cursed and dismal mind," meaning apparently that he sometimes was true to type, Latin type, and suffered fits of a kind of silent moroseness when nothing could induce him to utter speech. Défago, that is to say, was imaginative and melancholy. And, as a rule, it was too long a spell of "civilization" that induced the attacks, for a few days of the wilderness invariably cured them.

On this trip, Hank chose him. Hank knew him well and trusted him. He also used to tease him, "just like a buddy would," and since he had a colorful but totally pointless way of swearing, their conversations were usually pretty lively. However, out of respect for his old "hunting boss," Dr. Cathcart, whom he called "Doc" in the local way, Hank agreed to tone it down a bit, especially since he knew that young Simpson was kind of a "bit of a preacher." But Hank had one issue with Défago, and it was that the French Canadian sometimes showed what Hank called "the signs of a cursed and gloomy mindset," which apparently meant that he occasionally fit the stereotype of being Latin and would go through silent, brooding spells when nothing could get him to speak. In other words, Défago was both creative and melancholic. Generally, it was too long spent in "civilization" that triggered these moods, since just a few days in the wilderness always seemed to fix them.

This, then, was the party of four that found themselves in camp the last week in October of that "shy moose year" 'way up in the wilderness north of Rat Portage—a forsaken and desolate country. There was also Punk, an Indian, who had accompanied Dr. Cathcart and Hank on their hunting trips in previous years, and who acted as cook. His duty was merely to stay in camp, catch fish, and prepare venison steaks and coffee at a few minutes' notice. He dressed in the worn-out clothes bequeathed to him by former patrons, and, except for his coarse black hair and dark skin, he looked in these city garments no more like a real redskin than a stage Negro looks like a real African. For all that, however, Punk had in him still the instincts of his dying race; his taciturn silence and his endurance survived; also his superstition.

This was the group of four that found themselves at camp during the last week of October in that "shy moose year" way up in the wilderness north of Rat Portage—a deserted and lonely place. There was also Punk, an Indian, who had joined Dr. Cathcart and Hank on their hunting trips in previous years and served as the cook. His job was simply to stay in camp, catch fish, and whip up venison steaks and coffee on short notice. He wore the tattered clothes left to him by past patrons, and, apart from his coarse black hair and dark skin, he looked in those city clothes no more like a real Native American than a stage actor looks like a real African. Yet, Punk still had the instincts of his fading race; his quiet demeanor and resilience remained, along with his superstitions.

The party round the blazing fire that night were despondent, for a week had passed without a single sign of recent moose discovering itself. Défago had sung his song and plunged into a story, but Hank, in bad humor, reminded him so often that "he kep' mussing-up the fac's so, that it was 'most all nothin' but a petered-out lie," that the Frenchman had finally subsided into a sulky silence which nothing seemed likely to break. Dr. Cathcart and his nephew were fairly done after an exhausting day. Punk was washing up the dishes, grunting to himself under the lean-to of branches, where he later also slept. No one troubled to stir the slowly dying fire. Overhead the stars were brilliant in a sky quite wintry, and there was so little wind that ice was already forming stealthily along the shores of the still lake behind them. The silence of the vast listening forest stole forward and enveloped them.

The group gathered around the crackling fire that night felt downcast, as a week had gone by without any sign of moose showing up. Défago had sung his song and started telling a story, but Hank, in a bad mood, kept pointing out how often he was “mixing up the facts so much that it was almost all just a made-up story,” which eventually led the Frenchman to fall into a sullen silence that seemed unbreakable. Dr. Cathcart and his nephew were worn out after a long day. Punk was washing the dishes, grumbling to himself under the makeshift shelter of branches, where he would later sleep. No one bothered to stir the fading fire. Above them, the stars shone brightly in a wintery sky, and there was hardly any wind, allowing ice to quietly form along the shores of the still lake behind them. The quiet of the vast, listening forest crept in and surrounded them.

Hank broke in suddenly with his nasal voice.

Hank interrupted abruptly with his nasal voice.

"I'm in favor of breaking new ground tomorrow, Doc," he observed with energy, looking across at his employer. "We don't stand a dead Dago's chance around here."

"I'm all for making bold moves tomorrow, Doc," he said energetically, glancing at his boss. "We don't have a snowball's chance in hell around here."

"Agreed," said Cathcart, always a man of few words. "Think the idea's good."

"Agreed," Cathcart said, always a man of few words. "I think the idea's good."

"Sure pop, it's good," Hank resumed with confidence. "S'pose, now, you and I strike west, up Garden Lake way for a change! None of us ain't touched that quiet bit o' land yet—"

"Sure, Dad, it’s great," Hank continued with confidence. "How about you and I head west, up to Garden Lake for a change? None of us have explored that peaceful patch of land yet—"

"I'm with you."

"I've got your back."

"And you, Défago, take Mr. Simpson along in the small canoe, skip across the lake, portage over into Fifty Island Water, and take a good squint down that thar southern shore. The moose 'yarded' there like hell last year, and for all we know they may be doin' it agin this year jest to spite us."

"And you, Défago, take Mr. Simpson in the small canoe, paddle across the lake, carry over into Fifty Island Water, and take a good look down that southern shore. The moose were crowded there like crazy last year, and for all we know, they might be doing it again this year just to annoy us."

Défago, keeping his eyes on the fire, said nothing by way of reply. He was still offended, possibly, about his interrupted story.

Défago, watching the fire, didn't say anything in reply. He was still upset, maybe, about his story being interrupted.

"No one's been up that way this year, an' I'll lay my bottom dollar on that!" Hank added with emphasis, as though he had a reason for knowing. He looked over at his partner sharply. "Better take the little silk tent and stay away a couple o' nights," he concluded, as though the matter were definitely settled. For Hank was recognized as general organizer of the hunt, and in charge of the party.

"No one has gone that way this year, and I’d bet my bottom dollar on that!” Hank added emphatically, as if he had a reason to be sure. He looked at his partner sharply. “You should take the small silk tent and stay away for a couple of nights,” he concluded, as if the decision was final. Hank was known as the overall organizer of the hunt and was in charge of the group.

It was obvious to anyone that Défago did not jump at the plan, but his silence seemed to convey something more than ordinary disapproval, and across his sensitive dark face there passed a curious expression like a flash of firelight—not so quickly, however, that the three men had not time to catch it.

It was clear to everyone that Défago wasn't enthusiastic about the plan, but his silence suggested something deeper than just typical disapproval, and a strange look crossed his sensitive dark face, like a brief flicker of firelight—though not so quickly that the three men didn't have time to notice it.

"He funked for some reason, I thought," Simpson said afterwards in the tent he shared with his uncle. Dr. Cathcart made no immediate reply, although the look had interested him enough at the time for him to make a mental note of it. The expression had caused him a passing uneasiness he could not quite account for at the moment.

"He hesitated for some reason, I thought," Simpson said later in the tent he shared with his uncle. Dr. Cathcart didn't respond right away, but the look had intrigued him enough at that moment for him to remember it. The expression had given him a fleeting sense of unease he couldn't fully explain at the time.

But Hank, of course, had been the first to notice it, and the odd thing was that instead of becoming explosive or angry over the other's reluctance, he at once began to humor him a bit.

But Hank, of course, was the first to notice it, and the strange thing was that instead of getting upset or angry about the other person's reluctance, he immediately started to play along a little.

"But there ain't no speshul reason why no one's been up there this year," he said with a perceptible hush in his tone; "not the reason you mean, anyway! Las' year it was the fires that kep' folks out, and this year I guess—I guess it jest happened so, that's all!" His manner was clearly meant to be encouraging.

"But there's no special reason why nobody's been up there this year," he said with a noticeable hush in his tone; "not the reason you're thinking of, anyway! Last year it was the fires that kept people away, and this year I guess—I guess it just turned out that way, that's all!" His tone was clearly intended to be supportive.

Joseph Défago raised his eyes a moment, then dropped them again. A breath of wind stole out of the forest and stirred the embers into a passing blaze. Dr. Cathcart again noticed the expression in the guide's face, and again he did not like it. But this time the nature of the look betrayed itself. In those eyes, for an instant, he caught the gleam of a man scared in his very soul. It disquieted him more than he cared to admit.

Joseph Défago looked up for a moment, then looked down again. A gust of wind swept out of the forest and flared the embers into a brief flame. Dr. Cathcart noticed the expression on the guide's face again, and once more, he didn't like it. But this time, the nature of the look became clear. For an instant, in those eyes, he saw the glimmer of a man who was terrified deep down. It bothered him more than he wanted to admit.

"Bad Indians up that way?" he asked, with a laugh to ease matters a little, while Simpson, too sleepy to notice this subtle by-play, moved off to bed with a prodigious yawn; "or—or anything wrong with the country?" he added, when his nephew was out of hearing.

"Are there bad Indians up that way?" he asked, laughing to lighten the mood a bit, while Simpson, too sleepy to catch this subtle exchange, wandered off to bed with a huge yawn; "or— is there anything wrong with the country?" he added, once his nephew was out of earshot.

Hank met his eye with something less than his usual frankness.

Hank looked at him with a bit less honesty than usual.

"He's jest skeered," he replied good-humouredly. "Skeered stiff about some ole feery tale! That's all, ain't it, ole pard?" And he gave Défago a friendly kick on the moccasined foot that lay nearest the fire.

"He's just scared," he said with a laugh. "Scared stiff about some old fairy tale! That's all there is to it, right, old buddy?" And he gave Défago a friendly nudge on the moccasined foot that was nearest the fire.

Défago looked up quickly, as from an interrupted reverie, a reverie, however, that had not prevented his seeing all that went on about him.

Défago looked up suddenly, as if pulled from a daydream, a daydream that hadn't stopped him from noticing everything happening around him.

"Skeered—nuthin'!" he answered, with a flush of defiance. "There's nuthin' in the Bush that can skeer Joseph Défago, and don't you forget it!" And the natural energy with which he spoke made it impossible to know whether he told the whole truth or only a part of it.

"SCARED—nothing!" he replied, his face flushed with defiance. "There’s nothing in the bush that can scare Joseph Défago, and don’t you forget it!" The raw energy in his voice made it hard to tell if he was being totally honest or just partially so.

Hank turned towards the doctor. He was just going to add something when he stopped abruptly and looked round. A sound close behind them in the darkness made all three start. It was old Punk, who had moved up from his lean-to while they talked and now stood there just beyond the circle of firelight—listening.

Hank turned to the doctor. He was about to say something when he suddenly stopped and looked around. A noise just behind them in the darkness startled all three of them. It was old Punk, who had come up from his lean-to while they were talking and now stood there just outside the circle of firelight—listening.

"'Nother time, Doc!" Hank whispered, with a wink, "when the gallery ain't stepped down into the stalls!" And, springing to his feet, he slapped the Indian on the back and cried noisily, "Come up t' the fire an' warm yer dirty red skin a bit." He dragged him towards the blaze and threw more wood on. "That was a mighty good feed you give us an hour or two back," he continued heartily, as though to set the man's thoughts on another scent, "and it ain't Christian to let you stand out there freezin' yer ole soul to hell while we're gettin' all good an' toasted!" Punk moved in and warmed his feet, smiling darkly at the other's volubility which he only half understood, but saying nothing. And presently Dr. Cathcart, seeing that further conversation was impossible, followed his nephew's example and moved off to the tent, leaving the three men smoking over the now blazing fire.

"'Another time, Doc!" Hank whispered, winking, "when the crowd hasn't stepped down into the stalls!" Jumping to his feet, he slapped the Indian on the back and shouted, "Come up to the fire and warm your dirty skin a bit." He pulled him toward the flames and threw on more wood. "That was a great meal you gave us a couple of hours ago," he continued cheerfully, trying to shift the man's thoughts, "and it isn't right to let you stand out there freezing your old soul while we're getting all nice and toasty!" Punk moved in and warmed his feet, smiling darkly at Hank's chatter, which he only half understood, but said nothing. Eventually, Dr. Cathcart, realizing that further conversation was pointless, followed his nephew's lead and headed to the tent, leaving the three men smoking by the now roaring fire.

It is not easy to undress in a small tent without waking one's companion, and Cathcart, hardened and warm-blooded as he was in spite of his fifty odd years, did what Hank would have described as "considerable of his twilight" in the open. He noticed, during the process, that Punk had meanwhile gone back to his lean-to, and that Hank and Défago were at it hammer and tongs, or, rather, hammer and anvil, the little French Canadian being the anvil. It was all very like the conventional stage picture of Western melodrama: the fire lighting up their faces with patches of alternate red and black; Défago, in slouch hat and moccasins in the part of the "badlands" villain; Hank, open-faced and hatless, with that reckless fling of his shoulders, the honest and deceived hero; and old Punk, eavesdropping in the background, supplying the atmosphere of mystery. The doctor smiled as he noticed the details; but at the same time something deep within him—he hardly knew what—shrank a little, as though an almost imperceptible breath of warning had touched the surface of his soul and was gone again before he could seize it. Probably it was traceable to that "scared expression" he had seen in the eyes of Défago; "probably"—for this hint of fugitive emotion otherwise escaped his usually so keen analysis. Défago, he was vaguely aware, might cause trouble somehow ...He was not as steady a guide as Hank, for instance ... Further than that he could not get ...

It’s not easy to change clothes in a small tent without waking up your buddy, and Cathcart, tough and warm-blooded as he was despite his fifty-something years, spent what Hank would call “a good amount of time” outside. He noticed, while doing this, that Punk had gone back to his lean-to, and that Hank and Défago were going at it hammer and tongs, or rather, hammer and anvil, with the little French Canadian as the anvil. It all looked just like a typical scene from a Western drama: the fire casting flickering patches of red and black on their faces; Défago, in his slouch hat and moccasins, playing the role of the "badlands" villain; Hank, open-faced and hatless, with that reckless swagger in his shoulders, the honest but deceived hero; and old Punk, eavesdropping in the background, creating an atmosphere of mystery. The doctor smiled as he took in the details; but at the same time, something deep inside him—he wasn’t quite sure what—felt a twinge of unease, as if a faint breath of warning had grazed the surface of his soul and vanished before he could grasp it. It was probably linked to the “scared look” he had noticed in Défago’s eyes; “probably”—since this fleeting hint of emotion otherwise slipped past his usually sharp analysis. He was vaguely aware that Défago might stir up trouble somehow... He wasn’t as reliable a guide as Hank, for example... Beyond that, he couldn’t pinpoint anything else...

He watched the men a moment longer before diving into the stuffy tent where Simpson already slept soundly. Hank, he saw, was swearing like a mad African in a New York nigger saloon; but it was the swearing of "affection." The ridiculous oaths flew freely now that the cause of their obstruction was asleep. Presently he put his arm almost tenderly upon his comrade's shoulder, and they moved off together into the shadows where their tent stood faintly glimmering. Punk, too, a moment later followed their example and disappeared between his odorous blankets in the opposite direction.

He watched the guys for a moment longer before diving into the cramped tent where Simpson was already sound asleep. Hank, he noticed, was cursing like crazy in a gritty New York bar; but it was the cursing of "affection." The ridiculous swearing flowed freely now that the reason for their delay was asleep. Eventually, he put his arm almost gently on his buddy's shoulder, and they moved off together into the shadows where their tent was faintly shining. Punk, too, a moment later followed suit and vanished between his smelly blankets in the other direction.

Dr. Cathcart then likewise turned in, weariness and sleep still fighting in his mind with an obscure curiosity to know what it was that had scared Défago about the country up Fifty Island Water way,—wondering, too, why Punk's presence had prevented the completion of what Hank had to say. Then sleep overtook him. He would know tomorrow. Hank would tell him the story while they trudged after the elusive moose.

Dr. Cathcart then also turned in, feeling tired and battling sleep while an obscure curiosity nagged at him about what had scared Défago in the area near Fifty Island Water. He also wondered why Punk's presence had interrupted Hank from finishing his thoughts. Soon, sleep took over. He would find out tomorrow. Hank would share the story with him while they hiked after the elusive moose.

Deep silence fell about the little camp, planted there so audaciously in the jaws of the wilderness. The lake gleamed like a sheet of black glass beneath the stars. The cold air pricked. In the draughts of night that poured their silent tide from the depths of the forest, with messages from distant ridges and from lakes just beginning to freeze, there lay already the faint, bleak odors of coming winter. White men, with their dull scent, might never have divined them; the fragrance of the wood fire would have concealed from them these almost electrical hints of moss and bark and hardening swamp a hundred miles away. Even Hank and Défago, subtly in league with the soul of the woods as they were, would probably have spread their delicate nostrils in vain....

Deep silence surrounded the little camp, set up so boldly in the heart of the wilderness. The lake sparkled like a sheet of black glass under the stars. The cold air stung. In the night breezes that flowed silently from the depths of the forest, carrying messages from distant ridges and from lakes just starting to freeze, there was already the faint, bleak smell of winter approaching. White people, with their unrefined sense of smell, might have never noticed these; the scent of the campfire would have masked these almost electric hints of moss, bark, and the hardening swamp a hundred miles away. Even Hank and Défago, closely in tune with the spirit of the woods as they were, would likely have found their sensitive nostrils useless....

But an hour later, when all slept like the dead, old Punk crept from his blankets and went down to the shore of the lake like a shadow—silently, as only Indian blood can move. He raised his head and looked about him. The thick darkness rendered sight of small avail, but, like the animals, he possessed other senses that darkness could not mute. He listened—then sniffed the air. Motionless as a hemlock stem he stood there. After five minutes again he lifted his head and sniffed, and yet once again. A tingling of the wonderful nerves that betrayed itself by no outer sign, ran through him as he tasted the keen air. Then, merging his figure into the surrounding blackness in a way that only wild men and animals understand, he turned, still moving like a shadow, and went stealthily back to his lean-to and his bed.

But an hour later, when everyone was sleeping soundly, old Punk quietly crawled out of his blankets and made his way down to the shore of the lake like a shadow—silently, as only someone with Native American heritage can move. He lifted his head and looked around. The thick darkness made it hard to see, but, like animals, he had other senses that darkness couldn’t mute. He listened—then sniffed the air. He stood there as still as a tree. After five minutes, he raised his head again and sniffed, and once more. A thrilling sensation ran through him as he took in the sharp air. Then, blending into the surrounding darkness in a way that only wild people and animals know how to do, he turned, still moving like a shadow, and quietly headed back to his lean-to and his bed.

And soon after he slept, the change of wind he had divined stirred gently the reflection of the stars within the lake. Rising among the far ridges of the country beyond Fifty Island Water, it came from the direction in which he had stared, and it passed over the sleeping camp with a faint and sighing murmur through the tops of the big trees that was almost too delicate to be audible. With it, down the desert paths of night, though too faint, too high even for the Indian's hair-like nerves, there passed a curious, thin odor, strangely disquieting, an odor of something that seemed unfamiliar—utterly unknown.

And soon after he fell asleep, the change in the wind he had sensed gently stirred the reflection of the stars on the lake. Rising among the distant ridges beyond Fifty Island Water, it came from the direction he had been staring at and passed over the sleeping camp with a soft, sighing sound through the tops of the tall trees that was almost too faint to hear. Along with it, down the dark paths of night, there wafted a peculiar, subtle smell that was unsettling, an odor of something that felt unfamiliar—completely unknown.

The French Canadian and the man of Indian blood each stirred uneasily in his sleep just about this time, though neither of them woke. Then the ghost of that unforgettably strange odor passed away and was lost among the leagues of tenantless forest beyond.

The French Canadian and the man of Indian descent shifted restlessly in their sleep around this time, but neither of them woke up. Then the phantom of that unforgettable, strange smell faded away and disappeared into the vast, empty forest beyond.


II


In the morning the camp was astir before the sun. There had been a light fall of snow during the night and the air was sharp. Punk had done his duty betimes, for the odors of coffee and fried bacon reached every tent. All were in good spirits.

In the morning, the camp was awake before the sun. A light layer of snow had fallen overnight, and the air was crisp. Punk had done his job early, as the smells of coffee and fried bacon wafted into every tent. Everyone was in good spirits.

"Wind's shifted!" cried Hank vigorously, watching Simpson and his guide already loading the small canoe. "It's across the lake—dead right for you fellers. And the snow'll make bully trails! If there's any moose mussing around up thar, they'll not get so much as a tail-end scent of you with the wind as it is. Good luck, Monsieur Défago!" he added, facetiously giving the name its French pronunciation for once, "bonne chance!"

"Wind's changed!" shouted Hank energetically, watching Simpson and his guide already packing the small canoe. "It’s blowing across the lake—perfect for you guys. And the snow will create excellent trails! If there are any moose hanging around up there, they won’t catch even a whiff of you with the wind like this. Good luck, Monsieur Défago!" he added, playfully pronouncing the name in its French way for once, "bonne chance!"

Défago returned the good wishes, apparently in the best of spirits, the silent mood gone. Before eight o'clock old Punk had the camp to himself, Cathcart and Hank were far along the trail that led westwards, while the canoe that carried Défago and Simpson, with silk tent and grub for two days, was already a dark speck bobbing on the bosom of the lake, going due east.

Défago returned the good wishes, seemingly in great spirits, the silence gone. By eight o'clock, old Punk had the camp to himself, as Cathcart and Hank were already far along the trail heading west, while the canoe carrying Défago and Simpson, with a silk tent and food for two days, was already a dark dot bobbing on the surface of the lake, heading due east.

The wintry sharpness of the air was tempered now by a sun that topped the wooded ridges and blazed with a luxurious warmth upon the world of lake and forest below; loons flew skimming through the sparkling spray that the wind lifted; divers shook their dripping heads to the sun and popped smartly out of sight again; and as far as eye could reach rose the leagues of endless, crowding Bush, desolate in its lonely sweep and grandeur, untrodden by foot of man, and stretching its mighty and unbroken carpet right up to the frozen shores of Hudson Bay.

The crispness of the winter air was now softened by a sun that rose above the wooded hills, shining warmly on the lake and forest below. Loons flew low through the sparkling spray kicked up by the wind; divers shook their wet heads in the sunlight and quickly disappeared again. As far as the eye could see, endless stretches of dense bush rose up, desolate in its vastness and beauty, untouched by human feet, and spreading its massive, unbroken expanse all the way to the frozen shores of Hudson Bay.

Simpson, who saw it all for the first time as he paddled hard in the bows of the dancing canoe, was enchanted by its austere beauty. His heart drank in the sense of freedom and great spaces just as his lungs drank in the cool and perfumed wind. Behind him in the stern seat, singing fragments of his native chanties, Défago steered the craft of birch bark like a thing of life, answering cheerfully all his companion's questions. Both were gay and light-hearted. On such occasions men lose the superficial, worldly distinctions; they become human beings working together for a common end. Simpson, the employer, and Défago the employed, among these primitive forces, were simply—two men, the "guider" and the "guided." Superior knowledge, of course, assumed control, and the younger man fell without a second thought into the quasi-subordinate position. He never dreamed of objecting when Défago dropped the "Mr.," and addressed him as "Say, Simpson," or "Simpson, boss," which was invariably the case before they reached the farther shore after a stiff paddle of twelve miles against a head wind. He only laughed, and liked it; then ceased to notice it at all.

Simpson, who was experiencing it all for the first time as he paddled hard in the front of the lively canoe, was captivated by its simple beauty. His heart soaked in the feeling of freedom and vast spaces just as his lungs enjoyed the cool, fragrant breeze. Behind him in the back seat, humming bits of his native songs, Défago steered the birch bark canoe like it was alive, cheerfully answering all his companion's questions. Both were cheerful and carefree. In moments like these, people let go of their superficial, worldly differences; they become humans working together toward a common goal. Simpson, the boss, and Défago, the worker, amidst these primal forces, were just two men—the "leader" and the "follower." Of course, the one with more knowledge took charge, and the younger man easily fell into a somewhat subordinate role. He never thought to object when Défago dropped the "Mr." and called him "Say, Simpson," or "Simpson, boss," which was always the case before they reached the far shore after a tough twelve-mile paddle against the wind. He just laughed and liked it; then he stopped noticing it altogether.

For this "divinity student" was a young man of parts and character, though as yet, of course, untraveled; and on this trip—the first time he had seen any country but his own and little Switzerland—the huge scale of things somewhat bewildered him. It was one thing, he realized, to hear about primeval forests, but quite another to see them. While to dwell in them and seek acquaintance with their wild life was, again, an initiation that no intelligent man could undergo without a certain shifting of personal values hitherto held for permanent and sacred.

For this "divinity student" was a young man with talent and personality, though still, of course, inexperienced in travel; and on this trip—the first time he had experienced any country beyond his own and little Switzerland—the vastness of things somewhat confused him. He understood that hearing about ancient forests was one thing, but actually seeing them was another. Living among them and getting to know their wildlife was, once again, an experience that no intelligent person could go through without a significant change in previously held beliefs that were thought to be permanent and sacred.

Simpson knew the first faint indication of this emotion when he held the new .303 rifle in his hands and looked along its pair of faultless, gleaming barrels. The three days' journey to their headquarters, by lake and portage, had carried the process a stage farther. And now that he was about to plunge beyond even the fringe of wilderness where they were camped into the virgin heart of uninhabited regions as vast as Europe itself, the true nature of the situation stole upon him with an effect of delight and awe that his imagination was fully capable of appreciating. It was himself and Défago against a multitude—at least, against a Titan!

Simpson felt the first hint of this emotion when he held the new .303 rifle in his hands and looked down its flawless, shiny barrels. The three-day journey to their base, through the lake and overland trails, had taken things a step further. Now, as he was about to dive deeper into the wilderness where they were camping, moving into the untouched core of vast, uninhabited areas as large as Europe itself, the reality of the situation hit him with a mix of excitement and wonder that his imagination fully embraced. It was him and Défago against countless others—at least, against a giant!

The bleak splendors of these remote and lonely forests rather overwhelmed him with the sense of his own littleness. That stern quality of the tangled backwoods which can only be described as merciless and terrible, rose out of these far blue woods swimming upon the horizon, and revealed itself. He understood the silent warning. He realized his own utter helplessness. Only Défago, as a symbol of a distant civilization where man was master, stood between him and a pitiless death by exhaustion and starvation.

The stark beauty of these remote and lonely forests overwhelmed him with a feeling of his own insignificance. The harshness of the tangled woods, which could only be described as merciless and terrifying, emerged from the distant blue forests stretching across the horizon. He grasped the unspoken warning. He recognized his complete helplessness. Only Défago, representing a distant civilization where humans had control, stood between him and a cruel death from exhaustion and starvation.

It was thrilling to him, therefore, to watch Défago turn over the canoe upon the shore, pack the paddles carefully underneath, and then proceed to "blaze" the spruce stems for some distance on either side of an almost invisible trail, with the careless remark thrown in, "Say, Simpson, if anything happens to me, you'll find the canoe all correc' by these marks;—then strike doo west into the sun to hit the home camp agin, see?"

It was exciting for him to see Défago flip the canoe onto the shore, neatly pack the paddles underneath, and then start marking the spruce trees for quite a distance on either side of a nearly invisible trail, casually adding, "Hey, Simpson, if anything happens to me, you’ll find the canoe all set by these marks;—then head straight west into the sun to reach the home camp again, got it?"

It was the most natural thing in the world to say, and he said it without any noticeable inflexion of the voice, only it happened to express the youth's emotions at the moment with an utterance that was symbolic of the situation and of his own helplessness as a factor in it. He was alone with Défago in a primitive world: that was all. The canoe, another symbol of man's ascendancy, was now to be left behind. Those small yellow patches, made on the trees by the axe, were the only indications of its hiding place.

It was the most natural thing to say, and he said it without any change in his tone, but it really captured the youth's feelings at that moment, expressing both the situation and his own helplessness in it. He was alone with Défago in a raw, untamed world: that was all. The canoe, another sign of man's dominance, was now going to be left behind. Those small yellow marks on the trees made by the axe were the only clues to its hiding spot.

Meanwhile, shouldering the packs between them, each man carrying his own rifle, they followed the slender trail over rocks and fallen trunks and across half-frozen swamps; skirting numerous lakes that fairly gemmed the forest, their borders fringed with mist; and towards five o'clock found themselves suddenly on the edge of the woods, looking out across a large sheet of water in front of them, dotted with pine-clad islands of all describable shapes and sizes.

Meanwhile, carrying their packs, with each man holding his own rifle, they followed the narrow path over rocks and fallen trees and across half-frozen swamps, navigating around several lakes that sparkled like gems in the forest, their edges shrouded in mist. By five o'clock, they unexpectedly emerged from the woods and found themselves looking out over a large body of water, speckled with pine-covered islands of various shapes and sizes.

"Fifty Island Water," announced Défago wearily, "and the sun jest goin' to dip his bald old head into it!" he added, with unconscious poetry; and immediately they set about pitching camp for the night.

"Fifty Island Water," Défago announced wearily, "and the sun is just about to dip its bald old head into it!" he added, with an unintentional poetic flair; and immediately they began setting up camp for the night.

In a very few minutes, under those skilful hands that never made a movement too much or a movement too little, the silk tent stood taut and cozy, the beds of balsam boughs ready laid, and a brisk cooking fire burned with the minimum of smoke. While the young Scotchman cleaned the fish they had caught trolling behind the canoe, Défago "guessed" he would "jest as soon" take a turn through the Bush for indications of moose. "May come across a trunk where they bin and rubbed horns," he said, as he moved off, "or feedin' on the last of the maple leaves"—and he was gone.

In just a few minutes, under those skilled hands that never made an unnecessary move, the silk tent was set up snug and neat, the beds of balsam branches ready to go, and a lively cooking fire burned with minimal smoke. While the young Scotsman cleaned the fish they had caught while trolling behind the canoe, Défago said he would "just as soon" take a walk through the bush to look for signs of moose. "I might come across a spot where they've been rubbing their horns," he said as he walked away, "or feeding on the last of the maple leaves."—and he was gone.

His small figure melted away like a shadow in the dusk, while Simpson noted with a kind of admiration how easily the forest absorbed him into herself. A few steps, it seemed, and he was no longer visible.

His small frame faded away like a shadow at twilight, while Simpson observed with a sense of admiration how effortlessly the forest encompassed him. Just a few steps, it seemed, and he was gone from sight.

Yet there was little underbrush hereabouts; the trees stood somewhat apart, well spaced; and in the clearings grew silver birch and maple, spearlike and slender, against the immense stems of spruce and hemlock. But for occasional prostrate monsters, and the boulders of grey rock that thrust uncouth shoulders here and there out of the ground, it might well have been a bit of park in the Old Country. Almost, one might have seen in it the hand of man. A little to the right, however, began the great burnt section, miles in extent, proclaiming its real character—brulé, as it is called, where the fires of the previous year had raged for weeks, and the blackened stumps now rose gaunt and ugly, bereft of branches, like gigantic match heads stuck into the ground, savage and desolate beyond words. The perfume of charcoal and rain-soaked ashes still hung faintly about it.

Yet there was little underbrush in the area; the trees stood apart, well spaced out; and in the clearings grew slender silver birch and maple, standing tall against the massive trunks of spruce and hemlock. Aside from a few fallen giants and large grey boulders that jutted out of the ground, it could easily have been part of a park in the Old Country. One might almost think it was touched by human hands. However, a little to the right, the vast burnt area began, stretching for miles and revealing its true nature—brulé, as it’s called, where last year’s fires had raged for weeks, leaving behind the blackened stumps that now stood stark and ugly, stripped of branches, like giant match heads stuck in the ground, wild and desolate beyond description. The scent of charcoal and rain-soaked ashes still lingered faintly in the air.

The dusk rapidly deepened; the glades grew dark; the crackling of the fire and the wash of little waves along the rocky lake shore were the only sounds audible. The wind had dropped with the sun, and in all that vast world of branches nothing stirred. Any moment, it seemed, the woodland gods, who are to be worshipped in silence and loneliness, might stretch their mighty and terrific outlines among the trees. In front, through doorways pillared by huge straight stems, lay the stretch of Fifty Island Water, a crescent-shaped lake some fifteen miles from tip to tip, and perhaps five miles across where they were camped. A sky of rose and saffron, more clear than any atmosphere Simpson had ever known, still dropped its pale streaming fires across the waves, where the islands—a hundred, surely, rather than fifty—floated like the fairy barques of some enchanted fleet. Fringed with pines, whose crests fingered most delicately the sky, they almost seemed to move upwards as the light faded—about to weigh anchor and navigate the pathways of the heavens instead of the currents of their native and desolate lake.

The dusk quickly deepened; the glades grew dark; the crackling of the fire and the gentle lapping of small waves against the rocky lake shore were the only sounds you could hear. The wind had died down with the sun, and in that vast world of branches, nothing moved. At any moment, it felt like the woodland gods, who are meant to be honored in silence and solitude, might stretch their powerful and awe-inspiring forms among the trees. In front, through openings framed by huge straight trunks, lay the expanse of Fifty Island Water, a crescent-shaped lake about fifteen miles long and around five miles wide where they were camped. A sky of rose and saffron, clearer than any atmosphere Simpson had ever experienced, still cast its pale, streaming light across the waves, where the islands—surely a hundred rather than fifty—floated like the magical boats of some enchanted fleet. Fringed with pines, whose tops delicately touched the sky, they almost appeared to rise up as the light faded—ready to set sail and navigate the paths of the heavens instead of the currents of their native and lonely lake.

And strips of colored cloud, like flaunting pennons, signaled their departure to the stars....

And colorful strips of cloud, like waving flags, signaled their departure to the stars....

The beauty of the scene was strangely uplifting. Simpson smoked the fish and burnt his fingers into the bargain in his efforts to enjoy it and at the same time tend the frying pan and the fire. Yet, ever at the back of his thoughts, lay that other aspect of the wilderness: the indifference to human life, the merciless spirit of desolation which took no note of man. The sense of his utter loneliness, now that even Défago had gone, came close as he looked about him and listened for the sound of his companion's returning footsteps.

The beauty of the scene was oddly uplifting. Simpson smoked the fish and burned his fingers in the process while trying to enjoy it and manage the frying pan and the fire. Yet, in the back of his mind, he couldn't shake off another side of the wilderness: its indifference to human life, the ruthless spirit of desolation that paid no attention to man. The feeling of his complete loneliness, especially now that Défago had left, intensified as he looked around and listened for the sound of his companion's returning footsteps.

There was pleasure in the sensation, yet with it a perfectly comprehensible alarm. And instinctively the thought stirred in him: "What should I—could I, do—if anything happened and he did not come back—?"

There was pleasure in the feeling, but alongside it a completely understandable fear. And instinctively, he thought: "What should I—could I, do—if something happened and he didn’t come back—?"

They enjoyed their well-earned supper, eating untold quantities of fish, and drinking unmilked tea strong enough to kill men who had not covered thirty miles of hard "going," eating little on the way. And when it was over, they smoked and told stories round the blazing fire, laughing, stretching weary limbs, and discussing plans for the morrow. Défago was in excellent spirits, though disappointed at having no signs of moose to report. But it was dark and he had not gone far. The brulé, too, was bad. His clothes and hands were smeared with charcoal. Simpson, watching him, realized with renewed vividness their position—alone together in the wilderness.

They enjoyed their well-earned dinner, devouring countless amounts of fish, and drinking incredibly strong tea that could knock out anyone who hadn’t walked thirty miles of tough terrain and eaten very little along the way. After they finished eating, they smoked and shared stories around the roaring fire, laughing, stretching their tired limbs, and discussing plans for the next day. Défago was in great spirits, although he was disappointed he hadn’t seen any signs of moose. But it was dark, and he hadn’t ventured far. The brulé was also in bad shape. His clothes and hands were smeared with charcoal. Simpson, observing him, felt a renewed awareness of their situation—alone together in the wilderness.

"Défago," he said presently, "these woods, you know, are a bit too big to feel quite at home in—to feel comfortable in, I mean!... Eh?" He merely gave expression to the mood of the moment; he was hardly prepared for the earnestness, the solemnity even, with which the guide took him up.

"Défago," he said after a moment, "these woods, you know, are a little too vast to really feel at home in—to feel comfortable, I mean!... Right?" He was just voicing the mood of the moment; he wasn't expecting the seriousness, even the solemnity, with which the guide responded to him.

"You've hit it right, Simpson, boss," he replied, fixing his searching brown eyes on his face, "and that's the truth, sure. There's no end to 'em—no end at all." Then he added in a lowered tone as if to himself, "There's lots found out that, and gone plumb to pieces!"

"You've got it right, Simpson, boss," he said, locking his searching brown eyes on his face, "and that's the truth, definitely. There's no end to them—no end at all." Then he added in a quieter tone, almost to himself, "A lot has been discovered about that, and it’s really fallen apart!"

But the man's gravity of manner was not quite to the other's liking; it was a little too suggestive for this scenery and setting; he was sorry he had broached the subject. He remembered suddenly how his uncle had told him that men were sometimes stricken with a strange fever of the wilderness, when the seduction of the uninhabited wastes caught them so fiercely that they went forth, half fascinated, half deluded, to their death. And he had a shrewd idea that his companion held something in sympathy with that queer type. He led the conversation on to other topics, on to Hank and the doctor, for instance, and the natural rivalry as to who should get the first sight of moose.

But the man's serious demeanor didn't quite sit well with the other; it felt a bit too intense for the scene and atmosphere. He regretted bringing it up. He suddenly remembered his uncle telling him that sometimes men fell under a strange wilderness fever, where the allure of the desolate lands pulled them in so strongly that they ventured out, half enchanted, half deceived, to their doom. He had a good sense that his companion shared something in common with that unusual type. He steered the conversation toward other subjects, like Hank and the doctor, and the natural competition about who would spot a moose first.

"If they went doo west," observed Défago carelessly, "there's sixty miles between us now—with ole Punk at halfway house eatin' himself full to bustin' with fish and coffee." They laughed together over the picture. But the casual mention of those sixty miles again made Simpson realize the prodigious scale of this land where they hunted; sixty miles was a mere step; two hundred little more than a step. Stories of lost hunters rose persistently before his memory. The passion and mystery of homeless and wandering men, seduced by the beauty of great forests, swept his soul in a way too vivid to be quite pleasant. He wondered vaguely whether it was the mood of his companion that invited the unwelcome suggestion with such persistence.

"If they headed due west," Défago remarked casually, "there's sixty miles between us now—with old Punk at the halfway house stuffing himself with fish and coffee." They shared a laugh over that image. But the offhand mention of those sixty miles made Simpson acutely aware of the immense scale of the land where they were hunting; sixty miles was just a small distance; two hundred was hardly more than that. Memories of lost hunters kept surfacing in his mind. The passion and mystery of homeless and wandering men, drawn in by the beauty of vast forests, consumed him in a way that was unsettling. He found himself wondering whether it was his companion's mood that kept bringing up those unsettling thoughts.

"Sing us a song, Défago, if you're not too tired," he asked; "one of those old voyageur songs you sang the other night." He handed his tobacco pouch to the guide and then filled his own pipe, while the Canadian, nothing loth, sent his light voice across the lake in one of those plaintive, almost melancholy chanties with which lumbermen and trappers lessen the burden of their labor. There was an appealing and romantic flavor about it, something that recalled the atmosphere of the old pioneer days when Indians and wilderness were leagued together, battles frequent, and the Old Country farther off than it is today. The sound traveled pleasantly over the water, but the forest at their backs seemed to swallow it down with a single gulp that permitted neither echo nor resonance.

"Sing us a song, Défago, if you’re not too tired," he said; "one of those old voyageur songs you sang the other night." He handed his tobacco pouch to the guide and then filled his own pipe, while the Canadian, more than happy to oblige, sent his light voice across the lake in one of those sad, almost melancholic songs that lumbermen and trappers use to ease their hard work. There was a charming and romantic feel to it, something that reminded them of the old pioneer days when Indians and wilderness were intertwined, battles were common, and the Old Country felt much farther away. The sound carried nicely over the water, but the forest behind them seemed to swallow it up in one gulp, leaving no echo or resonance.

It was in the middle of the third verse that Simpson noticed something unusual—something that brought his thoughts back with a rush from faraway scenes. A curious change had come into the man's voice. Even before he knew what it was, uneasiness caught him, and looking up quickly, he saw that Défago, though still singing, was peering about him into the Bush, as though he heard or saw something. His voice grew fainter—dropped to a hush—then ceased altogether. The same instant, with a movement amazingly alert, he started to his feet and stood upright—sniffing the air. Like a dog scenting game, he drew the air into his nostrils in short, sharp breaths, turning quickly as he did so in all directions, and finally "pointing" down the lake shore, eastwards. It was a performance unpleasantly suggestive and at the same time singularly dramatic. Simpson's heart fluttered disagreeably as he watched it.

It was in the middle of the third verse that Simpson noticed something unusual—something that pulled his thoughts back from distant scenes. A strange change had come over the man's voice. Even before he understood why, a sense of unease gripped him, and looking up quickly, he saw that Défago, still singing, was scanning the Bush as if he had heard or seen something. His voice faded—quieted to a whisper—then stopped altogether. In that same moment, with surprising quickness, he sprang to his feet and stood tall—sniffing the air. Like a dog scenting its prey, he inhaled sharply in short bursts, turning quickly in every direction, ultimately "pointing" down the lake shore, eastward. It was an unsettlingly suggestive act and at the same time remarkably dramatic. Simpson's heart raced uneasily as he observed it.

"Lord, man! How you made me jump!" he exclaimed, on his feet beside him the same instant, and peering over his shoulder into the sea of darkness. "What's up? Are you frightened—?"

"Wow, man! You really scared me!" he said, getting up next to him immediately and looking over his shoulder into the pitch black. "What's going on? Are you scared—?"

Even before the question was out of his mouth he knew it was foolish, for any man with a pair of eyes in his head could see that the Canadian had turned white down to his very gills. Not even sunburn and the glare of the fire could hide that.

Even before he finished asking, he knew it was a stupid question, because any guy with eyes could see that the Canadian had gone pale, right down to his gills. Not even sunburn and the brightness of the fire could cover that up.

The student felt himself trembling a little, weakish in the knees. "What's up?" he repeated quickly. "D'you smell moose? Or anything queer, anything—wrong?" He lowered his voice instinctively.

The student felt himself shaking a bit, his knees feeling weak. "What's going on?" he asked quickly. "Do you smell moose? Or something strange, anything—wrong?" He instinctively lowered his voice.

The forest pressed round them with its encircling wall; the nearer tree stems gleamed like bronze in the firelight; beyond that—blackness, and, so far as he could tell, a silence of death. Just behind them a passing puff of wind lifted a single leaf, looked at it, then laid it softly down again without disturbing the rest of the covey. It seemed as if a million invisible causes had combined just to produce that single visible effect. Other life pulsed about them—and was gone.

The forest surrounded them like a protective barrier; the tree trunks nearby shone like bronze in the firelight; beyond that, there was total darkness and what felt like a deadly silence. Just behind them, a passing gust of wind lifted a single leaf, examined it briefly, then gently set it back down without disturbing the rest of the group. It felt like a million unseen forces had worked together just to create that one visible result. Other life flickered around them—and then vanished.

Défago turned abruptly; the livid hue of his face had turned to a dirty grey.

Défago turned suddenly; the pale color of his face had changed to a grimy gray.

"I never said I heered—or smelt—nuthin'," he said slowly and emphatically, in an oddly altered voice that conveyed somehow a touch of defiance. "I was only—takin' a look round—so to speak. It's always a mistake to be too previous with yer questions." Then he added suddenly with obvious effort, in his more natural voice, "Have you got the matches, Boss Simpson?" and proceeded to light the pipe he had half filled just before he began to sing.

"I never said I heard—or smelled—anything," he said slowly and firmly, in a strangely changed voice that somehow showed a hint of defiance. "I was just—taking a look around—if you know what I mean. It's always a mistake to be too eager with your questions." Then he suddenly added with clear effort, in his more natural voice, "Do you have the matches, Boss Simpson?" and went on to light the pipe he had partially filled right before he started singing.

Without speaking another word they sat down again by the fire. Défago changing his side so that he could face the direction the wind came from. For even a tenderfoot could tell that. Défago changed his position in order to hear and smell—all there was to be heard and smelt. And, since he now faced the lake with his back to the trees it was evidently nothing in the forest that had sent so strange and sudden a warning to his marvelously trained nerves.

Without saying another word, they sat back down by the fire. Défago shifted his position so he could face the wind. Even a newcomer could tell that. Défago adjusted his spot to listen and take in all the scents. Since he was now facing the lake with his back to the trees, it was clear that nothing in the forest had caused the strange and sudden warning that startled his highly tuned senses.

"Guess now I don't feel like singing any," he explained presently of his own accord. "That song kinder brings back memories that's troublesome to me; I never oughter've begun it. It sets me on t' imagining things, see?"

"Well, I guess I don't feel like singing anymore," he said after a moment. "That song kind of brings back memories that are hard for me; I shouldn't have started it. It makes me think about things, you know?"

Clearly the man was still fighting with some profoundly moving emotion. He wished to excuse himself in the eyes of the other. But the explanation, in that it was only a part of the truth, was a lie, and he knew perfectly well that Simpson was not deceived by it. For nothing could explain away the livid terror that had dropped over his face while he stood there sniffing the air. And nothing—no amount of blazing fire, or chatting on ordinary subjects—could make that camp exactly as it had been before. The shadow of an unknown horror, naked if unguessed, that had flashed for an instant in the face and gestures of the guide, had also communicated itself, vaguely and therefore more potently, to his companion. The guide's visible efforts to dissemble the truth only made things worse. Moreover, to add to the younger man's uneasiness, was the difficulty, nay, the impossibility he felt of asking questions, and also his complete ignorance as to the cause ...Indians, wild animals, forest fires—all these, he knew, were wholly out of the question. His imagination searched vigorously, but in vain....

Clearly, the man was still grappling with some deep, moving emotion. He wanted to justify himself in the eyes of the other person. But the explanation, since it was only part of the truth, felt like a lie, and he knew that Simpson wasn’t fooled by it. Nothing could erase the sheer terror that had washed over his face while he stood there sniffing the air. And no amount of bright fire or casual conversation could bring that camp back to how it had been before. The shadow of an unknown horror, raw yet unspoken, that had flashed for a moment in the guide's face and gestures had also, in a vague but more powerful way, affected his companion. The guide's obvious attempts to hide the truth only made things worse. Moreover, adding to the younger man's anxiety was the difficulty—actually, the impossibility—he felt in asking questions, along with his complete ignorance about the cause... Indians, wild animals, forest fires—all of these were completely out of the question. His imagination searched vigorously, but in vain...


Yet, somehow or other, after another long spell of smoking, talking and roasting themselves before the great fire, the shadow that had so suddenly invaded their peaceful camp began to shift. Perhaps Défago's efforts, or the return of his quiet and normal attitude accomplished this; perhaps Simpson himself had exaggerated the affair out of all proportion to the truth; or possibly the vigorous air of the wilderness brought its own powers of healing. Whatever the cause, the feeling of immediate horror seemed to have passed away as mysteriously as it had come, for nothing occurred to feed it. Simpson began to feel that he had permitted himself the unreasoning terror of a child. He put it down partly to a certain subconscious excitement that this wild and immense scenery generated in his blood, partly to the spell of solitude, and partly to overfatigue. That pallor in the guide's face was, of course, uncommonly hard to explain, yet it might have been due in some way to an effect of firelight, or his own imagination ...He gave it the benefit of the doubt; he was Scotch.

Yet, somehow, after another long stretch of smoking, chatting, and warming themselves by the big fire, the shadow that had suddenly darkened their peaceful camp started to fade. Maybe it was Défago's efforts, or his return to a calm and normal demeanor that did this; perhaps Simpson had blown things out of proportion; or maybe the fresh air of the wilderness had its own healing effects. Whatever the reason, the immediate sense of dread seemed to vanish as mysteriously as it had arrived, since nothing happened to spark it again. Simpson began to realize that he had allowed himself to feel an irrational fear like a child. He attributed it partly to a certain subconscious thrill that this wild and vast landscape stirred in him, partly to the charm of solitude, and partly to exhaustion. That paleness in the guide's face was, of course, really hard to explain, yet it might have been influenced by the firelight or just his own imagination... He decided to give it the benefit of the doubt; after all, he was Scottish.

When a somewhat unordinary emotion has disappeared, the mind always finds a dozen ways of explaining away its causes ...Simpson lit a last pipe and tried to laugh to himself. On getting home to Scotland it would make quite a good story. He did not realize that this laughter was a sign that terror still lurked in the recesses of his soul—that, in fact, it was merely one of the conventional signs by which a man, seriously alarmed, tries to persuade himself that he is not so.

When an unusual feeling goes away, the mind always finds a bunch of ways to rationalize why it happened. Simpson lit up one last pipe and attempted to chuckle to himself. When he got back home to Scotland, it would make a pretty good story. He didn’t realize that this laughter was a sign that fear still hid deep within him—that, in fact, it was just one of those typical signs a person uses to convince themselves that they’re not actually scared.

Défago, however, heard that low laughter and looked up with surprise on his face. The two men stood, side by side, kicking the embers about before going to bed. It was ten o'clock—a late hour for hunters to be still awake.

Défago, however, heard that low laughter and looked up with surprise on his face. The two men stood next to each other, kicking the embers around before heading to bed. It was ten o'clock—a late hour for hunters to still be awake.

"What's ticklin' yer?" he asked in his ordinary tone, yet gravely.

"What's bothering you?" he asked in his usual tone, though seriously.

"I—I was thinking of our little toy woods at home, just at that moment," stammered Simpson, coming back to what really dominated his mind, and startled by the question, "and comparing them to—to all this," and he swept his arm round to indicate the Bush.

"I—I was thinking about our little toy woods at home, just now," stammered Simpson, returning to what was really on his mind, caught off guard by the question, "and comparing them to—to all this," and he waved his arm to gesture toward the Bush.

A pause followed in which neither of them said anything.

A moment of silence passed where neither of them spoke.

"All the same I wouldn't laugh about it, if I was you," Défago added, looking over Simpson's shoulder into the shadows. "There's places in there nobody won't never see into—nobody knows what lives in there either."

"Still, I wouldn't laugh about it if I were you," Défago added, glancing over Simpson's shoulder into the shadows. "There are places in there that no one will ever see—nobody knows what lives in there either."

"Too big—too far off?" The suggestion in the guide's manner was immense and horrible.

"Too big—too far away?" The implication in the guide's tone was overwhelming and terrifying.

Défago nodded. The expression on his face was dark. He, too, felt uneasy. The younger man understood that in a hinterland of this size there might well be depths of wood that would never in the life of the world be known or trodden. The thought was not exactly the sort he welcomed. In a loud voice, cheerfully, he suggested that it was time for bed. But the guide lingered, tinkering with the fire, arranging the stones needlessly, doing a dozen things that did not really need doing. Evidently there was something he wanted to say, yet found it difficult to "get at."

Défago nodded. His face looked serious. He also felt uneasy. The younger man realized that in a remote area this big, there could easily be parts of the forest that would never be discovered or walked on. That thought wasn't exactly comforting. To break the tension, he cheerfully suggested it was time for bed. But the guide stayed put, fiddling with the fire, rearranging the stones for no reason, doing a bunch of things that didn’t really need to be done. It was clear he had something on his mind but was struggling to express it.

"Say, you, Boss Simpson," he began suddenly, as the last shower of sparks went up into the air, "you don't—smell nothing, do you—nothing pertickler, I mean?" The commonplace question, Simpson realized, veiled a dreadfully serious thought in his mind. A shiver ran down his back.

"Hey, Boss Simpson," he suddenly said as the last sparks shot up into the air, "you don’t—smell anything, do you—nothing out of the ordinary, I mean?" Simpson realized that this seemingly simple question was hiding a really serious concern in his mind. A chill ran down his spine.

"Nothing but burning wood," he replied firmly, kicking again at the embers. The sound of his own foot made him start.

"Just burning wood," he answered firmly, kicking at the embers again. The sound of his own foot startled him.

"And all the evenin' you ain't smelt—nothing?" persisted the guide, peering at him through the gloom; "nothing extrordiny, and different to anything else you ever smelt before?"

"And all evening you haven't smelled—anything?" the guide pressed, looking at him through the darkness. "Nothing extraordinary, nothing unlike anything else you've ever smelled before?"

"No, no, man; nothing at all!" he replied aggressively, half angrily.

"No, no, man; not at all!" he replied angrily, half annoyed.

Défago's face cleared. "That's good!" he exclaimed with evident relief. "That's good to hear."

Défago's face brightened. "That's great!" he said with obvious relief. "That's good to know."

"Have you?" asked Simpson sharply, and the same instant regretted the question.

"Have you?" Simpson asked sharply, immediately regretting the question.

The Canadian came closer in the darkness. He shook his head. "I guess not," he said, though without overwhelming conviction. "It must've been just that song of mine that did it. It's the song they sing in lumber camps and godforsaken places like that, when they're skeered the Wendigo's somewhere around, doin' a bit of swift traveling.—"

The Canadian stepped closer into the darkness. He shook his head. "I guess not," he said, though he didn't sound too sure. "It must've just been that song of mine that did it. It's the song they sing in lumber camps and other desolate places like that when they're scared the Wendigo is nearby, making its way through."

"And what's the Wendigo, pray?" Simpson asked quickly, irritated because again he could not prevent that sudden shiver of the nerves. He knew that he was close upon the man's terror and the cause of it. Yet a rushing passionate curiosity overcame his better judgment, and his fear.

"And what's the Wendigo, then?" Simpson asked quickly, annoyed that he couldn't shake off that sudden chill. He knew he was getting close to the man's fear and what caused it. Yet, a wave of intense curiosity overwhelmed his better judgment and his fear.

Défago turned swiftly and looked at him as though he were suddenly about to shriek. His eyes shone, but his mouth was wide open. Yet all he said, or whispered rather, for his voice sank very low, was: "It's nuthin'—nuthin' but what those lousy fellers believe when they've bin hittin' the bottle too long—a sort of great animal that lives up yonder," he jerked his head northwards, "quick as lightning in its tracks, an' bigger'n anything else in the Bush, an' ain't supposed to be very good to look at—that's all!"

Défago turned quickly and looked at him as if he was about to scream. His eyes were bright, but his mouth was wide open. Still, all he said, or more like whispered because his voice dropped very low, was: "It's nothing—just what those stupid guys think when they've been drinking too much—a kind of huge animal that lives up there," he pointed north, "fast as lightning in its tracks, and bigger than anything else in the bush, and supposedly not very nice to look at—that's all!"

"A backwoods superstition—" began Simpson, moving hastily toward the tent in order to shake off the hand of the guide that clutched his arm. "Come, come, hurry up for God's sake, and get the lantern going! It's time we were in bed and asleep if we're going to be up with the sun tomorrow...."

"A country superstition—" began Simpson, quickly moving toward the tent to shake off the guide's grip on his arm. "Come on, hurry up for heaven's sake, and get the lantern lit! It's time we were in bed and asleep if we're going to get up with the sun tomorrow...."

The guide was close on his heels. "I'm coming," he answered out of the darkness, "I'm coming." And after a slight delay he appeared with the lantern and hung it from a nail in the front pole of the tent. The shadows of a hundred trees shifted their places quickly as he did so, and when he stumbled over the rope, diving swiftly inside, the whole tent trembled as though a gust of wind struck it.

The guide was right behind him. "I'm coming," he called from the darkness, "I'm coming." After a brief pause, he showed up with the lantern and hung it from a nail on the front pole of the tent. The shadows of a hundred trees quickly shifted as he did this, and when he tripped over the rope, rushing inside, the whole tent shook as if a strong wind had hit it.

The two men lay down, without undressing, upon their beds of soft balsam boughs, cunningly arranged. Inside, all was warm and cozy, but outside the world of crowding trees pressed close about them, marshalling their million shadows, and smothering the little tent that stood there like a wee white shell facing the ocean of tremendous forest.

The two men lay down fully dressed on their beds of soft balsam branches, skillfully arranged. Inside, it was warm and cozy, but outside, the dense trees loomed closely around them, gathering their million shadows and suffocating the small tent that stood like a tiny white shell facing the vast ocean of the massive forest.

Between the two lonely figures within, however, there pressed another shadow that was not a shadow from the night. It was the Shadow cast by the strange Fear, never wholly exorcised, that had leaped suddenly upon Défago in the middle of his singing. And Simpson, as he lay there, watching the darkness through the open flap of the tent, ready to plunge into the fragrant abyss of sleep, knew first that unique and profound stillness of a primeval forest when no wind stirs ... and when the night has weight and substance that enters into the soul to bind a veil about it.... Then sleep took him....

Between the two lonely figures inside, however, there was another presence that was not just a shadow from the night. It was the shadow of a strange Fear that had never really gone away, which had suddenly overtaken Défago in the middle of his singing. And Simpson, as he lay there, watching the darkness through the open flap of the tent, ready to dive into the fragrant depths of sleep, felt that unique and profound stillness of a primeval forest when no wind stirs ... and when the night feels heavy and real, entering the soul and wrapping it in a veil.... Then sleep took him....


III


Thus, it seemed to him, at least. Yet it was true that the lap of the water, just beyond the tent door, still beat time with his lessening pulses when he realized that he was lying with his eyes open and that another sound had recently introduced itself with cunning softness between the splash and murmur of the little waves.

Thus, it seemed to him, at least. Yet it was true that the gentle lapping of the water, just beyond the tent door, still matched the rhythm of his slowing heartbeat when he realized that he was lying there with his eyes open and that another sound had recently crept in softly between the splash and murmur of the small waves.

And, long before he understood what this sound was, it had stirred in him the centers of pity and alarm. He listened intently, though at first in vain, for the running blood beat all its drums too noisily in his ears. Did it come, he wondered, from the lake, or from the woods?...

And, long before he knew what this sound was, it had awakened feelings of pity and fear within him. He listened closely, although at first it was pointless, as the pounding of his blood drowned out everything else. He wondered whether it was coming from the lake or the woods...

Then, suddenly, with a rush and a flutter of the heart, he knew that it was close beside him in the tent; and, when he turned over for a better hearing, it focused itself unmistakably not two feet away. It was a sound of weeping; Défago upon his bed of branches was sobbing in the darkness as though his heart would break, the blankets evidently stuffed against his mouth to stifle it.

Then, all of a sudden, with a rush and a flutter of his heart, he realized that it was right next to him in the tent; and when he turned over to hear better, the sound became unmistakably clear, just two feet away. It was the sound of crying; Défago was sobbing on his bed of branches in the darkness as if his heart would shatter, the blankets clearly shoved against his mouth to muffle it.

And his first feeling, before he could think or reflect, was the rush of a poignant and searching tenderness. This intimate, human sound, heard amid the desolation about them, woke pity. It was so incongruous, so pitifully incongruous—and so vain! Tears—in this vast and cruel wilderness: of what avail? He thought of a little child crying in mid-Atlantic.... Then, of course, with fuller realization, and the memory of what had gone before, came the descent of the terror upon him, and his blood ran cold.

And his first feeling, before he could think or reflect, was an overwhelming and intense tenderness. This intimate, human sound, heard amid the desolation around them, stirred up pity. It was so out of place, so painfully out of place—and so pointless! Tears—in this vast and harsh wilderness: what good were they? He imagined a little child crying in the middle of the ocean.... Then, with a clearer understanding and the memory of what had happened before, the terror washed over him, and he felt a chill run through his veins.

"Défago," he whispered quickly, "what's the matter?" He tried to make his voice very gentle. "Are you in pain—unhappy—?" There was no reply, but the sounds ceased abruptly. He stretched his hand out and touched him. The body did not stir.

"Défago," he whispered quickly, "what's wrong?" He tried to keep his voice very gentle. "Are you in pain—unhappy—?" There was no reply, but the sounds stopped suddenly. He reached out and touched him. The body didn’t move.

"Are you awake?" for it occurred to him that the man was crying in his sleep. "Are you cold?" He noticed that his feet, which were uncovered, projected beyond the mouth of the tent. He spread an extra fold of his own blankets over them. The guide had slipped down in his bed, and the branches seemed to have been dragged with him. He was afraid to pull the body back again, for fear of waking him.

"Are you awake?" he thought, realizing the man was crying in his sleep. "Are you cold?" He saw that the man’s uncovered feet were sticking out of the tent. He draped an extra part of his own blankets over them. The guide had shifted down in his bed, and the branches seemed to have come along with him. He was hesitant to pull the body back again, worried that it would wake him.

One or two tentative questions he ventured softly, but though he waited for several minutes there came no reply, nor any sign of movement. Presently he heard his regular and quiet breathing, and putting his hand again gently on the breast, felt the steady rise and fall beneath.

One or two cautious questions he asked softly, but even after waiting several minutes, there was no reply or any sign of movement. Soon, he heard his own steady and quiet breathing, and placing his hand gently on the chest again, he felt the consistent rise and fall beneath it.

"Let me know if anything's wrong," he whispered, "or if I can do anything. Wake me at once if you feel—queer."

"Let me know if something's wrong," he whispered, "or if I can help with anything. Wake me up immediately if you start feeling—off."

He hardly knew what to say. He lay down again, thinking and wondering what it all meant. Défago, of course, had been crying in his sleep. Some dream or other had afflicted him. Yet never in his life would he forget that pitiful sound of sobbing, and the feeling that the whole awful wilderness of woods listened....

He barely knew what to say. He lay back down, thinking and wondering what it all meant. Défago, of course, had been crying in his sleep. Some dream must have troubled him. Yet he would never forget that heartbreaking sound of sobbing and the feeling that the entire terrible wilderness of woods was listening...

His own mind busied itself for a long time with the recent events, of which this took its mysterious place as one, and though his reason successfully argued away all unwelcome suggestions, a sensation of uneasiness remained, resisting ejection, very deep-seated—peculiar beyond ordinary.

His mind spent a long time focused on the recent events, with this taking on a mysterious role among them. Even though his logic managed to dismiss all the unwelcome thoughts, a feeling of unease lingered, refusing to go away—deeply rooted and strangely unique.


IV


But sleep, in the long run, proves greater than all emotions. His thoughts soon wandered again; he lay there, warm as toast, exceedingly weary; the night soothed and comforted, blunting the edges of memory and alarm. Half an hour later he was oblivious of everything in the outer world about him.

But sleep, in the end, is more powerful than any emotion. His thoughts drifted again; he lay there, cozy and completely exhausted; the night calmed and comforted him, dulling the edges of his memories and worries. Half an hour later, he was unaware of everything happening in the world around him.

Yet sleep, in this case, was his great enemy, concealing all approaches, smothering the warning of his nerves.

Yet sleep, in this case, was his biggest enemy, hiding all pathways and drowning out the warnings from his nerves.

As, sometimes, in a nightmare events crowd upon each other's heels with a conviction of dreadfulest reality, yet some inconsistent detail accuses the whole display of incompleteness and disguise, so the events that now followed, though they actually happened, persuaded the mind somehow that the detail which could explain them had been overlooked in the confusion, and that therefore they were but partly true, the rest delusion. At the back of the sleeper's mind something remains awake, ready to let slip the judgment. "All this is not quite real; when you wake up you'll understand."

Sometimes, like in a nightmare where events happen one after the other with a terrifying sense of reality, an odd detail reveals the whole situation as incomplete and misleading. Similarly, the events that followed, though they actually took place, made the mind feel that some detail that could explain them had been missed in the chaos, leading to the belief that they were only partly true and the rest a delusion. Deep in the sleeper's mind, something stays alert, ready to drop a reminder: "This is not entirely real; when you wake up, you'll get it."

And thus, in a way, it was with Simpson. The events, not wholly inexplicable or incredible in themselves, yet remain for the man who saw and heard them a sequence of separate facts of cold horror, because the little piece that might have made the puzzle clear lay concealed or overlooked.

And so it was with Simpson. The events, while not entirely inexplicable or unbelievable on their own, still stood for the man who witnessed them as a series of disconnected facts of chilling horror, because the small piece that could have made the picture clear was hidden or missed.

So far as he can recall, it was a violent movement, running downwards through the tent towards the door, that first woke him and made him aware that his companion was sitting bolt upright beside him—quivering. Hours must have passed, for it was the pale gleam of the dawn that revealed his outline against the canvas. This time the man was not crying; he was quaking like a leaf; the trembling he felt plainly through the blankets down the entire length of his own body. Défago had huddled down against him for protection, shrinking away from something that apparently concealed itself near the door flaps of the little tent.

As far as he could remember, it was a sudden, violent movement, rushing downwards through the tent toward the door, that first woke him up and made him realize his companion was sitting up straight beside him—shaking. Hours must have gone by, as the pale light of dawn revealed his outline against the canvas. This time the man wasn't crying; he was trembling like a leaf, and he could feel the shaking all the way through the blankets down the length of his own body. Défago had curled up against him for protection, shrinking away from something that seemed to be hiding near the door flaps of the little tent.

Simpson thereupon called out in a loud voice some question or other—in the first bewilderment of waking he does not remember exactly what—and the man made no reply. The atmosphere and feeling of true nightmare lay horribly about him, making movement and speech both difficult. At first, indeed, he was not sure where he was—whether in one of the earlier camps, or at home in his bed at Aberdeen. The sense of confusion was very troubling.

Simpson then shouted a question in a loud voice—he couldn’t recall exactly what in his groggy state—and the man didn’t respond. The atmosphere felt eerily like a true nightmare, making it hard for him to move or speak. At first, he wasn’t even sure where he was—whether in one of the earlier camps or back home in his bed in Aberdeen. The feeling of confusion was very unsettling.

And next—almost simultaneous with his waking, it seemed—the profound stillness of the dawn outside was shattered by a most uncommon sound. It came without warning, or audible approach; and it was unspeakably dreadful. It was a voice, Simpson declares, possibly a human voice; hoarse yet plaintive—a soft, roaring voice close outside the tent, overhead rather than upon the ground, of immense volume, while in some strange way most penetratingly and seductively sweet. It rang out, too, in three separate and distinct notes, or cries, that bore in some odd fashion a resemblance, farfetched yet recognizable, to the name of the guide: "Dé-fa-go!"

And then—almost at the same moment he woke up—the deep silence of the dawn outside was suddenly broken by a really unusual sound. It came out of nowhere, without any warning or indication; and it was incredibly awful. It was a voice, as Simpson says, maybe a human voice; rough yet mournful—a soft, roaring voice just outside the tent, above him rather than below, incredibly loud, yet in a strange way, oddly captivating and sweet. It also echoed in three separate and distinct notes, or cries, that, in a bizarre but recognizable way, resembled the name of the guide: "Dé-fa-go!"

The student admits he is unable to describe it quite intelligently, for it was unlike any sound he had ever heard in his life, and combined a blending of such contrary qualities. "A sort of windy, crying voice," he calls it, "as of something lonely and untamed, wild and of abominable power...."

The student admits he can't describe it very well because it was unlike any sound he had ever heard before, blending such opposing qualities. "It had a kind of windy, crying voice," he says, "like something lonely and untamed, wild and incredibly powerful...."

And, even before it ceased, dropping back into the great gulfs of silence, the guide beside him had sprung to his feet with an answering though unintelligible cry. He blundered against the tent pole with violence, shaking the whole structure, spreading his arms out frantically for more room, and kicking his legs impetuously free of the clinging blankets. For a second, perhaps two, he stood upright by the door, his outline dark against the pallor of the dawn; then, with a furious, rushing speed, before his companion could move a hand to stop him, he shot with a plunge through the flaps of canvas—and was gone. And as he went—so astonishingly fast that the voice could actually be heard dying in the distance—he called aloud in tones of anguished terror that at the same time held something strangely like the frenzied exultation of delight—

And even before it ended, falling back into the deep silence, the guide next to him jumped up with a response that was hard to understand. He stumbled into the tent pole, shaking the whole structure, flailing his arms wildly for more space, and kicking his legs out from the clingy blankets. For a brief moment, maybe two, he stood by the door, his figure dark against the pale dawn; then, in a furious rush, before his companion could even reach out to stop him, he bolted through the canvas flaps—and was gone. And as he left—so incredibly fast that you could actually hear his voice fading into the distance—he called out in tones of desperate fear that also carried a strange hint of wild delight.

"Oh! oh! My feet of fire! My burning feet of fire! Oh! oh! This height and fiery speed!"

"Oh! oh! My feet are on fire! My burning feet! Oh! oh! This height and crazy speed!"

And then the distance quickly buried it, and the deep silence of very early morning descended upon the forest as before.

And then the distance quickly swallowed it up, and the deep silence of the early morning settled over the forest just like before.

It had all come about with such rapidity that, but for the evidence of the empty bed beside him, Simpson could almost have believed it to have been the memory of a nightmare carried over from sleep. He still felt the warm pressure of that vanished body against his side; there lay the twisted blankets in a heap; the very tent yet trembled with the vehemence of the impetuous departure. The strange words rang in his ears, as though he still heard them in the distance—wild language of a suddenly stricken mind. Moreover, it was not only the senses of sight and hearing that reported uncommon things to his brain, for even while the man cried and ran, he had become aware that a strange perfume, faint yet pungent, pervaded the interior of the tent. And it was at this point, it seems, brought to himself by the consciousness that his nostrils were taking this distressing odor down into his throat, that he found his courage, sprang quickly to his feet—and went out.

It all happened so fast that, if it weren't for the sight of the empty bed next to him, Simpson could almost believe it was just a memory of a nightmare lingering from sleep. He still felt the warmth of that missing body against his side; the twisted blankets were piled up in a heap; even the tent seemed to shudder from the force of the abrupt departure. The strange words echoed in his ears as if he still heard them from afar—the wild language of a suddenly disturbed mind. It wasn't just his sight and hearing reporting unusual things to him; even as the man cried and ran, he noticed a strange scent, faint but strong, filling the tent. At that moment, aware that this distressing odor was moving down into his throat, he found his courage, jumped up quickly—and stepped outside.

The grey light of dawn that dropped, cold and glimmering, between the trees revealed the scene tolerably well. There stood the tent behind him, soaked with dew; the dark ashes of the fire, still warm; the lake, white beneath a coating of mist, the islands rising darkly out of it like objects packed in wool; and patches of snow beyond among the clearer spaces of the Bush—everything cold, still, waiting for the sun. But nowhere a sign of the vanished guide—still, doubtless, flying at frantic speed through the frozen woods. There was not even the sound of disappearing footsteps, nor the echoes of the dying voice. He had gone—utterly.

The gray light of dawn that fell, cold and shimmering, between the trees showed the scene pretty well. The tent stood behind him, soaked with dew; the dark ashes of the fire were still warm; the lake, covered in mist, appeared white, with islands looming darkly out of it like objects wrapped in wool; and patches of snow beyond were visible among the clearer areas of the bush—everything cold, quiet, waiting for the sun. But there was no sign of the missing guide—probably still racing through the frozen woods in a panic. There wasn’t even the sound of fading footsteps, nor the echoes of a dying voice. He was gone—completely.

There was nothing; nothing but the sense of his recent presence, so strongly left behind about the camp; and—this penetrating, all-pervading odor.

There was nothing; nothing but the feeling of his recent presence, so strongly felt around the camp; and—this intense, all-encompassing smell.

And even this was now rapidly disappearing in its turn. In spite of his exceeding mental perturbation, Simpson struggled hard to detect its nature, and define it, but the ascertaining of an elusive scent, not recognized subconsciously and at once, is a very subtle operation of the mind. And he failed. It was gone before he could properly seize or name it. Approximate description, even, seems to have been difficult, for it was unlike any smell he knew. Acrid rather, not unlike the odor of a lion, he thinks, yet softer and not wholly unpleasing, with something almost sweet in it that reminded him of the scent of decaying garden leaves, earth, and the myriad, nameless perfumes that make up the odor of a big forest. Yet the "odor of lions" is the phrase with which he usually sums it all up.

And even this was quickly fading away too. Despite his intense mental turmoil, Simpson worked hard to figure out what it was and define it, but identifying a fleeting scent that isn’t recognized right away is a very tricky process for the mind. And he couldn’t do it. It was gone before he could really grasp or label it. Even giving a rough description seemed tough because it was different from any smell he knew. It was somewhat acrid, not unlike the scent of a lion, he thought, but softer and not entirely unpleasant, with something almost sweet that reminded him of the smell of decaying leaves, earth, and the countless, unnamed fragrances that fill a large forest. Yet he usually sums it all up with the phrase "odor of lions."

Then—it was wholly gone, and he found himself standing by the ashes of the fire in a state of amazement and stupid terror that left him the helpless prey of anything that chose to happen. Had a muskrat poked its pointed muzzle over a rock, or a squirrel scuttled in that instant down the bark of a tree, he would most likely have collapsed without more ado and fainted. For he felt about the whole affair the touch somewhere of a great Outer Horror ... and his scattered powers had not as yet had time to collect themselves into a definite attitude of fighting self-control.

Then—it was completely gone, and he found himself standing by the ashes of the fire in a state of disbelief and sheer terror that made him completely vulnerable to whatever might happen next. If a muskrat had poked its snout over a rock, or a squirrel had suddenly dashed down the trunk of a tree, he would probably have just collapsed and fainted on the spot. He sensed that the whole situation had an element of a great Outer Horror... and his scattered thoughts hadn’t had time to regroup into any solid sense of self-control or readiness to fight back.

Nothing did happen, however. A great kiss of wind ran softly through the awakening forest, and a few maple leaves here and there rustled tremblingly to earth. The sky seemed to grow suddenly much lighter. Simpson felt the cool air upon his cheek and uncovered head; realized that he was shivering with the cold; and, making a great effort, realized next that he was alone in the Bush—and that he was called upon to take immediate steps to find and succor his vanished companion.

Nothing happened, though. A gentle breeze swept softly through the awakening forest, and a few maple leaves rustled down to the ground. Suddenly, the sky seemed much brighter. Simpson felt the cool air on his cheek and his bare head; he noticed he was shivering from the cold; and, with a significant effort, he came to understand that he was alone in the Bush—and that he needed to take immediate action to find and help his missing companion.

Make an effort, accordingly, he did, though an ill-calculated and futile one. With that wilderness of trees about him, the sheet of water cutting him off behind, and the horror of that wild cry in his blood, he did what any other inexperienced man would have done in similar bewilderment: he ran about, without any sense of direction, like a frantic child, and called loudly without ceasing the name of the guide:

Make an effort, and he did, though it was poorly thought out and pointless. With the dense trees surrounding him, the body of water blocking his way behind, and the terror of that wild scream in his veins, he did what any other clueless person would have done in the same confusion: he ran around aimlessly, like a panicked child, shouting the name of the guide without stopping:

"Défago! Défago! Défago!" he yelled, and the trees gave him back the name as often as he shouted, only a little softened—"Défago! Défago! Défago!"

"Defago! Defago! Defago!" he shouted, and the trees echoed his name each time he called out, just a bit softer—"Defago! Defago! Defago!"

He followed the trail that lay a short distance across the patches of snow, and then lost it again where the trees grew too thickly for snow to lie. He shouted till he was hoarse, and till the sound of his own voice in all that unanswering and listening world began to frighten him. His confusion increased in direct ratio to the violence of his efforts. His distress became formidably acute, till at length his exertions defeated their own object, and from sheer exhaustion he headed back to the camp again. It remains a wonder that he ever found his way. It was with great difficulty, and only after numberless false clues, that he at last saw the white tent between the trees, and so reached safety.

He followed the path that was a short distance across the patches of snow, but then lost it again where the trees grew too thick for snow to settle. He shouted until his voice was hoarse, and the sound of his own voice in that silent, unresponsive world started to scare him. His confusion grew in direct proportion to how hard he tried. His distress became intensely painful, until finally his efforts backfired, and from pure exhaustion, he made his way back to the camp. It's a wonder he ever found his way. It was only with great difficulty, and after countless false leads, that he finally spotted the white tent among the trees, and reached safety.

Exhaustion then applied its own remedy, and he grew calmer. He made the fire and breakfasted. Hot coffee and bacon put a little sense and judgment into him again, and he realized that he had been behaving like a boy. He now made another, and more successful attempt to face the situation collectedly, and, a nature naturally plucky coming to his assistance, he decided that he must first make as thorough a search as possible, failing success in which, he must find his way into the home camp as best he could and bring help.

Exhaustion then took over, and he started to feel more at ease. He built a fire and had breakfast. The hot coffee and bacon brought back some clarity and common sense, and he acknowledged that he had been acting childish. He made another attempt to tackle the situation calmly, and with his naturally brave spirit helping him out, he decided that he needed to conduct a thorough search first. If that didn’t work, he would find his way back to the home camp as best as he could and get help.

And this was what he did. Taking food, matches and rifle with him, and a small axe to blaze the trees against his return journey, he set forth. It was eight o'clock when he started, the sun shining over the tops of the trees in a sky without clouds. Pinned to a stake by the fire he left a note in case Défago returned while he was away.

And this is what he did. He took food, matches, a rifle, and a small axe to mark the trees for his return journey, and then he set off. It was eight o'clock when he started, with the sun shining over the treetops in a clear sky. He pinned a note to a stake by the fire in case Défago came back while he was gone.

This time, according to a careful plan, he took a new direction, intending to make a wide sweep that must sooner or later cut into indications of the guide's trail; and, before he had gone a quarter of a mile he came across the tracks of a large animal in the snow, and beside it the light and smaller tracks of what were beyond question human feet—the feet of Défago. The relief he at once experienced was natural, though brief; for at first sight he saw in these tracks a simple explanation of the whole matter: these big marks had surely been left by a bull moose that, wind against it, had blundered upon the camp, and uttered its singular cry of warning and alarm the moment its mistake was apparent. Défago, in whom the hunting instinct was developed to the point of uncanny perfection, had scented the brute coming down the wind hours before. His excitement and disappearance were due, of course, to—to his—

This time, following a careful plan, he chose a new direction, aiming to make a wide loop that would eventually intersect with signs of the guide’s trail. Before he had traveled a quarter of a mile, he discovered the tracks of a large animal in the snow, alongside the lighter and smaller tracks of what were undoubtedly human feet—the feet of Défago. The relief he felt was natural, though short-lived; at first glance, he thought these tracks explained everything: the large prints must have been left by a bull moose that, with the wind against it, stumbled onto the camp and made its distinctive cry of warning as soon as it realized its mistake. Défago, whose hunting instincts were developed to uncanny perfection, had sensed the animal approaching hours earlier. His excitement and subsequent disappearance were, of course, due to—to his—

Then the impossible explanation at which he grasped faded, as common sense showed him mercilessly that none of this was true. No guide, much less a guide like Défago, could have acted in so irrational a way, going off even without his rifle ...! The whole affair demanded a far more complicated elucidation, when he remembered the details of it all—the cry of terror, the amazing language, the grey face of horror when his nostrils first caught the new odor; that muffled sobbing in the darkness, and—for this, too, now came back to him dimly—the man's original aversion for this particular bit of country....

Then the impossible explanation he had grasped started to fade as common sense mercilessly reminded him that none of this was true. No guide, especially not a guide like Défago, could have behaved so irrationally, leaving without his rifle...! The whole situation required a much more complicated explanation when he recalled all the details—the cry of terror, the strange language, the pale face of fear when he first caught that new smell; the muffled sobbing in the darkness, and—this too now returned to him vaguely—the man’s initial dislike for this particular area....

Besides, now that he examined them closer, these were not the tracks of a bull moose at all! Hank had explained to him the outline of a bull's hoofs, of a cow's or calf's, too, for that matter; he had drawn them clearly on a strip of birch bark. And these were wholly different. They were big, round, ample, and with no pointed outline as of sharp hoofs. He wondered for a moment whether bear tracks were like that. There was no other animal he could think of, for caribou did not come so far south at this season, and, even if they did, would leave hoof marks.

Besides, now that he looked at them more closely, these were definitely not the tracks of a bull moose! Hank had told him about the shape of a bull's hooves, and also those of a cow or calf; he had clearly drawn them on a piece of birch bark. But these were completely different. They were big, round, and wide, with no pointed shape like sharp hooves. He wondered for a moment if bear tracks looked like that. He couldn’t think of any other animal, since caribou didn’t come this far south during this season, and even if they did, they would leave hoof prints.

They were ominous signs—these mysterious writings left in the snow by the unknown creature that had lured a human being away from safety—and when he coupled them in his imagination with that haunting sound that broke the stillness of the dawn, a momentary dizziness shook his mind, distressing him again beyond belief. He felt the threatening aspect of it all. And, stooping down to examine the marks more closely, he caught a faint whiff of that sweet yet pungent odor that made him instantly straighten up again, fighting a sensation almost of nausea.

They were troubling signs—these strange markings left in the snow by the mysterious creature that had tempted a person away from safety—and when he combined them in his mind with that eerie sound that shattered the quiet of the dawn, a brief wave of dizziness hit him, distressing him even more than before. He sensed the threatening nature of it all. As he crouched down to look at the marks more closely, he caught a faint whiff of that sweet yet strong smell that made him instantly stand up again, battling a feeling that was almost nausea.

Then his memory played him another evil trick. He suddenly recalled those uncovered feet projecting beyond the edge of the tent, and the body's appearance of having been dragged towards the opening; the man's shrinking from something by the door when he woke later. The details now beat against his trembling mind with concerted attack. They seemed to gather in those deep spaces of the silent forest about him, where the host of trees stood waiting, listening, watching to see what he would do. The woods were closing round him.

Then his memory pulled another cruel trick on him. He suddenly remembered those bare feet sticking out from the edge of the tent, and the body looking like it had been dragged toward the opening; the man flinching away from something by the door when he woke up later. The details now pounded against his shaking mind in a united assault. They seemed to gather in the deep, quiet spaces of the forest around him, where the trees stood waiting, listening, watching to see what he would do. The woods were closing in around him.

With the persistence of true pluck, however, Simpson went forward, following the tracks as best he could, smothering these ugly emotions that sought to weaken his will. He blazed innumerable trees as he went, ever fearful of being unable to find the way back, and calling aloud at intervals of a few seconds the name of the guide. The dull tapping of the axe upon the massive trunks, and the unnatural accents of his own voice became at length sounds that he even dreaded to make, dreaded to hear. For they drew attention without ceasing to his presence and exact whereabouts, and if it were really the case that something was hunting himself down in the same way that he was hunting down another—

With true determination, Simpson pressed on, following the tracks as best as he could, pushing down the ugly feelings that tried to weaken his resolve. He marked countless trees along the way, constantly worried about not being able to find his way back, and shouted out the guide's name every few seconds. The dull thuds of the axe against the thick trunks and the strange sound of his own voice became noises he dreaded making and hearing. They continuously drew attention to his presence and exact location, and if it turned out that something was tracking him just as he was tracking another—

With a strong effort, he crushed the thought out the instant it rose. It was the beginning, he realized, of a bewilderment utterly diabolical in kind that would speedily destroy him.

With a strong effort, he pushed the thought away the moment it came up. He realized it was the start of a confusion that was completely wicked and would quickly ruin him.


Although the snow was not continuous, lying merely in shallow flurries over the more open spaces, he found no difficulty in following the tracks for the first few miles. They went straight as a ruled line wherever the trees permitted. The stride soon began to increase in length, till it finally assumed proportions that seemed absolutely impossible for any ordinary animal to have made. Like huge flying leaps they became. One of these he measured, and though he knew that "stretch" of eighteen feet must be somehow wrong, he was at a complete loss to understand why he found no signs on the snow between the extreme points. But what perplexed him even more, making him feel his vision had gone utterly awry, was that Défago's stride increased in the same manner, and finally covered the same incredible distances. It looked as if the great beast had lifted him with it and carried him across these astonishing intervals. Simpson, who was much longer in the limb, found that he could not compass even half the stretch by taking a running jump.

Although the snow wasn't constant, just a few shallow flurries in the more open areas, he had no trouble following the tracks for the first couple of miles. They went straight as an arrow wherever the trees allowed. The stride quickly started to lengthen until it reached a size that seemed totally impossible for any normal animal to have made. They turned into enormous leaps. He measured one of these, and even though he knew that "stretch" of eighteen feet couldn't be right, he was completely baffled as to why he saw no signs in the snow between the farthest points. What confused him even more, making him feel like his vision was completely off, was that Défago's stride increased in the same way and ultimately covered those same unbelievable distances. It seemed as if the huge creature had lifted him and carried him across these amazing lengths. Simpson, who had much longer legs, found that he couldn't even manage half the distance with a running jump.

And the sight of these huge tracks, running side by side, silent evidence of a dreadful journey in which terror or madness had urged to impossible results, was profoundly moving. It shocked him in the secret depths of his soul. It was the most horrible thing his eyes had ever looked upon. He began to follow them mechanically, absentmindedly almost, ever peering over his shoulder to see if he, too, were being followed by something with a gigantic tread.... And soon it came about that he no longer quite realized what it was they signified—these impressions left upon the snow by something nameless and untamed, always accompanied by the footmarks of the little French Canadian, his guide, his comrade, the man who had shared his tent a few hours before, chatting, laughing, even singing by his side....

And the sight of these massive tracks, running side by side, was silent proof of a terrifying journey where fear or madness had pushed for impossible outcomes; it was deeply moving. It shocked him to his core. It was the most horrifying thing he had ever seen. He began to follow them almost automatically, absentmindedly, constantly glancing over his shoulder to check if something with a giant tread was following him too.... Soon, he began to lose track of what these marks really meant—these impressions left in the snow by something unknown and wild, always paired with the footprints of the little French Canadian, his guide, his friend, the man who had shared his tent just hours before, chatting, laughing, even singing by his side....


V


For a man of his years and inexperience, only a canny Scot, perhaps, grounded in common sense and established in logic, could have preserved even that measure of balance that this youth somehow or other did manage to preserve through the whole adventure. Otherwise, two things he presently noticed, while forging pluckily ahead, must have sent him headlong back to the comparative safety of his tent, instead of only making his hands close more tightly upon the rifle stock, while his heart, trained for the Wee Kirk, sent a wordless prayer winging its way to heaven. Both tracks, he saw, had undergone a change, and this change, so far as it concerned the footsteps of the man, was in some undecipherable manner—appalling.

For a guy his age and with his lack of experience, only a clever Scot, maybe, who was practical and logical, could have kept even the small amount of composure that this young man somehow managed to hold onto throughout the whole ordeal. Otherwise, two things he noticed as he bravely pushed forward would have probably sent him rushing back to the relatively safe space of his tent, rather than just gripping his rifle tighter while his heart, accustomed to the wee church, sent a silent prayer up to heaven. He noticed that both paths had changed, and this change, concerning the footprints of the man, was in some incomprehensible way—terrifying.

It was in the bigger tracks he first noticed this, and for a long time he could not quite believe his eyes. Was it the blown leaves that produced odd effects of light and shade, or that the dry snow, drifting like finely ground rice about the edges, cast shadows and high lights? Or was it actually the fact that the great marks had become faintly colored? For round about the deep, plunging holes of the animal there now appeared a mysterious, reddish tinge that was more like an effect of light than of anything that dyed the substance of the snow itself. Every mark had it, and had it increasingly—this indistinct fiery tinge that painted a new touch of ghastliness into the picture.

It was in the larger tracks that he first noticed this, and for a long time he couldn’t quite believe his eyes. Was it the blown leaves that created strange effects of light and shadow, or was it that the dry snow, drifting like finely ground rice around the edges, cast shadows and highlights? Or was it really that the deep marks had taken on a faint color? Because around the deep, plunging holes made by the animal, a mysterious reddish hue now appeared that felt more like an effect of light than anything that stained the snow itself. Every mark had it, and it was becoming more pronounced—this indistinct fiery tint that added a new layer of eeriness to the scene.

But when, wholly unable to explain or to credit it, he turned his attention to the other tracks to discover if they, too, bore similar witness, he noticed that these had meanwhile undergone a change that was infinitely worse, and charged with far more horrible suggestion. For, in the last hundred yards or so, he saw that they had grown gradually into the semblance of the parent tread. Imperceptibly the change had come about, yet unmistakably. It was hard to see where the change first began. The result, however, was beyond question. Smaller, neater, more cleanly modeled, they formed now an exact and careful duplicate of the larger tracks beside them. The feet that produced them had, therefore, also changed. And something in his mind reared up with loathing and with terror as he saw it.

But when he couldn’t explain it or believe it, he turned his attention to the other tracks to see if they showed anything similar. He noticed that these had changed in a way that was infinitely worse and carried a much more terrifying suggestion. In the last hundred yards or so, he saw that they had gradually started to resemble the parent tread. The change had happened so subtly, yet it was unmistakable. It was hard to pinpoint where the change began. The end result, however, was undeniable. Smaller, neater, and more cleanly shaped, they now formed an exact and careful duplicate of the larger tracks beside them. The feet that made them had changed too. Something in his mind surged with disgust and fear as he recognized it.

Simpson, for the first time, hesitated; then, ashamed of his alarm and indecision, took a few hurried steps ahead; the next instant stopped dead in his tracks. Immediately in front of him all signs of the trail ceased; both tracks came to an abrupt end. On all sides, for a hundred yards and more, he searched in vain for the least indication of their continuance. There was—nothing.

Simpson hesitated for the first time; then, embarrassed by his fear and uncertainty, took a few quick steps forward; but the next moment he stopped dead in his tracks. Right in front of him, all signs of the trail disappeared; both tracks ended suddenly. He searched all around for a hundred yards and more, desperately looking for any sign of where they continued. There was—nothing.

The trees were very thick just there, big trees all of them, spruce, cedar, hemlock; there was no underbrush. He stood, looking about him, all distraught; bereft of any power of judgment. Then he set to work to search again, and again, and yet again, but always with the same result: nothing. The feet that printed the surface of the snow thus far had now, apparently, left the ground!

The trees were really dense right there, all big ones: spruce, cedar, hemlock; there was no underbrush. He stood, looking around, feeling completely lost; he had no clear judgment left. Then he started to search again, and again, and yet again, but it always ended the same way: nothing. The footprints that had marked the snow earlier seemed to have vanished!

And it was in that moment of distress and confusion that the whip of terror laid its most nicely calculated lash about his heart. It dropped with deadly effect upon the sorest spot of all, completely unnerving him. He had been secretly dreading all the time that it would come—and come it did.

And it was in that moment of distress and confusion that the whip of terror struck hardest at his heart. It hit with devastating force on his most sensitive spot, completely shaking him. He had been secretly fearing all along that it would happen—and happen it did.

Far overhead, muted by great height and distance, strangely thinned and wailing, he heard the crying voice of Défago, the guide.

Far overhead, softened by the great height and distance, oddly faint and wailing, he heard the cry of Défago, the guide.

The sound dropped upon him out of that still, wintry sky with an effect of dismay and terror unsurpassed. The rifle fell to his feet. He stood motionless an instant, listening as it were with his whole body, then staggered back against the nearest tree for support, disorganized hopelessly in mind and spirit. To him, in that moment, it seemed the most shattering and dislocating experience he had ever known, so that his heart emptied itself of all feeling whatsoever as by a sudden draught.

The sound hit him out of that quiet, wintry sky with a feeling of shock and fear like nothing he'd ever experienced. The rifle dropped at his feet. He stood frozen for a moment, listening with all his senses, then stumbled back against the nearest tree for support, completely disoriented in mind and spirit. To him, in that moment, it felt like the most devastating and unsettling experience of his life, causing his heart to drain of all emotion as if a sudden rush had hit him.

"Oh! oh! This fiery height! Oh, my feet of fire! My burning feet of fire ...!" ran in far, beseeching accents of indescribable appeal this voice of anguish down the sky. Once it called—then silence through all the listening wilderness of trees.

"Oh! Oh! This burning height! Oh, my burning feet! My fiery feet ...!" echoed in distant, pleading tones of indescribable desperation from this voice of suffering down the sky. It called once—then silence fell over the entire listening wilderness of trees.

And Simpson, scarcely knowing what he did, presently found himself running wildly to and fro, searching, calling, tripping over roots and boulders, and flinging himself in a frenzy of undirected pursuit after the Caller. Behind the screen of memory and emotion with which experience veils events, he plunged, distracted and half-deranged, picking up false lights like a ship at sea, terror in his eyes and heart and soul. For the Panic of the Wilderness had called to him in that far voice—the Power of untamed Distance—the Enticement of the Desolation that destroys. He knew in that moment all the pains of someone hopelessly and irretrievably lost, suffering the lust and travail of a soul in the final Loneliness. A vision of Défago, eternally hunted, driven and pursued across the skiey vastness of those ancient forests fled like a flame across the dark ruin of his thoughts ...

And Simpson, hardly aware of what he was doing, soon found himself running around in a frenzy, searching, calling out, tripping over roots and rocks, and throwing himself in a chaotic chase after the Caller. Behind the haze of memory and emotion that experiences create, he dove in, distracted and almost insane, chasing after false hopes like a ship lost at sea, fear gripping his eyes, heart, and soul. For the Panic of the Wilderness had beckoned him with that distant voice—the Power of untamed Distance—the siren call of the Desolation that devours. In that moment, he felt all the anguish of someone completely and irretrievably lost, enduring the deep yearning and struggle of a soul in the ultimate Loneliness. A vision of Défago, always being hunted, chased across the vastness of those ancient forests flickered like a flame through the dark wreckage of his thoughts...

It seemed ages before he could find anything in the chaos of his disorganized sensations to which he could anchor himself steady for a moment, and think ...

It felt like forever before he could find anything in the chaos of his jumbled feelings to grab onto and steady himself for a moment to think...

The cry was not repeated; his own hoarse calling brought no response; the inscrutable forces of the Wild had summoned their victim beyond recall—and held him fast.

The cry wasn't repeated; his own hoarse calls got no answer; the mysterious forces of the Wild had taken their victim beyond reach—and kept him there.


Yet he searched and called, it seems, for hours afterwards, for it was late in the afternoon when at length he decided to abandon a useless pursuit and return to his camp on the shores of Fifty Island Water. Even then he went with reluctance, that crying voice still echoing in his ears. With difficulty he found his rifle and the homeward trail. The concentration necessary to follow the badly blazed trees, and a biting hunger that gnawed, helped to keep his mind steady. Otherwise, he admits, the temporary aberration he had suffered might have been prolonged to the point of positive disaster. Gradually the ballast shifted back again, and he regained something that approached his normal equilibrium.

Yet he searched and called, it seems, for hours afterwards, because it was late in the afternoon when he finally decided to give up a pointless search and head back to his camp by the shores of Fifty Island Water. Even then, he left with hesitation, that crying voice still ringing in his ears. He struggled to find his rifle and the trail back. The focus required to navigate the poorly marked trees, along with a gnawing hunger, helped keep his mind clear. Otherwise, he admits, the temporary confusion he had experienced could have dragged on to the point of serious trouble. Gradually, the balance shifted back, and he regained something close to his normal state of mind.

But for all that the journey through the gathering dusk was miserably haunted. He heard innumerable following footsteps; voices that laughed and whispered; and saw figures crouching behind trees and boulders, making signs to one another for a concerted attack the moment he had passed. The creeping murmur of the wind made him start and listen. He went stealthily, trying to hide where possible, and making as little sound as he could. The shadows of the woods, hitherto protective or covering merely, had now become menacing, challenging; and the pageantry in his frightened mind masked a host of possibilities that were all the more ominous for being obscure. The presentiment of a nameless doom lurked ill-concealed behind every detail of what had happened.

But despite that, the journey through the gathering darkness felt miserably haunted. He heard countless footsteps following him, voices that laughed and whispered, and saw figures crouching behind trees and boulders, signaling to each other for a coordinated attack as soon as he passed. The soft rustle of the wind made him jump and listen closely. He moved stealthily, trying to hide when he could, making as little noise as possible. The shadows of the woods, which had previously been protective or merely sheltering, now felt threatening and confrontational; and the terrifying images in his mind concealed a multitude of possibilities that were even more ominous because they were unclear. A sense of an unknown doom lurked somewhat hidden behind every detail of what had occurred.

It was really admirable how he emerged victor in the end; men of riper powers and experience might have come through the ordeal with less success. He had himself tolerably well in hand, all things considered, and his plan of action proves it. Sleep being absolutely out of the question and traveling an unknown trail in the darkness equally impracticable, he sat up the whole of that night, rifle in hand, before a fire he never for a single moment allowed to die down. The severity of the haunted vigil marked his soul for life; but it was successfully accomplished; and with the very first signs of dawn he set forth upon the long return journey to the home camp to get help. As before, he left a written note to explain his absence, and to indicate where he had left a plentiful cache of food and matches—though he had no expectation that any human hands would find them!

It was truly impressive how he came out on top in the end; men with more experience might have handled the situation with less success. He kept himself fairly composed, all things considered, and his plan shows it. Since sleep was totally out of the question and traveling an unknown path in the dark was also impossible, he stayed awake the entire night, rifle in hand, in front of a fire he never once let go out. The intensity of that haunted night left a mark on his soul for life; but he successfully got through it, and with the first signs of dawn, he set off on the long journey back to the camp to get help. As before, he left a written note to explain his absence and to point out where he had stashed a good supply of food and matches—though he didn't expect any human hands would find them!

How Simpson found his way alone by the lake and forest might well make a story in itself, for to hear him tell it is to know the passionate loneliness of soul that a man can feel when the Wilderness holds him in the hollow of its illimitable hand—and laughs. It is also to admire his indomitable pluck.

How Simpson found his way alone by the lake and forest could easily be a story on its own, because when he shares it, you can really understand the deep loneliness a person can feel when the Wilderness embraces him and laughs. It also makes you admire his unbreakable courage.

He claims no skill, declaring that he followed the almost invisible trail mechanically, and without thinking. And this, doubtless, is the truth. He relied upon the guiding of the unconscious mind, which is instinct. Perhaps, too, some sense of orientation, known to animals and primitive men, may have helped as well, for through all that tangled region he succeeded in reaching the exact spot where Défago had hidden the canoe nearly three days before with the remark, "Strike doo west across the lake into the sun to find the camp."

He says he has no skill, stating that he followed the almost invisible path automatically and without thinking. And this is probably true. He depended on the guidance of his unconscious mind, which is instinct. Maybe some sense of direction, like what animals and primitive people have, also helped him, because he managed to arrive at the exact spot where Défago had hidden the canoe almost three days earlier with the note, "Row due west across the lake into the sun to find the camp."

There was not much sun left to guide him, but he used his compass to the best of his ability, embarking in the frail craft for the last twelve miles of his journey with a sensation of immense relief that the forest was at last behind him. And, fortunately, the water was calm; he took his line across the center of the lake instead of coasting round the shores for another twenty miles. Fortunately, too, the other hunters were back. The light of their fires furnished a steering point without which he might have searched all night long for the actual position of the camp.

There wasn't much sunlight left to guide him, but he used his compass as best as he could, setting off in the fragile boat for the final twelve miles of his journey with a huge sense of relief that the forest was finally behind him. Luckily, the water was calm; he took his path straight across the center of the lake instead of hugging the shores for another twenty miles. Also, the other hunters were back. The light from their fires provided a reference point, without which he might have spent all night searching for the actual location of the camp.

It was close upon midnight all the same when his canoe grated on the sandy cove, and Hank, Punk and his uncle, disturbed in their sleep by his cries, ran quickly down and helped a very exhausted and broken specimen of Scotch humanity over the rocks toward a dying fire.

It was just before midnight when his canoe scraped against the sandy cove, and Hank, Punk, and his uncle, woken from their sleep by his shouts, hurried down and helped an extremely tired and worn-out Scotsman over the rocks to a fading fire.


VI


The sudden entrance of his prosaic uncle into this world of wizardry and horror that had haunted him without interruption now for two days and two nights, had the immediate effect of giving to the affair an entirely new aspect. The sound of that crisp "Hulloa, my boy! And what's up now?" and the grasp of that dry and vigorous hand introduced another standard of judgment. A revulsion of feeling washed through him. He realized that he had let himself "go" rather badly. He even felt vaguely ashamed of himself. The native hard-headedness of his race reclaimed him.

The sudden arrival of his ordinary uncle into this world of magic and terror that had haunted him nonstop for two days and two nights completely changed the situation. The sound of that sharp "Hey there, my boy! What's going on now?" and the grip of that firm and energetic hand brought a different perspective. A wave of emotion passed over him. He realized that he had been a bit out of control. He even felt a slight sense of shame. The natural practicality of his background brought him back to reality.

And this doubtless explains why he found it so hard to tell that group round the fire—everything. He told enough, however, for the immediate decision to be arrived at that a relief party must start at the earliest possible moment, and that Simpson, in order to guide it capably, must first have food and, above all, sleep. Dr. Cathcart observing the lad's condition more shrewdly than his patient knew, gave him a very slight injection of morphine. For six hours he slept like the dead.

And this definitely explains why he had such a hard time sharing everything with the group around the fire. However, he shared enough for everyone to quickly decide that a relief party needed to start as soon as possible and that Simpson, to lead it effectively, must first have food and, most importantly, sleep. Dr. Cathcart, noticing the young man's condition more keenly than he realized, gave him a very small injection of morphine. For six hours, he slept like a rock.

From the description carefully written out afterwards by this student of divinity, it appears that the account he gave to the astonished group omitted sundry vital and important details. He declares that, with his uncle's wholesome, matter-of-fact countenance staring him in the face, he simply had not the courage to mention them. Thus, all the search party gathered, it would seem, was that Défago had suffered in the night an acute and inexplicable attack of mania, had imagined himself "called" by someone or something, and had plunged into the bush after it without food or rifle, where he must die a horrible and lingering death by cold and starvation unless he could be found and rescued in time. "In time," moreover, meant at once.

From the detailed account written later by this theology student, it seems that the story he shared with the shocked group left out several crucial and important details. He admits that, with his uncle's serious, pragmatic expression staring at him, he simply didn’t have the guts to bring them up. So, what the search party ended up with was that Défago had experienced an intense and strange attack of mania during the night, had thought he was "called" by someone or something, and had recklessly run into the bush after it without food or a rifle, where he was destined to die a terrible and slow death from cold and starvation unless he could be found and rescued in time. "In time," of course, meant immediately.

In the course of the following day, however—they were off by seven, leaving Punk in charge with instructions to have food and fire always ready—Simpson found it possible to tell his uncle a good deal more of the story's true inwardness, without divining that it was drawn out of him as a matter of fact by a very subtle form of cross examination. By the time they reached the beginning of the trail, where the canoe was laid up against the return journey, he had mentioned how Défago spoke vaguely of "something he called a 'Wendigo'"; how he cried in his sleep; how he imagined an unusual scent about the camp; and had betrayed other symptoms of mental excitement. He also admitted the bewildering effect of "that extraordinary odor" upon himself, "pungent and acrid like the odor of lions." And by the time they were within an easy hour of Fifty Island Water he had let slip the further fact—a foolish avowal of his own hysterical condition, as he felt afterwards—that he had heard the vanished guide call "for help." He omitted the singular phrases used, for he simply could not bring himself to repeat the preposterous language. Also, while describing how the man's footsteps in the snow had gradually assumed an exact miniature likeness of the animal's plunging tracks, he left out the fact that they measured a wholly incredible distance. It seemed a question, nicely balanced between individual pride and honesty, what he should reveal and what suppress. He mentioned the fiery tinge in the snow, for instance, yet shrank from telling that body and bed had been partly dragged out of the tent....

The next day, though, they were seven hours late, leaving Punk in charge with orders to keep food and fire ready—Simpson found a way to share a lot more of the story's true nature with his uncle, without realizing he was being subtly cross-examined. By the time they reached the start of the trail, where the canoe was waiting for the return trip, he had mentioned how Défago talked vaguely about "something he called a 'Wendigo'"; how he cried in his sleep; how he sensed an unusual smell around the camp; and had revealed other signs of mental distress. He also confessed that "that extraordinary odor" had a confusing effect on him, "pungent and acrid like the smell of lions." And by the time they were just an easy hour away from Fifty Island Water, he accidentally revealed another fact—a foolish admission of his own nervous state, as he realized later—that he had heard the missing guide call "for help." He left out the odd phrases used, as he couldn't bring himself to repeat the ridiculous words. Also, while describing how the man's footprints in the snow had gradually matched the exact size and shape of the animal's tracks, he omitted the fact that they covered a wholly unbelievable distance. It seemed like a delicate balance between personal pride and honesty about what to reveal and what to hide. He mentioned the fiery color in the snow, for example, but hesitated to say that the body and bedding had been partially dragged out of the tent....

With the net result that Dr. Cathcart, adroit psychologist that he fancied himself to be, had assured him clearly enough exactly where his mind, influenced by loneliness, bewilderment and terror, had yielded to the strain and invited delusion. While praising his conduct, he managed at the same time to point out where, when, and how his mind had gone astray. He made his nephew think himself finer than he was by judicious praise, yet more foolish than he was by minimizing the value of the evidence. Like many another materialist, that is, he lied cleverly on the basis of insufficient knowledge, because the knowledge supplied seemed to his own particular intelligence inadmissible.

With the end result that Dr. Cathcart, the skilled psychologist he believed himself to be, had clearly explained to him exactly how his mind, influenced by loneliness, confusion, and fear, had given in to the pressure and welcomed delusion. While complimenting his behavior, he also highlighted where, when, and how his mind had gone off track. He made his nephew feel better about himself through careful praise, but also made him seem more foolish by downplaying the importance of the evidence. Like many other materialists, he cleverly lied based on incomplete knowledge, because the information he had seemed unacceptable to his own particular understanding.

"The spell of these terrible solitudes," he said, "cannot leave any mind untouched, any mind, that is, possessed of the higher imaginative qualities. It has worked upon yours exactly as it worked upon my own when I was your age. The animal that haunted your little camp was undoubtedly a moose, for the 'belling' of a moose may have, sometimes, a very peculiar quality of sound. The colored appearance of the big tracks was obviously a defect of vision in your own eyes produced by excitement. The size and stretch of the tracks we shall prove when we come to them. But the hallucination of an audible voice, of course, is one of the commonest forms of delusion due to mental excitement—an excitement, my dear boy, perfectly excusable, and, let me add, wonderfully controlled by you under the circumstances. For the rest, I am bound to say, you have acted with a splendid courage, for the terror of feeling oneself lost in this wilderness is nothing short of awful, and, had I been in your place, I don't for a moment believe I could have behaved with one quarter of your wisdom and decision. The only thing I find it uncommonly difficult to explain is—that—damned odor."

"The spell of these awful lonely places," he said, "can’t leave any mind untouched, especially if it has a vivid imagination. It affected you just like it affected me when I was your age. The animal that haunted your little camp was definitely a moose, because the sound a moose makes can sometimes be very strange. The weird look of the big tracks was clearly a trick of your vision caused by excitement. We'll confirm the size and extent of the tracks when we see them. But the illusion of hearing a voice is, of course, one of the most common forms of delusion caused by mental excitement—an excitement, my dear boy, that is completely understandable, and let me add, wonderfully handled by you considering the circumstances. For what it’s worth, I have to say, you’ve shown remarkable bravery, because the fear of being lost in this wilderness is truly terrifying, and if I were in your shoes, I honestly doubt I could have acted with even a fraction of your wisdom and determination. The only thing I find really hard to explain is—that—damned smell."

"It made me feel sick, I assure you," declared his nephew, "positively dizzy!" His uncle's attitude of calm omniscience, merely because he knew more psychological formulae, made him slightly defiant. It was so easy to be wise in the explanation of an experience one has not personally witnessed. "A kind of desolate and terrible odor is the only way I can describe it," he concluded, glancing at the features of the quiet, unemotional man beside him.

"It made me feel sick, I promise you," his nephew said, "actually dizzy!" His uncle's calm, all-knowing attitude, just because he understood more psychological theories, made him a bit rebellious. It’s so easy to seem wise when explaining an experience you haven't actually seen. "The only way I can describe it is as a kind of lonely and horrible smell," he finished, looking at the face of the quiet, unemotional man next to him.

"I can only marvel," was the reply, "that under the circumstances it did not seem to you even worse." The dry words, Simpson knew, hovered between the truth, and his uncle's interpretation of "the truth."

"I can only wonder," was the reply, "that given the circumstances it didn't seem even worse to you." The blunt words, Simpson knew, balanced between reality and his uncle's version of "the truth."


And so at last they came to the little camp and found the tent still standing, the remains of the fire, and the piece of paper pinned to a stake beside it—untouched. The cache, poorly contrived by inexperienced hands, however, had been discovered and opened—by musk rats, mink and squirrel. The matches lay scattered about the opening, but the food had been taken to the last crumb.

And so at last they reached the small camp and found the tent still up, the remnants of the fire, and the piece of paper pinned to a stake next to it—untouched. The cache, poorly made by inexperienced hands, had been found and opened—by muskrats, minks, and squirrels. The matches were scattered around the opening, but the food had been taken down to the last crumb.

"Well, fellers, he ain't here," exclaimed Hank loudly after his fashion. "And that's as sartain as the coal supply down below! But whar he's got to by this time is 'bout as unsartain as the trade in crowns in t'other place." The presence of a divinity student was no barrier to his language at such a time, though for the reader's sake it may be severely edited. "I propose," he added, "that we start out at once an' hunt for'm like hell!"

"Well, guys, he isn't here," Hank shouted in his usual way. "And that's as certain as the coal supply down below! But where he could be by now is about as uncertain as the trade in crowns over there." The fact that a divinity student was around didn't stop him from speaking like that at the moment, although it might be toned down for the reader's sake. "I suggest," he added, "that we head out right away and search for him like crazy!"

The gloom of Défago's probable fate oppressed the whole party with a sense of dreadful gravity the moment they saw the familiar signs of recent occupancy. Especially the tent, with the bed of balsam branches still smoothed and flattened by the pressure of his body, seemed to bring his presence near to them. Simpson, feeling vaguely as if his world were somehow at stake, went about explaining particulars in a hushed tone. He was much calmer now, though overwearied with the strain of his many journeys. His uncle's method of explaining—"explaining away," rather—the details still fresh in his haunted memory helped, too, to put ice upon his emotions.

The heaviness of Défago's likely fate weighed down on the entire group as soon as they noticed the obvious signs of someone having been there recently. The tent, with the bed of balsam branches still pressed down where he had lain, made his presence feel very close. Simpson, feeling as if his world was somehow on the line, started to explain the details in a quiet voice. He was much calmer now, even though he was exhausted from all his travels. His uncle's way of "explaining away" the details still vivid in his troubled memory also helped to cool his emotions.

"And that's the direction he ran off in," he said to his two companions, pointing in the direction where the guide had vanished that morning in the grey dawn. "Straight down there he ran like a deer, in between the birch and the hemlock...."

"And that's the way he ran off," he said to his two friends, pointing in the direction where the guide had disappeared that morning in the gray dawn. "He ran straight down there like a deer, between the birch and the hemlock...."

Hank and Dr. Cathcart exchanged glances.

Hank and Dr. Cathcart shared a look.

"And it was about two miles down there, in a straight line," continued the other, speaking with something of the former terror in his voice, "that I followed his trail to the place where—it stopped—dead!"

"And it was about two miles down there, in a straight line," continued the other, speaking with a hint of the previous fear in his voice, "that I followed his trail to the spot where—it just stopped—totally!"

"And where you heered him callin' an' caught the stench, an' all the rest of the wicked entertainment," cried Hank, with a volubility that betrayed his keen distress.

"And where you heard him calling and smelled the stench, and all the other wicked entertainment," cried Hank, with a flow of words that revealed his deep distress.

"And where your excitement overcame you to the point of producing illusions," added Dr. Cathcart under his breath, yet not so low that his nephew did not hear it.

"And where your excitement got the better of you to the point of creating illusions," Dr. Cathcart added under his breath, but not so quietly that his nephew didn’t hear it.


It was early in the afternoon, for they had traveled quickly, and there were still a good two hours of daylight left. Dr. Cathcart and Hank lost no time in beginning the search, but Simpson was too exhausted to accompany them. They would follow the blazed marks on the trees, and where possible, his footsteps. Meanwhile the best thing he could do was to keep a good fire going, and rest.

It was early afternoon, as they had traveled fast, and there were still a couple of hours of daylight left. Dr. Cathcart and Hank wasted no time starting the search, but Simpson was too worn out to join them. They would follow the marked trees and, when possible, his footprints. In the meantime, the best thing he could do was keep the fire burning and rest.

But after something like three hours' search, the darkness already down, the two men returned to camp with nothing to report. Fresh snow had covered all signs, and though they had followed the blazed trees to the spot where Simpson had turned back, they had not discovered the smallest indication of a human being—or for that matter, of an animal. There were no fresh tracks of any kind; the snow lay undisturbed.

But after searching for about three hours, with darkness already setting in, the two men returned to camp with nothing to report. Fresh snow had covered all traces, and even though they had followed the marked trees to where Simpson had turned back, they hadn’t found even the slightest sign of a human or, for that matter, an animal. There were no fresh tracks at all; the snow remained untouched.

It was difficult to know what was best to do, though in reality there was nothing more they could do. They might stay and search for weeks without much chance of success. The fresh snow destroyed their only hope, and they gathered round the fire for supper, a gloomy and despondent party. The facts, indeed, were sad enough, for Défago had a wife at Rat Portage, and his earnings were the family's sole means of support.

It was hard to figure out the best course of action, even though there was really nothing else they could do. They could stay and look for weeks with little chance of finding anything. The new snow wiped out their last hope, and they sat around the fire for dinner, feeling gloomy and hopeless. The situation was truly bleak, since Défago had a wife at Rat Portage, and his income was the only way to support the family.

Now that the whole truth in all its ugliness was out, it seemed useless to deal in further disguise or pretense. They talked openly of the facts and probabilities. It was not the first time, even in the experience of Dr. Cathcart, that a man had yielded to the singular seduction of the Solitudes and gone out of his mind; Défago, moreover, was predisposed to something of the sort, for he already had a touch of melancholia in his blood, and his fiber was weakened by bouts of drinking that often lasted for weeks at a time. Something on this trip—one might never know precisely what—had sufficed to push him over the line, that was all. And he had gone, gone off into the great wilderness of trees and lakes to die by starvation and exhaustion. The chances against his finding camp again were overwhelming; the delirium that was upon him would also doubtless have increased, and it was quite likely he might do violence to himself and so hasten his cruel fate. Even while they talked, indeed, the end had probably come. On the suggestion of Hank, his old pal, however, they proposed to wait a little longer and devote the whole of the following day, from dawn to darkness, to the most systematic search they could devise. They would divide the territory between them. They discussed their plan in great detail. All that men could do they would do. And, meanwhile, they talked about the particular form in which the singular Panic of the Wilderness had made its attack upon the mind of the unfortunate guide. Hank, though familiar with the legend in its general outline, obviously did not welcome the turn the conversation had taken. He contributed little, though that little was illuminating. For he admitted that a story ran over all this section of country to the effect that several Indians had "seen the Wendigo" along the shores of Fifty Island Water in the "fall" of last year, and that this was the true reason of Défago's disinclination to hunt there. Hank doubtless felt that he had in a sense helped his old pal to death by overpersuading him. "When an Indian goes crazy," he explained, talking to himself more than to the others, it seemed, "it's always put that he's 'seen the Wendigo.' An' pore old Défaygo was superstitious down to he very heels ...!"

Now that the whole ugly truth was out, it seemed pointless to keep any more disguises or pretenses. They talked openly about the facts and possibilities. This wasn’t the first time, even for Dr. Cathcart, that a man had been tempted by the solitude and ended up losing his mind; Défago was already somewhat prone to this, as he had a hint of melancholia in his blood, and his stamina had been weakened by drinking binges that often lasted weeks. Something on this trip—no one would ever know exactly what—had pushed him over the edge, that was all. He had disappeared into the vast wilderness of trees and lakes, likely to die of starvation and exhaustion. The odds against him finding his way back to camp were overwhelming; the delirium he was experiencing would probably have worsened, and it was quite possible he might harm himself, hastening his cruel fate. Even while they talked, the end had likely already come. However, on the suggestion of Hank, his old friend, they decided to wait a bit longer and spend the entire next day, from dawn until dark, on the most organized search they could come up with. They would divide the area between them. They discussed their plan in great detail. They would do everything they could. Meanwhile, they talked about how the strange Panic of the Wilderness had affected the mind of the unfortunate guide. Hank, although familiar with the legend in general, clearly wasn’t comfortable with where the conversation was going. He contributed little, but what he did say was insightful. He admitted that there was a story going around about several Indians who had “seen the Wendigo” along the shores of Fifty Island Water last fall, and that it was the real reason for Défago’s reluctance to hunt there. Hank probably felt in some way that he had helped push his old friend towards this fate by encouraging him too much. “When an Indian goes crazy,” he explained, seemingly talking more to himself than to the others, “it’s always said that he’s ‘seen the Wendigo.’ And poor old Défago was superstitious to the bone…!”

And then Simpson, feeling the atmosphere more sympathetic, told over again the full story of his astonishing tale; he left out no details this time; he mentioned his own sensations and gripping fears. He only omitted the strange language used.

And then Simpson, sensing the atmosphere was more understanding, recounted his amazing story once again; he included every detail this time; he shared his own feelings and intense fears. He only left out the strange language that was used.

"But Défago surely had already told you all these details of the Wendigo legend, my dear fellow," insisted the doctor. "I mean, he had talked about it, and thus put into your mind the ideas which your own excitement afterwards developed?"

"But Défago must have already shared all these details of the Wendigo legend with you, my good friend," the doctor insisted. "I mean, he talked about it, which is what triggered your own excitement and developed those ideas in your mind afterwards?"

Whereupon Simpson again repeated the facts. Défago, he declared, had barely mentioned the beast. He, Simpson, knew nothing of the story, and, so far as he remembered, had never even read about it. Even the word was unfamiliar.

Whereupon Simpson once again recounted the details. Défago, he said, had hardly talked about the creature. He, Simpson, knew nothing about the story and, as far as he could recall, had never even read about it. Even the term was unfamiliar to him.

Of course he was telling the truth, and Dr. Cathcart was reluctantly compelled to admit the singular character of the whole affair. He did not do this in words so much as in manner, however. He kept his back against a good, stout tree; he poked the fire into a blaze the moment it showed signs of dying down; he was quicker than any of them to notice the least sound in the night about them—a fish jumping in the lake, a twig snapping in the bush, the dropping of occasional fragments of frozen snow from the branches overhead where the heat loosened them. His voice, too, changed a little in quality, becoming a shade less confident, lower also in tone. Fear, to put it plainly, hovered close about that little camp, and though all three would have been glad to speak of other matters, the only thing they seemed able to discuss was this—the source of their fear. They tried other subjects in vain; there was nothing to say about them. Hank was the most honest of the group; he said next to nothing. He never once, however, turned his back to the darkness. His face was always to the forest, and when wood was needed he didn't go farther than was necessary to get it.

Of course he was telling the truth, and Dr. Cathcart was reluctantly forced to acknowledge the strange nature of the whole situation. He didn't express this in words so much as in his actions. He leaned against a sturdy tree, stoked the fire to keep it roaring whenever it started to fade, and he was the first to notice even the slightest sounds in the night around them—a fish splashing in the lake, a twig snapping in the bushes, or bits of frozen snow dropping from the branches above as the heat loosened them. His voice also shifted a bit, sounding less confident and lower in pitch. To put it simply, fear loomed over that little camp, and even though all three would have preferred to talk about something else, the only topic they seemed able to discuss was the source of their fear. They attempted other subjects but found nothing to say about them. Hank was the most straightforward of the group; he hardly spoke at all. However, he never once turned his back to the darkness. His face was always towards the forest, and when it was time to gather wood, he didn't venture farther than necessary to find it.


VII


A wall of silence wrapped them in, for the snow, though not thick, was sufficient to deaden any noise, and the frost held things pretty tight besides. No sound but their voices and the soft roar of the flames made itself heard. Only, from time to time, something soft as the flutter of a pine moth's wings went past them through the air. No one seemed anxious to go to bed. The hours slipped towards midnight.

A wall of silence surrounded them, as the snow, though not deep, was enough to muffle any sound, and the frost kept everything pretty still too. The only sounds were their voices and the soft crackle of the flames. Occasionally, something as delicate as the flutter of a pine moth's wings passed by in the air. No one seemed eager to go to bed. The hours drifted toward midnight.

"The legend is picturesque enough," observed the doctor after one of the longer pauses, speaking to break it rather than because he had anything to say, "for the Wendigo is simply the Call of the Wild personified, which some natures hear to their own destruction."

"The legend is quite vivid," the doctor remarked after one of the longer pauses, talking to fill the silence rather than because he had anything important to say, "because the Wendigo is basically the Call of the Wild made real, which some people's natures hear to their own doom."

"That's about it," Hank said presently. "An' there's no misunderstandin' when you hear it. It calls you by name right 'nough."

"That's about it," Hank said now. "And there's no mistaking it when you hear it. It calls you by name clearly."

Another pause followed. Then Dr. Cathcart came back to the forbidden subject with a rush that made the others jump.

Another pause followed. Then Dr. Cathcart suddenly brought up the forbidden topic again, startling the others.

"The allegory is significant," he remarked, looking about him into the darkness, "for the Voice, they say, resembles all the minor sounds of the Bush—wind, falling water, cries of the animals, and so forth. And, once the victim hears that—he's off for good, of course! His most vulnerable points, moreover, are said to be the feet and the eyes; the feet, you see, for the lust of wandering, and the eyes for the lust of beauty. The poor beggar goes at such a dreadful speed that he bleeds beneath the eyes, and his feet burn."

"The allegory is important," he said, scanning the darkness around him, "because they say the Voice sounds like all the little noises of the Bush—like the wind, flowing water, animal cries, and so on. And once the victim hears that—he's done for, of course! His most vulnerable spots are said to be his feet and his eyes; the feet, you know, because of the desire to wander, and the eyes because of the desire for beauty. The poor guy moves so fast that he bleeds under his eyes, and his feet are on fire."

Dr. Cathcart, as he spoke, continued to peer uneasily into the surrounding gloom. His voice sank to a hushed tone.

Dr. Cathcart, as he spoke, kept looking anxiously into the surrounding darkness. His voice dropped to a whisper.

"The Wendigo," he added, "is said to burn his feet—owing to the friction, apparently caused by its tremendous velocity—till they drop off, and new ones form exactly like its own."

"The Wendigo," he added, "is said to burn its feet—apparently due to the friction from its incredible speed—until they fall off, and new ones grow back just like its own."

Simpson listened in horrified amazement; but it was the pallor on Hank's face that fascinated him most. He would willingly have stopped his ears and closed his eyes, had he dared.

Simpson listened in shocked disbelief; but it was the paleness on Hank's face that intrigued him the most. He would have gladly covered his ears and shut his eyes, if he had the courage to do so.

"It don't always keep to the ground neither," came in Hank's slow, heavy drawl, "for it goes so high that he thinks the stars have set him all a-fire. An' it'll take great thumpin' jumps sometimes, an' run along the tops of the trees, carrying its partner with it, an' then droppin' him jest as a fish hawk'll drop a pickerel to kill it before eatin'. An' its food, of all the muck in the whole Bush is—moss!" And he laughed a short, unnatural laugh. "It's a moss-eater, is the Wendigo," he added, looking up excitedly into the faces of his companions. "Moss-eater," he repeated, with a string of the most outlandish oaths he could invent.

"It doesn't always stay on the ground either," Hank said in his slow, heavy accent, "because it goes so high that it thinks the stars have set it on fire. And it will make really big jumps sometimes, running along the tops of the trees, carrying its partner with it, and then dropping him just like a fish hawk drops a pickerel to kill it before eating. And its food, of all the stuff in the whole Bush, is—moss!" He laughed a short, awkward laugh. "It's a moss-eater, the Wendigo," he added, looking up excitedly at his companions' faces. "Moss-eater," he repeated, stringing together the most absurd curses he could think of.

But Simpson now understood the true purpose of all this talk. What these two men, each strong and "experienced" in his own way, dreaded more than anything else was—silence. They were talking against time. They were also talking against darkness, against the invasion of panic, against the admission reflection might bring that they were in an enemy's country—against anything, in fact, rather than allow their inmost thoughts to assume control. He himself, already initiated by the awful vigil with terror, was beyond both of them in this respect. He had reached the stage where he was immune. But these two, the scoffing, analytical doctor, and the honest, dogged backwoodsman, each sat trembling in the depths of his being.

But Simpson now realized the real reason behind all this chatter. What these two men, each strong and "experienced" in his own way, feared most was—silence. They were talking to pass the time. They were also talking to fend off the darkness, to fight against the creeping panic, and to avoid the unsettling truth that they were in enemy territory—basically anything to prevent their deepest thoughts from taking over. He himself, already acquainted with the terrifying vigil, had moved past both of them in this regard. He had reached a point where he was immune. But these two, the mocking, analytical doctor, and the straightforward, determined backwoodsman, were both trembling deep down inside.

Thus the hours passed; and thus, with lowered voices and a kind of taut inner resistance of spirit, this little group of humanity sat in the jaws of the wilderness and talked foolishly of the terrible and haunting legend. It was an unequal contest, all things considered, for the wilderness had already the advantage of first attack—and of a hostage. The fate of their comrade hung over them with a steadily increasing weight of oppression that finally became insupportable.

Thus the hours went by; and with hushed voices and a sort of tense inner struggle, this small group of people sat in the heart of the wilderness and spoke aimlessly about the horrifying and lingering legend. It was an uneven battle, given the circumstances, because the wilderness already had the upper hand with its initial strike—and a captive. The fate of their friend loomed over them, growing heavier and more oppressive until it became unbearable.

It was Hank, after a pause longer than the preceding ones that no one seemed able to break, who first let loose all this pent-up emotion in very unexpected fashion, by springing suddenly to his feet and letting out the most ear-shattering yell imaginable into the night. He could not contain himself any longer, it seemed. To make it carry even beyond an ordinary cry he interrupted its rhythm by shaking the palm of his hand before his mouth.

It was Hank, after a pause that felt longer than the previous ones that no one seemed able to break, who finally released all this pent-up emotion in a surprising way. He suddenly jumped to his feet and let out the loudest scream imaginable into the night. He just couldn't hold it in any longer. To make it even more intense than an ordinary shout, he broke the rhythm by shaking his hand in front of his mouth.

"That's for Défago," he said, looking down at the other two with a queer, defiant laugh, "for it's my belief"—the sandwiched oaths may be omitted—"that my ole partner's not far from us at this very minute."

"That's for Défago," he said, glancing down at the other two with a strange, defiant laugh, "because I believe"—the swearing can be left out—"that my old partner isn't far from us right now."

There was a vehemence and recklessness about his performance that made Simpson, too, start to his feet in amazement, and betrayed even the doctor into letting the pipe slip from between his lips. Hank's face was ghastly, but Cathcart's showed a sudden weakness—a loosening of all his faculties, as it were. Then a momentary anger blazed into his eyes, and he too, though with deliberation born of habitual self-control, got upon his feet and faced the excited guide. For this was unpermissible, foolish, dangerous, and he meant to stop it in the bud.

There was an intensity and recklessness in his performance that made Simpson jump to his feet in shock, and even caused the doctor to let his pipe fall from his lips. Hank's face was pale, but Cathcart's showed a sudden vulnerability—a noticeable weakening of his composure. Then a brief anger flashed in his eyes, and he too, though with the careful restraint that came from habit, stood up and confronted the agitated guide. This was unacceptable, foolish, and dangerous, and he intended to put a stop to it right away.

What might have happened in the next minute or two one may speculate about, yet never definitely know, for in the instant of profound silence that followed Hank's roaring voice, and as though in answer to it, something went past through the darkness of the sky overhead at terrific speed—something of necessity very large, for it displaced much air, while down between the trees there fell a faint and windy cry of a human voice, calling in tones of indescribable anguish and appeal—

What could have happened in the next minute or two is open to speculation, but it can never be known for sure. In the moment of deep silence that followed Hank's booming voice, and as if in response to it, something shot through the dark sky above at an incredible speed—something that had to be very large since it disturbed a lot of air. Meanwhile, from down among the trees, a faint, eerie cry of a human voice emerged, calling out in tones of indescribable pain and desperation—

"Oh, oh! This fiery height! Oh, oh! My feet of fire! My burning feet of fire!"

"Oh, wow! This intense height! Oh, wow! My fiery feet! My burning feet!"

White to the very edge of his shirt, Hank looked stupidly about him like a child. Dr. Cathcart uttered some kind of unintelligible cry, turning as he did so with an instinctive movement of blind terror towards the protection of the tent, then halting in the act as though frozen. Simpson, alone of the three, retained his presence of mind a little. His own horror was too deep to allow of any immediate reaction. He had heard that cry before.

White to the edge of his shirt, Hank looked around stupidly like a child. Dr. Cathcart let out some kind of incomprehensible shout, instinctively turning toward the safety of the tent in a panic, only to stop as if he were frozen. Simpson, the only one of the three who managed to stay calm for a moment, was too engulfed in his own terror to react right away. He had heard that shout before.

Turning to his stricken companions, he said almost calmly—

Turning to his devastated friends, he said almost calmly—

"That's exactly the cry I heard—the very words he used!"

"That's exactly what I heard—the exact words he said!"

Then, lifting his face to the sky, he cried aloud, "Défago, Défago! Come down here to us! Come down—!"

Then, lifting his face to the sky, he shouted, "Défago, Défago! Come down here to us! Come down—!"

And before there was time for anybody to take definite action one way or another, there came the sound of something dropping heavily between the trees, striking the branches on the way down, and landing with a dreadful thud upon the frozen earth below. The crash and thunder of it was really terrific.

And before anyone could take any decisive action, there was a loud sound of something heavy falling between the trees, hitting the branches on the way down, and landing with a terrible thud on the frozen ground below. The crash and roar of it was truly enormous.

"That's him, s'help me the good Gawd!" came from Hank in a whispering cry half choked, his hand going automatically toward the hunting knife in his belt. "And he's coming! He's coming!" he added, with an irrational laugh of horror, as the sounds of heavy footsteps crunching over the snow became distinctly audible, approaching through the blackness towards the circle of light.

"That's him, I swear to God!" Hank whispered, his voice half-choked, instinctively reaching for the hunting knife in his belt. "And he's coming! He's coming!" he added, laughing irrationally in terror as the heavy footsteps crunching through the snow became clearly audible, approaching through the darkness toward the circle of light.

And while the steps, with their stumbling motion, moved nearer and nearer upon them, the three men stood round that fire, motionless and dumb. Dr. Cathcart had the appearance of a man suddenly withered; even his eyes did not move. Hank, suffering shockingly, seemed on the verge again of violent action; yet did nothing. He, too, was hewn of stone. Like stricken children they seemed. The picture was hideous. And, meanwhile, their owner still invisible, the footsteps came closer, crunching the frozen snow. It was endless—too prolonged to be quite real—this measured and pitiless approach. It was accursed.

As the footsteps, unsteady and heavy, got closer and closer, the three men stood around the fire, frozen and silent. Dr. Cathcart looked like a man who had suddenly aged; even his eyes stayed still. Hank, in deep distress, seemed on the brink of another outburst; yet he did nothing. He was like stone, too. They looked like frightened children. The scene was terrifying. Meanwhile, their unseen owner continued to approach, crunching through the frozen snow. It felt endless—too drawn out to be entirely real—this deliberate and merciless approach. It felt cursed.


VIII


Then at length the darkness, having thus laboriously conceived, brought forth—a figure. It drew forward into the zone of uncertain light where fire and shadows mingled, not ten feet away; then halted, staring at them fixedly. The same instant it started forward again with the spasmodic motion as of a thing moved by wires, and coming up closer to them, full into the glare of the fire, they perceived then that—it was a man; and apparently that this man was—Défago.

Then finally, the darkness, having struggled to give birth, produced a figure. It moved into the dim light where fire and shadows mixed, not ten feet away; then it stopped, staring at them intently. In the next moment, it moved forward again with a jerky motion like something controlled by wires, and as it got closer to them, right into the bright light of the fire, they realized—it was a man; and apparently this man was—Défago.

Something like a skin of horror almost perceptibly drew down in that moment over every face, and three pairs of eyes shone through it as though they saw across the frontiers of normal vision into the Unknown.

Something like a veil of horror seemed to descend over every face in that moment, and three pairs of eyes shone through it as if they could see beyond the boundaries of normal sight into the Unknown.

Défago advanced, his tread faltering and uncertain; he made his way straight up to them as a group first, then turned sharply and peered close into the face of Simpson. The sound of a voice issued from his lips—

Défago moved forward, his steps shaky and unsure; he approached them as a group at first, then quickly turned and looked closely into Simpson's face. A sound came from his lips—

"Here I am, Boss Simpson. I heered someone calling me." It was a faint, dried up voice, made wheezy and breathless as by immense exertion. "I'm havin' a reg'lar hellfire kind of a trip, I am." And he laughed, thrusting his head forward into the other's face.

"Here I am, Boss Simpson. I heard someone calling me." It was a weak, raspy voice, made strained and breathless from huge effort. "I'm having a really tough time, I am." And he laughed, leaning his head forward into the other person's face.

But that laugh started the machinery of the group of waxwork figures with the wax-white skins. Hank immediately sprang forward with a stream of oaths so farfetched that Simpson did not recognize them as English at all, but thought he had lapsed into Indian or some other lingo. He only realized that Hank's presence, thrust thus between them, was welcome—uncommonly welcome. Dr. Cathcart, though more calmly and leisurely, advanced behind him, heavily stumbling.

But that laugh set off the group of wax figures with their waxy-white skin. Hank immediately jumped forward, swearing in a way so bizarre that Simpson didn’t even recognize it as English; he thought Hank had switched to Indian or some other language. He soon realized that Hank's presence, inserting itself between them, was welcome—very welcome. Dr. Cathcart, though more composed and unhurried, followed behind him, stumbling heavily.

Simpson seems hazy as to what was actually said and done in those next few seconds, for the eyes of that detestable and blasted visage peering at such close quarters into his own utterly bewildered his senses at first. He merely stood still. He said nothing. He had not the trained will of the older men that forced them into action in defiance of all emotional stress. He watched them moving as behind a glass that half destroyed their reality; it was dreamlike; perverted. Yet, through the torrent of Hank's meaningless phrases, he remembers hearing his uncle's tone of authority—hard and forced—saying several things about food and warmth, blankets, whisky and the rest ... and, further, that whiffs of that penetrating, unaccustomed odor, vile yet sweetly bewildering, assailed his nostrils during all that followed.

Simpson seems unclear about what was actually said and done in those next few seconds because the eyes of that horrid and blasted face were staring so closely at him that it completely bewildered his senses at first. He just stood there. He said nothing. He didn’t have the trained will of the older men that pushed them into action despite all the emotional stress. He watched them moving as if through glass that distorted their reality; it was dreamlike and twisted. Yet, through the flood of Hank's pointless words, he remembers hearing his uncle's authoritative tone—firm and forced—mentioning something about food and warmth, blankets, whiskey, and so on... and, on top of that, he caught whiffs of that strong, unfamiliar smell, disgusting yet strangely captivating, assaulting his nostrils during everything that followed.

It was no less a person than himself, however—less experienced and adroit than the others though he was—who gave instinctive utterance to the sentence that brought a measure of relief into the ghastly situation by expressing the doubt and thought in each one's heart.

It was none other than him, though he was less skilled and practiced than the others, who instinctively spoke the words that brought a sense of relief to the awful situation by voicing the doubts and thoughts everyone was feeling.

"It is—YOU, isn't it, Défago?" he asked under his breath, horror breaking his speech.

"It is—YOU, right Défago?" he asked quietly, his voice shaking with fear.

And at once Cathcart burst out with the loud answer before the other had time to move his lips. "Of course it is! Of course it is! Only—can't you see—he's nearly dead with exhaustion, cold and terror! Isn't that enough to change a man beyond all recognition?" It was said in order to convince himself as much as to convince the others. The overemphasis alone proved that. And continually, while he spoke and acted, he held a handkerchief to his nose. That odor pervaded the whole camp.

And right away, Cathcart shouted the loud response before the other person could even speak. "Of course it is! Of course it is! But—can't you see—he's almost dead from exhaustion, cold, and fear! Isn't that enough to change a person completely?" He said it as much to convince himself as to convince others. The way he overemphasized it showed that. And all the while he talked and moved, he held a handkerchief to his nose. That smell filled the entire camp.

For the "Défago" who sat huddled by the big fire, wrapped in blankets, drinking hot whisky and holding food in wasted hands, was no more like the guide they had last seen alive than the picture of a man of sixty is like a daguerreotype of his early youth in the costume of another generation. Nothing really can describe that ghastly caricature, that parody, masquerading there in the firelight as Défago. From the ruins of the dark and awful memories he still retains, Simpson declares that the face was more animal than human, the features drawn about into wrong proportions, the skin loose and hanging, as though he had been subjected to extraordinary pressures and tensions. It made him think vaguely of those bladder faces blown up by the hawkers on Ludgate Hill, that change their expression as they swell, and as they collapse emit a faint and wailing imitation of a voice. Both face and voice suggested some such abominable resemblance. But Cathcart long afterwards, seeking to describe the indescribable, asserts that thus might have looked a face and body that had been in air so rarified that, the weight of atmosphere being removed, the entire structure threatened to fly asunder and become—incoherent....

For the "Défago" who sat curled up by the big fire, wrapped in blankets, drinking hot whisky and holding food in his weak hands, looked nothing like the guide they had last seen alive—much like how a picture of a sixty-year-old man is nothing like a daguerreotype of his youthful self dressed in the fashion of another era. Nothing can truly describe that horrific version of himself, that parody, pretending to be Défago in the firelight. From the remnants of his dark and terrifying memories, Simpson states that the face looked more animal than human, the features warped and out of proportion, the skin loose and hanging, as if he had endured immense pressure and stress. It reminded him, vaguely, of those balloon faces blown up by street vendors on Ludgate Hill, which change their expression as they inflate, and when they deflate, give off a faint and wailing imitation of a voice. Both the face and voice suggested such a grotesque similarity. But later on, Cathcart, trying to describe the indescribable, insists that this is how a face and body might appear after being in air so thin that, with the weight of the atmosphere lifted, the whole structure seemed ready to burst apart and become—incoherent....

It was Hank, though all distraught and shaking with a tearing volume of emotion he could neither handle nor understand, who brought things to a head without much ado. He went off to a little distance from the fire, apparently so that the light should not dazzle him too much, and shading his eyes for a moment with both hands, shouted in a loud voice that held anger and affection dreadfully mingled:

It was Hank, though completely upset and trembling with a flood of emotions he couldn't manage or comprehend, who quickly brought everything to a turning point. He stepped away from the fire, seemingly to avoid being blinded by the light, and shielding his eyes for a moment with both hands, shouted in a loud voice that was filled with a mix of anger and deep affection:

"You ain't Défaygo! You ain't Défaygo at all! I don't give a—damn, but that ain't you, my ole pal of twenty years!" He glared upon the huddled figure as though he would destroy him with his eyes. "An' if it is I'll swab the floor of hell with a wad of cotton wool on a toothpick, s'help me the good Gawd!" he added, with a violent fling of horror and disgust.

"You’re not Défaygo! You’re definitely not Défaygo! I don't care, but that's not you, my old friend of twenty years!" He stared at the hunched figure as if he could destroy him with just a look. "And if it is, I’ll clean the floor of hell with a cotton ball on a toothpick, I swear to God!" he added, expressing intense horror and disgust.

It was impossible to silence him. He stood there shouting like one possessed, horrible to see, horrible to hear—because it was the truth. He repeated himself in fifty different ways, each more outlandish than the last. The woods rang with echoes. At one time it looked as if he meant to fling himself upon "the intruder," for his hand continually jerked towards the long hunting knife in his belt.

It was impossible to shut him up. He stood there yelling like someone out of control, awful to see, awful to hear—because it was the truth. He kept saying the same thing in fifty different ways, each one crazier than the last. The woods echoed with his voice. At one point, it seemed like he was going to throw himself at "the intruder," as his hand kept twitching towards the long hunting knife in his belt.

But in the end he did nothing, and the whole tempest completed itself very shortly with tears. Hank's voice suddenly broke, he collapsed on the ground, and Cathcart somehow or other persuaded him at last to go into the tent and lie quiet. The remainder of the affair, indeed, was witnessed by him from behind the canvas, his white and terrified face peeping through the crack of the tent door flap.

But in the end, he did nothing, and the whole storm quickly ended in tears. Hank's voice suddenly cracked, he fell to the ground, and Cathcart somehow convinced him to go into the tent and rest quietly. The rest of the situation, in fact, was seen by him from behind the canvas, his pale and scared face peeking through the gap in the tent door flap.

Then Dr. Cathcart, closely followed by his nephew who so far had kept his courage better than all of them, went up with a determined air and stood opposite to the figure of Défago huddled over the fire. He looked him squarely in the face and spoke. At first his voice was firm.

Then Dr. Cathcart, closely followed by his nephew, who had managed to keep his courage better than the rest, approached with a determined attitude and stood facing Défago, who was huddled over the fire. He looked him straight in the eye and spoke. At first, his voice was steady.

"Défago, tell us what's happened—just a little, so that we can know how best to help you?" he asked in a tone of authority, almost of command. And at that point, it was command. At once afterwards, however, it changed in quality, for the figure turned up to him a face so piteous, so terrible and so little like humanity, that the doctor shrank back from him as from something spiritually unclean. Simpson, watching close behind him, says he got the impression of a mask that was on the verge of dropping off, and that underneath they would discover something black and diabolical, revealed in utter nakedness. "Out with it, man, out with it!" Cathcart cried, terror running neck and neck with entreaty. "None of us can stand this much longer ...!" It was the cry of instinct over reason.

"Défago, tell us what happened—just a bit, so we can figure out how to help you," he said in a commanding tone. And at that moment, it was a command. Soon after, though, the tone shifted, as the figure turned to him with a face that was so pitiful, so horrifying, and so unlike any human expression that the doctor recoiled as if from something spiritually tainted. Simpson, watching closely behind him, said he felt like he was looking at a mask that was about to fall off, revealing something dark and evil underneath, completely exposed. "Spit it out, man, spit it out!" Cathcart yelled, fear mingling with desperation. "None of us can take this much longer...!" It was a primal shout driven by instinct rather than reason.

And then "Défago," smiling whitely, answered in that thin and fading voice that already seemed passing over into a sound of quite another character—

And then "Défago," smiling whitely, responded in that thin and fading voice that felt like it was shifting into a completely different sound—

"I seen that great Wendigo thing," he whispered, sniffing the air about him exactly like an animal. "I been with it too—"

"I saw that huge Wendigo thing," he whispered, sniffing the air around him just like an animal. "I've been with it too—"

Whether the poor devil would have said more, or whether Dr. Cathcart would have continued the impossible cross examination cannot be known, for at that moment the voice of Hank was heard yelling at the top of his voice from behind the canvas that concealed all but his terrified eyes. Such a howling was never heard.

Whether the poor guy would have said more, or whether Dr. Cathcart would have kept up the impossible questioning can’t be known, because at that moment, Hank’s voice was heard yelling at the top of his lungs from behind the canvas that hid everything but his terrified eyes. Such a racket had never been heard before.

"His feet! Oh, Gawd, his feet! Look at his great changed—feet!"

"His feet! Oh man, his feet! Check out his totally transformed feet!"

Défago, shuffling where he sat, had moved in such a way that for the first time his legs were in full light and his feet were visible. Yet Simpson had no time, himself, to see properly what Hank had seen. And Hank has never seen fit to tell. That same instant, with a leap like that of a frightened tiger, Cathcart was upon him, bundling the folds of blanket about his legs with such speed that the young student caught little more than a passing glimpse of something dark and oddly massed where moccasined feet ought to have been, and saw even that but with uncertain vision.

Défago, shifting in his seat, had moved in such a way that for the first time his legs were fully visible and his feet were out in the open. But Simpson didn’t have the time to really see what Hank had noticed. And Hank never felt it was important to share. In that same moment, with a leap like a startled tiger, Cathcart was on him, quickly wrapping the folds of the blanket around his legs so fast that the young student caught just a brief glimpse of something dark and oddly shaped where moccasined feet should have been, and even that was seen with unclear vision.

Then, before the doctor had time to do more, or Simpson time to even think a question, much less ask it, Défago was standing upright in front of them, balancing with pain and difficulty, and upon his shapeless and twisted visage an expression so dark and so malicious that it was, in the true sense, monstrous.

Then, before the doctor could do anything more or Simpson had even a moment to think of a question, let alone ask it, Défago was standing upright in front of them, struggling with pain and effort. On his misshapen and distorted face was a look so dark and so wicked that it was, in every sense, monstrous.

"Now you seen it too," he wheezed, "you seen my fiery, burning feet! And now—that is, unless you kin save me an' prevent—it's 'bout time for—"

"Now you saw it too," he wheezed, "you saw my fiery, burning feet! And now—that is, unless you can save me and stop it—it's about time for—"

His piteous and beseeching voice was interrupted by a sound that was like the roar of wind coming across the lake. The trees overhead shook their tangled branches. The blazing fire bent its flames as before a blast. And something swept with a terrific, rushing noise about the little camp and seemed to surround it entirely in a single moment of time. Défago shook the clinging blankets from his body, turned towards the woods behind, and with the same stumbling motion that had brought him—was gone: gone, before anyone could move muscle to prevent him, gone with an amazing, blundering swiftness that left no time to act. The darkness positively swallowed him; and less than a dozen seconds later, above the roar of the swaying trees and the shout of the sudden wind, all three men, watching and listening with stricken hearts, heard a cry that seemed to drop down upon them from a great height of sky and distance—

His desperate and pleading voice was cut off by a sound like the wind howling across the lake. The trees above shook their tangled branches. The blazing fire bent its flames as if pushed by a gust. And something rushed around the little camp with a terrifying noise, almost seeming to wrap around it in an instant. Défago tossed off the blankets clinging to him, turned toward the woods behind, and with the same unsteady movement that brought him here—he was gone: gone, before anyone could react to stop him, gone with a surprising, awkward speed that left no time to intervene. The darkness completely engulfed him; and less than ten seconds later, amid the roar of the swaying trees and the shout of the sudden wind, all three men, watching and listening with broken hearts, heard a cry that seemed to fall down upon them from a great height of sky and distance—

"Oh, oh! This fiery height! Oh, oh! My feet of fire! My burning feet of fire ...!" then died away, into untold space and silence.

"Oh, wow! This intense height! Oh, wow! My fiery feet! My burning feet ...!" then faded away into endless space and silence.

Dr. Cathcart—suddenly master of himself, and therefore of the others—was just able to seize Hank violently by the arm as he tried to dash headlong into the Bush.

Dr. Cathcart—suddenly in control of himself, and therefore of the others—was just able to grab Hank roughly by the arm as he tried to rush headfirst into the Bush.

"But I want ter know,—you!" shrieked the guide. "I want ter see! That ain't him at all, but some—devil that's shunted into his place ...!"

"But I want to know—you!" shouted the guide. "I want to see! That isn’t him at all, but some—devil that’s taken his place...!"

Somehow or other—he admits he never quite knew how he accomplished it—he managed to keep him in the tent and pacify him. The doctor, apparently, had reached the stage where reaction had set in and allowed his own innate force to conquer. Certainly he "managed" Hank admirably. It was his nephew, however, hitherto so wonderfully controlled, who gave him most cause for anxiety, for the cumulative strain had now produced a condition of lachrymose hysteria which made it necessary to isolate him upon a bed of boughs and blankets as far removed from Hank as was possible under the circumstances.

Somehow—he admits he never really understood how he did it—he managed to keep him in the tent and calm him down. The doctor seemed to have reached a point where the shock had set in, allowing his natural strength to take over. He definitely handled Hank well. However, it was his nephew, who had been so well controlled until now, that caused him the most worry, as the ongoing stress had now led to a state of tearful hysteria, making it necessary to isolate him on a bed of branches and blankets as far away from Hank as possible given the situation.

And there he lay, as the watches of that haunted night passed over the lonely camp, crying startled sentences, and fragments of sentences, into the folds of his blanket. A quantity of gibberish about speed and height and fire mingled oddly with biblical memories of the classroom. "People with broken faces all on fire are coming at a most awful, awful, pace towards the camp!" he would moan one minute; and the next would sit up and stare into the woods, intently listening, and whisper, "How terrible in the wilderness are—are the feet of them that—" until his uncle came across to change the direction of his thoughts and comfort him.

And there he lay, as the hours of that eerie night went by over the lonely camp, mumbling startled sentences and bits of sentences into his blanket. A jumble of nonsense about speed, height, and fire mixed strangely with memories from the classroom. "People with broken faces all on fire are coming at a terrifying speed towards the camp!" he would moan one minute; then the next, he would sit up and stare into the woods, listening intently, and whisper, "How terrible in the wilderness are—are the feet of them that—" until his uncle came over to change his thoughts and comfort him.

The hysteria, fortunately, proved but temporary. Sleep cured him, just as it cured Hank.

The hysteria, thankfully, turned out to be only temporary. Sleep fixed him, just like it fixed Hank.

Till the first signs of daylight came, soon after five o'clock, Dr. Cathcart kept his vigil. His face was the color of chalk, and there were strange flushes beneath the eyes. An appalling terror of the soul battled with his will all through those silent hours. These were some of the outer signs ...

Till the first signs of daylight came, soon after five o'clock, Dr. Cathcart kept his vigil. His face was the color of chalk, and there were strange flushes beneath the eyes. An overwhelming fear of the soul battled with his will throughout those silent hours. These were some of the outer signs ...

At dawn he lit the fire himself, made breakfast, and woke the others, and by seven they were well on their way back to the home camp—three perplexed and afflicted men, but each in his own way having reduced his inner turmoil to a condition of more or less systematized order again.

At dawn, he started the fire, made breakfast, and woke everyone up. By seven, they were on their way back to the main camp—three confused and troubled men, but each had managed to organize his inner chaos to some extent.


IX


They talked little, and then only of the most wholesome and common things, for their minds were charged with painful thoughts that clamoured for explanation, though no one dared refer to them. Hank, being nearest to primitive conditions, was the first to find himself, for he was also less complex. In Dr. Cathcart "civilization" championed his forces against an attack singular enough. To this day, perhaps, he is not quite sure of certain things. Anyhow, he took longer to "find himself."

They talked very little, and when they did, it was only about the most basic and normal things because their minds were full of painful thoughts that demanded to be addressed, yet no one had the courage to bring them up. Hank, being closest to primitive states, was the first to come to terms with himself, as he was also less complicated. In Dr. Cathcart, "civilization" fought against a uniquely challenging attack. Even now, he might not be completely sure about certain things. Regardless, it took him longer to "find himself."

Simpson, the student of divinity, it was who arranged his conclusions probably with the best, though not most scientific, appearance of order. Out there, in the heart of unreclaimed wilderness, they had surely witnessed something crudely and essentially primitive. Something that had survived somehow the advance of humanity had emerged terrifically, betraying a scale of life still monstrous and immature. He envisaged it rather as a glimpse into prehistoric ages, when superstitions, gigantic and uncouth, still oppressed the hearts of men; when the forces of nature were still untamed, the Powers that may have haunted a primeval universe not yet withdrawn. To this day he thinks of what he termed years later in a sermon "savage and formidable Potencies lurking behind the souls of men, not evil perhaps in themselves, yet instinctively hostile to humanity as it exists."

Simpson, the divinity student, was the one who organized his conclusions probably with the best, though not the most scientific, sense of order. Out there, in the middle of unspoiled wilderness, they had definitely seen something crude and fundamentally primitive. Something that had somehow survived humanity's progress had emerged forcefully, revealing a scale of life that was still monstrous and immature. He imagined it as a glimpse into prehistoric times, when gigantic and awkward superstitions still weighed heavily on people's hearts; when the forces of nature were still untamed, and the powers that may have haunted a primal universe had not yet receded. Even today, he thinks of what he would later call in a sermon "savage and formidable forces lurking behind the souls of men, not necessarily evil in themselves, yet instinctively hostile to humanity as it exists."

With his uncle he never discussed the matter in detail, for the barrier between the two types of mind made it difficult. Only once, years later, something led them to the frontier of the subject—of a single detail of the subject, rather—

With his uncle, he never went into the details of the issue, as the difference in their mindsets made it challenging. Only once, years later, something nudged them toward the edge of the topic—specifically, one small aspect of it—

"Can't you even tell me what—they were like?" he asked; and the reply, though conceived in wisdom, was not encouraging, "It is far better you should not try to know, or to find out."

"Can't you even tell me what—they were like?" he asked; and the reply, though wise, was not encouraging, "It's better if you don't try to know or find out."

"Well—that odour...?" persisted the nephew. "What do you make of that?"

"Well—that smell...?" the nephew pressed on. "What do you think about that?"

Dr. Cathcart looked at him and raised his eyebrows.

Dr. Cathcart looked at him with raised eyebrows.

"Odours," he replied, "are not so easy as sounds and sights of telepathic communication. I make as much, or as little, probably, as you do yourself."

"Smells," he replied, "aren't as simple as the sounds and visuals of telepathic communication. I probably produce as much, or as little, as you do yourself."

He was not quite so glib as usual with his explanations. That was all.

He wasn't as smooth as usual with his explanations. That was it.


At the fall of day, cold, exhausted, famished, the party came to the end of the long portage and dragged themselves into a camp that at first glimpse seemed empty. Fire there was none, and no Punk came forward to welcome them. The emotional capacity of all three was too over-spent to recognize either surprise or annoyance; but the cry of spontaneous affection that burst from the lips of Hank, as he rushed ahead of them towards the fire-place, came probably as a warning that the end of the amazing affair was not quite yet. And both Cathcart and his nephew confessed afterwards that when they saw him kneel down in his excitement and embrace something that reclined, gently moving, beside the extinguished ashes, they felt in their very bones that this "something" would prove to be Défago—the true Défago, returned.

As night fell, cold, exhausted, and starving, the group reached the end of the long portage and dragged themselves into a camp that looked empty at first glance. There was no fire, and no one came forward to greet them. All three were too worn out to feel either surprise or annoyance; however, the joyful shout that burst from Hank as he rushed ahead of them toward the fireplace likely signaled that the remarkable situation wasn’t over just yet. Both Cathcart and his nephew later admitted that when they saw him kneel in his excitement and embrace something moving gently beside the cold ashes, they felt deep down that this “something” would turn out to be Défago—the real Défago, back again.

And so, indeed, it was.

And indeed, it was.

It is soon told. Exhausted to the point of emaciation, the French Canadian—what was left of him, that is—fumbled among the ashes, trying to make a fire. His body crouched there, the weak fingers obeying feebly the instinctive habit of a lifetime with twigs and matches. But there was no longer any mind to direct the simple operation. The mind had fled beyond recall. And with it, too, had fled memory. Not only recent events, but all previous life was a blank.

It’s a quick story. Totally worn down to the point of being skeletal, the French Canadian—what little remained of him—struggled through the ashes, trying to start a fire. His body was hunched over, with weak fingers clumsily going through the habitual motions of a lifetime with twigs and matches. But there was no longer any mind to guide this simple task. His mind had vanished beyond reach. Along with it, memory was gone. Not just the recent past, but his entire life was just a blank.

This time it was the real man, though incredibly and horribly shrunken. On his face was no expression of any kind whatever—fear, welcome, or recognition. He did not seem to know who it was that embraced him, or who it was that fed, warmed and spoke to him the words of comfort and relief. Forlorn and broken beyond all reach of human aid, the little man did meekly as he was bidden. The "something" that had constituted him "individual" had vanished for ever.

This time, it was the real man, though surprisingly and frighteningly diminished. His face showed no expressions at all—no fear, no welcome, no recognition. He didn’t seem to know who was hugging him, or who was feeding, warming, and speaking comforting words to him. Lonely and shattered beyond any hope of help from others, the little man obediently did as he was told. The "something" that had made him an "individual" had disappeared forever.

In some ways it was more terribly moving than anything they had yet seen—that idiot smile as he drew wads of coarse moss from his swollen cheeks and told them that he was "a damned moss-eater"; the continued vomiting of even the simplest food; and, worst of all, the piteous and childish voice of complaint in which he told them that his feet pained him—"burn like fire"—which was natural enough when Dr. Cathcart examined them and found that both were dreadfully frozen. Beneath the eyes there were faint indications of recent bleeding.

In some ways, it was more heartbreakingly moving than anything they had seen before—his stupid smile as he pulled clumps of coarse moss from his swollen cheeks and told them he was "a damn moss-eater"; the ongoing vomiting of even the most basic food; and, worst of all, the sad and childlike tone of complaint in which he told them his feet hurt—"burn like fire"—which made sense when Dr. Cathcart examined them and found that both were horribly frozen. Under his eyes, there were faint signs of recent bleeding.

The details of how he survived the prolonged exposure, of where he had been, or of how he covered the great distance from one camp to the other, including an immense detour of the lake on foot since he had no canoe—all this remains unknown. His memory had vanished completely. And before the end of the winter whose beginning witnessed this strange occurrence, Défago, bereft of mind, memory and soul, had gone with it. He lingered only a few weeks.

The details of how he survived the long exposure, where he had been, or how he traveled the long distance from one camp to the other, including a huge detour around the lake on foot because he didn’t have a canoe—all this remains a mystery. His memory had completely faded. And before the end of the winter that began with this strange event, Défago, empty of mind, memory, and spirit, had disappeared with it. He lasted only a few weeks.

And what Punk was able to contribute to the story throws no further light upon it. He was cleaning fish by the lake shore about five o'clock in the evening—an hour, that is, before the search party returned—when he saw this shadow of the guide picking its way weakly into camp. In advance of him, he declares, came the faint whiff of a certain singular odour.

And what Punk was able to add to the story doesn’t really clarify anything further. He was cleaning fish by the lakeshore around five o'clock in the evening—an hour before the search party returned—when he noticed the shadow of the guide weakly making its way into camp. He says that ahead of him came a faint whiff of a distinct odor.

That same instant old Punk started for home. He covered the entire journey of three days as only Indian blood could have covered it. The terror of a whole race drove him. He knew what it all meant. Défago had "seen the Wendigo."

That same moment, old Punk headed home. He made the three-day journey like only someone with Indian blood could. The fear of an entire race pushed him forward. He understood what it all meant. Défago had "seen the Wendigo."


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