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THE CUSTOM OF THE COUNTRY

by EDITH WHARTON

by Edith Wharton

1913

1913

THE CUSTOM OF THE COUNTRY

I

"Undine Spragg—how can you?" her mother wailed, raising a prematurely-wrinkled hand heavy with rings to defend the note which a languid "bell-boy" had just brought in.

"Undine Spragg—how could you?" her mother cried, lifting a prematurely-wrinkled hand weighed down with rings to shield the note that a tired bellboy had just delivered.

But her defence was as feeble as her protest, and she continued to smile on her visitor while Miss Spragg, with a turn of her quick young fingers, possessed herself of the missive and withdrew to the window to read it.

But her defense was as weak as her protest, and she kept smiling at her visitor while Miss Spragg, with a flick of her quick young fingers, took the letter and moved to the window to read it.

"I guess it's meant for me," she merely threw over her shoulder at her mother.

"I guess it’s meant for me," she casually said to her mother.

"Did you EVER, Mrs. Heeny?" Mrs. Spragg murmured with deprecating pride.

"Did you ever, Mrs. Heeny?" Mrs. Spragg said quietly, with a hint of pride.

Mrs. Heeny, a stout professional-looking person in a waterproof, her rusty veil thrown back, and a shabby alligator bag at her feet, followed the mother's glance with good-humoured approval.

Mrs. Heeny, a plump, professional-looking woman in a raincoat, her old veil pushed back, and a worn alligator bag at her feet, followed the mother's gaze with cheerful approval.

"I never met with a lovelier form," she agreed, answering the spirit rather than the letter of her hostess's enquiry.

"I've never encountered a more beautiful figure," she replied, addressing the essence rather than the exact wording of her hostess's question.

Mrs. Spragg and her visitor were enthroned in two heavy gilt armchairs in one of the private drawing-rooms of the Hotel Stentorian. The Spragg rooms were known as one of the Looey suites, and the drawing-room walls, above their wainscoting of highly-varnished mahogany, were hung with salmon-pink damask and adorned with oval portraits of Marie Antoinette and the Princess de Lamballe. In the centre of the florid carpet a gilt table with a top of Mexican onyx sustained a palm in a gilt basket tied with a pink bow. But for this ornament, and a copy of "The Hound of the Baskervilles" which lay beside it, the room showed no traces of human use, and Mrs. Spragg herself wore as complete an air of detachment as if she had been a wax figure in a show-window. Her attire was fashionable enough to justify such a post, and her pale soft-cheeked face, with puffy eye-lids and drooping mouth, suggested a partially-melted wax figure which had run to double-chin.

Mrs. Spragg and her guest were seated in two heavy gold armchairs in one of the private drawing rooms of the Hotel Stentorian. The Spragg rooms were known as one of the Looey suites, and the drawing room walls, above their highly polished mahogany wainscoting, were covered in salmon-pink damask and decorated with oval portraits of Marie Antoinette and the Princess de Lamballe. In the center of the ornate carpet, a gold table topped with Mexican onyx held a palm in a gold basket tied with a pink bow. Aside from this decoration and a copy of "The Hound of the Baskervilles" lying next to it, the room showed no signs of human use, and Mrs. Spragg herself appeared as detached as if she were a wax figure in a display window. Her outfit was stylish enough to warrant such a position, and her pale, soft-cheeked face, with puffy eyelids and a drooping mouth, resembled a partially melted wax figure that had developed a double chin.

Mrs. Heeny, in comparison, had a reassuring look of solidity and reality. The planting of her firm black bulk in its chair, and the grasp of her broad red hands on the gilt arms, bespoke an organized and self-reliant activity, accounted for by the fact that Mrs. Heeny was a "society" manicure and masseuse. Toward Mrs. Spragg and her daughter she filled the double role of manipulator and friend; and it was in the latter capacity that, her day's task ended, she had dropped in for a moment to "cheer up" the lonely ladies of the Stentorian.

Mrs. Heeny, on the other hand, had a reassuring presence of strength and reality. Her solid black form sitting in the chair, and her large red hands gripping the gold arms, suggested a person who was organized and independent, a fact explained by her work as a "society" manicurist and masseuse. She played a dual role for Mrs. Spragg and her daughter, being both their manipulator and friend; it was in the latter role that, after finishing her day's work, she stopped by for a moment to "cheer up" the lonely ladies of the Stentorian.

The young girl whose "form" had won Mrs. Heeny's professional commendation suddenly shifted its lovely lines as she turned back from the window.

The young girl whose appearance had earned Mrs. Heeny's professional praise suddenly changed her graceful figure as she turned back from the window.

"Here—you can have it after all," she said, crumpling the note and tossing it with a contemptuous gesture into her mother's lap.

"Here—you can have it after all," she said, crumpling the note and tossing it with a disdainful gesture into her mother's lap.

"Why—isn't it from Mr. Popple?" Mrs. Spragg exclaimed unguardedly.

"Why—isn't it from Mr. Popple?" Mrs. Spragg said without thinking.

"No—it isn't. What made you think I thought it was?" snapped her daughter; but the next instant she added, with an outbreak of childish disappointment: "It's only from Mr. Marvell's sister—at least she says she's his sister."

"No—it isn't. What made you think I thought it was?" her daughter snapped, but the next moment she added, with a burst of childish disappointment: "It's just from Mr. Marvell's sister—at least she says she’s his sister."

Mrs. Spragg, with a puzzled frown, groped for her eye-glass among the jet fringes of her tightly-girded front.

Mrs. Spragg, looking confused, searched for her eyeglass among the black fringes of her tightly cinched blouse.

Mrs. Heeny's small blue eyes shot out sparks of curiosity.
"Marvell—what Marvell is that?"

Mrs. Heeny's small blue eyes sparkled with curiosity.
"Marvell— which Marvell are you talking about?"

The girl explained languidly: "A little fellow—I think Mr. Popple said his name was Ralph"; while her mother continued: "Undine met them both last night at that party downstairs. And from something Mr. Popple said to her about going to one of the new plays, she thought—"

The girl explained tiredly, "A little guy—I think Mr. Popple said his name is Ralph," while her mother added, "Undine met them both last night at that party downstairs. And from something Mr. Popple mentioned to her about going to one of the new plays, she thought—"

"How on earth do you know what I thought?" Undine flashed back, her grey eyes darting warnings at her mother under their straight black brows.

"How on earth do you know what I thought?" Undine shot back, her gray eyes giving her mother warning glances beneath her straight black brows.

"Why, you SAID you thought—" Mrs. Spragg began reproachfully; but Mrs. Heeny, heedless of their bickerings, was pursuing her own train of thought.

"Why, you SAID you thought—" Mrs. Spragg began reproachfully; but Mrs. Heeny, ignoring their arguments, was focused on her own thoughts.

"What Popple? Claud Walsingham Popple—the portrait painter?"

"What Popple? Claud Walsingham Popple—the portrait artist?"

"Yes—I suppose so. He said he'd like to paint me. Mabel Lipscomb introduced him. I don't care if I never see him again," the girl said, bathed in angry pink.

"Yeah—I guess so. He said he wanted to paint me. Mabel Lipscomb introduced him. I wouldn't mind if I never saw him again," the girl said, flushed with anger.

"Do you know him, Mrs. Heeny?" Mrs. Spragg enquired.

"Do you know him, Mrs. Heeny?" Mrs. Spragg asked.

"I should say I did. I manicured him for his first society portrait—a full-length of Mrs. Harmon B. Driscoll." Mrs. Heeny smiled indulgently on her hearers. "I know everybody. If they don't know ME they ain't in it, and Claud Walsingham Popple's in it. But he ain't nearly AS in it," she continued judicially, "as Ralph Marvell—the little fellow, as you call him."

"I should say I did. I prepared him for his first society portrait—a full-length of Mrs. Harmon B. Driscoll." Mrs. Heeny smiled knowingly at her audience. "I know everyone. If they don't know ME, they're not part of it, and Claud Walsingham Popple is definitely part of it. But he isn't nearly as much a part of it," she continued authoritatively, "as Ralph Marvell—the little guy, as you call him."

Undine Spragg, at the word, swept round on the speaker with one of the quick turns that revealed her youthful flexibility. She was always doubling and twisting on herself, and every movement she made seemed to start at the nape of her neck, just below the lifted roll of reddish-gold hair, and flow without a break through her whole slim length to the tips of her fingers and the points of her slender restless feet.

Undine Spragg, at that moment, turned quickly to the speaker with one of those agile moves that showed off her youthful flexibility. She was always bending and twisting, and every motion she made seemed to begin at the nape of her neck, just under the lifted roll of her reddish-gold hair, and flowed seamlessly through her entire slim body to her fingertips and the tips of her slender, restless feet.

"Why, do you know the Marvells? Are THEY stylish?" she asked.

"Hey, do you know the Marvells? Are they fashionable?" she asked.

Mrs. Heeny gave the discouraged gesture of a pedagogue who has vainly striven to implant the rudiments of knowledge in a rebellious mind.

Mrs. Heeny made the disappointed gesture of a teacher who has unsuccessfully tried to instill the basics of knowledge in a defiant mind.

"Why, Undine Spragg, I've told you all about them time and again!
His mother was a Dagonet. They live with old Urban Dagonet down in
Washington Square."

"Why, Undine Spragg, I've told you all about them over and over!
His mother was a Dagonet. They live with old Urban Dagonet down in
Washington Square."

To Mrs. Spragg this conveyed even less than to her daughter, "'way down there? Why do they live with somebody else? Haven't they got the means to have a home of their own?"

To Mrs. Spragg, this meant even less than it did to her daughter. "Way down there? Why do they live with someone else? Don't they have the resources to have their own place?"

Undine's perceptions were more rapid, and she fixed her eyes searchingly on Mrs. Heeny.

Undine's perceptions were quicker, and she looked intently at Mrs. Heeny.

"Do you mean to say Mr. Marvell's as swell as Mr. Popple?"

"Are you saying Mr. Marvell is just as great as Mr. Popple?"

"As swell? Why, Claud Walsingham Popple ain't in the same class with him!"

"As great? Well, Claud Walsingham Popple isn't even in the same league as him!"

The girl was upon her mother with a spring, snatching and smoothing out the crumpled note.

The girl jumped to her mother, quickly grabbing and straightening out the crumpled note.

"Laura Fairford—is that the sister's name?"

"Laura Fairford—is that the name of the sister?"

"Mrs. Henley Fairford; yes. What does she write about?"

"Mrs. Henley Fairford; yes. What does she write about?"

Undine's face lit up as if a shaft of sunset had struck it through the triple-curtained windows of the Stentorian.

Undine's face brightened as if a beam of sunset had hit it through the triple-curtained windows of the Stentorian.

"She says she wants me to dine with her next Wednesday. Isn't it queer? Why does SHE want me? She's never seen me!" Her tone implied that she had long been accustomed to being "wanted" by those who had.

"She says she wants me to have dinner with her next Wednesday. Isn't that strange? Why does SHE want me? She's never met me!" Her tone suggested that she was used to being "wanted" by people who knew her.

Mrs. Heeny laughed. "HE saw you, didn't he?"

Mrs. Heeny laughed. "He saw you, didn't he?"

"Who? Ralph Marvell? Why, of course he did—Mr. Popple brought him to the party here last night."

"Who? Ralph Marvell? Of course he did—Mr. Popple brought him to the party here last night."

"Well, there you are… When a young man in society wants to meet a girl again, he gets his sister to ask her."

"Well, there you are… When a young guy in society wants to see a girl again, he has his sister ask her."

Undine stared at her incredulously. "How queer! But they haven't all got sisters, have they? It must be fearfully poky for the ones that haven't."

Undine stared at her in disbelief. "How strange! But not all of them have sisters, right? It must be really cramped for those who don’t."

"They get their mothers—or their married friends," said Mrs. Heeny omnisciently.

"They get their moms—or their married friends," Mrs. Heeny said knowingly.

"Married gentlemen?" enquired Mrs. Spragg, slightly shocked, but genuinely desirous of mastering her lesson.

"Married guys?" asked Mrs. Spragg, a bit shocked but really eager to learn her lesson.

"Mercy, no! Married ladies."

"Please, no! Married women."

"But are there never any gentlemen present?" pursued Mrs. Spragg, feeling that if this were the case Undine would certainly be disappointed.

"But are there never any gentlemen around?" Mrs. Spragg continued, sensing that if that were true, Undine would definitely be let down.

"Present where? At their dinners? Of course—Mrs. Fairford gives the smartest little dinners in town. There was an account of one she gave last week in this morning's TOWN TALK: I guess it's right here among my clippings." Mrs. Heeny, swooping down on her bag, drew from it a handful of newspaper cuttings, which she spread on her ample lap and proceeded to sort with a moistened forefinger. "Here," she said, holding one of the slips at arm's length; and throwing back her head she read, in a slow unpunctuated chant: '"Mrs. Henley Fairford gave another of her natty little dinners last Wednesday as usual it was smart small and exclusive and there was much gnashing of teeth among the left-outs as Madame Olga Loukowska gave some of her new steppe dances after dinner'—that's the French for new dance steps," Mrs. Heeny concluded, thrusting the documents back into her bag.

"Present where? At their dinners? Of course—Mrs. Fairford hosts the most stylish dinners in town. There was a write-up about one she had last week in this morning's TOWN TALK: I think it's right here among my clippings." Mrs. Heeny, diving into her bag, pulled out a handful of newspaper clippings, which she spread on her generous lap and began sorting with a damp finger. "Here," she said, holding one of the slips at arm's length; and tilting her head back, she read in a slow, unpunctuated chant: '"Mrs. Henley Fairford held another of her chic little dinners last Wednesday as usual it was stylish small and exclusive and there was much grumbling among those left out as Madame Olga Loukowska showcased some of her new steppe dances after dinner'—that's French for new dance steps," Mrs. Heeny finished, stuffing the documents back into her bag.

"Do you know Mrs. Fairford too?" Undine asked eagerly; while Mrs.
Spragg, impressed, but anxious for facts, pursued: "Does she reside on
Fifth Avenue?"

"Do you know Mrs. Fairford as well?" Undine asked eagerly; while Mrs.
Spragg, impressed but wanting more information, continued: "Does she live on
Fifth Avenue?"

"No, she has a little house in Thirty-eighth Street, down beyond Park
Avenue."

"No, she has a small house on Thirty-eighth Street, past Park Avenue."

The ladies' faces drooped again, and the masseuse went on promptly: "But they're glad enough to have her in the big houses!—Why, yes, I know her," she said, addressing herself to Undine. "I mass'd her for a sprained ankle a couple of years ago. She's got a lovely manner, but NO conversation. Some of my patients converse exquisitely," Mrs. Heeny added with discrimination.

The women's faces fell again, and the masseuse quickly continued, "But they’re happy to have her in the big homes!—Oh, yes, I know her," she said, looking at Undine. "I treated her for a sprained ankle a couple of years back. She has a lovely way about her, but NO conversation. Some of my clients are great at chatting," Mrs. Heeny added thoughtfully.

Undine was brooding over the note. "It IS written to mother—Mrs. Abner E. Spragg—I never saw anything so funny! 'Will you ALLOW your daughter to dine with me?' Allow! Is Mrs. Fairford peculiar?"

Undine was thinking deep about the note. "It's addressed to mom—Mrs. Abner E. Spragg—I’ve never seen anything so funny! 'Will you LET your daughter dine with me?' Let! Is Mrs. Fairford strange?"

"No—you are," said Mrs. Heeny bluntly. "Don't you know it's the thing in the best society to pretend that girls can't do anything without their mothers' permission? You just remember that. Undine. You mustn't accept invitations from gentlemen without you say you've got to ask your mother first."

"No—you are," Mrs. Heeny said directly. "Don't you know it's expected in the best circles to pretend that girls can't do anything without their mothers' permission? Just keep that in mind, Undine. You shouldn't accept invitations from guys unless you say you need to ask your mom first."

"Mercy! But how'll mother know what to say?"

"Wow! But how will mom know what to say?"

"Why, she'll say what you tell her to, of course. You'd better tell her you want to dine with Mrs. Fairford," Mrs. Heeny added humorously, as she gathered her waterproof together and stooped for her bag.

"Well, she'll say whatever you want her to, of course. You should definitely tell her you want to have dinner with Mrs. Fairford," Mrs. Heeny joked as she collected her waterproof gear and bent down for her bag.

"Have I got to write the note, then?" Mrs. Spragg asked with rising agitation.

"Do I have to write the note, then?" Mrs. Spragg asked with increasing agitation.

Mrs. Heeny reflected. "Why, no. I guess Undine can write it as if it was from you. Mrs. Fairford don't know your writing."

Mrs. Heeny thought about it. "Well, no. I suppose Undine can write it like it's from you. Mrs. Fairford doesn’t recognize your handwriting."

This was an evident relief to Mrs. Spragg, and as Undine swept to her room with the note her mother sank back, murmuring plaintively: "Oh, don't go yet, Mrs. Heeny. I haven't seen a human being all day, and I can't seem to find anything to say to that French maid."

This was a clear relief to Mrs. Spragg, and as Undine glided to her room with the note, her mother sank back, saying sadly: "Oh, please don’t leave yet, Mrs. Heeny. I haven’t seen anyone all day, and I just can’t find anything to say to that French maid."

Mrs. Heeny looked at her hostess with friendly compassion. She was well aware that she was the only bright spot on Mrs. Spragg's horizon. Since the Spraggs, some two years previously, had moved from Apex City to New York, they had made little progress in establishing relations with their new environment; and when, about four months earlier, Mrs. Spragg's doctor had called in Mrs. Heeny to minister professionally to his patient, he had done more for her spirit than for her body. Mrs. Heeny had had such "cases" before: she knew the rich helpless family, stranded in lonely splendour in a sumptuous West Side hotel, with a father compelled to seek a semblance of social life at the hotel bar, and a mother deprived of even this contact with her kind, and reduced to illness by boredom and inactivity. Poor Mrs. Spragg had done her own washing in her youth, but since her rising fortunes had made this occupation unsuitable she had sunk into the relative inertia which the ladies of Apex City regarded as one of the prerogatives of affluence. At Apex, however, she had belonged to a social club, and, until they moved to the Mealey House, had been kept busy by the incessant struggle with domestic cares; whereas New York seemed to offer no field for any form of lady-like activity. She therefore took her exercise vicariously, with Mrs. Heeny's help; and Mrs. Heeny knew how to manipulate her imagination as well as her muscles. It was Mrs. Heeny who peopled the solitude of the long ghostly days with lively anecdotes of the Van Degens, the Driscolls, the Chauncey Ellings and the other social potentates whose least doings Mrs. Spragg and Undine had followed from afar in the Apex papers, and who had come to seem so much more remote since only the width of the Central Park divided mother and daughter from their Olympian portals.

Mrs. Heeny looked at her hostess with kind understanding. She knew she was the only source of light in Mrs. Spragg's life. Since the Spraggs had moved from Apex City to New York about two years ago, they hadn't made much progress in connecting with their new surroundings. When Mrs. Spragg's doctor had brought in Mrs. Heeny to care for her patient a few months back, he had done more for her spirits than for her health. Mrs. Heeny had dealt with situations like this before: she recognized the wealthy, helpless family trapped in lonely luxury at an upscale West Side hotel, with a father forced to seek some semblance of social life at the hotel bar and a mother cut off from even that contact with the outside world, reduced to illness from boredom and inactivity. Poor Mrs. Spragg had done her own laundry in her youth, but since her improved circumstances made that kind of work seem inappropriate, she had fallen into the relative stagnation that ladies from Apex City viewed as a privilege of wealth. In Apex, she had been part of a social club, and until they moved to the Mealey House, she had been kept busy with constant household responsibilities. New York, however, seemed to offer no opportunity for any form of lady-like engagement. So, she took her exercise vicariously, with help from Mrs. Heeny, who knew how to engage both her imagination and her physicality. It was Mrs. Heeny who filled the emptiness of the long, lonely days with entertaining stories about the Van Degens, the Driscolls, the Chauncey Ellings, and other social elites whose every move Mrs. Spragg and Undine had followed from a distance in the Apex papers, and who had become even more distant since only Central Park now separated mother and daughter from their glamorous lives.

Mrs. Spragg had no ambition for herself—she seemed to have transferred her whole personality to her child—but she was passionately resolved that Undine should have what she wanted, and she sometimes fancied that Mrs. Heeny, who crossed those sacred thresholds so familiarly, might some day gain admission for Undine.

Mrs. Spragg had no personal ambitions—she appeared to have given all her energy to her child—but she was deeply committed to making sure Undine got what she wanted. Sometimes, she imagined that Mrs. Heeny, who crossed those sacred thresholds so easily, might one day help Undine get in.

"Well—I'll stay a little mite longer if you want; and supposing I was to rub up your nails while we're talking? It'll be more sociable," the masseuse suggested, lifting her bag to the table and covering its shiny onyx surface with bottles and polishers.

"Well—I'll stay a little longer if you'd like; and how about I tidy up your nails while we chat? It’ll be more social," the masseuse suggested, setting her bag on the table and spreading out bottles and polishers on its shiny onyx surface.

Mrs. Spragg consentingly slipped the rings from her small mottled hands. It was soothing to feel herself in Mrs. Heeny's grasp, and though she knew the attention would cost her three dollars she was secure in the sense that Abner wouldn't mind. It had been clear to Mrs. Spragg, ever since their rather precipitate departure from Apex City, that Abner was resolved not to mind—resolved at any cost to "see through" the New York adventure. It seemed likely now that the cost would be considerable. They had lived in New York for two years without any social benefit to their daughter; and it was of course for that purpose that they had come. If, at the time, there had been other and more pressing reasons, they were such as Mrs. Spragg and her husband never touched on, even in the gilded privacy of their bedroom at the Stentorian; and so completely had silence closed in on the subject that to Mrs. Spragg it had become non-existent: she really believed that, as Abner put it, they had left Apex because Undine was too big for the place.

Mrs. Spragg willingly slipped the rings off her small, mottled hands. It felt comforting to be in Mrs. Heeny's grasp, and even though she knew this attention would cost her three dollars, she felt assured that Abner wouldn't mind. Ever since their somewhat hasty departure from Apex City, it was clear to Mrs. Spragg that Abner was determined not to mind—committed to "seeing through" the New York adventure no matter what. It seemed likely now that the cost would be high. They had lived in New York for two years without any social benefit for their daughter, which was, of course, the reason they had come. If there had been other, more urgent reasons at the time, they were things Mrs. Spragg and her husband never discussed, even in the gilded privacy of their bedroom at the Stentorian; and so completely had silence taken over the topic that it had become nonexistent to Mrs. Spragg: she truly believed that, as Abner said, they had left Apex because Undine was too big for the place.

She seemed as yet—poor child!—too small for New York: actually imperceptible to its heedless multitudes; and her mother trembled for the day when her invisibility should be borne in on her. Mrs. Spragg did not mind the long delay for herself—she had stores of lymphatic patience. But she had noticed lately that Undine was beginning to be nervous, and there was nothing that Undine's parents dreaded so much as her being nervous. Mrs. Spragg's maternal apprehensions unconsciously escaped in her next words.

She seemed still—poor kid!—too small for New York: basically invisible to its oblivious crowds; and her mom worried about the day when she'd realize she was unnoticed. Mrs. Spragg didn’t mind the long wait for herself—she had plenty of patience. But she had recently noticed that Undine was starting to get anxious, and there was nothing that Undine's parents dreaded more than her being anxious. Mrs. Spragg's maternal worries slipped out in her next words.

"I do hope she'll quiet down now," she murmured, feeling quieter herself as her hand sank into Mrs. Heeny's roomy palm.

"I really hope she'll calm down now," she said softly, feeling more at ease as her hand slipped into Mrs. Heeny's large palm.

"Who's that? Undine?"

"Who’s that? Undine?"

"Yes. She seemed so set on that Mr. Popple's coming round. From the way he acted last night she thought he'd be sure to come round this morning. She's so lonesome, poor child—I can't say as I blame her."

"Yes. She was really determined that Mr. Popple would drop by. Based on how he acted last night, she thought he would definitely come by this morning. She's so lonely, poor thing—I can’t say I blame her."

"Oh, he'll come round. Things don't happen as quick as that in New
York," said Mrs. Heeny, driving her nail-polisher cheeringly.

"Oh, he'll come around. Things don't happen that quickly in New
York," said Mrs. Heeny, driving her nail polish cheered on.

Mrs. Spragg sighed again. "They don't appear to. They say New Yorkers are always in a hurry; but I can't say as they've hurried much to make our acquaintance."

Mrs. Spragg sighed again. "They don't seem to. They say New Yorkers are always in a rush; but I can't say they've rushed much to get to know us."

Mrs. Heeny drew back to study the effect of her work. "You wait, Mrs. Spragg, you wait. If you go too fast you sometimes have to rip out the whole seam."

Mrs. Heeny stepped back to assess the outcome of her work. "Just wait, Mrs. Spragg, just wait. If you rush, you might end up having to undo the entire seam."

"Oh, that's so—that's SO!" Mrs. Spragg exclaimed, with a tragic emphasis that made the masseuse glance up at her.

"Oh, that's so—that's SO!" Mrs. Spragg exclaimed, with a dramatic emphasis that made the masseuse look up at her.

"Of course it's so. And it's more so in New York than anywhere. The wrong set's like fly-paper: once you're in it you can pull and pull, but you'll never get out of it again."

"Of course, that's true. And it's even more true in New York than anywhere else. The wrong crowd is like flypaper: once you're stuck in it, you can try to pull away, but you'll never really escape."

Undine's mother heaved another and more helpless sigh. "I wish YOU'D tell Undine that, Mrs. Heeny."

Undine's mom let out another sigh, this one feeling more desperate. "I wish YOU'D tell Undine that, Mrs. Heeny."

"Oh, I guess Undine's all right. A girl like her can afford to wait. And if young Marvell's really taken with her she'll have the run of the place in no time."

"Oh, I think Undine will be fine. A girl like her can afford to be patient. And if young Marvell is really interested in her, she'll have the run of the place before long."

This solacing thought enabled Mrs. Spragg to yield herself unreservedly to Mrs. Heeny's ministrations, which were prolonged for a happy confidential hour; and she had just bidden the masseuse good-bye, and was restoring the rings to her fingers, when the door opened to admit her husband.

This comforting thought allowed Mrs. Spragg to fully embrace Mrs. Heeny's treatments, which lasted for a delightful hour of sharing secrets. She had just said goodbye to the masseuse and was putting her rings back on her fingers when the door opened to let her husband in.

Mr. Spragg came in silently, setting his high hat down on the centre-table, and laying his overcoat across one of the gilt chairs. He was tallish, grey-bearded and somewhat stooping, with the slack figure of the sedentary man who would be stout if he were not dyspeptic; and his cautious grey eyes with pouch-like underlids had straight black brows like his daughter's. His thin hair was worn a little too long over his coat collar, and a Masonic emblem dangled from the heavy gold chain which crossed his crumpled black waistcoat.

Mr. Spragg entered quietly, putting his top hat down on the center table and draping his overcoat over one of the gold chairs. He was tallish, had a grey beard, and was slightly stooped, with the loose build of someone who would be overweight if he weren't dyspeptic. His careful grey eyes, which had pouch-like bags under them, had straight black eyebrows like his daughter's. His thin hair was a bit too long for his coat collar, and a Masonic emblem hung from the heavy gold chain that crossed his wrinkled black waistcoat.

He stood still in the middle of the room, casting a slow pioneering glance about its gilded void; then he said gently: "Well, mother?"

He stood quietly in the middle of the room, taking a slow, exploratory look around its luxurious emptiness; then he said softly, "Well, mom?"

Mrs. Spragg remained seated, but her eyes dwelt on him affectionately.
"Undine's been asked out to a dinner-party; and Mrs. Heeny says it's to
one of the first families. It's the sister of one of the gentlemen that
Mabel Lipscomb introduced her to last night."

Mrs. Spragg stayed seated, but she looked at him fondly.
"Undine's been invited to a dinner party; and Mrs. Heeny says it's with
one of the top families. It's the sister of one of the guys that
Mabel Lipscomb introduced her to last night."

There was a mild triumph in her tone, for it was owing to her insistence and Undine's that Mr. Spragg had been induced to give up the house they had bought in West End Avenue, and move with his family to the Stentorian. Undine had early decided that they could not hope to get on while they "kept house"—all the fashionable people she knew either boarded or lived in hotels. Mrs. Spragg was easily induced to take the same view, but Mr. Spragg had resisted, being at the moment unable either to sell his house or to let it as advantageously as he had hoped. After the move was made it seemed for a time as though he had been right, and the first social steps would be as difficult to make in a hotel as in one's own house; and Mrs. Spragg was therefore eager to have him know that Undine really owed her first invitation to a meeting under the roof of the Stentorian.

There was a subtle triumph in her voice, as it was her insistence and Undine's that convinced Mr. Spragg to sell the house they had bought on West End Avenue and move with his family to the Stentorian. Undine had quickly decided that they couldn’t expect to succeed while they "kept house"—all the fashionable people she knew either rented rooms or lived in hotels. Mrs. Spragg was easily swayed to think the same way, but Mr. Spragg had resisted, unable at that moment to sell his house or rent it out as successfully as he had hoped. After the move, it initially seemed like he had been right, and making social connections would be just as tough in a hotel as in a personal home; therefore, Mrs. Spragg was eager for him to know that Undine actually owed her first invitation to a gathering at the Stentorian.

"You see we were right to come here, Abner," she added, and he absently rejoined: "I guess you two always manage to be right."

"You see, we were right to come here, Abner," she added, and he absentmindedly replied, "I suppose you two always manage to be right."

But his face remained unsmiling, and instead of seating himself and lighting his cigar, as he usually did before dinner, he took two or three aimless turns about the room, and then paused in front of his wife.

But his face stayed expressionless, and instead of sitting down and lighting his cigar, like he usually did before dinner, he took a few aimless laps around the room and then stopped in front of his wife.

"What's the matter—anything wrong down town?" she asked, her eyes reflecting his anxiety.

"What's wrong—something going on downtown?" she asked, her eyes mirroring his concern.

Mrs. Spragg's knowledge of what went on "down town" was of the most elementary kind, but her husband's face was the barometer in which she had long been accustomed to read the leave to go on unrestrictedly, or the warning to pause and abstain till the coming storm should be weathered.

Mrs. Spragg's understanding of what happened "downtown" was very basic, but her husband's expression was the gauge she had long relied on to know when it was safe to go ahead without restrictions or when to stop and wait until the upcoming storm had passed.

He shook his head. "N—no. Nothing worse than what I can see to, if you and Undine will go steady for a while." He paused and looked across the room at his daughter's door. "Where is she—out?"

He shook his head. "N—no. Nothing worse than what I can handle, if you and Undine will be serious for a bit." He paused and glanced across the room at his daughter's door. "Where is she—out?"

"I guess she's in her room, going over her dresses with that French maid. I don't know as she's got anything fit to wear to that dinner," Mrs. Spragg added in a tentative murmur.

"I guess she's in her room, going through her dresses with that French maid. I don't think she has anything suitable to wear to that dinner," Mrs. Spragg added in a hesitant whisper.

Mr. Spragg smiled at last. "Well—I guess she WILL have," he said prophetically.

Mr. Spragg finally smiled. "Well—I guess she WILL have," he said knowingly.

He glanced again at his daughter's door, as if to make sure of its being shut; then, standing close before his wife, he lowered his voice to say: "I saw Elmer Moffatt down town to-day."

He looked again at his daughter's door, as if to confirm it was closed; then, standing right in front of his wife, he lowered his voice and said, "I saw Elmer Moffatt in town today."

"Oh, Abner!" A wave of almost physical apprehension passed over Mrs. Spragg. Her jewelled hands trembled in her black brocade lap, and the pulpy curves of her face collapsed as if it were a pricked balloon.

"Oh, Abner!" A wave of almost tangible dread washed over Mrs. Spragg. Her jeweled hands shook in her black brocade lap, and the soft curves of her face drooped as if it were a deflated balloon.

"Oh, Abner," she moaned again, her eyes also on her daughter's door. Mr. Spragg's black eyebrows gathered in an angry frown, but it was evident that his anger was not against his wife.

"Oh, Abner," she moaned again, her eyes still on her daughter's door. Mr. Spragg's dark eyebrows furrowed in an angry frown, but it was clear that his anger wasn't directed at his wife.

"What's the good of Oh Abner-ing? Elmer Moffatt's nothing to us—no more'n if we never laid eyes on him."

"What's the point of worrying about Abner? Elmer Moffatt doesn't mean anything to us—it's like we’ve never even seen him."

"No—I know it; but what's he doing here? Did you speak to him?" she faltered.

"No—I get it; but what’s he doing here? Did you talk to him?" she hesitated.

He slipped his thumbs into his waistcoat pockets. "No—I guess Elmer and
I are pretty well talked out."

He put his thumbs in his waistcoat pockets. "No—I think Elmer and
I have pretty much covered everything."

Mrs. Spragg took up her moan. "Don't you tell her you saw him, Abner."

Mrs. Spragg continued her complaint. "Don't you say you saw him, Abner."

"I'll do as you say; but she may meet him herself."

"I'll do what you say; but she can meet him herself."

"Oh, I guess not—not in this new set she's going with! Don't tell her
ANYHOW."

"Oh, I guess not—not in this new style she's choosing! Don't tell her
ANYWAY."

He turned away, feeling for one of the cigars which he always carried loose in his pocket; and his wife, rising, stole after him, and laid her hand on his arm.

He turned away, searching for one of the cigars he always kept loose in his pocket; and his wife, getting up, quietly followed him and placed her hand on his arm.

"He can't do anything to her, can he?"

"He can't do anything to her, right?"

"Do anything to her?" He swung about furiously. "I'd like to see him touch her—that's all!"

"Do anything to her?" He turned around angrily. "I want to see him lay a finger on her—that's all!"

II

Undine's white and gold bedroom, with sea-green panels and old rose carpet, looked along Seventy-second Street toward the leafless tree-tops of the Central Park.

Undine's white and gold bedroom, with sea-green panels and a faded rose carpet, overlooked Seventy-second Street, providing a view of the bare treetops in Central Park.

She went to the window, and drawing back its many layers of lace gazed eastward down the long brownstone perspective. Beyond the Park lay Fifth Avenue—and Fifth Avenue was where she wanted to be!

She went to the window and pulled aside the layers of lace, looking out eastward down the long row of brownstones. Beyond the park was Fifth Avenue—and that was where she wanted to be!

She turned back into the room, and going to her writing-table laid Mrs. Fairford's note before her, and began to study it minutely. She had read in the "Boudoir Chat" of one of the Sunday papers that the smartest women were using the new pigeon-blood notepaper with white ink; and rather against her mother's advice she had ordered a large supply, with her monogram in silver. It was a disappointment, therefore, to find that Mrs. Fairford wrote on the old-fashioned white sheet, without even a monogram—simply her address and telephone number. It gave Undine rather a poor opinion of Mrs. Fairford's social standing, and for a moment she thought with considerable satisfaction of answering the note on her pigeon-blood paper. Then she remembered Mrs. Heeny's emphatic commendation of Mrs. Fairford, and her pen wavered. What if white paper were really newer than pigeon blood? It might be more stylish, anyhow. Well, she didn't care if Mrs. Fairford didn't like red paper—SHE did! And she wasn't going to truckle to any woman who lived in a small house down beyond Park Avenue…

She turned back into the room, went to her writing desk, laid Mrs. Fairford's note in front of her, and started to examine it closely. She had read in the "Boudoir Chat" section of one of the Sunday papers that the most fashionable women were using the new pigeon-blood notepaper with white ink; and, despite her mother's advice, she had ordered a large supply with her monogram in silver. So it was disappointing to find that Mrs. Fairford wrote on plain white paper, without even a monogram—just her address and phone number. This gave Undine a rather low opinion of Mrs. Fairford's social status, and for a moment she felt quite pleased at the thought of responding to the note on her pigeon-blood paper. Then she remembered Mrs. Heeny's strong praise of Mrs. Fairford, and her pen hesitated. What if white paper was actually more contemporary than pigeon blood? It might be more stylish, at any rate. Well, she didn't care if Mrs. Fairford didn't like red paper—SHE did! And she wasn't going to bow down to any woman who lived in a small house way beyond Park Avenue…

Undine was fiercely independent and yet passionately imitative. She wanted to surprise every one by her dash and originality, but she could not help modelling herself on the last person she met, and the confusion of ideals thus produced caused her much perturbation when she had to choose between two courses. She hesitated a moment longer, and then took from the drawer a plain sheet with the hotel address.

Undine was truly independent yet also very impressionable. She wanted to impress everyone with her boldness and uniqueness, but she couldn't help but shape herself after the last person she encountered. The clash of ideals that resulted left her feeling anxious when it came time to choose between two options. She paused for a moment longer, then pulled out a plain sheet of paper with the hotel address.

It was amusing to write the note in her mother's name—she giggled as she formed the phrase "I shall be happy to permit my daughter to take dinner with you" ("take dinner" seemed more elegant than Mrs. Fairford's "dine")—but when she came to the signature she was met by a new difficulty. Mrs. Fairford had signed herself "Laura Fairford"—just as one school-girl would write to another. But could this be a proper model for Mrs. Spragg? Undine could not tolerate the thought of her mother's abasing herself to a denizen of regions beyond Park Avenue, and she resolutely formed the signature: "Sincerely, Mrs. Abner E. Spragg." Then uncertainty overcame her, and she re-wrote her note and copied Mrs. Fairford's formula: "Yours sincerely, Leota B. Spragg." But this struck her as an odd juxtaposition of formality and freedom, and she made a third attempt: "Yours with love, Leota B. Spragg." This, however, seemed excessive, as the ladies had never met; and after several other experiments she finally decided on a compromise, and ended the note: "Yours sincerely, Mrs. Leota B. Spragg." That might be conventional. Undine reflected, but it was certainly correct. This point settled, she flung open her door, calling imperiously down the passage: "Celeste!" and adding, as the French maid appeared: "I want to look over all my dinner-dresses."

It was funny to write the note in her mom's name—she giggled as she wrote the phrase "I will be happy to let my daughter have dinner with you" ("have dinner" felt fancier than Mrs. Fairford's "dine")—but when she got to the signature, she faced a new challenge. Mrs. Fairford had signed herself "Laura Fairford"—just like one schoolgirl would write to another. But could that be a decent model for Mrs. Spragg? Undine couldn’t stand the thought of her mom lowering herself to someone from outside Park Avenue, so she firmly wrote the signature: "Sincerely, Mrs. Abner E. Spragg." Then doubt hit her, and she rewrote her note, copying Mrs. Fairford's style: "Yours sincerely, Leota B. Spragg." But this felt like a strange mix of formality and casualness, so she made a third attempt: "Yours with love, Leota B. Spragg." However, this seemed over the top, since the ladies had never met; and after more trial and error, she finally settled on a middle ground, ending the note with: "Yours sincerely, Mrs. Leota B. Spragg." That might be standard, Undine thought, but it was definitely proper. With that decided, she flung open her door, calling down the hallway: "Celeste!" and adding, as the French maid appeared: "I want to go over all my dinner dresses."

Considering the extent of Miss Spragg's wardrobe her dinner-dresses were not many. She had ordered a number the year before but, vexed at her lack of use for them, had tossed them over impatiently to the maid. Since then, indeed, she and Mrs. Spragg had succumbed to the abstract pleasure of buying two or three more, simply because they were too exquisite and Undine looked too lovely in them; but she had grown tired of these also—tired of seeing them hang unworn in her wardrobe, like so many derisive points of interrogation. And now, as Celeste spread them out on the bed, they seemed disgustingly common-place, and as familiar as if she had danced them to shreds. Nevertheless, she yielded to the maid's persuasions and tried them on.

Considering how many clothes Miss Spragg had, her dinner dresses were surprisingly few. She had ordered several the previous year but, frustrated by not wearing them, had carelessly given them to the maid. Since then, she and Mrs. Spragg had given in to the fun of buying a couple more, simply because they were too beautiful and Undine looked stunning in them; but she had grown bored of these as well—bored of seeing them hang unworn in her closet, like mocking question marks. And now, as Celeste laid them out on the bed, they seemed annoyingly ordinary and as familiar as if she had already worn them to tatters. Still, she gave in to the maid's encouragement and tried them on.

The first and second did not gain by prolonged inspection: they looked old-fashioned already. "It's something about the sleeves," Undine grumbled as she threw them aside.

The first and second didn’t improve with a closer look: they already seemed outdated. “It’s something about the sleeves,” Undine complained as she tossed them aside.

The third was certainly the prettiest; but then it was the one she had worn at the hotel dance the night before and the impossibility of wearing it again within the week was too obvious for discussion. Yet she enjoyed looking at herself in it, for it reminded her of her sparkling passages with Claud Walsingham Popple, and her quieter but more fruitful talk with his little friend—the young man she had hardly noticed.

The third was definitely the prettiest; but it was the one she had worn at the hotel dance the night before, and it was clearly impossible to wear it again within the week. Still, she loved looking at herself in it, as it reminded her of her lively moments with Claud Walsingham Popple and her more subdued yet rewarding conversation with his little friend—the young man she barely paid attention to.

"You can go, Celeste—I'll take off the dress myself," she said: and when Celeste had passed out, laden with discarded finery. Undine bolted her door, dragged the tall pier-glass forward and, rummaging in a drawer for fan and gloves, swept to a seat before the mirror with the air of a lady arriving at an evening party. Celeste, before leaving, had drawn down the blinds and turned on the electric light, and the white and gold room, with its blazing wall-brackets, formed a sufficiently brilliant background to carry out the illusion. So untempered a glare would have been destructive to all half-tones and subtleties of modelling; but Undine's beauty was as vivid, and almost as crude, as the brightness suffusing it. Her black brows, her reddish-tawny hair and the pure red and white of her complexion defied the searching decomposing radiance: she might have been some fabled creature whose home was in a beam of light.

"You can go, Celeste—I’ll take off the dress myself," she said. Once Celeste left, burdened with the discarded fancy clothes, Undine locked her door, pulled the tall mirror forward, and, searching through a drawer for her fan and gloves, swept over to a seat in front of the mirror as if she were a lady arriving at a party. Before leaving, Celeste had drawn down the blinds and turned on the electric light, and the white and gold room, with its bright wall sconces, provided a striking backdrop to carry out the illusion. Such harsh lighting would have ruined all the subtleties and nuances of the scene, but Undine's beauty was as bold and almost as straightforward as the brightness around her. Her dark brows, reddish-brown hair, and the pure contrast of her red and white complexion stood strong against the piercing, vivid light; she could have been a mythical creature dwelling in a beam of light.

Undine, as a child, had taken but a lukewarm interest in the diversions of her playmates. Even in the early days when she had lived with her parents in a ragged outskirt of Apex, and hung on the fence with Indiana Frusk, the freckled daughter of the plumber "across the way," she had cared little for dolls or skipping-ropes, and still less for the riotous games in which the loud Indiana played Atalanta to all the boyhood of the quarter. Already Undine's chief delight was to "dress up" in her mother's Sunday skirt and "play lady" before the wardrobe mirror. The taste had outlasted childhood, and she still practised the same secret pantomime, gliding in, settling her skirts, swaying her fan, moving her lips in soundless talk and laughter; but lately she had shrunk from everything that reminded her of her baffled social yearnings. Now, however, she could yield without afterthought to the joy of dramatizing her beauty. Within a few days she would be enacting the scene she was now mimicking; and it amused her to see in advance just what impression she would produce on Mrs. Fairford's guests.

Undine, as a child, had only a mild interest in the activities of her friends. Even back when she lived with her parents in a rundown part of Apex, hanging on the fence with Indiana Frusk, the freckled daughter of the plumber "next door," she cared little for dolls or jump ropes, and even less for the boisterous games where the loud Indiana played Atalanta to all the boys in the neighborhood. Undine's main enjoyment was "dressing up" in her mother's Sunday skirt and "playing lady" in front of the wardrobe mirror. This habit outlasted her childhood, and she still practiced the same secret performance, gliding in, adjusting her skirts, swaying her fan, and moving her lips in silent conversation and laughter; but recently she had avoided anything that reminded her of her frustrated social aspirations. Now, however, she could indulge without hesitation in the joy of showcasing her beauty. In just a few days, she would be performing the scene she was currently mimicking; it amused her to imagine in advance the impression she would make on Mrs. Fairford's guests.

For a while she carried on her chat with an imaginary circle of admirers, twisting this way and that, fanning, fidgeting, twitching at her draperies, as she did in real life when people were noticing her. Her incessant movements were not the result of shyness: she thought it the correct thing to be animated in society, and noise and restlessness were her only notion of vivacity. She therefore watched herself approvingly, admiring the light on her hair, the flash of teeth between her smiling lips, the pure shadows of her throat and shoulders as she passed from one attitude to another. Only one fact disturbed her: there was a hint of too much fulness in the curves of her neck and in the spring of her hips. She was tall enough to carry off a little extra weight, but excessive slimness was the fashion, and she shuddered at the thought that she might some day deviate from the perpendicular.

For a while, she kept chatting with an imaginary group of admirers, twisting this way and that, fanning, fidgeting, and adjusting her clothes, just like she did in real life when people were paying attention to her. Her constant movements weren't because she was shy; she believed it was proper to be lively in social situations, and noise and restlessness were her only ideas of being vibrant. So, she watched herself with approval, admiring the light reflecting off her hair, the flash of her teeth showing between her smiling lips, and the clean lines of her throat and shoulders as she shifted from one pose to another. The only thing that bothered her was the slight fullness in the curves of her neck and the shape of her hips. She was tall enough to carry a little extra weight, but being overly slim was in style, and she shuddered at the thought of one day not standing upright.

Presently she ceased to twist and sparkle at her image, and sinking into her chair gave herself up to retrospection. She was vexed, in looking back, to think how little notice she had taken of young Marvell, who turned out to be so much less negligible than his brilliant friend. She remembered thinking him rather shy, less accustomed to society; and though in his quiet deprecating way he had said one or two droll things he lacked Mr. Popple's masterly manner, his domineering yet caressing address. When Mr. Popple had fixed his black eyes on Undine, and murmured something "artistic" about the colour of her hair, she had thrilled to the depths of her being. Even now it seemed incredible that he should not turn out to be more distinguished than young Marvell: he seemed so much more in the key of the world she read about in the Sunday papers—the dazzling auriferous world of the Van Degens, the Driscolls and their peers.

Currently, she stopped admiring her reflection and, sinking into her chair, let herself reflect. She felt frustrated thinking back on how little attention she had paid to young Marvell, who turned out to be far more significant than his flashy friend. She remembered perceiving him as somewhat shy and less experienced in social settings; although he had shared a couple of funny comments in his unassuming manner, he didn't have Mr. Popple's confident style, his commanding yet charming way of speaking. When Mr. Popple locked his dark eyes on Undine and softly murmured something "artistic" about her hair color, it sent a thrill through her. Even now, it seemed hard to believe that he wouldn’t turn out to be more impressive than young Marvell; he fit so much more into the glamorous world she read about in the Sunday papers—the dazzling, wealthy world of the Van Degens, the Driscolls, and their peers.

She was roused by the sound in the hall of her mother's last words to Mrs. Heeny. Undine waited till their adieux were over; then, opening her door, she seized the astonished masseuse and dragged her into the room. Mrs. Heeny gazed in admiration at the luminous apparition in whose hold she found herself.

She was awakened by the sound of her mother's last words to Mrs. Heeny in the hallway. Undine waited until their goodbyes were done; then, opening her door, she grabbed the surprised masseuse and pulled her into the room. Mrs. Heeny stared in amazement at the glowing figure she found herself in the presence of.

"Mercy, Undine—you do look stunning! Are you trying on your dress for
Mrs. Fairford's?"

"Wow, Undine—you look amazing! Are you trying on your dress for
Mrs. Fairford's?"

"Yes—no—this is only an old thing." The girl's eyes glittered under their black brows. "Mrs. Heeny, you've got to tell me the truth—ARE they as swell as you said?"

"Yeah—no—this is just an old thing." The girl's eyes sparkled beneath her dark brows. "Mrs. Heeny, you need to tell me the truth—ARE they as fancy as you said?"

"Who? The Fairfords and Marvells? If they ain't swell enough for you.
Undine Spragg, you'd better go right over to the court of England!"

"Who? The Fairfords and Marvells? If they aren't good enough for you.
Undine Spragg, you'd better head straight over to the court of England!"

Undine straightened herself. "I want the best. Are they as swell as the
Driscolls and Van Degens?"

Undine stood up straight. "I want the best. Are they as great as the
Driscolls and Van Degens?"

Mrs. Heeny sounded a scornful laugh. "Look at here, now, you unbelieving girl! As sure as I'm standing here before you, I've seen Mrs. Harmon B. Driscoll of Fifth Avenue laying in her pink velvet bed with Honiton lace sheets on it, and crying her eyes out because she couldn't get asked to one of Mrs. Paul Marvell's musicals. She'd never 'a dreamt of being asked to a dinner there! Not all of her money couldn't 'a bought her that—and she knows it!"

Mrs. Heeny let out a scornful laugh. "Listen up, you skeptical girl! I swear, I've seen Mrs. Harmon B. Driscoll from Fifth Avenue lying in her pink velvet bed with Honiton lace sheets, crying her eyes out because she wasn't invited to one of Mrs. Paul Marvell's musicals. She would never have dreamed of getting invited to dinner there! Not even all her money could have bought her that—and she knows it!"

Undine stood for a moment with bright cheeks and parted lips; then she flung her soft arms about the masseuse. "Oh Mrs. Heeny—you're lovely to me!" she breathed, her lips on Mrs. Heeny's rusty veil; while the latter, freeing herself with a good-natured laugh, said as she turned away: "Go steady. Undine, and you'll get anywheres."

Undine paused for a moment with rosy cheeks and slightly parted lips; then she wrapped her soft arms around the masseuse. "Oh Mrs. Heeny—you’re so wonderful to me!" she said, pressing her lips against Mrs. Heeny's worn veil. As Mrs. Heeny gently pulled away with a light-hearted laugh, she replied, "Take it easy, Undine, and you'll go far."

GO STEADY, UNDINE! Yes, that was the advice she needed. Sometimes, in her dark moods, she blamed her parents for not having given it to her. She was so young… and they had told her so little! As she looked back she shuddered at some of her escapes. Even since they had come to New York she had been on the verge of one or two perilous adventures, and there had been a moment during their first winter when she had actually engaged herself to the handsome Austrian riding-master who accompanied her in the Park. He had carelessly shown her a card-case with a coronet, and had confided in her that he had been forced to resign from a crack cavalry regiment for fighting a duel about a Countess; and as a result of these confidences she had pledged herself to him, and bestowed on him her pink pearl ring in exchange for one of twisted silver, which he said the Countess had given him on her deathbed with the request that he should never take it off till he met a woman more beautiful than herself.

GO STEADY, UNDINE! That was the advice she really needed. Sometimes, during her dark moments, she blamed her parents for not giving it to her. She was so young… and they had shared so little! Looking back, she shuddered at some of the close calls she had. Since arriving in New York, she had been on the edge of one or two dangerous adventures, and there was even a time during their first winter when she had actually agreed to get engaged to the handsome Austrian riding instructor who took her to the Park. He had casually shown her a card case with a coronet and confided that he had to leave a prestigious cavalry regiment after fighting a duel over a Countess; because of these revelations, she had committed herself to him and gave him her pink pearl ring in exchange for a twisted silver one, which he said the Countess had given him on her deathbed with the promise that he would never take it off until he found a woman more beautiful than her.

Soon afterward, luckily. Undine had run across Mabel Lipscomb, whom she had known at a middle western boarding-school as Mabel Blitch. Miss Blitch occupied a position of distinction as the only New York girl at the school, and for a time there had been sharp rivalry for her favour between Undine and Indiana Frusk, whose parents had somehow contrived—for one term—to obtain her admission to the same establishment. In spite of Indiana's unscrupulous methods, and of a certain violent way she had of capturing attention, the victory remained with Undine, whom Mabel pronounced more refined; and the discomfited Indiana, denouncing her schoolmates as a "bunch of mushes," had disappeared forever from the scene of her defeat.

Soon after, Undine thankfully ran into Mabel Lipscomb, who she had known at a Midwest boarding school as Mabel Blitch. Miss Blitch had a special status as the only New York girl at the school, and for a time, there was intense competition between Undine and Indiana Frusk for her attention. Indiana’s parents had somehow managed to get her admitted to the same school for one term. Despite Indiana's ruthless tactics and her loud way of grabbing attention, Undine emerged victorious, with Mabel declaring her to be more refined. The frustrated Indiana, calling her classmates a "bunch of mushes," vanished from the scene of her defeat for good.

Since then Mabel had returned to New York and married a stock-broker; and Undine's first steps in social enlightenment dated from the day when she had met Mrs. Harry Lipscomb, and been again taken under her wing.

Since then, Mabel had returned to New York and married a stockbroker; and Undine's first steps in social awareness began the day she met Mrs. Harry Lipscomb and was taken under her wing again.

Harry Lipscomb had insisted on investigating the riding-master's record, and had found that his real name was Aaronson, and that he had left Cracow under a charge of swindling servant-girls out of their savings; in the light of which discoveries Undine noticed for the first time that his lips were too red and that his hair was pommaded. That was one of the episodes that sickened her as she looked back, and made her resolve once more to trust less to her impulses—especially in the matter of giving away rings. In the interval, however, she felt she had learned a good deal, especially since, by Mabel Lipscomb's advice, the Spraggs had moved to the Stentorian, where that lady was herself established.

Harry Lipscomb had insisted on checking the riding-master's background and discovered that his real name was Aaronson. He had left Cracow after being accused of cheating servant girls out of their savings. Reflecting on this, Undine noticed for the first time that his lips were too red and that his hair was overly styled. This was one of the moments that disgusted her when she looked back, prompting her to resolve once again to rely less on her impulses—especially when it came to giving away rings. In the meantime, though, she felt she had learned a lot, especially since, following Mabel Lipscomb's advice, the Spraggs had moved to the Stentorian, where that lady was also staying.

There was nothing of the monopolist about Mabel, and she lost no time in making Undine free of the Stentorian group and its affiliated branches: a society addicted to "days," and linked together by membership in countless clubs, mundane, cultural or "earnest." Mabel took Undine to the days, and introduced her as a "guest" to the club-meetings, where she was supported by the presence of many other guests—"my friend Miss Stager, of Phalanx, Georgia," or (if the lady were literary) simply "my friend Ora Prance Chettle of Nebraska—you know what Mrs. Chettle stands for."

There was nothing controlling about Mabel, and she quickly made sure Undine was free from the Stentorian group and its related branches: a society obsessed with "days," connected through countless clubs, whether social, cultural, or serious. Mabel brought Undine to the events and introduced her as a "guest" at the club meetings, where she was accompanied by many other guests—"my friend Miss Stager, from Phalanx, Georgia," or (if the lady was a writer) simply "my friend Ora Prance Chettle from Nebraska—you know what Mrs. Chettle represents."

Some of these reunions took place in the lofty hotels moored like a sonorously named fleet of battle-ships along the upper reaches of the West Side: the Olympian, the Incandescent, the Ormolu; while others, perhaps the more exclusive, were held in the equally lofty but more romantically styled apartment-houses: the Parthenon, the Tintern Abbey or the Lido.

Some of these reunions happened in the grand hotels anchored like a impressively named fleet of battleships along the upper West Side: the Olympian, the Incandescent, the Ormolu; while others, maybe the more exclusive ones, were held in the equally upscale but more romantically named apartment buildings: the Parthenon, the Tintern Abbey, or the Lido.

Undine's preference was for the worldly parties, at which games were played, and she returned home laden with prizes in Dutch silver; but she was duly impressed by the debating clubs, where ladies of local distinction addressed the company from an improvised platform, or the members argued on subjects of such imperishable interest as: "What is charm?" or "The Problem-Novel" after which pink lemonade and rainbow sandwiches were consumed amid heated discussion of the "ethical aspect" of the question.

Undine preferred the social parties where games were played, and she would come home loaded with prizes in Dutch silver. However, she was genuinely impressed by the debating clubs, where well-known local women spoke to the audience from a makeshift stage, and the members discussed timeless topics like "What is charm?" or "The Problem-Novel," followed by pink lemonade and rainbow sandwiches while heatedly debating the "ethical aspect" of the issues.

It was all very novel and interesting, and at first Undine envied Mabel Lipscomb for having made herself a place in such circles; but in time she began to despise her for being content to remain there. For it did not take Undine long to learn that introduction to Mabel's "set" had brought her no nearer to Fifth Avenue. Even in Apex, Undine's tender imagination had been nurtured on the feats and gestures of Fifth Avenue. She knew all of New York's golden aristocracy by name, and the lineaments of its most distinguished scions had been made familiar by passionate poring over the daily press. In Mabel's world she sought in vain for the originals, and only now and then caught a tantalizing glimpse of one of their familiars: as when Claud Walsingham Popple, engaged on the portrait of a lady whom the Lipscombs described as "the wife of a Steel Magnet," felt it his duty to attend one of his client's teas, where it became Mabel's privilege to make his acquaintance and to name to him her friend Miss Spragg.

It was all very new and interesting, and at first, Undine envied Mabel Lipscomb for fitting into such social circles; but over time, she started to look down on her for being satisfied to stay there. It didn’t take Undine long to realize that getting introduced to Mabel's group hadn’t brought her any closer to Fifth Avenue. Even back in Apex, Undine’s vivid imagination had been fed by the feats and lifestyles of Fifth Avenue. She knew all of New York's elite by name, and the faces of its most prominent figures had become familiar through her passionate reading of the daily news. In Mabel's world, she searched desperately for the real people, and only occasionally caught a fleeting glimpse of one of their acquaintances: like when Claud Walsingham Popple, who was working on a portrait of a woman the Lipscombs referred to as "the wife of a Steel Magnet," felt obligated to attend one of his client’s tea parties, where it was Mabel's honor to meet him and introduce her friend Miss Spragg.

Unsuspected social gradations were thus revealed to the attentive Undine, but she was beginning to think that her sad proficiency had been acquired in vain when her hopes were revived by the appearance of Mr. Popple and his friend at the Stentorian dance. She thought she had learned enough to be safe from any risk of repeating the hideous Aaronson mistake; yet she now saw she had blundered again in distinguishing Claud Walsingham Popple while she almost snubbed his more retiring companion. It was all very puzzling, and her perplexity had been farther increased by Mrs. Heeny's tale of the great Mrs. Harmon B. Driscoll's despair.

Undetected social differences were revealed to the observant Undine, but she was starting to feel like her sad expertise had been gained for nothing when her hopes were lifted by the arrival of Mr. Popple and his friend at the loud dance. She thought she had learned enough to avoid repeating the awful Aaronson mistake; yet she now realized she had messed up again by giving too much attention to Claud Walsingham Popple while almost ignoring his quieter companion. It was all very confusing, and her confusion was worsened by Mrs. Heeny's story about the great Mrs. Harmon B. Driscoll's anguish.

Hitherto Undine had imagined that the Driscoll and Van Degen clans and their allies held undisputed suzerainty over New York society. Mabel Lipscomb thought so too, and was given to bragging of her acquaintance with a Mrs. Spoff, who was merely a second cousin of Mrs. Harmon B. Driscoll's. Yet here was she. Undine Spragg of Apex, about to be introduced into an inner circle to which Driscolls and Van Degens had laid siege in vain! It was enough to make her feel a little dizzy with her triumph—to work her up into that state of perilous self-confidence in which all her worst follies had been committed.

Until now, Undine had believed that the Driscoll and Van Degen families and their allies had complete control over New York society. Mabel Lipscomb felt the same way and often boasted about knowing a Mrs. Spoff, who was just a second cousin of Mrs. Harmon B. Driscoll. But here she was, Undine Spragg from Apex, about to be introduced into an exclusive circle that the Driscolls and Van Degens had unsuccessfully tried to penetrate! It was enough to make her feel a bit dizzy with her success — to push her into that risky state of overconfidence where she'd made all her worst mistakes.

She stood up and, going close to the glass, examined the reflection of her bright eyes and glowing cheeks. This time her fears were superfluous: there were to be no more mistakes and no more follies now! She was going to know the right people at last—she was going to get what she wanted!

She got up and walked over to the mirror, looking at the reflection of her bright eyes and glowing cheeks. This time, her worries were unnecessary: there would be no more mistakes and no more foolishness now! She was finally going to meet the right people—she was going to get what she wanted!

As she stood there, smiling at her happy image, she heard her father's voice in the room beyond, and instantly began to tear off her dress, strip the long gloves from her arms and unpin the rose in her hair. Tossing the fallen finery aside, she slipped on a dressing-gown and opened the door into the drawing-room.

As she stood there, smiling at her happy reflection, she heard her father's voice from the other room and quickly started to rip off her dress, pull the long gloves off her arms, and take the rose from her hair. Throwing the discarded fancy clothes aside, she put on a robe and opened the door to the living room.

Mr. Spragg was standing near her mother, who sat in a drooping attitude, her head sunk on her breast, as she did when she had one of her "turns." He looked up abruptly as Undine entered.

Mr. Spragg was standing near her mom, who sat slumped over, her head lowered onto her chest, just like she did when she had one of her "episodes." He looked up suddenly as Undine walked in.

"Father—has mother told you? Mrs. Fairford has asked me to dine. She's Mrs. Paul Marvell's daughter—Mrs. Marvell was a Dagonet—and they're sweller than anybody; they WON'T KNOW the Driscolls and Van Degens!"

"Dad—has Mom told you? Mrs. Fairford invited me to dinner. She's Mrs. Paul Marvell's daughter—Mrs. Marvell was a Dagonet—and they're way fancier than anyone else; they WON'T KNOW the Driscolls and Van Degens!"

Mr. Spragg surveyed her with humorous fondness.

Mr. Spragg looked at her with a playful affection.

"That so? What do they want to know you for, I wonder?" he jeered.

"Is that true? What do they want to know you for, I wonder?" he mocked.

"Can't imagine—unless they think I'll introduce YOU!" she jeered back in the same key, her arms around his stooping shoulders, her shining hair against his cheek.

"Can't imagine—unless they think I'll introduce YOU!" she mocked, echoing his tone, her arms wrapped around his slumped shoulders, her shiny hair brushing against his cheek.

"Well—and are you going to? Have you accepted?" he took up her joke as she held him pinioned; while Mrs. Spragg, behind them, stirred in her seat with a little moan.

"Well—and are you going to? Have you accepted?" he picked up her joke as she held him in place; while Mrs. Spragg, behind them, shifted in her seat with a small groan.

Undine threw back her head, plunging her eyes in his, and pressing so close that to his tired elderly sight her face was a mere bright blur.

Undine tilted her head back, locking her gaze with his, and moved so close that to his weary, older eyes, her face was just a bright blur.

"I want to awfully," she declared, "but I haven't got a single thing to wear."

"I really want to," she said, "but I don't have anything to wear."

Mrs. Spragg, at this, moaned more audibly. "Undine, I wouldn't ask father to buy any more clothes right on top of those last bills."

Mrs. Spragg, at this, groaned more loudly. "Undine, I wouldn't ask Dad to buy any more clothes right after those last bills."

"I ain't on top of those last bills yet—I'm way down under them," Mr. Spragg interrupted, raising his hands to imprison his daughter's slender wrists.

"I haven't gotten on top of those last bills yet—I'm still way underneath them," Mr. Spragg interrupted, raising his hands to hold his daughter's slim wrists.

"Oh, well—if you want me to look like a scarecrow, and not get asked again, I've got a dress that'll do PERFECTLY," Undine threatened, in a tone between banter and vexation.

"Oh, well—if you want me to look like a scarecrow and never get asked again, I have a dress that'll do PERFECTLY," Undine threatened, in a tone that was a mix of teasing and irritation.

Mr. Spragg held her away at arm's length, a smile drawing up the loose wrinkles about his eyes.

Mr. Spragg held her at arm's length, a smile lifting the loose wrinkles around his eyes.

"Well, that kind of dress might come in mighty handy on SOME occasions; so I guess you'd better hold on to it for future use, and go and select another for this Fairford dinner," he said; and before he could finish he was in her arms again, and she was smothering his last word in little cries and kisses.

"Well, that kind of dress might be really useful on certain occasions; so I guess you'd better keep it for later, and go pick another one for this Fairford dinner," he said; and before he could finish, he was in her arms again, and she was covering his last word with little cries and kisses.

III

Though she would not for the world have owned it to her parents, Undine was disappointed in the Fairford dinner.

Though she would never admit it to her parents, Undine was disappointed with the Fairford dinner.

The house, to begin with, was small and rather shabby. There was no gilding, no lavish diffusion of light: the room they sat in after dinner, with its green-shaded lamps making faint pools of brightness, and its rows of books from floor to ceiling, reminded Undine of the old circulating library at Apex, before the new marble building was put up. Then, instead of a gas-log, or a polished grate with electric bulbs behind ruby glass, there was an old-fashioned wood-fire, like pictures of "Back to the farm for Christmas"; and when the logs fell forward Mrs. Pairford or her brother had to jump up to push them in place, and the ashes scattered over the hearth untidily.

The house was small and kind of run-down. There was no fancy decor or bright lighting: the room they were in after dinner, with its green-shaded lamps casting soft spots of light and shelves of books from floor to ceiling, reminded Undine of the old library in Apex, before they built the new marble one. Instead of a gas fireplace or a sleek grate with electric lights behind red glass, there was a traditional wood fire, like scenes from "Back to the Farm for Christmas"; and when the logs fell forward, Mrs. Pairford or her brother had to quickly jump up to push them back, making ashes scatter messily over the hearth.

The dinner too was disappointing. Undine was too young to take note of culinary details, but she had expected to view the company through a bower of orchids and eat pretty-coloured entrees in ruffled papers. Instead, there was only a low centre-dish of ferns, and plain roasted and broiled meat that one could recognize—as if they'd been dyspeptics on a diet! With all the hints in the Sunday papers, she thought it dull of Mrs. Fairford not to have picked up something newer; and as the evening progressed she began to suspect that it wasn't a real "dinner party," and that they had just asked her in to share what they had when they were alone.

The dinner was disappointing, too. Undine was too young to notice the details of the food, but she had hoped to enjoy the company surrounded by a display of orchids and colorful dishes served in fancy wrappers. Instead, there was just a low dish of ferns and plain roasted and grilled meat that looked like it came from a diet for people with upset stomachs! With all the suggestions in the Sunday papers, she thought it was boring of Mrs. Fairford not to have chosen something more exciting; and as the evening went on, she began to suspect that it wasn't really a "dinner party," and that they had only invited her to share what they had when they were on their own.

But a glance about the table convinced her that Mrs. Fairford could not have meant to treat her other guests so lightly. They were only eight in number, but one was no less a person than young Mrs. Peter Van Degen—the one who had been a Dagonet—and the consideration which this young lady, herself one of the choicest ornaments of the Society Column, displayed toward the rest of the company, convinced Undine that they must be more important than they looked. She liked Mrs. Fairford, a small incisive woman, with a big nose and good teeth revealed by frequent smiles. In her dowdy black and antiquated ornaments she was not what Undine would have called "stylish"; but she had a droll kind way which reminded the girl of her father's manner when he was not tired or worried about money. One of the other ladies, having white hair, did not long arrest Undine's attention; and the fourth, a girl like herself, who was introduced as Miss Harriet Ray, she dismissed at a glance as plain and wearing a last year's "model."

But a quick look around the table made her realize that Mrs. Fairford couldn’t have intended to treat her other guests so dismissively. There were only eight of them, but one was none other than young Mrs. Peter Van Degen—the former Dagonet—and the way this young woman, who was one of the standout features in the Society Column, interacted with the rest of the group led Undine to believe they must be more significant than they appeared. She liked Mrs. Fairford, a small, sharp woman with a prominent nose and a smile that showed off her nice teeth. In her old-fashioned black clothes and outdated accessories, she wasn’t what Undine would call "stylish," but she had a quirky, kind demeanor that reminded the girl of her father when he wasn’t tired or stressed about money. One of the other ladies, with white hair, didn’t hold Undine’s attention for long; and the fourth, a girl who was introduced as Miss Harriet Ray, she quickly dismissed as plain and wearing last year’s "model."

The men, too, were less striking than she had hoped. She had not expected much of Mr. Fairford, since married men were intrinsically uninteresting, and his baldness and grey moustache seemed naturally to relegate him to the background; but she had looked for some brilliant youths of her own age—in her inmost heart she had looked for Mr. Popple. He was not there, however, and of the other men one, whom they called Mr. Bowen, was hopelessly elderly—she supposed he was the husband of the white-haired lady—and the other two, who seemed to be friends of young Marvell's, were both lacking in Claud Walsingham's dash.

The men were also less impressive than she had hoped. She hadn't expected much from Mr. Fairford, since married guys were usually uninteresting, and his bald head and gray mustache seemed to keep him in the background. But she had been hoping for some charming young men her age—deep down, she really wanted to see Mr. Popple. He wasn't there, though, and of the other men, one they called Mr. Bowen was definitely too old—she assumed he was the husband of the white-haired lady—and the other two, who appeared to be friends of young Marvell, lacked Claud Walsingham's flair.

Undine sat between Mr. Bowen and young Marvell, who struck her as very "sweet" (it was her word for friendliness), but even shyer than at the hotel dance. Yet she was not sure if he were shy, or if his quietness were only a new kind of self-possession which expressed itself negatively instead of aggressively. Small, well-knit, fair, he sat stroking his slight blond moustache and looking at her with kindly, almost tender eyes; but he left it to his sister and the others to draw her out and fit her into the pattern.

Undine sat between Mr. Bowen and young Marvell, who seemed very "sweet" to her (that was her way of describing friendliness), but even shyer than he had been at the hotel dance. However, she couldn't tell if he was truly shy or if his quietness was just a different kind of confidence that showed itself in a subtle way rather than an assertive one. Small, well-built, and fair, he sat stroking his light blond mustache and looking at her with kind, almost tender eyes; but he left it to his sister and the others to help her feel included and find her place.

Mrs. Fairford talked so well that the girl wondered why Mrs. Heeny had found her lacking in conversation. But though Undine thought silent people awkward she was not easily impressed by verbal fluency. All the ladies in Apex City were more voluble than Mrs. Fairford, and had a larger vocabulary: the difference was that with Mrs. Fairford conversation seemed to be a concert and not a solo. She kept drawing in the others, giving each a turn, beating time for them with her smile, and somehow harmonizing and linking together what they said. She took particular pains to give Undine her due part in the performance; but the girl's expansive impulses were always balanced by odd reactions of mistrust, and to-night the latter prevailed. She meant to watch and listen without letting herself go, and she sat very straight and pink, answering promptly but briefly, with the nervous laugh that punctuated all her phrases—saying "I don't care if I do" when her host asked her to try some grapes, and "I wouldn't wonder" when she thought any one was trying to astonish her.

Mrs. Fairford spoke so well that the girl wondered why Mrs. Heeny had said she was lacking in conversation. But even though Undine found quiet people awkward, she wasn’t easily impressed by how smoothly someone could talk. All the ladies in Apex City were more talkative than Mrs. Fairford and had a bigger vocabulary; the difference was that for Mrs. Fairford, conversation felt more like a group performance than a solo act. She constantly brought others into the conversation, giving each person a chance to speak, smiling as if keeping time for them, and somehow blending and connecting what they said. She made a special effort to include Undine in the discussion, but the girl's desire to engage was often countered by her strange feelings of distrust, and tonight, the latter won out. She intended to watch and listen without getting too involved, sitting very straight and pink, responding quickly but briefly, with a nervous laugh that punctuated all her remarks—saying "Sure, I’ll try" when her host invited her to have some grapes, and "I’m not surprised" when she thought someone was trying to impress her.

This state of lucidity enabled her to take note of all that was being said. The talk ran more on general questions, and less on people, than she was used to; but though the allusions to pictures and books escaped her, she caught and stored up every personal reference, and the pink in her cheeks deepened at a random mention of Mr. Popple.

This clear state of mind allowed her to pay attention to everything being said. The conversation focused more on general topics and less on individuals than she was used to; but even though she missed some references to art and literature, she noted and remembered every personal mention, and the pink in her cheeks deepened at an offhand reference to Mr. Popple.

"Yes—he's doing me," Mrs. Peter Van Degen was saying, in her slightly drawling voice. "He's doing everybody this year, you know—"

"Yeah—he's got me," Mrs. Peter Van Degen was saying in her slightly drawn-out voice. "He's got everyone this year, you know—"

"As if that were a reason!" Undine heard Mrs. Fairford breathe to Mr. Bowen; who replied, at the same pitch: "It's a Van Degen reason, isn't it?"—to which Mrs. Fairford shrugged assentingly.

"As if that were a reason!" Undine heard Mrs. Fairford say to Mr. Bowen, who replied at the same volume, "It's a Van Degen reason, right?"—to which Mrs. Fairford shrugged in agreement.

"That delightful Popple—he paints so exactly as he talks!" the white-haired lady took it up. "All his portraits seem to proclaim what a gentleman he is, and how he fascinates women! They're not pictures of Mrs. or Miss So-and-so, but simply of the impression Popple thinks he's made on them."

"That charming Popple—he paints just like he speaks!" the white-haired lady chimed in. "All his portraits seem to shout what a gentleman he is and how he captivates women! They aren’t pictures of Mrs. or Miss So-and-so, but just the impression Popple believes he’s left on them."

Mrs. Fairford smiled. "I've sometimes thought," she mused, "that Mr. Popple must be the only gentleman I know; at least he's the only man who has ever told me he was a gentleman—and Mr. Popple never fails to mention it."

Mrs. Fairford smiled. "I've sometimes thought," she mused, "that Mr. Popple must be the only gentleman I know; at least he's the only guy who has ever told me he was a gentleman—and Mr. Popple never misses a chance to bring it up."

Undine's ear was too well attuned to the national note of irony for her not to perceive that her companions were making sport of the painter. She winced at their banter as if it had been at her own expense, yet it gave her a dizzy sense of being at last in the very stronghold of fashion. Her attention was diverted by hearing Mrs. Van Degen, under cover of the general laugh, say in a low tone to young Marvell: "I thought you liked his things, or I wouldn't have had him paint me."

Undine's ear was too sensitive to the national tone of irony not to notice that her friends were mocking the painter. She flinched at their jokes as if they were aimed at her, yet it also gave her a dizzying feeling of finally being in the heart of fashion. Her attention shifted when she heard Mrs. Van Degen, amid the general laughter, say quietly to young Marvell, "I thought you liked his work, or I wouldn't have asked him to paint me."

Something in her tone made all Undine's perceptions bristle, and she strained her ears for the answer.

Something in her tone made all of Undine's senses tingle, and she strained to hear the response.

"I think he'll do you capitally—you must let me come and see some day soon." Marvell's tone was always so light, so unemphasized, that she could not be sure of its being as indifferent as it sounded. She looked down at the fruit on her plate and shot a side-glance through her lashes at Mrs. Peter Van Degen.

"I think he'll do great for you—you have to let me come and visit sometime soon." Marvell's tone was always so casual, so understated, that she couldn't be sure if it was as indifferent as it seemed. She looked down at the fruit on her plate and gave a quick glance through her lashes at Mrs. Peter Van Degen.

Mrs. Van Degen was neither beautiful nor imposing: just a dark girlish-looking creature with plaintive eyes and a fidgety frequent laugh. But she was more elaborately dressed and jewelled than the other ladies, and her elegance and her restlessness made her seem less alien to Undine. She had turned on Marvell a gaze at once pleading and possessive; but whether betokening merely an inherited intimacy (Undine had noticed that they were all more or less cousins) or a more personal feeling, her observer was unable to decide; just as the tone of the young man's reply might have expressed the open avowal of good-fellowship or the disguise of a different sentiment. All was blurred and puzzling to the girl in this world of half-lights, half-tones, eliminations and abbreviations; and she felt a violent longing to brush away the cobwebs and assert herself as the dominant figure of the scene.

Mrs. Van Degen was neither beautiful nor imposing: just a dark, youthful-looking woman with sad eyes and a nervous laugh. But she was dressed and accessorized more elaborately than the other ladies, and her elegance combined with her restlessness made her seem less foreign to Undine. She had looked at Marvell with a gaze that was both pleading and possessive; but whether it indicated just a family connection (Undine had noticed they were all more or less related) or something more personal, her observer couldn’t tell; just as the tone of the young man's reply could have shown genuine friendship or masked a different emotion. Everything felt blurred and confusing to the girl in this world of dim lights, muted tones, cut-offs, and shortcuts; and she felt an intense desire to clear away the confusion and establish herself as the main figure in the scene.

Yet in the drawing-room, with the ladies, where Mrs. Fairford came and sat by her, the spirit of caution once more prevailed. She wanted to be noticed but she dreaded to be patronized, and here again her hostess's gradations of tone were confusing. Mrs. Fairford made no tactless allusions to her being a newcomer in New York—there was nothing as bitter to the girl as that—but her questions as to what pictures had interested Undine at the various exhibitions of the moment, and which of the new books she had read, were almost as open to suspicion, since they had to be answered in the negative. Undine did not even know that there were any pictures to be seen, much less that "people" went to see them; and she had read no new book but "When The Kissing Had to Stop," of which Mrs. Fairford seemed not to have heard. On the theatre they were equally at odds, for while Undine had seen "Oolaloo" fourteen times, and was "wild" about Ned Norris in "The Soda-Water Fountain," she had not heard of the famous Berlin comedians who were performing Shakespeare at the German Theatre, and knew only by name the clever American actress who was trying to give "repertory" plays with a good stock company. The conversation was revived for a moment by her recalling that she had seen Sarah Bernhard in a play she called "Leg-long," and another which she pronounced "Fade"; but even this did not carry them far, as she had forgotten what both plays were about and had found the actress a good deal older than she expected.

Yet in the living room, with the ladies, where Mrs. Fairford came and sat next to her, the spirit of caution took over again. She wanted attention but feared being looked down upon, and her hostess's varying tones were confusing. Mrs. Fairford made no awkward comments about her being new to New York—nothing upset the girl more than that—but her questions about what art pieces had caught Undine’s interest at the various exhibitions and which new books she had read were almost as suspect, since she had to answer negatively. Undine didn’t even know there were any art pieces to see, let alone that “people” went to see them; and the only new book she’d read was "When The Kissing Had to Stop," which Mrs. Fairford didn’t seem to know about. They were equally disconnected when it came to theater, as Undine had seen "Oolaloo" fourteen times and was “crazy” about Ned Norris in "The Soda-Water Fountain," but hadn’t heard of the famous Berlin comedians performing Shakespeare at the German Theatre and only knew the name of the talented American actress trying to produce "repertory" plays with a solid company. The conversation picked up for a moment when she recalled seeing Sarah Bernhardt in a play she called "Leg-long," and another she referred to as "Fade"; but even that didn’t last long, as she had forgotten what both plays were about and found the actress much older than she had expected.

Matters were not improved by the return of the men from the smoking-room. Henley Fairford replaced his wife at Undine's side; and since it was unheard-of at Apex for a married man to force his society on a young girl, she inferred that the others didn't care to talk to her, and that her host and hostess were in league to take her off their hands. This discovery resulted in her holding her vivid head very high, and answering "I couldn't really say," or "Is that so?" to all Mr. Fairford's ventures; and as these were neither numerous nor striking it was a relief to both when the rising of the elderly lady gave the signal for departure.

Matters didn't get any better with the return of the men from the smoking room. Henley Fairford took his wife's place beside Undine; and since it was unheard of at Apex for a married man to impose his company on a young girl, she concluded that the others weren't interested in talking to her, and that her hosts were in on a plan to get rid of her. This realization caused her to hold her head high and respond with “I couldn’t really say,” or “Is that so?” to all of Mr. Fairford’s attempts at conversation; and since those attempts were neither frequent nor memorable, it was a relief for both when the elderly lady’s rising signaled that it was time to leave.

In the hall, where young Marvell had managed to precede her. Undine found Mrs. Van Degen putting on her cloak. As she gathered it about her she laid her hand on Marvell's arm.

In the hall, where young Marvell had gotten ahead of her, Undine found Mrs. Van Degen putting on her coat. As she wrapped it around herself, she placed her hand on Marvell's arm.

"Ralphie, dear, you'll come to the opera with me on Friday? We'll dine together first—Peter's got a club dinner." They exchanged what seemed a smile of intelligence, and Undine heard the young man accept. Then Mrs. Van Degen turned to her.

"Ralphie, sweetheart, will you go to the opera with me on Friday? We'll have dinner together first—Peter has a club dinner." They shared what looked like a knowing smile, and Undine heard the young man agree. Then Mrs. Van Degen turned to her.

"Good-bye, Miss Spragg. I hope you'll come—"

"Goodbye, Miss Spragg. I hope you'll come—"

"—TO DINE WITH ME TOO?" That must be what she was going to say, and
Undine's heart gave a bound.

"—TO DINE WITH ME TOO?" That must be what she was going to say, and
Undine's heart leaped.

"—to see me some afternoon," Mrs. Van Degen ended, going down the steps to her motor, at the door of which a much-furred footman waited with more furs on his arm.

"—to see me one afternoon," Mrs. Van Degen finished, heading down the steps to her car, where a well-dressed footman stood by the door with more furs on his arm.

Undine's face burned as she turned to receive her cloak. When she had drawn it on with haughty deliberation she found Marvell at her side, in hat and overcoat, and her heart gave a higher bound. He was going to "escort" her home, of course! This brilliant youth—she felt now that he WAS brilliant—who dined alone with married women, whom the "Van Degen set" called "Ralphie, dear," had really no eyes for any one but herself; and at the thought her lost self-complacency flowed back warm through her veins.

Undine's cheeks flushed as she turned to get her cloak. After she put it on with deliberate pride, she found Marvell beside her, wearing his hat and overcoat, and her heart raced. He was going to "escort" her home, of course! This amazing guy—she now saw that he really was amazing—who had dinner alone with married women, and whom the "Van Degen crowd" referred to as "Ralphie, dear," seemed to have eyes for no one but her; and thinking about it brought her lost confidence rushing back warmly through her veins.

The street was coated with ice, and she had a delicious moment descending the steps on Marvell's arm, and holding it fast while they waited for her cab to come up; but when he had helped her in he closed the door and held his hand out over the lowered window.

The street was covered in ice, and she had a great moment going down the steps on Marvell's arm, holding it tightly while they waited for her cab to arrive; but after he helped her in, he closed the door and held his hand out over the lowered window.

"Good-bye," he said, smiling; and she could not help the break of pride in her voice, as she faltered out stupidly, from the depths of her disillusionment: "Oh—good-bye."

"Goodbye," he said, smiling; and she couldn't hide the crack in her pride as she awkwardly replied, from the depths of her disillusionment: "Oh—goodbye."

IV

"Father, you've got to take a box for me at the opera next Friday."

"Hey Dad, you need to get a box for me at the opera next Friday."

From the tone of her voice Undine's parents knew at once that she was "nervous."

From the tone of her voice, Undine's parents knew immediately that she was "nervous."

They had counted a great deal on the Fairford dinner as a means of tranquillization, and it was a blow to detect signs of the opposite result when, late the next morning, their daughter came dawdling into the sodden splendour of the Stentorian breakfast-room.

They had relied heavily on the Fairford dinner to calm their nerves, so it was a shock to see signs of the opposite effect when, late the next morning, their daughter strolled into the damp grandeur of the Stentorian breakfast room.

The symptoms of Undine's nervousness were unmistakable to Mr. and Mrs. Spragg. They could read the approaching storm in the darkening of her eyes from limpid grey to slate-colour, and in the way her straight black brows met above them and the red curves of her lips narrowed to a parallel line below.

The signs of Undine's anxiety were obvious to Mr. and Mrs. Spragg. They could see the coming storm in the way her eyes shifted from clear grey to dark slate and in how her straight black eyebrows came together above them, while the red curves of her lips became a straight line below.

Mr. Spragg, having finished the last course of his heterogeneous meal, was adjusting his gold eye-glasses for a glance at the paper when Undine trailed down the sumptuous stuffy room, where coffee-fumes hung perpetually under the emblazoned ceiling and the spongy carpet might have absorbed a year's crumbs without a sweeping.

Mr. Spragg, having finished the last dish of his mixed meal, was adjusting his gold glasses for a look at the newspaper when Undine walked through the lavishly stuffy room, where the smell of coffee lingered permanently under the ornate ceiling and the plush carpet could have soaked up a year's worth of crumbs without needing a sweep.

About them sat other pallid families, richly dressed, and silently eating their way through a bill-of-fare which seemed to have ransacked the globe for gastronomic incompatibilities; and in the middle of the room a knot of equally pallid waiters, engaged in languid conversation, turned their backs by common consent on the persons they were supposed to serve.

About them sat other pale families, dressed in fine clothes, quietly eating their way through a menu that seemed to have gathered culinary mismatches from around the world; and in the middle of the room, a group of equally pale waiters, involved in a lackluster conversation, collectively turned their backs on the people they were meant to serve.

Undine, who rose too late to share the family breakfast, usually had her chocolate brought to her in bed by Celeste, after the manner described in the articles on "A Society Woman's Day" which were appearing in Boudoir Chat. Her mere appearance in the restaurant therefore prepared her parents for those symptoms of excessive tension which a nearer inspection confirmed, and Mr. Spragg folded his paper and hooked his glasses to his waistcoat with the air of a man who prefers to know the worst and have it over.

Undine, who woke up too late to join her family for breakfast, typically had her chocolate brought to her in bed by Celeste, just like the articles on "A Society Woman's Day" in Boudoir Chat described. Her presence in the restaurant immediately signaled to her parents the signs of stress that a closer look confirmed. Mr. Spragg put down his newspaper and hooked his glasses onto his waistcoat, looking like someone who would rather face the bad news and get it over with.

"An opera box!" faltered Mrs. Spragg, pushing aside the bananas and cream with which she had been trying to tempt an appetite too languid for fried liver or crab mayonnaise.

"An opera box!" Mrs. Spragg stammered, moving aside the bananas and cream she had been using to try to spark an appetite that was too uninterested for fried liver or crab mayonnaise.

"A parterre box," Undine corrected, ignoring the exclamation, and continuing to address herself to her father. "Friday's the stylish night, and that new tenor's going to sing again in 'Cavaleeria,'" she condescended to explain.

"A parterre box," Undine corrected, not paying attention to the exclamation, and continued talking to her father. "Friday's the fashionable night, and that new tenor is going to perform again in 'Cavaleeria,'" she explained in a condescending manner.

"That so?" Mr. Spragg thrust his hands into his waistcoat pockets, and began to tilt his chair till he remembered there was no wall to meet it. He regained his balance and said: "Wouldn't a couple of good orchestra seats do you?"

"Is that so?" Mr. Spragg shoved his hands into his vest pockets and started to lean his chair back until he realized there was no wall to support it. He caught himself and said, "Wouldn't a couple of good orchestra seats work for you?"

"No; they wouldn't," Undine answered with a darkening brow. He looked at her humorously. "You invited the whole dinner-party, I suppose?"

"No; they wouldn't," Undine replied, frowning. He looked at her with amusement. "I take it you invited the whole dinner party, then?"

"No—no one."

"No—nobody."

"Going all alone in a box?" She was disdainfully silent. "I don't s'pose you're thinking of taking mother and me?"

"Going all by yourself in a box?" She stayed quiet with a look of disdain. "I don't suppose you’re planning to bring my mom and me along?"

This was so obviously comic that they all laughed—even Mrs. Spragg—and Undine went on more mildly: "I want to do something for Mabel Lipscomb: make some return. She's always taking me 'round, and I've never done a thing for her—not a single thing."

This was so clearly funny that they all laughed—even Mrs. Spragg—and Undine continued more gently: "I want to do something for Mabel Lipscomb: make some kind of return. She's always taking me out, and I've never done anything for her—not a single thing."

This appeal to the national belief in the duty of reciprocal "treating" could not fail of its effect, and Mrs. Spragg murmured: "She never HAS, Abner,"—but Mr. Spragg's brow remained unrelenting.

This appeal to the national belief in the duty of mutual "treating" was bound to have an effect, and Mrs. Spragg murmured: "She never HAS, Abner,"—but Mr. Spragg's expression stayed stern.

"Do you know what a box costs?"

"Do you know how much a box costs?"

"No; but I s'pose you do," Undine returned with unconscious flippancy.

"No; but I guess you do," Undine replied with casual nonchalance.

"I do. That's the trouble. WHY won't seats do you?"

"I do. That's the problem. WHY won't seats work for you?"

"Mabel could buy seats for herself."

"Mabel could buy tickets for herself."

"That's so," interpolated Mrs. Spragg—always the first to succumb to her daughter's arguments.

"That's true," chimed in Mrs. Spragg—always the first to give in to her daughter's arguments.

"Well, I guess I can't buy a box for her."

"Well, I guess I can't get a box for her."

Undine's face gloomed more deeply. She sat silent, her chocolate thickening in the cup, while one hand, almost as much beringed as her mother's, drummed on the crumpled table-cloth.

Undine's expression darkened even more. She sat there quietly, her hot chocolate thickening in the cup, while one hand, almost as adorned with rings as her mother's, drummed on the wrinkled tablecloth.

"We might as well go straight back to Apex," she breathed at last between her teeth.

"We might as well go straight back to Apex," she finally said through clenched teeth.

Mrs. Spragg cast a frightened glance at her husband. These struggles between two resolute wills always brought on her palpitations, and she wished she had her phial of digitalis with her.

Mrs. Spragg glanced nervously at her husband. These conflicts between two strong wills always set off her palpitations, and she wished she had her bottle of digitalis with her.

"A parterre box costs a hundred and twenty-five dollars a night," said
Mr. Spragg, transferring a toothpick to his waistcoat pocket.

"A parterre box is one hundred and twenty-five dollars a night," said
Mr. Spragg, putting a toothpick in his waistcoat pocket.

"I only want it once."

"I just want it once."

He looked at her with a quizzical puckering of his crows'-feet. "You only want most things once. Undine."

He looked at her with a puzzled frown around his eyes. "You only want most things once, Undine."

It was an observation they had made in her earliest youth—Undine never wanted anything long, but she wanted it "right off." And until she got it the house was uninhabitable.

It was something they noticed when she was very young—Undine never wanted anything for a long time, but she wanted it "right away." And until she got it, the house was unbearable.

"I'd a good deal rather have a box for the season," she rejoined, and he saw the opening he had given her. She had two ways of getting things out of him against his principles; the tender wheedling way, and the harsh-lipped and cold—and he did not know which he dreaded most. As a child they had admired her assertiveness, had made Apex ring with their boasts of it; but it had long since cowed Mrs. Spragg, and it was beginning to frighten her husband.

"I'd much rather have a box for the season," she replied, and he realized the opportunity he had given her. She had two ways of getting things from him that went against his principles: the sweet, coaxing approach and the harsh, cold one—and he wasn’t sure which he feared more. As a child, they had admired her confidence and had made Apex proud with their boasts about it; but it had long intimidated Mrs. Spragg, and it was starting to scare her husband.

"Fact is, Undie," he said, weakening, "I'm a little mite strapped just this month."

"Honestly, Undie," he said, sounding a bit defeated, "I'm a bit short on cash this month."

Her eyes grew absent-minded, as they always did when he alluded to business. THAT was man's province; and what did men go "down town" for but to bring back the spoils to their women? She rose abruptly, leaving her parents seated, and said, more to herself than the others: "Think I'll go for a ride."

Her eyes became distracted, as they always did when he hinted at business. That was a man's world; and what did men go "downtown" for except to bring back the rewards for their women? She suddenly stood up, leaving her parents seated, and said, more to herself than to the others: "I think I’ll go for a ride."

"Oh, Undine!" fluttered Mrs. Spragg. She always had palpitations when Undine rode, and since the Aaronson episode her fears were not confined to what the horse might do.

"Oh, Undine!" fluttered Mrs. Spragg. She always got anxious when Undine rode, and ever since the Aaronson incident, her worries were not limited to what the horse might do.

"Why don't you take your mother out shopping a little?" Mr. Spragg suggested, conscious of the limitation of his resources.

"Why don't you take your mom out shopping for a bit?" Mr. Spragg suggested, aware of his resources' limitations.

Undine made no answer, but swept down the room, and out of the door ahead of her mother, with scorn and anger in every line of her arrogant young back. Mrs. Spragg tottered meekly after her, and Mr. Spragg lounged out into the marble hall to buy a cigar before taking the Subway to his office.

Undine didn't respond but strode across the room and out the door ahead of her mother, with disdain and fury in every line of her haughty young back. Mrs. Spragg followed her slowly and quietly, while Mr. Spragg casually stepped into the marble hall to pick up a cigar before heading to the Subway for his commute to the office.

Undine went for a ride, not because she felt particularly disposed for the exercise, but because she wished to discipline her mother. She was almost sure she would get her opera box, but she did not see why she should have to struggle for her rights, and she was especially annoyed with Mrs. Spragg for seconding her so half-heartedly. If she and her mother did not hold together in such crises she would have twice the work to do.

Undine went for a ride, not because she was really in the mood for it, but because she wanted to put her mother in line. She was pretty sure she’d get her opera box, but she didn’t understand why she should have to fight for what was hers, and she was especially frustrated with Mrs. Spragg for supporting her so weakly. If she and her mother didn’t stick together in situations like this, she’d have twice the work.

Undine hated "scenes": she was essentially peace-loving, and would have preferred to live on terms of unbroken harmony with her parents. But she could not help it if they were unreasonable. Ever since she could remember there had been "fusses" about money; yet she and her mother had always got what they wanted, apparently without lasting detriment to the family fortunes. It was therefore natural to conclude that there were ample funds to draw upon, and that Mr. Spragg's occasional resistances were merely due to an imperfect understanding of what constituted the necessities of life.

Undine hated "drama": she was fundamentally peaceful and would have preferred to live in complete harmony with her parents. But she couldn’t help it if they were unreasonable. As far back as she could remember, there had always been "arguments" about money; yet she and her mom had always gotten what they wanted, seemingly without really hurting the family's finances. So it was easy to assume that there were plenty of funds available, and that Mr. Spragg's occasional objections were just due to a lack of understanding of what was truly necessary in life.

When she returned from her ride Mrs. Spragg received her as if she had come back from the dead. It was absurd, of course; but Undine was inured to the absurdity of parents.

When she got back from her ride, Mrs. Spragg welcomed her as if she had returned from the dead. It was ridiculous, of course; but Undine was used to the absurdity of parents.

"Has father telephoned?" was her first brief question.

"Has Dad called?" was her first short question.

"No, he hasn't yet."

"No, he hasn't done that yet."

Undine's lips tightened, but she proceeded deliberately with the removal of her habit.

Undine's lips pressed together, but she slowly continued to take off her habit.

"You'd think I'd asked him to buy me the Opera House, the way he's acting over a single box," she muttered, flinging aside her smartly-fitting coat. Mrs. Spragg received the flying garment and smoothed it out on the bed. Neither of the ladies could "bear" to have their maid about when they were at their toilet, and Mrs. Spragg had always performed these ancillary services for Undine.

"You'd think I asked him to buy me the Opera House, the way he's acting over a single box," she muttered, tossing aside her neatly tailored coat. Mrs. Spragg caught the coat and smoothed it out on the bed. Neither of the women could "stand" having their maid around when they were getting ready, and Mrs. Spragg had always taken care of these extra tasks for Undine.

"You know, Undie, father hasn't always got the money in his pocket, and the bills have been pretty heavy lately. Father was a rich man for Apex, but that's different from being rich in New York."

"You know, Undie, Dad hasn't always had money in his pocket, and the bills have been piling up lately. Dad was wealthy in Apex, but that's not the same as being rich in New York."

She stood before her daughter, looking down on her appealingly.

She stood in front of her daughter, looking down at her fondly.

Undine, who had seated herself while she detached her stock and waistcoat, raised her head with an impatient jerk. "Why on earth did we ever leave Apex, then?" she exclaimed.

Undine, who had sat down while she took off her collar and vest, lifted her head with an impatient movement. "Why did we even leave Apex?" she exclaimed.

Mrs. Spragg's eyes usually dropped before her daughter's inclement gaze; but on this occasion they held their own with a kind of awe-struck courage, till Undine's lids sank above her flushing cheeks.

Mrs. Spragg's eyes usually lowered in response to her daughter's harsh stare; but this time, they held their ground with a kind of amazed bravery, until Undine's eyelids fell over her blushing cheeks.

She sprang up, tugging at the waistband of her habit, while Mrs. Spragg, relapsing from temerity to meekness, hovered about her with obstructive zeal. "If you'd only just let go of my skirt, mother—I can unhook it twice as quick myself."

She jumped up, pulling at the waistband of her habit, while Mrs. Spragg, shifting from boldness to shyness, hovered around her with overly eager help. "If you'd just let go of my skirt, mom—I can unhook it twice as fast myself."

Mrs. Spragg drew back, understanding that her presence was no longer wanted. But on the threshold she paused, as if overruled by a stronger influence, and said, with a last look at her daughter: "You didn't meet anybody when you were out, did you, Undie?"

Mrs. Spragg stepped back, realizing that she was no longer welcome. But just before leaving, she hesitated, as if something was keeping her there, and said, giving her daughter one last look: "You didn't run into anyone while you were out, did you, Undie?"

Undine's brows drew together: she was struggling with her long patent-leather boot.

Undine furrowed her brow: she was having a hard time with her long patent-leather boot.

"Meet anybody? Do you mean anybody I know? I don't KNOW anybody—I never shall, if father can't afford to let me go round with people!"

"Did you meet anyone? Are you asking if I know anyone? I don't know anyone—I never will if my dad can't afford to let me hang out with people!"

The boot was off with a wrench, and she flung it violently across the old-rose carpet, while Mrs. Spragg, turning away to hide a look of inexpressible relief, slipped discreetly from the room.

The boot was off with a wrench, and she threw it forcefully across the old-rose carpet, while Mrs. Spragg, turning away to conceal a look of deep relief, quietly left the room.

The day wore on. Undine had meant to go down and tell Mabel Lipscomb about the Fairford dinner, but its aftertaste was flat on her lips. What would it lead to? Nothing, as far as she could see. Ralph Marvell had not even asked when he might call; and she was ashamed to confess to Mabel that he had not driven home with her.

The day went on. Undine had planned to go down and tell Mabel Lipscomb about the Fairford dinner, but its aftertaste felt dull on her lips. What would come of it? Nothing, as far as she could tell. Ralph Marvell hadn’t even asked when he could come by; and she was embarrassed to admit to Mabel that he hadn’t driven her home.

Suddenly she decided that she would go and see the pictures of which Mrs. Fairford had spoken. Perhaps she might meet some of the people she had seen at dinner—from their talk one might have imagined that they spent their lives in picture-galleries.

Suddenly, she decided she would go check out the paintings that Mrs. Fairford had mentioned. Maybe she would run into some of the people she had seen at dinner—based on their conversation, one could assume they spent their lives in art galleries.

The thought reanimated her, and she put on her handsomest furs, and a hat for which she had not yet dared present the bill to her father. It was the fashionable hour in Fifth Avenue, but Undine knew none of the ladies who were bowing to each other from interlocked motors. She had to content herself with the gaze of admiration which she left in her wake along the pavement; but she was used to the homage of the streets and her vanity craved a choicer fare.

The thought brought her back to life, and she put on her finest furs and a hat she hadn't yet dared to show her father the price for. It was the trendy hour on Fifth Avenue, but Undine didn't recognize any of the ladies who were greeting each other from their connected cars. She had to settle for the looks of admiration she generated as she walked down the sidewalk; she was accustomed to street admiration, but her vanity craved something more refined.

When she reached the art gallery which Mrs. Fairford had named she found it even more crowded than Fifth Avenue; and some of the ladies and gentlemen wedged before the pictures had the "look" which signified social consecration. As Undine made her way among them, she was aware of attracting almost as much notice as in the street, and she flung herself into rapt attitudes before the canvases, scribbling notes in the catalogue in imitation of a tall girl in sables, while ripples of self-consciousness played up and down her watchful back.

When she arrived at the art gallery that Mrs. Fairford had mentioned, she found it even more packed than Fifth Avenue. Some of the ladies and gentlemen jostling in front of the paintings had that certain "look" that indicated social status. As Undine navigated through the crowd, she felt like she was getting just as much attention as she did on the street, so she threw herself into dramatic poses in front of the canvases, jotting down notes in the catalogue like a tall girl in fur, while waves of self-awareness coursed along her attentive back.

Presently her attention was drawn to a lady in black who was examining the pictures through a tortoise-shell eye-glass adorned with diamonds and hanging from a long pearl chain. Undine was instantly struck by the opportunities which this toy presented for graceful wrist movements and supercilious turns of the head. It seemed suddenly plebeian and promiscuous to look at the world with a naked eye, and all her floating desires were merged in the wish for a jewelled eye-glass and chain. So violent was this wish that, drawn on in the wake of the owner of the eye-glass, she found herself inadvertently bumping against a stout tight-coated young man whose impact knocked her catalogue from her hand.

Right now, she was focused on a woman in black who was looking at the paintings through a tortoise-shell eyeglass embellished with diamonds and hanging from a long pearl chain. Undine was immediately captivated by the graceful wrist movements and haughty head tilts this accessory allowed for. Suddenly, it felt so common and basic to view the world with the naked eye, and all her desires combined into the longing for a jeweled eyeglass and chain. This wish was so intense that, following the owner of the eyeglass, she inadvertently bumped into a stout young man in a tight coat, causing her catalog to fall from her hand.

As the young man picked the catalogue up and held it out to her she noticed that his bulging eyes and queer retreating face were suffused with a glow of admiration. He was so unpleasant-looking that she would have resented his homage had not his odd physiognomy called up some vaguely agreeable association of ideas. Where had she seen before this grotesque saurian head, with eye-lids as thick as lips and lips as thick as ear-lobes? It fled before her down a perspective of innumerable newspaper portraits, all, like the original before her, tightly coated, with a huge pearl transfixing a silken tie….

As the young man picked up the catalog and handed it to her, she noticed that his bulging eyes and strange, receding face were filled with admiration. He was so unpleasant-looking that she would have resented his attention if his odd features hadn't sparked some vague, pleasant memories. Where had she seen this grotesque, reptilian face before, with eyelids as thick as lips and lips as thick as earlobes? It slipped away from her down a long line of countless newspaper portraits, all, like the original before her, dressed up tightly, with a huge pearl piercing a silk tie...

"Oh, thank you," she murmured, all gleams and graces, while he stood hat in hand, saying sociably:

"Oh, thank you," she said softly, looking all bright and charming, while he stood holding his hat and said casually:

"The crowd's simply awful, isn't it?"

"The crowd is just terrible, isn't it?"

At the same moment the lady of the eye-glass drifted closer, and with a tap of her wand, and a careless "Peter, look at this," swept him to the other side of the gallery.

At the same time, the lady with the eyeglass moved closer and with a tap of her wand said casually, "Peter, check this out," and swiped him to the other side of the gallery.

Undine's heart was beating excitedly, for as he turned away she had identified him. Peter Van Degen—who could he be but young Peter Van Degen, the son of the great banker, Thurber Van Degen, the husband of Ralph Marvell's cousin, the hero of "Sunday Supplements," the captor of Blue Ribbons at Horse-Shows, of Gold Cups at Motor Races, the owner of winning race-horses and "crack" sloops: the supreme exponent, in short, of those crowning arts that made all life seem stale and unprofitable outside the magic ring of the Society Column? Undine smiled as she recalled the look with which his pale protruding eyes had rested on her—it almost consoled her for his wife's indifference!

Undine's heart was racing with excitement because as he turned away, she recognized him. Peter Van Degen—who else could he be but young Peter Van Degen, the son of the famous banker, Thurber Van Degen, the husband of Ralph Marvell's cousin, the star of the "Sunday Supplements," the winner of Blue Ribbons at horse shows and Gold Cups at motor races, the owner of champion racehorses and top sloops: the ultimate representative, in short, of those elite pursuits that made everything outside the glamorous world of the Society Column seem dull and worthless? Undine smiled as she remembered the way his pale, bulging eyes had looked at her—it almost made up for his wife's indifference!

When she reached home she found that she could not remember anything about the pictures she had seen…

When she got home, she realized she couldn't remember anything about the pictures she had seen…

There was no message from her father, and a reaction of disgust set in. Of what good were such encounters if they were to have no sequel? She would probably never meet Peter Van Degen again—or, if she DID run across him in the same accidental way, she knew they could not continue their conversation without being "introduced." What was the use of being beautiful and attracting attention if one were perpetually doomed to relapse again into the obscure mass of the Uninvited?

There was no message from her father, and a feeling of disgust settled in. What was the point of these encounters if they led nowhere? She would probably never see Peter Van Degen again—or if she did run into him by chance, she knew they couldn’t keep their conversation going without being formally "introduced." What was the use of being beautiful and drawing attention if you were constantly stuck back in the crowd of the Uninvited?

Her gloom was not lightened by finding Ralph Marvell's card on the drawing-room table. She thought it unflattering and almost impolite of him to call without making an appointment: it seemed to show that he did not wish to continue their acquaintance. But as she tossed the card aside her mother said: "He was real sorry not to see you. Undine—he sat here nearly an hour."

Her mood didn’t brighten when she saw Ralph Marvell's card on the living room table. She found it rude and rather inconsiderate of him to drop by without scheduling a visit; it felt like he didn't want to keep their relationship going. But as she tossed the card away, her mother said, "He was really sorry he missed you. Undine—he was here for almost an hour."

Undine's attention was roused. "Sat here—all alone? Didn't you tell him
I was out?"

Undine's interest was piqued. "You sat here—all by yourself? Didn't you tell him
I was out?"

"Yes—but he came up all the same. He asked for me."

"Yeah—but he showed up anyway. He asked for me."

"Asked for YOU?"

"Looking for YOU?"

The social order seemed to be falling in ruins at Undine's feet. A visitor who asked for a girl's mother!—she stared at Mrs. Spragg with cold incredulity. "What makes you think he did?"

The social order seemed to be crumbling at Undine's feet. A visitor asking for a girl's mother!—she looked at Mrs. Spragg with cold disbelief. "What makes you think he did?"

"Why, they told me so. I telephoned down that you were out, and they said he'd asked for me." Mrs. Spragg let the fact speak for itself—it was too much out of the range of her experience to admit of even a hypothetical explanation.

"Well, they told me that. I called down to let them know you were out, and they said he asked for me." Mrs. Spragg let the situation speak for itself—it was so beyond her experience that she couldn't even come up with a hypothetical explanation.

Undine shrugged her shoulders. "It was a mistake, of course. Why on earth did you let him come up?"

Undine shrugged her shoulders. "It was a mistake, obviously. Why on earth did you let him come up?"

"I thought maybe he had a message for you, Undie."

"I thought maybe he had a message for you, Undie."

This plea struck her daughter as not without weight. "Well, did he?" she asked, drawing out her hat-pins and tossing down her hat on the onyx table.

This request resonated with her daughter. "So, did he?" she asked, pulling out her hat pins and throwing her hat onto the onyx table.

"Why, no—he just conversed. He was lovely to me, but I couldn't make out what he was after," Mrs. Spragg was obliged to own.

"Well, no—he just talked. He was nice to me, but I couldn't figure out what he wanted," Mrs. Spragg had to admit.

Her daughter looked at her with a kind of chill commiseration. "You never CAN," she murmured, turning away.

Her daughter looked at her with a cool sense of sympathy. "You never CAN," she said quietly, turning away.

She stretched herself out moodily on one of the pink and gold sofas, and lay there brooding, an unread novel on her knee. Mrs. Spragg timidly slipped a cushion under her daughter's head, and then dissembled herself behind the lace window-curtains and sat watching the lights spring out down the long street and spread their glittering net across the Park. It was one of Mrs. Spragg's chief occupations to watch the nightly lighting of New York.

She sprawled out sulkily on one of the pink and gold sofas, lying there lost in thought with an unread novel on her lap. Mrs. Spragg cautiously tucked a cushion under her daughter's head, then discreetly positioned herself behind the lace curtains and began watching the lights come on down the long street, scattering their shimmering glow across the Park. One of Mrs. Spragg's main activities was to observe the evening illumination of New York.

Undine lay silent, her hands clasped behind her head. She was plunged in one of the moods of bitter retrospection when all her past seemed like a long struggle for something she could not have, from a trip to Europe to an opera-box; and when she felt sure that, as the past had been, so the future would be. And yet, as she had often told her parents, all she sought for was improvement: she honestly wanted the best.

Undine lay quietly, her hands clasped behind her head. She was caught in a mood of bitter reflection, where her entire past felt like a long fight for things she couldn’t have, from a trip to Europe to an opera box; and she felt certain that, just like her past, her future would be the same. Yet, as she had often shared with her parents, all she really wanted was to improve: she genuinely wanted the best.

Her first struggle—after she had ceased to scream for candy, or sulk for a new toy—had been to get away from Apex in summer. Her summers, as she looked back on them, seemed to typify all that was dreariest and most exasperating in her life. The earliest had been spent in the yellow "frame" cottage where she had hung on the fence, kicking her toes against the broken palings and exchanging moist chewing-gum and half-eaten apples with Indiana Frusk. Later on, she had returned from her boarding-school to the comparative gentility of summer vacations at the Mealey House, whither her parents, forsaking their squalid suburb, had moved in the first flush of their rising fortunes. The tessellated floors, the plush parlours and organ-like radiators of the Mealey House had, aside from their intrinsic elegance, the immense advantage of lifting the Spraggs high above the Frusks, and making it possible for Undine, when she met Indiana in the street or at school, to chill her advances by a careless allusion to the splendours of hotel life. But even in such a setting, and in spite of the social superiority it implied, the long months of the middle western summer, fly-blown, torrid, exhaling stale odours, soon became as insufferable as they had been in the little yellow house. At school Undine met other girls whose parents took them to the Great Lakes for August; some even went to California, others—oh bliss ineffable!—went "east."

Her first challenge—after she stopped screaming for candy or pouting for a new toy—was to escape from Apex in the summer. Looking back, her summers seemed to capture the most dreary and frustrating times in her life. The earliest ones were spent in the yellow "frame" cottage where she would hang on the fence, kicking her toes against the broken slats and trading sticky chewing gum and half-eaten apples with Indiana Frusk. Later, she returned from boarding school to the somewhat nicer summer vacations at the Mealey House, where her parents, leaving their run-down suburb behind, had moved during their initial rise in fortunes. The tiled floors, plush parlors, and radiator-like heaters at the Mealey House not only had their own elegance but also gave the Spraggs a huge advantage over the Frusks, allowing Undine, when she ran into Indiana on the street or at school, to freeze her advances with a casual mention of the luxuries of hotel life. Yet even in that environment, despite the social status it suggested, the long months of the hot, fly-infested Midwestern summer, filled with stale odors, quickly became as unbearable as they had been in the little yellow house. At school, Undine encountered other girls whose parents took them to the Great Lakes in August; some even went to California, and others—oh, what bliss!—went "east."

Pale and listless under the stifling boredom of the Mealey House routine, Undine secretly sucked lemons, nibbled slate-pencils and drank pints of bitter coffee to aggravate her look of ill-health; and when she learned that even Indiana Frusk was to go on a month's visit to Buffalo it needed no artificial aids to emphasize the ravages of envy. Her parents, alarmed by her appearance, were at last convinced of the necessity of change, and timidly, tentatively, they transferred themselves for a month to a staring hotel on a glaring lake.

Pale and drained by the suffocating boredom of life at the Mealey House, Undine secretly sucked on lemons, chewed on slate pencils, and drank lots of bitter coffee to make her look even more sickly. When she found out that even Indiana Frusk was going to visit Buffalo for a month, there was no need for any extra dramatics to highlight her jealousy. Her parents, worried about how she looked, finally realized that some change was necessary, and cautiously decided to move for a month to a bright hotel by a glaring lake.

There Undine enjoyed the satisfaction of sending ironic post-cards to Indiana, and discovering that she could more than hold her own against the youth and beauty of the other visitors. Then she made the acquaintance of a pretty woman from Richmond, whose husband, a mining engineer, had brought her west with him while he inspected the newly developed Eubaw mines; and the southern visitor's dismay, her repugnances, her recoil from the faces, the food, the amusements, the general bareness and stridency of the scene, were a terrible initiation to Undine. There was something still better beyond, then—more luxurious, more exciting, more worthy of her! She once said to herself, afterward, that it was always her fate to find out just too late about the "something beyond." But in this case it was not too late—and obstinately, inflexibly, she set herself to the task of forcing her parents to take her "east" the next summer.

There, Undine enjoyed the thrill of sending sarcastic postcards to Indiana and realized she could definitely compete with the youth and beauty of the other visitors. Then she met a pretty woman from Richmond, whose husband, a mining engineer, had brought her west while he checked out the newly developed Eubaw mines. The southern visitor's shock, her disgust, her withdrawal from the faces, the food, the entertainment, and the overall starkness and loudness of the scene were a harsh introduction for Undine. There was something even better waiting for her—more luxurious, more exciting, more deserving of her! She later thought to herself that it was always her destiny to discover just a bit too late about the "something beyond." But in this case, it wasn't too late—and stubbornly, she resolved to make her parents take her "east" the following summer.

Yielding to the inevitable, they suffered themselves to be impelled to a Virginia "resort," where Undine had her first glimpse of more romantic possibilities—leafy moonlight rides and drives, picnics in mountain glades, and an atmosphere of Christmas-chromo sentimentality that tempered her hard edges a little, and gave her glimpses of a more delicate kind of pleasure. But here again everything was spoiled by a peep through another door. Undine, after a first mustering of the other girls in the hotel, had, as usual, found herself easily first—till the arrival, from Washington, of Mr. and Mrs. Wincher and their daughter. Undine was much handsomer than Miss Wincher, but she saw at a glance that she did not know how to use her beauty as the other used her plainness. She was exasperated too, by the discovery that Miss Wincher seemed not only unconscious of any possible rivalry between them, but actually unaware of her existence. Listless, long-faced, supercilious, the young lady from Washington sat apart reading novels or playing solitaire with her parents, as though the huge hotel's loud life of gossip and flirtation were invisible and inaudible to her. Undine never even succeeded in catching her eye: she always lowered it to her book when the Apex beauty trailed or rattled past her secluded corner. But one day an acquaintance of the Winchers' turned up—a lady from Boston, who had come to Virginia on a botanizing tour; and from scraps of Miss Wincher's conversation with the newcomer, Undine, straining her ears behind a column of the long veranda, obtained a new glimpse into the unimagined.

Yielding to the inevitable, they found themselves at a Virginia "resort," where Undine caught her first glimpse of more romantic possibilities—moonlit rides and drives, picnics in mountain clearings, and a vibe of Christmas card sentimentality that softened her rough edges a bit and showed her a more delicate kind of pleasure. But once again, everything was spoiled by a look through another door. Undine, after gathering the other girls in the hotel, once again found herself easily on top—until Mr. and Mrs. Wincher and their daughter arrived from Washington. Undine was much prettier than Miss Wincher, but she quickly realized that she didn’t know how to use her beauty the way the other girl used her plainness. She was also frustrated to discover that Miss Wincher seemed not only unaware of any potential rivalry between them but actually oblivious to her existence. The young lady from Washington, listless, long-faced, and indifferent, sat apart reading novels or playing solitaire with her parents, as if the hotel’s loud atmosphere of gossip and flirting was invisible and silent to her. Undine never managed to catch her eye; she always looked down at her book when the Apex beauty strolled or clattered past her secluded spot. But one day, a friend of the Winchers' appeared—a lady from Boston who had come to Virginia for a plant-collecting trip; and from bits of Miss Wincher's conversation with the newcomer, Undine, straining her ears from behind a column on the long veranda, got a new glimpse into the unimaginable.

The Winchers, it appeared, found themselves at Potash Springs merely because a severe illness of Mrs. Wincher's had made it impossible, at the last moment, to move her farther from Washington. They had let their house on the North Shore, and as soon as they could leave "this dreadful hole" were going to Europe for the autumn. Miss Wincher simply didn't know how she got through the days; though no doubt it was as good as a rest-cure after the rush of the winter. Of course they would have preferred to hire a house, but the "hole," if one could believe it, didn't offer one; so they had simply shut themselves off as best they could from the "hotel crew"—had her friend, Miss Wincher parenthetically asked, happened to notice the Sunday young men? They were queerer even than the "belles" they came for—and had escaped the promiscuity of the dinner-hour by turning one of their rooms into a dining-room, and picnicking there—with the Persimmon House standards, one couldn't describe it in any other way! But luckily the awful place was doing mamma good, and now they had nearly served their term…

The Winchers found themselves at Potash Springs mainly because Mrs. Wincher had been seriously ill, making it impossible to move her further away from Washington at the last minute. They had rented out their house on the North Shore, and once they could leave "this dreadful hole," they planned to head to Europe for the autumn. Miss Wincher had no idea how she managed to get through the days; although it was probably a good break after the hectic winter. Of course, they would have preferred to rent a house, but believe it or not, the "hole" didn’t have any available; so they had tried to isolate themselves as best as they could from the "hotel crowd." Had her friend, Miss Wincher, by any chance noticed the Sunday young men? They were even stranger than the "belles" they came to see—and they avoided the crowded dinner hour by turning one of their rooms into a dining room and having picnics there—honestly, with the Persimmon House standards, that’s the only way to describe it! But thankfully, the awful place was doing mom some good, and now they were almost done with their stay…

Undine turned sick as she listened. Only the evening before she had gone on a "buggy-ride" with a young gentleman from Deposit—a dentist's assistant—and had let him kiss her, and given him the flower from her hair. She loathed the thought of him now: she loathed all the people about her, and most of all the disdainful Miss Wincher. It enraged her to think that the Winchers classed her with the "hotel crew"—with the "belles" who awaited their Sunday young men. The place was forever blighted for her, and the next week she dragged her amazed but thankful parents back to Apex.

Undine felt sick as she listened. Just the evening before, she had gone on a "buggy ride" with a young guy from Deposit—a dentist's assistant—and had let him kiss her, even giving him the flower from her hair. She hated the thought of him now: she hated everyone around her, but especially the snobby Miss Wincher. It infuriated her to think that the Winchers put her in the same category as the "hotel crew"—with the "belles" waiting for their Sunday boys. The place was forever ruined for her, and the following week she dragged her surprised but grateful parents back to Apex.

But Miss Wincher's depreciatory talk had opened ampler vistas, and the pioneer blood in Undine would not let her rest. She had heard the call of the Atlantic seaboard, and the next summer found the Spraggs at Skog Harbour, Maine. Even now Undine felt a shiver of boredom as she recalled it. That summer had been the worst of all. The bare wind-beaten inn, all shingles without and blueberry pie within, was "exclusive," parochial, Bostonian; and the Spraggs wore through the interminable weeks in blank unmitigated isolation. The incomprehensible part of it was that every other woman in the hotel was plain, dowdy or elderly—and most of them all three. If there had been any competition on ordinary lines Undine would have won, as Van Degen said, "hands down." But there wasn't—the other "guests" simply formed a cold impenetrable group who walked, boated, played golf, and discussed Christian Science and the Subliminal, unaware of the tremulous organism drifting helplessly against their rock-bound circle.

But Miss Wincher's dismissive comments had opened up new possibilities, and the adventurous spirit in Undine wouldn't let her settle down. She had felt the pull of the Atlantic coast, and by the next summer, the Spraggs found themselves at Skog Harbour, Maine. Even now, Undine felt a wave of boredom wash over her as she remembered it. That summer had been the worst of all. The bare, wind-swept inn, with its shingles on the outside and blueberry pie on the inside, was "exclusive," narrow-minded, and Bostonian; and the Spraggs spent endless weeks in complete, unrelieved isolation. The baffling part was that every other woman at the hotel was either plain, dowdy, or elderly—and most of them fit all three categories. If there had been any competition in the usual sense, Undine would have come out on top, as Van Degen put it, "hands down." But there wasn't— the other "guests" simply formed a cold, unapproachable group who walked, boated, played golf, and discussed Christian Science and the Subliminal, completely unaware of the fragile figure drifting helplessly outside their closed circle.

It was on the day the Spraggs left Skog Harbour that Undine vowed to herself with set lips: "I'll never try anything again till I try New York." Now she had gained her point and tried New York, and so far, it seemed, with no better success. From small things to great, everything went against her. In such hours of self-searching she was ready enough to acknowledge her own mistakes, but they exasperated her less than the blunders of her parents. She was sure, for instance, that she was on what Mrs. Heeny called "the right tack" at last: yet just at the moment when her luck seemed about to turn she was to be thwarted by her father's stupid obstinacy about the opera-box…

It was on the day the Spraggs left Skog Harbour that Undine promised herself with clenched lips, "I won't try anything else until I try New York." Now she had finally made it to New York, and so far, it seemed, things were no better. From small matters to big ones, everything was going wrong for her. In moments of reflection, she was willing to admit her own mistakes, but they annoyed her less than her parents' blunders. She was convinced, for example, that she was finally on what Mrs. Heeny called "the right track": yet just when it seemed her luck was about to change, her father's foolish stubbornness about the opera box got in her way...

She lay brooding over these things till long after Mrs. Spragg had gone away to dress for dinner, and it was nearly eight o'clock when she heard her father's dragging tread in the hall.

She lay thinking about these things long after Mrs. Spragg had left to get ready for dinner, and it was almost eight o'clock when she heard her father’s heavy footsteps in the hall.

She kept her eyes fixed on her book while he entered the room and moved about behind her, laying aside his hat and overcoat; then his steps came close and a small parcel dropped on the pages of her book.

She kept her eyes on her book while he walked into the room and moved around behind her, taking off his hat and coat; then his footsteps got closer and a small package landed on the pages of her book.

"Oh, father!" She sprang up, all alight, the novel on the floor, her fingers twitching for the tickets. But a substantial packet emerged, like nothing she had ever seen. She looked at it, hoping, fearing—she beamed blissful interrogation on her father while his sallow smile continued to tantalize her. Then she closed on him with a rush, smothering his words against her hair.

"Oh, Dad!" She jumped up, all bright-eyed, the novel lying on the floor, her fingers itching for the tickets. But a big package appeared, unlike anything she had ever seen. She looked at it, both hopeful and anxious—she thrilled with eager questions directed at her father while his pale smile kept teasing her. Then she rushed to him, burying his words in her hair.

"It's for more than one night—why, it's for every other Friday! Oh, you darling, you darling!" she exulted.

"It's for more than one night—it's for every other Friday! Oh, you dear, you dear!" she exclaimed.

Mr. Spragg, through the glittering meshes, feigned dismay. "That so? They must have given me the wrong—!" Then, convicted by her radiant eyes as she swung round on him: "I knew you only wanted it ONCE for yourself. Undine; but I thought maybe, off nights, you'd like to send it to your friends."

Mr. Spragg, through the sparkling strands, pretended to be shocked. "Really? They must have given me the wrong—!" Then, caught by her shining eyes as she turned to him: "I knew you only wanted it ONCE for yourself, Undine, but I thought maybe, on off nights, you'd like to send it to your friends."

Mrs. Spragg, who from her doorway had assisted with moist eyes at this closing pleasantry, came forward as Undine hurried away to dress.

Mrs. Spragg, who from her doorway had watched with teary eyes at this final joke, stepped forward as Undine rushed off to get ready.

"Abner—can you really manage it all right?"

"Abner—can you really handle it all?"

He answered her with one of his awkward brief caresses. "Don't you fret about that, Leota. I'm bound to have her go round with these people she knows. I want her to be with them all she can."

He responded to her with one of his clumsy, quick touches. "Don't worry about that, Leota. I have to let her hang out with these people she knows. I want her to spend as much time with them as possible."

A pause fell between them, while Mrs. Spragg looked anxiously into his fagged eyes.

A silence settled between them as Mrs. Spragg anxiously looked into his tired eyes.

"You seen Elmer again?"

"Have you seen Elmer again?"

"No. Once was enough," he returned, with a scowl like Undine's.

"No. Once was enough," he replied, with a scowl that looked just like Undine's.

"Why—you SAID he couldn't come after her, Abner!"

"Why—you SAID he couldn't come after her, Abner!"

"No more he can. But what if she was to get nervous and lonesome, and want to go after him?"

"No more he can. But what if she gets nervous and lonely, and wants to go after him?"

Mrs. Spragg shuddered away from the suggestion. "How'd he look? Just the same?" she whispered.

Mrs. Spragg recoiled at the suggestion. "How did he look? Same as before?" she whispered.

"No. Spruced up. That's what scared me."

"No. Made all nice and tidy. That's what scared me."

It scared her too, to the point of blanching her habitually lifeless cheek. She continued to scrutinize her husband broodingly. "You look fairly sick, Abner. You better let me get you some of those stomach drops right off," she proposed.

It scared her too, causing her usually pale cheek to lose even more color. She kept looking at her husband with a worried expression. "You look pretty sick, Abner. You should let me get you some of those stomach drops right away," she suggested.

But he parried this with his unfailing humour. "I guess I'm too sick to risk that." He passed his hand through her arm with the conjugal gesture familiar to Apex City. "Come along down to dinner, mother—I guess Undine won't mind if I don't rig up to-night."

But he deflected this with his constant humor. "I guess I’m too sick to take that chance." He passed his hand through her arm with the familiar married gesture known in Apex City. "Come on down to dinner, mom—I don’t think Undine will mind if I don’t dress up tonight."

V

She had looked down at them, enviously, from the balcony—she had looked up at them, reverentially, from the stalls; but now at last she was on a line with them, among them, she was part of the sacred semicircle whose privilege it is, between the acts, to make the mere public forget that the curtain has fallen.

She had watched them from the balcony with envy—she had admired them from the audience seats; but now, finally, she was on the same level as them, part of the sacred semicircle that, in between acts, has the special ability to make the audience forget that the curtain has dropped.

As she swept to the left-hand seat of their crimson niche, waving Mabel Lipscomb to the opposite corner with a gesture learned during her apprenticeship in the stalls, Undine felt that quickening of the faculties that comes in the high moments of life. Her consciousness seemed to take in at once the whole bright curve of the auditorium, from the unbroken lines of spectators below her to the culminating blaze of the central chandelier; and she herself was the core of that vast illumination, the sentient throbbing surface which gathered all the shafts of light into a centre.

As she swept to the left seat of their red nook, motioning Mabel Lipscomb to the opposite corner with a gesture she learned during her training in the stalls, Undine felt that rush of awareness that happens during the peak moments of life. Her mind seemed to absorb the entire glowing arc of the auditorium at once, from the uninterrupted lines of audience below her to the dazzling light of the central chandelier; and she herself was the center of that great illumination, the living, vibrant surface that gathered all the beams of light into a focal point.

It was almost a relief when, a moment later, the lights sank, the curtain rose, and the focus of illumination was shifted. The music, the scenery, and the movement on the stage, were like a rich mist tempering the radiance that shot on her from every side, and giving her time to subside, draw breath, adjust herself to this new clear medium which made her feel so oddly brittle and transparent.

It was almost a relief when, a moment later, the lights dimmed, the curtain went up, and the spotlight shifted. The music, the scenery, and the movement on stage created a rich haze that softened the bright light shining on her from every direction, allowing her to calm down, catch her breath, and adjust to this new clear atmosphere that made her feel strangely fragile and transparent.

When the curtain fell on the first act she began to be aware of a subtle change in the house. In all the boxes cross-currents of movement had set in: groups were coalescing and breaking up, fans waving and heads twinkling, black coats emerging among white shoulders, late comers dropping their furs and laces in the red penumbra of the background. Undine, for the moment unconscious of herself, swept the house with her opera-glass, searching for familiar faces. Some she knew without being able to name them—fixed figure-heads of the social prow—others she recognized from their portraits in the papers; but of the few from whom she could herself claim recognition not one was visible, and as she pursued her investigations the whole scene grew blank and featureless.

When the curtain came down for the first act, she started to notice a subtle shift in the theatre. In all the boxes, people were moving around: groups were forming and breaking apart, fans were waving, heads were sparkling, black coats were appearing among white shoulders, and late arrivals were dropping their furs and laces in the dim red light of the background. Undine, momentarily lost in thought, scanned the audience with her opera glasses, looking for familiar faces. Some she recognized even though she couldn’t name them—prominent figures in high society—while others she knew from their pictures in the newspapers; however, of the few people she could actually recognize, none were present, and as she continued her search, the whole scene seemed to fade into an indistinct blur.

Almost all the boxes were full now, but one, just opposite, tantalized her by its continued emptiness. How queer to have an opera-box and not use it! What on earth could the people be doing—what rarer delight could they be tasting? Undine remembered that the numbers of the boxes and the names of their owners were given on the back of the programme, and after a rapid computation she turned to consult the list. Mondays and Fridays, Mrs. Peter Van Degen. That was it: the box was empty because Mrs. Van Degen was dining alone with Ralph Marvell! "PETER WILL BE AT ONE OF HIS DINNERS." Undine had a sharp vision of the Van Degen dining-room—she pictured it as oak-carved and sumptuous with gilding —with a small table in the centre, and rosy lights and flowers, and Ralph Marvell, across the hot-house grapes and champagne, leaning to take a light from his hostess's cigarette. Undine had seen such scenes on the stage, she had come upon them in the glowing pages of fiction, and it seemed to her that every detail was before her now, from the glitter of jewels on Mrs. Van Degen's bare shoulders to the way young Marvell stroked his slight blond moustache while he smiled and listened.

Almost all the boxes were full now, but one, just across from her, teased her with its emptiness. How strange to have an opera box and not use it! What could those people be doing—what could be so much better? Undine remembered that the box numbers and their owners' names were listed on the back of the program, and after a quick calculation, she turned to check the list. Mondays and Fridays, Mrs. Peter Van Degen. That was it: the box was empty because Mrs. Van Degen was having dinner alone with Ralph Marvell! "PETER WILL BE AT ONE OF HIS DINNERS." Undine vividly imagined the Van Degen dining room—she pictured it as richly carved oak with gilded accents—with a small table in the center, rosy lights, and flowers, and Ralph Marvell leaning over the hot-house grapes and champagne to take a light from his hostess's cigarette. Undine had seen such scenes on stage, she had come across them in the vibrant pages of fiction, and it seemed to her that every detail was in front of her now, from the way the jewels sparkled on Mrs. Van Degen's bare shoulders to how young Marvell stroked his slim blond mustache while smiling and listening.

Undine blushed with anger at her own simplicity in fancying that he had been "taken" by her—that she could ever really count among these happy self-absorbed people! They all had their friends, their ties, their delightful crowding obligations: why should they make room for an intruder in a circle so packed with the initiated?

Undine felt a rush of anger at her own foolishness for thinking that he had been "captivated" by her—that she could ever actually fit in with these happy, self-centered people! They all had their friends, their connections, their busy social lives: why would they make space for an outsider in a group so filled with those in the know?

As her imagination developed the details of the scene in the Van Degen dining-room it became clear to her that fashionable society was horribly immoral and that she could never really be happy in such a poisoned atmosphere. She remembered that an eminent divine was preaching a series of sermons against Social Corruption, and she determined to go and hear him on the following Sunday.

As she pictured the scene in the Van Degen dining room, it became obvious to her that high society was incredibly immoral and that she could never truly be happy in such a toxic environment. She recalled that a well-known preacher was giving a series of sermons against Social Corruption, and she decided to go and hear him the following Sunday.

This train of thought was interrupted by the feeling that she was being intently observed from the neighbouring box. She turned around with a feint of speaking to Mrs. Lipscomb, and met the bulging stare of Peter Van Degen. He was standing behind the lady of the eye-glass, who had replaced her tortoise-shell implement by one of closely-set brilliants, which, at word from her companion, she critically bent on Undine.

This line of thinking was disrupted by the sensation that someone was watching her closely from the next compartment. She turned around as if to speak to Mrs. Lipscomb and caught the intense gaze of Peter Van Degen. He was standing behind the woman with the eyeglass, who had swapped her tortoise-shell accessory for one adorned with closely-set diamonds, which she adjusted to scrutinize Undine at her companion's suggestion.

"No—I don't remember," she said; and the girl reddened, divining herself unidentified after this protracted scrutiny.

"No—I don't remember," she said; and the girl blushed, realizing she was being looked at for a long time without being recognized.

But there was no doubt as to young Van Degen's remembering her. She was even conscious that he was trying to provoke in her some reciprocal sign of recognition; and the attempt drove her to the haughty study of her programme.

But there was no doubt that young Van Degen remembered her. She was even aware that he was trying to get her to give some sign of recognition in return; and the effort pushed her to focus arrogantly on her program.

"Why, there's Mr. Popple over there!" exclaimed Mabel Lipscomb, making large signs across the house with fan and play-bill.

"Look, there's Mr. Popple over there!" shouted Mabel Lipscomb, waving her fan and playbill enthusiastically across the room.

Undine had already become aware that Mabel, planted, blond and brimming, too near the edge of the box, was somehow out of scale and out of drawing; and the freedom of her demonstrations increased the effect of disproportion. No one else was wagging and waving in that way: a gestureless mute telegraphy seemed to pass between the other boxes. Still, Undine could not help following Mrs. Lipscomb's glance, and there in fact was Claud Popple, taller and more dominant than ever, and bending easily over what she felt must be the back of a brilliant woman.

Undine had already realized that Mabel, planted, blonde, and full of energy, was somehow out of place and looked odd at the edge of the box; her animated gestures only highlighted the difference. No one else was moving around like that: it felt like a silent communication was happening between the other boxes. Still, Undine couldn't help but follow Mrs. Lipscomb's gaze, and there indeed was Claud Popple, taller and more commanding than ever, leaning comfortably over what she assumed must be the back of a stunning woman.

He replied by a discreet salute to Mrs. Lipscomb's intemperate motions, and Undine saw the brilliant woman's opera-glass turn in their direction, and said to herself that in a moment Mr. Popple would be "round." But the entr'acte wore on, and no one turned the handle of their door, or disturbed the peaceful somnolence of Harry Lipscomb, who, not being (as he put it) "onto" grand opera, had abandoned the struggle and withdrawn to the seclusion of the inner box. Undine jealously watched Mr. Popple's progress from box to box, from brilliant woman to brilliant woman; but just as it seemed about to carry him to their door he reappeared at his original post across the house.

He responded with a subtle nod to Mrs. Lipscomb’s over-the-top gestures, and Undine noticed the dazzling woman's opera-glasses shift in their direction, thinking that Mr. Popple would show up any minute. But as the intermission continued, no one touched their door handle or interrupted Harry Lipscomb's peaceful dozing in the inner box, since he, as he put it, wasn't really into grand opera and had opted out of the situation. Undine watched jealously as Mr. Popple moved from box to box, chatting up one glamorous woman after another; but just when it seemed he was about to head their way, he ended up back at his original spot across the theater.

"Undie, do look—there's Mr. Marvell!" Mabel began again, with another conspicuous outbreak of signalling; and this time Undine flushed to the nape as Mrs. Peter Van Degen appeared in the opposite box with Ralph Marvell behind her. The two seemed to be alone in the box—as they had doubtless been alone all the evening!—and Undine furtively turned to see if Mr. Van Degen shared her disapproval. But Mr. Van Degen had disappeared, and Undine, leaning forward, nervously touched Mabel's arm.

"Undine, look—there's Mr. Marvell!" Mabel said again, waving her hand noticeably; and this time Undine blushed all the way to her neck when she saw Mrs. Peter Van Degen in the opposite box with Ralph Marvell standing behind her. The two looked like they were by themselves in the box—as they probably had been all evening!—and Undine discreetly glanced to see if Mr. Van Degen felt the same way she did. But Mr. Van Degen was gone, and Undine, leaning forward, anxiously tapped Mabel's arm.

"What's the matter. Undine? Don't you see Mr. Marvell over there? Is that his sister he's with?"

"What's wrong, Undine? Don't you see Mr. Marvell over there? Is that his sister he's with?"

"No.—I wouldn't beckon like that," Undine whispered between her teeth.

"No—I'd never signal like that," Undine whispered through clenched teeth.

"Why not? Don't you want him to know you're here?"

"Why not? Don't you want him to know you're here?"

"Yes—but the other people are not beckoning."

"Yeah—but the other people aren’t waving us over."

Mabel looked about unabashed. "Perhaps they've all found each other. Shall I send Harry over to tell him?" she shouted above the blare of the wind instruments.

Mabel looked around without a hint of embarrassment. "Maybe they’ve all connected with each other. Should I send Harry over to let him know?" she shouted above the noise of the wind instruments.

"NO!" gasped Undine as the curtain rose.

"NO!" gasped Undine as the curtain lifted.

She was no longer capable of following the action on the stage. Two presences possessed her imagination: that of Ralph Marvell, small, unattainable, remote, and that of Mabel Lipscomb, near-by, immense and irrepressible.

She could no longer keep up with what was happening on stage. Two figures filled her thoughts: Ralph Marvell, small, unreachable, and distant, and Mabel Lipscomb, close by, larger-than-life, and unstoppable.

It had become clear to Undine that Mabel Lipscomb was ridiculous. That was the reason why Popple did not come to the box. No one would care to be seen talking to her while Mabel was at her side: Mabel, monumental and moulded while the fashionable were flexible and diaphanous, Mabel strident and explicit while they were subdued and allusive. At the Stentorian she was the centre of her group—here she revealed herself as unknown and unknowing. Why, she didn't even know that Mrs. Peter Van Degen was not Ralph Marvell's sister! And she had a way of trumpeting out her ignorances that jarred on Undine's subtler methods. It was precisely at this point that there dawned on Undine what was to be one of the guiding principles of her career: "IT'S BETTER TO WATCH THAN TO ASK QUESTIONS."

It was clear to Undine that Mabel Lipscomb was ridiculous. That’s why Popple didn’t come to the box. No one wanted to be seen talking to her while Mabel was by her side: Mabel, solid and sculpted while everyone else was flexible and light, Mabel loud and obvious while they were more understated and suggestive. At the Stentorian, she was the center of her group—here, she showed herself to be both unknown and unaware. She didn’t even realize that Mrs. Peter Van Degen wasn’t Ralph Marvell's sister! And she had a way of loudly announcing her ignorance that grated on Undine’s more subtle approach. It was precisely at this moment that Undine realized one of the guiding principles of her career: "IT'S BETTER TO WATCH THAN TO ASK QUESTIONS."

The curtain fell again, and Undine's eyes flew back to the Van Degen box. Several men were entering it together, and a moment later she saw Ralph Marvell rise from his seat and pass out. Half-unconsciously she placed herself in such a way as to have an eye on the door of the box. But its handle remained unturned, and Harry Lipscomb, leaning back on the sofa, his head against the opera cloaks, continued to breathe stentorously through his open mouth and stretched his legs a little farther across the threshold…

The curtain fell again, and Undine's eyes quickly darted back to the Van Degen box. Several guys were entering it together, and a moment later she saw Ralph Marvell stand up from his seat and leave. Almost without thinking, she positioned herself to keep an eye on the door of the box. But the handle stayed still, and Harry Lipscomb, lounging back on the sofa with his head resting against the opera coats, kept breathing loudly through his open mouth and stretched his legs a bit further across the threshold…

The entr'acte was nearly over when the door opened and two gentlemen stumbled over Mr. Lipscomb's legs. The foremost was Claud Walsingham Popple; and above his shoulder shone the batrachian countenance of Peter Van Degen. A brief murmur from Mr. Popple made his companion known to the two ladies, and Mr. Van Degen promptly seated himself behind Undine, relegating the painter to Mrs. Lipscomb's elbow.

The intermission was almost over when the door opened and two guys tripped over Mr. Lipscomb's legs. The first was Claud Walsingham Popple, and over his shoulder was the frog-like face of Peter Van Degen. A quick comment from Mr. Popple introduced his friend to the two ladies, and Mr. Van Degen quickly sat down behind Undine, leaving the painter next to Mrs. Lipscomb.

"Queer go—I happened to see your friend there waving to old Popp across the house. So I bolted over and collared him: told him he'd got to introduce me before he was a minute older. I tried to find out who you were the other day at the Motor Show—no, where was it? Oh, those pictures at Goldmark's. What d'you think of 'em, by the way? You ought to be painted yourself—no, I mean it, you know—you ought to get old Popp to do you. He'd do your hair ripplingly. You must let me come and talk to you about it… About the picture or your hair? Well, your hair if you don't mind. Where'd you say you were staying? Oh, you LIVE here, do you? I say, that's first rate!"

"Hey, I saw your friend over there waving to old Popp across the house. So, I rushed over and grabbed him: I told him he had to introduce me before he was a minute older. I was trying to figure out who you were the other day at the Motor Show—wait, where was it? Oh right, those pictures at Goldmark's. What do you think of them, by the way? You should get a portrait done yourself—seriously, you should get old Popp to paint you. He’d make your hair look amazing. You have to let me come and chat with you about it… About the painting or your hair? Well, your hair if that's okay. Where did you say you were staying? Oh, you LIVE here, huh? That's awesome!"

Undine sat well forward, curving toward him a little, as she had seen the other women do, but holding back sufficiently to let it be visible to the house that she was conversing with no less a person than Mr. Peter Van Degen. Mr. Popple's talk was certainly more brilliant and purposeful, and she saw him cast longing glances at her from behind Mrs. Lipscomb's shoulder; but she remembered how lightly he had been treated at the Fairford dinner, and she wanted—oh, how she wanted!—to have Ralph Marvell see her talking to Van Degen.

Undine sat forward, leaning towards him a bit, just like she had seen the other women do, but still making it clear to everyone in the room that she was talking to none other than Mr. Peter Van Degen. Mr. Popple was definitely more interesting and focused in his conversation, and she noticed him stealing glances at her from behind Mrs. Lipscomb's shoulder; but she recalled how dismissively he had been treated at the Fairford dinner, and she really, really wanted Ralph Marvell to see her chatting with Van Degen.

She poured out her heart to him, improvising an opinion on the pictures and an opinion on the music, falling in gaily with his suggestion of a jolly little dinner some night soon, at the Café Martin, and strengthening her position, as she thought, by an easy allusion to her acquaintance with Mrs. Van Degen. But at the word her companion's eye clouded, and a shade of constraint dimmed his enterprising smile.

She opened up to him, sharing her thoughts on the art and the music, happily agreeing to his idea of a fun dinner soon at Café Martin, and trying to reinforce her point by casually mentioning her connection to Mrs. Van Degen. But when she said that, his expression changed, and a hint of tension dimmed his enthusiastic smile.

"My wife—? Oh, SHE doesn't go to restaurants—she moves on too high a plane. But we'll get old Popp, and Mrs.—, Mrs.—, what'd you say your fat friend's name was? Just a select little crowd of four—and some kind of a cheerful show afterward… Jove! There's the curtain, and I must skip."

"My wife? Oh, she doesn't go to restaurants—she's on a whole different level. But we'll invite old Popp, and Mrs.—, Mrs.—, what did you say your heavyset friend's name was? Just a small group of four—and maybe a fun show afterward… Wow! There's the curtain, and I have to run."

As the door closed on him Undine's cheeks burned with resentment. If Mrs. Van Degen didn't go to restaurants, why had he supposed that SHE would? and to have to drag Mabel in her wake! The leaden sense of failure overcame her again. Here was the evening nearly over, and what had it led to? Looking up from the stalls, she had fancied that to sit in a box was to be in society—now she saw it might but emphasize one's exclusion. And she was burdened with the box for the rest of the season! It was really stupid of her father to have exceeded his instructions: why had he not done as she told him?… Undine felt helpless and tired… hateful memories of Apex crowded back on her. Was it going to be as dreary here as there?

As the door closed behind him, Undine's cheeks flushed with anger. If Mrs. Van Degen didn't go to restaurants, why did he think that SHE would? And to have to drag Mabel along with her! The heavy feeling of failure hit her again. Here was the evening almost over, and what had it led to? Looking up from the seats, she had imagined that sitting in a box meant being part of society—now she realized it might just highlight her exclusion. And she was stuck with the box for the rest of the season! It was really foolish of her father to have gone beyond his instructions: why hadn't he just done what she told him?… Undine felt powerless and exhausted… hateful memories of Apex flooded back to her. Was it going to be just as dull here as it was there?

She felt Lipscomb's loud whisper in her back: "Say, you girls, I guess I'll cut this and come back for you when the show busts up." They heard him shuffle out of the box, and Mabel settled back to undisturbed enjoyment of the stage.

She felt Lipscomb's loud whisper behind her: "Hey, you girls, I think I'll head out and come back for you when the show ends." They heard him shuffle out of the box, and Mabel relaxed, returning to her uninterrupted enjoyment of the stage.

When the last entr'acte began Undine stood up, resolved to stay no longer. Mabel, lost in the study of the audience, had not noticed her movement, and as she passed alone into the back of the box the door opened and Ralph Marvell came in.

When the last intermission started, Undine stood up, determined to leave no longer. Mabel, absorbed in observing the audience, didn't see her move, and as Undine walked alone to the back of the box, the door opened and Ralph Marvell came in.

Undine stood with one arm listlessly raised to detach her cloak from the wall. Her attitude showed the long slimness of her figure and the fresh curve of the throat below her bent-back head. Her face was paler and softer than usual, and the eyes she rested on Marvell's face looked deep and starry under their fixed brows.

Undine stood with one arm lazily raised to pull her cloak away from the wall. Her posture highlighted the long, slender shape of her figure and the delicate curve of her throat beneath her tilted head. Her face appeared lighter and softer than usual, and the eyes she gazed at Marvell with seemed deep and starry under her furrowed brows.

"Oh—you're not going?" he exclaimed.

"Oh—you're not going?" he said.

"I thought you weren't coming," she answered simply.

"I thought you weren't coming," she replied.

"I waited till now on purpose to dodge your other visitors."

"I waited until now on purpose to avoid your other visitors."

She laughed with pleasure. "Oh, we hadn't so many!"

She laughed happily. "Oh, we didn't have that many!"

Some intuition had already told her that frankness was the tone to take with him. They sat down together on the red damask sofa, against the hanging cloaks. As Undine leaned back her hair caught in the spangles of the wrap behind her, and she had to sit motionless while the young man freed the captive mesh. Then they settled themselves again, laughing a little at the incident.

Some instinct had already told her that being straightforward was the way to go with him. They sat down together on the red damask sofa, next to the hanging coats. As Undine leaned back, her hair got caught in the sequins of the wrap behind her, and she had to stay still while the young man untangled it. Then they got comfortable again, chuckling a bit at what had just happened.

A glance had made the situation clear to Mrs. Lipscomb, and they saw her return to her rapt inspection of the boxes. In their mirror-hung recess the light was subdued to a rosy dimness and the hum of the audience came to them through half-drawn silken curtains. Undine noticed the delicacy and finish of her companion's features as his head detached itself against the red silk walls. The hand with which he stroked his small moustache was finely-finished too, but sinewy and not effeminate. She had always associated finish and refinement entirely with her own sex, but she began to think they might be even more agreeable in a man. Marvell's eyes were grey, like her own, with chestnut eyebrows and darker lashes; and his skin was as clear as a woman's, but pleasantly reddish, like his hands.

A quick look made everything clear to Mrs. Lipscomb, and they watched her go back to her focused examination of the boxes. In their mirror-framed nook, the light was softened to a rosy glow, and they could hear the buzz of the audience through the partly drawn silk curtains. Undine noticed the sharpness and elegance of her companion's features as his head stood out against the red silk walls. The hand he used to stroke his small mustache was well-groomed too, but strong and not soft. She had always thought of elegance and refinement as qualities exclusive to women, but she started to consider that they might be even more appealing in a man. Marvell's eyes were gray, like hers, with chestnut eyebrows and darker lashes; and his skin was as clear as a woman's, but with a pleasant reddish tint, like his hands.

As he sat talking in a low tone, questioning her about the music, asking her what she had been doing since he had last seen her, she was aware that he looked at her less than usual, and she also glanced away; but when she turned her eyes suddenly they always met his gaze.

As he sat chatting softly, asking her about the music and what she had been up to since they last met, she noticed that he looked at her less than usual, and she found herself looking away too; but whenever she quickly turned her eyes, they always met his stare.

His talk remained impersonal. She was a little disappointed that he did not compliment her on her dress or her hair—Undine was accustomed to hearing a great deal about her hair, and the episode of the spangles had opened the way to a graceful allusion—but the instinct of sex told her that, under his quiet words, he was throbbing with the sense of her proximity. And his self-restraint sobered her, made her refrain from the flashing and fidgeting which were the only way she knew of taking part in the immemorial love-dance. She talked simply and frankly of herself, of her parents, of how few people they knew in New York, and of how, at times, she was almost sorry she had persuaded them to give up Apex.

His conversation felt distant. She was a bit let down that he didn’t compliment her dress or hair—Undine was used to getting a lot of attention for her hair, and the sparkly episode had opened the door for a nice reference—but her instincts told her that, beneath his calm words, he was aware of her closeness. His self-control made her more serious, causing her to hold back from the flashy and restless behaviors that were her usual way of engaging in the age-old dance of love. She spoke openly and honestly about herself, her parents, how few people they knew in New York, and how sometimes she regretted convincing them to leave Apex.

"You see, they did it entirely on my account; they're awfully lonesome here; and I don't believe I shall ever learn New York ways either," she confessed, turning on him the eyes of youth and truthfulness. "Of course I know a few people; but they're not—not the way I expected New York people to be." She risked what seemed an involuntary glance at Mabel. "I've seen girls here to-night that I just LONG to know—they look so lovely and refined—but I don't suppose I ever shall. New York's not very friendly to strange girls, is it? I suppose you've got so many of your own already—and they're all so fascinating you don't care!" As she spoke she let her eyes rest on his, half-laughing, half-wistful, and then dropped her lashes while the pink stole slowly up to them.

"You know, they did all of this for my sake; they feel really lonely here; and I don't think I’ll ever get the hang of New York ways either," she admitted, looking at him with youthful honesty. "Of course, I know a few people, but they’re not—well, not what I thought New Yorkers would be like." She glanced at Mabel, seemingly without meaning to. "I've seen some girls here tonight that I really want to get to know—they look so lovely and classy—but I doubt I ever will. New York isn’t very welcoming to new girls, is it? I guess you have so many of your own friends already—and they’re all so interesting that you don’t really care!" As she spoke, she held his gaze, half-laughing, half-hopeful, before lowering her lashes as a blush gradually rose to her cheeks.

When he left her he asked if he might hope to find her at home the next day.

When he left her, he asked if he could expect to find her at home the next day.

The night was fine, and Marvell, having put his cousin into her motor, started to walk home to Washington Square. At the corner he was joined by Mr. Popple. "Hallo, Ralph, old man—did you run across our auburn beauty of the Stentorian? Who'd have thought old Harry Lipscomb'd have put us onto anything as good as that? Peter Van Degen was fairly taken off his feet—pulled me out of Mrs. Monty Thurber's box and dragged me 'round by the collar to introduce him. Planning a dinner at Martin's already. Gad, young Peter must have what he wants WHEN he wants it! I put in a word for you—told him you and I ought to be let in on the ground floor. Funny the luck some girls have about getting started. I believe this one'll take if she can manage to shake the Lipscombs. I think I'll ask to paint her; might be a good thing for the spring show. She'd show up splendidly as a PENDANT to my Mrs. Van Degen—Blonde and Brunette… Night and Morning… Of course I prefer Mrs. Van Degen's type—personally, I MUST have breeding—but as a mere bit of flesh and blood… hallo, ain't you coming into the club?"

The night was nice, and Marvell, after putting his cousin in her car, started walking home to Washington Square. At the corner, he was joined by Mr. Popple. "Hey, Ralph, old man—did you run into our auburn beauty from the Stentorian? Who would've thought old Harry Lipscomb would have put us onto anything that good? Peter Van Degen was completely taken by her—pulled me out of Mrs. Monty Thurber's box and dragged me by the collar to introduce him. He’s already planning a dinner at Martin's. Wow, young Peter must get what he wants WHEN he wants it! I mentioned you—I told him you and I should be brought in on the ground floor. It’s funny how some girls have such luck getting started. I believe this one will take off if she can manage to shake the Lipscombs. I think I'll ask to paint her; it might be a good thing for the spring show. She’d look great as a PENDANT to my Mrs. Van Degen—Blonde and Brunette… Night and Morning… Of course, I prefer Mrs. Van Degen's type—I HAVE to have breeding—but as just a bit of flesh and blood… hey, aren’t you coming into the club?"

Marvell was not coming into the club, and he drew a long breath of relief as his companion left him.

Marvell wasn't going into the club, and he let out a long sigh of relief as his friend walked away.

Was it possible that he had ever thought leniently of the egregious Popple? The tone of social omniscience which he had once found so comic was now as offensive to him as a coarse physical touch. And the worst of it was that Popple, with the slight exaggeration of a caricature, really expressed the ideals of the world he frequented. As he spoke of Miss Spragg, so others at any rate would think of her: almost every one in Ralph's set would agree that it was luck for a girl from Apex to be started by Peter Van Degen at a Café Martin dinner…

Was it possible that he had ever been kind to the outrageous Popple? The air of social superiority that he once found so funny now felt as offensive to him as an unwanted physical touch. And the worst part was that Popple, with a slight exaggeration like a cartoon, really represented the ideals of the world he belonged to. As he talked about Miss Spragg, others would think of her the same way: almost everyone in Ralph's circle would agree that it was a stroke of luck for a girl from Apex to get introduced by Peter Van Degen at a Café Martin dinner…

Ralph Marvell, mounting his grandfather's doorstep, looked up at the symmetrical old red house-front, with its frugal marble ornament, as he might have looked into a familiar human face.

Ralph Marvell, stepping onto his grandfather's doorstep, gazed up at the balanced old red facade of the house, with its simple marble decorations, just as he would look into a familiar person's face.

"They're right,—after all, in some ways they're right," he murmured, slipping his key into the door.

"They're right—after all, in some ways, they are," he murmured, sliding his key into the door.

"They" were his mother and old Mr. Urban Dagonet, both, from Ralph's earliest memories, so closely identified with the old house in Washington Square that they might have passed for its inner consciousness as it might have stood for their outward form; and the question as to which the house now seemed to affirm their intrinsic rightness was that of the social disintegration expressed by widely-different architectural physiognomies at the other end of Fifth Avenue. As Ralph pushed the bolts behind him, and passed into the hall, with its dark mahogany doors and the quiet "Dutch interior" effect of its black and white marble paving, he said to himself that what Popple called society was really just like the houses it lived in: a muddle of misapplied ornament over a thin steel shell of utility. The steel shell was built up in Wall Street, the social trimmings were hastily added in Fifth Avenue; and the union between them was as monstrous and factitious, as unlike the gradual homogeneous growth which flowers into what other countries know as society, as that between the Blois gargoyles on Peter Van Degen's roof and the skeleton walls supporting them.

"They" were his mother and old Mr. Urban Dagonet, who, from Ralph's earliest memories, were so closely associated with the old house in Washington Square that they might have been seen as its core essence, just as it represented their outward appearance. The question of which the house now seemed to validate as their true nature was related to the social decay reflected in the starkly different architectural styles at the other end of Fifth Avenue. As Ralph locked the bolts behind him and entered the hall, with its dark mahogany doors and the calm "Dutch interior" look of its black and white marble floor, he thought to himself that what Popple referred to as society was really just like the houses it inhabited: a jumble of misplaced decorations over a flimsy steel structure of practicality. The steel framework was erected in Wall Street, while the social embellishments were hurriedly attached on Fifth Avenue; and the connection between them was as bizarre and artificial, as unlike the slow, uniform development that leads to what other countries recognize as society, as that between the gargoyles from Blois on Peter Van Degen's roof and the skeletal walls holding them up.

That was what "they" had always said; what, at least, the Dagonet attitude, the Dagonet view of life, the very lines of the furniture in the old Dagonet house expressed. Ralph sometimes called his mother and grandfather the Aborigines, and likened them to those vanishing denizens of the American continent doomed to rapid extinction with the advance of the invading race. He was fond of describing Washington Square as the "Reservation," and of prophesying that before long its inhabitants would be exhibited at ethnological shows, pathetically engaged in the exercise of their primitive industries.

That was what "they" had always said; what, at least, the Dagonet attitude, the Dagonet view of life, and the very lines of the furniture in the old Dagonet house conveyed. Ralph sometimes referred to his mother and grandfather as the Aborigines and compared them to those disappearing inhabitants of the American continent who were doomed to quickly vanish with the arrival of the invading race. He enjoyed calling Washington Square the "Reservation" and predicted that soon its residents would be showcased at ethnological exhibits, sadly going about their primitive tasks.

Small, cautious, middle-class, had been the ideals of aboriginal New York; but it suddenly struck the young man that they were singularly coherent and respectable as contrasted with the chaos of indiscriminate appetites which made up its modern tendencies. He too had wanted to be "modern," had revolted, half-humorously, against the restrictions and exclusions of the old code; and it must have been by one of the ironic reversions of heredity that, at this precise point, he began to see what there was to be said on the other side—his side, as he now felt it to be.

Small, careful, middle-class ideals had once defined New York, but it suddenly struck the young man that they were surprisingly coherent and respectable compared to the chaos of random desires that characterized modern trends. He too had wanted to be "modern," had rebelliously, even half-jokingly, pushed back against the limitations and exclusions of the old ways; and it must have been one of those ironic twists of fate that, at this very moment, he started to see the merits of the other perspective—his perspective, as he now regarded it.

VI

Upstairs, in his brown firelit room, he threw himself into an armchair, and remembered… Harvard first—then Oxford; then a year of wandering and rich initiation. Returning to New York, he had read law, and now had his desk in the office of the respectable firm in whose charge the Dagonet estate had mouldered for several generations. But his profession was the least real thing in his life. The realities lay about him now: the books jamming his old college bookcases and overflowing on chairs and tables; sketches too—he could do charming things, if only he had known how to finish them!—and, on the writing-table at his elbow, scattered sheets of prose and verse; charming things also, but, like the sketches, unfinished.

Upstairs, in his cozy, firelit room, he plopped down into an armchair and reminisced… first about Harvard—then Oxford; followed by a year of exploration and rich experiences. When he returned to New York, he studied law and now had his desk in the office of the reputable firm that had managed the Dagonet estate for generations. But his job felt like the least genuine part of his life. The real essence surrounded him now: the books crammed into his old college bookcases and spilling over onto chairs and tables; sketches too—he could create beautiful things if only he knew how to finish them!—and scattered on the writing desk next to him, sheets of prose and poetry; lovely pieces as well, but just like the sketches, incomplete.

Nothing in the Dagonet and Marvell tradition was opposed to this desultory dabbling with life. For four or five generations it had been the rule of both houses that a young fellow should go to Columbia or Harvard, read law, and then lapse into more or less cultivated inaction. The only essential was that he should live "like a gentleman"—that is, with a tranquil disdain for mere money-getting, a passive openness to the finer sensations, one or two fixed principles as to the quality of wine, and an archaic probity that had not yet learned to distinguish between private and "business" honour.

Nothing in the Dagonet and Marvell tradition opposed this aimless exploration of life. For four or five generations, it had been the norm for both families that a young man should attend Columbia or Harvard, study law, and then slide into a more or less cultured inactivity. The only requirement was that he should live "like a gentleman"—meaning, with a calm disregard for just making money, a passive openness to appreciating the finer things in life, a couple of firm principles about the quality of wine, and an old-fashioned integrity that hadn’t yet figured out how to separate personal and "business" honor.

No equipment could more thoroughly have unfitted the modern youth for getting on: it hardly needed the scribbled pages on the desk to complete the hopelessness of Ralph Marvell's case. He had accepted the fact with a humorous fatalism. Material resources were limited on both sides of the house, but there would always be enough for his frugal wants—enough to buy books (not "editions"), and pay now and then for a holiday dash to the great centres of art and ideas. And meanwhile there was the world of wonders within him. As a boy at the sea-side, Ralph, between tides, had once come on a cave—a secret inaccessible place with glaucous lights, mysterious murmurs, and a single shaft of communication with the sky. He had kept his find from the other boys, not churlishly, for he was always an outspoken lad, but because he felt there were things about the cave that the others, good fellows as they all were, couldn't be expected to understand, and that, anyhow, it would never be quite his cave again after he had let his thick-set freckled cousins play smuggler and pirate in it.

No equipment could have better prepared the modern youth for failure: the scribbled pages on the desk only added to the hopelessness of Ralph Marvell's situation. He accepted this with a wry sense of humor. Resources were limited on both sides of the house, but there would always be enough for his simple needs—enough to buy books (not “editions”) and occasionally treat himself to a trip to the big centers of art and ideas. Meanwhile, he had a world of wonders inside him. As a boy at the seaside, Ralph had once discovered a cave—an inaccessible secret place filled with bluish lights, mysterious sounds, and a single opening to the sky. He kept this find to himself, not out of stinginess, since he was always open about his thoughts, but because he sensed there were aspects of the cave that the other boys, good as they were, wouldn’t be able to appreciate. Besides, it would never feel quite like his cave again once he let his stocky, freckled cousins play smugglers and pirates in it.

And so with his inner world. Though so coloured by outer impressions, it wove a secret curtain about him, and he came and went in it with the same joy of furtive possession. One day, of course, some one would discover it and reign there with him—no, reign over it and him. Once or twice already a light foot had reached the threshold. His cousin Clare Dagonet, for instance: there had been a summer when her voice had sounded far down the windings… but he had run over to Spain for the autumn, and when he came back she was engaged to Peter Van Degen, and for a while it looked black in the cave. That was long ago, as time is reckoned under thirty; and for three years now he had felt for her only a half-contemptuous pity. To have stood at the mouth of his cave, and have turned from it to the Van Degen lair—!

And so it was with his inner world. Although heavily influenced by outside impressions, it created a secret space around him, and he moved through it with the same joy of hidden ownership. One day, of course, someone would find it and share it with him—no, take control of it and him. Once or twice, someone had come close. His cousin Clare Dagonet, for example: there was a summer when her voice echoed through the twists and turns… but he had gone to Spain for the autumn, and by the time he returned, she was engaged to Peter Van Degen, and for a while, things looked bleak in his cave. That was long ago, in terms of someone under thirty; and for the past three years, he had felt only a half-disdainful pity for her. To have stood at the entrance of his cave and then turned away to the Van Degen hideout—!

Poor Clare repented, indeed—she wanted it clearly but she repented in the Van Degen diamonds, and the Van Degen motor bore her broken heart from opera to ball. She had been subdued to what she worked in, and she could never again find her way to the enchanted cave… Ralph, since then, had reached the point of deciding that he would never marry; reached it not suddenly or dramatically, but with such sober advisedness as is urged on those about to take the opposite step. What he most wanted, now that the first flutter of being was over, was to learn and to do—to know what the great people had thought, think about their thinking, and then launch his own boat: write some good verse if possible; if not, then critical prose. A dramatic poem lay among the stuff at his elbow; but the prose critic was at his elbow too, and not to be satisfied about the poem; and poet and critic passed the nights in hot if unproductive debate. On the whole, it seemed likely that the critic would win the day, and the essay on "The Rhythmical Structures of Walt Whitman" take shape before "The Banished God." Yet if the light in the cave was less supernaturally blue, the chant of its tides less laden with unimaginable music, it was still a thronged and echoing place when Undine Spragg appeared on its threshold…

Poor Clare really felt regret—she wanted it to be obvious, but she was lost in the Van Degen diamonds, and the Van Degen car carried her broken heart from one event to another. She had become resigned to her circumstances, and she could never find her way back to that magical place… Since then, Ralph had come to the conclusion that he would never marry; he reached this not in a sudden or dramatic way, but with the careful thoughtfulness usually advised for those about to take the opposite path. What he wanted most, now that the initial thrill of life was over, was to learn and create—understand what the great thinkers had contemplated, reflect on their thoughts, and then set sail with his own ideas: write some good poetry if he could; if not, then critical essays. A dramatic poem was at hand, but the prose critic was also nearby, not satisfied with the poem; and both poet and critic spent sleepless nights in heated yet fruitless debate. Overall, it seemed likely that the critic would prevail, and the essay on "The Rhythmical Structures of Walt Whitman" would take form before "The Banished God." However, even if the light in the cave was less magically blue, the sound of its tides less filled with unbelievable music, it was still a bustling and resonating space when Undine Spragg stepped onto its threshold…

His mother and sister of course wanted him to marry. They had the usual theory that he was "made" for conjugal bliss: women always thought that of a fellow who didn't get drunk and have low tastes. Ralph smiled at the idea as he sat crouched among his secret treasures. Marry—but whom, in the name of light and freedom? The daughters of his own race sold themselves to the Invaders; the daughters of the Invaders bought their husbands as they bought an opera-box. It ought all to have been transacted on the Stock Exchange. His mother, he knew, had no such ambitions for him: she would have liked him to fancy a "nice girl" like Harriet Ray.

His mom and sister obviously wanted him to get married. They had the common belief that he was "meant" for marital happiness: women always thought that about a guy who didn’t drink a lot and had decent tastes. Ralph chuckled at the thought as he sat huddled among his secret treasures. Marry— but to whom, for the sake of light and freedom? The women of his own people sold themselves to the Invaders; the women of the Invaders bought their husbands just like they’d buy an opera box. It should’ve all been handled on the Stock Exchange. He knew his mom didn’t have those kinds of hopes for him: she would have preferred him to fall for a "nice girl" like Harriet Ray.

Harriet Ray was neither vulgar nor ambitious. She regarded Washington Square as the birthplace of Society, knew by heart all the cousinships of early New York, hated motor-cars, could not make herself understood on the telephone, and was determined, if she married, never to receive a divorced woman. As Mrs. Marvell often said, such girls as Harriet were growing rare. Ralph was not sure about this. He was inclined to think that, certain modifications allowed for, there would always be plenty of Harriet Rays for unworldly mothers to commend to their sons; and he had no desire to diminish their number by removing one from the ranks of the marriageable. He had no desire to marry at all—that had been the whole truth of it till he met Undine Spragg. And now—? He lit a cigar, and began to recall his hour's conversation with Mrs. Spragg.

Harriet Ray wasn’t loud or overly ambitious. She saw Washington Square as the heart of Society, knew all the family ties of early New York by heart, disliked cars, struggled with the phone, and was set on never inviting a divorced woman if she got married. As Mrs. Marvell often said, girls like Harriet were becoming uncommon. Ralph wasn’t so sure about that. He thought that, with some changes considered, there would always be plenty of Harriet Rays for naive mothers to recommend to their sons; and he didn’t want to reduce their numbers by taking one out of the pool of eligible women. He didn’t want to get married at all—that had been the case until he met Undine Spragg. And now—? He lit a cigar and started to think back on his hour-long conversation with Mrs. Spragg.

Ralph had never taken his mother's social faiths very seriously. Surveying the march of civilization from a loftier angle, he had early mingled with the Invaders, and curiously observed their rites and customs. But most of those he had met had already been modified by contact with the indigenous: they spoke the same language as his, though on their lips it had often so different a meaning. Ralph had never seen them actually in the making, before they had acquired the speech of the conquered race. But Mrs. Spragg still used the dialect of her people, and before the end of the visit Ralph had ceased to regret that her daughter was out. He felt obscurely that in the girl's presence—frank and simple as he thought her—he should have learned less of life in early Apex.

Ralph had never really taken his mother's social beliefs seriously. Looking at the progress of civilization from a higher perspective, he had early on mixed with the Invaders and observed their rituals and customs. However, most of the people he encountered had already been changed by their interactions with the locals: they spoke the same language as him, but it often had a very different meaning on their lips. Ralph had never seen them when they were first developing their identity, before they picked up the language of the conquered. But Mrs. Spragg still spoke the dialect of her people, and by the end of the visit, Ralph had stopped regretting that her daughter wasn't there. He felt somewhat that in the girl's presence—as open and straightforward as he thought she was—he would have learned less about life in early Apex.

Mrs. Spragg, once reconciled—or at least resigned—to the mysterious necessity of having to "entertain" a friend of Undine's, had yielded to the first touch on the weak springs of her garrulity. She had not seen Mrs. Heeny for two days, and this friendly young man with the gentle manner was almost as easy to talk to as the masseuse. And then she could tell him things that Mrs. Heeny already knew, and Mrs. Spragg liked to repeat her stories. To do so gave her almost her sole sense of permanence among the shifting scenes of life. So that, after she had lengthily deplored the untoward accident of Undine's absence, and her visitor, with a smile, and echoes of divers et ondoyant in his brain, had repeated her daughter's name after her, saying: "It's a wonderful find—how could you tell it would be such a fit?"—it came to her quite easily to answer: "Why, we called her after a hair-waver father put on the market the week she was born—" and then to explain, as he remained struck and silent: "It's from UNdoolay, you know, the French for crimping; father always thought the name made it take. He was quite a scholar, and had the greatest knack for finding names. I remember the time he invented his Goliath Glue he sat up all night over the Bible to get the name… No, father didn't start IN as a druggist," she went on, expanding with the signs of Marvell's interest; "he was educated for an undertaker, and built up a first-class business; but he was always a beautiful speaker, and after a while he sorter drifted into the ministry. Of course it didn't pay him anything like as well, so finally he opened a drug-store, and he did first-rate at that too, though his heart was always in the pulpit. But after he made such a success with his hair-waver he got speculating in land out at Apex, and somehow everything went—though Mr. Spragg did all he COULD—." Mrs. Spragg, when she found herself embarked on a long sentence, always ballasted it by italicizing the last word.

Mrs. Spragg, who had come to accept—or at least resign herself to—the mysterious need to "entertain" one of Undine's friends, had started to chat due to the first gentle nudge on her talkative side. She hadn't seen Mrs. Heeny for two days, and this friendly young man with his calm demeanor was almost as easy to talk to as the masseuse. Plus, she could share stories he hadn't heard yet, which she enjoyed doing. Repeating her tales gave her a sense of stability amidst the ever-changing scenes of life. So, after she had lamented for quite a while about Undine's absence, her visitor, smiling and with bits of diverse thoughts swirling in his head, echoed her daughter's name, saying, "It's such a great find—how could you tell it would be such a perfect match?" It came naturally for her to respond, "Well, we named her after a hair waver that hit the market the week she was born—" and then to explain, as he remained thoughtfully silent: "It's from UNdoolay, you know, the French term for crimping; my father always believed the name helped it succeed. He was quite scholarly and had a real talent for naming things. I remember when he created his Goliath Glue; he stayed up all night with the Bible trying to come up with the name… No, my dad didn't start out as a druggist," she continued, now encouraged by Marvell's interest; "he trained to be an undertaker and built up a successful business; but he was always a wonderful speaker, and eventually, he kind of drifted into the ministry. Of course, it didn't pay nearly as well, so he ended up opening a drugstore, and he did really well with that too, even though his heart was always in the pulpit. But after he had such success with his hair waver, he began investing in land out at Apex, and somehow it all went downhill—though Mr. Spragg did everything he could—." Mrs. Spragg, whenever she found herself getting into a long sentence, always emphasized the last word.

Her husband, she continued, could not, at the time, do much for his father-in-law. Mr. Spragg had come to Apex as a poor boy, and their early married life had been a protracted struggle, darkened by domestic affliction. Two of their three children had died of typhoid in the epidemic which devastated Apex before the new water-works were built; and this calamity, by causing Mr. Spragg to resolve that thereafter Apex should drink pure water, had led directly to the founding of his fortunes.

Her husband, she said, couldn’t do much for his father-in-law at the time. Mr. Spragg had arrived in Apex as a poor boy, and their early married life had been a long struggle, made worse by family troubles. Two of their three children had died from typhoid during the epidemic that hit Apex before the new water system was installed; this tragedy made Mr. Spragg determined that Apex should have clean water from then on, which directly contributed to the success of his business.

"He had taken over some of poor father's land for a bad debt, and when he got up the Pure Water move the company voted to buy the land and build the new reservoir up there: and after that we began to be better off, and it DID seem as if it had come out so to comfort us some about the children."

"He had taken over part of my father's land due to a bad debt, and when he started the Pure Water initiative, the company decided to purchase the land and build the new reservoir there. After that, we began to improve our situation, and it really felt like it had happened to give us some comfort regarding the children."

Mr. Spragg, thereafter, had begun to be a power in Apex, and fat years had followed on the lean. Ralph Marvell was too little versed in affairs to read between the lines of Mrs. Spragg's untutored narrative, and he understood no more than she the occult connection between Mr. Spragg's domestic misfortunes and his business triumph. Mr. Spragg had "helped out" his ruined father-in-law, and had vowed on his children's graves that no Apex child should ever again drink poisoned water—and out of those two disinterested impulses, by some impressive law of compensation, material prosperity had come. What Ralph understood and appreciated was Mrs. Spragg's unaffected frankness in talking of her early life. Here was no retrospective pretense of an opulent past, such as the other Invaders were given to parading before the bland but undeceived subject race. The Spraggs had been "plain people" and had not yet learned to be ashamed of it. The fact drew them much closer to the Dagonet ideals than any sham elegance in the past tense. Ralph felt that his mother, who shuddered away from Mrs. Harmon B. Driscoll, would understand and esteem Mrs. Spragg.

Mr. Spragg had started to gain influence in Apex, and times of plenty followed the lean years. Ralph Marvell didn’t have enough experience to read between the lines of Mrs. Spragg's straightforward story, and he didn’t grasp the hidden link between Mr. Spragg's personal troubles and his business success. Mr. Spragg had "helped out" his struggling father-in-law and had pledged on his children's graves that no child in Apex would ever have to drink contaminated water again—and from those two selfless motivations, it seemed that material prosperity had emerged as a result. What Ralph appreciated was Mrs. Spragg's genuine honesty when discussing her early life. There was no fake nostalgia about a wealthy past, like other newcomers tended to flaunt before the naive but unfooled locals. The Spraggs had been "ordinary people" and hadn’t yet learned to feel embarrassed about it. This fact connected them more closely to the Dagonet ideals than any pretentious elegance from the past. Ralph believed that his mother, who steered clear of Mrs. Harmon B. Driscoll, would understand and respect Mrs. Spragg.

But how long would their virgin innocence last? Popple's vulgar hands were on it already—Popple's and the unspeakable Van Degen's! Once they and theirs had begun the process of initiating Undine, there was no knowing—or rather there was too easy knowing—how it would end! It was incredible that she too should be destined to swell the ranks of the cheaply fashionable; yet were not her very freshness, her malleability, the mark of her fate? She was still at the age when the flexible soul offers itself to the first grasp. That the grasp should chance to be Van Degen's—that was what made Ralph's temples buzz, and swept away all his plans for his own future like a beaver's dam in a spring flood. To save her from Van Degen and Van Degenism: was that really to be his mission—the "call" for which his life had obscurely waited? It was not in the least what he had meant to do with the fugitive flash of consciousness he called self; but all that he had purposed for that transitory being sank into insignificance under the pressure of Undine's claims.

But how long would their innocent charm last? Popple's crude hands were already on it—Popple's and the unbearable Van Degen's! Once they started the process of introducing Undine to their world, there was no telling—or rather it was painfully obvious—how it would end! It was unbelievable that she too was destined to join the ranks of the cheaply fashionable; yet wasn’t her very freshness and adaptability a sign of her fate? She was still at an age when a flexible spirit easily submits to the first grab. That the grab would happen to be Van Degen's—that was what made Ralph's head spin, and wiped out all his plans for his own future like a beaver's dam in a spring flood. To save her from Van Degen and his lifestyle: was that truly to be his mission—the "calling" he had been unconsciously waiting for? It was nothing like what he had intended to do with the fleeting sense of self he called his own; but everything he had planned for that temporary existence faded into insignificance under the weight of Undine's needs.

Ralph Marvell's notion of women had been formed on the experiences common to good-looking young men of his kind. Women were drawn to him as much by his winning appealing quality, by the sense of a youthful warmth behind his light ironic exterior, as by his charms of face and mind. Except during Clare Dagonet's brief reign the depths in him had not been stirred; but in taking what each sentimental episode had to give he had preserved, through all his minor adventures, his faith in the great adventure to come. It was this faith that made him so easy a victim when love had at last appeared clad in the attributes of romance: the imaginative man's indestructible dream of a rounded passion.

Ralph Marvell's views on women were shaped by the experiences typical of attractive young men like him. Women were attracted to him not only because of his charming looks and sharp mind but also because of his appealing personality and the youthful warmth that lay beneath his light ironic facade. Aside from Clare Dagonet's brief time with him, he had never really explored the deeper parts of himself; however, by enjoying what each fleeting romance had to offer, he maintained his belief in the bigger adventure that was yet to come. It was this belief that made him an easy target when love finally showed up, wrapped in the traits of romance: the imaginative man's unbreakable dream of a complete passion.

The clearness with which he judged the girl and himself seemed the surest proof that his feeling was more than a surface thrill. He was not blind to her crudity and her limitations, but they were a part of her grace and her persuasion. Diverse et ondoyante—so he had seen her from the first. But was not that merely the sign of a quicker response to the world's manifold appeal? There was Harriet Ray, sealed up tight in the vacuum of inherited opinion, where not a breath of fresh sensation could get at her: there could be no call to rescue young ladies so secured from the perils of reality! Undine had no such traditional safeguards—Ralph guessed Mrs. Spragg's opinions to be as fluid as her daughter's—and the girl's very sensitiveness to new impressions, combined with her obvious lack of any sense of relative values, would make her an easy prey to the powers of folly. He seemed to see her—as he sat there, pressing his fists into his temples—he seemed to see her like a lovely rock-bound Andromeda, with the devouring monster Society careering up to make a mouthful of her; and himself whirling down on his winged horse—just Pegasus turned Rosinante for the nonce—to cut her bonds, snatch her up, and whirl her back into the blue…

The clarity with which he assessed both the girl and himself felt like the strongest proof that his feelings were deeper than just a fleeting thrill. He wasn't blind to her roughness and limitations, but those were part of her charm and appeal. Diverse and vibrant—he had viewed her that way from the beginning. But wasn’t that just a sign of her quick responsiveness to the world’s variety? Then there was Harriet Ray, tightly sealed in the bubble of inherited beliefs, where not a hint of fresh experiences could reach her: there was no need to rescue young women so insulated from the dangers of reality! Undine had no such protective barriers—Ralph suspected that Mrs. Spragg’s views were just as changeable as her daughter’s—and the girl's keen sensitivity to new experiences, combined with her obvious inability to gauge relative values, would make her an easy target for foolishness. He could almost see her—as he sat there, pressing his fists against his temples—he seemed to see her like a beautiful, rock-bound Andromeda, with the consuming monster Society charging in to make a meal of her; and himself spiraling down on his winged horse—just Pegasus turned Rosinante for the moment—to break her chains, scoop her up, and soar back into the blue…

VII

Some two months later than the date of young Marvell's midnight vigil, Mrs. Heeny, seated on a low chair at Undine's knee, gave the girl's left hand an approving pat as she laid aside her lapful of polishers.

Some two months after young Marvell's midnight watch, Mrs. Heeny, sitting on a low chair at Undine's knee, gave the girl's left hand an approving pat as she put down her lapful of polishers.

"There! I guess you can put your ring on again," she said with a laugh of jovial significance; and Undine, echoing the laugh in a murmur of complacency, slipped on the fourth finger of her recovered hand a band of sapphires in an intricate setting.

"There! I guess you can put your ring back on now," she said with a cheerful laugh; and Undine, mirroring the laugh with a satisfied hum, slid a band of sapphires in a detailed setting onto the fourth finger of her regained hand.

Mrs. Heeny took up the hand again. "Them's old stones, Undine—they've got a different look," she said, examining the ring while she rubbed her cushioned palm over the girl's brilliant finger-tips. "And the setting's quaint—I wouldn't wonder but what it was one of old Gran'ma Dagonet's."

Mrs. Heeny picked up the ring again. "These are old stones, Undine—they look different," she said, looking at the ring while she rubbed her soft palm over the girl's shiny fingertips. "And the setting's unique—I wouldn't be surprised if it was one of Grandma Dagonet's."

Mrs. Spragg, hovering near in fond beatitude, looked up quickly.

Mrs. Spragg, standing close by with a loving smile, looked up quickly.

"Why, don't you s'pose he BOUGHT it for her, Mrs. Heeny? It came in a
Tiff'ny box."

"Why, don’t you think he bought it for her, Mrs. Heeny? It came in a Tiffany box."

The manicure laughed again. "Of course he's had Tiff'ny rub it up. Ain't you ever heard of ancestral jewels, Mrs. Spragg? In the Eu-ropean aristocracy they never go out and BUY engagement-rings; and Undine's marrying into our aristocracy."

The manicurist laughed again. "Of course, he had Tiff’ny help with it. Haven't you ever heard of heirloom jewels, Mrs. Spragg? In European aristocracy, they never go out and BUY engagement rings; and Undine's marrying into our aristocracy."

Mrs. Spragg looked relieved. "Oh, I thought maybe they were trying to scrimp on the ring—"

Mrs. Spragg looked relieved. "Oh, I thought maybe they were trying to cut costs on the ring—"

Mrs. Heeny, shrugging away this explanation, rose from her seat and rolled back her shiny black sleeves.

Mrs. Heeny, dismissing this explanation, got up from her seat and pushed back her shiny black sleeves.

"Look at here, Undine, if you really want me to do your hair it's time we got to work."

"Hey, Undine, if you really want me to do your hair, we should get started now."

The girl swung about in her seat so that she faced the mirror on the dressing-table. Her shoulders shone through transparencies of lace and muslin which slipped back as she lifted her arms to draw the tortoise-shell pins from her hair.

The girl turned in her seat to face the mirror on the dressing table. Her shoulders gleamed through layers of lace and muslin that slid back as she raised her arms to take out the tortoiseshell pins from her hair.

"Of course you've got to do it—I want to look perfectly lovely!"

"Of course you have to do it—I want to look absolutely stunning!"

"Well—I dunno's my hand's in nowadays," said Mrs. Heeny in a tone that belied the doubt she cast on her own ability.

"Well—I don't know how my hand is these days," said Mrs. Heeny in a tone that betrayed the uncertainty she had about her own skills.

"Oh, you're an ARTIST, Mrs. Heeny—and I just couldn't have had that French maid 'round to-night," sighed Mrs. Spragg, sinking into a chair near the dressing-table.

"Oh, you're an ARTIST, Mrs. Heeny—and I just couldn't have had that French maid over tonight," sighed Mrs. Spragg, sinking into a chair near the dressing table.

Undine, with a backward toss of her head, scattered her loose locks about her. As they spread and sparkled under Mrs. Heeny's touch, Mrs. Spragg leaned back, drinking in through half-closed lids her daughter's loveliness. Some new quality seemed added to Undine's beauty: it had a milder bloom, a kind of melting grace, which might have been lent to it by the moisture in her mother's eyes.

Undine tossed her head back, letting her loose hair fall around her. As it spread and shimmered under Mrs. Heeny's touch, Mrs. Spragg leaned back, taking in her daughter's beauty through her half-closed eyes. There was something new about Undine's beauty: it had a softer glow, a sort of flowing elegance, which might have come from the tears in her mother's eyes.

"So you're to see the old gentleman for the first time at this dinner?" Mrs. Heeny pursued, sweeping the live strands up into a loosely woven crown.

"So you're meeting the old guy for the first time at this dinner?" Mrs. Heeny asked, gathering the loose strands into a casually woven crown.

"Yes. I'm frightened to death!" Undine, laughing confidently, took up a hand-glass and scrutinized the small brown mole above the curve of her upper lip.

"Yes. I'm scared to death!" Undine, laughing confidently, picked up a hand mirror and examined the small brown mole above the curve of her upper lip.

"I guess she'll know how to talk to him," Mrs. Spragg averred with a kind of quavering triumph.

"I guess she’ll know how to talk to him,” Mrs. Spragg said with a sort of shaky triumph.

"She'll know how to LOOK at him, anyhow," said Mrs. Heeny; and Undine smiled at her own image.

"She'll know how to look at him, anyway," said Mrs. Heeny; and Undine smiled at her reflection.

"I hope he won't think I'm too awful!"

"I hope he doesn't think I'm too terrible!"

Mrs. Heeny laughed. "Did you read the description of yourself in the
Radiator this morning? I wish't I'd 'a had time to cut it out. I guess
I'll have to start a separate bag for YOUR clippings soon."

Mrs. Heeny laughed. "Did you see the description of yourself in the
Radiator this morning? I wish I had time to cut it out. I guess
I'll need to start a separate bag for YOUR clippings soon."

Undine stretched her arms luxuriously above her head and gazed through lowered lids at the foreshortened reflection of her face.

Undine stretched her arms comfortably above her head and looked through half-closed eyelids at the distorted reflection of her face.

"Mercy! Don't jerk about like that. Am I to put in this rose?—There—you ARE lovely!" Mrs. Heeny sighed, as the pink petals sank into the hair above the girl's forehead. Undine pushed her chair back, and sat supporting her chin on her clasped hands while she studied the result of Mrs. Heeny's manipulations.

"Wow! Stop fidgeting like that. Should I add this rose?—There—you look beautiful!" Mrs. Heeny sighed as the pink petals settled into the hair above the girl's forehead. Undine pushed her chair back and sat with her chin resting on her clasped hands while she checked out what Mrs. Heeny had done.

"Yes—that's the way Mrs. Peter Van Degen's flower was put in the other night; only hers was a camellia.—Do you think I'd look better with a camellia?"

"Yeah—that's how Mrs. Peter Van Degen's flower was styled the other night; only hers was a camellia.—Do you think I'd look better with a camellia?"

"I guess if Mrs. Van Degen looked like a rose she'd 'a worn a rose,"
Mrs. Heeny rejoined poetically. "Sit still a minute longer," she added.
"Your hair's so heavy I'd feel easier if I was to put in another pin."

"I guess if Mrs. Van Degen looked like a rose, she would have worn one,"
Mrs. Heeny replied poetically. "Just sit still a minute longer," she added.
"Your hair's so heavy that I'd feel better if I could put in another pin."

Undine remained motionless, and the manicure, suddenly laying both hands on the girl's shoulders, and bending over to peer at her reflection, said playfully: "Ever been engaged before, Undine?"

Undine stayed still, and the manicurist, suddenly placing both hands on the girl's shoulders and leaning in to look at her reflection, said playfully, "Have you ever been engaged before, Undine?"

A blush rose to the face in the mirror, spreading from chin to brow, and running rosily over the white shoulders from which their covering had slipped down.

A blush spread across the face in the mirror, flowing from chin to brow, and running warmly over the white shoulders where their covering had slid down.

"My! If he could see you now!" Mrs. Heeny jested.

"My! If he could see you now!" Mrs. Heeny joked.

Mrs. Spragg, rising noiselessly, glided across the room and became lost in a minute examination of the dress laid out on the bed.

Mrs. Spragg, getting up quietly, moved across the room and became engrossed in a close look at the dress spread out on the bed.

With a supple twist Undine slipped from Mrs. Heeny's hold.

With a smooth twist, Undine slipped out of Mrs. Heeny's grasp.

"Engaged? Mercy, yes! Didn't you know? To the Prince of Wales. I broke it off because I wouldn't live in the Tower."

"Engaged? Oh my gosh, yes! Didn't you know? To the Prince of Wales. I ended it because I didn't want to live in the Tower."

Mrs. Spragg, lifting the dress cautiously over her arm, advanced with a reassured smile.

Mrs. Spragg, carefully raising the dress over her arm, moved forward with a confident smile.

"I s'pose Undie'll go to Europe now," she said to Mrs. Heeny.

"I guess Undie will go to Europe now," she said to Mrs. Heeny.

"I guess Undie WILL!" the young lady herself declared. "We're going to sail right afterward.—Here, mother, do be careful of my hair!" She ducked gracefully to slip into the lacy fabric which her mother held above her head. As she rose Venus-like above its folds there was a tap on the door, immediately followed by its tentative opening.

"I guess Undie WILL!" the young woman said confidently. "We're going to set sail right after this.—Mom, please be careful with my hair!" She bent down gracefully to slip into the lacy fabric her mother held over her head. As she rose, looking like Venus above its folds, there was a knock on the door, quickly followed by it opening slightly.

"Mabel!" Undine muttered, her brows lowering like her father's; and Mrs. Spragg, wheeling about to screen her daughter, addressed herself protestingly to the half-open door.

"Mabel!" Undine whispered, her brows furrowing like her father's; and Mrs. Spragg, turning around to shield her daughter, spoke out against the half-open door.

"Who's there? Oh, that YOU, Mrs. Lipscomb? Well, I don't know as you
CAN—Undie isn't half dressed yet—"

"Who's there? Oh, is that you, Mrs. Lipscomb? Well, I don't think you can—Undie isn't fully dressed yet—"

"Just like her—always pushing in!" Undine murmured as she slipped her arms into their transparent sleeves.

"Just like her—always butting in!" Undine murmured as she slid her arms into the transparent sleeves.

"Oh, that don't matter—I'll help dress her!" Mrs. Lipscomb's large blond person surged across the threshold. "Seems to me I ought to lend a hand to-night, considering I was the one that introduced them!"

"Oh, that doesn't matter—I’ll help get her dressed!" Mrs. Lipscomb's large blonde figure surged across the doorway. "It seems to me I should pitch in tonight, since I was the one who introduced them!"

Undine forced a smile, but Mrs. Spragg, her soft wrinkles deepening with resentment, muttered to Mrs. Heeny, as she bent down to shake out the girl's train: "I guess my daughter's only got to show herself—"

Undine forced a smile, but Mrs. Spragg, her soft wrinkles deepening with resentment, whispered to Mrs. Heeny as she bent down to shake out the girl's train: "I guess my daughter just has to make an appearance—"

The first meeting with old Mr. Dagonet was less formidable than Undine had expected. She had been once before to the house in Washington Square, when, with her mother, she had returned Mrs. Marvell's ceremonial visit; but on that occasion Ralph's grandfather had not been present. All the rites connected with her engagement were new and mysterious to Undine, and none more so than the unaccountable necessity of "dragging"—as she phrased it—Mrs. Spragg into the affair. It was an accepted article of the Apex creed that parental detachment should be completest at the moment when the filial fate was decided; and to find that New York reversed this rule was as puzzling to Undine as to her mother. Mrs. Spragg was so unprepared for the part she was to play that on the occasion of her visit to Mrs. Marvell her helplessness had infected Undine, and their half-hour in the sober faded drawing-room remained among the girl's most unsatisfactory memories.

The first meeting with old Mr. Dagonet was less intimidating than Undine had anticipated. She had been to the house in Washington Square once before, when she and her mother returned Mrs. Marvell's formal visit; but Ralph's grandfather wasn't there that time. All the traditions tied to her engagement were new and confusing to Undine, especially the strange necessity of "dragging"—as she put it—Mrs. Spragg into the whole situation. It was a widely accepted belief in Apex that parents should stay completely detached when their children's future is being decided, so discovering that New York flipped this expectation was just as puzzling for Undine as it was for her mother. Mrs. Spragg was so unprepared for the role she was supposed to play that during her visit to Mrs. Marvell, her nervousness rubbed off on Undine, and that half-hour in the dull, faded drawing-room remained one of the girl's most disappointing memories.

She re-entered it alone with more assurance. Her confidence in her beauty had hitherto carried her through every ordeal; and it was fortified now by the feeling of power that came with the sense of being loved. If they would only leave her mother out she was sure, in her own phrase, of being able to "run the thing"; and Mrs. Spragg had providentially been left out of the Dagonet dinner.

She went back in by herself, feeling more confident. Her belief in her attractiveness had always helped her get through tough situations, and now it was boosted by the power that came from feeling loved. If only they would exclude her mother, she was certain, as she liked to say, that she could "handle everything." Luckily, Mrs. Spragg had been conveniently left off the guest list for the Dagonet dinner.

It was to consist, it appeared, only of the small family group Undine had already met; and, seated at old Mr. Dagonet's right, in the high dark dining-room with mahogany doors and dim portraits of "Signers" and their females, she felt a conscious joy in her ascendancy. Old Mr. Dagonet—small, frail and softly sardonic—appeared to fall at once under her spell. If she felt, beneath his amenity, a kind of delicate dangerousness, like that of some fine surgical instrument, she ignored it as unimportant; for she had as yet no clear perception of forces that did not directly affect her.

It seemed that it would only include the small family group Undine had already met. Seated to old Mr. Dagonet's right in the high, dark dining room with mahogany doors and dim portraits of "Signers" and their wives, she felt a proud joy in her position. Old Mr. Dagonet—small, frail, and subtly sardonic—seemed to quickly fall under her charm. Even if she sensed a kind of delicate danger beneath his friendliness, like that of a fine surgical tool, she brushed it off as unimportant; she had no clear understanding of forces that didn’t directly impact her.

Mrs. Marvell, low-voiced, faded, yet impressive, was less responsive to her arts, and Undine divined in her the head of the opposition to Ralph's marriage. Mrs. Heeny had reported that Mrs. Marvell had other views for her son; and this was confirmed by such echoes of the short sharp struggle as reached the throbbing listeners at the Stentorian. But the conflict over, the air had immediately cleared, showing the enemy in the act of unconditional surrender. It surprised Undine that there had been no reprisals, no return on the points conceded. That was not her idea of warfare, and she could ascribe the completeness of the victory only to the effect of her charms.

Mrs. Marvell, with her soft voice, worn appearance, yet still striking presence, was less affected by her tactics, and Undine sensed that she was the main opponent to Ralph's marriage. Mrs. Heeny had mentioned that Mrs. Marvell had different plans for her son; and this was backed up by fragments of the brief, intense struggle that reached the attentive listeners at the Stentorian. But once the conflict was over, the tension cleared up right away, revealing the rival in a state of total defeat. Undine was taken aback that there had been no retaliation, no reclaiming of the ground lost. That wasn't her idea of conflict, and she could only attribute the total win to the impact of her allure.

Mrs. Marvell's manner did not express entire subjugation; yet she seemed anxious to dispel any doubts of her good faith, and if she left the burden of the talk to her lively daughter it might have been because she felt more capable of showing indulgence by her silence than in her speech.

Mrs. Marvell's attitude didn't show complete submission; still, she appeared eager to clear up any doubts about her honesty, and if she let her bubbly daughter take the lead in the conversation, it might have been because she believed she could show more tolerance through her silence than through her words.

As for Mrs. Fairford, she had never seemed more brilliantly bent on fusing the various elements under her hand. Undine had already discovered that she adored her brother, and had guessed that this would make her either a strong ally or a determined enemy. The latter alternative, however, did not alarm the girl. She thought Mrs. Fairford "bright," and wanted to be liked by her; and she was in the state of dizzy self-assurance when it seemed easy to win any sympathy she chose to seek.

As for Mrs. Fairford, she had never seemed more determined to bring together the different elements in her control. Undine had already realized that she loved her brother and suspected that this would make her either a loyal ally or a fierce opponent. However, the possibility of the latter didn’t worry her. She thought Mrs. Fairford was "brilliant" and wanted her approval; she was in a dizzy state of self-confidence, believing it would be easy to gain any sympathy she wanted.

For the only other guests—Mrs. Fairford's husband, and the elderly Charles Bowen who seemed to be her special friend—Undine had no attention to spare: they remained on a plane with the dim pictures hanging at her back. She had expected a larger party; but she was relieved, on the whole, that it was small enough to permit of her dominating it. Not that she wished to do so by any loudness of assertion. Her quickness in noting external differences had already taught her to modulate and lower her voice, and to replace "The I-dea!" and "I wouldn't wonder" by more polished locutions; and she had not been ten minutes at table before she found that to seem very much in love, and a little confused and subdued by the newness and intensity of the sentiment, was, to the Dagonet mind, the becoming attitude for a young lady in her situation. The part was not hard to play, for she WAS in love, of course. It was pleasant, when she looked across the table, to meet Ralph's grey eyes, with that new look in them, and to feel that she had kindled it; but I it was only part of her larger pleasure in the general homage to her beauty, in the sensations of interest and curiosity excited by everything about her, from the family portraits overhead to the old Dagonet silver on the table—which were to be hers too, after all!

For the only other guests—Mrs. Fairford's husband and the older Charles Bowen, who seemed to be her close friend—Undine didn’t pay them much attention: they felt like background figures to her. She had expected a bigger crowd, but overall, she was glad it was small enough for her to take charge. Not that she meant to do it loudly or aggressively. Her ability to notice differences had already taught her to soften and lower her voice, swapping out phrases like "The I-dea!" and "I wouldn't wonder" for fancier expressions; and she hadn’t been sitting at the table for ten minutes before realizing that appearing very much in love, a bit confused and overwhelmed by the intensity of her feelings, was the right way to act for a young woman in her situation. It wasn’t a hard role to play since she WAS in love, of course. It felt nice to look across the table into Ralph's gray eyes, now filled with that new expression, and to know she had ignited it; but that was just part of her bigger enjoyment in the overall admiration for her beauty, in the waves of interest and curiosity sparked by everything around her, from the family portraits above to the old Dagonet silver on the table—which would eventually belong to her too!

The talk, as at Mrs. Fairford's, confused her by its lack of the personal allusion, its tendency to turn to books, pictures and politics. "Politics," to Undine, had always been like a kind of back-kitchen to business—the place where the refuse was thrown and the doubtful messes were brewed. As a drawing-room topic, and one to provoke disinterested sentiments, it had the hollowness of Fourth of July orations, and her mind wandered in spite of the desire to appear informed and competent.

The conversation, like at Mrs. Fairford’s, confused her because it didn't involve any personal references and kept drifting towards books, art, and politics. To Undine, politics had always felt like a behind-the-scenes area of business—the spot where trash was discarded and questionable things were mixed together. As a topic for social gatherings that was supposed to inspire genuine feelings, it had the emptiness of Fourth of July speeches, and her mind wandered despite her wish to seem knowledgeable and capable.

Old Mr. Dagonet, with his reedy staccato voice, that gave polish and relief to every syllable, tried to come to her aid by questioning her affably about her family and the friends she had made in New York. But the caryatid-parent, who exists simply as a filial prop, is not a fruitful theme, and Undine, called on for the first time to view her own progenitors as a subject of conversation, was struck by their lack of points. She had never paused to consider what her father and mother were "interested" in, and, challenged to specify, could have named—with sincerity—only herself. On the subject of her New York friends it was not much easier to enlarge; for so far her circle had grown less rapidly than she expected. She had fancied Ralph's wooing would at once admit her to all his social privileges; but he had shown a puzzling reluctance to introduce her to the Van Degen set, where he came and went with such familiarity; and the persons he seemed anxious to have her know—a few frumpy "clever women" of his sister's age, and one or two brisk old ladies in shabby houses with mahogany furniture and Stuart portraits—did not offer the opportunities she sought.

Old Mr. Dagonet, with his thin, staccato voice that gave emphasis and clarity to every word, tried to help her by chatting casually about her family and the friends she had made in New York. But the caryatid-parent, who exists just as a supportive figure, isn't an interesting topic, and Undine, faced for the first time with talking about her own parents, was struck by their lack of interesting traits. She had never stopped to think about what her mom and dad were "interested" in, and when pressed to specify, could sincerely name only herself. Discussing her friends in New York wasn’t much easier; so far, her social circle had grown more slowly than she had expected. She had imagined that Ralph’s courtship would immediately grant her access to all his social privileges, but he had shown a puzzling reluctance to introduce her to the Van Degen crowd, with whom he mingled so easily. The people he seemed eager for her to meet—a few dowdy "clever women" of his sister’s age, and a couple of lively older ladies in worn houses with mahogany furniture and Stuart portraits—didn’t offer the opportunities she was looking for.

"Oh, I don't know many people yet—I tell Ralph he's got to hurry up and take me round," she said to Mr. Dagonet, with a side-sparkle for Ralph, whose gaze, between the flowers and lights, she was aware of perpetually drawing.

"Oh, I don't know many people yet—I keep telling Ralph he needs to hurry up and take me around," she said to Mr. Dagonet, giving a playful glance at Ralph, whose attention, surrounded by the flowers and lights, she felt she was always capturing.

"My daughter will take you—you must know his mother's friends," the old gentleman rejoined while Mrs. Marvell smiled noncommittally.

"My daughter will take you—you must know his mother's friends," the old gentleman replied as Mrs. Marvell smiled without committing to anything.

"But you have a great friend of your own—the lady who takes you into society," Mr. Dagonet pursued; and Undine had the sense that the irrepressible Mabel was again "pushing in."

"But you have a wonderful friend of your own—the woman who introduces you to social events," Mr. Dagonet continued; and Undine felt that the unstoppable Mabel was once again "butting in."

"Oh, yes—Mabel Lipscomb. We were school-mates," she said indifferently.

"Oh, yeah—Mabel Lipscomb. We were classmates," she said casually.

"Lipscomb? Lipscomb? What is Mr. Lipscomb's occupation?"

"Lipscomb? Lipscomb? What does Mr. Lipscomb do for a living?"

"He's a broker," said Undine, glad to be able to place her friend's husband in so handsome a light. The subtleties of a professional classification unknown to Apex had already taught her that in New York it is more distinguished to be a broker than a dentist; and she was surprised at Mr. Dagonet's lack of enthusiasm.

"He's a broker," Undine said, pleased to see her friend's husband in such a flattering way. The nuances of a professional classification that Apex didn't understand had already shown her that in New York, being a broker is considered more prestigious than being a dentist; and she was taken aback by Mr. Dagonet's lack of excitement.

"Ah? A broker?" He said it almost as Popple might have said "A DENTIST?" and Undine found herself astray in a new labyrinth of social distinctions. She felt a sudden contempt for Harry Lipscomb, who had already struck her as too loud, and irrelevantly comic. "I guess Mabel'll get a divorce pretty soon," she added, desiring, for personal reasons, to present Mrs. Lipscomb as favourably as possible.

"Wait, a broker?" He said it almost like Popple would have said "A DENTIST?" and Undine found herself lost in a whole new maze of social classes. She suddenly felt a wave of disdain for Harry Lipscomb, who had already come off as too loud and just plain silly. "I guess Mabel will get a divorce pretty soon," she added, wanting for her own reasons to make Mrs. Lipscomb sound as good as possible.

Mr. Dagonet's handsome eye-brows drew together. "A divorce? H'm—that's bad. Has he been misbehaving himself?"

Mr. Dagonet's attractive eyebrows came together. "A divorce? Hmm—that's not good. Has he been acting out?"

Undine looked innocently surprised. "Oh, I guess not. They like each other well enough. But he's been a disappointment to her. He isn't in the right set, and I think Mabel realizes she'll never really get anywhere till she gets rid of him."

Undine looked genuinely surprised. "Oh, I guess not. They like each other enough. But he's been a letdown for her. He doesn't fit in with the right crowd, and I think Mabel knows she'll never really make any progress until she moves on from him."

These words, uttered in the high fluting tone that she rose to when sure of her subject, fell on a pause which prolonged and deepened itself to receive them, while every face at the table, Ralph Marvell's excepted, reflected in varying degree Mr. Dagonet's pained astonishment.

These words, spoken in the high-pitched tone she used when she was confident about her topic, lingered in the air as everyone at the table, except for Ralph Marvell, displayed varying degrees of Mr. Dagonet's shocked disbelief.

"But, my dear young lady—what would your friend's situation be if, as you put it, she 'got rid' of her husband on so trivial a pretext?"

"But, my dear young lady—what would your friend's situation be if, as you said, she 'got rid' of her husband for such a trivial reason?"

Undine, surprised at his dullness, tried to explain. "Oh that wouldn't be the reason GIVEN, of course. Any lawyer could fix it up for them. Don't they generally call it desertion?"

Undine, surprised by his lack of understanding, tried to explain. "Oh, that wouldn't be the reason stated, of course. Any lawyer could take care of it for them. Don't they usually refer to it as desertion?"

There was another, more palpitating, silence, broken by a laugh from
Ralph.

There was another, more intense silence, interrupted by a laugh from
Ralph.

"RALPH!" his mother breathed; then, turning to Undine, she said with a constrained smile: "I believe in certain parts of the country such—unfortunate arrangements—are beginning to be tolerated. But in New York, in spite of our growing indifference, a divorced woman is still—thank heaven!—at a decided disadvantage."

"RALPH!" his mother breathed; then, turning to Undine, she said with a forced smile: "I think in some parts of the country these—unfortunate situations—are starting to be accepted. But in New York, despite our increasing indifference, a divorced woman is still—thank goodness!—at a clear disadvantage."

Undine's eyes opened wide. Here at last was a topic that really interested her, and one that gave another amazing glimpse into the camera obscura of New York society. "Do you mean to say Mabel would be worse off, then? Couldn't she even go round as much as she does now?"

Undine's eyes widened. Finally, here was a topic that truly intrigued her, providing yet another incredible insight into the hidden world of New York society. "Are you saying Mabel would be worse off, then? Couldn't she still go out as much as she does now?"

Mrs. Marvell met this gravely. "It would depend, I should say, on the kind of people she wished to see."

Mrs. Marvell took this seriously. "I would say it depends on the type of people she wants to see."

"Oh, the very best, of course! That would be her only object."

"Oh, the absolute best, of course! That would be her only goal."

Ralph interposed with another laugh. "You see, Undine, you'd better think twice before you divorce me!"

Ralph chimed in with another laugh. "You know, Undine, you should really think twice before you divorce me!"

"RALPH!" his mother again breathed; but the girl, flushed and sparkling, flung back: "Oh, it all depends on YOU! Out in Apex, if a girl marries a man who don't come up to what she expected, people consider it's to her credit to want to change. YOU'D better think twice of that!"

"RALPH!" his mother called out again; but the girl, glowing and full of energy, shot back: "Oh, it all depends on YOU! In Apex, if a girl marries a man who doesn't meet her expectations, people think it’s admirable for her to want to change him. YOU should think carefully about that!"

"If I were only sure of knowing what you expect!" he caught up her joke, tossing it back at her across the fascinated silence of their listeners.

"If only I knew what you're expecting!" he played along with her joke, tossing it back to her over the captivated silence of their audience.

"Why, EVERYTHING!" she announced—and Mr. Dagonet, turning, laid an intricately-veined old hand on, hers, and said, with a change of tone that relaxed the tension of the listeners: "My child, if you look like that you'll get it."

"Why, EVERYTHING!" she declared—and Mr. Dagonet, turning, placed his intricately-veined old hand on hers and said, with a change of tone that eased the tension among the listeners: "My child, if you look like that, you'll get it."

VIII

It was doubtless owing to Mrs. Fairford's foresight that such possibilities of tension were curtailed, after dinner, by her carrying off Ralph and his betrothed to the theatre.

It was surely thanks to Mrs. Fairford's foresight that any potential tension was avoided after dinner by her taking Ralph and his fiancée to the theater.

Mr. Dagonet, it was understood, always went to bed after an hour's whist with his daughter; and the silent Mr. Fairford gave his evenings to bridge at his club. The party, therefore, consisted only of Undine and Ralph, with Mrs. Fairford and her attendant friend. Undine vaguely wondered why the grave and grey-haired Mr. Bowen formed so invariable a part of that lady's train; but she concluded that it was the York custom for married ladies to have gentlemen "'round" (as girls had in Apex), and that Mr. Bowen was the sole survivor of Laura Fairford's earlier triumphs.

Mr. Dagonet always went to bed after an hour of playing whist with his daughter, while the quiet Mr. Fairford spent his evenings playing bridge at his club. As a result, the party consisted only of Undine and Ralph, along with Mrs. Fairford and her companion. Undine wondered why the serious, gray-haired Mr. Bowen was always with that lady, but she figured it was the custom in York for married women to have men around (like girls did in Apex), and that Mr. Bowen was the last remnant of Laura Fairford's earlier successes.

She had, however, little time to give to such conjectures, for the performance they were attending—the debut of a fashionable London actress—had attracted a large audience in which Undine immediately recognized a number of familiar faces. Her engagement had been announced only the day before, and she had the delicious sense of being "in all the papers," and of focussing countless glances of interest and curiosity as she swept through the theatre in Mrs. Fairford's wake. Their stalls were near the stage, and progress thither was slow enough to permit of prolonged enjoyment of this sensation. Before passing to her place she paused for Ralph to remove her cloak, and as he lifted it from her shoulders she heard a lady say behind her: "There she is—the one in white, with the lovely back—" and a man answer: "Gad! Where did he find anything as good as that?"

She had, however, little time to indulge in such thoughts, because the event they were attending—the debut of a trendy London actress—had drawn a large crowd, and Undine immediately recognized several familiar faces in the audience. Her engagement had only been announced the day before, and she felt thrilled to be "in all the papers," basking in countless looks of interest and curiosity as she walked through the theatre behind Mrs. Fairford. Their seats were close to the stage, and the slow pace allowed her to savor this feeling. Before sitting down, she paused for Ralph to take off her cloak, and as he lifted it off her shoulders, she heard a lady behind her say, "There she is—the one in white, with the beautiful back—" and a man respond, "Wow! Where did he find something as good as that?"

Anonymous approval was sweet enough; but she was to taste a moment more exquisite when, in the proscenium box across the house, she saw Clare Van Degen seated beside the prim figure of Miss Harriet Ray. "They're here to see me with him—they hate it, but they couldn't keep away!" She turned and lifted a smile of possessorship to Ralph. Mrs. Fairford seemed also struck by the presence Of the two ladies, and Undine heard her whisper to Mr. Bowen: "Do you see Clare over there—and Harriet with her? Harriet WOULD COME—I call it Spartan! And so like Clare to ask her!"

Anonymous approval was nice, but she was about to experience something even more special when she spotted Clare Van Degen sitting next to the stiff Miss Harriet Ray in the box across the theater. "They're here to see me with him—they hate it, but they couldn't resist!" She turned and flashed a possessive smile at Ralph. Mrs. Fairford also seemed to notice the two ladies, and Undine heard her whisper to Mr. Bowen, "Do you see Clare over there—and Harriet with her? Harriet actually came—I call it brave! And so typical of Clare to bring her!"

Her companion laughed. "It's one of the deepest instincts in human nature. The murdered are as much given as the murderer to haunting the scene of the crime."

Her companion laughed. "It's one of the strongest instincts in human nature. The victims are just as prone as the murderer to haunt the scene of the crime."

Doubtless guessing Ralph's desire to have Undine to himself, Mrs. Fairford had sent the girl in first; and Undine, as she seated herself, was aware that the occupant of the next stall half turned to her, as with a vague gesture of recognition. But just then the curtain rose, and she became absorbed in the development of the drama, especially as it tended to display the remarkable toilets which succeeded each other on the person of its leading lady. Undine, seated at Ralph Marvell's side, and feeling the thrill of his proximity as a subtler element in the general interest she was exciting, was at last repaid for the disappointment of her evening at the opera. It was characteristic of her that she remembered her failures as keenly as her triumphs, and that the passionate desire to obliterate, to "get even" with them, was always among the latent incentives of her conduct. Now at last she was having what she wanted—she was in conscious possession of the "real thing"; and through her other, diffused, sensations Ralph's adoration gave her such a last refinement of pleasure as might have come to some warrior Queen borne in triumph by captive princes, and reading in the eyes of one the passion he dared not speak. When the curtain fell this vague enjoyment was heightened by various acts of recognition. All the people she wanted to "go with," as they said in Apex, seemed to be about her in the stalls and boxes; and her eyes continued to revert with special satisfaction to the incongruous group formed by Mrs. Peter Van Degen and Miss Ray. The sight made it irresistible to whisper to Ralph: "You ought to go round and talk to your cousin. Have you told her we're engaged?"

Without a doubt, sensing Ralph's wish to have Undine to himself, Mrs. Fairford sent the girl in first. As Undine took her seat, she noticed the person in the next stall half-turned toward her with a vague gesture of recognition. But just then, the curtain rose, and she became completely absorbed in the unfolding drama, especially as it showcased the stunning outfits that followed one after another on the leading lady. Seated next to Ralph Marvell and feeling the thrill of his closeness as a deeper element in the excitement she was creating, Undine finally felt compensated for the disappointment of her evening at the opera. It was typical of her to remember her failures as sharply as her successes, and the intense urge to erase them, to "get even," was always one of the hidden motivations behind her actions. Now, at last, she was getting what she wanted—she was consciously enjoying the "real thing." Amid her other, more widespread feelings, Ralph's adoration provided her with a final touch of pleasure, as if she were a triumphant warrior queen carried by captive princes, reading unspoken passion in one of their eyes. When the curtain fell, this vague enjoyment deepened with various gestures of acknowledgment. All the people she wanted to "hang out with," as they said in Apex, seemed to surround her in the stalls and boxes; her eyes repeatedly returned with particular satisfaction to the mismatched group made up of Mrs. Peter Van Degen and Miss Ray. The sight made it impossible not to whisper to Ralph: "You should go over and talk to your cousin. Have you told her we're engaged?"

"Clare? of course. She's going to call on you tomorrow."

"Clare? Of course. She's going to call you tomorrow."

"Oh, she needn't put herself out—she's never been yet," said Undine loftily.

"Oh, she doesn't need to stress herself—she hasn't done it yet," said Undine confidently.

He made no rejoinder, but presently asked: "Who's that you're waving to?"

He didn’t respond, but after a moment he asked, "Who are you waving at?"

"Mr. Popple. He's coming round to see us. You know he wants to paint me." Undine fluttered and beamed as the brilliant Popple made his way across the stalls to the seat which her neighbour had momentarily left.

"Mr. Popple. He's coming over to see us. You know he wants to paint me." Undine danced around excitedly as the talented Popple walked through the seats to the spot her neighbor had briefly vacated.

"First-rate chap next to you—whoever he is—to give me this chance," the artist declared. "Ha, Ralph, my boy, how did you pull it off? That's what we're all of us wondering." He leaned over to give Marvell's hand the ironic grasp of celibacy. "Well, you've left us lamenting: he has, you know. Miss Spragg. But I've got one pull over the others—I can paint you! He can't forbid that, can he? Not before marriage, anyhow!"

"Top-notch guy next to you—whoever he is—for giving me this opportunity," the artist said. "Haha, Ralph, my friend, how did you manage it? That's what we're all curious about." He leaned in to give Marvell's hand a jokingly dry handshake. "Well, you've left us all in a bit of a funk: he really has, you know. Miss Spragg. But I have one advantage over the rest—I can paint you! He can't stop me from doing that, can he? At least not before marriage!"

Undine divided her shining glances between the two. "I guess he isn't going to treat me any different afterward," she proclaimed with joyous defiance.

Undine split her bright looks between the two. "I guess he isn’t going to treat me any different afterward," she declared with happy defiance.

"Ah, well, there's no telling, you know. Hadn't we better begin at once?
Seriously, I want awfully to get you into the spring show."

"Well, who knows? Shouldn’t we get started right away?
Honestly, I really want to get you into the spring show."

"Oh, really? That would be too lovely!"

"Oh, really? That would be so nice!"

"YOU would be, certainly—the way I mean to do you. But I see Ralph getting glum. Cheer up, my dear fellow; I daresay you'll be invited to some of the sittings—that's for Miss Spragg to say.—Ah, here comes your neighbour back, confound him—You'll let me know when we can begin?"

"YOU would definitely be—just the way I intend to handle things. But I see Ralph looking down. Cheer up, my dear friend; I'm sure you'll be invited to some of the meetings—that's for Miss Spragg to decide.—Ah, here comes your neighbor again, darn it—Will you let me know when we can start?"

As Popple moved away Undine turned eagerly to Marvell. "Do you suppose there's time? I'd love to have him to do me!"

As Popple walked away, Undine turned excitedly to Marvell. "Do you think there's time? I'd really love to have him do me!"

Ralph smiled. "My poor child—he WOULD 'do' you, with a vengeance.
Infernal cheek, his asking you to sit—"

Ralph smiled. "My poor kid—he WOULD totally go after you, no doubt about it.
Unbelievable nerve, him asking you to sit—"

She stared. "But why? He's painted your cousin, and all the smart women."

She stared. "But why? He’s painted your cousin and all the smart women."

"Oh, if a 'smart' portrait's all you want!"

"Oh, if all you want is a 'smart' portrait!"

"I want what the others want," she answered, frowning and pouting a little. She was already beginning to resent in Ralph the slightest sign of resistance to her pleasure; and her resentment took the form—a familiar one in Apex courtships—of turning on him, in the next entr'acte, a deliberately averted shoulder. The result of this was to bring her, for the first time, in more direct relation to her other neighbour. As she turned he turned too, showing her, above a shining shirt-front fastened with a large imitation pearl, a ruddy plump snub face without an angle in it, which yet looked sharper than a razor. Undine's eyes met his with a startled look, and for a long moment they remained suspended on each other's stare.

"I want what everyone else wants," she replied, frowning and pouting a bit. She was starting to feel annoyed with Ralph for even the slightest hint of resistance to her happiness; her annoyance took a form that was familiar in Apex courtships—during the next break, she turned her shoulder away from him on purpose. This move brought her into a more direct connection with her other neighbor. As she turned, he did too, revealing, above a glossy shirt front secured with a large faux pearl, a round, chubby face that had no angles but still seemed sharper than a razor. Undine's eyes met his with a surprised expression, and for a long moment, they stayed locked in each other's gaze.

Undine at length shrank back with an unrecognizing face; but her movement made her opera-glass slip to the floor, and her neighbour bent down and picked it up.

Undine finally recoiled with a confused expression; however, her movement caused her opera glasses to drop to the floor, and her neighbor leaned down to retrieve them.

"Well—don't you know me yet?" he said with a slight smile, as he restored the glass to her.

"Well—don't you know me yet?" he said with a slight smile, as he handed the glass back to her.

She had grown white to the lips, and when she tried to speak the effort produced only a faint click in her throat. She felt that the change in her appearance must be visible, and the dread of letting Marvell see it made her continue to turn her ravaged face to her other neighbour. The round black eyes set prominently in the latter's round glossy countenance had expressed at first only an impersonal and slightly ironic interest; but a look of surprise grew in them as Undine's silence continued.

She had gone pale, and when she tried to speak, all that came out was a faint click in her throat. She was sure that the change in her appearance was noticeable, and the fear of letting Marvell see it made her keep turning her battered face to her other neighbor. The round black eyes, which stood out in the other person's smooth, shiny face, had initially shown only a detached and slightly ironic interest; but as Undine remained silent, surprise began to spread across their expression.

"What's the matter? Don't you want me to speak to you?"

"What's wrong? Don’t you want me to talk to you?"

She became aware that Marvell, as if unconscious of her slight show of displeasure, had left his seat, and was making his way toward the aisle; and this assertion of independence, which a moment before she would so deeply have resented, now gave her a feeling of intense relief.

She realized that Marvell, as if unaware of her momentary annoyance, had gotten up from his seat and was heading toward the aisle; and this display of independence, which just a moment ago would have upset her deeply, now brought her a sense of great relief.

"No—don't speak to me, please. I'll tell you another time—I'll write." Her neighbour continued to gaze at her, forming his lips into a noiseless whistle under his small dark moustache.

"No—don't talk to me, please. I'll tell you another time—I’ll write." Her neighbor kept looking at her, shaping his lips into a silent whistle under his small dark mustache.

"Well, I—That's about the stiffest," he murmured; and as she made no answer he added: "Afraid I'll ask to be introduced to your friend?"

"Well, I—That's about the most awkward," he said quietly; and since she didn’t reply, he continued: "Worried I'll ask to meet your friend?"

She made a faint movement of entreaty. "I can't explain. I promise to see you; but I ASK you not to talk to me now."

She made a slight gesture of request. "I can't explain. I promise to see you; but I’m asking you not to talk to me right now."

He unfolded his programme, and went on speaking in a low tone while he affected to study it. "Anything to oblige, of course. That's always been my motto. But is it a bargain—fair and square? You'll see me?"

He opened his program and continued speaking in a quiet voice while pretending to read it. "Anything to help, of course. That's always been my motto. But is it a fair deal? Will I see you?"

She receded farther from him. "I promise. I—I WANT to," she faltered.

She stepped back from him. "I promise. I—I WANT to," she hesitated.

"All right, then. Call me up in the morning at the Driscoll Building.
Seven-o-nine—got it?"

"Okay, then. Call me in the morning at the Driscoll Building.
Seven-oh-nine—understood?"

She nodded, and he added in a still lower tone: "I suppose I can congratulate you, anyhow?" and then, without waiting for her reply, turned to study Mrs. Van Degen's box through his opera-glass. Clare, as if aware of the scrutiny fixed on her from below leaned back and threw a question over her shoulder to Ralph Marvell, who had just seated himself behind her.

She nodded, and he said in an even softer voice, "I guess I can congratulate you, right?" Then, without waiting for her answer, he turned to look at Mrs. Van Degen's box with his opera glass. Clare, sensing the attention directed at her from below, leaned back and shot a question over her shoulder to Ralph Marvell, who had just sat down behind her.

"Who's the funny man with the red face talking to Miss Spragg?"

"Who's the funny guy with the red face chatting with Miss Spragg?"

Ralph bent forward. "The man next to her? Never saw him before. But I think you're mistaken: she's not speaking to him."

Ralph leaned in. "The guy next to her? I've never seen him before. But I think you're wrong: she's not talking to him."

"She WAS—Wasn't she, Harriet?"

"She WAS—Wasn’t she, Harriet?"

Miss Ray pinched her lips together without speaking, and Mrs. Van Degen paused for the fraction of a second. "Perhaps he's an Apex friend," she then suggested.

Miss Ray pressed her lips together without saying a word, and Mrs. Van Degen hesitated for a moment. "Maybe he's a friend from Apex," she then proposed.

"Very likely. Only I think she'd have introduced him if he had been."

"Very likely. I just think she would have introduced him if he had been."

His cousin faintly shrugged. "Shall you encourage that?"

His cousin faintly shrugged. "Are you going to encourage that?"

Peter Van Degen, who had strayed into his wife's box for a moment, caught the colloquy, and lifted his opera-glass.

Peter Van Degen, who had wandered into his wife's box for a moment, caught the conversation and raised his opera glasses.

"The fellow next to Miss Spragg? (By George, Ralph, she's ripping to-night!) Wait a minute—I know his face. Saw him in old Harmon Driscoll's office the day of the Eubaw Mine meeting. This chap's his secretary, or something. Driscoll called him in to give some facts to the directors, and he seemed a mighty wide-awake customer."

"The guy next to Miss Spragg? (Wow, Ralph, she looks great tonight!) Hold on—I recognize him. I saw him in Harmon Driscoll's office on the day of the Eubaw Mine meeting. This guy is his secretary or something. Driscoll brought him in to share some info with the directors, and he seemed really sharp."

Clare Van Degen turned gaily to her cousin. "If he has anything to do with the Driscolls you'd better cultivate him! That's the kind of acquaintance the Dagonets have always needed. I married to set them an example!"

Clare Van Degen cheerfully turned to her cousin. "If he’s involved with the Driscolls, you’d better get to know him! That’s exactly the kind of connection the Dagonets have always needed. I got married to set an example!"

Ralph rose with a laugh. "You're right. I'll hurry back and make his acquaintance." He held out his hand to his cousin, avoiding her disappointed eyes.

Ralph got up with a laugh. "You're right. I'll rush back and meet him." He reached out his hand to his cousin, steering clear of her disappointed gaze.

Undine, on entering her bedroom late that evening, was startled by the presence of a muffled figure which revealed itself, through the dimness, as the ungirded midnight outline of Mrs. Spragg.

Undine, walking into her bedroom late that evening, was taken aback by the sight of a shadowy figure that, through the dim light, turned out to be the unbound silhouette of Mrs. Spragg.

"MOTHER? What on earth—?" the girl exclaimed, as Mrs. Spragg pressed the electric button and flooded the room with light. The idea of a mother's sitting up for her daughter was so foreign to Apex customs that it roused only mistrust and irritation in the object of the demonstration.

"MOM? What on earth—?" the girl exclaimed, as Mrs. Spragg hit the light switch and filled the room with brightness. The idea of a mother waiting up for her daughter was so unusual in Apex culture that it only stirred mistrust and irritation in the person being shown this.

Mrs. Spragg came forward deprecatingly to lift the cloak from her daughter's shoulders.

Mrs. Spragg stepped forward, humbly lifting the cloak from her daughter's shoulders.

"I just HAD to, Undie—I told father I HAD to. I wanted to hear all about it."

"I just HAD to, Undie—I told Dad I HAD to. I wanted to hear all about it."

Undine shrugged away from her. "Mercy! At this hour? You'll be as white as a sheet to-morrow, sitting up all night like this."

Undine shrugged away from her. "Come on! At this hour? You'll be as pale as a ghost tomorrow, staying up all night like this."

She moved toward the toilet-table, and began to demolish with feverish hands the structure which Mrs. Heeny, a few hours earlier, had so lovingly raised. But the rose caught in a mesh of hair, and Mrs. Spragg, venturing timidly to release it, had a full view of her daughter's face in the glass.

She walked over to the vanity and started to tear down the setup that Mrs. Heeny had so lovingly arranged just a few hours before. But the rose got tangled in her hair, and Mrs. Spragg, cautiously trying to free it, had a clear view of her daughter's face in the mirror.

"Why, Undie, YOU'RE as white as a sheet now! You look fairly sick.
What's the matter, daughter?"

"Why, Undie, YOU'RE as white as a ghost now! You look really sick.
What's wrong, daughter?"

The girl broke away from her.

The girl pulled away from her.

"Oh, can't you leave me alone, mother? There—do I look white NOW?" she cried, the blood flaming into her pale cheeks; and as Mrs. Spragg shrank back, she added more mildly, in the tone of a parent rebuking a persistent child: "It's enough to MAKE anybody sick to be stared at that way!"

"Oh, can’t you just leave me alone, Mom? There—do I look pale NOW?" she shouted, the blood rushing into her cheeks; and as Mrs. Spragg pulled back, she continued more gently, like a parent scolding a stubborn child: "It's enough to MAKE anyone feel sick when someone stares at you like that!"

Mrs. Spragg overflowed with compunction. "I'm so sorry, Undie. I guess it was just seeing you in this glare of light."

Mrs. Spragg was filled with regret. "I'm really sorry, Undie. I think it was just seeing you in this bright light."

"Yes—the light's awful; do turn some off," ordered Undine, for whom, ordinarily, no radiance was too strong; and Mrs. Spragg, grateful to have commands laid upon her, hastened to obey.

"Yes—the light is terrible; turn some off," ordered Undine, who usually found no brightness too intense; and Mrs. Spragg, thankful to have directions given to her, quickly complied.

Undine, after this, submitted in brooding silence to having her dress unlaced, and her slippers and dressing-gown brought to her. Mrs. Spragg visibly yearned to say more, but she restrained the impulse lest it should provoke her dismissal.

Undine, after this, quietly allowed her dress to be unfastened, and her slippers and robe to be brought to her. Mrs. Spragg clearly wanted to say more, but she held back the urge to avoid getting herself dismissed.

"Won't you take just a sup of milk before you go to bed?" she suggested at length, as Undine sank into an armchair.

"Would you like to have a sip of milk before you go to bed?" she suggested after a moment, as Undine settled into an armchair.

"I've got some for you right here in the parlour."

"I've got some for you right here in the living room."

Without looking up the girl answered: "No. I don't want anything. Do go to bed."

Without looking up, the girl replied, "No. I don't want anything. Just go to bed."

Her mother seemed to be struggling between the life-long instinct of obedience and a swift unformulated fear. "I'm going, Undie." She wavered. "Didn't they receive you right, daughter?" she asked with sudden resolution.

Her mother appeared to be torn between a lifetime of obedience and a quick, unspoken fear. "I'm going, Undie." She hesitated. "Didn’t they treat you well, daughter?" she asked with unexpected determination.

"What nonsense! How should they receive me? Everybody was lovely to me." Undine rose to her feet and went on with her undressing, tossing her clothes on the floor and shaking her hair over her bare shoulders.

"What nonsense! How are they supposed to welcome me? Everyone was really nice to me." Undine stood up and continued taking off her clothes, throwing them on the floor and letting her hair fall over her bare shoulders.

Mrs. Spragg stooped to gather up the scattered garments as they fell, folding them with a wistful caressing touch, and laying them on the lounge, without daring to raise her eyes to her daughter. It was not till she heard Undine throw herself on the bed that she went toward her and drew the coverlet up with deprecating hands.

Mrs. Spragg bent down to pick up the scattered clothes as they fell, folding them with a gentle, tender touch, and placing them on the couch, too nervous to look up at her daughter. It wasn’t until she heard Undine throw herself onto the bed that she approached her and pulled the blanket up with hesitant hands.

"Oh, do put the light out—I'm dead tired," the girl grumbled, pressing her face into the pillow.

"Oh, please turn off the light—I'm so tired," the girl complained, burying her face in the pillow.

Mrs. Spragg turned away obediently; then, gathering all her scattered impulses into a passionate act of courage, she moved back to the bedside.

Mrs. Spragg turned away willingly; then, collecting all her mixed feelings into a bold act of bravery, she returned to the bedside.

"Undie—you didn't see anybody—I mean at the theatre? ANYBODY YOU
DIDN'T WANT TO SEE?"

"Undie—you didn't see anyone—I mean at the theater? ANYONE YOU
DIDN'T WANT TO SEE?"

Undine, at the question, raised her head and started right against the tossed pillows, her white exasperated face close to her mother's twitching features. The two women examined each other a moment, fear and anger in their crossed glances; then Undine answered: "No, nobody. Good-night."

Undine, at the question, lifted her head and faced the thrown pillows, her frustrated white face close to her mother's twitching expression. The two women looked at each other for a moment, fear and anger reflected in their tense glances; then Undine replied, "No, nobody. Good-night."

IX

Undine, late the next day, waited alone under the leafless trellising of a wistaria arbour on the west side of the Central Park. She had put on her plainest dress, and wound a closely, patterned veil over her least vivid hat; but even thus toned down to the situation she was conscious of blazing out from it inconveniently.

Undine, later the next day, waited alone under the bare trellis of a wisteria arbor on the west side of Central Park. She had put on her simplest dress and wrapped a tightly patterned veil over her least vibrant hat; but even so, toned down for the occasion, she felt like she was standing out uncomfortably.

The habit of meeting young men in sequestered spots was not unknown to her: the novelty was in feeling any embarrassment about it. Even now she—was disturbed not so much by the unlikely chance of an accidental encounter with Ralph Marvell as by the remembrance of similar meetings, far from accidental, with the romantic Aaronson. Could it be that the hand now adorned with Ralph's engagement ring had once, in this very spot, surrendered itself to the riding-master's pressure? At the thought a wave of physical disgust passed over her, blotting out another memory as distasteful but more remote.

The habit of meeting young men in secluded places wasn’t new to her; the surprising part was feeling any embarrassment about it. Even now, she was troubled not so much by the unlikely chance of running into Ralph Marvell, but by the memories of similar meetings—definitely not accidental—with the romantic Aaronson. Could it be that the hand now wearing Ralph's engagement ring had once, in this exact spot, given in to the riding-master's advances? At that thought, a wave of physical disgust washed over her, overshadowing another, similarly unpleasant but more distant memory.

It was revived by the appearance of a ruddy middle-sized young man, his stoutish figure tightly buttoned into a square-shouldered over-coat, who presently approached along the path that led to the arbour. Silhouetted against the slope of the asphalt, the newcomer revealed an outline thick yet compact, with a round head set on a neck in which, at the first chance, prosperity would be likely to develop a red crease. His face, with its rounded surfaces, and the sanguine innocence of a complexion belied by prematurely astute black eyes, had a look of jovial cunning which Undine had formerly thought "smart" but which now struck her as merely vulgar. She felt that in the Marvell set Elmer Moffatt would have been stamped as "not a gentleman." Nevertheless something in his look seemed to promise the capacity to develop into any character he might care to assume; though it did not seem probable that, for the present, that of a gentleman would be among them. He had always had a brisk swaggering step, and the faintly impudent tilt of the head that she had once thought "dashing"; but whereas this look had formerly denoted a somewhat desperate defiance of the world and its judgments it now suggested an almost assured relation to these powers; and Undine's heart sank at the thought of what the change implied.

It was brought back to life by the sight of a stocky young man with a ruddy complexion, his sturdy figure tightly fitted into a square-shouldered overcoat, who soon approached along the path to the arbour. Standing out against the slope of the asphalt, the newcomer showed a thick yet compact outline, with a round head perched on a neck that, under the right circumstances, would likely develop a prominent red crease. His face, with its rounded features and the rosy innocence of a complexion contradicted by prematurely sharp black eyes, had a look of cheerful cunning that Undine had once thought was "smart" but now seemed simply tacky. She realized that in the Marvell crowd, Elmer Moffatt would be labeled as "not a gentleman." Still, something in his appearance suggested he had the potential to evolve into any persona he might choose to adopt; although it didn’t seem likely that, for now, that persona would be that of a gentleman. He had always walked with a lively, swaggering gait, and the slightly cheeky tilt of his head that she had once found "dashing"; but whereas this look had previously indicated a somewhat desperate defiance of the world and its judgments, it now seemed to imply a comfortable acceptance of those dynamics; and Undine's heart sank at the thought of what this change might mean.

As he drew nearer, the young man's air of assurance was replaced by an expression of mildly humorous surprise.

As he got closer, the young man's confident demeanor shifted to a look of slightly amused surprise.

"Well—this is white of you. Undine!" he said, taking her lifeless fingers into his dapperly gloved hand.

"Well—this is nice of you. Undine!" he said, taking her limp fingers into his neatly gloved hand.

Through her veil she formed the words: "I said I'd come."

Through her veil, she said, "I said I'd come."

He laughed. "That's so. And you see I believed you. Though I might not have—"

He laughed. "That's true. And you see, I believed you. Even though I might not have—"

"I don't see the use of beginning like this," she interrupted nervously.

"I don’t get why we’re starting like this," she interrupted, a bit anxious.

"That's so too. Suppose we walk along a little ways? It's rather chilly standing round."

"That's true. How about we take a walk for a bit? It's pretty cold just standing here."

He turned down the path that descended toward the Ramble and the girl moved on beside him with her long flowing steps.

He walked down the path that led to the Ramble, and the girl walked next to him with her long, graceful strides.

When they had reached the comparative shelter of the interlacing trees Moffatt paused again to say: "If we're going to talk I'd like to see you. Undine;" and after a first moment of reluctance she submissively threw back her veil.

When they reached the relative shelter of the intertwined trees, Moffatt paused again to say, "If we're going to talk, I'd like to see you, Undine." After a brief moment of hesitation, she obediently pushed back her veil.

He let his eyes rest on her in silence; then he said judicially: "You've filled out some; but you're paler." After another appreciative scrutiny he added: "There's mighty few women as well worth looking at, and I'm obliged to you for letting me have the chance again."

He let his eyes linger on her in silence; then he said thoughtfully: "You've filled out a bit, but you're looking paler." After another careful look, he added: "There are very few women worth looking at, and I appreciate you giving me the chance to see you again."

Undine's brows drew together, but she softened her frown to a quivering smile.

Undine's eyebrows furrowed, but she turned her frown into a shaky smile.

"I'm glad to see you too, Elmer—I am, REALLY!"

"I'm really glad to see you too, Elmer!"

He returned her smile while his glance continued to study her humorously. "You didn't betray the fact last night. Miss Spragg."

He smiled back at her while his eyes kept playfully examining her. "You didn't give away that fact last night, Miss Spragg."

"I was so taken aback. I thought you were out in Alaska somewhere."

"I was totally surprised. I thought you were out in Alaska or something."

The young man shaped his lips into the mute whistle by which he habitually vented his surprise. "You DID? Didn't Abner E. Spragg tell you he'd seen me down town?"

The young man pursed his lips into the silent whistle he usually used to express his surprise. "You did? Didn’t Abner E. Spragg tell you he’d seen me in town?"

Undine gave him a startled glance. "Father? Why, have you seen him? He never said a word about it!"

Undine shot him a surprised look. "Dad? Wait, have you seen him? He never mentioned anything!"

Her companion's whistle became audible. "He's running yet!" he said gaily. "I wish I could scare some people as easy as I can your father."

Her friend's whistle could be heard. "He's still running!" he said cheerfully. "I wish I could scare some people as easily as I scare your dad."

The girl hesitated. "I never felt toward you the way father did," she hazarded at length; and he gave her another long look in return.

The girl paused. "I never felt about you the way my dad did," she finally said, and he looked at her for a long moment in response.

"Well, if they'd left you alone I don't believe you'd ever have acted mean to me," was the conclusion he drew from it.

"Well, if they had just left you alone, I don't think you would have ever treated me badly," was the conclusion he reached from it.

"I didn't mean to, Elmer … I give you my word—but I was so young …
I didn't know anything…."

"I didn't mean to, Elmer… I promise you—but I was so young…
I didn't know anything…."

His eyes had a twinkle of reminiscent pleasantry. "No—I don't suppose it WOULD teach a girl much to be engaged two years to a stiff like Millard Binch; and that was about all that had happened to you before I came along."

His eyes sparkled with a hint of playful nostalgia. "No—I don't think it WOULD teach a girl much to be engaged for two years to someone as uptight as Millard Binch; and that was pretty much all that happened to you before I showed up."

Undine flushed to the forehead. "Oh, Elmer—I was only a child when I was engaged to Millard—"

Undine blushed deeply. "Oh, Elmer—I was just a kid when I was engaged to Millard—"

"That's a fact. And you went on being one a good while afterward. The
Apex Eagle always head-lined you 'The child-bride'—"

"That's true. And you continued to be one for quite a while after that. The
Apex Eagle always called you 'The child-bride'—"

"I can't see what's the use—now—."

"I can't see what the point is—right now—."

"That ruled out of court too? See here. Undine—what CAN we talk about?
I understood that was what we were here for."

"Does that get ruled out too? Look here. Undine—what CAN we talk about?
I realized that was why we were here."

"Of course." She made an effort at recovery. "I only meant to say—what's the use of raking up things that are over?"

"Of course." She tried to recover. "I just meant to say—what's the point of bringing up things that are in the past?"

"Rake up? That's the idea, is it? Was that why you tried to cut me last night?"

"Rake up? Is that the plan? Was that why you tried to stab me last night?"

"I—oh, Elmer! I didn't mean to; only, you see, I'm engaged."

"I—oh, Elmer! I didn't mean to; it's just that I'm engaged."

"Oh, I saw that fast enough. I'd have seen it even if I didn't read the papers." He gave a short laugh. "He was feeling pretty good, sitting there alongside of you, wasn't he? I don't wonder he was. I remember. But I don't see that that was a reason for cold-shouldering me. I'm a respectable member of society now—I'm one of Harmon B. Driscoll's private secretaries." He brought out the fact with mock solemnity.

"Oh, I noticed that quickly enough. I would have figured it out even if I hadn't read the news." He let out a brief laugh. "He felt pretty good sitting there next to you, didn’t he? Can’t blame him for that. I remember. But I don’t think that was a reason to ignore me. I'm a respectable member of society now—I’m one of Harmon B. Driscoll's private secretaries." He stated that with a teasing seriousness.

But to Undine, though undoubtedly impressive, the statement did not immediately present itself as a subject for pleasantry.

But for Undine, although it was certainly impressive, the statement didn’t immediately seem like something to joke about.

"Elmer Moffatt—you ARE?"

"Elmer Moffatt—who are you?"

He laughed again. "Guess you'd have remembered me last night if you'd known it."

He laughed again. "I bet you would have remembered me last night if you had known."

She was following her own train of thought with a look of pale intensity. "You're LIVING in New York, then—you're going to live here right along?"

She was lost in her own thoughts, her face reflecting a pale intensity. "So you're LIVING in New York, huh? You're planning to stay here for good?"

"Well, it looks that way; as long as I can hang on to this job. Great men always gravitate to the metropolis. And I gravitated here just as Uncle Harmon B. was looking round for somebody who could give him an inside tip on the Eubaw mine deal—you know the Driscolls are pretty deep in Eubaw. I happened to go out there after our little unpleasantness at Apex, and it was just the time the deal went through. So in one way your folks did me a good turn when they made Apex too hot for me: funny to think of, ain't it?"

"Well, it seems that way; as long as I can keep this job. Great people always end up in the big city. And I ended up here just when Uncle Harmon B. was looking for someone who could give him an insider tip on the Eubaw mine deal—you know the Driscolls are really involved in Eubaw. I happened to go out there after our little trouble at Apex, and it was right when the deal went through. So in a way, your family did me a favor when they made Apex too uncomfortable for me: funny to think about, isn't it?"

Undine, recovering herself, held out her hand impulsively.

Undine, getting herself together, reached out her hand without thinking.

"I'm real glad of it—I mean I'm real glad you've had such a stroke of luck!"

"I'm really glad about it—I mean I'm really happy you've had such a lucky break!"

"Much obliged," he returned. "By the way, you might mention the fact to
Abner E. Spragg next time you run across him."

"Thanks a lot," he said. "By the way, you might want to bring that up to
Abner E. Spragg next time you see him."

"Father'll be real glad too, Elmer." She hesitated, and then went on: "You must see now that it was natural father and mother should have felt the way they did—"

"Father will be really glad too, Elmer." She paused, and then continued: "You must understand now that it was natural for father and mother to feel the way they did—"

"Oh, the only thing that struck me as unnatural was their making you feel so too. But I'm free to admit I wasn't a promising case in those days." His glance played over her for a moment. "Say, Undine—it was good while it lasted, though, wasn't it?"

"Oh, the only thing that felt off to me was how they made you feel that way too. But I can honestly say I wasn't exactly a great case back then." He looked at her for a moment. "Hey, Undine—it was nice while it lasted, right?"

She shrank back with a burning face and eyes of misery.

She recoiled with a flushed face and eyes filled with sorrow.

"Why, what's the matter? That ruled out too? Oh, all right. Look at here, Undine, suppose you let me know what you ARE here to talk about, anyhow."

"What's wrong? Is that off the table too? Okay, fine. Listen, Undine, why don't you just tell me what you're actually here to talk about?"

She cast a helpless glance down the windings of the wooded glen in which they had halted.

She gave a hopeless look down the winding path of the forested valley where they had stopped.

"Just to ask you—to beg you—not to say anything of this kind again—EVER—"

"Just to ask you—to beg you—not to say anything like this again—EVER—"

"Anything about you and me?"

"Is there anything about us?"

She nodded mutely.

She nodded silently.

"Why, what's wrong? Anybody been saying anything against me?"

"What's going on? Has someone been talking trash about me?"

"Oh, no. It's not that!"

"Oh, no. That's not it!"

"What on earth is it, then—except that you're ashamed of me, one way or another?" She made no answer, and he stood digging the tip of his walking-stick into a fissure of the asphalt. At length he went on in a tone that showed a first faint trace of irritation: "I don't want to break into your gilt-edged crowd, if it's that you're scared of."

"What is it, then—except that you’re embarrassed by me, for some reason?" She didn’t reply, and he kept poking the tip of his walking stick into a crack in the asphalt. Finally, he continued in a tone that hinted at growing irritation: "I don't want to crash your fancy circle, if that’s what you’re worried about."

His tone seemed to increase her distress. "No, no—you don't understand.
All I want is that nothing shall be known."

His tone seemed to worsen her distress. "No, no—you don't get it.
All I want is for nothing to be known."

"Yes; but WHY? It was all straight enough, if you come to that."

"Yeah; but WHY? It was all pretty clear, when you think about it."

"It doesn't matter … whether it was straight … or … not …" He interpolated a whistle which made her add: "What I mean is that out here in the East they don't even like it if a girl's been ENGAGED before."

"It doesn't matter … if it was straight … or … not …" He added a whistle, which made her continue: "What I mean is that out here in the East, they don’t even like it if a girl has been ENGAGED before."

This last strain on his credulity wrung a laugh from Moffatt. "Gee! How'd they expect her fair young life to pass? Playing 'Holy City' on the melodeon, and knitting tidies for church fairs?"

This final challenge to his belief made Moffatt laugh. "Wow! How did they think her young life would go? Playing 'Holy City' on the melodeon and knitting decorations for church fairs?"

"Girls are looked after here. It's all different. Their mothers go round with them."

"Girls are taken care of here. It's all different. Their moms accompany them."

This increased her companion's hilarity and he glanced about him with a pretense of compunction. "Excuse ME! I ought to have remembered. Where's your chaperon, Miss Spragg?" He crooked his arm with mock ceremony. "Allow me to escort you to the bew-fay. You see I'm onto the New York style myself."

This made her companion laugh even more as he looked around with a fake sense of guilt. "Sorry! I should have remembered. Where's your chaperone, Miss Spragg?" He bent his arm in a jokingly formal way. "Let me lead you to the buffet. You see, I'm familiar with the New York style myself."

A sigh of discouragement escaped her. "Elmer—if you really believe I never wanted to act mean to you, don't you act mean to me now!"

A sigh of frustration escaped her. "Elmer—if you truly think I never wanted to be mean to you, then don’t be mean to me now!"

"Act mean?" He grew serious again and moved nearer to her. "What is it you want, Undine? Why can't you say it right out?"

"Act mean?" He became serious again and moved closer to her. "What do you want, Undine? Why can't you just say it outright?"

"What I told you. I don't want Ralph Marvell—or any of them—to know anything. If any of his folks found out, they'd never let him marry me—never! And he wouldn't want to: he'd be so horrified. And it would KILL me, Elmer—it would just kill me!"

"What I told you. I don't want Ralph Marvell—or any of them—to know anything. If any of his family found out, they'd never let him marry me—never! And he wouldn't want to: he'd be so horrified. And it would KILL me, Elmer—it would just kill me!"

She pressed close to him, forgetful of her new reserves and repugnances, and impelled by the passionate absorbing desire to wring from him some definite pledge of safety.

She pressed close to him, forgetting her new hesitations and dislikes, driven by the intense need to get some clear promise of safety from him.

"Oh, Elmer, if you ever liked me, help me now, and I'll help you if I get the chance!"

"Oh, Elmer, if you ever cared about me, help me now, and I'll return the favor if I get the chance!"

He had recovered his coolness as hers forsook her, and stood his ground steadily, though her entreating hands, her glowing face, were near enough to have shaken less sturdy nerves.

He had regained his composure as she lost hers, and stood his ground firmly, even though her pleading hands and radiant face were close enough to have shaken less resilient nerves.

"That so, Puss? You just ask me to pass the sponge over Elmer Moffatt of
Apex City? Cut the gentleman when we meet? That the size of it?"

"Is that so, Puss? You want me to wipe out Elmer Moffatt from Apex City? Ignore the guy when we run into each other? Is that what you mean?"

"Oh, Elmer, it's my first chance—I can't lose it!" she broke out, sobbing.

"Oh, Elmer, this is my first opportunity—I can't let it slip away!" she exclaimed, crying.

"Nonsense, child! Of course you shan't. Here, look up. Undine—why, I never saw you cry before. Don't you be afraid of me—I ain't going to interrupt the wedding march." He began to whistle a bar of Lohengrin. "I only just want one little promise in return."

"Nonsense, kid! Of course you won't. Look up here. Undine—I've never seen you cry before. Don't be scared of me—I’m not going to interrupt the wedding march." He started to whistle a bit of Lohengrin. "I just want one little promise in return."

She threw a startled look at him and he added reassuringly: "Oh, don't mistake me. I don't want to butt into your set—not for social purposes, anyhow; but if ever it should come handy to know any of 'em in a business way, would you fix it up for me—AFTER YOU'RE MARRIED?'"

She shot him a surprised glance, and he continued reassuringly, "Oh, don't get me wrong. I don't want to crash your social circle—at least not for that; but if it ever becomes useful to know any of them for business reasons, would you help me out—AFTER YOU'RE MARRIED?"

Their eyes met, and she remained silent for a tremulous moment or two; then she held out her hand. "Afterward—yes. I promise. And YOU promise, Elmer?"

Their eyes locked, and she stayed quiet for a shaky moment or two; then she reached out her hand. "Afterward—yes. I promise. And YOU promise, Elmer?"

"Oh, to have and to hold!" he sang out, swinging about to follow her as she hurriedly began to retrace her steps.

"Oh, to have and to hold!" he called out, turning to follow her as she quickly started to go back.

The March twilight had fallen, and the Stentorian facade was all aglow, when Undine regained its monumental threshold. She slipped through the marble vestibule and soared skyward in the mirror-lined lift, hardly conscious of the direction she was taking. What she wanted was solitude, and the time to put some order into her thoughts; and she hoped to steal into her room without meeting her mother. Through her thick veil the clusters of lights in the Spragg drawing-room dilated and flowed together in a yellow blur, from which, as she entered, a figure detached itself; and with a start of annoyance she saw Ralph Marvell rise from the perusal of the "fiction number" of a magazine which had replaced "The Hound of the Baskervilles" on the onyx table.

The March twilight had arrived, and the impressive facade was brightly lit when Undine reached the grand entrance. She walked through the marble vestibule and shot up in the mirrored elevator, barely aware of where she was going. All she wanted was some alone time to gather her thoughts; she hoped to sneak into her room without running into her mom. Through her thick veil, the clusters of lights in the Spragg drawing-room blurred together into a yellow haze. As she entered, a figure separated from the blur, and with a burst of annoyance, she noticed Ralph Marvell looking up from the "fiction number" of a magazine that had taken the place of "The Hound of the Baskervilles" on the onyx table.

"Yes; you told me not to come—and here I am." He lifted her hand to his lips as his eyes tried to find hers through the veil.

"Yeah; you said not to come—and here I am." He brought her hand to his lips as he searched for her eyes through the veil.

She drew back with a nervous gesture. "I told you I'd be awfully late."

She pulled back with a nervous move. "I told you I'd be really late."

"I know—trying on! And you're horribly tired, and wishing with all your might I wasn't here."

"I know—trying it on! And you're really exhausted, wishing with all your strength that I wasn't here."

"I'm not so sure I'm not!" she rejoined, trying to hide her vexation in a smile.

"I'm not so sure I'm not!" she replied, trying to mask her annoyance with a smile.

"What a tragic little voice! You really are done up. I couldn't help dropping in for a minute; but of course if you say so I'll be off." She was removing her long gloves and he took her hands and drew her close. "Only take off your veil, and let me see you."

"What a sad little voice! You really look amazing. I couldn't help but drop by for a minute; but if you want me to go, I will." She was taking off her long gloves, and he took her hands and pulled her close. "Just take off your veil, and let me see you."

A quiver of resistance ran through her: he felt it and dropped her hands.

A shiver of resistance ran through her: he sensed it and let go of her hands.

"Please don't tease. I never could bear it," she stammered, drawing away.

"Please don't tease me. I could never handle it," she stammered, pulling away.

"Till to-morrow, then; that is, if the dress-makers permit."

"See you tomorrow, then; that is, if the dressmakers allow it."

She forced a laugh. "If I showed myself now you might not come back to-morrow. I look perfectly hideous—it was so hot and they kept me so long."

She forced a laugh. "If I showed myself now, you might not come back tomorrow. I look absolutely terrible—it was so hot, and they kept me for so long."

"All to make yourself more beautiful for a man who's blind with your beauty already?"

"All to make yourself more attractive for a guy who's already captivated by your beauty?"

The words made her smile, and moving nearer she bent her head and stood still while he undid her veil. As he put it back their lips met, and his look of passionate tenderness was incense to her.

The words made her smile, and stepping closer, she lowered her head and stayed still while he removed her veil. As he pushed it back, their lips touched, and the look of passionate tenderness in his eyes was intoxicating to her.

But the next moment his expression passed from worship to concern.
"Dear! Why, what's the matter? You've been crying!"

But the next moment his expression changed from admiration to worry.
"Sweetheart! What’s wrong? You’ve been crying!"

She put both hands to her hat in the instinctive effort to hide her face. His persistence was as irritating as her mother's.

She instinctively put both hands on her hat to hide her face. His persistence was as annoying as her mom's.

"I told you it was frightfully hot—and all my things were horrid; and it made me so cross and nervous!" She turned to the looking-glass with a feint of smoothing her hair.

"I told you it was really hot—and all my stuff was terrible; and it made me so angry and anxious!" She turned to the mirror, pretending to smooth her hair.

Marvell laid his hand on her arm, "I can't bear to see you so done up. Why can't we be married to-morrow, and escape all these ridiculous preparations? I shall hate your fine clothes if they're going to make you so miserable."

Marvell placed his hand on her arm, "I can't stand to see you so stressed out. Why can't we get married tomorrow and skip all these silly arrangements? I'm going to dislike your fancy clothes if they're making you this unhappy."

She dropped her hands, and swept about on him, her face lit up by a new idea. He was extraordinarily handsome and appealing, and her heart began to beat faster.

She let her hands fall and turned to him, her face brightened by a fresh idea. He was incredibly good-looking and charming, and her heart started to race.

"I hate it all too! I wish we COULD be married right away!"

"I hate all of this too! I wish we could get married right now!"

Marvell caught her to him joyously. "Dearest—dearest! Don't, if you don't mean it! The thought's too glorious!"

Marvell joyfully pulled her close. "My love—my love! Please don't say that if you don't really mean it! The thought is just too wonderful!"

Undine lingered in his arms, not with any intent of tenderness, but as if too deeply lost in a new train of thought to be conscious of his hold.

Undine stayed in his arms, not out of affection, but because she was so absorbed in a new line of thought that she didn’t notice his embrace.

"I suppose most of the things COULD be got ready sooner—if I said they MUST," she brooded, with a fixed gaze that travelled past him. "And the rest—why shouldn't the rest be sent over to Europe after us? I want to go straight off with you, away from everything—ever so far away, where there'll be nobody but you and me alone!" She had a flash of illumination which made her turn her lips to his.

"I guess most of the things could be ready sooner—if I said they had to be," she thought, her eyes staring past him. "And the rest—why can't the rest be sent to Europe after us? I want to leave with you right now, far away from everything—just you and me alone!" She felt a surge of excitement that made her turn her lips toward his.

"Oh, my darling—my darling!" Marvell whispered.

"Oh, my love—my love!" Marvell whispered.

X

Mr. and Mrs. Spragg were both given to such long periods of ruminating apathy that the student of inheritance might have wondered whence Undine derived her overflowing activity. The answer would have been obtained by observing her father's business life. From the moment he set foot in Wall Street Mr. Spragg became another man. Physically the change revealed itself only by the subtlest signs. As he steered his way to his office through the jostling crowd of William Street his relaxed muscles did not grow more taut or his lounging gait less desultory. His shoulders were hollowed by the usual droop, and his rusty black waistcoat showed the same creased concavity at the waist, the same flabby prominence below. It was only in his face that the difference was perceptible, though even here it rather lurked behind the features than openly modified them: showing itself now and then in the cautious glint of half-closed eyes, the forward thrust of black brows, or a tightening of the lax lines of the mouth—as the gleam of a night-watchman's light might flash across the darkness of a shuttered house-front. The shutters were more tightly barred than usual, when, on a morning some two weeks later than the date of the incidents last recorded, Mr. Spragg approached the steel and concrete tower in which his office occupied a lofty pigeon-hole. Events had moved rapidly and somewhat surprisingly in the interval, and Mr. Spragg had already accustomed himself to the fact that his daughter was to be married within the week, instead of awaiting the traditional post-Lenten date. Conventionally the change meant little to him; but on the practical side it presented unforeseen difficulties. Mr. Spragg had learned within the last weeks that a New York marriage involved material obligations unknown to Apex. Marvell, indeed, had been loftily careless of such questions; but his grandfather, on the announcement of the engagement, had called on Mr. Spragg and put before him, with polished precision, the young man's financial situation.

Mr. and Mrs. Spragg were both prone to long periods of deep thinking and apathy, which might have made a student of inheritance wonder where Undine got her energetic nature. The answer would be found by looking at her father's work life. From the moment he stepped into Wall Street, Mr. Spragg was a different man. Physically, the change was subtle. As he navigated through the bustling crowd of William Street on his way to the office, his relaxed muscles didn't become any tenser, nor did his casual stroll become any more purposeful. His shoulders slumped as usual, and his worn black waistcoat showed the same sagging at the waist and the same loose bulge below. The difference was mainly visible in his face, though it tended to hide behind his features rather than overtly change them: occasionally evident in the careful shine of his half-closed eyes, the forward tilt of his dark eyebrows, or a tightening of his relaxed mouth—like a night-watchman's light flashing across the darkness of a closed house. The shutters seemed more tightly shut than usual when, on a morning about two weeks after the last recorded events, Mr. Spragg approached the steel and concrete tower where his office occupied a high perch. Things had moved quickly and somewhat unexpectedly in the meantime, and Mr. Spragg had already come to terms with the fact that his daughter was getting married within the week, instead of waiting for the usual post-Lenten date. Conventionally, this change didn’t mean much to him; however, on the practical side, it brought unexpected challenges. Mr. Spragg had discovered in the past few weeks that a New York wedding came with financial responsibilities that didn't exist in Apex. Marvell had been blissfully indifferent to such matters; but when the engagement was announced, his grandfather had visited Mr. Spragg and laid out, with polished clarity, the young man's financial situation.

Mr. Spragg, at the moment, had been inclined to deal with his visitor in a spirit of indulgent irony. As he leaned back in his revolving chair, with feet adroitly balanced against a tilted scrap basket, his air of relaxed power made Mr. Dagonet's venerable elegance seem as harmless as that of an ivory jack-straw—and his first replies to his visitor were made with the mildness of a kindly giant.

Mr. Spragg was currently feeling a bit playful with his visitor. As he leaned back in his swivel chair, his feet cleverly resting on a tilted trash can, his relaxed confidence made Mr. Dagonet's distinguished style appear as innocent as a game piece—and his initial responses to his visitor were delivered with the gentleness of a gentle giant.

"Ralph don't make a living out of the law, you say? No, it didn't strike me he'd be likely to, from the talks I've had with him. Fact is, the law's a business that wants—" Mr. Spragg broke off, checked by a protest from Mr. Dagonet. "Oh, a PROFESSION, you call it? It ain't a business?" His smile grew more indulgent as this novel distinction dawned on him. "Why, I guess that's the whole trouble with Ralph. Nobody expects to make money in a PROFESSION; and if you've taught him to regard the law that way, he'd better go right into cooking-stoves and done with it."

"Ralph doesn’t make a living from law, you say? No, it didn’t seem like he would, based on my conversations with him. The truth is, the law is a business that requires—" Mr. Spragg stopped, interrupted by a protest from Mr. Dagonet. "Oh, you call it a PROFESSION? It’s not a business?" His smile became more amused as this new distinction registered with him. "Well, I guess that’s Ralph's whole problem. Nobody expects to earn money in a PROFESSION; and if you’ve taught him to see the law that way, he might as well just go into making cooking stoves and be done with it."

Mr. Dagonet, within a narrower range, had his own play of humour; and it met Mr. Spragg's with a leap. "It's because I knew he would manage to make cooking-stoves as unremunerative as a profession that I saved him from so glaring a failure by putting him into the law."

Mr. Dagonet, in a more limited scope, had his own sense of humor, and it connected with Mr. Spragg's in an instant. "It's because I knew he would make cooking stoves as unprofitable as a career that I saved him from such an obvious failure by getting him into law."

The retort drew a grunt of amusement from Mr. Spragg; and the eyes of the two men met in unexpected understanding.

The response made Mr. Spragg grunt in amusement, and the two men exchanged a look of surprising understanding.

"That so? What can he do, then?" the future father-in-law enquired.

"Is that so? What can he do, then?" the future father-in-law asked.

"He can write poetry—at least he tells me he can." Mr. Dagonet hesitated, as if aware of the inadequacy of the alternative, and then added: "And he can count on three thousand a year from me."

"He can write poetry—at least that’s what he tells me." Mr. Dagonet paused, as if recognizing that the other option wasn’t great, and then added: "And he can rely on three thousand a year from me."

Mr. Spragg tilted himself farther back without disturbing his subtly-calculated relation to the scrap basket.

Mr. Spragg leaned back further without messing up his carefully calculated position relative to the scrap basket.

"Does it cost anything like that to print his poetry?"

"Does it cost anything to print his poetry?"

Mr. Dagonet smiled again: he was clearly enjoying his visit. "Dear, no—he doesn't go in for 'luxe' editions. And now and then he gets ten dollars from a magazine."

Mr. Dagonet smiled again: he was clearly enjoying his visit. "No way—he doesn't deal with 'luxury' editions. And every now and then, he makes ten bucks from a magazine."

Mr. Spragg mused. "Wasn't he ever TAUGHT to work?"

Mr. Spragg thought, "Wasn't he ever taught how to work?"

"No; I really couldn't have afforded that."

"No way; I really couldn't have paid for that."

"I see. Then they've got to live on two hundred and fifty dollars a month."

"I get it. So they have to survive on two hundred and fifty dollars a month."

Mr. Dagonet remained pleasantly unmoved. "Does it cost anything like that to buy your daughter's dresses?"

Mr. Dagonet stayed calmly unaffected. "Does it really cost that much to buy your daughter's dresses?"

A subterranean chuckle agitated the lower folds of Mr. Spragg's waistcoat.

A hidden chuckle stirred the lower layers of Mr. Spragg's waistcoat.

"I might put him in the way of something—I guess he's smart enough."

"I might set him up for something—I think he's smart enough."

Mr. Dagonet made a gesture of friendly warning. "It will pay us both in the end to keep him out of business," he said, rising as if to show that his mission was accomplished.

Mr. Dagonet gave a friendly warning gesture. "We'll both benefit in the long run by keeping him out of business," he said, standing up as if to indicate that his mission was complete.

The results of this friendly conference had been more serious than Mr. Spragg could have foreseen—and the victory remained with his antagonist. It had not entered into Mr. Spragg's calculations that he would have to give his daughter any fixed income on her marriage. He meant that she should have the "handsomest" wedding the New York press had ever celebrated, and her mother's fancy was already afloat on a sea of luxuries—a motor, a Fifth Avenue house, and a tiara that should out-blaze Mrs. Van Degen's; but these were movable benefits, to be conferred whenever Mr. Spragg happened to be "on the right side" of the market. It was a different matter to be called on, at such short notice, to bridge the gap between young Marvell's allowance and Undine's requirements; and her father's immediate conclusion was that the engagement had better be broken off. Such scissions were almost painless in Apex, and he had fancied it would be easy, by an appeal to the girl's pride, to make her see that she owed it to herself to do better.

The outcome of this friendly meeting was more serious than Mr. Spragg had anticipated—and the win went to his opponent. Mr. Spragg never thought he would have to provide his daughter with a fixed income after her marriage. He planned for her to have the most extravagant wedding the New York press had ever covered, and her mother's imagination was already swimming in a sea of luxuries—a car, a Fifth Avenue house, and a tiara that would outshine Mrs. Van Degen’s; but those were temporary perks to be given whenever Mr. Spragg happened to be “on the right side” of the market. It was a different story when he was called upon, with such short notice, to fill the gap between young Marvell's allowance and Undine's needs; and his immediate thought was that they should break off the engagement. Such separations were almost painless in Apex, and he had imagined it would be easy to convince the girl, by appealing to her pride, that she deserved something better.

"You'd better wait awhile and look round again," was the way he had put it to her at the opening of the talk of which, even now, he could not recall the close without a tremor.

"You should probably wait a bit and take another look," was how he said it to her at the start of the conversation, which even now, he couldn't remember the end of without feeling a shake.

Undine, when she took his meaning, had been terrible. Everything had gone down before her, as towns and villages went down before one of the tornadoes of her native state. Wait awhile? Look round? Did he suppose she was marrying for MONEY? Didn't he see it was all a question, now and here, of the kind of people she wanted to "go with"? Did he want to throw her straight back into the Lipscomb set, to have her marry a dentist and live in a West Side flat? Why hadn't they stayed in Apex, if that was all he thought she was fit for? She might as well have married Millard Binch, instead of handing him over to Indiana Frusk! Couldn't her father understand that nice girls, in New York, didn't regard getting married like going on a buggy-ride? It was enough to ruin a girl's chances if she broke her engagement to a man in Ralph Marvell's set. All kinds of spiteful things would be said about her, and she would never be able to go with the right people again. They had better go back to Apex right off—it was they and not SHE who had wanted to leave Apex, anyhow—she could call her mother to witness it. She had always, when it came to that, done what her father and mother wanted, but she'd given up trying to make out what they were after, unless it was to make her miserable; and if that was it, hadn't they had enough of it by this time? She had, anyhow. But after this she meant to lead her own life; and they needn't ask her where she was going, or what she meant to do, because this time she'd die before she told them—and they'd made life so hateful to her that she only wished she was dead already.

Undine, when she realized what he meant, had become furious. Everything had crumbled around her, just like towns and villages fell before one of the tornadoes from her home state. Wait a minute? Look around? Did he really think she was marrying for MONEY? Didn't he see that it was all about the kind of people she wanted to associate with right now? Did he want to push her back into the Lipscomb crowd, to marry a dentist and live in a West Side apartment? Why hadn’t they just stayed in Apex if that’s all he thought she was good for? She might as well have married Millard Binch instead of letting him have Indiana Frusk! Couldn’t her father understand that nice girls in New York didn’t view marriage like a simple buggy ride? It would ruin a girl’s reputation to break her engagement to a man in Ralph Marvell’s circle. All sorts of nasty things would be said about her, and she’d never be able to hang out with the right people again. They might as well head back to Apex immediately—it was they, not SHE, who wanted to leave Apex anyway—she could get her mother to back her up on that. She’d always done what her parents wanted when it came down to it, but she’d given up trying to figure out what they were after, unless it was to make her unhappy; and if that was the case, hadn’t they had enough of that by now? She certainly had. But from now on, she intended to live her own life; and they shouldn’t ask her where she was going or what she planned to do, because this time she’d rather die than tell them—and they’d made life so miserable for her that she only wished she was already dead.

Mr. Spragg heard her out in silence, pulling at his beard with one sallow wrinkled hand, while the other dragged down the armhole of his waistcoat. Suddenly he looked up and said: "Ain't you in love with the fellow, Undie?"

Mr. Spragg listened to her quietly, tugging at his beard with one pale, wrinkled hand while the other tugged at the armhole of his waistcoat. Suddenly, he looked up and asked, "Aren't you in love with the guy, Undie?"

The girl glared back at him, her splendid brows beetling like an Amazon's. "Do you think I'd care a cent for all the rest of it if I wasn't?"

The girl glared back at him, her beautifully arched brows furrowing like an Amazon's. "Do you think I’d care at all about any of that if I wasn't?"

"Well, if you are, you and he won't mind beginning in a small way."

"Well, if you are, you and he won't mind starting off small."

Her look poured contempt on his ignorance. "Do you s'pose I'd drag him down?" With a magnificent gesture she tore Marvell's ring from her finger. "I'll send this back this minute. I'll tell him I thought he was a rich man, and now I see I'm mistaken—" She burst into shattering sobs, rocking her beautiful body back and forward in all the abandonment of young grief; and her father stood over her, stroking her shoulder and saying helplessly: "I'll see what I can do, Undine—"

Her expression radiated disdain for his ignorance. "Do you really think I'd pull him down?" With a dramatic motion, she yanked Marvell's ring off her finger. "I'll return this right away. I'll tell him I thought he was wealthy, but now I realize I was wrong—" She broke into heartbreaking sobs, swaying her stunning body back and forth in the depth of youthful sorrow; and her father hovered over her, gently stroking her shoulder and saying helplessly: "I'll see what I can do, Undine—"

All his life, and at ever-diminishing intervals, Mr. Spragg had been called on by his womenkind to "see what he could do"; and the seeing had almost always resulted as they wished. Undine did not have to send back her ring, and in her state of trance-like happiness she hardly asked by what means her path had been smoothed, but merely accepted her mother's assurance that "father had fixed everything all right."

All his life, and at increasingly shorter intervals, Mr. Spragg had been asked by the women in his life to "see what he could do"; and what he did almost always turned out the way they wanted. Undine didn't have to send back her ring, and in her blissful happiness, she hardly questioned how her path had been cleared, simply accepting her mother's assurance that "Dad had taken care of everything."

Mr. Spragg accepted the situation also. A son-in-law who expected to be pensioned like a Grand Army veteran was a phenomenon new to his experience; but if that was what Undine wanted she should have it. Only two days later, however, he was met by a new demand—the young people had decided to be married "right off," instead of waiting till June. This change of plan was made known to Mr. Spragg at a moment when he was peculiarly unprepared for the financial readjustment it necessitated. He had always declared himself able to cope with any crisis if Undine and her mother would "go steady"; but he now warned them of his inability to keep up with the new pace they had set. Undine, not deigning to return to the charge, had commissioned her mother to speak for her; and Mr. Spragg was surprised to meet in his wife a firmness as inflexible as his daughter's.

Mr. Spragg accepted the situation as well. A son-in-law who expected to be treated like a retired soldier was something new for him; but if that was what Undine wanted, then that’s what she should have. However, just two days later, he was hit with a new demand—the young couple had decided to get married "right away," instead of waiting until June. Mr. Spragg learned about this change at a time when he was particularly unprepared for the financial adjustments it required. He had always claimed he could handle any crisis as long as Undine and her mother would "play it cool"; but now he warned them of his inability to keep up with the new pace they had set. Undine, not willing to engage directly, had sent her mother to speak on her behalf; and Mr. Spragg was taken aback to find his wife displaying a firmness as unyielding as their daughter’s.

"I can't do it, Loot—can't put my hand on the cash," he had protested; but Mrs. Spragg fought him inch by inch, her back to the wall—flinging out at last, as he pressed her closer: "Well, if you want to know, she's seen Elmer."

"I can't do it, Loot—can't get my hands on the cash," he had protested; but Mrs. Spragg pushed back against him every step of the way, her back against the wall—finally exclaiming as he cornered her: "Well, if you want to know, she's seen Elmer."

The bolt reached its mark, and her husband turned an agitated face on her.

The bolt hit its target, and her husband turned to her with an anxious expression.

"Elmer? What on earth—he didn't come HERE?"

"Elmer? What the hell—he didn't come HERE?"

"No; but he sat next to her the other night at the theatre, and she's wild with us for not having warned her."

"No; but he sat next to her the other night at the theater, and she's really upset with us for not having warned her."

Mr. Spragg's scowl drew his projecting brows together. "Warned her of what? What's Elmer to her? Why's she afraid of Elmer Moffatt?"

Mr. Spragg's frown brought his bushy eyebrows together. "What did I warn her about? What does Elmer mean to her? Why is she scared of Elmer Moffatt?"

"She's afraid of his talking."

"She's afraid of him talking."

"Talking? What on earth can he say that'll hurt HER?"

"Talking? What could he possibly say that would hurt HER?"

"Oh, I don't know," Mrs. Spragg wailed. "She's so nervous I can hardly get a word out of her."

"Oh, I don't know," Mrs. Spragg complained. "She's so nervous I can barely get her to say anything."

Mr. Spragg's whitening face showed the touch of a new fear. "Is she afraid he'll get round her again—make up to her? Is that what she means by 'talking'?" "I don't know, I don't know. I only know she is afraid—she's afraid as death of him."

Mr. Spragg's pale face revealed a new fear. "Is she worried that he'll go after her again—try to charm her? Is that what she means by 'talking'?" "I don't know, I really don't. All I know is that she's scared—she's scared to death of him."

For a long interval they sat silently looking at each other while their heavy eyes exchanged conjectures: then Mr. Spragg rose from his chair, saying, as he took up his hat: "Don't you fret, Leota; I'll see what I can do."

For a long time, they sat in silence, gazing at each other while their tired eyes hinted at unspoken thoughts. Then Mr. Spragg stood up from his chair and said as he grabbed his hat, "Don't worry, Leota; I'll see what I can do."

He had been "seeing" now for an arduous fortnight; and the strain on his vision had resulted in a state of tension such as he had not undergone since the epic days of the Pure Water Move at Apex. It was not his habit to impart his fears to Mrs. Spragg and Undine, and they continued the bridal preparations, secure in their invariable experience that, once "father" had been convinced of the impossibility of evading their demands, he might be trusted to satisfy them by means with which his womenkind need not concern themselves. Mr. Spragg, as he approached his office on the morning in question, felt reasonably sure of fulfilling these expectations; but he reflected that a few more such victories would mean disaster.

He had been "seeing" for a tough two weeks now, and the strain on his vision had led to a tension he hadn't felt since the intense days of the Pure Water Movement at Apex. It wasn't his style to share his worries with Mrs. Spragg and Undine, so they kept on with the wedding plans, confident in their usual belief that once "dad" was convinced there was no way around their demands, he could be relied upon to meet them in ways his womenfolk didn't need to worry about. As Mr. Spragg walked toward his office that morning, he felt pretty sure he could live up to those expectations; but he thought that if he had a few more victories like this, it would spell disaster.

He entered the vast marble vestibule of the Ararat Trust Building and walked toward the express elevator that was to carry him up to his office. At the door of the elevator a man turned to him, and he recognized Elmer Moffatt, who put out his hand with an easy gesture.

He walked into the large marble lobby of the Ararat Trust Building and headed towards the express elevator that would take him up to his office. At the elevator door, a man turned to him, and he recognized Elmer Moffatt, who extended his hand casually.

Mr. Spragg did not ignore the gesture: he did not even withhold his hand. In his code the cut, as a conscious sign of disapproval, did not exist. In the south, if you had a grudge against a man you tried to shoot him; in the west, you tried to do him in a mean turn in business; but in neither region was the cut among the social weapons of offense. Mr. Spragg, therefore, seeing Moffatt in his path, extended a lifeless hand while he faced the young man scowlingly. Moffatt met the hand and the scowl with equal coolness.

Mr. Spragg didn’t ignore the gesture; he didn’t even pull his hand back. In his world, the silent treatment as a deliberate sign of disapproval didn’t exist. In the South, if you had a beef with someone, you would try to shoot him; in the West, you’d try to get back at him in business. But in neither place was the silent treatment considered a social offense. So, when Mr. Spragg saw Moffatt in his way, he offered a limp handshake while glaring at the young man. Moffatt responded to both the handshake and the glare with equal calmness.

"Going up to your office? I was on my way there."

"Heading to your office? I was just on my way there."

The elevator door rolled back, and Mr. Spragg, entering it, found his
companion at his side. They remained silent during the ascent to Mr.
Spragg's threshold; but there the latter turned to enquire ironically of
Moffatt: "Anything left to say?"

The elevator door slid open, and Mr. Spragg stepped in, finding his companion next to him. They stayed quiet during the ride up to Mr. Spragg's floor; but there, he turned to ask Moffatt with a hint of sarcasm, "Anything else you want to say?"

Moffatt smiled. "Nothing LEFT—no; I'm carrying a whole new line of goods."

Moffatt smiled. "Nothing LEFT—no; I'm carrying a whole new line of products."

Mr. Spragg pondered the reply; then he opened the door and suffered Moffatt to follow him in. Behind an inner glazed enclosure, with its one window dimmed by a sooty perspective barred with chimneys, he seated himself at a dusty littered desk, and groped instinctively for the support of the scrap basket. Moffatt, uninvited, dropped into the nearest chair, and Mr. Spragg said, after another silence: "I'm pretty busy this morning."

Mr. Spragg thought about the response for a moment, then opened the door and allowed Moffatt to come in. Behind a glazed partition with one window clouded by a dirty view filled with chimneys, he sat down at a messy, dusty desk and instinctively reached for the scrap basket for support. Moffatt, without an invitation, plopped into the nearest chair, and after another pause, Mr. Spragg said, "I'm quite busy this morning."

"I know you are: that's why I'm here," Moffatt serenely answered. He leaned back, crossing his legs, and twisting his small stiff moustache with a plump hand adorned by a cameo.

"I know you are: that's why I'm here," Moffatt calmly replied. He leaned back, crossed his legs, and twirled his small stiff mustache with a chubby hand decorated by a cameo.

"Fact is," he went on, "this is a coals-of-fire call. You think I owe you a grudge, and I'm going to show you I'm not that kind. I'm going to put you onto a good thing—oh, not because I'm so fond of you; just because it happens to hit my sense of a joke."

"Actually," he continued, "this is a kind of 'coals of fire' situation. You believe I hold a grudge against you, and I’m going to prove you wrong. I’m going to give you a great opportunity—oh, not because I like you; just because it amuses me."

While Moffatt talked Mr. Spragg took up the pile of letters on his desk and sat shuffling them like a pack of cards. He dealt them deliberately to two imaginary players; then he pushed them aside and drew out his watch.

While Moffatt talked, Mr. Spragg picked up the stack of letters on his desk and started shuffling them like a deck of cards. He dealt them slowly to two imaginary players; then he set them aside and pulled out his watch.

"All right—I carry one too," said the young man easily. "But you'll find it's time gained to hear what I've got to say."

"Sure—I have one too," said the young man casually. "But you'll see it's worth your time to listen to what I have to say."

Mr. Spragg considered the vista of chimneys without speaking, and Moffatt continued: "I don't suppose you care to hear the story of my life, so I won't refer you to the back numbers. You used to say out in Apex that I spent too much time loafing round the bar of the Mealey House; that was one of the things you had against me. Well, maybe I did—but it taught me to talk, and to listen to the other fellows too. Just at present I'm one of Harmon B. Driscoll's private secretaries, and some of that Mealey House loafing has come in more useful than any job I ever put my hand to. The old man happened to hear I knew something about the inside of the Eubaw deal, and took me on to have the information where he could get at it. I've given him good talk for his money; but I've done some listening too. Eubaw ain't the only commodity the Driscolls deal in."

Mr. Spragg quietly looked at the view of chimneys, and Moffatt continued: "I don’t think you’re interested in hearing my life story, so I won’t dig up old issues. You used to say back in Apex that I spent too much time hanging around the bar at the Mealey House; that was one of the things you didn’t like about me. Well, maybe I did—but it helped me learn to talk and listen to others, too. Right now, I’m one of Harmon B. Driscoll's private secretaries, and some of that hanging out at the Mealey House has turned out to be more helpful than any job I’ve ever had. The old man found out I knew something about the Eubaw deal and brought me on to provide that info when he needed it. I've given him good advice for his money, but I’ve done my share of listening too. Eubaw isn’t the only thing the Driscolls are involved with."

Mr. Spragg restored his watch to his pocket and shifted his drowsy gaze from the window to his visitor's face.

Mr. Spragg put his watch back in his pocket and turned his tired gaze from the window to the face of his visitor.

"Yes," said Moffatt, as if in reply to the movement, "the Driscolls are getting busy out in Apex. Now they've got all the street railroads in their pocket they want the water-supply too—but you know that as well as I do. Fact is, they've got to have it; and there's where you and I come in."

"Yeah," said Moffatt, as if in response to the movement, "the Driscolls are getting active out in Apex. Now that they control all the street railroads, they want the water supply too—but you already know that. The truth is, they need it; and that's where you and I come into play."

Mr. Spragg thrust his hands in his waistcoat arm-holes and turned his eyes back to the window.

Mr. Spragg shoved his hands into the pockets of his vest and looked back out the window.

"I'm out of that long ago," he said indifferently.

"I'm done with that a long time ago," he said casually.

"Sure," Moffatt acquiesced; "but you know what went on when you were in it."

"Sure," Moffatt agreed; "but you know what happened when you were in it."

"Well?" said Mr. Spragg, shifting one hand to the Masonic emblem on his watch-chain.

"Well?" Mr. Spragg said, moving one hand to the Masonic symbol on his watch chain.

"Well, Representative James J. Rolliver, who was in it with you, ain't out of it yet. He's the man the Driscolls are up against. What d'you know about him?"

"Well, Representative James J. Rolliver, who was involved with you, is still in the game. He's the one the Driscolls are facing. What do you know about him?"

Mr. Spragg twirled the emblem thoughtfully. "Driscoll tell you to come here?"

Mr. Spragg spun the emblem thoughtfully. "Did Driscoll ask you to come here?"

Moffatt laughed. "No, SIR—not by a good many miles."

Moffatt laughed. "No, SIR—not even close."

Mr. Spragg removed his feet from the scrap basket and straightened himself in his chair.

Mr. Spragg took his feet off the scrap basket and sat up straight in his chair.

"Well—I didn't either; good morning, Mr. Moffatt."

"Well—I didn't either; good morning, Mr. Moffatt."

The young man stared a moment, a humorous glint in his small black eyes; but he made no motion to leave his seat. "Undine's to be married next week, isn't she?" he asked in a conversational tone.

The young man paused for a moment, a playful sparkle in his small black eyes; but he didn't get up from his seat. "Undine's getting married next week, right?" he asked casually.

Mr. Spragg's face blackened and he swung about in his revolving chair.

Mr. Spragg's face darkened and he turned around in his swivel chair.

"You go to—"

"You're going to—"

Moffatt raised a deprecating hand. "Oh, you needn't warn me off. I don't want to be invited to the wedding. And I don't want to forbid the banns."

Moffatt raised a dismissive hand. "Oh, you don’t need to warn me. I don’t want to be invited to the wedding. And I don’t want to stop the announcements."

There was a derisive sound in Mr. Spragg's throat.

There was a mocking sound in Mr. Spragg's throat.

"But I DO want to get out of Driscoll's office," Moffatt imperturbably continued. "There's no future there for a fellow like me. I see things big. That's the reason Apex was too tight a fit for me. It's only the little fellows that succeed in little places. New York's my size—without a single alteration. I could prove it to you to-morrow if I could put my hand on fifty thousand dollars."

"But I really want to get out of Driscoll's office," Moffatt said calmly. "There's no future for someone like me there. I think big. That's why Apex was too small for me. It's only the little guys who succeed in small places. New York is the right fit for me—no changes needed. I could show you tomorrow if I could get my hands on fifty thousand dollars."

Mr. Spragg did not repeat his gesture of dismissal: he was once more listening guardedly but intently. Moffatt saw it and continued.

Mr. Spragg didn't repeat his dismissive gesture; he was listening carefully but attentively again. Moffatt noticed this and kept going.

"And I could put my hand on double that sum—yes, sir, DOUBLE—if you'd just step round with me to old Driscoll's office before five P. M. See the connection, Mr. Spragg?"

"And I can put my hands on double that amount—yes, sir, DOUBLE—if you could just walk with me to old Driscoll's office before 5 P.M. Do you see the connection, Mr. Spragg?"

The older man remained silent while his visitor hummed a bar or two of "In the Gloaming"; then he said: "You want me to tell Driscoll what I know about James J. Rolliver?"

The older man stayed quiet as his visitor hummed a few lines of "In the Gloaming"; then he said, "Do you want me to tell Driscoll what I know about James J. Rolliver?"

"I want you to tell the truth—I want you to stand for political purity in your native state. A man of your prominence owes it to the community, sir," cried Moffatt. Mr. Spragg was still tormenting his Masonic emblem.

"I want you to be honest—I want you to advocate for political integrity in your home state. Someone of your stature has a responsibility to the community, sir," shouted Moffatt. Mr. Spragg was still fiddling with his Masonic emblem.

"Rolliver and I always stood together," he said at last, with a tinge of reluctance.

"Rolliver and I always stood together," he finally said, a bit hesitantly.

"Well, how much have you made out of it? Ain't he always been ahead of the game?"

"Well, how much have you made from it? Hasn't he always been ahead of the game?"

"I can't do it—I can't do it," said Mr. Spragg, bringing his clenched hand down on the desk, as if addressing an invisible throng of assailants.

"I can't do it—I can't do it," Mr. Spragg said, slamming his clenched fist on the desk, as if he were confronting an unseen crowd of attackers.

Moffatt rose without any evidence of disappointment in his ruddy countenance. "Well, so long," he said, moving toward the door. Near the threshold he paused to add carelessly: "Excuse my referring to a personal matter—but I understand Miss Spragg's wedding takes place next Monday."

Moffatt stood up without any sign of disappointment on his flushed face. "Well, see you later," he said, walking toward the door. Just before reaching the threshold, he stopped to add casually, "Sorry for bringing up something personal, but I heard Miss Spragg's wedding is happening next Monday."

Mr. Spragg was silent.

Mr. Spragg stayed quiet.

"How's that?" Moffatt continued unabashed. "I saw in the papers the date was set for the end of June."

"How's that?" Moffatt continued without hesitation. "I saw in the papers that the date is set for the end of June."

Mr. Spragg rose heavily from his seat. "I presume my daughter has her reasons," he said, moving toward the door in Moffatt's wake.

Mr. Spragg got up slowly from his seat. "I assume my daughter has her reasons," he said, following Moffatt out the door.

"I guess she has—same as I have for wanting you to step round with me to old Driscoll's. If Undine's reasons are as good as mine—"

"I guess she has—just like I do for wanting you to come with me to old Driscoll's. If Undine's reasons are as good as mine—"

"Stop right here, Elmer Moffatt!" the older man broke out with lifted hand. Moffatt made a burlesque feint of evading a blow; then his face grew serious, and he moved close to Mr. Spragg, whose arm had fallen to his side.

"Stop right there, Elmer Moffatt!" the older man shouted, raising his hand. Moffatt pretended to dodge a punch in a mocking way; then his expression turned serious, and he stepped closer to Mr. Spragg, whose arm had dropped to his side.

"See here, I know Undine's reasons. I've had a talk with her—didn't she tell you? SHE don't beat about the bush the way you do. She told me straight out what was bothering her. She wants the Marvells to think she's right out of Kindergarten. 'No goods sent out on approval from this counter.' And I see her point—I don't mean to publish my meemo'rs. Only a deal's a deal." He paused a moment, twisting his fingers about the heavy gold watch-chain that crossed his waistcoat. "Tell you what, Mr. Spragg, I don't bear malice—not against Undine, anyway—and if I could have afforded it I'd have been glad enough to oblige her and forget old times. But you didn't hesitate to kick me when I was down and it's taken me a day or two to get on my legs again after that kicking. I see my way now to get there and keep there; and there's a kinder poetic justice in your being the man to help me up. If I can get hold of fifty thousand dollars within a day or so I don't care who's got the start of me. I've got a dead sure thing in sight, and you're the only man that can get it for me. Now do you see where we're coming out?"

"Look, I understand Undine's reasons. I had a chat with her—didn’t she mention it to you? She doesn’t dance around the issue like you do. She told me directly what was bothering her. She wants the Marvells to think she’s totally inexperienced. 'No goods sent out on approval from this counter.' And I get her point—I don’t plan to share my memos. It’s just that a deal is a deal." He paused for a moment, twisting his fingers around the heavy gold watch chain that crossed his vest. "Let me tell you, Mr. Spragg, I don’t hold a grudge—not against Undine, at least—and if I could have managed it, I would have been happy to help her and forget the past. But you didn’t hesitate to kick me when I was down, and it took me a couple of days to get back on my feet after that. I can see a way to get to where I need to be and stay there; and it feels kind of poetic that you’re the one helping me up. If I can get my hands on fifty thousand dollars in a day or so, I won’t care who has the advantage over me. I’ve got a guaranteed opportunity lined up, and you're the only one who can make it happen for me. Do you see where I’m going with this?"

Mr. Spragg, during this discourse, had remained motionless, his hands in his pockets, his jaws moving mechanically, as though he mumbled a tooth-pick under his beard. His sallow cheek had turned a shade paler, and his brows hung threateningly over his half-closed eyes. But there was no threat—there was scarcely more than a note of dull curiosity—in the voice with which he said: "You mean to talk?"

Mr. Spragg, during this conversation, stayed completely still, his hands in his pockets, his jaw moving like he was chewing a toothpick under his beard. His pale cheek had become even lighter, and his brows hung low over his half-closed eyes. But there was no menace—only a hint of dull curiosity—in the way he asked, "You want to talk?"

Moffatt's rosy face grew as hard as a steel safe. "I mean YOU to talk—to old Driscoll." He paused, and then added: "It's a hundred thousand down, between us."

Moffatt's rosy face hardened like a steel safe. "I want YOU to talk—to old Driscoll." He paused and then added: "It's a hundred thousand down, between us."

Mr. Spragg once more consulted his watch. "I'll see you again," he said with an effort.

Mr. Spragg checked his watch again. "I'll see you later," he said with some difficulty.

Moffatt struck one fist against the other. "No, SIR—you won't! You'll only hear from me—through the Marvell family. Your news ain't worth a dollar to Driscoll if he don't get it to-day."

Moffatt hit one fist against the other. "No, SIR—you won’t! You'll only hear from me—through the Marvell family. Your news isn’t worth a dollar to Driscoll if he doesn’t get it today."

He was checked by the sound of steps in the outer office, and Mr.
Spragg's stenographer appeared in the doorway.

He was interrupted by the sound of footsteps in the outer office, and Mr.
Spragg's secretary appeared in the doorway.

"It's Mr. Marvell," she announced; and Ralph Marvell, glowing with haste and happiness, stood between the two men, holding out his hand to Mr. Spragg.

"It's Mr. Marvell," she said; and Ralph Marvell, beaming with urgency and joy, stood between the two men, extending his hand to Mr. Spragg.

"Am I awfully in the way, sir? Turn me out if I am—but first let me just say a word about this necklace I've ordered for Un—"

"Am I totally in the way, sir? Kick me out if I am—but first let me just say a word about this necklace I've ordered for Un—"

He broke off, made aware by Mr. Spragg's glance of the presence of Elmer Moffatt, who, with unwonted discretion, had dropped back into the shadow of the door. Marvell turned on Moffatt a bright gaze full of the instinctive hospitality of youth; but Moffatt looked straight past him at Mr. Spragg. The latter, as if in response to an imperceptible signal, mechanically pronounced his visitor's name; and the two young men moved toward each other.

He stopped talking, noticing Mr. Spragg's glance at Elmer Moffatt, who had unusually stepped back into the shadow of the door. Marvell turned to Moffatt, giving him a bright look filled with the instinctive friendliness of youth; but Moffatt looked right past him at Mr. Spragg. The latter, as if responding to a subtle cue, automatically said the visitor's name; and the two young men walked toward each other.

"I beg your pardon most awfully—am I breaking up an important conference?" Ralph asked as he shook hands.

"I’m really sorry to interrupt—am I crashing an important meeting?" Ralph asked as he shook hands.

"Why, no—I guess we're pretty nearly through. I'll step outside and woo the blonde while you're talking," Moffatt rejoined in the same key.

"Why not—I think we’re almost done here. I’ll go outside and flirt with the blonde while you’re talking," Moffatt replied in the same tone.

"Thanks so much—I shan't take two seconds." Ralph broke off to scrutinize him. "But haven't we met before? It seems to me I've seen you—just lately—"

"Thanks a lot—I won’t take more than a moment." Ralph paused to examine him. "But haven’t we met before? It feels like I’ve seen you—just recently—"

Moffatt seemed about to answer, but his reply was checked by an abrupt movement on the part of Mr. Spragg. There was a perceptible pause, during which Moffatt's bright black glance rested questioningly on Ralph; then he looked again at the older man, and their eyes held each other for a silent moment.

Moffatt seemed ready to respond, but his answer was interrupted by a sudden movement from Mr. Spragg. There was a noticeable pause, during which Moffatt's sharp black gaze focused curiously on Ralph; then he turned back to the older man, and their eyes locked for a quiet moment.

"Why, no—not as I'm aware of, Mr. Marvell," Moffatt said, addressing himself amicably to Ralph. "Better late than never, though—and I hope to have the pleasure soon again."

"Not that I know of, Mr. Marvell," Moffatt said, speaking kindly to Ralph. "Better late than never, though—and I hope to enjoy your company again soon."

He divided a nod between the two men, and passed into the outer office, where they heard him addressing the stenographer in a strain of exaggerated gallantry.

He gave a nod to both men and walked into the outer office, where they heard him speaking to the stenographer in an overly charming tone.

XI

The July sun enclosed in a ring of fire the ilex grove of a villa in the hills near Siena.

The July sun surrounded the ilex grove of a villa in the hills near Siena with a ring of fire.

Below, by the roadside, the long yellow house seemed to waver and palpitate in the glare; but steep by steep, behind it, the cool ilex-dusk mounted to the ledge where Ralph Marvell, stretched on his back in the grass, lay gazing up at a black reticulation of branches between which bits of sky gleamed with the hardness and brilliancy of blue enamel.

Below, by the roadside, the long yellow house seemed to flicker and pulse in the bright light; but step by step, behind it, the cool shade of the ilex trees rose to the edge where Ralph Marvell, lying on his back in the grass, stared up at a dark pattern of branches where patches of sky shone with the intensity and brightness of blue enamel.

Up there too the air was thick with heat; but compared with the white fire below it was a dim and tempered warmth, like that of the churches in which he and Undine sometimes took refuge at the height of the torrid days.

Up there, the air was hot, but compared to the blinding heat below, it felt cooler and more bearable, like the warmth of the churches where he and Undine occasionally found shelter during the hottest days.

Ralph loved the heavy Italian summer, as he had loved the light spring days leading up to it: the long line of dancing days that had drawn them on and on ever since they had left their ship at Naples four months earlier. Four months of beauty, changeful, inexhaustible, weaving itself about him in shapes of softness and strength; and beside him, hand in hand with him, embodying that spirit of shifting magic, the radiant creature through whose eyes he saw it. This was what their hastened marriage had blessed them with, giving them leisure, before summer came, to penetrate to remote folds of the southern mountains, to linger in the shade of Sicilian orange-groves, and finally, travelling by slow stages to the Adriatic, to reach the central hill-country where even in July they might hope for a breathable air.

Ralph loved the warm Italian summer, just like he had loved the bright spring days that led up to it: the long series of joyful days that had kept them going ever since they had left their ship in Naples four months earlier. Four months of beauty, ever-changing and endless, wrapping around him in forms of softness and strength; and beside him, hand in hand, embodying that magical spirit, was the radiant person through whose eyes he experienced it all. This was the gift of their rushed marriage, giving them the chance, before summer arrived, to explore the hidden valleys of the southern mountains, to relax in the shade of Sicilian orange groves, and finally, traveling slowly to the Adriatic, to arrive at the central hill country where even in July they could expect breathable air.

To Ralph the Sienese air was not only breathable but intoxicating. The sun, treading the earth like a vintager, drew from it heady fragrances, crushed out of it new colours. All the values of the temperate landscape were reversed: the noon high-lights were whiter but the shadows had unimagined colour. On the blackness of cork and ilex and cypress lay the green and purple lustres, the coppery iridescences, of old bronze; and night after night the skies were wine-blue and bubbling with stars. Ralph said to himself that no one who had not seen Italy thus prostrate beneath the sun knew what secret treasures she could yield.

To Ralph, the air in Siena was not just breathable but also intoxicating. The sun, like a winemaker, pulled rich fragrances from the earth and brought out vibrant colors. All the values of the temperate landscape were flipped: the bright midday light was whiter, but the shadows were filled with unexpected colors. On the dark surfaces of cork, holm oak, and cypress, there were green and purple glimmers, and the shimmering hues of aged bronze; and every night, the skies were a deep blue, sparkling with stars. Ralph thought to himself that no one who hadn’t seen Italy laid out like this beneath the sun could truly understand the hidden treasures it had to offer.

As he lay there, fragments of past states of emotion, fugitive felicities of thought and sensation, rose and floated on the surface of his thoughts. It was one of those moments when the accumulated impressions of life converge on heart and brain, elucidating, enlacing each other, in a mysterious confusion of beauty. He had had glimpses of such a state before, of such mergings of the personal with the general life that one felt one's self a mere wave on the wild stream of being, yet thrilled with a sharper sense of individuality than can be known within the mere bounds of the actual. But now he knew the sensation in its fulness, and with it came the releasing power of language. Words were flashing like brilliant birds through the boughs overhead; he had but to wave his magic wand to have them flutter down to him. Only they were so beautiful up there, weaving their fantastic flights against the blue, that it was pleasanter, for the moment, to watch them and let the wand lie.

As he lay there, bits and pieces of past emotions, fleeting joys of thought and feeling, surfaced in his mind. It was one of those moments when all the experiences of life come together in heart and mind, illuminating and intertwining with each other in a beautifully confusing way. He had glimpsed this state before, where the personal merged with the universal, making one feel like just a wave in the wild stream of existence, yet more aware of their individuality than what can be felt within the limits of reality. But now he experienced the sensation fully, and with it came the freeing power of language. Words flew like vibrant birds through the branches above him; he just needed to wave his magic wand to have them flutter down to him. Yet they were so beautiful up there, dancing against the blue sky, that it felt nicer, for the moment, to watch them and let the wand rest.

He stared up at the pattern they made till his eyes ached with excess of light; then he changed his position and looked at his wife.

He looked up at the pattern they created until his eyes hurt from the brightness; then he shifted his position and glanced at his wife.

Undine, near by, leaned against a gnarled tree with the slightly constrained air of a person unused to sylvan abandonments. Her beautiful back could not adapt itself to the irregularities of the tree-trunk, and she moved a little now and then in the effort to find an easier position. But her expression was serene, and Ralph, looking up at her through drowsy lids, thought her face had never been more exquisite.

Undine leaned against a twisted tree nearby, looking a bit stiff, like someone not used to being out in nature. Her lovely back couldn’t quite adjust to the unevenness of the trunk, and she shifted slightly from time to time, trying to find a more comfortable spot. But her face was calm, and Ralph, gazing at her with heavy eyelids, thought her face had never looked more beautiful.

"You look as cool as a wave," he said, reaching out for the hand on her knee. She let him have it, and he drew it closer, scrutinizing it as if it had been a bit of precious porcelain or ivory. It was small and soft, a mere featherweight, a puff-ball of a hand—not quick and thrilling, not a speaking hand, but one to be fondled and dressed in rings, and to leave a rosy blur in the brain. The fingers were short and tapering, dimpled at the base, with nails as smooth as rose-leaves. Ralph lifted them one by one, like a child playing with piano-keys, but they were inelastic and did not spring back far—only far enough to show the dimples.

"You look as cool as a wave," he said, reaching for the hand resting on her knee. She let him take it, and he pulled it closer, examining it as if it were a piece of fine porcelain or ivory. It was small and soft, lightweight, like a little puff-ball—not lively or expressive, but a hand meant to be caressed and adorned with rings, leaving a warm impression in one's mind. The fingers were short and slim, with little dimples at the base, and nails as smooth as rose petals. Ralph lifted them one by one, like a child playing with piano keys, but they were not very elastic and didn’t spring back much—just enough to reveal the dimples.

He turned the hand over and traced the course of its blue veins from the wrist to the rounding of the palm below the fingers; then he put a kiss in the warm hollow between. The upper world had vanished: his universe had shrunk to the palm of a hand. But there was no sense of diminution. In the mystic depths whence his passion sprang, earthly dimensions were ignored and the curve of beauty was boundless enough to hold whatever the imagination could pour into it. Ralph had never felt more convinced of his power to write a great poem; but now it was Undine's hand which held the magic wand of expression.

He turned the hand over and followed the path of its blue veins from the wrist to the curve of the palm below the fingers; then he placed a kiss in the warm space between. The outside world had disappeared: his universe had shrunk to the palm of a hand. But there was no feeling of loss. In the deep, mysterious place from which his passion came, earthly limits didn’t matter, and the curve of beauty was vast enough to contain everything his imagination could bring. Ralph had never felt more sure of his ability to write a great poem; but now it was Undine's hand that held the magic wand of expression.

She stirred again uneasily, answering his last words with a faint accent of reproach.

She stirred again restlessly, responding to his last words with a slight tone of accusation.

"I don't FEEL cool. You said there'd be a breeze up here.".

"I don't feel cool. You said there would be a breeze up here."

He laughed.

He chuckled.

"You poor darling! Wasn't it ever as hot as this in Apex?"

"You poor thing! Has it ever been this hot in Apex?"

She withdrew her hand with a slight grimace.

She pulled her hand back with a small grimace.

"Yes—but I didn't marry you to go back to Apex!"

"Yes—but I didn't marry you to return to Apex!"

Ralph laughed again; then he lifted himself on his elbow and regained the hand. "I wonder what you DID marry me for?"

Ralph laughed again, then propped himself up on his elbow and took back the hand. "I wonder why you really married me?"

"Mercy! It's too hot for conundrums." She spoke without impatience, but with a lassitude less joyous than his.

"Wow! It's too hot for puzzles." She said it without frustration, but with a tiredness that seemed less cheerful than his.

He roused himself. "Do you really mind the heat so much? We'll go, if you do."

He woke up. "Do you seriously mind the heat that much? We'll leave if you do."

She sat up eagerly. "Go to Switzerland, you mean?"

She sat up excitedly. "You mean go to Switzerland?"

"Well, I hadn't taken quite as long a leap. I only meant we might drive back to Siena."

"Well, I hadn't taken as big of a leap. I just meant we could drive back to Siena."

She relapsed listlessly against her tree-trunk. "Oh, Siena's hotter than this."

She slumped wearily against her tree. "Oh, Siena is hotter than this."

"We could go and sit in the cathedral—it's always cool there at sunset."

"We could go and sit in the cathedral—it's always cool there at sunset."

"We've sat in the cathedral at sunset every day for a week."

"We've sat in the cathedral at sunset every day for a week."

"Well, what do you say to stopping at Lecceto on the way? I haven't shown you Lecceto yet; and the drive back by moonlight would be glorious."

"Well, how about we stop at Lecceto on the way? I haven't taken you to Lecceto yet, and the drive back in the moonlight would be amazing."

This woke her to a slight show of interest. "It might be nice—but where could we get anything to eat?"

This made her show a little interest. "It could be nice—but where can we find something to eat?"

Ralph laughed again. "I don't believe we could. You're too practical."

Ralph laughed again. "I don't think we could. You're too practical."

"Well, somebody's got to be. And the food in the hotel is too disgusting if we're not on time."

"Well, someone has to be. And the food at the hotel is too gross if we’re not on time."

"I admit that the best of it has usually been appropriated by the extremely good-looking cavalry-officer who's so keen to know you."

"I admit that the best of it has usually been taken by the really attractive cavalry officer who seems so eager to get to know you."

Undine's face brightened. "You know he's not a Count; he's a Marquis. His name's Roviano; his palace in Rome is in the guide-books, and he speaks English beautifully. Celeste found out about him from the headwaiter," she said, with the security of one who treats of recognized values.

Undine's face lit up. "You know he's not a Count; he's a Marquis. His name's Roviano; his palace in Rome is in the guidebooks, and he speaks English wonderfully. Celeste learned about him from the headwaiter," she said, confidently discussing something well-known.

Marvell, sitting upright, reached lazily across the grass for his hat. "Then there's all the more reason for rushing back to defend our share." He spoke in the bantering tone which had become the habitual expression of his tenderness; but his eyes softened as they absorbed in a last glance the glimmering submarine light of the ancient grove, through which Undine's figure wavered nereid-like above him.

Marvell, sitting up straight, reached lazily across the grass for his hat. "Then there's even more reason to hurry back and defend our share." He spoke in a teasing tone that had become his usual way of showing affection; but his eyes softened as they took in one last look at the shimmering, underwater light of the ancient grove, where Undine's figure floated above him like a water nymph.

"You never looked your name more than you do now," he said, kneeling at her side and putting his arm about her. She smiled back a little vaguely, as if not seizing his allusion, and being content to let it drop into the store of unexplained references which had once stimulated her curiosity but now merely gave her leisure to think of other things. But her smile was no less lovely for its vagueness, and indeed, to Ralph, the loveliness was enhanced by the latent doubt. He remembered afterward that at that moment the cup of life seemed to brim over.

"You’ve never looked more like your name than you do right now," he said, kneeling beside her and wrapping his arm around her. She smiled back, a bit confused, as if she didn't quite get his reference, and was fine with letting it fade into the collection of unexplained moments that had once piqued her curiosity but now just gave her space to think about other things. But her smile was no less beautiful for its ambiguity, and in fact, to Ralph, the beauty was heightened by an underlying uncertainty. He would later recall that in that moment, it felt like the cup of life was overflowing.

"Come, dear—here or there—it's all divine!"

"Come on, dear—whether here or there—it’s all amazing!"

In the carriage, however, she remained insensible to the soft spell of the evening, noticing only the heat and dust, and saying, as they passed under the wooded cliff of Lecceto, that they might as well have stopped there after all, since with such a headache as she felt coming on she didn't care if she dined or not. Ralph looked up yearningly at the long walls overhead; but Undine's mood was hardly favourable to communion with such scenes, and he made no attempt to stop the carriage. Instead he presently said: "If you're tired of Italy, we've got the world to choose from."

In the carriage, though, she remained unaware of the calming beauty of the evening, only feeling the heat and dust. As they passed under the tree-covered cliff of Lecceto, she said they might as well have stopped there because with the headache that was coming on, she didn't care if she had dinner or not. Ralph looked up longingly at the tall walls above, but Undine wasn't in the mood to connect with such sights, so he didn't try to stop the carriage. Instead, he eventually said, "If you're tired of Italy, we've got the whole world to choose from."

She did not speak for a moment; then she said: "It's the heat I'm tired of. Don't people generally come here earlier?"

She didn’t say anything for a moment; then she said, “I’m just tired of the heat. Don’t people usually come here earlier?”

"Yes. That's why I chose the summer: so that we could have it all to ourselves."

"Yes. That's why I picked the summer: so we could have it all to ourselves."

She tried to put a note of reasonableness into her voice. "If you'd told me we were going everywhere at the wrong time, of course I could have arranged about my clothes."

She tried to sound reasonable. "If you'd let me know we were going everywhere at the wrong time, I could have managed my clothes."

"You poor darling! Let us, by all means, go to the place where the clothes will be right: they're too beautiful to be left out of our scheme of life."

"You poor thing! Let's definitely go to the place where the clothes are just right: they're too beautiful to leave out of our plans."

Her lips hardened. "I know you don't care how I look. But you didn't give me time to order anything before we were married, and I've got nothing but my last winter's things to wear."

Her lips tightened. "I know you don’t care about my appearance. But you didn’t give me time to get anything new before we got married, and all I have to wear are my old winter clothes."

Ralph smiled. Even his subjugated mind perceived the inconsistency of Undine's taxing him with having hastened their marriage; but her variations on the eternal feminine still enchanted him.

Ralph smiled. Even his subdued mind noticed the contradiction in Undine blaming him for rushing their marriage; but her changes in the eternal feminine still captivated him.

"We'll go wherever you please—you make every place the one place," he said, as if he were humouring an irresistible child.

"We'll go wherever you want—you make every place special," he said, as if he were indulging a charming child.

"To Switzerland, then? Celeste says St. Moritz is too heavenly," exclaimed Undine, who gathered her ideas of Europe chiefly from the conversation of her experienced attendant.

"Heading to Switzerland, then? Celeste says St. Moritz is too amazing," exclaimed Undine, who formed her ideas of Europe mainly from the discussions with her knowledgeable attendant.

"One can be cool short of the Engadine. Why not go south again—say to
Capri?"

"One can be cool just short of the Engadine. Why not head south again—let's say to
Capri?"

"Capri? Is that the island we saw from Naples, where the artists go?" She drew her brows together. "It would be simply awful getting there in this heat."

"Capri? Is that the island we saw from Naples, where the artists go?" She frowned. "It would be just awful getting there in this heat."

"Well, then, I know a little place in Switzerland where one can still get away from the crowd, and we can sit and look at a green water-fall while I lie in wait for adjectives."

"Well, I know a little spot in Switzerland where you can still escape the crowds, and we can sit and watch a green waterfall while I wait to come up with some adjectives."

Mr. Spragg's astonishment on learning that his son-in-law contemplated maintaining a household on the earnings of his Muse was still matter for pleasantry between the pair; and one of the humours of their first weeks together had consisted in picturing themselves as a primeval couple setting forth across a virgin continent and subsisting on the adjectives which Ralph was to trap for his epic. On this occasion, however, his wife did not take up the joke, and he remained silent while their carriage climbed the long dusty hill to the Fontebranda gate. He had seen her face droop as he suggested the possibility of an escape from the crowds in Switzerland, and it came to him, with the sharpness of a knife-thrust, that a crowd was what she wanted—that she was sick to death of being alone with him.

Mr. Spragg was shocked when he found out that his son-in-law planned to support a household based on his creative work, which became a running joke between them. In their first few weeks together, they enjoyed imagining themselves as a primitive couple venturing across an untouched land, living off the adjectives Ralph would collect for his epic. However, on this occasion, his wife didn’t join in on the humor, and he stayed quiet while their carriage climbed the long, dusty hill to the Fontebranda gate. He noticed her expression change when he mentioned the idea of escaping the crowds in Switzerland, and it hit him hard that what she really wanted was the opposite—a crowd. She was tired of being alone with him.

He sat motionless, staring ahead at the red-brown walls and towers on the steep above them. After all there was nothing sudden in his discovery. For weeks it had hung on the edge of consciousness, but he had turned from it with the heart's instinctive clinging to the unrealities by which it lives. Even now a hundred qualifying reasons rushed to his aid. They told him it was not of himself that Undine had wearied, but only of their present way of life. He had said a moment before, without conscious exaggeration, that her presence made any place the one place; yet how willingly would he have consented to share in such a life as she was leading before their marriage? And he had to acknowledge their months of desultory wandering from one remote Italian hill-top to another must have seemed as purposeless to her as balls and dinners would have been to him. An imagination like his, peopled with such varied images and associations, fed by so many currents from the long stream of human experience, could hardly picture the bareness of the small half-lit place in which his wife's spirit fluttered. Her mind was as destitute of beauty and mystery as the prairie school-house in which she had been educated; and her ideals seemed to Ralph as pathetic as the ornaments made of corks and cigar-bands with which her infant hands had been taught to adorn it. He was beginning to understand this, and learning to adapt himself to the narrow compass of her experience. The task of opening new windows in her mind was inspiring enough to give him infinite patience; and he would not yet own to himself that her pliancy and variety were imitative rather than spontaneous.

He sat still, looking at the reddish-brown walls and towers above him. There was nothing surprising about his realization. For weeks, it had been lurking at the back of his mind, but he had avoided it, instinctively holding on to the fantasies that gave him life. Even now, a hundred reasons flooded his thoughts. They told him it wasn't him who had worn Undine out, but just their current lifestyle. Moments earlier, he had said, without exaggerating, that her presence made anywhere feel like home; yet he would have eagerly joined her in the life she led before they got married, wouldn't he? He had to admit that their months of aimless wandering from one remote hilltop in Italy to another must have felt just as meaningless to her as parties and dinners would have to him. His imagination, filled with diverse images and experiences drawn from the rich tapestry of human life, could hardly grasp the emptiness of the dimly lit room where his wife's spirit drifted. Her mind lacked the beauty and mystery of the prairie schoolhouse where she had been educated, and her ideals seemed to Ralph as sad as the decorations made from corks and cigar bands that her young hands had been taught to create. He was starting to understand this and learning to adjust to the limited scope of her experiences. The challenge of opening up new perspectives in her mind was inspiring enough to fill him with endless patience, and he wouldn't yet admit to himself that her adaptability and variety were more imitative than genuine.

Meanwhile he had no desire to sacrifice her wishes to his, and it distressed him that he dared not confess his real reason for avoiding the Engadine. The truth was that their funds were shrinking faster than he had expected. Mr. Spragg, after bluntly opposing their hastened marriage on the ground that he was not prepared, at such short notice, to make the necessary provision for his daughter, had shortly afterward (probably, as Undine observed to Ralph, in consequence of a lucky "turn" in the Street) met their wishes with all possible liberality, bestowing on them a wedding in conformity with Mrs. Spragg's ideals and up to the highest standard of Mrs. Heeny's clippings, and pledging himself to provide Undine with an income adequate to so brilliant a beginning. It was understood that Ralph, on their return, should renounce the law for some more paying business; but this seemed the smallest of sacrifices to make for the privilege of calling Undine his wife; and besides, he still secretly hoped that, in the interval, his real vocation might declare itself in some work which would justify his adopting the life of letters.

Meanwhile, he didn't want to sacrifice her wishes for his, and he felt uncomfortable that he couldn’t admit his true reason for staying away from the Engadine. The truth was that their finances were dwindling faster than he had anticipated. Mr. Spragg, after bluntly opposing their rushed marriage because he wasn't prepared, at such short notice, to make the necessary arrangements for his daughter, had soon afterward (probably, as Undine pointed out to Ralph, due to a fortunate “turn” in the market) met their wishes with generosity, throwing them a wedding that aligned with Mrs. Spragg's ideals and met the high standards from Mrs. Heeny's clippings, and committing to provide Undine with an income that was enough for such a lavish start. It was understood that Ralph would give up law for a more profitable career upon their return; but that seemed a small price to pay for the chance to call Undine his wife; besides, he still secretly hoped that in the meantime, his true calling would reveal itself through some work that would justify his pursuit of a literary life.

He had assumed that Undine's allowance, with the addition of his own small income, would be enough to satisfy their needs. His own were few, and had always been within his means; but his wife's daily requirements, combined with her intermittent outbreaks of extravagance, had thrown out all his calculations, and they were already seriously exceeding their income.

He had thought that Undine's allowance, plus his own small income, would cover their needs. His own needs were minimal and had always fit his budget; however, his wife's daily expenses, along with her occasional splurges, had messed up all his plans, and they were already well over their income.

If any one had prophesied before his marriage that he would find it difficult to tell this to Undine he would have smiled at the suggestion; and during their first days together it had seemed as though pecuniary questions were the last likely to be raised between them. But his marital education had since made strides, and he now knew that a disregard for money may imply not the willingness to get on without it but merely a blind confidence that it will somehow be provided. If Undine, like the lilies of the field, took no care, it was not because her wants were as few but because she assumed that care would be taken for her by those whose privilege it was to enable her to unite floral insouciance with Sheban elegance.

If anyone had predicted before his marriage that he would find it hard to discuss this with Undine, he would have laughed at the idea; and during their first days together, it had seemed that money issues were the last thing they would bring up. But his experience in marriage had since evolved, and he now understood that ignoring money might not mean the desire to live without it, but simply a blind belief that it would somehow be available. If Undine, like the lilies in the field, didn’t worry, it wasn’t because she needed so little, but because she believed that someone else would take care of those needs for her, allowing her to blend carefree beauty with sophisticated style.

She had met Ralph's first note of warning with the assurance that she "didn't mean to worry"; and her tone implied that it was his business to do so for her. He certainly wanted to guard her from this as from all other cares; he wanted also, and still more passionately after the topic had once or twice recurred between them, to guard himself from the risk of judging where he still adored. These restraints to frankness kept him silent during the remainder of the drive, and when, after dinner, Undine again complained of her headache, he let her go up to her room and wandered out into the dimly lit streets to renewed communion with his problems.

She had responded to Ralph's first warning note confidently, saying she "didn't mean to worry," and her tone suggested it was his job to worry for her. He definitely wanted to protect her from this and all other concerns; he also wanted, even more intensely after the topic had come up a couple of times between them, to protect himself from the risk of judging what he still loved. These limits on honesty kept him quiet for the rest of the drive, and when Undine complained about her headache again after dinner, he let her go up to her room and went out into the softly lit streets to reconnect with his problems.

They hung on him insistently as darkness fell, and Siena grew vocal with that shrill diversity of sounds that breaks, on summer nights, from every cleft of the masonry in old Italian towns. Then the moon rose, unfolding depth by depth the lines of the antique land; and Ralph, leaning against an old brick parapet, and watching each silver-blue remoteness disclose itself between the dark masses of the middle distance, felt his spirit enlarged and pacified. For the first time, as his senses thrilled to the deep touch of beauty, he asked himself if out of these floating and fugitive vibrations he might not build something concrete and stable, if even such dull common cares as now oppressed him might not become the motive power of creation. If he could only, on the spot, do something with all the accumulated spoils of the last months—something that should both put money into his pocket and harmony into the rich confusion of his spirit! "I'll write—I'll write: that must be what the whole thing means," he said to himself, with a vague clutch at some solution which should keep him a little longer hanging half-way down the steep of disenchantment.

They kept clinging to him as darkness fell, and Siena started buzzing with that high-pitched mix of sounds that fills the air on summer nights in old Italian towns. Then the moon rose, gradually revealing the details of the ancient landscape; and Ralph, leaning against an old brick wall and watching the silver-blue distance emerge between the dark shapes in the middle ground, felt a sense of calm and expansion in his spirit. For the first time, as he absorbed the profound beauty around him, he wondered if he could create something tangible and lasting from these fleeting, ephemeral sensations, and if even the mundane worries that weighed him down could become the driving force for his creativity. If only he could, right then and there, do something with all the experiences he had accumulated over the past few months—something that would both fill his wallet and bring some order to the chaotic richness of his emotions! "I'll write—I'll write: that must be what this whole experience is about," he told himself, grasping at a vague solution that would allow him to linger a little longer on the edge of disillusionment.

He would have stayed on, heedless of time, to trace the ramifications of his idea in the complex beauty of the scene, but for the longing to share his mood with Undine. For the last few months every thought and sensation had been instantly transmuted into such emotional impulses and, though the currents of communication between himself and Undine were neither deep nor numerous, each fresh rush of feeling seemed strong enough to clear a way to her heart. He hurried back, almost breathlessly, to the inn; but even as he knocked at her door the subtle emanation of other influences seemed to arrest and chill him.

He would have stayed on, losing track of time, to explore the complexities of his idea in the beautiful scene, but he felt a strong desire to share his feelings with Undine. For the past few months, every thought and emotion had quickly turned into powerful impulses, and even though the connection between him and Undine wasn't very deep or frequent, each wave of feeling felt intense enough to reach her heart. He rushed back, nearly out of breath, to the inn; but just as he knocked on her door, the faint presence of other influences seemed to stop and freeze him.

She had put out the lamp, and sat by the window in the moonlight, her head propped on a listless hand. As Marvell entered she turned; then, without speaking, she looked away again.

She had turned off the lamp and sat by the window in the moonlight, her head resting on a weary hand. When Marvell walked in, she turned to him; then, without saying a word, she looked away again.

He was used to this mute reception, and had learned that it had no personal motive, but was the result of an extremely simplified social code. Mr. and Mrs. Spragg seldom spoke to each other when they met, and words of greeting seemed almost unknown to their domestic vocabulary. Marvell, at first, had fancied that his own warmth would call forth a response from his wife, who had been so quick to learn the forms of worldly intercourse; but he soon saw that she regarded intimacy as a pretext for escaping from such forms into a total absence of expression.

He was accustomed to this silent treatment and understood that it wasn't personal; rather, it stemmed from a very simplified social code. Mr. and Mrs. Spragg rarely spoke to each other when they met, and greetings seemed almost nonexistent in their daily life. At first, Marvell thought that his warmth would prompt a reaction from his wife, who had quickly mastered the conventions of social interaction. However, he soon realized that she viewed closeness as a reason to evade those conventions, opting instead for complete emotional detachment.

To-night, however, he felt another meaning in her silence, and perceived that she intended him to feel it. He met it by silence, but of a different kind; letting his nearness speak for him as he knelt beside her and laid his cheek against hers. She seemed hardly aware of the gesture; but to that he was also used. She had never shown any repugnance to his tenderness, but such response as it evoked was remote and Ariel-like, suggesting, from the first, not so much of the recoil of ignorance as the coolness of the element from which she took her name.

To night, though, he sensed a different meaning in her silence and realized she wanted him to recognize it. He responded with silence, but a different kind; letting his closeness communicate for him as he knelt beside her and pressed his cheek against hers. She barely seemed to notice the gesture, but he was used to that. She had never shown any dislike for his affection, but the response it brought out was distant and ethereal, hinting, from the very beginning, not so much at the withdrawal of ignorance but at the chill of the element from which she got her name.

As he pressed her to him she seemed to grow less impassive and he felt her resign herself like a tired child. He held his breath, not daring to break the spell.

As he pulled her close, she appeared to become less indifferent, and he sensed her giving in like a weary child. He held his breath, afraid to disrupt the moment.

At length he whispered: "I've just seen such a wonderful thing—I wish you'd been with me!"

At last, he whispered, "I just saw something amazing—I wish you could have been there with me!"

"What sort of a thing?" She turned her head with a faint show of interest.

"What kind of thing?" She turned her head with a slight hint of interest.

"A—I don't know—a vision…. It came to me out there just now with the moonrise."

"A—I don't know—a vision…. It just came to me out there with the moonrise."

"A vision?" Her interest flagged. "I never cared much about spirits. Mother used to try to drag me to seances—but they always made me sleepy."

"A vision?" Her interest waned. "I never really cared about spirits. Mom would try to drag me to seances—but they always made me feel sleepy."

Ralph laughed. "I don't mean a dead spirit but a living one! I saw the vision of a book I mean to do. It came to me suddenly, magnificently, swooped down on me as that big white moon swooped down on the black landscape, tore at me like a great white eagle-like the bird of Jove! After all, imagination WAS the eagle that devoured Prometheus!"

Ralph laughed. "I don't mean a ghost but a real one! I had this vision of a book I want to write. It hit me all at once, beautifully, just like that big white moon coming down on the dark landscape, gripping me like a huge white eagle—like the bird of Zeus! After all, imagination WAS the eagle that devoured Prometheus!"

She drew away abruptly, and the bright moonlight showed him the apprehension in her face. "You're not going to write a book HERE?"

She pulled back suddenly, and the bright moonlight revealed the worry on her face. "You're not going to write a book HERE?"

He stood up and wandered away a step or two; then he turned and came back. "Of course not here. Wherever you want. The main point is that it's come to me—no, that it's come BACK to me! For it's all these months together, it's all our happiness—it's the meaning of life that I've found, and it's you, dearest, you who've given it to me!"

He stood up and walked away a couple of steps; then he turned and came back. "Of course not here. Wherever you want. The important thing is that it's come to me—no, that it’s come BACK to me! After all these months together, all our happiness—it's the meaning of life that I've found, and it's you, my dearest, you who’ve given it to me!"

He dropped down beside her again; but she disengaged herself and he heard a little sob in her throat.

He sat down next to her again, but she pulled away and he heard a small sob in her throat.

"Undine—what's the matter?"

"Undine—what's wrong?"

"Nothing…I don't know…I suppose I'm homesick…"

"Nothing... I don't know... I guess I'm feeling homesick..."

"Homesick? You poor darling! You're tired of travelling? What is it?"

"Homesick? You poor thing! Are you tired of traveling? What’s going on?"

"I don't know…I don't like Europe…it's not what I expected, and I think it's all too dreadfully dreary!" The words broke from her in a long wail of rebellion.

"I don't know... I don't like Europe... it's not what I expected, and I think it's all just so incredibly gloomy!" The words escaped her in a long cry of defiance.

Marvell gazed at her perplexedly. It seemed strange that such unguessed thoughts should have been stirring in the heart pressed to his. "It's less interesting than you expected—or less amusing? Is that it?"

Marvell looked at her in confusion. It felt odd that such unexpected thoughts were brewing in the heart that was pressed against his. "Is it less interesting than you thought—or not as funny? Is that it?"

"It's dirty and ugly—all the towns we've been to are disgustingly dirty. I loathe the smells and the beggars. I'm sick and tired of the stuffy rooms in the hotels. I thought it would all be so splendid—but New York's ever so much nicer!"

"It's dirty and ugly—all the towns we've been to are grossly dirty. I can't stand the smells and the beggars. I'm fed up with the cramped rooms in the hotels. I thought it would all be so amazing—but New York is so much nicer!"

"Not New York in July?"

"Not NYC in July?"

"I don't care—there are the roof-gardens, anyway; and there are always people round. All these places seem as if they were dead. It's all like some awful cemetery."

"I don't care—there are the roof gardens, anyway; and there are always people around. All these places feel like they’re lifeless. It's all like some terrible cemetery."

A sense of compunction checked Marvell's laughter. "Don't cry, dear—don't! I see, I understand. You're lonely and the heat has tired you out. It IS dull here; awfully dull; I've been stupid not to feel it. But we'll start at once—we'll get out of it."

A feeling of guilt stopped Marvell's laughter. "Don't cry, dear—please! I get it, I understand. You're feeling lonely and the heat has worn you out. It is boring here; really boring; I've been foolish not to notice it. But we'll leave right away—we'll escape this."

She brightened instantly. "We'll go up to Switzerland?"

She instantly lit up. "Are we going to Switzerland?"

"We'll go up to Switzerland." He had a fleeting glimpse of the quiet place with the green water-fall, where he might have made tryst with his vision; then he turned his mind from it and said: "We'll go just where you want. How soon can you be ready to start?"

"We'll head to Switzerland." He briefly imagined the peaceful spot with the green waterfall, where he could have met his vision; then he pushed the thought away and said, "We'll go wherever you want. How soon can you be ready to leave?"

"Oh, to-morrow—the first thing to-morrow! I'll make Celeste get out of bed now and pack. Can we go right through to St. Moritz? I'd rather sleep in the train than in another of these awful places."

"Oh, tomorrow—the first thing tomorrow! I'll make Celeste get out of bed now and pack. Can we go straight to St. Moritz? I'd rather sleep on the train than in another one of these awful places."

She was on her feet in a flash, her face alight, her hair waving and floating about her as though it rose on her happy heart-beats.

She was up on her feet instantly, her face glowing, her hair waving and floating around her as if it was lifted by her joyful heartbeats.

"Oh, Ralph, it's SWEET of you, and I love you!" she cried out, letting him take her to his breast.

"Oh, Ralph, that's so sweet of you, and I love you!" she exclaimed, letting him pull her into his embrace.

XII

In the quiet place with the green water-fall Ralph's vision might have kept faith with him; but how could he hope to surprise it in the midsummer crowds of St. Moritz? Undine, at any rate, had found there what she wanted; and when he was at her side, and her radiant smile included him, every other question was in abeyance. But there were hours of solitary striding over bare grassy slopes, face to face with the ironic interrogation of sky and mountains, when his anxieties came back, more persistent and importunate. Sometimes they took the form of merely material difficulties. How, for instance, was he to meet the cost of their ruinous suite at the Engadine Palace while he awaited Mr. Spragg's next remittance? And once the hotel bills were paid, what would be left for the journey back to Paris, the looming expenses there, the price of the passage to America? These questions would fling him back on the thought of his projected book, which was, after all, to be what the masterpieces of literature had mostly been—a pot-boiler. Well! Why not? Did not the worshipper always heap the rarest essences on the altar of his divinity? Ralph still rejoiced in the thought of giving back to Undine something of the beauty of their first months together. But even on his solitary walks the vision eluded him; and he could spare so few hours to its pursuit!

In the quiet spot by the green waterfall, Ralph's hopes might have had a chance; but how could he expect to find it amid the summer crowds of St. Moritz? Undine, at least, had discovered what she needed there; and when he stood by her side, her bright smile including him, all other questions faded away. However, there were hours spent walking alone over bare, grassy slopes, facing the ironic challenge posed by the sky and mountains, when his worries returned, more nagging and urgent. Sometimes they took the form of real financial challenges. For instance, how was he supposed to cover the cost of their expensive suite at the Engadine Palace while waiting for Mr. Spragg's next payment? And after settling the hotel bills, what would be left for the trip back to Paris, the upcoming expenses there, and the ticket price to America? These thoughts would push him back to the idea of his planned book, which, after all, was meant to be like most literary masterpieces—a money-maker. Well! Why not? Didn't a devotee always offer the finest ingredients at the altar of their god? Ralph still took joy in the idea of giving Undine a glimpse of the beauty from their first months together. But even during his solitary walks, the vision slipped away from him; and he could spare so little time to chase it!

Undine's days were crowded, and it was still a matter of course that where she went he should follow. He had risen visibly in her opinion since they had been absorbed into the life of the big hotels, and she had seen that his command of foreign tongues put him at an advantage even in circles where English was generally spoken if not understood. Undine herself, hampered by her lack of languages, was soon drawn into the group of compatriots who struck the social pitch of their hotel.

Undine's days were busy, and it was expected that wherever she went, he would follow. She had grown to think more highly of him since they became part of the life at the big hotels, and she realized that his ability to speak foreign languages gave him an edge even in circles where English was commonly spoken, if not always understood. Undine herself, limited by her lack of language skills, quickly found herself among the group of fellow countrymen who set the social tone of their hotel.

Their types were familiar enough to Ralph, who had taken their measure in former wanderings, and come across their duplicates in every scene of continental idleness. Foremost among them was Mrs. Harvey Shallum, a showy Parisianized figure, with a small wax-featured husband whose ultra-fashionable clothes seemed a tribute to his wife's importance rather than the mark of his personal taste. Mr. Shallum, in fact, could not be said to have any personal bent. Though he conversed with a colourless fluency in the principal European tongues, he seldom exercised his gift except in intercourse with hotel-managers and head-waiters; and his long silences were broken only by resigned allusions to the enormities he had suffered at the hands of this gifted but unscrupulous class.

Their types were familiar enough to Ralph, who had gotten to know them in previous travels and encountered their counterparts in every scene of continental leisure. Foremost among them was Mrs. Harvey Shallum, a flashy Parisian figure, accompanied by her small, waxy-featured husband, whose ultra-fashionable outfits seemed more of a nod to his wife's significance than a reflection of his own taste. Mr. Shallum, in fact, had no discernible personal style. Although he spoke various European languages with unremarkable ease, he rarely used this ability except when dealing with hotel managers and head waiters; his long silences were interrupted only by resigned remarks about the outrageous experiences he endured at the hands of this talented but unscrupulous group.

Mrs. Shallum, though in command of but a few verbs, all of which, on her lips, became irregular, managed to express a polyglot personality as vivid as her husband's was effaced. Her only idea of intercourse with her kind was to organize it into bands and subject it to frequent displacements; and society smiled at her for these exertions like an infant vigorously rocked. She saw at once Undine's value as a factor in her scheme, and the two formed an alliance on which Ralph refrained from shedding the cold light of depreciation. It was a point of honour with him not to seem to disdain any of Undine's amusements: the noisy interminable picnics, the hot promiscuous balls, the concerts, bridge-parties and theatricals which helped to disguise the difference between the high Alps and Paris or New York. He told himself that there is always a Narcissus-element in youth, and that what Undine really enjoyed was the image of her own charm mirrored in the general admiration. With her quick perceptions and adaptabilities she would soon learn to care more about the quality of the reflecting surface; and meanwhile no criticism of his should mar her pleasure.

Mrs. Shallum, even though she only knew a few verbs, which all became irregular when she used them, managed to show a colorful personality that was as vibrant as her husband’s was bland. Her idea of interaction with others was to organize social gatherings into groups and frequently mix things up; society reacted to her efforts with the same affection an infant has when being rocked. She quickly recognized Undine's value in her plans, and the two formed a partnership that Ralph chose not to criticize. He felt it was important not to dismiss any of Undine's interests: the noisy, endless picnics, the hot and chaotic dance parties, the concerts, bridge games, and theatrical performances that helped blur the lines between the high Alps and Paris or New York. He reminded himself that youth often carries a narcissistic trait, and that what Undine truly enjoyed was seeing her own charm reflected in the admiration of others. With her quick insights and adaptability, she would soon start to care more about the quality of that reflection; in the meantime, he wouldn’t let any of his criticisms ruin her enjoyment.

The appearance at their hotel of the cavalry-officer from Siena was a not wholly agreeable surprise; but even after the handsome Marquis had been introduced to Undine, and had whirled her through an evening's dances, Ralph was not seriously disturbed. Husband and wife had grown closer to each other since they had come to St. Moritz, and in the brief moments she could give him Undine was now always gay and approachable. Her fitful humours had vanished, and she showed qualities of comradeship that seemed the promise of a deeper understanding. But this very hope made him more subject to her moods, more fearful of disturbing the harmony between them. Least of all could he broach the subject of money: he had too keen a memory of the way her lips could narrow, and her eyes turn from him as if he were a stranger.

The arrival of the cavalry officer from Siena at their hotel was a somewhat unwelcome surprise; however, even after the charming Marquis had been introduced to Undine and had danced with her all evening, Ralph was not really bothered. Since arriving in St. Moritz, husband and wife had grown closer, and in the rare moments she could spare him, Undine was now always cheerful and easy to talk to. Her unpredictable moods had disappeared, and she showed signs of companionship that hinted at a deeper understanding. But this very hope made him more susceptible to her moods, and more anxious about upsetting the balance between them. He especially couldn’t bring up the topic of money; he remembered too well how her lips would press together and her eyes would shift away from him as if he were a stranger.

It was a different matter that one day brought the look he feared to her face. She had announced her intention of going on an excursion with Mrs. Shallum and three or four of the young men who formed the nucleus of their shifting circle, and for the first time she did not ask Ralph if he were coming; but he felt no resentment at being left out. He was tired of these noisy assaults on the high solitudes, and the prospect of a quiet afternoon turned his thoughts to his book. Now if ever there seemed a chance of recapturing the moonlight vision…

It was a different situation that eventually brought the expression he dreaded to her face. She had announced her plan to go on a trip with Mrs. Shallum and a few of the young men who made up their ever-changing group, and for the first time, she didn't ask Ralph if he was going. However, he didn’t feel upset about being excluded. He was tired of these loud adventures into the serene outdoors, and the idea of a peaceful afternoon led his thoughts back to his book. Now, if there was ever a chance to recapture that moonlit vision…

From his balcony he looked down on the assembling party. Mrs. Shallum was already screaming bilingually at various windows in the long facade; and Undine presently came out of the hotel with the Marchese Roviano and two young English diplomatists. Slim and tall in her trim mountain garb, she made the ornate Mrs. Shallum look like a piece of ambulant upholstery. The high air brightened her cheeks and struck new lights from her hair, and Ralph had never seen her so touched with morning freshness. The party was not yet complete, and he felt a movement of annoyance when he recognized, in the last person to join it, a Russian lady of cosmopolitan notoriety whom he had run across in his unmarried days, and as to whom he had already warned Undine. Knowing what strange specimens from the depths slip through the wide meshes of the watering-place world, he had foreseen that a meeting with the Baroness Adelschein was inevitable; but he had not expected her to become one of his wife's intimate circle.

From his balcony, he looked down at the gathering party. Mrs. Shallum was already bilingual-screaming at various windows in the long building; and Undine soon came out of the hotel with Marchese Roviano and two young English diplomats. Slim and tall in her stylish mountain outfit, she made the elaborate Mrs. Shallum look like a piece of moving furniture. The crisp air brightened her cheeks and brought out new highlights in her hair, and Ralph had never seen her so radiant with morning freshness. The party wasn't complete yet, and he felt a twinge of annoyance when he recognized the last person to join: a Russian lady of mixed fame he had encountered during his single days, and whom he had already cautioned Undine about. Knowing what unexpected characters can slip through the loose connections of vacation resort society, he had predicted that a meeting with Baroness Adelschein was unavoidable; but he hadn't expected her to become part of his wife's close circle.

When the excursionists had started he turned back to his writing-table and tried to take up his work; but he could not fix his thoughts: they were far away, in pursuit of Undine. He had been but five months married, and it seemed, after all, rather soon for him to be dropped out of such excursions as unquestioningly as poor Harvey Shallum. He smiled away this first twinge of jealousy, but the irritation it left found a pretext in his displeasure at Undine's choice of companions. Mrs. Shallum grated on his taste, but she was as open to inspection as a shop-window, and he was sure that time would teach his wife the cheapness of what she had to show. Roviano and the Englishmen were well enough too: frankly bent on amusement, but pleasant and well-bred. But they would naturally take their tone from the women they were with; and Madame Adelschein's tone was notorious. He knew also that Undine's faculty of self-defense was weakened by the instinct of adapting herself to whatever company she was in, of copying "the others" in speech and gesture as closely as she reflected them in dress; and he was disturbed by the thought of what her ignorance might expose her to.

When the group had left, he turned back to his writing desk and tried to focus on his work, but he couldn't concentrate; his mind was elsewhere, chasing after Undine. He had been married for only five months, and it felt a bit soon for him to be left out of outings like poor Harvey Shallum was. He brushed off the first pang of jealousy, but the frustration it left behind found a reason in his annoyance at Undine's choice of friends. Mrs. Shallum wasn’t his type, but she was as transparent as a shop window, and he was confident that, in time, his wife would realize how superficial her life choices were. Roviano and the Englishmen were fine too: they were openly looking for fun, but they were nice and well-mannered. Still, they would naturally follow the women they were with; and Madame Adelschein’s behavior was widely known. He also recognized that Undine’s ability to stand up for herself was weakened by her tendency to adjust to whatever crowd she was with, mimicking "the others" in speech and mannerisms just as she mirrored them in her clothing; and he felt uneasy about what her lack of understanding might lead to.

She came back late, flushed with her long walk, her face all sparkle and mystery, as he had seen it in the first days of their courtship; and the look somehow revived his irritated sense of having been intentionally left out of the party.

She returned late, her cheeks rosy from the long walk, her face full of excitement and intrigue, just like it had been during the early days of their dating; and the expression brought back his annoying feeling of having been deliberately excluded from the fun.

"You've been gone forever. Was it the Adelschein who made you go such lengths?" he asked her, trying to keep to his usual joking tone.

"You've been gone forever. Was it the Adelschein that made you take such extreme measures?" he asked her, trying to maintain his usual joking tone.

Undine, as she dropped down on the sofa and unpinned her hat, shed on him the light of her guileless gaze.

Undine, as she plopped down on the sofa and took off her hat, gave him the brightness of her innocent gaze.

"I don't know: everybody was amusing. The Marquis is awfully bright."

"I don't know; everyone was entertaining. The Marquis is really sharp."

"I'd no idea you or Bertha Shallum knew Madame Adelschein well enough to take her off with you in that way."

"I had no idea you or Bertha Shallum were close enough to Madame Adelschein to take her with you like that."

Undine sat absently smoothing the tuft of glossy cock's-feathers in her hat.

Undine sat mindlessly smoothing the cluster of shiny feathers from a rooster in her hat.

"I don't see that you've got to know people particularly well to go for a walk with them. The Baroness is awfully bright too."

"I don’t think you need to know someone really well to go for a walk with them. The Baroness is really smart, too."

She always gave her acquaintances their titles, seeming not, in this respect, to have noticed that a simpler form prevailed.

She always referred to her acquaintances by their titles, seemingly unaware that a simpler approach was more common.

"I don't dispute the interest of what she says; but I've told you what decent people think of what she does," Ralph retorted, exasperated by what seemed a wilful pretense of ignorance.

"I don’t argue with the interest of what she says; but I've told you how decent people feel about what she does," Ralph shot back, frustrated by what seemed like a deliberate feigned ignorance.

She continued to scrutinize him with her clear eyes, in which there was no shadow of offense.

She kept looking at him closely with her clear eyes, which showed no hint of offense.

"You mean they don't want to go round with her? You're mistaken: it's not true. She goes round with everybody. She dined last night with the Grand Duchess; Roviano told me so."

"You think they don't want to hang out with her? You're wrong: that's not true. She hangs out with everyone. She had dinner last night with the Grand Duchess; Roviano told me that."

This was not calculated to make Ralph take a more tolerant view of the question.

This didn’t help Ralph become more open-minded about the issue.

"Does he also tell you what's said of her?"

"Does he also tell you what people say about her?"

"What's said of her?" Undine's limpid glance rebuked him. "Do you mean that disgusting scandal you told me about? Do you suppose I'd let him talk to me about such things? I meant you're mistaken about her social position. He says she goes everywhere."

"What's being said about her?" Undine's clear gaze reprimanded him. "Are you referring to that awful rumor you mentioned? Do you really think I'd let him talk to me about that? I meant you're wrong about her social status. He claims she gets invited everywhere."

Ralph laughed impatiently. "No doubt Roviano's an authority; but it doesn't happen to be his business to choose your friends for you."

Ralph laughed with annoyance. "Sure, Roviano knows a lot; but it's not his job to pick your friends for you."

Undine echoed his laugh. "Well, I guess I don't need anybody to do that: I can do it myself," she said, with the good-humoured curtness that was the habitual note of intercourse with the Spraggs.

Undine laughed in response. "I guess I don't need anyone to do that: I can handle it myself," she said, with the cheerful bluntness that was her usual way of interacting with the Spraggs.

Ralph sat down beside her and laid a caressing touch on her shoulder. "No, you can't, you foolish child. You know nothing of this society you're in; of its antecedents, its rules, its conventions; and it's my affair to look after you, and warn you when you're on the wrong track."

Ralph sat down next to her and gently touched her shoulder. "No, you can't, you silly child. You know nothing about the society you're in; its history, its rules, its norms; and it's my responsibility to take care of you and to warn you when you're heading in the wrong direction."

"Mercy, what a solemn speech!" She shrugged away his hand without ill-temper. "I don't believe an American woman needs to know such a lot about their old rules. They can see I mean to follow my own, and if they don't like it they needn't go with me."

"Wow, what a serious speech!" She brushed off his hand without any anger. "I don’t think an American woman needs to know so much about their old rules. They can see I plan to stick to my own, and if they don't like it, they don’t have to join me."

"Oh, they'll go with you fast enough, as you call it. They'll be too charmed to. The question is how far they'll make you go with THEM, and where they'll finally land you."

"Oh, they'll follow you quickly enough, as you say. They'll be too fascinated not to. The real question is how far they'll push you along with THEM and where they'll ultimately end up taking you."

She tossed her head back with the movement she had learned in "speaking" school-pieces about freedom and the British tyrant.

She threw her head back with the motion she had picked up in "speaking" classes about freedom and the British oppressor.

"No one's ever yet gone any farther with me than I wanted!" she declared. She was really exquisitely simple.

"No one has ever gone further with me than I wanted!" she declared. She was truly wonderfully uncomplicated.

"I'm not sure Roviano hasn't, in vouching for Madame Adelschein. But he probably thinks you know about her. To him this isn't 'society' any more than the people in an omnibus are. Society, to everybody here, means the sanction of their own special group and of the corresponding groups elsewhere. The Adelschein goes about in a place like this because it's nobody's business to stop her; but the women who tolerate her here would drop her like a shot if she set foot on their own ground."

"I'm not sure Roviano hasn't vouched for Madame Adelschein. But he probably thinks you know about her. To him, this isn't 'society' any more than the people on a bus are. Society, to everyone here, means the approval of their own special group and similar groups in other places. The Adelschein comes to a place like this because no one has the right to stop her; but the women who put up with her here would drop her in an instant if she showed up on their own turf."

The thoughtful air with which Undine heard him out made him fancy this argument had carried; and as be ended she threw him a bright look.

The attentive way Undine listened to him made him think this argument had worked; and as he finished, she gave him a bright look.

"Well, that's easy enough: I can drop her if she comes to New York."

"Well, that's simple: I can just let her go if she comes to New York."

Ralph sat silent for a moment—then he turned away and began to gather up his scattered pages.

Ralph sat quietly for a moment—then he turned away and started to pick up his scattered pages.

Undine, in the ensuing days, was no less often with Madame Adelschein, and Ralph suspected a challenge in her open frequentation of the lady. But if challenge there were, he let it lie. Whether his wife saw more or less of Madame Adelschein seemed no longer of much consequence: she had so amply shown him her ability to protect herself. The pang lay in the completeness of the proof—in the perfect functioning of her instinct of self-preservation. For the first time he was face to face with his hovering dread: he was judging where he still adored.

Undine spent a lot of time with Madame Adelschein in the days that followed, and Ralph suspected there was a challenge in her openly spending time with the woman. But if there was a challenge, he chose to ignore it. Whether his wife saw more or less of Madame Adelschein didn’t seem to matter much anymore; she had clearly proven her ability to take care of herself. The real pain came from how complete the proof was—in how effectively her instinct for self-preservation worked. For the first time, he was confronted with his lingering fear: he was evaluating where he still felt love.

Before long more pressing cares absorbed him. He had already begun to watch the post for his father-in-law's monthly remittance, without precisely knowing how, even with its aid, he was to bridge the gulf of expense between St. Moritz and New York. The non-arrival of Mr. Spragg's cheque was productive of graver tears, and these were abruptly confirmed when, coming in one afternoon, he found Undine crying over a letter from her mother.

Before long, he got caught up in more urgent worries. He had already started to keep an eye on the mail for his father-in-law's monthly payment, not quite sure how he would manage the huge difference in expenses between St. Moritz and New York, even with that help. The fact that Mr. Spragg's check hadn't arrived led to serious tears, and these feelings were suddenly validated when he came home one afternoon to find Undine in tears over a letter from her mother.

Her distress made him fear that Mr. Spragg was ill, and he drew her to him soothingly; but she broke away with an impatient movement.

Her distress made him worry that Mr. Spragg was sick, and he pulled her gently toward him to comfort her; but she pulled away with an impatient gesture.

"Oh, they're all well enough—but father's lost a lot of money. He's been speculating, and he can't send us anything for at least three months."

"Oh, they're all fine—but dad has lost a lot of money. He's been investing, and he can't send us anything for at least three months."

Ralph murmured reassuringly: "As long as there's no one ill!"—but in reality he was following her despairing gaze down the long perspective of their barren quarter.

Ralph whispered comfortingly, "As long as no one is sick!"—but in truth, he was tracking her hopeless stare down the long view of their empty neighborhood.

"Three months! Three months!"

"Three months! Three months!"

Undine dried her eyes, and sat with set lips and tapping foot while he read her mother's letter.

Undine wiped her tears, sitting with tight lips and a tapping foot as he read her mother's letter.

"Your poor father! It's a hard knock for him. I'm sorry," he said as he handed it back.

"Your poor dad! That’s tough for him. I'm sorry," he said as he handed it back.

For a moment she did not seem to hear; then she said between her teeth:
"It's hard for US. I suppose now we'll have to go straight home."

For a moment, she seemed not to hear; then she said through gritted teeth:
"It's tough for us. I guess now we have to head straight home."

He looked at her with wonder. "If that were all! In any case I should have to be back in a few weeks."

He looked at her in amazement. "If that were the case! Either way, I need to be back in a few weeks."

"But we needn't have left here in August! It's the first place in Europe that I've liked, and it's just my luck to be dragged away from it!"

"But we didn't have to leave here in August! It's the first place in Europe that I've really liked, and of course, I’m being pulled away from it!"

"I'm so awfully sorry, dearest. It's my fault for persuading you to marry a pauper."

"I'm so incredibly sorry, my love. It's my fault for convincing you to marry a broke guy."

"It's father's fault. Why on earth did he go and speculate? There's no use his saying he's sorry now!" She sat brooding for a moment and then suddenly took Ralph's hand. "Couldn't your people do something—help us out just this once, I mean?"

"It's dad's fault. Why on earth did he have to gamble? It's no use saying he’s sorry now!" She sat thinking for a moment and then suddenly took Ralph's hand. "Couldn't your family do something—help us out just this once, I mean?"

He flushed to the forehead: it seemed inconceivable that she should make such a suggestion.

He blushed at his forehead: it seemed unbelievable that she would make such a suggestion.

"I couldn't ask them—it's not possible. My grandfather does as much as he can for me, and my mother has nothing but what he gives her."

"I can't ask them—it's not an option. My grandfather does as much as he can for me, and my mom has nothing except what he provides her."

Undine seemed unconscious of his embarrassment. "He doesn't give us nearly as much as father does," she said; and, as Ralph remained silent, she went on:

Undine didn’t seem to notice his discomfort. "He doesn’t give us nearly as much as Dad does," she said; and, since Ralph stayed quiet, she continued:

"Couldn't you ask your sister, then? I must have some clothes to go home in."

"Why don't you ask your sister, then? I need to have some clothes to go home in."

His heart contracted as he looked at her. What sinister change came over her when her will was crossed? She seemed to grow inaccessible, implacable—her eyes were like the eyes of an enemy.

His heart tightened as he looked at her. What dark change came over her when her will was challenged? She seemed to become unreachable, unyielding—her eyes were like those of an enemy.

"I don't know—I'll see," he said, rising and moving away from her. At that moment the touch of her hand was repugnant. Yes—he might ask Laura, no doubt: and whatever she had would be his. But the necessity was bitter to him, and Undine's unconsciousness of the fact hurt him more than her indifference to her father's misfortune.

"I don't know—I'll see," he said, getting up and walking away from her. At that moment, the feel of her hand was disgusting. Yes—he could definitely ask Laura, and whatever she had would belong to him. But the need was frustrating for him, and Undine's lack of awareness about it hurt him more than her indifference to her father's troubles.

What hurt him most was the curious fact that, for all her light irresponsibility, it was always she who made the practical suggestion, hit the nail of expediency on the head. No sentimental scruple made the blow waver or deflected her resolute aim. She had thought at once of Laura, and Laura was his only, his inevitable, resource. His anxious mind pictured his sister's wonder, and made him wince under the sting of Henley Fairford's irony: Fairford, who at the time of the marriage had sat silent and pulled his moustache while every one else argued and objected, yet under whose silence Ralph had felt a deeper protest than under all the reasoning of the others. It was no comfort to reflect that Fairford would probably continue to say nothing! But necessity made light of these twinges, and Ralph set his teeth and cabled.

What hurt him the most was the strange fact that, despite all her carefree attitude, she was always the one who made the practical suggestion and nailed the point of urgency perfectly. No sentimental hesitation made her falter or diverted her determined focus. She immediately thought of Laura, and Laura was his only, unavoidable option. His anxious mind imagined his sister’s surprise and made him cringe at the sting of Henley Fairford's sarcasm: Fairford, who had remained silent and twisted his mustache while everyone else debated and objected at the time of the marriage, yet Ralph felt a deeper objection in Fairford's silence than in all the arguments from the others. It was no comfort to realize that Fairford would probably continue to stay quiet! But necessity made light of these pangs, and Ralph gritted his teeth and sent the cable.

Undine's chief surprise seemed to be that Laura's response, though immediate and generous, did not enable them to stay on at St. Moritz. But she apparently read in her husband's look the uselessness of such a hope, for, with one of the sudden changes of mood that still disarmed him, she accepted the need of departure, and took leave philosophically of the Shallums and their band. After all, Paris was ahead, and in September one would have a chance to see the new models and surprise the secret councils of the dressmakers.

Undine's main surprise was that Laura's quick and generous response didn’t allow them to stay in St. Moritz. However, she seemed to understand from her husband's expression that there was no point in holding onto that hope. With one of her sudden mood shifts that still caught him off guard, she acknowledged the necessity of leaving and said goodbye to the Shallums and their group with a philosophical attitude. After all, Paris was just around the corner, and in September, there would be an opportunity to check out the new models and get a glimpse of the dressmakers' secret meetings.

Ralph was astonished at the tenacity with which she held to her purpose. He tried, when they reached Paris, to make her feel the necessity of starting at once for home; but she complained of fatigue and of feeling vaguely unwell, and he had to yield to her desire for rest. The word, however, was to strike him as strangely misapplied, for from the day of their arrival she was in state of perpetual activity. She seemed to have mastered her Paris by divination, and between the hounds of the Boulevards and the Place Vendome she moved at once with supernatural ease.

Ralph was amazed by how determined she was to stick to her goal. When they got to Paris, he tried to convince her that they needed to head home right away; however, she complained of being tired and feeling a bit unwell, so he had to give in to her wish for some rest. The term, though, would strike him as oddly misused because from the moment they arrived, she was constantly on the go. It seemed like she had figured out Paris through intuition, and she moved effortlessly among the crowds on the Boulevards and the Place Vendome.

"Of course," she explained to him, "I understand how little we've got to spend; but I left New York without a rag, and it was you who made me countermand my trousseau, instead of having it sent after us. I wish now I hadn't listened to you—father'd have had to pay for THAT before he lost his money. As it is, it will be cheaper in the end for me to pick up a few things here. The advantage of going to the French dress-makers is that they'll wait twice as long for their money as the people at home. And they're all crazy to dress me—Bertha Shallum will tell you so: she says no one ever had such a chance! That's why I was willing to come to this stuffy little hotel—I wanted to save every scrap I could to get a few decent things. And over here they're accustomed to being bargained with—you ought to see how I've beaten them down! Have you any idea what a dinner-dress costs in New York—?"

"Of course," she told him, "I know how little we have to spend; but I left New York with nothing, and you were the one who made me cancel my trousseau instead of sending it after us. I wish I hadn't listened to you—my father would have had to pay for THAT before he lost his money. As it is, it'll be cheaper for me to pick up a few things here in the end. The nice thing about going to the French dressmakers is that they'll wait twice as long for their money as the people back home. And they’re all eager to dress me—Bertha Shallum will vouch for that: she says no one has ever had such a chance! That’s why I was willing to stay at this stuffy little hotel—I wanted to save every bit I could to get a few decent pieces. And over here, they're used to haggling—you should see how I’ve bargained them down! Do you have any idea what a dinner dress costs in New York—?"

So it went on, obtusely and persistently, whenever he tried to sound the note of prudence. But on other themes she was more than usually responsive. Paris enchanted her, and they had delightful hours at the theatres—the "little" ones—amusing dinners at fashionable restaurants, and reckless evenings in haunts where she thrilled with simple glee at the thought of what she must so obviously be "taken for." All these familiar diversions regained, for Ralph, a fresh zest in her company. Her innocence, her high spirits, her astounding comments and credulities, renovated the old Parisian adventure and flung a veil of romance over its hackneyed scenes. Beheld through such a medium the future looked less near and implacable, and Ralph, when he had received a reassuring letter from his sister, let his conscience sleep and slipped forth on the high tide of pleasure. After all, in New York amusements would be fewer, and their life, for a time, perhaps more quiet. Moreover, Ralph's dim glimpses of Mr. Spragg's past suggested that the latter was likely to be on his feet again at any moment, and atoning by redoubled prodigalities for his temporary straits; and beyond all these possibilities there was the book to be written—the book on which Ralph was sure he should get a real hold as soon as they settled down in New York.

So it went on, stubbornly and persistently, whenever he tried to be practical. But on other topics, she was unusually engaging. Paris captivated her, and they enjoyed wonderful times at the theaters—the smaller ones—fun dinners at trendy restaurants, and wild nights in places where she delighted in the thought of how she must certainly be perceived. All these familiar activities took on new excitement for Ralph in her company. Her innocence, her vibrant energy, her incredible comments and beliefs brought a fresh perspective to their Parisian adventure and wrapped its worn-out scenes in a layer of romance. Seen in this light, the future seemed less immediate and unyielding, and after receiving a comforting letter from his sister, Ralph let go of his worries and embraced the wave of enjoyment. After all, there would be fewer entertainments in New York, and their life might be quieter for a while. Additionally, Ralph's vague insights into Mr. Spragg's past hinted that the latter could bounce back at any moment, making up for his temporary hardships with renewed extravagance; and beyond all these possibilities was the book to be written—the book Ralph was confident he would truly immerse himself in once they settled down in New York.

Meanwhile the daily cost of living, and the bills that could not be deferred, were eating deep into Laura's subsidy. Ralph's anxieties returned, and his plight was brought home to him with a shock when, on going one day to engage passages, he learned that the prices were that of the "rush season," and one of the conditions immediate payment. At other times, he was told the rules were easier; but in September and October no exception could be made.

Meanwhile, the daily cost of living and the bills that couldn’t be postponed were taking a significant toll on Laura's support. Ralph's worries came back, and he felt the impact of his situation sharply when, one day, he went to book tickets and found out that the prices were inflated due to the "rush season," with the added requirement of immediate payment. He was informed that the rules were more flexible at other times, but in September and October, no exceptions could be made.

As he walked away with this fresh weight on his mind he caught sight of the strolling figure of Peter Van Degen—Peter lounging and luxuriating among the seductions of the Boulevard with the disgusting ease of a man whose wants are all measured by money, and who always has enough to gratify them.

As he walked away with this new burden on his mind, he spotted Peter Van Degen sauntering by—Peter relaxing and enjoying the attractions of the Boulevard with the annoying ease of a guy whose desires are all dictated by money and who always has enough to satisfy them.

His present sense of these advantages revealed itself in the affability of his greeting to Ralph, and in his off-hand request that the latter should "look up Clare," who had come over with him to get her winter finery.

His current awareness of these benefits was clear in the friendly way he greeted Ralph and in his casual request for Ralph to "look up Clare," who had come with him to pick out her winter clothes.

"She's motoring to Italy next week with some of her long-haired friends—but I'm off for the other side; going back on the Sorceress. She's just been overhauled at Greenock, and we ought to have a good spin over. Better come along with me, old man."

"She's driving to Italy next week with some of her long-haired friends—but I'm heading the other way; going back on the Sorceress. She's just been refurbished at Greenock, and we should have a good trip. You should join me, old man."

The Sorceress was Van Degen's steam-yacht, most huge and complicated of her kind: it was his habit, after his semi-annual flights to Paris and London, to take a joyous company back on her and let Clare return by steamer. The character of these parties made the invitation almost an offense to Ralph; but reflecting that it was probably a phrase distributed to every acquaintance when Van Degen was in a rosy mood, he merely answered: "Much obliged, my dear fellow; but Undine and I are sailing immediately."

The Sorceress was Van Degen's steam yacht, the largest and most complex of its kind. It was his routine, after his trips to Paris and London twice a year, to bring a lively group back on it and let Clare return by steamer. The nature of these gatherings made the invitation feel almost insulting to Ralph; however, remembering that it was likely just a standard phrase used with every acquaintance when Van Degen was in a good mood, he simply replied, "Thanks a lot, my friend; but Undine and I are leaving right away."

Peter's glassy eye grew livelier. "Ah, to be sure—you're not over the honeymoon yet. How's the bride? Stunning as ever? My regards to her, please. I suppose she's too deep in dress-making to be called on? Don't you forget to look up Clare!" He hurried on in pursuit of a flitting petticoat and Ralph continued his walk home.

Peter's glassy eye brightened. "Oh, for sure—you’re still in the honeymoon phase. How’s the bride? Still looking stunning? Please give her my regards. I guess she’s too busy with dress-making to meet up? Don’t forget to check in on Clare!" He rushed off after a swishing petticoat, and Ralph continued his walk home.

He prolonged it a little in order to put off telling Undine of his plight; for he could devise only one way of meeting the cost of the voyage, and that was to take it at once, and thus curtail their Parisian expenses. But he knew how unwelcome this plan would be, and he shrank the more from seeing Undine's face harden; since, of late, he had so basked in its brightness.

He delayed it a bit so he wouldn’t have to tell Undine about his situation; the only way he could cover the cost of the trip was to do it right away and cut down their expenses in Paris. But he realized how unappealing this idea would be, and he was even more reluctant to see Undine’s expression turn cold, especially since he had recently enjoyed basking in her warmth.

When at last he entered the little salon she called "stuffy" he found her in conference with a blond-bearded gentleman who wore the red ribbon in his lapel, and who, on Ralph's appearance—and at a sign, as it appeared, from Mrs. Marvell—swept into his note-case some small objects that had lain on the table, and bowed himself out with a "Madame—Monsieur" worthy of the highest traditions.

When he finally walked into the small room she referred to as "stuffy," he saw her talking to a blond-bearded man wearing a red ribbon on his lapel. As soon as Ralph showed up—and it seemed like Mrs. Marvell signaled him—the man quickly put some small items that had been on the table into his briefcase and left with a polite "Madame—Monsieur" that was very classy.

Ralph looked after him with amusement. "Who's your friend—an Ambassador or a tailor?"

Ralph watched him with a smirk. "Who’s your friend—an ambassador or a tailor?"

Undine was rapidly slipping on her rings, which, as he now saw, had also been scattered over the table.

Undine quickly put on her rings, which, as he now noticed, had also been spread out across the table.

"Oh, it was only that jeweller I told you about—the one Bertha Shallum goes to."

"Oh, it was just that jeweler I mentioned—the one Bertha Shallum visits."

"A jeweller? Good heavens, my poor girl! You're buying jewels?" The extravagance of the idea struck a laugh from him.

"A jeweler? Oh my goodness, my poor girl! You're buying jewelry?" The ridiculousness of the idea made him laugh.

Undine's face did not harden: it took on, instead, almost deprecating look. "Of course not—how silly you are! I only wanted a few old things reset. But I won't if you'd rather not."

Undine's face didn't harden; instead, it took on a somewhat apologetic look. "Of course not—how silly you are! I just wanted to have a few old things reset. But I won't if you'd prefer not to."

She came to him and sat down at his side, laying her hand on his arm. He took the hand up and looked at the deep gleam of the sapphires in the old family ring he had given her.

She came over to him and sat down next to him, resting her hand on his arm. He picked up her hand and admired the deep shine of the sapphires in the old family ring he had given her.

"You won't have that reset?" he said, smiling and twisting the ring about on her finger; then he went on with his thankless explanation. "It's not that I don't want you to do this or that; it's simply that, for the moment, we're rather strapped. I've just been to see the steamer people, and our passages will cost a good deal more than I thought."

"You won't have that reset?" he said, smiling and twisting the ring around on her finger; then he continued with his frustrating explanation. "It's not that I don't want you to do this or that; it's just that, for now, we're pretty tight on cash. I just spoke with the steamer company, and our tickets will cost a lot more than I expected."

He mentioned the sum and the fact that he must give an answer the next day. Would she consent to sail that very Saturday? Or should they go a fortnight later, in a slow boat from Plymouth?

He talked about the amount and that he needed to give an answer the next day. Would she agree to sail that very Saturday? Or should they go two weeks later, on a slow boat from Plymouth?

Undine frowned on both alternatives. She was an indifferent sailor and shrank from the possible "nastiness" of the cheaper boat. She wanted to get the voyage over as quickly and luxuriously as possible—Bertha Shallum had told her that in a "deck-suite" no one need be sea-sick—but she wanted still more to have another week or two of Paris; and it was always hard to make her see why circumstances could not be bent to her wishes.

Undine frowned at both options. She was not a great sailor and was put off by the potential discomfort of the cheaper boat. She wanted to finish the trip as quickly and comfortably as possible—Bertha Shallum had told her that in a "deck suite," no one had to get seasick—but even more, she wanted to spend another week or two in Paris; and it was always difficult to convince her why circumstances couldn't be adjusted to fit her desires.

"This week? But how on earth can I be ready? Besides, we're dining at Enghien with the Shallums on Saturday, and motoring to Chantilly with the Jim Driscolls on Sunday. I can't imagine how you thought we could go this week!"

"This week? How in the world am I supposed to be ready? Plus, we're having dinner at Enghien with the Shallums on Saturday and driving to Chantilly with the Jim Driscolls on Sunday. I just can't see how you thought we could go this week!"

But she still opposed the cheap steamer, and after they had carried the question on to Voisin's, and there unprofitably discussed it through a long luncheon, it seemed no nearer a solution.

But she still opposed the cheap steamer, and after they brought the issue up at Voisin's, where they discussed it fruitlessly over a long lunch, it seemed no closer to a resolution.

"Well, think it over—let me know this evening," Ralph said, proportioning the waiter's fee to a bill burdened by Undine's reckless choice of primeurs.

"Well, think about it—let me know this evening," Ralph said, calculating the tip for the waiter based on a bill weighed down by Undine's irresponsible selection of appetizers.

His wife was to join the newly-arrived Mrs. Shallum in a round of the rue de la Paix; and he had seized the opportunity of slipping off to a classical performance at the Français. On their arrival in Paris he had taken Undine to one of these entertainments, but it left her too weary and puzzled for him to renew the attempt, and he had not found time to go back without her. He was glad now to shed his cares in such an atmosphere. The play was of the greatest, the interpretation that of the vanishing grand manner which lived in his first memories of the Parisian stage, and his surrender such influences as complete as in his early days. Caught up in the fiery chariot of art, he felt once more the tug of its coursers in his muscles, and the rush of their flight still throbbed in him when he walked back late to the hotel.

His wife was going to meet the newly-arrived Mrs. Shallum for a stroll on rue de la Paix, and he took that chance to sneak off to a classical performance at the Français. When they first arrived in Paris, he had taken Undine to one of these shows, but it left her too tired and confused for him to try again, and he hadn’t had the chance to go back without her. He was now happy to let go of his worries in such an atmosphere. The play was outstanding, and the performance was in the fading grand style that reminded him of his earliest memories of the Paris stage. He immersed himself in such influences as fully as he had in his youth. Being swept up in the exhilarating world of art, he felt the energy of its force coursing through him, and the excitement still pulsed within him as he walked back to the hotel late that night.

XIII

He had expected to find Undine still out; but on the stairs he crossed Mrs. Shallum, who threw at him from under an immense hat-brim: "Yes, she's in, but you'd better come and have tea with me at the Luxe. I don't think husbands are wanted!"

He thought he would find Undine still out; but on the stairs, he ran into Mrs. Shallum, who said to him from beneath a large hat-brim: "Yeah, she's in, but you should come have tea with me at the Luxe. I don't think husbands are needed!"

Ralph laughingly rejoined that that was just the moment for them to appear; and Mrs. Shallum swept on, crying back: "All the same, I'll wait for you!"

Ralph laughed and replied that it was the perfect time for them to show up; and Mrs. Shallum continued on, calling back: "Even so, I'll wait for you!"

In the sitting-room Ralph found Undine seated behind a tea-table on the other side of which, in an attitude of easy intimacy, Peter Van Degen stretched his lounging length.

In the living room, Ralph saw Undine sitting behind a tea table, while Peter Van Degen relaxed comfortably on the other side, positioned in a casual and friendly manner.

He did not move on Ralph's appearance, no doubt thinking their kinship close enough to make his nod and "Hullo!" a sufficient greeting. Peter in intimacy was given to miscalculations of the sort, and Ralph's first movement was to glance at Undine and see how it affected her. But her eyes gave out the vivid rays that noise and banter always struck from them; her face, at such moments, was like a theatre with all the lustres blazing. That the illumination should have been kindled by his cousin's husband was not precisely agreeable to Marvell, who thought Peter a bore in society and an insufferable nuisance on closer terms. But he was becoming blunted to Undine's lack of discrimination; and his own treatment of Van Degen was always tempered by his sympathy for Clare.

He didn’t react to Ralph’s arrival, probably thinking their family connection was close enough that a nod and “Hey!” were enough for a greeting. Peter often misjudged things when it came to intimacy, and Ralph’s first instinct was to look at Undine to see her reaction. But her eyes sparkled with the energy that noise and jokes always brought out in her; her face, in those moments, was like a theater with all the lights lit up. The fact that this glow was sparked by his cousin’s husband wasn’t exactly pleasing to Marvell, who found Peter boring in social settings and an unbearable nuisance in private. However, he was getting used to Undine’s lack of subtlety; his own way of dealing with Van Degen was always softened by his empathy for Clare.

He therefore listened with apparent good-humour to Peter's suggestion of an evening at a petit theatre with the Harvey Shallums, and joined in the laugh with which Undine declared: "Oh, Ralph won't go—he only likes the theatres where they walk around in bathtowels and talk poetry.—Isn't that what you've just been seeing?" she added, with a turn of the neck that shed her brightness on him.

He listened with a seemingly good attitude to Peter's idea of spending an evening at a small theater with the Harvey Shallums, and he laughed along with Undine when she said, "Oh, Ralph won't go—he only likes the theaters where they walk around in bath towels and talk poetry. Isn't that what you've just been watching?" she added, giving him a glance that brightened the moment.

"What? One of those five-barrelled shows at the Français? Great Scott,
Ralph—no wonder your wife's pining for the Folies Bergère!"

"What? One of those five-barreled shows at the Français? Wow,
Ralph—no wonder your wife is craving the Folies Bergère!"

"She needn't, my dear fellow. We never interfere with each other's vices."

"She doesn't have to, my friend. We never get involved in each other's bad habits."

Peter, unsolicited, was comfortably lighting a cigarette. "Ah, there's the secret of domestic happiness. Marry somebody who likes all the things you don't, and make love to somebody who likes all the things you do."

Peter, without being asked, was casually lighting a cigarette. "Ah, there's the key to a happy home life. Marry someone who enjoys all the things you dislike, and hook up with someone who enjoys all the things you love."

Undine laughed appreciatively. "Only it dooms poor Ralph to such awful frumps. Can't you see the sort of woman who'd love his sort of play?"

Undine laughed with appreciation. "But it really dooms poor Ralph to such awful situations. Can't you see what kind of woman would enjoy his type of play?"

"Oh, I can see her fast enough—my wife loves 'em," said their visitor, rising with a grin; while Ralph threw, out: "So don't waste your pity on me!" and Undine's laugh had the slight note of asperity that the mention of Clare always elicited.

"Oh, I can see her just fine—my wife loves them," said their guest, standing up with a smile; while Ralph added, "So don’t waste your sympathy on me!" and Undine's laugh had a hint of sharpness that was always triggered by the mention of Clare.

"To-morrow night, then, at Paillard's," Van Degen concluded. "And about the other business—that's a go too? I leave it to you to settle the date."

"Tomorrow night, then, at Paillard's," Van Degen concluded. "And about the other business—that's on too? I'll leave it to you to decide the date."

The nod and laugh they exchanged seemed to hint at depths of collusion from which Ralph was pointedly excluded; and he wondered how large a programme of pleasure they had already had time to sketch out. He disliked the idea of Undine's being too frequently seen with Van Degen, whose Parisian reputation was not fortified by the connections that propped it up in New York; but he did not want to interfere with her pleasure, and he was still wondering what to say when, as the door closed, she turned to him gaily.

The nod and laugh they shared seemed to suggest a level of secret partnership that Ralph wasn’t part of, and he wondered how much fun they had already planned. He didn't like the idea of Undine hanging out too often with Van Degen, whose reputation in Paris wasn't supported by the connections that backed him in New York; but he didn't want to ruin her fun, and he was still figuring out what to say when, as the door closed, she turned to him cheerfully.

"I'm so glad you've come! I've got some news for you." She laid a light touch on his arm.

"I'm so glad you made it! I've got some news for you." She lightly touched his arm.

Touch and tone were enough to disperse his anxieties, and he answered that he was in luck to find her already in when he had supposed her engaged, over a Nouveau Luxe tea-table, in repairing the afternoon's ravages.

Touch and tone were enough to ease his anxieties, and he replied that he was lucky to find her already in when he thought she would be busy, over a Nouveau Luxe tea-table, fixing the damage from the afternoon.

"Oh, I didn't shop much—I didn't stay out long." She raised a kindling face to him. "And what do you think I've been doing? While you were sitting in your stuffy old theatre, worrying about the money I was spending (oh, you needn't fib—I know you were!) I was saving you hundreds and thousands. I've saved you the price of our passage!"

"Oh, I didn't shop much—I wasn't out for long." She looked up at him with a bright face. "And what do you think I've been up to? While you were stuck in your boring old theater, stressing about the money I was spending (oh, don't lie—I know you were!), I was saving you hundreds and thousands. I've saved you the cost of our tickets!"

Ralph laughed in pure enjoyment of her beauty. When she shone on him like that what did it matter what nonsense she talked?

Ralph laughed, genuinely enjoying her beauty. When she lit up like that, what did it matter what silly things she said?

"You wonderful woman—how did you do it? By countermanding a tiara?"

"You amazing woman—how did you pull that off? By taking off a tiara?"

"You know I'm not such a fool as you pretend!" She held him at arm's length with a nod of joyous mystery. "You'll simply never guess! I've made Peter Van Degen ask us to go home on the Sorceress. What. do you say to that?"

"You know I'm not as naive as you think!" She kept him at arm's length with a nod of joyful mystery. "You'll never guess! I've got Peter Van Degen to invite us to go home on the Sorceress. What do you think of that?"

She flashed it out on a laugh of triumph, without appearing to have a doubt of the effect the announcement would produce.

She let it out with a triumphant laugh, showing no doubt about the impact the announcement would have.

Ralph stared at her. "The Sorceress? You MADE him?"

Ralph stared at her. "The Sorceress? You created him?"

"Well, I managed it, I worked him round to it! He's crazy about the idea now—but I don't think he'd thought of it before he came."

"Well, I pulled it off, I got him on board with it! He's really into the idea now—but I don't think he had considered it before he arrived."

"I should say not!" Ralph ejaculated. "He never would have had the cheek to think of it."

"I definitely don't think so!" Ralph exclaimed. "He would never have had the nerve to even consider it."

"Well, I've made him, anyhow! Did you ever know such luck?"

"Well, I've done it, anyway! Have you ever seen such luck?"

"Such luck?" He groaned at her obstinate innocence. "Do you suppose I'll let you cross the ocean on the Sorceress?"

"Such luck?" He groaned at her stubborn innocence. "Do you really think I'm going to let you cross the ocean on the Sorceress?"

She shrugged impatiently. "You say that because your cousin doesn't go on her."

She shrugged impatiently. "You say that because your cousin doesn't go for her."

"If she doesn't, it's because it's no place for decent women."

"If she doesn't, it's because it's not a place for good women."

"It's Clare's fault if it isn't. Everybody knows she's crazy about you, and she makes him feel it. That's why he takes up with other women."

"It's Clare's fault if it isn't. Everyone knows she's obsessed with you, and she makes sure he knows it too. That's why he gets involved with other women."

Her anger reddened her cheeks and dropped her brows like a black bar above her glowing eyes. Even in his recoil from what she said Ralph felt the tempestuous heat of her beauty. But for the first time his latent resentments rose in him, and he gave her back wrath for wrath.

Her anger flushed her cheeks and furrowed her brows like a dark line above her bright eyes. Even as he flinched from her words, Ralph felt the intense heat of her beauty. But for the first time, his hidden resentment bubbled up, and he responded to her anger with anger of his own.

"Is that the precious stuff he tells you?"

"Is that the valuable stuff he talks about?"

"Do you suppose I had to wait for him to tell me? Everybody knows it—everybody in New York knew she was wild when you married. That's why she's always been so nasty to me. If you won't go on the Sorceress they'll all say it's because she was jealous of me and wouldn't let you."

"Do you think I needed him to say it? Everyone knows it—everyone in New York knew she was a wild one when you married her. That’s why she’s always been so cruel to me. If you don't go on the Sorceress, they'll all say it's because she was jealous of me and wouldn’t let you."

Ralph's indignation had already flickered down to disgust. Undine was no longer beautiful—she seemed to have the face of her thoughts. He stood up with an impatient laugh.

Ralph's anger had already faded into disgust. Undine was no longer beautiful—her face reflected her thoughts. He got up with an annoyed laugh.

"Is that another of his arguments? I don't wonder they're convincing—" But as quickly as it had come the sneer dropped, yielding to a wave of pity, the vague impulse to silence and protect her. How could he have given way to the provocation of her weakness, when his business was to defend her from it and lift her above it? He recalled his old dreams of saving her from Van Degenism—it was not thus that he had imagined the rescue.

"Is that just another one of his points? I’m not surprised they’re convincing—" But just as quickly as the sneer appeared, it disappeared, replaced by a rush of pity and a strong urge to silence and protect her. How could he have let her weakness get to him when his job was to defend her from it and help her rise above it? He remembered his old dreams of saving her from Van Degenism—this wasn’t how he had envisioned the rescue.

"Don't let's pay Peter the compliment of squabbling over him," he said, turning away to pour himself a cup of tea.

"Let's not give Peter the satisfaction of fighting over him," he said, turning away to pour himself a cup of tea.

When he had filled his cup he sat down beside Undine, with a smile. "No doubt he was joking—and thought you were; but if you really made him believe we might go with him you'd better drop him a line."

When he filled his cup, he sat down next to Undine with a smile. "He was probably joking—and thought you were too; but if you actually made him believe we might go with him, you should probably send him a message."

Undine's brow still gloomed. "You refuse, then?"

Undine frowned. "So you’re refusing, then?"

"Refuse? I don't need to! Do you want to succeed to half the chorus-world of New York?"

"Refuse? I don't have to! Do you want to make it in half of New York's music scene?"

"They won't be on board with us, I suppose!"

"They probably won't support us, I guess!"

"The echoes of their conversation will. It's the only language Peter knows."

"The echoes of their conversation will. It's the only language Peter understands."

"He told me he longed for the influence of a good woman—" She checked herself, reddening at Ralph's laugh.

"He told me he really wanted the influence of a good woman—" She paused, feeling herself blush at Ralph's laugh.

"Well, tell him to apply again when he's been under it a month or two.
Meanwhile we'll stick to the liners."

"Well, tell him to reapply after he's been dealing with it for a month or two.
In the meantime, we'll stick with the liners."

Ralph was beginning to learn that the only road to her reason lay through her vanity, and he fancied that if she could be made to see Van Degen as an object of ridicule she might give up the idea of the Sorceress of her own accord. But her will hardened slowly under his joking opposition, and she became no less formidable as she grew more calm. He was used to women who, in such cases, yielded as a matter of course to masculine judgments: if one pronounced a man "not decent" the question was closed. But it was Undine's habit to ascribe all interference with her plans to personal motives, and he could see that she attributed his opposition to the furtive machinations of poor Clare. It was odious to him to prolong the discussion, for the accent of recrimination was the one he most dreaded on her lips. But the moment came when he had to take the brunt of it, averting his thoughts as best he might from the glimpse it gave of a world of mean familiarities, of reprisals drawn from the vulgarest of vocabularies. Certain retorts sped through the air like the flight of household utensils, certain charges rang out like accusations of tampering with the groceries. He stiffened himself against such comparisons, but they stuck in his imagination and left him thankful when Undine's anger yielded to a burst of tears. He had held his own and gained his point. The trip on the Sorceress was given up, and a note of withdrawal despatched to Van Degen; but at the same time Ralph cabled his sister to ask if she could increase her loan. For he had conquered only at the cost of a concession: Undine was to stay in Paris till October, and they were to sail on a fast steamer, in a deck-suite, like the Harvey Shallums.

Ralph was starting to realize that the only way to get through to her was by appealing to her vanity, and he thought that if she could be shown Van Degen as a joke, she might decide to forget about him on her own. But her determination hardened slowly against his playful resistance, and she became even more intimidating as she grew calmer. He was used to women who, in similar situations, would just give in to a man’s opinion: if someone said a man was "not decent," that would end the discussion. But Undine had a tendency to view any interference with her plans as being driven by personal motives, and he noticed she blamed his opposition on the sneaky machinations of poor Clare. It was annoying for him to keep the conversation going, as he dreaded the tone of accusation in her voice. But eventually, he had to face it, pushing his thoughts aside to avoid the glimpse it gave him into a world of petty grudges and crass insults. Some of the barbs flew around like thrown kitchenware, and certain accusations resonated like claims of tampering with groceries. He braced himself against such comparisons, but they lingered in his mind, and he was grateful when Undine's anger subsided into tears. He had stood his ground and achieved his goal. The trip with the Sorceress was canceled, and a note of withdrawal was sent to Van Degen; but at the same time, Ralph cabled his sister asking if she could increase her loan. He had only won at the cost of a concession: Undine would be staying in Paris until October, and they were to sail on a fast ship, in a deck suite, just like the Harvey Shallums.

Undine's ill-humour was soon dispelled by any new distraction, and she gave herself to the untroubled enjoyment of Paris. The Shallums were the centre of a like-minded group, and in the hours the ladies could spare from their dress-makers the restaurants shook with their hilarity and the suburbs with the shriek of their motors. Van Degen, who had postponed his sailing, was a frequent sharer in these amusements; but Ralph counted on New York influences to detach him from Undine's train. He was learning to influence her through her social instincts where he had once tried to appeal to other sensibilities.

Undine's bad mood quickly faded with any new distraction, and she fully embraced the carefree enjoyment of Paris. The Shallums were at the heart of a similar group, and during the time the ladies could take away from their dressmakers, the restaurants reverberated with their laughter and the suburbs echoed with the sound of their cars. Van Degen, who had delayed his sailing, often joined in on these outings; however, Ralph relied on influences from New York to pull him away from Undine's orbit. He was learning to reach her through her social instincts instead of trying to appeal to other feelings as he had before.

His worst moment came when he went to see Clare Van Degen, who, on the eve of departure, had begged him to come to her hotel. He found her less restless and rattling than usual, with a look in her eyes that reminded him of the days when she had haunted his thoughts. The visit passed off without vain returns to the past; but as he was leaving she surprised him by saying: "Don't let Peter make a goose of your wife."

His worst moment came when he went to see Clare Van Degen, who, on the night before her departure, had asked him to come to her hotel. He found her less anxious and fidgety than usual, with a look in her eyes that reminded him of the days when she used to occupy his thoughts. The visit went by without pointless trips down memory lane; but as he was leaving, she surprised him by saying, "Don't let Peter make a fool of your wife."

Ralph reddened, but laughed.

Ralph blushed, but laughed.

"Oh, Undine's wonderfully able to defend herself, even against such seductions as Peter's."

"Oh, Undine is really good at defending herself, even against temptations like Peter's."

Mrs. Van Degen looked down with a smile at the bracelets on her thin brown wrist. "His personal seductions—yes. But as an inventor of amusements he's inexhaustible; and Undine likes to be amused."

Mrs. Van Degen looked down with a smile at the bracelets on her slender brown wrist. "His personal charms—definitely. But as a creator of entertainment, he's never-ending; and Undine loves to be entertained."

Ralph made no reply but showed no annoyance. He simply took her hand and kissed it as he said good-bye; and she turned from him without audible farewell.

Ralph didn't respond but didn't show any irritation either. He just took her hand and kissed it as he said goodbye; and she turned away from him without saying anything.

As the day of departure approached. Undine's absorption in her dresses almost precluded the thought of amusement. Early and late she was closeted with fitters and packers—even the competent Celeste not being trusted to handle the treasures now pouring in—and Ralph cursed his weakness in not restraining her, and then fled for solace to museums and galleries.

As the departure day got closer, Undine was so focused on her dresses that she barely had time to think about having fun. From morning to night, she was locked away with the fitters and packers—not even the skilled Celeste was trusted to deal with the valuable items coming in—and Ralph cursed himself for not stopping her, then sought comfort in museums and galleries.

He could not rouse in her any scruple about incurring fresh debts, yet he knew she was no longer unaware of the value of money. She had learned to bargain, pare down prices, evade fees, brow-beat the small tradespeople and wheedle concessions from the great—not, as Ralph perceived, from any effort to restrain her expenses, but only to prolong and intensify the pleasure of spending. Pained by the trait, he tried to laugh her out of it. He told her once that she had a miserly hand—showing her, in proof, that, for all their softness, the fingers would not bend back, or the pink palm open. But she retorted a little sharply that it was no wonder, since she'd heard nothing talked of since their marriage but economy; and this left him without any answer. So the purveyors continued to mount to their apartment, and Ralph, in the course of his frequent nights from it, found himself always dodging the corners of black glazed boxes and swaying pyramids of pasteboard; always lifting his hat to sidling milliners' girls, or effacing himself before slender vendeuses floating by in a mist of opopanax. He felt incompetent to pronounce on the needs to which these visitors ministered; but the reappearance among them of the blond-bearded jeweller gave him ground for fresh fears. Undine had assured him that she had given up the idea of having her ornaments reset, and there had been ample time for their return; but on his questioning her she explained that there had been delays and "bothers" and put him in the wrong by asking ironically if he supposed she was buying things "for pleasure" when she knew as well as he that there wasn't any money to pay for them.

He couldn't make her feel guilty about taking on more debt, but he knew she was no longer oblivious to the value of money. She had learned to negotiate prices, cut costs, avoid fees, pressure small business owners, and get discounts from the wealthy—not, as Ralph thought, out of a desire to control her spending, but just to enhance the thrill of shopping. Upset by this trait, he tried to joke about it. He once told her that she had a miserly hand—showing her that, despite their softness, her fingers wouldn't bend back or her pink palm open. But she quickly shot back that it was no surprise, since all they'd talked about since their wedding was saving money; this left him speechless. So, deliveries kept arriving at their apartment, and during the many nights he spent away, Ralph found himself constantly avoiding the corners of black lacquered boxes and leaning towers of cardboard; always tipping his hat to the passing milliners' girls or stepping aside for the slender saleswomen drifting by in a cloud of fragrance. He felt unqualified to judge the necessity of the things these visitors brought, but the return of the blond-bearded jeweler sparked new worries. Undine had promised him that she had given up on resetting her jewelry, and there had been plenty of time for it to be returned; but when he asked her about it, she explained there had been delays and "issues" and turned it around on him by asking, half-jokingly, if he thought she was buying things "for fun" when they both knew there was no money to pay for them.

But his thoughts were not all dark. Undine's moods still infected him, and when she was happy he felt an answering lightness. Even when her amusements were too primitive to be shared he could enjoy their reflection in her face. Only, as he looked back, he was struck by the evanescence, the lack of substance, in their moments of sympathy, and by the permanent marks left by each breach between them. Yet he still fancied that some day the balance might be reversed, and that as she acquired a finer sense of values the depths in her would find a voice.

But his thoughts weren't all negative. Undine's moods still affected him, and when she was happy, he felt a similar lightness. Even when her interests were too simple for him to engage with, he could still enjoy the way they reflected on her face. However, as he reflected on it, he was struck by the fleeting nature and lack of substance in their moments of connection, and by the lasting impressions left by each argument between them. Still, he imagined that one day things might change, and as she developed a better sense of values, the deeper parts of her would finally express themselves.

Something of this was in his mind when, the afternoon before their departure, he came home to help her with their last arrangements. She had begged him, for the day, to leave her alone in their cramped salon, into which belated bundles were still pouring; and it was nearly dark when he returned. The evening before she had seemed pale and nervous, and at the last moment had excused herself from dining with the Shallums at a suburban restaurant. It was so unlike her to miss any opportunity of the kind that Ralph had felt a little anxious. But with the arrival of the packers she was afoot and in command again, and he withdrew submissively, as Mr. Spragg, in the early Apex days, might have fled from the spring storm of "house-cleaning."

Something of this was on his mind when, the afternoon before their departure, he returned home to help her with their final arrangements. She had asked him to leave her alone in their cramped living room for the day, where late-arriving packages were still coming in; it was almost dark by the time he got back. The night before, she had seemed pale and anxious, and at the last minute, she had backed out of dinner with the Shallums at a suburban restaurant. It was so unlike her to miss any opportunity like that that Ralph had felt a bit worried. But once the packers arrived, she was back on her feet and in charge again, and he stepped back obediently, as Mr. Spragg might have retreated in the early Apex days from the chaotic "house-cleaning."

When he entered the sitting-room, he found it still in disorder. Every chair was hidden under scattered dresses, tissue-paper surged from the yawning trunks and, prone among her heaped-up finery. Undine lay with closed eyes on the sofa.

When he walked into the living room, he saw it was still a mess. Every chair was covered with tossed dresses, tissue paper spilled out of the open trunks, and lying among her pile of clothes, Undine was resting with her eyes closed on the sofa.

She raised her head as he entered, and then turned listlessly away.

She looked up as he walked in, then turned away without much interest.

"My poor girl, what's the matter? Haven't they finished yet?"

"My poor girl, what's wrong? Haven't they wrapped up yet?"

Instead of answering she pressed her face into the cushion and began to sob. The violence of her weeping shook her hair down on her shoulders, and her hands, clenching the arm of the sofa, pressed it away from her as if any contact were insufferable.

Instead of answering, she buried her face in the cushion and started to cry. The intensity of her sobbing made her hair fall over her shoulders, and her hands gripped the arm of the sofa, pushing it away from her as if any touch was unbearable.

Ralph bent over her in alarm. "Why, what's wrong, dear? What's happened?"

Ralph leaned over her in concern. "What's wrong, honey? What happened?"

Her fatigue of the previous evening came back to him—a puzzled hunted look in her eyes; and with the memory a vague wonder revived. He had fancied himself fairly disencumbered of the stock formulas about the hallowing effects of motherhood, and there were many reasons for not welcoming the news he suspected she had to give; but the woman a man loves is always a special case, and everything was different that befell Undine. If this was what had befallen her it was wonderful and divine: for the moment that was all he felt.

Her tiredness from the night before returned to him—a confused, hunted look in her eyes; and with the memory, a vague curiosity stirred. He had thought he was free from the usual clichés about the sanctifying effects of motherhood, and there were plenty of reasons not to welcome the news he suspected she had to share; but the woman a man loves is always a unique situation, and everything that happened to Undine was different. If this was what had happened to her, it was amazing and divine: for now, that was all he felt.

"Dear, tell me what's the matter," he pleaded.

"Please, tell me what's wrong," he begged.

She sobbed on unheedingly and he waited for her agitation to subside. He shrank from the phrases considered appropriate to the situation, but he wanted to hold her close and give her the depth of his heart in long kiss.

She sobbed without noticing, and he waited for her to calm down. He hesitated to use the comforting words usually expected in this situation, but he wanted to pull her close and express the fullness of his heart in a long kiss.

Suddenly she sat upright and turned a desperate face on him. "Why on earth are you staring at me like that? Anybody can see what's the matter!"

Suddenly she sat up straight and gave him a frantic look. "Why are you staring at me like that? Anyone can see what's wrong!"

He winced at her tone, but managed to get one of her hands in his; and they stayed thus in silence, eye to eye.

He flinched at her tone but managed to take one of her hands in his, and they remained like that in silence, looking into each other's eyes.

"Are you as sorry as all that?" he began at length conscious of the flatness of his voice.

"Are you really that sorry?" he finally spoke, aware of how flat his voice sounded.

"Sorry—sorry? I'm—I'm—" She snatched her hand away, and went on weeping.

"Sorry—sorry? I'm—I'm—" She pulled her hand away and continued to cry.

"But, Undine—dearest—bye and bye you'll feel differently—I know you will!"

"But, Undine—my dear—eventually you'll feel differently—I know you will!"

"Differently? Differently? When? In a year? It TAKES a year—a whole year out of life! What do I care how I shall feel in a year?"

"Differently? Differently? When? In a year? It TAKES a year—a whole year out of my life! Why should I care about how I’ll feel in a year?"

The chill of her tone struck in. This was more than a revolt of the nerves: it was a settled, a reasoned resentment. Ralph found himself groping for extenuations, evasions—anything to put a little warmth into her! "Who knows? Perhaps, after all, it's a mistake."

The coldness in her voice pierced through. This wasn’t just a nervous reaction; it was a deep, thought-out anger. Ralph struggled to find excuses, distractions—anything to bring a bit of warmth back into her! "Who knows? Maybe, after all, it’s a mistake."

There was no answering light in her face. She turned her head from him wearily.

There was no spark in her expression. She tiredly turned her head away from him.

"Don't you think, dear, you may be mistaken?"

"Don't you think, dear, you might be wrong?"

"Mistaken? How on earth can I be mistaken?"

"Mistaken? How could I possibly be wrong?"

Even in that moment of confusion he was struck by the cold competence of her tone, and wondered how she could be so sure.

Even in that moment of confusion, he was struck by the cold certainty of her tone and wondered how she could be so confident.

"You mean you've asked—you've consulted—?" The irony of it took him by the throat. They were the very words he might have spoken in some miserable secret colloquy—the words he was speaking to his wife!

"You mean you've asked—you've talked to someone—?" The irony of it hit him hard. Those were the exact words he might have said in a private, miserable conversation—the words he was now saying to his wife!

She repeated dully: "I know I'm not mistaken."

She said flatly, "I know I'm not wrong."

There was another long silence. Undine lay still, her eyes shut, drumming on the arm of the sofa with a restless hand. The other lay cold in Ralph's clasp, and through it there gradually stole to him the benumbing influence of the thoughts she was thinking: the sense of the approach of illness, anxiety, and expense, and of the general unnecessary disorganization of their lives.

There was another long silence. Undine lay still, her eyes closed, drumming on the arm of the sofa with a restless hand. The other hand lay cold in Ralph's grip, and through it, he gradually felt the numbing effects of her thoughts: the sense of impending illness, anxiety, and expenses, along with the overall unnecessary chaos in their lives.

"That's all you feel, then?" he asked at length a little bitterly, as if to disguise from himself the hateful fact that he felt it too. He stood up and moved away. "That's all?" he repeated.

"Is that really all you feel?" he asked after a pause, a bit bitterly, as if trying to hide from himself the uncomfortable truth that he felt the same way. He got up and walked away. "Is that really all?" he repeated.

"Why, what else do you expect me to feel? I feel horribly ill, if that's what you want." He saw the sobs trembling up through her again.

"Well, what else do you expect me to feel? I feel really sick, if that's what you want." He saw the sobs shaking her once more.

"Poor dear—poor girl…I'm so sorry—so dreadfully sorry!"

"Poor thing—poor girl…I'm really sorry—so incredibly sorry!"

The senseless reiteration seemed to exasperate her. He knew it by the quiver that ran through her like the premonitory ripple on smooth water before the coming of the wind. She turned about on him and jumped to her feet.

The pointless repetition seemed to annoy her. He could tell by the shiver that ran through her like a warning ripple on calm water before the wind arrived. She spun around to face him and jumped to her feet.

"Sorry—you're sorry? YOU'RE sorry? Why, what earthly difference will it make to YOU?" She drew back a few steps and lifted her slender arms from her sides. "Look at me—see how I look—how I'm going to look! YOU won't hate yourself more and more every morning when you get up and see yourself in the glass! YOUR life's going on just as usual! But what's mine going to be for months and months? And just as I'd been to all this bother—fagging myself to death about all these things—" her tragic gesture swept the disordered room—"just as I thought I was going home to enjoy myself, and look nice, and see people again, and have a little pleasure after all our worries—" She dropped back on the sofa with another burst of tears. "For all the good this rubbish will do me now! I loathe the very sight of it!" she sobbed with her face in her hands.

"Sorry—you're sorry? YOU'RE sorry? Why does that even matter to YOU?" She took a step back and raised her slender arms from her sides. "Look at me—see how I look—how I’m going to look! YOU won't hate yourself more and more every morning when you wake up and see your reflection! YOUR life will go on just like normal! But what's going to happen to mine for months and months? And after all the trouble I went through—killing myself over all this stuff—" her dramatic gesture indicated the messy room—"just when I thought I was finally going home to enjoy myself, and look nice, and see people again, and have a little fun after all our struggles—" She collapsed back onto the sofa, breaking down in tears again. "For all the good this junk will do me now! I can’t stand the sight of it!" she cried with her face buried in her hands.

XIV

It was one of the distinctions of Mr. Claud Walsingham Popple that his studio was never too much encumbered with the attributes of his art to permit the installing, in one of its cushioned corners, of an elaborately furnished tea-table flanked by the most varied seductions in sandwiches and pastry.

It was one of the unique features of Mr. Claud Walsingham Popple that his studio was never too cluttered with the elements of his art to allow for a beautifully set tea table in one of its cozy corners, surrounded by a delightful assortment of sandwiches and pastries.

Mr. Popple, like all great men, had at first had his ups and downs; but his reputation had been permanently established by the verdict of a wealthy patron who, returning from an excursion into other fields of portraiture, had given it as the final fruit of his experience that Popple was the only man who could "do pearls." To sitters for whom this was of the first consequence it was another of the artist's merits that he always subordinated art to elegance, in life as well as in his portraits. The "messy" element of production was no more visible in his expensively screened and tapestried studio than its results were perceptible in his painting; and it was often said, in praise of his work, that he was the only artist who kept his studio tidy enough for a lady to sit to him in a new dress.

Mr. Popple, like all great individuals, had his ups and downs at first; however, his reputation was solidified by the verdict of a wealthy patron. This patron, returning from exploring other portrait artists, concluded that Popple was the only one who could "do pearls." For clients who prioritized this, another of the artist's strengths was his ability to always prioritize elegance over artistry, both in life and in his portraits. The chaotic aspects of his work were as hidden in his lavishly decorated studio as the results were evident in his paintings. People often praised his work by saying he was the only artist whose studio was tidy enough for a lady to sit for him in a new dress.

Mr. Popple, in fact, held that the personality of the artist should at all times be dissembled behind that of the man. It was his opinion that the essence of good-breeding lay in tossing off a picture as easily as you lit a cigarette. Ralph Marvell had once said of him that when he began a portrait he always turned back his cuffs and said: "Ladies and gentlemen, you can see there's absolutely nothing here," and Mrs. Fairford supplemented the description by defining his painting as "chafing-dish" art. On a certain late afternoon of December, some four years after Mr. Popple's first meeting with Miss Undine Spragg of Apex, even the symbolic chafing-dish was nowhere visible in his studio; the only evidence of its recent activity being the full-length portrait of Mrs. Ralph Marvell, who, from her lofty easel and her heavily garlanded frame, faced the doorway with the air of having been invited to "receive" for Mr. Popple.

Mr. Popple believed that an artist's personality should always be hidden behind that of the person. He felt that true sophistication was about creating a painting as effortlessly as lighting a cigarette. Ralph Marvell once remarked that when Mr. Popple started a portrait, he would roll back his cuffs and say, "Ladies and gentlemen, you can see there's absolutely nothing here," while Mrs. Fairford added that his style of painting was like "chafing-dish" art. On a late afternoon in December, about four years after Mr. Popple first met Miss Undine Spragg from Apex, even the metaphorical chafing-dish was nowhere to be found in his studio; the only sign of recent activity was the full-length portrait of Mrs. Ralph Marvell, who, from her elevated easel and her lavishly decorated frame, seemed to be positioned to "receive" guests on behalf of Mr. Popple.

The artist himself, becomingly clad in mouse-coloured velveteen, had just turned away from the picture to hover above the tea-cups; but his place had been taken by the considerably broader bulk of Mr. Peter Van Degen, who, tightly moulded into a coat of the latest cut, stood before the portrait in the attitude of a first arrival.

The artist, dressed nicely in mouse-colored velvet, had just turned away from the painting to hover over the tea cups. But he was replaced by the much broader figure of Mr. Peter Van Degen, who, fitted into a stylish new coat, stood in front of the portrait like a newcomer.

"Yes, it's good—it's damn good, Popp; you've hit the hair off ripplingly; but the pearls ain't big enough," he pronounced.

"Yes, it's great—it's really great, Popp; you've nailed it perfectly; but the pearls aren't big enough," he said.

A slight laugh sounded from the raised dais behind the easel.

A faint laugh came from the platform behind the easel.

"Of course they're not! But it's not HIS fault, poor man; HE didn't give them to me!" As she spoke Mrs. Ralph Marvell rose from a monumental gilt arm-chair of pseudo-Venetian design and swept her long draperies to Van Degen's side.

"Of course they’re not! But it’s not HIS fault, poor guy; HE didn’t give them to me!" As she spoke, Mrs. Ralph Marvell rose from a large, golden armchair with a faux-Venetian design and pulled her long drapes over to Van Degen’s side.

"He might, then—for the privilege of painting you!" the latter rejoined, transferring his bulging stare from the counterfeit to the original. His eyes rested on Mrs. Marvell's in what seemed a quick exchange of understanding; then they passed on to a critical inspection of her person. She was dressed for the sitting in something faint and shining, above which the long curves of her neck looked dead white in the cold light of the studio; and her hair, all a shadowless rosy gold, was starred with a hard glitter of diamonds.

"He might, then—for the chance to paint you!" the other replied, shifting his intense gaze from the fake to the real thing. His eyes locked onto Mrs. Marvell's in what felt like a brief moment of connection; then they moved on to critically examine her appearance. She was dressed for the sitting in something light and shiny, with the long curves of her neck appearing stark white in the studio's cold light; and her hair, a shadowless rosy gold, was adorned with a bright sparkle of diamonds.

"The privilege of painting me? Mercy, I have to pay for being painted! He'll tell you he's giving me the picture—but what do you suppose this cost?" She laid a finger-tip on her shimmering dress.

"The privilege of painting me? Seriously, I have to pay to get painted! He'll say he's giving me the picture—but what do you think this costs?" She touched her shimmering dress with her fingertip.

Van Degen's eye rested on her with cold enjoyment. "Does the price come higher than the dress?"

Van Degen looked at her with a chilling delight. "Is the price higher than the dress?"

She ignored the allusion. "Of course what they charge for is the cut—"

She ignored the implication. "Of course, what they charge for is the cut—"

"What they cut away? That's what they ought to charge for, ain't it,
Popp?"

"What did they cut away? That's what they should charge for, right?
Popp?"

Undine took this with cool disdain, but Mr. Popple's sensibilities were offended.

Undine responded to this with cool indifference, but Mr. Popple's feelings were hurt.

"My dear Peter—really—the artist, you understand, sees all this as a pure question of colour, of pattern; and it's a point of honour with the MAN to steel himself against the personal seduction."

"My dear Peter—seriously—the artist, you know, views all this as just a matter of color and design; and it's a matter of pride for the MAN to toughen himself against personal temptation."

Mr. Van Degen received this protest with a sound of almost vulgar derision, but Undine thrilled agreeably under the glance which her portrayer cast on her. She was flattered by Van Degen's notice, and thought his impertinence witty; but she glowed inwardly at Mr. Popple's eloquence. After more than three years of social experience she still thought he "spoke beautifully," like the hero of a novel, and she ascribed to jealousy the lack of seriousness with which her husband's friends regarded him. His conversation struck her as intellectual, and his eagerness to have her share his thoughts was in flattering contrast to Ralph's growing tendency to keep his to himself. Popple's homage seemed the, subtlest proof of what Ralph could have made of her if he had "really understood" her. It was but another step to ascribe all her past mistakes to the lack of such understanding; and the satisfaction derived from this thought had once impelled her to tell the artist that he alone knew how to rouse her 'higher self.' He had assured her that the memory of her words would thereafter hallow his life; and as he hinted that it had been stained by the darkest errors she was moved at the thought of the purifying influence she exerted.

Mr. Van Degen responded to the protest with a sound almost meant to mock, but Undine felt a pleasant thrill from the look he gave her. She was flattered by Van Degen's attention and found his arrogance amusing; however, she felt a warm glow from Mr. Popple's passionate speech. After more than three years of social experience, she still thought he "spoke beautifully," like a character from a novel, and she attributed her husband's friends' lack of seriousness towards him to jealousy. His conversation seemed smart to her, and his eagerness to have her share his thoughts was a flattering contrast to Ralph's growing tendency to keep his thoughts to himself. Popple's admiration felt like the subtlest proof of what Ralph could have made of her if he had "truly understood" her. It was just a short step to blame all her past mistakes on that lack of understanding; the satisfaction she got from this thought had once led her to tell the artist that he alone knew how to awaken her 'higher self.' He had promised her that the memory of her words would bless his life from then on; and as he suggested that his life had been marked by grave errors, she felt moved by the thought of the purifying influence she had.

Thus it was that a man should talk to a true woman—but how few whom she had known possessed the secret! Ralph, in the first months of their marriage, had been eloquent too, had even gone the length of quoting poetry; but he disconcerted her by his baffling twists and strange allusions (she always scented ridicule in the unknown), and the poets he quoted were esoteric and abstruse. Mr. Popple's rhetoric was drawn from more familiar sources, and abounded in favourite phrases and in moving reminiscences of the Fifth Reader. He was moreover as literary as he was artistic; possessing an unequalled acquaintance with contemporary fiction, and dipping even into the lighter type of memoirs, in which the old acquaintances of history are served up in the disguise of "A Royal Sorceress" or "Passion in a Palace." The mastery with which Mr. Popple discussed the novel of the day, especially in relation to the sensibilities of its hero and heroine, gave Undine a sense of intellectual activity which contrasted strikingly with Marvell's flippant estimate of such works. "Passion," the artist implied, would have been the dominant note of his life, had it not been held in check by a sentiment of exalted chivalry, and by the sense that a nature of such emotional intensity as his must always be "ridden on the curb."

So it was that a man should talk to a real woman—but how few of the ones she had known had that ability! Ralph, in the early months of their marriage, had been quite expressive, even going as far as quoting poetry; but he confused her with his puzzling twists and odd references (she always sensed mockery in the unknown), and the poets he cited were obscure and complex. Mr. Popple's way of speaking came from more familiar sources, filled with favorite phrases and touching memories from the Fifth Reader. He was also just as literary as he was artistic; he had an unmatched knowledge of contemporary fiction and even explored lighter memoirs, where historical figures were presented under titles like "A Royal Sorceress" or "Passion in a Palace." The way Mr. Popple talked about current novels, especially in terms of the feelings of their heroes and heroines, gave Undine a feeling of intellectual stimulation that really stood out compared to Marvell's dismissive take on such works. "Passion," the artist suggested, would have been the main theme of his life if it hadn't been tempered by a sense of noble chivalry and the understanding that a personality as emotionally vibrant as his always needed to be "held back."

Van Degen was helping himself from the tray of iced cocktails which stood near the tea-table, and Popple, turning to Undine, took up the thread of his discourse. But why, he asked, why allude before others to feelings so few could understand? The average man—lucky devil!—(with a compassionate glance at Van Degen's back) the average man knew nothing of the fierce conflict between the lower and higher natures; and even the woman whose eyes had kindled it—how much did SHE guess of its violence? Did she know—Popple recklessly asked—how often the artist was forgotten in the man—how often the man would take the bit between his teeth, were it not that the look in her eyes recalled some sacred memory, some lesson learned perhaps beside his mother's knee? "I say, Popp—was that where you learned to mix this drink? Because it does the old lady credit," Van Degen called out, smacking his lips; while the artist, dashing a nervous hand through his hair, muttered: "Hang it, Peter—is NOTHING sacred to you?"

Van Degen was helping himself to the tray of iced cocktails next to the tea table, and Popple turned to Undine to continue his point. But why, he asked, would anyone bring up feelings that so few could understand? The average guy—lucky him!—(shooting a sympathetic glance at Van Degen’s back) had no idea about the intense struggle between the lower and higher selves; and even the woman who sparked those feelings—how much did SHE really know about its intensity? Did she realize—Popple boldly asked—how often the artist was forgotten in the man—how often the man would run wild if it weren't for the look in her eyes that brought back some sacred memory, some lesson learned by his mother’s side? "Hey, Popp—was that where you learned to mix this drink? Because it really does your old lady proud," Van Degen called out, smacking his lips; while the artist, nervously running a hand through his hair, muttered, "Damn it, Peter—is NOTHING sacred to you?"

It pleased Undine to feel herself capable of inspiring such emotions. She would have been fatigued by the necessity of maintaining her own talk on Popple's level, but she liked to listen to him, and especially to have others overhear what he said to her.

It made Undine happy to know she could inspire such feelings. She would have felt tired keeping her conversation at Popple's level, but she enjoyed listening to him, especially when others could hear what he said to her.

Her feeling for Van Degen was different. There was more similarity of tastes between them, though his manner flattered her vanity less than Popple's. She felt the strength of Van Degen's contempt for everything he did not understand or could not buy: that was the only kind of "exclusiveness" that impressed her. And he was still to her, as in her inexperienced days, the master of the mundane science she had once imagined that Ralph Marvell possessed. During the three years since her marriage she had learned to make distinctions unknown to her girlish categories. She had found out that she had given herself to the exclusive and the dowdy when the future belonged to the showy and the promiscuous; that she was in the case of those who have cast in their lot with a fallen cause, or—to use an analogy more within her range—who have hired an opera box on the wrong night. It was all confusing and exasperating. Apex ideals had been based on the myth of "old families" ruling New York from a throne of Revolutionary tradition, with the new millionaires paying them feudal allegiance. But experience had long since proved the delusiveness of the simile. Mrs. Marvell's classification of the world into the visited and the unvisited was as obsolete as a mediaeval cosmogony. Some of those whom Washington Square left unvisited were the centre of social systems far outside its ken, and as indifferent to its opinions as the constellations to the reckonings of the astronomers; and all these systems joyously revolved about their central sun of gold.

Her feelings for Van Degen were different. They shared more similar tastes, even though his behavior flattered her vanity less than Popple's did. She sensed Van Degen's disdain for everything he didn’t understand or couldn’t buy; that was the only kind of "exclusiveness" that impressed her. To her, he was still, as in her naive days, the master of the everyday knowledge she once thought Ralph Marvell possessed. Over the three years since her marriage, she had learned to recognize distinctions that were beyond her youthful understanding. She realized that she had committed herself to the exclusive and the dowdy when the future belonged to the flashy and the promiscuous; it felt like she was among those who have aligned themselves with a lost cause, or—using an analogy more familiar to her—who had rented an opera box on the wrong night. It was all confusing and frustrating. The pinnacle ideals had been based on the illusion of "old families" ruling New York from a throne of Revolutionary tradition, with the new millionaires showing them feudal loyalty. But experience had long proven that analogy to be misleading. Mrs. Marvell's way of classifying the world into the visited and the unvisited was as outdated as a medieval view of the universe. Some of those left unvisited by Washington Square were at the center of social systems far beyond its reach, just as indifferent to its opinions as the stars are to the calculations of astronomers; and all these systems joyfully revolved around their central sun of wealth.

There were moments after Undine's return to New York when she was tempted to class her marriage with the hateful early mistakes from the memories of which she had hoped it would free her. Since it was never her habit to accuse herself of such mistakes it was inevitable that she should gradually come to lay the blame on Ralph. She found a poignant pleasure, at this stage of her career, in the question: "What does a young girl know of life?" And the poignancy was deepened by the fact that each of the friends to whom she put the question seemed convinced that—had the privilege been his—he would have known how to spare her the disenchantment it implied.

There were times after Undine came back to New York when she felt tempted to consider her marriage as just another one of the awful early mistakes she had hoped to leave behind. Since she never usually blamed herself for such mistakes, it was only natural that she began to place the blame on Ralph. At this point in her life, she found a bittersweet satisfaction in asking the question: "What does a young girl know about life?" This bittersweet feeling grew stronger because each of her friends she asked seemed convinced that—if they had been in his position—they would have known how to protect her from the disappointment it suggested.

The conviction of having blundered was never more present to her than when, on this particular afternoon, the guests invited by Mr. Popple to view her portrait began to assemble before it.

The feeling that she had made a mistake was stronger than ever that afternoon when the guests Mr. Popple had invited to see her portrait started to gather in front of it.

Some of the principal figures of Undine's group had rallied for the occasion, and almost all were in exasperating enjoyment of the privileges for which she pined. There was young Jim Driscoll, heir-apparent of the house, with his short stout mistrustful wife, who hated society, but went everywhere lest it might be thought she had been left out; the "beautiful Mrs. Beringer," a lovely aimless being, who kept (as Laura Fairford said) a home for stray opinions, and could never quite tell them apart; little Dicky Bowles, whom every one invited because he was understood to "say things" if one didn't; the Harvey Shallums, fresh from Paris, and dragging in their wake a bewildered nobleman vaguely designated as "the Count," who offered cautious conversational openings, like an explorer trying beads on savages; and, behind these more salient types, the usual filling in of those who are seen everywhere because they have learned to catch the social eye.

Some of the main members of Undine's group had gathered for the occasion, and almost all were annoyingly enjoying the privileges that she longed for. There was young Jim Driscoll, the expected heir of the family, along with his short, stout, suspicious wife, who disliked socializing but went everywhere to avoid the idea that she had been left out; the "beautiful Mrs. Beringer," a lovely but aimless person who, as Laura Fairford put it, kept a home for stray opinions and could never quite differentiate between them; little Dicky Bowles, whose presence everyone welcomed because he was known to "say things" if nobody else would; the Harvey Shallums, just back from Paris, dragging along a confused nobleman vaguely known as "the Count," who made tentative conversation like an explorer trying to communicate with indigenous people; and, behind these more noticeable types, the usual crowd of people who are seen everywhere because they know how to catch the social eye.

Such a company was one to flatter the artist as much his sitter, so completely did it represent that unamity of opinion which constitutes social strength. Not one the number was troubled by any personal theory of art: all they asked of a portrait was that the costume should be sufficiently "life-like," and the face not too much so; and a long experience in idealizing flesh and realizing dress-fabrics had enabled Mr. Popple to meet both demands.

Such a company was one that flattered the artist as much as the person they were painting, perfectly representing the unity of opinion that makes social strength. None of them were concerned with personal theories of art: all they wanted from a portrait was for the outfit to look realistically "life-like" and the face to not be too realistic; and Mr. Popple, with his long experience in idealizing skin tones and capturing fabric, was able to meet both requests.

"Hang it," Peter Van Degen pronounced, standing before the easel in an attitude of inspired interpretation, "the great thing in a man's portrait is to catch the likeness—we all know that; but with a woman's it's different—a woman's picture has got to be pleasing. Who wants it about if it isn't? Those big chaps who blow about what they call realism—how do THEIR portraits look in a drawing-room? Do you suppose they ever ask themselves that? THEY don't care—they're not going to live with the things! And what do they know of drawing-rooms, anyhow? Lots of them haven't even got a dress-suit. There's where old Popp has the pull over 'em—HE knows how we live and what we want."

"Forget it," Peter Van Degen said, standing in front of the easel with an inspired look. "The most important thing in a man's portrait is to capture the likeness—we all know that; but when it comes to a woman's portrait, it’s different—a woman's picture has to be attractive. Who wants it around if it isn't? Those big guys who brag about what they call realism—how do THEIR portraits look in a living room? Do you think they ever consider that? THEY don’t care—they aren’t going to live with the art! And what do they know about living rooms, anyway? A lot of them don’t even own a suit. That’s where old Popp has the advantage over them—HE understands how we live and what we want."

This was received by the artist with a deprecating murmur, and by his public with warm expressions of approval.

This was met by the artist with a modest murmur, and by his audience with enthusiastic approval.

"Happily in this case," Popple began ("as in that of so many of my sitters," he hastily put in), "there has been no need to idealize-nature herself has outdone the artist's dream."

"Happily in this case," Popple started ("like in the cases of many of my subjects," he quickly added), "there's been no need to enhance reality—nature herself has exceeded the artist's imagination."

Undine, radiantly challenging comparison with her portrait, glanced up at it with a smile of conscious merit, which deepened as young Jim Driscoll declared:

Undine, shining and confidently surpassing her portrait, looked up at it with a smile of self-satisfaction that grew wider as young Jim Driscoll declared:

"By Jove, Mamie, you must be done exactly like that for the new music-room."

"Wow, Mamie, you have to do it exactly like that for the new music room."

His wife turned a cautious eye upon the picture.

His wife looked carefully at the picture.

"How big is it? For our house it would have to be a good deal bigger," she objected; and Popple, fired by the thought of such a dimensional opportunity, rejoined that it would be the chance of all others to. "work in" a marble portico and a court-train: he had just done Mrs. Lycurgus Ambler in a court-train and feathers, and as THAT was for Buffalo of course the pictures needn't clash.

"How big does it need to be? For our house, it would have to be much larger," she argued; and Popple, excited by the idea of such a spacious opportunity, responded that it would be the perfect chance to include a marble portico and a court train. He had just styled Mrs. Lycurgus Ambler in a court train and feathers, and since that was for Buffalo, the designs wouldn’t clash.

"Well, it would have to be a good deal bigger than Mrs. Ambler's," Mrs. Driscoll insisted; and on Popple's suggestion that in that case he might "work in" Driscoll, in court-dress also—("You've been presented? Well, you WILL be,—you'll HAVE to, if I do the picture—which will make a lovely memento")—Van Degen turned aside to murmur to Undine: "Pure bluff, you know—Jim couldn't pay for a photograph. Old Driscoll's high and dry since the Ararat investigation."

"Well, it would have to be a lot bigger than Mrs. Ambler's," Mrs. Driscoll insisted; and when Popple suggested that in that case he might "include" Driscoll, also in court attire—("You've been presented? Well, you WILL be—you'll HAVE to, if I do the picture—which will make a great keepsake")—Van Degen turned away to whisper to Undine: "Total bluff, you know—Jim couldn't afford a photograph. Old Driscoll's on his own since the Ararat investigation."

She threw him a puzzled glance, having no time, in her crowded existence, to follow the perturbations of Wall Street save as they affected the hospitality of Fifth Avenue.

She gave him a confused look, having no time in her busy life to keep up with the ups and downs of Wall Street except for how they impacted the luxury of Fifth Avenue.

"You mean they've lost their money? Won't they give their fancy ball, then?"

"You mean they've lost their money? Are they still going to throw their fancy ball?"

Van Degen shrugged. "Nobody knows how it's coming out That queer chap Elmer Moffatt threatens to give old Driscoll a fancy ball—says he's going to dress him in stripes! It seems he knows too much about the Apex street-railways."

Van Degen shrugged. "Nobody knows how this is going to turn out. That weird guy Elmer Moffatt is threatening to throw a fancy ball for old Driscoll—claims he's going to dress him in stripes! Seems like he knows too much about the Apex streetcars."

Undine paled a little. Though she had already tried on her costume for the Driscoll ball her disappointment at Van Degen's announcement was effaced by the mention of Moffatt's name. She had not had the curiosity to follow the reports of the "Ararat Trust Investigation," but once or twice lately, in the snatches of smoking-room talk, she had been surprised by a vague allusion to Elmer Moffatt, as to an erratic financial influence, half ridiculed, yet already half redoubtable. Was it possible that the redoubtable element had prevailed? That the time had come when Elmer Moffatt—the Elmer Moffatt of Apex!—could, even for a moment, cause consternation in the Driscoll camp? He had always said he "saw things big"; but no one had ever believed he was destined to carry them out on the same scale. Yet apparently in those idle Apex days, while he seemed to be "loafing and fooling," as her father called it, he had really been sharpening his weapons of aggression; there had been something, after all, in the effect of loose-drifting power she had always felt in him. Her heart beat faster, and she longed to question Van Degen; but she was afraid of betraying herself, and turned back to the group about the picture. Mrs. Driscoll was still presenting objections in a tone of small mild obstinacy. "Oh, it's a LIKENESS, of course—I can see that; but there's one thing I must say, Mr. Popple. It looks like a last year's dress."

Undine went pale for a moment. Even though she had already tried on her costume for the Driscoll ball, her disappointment at Van Degen's announcement faded away at the mention of Moffatt's name. She hadn't cared enough to follow the reports about the "Ararat Trust Investigation," but a couple of times recently, during casual conversations in the smoking room, she had been caught off guard by vague mentions of Elmer Moffatt, described as an unpredictable financial force, half laughed at, yet already somewhat formidable. Could it be that the formidable aspect had taken over? Could it be that the moment had arrived when Elmer Moffatt—the Elmer Moffatt from Apex!—could, even briefly, stir up trouble for the Driscoll camp? He always claimed he "thought big," but no one believed he would be able to act on that scale. Yet it seemed that during those aimless days in Apex, while he appeared to be "loafing and fooling around," as her father put it, he had actually been preparing himself for action; there was indeed something about the way he carried himself that suggested he possessed a latent power. Her heart raced, and she wanted to ask Van Degen for more information, but she feared revealing too much and turned back to the group around the painting. Mrs. Driscoll was still making objections with a tone of gentle stubbornness. "Oh, it's definitely a LIKENESS, I can see that; but there's one thing I have to say, Mr. Popple. It looks like last year's dress."

The attention of the ladies instantly rallied to the picture, and the artist paled at the challenge.

The ladies' attention quickly focused on the picture, and the artist turned pale at the challenge.

"It doesn't look like a last year's face, anyhow—that's what makes them all wild," Van Degen murmured. Undine gave him back a quick smile. She had already forgotten about Moffatt. Any triumph in which she shared left a glow in her veins, and the success of the picture obscured all other impressions. She saw herself throning in a central panel at the spring exhibition, with the crowd pushing about the picture, repeating her name; and she decided to stop on the way home and telephone her press-agent to do a paragraph about Popple's tea.

"It definitely doesn’t look like last year’s face, anyway—that’s what drives them all crazy," Van Degen muttered. Undine shot him a quick smile. She had already forgotten about Moffatt. Any win she was part of filled her with excitement, and the success of the picture overshadowed all other thoughts. She imagined herself in a central panel at the spring exhibition, with the crowd crowding around the painting, calling out her name; and she decided to stop on the way home to call her press agent and have him write up a piece about Popple’s tea.

But in the hall, as she drew on her cloak, her thoughts reverted to the Driscoll fancy ball. What a blow if it were given up after she had taken so much trouble about her dress! She was to go as the Empress Josephine, after the Prudhon portrait in the Louvre. The dress was already fitted and partly embroidered, and she foresaw the difficulty of persuading the dress-maker to take it back.

But in the hall, as she put on her cloak, her thoughts went back to the Driscoll fancy ball. What a disappointment if it were canceled after she had gone to so much effort with her dress! She was planning to go as Empress Josephine, based on the Prudhon portrait in the Louvre. The dress was already fitted and partly embroidered, and she anticipated the hassle of convincing the dressmaker to take it back.

"Why so pale and sad, fair cousin? What's up?" Van Degen asked, as they emerged from the lift in which they had descended alone from the studio.

"Why do you look so pale and sad, dear cousin? What's going on?" Van Degen asked as they stepped out of the elevator where they had come down alone from the studio.

"I don't know—I'm tired of posing. And it was so frightfully hot."

"I don't know—I'm tired of pretending. And it was just so incredibly hot."

"Yes. Popple always keeps his place at low-neck temperature, as if the portraits might catch cold." Van Degen glanced at his watch. "Where are you off to?"

"Yes. Popple always keeps his spot at a low temperature, as if the portraits might catch a chill." Van Degen looked at his watch. "Where are you headed?"

"West End Avenue, of course—if I can find a cab to take me there."

"West End Avenue, of course—if I can get a cab to take me there."

It was not the least of Undine's grievances that she was still living in the house which represented Mr. Spragg's first real-estate venture in New York. It had been understood, at the time of her marriage, that the young couple were to be established within the sacred precincts of fashion; but on their return from the honeymoon the still untenanted house in West End Avenue had been placed at their disposal, and in view of Mr. Spragg's financial embarrassment even Undine had seen the folly of refusing it. That first winter, more-over, she had not regretted her exile: while she awaited her boy's birth she was glad to be out of sight of Fifth Avenue, and to take her hateful compulsory exercise where no familiar eye could fall on her. And the next year of course her father would give them a better house.

It was one of Undine's biggest complaints that she was still living in the house that represented Mr. Spragg's first real estate venture in New York. When she got married, it was understood that the young couple would be settled in the heart of high society; however, upon returning from their honeymoon, the vacant house on West End Avenue was offered to them. Considering Mr. Spragg's financial struggles, even Undine realized it would be silly to turn it down. That first winter, she didn’t actually regret the exile: while waiting for her baby to be born, she was grateful to be away from Fifth Avenue, and to do her mandatory exercise where no one she knew could see her. And of course, the next year her father would provide them with a better house.

But the next year rents had risen in the Fifth Avenue quarter, and meanwhile little Paul Marvell, from his beautiful pink cradle, was already interfering with his mother's plans. Ralph, alarmed by the fresh rush of expenses, sided with his father-in-law in urging Undine to resign herself to West End Avenue; and thus after three years she was still submitting to the incessant pin-pricks inflicted by the incongruity between her social and geographical situation—the need of having to give a west side address to her tradesmen, and the deeper irritation of hearing her friends say: "Do let me give you a lift home, dear—Oh, I'd forgotten! I'm afraid I haven't the time to go so far—"

But the next year, rents had gone up in the Fifth Avenue area, and meanwhile, little Paul Marvell, from his pretty pink crib, was already getting in the way of his mother's plans. Ralph, worried about the new wave of expenses, sided with his father-in-law in encouraging Undine to just accept living on West End Avenue; and so, after three years, she was still dealing with the constant annoyances caused by the mismatch between her social status and her location—the necessity of giving a West Side address to her service providers, and the deeper frustration of hearing her friends say, "Let me give you a ride home, dear—Oh, I forgot! I'm afraid I can't go that far—"

It was bad enough to have no motor of her own, to be avowedly dependent on "lifts," openly and unconcealably in quest of them, and perpetually plotting to provoke their offer (she did so hate to be seen in a cab!) but to miss them, as often as not, because of the remoteness of her destination, emphasized the hateful sense of being "out of things."

It was already frustrating not to have her own car, to be openly reliant on rides, actively searching for them, and constantly planning ways to get someone to offer her a ride (she really disliked being seen in a taxi!), but missing them, more often than not, because of how far away she was headed, only made her feel more excluded.

Van Degen looked out at the long snow-piled streets, down which the lamps were beginning to put their dreary yellow splashes.

Van Degen looked out at the long streets piled with snow, where the lamps were starting to cast their gloomy yellow splashes.

"Of course you won't get a cab on a night like this. If you don't mind the open car, you'd better jump in with me. I'll run you out to the High Bridge and give you a breath of air before dinner."

"Of course you won't be able to get a cab on a night like this. If you're okay with the open car, you should just hop in with me. I'll drive you out to the High Bridge and let you catch some fresh air before dinner."

The offer was tempting, for Undine's triumph in the studio had left her tired and nervous—she was beginning to learn that success may be as fatiguing as failure. Moreover, she was going to a big dinner that evening, and the fresh air would give her the eyes and complexion she needed; but in the back of her mind there lingered the vague sense of a forgotten engagement. As she tried to recall it she felt Van Degen raising the fur collar about her chin.

The offer was tempting because Undine’s success in the studio had left her feeling exhausted and anxious—she was starting to realize that winning can be just as draining as losing. Plus, she was heading to a big dinner that evening, and the fresh air would give her the look she needed; but in the back of her mind, she had a nagging feeling about a forgotten commitment. As she tried to remember it, she felt Van Degen lifting the fur collar around her chin.

"Got anything you can put over your head? Will that lace thing do? Come along, then." He pushed her through the swinging doors, and added with a laugh, as they reached the street: "You're not afraid of being seen with me, are you? It's all right at this hour—Ralph's still swinging on a strap in the elevated."

"Do you have anything you can put over your head? Will that lace thing work? Let's go." He pushed her through the swinging doors and joked as they stepped onto the street, "You're not worried about being seen with me, are you? It's fine at this time—Ralph's still hanging out in the elevated."

The winter twilight was deliriously cold, and as they swept through Central Park, and gathered impetus for their northward flight along the darkening Boulevard, Undine felt the rush of physical joy that drowns scruples and silences memory. Her scruples, indeed, were not serious; but Ralph disliked her being too much with Van Degen, and it was her way to get what she wanted with as little "fuss" as possible. Moreover, she knew it was a mistake to make herself too accessible to a man of Peter's sort: her impatience to enjoy was curbed by an instinct for holding off and biding her time that resembled the patient skill with which her father had conducted the sale of his "bad" real estate in the Pure Water Move days. But now and then youth had its way—she could not always resist the present pleasure. And it was amusing, too, to be "talked about" with Peter Van Degen, who was noted for not caring for "nice women." She enjoyed the thought of triumphing over meretricious charms: it ennobled her in her own eyes to influence such a man for good.

The winter twilight was incredibly cold, and as they moved through Central Park, gathering momentum for their northward journey along the darkening Boulevard, Undine felt a surge of physical joy that drowned out any reservations and quieted her memories. Her reservations weren’t really significant; however, Ralph didn’t like her spending too much time with Van Degen, and her approach was to get what she wanted with as little hassle as possible. Besides, she knew it was a mistake to make herself too available to a guy like Peter: her eagerness to have fun was held back by an instinct to wait and take her time, similar to how her father had skillfully managed the sale of his "bad" real estate during the Pure Water Movement days. But now and then, youth took over—she couldn’t always resist immediate pleasure. Plus, it was entertaining to be talked about with Peter Van Degen, who was known for not being interested in "nice women." She liked the idea of overcoming shallow charms: it made her feel better about herself to influence such a man for the better.

Nevertheless, as the motor flew on through the icy twilight, her present cares flew with it. She could not shake off the thought of the useless fancy dress which symbolized the other crowding expenses she had not dared confess to Ralph. Van Degen heard her sigh, and bent down, lowering the speed of the motor.

Nevertheless, as the engine sped through the freezing dusk, her current worries faded away with it. She couldn't shake off the thought of the useless fancy dress that represented the other mounting costs she hadn’t dared to admit to Ralph. Van Degen heard her sigh and leaned down, reducing the speed of the engine.

"What's the matter? Isn't everything all right?"

"What's wrong? Is everything good?"

His tone made her suddenly feel that she could confide in him, and though she began by murmuring that it was nothing she did so with the conscious purpose of being persuaded to confess. And his extraordinary "niceness" seemed to justify her and to prove that she had been right in trusting her instinct rather than in following the counsels of prudence. Heretofore, in their talks, she had never gone beyond the vaguest hint of material "bothers"—as to which dissimulation seemed vain while one lived in West End Avenue! But now that the avowal of a definite worry had been wrung from her she felt the injustice of the view generally taken of poor Peter. For he had been neither too enterprising nor too cautious (though people said of him that he "didn't care to part"); he had just laughed away, in bluff brotherly fashion, the gnawing thought of the fancy dress, had assured her he'd give a ball himself rather than miss seeing her wear it, and had added: "Oh, hang waiting for the bill—won't a couple of thou make it all right?" in a tone that showed what a small matter money was to any one who took the larger view of life.

His tone suddenly made her feel like she could open up to him, and although she started by saying it was nothing, she did it with the intention of being convinced to share. His remarkable "niceness" seemed to validate her and prove that trusting her instincts was the right choice instead of following cautious advice. Up until now, in their conversations, she had only hinted at vague material concerns—disguising them seemed pointless while living in West End Avenue! But now that she had admitted a specific worry, she felt it was unfair how people viewed poor Peter. He hadn’t been overly assertive or overly cautious (even though people claimed he "didn't want to part with his money"); he had simply laughed off, in a friendly brotherly way, the nagging thought about the fancy dress, assured her he’d throw a party himself rather than miss seeing her wear it, and added, "Oh, forget about waiting for the bill—won't a couple of thousand fix everything?" in a tone that showed how little money mattered to someone who had a broader perspective on life.

The whole incident passed off so quickly and easily that within a few minutes she had settled down—with a nod for his "Everything jolly again now?"—to untroubled enjoyment of the hour. Peace of mind, she said to herself, was all she needed to make her happy—and that was just what Ralph had never given her! At the thought his face seemed to rise before her, with the sharp lines of care between the eyes: it was almost like a part of his "nagging" that he should thrust himself in at such a moment! She tried to shut her eyes to the face; but a moment later it was replaced by another, a small odd likeness of itself; and with a cry of compunction she started up from her furs.

The whole incident happened so quickly and easily that within a few minutes she had settled down—with a nod to his "Everything good now?"—to enjoy the moment without worries. She told herself that peace of mind was all she needed to be happy—and that was exactly what Ralph had never given her! At the thought, his face seemed to appear before her, with the sharp lines of worry between his eyes: it felt almost like a part of his "nagging" that he should come to mind at such a moment! She tried to close her eyes to the image; but a moment later it was replaced by another, a small, quirky version of his face; and with a cry of guilt, she sprang up from her furs.

"Mercy! It's the boy's birthday—I was to take him to his grandmother's. She was to have a cake for him and Ralph was to come up town. I KNEW there was something I'd forgotten!"

"Wow! It's the boy's birthday—I was supposed to take him to his grandmother's. She was going to have a cake for him and Ralph was supposed to come to town. I KNEW I had forgotten something!"

XV

In the Dagonet drawing-room the lamps had long been lit, and Mrs. Fairford, after a last impatient turn, had put aside the curtains of worn damask to strain her eyes into the darkening square. She came back to the hearth, where Charles Bowen stood leaning between the prim caryatides of the white marble chimney-piece.

In the Dagonet drawing-room, the lamps had been on for a while, and Mrs. Fairford, after another impatient glance, pulled back the worn damask curtains to peer into the darkening square. She returned to the fireplace, where Charles Bowen was leaning between the neat caryatides of the white marble chimney.

"No sign of her. She's simply forgotten."

"No sign of her. She's just forgotten."

Bowen looked at his watch, and turned to compare it with the high-waisted Empire clock.

Bowen checked his watch and turned to compare it with the high-waisted Empire clock.

"Six o'clock. Why not telephone again? There must be some mistake.
Perhaps she knew Ralph would be late."

"Six o'clock. Why not call again? There must be some misunderstanding.
Maybe she knew Ralph would be running late."

Laura laughed. "I haven't noticed that she follows Ralph's movements so closely. When I telephoned just now the servant said she'd been out since two. The nurse waited till half-past four, not liking to come without orders; and now it's too late for Paul to come."

Laura laughed. "I haven't seen her pay such close attention to Ralph's movements. When I called just now, the servant said she'd been out since two. The nurse waited until half-past four, not wanting to come without instructions; and now it's too late for Paul to come."

She wandered away toward the farther end of the room, where, through half-open doors, a shining surface of mahogany reflected a flower-wreathed cake in which two candles dwindled.

She walked to the far end of the room, where, through half-open doors, a shiny mahogany surface reflected a flower-adorned cake with two candles flickering.

"Put them out, please," she said to some one in the background; then she shut the doors and turned back to Bowen.

"Please put them out," she said to someone in the background; then she shut the doors and turned back to Bowen.

"It's all so unlucky—my grandfather giving up his drive, and mother backing out of her hospital meeting, and having all the committee down on her. And Henley: I'd even coaxed Henley away from his bridge! He escaped again just before you came. Undine promised she'd have the boy here at four. It's not as if it had never happened before. She's always breaking her engagements."

"It's all so unfortunate—my grandfather giving up his drive, and Mom backing out of her hospital meeting, and now all the committee is upset with her. And Henley: I even convinced him to leave his bridge game! He slipped away again just before you arrived. Undine promised she'd have the boy here at four. It's not like this hasn’t happened before. She’s always breaking her plans."

"She has so many that it's inevitable some should get broken."

"She has so many that it's bound to happen that some will get broken."

"All if she'd only choose! Now that Ralph has had into business, and is kept in his office so late, it's cruel of her to drag him out every night. He told us the other day they hadn't dined at home for a month. Undine doesn't seem to notice how hard he works."

"All she has to do is choose! Now that Ralph is busy with work and stuck at the office so late, it's unfair of her to take him out every night. He told us the other day that they haven't had dinner at home in a month. Undine doesn't seem to realize how hard he's working."

Bowen gazed meditatively at the crumbling fire. "No—why should she?"

Bowen stared thoughtfully at the dying fire. "No—why would she?"

"Why SHOULD she? Really, Charles—!"

"Why should she? Seriously, Charles—!"

"Why should she, when she knows nothing about it?"

"Why should she, when she doesn't know anything about it?"

"She may know nothing about his business; but she must know it's her extravagance that's forced him into it." Mrs. Fairford looked at Bowen reproachfully. "You talk as if you were on her side!"

"She might not know anything about his business, but she has to realize that it's her spending habits that pushed him into it." Mrs. Fairford glanced at Bowen with disapproval. "You speak as though you support her!"

"Are there sides already? If so, I want to look down on them impartially from the heights of pure speculation. I want to get a general view of the whole problem of American marriages."

"Are there already sides? If so, I want to look at them objectively from the heights of pure speculation. I want to get a broad view of the entire issue of American marriages."

Mrs. Fairford dropped into her arm-chair with a sigh. "If that's what you want you must make haste! Most of them don't last long enough to be classified."

Mrs. Fairford plopped down into her armchair with a sigh. "If that's what you want, you need to hurry! Most of them don’t last long enough to be categorized."

"I grant you it takes an active mind. But the weak point is so frequently the same that after a time one knows where to look for it."

"I admit it requires an active mind. But the weak point is often the same, so after a while, you know exactly where to find it."

"What do you call the weak point?"

"What do you call the weak spot?"

He paused. "The fact that the average American looks down on his wife."

He paused. "The fact that the average American looks down on his wife."

Mrs. Fairford was up with a spring. "If that's where paradox lands you!"

Mrs. Fairford was energized. "If that's where contradictions lead you!"

Bowen mildly stood his ground. "Well—doesn't he prove it? How much does he let her share in the real business of life? How much does he rely on her judgment and help in the conduct of serious affairs? Take Ralph for instance—you say his wife's extravagance forces him to work too hard; but that's not what's wrong. It's normal for a man to work hard for a woman—what's abnormal is his not caring to tell her anything about it."

Bowen calmly stood his ground. "Well—doesn’t he show it? How much does he let her be a part of the real responsibilities of life? How much does he depend on her judgment and help with serious matters? Take Ralph, for example—you say his wife's spending habits make him work too hard; but that’s not the issue. It's normal for a man to work hard for a woman—what's unusual is his lack of interest in sharing any of it with her."

"To tell Undine? She'd be bored to death if he did!"

"Tell Undine? She'd be bored to death if he did!"

"Just so; she'd even feel aggrieved. But why? Because it's against the custom of the country. And whose fault is that? The man's again—I don't mean Ralph I mean the genus he belongs to: homo sapiens, Americanus. Why haven't we taught our women to take an interest in our work? Simply because we don't take enough interest in THEM."

"Exactly; she'd even feel upset. But why? Because it's against the customs of the country. And whose fault is that? The men’s again—I’m not talking about Ralph, but the group he belongs to: homo sapiens, Americanus. Why haven’t we encouraged our women to take an interest in our work? Simply because we don’t show enough interest in THEM."

Mrs. Fairford, sinking back into her chair, sat gazing at the vertiginous depths above which his thought seemed to dangle her.

Mrs. Fairford, sinking back into her chair, sat staring at the dizzying heights above which his thoughts seemed to dangle her.

"YOU don't? The American man doesn't—the most slaving, self-effacing, self-sacrificing—?"

"YOU don't? The American man doesn't—the most hardworking, humble, selfless—?"

"Yes; and the most indifferent: there's the point. The 'slaving's' no argument against the indifference To slave for women is part of the old American tradition; lots of people give their lives for dogmas they've ceased to believe in. Then again, in this country the passion for making money has preceded the knowing how to spend it, and the American man lavishes his fortune on his wife because he doesn't know what else to do with it."

"Yes, and that's the key point. Being indifferent isn’t a valid argument against it. Working hard for women is part of the old American tradition; many people dedicate their lives to beliefs they no longer support. Moreover, in this country, the desire to make money has come before understanding how to spend it, so the American man often splurges his fortune on his wife because he’s unsure what else to do with it."

"Then you call it a mere want of imagination for a man to spend his money on his wife?"

"Then you think it's just a lack of imagination for a man to spend his money on his wife?"

"Not necessarily—but it's a want of imagination to fancy it's all he owes her. Look about you and you'll see what I mean. Why does the European woman interest herself so much more in what the men are doing? Because she's so important to them that they make it worth her while! She's not a parenthesis, as she is here—she's in the very middle of the picture. I'm not implying that Ralph isn't interested in his wife—he's a passionate, a pathetic exception. But even he has to conform to an environment where all the romantic values are reversed. Where does the real life of most American men lie? In some woman's drawing-room or in their offices? The answer's obvious, isn't it? The emotional centre of gravity's not the same in the two hemispheres. In the effete societies it's love, in our new one it's business. In America the real crime passionnel is a 'big steal'—there's more excitement in wrecking railways than homes."

"Not really—but it's a lack of imagination to think that's all he owes her. Look around, and you’ll see what I mean. Why does the European woman care so much more about what the men are doing? Because she’s so important to them that they make it worth her time! She’s not just an afterthought like she is here—she’s at the center of it all. I’m not saying Ralph doesn’t care about his wife—he's a passionate, even tragic exception. But even he has to fit into an environment where all the romantic values are flipped. Where does the real life of most American men lie? In some woman’s living room or in their offices? The answer is clear, isn’t it? The emotional center of gravity isn’t the same in the two hemispheres. In the fragile societies, it’s love; in our new one, it’s business. In America, the real crime of passion is a ‘big steal’—there’s more excitement in destroying railways than homes."

Bowen paused to light another cigarette, and then took up his theme. "Isn't that the key to our easy divorces? If we cared for women in the old barbarous possessive way do you suppose we'd give them up as readily as we do? The real paradox is the fact that the men who make, materially, the biggest sacrifices for their women, should do least for them ideally and romantically. And what's the result—how do the women avenge themselves? All my sympathy's with them, poor deluded dears, when I see their fallacious little attempt to trick out the leavings tossed them by the preoccupied male—the money and the motors and the clothes—and pretend to themselves and each other that THAT'S what really constitutes life! Oh, I know what you're going to say—it's less and less of a pretense with them, I grant you; they're more and more succumbing to the force of the suggestion; but here and there I fancy there's one who still sees through the humbug, and knows that money and motors and clothes are simply the big bribe she's paid for keeping out of some man's way!"

Bowen paused to light another cigarette and then continued with his point. "Isn’t that the key to our easy divorces? If we cared for women the old, possessive way, do you think we’d let them go as easily as we do? The real contradiction is that the men who make the biggest material sacrifices for their women often do the least for them in an emotional and romantic sense. And what happens as a result? How do the women get back at them? I feel sorry for them, poor misguided souls, when I see their misguided attempts to make something out of the scraps tossed to them by the distracted men—the money, the cars, and the clothes—and pretend to themselves and each other that THAT'S what really makes life meaningful! Oh, I know what you’re going to say—it’s becoming less of a pretense for them, I admit; they’re increasingly falling for the idea. But every once in a while, I think there’s someone who still sees through the nonsense and realizes that money, cars, and clothes are just the big bribe she gets for staying out of some guy’s way!"

Mrs. Fairford presented an amazed silence to the rush of this tirade; but when she rallied it was to murmur: "And is Undine one of the exceptions?"

Mrs. Fairford listened in stunned silence to the flurry of this speech; but when she regained her composure, she softly asked, "So, is Undine one of the exceptions?"

Her companion took the shot with a smile. "No—she's a monstrously perfect result of the system: the completest proof of its triumph. It's Ralph who's the victim and the exception."

Her companion took the shot with a smile. "No—she's an incredibly perfect result of the system: the ultimate proof of its success. It's Ralph who's the victim and the exception."

"Ah, poor Ralph!" Mrs. Fairford raised her head quickly. "I hear him now. I suppose," she added in an undertone, "we can't give him your explanation for his wife's having forgotten to come?"

"Ah, poor Ralph!" Mrs. Fairford quickly lifted her head. "I can hear him now. I guess," she added quietly, "we can’t give him your explanation for why his wife forgot to come?"

Bowen echoed her sigh, and then seemed to toss it from him with his cigarette-end; but he stood in silence while the door opened and Ralph Marvell entered.

Bowen sighed in response, then tossed it away with the end of his cigarette; but he stayed silent as the door opened and Ralph Marvell walked in.

"Well, Laura! Hallo, Charles—have you been celebrating too?" Ralph turned to his sister. "It's outrageous of me to be so late, and I daren't look my son in the face! But I stayed down town to make provision for his future birthdays." He returned Mrs. Fairford's kiss. "Don't tell me the party's over, and the guest of honour gone to bed?"

"Hey, Laura! Hi, Charles—have you been celebrating too?" Ralph turned to his sister. "It's really embarrassing for me to be so late, and I can't even look my son in the eye! But I stayed downtown to plan for his future birthdays." He returned Mrs. Fairford's kiss. "Please don't tell me the party's over, and the guest of honor has gone to bed?"

As he stood before them, laughing and a little flushed, the strain of long fatigue sounding through his gaiety and looking out of his anxious eyes, Mrs. Fairford threw a glance at Bowen and then turned away to ring the bell.

As he stood in front of them, laughing and a bit flushed, the weariness of long fatigue was evident in his cheerfulness and showed in his worried eyes. Mrs. Fairford glanced at Bowen, then turned away to ring the bell.

"Sit down, Ralph—you look tired. I'll give you some tea."

"Sit down, Ralph—you look exhausted. I’ll make you some tea."

He dropped into an arm-chair. "I did have rather a rush to get here—but hadn't I better join the revellers? Where are they?"

He sank into an armchair. "I did have quite a rush to get here—but shouldn't I join the party? Where are they?"

He walked to the end of the room and threw open the dining-room doors. "Hallo—where have they all gone to? What a jolly cake!" He went up to it. "Why, it's never even been cut!"

He walked to the end of the room and swung open the dining-room doors. "Hey—where did everyone go? What a great cake!" He approached it. "Wow, it’s never even been sliced!"

Mrs. Fairford called after him: "Come and have your tea first."

Mrs. Fairford called after him, "Come and have your tea first."

"No, no—tea afterward, thanks. Are they all upstairs with my grandfather? I must make my peace with Undine—" His sister put her arm through his, and drew him back to the fire.

"No, no—tea later, thanks. Are they all upstairs with my grandfather? I need to make amends with Undine—" His sister linked her arm through his and pulled him back to the fire.

"Undine didn't come."

"Undine didn't show up."

"Didn't come? Who brought the boy, then?"

"Didn't show up? Who brought the boy, then?"

"He didn't come either. That's why the cake's not cut."

"He didn't show up either. That's why the cake isn't cut."

Ralph frowned. "What's the mystery? Is he ill, or what's happened?"

Ralph frowned. "What's going on? Is he sick, or what happened?"

"Nothing's happened—Paul's all right. Apparently Undine forgot. She never went home for him, and the nurse waited till it was too late to come."

"Nothing's happened—Paul's fine. It seems Undine forgot. She never went home for him, and the nurse waited until it was too late to come."

She saw his eyes darken; but he merely gave a slight laugh and drew out his cigarette case. "Poor little Paul—poor chap!" He moved toward the fire. "Yes, please—some tea."

She noticed his eyes grow darker; but he just let out a light laugh and pulled out his cigarette case. "Poor little Paul—poor guy!" He walked over to the fire. "Yes, please—some tea."

He dropped back into his chair with a look of weariness, as if some strong stimulant had suddenly ceased to take effect on him; but before the tea-table was brought back he had glanced at his watch and was on his feet again.

He slumped back into his chair with a tired expression, as if a powerful energy boost had suddenly worn off; but before the tea table was brought back, he checked his watch and was on his feet again.

"But this won't do. I must rush home and see the poor chap before dinner. And my mother—and my grandfather? I want to say a word to them—I must make Paul's excuses!"

"But this won't work. I have to hurry home and check on the poor guy before dinner. And my mom—and my grandpa? I want to say something to them—I need to make excuses for Paul!"

"Grandfather's taking his nap. And mother had to rush out for a postponed committee meeting—she left as soon as we heard Paul wasn't coming."

"Grandpa is taking his nap. And Mom had to hurry out for a rescheduled committee meeting—she left as soon as we found out Paul wasn't coming."

"Ah, I see." He sat down again. "Yes, make the strong, please. I've had a beastly fagging sort of day."

"Ah, got it." He sat down again. "Yes, make it strong, please. I've had a terrible day."

He leaned back with half-closed eyes, his untouched cup in his hand. Bowen took leave, and Laura sat silent, watching her brother under lowered lids while she feigned to be busy with the kettle. Ralph presently emptied his cup and put it aside; then, sinking into his former attitude, he clasped his hands behind his head and lay staring apathetically into the fire. But suddenly he came to life and started up. A motor-horn had sounded outside, and there was a noise of wheels at the door.

He leaned back with half-closed eyes, his untouched cup in his hand. Bowen took his leave, and Laura sat quietly, watching her brother through lowered eyelids while pretending to be busy with the kettle. Ralph eventually finished his cup and set it aside; then, settling back into his previous position, he clasped his hands behind his head and lay staring blankly into the fire. But suddenly he came to life and jumped up. A car horn had sounded outside, and there was the noise of wheels at the door.

"There's Undine! I wonder what could have kept her." He jumped up and walked to the door; but it was Clare Van Degen who came in. At sight of him she gave a little murmur of pleasure. "What luck to find you! No, not luck—I came because I knew you'd be here. He never comes near me, Laura: I have to hunt him down to get a glimpse of him!"

"There's Undine! I wonder what could have held her up." He stood up and walked to the door, but it was Clare Van Degen who walked in. When she saw him, she gave a small sigh of happiness. "What a coincidence to see you! No, not really—I came because I knew you'd be here. He never comes around me, Laura: I have to track him down just to catch a glimpse!"

Slender and shadowy in her long furs, she bent to kiss Mrs. Fairford and then turned back to Ralph. "Yes, I knew I'd catch you here. I knew it was the boy's birthday, and I've brought him a present: a vulgar expensive Van Degen offering. I've not enough imagination left to find the right thing, the thing it takes feeling and not money to buy. When I look for a present nowadays I never say to the shopman: 'I want this or that'—I simply say: 'Give me something that costs so much.'"

Slender and shadowy in her long fur coat, she leaned down to kiss Mrs. Fairford and then turned back to Ralph. "Yes, I knew I'd find you here. I remembered it was the boy's birthday, and I've brought him a gift: a flashy, pricey Van Degen piece. I don’t have enough creativity left to pick out something meaningful, something that requires thought and not just cash. Nowadays, when I look for a gift, I never tell the salesperson: 'I want this or that'—I just say: 'Give me something that costs this much.'"

She drew a parcel from her muff. "Where's the victim of my vulgarity?
Let me crush him under the weight of my gold."

She pulled out a package from her muff. "Where’s the target of my rudeness?
Let me take him down with my riches."

Mrs. Fairford sighed out "Clare—Clare!" and Ralph smiled at his cousin.

Mrs. Fairford sighed, "Clare—Clare!" and Ralph smiled at his cousin.

"I'm sorry; but you'll have to depute me to present it. The birthday's over; you're too late."

"I'm sorry, but you'll have to assign me to present it. The birthday is over; you're too late."

She looked surprised. "Why, I've just left Mamie Driscoll, and she told me Undine was still at Popple's studio a few minutes ago: Popple's giving a tea to show the picture."

She looked surprised. "Oh, I just left Mamie Driscoll, and she told me Undine was still at Popple's studio a few minutes ago: Popple's hosting a tea to showcase the picture."

"Popple's giving a tea?" Ralph struck an attitude of mock consternation. "Ah, in that case—! In Popple's society who wouldn't forget the flight of time?"

"Popple's hosting a tea?" Ralph pretended to be dramatically shocked. "Ah, in that case—! In Popple's circle, who wouldn't lose track of time?"

He had recovered his usual easy tone, and Laura sat that Mrs. Van
Degen's words had dispelled his preoccupation. He turned to his cousin.
"Will you trust me with your present for the boy?"

He had gotten back to his usual relaxed tone, and Laura felt that Mrs. Van
Degen's words had cleared his mind. He looked at his cousin.
"Will you let me handle your gift for the boy?"

Clare gave him the parcel. "I'm sorry not to give it myself. I said what I did because I knew what you and Laura were thinking—but it's really a battered old Dagonet bowl that came down to me from our revered great-grandmother."

Clare handed him the package. "I'm sorry I couldn't give it to you in person. I said what I did because I understood what you and Laura were thinking—but it's actually just an old Dagonet bowl that was passed down to me from our beloved great-grandmother."

"What—the heirloom you used to eat your porridge out of?" Ralph detained her hand to put a kiss on it. "That's dear of you!"

"What—the heirloom you used to eat your porridge out of?" Ralph held her hand to kiss it. "That's sweet of you!"

She threw him one of her strange glances. "Why not say: 'That's like you?' But you don't remember what I'm like." She turned away to glance at the clock. "It's late, and I must be off. I'm going to a big dinner at the Chauncey Ellings'—but you must be going there too, Ralph? You'd better let me drive you home."

She gave him one of her peculiar looks. "Why not just say, 'That's so you?' But you don't remember how I am." She looked away to check the clock. "It's getting late, and I need to go. I'm heading to a fancy dinner at the Chauncey Ellings'—but you’re going there too, right, Ralph? You should let me give you a ride home."

In the motor Ralph leaned back in silence, while the rug was drawn over their knees, and Clare restlessly fingered the row of gold-topped objects in the rack at her elbow. It was restful to be swept through the crowded streets in this smooth fashion, and Clare's presence at his side gave him a vague sense of ease.

In the car, Ralph leaned back quietly as the blanket was pulled over their laps, while Clare anxiously toyed with the row of gold-topped items in the holder next to her. It felt relaxing to glide through the busy streets like this, and having Clare beside him gave him a slight feeling of comfort.

For a long time now feminine nearness had come to mean to him, not this relief from tension, but the ever-renewed dread of small daily deceptions, evasions, subterfuges. The change had come gradually, marked by one disillusionment after another; but there had been one moment that formed the point beyond which there was no returning. It was the moment, a month or two before his boy's birth, when, glancing over a batch of belated Paris bills, he had come on one from the jeweller he had once found in private conference with Undine. The bill was not large, but two of its items stood out sharply. "Resetting pearl and diamond pendant. Resetting sapphire and diamond ring." The pearl and diamond pendant was his mother's wedding present; the ring was the one he had given Undine on their engagement. That they were both family relics, kept unchanged through several generations, scarcely mattered to him at the time: he felt only the stab of his wife's deception. She had assured him in Paris that she had not had her jewels reset. He had noticed, soon after their return to New York, that she had left off her engagement-ring; but the others were soon discarded also, and in answer to his question she had told him that, in her ailing state, rings "worried" her. Now he saw she had deceived him, and, forgetting everything else, he went to her, bill in hand. Her tears and distress filled him with immediate contrition. Was this a time to torment her about trifles? His anger seemed to cause her actual physical fear, and at the sight he abased himself in entreaties for forgiveness. When the scene ended she had pardoned him, and the reset ring was on her finger…

For a long time, feminine closeness had come to mean to him not relief from tension, but the constant fear of little daily lies, evasions, and tricks. The change had happened gradually, marked by one disappointment after another; however, there was one moment that became the point of no return. It was a month or two before his son's birth when, looking over a stack of overdue Paris bills, he found one from the jeweler he had once seen in a private meeting with Undine. The bill wasn’t large, but two items stood out sharply: "Resetting pearl and diamond pendant. Resetting sapphire and diamond ring." The pearl and diamond pendant was his mother's wedding gift; the ring was one he had given Undine when they got engaged. That they were both family heirlooms, unchanged for several generations, barely mattered to him at that moment: he only felt the sting of his wife's betrayal. She had promised him in Paris that she hadn't had her jewelry reset. He had noticed soon after their return to New York that she had stopped wearing her engagement ring; but she soon discarded the others as well, and when he asked her about it, she told him that, in her sick state, rings "worried" her. Now he realized she had deceived him, and forgetting everything else, he went to her with the bill in hand. Her tears and distress filled him with immediate regret. Was this really the time to torment her with small things? His anger seemed to cause her actual physical fear, and at the sight, he humbled himself in pleas for forgiveness. When the scene ended, she had forgiven him, and the reset ring was back on her finger…

Soon afterward, the birth of the boy seemed to wipe out these humiliating memories; yet Marvell found in time that they were not effaced, but only momentarily crowded out of sight. In reality, the incident had a meaning out of proportion to its apparent seriousness, for it put in his hand a clue to a new side of his wife's character. He no longer minded her having lied about the jeweller; what pained him was that she had been unconscious of the wound she inflicted in destroying the identity of the jewels. He saw that, even after their explanation, she still supposed he was angry only because she had deceived him; and the discovery that she was completely unconscious of states of feeling on which so much of his inner life depended marked a new stage in their relation. He was not thinking of all this as he sat beside Clare Van Degen; but it was part of the chronic disquietude which made him more alive to his cousin's sympathy, her shy unspoken understanding. After all, he and she were of the same blood and had the same traditions. She was light and frivolous, without strength of will or depth of purpose; but she had the frankness of her foibles, and she would never have lied to him or traded on his tenderness.

Soon after the baby boy was born, it seemed like all those embarrassing memories faded away; however, Marvell later realized that they weren’t erased, just pushed temporarily out of his mind. In truth, the situation held more significance than it appeared, as it gave him insight into a new aspect of his wife's character. He didn't care about her lying about the jeweler anymore; what hurt him was that she didn’t recognize the pain she caused by altering the identity of the jewels. He noticed that even after their talk, she still thought he was upset merely because she had deceived him; this realization that she was completely unaware of feelings that shaped so much of his inner life marked a turning point in their relationship. He wasn’t focused on these thoughts as he sat next to Clare Van Degen; yet, they contributed to the ongoing unease that made him more attuned to her sympathetic presence, her quiet, unspoken understanding. After all, they shared the same blood and traditions. She was lighthearted and shallow, lacking willpower or a strong sense of purpose; but she was honest about her faults and would never have lied to him or taken advantage of his feelings.

Clare's nervousness gradually subsided, and she lapsed into a low-voiced mood which seemed like an answer to his secret thought. But she did not sound the personal note, and they chatted quietly of commonplace things: of the dinner-dance at which they were presently to meet, of the costume she had chosen for the Driscoll fancy-ball, the recurring rumours of old Driscoll's financial embarrassment, and the mysterious personality of Elmer Moffatt, on whose movements Wall Street was beginning to fix a fascinated eye. When Ralph, the year after his marriage, had renounced his profession to go into partnership with a firm of real-estate agents, he had come in contact for the first time with the drama of "business," and whenever he could turn his attention from his own tasks he found a certain interest in watching the fierce interplay of its forces. In the down-town world he had heard things of Moffatt that seemed to single him out from the common herd of money-makers: anecdotes of his coolness, his lazy good-temper, the humorous detachment he preserved in the heat of conflicting interests; and his figure was enlarged by the mystery that hung about it—the fact that no one seemed to know whence he came, or how he had acquired the information which, for the moment, was making him so formidable. "I should like to see him," Ralph said; "he must be a good specimen of the one of the few picturesque types we've got."

Clare's nervousness gradually faded, and she slipped into a quiet mood that seemed to resonate with his unspoken thoughts. But she didn't get personal, and they talked softly about everyday topics: the dinner-dance they were about to attend, the costume she had picked for the Driscoll fancy-ball, the ongoing rumors about old Driscoll's financial troubles, and the enigmatic figure of Elmer Moffatt, who was starting to catch Wall Street's attention. When Ralph had given up his job a year after getting married to join a real-estate firm, he encountered for the first time the drama of "business," and whenever he could pull his focus away from his own work, he found it interesting to observe the intense interactions at play. In the downtown scene, he had heard tales about Moffatt that made him stand out from the usual pack of money-makers: stories of his calm demeanor, his easygoing nature, and the humorous detachment he maintained amidst clashing interests; plus, the mystery surrounding him added to his allure—nobody seemed to know where he came from or how he had gained the insights that were making him so intimidating at that moment. "I'd like to meet him," Ralph said; "he must be one of the few interesting characters we've got."

"Yes—it might be amusing to fish him out; but the most picturesque types in Wall Street are generally the tamest in a drawing-room." Clare considered. "But doesn't Undine know him? I seem to remember seeing them together."

"Yeah—it might be funny to pull him out; but the most colorful characters in Wall Street are usually the most boring in a living room." Clare thought. "But doesn’t Undine know him? I remember seeing them together."

"Undine and Moffatt? Then you KNOW him—you've' met him?"

"Undine and Moffatt? Then you KNOW him—you’ve met him?"

"Not actually met him—but he's been pointed out to me. It must have been some years ago. Yes—it was one night at the theatre, just after you announced your engagement." He fancied her voice trembled slightly, as though she thought he might notice her way of dating her memories. "You came into our box," she went on, "and I asked you the name of the red-faced man who was sitting in the stall next to Undine. You didn't know, but some one told us it was Moffatt."

"Never actually met him—but he was pointed out to me. It must have been a few years ago. Yeah—it was one night at the theater, right after you announced your engagement." He thought her voice shook a little, as if she was worried he might catch on to how she remembered things. "You came into our box," she continued, "and I asked you the name of the red-faced guy sitting in the stall next to Undine. You didn’t know, but someone told us it was Moffatt."

Marvell was more struck by her tone than by what she was saying. "If Undine knows him it's odd she's never mentioned it," he answered indifferently.

Marvell was more affected by her tone than by what she was saying. "If Undine knows him, it's strange she's never brought it up," he replied casually.

The motor stopped at his door and Clare, as she held out her hand, turned a first full look on him.

The car stopped at his door, and Clare, while extending her hand, gave him her full attention for the first time.

"Why do you never come to see me? I miss you more than ever," she said.

"Why don’t you ever come to see me? I miss you more than ever," she said.

He pressed her hand without answering, but after the motor had rolled away he stood for a while on the pavement, looking after it.

He held her hand without saying a word, but after the car drove off, he stood on the sidewalk for a moment, watching it leave.

When he entered the house the hall was still dark and the small over-furnished drawing-room empty. The parlour-maid told him that Mrs. Marvell had not yet come in, and he went upstairs to the nursery. But on the threshold the nurse met him with the whispered request not to make a noise, as it had been hard to quiet the boy after the afternoon's disappointment, and she had just succeeded in putting him to sleep. Ralph went down to his own room and threw himself in the old college arm-chair in which, four years previously, he had sat the night out, dreaming of Undine. He had no study of his own, and he had crowded into his narrow bed-room his prints and bookshelves, and the other relics of his youth. As he sat among them now the memory of that other night swept over him—the night when he had heard the "call"! Fool as he had been not to recognize its meaning then, he knew himself triply mocked in being, even now, at its mercy. The flame of love that had played about his passion for his wife had died down to its embers; all the transfiguring hopes and illusions were gone, but they had left an unquenchable ache for her nearness, her smile, her touch. His life had come to be nothing but a long effort to win these mercies by one concession after another: the sacrifice of his literary projects, the exchange of his profession for an uncongenial business, and the incessant struggle to make enough money to satisfy her increasing exactions. That was where the "call" had led him… The clock struck eight, but it was useless to begin to dress till Undine came in, and he stretched himself out in his chair, reached for a pipe and took up the evening paper. His passing annoyance had died out; he was usually too tired after his day's work for such feelings to keep their edge long. But he was curious—disinterestedly curious—to know what pretext Undine would invent for being so late, and what excuse she would have found for forgetting the little boy's birthday.

When he walked into the house, the hallway was still dark, and the small, over-furnished living room was empty. The maid informed him that Mrs. Marvell hadn't come home yet, so he headed upstairs to the nursery. However, at the threshold, the nurse whispered for him to be quiet since it had been difficult to settle the boy down after the disappointment earlier in the day, and she had just managed to get him to sleep. Ralph went back down to his own room and flopped into the old college armchair where he had spent the night four years ago, dreaming of Undine. He didn't have a study, so he had crammed his prints, bookshelves, and other reminders of his youth into his tiny bedroom. As he sat there now, memories of that other night flooded back to him—the night he had heard the "call"! Foolish as he had been not to understand its meaning then, he realized he was now triply mocked, being at its mercy. The flames of love that once ignited his passion for his wife had faded to embers; all the transformative hopes and illusions were gone, yet they left behind an unquenchable longing for her closeness, her smile, her touch. His life had turned into a long struggle to earn these small blessings, making one concession after another: sacrificing his writing, trading his profession for a job he disliked, and constantly fighting to make enough money to meet her growing demands. That was the path the "call" had led him down… The clock struck eight, but there was no point in getting dressed until Undine returned, so he reclined in his chair, reached for a pipe, and picked up the evening paper. His fleeting annoyance had faded; he was usually too tired after a day’s work for such feelings to linger. But he felt curious—disinterestedly curious—about what excuse Undine would come up with for being so late and how she would justify forgetting the little boy's birthday.

He read on till half-past eight; then he stood up and sauntered to the window. The avenue below it was deserted; not a carriage or motor turned the corner around which he expected Undine to appear, and he looked idly in the opposite direction. There too the perspective was nearly empty, so empty that he singled out, a dozen blocks away, the blazing lamps of a large touring-car that was bearing furiously down the avenue from Morningside. As it drew nearer its speed slackened, and he saw it hug the curb and stop at his door. By the light of the street lamp he recognized his wife as she sprang out and detected a familiar silhouette in her companion's fur-coated figure. Then the motor flew on and Undine ran up the steps. Ralph went out on the landing. He saw her coming up quickly, as if to reach her room unperceived; but when she caught sight of him she stopped, her head thrown back and the light falling on her blown hair and glowing face.

He read on until 8:30, then stood up and strolled to the window. The avenue below was empty; not a car or truck turned the corner where he expected Undine to show up, so he glanced idly in the opposite direction. That side was almost empty too, so much so that he noticed, a dozen blocks away, the bright lights of a big touring car speeding down the avenue from Morningside. As it got closer, it slowed down, and he saw it pull up to the curb and stop at his door. By the glow of the streetlamp, he recognized his wife as she jumped out and noticed a familiar figure in her companion's fur coat. Then the car sped away, and Undine hurried up the steps. Ralph stepped out onto the landing. He saw her making her way up quickly, as if trying to get to her room unnoticed; but when she spotted him, she stopped, her head held high and the light highlighting her windblown hair and glowing face.

"Well?" she said, smiling up at him.

"Well?" she asked, smiling up at him.

"They waited for you all the afternoon in Washington Square—the boy never had his birthday," he answered.

"They waited for you all afternoon in Washington Square—the boy never had his birthday," he said.

Her colour deepened, but she instantly rejoined: "Why, what happened?
Why didn't the nurse take him?"

Her face flushed, but she quickly replied, "What happened?
Why didn't the nurse take him?"

"You said you were coming to fetch him, so she waited."

"You said you were coming to pick him up, so she waited."

"But I telephoned—"

"But I called—"

He said to himself: "Is THAT the lie?" and answered: "Where from?"

He said to himself, "Is THAT the lie?" and replied, "Where did that come from?"

"Why, the studio, of course—" She flung her cloak open, as if to attest her veracity. "The sitting lasted longer than usual—there was something about the dress he couldn't get—"

"Well, the studio, of course—" She threw her cloak open, as if to prove she was telling the truth. "The session took longer than usual—there was something about the dress he couldn't figure out—"

"But I thought he was giving a tea."

"But I thought he was hosting a tea party."

"He had tea afterward; he always does. And he asked some people in to see my portrait. That detained me too. I didn't know they were coming, and when they turned up I couldn't rush away. It would have looked as if I didn't like the picture." She paused and they gave each other a searching simultaneous glance. "Who told you it was a tea?" she asked.

"He had tea afterward; he always does. And he invited some people in to see my portrait. That kept me busy too. I wasn't aware they were coming, and when they showed up, I couldn't leave in a hurry. It would have seemed like I didn't like the painting." She paused, and they exchanged a probing glance. "Who told you it was a tea?" she asked.

"Clare Van Degen. I saw her at my mother's."

"Clare Van Degen. I saw her at my mom's."

"So you weren't unconsoled after all—!"

"So you weren't sad after all—!"

"The nurse didn't get any message. My people were awfully disappointed; and the poor boy has cried his eyes out."

"The nurse didn’t receive any message. My people were really let down; and the poor boy has cried his eyes out."

"Dear me! What a fuss! But I might have known my message wouldn't be delivered. Everything always happens to put me in the wrong with your family."

"Wow! What a mess! But I should have realized my message wouldn't get through. Something always seems to go wrong with your family."

With a little air of injured pride she started to go to her room; but he put out a hand to detain her.

With a hint of wounded pride, she began to head to her room; but he reached out a hand to stop her.

"You've just come from the studio?"

"You just came from the studio?"

"Yes. It is awfully late? I must go and dress. We're dining with the
Ellings, you know."

"Yes. It’s really late? I need to go get ready. We're having dinner with the
Ellings, you know."

"I know… How did you come? In a cab?"

"I know… How did you get here? In a cab?"

She faced him limpidly. "No; I couldn't find one that would bring me—so Peter gave me a lift, like an angel. I'm blown to bits. He had his open car."

She looked at him clearly. "No; I couldn't find one that would take me—so Peter gave me a ride, like an angel. I'm totally amazed. He had his convertible."

Her colour was still high, and Ralph noticed that her lower lip twitched a little. He had led her to the point they had reached solely to be able to say: "If you're straight from the studio, how was it that I saw you coming down from Morningside?"

Her face was still flushed, and Ralph noticed that her bottom lip twitched slightly. He had brought her to this point just to be able to say, "If you're fresh from the studio, how come I saw you coming down from Morningside?"

Unless he asked her that there would be no point in his cross-questioning, and he would have sacrificed his pride without a purpose. But suddenly, as they stood there face to face, almost touching, she became something immeasurably alien and far off, and the question died on his lips.

Unless he asked her, there would be no point in his questioning, and he would have given up his pride for no reason. But suddenly, as they stood there face to face, almost touching, she turned into something incredibly foreign and distant, and the question died on his lips.

"Is that all?" she asked with a slight smile.

"Is that all?" she asked with a little smile.

"Yes; you'd better go and dress," he said, and turned back to his room.

"Yeah, you should go get dressed," he said, and turned back to his room.

XVI

The turnings of life seldom show a sign-post; or rather, though the sign is always there, it is usually placed some distance back, like the notices that give warning of a bad hill or a level railway-crossing.

The twists and turns of life rarely have clear signs; or rather, while the signs are always there, they’re usually far behind, like warnings about a steep hill or a flat railway crossing.

Ralph Marvell, pondering upon this, reflected that for him the sign had been set, more than three years earlier, in an Italian ilex-grove. That day his life had brimmed over—so he had put it at the time. He saw now that it had brimmed over indeed: brimmed to the extent of leaving the cup empty, or at least of uncovering the dregs beneath the nectar. He knew now that he should never hereafter look at his wife's hand without remembering something he had read in it that day. Its surface-language had been sweet enough, but under the rosy lines he had seen the warning letters.

Ralph Marvell, thinking about this, realized that for him, the sign had been made clear more than three years ago in an Italian grove of holm oaks. That day had felt like an overflow—the way he described it back then. Now he understood that it really had overflowed: to the point of leaving the cup empty, or at least revealing the dregs beneath the sweet liquid. He knew that from now on, he would never look at his wife's hand without remembering something he had noticed in it that day. Its surface message had been pleasant enough, but beneath the rosy lines, he had seen the warning signs.

Since then he had been walking with a ghost: the miserable ghost of his illusion. Only he had somehow vivified, coloured, substantiated it, by the force of his own great need—as a man might breathe a semblance of life into a dear drowned body that he cannot give up for dead. All this came to him with aching distinctness the morning after his talk with his wife on the stairs. He had accused himself, in midnight retrospect, of having failed to press home his conclusion because he dared not face the truth. But he knew this was not the case. It was not the truth he feared, it was another lie. If he had foreseen a chance of her saying: "Yes, I was with Peter Van Degen, and for the reason you think," he would have put it to the touch, stood up to the blow like a man; but he knew she would never say that. She would go on eluding and doubling, watching him as he watched her; and at that game she was sure to beat him in the end.

Since then, he had been walking with a ghost: the sad ghost of his illusion. Only he had somehow brought it to life, colored it, and made it real, through the strength of his own deep need—like someone trying to breathe life into a beloved drowned body that he can't let go of. All of this hit him with painful clarity the morning after his conversation with his wife on the stairs. In hindsight, he had blamed himself for not driving home his conclusion because he didn’t want to face the truth. But he knew that wasn’t accurate. It wasn’t the truth he feared; it was another lie. If he had thought there was a chance she would say, “Yes, I was with Peter Van Degen, and for the reason you think,” he would have confronted it head-on, faced the blow like a man; but he knew she would never admit that. She would keep evading and sidestepping, watching him as he watched her; and in that game, she was sure to win in the end.

On their way home from the Elling dinner this certainty had become so insufferable that it nearly escaped him in the cry: "You needn't watch me—I shall never again watch you!" But he had held his peace, knowing she would not understand. How little, indeed, she ever understood, had been made clear to him when, the same night, he had followed her upstairs through the sleeping house. She had gone on ahead while he stayed below to lock doors and put out lights, and he had supposed her to be already in her room when he reached the upper landing; but she stood there waiting in the spot where he had waited for her a few hours earlier. She had shone her vividest at dinner, with revolving brilliancy that collective approval always struck from her; and the glow of it still hung on her as she paused there in the dimness, her shining cloak dropped from her white shoulders.

On their way home from the Elling dinner, this certainty had become so unbearable that he almost exclaimed, "You don’t need to watch me—I will never watch you again!" But he kept quiet, knowing she wouldn’t understand. How little she ever understood was made clear to him that same night when he followed her upstairs through the sleeping house. She had gone ahead while he stayed behind to lock doors and turn off lights, and he assumed she was already in her room when he reached the top of the stairs; but she was waiting in the same spot where he had waited for her a few hours earlier. She had been radiant at dinner, shining with the brightness that the collective approval always brought out in her, and that glow still lingered on her as she paused there in the dim light, her brilliant cloak slipped from her white shoulders.

"Ralphie—" she began, a soft hand on his arm. He stopped, and she pulled him about so that their faces were close, and he saw her lips curving for a kiss. Every line of her face sought him, from the sweep of the narrowed eyelids to the dimples that played away from her smile. His eye received the picture with distinctness; but for the first time it did not pass into his veins. It was as if he had been struck with a subtle blindness that permitted images to give their colour to the eye but communicated nothing to the brain.

"Ralphie—" she started, gently placing a hand on his arm. He paused, and she turned him around so their faces were close together, and he noticed her lips curving for a kiss. Every feature of her face reached out to him, from the slope of her narrowed eyelids to the dimples that danced away from her smile. He took in the scene vividly; but for the first time, it didn’t rush through his veins. It felt like he had been hit with a slight blindness that allowed images to color his sight but conveyed nothing to his mind.

"Good-night," he said, as he passed on.

"Good night," he said as he walked by.

When a man felt in that way about a woman he was surely in a position to deal with his case impartially. This came to Ralph as the joyless solace of the morning. At last the bandage was off and he could see. And what did he see? Only the uselessness of driving his wife to subterfuges that were no longer necessary. Was Van Degen her lover? Probably not—the suspicion died as it rose. She would not take more risks than she could help, and it was admiration, not love, that she wanted. She wanted to enjoy herself, and her conception of enjoyment was publicity, promiscuity—the band, the banners, the crowd, the close contact of covetous impulses, and the sense of walking among them in cool security. Any personal entanglement might mean "bother," and bother was the thing she most abhorred. Probably, as the queer formula went, his "honour" was safe: he could count on the letter of her fidelity. At moment the conviction meant no more to him than if he had been assured of the honesty of the first strangers he met in the street. A stranger—that was what she had always been to him. So malleable outwardly, she had remained insensible to the touch of the heart.

When a guy felt that way about a girl, he was definitely able to handle his situation fairly. This realization hit Ralph like a joyless comfort in the morning. Finally, the blindfold was off, and he could see. And what did he see? Just the pointlessness of pushing his wife into schemes that were no longer needed. Was Van Degen her lover? Probably not—his suspicion faded just as quickly as it arose. She wouldn’t take more risks than she had to, and what she wanted was admiration, not love. She wanted to have a good time, and for her, having fun meant being in the spotlight, being with others—the band, the banners, the crowd, the thrill of close encounters, and the feeling of moving among them with a cool confidence. Any kind of personal involvement might mean "trouble," and trouble was exactly what she hated most. Most likely, following that strange logic, his "honor" was safe: he could rely on her fidelity in theory. At that moment, that belief mattered to him no more than if someone had guaranteed the honesty of the first strangers he met on the street. A stranger—that's what she had always been to him. So adaptable on the surface, she remained untouched by deeper emotions.

These thoughts accompanied him on his way to business the next morning. Then, as the routine took him back, the feeling of strangeness diminished. There he was again at his daily task—nothing tangible was altered. He was there for the same purpose as yesterday: to make money for his wife and child. The woman he had turned from on the stairs a few hours earlier was still his wife and the mother of Paul Marvell. She was an inherent part of his life; the inner disruption had not resulted in any outward upheaval. And with the sense of inevitableness there came a sudden wave of pity. Poor Undine! She was what the gods had made her—a creature of skin-deep reactions, a mote in the beam of pleasure. He had no desire to "preach down" such heart as she had—he felt only a stronger wish to reach it, teach it, move it to something of the pity that filled his own. They were fellow-victims in the noyade of marriage, but if they ceased to struggle perhaps the drowning would be easier for both…Meanwhile the first of the month was at hand, with its usual batch of bills; and there was no time to think of any struggle less pressing than that connected with paying them…

These thoughts stayed with him on his way to work the next morning. Then, as he settled back into his routine, the feeling of strangeness faded. Here he was again at his daily job—nothing concrete had changed. He was there for the same reason as yesterday: to earn money for his wife and child. The woman he had turned away from on the stairs a few hours earlier was still his wife and the mother of Paul Marvell. She was an integral part of his life; his inner turmoil hadn't caused any outward disruption. And with the sense of inevitability came a sudden wave of pity. Poor Undine! She was what the gods had made her—a being of superficial reactions, a speck in the light of pleasure. He didn't want to "preach down" to her heart—he only felt a stronger desire to reach it, teach it, move it to the pity that filled his own. They were fellow victims in the drowning of marriage, but if they stopped struggling, perhaps the sinking would be easier for both… Meanwhile, the first of the month was approaching, with its usual pile of bills; and there was no time to think about any struggle less urgent than dealing with those…

Undine had been surprised, and a little disconcerted, at her husband's acceptance of the birthday incident. Since the resetting of her bridal ornaments the relations between Washington Square and West End Avenue had been more and more strained; and the silent disapproval of the Marvell ladies was more irritating to her than open recrimination. She knew how keenly Ralph must feel her last slight to his family, and she had been frightened when she guessed that he had seen her returning with Van Degen. He must have been watching from the window, since, credulous as he always was, he evidently had a reason for not believing her when she told him she had come from the studio. There was therefore something both puzzling and disturbing in his silence; and she made up her mind that it must be either explained or cajoled away.

Undine was surprised, and a bit unsettled, by her husband's acceptance of the birthday incident. Since she had reset her wedding jewelry, the relationship between Washington Square and West End Avenue had become increasingly strained; the quiet disapproval from the Marvell ladies was more frustrating to her than open criticism. She knew how deeply Ralph must feel her recent slight towards his family, and she had been scared when she realized he might have seen her come back with Van Degen. He must have been watching from the window, since, as naive as he always was, he clearly had a reason not to believe her when she said she had come from the studio. His silence was therefore both puzzling and unsettling; she decided that it needed to be either explained or smoothed over.

These thoughts were with her as she dressed; but at the Ellings' they fled like ghosts before light and laughter. She had never been more open to the suggestions of immediate enjoyment. At last she had reached the envied situation of the pretty woman with whom society must reckon, and if she had only had the means to live up to her opportunities she would have been perfectly content with life, with herself and her husband. She still thought Ralph "sweet" when she was not bored by his good advice or exasperated by his inability to pay her bills. The question of money was what chiefly stood between them; and now that this was momentarily disposed of by Van Degen's offer she looked at Ralph more kindly—she even felt a return of her first impersonal affection for him. Everybody could see that Clare Van Degen was "gone" on him, and Undine always liked to know that what belonged to her was coveted by others. Her reassurance had been fortified by the news she had heard at the Elling dinner—the published fact of Harmon B. Driscoll's unexpected victory. The Ararat investigation had been mysteriously stopped—quashed, in the language of the law—and Elmer Moffatt "turned down," as Van Degen (who sat next to her) expressed it.

These thoughts lingered as she got ready, but at the Ellings' they vanished like ghosts in the light and laughter. She had never been more open to the idea of enjoying herself right now. Finally, she had reached that coveted position of being the attractive woman that society had to acknowledge, and if she had just the means to make the most of her opportunities, she would have been completely satisfied with life, herself, and her husband. She still thought Ralph was "sweet" when she wasn't bored by his advice or irritated by his inability to cover her expenses. The issue of money was the main barrier between them; and now that this was temporarily resolved by Van Degen's offer, she looked at Ralph with more kindness—she even felt a revival of her initial impersonal affection for him. Everyone could see that Clare Van Degen had a crush on him, and Undine always liked knowing that what belonged to her was desired by others. Her sense of reassurance was bolstered by the news she heard at the Elling dinner—the public announcement of Harmon B. Driscoll's surprising win. The Ararat investigation had been mysteriously halted—suppressed, as they would say legally—and Elmer Moffatt had been "turned down," as Van Degen (who was sitting next to her) put it.

"I don't believe we'll ever hear of that gentleman again," he said contemptuously; and their eyes crossed gaily as she exclaimed: "Then they'll give the fancy ball after all?"

"I doubt we'll ever hear about that guy again," he said dismissively; and their eyes met playfully as she exclaimed, "So they're really going to have the fancy ball after all?"

"I should have given you one anyhow—shouldn't you have liked that as well?" "Oh, you can give me one too!" she returned; and he bent closer to say: "By Jove, I will—and anything else you want."

"I should have given you one anyway—wouldn't you have liked that too?" "Oh, you can give me one as well!" she replied; and he leaned in closer to say, "I swear I will—and anything else you want."

But on the way home her fears revived. Ralph's indifference struck her as unnatural. He had not returned to the subject of Paul's disappointment, had not even asked her to write a word of excuse to his mother. Van Degen's way of looking at her at dinner—he was incapable of graduating his glances—had made it plain that the favour she had accepted would necessitate her being more conspicuously in his company (though she was still resolved that it should be on just such terms as she chose); and it would be extremely troublesome if, at this juncture, Ralph should suddenly turn suspicious and secretive.

But on the way home, her worries came back. Ralph's lack of concern felt strange to her. He hadn’t brought up Paul’s disappointment again and hadn’t even asked her to write a note to his mother. Van Degen’s way of looking at her during dinner—he couldn't control his gaze—made it clear that accepting his favor would mean she had to spend more time with him (even though she was still determined to do so on her own terms); and it would be really difficult if, at this point, Ralph suddenly became suspicious and secretive.

Undine, hitherto, had found more benefits than drawbacks in her marriage; but now the tie began to gall. It was hard to be criticized for every grasp at opportunity by a man so avowedly unable to do the reaching for her! Ralph had gone into business to make more money for her; but it was plain that the "more" would never be much, and that he would not achieve the quick rise to affluence which was man's natural tribute to woman's merits. Undine felt herself trapped, deceived; and it was intolerable that the agent of her disillusionment should presume to be the critic of her conduct. Her annoyance, however, died out with her fears. Ralph, the morning after the Elling dinner, went his way as usual, and after nerving herself for the explosion which did not come she set down his indifference to the dulling effect of "business." No wonder poor women whose husbands were always "down-town" had to look elsewhere for sympathy! Van Degen's cheque helped to calm her, and the weeks whirled on toward the Driscoll ball.

Undine had found more advantages than disadvantages in her marriage up until now; but now the relationship was starting to irritate her. It was frustrating to be criticized for every attempt to seize an opportunity by a man who was so obviously incapable of making those attempts for her! Ralph went into business to earn more money for her; but it was clear that the "more" would never amount to much, and he wouldn't experience the quick rise to wealth that a man typically earns as a tribute to a woman's qualities. Undine felt trapped and deceived; it was unbearable that the person responsible for her disillusionment thought they had the right to judge her behavior. However, her annoyance faded as her fears subsided. Ralph, the morning after the Elling dinner, went about his routine as usual, and after preparing herself for an outburst that never happened, she attributed his indifference to the dulling effect of "business." No wonder poor women whose husbands were always "downtown" had to seek sympathy elsewhere! Van Degen's check helped to soothe her, and the weeks flew by toward the Driscoll ball.

The ball was as brilliant as she had hoped, and her own part in it as thrilling as a page from one of the "society novels" with which she had cheated the monotony of Apex days. She had no time for reading now: every hour was packed with what she would have called life, and the intensity of her sensations culminated on that triumphant evening. What could be more delightful than to feel that, while all the women envied her dress, the men did not so much as look at it? Their admiration was all for herself, and her beauty deepened under it as flowers take a warmer colour in the rays of sunset. Only Van Degen's glance weighed on her a little too heavily. Was it possible that he might become a "bother" less negligible than those he had relieved her of? Undine was not greatly alarmed—she still had full faith in her powers of self-defense; but she disliked to feel the least crease in the smooth surface of existence. She had always been what her parents called "sensitive."

The ball was as amazing as she had hoped, and her role in it was as exciting as a scene from one of the "society novels" that had helped her escape the dullness of her days in Apex. She didn't have time for reading now; every hour was filled with what she would call life, and the intensity of her feelings peaked that triumphant evening. What could be more wonderful than knowing that, while all the women envied her dress, the men hardly even noticed it? Their admiration was all for her, and her beauty seemed to glow even more, like flowers getting a richer color in the warm light of sunset. Only Van Degen's gaze felt a bit too heavy on her. Could it be possible that he might become a "nuisance" more significant than the ones he had helped her with? Undine wasn't too worried—she still fully believed in her ability to defend herself—but she didn't like feeling even the slightest wrinkle in the smooth surface of her life. She had always been what her parents called "sensitive."

As the winter passed, material cares once more assailed her. In the thrill of liberation produced by Van Degen's gift she had been imprudent—had launched into fresh expenses. Not that she accused herself of extravagance: she had done nothing not really necessary. The drawing-room, for instance, cried out to be "done over," and Popple, who was an authority on decoration, had shown her, with a few strokes of his pencil how easily it might be transformed into a French "period" room, all curves and cupids: just the setting for a pretty woman and his portrait of her. But Undine, still hopeful of leaving West End Avenue, had heroically resisted the suggestion, and contented herself with the renewal of the curtains and carpet, and the purchase of some fragile gilt chairs which, as she told Ralph, would be "so much to the good" when they moved—the explanation, as she made it, seemed an additional evidence of her thrift.

As winter ended, everyday concerns started to bother her again. In the excitement of freedom that Van Degen's gift brought her, she had been a bit reckless—she had taken on new expenses. Not that she thought she was being extravagant: she hadn't done anything that wasn't really necessary. The living room, for example, needed to be "redone," and Popple, who was an expert on decor, had shown her with a few pencil strokes how easily it could be transformed into a French "period" room, all curves and cherubs: just the perfect backdrop for a beautiful woman and his portrait of her. But Undine, still hopeful about leaving West End Avenue, had bravely resisted the idea and settled for replacing the curtains and carpet, and buying some delicate gilt chairs which, as she told Ralph, would be "so much to the good" when they moved—the way she explained it seemed like extra proof of her frugality.

Partly as a result of these exertions she had a "nervous breakdown" toward the middle of the winter, and her physician having ordered massage and a daily drive it became necessary to secure Mrs. Heeny's attendance and to engage a motor by the month. Other unforeseen expenses—the bills, that, at such times, seem to run up without visible impulsion—were added to by a severe illness of little Paul's: a long costly illness, with three nurses and frequent consultations. During these days Ralph's anxiety drove him to what seemed to Undine foolish excesses of expenditure and when the boy began to get better the doctors advised country air. Ralph at once hired a small house at Tuxedo and Undine of course accompanied her son to the country; but she spent only the Sundays with him, running up to town during the week to be with her husband, as she explained. This necessitated the keeping up of two households, and even for so short a time the strain on Ralph's purse was severe. So it came about that the bill for the fancy-dress was still unpaid, and Undine left to wonder distractedly what had become of Van Degen's money. That Van Degen seemed also to wonder was becoming unpleasantly apparent: his cheque had evidently not brought in the return he expected, and he put his grievance to her frankly one day when he motored down to lunch at Tuxedo.

Partly because of these efforts, she experienced a "nervous breakdown" around mid-winter, and her doctor prescribed massages and a daily drive. This meant they needed to have Mrs. Heeny come in and to rent a car for the month. Other unexpected expenses—bills that seem to pile up without any real reason—were added on by a serious illness of little Paul, which was a long and expensive situation, requiring three nurses and frequent doctor visits. During these days, Ralph's worry pushed him to what seemed like foolish spending to Undine, and when the boy started to recover, the doctors suggested fresh air. Ralph immediately rented a small house in Tuxedo, and Undine, of course, went with her son to the country; however, she only spent Sundays with him, rushing back to the city during the week to be with her husband, as she explained. This meant they had to maintain two households, and even for such a short time, this put a serious strain on Ralph's finances. As a result, the bill for the costume was still unpaid, and Undine found herself anxiously wondering what had happened to Van Degen's money. It was becoming unpleasantly clear that Van Degen was wondering too: his check had clearly not brought in the returns he anticipated, and he expressed his frustration to her directly one day when he drove down for lunch at Tuxedo.

They were sitting, after luncheon, in the low-ceilinged drawing-room to which Undine had adapted her usual background of cushions, bric-a-brac and flowers—since one must make one's setting "home-like," however little one's habits happened to correspond with that particular effect. Undine, conscious of the intimate charm of her mise-en-scene, and of the recovered freshness and bloom which put her in harmony with it, had never been more sure of her power to keep her friend in the desired state of adoring submission. But Peter, as he grew more adoring, became less submissive; and there came a moment when she needed all her wits to save the situation. It was easy enough to rebuff him, the easier as his physical proximity always roused in her a vague instinct of resistance; but it was hard so to temper the rebuff with promise that the game of suspense should still delude him. He put it to her at last, standing squarely before her, his batrachian sallowness unpleasantly flushed, and primitive man looking out of the eyes from which a frock-coated gentleman usually pined at her.

They were sitting in the low-ceilinged living room after lunch, where Undine had set up her usual display of cushions, knick-knacks, and flowers—because you have to make your space feel "homey," even if your habits don’t really match that vibe. Undine, aware of the cozy charm of her setup and the refreshed energy that made her feel connected to it, had never felt more confident in her ability to keep her friend in a state of adoring submission. But as Peter became more infatuated, he grew less compliant; soon, she needed all her wits to manage the situation. It was easy to push him away, especially since his physical closeness always stirred in her a vague instinct to resist; but it was challenging to balance the rejection with enough promise to keep him in a state of suspense. Finally, he confronted her, standing firmly in front of her, his sickly complexion uncomfortably flushed, and a primal intensity showing in his eyes that usually held the longing of a well-dressed gentleman.

"Look here—the installment plan's all right; but ain't you a bit behind even on that?" (She had brusquely eluded a nearer approach.) "Anyhow, I think I'd rather let the interest accumulate for a while. This is good-bye till I get back from Europe."

"Listen, the installment plan is fine, but aren't you a little behind on that?" (She had quickly avoided getting closer.) "Anyway, I think I'd prefer to let the interest build up for a bit. This is goodbye until I return from Europe."

The announcement took her by surprise. "Europe? Why, when are you sailing?"

The announcement caught her off guard. "Europe? When are you leaving?"

"On the first of April: good day for a fool to acknowledge his folly.
I'm beaten, and I'm running away."

"On the first of April: a perfect day for a fool to admit his mistake.
I've lost, and I'm backing off."

She sat looking down, her hand absently occupied with the twist of pearls he had given her. In a flash she saw the peril of this departure. Once off on the Sorceress, he was lost to her—the power of old associations would prevail. Yet if she were as "nice" to him as he asked—"nice" enough to keep him—the end might not be much more to her advantage. Hitherto she had let herself drift on the current of their adventure, but she now saw what port she had half-unconsciously been trying for. If she had striven so hard to hold him, had "played" him with such patience and such skill, it was for something more than her passing amusement and convenience: for a purpose the more tenaciously cherished that she had not dared name it to herself. In the light of this discovery she saw the need of feigning complete indifference.

She sat there looking down, her hand absentmindedly toying with the string of pearls he had given her. In an instant, she realized the danger of his leaving. Once he was on the Sorceress, he would be gone for good—the bond of their past would be too strong. But if she was as "nice" to him as he wanted—"nice" enough to keep him—then the outcome might not turn out to be any better for her. Until now, she had let herself go along with the flow of their adventure, but now she understood what destination she had been subconsciously aiming for. If she worked so hard to keep him around, if she had "played" him with such patience and skill, it was for something beyond just her temporary amusement and convenience: it was for a purpose she held onto tightly without daring to name it to herself. With this realization, she saw the need to pretend to be completely indifferent.

"Ah, you happy man! It's good-bye indeed, then," she threw back at him, lifting a plaintive smile to his frown.

"Ah, you happy man! I guess this is really goodbye," she shot back at him, lifting a sad smile to his frown.

"Oh, you'll turn up in Paris later, I suppose—to get your things for
Newport."

"Oh, I guess you'll show up in Paris later to pick up your stuff for
Newport."

"Paris? Newport? They're not on my map! When Ralph can get away we shall go to the Adirondacks for the boy. I hope I shan't need Paris clothes there! It doesn't matter, at any rate," she ended, laughing, "because nobody I care about will see me."

"Paris? Newport? They're not on my radar! When Ralph can take some time off, we’ll head to the Adirondacks for the boy. I hope I won’t need fancy clothes there! It’s not a big deal, anyway," she concluded with a laugh, "since nobody I care about will be around to see me."

Van Degen echoed her laugh. "Oh, come—that's rough on Ralph!"

Van Degen laughed in response. "Oh, come on—that's tough on Ralph!"

She looked down with a slight increase of colour. "I oughtn't to have said it, ought I? But the fact is I'm unhappy—and a little hurt—"

She looked down, slightly blushing. "I shouldn't have said that, should I? But the truth is, I'm unhappy—and a bit hurt—"

"Unhappy? Hurt?" He was at her side again. "Why, what's wrong?"

"Feeling unhappy? Hurt?" He was back by her side. "What's wrong?"

She lifted her eyes with a grave look. "I thought you'd be sorrier to leave me."

She raised her eyes with a serious expression. "I thought you'd feel worse about leaving me."

"Oh, it won't be for long—it needn't be, you know." He was perceptibly softening. "It's damnable, the way you're tied down. Fancy rotting all summer in the Adirondacks! Why do you stand it? You oughtn't to be bound for life by a girl's mistake."

"Oh, it won’t be for long—it doesn’t have to be, you know." He was clearly softening. "It’s terrible, the way you’re stuck. Can you believe wasting all summer in the Adirondacks? Why do you put up with it? You shouldn’t be tied down for life because of a girl’s mistake."

The lashes trembled slightly on her cheek. "Aren't we all bound by our mistakes—we women? Don't let us talk of such things! Ralph would never let me go abroad without him." She paused, and then, with a quick upward sweep of the lids: "After all, it's better it should be good-bye—since I'm paying for another mistake in being so unhappy at your going."

The lashes flickered slightly against her cheek. "Aren't we all trapped by our mistakes—we women? Let's not talk about that! Ralph would never let me travel abroad without him." She paused, then, with a quick lift of her eyelids: "After all, it's better this way, saying good-bye—since I'm dealing with another mistake by feeling so unhappy about your leaving."

"Another mistake? Why do you call it that?"

"Another mistake? Why do you see it that way?"

"Because I've misunderstood you—or you me." She continued to smile at him wistfully. "And some things are best mended by a break."

"Because I've misunderstood you—or you've misunderstood me." She kept smiling at him with a touch of longing. "And sometimes it's better to take a break to fix things."

He met her smile with a loud sigh—she could feel him in the meshes again. "IS it to be a break between us?"

He responded to her smile with a loud sigh—she could sense him getting tangled up in his feelings again. "Is this going to create a rift between us?"

"Haven't you just said so? Anyhow, it might as well be, since we shan't be in the same place again for months."

"Haven't you already said that? Anyway, it might as well be true, since we won't be in the same place again for months."

The frock-coated gentleman once more languished from his eyes: she thought she trembled on the edge of victory. "Hang it," he broke out, "you ought to have a change—you're looking awfully pulled down. Why can't you coax your mother to run over to Paris with you? Ralph couldn't object to that."

The well-dressed man once again looked tired: she felt like she was on the brink of winning. "Come on," he exclaimed, "you really need a change—you look completely worn out. Why don’t you convince your mom to go to Paris with you? Ralph wouldn't mind that."

She shook her head. "I don't believe she could afford it, even if I could persuade her to leave father. You know father hasn't done very well lately: I shouldn't like to ask him for the money."

She shook her head. "I just don't think she could afford it, even if I could convince her to leave Dad. You know Dad hasn't been doing well lately: I wouldn't want to ask him for the money."

"You're so confoundedly proud!" He was edging nearer. "It would all be so easy if you'd only be a little fond of me…"

"You're so incredibly proud!" He was moving in closer. "It would all be so simple if you just liked me a little…"

She froze to her sofa-end. "We women can't repair our mistakes. Don't make me more miserable by reminding me of mine."

She was frozen at the edge of her couch. "We women can't fix our mistakes. Don't make me feel worse by bringing up mine."

"Oh, nonsense! There's nothing cash won't do. Why won't you let me straighten things out for you?"

"Oh, come on! Money can solve anything. Why won't you let me help you sort this out?"

Her colour rose again, and she looked him quickly and consciously in the eye. It was time to play her last card. "You seem to forget that I am—married," she said.

Her color flushed again, and she quickly looked him in the eye. It was time to play her last card. "You seem to forget that I’m—married," she said.

Van Degen was silent—for a moment she thought he was swaying to her in the flush of surrender. But he remained doggedly seated, meeting her look with an odd clearing of his heated gaze, as if a shrewd businessman had suddenly replaced the pining gentleman at the window.

Van Degen was quiet—for a moment she thought he was leaning toward her in a moment of giving in. But he stayed firmly in his seat, meeting her gaze with a strange clarity in his heated eyes, as if a savvy businessman had suddenly taken the place of the longing gentleman at the window.

"Hang it—so am I!" he rejoined; and Undine saw that in the last issue he was still the stronger of the two.

"Forget it—so am I!" he shot back; and Undine realized that in the end, he was still the stronger of the two.

XVII

Nothing was bitterer to her than to confess to herself the failure of her power; but her last talk with Van Degen had taught her a lesson almost worth the abasement. She saw the mistake she had made in taking money from him, and understood that if she drifted into repeating that mistake her future would be irretrievably compromised. What she wanted was not a hand-to-mouth existence of precarious intrigue: to one with her gifts the privileges of life should come openly. Already in her short experience she had seen enough of the women who sacrifice future security for immediate success, and she meant to lay solid foundations before she began to build up the light super-structure of enjoyment.

Nothing was harder for her than admitting to herself the failure of her power; but her last conversation with Van Degen had taught her a lesson almost worth the humiliation. She recognized the mistake she had made in taking money from him and realized that if she continued to repeat that mistake, her future would be irreversibly compromised. What she wanted was not a hand-to-mouth existence filled with risky schemes: for someone with her talents, the benefits of life should come freely. In her brief experience, she had already seen enough of the women who sacrifice future security for immediate success, and she intended to lay solid foundations before she started to build the light structure of enjoyment.

Nevertheless it was galling to see Van Degen leave, and to know that for the time he had broken away from her. Over a nature so insensible to the spells of memory, the visible and tangible would always prevail. If she could have been with him again in Paris, where, in the shining spring days, every sight and sound ministered to such influences, she was sure she could have regained her hold. And the sense of frustration was intensified by the fact that every one she knew was to be there: her potential rivals were crowding the east-bound steamers. New York was a desert, and Ralph's seeming unconsciousness of the fact increased her resentment. She had had but one chance at Europe since her marriage, and that had been wasted through her husband's unaccountable perversity. She knew now with what packed hours of Paris and London they had paid for their empty weeks in Italy.

Nevertheless, it was frustrating to see Van Degen leave and to realize that he had escaped from her, even if just for a while. For someone so indifferent to the power of memories, the immediate and tangible always seemed to win out. If she could have been with him again in Paris, where, during the bright spring days, every sight and sound contributed to those feelings, she believed she could have regained his attention. The feeling of frustration grew stronger because everyone she knew was going to be there: her potential rivals were filling the east-bound steamers. New York felt like a wasteland, and Ralph's seeming oblivion to that fact only added to her irritation. She had only one chance to go to Europe since her marriage, and that opportunity had been squandered due to her husband's inexplicable stubbornness. She now understood what packed hours in Paris and London cost them compared to their empty weeks in Italy.

Meanwhile the long months of the New York spring stretched out before her in all their social vacancy to the measureless blank of a summer in the Adirondacks. In her girlhood she had plumbed the dim depths of such summers; but then she had been sustained by the hope of bringing some capture to the surface. Now she knew better: there were no "finds" for her in that direction. The people she wanted would be at Newport or in Europe, and she was too resolutely bent on a definite object, too sternly animated by her father's business instinct, to turn aside in quest of casual distractions.

Meanwhile, the long months of spring in New York stretched out before her, all empty and leading to the endless blankness of summer in the Adirondacks. In her youth, she had explored the hidden depths of those summers; but back then, she had been driven by the hope of bringing something valuable to light. Now she understood better: there were no "finds" for her in that direction. The people she wanted would be at Newport or in Europe, and she was too focused on her goal, too strongly motivated by her father's business mindset, to seek out random distractions.

The chief difficulty in the way of her attaining any distant end had always been her reluctance to plod through the intervening stretches of dulness and privation. She had begun to see this, but she could not always master the weakness: never had she stood in greater need of Mrs. Heeny's "Go slow. Undine!" Her imagination was incapable of long flights. She could not cheat her impatience with the mirage of far-off satisfactions, and for the moment present and future seemed equally void. But her desire to go to Europe and to rejoin the little New York world that was reforming itself in London and Paris was fortified by reasons which seemed urgent enough to justify an appeal to her father.

The main challenge in her reaching any distant goal had always been her unwillingness to push through the boring and tough times in between. She had started to realize this, but she couldn’t always overcome the weakness; she had never needed Mrs. Heeny’s reminder of "Take it slow. Undine!" more than now. Her imagination struggled with long stretches of thinking. She couldn’t distract her impatience with the illusion of distant rewards, and for the moment, both the present and the future felt equally empty. However, her desire to go to Europe and reconnect with the little New York community that was rebuilding itself in London and Paris was strong enough to make her feel like she needed to ask her father for help.

She went down to his office to plead her case, fearing Mrs. Spragg's intervention. For some time past Mr. Spragg had been rather continuously overworked, and the strain was beginning to tell on him. He had never quite regained, in New York, the financial security of his Apex days. Since he had changed his base of operations his affairs had followed an uncertain course, and Undine suspected that his breach with his old political ally, the Representative Rolliver who had seen him through the muddiest reaches of the Pure Water Move, was not unconnected with his failure to get a footing in Wall Street. But all this was vague and shadowy to her Even had "business" been less of a mystery, she was too much absorbed in her own affairs to project herself into her father's case; and she thought she was sacrificing enough to delicacy of feeling in sparing him the "bother" of Mrs. Spragg's opposition. When she came to him with a grievance he always heard her out with the same mild patience; but the long habit of "managing" him had made her, in his own language, "discount" this tolerance, and when she ceased to speak her heart throbbed with suspense as he leaned back, twirling an invisible toothpick under his sallow moustache. Presently he raised a hand to stroke the limp beard in which the moustache was merged; then he groped for the Masonic emblem that had lost itself in one of the folds of his depleted waistcoat.

She went down to his office to make her case, worried about Mrs. Spragg's interference. For a while now, Mr. Spragg had been consistently overworked, and the pressure was starting to show. He had never fully regained the financial stability he had during his Apex days in New York. Ever since he changed where he worked, his business had taken an uncertain path, and Undine suspected that his falling out with his old political ally, Representative Rolliver, who had supported him through the toughest parts of the Pure Water Movement, was linked to his struggles to establish himself on Wall Street. But all of this felt vague and unclear to her. Even if "business" wasn't such a mystery, she was too caught up in her own issues to think about her father's situation; she felt she was sacrificing enough sensitivity by sparing him the "bother" of dealing with Mrs. Spragg's opposition. When she came to him with a complaint, he always listened patiently, but her long habit of "managing" him had made her, in his words, "discount" that patience, and when she stopped speaking, her heart raced with anxiety as he leaned back, absently twirling an invisible toothpick under his pale moustache. Eventually, he raised a hand to stroke the limp beard that blended into his moustache; then he searched for the Masonic emblem that had gotten lost in one of the folds of his worn-out waistcoat.

He seemed to fish his answer from the same rusty depths, for as his fingers closed about the trinket he said: "Yes, the heated term IS trying in New York. That's why the Fresh Air Fund pulled my last dollar out of me last week."

He seemed to pull his answer from the same rusty depths, because as his fingers closed around the trinket, he said: "Yeah, the heat wave is tough in New York. That's why the Fresh Air Fund took my last dollar last week."

Undine frowned: there was nothing more irritating, in these encounters with her father, than his habit of opening the discussion with a joke.

Undine frowned; there was nothing more annoying in these meetings with her father than his tendency to start the conversation with a joke.

"I wish you'd understand that I'm serious, father. I've never been strong since the baby was born, and I need a change. But it's not only that: there are other reasons for my wanting to go."

"I wish you'd understand that I'm serious, Dad. I haven't felt strong since the baby was born, and I need a change. But it's not just that: there are other reasons I want to leave."

Mr. Spragg still held to his mild tone of banter. "I never knew you short on reasons, Undie. Trouble is you don't always know other people's when you see 'em."

Mr. Spragg still kept his lighthearted tone. "I never knew you to lack reasons, Undie. The problem is you don't always recognize other people's when you see them."

His daughter's lips tightened. "I know your reasons when I see them, father: I've heard them often enough. But you can't know mine because I haven't told you—not the real ones."

His daughter's lips pressed together. "I understand your reasons when I hear them, Dad: I've listened to them plenty of times. But you can't understand mine because I haven't shared them with you—not the real ones."

"Jehoshaphat! I thought they were all real as long as you had a use for them."

"Jehoshaphat! I thought they were all genuine as long as you found them useful."

Experience had taught her that such protracted trifling usually concealed an exceptional vigour of resistance, and the suspense strengthened her determination.

Experience had shown her that such lengthy delays often hid a strong will to resist, and the uncertainty only made her more determined.

"My reasons are all real enough," she answered; "but there's one more serious than the others."

"My reasons are all valid," she replied; "but there's one that's more serious than the others."

Mr. Spragg's brows began to jut. "More bills?"

Mr. Spragg's eyebrows started to furrow. "More bills?"

"No." She stretched out her hand and began to finger the dusty objects on his desk. "I'm unhappy at home."

"No." She reached out her hand and started to touch the dusty items on his desk. "I'm not happy at home."

"Unhappy—!" His start overturned the gorged waste-paper basket and shot a shower of paper across the rug. He stooped to put the basket back; then he turned his slow fagged eyes on his daughter. "Why, he worships the ground you walk on, Undie."

"Unhappy—!" His outburst knocked over the filled waste-paper basket and sent a shower of paper flying across the rug. He bent down to pick up the basket; then he turned his tired, worn eyes towards his daughter. "He worships the ground you walk on, Undie."

"That's not always a reason, for a woman—" It was the answer she would have given to Popple or Van Degen, but she saw in an instant the mistake of thinking it would impress her father. In the atmosphere of sentimental casuistry to which she had become accustomed, she had forgotten that Mr. Spragg's private rule of conduct was as simple as his business morality was complicated.

"That's not always a reason for a woman—" It was the answer she would have given to Popple or Van Degen, but she realized in an instant that it wouldn't impress her father. In the emotional reasoning she had gotten used to, she had forgotten that Mr. Spragg's personal code of conduct was as straightforward as his business ethics were convoluted.

He glowered at her under thrust-out brows. "It isn't a reason, isn't it? I can seem to remember the time when you used to think it was equal to a whole carload of whitewash."

He scowled at her beneath his furrowed brows. "That's not an excuse, is it? I can almost remember when you thought that was worth a whole truckload of whitewash."

She blushed a bright red, and her own brows were levelled at his above her stormy steel-grey eyes. The sense of her blunder made her angrier with him, and more ruthless.

She blushed a bright red, and her eyebrows furrowed at him above her stormy steel-gray eyes. The realization of her mistake made her angrier with him and more determined.

"I can't expect you to understand—you never HAVE, you or mother, when it came to my feelings. I suppose some people are born sensitive—I can't imagine anybody'd CHOOSE to be so. Because I've been too proud to complain you've taken it for granted that I was perfectly happy. But my marriage was a mistake from the beginning; and Ralph feels just as I do about it. His people hate me, they've always hated me; and he looks at everything as they do. They've never forgiven me for his having had to go into business—with their aristocratic ideas they look down on a man who works for his living. Of course it's all right for YOU to do it, because you're not a Marvell or a Dagonet; but they think Ralph ought to just lie back and let you support the baby and me."

"I can't expect you to understand—you never have, neither you nor Mom, when it comes to my feelings. I guess some people are just born sensitive—I can’t picture anyone actually choosing to be this way. Since I've been too proud to complain, you've taken it for granted that I was completely happy. But my marriage was a mistake from the start; and Ralph feels the same way. His family despises me; they've always hated me, and he sees everything the way they do. They’ve never forgiven me for him having to go into business—according to their snobby ideas, they look down on a man who works for a living. Of course, it's fine for you to do it because you're not a Marvell or a Dagonet; but they think Ralph should just sit back and let you support the baby and me."

This time she had found the right note: she knew it by the tightening of her father's slack muscles and the sudden straightening of his back.

This time she had found the right note: she could tell by the way her father's relaxed muscles tensed and his back straightened suddenly.

"By George, he pretty near does!" he exclaimed bringing down his fist on the desk. "They haven't been taking it out of you about that, have they?" "They don't fight fair enough to say so. They just egg him on to turn against me. They only consented to his marrying me because they thought you were so crazy about the match you'd give us everything, and he'd have nothing to do but sit at home and write books."

"Honestly, he almost does!" he shouted, slamming his fist on the desk. "They haven't been giving you a hard time about that, have they?" "They don't play fair enough to say that. They just encourage him to go against me. They only agreed to his marrying me because they thought you were so into the idea that you'd give us everything, and he'd basically just stay home and write books."

Mr. Spragg emitted a derisive groan. "From what I hear of the amount of business he's doing I guess he could keep the Poet's Corner going right along. I suppose the old man was right—he hasn't got it in him to make money."

Mr. Spragg let out a mocking groan. "From what I hear about the amount of business he's doing, I guess he could keep the Poet's Corner running smoothly. I guess the old man was right—he just doesn't have what it takes to make money."

"Of course not; he wasn't brought up to it, and in his heart of hearts he's ashamed of having to do it. He told me it was killing a little more of him every day."

"Of course not; he wasn't raised to do this, and deep down, he's ashamed of having to. He told me it was taking away a little more of him every day."

"Do they back him up in that kind of talk?"

"Do they support him in that kind of talk?"

"They back him up in everything. Their ideas are all different from ours. They look down on us—can't you see that? Can't you guess how they treat me from the way they've acted to you and mother?"

"They support him in everything. Their ideas are all different from ours. They think they're better than us—can't you see that? Can't you tell how they treat me based on how they've treated you and Mom?"

He met this with a puzzled stare. "The way they've acted to me and mother? Why, we never so much as set eyes on them."

He looked at this with a confused expression. "The way they've treated me and Mom? Honestly, we've never even laid eyes on them."

"That's just what I mean! I don't believe they've even called on mother this year, have they? Last year they just left their cards without asking. And why do you suppose they never invite you to dine? In their set lots of people older than you and mother dine every night of the winter—society's full of them. The Marvells are ashamed to have you meet their friends: that's the reason. They're ashamed to have it known that Ralph married an Apex girl, and that you and mother haven't always had your own servants and carriages; and Ralph's ashamed of it too, now he's got over being crazy about me. If he was free I believe he'd turn round to-morrow and marry that Ray girl his mother's saving up for him."

"That's exactly what I mean! I don't think they've even visited Mom this year, have they? Last year they just left their cards without bothering to ask. And why do you think they never invite you to dinner? In their group, plenty of people older than you and Mom dine out every night during the winter—there's a whole bunch of them. The Marvells are embarrassed to let you meet their friends: that’s the issue. They don’t want it to be known that Ralph married an Apex girl, and that you and Mom haven't always had your own staff and cars; and Ralph feels the same way now that he’s over being infatuated with me. If he were free, I honestly think he’d turn around tomorrow and marry that Ray girl his mom has set aside for him."

Mr. Spragg listened with a heavy brow and pushed-out lip. His daughter's outburst seemed at last to have roused him to a faint resentment. After she had ceased to speak he remained silent, twisting an inky penhandle between his fingers; then he said: "I guess mother and I can worry along without having Ralph's relatives drop in; but I'd like to make it clear to them that if you came from Apex your income came from there too. I presume they'd be sorry if Ralph was left to support you on HIS."

Mr. Spragg listened with a furrowed brow and pouty lips. His daughter's outburst finally seemed to spark a hint of resentment in him. After she finished speaking, he stayed quiet, twisting an inky pen between his fingers; then he said, "I guess Mom and I can get by without Ralph's relatives popping in; but I want to make it clear to them that if you came from Apex, your income did too. I’m sure they’d feel sorry if Ralph was left to support you on HIS."

She saw that she had scored in the first part of the argument, but every watchful nerve reminded her that the hardest stage was still ahead.

She realized that she had succeeded in the first part of the argument, but every alert nerve reminded her that the toughest part was still to come.

"Oh, they're willing enough he should take your money—that's only natural, they think."

"Oh, they’re totally fine with him taking your money—that’s just how they see it."

A chuckle sounded deep down under Mr. Spragg's loose collar. "There seems to be practical unanimity on that point," he observed. "But I don't see," he continued, jerking round his bushy brows on her, "how going to Europe is going to help you out."

A chuckle came from deep beneath Mr. Spragg's loose collar. "Looks like everyone agrees on that," he said. "But I don't understand," he added, turning his bushy eyebrows toward her, "how going to Europe is going to help you."

Undine leaned close enough for her lowered voice to reach him. "Can't you understand that, knowing how they all feel about me—and how Ralph feels—I'd give almost anything to get away?"

Undine leaned in so her quiet voice could reach him. "Can’t you see that, considering how they all feel about me—and how Ralph feels—I’d do almost anything to escape?"

Her father looked at her compassionately. "I guess most of us feel that once in a way when we're youngy, Undine. Later on you'll see going away ain't much use when you've got to turn round and come back."

Her father looked at her kindly. "I think most of us feel that way sometimes when we're young, Undine. Later on, you'll realize that running away doesn't really help when you have to come back again."

She nodded at him with close-pressed lips, like a child in possession of some solemn secret.

She nodded at him with tightly pressed lips, like a child holding onto some serious secret.

"That's just it—that's the reason I'm so wild to go; because it MIGHT mean I wouldn't ever have to come back."

"That's exactly it—that's why I'm so eager to go; because it MIGHT mean I wouldn't have to come back."

"Not come back? What on earth are you talking about?"

"Not come back? What are you even talking about?"

"It might mean that I could get free—begin over again…"

"It could mean that I might be free—start over again…"

He had pushed his seat back with a sudden jerk and cut her short by striking his palm on the arm of the chair.

He suddenly pushed his seat back and interrupted her by hitting his palm on the arm of the chair.

"For the Lord's sake. Undine—do you know what you're saying?"

"For the Lord's sake, Undine—do you even realize what you're saying?"

"Oh, yes, I know." She gave him back a confident smile. "If I can get away soon—go straight over to Paris…there's some one there who'd do anything… who COULD do anything…if I was free…"

"Oh, yes, I know." She returned his confident smile. "If I can get away soon—head straight to Paris…there's someone there who'd do anything…who COULD do anything…if I were free…"

Mr. Spragg's hands continued to grasp his chair-arms. "Good God, Undine Marvell—are you sitting there in your sane senses and talking to me of what you could do if you were FREE?"

Mr. Spragg's hands kept gripping the arms of his chair. "Oh my God, Undine Marvell—are you really sitting there, in your right mind, and talking to me about what you could do if you were FREE?"

Their glances met in an interval of speechless communion; but Undine did not shrink from her father's eyes and when she lowered her own it seemed to be only because there was nothing left for them to say.

Their eyes locked in a moment of silent connection; but Undine didn’t back down from her father’s gaze, and when she finally looked away, it seemed only because there was nothing more to say.

"I know just what I could do if I were free. I could marry the right man," she answered boldly.

"I know exactly what I could do if I were free. I could marry the right guy," she said confidently.

He met her with a murmur of helpless irony. "The right man? The right man? Haven't you had enough of trying for him yet?"

He met her with a tone of helpless irony. "The right guy? The right guy? Haven't you gotten tired of looking for him yet?"

As he spoke the door behind them opened, and Mr. Spragg looked up abruptly.

As he spoke, the door behind them swung open, and Mr. Spragg glanced up suddenly.

The stenographer stood on the threshold, and above her shoulder Undine perceived the ingratiating grin of Elmer Moffatt.

The stenographer stood in the doorway, and over her shoulder Undine saw the smug grin of Elmer Moffatt.

"'A little farther lend thy guiding hand'—but I guess I can go the rest of the way alone," he said, insinuating himself through the doorway with an airy gesture of dismissal; then he turned to Mr. Spragg and Undine.

"'A little further, lend me your guiding hand'—but I think I can make it the rest of the way by myself," he said, brushing past the doorway with a casual wave. Then he turned to Mr. Spragg and Undine.

"I agree entirely with Mrs. Marvell—and I'm happy to have the opportunity of telling her so," he proclaimed, holding his hand out gallantly.

"I completely agree with Mrs. Marvell—and I'm glad to have the chance to tell her that," he declared, extending his hand graciously.

Undine stood up with a laugh. "It sounded like old times, I suppose—you thought father and I were quarrelling? But we never quarrel any more: he always agrees with me." She smiled at Mr. Spragg and turned her shining eyes on Moffatt. "I wish that treaty had been signed a few years sooner!" the latter rejoined in his usual tone of humorous familiarity.

Undine stood up with a laugh. "It felt like old times, right? You thought dad and I were fighting? But we don’t argue anymore: he always agrees with me." She smiled at Mr. Spragg and turned her bright eyes on Moffatt. "I wish that treaty had been signed a few years earlier!" Moffatt replied in his usual tone of playful familiarity.

Undine had not met him since her marriage, and of late the adverse turn of his fortunes had carried him quite beyond her thoughts. But his actual presence was always stimulating, and even through her self-absorption she was struck by his air of almost defiant prosperity. He did not look like a man who has been beaten; or rather he looked like a man who does not know when he is beaten; and his eye had the gleam of mocking confidence that had carried him unabashed through his lowest hours at Apex.

Undine hadn’t seen him since she got married, and recently, the way his life had taken a downturn had made him slip from her mind. But whenever he was actually there, it was always invigorating, and even in her own world, she noticed his almost defiant sense of success. He didn’t look like someone who had been defeated; instead, he looked like someone who doesn’t even realize when he’s down; and his eyes held that glimmer of playful confidence that had helped him remain unshaken during his toughest times at Apex.

"I presume you're here to see me on business?" Mr. Spragg enquired, rising from his chair with a glance that seemed to ask his daughter's silence.

"I assume you're here to see me for work?" Mr. Spragg asked, getting up from his chair with a look that seemed to seek his daughter's quietness.

"Why, yes. Senator," rejoined Moffatt, who was given, in playful moments, to the bestowal of titles high-sounding. "At least I'm here to ask you a little question that may lead to business."

"Sure thing, Senator," Moffatt replied, who sometimes liked to be playful with grand titles. "At least I'm here to ask you a quick question that could lead to some business."

Mr. Spragg crossed the office and held open the door. "Step this way, please," he said, guiding Moffatt out before him, though the latter hung back to exclaim: "No family secrets, Mrs. Marvell—anybody can turn the fierce white light on ME!"

Mr. Spragg walked across the office and held the door open. "This way, please," he said, leading Moffatt out in front of him, even though Moffatt hesitated to shout, "No family secrets, Mrs. Marvell—anyone can shine the bright spotlight on ME!"

With the closing of the door Undine's thoughts turned back to her own preoccupations. It had not struck her as incongruous that Moffatt should have business dealings with her father: she was even a little surprised that Mr. Spragg should still treat him so coldly. But she had no time to give to such considerations. Her own difficulties were too importunately present to her. She moved restlessly about the office, listening to the rise and fall of the two voices on the other side of the partition without once wondering what they were discussing.

With the door closing, Undine's thoughts returned to her own concerns. She didn’t find it strange that Moffatt was doing business with her dad; in fact, she was a bit surprised that Mr. Spragg still treated him so coolly. But she didn’t have time to think about that. Her own problems were too pressing. She moved around the office restlessly, listening to the two voices on the other side of the partition rise and fall, without once wondering what they were talking about.

What should she say to her father when he came back—what argument was most likely to prevail with him? If he really had no money to give her she was imprisoned fast—Van Degen was lost to her, and the old life must go on interminably…In her nervous pacings she paused before the blotched looking-glass that hung in a corner of the office under a steel engraving of Daniel Webster. Even that defective surface could not disfigure her, and she drew fresh hope from the sight of her beauty. Her few weeks of ill-health had given her cheeks a subtler curve and deepened the shadows beneath her eyes, and she was handsomer than before her marriage. No, Van Degen was not lost to her even! From narrowed lids to parted lips her face was swept by a smile like retracted sunlight. He was not lost to her while she could smile like that! Besides, even if her father had no money, there were always mysterious ways of "raising" it—in the old Apex days he had often boasted of such feats. As the hope rose her eyes widened trustfully, and this time the smile that flowed up to them was as limpid as a child's. That was the was her father liked her to look at him…

What should she say to her dad when he came back—what argument would convince him? If he really had no money to give her, she was stuck—Van Degen was out of reach, and her old life would drag on forever… As she paced nervously, she stopped in front of the stained mirror hanging in a corner of the office under a steel engraving of Daniel Webster. Even that imperfect reflection couldn’t mar her, and she found new hope in her beauty. A few weeks of being unwell had given her cheeks a softer curve and deepened the shadows under her eyes, making her more attractive than she was before her marriage. No, Van Degen wasn’t lost to her either! From her narrowed eyes to her slightly parted lips, her face lit up with a smile that felt like sunlight. He wasn’t lost to her as long as she could smile like that! Besides, even if her dad had no money, there were always mysterious ways to "raise" it—in the old Apex days, he had often bragged about such tricks. As hope surged, her eyes widened trustingly, and this time the smile reaching them was as clear as a child's. That was how her dad liked her to look at him…

The door opened, and she heard Mr. Spragg say behind her: "No, sir, I won't—that's final."

The door opened, and she heard Mr. Spragg say behind her: "No, I won't—end of story."

He came in alone, with a brooding face, and lowered himself heavily into his chair. It was plain that the talk between the two men had had an abrupt ending. Undine looked at her father with a passing flicker of curiosity. Certainly it was an odd coincidence that Moffatt should have called while she was there…

He walked in alone, his face serious, and sank into his chair with a thud. It was clear that the conversation between the two men had come to a sudden stop. Undine glanced at her father with a brief spark of curiosity. It was definitely strange that Moffatt had shown up while she was there…

"What did he want?" she asked, glancing back toward the door.

"What did he want?" she asked, looking back at the door.

Mr. Spragg mumbled his invisible toothpick. "Oh, just another of his wild-cat schemes—some real-estate deal he's in."

Mr. Spragg mumbled with his invisible toothpick. "Oh, just another one of his crazy schemes—some real estate deal he's got going."

"Why did he come to YOU about it?"

"Why did he come to you about it?"

He looked away from her, fumbling among the letters on the desk. "Guess he'd tried everybody else first. He'd go and ring the devil's front-door bell if he thought he could get anything out of him."

He turned away from her, sorting through the letters on the desk. "Looks like he tried everyone else first. He'd probably even ring the devil's doorbell if he thought he could get something from him."

"I suppose he did himself a lot of harm by testifying in the Ararat investigation?"

"I guess he really hurt himself by testifying in the Ararat investigation?"

"Yes, SIR—he's down and out this time."

"Yeah, SIR—he's really down and out this time."

He uttered the words with a certain satisfaction. His daughter did not answer, and they sat silent, facing each other across the littered desk. Under their brief about Elmer Moffatt currents of rapid intelligence seemed to be flowing between them. Suddenly Undine leaned over the desk, her eyes widening trustfully, and the limpid smile flowing up to them.

He said the words with a sense of satisfaction. His daughter didn’t respond, and they sat quietly, facing each other across the messy desk. Under their brief about Elmer Moffatt, quick thoughts appeared to be passing between them. Suddenly, Undine leaned over the desk, her eyes widening in trust, and her clear smile rising up to meet them.

"Father, I did what you wanted that one time, anyhow—won't you listen to me and help me out now?"

"Dad, I did what you asked that one time, so please listen to me and help me out now?"

XVIII

Undine stood alone on the landing outside her father's office.

Undine stood by herself on the landing outside her dad's office.

Only once before had she failed to gain her end with him—and there was a peculiar irony in the fact that Moffatt's intrusion should have brought before her the providential result of her previous failure. Not that she confessed to any real resemblance between the two situations. In the present case she knew well enough what she wanted, and how to get it. But the analogy had served her father's purpose, and Moffatt's unlucky entrance had visibly strengthened his resistance.

Only once before had she failed to get what she wanted from him—and it was strangely ironic that Moffatt's interruption had reminded her of the fortunate outcome of her earlier failure. Not that she admitted any real similarity between the two situations. In this case, she knew exactly what she wanted and how to achieve it. But the comparison had worked in her father's favor, and Moffatt's unfortunate arrival had clearly made him more resistant.

The worst of it was that the obstacles in the way were real enough. Mr. Spragg had not put her off with vague asseverations—somewhat against her will he had forced his proofs on her, showing her how much above his promised allowance he had contributed in the last three years to the support of her household. Since she could not accuse herself of extravagance—having still full faith in her gift of "managing"—she could only conclude that it was impossible to live on what her father and Ralph could provide; and this seemed a practical reason for desiring her freedom. If she and Ralph parted he would of course return to his family, and Mr. Spragg would no longer be burdened with a helpless son-in-law. But even this argument did not move him. Undine, as soon as she had risked Van Degen's name, found herself face to face with a code of domestic conduct as rigid as its exponent's business principles were elastic. Mr. Spragg did not regard divorce as intrinsically wrong or even inexpedient; and of its social disadvantages he had never even heard. Lots of women did it, as Undine said, and if their reasons were adequate they were justified. If Ralph Marvell had been a drunkard or "unfaithful" Mr. Spragg would have approved Undine's desire to divorce him; but that it should be prompted by her inclination for another man—and a man with a wife of his own—was as shocking to him as it would have been to the most uncompromising of the Dagonets and Marvells. Such things happened, as Mr. Spragg knew, but they should not happen to any woman of his name while he had the power to prevent it; and Undine recognized that for the moment he had that power.

The worst part was that the obstacles in the way were very real. Mr. Spragg hadn't just brushed her off with vague statements—somewhat against her will, he had laid out his evidence, showing her how much more he had contributed to her household over the past three years than he had promised. Since she couldn't blame herself for being extravagant—still fully believing in her ability to "manage"—she could only conclude that it was impossible to live on what her father and Ralph could provide; and this seemed like a practical reason to want her freedom. If she and Ralph split, he would, of course, go back to his family, and Mr. Spragg would no longer have to support a useless son-in-law. But even this argument didn't sway him. Undine, as soon as she had mentioned Van Degen’s name, found herself up against a set of domestic standards just as strict as Mr. Spragg's flexible business principles. He didn't see divorce as inherently wrong or even a bad idea; he had never even heard of its social downsides. Lots of women did it, as Undine said, and if their reasons were good enough, they were justified. If Ralph Marvell had been a drunk or "unfaithful," Mr. Spragg would have supported Undine's wish to divorce him; but the fact that it was driven by her attraction to another man—and a man who had a wife of his own—was just as shocking to him as it would have been to the strictest of the Dagonets and Marvells. Such things happened, as Mr. Spragg knew, but they shouldn't happen to any woman in his family while he could stop it; and Undine recognized that for now, he had that power.

As she emerged from the elevator she was surprised to see Moffatt in the vestibule. His presence was an irritating reminder of her failure, and she walked past him with a rapid bow; but he overtook her.

As she stepped out of the elevator, she was surprised to see Moffatt in the lobby. His presence was a frustrating reminder of her failure, and she quickly walked past him with a slight nod; but he caught up to her.

"Mrs. Marvell—I've been waiting to say a word to you."

"Mrs. Marvell, I've been waiting to talk to you."

If it had been any one else she would have passed on; but Moffatt's voice had always a detaining power. Even now that she knew him to be defeated and negligible, the power asserted itself, and she paused to say: "I'm afraid I can't stop—I'm late for an engagement."

If it were anyone else, she would have just walked by; but Moffatt's voice always had a way of stopping her. Even now that she realized he was defeated and insignificant, that power still held her, and she paused to say, "I'm sorry, but I can't stop—I'm late for an appointment."

"I shan't make you much later; but if you'd rather have me call round at your house—"

"I won't keep you much longer; but if you'd prefer me to stop by your house—"

"Oh, I'm so seldom in." She turned a wondering look on him. "What is it you wanted to say?"

"Oh, I’m hardly ever around." She gave him a curious look. "What did you want to say?"

"Just two words. I've got an office in this building and the shortest way would be to come up there for a minute." As her look grew distant he added: "I think what I've got to say is worth the trip."

"Just two words. I have an office in this building and the quickest way would be to come up there for a minute." As her gaze drifted, he added, "I believe what I need to say is worth the trip."

His face was serious, without underlying irony: the face he wore when he wanted to be trusted.

His expression was serious, without any hidden sarcasm: the look he had when he wanted people to trust him.

"Very well," she said, turning back.

"Okay," she said, turning back.

Undine, glancing at her watch as she came out of Moffatt's office, saw that he had been true to his promise of not keeping her more than ten minutes. The fact was characteristic. Under all his incalculableness there had always been a hard foundation of reliability: it seemed to be a matter of choice with him whether he let one feel that solid bottom or not. And in specific matters the same quality showed itself in an accuracy of statement, a precision of conduct, that contrasted curiously with his usual hyperbolic banter and his loose lounging manner. No one could be more elusive yet no one could be firmer to the touch. Her face had cleared and she moved more lightly as she left the building. Moffatt's communication had not been completely clear to her, but she understood the outline of the plan he had laid before her, and was satisfied with the bargain they had struck. He had begun by reminding her of her promise to introduce him to any friend of hers who might be useful in the way of business. Over three years had passed since they had made the pact, and Moffatt had kept loyally to his side of it. With the lapse of time the whole matter had become less important to her, but she wanted to prove her good faith, and when he reminded her of her promise she at once admitted it.

Undine, checking her watch as she stepped out of Moffatt's office, noticed that he had kept his word about not keeping her longer than ten minutes. This was a typical trait of his. Beneath his unpredictable nature, there was always a solid foundation of reliability: he seemed to choose whether to let people sense that solid base or not. In specific matters, this quality showed in his precise statements and actions, which oddly contrasted with his usual exaggerative jokes and relaxed demeanor. He could be very elusive, yet also incredibly solid when needed. Her expression brightened, and she felt lighter as she exited the building. Moffatt's message hadn’t been entirely clear to her, but she grasped the gist of the plan he laid out and felt good about the agreement they had made. He had started by reminding her of her promise to introduce him to any friend who might help with his business. It had been over three years since they made that deal, and Moffatt had been loyal to his end of it. As time passed, the whole thing became less significant to her, but she wanted to show her sincerity, and when he reminded her of her promise, she readily acknowledged it.

"Well, then—I want you to introduce me to your husband."

"Alright then—I want you to introduce me to your husband."

Undine was surprised; but beneath her surprise she felt a quick sense of relief. Ralph was easier to manage than so many of her friends—and it was a mark of his present indifference to acquiesce in anything she suggested.

Undine was surprised, but under her surprise, she felt a quick sense of relief. Ralph was easier to deal with than many of her friends—and it showed his current indifference to go along with whatever she suggested.

"My husband? Why, what can he do for you?"

"My husband? What can he do for you?"

Moffatt explained at once, in the fewest words, as his way was when it came to business. He was interested in a big "deal" which involved the purchase of a piece of real estate held by a number of wrangling heirs. The real-estate broker with whom Ralph Marvell was associated represented these heirs, but Moffatt had his reasons for not approaching him directly. And he didn't want to go to Marvell with a "business proposition"—it would be better to be thrown with him socially as if by accident. It was with that object that Moffatt had just appealed to Mr. Spragg, but Mr. Spragg, as usual, had "turned him down," without even consenting to look into the case.

Moffatt quickly explained, using as few words as possible, which was his usual style when it came to business. He was interested in a major deal involving the purchase of a piece of real estate owned by a group of feuding heirs. The real estate broker who worked with Ralph Marvell represented these heirs, but Moffatt had his reasons for not reaching out to him directly. Plus, he didn’t want to approach Marvell with a business proposal—he thought it would be better to run into him socially as if by chance. That was why Moffatt had just reached out to Mr. Spragg, but Mr. Spragg had, as usual, rejected him without even agreeing to consider the case.

"He'd rather have you miss a good thing than have it come to you through me. I don't know what on earth he thinks it's in my power to do to you—or ever was, for that matter," he added. "Anyhow," he went on to explain, "the power's all on your side now; and I'll show you how little the doing will hurt you as soon as I can have a quiet chat with your husband." He branched off again into technicalities, nebulous projections of capital and interest, taxes and rents, from which she finally extracted, and clung to, the central fact that if the "deal went through" it would mean a commission of forty thousand dollars to Marvell's firm, of which something over a fourth would come to Ralph.

"He'd rather you miss out on something great than have it come to you through me. I really don't get what he thinks I can do for you—or ever could," he added. "Anyway," he continued, "the power is all in your hands now; and I'll show you how little the actual doing will affect you as soon as I can chat privately with your husband." He drifted back into technical details, vague estimates of capital and interest, taxes and rents, from which she finally managed to pull out, and hold on to, the key fact that if the "deal went through," it would mean a commission of forty thousand dollars for Marvell's firm, of which more than a fourth would go to Ralph.

"By Jove, that's an amazing fellow!" Ralph Marvell exclaimed, turning back into the drawing-room, a few evenings later, at the conclusion of one of their little dinners. Undine looked up from her seat by the fire. She had had the inspired thought of inviting Moffatt to meet Clare Van Degen, Mrs. Fairford and Charles Bowen. It had occurred to her that the simplest way of explaining Moffatt was to tell Ralph that she had unexpectedly discovered an old Apex acquaintance in the protagonist of the great Ararat Trust fight. Moffatt's defeat had not wholly divested him of interest. As a factor in affairs he no longer inspired apprehension, but as the man who had dared to defy Harmon B. Driscoll he was a conspicuous and, to some minds, almost an heroic figure.

"Wow, that guy is incredible!" Ralph Marvell said as he walked back into the drawing-room a few evenings later after one of their little dinners. Undine glanced up from her spot by the fire. She had the brilliant idea of inviting Moffatt to meet Clare Van Degen, Mrs. Fairford, and Charles Bowen. She thought the easiest way to explain Moffatt was to tell Ralph that she had unexpectedly run into an old friend from Apex in the main character of the big Ararat Trust conflict. Moffatt’s defeat hadn’t completely taken away his appeal. Although he no longer sparked fear as a player in events, as the man who had challenged Harmon B. Driscoll, he was a standout figure and, to some, almost a heroic one.

Undine remembered that Clare and Mrs. Fairford had once expressed a wish to see this braver of the Olympians, and her suggestion that he should be asked meet them gave Ralph evident pleasure. It was long since she had made any conciliatory sign to his family.

Undine remembered that Clare and Mrs. Fairford had once said they wanted to meet this champion of the gods, and her suggestion to invite him to see them clearly pleased Ralph. It had been a while since she had made any friendly gesture towards his family.

Moffatt's social gifts were hardly of a kind to please the two ladies: he would have shone more brightly in Peter Van Degen's set than in his wife's. But neither Clare nor Mrs. Fairford had expected a man of conventional cut, and Moffatt's loud easiness was obviously less disturbing to them than to their hostess. Undine felt only his crudeness, and the tacit criticism passed on it by the mere presence of such men as her husband and Bowen; but Mrs. Fairford' seemed to enjoy provoking him to fresh excesses of slang and hyperbole. Gradually she drew him into talking of the Driscoll campaign, and he became recklessly explicit. He seemed to have nothing to hold back: all the details of the prodigious exploit poured from him with Homeric volume. Then he broke off abruptly, thrusting his hands into his trouser-pockets and shaping his red lips to a whistle which he checked as his glance met Undine's. To conceal his embarrassment he leaned back in his chair, looked about the table with complacency, and said "I don't mind if I do" to the servant who approached to re-fill his champagne glass.

Moffatt's social skills didn’t exactly impress the two ladies; he would have fit in better with Peter Van Degen's crowd than with his wife’s. But neither Clare nor Mrs. Fairford expected a traditional guy, and Moffatt's loud casualness clearly bothered their hostess more than it did them. Undine only noticed his crudeness and the silent judgment it attracted from the likes of her husband and Bowen, but Mrs. Fairford seemed to enjoy provoking him to new heights of slang and exaggeration. Slowly, she got him talking about the Driscoll campaign, and he became recklessly detailed. It was like he had no filter: all the specifics of the enormous task came out with epic fervor. Then he suddenly stopped, shoved his hands in his pockets, and shaped his red lips into a whistle, which he halted as soon as he met Undine's gaze. To hide his awkwardness, he leaned back in his chair, looked around the table with satisfaction, and said, "I don't mind if I do," to the server who came to refill his champagne glass.

The men sat long over their cigars; but after an interval Undine called Charles Bowen into the drawing-room to settle some question in dispute between Clare and Mrs. Fairford, and thus gave Moffatt a chance to be alone with her husband. Now that their guests had gone she was throbbing with anxiety to know what had passed between the two; but when Ralph rejoined her in the drawing-room she continued to keep her eyes on the fire and twirl her fan listlessly.

The men lingered over their cigars for a while, but after a bit, Undine called Charles Bowen into the living room to settle a disagreement between Clare and Mrs. Fairford, giving Moffatt a chance to be alone with her husband. Now that their guests had left, she was filled with anxiety to find out what had happened between the two of them. However, when Ralph returned to the living room, she kept her eyes on the fire and twirled her fan aimlessly.

"That's an amazing chap," Ralph repeated, looking down at her. "Where was it you ran across him—out at Apex?"

"That's an awesome guy," Ralph said again, looking down at her. "Where did you meet him—out at Apex?"

As he leaned against the chimney-piece, lighting his cigarette, it struck Undine that he looked less fagged and lifeless than usual, and she felt more and more sure that something important had happened during the moment of isolation she had contrived.

As he leaned against the fireplace, lighting his cigarette, Undine noticed that he looked less worn out and lifeless than usual, and she became increasingly convinced that something significant had occurred during the moment of solitude she had created.

She opened and shut her fan reflectively. "Yes—years ago; father had some business with him and brought him home to dinner one day."

She opened and closed her fan thoughtfully. "Yeah—years ago; my dad had some business with him and brought him home for dinner one day."

"And you've never seen him since?"

"And you haven't seen him since?"

She waited, as if trying to piece her recollections together. "I suppose I must have; but all that seems so long ago," she said sighing. She had been given, of late, to such plaintive glances toward her happy girlhood but Ralph seemed not to notice the allusion.

She waited, as if trying to put her memories together. "I guess I must have; but that all feels like ages ago," she said with a sigh. Recently, she'd been casting such wistful looks back at her joyful childhood, but Ralph didn't seem to catch the hint.

"Do you know," he exclaimed after a moment, "I don't believe the fellow's beaten yet."

"Do you know," he said after a moment, "I don't think the guy's out of the game yet."

She looked up quickly. "Don't you?"

She glanced up quickly. "Don't you?"

"No; and I could see that Bowen didn't either. He strikes me as the kind of man who develops slowly, needs a big field, and perhaps makes some big mistakes, but gets where he wants to in the end. Jove, I wish I could put him in a book! There's something epic about him—a kind of epic effrontery."

"No; and I could see that Bowen didn't either. He seems like the kind of guy who takes his time, needs a wide space to grow, and might make some major blunders, but ultimately achieves his goals. Wow, I wish I could write him into a story! There's something grand about him—a kind of bold confidence."

Undine's pulses beat faster as she listened. Was it not what Moffatt had always said of himself—that all he needed was time and elbow-room? How odd that Ralph, who seemed so dreamy and unobservant, should instantly have reached the same conclusion! But what she wanted to know was the practical result of their meeting.

Undine's heart raced as she listened. Wasn't that what Moffatt always said about himself—that all he needed was time and space? How strange that Ralph, who appeared so lost in thought and unaware, would have come to the same conclusion so quickly! But what she really wanted to know was the practical outcome of their meeting.

"What did you and he talk about when you were smoking?"

"What did you guys talk about while you were smoking?"

"Oh, he got on the Driscoll fight again—gave us some extraordinary details. The man's a thundering brute, but he's full of observation and humour. Then, after Bowen joined you, he told me about a new deal he's gone into—rather a promising scheme, but on the same Titanic scale. It's just possible, by the way, that we may be able to do something for him: part of the property he's after is held in our office." He paused, knowing Undine's indifference to business matters; but the face she turned to him was alive with interest.

"Oh, he started talking about the Driscoll fight again—shared some unbelievable details. The guy's a total brute, but he's insightful and funny. Then, after Bowen joined you, he mentioned a new deal he's involved in—it's a pretty promising plan, but it’s on a massive scale, like the Titanic. By the way, there’s a chance we might be able to help him out: part of the property he wants is with our office." He paused, aware of Undine's lack of interest in business stuff; but the expression she turned toward him was filled with curiosity.

"You mean you might sell the property to him?"

"You mean you might sell the place to him?"

"Well, if the thing comes off. There would be a big commission if we did." He glanced down on her half ironically. "You'd like that, wouldn't you?"

"Well, if it works out. There would be a big commission if we did." He looked down at her with a hint of irony. "You'd like that, right?"

She answered with a shade of reproach: "Why do you say that? I haven't complained."

She replied with a hint of annoyance, "Why do you say that? I haven't complained."

"Oh, no; but I know I've been a disappointment as a money-maker."

"Oh, no; but I know I've let everyone down when it comes to making money."

She leaned back in her chair, closing her eyes as if in utter weariness and indifference, and in a moment she felt him bending over her. "What's the matter? Don't you feel well?"

She leaned back in her chair, closing her eyes as if she were completely exhausted and indifferent, and soon she felt him leaning over her. "What's wrong? Are you not feeling well?"

"I'm a little tired. It's nothing." She pulled her hand away and burst into tears.

"I'm a bit tired. It's nothing." She pulled her hand back and started crying.

Ralph knelt down by her chair and put his arm about her. It was the first time he had touched her since the night of the boy's birthday, and the sense of her softness woke a momentary warmth in his veins.

Ralph knelt by her chair and wrapped his arm around her. It was the first time he had touched her since the boy's birthday night, and feeling her softness brought a brief warmth to his veins.

"What is it, dear? What is it?"

"What is it, dear? What’s wrong?"

Without turning her head she sobbed out: "You seem to think I'm too selfish and odious—that I'm just pretending to be ill."

Without turning her head, she sobbed, "You think I'm too selfish and horrible—that I'm just faking being sick."

"No, no," he assured her, smoothing back her hair. But she continued to sob on in a gradual crescendo of despair, till the vehemence of her weeping began to frighten him, and he drew her to her feet and tried to persuade her to let herself be led upstairs. She yielded to his arm, sobbing in short exhausted gasps, and leaning her whole weight on him as he guided her along the passage to her bedroom. On the lounge to which he lowered her she lay white and still, tears trickling through her lashes and her handkerchief pressed against her lips. He recognized the symptoms with a sinking heart: she was on the verge of a nervous attack such as she had had in the winter, and he foresaw with dismay the disastrous train of consequences, the doctors' and nurses' bills, and all the attendant confusion and expense. If only Moffatt's project might be realized—if for once he could feel a round sum in his pocket, and be freed from the perpetual daily strain!

"No, no," he reassured her, smoothing back her hair. But she kept sobbing, her cries building in intensity until the force of her weeping started to scare him. He helped her to her feet and tried to convince her to let him lead her upstairs. She leaned against him, sobbing in short, exhausted gasps, putting her full weight on him as he guided her down the hallway to her bedroom. On the couch where he helped her sit, she lay pale and still, tears streaming down her face, with her handkerchief pressed to her lips. He felt a sinking feeling in his heart as he recognized the signs: she was close to a nervous breakdown like the one she had last winter, and he dreaded the disastrous chain of events that would follow, with all the doctors' and nurses' bills, and the ensuing chaos and cost. If only Moffatt's project could come through—if only he could finally have some money in his pocket and be free from the constant daily pressure!

The next morning Undine, though calmer, was too weak to leave her bed, and her doctor prescribed rest and absence of worry—later, perhaps, a change of scene. He explained to Ralph that nothing was so wearing to a high-strung nature as monotony, and that if Mrs. Marvell were contemplating a Newport season it was necessary that she should be fortified to meet it. In such cases he often recommended a dash to Paris or London, just to tone up the nervous system.

The next morning, Undine, although calmer, was too weak to get out of bed, and her doctor advised her to rest and not stress—maybe later, a change of scenery. He told Ralph that nothing is more exhausting for a sensitive person than monotony, and if Mrs. Marvell was thinking about a season in Newport, it was important for her to feel strong enough to handle it. In these situations, he often suggested a quick trip to Paris or London, just to boost the nervous system.

Undine regained her strength slowly, and as the days dragged on the suggestion of the European trip recurred with increasing frequency. But it came always from her medical adviser: she herself had grown strangely passive and indifferent. She continued to remain upstairs on her lounge, seeing no one but Mrs. Heeny, whose daily ministrations had once more been prescribed, and asking only that the noise of Paul's play should be kept from her. His scamperings overhead disturbed her sleep, and his bed was moved into the day nursery, above his father's room. The child's early romping did not trouble Ralph, since he himself was always awake before daylight. The days were not long enough to hold his cares, and they came and stood by him through the silent hours, when there was no other sound to drown their voices.

Undine slowly regained her strength, and as the days went by, the idea of a trip to Europe kept coming up more and more. But it always came from her doctor; she had become strangely passive and indifferent. She stayed upstairs on her lounge, seeing only Mrs. Heeny, whose daily care had been prescribed again, and she requested that the noise of Paul's play be kept away from her. His running around above her disturbed her sleep, so his bed was moved into the day nursery, above his father's room. The child's early playtime didn’t bother Ralph, since he was always awake before dawn. The days weren’t long enough to contain his worries, and they lingered beside him during the quiet hours when there was no other sound to drown their voices.

Ralph had not made a success of his business. The real-estate brokers who had taken him into partnership had done so only with the hope of profiting by his social connections; and in this respect the alliance had been a failure. It was in such directions that he most lacked facility, and so far he had been of use to his partners only as an office-drudge. He was resigned to the continuance of such drudgery, though all his powers cried out against it; but even for the routine of business his aptitude was small, and he began to feel that he was not considered an addition to the firm. The difficulty of finding another opening made him fear a break; and his thoughts turned hopefully to Elmer Moffatt's hint of a "deal." The success of the negotiation might bring advantages beyond the immediate pecuniary profit; and that, at the present juncture, was important enough in itself.

Ralph hadn't been successful in his business. The real estate brokers who brought him on as a partner did so mainly to benefit from his social connections, and in that regard, the partnership had failed. This was one area where he really struggled, and so far, he had only served as an office worker for his partners. He accepted the ongoing drudgery, even though every part of him opposed it; however, he also realized that he didn't have much skill for the routine of business, and he started to feel like he wasn't really valued by the firm. The challenge of finding another opportunity made him worry about the possibility of a breakup, and he began to hold onto hopes for Elmer Moffatt's suggestion of a "deal." Success in that negotiation could lead to benefits beyond just the immediate financial gain, which was important enough at this moment.

Moffatt reappeared two days after the dinner, presenting himself in West End Avenue in the late afternoon with the explanation that the business in hand necessitated discretion, and that he preferred not to be seen in Ralph's office. It was a question of negotiating with the utmost privacy for the purchase of a small strip of land between two large plots already acquired by purchasers cautiously designated by Moffatt as his "parties." How far he "stood in" with the parties he left it to Ralph to conjecture; but it was plain that he had a large stake in the transaction, and that it offered him his first chance of recovering himself since Driscoll had "thrown" him. The owners of the coveted plot did not seem anxious to sell, and there were personal reasons for Moffatt's not approaching them through Ralph's partners, who were the regular agents of the estate: so that Ralph's acquaintance with the conditions, combined with his detachments from the case, marked him out as a useful intermediary.

Moffatt showed up two days after dinner, arriving on West End Avenue in the late afternoon. He explained that the business at hand required discretion and that he preferred not to be seen in Ralph's office. It was a matter of negotiating with complete privacy for the purchase of a small piece of land between two large plots that had already been purchased by buyers Moffatt cautiously referred to as his "parties." How connected he was with these parties was left for Ralph to guess, but it was clear that he had a significant stake in the deal, which was his first chance to recover since Driscoll had cut ties with him. The owners of the sought-after plot didn’t seem eager to sell, and there were personal reasons for Moffatt to avoid approaching them through Ralph's partners, who were the regular agents for the estate. This made Ralph’s familiarity with the situation, along with his distance from it, position him as a valuable go-between.

Their first talk left Ralph with a dazzled sense of Moffatt's strength and keenness, but with a vague doubt as to the "straightness" of the proposed transaction. Ralph had never seen his way clearly in that dim underworld of affairs where men of the Moffatt and Driscoll type moved like shadowy destructive monsters beneath the darting small fry of the surface. He knew that "business" has created its own special morality; and his musings on man's relation to his self imposed laws had shown him how little human conduct is generally troubled about its own sanctions. He had a vivid sense of the things a man of his kind didn't do; but his inability to get a mental grasp on large financial problems made it hard to apply to them so simple a measure as this inherited standard. He only knew, as Moffatt's plan developed, that it seemed all right while he talked of it with its originator, but vaguely wrong when he thought it over afterward. It occurred to him to consult his grandfather; and if he renounced the idea for the obvious reason that Mr. Dagonet's ignorance of business was as fathomless as his own, this was not his sole motive. Finally it occurred to him to put the case hypothetically to Mr. Spragg. As far as Ralph knew, his father-in-law's business record was unblemished; yet one felt in him an elasticity of adjustment not allowed for in the Dagonet code.

Their first conversation left Ralph amazed by Moffatt's strength and sharpness, but he felt a nagging doubt about the "straightness" of the proposed deal. Ralph had never fully understood the shady world of business where people like Moffatt and Driscoll operated like shadowy, destructive forces beneath the bustling surface. He was aware that "business" had developed its own distinct morality, and his reflections on how humans relate to self-imposed rules revealed to him how little behavior is usually concerned with its own justifications. He had a clear idea of what a man like him shouldn't do, but his difficulty in grasping larger financial issues made it hard to apply such a straightforward standard. He only realized, as Moffatt's plan unfolded, that it seemed fine while he discussed it with its creator, but felt vaguely wrong when he thought back on it later. He considered consulting his grandfather; and while he might abandon the idea for the obvious reason that Mr. Dagonet’s lack of business knowledge was as deep as his own, that wasn’t his only reason. Eventually, he thought to present the situation hypothetically to Mr. Spragg. As far as Ralph knew, his father-in-law had a spotless business record; yet, there was a sense of adaptability in him that wasn't accounted for in the Dagonet code.

Mr. Spragg listened thoughtfully to Ralph's statement of the case, growling out here and there a tentative correction, and turning his cigar between his lips as he seemed to turn the problem over in the loose grasp of his mind.

Mr. Spragg listened intently to Ralph's explanation of the situation, occasionally mumbling a tentative correction and twisting his cigar between his lips as if he were contemplating the problem in a casual way.

"Well, what's the trouble with it?" he asked at length, stretching his big square-toed shoes against the grate of his son-in-law's dining-room, where, in the after-dinner privacy of a family evening, Ralph had seized the occasion to consult him.

"Well, what's the issue with it?" he asked after a moment, stretching his big square-toed shoes against the grate in his son-in-law's dining room, where, during the post-dinner privacy of a family evening, Ralph had taken the chance to ask for his advice.

"The trouble?" Ralph considered. "Why, that's just what I should like you to explain to me."

"The trouble?" Ralph thought. "Well, that's exactly what I want you to clarify for me."

Mr. Spragg threw back his head and stared at the garlanded French clock on the chimney-piece. Mrs. Spragg was sitting upstairs in her daughter's bedroom, and the silence of the house seemed to hang about the two men like a listening presence.

Mr. Spragg leaned his head back and looked at the decorated French clock on the mantelpiece. Mrs. Spragg was upstairs in her daughter's bedroom, and the quiet of the house felt like it was watching over the two men.

"Well, I dunno but what I agree with the doctor who said there warn't any diseases, but only sick people. Every case is different, I guess." Mr. Spragg, munching his cigar, turned a ruminating glance on Ralph. "Seems to me it all boils down to one thing. Was this fellow we're supposing about under any obligation to the other party—the one he was trying to buy the property from?"

"Well, I don't know, but I agree with the doctor who said there aren't any diseases, just sick people. Every case is different, I guess." Mr. Spragg, chewing on his cigar, cast a thoughtful look at Ralph. "It seems to me it all comes down to one thing. Was this guy we're talking about obligated to the other party—the one he was trying to buy the property from?"

Ralph hesitated. "Only the obligation recognized between decent men to deal with each other decently." Mr. Spragg listened to this with the suffering air of a teacher compelled to simplify upon his simplest questions.

Ralph hesitated. "Just the expectation that decent people treat each other decently." Mr. Spragg listened to this with the weary look of a teacher forced to explain even the most basic questions.

"Any personal obligation, I meant. Had the other fellow done him a good turn any time?"

"Any personal obligation, I mean. Has the other guy done him a favor at any point?"

"No—I don't imagine them to have had any previous relations at all."

"No—I don't think they've had any previous relationships at all."

His father-in-law stared. "Where's your trouble, then?" He sat for a moment frowning at the embers. "Even when it's the other way round it ain't always so easy to decide how far that kind of thing's binding… and they say shipwrecked fellows'll make a meal of friend as quick as they would of a total stranger." He drew himself together with a shake of his shoulders and pulled back his feet from the grate. "But I don't see the conundrum in your case, I guess it's up to both parties to take care of their own skins."

His father-in-law stared. "What's bothering you?" He sat for a moment, frowning at the embers. "Even when the situation is reversed, it’s not always easy to figure out how binding that sort of thing is… and they say that shipwrecked people will eat a friend as quickly as they would a complete stranger." He gathered himself with a shake of his shoulders and pulled his feet back from the fire. "But I don’t see the dilemma in your situation; I suppose it’s up to both sides to look after their own well-being."

He rose from his chair and wandered upstairs to Undine.

He got up from his chair and headed upstairs to find Undine.

That was the Wall Street code: it all "boiled down" to the personal obligation, to the salt eaten in the enemy's tent. Ralph's fancy wandered off on a long trail of speculation from which he was pulled back with a jerk by the need of immediate action. Moffatt's "deal" could not wait: quick decisions were essential to effective action, and brooding over ethical shades of difference might work more ill than good in a world committed to swift adjustments. The arrival of several unforeseen bills confirmed this view, and once Ralph had adopted it he began to take a detached interest in the affair.

That was the Wall Street code: it all "boiled down" to personal responsibility, to the loyalty shown when you’re in the enemy's territory. Ralph's mind drifted off into a long trail of speculation, but he was snapped back to reality by the need for immediate action. Moffatt's "deal" couldn’t wait: quick decisions were crucial for effective action, and overthinking ethical nuances might do more harm than good in a world that demands quick adjustments. The arrival of several unexpected bills reinforced this perspective, and once Ralph embraced it, he began to view the situation with a sense of detachment.

In Paris, in his younger days, he had once attended a lesson in acting given at the Conservatoire by one of the great lights of the theatre, and had seen an apparently uncomplicated role of the classic repertory, familiar to him through repeated performances, taken to pieces before his eyes, dissolved into its component elements, and built up again with a minuteness of elucidation and a range of reference that made him feel as though he had been let into the secret of some age-long natural process. As he listened to Moffatt the remembrance of that lesson came back to him. At the outset the "deal," and his own share in it, had seemed simple enough: he would have put on his hat and gone out on the spot in the full assurance of being able to transact the affair. But as Moffatt talked he began to feel as blank and blundering as the class of dramatic students before whom the great actor had analyzed his part. The affair was in fact difficult and complex, and Moffatt saw at once just where the difficulties lay and how the personal idiosyncrasies of "the parties" affected them. Such insight fascinated Ralph, and he strayed off into wondering why it did not qualify every financier to be a novelist, and what intrinsic barrier divided the two arts.

In Paris, in his younger days, he had once attended an acting lesson at the Conservatoire led by one of the theater greats. He watched as a seemingly simple role from the classic repertoire, which he knew well from multiple performances, was broken down before him, analyzed into its basic elements, and reconstructed with such detail and breadth of reference that he felt as if he'd been let in on some ancient secret. As he listened to Moffatt, memories of that lesson came flooding back. Initially, the "deal," and his part in it, seemed straightforward: he would have confidently put on his hat and left, sure he could handle it all. But as Moffatt spoke, he began to feel as lost and clumsy as the group of drama students when the great actor had dissected his role. The situation was actually complicated, and Moffatt quickly identified the challenges and how the personal quirks of "the parties" influenced them. This insight captivated Ralph, leading him to ponder why such understanding didn't make every financier a novelist and what inherent barrier separated the two fields.

Both men had strong incentives for hastening the affair; and within a fortnight after Moffatt's first advance Ralph was able to tell him that his offer was accepted. Over and above his personal satisfaction he felt the thrill of the agent whom some powerful negotiator has charged with a delicate mission: he might have been an eager young Jesuit carrying compromising papers to his superior. It had been stimulating to work with Moffatt, and to study at close range the large powerful instrument of his intelligence.

Both men had strong reasons to speed things up, and within two weeks after Moffatt's initial proposal, Ralph was able to tell him that his offer was accepted. In addition to his personal satisfaction, he felt the excitement of an agent tasked with a delicate mission by a powerful negotiator: he might as well have been an eager young Jesuit delivering sensitive documents to his superior. It had been invigorating to collaborate with Moffatt and closely observe the impressive power of his intelligence.

As he came out of Moffatt's office at the conclusion of this visit Ralph met Mr. Spragg descending from his eyrie. He stopped short with a backward glance at Moffatt's door.

As he left Moffatt's office at the end of his visit, Ralph ran into Mr. Spragg coming down from his perch. He froze for a moment, looking back at Moffatt's door.

"Hallo—what were you doing in there with those cut-throats?"

"Hey—what were you doing in there with those criminals?"

Ralph judged discretion to be essential. "Oh, just a little business for the firm."

Ralph thought being discreet was crucial. "Oh, just a bit of work for the company."

Mr. Spragg said no more, but resorted to the soothing labial motion of revolving his phantom toothpick.

Mr. Spragg didn't say anything else but continued to calm himself by twirling his imaginary toothpick.

"How's Undie getting along?" he merely asked, as he and his son-in-law descended together in the elevator.

"How's Undie doing?" he casually asked as he and his son-in-law went down in the elevator together.

"She doesn't seem to feel much stronger. The doctor wants her to run over to Europe for a few weeks. She thinks of joining her friends the Shallums in Paris."

"She doesn’t seem to feel much stronger. The doctor wants her to head over to Europe for a few weeks. She’s considering joining her friends the Shallums in Paris."

Mr. Spragg was again silent, but he left the building at Ralph's side, and the two walked along together toward Wall Street.

Mr. Spragg was quiet again, but he exited the building next to Ralph, and the two walked side by side toward Wall Street.

Presently the older man asked: "How did you get acquainted with
Moffatt?"

Currently, the older man asked, "How did you get to know Moffatt?"

"Why, by chance—Undine ran across him somewhere and asked him to dine the other night."

"Actually, Undine ran into him somewhere and invited him to dinner the other night."

"Undine asked him to dine?"

"Undine invited him to dinner?"

"Yes: she told me you used to know him out at Apex."

"Yeah, she said you used to know him at Apex."

Mr. Spragg appeared to search his memory for confirmation of the fact. "I believe he used to be round there at one time. I've never heard any good of him yet." He paused at a crossing and looked probingly at his son-in-law. "Is she terribly set on this trip to Europe?"

Mr. Spragg seemed to be trying to recall something to confirm it. "I think he used to live around there at one point. I haven't heard anything good about him yet." He stopped at a crosswalk and looked closely at his son-in-law. "Is she really set on this trip to Europe?"

Ralph smiled. "You know how it is when she takes a fancy to do anything—"

Ralph smiled. "You know how it is when she gets the urge to do anything—"

Mr. Spragg, by a slight lift of his brooding brows, seemed to convey a deep if unspoken response.

Mr. Spragg, with a slight raise of his furrowed brows, appeared to communicate a profound yet unspoken reaction.

"Well, I'd let her do it this time—I'd let her do it," he said as he turned down the steps of the Subway.

"Well, I’ll let her do it this time—I’ll let her do it," he said as he walked down the subway steps.

Ralph was surprised, for he had gathered from some frightened references of Mrs. Spragg's that Undine's parents had wind of her European plan and were strongly opposed to it. He concluded that Mr. Spragg had long since measured the extent of profitable resistance, and knew just when it became vain to hold out against his daughter or advise others to do so.

Ralph was surprised, as he had picked up from some anxious comments from Mrs. Spragg that Undine's parents were aware of her plans for Europe and were strongly against it. He figured that Mr. Spragg had already gauged how much resistance was worthwhile and understood exactly when it was pointless to oppose his daughter or to suggest that others do the same.

Ralph, for his own part, had no inclination to resist. As he left Moffatt's office his inmost feeling was one of relief. He had reached the point of recognizing that it was best for both that his wife should go. When she returned perhaps their lives would readjust themselves—but for the moment he longed for some kind of benumbing influence, something that should give relief to the dull daily ache of feeling her so near and yet so inaccessible. Certainly there were more urgent uses for their brilliant wind-fall: heavy arrears of household debts had to be met, and the summer would bring its own burden. But perhaps another stroke of luck might befall him: he was getting to have the drifting dependence on "luck" of the man conscious of his inability to direct his life. And meanwhile it seemed easier to let Undine have what she wanted.

Ralph didn’t feel like resisting at all. As he left Moffatt's office, he felt relieved. He had come to the conclusion that it was best for both of them if his wife left. When she came back, maybe things would fall back into place—but right now, he craved some kind of numbing effect, something that would ease the constant ache of having her so close yet so out of reach. For sure, there were more pressing needs for their unexpected windfall: they had bills piling up that needed to be paid, and summer would bring its own challenges. But maybe another lucky break would come his way: he was starting to develop that drifting reliance on "luck" that many people feel when they realize they can't control their own lives. In the meantime, it just seemed easier to give Undine what she wanted.

Undine, on the whole, behaved with discretion. She received the good news languidly and showed no unseemly haste to profit by it. But it was as hard to hide the light in her eyes as to dissemble the fact that she had not only thought out every detail of the trip in advance, but had decided exactly how her husband and son were to be disposed of in her absence. Her suggestion that Ralph should take Paul to his grandparents, and that the West End Avenue house should be let for the summer, was too practical not to be acted on; and Ralph found she had already put her hand on the Harry Lipscombs, who, after three years of neglect, were to be dragged back to favour and made to feel, as the first step in their reinstatement, the necessity of hiring for the summer months a cool airy house on the West Side. On her return from Europe, Undine explained, she would of course go straight to Ralph and the boy in the Adirondacks; and it seemed a foolish extravagance to let the house stand empty when the Lipscombs were so eager to take it.

Undine mostly acted with discretion. She received the good news casually and didn’t rush to take advantage of it. But it was just as hard to hide the excitement in her eyes as it was to hide the fact that she had not only planned every detail of the trip ahead of time but had also figured out exactly what to do with her husband and son while she was away. Her suggestion that Ralph should take Paul to his grandparents and that the West End Avenue house should be rented out for the summer was too sensible not to follow, and Ralph realized she had already contacted the Harry Lipscombs, who, after three years of being ignored, were to be brought back into her good graces and made to understand, as the first step in their reinstatement, the need to rent a cool, airy house on the West Side for the summer months. When she returned from Europe, Undine explained, she would of course go straight to Ralph and the boy in the Adirondacks, and it seemed like a waste to let the house sit empty when the Lipscombs were so eager to take it.

As the day of departure approached it became harder for her to temper her beams; but her pleasure showed itself so amiably that Ralph began to think she might, after all, miss the boy and himself more than she imagined. She was tenderly preoccupied with Paul's welfare, and, to prepare for his translation to his grandparents' she gave the household in Washington Square more of her time than she had accorded it since her marriage. She explained that she wanted Paul to grow used to his new surroundings; and with that object she took him frequently to his grandmother's, and won her way into old Mr. Dagonet's sympathies by her devotion to the child and her pretty way of joining in his games.

As the departure day drew nearer, it became harder for her to contain her excitement; but her happiness was so genuine that Ralph started to think she might, after all, miss the boy and him more than she realized. She was deeply concerned about Paul's well-being, and in preparation for his move to his grandparents', she spent more time with the household in Washington Square than she had since her marriage. She explained that she wanted Paul to get used to his new surroundings; with that in mind, she often took him to his grandmother's, winning over old Mr. Dagonet with her dedication to the child and her charming way of joining in his games.

Undine was not consciously acting a part: this new phase was as natural to her as the other. In the joy of her gratified desires she wanted to make everybody about her happy. If only everyone would do as she wished she would never be unreasonable. She much preferred to see smiling faces about her, and her dread of the reproachful and dissatisfied countenance gave the measure of what she would do to avoid it.

Undine wasn't pretending: this new phase felt as natural to her as the previous one. Overjoyed by her fulfilled desires, she wanted to make everyone around her happy. If everyone just did what she wanted, she would never be unreasonable. She much preferred to see smiling faces around her, and her fear of disapproving and unhappy expressions showed how far she would go to avoid them.

These thoughts were in her mind when, a day or two before sailing, she came out of the Washington Square house with her boy. It was a late spring afternoon, and she and Paul had lingered on till long past the hour sacred to his grandfather's nap. Now, as she came out into the square she saw that, however well Mr. Dagonet had borne their protracted romp, it had left his playmate flushed and sleepy; and she lifted Paul in her arms to carry him to the nearest cab-stand.

These thoughts were on her mind when, a day or two before they set sail, she stepped out of the Washington Square house with her son. It was a late spring afternoon, and she and Paul had stayed out long past the time meant for his grandfather’s nap. Now, as she walked into the square, she noticed that, no matter how well Mr. Dagonet had handled their extended playtime, it had left his playmate flushed and sleepy; so she picked up Paul in her arms to take him to the nearest cab stand.

As she raised herself she saw a thick-set figure approaching her across the square; and a moment later she was shaking hands with Elmer Moffatt. In the bright spring air he looked seasonably glossy and prosperous; and she noticed that he wore a bunch of violets in his buttonhole. His small black eyes twinkled with approval as they rested on her, and Undine reflected that, with Paul's arms about her neck, and his little flushed face against her own, she must present a not unpleasing image of young motherhood.

As she lifted herself up, she spotted a stocky figure walking toward her across the square; moments later, she was shaking hands with Elmer Moffatt. In the bright spring air, he looked stylish and successful; she noticed he had a bunch of violets pinned to his lapel. His small black eyes sparkled with approval as they landed on her, and Undine thought that with Paul's arms around her neck and his little flushed face pressed against hers, she must look like a pretty nice picture of young motherhood.

"That the heir apparent?" Moffatt asked; adding "Happy to make your acquaintance, sir," as the boy, at Undine's bidding, held out a fist sticky with sugarplums.

"Is that the heir apparent?" Moffatt asked, adding, "Nice to meet you, sir," as the boy, at Undine's request, extended a fist sticky with sugarplums.

"He's been spending the afternoon with his grandfather, and they played so hard that he's sleepy," she explained. Little Paul, at that stage in his career, had a peculiar grace of wide-gazing deep-lashed eyes and arched cherubic lips, and Undine saw that Moffatt was not insensible to the picture she and her son composed. She did not dislike his admiration, for she no longer felt any shrinking from him—she would even have been glad to thank him for the service he had done her husband if she had known how to allude to it without awkwardness. Moffatt seemed equally pleased at the meeting, and they looked at each other almost intimately over Paul's tumbled curls.

"He's been hanging out with his grandfather all afternoon, and they played so hard that he's sleepy," she explained. Little Paul, at that stage in his life, had a unique charm with his wide, deep-lashed eyes and cute, arched lips, and Undine noticed that Moffatt was clearly taken by the scene she and her son created. She didn't mind his admiration; she no longer felt any discomfort around him—in fact, she would have liked to thank him for what he had done for her husband if she had known how to bring it up without feeling awkward. Moffatt seemed just as pleased by the encounter, and they exchanged glances that felt almost intimate over Paul's messy curls.

"He's a mighty fine fellow and no mistake—but isn't he rather an armful for you?" Moffatt asked, his eyes lingering with real kindliness on the child's face.

"He's a really great guy, no doubt about that—but isn't he quite a handful for you?" Moffatt asked, his eyes staying with genuine warmth on the child's face.

"Oh, we haven't far to go. I'll pick up a cab at the corner."

"Oh, we don't have far to go. I'll grab a cab at the corner."

"Well, let me carry him that far anyhow," said Moffatt.

"Well, let me take him that far anyway," said Moffatt.

Undine was glad to be relieved of her burden, for she was unused to the child's weight, and disliked to feel that her skirt was dragging on the pavement. "Go to the gentleman, Pauly—he'll carry you better than mother," she said.

Undine was happy to be freed from her burden, as she wasn’t used to carrying the child and didn’t like the way her skirt was dragging on the pavement. "Go to the gentleman, Pauly—he’ll carry you better than I can," she said.

The little boy's first movement was one of recoil from the ruddy sharp-eyed countenance that was so unlike his father's delicate face; but he was an obedient child, and after a moment's hesitation he wound his arms trustfully about the red gentleman's neck.

The little boy's first reaction was to pull away from the bright, sharp-eyed face that was so different from his father's gentle features; however, he was a well-behaved child, and after a brief pause, he wrapped his arms around the red gentleman's neck with trust.

"That's a good fellow—sit tight and I'll give you a ride," Moffatt cried, hoisting the boy to his shoulder.

"You're a good kid—hang on and I'll give you a lift," Moffatt shouted, lifting the boy onto his shoulder.

Paul was not used to being perched at such a height, and his nature was hospitable to new impressions. "Oh, I like it up here—you're higher than father!" he exclaimed; and Moffatt hugged him with a laugh.

Paul wasn't used to being up so high, and he was open to new experiences. "Oh, I love it up here—you're taller than Dad!" he said excitedly, and Moffatt hugged him with a laugh.

"It must feel mighty good to come uptown to a fellow like you in the evenings," he said, addressing the child but looking at Undine, who also laughed a little.

"It must feel really great to come up to a guy like you in the evenings," he said, talking to the kid but looking at Undine, who chuckled a bit too.

"Oh, they're a dreadful nuisance, you know; but Paul's a very good boy."

"Oh, they can be such a pain, you know; but Paul is a really good kid."

"I wonder if he knows what a friend I've been to him lately," Moffatt went on, as they turned into Fifth Avenue.

"I wonder if he knows what a good friend I’ve been to him lately," Moffatt said as they turned onto Fifth Avenue.

Undine smiled: she was glad he should have given her an opening. "He shall be told as soon as he's old enough to thank you. I'm so glad you came to Ralph about that business."

Undine smiled: she was happy he had given her a chance. "He'll be told as soon as he's old enough to thank you. I'm really glad you talked to Ralph about that."

"Oh I gave him a leg up, and I guess he's given me one too. Queer the way things come round—he's fairly put me in the way of a fresh start."

"Oh, I helped him out, and I guess he's helped me out too. It’s strange how things come full circle—he’s really given me a chance for a fresh start."

Their eyes met in a silence which Undine was the first to break. "It's been awfully nice of you to do what you've done—right along. And this last thing has made a lot of difference to us."

Their eyes locked in a silence that Undine was the first to break. "You've been really kind to do everything you've done—consistently. And this last thing has made a big difference to us."

"Well, I'm glad you feel that way. I never wanted to be anything but 'nice,' as you call it." Moffatt paused a moment and then added: "If you're less scared of me than your father is I'd be glad to call round and see you once in a while."

"Well, I’m glad you feel that way. I never wanted to be anything but 'nice,' as you put it." Moffatt paused for a moment and then added, "If you're less afraid of me than your dad is, I’d be happy to stop by and see you every now and then."

The quick blood rushed to her cheeks. There was nothing challenging, demanding in his tone—she guessed at once that if he made the request it was simply for the pleasure of being with her, and she liked the magnanimity implied. Nevertheless she was not sorry to have to answer: "Of course I'll always be glad to see you—only, as it happens, I'm just sailing for Europe."

The quick blood rushed to her cheeks. There was nothing challenging or demanding in his tone—she realized immediately that if he made the request, it was just for the pleasure of being with her, and she appreciated the generosity implied. Still, she wasn’t upset to respond: "Of course I'll always be happy to see you—it's just that I'm about to set sail for Europe."

"For Europe?" The word brought Moffatt to a stand so abruptly that little Paul lurched on his shoulder.

"For Europe?" The word made Moffatt stop so suddenly that little Paul almost fell off his shoulder.

"For Europe?" he repeated. "Why, I thought you said the other evening you expected to stay on in town till July. Didn't you think of going to the Adirondacks?"

"For Europe?" he repeated. "I thought you said the other night you planned to stay in town until July. Didn't you consider going to the Adirondacks?"

Flattered by his evident disappointment, she became high and careless in her triumph. "Oh, yes,—but that's all changed. Ralph and the boy are going, but I sail on Saturday to join some friends in Paris—and later I may do some motoring in Switzerland an Italy."

Flattered by his clear disappointment, she felt elated and reckless in her victory. "Oh, yes—but that's all different now. Ralph and the kid are leaving, but I’m flying out on Saturday to meet up with some friends in Paris—and later I might do some driving in Switzerland and Italy."

She laughed a little in the mere enjoyment of putting her plans into words and Moffatt laughed too, but with an edge of sarcasm.

She chuckled a bit, enjoying the chance to put her plans into words, and Moffatt laughed too, but with a touch of sarcasm.

"I see—I see: everything's changed, as you say, and your husband can blow you off to the trip. Well, I hope you'll have a first-class time."

"I get it—I get it: everything's different, like you said, and your husband can ditch you for the trip. Well, I hope you have an amazing time."

Their glances crossed again, and something in his cool scrutiny impelled Undine to say, with a burst of candour: "If I do, you know, I shall owe it all to you!"

Their eyes met again, and something in his calm stare prompted Undine to say, with a sudden honesty: "If I do, you know, it will all be thanks to you!"

"Well, I always told you I meant to act white by you," he answered.

"Well, I always told you I intended to behave like a white person around you," he replied.

They walked on in silence, and presently he began again in his usual joking strain: "See what one of the Apex girls has been up to?"

They walked on in silence, and soon he started again in his usual joking style: "Have you seen what one of the Apex girls has been up to?"

Apex was too remote for her to understand the reference, and he went on: "Why, Millard Binch's wife—Indiana Frusk that was. Didn't you see in the papers that Indiana'd fixed it up with James J. Rolliver to marry her? They say it was easy enough squaring Millard Binch—you'd know it WOULD be—but it cost Roliver near a million to mislay Mrs. R. and the children. Well, Indiana's pulled it off, anyhow; she always WAS a bright girl. But she never came up to you."

Apex was too far away for her to get the reference, and he continued: "Well, Millard Binch's wife—Indiana Frusk, that was. Didn't you see in the papers that Indiana arranged to marry James J. Rolliver? They say it was pretty easy getting Millard Binch out of the way—you know it WOULD be—but it cost Rolliver almost a million to get rid of Mrs. R. and the kids. Anyway, Indiana made it work; she always WAS a smart girl. But she could never compare to you."

"Oh—" she stammered with a laugh, astonished and agitated by his news. Indiana Frusk and Rolliver! It showed how easily the thing could be done. If only her father had listened to her! If a girl like Indiana Frusk could gain her end so easily, what might not Undine have accomplished? She knew Moffatt was right in saying that Indiana had never come up to her…She wondered how the marriage would strike Van Degen…

"Oh—" she stammered with a laugh, shocked and upset by his news. Indiana Frusk and Rolliver! It showed how easily this could happen. If only her dad had listened to her! If a girl like Indiana Frusk could get what she wanted so easily, what could Undine have achieved? She knew Moffatt was right in saying that Indiana had never matched her… She wondered how Van Degen would react to the marriage…

She signalled to a cab and they walked toward it without speaking. Undine was recalling with intensity that one of Indiana's shoulders was higher than the other, and that people in Apex had thought her lucky to catch Millard Binch, the druggist's clerk, when Undine herself had cast him off after a lingering engagement. And now Indiana Frusk was to be Mrs. James J. Rolliver!

She hailed a cab, and they walked toward it in silence. Undine was vividly remembering that one of Indiana's shoulders was higher than the other, and that people in Apex had considered her lucky to have snagged Millard Binch, the druggist's clerk, especially since Undine had let him go after a long engagement. And now Indiana Frusk was about to become Mrs. James J. Rolliver!

Undine got into the cab and bent forward to take little Paul.

Undine got into the cab and leaned forward to pick up little Paul.

Moffatt lowered his charge with exaggerated care, and a "Steady there, steady," that made the child laugh; then, stooping over, he put a kiss on Paul's lips before handing him over to his mother.

Moffatt lowered his charge with great care, saying "Steady there, steady," which made the child laugh; then, bending down, he kissed Paul's lips before handing him to his mother.

XIX

"The Parisian Diamond Company—Anglo-American branch."

"The Parisian Diamond Company—US branch."

Charles Bowen, seated, one rainy evening of the Paris season, in a corner of the great Nouveau Luxe restaurant, was lazily trying to resolve his impressions of the scene into the phrases of a letter to his old friend Mrs. Henley Fairford.

Charles Bowen, sitting in a corner of the famous Nouveau Luxe restaurant on a rainy evening during the Paris season, was casually trying to put his thoughts about the scene into a letter to his longtime friend, Mrs. Henley Fairford.

The long habit of unwritten communion with this lady—in no way conditioned by the short rare letters they actually exchanged—usually caused his notations, in absence, to fall into such terms when the subject was of a kind to strike an answering flash from her. And who but Mrs. Fairford would see, from his own precise angle, the fantastic improbability, the layers on layers of unsubstantialness, on which the seemingly solid scene before him rested?

The long habit of unspoken connection with this woman—based on the few, infrequent letters they actually exchanged—typically led his thoughts, when he was away, to reflect in ways that stirred a response from her. And who else but Mrs. Fairford would recognize, from his specific perspective, the incredible improbability, the many layers of insubstantiality, that underpinned the seemingly solid scene in front of him?

The dining-room of the Nouveau Luxe was at its fullest, and, having contracted on the garden side through stress of weather, had even overflowed to the farther end of the long hall beyond; so that Bowen, from his corner, surveyed a seemingly endless perspective of plumed and jewelled heads, of shoulders bare or black-coated, encircling the close-packed tables. He had come half an hour before the time he had named to his expected guest, so that he might have the undisturbed amusement of watching the picture compose itself again before his eyes. During some forty years' perpetual exercise of his perceptions he had never come across anything that gave them the special titillation produced by the sight of the dinner-hour at the Nouveau Luxe: the same sense of putting his hand on human nature's passion for the factitious, its incorrigible habit of imitating the imitation.

The dining room of the Nouveau Luxe was packed, and with the weather pushing in from the garden side, it had even spilled over to the far end of the long hall. From his corner, Bowen looked out at what appeared to be an endless line of elegantly dressed heads, some adorned with feathers and jewels, and shoulders that were either bare or fitted in formal black coats, all surrounding the closely arranged tables. He had arrived thirty minutes earlier than the time he had told his expected guest, so he could enjoy the undisturbed pleasure of watching the scene unfold before him. After forty years of constantly observing people, he had never seen anything that excited his senses like the dinner hour at the Nouveau Luxe: it gave him that familiar thrill of recognizing humanity's obsession with the artificial and its unbreakable tendency to replicate copies.

As he sat watching the familiar faces swept toward him on the rising tide of arrival—for it was one of the joys of the scene that the type was always the same even when the individual was not—he hailed with renewed appreciation this costly expression of a social ideal. The dining-room at the Nouveau Luxe represented, on such a spring evening, what unbounded material power had devised for the delusion of its leisure: a phantom "society," with all the rules, smirks, gestures of its model, but evoked out of promiscuity and incoherence while the other had been the product of continuity and choice. And the instinct which had driven a new class of world-compellers to bind themselves to slavish imitation of the superseded, and their prompt and reverent faith in the reality of the sham they had created, seemed to Bowen the most satisfying proof of human permanence.

As he sat watching the familiar faces being swept toward him on the rising tide of arrivals—for one of the joys of the scene was that the type was always the same even when the individuals were not—he felt a renewed appreciation for this extravagant expression of a social ideal. The dining room at the Nouveau Luxe represented, on such a spring evening, what unlimited material power had created for the illusion of its leisure: a phantom "society," with all the rules, smiles, and gestures of its model, but made up of randomness and chaos, while the original had been the result of continuity and choice. And the instinct that drove a new class of world-changers to bind themselves to a slavish imitation of what had come before, along with their quick and devoted belief in the reality of the sham they had constructed, seemed to Bowen the most satisfying proof of human permanence.

With this thought in his mind he looked up to greet his guest. The Comte Raymond de Chelles, straight, slim and gravely smiling, came toward him with frequent pauses of salutation at the crowded tables; saying, as he seated himself and turned his pleasant eyes on the scene: "Il n'y a pas à dire, my dear Bowen, it's charming and sympathetic and original—we owe America a debt of gratitude for inventing it!"

With this thought in his mind, he looked up to greet his guest. The Comte Raymond de Chelles, tall, slim, and seriously smiling, approached him, stopping frequently to acknowledge the busy tables. As he settled in and turned his friendly eyes toward the scene, he said, "I have to admit, my dear Bowen, it's charming, inviting, and unique—we owe America a debt of gratitude for creating it!"

Bowen felt a last touch of satisfaction: they were the very words to complete his thought.

Bowen felt a final rush of satisfaction: those were exactly the words to wrap up his thought.

"My dear fellow, it's really you and your kind who are responsible. It's the direct creation of feudalism, like all the great social upheavals!"

"My dear friend, it's really you and people like you who are to blame. It's the direct result of feudalism, just like all the major social changes!"

Raymond de Chelles stroked his handsome brown moustache. "I should have said, on the contrary, that one enjoyed it for the contrast. It's such a refreshing change from our institutions—which are, nevertheless, the necessary foundations of society. But just as one may have an infinite admiration for one's wife, and yet occasionally—" he waved a light hand toward the spectacle. "This, in the social order, is the diversion, the permitted diversion, that your original race has devised: a kind of superior Bohemia, where one may be respectable without being bored."

Raymond de Chelles stroked his handsome brown mustache. "I should have said, on the contrary, that one enjoys it for the contrast. It’s such a refreshing change from our institutions—which are, after all, the essential foundations of society. But just as one can have endless admiration for one’s wife, and yet occasionally—" he waved a light hand toward the spectacle. "This, in the social order, is the entertainment, the allowed entertainment, that your original race has created: a sort of elevated Bohemia, where one can be respectable without being bored."

Bowen laughed. "You've put it in a nutshell: the ideal of the American woman is to be respectable without being bored; and from that point of view this world they've invented has more originality than I gave it credit for."

Bowen laughed. "You've summed it up perfectly: the ideal of the American woman is to be respectable without being bored; and from that perspective, this world they've created has more originality than I thought."

Chelles thoughtfully unfolded his napkin. "My impression's a superficial one, of course—for as to what goes on underneath—!" He looked across the room. "If I married I shouldn't care to have my wife come here too often."

Chelles thoughtfully unfolded his napkin. "My impression is pretty shallow, of course—because as for what happens beneath the surface—!" He glanced around the room. "If I got married, I wouldn't want my wife to come here very often."

Bowen laughed again. "She'd be as safe as in a bank! Nothing ever goes on! Nothing that ever happens here is real."

Bowen laughed again. "She’d be as safe as being in a bank! Nothing ever happens! Nothing that goes on here is real."

"Ah, quant à cela—" the Frenchman murmured, inserting a fork into his melon. Bowen looked at him with enjoyment—he was such a precious foot-note to the page! The two men, accidentally thrown together some years previously during a trip up the Nile, always met again with pleasure when Bowen returned to France. Raymond de Chelles, who came of a family of moderate fortune, lived for the greater part of the year on his father's estates in Burgundy; but he came up every spring to the entresol of the old Marquis's hotel for a two months' study of human nature, applying to the pursuit the discriminating taste and transient ardour that give the finest bloom to pleasure. Bowen liked him as a companion and admired him as a charming specimen of the Frenchman of his class, embodying in his lean, fatigued and finished person that happy mean of simplicity and intelligence of which no other race has found the secret. If Raymond de Chelles had been English he would have been a mere fox-hunting animal, with appetites but without tastes; but in his lighter Gallic clay the wholesome territorial savour, the inherited passion for sport and agriculture, were blent with an openness to finer sensations, a sense of the come-and-go of ideas, under which one felt the tight hold of two or three inherited notions, religious, political, and domestic, in total contradiction to his surface attitude. That the inherited notions would in the end prevail, everything in his appearance declared from the distinguished slant of his nose to the narrow forehead under his thinning hair; he was the kind of man who would inevitably "revert" when he married. But meanwhile the surface he presented to the play of life was broad enough to take in the fantastic spectacle of the Nouveau Luxe; and to see its gestures reflected in a Latin consciousness was an endless entertainment to Bowen.

"Ah, about that—" the Frenchman murmured, stabbing a fork into his melon. Bowen looked at him with delight—he was such a unique addition to the scene! The two men, who had met by chance a few years earlier during a trip up the Nile, always enjoyed reconnecting when Bowen returned to France. Raymond de Chelles, from a family of modest means, spent most of the year on his father's estates in Burgundy; but he came up every spring to the second floor of the old Marquis's hotel for a two-month dive into human nature, applying to this pursuit the discerning taste and fleeting passion that give the best flavor to enjoyment. Bowen liked him as a companion and admired him as a charming example of his class of Frenchman, showcasing in his lean, weary, and polished figure that perfect balance of simplicity and intelligence that no other culture has quite mastered. If Raymond de Chelles had been English, he would have been just a keen hunter, with basic desires but no real tastes; however, in his lighter Gallic frame, the healthy local flavor, the inherited love for sports and farming, blended with an openness to deeper feelings and a sense of the ebb and flow of ideas, all while still holding onto a few inherited beliefs—religious, political, and domestic—at odds with his outward demeanor. That those inherited beliefs would ultimately win out was evident in everything about him, from the distinctive angle of his nose to the narrow forehead beneath his thinning hair; he was the type of man who would inevitably "revert" when he got married. But in the meantime, the persona he showed to the world was broad enough to embrace the wild spectacle of the Nouveau Luxe; watching its antics reflected in a Latin mindset was a constant source of amusement for Bowen.

The tone of his guest's last words made him take them up. "But is the lady you allude to more than a hypothesis? Surely you're not thinking of getting married?"

The tone of his guest's last words made him respond. "But is the woman you're talking about more than just a theory? Surely you're not considering getting married?"

Chelles raised his eye-brows ironically. "When hasn't one to think of it, in my situation? One hears of nothing else at home—one knows that, like death, it has to come." His glance, which was still mustering the room, came to a sudden pause and kindled.

Chelles raised his eyebrows ironically. "When have I not had to think about it, in my situation? It's all anyone talks about at home—one knows that, like death, it’s inevitable." His gaze, still scanning the room, suddenly stopped and lit up.

"Who's the lady over there—fair-haired, in white—the one who's just come in with the red-faced man? They seem to be with a party of your compatriots."

"Who’s that woman over there—blonde, wearing white—who just walked in with the guy whose face is really red? They look like they’re part of a group of your friends."

Bowen followed his glance to a neighbouring table, where, at the moment, Undine Marvell was seating herself at Peter Van Degen's side, in the company of the Harvey Shallums, the beautiful Mrs. Beringer and a dozen other New York figures.

Bowen followed his gaze to a nearby table, where Undine Marvell was just sitting down next to Peter Van Degen, along with the Harvey Shallums, the stunning Mrs. Beringer, and a dozen other notable New Yorkers.

She was so placed that as she took her seat she recognized Bowen and sent him a smile across the tables. She was more simply dressed than usual, and the pink lights, warming her cheeks and striking gleams from her hair, gave her face a dewy freshness that was new to Bowen. He had always thought her beauty too obvious, too bathed in the bright publicity of the American air; but to-night she seemed to have been brushed by the wing of poetry, and its shadow lingered in her eyes.

She was situated in such a way that as she sat down, she spotted Bowen and smiled at him from across the tables. She was dressed more simply than usual, and the pink lights, warming her cheeks and reflecting off her hair, gave her face a fresh, dewy look that was new to Bowen. He had always found her beauty too obvious, too exposed to the bright spotlight of American life; but tonight she seemed to have been touched by something poetic, and its shadow remained in her eyes.

Chelles' gaze made it evident that he had received the same impression.

Chelles’ look clearly showed that he felt the same way.

"One is sometimes inclined to deny your compatriots actual beauty—to charge them with producing the effect without having the features; but in this case—you say you know the lady?"

"Sometimes, people might feel tempted to disagree about the true beauty of their fellow countrymen—claiming they create the impression without having the actual features. But in this case—you mentioned you know the lady?"

"Yes: she's the wife of an old friend."

"Yeah: she's married to an old friend."

"The wife? She's married? There, again, it's so puzzling! Your young girls look so experienced, and your married women sometimes so—unmarried."

"The wife? She's married? It's so confusing! Your young girls seem so wise, and your married women sometimes seem so—single."

"Well, they often are—in these days of divorce!"

"Well, they usually are—in today's world of divorce!"

The other's interest quickened. "Your friend's divorced?"

The other person's interest picked up. "Your friend is divorced?"

"Oh, no; heaven forbid! Mrs. Marvell hasn't been long married; and it was a love-match of the good old kind."

"Oh, no; heaven forbid! Mrs. Marvell hasn't been married long; and it was a true love match of the good old days."

"Ah—and the husband? Which is he?"

"Ah—and the husband? Which one is he?"

"He's not here—he's in New York."

"He's not here—he's in New York."

"Feverishly adding to a fortune already monstrous?"

"Frantically building an already huge fortune?"

"No; not precisely monstrous. The Marvells are not well off," said
Bowen, amused by his friend's interrogations.

"No, not exactly monstrous. The Marvells aren't wealthy," said
Bowen, amused by his friend's questions.

"And he allows an exquisite being like that to come to Paris without him—and in company with the red-faced gentleman who seems so alive to his advantages?"

"And he lets someone as amazing as her come to Paris without him—and with that red-faced guy who seems so aware of his advantages?"

"We don't 'allow' our women this or that; I don't think we set much store by the compulsory virtues."

"We don't 'allow' our women to do this or that; I don't think we value the enforced virtues that much."

His companion received this with amusement. "If: you're as detached as that, why does the obsolete institution of marriage survive with you?"

His friend found this amusing. "If you're that detached, why does the outdated institution of marriage still matter to you?"

"Oh, it still has its uses. One couldn't be divorced without it."

"Oh, it still has its uses. You can't get divorced without it."

Chelles laughed again; but his straying eye still followed the same direction, and Bowen noticed that the fact was not unremarked by the object of his contemplation. Undine's party was one of the liveliest in the room: the American laugh rose above the din of the orchestra as the American toilets dominated the less daring effects at the other tables. Undine, on entering, had seemed to be in the same mood as her companions; but Bowen saw that, as she became conscious of his friend's observation, she isolated herself in a kind of soft abstraction; and he admired the adaptability which enabled her to draw from such surroundings the contrasting graces of reserve.

Chelles laughed again, but his wandering gaze still followed the same direction, and Bowen noticed that this didn’t go unnoticed by the person he was staring at. Undine's group was one of the most vibrant in the room: the American laughter rose above the noise of the orchestra as the American outfits outshone the more subdued styles at the other tables. When Undine arrived, she seemed to share the mood of her friends; but Bowen noticed that, as she became aware of his friend's gaze, she withdrew into a kind of gentle daydream. He admired her ability to extract contrasting elegance from such surroundings, embracing a sense of reserve.

They had greeted each other with all the outer signs of cordiality, but Bowen fancied she would not care to have him speak to her. She was evidently dining with Van Degen, and Van Degen's proximity was the last fact she would wish to have transmitted to the critics in Washington Square. Bowen was therefore surprised when, as he rose to leave the restaurant, he heard himself hailed by Peter.

They had exchanged all the usual pleasantries, but Bowen suspected she wouldn’t want to talk to him. She was clearly having dinner with Van Degen, and the last thing she’d want was for the critics in Washington Square to know about him being there. So, Bowen was taken aback when, as he was getting up to leave the restaurant, he heard Peter call out to him.

"Hallo—hold on! When did you come over? Mrs. Marvell's dying for the last news about the old homestead."

"Hey—wait a second! When did you get here? Mrs. Marvell can't wait to hear the latest about the old family home."

Undine's smile confirmed the appeal. She wanted to know how lately Bowen had left New York, and pressed him to tell her when he had last seen her boy, how he was looking, and whether Ralph had been persuaded to go down to Clare's on Saturdays and get a little riding and tennis? And dear Laura—was she well too, and was Paul with her, or still with his grandmother? They were all dreadfully bad correspondents, and so was she. Undine laughingly admitted; and when Ralph had last written her these questions had still been undecided.

Undine's smile confirmed the charm of the moment. She wanted to know how recently Bowen had left New York and urged him to tell her when he had last seen her son, how he was doing, and whether Ralph had been convinced to go to Clare's on Saturdays for some riding and tennis. And dear Laura—was she doing well too, and was Paul with her, or still staying with his grandmother? They were all really terrible at keeping in touch, including her. Undine jokingly admitted that when Ralph had last written to her, those questions were still unanswered.

As she smiled up at Bowen he saw her glance stray to the spot where his companion hovered; and when the diners rose to move toward the garden for coffee she said, with a sweet note and a detaining smile: "Do come with us—I haven't half finished."

As she smiled up at Bowen, he noticed her gaze wander to where his friend was standing. When the diners got up to head to the garden for coffee, she said with a charming tone and an inviting smile, "Please come with us—I haven't even come close to finishing."

Van Degen echoed the request, and Bowen, amused by Undine's arts, was presently introducing Chelles, and joining with him in the party's transit to the terrace. The rain had ceased, and under the clear evening sky the restaurant garden opened green depths that skilfully hid its narrow boundaries. Van Degen's company was large enough to surround two of the tables on the terrace, and Bowen noted the skill with which Undine, leaving him to Mrs. Shallum's care, contrived to draw Raymond de Chelles to the other table. Still more noticeable was the effect of this stratagem on Van Degen, who also found himself relegated to Mrs. Shallum's group. Poor Peter's state was betrayed by the irascibility which wreaked itself on a jostling waiter, and found cause for loud remonstrance in the coldness of the coffee and the badness of the cigars; and Bowen, with something more than the curiosity of the looker-on, wondered whether this were the real clue to Undine's conduct. He had always smiled at Mrs. Fairford's fears for Ralph's domestic peace. He thought Undine too clear-headed to forfeit the advantages of her marriage; but it now struck him that she might have had a glimpse of larger opportunities. Bowen, at the thought, felt the pang of the sociologist over the individual havoc wrought by every social readjustment: it had so long been clear to him that poor Ralph was a survival, and destined, as such, to go down in any conflict with the rising forces.

Van Degen repeated the request, and Bowen, amused by Undine's charm, was soon introducing Chelles and joining him as they moved to the terrace. The rain had stopped, and under the clear evening sky, the restaurant garden unveiled lush greenery that cleverly concealed its narrow edges. Van Degen's group was large enough to fill two tables on the terrace, and Bowen noted how Undine, leaving him with Mrs. Shallum, skillfully drew Raymond de Chelles to the other table. Even more striking was the impact this maneuver had on Van Degen, who also found himself grouped with Mrs. Shallum. Poor Peter's annoyance was obvious as he took it out on a waiter, loudly complaining about the cold coffee and the bad cigars. Bowen, feeling something beyond the curiosity of an observer, wondered whether this was the real reason behind Undine's behavior. He had always dismissed Mrs. Fairford's concerns for Ralph's home life, thinking Undine was too smart to jeopardize her marriage. But now it struck him that she might have glimpsed greater opportunities. With that thought, Bowen felt the pain of a sociologist witnessing the individual chaos caused by social change: it had been clear to him for a while that poor Ralph was a relic, destined to fail in any clash with the rising forces.

XX

Some six weeks later. Undine Marvell stood at the window smiling down on her recovered Paris.

Some six weeks later, Undine Marvell stood at the window, smiling down at her revitalized Paris.

Her hotel sitting-room had, as usual, been flowered, cushioned and lamp-shaded into a delusive semblance of stability; and she had really felt, for the last few weeks, that the life she was leading there must be going to last—it seemed so perfect an answer to all her wants!

Her hotel living room had, as usual, been decorated with flowers, cushions, and lamps to create a false sense of stability; and she had genuinely felt, for the past few weeks, that the life she was living there must be going to last—it seemed like such a perfect solution to all her needs!

As she looked out at the thronged street, on which the summer light lay like a blush of pleasure, she felt herself naturally akin to all the bright and careless freedom of the scene. She had been away from Paris for two days, and the spectacle before her seemed more rich and suggestive after her brief absence from it. Her senses luxuriated in all its material details: the thronging motors, the brilliant shops, the novelty and daring of the women's dresses, the piled-up colours of the ambulant flower-carts, the appetizing expanse of the fruiterers' windows, even the chromatic effects of the petits fours behind the plate-glass of the pastry-cooks: all the surface-sparkle and variety of the inexhaustible streets of Paris.

As she looked out at the crowded street, where the summer sunlight felt like a rosy glow, she felt a natural connection to all the bright and carefree energy of the scene. She had been away from Paris for two days, and the view before her seemed richer and more evocative after her short break. Her senses reveled in all the vivid details: the bustling cars, the colorful shops, the bold and adventurous women's outfits, the vibrant flower carts, the tempting display of the fruit shop windows, and even the colorful petits fours behind the glass at the pastry shop—just all the sparkling surface and variety of the endless streets of Paris.

The scene before her typified to Undine her first real taste of life. How meagre and starved the past appeared in comparison with this abundant present! The noise, the crowd, the promiscuity beneath her eyes symbolized the glare and movement of her life. Every moment of her days was packed with excitement and exhilaration. Everything amused her: the long hours of bargaining and debate with dress-makers and jewellers, the crowded lunches at fashionable restaurants, the perfunctory dash through a picture-show or the lingering visit to the last new milliner; the afternoon motor-rush to some leafy suburb, where tea and musics and sunset were hastily absorbed on a crowded terrace above the Seine; the whirl home through the Bois to dress for dinner and start again on the round of evening diversions; the dinner at the Nouveau Luxe or the Café de Paris, and the little play at the Capucines or the Variétés, followed, because the night was "too lovely," and it was a shame to waste it, by a breathless flight back to the Bois, with supper in one of its lamp-hung restaurants, or, if the weather forbade, a tumultuous progress through the midnight haunts where "ladies" were not supposed to show themselves, and might consequently taste the thrill of being occasionally taken for their opposites.

The scene before her represented to Undine her first real taste of life. How sparse and dull her past seemed compared to this vibrant present! The noise, the crowd, the mingling of people around her symbolized the brightness and energy of her life. Every moment of her days was filled with excitement and joy. Everything entertained her: the long hours spent haggling with dressmakers and jewelers, the crowded lunches at trendy restaurants, the quick dash through a movie theater or the leisurely visit to the latest milliner; the afternoon drive to a leafy suburb, where tea, music, and sunset were quickly enjoyed on a busy terrace overlooking the Seine; the whirlwind trip home through the Bois to get ready for dinner and start all over again with evening entertainment; the dinner at the Nouveau Luxe or Café de Paris, and the little play at the Capucines or the Variétés, followed, because the night was "too beautiful," and it seemed a shame to waste it, by a rushed return to the Bois, with supper in one of its lamp-lit restaurants, or, if the weather didn’t cooperate, a lively journey through the midnight spots where "ladies" were not supposed to be seen, and might, therefore, enjoy the thrill of being occasionally mistaken for their opposite.

As the varied vision unrolled itself, Undine contrasted it with the pale monotony of her previous summers. The one she most resented was the first after her marriage, the European summer out of whose joys she had been cheated by her own ignorance and Ralph's perversity. They had been free then, there had been no child to hamper their movements, their money anxieties had hardly begun, the face of life had been fresh and radiant, and she had been doomed to waste such opportunities on a succession of ill-smelling Italian towns. She still felt it to be her deepest grievance against her husband; and now that, after four years of petty household worries, another chance of escape had come, he already wanted to drag her back to bondage!

As the diverse scene unfolded, Undine compared it to the dull monotony of her past summers. The one she resented the most was the first summer after her marriage, the European summer from which she had been denied joy due to her own ignorance and Ralph's stubbornness. They had been free then; there was no child to restrict their movements, their financial worries had barely begun, life felt fresh and vibrant, and she had been forced to squander those opportunities in a series of unpleasant Italian towns. She still viewed this as her biggest complaint against her husband; and now, after four years of small household troubles, just when another chance for freedom had arrived, he already wanted to pull her back into confinement!

This fit of retrospection had been provoked by two letters which had come that morning. One was from Ralph, who began by reminding her that he had not heard from her for weeks, and went on to point out, in his usual tone of good-humoured remonstrance, that since her departure the drain on her letter of credit had been deep and constant. "I wanted you," he wrote, "to get all the fun you could out of the money I made last spring; but I didn't think you'd get through it quite so fast. Try to come home without leaving too many bills behind you. Your illness and Paul's cost more than I expected, and Lipscomb has had a bad knock in Wall Street, and hasn't yet paid his first quarter…"

This moment of reflection was triggered by two letters that arrived that morning. One was from Ralph, who started by reminding her that he hadn't heard from her in weeks. He went on to point out, in his usual lighthearted way, that since she left, her spending had been heavy and steady. "I wanted you," he wrote, "to have as much fun as possible with the money I made last spring; but I didn’t think you would burn through it quite so quickly. Try to come back without leaving too many bills behind. Your illness and Paul’s costs were more than I expected, and Lipscomb took a bad hit in Wall Street, and still hasn't paid his first quarter…”

Always the same monotonous refrain! Was it her fault that she and the boy had been ill? Or that Harry Lipscomb had been "on the wrong side" of Wall Street? Ralph seemed to have money on the brain: his business life had certainly deteriorated him. And, since he hadn't made a success of it after all, why shouldn't he turn back to literature and try to write his novel? Undine, the previous winter, had been dazzled by the figures which a well-known magazine editor, whom she had met at dinner had named as within reach of the successful novelist. She perceived for the first time that literature was becoming fashionable, and instantly decided that it would be amusing and original if she and Ralph should owe their prosperity to his talent. She already saw herself, as the wife of a celebrated author, wearing "artistic" dresses and doing the drawing-room over with Gothic tapestries and dim lights in altar candle-sticks. But when she suggested Ralph's taking up his novel he answered with a laugh that his brains were sold to the firm—that when he came back at night the tank was empty…And now he wanted her to sail for home in a week!

Always the same boring song! Was it her fault that she and the guy had been sick? Or that Harry Lipscomb had been "on the wrong side" of Wall Street? Ralph seemed obsessed with money: his work life had definitely dragged him down. And since he hadn't succeeded after all, why shouldn't he return to writing and try to complete his novel? Undine, the previous winter, had been impressed by the amounts that a well-known magazine editor, whom she had met at dinner, claimed were within reach for a successful novelist. She realized for the first time that literature was becoming trendy, and immediately decided it would be fun and unique if she and Ralph could owe their success to his talent. She envisioned herself, as the wife of a famous author, wearing "artistic" dresses and redecorating the living room with Gothic tapestries and soft lights in altar candle holders. But when she suggested Ralph start working on his novel, he laughed and said his brain was sold to the firm—that when he came home at night, the tank was empty…And now he wanted her to set sail for home in a week!

The other letter excited a deeper resentment. It was an appeal from Laura Fairford to return and look after Ralph. He was overworked and out of spirits, she wrote, and his mother and sister, reluctant as they were to interfere, felt they ought to urge Undine to come back to him. Details followed, unwelcome and officious. What right had Laura Fairford to preach to her of wifely obligations? No doubt Charles Bowen had sent home a highly-coloured report—and there was really a certain irony in Mrs. Fairford's criticizing her sister-in-law's conduct on information obtained from such a source! Undine turned from the window and threw herself down on her deeply cushioned sofa. She was feeling the pleasant fatigue consequent on her trip to the country, whither she and Mrs. Shallum had gone with Raymond de Chelles to spend a night at the old Marquis's chateau. When her travelling companions, an hour earlier, had left her at her door, she had half-promised to rejoin them for a late dinner in the Bois; and as she leaned back among the cushions disturbing thoughts were banished by the urgent necessity of deciding what dress she should wear.

The other letter triggered a deeper anger. It was a message from Laura Fairford asking her to come back and take care of Ralph. According to Laura, he was overworked and feeling down, and his mother and sister, though hesitant to meddle, believed they should pressure Undine to return to him. Unwelcome and intrusive details followed. What right did Laura Fairford have to lecture her about wifely duties? No doubt Charles Bowen had sent back an exaggerated report—and there was definitely some irony in Mrs. Fairford criticizing her sister-in-law based on information from such a source! Undine turned away from the window and flopped onto her soft, cushioned sofa. She was enjoying the pleasant fatigue from her trip to the countryside, where she and Mrs. Shallum had gone with Raymond de Chelles to spend a night at the old Marquis's chateau. When her traveling companions had dropped her off an hour earlier, she had half-promised to meet them for a late dinner in the Bois; and as she leaned back into the cushions, disturbing thoughts were replaced by the pressing need to decide what dress to wear.

These bright weeks of the Parisian spring had given her a first real glimpse into the art of living. From the experts who had taught her to subdue the curves of her figure and soften her bright free stare with dusky pencillings, to the skilled purveyors of countless forms of pleasure—the theatres and restaurants, the green and blossoming suburbs, the whole shining shifting spectacle of nights and days—every sight and sound and word had combined to charm her perceptions and refine her taste. And her growing friendship with Raymond de Chelles had been the most potent of these influences.

These bright weeks of Parisian spring had given her her first real look into how to enjoy life. From the experts who taught her how to tone down her figure and soften her bright, free gaze with darker makeup, to the skilled providers of endless pleasures—the theaters and restaurants, the lush and blooming suburbs, the entire dazzling and changing scene of nights and days—every sight, sound, and word came together to enchant her senses and sharpen her taste. And her deepening friendship with Raymond de Chelles had been the strongest of these influences.

Chelles, at once immensely "taken," had not only shown his eagerness to share in the helter-skelter motions of Undine's party, but had given her glimpses of another, still more brilliant existence, that life of the inaccessible "Faubourg" of which the first tantalizing hints had but lately reached her. Hitherto she had assumed that Paris existed for the stranger, that its native life was merely an obscure foundation for the dazzling superstructure of hotels and restaurants in which her compatriots disported themselves. But lately she had begun to hear about other American women, the women who had married into the French aristocracy, and who led, in the high-walled houses beyond the Seine which she had once thought so dull and dingy, a life that made her own seem as undistinguished as the social existence of the Mealey House. Perhaps what most exasperated her was the discovery, in this impenetrable group, of the Miss Wincher who had poisoned her far-off summer at Potash Springs. To recognize her old enemy in the Marquise de Trezac who so frequently figured in the Parisian chronicle was the more irritating to Undine because her intervening social experiences had caused her to look back on Nettie Wincher as a frumpy girl who wouldn't have "had a show" in New York.

Chelles, completely captivated, had not only shown his excitement to join in the chaotic activities of Undine's party but had also given her glimpses of an even more glamorous life, that of the exclusive "Faubourg," about which she had just started to receive some intriguing hints. Until now, she had thought that Paris was meant for outsiders, that its native culture was just a dull base for the glittering hotels and restaurants where her fellow Americans entertained themselves. Recently, she had begun to learn about other American women—those who had married into the French aristocracy—who lived in the grand, walled houses across the Seine that she had once thought were drab and uninteresting, leading lives that made her own seem as plain as the social life at the Mealey House. What frustrated her the most was realizing that in this exclusive circle was the Miss Wincher who had ruined her faraway summer at Potash Springs. Recognizing her old rival in the Marquise de Trezac, who frequently appeared in the Paris gossip columns, was even more annoying for Undine because her later social experiences had made her see Nettie Wincher as a frumpy girl who wouldn't have stood a chance in New York.

Once more all the accepted values were reversed, and it turned out that Miss Wincher had been in possession of some key to success on which Undine had not yet put her hand. To know that others were indifferent to what she had thought important was to cheapen all present pleasure and turn the whole force of her desires in a new direction. What she wanted for the moment was to linger on in Paris, prolonging her flirtation with Chelles, and profiting by it to detach herself from her compatriots and enter doors closed to their approach. And Chelles himself attracted her: she thought him as "sweet" as she had once thought Ralph, whose fastidiousness and refinement were blent in him with a delightful foreign vivacity. His chief value, however, lay in his power of exciting Van Degen's jealousy. She knew enough of French customs to be aware that such devotion as Chelles' was not likely to have much practical bearing on her future; but Peter had an alarming way of lapsing into security, and as a spur to his ardour she knew the value of other men's attentions.

Once again, all the accepted values were flipped, and it turned out that Miss Wincher had a key to success that Undine hadn't discovered yet. Realizing that others didn’t care about what she had considered important diminished her current enjoyment and redirected her desires entirely. What she wanted at that moment was to stay in Paris, extend her flirtation with Chelles, and use it to distance herself from her fellow countrymen and access places that were off-limits to them. Chelles himself was appealing to her; she thought he was as "sweet" as she once thought Ralph, whose sophistication and refinement combined with a charming foreign energy. However, his main value for her was the way he stirred up Van Degen's jealousy. She knew enough about French customs to understand that Chelles' devotion wasn’t likely to have much real impact on her future, but Peter had a worrying tendency to become complacent, and she knew that other men’s attention motivated him.

It had become Undine's fixed purpose to bring Van Degen to a definite expression of his intentions. The case of Indiana Frusk, whose brilliant marriage the journals of two continents had recently chronicled with unprecedented richness of detail, had made less impression on him than she hoped. He treated it as a comic episode without special bearing on their case, and once, when Undine cited Rolliver's expensive fight for freedom as an instance of the power of love over the most invulnerable natures, had answered carelessly: "Oh, his first wife was a laundress, I believe."

It had become Undine's fixed goal to get Van Degen to clearly state his intentions. The story of Indiana Frusk, whose amazing wedding the newspapers of two continents had recently covered with unmatched detail, had left him less impressed than she had hoped. He dismissed it as a funny incident that didn't really relate to their situation, and once, when Undine mentioned Rolliver's costly struggle for freedom as an example of love's power over even the toughest individuals, he replied nonchalantly, "Oh, I think his first wife was a laundress."

But all about them couples were unpairing and pairing again with an ease and rapidity that encouraged Undine to bide her time. It was simply a question of making Van Degen want her enough, and of not being obliged to abandon the game before he wanted her as much as she meant he should. This was precisely what would happen if she were compelled to leave Paris now. Already the event had shown how right she had been to come abroad: the attention she attracted in Paris had reawakened Van Degen's fancy, and her hold over him was stronger than when they had parted in America. But the next step must be taken with coolness and circumspection; and she must not throw away what she had gained by going away at a stage when he was surer of her than she of him. She was still intensely considering these questions when the door behind her opened and he came in.

But all around them, couples were breaking up and getting together again with a ease and speed that gave Undine confidence to wait. It was just a matter of making Van Degen desire her enough, and not having to leave the game before he wanted her as much as she intended for him to. That would definitely happen if she had to leave Paris now. The events had already shown how right she had been to come abroad: the attention she drew in Paris had reignited Van Degen's interest, and her influence over him was stronger than when they had parted in America. But the next move had to be made calmly and carefully; she couldn’t jeopardize what she had gained by leaving at a point when he was more certain about her than she was about him. She was still deeply considering these issues when the door behind her opened and he walked in.

She looked up with a frown and he gave a deprecating laugh. "Didn't I knock? Don't look so savage! They told me downstairs you'd got back, and I just bolted in without thinking."

She looked up with a frown and he laughed lightly. "Didn’t I knock? Don’t look so fierce! They told me downstairs you were back, and I just rushed in without thinking."

He had widened and purpled since their first encounter, five years earlier, but his features had not matured. His face was still the face of a covetous bullying boy, with a large appetite for primitive satisfactions and a sturdy belief in his intrinsic right to them. It was all the more satisfying to Undine's vanity to see his look change at her tone from command to conciliation, and from conciliation to the entreaty of a capriciously-treated animal.

He had grown broader and more muscular since their first meeting five years ago, but his features hadn’t matured. His face still looked like that of a greedy, overbearing boy, with a strong desire for simple pleasures and a firm belief that he deserved them. It was even more gratifying to Undine's ego to see his expression shift at her tone from authoritative to conciliatory, and from conciliatory to the pleading of a whimsically mistreated pet.

"What a ridiculous hour for a visit!" she exclaimed, ignoring his excuse. "Well, if you disappear like that, without a word—"

"What a ridiculous time to drop by!" she exclaimed, brushing aside his excuse. "Well, if you just vanish without a word—"

"I told my maid to telephone you I was going away."

"I told my maid to call you that I was leaving."

"You couldn't make time to do it yourself, I suppose?"

"You couldn't find the time to do it yourself, I guess?"

"We rushed off suddenly; I'd hardly time to get to the station."

"We suddenly rushed off; I barely had time to get to the station."

"You rushed off where, may I ask?" Van Degen still lowered down on her.

"You rushed off to where, if I may ask?" Van Degen continued to lean in on her.

"Oh didn't I tell you? I've been down staying at Chelles' chateau in
Burgundy." Her face lit up and she raised herself eagerly on her elbow.

"Oh, didn't I mention? I've been staying at Chelles' chateau in
Burgundy." Her face brightened, and she eagerly propped herself up on her elbow.

"It's the most wonderful old house you ever saw: a real castle, with towers, and water all round it, and a funny kind of bridge they pull up. Chelles said he wanted me to see just how they lived at home, and I did; I saw everything: the tapestries that Louis Quinze gave them, and the family portraits, and the chapel, where their own priest says mass, and they sit by themselves in a balcony with crowns all over it. The priest was a lovely old man—he said he'd give anything to convert me. Do you know, I think there's something very beautiful about the Roman Catholic religion? I've often felt I might have been happier if I'd had some religious influence in my life."

"It's the most amazing old house you've ever seen: a real castle, with towers and water all around it, plus a quirky kind of bridge they can lift up. Chelles said he wanted me to see how they lived at home, and I did; I saw everything: the tapestries that Louis Quinze gave them, the family portraits, and the chapel, where their own priest holds mass, and they sit by themselves in a balcony covered in crowns. The priest was a wonderful old man—he said he'd do anything to convert me. You know, I think there's something really beautiful about the Roman Catholic religion? I've often thought I might have been happier if I'd had some religious influence in my life."

She sighed a little, and turned her head away. She flattered herself that she had learned to strike the right note with Van Degen. At this crucial stage he needed a taste of his own methods, a glimpse of the fact that there were women in the world who could get on without him.

She sighed a bit and turned her head away. She was pleased with herself for thinking she had figured out how to handle Van Degen. At this important moment, he needed to experience a bit of his own tactics, to realize that there were women out there who could manage just fine without him.

He continued to gaze down at her sulkily. "Were the old people there?
You never told me you knew his mother."

He kept staring at her with a frown. "Were the old folks there?
You never mentioned that you knew his mom."

"I don't. They weren't there. But it didn't make a bit of difference, because Raymond sent down a cook from the Luxe."

"I don’t. They weren’t there. But it didn’t matter at all because Raymond sent a cook down from the Luxe."

"Oh, Lord," Van Degen groaned, dropping down on the end of the sofa.
"Was the cook got down to chaperon you?"

"Oh, man," Van Degen groaned, flopping down on the end of the couch.
"Did the cook come to supervise you?"

Undine laughed. "You talk like Ralph! I had Bertha with me."

Undine laughed. "You sound just like Ralph! I had Bertha with me."

"BERTHA!" His tone of contempt surprised her. She had supposed that Mrs.
Shallum's presence had made the visit perfectly correct.

"BERTHA!" The way he spoke with disdain shocked her. She had thought that Mrs.
Shallum's presence had made the visit completely proper.

"You went without knowing his parents, and without their inviting you? Don't you know what that sort of thing means out here? Chelles did it to brag about you at his club. He wants to compromise you—that's his game!"

"You went without even knowing his parents, and they didn't invite you? Don't you realize what that means around here? Chelles did it to show you off at his club. He wants to put you in a tough spot—that's his angle!"

"Do you suppose he does?" A flicker of a smile crossed her lips. "I'm so unconventional: when I like a man I never stop to think about such things. But I ought to, of course—you're quite right." She looked at Van Degen thoughtfully. "At any rate, he's not a married man."

"Do you think he does?" A hint of a smile appeared on her lips. "I'm so unconventional: when I like a guy, I never stop to think about stuff like that. But I probably should, you're totally right." She gazed at Van Degen with contemplation. "Anyway, he's not married."

Van Degen had got to his feet again and was standing accusingly before her; but as she spoke the blood rose to his neck and ears. "What difference does that make?"

Van Degen got to his feet again and stood accusingly before her; but as she spoke, the blood rushed to his neck and ears. "What difference does that make?"

"It might make a good deal. I see," she added, "how careful I ought to be about going round with you."

"It could be a good deal. I see," she added, "how careful I need to be about hanging out with you."

"With ME?" His face fell at the retort; then he broke into a laugh. He adored Undine's "smartness," which was of precisely the same quality as his own. "Oh, that's another thing: you can always trust me to look after you!"

"With ME?" His expression changed at the reply; then he started laughing. He loved Undine's "cleverness," which was exactly like his own. "Oh, that's another thing: you can always count on me to take care of you!"

"With your reputation? Much obliged!"

"Thanks for your reputation!"

Van Degen smiled. She knew he liked such allusions, and was pleased that she thought him compromising.

Van Degen smiled. She knew he enjoyed those kinds of hints and felt happy that she thought he was being compromising.

"Oh, I'm as good as gold. You've made a new man of me!"

"Oh, I'm doing great. You've really changed my life!"

"Have I?" She considered him in silence for a moment. "I wonder what you've done to me but make a discontented woman of me—discontented with everything I had before I knew you?"

"Have I?" She thought about him quietly for a moment. "I can't help but wonder what you've done to me that turned me into a dissatisfied woman—dissatisfied with everything I had before I met you?"

The change of tone was thrilling to him. He forgot her mockery, forgot his rival, and sat down at her side, almost in possession of her waist. "Look here," he asked, "where are we going to dine to-night?"

The change in tone excited him. He forgot her teasing, forgot his competition, and settled down next to her, almost having his arm around her waist. "Hey," he asked, "where are we going for dinner tonight?"

His nearness was not agreeable to Undine, but she liked his free way, his contempt for verbal preliminaries. Ralph's reserves and delicacies, his perpetual desire that he and she should be attuned to the same key, had always vaguely bored her; whereas in Van Degen's manner she felt a hint of the masterful way that had once subdued her in Elmer Moffatt. But she drew back, releasing herself.

His closeness didn't sit well with Undine, but she appreciated his easygoing style and his disregard for small talk. Ralph's caution and sensitivity, his constant wish for them to be on the same wavelength, had always bored her a bit; meanwhile, in Van Degen's attitude, she sensed a hint of the commanding presence that had once captivated her with Elmer Moffatt. But she pulled away, freeing herself.

"To-night? I can't—I'm engaged."

"Tonight? I can't—I'm busy."

"I know you are: engaged to ME! You promised last Sunday you'd dine with me out of town to-night."

"I know you are: engaged to ME! You promised last Sunday that you would go out of town with me for dinner tonight."

"How can I remember what I promised last Sunday? Besides, after what you've said, I see I oughtn't to."

"How am I supposed to remember what I promised last Sunday? Plus, after what you said, I realize I really shouldn’t."

"What do you mean by what I've said?"

"What do you mean by what I said?"

"Why, that I'm imprudent; that people are talking—"

"Why, I'm being reckless; people are talking—"

He stood up with an angry laugh. "I suppose you're dining with Chelles.
Is that it?"

He got up with an angry laugh. "So, I guess you’re having dinner with Chelles.
Is that right?"

"Is that the way you cross-examine Clare?"

"Is that how you cross-examine Clare?"

"I don't care a hang what Clare does—I never have."

"I don't care at all what Clare does—I never have."

"That must—in some ways—be rather convenient for her!"

"That must be pretty convenient for her in some ways!"

"Glad you think so. ARE you dining with him?"

"Glad you think so. Are you having dinner with him?"

She slowly turned the wedding-ring upon her finger. "You know I'm NOT married to you—yet!"

She slowly twisted the wedding ring around her finger. "You know I'm NOT married to you—yet!"

He took a random turn through the room; then he came back and planted himself wrathfully before her. "Can't you see the man's doing his best to make a fool of you?"

He took a random turn around the room, then he came back and stood angrily in front of her. "Can't you see the guy is trying his best to make a fool of you?"

She kept her amused gaze on him. "Does it strike you that it's such an awfully easy thing to do?"

She kept her amused gaze on him. "Do you think it's such an incredibly easy thing to do?"

The edges of his ears were purple. "I sometimes think it's easier for these damned little dancing-masters than for one of us."

The edges of his ears were purple. "I sometimes think it's easier for these annoying little dance teachers than for someone like us."

Undine was still smiling up at him; but suddenly her grew grave. "What does it matter what I do or don't do, when Ralph has ordered me home next week?"

Undine was still smiling up at him; but suddenly she grew serious. "What does it matter what I do or don't do, when Ralph has told me to go home next week?"

"Ordered you home?" His face changed. "Well, you're not going, are you?"

"Sent you home?" His expression shifted. "Well, you’re not actually going, are you?"

"What's the use of saying such things?" She gave a disenchanted laugh. "I'm a poor man's wife, and can't do the things my friends do. It's not because Ralph loves me that he wants me back—it's simply because he can't afford to let me stay!"

"What's the point of saying stuff like that?" She laughed in a disillusioned way. "I'm a poor man's wife, and I can't do what my friends do. It's not that Ralph loves me and wants me back—it's just that he can't afford to let me stay!"

Van Degen's perturbation was increasing. "But you mustn't go—it's preposterous! Why should a woman like you be sacrificed when a lot of dreary frumps have everything they want? Besides, you can't chuck me like this! Why, we're all to motor down to Aix next week, and perhaps take a dip into Italy—"

Van Degen's anxiety was growing. "But you can't leave—it's ridiculous! Why should someone like you be put aside when so many boring women have everything they desire? Plus, you can't just drop me like this! We're all supposed to drive down to Aix next week, and maybe even take a trip into Italy—"

"OH, ITALY—" she murmured on a note of yearning.

"OH, ITALY—" she sighed with longing.

He was closer now, and had her hands. "You'd love that, wouldn't you? As far as Venice, anyhow; and then in August there's Trouville—you've never tried Trouville? There's an awfully jolly crowd there—and the motoring's ripping in Normandy. If you say so I'll take a villa there instead of going back to Newport. And I'll put the Sorceress in commission, and you can make up parties and run off whenever you like, to Scotland or Norway—" He hung above her. "Don't dine with Chelles to-night! Come with me, and we'll talk things over; and next week we'll run down to Trouville to choose the villa."

He was closer now, holding her hands. "You'd love that, right? At least Venice; and then in August there's Trouville—you’ve never been to Trouville? It's a really fun crowd there—and the driving in Normandy is amazing. If you want, I'll get a villa there instead of going back to Newport. And I’ll put the Sorceress in service, and you can organize outings and escape whenever you want, to Scotland or Norway—" He leaned in closer. "Don't have dinner with Chelles tonight! Come with me, and we’ll sort things out; and next week we’ll head down to Trouville to pick the villa."

Undine's heart was beating fast, but she felt within her a strange lucid force of resistance. Because of that sense of security she left her hands in Van Degen's. So Mr. Spragg might have felt at the tensest hour of the Pure Water move. She leaned forward, holding her suitor off by the pressure of her bent-back palms.

Undine's heart was racing, but she felt a strange, clear force of resistance inside her. Because of that sense of security, she kept her hands in Van Degen's. It was similar to how Mr. Spragg might have felt during the most intense moment of the Pure Water campaign. She leaned forward, keeping her suitor at bay with the pressure of her arched palms.

"Kiss me good-bye, Peter; I sail on Wednesday," she said.

"Kiss me goodbye, Peter; I leave on Wednesday," she said.

It was the first time she had permitted him a kiss, and as his face darkened down on her she felt a moment's recoil. But her physical reactions were never very acute: she always vaguely wondered why people made "such a fuss," were so violently for or against such demonstrations. A cool spirit within her seemed to watch over and regulate her sensations, and leave her capable of measuring the intensity of those she provoked.

It was the first time she had allowed him to kiss her, and as he leaned down towards her, she felt a brief instinct to pull away. But her physical reactions were never very strong: she always slightly questioned why people made "such a fuss," why they were so intensely for or against such gestures. A calm part of her seemed to oversee and manage her feelings, leaving her able to gauge the intensity of those she stirred up.

She turned to look at the clock. "You must go now—I shall be hours late for dinner."

She turned to look at the clock. "You need to go now—I’m going to be hours late for dinner."

"Go—after that?" He held her fast. "Kiss me again," he commanded.

"Go—after that?" He held her tightly. "Kiss me again," he ordered.

It was wonderful how cool she felt—how easily she could slip out of his grasp! Any man could be managed like a child if he were really in love with one….

It was amazing how cool she felt—how easily she could slip out of his hold! Any man could be handled like a child if he was truly in love with someone….

"Don't be a goose, Peter; do you suppose I'd have kissed you if—"

"Don't be ridiculous, Peter; do you really think I would have kissed you if—"

"If what—what—what?" he mimicked her ecstatically, not listening.

"If what—what—what?" he imitated her excitedly, not paying attention.

She saw that if she wished to make him hear her she must put more distance between them, and she rose and moved across the room. From the fireplace she turned to add—"if we hadn't been saying good-bye?"

She realized that if she wanted him to hear her, she needed to distance herself more, so she got up and walked across the room. As she turned from the fireplace, she added, "What if we weren't saying goodbye?"

"Good-bye—now? What's the use of talking like that?" He jumped up and followed her. "Look here, Undine—I'll do anything on earth you want; only don't talk of going! If you'll only stay I'll make it all as straight and square as you please. I'll get Bertha Shallum to stop over with you for the summer; I'll take a house at Trouville and make my wife come out there. Hang it, she SHALL, if you say so! Only be a little good to me!"

"Goodbye—now? What's the point in talking like that?" He jumped up and followed her. "Listen, Undine—I’ll do anything you want; just don’t talk about leaving! If you’ll stay, I’ll make everything right just the way you want. I’ll ask Bertha Shallum to stay with you for the summer; I’ll rent a house in Trouville and make my wife come out there. Damn it, she WILL, if you say so! Just be a little kind to me!"

Still she stood before him without speaking, aware that her implacable brows and narrowed lips would hold him off as long as she chose.

Still, she stood before him without saying a word, knowing that her stern eyebrows and pursed lips would keep him at bay for as long as she wanted.

"What's the matter. Undine? Why don't you answer? You know you can't go back to that deadly dry-rot!"

"What's wrong, Undine? Why aren’t you responding? You know you can't return to that awful decay!"

She swept about on him with indignant eyes. "I can't go on with my present life either. It's hateful—as hateful as the other. If I don't go home I've got to decide on something different."

She glared at him with angry eyes. "I can't keep living like this either. It's awful—just as awful as the other option. If I don't go home, I have to figure out something else."

"What do you mean by 'something different'?" She was silent, and he insisted: "Are you really thinking of marrying Chelles?"

"What do you mean by 'something different'?" She didn't say anything, and he pressed on: "Are you actually thinking about marrying Chelles?"

She started as if he had surprised a secret. "I'll never forgive you if you speak of it—"

She jumped as if he had uncovered a secret. "I’ll never forgive you if you say anything about it—"

"Good Lord! Good Lord!" he groaned.

"Good Lord! Good Lord!" he sighed.

She remained motionless, with lowered lids, and he went up to her and pulled her about so that she faced him. "Undine, honour bright—do you think he'll marry you?"

She stayed still, eyes closed, and he moved closer to her and turned her to face him. "Undine, honestly—do you think he’ll marry you?"

She looked at him with a sudden hardness in her eyes. "I really can't discuss such things with you."

She looked at him with a sudden intensity in her eyes. "I really can't talk about this kind of stuff with you."

"Oh, for the Lord's sake don't take that tone! I don't half know what I'm saying…but you mustn't throw yourself away a second time. I'll do anything you want—I swear I will!"

"Oh, for heaven's sake, don't use that tone! I don’t really know what I’m saying…but you can’t waste yourself again. I’ll do whatever you want—I promise!"

A knock on the door sent them apart, and a servant entered with a telegram.

A knock on the door made them jump apart, and a servant walked in with a telegram.

Undine turned away to the window with the narrow blue slip. She was glad of the interruption: the sense of what she had at stake made her want to pause a moment and to draw breath.

Undine turned to the window with the narrow blue view. She appreciated the break; the weight of what she had at stake made her want to take a moment to breathe.

The message was a long cable signed with Laura Fairford's name. It told her that Ralph had been taken suddenly ill with pneumonia, that his condition was serious and that the doctors advised his wife's immediate return.

The message was a lengthy cable signed by Laura Fairford. It informed her that Ralph had suddenly fallen ill with pneumonia, that his condition was serious, and that the doctors recommended his wife's immediate return.

Undine had to read the words over two or three times to get them into her crowded mind; and even after she had done so she needed more time to see their bearing on her own situation. If the message had concerned her boy her brain would have acted more quickly. She had never troubled herself over the possibility of Paul's falling ill in her absence, but she understood now that if the cable had been about him she would have rushed to the earliest steamer. With Ralph it was different. Ralph was always perfectly well—she could not picture him as being suddenly at death's door and in need of her. Probably his mother and sister had had a panic: they were always full of sentimental terrors. The next moment an angry suspicion flashed across her: what if the cable were a device of the Marvell women to bring her back? Perhaps it had been sent with Ralph's connivance! No doubt Bowen had written home about her—Washington Square had received some monstrous report of her doings!… Yes, the cable was clearly an echo of Laura's letter—mother and daughter had cooked it up to spoil her pleasure. Once the thought had occurred to her it struck root in her mind and began to throw out giant branches. Van Degen followed her to the window, his face still flushed and working. "What's the matter?" he asked, as she continued to stare silently at the telegram.

Undine had to read the words two or three times to get them into her crowded mind, and even after she did, she needed more time to figure out how they related to her own situation. If the message had been about her son, her brain would have reacted more quickly. She had never worried about the possibility of Paul getting sick while she was away, but now she realized that if the cable had been about him, she would have rushed to the earliest boat. With Ralph, it was different. Ralph was always perfectly fine—she couldn’t imagine him suddenly being on the brink of death and needing her. His mother and sister probably had a panic; they were always filled with emotional fears. Then, an angry suspicion flashed across her mind: what if the cable was a scheme by the Marvell women to bring her back? Maybe it was sent with Ralph’s knowledge! No doubt Bowen had written home about her—Washington Square had probably received some exaggerated story about her actions! Yes, the cable was clearly a response to Laura’s letter—mother and daughter had concocted it to ruin her enjoyment. Once that idea took hold, it rooted itself in her mind and started to grow into something bigger. Van Degen followed her to the window, his face still flushed and tense. "What’s wrong?" he asked, as she continued to stare silently at the telegram.

She crumpled the strip of paper in her hand. If only she had been alone, had had a chance to think out her answers!

She crumpled the piece of paper in her hand. If only she had been by herself, had a moment to think through her responses!

"What on earth's the matter?" he repeated.

"What on earth is going on?" he repeated.

"Oh, nothing—nothing."

"Oh, nothing."

"Nothing? When you're as white as a sheet?"

"Nothing? When you're as pale as a ghost?"

"Am I?" She gave a slight laugh. "It's only a cable from home."

"Am I?" She let out a little laugh. "It's just a cable from home."

"Ralph?"

"Ralph?"

She hesitated. "No. Laura."

She hesitated. "No. Laura."

"What the devil is SHE cabling you about?"

"What on earth is SHE talking to you about?"

"She says Ralph wants me."

"She says Ralph likes me."

"Now—at once?"

"Now—right away?"

"At once."

"Right away."

Van Degen laughed impatiently. "Why don't he tell you so himself? What business is it of Laura Fairford's?"

Van Degen laughed impatiently. "Why doesn't he just tell you himself? What does it have to do with Laura Fairford?"

Undine's gesture implied a "What indeed?"

Undine's gesture suggested a "What even?"

"Is that all she says?"

"Is that everything she says?"

She hesitated again. "Yes—that's all." As she spoke she tossed the telegram into the basket beneath the writing-table. "As if I didn't HAVE to go anyhow?" she exclaimed.

She hesitated again. "Yeah—that's it." As she spoke, she threw the telegram into the basket under the writing desk. "Like I didn't HAVE to go anyway?" she exclaimed.

With an aching clearness of vision she saw what lay before her—the hurried preparations, the long tedious voyage on a steamer chosen at haphazard, the arrival in the deadly July heat, and the relapse into all the insufferable daily fag of nursery and kitchen—she saw it and her imagination recoiled.

With a painful clarity, she saw what was ahead of her—the frantic preparations, the long, exhausting journey on a randomly chosen steamer, the arrival in the brutal July heat, and the return to the exhausting daily grind of nursery and kitchen—she saw it all and her imagination shrank back.

Van Degen's eyes still hung on her: she guessed that he was intensely engaged in trying to follow what was passing through her mind. Presently he came up to her again, no longer perilous and importunate, but awkwardly tender, ridiculously moved by her distress.

Van Degen's gaze was still fixed on her; she could tell he was deeply focused on understanding what was going through her mind. Soon, he approached her again, no longer threatening or pushy, but instead awkwardly gentle, absurdly affected by her anguish.

"Undine, listen: won't you let me make it all right for you to stay?"

"Undine, listen: can I make it easier for you to stay?"

Her heart began to beat more quickly, and she let him come close, meeting his eyes coldly but without anger.

Her heart started racing, and she allowed him to get close, locking eyes with him coolly but without any anger.

"What do you call 'making it all right'? Paying my bills? Don't you see that's what I hate, and will never let myself be dragged into again?" She laid her hand on his arm. "The time has come when I must be sensible, Peter; that's why we must say good-bye."

"What do you mean by 'making it all okay'? Paying my bills? Can't you see that's what I hate, and I’ll never let myself get caught up in that again?" She rested her hand on his arm. "It’s time for me to be practical, Peter; that’s why we have to say goodbye."

"Do you mean to tell me you're going back to Ralph?"

"Are you seriously telling me you're going back to Ralph?"

She paused a moment; then she murmured between her lips: "I shall never go back to him."

She paused for a moment, then whispered, "I'll never go back to him."

"Then you DO mean to marry Chelles?"

"Then you really do intend to marry Chelles?"

"I've told you we must say good-bye. I've got to look out for my future."

"I've told you we have to say goodbye. I need to think about my future."

He stood before her, irresolute, tormented, his lazy mind and impatient senses labouring with a problem beyond their power. "Ain't I here to look out for your future?" he said at last.

He stood in front of her, uncertain and troubled, his sluggish mind and restless senses grappling with a problem too big for them to handle. "Aren't I here to look out for your future?" he finally said.

"No one shall look out for it in the way you mean. I'd rather never see you again—"

"No one will watch for it like you think. I’d prefer not to see you again—"

He gave her a baffled stare. "Oh, damn it—if that's the way you feel!"
He turned and flung away toward the door.

He gave her a confused look. "Oh, come on—if that's how you really feel!"
He turned and stormed off toward the door.

She stood motionless where he left her, every nerve strung to the highest pitch of watchfulness. As she stood there, the scene about her stamped itself on her brain with the sharpest precision. She was aware of the fading of the summer light outside, of the movements of her maid, who was laying out her dinner-dress in the room beyond, and of the fact that the tea-roses on her writing-table, shaken by Van Degen's tread, were dropping their petals over Ralph's letter, and down on the crumpled telegram which she could see through the trellised sides of the scrap-basket.

She stood still where he left her, every nerve at peak alertness. As she remained there, the scene around her imprinted itself on her mind with vivid clarity. She noticed the summer light fading outside, the movements of her maid laying out her dinner dress in the next room, and the tea roses on her writing table, shaken by Van Degen's footsteps, dropping their petals over Ralph's letter and onto the crumpled telegram visible through the trellised sides of the scrap basket.

In another moment Van Degen would be gone. Worse yet, while he wavered in the doorway the Shallums and Chelles, after vainly awaiting her, might dash back from the Bois and break in on them. These and other chances rose before her, urging her to action; but she held fast, immovable, unwavering, a proud yet plaintive image of renunciation.

In a moment, Van Degen would be gone. Even worse, as he hesitated in the doorway, the Shallums and Chelles, having waited for her in vain, might rush back from the Bois and interrupt them. These and other possibilities flashed before her, pushing her to act; yet she remained still, resolute, a proud yet sorrowful symbol of letting go.

Van Degen's hand was on the door. He half-opened it and then turned back.

Van Degen's hand was on the door. He partially opened it and then turned back.

"That's all you've got to say, then?"

"Is that everything you have to say?"

"That's all."

"That's it."

He jerked the door open and passed out. She saw him stop in the ante-room to pick up his hat and stick, his heavy figure silhouetted against the glare of the wall-lights. A ray of the same light fell on her where she stood in the unlit sitting-room, and her reflection bloomed out like a flower from the mirror that faced her. She looked at the image and waited. Van Degen put his hat on his head and slowly opened the door into the outer hall. Then he turned abruptly, his bulk eclipsing her reflection as he plunged back into the room and came up to her.

He yanked the door open and stepped outside. She watched him pause in the small room to grab his hat and cane, his large figure outlined against the bright lights on the wall. A beam of the same light illuminated her as she stood in the dark living room, and her reflection appeared like a flower blooming in the mirror in front of her. She looked at the image and waited. Van Degen placed his hat on his head and slowly opened the door to the hallway. Then he turned suddenly, his large frame blocking her reflection as he stepped back into the room and approached her.

"I'll do anything you say. Undine; I'll do anything in God's world to keep you!"

"I'll do whatever you want, Undine; I'll do anything in this world to keep you!"

She turned her eyes from the mirror and let them rest on his face, which looked as small and withered as an old man's, with a lower lip that trembled queerly….

She turned her gaze away from the mirror and focused on his face, which looked small and weathered like an old man's, with a lower lip that trembled oddly….

XXI

The spring in New York proceeded through more than its usual extremes of temperature to the threshold of a sultry June.

The spring in New York went through more than its usual temperature extremes, leading up to a hot June.

Ralph Marvell, wearily bent to his task, felt the fantastic humours of the weather as only one more incoherence in the general chaos of his case. It was strange enough, after four years of marriage, to find himself again in his old brown room in Washington Square. It was hardly there that he had expected Pegasus to land him; and, like a man returning to the scenes of his childhood, he found everything on a much smaller scale than he had imagined. Had the Dagonet boundaries really narrowed, or had the breach in the walls of his own life let in a wider vision?

Ralph Marvell, tired and focused on his work, felt the strange quirks of the weather as just another weirdness in the overall mess of his situation. After four years of marriage, it was odd to find himself back in his old brown room in Washington Square. He never expected to land here. Like someone revisiting their childhood, he realized that everything seemed much smaller than he remembered. Had the Dagonet boundaries really shrunk, or had a gap in his own life allowed him to see things more clearly?

Certainly there had come to be other differences between his present and his former self than that embodied in the presence of his little boy in the next room. Paul, in fact, was now the chief link between Ralph and his past. Concerning his son he still felt and thought, in a general way, in the terms of the Dagonet tradition; he still wanted to implant in Paul some of the reserves and discriminations which divided that tradition from the new spirit of limitless concession. But for himself it was different. Since his transaction with Moffatt he had had the sense of living under a new dispensation. He was not sure that it was any worse than the other; but then he was no longer very sure about anything. Perhaps this growing indifference was merely the reaction from a long nervous strain: that his mother and sister thought it so was shown by the way in which they mutely watched and hovered. Their discretion was like the hushed tread about a sick-bed. They permitted themselves no criticism of Undine; he was asked no awkward questions, subjected to no ill-timed sympathy. They simply took him back, on his own terms, into the life he had left them to; and their silence had none of those subtle implications of disapproval which may be so much more wounding than speech.

Certainly, there were other differences between who he was now and who he used to be, beyond just the presence of his little boy in the next room. Paul, in fact, had become the main connection between Ralph and his past. When it came to his son, he still felt and thought, in a general way, along the lines of the Dagonet tradition; he still wanted to instill in Paul some of the values and distinctions that separated that tradition from the new mindset of endless compromise. But for himself, it was different. Since his deal with Moffatt, he felt like he was living under a new set of rules. He wasn't sure if it was any worse than before, but he also wasn't confident about much anymore. Maybe this growing indifference was just a response to a long period of stress: his mother and sister thought so, as shown by the way they quietly observed him, always hovering nearby. Their discretion resembled the careful movements around a sickbed. They didn’t criticize Undine, didn’t ask him uncomfortable questions, or offer any misplaced sympathy. They simply welcomed him back, on his own terms, into the life he had left behind; and their silence didn’t carry the subtle implications of disapproval that could hurt even more than words.

For a while he received a weekly letter from Undine. Vague and disappointing though they were, these missives helped him through the days; but he looked forward to them rather as a pretext for replies than for their actual contents. Undine was never at a loss for the spoken word: Ralph had often wondered at her verbal range and her fluent use of terms outside the current vocabulary. She had certainly not picked these up in books, since she never opened one: they seemed rather like some odd transmission of her preaching grandparent's oratory. But in her brief and colourless letters she repeated the same bald statements in the same few terms. She was well, she had been "round" with Bertha Shallum, she had dined with the Jim Driscolls or May Beringer or Dicky Bowles, the weather was too lovely or too awful; such was the gist of her news. On the last page she hoped Paul was well and sent him a kiss; but she never made a suggestion concerning his care or asked a question about his pursuits. One could only infer that, knowing in what good hands he was, she judged such solicitude superfluous; and it was thus that Ralph put the matter to his mother.

For a while, he got a weekly letter from Undine. Even though they were vague and disappointing, these letters helped him get through the days; he looked forward to them more as an excuse to respond than for their actual content. Undine never struggled to find the right words: Ralph often marveled at her wide vocabulary and her smooth use of terms that weren't in common use. She definitely hadn’t learned them from books since she never read any; they sounded more like some quirky remnant of her preachy grandparents' speeches. But in her short and dull letters, she just repeated the same basic information using the same few phrases. She was doing well, she had been "out" with Bertha Shallum, she had dined with the Jim Driscolls, May Beringer, or Dicky Bowles, and the weather was either beautiful or terrible; that was pretty much the extent of her updates. On the last page, she hoped Paul was doing well and sent him a kiss; but she never suggested anything about his well-being or asked about his interests. One could only conclude that, knowing he was in good hands, she thought such concern was unnecessary; and that’s how Ralph explained it to his mother.

"Of course she's not worrying about the boy—why should she? She knows that with you and Laura he's as happy as a king."

"Of course she's not worried about the boy—why would she be? She knows that with you and Laura, he's as happy as can be."

To which Mrs. Marvell would answer gravely: "When you write, be sure to say I shan't put on his thinner flannels as long as this east wind lasts."

To which Mrs. Marvell would respond seriously: "When you write, make sure to say I won’t be putting on his lighter flannels as long as this east wind keeps blowing."

As for her husband's welfare. Undine's sole allusion to it consisted in the invariable expression of the hope that he was getting along all right: the phrase was always the same, and Ralph learned to know just how far down the third page to look for it. In a postscript she sometimes asked him to tell her mother about a new way of doing hair or cutting a skirt; and this was usually the most eloquent passage of the letter. What satisfaction he extracted from these communications he would have found it hard to say; yet when they did not come he missed them hardly less than if they had given him all he craved. Sometimes the mere act of holding the blue or mauve sheet and breathing its scent was like holding his wife's hand and being enveloped in her fresh young fragrance: the sentimental disappointment vanished in the penetrating physical sensation. In other moods it was enough to trace the letters of the first line and the last for the desert of perfunctory phrases between the two to vanish, leaving him only the vision of their interlaced names, as of a mystic bond which her own hand had tied. Or else he saw her, closely, palpably before him, as she sat at her writing-table, frowning and a little flushed, her bent nape showing the light on her hair, her short lip pulled up by the effort of composition; and this picture had the violent reality of dream-images on the verge of waking. At other times, as he read her letter, he felt simply that at least in the moment of writing it she had been with him. But in one of the last she had said (to excuse a bad blot and an incoherent sentence): "Everybody's talking to me at once, and I don't know what I'm writing." That letter he had thrown into the fire….

As for her husband's well-being, Undine's only mention of it was her constant hope that he was doing okay: the phrase was always the same, and Ralph learned to look for it on the third page. In a postscript, she sometimes asked him to tell her mother about a new hairstyle or skirt cut; this was usually the most expressive part of the letter. It was hard for him to say what he gained from these messages, yet when they didn’t arrive, he missed them just as much as if they had fulfilled all his desires. Sometimes, just holding the blue or mauve paper and smelling it felt like holding his wife's hand and being wrapped in her fresh young scent: the sentimental disappointment faded in the strong physical feeling. In other moods, tracing the letters of the first and last lines was enough for the bland phrases in between to disappear, leaving him with just the sight of their intertwined names, like a mystical bond that her own hand had created. Or he envisioned her, vividly present, sitting at her writing desk, frowning and a bit flushed, the light catching her hair and her lip drawn up as she tried to write; this image had the intense reality of dreams just before waking. At times, while reading her letter, he felt that at least in the moment of writing it, she had been with him. But in one of her last letters, she wrote (to explain a bad smudge and a jumbled sentence): "Everybody's talking to me at once, and I don’t know what I’m writing." That letter he tossed into the fire…

After the first few weeks, the letters came less and less regularly: at the end of two months they ceased. Ralph had got into the habit of watching for them on the days when a foreign post was due, and as the weeks went by without a sign he began to invent excuses for leaving the office earlier and hurrying back to Washington Square to search the letter-box for a big tinted envelope with a straggling blotted superscription.

After the first few weeks, the letters started arriving less frequently: by the end of two months, they stopped altogether. Ralph had gotten used to looking for them on days when international mail was expected, and as the weeks passed without any indication, he began making excuses to leave the office early and rush back to Washington Square to check the mailbox for a large, colored envelope with a messy, smudged address.

Undine's departure had given him a momentary sense of liberation: at that stage in their relations any change would have brought relief. But now that she was gone he knew she could never really go. Though his feeling for her had changed, it still ruled his life. If he saw her in her weakness he felt her in her power: the power of youth and physical radiance that clung to his disenchanted memories as the scent she used clung to her letters. Looking back at their four years of marriage he began to ask himself if he had done all he could to draw her half-formed spirit from its sleep. Had he not expected too much at first, and grown too indifferent in the sequel? After all, she was still in the toy age; and perhaps the very extravagance of his love had retarded her growth, helped to imprison her in a little circle of frivolous illusions. But the last months had made a man of him, and when she came back he would know how to lift her to the height of his experience.

Undine's departure gave him a brief feeling of freedom: at that point in their relationship, any change would have felt like a relief. But now that she was gone, he realized she could never really leave. Although his feelings for her had changed, they still dominated his life. When he saw her in her moments of weakness, he could still sense her strength: the strength of youth and physical beauty that lingered in his disenchanted memories, just like her perfume lingered on her letters. Reflecting on their four years of marriage, he started to wonder if he had done everything he could to awaken her underdeveloped spirit. Had he not expected too much at first and then become too indifferent later? After all, she was still in a childlike stage; and maybe the very intensity of his love had held her back, trapping her in a small world of trivial illusions. But the past months had matured him, and when she returned, he would know how to elevate her to the level of his experience.

So he would reason, day by day, as he hastened back to Washington Square; but when he opened the door, and his first glance at the hall table showed him there was no letter there, his illusions shrivelled down to their weak roots. She had not written: she did not mean to write. He and the boy were no longer a part of her life. When she came back everything would be as it had been before, with the dreary difference that she had tasted new pleasures and that their absence would take the savour from all he had to give her. Then the coming of another foreign mail would lift his hopes, and as he hurried home he would imagine new reasons for expecting a letter….

So he would think about it every day as he rushed back to Washington Square; but when he opened the door and saw that there was no letter on the hall table, his hopes faded back to their weak roots. She hadn’t written: she didn’t plan to write. He and the boy were no longer part of her life. When she returned, everything would be the same as before, but with the depressing reality that she had experienced new joys, and the lack of those would dull everything he had to offer her. Then, when another foreign mail would arrive, his hopes would lift again, and as he rushed home, he would come up with new reasons to expect a letter….

Week after week he swung between the extremes of hope and dejection, and at last, when the strain had become unbearable, he cabled her. The answer ran: "Very well best love writing"; but the promised letter never came….

Week after week, he went back and forth between feeling hopeful and feeling down, and finally, when the pressure became too much to handle, he sent her a cable. The response said: "Very well best love writing"; but the letter she promised never arrived….

He went on steadily with his work: he even passed through a phase of exaggerated energy. But his baffled youth fought in him for air. Was this to be the end? Was he to wear his life out in useless drudgery? The plain prose of it, of course, was that the economic situation remained unchanged by the sentimental catastrophe and that he must go on working for his wife and child. But at any rate, as it was mainly for Paul that he would henceforth work, it should be on his own terms and according to his inherited notions of "straightness." He would never again engage in any transaction resembling his compact with Moffatt. Even now he was not sure there had been anything crooked in that; but the fact of his having instinctively referred the point to Mr. Spragg rather than to his grandfather implied a presumption against it.

He kept working steadily, even going through a time of intense energy. But his confused youth was struggling to break free. Was this really how it would end? Would he just waste his life on pointless hard work? The straightforward truth was that the financial situation hadn't changed because of the emotional crisis, and he had to keep working for his wife and child. However, since he would mainly be working for Paul from now on, it should be on his own terms and in line with his values of "integrity." He would never again get involved in anything like his deal with Moffatt. Even now, he wasn't sure if there was anything shady about that; but the fact that he instinctively brought it up with Mr. Spragg instead of his grandfather suggested that there might be.

His partners were quick to profit by his sudden spurt of energy, and his work grew no lighter. He was not only the youngest and most recent member of the firm, but the one who had so far added least to the volume of its business. His hours were the longest, his absences, as summer approached, the least frequent and the most grudgingly accorded. No doubt his associates knew that he was pressed for money and could not risk a break. They "worked" him, and he was aware of it, and submitted because he dared not lose his job. But the long hours of mechanical drudgery were telling on his active body and undisciplined nerves. He had begun too late to subject himself to the persistent mortification of spirit and flesh which is a condition of the average business life; and after the long dull days in the office the evenings at his grandfather's whist-table did not give him the counter-stimulus he needed.

His partners quickly took advantage of his sudden burst of energy, and his workload didn’t get any lighter. He was not only the youngest and newest member of the firm, but he had also contributed the least to its business so far. He put in the longest hours, and as summer approached, his absences were the shortest and most reluctantly granted. No doubt his coworkers knew he was short on cash and couldn’t afford to take a break. They "worked" him, and he knew it, but he went along with it because he couldn’t risk losing his job. However, the long hours of monotonous work were taking a toll on his active body and unruly nerves. He had started too late to endure the constant strain of both mind and body that comes with an average business life; after the long, tedious days at the office, the evenings at his grandfather's whist table didn’t provide him with the stimulation he needed.

Almost every one had gone out of town; but now and then Miss Ray came to dine, and Ralph, seated beneath the family portraits and opposite the desiccated Harriet, who had already faded to the semblance of one of her own great-aunts, listened languidly to the kind of talk that the originals might have exchanged about the same table when New York gentility centred in the Battery and the Bowling Green. Mr. Dagonet was always pleasant to see and hear, but his sarcasms were growing faint and recondite: they had as little bearing on life as the humours of a Restoration comedy. As for Mrs. Marvell and Miss Ray, they seemed to the young man even more spectrally remote: hardly anything that mattered to him existed for them, and their prejudices reminded him of sign-posts warning off trespassers who have long since ceased to intrude.

Almost everyone had left the city; but now and then, Miss Ray would come to dinner, and Ralph, sitting under the family portraits and across from the wilted Harriet, who had already blurred into looking like one of her great-aunts, listened tiredly to the kind of conversation that the originals might have had at the same table when New York's elite gathered at the Battery and Bowling Green. Mr. Dagonet was always nice to see and hear, but his sarcasm was fading and obscure: it had as little relevance to real life as the jokes from a Restoration comedy. As for Mrs. Marvell and Miss Ray, they seemed even more ghostly to the young man: hardly anything that mattered to him resonated with them, and their biases reminded him of signposts warning off trespassers who had long stopped trying to enter.

Now and then he dined at his club and went on to the theatre with some young men of his own age; but he left them afterward, half vexed with himself for not being in the humour to prolong the adventure. There were moments when he would have liked to affirm his freedom in however commonplace a way: moments when the vulgarest way would have seemed the most satisfying. But he always ended by walking home alone and tip-toeing upstairs through the sleeping house lest he should wake his boy….

Now and then he had dinner at his club and went to the theater with some young guys his age; but he would eventually leave them, feeling partly annoyed with himself for not being in the mood to extend the outing. There were times when he wished he could assert his freedom in any ordinary way: times when the most basic option would feel the most fulfilling. But he always ended up walking home alone and quietly making his way upstairs through the sleeping house so he wouldn't wake his son....

On Saturday afternoons, when the business world was hurrying to the country for golf and tennis, he stayed in town and took Paul to see the Spraggs. Several times since his wife's departure he had tried to bring about closer relations between his own family and Undine's; and the ladies of Washington Square, in their eagerness to meet his wishes, had made various friendly advances to Mrs. Spragg. But they were met by a mute resistance which made Ralph suspect that Undine's strictures on his family had taken root in her mother's brooding mind; and he gave up the struggle to bring together what had been so effectually put asunder.

On Saturday afternoons, when everyone in business was rushing out of town for golf and tennis, he stayed in the city and took Paul to visit the Spraggs. A few times since his wife left, he had tried to foster closer ties between his family and Undine's; and the women of Washington Square, eager to please him, had made several friendly attempts to connect with Mrs. Spragg. However, they were met with a silent resistance that made Ralph suspect that Undine's negative remarks about his family had taken hold in her mother’s troubled mind; so he stopped trying to bring together what had been so effectively torn apart.

If he regretted his lack of success it was chiefly because he was so sorry for the Spraggs. Soon after Undine's marriage they had abandoned their polychrome suite at the Stentorian, and since then their peregrinations had carried them through half the hotels of the metropolis. Undine, who had early discovered her mistake in thinking hotel life fashionable, had tried to persuade her parents to take a house of their own; but though they refrained from taxing her with inconsistency they did not act on her suggestion. Mrs. Spragg seemed to shrink from the thought of "going back to house-keeping," and Ralph suspected that she depended on the transit from hotel to hotel as the one element of variety in her life. As for Mr. Spragg, it was impossible to imagine any one in whom the domestic sentiments were more completely unlocalized and disconnected from any fixed habits; and he was probably aware of his changes of abode chiefly as they obliged him to ascend from the Subway, or descend from the "Elevated," a few blocks higher up or lower down.

If he regretted his lack of success, it was mainly because he felt so sorry for the Spraggs. Soon after Undine got married, they had given up their colorful suite at the Stentorian, and since then, they had moved through half the hotels in the city. Undine, who quickly realized her mistake in thinking hotel life was trendy, had tried to convince her parents to rent a house of their own; but while they didn’t call her out on her hypocrisy, they didn’t follow her suggestion. Mrs. Spragg seemed to shy away from the idea of "going back to house-keeping," and Ralph suspected she relied on the change from hotel to hotel as the only bit of variety in her life. As for Mr. Spragg, it was hard to imagine anyone who had less of a connection to domestic sentiments or fixed habits; he probably only noticed their frequent moves because it meant he had to take the stairs up from the Subway or down from the "Elevated," a few blocks further up or down.

Neither husband nor wife complained to Ralph of their frequent displacements, or assigned to them any cause save the vague one of "guessing they could do better"; but Ralph noticed that the decreasing luxury of their life synchronized with Undine's growing demands for money. During the last few months they had transferred themselves to the "Malibran," a tall narrow structure resembling a grain-elevator divided into cells, where linoleum and lincrusta simulated the stucco and marble of the Stentorian, and fagged business men and their families consumed the watery stews dispensed by "coloured help" in the grey twilight of a basement dining-room.

Neither the husband nor the wife complained to Ralph about their frequent moves, nor did they give any reason other than the vague idea that they thought they could do better. However, Ralph noticed that the decreasing luxury of their life matched Undine's increasing demands for money. In the past few months, they had moved to the "Malibran," a tall, narrow building that looked like a grain elevator split into sections, where linoleum and lincrusta imitated the stucco and marble of the Stentorian. There, tired businesspeople and their families ate the bland stews served by "colored help" in the dim light of the basement dining room.

Mrs. Spragg had no sitting-room, and Paul and his father had to be received in one of the long public parlours, between ladies seated at rickety desks in the throes of correspondence and groups of listlessly conversing residents and callers.

Mrs. Spragg didn’t have a sitting room, so Paul and his dad had to meet in one of the long public parlors, surrounded by ladies at shaky desks writing letters and groups of residents and visitors chatting aimlessly.

The Spraggs were intensely proud of their grandson, and Ralph perceived that they would have liked to see Paul charging uproariously from group to group, and thrusting his bright curls and cherubic smile upon the general attention. The fact that the boy preferred to stand between his grandfather's knees and play with Mr. Spragg's Masonic emblem, or dangle his legs from the arm of Mrs. Spragg's chair, seemed to his grandparents evidence of ill-health or undue repression, and he was subjected by Mrs. Spragg to searching enquiries as to how his food set, and whether he didn't think his Popper was too strict with him. A more embarrassing problem was raised by the "surprise" (in the shape of peanut candy or chocolate creams) which he was invited to hunt for in Gran'ma's pockets, and which Ralph had to confiscate on the way home lest the dietary rules of Washington Square should be too visibly infringed.

The Spraggs were really proud of their grandson, and Ralph noticed that they would have loved to see Paul running around energetically from group to group, showing off his bright curls and cute smile for everyone to notice. The fact that the boy preferred to sit between his grandfather's knees and play with Mr. Spragg's Masonic emblem or swing his legs from Mrs. Spragg's chair seemed to his grandparents like a sign of poor health or too much restraint, and Mrs. Spragg grilled him with questions about how he was eating and if he thought his Popper was too strict. A more awkward issue came up with the "surprise" (in the form of peanut candy or chocolate creams) that he was asked to find in Gran'ma's pockets, which Ralph had to take away on the way home to avoid breaking the dietary rules of Washington Square too obviously.

Sometimes Ralph found Mrs. Heeny, ruddy and jovial, seated in the arm-chair opposite Mrs. Spragg, and regaling her with selections from a new batch of clippings. During Undine's illness of the previous winter Mrs. Heeny had become a familiar figure to Paul, who had learned to expect almost as much from her bag as from his grandmother's pockets; so that the intemperate Saturdays at the Malibran were usually followed by languid and abstemious Sundays in Washington Square. Mrs. Heeny, being unaware of this sequel to her bounties, formed the habit of appearing regularly on Saturdays, and while she chatted with his grandmother the little boy was encouraged to scatter the grimy carpet with face-creams and bunches of clippings in his thrilling quest for the sweets at the bottom of her bag.

Sometimes Ralph found Mrs. Heeny, rosy and cheerful, sitting in the armchair across from Mrs. Spragg, sharing stories from her latest batch of clippings. During Undine's illness the previous winter, Mrs. Heeny had become a familiar sight for Paul, who had come to expect nearly as much from her bag as from his grandmother's pockets; thus, the wild Saturdays at the Malibran were usually followed by lazy and sober Sundays in Washington Square. Unaware of this aftermath of her generosity, Mrs. Heeny developed a routine of showing up regularly on Saturdays, and while she chatted with his grandmother, the little boy was encouraged to scatter the dirty carpet with face creams and piles of clippings in his exciting search for the treats at the bottom of her bag.

"I declare, if he ain't in just as much of a hurry f'r everything as his mother!" she exclaimed one day in her rich rolling voice; and stooping to pick up a long strip of newspaper which Paul had flung aside she added, as she smoothed it out: "I guess 'f he was a little mite older he'd be better pleased with this 'n with the candy. It's the very thing I was trying to find for you the other day, Mrs. Spragg," she went on, holding the bit of paper at arm's length; and she began to read out, with a loudness proportioned to the distance between her eyes and the text:

"I swear, if he isn't just as much in a rush for everything as his mom!" she exclaimed one day in her rich, flowing voice. Then, bending down to pick up a long strip of newspaper that Paul had thrown aside, she added, while smoothing it out, "I bet if he were just a bit older, he'd be more excited about this than the candy. It's exactly what I was trying to find for you the other day, Mrs. Spragg," she continued, holding the piece of paper at arm's length, and she started to read aloud, adjusting her volume based on how far her eyes were from the text:

"With two such sprinters as 'Pete' Van Degen and Dicky Bowles to set the pace, it's no wonder the New York set in Paris has struck a livelier gait than ever this spring. It's a high-pressure season and no mistake, and no one lags behind less than the fascinating Mrs. Ralph Marvell, who is to be seen daily and nightly in all the smartest restaurants and naughtiest theatres, with so many devoted swains in attendance that the rival beauties of both worlds are said to be making catty comments. But then Mrs. Marvell's gowns are almost as good as her looks—and how can you expect the other women to stand for such a monopoly?"

"With two fast sprinters like 'Pete' Van Degen and Dicky Bowles leading the way, it’s no surprise that the New York crowd in Paris has taken on a livelier atmosphere than ever this spring. It’s a high-pressure season, no doubt, and no one keeps up better than the intriguing Mrs. Ralph Marvell, who can be spotted daily and nightly in all the trendiest restaurants and risqué theaters, with so many devoted admirers around her that the competing beauties from both sides are said to be making snarky remarks. But then, Mrs. Marvell's dresses are nearly as stunning as her looks—how can you expect the other women to put up with such a monopoly?"

To escape the strain of these visits, Ralph once or twice tried the experiment of leaving Paul with his grand-parents and calling for him in the late afternoon; but one day, on re-entering the Malibran, he was met by a small abashed figure clad in a kaleidoscopic tartan and a green velvet cap with a silver thistle. After this experience of the "surprises" of which Gran'ma was capable when she had a chance to take Paul shopping Ralph did not again venture to leave his son, and their subsequent Saturdays were passed together in the sultry gloom of the Malibran. Conversation with the Spraggs was almost impossible. Ralph could talk with his father-in-law in his office, but in the hotel parlour Mr. Spragg sat in a ruminating silence broken only by the emission of an occasional "Well—well" addressed to his grandson. As for Mrs. Spragg, her son-in-law could not remember having had a sustained conversation with her since the distant day when he had first called at the Stentorian, and had been "entertained," in Undine's absence, by her astonished mother. The shock of that encounter had moved Mrs. Spragg to eloquence; but Ralph's entrance into the family, without making him seem less of a stranger, appeared once for all to have relieved her of the obligation of finding something to say to him.

To avoid the stress of these visits, Ralph tried a couple of times to leave Paul with his grandparents and pick him up later in the afternoon. But one day, when he returned to the Malibran, he was greeted by a small, embarrassed figure dressed in a colorful tartan outfit and a green velvet cap with a silver thistle. After experiencing the “surprises” Gran'ma could create when she took Paul shopping, Ralph decided against leaving his son again, and their following Saturdays were spent together in the stifling gloom of the Malibran. Talking with the Spraggs was nearly impossible. Ralph could hold a conversation with his father-in-law in his office, but in the hotel parlor, Mr. Spragg sat lost in thought, occasionally breaking the silence with a “Well—well” directed at his grandson. As for Mrs. Spragg, Ralph couldn’t recall ever having a real conversation with her since that distant day he first visited the Stentorian and was "entertained," in Undine's absence, by her surprised mother. That initial encounter had prompted Mrs. Spragg to be quite talkative; however, Ralph's entry into the family seemed to have relieved her of the duty to engage with him.

The one question she invariably asked: "You heard from Undie?" had been relatively easy to answer while his wife's infrequent letters continued to arrive; but a Saturday came when he felt the blood rise to his temples as, for the fourth consecutive week, he stammered out, under the snapping eyes of Mrs. Heeny: "No, not by this post either—I begin to think I must have lost a letter"; and it was then that Mr. Spragg, who had sat silently looking up at the ceiling, cut short his wife's exclamation by an enquiry about real estate in the Bronx. After that, Ralph noticed, Mrs. Spragg never again renewed her question; and he understood that his father-in-law had guessed his embarrassment and wished to spare it.

The one question she always asked: "Have you heard from Undie?" had been pretty easy to answer as long as his wife's occasional letters kept coming; but then one Saturday, he felt his face heat up as, for the fourth week in a row, he stammered out, under Mrs. Heeny's piercing gaze: "No, not this time either—I’m starting to think I must have lost a letter"; and it was then that Mr. Spragg, who had been sitting quietly staring at the ceiling, interrupted his wife's exclamation by asking about real estate in the Bronx. After that, Ralph noticed that Mrs. Spragg never brought up her question again; and he realized that his father-in-law had picked up on his discomfort and wanted to spare him from it.

Ralph had never thought of looking for any delicacy of feeling under Mr. Spragg's large lazy irony, and the incident drew the two men nearer together. Mrs. Spragg, for her part, was certainly not delicate; but she was simple and without malice, and Ralph liked her for her silent acceptance of her diminished state. Sometimes, as he sat between the lonely primitive old couple, he wondered from what source Undine's voracious ambitions had been drawn: all she cared for, and attached importance to, was as remote from her parents' conception of life as her impatient greed from their passive stoicism.

Ralph had never considered looking for any subtle feelings beneath Mr. Spragg's laid-back sarcasm, and the incident brought the two men closer together. Mrs. Spragg, on her part, was definitely not delicate; however, she was straightforward and harmless, and Ralph appreciated her quiet acceptance of her reduced circumstances. Sometimes, as he sat between the lonely, simple old couple, he wondered where Undine's insatiable ambitions had come from: everything she valued and prioritized was as far from her parents' view of life as her restless greed was from their calm acceptance.

One hot afternoon toward the end of June Ralph suddenly wondered if Clare Van Degen were still in town. She had dined in Washington Square some ten days earlier, and he remembered her saying that she had sent the children down to Long Island, but that she herself meant to stay on in town till the heat grew unbearable. She hated her big showy place on Long Island, she was tired of the spring trip to London and Paris, where one met at every turn the faces one had grown sick of seeing all winter, and she declared that in the early summer New York was the only place in which one could escape from New Yorkers… She put the case amusingly, and it was like her to take up any attitude that went against the habits of her set; but she lived at the mercy of her moods, and one could never tell how long any one of them would rule her.

One hot afternoon towards the end of June, Ralph suddenly wondered if Clare Van Degen was still in town. She had dined in Washington Square about ten days before, and he remembered her mentioning that she had sent the kids down to Long Island, but that she planned to stay in the city until the heat became unbearable. She disliked her big, flashy place on Long Island, she was tired of the spring trip to London and Paris, where she kept running into the same faces she had grown tired of seeing all winter, and she claimed that in early summer, New York was the only place to escape from New Yorkers... She made the point in a funny way, and it was typical of her to adopt any stance that opposed the norms of her social circle; but she was at the mercy of her moods, and you could never tell how long any one of them would last.

As he sat in his office, with the noise and glare of the endless afternoon rising up in hot waves from the street, there wandered into Ralph's mind a vision of her shady drawing-room. All day it hung before him like the mirage of a spring before a dusty traveller: he felt a positive thirst for her presence, for the sound of her voice, the wide spaces and luxurious silences surrounding her.

As he sat in his office, with the noise and glare of the endless afternoon rising up in hot waves from the street, a vision of her cool living room drifted into Ralph's mind. All day it hung before him like a mirage of a spring for a dusty traveler: he felt a strong craving for her presence, for the sound of her voice, the open spaces and comfortable silences around her.

It was perhaps because, on that particular day, a spiral pain was twisting around in the back of his head, and digging in a little deeper with each twist, and because the figures on the balance sheet before him were hopping about like black imps in an infernal forward-and-back, that the picture hung there so persistently. It was a long time since he had wanted anything as much as, at that particular moment, he wanted to be with Clare and hear her voice; and as soon as he had ground out the day's measure of work he rang up the Van Degen palace and learned that she was still in town.

It might have been because, on that day, a sharp pain was twisting in the back of his head, digging deeper with every turn, and because the numbers on the balance sheet in front of him were bouncing around like little black demons in a chaotic dance, that the image lingered so stubbornly. It had been a long time since he had desired anything as intensely as, at that moment, he wanted to be with Clare and hear her voice; and as soon as he finished his day's work, he called the Van Degen palace and found out that she was still in town.

The lowered awnings of her inner drawing-room cast a luminous shadow on old cabinets and consoles, and on the pale flowers scattered here and there in vases of bronze and porcelain. Clare's taste was as capricious as her moods, and the rest of the house was not in harmony with this room. There was, in particular, another drawing-room, which she now described as Peter's creation, but which Ralph knew to be partly hers: a heavily decorated apartment, where Popple's portrait of her throned over a waste of gilt furniture. It was characteristic that to-day she had had Ralph shown in by another way; and that, as she had spared him the polyphonic drawing-room, so she had skilfully adapted her own appearance to her soberer background. She sat near the window, reading, in a clear cool dress: and at his entrance she merely slipped a finger between the pages and looked up at him.

The lowered awnings in her inner drawing room cast a soft glow on the old cabinets and consoles, as well as the pale flowers placed here and there in bronze and porcelain vases. Clare's taste was as unpredictable as her moods, and the rest of the house didn’t match this room. In particular, there was another drawing room that she now called Peter's creation, but Ralph knew it was partly hers: a heavily decorated space where Popple's portrait of her dominated a sea of gold furniture. It was typical that today she had Ralph brought in through a different entrance; and just as she had spared him from the overly ornate drawing room, she had cleverly adjusted her appearance to fit her more understated surroundings. She sat by the window, reading, in a light, cool dress; and when he entered, she simply slipped a finger between the pages and looked up at him.

Her way of receiving him made him feel that restlessness and stridency were as unlike her genuine self as the gilded drawing-room, and that this quiet creature was the only real Clare, the Clare who had once been so nearly his, and who seemed to want him to know that she had never wholly been any one else's.

Her way of welcoming him made him realize that being restless and loud was as far from her true self as the fancy living room, and that this calm person was the only real Clare—the Clare who had almost been his once and who seemed to want him to understand that she had never really been anyone else's.

"Why didn't you let me know you were still in town?" he asked, as he sat down in the sofa-corner near her chair.

"Why didn't you tell me you were still in town?" he asked, as he sat down on the corner of the sofa near her chair.

Her dark smile deepened. "I hoped you'd come and see."

Her dark smile grew wider. "I was hoping you'd come and check it out."

"One never knows, with you."

"You never know with you."

He was looking about the room with a kind of confused pleasure in its pale shadows and spots of dark rich colour. The old lacquer screen behind Clare's head looked like a lustreless black pool with gold leaves floating on it; and another piece, a little table at her elbow, had the brown bloom and the pear-like curves of an old violin.

He was gazing around the room with a mix of confused delight at its soft shadows and deep, rich colors. The old lacquer screen behind Clare's head resembled a dull black pond with gold leaves drifting on it; and another piece, a small table next to her, had the warm finish and pear-like curves of an antique violin.

"I like to be here," Ralph said.

"I like being here," Ralph said.

She did not make the mistake of asking: "Then why do you never come?" Instead, she turned away and drew an inner curtain across the window to shut out the sunlight which was beginning to slant in under the awning.

She didn’t make the mistake of asking, “Then why don’t you ever come?” Instead, she turned away and closed the inner curtain across the window to block out the sunlight that was starting to slant in under the awning.

The mere fact of her not answering, and the final touch of well-being which her gesture gave, reminded him of other summer days they had spent together long rambling boy-and-girl days in the hot woods and fields, when they had never thought of talking to each other unless there was something they particularly wanted to say. His tired fancy strayed off for a second to the thought of what it would have been like come back, at the end of the day, to such a sweet community of silence; but his mind was too crowded with importunate facts for any lasting view of visionary distances. The thought faded, and he merely felt how restful it was to have her near…

The fact that she wasn’t answering, along with the sense of calm her gesture brought, reminded him of other summer days they had spent together—those long, carefree boy-and-girl days in the hot woods and fields, when they only spoke if they had something important to say. For a moment, his tired imagination drifted to what it would have been like to return at the end of the day to such a sweet silence; but his mind was too filled with pressing realities to hold onto that vision for long. The thought slipped away, and he simply felt how comforting it was to have her nearby…

"I'm glad you stayed in town: you must let me come again," he said.

"I'm glad you stayed in town: you have to let me come by again," he said.

"I suppose you can't always get away," she answered; and she began to listen, with grave intelligent eyes, to his description of his tedious days.

"I guess you can't always escape," she replied, and she started to listen, with serious, thoughtful eyes, to his account of his boring days.

With her eyes on him he felt the exquisite relief of talking about himself as he had not dared to talk to any one since his marriage. He would not for the world have confessed his discouragement, his consciousness of incapacity; to Undine and in Washington Square any hint of failure would have been taken as a criticism of what his wife demanded of him. Only to Clare Van Degen could he cry out his present despondency and his loathing of the interminable task ahead.

With her eyes on him, he felt the amazing relief of being able to talk about himself, something he hadn't dared do with anyone since getting married. He would never confess his discouragement or feelings of inadequacy; any hint of failure in front of Undine and in Washington Square would be seen as a criticism of what his wife expected from him. Only to Clare Van Degen could he express his current despair and his hatred of the endless task ahead.

"A man doesn't know till he tries it how killing uncongenial work is, and how it destroys the power of doing what one's fit for, even if there's time for both. But there's Paul to be looked out for, and I daren't chuck my job—I'm in mortal terror of its chucking me…"

"A man doesn’t realize how draining an unpleasant job can be until he experiences it, and how it undermines his ability to do what he’s truly suited for, even when there’s time for both. But I have to watch out for Paul, and I can’t risk losing my job—I’m terrified it will get rid of me first…"

Little by little he slipped into a detailed recital of all his lesser worries, the most recent of which was his experience with the Lipscombs, who, after a two months' tenancy of the West End Avenue house, had decamped without paying their rent.

Little by little, he started going into a detailed recap of all his minor worries, the most recent being his experience with the Lipscombs, who, after renting the West End Avenue house for two months, had skipped out without paying their rent.

Clare laughed contemptuously. "Yes—I heard he'd come to grief and been suspended from the Stock Exchange, and I see in the papers that his wife's retort has been to sue for a divorce."

Clare laughed scornfully. "Yeah—I heard he got into trouble and got suspended from the Stock Exchange, and I see in the news that his wife’s response has been to file for divorce."

Ralph knew that, like all their clan, his cousin regarded a divorce-suit as a vulgar and unnecessary way of taking the public into one's confidence. His mind flashed back to the family feast in Washington Square in celebration of his engagement. He recalled his grandfather's chance allusion to Mrs. Lipscomb, and Undine's answer, fluted out on her highest note: "Oh, I guess she'll get a divorce pretty soon. He's been a disappointment to her."

Ralph understood that, like everyone in their family, his cousin saw a divorce as a tacky and pointless way of airing personal issues in public. He remembered the family gathering in Washington Square to celebrate his engagement. He thought back to his grandfather's casual mention of Mrs. Lipscomb, and Undine's response, which she delivered in her highest voice: "Oh, I bet she’ll get a divorce soon. He’s really let her down."

Ralph could still hear the horrified murmur with which his mother had rebuked his laugh. For he had laughed—had thought Undine's speech fresh and natural! Now he felt the ironic rebound of her words. Heaven knew he had been a disappointment to her; and what was there in her own feeling, or in her inherited prejudices, to prevent her seeking the same redress as Mabel Lipscomb? He wondered if the same thought were in his cousin's mind…

Ralph could still hear the shocked whisper with which his mom had scolded his laugh. He had laughed—had considered Undine's speech refreshing and genuine! Now he felt the ironic echo of her words. God knew he had let her down; and what was there in her own feelings, or her inherited biases, to stop her from looking for the same solution as Mabel Lipscomb? He wondered if his cousin was thinking the same thing…

They began to talk of other things: books, pictures, plays; and one by one the closed doors opened and light was let into dusty shuttered places. Clare's mind was neither keen nor deep: Ralph, in the past, had smiled at her rash ardours and vague intensities. But she had his own range of allusions, and a great gift of momentary understanding; and he had so long beaten his thoughts out against a blank wall of incomprehension that her sympathy seemed full of insight.

They started talking about other topics: books, art, movies; and one by one, the closed doors opened, letting light into dusty, dark corners. Clare's mind wasn’t particularly sharp or profound: Ralph had previously smirked at her reckless passions and unclear depths. But she had his own references and an impressive ability to understand things in the moment; he had spent so long wrestling with a wall of confusion that her empathy felt insightful.

She began by a question about his writing, but the subject was distasteful to him, and he turned the talk to a new book in which he had been interested. She knew enough of it to slip in the right word here and there; and thence they wandered on to kindred topics. Under the warmth of her attention his torpid ideas awoke again, and his eyes took their fill of pleasure as she leaned forward, her thin brown hands clasped on her knees and her eager face reflecting all his feelings.

She started by asking him about his writing, but he found the topic unpleasant, so he shifted the conversation to a new book he was interested in. She was familiar enough with it to insert the right comments here and there; from there, they moved on to related topics. With her focused attention, his sleepy ideas came to life again, and his eyes lit up with joy as she leaned closer, her slender brown hands resting on her knees and her enthusiastic expression mirroring all his emotions.

There was a moment when the two currents of sensation were merged in one, and he began to feel confusedly that he was young and she was kind, and that there was nothing he would like better than to go on sitting there, not much caring what she said or how he answered, if only she would let him look at her and give him one of her thin brown hands to hold. Then the corkscrew in the back of his head dug into him again with a deeper thrust, and she seemed suddenly to recede to a great distance and be divided from him by a fog of pain. The fog lifted after a minute, but it left him queerly remote from her, from the cool room with its scents and shadows, and from all the objects which, a moment before, had so sharply impinged upon his senses. It was as though he looked at it all through a rain-blurred pane, against which his hand would strike if he held it out to her…

There was a moment when the two feelings blended into one, and he started to feel confusedly that he was young and she was kind, and that there was nothing he would prefer more than to keep sitting there, not really caring what she said or how he responded, as long as she would let him look at her and give him one of her thin brown hands to hold. Then the pressure in the back of his head intensified again, and she suddenly seemed to pull away to a great distance, separated from him by a fog of pain. The fog lifted after a minute, but it left him feeling oddly detached from her, from the cool room filled with its scents and shadows, and from all the things that, a moment ago, had sharply impacted his senses. It was like he was looking at everything through a rain-smeared window, against which his hand would touch if he reached out to her…

That impression passed also, and he found himself thinking how tired he was and how little anything mattered. He recalled the unfinished piece of work on his desk, and for a moment had the odd illusion that it was there before him…

That feeling faded too, and he realized how exhausted he was and how insignificant everything seemed. He remembered the incomplete task on his desk, and for a brief moment, he had the strange impression that it was right in front of him…

She exclaimed: "But are you going?" and her exclamation made him aware that he had left his seat and was standing in front of her… He fancied there was some kind of appeal in her brown eyes; but she was so dim and far off that he couldn't be sure of what she wanted, and the next moment he found himself shaking hands with her, and heard her saying something kind and cold about its having been so nice to see him…

She exclaimed, "Are you really going?" and her words made him realize that he had gotten up from his seat and was standing in front of her. He thought there was some kind of plea in her brown eyes, but she seemed so distant and unclear that he couldn't tell what she wanted. The next moment, he found himself shaking her hand and heard her saying something kind yet indifferent about how great it had been to see him.

Half way up the stairs little Paul, shining and rosy from supper, lurked in ambush for his evening game. Ralph was fond of stooping down to let the boy climb up his outstretched arms to his shoulders, but to-day, as he did so, Paul's hug seemed to crush him in a vice, and the shout of welcome that accompanied it racked his ears like an explosion of steam-whistles. The queer distance between himself and the rest of the world was annihilated again: everything stared and glared and clutched him. He tried to turn away his face from the child's hot kisses; and as he did so he caught sight of a mauve envelope among the hats and sticks on the hall table.

Halfway up the stairs, little Paul, glowing and rosy from dinner, was waiting for his evening game. Ralph liked to bend down so the boy could climb up his outstretched arms to his shoulders, but today, as he did this, Paul's hug felt like it was crushing him, and the shout of welcome that came with it hit his ears like a blast of steam whistles. The strange distance between him and the rest of the world disappeared again: everything was staring, glaring, and holding onto him. He tried to turn his face away from the child's warm kisses; as he did, he noticed a mauve envelope among the hats and sticks on the hall table.

Instantly he passed Paul over to his nurse, stammered out a word about being tired, and sprang up the long flights to his study. The pain in his head had stopped, but his hands trembled as he tore open the envelope. Within it was a second letter bearing a French stamp and addressed to himself. It looked like a business communication and had apparently been sent to Undine's hotel in Paris and forwarded to him by her hand. "Another bill!" he reflected grimly, as he threw it aside and felt in the outer envelope for her letter. There was nothing there, and after a first sharp pang of disappointment he picked up the enclosure and opened it.

Instantly, he handed Paul off to his nurse, mumbled something about being tired, and rushed up the long flights to his study. The pain in his head had faded, but his hands shook as he tore open the envelope. Inside was a second letter with a French stamp, addressed to him. It looked like a business correspondence and had apparently been sent to Undine's hotel in Paris before being forwarded to him by her. "Another bill!" he thought grimly, tossing it aside as he searched the outer envelope for her letter. There was nothing inside, and after a quick stab of disappointment, he picked up the enclosure and opened it.

Inside was a lithographed circular, headed "Confidential" and bearing the Paris address of a firm of private detectives who undertook, in conditions of attested and inviolable discretion, to investigate "delicate" situations, look up doubtful antecedents, and furnish reliable evidence of misconduct—all on the most reasonable terms.

Inside was a printed circular labeled "Confidential" that had the Paris address of a private detective agency. They promised to handle "sensitive" situations with verified and absolute discretion, check questionable backgrounds, and provide solid evidence of wrongdoing—all at very reasonable rates.

For a long time Ralph sat and stared at this document; then he began to laugh and tossed it into the scrap-basket. After that, with a groan, he dropped his head against the edge of his writing table.

For a long time, Ralph sat and stared at this document; then he started laughing and threw it into the trash can. After that, with a groan, he dropped his head against the edge of his desk.

XXII

When he woke, the first thing he remembered was the fact of having cried.

When he woke up, the first thing he remembered was that he had cried.

He could not think how he had come to be such a fool. He hoped to heaven no one had seen him. He supposed he must have been worrying about the unfinished piece of work at the office: where was it, by the way, he wondered? Why—where he had left it the day before, of course! What a ridiculous thing to worry about—but it seemed to follow him about like a dog…

He couldn't believe how he had ended up being such a fool. He prayed that no one had seen him. He figured he must have been stressing over the unfinished work at the office: where was it, anyway? Oh right—where he had left it the day before! What a silly thing to worry about—but it felt like it was following him around like a dog…

He said to himself that he must get up presently and go down to the office. Presently—when he could open his eyes. Just now there was a dead weight on them; he tried one after another in vain. The effort set him weakly trembling, and he wanted to cry again. Nonsense! He must get out of bed.

He told himself that he needed to get up soon and head to the office. Soon—when he could open his eyes. Right now, they felt heavy; he tried to lift them one by one but failed. The effort left him weakly shaking, and he felt like crying again. Nonsense! He had to get out of bed.

He stretched his arms out, trying to reach something to pull himself up by; but everything slipped away and evaded him. It was like trying to catch at bright short waves. Then suddenly his fingers clasped themselves about something firm and warm. A hand: a hand that gave back his pressure! The relief was inexpressible. He lay still and let the hand hold him, while mentally he went through the motions of getting up and beginning to dress. So indistinct were the boundaries between thought and action that he really felt himself moving about the room, in a queer disembodied way, as one treads the air in sleep. Then he felt the bedclothes over him and the pillows under his head.

He stretched out his arms, trying to grab something to pull himself up with, but everything slipped away and evaded him. It was like trying to catch bright, fleeting waves. Then suddenly, his fingers wrapped around something solid and warm. A hand: a hand that responded to his grip! The relief was overwhelming. He stayed still and let the hand hold him, while in his mind he went through the motions of getting up and starting to get dressed. The lines between thought and action were so blurred that he actually felt like he was moving around the room in a strange, detached way, like walking through the air in a dream. Then he felt the blankets over him and the pillows under his head.

"I MUST get up," he said, and pulled at the hand.

"I have to get up," he said, and tugged at the hand.

It pressed him down again: down into a dim deep pool of sleep. He lay there for a long time, in a silent blackness far below light and sound; then he gradually floated to the surface with the buoyancy of a dead body. But his body had never been more alive. Jagged strokes of pain tore through it, hands dragged at it with nails that bit like teeth. They wound thongs about him, bound him, tied weights to him, tried to pull him down with them; but still he floated, floated, danced on the fiery waves of pain, with barbed light pouring down on him from an arrowy sky.

It pushed him down again: down into a dark, deep pool of sleep. He lay there for a long time, in a silent blackness far removed from light and sound; then he slowly floated to the surface, buoyed like a lifeless body. But his body had never felt more alive. Sharp waves of pain ripped through him, hands grabbed at him with nails that dug in like teeth. They wrapped straps around him, bound him up, tied weights to him, tried to drag him down with them; but still, he floated, floated, danced on the fiery waves of pain, with piercing light pouring down on him from a sharp sky.

Charmed intervals of rest, blue sailings on melodious seas, alternated with the anguish. He became a leaf on the air, a feather on a current, a straw on the tide, the spray of the wave spinning itself to sunshine as the wave toppled over into gulfs of blue…

Charmed moments of rest, smooth journeys on harmonious seas, mixed with the pain. He turned into a leaf in the air, a feather on a breeze, a straw in the tide, the spray of the wave spinning into sunlight as the wave crashed into deep blue...

He woke on a stony beach, his legs and arms still lashed to his sides and the thongs cutting into him; but the fierce sky was hidden, and hidden by his own languid lids. He felt the ecstasy of decreasing pain, and courage came to him to open his eyes and look about him…

He woke up on a rocky beach, his arms and legs still tied tightly to his sides, the restraints digging into his skin; but the harsh sky was obscured, hidden by his heavy eyelids. He felt the bliss of fading pain, and he found the strength to open his eyes and take in his surroundings…

The beach was his own bed; the tempered light lay on familiar things, and some one was moving about in a shadowy way between bed and window. He was thirsty and some one gave him a drink. His pillow burned, and some one turned the cool side out. His brain was clear enough now for him to understand that he was ill, and to want to talk about it; but his tongue hung in his throat like a clapper in a bell. He must wait till the rope was pulled…

The beach was his own bed; the soft light rested on familiar things, and someone was moving around in a shadowy way between the bed and the window. He was thirsty, and someone gave him a drink. His pillow felt hot, and someone flipped it to the cool side. His mind was clear enough now for him to realize that he was sick and wanted to talk about it; but his tongue felt stuck in his throat like a clapper in a bell. He had to wait until the rope was pulled…

So time and life stole back on him, and his thoughts laboured weakly with dim fears. Slowly he cleared a way through them, adjusted himself to his strange state, and found out that he was in his own room, in his grandfather's house, that alternating with the white-capped faces about him were those of his mother and sister, and that in a few days—if he took his beef-tea and didn't fret—Paul would be brought up from Long Island, whither, on account of the great heat, he had been carried off by Clare Van Degen.

So time and life crept back in on him, and his thoughts struggled weakly with vague fears. Gradually, he pushed through them, adjusted to his unusual situation, and realized that he was in his own room, in his grandfather's house. Alternating with the white-capped faces around him were those of his mother and sister, and in a few days—if he drank his beef tea and stayed calm—Paul would be brought up from Long Island, where he had been taken by Clare Van Degen due to the intense heat.

No one named Undine to him, and he did not speak of her. But one day, as he lay in bed in the summer twilight, he had a vision of a moment, a long way behind him—at the beginning of his illness, it must have been—when he had called out for her in his anguish, and some one had said: "She's coming: she'll be here next week."

No one mentioned Undine to him, and he didn’t bring her up either. But one evening, as he lay in bed during the summer twilight, he had a vivid memory from long ago—probably at the start of his illness—when he had cried out for her in his pain, and someone had said, “She’s coming: she’ll be here next week.”

Could it be that next week was not yet here? He supposed that illness robbed one of all sense of time, and he lay still, as if in ambush, watching his scattered memories come out one by one and join themselves together. If he watched long enough he was sure he should recognize one that fitted into his picture of the day when he had asked for Undine. And at length a face came out of the twilight: a freckled face, benevolently bent over him under a starched cap. He had not seen the face for a long time, but suddenly it took shape and fitted itself into the picture…

Could it be that next week still hadn’t arrived? He figured that being sick robbed you of any sense of time, and he lay still, as if lying in wait, watching his scattered memories come out one by one and come together. If he looked long enough, he was sure he would recognize one that fit into the memory of the day he had asked for Undine. Eventually, a face appeared from the shadows: a freckled face, kindly leaning over him under a starched cap. He hadn’t seen that face in a long time, but suddenly it took shape and clicked into his memory…

Laura Fairford sat near by, a book on her knee. At the sound of his voice she looked up.

Laura Fairford sat nearby, a book resting on her knee. When she heard his voice, she looked up.

"What was the name of the first nurse?"

"What was the name of the first nurse?"

"The first—?"

"The first one—?"

"The one that went away."

"The one who left."

"Oh—Miss Hicks, you mean?"

"Oh—do you mean Miss Hicks?"

"How long is it since she went?"

"How long has it been since she left?"

"It must be three weeks. She had another case."

"It must be three weeks. She had another case."

He thought this over carefully; then he spoke again. "Call Undine."

He thought about this carefully, then he spoke again. "Call Undine."

She made no answer, and he repeated irritably: "Why don't you call her?
I want to speak to her."

She didn’t reply, and he said irritably, "Why don’t you call her?
I want to talk to her."

Mrs. Fairford laid down her book and came to him.

Mrs. Fairford put her book down and walked over to him.

"She's not here—just now."

"She's not here right now."

He dealt with this also, laboriously. "You mean she's out—she's not in the house?"

He handled this too, with effort. "You mean she's gone—she's not in the house?"

"I mean she hasn't come yet."

"I mean she still hasn't come."

As she spoke Ralph felt a sudden strength and hardness in his brain and body. Everything in him became as clear as noon.

As she spoke, Ralph felt a sudden strength and intensity in his mind and body. Everything inside him became as clear as midday.

"But it was before Miss Hicks left that you told me you'd sent for her, and that she'd be here the following week. And you say Miss Hicks has been gone three weeks."

"But it was before Miss Hicks left that you told me you’d asked for her to come, and that she’d be here the next week. And you say Miss Hicks has been gone for three weeks."

This was what he had worked out in his head, and what he meant to say to his sister; but something seemed to snap shut in his throat, and he closed his eyes without speaking.

This was what he had figured out in his mind, and what he intended to tell his sister; but something felt like it had snapped shut in his throat, and he closed his eyes without saying anything.

Even when Mr. Spragg came to see him he said nothing. They talked about his illness, about the hot weather, about the rumours that Harmon B. Driscoll was again threatened with indictment; and then Mr. Spragg pulled himself out of his chair and said: "I presume you'll call round at the office before you leave the city."

Even when Mr. Spragg came to see him, he didn’t say anything. They talked about his illness, the hot weather, and the rumors that Harmon B. Driscoll was once again facing indictment; then Mr. Spragg got up from his chair and said, "I assume you'll stop by the office before you leave the city."

"Oh, yes: as soon as I'm up," Ralph answered. They understood each other.

"Oh, definitely: as soon as I'm up," Ralph replied. They got each other.

Clare had urged him to come down to Long Island and complete his convalescence there, but he preferred to stay in Washington Square till he should be strong enough for the journey to the Adirondacks, whither Laura had already preceded him with Paul. He did not want to see any one but his mother and grandfather till his legs could carry him to Mr. Spragg's office. It was an oppressive day in mid-August, with a yellow mist of heat in the sky, when at last he entered the big office-building. Swirls of dust lay on the mosaic floor, and a stale smell of decayed fruit and salt air and steaming asphalt filled the place like a fog. As he shot up in the elevator some one slapped him on the back, and turning he saw Elmer Moffatt at his side, smooth and rubicund under a new straw hat.

Clare had encouraged him to head to Long Island and finish his recovery there, but he chose to stay in Washington Square until he was strong enough to make the trip to the Adirondacks, where Laura had already gone ahead with Paul. He didn’t want to see anyone but his mom and grandfather until he could walk to Mr. Spragg's office. It was a stifling day in mid-August, with a yellow haze in the sky, when he finally stepped into the large office building. Dust swirled on the mosaic floor, and a musty mix of spoiled fruit, salty air, and hot asphalt hung in the place like a fog. As he shot up in the elevator, someone slapped him on the back, and when he turned, he saw Elmer Moffatt next to him, looking smooth and rosy under a new straw hat.

Moffatt was loudly glad to see him. "I haven't laid eyes on you for months. At the old stand still?"

Moffatt was really happy to see him. "I haven't seen you in months. Still at the same place?"

"So am I," he added, as Ralph assented. "Hope to see you there again some day. Don't forget it's MY turn this time: glad if I can be any use to you. So long." Ralph's weak bones ached under his handshake.

"So am I," he said, as Ralph agreed. "Hope to see you there again someday. Don’t forget it’s MY turn this time: happy to help you out. Take care." Ralph's frail bones ached from his handshake.

"How's Mrs. Marvell?" he turned back from his landing to call out; and
Ralph answered: "Thanks; she's very well."

"How's Mrs. Marvell?" he turned back from his landing to call out; and
Ralph answered: "Thanks; she's doing great."

Mr. Spragg sat alone in his murky inner office, the fly-blown engraving of Daniel Webster above his head and the congested scrap-basket beneath his feet. He looked fagged and sallow, like the day.

Mr. Spragg sat alone in his dim inner office, the dusty picture of Daniel Webster above his head and the overflowing trash can beneath his feet. He looked worn out and pale, just like the day.

Ralph sat down on the other side of the desk. For a moment his throat contracted as it had when he had tried to question his sister; then he asked: "Where's Undine?"

Ralph sat down on the other side of the desk. For a moment, his throat tightened like it had when he tried to ask his sister; then he asked, "Where's Undine?"

Mr. Spragg glanced at the calendar that hung from a hat-peg on the door. Then he released the Masonic emblem from his grasp, drew out his watch and consulted it critically.

Mr. Spragg looked at the calendar hanging from a hat hook on the door. Then he let go of the Masonic emblem, pulled out his watch, and checked the time carefully.

"If the train's on time I presume she's somewhere between Chicago and
Omaha round about now."

"If the train's on time, I assume she's somewhere between Chicago and
Omaha right about now."

Ralph stared at him, wondering if the heat had gone to his head. "I don't understand."

Ralph stared at him, wondering if the heat had gotten to his head. "I don't get it."

"The Twentieth Century's generally considered the best route to Dakota," explained Mr. Spragg, who pronounced the word ROWT.

"The Twentieth Century is widely regarded as the best way to Dakota," explained Mr. Spragg, who pronounced the word 'route.'

"Do you mean to say Undine's in the United States?"

"Are you saying Undine is in the United States?"

Mr. Spragg's lower lip groped for the phantom tooth-pick. "Why, let me see: hasn't Dakota been a state a year or two now?"

Mr. Spragg's lower lip reached for the imaginary toothpick. "Hmm, let me think: hasn't Dakota been a state for a year or two now?"

"Oh, God—" Ralph cried, pushing his chair back violently and striding across the narrow room.

"Oh, God—" Ralph shouted, pushing his chair back forcefully and walking across the small room.

As he turned, Mr. Spragg stood up and advanced a few steps. He had given up the quest for the tooth-pick, and his drawn-in lips were no more than a narrow depression in his beard. He stood before Ralph, absently shaking the loose change in his trouser-pockets.

As he turned, Mr. Spragg stood up and took a few steps forward. He had given up looking for the toothpick, and his tight lips were just a thin line in his beard. He stood in front of Ralph, absentmindedly shaking the loose change in his pockets.

Ralph felt the same hardness and lucidity that had come to him when he had heard his sister's answer.

Ralph felt the same clarity and intensity that he had experienced when he heard his sister's response.

"She's gone, you mean? Left me? With another man?"

"She's gone, you mean? She left me? For another guy?"

Mr. Spragg drew himself up with a kind of slouching majesty. "My daughter is not that style. I understand Undine thinks there have been mistakes on both sides. She considers the tie was formed too hastily. I believe desertion is the usual plea in such cases."

Mr. Spragg straightened up with a sort of lazy confidence. "My daughter isn't like that. I get that Undine thinks there have been misunderstandings on both sides. She believes the connection was made too quickly. I think abandonment is the typical excuse in situations like this."

Ralph stared about him, hardly listening. He did not resent his father-in-law's tone. In a dim way he guessed that Mr. Spragg was suffering hardly less than himself. But nothing was clear to him save the monstrous fact suddenly upheaved in his path. His wife had left him, and the plan for her evasion had been made and executed while he lay helpless: she had seized the opportunity of his illness to keep him in ignorance of her design. The humour of it suddenly struck him and he laughed.

Ralph looked around, barely paying attention. He didn’t hold any grudges against his father-in-law’s tone. He somehow sensed that Mr. Spragg was feeling just as bad as he was. But all he could think about was the shocking reality that had suddenly hit him. His wife had left him, and she had planned and carried out her escape while he was unable to do anything: she had taken advantage of his illness to keep him in the dark about her intentions. The absurdity of it suddenly hit him, and he laughed.

"Do you mean to tell me that Undine's divorcing ME?"

"Are you seriously telling me that Undine is divorcing ME?"

"I presume that's her plan," Mr. Spragg admitted.

"I guess that's her plan," Mr. Spragg admitted.

"For desertion?" Ralph pursued, still laughing.

"For leaving?" Ralph asked, still laughing.

His father-in-law hesitated a moment; then he answered: "You've always done all you could for my daughter. There wasn't any other plea she could think of. She presumed this would be the most agreeable to your family."

His father-in-law paused for a moment, then replied: "You've always done everything you could for my daughter. There wasn't any other request she could come up with. She thought this would be the most acceptable to your family."

"It was good of her to think of that!"

"It was nice of her to think of that!"

Mr. Spragg's only comment was a sigh.

Mr. Spragg just sighed.

"Does she imagine I won't fight it?" Ralph broke out with sudden passion.

"Does she think I won't stand up for myself?" Ralph burst out with sudden intensity.

His father-in-law looked at him thoughtfully. "I presume you realize it ain't easy to change Undine, once she's set on a thing."

His father-in-law looked at him thoughtfully. "I assume you know it isn't easy to change Undine once she's decided on something."

"Perhaps not. But if she really means to apply for a divorce I can make it a little less easy for her to get."

"Maybe not. But if she's serious about filing for a divorce, I can make it a bit harder for her to get."

"That's so," Mr. Spragg conceded. He turned back to his revolving chair, and seating himself in it began to drum on the desk with cigar-stained fingers.

"That's true," Mr. Spragg admitted. He turned back to his swivel chair, and as he sat down, he started tapping on the desk with his cigar-stained fingers.

"And by God, I will!" Ralph thundered. Anger was the only emotion in him now. He had been fooled, cheated, made a mock of; but the score was not settled yet. He turned back and stood before Mr. Spragg.

"And I swear I will!" Ralph shouted. Anger was the only feeling left in him now. He had been tricked, deceived, made a fool of; but the score wasn't settled yet. He turned back and faced Mr. Spragg.

"I suppose she's gone with Van Degen?"

"I guess she’s gone with Van Degen?"

"My daughter's gone alone, sir. I saw her off at the station. I understood she was to join a lady friend."

"My daughter's gone alone, sir. I saw her off at the station. I understood she was going to meet a female friend."

At every point Ralph felt his hold slip off the surface of his father-in-law's impervious fatalism.

At every moment, Ralph felt himself losing grip on his father-in-law's unyielding outlook on fate.

"Does she suppose Van Degen's going to marry her?"

"Does she think Van Degen is going to marry her?"

"Undine didn't mention her future plans to me." After a moment Mr. Spragg appended: "If she had, I should have declined to discuss them with her." Ralph looked at him curiously, perceiving that he intended in this negative way to imply his disapproval of his daughter's course.

"Undine didn't tell me about her future plans." After a moment, Mr. Spragg added, "If she had, I would have refused to talk about them with her." Ralph looked at him curiously, realizing that he meant to indirectly express his disapproval of his daughter's choices.

"I shall fight it—I shall fight it!" the young man cried again. "You may tell her I shall fight it to the end!"

"I will fight it—I will fight it!" the young man shouted again. "You can tell her I will fight it to the end!"

Mr. Spragg pressed the nib of his pen against the dust-coated inkstand. "I suppose you would have to engage a lawyer. She'll know it that way," he remarked.

Mr. Spragg pressed the tip of his pen against the dust-covered inkstand. "I guess you’ll need to hire a lawyer. She'll know it that way," he said.

"She'll know it—you may count on that!"

"She'll definitely know it—you can count on that!"

Ralph had begun to laugh again. Suddenly he heard his own laugh and it pulled him up. What was he laughing about? What was he talking about? The thing was to act—to hold his tongue and act. There was no use uttering windy threats to this broken-spirited old man.

Ralph had started laughing again. Suddenly, he heard his own laugh and it made him stop. What was he laughing at? What was he saying? The important thing was to take action—to keep quiet and do something. There was no point in making empty threats to this defeated old man.

A fury of action burned in Ralph, pouring light into his mind and strength into his muscles. He caught up his hat and turned to the door.

A surge of energy ignited in Ralph, filling his mind with clarity and boosting his strength. He grabbed his hat and turned towards the door.

As he opened it Mr. Spragg rose again and came forward with his slow shambling step. He laid his hand on Ralph's arm.

As he opened it, Mr. Spragg stood up again and shuffled forward slowly. He placed his hand on Ralph's arm.

"I'd 'a' given anything—anything short of my girl herself—not to have this happen to you, Ralph Marvell."

"I would have given anything—anything except my girl—to prevent this from happening to you, Ralph Marvell."

"Thank you, sir," said Ralph.

"Thanks, sir," said Ralph.

They looked at each other for a moment; then Mr. Spragg added: "But it HAS happened, you know. Bear that in mind. Nothing you can do will change it. Time and again, I've found that a good thing to remember."

They looked at each other for a moment; then Mr. Spragg added: "But it HAS happened, you know. Keep that in mind. There's nothing you can do to change it. Time and again, I've found that it's a good thing to remember."

XXIII

In the Adirondacks Ralph Marvell sat day after day on the balcony of his little house above the lake, staring at the great white cloud-reflections in the water and at the dark line of trees that closed them in. Now and then he got into the canoe and paddled himself through a winding chain of ponds to some lonely clearing in the forest; and there he lay on his back in the pine-needles and watched the great clouds form and dissolve themselves above his head.

In the Adirondacks, Ralph Marvell spent day after day on the balcony of his small house overlooking the lake, gazing at the large white clouds reflected in the water and the dark outline of trees that surrounded him. Occasionally, he would hop into the canoe and paddle through a winding series of ponds to a secluded clearing in the woods; there he would lie on his back in the pine needles and watch the majestic clouds form and fade away above him.

All his past life seemed to be symbolized by the building-up and breaking-down of those fluctuating shapes, which incalculable wind-currents perpetually shifted and remodelled or swept from the zenith like a pinch of dust. His sister told him that he looked well—better than he had in years; and there were moments when his listlessness, his stony insensibility to the small pricks and frictions of daily life, might have passed for the serenity of recovered health.

All his past life seemed to be represented by the rise and fall of those shifting shapes, constantly altered and swept away by unpredictable wind currents like a speck of dust. His sister told him he looked good—better than he had in years; and there were moments when his lack of energy, his cold indifference to the minor annoyances of everyday life, could have been mistaken for the calmness of restored health.

There was no one with whom he could speak of Undine. His family had thrown over the whole subject a pall of silence which even Laura Fairford shrank from raising. As for his mother, Ralph had seen at once that the idea of talking over the situation was positively frightening to her. There was no provision for such emergencies in the moral order of Washington Square. The affair was a "scandal," and it was not in the Dagonet tradition to acknowledge the existence of scandals. Ralph recalled a dim memory of his childhood, the tale of a misguided friend of his mother's who had left her husband for a more congenial companion, and who, years later, returning ill and friendless to New York, had appealed for sympathy to Mrs. Marvell. The latter had not refused to give it; but she had put on her black cashmere and two veils when she went to see her unhappy friend, and had never mentioned these errands of mercy to her husband.

There was no one he could talk to about Undine. His family had wrapped the whole topic in a heavy silence that even Laura Fairford hesitated to bring up. As for his mother, Ralph quickly realized that discussing the situation was genuinely frightening for her. There was no plan for such emergencies in the moral landscape of Washington Square. The situation was a "scandal," and it wasn't in the Dagonet tradition to acknowledge scandals. Ralph remembered a vague story from his childhood about a misguided friend of his mother's who had left her husband for someone more suitable, and who, years later, returned to New York sick and alone, seeking sympathy from Mrs. Marvell. She hadn’t denied her support, but she wore her black cashmere and two veils when she visited her distressed friend and never mentioned these acts of kindness to her husband.

Ralph suspected that the constraint shown by his mother and sister was partly due to their having but a dim and confused view of what had happened. In their vocabulary the word "divorce" was wrapped in such a dark veil of innuendo as no ladylike hand would care to lift. They had not reached the point of differentiating divorces, but classed them indistinctively as disgraceful incidents, in which the woman was always to blame, but the man, though her innocent victim, was yet inevitably contaminated. The time involved in the "proceedings" was viewed as a penitential season during which it behoved the family of the persons concerned to behave as if they were dead; yet any open allusion to the reason for adopting such an attitude would have been regarded as the height of indelicacy.

Ralph thought that the restraint shown by his mother and sister was partly because they had a vague and unclear understanding of what had happened. In their minds, the word "divorce" was shrouded in so much negative implication that no proper woman would dare lift the veil. They hadn’t come to the point of distinguishing between different types of divorces, instead viewing them generally as shameful events, where the woman was always at fault, and the man, though an innocent victim, was still inevitably tainted. The time taken for the “proceedings” was seen as a period of mourning during which the families of those involved were expected to act as if they were dead; yet any open reference to the reason for this attitude would have been considered extremely inappropriate.

Mr. Dagonet's notion of the case was almost as remote from reality. All he asked was that his grandson should "thrash" somebody, and he could not be made to understand that the modern drama of divorce is sometimes cast without a Lovelace.

Mr. Dagonet's understanding of the situation was almost completely disconnected from reality. All he wanted was for his grandson to "thrash" someone, and he couldn’t grasp that today’s divorce drama sometimes doesn't have a Lovelace character.

"You might as well tell me there was nobody but Adam in the garden when Eve picked the apple. You say your wife was discontented? No woman ever knows she's discontented till some man tells her so. My God! I've seen smash-ups before now; but I never yet saw a marriage dissolved like a business partnership. Divorce without a lover? Why, it's—it's as unnatural as getting drunk on lemonade."

"You might as well tell me that Adam was the only one in the garden when Eve picked the apple. You say your wife was unhappy? No woman ever realizes she's unhappy until a man points it out. My God! I've seen breakups before, but I've never seen a marriage end like a business partnership. Divorce without a lover? That’s as strange as getting drunk on lemonade."

After this first explosion Mr. Dagonet also became silent; and Ralph perceived that what annoyed him most was the fact of the "scandal's" not being one in any gentlemanly sense of the word. It was like some nasty business mess, about which Mr. Dagonet couldn't pretend to have an opinion, since such things didn't happen to men of his kind. That such a thing should have happened to his only grandson was probably the bitterest experience of his pleasantly uneventful life; and it added a touch of irony to Ralph's unhappiness to know how little, in the whole affair, he was cutting the figure Mr. Dagonet expected him to cut.

After this first explosion, Mr. Dagonet also went quiet; and Ralph noticed that what bothered him the most was the fact that the "scandal" wasn’t scandalous in any gentlemanly sense of the word. It was like some messy business deal, about which Mr. Dagonet couldn’t even pretend to have an opinion, since things like that didn’t happen to men like him. The fact that such a thing had happened to his only grandson was probably the most painful experience of his otherwise peaceful life; and it added a layer of irony to Ralph’s unhappiness to realize how little he was living up to the image Mr. Dagonet expected him to portray in the whole situation.

At first he had chafed under the taciturnity surrounding him: had passionately longed to cry out his humiliation, his rebellion, his despair. Then he began to feel the tonic effect of silence; and the next stage was reached when it became clear to him that there was nothing to say. There were thoughts and thoughts: they bubbled up perpetually from the black springs of his hidden misery, they stole on him in the darkness of night, they blotted out the light of day; but when it came to putting them into words and applying them to the external facts of the case, they seemed totally unrelated to it. One more white and sun-touched glory had gone from his sky; but there seemed no way of connecting that with such practical issues as his being called on to decide whether Paul was to be put in knickerbockers or trousers, and whether he should go back to Washington Square for the winter or hire a small house for himself and his son.

At first, he felt frustrated by the silence around him; he desperately wanted to express his humiliation, his rebellion, his despair. Then he started to appreciate the refreshing power of silence, and eventually he realized that there was nothing to say. He had thoughts—endless thoughts—that continuously bubbled up from the depths of his hidden pain, creeping in during the dark of night and overshadowing the brightness of day. But when he tried to put them into words and relate them to the actual situation, they felt completely disconnected. One more bright and sunlit joy had faded from his life; yet, there seemed to be no way to link that loss to practical concerns like deciding whether Paul should wear knickerbockers or trousers, or whether he should return to Washington Square for the winter or rent a small house for himself and his son.

The latter question was ultimately decided by his remaining under his grandfather's roof. November found him back in the office again, in fairly good health, with an outer skin of indifference slowly forming over his lacerated soul. There had been a hard minute to live through when he came back to his old brown room in Washington Square. The walls and tables were covered with photographs of Undine: effigies of all shapes and sizes, expressing every possible sentiment dear to the photographic tradition. Ralph had gathered them all up when he had moved from West End Avenue after Undine's departure for Europe, and they throned over his other possessions as her image had throned over his future the night he had sat in that very room and dreamed of soaring up with her into the blue…

The latter question was ultimately decided by him staying under his grandfather's roof. By November, he was back in the office again, in pretty good health, with a layer of indifference slowly forming over his wounded soul. There had been a tough moment to get through when he returned to his old brown room in Washington Square. The walls and tables were covered with photographs of Undine: images of all shapes and sizes, expressing every possible sentiment loved by the photographic tradition. Ralph had gathered them all up when he moved from West End Avenue after Undine left for Europe, and they sat over his other belongings just like her image had dominated his future the night he sat in that very room and dreamed of soaring up with her into the blue…

It was impossible to go on living with her photographs about him; and one evening, going up to his room after dinner, he began to unhang them from the walls, and to gather them up from book-shelves and mantel-piece and tables. Then he looked about for some place in which to hide them. There were drawers under his book-cases; but they were full of old discarded things, and even if he emptied the drawers, the photographs, in their heavy frames, were almost all too large to fit into them. He turned next to the top shelf of his cupboard; but here the nurse had stored Paul's old toys, his sand-pails, shovels and croquet-box. Every corner was packed with the vain impedimenta of living, and the mere thought of clearing a space in the chaos was too great an effort.

It was impossible to keep living with her photos of him. One evening, after dinner, he went up to his room and started to take them down from the walls, collecting them from the bookshelves, mantelpiece, and tables. Then he looked for a place to hide them. There were drawers under his bookcases, but they were filled with old, discarded stuff. Even if he emptied the drawers, the photos, in their heavy frames, were mostly too big to fit. He then considered the top shelf of his cupboard, but there the nurse had stored Paul's old toys—his sand pails, shovels, and croquet set. Every corner was stuffed with the useless clutter of life, and just thinking about clearing a space in the mess felt like too much of an effort.

He began to replace the pictures one by one; and the last was still in his hand when he heard his sister's voice outside. He hurriedly put the portrait back in its usual place on his writing-table, and Mrs. Fairford, who had been dining in Washington Square, and had come up to bid him good night, flung her arms about him in a quick embrace and went down to her carriage.

He started to take down the pictures one by one, and he was still holding the last one when he heard his sister's voice outside. He quickly put the portrait back in its usual spot on his desk, and Mrs. Fairford, who had been dining in Washington Square and came up to say goodnight, wrapped her arms around him in a quick hug before heading down to her carriage.

The next afternoon, when he came home from the office, he did not at first see any change in his room; but when he had lit his pipe and thrown himself into his arm-chair he noticed that the photograph of his wife's picture by Popple no longer faced him from the mantel-piece. He turned to his writing-table, but her image had vanished from there too; then his eye, making the circuit of the walls, perceived that they also had been stripped. Not a single photograph of Undine was left; yet so adroitly had the work of elimination been done, so ingeniously the remaining objects readjusted, that the change attracted no attention.

The next afternoon, when he got home from work, he didn’t notice any change in his room at first; but after he lit his pipe and sank into his armchair, he realized that the photograph of his wife, painted by Popple, was no longer facing him from the mantelpiece. He looked over at his writing desk, but her picture was gone from there too; then his gaze swept around the walls, and he saw that they had also been stripped bare. Not a single photo of Undine was left; yet the way everything had been rearranged was so skillfully done, and the remaining objects were so cleverly placed, that the change went unnoticed.

Ralph was angry, sore, ashamed. He felt as if Laura, whose hand he instantly detected, had taken a cruel pleasure in her work, and for an instant he hated her for it. Then a sense of relief stole over him. He was glad he could look about him without meeting Undine's eyes, and he understood that what had been done to his room he must do to his memory and his imagination: he must so readjust his mind that, whichever way he turned his thoughts, her face should no longer confront him. But that was a task that Laura could not perform for him, a task to be accomplished only by the hard continuous tension of his will.

Ralph was angry, hurt, and ashamed. He felt like Laura, whose hand he immediately recognized, had taken a cruel pleasure in her work, and for a moment he hated her for it. Then a sense of relief washed over him. He was glad he could look around without meeting Undine's eyes, and he realized that what had been done to his room he needed to do to his memory and imagination: he had to adjust his mind so that, no matter where he turned his thoughts, her face would no longer confront him. But that was a task Laura couldn’t do for him; it was a job that could only be achieved through the relentless effort of his will.

With the setting in of the mood of silence all desire to fight his wife's suit died out. The idea of touching publicly on anything that had passed between himself and Undine had become unthinkable. Insensibly he had been subdued to the point of view about him, and the idea of calling on the law to repair his shattered happiness struck him as even more grotesque than it was degrading. Nevertheless, some contradictory impulse of his divided spirit made him resent, on the part of his mother and sister, a too-ready acceptance of his attitude. There were moments when their tacit assumption that his wife was banished and forgotten irritated him like the hushed tread of sympathizers about the bed of an invalid who will not admit that he suffers.

As the mood of silence settled in, all desire to contest his wife's demands faded away. The thought of publicly addressing anything that had happened between him and Undine became unimaginable. Gradually, he had been worn down to the viewpoint about him, and the idea of using the law to fix his broken happiness seemed even more ridiculous than it was humiliating. Still, a conflicting impulse within him made him feel irked by his mother and sister's quick acceptance of his stance. There were times when their unspoken belief that his wife was gone and forgotten annoyed him like the quiet footsteps of sympathizers around the bed of an invalid who refuses to acknowledge his pain.

His irritation was aggravated by the discovery that Mrs. Marvell and Laura had already begun to treat Paul as if he were an orphan. One day, coming unnoticed into the nursery, Ralph heard the boy ask when his mother was coming back; and Mrs. Fairford, who was with him, answered: "She's not coming back, dearest; and you're not to speak of her to father."

His annoyance grew when he realized that Mrs. Marvell and Laura had already started treating Paul like he was an orphan. One day, sneaking into the nursery, Ralph heard the boy asking when his mother would be back; and Mrs. Fairford, who was with him, replied: "She’s not coming back, sweetheart; and you’re not supposed to mention her to your father."

Ralph, when the boy was out of hearing, rebuked his sister for her answer. "I don't want you to talk of his mother as if she were dead. I don't want you to forbid Paul to speak of her."

Ralph, when the boy was out of earshot, scolded his sister for her response. "I don't want you to talk about his mother as if she's gone. I don't want you to stop Paul from mentioning her."

Laura, though usually so yielding, defended herself. "What's the use of encouraging him to speak of her when he's never to see her? The sooner he forgets her the better."

Laura, usually so accommodating, stood her ground. "What's the point of encouraging him to talk about her when he's never going to see her again? The sooner he forgets her, the better."

Ralph pondered. "Later—if she asks to see him—I shan't refuse."

Ralph thought to himself, "Later—if she wants to see him—I won’t say no."

Mrs. Fairford pressed her lips together to check the answer: "She never will!"

Mrs. Fairford pressed her lips together to hold back her response: "She never will!"

Ralph heard it, nevertheless, and let it pass. Nothing gave him so profound a sense of estrangement from his former life as the conviction that his sister was probably right. He did not really believe that Undine would ever ask to see her boy; but if she did he was determined not to refuse her request.

Ralph heard it, but he let it go. Nothing made him feel more disconnected from his old life than the belief that his sister was likely right. He didn’t truly think that Undine would ever want to see her son; but if she did, he was resolved not to deny her request.

Time wore on, the Christmas holidays came and went, and the winter continued to grind out the weary measure of its days. Toward the end of January Ralph received a registered letter, addressed to him at his office, and bearing in the corner of the envelope the names of a firm of Sioux Falls attorneys. He instantly divined that it contained the legal notification of his wife's application for divorce, and as he wrote his name in the postman's book he smiled grimly at the thought that the stroke of his pen was doubtless signing her release. He opened the letter, found it to be what he had expected, and locked it away in his desk without mentioning the matter to any one.

Time passed, the Christmas holidays came and went, and winter continued to drag on with its endless days. Towards the end of January, Ralph received a registered letter, addressed to him at his office, with the names of a Sioux Falls law firm on the corner of the envelope. He immediately guessed it was the legal notice about his wife's divorce application, and as he signed the postman's book, he smirked at the thought that his signature was likely approving her release. He opened the letter, confirmed it was what he expected, and locked it away in his desk without mentioning it to anyone.

He supposed that with the putting away of this document he was thrusting the whole subject out of sight; but not more than a fortnight later, as he sat in the Subway on his way down-town, his eye was caught by his own name on the first page of the heavily head-lined paper which the unshaved occupant of the next seat held between grimy fists. The blood rushed to Ralph's forehead as he looked over the man's arm and read: "Society Leader Gets Decree," and beneath it the subordinate clause: "Says Husband Too Absorbed In Business To Make Home Happy." For weeks afterward, wherever he went, he felt that blush upon his forehead. For the first time in his life the coarse fingering of public curiosity had touched the secret places of his soul, and nothing that had gone before seemed as humiliating as this trivial comment on his tragedy. The paragraph continued on its way through the press, and whenever he took up a newspaper he seemed to come upon it, slightly modified, variously developed, but always reverting with a kind of unctuous irony to his financial preoccupations and his wife's consequent loneliness. The phrase was even taken up by the paragraph writer, called forth excited letters from similarly situated victims, was commented on in humorous editorials and served as a text for pulpit denunciations of the growing craze for wealth; and finally, at his dentist's, Ralph came across it in a Family Weekly, as one of the "Heart problems" propounded to subscribers, with a Gramophone, a Straight-front Corset and a Vanity-box among the prizes offered for its solution.

He thought that by putting away this document, he was pushing the whole subject out of his mind; but just two weeks later, as he rode the Subway downtown, he noticed his own name on the front page of the boldly headlined paper the scruffy guy next to him was holding in his dirty hands. Heat rushed to Ralph's face as he leaned over the man's arm and read: "Society Leader Gets Decree," followed by the smaller text: "Says Husband Too Absorbed In Business To Make Home Happy." For weeks afterward, wherever he went, that embarrassment remained on his forehead. For the first time in his life, the harsh scrutiny of public curiosity had invaded the private corners of his being, and nothing he had experienced before felt as humiliating as this trivial commentary on his tragedy. The paragraph continued to circulate in the news, and every time he picked up a newspaper, it seemed to pop up again, slightly altered and differently expanded, but always returning with a sort of smarmy irony to his financial issues and his wife's resulting loneliness. The phrase even caught the attention of columnists, sparked excited letters from others in similar situations, was discussed in humorous editorials, and became a topic for sermons denouncing the rising obsession with wealth; and finally, at his dentist's office, Ralph found it in a Family Weekly, listed as one of the "Heart problems" posed to readers, alongside a Gramophone, a Straight-front Corset, and a Vanity-box as prizes for figuring it out.

XXIV

"If you'd only had the sense to come straight to me, Undine Spragg!
There isn't a tip I couldn't have given you—not one!"

"If only you had the sense to come directly to me, Undine Spragg!
There’s not a piece of advice I wouldn’t have given you—not a single one!"

This speech, in which a faintly contemptuous compassion for her friend's case was blent with the frankest pride in her own, probably represented the nearest approach to "tact" that Mrs. James J. Rolliver had yet acquired. Undine was impartial enough to note in it a distinct advance on the youthful methods of Indiana Frusk; yet it required a good deal of self-control to take the words to herself with a smile, while they seemed to be laying a visible scarlet welt across the pale face she kept valiantly turned to her friend. The fact that she must permit herself to be pitied by Indiana Frusk gave her the uttermost measure of the depth to which her fortunes had fallen. This abasement was inflicted on her in the staring gold apartment of the Hotel Nouveau Luxe in which the Rollivers had established themselves on their recent arrival in Paris. The vast drawing-room, adorned only by two high-shouldered gilt baskets of orchids drooping on their wires, reminded Undine of the "Looey suite" in which the opening scenes of her own history had been enacted; and the resemblance and the difference were emphasized by the fact that the image of her past self was not inaccurately repeated in the triumphant presence of Indiana Rolliver.

This speech, mixing a hint of contemptuous sympathy for her friend's situation with genuine pride in her own, likely represented the closest Mrs. James J. Rolliver had come to displaying "tact." Undine was fair-minded enough to recognize it as a clear improvement over the naïve approaches of Indiana Frusk; however, it took a lot of self-control for her to take the words with a smile, while they felt like they were leaving a visible mark across the pale face she bravely turned toward her friend. The fact that she had to accept pity from Indiana Frusk highlighted just how far her fortunes had fallen. This humiliation was forced upon her in the glaring golden apartment of the Hotel Nouveau Luxe, where the Rollivers had settled upon arriving in Paris. The large drawing-room, decorated only with two high-backed gilt baskets of orchids drooping on their stems, reminded Undine of the "Looey suite" where the early scenes of her own story had unfolded; the similarity and the difference were underscored by the fact that her past self was mirrored in the confident presence of Indiana Rolliver.

"There isn't a tip I couldn't have given you—not one!" Mrs. Rolliver reproachfully repeated; and all Undine's superiorities and discriminations seemed to shrivel up in the crude blaze of the other's solid achievement.

"There isn't a single tip I couldn't have given you—not one!" Mrs. Rolliver reiterated with disapproval; and all of Undine's superiority and distinctions felt like they were fading in the harsh light of the other person's solid success.

There was little comfort in noting, for one's private delectation, that Indiana spoke of her husband as "Mr. Rolliver," that she twanged a piercing R, that one of her shoulders was still higher than the other, and that her striking dress was totally unsuited to the hour, the place and the occasion. She still did and was all that Undine had so sedulously learned not to be and to do; but to dwell on these obstacles to her success was but to be more deeply impressed by the fact that she had nevertheless succeeded.

There was little satisfaction in privately noting that Indiana referred to her husband as "Mr. Rolliver," that she pronounced a sharp R, that one of her shoulders was still higher than the other, and that her eye-catching dress was completely inappropriate for the time, place, and occasion. She still was everything Undine had worked hard to avoid; but focusing on these barriers to her success only made it more obvious that she had still managed to succeed.

Not much more than a year had elapsed since Undine Marvell, sitting in the drawing-room of another Parisian hotel, had heard the immense orchestral murmur of Paris rise through the open windows like the ascending movement of her own hopes. The immense murmur still sounded on, deafening and implacable as some elemental force; and the discord in her fate no more disturbed it than the motor wheels rolling by under the windows were disturbed by the particles of dust that they ground to finer powder as they passed.

Not much more than a year had passed since Undine Marvell, sitting in the lounge of another Paris hotel, had heard the huge orchestral hum of the city rise through the open windows like the rising tide of her own hopes. The immense hum still filled the air, loud and relentless like some primal force; and the chaos in her life no more affected it than the car wheels rolling by below the windows were affected by the dust particles they ground into finer powder as they went by.

"I could have told you one thing right off," Mrs. Rolliver went on with her ringing energy. "And that is, to get your divorce first thing. A divorce is always a good thing to have: you never can tell when you may want it. You ought to have attended to that before you even BEGAN with Peter Van Degen."

"I could have told you one thing right away," Mrs. Rolliver continued with her vibrant energy. "And that is, you should get your divorce first. Having a divorce is always smart: you never know when you might need it. You should have taken care of that before you even STARTED with Peter Van Degen."

Undine listened, irresistibly impressed. "Did YOU?" she asked; but Mrs. Rolliver, at this, grew suddenly veiled and sibylline. She wound her big bejewelled hand through her pearls—there were ropes and ropes of them—and leaned back, modestly sinking her lids.

Undine listened, totally captivated. "Did YOU?" she asked; but Mrs. Rolliver, at this, suddenly became mysterious and cryptic. She wrapped her big bejeweled hand through her pearls—there were strands and strands of them—and leaned back, gently closing her eyes.

"I'm here, anyhow," she rejoined, with "CIRCUMSPICE!" in look and tone.

"I'm here, anyway," she replied, with "CIRCUMSPICE!" in her expression and tone.

Undine, obedient to the challenge, continued to gaze at the pearls. They were real; there was no doubt about that. And so was Indiana's marriage—if she kept out of certain states.

Undine, accepting the challenge, kept looking at the pearls. They were genuine; there was no question about it. And so was Indiana's marriage—if she stayed out of certain states.

"Don't you see," Mrs. Rolliver continued, "that having to leave him when you did, and rush off to Dakota for six months, was—was giving him too much time to think; and giving it at the wrong time, too?" "Oh, I see. But what could I do? I'm not an immoral woman."

"Don't you see," Mrs. Rolliver continued, "that having to leave him when you did and rush off to Dakota for six months was giving him too much time to think—and at the wrong time, too?" "Oh, I understand. But what was I supposed to do? I'm not an immoral woman."

"Of course not, dearest. You were merely thoughtless that's what I meant by saying you ought to have had your divorce ready."

"Of course not, my dear. You were just being careless—that's what I meant when I said you should have had your divorce finalized."

A flicker of self-esteem caused Undine to protest. "It wouldn't have made any difference. His wife would never have given him up."

A spark of self-esteem made Undine speak up. "It wouldn't have changed anything. His wife would never have let him go."

"She's so crazy about him?"

"She's really into him?"

"No: she hates him so. And she hates me too, because she's in love with my husband."

"No: she hates him so much. And she hates me too, because she's in love with my husband."

Indiana bounced out of her lounging attitude and struck her hands together with a rattle of rings.

Indiana jumped up from her relaxed position and clapped her hands together, the rings making a clattering sound.

"In love with your husband? What's the matter, then? Why on earth didn't the four of you fix it up together?"

"In love with your husband? What's wrong, then? Why didn't you four sort it out together?"

"You don't understand." (It was an undoubted relief to be able, at last, to say that to Indiana!) "Clare Van Degen thinks divorce wrong—or rather awfully vulgar."

"You don't get it." (It was such a relief to finally say that to Indiana!) "Clare Van Degen thinks divorce is wrong—or, more precisely, really tacky."

"VULGAR?" Indiana flamed. "If that isn't just too much! A woman who's in love with another woman's husband? What does she think refined, I'd like to know? Having a lover, I suppose—like the women in these nasty French plays? I've told Mr. Rolliver I won't go to the theatre with him again in Paris—it's too utterly low. And the swell society's just as bad: it's simply rotten. Thank goodness I was brought up in a place where there's some sense of decency left!" She looked compassionately at Undine. "It was New York that demoralized you—and I don't blame you for it. Out at Apex you'd have acted different. You never NEVER would have given way to your feelings before you'd got your divorce."

"VULGAR?" Indiana exclaimed. "Is that really too much to handle? A woman in love with another woman’s husband? What does she think is refined, I’d like to know? Having a lover, I guess—like the women in those awful French plays? I've told Mr. Rolliver I won’t go to the theater with him again in Paris—it’s just too completely low. And the high society isn’t any better: it’s simply rotten. Thank goodness I was raised in a place where there's still some sense of decency!” She looked sympathetically at Undine. “It was New York that corrupted you—and I don’t blame you for it. Out at Apex, you would have acted differently. You never would have let your feelings get the better of you before you got your divorce."

A slow blush rose to Undine's forehead.

A slow blush spread across Undine's forehead.

"He seemed so unhappy—" she murmured.

"He looked really unhappy—" she said quietly.

"Oh, I KNOW!" said Indiana in a tone of cold competence. She gave Undine an impatient glance. "What was the understanding between you, when you left Europe last August to go out to Dakota?"

"Oh, I KNOW!" Indiana said with a cool confidence. She shot Undine an impatient look. "What was the agreement between you two when you left Europe last August to head to Dakota?"

"Peter was to go to Reno in the autumn—so that it wouldn't look too much as if we were acting together. I was to come to Chicago to see him on his way out there."

"Peter was going to head to Reno in the fall—so it wouldn't seem like we were in cahoots. I was supposed to meet him in Chicago on his way there."

"And he never came?"

"Did he ever show up?"

"No."

"Nope."

"And he stopped writing?"

"And he stopped writing?"

"Oh, he never writes."

"Oh, he never texts."

Indiana heaved a deep sigh of intelligence. "There's one perfectly clear rule: never let out of your sight a man who doesn't write."

Indiana let out a deep, knowing sigh. "There's one clear rule: never take your eyes off a guy who doesn't write."

"I know. That's why I stayed with him—those few weeks last summer…."

"I know. That's why I stayed with him during those few weeks last summer...."

Indiana sat thinking, her fine shallow eyes fixed unblinkingly on her friend's embarrassed face.

Indiana sat thinking, her delicate shallow eyes focused intently on her friend's embarrassed face.

"I suppose there isn't anybody else—?"

"I guess there isn't anyone else—?"

"Anybody—?"

"Anyone—?"

"Well—now you've got your divorce: anybody else it would come in handy for?"

"Well—now that you have your divorce: is there anyone else it might be useful for?"

This was harder to bear than anything that had gone before: Undine could not have borne it if she had not had a purpose. "Mr. Van Degen owes it to me—" she began with an air of wounded dignity.

This was tougher to handle than anything that had happened before: Undine couldn't have managed it if she hadn't had a goal. "Mr. Van Degen owes me—" she started with a sense of injured pride.

"Yes, yes: I know. But that's just talk. If there IS anybody else—"

"Yeah, I know. But that's just talk. If there’s anyone else—"

"I can't imagine what you think of me, Indiana!"

"I can't even picture what you think of me, Indiana!"

Indiana, without appearing to resent this challenge, again lost herself in meditation.

Indiana, seemingly unfazed by this challenge, once again lost herself in thought.

"Well, I'll tell him he's just GOT to see you," she finally emerged from it to say.

"Well, I'll tell him he just HAS to see you," she finally came out with.

Undine gave a quick upward look: this was what she had been waiting for ever since she had read, a few days earlier, in the columns of her morning journal, that Mr. Peter Van Degen and Mr. and Mrs. James J. Rolliver had been fellow-passengers on board the Semantic. But she did not betray her expectations by as much as the tremor of an eye-lash. She knew her friend well enough to pour out to her the expected tribute of surprise.

Undine glanced up quickly: this was what she had been waiting for ever since she read, a few days ago, in her morning newspaper, that Mr. Peter Van Degen and Mr. and Mrs. James J. Rolliver had been fellow passengers on the Semantic. But she didn’t show her excitement even by the slightest flutter of an eyelash. She knew her friend well enough to express the expected reaction of surprise.

"Why, do you mean to say you know him, Indiana?"

"Wait, are you saying you know him, Indiana?"

"Mercy, yes! He's round here all the time. He crossed on the steamer with us, and Mr. Rolliver's taken a fancy to him," Indiana explained, in the tone of the absorbed bride to whom her husband's preferences are the sole criterion.

"Seriously, yes! He's around here all the time. He came over on the steamer with us, and Mr. Rolliver really likes him," Indiana explained, in the tone of an engaged woman who sees her husband's preferences as the only thing that matters.

Undine turned a tear-suffused gaze on her. "Oh, Indiana, if I could only see him again I know it would be all right! He's awfully, awfully fond of me; but his family have influenced him against me—"

Undine turned a tear-filled gaze on her. "Oh, Indiana, if I could just see him again, I know everything would be fine! He really, really cares about me; but his family has turned him against me—"

"I know what THAT is!" Mrs. Rolliver interjected.

"I know what THAT is!" Mrs. Rolliver interjected.

"But perhaps," Undine continued, "it would be better if I could meet him first without his knowing beforehand—without your telling him … I love him too much to reproach him!" she added nobly.

"But maybe," Undine continued, "it would be better if I could meet him first without him knowing—without you telling him … I love him too much to blame him!" she added nobly.

Indiana pondered: it was clear that, though the nobility of the sentiment impressed her, she was disinclined to renounce the idea of taking a more active part in her friend's rehabilitation. But Undine went on: "Of course you've found out by this time that he's just a big spoiled baby. Afterward—when I've seen him—if you'd talk to him; or it you'd only just let him BE with you, and see how perfectly happy you and Mr. Rolliver are!"

Indiana thought to herself: she knew that, while she was touched by the sentiment, she wasn't ready to give up on the idea of playing a more active role in her friend's recovery. But Undine continued, "By now, you've probably realized that he's just a giant spoiled baby. Later—when I've talked to him—if you could talk to him; or if you could just let him be with you, and see how truly happy you and Mr. Rolliver are!"

Indiana seized on this at once. "You mean that what he wants is the influence of a home like ours? Yes, yes, I understand. I tell you what I'll do: I'll just ask him round to dine, and let you know the day, without telling him beforehand that you're coming."

Indiana picked up on this right away. "You mean what he wants is the comfort of a home like ours? Yes, yes, I get it. Here's what I'll do: I'll invite him over for dinner and let you know the date, without mentioning in advance that you're coming."

"Oh, Indiana!" Undine held her in a close embrace, and then drew away to say: "I'm so glad I found you. You must go round with me everywhere. There are lots of people here I want you to know."

"Oh, Indiana!" Undine hugged her tightly, then pulled back to say, "I'm so glad I found you. You have to come with me everywhere. There are a lot of people here I want you to meet."

Mrs. Rolliver's expression changed from vague sympathy to concentrated interest. "I suppose it's awfully gay here? Do you go round a great deal with the American set?"

Mrs. Rolliver’s expression shifted from vague sympathy to focused interest. “I guess it’s really lively here? Do you hang out a lot with the American crowd?”

Undine hesitated for a fraction of a moment. "There are a few of them
who are rather jolly. But I particularly want you to meet my friend the
Marquis Roviano—he's from Rome; and a lovely Austrian woman, Baroness
Adelschein."

Undine paused for a moment. "There are a few of them
who are pretty fun. But I really want you to meet my friend, the
Marquis Roviano—he's from Rome; and a lovely Austrian woman, Baroness
Adelschein."

Her friend's face was brushed by a shade of distrust. "I don't know as I care much about meeting foreigners," she said indifferently.

Her friend's face showed a hint of distrust. "I don't really care about meeting foreigners," she said dismissively.

Undine smiled: it was agreeable at last to be able to give Indiana a "point" as valuable as any of hers on divorce.

Undine smiled: it was nice to finally be able to give Indiana a "point" as valuable as any of hers on divorce.

"Oh, some of them are awfully attractive; and THEY'LL make you meet the
Americans."

"Oh, some of them are really attractive; and THEY'LL make you meet the
Americans."

Indiana caught this on the bound: one began to see why she had got on in spite of everything.

Indiana caught this on the rebound: you started to understand why she had succeeded despite all odds.

"Of course I'd love to know your friends," she said, kissing Undine; who answered, giving back the kiss:

"Of course I'd love to meet your friends," she said, kissing Undine, who responded by returning the kiss.

"You know there's nothing on earth I wouldn't do for you."

"You know there's nothing I wouldn't do for you."

Indiana drew back to look at her with a comic grimace under which a shade of anxiety was visible. "Well, that's a pretty large order. But there's just one thing you CAN do, dearest: please to let Mr. Rolliver alone!"

Indiana stepped back to look at her with a funny face, underneath which a hint of worry showed. "Well, that's quite a big request. But there's one thing you CAN do, my dear: please just leave Mr. Rolliver alone!"

"Mr. Rolliver, my dear?" Undine's laugh showed that she took this for unmixed comedy. "That's a nice way to remind me that you're heaps and heaps better-looking than I am!"

"Mr. Rolliver, my dear?" Undine's laugh showed that she took this as pure comedy. "That's a great way to remind me that you're way better-looking than I am!"

Indiana gave her an acute glance. "Millard Binch didn't think so—not even at the very end."

Indiana shot her a sharp look. "Millard Binch didn't believe that—not even at the very end."

"Oh, poor Millard!" The women's smiles mingled easily over the common reminiscence, and once again, on the threshold. Undine enfolded her friend. In the light of the autumn afternoon she paused a moment at the door of the Nouveau Luxe, and looked aimlessly forth at the brave spectacle in which she seemed no longer to have a stake.

"Oh, poor Millard!" The women's smiles blended effortlessly over the shared memory, and once again, at the threshold. Undine embraced her friend. In the glow of the autumn afternoon, she paused for a moment at the door of the Nouveau Luxe, looking out aimlessly at the vibrant scene in which she felt she no longer had a part.

Many of her old friends had already returned to Paris: the Harvey Shallums, May Beringer, Dicky Bowles and other westward-bound nomads lingering on for a glimpse of the autumn theatres and fashions before hurrying back to inaugurate the New York season. A year ago Undine would have had no difficulty in introducing Indiana Rolliver to this group—a group above which her own aspirations already beat an impatient wing. Now her place in it had become too precarious for her to force an entrance for her protectress. Her New York friends were at no pains to conceal from her that in their opinion her divorce had been a blunder. Their logic was that of Apex reversed. Since she had not been "sure" of Van Degen, why in the world, they asked, had she thrown away a position she WAS sure of? Mrs. Harvey Shallum, in particular, had not scrupled to put the question squarely. "Chelles was awfully taken—he would have introduced you everywhere. I thought you were wild to know smart French people; I thought Harvey and I weren't good enough for you any longer. And now you've done your best to spoil everything! Of course I feel for you tremendously—that's the reason why I'm talking so frankly. You must be horribly depressed. Come and dine to-night—or no, if you don't mind I'd rather you chose another evening. I'd forgotten that I'd asked the Jim Driscolls, and it might be uncomfortable—for YOU…."

Many of her old friends had already gone back to Paris: the Harvey Shallums, May Beringer, Dicky Bowles, and other westward-bound wanderers hanging around for a look at the fall theaters and trends before rushing back to kick off the New York season. A year ago, Undine would have easily introduced Indiana Rolliver to this group—a group that her own ambitions were already yearning to be a part of. Now, her position among them had become too shaky for her to force her way in for her mentor. Her New York friends didn't hide their belief that her divorce had been a mistake. Their reasoning was backwards. Since she hadn't been "sure" about Van Degen, they asked, why on earth had she given up a position she WAS sure about? Mrs. Harvey Shallum, in particular, had no hesitation in asking the question directly. "Chelles was really taken with you—he would have introduced you everywhere. I thought you were dying to meet stylish French people; I thought Harvey and I were no longer good enough for you. And now you've done your best to ruin everything! Of course, I feel for you deeply—that's why I'm being so open. You must be incredibly down. Come and have dinner tonight—or actually, if you don’t mind, I’d prefer if you chose another night. I forgot that I invited the Jim Driscolls, and it could be awkward—for YOU…."

In another world she was still welcome, at first perhaps even more so than before: the world, namely, to which she had proposed to present Indiana Rolliver. Roviano, Madame Adelschein, and a few of the freer spirits of her old St. Moritz band, reappearing in Paris with the close of the watering-place season, had quickly discovered her and shown a keen interest in her liberation. It appeared in some mysterious way to make her more available for their purpose, and she found that, in the character of the last American divorcee, she was even regarded as eligible to the small and intimate inner circle of their loosely-knit association. At first she could not make out what had entitled her to this privilege, and increasing enlightenment produced a revolt of the Apex puritanism which, despite some odd accommodations and compliances, still carried its head so high in her.

In another world, she was still welcomed, maybe even more so than before: the world she intended to present Indiana Rolliver to. Roviano, Madame Adelschein, and a few of the freer spirits from her old St. Moritz crowd, who returned to Paris at the end of the resort season, quickly found her and expressed a strong interest in her newfound freedom. It somehow seemed to make her more appealing for their purposes, and she realized that, as the last American divorcee, she was even considered eligible for the small, close-knit inner circle of their loosely connected group. At first, she couldn't figure out what had qualified her for this privilege, and as she understood more, it stirred a rebellion against the Apex puritanism that, despite some strange adjustments and compromises, still held its ground in her.

Undine had been perfectly sincere in telling Indiana Rolliver that she was not "an Immoral woman." The pleasures for which her sex took such risks had never attracted her, and she did not even crave the excitement of having it thought that they did. She wanted, passionately and persistently, two things which she believed should subsist together in any well-ordered life: amusement and respectability; and despite her surface-sophistication her notion of amusement was hardly less innocent than when she had hung on the plumber's fence with Indiana Frusk. It gave her, therefore, no satisfaction to find herself included among Madame Adelschein's intimates. It embarrassed her to feel that she was expected to be "queer" and "different," to respond to pass-words and talk in innuendo, to associate with the equivocal and the subterranean and affect to despise the ingenuous daylight joys which really satisfied her soul. But the business shrewdness which was never quite dormant in her suggested that this was not the moment for such scruples. She must make the best of what she could get and wait her chance of getting something better; and meanwhile the most practical use to which she could put her shady friends was to flash their authentic nobility in the dazzled eyes of Mrs. Rolliver.

Undine had been completely honest when she told Indiana Rolliver that she was not "an immoral woman." The thrills that many women risked so much for had never appealed to her, and she didn't even desire the excitement of being thought as if they did. She wanted, passionately and persistently, two things that she believed should coexist in any well-balanced life: fun and respectability; and despite her outward sophistication, her idea of fun was hardly any less innocent than when she used to hang around the plumber’s fence with Indiana Frusk. So, it gave her no satisfaction to find herself included in Madame Adelschein's circle. It made her uncomfortable to feel that she was expected to be "weird" and "different," to respond to secret signals and speak in innuendo, to associate with the questionable and the underground while pretending to look down on the genuine, bright joys that truly fulfilled her spirit. But her business acumen, which was never completely inactive, suggested that now wasn't the right time for such scruples. She had to make the best of what she had and bide her time for something better; in the meantime, the most practical way to use her shady friends was to showcase their true nobility in the astonished eyes of Mrs. Rolliver.

With this object in view she made haste, in a fashionable tea-room of the rue de Rivoli, to group about Indiana the most titled members of the band; and the felicity of the occasion would have been unmarred had she not suddenly caught sight of Raymond de Chelles sitting on the other side of the room.

With this goal in mind, she quickly arranged for the most notable members of the group to gather around Indiana in a trendy tea room on the rue de Rivoli; the joy of the moment would have been perfect if she hadn't suddenly noticed Raymond de Chelles sitting on the other side of the room.

She had not seen Chelles since her return to Paris. It had seemed preferable to leave their meeting to chance and the present chance might have served as well as another but for the fact that among his companions were two or three of the most eminent ladies of the proud quarter beyond the Seine. It was what Undine, in moments of discouragement, characterized as "her luck" that one of these should be the hated Miss Wincher of Potash Springs, who had now become the Marquise de Trezac. Undine knew that Chelles and his compatriots, however scandalized at her European companions, would be completely indifferent to Mrs. Rolliver's appearance; but one gesture of Madame de Trezac's eye-glass would wave Indiana to her place and thus brand the whole party as "wrong."

She hadn't seen Chelles since coming back to Paris. It seemed better to leave their meeting up to chance, and this particular chance might have been just as good as any other, except for the fact that two or three of the most prominent ladies from the upscale area beyond the Seine were with him. It was what Undine, in times of frustration, called "her luck" that one of these ladies was the detestable Miss Wincher from Potash Springs, who had now become the Marquise de Trezac. Undine knew that Chelles and his peers, while shocked by her European companions, would completely ignore Mrs. Rolliver’s appearance; but just one look through Madame de Trezac’s eyeglass would signal Indiana to take her place and label the entire group as "wrong."

All this passed through Undine's mind in the very moment of her noting the change of expression with which Chelles had signalled his recognition. If their encounter could have occurred in happier conditions it might have had far-reaching results. As it was, the crowded state of the tea-room, and the distance between their tables, sufficiently excused his restricting his greeting to an eager bow; and Undine went home heavy-hearted from this first attempt to reconstruct her past.

All of this crossed Undine's mind as she noticed the change in Chelles' expression that marked his recognition of her. If they had met under better circumstances, it could have led to significant outcomes. However, the crowded tea room and the distance between their tables made it understandable that he kept his greeting to an enthusiastic bow. Undine returned home with a heavy heart after this first attempt to piece together her past.

Her spirits were not lightened by the developments of the next few days. She kept herself well in the foreground of Indiana's life, and cultivated toward the rarely-visible Rolliver a manner in which impersonal admiration for the statesman was tempered with the politest indifference to the man. Indiana seemed to do justice to her efforts and to be reassured by the result; but still there came no hint of a reward. For a time Undine restrained the question on her lips; but one afternoon, when she had inducted Indiana into the deepest mysteries of Parisian complexion-making, the importance of the service and the confidential mood it engendered seemed to warrant a discreet allusion to their bargain.

Her mood wasn’t lifted by what happened over the next few days. She stayed prominent in Indiana's life and approached the rarely-seen Rolliver with a mix of respectful admiration for the politician while remaining politely indifferent to him as a person. Indiana seemed to appreciate her efforts and appeared reassured by the outcome, but there was still no sign of a reward. For a while, Undine held back the question that lingered on her lips, but one afternoon, after she had introduced Indiana to the intricate secrets of Parisian makeup techniques, the importance of what she’d done and the intimate atmosphere it created felt like a good reason to gently bring up their deal.

Indiana leaned back among her cushions with an embarrassed laugh.

Indiana leaned back into her cushions, laughing shyly.

"Oh, my dear, I've been meaning to tell you—it's off, I'm afraid. The dinner is, I mean. You see, Mr. Van Degen has seen you 'round with me, and the very minute I asked him to come and dine he guessed—"

"Oh, my dear, I've been meaning to tell you—it's off, I’m afraid. The dinner, I mean. You see, Mr. Van Degen has seen you around with me, and the very minute I asked him to come and dine, he guessed—"

"He guessed—and he wouldn't?"

"He guessed—so he wouldn't?"

"Well, no. He wouldn't. I hate to tell you."

"Well, no. He wouldn't. Sorry to break it to you."

"Oh—" Undine threw off a vague laugh. "Since you're intimate enough for him to tell you THAT he must, have told you more—told you something to justify his behaviour. He couldn't—even Peter Van Degen couldn't—just simply have said to you: 'I wont see her.'"

"Oh—" Undine let out a half-hearted laugh. "Since you're close enough for him to share THAT with you, he must have told you more—something to explain his actions. He couldn't— even Peter Van Degen couldn't—just have said to you: 'I won't see her.'"

Mrs. Rolliver hesitated, visibly troubled to the point of regretting her intervention.

Mrs. Rolliver hesitated, clearly conflicted to the point of regretting her involvement.

"He DID say more?" Undine insisted. "He gave you a reason?

"He actually said more?" Undine insisted. "He gave you a reason?"

"He said you'd know."

"He said you’d know."

"Oh how base—how base!" Undine was trembling with one of her little-girl rages, the storms of destructive fury before which Mr. and Mrs. Spragg had cowered when she was a charming golden-curled cherub. But life had administered some of the discipline which her parents had spared her, and she pulled herself together with a gasp of pain. "Of course he's been turned against me. His wife has the whole of New York behind her, and I've no one; but I know it would be all right if I could only see him."

"Oh how low—how low!" Undine was shaking with one of her childhood tantrums, the kind of furious storms that had made Mr. and Mrs. Spragg shrink back when she was a charming golden-curled angel. But life had given her some of the discipline her parents had spared her, and she gathered herself with a gasp of pain. "Of course he's been turned against me. His wife has all of New York supporting her, and I have no one; but I know everything would be fine if I could just see him."

Her friend made no answer, and Undine pursued, with an irrepressible outbreak of her old vehemence: "Indiana Rolliver, if you won't do it for me I'll go straight off to his hotel this very minute. I'll wait there in the hall till he sees me!"

Her friend didn’t respond, and Undine continued, bursting out with her old intensity: "Indiana Rolliver, if you won’t do it for me, I’ll go right to his hotel this minute. I’ll wait in the lobby until he sees me!"

Indiana lifted a protesting hand. "Don't, Undine—not that!"

Indiana raised a hand in protest. "Don't, Undine—not that!"

"Why not?"

"Why not?"

"Well—I wouldn't, that's all."

"Well—I wouldn't do that."

"You wouldn't? Why wouldn't you? You must have a reason." Undine faced her with levelled brows. "Without a reason you can't have changed so utterly since our last talk. You were positive enough then that I had a right to make him see me."

"You wouldn't? Why not? You must have a reason." Undine looked at her with furrowed brows. "Without a reason, you can't have changed so completely since our last conversation. You were sure enough back then that I had the right to make him notice me."

Somewhat to her surprise, Indiana made no effort to elude the challenge. "Yes, I did think so then. But I know now that it wouldn't do you the least bit of good."

Somewhat to her surprise, Indiana made no effort to avoid the challenge. "Yeah, I thought that then. But I know now that it wouldn't help you at all."

"Have they turned him so completely against me? I don't care if they have! I know him—I can get him back."

"Have they completely turned him against me? I don't care if they have! I know him—I can win him back."

"That's the trouble." Indiana shed on her a gaze of cold compassion. "It's not that any one has turned him against you. It's worse than that—"

"That's the problem." Indiana looked at her with a cold sense of compassion. "It's not that anyone has turned him against you. It's worse than that—"

"What can be?"

"What could it be?"

"You'll hate me if I tell you."

"You'll hate me if I say it."

"Then you'd better make him tell me himself!"

"Then you'd better have him tell me himself!"

"I can't. I tried to. The trouble is that it was YOU—something you did,
I mean. Something he found out about you—"

"I can't. I tried. The problem is that it was YOU—something you did,
I mean. Something he found out about you—"

Undine, to restrain a spring of anger, had to clutch both arms of her chair. "About me? How fearfully false! Why, I've never even LOOKED at anybody—!"

Undine, holding back a surge of anger, had to grip the arms of her chair tightly. "About me? That's so incredibly untrue! I've never even LOOKED at anyone—!"

"It's nothing of that kind." Indiana's mournful head-shake seemed to deplore, in Undine, an unsuspected moral obtuseness. "It's the way you acted to your own husband."

"It's nothing like that." Indiana's sad head shake seemed to express, in Undine, an unexpected moral blindness. "It's how you treated your own husband."

"I—my—to Ralph? HE reproaches me for that? Peter Van Degen does?" "Well, for one particular thing. He says that the very day you went off with him last year you got a cable from New York telling you to come back at once to Mr. Marvell, who was desperately ill."

"I—my—to Ralph? He blames me for that? Peter Van Degen does?" "Well, for one specific thing. He says that the very day you left with him last year, you received a cable from New York telling you to come back immediately to Mr. Marvell, who was critically ill."

"How on earth did he know?" The cry escaped Undine before she could repress it.

"How did he know?" The cry slipped out of Undine before she could hold it back.

"It's true, then?" Indiana exclaimed. "Oh, Undine—"

"It's true, then?" Indiana exclaimed. "Oh, Undine—"

Undine sat speechless and motionless, the anger frozen to terror on her lips.

Undine sat silently and still, her anger turned to fear on her lips.

Mrs. Rolliver turned on her the reproachful gaze of the deceived benefactress. "I didn't believe it when he told me; I'd never have thought it of you. Before you'd even applied for your divorce!"

Mrs. Rolliver shot her a disappointed look of the betrayed benefactress. "I couldn’t believe it when he told me; I would have never thought you were capable of this. Before you even applied for your divorce!"

Undine made no attempt to deny the charge or to defend herself. For a moment she was lost in the pursuit of an unseizable clue—the explanation of this monstrous last perversity of fate. Suddenly she rose to her feet with a set face.

Undine didn’t try to deny the accusation or defend herself. For a moment, she was caught up in trying to grasp an elusive clue—the reason behind this outrageous final twist of fate. Then she suddenly stood up with a determined expression.

"The Marvells must have told him—the beasts!" It relieved her to be able to cry it out.

"The Marvells must have told him—the beasts!" It felt good to finally yell it out.

"It was your husband's sister—what did you say her name was? When you didn't answer her cable, she cabled Mr. Van Degen to find out where you were and tell you to come straight back."

"It was your husband's sister—what was her name again? When you didn't reply to her message, she contacted Mr. Van Degen to find out where you were and tell you to come back right away."

Undine stared. "He never did!"

Undine stared. "He never did!"

"No."

"Nope."

"Doesn't that show you the story's all trumped up?"

"Doesn't that prove the story is all made up?"

Indiana shook her head. "He said nothing to you about it because he was with you when you received the first cable, and you told him it was from your sister-in-law, just worrying you as usual to go home; and when he asked if there was anything else in it you said there wasn't another thing."

Indiana shook her head. "He didn’t say anything to you about it because he was with you when you got the first cable, and you told him it was from your sister-in-law, just stressing you out as usual to come home; and when he asked if there was anything else in it, you said there wasn’t anything more."

Undine, intently following her, caught at this with a spring. "Then he knew it all along—he admits that? And it made no earthly difference to him at the time?" She turned almost victoriously on her friend. "Did he happen to explain THAT, I wonder?"

Undine, closely watching her, seized on this with enthusiasm. "So he knew it the whole time—he admits that? And it didn’t matter to him at all back then?" She turned almost triumphantly to her friend. "Did he happen to explain THAT, I wonder?"

"Yes." Indiana's longanimity grew almost solemn. "It came over him gradually, he said. One day when he wasn't feeling very well he thought to himself: 'Would she act like that to ME if I was dying?' And after that he never felt the same to you." Indiana lowered her empurpled lids. "Men have their feelings too—even when they're carried away by passion." After a pause she added: "I don't know as I can blame him. Undine. You see, you were his ideal."

"Yes." Indiana's patience became almost serious. "It came over him slowly, he said. One day when he wasn't feeling well, he thought to himself: 'Would she treat ME like that if I was dying?' And after that, he never felt the same about you." Indiana lowered her reddened eyelids. "Men have their feelings too—even when they're swept away by passion." After a pause, she added: "I can't really blame him, Undine. You see, you were his ideal."

XXV

Undine Marvell, for the next few months, tasted all the accumulated bitterness of failure. After January the drifting hordes of her compatriots had scattered to the four quarters of the globe, leaving Paris to resume, under its low grey sky, its compacter winter personality. Noting, from her more and more deserted corner, each least sign of the social revival, Undine felt herself as stranded and baffled as after the ineffectual summers of her girlhood. She was not without possible alternatives; but the sense of what she had lost took the savour from all that was left. She might have attached herself to some migratory group winged for Italy or Egypt; but the prospect of travel did not in itself appeal to her, and she was doubtful of its social benefit. She lacked the adventurous curiosity which seeks its occasion in the unknown; and though she could work doggedly for a given object the obstacles to be overcome had to be as distinct as the prize. Her one desire was to get back an equivalent of the precise value she had lost in ceasing to be Ralph Marvell's wife. Her new visiting-card, bearing her Christian name in place of her husband's, was like the coin of a debased currency testifying to her diminished trading capacity. Her restricted means, her vacant days, all the minor irritations of her life, were as nothing compared to this sense of a lost advantage. Even in the narrowed field of a Parisian winter she might have made herself a place in some more or less extra-social world; but her experiments in this line gave her no pleasure proportioned to the possible derogation. She feared to be associated with "the wrong people," and scented a shade of disrespect in every amicable advance. The more pressing attentions of one or two men she had formerly known filled her with a glow of outraged pride, and for the first time in her life she felt that even solitude might be preferable to certain kinds of society. Since ill health was the most plausible pretext for seclusion, it was almost a relief to find that she was really growing "nervous" and sleeping badly. The doctor she summoned advised her trying a small quiet place on the Riviera, not too near the sea; and thither in the early days of December, she transported herself with her maid and an omnibus-load of luggage.

Undine Marvell, for the next few months, experienced all the accumulated bitterness of failure. After January, the drifting crowds of her fellow countrymen had scattered to all corners of the globe, leaving Paris to revert, under its low gray sky, to its more compact winter self. From her increasingly deserted corner, Undine observed every small sign of social revival and felt as stranded and confused as she had after the unproductive summers of her youth. She had potential options; however, the awareness of what she had lost diminished the appeal of everything that remained. She could have joined some migratory group heading to Italy or Egypt, but the idea of traveling didn't excite her, and she was unsure of its social benefits. She lacked the adventurous curiosity that thrives on the unknown; while she could work tirelessly towards a specific goal, the obstacles she faced had to be as clear-cut as the reward. Her only desire was to regain something equivalent to the exact value she had lost by no longer being Ralph Marvell's wife. Her new visiting card, bearing her first name instead of her husband's, felt like the token of a devalued currency, indicating her reduced social worth. Her limited finances, empty days, and all the small annoyances of her life paled in comparison to this feeling of lost advantage. Even in the confined landscape of a Parisian winter, she could have carved out a place for herself in some extra-social circle; however, her attempts in this area did not bring her joy relative to the potential degradation. She was worried about being associated with "the wrong people" and sensed a hint of disrespect in every friendly overture. The more insistent attentions of one or two men she had previously known ignited a spark of wounded pride, and for the first time in her life, she felt that even solitude might be better than certain types of company. Since poor health was the most believable excuse for isolation, it almost felt like a relief to realize she was genuinely growing "nervous" and sleeping poorly. The doctor she called in recommended a small, quiet place on the Riviera, not too close to the sea; so, in early December, she relocated there with her maid and an omnibus full of luggage.

The place disconcerted her by being really small and quiet, and for a few days she struggled against the desire for flight. She had never before known a world as colourless and negative as that of the large white hotel where everybody went to bed at nine, and donkey-rides over stony hills were the only alternative to slow drives along dusty roads. Many of the dwellers in this temple of repose found even these exercises too stimulating, and preferred to sit for hours under the palms in the garden, playing Patience, embroidering, or reading odd volumes of Tauchnitz. Undine, driven by despair to an inspection of the hotel book-shelves, discovered that scarcely any work they contained was complete; but this did not seem to trouble the readers, who continued to feed their leisure with mutilated fiction, from which they occasionally raised their eyes to glance mistrustfully at the new arrival sweeping the garden gravel with her frivolous draperies. The inmates of the hotel were of different nationalities, but their racial differences were levelled by the stamp of a common mediocrity. All differences of tongue, of custom, of physiognomy, disappeared in this deep community of insignificance, which was like some secret bond, with the manifold signs and pass-words of its ignorances and its imperceptions. It was not the heterogeneous mediocrity of the American summer hotel where the lack of any standard is the nearest approach to a tie, but an organized codified dulness, in conscious possession of its rights, and strong in the voluntary ignorance of any others.

The place unsettled her because it was so small and quiet, and for a few days she struggled against the urge to escape. She had never experienced a world as dull and colorless as that of the large white hotel where everyone went to bed at nine, and donkey rides over rocky hills were the only alternative to slow drives along dusty roads. Many of the residents of this retreat even found these activities too stimulating and preferred to sit for hours under the palm trees in the garden, playing Solitaire, doing embroidery, or reading random volumes of Tauchnitz. Driven by despair, Undine looked through the hotel’s bookshelves and found that hardly any of the books were complete; but that didn't seem to bother the readers, who continued to occupy their time with incomplete stories, occasionally glancing suspiciously at the new arrival who was sweeping the garden gravel with her light dresses. The hotel guests came from various countries, but their differences were flattened by a shared mediocrity. All differences in language, customs, and appearance faded away in this deep community of insignificance, which felt like a secret bond, filled with its own signs and passwords of ignorance and unawareness. It wasn't the mixed mediocrity of the American summer hotel, where the absence of any standard creates a loose connection, but rather an organized, defined dullness, proudly aware of its own rights and strong in its voluntary ignorance of anything beyond.

It took Undine a long time to accustom herself to such an atmosphere, and meanwhile she fretted, fumed and flaunted, or abandoned herself to long periods of fruitless brooding. Sometimes a flame of anger shot up in her, dismally illuminating the path she had travelled and the blank wall to which it led. At other moments past and present were enveloped in a dull fog of rancour which distorted and faded even the image she presented to her morning mirror. There were days when every young face she saw left in her a taste of poison. But when she compared herself with the specimens of her sex who plied their languid industries under the palms, or looked away as she passed them in hall or staircase, her spirits rose, and she rang for her maid and dressed herself in her newest and vividest. These were unprofitable triumphs, however. She never made one of her attacks on the organized disapproval of the community without feeling she had lost ground by it; and the next day she would lie in bed and send down capricious orders for food, which her maid would presently remove untouched, with instructions to transmit her complaints to the landlord.

It took Undine a long time to get used to such an atmosphere, and in the meantime, she worried, fumed, and showed off, or got lost in long stretches of pointless thinking. Sometimes a burst of anger flared up in her, shining a grim light on the path she had taken and the dead end it led to. At other times, the past and present were wrapped in a dull haze of bitterness that distorted and blurred even the reflection she saw in her morning mirror. There were days when every young face she saw left her feeling poisoned. But when she compared herself to the women who languidly went about their business under the palms, or looked away as she passed them in the hall or staircase, her spirits lifted, and she called for her maid to put on her newest and brightest clothes. However, these were empty victories. She never launched one of her attacks on the community's organized disapproval without feeling like she had lost something in the process; and the next day she would lie in bed and send down random requests for food, which her maid would soon take away untouched, with instructions to relay her complaints to the landlord.

Sometimes the events of the past year, ceaselessly revolving through her brain, became no longer a subject for criticism or justification but simply a series of pictures monotonously unrolled. Hour by hour, in such moods, she re-lived the incidents of her flight with Peter Van Degen: the part of her career that, since it had proved a failure, seemed least like herself and most difficult to justify. She had gone away with him, and had lived with him for two months: she, Undine Marvell, to whom respectability was the breath of life, to whom such follies had always been unintelligible and therefore inexcusable.—She had done this incredible thing, and she had done it from a motive that seemed, at the time, as clear, as logical, as free from the distorting mists of sentimentality, as any of her father's financial enterprises. It had been a bold move, but it had been as carefully calculated as the happiest Wall Street "stroke." She had gone away with Peter because, after the decisive scene in which she had put her power to the test, to yield to him seemed the surest means of victory. Even to her practical intelligence it was clear that an immediate dash to Dakota might look too calculated; and she had preserved her self-respect by telling herself that she was really his wife, and in no way to blame if the law delayed to ratify the bond. She was still persuaded of the justness of her reasoning; but she now saw that it had left certain risks out of account. Her life with Van Degen had taught her many things. The two had wandered from place to place, spending a great deal of money, always more and more money; for the first time in her life she had been able to buy everything she wanted. For a while this had kept her amused and busy; but presently she began to perceive that her companion's view of their relation was not the same as hers. She saw that he had always meant it to be an unavowed tie, screened by Mrs. Shallum's companionship and Clare's careless tolerance; and that on those terms he would have been ready to shed on their adventure the brightest blaze of notoriety. But since Undine had insisted on being carried off like a sentimental school-girl he meant to shroud the affair in mystery, and was as zealous in concealing their relation as she was bent on proclaiming it. In the "powerful" novels which Popple was fond of lending her she had met with increasing frequency the type of heroine who scorns to love clandestinely, and proclaims the sanctity of passion and the moral duty of obeying its call. Undine had been struck by these arguments as justifying and even ennobling her course, and had let Peter understand that she had been actuated by the highest motives in openly associating her life with his; but he had opposed a placid insensibility to these allusions, and had persisted in treating her as though their journey were the kind of escapade that a man of the world is bound to hide. She had expected him to take her to all the showy places where couples like themselves are relieved from a too sustained contemplation of nature by the distractions of the restaurant and the gaming-table; but he had carried her from one obscure corner of Europe to another, shunning fashionable hotels and crowded watering-places, and displaying an ingenuity in the discovery of the unvisited and the out-of-season that gave their journey an odd resemblance to her melancholy wedding-tour.

Sometimes the events of the past year, constantly playing in her mind, became less about criticism or justification and more just a series of images rolling out monotonously. Hour by hour, in those moods, she relived the moments of her escape with Peter Van Degen: the part of her life that, having proven a failure, felt least like herself and hardest to justify. She had gone away with him and lived with him for two months: she, Undine Marvell, for whom respectability was essential, to whom such foolishness had always seemed incomprehensible and thus inexcusable. — She had done this unbelievable thing, and she had done it for a reason that, at the time, seemed as clear, logical, and free from the clouds of sentimentality as any of her father's business ventures. It had been a bold move, but it had been as carefully planned as a savvy Wall Street deal. She had gone off with Peter because, after the crucial moment when she had tested her power, submitting to him felt like the surest path to victory. Even to her practical mind, it was clear that an immediate trip to Dakota might appear too premeditated; and she had kept her self-respect by telling herself that she was really his wife, and had no reason to feel guilty if the law took its time to validate their bond. She still believed her reasoning was sound; but now she realized it had overlooked certain risks. Her time with Van Degen had taught her many lessons. The two had traveled from place to place, spending a lot of money, always more and more money; for the first time in her life, she had been able to buy everything she desired. For a while, that kept her entertained and busy; but soon she began to notice that her partner's view of their relationship wasn't the same as hers. She recognized that he had always intended it to be an unspoken arrangement, masked by Mrs. Shallum's company and Clare's casual acceptance; and under those terms, he would have happily draped their adventure in the brightest spotlight of notoriety. But since Undine had insisted on being taken away like a romantic schoolgirl, he meant to keep things a secret and was just as eager to hide their relationship as she was determined to announce it. In the "powerful" novels that Popple liked to lend her, she had encountered increasingly frequent portrayals of heroines who refuse to love in secret and declare the sanctity of passion and the moral obligation to follow its call. Undine had found these arguments validating and even uplifting for her actions, and had let Peter know that she had been motivated by the highest principles in openly joining her life with his; but he had remained calmly indifferent to these hints and continued to treat her as if their journey were the kind of escapade that a worldly man must keep concealed. She had expected him to take her to all the flashy places where couples like them could escape the relentless contemplation of nature with the distractions of restaurants and casinos; but he had led her from one obscure corner of Europe to another, avoiding trendy hotels and bustling resorts, and showing an ingenuity in finding the unvisited and off-season spots that made their trip oddly reminiscent of her gloomy honeymoon.

She had never for a moment ceased to remember that the Dakota divorce-court was the objective point of this later honeymoon, and her allusions to the fact were as frequent as prudence permitted. Peter seemed in no way disturbed by them. He responded with expressions of increasing tenderness, or the purchase of another piece of jewelry; and though Undine could not remember his ever voluntarily bringing the subject of their marriage he did not shrink from her recurring mention of it. He seemed merely too steeped in present well-being to think of the future, and she ascribed this to the fact that his faculty of enjoyment could not project itself beyond the moment. Her business was to make each of their days so agreeable that when the last came he should be conscious of a void to be bridged over as rapidly as possible and when she thought this point had been reached she packed her trunks and started for Dakota.

She had never stopped remembering that the Dakota divorce court was the main goal of this later honeymoon, and her references to it were as frequent as she could manage. Peter didn’t seem bothered by them at all. He responded with more and more tenderness or by buying her another piece of jewelry; and while Undine couldn’t recall him ever bringing up their marriage on his own, he didn’t shy away from her repeated mentions of it. He seemed so immersed in the present happiness that he didn’t think about the future, and she attributed this to his inability to enjoy anything beyond the moment. Her goal was to make each of their days so pleasant that when the last one came, he would feel a sense of emptiness that needed to be filled as quickly as possible. When she felt they had reached that point, she packed her bags and set off for Dakota.

The next picture to follow was that of the dull months in the western divorce-town, where, to escape loneliness and avoid comment, she had cast in her lot with Mabel Lipscomb, who had lately arrived there on the same errand.

The next picture to follow was that of the boring months in the western divorce town, where, to escape loneliness and avoid gossip, she had teamed up with Mabel Lipscomb, who had just arrived there for the same reason.

Undine, at the outset, had been sorry for the friend whose new venture seemed likely to result so much less brilliantly than her own; but compassion had been replaced by irritation as Mabel's unpruned vulgarities, her enormous encroaching satisfaction with herself and her surroundings, began to pervade every corner of their provisional household. Undine, during the first months of her exile, had been sustained by the fullest confidence in her future. When she had parted from Van Degen she had felt sure he meant to marry her, and the fact that Mrs. Lipscomb was fortified by no similar hope made her easier to bear with. Undine was almost ashamed that the unwooed Mabel should be the witness of her own felicity, and planned to send her off on a trip to Denver when Peter should announce his arrival; but the weeks passed, and Peter did not come. Mabel, on the whole, behaved well in this contingency. Undine, in her first exultation, had confided all her hopes and plans to her friend, but Mabel took no undue advantage of the confidence. She was even tactful in her loud fond clumsy way, with a tact that insistently boomed and buzzed about its victim's head. But one day she mentioned that she had asked to dinner a gentleman from Little Rock who had come to Dakota with the same object as themselves, and whose acquaintance she had made through her lawyer.

Undine, at first, felt bad for her friend whose new project seemed to be going less successfully than her own; however, sympathy turned into irritation as Mabel's unrefined behavior and her overwhelming satisfaction with herself and her surroundings started to take over every part of their temporary home. During the initial months of her exile, Undine felt supported by her strong belief in her future. When she had said goodbye to Van Degen, she was confident he intended to marry her, and the fact that Mrs. Lipscomb had no similar expectations made it easier for her to tolerate. Undine felt slightly embarrassed that the unchosen Mabel was witnessing her happiness and planned to send her off on a trip to Denver when Peter announced his arrival; but the weeks went by, and Peter didn’t show up. Overall, Mabel handled the situation fairly well. In her initial excitement, Undine had shared all her hopes and plans with her friend, but Mabel didn’t take unfair advantage of that trust. She was even tactful in her loud, awkward way, displaying a kind of tact that constantly buzzed around its victim’s head. However, one day she mentioned that she had invited a gentleman from Little Rock to dinner, a man who had come to Dakota for the same reason as them and whom she had met through her lawyer.

The gentleman from Little Rock came to dine, and within a week Undine understood that Mabel's future was assured. If Van Degen had been at hand Undine would have smiled with him at poor Mabel's infatuation and her suitor's crudeness. But Van Degen was not there. He made no sign, he sent no excuse; he simply continued to absent himself; and it was Undine who, in due course, had to make way for Mrs. Lipscomb's caller, and sit upstairs with a novel while the drawing-room below was given up to the enacting of an actual love-story.

The guy from Little Rock came over for dinner, and within a week, Undine realized that Mabel's future was set. If Van Degen had been around, Undine would have laughed with him at poor Mabel's obsession and her suitor's lack of sophistication. But Van Degen wasn't there. He didn’t make a move, send any apologies; he just kept staying away. So, it was Undine who, in time, had to step aside for Mrs. Lipscomb's visitor and sit upstairs with a book while the living room below was turned into a real-life love story.

Even then, even to the end, Undine had to admit that Mabel had behaved "beautifully." But it is comparatively easy to behave beautifully when one is getting what one wants, and when some one else, who has not always been altogether kind, is not. The net result of Mrs. Lipscomb's magnanimity was that when, on the day of parting, she drew Undine to her bosom with the hand on which her new engagement-ring blazed, Undine hated her as she hated everything else connected with her vain exile in the wilderness.

Even then, right until the end, Undine had to acknowledge that Mabel had acted "beautifully." But it's relatively easy to act beautifully when you're getting what you want, and someone else, who hasn’t always been entirely kind, isn’t. The bottom line of Mrs. Lipscomb's generosity was that when, on the day of parting, she pulled Undine into her embrace with the hand where her new engagement ring sparkled, Undine loathed her just as she loathed everything else tied to her pointless exile in the wilderness.

XXVI

The next phase in the unrolling vision was the episode of her return to New York. She had gone to the Malibran, to her parents—for it was a moment in her career when she clung passionately to the conformities, and when the fact of being able to say: "I'm here with my father and mother" was worth paying for even in the discomfort of that grim abode. Nevertheless, it was another thorn in her pride that her parents could not—for the meanest of material reasons—transfer themselves at her coming to one of the big Fifth Avenue hotels. When she had suggested it Mr. Spragg had briefly replied that, owing to the heavy expenses of her divorce suit, he couldn't for the moment afford anything better; and this announcement cast a deeper gloom over the future.

The next phase in the unfolding vision was her return to New York. She had gone to the Malibran, to her parents—because it was a time in her career when she felt a strong need to conform, and being able to say, "I'm here with my mom and dad" was worth the discomfort of that dreary place. Still, it stung her pride that her parents couldn’t, due to financial reasons, move to one of the fancy Fifth Avenue hotels when she arrived. When she suggested it, Mr. Spragg simply replied that, because of the high costs of her divorce, he couldn’t afford anything better at the moment; and this news cast a darker shadow over the future.

It was not an occasion for being "nervous," however; she had learned too many hard facts in the last few months to think of having recourse to her youthful methods. And something told her that if she made the attempt it would be useless. Her father and mother seemed much older, seemed tired and defeated, like herself.

It wasn't a time to be "nervous," though; she had learned too many harsh realities in the past few months to rely on her youthful ways. And something inside her suggested that trying would be pointless. Her parents looked much older, seemed exhausted and beaten down, just like her.

Parents and daughter bore their common failure in a common silence, broken only by Mrs. Spragg's occasional tentative allusions to her grandson. But her anecdotes of Paul left a deeper silence behind them. Undine did not want to talk of her boy. She could forget him when, as she put it, things were "going her way," but in moments of discouragement the thought of him was an added bitterness, subtly different from her other bitter thoughts, and harder to quiet. It had not occurred to her to try to gain possession of the child. She was vaguely aware that the courts had given her his custody; but she had never seriously thought of asserting this claim. Her parents' diminished means and her own uncertain future made her regard the care of Paul as an additional burden, and she quieted her scruples by thinking of him as "better off" with Ralph's family, and of herself as rather touchingly disinterested in putting his welfare before her own. Poor Mrs. Spragg was pining for him, but Undine rejected her artless suggestion that Mrs. Heeny should be sent to "bring him round." "I wouldn't ask them a favour for the world—they're just waiting for a chance to be hateful to me," she scornfully declared; but it pained her that her boy, should be so near, yet inaccessible, and for the first time she was visited by unwonted questionings as to her share in the misfortunes that had befallen her. She had voluntarily stepped out of her social frame, and the only person on whom she could with any satisfaction have laid the blame was the person to whom her mind now turned with a belated tenderness. It was thus, in fact, that she thought of Ralph. His pride, his reserve, all the secret expressions of his devotion, the tones of his voice, his quiet manner, even his disconcerting irony: these seemed, in contrast to what she had since known, the qualities essential to her happiness. She could console herself only by regarding it as part of her sad lot that poverty and the relentless animosity of his family, should have put an end to so perfect a union: she gradually began to look on herself and Ralph as the victims of dark machinations, and when she mentioned him she spoke forgivingly, and implied that "everything might have been different" if "people" had not "come between" them. She had arrived in New York in midseason, and the dread of seeing familiar faces kept her shut up in her room at the Malibran, reading novels and brooding over possibilities of escape. She tried to avoid the daily papers, but they formed the staple diet of her parents, and now and then she could not help taking one up and turning to the "Society Column." Its perusal produced the impression that the season must be the gayest New York had ever known. The Harmon B. Driscolls, young Jim and his wife, the Thurber Van Degens, the Chauncey Ellings, and all the other Fifth Avenue potentates, seemed to have their doors perpetually open to a stream of feasters among whom the familiar presences of Grace Beringer, Bertha Shallum, Dicky Bowles and Claud Walsingham Popple came and went with the irritating sameness of the figures in a stage-procession.

Parents and daughter silently shared their disappointment, only interrupted by Mrs. Spragg's occasional hesitant mentions of her grandson. But her stories about Paul left a heavier silence in their wake. Undine didn’t want to talk about her son. She could forget him when things were, as she put it, “going her way,” but in moments of discouragement, thinking about him only added to her bitterness, which felt different from her other negative thoughts and was harder to quiet. It hadn’t occurred to her to try to claim the child. She vaguely knew the courts had awarded her custody, but she had never really considered enforcing that right. Her parents' reduced finances and her own uncertain future made her see caring for Paul as an extra burden, and she eased her conscience by telling herself he was "better off" with Ralph's family, thinking it was rather generous of her to prioritize his well-being over her own. Poor Mrs. Spragg missed him, but Undine dismissed her innocent suggestion that they send Mrs. Heeny to "bring him around." “I wouldn’t ask them for anything—they’re just waiting to be awful to me,” she declared scornfully. Still, it hurt her to think her son was so close yet out of reach, and for the first time, she found herself questioning her part in the misfortunes that had occurred. She had willingly stepped out of her social circle, and the only person she could really blame was the one she now thought of with unexpected tenderness. That’s how she came to think of Ralph. His pride, his reserve, all the hidden signs of his devotion, the sound of his voice, his calm demeanor, even his unsettling irony: these qualities, in contrast to what she had experienced since, seemed essential for her happiness. She could only comfort herself by believing it was part of her unfortunate situation that poverty and the unyielding hostility of his family had ended such a perfect relationship; she gradually started to see herself and Ralph as victims of unfortunate schemes, and when she mentioned him, she spoke kindly, implying that “everything might have been different” if “people” hadn’t “gotten in the way.” She arrived in New York in the middle of the season, and the fear of encountering familiar faces kept her confined in her room at the Malibran, reading novels and brooding over potential escapes. She tried to avoid the daily newspapers, but they were the main source of information for her parents, and now and then she couldn’t help picking one up and checking the "Society Column." Reading it gave the impression that the season must be the liveliest New York had ever seen. The Harmon B. Driscolls, young Jim and his wife, the Thurber Van Degens, the Chauncey Ellings, and all the other influential people on Fifth Avenue seemed to have their doors perpetually open to a stream of partygoers, among whom the familiar figures of Grace Beringer, Bertha Shallum, Dicky Bowles, and Claud Walsingham Popple appeared and disappeared with the annoying repetition of characters in a play.

Among them also Peter Van Degen presently appeared. He had been on a tour around the world, and Undine could not look at a newspaper without seeing some allusion to his progress. After his return she noticed that his name was usually coupled with his wife's: he and Clare seemed to be celebrating his home-coming in a series of festivities, and Undine guessed that he had reasons for wishing to keep before the world the evidences of his conjugal accord.

Among them was also Peter Van Degen, who had just returned from a trip around the world. Undine couldn’t open a newspaper without seeing some mention of his journey. After he came back, she noticed that his name was usually paired with his wife's: he and Clare appeared to be celebrating his return with a series of events, and Undine suspected that he had reasons for wanting to showcase their marital harmony.

Mrs. Heeny's clippings supplied her with such items as her own reading missed; and one day the masseuse appeared with a long article from the leading journal of Little Rock, describing the brilliant nuptials of Mabel Lipscomb—now Mrs. Homer Branney—and her departure for "the Coast" in the bridegroom's private car. This put the last touch to Undine's irritation, and the next morning she got up earlier than usual, put on her most effective dress, went for a quick walk around the Park, and told her father when she came in that she wanted him to take her to the opera that evening.

Mrs. Heeny's clippings kept her updated on things she had missed in her reading; one day, the masseuse brought her a lengthy article from a top journal in Little Rock that detailed the glamorous wedding of Mabel Lipscomb—now Mrs. Homer Branney—and her departure for "the Coast" in the groom's private car. This pushed Undine's annoyance over the edge, and the next morning, she woke up earlier than usual, put on her best dress, took a quick walk around the park, and told her father when she got back that she wanted him to take her to the opera that evening.

Mr. Spragg stared and frowned. "You mean you want me to go round and hire a box for you?"

Mr. Spragg stared and frowned. "You want me to go around and rent a box for you?"

"Oh, no." Undine coloured at the infelicitous allusion: besides, she knew now that the smart people who were "musical" went in stalls.

"Oh, no." Undine blushed at the unfortunate comment; besides, she now realized that the trendy people who were "musical" sat in the stalls.

"I only want two good seats. I don't see why I should stay shut up. I want you to go with me," she added.

"I just want two good seats. I don't understand why I should keep quiet. I want you to come with me," she added.

Her father received the latter part of the request without comment: he seemed to have gone beyond surprise. But he appeared that evening at dinner in a creased and loosely fitting dress-suit which he had probably not put on since the last time he had dined with his son-in-law, and he and Undine drove off together, leaving Mrs. Spragg to gaze after them with the pale stare of Hecuba.

Her father took the second part of the request in silence: he seemed to have moved past surprise. But that evening at dinner, he showed up in a wrinkled, baggy suit he probably hadn’t worn since the last time he had dinner with his son-in-law, and he and Undine left together, leaving Mrs. Spragg to watch them go with a blank, mournful expression.

Their stalls were in the middle of the house, and around them swept the great curve of boxes at which Undine had so often looked up in the remote Stentorian days. Then all had been one indistinguishable glitter, now the scene was full of familiar details: the house was thronged with people she knew, and every box seemed to contain a parcel of her past. At first she had shrunk from recognition; but gradually, as she perceived that no one noticed her, that she was merely part of the invisible crowd out of range of the exploring opera glasses, she felt a defiant desire to make herself seen. When the performance was over her father wanted to leave the house by the door at which they had entered, but she guided him toward the stockholders' entrance, and pressed her way among the furred and jewelled ladies waiting for their motors. "Oh, it's the wrong door—never mind, we'll walk to the corner and get a cab," she exclaimed, speaking loudly enough to be overheard. Two or three heads turned, and she met Dicky Bowles's glance, and returned his laughing bow. The woman talking to him looked around, coloured slightly, and made a barely perceptible motion of her head. Just beyond her, Mrs. Chauncey Elling, plumed and purple, stared, parted her lips, and turned to say something important to young Jim Driscoll, who looked up involuntarily and then squared his shoulders and gazed fixedly at a distant point, as people do at a funeral. Behind them Undine caught sight of Clare Van Degen; she stood alone, and her face was pale and listless. "Shall I go up and speak to her?" Undine wondered. Some intuition told her that, alone of all the women present, Clare might have greeted her kindly; but she hung back, and Mrs. Harmon Driscoll surged by on Popple's arm. Popple crimsoned, coughed, and signalled despotically to Mrs. Driscoll's footman. Over his shoulder Undine received a bow from Charles Bowen, and behind Bowen she saw two or three other men she knew, and read in their faces surprise, curiosity, and the wish to show their pleasure at seeing her. But she grasped her father's arm and drew him out among the entangled motors and vociferating policemen.

Their stalls were in the middle of the house, surrounded by the sweeping curve of boxes that Undine had so often gazed at during the distant Stentorian days. Back then, everything had been a blur of indistinguishable sparkle; now, the scene was filled with familiar details: the house was packed with people she knew, and every box seemed to hold a piece of her past. Initially, she had recoiled from recognition; but gradually, as she noticed that no one was paying attention to her, that she was just part of the unseen crowd beyond the view of the searching opera glasses, she felt a rebellious urge to make herself visible. When the performance ended, her father wanted to exit through the door they had come in, but she steered him toward the stockholders' entrance and squeezed her way among the elegantly dressed ladies waiting for their cars. "Oh, it’s the wrong door—never mind, we’ll walk to the corner and get a cab," she exclaimed, loud enough to be heard. A couple of heads turned, and she caught Dicky Bowles’s eye, returning his playful nod. The woman talking to him glanced over, flushed slightly, and made a barely noticeable gesture with her head. Just beyond her, Mrs. Chauncey Elling, dressed in feathers and purple, stared, parted her lips, and turned to say something significant to young Jim Driscoll, who looked up instinctively, squared his shoulders, and stared fixedly at a distant spot, like people do at a funeral. Behind them, Undine spotted Clare Van Degen; she stood alone, her face pale and devoid of expression. "Should I go up and talk to her?" Undine wondered. Something inside her hinted that, out of all the women there, Clare might have greeted her warmly; but she hesitated, and Mrs. Harmon Driscoll surged past on Popple's arm. Popple turned red, coughed, and ordered Mrs. Driscoll’s footman with a wave. Over his shoulder, Undine received a bow from Charles Bowen, and behind him, she noticed two or three other men she recognized, reading surprise, curiosity, and the desire to express their pleasure at seeing her on their faces. But she tightened her grip on her father’s arm and pulled him out into the crowd of tangled cars and shouting policemen.

Neither she nor Mr. Spragg spoke a word on the way home; but when they reached the Malibran her father followed her up to her room. She had dropped her cloak and stood before the wardrobe mirror studying her reflection when he came up behind her and she saw that he was looking at it too.

Neither she nor Mr. Spragg said a word on the way home, but when they reached the Malibran, her father followed her up to her room. She had dropped her cloak and was standing in front of the wardrobe mirror, studying her reflection when he came up behind her, and she noticed that he was looking at it too.

"Where did that necklace come from?"

"Where did that necklace come from?"

Undine's neck grew pink under the shining circlet. It was the first time since her return to New York that she had put on a low dress and thus uncovered the string of pearls she always wore. She made no answer, and Mr. Spragg continued: "Did your husband give them to you?"

Undine's neck turned pink beneath the shining circlet. It was the first time since she got back to New York that she had worn a low-cut dress and revealed the string of pearls she always wore. She didn’t reply, and Mr. Spragg went on, "Did your husband give them to you?"

"RALPH!" She could not restrain a laugh.

"RALPH!" She couldn't help but laugh.

"Who did, then?"

"Who did it, then?"

Undine remained silent. She really had not thought about the pearls, except in so far as she consciously enjoyed the pleasure of possessing them; and her father, habitually so unobservant, had seemed the last person likely to raise the awkward question of their origin.

Undine stayed quiet. She hadn't really thought about the pearls, other than the fact that she enjoyed having them; and her father, who usually didn’t pay attention, seemed like the last person who would ask the uncomfortable question about where they came from.

"Why—" she began, without knowing what she meant to say.

"Why—" she started, not knowing what she wanted to say.

"I guess you better send 'em back to the party they belong to," Mr.
Spragg continued, in a voice she did not know.

"I guess you should send them back to the party they belong to," Mr.
Spragg continued, in a voice she didn't recognize.

"They belong to me!" she flamed up. He looked at her as if she had grown suddenly small and insignificant. "You better send 'em back to Peter Van Degen the first thing to-morrow morning," he said as he went out of the room. As far as Undine could remember, it was the first time in her life that he had ever ordered her to do anything; and when the door closed on him she had the distinct sense that the question had closed with it, and that she would have to obey. She took the pearls off and threw them from her angrily. The humiliation her father had inflicted on her was merged with the humiliation to which she had subjected herself in going to the opera, and she had never before hated her life as she hated it then.

"Those are mine!" she shouted. He looked at her as if she had suddenly become small and unimportant. "You’d better send them back to Peter Van Degen first thing tomorrow morning," he said as he left the room. As far as Undine could remember, it was the first time in her life that he had ever told her to do anything; and when the door closed behind him, she felt like the issue had closed with it, and that she had to comply. She took off the pearls and angrily tossed them aside. The shame her father had put upon her mixed with the shame she had brought upon herself by going to the opera, and she had never before hated her life as much as she did in that moment.

All night she lay sleepless, wondering miserably what to do; and out of her hatred of her life, and her hatred of Peter Van Degen, there gradually grew a loathing of Van Degen's pearls. How could she have kept them; how have continued to wear them about her neck! Only her absorption in other cares could have kept her from feeling the humiliation of carrying about with her the price of her shame. Her novel-reading had filled her mind with the vocabulary of outraged virtue, and with pathetic allusions to woman's frailty, and while she pitied herself she thought her father heroic. She was proud to think that she had such a man to defend her, and rejoiced that it was in her power to express her scorn of Van Degen by sending back his jewels.

All night she lay awake, miserable and unsure of what to do; and from her hatred of her life and Peter Van Degen, a growing disgust for Van Degen's pearls emerged. How could she have held onto them; how could she have continued to wear them around her neck! Only her preoccupation with other worries could have prevented her from feeling the embarrassment of carrying the symbol of her shame. Her reading of novels had filled her mind with the language of outraged morality, and with sad references to women's weaknesses, and while she felt sorry for herself, she considered her father heroic. She took pride in having such a man to defend her and felt joy knowing she could express her contempt for Van Degen by returning his jewels.

But her righteous ardour gradually cooled, and she was left once more to face the dreary problem of the future. Her evening at the opera had shown her the impossibility of remaining in New York. She had neither the skill nor the power to fight the forces of indifference leagued against her: she must get away at once, and try to make a fresh start. But, as usual, the lack of money hampered her. Mr. Spragg could no longer afford to make her the allowance she had intermittently received from him during the first years of her marriage, and since she was now without child or household she could hardly make it a grievance that he had reduced her income. But what he allowed her, even with the addition of her alimony, was absurdly insufficient. Not that she looked far ahead; she had always felt herself predestined to ease and luxury, and the possibility of a future adapted to her present budget did not occur to her. But she desperately wanted enough money to carry her without anxiety through the coming year.

But her passionate enthusiasm gradually faded, and she found herself once again confronting the bleak reality of her future. Her night at the opera had made it clear that staying in New York was impossible. She lacked the skills and the strength to battle the indifference stacked against her: she needed to leave immediately and try to start over. But, as always, a shortage of money was holding her back. Mr. Spragg could no longer afford to give her the allowance he had sporadically provided during the early years of their marriage, and since she was now without children or a household, it was hard for her to complain about the reduction in her income. However, what he did give her, even combined with her alimony, was laughably inadequate. Not that she thought too far ahead; she had always believed she was meant for comfort and luxury, and the idea of a future that fit her current budget never crossed her mind. But she desperately wanted enough money to get her through the upcoming year without stress.

When her breakfast tray was brought in she sent it away untouched and continued to lie in her darkened room. She knew that when she got up she must send back the pearls; but there was no longer any satisfaction in the thought, and she lay listlessly wondering how she could best transmit them to Van Degen.

When her breakfast tray was brought in, she sent it away untouched and kept lying in her darkened room. She knew that when she got up, she needed to return the pearls; but there was no longer any satisfaction in that thought, and she lay there listlessly wondering how she could best send them back to Van Degen.

As she lay there she heard Mrs. Heeny's voice in the passage. Hitherto she had avoided the masseuse, as she did every one else associated with her past. Mrs. Heeny had behaved with extreme discretion, refraining from all direct allusions to Undine's misadventure; but her silence was obviously the criticism of a superior mind. Once again Undine had disregarded her injunction to "go slow," with results that justified the warning. Mrs. Heeny's very reserve, however, now marked her as a safe adviser; and Undine sprang up and called her in. "My sakes. Undine! You look's if you'd been setting up all night with a remains!" the masseuse exclaimed in her round rich tones.

As she lay there, she heard Mrs. Heeny's voice in the hallway. Until now, she had been avoiding the masseuse, just like everyone else from her past. Mrs. Heeny had acted with great discretion, avoiding any direct references to Undine's troubles; but her silence clearly reflected the judgment of someone more experienced. Once again, Undine had ignored her advice to "take it slow," and the outcomes proved the warning right. However, Mrs. Heeny's reserved nature now made her seem like a trustworthy advisor, so Undine jumped up and called her in. “Goodness, Undine! You look like you’ve been up all night with a corpse!” the masseuse exclaimed in her warm, full voice.

Undine, without answering, caught up the pearls and thrust them into
Mrs. Heeny's hands.

Undine, without saying a word, grabbed the pearls and shoved them into
Mrs. Heeny's hands.

"Good land alive!" The masseuse dropped into a chair and let the twist slip through her fat flexible fingers. "Well, you got a fortune right round your neck whenever you wear them, Undine Spragg."

"Goodness!" The masseuse plopped into a chair and let the twist slip through her soft, flexible fingers. "Well, you've got a fortune hanging around your neck every time you wear those, Undine Spragg."

Undine murmured something indistinguishable. "I want you to take them—" she began.

Undine whispered something that couldn't be made out. "I want you to take them—" she started.

"Take 'em? Where to?"

"Take them? Where to?"

"Why, to—" She was checked by the wondering simplicity of Mrs. Heeny's stare. The masseuse must know where the pearls had come from, yet it had evidently not occurred to her that Mrs. Marvell was about to ask her to return them to their donor. In the light of Mrs. Heeny's unclouded gaze the whole episode took on a different aspect, and Undine began to be vaguely astonished at her immediate submission to her father's will. The pearls were hers, after all!

"Why, to—" She was interrupted by the simple, curious look on Mrs. Heeny's face. The masseuse must know where the pearls had come from, but it clearly hadn’t crossed her mind that Mrs. Marvell was about to ask her to return them to their original owner. In the clarity of Mrs. Heeny's gaze, the whole situation appeared differently, and Undine started to feel vaguely surprised at how quickly she had submitted to her father's wishes. The pearls were hers, after all!

"To be re-strung?" Mrs. Heeny placidly suggested. "Why, you'd oughter to have it done right here before your eyes, with pearls that are worth what these are."

"To be re-strung?" Mrs. Heeny calmly suggested. "Well, you should have it done right here in front of you, with pearls that are as valuable as these."

As Undine listened, a new thought shaped itself. She could not continue to wear the pearls: the idea had become intolerable. But for the first time she saw what they might be converted into, and what they might rescue her from; and suddenly she brought out: "Do you suppose I could get anything for them?"

As Undine listened, a new thought formed in her mind. She couldn’t keep wearing the pearls: the idea had become unbearable. But for the first time, she realized what they could be turned into and what they could save her from; and suddenly she asked, “Do you think I could get anything for them?”

"Get anything? Why, what—"

"Did you get anything? Why, what—"

"Anything like what they're worth, I mean. They cost a lot of money: they came from the biggest place in Paris." Under Mrs. Heeny's simplifying eye it was comparatively easy to make these explanations. "I want you to try and sell them for me—I want you to do the best you can with them. I can't do it myself—but you must swear you'll never tell a soul," she pressed on breathlessly.

"Anything close to what they're really worth, I mean. They were really expensive: they came from the biggest store in Paris." Under Mrs. Heeny's watchful gaze, it was relatively easy to explain. "I want you to try and sell them for me—I need you to do your best with them. I can't handle it myself—but you have to promise you won't tell anyone," she insisted eagerly.

"Why, you poor child—it ain't the first time," said Mrs. Heeny, coiling the pearls in her big palm. "It's a pity too: they're such beauties. But you'll get others," she added, as the necklace vanished into her bag.

"Why, you poor thing—it’s not the first time," said Mrs. Heeny, wrapping the pearls in her large hand. "It’s a shame too: they’re so beautiful. But you’ll find others," she added, as the necklace disappeared into her bag.

A few days later there appeared from the same receptacle a bundle of banknotes considerable enough to quiet Undine's last scruples. She no longer understood why she had hesitated. Why should she have thought it necessary to give back the pearls to Van Degen? His obligation to her represented far more than the relatively small sum she had been able to realize on the necklace. She hid the money in her dress, and when Mrs. Heeny had gone on to Mrs. Spragg's room she drew the packet out, and counting the bills over, murmured to herself: "Now I can get away!"

A few days later, a significant bundle of banknotes appeared from the same place, enough to calm Undine's last doubts. She no longer understood why she had hesitated. Why did she think it was necessary to return the pearls to Van Degen? His obligation to her was worth much more than the relatively small amount she had managed to get from the necklace. She tucked the money into her dress, and when Mrs. Heeny went to Mrs. Spragg's room, she pulled out the packet and, counting the bills, murmured to herself, "Now I can get away!"

Her one thought was to return to Europe; but she did not want to go alone. The vision of her solitary figure adrift in the spring mob of trans-Atlantic pleasure-seekers depressed and mortified her. She would be sure to run across acquaintances, and they would infer that she was in quest of a new opportunity, a fresh start, and would suspect her of trying to use them for the purpose. The thought was repugnant to her newly awakened pride, and she decided that if she went to Europe her father and mother must go with her. The project was a bold one, and when she broached it she had to run the whole gamut of Mr. Spragg's irony. He wanted to know what she expected to do with him when she got him there; whether she meant to introduce him to "all those old Kings," how she thought he and her mother would look in court dress, and how she supposed he was going to get on without his New York paper. But Undine had been aware of having what he himself would have called "a pull" over her father since, the day after their visit to the opera, he had taken her aside to ask: "You sent back those pearls?" and she had answered coldly: "Mrs. Heeny's taken them."

Her only thought was to go back to Europe, but she didn’t want to go alone. The image of her lonely figure lost in the crowd of springtime trans-Atlantic travelers made her feel down and embarrassed. She knew she would bump into acquaintances, and they would assume she was looking for a new chance, a fresh start, and would think she was trying to use them for that purpose. The idea was distasteful to her newly discovered pride, so she decided that if she went to Europe, her mom and dad had to come with her. It was a daring plan, and when she brought it up, she had to deal with all of Mr. Spragg's sarcasm. He wanted to know what she expected to do with him when they got there; whether she planned to introduce him to "all those old Kings," how she thought he and her mom would look in fancy court attire, and how he was going to manage without his New York newspaper. But Undine had felt like she had what he would have called “a pull” over her dad since, the day after their visit to the opera, he had taken her aside to ask, "You sent back those pearls?" and she had responded coolly, "Mrs. Heeny's taken them."

After a moment of half-bewildered resistance her parents, perhaps secretly flattered by this first expression of her need for them, had yielded to her entreaty, packed their trunks, and stoically set out for the unknown. Neither Mr. Spragg nor his wife had ever before been out of their country; and Undine had not understood, till they stood beside her tongue-tied and helpless on the dock at Cherbourg, the task she had undertaken in uprooting them. Mr. Spragg had never been physically active, but on foreign shores he was seized by a strange restlessness, and a helpless dependence on his daughter. Mrs. Spragg's long habit of apathy was overcome by her dread of being left alone when her husband and Undine went out, and she delayed and impeded their expeditions by insisting on accompanying them; so that, much as Undine disliked sightseeing, there seemed no alternative between "going round" with her parents and shutting herself up with them in the crowded hotels to which she successively transported them.

After a moment of confused resistance, her parents, maybe secretly flattered by this first sign of her needing them, gave in to her pleas, packed their bags, and bravely set out for the unknown. Neither Mr. Spragg nor his wife had ever left their country before, and Undine didn’t realize, until they stood beside her, speechless and helpless on the dock at Cherbourg, the challenge she had taken on by uprooting them. Mr. Spragg had never been very active, but in a foreign land, he was struck by a strange restlessness and a helpless dependence on his daughter. Mrs. Spragg's long-standing habit of indifference was overcome by her fear of being left alone when her husband and Undine went out, and she held them back and slowed down their outings by insisting on joining them; so, much as Undine disliked sightseeing, there seemed to be no choice between "going out" with her parents and staying cooped up with them in the crowded hotels she continued to move them to.

The hotels were the only European institutions that really interested Mr. Spragg. He considered them manifestly inferior to those at home; but he was haunted by a statistical curiosity as to their size, their number, their cost and their capacity for housing and feeding the incalculable hordes of his countrymen. He went through galleries, churches and museums in a stolid silence like his daughter's; but in the hotels he never ceased to enquire and investigate, questioning every one who could speak English, comparing bills, collecting prospectuses and computing the cost of construction and the probable return on the investment. He regarded the non-existence of the cold-storage system as one more proof of European inferiority, and no longer wondered, in the absence of the room-to-room telephone, that foreigners hadn't yet mastered the first principles of time-saving.

The hotels were the only European institutions that truly interested Mr. Spragg. He thought they were clearly inferior to those back home; however, he was driven by a curiosity about their size, number, cost, and ability to accommodate and feed the countless hordes of his fellow countrymen. He walked through galleries, churches, and museums in a dull silence like his daughter's; but in the hotels, he never stopped asking questions and exploring, interrogating anyone who could speak English, comparing bills, collecting brochures, and calculating construction costs and potential returns on investment. He saw the lack of a cold-storage system as just another sign of European inferiority and no longer wondered why foreigners hadn't yet figured out the basics of time-saving without room-to-room telephones.

After a few weeks it became evident to both parents and daughter that their unnatural association could not continue much longer. Mrs. Spragg's shrinking from everything new and unfamiliar had developed into a kind of settled terror, and Mr. Spragg had begun to be depressed by the incredible number of the hotels and their simply incalculable housing capacity.

After a few weeks, it was clear to both the parents and their daughter that their unusual relationship couldn’t last much longer. Mrs. Spragg’s avoidance of anything new and unfamiliar had turned into a deep-seated fear, and Mr. Spragg had started to feel overwhelmed by the enormous number of hotels and their staggering capacity for guests.

"It ain't that they're any great shakes in themselves, any one of 'em; but there's such a darned lot of 'em: they're as thick as mosquitoes, every place you go." And he began to reckon up, on slips of paper, on the backs of bills and the margins of old newspapers, the number of travellers who could be simultaneously lodged, bathed and boarded on the continent of Europe. "Five hundred bedrooms—three hundred bathrooms—no; three hundred and fifty bathrooms, that one has: that makes, supposing two-thirds of 'em double up—do you s'pose as many as that do, Undie? That porter at Lucerne told me the Germans slept three in a room—well, call it eight hundred people; and three meals a day per head; no, four meals, with that afternoon tea they take; and the last place we were at—'way up on that mountain there—why, there were seventy-five hotels in that one spot alone, and all jam full—well, it beats me to know where all the people come from…"

"It's not that any of them are that impressive on their own, but there are just so many of them; they're as common as mosquitoes everywhere you go." He started to calculate, using slips of paper, the backs of bills, and the margins of old newspapers, the number of travelers that could be simultaneously housed, bathed, and fed in Europe. "Five hundred bedrooms—three hundred bathrooms—no, three hundred and fifty bathrooms, that place has: that gives, assuming two-thirds of them share—do you think that many do, Undie? The porter in Lucerne told me the Germans have three people in a room—so let’s say eight hundred people; and if we count three meals a day per person; no, four meals, including that afternoon tea they always have; and at the last place we stayed—way up on that mountain—there were seventy-five hotels in that one area alone, and they were all fully booked—well, I just can't figure out where all those people come from..."

He had gone on in this fashion for what seemed to his daughter an endless length of days; and then suddenly he had roused himself to say: "See here, Undie, I got to go back and make the money to pay for all this."

He had been going on like this for what felt like an endless number of days to his daughter; and then suddenly he snapped out of it to say: "Hey, Undie, I need to go back and earn the money to pay for all this."

There had been no question on the part of any of the three of Undine's returning with them; and after she had conveyed them to their steamer, and seen their vaguely relieved faces merged in the handkerchief-waving throng along the taffrail, she had returned alone to Paris and made her unsuccessful attempt to enlist the aid of Indiana Rolliver.

There was no doubt among any of the three about Undine coming back with them; after she had taken them to their steamer and watched their somewhat relieved faces blend into the crowd waving handkerchiefs along the rail, she went back to Paris by herself and tried unsuccessfully to get Indiana Rolliver's help.

XXVII

She was still brooding over this last failure when one afternoon, as she loitered on the hotel terrace, she was approached by a young woman whom she had seen sitting near the wheeled chair of an old lady wearing a crumpled black bonnet under a funny fringed parasol with a jointed handle.

She was still dwelling on this recent failure when one afternoon, as she hung out on the hotel terrace, a young woman approached her. She had noticed this woman sitting close to the wheeled chair of an old lady wearing a wrinkled black bonnet under a quirky fringed parasol with a flexible handle.

The young woman, who was small, slight and brown, was dressed with a disregard of the fashion which contrasted oddly with the mauve powder on her face and the traces of artificial colour in her dark untidy hair. She looked as if she might have several different personalities, and as if the one of the moment had been hanging up a long time in her wardrobe and been hurriedly taken down as probably good enough for the present occasion.

The young woman, small and slim with brown skin, was dressed in a way that ignored fashion, which clashed strangely with the mauve powder on her face and the hints of artificial color in her messy dark hair. She seemed like she could have multiple personalities, as if the one she was showing at the moment had been stored away in her wardrobe for a long time and was just quickly grabbed because it was probably good enough for the current event.

With her hands in her jacket pockets, and an agreeable smile on her boyish face, she strolled up to Undine and asked, in a pretty variety of Parisian English, if she had the pleasure of speaking to Mrs. Marvell.

With her hands in her jacket pockets and a friendly smile on her boyish face, she walked up to Undine and asked, in a charming mix of Parisian English, if she had the pleasure of speaking to Mrs. Marvell.

On Undine's assenting, the smile grew more alert and the lady continued:
"I think you know my friend Sacha Adelschein?"

On Undine's agreeing, the smile became more attentive and the woman continued:
"I believe you know my friend Sacha Adelschein?"

No question could have been less welcome to Undine. If there was one point on which she was doggedly and puritanically resolved, it was that no extremes of social adversity should ever again draw her into the group of people among whom Madame Adelschein too conspicuously figured. Since her unsuccessful attempt to win over Indiana by introducing her to that group, Undine had been righteously resolved to remain aloof from it; and she was drawing herself up to her loftiest height of disapproval when the stranger, as if unconscious of it, went on: "Sacha speaks of you so often—she admires you so much.—I think you know also my cousin Chelles," she added, looking into Undine's eyes. "I am the Princess Estradina. I've come here with my mother for the air."

No question could have been less welcome to Undine. If there was one thing she was stubbornly and strictly resolved on, it was that no level of social hardship would ever again pull her into the group of people where Madame Adelschein was too obviously present. After her failed attempt to connect with Indiana by introducing her to that group, Undine had firmly decided to stay away from it; and she was puffing herself up to her highest level of disapproval when the stranger, seemingly unaware of it, continued: "Sacha talks about you all the time—she admires you so much. I think you know my cousin Chelles too," she added, looking into Undine's eyes. "I am Princess Estradina. I've come here with my mother to get some fresh air."

The murmur of negation died on Undine's lips. She found herself grappling with a new social riddle, and such surprises were always stimulating. The name of the untidy-looking young woman she had been about to repel was one of the most eminent in the impregnable quarter beyond the Seine. No one figured more largely in the Parisian chronicle than the Princess Estradina, and no name more impressively headed the list at every marriage, funeral and philanthropic entertainment of the Faubourg Saint Germain than that of her mother, the Duchesse de Dordogne, who must be no other than the old woman sitting in the Bath-chair with the crumpled bonnet and the ridiculous sunshade.

The murmur of refusal faded from Undine's lips. She found herself wrestling with a new social puzzle, and such surprises were always invigorating. The untidy-looking young woman she had almost turned away was part of one of the most prominent families in the exclusive area beyond the Seine. No one featured more prominently in the Parisian news than Princess Estradina, and no name stood out more impressively at every wedding, funeral, and charity event in Faubourg Saint Germain than that of her mother, the Duchesse de Dordogne, who had to be the old woman sitting in the bath chair with the rumpled bonnet and ridiculous sunshade.

But it was not the appearance of the two ladies that surprised Undine. She knew that social gold does not always glitter, and that the lady she had heard spoken of as Lili Estradina was notoriously careless of the conventions; but that she should boast of her intimacy with Madame Adelschein, and use it as a pretext for naming herself, overthrew all Undine's hierarchies.

But it wasn't the look of the two women that surprised Undine. She knew that social status doesn’t always shine, and that the lady she had heard referred to as Lili Estradina was famously indifferent to the norms. But the fact that she would brag about her closeness to Madame Adelschein and use it as an excuse to name herself completely challenged all of Undine's beliefs about social rankings.

"Yes—it's hideously dull here, and I'm dying of it. Do come over and speak to my mother. She's dying of it too; but don't tell her so, because she hasn't found it out. There were so many things our mothers never found out," the Princess rambled on, with her half-mocking half-intimate smile; and in another moment Undine, thrilled at having Mrs. Spragg thus coupled with a Duchess, found herself seated between mother and daughter, and responding by a radiant blush to the elder lady's amiable opening: "You know my nephew Raymond—he's your great admirer."

"Yes—it’s incredibly boring here, and I'm really struggling with it. Please come over and talk to my mom. She’s struggling with it too, but don’t mention that to her because she hasn’t realized it. There were so many things our moms never figured out," the Princess continued, with her half-teasing, half-friendly smile; and before long, Undine, excited to be introduced to Mrs. Spragg next to a Duchess, found herself sitting between mother and daughter, and responding with a bright blush to the older lady's friendly remark: "You know my nephew Raymond—he’s a huge admirer of yours."

How had it happened, whither would it lead, how long could it last? The questions raced through Undine's brain as she sat listening to her new friends—they seemed already too friendly to be called acquaintances!—replying to their enquiries, and trying to think far enough ahead to guess what they would expect her to say, and what tone it would be well to take. She was used to such feats of mental agility, and it was instinctive with her to become, for the moment, the person she thought her interlocutors expected her to be; but she had never had quite so new a part to play at such short notice. She took her cue, however, from the fact that the Princess Estradina, in her mother's presence, made no farther allusion to her dear friend Sacha, and seemed somehow, though she continued to chat on in the same easy strain, to look differently and throw out different implications. All these shades of demeanour were immediately perceptible to Undine, who tried to adapt herself to them by combining in her manner a mixture of Apex dash and New York dignity; and the result was so successful that when she rose to go the Princess, with a hand on her arm, said almost wistfully: "You're staying on too? Then do take pity on us! We might go on some trips together; and in the evenings we could make a bridge."

How did this happen, where would it lead, and how long could it last? The questions raced through Undine's mind as she listened to her new friends—they seemed too friendly to just be acquaintances!—responding to their questions and trying to think ahead to guess what they would expect her to say and what tone would be best to take. She was used to this kind of mental juggling, and it came naturally for her to be the person she thought her conversation partners wanted her to be; but she'd never had such a new role to play on such short notice. Still, she noticed that Princess Estradina, in her mother's presence, made no further mention of her dear friend Sacha, and somehow, even though she kept chatting in the same relaxed way, she seemed to have a different vibe and implied something else. All these subtle changes were immediately noticeable to Undine, who tried to adjust by mixing a bit of Apex flair with New York elegance; the result was so effective that when she stood up to leave, the Princess, placing a hand on her arm, said almost longingly, "You're staying too? Then please, have mercy on us! We could go on some trips together, and in the evenings we could play bridge."

A new life began for Undine. The Princess, chained her mother's side, and frankly restive under her filial duty, clung to her new acquaintance with a persistence too flattering to be analyzed. "My dear, I was on the brink of suicide when I saw your name in the visitors' list," she explained; and Undine felt like answering that she had nearly reached the same pass when the Princess's thin little hand had been held out to her. For the moment she was dizzy with the effect of that random gesture. Here she was, at the lowest ebb of her fortunes, miraculously rehabilitated, reinstated, and restored to the old victorious sense of her youth and her power! Her sole graces, her unaided personality, had worked the miracle; how should she not trust in them hereafter?

A new life began for Undine. The Princess, tied to her mother's side and clearly restless with her family obligations, clung to her new friend with a persistence that was too flattering to analyze. "My dear, I was on the edge of ending it all when I saw your name on the visitor's list," she explained; and Undine felt like saying that she had almost reached the same point when the Princess's thin little hand had reached out to her. At that moment, she was overwhelmed by the impact of that spontaneous gesture. Here she was, at the lowest point in her life, miraculously revived, reinstated, and restored to the victorious feeling of her youth and her power! Her only charms, her unassisted personality, had created this miracle; how could she not believe in them from now on?

Aside from her feeling of concrete attainment. Undine was deeply interested in her new friends. The Princess and her mother, in their different ways, were different from any one else she had known. The Princess, who might have been of any age between twenty and forty, had a small triangular face with caressing impudent eyes, a smile like a silent whistle and the gait of a baker's boy balancing his basket. She wore either baggy shabby clothes like a man's, or rich draperies that looked as if they had been rained on; and she seemed equally at ease in either style of dress, and carelessly unconscious of both. She was extremely familiar and unblushingly inquisitive, but she never gave Undine the time to ask her any questions or the opportunity to venture on any freedom with her. Nevertheless she did not scruple to talk of her sentimental experiences, and seemed surprised, and rather disappointed, that Undine had so few to relate in return. She playfully accused her beautiful new friend of being cachottiere, and at the sight of Undine's blush cried out: "Ah, you funny Americans! Why do you all behave as if love were a secret infirmity?"

Aside from her feeling of real accomplishment, Undine was really interested in her new friends. The Princess and her mother, in their own ways, were unlike anyone she had ever known. The Princess, who could have been anywhere from twenty to forty, had a small triangular face with alluring, cheeky eyes, a smile that seemed to whistle silently, and walked like a baker's boy balancing his basket. She wore either loose, shabby clothes like a man's or lavish fabrics that looked as if they had just been rained on, and she seemed completely comfortable in either style, obliviously unconcerned about both. She was very friendly and unabashedly curious, but she never gave Undine the chance to ask her questions or take any liberties with her. Still, she had no qualms about discussing her romantic experiences and seemed surprised, even a bit disappointed, that Undine had so few to share in return. She jokingly accused her beautiful new friend of being a tease and, seeing Undine's blush, exclaimed: "Oh, you silly Americans! Why does everyone act like love is some kind of secret weakness?"

The old Duchess was even more impressive, because she fitted better into Undine's preconceived picture of the Faubourg Saint Germain, and was more like the people with whom she pictured the former Nettie Wincher as living in privileged intimacy. The Duchess was, indeed, more amiable and accessible than Undine's conception of a Duchess, and displayed a curiosity as great as her daughter's, and much more puerile, concerning her new friend's history and habits. But through her mild prattle, and in spite of her limited perceptions. Undine felt in her the same clear impenetrable barrier that she ran against occasionally in the Princess; and she was beginning to understand that this barrier represented a number of things about which she herself had yet to learn. She would not have known this a few years earlier, nor would she have seen in the Duchess anything but the ruin of an ugly woman, dressed in clothes that Mrs. Spragg wouldn't have touched. The Duchess certainly looked like a ruin; but Undine now saw that she looked like the ruin of a castle.

The old Duchess was even more impressive because she fit better into Undine's idea of the Faubourg Saint Germain and resembled the people she imagined the former Nettie Wincher living closely with. The Duchess was, in fact, friendlier and more approachable than Undine had expected a Duchess to be, and she showed a curiosity as intense as her daughter's, but much more childish, about her new friend's background and lifestyle. Yet, through her light chatter, and despite her limited understanding, Undine sensed in her the same clear, impenetrable barrier that she occasionally encountered with the Princess; she was starting to realize that this barrier represented many things she still had to learn about. Just a few years earlier, she wouldn't have recognized this, nor would she have seen anything in the Duchess except the decay of an unattractive woman dressed in clothes that Mrs. Spragg wouldn't have worn. The Duchess definitely looked like a wreck; but now Undine saw that she resembled the ruins of a castle.

The Princess, who was unofficially separated from her husband, had with her her two little girls. She seemed extremely attached to both—though avowing for the younger a preference she frankly ascribed to the interesting accident of its parentage—and she could not understand that Undine, as to whose domestic difficulties she minutely informed herself, should have consented to leave her child to strangers. "For, to one's child every one but one's self is a stranger; and whatever your egarements—" she began, breaking off with a stare when Undine interrupted her to explain that the courts had ascribed all the wrongs in the case to her husband. "But then—but then—" murmured the Princess, turning away from the subject as if checked by too deep an abyss of difference.

The Princess, who was unofficially separated from her husband, had her two little girls with her. She seemed very attached to both—though she openly admitted a preference for the younger one, which she honestly attributed to the interesting circumstances of its parentage—and she couldn’t understand how Undine, about whose family troubles she was very informed, could agree to leave her child with strangers. "Because to a parent, everyone except themselves is a stranger; and no matter what your complications—" she started, stopping abruptly when Undine interrupted her to explain that the courts had blamed all the issues in the case on her husband. "But then—but then—" the Princess murmured, turning away from the topic as if confronted by a deep chasm of difference.

The incident had embarrassed Undine, and though she tried to justify herself by allusions to her boy's dependence on his father's family, and to the duty of not standing in his way, she saw that she made no impression. "Whatever one's errors, one's child belongs to one," her hearer continued to repeat; and Undine, who was frequently scandalized by the Princess's conversation, now found herself in the odd position of having to set a watch upon her own in order not to scandalize the Princess.

The incident had embarrassed Undine, and even though she attempted to justify herself by referring to her boy's reliance on his father's family and the duty of not obstructing him, she realized that she wasn't making any impact. "No matter what mistakes you make, your child is still yours," her listener kept insisting; and Undine, who was often shocked by the Princess's remarks, now found herself in the strange situation of having to monitor her own words to avoid shocking the Princess.

Each day, nevertheless, strengthened her hold on her new friends. After her first flush of triumph she began indeed to suspect that she had been a slight disappointment to the Princess, had not completely justified the hopes raised by the doubtful honour of being one of Sacha Adelschein's intimates. Undine guessed that the Princess had expected to find her more amusing, "queerer," more startling in speech and conduct. Though by instinct she was none of these things, she was eager to go as far as was expected; but she felt that her audacities were on lines too normal to be interesting, and that the Princess thought her rather school-girlish and old-fashioned. Still, they had in common their youth, their boredom, their high spirits and their hunger for amusement; and Undine was making the most of these ties when one day, coming back from a trip to Monte-Carlo with the Princess, she was brought up short by the sight of a lady—evidently a new arrival—who was seated in an attitude of respectful intimacy beside the old Duchess's chair. Undine, advancing unheard over the fine gravel of the garden path, recognized at a glance the Marquise de Trezac's drooping nose and disdainful back, and at the same moment heard her say: "—And her husband?"

Each day, however, strengthened her bond with her new friends. After her initial excitement, she started to worry that she might have disappointed the Princess, not fully meeting the expectations that came with being one of Sacha Adelschein's close friends. Undine sensed that the Princess had hoped she would be more entertaining, "weirder," and more surprising in her speech and behavior. Although she wasn't naturally any of those things, she was eager to go as far as was anticipated; still, she felt her attempts were too conventional to be interesting, and that the Princess found her somewhat childish and out of date. Yet, they shared their youth, their boredom, their high spirits, and their craving for fun; and Undine was taking full advantage of these connections when one day, returning from a trip to Monte-Carlo with the Princess, she was suddenly stopped by the sight of a woman—clearly a newcomer—sitting in a pose of respectful intimacy beside the old Duchess's chair. Undine, walking silently over the fine gravel of the garden path, recognized at once the Marquise de Trezac's drooping nose and contemptuous posture, and at that moment she heard her say: "—And her husband?"

"Her husband? But she's an American—she's divorced," the Duchess replied, as if she were merely stating the same fact in two different ways; and Undine stopped short with a pang of apprehension.

"Her husband? But she's American—she's divorced," the Duchess said, as if she were just repeating the same fact in two different ways; and Undine froze with a sudden rush of anxiety.

The Princess came up behind her. "Who's the solemn person with Mamma? Ah, that old bore of a Trezac!" She dropped her long eye-glass with a laugh. "Well, she'll be useful—she'll stick to Mamma like a leech and we shall get away oftener. Come, let's go and be charming to her."

The Princess came up behind her. "Who's that serious person with Mom? Ah, that boring old Trezac!" She dropped her long eyeglass with a laugh. "Well, she'll be useful—she'll cling to Mom like a leech and we’ll be able to get away more often. Come on, let's go be charming to her."

She approached Madame de Trezac effusively, and after an interchange of exclamations Undine heard her say "You know my friend Mrs. Marvell? No? How odd! Where do you manage to hide yourself, chere Madame? Undine, here's a compatriot who hasn't the pleasure—"

She approached Madame de Trezac enthusiastically, and after a flurry of exclamations Undine heard her say, "You know my friend Mrs. Marvell? No? How strange! Where do you manage to hide, dear Madame? Undine, here’s a fellow countrywoman who hasn’t had the pleasure—"

"I'm such a hermit, dear Mrs. Marvell—the Princess shows me what I miss," the Marquise de Trezac murmured, rising to give her hand to Undine, and speaking in a voice so different from that of the supercilious Miss Wincher that only her facial angle and the droop of her nose linked her to the hated vision of Potash Springs.

"I'm such a recluse, dear Mrs. Marvell—the Princess shows me what I'm missing," the Marquise de Trezac murmured, getting up to extend her hand to Undine, and speaking in a tone so different from the condescending Miss Wincher that only her facial angle and the droop of her nose connected her to the disliked image of Potash Springs.

Undine felt herself dancing on a flood-tide of security. For the first time the memory of Potash Springs became a thing to smile at, and with the Princess's arm through hers she shone back triumphantly on Madame de Trezac, who seemed to have grown suddenly obsequious and insignificant, as though the waving of the Princess's wand had stripped her of all her false advantages.

Undine felt like she was riding a wave of security. For the first time, thinking about Potash Springs made her smile, and with the Princess's arm linked through hers, she looked back triumphantly at Madame de Trezac, who suddenly seemed overly eager to please and unimportant, as if the Princess's magic had taken away all her false advantages.

But upstairs, in her own room. Undine's courage fell. Madame de Trezac had been civil, effusive even, because for the moment she had been taken off her guard by finding Mrs. Marvell on terms of intimacy with the Princess Estradina and her mother. But the force of facts would reassert itself. Far from continuing to see Undine through her French friends' eyes she would probably invite them to view her compatriot through the searching lens of her own ampler information. "The old hypocrite—she'll tell them everything," Undine murmured, wincing at the recollection of the dentist's assistant from Deposit, and staring miserably at her reflection in the dressing-table mirror. Of what use were youth and grace and good looks, if one drop of poison distilled from the envy of a narrow-minded woman was enough to paralyze them? Of course Madame de Trezac knew and remembered, and, secure in her own impregnable position, would never rest till she had driven out the intruder.

But upstairs, in her own room, Undine's confidence crumbled. Madame de Trezac had been polite, even overly friendly, because she had been caught off guard by seeing Mrs. Marvell getting close with Princess Estradina and her mother. But reality would soon sink in. Instead of continuing to see Undine through her French friends' perspective, she would likely want them to view her fellow countrywoman through the sharper lens of her own broader knowledge. "The old hypocrite—she'll spill everything," Undine muttered, grimacing at the memory of the dental assistant from Deposit, and staring sadly at her reflection in the dressing table mirror. What good were youth, charm, and looks if just one drop of poison from the envy of a narrow-minded woman could undermine them? Of course, Madame de Trezac knew and remembered everything, and, confident in her unassailable position, would never rest until she had pushed out the intruder.

XXVIII

"What do you say to Nice to-morrow, dearest?" the Princess suggested a few evenings later as she followed Undine upstairs after a languid evening at bridge with the Duchess and Madame de Trezac.

"What do you think about going to Nice tomorrow, my dear?" the Princess proposed a few evenings later as she followed Undine upstairs after a laid-back evening of bridge with the Duchess and Madame de Trezac.

Half-way down the passage she stopped to open a door and, putting her finger to her lip, signed to Undine to enter. In the taper-lit dimness stood two small white beds, each surmounted by a crucifix and a palm branch, and each containing a small brown sleeping child with a mop of hair and a curiously finished little face. As the Princess stood gazing on their innocent slumbers she seemed for a moment like a third little girl scarcely bigger and browner than the others; and the smile with which she watched them was as clear as theirs. "Ah, si seulement je pouvais choisir leurs amants!" she sighed as she turned away.

Halfway down the hallway, she paused to open a door and, putting her finger to her lips, signaled Undine to come in. In the softly lit dimness stood two small white beds, each topped with a crucifix and a palm branch, and each held a small brown sleeping child with a mop of hair and an oddly shaped little face. As the Princess stood watching their innocent slumbers, she momentarily looked like a third little girl, barely bigger and browner than the others; and the smile with which she watched them was as pure as theirs. "Ah, if only I could choose their lovers!" she sighed as she turned away.

"—Nice to-morrow," she repeated, as she and Undine walked on to their rooms with linked arms. "We may as well make hay while the Trezac shines. She bores Mamma frightfully, but Mamma won't admit it because they belong to the same oeuvres. Shall it be the eleven train, dear? We can lunch at the Royal and look in the shops—we may meet somebody amusing. Anyhow, it's better than staying here!"

"—Nice tomorrow," she repeated, as she and Undine walked to their rooms with their arms linked. "We might as well make the most of the time while Trezac is in town. She really annoys Mom, but Mom won't admit it because they're part of the same social circle. Should we take the eleven train, dear? We can have lunch at the Royal and check out the shops—we might run into someone interesting. Either way, it's better than staying here!"

Undine was sure the trip to Nice would be delightful. Their previous expeditions had shown her the Princess's faculty for organizing such adventures. At Monte-Carlo, a few days before, they had run across two or three amusing but unassorted people, and the Princess, having fused them in a jolly lunch, had followed it up by a bout at baccarat, and, finally hunting down an eminent composer who had just arrived to rehearse a new production, had insisted on his asking the party to tea, and treating them to fragments of his opera.

Undine was confident that the trip to Nice would be enjoyable. Their past adventures had demonstrated the Princess's talent for planning such outings. A few days earlier in Monte-Carlo, they had encountered a couple of interesting but mismatched people, and the Princess, after bringing them together for a cheerful lunch, had moved on to a round of baccarat. Lastly, she had tracked down a famous composer who had just arrived to rehearse a new show, and she had insisted he invite the group for tea and share some snippets of his opera.

A few days earlier, Undine's hope of renewing such pleasures would have been clouded by the dread of leaving Madame de Trezac alone with the Duchess. But she had no longer any fear of Madame de Trezac. She had discovered that her old rival of Potash Springs was in actual dread of her disfavour, and nervously anxious to conciliate her, and the discovery gave her such a sense of the heights she had scaled, and the security of her footing, that all her troubled past began to seem like the result of some providential "design," and vague impulses of piety stirred in her as she and the Princess whirled toward Nice through the blue and gold glitter of the morning.

A few days earlier, Undine would have worried about the idea of enjoying those pleasures again because she feared leaving Madame de Trezac alone with the Duchess. But she no longer felt afraid of Madame de Trezac. She realized that her old rival from Potash Springs was actually afraid of her disapproval and was anxious to win her over. This insight made her feel like she had reached new heights and secured her position, so her troubled past started to seem like part of some divine plan. As she and the Princess sped toward Nice through the shimmering blue and gold of the morning, she felt vague stirrings of piety within her.

They wandered about the lively streets, they gazed into the beguiling shops, the Princess tried on hats and Undine bought them, and they lunched at the Royal on all sorts of succulent dishes prepared under the head-waiter's special supervision. But as they were savouring their "double" coffee and liqueurs, and Undine was wondering what her companion would devise for the afternoon, the Princess clapped her hands together and cried out: "Dearest, I'd forgotten! I must desert you."

They strolled through the bustling streets, gazing into the charming shops. The Princess tried on hats while Undine bought them, and they had lunch at the Royal, enjoying a variety of delicious dishes prepared under the head waiter's special supervision. But as they savored their "double" coffee and liqueurs, with Undine wondering what her companion would come up with for the afternoon, the Princess clapped her hands together and exclaimed, "Darling, I almost forgot! I have to leave you."

She explained that she'd promised the Duchess to look up a friend who was ill—a poor wretch who'd been sent to Cimiez for her lungs—and that she must rush off at once, and would be back as soon as possible—well, if not in an hour, then in two at latest. She was full of compunction, but she knew Undine would forgive her, and find something amusing to fill up the time: she advised her to go back and buy the black hat with the osprey, and try on the crepe de Chine they'd thought so smart: for any one as good-looking as herself the woman would probably alter it for nothing; and they could meet again at the Palace Tea-Rooms at four. She whirled away in a cloud of explanations, and Undine, left alone, sat down on the Promenade des Anglais. She did not believe a word the Princess had said. She had seen in a flash why she was being left, and why the plan had not been divulged to her before-hand; and she quivered with resentment and humiliation. "That's what she's wanted me for…that's why she made up to me. She's trying it to-day, and after this it'll happen regularly…she'll drag me over here every day or two…at least she thinks she will!"

She explained that she had promised the Duchess to check on a friend who was sick—a poor soul who had been sent to Cimiez for her lungs—and that she needed to leave immediately, but she would be back as soon as she could—well, if not in an hour, then in two at the latest. She felt guilty, but she knew Undine would forgive her and find something entertaining to pass the time: she suggested Undine go back and buy the black hat with the osprey and try on the crepe de Chine they’d thought was so stylish: for someone as attractive as she was, the woman would probably alter it for free; and they could meet again at the Palace Tea-Rooms at four. She spun away in a flurry of explanations, and Undine, left alone, sat down on the Promenade des Anglais. She didn’t believe a word the Princess had said. In an instant, she understood why she was being left behind and why the plan hadn’t been shared with her ahead of time; and she trembled with anger and humiliation. “That’s what she wanted me for…that’s why she was nice to me. She’s trying it today, and after this, it will happen all the time…she’ll drag me over here every day or two…at least she thinks she will!”

A sincere disgust was Undine's uppermost sensation. She was as much ashamed as Mrs. Spragg might have been at finding herself used to screen a clandestine adventure.

A genuine feeling of disgust was Undine's strongest emotion. She felt just as ashamed as Mrs. Spragg would have if she found herself being used to cover up a secret affair.

"I'll let her see… I'll make her understand," she repeated angrily; and for a moment she was half-disposed to drive to the station and take the first train back. But the sense of her precarious situation withheld her; and presently, with bitterness in her heart, she got up and began to stroll toward the shops.

"I'll let her see... I'll make her understand," she repeated angrily; and for a moment, she was tempted to drive to the station and take the first train back. But the reality of her risky situation held her back; and soon, with bitterness in her heart, she stood up and started walking toward the shops.

To show that she was not a dupe, she arrived at the designated meeting-place nearly an hour later than the time appointed; but when she entered the Tea-Rooms the Princess was nowhere to be seen. The rooms were crowded, and Undine was guided toward a small inner apartment where isolated couples were absorbing refreshments in an atmosphere of intimacy that made it seem incongruous to be alone. She glanced about for a face she knew, but none was visible, and she was just giving up the search when she beheld Elmer Moffatt shouldering his way through the crowd.

To prove she wasn’t naive, she arrived at the meeting spot almost an hour late; but when she walked into the Tea-Rooms, the Princess was nowhere to be found. The place was packed, and Undine was directed to a small inner room where couples were enjoying refreshments in a cozy atmosphere that made it feel strange to be alone. She looked around for a familiar face, but there was none in sight, and just as she was about to give up her search, she spotted Elmer Moffatt pushing his way through the crowd.

The sight was so surprising that she sat gazing with unconscious fixity at the round black head and glossy reddish face which kept appearing and disappearing through the intervening jungle of aigrettes. It was long since she had either heard of Moffatt or thought about him, and now, in her loneliness and exasperation, she took comfort in the sight of his confident capable face, and felt a longing to hear his voice and unbosom her woes to him. She had half risen to attract his attention when she saw him turn back and make way for a companion, who was cautiously steering her huge feathered hat between the tea-tables. The woman was of the vulgarest type; everything about her was cheap and gaudy. But Moffatt was obviously elated: he stood aside with a flourish to usher her in, and as he followed he shot out a pink shirt-cuff with jewelled links, and gave his moustache a gallant twist. Undine felt an unreasoning irritation: she was vexed with him both for not being alone and for being so vulgarly accompanied. As the couple seated themselves she caught Moffatt's glance and saw him redden to the edge of his white forehead; but he elaborately avoided her eye—he evidently wanted her to see him do it—and proceeded to minister to his companion's wants with an air of experienced gallantry.

The sight was so unexpected that she sat there staring, transfixed, at the round black head and shiny reddish face that kept appearing and disappearing through the surrounding jungle of feathers. It had been a long time since she had either heard from Moffatt or thought about him, and now, in her loneliness and frustration, she found comfort in seeing his confident, capable face. She felt a strong urge to hear his voice and share her troubles with him. She had half stood up to get his attention when she saw him turn back and make way for a friend who was carefully maneuvering her huge feathered hat between the tea tables. The woman was the most tasteless type; everything about her was cheap and flashy. But Moffatt seemed thrilled: he stepped aside with a flourish to let her in, and as he followed, he flashed a pink shirt cuff with jeweled links and gave his mustache a bold twist. Undine felt an irrational irritation: she was annoyed with him for not being alone and for being so tackily accompanied. As the couple sat down, she caught Moffatt's glance and saw him flush to the edge of his pale forehead; but he deliberately looked away from her—he clearly wanted her to notice it—and continued to attend to his companion's needs with an air of practiced charm.

The incident, trifling as it was, filled up the measure of Undine's bitterness. She thought Moffatt pitiably ridiculous, and she hated him for showing himself in such a light at that particular moment. Her mind turned back to her own grievance, and she was just saying to herself that nothing on earth should prevent her letting the Princess know what she thought of her, when the lady in question at last appeared. She came hurriedly forward and behind her Undine perceived the figure of a slight quietly dressed man, as to whom her immediate impression was that he made every one else in the room look as common as Moffatt. An instant later the colour had flown to her face and her hand was in Raymond de Chelles, while the Princess, murmuring: "Cimiez's such a long way off; but you WILL forgive me?" looked into her eyes with a smile that added: "See how I pay for what I get!"

The incident, though minor, pushed Undine's bitterness to its limit. She found Moffatt absurdly ridiculous and hated him for behaving like that at such a moment. Her thoughts went back to her own grievances, and she was just about to tell herself that nothing would stop her from letting the Princess know what she thought of her when the lady finally appeared. She hurried over, and behind her, Undine noticed a slender man in simple clothes who immediately made everyone else in the room look as ordinary as Moffatt. In the next moment, color rushed to her face, and her hand found Raymond de Chelles', while the Princess, murmuring, "Cimiez is such a long way off; but you WILL forgive me?" looked into her eyes with a smile that seemed to say, "See how I pay for what I get!"

Her first glance showed Undine how glad Raymond de Chelles was to see her. Since their last meeting his admiration for her seemed not only to have increased but to have acquired a different character. Undine, at an earlier stage in her career, might not have known exactly what the difference signified; but it was as clear to her now as if the Princess had said—what her beaming eyes seemed, in fact, to convey—"I'm only too glad to do my cousin the same kind of turn you're doing me."

Her first look made Undine realize how happy Raymond de Chelles was to see her. Since their last encounter, his admiration for her seemed to have not only grown but also changed in nature. Undine, earlier in her journey, might not have understood exactly what this change meant; but now it was as obvious to her as if the Princess had said—what her shining eyes seemed to express—"I’m just as happy to help my cousin like you’re helping me."

But Undine's increased experience, if it had made her more vigilant, had also given her a clearer measure of her power. She saw at once that Chelles, in seeking to meet her again, was not in quest of a mere passing adventure. He was evidently deeply drawn to her, and her present situation, if it made it natural to regard her as more accessible, had not altered the nature of his feeling. She saw and weighed all this in the first five minutes during which, over tea and muffins, the Princess descanted on her luck in happening to run across her cousin, and Chelles, his enchanted eyes on Undine, expressed his sense of his good fortune. He was staying, it appeared, with friends at Beaulieu, and had run over to Nice that afternoon by the merest chance: he added that, having just learned of his aunt's presence in the neighbourhood, he had already planned to present his homage to her.

But Undine's growing experience, while making her more alert, also gave her a clearer sense of her power. She realized immediately that Chelles, in wanting to see her again, wasn't just after a fleeting encounter. He was clearly drawn to her, and although her current situation made her seem more approachable, it hadn't changed his feelings. She noticed and considered all of this in the first five minutes while they had tea and muffins, as the Princess talked about her luck in bumping into her cousin, and Chelles, gazing at Undine with enchanted eyes, conveyed his appreciation for his good fortune. He was staying with friends in Beaulieu and had come over to Nice that afternoon purely by chance; he added that having just found out his aunt was nearby, he had already planned to pay his respects to her.

"Oh, don't come to us—we're too dull!" the Princess exclaimed. "Let us run over occasionally and call on you: we're dying for a pretext, aren't we?" she added, smiling at Undine.

"Oh, don't come to us—we're too boring!" the Princess exclaimed. "Let us swing by every now and then and visit you: we're just looking for an excuse, right?" she added, smiling at Undine.

The latter smiled back vaguely, and looked across the room. Moffatt, looking flushed and foolish, was just pushing back his chair. To carry off his embarrassment he put an additional touch of importance; and as he swaggered out behind his companion, Undine said to herself, with a shiver: "If he'd been alone they would have found me taking tea with him."

The latter smiled back vaguely and glanced around the room. Moffatt, looking embarrassed and awkward, was just pushing back his chair. To cover up his embarrassment, he added a bit of swagger; and as he strolled out behind his companion, Undine thought to herself, shivering, "If he had been by himself, they would have discovered me having tea with him."

Undine, during the ensuing weeks, returned several times to Nice with the Princess; but, to the latter's surprise, she absolutely refused to have Raymond de Chelles included in their luncheon-parties, or even apprised in advance of their expeditions.

Undine, over the next few weeks, went back to Nice several times with the Princess; however, to the Princess's surprise, she completely refused to include Raymond de Chelles in their lunch gatherings or even let him know ahead of time about their outings.

The Princess, always impatient of unnecessary dissimulation, had not attempted to keep up the feint of the interesting invalid at Cimiez. She confessed to Undine that she was drawn to Nice by the presence there of the person without whom, for the moment, she found life intolerable, and whom she could not well receive under the same roof with her little girls and her mother. She appealed to Undine's sisterly heart to feel for her in her difficulty, and implied that—as her conduct had already proved—she would always be ready to render her friend a like service. It was at this point that Undine checked her by a decided word. "I understand your position, and I'm very sorry for you, of course," she began (the Princess stared at the "sorry"). "Your secret's perfectly safe with me, and I'll do anything I can for you…but if I go to Nice with you again you must promise not to ask your cousin to meet us."

The Princess, always impatient with unnecessary pretense, hadn’t bothered to maintain the act of being the intriguing invalid at Cimiez. She admitted to Undine that she was drawn to Nice because of the person who made her feel that life was unbearable without them, and whom she couldn’t really invite to stay under the same roof as her little girls and her mother. She appealed to Undine’s sisterly nature to empathize with her situation and hinted that—as her actions had already shown—she would always be willing to return the favor for her friend. It was at this point that Undine interrupted her firmly. "I get where you’re coming from, and I really feel for you, of course," she began (the Princess frowned at the word "feel"). "Your secret is totally safe with me, and I’ll help you however I can…but if I go to Nice with you again, you have to promise not to invite your cousin to meet us."

The Princess's face expressed the most genuine astonishment. "Oh, my dear, do forgive me if I've been stupid! He admires you so tremendously; and I thought—"

The Princess's face showed real surprise. "Oh, my dear, I'm so sorry if I've been foolish! He thinks so highly of you; and I thought—"

"You'll do as I ask, please—won't you?" Undine went on, ignoring the interruption and looking straight at her under level brows; and the Princess, with a shrug, merely murmured: "What a pity! I fancied you liked him."

"You'll do what I ask, please—won't you?" Undine continued, disregarding the interruption and staring directly at her from beneath her brows; and the Princess, with a shrug, simply replied: "What a shame! I thought you liked him."

XXIX

The early spring found Undine once more in Paris.

The early spring found Undine back in Paris once again.

She had every reason to be satisfied with the result of the course she had pursued since she had pronounced her ultimatum on the subject of Raymond de Chelles. She had continued to remain on the best of terms with the Princess, to rise in the estimation of the old Duchess, and to measure the rapidity of her ascent in the upward gaze of Madame de Trezac; and she had given Chelles to understand that, if he wished to renew their acquaintance, he must do so in the shelter of his venerable aunt's protection.

She had every reason to be happy with the outcome of the course she had taken since she had issued her ultimatum about Raymond de Chelles. She had continued to get along well with the Princess, earned the respect of the old Duchess, and could see how quickly she was rising in Madame de Trezac's eyes; plus, she made it clear to Chelles that if he wanted to rekindle their relationship, he would need to do it under the protection of his respected aunt.

To the Princess she was careful to make her attitude equally clear. "I like your cousin very much—he's delightful, and if I'm in Paris this spring I hope I shall see a great deal of him. But I know how easy it is for a woman in my position to get talked about—and I have my little boy to consider."

To the Princess, she made sure her feelings were just as clear. "I really like your cousin—he's charming, and if I'm in Paris this spring, I hope to spend a lot of time with him. But I know how easily a woman in my situation can become the subject of gossip—and I have my little boy to think about."

Nevertheless, whenever Chelles came over from Beaulieu to spend a day with his aunt and cousin—an excursion he not infrequently repeated—Undine was at no pains to conceal her pleasure. Nor was there anything calculated in her attitude. Chelles seemed to her more charming than ever, and the warmth of his wooing was in flattering contrast to the cool reserve of his manners. At last she felt herself alive and young again, and it became a joy to look in her glass and to try on her new hats and dresses…

Nevertheless, whenever Chelles came over from Beaulieu to spend a day with his aunt and cousin—something he did quite often—Undine didn't hide her excitement. There was nothing forced about her attitude. Chelles seemed more charming to her than ever, and the warmth of his flirting was a nice contrast to his usually cool demeanor. Finally, she felt alive and young again, and it became a pleasure to look in the mirror and try on her new hats and dresses…

The only menace ahead was the usual one of the want of money. While she had travelled with her parents she had been at relatively small expense, and since their return to America Mr. Spragg had sent her allowance regularly; yet almost all the money she had received for the pearls was already gone, and she knew her Paris season would be far more expensive than the quiet weeks on the Riviera.

The only threat looming ahead was the usual issue of lacking money. While she had been traveling with her parents, her expenses had been relatively low, and since their return to America, Mr. Spragg had been sending her allowance regularly; however, she had already spent almost all the money she received for the pearls, and she realized her time in Paris would be much more costly than the peaceful weeks she had spent on the Riviera.

Meanwhile the sense of reviving popularity, and the charm of Chelles' devotion, had almost effaced the ugly memories of failure, and refurbished that image of herself in other minds which was her only notion of self-seeing. Under the guidance of Madame de Trezac she had found a prettily furnished apartment in a not too inaccessible quarter, and in its light bright drawing-room she sat one June afternoon listening, with all the forbearance of which she was capable, to the counsels of her newly-acquired guide.

Meanwhile, the feeling of renewed popularity and the appeal of Chelles' devotion had nearly erased the unpleasant memories of failure and polished the way others viewed her, which was her only way of seeing herself. With Madame de Trezac's guidance, she found a nicely furnished apartment in a not-too-remote area, and one June afternoon, she sat in its bright, airy drawing-room, listening with all the patience she could muster to the advice of her new mentor.

"Everything but marriage—" Madame de Trezac was repeating, her long head slightly tilted, her features wearing the rapt look of an adept reciting a hallowed formula.

"Everything but marriage—" Madame de Trezac was repeating, her long head slightly tilted, her features showing the focused expression of an expert reciting a sacred formula.

Raymond de Chelles had not been mentioned by either of the ladies, and the former Miss Wincher was merely imparting to her young friend one of the fundamental dogmas of her social creed; but Undine was conscious that the air between them vibrated with an unspoken name. She made no immediate answer, but her glance, passing by Madame de Trezac's dull countenance, sought her own reflection in the mirror behind her visitor's chair. A beam of spring sunlight touched the living masses of her hair and made the face beneath as radiant as a girl's. Undine smiled faintly at the promise her own eyes gave her, and then turned them back to her friend. "What can such women know about anything?" she thought compassionately.

Raymond de Chelles hadn’t come up in conversation with either of the women, and the former Miss Wincher was just sharing one of the key beliefs of her social values with her young friend. But Undine sensed that an unspoken name hung in the air between them. She didn’t respond right away; instead, her glance drifted past Madame de Trezac’s dull face to catch her own reflection in the mirror behind her visitor’s chair. A beam of spring sunlight grazed the vibrant strands of her hair, making the face beneath shine like a girl’s. Undine smiled faintly at the promise reflected in her own eyes, then turned her gaze back to her friend. “What could women like that possibly know about anything?” she thought with pity.

"There's everything against it," Madame de Trezac continued in a tone of patient exposition. She seemed to be doing her best to make the matter clear. "In the first place, between people in society a religious marriage is necessary; and, since the Church doesn't recognize divorce, that's obviously out of the question. In France, a man of position who goes through the form of civil marriage with a divorced woman is simply ruining himself and her. They might much better—from her point of view as well as his—be 'friends,' as it's called over here: such arrangements are understood and allowed for. But when a Frenchman marries he wants to marry as his people always have. He knows there are traditions he can't fight against—and in his heart he's glad there are."

"Everything is against it," Madame de Trezac continued in a tone of patient explanation. She seemed to be doing her best to clarify the situation. "First of all, a religious marriage is essential for people in society; and since the Church doesn’t recognize divorce, that’s clearly not an option. In France, a man of status who goes through the motions of a civil marriage with a divorced woman is basically ruining himself and her. They would be much better off—as much for her as for him—being 'friends,' as we say here: those kinds of arrangements are understood and accepted. But when a Frenchman gets married, he wants to do it the way his people always have. He knows there are traditions he can’t go against—and deep down, he’s glad there are."

"Oh, I know: they've so much religious feeling. I admire that in them: their religion's so beautiful." Undine looked thoughtfully at her visitor. "I suppose even money—a great deal of money—wouldn't make the least bit of difference?"

"Oh, I know: they have so much religious feeling. I admire that about them: their religion is so beautiful." Undine looked thoughtfully at her visitor. "I guess even a lot of money wouldn’t change anything at all?"

"None whatever, except to make matters worse," Madame de Trezac decisively rejoined. She returned Undine's look with something of Miss Wincher's contemptuous authority. "But," she added, softening to a smile, "between ourselves—I can say it, since we're neither of us children—a woman with tact, who's not in a position to remarry, will find society extremely indulgent… provided, of course, she keeps up appearances…"

"None at all, except to make things worse," Madame de Trezac replied firmly. She met Undine's gaze with a hint of Miss Wincher's scornful authority. "But," she continued, softening into a smile, "just between us—I can say this since we're not kids—a woman with tact, who's not in a position to remarry, will find that society is very forgiving… as long as, of course, she maintains appearances…"

Undine turned to her with the frown of a startled Diana. "We don't look at things that way out at Apex," she said coldly; and the blood rose in Madame de Trezac's sallow cheek.

Undine turned to her with the frown of a surprised Diana. "We don't see things that way at Apex," she said coldly, and the blood rushed to Madame de Trezac's pale cheek.

"Oh, my dear, it's so refreshing to hear you talk like that! Personally, of course, I've never quite got used to the French view—"

"Oh, my dear, it's so refreshing to hear you talk like that! Personally, I've never really gotten used to the French perspective—"

"I hope no American woman ever does," said Undine.

"I hope no American woman ever does," Undine said.

She had been in Paris for about two months when this conversation took place, and in spite of her reviving self-confidence she was beginning to recognize the strength of the forces opposed to her. It had taken a long time to convince her that even money could not prevail against them; and, in the intervals of expressing her admiration for the Catholic creed, she now had violent reactions of militant Protestantism, during which she talked of the tyranny of Rome and recalled school stories of immoral Popes and persecuting Jesuits.

She had been in Paris for about two months when this conversation happened, and despite her growing self-confidence, she was starting to see the power of the forces against her. It took her a long time to accept that even money couldn't overcome them; and while she expressed her admiration for the Catholic faith, she also had intense reactions of militant Protestantism, during which she talked about the tyranny of Rome and remembered school stories about immoral Popes and persecuting Jesuits.

Meanwhile her demeanour to Chelles was that of the incorruptible but fearless American woman, who cannot even conceive of love outside of marriage, but is ready to give her devoted friendship to the man on whom, in happier circumstances, she might have bestowed her hand. This attitude was provocative of many scenes, during which her suitor's unfailing powers of expression—his gift of looking and saying all the desperate and devoted things a pretty woman likes to think she inspires—gave Undine the thrilling sense of breathing the very air of French fiction. But she was aware that too prolonged tension of these cords usually ends in their snapping, and that Chelles' patience was probably in inverse ratio to his ardour.

Meanwhile, her attitude towards Chelles was that of the unwavering but fearless American woman, who can't even imagine love outside of marriage, yet is willing to offer her loyal friendship to the man to whom, under better circumstances, she might have given her heart. This stance led to many dramatic moments, during which her suitor's endless ability to express himself—his knack for looking and saying all the desperate and devoted things that a pretty woman likes to believe she inspires—gave Undine the exciting feeling of experiencing the very essence of French fiction. However, she knew that prolonging this tension usually leads to a breaking point, and that Chelles’ patience was likely inversely proportional to his passion.

When Madame de Trezac had left her these thoughts remained in her mind. She understood exactly what each of her new friends wanted of her. The Princess, who was fond of her cousin, and had the French sense of family solidarity, would have liked to see Chelles happy in what seemed to her the only imaginable way. Madame de Trezac would have liked to do what she could to second the Princess's efforts in this or any other line; and even the old Duchess—though piously desirous of seeing her favourite nephew married—would have thought it not only natural but inevitable that, while awaiting that happy event, he should try to induce an amiable young woman to mitigate the drawbacks of celibacy. Meanwhile, they might one and all weary of her if Chelles did; and a persistent rejection of his suit would probably imperil her scarcely-gained footing among his friends. All this was clear to her, yet it did not shake her resolve. She was determined to give up Chelles unless he was willing to marry her; and the thought of her renunciation moved her to a kind of wistful melancholy.

When Madame de Trezac left, these thoughts lingered in her mind. She knew exactly what each of her new friends expected from her. The Princess, who was fond of her cousin and valued family ties, wanted to see Chelles happy in what she believed was the only way possible. Madame de Trezac wanted to support the Princess's efforts in this or any other matter; even the old Duchess—who genuinely hoped to see her favorite nephew married—would have thought it both natural and inevitable that, while waiting for that happy event, he would try to convince a charming young woman to ease the burdens of being single. Meanwhile, if Chelles grew tired of her, they all might too; and consistently rejecting his advances would likely jeopardize her recently established place among his friends. All of this was clear to her, but it didn’t change her resolve. She was determined to let go of Chelles unless he was willing to marry her, and the thought of her decision brought her a sense of wistful sadness.

In this mood her mind reverted to a letter she had just received from her mother. Mrs. Spragg wrote more fully than usual, and the unwonted flow of her pen had been occasioned by an event for which she had long yearned. For months she had pined for a sight of her grandson, had tried to screw up her courage to write and ask permission to visit him, and, finally breaking through her sedentary habits, had begun to haunt the neighbourhood of Washington Square, with the result that one afternoon she had had the luck to meet the little boy coming out of the house with his nurse. She had spoken to him, and he had remembered her and called her "Granny"; and the next day she had received a note from Mrs. Fairford saying that Ralph would be glad to send Paul to see her. Mrs. Spragg enlarged on the delights of the visit and the growing beauty and cleverness of her grandson. She described to Undine exactly how Paul was dressed, how he looked and what he said, and told her how he had examined everything in the room, and, finally coming upon his mother's photograph, had asked who the lady was; and, on being told, had wanted to know if she was a very long way off, and when Granny thought she would come back.

In this mood, her thoughts drifted to a letter she had just received from her mother. Mrs. Spragg wrote more than usual, and the unusual outpouring of her words was triggered by an event she had longed for. For months, she had yearned to see her grandson, had tried to muster the courage to write and ask if she could visit him, and finally, breaking free from her usual routines, had started to frequent the area around Washington Square. As a result, one afternoon she got lucky and met the little boy coming out of the house with his nanny. She spoke to him, and he remembered her and called her "Granny." The next day, she received a note from Mrs. Fairford saying that Ralph would be happy to send Paul to visit her. Mrs. Spragg raved about the excitement of the visit and her grandson's growing charm and intelligence. She described to Undine exactly how Paul was dressed, what he looked like, and what he said, and told her how he had explored everything in the room. Finally, when he found his mother’s photograph, he had asked who the lady was; and when told, he wanted to know if she was very far away and when Granny thought she would come back.

As Undine re-read her mother's pages, she felt an unusual tightness in her throat and two tears rose to her eyes. It was dreadful that her little boy should be growing up far away from her, perhaps dressed in clothes she would have hated; and wicked and unnatural that when he saw her picture he should have to be told who she was. "If I could only meet some good man who would give me a home and be a father to him," she thought—and the tears overflowed and ran down.

As Undine reread her mother’s pages, she felt a strange tightness in her throat, and two tears filled her eyes. It was heartbreaking that her little boy was growing up so far away from her, maybe wearing clothes she would have despised; and it felt wrong and unnatural that when he looked at her picture, he would need to be told who she was. "If only I could meet a good man who would provide a home for us and be a father to him," she thought—and the tears spilled over and ran down.

Even as they fell, the door was thrown open to admit Raymond de Chelles, and the consciousness of the moisture still glistening on her cheeks perhaps strengthened her resolve to resist him, and thus made her more imperiously to be desired. Certain it is that on that day her suitor first alluded to a possibility which Madame de Trezac had prudently refrained from suggesting, there fell upon Undine's attentive ears the magic phrase "annulment of marriage."

Even as they fell, the door swung open to let Raymond de Chelles in, and the awareness of the moisture still sparkling on her cheeks might have made her more determined to resist him, making her even more irresistibly desirable. It’s certain that on that day, her admirer first hinted at a possibility that Madame de Trezac had wisely chosen not to bring up; the enchanting phrase "annulment of marriage" reached Undine's attentive ears.

Her alert intelligence immediately set to work in this new direction; but almost at the same moment she became aware of a subtle change of tone in the Princess and her mother, a change reflected in the corresponding decline of Madame de Trezac's cordiality. Undine, since her arrival in Paris, had necessarily been less in the Princess's company, but when they met she had found her as friendly as ever. It was manifestly not a failing of the Princess's to forget past favours, and though increasingly absorbed by the demands of town life she treated her new friend with the same affectionate frankness, and Undine was given frequent opportunities to enlarge her Parisian acquaintance, not only in the Princess's intimate circle but in the majestic drawing-rooms of the Hotel de Dordogne. Now, however, there was a perceptible decline in these signs of hospitality, and Undine, on calling one day on the Duchess, noticed that her appearance sent a visible flutter of discomfort through the circle about her hostess's chair. Two or three of the ladies present looked away from the new-comer and at each other, and several of them seemed spontaneously to encircle without approaching her, while another—grey-haired, elderly and slightly frightened—with an "Adieu, ma bonne tante" to the Duchess, was hastily aided in her retreat down the long line of old gilded rooms.

Her sharp intelligence quickly adapted to this new situation; however, she soon noticed a subtle shift in the tone of the Princess and her mother, which was mirrored by Madame de Trezac's diminishing friendliness. Ever since arriving in Paris, Undine had spent less time with the Princess, but when they did meet, the Princess had always been as warm as before. It was clearly not in the Princess's nature to forget previous kindnesses, and even as she became more caught up in city life, she treated her new friend with the same honest affection. Undine regularly had chances to expand her Parisian social circle, not just within the Princess's close-knit group but also in the grand salons of the Hotel de Dordogne. Now, though, there was a noticeable drop in these gestures of hospitality, and when Undine visited the Duchess one day, she saw that her arrival caused a visible wave of discomfort among the group gathered around her hostess’s chair. A few of the ladies present turned their eyes away from Undine to each other, and several seemed to instinctively create a barrier around her without actually getting closer. Another lady—older, grey-haired, and a bit anxious—quickly bid farewell to the Duchess with an "Adieu, ma bonne tante," and was hurriedly helped in her escape down the long hallway of ornate, gilded rooms.

The incident was too mute and rapid to have been noticeable had it not been followed by the Duchess's resuming her conversation with the ladies nearest her as though Undine had just gone out of the room instead of entering it. The sense of having been thus rendered invisible filled Undine with a vehement desire to make herself seen, and an equally strong sense that all attempts to do so would be vain; and when, a few minutes later, she issued from the portals of the Hotel de Dordogne it was with the fixed resolve not to enter them again till she had had an explanation with the Princess.

The incident was so quiet and quick that it would have gone unnoticed if the Duchess hadn’t started chatting with the ladies next to her as if Undine had just left the room instead of walking in. The feeling of being made invisible filled Undine with a strong urge to make herself noticed, along with a deep sense that any efforts to do so would be pointless. A few minutes later, when she walked out of the Hotel de Dordogne, she was determined not to step back inside until she had a conversation with the Princess.

She was spared the trouble of seeking one by the arrival, early the next morning, of Madame de Trezac, who, entering almost with the breakfast tray, mysteriously asked to be allowed to communicate something of importance.

She was saved the hassle of finding one when Madame de Trezac arrived early the next morning, coming in almost with the breakfast tray and mysteriously asking to share something important.

"You'll understand, I know, the Princess's not coming herself—" Madame de Trezac began, sitting up very straight on the edge of the arm-chair over which Undine's lace dressing-gown hung.

"You'll get why the Princess isn't coming herself—" Madame de Trezac started, sitting up straight on the edge of the armchair where Undine's lace dressing gown was draped.

"If there's anything she wants to say to me, I don't," Undine answered, leaning back among her rosy pillows, and reflecting compassionately that the face opposite her was just the colour of the café au lait she was pouring out.

"If she has anything to say to me, I don't," Undine replied, leaning back against her pink pillows and thinking sympathetically that the face across from her matched the color of the café au lait she was pouring.

"There are things that are…that might seem too pointed…if one said them one's self," Madame de Trezac continued. "Our dear Lili's so good-natured… she so hates to do anything unfriendly; but she naturally thinks first of her mother…"

"There are things that are… that might come off as too blunt… if one were to say them themselves," Madame de Trezac continued. "Our dear Lili is so kind-hearted… she really hates to do anything unkind; but she obviously thinks about her mother first…"

"Her mother? What's the matter with her mother?"

"Her mom? What's wrong with her mom?"

"I told her I knew you didn't understand. I was sure you'd take it in good part…"

"I told her I knew you didn't get it. I was sure you'd take it well..."

Undine raised herself on her elbow. "What did Lili tell you to tell me?"

Undine propped herself up on her elbow. "What did Lili ask you to tell me?"

"Oh, not to TELL you…simply to ask if, just for the present, you'd mind avoiding the Duchess's Thursdays …calling on any other day, that is."

"Oh, not to TELL you…just to ask if, for now, you could avoid the Duchess's Thursdays…visit on any other day, that is."

"Any other day? She's not at home on any other. Do you mean she doesn't want me to call?"

"Any other day? She’s not home on any other day. Are you saying she doesn’t want me to call?"

"Well—not while the Marquise de Chelles is in Paris. She's the Duchess's favourite niece—and of course they all hang together. That kind of family feeling is something you naturally don't—"

"Well—not while the Marquise de Chelles is in Paris. She's the Duchess's favorite niece—and of course they all stick together. That kind of family vibe is something you naturally don't—"

Undine had a sudden glimpse of hidden intricacies.

Undine suddenly saw the hidden complexities.

"That was Raymond de Chelles' mother I saw there yesterday? The one they hurried out when I came in?"

"Was that Raymond de Chelles' mom I saw there yesterday? The one they rushed out when I walked in?"

"It seems she was very much upset. She somehow heard your name."

"It seems she was really upset. She somehow heard your name."

"Why shouldn't she have heard my name? And why in the world should it upset her?"

"Why shouldn't she have heard my name? And why on earth should it bother her?"

Madame de Trezac heaved a hesitating sigh. "Isn't it better to be frank?
She thinks she has reason to feel badly—they all do."

Madame de Trezac let out a hesitant sigh. "Isn't it better to be honest?
She believes she has a reason to feel bad—they all do."

"To feel badly? Because her son wants to marry me?"

"To feel bad? Because her son wants to marry me?"

"Of course they know that's impossible." Madame de Trezac smiled compassionately. "But they're afraid of your spoiling his other chances."

"Of course they know that's impossible." Madame de Trezac smiled kindly. "But they're worried about you ruining his other opportunities."

Undine paused a moment before answering, "It won't be impossible when my marriage is annulled," she said.

Undine paused for a moment before responding, "It won't be impossible once my marriage is annulled," she said.

The effect of this statement was less electrifying than she had hoped. Her visitor simply broke into a laugh. "My dear child! Your marriage annulled? Who can have put such a mad idea into your head?"

The impact of this statement was less thrilling than she had expected. Her guest just burst out laughing. "Oh, my dear! You think your marriage can be annulled? Who could have given you such a crazy idea?"

Undine's gaze followed the pattern she was tracing with a lustrous nail on her embroidered bedspread. "Raymond himself," she let fall.

Undine's eyes moved along the design she was creating with a shiny nail on her embroidered bedspread. "Raymond himself," she casually mentioned.

This time there was no mistaking the effect she produced. Madame de Trezac, with a murmured "Oh," sat gazing before her as if she had lost the thread of her argument; and it was only after a considerable interval that she recovered it sufficiently to exclaim: "They'll never hear of it—absolutely never!"

This time, there was no doubt about the impact she had made. Madame de Trezac, with a quiet "Oh," sat staring ahead as if she had completely lost her train of thought; and it was only after a long pause that she gained it back enough to exclaim: "They'll never accept it—absolutely never!"

"But they can't prevent it, can they?"

"But they can't stop it, can they?"

"They can prevent its being of any use to you."

"They can stop it from being of any use to you."

"I see," Undine pensively assented.

"I see," Undine thoughtfully agreed.

She knew the tone she had taken was virtually a declaration of war; but she was in a mood when the act of defiance, apart from its strategic value, was a satisfaction in itself. Moreover, if she could not gain her end without a fight it was better that the battle should be engaged while Raymond's ardour was at its height. To provoke immediate hostilities she sent for him the same afternoon, and related, quietly and without comment, the incident of her visit to the Duchess, and the mission with which Madame de Trezac had been charged. In the circumstances, she went on to explain, it was manifestly impossible that she should continue to receive his visits; and she met his wrathful comments on his relatives by the gently but firmly expressed resolve not to be the cause of any disagreement between himself and his family.

She knew the tone she had taken was basically a declaration of war; but she was feeling defiant, and that act of rebellion, aside from its strategic purpose, was satisfying on its own. Plus, if she couldn't achieve her goal without a fight, it was better to engage in battle while Raymond was still fired up. To provoke an immediate confrontation, she called him over that afternoon and calmly shared the details of her visit to the Duchess, along with the mission that Madame de Trezac had given her. Given the situation, she continued, it was clearly impossible for her to keep accepting his visits; and she responded to his angry comments about his family with a gentle but firm resolution not to be the reason for any conflict between him and his relatives.

XXX

A few days after her decisive conversation with Raymond de Chelles, Undine, emerging from the doors of the Nouveau Luxe, where she had been to call on the newly-arrived Mrs. Homer Branney, once more found herself face to face with Elmer Moffatt.

A few days after her important conversation with Raymond de Chelles, Undine, stepping out of the Nouveau Luxe, where she had gone to visit the newly arrived Mrs. Homer Branney, once again came face to face with Elmer Moffatt.

This time there was no mistaking his eagerness to be recognized. He stopped short as they met, and she read such pleasure in his eyes that she too stopped, holding out her hand.

This time, there was no doubt about his eagerness to be acknowledged. He halted abruptly as they came together, and she saw such delight in his eyes that she also paused, extending her hand.

"I'm glad you're going to speak to me," she said, and Moffatt reddened at the allusion.

"I'm glad you're going to talk to me," she said, and Moffatt blushed at the mention.

"Well, I very nearly didn't. I didn't know you. You look about as old as you did when I first landed at Apex—remember?"

"Well, I almost didn’t. I didn’t know you. You look about the same age you did when I first arrived at Apex—remember?"

He turned back and began to walk at her side in the direction of the
Champs Elysees.

He turned around and started walking beside her toward the
Champs Elysees.

"Say—this is all right!" he exclaimed; and she saw that his glance had left her and was ranging across the wide silvery square ahead of them to the congregated domes and spires beyond the river.

"Wow—this is amazing!" he exclaimed; and she noticed that his gaze had shifted away from her and was exploring the expansive silvery square in front of them towards the clustered domes and spires across the river.

"Do you like Paris?" she asked, wondering what theatres he had been to.

"Do you like Paris?" she asked, curious about which theaters he had visited.

"It beats everything." He seemed to be breathing in deeply the impression of fountains, sculpture, leafy' avenues and long-drawn architectural distances fading into the afternoon haze.

"It beats everything." He took a deep breath, soaking in the sights of fountains, sculptures, tree-lined streets, and the long architectural views fading into the afternoon haze.

"I suppose you've been to that old church over there?" he went on, his gold-topped stick pointing toward the towers of Notre Dame.

"I guess you've been to that old church over there?" he continued, his gold-tipped cane pointing toward the towers of Notre Dame.

"Oh, of course; when I used to sightsee. Have you never been to Paris before?"

"Oh, of course; back when I used to go sightseeing. Have you never been to Paris before?"

"No, this is my first look-round. I came across in March."

"No, this is my first look around. I arrived in March."

"In March?" she echoed inattentively. It never occurred to her that other people's lives went on when they were out of her range of vision, and she tried in vain to remember what she had last heard of Moffatt. "Wasn't that a bad time to leave Wall Street?"

"In March?" she repeated absently. It never crossed her mind that other people's lives continued when they were out of her sight, and she struggled to recall what she had last heard about Moffatt. "Wasn't that a bad time to leave Wall Street?"

"Well, so-so. Fact is, I was played out: needed a change." Nothing in his robust mien confirmed the statement, and he did not seem inclined to develop it. "I presume you're settled here now?" he went on. "I saw by the papers—"

"Well, kinda. The truth is, I was worn out: I needed a change." Nothing about his strong appearance supported that claim, and he didn’t seem interested in explaining it further. "I assume you're all settled here now?" he continued. "I read it in the papers—"

"Yes," she interrupted; adding, after a moment: "It was all a mistake from the first."

"Yeah," she interrupted, adding after a moment, "It was all a mistake from the start."

"Well, I never thought he was your form," said Moffatt.

"Well, I never thought he was your type," said Moffatt.

His eyes had come back to her, and the look in them struck her as something she might use to her advantage; but the next moment he had glanced away with a furrowed brow, and she felt she had not wholly fixed his attention.

His eyes returned to her, and the look in them seemed like something she could use to her advantage; but the next moment, he looked away with a furrowed brow, making her feel like she hadn’t fully captured his attention.

"I live at the other end of Paris. Why not come back and have tea with me?" she suggested, half moved by a desire to know more of his affairs, and half by the thought that a talk with him might help to shed some light on hers.

"I live on the other side of Paris. Why not come back and have tea with me?" she suggested, partly driven by a desire to learn more about his situation, and partly by the idea that talking with him might help clarify her own.

In the open taxi-cab he seemed to recover his sense of well-being, and leaned back, his hands on the knob of his stick, with the air of a man pleasantly aware of his privileges. "This Paris is a thundering good place," he repeated once or twice as they rolled on through the crush and glitter of the afternoon; and when they had descended at Undine's door, and he stood in her drawing-room, and looked out on the horse-chestnut trees rounding their green domes under the balcony, his satisfaction culminated in the comment: "I guess this lays out West End Avenue!"

In the taxi, he seemed to regain his sense of well-being and leaned back, his hands resting on the knob of his cane, looking like a man who knows he’s got it good. "This Paris is an amazing place," he said a couple of times as they drove through the bustling, sparkling afternoon. And when they arrived at Undine's door, and he stood in her living room, looking out at the horse-chestnut trees with their green canopies below the balcony, his satisfaction peaked as he remarked, "I guess this puts West End Avenue to shame!"

His eyes met Undine's with their old twinkle, and their expression encouraged her to murmur: "Of course there are times when I'm very lonely."

His eyes met Undine's with their familiar sparkle, and the look in them encouraged her to say softly, "There are definitely times when I'm really lonely."

She sat down behind the tea-table, and he stood at a little distance, watching her pull off her gloves with a queer comic twitch of his elastic mouth. "Well, I guess it's only when you want to be," he said, grasping a lyre-backed chair by its gilt cords, and sitting down astride of it, his light grey trousers stretching too tightly over his plump thighs. Undine was perfectly aware that he was a vulgar over-dressed man, with a red crease of fat above his collar and an impudent swaggering eye; yet she liked to see him there, and was conscious that he stirred the fibres of a self she had forgotten but had not ceased to understand.

She sat down at the tea table, and he stood a little way off, watching her take off her gloves with a funny, quirky smile. "Well, I guess it’s only when you want to be," he said, grabbing a lyre-backed chair by its gold cords and straddling it, his light gray pants stretching tightly over his plump thighs. Undine was fully aware that he was a tastelessly over-dressed man, with a roll of fat above his collar and a cocky, swaggering look; yet she enjoyed seeing him there and felt that he awakened parts of herself she had forgotten but still understood.

She had fancied her avowal of loneliness might call forth some sentimental phrase; but though Moffatt was clearly pleased to be with her she saw that she was not the centre of his thoughts, and the discovery irritated her.

She had hoped her confession of loneliness would inspire some sentimental response; but even though Moffatt clearly enjoyed being with her, she realized she wasn't the center of his thoughts, and that realization annoyed her.

"I don't suppose YOU'VE known what it is to be lonely since you've been in Europe?" she continued as she held out his tea-cup.

"I guess YOU'VE never really known what it's like to be lonely since you've been in Europe?" she said as she offered him his tea cup.

"Oh," he said jocosely, "I don't always go round with a guide"; and she rejoined on the same note: "Then perhaps I shall see something of you."

"Oh," he said playfully, "I don't always travel with a guide"; and she replied in the same way, "Then maybe I'll get to see more of you."

"Why, there's nothing would suit me better; but the fact is, I'm probably sailing next week."

"Honestly, nothing would work better for me; but the truth is, I’m probably leaving next week."

"Oh, are you? I'm sorry." There was nothing feigned in her regret.

"Oh, really? I'm sorry." There was nothing fake about her regret.

"Anything I can do for you across the pond?"

"Is there anything I can do for you over there?"

She hesitated. "There's something you can do for me right off."

She paused. "There's something you can do for me right now."

He looked at her more attentively, as if his practised eve had passed through the surface of her beauty to what might be going on behind it. "Do you want my blessing again?" he asked with sudden irony.

He looked at her more closely, as if his trained eye had seen beyond her beauty to what might be happening underneath. "Do you want my blessing again?" he asked, suddenly ironic.

Undine opened her eyes with a trustful look. "Yes—I do."

Undine opened her eyes with a trusting expression. "Yeah—I do."

"Well—I'll be damned!" said Moffatt gaily.

"Well—I'll be damned!" said Moffatt cheerfully.

"You've always been so awfully nice," she began; and he leaned back, grasping both sides of the chair-back, and shaking it a little with his laugh.

"You've always been so incredibly nice," she started; and he leaned back, gripping both sides of the chair-back and shaking it a little with his laughter.

He kept the same attitude while she proceeded to unfold her case, listening to her with the air of sober concentration that his frivolous face took on at any serious demand on his attention. When she had ended he kept the same look during an interval of silent pondering. "Is it the fellow who was over at Nice with you that day?"

He maintained the same attitude while she explained her situation, listening with a serious expression that his usually playful face adopted whenever something important required his attention. After she finished, he held that same look during a moment of quiet reflection. "Is it the guy who was with you in Nice that day?"

She looked at him with surprise. "How did you know?"

She looked at him in surprise. "How did you know?"

"Why, I liked his looks," said Moffatt simply. He got up and strolled toward the window. On the way he stopped before a table covered with showy trifles, and after looking at them for a moment singled out a dim old brown and golden book which Chelles had given her. He examined it lingeringly, as though it touched the spring of some choked-up sensibility for which he had no language. "Say—" he began: it was the usual prelude to his enthusiasms; but he laid the book down and turned back.

"Honestly, I liked his appearance," Moffatt said straightforwardly. He stood up and walked over to the window. On his way, he paused in front of a table filled with flashy knick-knacks and, after a moment of looking, picked out a faded old brown and gold book that Chelles had given her. He examined it thoughtfully, as if it stirred up some buried feelings he couldn’t quite put into words. "Hey—" he started; it was his typical lead-in to his passions, but then he set the book down and turned back.

"Then you think if you had the cash you could fix it up all right with the Pope?"

"Then you think if you had the money you could get it sorted out with the Pope?"

Her heart began to beat. She remembered that he had once put a job in Ralph's way, and had let her understand that he had done it partly for her sake.

Her heart started to race. She recalled that he had once handed a job to Ralph and made it clear that he had done it partly for her benefit.

"Well," he continued, relapsing into hyperbole, "I wish I could send the old gentleman my cheque to-morrow morning: but the fact is I'm high and dry." He looked at her with a sudden odd intensity. "If I WASN'T, I dunno but what—" The phrase was lost in his familiar whistle. "That's an awfully fetching way you do your hair," he said. It was a disappointment to Undine to hear that his affairs were not prospering, for she knew that in his world "pull" and solvency were closely related, and that such support as she had hoped he might give her would be contingent on his own situation. But she had again a fleeting sense of his mysterious power of accomplishing things in the teeth of adversity; and she answered: "What I want is your advice."

"Well," he went on, slipping back into exaggeration, "I wish I could send that old guy my check tomorrow morning, but the truth is I'm stuck." He looked at her with a sudden, unusual intensity. "If I WASN'T, I don't know but what—" The sentence trailed off into his familiar whistle. "You've got a really great way of doing your hair," he said. Undine felt disappointed to find out that his finances weren't doing well, because she knew that in his world, connections and having money went hand in hand, and any support she had hoped for from him would depend on his situation. But she also felt a brief sense of his mysterious ability to get things done despite facing challenges; and she replied, "What I need is your advice."

He turned away and wandered across the room, his hands in his pockets. On her ornate writing desk he saw a photograph of Paul, bright-curled and sturdy-legged, in a manly reefer, and bent over it with a murmur of approval. "Say—what a fellow! Got him with you?"

He turned away and walked across the room, his hands in his pockets. On her fancy writing desk, he saw a photo of Paul, with his bright curls and sturdy legs, wearing a stylish coat, and leaned over it with a murmur of approval. "Wow—what a guy! Do you have him with you?"

Undine coloured. "No—" she began; and seeing his look of surprise, she embarked on her usual explanation. "I can't tell you how I miss him," she ended, with a ring of truth that carried conviction to her own ears if not to Moffatt's.

Undine blushed. "No—" she started; and noticing his surprised expression, she launched into her usual explanation. "I can’t tell you how much I miss him," she concluded, her tone so sincere that it convinced her, even if it didn’t convince Moffatt.

"Why don't you get him back, then?"

"Why don't you win him back, then?"

"Why, I—"

"Well, I—"

Moffatt had picked up the frame and was looking at the photograph more closely. "Pants!" he chuckled. "I declare!"

Moffatt had picked up the frame and was examining the photograph more closely. "Wow!" he chuckled. "I can’t believe it!"

He turned back to Undine. "Who DOES he belong to, anyhow?"

He turned back to Undine. "Who does he belong to, anyway?"

"Belong to?"

"Part of?"

"Who got him when you were divorced? Did you?"

"Who took care of him after you got divorced? Was it you?"

"Oh, I got everything," she said, her instinct of self-defense on the alert.

"Oh, I have everything," she said, her instinct for self-defense on high alert.

"So I thought." He stood before her, stoutly planted on his short legs, and speaking with an aggressive energy. "Well, I know what I'd do if he was mine."

"So I thought." He stood in front of her, firmly planted on his short legs, and spoke with an intense energy. "Well, I know what I'd do if he were mine."

"If he was yours?"

"If he were yours?"

"And you tried to get him away from me. Fight you to a finish! If it cost me down to my last dollar I would."

"And you tried to get him away from me. I'll fight you until the end! No matter if it costs me my last dollar."

The conversation seemed to be wandering from the point, and she answered, with a touch of impatience: "It wouldn't cost you anything like that. I haven't got a dollar to fight back with."

The conversation seemed to be drifting off track, and she replied, a bit impatiently: "It wouldn't cost you anywhere near that. I don't have a dollar to fight back with."

"Well, you ain't got to fight. Your decree gave him to you, didn't it? Why don't you send right over and get him? That's what I'd do if I was you."

"Well, you don't have to fight. Your order gave him to you, didn't it? Why don't you just send someone over to get him? That's what I would do if I were you."

Undine looked up. "But I'm awfully poor; I can't afford to have him here."

Undine looked up. "But I'm really broke; I can't afford to have him here."

"You couldn't, up to now; but now you're going to get married. You're going to be able to give him a home and a father's care—and the foreign languages. That's what I'd say if I was you…His father takes considerable stock in him, don't he?"

"You couldn't until now; but now you're getting married. You're going to be able to give him a home and a father's care—and teach him foreign languages. That's what I’d say if I were you… His father has quite a bit of faith in him, right?"

She coloured, a denial on her lips; but she could not shape it. "We're both awfully fond of him, of course… His father'd never give him up!"

She blushed, a denial on her lips; but she couldn't articulate it. "We're both really fond of him, of course... His dad would never let him go!"

"Just so." Moffatt's face had grown as sharp as glass. "You've got the Marvells running. All you've got to do's to sit tight and wait for their cheque." He dropped back to his equestrian seat on the lyre-backed chair.

"Exactly." Moffatt's face had become as sharp as glass. "You've got the Marvells on board. All you need to do is sit back and wait for their check." He leaned back into his seat on the lyre-backed chair.

Undine stood up and moved uneasily toward the window. She seemed to see her little boy as though he were in the room with her; she did not understand how she could have lived so long without him…She stood for a long time without speaking, feeling behind her the concentrated irony of Moffatt's gaze.

Undine stood up and moved awkwardly toward the window. It was as if she could see her little boy right there with her; she couldn’t grasp how she had managed to live so long without him… She stood there in silence for a long time, feeling the sharp irony of Moffatt's gaze behind her.

"You couldn't lend me the money—manage to borrow it for me, I mean?" she finally turned back to ask. He laughed. "If I could manage to borrow any money at this particular minute—well, I'd have to lend every dollar of it to Elmer Moffatt, Esquire. I'm stone-broke, if you want to know. And wanted for an Investigation too. That's why I'm over here improving my mind."

"You can't lend me the money—can you borrow it for me, I mean?" she finally turned back to ask. He laughed. "If I could borrow any money right now—well, I'd have to give every dollar of it to Elmer Moffatt, Esquire. I'm completely broke, just so you know. And I'm also wanted for an investigation. That's why I'm over here trying to better myself."

"Why, I thought you were going home next week?"

"Why, I thought you were going home next week?"

He grinned. "I am, because I've found out there's a party wants me to stay away worse than the courts want me back. Making the trip just for my private satisfaction—there won't be any money in it, I'm afraid."

He smiled. "I am, because I found out there's a group that wants me to stay away even more than the courts want me back. Making the trip just for my own satisfaction—there won't be any money in it, unfortunately."

Leaden disappointment descended on Undine. She had felt almost sure of Moffatt's helping her, and for an instant she wondered if some long-smouldering jealousy had flamed up under its cold cinders. But another look at his face denied her this solace; and his evident indifference was the last blow to her pride. The twinge it gave her prompted her to ask: "Don't you ever mean to get married?"

Leaden disappointment fell over Undine. She had been almost certain that Moffatt would help her, and for a moment she thought maybe some long-held jealousy had flared up beneath its cold ashes. But another glance at his face took that comfort away; his clear indifference was the final blow to her pride. The sting it caused her led her to ask, "Don't you ever plan to get married?"

Moffatt gave her a quick look. "Why, I shouldn't wonder—one of these days. Millionaires always collect something; but I've got to collect my millions first."

Moffatt gave her a quick glance. "Well, I wouldn't be surprised—sooner or later. Millionaires always collect something; but I've got to gather my millions first."

He spoke coolly and half-humorously, and before he had ended she had lost all interest in his reply. He seemed aware of the fact, for he stood up and held out his hand. "Well, so long, Mrs. Marvell. It's been uncommonly pleasant to see you; and you'd better think over what I've said."

He spoke calmly and with a hint of humor, and by the time he finished, she had completely lost interest in what he was saying. He seemed to notice this, as he stood up and extended his hand. "Well, take care, Mrs. Marvell. It’s been really nice to see you, and you should think about what I’ve said."

She laid her hand sadly in his. "You've never had a child," she replied.

She sadly placed her hand in his. "You've never had a child," she said.

XXXI

Nearly two years had passed since Ralph Marvell, waking from his long sleep in the hot summer light of Washington Square, had found that the face of life was changed for him.

Nearly two years had gone by since Ralph Marvell, waking from his long sleep in the hot summer light of Washington Square, discovered that life looked different for him.

In the interval he had gradually adapted himself to the new order of things; but the months of adaptation had been a time of such darkness and confusion that, from the vantage-ground of his recovered lucidity, he could not yet distinguish the stages by which he had worked his way out; and even now his footing was not secure.

In that time, he had gradually adjusted to the new way of things; but the months of adjustment had been clouded with so much darkness and confusion that, from the perspective of his regained clarity, he couldn't clearly identify the steps he had taken to find his way out; and even now, he didn't feel completely stable.

His first effort had been to readjust his values—to take an inventory of them, and reclassify them, so that one at least might be made to appear as important as those he had lost; otherwise there could be no reason why he should go on living. He applied himself doggedly to this attempt; but whenever he thought he had found a reason that his mind could rest in, it gave way under him, and the old struggle for a foothold began again. His two objects in life were his boy and his book. The boy was incomparably the stronger argument, yet the less serviceable in filling the void. Ralph felt his son all the while, and all through his other feelings; but he could not think about him actively and continuously, could not forever exercise his eager empty dissatisfied mind on the relatively simple problem of clothing, educating and amusing a little boy of six. Yet Paul's existence was the all-sufficient reason for his own; and he turned again, with a kind of cold fervour, to his abandoned literary dream. Material needs obliged him to go on with his regular business; but, the day's work over, he was possessed of a leisure as bare and as blank as an unfurnished house, yet that was at least his own to furnish as he pleased.

His first effort was to readjust his values— to take stock of them, and rearrange them, so that at least one might seem as important as the things he had lost; otherwise, there was no reason for him to keep living. He worked stubbornly on this task; but whenever he thought he had found a solid reason to hold onto, it slipped away, and the old struggle for stability started again. His two main focuses in life were his son and his writing. The son was by far the stronger argument, yet less effective in filling the emptiness. Ralph felt his son constantly, intertwined with all his other emotions; but he couldn’t think about him actively and continuously, nor could he endlessly engage his restless, dissatisfied mind with the relatively simple issues of clothing, educating, and entertaining a six-year-old boy. Still, Paul’s existence was the complete reason for his own; and he turned back, with a kind of cold passion, to his neglected literary dream. Financial needs forced him to keep up with his regular job; but when the workday ended, he found himself with a free time that was as bare and blank as an unfurnished house, yet it was at least his to fill as he wanted.

Meanwhile he was beginning to show a presentable face to the world, and to be once more treated like a man in whose case no one is particularly interested. His men friends ceased to say: "Hallo, old chap, I never saw you looking fitter!" and elderly ladies no longer told him they were sure he kept too much to himself, and urged him to drop in any afternoon for a quiet talk. People left him to his sorrow as a man is left to an incurable habit, an unfortunate tie: they ignored it, or looked over its head if they happened to catch a glimpse of it at his elbow.

Meanwhile, he was starting to put on a good front for the world and was once again treated like a person nobody was particularly concerned about. His male friends stopped saying, "Hey, old buddy, you look fitter than ever!" and older ladies no longer insisted they were sure he was too withdrawn, urging him to come by any afternoon for a friendly chat. People let him deal with his grief like someone coping with a bad habit or an unfortunate tie: they ignored it or looked away if they happened to notice it beside him.

These glimpses were given to them more and more rarely. The smothered springs of life were bubbling up in Ralph, and there were days when he was glad to wake and see the sun in his window, and when he began to plan his book, and to fancy that the planning really interested him. He could even maintain the delusion for several days—for intervals each time appreciably longer—before it shrivelled up again in a scorching blast of disenchantment. The worst of it was that he could never tell when these hot gusts of anguish would overtake him. They came sometimes just when he felt most secure, when he was saying to himself: "After all, things are really worth while—" sometimes even when he was sitting with Clare Van Degen, listening to her voice, watching her hands, and turning over in his mind the opening chapters of his book.

These moments were becoming increasingly rare for them. The suppressed energy of life was starting to bubble up in Ralph, and there were days when he felt happy to wake up and see the sun shining through his window. He began to plan his book, convincing himself that the planning genuinely excited him. He could even hold onto that illusion for several days—each time for noticeably longer—before it shriveled away in a harsh wave of disappointment. The worst part was that he could never predict when these intense waves of anguish would hit him. They would come at the most unexpected times, even when he was feeling the most secure, while he was telling himself, "After all, life is really worth living—" sometimes even when he was sitting with Clare Van Degen, listening to her voice, watching her hands, and considering the opening chapters of his book.

"You ought to write"; they had one and all said it to him from the first; and he fancied he might have begun sooner if he had not been urged on by their watchful fondness. Everybody wanted him to write—everybody had decided that he ought to, that he would, that he must be persuaded to; and the incessant imperceptible pressure of encouragement—the assumption of those about him that because it would be good for him to write he must naturally be able to—acted on his restive nerves as a stronger deterrent than disapproval.

"You should write"; everyone had told him that from the beginning; and he thought he might have started earlier if he hadn’t felt pushed by their constant support. Everyone wanted him to write—everyone was convinced that he should, that he would, that he needed to be convinced to do it; and the constant, subtle pressure of encouragement—the belief of those around him that since it would be good for him to write, he must obviously be capable of it—worked on his anxious nerves as a stronger discouragement than criticism.

Even Clare had fallen into the same mistake; and one day, as he sat talking with her on the verandah of Laura Fairford's house on the Sound—where they now most frequently met—Ralph had half-impatiently rejoined: "Oh, if you think it's literature I need—!"

Even Clare had made the same mistake; and one day, as he sat talking with her on the porch of Laura Fairford's house on the Sound—where they now usually met—Ralph had half-impatiently replied: "Oh, if you think it's literature I need—!"

Instantly he had seen her face change, and the speaking hands tremble on her knee. But she achieved the feat of not answering him, or turning her steady eyes from the dancing mid-summer water at the foot of Laura's lawn. Ralph leaned a little nearer, and for an instant his hand imagined the flutter of hers. But instead of clasping it he drew back, and rising from his chair wandered away to the other end of the verandah…No, he didn't feel as Clare felt. If he loved her—as he sometimes thought he did—it was not in the same way. He had a great tenderness for her, he was more nearly happy with her than with any one else; he liked to sit and talk with her, and watch her face and her hands, and he wished there were some way—some different way—of letting her know it; but he could not conceive that tenderness and desire could ever again be one for him: such a notion as that seemed part of the monstrous sentimental muddle on which his life had gone aground.

Instantly, he noticed her expression change, and her hands tremble on her knee. But she managed not to respond to him or shift her steady gaze from the shimmering mid-summer water at the bottom of Laura's lawn. Ralph leaned in a bit closer, and for a moment, his hand imagined holding hers. But instead of taking it, he pulled back and got up from his chair, wandering to the other end of the porch... No, he didn’t feel the same way Clare did. If he loved her—as he sometimes thought he did—it wasn’t in the same way. He had a deep affection for her, and he was happier with her than with anyone else; he enjoyed sitting and talking with her, watching her face and hands, and he wished there was some way—some different way—of letting her know that; but he couldn’t imagine that tenderness and desire could ever again become one for him: that idea seemed part of the overwhelming sentimental confusion that had grounded his life.

"I shall write—of course I shall write some day," he said, turning back to his seat. "I've had a novel in the back of my head for years; and now's the time to pull it out."

"I will write—of course I will write someday," he said, turning back to his seat. "I've had a novel in the back of my mind for years; and now is the time to bring it out."

He hardly knew what he was saying; but before the end of the sentence he saw that Clare had understood what he meant to convey, and henceforth he felt committed to letting her talk to him as much as she pleased about his book. He himself, in consequence, took to thinking about it more consecutively; and just as his friends ceased to urge him to write, he sat down in earnest to begin.

He barely knew what he was saying; but by the end of the sentence, he realized that Clare understood what he was trying to say. From that point on, he felt obligated to let her talk to him as much as she wanted about his book. Because of this, he started thinking about it more seriously; and just as his friends stopped pushing him to write, he finally sat down and got to work.

The vision that had come to him had no likeness to any of his earlier imaginings. Two or three subjects had haunted him, pleading for expression, during the first years of his marriage; but these now seemed either too lyrical or too tragic. He no longer saw life on the heroic scale: he wanted to do something in which men should look no bigger than the insects they were. He contrived in the course of time to reduce one of his old subjects to these dimensions, and after nights of brooding he made a dash at it, and wrote an opening chapter that struck him as not too bad. In the exhilaration of this first attempt he spent some pleasant evenings revising and polishing his work; and gradually a feeling of authority and importance developed in him. In the morning, when he woke, instead of his habitual sense of lassitude, he felt an eagerness to be up and doing, and a conviction that his individual task was a necessary part of the world's machinery. He kept his secret with the beginner's deadly fear of losing his hold on his half-real creations if he let in any outer light on them; but he went about with a more assured step, shrank less from meeting his friends, and even began to dine out again, and to laugh at some of the jokes he heard.

The vision that came to him was nothing like any of his previous ideas. Two or three subjects had lingered in his mind, begging for expression, during the early years of his marriage; but now, they felt either too poetic or too tragic. He no longer viewed life in grand, heroic terms: he wanted to create something where people seemed no bigger than insects. Over time, he managed to scale down one of his old subjects to this level, and after nights of deep thought, he took the plunge and wrote an opening chapter that he thought was pretty good. Riding the high of this first attempt, he spent some enjoyable evenings revising and perfecting his work; and gradually, he developed a sense of confidence and significance. In the mornings, instead of his usual lethargy, he felt excited to get up and get moving, convinced that his personal task was an important piece of the world’s workings. He kept his secret with the intense fear of a beginner who believed he would lose his grip on his half-formed creations if he let any outside light in; but he walked with a more confident step, avoided feeling awkward around his friends, and even started going out to dinner again, laughing at some of the jokes he heard.

Laura Fairford, to get Paul away from town, had gone early to the country; and Ralph, who went down to her every Saturday, usually found Clare Van Degen there. Since his divorce he had never entered his cousin's pinnacled palace; and Clare had never asked him why he stayed away. This mutual silence had been their sole allusion to Van Degen's share in the catastrophe, though Ralph had spoken frankly of its other aspects. They talked, however, most often of impersonal subjects—books, pictures, plays, or whatever the world that interested them was doing—and she showed no desire to draw him back to his own affairs. She was again staying late in town—to have a pretext, as he guessed, for coming down on Sundays to the Fairfords'—and they often made the trip together in her motor; but he had not yet spoken to her of having begun his book. One May evening, however, as they sat alone in the verandah, he suddenly told her that he was writing. As he spoke his heart beat like a boy's; but once the words were out they gave him a feeling of self-confidence, and he began to sketch his plan, and then to go into its details. Clare listened devoutly, her eyes burning on him through the dusk like the stars deepening above the garden; and when she got up to go in he followed her with a new sense of reassurance.

Laura Fairford had gone to the country early to get Paul away from town, and Ralph, who visited her every Saturday, usually found Clare Van Degen there. Since his divorce, he had never set foot in his cousin's grand house, and Clare had never asked him why he stayed away. This mutual silence had been their only acknowledgment of Van Degen's role in the disaster, although Ralph had talked openly about its other aspects. They mostly discussed impersonal topics—books, art, plays, or whatever else captured their interest—and she showed no inclination to bring him back to his own issues. She was once again staying late in town—probably to have an excuse to come down on Sundays to the Fairfords'—and they often made the trip together in her car; but he still hadn’t mentioned that he had started writing his book. One May evening, however, while they were alone on the veranda, he suddenly told her that he was writing. As he spoke, his heart raced like a young boy's; but once the words were out, he felt a surge of confidence and began to outline his plan and delve into its details. Clare listened intently, her eyes fixed on him through the dusk like stars brightening over the garden; and when she stood up to go inside, he followed her with a renewed sense of reassurance.

The dinner that evening was unusually pleasant. Charles Bowen, just back from his usual spring travels, had come straight down to his friends from the steamer; and the fund of impressions he brought with him gave Ralph a desire to be up and wandering. And why not—when the book was done? He smiled across the table at Clare.

The dinner that evening was surprisingly enjoyable. Charles Bowen, just back from his usual spring travels, had come directly from the steamer to join his friends; and the wealth of experiences he shared made Ralph feel restless and eager to explore. And why not—when the book was finished? He smiled at Clare across the table.

"Next summer you'll have to charter a yacht, and take us all off to the Aegean. We can't have Charles condescending to us about the out-of-the-way places he's been seeing."

"Next summer you’ll have to rent a yacht and take us all to the Aegean. We can’t let Charles look down on us about the off-the-beaten-path places he’s been visiting."

Was it really he who was speaking, and his cousin who was sending him back her dusky smile? Well—why not, again? The seasons renewed themselves, and he too was putting out a new growth. "My book—my book—my book," kept repeating itself under all his thoughts, as Undine's name had once perpetually murmured there. That night as he went up to bed he said to himself that he was actually ceasing to think about his wife…

Was it really him who was speaking, and his cousin who was sending him back her dark smile? Well—why not? The seasons were changing, and he was starting to grow again too. "My book—my book—my book," kept echoing in all his thoughts, just like Undine's name had once constantly whispered there. That night as he went to bed, he told himself that he was actually starting to stop thinking about his wife…

As he passed Laura's door she called him in, and put her arms about him.

As he walked by Laura's door, she called him in and wrapped her arms around him.

"You look so well, dear!"

"You look great, dear!"

"But why shouldn't I?" he answered gaily, as if ridiculing the fancy that he had ever looked otherwise. Paul was sleeping behind the next door, and the sense of the boy's nearness gave him a warmer glow. His little world was rounding itself out again, and once more he felt safe and at peace in its circle.

"But why shouldn't I?" he replied cheerfully, as if mocking the idea that he had ever looked any different. Paul was sleeping in the next room, and the feeling of the boy's closeness brought him a comforting warmth. His small world was coming together again, and once more he felt secure and at peace within its embrace.

His sister looked as if she had something more to say; but she merely kissed him good night, and he went up whistling to his room. The next morning he was to take a walk with Clare, and while he lounged about the drawing-room, waiting for her to come down, a servant came in with the Sunday papers. Ralph picked one up, and was absently unfolding it when his eye fell on his own name: a sight he had been spared since the last echoes of his divorce had subsided. His impulse was to fling the paper down, to hurl it as far from him as he could; but a grim fascination tightened his hold and drew his eyes back to the hated head-line.

His sister seemed like she had more to say, but instead, she just kissed him goodnight, and he went up to his room whistling. The next morning, he was going to take a walk with Clare, and while he was lounging around in the drawing room, waiting for her to come down, a servant walked in with the Sunday papers. Ralph picked one up and was absentmindedly unfolding it when he noticed his own name: something he hadn’t seen since the last echoes of his divorce had faded away. His first instinct was to throw the paper down, to toss it as far as he could; but a grim fascination tightened his grip and pulled his eyes back to the despised headline.

NEW YORK BEAUTY WEDS FRENCH NOBLEMAN MRS. UNDINE MARVELL CONFIDENT POPE WILL ANNUL PREVIOUS MARRIAGE MRS. MARVELL TALKS ABOUT HER CASE

There it was before him in all its long-drawn horror—an "interview"—an "interview" of Undine's about her coming marriage! Ah, she talked about her case indeed! Her confidences filled the greater part of a column, and the only detail she seemed to have omitted was the name of her future husband, who was referred to by herself as "my fiancé" and by the interviewer as "the Count" or "a prominent scion of the French nobility."

There it was before him in all its drawn-out horror—an "interview"—an "interview" with Undine about her upcoming marriage! Oh, she certainly shared a lot! Her insights took up most of a column, and the only detail she seemed to leave out was the name of her future husband, who she called "my fiancé," while the interviewer referred to him as "the Count" or "a prominent member of the French nobility."

Ralph heard Laura's step behind him. He threw the paper aside and their eyes met.

Ralph heard Laura's footsteps behind him. He tossed the paper aside and their eyes locked.

"Is this what you wanted to tell me last night?"

"Is this what you wanted to say to me last night?"

"Last night?—Is it in the papers?"

"Last night?—Is it in the news?"

"Who told you? Bowen? What else has he heard?"

"Who told you? Bowen? What else has he heard?"

"Oh, Ralph, what does it matter—what can it matter?"

"Oh, Ralph, what does it even matter—what could it matter?"

"Who's the man? Did he tell you that?" Ralph insisted. He saw her growing agitation. "Why can't you answer? Is it any one I know?"

"Who’s the guy? Did he tell you that?" Ralph pressed. He noticed her increasing frustration. "Why can’t you respond? Is it someone I know?"

"He was told in Paris it was his friend Raymond de Chelles."

"He was told in Paris that it was his friend Raymond de Chelles."

Ralph laughed, and his laugh sounded in his own ears like an echo of the dreary mirth with which he had filled Mr. Spragg's office the day he had learned that Undine intended to divorce him. But now his wrath was seasoned with a wholesome irony. The fact of his wife's having reached another stage in her ascent fell into its place as a part of the huge human buffoonery.

Ralph laughed, and his laugh echoed in his ears like a reminder of the bleak amusement he had brought to Mr. Spragg's office the day he found out that Undine planned to divorce him. But now, his anger was mixed with a healthy dose of irony. The realization that his wife had moved on to another stage in her rise felt like just another part of the grand human farce.

"Besides," Laura went on, "it's all perfect nonsense, of course. How in the world can she have her marriage annulled?"

"Besides," Laura continued, "it's all complete nonsense, of course. How on earth can she get her marriage annulled?"

Ralph pondered: this put the matter in another light. "With a great deal of money I suppose she might."

Ralph thought to himself: this changed things. "With a lot of money, I guess she could."

"Well, she certainly won't get that from Chelles. He's far from rich,
Charles tells me." Laura waited, watching him, before she risked:
"That's what convinces me she wouldn't have him if she could."

"Well, she definitely won't get that from Chelles. He's nowhere near wealthy,
Charles told me." Laura paused, observing him, before she added:
"That's what makes me believe she wouldn't want him even if she could."

Ralph shrugged. "There may be other inducements. But she won't be able to manage it." He heard himself speaking quite collectedly. Had Undine at last lost her power of wounding him?

Ralph shrugged. "There might be other reasons. But she won't be able to handle it." He noticed he was speaking in a calm manner. Had Undine finally lost her ability to hurt him?

Clare came in, dressed for their walk, and under Laura's anxious eyes he picked up the newspaper and held it out with a careless: "Look at this!"

Clare walked in, ready for their walk, and under Laura's watchful gaze, he grabbed the newspaper and casually held it out, saying, "Check this out!"

His cousin's glance flew down the column, and he saw the tremor of her lashes as she read. Then she lifted her head. "But you'll be free!" Her face was as vivid as a flower.

His cousin’s gaze moved down the column, and he noticed the slight shake of her lashes as she read. Then she looked up. "But you’ll be free!" Her face was bright and colorful like a flower.

"Free? I'm free now, as far as that goes!"

"Free? I'm free now, as much as that means!"

"Oh, but it will go so much farther when she has another name—when she's a different person altogether! Then you'll really have Paul to yourself."

"Oh, but it will go so much further when she has a new name—when she's a completely different person! Then you'll truly have Paul all to yourself."

"Paul?" Laura intervened with a nervous laugh. "But there's never been the least doubt about his having Paul!"

"Paul?" Laura chimed in with a nervous laugh. "But there’s never been any doubt about him having Paul!"

They heard the boy's laughter on the lawn, and she went out to join him.
Ralph was still looking at his cousin.

They heard the boy laughing on the lawn, and she went outside to join him.
Ralph was still watching his cousin.

"You're glad, then?" came from him involuntarily; and she startled him by bursting into tears. He bent over and kissed her on the cheek.

"You're happy, then?" he said without thinking; and she surprised him by starting to cry. He leaned down and kissed her on the cheek.

XXXII

Ralph, as the days passed, felt that Clare was right: if Undine married again he would possess himself more completely, be more definitely rid of his past. And he did not doubt that she would gain her end: he knew her violent desires and her cold tenacity. If she had failed to capture Van Degen it was probably because she lacked experience of that particular type of man, of his huge immediate wants and feeble vacillating purposes; most of all, because she had not yet measured the strength of the social considerations that restrained him. It was a mistake she was not likely to repeat, and her failure had probably been a useful preliminary to success. It was a long time since Ralph had allowed himself to think of her, and as he did so the overwhelming fact of her beauty became present to him again, no longer as an element of his being but as a power dispassionately estimated. He said to himself: "Any man who can feel at all will feel it as I did"; and the conviction grew in him that Raymond de Chelles, of whom he had formed an idea through Bowen's talk, was not the man to give her up, even if she failed to obtain the release his religion exacted.

Ralph, as the days went by, realized that Clare was right: if Undine married again, he would have a better hold on himself and be more completely free from his past. He didn’t doubt that she would succeed: he understood her intense desires and cold determination. If she had failed to capture Van Degen, it was likely because she didn’t have experience with that kind of man, with his big immediate needs and weak, indecisive intentions; most importantly, because she hadn’t yet grasped the strength of the social pressures holding him back. It was a mistake she was unlikely to make again, and her failure had probably been a helpful step towards success. It had been a long time since Ralph allowed himself to think of her, and as he did, the undeniable fact of her beauty came back to him, no longer as a part of his existence but as a force he could assess objectively. He told himself, "Any man who can feel at all will feel it like I did"; and the belief grew within him that Raymond de Chelles, whom he had come to understand through Bowen’s conversations, was not the type to let her go, even if she couldn’t get the release his religion demanded.

Meanwhile Ralph was gradually beginning to feel himself freer and lighter. Undine's act, by cutting the last link between them, seemed to have given him back to himself; and the mere fact that he could consider his case in all its bearings, impartially and ironically, showed him the distance he had travelled, the extent to which he had renewed himself. He had been moved, too, by Clare's cry of joy at his release. Though the nature of his feeling for her had not changed he was aware of a new quality in their friendship. When he went back to his book again his sense of power had lost its asperity, and the spectacle of life seemed less like a witless dangling of limp dolls. He was well on in his second chapter now.

Meanwhile, Ralph was starting to feel freer and lighter. Undine's actions, by severing the last connection between them, seemed to have brought him back to himself; and the fact that he could view his situation from all angles, both fairly and with humor, showed him how far he had come and how much he had renewed himself. He was also moved by Clare's joyful reaction to his freedom. Although his feelings for her hadn’t changed, he sensed a new quality in their friendship. When he returned to his book, his sense of power had softened, and life didn’t feel like a pointless display of lifeless puppets anymore. He was well into his second chapter now.

This lightness of mood was still on him when, returning one afternoon to Washington Square, full of projects for a long evening's work, he found his mother awaiting him with a strange face. He followed her into the drawing-room, and she explained that there had been a telephone message she didn't understand—something perfectly crazy about Paul—of course it was all a mistake…

This cheerful mood was still with him when, returning one afternoon to Washington Square, full of plans for a long night of work, he found his mother waiting for him with a strange look on her face. He followed her into the living room, and she explained that there had been a phone message she didn't get—something completely bizarre about Paul—of course, it was all a mistake…

Ralph's first thought was of an accident, and his heart contracted. "Did
Laura telephone?"

Ralph's first thought was that something had happened, and his heart sank. "Did
Laura call?"

"No, no; not Laura. It seemed to be a message from Mrs. Spragg: something about sending some one here to fetch him—a queer name like Heeny—to fetch him to a steamer on Saturday. I was to be sure to have his things packed…but of course it's a misunderstanding…" She gave an uncertain laugh, and looked up at Ralph as though entreating him to return the reassurance she had given him.

"No, no; not Laura. It looked like a message from Mrs. Spragg: something about sending someone here to get him—a strange name like Heeny—to take him to a steamer on Saturday. I was supposed to make sure his things were packed…but of course it's a misunderstanding…" She let out an uncertain laugh and looked at Ralph as if pleading for him to give her the reassurance she had given him.

"Of course, of course," he echoed.

"Yeah, yeah," he replied.

He made his mother repeat her statement; but the unforeseen always flurried her, and she was confused and inaccurate. She didn't actually know who had telephoned: the voice hadn't sounded like Mrs. Spragg's… A woman's voice; yes—oh, not a lady's! And there was certainly something about a steamer…but he knew how the telephone bewildered her…and she was sure she was getting a little deaf. Hadn't he better call up the Malibran? Of course it was all a mistake—but… well, perhaps he HAD better go there himself…

He made his mom repeat what she said, but unexpected things always flustered her, and she ended up confused and inaccurate. She didn’t really know who had called; the voice didn’t sound like Mrs. Spragg’s… It was a woman’s voice; yes—oh, definitely not a lady’s! And there was definitely something about a steamer… but he knew how the phone confused her… and she was sure she was getting a bit deaf. Shouldn’t he call the Malibran? Of course, it was probably all a mistake—but… well, maybe he SHOULD just go there himself…

As he reached the front door a letter clinked in the box, and he saw his name on an ordinary looking business envelope. He turned the door-handle, paused again, and stooped to take out the letter. It bore the address of the firm of lawyers who had represented Undine in the divorce proceedings and as he tore open the envelope Paul's name started out at him.

As he got to the front door, a letter jingled in the mailbox, and he noticed his name on a plain business envelope. He turned the doorknob, hesitated for a moment, and bent down to pull out the letter. It had the address of the law firm that represented Undine in the divorce case, and as he tore open the envelope, Paul’s name jumped out at him.

Mrs. Marvell had followed him into the hall, and her cry broke the silence. "Ralph—Ralph—is it anything she's done?"

Mrs. Marvell had followed him into the hall, and her cry shattered the silence. "Ralph—Ralph—is it something she did?"

"Nothing—it's nothing." He stared at her. "What's the day of the week?"

"Nothing—it's nothing." He looked at her. "What day is it?"

"Wednesday. Why, what—?" She suddenly seemed to understand. "She's not going to take him away from us?"

"Wednesday. Wait, what—?" She suddenly got it. "She's not going to take him away from us?"

Ralph dropped into a chair, crumpling the letter in his hand. He had been in a dream, poor fool that he was—a dream about his child! He sat gazing at the type-written phrases that spun themselves out before him. "My client's circumstances now happily permitting… at last in a position to offer her son a home…long separation…a mother's feelings…every social and educational advantage"…and then, at the end, the poisoned dart that struck him speechless: "The courts having awarded her the sole custody…"

Ralph sank into a chair, crumpling the letter in his hand. He had been lost in a dream, poor guy that he was—a dream about his child! He sat staring at the typed words that unraveled before him. "My client's situation now thankfully allowing… finally in a position to offer her son a home… long separation… a mother's emotions… every social and educational benefit"… and then, at the end, the cruel blow that left him speechless: "The courts have granted her sole custody…"

The sole custody! But that meant that Paul was hers, hers only, hers for always: that his father had no more claim on him than any casual stranger in the street! And he, Ralph Marvell, a sane man, young, able-bodied, in full possession of his wits, had assisted at the perpetration of this abominable wrong, had passively forfeited his right to the flesh of his body, the blood of his being! But it couldn't be—of course it couldn't be. The preposterousness of it proved that it wasn't true. There was a mistake somewhere; a mistake his own lawyer would instantly rectify. If a hammer hadn't been drumming in his head he could have recalled the terms of the decree—but for the moment all the details of the agonizing episode were lost in a blur of uncertainty.

The sole custody! But that meant that Paul was hers, only hers, hers forever: that his father had no more claim on him than any random stranger on the street! And he, Ralph Marvell, a reasonable man, young, healthy, and completely in control of his mind, had been part of this terrible injustice, had passively given up his right to his own flesh and blood! But it couldn’t be—of course, it couldn’t be. The absurdity of it showed that it couldn’t be true. There was a mistake somewhere; a mistake his lawyer would fix immediately. If a hammer hadn’t been pounding in his head, he could have recalled the details of the decree—but for now, all the specifics of this painful situation were lost in a fog of uncertainty.

To escape his mother's silent anguish of interrogation he stood up and said: "I'll see Mr. Spragg—of course it's a mistake." But as he spoke he retravelled the hateful months during the divorce proceedings, remembering his incomprehensible lassitude, his acquiescence in his family's determination to ignore the whole episode, and his gradual lapse into the same state of apathy. He recalled all the old family catchwords, the full and elaborate vocabulary of evasion: "delicacy," "pride," "personal dignity," "preferring not to know about such things"; Mrs. Marvell's: "All I ask is that you won't mention the subject to your grandfather," Mr. Dagonet's: "Spare your mother, Ralph, whatever happens," and even Laura's terrified: "Of course, for Paul's sake, there must be no scandal."

To get away from his mother's quiet suffering from questioning, he stood up and said, "I'll talk to Mr. Spragg—it's definitely a mistake." But as he spoke, he replayed the awful months during the divorce process in his mind, recalling his confusing fatigue, his acceptance of his family's choice to ignore the whole situation, and his slow slide into the same feeling of indifference. He remembered all the old family phrases, the complete and detailed vocabulary of avoidance: "delicacy," "pride," "personal dignity," "preferring not to know about such things"; Mrs. Marvell's: "All I ask is that you won't bring this up with your grandfather," Mr. Dagonet's: "Spare your mother, Ralph, no matter what happens," and even Laura's frightened: "Of course, for Paul's sake, there can't be any scandal."

For Paul's sake! And it was because, for Paul's sake, there must be no scandal, that he, Paul's father, had tamely abstained from defending his rights and contesting his wife's charges, and had thus handed the child over to her keeping!

For Paul's sake! And it was because, for Paul's sake, there could be no scandal, that he, Paul's father, had quietly refrained from standing up for his rights and challenging his wife's accusations, and had therefore given the child into her care!

As his cab whirled him up Fifth Avenue, Ralph's whole body throbbed with rage against the influences that had reduced him to such weakness. Then, gradually, he saw that the weakness was innate in him. He had been eloquent enough, in his free youth, against the conventions of his class; yet when the moment came to show his contempt for them they had mysteriously mastered him, deflecting his course like some hidden hereditary failing. As he looked back it seemed as though even his great disaster had been conventionalized and sentimentalized by this inherited attitude: that the thoughts he had thought about it were only those of generations of Dagonets, and that there had been nothing real and his own in his life but the foolish passion he had been trying so hard to think out of existence.

As his cab sped up Fifth Avenue, Ralph felt a strong rage against the forces that had made him feel so weak. Then, slowly, he realized that this weakness was part of who he was. He had been really passionate, in his carefree youth, about rejecting the norms of his social class; yet when it came time to actually show his disdain for them, they had somehow taken control of him, steering him off course like some hidden genetic flaw. Looking back, it seemed like even his biggest disaster had been turned into something conventional and sentimental by this inherited mindset: that the thoughts he had about it were just those of countless others before him, and that there was nothing real or unique in his life except the silly passion he had been trying so hard to deny.

Halfway to the Malibran he changed his direction, and drove to the house of the lawyer he had consulted at the time of his divorce. The lawyer had not yet come up town, and Ralph had a half hour of bitter meditation before the sound of a latch-key brought him to his feet. The visit did not last long. His host, after an affable greeting, listened without surprise to what he had to say, and when he had ended reminded him with somewhat ironic precision that, at the time of the divorce, he had asked for neither advice nor information—had simply declared that he wanted to "turn his back on the whole business" (Ralph recognized the phrase as one of his grandfather's), and, on hearing that in that case he had only to abstain from action, and was in no need of legal services, had gone away without farther enquiries.

Halfway to the Malibran, he switched directions and headed to the lawyer's house he had consulted during his divorce. The lawyer hadn't arrived downtown yet, leaving Ralph with half an hour of bitter reflection before the sound of a latch-key made him get up. The visit was short. After a friendly greeting, his host listened without surprise to what he had to say, and once Ralph finished, the lawyer reminded him with a bit of irony that, during the divorce, he had asked for neither advice nor information—he had simply said he wanted to "turn his back on the whole business" (Ralph recognized that phrase from his grandfather). When he heard that, the lawyer told him that if that was the case, he just needed to do nothing and didn’t require legal help, and then he left without asking any further questions.

"You led me to infer you had your reasons—" the slighted counsellor concluded; and, in reply to Ralph's breathless question, he subjoined, "Why, you see, the case is closed, and I don't exactly know on what ground you can re-open it—unless, of course, you can bring evidence showing that the irregularity of the mother's life is such…"

"You made me think you had your reasons—" the slighted counselor finished; and in response to Ralph's anxious question, he added, "Well, you see, the case is closed, and I'm not really sure on what grounds you can reopen it—unless, of course, you can provide evidence showing that the mother's lifestyle issues are such…"

"She's going to marry again," Ralph threw in.

"She's going to get married again," Ralph added.

"Indeed? Well, that in itself can hardly be described as irregular. In fact, in certain circumstances it might be construed as an advantage to the child."

"Really? Well, that alone can hardly be seen as unusual. In fact, in some situations, it could be viewed as a benefit to the child."

"Then I'm powerless?"

"Am I powerless then?"

"Why—unless there's an ulterior motive—through which pressure might be brought to bear."

"Why—unless there's another reason—through which pressure might be applied."

"You mean that the first thing to do is to find out what she's up to?"

"You mean the first thing we should do is figure out what she's up to?"

"Precisely. Of course, if it should prove to be a genuine case of maternal feeling, I won't conceal from you that the outlook's bad. At most, you could probably arrange to see your boy at stated intervals."

"Exactly. Of course, if this turns out to be a real case of maternal instinct, I won't hide from you that the situation doesn't look good. At best, you might be able to see your son at set times."

To see his boy at stated intervals! Ralph wondered how a sane man could sit there, looking responsible and efficient, and talk such rubbish…As he got up to go the lawyer detained him to add: "Of course there's no immediate cause for alarm. It will take time to enforce the provision of the Dakota decree in New York, and till it's done your son can't be taken from you. But there's sure to be a lot of nasty talk in the papers; and you're bound to lose in the end."

To see his son at designated times! Ralph wondered how a sane person could sit there, appearing responsible and competent, and talk such nonsense…As he got up to leave, the lawyer stopped him to say: "Of course, there's no immediate reason to panic. It will take time to enforce the provisions of the Dakota decree in New York, and until that's done, your son can't be taken away from you. But there will definitely be a lot of negative commentary in the papers; and you’re likely to lose in the end."

Ralph thanked him and left.

Ralph thanked him and left.

He sped northward to the Malibran, where he learned that Mr. and Mrs. Spragg were at dinner. He sent his name down to the subterranean restaurant, and Mr. Spragg presently appeared between the limp portieres of the "Adam" writing-room. He had grown older and heavier, as if illness instead of health had put more flesh on his bones, and there were greyish tints in the hollows of his face.

He rushed north to the Malibran, where he found out that Mr. and Mrs. Spragg were having dinner. He sent his name down to the underground restaurant, and Mr. Spragg soon came through the heavy curtains of the "Adam" writing-room. He looked older and heavier, as if illness rather than good health had added more weight to his frame, and there were greyish shades in the hollows of his face.

"What's this about Paul?" Ralph exclaimed. "My mother's had a message we can't make out."

"What's going on with Paul?" Ralph exclaimed. "My mom got a message we can't understand."

Mr. Spragg sat down, with the effect of immersing his spinal column in the depths of the arm-chair he selected. He crossed his legs, and swung one foot to and fro in its high wrinkled boot with elastic sides.

Mr. Spragg sat down, sinking his spine deep into the armchair he picked. He crossed his legs and swung one foot back and forth in its high, wrinkled boot with elastic sides.

"Didn't you get a letter?" he asked.

"Didn’t you get a letter?" he asked.

"From my—from Undine's lawyers? Yes." Ralph held it out. "It's queer reading. She hasn't hitherto been very keen to have Paul with her."

"From my—from Undine's lawyers? Yeah." Ralph extended it. "It's strange to read. She hasn't really been into having Paul with her before."

Mr. Spragg, adjusting his glasses, read the letter slowly, restored it to the envelope and gave it back. "My daughter has intimated that she wishes these gentlemen to act for her. I haven't received any additional instructions from her," he said, with none of the curtness of tone that his stiff legal vocabulary implied.

Mr. Spragg, adjusting his glasses, read the letter slowly, put it back in the envelope, and handed it over. "My daughter has indicated that she wants these gentlemen to represent her. I haven't gotten any further instructions from her," he said, lacking the brusqueness that his formal legal language suggested.

"But the first communication I received was from you—at least from Mrs.
Spragg."

"But the first message I got was from you—well, actually from Mrs.
Spragg."

Mr. Spragg drew his beard through his hand. "The ladies are apt to be a trifle hasty. I believe Mrs. Spragg had a letter yesterday instructing her to select a reliable escort for Paul; and I suppose she thought—"

Mr. Spragg ran his hand through his beard. "The ladies can be a bit impulsive. I think Mrs. Spragg got a letter yesterday telling her to choose a trustworthy escort for Paul; and I guess she figured—"

"Oh, this is all too preposterous!" Ralph burst out, springing from his seat. "You don't for a moment imagine, do you—any of you—that I'm going to deliver up my son like a bale of goods in answer to any instructions in God's world?—Oh, yes, I know—I let him go—I abandoned my right to him…but I didn't know what I was doing…I was sick with grief and misery. My people were awfully broken up over the whole business, and I wanted to spare them. I wanted, above all, to spare my boy when he grew up. If I'd contested the case you know what the result would have been. I let it go by default—I made no conditions all I wanted was to keep Paul, and never to let him hear a word against his mother!"

"Oh, this is all just ridiculous!" Ralph exclaimed, jumping up from his seat. "You can't possibly think—any of you—that I'm going to hand over my son like a package in response to any directive in this world?—Oh, yes, I know—I let him go—I gave up my rights to him…but I had no idea what I was doing…I was consumed by grief and sadness. My family was really struggling with the whole situation, and I wanted to protect them. Above all, I wanted to protect my boy when he grew up. If I'd fought the case, you know what the outcome would have been. I let it slide without fighting—I set no conditions; all I wanted was to keep Paul and never let him hear a word against his mother!"

Mr. Spragg received this passionate appeal in a silence that implied not so much disdain or indifference, as the total inability to deal verbally with emotional crises. At length, he said, a slight unsteadiness in his usually calm tones: "I presume at the time it was optional with you to demand Paul's custody."

Mr. Spragg received this passionate appeal in a silence that suggested not so much disdain or indifference, but a complete inability to handle emotional crises verbally. After a while, he said, with a slight unsteadiness in his usually calm voice: "I assume it was your choice at the time to ask for Paul's custody."

"Oh, yes—it was optional," Ralph sneered.

"Oh, yes—it was optional," Ralph said with a sneer.

Mr. Spragg looked at him compassionately. "I'm sorry you didn't do it," he said.

Mr. Spragg looked at him with sympathy. "I'm sorry you didn't go through with it," he said.

XXXIII

The upshot of Ralph's visit was that Mr. Spragg, after considerable deliberation, agreed, pending farther negotiations between the opposing lawyers, to undertake that no attempt should be made to remove Paul from his father's custody. Nevertheless, he seemed to think it quite natural that Undine, on the point of making a marriage which would put it in her power to give her child a suitable home, should assert her claim on him. It was more disconcerting to Ralph to learn that Mrs. Spragg, for once departing from her attitude of passive impartiality, had eagerly abetted her daughter's move; he had somehow felt that Undine's desertion of the child had established a kind of mute understanding between himself and his mother-in-law.

The main point of Ralph's visit was that Mr. Spragg, after a lot of thought, agreed, pending further negotiations between the opposing lawyers, to ensure that no attempt would be made to take Paul away from his father's custody. Still, he thought it was perfectly natural for Undine, who was about to marry someone who could help her provide a suitable home for her child, to stake her claim on him. Ralph found it even more upsetting to discover that Mrs. Spragg, for once breaking her usual neutral stance, had eagerly supported her daughter's move; he had somehow felt that Undine's abandonment of the child had created a silent agreement between him and his mother-in-law.

"I thought Mrs. Spragg would know there's no earthly use trying to take
Paul from me," he said with a desperate awkwardness of entreaty, and
Mr. Spragg startled him by replying: "I presume his grandma thinks he'll
belong to her more if we keep him in the family."

"I thought Mrs. Spragg would understand that there's no point in trying to take
Paul away from me," he said with a desperate awkwardness in his plea, and
Mr. Spragg surprised him by responding: "I guess his grandma believes he'll
be more hers if we keep him in the family."

Ralph, abruptly awakened from his dream of recovered peace, found himself confronted on every side by. indifference or hostility: it was as though the June fields in which his boy was playing had suddenly opened to engulph him. Mrs. Marvell's fears and tremors were almost harder to bear than the Spraggs' antagonism; and for the next few days Ralph wandered about miserably, dreading some fresh communication from Undine's lawyers, yet racked by the strain of hearing nothing more from them. Mr. Spragg had agreed to cable his daughter asking her to await a letter before enforcing her demands; but on the fourth day after Ralph's visit to the Malibran a telephone message summoned him to his father-in-law's office.

Ralph, suddenly jolted awake from his dream of finding peace, realized he was surrounded by indifference and hostility: it felt like the June fields where his son was playing had suddenly swallowed him whole. Mrs. Marvell's anxiety and trembling were nearly harder to endure than the Spraggs' antagonism; for the next few days, Ralph wandered aimlessly, fearing any new communication from Undine's lawyers while being tormented by the silence. Mr. Spragg had agreed to send a cable to his daughter, telling her to wait for a letter before making any demands; however, on the fourth day after Ralph's visit to the Malibran, a phone message called him to his father-in-law's office.

Half an hour later their talk was over and he stood once more on the landing outside Mr. Spragg's door. Undine's answer had come and Paul's fate was sealed. His mother refused to give him up, refused to await the arrival of her lawyer's letter, and reiterated, in more peremptory language, her demand that the child should be sent immediately to Paris in Mrs. Heeny's care.

Half an hour later, their conversation ended and he was standing once again on the landing outside Mr. Spragg's door. Undine's response had arrived, and Paul's future was determined. His mother would not let him go, wouldn't wait for her lawyer's letter, and insisted, in a more urgent tone, that the child be sent to Paris right away under Mrs. Heeny's care.

Mr. Spragg, in face of Ralph's entreaties, remained pacific but remote. It was evident that, though he had no wish to quarrel with Ralph, he saw no reason for resisting Undine. "I guess she's got the law on her side," he said; and in response to Ralph's passionate remonstrances he added fatalistically: "I presume you'll have to leave the matter to my daughter."

Mr. Spragg, despite Ralph's pleas, stayed calm but distant. It was clear that, although he didn't want to argue with Ralph, he felt no need to oppose Undine. "I guess she's got the law on her side," he said; and in reply to Ralph's intense objections, he added with a sense of inevitability, "I suppose you'll have to leave the matter to my daughter."

Ralph had gone to the office resolved to control his temper and keep on the watch for any shred of information he might glean; but it soon became clear that Mr. Spragg knew as little as himself of Undine's projects, or of the stage her plans had reached. All she had apparently vouchsafed her parent was the statement that she intended to re-marry, and the command to send Paul over; and Ralph reflected that his own betrothal to her had probably been announced to Mr. Spragg in the same curt fashion.

Ralph went to the office determined to keep his cool and stay alert for any hints of information he could pick up; but it quickly became obvious that Mr. Spragg knew as little as he did about Undine's plans or how far along they were. All she had apparently shared with her father was that she intended to remarry and the order to send Paul over; Ralph thought about how his own engagement to her had likely been mentioned to Mr. Spragg in the same abrupt way.

The thought brought back an overwhelming sense of the past. One by one the details of that incredible moment revived, and he felt in his veins the glow of rapture with which he had first approached the dingy threshold he was now leaving. There came back to him with peculiar vividness the memory of his rushing up to Mr. Spragg's office to consult him about a necklace for Undine. Ralph recalled the incident because his eager appeal for advice had been received by Mr. Spragg with the very phrase he had just used: "I presume you'll have to leave the matter to my daughter."

The thought flooded him with a powerful sense of nostalgia. One by one, the details of that incredible moment came back to life, and he felt in his veins the excitement he had felt when he first approached the worn threshold he was now leaving. The memory of rushing up to Mr. Spragg's office to ask him about a necklace for Undine returned to him with striking clarity. Ralph remembered it because Mr. Spragg had responded to his eager request for advice with the exact phrase he had just used: "I guess you'll have to leave the matter to my daughter."

Ralph saw him slouching in his chair, swung sideways from the untidy desk, his legs stretched out, his hands in his pockets, his jaws engaged on the phantom tooth-pick; and, in a corner of the office, the figure of a middle-sized red-faced young man who seemed to have been interrupted in the act of saying something disagreeable.

Ralph saw him slouching in his chair, turned sideways from the messy desk, his legs stretched out, hands in his pockets, chewing on an imaginary toothpick; and in a corner of the office, there was a medium-sized, red-faced young man who looked like he had been cut off while saying something unpleasant.

"Why, it must have been then that I first saw Moffatt," Ralph reflected; and the thought suggested the memory of other, subsequent meetings in the same building, and of frequent ascents to Moffatt's office during the ardent weeks of their mysterious and remunerative "deal."

"Wow, that must have been when I first met Moffatt," Ralph thought; and that made him remember other meetings that happened later in the same building, and how often he went up to Moffatt's office during the intense weeks of their secret and profitable "deal."

Ralph wondered if Moffatt's office were still in the Ararat; and on the way out he paused before the black tablet affixed to the wall of the vestibule and sought and found the name in its familiar place.

Ralph wondered if Moffatt's office was still in the Ararat; and on his way out, he paused in front of the black plaque fixed to the wall of the lobby and searched for and found the name in its usual spot.

The next moment he was again absorbed in his own cares. Now that he had learned the imminence of Paul's danger, and the futility of pleading for delay, a thousand fantastic projects were contending in his head. To get the boy away—that seemed the first thing to do: to put him out of reach, and then invoke the law, get the case re-opened, and carry the fight from court to court till his rights should be recognized. It would cost a lot of money—well, the money would have to be found. The first step was to secure the boy's temporary safety; after that, the question of ways and means would have to be considered…Had there ever been a time, Ralph wondered, when that question hadn't been at the root of all the others?

The next moment, he was again lost in his own worries. Now that he had learned about the urgency of Paul's danger and the uselessness of asking for more time, a thousand crazy ideas were battling in his mind. Getting the boy away—that seemed like the first priority: to put him out of harm's way and then call on the law, reopen the case, and keep fighting through the courts until his rights were recognized. It would cost a lot of money—well, they would have to figure out how to come up with it. The first step was to ensure the boy's temporary safety; after that, they would need to think about how to manage the finances…Had there ever been a time, Ralph wondered, when that question hadn’t been at the core of all the others?

He had promised to let Clare Van Degen know the result of his visit, and half an hour later he was in her drawing-room. It was the first time he had entered it since his divorce; but Van Degen was tarpon-fishing in California—and besides, he had to see Clare. His one relief was in talking to her, in feverishly turning over with her every possibility of delay and obstruction; and he marvelled at the intelligence and energy she brought to the discussion of these questions. It was as if she had never before felt strongly enough about anything to put her heart or her brains into it; but now everything in her was at work for him.

He had promised to update Clare Van Degen about the outcome of his visit, and half an hour later, he found himself in her living room. It was the first time he had been in there since his divorce; but Van Degen was tarpon fishing in California—and anyway, he needed to see Clare. His only relief came from talking to her, desperately going through every possibility of delay and obstruction together; and he was impressed by the intelligence and energy she brought to discussing these issues. It was as if she had never cared enough about anything before to invest her heart or her mind into it; but now, everything within her was focused on helping him.

She listened intently to what he told her; then she said: "You tell me it will cost a great deal; but why take it to the courts at all? Why not give the money to Undine instead of to your lawyers?"

She listened closely to what he said; then she replied, "You say it will cost a lot; but why bring it to court at all? Why not give the money to Undine instead of to your lawyers?"

Ralph looked at her in surprise, and she continued: "Why do you suppose she's suddenly made up her mind she must have Paul?"

Ralph looked at her in shock, and she continued: "Why do you think she's suddenly decided she has to have Paul?"

"That's comprehensible enough to any one who knows her. She wants him because he'll give her the appearance of respectability. Having him with her will prove, as no mere assertions can, that all the rights are on her side and the 'wrongs' on mine."

"That's clear enough to anyone who knows her. She wants him because he will make her look respectable. Having him by her side will show, more than any words can, that she is in the right and I am in the wrong."

Clare considered. "Yes; that's the obvious answer. But shall I tell you what I think, my dear? You and I are both completely out-of-date. I don't believe Undine cares a straw for 'the appearance of respectability.' What she wants is the money for her annulment."

Clare thought for a moment. "Yeah, that's the obvious answer. But let me tell you what I think, my dear. You and I are both totally out of touch. I don't think Undine cares at all about 'looking respectable.' What she really wants is the money for her annulment."

Ralph uttered an incredulous exclamation. "But don't you see?" she hurried on. "It's her only hope—her last chance. She's much too clever to burden herself with the child merely to annoy you. What she wants is to make you buy him back from her." She stood up and came to him with outstretched hands. "Perhaps I can be of use to you at last!"

Ralph exclaimed in disbelief. "But can't you see?" she continued quickly. "It's her only hope—her last shot. She's way too smart to take on the child just to get under your skin. What she really wants is for you to buy him back from her." She stood up and walked over to him with her hands outstretched. "Maybe I can actually help you this time!"

"You?" He summoned up a haggard smile. "As if you weren't always—letting me load you with all my bothers!"

"You?" He forced a weary smile. "As if you weren't always—letting me dump all my troubles on you!"

"Oh, if only I've hit on the way out of this one! Then there wouldn't be any others left!" Her eyes followed him intently as he turned away to the window and stood staring down at the sultry prospect of Fifth Avenue. As he turned over her conjecture its probability became more and more apparent. It put into logical relation all the incoherencies of Undine's recent conduct, completed and defined her anew as if a sharp line had been drawn about her fading image.

"Oh, if only I could figure a way out of this! Then there wouldn’t be any other problems left!" Her eyes watched him closely as he turned to the window and stared down at the steamy view of Fifth Avenue. As he considered her thoughts, their likelihood became clearer and clearer. It made sense of all the inconsistencies in Undine's recent behavior, refreshing and clarifying her as if a sharp line had been drawn around her fading image.

"If it's that, I shall soon know," he said, turning back into the room. His course had instantly become plain. He had only to resist and Undine would have to show her hand. Simultaneously with this thought there sprang up in his mind the remembrance of the autumn afternoon in Paris when he had come home and found her, among her half-packed finery, desperately bewailing her coming motherhood. Clare's touch was on his arm. "If I'm right—you WILL let me help?"

"If that's the case, I'll find out soon," he said, turning back into the room. His path was suddenly clear. He just had to hold his ground, and Undine would have to reveal her true intentions. At the same time, he recalled that autumn afternoon in Paris when he had come home to find her, surrounded by her half-packed things, crying about her impending motherhood. Clare's hand was on his arm. "If I'm correct—you WILL let me help, right?"

He laid his hand on hers without speaking, and she went on:

He placed his hand on hers without saying a word, and she continued:

"It will take a lot of money: all these law-suits do. Besides, she'd be ashamed to sell him cheap. You must be ready to give her anything she wants. And I've got a lot saved up—money of my own, I mean…"

"It’s going to cost a lot of money: all these lawsuits do. Plus, she’d feel embarrassed to sell him for a low price. You have to be prepared to give her whatever she asks for. And I’ve saved up quite a bit—money that’s mine…”

"Your own?" As he looked at her the rare blush rose under her brown skin.

"Your own?" As he looked at her, a rare blush appeared on her brown skin.

"My very own. Why shouldn't you believe me? I've been hoarding up my scrap of an income for years, thinking that some day I'd find I couldn't stand this any longer…" Her gesture embraced their sumptuous setting. "But now I know I shall never budge. There are the children; and besides, things are easier for me since—" she paused, embarrassed.

"My very own. Why shouldn't you believe me? I've been saving my tiny income for years, thinking that someday I'd reach a point where I couldn't take this anymore..." Her gesture included their luxurious surroundings. "But now I know I will never leave. There are the kids; and besides, things are easier for me since—" she paused, feeling awkward.

"Yes, yes; I know." He felt like completing her phrase: "Since my wife has furnished you with the means of putting pressure on your husband—" but he simply repeated: "I know."

"Yeah, I know." He felt like finishing her sentence: "Since my wife has given you the tools to pressure your husband—" but he just said, "I know."

"And you WILL let me help?"

"Can I help you?"

"Oh, we must get at the facts first." He caught her hands in his with sudden energy. "As you say, when Paul's safe there won't be another bother left!"

"Oh, we need to get to the facts first." He grabbed her hands with sudden energy. "Like you said, when Paul's safe, there won't be any more issues!"

XXXIV

The means of raising the requisite amount of money became, during the next few weeks, the anxious theme of all Ralph's thoughts. His lawyers' enquiries soon brought the confirmation of Clare's surmise, and it became clear that—for reasons swathed in all the ingenuities of legal verbiage—Undine might, in return for a substantial consideration, be prevailed on to admit that it was for her son's advantage to remain with his father.

The way to raise the needed amount of money became the focus of all of Ralph's thoughts over the next few weeks. His lawyers' inquiries quickly confirmed Clare's suspicion, and it became clear that—for reasons cloaked in complex legal language—Undine could, in exchange for a significant sum, be persuaded to agree that it was in her son's best interest to stay with his father.

The day this admission was communicated to Ralph his first impulse was to carry the news to his cousin. His mood was one of pure exaltation; he seemed to be hugging his boy to him as he walked. Paul and he were to belong to each other forever: no mysterious threat of separation could ever menace them again! He had the blissful sense of relief that the child himself might have had on waking out of a frightened dream and finding the jolly daylight in his room.

The day Ralph found out about this, his first instinct was to share the news with his cousin. He was filled with pure joy; it felt like he was embracing his boy as he walked. Paul and he were going to be connected forever: no hidden threat of separation could ever hang over them again! He felt the wonderful relief that a child might feel upon waking from a scary dream and discovering the bright light of day in his room.

Clare at once renewed her entreaty to be allowed to aid in ransoming her little cousin, but Ralph tried to put her off by explaining that he meant to "look about."

Clare quickly repeated her plea to be allowed to help ransom her little cousin, but Ralph tried to dismiss her by saying he planned to "look around."

"Look where? In the Dagonet coffers? Oh, Ralph, what's the use of pretending? Tell me what you've got to give her." It was amazing how his cousin suddenly dominated him. But as yet he couldn't go into the details of the bargain. That the reckoning between himself and Undine should be settled in dollars and cents seemed the last bitterest satire on his dreams: he felt himself miserably diminished by the smallness of what had filled his world.

"Where am I supposed to look? In the Dagonet stash? Oh, Ralph, what's the point of pretending? Just tell me what you have to offer her." It was astonishing how his cousin suddenly took control over him. But he still couldn't get into the details of the deal. The fact that the resolution between him and Undine would be measured in dollars and cents felt like the cruelest joke on his dreams: he felt painfully reduced by the triviality of what had once filled his life.

Nevertheless, the looking about had to be done; and a day came when he found himself once more at the door of Elmer Moffatt's office. His thoughts had been drawn back to Moffatt by the insistence with which the latter's name had lately been put forward by the press in connection with a revival of the Ararat investigation. Moffatt, it appeared, had been regarded as one of the most valuable witnesses for the State; his return from Europe had been anxiously awaited, his unreadiness to testify caustically criticized; then at last he had arrived, had gone on to Washington—and had apparently had nothing to tell.

Nevertheless, he had to look around, and one day he found himself once again at the door of Elmer Moffatt's office. He was reminded of Moffatt because the media had recently been highlighting his name in relation to a renewed investigation into Ararat. Moffatt was seen as one of the State's most important witnesses; his return from Europe had been eagerly anticipated, and his reluctance to testify had been harshly criticized. Finally, he had arrived, gone on to Washington—and seemingly had nothing to share.

Ralph was too deep in his own troubles to waste any wonder over this anticlimax; but the frequent appearance of Moffatt's name in the morning papers acted as an unconscious suggestion. Besides, to whom else could he look for help? The sum his wife demanded could be acquired only by "a quick turn," and the fact that Ralph had once rendered the same kind of service to Moffatt made it natural to appeal to him now. The market, moreover, happened to be booming, and it seemed not unlikely that so experienced a speculator might have a "good thing" up his sleeve.

Ralph was too caught up in his own problems to spend time wondering about this anticlimax; however, seeing Moffatt's name pop up in the morning papers served as an unintentional suggestion. Besides, who else could he turn to for help? The amount his wife was asking for could only be obtained through a "quick turn," and since Ralph had previously helped Moffatt in a similar way, it made sense to reach out to him now. Plus, the market was booming, and it seemed quite possible that such an experienced investor might have a "good opportunity" lined up.

Moffatt's office had been transformed since Ralph's last visit. Paint, varnish and brass railings gave an air of opulence to the outer precincts, and the inner room, with its mahogany bookcases containing morocco-bound "sets" and its wide blue leather arm-chairs, lacked only a palm or two to resemble the lounge of a fashionable hotel. Moffatt himself, as he came forward, gave Ralph the impression of having been done over by the same hand: he was smoother, broader, more supremely tailored, and his whole person exhaled the faintest whiff of an expensive scent. He installed his visitor in one of the blue arm-chairs, and sitting opposite, an elbow on his impressive "Washington" desk, listened attentively while Ralph made his request.

Moffatt's office had changed completely since Ralph's last visit. Fresh paint, varnish, and brass railings added a touch of luxury to the outer areas, while the inner room, with its mahogany bookcases filled with morocco-bound "sets" and its large blue leather armchairs, only needed a couple of palms to look like the lounge of a trendy hotel. Moffatt himself, as he approached, gave Ralph the impression of having been revamped by the same designer: he looked smoother, broader, more impeccably tailored, and his entire presence carried the faint scent of an expensive cologne. He seated Ralph in one of the blue armchairs, and sitting across from him, with an elbow resting on his impressive "Washington" desk, listened carefully as Ralph made his request.

"You want to be put onto something good in a damned hurry?" Moffatt twisted his moustache between two plump square-tipped fingers with a little black growth on their lower joints. "I don't suppose," he remarked, "there's a sane man between here and San Francisco who isn't consumed by that yearning."

"You want to get into something good really quickly?" Moffatt twisted his mustache between two chubby fingers with a little black growth on their lower joints. "I don't think," he said, "there's a sane person between here and San Francisco who isn't driven by that desire."

Having permitted himself this pleasantry he passed on to business. "Yes—it's a first-rate time to buy: no doubt of that. But you say you want to make a quick turn-over? Heard of a soft thing that won't wait, I presume? That's apt to be the way with soft things—all kinds of 'em. There's always other fellows after them." Moffatt's smile was playful. "Well, I'd go considerably out of my way to do you a good turn, because you did me one when I needed it mighty bad. 'In youth you sheltered me.' Yes, sir, that's the kind I am." He stood up, sauntered to the other side of the room, and took a small object from the top of the bookcase.

Having allowed himself this little joke, he moved on to business. "Yeah—this is a great time to buy: no doubt about it. But you say you want to make a quick profit? Heard of an opportunity that's time-sensitive, I assume? That tends to be the case with these opportunities—everything like that. There are always other people looking for them." Moffatt's smile was teasing. "Well, I'd go out of my way to help you out because you helped me when I really needed it. 'In youth you sheltered me.' Yes, that's just who I am." He got up, walked over to the other side of the room, and picked up a small object from the top of the bookcase.

"Fond of these pink crystals?" He held the oriental toy against the light. "Oh, I ain't a judge—but now and then I like to pick up a pretty thing." Ralph noticed that his eyes caressed it.

"Like these pink crystals?" He held the oriental toy up to the light. "Oh, I'm not an expert—but every now and then, I enjoy finding something beautiful." Ralph noticed the way his eyes lingered on it.

"Well—now let's talk. You say you've got to have the funds for your—your investment within three weeks. That's quick work. And you want a hundred thousand. Can you put up fifty?"

"Alright—let's have a conversation. You say you need to secure the money for your investment in three weeks. That's pretty fast. And you want a hundred thousand. Can you come up with fifty?"

Ralph had been prepared for the question, but when it came he felt a moment's tremor. He knew he could count on half the amount from his grandfather; could possibly ask Fairford for a small additional loan—but what of the rest? Well, there was Clare. He had always known there would be no other way. And after all, the money was Clare's—it was Dagonet money. At least she said it was. All the misery of his predicament was distilled into the short silence that preceded his answer: "Yes—I think so."

Ralph had been ready for the question, but when it came, he felt a moment of unease. He knew he could rely on half the amount from his grandfather; he could possibly ask Fairford for a small extra loan—but what about the rest? Well, there was Clare. He had always known there would be no other option. And after all, the money belonged to Clare—it was Dagonet money. At least, that's what she said. All the stress of his situation was condensed into the brief silence before he replied, "Yes—I think so."

"Well, I guess I can double it for you." Moffatt spoke with an air of
Olympian modesty. "Anyhow, I'll try. Only don't tell the other girls!"

"Well, I guess I can double it for you." Moffatt said with a touch of
humble confidence. "Anyway, I'll give it a shot. Just don't mention it to the other girls!"

He proceeded to develop his plan to ears which Ralph tried to make alert and attentive, but in which perpetually, through the intricate concert of facts and figures, there broke the shout of a small boy racing across a suburban lawn. "When I pick him up to-night he'll be mine for good!" Ralph thought as Moffatt summed up: "There's the whole scheme in a nut-shell; but you'd better think it over. I don't want to let you in for anything you ain't quite sure about." "Oh, if you're sure—" Ralph was already calculating the time it would take to dash up to Clare Van Degen's on his way to catch the train for the Fairfords'.

He started to lay out his plan while Ralph tried to stay focused and pay attention, but his mind kept getting interrupted by the sound of a little boy running across a suburban lawn. "When I pick him up tonight, he'll be mine for good!" Ralph thought as Moffatt wrapped it up: "That's the whole plan in a nutshell, but you should think it over. I don’t want to get you involved in something you’re not completely sure about." "Oh, if you’re sure—" Ralph was already figuring out how long it would take to swing by Clare Van Degen's on his way to catch the train to the Fairfords’.

His impatience made it hard to pay due regard to Moffatt's parting civilities. "Glad to have seen you," he heard the latter assuring him with a final hand-grasp. "Wish you'd dine with me some evening at my club"; and, as Ralph murmured a vague acceptance: "How's that boy of yours, by the way?" Moffatt continued. "He was a stunning chap last time I saw him.—Excuse me if I've put my foot in it; but I understood you kept him with you…? Yes: that's what I thought…. Well, so long."

His impatience made it hard to pay attention to Moffatt's farewell pleasantries. "It was great to see you," he heard Moffatt say with a final handshake. "I wish you'd join me for dinner one evening at my club"; and, as Ralph mumbled a vague agreement: "By the way, how's that boy of yours?" Moffatt continued. "He was a great kid the last time I saw him.—Sorry if I overstepped; but I thought you were keeping him with you…? Yeah, that's what I thought…. Well, take care."

Clare's inner sitting-room was empty; but the servant, presently returning, led Ralph into the gilded and tapestried wilderness where she occasionally chose to receive her visitors. There, under Popple's effigy of herself, she sat, small and alone, on a monumental sofa behind a tea-table laden with gold plate; while from his lofty frame, on the opposite wall Van Degen, portrayed by a "powerful" artist, cast on her the satisfied eye of proprietorship.

Clare's inner sitting room was empty, but the servant soon returned and guided Ralph into the ornate and decorated space where she sometimes met her guests. There, under Popple's statue of herself, she sat, small and alone, on a grand sofa behind a tea table overflowing with gold plates. Meanwhile, from his prominent position on the opposite wall, Van Degen, captured by a "powerful" artist, looked down at her with an air of ownership.

Ralph, swept forward on the blast of his excitement, felt as in a dream the frivolous perversity of her receiving him in such a setting instead of in their usual quiet corner; but there was no room in his mind for anything but the cry that broke from him: "I believe I've done it!"

Ralph, carried away by his excitement, felt like he was in a dream as he realized how out of place it was for her to welcome him in such a lively setting instead of their usual quiet spot; but all he could think about was the shout that escaped him: "I think I did it!"

He sat down and explained to her by what means, trying, as best he could, to restate the particulars of Moffatt's deal; and her manifest ignorance of business methods had the effect of making his vagueness appear less vague.

He sat down and explained to her how it worked, trying as hard as he could to clarify the details of Moffatt's deal; and her obvious lack of knowledge about business methods made his uncertainty seem less unclear.

"Anyhow, he seems to be sure it's a safe thing. I understand he's in with Rolliver now, and Rolliver practically controls Apex. This is some kind of a scheme to buy up all the works of public utility at Apex. They're practically sure of their charter, and Moffatt tells me I can count on doubling my investment within a few weeks. Of course I'll go into the details if you like—"

"Anyway, he seems really confident it's a safe bet. I hear he's working with Rolliver now, and Rolliver pretty much controls Apex. This is some sort of plan to buy up all the public utility companies in Apex. They're almost guaranteed to get their charter, and Moffatt tells me I can expect to double my investment in just a few weeks. Of course, I can go into the details if you want—"

"Oh, no; you've made it all so clear to me!" She really made him feel he had. "And besides, what on earth does it matter? The great thing is that it's done." She lifted her sparkling eyes. "And now—my share—you haven't told me…"

"Oh, no; you've made it all so clear to me!" She really made him feel he had. "And besides, what does it matter? The important thing is that it's done." She lifted her sparkling eyes. "And now—my part—you haven't told me…"

He explained that Mr. Dagonet, to whom he had already named the amount demanded, had at once promised him twenty-five thousand dollars, to be eventually deducted from his share of the estate. His mother had something put by that she insisted on contributing; and Henley Fairford, of his own accord, had come forward with ten thousand: it was awfully decent of Henley…

He explained that Mr. Dagonet, to whom he had already mentioned the amount requested, immediately promised him twenty-five thousand dollars, which would eventually be deducted from his share of the estate. His mother had some savings that she insisted on contributing; and Henley Fairford had stepped up on his own with ten thousand: it was really generous of Henley…

"Even Henley!" Clare sighed. "Then I'm the only one left out?"

"Even Henley!" Clare sighed. "So, I'm the only one who's not included?"

Ralph felt the colour in his face. "Well, you see, I shall need as much as fifty—"

Ralph felt the heat in his face. "Well, you see, I’ll need as much as fifty—"

Her hands flew together joyfully. "But then you've got to let me help!
Oh, I'm so glad—so glad! I've twenty thousand waiting."

Her hands clapped together excitedly. "But you have to let me help!
Oh, I'm so happy—so happy! I've twenty thousand ready."

He looked about the room, checked anew by all its oppressive implications. "You're a darling…but I couldn't take it."

He looked around the room, overwhelmed by all its heavy implications. "You're sweet...but I just couldn't handle it."

"I've told you it's mine, every penny of it!"

"I've told you it's mine, every single cent of it!"

"Yes; but supposing things went wrong?"

"Yeah, but what if something goes wrong?"

"Nothing CAN—if you'll only take it…"

"Nothing can—if you just take it..."

"I may lose it—"

"I might lose it—"

"I sha'n't, if I've given it to you!" Her look followed his about the room and then came back to him. "Can't you imagine all it will make up for?"

"I won't, if I've already given it to you!" Her gaze tracked his around the room and then returned to him. "Can't you picture everything it'll offset?"

The rapture of the cry caught him up with it. Ah, yes, he could imagine it all! He stooped his head above her hands. "I accept," he said; and they stood and looked at each other like radiant children.

The excitement of the cry swept him away with it. Ah, yes, he could picture it all! He leaned his head down towards her hands. "I accept," he said; and they stood there, looking at each other like glowing kids.

She followed him to the door, and as he turned to leave he broke into a laugh. "It's queer, though, its happening in this room!"

She followed him to the door, and as he turned to leave, he burst into laughter. "It's strange, though, that it’s happening in this room!"

She was close beside him, her hand on the heavy tapestry curtaining the door; and her glance shot past him to her husband's portrait. Ralph caught the look, and a flood of old tendernesses and hates welled up in him. He drew her under the portrait and kissed her vehemently.

She was right next to him, her hand on the thick tapestry hanging by the door; and her gaze flicked past him to her husband's portrait. Ralph noticed the look, and a rush of old feelings—both love and resentment—surged within him. He pulled her under the portrait and kissed her passionately.

XXXV

Within forty-eight hours Ralph's money was in Moffatt's hands, and the interval of suspense had begun.

Within forty-eight hours, Ralph's money was in Moffatt's hands, and the waiting period had begun.

The transaction over, he felt the deceptive buoyancy that follows on periods of painful indecision. It seemed to him that now at last life had freed him from all trammelling delusions, leaving him only the best thing in its gift—his boy.

The transaction complete, he felt the false lightness that comes after long stretches of painful uncertainty. It seemed to him that life had finally released him from all the constricting illusions, giving him only the greatest gift it could offer—his son.

The things he meant Paul to do and to be filled his fancy with happy pictures. The child was growing more and more interesting—throwing out countless tendrils of feeling and perception that delighted Ralph but preoccupied the watchful Laura.

The things he wanted Paul to do and to become filled his mind with joyful images. The child was becoming increasingly interesting—expressing countless feelings and insights that thrilled Ralph but concerned the attentive Laura.

"He's going to be exactly like you, Ralph—" she paused and then risked it: "For his own sake, I wish there were just a drop or two of Spragg in him."

"He's going to be just like you, Ralph—" she paused and then took a chance: "For his own good, I wish there was at least a bit of Spragg in him."

Ralph laughed, understanding her. "Oh, the plodding citizen I've become will keep him from taking after the lyric idiot who begot him. Paul and I, between us, are going to turn out something first-rate."

Ralph laughed, getting what she meant. "Oh, the slow and steady citizen I've turned into will make sure he doesn't follow in the footsteps of the poetic fool who fathered him. Paul and I, together, are going to create something exceptional."

His book too was spreading and throwing out tendrils, and he worked at it in the white heat of energy which his factitious exhilaration produced. For a few weeks everything he did and said seemed as easy and unconditioned as the actions in a dream.

His book was also growing and reaching out in different directions, and he poured himself into it with intense energy fueled by his artificial excitement. For a few weeks, everything he did and said felt as effortless and unrestrained as actions in a dream.

Clare Van Degen, in the light of this mood, became again the comrade of his boyhood. He did not see her often, for she had gone down to the country with her children, but they communicated daily by letter or telephone, and now and then she came over to the Fairfords' for a night. There they renewed the long rambles of their youth, and once more the summer fields and woods seemed full of magic presences. Clare was no more intelligent, she followed him no farther in his flights; but some of the qualities that had become most precious to him were as native to her as its perfume to a flower. So, through the long June afternoons, they ranged together over many themes; and if her answers sometimes missed the mark it did not matter, because her silences never did.

Clare Van Degen, in this mood, became once again the friend from his childhood. He didn’t see her often since she had gone to the countryside with her kids, but they kept in touch every day by letter or phone, and occasionally she would come over to the Fairfords' for a night. There, they rekindled the long walks of their youth, and once again, the summer fields and woods felt full of magical presences. Clare wasn’t any more insightful; she didn’t follow him as deeply in his thoughts, but some of the traits that had become most valuable to him were as natural to her as fragrance is to a flower. So, during the long June afternoons, they explored many topics together; and even if her replies sometimes missed the point, it didn’t matter because her silences never did.

Meanwhile Ralph, from various sources, continued to pick up a good deal of more or less contradictory information about Elmer Moffatt. It seemed to be generally understood that Moffatt had come back from Europe with the intention of testifying in the Ararat investigation, and that his former patron, the great Harmon B. Driscoll, had managed to silence him; and it was implied that the price of this silence, which was set at a considerable figure, had been turned to account in a series of speculations likely to lift Moffatt to permanent eminence among the rulers of Wall Street. The stories as to his latest achievement, and the theories as to the man himself, varied with the visual angle of each reporter: and whenever any attempt was made to focus his hard sharp personality some guardian divinity seemed to throw a veil of mystery over him. His detractors, however, were the first to own that there was "something about him"; it was felt that he had passed beyond the meteoric stage, and the business world was unanimous in recognizing that he had "come to stay." A dawning sense of his stability was even beginning to make itself felt in Fifth Avenue. It was said that he had bought a house in Seventy-second Street, then that he meant to build near the Park; one or two people (always "taken by a friend") had been to his flat in the Pactolus, to see his Chinese porcelains and Persian rugs; now and then he had a few important men to dine at a Fifth Avenue restaurant; his name began to appear in philanthropic reports and on municipal committees (there were even rumours of its having been put up at a well-known club); and the rector of a wealthy parish, who was raising funds for a chantry, was known to have met him at dinner and to have stated afterward that "the man was not wholly a materialist."

Meanwhile, Ralph was getting a lot of mixed information about Elmer Moffatt from different sources. It seemed like everyone agreed that Moffatt had returned from Europe planning to testify in the Ararat investigation, but his former boss, the powerful Harmon B. Driscoll, had managed to keep him quiet. It was suggested that the price for this silence, which was quite high, had been used in a series of investments that could elevate Moffatt to a permanent position of power on Wall Street. Reports about his latest success and opinions about him varied depending on who was telling the story, and every time an attempt was made to clarify his sharp personality, some kind of protective force seemed to obscure him. Still, even his critics admitted there was "something about him"; it was clear he had moved past the fleeting success stage, and the business world was in agreement that he had "come to stay." There was even a growing acknowledgment of his stability on Fifth Avenue. People were saying he had bought a house on Seventy-second Street, then that he planned to build near the Park; a couple of people (always "through a friend") had visited his apartment in the Pactolus to check out his Chinese porcelain and Persian rugs; occasionally, he hosted a few important men for dinner at a restaurant on Fifth Avenue; his name started showing up in charity reports and on city committees (there were even rumors that it had been nominated at a well-known club); and the rector of a wealthy parish, who was fundraising for a chapel, was known to have dined with him and afterward declared that "the man was not entirely a materialist."

All these converging proofs of Moffatt's solidity strengthened Ralph's faith in his venture. He remembered with what astuteness and authority Moffatt had conducted their real estate transaction—how far off and unreal it all seemed!—and awaited events with the passive faith of a sufferer in the hands of a skilful surgeon.

All these coming together proofs of Moffatt's reliability boosted Ralph's confidence in his venture. He recalled how cleverly and authoritatively Moffatt had handled their real estate deal—how distant and unreal it all felt!—and he awaited the outcome with the quiet faith of a patient in the care of a skilled surgeon.

The days moved on toward the end of June, and each morning Ralph opened his newspaper with a keener thrill of expectation. Any day now he might read of the granting of the Apex charter: Moffatt had assured him it would "go through" before the close of the month. But the announcement did not appear, and after what seemed to Ralph a decent lapse of time he telephoned to ask for news. Moffatt was away, and when he came back a few days later he answered Ralph's enquiries evasively, with an edge of irritation in his voice. The same day Ralph received a letter from his lawyer, who had been reminded by Mrs. Marvell's representatives that the latest date agreed on for the execution of the financial agreement was the end of the following week.

The days rolled on toward the end of June, and each morning Ralph flipped open his newspaper with a growing sense of excitement. Any day now he might read about the approval of the Apex charter: Moffatt had assured him it would "happen" before the end of the month. But the announcement didn’t come, and after what felt like a decent amount of time, he called to check for updates. Moffatt was out, and when he returned a few days later, he answered Ralph's questions vaguely, with a hint of irritation in his voice. That same day, Ralph got a letter from his lawyer, who had been reminded by Mrs. Marvell's representatives that the latest date set for finalizing the financial agreement was the end of the following week.

Ralph, alarmed, betook himself at once to the Ararat, and his first glimpse of Moffatt's round common face and fastidiously dressed person gave him an immediate sense of reassurance. He felt that under the circle of baldness on top of that carefully brushed head lay the solution of every monetary problem that could beset the soul of man. Moffatt's voice had recovered its usual cordial note, and the warmth of his welcome dispelled Ralph's last apprehension.

Ralph, feeling anxious, immediately went to the Ararat, and the first sight of Moffatt's round, ordinary face and neatly dressed appearance made him feel reassured. He thought that beneath the bald spot on that well-groomed head lay the answer to every financial issue that could trouble a person. Moffatt's voice had returned to its usual friendly tone, and the warmth of his welcome took away Ralph's last bit of worry.

"Why, yes, everything's going along first-rate. They thought they'd hung us up last week—but they haven't. There may be another week's delay; but we ought to be opening a bottle of wine on it by the Fourth."

"Yeah, everything's going great. They thought they had us stuck last week—but they haven't. There might be another week's delay; but we should be popping a bottle of wine to celebrate by the Fourth."

An office-boy came in with a name on a slip of paper, and Moffatt looked at his watch and held out a hearty hand. "Glad you came. Of course I'll keep you posted…No, this way…Look in again…" and he steered Ralph out by another door.

An office boy walked in with a name on a piece of paper, and Moffatt checked his watch and extended a warm handshake. "Glad you made it. Of course, I’ll keep you updated... No, over here... Make sure to check in again..." and he guided Ralph out through another door.

July came, and passed into its second week. Ralph's lawyer had obtained a postponement from the other side, but Undine's representatives had given him to understand that the transaction must be closed before the first of August. Ralph telephoned once or twice to Moffatt, receiving genially-worded assurances that everything was "going their way"; but he felt a certain embarrassment in returning again to the office, and let himself drift through the days in a state of hungry apprehension. Finally one afternoon Henley Fairford, coming back from town (which Ralph had left in the morning to join his boy over Sunday), brought word that the Apex consolidation scheme had failed to get its charter. It was useless to attempt to reach Moffatt on Sunday, and Ralph wore on as he could through the succeeding twenty-four hours. Clare Van Degen had come down to stay with her youngest boy, and in the afternoon she and Ralph took the two children for a sail. A light breeze brightened the waters of the Sound, and they ran down the shore before it and then tacked out toward the sunset, coming back at last, under a failing breeze, as the summer sky passed from blue to a translucid green and then into the accumulating greys of twilight.

July arrived and moved into its second week. Ralph's lawyer had managed to get a delay from the other side, but Undine's representatives had made it clear that the deal needed to be finalized before the first of August. Ralph called Moffatt a couple of times and received friendly reassurances that everything was "going their way," but he felt uneasy returning to the office and let himself drift through the days in a state of anxious uncertainty. Finally, one afternoon, Henley Fairford, returning from town (which Ralph had left that morning to spend the weekend with his son), brought news that the Apex consolidation scheme had failed to secure its charter. It was pointless to try to contact Moffatt on Sunday, and Ralph made do as best he could through the next twenty-four hours. Clare Van Degen had come down to be with her youngest son, and in the afternoon, she and Ralph took the two kids for a sail. A light breeze brightened the waters of the Sound, and they glided down the shore with it, then tacked out towards the sunset, finally returning as the breeze faded, with the summer sky shifting from blue to a translucent green and then into the deepening greys of twilight.

As they left the landing and walked up behind the children across the darkening lawn, a sense of security descended again on Ralph. He could not believe that such a scene and such a mood could be the disguise of any impending evil, and all his doubts and anxieties fell away from him.

As they left the landing and walked behind the kids across the darkening lawn, a feeling of safety came over Ralph again. He couldn’t believe that such a scene and vibe could hide any coming danger, and all his doubts and worries faded away.

The next morning, he and Clare travelled up to town together, and at the station he put her in the motor which was to take her to Long Island, and hastened down to Moffatt's office. When he arrived he was told that Moffatt was "engaged," and he had to wait for nearly half an hour in the outer office, where, to the steady click of the type-writer and the spasmodic buzzing of the telephone, his thoughts again began their restless circlings. Finally the inner door opened, and he found himself in the sanctuary. Moffatt was seated behind his desk, examining another little crystal vase somewhat like the one he had shown Ralph a few weeks earlier. As his visitor entered, he held it up against the light, revealing on its dewy sides an incised design as frail as the shadow of grass-blades on water.

The next morning, he and Clare headed to town together, and at the station, he put her in the car that would take her to Long Island, then rushed down to Moffatt's office. When he got there, he was told that Moffatt was "busy," so he had to wait for almost half an hour in the outer office, where the constant clicking of the typewriter and the sporadic buzzing of the phone set his thoughts in motion again. Finally, the inner door opened, and he stepped into the inner sanctum. Moffatt was sitting behind his desk, examining another small crystal vase similar to the one he had shown Ralph a few weeks earlier. As his visitor walked in, he held it up to the light, revealing a delicate design etched onto its dewy surface, as frail as the shadow of grass blades on water.

"Ain't she a peach?" He put the toy down and reached across the desk to shake hands. "Well, well," he went on, leaning back in his chair, and pushing out his lower lip in a half-comic pout, "they've got us in the neck this time and no mistake. Seen this morning's Radiator? I don't know how the thing leaked out—but the reformers somehow got a smell of the scheme, and whenever they get swishing round something's bound to get spilt."

"Ain't she a sweetheart?" He put the toy down and reached across the desk to shake hands. "Well, well," he continued, leaning back in his chair and pushing out his lower lip in a half-comic pout, "they've got us cornered this time, no doubt about it. Did you see this morning's Radiator? I don't know how it got out, but the reformers somehow caught wind of the plan, and whenever they start stirring things up, something's bound to spill."

He talked gaily, genially, in his roundest tones and with his easiest gestures; never had he conveyed a completer sense of unhurried power; but Ralph noticed for the first time the crow's-feet about his eyes, and the sharpness of the contrast between the white of his forehead and the redness of the fold of neck above his collar.

He spoke cheerfully and warmly, using his smoothest voice and relaxed gestures; he had never impressed anyone more with a sense of calm authority. However, Ralph noticed for the first time the wrinkles around his eyes and the stark contrast between the pale skin of his forehead and the redness of the skin on his neck above his collar.

"Do you mean to say it's not going through?"

"Are you saying it’s not going through?"

"Not this time, anyhow. We're high and dry."

"Definitely not this time. We're totally safe."

Something seemed to snap in Ralph's head, and he sat down in the nearest chair. "Has the common stock dropped a lot?"

Something seemed to click in Ralph's head, and he plopped down in the nearest chair. "Has the stock market taken a big hit?"

"Well, you've got to lean over to see it." Moffatt pressed his finger-tips together and added thoughtfully: "But it's THERE all right. We're bound to get our charter in the end."

"Well, you really have to lean over to see it." Moffatt pressed his fingertips together and added thoughtfully, "But it’s definitely THERE. We’re sure to get our charter eventually."

"What do you call the end?"

"What do you call the end?"

"Oh, before the Day of Judgment, sure: next year, I guess."

"Oh, before Judgment Day, definitely: probably next year."

"Next year?" Ralph flushed. "What earthly good will that do me?"

"Next year?" Ralph blushed. "What good will that do me?"

"I don't say it's as pleasant as driving your best girl home by moonlight. But that's how it is. And the stuff's safe enough any way—I've told you that right along."

"I’m not saying it’s as nice as taking your girl home under the moonlight. But that’s just how it is. And the stuff is safe enough, anyway—I’ve told you that all along."

"But you've told me all along I could count on a rise before August. You knew I had to have the money now."

"But you've always told me I could expect a raise before August. You knew I needed the money now."

"I knew you WANTED to have the money now; and so did I, and several of my friends. I put you onto it because it was the only thing in sight likely to give you the return you wanted."

"I knew you wanted the money now; so did I, along with several of my friends. I told you about it because it was the only option available that could give you the return you were looking for."

"You ought at least to have warned me of the risk!"

"You should have at least warned me about the risk!"

"Risk? I don't call it much of a risk to lie back in your chair and wait another few months for fifty thousand to drop into your lap. I tell you the thing's as safe as a bank."

"Risk? I wouldn't call it much of a risk to lay back in your chair and wait a few more months for fifty thousand to fall into your lap. I swear it's as safe as a bank."

"How do I know it is? You've misled me about it from the first."

"How do I know it is? You've kept me in the dark about it from the beginning."

Moffatt's face grew dark red to the forehead: for the first time in their acquaintance Ralph saw him on the verge of anger. "Well, if you get stuck so do I. I'm in it a good deal deeper than you. That's about the best guarantee I can give; unless you won't take my word for that either." To control himself Moffatt spoke with extreme deliberation, separating his syllables like a machine cutting something into even lengths.

Moffatt's face turned bright red all the way to his forehead; for the first time in their friendship, Ralph saw him ready to explode with anger. "Well, if you get in trouble, I do too. I'm a lot more involved than you are. That's about the best assurance I can offer; unless you don't believe me on that either." To keep himself calm, Moffatt spoke very slowly, enunciating each syllable like a machine cutting something into equal parts.

Ralph listened through a cloud of confusion; but he saw the madness of offending Moffatt, and tried to take a more conciliatory tone. "Of course I take your word for it. But I can't—I simply can't afford to lose…"

Ralph listened, feeling really confused, but he realized how crazy it would be to upset Moffatt, so he tried to sound more agreeable. "Of course, I believe you. But I can't—I just can't afford to lose…"

"You ain't going to lose: I don't believe you'll even have to put up any margin. It's THERE safe enough, I tell you…"

"You’re not going to lose: I don’t think you’ll even have to put up any margin. It’s safe enough there, I promise you…”

"Yes, yes; I understand. I'm sure you wouldn't have advised me—" Ralph's tongue seemed swollen, and he had difficulty in bringing out the words. "Only, you see—I can't wait; it's not possible; and I want to know if there isn't a way—"

"Yeah, I get it. I'm sure you wouldn't have suggested—" Ralph's tongue felt thick, and he struggled to get the words out. "It's just that I can't wait; it's impossible; and I want to know if there's any way—"

Moffatt looked at him with a sort of resigned compassion, as a doctor looks at a despairing mother who will not understand what he has tried to imply without uttering the word she dreads. Ralph understood the look, but hurried on.

Moffatt looked at him with a kind of resigned sympathy, like a doctor watching a desperate mother who can't grasp what he's been trying to say without saying the word she fears. Ralph got the message but quickly moved on.

"You'll think I'm mad, or an ass, to talk like this; but the fact is, I must have the money." He waited and drew a hard breath. "I must have it: that's all. Perhaps I'd better tell you—"

"You'll think I'm crazy or a fool for saying this, but the truth is, I need the money." He paused and took a deep breath. "I need it: that’s all. Maybe I should just tell you—"

Moffatt, who had risen, as if assuming that the interview was over, sat down again and turned an attentive look on him. "Go ahead," he said, more humanly than he had hitherto spoken.

Moffatt, who had gotten up, thinking the interview was over, sat back down and focused his attention on him. "Go ahead," he said, with a more human tone than he had used before.

"My boy…you spoke of him the other day… I'm awfully fond of him—" Ralph broke off, deterred by the impossibility of confiding his feeling for Paul to this coarse-grained man with whom he hadn't a sentiment in common.

"My boy…you mentioned him the other day… I really care about him—" Ralph paused, stopped by the challenge of sharing his feelings for Paul with this rough man with whom he had nothing in common.

Moffatt was still looking at him. "I should say you would be! He's as smart a little chap as I ever saw; and I guess he's the kind that gets better every day."

Moffatt was still watching him. "I’d say you definitely would be! He's the smartest little guy I’ve ever seen; and I bet he’s the type who gets better every day."

Ralph had collected himself, and went on with sudden resolution: "Well, you see—when my wife and I separated, I never dreamed she'd want the boy: the question never came up. If it had, of course—but she'd left him with me when she went away two years before, and at the time of the divorce I was a fool…I didn't take the proper steps…"

Ralph gathered his thoughts and continued with sudden determination: "Well, you see—when my wife and I split up, I never imagined she’d want the boy: the issue never came up. If it had, of course—but she left him with me when she left two years ago, and at the time of the divorce I was an idiot…I didn’t take the right steps…"

"You mean she's got sole custody?"

"You mean she has full custody?"

Ralph made a sign of assent, and Moffatt pondered. "That's bad—bad."

Ralph nodded in agreement, and Moffatt thought for a moment. "That's not good—really not good."

"And now I understand she's going to marry again—and of course I can't give up my son."

"And now I get that she's going to marry again—and of course I can't give up my son."

"She wants you to, eh?"

"She wants you to, right?"

Ralph again assented.

Ralph agreed again.

Moffatt swung his chair about and leaned back in it, stretching out his plump legs and contemplating the tips of his varnished boots. He hummed a low tune behind inscrutable lips.

Moffatt turned his chair around and leaned back in it, stretching out his chubby legs and thinking about the ends of his shiny boots. He hummed a soft tune behind unreadable lips.

"That's what you want the money for?" he finally raised his head to ask.

"Is that why you want the money?" he finally looked up to ask.

The word came out of the depths of Ralph's anguish: "Yes."

The word emerged from the depths of Ralph's pain: "Yes."

"And why you want it in such a hurry. I see." Moffatt reverted to the study of his boots. "It's a lot of money."

"And why do you need it so fast? I get it." Moffatt went back to looking at his shoes. "That's a lot of cash."

"Yes. That's the difficulty. And I…she…"

"Yes. That's the challenge. And I…she…"

Ralph's tongue was again too thick for his mouth. "I'm afraid she won't wait…or take less…"

Ralph's tongue felt too swollen for his mouth again. "I'm worried she won't wait... or settle for less..."

Moffatt, abandoning the boots, was scrutinizing him through half-shut lids. "No," he said slowly, "I don't believe Undine Spragg'll take a single cent less."

Moffatt, leaving behind the boots, was looking him over with half-closed eyes. "No," he said slowly, "I don't think Undine Spragg will take a single cent less."

Ralph felt himself whiten. Was it insolence or ignorance that had prompted Moffatt's speech? Nothing in his voice or face showed the sense of any shades of expression or of feeling: he seemed to apply to everything the measure of the same crude flippancy. But such considerations could not curb Ralph now. He said to himself "Keep your temper—keep your temper—" and his anger suddenly boiled over.

Ralph felt himself go pale. Was it arrogance or lack of understanding that had caused Moffatt's comment? Nothing in his voice or expression indicated any kind of subtlety or emotion; he seemed to approach everything with the same blunt casualness. But thoughts like that couldn't hold Ralph back now. He repeated to himself, "Stay calm—stay calm—" but his anger suddenly exploded.

"Look here, Moffatt," he said, getting to his feet, "the fact that I've been divorced from Mrs. Marvell doesn't authorize any one to take that tone to me in speaking of her."

"Listen, Moffatt," he said, standing up, "just because I've been divorced from Mrs. Marvell doesn't give anyone the right to talk to me like that about her."

Moffatt met the challenge with a calm stare under which there were dawning signs of surprise and interest. "That so? Well, if that's the case I presume I ought to feel the same way: I've been divorced from her myself."

Moffatt met the challenge with a steady gaze that revealed the first hints of surprise and curiosity. "Is that so? Well, if that’s how it is, I guess I should feel the same way: I’ve been divorced from her too."

For an instant the words conveyed no meaning to Ralph; then they surged up into his brain and flung him forward with half-raised arm. But he felt the grotesqueness of the gesture and his arm dropped back to his side. A series of unimportant and irrelevant things raced through his mind; then obscurity settled down on it. "THIS man…THIS man…" was the one fiery point in his darkened consciousness…. "What on earth are you talking about?" he brought out.

For a moment, the words made no sense to Ralph; then they flooded his brain and propelled him forward with his arm half-raised. But he sensed how ridiculous the gesture was, and his arm fell back to his side. A bunch of trivial and unrelated thoughts raced through his mind; then confusion took over. "THIS man…THIS man…" was the one sharp thought in his muddled mind… "What on earth are you talking about?" he managed to say.

"Why, facts," said Moffatt, in a cool half-humorous voice. "You didn't know? I understood from Mrs. Marvell your folks had a prejudice against divorce, so I suppose she kept quiet about that early episode. The truth is," he continued amicably, "I wouldn't have alluded to it now if you hadn't taken rather a high tone with me about our little venture; but now it's out I guess you may as well hear the whole story. It's mighty wholesome for a man to have a round now and then with a few facts. Shall I go on?"

"Well, facts," Moffatt said in a relaxed, slightly joking tone. "You didn't know? I heard from Mrs. Marvell that your family is against divorce, so I assume she kept quiet about that early incident. The truth is," he said casually, "I wouldn't have brought it up now if you hadn't gotten a bit uppity with me about our little project; but now that it's out, I guess you might as well hear the whole story. It's really good for a man to deal with some facts every now and then. Should I continue?"

Ralph had stood listening without a sign, but as Moffatt ended he made a slight motion of acquiescence. He did not otherwise change his attitude, except to grasp with one hand the back of the chair that Moffatt pushed toward him.

Ralph stood there listening silently, but as Moffatt finished speaking, he gave a slight nod of agreement. He didn’t change his position otherwise, except to hold onto the back of the chair that Moffatt pushed toward him with one hand.

"Rather stand?…" Moffatt himself dropped back into his seat and took the pose of easy narrative. "Well, it was this way. Undine Spragg and I were made one at Opake, Nebraska, just nine years ago last month. My! She was a beauty then. Nothing much had happened to her before but being engaged for a year or two to a soft called Millard Binch; the same she passed on to Indiana Rolliver; and—well, I guess she liked the change. We didn't have what you'd called a society wedding: no best man or bridesmaids or Voice that Breathed o'er Eden. Fact is, Pa and Ma didn't know about it till it was over. But it was a marriage fast enough, as they found out when they tried to undo it. Trouble was, they caught on too soon; we only had a fortnight. Then they hauled Undine back to Apex, and—well, I hadn't the cash or the pull to fight 'em. Uncle Abner was a pretty big man out there then; and he had James J. Rolliver behind him. I always know when I'm licked; and I was licked that time. So we unlooped the loop, and they fixed it up for me to make a trip to Alaska. Let me see—that was the year before they moved over to New York. Next time I saw Undine I sat alongside of her at the theatre the day your engagement was announced."

"Rather stand?…" Moffatt leaned back in his seat and got comfortable. "Okay, here's how it went. Undine Spragg and I got married in Opake, Nebraska, just nine years ago last month. Wow! She was stunning back then. Not much happened to her before that, except she was engaged for a year or two to a guy named Millard Binch; then she moved on to Indiana Rolliver; and—well, I guess she liked the change. We didn’t have what you’d call a society wedding: no best man or bridesmaids or any fancy ceremony. The truth is, Mom and Dad didn’t even know until it was all over. But it was definitely a marriage, as they found out when they tried to break it apart. The problem was, they realized it too soon; we only had a couple of weeks. Then they took Undine back to Apex, and—well, I didn’t have the money or connections to fight them. Uncle Abner was a big deal out there back then; and he had James J. Rolliver backing him up. I always know when I’m beaten; and I was beaten that time. So we cut our losses, and they arranged for me to take a trip to Alaska. Let me think—that was the year before they moved to New York. The next time I saw Undine, I sat next to her at the theater the day your engagement was announced."

He still kept to his half-humorous minor key, as though he were in the first stages of an after-dinner speech; but as he went on his bodily presence, which hitherto had seemed to Ralph the mere average garment of vulgarity, began to loom, huge and portentous as some monster released from a magician's bottle. His redness, his glossiness, his baldness, and the carefully brushed ring of hair encircling it; the square line of his shoulders, the too careful fit of his clothes, the prominent lustre of his scarf-pin, the growth of short black hair on his manicured hands, even the tiny cracks and crows'-feet beginning to show in the hard close surface of his complexion: all these solid witnesses to his reality and his proximity pressed on Ralph with the mounting pang of physical nausea.

He still maintained a half-joking, subdued tone, as if he were in the early stages of giving an after-dinner speech; but as he continued, his physical presence, which Ralph had previously seen as just an average display of crudeness, began to appear enormous and ominous like a creature unleashed from a magician's bottle. His reddened skin, shiny surface, bald head, and the meticulously styled ring of hair around it; the square shape of his shoulders, the overly tailored fit of his clothes, the glaring shine of his scarf pin, the short black hair on his well-groomed hands, even the tiny lines and crow's feet beginning to show on the taut surface of his skin: all these tangible signs of his existence and closeness weighed heavily on Ralph, intensifying his sense of physical nausea.

"THIS man…THIS man…" he couldn't get beyond the thought: whichever way he turned his haggard thought, there was Moffatt bodily blocking the perspective…Ralph's eyes roamed toward the crystal toy that stood on the desk beside Moffatt's hand. Faugh! That such a hand should have touched it!

"THIS man…THIS man…" he couldn't shake the thought: no matter how he twisted his weary mind, there was Moffatt physically blocking his view…Ralph's gaze drifted to the crystal toy sitting on the desk next to Moffatt's hand. Ugh! That such a hand should have touched it!

Suddenly he heard himself speaking. "Before my marriage—did you know they hadn't told me?"

Suddenly, he heard himself talking. "Before I got married—did you know they never told me?"

"Why, I understood as much…"

"Yeah, I got that too..."

Ralph pushed on: "You knew it the day I met you in Mr. Spragg's office?"

Ralph pressed on: "You knew it the day I met you in Mr. Spragg's office?"

Moffatt considered a moment, as if the incident had escaped him. "Did we meet there?" He seemed benevolently ready for enlightenment. But Ralph had been assailed by another memory; he recalled that Moffatt had dined one night in his house, that he and the man who now faced him had sat at the same table, their wife between them… He was seized with another dumb gust of fury; but it died out and left him face to face with the uselessness, the irrelevance of all the old attitudes of appropriation and defiance. He seemed to be stumbling about in his inherited prejudices like a modern man in mediaeval armour… Moffatt still sat at his desk, unmoved and apparently uncomprehending. "He doesn't even know what I'm feeling," flashed through Ralph; and the whole archaic structure of his rites and sanctions tumbled down about him.

Moffatt paused for a moment, as if trying to recall the incident. "Did we meet there?" He looked kindly, eager for some clarity. But Ralph was struck by another memory; he remembered that Moffatt had had dinner at his house one night, and that he and the man now in front of him had sat at the same table, their wife between them… He was hit by another wave of silent anger, but it faded, leaving him confronted with the pointlessness and irrelevance of all his old feelings of ownership and resistance. He felt like he was awkwardly navigating his deep-seated biases like a modern person in medieval armor… Moffatt remained at his desk, unchanged and seemingly clueless. "He doesn't even recognize what I'm feeling," raced through Ralph's mind, as the entire outdated structure of his customs and rules came crashing down around him.

Through the noise of the crash he heard Moffatt's voice going on without perceptible change of tone: "About that other matter now…you can't feel any meaner about it than I do, I can tell you that… but all we've got to do is to sit tight…"

Through the noise of the crash, he heard Moffatt's voice continuing without any change in tone: "About that other thing now... you can't feel any worse about it than I do, I can assure you... but all we need to do is to hang in there..."

Ralph turned from the voice, and found himself outside on the landing, and then in the street below.

Ralph turned away from the voice and found himself outside on the landing, and then in the street below.

XXXVI

He stood at the corner of Wall Street, looking up and down its hot summer perspective. He noticed the swirls of dust in the cracks of the pavement, the rubbish in the gutters, the ceaseless stream of perspiring faces that poured by under tilted hats.

He stood at the corner of Wall Street, looking up and down its hot summer view. He noticed the dust swirling in the cracks of the pavement, the trash in the gutters, and the endless stream of sweaty faces passing by under tilted hats.

He found himself, next, slipping northward between the glazed walls of the Subway, another languid crowd in the seats about him and the nasal yelp of the stations ringing through the car like some repeated ritual wail. The blindness within him seemed to have intensified his physical perceptions, his sensitiveness to the heat, the noise, the smells of the dishevelled midsummer city; but combined with the acuter perception of these offenses was a complete indifference to them, as though he were some vivisected animal deprived of the power of discrimination.

He found himself, next, moving north through the shiny walls of the subway, surrounded by another laid-back crowd in the seats around him and the annoying announcements of the stations echoing through the car like a never-ending chorus. The blindness inside him seemed to heighten his physical senses, making him more sensitive to the heat, the noise, and the smells of the messy midsummer city; but along with this sharper awareness of these irritations was a total indifference to them, as if he were some dissected creature stripped of the ability to judge.

Now he had turned into Waverly Place, and was walking westward toward Washington Square. At the corner he pulled himself up, saying half-aloud: "The office—I ought to be at the office." He drew out his watch and stared at it blankly. What the devil had he taken it out for? He had to go through a laborious process of readjustment to find out what it had to say…. Twelve o'clock…. Should he turn back to the office? It seemed easier to cross the square, go up the steps of the old house and slip his key into the door….

Now he had turned onto Waverly Place and was walking west toward Washington Square. At the corner, he stopped, mumbling to himself, "The office—I should be at the office." He pulled out his watch and stared at it blankly. What on earth did he take it out for? He had to go through a confusing process of figuring out what it said... Twelve o'clock... Should he head back to the office? It seemed easier to cross the square, go up the steps of the old house, and slip his key into the door...

The house was empty. His mother, a few days previously, had departed with Mr. Dagonet for their usual two months on the Maine coast, where Ralph was to join them with his boy…. The blinds were all drawn down, and the freshness and silence of the marble-paved hall laid soothing hands on him…. He said to himself: "I'll jump into a cab presently, and go and lunch at the club—" He laid down his hat and stick and climbed the carpetless stairs to his room. When he entered it he had the shock of feeling himself in a strange place: it did not seem like anything he had ever seen before. Then, one by one, all the old stale usual things in it confronted him, and he longed with a sick intensity to be in a place that was really strange.

The house was empty. His mother had left a few days earlier with Mr. Dagonet for their usual two-month trip to the Maine coast, where Ralph was supposed to join them with his son…. The blinds were all shut, and the coolness and quiet of the marble-floored hallway felt comforting to him…. He thought to himself, "I’ll grab a cab soon and go have lunch at the club—” He put down his hat and cane and went up the bare stairs to his room. Once inside, he was startled to feel like he was in a foreign place: it didn’t feel like anything he had ever seen before. Then, one by one, all the old familiar things in the room came into view, and he felt a deep, unsettling desire to be somewhere truly unfamiliar.

"How on earth can I go on living here?" he wondered.

"How on earth am I supposed to keep living here?" he wondered.

A careless servant had left the outer shutters open, and the sun was beating on the window-panes. Ralph pushed open the windows, shut the shutters, and wandered toward his arm-chair. Beads of perspiration stood on his forehead: the temperature of the room reminded him of the heat under the ilexes of the Sienese villa where he and Undine had sat through a long July afternoon. He saw her before him, leaning against the tree-trunk in her white dress, limpid and inscrutable…. "We were made one at Opake, Nebraska…." Had she been thinking of it that afternoon at Siena, he wondered? Did she ever think of it at all?… It was she who had asked Moffatt to dine. She had said: "Father brought him home one day at Apex…. I don't remember ever having seen him since"—and the man she spoke of had had her in his arms … and perhaps it was really all she remembered!

A careless servant had left the outer shutters open, and the sun was shining directly on the window panes. Ralph pushed open the windows, closed the shutters, and walked over to his armchair. Beads of sweat formed on his forehead: the room's temperature reminded him of the heat under the ilexes of the Sienese villa where he and Undine had spent a long July afternoon. He could see her in his mind, leaning against the tree trunk in her white dress, clear and enigmatic…. "We became one at Opake, Nebraska….” Had she been thinking about it that day in Siena, he wondered? Did she ever think about it at all?… It was her who had invited Moffatt to dinner. She had said, "Father brought him home one day at Apex…. I don't remember seeing him since"—and the man she talked about had held her in his arms … and maybe that was really all she remembered!

She had lied to him—lied to him from the first … there hadn't been a moment when she hadn't lied to him, deliberately, ingeniously and inventively. As he thought of it, there came to him, for the first time in months, that overwhelming sense of her physical nearness which had once so haunted and tortured him. Her freshness, her fragrance, the luminous haze of her youth, filled the room with a mocking glory; and he dropped his head on his hands to shut it out….

She had deceived him—deceived him from the very beginning… there hadn't been a moment when she hadn't lied to him, intentionally, cleverly, and creatively. As he thought about it, he felt, for the first time in months, that intense awareness of her physical closeness that had once tormented him so much. Her freshness, her scent, the glowing aura of her youth filled the room with a mocking brilliance; and he rested his head in his hands to block it out…

The vision was swept away by another wave of hurrying thoughts. He felt it was intensely important that he should keep the thread of every one of them, that they all represented things to be said or done, or guarded against; and his mind, with the unwondering versatility and tireless haste of the dreamer's brain, seemed to be pursuing them all simultaneously. Then they became as unreal and meaningless as the red specks dancing behind the lids against which he had pressed his fists clenched, and he had the feeling that if he opened his eyes they would vanish, and the familiar daylight look in on him….

The vision faded away under a rush of frantic thoughts. He felt it was really important to hold onto each of them, as they all represented things to say, do, or avoid. His mind, with the effortless agility and relentless speed of a dreamer's brain, seemed to chase them all at once. Then they became just as unreal and nonsensical as the red dots dancing behind his eyelids, where he had pressed his clenched fists, and he felt that if he opened his eyes, they would disappear, letting in the familiar light of day….

A knock disturbed him. The old parlour-maid who was always left in charge of the house had come up to ask if he wasn't well, and if there was anything she could do for him. He told her no … he was perfectly well … or, rather, no, he wasn't … he supposed it must be the heat; and he began to scold her for having forgotten to close the shutters.

A knock interrupted him. The elderly maid who was always responsible for the house had come up to check if he was feeling okay and if there was anything she could do for him. He told her no… he was perfectly fine… or, actually, no, he wasn't… he figured it must be the heat; and he started to scold her for forgetting to close the shutters.

It wasn't her fault, it appeared, but Eliza's: her tone implied that he knew what one had to expect of Eliza … and wouldn't he go down to the nice cool shady dining-room, and let her make him an iced drink and a few sandwiches?

It didn't seem to be her fault; it seemed to be Eliza's. Her tone suggested that he understood what to expect from Eliza… so why not head down to the nice, cool, shady dining room and let her prepare him an iced drink and a few sandwiches?

"I've always told Mrs. Marvell I couldn't turn my back for a second but what Eliza'd find a way to make trouble," the old woman continued, evidently glad of the chance to air a perennial grievance. "It's not only the things she FORGETS to do," she added significantly; and it dawned on Ralph that she was making an appeal to him, expecting him to take sides with her in the chronic conflict between herself and Eliza. He said to himself that perhaps she was right … that perhaps there was something he ought to do … that his mother was old, and didn't always see things; and for a while his mind revolved this problem with feverish intensity….

"I've always told Mrs. Marvell that I couldn't turn my back for a second without Eliza finding a way to cause trouble," the old woman continued, clearly happy to have a chance to voice her ongoing complaint. "It's not just the things she FORGETS to do," she added meaningfully; and Ralph realized she was trying to get him on her side in the ongoing conflict between her and Eliza. He thought to himself that maybe she was right... that maybe there was something he should do... that his mother was old and didn’t always see things clearly; and for a while, he anxiously pondered this problem.

"Then you'll come down, sir?"

"Then are you coming down, sir?"

"Yes."

"Yep."

The door closed, and he heard her heavy heels along the passage.

The door shut, and he heard her loud heels echoing down the hallway.

"But the money—where's the money to come from?" The question sprang out from some denser fold of the fog in his brain. The money—how on earth was he to pay it back? How could he have wasted his time in thinking of anything else while that central difficulty existed?

"But the money—where's the money going to come from?" The question shot out from some deeper part of the fog in his mind. The money—how in the world was he going to pay it back? How could he have wasted his time thinking about anything else while that main issue was still there?

"But I can't … I can't … it's gone … and even if it weren't…." He dropped back in his chair and took his head between his hands. He had forgotten what he wanted the money for. He made a great effort to regain hold of the idea, but all the whirring, shuttling, flying had abruptly ceased in his brain, and he sat with his eyes shut, staring straight into darkness…. The clock struck, and he remembered that he had said he would go down to the dining-room. "If I don't she'll come up—" He raised his head and sat listening for the sound of the old woman's step: it seemed to him perfectly intolerable that any one should cross the threshold of the room again.

"But I can't... I can't... it's gone... and even if it weren't...." He sank back into his chair and put his head in his hands. He had forgotten what he needed the money for. He tried hard to remember the idea, but all the buzzing and whirring in his mind had suddenly stopped, and he sat there with his eyes closed, staring into darkness... The clock chimed, and he remembered that he had said he would go down to the dining room. "If I don't, she'll come up—" He lifted his head and listened for the sound of the old woman's footsteps: it felt completely unbearable to him that anyone should step into the room again.

"Why can't they leave me alone?" he groaned…. At length through the silence of the empty house, he fancied he heard a door opening and closing far below; and he said to himself: "She's coming."

"Why can't they just leave me alone?" he groaned…. After a while, in the silence of the empty house, he thought he heard a door opening and closing far below; and he said to himself: "She's coming."

He got to his feet and went to the door. He didn't feel anything now except the insane dread of hearing the woman's steps come nearer. He bolted the door and stood looking about the room. For a moment he was conscious of seeing it in every detail with a distinctness he had never before known; then everything in it vanished but the single narrow panel of a drawer under one of the bookcases. He went up to the drawer, knelt down and slipped his hand into it.

He stood up and walked to the door. He didn’t feel anything now except the crazy fear of hearing the woman's footsteps approaching. He locked the door and looked around the room. For a moment, he noticed every detail with a clarity he had never experienced before; then everything else faded away except for the narrow panel of a drawer beneath one of the bookcases. He approached the drawer, knelt down, and reached his hand into it.

As he raised himself he listened again, and this time he distinctly heard the old servant's steps on the stairs. He passed his left hand over the side of his head, and down the curve of the skull behind the ear. He said to himself: "My wife … this will make it all right for her…." and a last flash of irony twitched through him. Then he felt again, more deliberately, for the spot he wanted, and put the muzzle of his revolver against it.

As he lifted himself up, he listened again, and this time he clearly heard the old servant's footsteps on the stairs. He ran his left hand over the side of his head and down the curve of his skull behind his ear. He thought to himself, “My wife… this will make everything okay for her…” and a final flash of irony crossed his mind. Then he more deliberately felt for the spot he wanted and pressed the muzzle of his revolver against it.

XXXVII

In a drawing-room hung with portraits of high-nosed personages in perukes and orders, a circle of ladies and gentlemen, looking not unlike every-day versions of the official figures above their heads, sat examining with friendly interest a little boy in mourning.

In a drawing room decorated with portraits of distinguished figures in wigs and medals, a group of ladies and gentlemen, looking much like everyday versions of the official figures above them, sat examining a little boy in mourning with friendly curiosity.

The boy was slim, fair and shy, and his small black figure, islanded in the middle of the wide lustrous floor, looked curiously lonely and remote. This effect of remoteness seemed to strike his mother as something intentional, and almost naughty, for after having launched him from the door, and waited to judge of the impression he produced, she came forward and, giving him a slight push, said impatiently: "Paul! Why don't you go and kiss your new granny?"

The boy was slim, light-skinned, and shy, and his small black figure, isolated in the middle of the shiny floor, appeared strangely lonely and distant. This sense of distance seemed to strike his mother as somewhat deliberate and even mischievous, because after sending him from the door and waiting to see what impression he made, she walked over and, giving him a gentle push, said impatiently, "Paul! Why don’t you go and give your new grandma a kiss?"

The boy, without turning to her, or moving, sent his blue glance gravely about the circle. "Does she want me to?" he asked, in a tone of evident apprehension; and on his mother's answering: "Of course, you silly!" he added earnestly: "How many more do you think there'll be?"

The boy, without looking at her or moving, cast his serious blue gaze around the group. "Does she want me to?" he asked, his voice filled with clear worry; and when his mother replied, "Of course, you silly!" he added earnestly, "How many more do you think there will be?"

Undine blushed to the ripples of her brilliant hair. "I never knew such a child! They've turned him into a perfect little savage!"

Undine blushed at the sheen of her bright hair. "I've never seen a child like this! They've turned him into a complete little wildling!"

Raymond de Chelles advanced from behind his mother's chair.

Raymond de Chelles stepped out from behind his mother's chair.

"He won't be a savage long with me," he said, stooping down so that his fatigued finely-drawn face was close to Paul's. Their eyes met and the boy smiled. "Come along, old chap," Chelles continued in English, drawing the little boy after him.

"He won't be a trouble for long with me," he said, bending down so that his tired, well-defined face was close to Paul's. Their eyes met, and the boy smiled. "Come on, buddy," Chelles continued in English, pulling the little boy along with him.

"Il est bien beau," the Marquise de Chelles observed, her eyes turning from Paul's grave face to her daughter-in-law's vivid countenance.

"He's quite handsome," the Marquise de Chelles remarked, her eyes shifting from Paul's serious expression to her daughter-in-law's lively face.

"Do be nice, darling! Say, 'bonjour, Madame,'" Undine urged.

"Please be nice, darling! Say, 'hello, Madame,'" Undine urged.

An odd mingling of emotions stirred in her while she stood watching Paul make the round of the family group under her husband's guidance. It was "lovely" to have the child back, and to find him, after their three years' separation, grown into so endearing a figure: her first glimpse of him when, in Mrs. Heeny's arms, he had emerged that morning from the steamer train, had shown what an acquisition he would be. If she had had any lingering doubts on the point, the impression produced on her husband would have dispelled them. Chelles had been instantly charmed, and Paul, in a shy confused way, was already responding to his advances. The Count and Countess Raymond had returned but a few weeks before from their protracted wedding journey, and were staying—as they were apparently to do whenever they came to Paris—with the old Marquis, Raymond's father, who had amicably proposed that little Paul Marvell should also share the hospitality of the Hotel de Chelles. Undine, at first, was somewhat dismayed to find that she was expected to fit the boy and his nurse into a corner of her contracted entresol. But the possibility of a mother's not finding room for her son, however cramped her own quarters, seemed not to have occurred to her new relations, and the preparing of her dressing-room and boudoir for Paul's occupancy was carried on by the household with a zeal which obliged her to dissemble her lukewarmness.

An unusual mix of emotions stirred in her as she watched Paul interact with the family group under her husband's guidance. It was "wonderful" to have the child back and to see that after three years apart, he had grown into such a charming figure: her first view of him when he had emerged that morning from the train in Mrs. Heeny's arms had shown what a treasure he would be. If she had any lingering doubts about it, the impression he made on her husband would have cleared them away. Chelles had been instantly taken with him, and Paul was already reacting to his friendly gestures in a shy, confused way. The Count and Countess Raymond had returned just a few weeks earlier from their long honeymoon and were staying—as they seemed to do whenever they came to Paris—with the old Marquis, Raymond's father, who had kindly suggested that little Paul Marvell should also share the hospitality of the Hotel de Chelles. Undine initially felt a bit overwhelmed to realize that she was expected to fit the boy and his nurse into a corner of her limited entresol. But it seemed that the idea of a mother not having enough space for her son, no matter how cramped her own living situation was, had not crossed her new relatives’ minds, and the preparations for Paul's use of her dressing room and boudoir were carried out by the household with such enthusiasm that she had to hide her indifference.

Undine had supposed that on her marriage one of the great suites of the Hotel de Chelles would be emptied of its tenants and put at her husband's disposal; but she had since learned that, even had such a plan occurred to her parents-in-law, considerations of economy would have hindered it. The old Marquis and his wife, who were content, when they came up from Burgundy in the spring, with a modest set of rooms looking out on the court of their ancestral residence, expected their son and his wife to fit themselves into the still smaller apartment which had served as Raymond's bachelor lodging. The rest of the fine old mouldering house—the tall-windowed premier on the garden, and the whole of the floor above—had been let for years to old fashioned tenants who would have been more surprised than their landlord had he suddenly proposed to dispossess them. Undine, at first, had regarded these arrangements as merely provisional. She was persuaded that, under her influence, Raymond would soon convert his parents to more modern ideas, and meanwhile she was still in the flush of a completer well-being than she had ever known, and disposed, for the moment, to make light of any inconveniences connected with it. The three months since her marriage had been more nearly like what she had dreamed of than any of her previous experiments in happiness. At last she had what she wanted, and for the first time the glow of triumph was warmed by a deeper feeling. Her husband was really charming (it was odd how he reminded her of Ralph!), and after her bitter two years of loneliness and humiliation it was delicious to find herself once more adored and protected.

Undine had thought that when she got married, one of the great suites at the Hotel de Chelles would be emptied and made available for her husband to use; but she had since discovered that, even if her in-laws had considered such a plan, their focus on saving money would have stopped it. The old Marquis and his wife were content with simple rooms overlooking the courtyard of their ancestral home when they came up from Burgundy in the spring, and they expected their son and daughter-in-law to fit into the even smaller apartment that had served as Raymond's bachelor pad. The rest of the grand old, decaying house—the tall-windowed room facing the garden, and the entire floor above—had been rented out for years to old-fashioned tenants who would have been more shocked than their landlord if he suddenly proposed to evict them. At first, Undine saw these arrangements as just temporary. She was convinced that, with her influence, Raymond would quickly persuade his parents to adopt more modern ideas. In the meantime, she was still basking in a level of happiness she had never experienced before, and she was inclined to downplay any inconveniences that came with it. The three months since her marriage had been more like her dreams than any of her earlier attempts at happiness. Finally, she had what she wanted, and for the first time, the feeling of triumph was mixed with something deeper. Her husband was truly charming (it was funny how he reminded her of Ralph!), and after her painful two years of solitude and humiliation, it felt amazing to once again be adored and protected.

The very fact that Raymond was more jealous of her than Ralph had ever been—or at any rate less reluctant to show it—gave her a keener sense of recovered power. None of the men who had been in love with her before had been so frankly possessive, or so eager for reciprocal assurances of constancy. She knew that Ralph had suffered deeply from her intimacy with Van Degen, but he had betrayed his feeling only by a more studied detachment; and Van Degen, from the first, had been contemptuously indifferent to what she did or felt when she was out of his sight. As to her earlier experiences, she had frankly forgotten them: her sentimental memories went back no farther than the beginning of her New York career.

The simple fact that Raymond was more jealous of her than Ralph had ever been—or at least less shy about showing it—made her feel a stronger sense of regained power. None of the men who had loved her before had been so openly possessive or so eager for mutual reassurances of loyalty. She knew Ralph had been hurt by her closeness to Van Degen, but he expressed his feelings only through a more calculated distance; and Van Degen, from the start, had been scornfully indifferent to what she did or felt when she was out of his sight. As for her earlier experiences, she had completely forgotten about them: her sentimental memories only went back to the start of her New York career.

Raymond seemed to attach more importance to love, in all its manifestations, than was usual or convenient in a husband; and she gradually began to be aware that her domination over him involved a corresponding loss of independence. Since their return to Paris she had found that she was expected to give a circumstantial report of every hour she spent away from him. She had nothing to hide, and no designs against his peace of mind except those connected with her frequent and costly sessions at the dress-makers'; but she had never before been called upon to account to any one for the use of her time, and after the first amused surprise at Raymond's always wanting to know where she had been and whom she had seen she began to be oppressed by so exacting a devotion. Her parents, from her tenderest youth, had tacitly recognized her inalienable right to "go round," and Ralph—though from motives which she divined to be different—had shown the same respect for her freedom. It was therefore disconcerting to find that Raymond expected her to choose her friends, and even her acquaintances, in conformity not only with his personal tastes but with a definite and complicated code of family prejudices and traditions; and she was especially surprised to discover that he viewed with disapproval her intimacy with the Princess Estradina.

Raymond seemed to value love, in all its forms, more than what was typical or practical for a husband; and she slowly started to realize that her control over him came with a loss of her independence. Since their return to Paris, she found that she was expected to give a detailed account of every hour she spent away from him. She had nothing to hide and no intent to disturb his peace of mind, except for her frequent and expensive visits to the dressmakers; but she had never had to justify her use of time to anyone before. After her initial amused surprise at Raymond's constant questions about where she had been and who she had seen, she began to feel burdened by such demanding devotion. Her parents, from her earliest years, had implicitly acknowledged her right to socialize freely, and Ralph—though his reasons were clearly different—had shown her the same respect for her freedom. It was therefore unsettling to discover that Raymond expected her to select her friends, and even her acquaintances, based not only on his personal preferences but also on a complex set of family biases and traditions; and she was particularly taken aback to learn that he disapproved of her closeness with Princess Estradina.

"My cousin's extremely amusing, of course, but utterly mad and very mal entourée. Most of the people she has about her ought to be in prison or Bedlam: especially that unspeakable Madame Adelschein, who's a candidate for both. My aunt's an angel, but she's been weak enough to let Lili turn the Hotel de Dordogne into an annex of Montmartre. Of course you'll have to show yourself there now and then: in these days families like ours must hold together. But go to the reunions de famille rather than to Lili's intimate parties; go with me, or with my mother; don't let yourself be seen there alone. You're too young and good-looking to be mixed up with that crew. A woman's classed—or rather unclassed—by being known as one of Lili's set."

"My cousin is really funny, but completely crazy and surrounded by the wrong crowd. Most of the people she hangs out with should either be in jail or a mental institution, especially that terrible Madame Adelschein, who could qualify for both. My aunt is wonderful, but she's been too soft-hearted and let Lili turn the Hotel de Dordogne into a part of Montmartre. You’ll need to show up there now and then: these days, families like ours need to stick together. But go to the family gatherings instead of Lili's private parties; come with me or my mom; don’t go there by yourself. You're too young and attractive to be associated with that group. A woman gets labeled—or rather discredited—by being known as part of Lili's crowd."

Agreeable as it was to Undine that an appeal to her discretion should be based on the ground of her youth and good-looks, she was dismayed to find herself cut off from the very circle she had meant them to establish her in. Before she had become Raymond's wife there had been a moment of sharp tension in her relations with the Princess Estradina and the old Duchess. They had done their best to prevent her marrying their cousin, and had gone so far as openly to accuse her of being the cause of a breach between themselves and his parents. But Ralph Marvell's death had brought about a sudden change in her situation. She was now no longer a divorced woman struggling to obtain ecclesiastical sanction for her remarriage, but a widow whose conspicuous beauty and independent situation made her the object of lawful aspirations. The first person to seize on this distinction and make the most of it was her old enemy the Marquise de Trezac. The latter, who had been loudly charged by the house of Chelles with furthering her beautiful compatriot's designs, had instantly seen a chance of vindicating herself by taking the widowed Mrs. Marvell under her wing and favouring the attentions of other suitors. These were not lacking, and the expected result had followed. Raymond de Chelles, more than ever infatuated as attainment became less certain, had claimed a definite promise from Undine, and his family, discouraged by his persistent bachelorhood, and their failure to fix his attention on any of the amiable maidens obviously designed to continue the race, had ended by withdrawing their opposition and discovering in Mrs. Marvell the moral and financial merits necessary to justify their change of front.

As flattering as it was for Undine to have her discretion appealed to based on her youth and looks, she was disheartened to find herself excluded from the very social circle she had hoped to join. Before marrying Raymond, she had experienced a tense moment with Princess Estradina and the old Duchess. They had done everything they could to stop her from marrying their cousin and had even accused her of causing a rift between them and his parents. However, Ralph Marvell's death swiftly changed her circumstances. She was no longer a divorced woman trying to secure church approval for her remarriage; she was now a widow, and her remarkable beauty and independent status made her the target of legitimate intentions. The first to recognize this change and take advantage of it was her former rival, the Marquise de Trezac. The Marquise, who had been openly blamed by the house of Chelles for supporting the ambitions of her beautiful compatriot, quickly saw an opportunity to redeem herself by promoting the widowed Mrs. Marvell and encouraging the interest of other suitors. There was no shortage of candidates, and the expected outcome materialized. Raymond de Chelles, even more infatuated as his goal seemed more elusive, demanded a clear promise from Undine. Meanwhile, his family, frustrated by his continued single status and their failure to interest him in any of the charming young women clearly meant to carry on the family line, ultimately withdrew their opposition and began to recognize the moral and financial advantages of changing their stance on Mrs. Marvell.

"A good match? If she isn't, I should like to know what the Chelles call one!" Madame de Trezac went about indefatigably proclaiming. "Related to the best people in New York—well, by marriage, that is; and her husband left much more money than was expected. It goes to the boy, of course; but as the boy is with his mother she naturally enjoys the income. And her father's a rich man—much richer than is generally known; I mean what WE call rich in America, you understand!"

"A good match? If she isn't, I’d love to know what the Chelles think qualifies!" Madame de Trezac kept saying energetically. "She's connected to the best people in New York—well, through marriage, that is; and her husband left a lot more money than expected. It goes to the boy, of course; but since the boy is with his mother, she naturally enjoys the income. And her father is a wealthy man—much wealthier than most people realize; I mean what WE consider rich in America, you get it!"

Madame de Trezac had lately discovered that the proper attitude for the American married abroad was that of a militant patriotism; and she flaunted Undine Marvell in the face of the Faubourg like a particularly showy specimen of her national banner. The success of the experiment emboldened her to throw off the most sacred observances of her past. She took up Madame Adelschein, she entertained the James J. Rollivers, she resuscitated Creole dishes, she patronized negro melodists, she abandoned her weekly teas for impromptu afternoon dances, and the prim drawing-room in which dowagers had droned echoed with a cosmopolitan hubbub.

Madame de Trezac had recently figured out that the right attitude for American women married abroad was one of strong patriotism; and she showcased Undine Marvell in front of the Faubourg like a flashy representation of her national pride. The success of this approach gave her the confidence to let go of the most cherished customs of her past. She took up with Madame Adelschein, hosted the James J. Rollivers, revived Creole dishes, supported Black musicians, and replaced her weekly tea gatherings with spontaneous afternoon dances, transforming the once quiet drawing-room, where dowagers used to chatter, into a lively, cosmopolitan hubbub.

Even when the period of tension was over, and Undine had been officially received into the family of her betrothed, Madame de Trezac did not at once surrender. She laughingly professed to have had enough of the proprieties, and declared herself bored by the social rites she had hitherto so piously performed. "You'll always find a corner of home here, dearest, when you get tired of their ceremonies and solemnities," she said as she embraced the bride after the wedding breakfast; and Undine hoped that the devoted Nettie would in fact provide a refuge from the extreme domesticity of her new state. But since her return to Paris, and her taking up her domicile in the Hotel de Chelles, she had found Madame de Trezac less and less disposed to abet her in any assertion of independence.

Even after the tense period ended and Undine was officially welcomed into her fiancé's family, Madame de Trezac didn't give in right away. She jokingly claimed she had had enough of the formalities and said she was bored with the social rituals she had always followed so dutifully. "You’ll always find a corner of home here, my dear, when you get tired of their ceremonies and solemnities," she said as she hugged the bride after the wedding breakfast; and Undine hoped that the devoted Nettie would truly offer a break from the intense domesticity of her new life. However, since returning to Paris and settling into the Hotel de Chelles, she had noticed Madame de Trezac increasingly unwilling to support her attempts at independence.

"My dear, a woman must adopt her husband's nationality whether she wants to or not. It's the law, and it's the custom besides. If you wanted to amuse yourself with your Nouveau Luxe friends you oughtn't to have married Raymond—but of course I say that only in joke. As if any woman would have hesitated who'd had your chance! Take my advice—keep out of Lili's set just at first. Later … well, perhaps Raymond won't be so particular; but meanwhile you'd make a great mistake to go against his people—" and Madame de Trezac, with a "Chere Madame," swept forward from her tea-table to receive the first of the returning dowagers.

"My dear, a woman has to take her husband's nationality whether she likes it or not. It's the law and it's also the norm. If you wanted to have fun with your Nouveau Luxe friends, you shouldn’t have married Raymond—but I’m just kidding, of course. As if any woman would hesitate with your opportunity! Take my advice—stay away from Lili's group for now. Later ... well, maybe Raymond won't care as much; but for now, it would be a big mistake to go against his family—" and Madame de Trezac, with a "Chere Madame," stepped away from her tea table to welcome the first of the returning dowagers.

It was about this time that Mrs. Heeny arrived with Paul; and for a while Undine was pleasantly absorbed in her boy. She kept Mrs. Heeny in Paris for a fortnight, and between her more pressing occupations it amused her to listen to the masseuse's New York gossip and her comments on the social organization of the old world. It was Mrs. Heeny's first visit to Europe, and she confessed to Undine that she had always wanted to "see something of the aristocracy"—using the phrase as a naturalist might, with no hint of personal pretensions. Mrs. Heeny's democratic ease was combined with the strictest professional discretion, and it would never have occurred to her to regard herself, or to wish others to regard her, as anything but a manipulator of muscles; but in that character she felt herself entitled to admission to the highest circles.

It was around this time that Mrs. Heeny showed up with Paul, and for a while, Undine was happily focused on her son. She kept Mrs. Heeny in Paris for two weeks, and between her more urgent tasks, she enjoyed listening to the masseuse's New York gossip and her thoughts on the social structure of the old world. It was Mrs. Heeny's first trip to Europe, and she admitted to Undine that she had always wanted to "see something of the aristocracy"—using the phrase as casually as a naturalist might, with no hint of personal ambition. Mrs. Heeny's relaxed demeanor was matched by the strictest professional confidentiality, and it never crossed her mind to see herself, or to want others to see her, as anything but a muscle therapist; yet in that role, she felt she had the right to move in the highest social circles.

"They certainly do things with style over here—but it's kinder one-horse after New York, ain't it? Is this what they call their season? Why, you dined home two nights last week. They ought to come over to New York and see!" And she poured into Undine's half-envious ear a list of the entertainments which had illuminated the last weeks of the New York winter. "I suppose you'll begin to give parties as soon as ever you get into a house of your own. You're not going to have one? Oh, well, then you'll give a lot of big week-ends at your place down in the Shatter-country—that's where the swells all go to in the summer time, ain't it? But I dunno what your ma would say if she knew you were going to live on with HIS folks after you're done honey-mooning. Why, we read in the papers you were going to live in some grand hotel or other—oh, they call their houses HOTELS, do they? That's funny: I suppose it's because they let out part of 'em. Well, you look handsomer than ever. Undine; I'll take THAT back to your mother, anyhow. And he's dead in love, I can see that; reminds me of the way—" but she broke off suddenly, as if something in Undine's look had silenced her.

"They definitely do things with style around here—but it’s not quite as exciting as New York, right? Is this what they call their season? You dined at home two nights last week. They should come over to New York and see!” She filled Undine’s half-envious ear with a list of events that had brightened the last weeks of winter in New York. “I guess you’ll start throwing parties as soon as you move into your own place. You’re not going to have one? Oh, well, then you’ll host a lot of big weekends at your place down in the Shatter-country—that’s where all the elite go in the summer, isn’t it? But I wonder what your mom would think if she knew you were going to keep living with HIS family after your honeymoon. We read in the papers that you were going to live in some fancy hotel or something—oh, they call their homes HOTELS, do they? That’s amusing: I guess it’s because they rent part of them out. Well, you look better than ever, Undine; I’ll definitely mention THAT to your mom. And he’s totally in love, I can tell; reminds me of how—” but she suddenly stopped, as if something in Undine’s expression had quieted her.

Even to herself. Undine did not like to call up the image of Ralph Marvell; and any mention of his name gave her a vague sense of distress. His death had released her, had given her what she wanted; yet she could honestly say to herself that she had not wanted him to die—at least not to die like that…. People said at the time that it was the hot weather—his own family had said so: he had never quite got over his attack of pneumonia, and the sudden rise of temperature—one of the fierce "heat-waves" that devastate New York in summer—had probably affected his brain: the doctors said such cases were not uncommon…. She had worn black for a few weeks—not quite mourning, but something decently regretful (the dress-makers were beginning to provide a special garb for such cases); and even since her remarriage, and the lapse of a year, she continued to wish that she could have got what she wanted without having had to pay that particular price for it.

Even to herself, Undine didn't like to think about Ralph Marvell; any mention of his name brought her a vague sense of unease. His death had freed her, had given her what she wanted; yet she could honestly tell herself that she hadn't wanted him to die—at least not like that…. People at the time said it was the hot weather—his own family had claimed that: he had never fully recovered from his pneumonia, and the sudden spike in temperature—one of those intense "heat waves" that hit New York in the summer—had probably messed with his mind: the doctors mentioned that cases like his weren't uncommon…. She had worn black for a few weeks—not quite mourning, but something suitably regretful (dressmakers were starting to create special outfits for situations like this); and even after her remarriage, a year later, she still wished she could have gotten what she wanted without having to pay that specific price for it.

This feeling was intensified by an incident—in itself far from unwelcome—which had occurred about three months after Ralph's death. Her lawyers had written to say that the sum of a hundred thousand dollars had been paid over to Marvell's estate by the Apex Consolidation Company; and as Marvell had left a will bequeathing everything he possessed to his son, this unexpected windfall handsomely increased Paul's patrimony. Undine had never relinquished her claim on her child; she had merely, by the advice of her lawyers, waived the assertion of her right for a few months after Marvell's death, with the express stipulation that her doing so was only a temporary concession to the feelings of her husband's family; and she had held out against all attempts to induce her to surrender Paul permanently. Before her marriage she had somewhat conspicuously adopted her husband's creed, and the Dagonets, picturing Paul as the prey of the Jesuits, had made the mistake of appealing to the courts for his custody. This had confirmed Undine's resistance, and her determination to keep the child. The case had been decided in her favour, and she had thereupon demanded, and obtained, an allowance of five thousand dollars, to be devoted to the bringing up and education of her son. This sum, added to what Mr. Spragg had agreed to give her, made up an income which had appreciably bettered her position, and justified Madame de Trezac's discreet allusions to her wealth. Nevertheless, it was one of the facts about which she least liked to think when any chance allusion evoked Ralph's image. The money was hers, of course; she had a right to it, and she was an ardent believer in "rights." But she wished she could have got it in some other way—she hated the thought of it as one more instance of the perverseness with which things she was entitled to always came to her as if they had been stolen.

This feeling was heightened by an event—one that was far from unwelcome—which took place about three months after Ralph's death. Her lawyers had written to inform her that the Apex Consolidation Company had paid a sum of a hundred thousand dollars to Marvell's estate; since Marvell had left a will that granted everything he owned to his son, this unexpected windfall significantly increased Paul's inheritance. Undine had never given up her claim to her child; she had only, following her lawyers' advice, temporarily waived her right for a few months after Marvell's death, with the clear understanding that this was just a short-term concession to her husband's family; and she had resisted all attempts to convince her to give up Paul permanently. Before her marriage, she had somewhat overtly adopted her husband's beliefs, and the Dagonets, envisioning Paul as prey for the Jesuits, had made the mistake of seeking custody in court. This only strengthened Undine's resolve to keep the child. The case was decided in her favor, and she subsequently demanded—and received—a monthly allowance of five thousand dollars for Paul’s upbringing and education. This amount, combined with what Mr. Spragg had agreed to provide her, created an income that significantly improved her situation and justified Madame de Trezac's subtle references to her wealth. Still, it was one of those truths she preferred not to dwell on when any casual mention brought Ralph's image to mind. The money was rightfully hers; she believed strongly in "rights." But she wished she could have received it in a different way—she loathed the idea that it came to her as just another example of how things she was entitled to always felt like they had been taken from someone else.

The approach of summer, and the culmination of the Paris season, swept aside such thoughts. The Countess Raymond de Chelles, contrasting her situation with that of Mrs. Undine Marvell, and the fulness and animation of her new life with the vacant dissatisfied days which had followed on her return from Dakota, forgot the smallness of her apartment, the inconvenient proximity of Paul and his nurse, the interminable round of visits with her mother-in-law, and the long dinners in the solemn hotels of all the family connection. The world was radiant, the lights were lit, the music playing; she was still young, and better-looking than ever, with a Countess's coronet, a famous chateau and a handsome and popular husband who adored her. And then suddenly the lights went out and the music stopped when one day Raymond, putting his arm about her, said in his tenderest tones: "And now, my dear, the world's had you long enough and it's my turn. What do you say to going down to Saint Desert?"

The arrival of summer and the peak of the Paris season pushed all those thoughts aside. Countess Raymond de Chelles, comparing her life to that of Mrs. Undine Marvell and the excitement of her new life with the empty, unsatisfying days that followed her return from Dakota, forgot about the smallness of her apartment, the nearby presence of Paul and his nurse, the never-ending visits with her mother-in-law, and the lengthy dinners in the formal hotels filled with family. The world was bright, the lights were on, the music was playing; she was still young and more attractive than ever, with a Countess's crown, a famous chateau, and a handsome, well-liked husband who adored her. But then suddenly the lights went out and the music stopped when one day Raymond, wrapping his arm around her, said in his sweetest voice: "And now, my dear, the world has had you long enough; it's my turn. How do you feel about going down to Saint Desert?"

XXXVIII

In a window of the long gallery of the chateau de Saint Desert the new Marquise de Chelles stood looking down the poplar avenue into the November rain. It had been raining heavily and persistently for a longer time than she could remember. Day after day the hills beyond the park had been curtained by motionless clouds, the gutters of the long steep roofs had gurgled with a perpetual overflow, the opaque surface of the moat been peppered by a continuous pelting of big drops. The water lay in glassy stretches under the trees and along the sodden edges of the garden-paths, it rose in a white mist from the fields beyond, it exuded in a chill moisture from the brick flooring of the passages and from the walls of the rooms on the lower floor. Everything in the great empty house smelt of dampness: the stuffing of the chairs, the threadbare folds of the faded curtains, the splendid tapestries, that were fading too, on the walls of the room in which Undine stood, and the wide bands of crape which her husband had insisted on her keeping on her black dresses till the last hour of her mourning for the old Marquis.

In a window of the long gallery of the chateau de Saint Desert, the new Marquise de Chelles stood looking down the poplar avenue into the November rain. It had been raining heavily and continuously for longer than she could remember. Day after day, the hills beyond the park had been hidden by still clouds, the gutters of the long steep roofs had gushed with a constant overflow, and the still surface of the moat had been hit by a never-ending barrage of big drops. Water lay in smooth patches under the trees and along the soaked edges of the garden paths, rising in a white mist from the fields beyond, and releasing a chilly moisture from the brick flooring of the hallways and the walls of the rooms on the lower floor. Everything in the big empty house smelled of dampness: the stuffing of the chairs, the worn folds of the faded curtains, the beautiful tapestries that were also fading on the walls of the room where Undine stood, and the wide strips of black mourning fabric that her husband had insisted she keep on her black dresses until the very end of her mourning for the old Marquis.

The summer had been more than usually inclement, and since her first coming to the country Undine had lived through many periods of rainy weather; but none which had gone before had so completely epitomized, so summed up in one vast monotonous blur, the image of her long months at Saint Desert.

The summer had been unusually harsh, and since she first arrived in the country, Undine had experienced many stretches of rainy weather; but none had so perfectly captured, or so completely combined in one endless, dull haze, the essence of her long months at Saint Desert.

When, the year before, she had reluctantly suffered herself to be torn from the joys of Paris, she had been sustained by the belief that her exile would not be of long duration. Once Paris was out of sight, she had even found a certain lazy charm in the long warm days at Saint Desert. Her parents-in-law had remained in town, and she enjoyed being alone with her husband, exploring and appraising the treasures of the great half abandoned house, and watching her boy scamper over the June meadows or trot about the gardens on the poney his stepfather had given him. Paul, after Mrs. Heeny's departure, had grown fretful and restive, and Undine had found it more and more difficult to fit his small exacting personality into her cramped rooms and crowded life. He irritated her by pining for his Aunt Laura, his Marvell granny, and old Mr. Dagonet's funny stories about gods and fairies; and his wistful allusions to his games with Clare's children sounded like a lesson he might have been drilled in to make her feel how little he belonged to her. But once released from Paris, and blessed with rabbits, a poney and the freedom of the fields, he became again all that a charming child should be, and for a time it amused her to share in his romps and rambles. Raymond seemed enchanted at the picture they made, and the quiet weeks of fresh air and outdoor activity gave her back a bloom that reflected itself in her tranquillized mood. She was the more resigned to this interlude because she was so sure of its not lasting. Before they left Paris a doctor had been found to say that Paul—who was certainly looking pale and pulled-down—was in urgent need of sea air, and Undine had nearly convinced her husband of the expediency of hiring a chalet at Deauville for July and August, when this plan, and with it every other prospect of escape, was dashed by the sudden death of the old Marquis.

When, the year before, she had reluctantly been taken away from the pleasures of Paris, she had held onto the hope that her stay away wouldn’t last long. Once Paris vanished from view, she even found a certain unhurried charm in the long warm days at Saint Desert. Her in-laws had stayed in the city, and she liked having time alone with her husband, exploring the treasures of the large, mostly empty house, and watching her son run around the June meadows or trot through the gardens on the pony his stepfather had given him. Paul, after Mrs. Heeny left, had become fidgety and restless, and Undine found it increasingly hard to fit his small, demanding personality into her cramped rooms and busy life. He frustrated her by missing his Aunt Laura, his Marvell grandmother, and old Mr. Dagonet's funny stories about gods and fairies; his nostalgic mentions of playing with Clare's kids felt like a reminder of how little he belonged to her. But once they were out of Paris, and he had rabbits, a pony, and the freedom of the fields, he became everything a delightful child should be, and for a while, it was fun for her to join in his games and adventures. Raymond seemed thrilled with the scene they created, and the quiet weeks of fresh air and outdoor activities brought back a glow to her that matched her calmer mood. She was more accepting of this break because she was confident it wouldn’t last. Before they left Paris, a doctor had determined that Paul—who was definitely looking pale and worn—needed sea air urgently, and Undine had nearly persuaded her husband that renting a chalet in Deauville for July and August was a good idea, when this plan, along with every other chance for escape, was shattered by the sudden death of the old Marquis.

Undine, at first, had supposed that the resulting change could not be other than favourable. She had been on too formal terms with her father-in-law—a remote and ceremonious old gentleman to whom her own personality was evidently an insoluble enigma—to feel more than the merest conventional pang at his death; and it was certainly "more fun" to be a marchioness than a countess, and to know that one's husband was the head of the house. Besides, now they would have the chateau to themselves—or at least the old Marquise, when she came, would be there as a guest and not a ruler—and visions of smart house-parties and big shoots lit up the first weeks of Undine's enforced seclusion. Then, by degrees, the inexorable conditions of French mourning closed in on her. Immediately after the long-drawn funeral observances the bereaved family—mother, daughters, sons and sons-in-law—came down to seclude themselves at Saint Desert; and Undine, through the slow hot crape-smelling months, lived encircled by shrouded images of woe in which the only live points were the eyes constantly fixed on her least movements. The hope of escaping to the seaside with Paul vanished in the pained stare with which her mother-in-law received the suggestion. Undine learned the next day that it had cost the old Marquise a sleepless night, and might have had more distressing results had it not been explained as a harmless instance of transatlantic oddness. Raymond entreated his wife to atone for her involuntary legereté by submitting with a good grace to the usages of her adopted country; and he seemed to regard the remaining months of the summer as hardly long enough for this act of expiation. As Undine looked back on them, they appeared to have been composed of an interminable succession of identical days, in which attendance at early mass (in the coroneted gallery she had once so glowingly depicted to Van Degen) was followed by a great deal of conversational sitting about, a great deal of excellent eating, an occasional drive to the nearest town behind a pair of heavy draft horses, and long evenings in a lamp-heated drawing-room with all the windows shut, and the stout cure making an asthmatic fourth at the Marquise's card-table.

Undine initially thought the change would be nothing but positive. She had always maintained a formal relationship with her father-in-law, an aloof and ceremonial old man who found her personality an unsolvable mystery, so she felt only a slight conventional sadness at his passing. It was definitely "more fun" being a marchioness rather than a countess and knowing her husband was the head of the household. Plus, now they would have the chateau to themselves—or at least when the old Marquise visited, she would be a guest rather than the one in charge—and Undine imagined glamorous house parties and grand hunts during the first few weeks of her enforced solitude. But gradually, the unyielding rules of French mourning closed in around her. After the prolonged funeral rites, the grieving family—mother, daughters, sons, and sons-in-law—retreated to Saint Desert, and Undine spent the long, hot, crape-scented months surrounded by shrouded images of sorrow, where the only lively parts were the eyes constantly watching her every move. The hope of escaping to the seaside with Paul faded when her mother-in-law reacted painfully to the suggestion. The next day, Undine learned that the proposal had kept the old Marquise up all night, and it could have led to worse outcomes if it hadn't been explained as a harmless bit of American eccentricity. Raymond urged his wife to make up for her unintentional lightheartedness by gracefully adhering to the customs of her new country, seeing the remaining months of summer as barely enough time for this act of atonement. Looking back, Undine felt those days had turned into an endless series of identical routines, where attending early mass (in the coroneted gallery she had once vividly described to Van Degen) was followed by a lot of casual chatting, excellent meals, an occasional carriage ride to the nearest town pulled by a pair of strong draft horses, and long evenings in a lamp-lit drawing room with all the windows shut, where the portly priest made for a wheezy fourth at the Marquise's card table.

Still, even these conditions were not permanent, and the discipline of the last years had trained Undine to wait and dissemble. The summer over, it was decided—after a protracted family conclave—that the state of the old Marquise's health made it advisable for her to spend the winter with the married daughter who lived near Pau. The other members of the family returned to their respective estates, and Undine once more found herself alone with her husband. But she knew by this time that there was to be no thought of Paris that winter, or even the next spring. Worse still, she was presently to discover that Raymond's accession of rank brought with it no financial advantages.

Still, even these conditions weren't permanent, and the discipline of the past years had trained Undine to wait and hide her true feelings. Once summer was over, it was decided—after a long family meeting—that the old Marquise's health meant she should spend the winter with her married daughter near Pau. The rest of the family went back to their own estates, and Undine found herself alone with her husband again. But by this point, she knew there would be no plans for Paris that winter or even the next spring. Even worse, she soon found out that Raymond's rise in status didn't come with any financial benefits.

Having but the vaguest notion of French testamentary law, she was dismayed to learn that the compulsory division of property made it impossible for a father to benefit his eldest son at the expense of the others. Raymond was therefore little richer than before, and with the debts of honour of a troublesome younger brother to settle, and Saint Desert to keep up, his available income was actually reduced. He held out, indeed, the hope of eventual improvement, since the old Marquis had managed his estates with a lofty contempt for modern methods, and the application of new principles of agriculture and forestry were certain to yield profitable results. But for a year or two, at any rate, this very change of treatment would necessitate the owner's continual supervision, and would not in the meanwhile produce any increase of income.

Having only a vague idea of French inheritance law, she was upset to find out that the required division of property made it impossible for a father to favor his eldest son over the others. As a result, Raymond was not much better off than before, and with the debts of a troublesome younger brother to settle and the upkeep of Saint Desert to manage, his available income actually decreased. He did hold on to the hope of future improvement since the old Marquis had managed his estates with a dismissive attitude toward modern methods, and applying new agricultural and forestry practices would likely lead to profitable results. However, for at least a year or two, this very change in management would require the owner's constant oversight and wouldn’t bring any increase in income in the meantime.

To faire valoir the family acres had always, it appeared, been Raymond's deepest-seated purpose, and all his frivolities dropped from him with the prospect of putting his hand to the plough. He was not, indeed, inhuman enough to condemn his wife to perpetual exile. He meant, he assured her, that she should have her annual spring visit to Paris—but he stared in dismay at her suggestion that they should take possession of the coveted premier of the Hotel de Chelles. He was gallant enough to express the wish that it were in his power to house her on such a scale; but he could not conceal his surprise that she had ever seriously expected it. She was beginning to see that he felt her constitutional inability to understand anything about money as the deepest difference between them. It was a proficiency no one had ever expected her to acquire, and the lack of which she had even been encouraged to regard as a grace and to use as a pretext. During the interval between her divorce and her remarriage she had learned what things cost, but not how to do without them; and money still seemed to her like some mysterious and uncertain stream which occasionally vanished underground but was sure to bubble up again at one's feet. Now, however, she found herself in a world where it represented not the means of individual gratification but the substance binding together whole groups of interests, and where the uses to which it might be put in twenty years were considered before the reasons for spending it on the spot. At first she was sure she could laugh Raymond out of his prudence or coax him round to her point of view. She did not understand how a man so romantically in love could be so unpersuadable on certain points. Hitherto she had had to contend with personal moods, now she was arguing against a policy; and she was gradually to learn that it was as natural to Raymond de Chelles to adore her and resist her as it had been to Ralph Marvell to adore her and let her have her way. At first, indeed, he appealed to her good sense, using arguments evidently drawn from accumulations of hereditary experience. But his economic plea was as unintelligible to her as the silly problems about pen-knives and apples in the "Mental Arithmetic" of her infancy; and when he struck a tenderer note and spoke of the duty of providing for the son he hoped for, she put her arms about him to whisper: "But then I oughtn't to be worried…"

To make the most of the family land had always seemed to be Raymond's primary goal, and all his lightheartedness disappeared at the thought of getting to work. He wasn't so heartless as to force his wife into a life of constant isolation. He promised her she'd still get her yearly spring trip to Paris—but he looked shocked at her idea of them staying at the sought-after premier of the Hotel de Chelles. He was polite enough to wish he could give her a place like that, but he couldn’t hide his surprise that she had ever really thought it was possible. She was starting to realize that his fundamental struggle was her complete inability to grasp anything about money, which was their biggest difference. No one had ever expected her to learn it, and she had even been encouraged to see her lack of understanding as a virtue, using it as an excuse. During the time between her divorce and remarriage, she learned what things cost, but not how to go without them; money still felt to her like a strange and unpredictable stream that occasionally disappeared underground but was bound to bubble up again at her feet. Now, though, she found herself in a world where money didn’t just represent personal pleasures but was the glue connecting entire groups of interests, where the potential uses of it in twenty years were considered before spending it right away. At first, she thought she could charm Raymond out of his cautiousness or persuade him to her way of thinking. She didn’t understand how someone so head over heels in love could be so stubborn on specific issues. Until now, she had dealt with personal moods; now she was up against a policy, and she would gradually learn that it was just as natural for Raymond de Chelles to adore her and resist her as it had been for Ralph Marvell to adore her and let her have her way. Initially, he appealed to her common sense, using arguments clearly rooted in family tradition. But his financial reasoning was as incomprehensible to her as the silly math problems about pocket knives and apples in her childhood "Mental Arithmetic" books; and when he spoke more tenderly about the responsibility of providing for the son he hoped for, she wrapped her arms around him and whispered, "But then I shouldn’t have to worry…"

After that, she noticed, though he was as charming as ever, he behaved as if the case were closed. He had apparently decided that his arguments were unintelligible to her, and under all his ardour she felt the difference made by the discovery. It did not make him less kind, but it evidently made her less important; and she had the half-frightened sense that the day she ceased to please him she would cease to exist for him. That day was a long way off, of course, but the chill of it had brushed her face; and she was no longer heedless of such signs. She resolved to cultivate all the arts of patience and compliance, and habit might have helped them to take root if they had not been nipped by a new cataclysm.

After that, she noticed that even though he was as charming as ever, he acted like the matter was settled. He had clearly decided that his points were beyond her understanding, and under all his enthusiasm, she sensed the impact of this realization. It didn’t make him any less kind, but it clearly made her feel less significant; she had a vague, anxious feeling that the day she stopped pleasing him would be the day she stopped existing for him. That day was still far away, of course, but the thought of it had touched her face, and she was no longer oblivious to such signs. She made up her mind to develop all the skills of patience and compliance, and they might have taken root with time if they hadn’t been cut short by a new upheaval.

It was barely a week ago that her husband had been called to Paris to straighten out a fresh tangle in the affairs of the troublesome brother whose difficulties were apparently a part of the family tradition. Raymond's letters had been hurried, his telegrams brief and contradictory, and now, as Undine stood watching for the brougham that was to bring him from the station, she had the sense that with his arrival all her vague fears would be confirmed. There would be more money to pay out, of course—since the funds that could not be found for her just needs were apparently always forthcoming to settle Hubert's scandalous prodigalities—and that meant a longer perspective of solitude at Saint Desert, and a fresh pretext for postponing the hospitalities that were to follow on their period of mourning. The brougham—a vehicle as massive and lumbering as the pair that drew it—presently rolled into the court, and Raymond's sable figure (she had never before seen a man travel in such black clothes) sprang up the steps to the door. Whenever Undine saw him after an absence she had a curious sense of his coming back from unknown distances and not belonging to her or to any state of things she understood. Then habit reasserted itself, and she began to think of him again with a querulous familiarity. But she had learned to hide her feelings, and as he came in she put up her face for a kiss.

It had only been a week since her husband was called to Paris to sort out another mess involving his troublesome brother, whose issues seemed to be a family tradition. Raymond's letters had been rushed, and his telegrams were brief and conflicting. Now, as Undine stood waiting for the carriage that would bring him from the station, she felt that his arrival would confirm all her vague fears. There would definitely be more money to spend—since the funds that were always missing for her needs somehow appeared to cover Hubert's outrageous spending—and that meant a longer stretch of solitude at Saint Desert, along with a new excuse to delay the hospitality that was supposed to follow their mourning period. The carriage—heavy and awkward, just like the horses pulling it—finally rolled into the courtyard, and Raymond's dark figure (she had never seen a man travel in such all-black attire) sprang up the steps to the door. Each time Undine saw him after he’d been away, she felt a strange sense that he was returning from unknown places and didn’t belong to her or to anything she understood. Then, habit kicked in, and she began to view him again with an annoyed familiarity. But she had learned to mask her emotions, and as he walked in, she lifted her face for a kiss.

"Yes—everything's settled—" his embrace expressed the satisfaction of the man returning from an accomplished task to the joys of his fireside.

"Yes—everything's settled—" his embrace conveyed the satisfaction of a man coming back from a job well done to the comforts of home.

"Settled?" Her face kindled. "Without your having to pay?"

"Settled?" Her face lit up. "Without you having to pay?"

He looked at her with a shrug. "Of course I've had to pay. Did you suppose Hubert's creditors would be put off with vanilla eclairs?"

He looked at her and shrugged. "Of course I've had to pay. Did you really think Hubert's creditors would be satisfied with vanilla eclairs?"

"Oh, if THAT'S what you mean—if Hubert has only to wire you at any time to be sure of his affairs being settled—!"

"Oh, if that’s what you mean—if Hubert just has to message you anytime to make sure his stuff gets taken care of—!"

She saw his lips narrow and a line come out between his eyes. "Wouldn't it be a happy thought to tell them to bring tea?" he suggested.

She noticed his lips thin out and a crease form between his eyes. "Wouldn't it be nice to ask them to bring tea?" he suggested.

"In the library, then. It's so cold here—and the tapestries smell so of rain."

"In the library, then. It's really cold in here—and the tapestries smell so much like rain."

He paused a moment to scrutinize the long walls, on which the fabulous blues and pinks of the great Boucher series looked as livid as withered roses. "I suppose they ought to be taken down and aired," he said.

He paused for a moment to examine the long walls, where the amazing blues and pinks of the great Boucher series appeared as pale as dried roses. "I guess they should be taken down and aired out," he said.

She thought: "In THIS air—much good it would do them!" But she had already repented her outbreak about Hubert, and she followed her husband into the library with the resolve not to let him see her annoyance. Compared with the long grey gallery the library, with its brown walls of books, looked warm and home-like, and Raymond seemed to feel the influence of the softer atmosphere. He turned to his wife and put his arm about her.

She thought, "In THIS air—what good would it do them!" But she had already regretted her outburst about Hubert, so she followed her husband into the library, determined not to let him see her irritation. Compared to the long gray gallery, the library, with its brown walls lined with books, felt warm and inviting, and Raymond seemed to be affected by the cozier atmosphere. He turned to his wife and wrapped his arm around her.

"I know it's been a trial to you, dearest; but this is the last time I shall have to pull the poor boy out."

"I know this has been tough for you, my dear; but this is the last time I'll have to rescue the poor boy."

In spite of herself she laughed incredulously: Hubert's "last times" were a household word.

In spite of herself, she laughed in disbelief: Hubert's "last times" were well-known in every household.

But when tea had been brought, and they were alone over the fire, Raymond unfolded the amazing sequel. Hubert had found an heiress, Hubert was to be married, and henceforth the business of paying his debts (which might be counted on to recur as inevitably as the changes of the seasons) would devolve on his American bride—the charming Miss Looty Arlington, whom Raymond had remained over in Paris to meet.

But when the tea was served and they were alone by the fire, Raymond revealed the surprising news. Hubert had found an heiress, Hubert was getting married, and from now on, the responsibility of paying off his debts (which were sure to come back just like the seasons change) would fall on his American bride—the lovely Miss Looty Arlington, who Raymond had stuck around in Paris to meet.

"An American? He's marrying an American?" Undine wavered between wrath and satisfaction. She felt a flash of resentment at any other intruder's venturing upon her territory—("Looty Arlington? Who is she? What a name!")—but it was quickly superseded by the relief of knowing that henceforth, as Raymond said, Hubert's debts would be some one else's business. Then a third consideration prevailed. "But if he's engaged to a rich girl, why on earth do WE have to pull him out?"

"An American? He's marrying an American?" Undine oscillated between anger and satisfaction. She felt a surge of annoyance at any other person's intrusion into her space—("Looty Arlington? Who is that? What a name!")—but it was soon replaced by the relief of realizing that, as Raymond said, Hubert's debts would now be someone else's problem. Then a third thought came to mind. "But if he's engaged to a wealthy girl, why do WE have to bail him out?"

Her husband explained that no other course was possible. Though General Arlington was immensely wealthy, ("her father's a general—a General Manager, whatever that may be,") he had exacted what he called "a clean slate" from his future son-in-law, and Hubert's creditors (the boy was such a donkey!) had in their possession certain papers that made it possible for them to press for immediate payment.

Her husband explained that there was no other option. Even though General Arlington was incredibly rich, ("her dad's a general—a General Manager, whatever that means,") he insisted on what he called "a clean slate" from his future son-in-law. Hubert's creditors (the kid was such an idiot!) had certain documents that allowed them to demand immediate payment.

"Your compatriots' views on such matters are so rigid—and it's all to their credit—that the marriage would have fallen through at once if the least hint of Hubert's mess had got out—and then we should have had him on our hands for life."

"Your friends' opinions on these issues are so strict—and it's all commendable—that the marriage would have ended immediately if there had been even the slightest hint of Hubert's trouble—and then we would have been stuck with him for life."

Yes—from that point of view it was doubtless best to pay up; but Undine obscurely wished that their doing so had not incidentally helped an unknown compatriot to what the American papers were no doubt already announcing as "another brilliant foreign alliance."

Yes—from that perspective it was clearly best to pay up; but Undine vaguely wished that their decision hadn’t inadvertently assisted an unknown fellow citizen in what the American papers were undoubtedly already calling "another brilliant foreign alliance."

"Where on earth did your brother pick up anybody respectable? Do you know where her people come from? I suppose she's perfectly awful," she broke out with a sudden escape of irritation.

"Where the heck did your brother find someone respectable? Do you know where her family is from? I bet she's just terrible," she said, suddenly bursting out in irritation.

"I believe Hubert made her acquaintance at a skating rink. They come from some new state—the general apologized for its not yet being on the map, but seemed surprised I hadn't heard of it. He said it was already known as one of 'the divorce states,' and the principal city had, in consequence, a very agreeable society. La petite n'est vraiment pas trop mal."

"I think Hubert met her at a skating rink. They come from a new state—the general apologized that it's not yet on the map, but seemed surprised I hadn't heard of it. He said it’s already known as one of 'the divorce states,' and as a result, the main city has a really nice social scene. She's not bad at all."

"I daresay not! We're all good-looking. But she must be horribly common."

"I wouldn't say that! We're all good-looking. But she has to be really ordinary."

Raymond seemed sincerely unable to formulate a judgment. "My dear, you have your own customs…"

Raymond genuinely seemed unable to make a decision. "My dear, you have your own customs…"

"Oh, I know we're all alike to you!" It was one of her grievances that he never attempted to discriminate between Americans. "You see no difference between me and a girl one gets engaged to at a skating rink!"

"Oh, I know we're all the same to you!" It was one of her complaints that he never tried to tell the difference between Americans. "You can't see any distinction between me and a girl you get engaged to at a skating rink!"

He evaded the challenge by rejoining: "Miss Arlington's burning to know you. She says she's heard a great deal about you, and Hubert wants to bring her down next week. I think we'd better do what we can."

He dodged the challenge by replying, "Miss Arlington's eager to meet you. She says she's heard a lot about you, and Hubert wants to bring her down next week. I think we should do what we can."

"Of course." But Undine was still absorbed in the economic aspect of the case. "If they're as rich as you say, I suppose Hubert means to pay you back by and bye?"

"Of course." But Undine was still focused on the financial side of things. "If they're as wealthy as you say, I guess Hubert plans to pay you back eventually?"

"Naturally. It's all arranged. He's given me a paper." He drew her hands into his. "You see we've every reason to be kind to Miss Arlington."

"Of course. It’s all set. He’s given me a paper." He took her hands in his. "You see, we have every reason to be nice to Miss Arlington."

"Oh, I'll be as kind as you like!" She brightened at the prospect of repayment. Yes, they would ask the girl down… She leaned a little nearer to her husband. "But then after a while we shall be a good deal better off—especially, as you say, with no more of Hubert's debts to worry us." And leaning back far enough to give her upward smile, she renewed her plea for the premier in the Hotel de Chelles: "Because, really, you know, as the head of the house you ought to—"

"Oh, I'll be as nice as you want!" She brightened at the thought of being repaid. Yes, they would invite the girl over… She leaned in a little closer to her husband. "But then, after a while, we'll be much better off—especially since, as you said, we won't have to deal with Hubert's debts anymore." And leaning back just enough to give her an upward smile, she continued her request for the premier at the Hotel de Chelles: "Because, honestly, you know, as the head of the house, you really should—"

"Ah, my dear, as the head of the house I've so many obligations; and one of them is not to miss a good stroke of business when it comes my way."

"Ah, my dear, as the head of the household, I have so many responsibilities; and one of them is to seize a good business opportunity when it presents itself."

Her hands slipped from his shoulders and she drew back. "What do you mean by a good stroke of business?

Her hands slipped off his shoulders and she pulled back. "What do you mean by a good business deal?

"Why, an incredible piece of luck—it's what kept me on so long in Paris. Miss Arlington's father was looking for an apartment for the young couple, and I've let him the premier for twelve years on the understanding that he puts electric light and heating into the whole hotel. It's a wonderful chance, for of course we all benefit by it as much as Hubert."

"Wow, what an amazing stroke of luck—it's what kept me in Paris for so long. Miss Arlington's dad was searching for an apartment for the young couple, and I've rented him the top floor for twelve years on the condition that he installs electric lighting and heating throughout the hotel. It's a fantastic opportunity because, of course, we all gain from it just as much as Hubert."

"A wonderful chance… benefit by it as much as Hubert!" He seemed to be speaking a strange language in which familiar-sounding syllables meant something totally unknown. Did he really think she was going to coop herself up again in their cramped quarters while Hubert and his skating-rink bride luxuriated overhead in the coveted premier? All the resentments that had been accumulating in her during the long baffled months since her marriage broke into speech. "It's extraordinary of you to do such a thing without consulting me!"

"A great opportunity... make the most of it like Hubert!" He sounded like he was speaking a weird language where familiar words meant something completely different. Did he actually believe she would lock herself away in their tiny space while Hubert and his ice-skating wife enjoyed the perks upstairs in the prime spot? All the frustrations that had built up inside her during the long, confusing months since her marriage came pouring out. "It's amazing that you would do something like this without talking to me first!"

"Without consulting you? But, my dear child, you've always professed the most complete indifference to business matters—you've frequently begged me not to bore you with them. You may be sure I've acted on the best advice; and my mother, whose head is as good as a man's, thinks I've made a remarkably good arrangement."

"Without asking you? But, my dear child, you've always claimed to be completely uninterested in business matters—you've often asked me not to bother you with them. You can be sure I've made decisions based on the best advice; and my mother, who is just as sharp as any man, believes I've made a really smart deal."

"I daresay—but I'm not always thinking about money, as you are."

"I have to say—but I'm not always focused on money like you are."

As she spoke she had an ominous sense of impending peril; but she was too angry to avoid even the risks she saw. To her surprise Raymond put his arm about her with a smile. "There are many reasons why I have to think about money. One is that YOU don't; and another is that I must look out for the future of our son."

As she spoke, she felt a troubling sense of danger coming; but she was too angry to avoid even the risks she recognized. To her surprise, Raymond wrapped his arm around her with a smile. "There are a lot of reasons why I have to think about money. One is that YOU don’t; and another is that I have to look out for our son's future."

Undine flushed to the forehead. She had grown accustomed to such allusions and the thought of having a child no longer filled her with the resentful terror she had felt before Paul's birth. She had been insensibly influenced by a different point of view, perhaps also by a difference in her own feeling; and the vision of herself as the mother of the future Marquis de Chelles was softened to happiness by the thought of giving Raymond a son. But all these lightly-rooted sentiments went down in the rush of her resentment, and she freed herself with a petulant movement. "Oh, my dear, you'd better leave it to your brother to perpetuate the race. There'll be more room for nurseries in their apartment!"

Undine blushed. She had gotten used to such comments, and the idea of having a child no longer filled her with the same dread she had felt before Paul's birth. She had been subtly swayed by a different perspective, maybe also by a change in her own feelings; and the thought of being the mother of the future Marquis de Chelles turned into happiness at the idea of giving Raymond a son. But all those fragile feelings were swept away by her anger, and she shrugged them off with an annoyed gesture. "Oh, my dear, you should let your brother carry on the family line. There will be more room for nurseries in their apartment!"

She waited a moment, quivering with the expectation of her husband's answer; then, as none came except the silent darkening of his face, she walked to the door and turned round to fling back: "Of course you can do what you like with your own house, and make any arrangements that suit your family, without consulting me; but you needn't think I'm ever going back to live in that stuffy little hole, with Hubert and his wife splurging round on top of our heads!"

She waited for a moment, shaking with anticipation for her husband’s response; then, when nothing came except the grim expression on his face, she walked to the door and turned around to shout, “Of course you can do whatever you want with your own house and make any plans that suit your family without asking me; but don’t think I’m ever going back to live in that cramped little place, with Hubert and his wife stomping around above us!”

"Ah—" said Raymond de Chelles in a low voice.

"Ah—" said Raymond de Chelles softly.

XXXIX

Undine did not fulfil her threat. The month of May saw her back in the rooms she had declared she would never set foot in, and after her long sojourn among the echoing vistas of Saint Desert the exiguity of her Paris quarters seemed like cosiness.

Undine didn’t go through with her threat. By May, she was back in the rooms she said she would never return to, and after her long stay among the echoing views of Saint Desert, the smallness of her Paris place felt surprisingly comfortable.

In the interval many things had happened. Hubert, permitted by his anxious relatives to anticipate the term of the family mourning, had been showily and expensively united to his heiress; the Hotel de Chelles had been piped, heated and illuminated in accordance with the bride's requirements; and the young couple, not content with these utilitarian changes had moved doors, opened windows, torn down partitions, and given over the great trophied and pilastered dining-room to a decorative painter with a new theory of the human anatomy. Undine had silently assisted at this spectacle, and at the sight of the old Marquise's abject acquiescence; she had seen the Duchesse de Dordogne and the Princesse Estradina go past her door to visit Hubert's premier and marvel at the American bath-tubs and the Annamite bric-a-brac; and she had been present, with her husband, at the banquet at which Hubert had revealed to the astonished Faubourg the prehistoric episodes depicted on his dining-room walls. She had accepted all these necessities with the stoicism which the last months had developed in her; for more and more, as the days passed, she felt herself in the grasp of circumstances stronger than any effort she could oppose to them. The very absence of external pressure, of any tactless assertion of authority on her husband's part, intensified the sense of her helplessness. He simply left it to her to infer that, important as she might be to him in certain ways, there were others in which she did not weigh a feather.

In the meantime, a lot had changed. Hubert, allowed by his worried family to end the official mourning period, had gotten married in a flashy and expensive ceremony to his heiress. The Hotel de Chelles had been renovated, heated, and lit according to the bride's preferences; and the couple, not satisfied with these practical updates, had moved doors, opened windows, removed walls, and handed over the grand, trophy-filled dining room to a decorative painter with a new theory about human anatomy. Undine had quietly watched this unfolding scene, and seeing the old Marquise's complete submission; she had seen the Duchesse de Dordogne and the Princesse Estradina pass by her door to visit Hubert’s first wife and admire the American bathtubs and Annamite decor; and she had attended, with her husband, the dinner where Hubert astonished the elite of Faubourg by revealing the prehistoric scenes painted on the walls of his dining room. She had accepted all these changes with the stoicism that the past months had shaped within her; more and more, as the days went by, she felt trapped by circumstances that were beyond her control. The very lack of external pressure, or any clumsy assertion of authority from her husband, made her sense of helplessness even more intense. He simply let her assume that, important as she might be to him in some ways, there were many others in which she didn’t matter at all.

Their outward relations had not changed since her outburst on the subject of Hubert's marriage. That incident had left her half-ashamed, half-frightened at her behaviour, and she had tried to atone for it by the indirect arts that were her nearest approach to acknowledging herself in the wrong. Raymond met her advances with a good grace, and they lived through the rest of the winter on terms of apparent understanding. When the spring approached it was he who suggested that, since his mother had consented to Hubert's marrying before the year of mourning was over, there was really no reason why they should not go up to Paris as usual; and she was surprised at the readiness with which he prepared to accompany her.

Their relationship hadn’t changed since her outburst about Hubert's marriage. That moment had left her feeling a mix of shame and fear about her behavior, and she tried to make up for it through subtle gestures that were her version of admitting she was wrong. Raymond responded to her attempts gracefully, and they got through the rest of the winter with a semblance of understanding. As spring approached, it was he who suggested that, since his mother had agreed to Hubert’s marriage before the mourning period was over, there was really no reason they couldn’t go to Paris as usual; she was surprised by how quickly he got ready to join her.

A year earlier she would have regarded this as another proof of her power; but she now drew her inferences less quickly. Raymond was as "lovely" to her as ever; but more than once, during their months in the country, she had had a startled sense of not giving him all he expected of her. She had admired him, before their marriage, as a model of social distinction; during the honeymoon he had been the most ardent of lovers; and with their settling down at Saint Desert she had prepared to resign herself to the society of a country gentleman absorbed in sport and agriculture. But Raymond, to her surprise, had again developed a disturbing resemblance to his predecessor. During the long winter afternoons, after he had gone over his accounts with the bailiff, or written his business letters, he took to dabbling with a paint-box, or picking out new scores at the piano; after dinner, when they went to the library, he seemed to expect to read aloud to her from the reviews and papers he was always receiving; and when he had discovered her inability to fix her attention he fell into the way of absorbing himself in one of the old brown books with which the room was lined. At first he tried—as Ralph had done—to tell her about what he was reading or what was happening in the world; but her sense of inadequacy made her slip away to other subjects, and little by little their talk died down to monosyllables. Was it possible that, in spite of his books, the evenings seemed as long to Raymond as to her, and that he had suggested going back to Paris because he was bored at Saint Desert? Bored as she was herself, she resented his not finding her company all-sufficient, and was mortified by the discovery that there were regions of his life she could not enter.

A year ago, she would have seen this as more proof of her power; but now she was less quick to draw conclusions. Raymond was just as "lovely" to her as ever, but more than once during their months in the countryside, she felt a jolt of realization that she wasn’t meeting all his expectations. She had admired him, before they married, as a model of social status; during their honeymoon, he had been the most passionate of lovers; and once they settled into life in Saint Desert, she prepared to accept the routine of being with a country gentleman focused on sports and farming. But to her surprise, Raymond had developed a troubling likeness to his predecessor. During long winter afternoons, after he finished his accounts with the bailiff or wrote business letters, he would dabble with a paint set or play new pieces on the piano; after dinner, when they went to the library, he seemed to expect to read aloud to her from the reviews and papers he always received. When he noticed her inability to focus, he would get lost in one of the old brown books lining the room. At first, he tried—just like Ralph had—to tell her about what he was reading or what was happening in the world; but her feelings of inadequacy led her to drift away to other topics, and gradually their conversations dwindled to one-word responses. Was it possible that, despite his books, the evenings felt as long to Raymond as they did to her, and that he suggested returning to Paris because he was bored at Saint Desert? Even though she felt bored too, she resented that he didn’t find her companionship completely satisfying, and was embarrassed by the realization that there were parts of his life she couldn’t access.

But once back in Paris she had less time for introspection, and Raymond less for books. They resumed their dispersed and busy life, and in spite of Hubert's ostentatious vicinity, of the perpetual lack of money, and of Paul's innocent encroachments on her freedom, Undine, once more in her element, ceased to brood upon her grievances. She enjoyed going about with her husband, whose presence at her side was distinctly ornamental. He seemed to have grown suddenly younger and more animated, and when she saw other women looking at him she remembered how distinguished he was. It amused her to have him in her train, and driving about with him to dinners and dances, waiting for him on flower-decked landings, or pushing at his side through blazing theatre-lobbies, answered to her inmost ideal of domestic intimacy.

But once back in Paris, she had less time to reflect, and Raymond had less time for books. They went back to their busy lives, and despite Hubert's flashy presence, the constant money troubles, and Paul's innocent interference with her freedom, Undine, back in her groove, stopped dwelling on her complaints. She liked going out with her husband, whose presence was definitely eye-catching. He seemed to have suddenly become younger and more lively, and when she noticed other women looking at him, she remembered how distinguished he was. It amused her to have him around, and going out with him to dinners and parties, waiting for him on flower-decorated staircases, or pushing through bright theater lobbies by his side, matched her deepest ideal of domestic closeness.

He seemed disposed to allow her more liberty than before, and it was only now and then that he let drop a brief reminder of the conditions on which it was accorded. She was to keep certain people at a distance, she was not to cheapen herself by being seen at vulgar restaurants and tea-rooms, she was to join with him in fulfilling certain family obligations (going to a good many dull dinners among the number); but in other respects she was free to fill her days as she pleased.

He seemed more willing to give her freedom than before, and every now and then, he casually reminded her of the conditions attached to it. She was to avoid certain people, she shouldn't lower herself by frequenting cheap restaurants and tea rooms, and she was expected to join him in meeting some family obligations (which included attending a lot of dull dinners); but in other ways, she was free to spend her days however she wanted.

"Not that it leaves me much time," she admitted to Madame de Trezac; "what with going to see his mother every day, and never missing one of his sisters' jours, and showing myself at the Hotel de Dordogne whenever the Duchess gives a pay-up party to the stuffy people Lili Estradina won't be bothered with, there are days when I never lay eyes on Paul, and barely have time to be waved and manicured; but, apart from that, Raymond's really much nicer and less fussy than he was."

"Not that I have much time," she confessed to Madame de Trezac; "between visiting his mother every day, never missing any of his sisters' events, and showing up at the Hotel de Dordogne whenever the Duchess throws a gathering for the uptight people Lili Estradina doesn't want to deal with, there are days when I hardly see Paul and barely have time to get my hair and nails done; but besides that, Raymond is actually much nicer and less particular than he used to be."

Undine, as she grew older, had developed her mother's craving for a confidante, and Madame de Trezac had succeeded in that capacity to Mabel Lipscomb and Bertha Shallum.

Undine, as she got older, had inherited her mother's desire for a confidant, and Madame de Trezac had taken on that role for Mabel Lipscomb and Bertha Shallum.

"Less fussy?" Madame de Trezac's long nose lengthened thoughtfully.
"H'm—are you sure that's a good sign?"

"Less fussy?" Madame de Trezac's long nose lengthened thoughtfully.
"H'm—are you sure that's a good thing?"

Undine stared and laughed. "Oh, my dear, you're so quaint! Why, nobody's jealous any more."

Undine stared and laughed. "Oh, my dear, you're so charming! Honestly, no one feels jealous anymore."

"No; that's the worst of it." Madame de Trezac pondered. "It's a thousand pities you haven't got a son."

"No; that's the worst part." Madame de Trezac thought. "It's such a shame you don't have a son."

"Yes; I wish we had." Undine stood up, impatient to end the conversation. Since she had learned that her continued childlessness was regarded by every one about her as not only unfortunate but somehow vaguely derogatory to her, she had genuinely begun to regret it; and any allusion to the subject disturbed her.

"Yeah, I wish we had." Undine stood up, eager to wrap up the conversation. Ever since she found out that everyone around her saw her ongoing inability to have kids as not just unfortunate but somehow a bit shameful, she really started to feel regret about it; and any mention of the topic upset her.

"Especially," Madame de Trezac continued, "as Hubert's wife—"

"Especially," Madame de Trezac continued, "since Hubert's wife—"

"Oh, if THAT'S all they want, it's a pity Raymond didn't marry Hubert's wife," Undine flung back; and on the stairs she murmured to herself: "Nettie has been talking to my mother-in-law."

"Oh, if THAT'S all they want, it's a shame Raymond didn't marry Hubert's wife," Undine shot back; and on the stairs, she whispered to herself: "Nettie has been talking to my mother-in-law."

But this explanation did not quiet her, and that evening, as she and Raymond drove back together from a party, she felt a sudden impulse to speak. Sitting close to him in the darkness of the carriage, it ought to have been easy for her to find the needed word; but the barrier of his indifference hung between them, and street after street slipped by, and the spangled blackness of the river unrolled itself beneath their wheels, before she leaned over to touch his hand.

But this explanation didn’t calm her down, and that evening, as she and Raymond drove home together from a party, she suddenly felt the urge to speak. Sitting close to him in the darkness of the car, it should have been easy for her to find the right word; but the barrier of his indifference stood between them, and street after street passed by, and the sparkling darkness of the river flowed beneath their wheels, before she leaned over to touch his hand.

"What is it, my dear?"

"What's wrong, my dear?"

She had not yet found the word, and already his tone told her she was too late. A year ago, if she had slipped her hand in his, she would not have had that answer.

She still hadn’t found the right words, and already his tone made it clear she was too late. A year ago, if she had taken his hand, she wouldn’t have gotten that answer.

"Your mother blames me for our not having a child. Everybody thinks it's my fault."

"Your mom blames me for us not having a kid. Everyone thinks it's my fault."

He paused before answering, and she sat watching his shadowy profile against the passing lamps.

He took a moment before answering, and she sat there watching his outline against the passing streetlights.

"My mother's ideas are old-fashioned; and I don't know that it's anybody's business but yours and mine."

"My mom's ideas are outdated, and I don't think it's anyone's business but ours."

"Yes, but—"

"Yeah, but—"

"Here we are." The brougham was turning under the archway of the hotel, and the light of Hubert's tall windows fell across the dusky court. Raymond helped her out, and they mounted to their door by the stairs which Hubert had recarpeted in velvet, with a marble nymph lurking in the azaleas on the landing.

"Here we are." The carriage was turning under the hotel archway, and the light from Hubert's tall windows spilled into the dim courtyard. Raymond helped her out, and they walked up to their door via the stairs that Hubert had recarpeted in velvet, with a marble nymph hidden among the azaleas on the landing.

In the antechamber Raymond paused to take her cloak from her shoulders, and his eyes rested on her with a faint smile of approval.

In the antechamber, Raymond stopped to take her cloak off her shoulders, and his eyes lingered on her with a slight smile of approval.

"You never looked better; your dress is extremely becoming. Good-night, my dear," he said, kissing her hand as he turned away.

"You've never looked better; your dress is so flattering. Goodnight, my dear," he said, kissing her hand as he turned away.

Undine kept this incident to herself: her wounded pride made her shrink from confessing it even to Madame de Trezac. She was sure Raymond would "come back"; Ralph always had, to the last. During their remaining weeks in Paris she reassured herself with the thought that once they were back at Saint Desert she would easily regain her lost hold; and when Raymond suggested their leaving Paris she acquiesced without a protest. But at Saint Desert she seemed no nearer to him than in Paris. He continued to treat her with unvarying amiability, but he seemed wholly absorbed in the management of the estate, in his books, his sketching and his music. He had begun to interest himself in politics and had been urged to stand for his department. This necessitated frequent displacements: trips to Beaune or Dijon and occasional absences in Paris. Undine, when he was away, was not left alone, for the dowager Marquise had established herself at Saint Desert for the summer, and relays of brothers and sisters-in-law, aunts, cousins and ecclesiastical friends and connections succeeded each other under its capacious roof. Only Hubert and his wife were absent. They had taken a villa at Deauville, and in the morning papers Undine followed the chronicle of Hubert's polo scores and of the Countess Hubert's racing toilets.

Undine kept this incident to herself; her hurt feelings made her hesitant to share it even with Madame de Trezac. She was sure Raymond would "come back"; Ralph always had, right until the end. During their remaining weeks in Paris, she comforted herself with the idea that once they returned to Saint Desert, she would easily regain her lost connection. So when Raymond suggested leaving Paris, she agreed without any objections. But at Saint Desert, she felt no closer to him than in Paris. He continued to treat her with constant friendliness, but he seemed completely absorbed in managing the estate, his books, sketching, and music. He had started to get interested in politics and had been encouraged to run for his district. This involved frequent trips: journeys to Beaune or Dijon and occasional absences in Paris. When he was away, Undine was not alone, as the dowager Marquise had settled in at Saint Desert for the summer, and a rotating cast of brothers and sisters-in-law, aunts, cousins, and church friends came and went under its spacious roof. Only Hubert and his wife were missing; they had rented a villa at Deauville, and in the morning papers, Undine kept up with Hubert's polo scores and the Countess Hubert's racing outfits.

The days crawled on with a benumbing sameness. The old Marquise and the other ladies of the party sat on the terrace with their needle-work, the cure or one of the visiting uncles read aloud the Journal des Debats and prognosticated dark things of the Republic, Paul scoured the park and despoiled the kitchen-garden with the other children of the family, the inhabitants of the adjacent chateaux drove over to call, and occasionally the ponderous pair were harnessed to a landau as lumbering as the brougham, and the ladies of Saint Desert measured the dusty kilometres between themselves and their neighbours.

The days dragged on with a numbing sameness. The old Marquise and the other ladies in the group sat on the terrace with their sewing, while the priest or one of the visiting uncles read aloud from the Journal des Debats, predicting grim outcomes for the Republic. Paul roamed the park and raided the vegetable garden with the other kids in the family. The residents of the nearby chateaux came over for visits, and occasionally the heavy horses were hitched to a carriage as clunky as the brougham, with the ladies of Saint Desert counting the dusty kilometers between them and their neighbors.

It was the first time that Undine had seriously paused to consider the conditions of her new life, and as the days passed she began to understand that so they would continue to succeed each other till the end. Every one about her took it for granted that as long as she lived she would spend ten months of every year at Saint Desert and the remaining two in Paris. Of course, if health required it, she might go to les eaux with her husband; but the old Marquise was very doubtful as to the benefit of a course of waters, and her uncle the Duke and her cousin the Canon shared her view. In the case of young married women, especially, the unwholesome excitement of the modern watering-place was more than likely to do away with the possible benefit of the treatment. As to travel—had not Raymond and his wife been to Egypt and Asia Minor on their wedding-journey? Such reckless enterprise was unheard of in the annals of the house! Had they not spent days and days in the saddle, and slept in tents among the Arabs? (Who could tell, indeed, whether these imprudences were not the cause of the disappointment which it had pleased heaven to inflict on the young couple?) No one in the family had ever taken so long a wedding-journey. One bride had gone to England (even that was considered extreme), and another—the artistic daughter—had spent a week in Venice; which certainly showed that they were not behind the times, and had no old-fashioned prejudices. Since wedding-journeys were the fashion, they had taken them; but who had ever heard of travelling afterward?

It was the first time that Undine had really stopped to think about the conditions of her new life, and as the days went by, she started to realize that this pattern would continue until the end. Everyone around her assumed that as long as she lived, she would spend ten months of every year in Saint Desert and the other two months in Paris. Of course, if her health required it, she could go to the spa with her husband; but the old Marquise was quite skeptical about the benefits of a spa treatment, and her uncle the Duke and her cousin the Canon agreed. For young married women, especially, the unhealthy excitement of modern resorts was likely to negate any benefits from the treatment. As for travel—hadn't Raymond and his wife gone to Egypt and Asia Minor on their honeymoon? Such reckless adventures were unheard of in their family's history! Had they not spent days riding and slept in tents among the Arabs? (Who could say if these imprudent choices caused the disappointment that fate had chosen to bestow on the young couple?) No one in the family had ever taken such a long honeymoon. One bride had gone to England (even that was considered extreme), and another—the artistic daughter—had spent a week in Venice; which certainly showed they were not out of touch and had no outdated beliefs. Since honeymoons were the trend, they went on them; but who had ever heard of traveling afterward?

What could be the possible object of leaving one's family, one's habits, one's friends? It was natural that the Americans, who had no homes, who were born and died in hotels, should have contracted nomadic habits: but the new Marquise de Chelles was no longer an American, and she had Saint Desert and the Hotel de Chelles to live in, as generations of ladies of her name had done before her. Thus Undine beheld her future laid out for her, not directly and in blunt words, but obliquely and affably, in the allusions, the assumptions, the insinuations of the amiable women among whom her days were spent. Their interminable conversations were carried on to the click of knitting-needles and the rise and fall of industrious fingers above embroidery-frames; and as Undine sat staring at the lustrous nails of her idle hands she felt that her inability to occupy them was regarded as one of the chief causes of her restlessness. The innumerable rooms of Saint Desert were furnished with the embroidered hangings and tapestry chairs produced by generations of diligent chatelaines, and the untiring needles of the old Marquise, her daughters and dependents were still steadily increasing the provision.

What could be the reason for leaving behind family, routines, and friends? It made sense that the Americans, who had no real homes and spent their lives in hotels, would develop nomadic habits. But the new Marquise de Chelles was no longer an American; she had Saint Desert and the Hotel de Chelles to call home, just like generations of women with her name before her. So Undine saw her future laid out for her—not in straightforward terms, but subtly and pleasantly, through the hints, assumptions, and suggestions of the friendly women she spent her days with. Their endless conversations flowed alongside the click of knitting needles and the movements of busy hands working on embroidery. As Undine sat there, staring at the shiny nails of her idle hands, she felt that her inability to keep them busy was seen as one of the main reasons for her restlessness. The countless rooms of Saint Desert were adorned with embroidered hangings and tapestry chairs created by generations of hardworking chatelaines, and the dedicated needles of the old Marquise, her daughters, and their supporters were still steadily adding to the collection.

It struck Undine as curious that they should be willing to go on making chair-coverings and bed-curtains for a house that didn't really belong to them, and that she had a right to pull about and rearrange as she chose; but then that was only a part of their whole incomprehensible way of regarding themselves (in spite of their acute personal and parochial absorptions) as minor members of a powerful and indivisible whole, the huge voracious fetish they called The Family.

It seemed odd to Undine that they would keep making chair covers and bed curtains for a house that didn't truly belong to them, and that she could change and rearrange as she liked; but that was just part of their strange way of seeing themselves (despite being so wrapped up in their own personal and local concerns) as small parts of a powerful and united entity, the giant, greedy idol they referred to as The Family.

Notwithstanding their very definite theories as to what Americans were and were not, they were evidently bewildered at finding no corresponding sense of solidarity in Undine; and little Paul's rootlessness, his lack of all local and linear ties, made them (for all the charm he exercised) regard him with something of the shyness of pious Christians toward an elfin child. But though mother and child gave them a sense of insuperable strangeness, it plainly never occurred to them that both would not be gradually subdued to the customs of Saint Desert. Dynasties had fallen, institutions changed, manners and morals, alas, deplorably declined; but as far back as memory went, the ladies of the line of Chelles had always sat at their needle-work on the terrace of Saint Desert, while the men of the house lamented the corruption of the government and the cure ascribed the unhappy state of the country to the decline of religious feeling and the rise in the cost of living. It was inevitable that, in the course of time, the new Marquise should come to understand the fundamental necessity of these things being as they were; and meanwhile the forbearance of her husband's family exercised itself, with the smiling discretion of their race, through the long succession of uneventful days.

Despite their strong beliefs about what Americans were and weren't, they seemed confused to find no real sense of unity in Undine. Little Paul's lack of roots, his absence of local and traditional connections, made them view him (despite his charm) with a bit of the hesitance that devout Christians might feel toward a magical child. However, even though mother and son felt undeniably strange to them, it clearly never crossed their minds that both would not eventually conform to the customs of Saint Desert. Dynasties had fallen, institutions changed, and manners and morals had sadly declined; yet, as far back as anyone could remember, the women of the Chelles family had always sat at their sewing on the terrace of Saint Desert, while the men lamented the corruption of the government and the priest attributed the country's woes to a decline in religious sentiment and increasing living costs. It was only a matter of time before the new Marquise would come to understand that these things had to be as they were; meanwhile, her husband's family's patience was shown, with the polite discretion typical of their kind, through the long stretch of uneventful days.

Once, in September, this routine was broken in upon by the unannounced descent of a flock of motors bearing the Princess Estradina and a chosen band from one watering-place to another. Raymond was away at the time, but family loyalty constrained the old Marquise to welcome her kinswoman and the latter's friends; and Undine once more found herself immersed in the world from which her marriage had removed her.

Once, in September, this routine was interrupted by the unexpected arrival of a group of cars bringing Princess Estradina and a select crew from one resort to another. Raymond was away at the time, but family loyalty forced the old Marquise to welcome her relative and her friends; and Undine once again found herself back in the world that her marriage had pulled her away from.

The Princess, at first, seemed totally to have forgotten their former intimacy, and Undine was made to feel that in a life so variously agitated the episode could hardly have left a trace. But the night before her departure the incalculable Lili, with one of her sudden changes of humour, drew her former friend into her bedroom and plunged into an exchange of confidences. She naturally unfolded her own history first, and it was so packed with incident that the courtyard clock had struck two before she turned her attention to Undine.

The Princess initially appeared to have completely forgotten their past closeness, making Undine feel that in such a tumultuous life, the experience probably left no mark. But the night before her departure, the unpredictable Lili, in one of her sudden mood shifts, pulled her old friend into her bedroom and started sharing secrets. Unsurprisingly, she revealed her own story first, and it was so full of events that the courtyard clock chimed two before she focused on Undine.

"My dear, you're handsomer than ever; only perhaps a shade too stout. Domestic bliss, I suppose? Take care! You need an emotion, a drama… You Americans are really extraordinary. You appear to live on change and excitement; and then suddenly a man comes along and claps a ring on your finger, and you never look through it to see what's going on outside. Aren't you ever the least bit bored? Why do I never see anything of you any more? I suppose it's the fault of my venerable aunt—she's never forgiven me for having a better time than her daughters. How can I help it if I don't look like the cure's umbrella? I daresay she owes you the same grudge. But why do you let her coop you up here? It's a thousand pities you haven't had a child. They'd all treat you differently if you had."

"My dear, you look more handsome than ever; maybe just a bit too heavy. Domestic happiness, I guess? Be careful! You need some excitement, some drama... You Americans are truly amazing. You seem to thrive on change and thrill, and then suddenly a guy comes along and puts a ring on your finger, and you completely forget to look outside and see what's happening. Aren't you ever a little bored? Why do I never see you anymore? I guess it’s my old aunt’s fault—she’s never forgiven me for having more fun than her daughters. How can I help it if I don’t look like a doormat? I bet she holds the same grudge against you. But why do you let her keep you here? It's such a shame you haven't had a child. Everyone would treat you differently if you did."

It was the same perpetually reiterated condolence; and Undine flushed with anger as she listened. Why indeed had she let herself be cooped up? She could not have answered the Princess's question: she merely felt the impossibility of breaking through the mysterious web of traditions, conventions, prohibitions that enclosed her in their impenetrable net-work. But her vanity suggested the obvious pretext, and she murmured with a laugh: "I didn't know Raymond was going to be so jealous—"

It was the same constantly repeated condolence, and Undine felt a rush of anger as she listened. Why had she allowed herself to be trapped like this? She couldn’t have answered the Princess's question; she just sensed how impossible it was to break free from the tangled web of traditions, conventions, and prohibitions that surrounded her in their unbreakable network. But her vanity provided an obvious excuse, and she said with a laugh, "I didn't know Raymond would be so jealous—"

The Princess stared. "Is it Raymond who keeps you shut up here? And what about his trips to Dijon? And what do you suppose he does with himself when he runs up to Paris? Politics?" She shrugged ironically. "Politics don't occupy a man after midnight. Raymond jealous of you? Ah, merci! My dear, it's what I always say when people talk to me about fast Americans: you're the only innocent women left in the world…"

The Princess stared. "Is it Raymond who has you locked up here? And what about his trips to Dijon? What do you think he does when he heads up to Paris? Politics?" She shrugged sarcastically. "Politics don't keep a guy busy after midnight. Raymond jealous of you? Oh, thanks! My dear, it's what I always say when people talk to me about fast Americans: you're the only innocent woman left in the world…"

XL

After the Princess Estradina's departure, the days at Saint Desert succeeded each other indistinguishably; and more and more, as they passed, Undine felt herself drawn into the slow strong current already fed by so many tributary lives. Some spell she could not have named seemed to emanate from the old house which had so long been the custodian of an unbroken tradition: things had happened there in the same way for so many generations that to try to alter them seemed as vain as to contend with the elements.

After Princess Estradina left, the days at Saint Desert blended together; and more and more, as time went on, Undine felt herself pulled into the steady, powerful flow already influenced by so many lives. Some indescribable spell seemed to radiate from the old house, which had long been the guardian of an unbroken tradition: things had happened there in the same way for countless generations that trying to change them felt as pointless as fighting against the forces of nature.

Winter came and went, and once more the calendar marked the first days of spring; but though the horse-chestnuts of the Champs Elysees were budding snow still lingered in the grass drives of Saint Desert and along the ridges of the hills beyond the park. Sometimes, as Undine looked out of the windows of the Boucher gallery, she felt as if her eyes had never rested on any other scene. Even her occasional brief trips to Paris left no lasting trace: the life of the vivid streets faded to a shadow as soon as the black and white horizon of Saint Desert closed in on her again.

Winter came and went, and once again the calendar marked the first days of spring; but even though the horse-chestnuts of the Champs Elysees were budding, snow still lingered in the grass driveways of Saint Desert and along the ridges of the hills beyond the park. Sometimes, as Undine looked out from the windows of the Boucher gallery, it felt as if her eyes had never rested on any other view. Even her occasional short trips to Paris left no lasting impression: the vibrant life of the streets faded to a shadow as soon as the black and white horizon of Saint Desert closed in on her again.

Though the afternoons were still cold she had lately taken to sitting in the gallery. The smiling scenes on its walls and the tall screens which broke its length made it more habitable than the drawing-rooms beyond; but her chief reason for preferring it was the satisfaction she found in having fires lit in both the monumental chimneys that faced each other down its long perspective. This satisfaction had its source in the old Marquise's disapproval. Never before in the history of Saint Desert had the consumption of firewood exceeded a certain carefully-calculated measure; but since Undine had been in authority this allowance had been doubled. If any one had told her, a year earlier, that one of the chief distractions of her new life would be to invent ways of annoying her mother-in-law, she would have laughed at the idea of wasting her time on such trifles. But she found herself with a great deal of time to waste, and with a fierce desire to spend it in upsetting the immemorial customs of Saint Desert. Her husband had mastered her in essentials, but she had discovered innumerable small ways of irritating and hurting him, and one—and not the least effectual—was to do anything that went counter to his mother's prejudices. It was not that he always shared her views, or was a particularly subservient son; but it seemed to be one of his fundamental principles that a man should respect his mother's wishes, and see to it that his household respected them. All Frenchmen of his class appeared to share this view, and to regard it as beyond discussion: it was based on something so much more Immutable than personal feeling that one might even hate one's mother and yet insist that her ideas as to the consumption of fire-wood should be regarded.

Though the afternoons were still cold, she had recently started sitting in the gallery. The cheerful scenes on its walls and the tall screens that broke up its length made it more comfortable than the drawing rooms beyond; but her main reason for preferring it was the joy she felt in having fires lit in both monumental chimneys facing each other down its long perspective. This joy stemmed from the old Marquise's disapproval. Never before in the history of Saint Desert had the use of firewood exceeded a certain carefully calculated measure; but since Undine had taken charge, this allowance had doubled. If anyone had told her a year earlier that one of the main distractions of her new life would be to find ways to annoy her mother-in-law, she would have laughed at the thought of wasting her time on such trivialities. But she found herself with plenty of time to spare and a strong desire to challenge the long-standing customs of Saint Desert. Her husband had control over her in the essentials, but she had discovered countless small ways to irritate and hurt him, and one—and not the least effective—was to do anything that went against his mother's views. It wasn't that he always agreed with her or was particularly obedient; it just seemed to be one of his fundamental beliefs that a man should honor his mother's wishes and ensure that his household respected them. All Frenchmen of his class seemed to share this belief and regarded it as beyond question: it was based on something much more unchangeable than personal feelings, so much so that one might even dislike one's mother and still insist that her views on firewood consumption be upheld.

The old Marquise, during the cold weather, always sat in her bedroom; and there, between the tapestried four-poster and the fireplace, the family grouped itself around the ground-glass of her single carcel lamp. In the evening, if there were visitors, a fire was lit in the library; otherwise the family again sat about the Marquise's lamp till the footman came in at ten with tisane and biscuits de Reims; after which every one bade the dowager good night and scattered down the corridors to chill distances marked by tapers floating in cups of oil.

The elderly Marquise always sat in her bedroom during the cold weather; there, between the decorative four-poster bed and the fireplace, the family gathered around the frosted glass of her one carcel lamp. In the evenings, if they had visitors, a fire was lit in the library; otherwise, the family would once again gather around the Marquise's lamp until the footman came in at ten with herbal tea and Reims biscuits. After that, everyone said goodnight to the dowager and spread out through the corridors to their cold rooms, lit by candles floating in cups of oil.

Since Undine's coming the library fire had never been allowed to go out; and of late, after experimenting with the two drawing-rooms and the so-called "study" where Raymond kept his guns and saw the bailiff, she had selected the gallery as the most suitable place for the new and unfamiliar ceremony of afternoon tea. Afternoon refreshments had never before been served at Saint Desert except when company was expected; when they had invariably consisted in a decanter of sweet port and a plate of small dry cakes—the kind that kept. That the complicated rites of the tea-urn, with its offering-up of perishable delicacies, should be enacted for the sole enjoyment of the family, was a thing so unheard of that for a while Undine found sufficient amusement in elaborating the ceremonial, and in making the ancestral plate groan under more varied viands; and when this palled she devised the plan of performing the office in the gallery and lighting sacrificial fires in both chimneys.

Since Undine arrived, the library fire had never been allowed to go out; recently, after trying out the two drawing rooms and the so-called "study" where Raymond kept his guns and met with the bailiff, she chose the gallery as the best spot for the new and unfamiliar tradition of afternoon tea. Afternoon snacks had never been served at Saint Desert unless guests were expected; when they were, it typically consisted of a bottle of sweet port and a plate of small dry cakes—the kind that lasted. The idea of the elaborate rituals of the tea urn, with its offering of perishable treats, being done just for the family's enjoyment was so unusual that Undine initially found enough fun in creating the ceremony and in making the family silver serve a wider variety of food; and when that grew boring, she came up with the idea of holding the event in the gallery and lighting ceremonial fires in both chimneys.

She had said to Raymond, at first: "It's ridiculous that your mother should sit in her bedroom all day. She says she does it to save fires; but if we have a fire downstairs why can't she let hers go out, and come down? I don't see why I should spend my life in your mother's bedroom."

She had told Raymond initially, "It's ridiculous that your mom sits in her bedroom all day. She claims it's to save on heating, but if we have a fire going downstairs, why can't she let hers die out and come down? I don't see why I should spend my life in your mom's bedroom."

Raymond made no answer, and the Marquise did, in fact, let her fire go out. But she did not come down—she simply continued to sit upstairs without a fire.

Raymond didn't respond, and the Marquise actually let her fire die out. But she didn't come downstairs—she just kept sitting upstairs without a fire.

At first this also amused Undine; then the tacit criticism implied began to irritate her. She hoped Raymond would speak of his mother's attitude: she had her answer ready if he did! But he made no comment, he took no notice; her impulses of retaliation spent themselves against the blank surface of his indifference. He was as amiable, as considerate as ever; as ready, within reason, to accede to her wishes and gratify her whims. Once or twice, when she suggested running up to Paris to take Paul to the dentist, or to look for a servant, he agreed to the necessity and went up with her. But instead of going to an hotel they went to their apartment, where carpets were up and curtains down, and a care-taker prepared primitive food at uncertain hours; and Undine's first glimpse of Hubert's illuminated windows deepened her rancour and her sense of helplessness.

At first, this also amused Undine; then the unspoken criticism started to annoy her. She hoped Raymond would mention his mother's attitude: she had her response ready if he did! But he didn’t say a word; he seemed oblivious. Her feelings of revenge faded against the blankness of his indifference. He was just as friendly and considerate as always; willing, within reason, to go along with her wishes and indulge her whims. Once or twice, when she suggested heading to Paris to take Paul to the dentist or to look for a new servant, he agreed it was necessary and went with her. But instead of staying at a hotel, they went to their apartment, where the carpets were rolled up and the curtains were down, and a caretaker prepared basic meals at unpredictable times; and Undine's first glimpse of Hubert's lit-up windows only intensified her bitterness and her feeling of powerlessness.

As Madame de Trezac had predicted, Raymond's vigilance gradually relaxed, and during their excursions to the capital Undine came and went as she pleased. But her visits were too short to permit of her falling in with the social pace, and when she showed herself among her friends she felt countrified and out-of-place, as if even her clothes had come from Saint Desert. Nevertheless her dresses were more than ever her chief preoccupation: in Paris she spent hours at the dressmaker's, and in the country the arrival of a box of new gowns was the chief event of the vacant days. But there was more bitterness than joy in the unpacking, and the dresses hung in her wardrobe like so many unfulfilled promises of pleasure, reminding her of the days at the Stentorian when she had reviewed other finery with the same cheated eyes. In spite of this, she multiplied her orders, writing up to the dress-makers for patterns, and to the milliners for boxes of hats which she tried on, and kept for days, without being able to make a choice. Now and then she even sent her maid up to Paris to bring back great assortments of veils, gloves, flowers and laces; and after periods of painful indecision she ended by keeping the greater number, lest those she sent back should turn out to be the ones that were worn in Paris. She knew she was spending too much money, and she had lost her youthful faith in providential solutions; but she had always had the habit of going out to buy something when she was bored, and never had she been in greater need of such solace.

As Madame de Trezac had predicted, Raymond's guard eventually relaxed, and during their trips to the city, Undine came and went as she liked. However, her visits were too brief to fully blend into the social scene, and whenever she mingled with her friends, she felt awkward and out of place, as if her clothes were from Saint Desert. Still, her dresses became her main focus: in Paris, she spent hours at the tailor’s, and in the country, the arrival of a box of new dresses was the highlight of her empty days. However, unpacking them brought more bitterness than joy, and the dresses hung in her wardrobe like unfulfilled promises of happiness, reminding her of the times at the Stentorian when she had looked at other beautiful things with the same disappointed gaze. Despite this, she increased her orders, writing to the dressmakers for patterns and to the milliners for boxes of hats that she tried on and kept for days without making a decision. Occasionally, she even sent her maid to Paris to bring back large selections of veils, gloves, flowers, and laces; and after periods of painful indecision, she ended up keeping most of them, fearing that the ones she sent back might be the ones that were in style in Paris. She knew she was spending too much money and had lost her youthful belief in miraculous solutions; but she had always been in the habit of shopping when she was bored, and never had she felt a greater need for such comfort.

The dulness of her life seemed to have passed into her blood: her complexion was less animated, her hair less shining. The change in her looks alarmed her, and she scanned the fashion-papers for new scents and powders, and experimented in facial bandaging, electric massage and other processes of renovation. Odd atavisms woke in her, and she began to pore over patent medicine advertisements, to send stamped envelopes to beauty doctors and professors of physical development, and to brood on the advantage of consulting faith-healers, mind-readers and their kindred adepts. She even wrote to her mother for the receipts of some of her grandfather's forgotten nostrums, and modified her daily life, and her hours of sleeping, eating and exercise, in accordance with each new experiment.

The monotony of her life seemed to seep into her very being: her complexion was less vibrant, her hair less lustrous. The change in her appearance worried her, so she started looking at fashion magazines for new perfumes and makeup, and tried out facial wraps, electric massages, and other beauty treatments. Strange instincts stirred within her, and she began to obsess over ads for miracle cures, sent stamped envelopes to beauty experts and fitness coaches, and contemplated visiting faith healers, psychics, and similar practitioners. She even wrote to her mom for the recipes of some of her grandfather's old remedies, and adjusted her daily routine, including her sleep, diet, and exercise, based on each new trial.

Her constitutional restlessness lapsed into an apathy like Mrs. Spragg's, and the least demand on her activity irritated her. But she was beset by endless annoyances: bickerings with discontented maids, the difficulty of finding a tutor for Paul, and the problem of keeping him amused and occupied without having him too much on her hands. A great liking had sprung up between Raymond and the little boy, and during the summer Paul was perpetually at his step-father's side in the stables and the park. But with the coming of winter Raymond was oftener away, and Paul developed a persistent cold that kept him frequently indoors. The confinement made him fretful and exacting, and the old Marquise ascribed the change in his behaviour to the deplorable influence of his tutor, a "laic" recommended by one of Raymond's old professors. Raymond himself would have preferred an abbé: it was in the tradition of the house, and though Paul was not of the house it seemed fitting that he should conform to its ways. Moreover, when the married sisters came to stay they objected to having their children exposed to the tutor's influence, and even implied that Paul's society might be contaminating. But Undine, though she had so readily embraced her husband's faith, stubbornly resisted the suggestion that she should hand over her son to the Church. The tutor therefore remained; but the friction caused by his presence was so irritating to Undine that she began to consider the alternative of sending Paul to school. He was still small and tender for the experiment; but she persuaded herself that what he needed was "hardening," and having heard of a school where fashionable infancy was subjected to this process, she entered into correspondence with the master. His first letter convinced her that his establishment was just the place for Paul; but the second contained the price-list, and after comparing it with the tutor's keep and salary she wrote to say that she feared her little boy was too young to be sent away from home.

Her constant restlessness turned into a kind of apathy similar to Mrs. Spragg's, and any request for her to be active annoyed her. But she was constantly bothered by little issues: arguments with unhappy maids, the challenge of finding a tutor for Paul, and the struggle of keeping him entertained without having him constantly in her way. A strong bond had formed between Raymond and the little boy, and over the summer, Paul was always by his stepfather's side in the stables and the park. However, with the arrival of winter, Raymond was away more often, and Paul caught a persistent cold that kept him indoors frequently. Being confined made him irritable and demanding, and the old Marquise believed that the change in his behavior was due to the unfortunate influence of his tutor, a "layman" recommended by one of Raymond's former professors. Raymond himself would have preferred a priest: it was part of family tradition, and even though Paul wasn't technically part of the family, it felt right that he should follow their ways. Moreover, when the married sisters visited, they voiced their concerns about their children being influenced by the tutor and even hinted that Paul's companionship might be harmful. But Undine, although she had willingly accepted her husband's faith, stubbornly resisted the idea of giving her son to the Church. So the tutor stayed; however, his presence created such tension for Undine that she began to think about sending Paul to school. He was still quite young for that, but she convinced herself that he needed to be "hardened," and after hearing about a school where fashionable young children underwent this process, she started corresponding with the headmaster. His first letter convinced her that his school was perfect for Paul; but his second letter included the price list, and after comparing it to the tutor's salary and expenses, she wrote back to say that she thought her little boy was too young to be sent away from home.

Her husband, for some time past, had ceased to make any comment on her expenditure. She knew he thought her too extravagant, and felt sure he was minutely aware of what she spent; for Saint Desert projected on economic details a light as different as might be from the haze that veiled them in West End Avenue. She therefore concluded that Raymond's silence was intentional, and ascribed it to his having shortcomings of his own to conceal. The Princess Estradina's pleasantry had reached its mark. Undine did not believe that her husband was seriously in love with another woman—she could not conceive that any one could tire of her of whom she had not first tired—but she was humiliated by his indifference, and it was easier to ascribe it to the arts of a rival than to any deficiency in herself. It exasperated her to think that he might have consolations for the outward monotony of his life, and she resolved that when they returned to Paris he should see that she was not without similar opportunities.

Her husband hadn't commented on her spending for a while now. She knew he thought she was too wasteful and was pretty sure he kept a close eye on her expenses; after all, Saint Desert examined economic details with a clarity that was worlds apart from the fog that surrounded them on West End Avenue. So, she figured Raymond’s silence was intentional, and she attributed it to his own shortcomings he was trying to hide. The Princess Estradina's joke had hit home. Undine didn’t think her husband was truly in love with another woman—she couldn’t imagine anyone getting tired of her without her first losing interest in them—but his indifference humiliated her, and it felt easier to blame it on a rival’s charms rather than any flaws in herself. It drove her crazy to think he might find comfort in the unexciting routine of his life, and she resolved that when they returned to Paris, he would see that she had her own opportunities to break away from that monotony.

March, meanwhile, was verging on April, and still he did not speak of leaving. Undine had learned that he expected to have such decisions left to him, and she hid her impatience lest her showing it should incline him to delay. But one day, as she sat at tea in the gallery, he came in in his riding-clothes and said: "I've been over to the other side of the mountain. The February rains have weakened the dam of the Alette, and the vineyards will be in danger if we don't rebuild at once."

March was nearly April, and he still hadn’t mentioned leaving. Undine had realized he wanted to make those decisions himself, so she kept her impatience to herself, hoping it wouldn't make him hesitate. But one day, while she was having tea in the gallery, he walked in wearing his riding clothes and said, "I just came back from the other side of the mountain. The February rains have weakened the dam of the Alette, and the vineyards will be at risk if we don't rebuild right away."

She suppressed a yawn, thinking, as she did so, how dull he always looked when he talked of agriculture. It made him seem years older, and she reflected with a shiver that listening to him probably gave her the same look.

She stifled a yawn, thinking how boring he always seemed when he talked about farming. It made him appear years older, and she shuddered at the thought that listening to him probably made her look the same way.

He went on, as she handed him his tea: "I'm sorry it should happen just now. I'm afraid I shall have to ask you to give up your spring in Paris." "Oh, no—no!" she broke out. A throng of half-subdued grievances choked in her: she wanted to burst into sobs like a child.

He continued as she gave him his tea: "I'm sorry this has to happen right now. I'm afraid I'll have to ask you to give up your spring in Paris." "Oh, no—no!" she exclaimed. A wave of barely contained grievances overwhelmed her; she wanted to break down in tears like a child.

"I know it's a disappointment. But our expenses have been unusually heavy this year."

"I get that it’s a letdown. But our costs have been unusually high this year."

"It seems to me they always are. I don't see why we should give up Paris because you've got to make repairs to a dam. Isn't Hubert ever going to pay back that money?"

"It seems to me they always are. I don't see why we should give up Paris just because you have to fix a dam. Is Hubert ever going to pay back that money?"

He looked at her with a mild surprise. "But surely you understood at the time that it won't be possible till his wife inherits?"

He looked at her with mild surprise. "But you knew at the time that it wouldn't be possible until his wife inherited, right?"

"Till General Arlington dies, you mean? He doesn't look much older than you!"

"Until General Arlington dies, right? He doesn't seem much older than you!"

"You may remember that I showed you Hubert's note. He has paid the interest quite regularly."

"You might recall that I showed you Hubert's note. He has been paying the interest consistently."

"That's kind of him!" She stood up, flaming with rebellion. "You can do as you please; but I mean to go to Paris."

"That's so nice of him!" She stood up, filled with defiance. "You can do whatever you want; but I'm definitely going to Paris."

"My mother is not going. I didn't intend to open our apartment."

"My mom isn't going. I didn’t plan to open our apartment."

"I understand. But I shall open it—that's all!"

"I get it. But I'm going to open it—that's all!"

He had risen too, and she saw his face whiten. "I prefer that you shouldn't go without me."

He got up too, and she noticed his face go pale. "I'd rather you not go without me."

"Then I shall go and stay at the Nouveau Luxe with my American friends."

"Then I will go and stay at the Nouveau Luxe with my American friends."

"That never!"

"No way!"

"Why not?"

"Why not?"

"I consider it unsuitable."

"I think it's unsuitable."

"Your considering it so doesn't prove it."

"Just because you're thinking about it doesn't make it true."

They stood facing each other, quivering with an equal anger; then he controlled himself and said in a more conciliatory tone: "You never seem to see that there are necessities—"

They stood facing each other, trembling with the same anger; then he calmed down and said in a more soothing tone: "You never seem to understand that there are necessities—"

"Oh, neither do you—that's the trouble. You can't keep me shut up here all my life, and interfere with everything I want to do, just by saying it's unsuitable."

"Oh, neither can you—that's the problem. You can't keep me locked up here my whole life and mess with everything I want to do, just by saying it's inappropriate."

"I've never interfered with your spending your money as you please."

"I've never stopped you from spending your money however you want."

It was her turn to stare, sincerely wondering. "Mercy, I should hope not, when you've always grudged me every penny of yours!"

It was her turn to stare, genuinely questioning. "Goodness, I hope not, considering you've always begrudged me even a single penny of yours!"

"You know it's not because I grudge it. I would gladly take you to Paris if I had the money."

"You know it’s not because I resent it. I would happily take you to Paris if I had the money."

"You can always find the money to spend on this place. Why don't you sell it if it's so fearfully expensive?"

"You can always find the money to keep spending on this place. Why don’t you just sell it if it’s so unbelievably expensive?"

"Sell it? Sell Saint Desert?"

"Sell it? Sell Saint Desert?"

The suggestion seemed to strike him as something monstrously, almost fiendishly significant: as if her random word had at last thrust into his hand the clue to their whole unhappy difference. Without understanding this, she guessed it from the change in his face: it was as if a deadly solvent had suddenly decomposed its familiar lines.

The suggestion hit him as something incredibly, almost devilishly important: as if her casual word had finally given him the key to their entire sad disagreement. Not knowing this, she sensed it from the shift in his expression: it was like a deadly chemical had suddenly broken down its usual features.

"Well, why not?" His horror spurred her on. "You might sell some of the things in it anyhow. In America we're not ashamed to sell what we can't afford to keep." Her eyes fell on the storied hangings at his back. "Why, there's a fortune in this one room: you could get anything you chose for those tapestries. And you stand here and tell me you're a pauper!"

"Well, why not?" His shock motivated her. "You might as well sell some of the stuff in there. In America, we’re not embarrassed to sell what we can’t afford to keep." Her eyes landed on the fancy hangings behind him. "There’s a fortune in this one room: you could get anything you wanted for those tapestries. And you’re standing here telling me you’re broke!"

His glance followed hers to the tapestries, and then returned to her face. "Ah, you don't understand," he said.

His gaze followed hers to the tapestries and then came back to her face. "Oh, you don't get it," he said.

"I understand that you care for all this old stuff more than you do for me, and that you'd rather see me unhappy and miserable than touch one of your great-grandfather's arm-chairs."

"I get that you care about all this old stuff more than you care about me, and that you'd rather see me unhappy and miserable than move one of your great-grandfather's armchairs."

The colour came slowly back to his face, but it hardened into lines she had never seen. He looked at her as though the place where she stood were empty. "You don't understand," he said again.

The color gradually returned to his face, but it set into features she had never seen before. He looked at her as if the spot where she stood was vacant. "You don't get it," he said again.

XLI

The incident left Undine with the baffled feeling of not being able to count on any of her old weapons of aggression. In all her struggles for authority her sense of the rightfulness of her cause had been measured by her power of making people do as she pleased. Raymond's firmness shook her faith in her own claims, and a blind desire to wound and destroy replaced her usual business-like intentness on gaining her end. But her ironies were as ineffectual as her arguments, and his imperviousness was the more exasperating because she divined that some of the things she said would have hurt him if any one else had said them: it was the fact of their coming from her that made them innocuous. Even when, at the close of their talk, she had burst out: "If you grudge me everything I care about we'd better separate," he had merely answered with a shrug: "It's one of the things we don't do—" and the answer had been like the slamming of an iron door in her face.

The incident left Undine feeling confused, unable to rely on any of her usual aggressive tactics. Throughout her struggles for power, her belief in the rightness of her cause had always been linked to her ability to get people to do what she wanted. Raymond's firmness shook her confidence in her claims, and a blind urge to hurt and destroy took over her usual focused determination to achieve her goals. But her sarcasm was as ineffective as her arguments, and his indifference was even more frustrating because she sensed that some of the things she said would have hurt him if anyone else had said them: it was the fact that they came from her that made them harmless. Even when she finally exclaimed, "If you resent everything I care about, we might as well separate," he simply shrugged and replied, "That's one of the things we don't do—" and his response felt like the slamming of an iron door in her face.

An interval of silent brooding had resulted in a reaction of rebellion. She dared not carry out her threat of joining her compatriots at the Nouveau Luxe: she had too clear a memory of the results of her former revolt. But neither could she submit to her present fate without attempting to make Raymond understand his selfish folly. She had failed to prove it by argument, but she had an inherited faith in the value of practical demonstration. If he could be made to see how easily he could give her what she wanted perhaps he might come round to her view.

An interval of quiet contemplation led to a rebellious reaction. She couldn’t follow through on her threat of joining her friends at the Nouveau Luxe; she remembered all too well the consequences of her previous rebellion. But she also couldn’t just accept her current situation without trying to make Raymond realize his selfish mistake. She hadn’t succeeded in convincing him through discussion, but she had a deep-rooted belief in the power of practical demonstration. If she could show him how easily he could give her what she wanted, maybe he would change his mind.

With this idea in mind, she had gone up to Paris for twenty-four hours, on the pretext of finding a new nurse for Paul; and the steps then taken had enabled her, on the first occasion, to set her plan in motion. The occasion was furnished by Raymond's next trip to Beaune. He went off early one morning, leaving word that he should not be back till night; and on the afternoon of the same day she stood at her usual post in the gallery, scanning the long perspective of the poplar avenue.

With this in mind, she went up to Paris for twenty-four hours, pretending to look for a new nurse for Paul; and the actions she took then allowed her, for the first time, to put her plan into action. This opportunity came with Raymond's next trip to Beaune. He left early one morning, saying he wouldn’t be back until nighttime; and that afternoon, she was at her usual spot in the gallery, watching the long view of the poplar avenue.

She had not stood there long before a black speck at the end of the avenue expanded into a motor that was presently throbbing at the entrance. Undine, at its approach, turned from the window, and as she moved down the gallery her glance rested on the great tapestries, with their ineffable minglings of blue and rose, as complacently as though they had been mirrors reflecting her own image.

She hadn’t been standing there long before a black dot at the end of the street grew into a car that was now pulsing at the entrance. Undine, seeing it approach, turned away from the window, and as she walked down the hallway, her eyes lingered on the beautiful tapestries, with their stunning blends of blue and pink, as if they were mirrors reflecting her own image.

She was still looking at them when the door opened and a servant ushered in a small swarthy man who, in spite of his conspicuously London-made clothes, had an odd exotic air, as if he had worn rings in his ears or left a bale of spices at the door.

She was still looking at them when the door opened and a servant brought in a small dark-skinned man who, despite his clearly London-made clothes, had a strange exotic vibe, as if he wore earrings or had left a bundle of spices at the door.

He bowed to Undine, cast a rapid eye up and down the room, and then, with his back to the windows, stood intensely contemplating the wall that faced them.

He bowed to Undine, quickly glanced around the room, and then, with his back to the windows, stood there intently staring at the wall in front of them.

Undine's heart was beating excitedly. She knew the old Marquise was taking her afternoon nap in her room, yet each sound in the silent house seemed to be that of her heels on the stairs.

Undine's heart was racing. She knew the old Marquise was taking her afternoon nap in her room, but every noise in the quiet house felt like her heels on the stairs.

"Ah—" said the visitor.

"Wow—" said the visitor.

He had begun to pace slowly down the gallery, keeping his face to the tapestries, like an actor playing to the footlights.

He had started to walk slowly down the hall, facing the tapestries, like an actor performing for the audience.

"AH—" he said again.

"Ah—" he said again.

To ease the tension of her nerves Undine began: "They were given by
Louis the Fifteenth to the Marquis de Chelles who—"

To calm her nerves, Undine started: "They were given by
Louis the Fifteenth to the Marquis de Chelles who—"

"Their history has been published," the visitor briefly interposed; and she coloured at her blunder.

"Their history has been published," the visitor quickly chimed in; and she blushed at her mistake.

The swarthy stranger, fitting a pair of eye-glasses to a nose that was like an instrument of precision, had begun a closer and more detailed inspection of the tapestries. He seemed totally unmindful of her presence, and his air of lofty indifference was beginning to make her wish she had not sent for him. His manner in Paris had been so different!

The dark-skinned stranger, adjusting a pair of glasses on a nose that was sharp and precise, was starting to examine the tapestries more closely and thoroughly. He appeared completely unaware of her presence, and his aloof attitude was making her regret summoning him. He had been so different in Paris!

Suddenly he turned and took off the glasses, which sprang back into a fold of his clothing like retracted feelers.

Suddenly, he turned and removed the glasses, which sprang back into a fold of his clothing like retracted antennae.

"Yes." He stood and looked at her without seeing her. "Very well. I have brought down a gentleman."

"Yeah." He stood and looked at her but didn't really see her. "Alright. I've taken down a gentleman."

"A gentleman—?"

"A gentleman?"

"The greatest American collector—he buys only the best. He will not be long in Paris, and it was his only chance of coming down."

"The greatest American collector—he only buys the best. He won’t be in Paris for long, and this was his only chance to come down."

Undine drew herself up. "I don't understand—I never said the tapestries were for sale."

Undine straightened her posture. "I don't get it—I never said the tapestries were for sale."

"Precisely. But this gentleman buys only this that are not for sale."

"Exactly. But this guy only buys things that aren't for sale."

It sounded dazzling and she wavered. "I don't know—you were only to put a price on them—"

It sounded amazing and she hesitated. "I don't know—you were just supposed to put a price on them—"

"Let me see him look at them first; then I'll put a price on them," he chuckled; and without waiting for her answer he went to the door and opened it. The gesture revealed the fur-coated back of a gentleman who stood at the opposite end of the hall examining the bust of a seventeenth century field-marshal.

"Let me see him check them out first; then I'll put a price on them," he laughed, and without waiting for her reply, he went to the door and opened it. The gesture revealed the fur-coated back of a man who stood at the far end of the hall, looking at the bust of a seventeenth-century field marshal.

The dealer addressed the back respectfully. "Mr. Moffatt!"

The dealer called out to the back politely. "Mr. Moffatt!"

Moffatt, who appeared to be interested in the bust, glanced over his shoulder without moving. "See here—"

Moffatt, who seemed to be interested in the bust, looked over his shoulder without turning. "Check this out—"

His glance took in Undine, widened to astonishment and passed into apostrophe. "Well, if this ain't the damnedest—!" He came forward and took her by both hands. "Why, what on earth are you doing down here?"

His gaze landed on Undine, grew wider in surprise, and turned into a heartfelt exclamation. "Well, if this isn’t the craziest—!" He stepped closer and took her hands in his. "Why on earth are you down here?"

She laughed and blushed, in a tremor at the odd turn of the adventure.
"I live here. Didn't you know?"

She laughed and blushed, feeling a little shaken by the strange twist of the adventure.
"I live here. Didn’t you know?"

"Not a word—never thought of asking the party's name." He turned jovially to the bowing dealer. "Say—I told you those tapestries'd have to be out and outers to make up for the trip; but now I see I was mistaken."

"Not a word—never even thought to ask the party's name." He turned cheerfully to the bowing dealer. "Hey—I told you those tapestries would have to be amazing to make the trip worth it; but now I realize I was wrong."

Undine looked at him curiously. His physical appearance was unchanged: he was as compact and ruddy as ever, with the same astute eyes under the same guileless brow; but his self-confidence had become less aggressive, and she had never seen him so gallantly at ease.

Undine looked at him with curiosity. His physical appearance was unchanged: he was still as sturdy and rosy as ever, with the same sharp eyes beneath the same innocent brow; but his self-confidence had become less forceful, and she had never seen him so effortlessly composed.

"I didn't know you'd become a great collector."

"I had no idea you became such a great collector."

"The greatest! Didn't he tell you so? I thought that was why I was allowed to come."

"The best! Didn't he tell you that? I figured that’s why I was allowed to come."

She hesitated. "Of course, you know, the tapestries are not for sale—"

She hesitated. "Of course, you know, the tapestries aren't for sale—"

"That so? I thought that was only his dodge to get me down. Well, I'm glad they ain't: it'll give us more time to talk."

"Is that so? I thought that was just his way of trying to get rid of me. Well, I'm glad they're not: it'll give us more time to chat."

Watch in hand, the dealer intervened. "If, nevertheless, you would first take a glance. Our train—"

Watch in hand, the dealer stepped in. "If you could just take a look first. Our train—"

"It ain't mine!" Moffatt interrupted; "at least not if there's a later one."

"It’s not mine!" Moffatt interrupted; "at least not if there's a later one."

Undine's presence of mind had returned. "Of course there is," she said gaily. She led the way back into the gallery, half hoping the dealer would allege a pressing reason for departure. She was excited and amused at Moffatt's unexpected appearance, but humiliated that he should suspect her of being in financial straits. She never wanted to see Moffatt except when she was happy and triumphant.

Undine's clarity of thought was back. "Of course there is," she said cheerfully. She took the lead back into the gallery, secretly hoping the dealer would find a reason to leave. She felt a mix of excitement and amusement at Moffatt's unexpected arrival, but also embarrassed that he might think she was having money problems. She only wanted to see Moffatt when she was feeling happy and victorious.

The dealer had followed the other two into the gallery, and there was a moment's pause while they all stood silently before the tapestries. "By George!" Moffatt finally brought out.

The dealer had followed the other two into the gallery, and there was a moment of silence as they all stood together before the tapestries. "Wow!" Moffatt finally exclaimed.

"They're historical, you know: the King gave them to Raymond's great-great-grandfather. The other day when I was in Paris," Undine hurried on, "I asked Mr. Fleischhauer to come down some time and tell us what they're worth … and he seems to have misunderstood … to have thought we meant to sell them." She addressed herself more pointedly to the dealer. "I'm sorry you've had the trip for nothing."

"They're historical, you know: the King gave them to Raymond's great-great-grandfather. The other day when I was in Paris," Undine continued, "I asked Mr. Fleischhauer to come down sometime and tell us what they're worth … and he seems to have misunderstood … thinking we meant to sell them." She directed her words more specifically to the dealer. "I'm sorry you made the trip for no reason."

Mr. Fleischhauer inclined himself eloquently. "It is not nothing to have seen such beauty."

Mr. Fleischhauer leaned in thoughtfully. "It's not insignificant to have witnessed such beauty."

Moffatt gave him a humorous look. "I'd hate to see Mr. Fleischhauer miss his train—"

Moffatt gave him a funny look. "I really wouldn't want to see Mr. Fleischhauer miss his train—"

"I shall not miss it: I miss nothing," said Mr. Fleischhauer. He bowed to Undine and backed toward the door.

"I won't miss it: I don't miss anything," Mr. Fleischhauer said. He nodded to Undine and stepped back toward the door.

"See here," Moffatt called to him as he reached the threshold, "you let the motor take you to the station, and charge up this trip to me."

"Hey," Moffatt called to him as he reached the door, "let the car take you to the station and put this trip on my tab."

When the door closed he turned to Undine with a laugh. "Well, this beats the band. I thought of course you were living up in Paris."

When the door shut, he turned to Undine with a laugh. "Well, this is better than expected. I honestly thought you were living up in Paris."

Again she felt a twinge of embarrassment. "Oh, French people—I mean my husband's kind—always spend a part of the year on their estates."

Again she felt a pang of embarrassment. "Oh, the French—I mean my husband's people—always spend part of the year at their estates."

"But not this part, do they? Why, everything's humming up there now.
I was dining at the Nouveau Luxe last night with the Driscolls and
Shallums and Mrs. Rolliver, and all your old crowd were there whooping
things up."

"But not this part, do they? Why, everything's buzzing up there now.
I was having dinner at the Nouveau Luxe last night with the Driscolls and
Shallums and Mrs. Rolliver, and all your old friends were there celebrating
things up."

The Driscolls and Shallums and Mrs. Rolliver! How carelessly he reeled off their names! One could see from his tone that he was one of them and wanted her to know it. And nothing could have given her a completer sense of his achievement—of the number of millions he must be worth. It must have come about very recently, yet he was already at ease in his new honours—he had the metropolitan tone. While she examined him with these thoughts in her mind she was aware of his giving her as close a scrutiny. "But I suppose you've got your own crowd now," he continued; "you always WERE a lap ahead of me." He sent his glance down the lordly length of the room. "It's sorter funny to see you in this kind of place; but you look it—you always DO look it!"

The Driscolls, the Shallums, and Mrs. Rolliver! He casually rattled off their names! You could tell from his tone that he was one of them and wanted her to realize it. Nothing could have given her a clearer sense of his success—of the fortune he must have. It must have happened very recently, yet he was already comfortable with his new status—he had that upscale vibe. While she sized him up with these thoughts in her head, she noticed he was closely examining her too. "But I guess you have your own group now," he continued; "you always WERE a step ahead of me." He glanced down the impressive length of the room. "It's kind of funny to see you in this type of place; but you fit in—you always DO fit in!"

She laughed. "So do you—I was just thinking it!" Their eyes met. "I suppose you must be awfully rich."

She laughed. "You too—I was just thinking that!" Their eyes met. "I guess you must be really rich."

He laughed too, holding her eyes. "Oh, out of sight! The Consolidation set me on my feet. I own pretty near the whole of Apex. I came down to buy these tapestries for my private car."

He laughed too, holding her gaze. "Oh, out of sight! The Consolidation got me back on my feet. I own almost all of Apex. I came down to buy these tapestries for my private car."

The familiar accent of hyperbole exhilarated her. "I don't suppose I could stop you if you really wanted them!"

The well-known tone of exaggeration thrilled her. "I guess I can't stop you if you really want them!"

"Nobody can stop me now if I want anything."

"Nobody can stop me now if I want something."

They were looking at each other with challenge and complicity in their eyes. His voice, his look, all the loud confident vigorous things he embodied and expressed, set her blood beating with curiosity. "I didn't know you and Rolliver were friends," she said.

They were staring at each other with a mix of challenge and understanding in their eyes. His voice, his gaze, and all the bold, confident energy he exuded sparked her curiosity. "I didn’t know you and Rolliver were friends," she said.

"Oh JIM—" his accent verged on the protective. "Old Jim's all right. He's in Congress now. I've got to have somebody up in Washington." He had thrust his hands in his pockets, and with his head thrown back and his lips shaped to the familiar noiseless whistle, was looking slowly and discerningly about him.

"Oh JIM—" his tone sounded almost protective. "Old Jim's doing fine. He's in Congress now. I need someone in Washington." He had shoved his hands in his pockets, and with his head tilted back and his lips forming the usual silent whistle, he was looking around him slowly and thoughtfully.

Presently his eyes reverted to her face. "So this is what I helped you to get," he said. "I've always meant to run over some day and take a look. What is it they call you—a Marquise?"

Currently, his eyes returned to her face. "So this is what I helped you achieve," he said. "I've always planned to come by someday and take a look. What do they call you—a Marquise?"

She paled a little, and then flushed again. "What made you do it?" she broke out abruptly. "I've often wondered."

She turned a bit pale, then blushed again. "What made you do it?" she suddenly asked. "I've thought about it a lot."

He laughed. "What—lend you a hand? Why, my business instinct, I suppose. I saw you were in a tight place that time I ran across you in Paris—and I hadn't any grudge against you. Fact is, I've never had the time to nurse old scores, and if you neglect 'em they die off like gold-fish." He was still composedly regarding her. "It's funny to think of your having settled down to this kind of life; I hope you've got what you wanted. This is a great place you live in."

He laughed. "What—help you out? I guess it’s just my instinct for business. I noticed you were in a tough spot the time I bumped into you in Paris—and I didn’t hold anything against you. Honestly, I’ve never had the time to dwell on old grudges, and if you ignore them, they just fade away like goldfish." He continued to look at her calmly. "It’s surprising to see you’ve settled into this kind of life; I hope you got what you wanted. This is a nice place you live in."

"Yes; but I see a little too much of it. We live here most of the year." She had meant to give him the illusion of success, but some underlying community of instinct drew the confession from her lips.

"Yeah, but I feel like I'm seeing a bit too much of it. We live here most of the year." She had intended to create the impression of success, but some hidden connection of instinct made the truth slip from her lips.

"That so? Why on earth don't you cut it and come up to Paris?"

"Is that so? Why don't you just cut it and come to Paris?"

"Oh, Raymond's absorbed in the estates—and we haven't got the money.
This place eats it all up."

"Oh, Raymond's focused on the estates—and we don't have the funds.
This place consumes it all."

"Well, that sounds aristocratic; but ain't it rather out of date? When the swells are hard-up nowadays they generally chip off an heirloom." He wheeled round again to the tapestries. "There are a good many Paris seasons hanging right here on this wall."

"Well, that sounds fancy, but isn't it a bit outdated? When the wealthy are struggling these days, they usually sell off an heirloom." He turned back to the tapestries. "There are quite a few Paris seasons displayed right here on this wall."

"Yes—I know." She tried to check herself, to summon up a glittering equivocation; but his face, his voice, the very words he used, were like so many hammer-strokes demolishing the unrealities that imprisoned her. Here was some one who spoke her language, who knew her meanings, who understood instinctively all the deep-seated wants for which her acquired vocabulary had no terms; and as she talked she once more seemed to herself intelligent, eloquent and interesting.

"Yes—I know." She tried to hold herself back, to come up with a clever response; but his face, his voice, and even the words he used felt like a series of hammer blows breaking down the illusions that trapped her. Here was someone who spoke her language, who understood her feelings, who instinctively grasped all the deep needs that her learned vocabulary couldn’t express; and as she spoke, she once again felt intelligent, eloquent, and interesting.

"Of course it's frightfully lonely down here," she began; and through the opening made by the admission the whole flood of her grievances poured forth. She tried to let him see that she had not sacrificed herself for nothing; she touched on the superiorities of her situation, she gilded the circumstances of which she called herself the victim, and let titles, offices and attributes shed their utmost lustre on her tale; but what she had to boast of seemed small and tinkling compared with the evidences of his power.

"Of course it's really lonely down here," she started; and through the opening created by this admission, all her complaints came rushing out. She tried to make him understand that she hadn't sacrificed herself for nothing; she highlighted the advantages of her situation, she embellished the circumstances that she claimed made her a victim, and let titles, roles, and labels shine their brightest on her story; but what she had to boast about felt insignificant and trivial compared to the evidence of his power.

"Well, it's a downright shame you don't go round more," he kept saying; and she felt ashamed of her tame acceptance of her fate.

"Well, it's really a shame you don't get out more," he kept saying; and she felt embarrassed by her passive acceptance of her situation.

When she had told her story she asked for his; and for the first time she listened to it with interest. He had what he wanted at last. The Apex Consolidation scheme, after a long interval of suspense, had obtained its charter and shot out huge ramifications. Rolliver had "stood in" with him at the critical moment, and between them they had "chucked out" old Harmon B. Driscoll bag and baggage, and got the whole town in their control. Absorbed in his theme, and forgetting her inability to follow him, Moffatt launched out on an epic recital of plot and counterplot, and she hung, a new Desdemona, on his conflict with the new anthropophagi. It was of no consequence that the details and the technicalities escaped her: she knew their meaningless syllables stood for success, and what that meant was as clear as day to her. Every Wall Street term had its equivalent in the language of Fifth Avenue, and while he talked of building up railways she was building up palaces, and picturing all the multiple lives he would lead in them. To have things had always seemed to her the first essential of existence, and as she listened to him the vision of the things he could have unrolled itself before her like the long triumph of an Asiatic conqueror.

When she finished sharing her story, she asked for his; and for the first time, she listened with real interest. He finally had what he wanted. The Apex Consolidation scheme, after a long period of waiting, had received its charter and expanded rapidly. Rolliver had supported him at the crucial moment, and together, they had gotten rid of old Harmon B. Driscoll completely, bringing the whole town under their control. Caught up in his narrative and forgetting her struggle to keep up, Moffatt embarked on an epic recounting of schemes and counter-schemes, and she felt like a new Desdemona, absorbed in his battle with the new challenges ahead. It didn’t matter that the details and specifics were lost on her: she understood that those confusing terms represented success, and what that meant was as clear as day to her. Every Wall Street term had a counterpart in the language of Fifth Avenue, and while he talked about building up railroads, she envisioned grand palaces and imagined all the different lives he could have in them. To her, having things had always seemed like the most important aspect of existence, and as she listened to him, the vision of everything he could possess unfolded before her like the long triumph of an Asian conqueror.

"And what are you going to do next?" she asked, almost breathlessly, when he had ended.

"And what are you going to do next?" she asked, nearly breathless, when he finished.

"Oh, there's always a lot to do next. Business never goes to sleep."

"Oh, there's always so much to do next. Business never stops."

"Yes; but I mean besides business."

"Yeah, but I’m talking about something other than work."

"Why—everything I can, I guess." He leaned back in his chair with an air of placid power, as if he were so sure of getting what he wanted that there was no longer any use in hurrying, huge as his vistas had become.

"Why—everything I can, I guess." He leaned back in his chair with a calm confidence, as if he was so certain of getting what he wanted that hurrying was pointless, no matter how vast his possibilities had become.

She continued to question him, and he began to talk of his growing passion for pictures and furniture, and of his desire to form a collection which should be a great representative assemblage of unmatched specimens. As he spoke she saw his expression change, and his eyes grow younger, almost boyish, with a concentrated look in them that reminded her of long-forgotten things.

She kept asking him questions, and he started to share his increasing love for art and furniture, as well as his wish to create a collection that would be a remarkable showcase of unique pieces. As he spoke, she noticed his expression change, and his eyes seemed to become younger, almost youthful, with a focused look that reminded her of long-lost memories.

"I mean to have the best, you know; not just to get ahead of the other fellows, but because I know it when I see it. I guess that's the only good reason," he concluded; and he added, looking at her with a smile: "It was what you were always after, wasn't it?"

"I want the best, you know; not just to outdo the other guys, but because I can recognize it when I see it. I guess that's the only good reason," he finished, and then smiled at her, adding, "That’s what you were always after, right?"

XLII

Undine had gained her point, and the entresol of the Hotel de Chelles reopened its doors for the season.

Undine had achieved her goal, and the mezzanine of the Hotel de Chelles reopened for the season.

Hubert and his wife, in expectation of the birth of an heir, had withdrawn to the sumptuous chateau which General Arlington had hired for them near Compiegne, and Undine was at least spared the sight of their bright windows and animated stairway. But she had to take her share of the felicitations which the whole far-reaching circle of friends and relations distributed to every member of Hubert's family on the approach of the happy event. Nor was this the hardest of her trials. Raymond had done what she asked—he had stood out against his mother's protests, set aside considerations of prudence, and consented to go up to Paris for two months; but he had done so on the understanding that during their stay they should exercise the most unremitting economy. As dinner-giving put the heaviest strain on their budget, all hospitality was suspended; and when Undine attempted to invite a few friends informally she was warned that she could not do so without causing the gravest offense to the many others genealogically entitled to the same attention.

Hubert and his wife, expecting the arrival of an heir, had retreated to the lavish chateau that General Arlington had rented for them near Compiegne, and Undine was at least spared the sight of their bright windows and bustling staircase. But she still had to endure the congratulatory messages that the vast network of friends and family sent to every member of Hubert's family as the happy event approached. Yet this wasn't her biggest challenge. Raymond had done what she asked—he stood firm against his mother's protests, dismissed concerns about being prudent, and agreed to go to Paris for two months; but he did so on the condition that they would stick to a strict budget during their stay. Since hosting dinner parties was the biggest strain on their finances, all hospitality was put on hold; and when Undine tried to invite a few friends casually, she was cautioned that she couldn’t do so without offending many others who were genealogically entitled to the same kind of attention.

Raymond's insistence on this rule was simply part of an elaborate and inveterate system of "relations" (the whole of French social life seemed to depend on the exact interpretation of that word), and Undine felt the uselessness of struggling against such mysterious inhibitions. He reminded her, however, that their inability to receive would give them all the more opportunity for going out, and he showed himself more socially disposed than in the past. But his concession did not result as she had hoped. They were asked out as much as ever, but they were asked to big dinners, to impersonal crushes, to the kind of entertainment it is a slight to be omitted from but no compliment to be included in. Nothing could have been more galling to Undine, and she frankly bewailed the fact to Madame de Trezac.

Raymond's insistence on this rule was just part of a complex and deeply rooted system of "relationships" (the entire social life in France seemed to hinge on how that word was understood), and Undine realized that fighting against such mysterious restrictions was pointless. He did point out, though, that their inability to host would allow them even more chances to go out, and he seemed more open to socializing than before. But his concession didn’t produce the results she had hoped for. They received as many invitations as always, but these were for large dinners, crowded gatherings, and types of events where being invited felt obligatory but didn’t really mean anything special. Nothing could have been more frustrating for Undine, and she candidly expressed her frustration to Madame de Trezac.

"Of course it's what was sure to come of being mewed up for months and months in the country. We're out of everything, and the people who are having a good time are simply too busy to remember us. We're only asked to the things that are made up from visiting-lists."

"Of course, it's what was bound to happen after being cooped up for months in the countryside. We're out of everything, and the people who are having fun are just too busy to think of us. We're only invited to the events that come from guest lists."

Madame de Trezac listened sympathetically, but did not suppress a candid answer.

Madame de Trezac listened kindly, but didn't hold back a sincere response.

"It's not altogether that, my dear; Raymond's not a man his friends forget. It's rather more, if you'll excuse my saying so, the fact of your being—you personally—in the wrong set."

"It's not just that, my dear; Raymond's not someone his friends forget. It's more about, if you'll forgive me for saying this, the fact that you—personally—are in the wrong crowd."

"The wrong set? Why, I'm in HIS set—the one that thinks itself too good for all the others. That's what you've always told me when I've said it bored me."

"The wrong group? No way, I'm in HIS group—the one that thinks it's too good for everyone else. That's what you've always told me when I've said it bored me."

"Well, that's what I mean—" Madame de Trezac took the plunge. "It's not a question of your being bored."

"Well, that's what I mean—" Madame de Trezac took the plunge. "It's not about you being bored."

Undine coloured; but she could take the hardest thrusts where her personal interest was involved. "You mean that I'M the bore, then?"

Undine flushed, but she could handle the toughest criticisms when her personal interests were at stake. "So you think I'M the boring one, huh?"

"Well, you don't work hard enough—you don't keep up. It's not that they don't admire you—your looks, I mean; they think you beautiful; they're delighted to bring you out at their big dinners, with the Sevres and the plate. But a woman has got to be something more than good-looking to have a chance to be intimate with them: she's got to know what's being said about things. I watched you the other night at the Duchess's, and half the time you hadn't an idea what they were talking about. I haven't always, either; but then I have to put up with the big dinners."

"Well, you don’t work hard enough—you just don’t keep up. It’s not that they don’t admire you—your looks, I mean; they think you’re beautiful; they’re thrilled to take you to their fancy dinners, with the Sevres and the fine china. But a woman needs to be more than just good-looking to get close to them: she has to know what’s being said about things. I watched you the other night at the Duchess’s, and half the time you had no clue what they were talking about. I haven’t always either; but then I have to deal with the fancy dinners."

Undine winced under the criticism; but she had never lacked insight into the cause of her own failures, and she had already had premonitions of what Madame de Trezac so bluntly phrased. When Raymond ceased to be interested in her conversation she had concluded it was the way of husbands; but since then it had been slowly dawning on her that she produced the same effect on others. Her entrances were always triumphs; but they had no sequel. As soon as people began to talk they ceased to see her. Any sense of insufficiency exasperated her, and she had vague thoughts of cultivating herself, and went so far as to spend a morning in the Louvre and go to one or two lectures by a fashionable philosopher. But though she returned from these expeditions charged with opinions, their expression did not excite the interest she had hoped. Her views, if abundant, were confused, and the more she said the more nebulous they seemed to grow. She was disconcerted, moreover, by finding that everybody appeared to know about the things she thought she had discovered, and her comments clearly produced more bewilderment than interest.

Undine flinched at the criticism; but she had always understood the reasons behind her own failures and had already sensed what Madame de Trezac so bluntly stated. When Raymond stopped being interested in her conversations, she thought it was just how husbands acted; however, it gradually became clear to her that she had the same effect on others. Her entrances were always a hit, but there was no follow-up. As soon as people started talking, they stopped noticing her. Any feelings of inadequacy frustrated her, and she had vague ideas about improving herself, even spending a morning at the Louvre and attending a couple of lectures by a trendy philosopher. However, even though she returned from these outings full of opinions, expressing them didn’t spark the interest she had hoped for. Her ideas, though plentiful, were muddled, and the more she spoke, the more unclear they seemed to get. She was also thrown off by realizing that everyone seemed to know about the things she thought she had discovered, and her comments seemed to create more confusion than interest.

Remembering the attention she had attracted on her first appearance in Raymond's world she concluded that she had "gone off" or grown dowdy, and instead of wasting more time in museums and lecture-halls she prolonged her hours at the dress-maker's and gave up the rest of the day to the scientific cultivation of her beauty.

Remembering the attention she had gotten during her first appearance in Raymond's world, she decided that she had "let herself go" or become dull, and instead of spending more time in museums and lecture halls, she extended her hours at the dressmaker's and dedicated the rest of the day to seriously enhancing her beauty.

"I suppose I've turned into a perfect frump down there in that wilderness," she lamented to Madame de Trezac, who replied inexorably: "Oh, no, you're as handsome as ever; but people here don't go on looking at each other forever as they do in London."

"I guess I've become a total frump down there in that wilderness," she said to Madame de Trezac, who replied firmly: "Oh no, you’re just as beautiful as always; but people here don’t keep staring at each other like they do in London."

Meanwhile financial cares became more pressing. A dunning letter from one of her tradesmen fell into Raymond's hands, and the talk it led to ended in his making it clear to her that she must settle her personal debts without his aid. All the "scenes" about money which had disturbed her past had ended in some mysterious solution of her difficulty. Disagreeable as they were, she had always, vulgarly speaking, found they paid; but now it was she who was expected to pay. Raymond took his stand without ill-temper or apology: he simply argued from inveterate precedent. But it was impossible for Undine to understand a social organization which did not regard the indulging of woman as its first purpose, or to believe that any one taking another view was not moved by avarice or malice; and the discussion ended in mutual acrimony.

Meanwhile, financial worries became more urgent. A collection letter from one of her suppliers landed in Raymond's hands, and the conversation that followed made it clear to her that she needed to settle her personal debts without his help. All the “scenes” about money that had troubled her in the past had somehow resolved themselves mysteriously. As unpleasant as they were, she had always found that they, to put it bluntly, worked out in her favor; but now, she was the one expected to pay. Raymond stood his ground without getting upset or apologizing: he simply referred to established precedent. But it was impossible for Undine to grasp a social structure that didn’t prioritize the indulgence of women as its main goal, or to believe that anyone who thought differently wasn’t motivated by greed or spite; and the discussion ended in mutual resentment.

The morning afterward, Raymond came into her room with a letter in his hand.

The next morning, Raymond walked into her room holding a letter.

"Is this your doing?" he asked. His look and voice expressed something she had never known before: the disciplined anger of a man trained to keep his emotions in fixed channels, but knowing how to fill them to the brim.

"Is this your doing?" he asked. His expression and tone conveyed something she had never experienced before: the controlled anger of a man trained to manage his emotions, but fully aware of how to let them overflow.

The letter was from Mr. Fleischhauer, who begged to transmit to the Marquis de Chelles an offer for his Boucher tapestries from a client prepared to pay the large sum named on condition that it was accepted before his approaching departure for America.

The letter was from Mr. Fleischhauer, who requested to send the Marquis de Chelles an offer for his Boucher tapestries from a client willing to pay the significant amount mentioned, as long as it was accepted before his upcoming trip to America.

"What does it mean?" Raymond continued, as she did not speak.

"What does it mean?" Raymond asked, since she didn't respond.

"How should I know? It's a lot of money," she stammered, shaken out of her self-possession. She had not expected so prompt a sequel to the dealer's visit, and she was vexed with him for writing to Raymond without consulting her. But she recognized Moffatt's high-handed way, and her fears faded in the great blaze of the sum he offered.

"How should I know? That's a lot of money," she stammered, thrown off balance. She hadn't expected such a quick follow-up to the dealer's visit, and she was annoyed with him for writing to Raymond without asking her first. But she was aware of Moffatt's overbearing manner, and her worries faded in the glow of the huge amount he was offering.

Her husband was still looking at her. "It was Fleischhauer who brought a man down to see the tapestries one day when I was away at Beaune?"

Her husband was still looking at her. "It was Fleischhauer who brought a guy down to check out the tapestries one day when I was away in Beaune?"

He had known, then—everything was known at Saint Desert!

He had known, then—everyone knew everything at Saint Desert!

She wavered a moment and then gave him back his look.

She hesitated for a moment and then returned his gaze.

"Yes—it was Fleischhauer; and I sent for him."

"Yes—it was Fleischhauer; and I called for him."

"You sent for him?"

"Did you call for him?"

He spoke in a voice so veiled and repressed that he seemed to be consciously saving it for some premeditated outbreak. Undine felt its menace, but the thought of Moffatt sent a flame through her, and the words he would have spoken seemed to fly to her lips.

He spoke in a voice so hidden and restrained that it felt like he was purposely saving it for some planned explosion. Undine sensed its threat, but the thought of Moffatt ignited a fire within her, and the words he would have said seemed to rush to her lips.

"Why shouldn't I? Something had to be done. We can't go on as we are. I've tried my best to economize—I've scraped and scrimped, and gone without heaps of things I've always had. I've moped for months and months at Saint Desert, and given up sending Paul to school because it was too expensive, and asking my friends to dine because we couldn't afford it. And you expect me to go on living like this for the rest of my life, when all you've got to do is to hold out your hand and have two million francs drop into it!"

"Why shouldn’t I? Something needed to be done. We can’t keep living like this. I’ve done my best to save money—I’ve cut back, gone without a ton of things I’ve always had. I’ve been miserable for months at Saint Desert, and I stopped sending Paul to school because it was too pricey, and I’ve given up inviting my friends over for dinner because we can’t afford it. And you think I should keep living like this for the rest of my life when all you have to do is reach out your hand and two million francs will fall into it!"

Her husband stood looking at her coldly and curiously, as though she were some alien apparition his eyes had never before beheld.

Her husband stood looking at her with a cold, curious stare, as if she were some strange being he had never seen before.

"Ah, that's your answer—that's all you feel when you lay hands on things that are sacred to us!" He stopped a moment, and then let his voice break out with the volume she had felt it to be gathering. "And you're all alike," he exclaimed, "every one of you. You come among us from a country we don't know, and can't imagine, a country you care for so little that before you've been a day in ours you've forgotten the very house you were born in—if it wasn't torn down before you knew it! You come among us speaking our language and not knowing what we mean; wanting the things we want, and not knowing why we want them; aping our weaknesses, exaggerating our follies, ignoring or ridiculing all we care about—you come from hotels as big as towns, and from towns as flimsy as paper, where the streets haven't had time to be named, and the buildings are demolished before they're dry, and the people are as proud of changing as we are of holding to what we have—and we're fools enough to imagine that because you copy our ways and pick up our slang you understand anything about the things that make life decent and honourable for us!"

"Ah, that's your answer—that's all you feel when you touch things that are sacred to us!" He paused for a moment, then let his voice rise with the intensity she had sensed it building. "And you're all the same," he exclaimed, "every single one of you. You come to us from a place we don't know and can't even picture, a place you care for so little that by the time you've been in ours for a day, you've forgotten the very house you were born in—if it wasn't demolished before you were aware of it! You come among us speaking our language yet not understanding what we mean; wanting the things we want, but not knowing why we want them; mimicking our flaws, exaggerating our foolishness, ignoring or mocking everything we value—you arrive from hotels as big as towns, and from towns as flimsy as paper, where the streets haven't even been named yet, the buildings are taken down before they're even finished, and the people are as proud of their constant changes as we are of holding on to what we have—and we're foolish enough to think that just because you imitate our ways and pick up our slang, you understand anything about what makes life decent and honorable for us!"

He stopped again, his white face and drawn nostrils giving him so much the look of an extremely distinguished actor in a fine part that, in spite of the vehemence of his emotion, his silence might have been the deliberate pause for a replique. Undine kept him waiting long enough to give the effect of having lost her cue—then she brought out, with a little soft stare of incredulity: "Do you mean to say you're going to refuse such an offer?"

He stopped again, his pale face and flared nostrils making him look like a classy actor in a great role, so much so that, despite how intense his feelings were, his silence could have easily seemed like a calculated pause for a comeback. Undine made him wait just long enough to create the impression that she had forgotten her line—then she added, with a slight, soft look of disbelief: "Are you really saying you’ll turn down such an offer?"

"Ah—!" He turned back from the door, and picking up the letter that lay on the table between them, tore it in pieces and tossed the pieces on the floor. "That's how I refuse it!"

"Ah—!" He turned away from the door, picked up the letter that was on the table between them, tore it into pieces, and threw the pieces on the floor. "That's how I reject it!"

The violence of his tone and gesture made her feel as though the fluttering strips were so many lashes laid across her face, and a rage that was half fear possessed her.

The harshness of his tone and gestures made her feel like the fluttering strips were hitting her face like lashes, and a mix of fear and anger overcame her.

"How dare you speak to me like that? Nobody's ever dared to before. Is talking to a woman in that way one of the things you call decent and honourable? Now that I know what you feel about me I don't want to stay in your house another day. And I don't mean to—I mean to walk out of it this very hour!"

"How dare you talk to me like that? No one has ever had the nerve to before. Is talking to a woman like that one of the things you consider decent and honorable? Now that I understand how you feel about me, I don't want to stay in your house another minute. And I'm serious—I plan to walk out of here right now!"

For a moment they stood face to face, the depths of their mutual incomprehension at last bared to each other's angry eyes; then Raymond, his glance travelling past her, pointed to the fragments of paper on the floor.

For a moment they stood facing each other, the extent of their mutual misunderstanding finally exposed in each other's angry eyes; then Raymond, his gaze drifting past her, pointed to the torn pieces of paper on the floor.

"If you're capable of that you're capable of anything!" he said as he went out of the room.

"If you can do that, you can do anything!" he said as he left the room.

XLIII

She watched him go in a kind of stupour, knowing that when they next met he would be as courteous and self-possessed as if nothing had happened, but that everything would nevertheless go on in the same way—in HIS way—and that there was no more hope of shaking his resolve or altering his point of view than there would have been of transporting the deep-rooted masonry of Saint Desert by means of the wheeled supports on which Apex architecture performed its easy transits.

She watched him leave in a daze, knowing that when they met again, he would be just as polite and composed as if nothing had happened. Yet everything would continue in the same way—in HIS way—and there would be no hope of changing his mind or shifting his perspective any more than there would be of moving the solid foundation of Saint Desert with the wheeled supports used in modern architecture.

One of her childish rages possessed her, sweeping away every feeling save the primitive impulse to hurt and destroy; but search as she would she could not find a crack in the strong armour of her husband's habits and prejudices. For a long time she continued to sit where he had left her, staring at the portraits on the walls as though they had joined hands to imprison her. Hitherto she had almost always felt herself a match for circumstances, but now the very dead were leagued to defeat her: people she had never seen and whose names she couldn't even remember seemed to be plotting and contriving against her under the escutcheoned grave-stones of Saint Desert.

One of her childish fits took over, wiping out every emotion except the basic urge to hurt and destroy; but no matter how hard she tried, she couldn't find a crack in her husband's strong habits and prejudices. For a long time, she sat where he had left her, staring at the portraits on the walls as if they had joined forces to trap her. Until now, she had usually felt capable against her circumstances, but now even the dead were aligned against her: people she'd never met and whose names she couldn't even remember seemed to be plotting against her under the marked gravestones of Saint Desert.

Her eyes turned to the old warm-toned furniture beneath the pictures, and to her own idle image in the mirror above the mantelpiece. Even in that one small room there were enough things of price to buy a release from her most pressing cares; and the great house, in which the room was a mere cell, and the other greater house in Burgundy, held treasures to deplete even such a purse as Moffatt's. She liked to see such things about her—without any real sense of their meaning she felt them to be the appropriate setting of a pretty woman, to embody something of the rareness and distinction she had always considered she possessed; and she reflected that if she had still been Moffatt's wife he would have given her just such a setting, and the power to live in it as became her.

Her eyes drifted to the old, warm-toned furniture below the pictures and to her own idle reflection in the mirror above the mantelpiece. Even in that small room, there were enough valuable items to free her from her biggest worries; and the large house, where the room was just a tiny cell, along with the even bigger house in Burgundy, contained treasures that could drain even a wallet like Moffatt's. She enjoyed having such things around her—without really understanding their meaning, she felt they were the perfect backdrop for a beautiful woman, capturing some of the rarity and distinction she always believed she possessed; and she thought that if she had still been Moffatt's wife, he would have given her just such an environment and the ability to live in it as she deserved.

The thought sent her memory flying back to things she had turned it from for years. For the first time since their far-off weeks together she let herself relive the brief adventure. She had been drawn to Elmer Moffatt from the first—from the day when Ben Frusk, Indiana's brother, had brought him to a church picnic at Mulvey's Grove, and he had taken instant possession of Undine, sitting in the big "stage" beside her on the "ride" to the grove, supplanting Millard Binch (to whom she was still, though intermittently and incompletely, engaged), swinging her between the trees, rowing her on the lake, catching and kissing her in "forfeits," awarding her the first prize in the Beauty Show he hilariously organized and gallantly carried out, and finally (no one knew how) contriving to borrow a buggy and a fast colt from old Mulvey, and driving off with her at a two-forty gait while Millard and the others took their dust in the crawling stage.

The thought made her memory dive back into things she had avoided for years. For the first time since those distant weeks together, she allowed herself to relive the brief adventure. She had been attracted to Elmer Moffatt from the very beginning—from the day when Ben Frusk, Indiana's brother, brought him to a church picnic at Mulvey's Grove. He immediately captured Undine's attention, sitting in the big "stage" next to her on the "ride" to the grove, taking Millard Binch's place (to whom she was still, though occasionally and partially, engaged), swinging her between the trees, rowing her on the lake, catching and kissing her during "forfeits," awarding her the first prize in the Beauty Show he hilariously organized and carried out with charm, and finally (no one knew how) managing to borrow a buggy and a fast colt from old Mulvey, driving off with her at a two-forty pace while Millard and the others trailed behind in the slow stage.

No one in Apex knew where young Moffatt had come from, and he offered no information on the subject. He simply appeared one day behind the counter in Luckaback's Dollar Shoe-store, drifted thence to the office of Semple and Binch, the coal-merchants, reappeared as the stenographer of the Police Court, and finally edged his way into the power-house of the Apex Water-Works. He boarded with old Mrs. Flynn, down in North Fifth Street, on the edge of the red-light slum, he never went to church or attended lectures, or showed any desire to improve or refine himself; but he managed to get himself invited to all the picnics and lodge sociables, and at a supper of the Phi Upsilon Society, to which he had contrived to affiliate himself, he made the best speech that had been heard there since young Jim Rolliver's first flights. The brothers of Undine's friends all pronounced him "great," though he had fits of uncouthness that made the young women slower in admitting him to favour. But at the Mulvey's Grove picnic he suddenly seemed to dominate them all, and Undine, as she drove away with him, tasted the public triumph which was necessary to her personal enjoyment.

No one in Apex knew where young Moffatt had come from, and he gave no information about it. He just showed up one day behind the counter at Luckaback's Dollar Shoe Store, drifted over to the office of Semple and Binch, the coal merchants, reappeared as the stenographer for the Police Court, and eventually found his way into the power plant of the Apex Water Works. He lived with old Mrs. Flynn down on North Fifth Street, right on the edge of the red-light district. He never went to church or attended lectures, nor did he show any desire to improve or refine himself; but he managed to get invited to all the picnics and social events, and at a dinner for the Phi Upsilon Society, to which he had somehow attached himself, he gave the best speech they had heard since young Jim Rolliver's first efforts. The brothers of Undine's friends all called him "great," although he had awkward moments that made the young women hesitate to fully accept him. But at the Mulvey's Grove picnic, he suddenly seemed to stand out among them all, and Undine, as she drove away with him, savored the public recognition that was essential to her enjoyment.

After that he became a leading figure in the youthful world of Apex, and no one was surprised when the Sons of Jonadab, (the local Temperance Society) invited him to deliver their Fourth of July oration. The ceremony took place, as usual, in the Baptist church, and Undine, all in white, with a red rose in her breast, sat just beneath the platform, with Indiana jealously glaring at her from a less privileged seat, and poor Millard's long neck craning over the row of prominent citizens behind the orator.

After that, he became a prominent figure in the youthful community of Apex, and no one was surprised when the Sons of Jonadab, the local Temperance Society, asked him to give their Fourth of July speech. The event happened, as usual, in the Baptist church, and Undine, dressed in white with a red rose pinned to her chest, sat just below the stage, while Indiana shot jealous glares at her from a less favorable seat, and poor Millard stretched his long neck to see over the row of important citizens behind the speaker.

Elmer Moffatt had been magnificent, rolling out his alternating effects of humour and pathos, stirring his audience by moving references to the Blue and the Gray, convulsing them by a new version of Washington and the Cherry Tree (in which the infant patriot was depicted as having cut down the tree to check the deleterious spread of cherry bounce), dazzling them by his erudite allusions and apt quotations (he confessed to Undine that he had sat up half the night over Bartlett), and winding up with a peroration that drew tears from the Grand Army pensioners in the front row and caused the minister's wife to say that many a sermon from that platform had been less uplifting.

Elmer Moffatt had been amazing, showcasing his mix of humor and emotion, moving his audience with references to the Civil War, making them laugh with a new take on Washington and the Cherry Tree (where the young patriot was shown as having chopped down the tree to stop the harmful spread of cherry bounce), impressing them with his smart references and perfect quotes (he admitted to Undine that he had stayed up half the night with Bartlett), and wrapping up with a speech that brought tears to the Grand Army veterans in the front row and made the minister’s wife say that many sermons from that platform had been less inspiring.

An ice-cream supper always followed the "exercises," and as repairs were being made in the church basement, which was the usual scene of the festivity, the minister had offered the use of his house. The long table ran through the doorway between parlour and study, and another was set in the passage outside, with one end under the stairs. The stair-rail was wreathed in fire-weed and early golden-rod, and Temperance texts in smilax decked the walls. When the first course had been despatched the young ladies, gallantly seconded by the younger of the "Sons," helped to ladle out and carry in the ice-cream, which stood in great pails on the larder floor, and to replenish the jugs of lemonade and coffee. Elmer Moffatt was indefatigable in performing these services, and when the minister's wife pressed him to sit down and take a mouthful himself he modestly declined the place reserved for him among the dignitaries of the evening, and withdrew with a few chosen spirits to the dim table-end beneath the stairs. Explosions of hilarity came from this corner with increasing frequency, and now and then tumultuous rappings and howls of "Song! Song!" followed by adjurations to "Cough it up" and "Let her go," drowned the conversational efforts at the other table.

An ice cream social always followed the "exercises," and since the church basement, which was usually where the event took place, was undergoing repairs, the minister offered his house instead. A long table was set up in the doorway between the living room and the study, and another table was placed in the hallway outside, with one end tucked under the stairs. The stair railing was decorated with fireweed and early goldenrod, and the walls were adorned with Temperance slogans made from smilax. After the first course was finished, the young ladies, enthusiastically supported by the younger "Sons," helped serve and bring in the ice cream, which was stored in big buckets on the pantry floor, as well as refill the jugs of lemonade and coffee. Elmer Moffatt was tireless in this task, and when the minister's wife urged him to sit down and have a bite, he humbly turned down the spot saved for him among the evening's honored guests and stepped away with a few close friends to the dim table at the bottom of the stairs. Laughter erupted from this corner more frequently, and every now and then, loud calls for "Song! Song!" interspersed with shouts of "Cough it up" and "Let her go" drowned out the conversations at the other table.

At length the noise subsided, and the group was ceasing to attract attention when, toward the end of the evening, the upper table, drooping under the lengthy elucubrations of the minister and the President of the Temperance Society, called on the orator of the day for a few remarks. There was an interval of scuffling and laughter beneath the stairs, and then the minister's lifted hand enjoined silence and Elmer Moffatt got to his feet.

At last, the noise quieted down, and the group stopped drawing attention when, near the end of the evening, the main table, weighed down by the long-winded speeches of the minister and the President of the Temperance Society, asked the day’s speaker for a few words. There was a moment of shuffling and laughter beneath the stairs, and then the minister raised his hand for silence, and Elmer Moffatt stood up.

"Step out where the ladies can hear you better, Mr. Moffatt!" the minister called. Moffatt did so, steadying himself against the table and twisting his head about as if his collar had grown too tight. But if his bearing was vacillating his smile was unabashed, and there was no lack of confidence in the glance he threw at Undine Spragg as he began: "Ladies and Gentlemen, if there's one thing I like better than another about getting drunk—and I like most everything about it except the next morning—it's the opportunity you've given me of doing it right here, in the presence of this Society, which, as I gather from its literature, knows more about the subject than anybody else. Ladies and Gentlemen"—he straightened himself, and the table-cloth slid toward him—"ever since you honoured me with an invitation to address you from the temperance platform I've been assiduously studying that literature; and I've gathered from your own evidence—what I'd strongly suspected before—that all your converted drunkards had a hell of a good time before you got at 'em, and that… and that a good many of 'em have gone on having it since…"

"Step out where the ladies can hear you better, Mr. Moffatt!" the minister called. Moffatt did so, steadying himself against the table and twisting his head as if his collar had become too tight. But while his stance was uncertain, his smile was bold, and he looked at Undine Spragg with confidence as he began: "Ladies and Gentlemen, if there's one thing I enjoy more than anything else about getting drunk—and I like pretty much everything about it except for the hangover—it’s the chance you've given me to do it right here, in front of this Society, which, from what I've read, knows more about the subject than anyone else. Ladies and Gentlemen"—he straightened up, and the tablecloth slid towards him—"ever since you honored me with an invitation to speak from the temperance platform, I've been diligently studying that literature; and I've gathered from your own testimonies—what I had strongly suspected before—that all your recovered alcoholics had a fantastic time before you got to them, and that… and that a good number of them have continued to have a great time since then…"

At this point he broke off, swept the audience with his confident smile, and then, collapsing, tried to sit down on a chair that didn't happen to be there, and disappeared among his agitated supporters.

At that moment, he stopped speaking, flashed the audience a confident smile, and then, suddenly collapsing, tried to sit on a chair that wasn't there, vanishing into the crowd of his anxious supporters.

There was a night-mare moment during which Undine, through the doorway, saw Ben Frusk and the others close about the fallen orator to the crash of crockery and tumbling chairs; then some one jumped up and shut the parlour door, and a long-necked Sunday school teacher, who had been nervously waiting his chance, and had almost given it up, rose from his feet and recited High Tide at Gettysburg amid hysterical applause.

There was a nightmare moment when Undine, through the doorway, saw Ben Frusk and the others gathered around the fallen speaker, surrounded by the sound of crashing dishes and falling chairs. Then someone jumped up and shut the parlor door, and a long-necked Sunday school teacher, who had been anxiously waiting for his moment and had almost given up, got to his feet and recited "High Tide at Gettysburg" to hysterical applause.

The scandal was considerable, but Moffatt, though he vanished from the social horizon, managed to keep his place in the power-house till he went off for a week and turned up again without being able to give a satisfactory reason for his absence. After that he drifted from one job to another, now extolled for his "smartness" and business capacity, now dismissed in disgrace as an irresponsible loafer. His head was always full of immense nebulous schemes for the enlargement and development of any business he happened to be employed in. Sometimes his suggestions interested his employers, but proved unpractical and inapplicable; sometimes he wore out their patience or was thought to be a dangerous dreamer. Whenever he found there was no hope of his ideas being adopted he lost interest in his work, came late and left early, or disappeared for two or three days at a time without troubling himself to account for his absences. At last even those who had been cynical enough to smile over his disgrace at the temperance supper began to speak of him as a hopeless failure, and he lost the support of the feminine community when one Sunday morning, just as the Baptist and Methodist churches were releasing their congregations, he walked up Eubaw Avenue with a young woman less known to those sacred edifices than to the saloons of North Fifth Street.

The scandal was significant, but Moffatt, even though he disappeared from the social scene, managed to keep his position in the company until he took a week off and returned without a convincing explanation for his absence. After that, he bounced from one job to another, sometimes praised for his "smartness" and business skills, and other times fired in disgrace as an unreliable slacker. His mind was always filled with grand, vague ideas for expanding and improving any business he worked for. Occasionally, his suggestions piqued his employers’ interest but turned out to be impractical; other times, he wore down their patience or was seen as a risky dreamer. Whenever he realized that his ideas wouldn’t be embraced, he lost interest in his job, showed up late, left early, or vanished for two or three days without bothering to explain his absences. Eventually, even those who had cynically laughed at his downfall during the temperance dinner began to view him as a hopeless failure, and he lost the support of the women in the community when one Sunday morning, just as the Baptist and Methodist churches were letting out their congregations, he walked up Eubaw Avenue with a young woman who was better known to the bars on North Fifth Street than to those places of worship.

Undine's estimate of people had always been based on their apparent power of getting what they wanted—provided it came under the category of things she understood wanting. Success was beauty and romance to her; yet it was at the moment when Elmer Moffatt's failure was most complete and flagrant that she suddenly felt the extent of his power. After the Eubaw Avenue scandal he had been asked not to return to the surveyor's office to which Ben Frusk had managed to get him admitted; and on the day of his dismissal he met Undine in Main Street, at the shopping hour, and, sauntering up cheerfully, invited her to take a walk with him. She was about to refuse when she saw Millard Binch's mother looking at her disapprovingly from the opposite street-corner.

Undine had always judged people by how well they could get what they wanted—at least if it was something she understood wanting. To her, success was all about beauty and romance; yet it was at the moment when Elmer Moffatt's failure was most obvious and humiliating that she suddenly recognized the depth of his power. After the Eubaw Avenue scandal, he had been asked not to come back to the surveyor's office where Ben Frusk had managed to get him in; and on the day he was dismissed, he ran into Undine on Main Street during the shopping hour. He approached her with a cheerful attitude and suggested they take a walk together. She was just about to say no when she noticed Millard Binch's mother giving her a disapproving look from across the street.

"Oh, well, I will—" she said; and they walked the length of Main Street and out to the immature park in which it ended. She was in a mood of aimless discontent and unrest, tired of her engagement to Millard Binch, disappointed with Moffatt, half-ashamed of being seen with him, and yet not sorry to have it known that she was independent enough to choose her companions without regard to the Apex verdict.

"Oh, well, I'll—" she said, and they strolled down Main Street and into the small park at the end of it. She felt a sense of aimless dissatisfaction and unease, weary of her engagement to Millard Binch, disappointed in Moffatt, a bit embarrassed to be seen with him, and yet not upset that people knew she was independent enough to choose her friends regardless of what Apex thought.

"Well, I suppose you know I'm down and out," he began; and she responded virtuously: "You must have wanted to be, or you wouldn't have behaved the way you did last Sunday."

"Well, I guess you know I’m in a rough spot," he started; and she replied confidently, "You must have wanted to be, or you wouldn't have acted the way you did last Sunday."

"Oh, shucks!" he sneered. "What do I care, in a one-horse place like this? If it hadn't been for you I'd have got a move on long ago."

"Oh, come on!" he scoffed. "What do I care in a tiny place like this? If it hadn't been for you, I would have left a long time ago."

She did not remember afterward what else he said: she recalled only the expression of a great sweeping scorn of Apex, into which her own disdain of it was absorbed like a drop in the sea, and the affirmation of a soaring self-confidence that seemed to lift her on wings. All her own attempts to get what she wanted had come to nothing; but she had always attributed her lack of success to the fact that she had had no one to second her. It was strange that Elmer Moffatt, a shiftless out-cast from even the small world she despised, should give her, in the very moment of his downfall, the sense of being able to succeed where she had failed. It was a feeling she never had in his absence, but that his nearness always instantly revived; and he seemed nearer to her now than he had ever been. They wandered on to the edge of the vague park, and sat down on a bench behind the empty band-stand.

She couldn't remember what else he said afterward; all she recalled was his overwhelming scorn for Apex, which absorbed her own disdain like a drop in the ocean, and the sense of soaring self-confidence that felt like it was lifting her on wings. All her efforts to get what she wanted had led to nothing, but she always believed her lack of success was because she didn't have anyone supporting her. It was odd that Elmer Moffatt, a lazy outcast from even the small world she looked down on, would give her the sense that she could succeed where she had failed, right at his moment of downfall. She never felt that way when he was absent, but his presence always brought it back instantly; he felt closer to her now than he had ever been. They made their way to the edge of the vague park and sat down on a bench behind the empty bandstand.

"I went with that girl on purpose, and you know it," he broke out abruptly. "It makes me too damned sick to see Millard Binch going round looking as if he'd patented you."

"I went with that girl on purpose, and you know it," he said suddenly. "It makes me so sick to see Millard Binch walking around like he's claimed you."

"You've got no right—" she interrupted; and suddenly she was in his arms, and feeling that no one had ever kissed her before….

"You have no right—" she interrupted; and suddenly she was in his arms, feeling like no one had ever kissed her before….

The week that followed was a big bright blur—the wildest vividest moment of her life. And it was only eight days later that they were in the train together, Apex and all her plans and promises behind them, and a bigger and brighter blur ahead, into which they were plunging as the "Limited" plunged into the sunset….

The week that followed was a huge, bright blur—the wildest, most vibrant moment of her life. Just eight days later, they were on the train together, leaving Apex and all her plans and promises behind, with a bigger and brighter blur ahead, diving into it as the "Limited" sped into the sunset…

Undine stood up, looking about her with vague eyes, as if she had come back from a long distance. Elmer Moffatt was still in Paris—he was in reach, within telephone-call. She stood hesitating a moment; then she went into her dressing-room, and turning over the pages of the telephone book, looked out the number of the Nouveau Luxe….

Undine stood up, scanning her surroundings with unfocused eyes, as if she had just returned from far away. Elmer Moffatt was still in Paris—he was close enough to reach by phone. She hesitated for a moment; then she went into her dressing room, flipped through the pages of the phone book, and found the number for the Nouveau Luxe….

XLIV

Undine had been right in supposing that her husband would expect their life to go on as before. There was no appreciable change in the situation save that he was more often absent-finding abundant reasons, agricultural and political, for frequent trips to Saint Desert—and that, when in Paris, he no longer showed any curiosity concerning her occupations and engagements. They lived as much apart is if their cramped domicile had been a palace; and when Undine—as she now frequently did—joined the Shallums or Rollivers for a dinner at the Nouveau Luxe, or a party at a petit theatre, she was not put to the trouble of prevaricating.

Undine had been right in thinking that her husband would expect their life to continue as it had before. There was no significant change in their situation except that he was often away, coming up with plenty of reasons—both agricultural and political—for frequent trips to Saint Desert. When he was in Paris, he no longer showed any interest in her activities and commitments. They lived as if their small home was a palace, completely apart from one another; and when Undine—like she often did—went out with the Shallums or Rollivers for dinner at the Nouveau Luxe or a show at a small theater, she didn’t have to bother with excuses.

Her first impulse, after her scene with Raymond, had been to ring up Indiana Rolliver and invite herself to dine. It chanced that Indiana (who was now in full social progress, and had "run over" for a few weeks to get her dresses for Newport) had organized for the same evening a showy cosmopolitan banquet in which she was enchanted to include the Marquise de Chelles; and Undine, as she had hoped, found Elmer Moffatt of the party. When she drove up to the Nouveau Luxe she had not fixed on any plan of action; but once she had crossed its magic threshold her energies revived like plants in water. At last she was in her native air again, among associations she shared and conventions she understood; and all her self-confidence returned as the familiar accents uttered the accustomed things.

Her first instinct, after her argument with Raymond, was to call Indiana Rolliver and invite herself over for dinner. Coincidentally, Indiana (who was now fully immersed in social life and had stopped by for a few weeks to get her outfits ready for Newport) was hosting a flashy, international banquet that evening, where she was thrilled to include the Marquise de Chelles; and Undine, as she had hoped, found Elmer Moffatt among the guests. When she arrived at the Nouveau Luxe, she hadn't decided on a plan yet; but once she stepped through its enchanting doors, her energy surged back like plants soaking up water. Finally, she was in her element again, surrounded by familiar people and social norms she understood; all her confidence returned with the comforting sounds of the usual conversations.

Save for an occasional perfunctory call, she had hitherto made no effort to see her compatriots, and she noticed that Mrs. Jim Driscoll and Bertha Shallum received her with a touch of constraint; but it vanished when they remarked the cordiality of Moffatt's greeting. Her seat was at his side, and her old sense of triumph returned as she perceived the importance his notice conferred, not only in the eyes of her own party but of the other diners. Moffatt was evidently a notable figure in all the worlds represented about the crowded tables, and Undine saw that many people who seemed personally unacquainted with him were recognizing and pointing him out. She was conscious of receiving a large share of the attention he attracted, and, bathed again in the bright air of publicity, she remembered the evening when Raymond de Chelles' first admiring glance had given her the same sense of triumph.

Aside from an occasional brief call, she hadn't made any effort to see her fellow countrymen, and she noticed that Mrs. Jim Driscoll and Bertha Shallum greeted her with a hint of awkwardness; but that soon faded when they saw how warmly Moffatt welcomed her. She sat next to him, and her old feeling of triumph returned as she recognized the importance his attention brought, not just in the eyes of her own group but also among the other diners. Moffatt was clearly a distinguished figure among all the people gathered around the busy tables, and Undine noticed that many individuals who seemed to not know him personally were still acknowledging him and pointing him out. She felt like she was getting a lot of the attention he was attracting, and, once again immersed in the glow of public attention, she recalled the evening when Raymond de Chelles' first admiring glance had given her the same sense of triumph.

This inopportune memory did not trouble her: she was almost grateful to Raymond for giving her the touch of superiority her compatriots clearly felt in her. It was not merely her title and her "situation," but the experiences she had gained through them, that gave her this advantage over the loud vague company. She had learned things they did not guess: shades of conduct, turns of speech, tricks of attitude—and easy and free and enviable as she thought them, she would not for the world have been back among them at the cost of knowing no more than they.

This inconvenient memory didn’t bother her: she was almost thankful to Raymond for giving her the sense of superiority her peers clearly felt she had. It wasn’t just her title and her “situation,” but also the experiences she gained from them that gave her an edge over the loud, vague crowd. She had learned things they couldn’t even imagine: nuances of behavior, ways of speaking, clever attitudes—and as easygoing and enviable as she thought they were, she wouldn’t trade being with them for the chance to know no more than they did.

Moffatt made no allusion to his visit to Saint Desert; but when the party had re-grouped itself about coffee and liqueurs on the terrace, he bent over to ask confidentially: "What about my tapestries?"

Moffatt didn’t mention his visit to Saint Desert; but when everyone had gathered around for coffee and liqueurs on the terrace, he leaned in to ask quietly, “What’s happening with my tapestries?”

She replied in the same tone: "You oughtn't to have let Fleischhauer write that letter. My husband's furious."

She responded in the same tone: "You shouldn't have let Fleischhauer write that letter. My husband's really mad."

He seemed honestly surprised. "Why? Didn't I offer him enough?"

He looked genuinely surprised. "Why? Didn't I give him enough?"

"He's furious that any one should offer anything. I thought when he found out what they were worth he might be tempted; but he'd rather see me starve than part with one of his grand-father's snuff-boxes."

"He's really angry that anyone would offer anything. I thought when he learned what they were worth he might want to sell one; but he'd rather watch me starve than give up one of his grandfather's snuff boxes."

"Well, he knows now what the tapestries are worth. I offered more than
Fleischhauer advised."

"Well, he knows now what the tapestries are worth. I offered more than
Fleischhauer suggested."

"Yes; but you were in too much of a hurry."

"Yeah; but you were rushing too much."

"I've got to be; I'm going back next week."

"I have to; I'm going back next week."

She felt her eyes cloud with disappointment. "Oh, why do you? I hoped you might stay on."

She felt her eyes fill with disappointment. "Oh, why do you have to go? I was hoping you would stay."

They looked at each other uncertainly a moment; then he dropped his voice to say: "Even if I did, I probably shouldn't see anything of you."

They exchanged uncertain glances for a moment; then he lowered his voice to say, "Even if I did, I probably shouldn’t be seeing you."

"Why not? Why won't you come and see me? I've always wanted to be friends."

"Why not? Why won't you come and hang out with me? I've always wanted to be friends."

He came the next day and found in her drawing-room two ladies whom she introduced as her sisters-in-law. The ladies lingered on for a long time, sipping their tea stiffly and exchanging low-voiced remarks while Undine talked with Moffatt; and when they left, with small sidelong bows in his direction.

He came the next day and found two women in her living room whom she introduced as her sisters-in-law. The women lingered for a while, awkwardly sipping their tea and exchanging quiet comments while Undine chatted with Moffatt; and when they departed, they gave him brief, sidelong bows.

Undine exclaimed: "Now you see how they all watch me!"

Undine exclaimed, "Now you can see how they're all watching me!"

She began to go into the details of her married life, drawing on the experiences of the first months for instances that scarcely applied to her present liberated state. She could thus, without great exaggeration, picture herself as entrapped into a bondage hardly conceivable to Moffatt, and she saw him redden with excitement as he listened. "I call it darned low—darned low—" he broke in at intervals.

She started to share the details of her marriage, using examples from her early months that hardly reflected her current free-spirited life. In this way, she could, without much exaggeration, portray herself as trapped in a situation that Moffatt could hardly imagine, and she noticed him blush with eagerness as he listened. "I think that's just really messed up—really messed up—" he interrupted from time to time.

"Of course I go round more now," she concluded. "I mean to see my friends—I don't care what he says."

"Of course I hang out more now," she finished. "I want to see my friends—I don't care what he says."

"What CAN he say?"

"What can he say?"

"Oh, he despises Americans—they all do."

"Oh, he hates Americans—they all do."

"Well, I guess we can still sit up and take nourishment."

"Well, I guess we can still stay up and eat."

They laughed and slipped back to talking of earlier things. She urged him to put off his sailing—there were so many things they might do together: sight-seeing and excursions—and she could perhaps show him some of the private collections he hadn't seen, the ones it was hard to get admitted to. This instantly roused his attention, and after naming one or two collections he had already seen she hit on one he had found inaccessible and was particularly anxious to visit. "There's an Ingres there that's one of the things I came over to have a look at; but I was told there was no use trying."

They laughed and went back to talking about earlier things. She encouraged him to delay his sailing—there were so many things they could do together: sightseeing and trips—and she could maybe show him some of the private collections he hadn't seen, the ones it was tough to get into. This immediately caught his interest, and after mentioning one or two collections he had already visited, she mentioned one he had found off-limits and really wanted to see. "There's an Ingres there that’s one of the things I came over to check out; but I was told it was pointless to try."

"Oh, I can easily manage it: the Duke's Raymond's uncle." It gave her a peculiar satisfaction to say it: she felt as though she were taking a surreptitious revenge on her husband. "But he's down in the country this week," she continued, "and no one—not even the family—is allowed to see the pictures when he's away. Of course his Ingres are the finest in France."

"Oh, I can totally handle it: the Duke's uncle Raymond." It gave her a strange satisfaction to say it: she felt like she was getting a sneaky revenge on her husband. "But he's out in the country this week," she went on, "and no one—not even the family—is allowed to see the paintings while he's away. Of course, his Ingres are the best in France."

She ran it off glibly, though a year ago she had never heard of the painter, and did not, even now, remember whether he was an Old Master or one of the very new ones whose names one hadn't had time to learn.

She talked about it effortlessly, even though a year ago she had never heard of the painter, and even now, she couldn't remember if he was an Old Master or one of the really new ones whose names she hadn't had time to learn.

Moffatt put off sailing, saw the Duke's Ingres under her guidance, and accompanied her to various other private galleries inaccessible to strangers. She had lived in almost total ignorance of such opportunities, but now that she could use them to advantage she showed a surprising quickness in picking up "tips," ferreting out rare things and getting a sight of hidden treasures. She even acquired as much of the jargon as a pretty woman needs to produce the impression of being well-informed; and Moffatt's sailing was more than once postponed.

Moffatt delayed his sailing, observed the Duke's Ingres under her direction, and went with her to several private galleries that were off-limits to outsiders. She had lived in almost complete ignorance of these opportunities, but now that she could take advantage of them, she had a surprising knack for picking up "tips," uncovering rare items, and getting a glimpse of hidden treasures. She even learned just enough of the lingo that a charming woman needs to seem knowledgeable; and Moffatt's sailing was postponed more than once.

They saw each other almost daily, for she continued to come and go as she pleased, and Raymond showed neither surprise nor disapproval. When they were asked to family dinners she usually excused herself at the last moment on the plea of a headache and, calling up Indiana or Bertha Shallum, improvised a little party at the Nouveau Luxe; and on other occasions she accepted such invitations as she chose, without mentioning to her husband where she was going.

They saw each other nearly every day, as she kept coming and going as she wished, and Raymond showed no surprise or disapproval. When they were invited to family dinners, she often backed out at the last minute, claiming she had a headache, and would call Indiana or Bertha Shallum to throw together a little gathering at the Nouveau Luxe. At other times, she accepted invitations whenever she felt like it, without telling her husband where she was heading.

In this world of lavish pleasures she lost what little prudence the discipline of Saint Desert had inculcated. She could never be with people who had all the things she envied without being hypnotized into the belief that she had only to put her hand out to obtain them, and all the unassuaged rancours and hungers of her early days in West End Avenue came back with increased acuity. She knew her wants so much better now, and was so much more worthy of the things she wanted!

In this world of luxury, she lost the little common sense that the discipline of Saint Desert had taught her. She could never be around people who had everything she envied without being drawn into the belief that she just had to reach out to get it all, and all the unresolved resentments and longings from her earlier days on West End Avenue returned with even more intensity. She understood her desires much better now and felt much more deserving of the things she wanted!

She had given up hoping that her father might make another hit in Wall Street. Mrs. Spragg's letters gave the impression that the days of big strokes were over for her husband, that he had gone down in the conflict with forces beyond his measure. If he had remained in Apex the tide of its new prosperity might have carried him to wealth; but New York's huge waves of success had submerged instead of floating him, and Rolliver's enmity was a hand perpetually stretched out to strike him lower. At most, Mr. Spragg's tenacity would keep him at the level he now held, and though he and his wife had still further simplified their way of living Undine understood that their self-denial would not increase her opportunities. She felt no compunction in continuing to accept an undiminished allowance: it was the hereditary habit of the parent animal to despoil himself for his progeny. But this conviction did not seem incompatible with a sentimental pity for her parents. Aside from all interested motives, she wished for their own sakes that they were better off. Their personal requirements were pathetically limited, but renewed prosperity would at least have procured them the happiness of giving her what she wanted.

She had stopped hoping that her father would score big again on Wall Street. Mrs. Spragg's letters suggested that the days of major successes were behind her husband, that he had been overwhelmed by forces he couldn't handle. If he had stayed in Apex, the wave of its new prosperity might have lifted him to wealth; but New York's massive waves of success had instead drowned him, and Rolliver's hostility was a constant threat to push him down further. At best, Mr. Spragg's determination would keep him at the level he was currently at, and although he and his wife had further simplified their lifestyle, Undine knew that their sacrifices wouldn’t increase her chances. She felt no guilt in continuing to accept the same allowance: it was natural for parents to give everything for their children. But this belief didn’t stop her from feeling a sentimental pity for her parents. Beyond all self-serving reasons, she genuinely wished for their sake that they were doing better. Their personal needs were sadly limited, but renewed prosperity would at least have brought them the joy of providing her with what she desired.

Moffatt lingered on; but he began to speak more definitely of sailing, and Undine foresaw the day when, strong as her attraction was, stronger influences would snap it like a thread. She knew she interested and amused him, and that it flattered his vanity to be seen with her, and to hear that rumour coupled their names; but he gave her, more than any one she had ever known, the sense of being detached from his life, in control of it, and able, without weakness or uncertainty, to choose which of its calls he should obey. If the call were that of business—of any of the great perilous affairs he handled like a snake-charmer spinning the deadly reptiles about his head—she knew she would drop from his life like a loosened leaf.

Moffatt hung around; but he started talking more clearly about sailing, and Undine anticipated the day when, despite her strong appeal, greater influences would snap their connection like a thread. She realized she intrigued and entertained him, and that it boosted his ego to be seen with her and to hear gossip linking their names. Yet he gave her, more than anyone else she had known, the feeling of being separate from his life, in control of it, and able, without hesitation or doubt, to choose which of its demands he would answer. If the demand was business—any of the high-stakes matters he managed with the finesse of a snake charmer handling deadly serpents—she knew she would vanish from his life like a fallen leaf.

These anxieties sharpened the intensity of her enjoyment, and made the contrast keener between her crowded sparkling hours and the vacant months at Saint Desert. Little as she understood of the qualities that made Moffatt what he was, the results were of the kind most palpable to her. He used life exactly as she would have used it in his place. Some of his enjoyments were beyond her range, but even these appealed to her because of the money that was required to gratify them. When she took him to see some inaccessible picture, or went with him to inspect the treasures of a famous dealer, she saw that the things he looked at moved him in a way she could not understand, and that the actual touching of rare textures—bronze or marble, or velvets flushed with the bloom of age—gave him sensations like those her own beauty had once roused in him. But the next moment he was laughing over some commonplace joke, or absorbed in a long cipher cable handed to him as they re-entered the Nouveau Luxe for tea, and his aesthetic emotions had been thrust back into their own compartment of the great steel strong-box of his mind.

These anxieties intensified her enjoyment and made the contrast sharper between her busy, sparkling moments and the empty months at Saint Desert. Although she didn't fully grasp the qualities that defined Moffatt, the effects were clear to her. He lived life just as she would have in his shoes. Some of his pleasures were out of her reach, but even those intrigued her because of the money needed to indulge in them. When she took him to see some exclusive artwork or accompanied him to explore the treasures of a renowned dealer, she noticed that the objects he admired moved him in ways she couldn't comprehend, and that the actual experience of touching rare materials—bronze or marble, or velvets rich with age—gave him feelings similar to those her own beauty had once stirred in him. But in the next moment, he was laughing at some ordinary joke or engrossed in a lengthy coded message handed to him as they returned to the Nouveau Luxe for tea, and his aesthetic emotions were pushed back into their own section of the great steel strongbox of his mind.

Her new life went on without comment or interference from her husband, and she saw that he had accepted their altered relation, and intended merely to keep up an external semblance of harmony. To that semblance she knew he attached intense importance: it was an article of his complicated social creed that a man of his class should appear to live on good terms with his wife. For different reasons it was scarcely less important to Undine: she had no wish to affront again the social reprobation that had so nearly wrecked her. But she could not keep up the life she was leading without more money, a great deal more money; and the thought of contracting her expenditure was no longer tolerable.

Her new life continued without any comments or interference from her husband, and she realized he had accepted their changed relationship and was just trying to maintain a facade of harmony. She knew how important that facade was to him; it was part of his complicated social beliefs that a man of his status should appear to have a good relationship with his wife. For different reasons, it was almost equally important to Undine: she didn’t want to face the social judgment that had nearly destroyed her. But she couldn’t keep up the lifestyle she was living without a lot more money, and the idea of cutting back on her spending was no longer acceptable.

One afternoon, several weeks later, she came in to find a tradesman's representative waiting with a bill. There was a noisy scene in the anteroom before the man threateningly withdrew—a scene witnessed by the servants, and overheard by her mother-in-law, whom she found seated in the drawing-room when she entered. The old Marquise's visits to her daughter-in-law were made at long intervals but with ritual regularity; she called every other Friday at five, and Undine had forgotten that she was due that day. This did not make for greater cordiality between them, and the altercation in the anteroom had been too loud for concealment. The Marquise was on her feet when her daughter-in-law came in, and instantly said with lowered eyes: "It would perhaps be best for me to go."

One afternoon, a few weeks later, she walked in to find a representative from the tradesman waiting with a bill. There was a loud confrontation in the entrance area before the man menacingly left—a scene that the servants witnessed and her mother-in-law overheard. When she entered the drawing room, she found the old Marquise seated there. The Marquise visited her daughter-in-law infrequently but with a consistent routine; she showed up every other Friday at five, and Undine had forgotten that she was supposed to come that day. This didn’t help their already strained relationship, and the argument in the entrance had been too loud to hide. The Marquise stood up when her daughter-in-law entered and immediately said, looking down, "Maybe it’s best if I leave."

"Oh, I don't care. You're welcome to tell Raymond you've heard me insulted because I'm too poor to pay my bills—he knows it well enough already!" The words broke from Undine unguardedly, but once spoken they nourished her defiance.

"Oh, I don't care. You can tell Raymond you've heard me insulted because I'm too broke to pay my bills—he knows that well enough already!" The words slipped out of Undine without thinking, but once they were out, they fueled her defiance.

"I'm sure my son has frequently recommended greater prudence—" the
Marquise murmured.

"I'm sure my son has often suggested being more careful—" the
Marquise murmured.

"Yes! It's a pity he didn't recommend it to your other son instead! All the money I was entitled to has gone to pay Hubert's debts."

"Yeah! It's too bad he didn't suggest it to your other son instead! All the money I was supposed to get has gone to pay off Hubert's debts."

"Raymond has told me that there are certain things you fail to understand—I have no wish whatever to discuss them." The Marquise had gone toward the door; with her hand on it she paused to add: "I shall say nothing whatever of what has happened."

"Raymond has told me that there are certain things you don't understand—I really don't want to talk about them." The Marquise had moved toward the door; with her hand on it, she stopped to add: "I won't say anything at all about what happened."

Her icy magnanimity added the last touch to Undine's wrath. They knew her extremity, one and all, and it did not move them. At most, they would join in concealing it like a blot on their honour. And the menace grew and mounted, and not a hand was stretched to help her….

Her cold generosity was the final straw for Undine's anger. They all understood her desperation, but it didn’t affect them. At best, they would join in hiding it like a stain on their reputation. The threat grew and intensified, and not a single hand was raised to help her…

Hardly a half-hour earlier Moffatt, with whom she had been visiting a "private view," had sent her home in his motor with the excuse that he must hurry back to the Nouveau Luxe to meet his stenographer and sign a batch of letters for the New York mail. It was therefore probable that he was still at home—that she should find him if she hastened there at once. An overwhelming desire to cry out her wrath and wretchedness brought her to her feet and sent her down to hail a passing cab. As it whirled her through the bright streets powdered with amber sunlight her brain throbbed with confused intentions. She did not think of Moffatt as a power she could use, but simply as some one who knew her and understood her grievance. It was essential to her at that moment to be told that she was right and that every one opposed to her was wrong.

Hardly half an hour earlier, Moffatt, whom she had been visiting at a "private view," had sent her home in his car, saying he needed to rush back to the Nouveau Luxe to meet his secretary and sign a bunch of letters for the New York mail. So it was likely that he was still at home—she would find him there if she hurried over. An overwhelming urge to express her anger and misery made her get up and rush out to catch a cab. As it whisked her through the bright streets bathed in golden sunlight, her mind buzzed with mixed feelings. She didn’t think of Moffatt as someone she could manipulate, but rather as someone who knew her and understood her frustrations. At that moment, it was crucial for her to hear that she was right and that everyone against her was wrong.

At the hotel she asked his number and was carried up in the lift. On the landing she paused a moment, disconcerted—it had occurred to her that he might not be alone. But she walked on quickly, found the number and knocked…. Moffatt opened the door, and she glanced beyond him and saw that the big bright sitting-room was empty.

At the hotel, she asked for his number and took the elevator up. On the landing, she hesitated for a moment, feeling uneasy—it had crossed her mind that he might not be alone. But she quickly moved on, found the number, and knocked… Moffatt opened the door, and she glanced past him to see that the large, bright sitting room was empty.

"Hullo!" he exclaimed, surprised; and as he stood aside to let her enter she saw him draw out his watch and glance at it surreptitiously. He was expecting someone, or he had an engagement elsewhere—something claimed him from which she was excluded. The thought flushed her with sudden resolution. She knew now what she had come for—to keep him from every one else, to keep him for herself alone.

"Hellooo!" he exclaimed, surprised; and as he stepped aside to let her in, she saw him sneak a look at his watch. He was waiting for someone or had plans elsewhere—something was pulling him away from her. The thought filled her with sudden determination. She realized now why she had come—to keep him away from everyone else, to keep him for herself alone.

"Don't send me away!" she said, and laid her hand on his beseechingly.

"Don't send me away!" she said, placing her hand on his in a pleading manner.

XLV

She advanced into the room and slowly looked about her. The big vulgar writing-table wreathed in bronze was heaped with letters and papers. Among them stood a lapis bowl in a Renaissance mounting of enamel and a vase of Phenician glass that was like a bit of rainbow caught in cobwebs. On a table against the window a little Greek marble lifted its pure lines. On every side some rare and sensitive object seemed to be shrinking back from the false colours and crude contours of the hotel furniture. There were no books in the room, but the florid console under the mirror was stacked with old numbers of Town Talk and the New York Radiator. Undine recalled the dingy hall-room that Moffatt had lodged in at Mrs. Flynn's, over Hober's livery stable, and her heart beat at the signs of his altered state. When her eyes came back to him their lids were moist.

She walked into the room and slowly looked around. The large, gaudy writing table covered in bronze was piled high with letters and papers. Among them was a lapis bowl set in a Renaissance-style enamel base, and a vase made of Phoenician glass that looked like a piece of a rainbow caught in cobwebs. On a table by the window, a small Greek marble statue showcased its clean lines. Everywhere she looked, rare and delicate objects seemed to shrink away from the fake colors and clunky designs of the hotel furniture. There were no books in the room, but the ornate console under the mirror was filled with old issues of Town Talk and the New York Radiator. Undine remembered the shabby room where Moffatt had stayed at Mrs. Flynn's, above Hober's livery stable, and her heart raced at the signs of his changed situation. When her eyes returned to him, they were moist.

"Don't send me away," she repeated. He looked at her and smiled. "What is it? What's the matter?"

"Don't send me away," she repeated. He looked at her and smiled. "What's wrong? What’s going on?"

"I don't know—but I had to come. To-day, when you spoke again of sailing, I felt as if I couldn't stand it." She lifted her eyes and looked in his profoundly.

"I don't know—but I had to come. Today, when you talked about sailing again, it felt like I just couldn't take it." She lifted her eyes and looked at him deeply.

He reddened a little under her gaze, but she could detect no softening or confusion in the shrewd steady glance he gave her back.

He blushed a bit under her gaze, but she could see no softness or confusion in the sharp, steady look he returned.

"Things going wrong again—is that the trouble?" he merely asked with a comforting inflexion.

"Is everything going wrong again?" he simply asked with a reassuring tone.

"They always are wrong; it's all been an awful mistake. But I shouldn't care if you were here and I could see you sometimes. You're so STRONG: that's what I feel about you, Elmer. I was the only one to feel it that time they all turned against you out at Apex…. Do you remember the afternoon I met you down on Main Street, and we walked out together to the Park? I knew then that you were stronger than any of them…."

"They're always wrong; it’s all been a terrible mistake. But I wouldn’t mind if you were here and I could see you occasionally. You’re so STRONG: that’s how I feel about you, Elmer. I was the only one who felt it that time when they all turned against you out at Apex…. Do you remember that afternoon I met you on Main Street, and we walked together to the Park? I knew then that you were stronger than any of them…."

She had never spoken more sincerely. For the moment all thought of self-interest was in abeyance, and she felt again, as she had felt that day, the instinctive yearning of her nature to be one with his. Something in her voice must have attested it, for she saw a change in his face.

She had never spoken more sincerely. For the moment, all thoughts of self-interest faded away, and she felt once again, as she had that day, her natural instinct to connect with him. Something in her voice must have shown this, because she noticed a shift in his expression.

"You're not the beauty you were," he said irrelevantly; "but you're a lot more fetching."

"You're not as beautiful as you used to be," he said casually; "but you're a lot more attractive now."

The oddly qualified praise made her laugh with mingled pleasure and annoyance.

The strangely specific compliment made her laugh with a mix of happiness and irritation.

"I suppose I must be dreadfully changed—"

"I guess I've changed a lot—"

"You're all right!—But I've got to go back home," he broke off abruptly. "I've put it off too long."

"You're fine!—But I have to go back home," he interrupted suddenly. "I've delayed it too long."

She paled and looked away, helpless in her sudden disappointment. "I knew you'd say that…. And I shall just be left here…." She sat down on the sofa near which they had been standing, and two tears formed on her lashes and fell.

She went pale and looked away, feeling helpless in her sudden disappointment. "I knew you'd say that… and I’ll just be left here…" She sat down on the sofa where they had been standing, and two tears formed on her lashes and fell.

Moffatt sat down beside her, and both were silent. She had never seen him at a loss before. She made no attempt to draw nearer, or to use any of the arts of cajolery; but presently she said, without rising: "I saw you look at your watch when I came in. I suppose somebody else is waiting for you."

Moffatt sat down next to her, and they both stayed quiet. She had never seen him unsure like this before. She didn’t try to get closer or use any charm to coax him; but after a moment, she said without getting up, "I noticed you check your watch when I walked in. I guess someone else is waiting for you."

"It don't matter."

"It doesn't matter."

"Some other woman?"

"Another woman?"

"It don't matter."

"It doesn't matter."

"I've wondered so often—but of course I've got no right to ask." She stood up slowly, understanding that he meant to let her go.

"I've thought about this so many times—but I know I have no right to ask." She stood up slowly, realizing that he intended to let her leave.

"Just tell me one thing—did you never miss me?"

"Just tell me one thing—did you never miss me?"

"Oh, damnably!" he brought out with sudden bitterness.

"Oh, damn it!" he said with sudden bitterness.

She came nearer, sinking her voice to a low whisper. "It's the only time
I ever really cared—all through!"

She leaned in closer and spoke in a soft whisper. "It's the only time
I ever truly cared—all along!"

He had risen too, and they stood intensely gazing at each other. Moffatt's face was fixed and grave, as she had seen it in hours she now found herself rapidly reliving.

He had gotten up too, and they stood staring at each other intensely. Moffatt's face was serious and somber, just as she had seen it in moments she now found herself quickly reliving.

"I believe you DID," he said.

"I believe you did," he said.

"Oh, Elmer—if I'd known—if I'd only known!"

"Oh, Elmer—if I had known—if I had just known!"

He made no answer, and she turned away, touching with an unconscious hand the edge of the lapis bowl among his papers.

He didn’t respond, and she turned away, inadvertently brushing the edge of the lapis bowl among his papers with her hand.

"Elmer, if you're going away it can't do any harm to tell me—is there any one else?"

"Elmer, if you're leaving, it won't hurt to tell me— is there someone else?"

He gave a laugh that seemed to shake him free. "In that kind of way?
Lord, no! Too busy!"

He let out a laugh that seemed to lighten his mood. "In that way?
No way! I'm too busy!"

She came close again and laid a hand on his shoulder. "Then why not—why shouldn't we—?" She leaned her head back so that her gaze slanted up through her wet lashes. "I can do as I please—my husband does. They think so differently about marriage over here: it's just a business contract. As long as a woman doesn't make a show of herself no one cares." She put her other hand up, so that she held him facing her. "I've always felt, all through everything, that I belonged to you."

She moved in closer and placed a hand on his shoulder. "So why not—why shouldn't we—?" She tilted her head back, letting her gaze meet his through her damp lashes. "I can do what I want—my husband does. People around here have a totally different view on marriage: it’s just a business deal. As long as a woman doesn’t act out, no one really cares." She raised her other hand, positioning him to face her. "I've always felt, through everything, that I belonged to you."

Moffatt left her hands on his shoulders, but did not lift his own to clasp them. For a moment she thought she had mistaken him, and a leaden sense of shame descended on her. Then he asked: "You say your husband goes with other women?"

Moffatt rested her hands on his shoulders but didn’t lift his own to hold them. For a moment, she wondered if she had misjudged him, and a heavy sense of shame washed over her. Then he asked, "You say your husband is seeing other women?"

Lili Estradina's taunt flashed through her and she seized on it. "People have told me so—his own relations have. I've never stooped to spy on him…."

Lili Estradina's taunt hit her hard, and she clung to it. "People have told me that—his own family has. I've never resorted to spying on him…."

"And the women in your set—I suppose it's taken for granted they all do the same?"

"And the women in your group—I guess it's assumed they all act the same?"

She laughed.

She chuckled.

"Everything fixed up for them, same as it is for the husbands, eh?
Nobody meddles or makes trouble if you know the ropes?"

"Everything is set up for them, just like it is for the husbands, right?
No one interferes or causes issues if you know what you're doing?"

"No, nobody … it's all quite easy…." She stopped, her faint smile checked, as his backward movement made her hands drop from his shoulders.

"No, nobody... it’s all pretty simple..." She paused, her slight smile fading as he stepped back, causing her hands to fall from his shoulders.

"And that's what you're proposing to me? That you and I should do like the rest of 'em?" His face had lost its comic roundness and grown harsh and dark, as it had when her father had taken her away from him at Opake. He turned on his heel, walked the length of the room and halted with his back to her in the embrasure of the window. There he paused a full minute, his hands in his pockets, staring out at the perpetual interweaving of motors in the luminous setting of the square. Then he turned and spoke from where he stood.

"And that’s what you’re suggesting? That you and I should just go along with everyone else?" His face had lost its playful roundness and had become hard and shadowed, just like when her father pulled her away from him at Opake. He turned sharply, walked across the room, and stopped with his back to her in the window nook. There he stayed for a whole minute, hands in his pockets, looking out at the endless mix of cars in the bright scene of the square. Then he turned and spoke from where he stood.

"Look here. Undine, if I'm to have you again I don't want to have you that way. That time out in Apex, when everybody in the place was against me, and I was down and out, you stood up to them and stuck by me. Remember that walk down Main Street? Don't I!—and the way the people glared and hurried by; and how you kept on alongside of me, talking and laughing, and looking your Sunday best. When Abner Spragg came out to Opake after us and pulled you back I was pretty sore at your deserting; but I came to see it was natural enough. You were only a spoilt girl, used to having everything you wanted; and I couldn't give you a thing then, and the folks you'd been taught to believe in all told you I never would. Well, I did look like a back number, and no blame to you for thinking so. I used to say it to myself over and over again, laying awake nights and totting up my mistakes … and then there were days when the wind set another way, and I knew I'd pull it off yet, and I thought you might have held on…." He stopped, his head a little lowered, his concentrated gaze on her flushed face. "Well, anyhow," he broke out, "you were my wife once, and you were my wife first—and if you want to come back you've got to come that way: not slink through the back way when there's no one watching, but walk in by the front door, with your head up, and your Main Street look."

"Listen, Undine, if I'm going to have you back, I don't want it to be like that. Remember that time in Apex when everyone was against me, and I was at my lowest? You stood up for me and stuck by my side. Remember our walk down Main Street? Of course I do! The way people glared and hurried past us, while you walked next to me, talking and laughing, looking your best. When Abner Spragg came out to Opake and pulled you back, I was really upset that you left me; but eventually, I realized it was understandable. You were just a spoiled girl who was used to getting everything you wanted; I couldn't give you anything then, and everyone you'd been raised to trust was telling you I never would. I definitely looked like a loser, and I can't blame you for thinking that. I told myself that over and over, laying awake at night and counting my mistakes… but then there were days when things seemed to shift, and I believed I could still make it work, and I thought maybe you would hold on…." He paused, lowering his head a bit, his focused gaze on her blushing face. "Well, anyway," he continued, "you were my wife once, and you were my first wife—and if you want to come back, you need to do it properly: not sneak in through the back when no one is looking, but walk in through the front door, with your head held high, and your Main Street look."

Since the days when he had poured out to her his great fortune-building projects she had never heard him make so long a speech; and her heart, as she listened, beat with a new joy and terror. It seemed to her that the great moment of her life had come at last—the moment all her minor failures and successes had been building up with blind indefatigable hands.

Since the days when he shared his big plans for wealth with her, she had never heard him speak for so long; and as she listened, her heart raced with a mix of excitement and fear. It felt to her like the significant moment of her life had finally arrived—the moment that all her smaller failures and successes had been leading up to with relentless effort.

"Elmer—Elmer—" she sobbed out.

"Elmer—Elmer—" she cried.

She expected to find herself in his arms, shut in and shielded from all her troubles; but he stood his ground across the room, immovable.

She thought she'd end up in his arms, closed off and protected from all her problems; but he stayed where he was on the other side of the room, unyielding.

"Is it yes?"

"Is it a yes?"

She faltered the word after him: "Yes—?"

She hesitated and repeated the word after him: "Yes—?"

"Are you going to marry me?"

"Are you going to marry me?"

She stared, bewildered. "Why, Elmer—marry you? You forget!"

She stared, confused. "What? Elmer—marry you? You must be joking!"

"Forget what? That you don't want to give up what you've got?"

"Forget what? That you’re not ready to give up what you have?"

"How can I? Such things are not done out here. Why, I'm a Catholic; and the Catholic Church—" She broke off, reading the end in his face. "But later, perhaps … things might change. Oh, Elmer, if only you'd stay over here and let me see you sometimes!"

"How can I? People don't do that here. I'm a Catholic, and the Catholic Church—" She stopped, seeing his reaction. "But maybe later… things could change. Oh, Elmer, if only you would stay here and let me see you sometimes!"

"Yes—the way your friends see each other. We're differently made out in Apex. When I want that sort of thing I go down to North Fifth Street for it."

"Yeah—the way your friends look at each other. We're designed differently in Apex. When I want that kind of thing, I head down to North Fifth Street for it."

She paled under the retort, but her heart beat high with it. What he asked was impossible—and she gloried in his asking it. Feeling her power, she tried to temporize. "At least if you stayed we could be friends—I shouldn't feel so terribly alone."

She grew pale from his response, but her heart raced with excitement. What he was asking was impossible—and she took pride in his asking it. Sensing her own strength, she attempted to stall. "At least if you stayed, we could be friends—I wouldn't feel so incredibly alone."

He laughed impatiently. "Don't talk magazine stuff to me, Undine Spragg. I guess we want each other the same way. Only our ideas are different. You've got all muddled, living out here among a lot of loafers who call it a career to run round after every petticoat. I've got my job out at home, and I belong where my job is."

He laughed impatiently. "Stop with the magazine talk, Undine Spragg. I think we want each other the same way. Only our ideas are different. You've gotten all mixed up living out here with a bunch of slackers who think chasing after every girl is a career. I've got my job back home, and that's where I belong."

"Are you going to be tied to business all your life?" Her smile was faintly depreciatory.

"Are you going to be stuck in business your whole life?" Her smile was slightly condescending.

"I guess business is tied to ME: Wall Street acts as if it couldn't get along without me." He gave his shoulders a shake and moved a few steps nearer. "See here, Undine—you're the one that don't understand. If I was to sell out to-morrow, and spend the rest of my life reading art magazines in a pink villa, I wouldn't do what you're asking me. And I've about as much idea of dropping business as you have of taking to district nursing. There are things a man doesn't do. I understand why your husband won't sell those tapestries—till he's got to. His ancestors are HIS business: Wall Street's mine."

"I guess my business is tied to me: Wall Street acts like it couldn't get by without me." He shrugged and took a few steps closer. "Look, Undine—you’re the one who doesn't get it. If I sold everything tomorrow and spent the rest of my life flipping through art magazines in a pink villa, I still wouldn’t do what you’re asking. And I have about as much interest in quitting business as you do in becoming a district nurse. There are just things a man doesn’t do. I get why your husband won't sell those tapestries—until he has to. His ancestors are his business: Wall Street is mine."

He paused, and they silently faced each other. Undine made no attempt to approach him: she understood that if he yielded it would be only to recover his advantage and deepen her feeling of defeat. She put out her hand and took up the sunshade she had dropped on entering. "I suppose it's good-bye then," she said.

He paused, and they silently looked at each other. Undine didn’t try to get closer to him; she knew that if he gave in, it would only be to regain his power and make her feel even more defeated. She reached out and picked up the sunshade she had dropped when she came in. “I guess it’s goodbye then,” she said.

"You haven't got the nerve?"

"Are you too scared?"

"The nerve for what?"

"What nerve?"

"To come where you belong: with me."

"To be where you belong: with me."

She laughed a little and then sighed. She wished he would come nearer, or look at her differently: she felt, under his cool eye, no more compelling than a woman of wax in a show-case.

She laughed lightly and then sighed. She wished he would come closer or look at her in a different way: she felt, under his cold gaze, no more interesting than a wax figure in a display case.

"How could I get a divorce? With my religion—"

"How could I get a divorce? With my faith—"

"Why, you were born a Baptist, weren't you? That's where you used to attend church when I waited round the corner, Sunday mornings, with one of old Hober's buggies." They both laughed, and he went on: "If you'll come along home with me I'll see you get your divorce all right. Who cares what they do over here? You're an American, ain't you? What you want is the home-made article."

"Why, you were born a Baptist, right? That's where you used to go to church when I waited around the corner on Sunday mornings with one of old Hober's buggies." They both laughed, and he continued, "If you come with me, I’ll make sure you get your divorce sorted out. Who cares what they do over here? You're an American, aren't you? What you need is the real deal."

She listened, discouraged yet fascinated by his sturdy inaccessibility to all her arguments and objections. He knew what he wanted, saw his road before him, and acknowledged no obstacles. Her defense was drawn from reasons he did not understand, or based on difficulties that did not exist for him; and gradually she felt herself yielding to the steady pressure of his will. Yet the reasons he brushed away came back with redoubled tenacity whenever he paused long enough for her to picture the consequences of what he exacted.

She listened, feeling both discouraged and fascinated by his solid refusal to consider any of her arguments or objections. He knew what he wanted, could see his path ahead, and didn’t acknowledge any obstacles. Her reasoning was based on things he didn’t understand or challenges that didn’t exist for him; slowly, she felt herself giving in to the steady force of his will. But the reasons he dismissed returned with even more strength whenever he took a moment long enough for her to imagine the consequences of what he demanded.

"You don't know—you don't understand—" she kept repeating; but she knew that his ignorance was part of his terrible power, and that it was hopeless to try to make him feel the value of what he was asking her to give up.

"You don’t know—you don’t get it—" she kept saying; but she realized that his lack of understanding was part of his awful power, and that it was pointless to try to make him see the worth of what he was asking her to give up.

"See here, Undine," he said slowly, as if he measured her resistance though he couldn't fathom it, "I guess it had better be yes or no right here. It ain't going to do either of us any good to drag this thing out. If you want to come back to me, come—if you don't, we'll shake hands on it now. I'm due in Apex for a directors' meeting on the twentieth, and as it is I'll have to cable for a special to get me out there. No, no, don't cry—it ain't that kind of a story … but I'll have a deck suite for you on the Semantic if you'll sail with me the day after to-morrow."

"Listen, Undine," he said slowly, as if he was trying to gauge her resistance even though he couldn’t understand it, "I think we should decide yes or no right now. Dragging this out isn't going to help either of us. If you want to come back to me, then come—if not, let’s just agree to part ways now. I have to be in Apex for a directors' meeting on the twentieth, and I’ll need to arrange for a special train to get there. No, no, don’t cry—it’s not that kind of situation… but I’ll reserve a suite for you on the Semantic if you join me the day after tomorrow."

XLVI

In the great high-ceilinged library of a private hotel overlooking one of the new quarters of Paris, Paul Marvell stood listlessly gazing out into the twilight.

In the spacious, high-ceilinged library of a private hotel overlooking one of the new neighborhoods of Paris, Paul Marvell stood aimlessly staring out into the dusk.

The trees were budding symmetrically along the avenue below; and Paul, looking down, saw, between windows and tree-tops, a pair of tall iron gates with gilt ornaments, the marble curb of a semi-circular drive, and bands of spring flowers set in turf. He was now a big boy of nearly nine, who went to a fashionable private school, and he had come home that day for the Easter holidays. He had not been back since Christmas, and it was the first time he had seen the new hotel which his step-father had bought, and in which Mr. and Mrs. Moffatt had hastily established themselves, a few weeks earlier, on their return from a flying trip to America. They were always coming and going; during the two years since their marriage they had been perpetually dashing over to New York and back, or rushing down to Rome or up to the Engadine: Paul never knew where they were except when a telegram announced that they were going somewhere else. He did not even know that there was any method of communication between mothers and sons less laconic than that of the electric wire; and once, when a boy at school asked him if his mother often wrote, he had answered in all sincerity: "Oh yes—I got a telegram last week."

The trees were budding evenly along the avenue below, and Paul, looking down, saw, between windows and treetops, a pair of tall iron gates with gold decorations, the marble edge of a semi-circular driveway, and patches of spring flowers set in grass. He was now a big kid, almost nine, attending a trendy private school, and he had come home that day for the Easter break. He hadn’t been back since Christmas, and it was the first time he had seen the new hotel his stepfather had bought, where Mr. and Mrs. Moffatt had quickly moved in a few weeks earlier after a brief trip to America. They were always coming and going; during the two years since they got married, they had been constantly zipping back and forth to New York or rushing down to Rome or up to the Engadine: Paul never knew where they were unless a telegram announced their next destination. He didn’t even realize there was a way for mothers and sons to communicate that was less abrupt than a telegram; once, when a boy at school asked him if his mom wrote often, he had sincerely replied, “Oh yes—I got a telegram last week.”

He had been almost sure—as sure as he ever was of anything—that he should find her at home when he arrived; but a message (for she hadn't had time to telegraph) apprised him that she and Mr. Moffatt had run down to Deauville to look at a house they thought of hiring for the summer; they were taking an early train back, and would be at home for dinner—were in fact having a lot of people to dine.

He was pretty sure—pretty sure as he ever was about anything—that he would find her at home when he got there. But a message (since she hadn’t had time to send a telegram) informed him that she and Mr. Moffatt had gone to Deauville to check out a house they were considering renting for the summer; they were taking an early train back and would be home for dinner—actually hosting a bunch of people for dinner.

It was just what he ought to have expected, and had been used to ever since he could remember; and generally he didn't much mind, especially since his mother had become Mrs. Moffatt, and the father he had been most used to, and liked best, had abruptly disappeared from his life. But the new hotel was big and strange, and his own room, in which there was not a toy or a book, or one of his dear battered relics (none of the new servants—they were always new—could find his things, or think where they had been put), seemed the loneliest spot in the whole house. He had gone up there after his solitary luncheon, served in the immense marble dining-room by a footman on the same scale, and had tried to occupy himself with pasting post-cards into his album; but the newness and sumptuousness of the room embarrassed him—the white fur rugs and brocade chairs seemed maliciously on the watch for smears and ink-spots—and after a while he pushed the album aside and began to roam through the house.

It was exactly what he should have expected, something he was used to for as long as he could remember; generally, he didn’t mind much, especially since his mom had become Mrs. Moffatt, and the dad he had been closest to had suddenly vanished from his life. But the new hotel was huge and unfamiliar, and his own room, which didn’t have a single toy, book, or any of his beloved worn-out treasures (none of the new staff—they were always new—could find his things or even remember where they were put), felt like the loneliest place in the entire house. He went up there after his lonely lunch, served in the enormous marble dining room by a footman on the same grand scale, and tried to keep himself busy by pasting postcards into his album; but the newness and luxury of the room made him feel awkward—the white fur rugs and brocade chairs seemed to be waiting to catch any smears or ink spots—and after a while, he set the album aside and started exploring the house.

He went to all the rooms in turn: his mother's first, the wonderful lacy bedroom, all pale silks and velvets, artful mirrors and veiled lamps, and the boudoir as big as a drawing-room, with pictures he would have liked to know about, and tables and cabinets holding things he was afraid to touch. Mr. Moffatt's rooms came next. They were soberer and darker, but as big and splendid; and in the bedroom, on the brown wall, hung a single picture—the portrait of a boy in grey velvet—that interested Paul most of all. The boy's hand rested on the head of a big dog, and he looked infinitely noble and charming, and yet (in spite of the dog) so sad and lonely that he too might have come home that very day to a strange house in which none of his old things could be found.

He visited each room one by one: first his mother's, which was an amazing lacy bedroom filled with soft silks and velvets, decorative mirrors, and veiled lamps. The boudoir was as big as a living room, featuring pictures he wished he could learn more about, along with tables and cabinets full of items he was scared to touch. Next were Mr. Moffatt's rooms. They were more understated and darker but just as spacious and impressive; in the bedroom, a single picture hung on the brown wall—the portrait of a boy in grey velvet—that captivated Paul the most. The boy's hand rested on a large dog, and he looked incredibly noble and charming, yet (despite the dog) so sad and lonely that he might have just returned to a strange house where none of his old belongings could be found.

From these rooms Paul wandered downstairs again. The library attracted him most: there were rows and rows of books, bound in dim browns and golds, and old faded reds as rich as velvet: they all looked as if they might have had stories in them as splendid as their bindings. But the bookcases were closed with gilt trellising, and when Paul reached up to open one, a servant told him that Mr. Moffatt's secretary kept them locked because the books were too valuable to be taken down. This seemed to make the library as strange as the rest of the house, and he passed on to the ballroom at the back. Through its closed doors he heard a sound of hammering, and when he tried the door-handle a servant passing with a tray-full of glasses told him that "they" hadn't finished, and wouldn't let anybody in.

From these rooms, Paul wandered downstairs again. The library caught his attention the most: there were rows and rows of books, covered in muted browns and golds, and faded reds that were as rich as velvet. They all seemed to hold stories as magnificent as their covers. But the bookcases were secured with gilt grilles, and when Paul reached up to open one, a servant informed him that Mr. Moffatt's secretary kept them locked because the books were too valuable to be taken out. This made the library feel as mysterious as the rest of the house, so he moved on to the ballroom at the back. Through its closed doors, he heard the sound of hammering, and when he tried the door handle, a servant passing by with a tray of glasses told him that "they" weren't finished and wouldn’t let anyone in.

The mysterious pronoun somehow increased Paul's sense of isolation, and he went on to the drawing-rooms, steering his way prudently between the gold arm-chairs and shining tables, and wondering whether the wigged and corseleted heroes on the walls represented Mr. Moffatt's ancestors, and why, if they did, he looked so little like them. The dining-room beyond was more amusing, because busy servants were already laying the long table. It was too early for the florist, and the centre of the table was empty, but down the sides were gold baskets heaped with pulpy summer fruits-figs, strawberries and big blushing nectarines. Between them stood crystal decanters with red and yellow wine, and little dishes full of sweets; and against the walls were sideboards with great pieces of gold and silver, ewers and urns and branching candelabra, which sprinkled the green marble walls with starlike reflections.

The mysterious pronoun somehow heightened Paul's feeling of isolation as he moved into the drawing rooms, carefully navigating between the gold armchairs and shiny tables, wondering if the wigged and corseted figures on the walls were Mr. Moffatt's ancestors, and why, if they were, he looked so different from them. The dining room beyond was more entertaining because busy servers were already setting the long table. It was too early for the florist, so the center of the table was bare, but along the sides were gold baskets overflowing with juicy summer fruits—figs, strawberries, and large, ripe nectarines. In between them stood crystal decanters filled with red and yellow wine, along with little dishes full of sweets; against the walls were sideboards adorned with impressive pieces of gold and silver—ewer, urns, and branching candelabra—which cast star-like reflections on the green marble walls.

After a while he grew tired of watching the coming and going of white-sleeved footmen, and of listening to the butler's vociferated orders, and strayed back into the library. The habit of solitude had given him a passion for the printed page, and if he could have found a book anywhere—any kind of a book—he would have forgotten the long hours and the empty house. But the tables in the library held only massive unused inkstands and immense immaculate blotters; not a single volume had slipped its golden prison.

After a while, he got bored watching the white-sleeved footmen come and go and listening to the butler's loud orders, so he wandered back into the library. Being alone had made him love reading, and if he could have found a book anywhere—any kind of book—he would have forgotten the long hours and the empty house. But the tables in the library were only filled with heavy, unused inkstands and huge, clean blotters; not a single book had escaped its golden prison.

His loneliness had grown overwhelming, and he suddenly thought of Mrs. Heeny's clippings. His mother, alarmed by an insidious gain in weight, had brought the masseuse back from New York with her, and Mrs. Heeny, with her old black bag and waterproof, was established in one of the grand bedrooms lined with mirrors. She had been loud in her joy at seeing her little friend that morning, but four years had passed since their last parting, and her personality had grown remote to him. He saw too many people, and they too often disappeared and were replaced by others: his scattered affections had ended by concentrating themselves on the charming image of the gentleman he called his French father; and since his French father had vanished no one else seemed to matter much to him.

His loneliness had become unbearable, and he suddenly thought of Mrs. Heeny's clippings. His mother, worried about her unexpected weight gain, had brought the masseuse back from New York with her, and Mrs. Heeny, with her old black bag and waterproof, was set up in one of the grand bedrooms filled with mirrors. She had been very excited to see her little friend that morning, but four years had passed since their last goodbye, and her personality felt distant to him now. He interacted with too many people, and they often vanished only to be replaced by new ones: his scattered affections had ultimately focused on the charming image of the man he called his French father; and since his French father had disappeared, no one else seemed to matter much to him.

"Oh, well," Mrs. Heeny had said, discerning the reluctance under his civil greeting, "I guess you're as strange here as I am, and we're both pretty strange to each other. You just go and look round, and see what a lovely home your Ma's got to live in; and when you get tired of that, come up here to me and I'll give you a look at my clippings."

"Oh, well," Mrs. Heeny said, noticing the hesitation behind his polite greeting, "I guess you feel as out of place here as I do, and we're both pretty odd to each other. You just go take a look around and see what a nice home your mom has; and when you get tired of that, come back up here to me and I'll show you my clippings."

The word woke a train of dormant associations, and Paul saw himself seated on a dingy carpet, between two familiar taciturn old presences, while he rummaged in the depths of a bag stuffed with strips of newspaper.

The word woke triggered a flood of memories, and Paul found himself sitting on a worn-out carpet, between two familiar, quiet old figures, as he searched through a bag filled with crumpled newspaper clippings.

He found Mrs. Heeny sitting in a pink arm-chair, her bonnet perched on a pink-shaded electric lamp and her numerous implements spread out on an immense pink toilet-table. Vague as his recollection of her was, she gave him at once a sense of reassurance that nothing else in the house conveyed, and after he had examined all her scissors and pastes and nail-polishers he turned to the bag, which stood on the carpet at her feet as if she were waiting for a train.

He found Mrs. Heeny sitting in a pink armchair, her bonnet resting on a pink-shaded lamp and her various tools spread out on a huge pink vanity table. His memory of her was a bit hazy, but she instantly made him feel reassured in a way nothing else in the house did. After checking out all her scissors, glues, and nail polish, he turned to the bag that sat on the carpet at her feet, as if she were waiting for a train.

"My, my!" she said, "do you want to get into that again? How you used to hunt in it for taffy, to be sure, when your Pa brought you up to Grandma Spragg's o' Saturdays! Well, I'm afraid there ain't any taffy in it now; but there's piles and piles of lovely new clippings you ain't seen."

"My, my!" she said, "do you really want to go through that again? How you used to dig for taffy in there when your dad brought you to Grandma Spragg's on Saturdays! Well, I'm afraid there isn't any taffy in there now; but there are tons of lovely new clippings you haven't seen."

"My Papa?" He paused, his hand among the strips of newspaper. "My Papa never saw my Grandma Spragg. He never went to America."

"My Dad?" He paused, his hand among the pieces of newspaper. "My Dad never met my Grandma Spragg. He never went to America."

"Never went to America? Your Pa never—? Why, land alive!" Mrs. Heeny gasped, a blush empurpling her large warm face. "Why, Paul Marvell, don't you remember your own father, you that bear his name?" she exclaimed.

"Never been to America? Your dad never—? Wow, I can't believe it!" Mrs. Heeny exclaimed, a blush spreading across her warm face. "Paul Marvell, don't you remember your own father, the one you’re named after?" she said.

The boy blushed also, conscious that it must have been wrong to forget, and yet not seeing how he was to blame.

The boy also blushed, aware that it was probably wrong to forget, but still not understanding how it was his fault.

"That one died a long long time ago, didn't he? I was thinking of my
French father," he explained.

"That guy died a long time ago, right? I was thinking of my
French dad," he explained.

"Oh, mercy," ejaculated Mrs. Heeny; and as if to cut the conversation short she stooped over, creaking like a ship, and thrust her plump strong hand into the bag.

"Oh, mercy," exclaimed Mrs. Heeny; and to end the conversation, she bent down, creaking like a ship, and plunged her sturdy hand into the bag.

"Here, now, just you look at these clippings—I guess you'll find a lot in them about your Ma.—Where do they come from? Why, out of the papers, of course," she added, in response to Paul's enquiry. "You'd oughter start a scrap-book yourself—you're plenty old enough. You could make a beauty just about your Ma, with her picture pasted in the front—and another about Mr. Moffatt and his collections. There's one I cut out the other day that says he's the greatest collector in America."

"Now, take a look at these clippings—I bet you’ll find a lot about your mom in them. Where do they come from? Well, from the newspapers, of course," she said, replying to Paul's question. "You should start a scrapbook yourself—you're old enough for it. You could create a beautiful one just about your mom, with her picture glued in the front—and another one about Mr. Moffatt and his collections. There’s one I cut out the other day that says he’s the greatest collector in America."

Paul listened, fascinated. He had the feeling that Mrs. Heeny's clippings, aside from their great intrinsic interest, might furnish him the clue to many things he didn't understand, and that nobody had ever had time to explain to him. His mother's marriages, for instance: he was sure there was a great deal to find out about them. But she always said: "I'll tell you all about it when I come back"—and when she came back it was invariably to rush off somewhere else. So he had remained without a key to her transitions, and had had to take for granted numberless things that seemed to have no parallel in the experience of the other boys he knew.

Paul listened, intrigued. He felt that Mrs. Heeny's clippings, besides being really interesting, might give him insight into a lot of things he didn’t understand, and that nobody ever had time to explain to him. For example, his mother's marriages: he was sure there was a lot to uncover about them. But she always said, "I'll tell you all about it when I come back"—and when she returned, it was always to rush off somewhere else. So he had remained without a key to her changes and had to assume countless things that didn’t seem to relate to the experiences of the other boys he knew.

"Here—here it is," said Mrs. Heeny, adjusting the big tortoiseshell spectacles she had taken to wearing, and reading out in a slow chant that seemed to Paul to come out of some lost remoteness of his infancy.

"Here—here it is," said Mrs. Heeny, adjusting the large tortoiseshell glasses she had started wearing, and reading out in a slow rhythm that Paul felt was coming from some distant memory of his childhood.

"'It is reported in London that the price paid by Mr. Elmer Moffatt for the celebrated Grey Boy is the largest sum ever given for a Vandyck. Since Mr. Moffatt began to buy extensively it is estimated in art circles that values have gone up at least seventy-five per cent.'"

"'It’s been reported in London that Mr. Elmer Moffatt paid the biggest amount ever for the famous Grey Boy, a Vandyck. Since Mr. Moffatt started buying a lot, art circles estimate that values have increased by at least seventy-five percent.'"

But the price of the Grey Boy did not interest Paul, and he said a little impatiently: "I'd rather hear about my mother."

But the price of the Grey Boy didn’t interest Paul, and he said a bit impatiently, “I’d rather hear about my mom.”

"To be sure you would! You wait now." Mrs. Heeny made another dive, and again began to spread her clippings on her lap like cards on a big black table.

"Of course you would! Just wait a moment." Mrs. Heeny made another dive and started spreading her clippings on her lap like cards on a big black table.

"Here's one about her last portrait—no, here's a better one about her pearl necklace, the one Mr. Moffatt gave her last Christmas. 'The necklace, which was formerly the property of an Austrian Archduchess, is composed of five hundred perfectly matched pearls that took thirty years to collect. It is estimated among dealers in precious stones that since Mr. Moffatt began to buy the price of pearls has gone up over fifty per cent.'"

"Here's one about her last portrait—no, here's a better one about her pearl necklace, the one Mr. Moffatt gave her last Christmas. 'The necklace, which used to belong to an Austrian Archduchess, is made up of five hundred perfectly matched pearls that took thirty years to gather. Dealers in precious stones estimate that since Mr. Moffatt started buying them, the price of pearls has increased by over fifty percent.'"

Even this did not fix Paul's attention. He wanted to hear about his mother and Mr. Moffatt, and not about their things; and he didn't quite know how to frame his question. But Mrs. Heeny looked kindly at him and he tried. "Why is mother married to Mr. Moffatt now?"

Even this didn't grab Paul's attention. He wanted to hear about his mom and Mr. Moffatt, not about their stuff; and he wasn't sure how to ask his question. But Mrs. Heeny looked at him kindly, so he gave it a shot. "Why is my mom married to Mr. Moffatt now?"

"Why, you must know that much, Paul." Mrs. Heeny again looked warm and worried. "She's married to him because she got a divorce—that's why." And suddenly she had another inspiration. "Didn't she ever send you over any of those splendid clippings that came out the time they were married? Why, I declare, that's a shame; but I must have some of 'em right here."

"Well, you should know that much, Paul." Mrs. Heeny looked both warm and anxious again. "She married him because she got a divorce—that's the reason." Then, suddenly inspired, she added, "Didn't she ever send you any of those amazing articles that came out when they got married? Honestly, that's a shame; but I must have some of them right here."

She dived again, shuffled, sorted, and pulled out a long discoloured strip. "I've carried this round with me ever since, and so many's wanted to read it, it's all torn." She smoothed out the paper and began:

She dove again, sifted through, arranged, and pulled out a long, faded strip. "I've kept this with me ever since, and so many people have wanted to read it; it's all torn." She laid the paper flat and began:

"'Divorce and remarriage of Mrs. Undine Spragg-de Chelles. American Marquise renounces ancient French title to wed Railroad King. Quick work untying and tying. Boy and girl romance renewed. "'Reno, November 23d. The Marquise de Chelles, of Paris, France, formerly Mrs. Undine Spragg Marvell, of Apex City and New York, got a decree of divorce at a special session of the Court last night, and was remarried fifteen minutes later to Mr. Elmer Moffatt, the billionaire Railroad King, who was the Marquise's first husband.

"'Divorce and remarriage of Mrs. Undine Spragg-de Chelles. American Marquise renounces ancient French title to marry Railroad King. Quick work untangling and retying. Boy and girl romance rekindled. 'Reno, November 23. The Marquise de Chelles, from Paris, France, formerly Mrs. Undine Spragg Marvell, from Apex City and New York, received a divorce decree at a special court session last night, and was remarried fifteen minutes later to Mr. Elmer Moffatt, the billionaire Railroad King, who was the Marquise's first husband.

"'No case has ever been railroaded through the divorce courts of this State at a higher rate of speed: as Mr. Moffatt said last night, before he and his bride jumped onto their east-bound special, every record has been broken. It was just six months ago yesterday that the present Mrs. Moffatt came to Reno to look for her divorce. Owing to a delayed train, her counsel was late yesterday in receiving some necessary papers, and it was feared the decision would have to be held over; but Judge Toomey, who is a personal friend of Mr. Moffatt's, held a night session and rushed it through so that the happy couple could have the knot tied and board their special in time for Mrs. Moffatt to spend Thanksgiving in New York with her aged parents. The hearing began at seven ten p. m. and at eight o'clock the bridal couple were steaming out of the station.

"'No case has ever been rushed through the divorce courts of this State as fast as this one: as Mr. Moffatt said last night, before he and his bride hopped on their east-bound train, every record has been broken. It was just six months ago yesterday that the current Mrs. Moffatt came to Reno to file for her divorce. Due to a delayed train, her lawyer was late yesterday in getting some essential papers, and there was worry that the decision would have to be postponed; but Judge Toomey, who is a personal friend of Mr. Moffatt's, held a night session and fast-tracked it so that the happy couple could get married and board their train in time for Mrs. Moffatt to spend Thanksgiving in New York with her elderly parents. The hearing started at seven ten p.m., and by eight o'clock, the bridal couple was pulling out of the station."

"'At the trial Mrs. Spragg-de Chelles, who wore copper velvet and sables, gave evidence as to the brutality of her French husband, but she had to talk fast as time pressed, and Judge Toomey wrote the entry at top speed, and then jumped into a motor with the happy couple and drove to the Justice of the Peace, where he acted as best man to the bridegroom. The latter is said to be one of the six wealthiest men east of the Rockies. His gifts to the bride are a necklace and tiara of pigeon-blood rubies belonging to Queen Marie Antoinette, a million dollar cheque and a house in New York. The happy pair will pass the honeymoon in Mrs. Moffatt's new home, 5009 Fifth Avenue, which is an exact copy of the Pitti Palace, Florence. They plan to spend their springs in France.'"

"'At the trial, Mrs. Spragg-de Chelles, wearing copper velvet and furs, testified about the brutality of her French husband. She had to speak quickly because time was tight, and Judge Toomey took notes at lightning speed. He then hopped into a car with the couple and drove to the Justice of the Peace, where he served as the best man for the groom. The groom is rumored to be one of the six richest men east of the Rockies. His gifts to the bride include a necklace and tiara made of pigeon-blood rubies that once belonged to Queen Marie Antoinette, a million-dollar check, and a house in New York. The happy couple will spend their honeymoon in Mrs. Moffatt's new home at 5009 Fifth Avenue, which is an exact replica of the Pitti Palace in Florence. They plan to spend their springs in France.'"

Mrs. Heeny drew a long breath, folded the paper and took off her spectacles. "There," she said, with a benignant smile and a tap on Paul's cheek, "now you see how it all happened…."

Mrs. Heeny took a deep breath, folded the paper, and removed her glasses. "There," she said with a kind smile and a gentle tap on Paul's cheek, "now you see how it all happened…."

Paul was not sure he did; but he made no answer. His mind was too full of troubled thoughts. In the dazzling description of his mother's latest nuptials one fact alone stood out for him—that she had said things that weren't true of his French father. Something he had half-guessed in her, and averted his frightened thoughts from, took his little heart in an iron grasp. She said things that weren't true…. That was what he had always feared to find out…. She had got up and said before a lot of people things that were awfully false about his dear French father….

Paul wasn’t sure if he did; but he didn’t respond. His mind was too filled with troubled thoughts. In the bright description of his mother’s latest marriage, one fact stood out for him—that she had said things that weren’t true about his French father. Something he had partly suspected in her, and had turned away his scared thoughts from, took hold of his little heart with a tight grip. She said things that weren’t true…. That was what he had always dreaded finding out…. She had stood up and stated in front of a lot of people things that were terribly false about his beloved French father….

The sound of a motor turning in at the gates made Mrs. Heeny exclaim "Here they are!" and a moment later Paul heard his mother calling to him. He got up reluctantly, and stood wavering till he felt Mrs. Heeny's astonished eye upon him. Then he heard Mr. Moffatt's jovial shout of "Paul Marvell, ahoy there!" and roused himself to run downstairs.

The sound of a engine pulling up to the gates made Mrs. Heeny shout, "Here they are!" and a moment later Paul heard his mom calling for him. He got up slowly and stood there unsure until he felt Mrs. Heeny's surprised gaze on him. Then he heard Mr. Moffatt's cheerful shout of "Paul Marvell, over here!" and motivated himself to run downstairs.

As he reached the landing he saw that the ballroom doors were open and all the lustres lit. His mother and Mr. Moffatt stood in the middle of the shining floor, looking up at the walls; and Paul's heart gave a wondering bound, for there, set in great gilt panels, were the tapestries that had always hung in the gallery at Saint Desert.

As he reached the landing, he saw that the ballroom doors were open and all the chandeliers were lit. His mother and Mr. Moffatt stood in the middle of the shiny floor, looking up at the walls, and Paul's heart jumped in wonder because there, set in big gold panels, were the tapestries that had always hung in the gallery at Saint Desert.

"Well, Senator, it feels good to shake your fist again!" his step-father said, taking him in a friendly grasp; and his mother, who looked handsomer and taller and more splendidly dressed than ever, exclaimed: "Mercy! how they've cut his hair!" before she bent to kiss him.

"Well, Senator, it feels great to shake your fist again!" his stepfather said, giving him a friendly grip; and his mother, who looked more attractive, taller, and more stylishly dressed than ever, exclaimed: "Wow! look at how they’ve cut his hair!" before she leaned down to kiss him.

"Oh, mother, mother!" he burst out, feeling, between his mother's face and the others, hardly less familiar, on the walls, that he was really at home again, and not in a strange house.

"Oh, mom, mom!" he exclaimed, feeling, between his mom's face and the others, which were almost just as familiar, on the walls, that he was truly back home and not in some unfamiliar house.

"Gracious, how you squeeze!" she protested, loosening his arms. "But you look splendidly—and how you've grown!" She turned away from him and began to inspect the tapestries critically. "Somehow they look smaller here," she said with a tinge of disappointment.

"Wow, you’re really squeezing tight!" she complained, loosening his arms. "But you look amazing—and you’ve gotten so much taller!" She turned away from him and started examining the tapestries closely. "They seem smaller in here," she remarked with a hint of disappointment.

Mr. Moffatt gave a slight laugh and walked slowly down the room, as if to study its effect. As he turned back his wife said: "I didn't think you'd ever get them." He laughed again, more complacently. "Well, I don't know as I ever should have, if General Arlington hadn't happened to bust up."

Mr. Moffatt chuckled softly and strolled slowly across the room, as if to take in how it looked. When he turned around, his wife said, "I didn’t think you’d ever get them." He laughed again, looking pleased with himself. "Honestly, I’m not sure I ever would have if General Arlington hadn't happened to mess things up."

They both smiled, and Paul, seeing his mother's softened face, stole his hand in hers and began: "Mother, I took a prize in composition—"

They both smiled, and Paul, noticing his mother's gentle expression, quietly took her hand and started, "Mom, I won a prize in writing—"

"Did you? You must tell me about it to-morrow. No, I really must rush off now and dress—I haven't even placed the dinner-cards." She freed her hand, and as she turned to go Paul heard Mr. Moffatt say: "Can't you ever give him a minute's time, Undine?"

"Did you? You have to tell me about it tomorrow. No, I really have to hurry and get dressed—I haven't even set up the dinner cards." She pulled her hand away, and as she turned to leave, Paul heard Mr. Moffatt say, "Can't you ever give him a minute of your time, Undine?"

She made no answer, but sailed through the door with her head high, as she did when anything annoyed her; and Paul and his step-father stood alone in the illuminated ball-room.

She didn’t say anything, but walked through the door with her head held high, just like she did when something bothered her; and Paul and his stepdad stood alone in the brightly lit ballroom.

Mr. Moffatt smiled good-naturedly at the little boy and then turned back to the contemplation of the hangings.

Mr. Moffatt smiled warmly at the little boy and then turned back to look at the hangings.

"I guess you know where those come from, don't you?" he asked in a tone of satisfaction.

"I guess you know where those are from, right?" he asked with a satisfied tone.

"Oh, yes," Paul answered eagerly, with a hope he dared not utter that, since the tapestries were there, his French father might be coming too.

"Oh, yes," Paul replied eagerly, with a hope he didn’t dare to say out loud that, since the tapestries were there, his French father might be coming too.

"You're a smart boy to remember them. I don't suppose you ever thought you'd see them here?"

"You're a smart kid for remembering them. I guess you never expected to see them here?"

"I don't know," said Paul, embarrassed.

"I don't know," Paul said, feeling embarrassed.

"Well, I guess you wouldn't have if their owner hadn't been in a pretty tight place. It was like drawing teeth for him to let them go."

"Well, I guess you wouldn't have if their owner hadn't been in a really tough spot. It was like pulling teeth for him to let them go."

Paul flushed up, and again the iron grasp was on his heart. He hadn't, hitherto, actually disliked Mr. Moffatt, who was always in a good humour, and seemed less busy and absent-minded than his mother; but at that instant he felt a rage of hate for him. He turned away and burst into tears.

Paul felt a rush of heat, and once again, a tight grip closed around his heart. Until that moment, he hadn’t really disliked Mr. Moffatt, who was usually in a good mood and seemed less preoccupied and scatterbrained than his mother; but at that moment, he felt a surge of hatred for him. He turned away and broke down in tears.

"Why, hullo, old chap—why, what's up?" Mr. Moffatt was on his knees beside the boy, and the arms embracing him were firm and friendly. But Paul, for the life of him, couldn't answer: he could only sob and sob as the great surges of loneliness broke over him.

"Hey there, buddy—what’s going on?" Mr. Moffatt was kneeling beside the boy, and the arms around him felt strong and supportive. But Paul, no matter how hard he tried, couldn't respond; he could only cry and cry as the overwhelming waves of loneliness crashed over him.

"Is it because your mother hadn't time for you? Well, she's like that, you know; and you and I have got to lump it," Mr. Moffatt continued, getting to his feet. He stood looking down at the boy with a queer smile. "If we two chaps stick together it won't be so bad—we can keep each other warm, don't you see? I like you first rate, you know; when you're big enough I mean to put you in my business. And it looks as if one of these days you'd be the richest boy in America…."

"Is it because your mom didn't have time for you? Well, that's just how she is, you know; and we’re just going to have to deal with it," Mr. Moffatt said, getting up. He stood there looking down at the boy with a strange smile. "If we stick together, it won't be so bad—we can keep each other company, you see? I really like you; when you're old enough, I plan to bring you into my business. And it looks like one of these days you could be the richest kid in America...".

The lamps were lit, the vases full of flowers, the foot-men assembled on the landing and in the vestibule below, when Undine descended to the drawing-room. As she passed the ballroom door she glanced in approvingly at the tapestries. They really looked better than she had been willing to admit: they made her ballroom the handsomest in Paris. But something had put her out on the way up from Deauville, and the simplest way of easing her nerves had been to affect indifference to the tapestries. Now she had quite recovered her good humour, and as she glanced down the list of guests she was awaiting she said to herself, with a sigh of satisfaction, that she was glad she had put on her rubies.

The lamps were on, the vases filled with flowers, and the footmen gathered on the landing and in the vestibule below when Undine walked into the drawing-room. As she passed the ballroom door, she looked in approvingly at the tapestries. They actually looked better than she had been willing to admit: they made her ballroom the most beautiful in Paris. But something had thrown her off during her trip back from Deauville, and the easiest way to calm her nerves had been to act indifferent toward the tapestries. Now she had completely regained her good mood, and as she checked the list of guests she was expecting, she told herself with a sigh of satisfaction that she was glad she had worn her rubies.

For the first time since her marriage to Moffatt she was about to receive in her house the people she most wished to see there. The beginnings had been a little difficult; their first attempt in New York was so unpromising that she feared they might not be able to live down the sensational details of their reunion, and had insisted on her husband's taking her back to Paris. But her apprehensions were unfounded. It was only necessary to give people the time to pretend they had forgotten; and already they were all pretending beautifully. The French world had of course held out longest; it had strongholds she might never capture. But already seceders were beginning to show themselves, and her dinner-list that evening was graced with the names of an authentic Duke and a not too-damaged Countess. In addition, of course, she had the Shallums, the Chauncey Ellings, May Beringer, Dicky Bowles, Walsingham Popple, and the rest of the New York frequenters of the Nouveau Luxe; she had even, at the last minute, had the amusement of adding Peter Van Degen to their number. In the evening there were to be Spanish dancing and Russian singing; and Dicky Bowles had promised her a Grand Duke for her next dinner, if she could secure the new tenor who always refused to sing in private houses.

For the first time since her marriage to Moffatt, she was about to host the people she most wanted to see in her home. The initial attempts had been a bit rocky; their first try in New York was so disappointing that she worried they might never live down the sensational details of their reunion and insisted her husband take her back to Paris. But her worries turned out to be unfounded. It was just a matter of giving people time to act like they had forgotten, and they were already doing it convincingly. The French society had definitely resisted the longest; it had strongholds she might never break into. But already, some were starting to come around, and her dinner guest list that evening included an authentic Duke and a Countess who wasn't too badly off. Plus, she had the Shallums, the Chauncey Ellings, May Beringer, Dicky Bowles, Walsingham Popple, and the usual crowd from New York's Nouveau Luxe; she even had the last-minute fun of adding Peter Van Degen to the mix. That evening, there would be Spanish dancing and Russian singing, and Dicky Bowles had promised her a Grand Duke for her next dinner if she could get the new tenor who always refused to sing in private homes.

Even now, however, she was not always happy. She had everything she wanted, but she still felt, at times, that there were other things she might want if she knew about them. And there had been moments lately when she had had to confess to herself that Moffatt did not fit into the picture. At first she had been dazzled by his success and subdued by his authority. He had given her all she had ever wished for, and more than she had ever dreamed of having: he had made up to her for all her failures and blunders, and there were hours when she still felt his dominion and exulted in it. But there were others when she saw his defects and was irritated by them: when his loudness and redness, his misplaced joviality, his familiarity with the servants, his alternating swagger and ceremony with her friends, jarred on perceptions that had developed in her unawares. Now and then she caught herself thinking that his two predecessors—who were gradually becoming merged in her memory—would have said this or that differently, behaved otherwise in such and such a case. And the comparison was almost always to Moffatt's disadvantage.

Even now, she wasn't always happy. She had everything she wanted, but sometimes she felt there were other things she might desire if she knew about them. Lately, she had to admit to herself that Moffatt didn’t quite fit into her life. At first, she was impressed by his success and intimidated by his authority. He had given her everything she ever wanted, and more than she ever dreamed of: he compensated for all her failures and mistakes, and there were times when she still felt his control and reveled in it. But there were other times when she noticed his flaws and found them annoying: his loudness and boisterousness, his misplaced cheerfulness, his casualness with the staff, and his alternating arrogance and formality with her friends clashed with perceptions she had developed without realizing it. Occasionally, she caught herself thinking that his two predecessors—who were slowly fading in her memory—would have said things differently or acted otherwise in various situations. And the comparison almost always worked against Moffatt.

This evening, however, she thought of him indulgently. She was pleased with his clever stroke in capturing the Saint Desert tapestries, which General Arlington's sudden bankruptcy, and a fresh gambling scandal of Hubert's, had compelled their owner to part with. She knew that Raymond de Chelles had told the dealers he would sell his tapestries to anyone but Mr. Elmer Moffatt, or a buyer acting for him; and it amused her to think that, thanks to Elmer's astuteness, they were under her roof after all, and that Raymond and all his clan were by this time aware of it. These facts disposed her favourably toward her husband, and deepened the sense of well-being with which—according to her invariable habit—she walked up to the mirror above the mantelpiece and studied the image it reflected.

This evening, though, she thought of him fondly. She was happy with his smart move in getting the Saint Desert tapestries, which General Arlington's unexpected bankruptcy and a new gambling scandal involving Hubert had forced their owner to sell. She knew that Raymond de Chelles had told the dealers he would sell his tapestries to anyone but Mr. Elmer Moffatt, or a buyer acting on his behalf; and it amused her to think that, thanks to Elmer's sharp thinking, they were in her house after all, and that Raymond and his whole crew were likely aware of it by now. These facts made her feel more positively toward her husband, enhancing the sense of well-being with which—staying true to her usual habit—she walked up to the mirror above the mantelpiece and examined the reflection it showed.

She was still lost in this pleasing contemplation when her husband entered, looking stouter and redder than ever, in evening clothes that were a little too tight. His shirt front was as glossy as his baldness, and in his buttonhole he wore the red ribbon bestowed on him for waiving his claim to a Velasquez that was wanted for the Louvre. He carried a newspaper in his hand, and stood looking about the room with a complacent eye.

She was still absorbed in this enjoyable thought when her husband walked in, looking bigger and redder than ever, in evening clothes that were a bit too snug. His shirt front was as shiny as his bald head, and he had the red ribbon pinned in his buttonhole that was given to him for giving up his claim to a Velasquez that was wanted for the Louvre. He held a newspaper in his hand and stood surveying the room with a satisfied gaze.

"Well, I guess this is all right," he said, and she answered briefly: "Don't forget you're to take down Madame de Follerive; and for goodness' sake don't call her 'Countess.'"

"Well, I guess this is fine," he said, and she replied shortly: "Don't forget you're supposed to take down Madame de Follerive; and please don't call her 'Countess.'"

"Why, she is one, ain't she?" he returned good-humouredly.

"Why, she is one, isn't she?" he replied with a cheerful tone.

"I wish you'd put that newspaper away," she continued; his habit of leaving old newspapers about the drawing-room annoyed her.

"I wish you would put that newspaper away," she continued; his habit of leaving old newspapers around the living room annoyed her.

"Oh, that reminds me—" instead of obeying her he unfolded the paper.
"I brought it in to show you something. Jim Driscoll's been appointed
Ambassador to England."

"Oh, that reminds me—" instead of listening to her, he opened the paper.
"I brought it in to show you something. Jim Driscoll's been appointed
Ambassador to England."

"Jim Driscoll—!" She caught up the paper and stared at the paragraph he pointed to. Jim Driscoll—that pitiful nonentity, with his stout mistrustful commonplace wife! It seemed extraordinary that the government should have hunted up such insignificant people. And immediately she had a great vague vision of the splendours they were going to—all the banquets and ceremonies and precedences….

"Jim Driscoll—!" She grabbed the paper and looked intently at the paragraph he indicated. Jim Driscoll—that pathetic nobody, with his plump, suspiciously ordinary wife! It seemed unbelievable that the government would seek out such unremarkable people. And right away, she had a vivid, hazy image of the glories they were heading towards—all the banquets, ceremonies, and formalities...

"I shouldn't say she'd want to, with so few jewels—" She dropped the paper and turned to her husband. "If you had a spark of ambition, that's the kind of thing you'd try for. You could have got it just as easily as not!"

"I shouldn't say she’d want to, with so few jewels—" She dropped the paper and turned to her husband. "If you had any ambition, that’s exactly the kind of thing you’d go for. You could have had it just as easily as not!"

He laughed and thrust his thumbs in his waistcoat armholes with the gesture she disliked. "As it happens, it's about the one thing I couldn't."

He laughed and put his thumbs in the armholes of his vest, a gesture she found annoying. "Actually, it's the one thing I couldn't do."

"You couldn't? Why not?"

"You couldn't? Why not?"

"Because you're divorced. They won't have divorced Ambassadresses."

"Because you're divorced. They won't have divorced Ambassadresses."

"They won't? Why not, I'd like to know?"

"They won’t? Why not? I’d like to know."

"Well, I guess the court ladies are afraid there'd be too many pretty women in the Embassies," he answered jocularly.

"Well, I guess the court ladies are worried there would be too many attractive women in the Embassies," he replied jokingly.

She burst into an angry laugh, and the blood flamed up into her face. "I never heard of anything so insulting!" she cried, as if the rule had been invented to humiliate her.

She erupted into an angry laugh, and her face flushed with rage. "I've never heard anything so insulting!" she exclaimed, as if the rule had been created just to embarrass her.

There was a noise of motors backing and advancing in the court, and she heard the first voices on the stairs. She turned to give herself a last look in the glass, saw the blaze of her rubies, the glitter of her hair, and remembered the brilliant names on her list.

There was the sound of engines reversing and moving forward in the courtyard, and she heard the first voices on the stairs. She turned to take a final glance in the mirror, saw the shine of her rubies, the sparkle of her hair, and recalled the dazzling names on her list.

But under all the dazzle a tiny black cloud remained. She had learned that there was something she could never get, something that neither beauty nor influence nor millions could ever buy for her. She could never be an Ambassador's wife; and as she advanced to welcome her first guests she said to herself that it was the one part she was really made for.

But beneath all the glamour, a small dark cloud lingered. She had realized that there was something she could never have, something that neither beauty, influence, nor wealth could ever provide for her. She could never be an Ambassador's wife; and as she moved forward to greet her first guests, she told herself that it was the one role she was truly meant for.

THE END

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