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THE WERE-WOLF
by
Clemence Housman
Illustrations by Laurence Housman
1896

TO THE DEAR MEMORY OF
E.W.P.
In loving memory of E.W.P.
"YOU WILL THINK OF ME SOMETIMES,
MY DEAR?"
"Will you think of me sometimes,
my dear?"
LIST OF PLATES
THE WERE-WOLF
The great farm hall was ablaze with the fire-light, and noisy with laughter and talk and many-sounding work. None could be idle but the very young and the very old: little Rol, who was hugging a puppy, and old Trella, whose palsied hand fumbled over her knitting. The early evening had closed in, and the farm-servants, come from their outdoor work, had assembled in the ample hall, which gave space for a score or more of workers. Several of the men were engaged in carving, and to these were yielded the best place and light; others made or repaired fishing-tackle and harness, and a great seine net occupied three pairs of hands. Of the women most were sorting and mixing eider feather and chopping straw to add to it. Looms were there, though not in present use, but three wheels whirred emulously, and the finest and swiftest thread of the three ran between the fingers of the house-mistress. Near her were some children, busy too, plaiting wicks for candles and lamps. Each group of workers had a lamp in its centre, and those farthest from the fire had live heat from two braziers filled with glowing wood embers, replenished now and again from the generous hearth. But the flicker of the great fire was manifest to remotest corners, and prevailed beyond the limits of the weaker lights.
The big farm hall was lit up by the firelight and filled with laughter, conversation, and lots of activities. The only ones who weren’t busy were the very young and very old: little Rol, who was cuddling a puppy, and old Trella, whose shaky hand fumbled with her knitting. Evening had fallen, and the farmworkers, coming in from their outdoor tasks, had gathered in the spacious hall, which had room for twenty or more people. Several of the men were carving and had the best spot and light; others were making or fixing fishing gear and harnesses, while a large seine net took up three pairs of hands. Most of the women were sorting and mixing eider feathers and chopping straw to add to it. Looms were present, although not in use, but three spinning wheels were whirring busily, and the finest and fastest thread of the three was running through the fingers of the house-mistress. Nearby, some children were also busy, braiding wicks for candles and lamps. Each group of workers had a lamp in the center, and those farthest from the fire were warmed by two braziers filled with glowing wood embers, which were refilled occasionally from the generous hearth. However, the flicker of the big fire was visible in the farthest corners and outshone the weaker lights.
Little Rol grew tired of his puppy, dropped it incontinently, and made an onslaught on Tyr, the old wolf-hound, who basked dozing, whimpering and twitching in his hunting dreams. Prone went Rol beside Tyr, his young arms round the shaggy neck, his curls against the black jowl. Tyr gave a perfunctory lick, and stretched with a sleepy sigh. Rol growled and rolled and shoved invitingly, but could only gain from the old dog placid toleration and a half-observant blink. "Take that then!" said Rol, indignant at this ignoring of his advances, and sent the puppy sprawling against the dignity that disdained him as playmate. The dog took no notice, and the child wandered off to find amusement elsewhere.
Little Rol got tired of his puppy, dropped it carelessly, and pounced on Tyr, the old wolf-hound, who was lazily dozing, whimpering and twitching in his hunting dreams. Rol lay down next to Tyr, wrapping his young arms around the shaggy neck, his curls against the black jowl. Tyr gave a half-hearted lick and stretched with a sleepy sigh. Rol growled and rolled and nudged playfully, but all he got from the old dog was calm indifference and a half-hearted blink. "Take that then!" said Rol, annoyed by this dismissal of his attempts to play, and sent the puppy tumbling against the dignified dog that ignored him. The dog paid no attention, and the child wandered off to find fun elsewhere.
The baskets of white eider feathers caught his eye far off in a distant corner. He slipped under the table, and crept along on all-fours, the ordinary common-place custom of walking down a room upright not being to his fancy. When close to the women he lay still for a moment watching, with his elbows on the floor and his chin in his palms. One of the women seeing him nodded and smiled, and presently he crept out behind her skirts and passed, hardly noticed, from one to another, till he found opportunity to possess himself of a large handful of feathers. With these he traversed the length of the room, under the table again, and emerged near the spinners. At the feet of the youngest he curled himself round, sheltered by her knees from the observation of the others, and disarmed her of interference by secretly displaying his handful with a confiding smile. A dubious nod satisfied him, and presently he started on the play he had devised. He took a tuft of the white down, and gently shook it free of his fingers close to the whirl of the wheel. The wind of the swift motion took it, spun it round and round in widening circles, till it floated above like a slow white moth. Little Rol's eyes danced, and the row of his small teeth shone in a silent laugh of delight. Another and another of the white tufts was sent whirling round like a winged thing in a spider's web, and floating clear at last. Presently the handful failed.
The baskets of white eider feathers caught his eye in a distant corner. He slipped under the table and crawled on all fours, as walking upright didn’t suit him. When he got close to the women, he paused for a moment, resting his elbows on the floor and his chin in his hands. One of the women saw him, nodded, and smiled. Soon he crawled out from behind her skirt and moved, barely noticed, from one woman to another until he had a chance to grab a large handful of feathers. With that, he crossed the room again, went under the table, and appeared near the spinners. He curled up at the feet of the youngest one, hidden by her knees from the others, and won her over by showing his handful of feathers with a friendly smile. A hesitant nod from her reassured him, and soon he began the game he had planned. He took a tuft of the white down and gently shook it free from his fingers near the spinning wheel. The wind from the fast motion caught it, sending it swirling in widening circles until it floated above like a slow white moth. Little Rol's eyes sparkled, and his small teeth shone in a silent laugh of delight. He sent another tuft and then another spinning around like a creature caught in a spider's web before finally drifting away. Soon, however, his handful of feathers was gone.
Rol sprawled forward to survey the room, and contemplate another journey under the table. His shoulder, thrusting forward, checked the wheel for an instant; he shifted hastily. The wheel flew on with a jerk, and the thread snapped. "Naughty Rol!" said the girl. The swiftest wheel stopped also, and the house-mistress, Rol's aunt, leaned forward, and sighting the low curly head, gave a warning against mischief, and sent him off to old Trella's corner.
Rol stretched forward to look around the room and think about another trip under the table. His shoulder pushed forward, bumping the wheel for a moment; he quickly moved aside. The wheel jerked ahead and the thread broke. "Naughty Rol!" the girl said. The fastest wheel stopped as well, and the house-mistress, Rol's aunt, leaned forward, spotted the low curly head, warned against getting into trouble, and sent him off to old Trella's corner.
Rol obeyed, and after a discreet period of obedience, sidled out again down the length of the room farthest from his aunt's eye. As he slipped in among the men, they looked up to see that their tools might be, as far as possible, out of reach of Rol's hands, and close to their own. Nevertheless, before long he managed to secure a fine chisel and take off its point on the leg of the table. The carver's strong objections to this disconcerted Rol, who for five minutes thereafter effaced himself under the table.
Rol did as he was told, and after a brief moment of compliance, he quietly moved to the far side of the room, away from his aunt's view. As he blended in with the men, they glanced up to ensure their tools were as far as possible from Rol's grasp and close to their own. However, before long, he managed to grab a nice chisel and sharpen its tip on the leg of the table. The carver's strong protests unsettled Rol, who then spent the next five minutes hiding under the table.
During this seclusion he contemplated the many pairs of legs that surrounded him, and almost shut out the light of the fire. How very odd some of the legs were: some were curved where they should be straight, some were straight where they should be curved, and, as Rol said to himself, "they all seemed screwed on differently." Some were tucked away modestly under the benches, others were thrust far out under the table, encroaching on Rol's own particular domain. He stretched out his own short legs and regarded them critically, and, after comparison, favourably. Why were not all legs made like his, or like his?
During this quiet time, he thought about the many legs around him and almost blocked out the fire's light. Some legs were really strange: some were bent when they should be straight, some were straight when they should be bent, and, as Rol noted to himself, "they all seemed to be attached differently." Some were tucked neatly under the benches, while others stuck out far under the table, invading Rol's personal space. He stretched out his own short legs and looked at them critically, and then, after comparing, positively. Why weren’t all legs made like his, or like his?
These legs approved by Rol were a little apart from the rest. He crawled opposite and again made comparison. His face grew quite solemn as he thought of the innumerable days to come before his legs could be as long and strong. He hoped they would be just like those, his models, as straight as to bone, as curved as to muscle.
These legs, approved by Rol, were slightly different from the others. He crawled over to them and compared once more. His expression became serious as he considered the countless days ahead before his legs could be just as long and strong. He hoped they would resemble those—his models—as straight as bone and as curved as muscle.
A few moments later Sweyn of the long legs felt a small hand caressing his foot, and looking down, met the upturned eyes of his little cousin Rol. Lying on his back, still softly patting and stroking the young man's foot, the child was quiet and happy for a good while. He watched the movement of the strong deft hands, and the shifting of the bright tools. Now and then, minute chips of wood, puffed off by Sweyn, fell down upon his face. At last he raised himself, very gently, lest a jog should wake impatience in the carver, and crossing his own legs round Sweyn's ankle, clasping with his arms too, laid his head against the knee. Such act is evidence of a child's most wonderful hero-worship. Quite content was Rol, and more than content when Sweyn paused a minute to joke, and pat his head and pull his curls. Quiet he remained, as long as quiescence is possible to limbs young as his. Sweyn forgot he was near, hardly noticed when his leg was gently released, and never saw the stealthy abstraction of one of his tools.
A few moments later, Sweyn with the long legs felt a small hand stroking his foot. Looking down, he met the upturned eyes of his little cousin Rol. Lying on his back and still softly patting and stroking the young man’s foot, the child was quiet and happy for a while. He watched the movement of Sweyn's strong, skillful hands and the shifting of the bright tools. Here and there, tiny chips of wood, flaked off by Sweyn, fell onto his face. Eventually, he sat up very gently, careful not to jostle the carver and wake any impatience, then crossed his legs around Sweyn’s ankle, wrapped his arms around it, and laid his head against his knee. This act showed a child's deep hero-worship. Rol was content, and even happier when Sweyn paused to joke, pat his head, and tug on his curls. He remained quiet for as long as a child his age could manage. Sweyn almost forgot he was there, barely noticed when his leg was gently freed, and never saw when one of his tools was quietly taken away.
Ten minutes thereafter was a lamentable wail from low on the floor, rising to the full pitch of Rol's healthy lungs; for his hand was gashed across, and the copious bleeding terrified him. Then was there soothing and comforting, washing and binding, and a modicum of scolding, till the loud outcry sank into occasional sobs, and the child, tear-stained and subdued, was returned to the chimney-corner settle, where Trella nodded.
Ten minutes later, a heartbreaking cry came from down on the floor, rising to the full volume of Rol's strong lungs because his hand was cut, and the heavy bleeding scared him. Then there was soothing and comforting, washing and bandaging, along with a bit of scolding, until the loud cries turned into occasional sobs, and the child, tear-streaked and quiet, was brought back to the corner of the fireplace, where Trella nodded.
In the reaction after pain and fright, Rol found that the quiet of that fire-lit corner was to his mind. Tyr, too, disdained him no longer, but, roused by his sobs, showed all the concern and sympathy that a dog can by licking and wistful watching. A little shame weighed also upon his spirits. He wished he had not cried quite so much. He remembered how once Sweyn had come home with his arm torn down from the shoulder, and a dead bear; and how he had never winced nor said a word, though his lips turned white with pain. Poor little Rol gave another sighing sob over his own faint-hearted shortcomings.
In the aftermath of pain and fear, Rol realized that the calm of that fire-lit corner was soothing to him. Tyr, no longer disdainful, was now attentive to his distress, showing all the concern and empathy a dog can through licking and eager watching. A bit of shame also weighed on him. He wished he hadn’t cried so much. He recalled how Sweyn had come home once with his arm hanging by a thread and a dead bear, without flinching or saying a word, even though his lips were pale from the pain. Poor little Rol let out another sighing sob over his own cowardly shortcomings.
The light and motion of the great fire began to tell strange stories to the child, and the wind in the chimney roared a corroborative note now and then. The great black mouth of the chimney, impending high over the hearth, received as into a mysterious gulf murky coils of smoke and brightness of aspiring sparks; and beyond, in the high darkness, were muttering and wailing and strange doings, so that sometimes the smoke rushed back in panic, and curled out and up to the roof, and condensed itself to invisibility among the rafters. And then the wind would rage after its lost prey, and rush round the house, rattling and shrieking at window and door.
The light and movement of the big fire started to tell strange stories to the child, and the wind in the chimney occasionally roared in agreement. The huge black opening of the chimney loomed over the hearth, taking in murky smoke and bright, swirling sparks like a mysterious abyss; and beyond, in the deep darkness, there were mutterings, wails, and odd happenings, causing the smoke to sometimes flee in panic, curling out and up to the roof, disappearing among the rafters. Then the wind would rage after its lost catch, swirling around the house, rattling and howling at the windows and doors.
In a lull, after one such loud gust, Rol lifted his head in surprise and listened. A lull had also come on the babel of talk, and thus could be heard with strange distinctness a sound outside the door—the sound of a child's voice, a child's hands. "Open, open; let me in!" piped the little voice from low down, lower than the handle, and the latch rattled as though a tiptoe child reached up to it, and soft small knocks were struck. One near the door sprang up and opened it. "No one is here," he said. Tyr lifted his head and gave utterance to a howl, loud, prolonged, most dismal.
In a quiet moment after a loud gust, Rol lifted his head in surprise and listened. The chatter had also paused, and with unusual clarity, a sound could be heard outside the door—a child's voice, a child's hands. "Open, open; let me in!" the little voice piped from low down, below the handle, and the latch rattled as if a tiptoeing child was reaching for it, accompanied by soft little knocks. Someone near the door jumped up and opened it. "No one is here," he said. Tyr lifted his head and let out a howl, loud, prolonged, and very mournful.
Sweyn, not able to believe that his ears had deceived him, got up and went to the door. It was a dark night; the clouds were heavy with snow, that had fallen fitfully when the wind lulled. Untrodden snow lay up to the porch; there was no sight nor sound of any human being. Sweyn strained his eyes far and near, only to see dark sky, pure snow, and a line of black fir trees on a hill brow, bowing down before the wind. "It must have been the wind," he said, and closed the door.
Sweyn, unable to believe that he had misheard, got up and went to the door. It was a dark night; heavy clouds were full of snow that had fallen sporadically when the wind calmed. Untouched snow layered up to the porch; there was neither sight nor sound of any human being. Sweyn strained his eyes in every direction, only to see a dark sky, fresh snow, and a line of black fir trees on a hill, bending down before the wind. "It must have been the wind," he said, and closed the door.
Many faces looked scared. The sound of a child's voice had been so distinct—and the words "Open, open; let me in!" The wind might creak the wood, or rattle the latch, but could not speak with a child's voice, nor knock with the soft plain blows that a plump fist gives. And the strange unusual howl of the wolf-hound was an omen to be feared, be the rest what it might. Strange things were said by one and another, till the rebuke of the house-mistress quelled them into far-off whispers. For a time after there was uneasiness, constraint, and silence; then the chill fear thawed by degrees, and the babble of talk flowed on again.
Many faces looked scared. The sound of a child's voice was so clear—and the words "Open, open; let me in!" The wind might creak the wood or rattle the latch, but it couldn't speak with a child's voice or knock with the gentle taps of a chubby fist. And the odd, eerie howl of the wolfhound was an omen to be feared, regardless of what else was happening. Strange things were said by one person and another until the house-mistress's reprimand silenced them into distant whispers. For a while, there was uneasiness, tension, and silence; then the icy fear gradually melted away, and the chatter began again.
Yet half-an-hour later a very slight noise outside the door sufficed to arrest every hand, every tongue. Every head was raised, every eye fixed in one direction. "It is Christian; he is late," said Sweyn.
Yet half an hour later, a very faint noise outside the door was enough to stop every hand, every voice. Every head turned, every eye focused in one direction. "It’s Christian; he's late," Sweyn said.
No, no; this is a feeble shuffle, not a young man's tread. With the sound of uncertain feet came the hard tap-tap of a stick against the door, and the high-pitched voice of eld, "Open, open; let me in!" Again Tyr flung up his head in a long doleful howl.
No, no; this is a weak shuffle, not how a young man walks. Along with the sound of unsteady footsteps came the sharp tap-tap of a stick against the door, and the high-pitched voice of an old person, "Open, open; let me in!" Again, Tyr lifted his head and let out a long, mournful howl.
Before the echo of the tapping stick and the high voice had fairly died away, Sweyn had sprung across to the door and flung it wide. "No one again," he said in a steady voice, though his eyes looked startled as he stared out. He saw the lonely expanse of snow, the clouds swagging low, and between the two the line of dark fir-trees bowing in the wind. He closed the door without a word of comment, and re-crossed the room.
Before the sound of the tapping stick and the high voice had completely faded, Sweyn jumped to the door and threw it open. "No one again," he said in a steady voice, though his eyes looked surprised as he looked outside. He saw the vast stretch of snow, the clouds hanging low, and the line of dark fir trees bending in the wind. He closed the door without saying anything and crossed the room again.
A score of blanched faces were turned to him as though he must be solver of the enigma. He could not be unconscious of this mute eye-questioning, and it disturbed his resolute air of composure. He hesitated, glanced towards his mother, the house-mistress, then back at the frightened folk, and gravely, before them all, made the sign of the cross. There was a flutter of hands as the sign was repeated by all, and the dead silence was stirred as by a huge sigh, for the held breath of many was freed as though the sign gave magic relief.
A group of pale faces faced him as if he were the one who could solve the mystery. He couldn't ignore their silent questioning eyes, and it unsettled his confident demeanor. He paused, looked at his mother, the one in charge of the house, then back at the terrified people, and solemnly made the sign of the cross in front of everyone. There was a flurry of hands as everyone mirrored the gesture, and the heavy silence broke like a large sigh, as if the collective tension of many had been released by the act, bringing a sense of magical relief.
Even the house-mistress was perturbed. She left her wheel and crossed the room to her son, and spoke with him for a moment in a low tone that none could overhear. But a moment later her voice was high-pitched and loud, so that all might benefit by her rebuke of the "heathen chatter" of one of the girls. Perhaps she essayed to silence thus her own misgivings and forebodings.
Even the house-mistress was unsettled. She set aside her work and walked over to her son, speaking with him for a moment in a quiet tone that no one could overhear. But a moment later, her voice was high-pitched and loud, ensuring everyone could hear her reprimand of the "heathen chatter" from one of the girls. Maybe she was trying to silence her own doubts and worries in that way.
No other voice dared speak now with its natural fulness. Low tones made intermittent murmurs, and now and then silence drifted over the whole room. The handling of tools was as noiseless as might be, and suspended on the instant if the door rattled in a gust of wind. After a time Sweyn left his work, joined the group nearest the door, and loitered there on the pretence of giving advice and help to the unskilful.
No other voice dared to speak now with its full sound. Low tones made occasional murmurs, and now and then silence fell over the entire room. The use of tools was as quiet as possible, stopping immediately if the door rattled in a gust of wind. After a while, Sweyn left his work, joined the group closest to the door, and lingered there under the pretense of offering advice and help to those who were less skilled.
A man's tread was heard outside in the porch. "Christian!" said Sweyn and his mother simultaneously, he confidently, she authoritatively, to set the checked wheels going again. But Tyr flung up his head with an appalling howl.
A man's footsteps were heard outside on the porch. "Christian!" said Sweyn and his mother at the same time—he said it confidently, she said it with authority, trying to get things moving again. But Tyr threw his head back and let out a horrifying howl.
"Open, open; let me in!"
"Open up; let me in!"
It was a man's voice, and the door shook and rattled as a man's strength beat against it. Sweyn could feel the planks quivering, as on the instant his hand was upon the door, flinging it open, to face the blank porch, and beyond only snow and sky, and firs aslant in the wind.
It was a man's voice, and the door shook and rattled as a man's strength pounded against it. Sweyn could feel the planks vibrating, and in that moment, his hand was on the door, throwing it open to reveal the empty porch, with only snow and sky beyond, and firs leaning in the wind.
He stood for a long minute with the open door in his hand. The bitter wind swept in with its icy chill, but a deadlier chill of fear came swifter, and seemed to freeze the beating of hearts. Sweyn stepped back to snatch up a great bearskin cloak.
He stood for a long minute holding the open door. The bitter wind rushed in with its icy chill, but a more dangerous chill of fear came faster and seemed to freeze hearts. Sweyn stepped back to grab a large bearskin cloak.
"Sweyn, where are you going?"
"Sweyn, where are you headed?"
"No farther than the porch, mother," and he stepped out and closed the door.
"No farther than the porch, Mom," and he stepped outside and shut the door.
He wrapped himself in the heavy fur, and leaning against the most sheltered wall of the porch, steeled his nerves to face the devil and all his works. No sound of voices came from within; the most distinct sound was the crackle and roar of the fire.
He wrapped himself in the thick fur and leaned against the most sheltered wall of the porch, preparing himself to confront the devil and everything that came with it. There were no voices coming from inside; the clearest sound was the crackling and roaring of the fire.
It was bitterly cold. His feet grew numb, but he forbore stamping them into warmth lest the sound should strike panic within; nor would he leave the porch, nor print a foot-mark on the untrodden white that declared so absolutely how no human voices and hands could have approached the door since snow fell two hours or more ago. "When the wind drops there will be more snow," thought Sweyn.
It was freezing cold. His feet went numb, but he held back from stamping them to warm up, fearing the noise might cause panic; he also refused to leave the porch or leave any footprints on the untouched white snow that clearly showed no human voices or hands had come near the door since it snowed two hours ago or more. "When the wind dies down, there will be more snow," Sweyn thought.
For the best part of an hour he kept his watch, and saw no living thing—heard no unwonted sound. "I will freeze here no longer," he muttered, and re-entered.
For almost an hour, he kept watch and saw no living thing—heard no unusual sound. "I can't stay out here any longer," he muttered, and went back inside.
One woman gave a half-suppressed scream as his hand was laid on the latch, and then a gasp of relief as he came in. No one questioned him, only his mother said, in a tone of forced unconcern, "Could you not see Christian coming?" as though she were made anxious only by the absence of her younger son. Hardly had Sweyn stamped near to the fire than clear knocking was heard at the door. Tyr leapt from the hearth, his eyes red as the fire, his fangs showing white in the black jowl, his neck ridged and bristling; and overleaping Rol, ramped at the door, barking furiously.
One woman let out a suppressed scream as his hand rested on the latch, followed by a gasp of relief when he entered. No one challenged him; only his mother said, in a tone that tried to sound casual, "Did you not see Christian coming?" as if she were only worried about the absence of her younger son. Hardly had Sweyn stepped closer to the fire when there was loud knocking at the door. Tyr jumped from the hearth, his eyes glowing like the fire, his fangs visible in the dark fur of his jowl, his neck tense and bristling; and he leaped over Rol, rushing to the door and barking furiously.
Outside the door a clear mellow voice was calling. Tyr's bark made the words undistinguishable. No one offered to stir towards the door before Sweyn.
Outside the door, a clear, warm voice was calling. Tyr's bark made the words hard to understand. No one moved toward the door before Sweyn.
He stalked down the room resolutely, lifted the latch, and swung back the door.
He walked confidently across the room, lifted the latch, and swung the door open.
A white-robed woman glided in.
A woman in a white robe glided in.
No wraith! Living—beautiful—young.
No ghost! Alive—beautiful—young.
Tyr leapt upon her.
Tyr jumped on her.
Lithely she baulked the sharp fangs with folds of her long fur robe, and snatching from her girdle a small two-edged axe, whirled it up for a blow of defence.
Lithely, she blocked the sharp fangs with the folds of her long fur robe and, grabbing a small two-edged axe from her belt, spun it up for a defensive strike.
Sweyn caught the dog by the collar, and dragged him off yelling and struggling.
Sweyn grabbed the dog by the collar and pulled him away, all while yelling and squirming.
The stranger stood in the doorway motionless, one foot set forward, one arm flung up, till the house-mistress hurried down the room; and Sweyn, relinquishing to others the furious Tyr, turned again to close the door, and offer excuse for so fierce a greeting. Then she lowered her arm, slung the axe in its place at her waist, loosened the furs about her face, and shook over her shoulders the long white robe—all as it were with the sway of one movement.
The stranger stood in the doorway, frozen, one foot forward and one arm raised, until the woman of the house quickly came down the room; and Sweyn, leaving the angry Tyr to others, turned back to close the door and explain such a harsh welcome. Then she lowered her arm, tucked the axe into its spot at her waist, loosened the furs around her face, and draped the long white robe over her shoulders, all in one smooth motion.
She was a maiden, tall and very fair. The fashion of her dress was strange, half masculine, yet not unwomanly. A fine fur tunic, reaching but little below the knee, was all the skirt she wore; below were the cross-bound shoes and leggings that a hunter wears. A white fur cap was set low upon the brows, and from its edge strips of fur fell lappet-wise about her shoulders; two of these at her entrance had been drawn forward and crossed about her throat, but now, loosened and thrust back, left unhidden long plaits of fair hair that lay forward on shoulder and breast, down to the ivory-studded girdle where the axe gleamed.
She was a young woman, tall and very fair. Her style of dress was unusual, partly masculine, yet still feminine. A nice fur tunic that ended just above the knee was the only skirt she had on; below it, she wore the cross-bound shoes and leggings typical of a hunter. A white fur cap was pulled low over her forehead, and from its edge, strips of fur draped around her shoulders. When she entered, two of these strips had been pulled forward and wrapped around her neck, but now they were loosened and pushed back, revealing long braids of fair hair that rested on her shoulder and chest, down to the ivory-studded belt where the axe shone.
Sweyn and his mother led the stranger to the hearth without question or sign of curiosity, till she voluntarily told her tale of a long journey to distant kindred, a promised guide unmet, and signals and landmarks mistaken.
Sweyn and his mother brought the stranger to the hearth without questioning or showing any curiosity, until she willingly shared her story of a long trip to see distant relatives, a promised guide who never showed up, and signs and landmarks that were confused.
"Alone!" exclaimed Sweyn in astonishment. "Have you journeyed thus far, a hundred leagues, alone?"
"Alone!" Sweyn said in disbelief. "Did you really travel all this way, a hundred leagues, by yourself?"
She answered "Yes" with a little smile.
She replied "Yes" with a slight smile.
"Over the hills and the wastes! Why, the folk there are savage and wild as beasts."
"Over the hills and the wastelands! The people there are as savage and wild as animals."
She dropped her hand upon her axe with a laugh of some scorn.
She placed her hand on her axe and laughed with a hint of scorn.
"I fear neither man nor beast; some few fear me." And then she told strange tales of fierce attack and defence, and of the bold free huntress life she had led.
"I fear neither man nor beast; a few fear me." And then she shared bizarre stories of fierce attacks and defenses, and of the adventurous, independent huntress life she had lived.
Her words came a little slowly and deliberately, as though she spoke in a scarce familiar tongue; now and then she hesitated, and stopped in a phrase, as though for lack of some word.
Her words came out a bit slowly and thoughtfully, as if she was speaking in a language she didn’t use often; every now and then she paused, stopping mid-sentence as if she couldn’t find the right word.
She became the centre of a group of listeners. The interest she excited dissipated, in some degree, the dread inspired by the mysterious voices. There was nothing ominous about this young, bright, fair reality, though her aspect was strange.
She became the center of a group of listeners. The interest she generated somewhat eased the fear brought on by the mysterious voices. There was nothing threatening about this young, bright, fair presence, even though her appearance was unusual.
Little Rol crept near, staring at the stranger with all his might. Unnoticed, he softly stroked and patted a corner of her soft white robe that reached to the floor in ample folds. He laid his cheek against it caressingly, and then edged up close to her knees.
Little Rol crept closer, gazing at the stranger with all his strength. Unnoticed, he gently stroked and patted a corner of her soft white robe that flowed to the floor in generous folds. He pressed his cheek against it affectionately and then moved in close to her knees.
"What is your name?" he asked.
"What's your name?" he asked.
The stranger's smile and ready answer, as she looked down, saved Rol from the rebuke merited by his unmannerly question.
The stranger's smile and quick response, as she looked down, spared Rol from the criticism he deserved for his rude question.
"My real name," she said, "would be uncouth to your ears and tongue. The folk of this country have given me another name, and from this" (she laid her hand on the fur robe) "they call me 'White Fell.'"
"My real name," she said, "would sound rough to you. The people of this country have given me a different name, and from this" (she laid her hand on the fur robe) "they call me 'White Fell.'"
Little Rol repeated it to himself, stroking and patting as before. "White Fell, White Fell."
Little Rol said it to himself again, stroking and patting just like before. "White Fell, White Fell."
The fair face, and soft, beautiful dress pleased Rol. He knelt up, with his eyes on her face and an air of uncertain determination, like a robin's on a doorstep, and plumped his elbows into her lap with a little gasp at his own audacity.
The pretty face and the soft, beautiful dress impressed Rol. He knelt up, keeping his eyes on her face with a look of hesitant determination, like a robin on a doorstep, and rested his elbows in her lap with a small gasp at his own boldness.
"Rol!" exclaimed his aunt; but, "Oh, let him!" said White Fell, smiling and stroking his head; and Rol stayed.
"Rol!" his aunt exclaimed; but, "Oh, let him!" said White Fell, smiling and stroking his head; and Rol stayed.
He advanced farther, and panting at his own adventurousness in the face of his aunt's authority, climbed up on to her knees. Her welcoming arms hindered any protest. He nestled happily, fingering the axe head, the ivory studs in her girdle, the ivory clasp at her throat, the plaits of fair hair; rubbing his head against the softness of her fur-clad shoulder, with a child's full confidence in the kindness of beauty.
He moved closer, breathing heavily from his own boldness in front of his aunt's authority, and climbed onto her knees. Her open arms stopped any objections. He settled in happily, playing with the axe head, the ivory studs in her belt, the ivory clasp at her throat, and the strands of her light hair; rubbing his head against the softness of her fur-covered shoulder, fully trusting in the kindness of beauty.
White Fell had not uncovered her head, only knotted the pendant fur loosely behind her neck. Rol reached up his hand towards it, whispering her name to himself, "White Fell, White Fell," then slid his arms round her neck, and kissed her—once—twice. She laughed delightedly, and kissed him again.
White Fell hadn't taken off her hood; she just tied the fur pendant loosely behind her neck. Rol reached up his hand to it, softly repeating her name, "White Fell, White Fell," then wrapped his arms around her neck and kissed her—once—twice. She laughed joyfully and kissed him back.
"The child plagues you?" said Sweyn.
"The kid bothering you?" said Sweyn.
"No, indeed," she answered, with an earnestness so intense as to seem disproportionate to the occasion.
"No, definitely," she replied, with an intensity that felt far too extreme for the situation.
Rol settled himself again on her lap, and began to unwind the bandage bound round his hand. He paused a little when he saw where the blood had soaked through; then went on till his hand was bare and the cut displayed, gaping and long, though only skin deep. He held it up towards White Fell, desirous of her pity and sympathy.
Rol settled back onto her lap and started to unwrap the bandage around his hand. He paused for a moment when he noticed where the blood had soaked through; then he continued until his hand was bare and the cut was revealed, wide and long, though it was only skin deep. He held it up to White Fell, wanting her pity and sympathy.
At sight of it, and the blood-stained linen, she drew in her breath suddenly, clasped Rol to her—hard, hard—till he began to struggle. Her face was hidden behind the boy, so that none could see its expression. It had lighted up with a most awful glee.
At the sight of it, and the blood-covered cloth, she gasped, pulling Rol to her—hard, hard—until he started to fight against her grip. Her face was hidden behind the boy, so no one could see what she looked like. It had lit up with a terrible joy.
Afar, beyond the fir-grove, beyond the low hill behind, the absent Christian was hastening his return. From daybreak he had been afoot, carrying notice of a bear hunt to all the best hunters of the farms and hamlets that lay within a radius of twelve miles. Nevertheless, having been detained till a late hour, he now broke into a run, going with a long smooth stride of apparent ease that fast made the miles diminish.
Afar, beyond the fir grove, past the low hill behind, the missing Christian was rushing back. Since dawn, he had been on foot, delivering news about a bear hunt to all the top hunters from the farms and villages within a twelve-mile radius. However, since he had been held up until late, he now broke into a run, covering ground with a long, smooth stride that made the miles quickly shrink.
He entered the midnight blackness of the fir-grove with scarcely slackened pace, though the path was invisible; and passing through into the open again, sighted the farm lying a furlong off down the slope. Then he sprang out freely, and almost on the instant gave one great sideways leap, and stood still. There in the snow was the track of a great wolf.
He stepped into the pitch blackness of the fir grove without losing much speed, even though the path was hard to see; and after making his way back into the open, he spotted the farm about a furlong down the slope. Then, he jumped out with ease and almost immediately made a big sideways leap, coming to a stop. There in the snow was the print of a large wolf.
His hand went to his knife, his only weapon. He stooped, knelt down, to bring his eyes to the level of a beast, and peered about; his teeth set, his heart beat a little harder than the pace of his running insisted on. A solitary wolf, nearly always savage and of large size, is a formidable beast that will not hesitate to attack a single man. This wolf-track was the largest Christian had ever seen, and, so far as he could judge, recently made. It led from under the fir-trees down the slope. Well for him, he thought, was the delay that had so vexed him before: well for him that he had not passed through the dark fir-grove when that danger of jaws lurked there. Going warily, he followed the track.
His hand went to his knife, his only weapon. He bent down to bring his eyes to the level of the beast and looked around; his teeth clenched, his heart raced a little faster than his running required. A lone wolf, often fierce and large, is a dangerous creature that won’t hesitate to attack a single man. This wolf track was the biggest Christian had ever seen, and, as far as he could tell, it was recently made. It led from under the fir trees down the slope. He thought it was fortunate that the delay that had annoyed him earlier had occurred: fortunate that he hadn’t gone through the dark fir grove when that threat was lurking there. Moving slowly, he followed the track.
It led down the slope, across a broad ice-bound stream, along the level beyond, making towards the farm. A less precise knowledge had doubted, and guessed that here might have come straying big Tyr or his like; but Christian was sure, knowing better than to mistake between footmark of dog and wolf.
It went down the slope, across a wide frozen stream, along the flat land beyond, heading toward the farm. Some uncertain knowledge had wondered if this could be the wandering big Tyr or something similar; but Christian was confident, knowing better than to confuse the tracks of a dog with those of a wolf.
Straight on—straight on towards the farm.
Straight ahead—straight ahead to the farm.
Surprised and anxious grew Christian, that a prowling wolf should dare so near. He drew his knife and pressed on, more hastily, more keen-eyed. Oh that Tyr were with him!
Surprised and anxious, Christian felt that a prowling wolf shouldn’t dare to come so close. He pulled out his knife and moved on, more quickly and more alert. Oh, if only Tyr were with him!
Straight on, straight on, even to the very door, where the snow failed. His heart seemed to give a great leap and then stop. There the track ended.
Straight ahead, straight ahead, right to the door, where the snow stopped. His heart felt like it took a big leap and then stopped. There the path ended.
Nothing lurked in the porch, and there was no sign of return. The firs stood straight against the sky, the clouds lay low; for the wind had fallen and a few snowflakes came drifting down. In a horror of surprise, Christian stood dazed a moment: then he lifted the latch and went in. His glance took in all the old familiar forms and faces, and with them that of the stranger, fur-clad and beautiful. The awful truth flashed upon him: he knew what she was.
Nothing was waiting on the porch, and there was no indication of anyone coming back. The fir trees stood tall against the sky, and the clouds hung low; the wind had died down, and a few snowflakes floated down. In shock, Christian stood stunned for a moment: then he lifted the latch and stepped inside. His gaze took in all the old familiar shapes and faces, along with that of the stranger, dressed in furs and strikingly beautiful. The terrifying realization hit him: he understood what she was.
Only a few were startled by the rattle of the latch as he entered. The room was filled with bustle and movement, for it was the supper hour, when all tools were laid aside, and trestles and tables shifted. Christian had no knowledge of what he said and did; he moved and spoke mechanically, half thinking that soon he must wake from this horrible dream. Sweyn and his mother supposed him to be cold and dead-tired, and spared all unnecessary questions. And he found himself seated beside the hearth, opposite that dreadful Thing that looked like a beautiful girl; watching her every movement, curdling with horror to see her fondle the child Rol.
Only a few were surprised by the sound of the latch as he walked in. The room was buzzing with activity because it was supper time, when all tools were set aside, and tables and trestles were rearranged. Christian had no idea what he was saying or doing; he moved and spoke on autopilot, half thinking he would soon wake up from this awful dream. Sweyn and his mother assumed he was just cold and exhausted, so they held back on any unnecessary questions. He found himself sitting by the fireplace, across from that terrifying thing that looked like a beautiful girl, watching her every move, filled with horror as he saw her cradle the child Rol.
Sweyn stood near them both, intent upon White Fell also; but how differently! She seemed unconscious of the gaze of both—neither aware of the chill dread in the eyes of Christian, nor of Sweyn's warm admiration.
Sweyn stood close to both of them, focused on White Fell as well; but in a very different way! She seemed completely unaware of the gazes directed at her—ignorant of the cold fear in Christian's eyes and oblivious to Sweyn's warm admiration.
These two brothers, who were twins, contrasted greatly, despite their striking likeness. They were alike in regular profile, fair brown hair, and deep blue eyes; but Sweyn's features were perfect as a young god's, while Christian's showed faulty details. Thus, the line of his mouth was set too straight, the eyes shelved too deeply back, and the contour of the face flowed in less generous curves than Sweyn's. Their height was the same, but Christian was too slender for perfect proportion, while Sweyn's well-knit frame, broad shoulders, and muscular arms, made him pre-eminent for manly beauty as well as for strength. As a hunter Sweyn was without rival; as a fisher without rival. All the countryside acknowledged him to be the best wrestler, rider, dancer, singer. Only in speed could he be surpassed, and in that only by his younger brother. All others Sweyn could distance fairly; but Christian could outrun him easily. Ay, he could keep pace with Sweyn's most breathless burst, and laugh and talk the while. Christian took little pride in his fleetness of foot, counting a man's legs to be the least worthy of his members. He had no envy of his brother's athletic superiority, though to several feats he had made a moderate second. He loved as only a twin can love—proud of all that Sweyn did, content with all that Sweyn was; humbly content also that his own great love should not be so exceedingly returned, since he knew himself to be so far less love-worthy.
These two brothers, who were twins, were very different, even though they looked strikingly alike. They shared a similar profile, light brown hair, and deep blue eyes; but Sweyn's features were flawless like a young god's, while Christian's had some imperfections. Christian's mouth was too straight, his eyes were set too deep, and the shape of his face had less generous curves than Sweyn's. They were the same height, but Christian was too thin for perfect proportions, while Sweyn's strong build, broad shoulders, and muscular arms made him stand out for both handsome looks and strength. Sweyn was unmatched as a hunter and a fisherman. Everyone in the area considered him the best wrestler, rider, dancer, and singer. Only in speed could he be outdone, and that was only by his younger brother. Sweyn could outrun everyone else easily, but Christian could easily outpace him. Yes, he could keep up with Sweyn during the most intense sprints, laughing and chatting all the while. Christian didn't take much pride in his speed, believing a man's legs to be the least impressive of his features. He felt no jealousy over his brother's athletic superiority, although he had often been a decent second in various contests. He loved as only a twin can—proud of everything Sweyn accomplished and completely satisfied with who Sweyn was; humbly accepting that his own deep love wouldn’t be as fully returned since he felt himself to be much less deserving of love.
Christian dared not, in the midst of women and children, launch the horror that he knew into words. He waited to consult his brother; but Sweyn did not, or would not, notice the signal he made, and kept his face always turned towards White Fell. Christian drew away from the hearth, unable to remain passive with that dread upon him.
Christian didn’t dare to voice the terror he felt in front of women and children. He waited to talk to his brother, but Sweyn either didn’t see his signal or chose to ignore it, keeping his gaze fixed on White Fell. Christian stepped away from the fire, unable to stay still with that fear weighing on him.
"Where is Tyr?" he said suddenly. Then, catching sight of the dog in a distant corner, "Why is he chained there?"
"Where's Tyr?" he asked out of the blue. Then, noticing the dog in a far corner, he added, "Why is he tied up over there?"
"He flew at the stranger," one answered.
"He went after the stranger," one responded.
Christian's eyes glowed. "Yes?" he said, interrogatively.
Christian's eyes lit up. "Yeah?" he asked, curiously.
"He was within an ace of having his brain knocked out."
"He was just a hair away from getting his brain knocked out."
"Tyr?"
"Tyr?"
"Yes; she was nimbly up with that little axe she has at her waist. It was well for old Tyr that his master throttled him off."
"Yeah; she quickly grabbed that little axe she keeps at her waist. It was good for old Tyr that his master stopped him."
Christian went without a word to the corner where Tyr was chained. The dog rose up to meet him, as piteous and indignant as a dumb beast can be. He stroked the black head. "Good Tyr! brave dog!"
Christian went silently to the corner where Tyr was chained. The dog stood up to greet him, as sad and angry as a mute creature can be. He petted the black head. "Good Tyr! Brave dog!"
They knew, they only; and the man and the dumb dog had comfort of each other.
They both knew, and the man and the mute dog found comfort in each other's presence.
Christian's eyes turned again towards White Fell: Tyr's also, and he strained against the length of the chain. Christian's hand lay on the dog's neck, and he felt it ridge and bristle with the quivering of impotent fury. Then he began to quiver in like manner, with a fury born of reason, not instinct; as impotent morally as was Tyr physically. Oh! the woman's form that he dare not touch! Anything but that, and he with Tyr would be free to kill or be killed.
Christian's eyes glanced back at White Fell, as did Tyr's, and he struggled against the length of the chain. Christian’s hand rested on the dog's neck, feeling it tense and bristle with uncontrollable rage. Soon, he started to shake with the same anger, one fueled by reason, not instinct; just as powerless in a moral sense as Tyr was physically. Oh! The woman’s form he didn’t dare touch! Anything else, and he and Tyr would be free to kill or be killed.
Then he returned to ask fresh questions.
Then he came back to ask new questions.
"How long has the stranger been here?"
"How long has the newcomer been here?"
"She came about half-an-hour before you."
"She arrived about thirty minutes before you."
"Who opened the door to her?"
"Who opened the door for her?"
"Sweyn: no one else dared."
"Sweyn: no one else would."
The tone of the answer was mysterious.
The tone of the response was enigmatic.
"Why?" queried Christian. "Has anything strange happened? Tell me."
"Why?" asked Christian. "Did something weird happen? Tell me."
For answer he was told in a low undertone of the summons at the door thrice repeated without human agency; and of Tyr's ominous howls; and of Sweyn's fruitless watch outside.
For an answer, he was told in a low voice about the knocks at the door that happened three times without anyone being there; about Tyr's eerie howls; and about Sweyn's pointless vigil outside.
Christian turned towards his brother in a torment of impatience for a word apart. The board was spread, and Sweyn was leading White Fell to the guest's place. This was more awful: she would break bread with them under the roof-tree!
Christian faced his brother, filled with a mix of impatience and desperation for a private word. The table was set, and Sweyn was guiding White Fell to the guest's seat. This was even worse: she would share a meal with them beneath their roof!
He started forward, and touching Sweyn's arm, whispered an urgent entreaty. Sweyn stared, and shook his head in angry impatience.
He stepped forward, touched Sweyn's arm, and whispered an urgent plea. Sweyn stared and shook his head in angry impatience.
Thereupon Christian would take no morsel of food.
Thereafter, Christian refused to eat anything.
His opportunity came at last. White Fell questioned of the landmarks of the country, and of one Cairn Hill, which was an appointed meeting-place at which she was due that night. The house-mistress and Sweyn both exclaimed.
His chance finally arrived. White Fell asked about the landmarks in the area and about a Cairn Hill, which was a designated meeting spot where she was supposed to be that night. The house-mistress and Sweyn both reacted with surprise.
"It is three long miles away," said Sweyn; "with no place for shelter but a wretched hut. Stay with us this night, and I will show you the way to-morrow."
"It’s three long miles away," Sweyn said. "There’s nowhere to find shelter except for a miserable hut. Stay with us tonight, and I’ll show you the way tomorrow."
White Fell seemed to hesitate. "Three miles," she said; "then I should be able to see or hear a signal."
White Fell seemed to pause. "Three miles," she said; "then I should be able to see or hear a signal."
"I will look out," said Sweyn; "then, if there be no signal, you must not leave us."
"I'll check," said Sweyn; "if there’s no signal, you shouldn’t leave us."
He went to the door. Christian rose silently, and followed him out.
He went to the door. Christian quietly got up and followed him out.
"Sweyn, do you know what she is?"
"Sweyn, do you know what she is?"
Sweyn, surprised at the vehement grasp, and low hoarse voice, made answer:
Sweyn, taken aback by the intense grip and deep, raspy voice, replied:
"She? Who? White Fell?"
"She? Who? White Fell?"
"Yes."
"Yep."
"She is the most beautiful girl I have ever seen."
"She is the most beautiful girl I've ever seen."
"She is a Were-Wolf."
"She is a werewolf."
Sweyn burst out laughing. "Are you mad?" he asked.
Sweyn laughed out loud. "Are you crazy?" he asked.
"No; here, see for yourself."
"No; look for yourself."
Christian drew him out of the porch, pointing to the snow where the footmarks had been. Had been, for now they were not. Snow was falling fast, and every dint was blotted out.
Christian pulled him away from the porch, gesturing at the snow where the footprints had been. Had been, because now they were gone. Snow was falling quickly, and every mark was erased.
"Well?" asked Sweyn.
"Well?" Sweyn asked.
"Had you come when I signed to you, you would have seen for yourself."
"Had you come when I motioned to you, you would have seen for yourself."
"Seen what?"
"What did you see?"
"The footprints of a wolf leading up to the door; none leading away."
"The footprints of a wolf leading to the door; none leading away."
It was impossible not to be startled by the tone alone, though it was hardly above a whisper. Sweyn eyed his brother anxiously, but in the darkness could make nothing of his face. Then he laid his hands kindly and re-assuringly on Christian's shoulders and felt how he was quivering with excitement and horror.
It was impossible not to be startled by the tone alone, though it was hardly above a whisper. Sweyn looked at his brother nervously, but in the darkness could make nothing of his face. Then he placed his hands gently and reassuringly on Christian's shoulders and felt how he was shaking with a mix of excitement and fear.
"One sees strange things," he said, "when the cold has got into the brain behind the eyes; you came in cold and worn out."
"One sees weird things," he said, "when the cold seeps into your brain behind your eyes; you walked in feeling cold and exhausted."
"No," interrupted Christian. "I saw the track first on the brow of the slope, and followed it down right here to the door. This is no delusion."
"No," Christian interrupted. "I saw the track first at the top of the slope and followed it down right to the door. This isn’t an illusion."
Sweyn in his heart felt positive that it was. Christian was given to day-dreams and strange fancies, though never had he been possessed with so mad a notion before.
Sweyn felt deep down that it was true. Christian often drifted into daydreams and odd thoughts, but he had never been consumed by such a crazy idea before.
"Don't you believe me?" said Christian desperately. "You must. I swear it is sane truth. Are you blind? Why, even Tyr knows."
"Don't you believe me?" Christian said urgently. "You have to. I promise it's the honest truth. Are you blind? Even Tyr knows."
"You will be clearer headed to-morrow after a night's rest. Then come too, if you will, with White Fell, to the Hill Cairn; and if you have doubts still, watch and follow, and see what footprints she leaves."
"You'll think more clearly tomorrow after a good night's sleep. Then come along, if you want, with White Fell to the Hill Cairn; and if you still have doubts, just watch and follow, and see what footprints she leaves."
Galled by Sweyn's evident contempt Christian turned abruptly to the door. Sweyn caught him back.
Galled by Sweyn's obvious disdain, Christian turned sharply towards the door. Sweyn pulled him back.
"What now, Christian? What are you going to do?"
"What now, Christian? What are you going to do?"
"You do not believe me; my mother shall."
"You don’t believe me; my mom will."
Sweyn's grasp tightened. "You shall not tell her," he said authoritatively.
Sweyn tightened his grip. "You can't tell her," he said firmly.
Customarily Christian was so docile to his brother's mastery that it was now a surprising thing when he wrenched himself free vigorously, and said as determinedly as Sweyn, "She shall know!" but Sweyn was nearer the door and would not let him pass.
Customarily, Christian was so submissive to his brother's control that it was surprising when he suddenly broke free with force and declared just as strongly as Sweyn, "She will know!" But Sweyn was closer to the door and wouldn't let him get by.
"There has been scare enough for one night already. If this notion of yours will keep, broach it to-morrow." Christian would not yield.
"There’s been enough scare for one night already. If you’re going to stick with this idea, bring it up tomorrow." Christian refused to back down.
"Women are so easily scared," pursued Sweyn, "and are ready to believe any folly without shadow of proof. Be a man, Christian, and fight this notion of a Were-Wolf by yourself."
"Women get scared so easily," Sweyn continued, "and they’re quick to believe any nonsense without any evidence. Be a man, Christian, and tackle this idea of a Were-Wolf on your own."
"If you would believe me," began Christian.
"If you trust me," Christian started.
"I believe you to be a fool," said Sweyn, losing patience. "Another, who was not your brother, might believe you to be a knave, and guess that you had transformed White Fell into a Were-Wolf because she smiled more readily on me than on you."
"I think you're an idiot," Sweyn said, losing his patience. "Someone else, who wasn’t your brother, might think you’re a jerk and assume you turned White Fell into a Were-Wolf because she smiled at me more easily than at you."
The jest was not without foundation, for the grace of White Fell's bright looks had been bestowed on him, on Christian never a whit. Sweyn's coxcombery was always frank, and most forgiveable, and not without fair colour.
The joke wasn't without reason, as White Fell's beautiful looks had been given to him, while Christian got none at all. Sweyn's foolishness was always honest, quite excusable, and not without charm.
"If you want an ally," continued Sweyn, "confide in old Trella. Out of her stores of wisdom, if her memory holds good, she can instruct you in the orthodox manner of tackling a Were-Wolf. If I remember aright, you should watch the suspected person till midnight, when the beast's form must be resumed, and retained ever after if a human eye sees the change; or, better still, sprinkle hands and feet with holy water, which is certain death. Oh! never fear, but old Trella will be equal to the occasion."
"If you want an ally," Sweyn continued, "trust old Trella. From her vast knowledge, if her memory is still sharp, she can teach you the proper way to deal with a Were-Wolf. If I recall correctly, you should keep an eye on the suspected person until midnight, when they must revert to their beastly form, and they'll stay that way if anyone human sees the change; or, even better, sprinkle their hands and feet with holy water, which guarantees their death. Don't worry, old Trella will be more than up for the task."
Sweyn's contempt was no longer good-humoured; some touch of irritation or resentment rose at this monstrous doubt of White Fell. But Christian was too deeply distressed to take offence.
Sweyn's disdain was no longer lighthearted; a hint of irritation or resentment stirred at this outrageous doubt about White Fell. But Christian was too deeply upset to be offended.
"You speak of them as old wives' tales; but if you had seen the proof I have seen, you would be ready at least to wish them true, if not also to put them to the test."
"You talk about them like they're just old wives' tales; but if you had seen the evidence I've seen, you'd at least hope they're true, if not also be willing to try them out."
"Well," said Sweyn, with a laugh that had a little sneer in it, "put them to the test! I will not object to that, if you will only keep your notions to yourself. Now, Christian, give me your word for silence, and we will freeze here no longer."
"Well," Sweyn said, laughing with a hint of sarcasm, "let’s see what they can do! I won’t mind that, as long as you keep your opinions to yourself. Now, Christian, promise me you’ll stay quiet, and we won’t stay here in the cold any longer."
Christian remained silent.
Christian stayed quiet.
Sweyn put his hands on his shoulders again and vainly tried to see his face in the darkness.
Sweyn placed his hands on his shoulders again and unsuccessfully tried to catch a glimpse of his face in the dark.
"We have never quarrelled yet, Christian?"
"We've never fought, have we, Christian?"
"I have never quarrelled," returned the other, aware for the first time that his dictatorial brother had sometimes offered occasion for quarrel, had he been ready to take it.
"I've never argued," the other replied, realizing for the first time that his bossy brother had occasionally given him reasons to fight, had he been willing to take them.
"Well," said Sweyn emphatically, "if you speak against White Fell to any other, as to-night you have spoken to me—we shall."
"Well," Sweyn said firmly, "if you talk about White Fell to anyone else like you did to me tonight—we'll have a problem."
He delivered the words like an ultimatum, turned sharp round, and re-entered the house. Christian, more fearful and wretched than before, followed.
He delivered the words like a threat, turned sharply, and went back inside the house. Christian, feeling even more scared and miserable than before, followed him.
"Snow is falling fast: not a single light is to be seen."
"Snow is falling quickly: not a single light can be seen."
White Fell's eyes passed over Christian without apparent notice, and turned bright and shining upon Sweyn.
White Fell's eyes glanced past Christian without seeming to notice him and landed bright and shining on Sweyn.
"Nor any signal to be heard?" she queried. "Did you not hear the sound of a sea-horn?"
"Is there really no signal to be heard?" she asked. "Did you not hear the sound of a sea horn?"
"I saw nothing, and heard nothing; and signal or no signal, the heavy snow would keep you here perforce."
"I saw nothing and heard nothing; whether there was a signal or not, the heavy snow would force you to stay here."
She smiled her thanks beautifully. And Christian's heart sank like lead with a deadly foreboding, as he noted what a light was kindled in Sweyn's eyes by her smile.
She smiled her thanks beautifully. And Christian's heart sank like a rock with a heavy sense of dread, as he noticed the spark of excitement in Sweyn's eyes from her smile.
That night, when all others slept, Christian, the weariest of all, watched outside the guest-chamber till midnight was past. No sound, not the faintest, could be heard. Could the old tale be true of the midnight change? What was on the other side of the door, a woman or a beast? he would have given his right hand to know. Instinctively he laid his hand on the latch, and drew it softly, though believing that bolts fastened the inner side. The door yielded to his hand; he stood on the threshold; a keen gust of air cut at him; the window stood open; the room was empty.
That night, while everyone else was asleep, Christian, the most exhausted of them all, kept watch outside the guest room until after midnight. There was complete silence, not even the slightest sound. Could the old story about the midnight change be true? What could be on the other side of the door, a woman or a beast? He would have given anything to find out. Without thinking, he placed his hand on the latch and gently pulled it, even though he believed the door was bolted from the inside. The door gave way; he stood in the doorway, a sharp gust of wind hit him; the window was open; the room was empty.
So Christian could sleep with a somewhat lightened heart.
So Christian could sleep a bit more peacefully.
In the morning there was surprise and conjecture when White Fell's absence was discovered. Christian held his peace. Not even to his brother did he say how he knew that she had fled before midnight; and Sweyn, though evidently greatly chagrined, seemed to disdain reference to the subject of Christian's fears.
In the morning, there was surprise and speculation when it was found out that White Fell was missing. Christian stayed silent. He didn't even tell his brother how he knew she had run away before midnight; and Sweyn, although obviously very upset, seemed to avoid talking about what Christian was worried about.
The elder brother alone joined the bear hunt; Christian found pretext to stay behind. Sweyn, being out of humour, manifested his contempt by uttering not a single expostulation.
The older brother went on the bear hunt by himself; Christian made up an excuse to stay behind. Sweyn, being in a bad mood, showed his disdain by not saying a word of protest.
All that day, and for many a day after, Christian would never go out of sight of his home. Sweyn alone noticed how he manœuvred for this, and was clearly annoyed by it. White Fell's name was never mentioned between them, though not seldom was it heard in general talk. Hardly a day passed but little Rol asked when White Fell would come again: pretty White Fell, who kissed like a snowflake. And if Sweyn answered, Christian would be quite sure that the light in his eyes, kindled by White Fell's smile, had not yet died out.
All that day, and for many days after, Christian never let himself get out of sight of his home. Sweyn was the only one who noticed how he managed to do this, and he was clearly frustrated by it. They never mentioned White Fell's name when they were together, although it often came up in general conversation. Hardly a day went by without little Rol asking when White Fell would visit again: the pretty White Fell, who kissed like a snowflake. And if Sweyn responded, Christian could be sure that the light in his eyes, sparked by White Fell's smile, was still shining bright.
Little Rol! Naughty, merry, fairhaired little Rol. A day came when his feet raced over the threshold never to return; when his chatter and laugh were heard no more; when tears of anguish were wept by eyes that never would see his bright head again: never again, living or dead.
Little Rol! Mischievous, cheerful, fair-haired little Rol. A day came when his feet dashed out the door never to come back; when his chatter and laughter were silenced; when tears of sorrow were shed by eyes that would never see his bright head again: not ever, in life or death.
He was seen at dusk for the last time, escaping from the house with his puppy, in freakish rebellion against old Trella. Later, when his absence had begun to cause anxiety, his puppy crept back to the farm, cowed, whimpering and yelping, a pitiful, dumb lump of terror, without intelligence or courage to guide the frightened search.
He was last seen at dusk, sneaking out of the house with his puppy, oddly defying old Trella. Later, when his disappearance started to worry everyone, his puppy returned to the farm, scared, whimpering and yelping, a pitiful, frightened mess, lacking the sense or bravery to help with the worried search.
Rol was never found, nor any trace of him. Where he had perished was never known; how he had perished was known only by an awful guess—a wild beast had devoured him.
Rol was never found, nor was there any trace of him. Where he died was never known; how he died was known only by a terrible guess—a wild animal had eaten him.
Christian heard the conjecture "a wolf"; and a horrible certainty flashed upon him that he knew what wolf it was. He tried to declare what he knew, but Sweyn saw him start at the words with white face and struggling lips; and, guessing his purpose, pulled him back, and kept him silent, hardly, by his imperious grip and wrathful eyes, and one low whisper.
Christian heard the guess "a wolf," and a terrible realization hit him that he knew which wolf it was. He tried to say what he knew, but Sweyn noticed him flinch at the words with a pale face and trembling lips; and, understanding his intent, pulled him back and kept him quiet, barely by his firm grip and angry eyes, along with a low whisper.
That Christian should retain his most irrational suspicion against beautiful White Fell was, to Sweyn, evidence of a weak obstinacy of mind that would but thrive upon expostulation and argument. But this evident intention to direct the passions of grief and anguish to a hatred and fear of the fair stranger, such as his own, was intolerable, and Sweyn set his will against it. Again Christian yielded to his brother's stronger words and will, and against his own judgment consented to silence.
That Christian should hold onto his unreasonable suspicion of the beautiful White Fell was, to Sweyn, proof of a stubbornness that would only get stronger with argument and debate. However, this clear desire to channel feelings of grief and anguish into a hatred and fear of the lovely stranger, similar to his own, was unacceptable, and Sweyn resolved to oppose it. Once more, Christian gave in to his brother's stronger words and determination, and against his better judgment, agreed to remain silent.
Repentance came before the new moon, the first of the year, was old. White Fell came again, smiling as she entered, as though assured of a glad and kindly welcome; and, in truth, there was only one who saw again her fair face and strange white garb without pleasure. Sweyn's face glowed with delight, while Christian's grew pale and rigid as death. He had given his word to keep silence; but he had not thought that she would dare to come again. Silence was impossible, face to face with that Thing, impossible. Irrepressibly he cried out:
Repentance arrived before the new moon, the first of the year, had faded. White Fell walked in again, smiling as she entered, as if expecting a warm and friendly welcome; and, in fact, only one person saw her beautiful face and unusual white outfit without feeling pleased. Sweyn's face lit up with joy, while Christian's turned pale and stiff as if he had seen death. He had promised to remain quiet; but he hadn’t expected that she would be bold enough to return. Silence was impossible, face to face with that Being, impossible. Unable to hold back, he exclaimed:
"Where is Rol?"
"Where's Rol?"
Not a quiver disturbed White Fell's face. She heard, yet remained bright and tranquil. Sweyn's eyes flashed round at his brother dangerously. Among the women some tears fell at the poor child's name; but none caught alarm from its sudden utterance, for the thought of Rol rose naturally. Where was little Rol, who had nestled in the stranger's arms, kissing her; and watched for her since; and prattled of her daily?
Not a twitch moved White Fell's face. She heard but stayed bright and calm. Sweyn shot a dangerous glance at his brother. Some of the women shed tears at the mention of the poor child's name, but no one was startled by its sudden mention, as thoughts of Rol surfaced naturally. Where was little Rol, who had snuggled in the stranger's arms, kissed her, and watched for her since then, talking about her every day?
Christian went out silently. One only thing there was that he could do, and he must not delay. His horror overmastered any curiosity to hear White Fell's smooth excuses and smiling apologies for her strange and uncourteous departure; or her easy tale of the circumstances of her return; or to watch her bearing as she heard the sad tale of little Rol.
Christian went out quietly. There was only one thing he could do, and he couldn’t waste any time. His fear overshadowed any curiosity to listen to White Fell's smooth excuses and pleasant apologies for her odd and rude departure; or her casual story about the reasons for her return; or to observe her reaction as she heard the sad story of little Rol.
The swiftest runner of the country-side had started on his hardest race: little less than three leagues and back, which he reckoned to accomplish in two hours, though the night was moonless and the way rugged. He rushed against the still cold air till it felt like a wind upon his face. The dim homestead sank below the ridges at his back, and fresh ridges of snowlands rose out of the obscure horizon-level to drive past him as the stirless air drove, and sink away behind into obscure level again. He took no conscious heed of landmarks, not even when all sign of a path was gone under depths of snow. His will was set to reach his goal with unexampled speed; and thither by instinct his physical forces bore him, without one definite thought to guide.
The fastest runner in the countryside had begun his toughest race: just shy of three leagues there and back, which he planned to finish in two hours, even though the night was dark and the terrain was rough. He sprinted into the chilly air until it felt like wind on his face. The dim farmhouse disappeared behind him, and new snow-covered mountains rose from the dark horizon, passing by him as the still air moved, then fading away into the darkness again. He didn’t consciously pay attention to any landmarks, not even when all signs of a path vanished under the deep snow. His determination was to reach his destination with incredible speed; and instinctively, his body carried him there, without a single clear thought to direct him.
And the idle brain lay passive, inert, receiving into its vacancy restless siftings of past sights and sounds: Rol, weeping, laughing, playing, coiled in the arms of that dreadful Thing: Tyr—O Tyr!—white fangs in the black jowl: the women who wept on The foolish puppy, precious for the child's last touch: footprints from pine wood to door: the smiling face among furs, of such womanly beauty—smiling—smiling: and Sweyn's face.
And the idle mind lay still, empty, taking in the restless memories of past sights and sounds: Rol, crying, laughing, playing, wrapped in the arms of that terrifying creature: Tyr—O Tyr!—with white fangs in its dark jaw: the women who cried over the foolish puppy, cherished for the child's last touch: footprints from the pine woods to the door: the smiling face among furs, of such womanly beauty—smiling—smiling: and Sweyn's face.
"Sweyn, Sweyn, O Sweyn, my brother!"
"Sweyn, Sweyn, oh Sweyn, my brother!"
Sweyn's angry laugh possessed his ear within the sound of the wind of his speed; Sweyn's scorn assailed more quick and keen than the biting cold at his throat. And yet he was unimpressed by any thought of how Sweyn's anger and scorn would rise, if this errand were known.
Sweyn's furious laugh echoed in his ears as the wind whipped past him; Sweyn's contempt hit harder and sharper than the biting cold at his throat. Still, he didn’t care about how Sweyn's anger and disdain would flare up if he found out about this task.
Sweyn was a sceptic. His utter disbelief in Christian's testimony regarding the footprints was based upon positive scepticism. His reason refused to bend in accepting the possibility of the supernatural materialised. That a living beast could ever be other than palpably bestial—pawed, toothed, shagged, and eared as such, was to him incredible; far more that a human presence could be transformed from its god-like aspect, upright, free-handed, with brows, and speech, and laughter. The wild and fearful legends that he had known from childhood and then believed, he regarded now as built upon facts distorted, overlaid by imagination, and quickened by superstition. Even the strange summons at the threshold, that he himself had vainly answered, was, after the first shock of surprise, rationally explained by him as malicious foolery on the part of some clever trickster, who withheld the key to the enigma.
Sweyn was a skeptic. His complete disbelief in Christian's account about the footprints was rooted in strong skepticism. His logic wouldn't accept the idea of the supernatural being real. The thought that a living creature could be anything other than obviously animalistic—clawed, fanged, hairy, and eared—was unimaginable to him; even more so, the idea that a human could change from their god-like form, standing tall, with hands free, possessing brows, speech, and laughter. The wild and frightening stories he had known since childhood and once believed, he now saw as based on distorted facts, embellished by imagination and fueled by superstition. Even the strange call at the door, which he had tried to answer in vain, was, after the initial shock of surprise, logically interpreted by him as some malicious prank by a clever trickster, who kept the solution to the mystery to themselves.
To the younger brother all life was a spiritual mystery, veiled from his clear knowledge by the density of flesh. Since he knew his own body to be linked to the complex and antagonistic forces that constitute one soul, it seemed to him not impossibly strange that one spiritual force should possess divers forms for widely various manifestation. Nor, to him, was it great effort to believe that as pure water washes away all natural foulness, so water, holy by consecration, must needs cleanse God's world from that supernatural evil Thing. Therefore, faster than ever man's foot had covered those leagues, he sped under the dark, still night, over the waste, trackless snow-ridges to the far-away church, where salvation lay in the holy-water stoup at the door. His faith was as firm as any that wrought miracles in days past, simple as a child's wish, strong as a man's will.
To the younger brother, life felt like a spiritual mystery, obscured from his understanding by the heaviness of the physical world. Knowing that his own body was connected to the complex and conflicting forces that make up a soul, he thought it wasn’t too strange that one spiritual force could take on many different forms to express itself in various ways. He found it easy to believe that just as pure water washes away all dirt, so too must holy water, blessed through consecration, cleanse God's world of that supernatural evil. So, faster than anyone had ever traveled those miles, he rushed through the dark, quiet night, across the barren, unmarked snowdrifts to the distant church, where salvation awaited in the holy-water font at the entrance. His faith was as strong as any that performed miracles in the past, as simple as a child's wish, and as powerful as a man's determination.
He was hardly missed during these hours, every second of which was by him fulfilled to its utmost extent by extremest effort that sinews and nerves could attain. Within the homestead the while, the easy moments went bright with words and looks of unwonted animation, for the kindly, hospitable instincts of the inmates were roused into cordial expression of welcome and interest by the grace and beauty of the returned stranger.
He was barely noticed during those hours, every second of which he filled to the max with all the effort his muscles and nerves could muster. Meanwhile, inside the home, the relaxed moments shone with lively words and expressions, as the warm, welcoming instincts of the residents were stirred into a genuine display of hospitality and interest by the charm and beauty of the returned stranger.
But Sweyn was eager and earnest, with more than a host's courteous warmth. The impression that at her first coming had charmed him, that had lived since through memory, deepened now in her actual presence. Sweyn, the matchless among men, acknowledged in this fair White Fell a spirit high and bold as his own, and a frame so firm and capable that only bulk was lacking for equal strength. Yet the white skin was moulded most smoothly, without such muscular swelling as made his might evident. Such love as his frank self-love could concede was called forth by an ardent admiration for this supreme stranger. More admiration than love was in his passion, and therefore he was free from a lover's hesitancy and delicate reserve and doubts. Frankly and boldly he courted her favour by looks and tones, and an address that came of natural ease, needless of skill by practice.
But Sweyn was eager and sincere, with more than just a host's polite warmth. The impression that had intrigued him when she first arrived, which had lingered in his memory, grew stronger now in her actual presence. Sweyn, unmatched among men, recognized in the beautiful White Fell a spirit as high and bold as his own, and a frame so strong and capable that only size was missing for equal strength. Yet her fair skin was shaped so smoothly, without the muscular bulk that made his strength apparent. The kind of love he could muster, rooted in his own self-appreciation, was stirred by a passionate admiration for this extraordinary stranger. There was more admiration than love in his feelings, which freed him from the hesitancy, shyness, and doubts typical of a lover. He boldly and openly sought her favor through his looks, tones, and an approach that felt natural, needing no practice.
Nor was she a woman to be wooed otherwise. Tender whispers and sighs would never gain her ear; but her eyes would brighten and shine if she heard of a brave feat, and her prompt hand in sympathy fall swiftly on the axe-haft and clasp it hard. That movement ever fired Sweyn's admiration anew; he watched for it, strove to elicit it, and glowed when it came. Wonderful and beautiful was that wrist, slender and steel-strong; also the smooth shapely hand, that curved so fast and firm, ready to deal instant death.
Nor was she a woman to be won in any other way. Soft whispers and sighs would never catch her attention; but her eyes would light up and sparkle if she heard about a brave act, and her quick hand would instinctively reach for the axe and grip it tightly. That gesture always reignited Sweyn's admiration; he looked for it, tried to bring it out, and felt a rush of pride when it happened. Her wrist was amazing and beautiful, slender yet strong like steel; and her smooth, shapely hand curved swiftly and firmly, ready to deliver instant death.
Desiring to feel the pressure of these hands, this bold lover schemed with palpable directness, proposing that she should hear how their hunting songs were sung, with a chorus that signalled hands to be clasped. So his splendid voice gave the verses, and, as the chorus was taken up, he claimed her hands, and, even through the easy grip, felt, as he desired, the strength that was latent, and the vigour that quickened the very fingertips, as the song fired her, and her voice was caught out of her by the rhythmic swell, and rang clear on the top of the closing surge.
Desiring to feel the pressure of these hands, this daring lover plotted straightforwardly, suggesting that she listen to how their hunting songs were sung, with a chorus that signaled hands to be joined. So, his wonderful voice delivered the verses, and as the chorus was picked up, he took her hands, and, even through the easy grip, felt, as he wanted, the strength that was hidden, and the energy that surged through her fingertips, as the song energized her, and her voice was pulled out by the rhythmic rise, ringing clear at the peak of the final wave.
Afterwards she sang alone. For contrast, or in the pride of swaying moods by her voice, she chose a mournful song that drifted along in a minor chant, sad as a wind that dirges:
After that, she sang by herself. To create contrast, or maybe to show off her emotion with her voice, she picked a sad song that floated along in a minor key, as mournful as a wind that mourns:
"Oh, let me go!
"Oh, let me leave!
Around spin wreaths of snow;
Around swirling snow wreaths;
The dark earth sleeps below.
The dark soil rests below.
"Far up the plain
"High up the plain"
Moans on a voice of pain:
Moans in a voice of pain:
'Where shall my babe be lain?'
'Where should I lay my baby?'
"In my white breast
"In my heart"
Lay the sweet life to rest!
Lay the good life to rest!
Lay, where it can lie best!
Lay it down where it will rest best!
"'Hush! hush its cries!
"'Hush! Quiet its cries!"
Dense night is on the skies:
Dense night is covering the skies:
Two stars are in thine eyes.'
Two stars are in your eyes.
"Come, babe, away!
"Come on, babe, let's go!"
But lie thou till dawn be grey,
But lie there until dawn is gray,
Who must be dead by day.
Who has to be dead during the day.
"This cannot last;
"This can't last;
But, ere the sickening blast,
But, before the sickening blast,
All sorrow shall be past;
All sadness will be gone;
"And kings shall be
"And kings will be"
Low bending at thy knee,
Kneeling low,
Worshipping life from thee.
Worshipping life from you.
"For men long sore
"For men long suffering"
To hope of what's before,—
To hope for what's ahead,—
To leave the things of yore.
To leave behind the things of the past.
"Mine, and not thine,
"Mine, not yours,"
How deep their jewels shine!
How brightly their gems shine!
Peace laps thy head, not mine."
Peace surrounds your head, not mine.
Old Trella came tottering from her corner, shaken to additional palsy by an aroused memory. She strained her dim eyes towards the singer, and then bent her head, that the one ear yet sensible to sound might avail of every note. At the close, groping forward, she murmured with the high-pitched quaver of old age:
Old Trella shuffled out from her corner, even more shaken by a stirred-up memory. She strained her faded eyes toward the singer and then leaned her head in, so her one ear that still picked up sound could catch every note. At the end, leaning forward, she murmured with the high-pitched tremor of old age:
"So she sang, my Thora; my last and brightest. What is she like, she whose voice is like my dead Thora's? Are her eyes blue?"
"So she sang, my Thora; my last and brightest. What is she like, she whose voice is like my dead Thora's? Are her eyes blue?"
"Blue as the sky."
"Blue like the sky."
"So were my Thora's! Is her hair fair, and in plaits to the waist?" "Even so," answered White Fell herself, and met the advancing hands with her own, and guided them to corroborate her words by touch.
"So are my Thora's! Is her hair light, and braided to the waist?" "That's right," replied White Fell herself, and she met the outstretched hands with her own, guiding them to confirm her words by touch.
"Like my dead Thora's," repeated the old woman; and then her trembling hands rested on the fur-clad shoulders, and she bent forward and kissed the smooth fair face that White Fell upturned, nothing loth, to receive and return the caress.
"Just like my late Thora's," the old woman repeated; then her shaking hands settled on the fur-covered shoulders as she leaned in and kissed the smooth, pale face that White Fell eagerly offered, ready to receive and return the affection.
So Christian saw them as he entered.
So Christian saw them when he walked in.
He stood a moment. After the starless darkness and the icy night air, and the fierce silent two hours' race, his senses reeled on sudden entrance into warmth, and light, and the cheery hum of voices. A sudden unforeseen anguish assailed him, as now first he entertained the possibility of being overmatched by her wiles and her daring, if at the approach of pure death she should start up at bay transformed to a terrible beast, and achieve a savage glut at the last. He looked with horror and pity on the harmless, helpless folk, so unwitting of outrage to their comfort and security. The dreadful Thing in their midst, that was veiled from their knowledge by womanly beauty, was a centre of pleasant interest. There, before him, signally impressive, was poor old Trella, weakest and feeblest of all, in fond nearness. And a moment might bring about the revelation of a monstrous horror—a ghastly, deadly danger, set loose and at bay, in a circle of girls and women and careless defenceless men: so hideous and terrible a thing as might crack the brain, or curdle the heart stone dead.
He paused for a moment. After the pitch-black darkness, the freezing night air, and the intense, silent race of the last two hours, his senses were overwhelmed as he stepped into warmth, light, and the lively buzz of conversations. Suddenly, an unexpected wave of anguish hit him as he first considered that he might be outmatched by her tricks and boldness, especially if, at the brink of death, she suddenly transformed into a fierce beast and unleashed a savage attack at the end. He looked in horror and sympathy at the innocent, defenseless people, who were completely unaware of the threats to their comfort and safety. The terrifying presence among them, hidden by feminine beauty, was a point of genuine interest. There, in front of him, was poor old Trella, the weakest and frailest of them all, close by with affection. In any moment, a revelation of monstrous horror could occur—a ghastly, lethal danger, unleashed and cornered, amidst a circle of girls, women, and unguarded men: something so horrific it could shatter a mind or freeze a heart solid.
And he alone of the throng prepared!
And he was the only one in the crowd who got ready!
For one breathing space he faltered, no longer than that, while over him swept the agony of compunction that yet could not make him surrender his purpose.
For just a moment, he hesitated, not longer than that, while the pain of guilt washed over him, but he still couldn't give up on his goal.
He alone? Nay, but Tyr also; and he crossed to the dumb sole sharer of his knowledge.
He alone? No, also Tyr; and he went over to the silent sole keeper of his knowledge.
So timeless is thought that a few seconds only lay between his lifting of the latch and his loosening of Tyr's collar; but in those few seconds succeeding his first glance, as lightning-swift had been the impulses of others, their motion as quick and sure. Sweyn's vigilant eye had darted upon him, and instantly his every fibre was alert with hostile instinct; and, half divining, half incredulous, of Christian's object in stooping to Tyr, he came hastily, wary, wrathful, resolute to oppose the malice of his wild-eyed brother.
So timeless is thought that only a few seconds passed between his lifting the latch and loosening Tyr's collar; but in those moments after his first glance, the impulses of others were as quick as lightning, their movements fast and confident. Sweyn's sharp eye fixed on him, and instantly every part of him was on high alert with hostility; half understanding, half skeptical of Christian's intention in bending down to Tyr, he quickly approached, cautious, angry, and determined to confront the malice of his wild-eyed brother.
But beyond Sweyn rose White Fell, blanching white as her furs, and with eyes grown fierce and wild. She leapt down the room to the door, whirling her long robe closely to her. "Hark!" she panted. "The signal horn! Hark, I must go!" as she snatched at the latch to be out and away.
But beyond Sweyn stood White Fell, as pale as her furs, with eyes that looked fierce and wild. She dashed across the room to the door, wrapping her long robe tightly around her. "Listen!" she gasped. "The signal horn! I have to go!" She quickly reached for the latch to get out and leave.
For one precious moment Christian had hesitated on the half-loosened collar; for, except the womanly form were exchanged for the bestial, Tyr's jaws would gnash to rags his honour of manhood. Then he heard her voice, and turned—too late.
For one brief moment, Christian hesitated with his half-loosened collar; because, unless the womanly figure was replaced by something beastly, Tyr's jaws would tear his honor of manhood to shreds. Then he heard her voice and turned—too late.
As she tugged at the door, he sprang across grasping his flask, but Sweyn dashed between, and caught him back irresistibly, so that a most frantic effort only availed to wrench one arm free. With that, on the impulse of sheer despair, he cast at her with all his force. The door swung behind her, and the flask flew into fragments against it. Then, as Sweyn's grasp slackened, and he met the questioning astonishment of surrounding faces, with a hoarse inarticulate cry: "God help us all!" he said. "She is a Were-Wolf."
As she pulled at the door, he rushed over to grab his flask, but Sweyn got in the way and held him back firmly, so that, in a desperate attempt, he only managed to free one arm. In that moment of pure desperation, he threw everything he had at her. The door closed behind her, and the flask shattered against it. Then, as Sweyn let go and he faced the confused looks of those around him, he let out a rough, incoherent shout: "God help us all!" he exclaimed. "She is a Were-Wolf."
Sweyn turned upon him, "Liar, coward!" and his hands gripped his brother's throat with deadly force, as though the spoken word could be killed so; and as Christian struggled, lifted him clear off his feet and flung him crashing backward. So furious was he, that, as his brother lay motionless, he stirred him roughly with his foot, till their mother came between, crying shame; and yet then he stood by, his teeth set, his brows knit, his hands clenched, ready to enforce silence again violently, as Christian rose staggering and bewildered.
Sweyn turned to him, "Liar, coward!" and gripped his brother's throat with a deadly force, as if he could kill a spoken word that way. As Christian struggled, Sweyn lifted him off the ground and threw him back hard. So furious was he that, while his brother lay motionless, he kicked him roughly until their mother stepped in, crying out in shame. Even then, Sweyn stood there, teeth clenched, brows furrowed, hands ready to enforce silence again violently, as Christian got up, staggering and confused.
But utter silence and submission were more than he expected, and turned his anger into contempt for one so easily cowed and held in subjection by mere force. "He is mad!" he said, turning on his heel as he spoke, so that he lost his mother's look of pained reproach at this sudden free utterance of what was a lurking dread within her.
But complete silence and obedience were more than he expected, and they turned his anger into disdain for someone so easily intimidated and controlled by mere force. "He's insane!" he said, turning on his heel as he spoke, so he missed his mother's look of pained disapproval at this sudden expression of what was a hidden fear within her.
Christian was too spent for the effort of speech. His hard-drawn breath laboured in great sobs; his limbs were powerless and unstrung in utter relax after hard service. Failure in his endeavour induced a stupor of misery and despair. In addition was the wretched humiliation of open violence and strife with his brother, and the distress of hearing misjudging contempt expressed without reserve; for he was aware that Sweyn had turned to allay the scared excitement half by imperious mastery, half by explanation and argument, that showed painful disregard of brotherly consideration. All this unkindness of his twin he charged upon the fell Thing who had wrought this their first dissension, and, ah! most terrible thought, interposed between them so effectually, that Sweyn was wilfully blind and deaf on her account, resentful of interference, arbitrary beyond reason.
Christian was too exhausted to speak. His breath came in heavy sobs; his limbs were weak and completely relaxed after hard work. Failing in his efforts left him in a stupor of misery and despair. On top of that was the terrible humiliation of fighting with his brother and the pain of hearing harsh contempt spoken openly; he knew that Sweyn had tried to calm the frightened chaos partly through forceful control and partly through explanations and arguments that showed a painful lack of brotherly care. All this unkindness from his twin he blamed on the wicked force that had caused their first argument, and, oh! the most dreadful thought, that it had come between them so effectively that Sweyn was willfully blind and deaf because of her, resentful of any interference, irrationally stubborn.
Dread and perplexity unfathomable darkened upon him; unshared, the burden was overwhelming: a foreboding of unspeakable calamity, based upon his ghastly discovery, bore down upon him, crushing out hope of power to withstand impending fate.
Dread and unfathomable confusion surrounded him; alone, the burden was too much to bear: a sense of imminent disaster, stemming from his horrifying discovery, weighed heavily on him, extinguishing all hope of being able to face the approaching fate.
Sweyn the while was observant of his brother, despite the continual check of finding, turn and glance when he would, Christian's eyes always upon him, with a strange look of helpless distress, discomposing enough to the angry aggressor. "Like a beaten dog!" he said to himself, rallying contempt to withstand compunction. Observation set him wondering on Christian's exhausted condition. The heavy labouring breath and the slack inert fall of the limbs told surely of unusual and prolonged exertion. And then why had close upon two hours' absence been followed by open hostility against White Fell?
Sweyn was keeping a close eye on his brother, even though he couldn't shake the feeling of being watched. No matter how he turned or glanced, Christian's gaze was always on him, filled with a strange, helpless distress that irritated him even more. "Like a beaten dog!" he thought to himself, gathering up his disdain to avoid feeling guilty. Watching Christian made him curious about his brother's worn-out state. The labored breathing and the limp, drooping limbs clearly indicated that he had been through something intense and exhausting. And why, after being gone for nearly two hours, was there suddenly open hostility towards White Fell?
Suddenly, the fragments of the flask giving a clue, he guessed all, and faced about to stare at his brother in amaze. He forgot that the motive scheme was against White Fell, demanding derision and resentment from him; that was swept out of remembrance by astonishment and admiration for the feat of speed and endurance. In eagerness to question he inclined to attempt a generous part and frankly offer to heal the breach; but Christian's depression and sad following gaze provoked him to self-justification by recalling the offence of that outrageous utterance against White Fell; and the impulse passed. Then other considerations counselled silence; and afterwards a humour possessed him to wait and see how Christian would find opportunity to proclaim his performance and establish the fact, without exciting ridicule on account of the absurdity of the errand.
Suddenly, he pieced together the broken flask and realized everything, turning to look at his brother in shock. He forgot that the whole plan was directed against White Fell, which should have made him feel scornful and resentful; that thought faded away in the face of his wonder and admiration for the remarkable speed and stamina. Eager to ask questions, he inclined to take the high road and offer to mend their rift, but Christian's sadness and sorrowful gaze made him feel the need to justify himself by recalling that outrageous remark he made about White Fell, and the urge to connect faded. Then, other thoughts advised him to stay quiet; soon, a sense of humor took hold of him, and he decided to wait and see how Christian would find a way to share his accomplishment and prove the truth without inviting mockery for the ridiculousness of the task.
This expectation remained unfulfilled. Christian never attempted the proud avowal that would have placed his feat on record to be told to the next generation.
This expectation was never met. Christian never made the bold declaration that would have guaranteed his accomplishment to be passed down to the next generation.
That night Sweyn and his mother talked long and late together, shaping into certainty the suspicion that Christian's mind had lost its balance, and discussing the evident cause. For Sweyn, declaring his own love for White Fell, suggested that his unfortunate brother, with a like passion, they being twins in loves as in birth, had through jealousy and despair turned from love to hate, until reason failed at the strain, and a craze developed, which the malice and treachery of madness made a serious and dangerous force.
That night, Sweyn and his mother talked for a long time, solidifying the suspicion that Christian had lost his grip on reality and discussing the clear reason behind it. Sweyn, expressing his own love for White Fell, suggested that his unfortunate brother, driven by a similar passion—since they were twins in both love and birth—had turned from love to hate out of jealousy and despair. Eventually, this strain pushed him past his breaking point, leading to a breakdown that, fueled by the malice and deceit of madness, became a serious and dangerous force.
So Sweyn theorised, convincing himself as he spoke; convincing afterwards others who advanced doubts against White Fell; fettering his judgment by his advocacy, and by his staunch defence of her hurried flight silencing his own inner consciousness of the unaccountability of her action.
So Sweyn theorized, convincing himself as he spoke; later convincing others who raised doubts about White Fell; binding his judgment through his support and his strong defense of her hasty escape, silencing his own inner awareness of the reason for her actions.
But a little time and Sweyn lost his vantage in the shock of a fresh horror at the homestead. Trella was no more, and her end a mystery. The poor old woman crawled out in a bright gleam to visit a bed-ridden gossip living beyond the fir-grove. Under the trees she was last seen, halting for her companion, sent back for a forgotten present. Quick alarm sprang, calling every man to the search. Her stick was found among the brushwood only a few paces from the path, but no track or stain, for a gusty wind was sifting the snow from the branches, and hid all sign of how she came by her death.
But after a short time, Sweyn lost his advantage due to a sudden new horror at the homestead. Trella was gone, and her fate was a mystery. The poor old woman had gone out in a bright light to visit a bedridden neighbor living beyond the fir grove. Under the trees, she was last seen, stopping for her friend who went back for a forgotten gift. A quick alarm was raised, calling every man to search for her. Her walking stick was found among the brushwood just a few steps off the path, but there were no tracks or signs, as a gusty wind was blowing the snow from the branches, covering any evidence of how she met her end.
So panic-stricken were the farm folk that none dared go singly on the search. Known danger could be braced, but not this stealthy Death that walked by day invisible, that cut off alike the child in his play and the aged woman so near to her quiet grave.
So terrified were the farmers that no one dared to go out alone to search. They could handle known dangers, but not this sneaky Death that moved around in daylight unseen, taking both the child at play and the elderly woman so close to her peaceful grave.
"Rol she kissed; Trella she kissed!" So rang Christian's frantic cry again and again, till Sweyn dragged him away and strove to keep him apart, albeit in his agony of grief and remorse he accused himself wildly as answerable for the tragedy, and gave clear proof that the charge of madness was well founded, if strange looks and desperate, incoherent words were evidence enough.
"Rol she kissed; Trella she kissed!" Christian cried out frantically over and over until Sweyn pulled him away, trying to keep him separate. In his pain of grief and regret, he wildly blamed himself for the tragedy, showing clear signs that the claim of madness was justified, if strange looks and desperate, incoherent words were enough evidence.
But thenceforward all Sweyn's reasoning and mastery could not uphold White Fell above suspicion. He was not called upon to defend her from accusation when Christian had been brought to silence again; but he well knew the significance of this fact, that her name, formerly uttered freely and often, he never heard now: it was huddled away into whispers that he could not catch.
But from that point on, Sweyn's arguments and skills couldn't protect White Fell from suspicion. He wasn't asked to defend her against accusations now that Christian had been silenced again; but he understood the importance of this fact: her name, which used to be spoken freely and often, was now only whispered in a way he couldn’t hear.
The passing of time did not sweep away the superstitious fears that Sweyn despised. He was angry and anxious; eager that White Fell should return, and, merely by her bright gracious presence, reinstate herself in favour; but doubtful if all his authority and example could keep from her notice an altered aspect of welcome; and he foresaw clearly that Christian would prove unmanageable, and might be capable of some dangerous outbreak.
The passing of time did not erase the superstitious fears that Sweyn hated. He was angry and anxious, eager for White Fell to come back and, simply by her shining and kind presence, win back her favor; but he was unsure if all his authority and example could hide from her the changed atmosphere of welcome. He clearly anticipated that Christian would be difficult to handle and might be capable of some dangerous outburst.
For a time the twins' variance was marked, on Sweyn's part by an air of rigid indifference, on Christian's by heavy downcast silence, and a nervous apprehensive observation of his brother. Superadded to his remorse and foreboding, Sweyn's displeasure weighed upon him intolerably, and the remembrance of their violent rupture was a ceaseless misery. The elder brother, self-sufficient and insensitive, could little know how deeply his unkindness stabbed. A depth and force of affection such as Christian's was unknown to him. The loyal subservience that he could not appreciate had encouraged him to domineer; this strenuous opposition to his reason and will was accounted as furious malice, if not sheer insanity.
For a while, the differences between the twins were clear: Sweyn acted with a cold indifference, while Christian displayed a heavy, downcast silence and nervously watched his brother. Sweyn's displeasure weighed heavily on him, adding to his feelings of guilt and dread, and the memory of their violent fallout was a constant source of pain. The older brother, self-assured and unfeeling, had no idea how much his harshness hurt. He was oblivious to the depth and strength of Christian's love. The loyal devotion that he failed to recognize had led him to bully Christian; he interpreted Christian's strong resistance to his control as nothing more than angry spite, if not outright madness.
Christian's surveillance galled him incessantly, and embarrassment and danger he foresaw as the outcome. Therefore, that suspicion might be lulled, he judged it wise to make overtures for peace. Most easily done. A little kindliness, a few evidences of consideration, a slight return of the old brotherly imperiousness, and Christian replied by a gratefulness and relief that might have touched him had he understood all, but instead, increased his secret contempt.
Christian's constant watching annoyed him endlessly, and he anticipated embarrassment and danger as the consequences. To ease that suspicion, he decided it would be smart to reach out for peace. It was easy to do. A bit of kindness, a few signs of thoughtfulness, a small return of the old brotherly authority, and Christian responded with gratitude and relief that could have moved him if he had understood everything, but instead, it only deepened his hidden disdain.
So successful was this finesse, that when, late on a day, a message summoning Christian to a distance was transmitted by Sweyn, no doubt of its genuineness occurred. When, his errand proved useless, he set out to return, mistake or misapprehension was all that he surmised. Not till he sighted the homestead, lying low between the night-grey snow ridges, did vivid recollection of the time when he had tracked that horror to the door rouse an intense dread, and with it a hardly-defined suspicion.
The finesse was so effective that when, late one afternoon, Sweyn sent a message calling Christian away to a distant place, no one questioned its authenticity. When his mission turned out to be pointless, he started to head back, assuming it was just a mistake or misunderstanding. It wasn't until he saw the homestead, nestled low between the dark grey snow-covered hills, that a vivid memory of tracking that horror to its door flooded back, bringing with it a deep sense of dread and an almost indistinct suspicion.
His grasp tightened on the bear-spear that he carried as a staff; every sense was alert, every muscle strung; excitement urged him on, caution checked him, and the two governed his long stride, swiftly, noiselessly, to the climax he felt was at hand.
His grip tightened on the bear spear he carried like a staff; every sense was on high alert, every muscle tensed; excitement pushed him forward, caution held him back, and the two dictated his long, swift, and silent stride toward the climax he sensed was near.
As he drew near to the outer gates, a light shadow stirred and went, as though the grey of the snow had taken detached motion. A darker shadow stayed and faced Christian, striking his life-blood chill with utmost despair.
As he approached the outer gates, a faint shadow flickered and disappeared, as if the gray snow had moved on its own. A darker shadow remained and confronted Christian, chilling him to the bone with overwhelming despair.
Sweyn stood before him, and surely, the shadow that went was White Fell.
Sweyn stood in front of him, and without a doubt, the shadow that left was White Fell.
They had been together—close. Had she not been in his arms, near enough for lips to meet?
They had been together—really close. Had she not been in his arms, close enough for their lips to touch?
There was no moon, but the stars gave light enough to show that Sweyn's face was flushed and elate. The flush remained, though the expression changed quickly at sight of his brother. How, if Christian had seen all, should one of his frenzied outbursts be met and managed: by resolution? by indifference? He halted between the two, and as a result, he swaggered.
There was no moon, but the stars provided enough light to reveal that Sweyn's face was flushed and excited. The flush stayed, but his expression quickly changed at the sight of his brother. If Christian had witnessed everything, how should one of his wild outbursts be handled: with determination? with indifference? He hesitated between the two, and as a result, he strutted.
"White Fell?" questioned Christian, hoarse and breathless.
"White Fell?" Christian questioned, his voice hoarse and breathless.
"Yes?"
"Yeah?"
Sweyn's answer was a query, with an intonation that implied he was clearing the ground for action.
Sweyn's response was a question, with a tone that suggested he was preparing to take action.
From Christian came: "Have you kissed her?" like a bolt direct, staggering Sweyn by its sheer prompt temerity.
From Christian came: "Have you kissed her?" like a lightning strike, completely shocking Sweyn with its boldness.
He flushed yet darker, and yet half-smiled over this earnest of success he had won. Had there been really between himself and Christian the rivalry that he imagined, his face had enough of the insolence of triumph to exasperate jealous rage.
He turned an even deeper shade of red and half-smiled at this sign of success he had earned. If there had truly been a rivalry between him and Christian like he thought, his face showed enough arrogant triumph to spark jealousy and anger.
"You dare ask this!"
"You really want to ask this!"
"Sweyn, O Sweyn, I must know! You have!"
"Sweyn, oh Sweyn, I need to know! You have!"
The ring of despair and anguish in his tone angered Sweyn, misconstruing it. Jealousy urging to such presumption was intolerable.
The tone of despair and anguish in his voice made Sweyn angry, misinterpreting it. The jealousy that pushed him to such arrogance was unacceptable.
"Mad fool!" he said, constraining himself no longer. "Win for yourself a woman to kiss. Leave mine without question. Such an one as I should desire to kiss is such an one as shall never allow a kiss to you."
"Crazy fool!" he exclaimed, no longer holding back. "Go find a woman to kiss for yourself. Don't touch mine, no questions asked. The kind of woman I would want to kiss is the kind that would never let you have a kiss."
Then Christian fully understood his supposition.
Then Christian completely understood his assumption.
"I—I!" he cried. "White Fell—that deadly Thing! Sweyn, are you blind, mad? I would save you from her: a Were-Wolf!"
"I—I!" he shouted. "White Fell—that deadly thing! Sweyn, are you blind or crazy? I want to save you from her: a Were-Wolf!"
Sweyn maddened again at the accusation—a dastardly way of revenge, as he conceived; and instantly, for the second time, the brothers were at strife violently.
Sweyn became furious again at the accusation—a cowardly form of revenge, as he saw it; and immediately, for the second time, the brothers were violently at odds.
But Christian was now too desperate to be scrupulous; for a dim glimpse had shot a possibility into his mind, and to be free to follow it the striking of his brother was a necessity. Thank God! he was armed, and so Sweyn's equal.
But Christian was now too desperate to be careful; a vague idea had sparked a possibility in his mind, and to pursue it, he needed to confront his brother. Thank God! he was armed, making him Sweyn's equal.
Facing his assailant with the bear-spear, he struck up his arms, and with the butt end hit hard so that he fell. The matchless runner leapt away on the instant, to follow a forlorn hope. Sweyn, on regaining his feet, was as amazed as angry at this unaccountable flight. He knew in his heart that his brother was no coward, and that it was unlike him to shrink from an encounter because defeat was certain, and cruel humiliation from a vindictive victor probable. Of the uselessness of pursuit he was well aware: he must abide his chagrin, content to know that his time for advantage would come. Since White Fell had parted to the right, Christian to the left, the event of a sequent encounter did not occur to him. And now Christian, acting on the dim glimpse he had had, just as Sweyn turned upon him, of something that moved against the sky along the ridge behind the homestead, was staking his only hope on a chance, and his own superlative speed. If what he saw was really White Fell, he guessed she was bending her steps towards the open wastes; and there was just a possibility that, by a straight dash, and a desperate perilous leap over a sheer bluff, he might yet meet her or head her. And then: he had no further thought.
Facing his attacker with the bear-spear, he raised his arms and struck hard with the butt end, knocking him down. The unmatched runner quickly leapt away, chasing a slim chance. Sweyn, after getting back on his feet, was as surprised as he was angry at this unexpected escape. Deep down, he knew his brother wasn’t a coward and that it was unlike him to avoid a fight just because defeat was certain and cruel humiliation from a vengeful opponent was likely. He was well aware that pursuing him would be pointless; he had to deal with his frustration, knowing that his opportunity would come. Since White Fell had gone to the right and Christian to the left, he didn’t consider the possibility of another encounter. Meanwhile, acting on the vague glimpse he had as Sweyn turned towards him of something moving against the sky along the ridge behind the house, Christian was relying on luck and his incredible speed. If what he saw was indeed White Fell, he guessed she was heading towards the open lands. There was a slim chance that, with a quick sprint and a risky leap over a steep cliff, he could still catch up with her or get ahead. And then: he had no other thoughts.
It was past, the quick, fierce race, and the chance of death at the leap; and he halted in a hollow to fetch his breath and to look: did she come? had she gone?
It was over, the fast, intense race, and the risk of dying from the jump; and he stopped in a dip to catch his breath and to see: was she coming? had she left?
She came.
She arrived.
She came with a smooth, gliding, noiseless speed, that was neither walking nor running; her arms were folded in her furs that were drawn tight about her body; the white lappets from her head were wrapped and knotted closely beneath her face; her eyes were set on a far distance. So she went till the even sway of her going was startled to a pause by Christian.
She approached with a smooth, gliding, silent speed, something between walking and running; her arms were wrapped in her furs, snug against her body; the white sections from her head were tightly wrapped and knotted beneath her face; her gaze was focused on something far away. She continued like this until Christian interrupted her steady pace.
"Fell!"
"Fell!"
She drew a quick, sharp breath at the sound of her name thus mutilated, and faced Sweyn's brother. Her eyes glittered; her upper lip was lifted, and shewed the teeth. The half of her name, impressed with an ominous sense as uttered by him, warned her of the aspect of a deadly foe. Yet she cast loose her robes till they trailed ample, and spoke as a mild woman.
She took a quick, sharp breath when she heard her name distorted like that and faced Sweyn's brother. Her eyes sparkled, and her upper lip curled back, revealing her teeth. The way he said part of her name filled her with a sense of danger, as if he were a deadly enemy. Still, she loosened her robes so they flowed wide and spoke calmly, like a gentle woman.
"What would you?"
"What would you do?"
Then Christian answered with his solemn dreadful accusation:
Then Christian responded with his serious and chilling accusation:
"You kissed Rol—and Rol is dead! You kissed Trella: she is dead! You have kissed Sweyn, my brother; but he shall not die!"
"You kissed Rol—and Rol is dead! You kissed Trella: she is dead! You have kissed Sweyn, my brother; but he won't die!"
He added: "You may live till midnight."
He added, "You can live until midnight."
The edge of the teeth and the glitter of the eyes stayed a moment, and her right hand also slid down to the axe haft. Then, without a word, she swerved from him, and sprang out and away swiftly over the snow.
The sharpness of her teeth and the sparkle in her eyes lingered for a moment, and her right hand moved down to the axe's handle. Then, without saying anything, she turned away from him and quickly leaped out and away over the snow.
And Christian sprang out and away, and followed her swiftly over the snow, keeping behind, but half-a-stride's length from her side.
And Christian jumped up and took off, quickly following her over the snow, staying slightly behind, but just a half-step away from her side.
So they went running together, silent, towards the vast wastes of snow, where no living thing but they two moved under the stars of night.
So they ran together, silently, towards the endless snowy expanse, where only the two of them moved beneath the stars at night.
Never before had Christian so rejoiced in his powers. The gift of speed, and the training of use and endurance were priceless to him now. Though midnight was hours away, he was confident that, go where that Fell Thing would, hasten as she would, she could not outstrip him nor escape from him. Then, when came the time for transformation, when the woman's form made no longer a shield against a man's hand, he could slay or be slain to save Sweyn. He had struck his dear brother in dire extremity, but he could not, though reason urged, strike a woman.
Never before had Christian felt so empowered. The ability to move quickly and his training in endurance were invaluable to him now. Although midnight was still hours away, he was sure that no matter where that Evil Thing went or how fast she tried to escape, she couldn't outrun him or get away from him. When the time came for transformation, and the woman’s body no longer protected her from a man’s hand, he could either kill or be killed to save Sweyn. He had struck his beloved brother in a moment of desperation, but even though logic told him to, he couldn’t bring himself to strike a woman.
For one mile, for two miles they ran: White Fell ever foremost, Christian ever at equal distance from her side, so near that, now and again, her out-flying furs touched him. She spoke no word; nor he. She never turned her head to look at him, nor swerved to evade him; but, with set face looking forward, sped straight on, over rough, over smooth, aware of his nearness by the regular beat of his feet, and the sound of his breath behind.
For one mile, for two miles they ran: White Fell always leading, Christian always keeping pace beside her, so close that every now and then her flowing fur brushed against him. She didn't say a word; nor did he. She never glanced back at him, nor did she try to dodge him; instead, with a determined expression looking ahead, she kept going straight on, over rough and smooth terrain, aware of his closeness by the steady rhythm of his footsteps and the sound of his breathing behind her.
In a while she quickened her pace. From the first, Christian had judged of her speed as admirable, yet with exulting security in his own excelling and enduring whatever her efforts. But, when the pace increased, he found himself put to the test as never had he been before in any race. Her feet, indeed, flew faster than his; it was only by his length of stride that he kept his place at her side. But his heart was high and resolute, and he did not fear failure yet.
In a bit, she picked up her speed. From the start, Christian had thought her speed was impressive, feeling confidently secure in his ability to outdo her efforts. But as she quickened her pace, he realized he was challenged like never before in any race. Her feet were definitely moving faster than his; he was only able to keep up with her because of his longer strides. But his spirits were high and determined, and he wasn’t afraid of failing just yet.
So the desperate race flew on. Their feet struck up the powdery snow, their breath smoked into the sharp clear air, and they were gone before the air was cleared of snow and vapour. Now and then Christian glanced up to judge, by the rising of the stars, of the coming of midnight. So long—so long!
So the frantic race continued. Their feet kicked up the powdery snow, their breath vaporized in the crisp, clear air, and they vanished before the air settled from the snow and mist. Occasionally, Christian looked up to gauge the approach of midnight by the position of the stars. So long—so long!
White Fell held on without slack. She, it was evident, with confidence in her speed proving matchless, as resolute to outrun her pursuer as he to endure till midnight and fulfil his purpose. And Christian held on, still self-assured. He could not fail; he would not fail. To avenge Rol and Trella was motive enough for him to do what man could do; but for Sweyn more. She had kissed Sweyn, but he should not die too: with Sweyn to save he could not fail.
White Fell kept going without losing pace. It was clear that, confident in her unmatched speed, she was just as determined to outrun her pursuer as he was to endure until midnight and achieve his goal. And Christian pressed on, still self-assured. He couldn't fail; he wouldn't fail. To avenge Rol and Trella was motivation enough for him to do whatever a man could do; but it meant more for Sweyn. She had kissed Sweyn, and he should not die too: with Sweyn to save, he couldn't fail.
Never before was such a race as this; no, not when in old Greece man and maid raced together with two fates at stake; for the hard running was sustained unabated, while star after star rose and went wheeling up towards midnight, for one hour, for two hours.
Never before was there a race like this; not even in ancient Greece when men and women raced together with their futures on the line; for the exhausting run continued without pause, while star after star rose and moved across the sky towards midnight, for one hour, for two hours.
Then Christian saw and heard what shot him through with fear. Where a fringe of trees hung round a slope he saw something dark moving, and heard a yelp, followed by a full horrid cry, and the dark spread out upon the snow, a pack of wolves in pursuit.
Then Christian saw and heard what filled him with fear. Where a line of trees surrounded a slope, he noticed something dark moving, and heard a yelp, followed by a terrifying scream, and the dark spread out on the snow, a pack of wolves in pursuit.
Of the beasts alone he had little cause for fear; at the pace he held he could distance them, four-footed though they were. But of White Fell's wiles he had infinite apprehension, for how might she not avail herself of the savage jaws of these wolves, akin as they were to half her nature. She vouchsafed to them nor look nor sign; but Christian, on an impulse to assure himself that she should not escape him, caught and held the back-flung edge of her furs, running still.
Of the animals alone, he had little reason to be afraid; at the pace he was running, he could easily outrun them, even though they were four-legged. But he was deeply worried about White Fell's tricks, since she could easily use the savage jaws of these wolves, which were similar to half of her nature. She gave them no glance or signal; but Christian, in a sudden urge to reassure himself that she wouldn't get away, grabbed and held onto the back edge of her furs, still running.
She turned like a flash with a beastly snarl, teeth and eyes gleaming again. Her axe shone, on the upstroke, on the downstroke, as she hacked at his hand. She had lopped it off at the wrist, but that he parried with the bear-spear. Even then, she shore through the shaft and shattered the bones of the hand at the same blow, so that he loosed perforce.
She spun around quickly with a fierce snarl, her teeth and eyes shining once more. Her axe glinted as she swung it up and down, chopping at his hand. She had severed it at the wrist, but he blocked it with the bear-spear. Even then, she cut through the shaft and broke the bones in his hand with the same strike, forcing him to let go.
Then again they raced on as before, Christian not losing a pace, though his left hand swung useless, bleeding and broken.
Then they raced on as before, Christian keeping up the pace, even though his left hand hung useless, bleeding and broken.
The snarl, indubitable, though modified from a woman's organs, the vicious fury revealed in teeth and eyes, the sharp arrogant pain of her maiming blow, caught away Christian's heed of the beasts behind, by striking into him close vivid realisation of the infinitely greater danger that ran before him in that deadly Thing.
The snarl, unmistakable, though altered from a woman’s voice, the vicious anger shown in her teeth and eyes, the sharp, arrogant pain of her violent blow, distracted Christian from the beasts behind him, making him acutely aware of the much greater danger that lay ahead in that deadly creature.
When he bethought him to look behind, lo! the pack had but reached their tracks, and instantly slunk aside, cowed; the yell of pursuit changing to yelps and whines. So abhorrent was that fell creature to beast as to man.
When he thought to look back, he saw that the pack had only reached their tracks and quickly backed off, intimidated; their cries of pursuit turning into whines and yelps. That vicious creature was equally repulsive to both beasts and humans.
She had drawn her furs more closely to her, disposing them so that, instead of flying loose to her heels, no drapery hung lower than her knees, and this without a check to her wonderful speed, nor embarrassment by the cumbering of the folds. She held her head as before; her lips were firmly set, only the tense nostrils gave her breath; not a sign of distress witnessed to the long sustaining of that terrible speed.
She pulled her furs tighter around her, arranging them so that instead of flowing down to her heels, nothing hung lower than her knees. This didn’t slow her incredible pace or get in the way of her movements. She held her head high; her lips were pressed together, and her only sign of effort was her flaring nostrils. There was no indication of distress from maintaining such a terrible speed for a long time.
But on Christian by now the strain was telling palpably. His head weighed heavy, and his breath came labouring in great sobs; the bear spear would have been a burden now. His heart was beating like a hammer, but such a dulness oppressed his brain, that it was only by degrees he could realise his helpless state; wounded and weaponless, chasing that terrible Thing, that was a fierce, desperate, axe-armed woman, except she should assume the beast with fangs yet more formidable.
But by now, the strain was clearly taking its toll on Christian. His head felt heavy, and he was breathing heavily in deep sobs; even the bear spear would have been a burden at this point. His heart was pounding like a hammer, but he was so mentally exhausted that it took him a while to grasp his helpless situation; he was wounded and unarmed, pursuing that terrifying creature, a fierce, desperate woman wielding an axe, unless she transformed into something even more beastly with more fearsome fangs.
And still the far slow stars went lingering nearly an hour from midnight.
And still the distant, slow stars hung around for almost an hour after midnight.
So far was his brain astray that an impression took him that she was fleeing from the midnight stars, whose gain was by such slow degrees that a time equalling days and days had gone in the race round the northern circle of the world, and days and days as long might last before the end—except she slackened, or except he failed.
So lost in thought was he that he got the idea that she was running away from the midnight stars, which moved so slowly that an amount of time equal to days and days had passed in the race around the northern part of the world, and days and days like that could continue before it was over—unless she slowed down, or unless he couldn’t keep up.
But he would not fail yet.
But he wouldn't give up yet.
How long had he been praying so? He had started with a self-confidence and reliance that had felt no need for that aid; and now it seemed the only means by which to restrain his heart from swelling beyond the compass of his body, by which to cherish his brain from dwindling and shrivelling quite away. Some sharp-toothed creature kept tearing and dragging on his maimed left hand; he never could see it, he could not shake it off; but he prayed it off at times.
How long had he been praying like this? He had started with a confidence and independence that felt no need for help; and now it seemed to be the only way to keep his heart from bursting out of his chest, to protect his mind from shrinking and withering away. Some sharp-toothed creature kept gnawing and pulling at his injured left hand; he could never see it, and he couldn't shake it off; but he managed to pray it away sometimes.
The clear stars before him took to shuddering, and he knew why: they shuddered at sight of what was behind him. He had never divined before that strange things hid themselves from men under pretence of being snow-clad mounds or swaying trees; but now they came slipping out from their harmless covers to follow him, and mock at his impotence to make a kindred Thing resolve to truer form. He knew the air behind him was thronged; he heard the hum of innumerable murmurings together; but his eyes could never catch them, they were too swift and nimble. Yet he knew they were there, because, on a backward glance, he saw the snow mounds surge as they grovelled flatlings out of sight; he saw the trees reel as they screwed themselves rigid past recognition among the boughs.
The clear stars in front of him started to tremble, and he understood why: they trembled at the sight of what was behind him. He had never realized before that strange things concealed themselves from people under the guise of snow-covered hills or swaying trees; but now they slipped out from their innocuous disguises to follow him and mock his inability to make a similar entity take a more genuine form. He knew the air behind him was crowded; he heard the buzz of countless whispers together; but his eyes could never catch them—they were too quick and agile. Yet he knew they were there because, with a backward glance, he saw the snow mounds shift as they crawled out of sight; he saw the trees sway as they contorted themselves past recognition among the branches.
And after such glance the stars for awhile returned to steadfastness, and an infinite stretch of silence froze upon the chill grey world, only deranged by the swift even beat of the flying feet, and his own—slower from the longer stride, and the sound of his breath. And for some clear moments he knew that his only concern was, to sustain his speed regardless of pain and distress, to deny with every nerve he had her power to outstrip him or to widen the space between them, till the stars crept up to midnight. Then out again would come that crowd invisible, humming and hustling behind, dense and dark enough, he knew, to blot out the stars at his back, yet ever skipping and jerking from his sight.
And after that glance, the stars for a moment settled down, and a deep silence covered the cold gray world, only interrupted by the steady rhythm of the flying feet and his own—slower because of his longer stride—and the sound of his breathing. For some clear moments, he realized that his only priority was to keep up his speed no matter the pain and discomfort, to deny with every fiber of his being her ability to outpace him or to increase the distance between them until the stars rose to midnight. Then that invisible crowd would come back, buzzing and pushing behind him, dense and dark enough, he knew, to block out the stars behind him, yet always slipping and darting out of his view.
A hideous check came to the race. White Fell swirled about and leapt to the right, and Christian, unprepared for so prompt a lurch, found close at his feet a deep pit yawning, and his own impetus past control. But he snatched at her as he bore past, clasping her right arm with his one whole hand, and the two swung together upon the brink.
A horrible surprise hit the race. White Fell twisted around and jumped to the right, and Christian, caught off guard by such a sudden move, found a deep pit gaping right at his feet, with his speed way out of control. But he lunged for her as he sped by, grabbing her right arm with his only good hand, and the two of them swung together at the edge.
And her straining away in self preservation was vigorous enough to counter-balance his headlong impulse, and brought them reeling together to safety.
And her struggle to protect herself was strong enough to counteract his reckless urge, bringing them both stumbling together to safety.
Then, before he was verily sure that they were not to perish so, crashing down, he saw her gnashing in wild pale fury as she wrenched to be free; and since her right hand was in his grasp, used her axe left-handed, striking back at him.
Then, before he was completely sure that they wouldn’t perish like that, crashing down, he saw her gnashing her teeth in wild, pale fury as she struggled to be free; and since her right hand was in his grip, she used her axe with her left hand, striking back at him.
The blow was effectual enough even so; his right arm dropped powerless, gashed, and with the lesser bone broken, that jarred with horrid pain when he let it swing as he leaped out again, and ran to recover the few feet she had gained from his pause at the shock.
The hit was effective, though; his right arm dropped useless, cut and with the smaller bone broken, which hurt painfully as he let it swing while he jumped out again and ran to catch up with the few feet she had gained during his pause from the impact.
The near escape and this new quick pain made again every faculty alive and intense. He knew that what he followed was most surely Death animate: wounded and helpless, he was utterly at her mercy if so she should realise and take action. Hopeless to avenge, hopeless to save, his very despair for Sweyn swept him on to follow, and follow, and precede the kiss-doomed to death. Could he yet fail to hunt that Thing past midnight, out of the womanly form alluring and treacherous, into lasting restraint of the bestial, which was the last shred of hope left from the confident purpose of the outset?
The close call and the sudden pain made all his senses come alive and sharp. He realized that what he was chasing was definitely Death made flesh: injured and vulnerable, he was completely at her mercy if she chose to act. There was no hope for revenge, no hope for rescue; his deep despair for Sweyn pushed him to chase after her, again and again, leading the way to the doomed kiss of death. Could he possibly fail to track that creature past midnight, out of the tempting and deceptive feminine form, into the lasting confines of the animalistic, which was the last bit of hope remaining from his initial determination?
"Sweyn, Sweyn, O Sweyn!" He thought he was praying, though his heart wrung out nothing but this: "Sweyn, Sweyn, O Sweyn!"
"Sweyn, Sweyn, O Sweyn!" He believed he was praying, even though his heart expressed nothing but this: "Sweyn, Sweyn, O Sweyn!"
The last hour from midnight had lost half its quarters, and the stars went lifting up the great minutes; and again his greatening heart, and his shrinking brain, and the sickening agony that swung at either side, conspired to appal the will that had only seeming empire over his feet.
The last hour before midnight had passed through half of its quarters, and the stars seemed to amplify the slow passage of time; once more, his swelling heart, his racing thoughts, and the nauseating pain that hung on either side teamed up to weaken the will that only pretended to have control over his feet.
Now White Fell's body was so closely enveloped that not a lap nor an edge flew free. She stretched forward strangely aslant, leaning from the upright poise of a runner. She cleared the ground at times by long bounds, gaining an increase of speed that Christian agonised to equal.
Now White Fell's body was so tightly wrapped that not a single flap or edge was loose. She leaned forward in a weird way, tilting from the upright stance of a runner. Occasionally, she cleared the ground with long leaps, picking up speed that Christian struggled to match.
Because the stars pointed that the end was nearing, the black brood came behind again, and followed, noising. Ah! if they could but be kept quiet and still, nor slip their usual harmless masks to encourage with their interest the last speed of their most deadly congener. What shape had they? Should he ever know? If it were not that he was bound to compel the fell Thing that ran before him into her truer form, he might face about and follow them. No—no—not so; if he might do anything but what he did—race, race, and racing bear this agony, he would just stand still and die, to be quit of the pain of breathing.
Because the stars indicated that the end was approaching, the dark group came back again and followed, making noise. Ah! if only they could stay quiet and still, and not drop their usual harmless disguises to encourage the last desperate rush of their most lethal counterpart. What form did they have? Would he ever know? If he weren't forced to confront the terrible thing ahead of him and force it into its true shape, he might turn around and follow them. No—no—not that; if there were anything he could do besides what he was doing—running, running, and enduring this torment, he would just stop and die, to be free of the pain of breathing.
He grew bewildered, uncertain of his own identity, doubting of his own true form. He could not be really a man, no more than that running Thing was really a woman; his real form was only hidden under embodiment of a man, but what it was he did not know. And Sweyn's real form he did not know. Sweyn lay fallen at his feet, where he had struck him down—his own brother—he: he stumbled over him, and had to overleap him and race harder because she who had kissed Sweyn leapt so fast. "Sweyn, Sweyn, O Sweyn!"
He felt confused, unsure of who he really was, questioning his true self. He couldn't possibly be a man, any more than that running figure could be a woman; his true self was just hidden beneath the disguise of a man, but he didn't know what it actually was. And he didn't know Sweyn's true form either. Sweyn lay fallen at his feet, where he had knocked him down—his own brother—he stumbled over him and had to jump over him and run faster because she who had kissed Sweyn was moving so quickly. "Sweyn, Sweyn, oh Sweyn!"
Why did the stars stop to shudder? Midnight else had surely come!
Why did the stars stop trembling? Midnight must have arrived!
The leaning, leaping Thing looked back at him with a wild, fierce look, and laughed in savage scorn and triumph. He saw in a flash why, for within a time measurable by seconds she would have escaped him utterly. As the land lay, a slope of ice sunk on the one hand; on the other hand a steep rose, shouldering forwards; between the two was space for a foot to be planted, but none for a body to stand; yet a juniper bough, thrusting out, gave a handhold secure enough for one with a resolute grasp to swing past the perilous place, and pass on safe.
The leaning, leaping thing looked back at him with a wild, fierce expression and laughed in savage scorn and triumph. In an instant, he understood why, because in a matter of seconds she would completely escape him. The land was shaped so that on one side there was a slope of ice, while on the other there was a steep incline rising forward. Between the two was just enough space for a foot, but not enough for a body to stand; however, a juniper branch sticking out provided a secure handhold for someone with a determined grip to swing past the dangerous spot and continue safely.
Though the first seconds of the last moment were going, she dared to flash back a wicked look, and laugh at the pursuer who was impotent to grasp.
Though the first seconds of the last moment were passing, she dared to cast a sly glance back and laugh at the pursuer who was unable to catch up.
The crisis struck convulsive life into his last supreme effort; his will surged up indomitable, his speed proved matchless yet. He leapt with a rush, passed her before her laugh had time to go out, and turned short, barring the way, and braced to withstand her.
The crisis ignited a fierce determination in his final effort; his will became unyielding, and his speed remained unmatched. He lunged forward, getting in front of her before her laughter faded, then quickly turned, blocking her path and preparing to hold his ground against her.
She came hurling desperate, with a feint to the right hand, and then launched herself upon him with a spring like a wild beast when it leaps to kill. And he, with one strong arm and a hand that could not hold, with one strong hand and an arm that could not guide and sustain, he caught and held her even so. And they fell together. And because he felt his whole arm slipping, and his whole hand loosing, to slack the dreadful agony of the wrenched bone above, he caught and held with his teeth the tunic at her knee, as she struggled up and wrung off his hands to overleap him victorious.
She charged at him desperately, faking to her right, and then lunged at him with a spring like a wild animal ready to attack. He, with one strong arm and a hand that couldn’t grip, with one solid hand and an arm that couldn’t steer or support, caught her and held on just the same. They fell together. And because he felt his whole arm slipping and his whole hand giving way, to ease the terrible pain of the wrenched bone above, he bit down on the edge of her tunic at her knee as she tried to push herself up and shake off his hands to leap over him in victory.
Like lightning she snatched her axe, and struck him on the neck, deep—once, twice—his life-blood gushed out, staining her feet.
Like lightning, she grabbed her axe and hit him on the neck, deep—once, twice—his blood poured out, staining her feet.
The stars touched midnight.
The stars hit midnight.
The death scream he heard was not his, for his set teeth had hardly yet relaxed when it rang out; and the dreadful cry began with a woman's shriek, and changed and ended as the yell of a beast. And before the final blank overtook his dying eyes, he saw that She gave place to It; he saw more, that Life gave place to Death—causelessly, incomprehensibly.
The death scream he heard wasn't his, because his clenched teeth had barely loosened when it erupted; and the horrifying sound started with a woman's scream and transitioned into the roar of a beast. And before the final emptiness took over his fading vision, he realized that She had turned into It; he saw even more, that Life had turned into Death—without reason, without understanding.
For he did not presume that no holy water could be more holy, more potent to destroy an evil thing than the life-blood of a pure heart poured out for another in free willing devotion.
For he did not assume that any holy water could be more sacred or more powerful to eliminate an evil thing than the lifeblood of a pure heart willingly sacrificed for another in genuine devotion.
His own true hidden reality that he had desired to know grew palpable, recognisable. It seemed to him just this: a great glad abounding hope that he had saved his brother; too expansive to be contained by the limited form of a sole man, it yearned for a new embodiment infinite as the stars.
His true hidden reality that he wanted to understand became clear and recognizable. It seemed to him like this: a huge, overwhelming hope that he had saved his brother; too vast to be held by just one person, it longed for a new form as infinite as the stars.
What did it matter to that true reality that the man's brain shrank, shrank, till it was nothing; that the man's body could not retain the huge pain of his heart, and heaved it out through the red exit riven at the neck; that the black noise came again hurtling from behind, reinforced by that dissolved shape, and blotted out for ever the man's sight, hearing, sense.
What did it matter to that true reality that the man's brain shrank, until it was nothing; that the man's body couldn’t handle the overwhelming pain in his heart, forcing it out through the ripped neck; that the dark noise came rushing back, bolstered by that faded shape, and completely erased the man's sight, hearing, and sense.
In the early grey of day Sweyn chanced upon the footprints of a man—of a runner, as he saw by the shifted snow; and the direction they had taken aroused curiosity, since a little farther their line must be crossed by the edge of a sheer height. He turned to trace them. And so doing, the length of the stride struck his attention—a stride long as his own if he ran. He knew he was following Christian.
In the early gray of morning, Sweyn came across the footprints of a man—someone who had been running, as he could tell from the disturbed snow; and the path they took piqued his interest, since a bit further along their line would hit the edge of a steep drop. He decided to follow them. As he did, he noticed the length of the stride—it was as long as his own when he ran. He realized he was tracking Christian.
In his anger he had hardened himself to be indifferent to the night-long absence of his brother; but now, seeing where the footsteps went, he was seized with compunction and dread. He had failed to give thought and care to his poor frantic twin, who might—was it possible?—have rushed to a frantic death.
In his anger, he had toughened himself to ignore his brother's absence all night; but now, seeing where the footprints led, he was filled with guilt and fear. He hadn’t considered the distress of his poor frantic twin, who might—could it be?—have rushed into a desperate fate.
His heart stood still when he came to the place where the leap had been taken. A piled edge of snow had fallen too, and nothing but snow lay below when he peered. Along the upper edge he ran for a furlong, till he came to a dip where he could slip and climb down, and then back again on the lower level to the pile of fallen snow. There he saw that the vigorous running had started afresh.
His heart skipped a beat when he got to the spot where the jump had happened. A mound of snow had fallen too, and all he could see below when he looked was just snow. He sprinted along the upper edge for a long distance until he reached a dip where he could slide down and then back up to the lower level by the mound of fallen snow. There, he noticed that the energetic running had begun anew.
He stood pondering; vexed that any man should have taken that leap where he had not ventured to follow; vexed that he had been beguiled to such painful emotions; guessing vainly at Christian's object in this mad freak. He began sauntering along, half unconsciously following his brother's track; and so in a while he came to the place where the footprints were doubled.
He stood thinking, frustrated that any guy would take that leap where he didn’t dare to go; annoyed that he had been led to such painful feelings; trying in vain to figure out Christian's purpose in this crazy act. He started walking slowly along, almost unconsciously following his brother’s path; and after a while, he reached the spot where the footprints split.
Small prints were these others, small as a woman's, though the pace from one to another was longer than that which the skirts of women allow.
Small prints were these others, small as a woman's, though the distance from one to another was longer than what women’s skirts would permit.
Did not White Fell tread so?
Didn’t White Fell walk like that?
A dreadful guess appalled him, so dreadful that he recoiled from belief. Yet his face grew ashy white, and he gasped to fetch back motion to his checked heart. Unbelievable? Closer attention showed how the smaller footfall had altered for greater speed, striking into the snow with a deeper onset and a lighter pressure on the heels. Unbelievable? Could any woman but White Fell run so? Could any man but Christian run so? The guess became a certainty. He was following where alone in the dark night White Fell had fled from Christian pursuing.
A terrifying thought struck him, so terrifying that he couldn't quite believe it. Yet his face turned ashen, and he gasped to bring life back to his frozen heart. Unbelievable? Looking closer, he noticed how the lighter footsteps had changed to a faster pace, sinking deeper into the snow while leaving a softer imprint on the heels. Unbelievable? Could any woman other than White Fell run like this? Could any man other than Christian move like this? The thought turned into a certainty. He was tracking where, alone in the dark night, White Fell had escaped from Christian who was chasing her.
Such villainy set heart and brain on fire with rage and indignation: such villainy in his own brother, till lately love-worthy, praiseworthy, though a fool for meekness. He would kill Christian; had he lives many as the footprints he had trodden, vengeance should demand them all. In a tempest of murderous hate he followed on in haste, for the track was plain enough, starting with such a burst of speed as could not be maintained, but brought him back soon to a plod for the spent, sobbing breath to be regulated. He cursed Christian aloud and called White Fell's name on high in a frenzied expense of passion. His grief itself was a rage, being such an intolerable anguish of pity and shame at the thought of his love, White Fell, who had parted from his kiss free and radiant, to be hounded straightway by his brother mad with jealousy, fleeing for more than life while her lover was housed at his ease. If he had but known, he raved, in impotent rebellion at the cruelty of events, if he had but known that his strength and love might have availed in her defence; now the only service to her that he could render was to kill Christian.
Such betrayal filled him with rage and indignation: such betrayal from his own brother, who until recently had been worthy of love and praise, though a fool for being so gentle. He would kill Christian; if he had as many lives as the footprints he had left behind, vengeance would demand them all. In a whirlwind of murderous hate, he hurried along the path, which was clear enough, starting with a burst of speed that couldn't be kept up, soon returning to a slow, labored pace to catch his breath. He cursed Christian loudly and called out White Fell's name in a frenzy of passion. His grief was a form of rage, an unbearable mix of pity and shame at the thought of his beloved White Fell, who had parted from him with a free and joyful spirit, only to be pursued by his brother, mad with jealousy, while she fled for more than just her life, as her lover remained comfortably at home. If he had only known, he raged, rebelling helplessly against the cruelty of fate, if he had only known that his strength and love might have protected her; now the only thing he could do for her was to kill Christian.
As a woman he knew she was matchless in speed, matchless in strength; but Christian was matchless in speed among men, nor easily to be matched in strength. Brave and swift and strong though she were, what chance had she against a man of his strength and inches, frantic, too, and intent on horrid revenge against his brother, his successful rival?
As a woman, he recognized that she was unrivaled in speed and unmatched in strength; yet Christian was unparalleled in speed among men and not easily outdone in strength. Brave, quick, and strong as she was, what chance did she stand against a man of his size and strength, who was also frantic and driven by a terrible desire for revenge against his brother, his victorious rival?
Mile after mile he followed with a bursting heart; more piteous, more tragic, seemed the case at this evidence of White Fell's splendid supremacy, holding her own so long against Christian's famous speed. So long, so long that his love and admiration grew more and more boundless, and his grief and indignation therewith also. Whenever the track lay clear he ran, with such reckless prodigality of strength, that it soon was spent, and he dragged on heavily, till, sometimes on the ice of a mere, sometimes on a wind-swept place, all signs were lost; but, so undeviating had been their line that a course straight on, and then short questing to either hand, recovered them again.
Mile after mile he followed with a pounding heart; the situation seemed more pitiful and tragic with each piece of evidence showing White Fell's incredible dominance, holding her own for so long against Christian's famous speed. It lasted so long that his love and admiration became more and more limitless, and his grief and anger grew alongside them. Whenever the path was clear, he ran with such reckless abandon that he quickly exhausted his strength and dragged on heavily. Sometimes he found himself on the ice of a lake, other times in a wind-swept area, where all signs disappeared; but their path had been so consistent that moving straight ahead and then making brief searches to either side brought them back on track.
Hour after hour had gone by through more than half that winter day, before ever he came to the place where the trampled snow showed that a scurry of feet had come—and gone! Wolves' feet—and gone most amazingly! Only a little beyond he came to the lopped point of Christian's bear-spear; farther on he would see where the remnant of the useless shaft had been dropped. The snow here was dashed with blood, and the footsteps of the two had fallen closer together. Some hoarse sound of exultation came from him that might have been a laugh had breath sufficed. "O White Fell, my poor, brave love! Well struck!" he groaned, torn by his pity and great admiration, as he guessed surely how she had turned and dealt a blow.
Hour after hour passed during more than half of that winter day before he finally reached the spot marked by the trampled snow that indicated a flurry of movement—then nothing! Wolf tracks—and gone so unexpectedly! Just a little further, he found the chopped end of Christian's bear spear; further along, he saw where the remaining part of the useless shaft had been left behind. The snow here was stained with blood, and the footprints of the two were closer together. A rough sound of triumph escaped him that might have been a laugh if he had enough breath. "Oh White Fell, my poor, brave love! Well done!" he groaned, torn by his pity and deep admiration, as he realized how she must have turned and landed a blow.
The sight of the blood inflamed him as it might a beast that ravens. He grew mad with a desire to have Christian by the throat once again, not to loose this time till he had crushed out his life, or beat out his life, or stabbed out his life; or all these, and torn him piecemeal likewise: and ah! then, not till then, bleed his heart with weeping, like a child, like a girl, over the piteous fate of his poor lost love.
The sight of the blood fired him up like a wild animal. He became consumed with the urge to grab Christian by the throat again, not letting go this time until he had crushed, beaten, or stabbed the life out of him; or maybe all those things, tearing him apart as well. And ah! only then would he let his heart bleed with tears, like a child, like a girl, over the sad fate of his poor lost love.
On—on—on—through the aching time, toiling and straining in the track of those two superb runners, aware of the marvel of their endurance, but unaware of the marvel of their speed, that, in the three hours before midnight had overpassed all that vast distance that he could only traverse from twilight to twilight. For clear daylight was passing when he came to the edge of an old marl-pit, and saw how the two who had gone before had stamped and trampled together in desperate peril on the verge. And here fresh blood stains spoke to him of a valiant defence against his infamous brother; and he followed where the blood had dripped till the cold had staunched its flow, taking a savage gratification from this evidence that Christian had been gashed deeply, maddening afresh with desire to do likewise more excellently, and so slake his murderous hate. And he began to know that through all his despair he had entertained a germ of hope, that grew apace, rained upon by his brother's blood.
On—on—on—through the painful time, working hard and straining to keep up with those two amazing runners, aware of how incredible their endurance was, but not realizing how fast they were, having covered all that great distance in the three hours before midnight that he could only manage from dusk to dusk. The clear daylight was fading when he reached the edge of an old marl pit and saw how the two ahead had stamped and trampled desperately at the edge. Here, fresh blood stains told him of a brave defense against his treacherous brother, and he followed the trail where the blood had dripped until the cold had stopped its flow, taking a savage satisfaction from the evidence that Christian had been badly injured, fueling his desire to inflict the same pain even more effectively, and thus satisfy his murderous rage. He began to realize that throughout all his despair, he had held onto a seed of hope, which was growing quickly, nourished by his brother's blood.
He strove on as best he might, wrung now by an access of hope, now of despair, in agony to reach the end, however terrible, sick with the aching of the toiled miles that deferred it.
He pushed on as best as he could, sometimes overcome by hope and other times by despair, in pain to reach the end, no matter how awful it might be, suffering from the exhaustion of the miles that kept him from it.
And the light went lingering out of the sky, giving place to uncertain stars.
And the light faded away from the sky, making room for uncertain stars.
He came to the finish.
He reached the finish line.
Two bodies lay in a narrow place. Christian's was one, but the other beyond not White Fell's. There where the footsteps ended lay a great white wolf.
Two bodies were in a tight space. One was Christian's, but the other wasn't White Fell's. Where the footsteps stopped, there lay a huge white wolf.
At the sight Sweyn's strength was blasted; body and soul he was struck down grovelling.
At the sight, Sweyn's strength was shattered; he was completely defeated, both body and soul, left groveling.
The stars had grown sure and intense before he stirred from where he had dropped prone. Very feebly he crawled to his dead brother, and laid his hands upon him, and crouched so, afraid to look or stir farther.
The stars had become bright and strong before he moved from where he had fallen. Weakly, he crawled to his dead brother, placed his hands on him, and stayed there, scared to look or move any further.
Cold, stiff, hours dead. Yet the dead body was his only shelter and stay in that most dreadful hour. His soul, stripped bare of all sceptic comfort, cowered, shivering, naked, abject; and the living clung to the dead out of piteous need for grace from the soul that had passed away.
Cold, stiff, hours felt like an eternity. Yet the dead body was his only refuge in that terrifying moment. His soul, completely devoid of any reassuring comfort, trembled, vulnerable, exposed, and desperate; while the living held onto the dead, seeking a wretched need for solace from the departed soul.
He rose to his knees, lifting the body. Christian had fallen face forward in the snow, with his arms flung up and wide, and so had the frost made him rigid: strange, ghastly, unyielding to Sweyn's lifting, so that he laid him down again and crouched above, with his arms fast round him, and a low heart-wrung groan.
He got down on his knees, lifting the body. Christian had collapsed face down in the snow, arms stretched out wide, and the frost had made him stiff: strange, eerie, unresponsive to Sweyn's lifting. So he laid him back down and crouched over him, holding him tightly, letting out a quiet, heartbroken groan.
When at last he found force to raise his brother's body and gather it in his arms, tight clasped to his breast, he tried to face the Thing that lay beyond. The sight set his limbs in a palsy with horror and dread. His senses had failed and fainted in utter cowardice, but for the strength that came from holding dead Christian in his arms, enabling him to compel his eyes to endure the sight, and take into the brain the complete aspect of the Thing. No wound, only blood stains on the feet. The great grim jaws had a savage grin, though dead-stiff. And his kiss: he could bear it no longer, and turned away, nor ever looked again.
When he finally found the strength to lift his brother's body and hold it tightly to his chest, he tried to confront the horrifying thing that lay ahead. The sight filled him with such terror and dread that he trembled. His senses had completely failed him out of sheer fear, but the strength from holding dead Christian in his arms kept him going, forcing him to endure the sight and take in the full appearance of the thing. There was no wound, just blood stains on its feet. The massive, grim jaws wore a savage grin, even though it was stiff with death. He couldn't handle its kiss any longer and turned away, never looking back again.
And the dead man in his arms, knowing the full horror, had followed and faced it for his sake; had suffered agony and death for his sake; in the neck was the deep death gash, one arm and both hands were dark with frozen blood, for his sake! Dead he knew him, as in life he had not known him, to give the right meed of love and worship. Because the outward man lacked perfection and strength equal to his, he had taken the love and worship of that great pure heart as his due; he, so unworthy in the inner reality, so mean, so despicable, callous, and contemptuous towards the brother who had laid down his life to save him. He longed for utter annihilation, that so he might lose the agony of knowing himself so unworthy such perfect love. The frozen calm of death on the face appalled him. He dared not touch it with lips that had cursed so lately, with lips fouled by kiss of the horror that had been death.
And the dead man in his arms, fully aware of the horror, had followed and confronted it for him; had endured pain and death for him; there was a deep fatal cut in his neck, one arm and both hands stained dark with frozen blood, for him! Dead, he understood him, in a way he hadn't in life, to truly appreciate the right amount of love and devotion. Because the outer man lacked the perfection and strength to match his, he had taken the love and devotion of that great pure heart for granted; he, so unworthy in reality, so lowly, so despicable, indifferent, and scornful towards the brother who had given up his life to save him. He craved complete annihilation to escape the pain of knowing he was so unworthy of such perfect love. The frozen stillness of death on the face horrified him. He didn’t dare touch it with lips that had cursed so recently, with lips tainted by the kiss of the horror that had been death.
He struggled to his feet, still clasping Christian. The dead man stood upright within his arm, frozen rigid. The eyes were not quite closed; the head had stiffened, bowed slightly to one side; the arms stayed straight and wide. It was the figure of one crucified, the blood-stained hands also conforming.
He struggled to his feet, still holding Christian. The dead man stood upright in his arm, completely stiff. His eyes were barely closed; his head was rigid, tilted slightly to one side; his arms remained straight and wide. It was the image of someone crucified, the blood-stained hands matching that position.
So living and dead went back along the track that one had passed in the deepest passion of love, and one in the deepest passion of hate. All that night Sweyn toiled through the snow, bearing the weight of dead Christian, treading back along the steps he before had trodden, when he was wronging with vilest thoughts, and cursing with murderous hatred, the brother who all the while lay dead for his sake.
So the living and the dead went back along the path that one had traveled in the deepest love, and the other in the deepest hate. All that night, Sweyn struggled through the snow, carrying the weight of dead Christian, retracing the steps he had taken before, when he had held the most terrible thoughts and cursed in murderous hatred, the brother who had been dead all along for his sake.
Cold, silence, darkness encompassed the strong man bowed with the dolorous burden; and yet he knew surely that that night he entered hell, and trod hell-fire along the homeward road, and endured through it only because Christian was with him. And he knew surely that to him Christian had been as Christ, and had suffered and died to save him from his sins.
Cold, silence, and darkness surrounded the strong man bent under the heavy burden; and still, he knew for certain that that night he entered hell, walking through hellfire on his way home, and he was able to endure it only because Christian was with him. And he knew for sure that to him, Christian had been like Christ, suffering and dying to save him from his sins.
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