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MR. BRITLING SEES IT THROUGH

BY

H. G. WELLS

New York

THE MACMILLAN COMPANY

1916


CONTENTS


BOOK I

MATCHING'S EASY AT EASE


CHAPTER THE FIRST

MR. DIRECK VISITS MR. BRITLING


§ 1


It was the sixth day of Mr. Direck's first visit to England, and he was at his acutest perception of differences. He found England in every way gratifying and satisfactory, and more of a contrast with things American than he had ever dared to hope.

It was the sixth day of Mr. Direck's first visit to England, and he was very aware of the differences. He found England to be completely enjoyable and fulfilling, and it contrasted with American life more than he had ever expected.

He had promised himself this visit for many years, but being of a sunny rather than energetic temperament—though he firmly believed himself to be a reservoir of clear-sighted American energy—he had allowed all sorts of things, and more particularly the uncertainties of Miss Mamie Nelson, to keep him back. But now there were no more uncertainties about Miss Mamie Nelson, and Mr. Direck had come over to England just to convince himself and everybody else that there were other interests in life for him than Mamie....

He had promised himself this visit for many years, but since he was more of a cheerful person than an energetic one—though he firmly believed he was a source of clear-sighted American energy—he had let all sorts of things, especially the uncertainties surrounding Miss Mamie Nelson, hold him back. But now there were no more uncertainties about Miss Mamie Nelson, and Mr. Direck had come to England just to prove to himself and everyone else that there were other interests in life for him beyond Mamie....

And also, he wanted to see the old country from which his maternal grandmother had sprung. Wasn't there even now in his bedroom in New York a water-colour of Market Saffron church, where the dear old lady had been confirmed? And generally he wanted to see Europe. As an interesting side show to the excursion he hoped, in his capacity of the rather underworked and rather over-salaried secretary of the Massachusetts Society for the Study of Contemporary Thought, to discuss certain agreeable possibilities with Mr. Britling, who lived at Matching's Easy.

And he also wanted to see the old country where his maternal grandmother came from. Wasn't there still a watercolor of Market Saffron church hanging in his bedroom in New York, where the beloved old lady had been confirmed? And overall, he wanted to see Europe. As an interesting addition to the trip, he hoped that in his role as the somewhat underworked and overpaid secretary of the Massachusetts Society for the Study of Contemporary Thought, he could talk about some appealing possibilities with Mr. Britling, who lived in Matching's Easy.

Mr. Direck was a type of man not uncommon in America. He was very much after the fashion of that clean and pleasant-looking person one sees in the advertisements in American magazines, that agreeable person who smiles and says, "Good, it's the Fizgig Brand," or "Yes, it's a Wilkins, and that's the Best," or "My shirt-front never rucks; it's a Chesson." But now he was saying, still with the same firm smile, "Good. It's English." He was pleased by every unlikeness to things American, by every item he could hail as characteristic; in the train to London he had laughed aloud with pleasure at the chequer-board of little fields upon the hills of Cheshire, he had chuckled to find himself in a compartment without a corridor; he had tipped the polite yet kindly guard magnificently, after doubting for a moment whether he ought to tip him at all, and he had gone about his hotel in London saying "Lordy! Lordy! My word!" in a kind of ecstasy, verifying the delightful absence of telephone, of steam-heat, of any dependent bathroom. At breakfast the waiter (out of Dickens it seemed) had refused to know what "cereals" were, and had given him his egg in a china egg-cup such as you see in the pictures in Punch. The Thames, when he sallied out to see it, had been too good to be true, the smallest thing in rivers he had ever seen, and he had had to restrain himself from affecting a marked accent and accosting some passer-by with the question, "Say! But is this little wet ditch here the Historical River Thames?"

Mr. Direck was a type of man not uncommon in America. He looked a lot like that clean and pleasant person you see in ads in American magazines, that friendly person who smiles and says, "Good, it's the Fizgig Brand," or "Yes, it's a Wilkins, and that's the Best," or "My shirt-front never rucks; it's a Chesson." But now he was saying, still with the same firm smile, "Good. It's English." He was thrilled by everything that was different from American things, by anything he could recognize as unique; on the train to London, he had laughed out loud with joy at the patchwork of little fields on the hills of Cheshire, he had chuckled at finding himself in a compartment without a corridor; he had tipped the polite yet kind guard generously after thinking for a moment about whether he should tip at all, and he had walked around his hotel in London saying, "Lordy! Lordy! My word!" in a kind of ecstasy, enjoying the delightful absence of a telephone, steam heat, or any shared bathroom. At breakfast, the waiter (who seemed straight out of Dickens) had refused to know what "cereals" were, and had given him his egg in a china egg cup like the ones you see in the illustrations in Punch. When he went out to see the Thames, it had seemed almost too good to be true, the smallest river he had ever seen, and he had to hold himself back from putting on a strong accent and asking a passerby, "Say! But is this little wet ditch here the Historical River Thames?"

In America, it must be explained, Mr. Direck spoke a very good and careful English indeed, but he now found the utmost difficulty in controlling his impulse to use a high-pitched nasal drone and indulge in dry "Americanisms" and poker metaphors upon all occasions. When people asked him questions he wanted to say "Yep" or "Sure," words he would no more have used in America than he could have used a bowie knife. But he had a sense of rôle. He wanted to be visibly and audibly America eye-witnessing. He wanted to be just exactly what he supposed an Englishman would expect him to be. At any rate, his clothes had been made by a strongly American New York tailor, and upon the strength of them a taxi-man had assumed politely but firmly that the shillings on his taximeter were dollars, an incident that helped greatly to sustain the effect of Mr. Direck, in Mr. Direck's mind, as something standing out with an almost representative clearness against the English scene.... So much so that the taxi-man got the dollars....

In America, it should be said, Mr. Direck spoke very good and careful English, but he was now struggling hard to resist the urge to use a high-pitched nasal drone and slip into dry "Americanisms" and poker metaphors at every opportunity. When people asked him questions, he wanted to say "Yep" or "Sure," words he wouldn’t have used in America any more than he would have wielded a bowie knife. But he felt a sense of role. He wanted to be visibly and audibly experiencing America. He aimed to be exactly what he thought an Englishman would expect him to be. At any rate, his clothes had been tailored by a distinctly American New York designer, and based on that, a taxi driver had politely but firmly assumed the shillings on his meter were dollars, an event that significantly reinforced Mr. Direck's image in his own mind as something that stood out with almost representative clarity against the English backdrop.... So much so that the taxi driver got the dollars....

Because all the time he had been coming over he had dreaded that it wasn't true, that England was a legend, that London would turn out to be just another thundering great New York, and the English exactly like New Englanders....

Because every time he came over, he feared it wasn’t real, that England was just a myth, that London would end up being just another massive New York, and the English would be exactly like New Englanders...


§ 2


And now here he was on the branch line of the little old Great Eastern Railway, on his way to Matching's Easy in Essex, and he was suddenly in the heart of Washington Irving's England.

And now here he was on the branch line of the quaint Great Eastern Railway, heading to Matching's Easy in Essex, and he was abruptly in the heart of Washington Irving's England.

Washington Irving's England! Indeed it was. He couldn't sit still and just peep at it, he had to stand up in the little compartment and stick his large, firm-featured, kindly countenance out of the window as if he greeted it. The country under the June sunshine was neat and bright as an old-world garden, with little fields of corn surrounded by dog-rose hedges, and woods and small rushy pastures of an infinite tidiness. He had seen a real deer park, it had rather tumbledown iron gates between its shield-surmounted pillars, and in the distance, beyond all question, was Bracebridge Hall nestling among great trees. He had seen thatched and timbered cottages, and half-a-dozen inns with creaking signs. He had seen a fat vicar driving himself along a grassy lane in a governess cart drawn by a fat grey pony. It wasn't like any reality he had ever known. It was like travelling in literature.

Washington Irving's England! It really was. He couldn’t just sit still and look at it; he had to stand up in the little compartment and lean his large, kind face out of the window as if he were greeting it. The countryside under the June sunshine was as tidy and bright as an old-fashioned garden, with little fields of wheat bordered by dog-rose hedges, and woods and small, lush pastures that were remarkably neat. He had seen a real deer park, which had somewhat dilapidated iron gates between its shield-decorated pillars, and in the distance, for sure, was Bracebridge Hall nestled among great trees. He had seen thatched and timber-framed cottages, and several inns with creaky signs. He had seen a plump vicar driving himself along a grassy lane in a governess cart pulled by a chubby grey pony. It wasn’t like any reality he had ever experienced. It was like traveling through literature.

Mr. Britling's address was the Dower House, and it was, Mr. Britling's note had explained, on the farther edge of the park at Claverings. Claverings! The very name for some stately home of England....

Mr. Britling's address was the Dower House, and it was, Mr. Britling's note had explained, on the far edge of the park at Claverings. Claverings! The very name for some grand estate in England....

And yet this was only forty-two miles from London. Surely it brought things within the suburban range. If Matching's Easy were in America, commuters would live there. But in supposing that, Mr. Direck displayed his ignorance of a fact of the greatest importance to all who would understand England. There is a gap in the suburbs of London. The suburbs of London stretch west and south and even west by north, but to the north-eastward there are no suburbs; instead there is Essex. Essex is not a suburban county; it is a characteristic and individualised county which wins the heart. Between dear Essex and the centre of things lie two great barriers, the East End of London and Epping Forest. Before a train could get to any villadom with a cargo of season-ticket holders it would have to circle about this rescued woodland and travel for twenty unprofitable miles, and so once you are away from the main Great Eastern lines Essex still lives in the peace of the eighteenth century, and London, the modern Babylon, is, like the stars, just a light in the nocturnal sky. In Matching's Easy, as Mr. Britling presently explained to Mr. Direck, there are half-a-dozen old people who have never set eyes on London in their lives—and do not want to.

And yet this was only forty-two miles from London. Surely that made it suburban. If Matching's Easy were in America, commuters would live there. But by assuming that, Mr. Direck showed his ignorance of a crucial fact for anyone trying to understand England. There’s a gap in the suburbs of London. The suburbs stretch west and south and even west by north, but to the northeast, there are no suburbs; instead, there's Essex. Essex isn’t a suburban county; it’s a unique and distinctive county that wins your heart. Between lovely Essex and the center of everything lie two major barriers, the East End of London and Epping Forest. Before a train could reach any suburb full of season-ticket holders, it would have to navigate around this preserved woodland and travel for twenty unproductive miles. So, once you’re away from the main Great Eastern lines, Essex still feels like it’s in the peace of the eighteenth century, while London, the modern Babylon, is just a distant light in the night sky. In Matching’s Easy, as Mr. Britling explained to Mr. Direck, there are half a dozen elderly people who have never seen London in their lives—and don't want to.

"Aye-ya!"

"Yay!"

"Fussin' about thea."

"Fussing about there."

"Mr. Robinson, 'e went to Lon', 'e did. That's 'ow 'e 'urt 'is fut."

"Mr. Robinson, he went to London, he did. That's how he hurt his foot."

Mr. Direck had learnt at the main-line junction that he had to tell the guard to stop the train for Matching's Easy; it only stopped "by request"; the thing was getting better and better; and when Mr. Direck seized his grip and got out of the train there was just one little old Essex station-master and porter and signalman and everything, holding a red flag in his hand and talking to Mr. Britling about the cultivation of the sweet peas which glorified the station. And there was the Mr. Britling who was the only item of business and the greatest expectation in Mr. Direck's European journey, and he was quite unlike the portraits Mr. Direck had seen and quite unmistakably Mr. Britling all the same, since there was nobody else upon the platform, and he was advancing with a gesture of welcome.

Mr. Direck had learned at the main-line junction that he needed to tell the guard to stop the train for Matching's Easy; it only stopped "by request." Things were getting better and better. When Mr. Direck grabbed his bag and got off the train, there was just one old Essex station-master, a porter, and a signalman, all standing around, with one holding a red flag and chatting with Mr. Britling about the sweet peas that decorated the station. And there was Mr. Britling, the only reason for Mr. Direck's trip to Europe, who looked nothing like the portraits Mr. Direck had seen, yet it was unmistakably him, since there was nobody else on the platform, and he was approaching with a welcoming gesture.

"Did you ever see such peas, Mr. Dick?" said Mr. Britling by way of introduction.

"Have you ever seen peas like these, Mr. Dick?" Mr. Britling said to introduce the topic.

"My word," said Mr. Direck in a good old Farmer Hayseed kind of voice.

"My word," said Mr. Direck in a classic Farmer Hayseed style voice.

"Aye-ya!" said the station-master in singularly strident tones. "It be a rare year for sweet peas," and then he slammed the door of the carriage in a leisurely manner and did dismissive things with his flag, while the two gentlemen took stock, as people say, of one another.

“Aye-ya!” the station-master exclaimed in a uniquely loud voice. “It’s a rare year for sweet peas,” and then he casually closed the carriage door and waved his flag dismissively, while the two gentlemen sized each other up, as people say.


§ 3


Except in the doubtful instance of Miss Mamie Nelson, Mr. Direck's habit was good fortune. Pleasant things came to him. Such was his position as the salaried secretary of this society of thoughtful Massachusetts business men to which allusion has been made. Its purpose was to bring itself expeditiously into touch with the best thought of the age.

Except in the questionable case of Miss Mamie Nelson, Mr. Direck's luck was generally good. Good things happened to him. He worked as the paid secretary for this society of thoughtful Massachusetts businessmen previously mentioned. The group's goal was to quickly connect with the best ideas of the time.

Too busily occupied with practical realities to follow the thought of the age through all its divagations and into all its recesses, these Massachusetts business men had had to consider methods of access more quintessential and nuclear. And they had decided not to hunt out the best thought in its merely germinating stages, but to wait until it had emerged and flowered to some trustworthy recognition, and then, rather than toil through recondite and possibly already reconsidered books and writings generally, to offer an impressive fee to the emerged new thinker, and to invite him to come to them and to lecture to them and to have a conference with them, and to tell them simply, competently and completely at first hand just all that he was about. To come, in fact, and be himself—in a highly concentrated form. In this way a number of interesting Europeans had been given very pleasant excursions to America, and the society had been able to form very definite opinions upon their teaching. And Mr. Britling was one of the representative thinkers upon which this society had decided to inform itself. It was to broach this invitation and to offer him the impressive honorarium by which the society honoured not only its guests but itself, that Mr. Direck had now come to Matching's Easy. He had already sent Mr. Britling a letter of introduction, not indeed intimating his precise purpose, but mentioning merely a desire to know him, and the letter had been so happily phrased and its writer had left such a memory of pleasant hospitality on Mr. Britling's mind during Mr. Britling's former visit to New York, that it had immediately produced for Mr. Direck an invitation not merely to come and see him but to come and stay over the week-end.

Too busy dealing with everyday matters to follow the thoughts of the time through all their twists and turns, these Massachusetts businesspeople had to think about ways to access ideas that were more essential and core. They decided not to seek out the best ideas while they were still forming, but to wait until those ideas had developed and gained some reliable recognition. Instead of laboring through obscure and possibly outdated books and writings, they preferred to offer a generous fee to the new thinker who had emerged, inviting him to come and lecture them, have discussions, and explain everything he was working on in a straightforward, knowledgeable, and comprehensive way. In essence, they wanted him to simply be himself—in a highly focused manner. This approach allowed several fascinating Europeans to enjoy very pleasant trips to America, and the society was able to form clear opinions on their teachings. Mr. Britling was among the key thinkers that this society had chosen to learn from. To extend this invitation and offer him the substantial honorarium that the society awarded both its guests and itself, Mr. Direck had come to Matching's Easy. He had already sent Mr. Britling a letter of introduction, not explicitly stating his purpose but expressing a desire to meet him. The letter was so well-written and its author had left such a positive impression of hospitality on Mr. Britling during his previous visit to New York, that it quickly led to an invitation for Mr. Direck not just to visit, but to come and stay for the weekend.

And here they were shaking hands.

And here they were, shaking hands.

Mr. Britling did not look at all as Mr. Direck had expected him to look. He had expected an Englishman in a country costume of golfing tweeds, like the Englishman in country costume one sees in American illustrated stories. Drooping out of the country costume of golfing tweeds he had expected to see the mildly unhappy face, pensive even to its drooping moustache, with which Mr. Britling's publisher had for some faulty and unfortunate reason familiarised the American public. Instead of this, Mr. Britling was in a miscellaneous costume, and mildness was the last quality one could attribute to him. His moustache, his hair, his eyebrows bristled; his flaming freckled face seemed about to bristle too. His little hazel eyes came out with a "ping" and looked at Mr. Direck. Mr. Britling was one of a large but still remarkable class of people who seem at the mere approach of photography to change their hair, their clothes, their moral natures. No photographer had ever caught a hint of his essential Britlingness and bristlingness. Only the camera could ever induce Mr. Britling to brush his hair, and for the camera alone did he reserve that expression of submissive martyrdom Mr. Direck knew. And Mr. Direck was altogether unprepared for a certain casualness of costume that sometimes overtook Mr. Britling. He was wearing now a very old blue flannel blazer, no hat, and a pair of knickerbockers, not tweed breeches but tweed knickerbockers of a remarkable bagginess, and made of one of those virtuous socialistic homespun tweeds that drag out into woolly knots and strings wherever there is attrition. His stockings were worsted and wrinkled, and on his feet were those extraordinary slippers of bright-coloured bast-like interwoven material one buys in the north of France. These were purple with a touch of green. He had, in fact, thought of the necessity of meeting Mr. Direck at the station at the very last moment, and had come away from his study in the clothes that had happened to him when he got up. His face wore the amiable expression of a wire-haired terrier disposed to be friendly, and it struck Mr. Direck that for a man of his real intellectual distinction Mr. Britling was unusually short.

Mr. Britling didn’t look at all like what Mr. Direck had expected. He had anticipated an Englishman in country golf attire, similar to the ones you see in American magazines. He expected to see a mildly unhappy face, even pensive with a drooping mustache, which his publisher had unfortunately introduced to the American audience for some odd reason. Instead, Mr. Britling was wearing a mismatched outfit, and mildness was the last thing anyone would ascribe to him. His mustache, hair, and eyebrows were all bristling; his freckled face looked ready to bristle too. His small hazel eyes popped out with a “ping” and focused on Mr. Direck. Mr. Britling belonged to a large, yet still remarkable, group of people who seem to change their hair, clothes, and even moral disposition with the mere presence of a camera. No photographer had ever captured even a hint of his distinctively Britling nature and bristliness. Only the camera could get him to comb his hair, and it was solely for the camera that he saved that look of submissive martyrdom Mr. Direck was familiar with. Moreover, Mr. Direck was completely unprepared for the casualness in Mr. Britling’s outfit. He was currently wearing an old blue flannel blazer, no hat, and a pair of tweed knickerbockers that were extraordinarily baggy, not the typical tweed breeches, made from that virtuous, socialist homespun tweed that frays into woolly knots and strings when it rubs against anything. His stockings were wrinkled worsted, and on his feet were those unusual slippers made of brightly colored, woven bast-like material you can find in northern France. These were purple with hints of green. He had, in fact, remembered he needed to meet Mr. Direck at the station only at the last moment, wearing the clothes he had just thrown on when he got up. His face had the friendly expression of a wire-haired terrier, and it struck Mr. Direck that despite his real intellectual distinction, Mr. Britling was unusually short.

For there can be no denying that Mr. Britling was, in a sense, distinguished. The hero and subject of this novel was at its very beginning a distinguished man. He was in the Who's Who of two continents. In the last few years he had grown with some rapidity into a writer recognised and welcomed by the more cultivated sections of the American public, and even known to a select circle of British readers. To his American discoverers he had first appeared as an essayist, a serious essayist who wrote about aesthetics and Oriental thought and national character and poets and painting. He had come through America some years ago as one of those Kahn scholars, those promising writers and intelligent men endowed by Auguste Kahn of Paris, who go about the world nowadays in comfort and consideration as the travelling guests of that original philanthropist—to acquire the international spirit. Previously he had been a critic of art and literature and a writer of thoughtful third leaders in the London Times. He had begun with a Pembroke fellowship and a prize poem. He had returned from his world tour to his reflective yet original corner of The Times and to the production of books about national relationships and social psychology, that had brought him rapidly into prominence.

For there’s no denying that Mr. Britling was, in a way, distinguished. The hero and subject of this novel was at the very beginning a distinguished man. He was in the Who's Who of two continents. In recent years, he had quickly become a recognized writer welcomed by the more cultured parts of the American public and even known to a select group of British readers. To his American fans, he initially appeared as an essayist—a serious essayist who wrote about aesthetics, Eastern philosophy, national character, poetry, and art. He had traveled through America a few years ago as one of those Kahn scholars—promising writers and intelligent individuals supported by Auguste Kahn of Paris, who journey around the world today in comfort and respect as the traveling guests of that original philanthropist to gain an international perspective. Previously, he had been a critic of art and literature and a writer of thoughtful editorials in the London Times. He started with a Pembroke fellowship and a prize-winning poem. He had returned from his world tour to his reflective yet unique corner of The Times and to writing books about national relationships and social psychology, which had quickly brought him into the spotlight.

His was a naturally irritable mind, which gave him point and passion; and moreover he had a certain obstinate originality and a generous disposition. So that he was always lively, sometimes spacious, and never vile. He loved to write and talk. He talked about everything, he had ideas about everything; he could no more help having ideas about everything than a dog can resist smelling at your heels. He sniffed at the heels of reality. Lots of people found him interesting and stimulating, a few found him seriously exasperating. He had ideas in the utmost profusion about races and empires and social order and political institutions and gardens and automobiles and the future of India and China and aesthetics and America and the education of mankind in general.... And all that sort of thing....

He had a naturally irritable mind that gave him sharpness and passion; plus, he had a stubborn originality and a generous spirit. Because of this, he was always animated, sometimes expansive, and never malicious. He loved to write and chat. He talked about everything and had opinions on everything; he couldn't help but have ideas about everything, just like a dog can't resist sniffing at your heels. He explored the reality around him. Many people found him interesting and thought-provoking, while a few found him really frustrating. He had a ton of ideas about races, empires, social order, political systems, gardens, cars, the future of India and China, aesthetics, America, and the education of humanity in general... and all that kind of stuff...

Mr. Direck had read a very great deal of all this expressed opiniativeness of Mr. Britling: he found it entertaining and stimulating stuff, and it was with genuine enthusiasm that he had come over to encounter the man himself. On his way across the Atlantic and during the intervening days, he had rehearsed this meeting in varying keys, but always on the supposition that Mr. Britling was a large, quiet, thoughtful sort of man, a man who would, as it were, sit in attentive rows like a public meeting and listen. So Mr. Direck had prepared quite a number of pleasant and attractive openings, and now he felt was the moment for some one of these various simple, memorable utterances. But in none of these forecasts had he reckoned with either the spontaneous activities of Mr. Britling or with the station-master of Matching's Easy. Oblivious of any conversational necessities between Mr. Direck and Mr. Britling, this official now took charge of Mr. Direck's grip-sack, and, falling into line with the two gentlemen as they walked towards the exit gate, resumed what was evidently an interrupted discourse upon sweet peas, originally addressed to Mr. Britling.

Mr. Direck had read a lot about Mr. Britling's opinions: he found it entertaining and stimulating, and he was genuinely excited to meet the man himself. On his way across the Atlantic and during the days that followed, he had imagined this meeting in different ways, but always thought of Mr. Britling as a big, quiet, thoughtful guy, someone who would sit quietly like an audience member and listen. So, Mr. Direck had come up with several pleasant and memorable opening lines, and now he felt it was the right time to use one of them. However, none of his plans had accounted for either Mr. Britling's spontaneous nature or the station-master of Matching's Easy. Unaware of the need for any conversation between Mr. Direck and Mr. Britling, the station-master took charge of Mr. Direck's bag and, joining the two gentlemen as they walked toward the exit, continued what was clearly a conversation about sweet peas that had been interrupted, originally directed at Mr. Britling.

He was a small, elderly man with a determined-looking face and a sea voice, and it was clear he overestimated the distance of his hearers.

He was a small, older man with a determined face and a booming voice, and it was obvious he overestimated how far away his audience was.

"Mr. Darling what's head gardener up at Claverings, 'e can't get sweet peas like that, try 'ow 'e will. Tried everything 'e 'as. Sand ballast, 'e's tried. Seeds same as me. 'E came along 'ere only the other day, 'e did, and 'e says to me, 'e says, 'darned 'f I can see why a station-master should beat a professional gardener at 'is own game,' 'e says, 'but you do. And in your orf time, too, so's to speak,' 'e says. 'I've tried sile,' 'e says——"

"Mr. Darling, the head gardener at Claverings, can’t get sweet peas like that, no matter how hard he tries. He’s tried everything. He’s even used sand ballast. He’s got the same seeds as me. He came by the other day and said to me, ‘I can’t believe a station-master can outdo a professional gardener at his own game, but you do. And in your spare time, too,’ he said. ‘I’ve tried soil,’ he said—"

"Your first visit to England?" asked Mr. Britling of his guest.

"Is this your first time in England?" Mr. Britling asked his guest.

"Absolutely," said Mr. Direck.

"Definitely," said Mr. Direck.

"I says to 'im, 'there's one thing you 'aven't tried,' I says," the station-master continued, raising his voice by a Herculean feat still higher.

"I said to him, 'there's one thing you haven't tried,' I said," the station-master continued, raising his voice even higher with great effort.

"I've got a little car outside here," said Mr. Britling. "I'm a couple of miles from the station."

"I have a little car parked outside," said Mr. Britling. "I'm a couple of miles away from the station."

"I says to 'im, I says, ''ave you tried the vibritation of the trains?' I says. 'That's what you 'aven't tried, Mr. Darling. That's what you can't try,' I says. 'But you rest assured that that's the secret of my sweet peas,' I says, 'nothing less and nothing more than the vibritation of the trains.'"

"I told him, 'Have you tried the vibration of the trains?' I said. 'That’s what you haven’t tried, Mr. Darling. That’s what you can’t try,' I said. 'But you can be sure that’s the secret to my sweet peas,' I said, 'nothing less and nothing more than the vibration of the trains.'"

Mr. Direck's mind was a little confused by the double nature of the conversation and by the fact that Mr. Britling spoke of a car when he meant an automobile. He handed his ticket mechanically to the station-master, who continued to repeat and endorse his anecdote at the top of his voice as Mr. Britling disposed himself and his guest in the automobile.

Mr. Direck's mind was a bit confused by the twofold nature of the conversation and by the fact that Mr. Britling referred to a car when he meant an automobile. He handed his ticket robotically to the station-master, who kept repeating and supporting his story loudly while Mr. Britling settled himself and his guest in the automobile.

"You know you 'aven't 'urt that mud-guard, sir, not the slightest bit that matters," shouted the station-master. "I've been a looking at it—er. It's my fence that's suffered most. And that's only strained the post a lil' bit. Shall I put your bag in behind, sir?"

"You know you haven't damaged that mudguard, sir, not at all," shouted the station-master. "I've been checking it. It's my fence that's taken the hit the most. And that's only bent the post a little bit. Should I put your bag in the back, sir?"

Mr. Direck assented, and then, after a momentary hesitation, rewarded the station-master's services.

Mr. Direck agreed, and then, after a brief pause, rewarded the station-master for his services.

"Ready?" asked Mr. Britling.

"Ready?" Mr. Britling asked.

"That's all right sir," the station-master reverberated.

"That's okay, sir," the station-master replied.

With a rather wide curve Mr. Britling steered his way out of the station into the highroad.

With a wide turn, Mr. Britling made his way out of the station and onto the main road.


§ 4


And now it seemed was the time for Mr. Direck to make his meditated speeches. But an unexpected complication was to defeat this intention. Mr. Direck perceived almost at once that Mr. Britling was probably driving an automobile for the first or second or at the extremest the third time in his life.

And now it seemed like it was time for Mr. Direck to give his planned speeches. But an unexpected complication was about to derail that intention. Mr. Direck quickly realized that Mr. Britling was likely driving a car for the first, second, or at most, the third time in his life.

The thing became evident when he struggled to get into the high gear—an attempt that stopped the engine, and it was even more startlingly so when Mr. Britling narrowly missed a collision with a baker's cart at a corner. "I pressed the accelerator," he explained afterwards, "instead of the brake. One does at first. I missed him by less than a foot." The estimate was a generous one. And after that Mr. Direck became too anxious not to distract his host's thoughts to persist with his conversational openings. An attentive silence came upon both gentlemen that was broken presently by a sudden outcry from Mr. Britling and a great noise of tormented gears. "Damn!" cried Mr. Britling, and "How the devil?"

The issue became clear when he struggled to shift into high gear—an attempt that stalled the engine, and it was even more shocking when Mr. Britling barely avoided a collision with a baker's cart at a corner. "I pressed the gas," he explained afterward, "instead of the brake. You do that at first. I missed him by less than a foot." That estimate was generous. After that, Mr. Direck became too anxious to distract his host's thoughts to continue with his attempts at conversation. A thoughtful silence fell over both gentlemen, which was soon broken by a sudden shout from Mr. Britling and a loud grinding of gears. "Damn!" shouted Mr. Britling, and "How the devil?"

Mr. Direck perceived that his host was trying to turn the car into a very beautiful gateway, with gate-houses on either side. Then it was manifest that Mr. Britling had abandoned this idea, and then they came to a stop a dozen yards or so along the main road. "Missed it," said Mr. Britling, and took his hands off the steering wheel and blew stormily, and then whistled some bars of a fretful air, and became still.

Mr. Direck noticed that his host was trying to transform the car into a stunning entrance, complete with gatehouses on both sides. Then it became clear that Mr. Britling had given up on this idea, and they pulled over a dozen yards or so along the main road. "Missed it," said Mr. Britling as he took his hands off the steering wheel and blew out a frustrated breath, then whistled a few lines of an anxious tune before falling quiet.

"Do we go through these ancient gates?" asked Mr. Direck.

"Are we going through these old gates?" asked Mr. Direck.

Mr. Britling looked over his right shoulder and considered problems of curvature and distance. "I think," he said, "I will go round outside the park. It will take us a little longer, but it will be simpler than backing and manoeuvring here now.... These electric starters are remarkably convenient things. Otherwise now I should have to get down and wind up the engine."

Mr. Britling glanced over his right shoulder and thought about the issues of curvature and distance. "I think," he said, "I’ll go around outside the park. It’ll take us a bit longer, but it’ll be easier than backing up and maneuvering here now.... These electric starters are really convenient. Otherwise, I’d have to get out and wind up the engine."

After that came a corner, the rounding of which seemed to present few difficulties until suddenly Mr. Britling cried out, "Eh! eh! EH! Oh, damn!"

After that came a corner, which seemed easy to navigate until suddenly Mr. Britling shouted, "Hey! hey! HEY! Oh, damn!"

Then the two gentlemen were sitting side by side in a rather sloping car that had ascended the bank and buried its nose in a hedge of dog-rose and honeysuckle, from which two missel thrushes, a blackbird and a number of sparrows had made a hurried escape....

Then the two gentlemen were sitting next to each other in a somewhat tilted car that had climbed up the bank and lodged its front in a hedge of dog-rose and honeysuckle, from which two missel thrushes, a blackbird, and several sparrows had quickly fled....


§ 5


"Perhaps," said Mr. Britling without assurance, and after a little peaceful pause, "I can reverse out of this."

"Maybe," said Mr. Britling uncertainly, and after a brief calm moment, "I can back out of this."

He seemed to feel some explanation was due to Mr. Direck. "You see, at first—it's perfectly simple—one steers round a corner and then one doesn't put the wheels straight again, and so one keeps on going round—more than one meant to. It's the bicycle habit; the bicycle rights itself. One expects a car to do the same thing. It was my fault. The book explains all this question clearly, but just at the moment I forgot."

He felt he needed to explain things to Mr. Direck. "You see, at first—it's really simple—if you steer around a corner and then don't straighten the wheels, you just keep going around—more than you intended. It's like riding a bicycle; the bike balances itself. You expect a car to do the same thing. It was my mistake. The book explains all this clearly, but I completely forgot at that moment."

He reflected and experimented in a way that made the engine scold and fuss....

He thought deeply and tried different approaches in a way that made the engine complain and act up....

"You see, she won't budge for the reverse.... She's—embedded.... Do you mind getting out and turning the wheel back? Then if I reverse, perhaps we'll get a move on...."

"You see, she won’t move for the reverse.... She’s—stuck.... Do you mind getting out and turning the wheel back? Then if I reverse, maybe we’ll be able to get going...."

Mr. Direck descended, and there were considerable efforts.

Mr. Direck came down, and there was a lot of effort involved.

"If you'd just grip the spokes. Yes, so.... One, Two, Three!... No! Well, let's just sit here until somebody comes along to help us. Oh! Somebody will come all right. Won't you get up again?"

"If you'd just hold onto the spokes. Yeah, so.... One, Two, Three!... No! Well, let's just wait here until someone comes along to help us. Oh! Someone will definitely come. Won't you get up again?"

And after a reflective moment Mr. Direck resumed his seat beside Mr. Britling....

And after a thoughtful moment, Mr. Direck sat down again next to Mr. Britling....


§ 6


The two gentlemen smiled at each other to dispel any suspicion of discontent.

The two gentlemen exchanged smiles to clear away any hint of discontent.

"My driving leaves something to be desired," said Mr. Britling with an air of frank impartiality. "But I have only just got this car for myself—after some years of hired cars—the sort of lazy arrangement where people supply car, driver, petrol, tyres, insurance and everything at so much a month. It bored me abominably. I can't imagine now how I stood it for so long. They sent me down a succession of compact, scornful boys who used to go fast when I wanted to go slow, and slow when I wanted to go fast, and who used to take every corner on the wrong side at top speed, and charge dogs and hens for the sport of it, and all sorts of things like that. They would not even let me choose my roads. I should have got myself a car long ago, and driven it, if it wasn't for that infernal business with a handle one had to do when the engine stopped. But here, you see, is a reasonably cheap car with an electric starter—American, I need scarcely say. And here I am—going at my own pace."

"My driving could definitely use some improvement," Mr. Britling said honestly. "But I just got this car for myself—after years of using rental cars—where everything was taken care of for a monthly fee: the vehicle, driver, gas, tires, insurance, and all that. It really bored me to tears. I can’t even believe I put up with it for so long. They sent me a series of snobby young guys who would speed up when I wanted to slow down and slow down when I wanted to speed up, taking every corner on the wrong side at full speed and chasing after dogs and chickens just for kicks, among other things. They wouldn’t even let me pick my own routes. I should’ve gotten my own car and driven it ages ago if it weren’t for that annoying handle you had to turn when the engine stalled. But look, here’s a reasonably priced car with an electric starter—American, I hardly need to mention. And here I am—going at my own pace."

Mr. Direck glanced for a moment at the pretty disorder of the hedge in which they were embedded, and smiled and admitted that it was certainly much more agreeable.

Mr. Direck took a quick look at the charming mess of the hedge they were in, smiled, and acknowledged that it was definitely more pleasant.

Before he had finished saying as much Mr. Britling was talking again.

Before he had finished saying that, Mr. Britling was talking again.

He had a quick and rather jerky way of speaking; he seemed to fire out a thought directly it came into his mind, and he seemed to have a loaded magazine of thoughts in his head. He spoke almost exactly twice as fast as Mr. Direck, clipping his words much more, using much compacter sentences, and generally cutting his corners, and this put Mr. Direck off his game.

He had a fast and somewhat jarring way of speaking; he seemed to shoot out a thought the moment it popped into his head, and he appeared to have an endless stream of ideas. He spoke nearly twice as fast as Mr. Direck, shortening his words a lot, using much tighter sentences, and generally cutting corners, which threw Mr. Direck off his game.

That rapid attack while the transatlantic interlocutor is deploying is indeed a not infrequent defect of conversations between Englishmen and Americans. It is a source of many misunderstandings. The two conceptions of conversation differ fundamentally. The English are much less disposed to listen than the American; they have not quite the same sense of conversational give and take, and at first they are apt to reduce their visitors to the rôle of auditors wondering when their turn will begin. Their turn never does begin. Mr. Direck sat deeply in his slanting seat with a half face to his celebrated host and said "Yep" and "Sure" and "That is so," in the dry grave tones that he believed an Englishman would naturally expect him to use, realising this only very gradually.

That quick response while the transatlantic conversation partner is speaking is actually a common issue in discussions between English and American people. It leads to many misunderstandings. The two styles of conversation are fundamentally different. The English are much less likely to listen than Americans; they don’t quite grasp the same sense of back-and-forth dialogue, and initially, they tend to treat their visitors like passive listeners, just waiting for their opportunity to speak. That opportunity never comes. Mr. Direck sat back in his angled seat, partially turned toward his famous host, and said "Yep," "Sure," and "That is so," in the dry, serious tone he thought an Englishman would expect, realizing this only gradually.

Mr. Britling, from his praise of the enterprise that had at last brought a car he could drive within his reach, went on to that favourite topic of all intelligent Englishmen, the adverse criticism of things British. He pointed out that the central position of the brake and gear levers in his automobile made it extremely easy for the American manufacturer to turn it out either as a left-handed or a right-handed car, and so adapt it either to the Continental or to the British rule of the road. No English cars were so adaptable. We British suffered much from our insular rule of the road, just as we suffered much from our insular weights and measures. But we took a perverse pride in such disadvantages. The irruption of American cars into England was a recent phenomenon, it was another triumph for the tremendous organising ability of the American mind. They were doing with the automobile what they had done with clocks and watches and rifles, they had standardised and machined wholesale, while the British were still making the things one by one. It was an extraordinary thing that England, which was the originator of the industrial system and the original developer of the division of labour, should have so fallen away from systematic manufacturing. He believed this was largely due to the influence of Oxford and the Established Church....

Mr. Britling, praising the new enterprise that had finally made a car affordable for him, shifted to that favorite topic of all informed English people—the criticism of British things. He noted that the central location of the brake and gear levers in his car made it very easy for the American manufacturer to produce it as either a left-handed or a right-handed vehicle, thus adapting it for either Continental or British driving rules. No English cars had such adaptability. We British suffered a lot from our isolated driving rules, just as we suffered from our outdated weights and measures. Yet, we took a stubborn pride in these disadvantages. The influx of American cars into England was a recent development, showcasing the impressive organizational skills of the American mindset. They were doing with automobiles what they had done with clocks, watches, and rifles—they had standardized and mass-produced them, while the British were still making things one at a time. It was remarkable that England, which had been the pioneer of the industrial system and the original innovator of division of labor, had strayed so far from systematic manufacturing. He believed this was largely due to the influence of Oxford and the Established Church....

At this point Mr. Direck was moved by an anecdote. "It will help to illustrate what you are saying, Mr. Britling, about systematic organisation if I tell you a little incident that happened to a friend of mine in Toledo, where they are setting up a big plant with a view to capturing the entire American and European market in the class of the thousand-dollar car——"

At this point, Mr. Direck was touched by a story. "It'll help clarify what you’re saying, Mr. Britling, about systematic organization if I share a little incident that happened to a friend of mine in Toledo, where they’re building a big plant aimed at dominating the entire American and European market in the thousand-dollar car category——"

"There's no end of such little incidents," said Mr. Britling, cutting in without apparent effort. "You see, we get it on both sides. Our manufacturer class was, of course, originally an insurgent class. It was a class of distended craftsmen. It had the craftsman's natural enterprise and natural radicalism. As soon as it prospered and sent its boys to Oxford it was lost. Our manufacturing class was assimilated in no time to the conservative classes, whose education has always had a mandarin quality—very, very little of it, and very cold and choice. In America you have so far had no real conservative class at all. Fortunate continent! You cast out your Tories, and you were left with nothing but Whigs and Radicals. But our peculiar bad luck has been to get a sort of revolutionary who is a Tory mandarin too. Ruskin and Morris, for example, were as reactionary and anti-scientific as the dukes and the bishops. Machine haters. Science haters. Rule of Thumbites to the bone. So are our current Socialists. They've filled this country with the idea that the ideal automobile ought to be made entirely by the hand labour of traditional craftsmen, quite individually, out of beaten copper, wrought iron and seasoned oak. All this electric-starter business and this electric lighting outfit I have here, is perfectly hateful to the English mind.... It isn't that we are simply backward in these things, we are antagonistic. The British mind has never really tolerated electricity; at least, not that sort of electricity that runs through wires. Too slippery and glib for it. Associates it with Italians and fluency generally, with Volta, Galvani, Marconi and so on. The proper British electricity is that high-grade useless long-sparking stuff you get by turning round a glass machine; stuff we used to call frictional electricity. Keep it in Leyden jars.... At Claverings here they still refuse to have electric bells. There was a row when the Solomonsons, who were tenants here for a time, tried to put them in...."

"There's no shortage of these little incidents," said Mr. Britling, interrupting effortlessly. "You see, we experience it from both sides. Our manufacturing class was originally an insurgent class. It was made up of expanded craftsmen. It had the craftsmen's natural drive and innate radicalism. But as soon as it succeeded and sent its kids to Oxford, it got lost. Our manufacturing class quickly blended into the conservative classes, whose education has always been elitist—very little of it, and very cold and exclusive. In America, you haven't really had a true conservative class. Lucky continent! You rejected your Tories and ended up with only Whigs and Radicals. But our unfortunate luck has been getting a sort of revolutionary who is also a conservative elitist. Ruskin and Morris, for example, were just as reactionary and anti-scientific as the dukes and bishops. They hated machines. They hated science. They were all about the old-school methods to the core. So are our current Socialists. They've convinced this country that the ideal car should be built entirely by the manual labor of traditional craftsmen, individually, from beaten copper, wrought iron, and seasoned oak. All this electric starter stuff and the electric lighting setup I have here, is completely disliked by the English mentality... It’s not just that we lag behind in these matters; we actively resist them. The British mindset has never really accepted electricity; at least, not that kind that travels through cables. It’s too slick and smooth for us. It connects with Italians and general fluency, with Volta, Galvani, Marconi, and so on. The appropriate British electricity is that high-quality, useless, long-sparking stuff you get from turning a glass machine; the stuff we used to call frictional electricity. We stored it in Leyden jars... At Claverings here, they still refuse to have electric bells. There was quite a fuss when the Solomonsons, who were tenants here for a while, tried to install them..."

Mr. Direck had followed this cascade of remarks with a patient smile and a slowly nodding head. "What you say," he said, "forms a very marked contrast indeed with the sort of thing that goes on in America. This friend of mine I was speaking of, the one who is connected with an automobile factory in Toledo——"

Mr. Direck had listened to this flow of comments with a patient smile and a slow nod. "What you're saying," he said, "is a stark contrast to what goes on in America. This friend of mine I mentioned, the one who works at an auto factory in Toledo——"

"Of course," Mr. Britling burst out again, "even conservatism isn't an ultimate thing. After all, we and your enterprising friend at Toledo, are very much the same blood. The conservatism, I mean, isn't racial. And our earlier energy shows it isn't in the air or in the soil. England has become unenterprising and sluggish because England has been so prosperous and comfortable...."

"Sure," Mr. Britling exclaimed again, "even conservatism isn't the final answer. After all, we and your ambitious friend in Toledo are really of the same lineage. I mean, conservatism isn’t about race. And our previous drive proves that it isn't about the atmosphere or the land. England has become unambitious and slow-moving because it’s been so wealthy and at ease...."

"Exactly," said Mr. Direck. "My friend of whom I was telling you, was a man named Robinson, which indicates pretty clearly that he was of genuine English stock, and, if I may say so, quite of your build and complexion; racially, I should say, he was, well—very much what you are...."

"Exactly," said Mr. Direck. "The friend I mentioned to you was a man named Robinson, which makes it pretty clear that he came from genuine English roots. If I may say so, he was quite similar to you in build and complexion; racially, I'd say he was—well, very much like you...."


§ 7


This rally of Mr. Direck's mind was suddenly interrupted.

This surge of Mr. Direck's thoughts was abruptly interrupted.

Mr. Britling stood up, and putting both hands to the sides of his mouth, shouted "Yi-ah! Aye-ya! Thea!" at unseen hearers.

Mr. Britling stood up and cupped his hands around his mouth, shouting, "Yi-ah! Aye-ya! Thea!" to people he couldn't see.

After shouting again, several times, it became manifest that he had attracted the attention of two willing but deliberate labouring men. They emerged slowly, first as attentive heads, from the landscape. With their assistance the car was restored to the road again. Mr. Direck assisted manfully, and noted the respect that was given to Mr. Britling and the shillings that fell to the men, with an intelligent detachment. They touched their hats, they called Mr. Britling "Sir." They examined the car distantly but kindly. "Ain't 'urt 'e, not a bit 'e ain't, not really," said one encouragingly. And indeed except for a slight crumpling of the mud-guard and the detachment of the wire of one of the headlights the automobile was uninjured. Mr. Britling resumed his seat; Mr. Direck gravely and in silence got up beside him. They started with the usual convulsion, as though something had pricked the vehicle unexpectedly and shamefully behind. And from this point Mr. Britling, driving with meticulous care, got home without further mishap, excepting only that he scraped off some of the metal edge of his footboard against the gate-post of his very agreeable garden.

After shouting a few more times, it became clear that he had caught the attention of two willing but slow-moving laborers. They appeared gradually, first as attentive heads, from the surroundings. With their help, the car was lifted back onto the road. Mr. Direck helped out earnestly and noticed the respect shown to Mr. Britling and the coins given to the men, observing it all with an intelligent detachment. They tipped their hats and referred to Mr. Britling as "Sir." They looked at the car with a mix of distance and kindness. "Ain't hurt it, not a bit it ain't, not really," one said encouragingly. And indeed, aside from a slight crumple in the mudguard and a wire disconnected from one of the headlights, the car was undamaged. Mr. Britling got back in his seat; Mr. Direck gravely and silently climbed in beside him. They took off with the usual jolt, as if something had unexpectedly pricked the vehicle from behind. From this point, Mr. Britling drove with careful attention and made it home without any further issues, except that he scraped off some of the metal edge of his footboard against the gatepost of his very nice garden.

His family welcomed his safe return, visitor and all, with undisguised relief and admiration. A small boy appeared at the corner of the house, and then disappeared hastily again. "Daddy's got back all right at last," they heard him shouting to unseen hearers.

His family greeted his safe return, along with the visitor, with clear relief and admiration. A small boy popped up at the corner of the house, only to quickly disappear again. "Daddy's finally back!" they heard him shouting to people they couldn't see.


§ 8


Mr. Direck, though he was a little incommoded by the suppression of his story about Robinson—for when he had begun a thing he liked to finish it—found Mr. Britling's household at once thoroughly British, quite un-American and a little difficult to follow. It had a quality that at first he could not define at all. Compared with anything he had ever seen in his life before it struck him as being—he found the word at last—sketchy. For instance, he was introduced to nobody except his hostess, and she was indicated to him by a mere wave of Mr. Britling's hand. "That's Edith," he said, and returned at once to his car to put it away. Mrs. Britling was a tall, freckled woman with pretty bright brown hair and preoccupied brown eyes. She welcomed him with a handshake, and then a wonderful English parlourmaid—she at least was according to expectations—took his grip-sack and guided him to his room. "Lunch, sir," she said, "is outside," and closed the door and left him to that and a towel-covered can of hot water.

Mr. Direck, even though he was a bit frustrated by not being able to finish his story about Robinson—because he liked to complete what he started—found Mr. Britling's home to be distinctly British, quite un-American, and somewhat hard to understand. It had a quality that he initially couldn't quite put his finger on. Compared to anything he had experienced before, he eventually found the right word to describe it: sketchy. For example, he was only introduced to his hostess, who Mr. Britling indicated with a simple wave of his hand. "That's Edith," he said, and then immediately went back to his car to put it away. Mrs. Britling was a tall, freckled woman with lovely bright brown hair and thoughtful brown eyes. She greeted him with a handshake, and then a wonderful English parlormaid—at least she met his expectations—took his bag and showed him to his room. "Lunch, sir," she said, "is outside," and then closed the door, leaving him with that and a towel-covered can of hot water.

It was a square-looking old red-brick house he had come to, very handsome in a simple Georgian fashion, with a broad lawn before it and great blue cedar trees, and a drive that came frankly up to the front door and then went off with Mr. Britling and the car round to unknown regions at the back. The centre of the house was a big airy hall, oak-panelled, warmed in winter only by one large fireplace and abounding in doors which he knew opened into the square separate rooms that England favours. Bookshelves and stuffed birds comforted the landing outside his bedroom. He descended to find the hall occupied by a small bright bristling boy in white flannel shirt and knickerbockers and bare legs and feet. He stood before the vacant open fireplace in an attitude that Mr. Direck knew instantly was also Mr. Britling's. "Lunch is in the garden," the Britling scion proclaimed, "and I've got to fetch you. And, I say! is it true? Are you American?"

It was a square old red-brick house he had come to, very attractive in a simple Georgian style, with a wide lawn in front and tall blue cedar trees, and a driveway that led straight up to the front door and then went with Mr. Britling and the car around to unknown areas at the back. The center of the house was a large airy hall, oak-paneled, heated in winter by just one big fireplace and filled with doors that he knew opened into the typical square rooms that England prefers. Bookshelves and stuffed birds decorated the landing outside his bedroom. He went downstairs to find the hall occupied by a small bright energetic boy in a white flannel shirt and knickerbockers with bare legs and feet. He stood in front of the empty open fireplace in a pose that Mr. Direck immediately recognized was also Mr. Britling's. "Lunch is in the garden," the Britling boy announced, "and I have to come get you. And, hey! Is it true? Are you American?"

"Why surely," said Mr. Direck.

"Of course," said Mr. Direck.

"Well, I know some American," said the boy. "I learnt it."

"Well, I know some English," said the boy. "I learned it."

"Tell me some," said Mr. Direck, smiling still more amiably.

"Tell me some," Mr. Direck said, smiling even more warmly.

"Oh! Well—God darn you! Ouch, Gee-whizz! Soak him, Maud! It's up to you, Duke...."

"Oh! Well—God damn you! Ouch, oh wow! Soak him, Maud! It's up to you, Duke...."

"Now where did you learn all that?" asked Mr. Direck recovering.

"Where did you learn all that?" Mr. Direck asked, getting back to himself.

"Out of the Sunday Supplement," said the youthful Britling.

"Out of the Sunday Supplement," said the young Britling.

"Why! Then you know all about Buster Brown," said Mr. Direck. "He's Fine—eh?"

"Wow! So you know all about Buster Brown," said Mr. Direck. "He's great—right?"

The Britling child hated Buster Brown. He regarded Buster Brown as a totally unnecessary infant. He detested the way he wore his hair and the peculiar cut of his knickerbockers and—him. He thought Buster Brown the one drop of paraffin in the otherwise delicious feast of the Sunday Supplement. But he was a diplomatic child.

The Britling kid hated Buster Brown. He saw Buster Brown as a completely pointless kid. He couldn't stand how he styled his hair and the weird cut of his knickerbockers and—him. He thought Buster Brown was the one annoying thing in an otherwise great Sunday Supplement. But he was a diplomatic kid.

"I think I like Happy Hooligan better," he said. "And dat ole Maud."

"I think I like Happy Hooligan more," he said. "And that old Maud."

He reflected with joyful eyes, Buster clean forgotten. "Every week," he said, "she kicks some one."

He thought with joyful eyes, completely forgetting Buster. "Every week," he said, "she kicks someone."

It came to Mr. Direck as a very pleasant discovery that a British infant could find a common ground with the small people at home in these characteristically American jests. He had never dreamt that the fine wine of Maud and Buster could travel.

It was a delightful surprise for Mr. Direck to see that a British baby could connect with the little ones back home through these distinctly American jokes. He had never imagined that the great humor of Maud and Buster could be shared across the ocean.

"Maud's a treat," said the youthful Britling, relapsing into his native tongue.

"Maud's amazing," said the young Britling, slipping back into his native language.

Mr. Britling appeared coming to meet them. He was now in a grey flannel suit—he must have jumped into it—and altogether very much tidier....

Mr. Britling was seen approaching them. He was now wearing a grey flannel suit—he must have put it on in a hurry—and overall, he looked much more put together.


§ 9


The long narrow table under the big sycamores between the house and the adapted barn that Mr. Direck learnt was used for "dancing and all that sort of thing," was covered with a blue linen diaper cloth, and that too surprised him. This was his first meal in a private household in England, and for obscure reasons he had expected something very stiff and formal with "spotless napery." He had also expected a very stiff and capable service by implacable parlourmaids, and the whole thing indeed highly genteel. But two cheerful women servants appeared from what was presumably the kitchen direction, wheeling a curious wicker erection, which his small guide informed him was called Aunt Clatter—manifestly deservedly—and which bore on its shelves the substance of the meal. And while the maids at this migratory sideboard carved and opened bottles and so forth, the small boy and a slightly larger brother, assisted a little by two young men of no very defined position and relationship, served the company. Mrs. Britling sat at the head of the table, and conversed with Mr. Direck by means of hostess questions and imperfectly accepted answers while she kept a watchful eye on the proceedings.

The long, narrow table under the big sycamores between the house and the adapted barn that Mr. Direck learned was used for "dancing and all that sort of thing" was covered with a blue linen tablecloth, which surprised him as well. This was his first meal in a private home in England, and for some unclear reason, he had expected something very stiff and formal with "spotless table settings." He had also anticipated a very rigid and efficient service by unyielding maids, and the whole experience being extremely posh. But two cheerful women servants appeared from what was presumably the kitchen, pushing a curious wicker contraption that his small guide told him was called Aunt Clatter—rightly named—and which held the food for the meal. While the maids at this portable sideboard carved the dishes and opened bottles, the small boy and a slightly older brother, with a bit of help from two young men of unclear roles and relationships, served the guests. Mrs. Britling sat at the head of the table, chatting with Mr. Direck using typical hostess questions and somewhat awkward answers while keeping a close eye on what was happening.

The composition of the company was a matter for some perplexity to Mr. Direck. Mr. and Mrs. Britling were at either end of the table, that was plain enough. It was also fairly plain that the two barefooted boys were little Britlings. But beyond this was a cloud of uncertainty. There was a youth of perhaps seventeen, much darker than Britling but with nose and freckles rather like his, who might be an early son or a stepson; he was shock-headed and with that look about his arms and legs that suggests overnight growth; and there was an unmistakable young German, very pink, with close-cropped fair hair, glasses and a panama hat, who was probably the tutor of the younger boys. (Mr. Direck also was wearing his hat, his mind had been filled with an exaggerated idea of the treacheries of the English climate before he left New York. Every one else was hatless.) Finally, before one reached the limits of the explicable there was a pleasant young man with a lot of dark hair and very fine dark blue eyes, whom everybody called "Teddy." For him, Mr. Direck hazarded "secretary."

The makeup of the family left Mr. Direck a bit confused. Mr. and Mrs. Britling were clearly at either end of the table. It was also obvious that the two barefoot boys were little Britlings. But beyond this, things got unclear. There was a young man, maybe seventeen, much darker than Britling but with a nose and freckles somewhat similar to his—he had messy hair and that look of someone who’s grown overnight, and then there was a definite young German, quite pink, with closely-cropped blond hair, glasses, and a panama hat, who was probably the tutor for the younger boys. (Mr. Direck was also wearing his hat; his mind had been filled with an exaggerated sense of the unpredictability of the English weather before he left New York. Everyone else was hatless.) Finally, before reaching the limits of what could be figured out, there was a nice young man with a lot of dark hair and very nice dark blue eyes, whom everyone called "Teddy." For him, Mr. Direck guessed “secretary.”

But in addition to these normal and understandable presences, there was an entirely mysterious pretty young woman in blue linen who sat and smiled next to Mr. Britling, and there was a rather kindred-looking girl with darker hair on the right of Mr. Direck who impressed him at the very outset as being still prettier, and—he didn't quite place her at first—somehow familiar to him; there was a large irrelevant middle-aged lady in black with a gold chain and a large nose, between Teddy and the tutor; there was a tall middle-aged man with an intelligent face, who might be a casual guest; there was an Indian young gentleman faultlessly dressed up to his brown soft linen collar and cuffs, and thereafter an uncontrolled outbreak of fine bronze modelling and abundant fuzzy hair; and there was a very erect and attentive baby of a year or less, sitting up in a perambulator and gesticulating cheerfully to everybody. This baby it was that most troubled the orderly mind of Mr. Direck. The research for its paternity made his conversation with Mrs. Britling almost as disconnected and absent-minded as her conversation with him. It almost certainly wasn't Mrs. Britling's. The girl next to him or the girl next to Mr. Britling or the lady in black might any of them be married, but if so where was the spouse? It seemed improbable that they would wheel out a foundling to lunch....

But besides these usual and understandable faces, there was a completely mysterious pretty young woman in blue linen sitting and smiling next to Mr. Britling, and there was a girl with darker hair on Mr. Direck's right who immediately struck him as being even prettier, and—he didn’t quite place her at first—somehow familiar to him; there was a large and somewhat irrelevant middle-aged lady in black with a gold chain and a big nose, sitting between Teddy and the tutor; there was a tall middle-aged man with an intelligent face, who could be a casual guest; there was an Indian young man impeccably dressed with a soft brown linen collar and cuffs, and then there was an uncontrolled display of fine bronze modeling and thick fuzzy hair; and there was a very upright and attentive baby about a year old, sitting up in a stroller and cheerfully waving to everyone. This baby was what most disturbed Mr. Direck's orderly mind. The search for its parentage made his conversation with Mrs. Britling almost as scattered and absent-minded as hers with him. It almost certainly wasn’t Mrs. Britling’s. The girl next to him or the girl next to Mr. Britling or the lady in black could all possibly be married, but if they were, where were their spouses? It seemed unlikely they would bring a foundling to lunch....

Realising at last that the problem of relationship must be left to solve itself if he did not want to dissipate and consume his mind entirely, Mr. Direck turned to his hostess, who was enjoying a brief lull in her administrative duties, and told her what a memorable thing the meeting of Mr. Britling in his own home would be in his life, and how very highly America was coming to esteem Mr. Britling and his essays. He found that with a slight change of person, one of his premeditated openings was entirely serviceable here. And he went on to observe that it was novel and entertaining to find Mr. Britling driving his own automobile and to note that it was an automobile of American manufacture. In America they had standardised and systematised the making of such things as automobiles to an extent that would, he thought, be almost startling to Europeans. It was certainly startling to the European manufacturers. In illustration of that he might tell a little story of a friend of his called Robinson—a man who curiously enough in general build and appearance was very reminiscent indeed of Mr. Britling. He had been telling Mr. Britling as much on his way here from the station. His friend was concerned with several others in one of the biggest attacks that had ever been made upon what one might describe in general terms as the thousand-dollar light automobile market. What they said practically was this: This market is a jig-saw puzzle waiting to be put together and made one. We are going to do it. But that was easier to figure out than to do. At the very outset of this attack he and his associates found themselves up against an unexpected and very difficult proposition....

Realizing at last that the relationship issue needed to sort itself out if he didn't want to completely exhaust his mind, Mr. Direck turned to his hostess, who was enjoying a brief break from her administrative tasks. He shared how memorable it would be for him to host Mr. Britling in his own home and how highly America regarded Mr. Britling and his essays. With a slight shift in perspective, one of his planned conversational openings became perfectly relevant. He continued by mentioning how novel and entertaining it was to see Mr. Britling driving his own car, especially since it was an American-made vehicle. He noted that in America, they had standardized and systematized car manufacturing to a level that he thought would be almost shocking to Europeans. It certainly surprised European manufacturers. To illustrate his point, he could share a little story about a friend of his named Robinson—a man who, interestingly enough, looked quite a bit like Mr. Britling. He had been mentioning this to Mr. Britling on the way from the station. His friend was involved with several others in one of the biggest efforts ever made in what could be broadly termed the thousand-dollar light car market. Their main point was clear: This market is a jigsaw puzzle waiting to be assembled. We're going to make it happen. But that was easier said than done. Right from the start, he and his team faced unexpected and very challenging obstacles....

At first Mrs. Britling had listened to Mr. Direck with an almost undivided attention, but as he had developed his opening the feast upon the blue linen table had passed on to a fresh phase that demanded more and more of her directive intelligence. The two little boys appeared suddenly at her elbows. "Shall we take the plates and get the strawberries, Mummy?" they asked simultaneously. Then one of the neat maids in the background had to be called up and instructed in undertones, and Mr. Direck saw that for the present Robinson's illuminating experience was not for her ears. A little baffled, but quite understanding how things were, he turned to his neighbour on his left....

At first, Mrs. Britling listened to Mr. Direck with almost undivided attention, but as he got into his opening, the feast on the blue linen table moved into a new phase that required more and more of her leadership skills. The two little boys suddenly appeared at her side. "Can we take the plates and get the strawberries, Mummy?" they asked at the same time. Then one of the tidy maids in the background had to be called over and quietly instructed, and Mr. Direck realized that for now, Robinson's enlightening experience wasn't meant for her ears. A bit puzzled, but fully aware of the situation, he turned to his neighbor on his left....

The girl really had an extraordinarily pretty smile, and there was something in her soft bright brown eye—like the movement of some quick little bird. And—she was like somebody he knew! Indeed she was. She was quite ready to be spoken to.

The girl had a really beautiful smile, and there was something in her soft, bright brown eye—like the flutter of a little bird. And—she reminded him of someone he knew! She certainly did. She was totally open to conversation.

"I was telling Mrs. Britling," said Mr. Direck, "what a very great privilege I esteem it to meet Mr. Britling in this highly familiar way."

"I was telling Mrs. Britling," said Mr. Direck, "what a huge privilege I consider it to meet Mr. Britling in such a casual way."

"You've not met him before?"

"You haven't met him before?"

"I missed him by twenty-four hours when he came through Boston on the last occasion. Just twenty-four hours. It was a matter of very great regret to me."

"I missed him by twenty-four hours when he passed through Boston last time. Just twenty-four hours. It was something I really regretted."

"I wish I'd been paid to travel round the world."

"I wish I had been paid to travel around the world."

"You must write things like Mr. Britling and then Mr. Kahn will send you."

"You need to write things like Mr. Britling, and then Mr. Kahn will send you."

"Don't you think if I promised well?"

"Don't you think I promised enough?"

"You'd have to write some promissory notes, I think—just to convince him it was all right."

"You probably need to write some promissory notes, I think—just to reassure him that it’s all good."

The young lady reflected on Mr. Britling's good fortune.

The young woman thought about Mr. Britling's good luck.

"He saw India. He saw Japan. He had weeks in Egypt. And he went right across America."

"He saw India. He saw Japan. He spent weeks in Egypt. And he traveled all across America."

Mr. Direck had already begun on the liner to adapt himself to the hopping inconsecutiveness of English conversation. He made now what he felt was quite a good hop, and he dropped his voice to a confidential undertone. (It was probably Adam in his first conversation with Eve, who discovered the pleasantness of dropping into a confidential undertone beside a pretty ear with a pretty wave of hair above it.)

Mr. Direck had already started to adjust to the unpredictable flow of English conversation. He felt he made a pretty smooth transition as he lowered his voice to a confidential tone. (It was likely Adam, in his first conversation with Eve, who realized how nice it was to speak in a confidential tone next to a pretty ear with a lovely wave of hair above it.)

"It was in India, I presume," murmured Mr. Direck, "that Mr. Britling made the acquaintance of the coloured gentleman?"

"It was in India, I guess," murmured Mr. Direck, "that Mr. Britling met the man of color?"

"Coloured gentleman!" She gave a swift glance down the table as though she expected to see something purple with yellow spots. "Oh, that is one of Mr. Lawrence Carmine's young men!" she explained even more confidentially and with an air of discussing the silver bowl of roses before him. "He's a great authority on Indian literature, he belongs to a society for making things pleasant for Indian students in London, and he has them down."

"Colored gentleman!" She shot a quick glance down the table as if she expected to see something purple with yellow spots. "Oh, that's one of Mr. Lawrence Carmine's young guys!" she added even more confidentially, as if discussing the silver bowl of roses in front of him. "He's a big authority on Indian literature, he’s part of a group that tries to make things better for Indian students in London, and he hosts them."

"And Mr. Lawrence Carmine?" he pursued.

"And what about Mr. Lawrence Carmine?" he continued.

Even more intimately and confidentially she indicated Mr. Carmine, as it seemed by a motion of her eyelash.

Even more privately and personally, she signaled to Mr. Carmine, as if with a flick of her eyelashes.

Mr. Direck prepared to be even more sotto-voce and to plumb a much profounder mystery. His eye rested on the perambulator; he leant a little nearer to the ear.... But the strawberries interrupted him.

Mr. Direck got ready to be even more sotto-voce and to dig into a much deeper mystery. His gaze landed on the stroller; he leaned in a bit closer to the ear.... But the strawberries interrupted him.

"Strawberries!" said the young lady, and directed his regard to his left shoulder by a little movement of her head.

"Strawberries!" the young lady exclaimed, tilting her head slightly to direct his attention to her left shoulder.

He found one of the boys with a high-piled plate ready to serve him.

He found one of the boys with a heaping plate ready to serve him.

And then Mrs. Britling resumed her conversation with him. She was so ignorant, she said, of things American, that she did not even know if they had strawberries there. At any rate, here they were at the crest of the season, and in a very good year. And in the rose season too. It was one of the dearest vanities of English people to think their apples and their roses and their strawberries the best in the world.

And then Mrs. Britling went back to talking to him. She said she was so clueless about American things that she didn't even know if they had strawberries there. Anyway, here they were at the peak of the season, and it was a really good year. It was also rose season. One of the favorite quirks of the English was to believe that their apples, roses, and strawberries were the best in the world.

"And their complexions," said Mr. Direck, over the pyramid of fruit, quite manifestly intending a compliment. So that was all right.... But the girl on the left of him was speaking across the table to the German tutor, and did not hear what he had said. So that even if it wasn't very neat it didn't matter....

"And their complexions," said Mr. Direck, over the pile of fruit, clearly trying to give a compliment. So that was good.... But the girl to his left was talking across the table to the German tutor, and didn’t catch what he had said. So even if it wasn’t very smooth, it didn’t matter....

Then he remembered that she was like that old daguerreotype of a cousin of his grandmother's that he had fallen in love with when he was a boy. It was her smile. Of course! Of course!... And he'd sort of adored that portrait.... He felt a curious disposition to tell her as much....

Then he remembered that she was like that old daguerreotype of a cousin of his grandmother's that he had fallen in love with when he was a kid. It was her smile. Of course! Of course!... And he'd sort of adored that portrait.... He felt a strange urge to tell her as much....

"What makes this visit even more interesting if possible to me," he said to Mrs. Britling, "than it would otherwise be, is that this Essex country is the country in which my maternal grandmother was raised, and also long way back my mother's father's people. My mother's father's people were very early New England people indeed.... Well, no. If I said Mayflower it wouldn't be true. But it would approximate. They were Essex Hinkinsons. That's what they were. I must be a good third of me at least Essex. My grandmother was an Essex Corner, I must confess I've had some thought—"

"What makes this visit even more interesting for me," he said to Mrs. Britling, "is that this Essex area is where my maternal grandmother grew up, and going back even further, my mother's father's family is from here. My mother's father's family was part of the early New England settlers... Well, not quite. If I said Mayflower, that wouldn't be accurate. But it's close. They were the Hinkinsons from Essex. That's what they were. I have to be at least a third Essex. My grandmother was from Essex too, and I must admit I've had some thoughts—"

"Corner?" said the young lady at his elbow sharply.

"Corner?" the young lady next to him said sharply.

"I was telling Mrs. Britling I had some thought—"

"I was telling Mrs. Britling I had some thoughts—"

"But about those Essex relatives of yours?"

"But what about your relatives from Essex?"

"Well, of finding if they were still about in these parts.... Say! I haven't dropped a brick, have I?"

"Well, I'm just checking if they're still around here.... Hey! I didn't mess things up, did I?"

He looked from one face to another.

He looked from one person to another.

"She's a Corner," said Mrs. Britling.

"She's a Corner," said Mrs. Britling.

"Well," said Mr. Direck, and hesitated for a moment. It was so delightful that one couldn't go on being just discreet. The atmosphere was free and friendly. His intonation disarmed offence. And he gave the young lady the full benefit of a quite expressive eye. "I'm very pleased to meet you, Cousin Corner. How are the old folks at home?"

"Well," said Mr. Direck, pausing for a moment. It was so enjoyable that he couldn't just be polite. The vibe was relaxed and welcoming. His tone made any offense melt away. And he looked at the young lady with a gaze that conveyed a lot. "I'm really happy to meet you, Cousin Corner. How are your folks doing at home?"


§ 10


The bright interest of this consulship helped Mr. Direck more than anything to get the better of his Robinson-anecdote crave, and when presently he found his dialogue with Mr. Britling resumed, he turned at once to this remarkable discovery of his long lost and indeed hitherto unsuspected relative. "It's an American sort of thing to do, I suppose," he said apologetically, "but I almost thought of going on, on Monday, to Market Saffron, which was the locality of the Hinkinsons, and just looking about at the tombstones in the churchyard for a day or so."

The excitement of this consulship really helped Mr. Direck more than anything else to overcome his craving for Robinson anecdotes. And when he eventually resumed his conversation with Mr. Britling, he immediately brought up this amazing discovery about his long-lost and surprisingly undetected relative. "I guess it's an American thing to do," he said with a bit of an apology, "but I was actually thinking of going to Market Saffron on Monday, which is where the Hinkinsons were from, and just spending a day or so looking around the graveyard at the tombstones."

"Very probably," said Mr. Britling, "you'd find something about them in the parish registers. Lots of our registers go back three hundred years or more. I'll drive you over in my lil' old car."

"Most likely," said Mr. Britling, "you'll find something about them in the parish records. A lot of our records go back three hundred years or more. I'll drive you over in my little old car."

"Oh! I wouldn't put you to that trouble," said Mr. Direck hastily.

"Oh! I wouldn't want to bother you with that," said Mr. Direck quickly.

"It's no trouble. I like the driving. What I have had of it. And while we're at it, we'll come back by Harborough High Oak and look up the Corner pedigree. They're all over that district still. And the road's not really difficult; it's only a bit up and down and roundabout."

"It's no problem. I enjoy driving, at least what I've done of it. And while we're at it, let's come back by Harborough High Oak and check out the Corner family history. They're all over that area still. Plus, the road isn't really tough; it's just a little hilly and winding."

"I couldn't think, Mr. Britling, of putting you to that much trouble."

"I can't imagine putting you to that much trouble, Mr. Britling."

"It's no trouble. I want a day off, and I'm dying to take Gladys——"

"It's no problem. I need a day off, and I can't wait to take Gladys——"

"Gladys?" said Mr. Direck with sudden hope.

"Gladys?" Mr. Direck said, filled with sudden hope.

"That's my name for the lil' car. I'm dying to take her for something like a decent run. I've only had her out four times altogether, and I've not got her up yet to forty miles. Which I'm told she ought to do easily. We'll consider that settled."

"That's what I call the little car. I'm excited to take her for a nice drive. I've only had her out four times so far, and I haven't even gotten her up to forty miles yet. I've been told she should be able to do that easily. We'll leave it at that."

For the moment Mr. Direck couldn't think of any further excuse. But it was very clear in his mind that something must happen; he wished he knew of somebody who could send a recall telegram from London, to prevent him committing himself to the casual destinies of Mr. Britling's car again. And then another interest became uppermost in his mind.

For now, Mr. Direck couldn't come up with any more excuses. But he was certain that something needed to happen; he wished he knew someone who could send a recall telegram from London, to stop him from getting caught up in the random fate of Mr. Britling's car again. And then another thought took precedence in his mind.

"You'd hardly believe me," he said, "if I told you that that Miss Corner of yours has a quite extraordinary resemblance to a miniature I've got away there in America of a cousin of my maternal grandmother's. She seems a very pleasant young lady."

"You probably wouldn’t believe me," he said, "if I told you that your Miss Corner looks a lot like a small portrait I have back in America of a cousin of my grandmother on my mom's side. She seems like a really nice young lady."

But Mr. Britling supplied no further information about Miss Corner.

But Mr. Britling didn't provide any additional information about Miss Corner.

"It must be very interesting," he said, "to come over here and pick up these American families of yours on the monuments and tombstones. You know, of course, that district south of Evesham where every other church monument bears the stars and stripes, the arms of departed Washingtons. I doubt though if you'll still find the name about there. Nor will you find many Hinkinsons in Market Saffron. But lots of this country here has five or six hundred-year-old families still flourishing. That's why Essex is so much more genuinely Old England than Surrey, say, or Kent. Round here you'll find Corners and Fairlies, and then you get Capels, and then away down towards Dunmow and Braintree Maynards and Byngs. And there are oaks and hornbeams in the park about Claverings that have echoed to the howling of wolves and the clank of men in armour. All the old farms here are moated—because of the wolves. Claverings itself is Tudor, and rather fine too. And the cottages still wear thatch...."

"It must be really interesting," he said, "to come over here and find your American families on the monuments and tombstones. You know about that area south of Evesham where every other church monument has the stars and stripes, the arms of the deceased Washingtons. But I doubt you'll still see that name around. You also won't find many Hinkinsons in Market Saffron. But lots of this country here has families that have been around for five or six hundred years and are still doing well. That's why Essex feels so much more like Old England compared to places like Surrey or Kent. Around here, you’ll find Corners and Fairlies, then Capels, and further down towards Dunmow and Braintree, there are Maynards and Byngs. And there are oaks and hornbeams in the park around Claverings that have listened to the howling of wolves and the clanking of men in armor. All the old farms here have moats—because of the wolves. Claverings itself is Tudor and quite impressive too. And the cottages still have thatched roofs...."

He reflected. "Now if you went south of London instead of northward it's all different. You're in a different period, a different society. You're in London suburbs right down to the sea. You'll find no genuine estates left, not of our deep-rooted familiar sort. You'll find millionaires and that sort of people, sitting in the old places. Surrey is full of rich stockbrokers, company-promoters, bookies, judges, newspaper proprietors. Sort of people who fence the paths across their parks. They do something to the old places—I don't know what they do—but instantly the countryside becomes a villadom. And little sub-estates and red-brick villas and art cottages spring up. And a kind of new, hard neatness. And pneumatic tyre and automobile spirit advertisements, great glaring boards by the roadside. And all the poor people are inspected and rushed about until they forget who their grandfathers were. They become villa parasites and odd-job men, and grow basely rich and buy gramophones. This Essex and yonder Surrey are as different as Russia and Germany. But for one American who comes to look at Essex, twenty go to Godalming and Guildford and Dorking and Lewes and Canterbury. Those Surrey people are not properly English at all. They are strenuous. You have to get on or get out. They drill their gardeners, lecture very fast on agricultural efficiency, and have miniature rifle ranges in every village. It's a county of new notice-boards and barbed-wire fences; there's always a policeman round the corner. They dress for dinner. They dress for everything. If a man gets up in the night to look for a burglar he puts on the correct costume—or doesn't go. They've got a special scientific system for urging on their tramps. And they lock up their churches on a week-day. Half their soil is hard chalk or a rationalistic sand, only suitable for bunkers and villa foundations. And they play golf in a large, expensive, thorough way because it's the thing to do.... Now here in Essex we're as lax as the eighteenth century. We hunt in any old clothes. Our soil is a rich succulent clay; it becomes semi-fluid in winter—when we go about in waders shooting duck. All our fingerposts have been twisted round by facetious men years ago. And we pool our breeds of hens and pigs. Our roses and oaks are wonderful; that alone shows that this is the real England. If I wanted to play golf—which I don't, being a decent Essex man—I should have to motor ten miles into Hertfordshire. And for rheumatics and longevity Surrey can't touch us. I want you to be clear on these points, because they really will affect your impressions of this place.... This country is a part of the real England—England outside London and outside manufactures. It's one with Wessex and Mercia or old Yorkshire—or for the matter of that with Meath or Lothian. And it's the essential England still...."

He thought for a moment. "If you head south of London instead of north, everything changes. You're in a different time and a different society. You're in the suburbs of London all the way down to the sea. You won’t find any true estates left, not the kind we know and cherish. Instead, there are millionaires and people like that sitting in the old places. Surrey is filled with wealthy stockbrokers, company promoters, bookmakers, judges, and newspaper owners. They’re the kind of people who fence off the paths through their parks. They do something to the old places—I’m not sure what—but suddenly the countryside turns into a residential neighborhood. Little sub-estates, red-brick villas, and artsy cottages pop up. There's a kind of new, crisp neatness. And there are big, flashy advertisements for pneumatic tires and cars along the roadside. Meanwhile, the less fortunate are managed and shuffled around until they forget who their grandparents were. They become villa dwellers and odd-job workers, gaining wealth in unseemly ways, buying gramophones. This Essex and that Surrey are as different as Russia and Germany. For every American who comes to check out Essex, twenty go to Godalming, Guildford, Dorking, Lewes, and Canterbury. Those Surrey folks aren’t really English at all. They are intense. You have to keep moving or get left behind. They train their gardeners, give quick lectures on farming efficiency, and have mini rifle ranges in every village. It’s a place full of new signs and barbed-wire fences; there’s always a cop around the corner. They dress for dinner. They dress for everything. If a guy gets up at night to check for a burglar, he puts on the right clothes—or he doesn’t bother. They have a special system for pushing their homeless along. And they lock up their churches during the week. Half their land is hard chalk or a type of sand, only good for bunkers and villa foundations. They play golf in a serious, costly way because that’s just what you do.... Now here in Essex, we’re as relaxed as the eighteenth century. We hunt in any old clothes. Our soil is rich, soft clay; it becomes almost liquid in winter—when we go out in waders shooting ducks. All our signposts were turned around by joking folks years ago. And we mix our breeds of chickens and pigs. Our roses and oaks are amazing; that alone proves this is the real England. If I wanted to play golf—which I don’t, being a true Essex man—I’d have to drive ten miles into Hertfordshire. And when it comes to arthritis and long life, Surrey can’t compete with us. I want you to understand these points clearly, because they will definitely shape your impressions of this place.... This area is part of the true England—England beyond London and industrialization. It's connected with Wessex, Mercia, or old Yorkshire—or for that matter, with Meath or Lothian. And it’s still the essence of England...."


§ 11


It detracted a little from Mr. Direck's appreciation of this flow of information that it was taking them away from the rest of the company. He wanted to see more of his new-found cousin, and what the baby and the Bengali gentleman—whom manifestly one mustn't call "coloured"—and the large-nosed lady and all the other inexplicables would get up to. Instead of which Mr. Britling was leading him off alone with an air of showing him round the premises, and talking too rapidly and variously for a question to be got in edgeways, much less any broaching of the matter that Mr. Direck had come over to settle.

It slightly took away from Mr. Direck's enjoyment of this stream of information that it was pulling them away from the rest of the group. He wanted to spend more time with his new cousin, and see what the baby, the Bengali gentleman—who, obviously, shouldn't be called "colored"—the large-nosed lady, and all the other mysterious characters were up to. Instead, Mr. Britling was leading him off alone as if he were giving him a tour of the place, talking so quickly and in such a variety of ways that it was impossible to get a word in, let alone bring up the issue Mr. Direck had come to resolve.

There was quite a lot of rose garden, it made the air delicious, and it was full of great tumbling bushes of roses and of neglected standards, and it had a long pergola of creepers and trailers and a great arbour, and underneath over the beds everywhere, contrary to all the rules, the blossom of a multitude of pansies and stock and little trailing plants swarmed and crowded and scrimmaged and drilled and fought great massed attacks. And then Mr. Britling talked their way round a red-walled vegetable garden with an abundance of fruit trees, and through a door into a terraced square that had once been a farmyard, outside the converted barn. The barn doors had been replaced by a door-pierced window of glass, and in the middle of the square space a deep tank had been made, full of rainwater, in which Mr. Britling remarked casually that "everybody" bathed when the weather was hot. Thyme and rosemary and suchlike sweet-scented things grew on the terrace about the tank, and ten trimmed little trees of Arbor vitae stood sentinel. Mr. Direck was tantalisingly aware that beyond some lilac bushes were his new-found cousin and the kindred young woman in blue playing tennis with the Indian and another young man, while whenever it was necessary the large-nosed lady crossed the stage and brooded soothingly over the perambulator. And Mr. Britling, choosing a seat from which Mr. Direck just couldn't look comfortably through the green branches at the flying glimpses of pink and blue and white and brown, continued to talk about England and America in relation to each other and everything else under the sun.

There was a huge rose garden that made the air smell amazing, filled with big, sprawling rose bushes and some neglected standards. It had a long pergola covered in climbing plants and a big arbor, and underneath, over the beds everywhere, defying all the rules, the blooms of countless pansies, stock, and little trailing plants swarmed and jostled as if they were in a chaotic battle formation. Then Mr. Britling guided them around a red-walled vegetable garden with plenty of fruit trees, and through a door into a terraced square that used to be a farmyard, right outside the converted barn. The barn doors had been replaced with a glass window, and in the center of the square, there was a deep tank filled with rainwater, where Mr. Britling casually mentioned that "everyone" took a dip when it was hot out. Thyme, rosemary, and other sweet-smelling plants grew on the terrace around the tank, and ten neatly trimmed little Arbor vitae trees stood watch. Mr. Direck was teasingly aware that just beyond some lilac bushes were his newfound cousin and the related young woman in blue playing tennis with the Indian and another young man, while whenever it was needed, the large-nosed lady passed by and calmly hovered over the stroller. Mr. Britling, picking a seat from which Mr. Direck couldn’t quite see through the green branches at the flashes of pink, blue, white, and brown, kept talking about England and America in relation to one another and everything else under the sun.

Presently through a distant gate the two small boys were momentarily visible wheeling small but serviceable bicycles, followed after a little interval by the German tutor. Then an enormous grey cat came slowly across the garden court, and sat down to listen respectfully to Mr. Britling. The afternoon sky was an intense blue, with little puff-balls of cloud lined out across it.

Currently, through a distant gate, two small boys were briefly visible riding their small but usable bicycles, followed shortly after by the German tutor. Then, a huge gray cat slowly crossed the garden courtyard and sat down to listen attentively to Mr. Britling. The afternoon sky was a deep blue, dotted with fluffy little clouds.

Occasionally, from chance remarks of Mr. Britling's, Mr. Direck was led to infer that his first impressions as an American visitor were being related to his host, but as a matter of fact he was permitted to relate nothing; Mr. Britling did all the talking. He sat beside his guest and spirted and played ideas and reflections like a happy fountain in the sunshine.

Occasionally, from casual comments made by Mr. Britling, Mr. Direck felt like his initial thoughts as an American visitor were being shared with his host, but in reality, he wasn’t allowed to share anything; Mr. Britling did all the talking. He sat next to his guest and bounced around ideas and thoughts like a joyful fountain in the sunlight.

Mr. Direck sat comfortably, and smoked with quiet appreciation the one after-lunch cigar he allowed himself. At any rate, if he himself felt rather word-bound, the fountain was nimble and entertaining. He listened in a general sort of way to the talk, it was quite impossible to follow it thoughtfully throughout all its chinks and turnings, while his eyes wandered about the garden and went ever and again to the flitting tennis-players beyond the green. It was all very gay and comfortable and complete; it was various and delightful without being in the least opulent; that was one of the little secrets America had to learn. It didn't look as though it had been made or bought or cost anything, it looked as though it had happened rather luckily....

Mr. Direck sat comfortably, enjoying the one after-lunch cigar he allowed himself. Even if he felt somewhat at a loss for words, the fountain was lively and entertaining. He listened loosely to the conversation; it was impossible to pay close attention to all its twists and turns, while his eyes wandered around the garden and occasionally caught sight of the tennis players moving beyond the greenery. It was all very cheerful, cozy, and complete; it was diverse and delightful without being at all opulent; that was one of the little lessons America had to learn. It didn't seem like it had been made or bought or cost anything; it looked like it had come together quite by chance....

Mr. Britling's talk became like a wide stream flowing through Mr. Direck's mind, bearing along momentary impressions and observations, drifting memories of all the crowded English sights and sounds of the last five days, filmy imaginations about ancestral names and pretty cousins, scraps of those prepared conversational openings on Mr. Britling's standing in America, the explanation about the lecture club, the still incompletely forgotten purport of the Robinson anecdote....

Mr. Britling's conversation flowed through Mr. Direck's mind like a broad stream, carrying fleeting impressions and observations, drifting memories of all the busy English sights and sounds from the past five days, vague thoughts about family names and attractive relatives, bits of his planned conversation starters about Mr. Britling's reputation in America, the explanation about the lecture club, and the not-quite-forgotten meaning of the Robinson story....

"Nobody planned the British estate system, nobody planned the British aristocratic system, nobody planned the confounded constitution, it came about, it was like layer after layer wrapping round an agate, but you see it came about so happily in a way, it so suited the climate and the temperament of our people and our island, it was on the whole so cosy, that our people settled down into it, you can't help settling down into it, they had already settled down by the days of Queen Anne, and Heaven knows if we shall ever really get away again. We're like that little shell the Lingula, that is found in the oldest rocks and lives to-day: it fitted its easy conditions, and it has never modified since. Why should it? It excretes all its disturbing forces. Our younger sons go away and found colonial empires. Our surplus cottage children emigrate to Australia and Canada or migrate into the towns. It doesn't alter this...."

"Nobody planned the British estate system, nobody planned the British aristocratic system, nobody planned the complicated constitution; it just happened. It was like layer after layer wrapping around an agate, but it worked out so well in a way. It really suited the climate and temperament of our people and our island. Overall, it was so comfortable that our people just settled into it; you can't help but settle into it. They had already settled down by the time of Queen Anne, and who knows if we'll ever truly break free again. We're like that little shell, the Lingula, found in the oldest rocks that still lives today: it adapted to its easy conditions and hasn’t changed since. Why should it? It gets rid of all its disruptive forces. Our younger sons go away and establish colonial empires. Our surplus cottage children emigrate to Australia and Canada or move into the towns. This doesn't change that...."


§ 12


Mr. Direck's eye had come to rest upon the barn, and its expression changed slowly from lazy appreciation to a brightening intelligence. Suddenly he resolved to say something. He resolved to say it so firmly that he determined to say it even if Mr. Britling went on talking all the time.

Mr. Direck's gaze settled on the barn, and his expression shifted gradually from casual enjoyment to keen awareness. Suddenly, he decided to speak up. He was determined to say it firmly, even if Mr. Britling kept talking the whole time.

"I suppose, Mr. Britling," he said, "this barn here dates from the days of Queen Anne."

"I guess, Mr. Britling," he said, "this barn here is from the time of Queen Anne."

"The walls of the yard here are probably earlier: probably monastic. That grey patch in the corner, for example. The barn itself is Georgian."

"The walls of the yard here are likely older: probably from a monastery. That grey area in the corner, for instance. The barn itself is Georgian."

"And here it is still. And this farmyard, here it is still."

"And here it is still. And this farmyard, it’s still here."

Mr. Britling was for flying off again, but Mr. Direck would not listen; he held on like a man who keeps his grip on a lasso.

Mr. Britling wanted to take off again, but Mr. Direck wouldn’t hear it; he held on like someone clinging to a lasso.

"There's one thing I would like to remark about your barn, Mr. Britling, and I might, while I am at it, say the same thing about your farmyard."

"There's something I want to say about your barn, Mr. Britling, and I might as well mention the same thing about your farmyard."

Mr. Britling was held. "What's that?" he asked.

Mr. Britling was stopped. "What’s that?" he asked.

"Well," said Mr. Direck, "the point that strikes me most about all this is that that barn isn't a barn any longer, and that this farmyard isn't a farmyard. There isn't any wheat or chaff or anything of that sort in the barn, and there never will be again: there's just a pianola and a dancing floor, and if a cow came into this farmyard everybody in the place would be shooing it out again. They'd regard it as a most unnatural object."

"Well," said Mr. Direck, "the thing that stands out to me the most about all this is that the barn isn’t a barn anymore, and this farmyard isn’t a farmyard either. There’s no wheat or chaff or anything like that in the barn, and there never will be again: there’s just a pianola and a dance floor, and if a cow wandered into this farmyard, everyone here would be shooing it out. They’d see it as a totally weird sight."

He had a pleasant sense of talking at last. He kept right on. He was moved to a sweeping generalisation.

He felt a nice sense of finally being able to talk. He continued speaking. He was inspired to make a broad generalization.

"You were so good as to ask me, Mr. Britling, a little while ago, what my first impression of England was. Well, Mr. Britling, my first impression of England that seems to me to matter in the least is this: that it looks and feels more like the traditional Old England than any one could possibly have believed, and that in reality it is less like the traditional Old England than any one would ever possibly have imagined."

"You were kind enough to ask me, Mr. Britling, a little while ago what my first impression of England was. Well, Mr. Britling, my first impression of England that I find most significant is this: it looks and feels more like the classic Old England than anyone could have ever believed, and in reality, it is less like the classic Old England than anyone would have ever imagined."

He was carried on even further. He made a tremendous literary epigram. "I thought," he said, "when I looked out of the train this morning that I had come to the England of Washington Irving. I find it is not even the England of Mrs. Humphry Ward."

He was taken even further along. He made a great literary remark. "I thought," he said, "when I looked out of the train this morning that I had arrived in the England of Washington Irving. I see it’s not even the England of Mrs. Humphry Ward."


CHAPTER THE SECOND

MR. BRITLING CONTINUES HIS EXPOSITION


§ 1


Mr. Direck found little reason to revise his dictum in the subsequent experiences of the afternoon. Indeed the afternoon and the next day were steadily consistent in confirming what a very good dictum it had been. The scenery was the traditional scenery of England, and all the people seemed quicker, more irresponsible, more chaotic, than any one could have anticipated, and entirely inexplicable by any recognised code of English relationships....

Mr. Direck saw no reason to change his statement based on the experiences that afternoon. In fact, the afternoon and the following day consistently proved how accurate his statement had been. The landscape was the classic scenery of England, and everyone appeared faster, more carefree, more chaotic than anyone could have expected, completely unexplainable by any accepted norms of English relationships...

"You think that John Bull is dead and a strange generation is wearing his clothes," said Mr. Britling. "I think you'll find very soon it's the old John Bull. Perhaps not Mrs. Humphry Ward's John Bull, or Mrs. Henry Wood's John Bull but true essentially to Shakespeare, Fielding, Dickens, Meredith...."

"You think John Bull is dead and that a strange new generation is wearing his clothes," said Mr. Britling. "I think you'll see very soon that it's the old John Bull. Maybe not the John Bull from Mrs. Humphry Ward or Mrs. Henry Wood, but true to Shakespeare, Fielding, Dickens, Meredith...."

"I suppose," he added, "there are changes. There's a new generation grown up...."

"I guess," he added, "there are changes. A new generation has grown up...."

He looked at his barn and the swimming pool. "It's a good point of yours about the barn," he said. "What you say reminds me of that very jolly thing of Kipling's about the old mill-wheel that began by grinding corn and ended by driving dynamos....

He looked at his barn and the swimming pool. "You make a good point about the barn," he said. "What you said reminds me of that really cheerful thing by Kipling about the old mill-wheel that started by grinding corn and ended up powering dynamos....

"Only I admit that barn doesn't exactly drive a dynamo....

"Only I admit that barn doesn’t exactly run a dynamo...."

"To be frank, it's just a pleasure barn....

"To be honest, it's just a fun place....

"The country can afford it...."

"The country can handle it...."


§ 2


He left it at that for the time, but throughout the afternoon Mr. Direck had the gratification of seeing his thought floating round and round in the back-waters of Mr. Britling's mental current. If it didn't itself get into the stream again its reflection at any rate appeared and reappeared. He was taken about with great assiduity throughout the afternoon, and he got no more than occasional glimpses of the rest of the Dower House circle until six o'clock in the evening.

He left it at that for now, but throughout the afternoon, Mr. Direck got the satisfaction of seeing his idea floating around in the backwaters of Mr. Britling's thoughts. Even if it didn’t get back into the main flow, its reflection kept showing up. He was taken around with a lot of attention during the afternoon, and he barely caught any more than occasional glimpses of the rest of the Dower House group until six o'clock in the evening.

Meanwhile the fountains of Mr. Britling's active and encyclopædic mind played steadily.

Meanwhile, the fountains of Mr. Britling's busy and all-encompassing mind flowed continuously.

He was inordinately proud of England, and he abused her incessantly. He wanted to state England to Mr. Direck as the amiable summation of a grotesque assembly of faults. That was the view into which the comforts and prosperities of his middle age had brought him from a radicalism that had in its earlier stages been angry and bitter. And for Mr. Britling England was "here." Essex was the county he knew. He took Mr. Direck out from his walled garden by a little door into a trim paddock with two white goals. "We play hockey here on Sundays," he said in a way that gave Mr. Direck no hint of the practically compulsory participation of every visitor to Matching's Easy in this violent and dangerous exercise, and thence they passed by a rich deep lane and into a high road that ran along the edge of the deer park of Claverings. "We will call in on Claverings later," said Mr. Britling. "Lady Homartyn has some people there for the week-end, and you ought to see the sort of thing it is and the sort of people they are. She wanted us to lunch there to-morrow, but I didn't accept that because of our afternoon hockey."

He was overly proud of England, yet he criticized her constantly. He wanted to describe England to Mr. Direck as a charming summary of a bizarre collection of flaws. That perspective had come to him through the comforts and successes of his middle age, shifting from a radicalism that had once been angry and bitter. For Mr. Britling, England was “here.” Essex was the county he was familiar with. He led Mr. Direck out from his walled garden through a small door into a neat paddock with two white goals. “We play hockey here on Sundays,” he said, leaving Mr. Direck unaware that every visitor to Matching's Easy was practically required to join in this rough and risky sport. They then walked down a rich, deep lane and onto a main road that ran along the edge of the Claverings deer park. “We’ll stop by Claverings later,” Mr. Britling said. “Lady Homartyn has some guests there for the weekend, and you should see what it’s like and the kind of people they are. She wanted us to have lunch there tomorrow, but I didn’t accept because of our afternoon hockey.”

Mr. Direck received this reason uncritically.

Mr. Direck accepted this reason without questioning it.

The village reminded Mr. Direck of Abbey's pictures. There was an inn with a sign standing out in the road, a painted sign of the Clavering Arms; it had a water trough (such as Mr. Weller senior ducked the dissenter in) and a green painted table outside its inviting door. There were also a general shop and a number of very pleasant cottages, each marked with the Mainstay crest. All this was grouped about a green with real geese drilling thereon. Mr. Britling conducted his visitor (through a lych gate) into the church-yard, and there they found mossy, tumble-down tombstones, one with a skull and cross-bones upon it, that went back to the later seventeenth century. In the aisle of the church were three huge hatchments, and there was a side chapel devoted to the Mainstay family and the Barons Homartyn, with a series of monuments that began with painted Tudor effigies and came down to a vast stained glass window of the vilest commercial Victorian. There were also mediæval brasses of parish priests, and a marble crusader and his lady of some extinguished family which had ruled Matching's Easy before the Mainstays came. And as the two gentlemen emerged from the church they ran against the perfect vicar, Mr. Dimple, ample and genial, with an embracing laugh and an enveloping voice. "Come to see the old country," he said to Mr. Direck. "So Good of you Americans to do that! So Good of you...."

The village reminded Mr. Direck of Abbey's pictures. There was an inn with a sign visible from the road, a painted sign for the Clavering Arms; it had a water trough (like the one Mr. Weller senior used to dunk the dissenter in) and a green-painted table outside its welcoming door. There was also a general store and several charming cottages, each marked with the Mainstay crest. All of this was centered around a green with real geese wandering around. Mr. Britling led his visitor (through a lych gate) into the churchyard, where they found mossy, crumbling tombstones, including one with a skull and crossbones that dated back to the late seventeenth century. Inside the church were three large hatchments, and there was a side chapel dedicated to the Mainstay family and the Barons Homartyn, featuring a series of monuments that started with painted Tudor figures and ended with a massive stained glass window of the worst kind of commercial Victorian design. There were also medieval brasses of parish priests, and a marble crusader and his lady from a long-gone family that ruled Matching's Easy before the Mainstays arrived. As the two gentlemen left the church, they bumped into the perfect vicar, Mr. Dimple, who was large and friendly, with a hearty laugh and a warm voice. "Come to see the old country," he said to Mr. Direck. "So nice of you Americans to do that! So nice of you...."

There was some amiable sparring between the worthy man and Mr. Britling about bringing Mr. Direck to church on Sunday morning. "He's terribly Lax," said Mr. Dimple to Mr. Direck, smiling radiantly. "Terribly Lax. But then nowadays Everybody is so Lax. And he's very Good to my Coal Club; I don't know what we should do without him. So I just admonish him. And if he doesn't go to church, well, anyhow he doesn't go anywhere else. He may be a poor churchman, but anyhow he's not a dissenter...."

There was some friendly banter between the respectable man and Mr. Britling about taking Mr. Direck to church on Sunday morning. "He's really laid-back," Mr. Dimple said to Mr. Direck, beaming. "Really laid-back. But then, these days, everybody is so laid-back. And he's very supportive of my Coal Club; I don't know what we would do without him. So I just nudge him a bit. And even if he doesn't go to church, at least he doesn't go anywhere else. He might not be a great churchgoer, but at least he's not a dissenter...."

"In England, you see," Mr. Britling remarked, after they had parted from the reverend gentleman, "we have domesticated everything. We have even domesticated God."

"In England, you see," Mr. Britling said after they had said goodbye to the reverend gentleman, "we havetamed everything. We have even tamed God."

For awhile Mr. Britling showed Mr. Direck English lanes, and then came back along narrow white paths across small fields of rising wheat, to the village and a little gate that led into the park.

For a while, Mr. Britling showed Mr. Direck English lanes, and then they returned along narrow white paths through small fields of growing wheat, towards the village and a little gate that opened into the park.

"Well," said Mr. Direck, "what you say about domestication does seem to me to be very true indeed. Why! even those clouds up there look as though they had a shepherd and were grazing."

"Well," said Mr. Direck, "what you say about domestication really does seem very true to me. Wow! even those clouds up there look like they have a shepherd and are grazing."

"Ready for shearing almost," said Mr. Britling.

"Almost ready for shearing," said Mr. Britling.

"Indeed," said Mr. Direck, raising his voice a little, "I've seen scarcely anything in England that wasn't domesticated, unless it was some of your back streets in London."

"Definitely," Mr. Direck said, raising his voice slightly, "I've hardly seen anything in England that wasn't tamed, except maybe some of your back streets in London."

Mr. Britling seemed to reflect for a moment. "They're an excrescence," he said....

Mr. Britling paused for a moment. "They're a growth," he said....


§ 3


The park had a trim wildness like nature in an old Italian picture; dappled fallow deer grouped close at hand and looked at the two men fearlessly; the path dropped through oak trees and some stunted bracken to a little loitering stream, that paused ever and again to play at ponds and waterfalls and bear a fleet of water-lily leaves; and then their way curved round in an indolent sweep towards the cedars and shrubberies of the great house. The house looked low and extensive to an American eye, and its red-brick chimneys rose like infantry in open order along its extended line. There was a glimpse of flower-bright garden and terraces to the right as they came round the corner to the front of the house through a path cut in the laurel bushes.

The park had a neat wildness like nature in an old Italian painting; spotted fallow deer gathered nearby and looked at the two men without fear; the path wound through oak trees and some stunted bracken down to a little meandering stream, which stopped now and then to create ponds and waterfalls and carry a fleet of water lily leaves; and then their way curved lazily towards the cedars and shrubs of the big house. The house appeared low and sprawling to an American eye, and its red-brick chimneys stood like soldiers in formation along its long silhouette. They caught a glimpse of a colorful garden and terraces to the right as they turned the corner to the front of the house along a path cut through the laurel bushes.

Mr. Britling had a moment of exposition as they approached the entrance.

Mr. Britling had a moment of clarity as they approached the entrance.

"I expect we shall find Philbert from the Home Office—or is it the Local Government Board?—and Sir Thomas Loot, the Treasury man. There may be some other people of that sort, the people we call the Governing Class. Wives also. And I rather fancy the Countess of Frensham is coming, she's strong on the Irish Question, and Lady Venetia Trumpington, who they say is a beauty—I've never seen her. It's Lady Homartyn's way to expect me to come in—not that I'm an important item at these week-end social feasts—but she likes to see me on the table—to be nibbled at if any one wants to do so—like the olives and the salted almonds. And she always asks me to lunch on Sunday and I always refuse—because of the hockey. So you see I put in an appearance on the Saturday afternoon...."

"I expect we'll find Philbert from the Home Office—or is it the Local Government Board?—and Sir Thomas Loot from the Treasury. There might be some other folks like that, the people we call the Governing Class. Wives too. And I think the Countess of Frensham is coming; she's really into the Irish Question, and Lady Venetia Trumpington, who's supposedly a beauty—I’ve never seen her. Lady Homartyn expects me to show up—not that I’m a big deal at these weekend social gatherings—but she likes to have me there on the table—available for anyone who wants to chat—like the olives and salted almonds. And she always invites me to lunch on Sunday, and I always say no—because of the hockey. So you see, I make an appearance on Saturday afternoon...."

They had reached the big doorway.

They had reached the large doorway.

It opened into a large cool hall adorned with the heads of hippopotami and rhinoceroses and a stuffed lion, and furnished chiefly with a vast table on which hats and sticks and newspapers were littered. A manservant with a subdued, semi-confidential manner, conveyed to Mr. Britling that her ladyship was on the terrace, and took the hats and sticks that were handed to him and led the way through the house. They emerged upon a broad terrace looking out under great cedar trees upon flower beds and stone urns and tennis lawns and yew hedges that dipped to give a view of distant hills. On the terrace were grouped perhaps a dozen people for the most part holding teacups, they sat in deck chairs and folding seats about a little table that bore the tea-things. Lady Homartyn came forward to welcome the newcomers.

It opened into a large, cool hall decorated with the heads of hippos and rhinos and a stuffed lion, furnished mainly with a huge table covered in hats, walking sticks, and newspapers. A manservant with a calm, somewhat confidential demeanor informed Mr. Britling that her ladyship was on the terrace. He took the hats and sticks handed to him and led the way through the house. They stepped out onto a wide terrace that looked out beneath tall cedar trees over flower beds, stone urns, tennis courts, and yew hedges that sloped down to reveal distant hills. On the terrace were about a dozen people, mostly holding teacups, sitting in deck chairs and folding seats around a small table that had the tea set on it. Lady Homartyn came forward to greet the newcomers.

Mr. Direck was introduced as a travelling American gratified to see a typical English country house, and Lady Homartyn in an habituated way ran over the points of her Tudor specimen. Mr. Direck was not accustomed to titled people, and was suddenly in doubt whether you called a baroness "My Lady" or "Your Ladyship," so he wisely avoided any form of address until he had a lead from Mr. Britling. Mr. Britling presently called her "Lady Homartyn." She took Mr. Direck and sat him down beside a lady whose name he didn't catch, but who had had a lot to do with the British Embassy at Washington, and then she handed Mr. Britling over to the Rt. Honble. George Philbert, who was anxious to discuss certain points in the latest book of essays. The conversation of the lady from Washington was intelligent but not exacting, and Mr. Direck was able to give a certain amount of attention to the general effect of the scene.

Mr. Direck was introduced as a traveling American pleased to see a typical English country house, and Lady Homartyn, in her usual manner, went over the features of her Tudor home. Mr. Direck wasn’t used to being around titled people and was unsure whether to address a baroness as "My Lady" or "Your Ladyship," so he wisely chose not to use any title until he got a clue from Mr. Britling. Mr. Britling soon referred to her as "Lady Homartyn." She took Mr. Direck and seated him next to a lady whose name he didn’t catch but who had been very involved with the British Embassy in Washington. Then she handed Mr. Britling over to the Rt. Hon. George Philbert, who was eager to discuss certain points from the latest book of essays. The lady from Washington was intelligent but not demanding, and Mr. Direck was able to pay some attention to the overall ambiance of the scene.

He was a little disappointed to find that the servants didn't wear livery. In American magazine pictures and in American cinematograph films of English stories and in the houses of very rich Americans living in England, they do so. And the Mansion House is misleading; he had met a compatriot who had recently dined at the Mansion House, and who had described "flunkeys" in hair-powder and cloth of gold—like Thackeray's Jeames Yellowplush. But here the only servants were two slim, discreet and attentive young gentlemen in black coats with a gentle piety in their manner instead of pride. And he was a little disappointed too by a certain lack of splendour in the company. The ladies affected him as being ill-dressed; there was none of the hard snap, the "There! and what do you say to it?" about them of the well-dressed American woman, and the men too were not so much tailored as unobtrusively and yet grammatically clothed.

He felt a bit let down to see that the staff didn’t wear uniforms. In American magazines and movies about English stories, as well as in the homes of wealthy Americans living in England, they do. The Mansion House can be misleading; he had talked to someone from back home who had recently eaten there and described "servants" in powdered wigs and golden threads—just like Thackeray's Jeames Yellowplush. But here, the only staff were two slender, polite, and attentive young men in black coats, exuding a gentle humility instead of pride. He was also a bit disappointed by the lack of elegance in the guests. The women struck him as poorly dressed; they didn’t have the confident flair of a well-dressed American woman, and the men were styled less in a tailored way and more in a simple yet correct manner.


§ 4


He was still only in the fragmentary stage of conversation when everything was thrown into commotion by the important arrival of Lady Frensham, and there was a general reshuffling of places. Lady Frensham had arrived from London by automobile; she appeared in veils and swathings and a tremendous dust cloak, with a sort of nephew in her train who had driven the car. She was manifestly a constitutionally triumphant woman. A certain afternoon lassitude vanished in the swirl of her arrival. Mr. Philbert removed wrappings and handed them to the manservant.

He was still just starting to chat when everything got chaotic with the important arrival of Lady Frensham, causing everyone to rearrange their seats. Lady Frensham had come from London by car; she showed up in veils and layers, wearing a huge dusty cloak, accompanied by a sort of nephew who had been driving. She clearly had a strong sense of triumph about her. A certain afternoon laziness disappeared in the excitement of her arrival. Mr. Philbert took off her wrappings and gave them to the butler.

"I lunched with Sir Edward Carson to-day, my dear," she told Lady Homartyn, and rolled a belligerent eye at Philbert.

"I had lunch with Sir Edward Carson today, my dear," she told Lady Homartyn, and shot a challenging glance at Philbert.

"And is he as obdurate as ever?" asked Sir Thomas.

"And is he as stubborn as ever?" asked Sir Thomas.

"Obdurate! It's Redmond who's obdurate," cried Lady Frensham. "What do you say, Mr. Britling?"

"Stubborn! It's Redmond who's stubborn," cried Lady Frensham. "What do you think, Mr. Britling?"

"A plague on both your parties," said Mr. Britling.

"A pox on both your parties," Mr. Britling said.

"You can't keep out of things like that," said Lady Frensham with the utmost gusto, "when the country's on the very verge of civil war.... You people who try to pretend there isn't a grave crisis when there is one, will be more accountable than any one—when the civil war does come. It won't spare you. Mark my words!"

"You can't ignore stuff like this," said Lady Frensham with great enthusiasm, "when the country is on the brink of civil war... You folks who pretend there isn't a serious crisis when there clearly is will be held more responsible than anyone—when civil war actually happens. It won't let you off the hook. Remember what I said!"

The party became a circle.

The party turned into a circle.

Mr. Direck found himself the interested auditor of a real English country-house week-end political conversation. This at any rate was like the England of which Mrs. Humphry Ward's novels had informed him, but yet not exactly like it. Perhaps that was due to the fact that for the most part these novels dealt with the England of the 'nineties, and things had lost a little in dignity since those days. But at any rate here were political figures and titled people, and they were talking about the "country."...

Mr. Direck found himself listening in on an authentic English country house weekend political conversation. This, at least, resembled the England that Mrs. Humphry Ward's novels had described, but it wasn't exactly the same. Maybe that was because most of those novels focused on the England of the '90s, and things had lost a bit of their dignity since then. But nonetheless, here were political figures and people with titles, and they were discussing the "country."...

Was it possible that people of this sort did "run" the country, after all?... When he had read Mrs. Humphry Ward in America he had always accepted this theory of the story quite easily, but now that he saw and heard them—!

Was it possible that people like this really did "run" the country, after all?... When he read Mrs. Humphry Ward in America, he had always accepted this idea in the story without question, but now that he saw and heard them—!

But all governments and rulers and ruling classes when you look at them closely are incredible....

But all governments, rulers, and ruling classes, when you examine them closely, are unbelievable....

"I don't believe the country is on the verge of civil war," said Mr. Britling.

"I don't think the country is on the brink of civil war," said Mr. Britling.

"Facts!" cried Lady Frensham, and seemed to wipe away delusions with a rapid gesture of her hands.

"Facts!" exclaimed Lady Frensham, as she seemed to dismiss any illusions with a swift motion of her hands.

"You're interested in Ireland, Mr. Dirks?" asked Lady Homartyn.

"Are you interested in Ireland, Mr. Dirks?" Lady Homartyn asked.

"We see it first when we come over," said Mr. Direck rather neatly, and after that he was free to attend to the general discussion.

"We first notice it when we arrive," Mr. Direck said rather neatly, and after that, he was free to join the general discussion.

Lady Frensham, it was manifest, was one of that energetic body of aristocratic ladies who were taking up an irreconcilable attitude against Home Rule "in any shape or form" at that time. They were rapidly turning British politics into a system of bitter personal feuds in which all sense of imperial welfare was lost. A wild ambition to emulate the extremest suffragettes seems to have seized upon them. They insulted, they denounced, they refused every invitation lest they should meet that "traitor" the Prime Minister, they imitated the party hatreds of a fiercer age, and even now the moderate and politic Philbert found himself treated as an invisible object. They were supported by the extremer section of the Tory press, and the most extraordinary writers were set up to froth like lunatics against the government as "traitors," as men who "insulted the King"; the Morning Post and the lighter-witted side of the Unionist press generally poured out a torrent of partisan nonsense it is now almost incredible to recall. Lady Frensham, bridling over Lady Homartyn's party, and for a time leaving Mr. Britling, hurried on to tell of the newest developments of the great feud. She had a wonderful description of Lady Londonderry sitting opposite "that old rascal, the Prime Minister," at a performance of Mozart's Zauberflöte.

Lady Frensham was clearly one of those lively aristocratic women who were firmly against Home Rule "in any way" during that time. They were transforming British politics into a series of bitter personal conflicts, losing all sense of national interest. It seemed like they were driven by a wild ambition to match the most extreme suffragettes. They insulted and denounced anyone who disagreed with them, refused every invitation to avoid encountering that "traitor," the Prime Minister, and mimicked the party hatreds of a harsher era. Even now, the moderate and diplomatic Philbert found himself treated like he didn’t exist. They were backed by the more radical faction of the Tory press, and some of the most outrageous writers were unleashed to rant like mad against the government, calling them "traitors" and accusing them of "insulting the King." The Morning Post and the more frivolous side of the Unionist press consistently churned out a flood of absurd partisan nonsense that is almost unbelievable to remember today. Lady Frensham, flaring up at Lady Homartyn's gathering and momentarily leaving Mr. Britling behind, hurried off to share the latest updates on the intense feud. She had a vivid account of Lady Londonderry sitting across from "that old rascal, the Prime Minister," during a performance of Mozart's Zauberflöte.

"If looks could kill!" cried Lady Frensham with tremendous gusto.

"If looks could kill!" shouted Lady Frensham with great enthusiasm.

"Sir Edward is quite firm that Ulster means to fight. They have machine-guns—ammunition. And I am sure the army is with us...."

"Sir Edward is very adamant that Ulster intends to fight. They have machine guns and ammunition. And I’m sure the army is on our side...."

"Where did they get those machine-guns and ammunition?" asked Mr. Britling suddenly.

"Where did they get those machine guns and ammo?" Mr. Britling asked suddenly.

"Ah! that's a secret," cried Lady Frensham.

"Ah! that's a secret," exclaimed Lady Frensham.

"Um," said Mr. Britling.

"Uh," said Mr. Britling.

"You see," said Lady Frensham; "it will be civil war! And yet you writing people who have influence do nothing to prevent it!"

"You see," said Lady Frensham; "it will be a civil war! And yet you writers who have influence do nothing to stop it!"

"What are we to do, Lady Frensham?"

"What should we do, Lady Frensham?"

"Tell people how serious it is."

"Let people know how serious it is."

"You mean, tell the Irish Nationalists to lie down and be walked over. They won't be...."

"You want me to tell the Irish Nationalists to just give in and let themselves be pushed around. They won’t do that...."

"We'll see about that," cried Lady Frensham, "we'll see about that!"

"We'll see about that," shouted Lady Frensham, "we'll see about that!"

She was a large and dignified person with a kind of figure-head nobility of carriage, but Mr. Direck was suddenly reminded of a girl cousin of his who had been expelled from college for some particularly elaborate and aimless rioting....

She was a tall and dignified person with a sort of noble presence, but Mr. Direck was suddenly reminded of a girl cousin of his who had been kicked out of college for some especially over-the-top and pointless rioting....

"May I say something to you, Lady Frensham," said Mr. Britling, "that you have just said to me? Do you realise that this Carsonite campaign is dragging these islands within a measurable distance of civil war?"

"Can I say something to you, Lady Frensham," Mr. Britling said, "that you just said to me? Do you realize that this Carsonite campaign is pulling these islands closer to civil war?"

"It's the fault of your Lloyd George and his government. It's the fault of your Socialists and sentimentalists. You've made the mischief and you have to deal with it."

"It's the fault of your Lloyd George and his government. It's the fault of your Socialists and idealists. You've created this mess, and now you have to handle it."

"Yes. But do you really figure to yourself what a civil war may mean for the empire? Surely there are other things in the world besides this quarrel between the 'loyalists' of Ulster and the Liberal government; there are other interests in this big empire than party advantages? Yon think you are going to frighten this Home Rule government into some ridiculous sort of collapse that will bring in the Tories at the next election. Well, suppose you don't manage that. Suppose instead that you really do contrive to bring about a civil war. Very few people here or in Ireland want it—I was over there not a month ago—but when men have loaded guns in their hands they sometimes go off. And then people see red. Few people realise what an incurable sore opens when fighting begins. Suppose part of the army revolts and we get some extraordinary and demoralising fighting over there. India watches these things. Bengal may imitate Ireland. At that distance rebellion and treason are rebellion and treason whether they are coloured orange or green. And then suppose the Germans see fit to attack us!"

"Yes. But have you really thought about what a civil war could mean for the empire? Surely there are more important issues in the world than this conflict between the 'loyalists' of Ulster and the Liberal government; there are other interests in this vast empire beyond just party gains. You think you can scare this Home Rule government into a ludicrous collapse that would let the Tories take over in the next election. Well, what if that doesn't happen? What if instead you actually manage to trigger a civil war? Very few people here or in Ireland want that—I was over there just a month ago—but when people have loaded guns in their hands, accidents can happen. And then people act irrationally. Few realize what an unhealable wound opens up when fighting starts. What if part of the army rebels and we end up with some chaotic and demoralizing battles over there? India is keeping an eye on all this. Bengal might follow Ireland's lead. From that distance, rebellion and treason look the same whether they’re associated with orange or green. And what if the Germans decide to attack us?"

Lady Frensham had a woman's elusiveness. "Your Redmondites would welcome them with open arms."

Lady Frensham had a woman's mystery. "Your Redmondites would embrace them with open arms."

"It isn't the Redmondites who invite them now, anyhow," said Mr. Britling, springing his mine. "The other day one of your 'loyalists,' Andrews, was talking in the Morning Post of preferring conquest by Germany to Home Rule; Craig has been at the same game; Major Crawford, the man who ran the German Mausers last April, boasted that he would transfer his allegiance to the German Emperor rather than see Redmond in power."

"It’s not the Redmond supporters who are inviting them now, anyway," said Mr. Britling, revealing his point. "The other day, one of your 'loyalists,' Andrews, was saying in the Morning Post that he would prefer a German conquest over Home Rule; Craig has been doing the same thing; Major Crawford, the guy who handled the German Mausers last April, bragged that he would rather pledge his loyalty to the German Emperor than see Redmond in power."

"Rhetoric!" said Lady Frensham. "Rhetoric!"

"Rhetoric!" exclaimed Lady Frensham. "Rhetoric!"

"But one of your Ulster papers has openly boasted that arrangements have been made for a 'powerful Continental monarch' to help an Ulster rebellion."

"But one of your Ulster newspapers has openly claimed that arrangements have been made for a 'powerful Continental monarch' to assist an Ulster rebellion."

"Which paper?" snatched Lady Frensham.

"Which paper?" snapped Lady Frensham.

Mr. Britling hesitated.

Mr. Britling paused.

Mr. Philbert supplied the name. "I saw it. It was the Irish Churchman."

Mr. Philbert provided the name. "I saw it. It was the Irish Churchman."

"You two have got your case up very well," said Lady Frensham. "I didn't know Mr. Britling was a party man."

"You both have made your case really well," said Lady Frensham. "I didn't know Mr. Britling was involved in politics."

"The Nationalists have been circulating copies," said Philbert. "Naturally."

"The Nationalists have been distributing copies," Philbert said. "Of course."

"They make it look worse than mere newspaper talk and speeches," Mr. Britling pressed. "Carson, it seems, was lunching with the German Emperor last autumn. A fine fuss you'd make if Redmond did that. All this gun-running, too, is German gun-running."

"They make it seem worse than just newspaper chatter and speeches," Mr. Britling insisted. "Carson was having lunch with the German Emperor last fall. You’d make a big deal out of it if Redmond did that. And all this gun-running is German gun-running too."

"What does it matter if it is?" said Lady Frensham, allowing a belligerent eye to rest for the first time on Philbert. "You drove us to it. One thing we are resolved upon at any cost. Johnny Redmond may rule England if he likes; he shan't rule Ireland...."

"What does it matter if it is?" said Lady Frensham, giving Philbert a challenging look for the first time. "You pushed us to this. There’s one thing we’re determined to do at any cost. Johnny Redmond can rule England if he wants; he won’t rule Ireland...."

Mr. Britling shrugged his shoulders, and his face betrayed despair.

Mr. Britling shrugged his shoulders, and his face showed despair.

"My one consolation," he said, "in this storm is a talk I had last month with a young Irishwoman in Meath. She was a young person of twelve, and she took a fancy to me—I think because I went with her in an alleged dangerous canoe she was forbidden to navigate alone. All day the eternal Irish Question had banged about over her observant head. When we were out on the water she suddenly decided to set me right upon a disregarded essential. 'You English,' she said, 'are just a bit disposed to take all this trouble seriously. Don't you fret yourself about it... Half the time we're just laffing at you. You'd best leave us all alone....'"

"My only comfort," he said, "in this storm is a conversation I had last month with a young Irish girl in Meath. She was only twelve, and she liked me—I think because I went with her in a supposedly dangerous canoe she was not allowed to navigate by herself. All day long, the ongoing Irish Question had been swirling around in her observant mind. When we were out on the water, she suddenly felt the need to correct my understanding of something important that was being overlooked. 'You English,' she said, 'tend to take all this trouble too seriously. Don't worry about it… Half the time we’re just laughing at you. You’d be better off leaving us alone….'"

And then he went off at a tangent from his own anecdote.

And then he completely deviated from his own story.

"But look at this miserable spectacle!" he cried. "Here is a chance of getting something like a reconciliation of the old feud of English and Irish, and something like a settlement of these ancient distresses, and there seems no power, no conscience, no sanity in any of us, sufficient to save it from this cantankerous bitterness, this sheer wicked mischief of mutual exasperation.... Just when Ireland is getting a gleam of prosperity.... A murrain on both your parties!"

"But look at this sad situation!" he shouted. "Here’s an opportunity to actually reconcile the old feud between the English and the Irish, and to address these long-standing troubles, yet it feels like none of us have the power, the conscience, or the sanity to rescue it from this annoying bitterness, this pure wicked mischief of mutual frustration... Just as Ireland is starting to see a bit of prosperity... A plague on both your parties!"

"I see, Mr. Britling, you'd hand us all over to Jim Larkin!"

"I get it, Mr. Britling, you’d just turn us all over to Jim Larkin!"

"I'd hand you all over to Sir Horace Plunkett—"

"I'd hand all of you over to Sir Horace Plunkett—"

"That doctrinaire dairyman!" cried Lady Frensham, with an air of quite conclusive repartee. "You're hopeless, Mr. Britling. You're hopeless."

"That stubborn dairyman!" exclaimed Lady Frensham, with a touch of decisive wit. "You're impossible, Mr. Britling. You're impossible."

And Lady Homartyn, seeing that the phase of mere personal verdicts drew near, created a diversion by giving Lady Frensham a second cup of tea, and fluttering like a cooling fan about the heated brows of the disputants. She suggested tennis....

And Lady Homartyn, noticing that the moment for personal judgments was approaching, created a distraction by pouring Lady Frensham a second cup of tea and fluttering around the heated faces of the disputants like a cooling fan. She suggested tennis...


§ 5


Mr. Britling was still flushed and ruffled as he and his guest returned towards the Dower House. He criticised England himself unmercifully, but he hated to think that in any respect she fell short of perfection; even her defects he liked to imagine were just a subtler kind of power and wisdom. And Lady Frensham had stuck her voice and her gestures through all these amiable illusions. He was like a lover who calls his lady a foolish rogue, and is startled to find that facts and strangers do literally agree with him.

Mr. Britling was still flushed and a bit disheveled as he and his guest headed back to the Dower House. He often criticized England harshly, but he couldn't stand the idea that she was anything less than perfect; even her flaws, he preferred to think of as a more nuanced form of strength and insight. And Lady Frensham had pierced through all these friendly illusions with her voice and gestures. It was like a lover who playfully calls his beloved a foolish rascal, only to be taken aback by how facts and strangers seem to agree with him.

But it was so difficult to resolve Lady Frensham and the Irish squabble generally into anything better than idiotic mischief, that for a time he was unusually silent—wrestling with the problem, and Mr. Direck got the conversational initiative.

But it was really hard to turn Lady Frensham and the Irish argument into anything more than silly trouble, so for a while he stayed quiet—battling with the issue, and Mr. Direck took over the conversation.

"To an American mind it's a little—startling," said Mr. Direck, "to hear ladies expressing such vigorous political opinions."

"To an American, it's a bit—surprising," said Mr. Direck, "to hear women sharing such strong political opinions."

"I don't mind that," said Mr. Britling. "Women over here go into politics and into public-houses—I don't see why they shouldn't. If such things are good enough for men they are good enough for women; we haven't your sort of chivalry. But it's the peculiar malignant silliness of this sort of Toryism that's so discreditable. It's discreditable. There's no good in denying it. Those people you have heard and seen are a not unfair sample of our governing class—of a certain section of our governing class—as it is to-day. Not at all unfair. And you see how amazingly they haven't got hold of anything. There was a time when they could be politic.... Hidden away they have politic instincts even now.... But it makes me sick to think of this Irish business. Because, you know, it's true—we are drifting towards civil war there."

"I don't mind that," Mr. Britling said. "Women over here are getting into politics and bars—I don’t see why they shouldn’t. If those things are good enough for men, they’re good enough for women; we don’t have your kind of chivalry. But the specific foolishness of this brand of Toryism is really shameful. It’s shameful. There’s no denying it. Those people you’ve heard and seen are a pretty fair representation of our governing class—of a certain part of our governing class—as it stands today. Not at all unfair. And you can see how incredibly lost they are. There was a time when they could be political.... They still have political instincts buried deep down.... But it makes me sick to think about this Irish situation. Because, you know, it’s true—we *are* heading toward civil war there."

"You are of that opinion?" said Mr. Direck.

"You think that way?" said Mr. Direck.

"Well, isn't it so? Here's all this Ulster gun-running—you heard how she talked of it? Isn't it enough to drive the south into open revolt?..."

"Well, isn't that the case? All this gun-running in Ulster—you heard how she discussed it? Isn't it enough to push the south into open rebellion?..."

"Is there very much, do you think, in the suggestion that some of this Ulster trouble is a German intrigue? You and Mr. Philbert were saying things—"

"Do you really think there's a lot to the idea that some of this Ulster trouble is a German plot? You and Mr. Philbert were saying things—"

"I don't know," said Mr. Britling shortly.

"I don't know," Mr. Britling said abruptly.

"I don't know," he repeated. "But it isn't because I don't think our Unionists and their opponents aren't foolish enough for anything of the sort. It's only because I don't believe that the Germans are so stupid as to do such things.... Why should they?...

"I don't know," he repeated. "But it's not because I think our Unionists and their opponents aren't foolish enough to do something like that. It's just that I don't believe the Germans are that stupid to act that way... Why would they?"

"It makes me—expressionless with anger," said Mr. Britling after a pause, reverting to his main annoyance. "They won't consider any compromise. It's sheer love of quarrelling.... Those people there think that nothing can possibly happen. They are like children in a nursery playing at rebellion. Unscathed and heedless. Until there is death at their feet they will never realise they are playing with loaded guns...."

"It makes me—speechless with anger," Mr. Britling said after a pause, going back to his main frustration. "They won’t consider any compromise. It’s just their love for fighting.... Those people over there think that nothing can go wrong. They’re like kids in a playroom pretending to rebel. Unhurt and oblivious. They will never understand they're playing with loaded guns until there's death right in front of them...."

For a time he said no more; and listened perfunctorily while Mr. Direck tried to indicate the feeling in New England towards the Irish Question and the many difficult propositions an American politician has to face in that respect. And when Mr. Britling took up the thread of speech again it had little or no relation to Mr. Direck's observations.

For a while, he didn’t say anything more and just listened half-heartedly as Mr. Direck tried to express how people in New England felt about the Irish Question and the various tough issues an American politician has to deal with regarding it. When Mr. Britling spoke up again, his comments had little to do with what Mr. Direck had mentioned.

"The psychology of all this recent insubordination and violence is—curious. Exasperating too.... I don't quite grasp it.... It's the same thing whether you look at the suffrage business or the labour people or at this Irish muddle. People may be too safe. You see we live at the end of a series of secure generations in which none of the great things of life have changed materially. We've grown up with no sense of danger—that is to say, with no sense of responsibility. None of us, none of us—for though I talk my actions belie me—really believe that life can change very fundamentally any more forever. All this",—Mr. Britling waved his arm comprehensively—"looks as though it was bound to go on steadily forever. It seems incredible that the system could be smashed. It seems incredible that anything we can do will ever smash the system. Lady Homartyn, for example, is incapable of believing that she won't always be able to have week-end parties at Claverings, and that the letters and the tea won't come to her bedside in the morning. Or if her imagination goes to the point of supposing that some day she won't be there to receive the tea, it means merely that she supposes somebody else will be. Her pleasant butler may fear to lose his 'situation,' but nothing on earth could make him imagine a time when there will not be a 'situation' for him to lose. Old Asquith thinks that we always have got along, and that we always shall get along by being quietly artful and saying, 'Wait and see.' And it's just because we are all convinced that we are so safe against a general breakdown that we are able to be so recklessly violent in our special cases. Why shouldn't women have the vote? they argue. What does it matter? And bang goes a bomb in Westminster Abbey. Why shouldn't Ulster create an impossible position? And off trots some demented Carsonite to Germany to play at treason on some half word of the German Emperor's and buy half a million rifles....

"The psychology behind all this recent defiance and violence is—curious. It’s frustrating too... I don’t quite get it... It’s the same whether you consider the suffrage movement, the labor movements, or this Irish mess. People might feel too secure. You see, we live at the end of a long stretch of secure generations where none of the big aspects of life have changed much. We’ve grown up without a sense of danger—in other words, without a sense of responsibility. None of us, none of us—for even though I talk differently, my actions betray me—really believe that life can change very fundamentally forever again. All this,”—Mr. Britling gestured widely—“looks like it’s meant to go on steadily forever. It seems unbelievable that the system could be shattered. It seems unbelievable that anything we do will ever break the system. Lady Homartyn, for instance, can’t fathom that she won’t always be able to host weekend parties at Claverings, and that the letters and tea won’t be brought to her in bed every morning. Or if her imagination reaches the point of speculating that one day she won’t be there to receive the tea, it only means she assumes someone else will. Her pleasant butler might worry about losing his 'job,' but nothing could convince him that there could ever be a time when there won't be a 'job' for him to lose. Old Asquith believes we’ve always managed fine, and that we always will, by being quietly clever and saying, 'Wait and see.' And it’s precisely because we all think we’re so safe from a complete breakdown that we can afford to be so recklessly violent in our individual cases. Why shouldn’t women have the vote? they argue. What difference does it make? And then a bomb goes off in Westminster Abbey. Why shouldn’t Ulster create an impossible situation? And off goes some deluded Carsonite to Germany to play at treason over some half-formed statement from the German Emperor and buy half a million rifles...."

"Exactly like children being very, very naughty....

"Just like kids being super naughty...."

"And," said Mr. Britling with a gesture to round off his discourse, "we do go on. We shall go on—until there is a spark right into the magazine. We have lost any belief we ever had that fundamental things happen. We are everlasting children in an everlasting nursery...."

"And," said Mr. Britling with a gesture to wrap up his talk, "we keep moving forward. We will keep going—until there’s a spark right into the magazine. We’ve lost any belief we ever had that real things happen. We are eternal kids in an eternal nursery...."

And immediately he broke out again.

And right away, he started again.

"The truth of the matter is that hardly any one has ever yet mastered the fact that the world is round. The world is round—like an orange. The thing is told us—like any old scandal—at school. For all practical purposes we forget it. Practically we all live in a world as flat as a pancake. Where time never ends and nothing changes. Who really believes in any world outside the circle of the horizon? Here we are and visibly nothing is changing. And so we go on to—nothing will ever change. It just goes on—in space, in time. If we could realise that round world beyond, then indeed we should go circumspectly.... If the world were like a whispering gallery, what whispers might we not hear now—from India, from Africa, from Germany, warnings from the past, intimations of the future....

"The truth is that hardly anyone has ever truly accepted that the world is round. The world is round—like an orange. We’re taught this—just like any old rumor—at school. For all practical purposes, we forget it. Essentially, we all live in a world that feels as flat as a pancake. A place where time never ends and nothing changes. Who really believes in a reality beyond the edge of the horizon? Here we are, and clearly, nothing is changing. And so we continue to think—nothing will ever change. It just goes on—in space, in time. If we could grasp that round world beyond, then we would certainly proceed with caution.... If the world were like a whispering gallery, what secrets might we not hear now—from India, from Africa, from Germany, warnings from the past, hints about the future...."

"We shouldn't heed them...."

"We shouldn't listen to them..."


§ 6


And indeed at the very moment when Mr. Britling was saying these words, in Sarajevo in Bosnia, where the hour was somewhat later, men whispered together, and one held nervously to a black parcel that had been given him and nodded as they repeated his instructions, a black parcel with certain unstable chemicals and a curious arrangement of detonators therein, a black parcel destined ultimately to shatter nearly every landmark of Mr. Britling's and Lady Frensham's cosmogony....

And at that exact moment when Mr. Britling was saying these words, in Sarajevo, Bosnia, where the time was a bit later, men were whispering to each other, and one nervously clutched a black package that had been handed to him, nodding as they repeated his instructions. It was a black package containing some volatile chemicals and a strange setup of detonators inside, a black package that was ultimately meant to destroy almost every landmark in Mr. Britling's and Lady Frensham's worldview....


§ 7


When Mr. Direck and Mr. Britling returned to the Dower House the guest was handed over to Mrs. Britling and Mr. Britling vanished, to reappear at supper time, for the Britlings had a supper in the evening instead of dinner. When Mr. Britling did reappear every trace of his vexation with the levities of British politics and the British ruling class had vanished altogether, and he was no longer thinking of all that might be happening in Germany or India....

When Mr. Direck and Mr. Britling got back to the Dower House, the guest was handed over to Mrs. Britling, and Mr. Britling disappeared, only to come back at supper time, since the Britlings had supper in the evening instead of dinner. When Mr. Britling did return, all signs of his annoyance with the frivolities of British politics and the British ruling class had completely disappeared, and he was no longer thinking about everything that might be going on in Germany or India....

While he was out of the way Mr. Direck extended his acquaintance with the Britling household. He was taken round the garden and shown the roses by Mrs. Britling, and beyond the rose garden in a little arbour they came upon Miss Corner reading a book. She looked very grave and pretty reading a book. Mr. Direck came to a pause in front of her, and Mrs. Britling stopped beside him. The young lady looked up and smiled.

While he was away, Mr. Direck got to know the Britling family better. Mrs. Britling took him around the garden and showed him the roses, and beyond the rose garden in a small gazebo, they found Miss Corner reading a book. She looked serious and lovely while reading. Mr. Direck stopped in front of her, and Mrs. Britling paused beside him. The young lady looked up and smiled.

"The last new novel?" asked Mr. Direck pleasantly.

"The last new novel?" Mr. Direck asked cheerfully.

"Campanella's 'City of the Sun.'"

"Campanella's 'City of the Sun.'"

"My word! but isn't that stiff reading?"

"My goodness! Isn't that hard to read?"

"You haven't read it," said Miss Corner.

"You haven't read it," Miss Corner said.

"It's a dry old book anyhow."

"It's just a boring old book anyway."

"It's no good pretending you have," she said, and there Mr. Direck felt the conversation had to end.

"It's pointless to pretend you do," she said, and at that, Mr. Direck felt the conversation needed to wrap up.

"That's a very pleasant young lady to have about," he said to Mrs. Britling as they went on towards the barn court.

"She's a really nice young woman to have around," he said to Mrs. Britling as they walked toward the barn courtyard.

"She's all at loose ends," said Mrs. Britling. "And she reads like a—Whatever does read? One drinks like a fish. One eats like a wolf."

"She's feeling really unsettled," said Mrs. Britling. "And she reads like a—What even reads? People drink like a fish. They eat like a wolf."

They found the German tutor in a little court playing Badminton with the two younger boys. He was a plump young man with glasses and compact gestures; the game progressed chiefly by misses and the score was counted in German. He won thoughtfully and chiefly through the ardour of the younger brother, whose enthusiastic returns invariably went out. Instantly the boys attacked Mrs. Britling with a concerted enthusiasm. "Mummy! Is it to be dressing-up supper?"

They found the German tutor in a small courtyard playing badminton with the two younger boys. He was a chubby young man with glasses and short movements; the game mostly involved misses, and the score was kept in German. He won mainly due to the excitement of the younger brother, whose energetic shots consistently went out of bounds. Immediately, the boys turned to Mrs. Britling with a united excitement. "Mom! Is it going to be a dress-up dinner?"

Mrs. Britling considered, and it was manifest that Mr. Direck was material to her answer.

Mrs. Britling thought about it, and it was clear that Mr. Direck was important to her response.

"We wrap ourselves up in curtains and bright things instead of dressing," she explained. "We have a sort of wardrobe of fancy dresses. Do you mind?"

"We cover ourselves with curtains and bright items instead of getting dressed," she explained. "We have a kind of collection of fancy outfits. Does that bother you?"

Mr. Direck was delighted.

Mr. Direck was thrilled.

And this being settled, the two small boys went off with their mother upon some special decorative project they had conceived and Mr. Direck was left for a time to Herr Heinrich.

And with that decided, the two little boys went off with their mom on a special decoration project they had come up with, while Mr. Direck was left for a while with Herr Heinrich.

Herr Heinrich suggested a stroll in the rose garden, and as Mr. Direck had not hitherto been shown the rose garden by Herr Heinrich, he agreed. Sooner or later everybody, it was evident, had got to show him that rose garden.

Herr Heinrich suggested a walk in the rose garden, and since Mr. Direck had not been shown the rose garden by Herr Heinrich yet, he agreed. Sooner or later, it was clear, everyone had to show him that rose garden.

"And how do you like living in an English household?" said Mr. Direck, getting to business at once. "It's interesting to an American to see this English establishment, and it must be still more interesting to a German."

"And how do you like living in an English household?" Mr. Direck said, getting straight to the point. "It's interesting for an American to see this English setup, and it must be even more interesting for a German."

"I find it very different from Pomerania," said Herr Heinrich. "In some respects it is more agreeable, in others less so. It is a pleasant life but it is not a serious life.

"I find it very different from Pomerania," said Herr Heinrich. "In some ways, it's more enjoyable, in others, not so much. It's a nice life, but it's not a meaningful life."

"At any time," continued Herr Heinrich, "some one may say, 'Let us do this thing,' or 'Let us do that thing,' and then everything is disarranged.

"At any time," continued Herr Heinrich, "someone might say, 'Let's do this,' or 'Let's do that,' and then everything gets messed up."

"People walk into the house without ceremony. There is much kindness but no politeness. Mr. Britling will go away for three or four days, and when he returns and I come forward to greet him and bow, he will walk right past me, or he will say just like this, 'How do, Heinrich?'"

"People come into the house casually. There’s a lot of kindness but no formalities. Mr. Britling will be gone for three or four days, and when he comes back and I step up to greet him and bow, he’ll just walk right by me, or he’ll say something like, 'How's it going, Heinrich?'"

"Are you interested in Mr. Britling's writings?" Mr. Direck asked.

"Are you interested in Mr. Britling's writings?" Mr. Direck asked.

"There again I am puzzled. His work is known even in Germany. His articles are reprinted in German and Austrian reviews. You would expect him to have a certain authority of manner. You would expect there to be discussion at the table upon questions of philosophy and aesthetics.... It is not so. When I ask him questions it is often that they are not seriously answered. Sometimes it is as if he did not like the questions I askt of him. Yesterday I askt of him did he agree or did he not agree with Mr. Bernard Shaw. He just said—I wrote it down in my memoranda—he said: 'Oh! Mixt Pickles.' What can one understand of that?—Mixt Pickles!"...

"There again I’m confused. His work is known even in Germany. His articles are reprinted in German and Austrian reviews. You would expect him to have a certain level of authority. You would think there would be discussions at the table about philosophy and aesthetics.... But that’s not the case. When I ask him questions, they’re often not answered seriously. Sometimes it feels like he doesn’t like the questions I ask him. Yesterday I asked him if he agreed or disagreed with Mr. Bernard Shaw. He just said—I wrote it down in my notes—he said: 'Oh! Mixed Pickles.' What does that even mean?—Mixed Pickles!"...

The young man's sedulous blue eyes looked out of his pink face through his glasses at Mr. Direck, anxious for any light he could offer upon the atmospheric vagueness of this England.

The young man's diligent blue eyes peered through his glasses from his rosy face at Mr. Direck, eager for any insight he could provide about the unclear atmosphere of this England.

He was, he explained, a student of philology preparing for his doctorate. He had not yet done his year of military service. He was studying the dialects of East Anglia—

He was, he explained, a philology student preparing for his doctorate. He hadn't completed his year of military service yet. He was studying the dialects of East Anglia—

"You go about among the people?" Mr. Direck inquired.

"You go around among the people?" Mr. Direck asked.

"No, I do not do that. But I ask Mr. Carmine and Mrs. Britling and the boys many questions. And sometimes I talk to the gardener."

"No, I don’t do that. But I ask Mr. Carmine and Mrs. Britling and the guys a lot of questions. And sometimes I chat with the gardener."

He explained how he would prepare his thesis and how it would be accepted, and the nature of his army service and the various stages by which he would subsequently ascend in the orderly professorial life to which he was destined. He confessed a certain lack of interest in philology, but, he said, "it is what I have to do." And so he was going to do it all his life through. For his own part he was interested in ideas of universal citizenship, in Esperanto and Ido and universal languages and such-like attacks upon the barriers between man and man. But the authorities at home did not favour cosmopolitan ideas, and so he was relinquishing them. "Here, it is as if there were no authorities," he said with a touch of envy.

He talked about how he would prepare his thesis and how it would be accepted, along with the nature of his military service and the different stages through which he would eventually rise in the structured academic life he was meant for. He admitted he wasn’t very interested in philology, but he said, “it’s what I have to do.” And so, he planned to stick with it for his whole life. Personally, he was interested in ideas about universal citizenship, like Esperanto, Ido, and other universal languages, which challenge the barriers between people. But the authorities back home didn’t support cosmopolitan ideas, so he was letting them go. “Here, it feels like there are no authorities,” he said with a hint of envy.

Mr. Direck induced him to expand that idea.

Mr. Direck encouraged him to elaborate on that idea.

Herr Heinrich made Mr. Britling his instance. If Mr. Britling were a German he would certainly have some sort of title, a definite position, responsibility. Here he was not even called Herr Doktor. He said what he liked. Nobody rewarded him; nobody reprimanded him. When Herr Heinrich asked him of his position, whether he was above or below Mr. Bernard Shaw or Mr. Arnold White or Mr. Garvin or any other publicist, he made jokes. Nobody here seemed to have a title and nobody seemed to have a definite place. There was Mr. Lawrence Carmine; he was a student of Oriental questions; he had to do with some public institution in London that welcomed Indian students; he was a Geheimrath—

Herr Heinrich made Mr. Britling his example. If Mr. Britling were German, he would definitely have some kind of title, a specific role, and responsibility. Here, he wasn’t even called Herr Doktor. He spoke freely without anyone rewarding or reprimanding him. When Herr Heinrich asked him about his standing, whether he was above or below Mr. Bernard Shaw, Mr. Arnold White, Mr. Garvin, or any other public figure, he just joked around. It seemed like nobody here had a title, and no one had a clear position. There was Mr. Lawrence Carmine; he was a scholar of Eastern issues; he was involved with some public institution in London that supported Indian students; he was a Geheimrath—

"Eh?" said Mr. Direck.

"Uh?" said Mr. Direck.

"It is—what do they call it? the Essex County Council." But nobody took any notice of that. And when Mr. Philbert, who was a minister in the government, came to lunch he was just like any one else. It was only after he had gone that Herr Heinrich had learnt by chance that he was a minister and "Right Honourable...."

"It is—what do they call it? the Essex County Council." But nobody paid attention to that. When Mr. Philbert, who was a government minister, came to lunch, he was just like anyone else. It was only after he left that Herr Heinrich discovered by chance that he was a minister and "Right Honourable...."

"In Germany everything is definite. Every man knows his place, has his papers, is instructed what to do...."

"In Germany, everything is clear-cut. Every person knows their role, has their documentation, and is told what to do..."

"Yet," said Mr. Direck, with his eyes on the glowing roses, the neat arbour, the long line of the red wall of the vegetable garden and a distant gleam of cornfield, "it all looks orderly enough."

"Yet," said Mr. Direck, focusing on the vibrant roses, the tidy arbor, the long stretch of the red wall of the vegetable garden, and a distant shimmer of cornfields, "it all seems pretty organized."

"It is as if it had been put in order ages ago," said Herr Heinrich.

"It feels like it was organized ages ago," said Herr Heinrich.

"And was just going on by habit," said Mr. Direck, taking up the idea.

"And was just going on by habit," Mr. Direck said, picking up the idea.

Their comparisons were interrupted by the appearance of "Teddy," the secretary, and the Indian young gentleman, damp and genial, as they explained, "from the boats." It seemed that "down below" somewhere was a pond with a punt and an island and a toy dinghy. And while they discussed swimming and boating, Mr. Carmine appeared from the direction of the park conversing gravely with the elder son. They had been for a walk and a talk together. There were proposals for a Badminton foursome. Mr. Direck emerged from the general interchange with Mr. Lawrence Carmine, and then strolled through the rose garden to see the sunset from the end. Mr. Direck took the opportunity to verify his impression that the elder son was the present Mrs. Britling's stepson, and he also contrived by a sudden admiration for a distant row of evening primroses to deflect their path past the arbour in which the evening light must now be getting a little too soft for Miss Corner's book.

Their conversation was interrupted by the arrival of "Teddy," the secretary, and the young Indian gentleman, who were damp and cheerful as they explained they had come "from the boats." It turned out there was a pond somewhere "down below" with a punt, an island, and a toy dinghy. As they chatted about swimming and boating, Mr. Carmine appeared from the direction of the park, talking seriously with his older son. They had been out for a walk and a talk together. There were plans for a Badminton foursome. Mr. Direck stepped away from his conversation with Mr. Lawrence Carmine and wandered through the rose garden to catch the sunset from the end. He took this moment to confirm his impression that the older son was the current Mrs. Britling's stepson, and he cleverly redirected their path by expressing admiration for a distant row of evening primroses, leading them past the arbour, where the evening light was probably becoming a bit too dim for Miss Corner's book.

Miss Corner was drawn into the sunset party. She talked to Mr. Carmine and displayed, Mr. Direck thought, great originality of mind. She said "The City of the Sun" was like the cities the boys sometimes made on the playroom floor. She said it was the dearest little city, and gave some amusing particulars. She described the painted walls that made the tour of the Civitas Solis a liberal education. She asked Mr. Carmine, who was an authority on Oriental literature, why there were no Indian nor Chinese Utopias.

Miss Corner was caught up in the sunset gathering. She chatted with Mr. Carmine and demonstrated, in Mr. Direck's opinion, a lot of creativity. She mentioned that "The City of the Sun" resembled the cities the boys sometimes built on the playroom floor. She called it the cutest little city and shared some funny details. She described the painted walls that made exploring the Civitas Solis an enlightening experience. She asked Mr. Carmine, an expert on Oriental literature, why there weren't any Indian or Chinese utopias.

Now it had never occurred to Mr. Direck to ask why there were no Indian nor Chinese Utopias, and even Mr. Carmine seemed surprised to discover this deficiency.

Now it had never crossed Mr. Direck's mind to ask why there were no Indian or Chinese Utopias, and even Mr. Carmine appeared taken aback to find this gap.

"The primitive patriarchal village is Utopia to India and China," said Mr. Carmine, when they had a little digested the inquiry. "Or at any rate it is their social ideal. They want no Utopias."

"The basic patriarchal village is Utopia to India and China," Mr. Carmine said after they had taken a moment to think about the question. "At least, it represents their social ideal. They don't want any Utopias."

"Utopias came with cities," he said, considering the question. "And the first cities, as distinguished from courts and autocratic capitals, came with ships. India and China belong to an earlier age. Ships, trade, disorder, strange relationships, unofficial literature, criticism—and then this idea of some novel remaking of society...."

"Utopias started with cities," he said, thinking about the question. "And the first cities, unlike royal courts and authoritarian capitals, emerged with ships. India and China are from a different time. Ships, trade, chaos, unusual connections, unofficial writings, criticism—and then this concept of a completely new way to reshape society...."


§ 8


Then Mr. Direck fell into the hands of Hugh, the eldest son, and anticipating the inevitable, said that he liked to walk in the rose garden. So they walked in the rose garden.

Then Mr. Direck found himself with Hugh, the eldest son, and knowing what was coming, mentioned that he enjoyed walking in the rose garden. So they strolled through the rose garden.

"Do you read Utopias?" said Mr. Direck, cutting any preface, in the English manner.

"Do you read Utopias?" Mr. Direck asked, getting straight to the point in a typical English way.

"Oh, rather!" said Hugh, and became at once friendly and confidential.

"Oh, for sure!" said Hugh, and immediately became friendly and open.

"We all do," he explained. "In England everybody talks of change and nothing ever changes."

"We all do," he explained. "In England, everyone talks about change but nothing ever really changes."

"I found Miss Corner reading—what was it? the Sun People?—some old classical Italian work."

"I found Miss Corner reading—what was it? the Sun People?—some old classic Italian work."

"Campanella," said Hugh, without betraying the slightest interest in Miss Corner. "Nothing changes in England, because the people who want to change things change their minds before they change anything else. I've been in London talking for the last half-year. Studying art they call it. Before that I was a science student, and I want to be one again. Don't you think, Sir, there's something about science—it's steadier than anything else in the world?"

"Campanella," Hugh said, showing no interest in Miss Corner. "Nothing ever changes in England because the people who want to make changes change their minds before they actually change anything. I've been in London for the last six months, they call it studying art. Before that, I was studying science, and I want to do that again. Don't you think, Sir, that there's something about science—it's more stable than anything else in the world?"

Mr. Direck thought that the moral truths of human nature were steadier than science, and they had one of those little discussions of real life that begin about a difference inadequately apprehended, and do not so much end as are abandoned. Hugh struck him as being more speculative and detached than any American college youth of his age that he knew—but that might not be a national difference but only the Britling strain. He seemed to have read more and more independently, and to be doing less. And he was rather more restrained and self-possessed.

Mr. Direck believed that the moral truths of human nature were more stable than science, and they had one of those brief debates about real life that start from a misunderstanding and end up being dropped rather than resolved. Hugh struck him as more thoughtful and detached than any American college student his age that he knew—but this might not be a cultural difference, just the Britling influence. He seemed to have read more and more on his own, and to be doing less. He also appeared to be a bit more composed and self-assured.

Before Mr. Direck could begin a proper inquiry into the young man's work and outlook, he had got the conversation upon America. He wanted tremendously to see America. "The dad says in one of his books that over here we are being and that over there you are beginning. It must be tremendously stimulating to think that your country is still being made...."

Before Mr. Direck could start a proper inquiry into the young man's work and perspective, he had shifted the conversation to America. He was incredibly eager to see America. "My dad says in one of his books that over here we are established and over there you are just starting out. It must be really exciting to consider that your country is still being created...."

Mr. Direck thought that an interesting point of view. "Unless something tumbles down here, we never think of altering it," the young man remarked. "And even then we just shore it up."

Mr. Direck found that to be an interesting perspective. "Unless something falls apart here, we never consider changing it," the young man said. "And even then, we just prop it up."

His remarks had the effect of floating off from some busy mill of thought within him. Hitherto Mr. Direck had been inclined to think this silent observant youth, with his hands in his pockets and his shoulders a little humped, as probably shy and adolescently ineffective. But the head was manifestly quite busy....

His comments seemed to come from a busy mind inside him. Until now, Mr. Direck had thought this quiet, watchful young man, with his hands in his pockets and a slight hunch, was probably shy and not very effective. But it was clear that his mind was very active...

"Miss Corner," he began, taking the first thing that came into his head, and then he remembered that he had already made the remark he was going to make not five minutes ago.

"Miss Corner," he started, grabbing the first thing that popped into his head, then he recalled that he had already made the comment he was about to make just five minutes earlier.

"What form of art," he asked, "are you contemplating in your studies at the present time in London?"....

"What type of art," he asked, "are you focused on in your studies right now in London?"....

Before this question could be dealt with at all adequately, the two small boys became active in the garden beating in everybody to "dress-up" before supper. The secretary, Teddy, came in a fatherly way to look after Mr. Direck and see to his draperies.

Before this question could be properly addressed, the two little boys started running around the garden, urging everyone to "get dressed up" before dinner. The secretary, Teddy, came in a caring manner to check on Mr. Direck and make sure his clothes were in order.


§ 9


Mr. Direck gave his very best attention to this business of draping himself, for he had not the slightest intention of appearing ridiculous in the eyes of Miss Corner. Teddy came with an armful of stuff that he thought "might do."

Mr. Direck focused intently on the task of dressing himself, as he had no desire to look foolish in front of Miss Corner. Teddy arrived with a pile of items that he thought "might work."

"What'll I come as?" asked Mr. Direck.

"What should I dress up as?" asked Mr. Direck.

"We don't wear costumes," said Teddy. "We just put on all the brightest things we fancy. If it's any costume at all, it's Futurist."

"We don't wear costumes," Teddy said. "We just put on all the brightest things we like. If it's a costume at all, it's Futurist."

"And surely why shouldn't one?" asked Mr. Direck, greatly struck by this idea. "Why should we always be tied by the fashions and periods of the past?"

"And why shouldn’t we?" asked Mr. Direck, deeply impressed by this idea. "Why should we always be bound by the trends and times of the past?"

He rejected a rather Mephistopheles-like costume of crimson and a scheme for a brigand-like ensemble based upon what was evidently an old bolero of Mrs. Britling's, and after some reflection he accepted some black silk tights. His legs were not legs to be ashamed of. Over this he tried various brilliant wrappings from the Dower House armoire, and chose at last, after some hesitation in the direction of a piece of gold and purple brocade, a big square of green silk curtain stuff adorned with golden pheasants and other large and dignified ornaments; this he wore toga fashion over his light silken under-vest—Teddy had insisted on the abandonment of his shirt "if you want to dance at all"—and fastened with a large green glass-jewelled brooch. From this his head and neck projected, he felt, with a tolerable dignity. Teddy suggested a fillet of green ribbon, and this Mr. Direck tried, but after prolonged reflection before the glass rejected. He was still weighing the effect of this fillet upon the mind of Miss Corner when Teddy left him to make his own modest preparations. Teddy's departure gave him a chance for profile studies by means of an arrangement of the long mirror and the table looking-glass that he had been too shy to attempt in the presence of the secretary. The general effect was quite satisfactory.

He turned down a rather devilish costume in red and a plan for a bandit-like outfit that looked like an old bolero belonging to Mrs. Britling, and after thinking it over, he went with some black silk tights. He had nothing to be ashamed of when it came to his legs. Over that, he tried on various flashy wraps from the Dower House armoire, and finally, after some hesitation over a piece of gold and purple brocade, he chose a large square of green silk curtain fabric decorated with golden pheasants and other dignified designs. He wore this toga-style over his light silk under-vest—Teddy had insisted he ditch his shirt "if you want to dance at all"—and fastened it with a big green glass-jewelled brooch. He felt that his head and neck projected with a decent dignity from this. Teddy suggested adding a green ribbon band, which Mr. Direck tried, but after a long consideration in front of the mirror, he decided against it. He was still contemplating how this band would look to Miss Corner when Teddy left him to get ready modestly. With Teddy gone, he finally had the chance to practice his profile in the long mirror and the table mirror, something he’d been too shy to do with the secretary around. The overall effect was quite pleasing.

"Wa-a-a-l," he said with a quaver of laughter, "now who'd have thought it?" and smiled a consciously American smile at himself before going down.

"Well," he said with a nervous laugh, "who would have thought that?" and smiled a distinctly American smile at himself before heading down.

The company was assembling in the panelled hall, and made a brilliant show in the light of the acetylene candles against the dark background. Mr. Britling in a black velvet cloak and black silk tights was a deeper shade among the shadows; the high lights were Miss Corner and her sister, in glittering garments of peacock green and silver that gave a snake-like quality to their lithe bodies. They were talking to the German tutor, who had become a sort of cotton Cossack, a spectacled Cossack in buff and bright green. Mrs. Britling was dignified and beautiful in a purple djibbah, and her stepson had become a handsome still figure of black and crimson. Teddy had contrived something elaborate and effective in the Egyptian style, with a fish-basket and a cuirass of that thin matting one finds behind washstands; the small boys were brigands, with immensely baggy breeches and cummerbunds in which they had stuck a selection of paper-knives and toy pistols and similar weapons. Mr. Carmine and his young man had come provided with real Indian costumes; the feeling of the company was that Mr. Carmine was a mullah. The aunt-like lady with the noble nose stood out amidst these levities in a black silk costume with a gold chain. She refused, it seemed, to make herself absurd, though she encouraged the others to extravagance by nods and enigmatical smiles. Nevertheless she had put pink ribbons in her cap. A family of father, golden-haired mother, and two young daughters, sympathetically attired, had just arrived, and were discarding their outer wrappings with the assistance of host and hostess.

The group was gathering in the paneled hall, making a striking display in the light of the acetylene candles against the dark backdrop. Mr. Britling, wearing a black velvet cloak and black silk tights, blended deeper into the shadows; the standout figures were Miss Corner and her sister, dressed in dazzling peacock green and silver outfits that emphasized their graceful forms. They were chatting with the German tutor, who had turned into a sort of cotton Cossack, complete with glasses and dressed in light brown and bright green. Mrs. Britling looked dignified and beautiful in a purple djibbah, while her stepson stood out as a handsome figure in black and crimson. Teddy had created something elaborate and stylish in the Egyptian theme, featuring a fish basket and a breastplate made from the thin matting usually found behind washstands; the younger boys were dressed as brigands, wearing oversized baggy pants and cummerbunds stuffed with paper knives, toy pistols, and other similar props. Mr. Carmine and his companion arrived in traditional Indian outfits; the overall vibe from the group was that Mr. Carmine resembled a mullah. The aunt-like lady with the noble nose stood out among the revelry in a black silk outfit complemented by a gold chain. She seemed to refuse to look ridiculous herself, even as she encouraged others to indulge in extravagance with nods and mysterious smiles. Still, she had placed pink ribbons in her cap. A family consisting of a father, a golden-haired mother, and two young daughters, all dressed in a similar style, had just arrived and were removing their outer layers with the help of the hosts.

It was all just exactly what Mr. Direck had never expected in England, and equally unexpected was the supper on a long candle-lit table without a cloth. No servants were present, but on a sideboard stood a cold salmon and cold joints and kalter aufschnitt and kartoffel salat, and a variety of other comestibles, and many bottles of beer and wine and whisky. One helped oneself and anybody else one could, and Mr. Direck did his best to be very attentive to Mrs. Britling and Miss Corner, and was greatly assisted by the latter.

It was exactly what Mr. Direck had never expected in England, and just as surprising was the dinner on a long candlelit table without a cloth. There were no servants around, but on a sideboard sat cold salmon, cold meats, cold cuts, potato salad, and a variety of other foods, along with many bottles of beer, wine, and whiskey. Everyone helped themselves and to anyone else they could, and Mr. Direck made an effort to be very attentive to Mrs. Britling and Miss Corner, with significant help from the latter.

Everybody seemed unusually gay and bright-eyed. Mr. Direck found something exhilarating and oddly exciting in all this unusual bright costume and in this easy mutual service; it made everybody seem franker and simpler. Even Mr. Britling had revealed a sturdy handsomeness that had not been apparent to Mr. Direck before, and young Britling left no doubts now about his good looks. Mr. Direck forgot his mission and his position, and indeed things generally, in an irrational satisfaction that his golden pheasants harmonised with the glitter of the warm and smiling girl beside him. And he sat down beside her—"You sit anywhere," said Mrs. Britling—with far less compunction than in his ordinary costume he would have felt for so direct a confession of preference. And there was something in her eyes, it was quite indefinable and yet very satisfying, that told him that now he escaped from the stern square imperatives of his patriotic tailor in New York she had made a discovery of him.

Everybody seemed unusually happy and bright-eyed. Mr. Direck found something thrilling and strangely exciting in all the vibrant costumes and this easygoing mutual help; it made everyone seem more open and genuine. Even Mr. Britling showed a robust handsomeness that Mr. Direck hadn’t noticed before, and young Britling clearly had good looks. Mr. Direck forgot his mission, his role, and even everything else in a sort of irrational happiness that his golden pheasants matched with the sparkle of the warm and smiling girl next to him. He sat down beside her—"You can sit anywhere," said Mrs. Britling—with far less hesitation than he normally would have felt in his usual attire for being so straightforward about his preferences. There was something in her eyes, which was quite hard to define yet very fulfilling, that told him that now, escaping the rigid demands of his patriotic tailor in New York, she had discovered something about him.

Everybody chattered gaily, though Mr. Direck would have found it difficult to recall afterwards what it was they chattered about, except that somehow he acquired the valuable knowledge that Miss Corner was called Cecily, and her sister Letty, and then—so far old Essex custom held—the masculine section was left for a few minutes for some imaginary drinking, and a lighting of cigars and cigarettes, after which everybody went through interwoven moonlight and afterglow to the barn. Mr. Britling sat down to a pianola in the corner and began the familiar cadences of "Whistling Rufus."

Everybody was chatting happily, although Mr. Direck would later struggle to remember what they were talking about. He did, however, learn that Miss Corner was named Cecily and her sister was Letty. Then—following the old Essex tradition—the men stepped away for a few minutes to pretend to drink and light cigars and cigarettes, after which everyone made their way through the moonlight and afterglow to the barn. Mr. Britling sat down at a pianola in the corner and started playing the familiar tune of "Whistling Rufus."

"You dance?" said Miss Cecily Corner.

"You dance?" Miss Cecily Corner asked.

"I've never been much of a dancing man," said Mr. Direck. "What sort of dance is this?"

"I've never been much of a dancer," said Mr. Direck. "What kind of dance is this?"

"Just anything. A two-step."

"Just anything. A two-step dance."

Mr. Direck hesitated and regretted a well-spent youth, and then Hugh came prancing forward with outstretched hands and swept her away.

Mr. Direck hesitated, feeling nostalgic about his well-spent youth, and then Hugh came bounding forward with open arms and whisked her away.

Just for an instant Mr. Direck felt that this young man was a trifle superfluous....

Just for a moment, Mr. Direck felt that this young man was a bit unnecessary...

But it was very amusing dancing.

But it was really fun dancing.

It wasn't any sort of taught formal dancing. It was a spontaneous retort to the leaping American music that Mr. Britling footed out. You kept time, and for the rest you did as your nature prompted. If you had a partner you joined hands, you fluttered to and from one another, you paced down the long floor together, you involved yourselves in romantic pursuits and repulsions with other couples. There was no objection to your dancing alone. Teddy, for example, danced alone in order to develop certain Egyptian gestures that were germinating in his brain. There was no objection to your joining hands in a cheerful serpent....

It wasn't any kind of formal dancing. It was a spontaneous response to the lively American music that Mr. Britling was playing. You kept time, and for everything else, you just followed your instincts. If you had a partner, you held hands, you danced to and from each other, you walked down the long floor together, and you got caught up in romantic flings and rejections with other couples. There was no issue with dancing solo. Teddy, for instance, danced alone to practice some Egyptian motions he was imagining. No one minded if you joined hands in a fun snake dance...

Mr. Direck hung on to Cissie and her partner. They danced very well together; they seemed to like and understand each other. It was natural of course for two young people like that, thrown very much together, to develop an affection for one another.... Still, she was older by three or four years.

Mr. Direck stayed close to Cissie and her partner. They danced really well together; they seemed to like and understand each other. It was natural, of course, for two young people like them, who spent a lot of time together, to develop feelings for one another... Still, she was three or four years older.

It seemed unreasonable that the boy anyhow shouldn't be in love with her....

It seemed unreasonable that the boy shouldn't be in love with her at all....

It seemed unreasonable that any one shouldn't be in love with her....

It seemed unfair that no one could be in love with her....

Then Mr. Direck remarked that Cissie was watching Teddy's manoeuvres over her partner's shoulder with real affection and admiration....

Then Mr. Direck noted that Cissie was watching Teddy's moves over her partner's shoulder with genuine affection and admiration....

But then most refreshingly she picked up Mr. Direck's gaze and gave him the slightest of smiles. She hadn't forgotten him.

But then, in a refreshing moment, she caught Mr. Direck's gaze and gave him the smallest of smiles. She hadn’t forgotten him.

The music stopped with an effect of shock, and all the bobbing, whirling figures became walking glories.

The music stopped abruptly, and all the dancing, spinning figures turned into walking wonders.

"Now that's not difficult, is it?" said Miss Corner, glowing happily.

"Now that's not hard, is it?" said Miss Corner, beaming with happiness.

"Not when you do it," said Mr. Direck.

"Not when you do it," Mr. Direck said.

"I can't imagine an American not dancing a two-step. You must do the next with me. Listen! It's 'Away Down Indiana' ... ah! I knew you could."

"I can't imagine an American who doesn't dance the two-step. You have to dance the next one with me. Listen! It's 'Away Down Indiana' ... ah! I knew you could."

Mr. Direck, too, understood now that he could, and they went off holding hands rather after the fashion of two skaters.

Mr. Direck also realized now that he could, and they went off holding hands like two skaters.

"My word!" said Mr. Direck. "To think I'd be dancing."

"My goodness!" said Mr. Direck. "I can’t believe I’d be dancing."

But he said no more because he needed his breath.

But he said nothing more because he needed to catch his breath.

He liked it, and he had another attempt with one of the visitor daughters, who danced rather more formally, and then Teddy took the pianola and Mr. Direck was astonished by the spectacle of an eminent British thinker in a whirl of black velvet and extremely active black legs engaged in a kind of Apache dance in pursuit of the visitor wife. In which Mr. Lawrence Carmine suddenly mingled.

He enjoyed it and made another attempt with one of the visitors' daughters, who danced in a more formal style. Then Teddy took over the pianola, and Mr. Direck was amazed by the sight of a distinguished British thinker in a swirl of black velvet and very active black legs performing a sort of Apache dance while chasing the visitor's wife. That’s when Mr. Lawrence Carmine suddenly joined in.

"In Germany," said Herr Heinrich, "we do not dance like this. It could not be considered seemly. But it is very pleasant."

"In Germany," said Herr Heinrich, "we don't dance like this. It wouldn't be considered proper. But it's really nice."

And then there was a waltz, and Herr Heinrich bowed to and took the visitor wife round three times, and returned her very punctually and exactly to the point whence he had taken her, and the Indian young gentleman (who must not be called "coloured") waltzed very well with Cecily. Mr. Direck tried to take a tolerant European view of this brown and white combination. But he secured her as soon as possible from this Asiatic entanglement, and danced with her again, and then he danced with her again.

And then they started waltzing, and Mr. Heinrich bowed to the visitor's wife and led her around three times before bringing her back exactly to the spot where he had picked her up. The young Indian man (who shouldn’t be called “colored”) waltzed very smoothly with Cecily. Mr. Direck attempted to have a tolerant European perspective on this brown-and-white pairing. But he quickly rescued her from this Asian distraction and danced with her again, and then he danced with her again.

"Come and look at the moonlight," cried Mrs. Britling.

"Come and check out the moonlight," yelled Mrs. Britling.

And presently Mr. Direck found himself strolling through the rose garden with Cecily. She had the sweetest moonlight face, her white shining robe made her a thing of moonlight altogether. If Mr. Direck had not been in love with her before he was now altogether in love. Mamie Nelson, whose freakish unkindness had been rankling like a poisoned thorn in his heart all the way from Massachusetts, suddenly became Ancient History.

And soon Mr. Direck found himself walking through the rose garden with Cecily. She had the most beautiful moonlit face, and her white, shining robe made her look completely enchanting. If Mr. Direck hadn’t been in love with her before, he definitely was now. Mamie Nelson, whose strange unkindness had been bothering him like a poisoned thorn all the way from Massachusetts, suddenly felt like a thing of the past.

A tremendous desire for eloquence arose in Mr. Direck's soul, a desire so tremendous that no conceivable phrase he could imagine satisfied it. So he remained tongue-tied. And Cecily was tongue-tied, too. The scent of the roses just tinted the clear sweetness of the air they breathed.

A strong desire for eloquence filled Mr. Direck's soul, a desire so powerful that no words he could think of could fulfill it. So, he stayed quiet. Cecily was quiet too. The fragrance of the roses just touched the clear sweetness of the air they breathed.

Mr. Direck's mood was an immense solemnity, like a dark ocean beneath the vast dome of the sky, and something quivered in every fibre of his being, like moonlit ripples on the sea. He felt at the same time a portentous stillness and an immense enterprise....

Mr. Direck's mood was incredibly serious, like a dark ocean under the wide sky, and something trembled in every part of him, like moonlit waves on the water. He experienced both a heavy stillness and a huge undertaking at the same time....

Then suddenly the pianola, pounding a cake walk, burst out into ribald invitation....

Then suddenly the player piano, blasting out a lively cakewalk, erupted with a cheeky invitation....

"Come back to dance!" cried Cecily, like one from whom a spell has just been broken. And Mr. Direck, snatching at a vanishing scrap of everything he had not said, remarked, "I shall never forget this evening."

"Come back to dance!" shouted Cecily, like someone who had just been freed from a spell. And Mr. Direck, grasping at a fleeting piece of all the things he hadn’t said, said, "I'll never forget this evening."

She did not seem to hear that.

She didn't seem to hear that.

They danced together again. And then Mr. Direck danced with the visitor lady, whose name he had never heard. And then he danced with Mrs. Britling, and then he danced with Letty. And then it seemed time for him to look for Miss Cecily again.

They danced together again. Then Mr. Direck danced with the visitor lady, whose name he had never learned. After that, he danced with Mrs. Britling, and then he danced with Letty. Finally, it seemed like it was time for him to look for Miss Cecily again.

And so the cheerful evening passed until they were within a quarter of an hour of Sunday morning. Mrs. Britling went to exert a restraining influence upon the pianola.

And so the pleasant evening went by until they were about fifteen minutes away from Sunday morning. Mrs. Britling went to put a stop to the pianola.

"Oh! one dance more!" cried Cissie Corner.

"Oh! one more dance!" shouted Cissie Corner.

"Oh! one dance more!" cried Letty.

"Oh! one more dance!" cried Letty.

"One dance more," Mr. Direck supported, and then things really had to end.

"One more dance," Mr. Direck insisted, and then it really had to end.

There was a rapid putting out of candles and a stowing away of things by Teddy and the sons, two chauffeurs appeared from the region of the kitchen and brought Mr. Lawrence Carmine's car and the visitor family's car to the front door, and everybody drifted gaily through the moonlight and the big trees to the front of the house. And Mr. Direck saw the perambulator waiting—the mysterious perambulator—a little in the dark beyond the front door.

There was a quick extinguishing of candles and a hurried cleaning up by Teddy and the sons. Two drivers came from the kitchen area and brought Mr. Lawrence Carmine's car and the visitor family's car to the front door. Everyone joyfully made their way through the moonlight and the tall trees to the front of the house. Mr. Direck noticed the stroller waiting—the mysterious stroller—a little in the shadows beyond the front door.

The visitor family and Mr. Carmine and his young Indian departed. "Come to hockey!" shouted Mr. Britling to each departing car-load, and Mr. Carmine receding answered: "I'll bring three!"

The visitor family and Mr. Carmine with his young Indian left. "Come play hockey!" yelled Mr. Britling to every departing car, and Mr. Carmine, as he walked away, replied: "I’ll bring three!"

Then Mr. Direck, in accordance with a habit that had been growing on him throughout the evening, looked around for Miss Cissie Corner and failed to find her. And then behold she was descending the staircase with the mysterious baby in her arms. She held up a warning finger, and then glanced at her sleeping burthen. She looked like a silvery Madonna. And Mr. Direck remembered that he was still in doubt about that baby....

Then Mr. Direck, following a habit that had been building throughout the evening, searched for Miss Cissie Corner but couldn’t find her. And then, surprisingly, she was coming down the staircase with the mysterious baby in her arms. She raised a warning finger and then glanced at her sleeping burden. She looked like a silver Madonna. And Mr. Direck remembered that he was still unsure about that baby...

Teddy, who was back in his flannels, seized upon the perambulator. There was much careful baby stowing on the part of Cecily; she displayed an infinitely maternal solicitude. Letty was away changing; she reappeared jauntily taking leave, disregarding the baby absolutely, and Teddy departed bigamously, wheeling the perambulator between the two sisters into the hazes of the moonlight. There was much crying of good nights. Mr. Direck's curiosities narrowed down to a point of great intensity....

Teddy, back in his flannel pajamas, grabbed the stroller. Cecily was very careful as she settled the baby inside, showing an endless maternal concern. Letty was off changing her clothes; she came back looking cheerful and completely ignoring the baby, while Teddy left happily, pushing the stroller between the two sisters into the dim moonlight. There were lots of goodnight wishes. Mr. Direck's interests focused sharply...

Of course, Mr. Britling's circle must be a very "Advanced" circle...

Of course, Mr. Britling's circle has to be a very "Advanced" circle...


§ 10


Mr. Direck found he had taken leave of the rest of the company, and drifted into a little parlour with Mr. Britling and certain glasses and siphons and a whisky decanter on a tray....

Mr. Direck realized he had separated from the group and wandered into a small lounge with Mr. Britling, along with some glasses, a soda syphon, and a whisky decanter on a tray....

"It is a very curious thing," said Mr. Direck, "that in England I find myself more disposed to take stimulants and that I no longer have the need for iced water that one feels at home. I ascribe it to a greater humidity in the air. One is less dried and one is less braced. One is no longer pursued by a thirst, but one needs something to buck one up a little. Thank you. That is enough."

"It’s really interesting," said Mr. Direck, "that here in England I feel more inclined to drink stimulants and that I don’t crave iced water like I do at home. I think it’s because the air is more humid. You don’t feel as dry and tense. You’re not constantly battling thirst, but you still need something to give you a little boost. Thanks, that’s plenty."

Mr. Direck took his glass of whisky and soda from Mr. Britling's hand.

Mr. Direck took his glass of whiskey and soda from Mr. Britling's hand.

Mr. Britling seated himself in an armchair by the fireplace and threw one leg carelessly over the arm. In his black velvet cloak and cap, and his black silk tights, he was very like a minor character, a court chamberlain for example, in some cloak and rapier drama. "I find this week-end dancing and kicking about wonderfully wholesome," he said. "That and our Sunday hockey. One starts the new week clear and bright about the mind. Friday is always my worst working day."

Mr. Britling settled into an armchair by the fireplace and casually draped one leg over the arm. Dressed in his black velvet cloak and cap, along with his black silk tights, he resembled a minor character, like a court chamberlain, from some cloak and rapier play. "I find this weekend's dancing and kicking around incredibly refreshing," he said. "That and our Sunday hockey. It clears the mind for the start of a new week. Friday is always my toughest workday."

Mr. Direck leant against the table, wrapped in his golden pheasants, and appreciated the point.

Mr. Direck leaned against the table, wrapped in his golden pheasants, and got the point.

"Your young people dance very cheerfully," he said.

"Your young people dance very cheerfully," he said.

"We all dance very cheerfully," said Mr. Britling.

"We all dance very happily," said Mr. Britling.

"Then this Miss Corner," said Mr. Direck, "she is the sister, I presume, is she? of that pleasant young lady who is married—she is married, isn't she?—to the young man you call Teddy."

"Then this Miss Corner," Mr. Direck said, "she's the sister, I assume, right? Of that nice young woman who's married—she is married, isn't she?—to the young guy you call Teddy."

"I should have explained these young people. They're the sort of young people we are producing over here now in quite enormous quantity. They are the sort of equivalent of the Russian Intelligentsia, an irresponsible middle class with ideas. Teddy, you know, is my secretary. He's the son, I believe, of a Kilburn solicitor. He was recommended to me by Datcher of The Times. He came down here and lived in lodgings for a time. Then suddenly appeared the young lady."

"I should have explained these young people. They're the kind of young people we’re producing here now in large numbers. They’re like the Russian intelligentsia, an irresponsible middle class with ideas. Teddy, you know, is my assistant. He's the son, I believe, of a lawyer from Kilburn. Datcher from The Times recommended him to me. He came down here and stayed in a room for a while. Then suddenly, the young lady showed up."

"Miss Corner's sister?"

"Is this Miss Corner's sister?"

"Exactly. The village was a little startled. The cottager who had let the rooms came to me privately. Teddy is rather touchy on the point of his personal independence, he considers any demand for explanations as an insult, and probably all he had said to the old lady was, 'This is Letty—come to share my rooms.' I put the matter to him very gently. 'Oh, yes,' he said, rather in the manner of some one who has overlooked a trifle. 'I got married to her in the Christmas holidays. May I bring her along to see Mrs. Britling?' We induced him to go into a little cottage I rent. The wife was the daughter of a Colchester journalist and printer. I don't know if you talked to her."

"Exactly. The village was a bit taken aback. The person who rented out the rooms came to me privately. Teddy is quite sensitive about his personal independence; he sees any request for explanations as an insult, and probably all he told the old lady was, 'This is Letty—she's sharing my rooms.' I approached him about it gently. 'Oh, yes,' he said, somewhat like someone who has forgotten a small detail. 'I married her during the Christmas holidays. Can I bring her to meet Mrs. Britling?' We persuaded him to check out a small cottage I rent. His wife was the daughter of a journalist and printer from Colchester. I’m not sure if you spoke with her."

"I've talked to the sister rather."

"I've spoken to the sister instead."

"Well, they're both idea'd. They're highly educated in the sense that they do really think for themselves. Almost fiercely. So does Teddy. If he thinks he hasn't thought anything he thinks for himself, he goes off and thinks it different. The sister is a teacher who wants to take the B.A. degree in London University. Meanwhile she pays the penalty of her sex."

"Well, they both have their own ideas. They're highly educated in the way that they really think for themselves. Almost fiercely. So does Teddy. If he feels like he hasn't come up with anything original, he goes off and thinks about it differently. The sister is a teacher who wants to get her B.A. degree at London University. In the meantime, she's dealing with the challenges that come with being a woman."

"Meaning—?" asked Mr. Direck, startled.

"Meaning—?" asked Mr. Direck, shocked.

"Oh! that she puts in a great deal too much of her time upon housework and minding her sister's baby."

"Oh! she spends way too much time on housework and taking care of her sister's baby."

"She's a very interesting and charming young lady indeed," said Mr. Direck. "With a sort of Western college freedom of mind—and something about her that isn't American at all."

"She's a really interesting and charming young woman," said Mr. Direck. "She has a kind of Western college attitude—and there's something about her that doesn't feel American at all."

Mr. Britling was following the train of his own thoughts.

Mr. Britling was lost in his own thoughts.

"My household has some amusing contrasts," he said. "I don't know if you have talked to that German.

"My household has some funny contrasts," he said. "I don't know if you've spoken to that German."

"He's always asking questions. And you tell him any old thing and he goes and writes it down in his room upstairs, and afterwards asks you another like it in order to perplex himself by the variety of your answers. He regards the whole world with a methodical distrust. He wants to document it and pin it down. He suspects it only too justly of disorderly impulses, and a capacity for self-contradiction. He is the most extraordinary contrast to Teddy, whose confidence in the universe amounts almost to effrontery. Teddy carries our national laxness to a foolhardy extent. He is capable of leaving his watch in the middle of Claverings Park and expecting to find it a month later—being carefully taken care of by a squirrel, I suppose—when he happens to want it. He's rather like a squirrel himself—without the habit of hoarding. He is incapable of asking a question about anything; he would be quite sure it was all right anyhow. He would feel that asking questions betrayed a want of confidence—was a sort of incivility. But my German, if you notice,—his normal expression is one of grave solicitude. He is like a conscientious ticket-collector among his impressions. And did you notice how beautifully my pianola rolls are all numbered and catalogued? He did that. He set to work and did it as soon as he got here, just as a good cat when you bring it into the house sets to work and catches mice. Previously the pianola music was chaos. You took what God sent you.

"He's always asking questions. You tell him anything, and he writes it down in his room upstairs, then asks you another similar one to confuse himself with the variety of your answers. He views the world with a systematic distrust. He wants to document it and pin it down. He rightly suspects it of having chaotic impulses and the ability to contradict itself. He is the most extraordinary contrast to Teddy, whose confidence in the universe is almost bold. Teddy takes our national laid-back attitude to a reckless level. He could leave his watch in the middle of Claverings Park and expect to find it a month later—probably being carefully looked after by a squirrel—when he happens to need it. He's kind of like a squirrel himself—without the habit of saving up. He can't bring himself to ask a question about anything; he'd be entirely sure it was all good anyway. He thinks that asking questions shows a lack of confidence—it's almost rude. But my German, if you notice, has a serious expression of concern most of the time. He’s like a careful ticket collector sorting through his impressions. And did you see how beautifully my pianola rolls are all numbered and organized? He did that. He got to work on it as soon as he arrived, just like a good cat catches mice when you bring it into the house. Before that, the pianola music was chaos. You took what you got."

"And he looks like a German," said Mr. Britling.

"And he looks like a German," said Mr. Britling.

"He certainly does that," said Mr. Direck.

"He definitely does that," said Mr. Direck.

"He has the fair type of complexion, the rather full habit of body, the temperamental disposition, but in addition that close-cropped head, it is almost as if it were shaved, the plumpness, the glasses—those are things that are made. And the way he carries himself. And the way he thinks. His meticulousness. When he arrived he was delightful, he was wearing a student's corps cap and a rucksack, he carried a violin; he seemed to have come out of a book. No one would ever dare to invent so German a German for a book. Now, a young Frenchman or a young Italian or a young Russian coming here might look like a foreigner, but he wouldn't have the distinctive national stamp a German has. He wouldn't be plainly French or Italian or Russian. Other peoples are not made; they are neither made nor created but proceeding—out of a thousand indefinable causes. The Germans are a triumph of directive will. I had to remark the other day that when my boys talked German they shouted. 'But when one talks German one must shout,' said Herr Heinrich. 'It is taught so in the schools.' And it is. They teach them to shout and to throw out their chests. Just as they teach them to read notice-boards and not think about politics. Their very ribs are not their own. My Herr Heinrich is comparatively a liberal thinker. He asked me the other day, 'But why should I give myself up to philology? But then,' he reflected, 'it is what I have to do.'"

"He has a fair complexion, a rather full build, and a specific temperament, but on top of that, his closely cropped hair looks almost shaved, along with his plumpness and glasses—those are things that are cultivated. And the way he carries himself. And the way he thinks. His attention to detail. When he showed up, he was charming, wearing a student cap and a backpack, carrying a violin; he seemed like he stepped out of a novel. No one would ever think to create such a stereotypically German character for a book. A young Frenchman, Italian, or Russian might stand out as a foreigner, but they wouldn’t have that unmistakable German quality. They wouldn’t be easily defined as French, Italian, or Russian. Other nationalities are not formed; they evolve from countless subtle influences. Germans, on the other hand, are a product of focused intention. I noted the other day that when my boys spoke German, they shouted. ‘But when one speaks German, one must shout,’ Herr Heinrich said. ‘That’s what they teach in schools.’ And it’s true. They teach them to shout and to stand tall. Just like they teach them to read signs without questioning politics. Their very nature isn’t truly their own. My Herr Heinrich is relatively liberal in his thinking. He asked me the other day, ‘But why should I devote myself to philology? But then,’ he thought, ‘it’s what I have to do.’"

Mr. Britling seemed to have finished, and then just as Mr. Direck was planning a way of getting the talk back by way of Teddy to Miss Corner, he snuggled more deeply into his chair, reflected and broke out again.

Mr. Britling seemed to have wrapped things up, and just as Mr. Direck was thinking of how to steer the conversation back to Teddy and Miss Corner, he settled deeper into his chair, pondered for a moment, and then spoke up again.

"This contrast between Heinrich's carefulness and Teddy's easy-goingness, come to look at it, is I suppose one of the most fundamental in the world. It reaches to everything. It mixes up with education, statecraft, morals. Will you make or will you take? Those are the two extreme courses in all such things. I suppose the answer of wisdom to that is, like all wise answers, a compromise. I suppose one must accept and then make all one can of it.... Have you talked at all to my eldest son?"

"This contrast between Heinrich's carefulness and Teddy's laid-back attitude, when you think about it, is one of the most fundamental differences in the world. It affects everything. It intertwines with education, government, and ethics. Will you create or will you adapt? Those are the two extreme paths in all these matters. I guess the wise answer to that, like all wise answers, is a compromise. I suppose you have to accept what is there and then make the most of it... Have you talked to my eldest son at all?"

"He's a very interesting young man indeed," said Mr. Direck. "I should venture to say there's a very great deal in him. I was most impressed by the few words I had with him."

"He's a really interesting young guy," said Mr. Direck. "I would dare say there's a lot to him. I was really impressed by the brief chat I had with him."

"There, for example, is one of my perplexities," said Mr. Britling.

"There, for instance, is one of my dilemmas," said Mr. Britling.

Mr. Direck waited for some further light on this sudden transition.

Mr. Direck waited for more clarity about this sudden change.

"Ah! your troubles in life haven't begun yet. Wait till you're a father. That cuts to the bone. You have the most delicate thing in the world in hand, a young kindred mind. You feel responsible for it, you know you are responsible for it; and you lose touch with it. You can't get at it. Nowadays we've lost the old tradition of fatherhood by divine right—and we haven't got a new one. I've tried not to be a cramping ruler, a director, a domestic tyrant to that lad—and in effect it's meant his going his own way.... I don't dominate. I hoped to advise. But you see he loves my respect and good opinion. Too much. When things go well I know of them. When the world goes dark for him, then he keeps his trouble from me. Just when I would so eagerly go into it with him.... There's something the matter now, something—it may be grave. I feel he wants to tell me. And there it is!—it seems I am the last person to whom he can humiliate himself by a confession of blundering, or weakness.... Something I should just laugh at and say, 'That's in the blood of all of us, dear Spit of myself. Let's see what's to be done.'..."

"Ah! Your troubles in life haven't even started yet. Just wait until you're a dad. That hits deep. You hold the most precious thing in the world, a young mind that's connected to you. You feel responsible for it, and you know you are; yet, you start to lose touch with it. You can't connect like you want to. Nowadays, we've lost the old way of fatherhood that felt natural—and we don’t have a new one figured out. I've tried not to be an overbearing ruler, a bossy figure, or a domestic tyrant to that boy—and as a result, it means he does his own thing.... I don't control him. I hoped to give guidance. But you see, he cares too much about my respect and opinion. When things are going well, I hear about it. But when life gets tough for him, he keeps it from me. Just when I would be eager to share that burden with him.... There’s something wrong now, something—it might be serious. I feel like he wants to talk to me about it. And yet!—it seems like I'm the last person he wants to confess his mistakes or weaknesses to.... Something I would just laugh off and say, 'That’s in all of us, dear reflection of myself. Let’s figure out what to do.'..."

He paused and then went on, finding in the unfamiliarity and transitoriness of his visitor a freedom he might have failed to find in a close friend.

He paused and then continued, discovering in the unfamiliarity and temporary nature of his visitor a freedom he might not have experienced with a close friend.

"I am frightened at times at all I don't know about in that boy's mind. I know nothing of his religiosities. He's my son and he must have religiosities. I know nothing of his ideas or of his knowledge about sex and all that side of life. I do not know of the things he finds beautiful. I can guess at times; that's all; when he betrays himself.... You see, you don't know really what love is until you have children. One doesn't love women. Indeed you don't! One gives and gets; it's a trade. One may have tremendous excitements and expectations and overwhelming desires. That's all very well in its way. But the love of children is an exquisite tenderness: it rends the heart. It's a thing of God. And I lie awake at nights and stretch out my hands in the darkness to this lad—who will never know—until his sons come in their time...."

"I sometimes get scared by all I don't know about that boy's mind. I have no idea about his beliefs. He's my son, and he must have his own beliefs. I know nothing about his thoughts or his understanding of sex and that part of life. I don't know what he finds beautiful. I can sometimes guess; that's about it, when he gives himself away.... You see, you never really understand what love is until you have kids. You don't really love women. You don't! It's a give and take; it's a transaction. You might have incredible excitement and expectations and overwhelming desires. That's nice in its own way. But the love for children is a unique tenderness: it tears at your heart. It's something divine. And I lie awake at night, reaching out my hands in the darkness to this boy—who will never understand—until he has sons of his own in time...."

He made one of his quick turns again.

He made one of his quick turns again.

"And that's where our English way makes for distresses. Mr. Prussian respects and fears his father; respects authorities, attends, obeys and—his father has a hold upon him. But I said to myself at the outset, 'No, whatever happens, I will not usurp the place of God. I will not be the Priest-Patriarch of my children. They shall grow and I will grow beside them, helping but not cramping or overshadowing.' They grow more. But they blunder more. Life ceases to be a discipline and becomes an experiment...."

"And that's where our English way causes problems. Mr. Prussian respects and fears his father; he respects authority, pays attention, obeys, and—his father has a hold on him. But I told myself from the beginning, 'No, no matter what happens, I will not take the place of God. I will not be the Priest-Patriarch of my children. They will grow, and I will grow alongside them, helping but not restricting or overshadowing.' They are growing more. But they are also making more mistakes. Life stops being a discipline and turns into an experiment..."

"That's very true," said Mr. Direck, to whom it seemed the time was ripe to say something. "This is the problem of America perhaps even more than of England. Though I have not had the parental experience you have undergone.... I can see very clearly that a son is a very serious proposition."

"That's absolutely true," said Mr. Direck, feeling that it was the right moment to speak up. "This issue affects America maybe even more than it does England. While I haven’t had the parenting experience you’ve had.... I can clearly see that having a son is a really serious matter."

"The old system of life was organisation. That is where Germany is still the most ancient of European states. It's a reversion to a tribal cult. It's atavistic.... To organise or discipline, or mould characters or press authority, is to assume that you have reached finality in your general philosophy. It implies an assured end. Heinrich has his assured end, his philological professorship or thereabouts as a part of the Germanic machine. And that too has its assured end in German national assertion. Here, we have none of those convictions. We know we haven't finality, and so we are open and apologetic and receptive, rather than wilful.... You see all organisation, with its implication of finality, is death. We feel that. The Germans don't. What you organise you kill. Organised morals or organised religion or organised thought are dead morals and dead religion and dead thought. Yet some organisation you must have. Organisation is like killing cattle. If you do not kill some the herd is just waste. But you musn't kill all or you kill the herd. The unkilled cattle are the herd, the continuation; the unorganised side of life is the real life. The reality of life is adventure, not performance. What isn't adventure isn't life. What can be ruled about can be machined. But priests and schoolmasters and bureaucrats get hold of life and try to make it all rules, all etiquette and regulation and correctitude.... And parents and the love of parents make for the same thing. It is all very well to experiment for oneself, but when one sees these dear things of one's own, so young and inexperienced and so capable of every sort of gallant foolishness, walking along the narrow plank, going down into dark jungles, ah! then it makes one want to wrap them in laws and foresight and fence them about with 'Verboten' boards in all the conceivable aspects...."

"The old way of life was all about organization. That’s where Germany stands as one of the oldest states in Europe. It's a throwback to a tribal mindset. It's primitive.... To organize, discipline, shape characters, or impose authority suggests that you've found the ultimate answer in your general philosophy. It assumes a definite conclusion. Heinrich has his definite path, his philological professorship or something similar as part of the German system. And that too points toward a certain conclusion in German national pride. Here, we lack those certainties. We know we don’t have finality, so we are open, apologetic, and receptive, rather than stubborn.... You see, all organization, with its hint of finality, is death. We sense that. The Germans don’t. What you organize, you stifle. Organized morals, organized religion, or organized thought are lifeless morals, lifeless religion, and lifeless thought. Yet, some organization is necessary. Organization is like butchering cattle. If you don’t cull some, the herd becomes wasteful. But you shouldn’t cull them all or you wipe out the herd. The untouched cattle are the herd, the continuity; the unorganized part of life is the true life. The essence of life is adventure, not performance. If something isn’t an adventure, it isn’t really living. What can be controlled can be mechanized. But priests, educators, and bureaucrats seize hold of life and try to turn it into all rules, all etiquette, and regulation and correctness.... And parents and parental love contribute to the same issue. It’s easy to advocate for personal experimentation, but when you see your beloved ones, so young and inexperienced, so capable of every kind of brave foolishness, walking along a precarious path, plunging into dark jungles, ah! then it makes you want to shield them in laws and foresight and wrap them in 'Verboten' signs in every conceivable way...."

"In America of course we do set a certain store upon youthful self-reliance," said Mr. Direck.

"In America, we definitely value youthful self-reliance," said Mr. Direck.

"As we do here. It's in your blood and our blood. It's the instinct of the English and the Irish anyhow to suspect government and take the risks of the chancy way.... And manifestly the Russians, if you read their novelists, have the same twist in them.... When we get this young Prussian here, he's a marvel to us. He really believes in Law. He likes to obey. That seems a sort of joke to us. It's curious how foreign these Germans are—to all the rest of the world. Because of their docility. Scratch the Russian and you get the Tartar. Educate the Russian or the American or the Englishman or the Irishman or Frenchman or any real northern European except the German, and you get the Anarchist, that is to say the man who dreams of order without organisation—of something beyond organisation....

"As we do here. It's in your blood and our blood. It's the instinct of the English and the Irish, anyway, to be suspicious of government and take risks with the uncertain path.... And obviously, the Russians, if you read their writers, have the same mentality.... When we get this young Prussian here, he's amazing to us. He really believes in Law. He actually likes to obey. That seems kind of funny to us. It's interesting how foreign these Germans are—compared to the rest of the world. Because of their compliance. Scratch the Russian and you find the Tartar. Educate the Russian, or the American, or the Englishman, or the Irishman, or the Frenchman, or any real northern European except for the German, and you get the Anarchist, which means the person who dreams of order without organization—of something beyond organization...."

"It's one o'clock," said Mr. Britling abruptly, perceiving a shade of fatigue upon the face of his hearer and realising that his thoughts had taken him too far, "and Sunday. Let's go to bed."

"It's one o'clock," Mr. Britling said suddenly, noticing a hint of exhaustion on his listener's face and realizing that he'd talked too long. "It's Sunday. Let's go to bed."


§ 11


For a time Mr. Direck could not sleep. His mind had been too excited by this incessant day with all its novelties and all its provocations to comparison. The whole complicated spectacle grouped itself, with a naturalness and a complete want of logic that all who have been young will understand, about Cecily Corner.

For a while, Mr. Direck couldn’t sleep. His mind was too stimulated by the non-stop day filled with new experiences and things to compare. The entire complex scene naturally and illogically centered around Cecily Corner, something anyone who has been young will understand.

She had to be in the picture, and so she came in as though she were the central figure, as though she were the quintessential England. There she was, the type, the blood, the likeness, of no end of Massachusetts families, the very same stuff indeed, and yet she was different....

She had to be part of the scene, so she stepped in like she was the main focus, like she represented all of England. There she stood, the type, the background, the resemblance, of countless Massachusetts families, made of the exact same essence, and yet she was still different....

For a time his thoughts hovered ineffectively about certain details of her ear and cheek, and one may doubt if his interest in these things was entirely international....

For a while, he fixated uselessly on specific features of her ear and cheek, and one might question whether his fascination with these details was truly genuine...

Then he found himself under way with an exposition of certain points to Mr. Britling. In the security of his bed he could imagine that he was talking very slowly and carefully while Mr. Britling listened; already he was more than half way to dreamland or he could not have supposed anything so incredible.

Then he found himself explaining certain points to Mr. Britling. Comfortable in his bed, he imagined he was speaking very slowly and carefully while Mr. Britling listened; he was already more than halfway to dreamland, or else he couldn't have thought of anything so unbelievable.

"There's a curious sort of difference," he was saying. "It is difficult to define, but on the whole I might express it by saying that such a gathering as this if it was in America would be drawn with harder lines, would show its bones more and have everything more emphatic. And just to take one illustrative point: in America in such a gathering as this there would be bound to be several jokes going on as it were, running jokes and running criticisms, from day to day and from week to week.... There would be jokes about your writing and your influence and jokes about Miss Corner's advanced reading.... You see, in America we pay much more attention to personal character. Here people, I notice, are not talked to about their personal characters at all, and many of them do not seem to be aware and do not seem to mind what personal characters they have....

"There's an interesting kind of difference," he was saying. "It's hard to put into words, but overall, I could say that a gathering like this in America would have clearer boundaries, would reveal its structure more, and would be more intense in every way. To illustrate: in America, at a gathering like this, there would definitely be several ongoing jokes and running criticisms, day after day and week after week.... There would be jokes about your writing and your influence, and jokes about Miss Corner's progressive reading.... You see, in America, we focus much more on personal character. Here, I've noticed that people don’t really talk about their personal characters at all, and many of them don’t seem to be aware or even care about what kind of personal characters they have...."

"And another thing I find noteworthy is the way in which what I might call mature people seem to go on having a good time instead of standing by and applauding the young people having a good time.... And the young people do not seem to have set out to have a good time at all.... Now in America, a charming girl like Miss Corner would be distinctly more aware of herself and her vitality than she is here, distinctly more. Her peculiarly charming sidelong look, if I might make so free with her—would have been called attention to. It's a perfectly beautiful look, the sort of look some great artist would have loved to make immortal. It's a look I shall find it hard to forget.... But she doesn't seem to be aware in the least of it. In America she would be aware of it. She would be distinctly aware of it. She would have been made aware of it. She would have been advised of it. It would be looked for and she would know it was looked for. She would give it as a singer gives her most popular song. Mamie Nelson, for example, used to give a peculiar little throw back of the chin and a laugh.... It was talked about. People came to see it....

"And another thing I find interesting is how what I might call mature people seem to enjoy themselves instead of just standing by and cheering on the younger crowd having fun. And the younger people don’t seem to be trying to have a good time at all. Now in America, a charming girl like Miss Corner would definitely be more aware of herself and her energy than she is here, much more. Her uniquely charming sidelong glance—if I may be so bold—would have drawn attention. It's a truly beautiful look, the kind of look that some great artist would love to make eternal. It's a look I will find hard to forget. But she doesn’t seem to notice it at all. In America, she would be aware of it. She would definitely be aware of it. She would have been made aware of it. She would have been informed about it. It would be something expected, and she would know that it was expected. She would give it like a singer gives her most popular song. Mamie Nelson, for instance, used to do a unique little toss of her chin and a laugh. It was talked about. People came to see it."

"Of course Mamie Nelson was a very brilliant girl indeed. I suppose in England you would say we spoilt her. I suppose we did spoil her...."

"Of course, Mamie Nelson was a really bright girl. I guess in England you would say we spoiled her. I guess we did spoil her...."

It came into Mr. Direck's head that for a whole day he had scarcely given a thought to Mamie Nelson. And now he was thinking of her—calmly. Why shouldn't one think of Mamie Nelson calmly?

It occurred to Mr. Direck that for an entire day he had barely thought of Mamie Nelson. And now he was thinking about her—calmly. Why shouldn't someone think of Mamie Nelson calmly?

She was a proud imperious thing. There was something Southern in her. Very dark blue eyes she had, much darker than Miss Corner's....

She was a proud and commanding person. There was something Southern about her. She had very dark blue eyes, much darker than Miss Corner's....

But how tortuous she had been behind that outward pride of hers! For four years she had let him think he was the only man who really mattered in the world, and all the time quite clearly and definitely she had deceived him. She had made a fool of him and she had made a fool of the others perhaps—just to have her retinue and play the queen in her world. And at last humiliation, bitter humiliation, and Mamie with her chin in the air and her bright triumphant smile looking down on him.

But how twisted she had been behind that exterior pride of hers! For four years, she let him believe he was the only man who truly mattered in her life, and all that time, she had been deceiving him quite clearly and definitively. She had made a fool of him, and maybe even the others—just to have her entourage and act like the queen in her own world. And finally, there was humiliation, bitter humiliation, with Mamie holding her chin high and her bright, triumphant smile looking down on him.

Hadn't he, she asked, had the privilege of loving her?

Hadn't he, she asked, had the chance to love her?

She took herself at the value they had set upon her.

She saw herself as valuable in the way they had defined her.

Well—somehow—that wasn't right....

Well—somehow—that wasn't correct....

All the way across the Atlantic Mr. Direck had been trying to forget her downward glance with the chin up, during that last encounter—and other aspects of the same humiliation. The years he had spent upon her! The time! Always relying upon her assurance of a special preference for him. He tried to think he was suffering from the pangs of unrequited love, and to conceal from himself just how bitterly his pride and vanity had been rent by her ultimate rejection. There had been a time when she had given him reason to laugh in his sleeve at Booth Wilmington.

All the way across the Atlantic, Mr. Direck had been trying to forget her downward glance with her chin up during their last meeting—and other aspects of the same embarrassment. The years he had spent on her! The time! Always depending on her assurance of a special preference for him. He tried to convince himself he was suffering from the pain of unrequited love and to hide from himself just how deeply his pride and vanity had been hurt by her final rejection. There had been a time when she had given him reason to smile quietly to himself about Booth Wilmington.

Perhaps Booth Wilmington had also had reason for laughing in his sleeve....

Perhaps Booth Wilmington had a reason to chuckle to himself....

Had she even loved Booth Wilmington? Or had she just snatched at him?...

Had she even loved Booth Wilmington? Or had she just gone after him?

Wasn't he, Direck, as good a man as Booth Wilmington anyhow?...

Wasn't he, Direck, just as good a man as Booth Wilmington anyway?...

For some moments the old sting of jealousy rankled again. He recalled the flaring rivalry that had ended in his defeat, the competition of gifts and treats.... A thing so open that all Carrierville knew of it, discussed it, took sides.... And over it all Mamie with her flashing smile had sailed like a processional goddess....

For a while, the old sting of jealousy flared up again. He remembered the intense rivalry that had led to his defeat, the competition of gifts and treats... It was so obvious that everyone in Carrierville was aware of it, talking about it, and picking sides... And through it all, Mamie, with her dazzling smile, had floated like a goddess in a parade...

Why, they had made jokes about him in the newspapers!

Why, they had made jokes about him in the papers!

One couldn't imagine such a contest in Matching's Easy. Yet surely even in Matching's Easy there are lovers.

One can't imagine such a competition in Matching's Easy. Yet, there are definitely lovers in Matching's Easy.

Is it something in the air, something in the climate that makes things harder and clearer in America?...

Is it something in the air, something in the climate that makes things tougher and clearer in America?...

Cissie—why shouldn't one call her Cissie in one's private thoughts anyhow?—would never be as hard and clear as Mamie. She had English eyes—merciful eyes....

Cissie—why shouldn't I call her Cissie in my private thoughts anyway?—would never be as tough and straightforward as Mamie. She had English eyes—kind eyes....

That was the word—merciful!

That was the word—kind!

The English light, the English air, are merciful....

The English light, the English air, are merciful....

Merciful....

Compassionate...

They tolerate old things and slow things and imperfect apprehensions. They aren't always getting at you....

They put up with old things, slow things, and flawed understandings. They aren't always targeting you....

They don't laugh at you.... At least—they laugh differently....

They don't laugh at you.... At least—they laugh in a different way....

Was England the tolerant country? With its kind eyes and its wary sidelong look. Toleration. In which everything mellowed and nothing was destroyed. A soft country. A country with a passion for imperfection. A padded country....

Was England the tolerant country? With its kind eyes and its cautious sidelong glance. Toleration. Where everything softened and nothing was shattered. A gentle country. A country that embraces imperfection. A cushioned country....

England—all stuffed with soft feathers ... under one's ear. A pillow—with soft, kind Corners ... Beautiful rounded Corners.... Dear, dear Corners. Cissie Corners. Corners. Could there be a better family?

England—all filled with soft feathers ... under one’s ear. A pillow—with soft, gentle corners ... Beautifully rounded corners.... Sweet, sweet corners. Cissie corners. Corners. Could there be a better family?

Massachusetts—but in heaven....

Massachusetts—but in paradise....

Harps playing two-steps, and kind angels wrapped in moonlight.

Harps playing upbeat tunes, and friendly angels bathed in moonlight.

Very softly I and you,

Softly, you and I,

One turn, two turn, three turn, too.

One turn, two turns, three turns, too.

Off we go!....

Let's go!


CHAPTER THE THIRD

THE ENTERTAINMENT OF MR. DIRECK REACHES A CLIMAX


§ 1


Breakfast was in the open air, and a sunny, easy-going feast. Then the small boys laid hands on Mr. Direck and showed him the pond and the boats, while Mr. Britling strolled about the lawn with Hugh, talking rather intently. And when Mr. Direck returned from the boats in a state of greatly enhanced popularity he found Mr. Britling conversing over his garden railings to what was altogether a new type of Britisher in Mr. Direck's experience. It was a tall, lean, sun-bitten youngish man of forty perhaps, in brown tweeds, looking more like the Englishman of the American illustrations than anything Mr. Direck had met hitherto. Indeed he came very near to a complete realisation of that ideal except that there was a sort of intensity about him, and that his clipped moustache had the restrained stiffness of a wiry-haired terrier. This gentleman Mr. Direck learnt was Colonel Rendezvous. He spoke in clear short sentences, they had an effect of being punched out, and he was refusing to come into the garden and talk.

Breakfast was outside, a sunny, relaxed feast. The little boys grabbed Mr. Direck and showed him the pond and the boats, while Mr. Britling walked around the lawn with Hugh, engaged in a serious conversation. When Mr. Direck came back from the boats, feeling much more popular, he found Mr. Britling chatting over his garden fence with someone who was a completely new type of Englishman in Mr. Direck's experience. This man was tall and lean, sun-kissed, probably around forty, dressed in brown tweeds, looking more like the Englishman from American illustrations than anyone Mr. Direck had met before. He was close to embodying that ideal, except there was a certain intensity about him, and his neatly trimmed moustache had a stiff, wiry quality like a terrier. Mr. Direck learned that this gentleman was Colonel Rendezvous. He spoke in clear, short sentences that felt like they were being delivered with force, and he was refusing to come into the garden to chat.

"Have to do my fourteen miles before lunch," he said. "You haven't seen Manning about, have you?"

"Got to run my fourteen miles before lunch," he said. "You haven't seen Manning around, have you?"

"He isn't here," said Mr. Britling, and it seemed to Mr. Direck that there was the faintest ambiguity in this reply.

"He isn't here," Mr. Britling said, and Mr. Direck thought he detected the slightest hint of ambiguity in this response.

"Have to go alone, then," said Colonel Rendezvous. "They told me that he had started to come here."

"Guess I'll have to go alone, then," said Colonel Rendezvous. "They told me he had started to come here."

"I shall motor over to Bramley High Oak for your Boy Scout festival," said Mr. Britling.

"I'll drive over to Bramley High Oak for your Boy Scout festival," Mr. Britling said.

"Going to have three thousand of 'em," said the Colonel. "Good show."

"Going to have three thousand of them," said the Colonel. "Great!"

His steely eyes seemed to search the cover of Mr. Britling's garden for the missing Manning, and then he decided to give him up. "I must be going," he said. "So long. Come up!"

His intense eyes looked around Mr. Britling's garden for the missing Manning, and then he decided to let it go. "I have to head out," he said. "Take care. See you later!"

A well-disciplined dog came to heel, and the lean figure had given Mr. Direck a semi-military salutation and gone upon its way. It marched with a long elastic stride; it never looked back.

A well-trained dog came to heel, and the slim figure gave Mr. Direck a sort of military salute before continuing on its way. It walked with a long, smooth stride; it never glanced back.

"Manning," said Mr. Britling, "is probably hiding up in my rose garden."

"Manning," Mr. Britling said, "is probably hiding out in my rose garden."

"Curiously enough, I guessed from your manner that that might be the case," said Mr. Direck.

"Interestingly, I could tell from the way you were acting that might be true," said Mr. Direck.

"Yes. Manning is a London journalist. He has a little cottage about a mile over there"—Mr. Britling pointed vaguely—"and he comes down for the week-ends. And Rendezvous has found out he isn't fit. And everybody ought to be fit. That is the beginning and end of life for Rendezvous. Fitness. An almost mineral quality, an insatiable activity of body, great mental simplicity. So he takes possession of poor old Manning and trots him for that fourteen miles—at four miles an hour. Manning goes through all the agonies of death and damnation, he half dissolves, he pants and drags for the first eight or ten miles, and then I must admit he rather justifies Rendezvous' theory. He is to be found in the afternoon in a hammock suffering from blistered feet, but otherwise unusually well. But if he can escape it, he does. He hides."

"Yes. Manning is a journalist from London. He has a small cottage about a mile over there," Mr. Britling pointed vaguely, "and he comes down for the weekends. And Rendezvous has discovered that he isn’t fit. Everyone should be fit. That’s the main point of life for Rendezvous. Fitness. An almost mineral quality, an insatiable physical activity, great mental simplicity. So he takes poor old Manning and makes him walk fourteen miles at four miles an hour. Manning goes through all kinds of suffering, he’s almost falling apart, he pants and struggles for the first eight or ten miles, and then I must admit he kind of proves Rendezvous’ theory. You can find him in the afternoon in a hammock, dealing with blistered feet, but otherwise he’s doing unusually well. But if he can get away from it, he does. He hides."

"But if he doesn't want to go with Rendezvous, why does he?" said Mr. Direck.

"But if he doesn't want to go with Rendezvous, why does he?" said Mr. Direck.

"Well, Rendezvous is accustomed to the command of men. And Manning's only way of refusing things is on printed forms. Which he doesn't bring down to Matching's Easy. Ah! behold!"

"Well, Rendezvous is used to being run by men. And Manning's only way of declining requests is through printed forms, which he never brings down to Matching's Easy. Ah! Look!"

Far away across the lawn between two blue cedars there appeared a leisurely form in grey flannels and a loose tie, advancing with manifest circumspection.

Far away across the lawn between two blue cedars, there appeared a relaxed figure in gray flannels and a loose tie, moving forward with obvious caution.

"He's gone," cried Britling.

"He's gone," cried Britling.

The leisurely form, obviously amiable, obviously a little out of condition, became more confident, drew nearer.

The relaxed figure, clearly friendly and a bit out of shape, grew more confident and came closer.

"I'm sorry to have missed him," he said cheerfully. "I thought he might come this way. It's going to be a very warm day indeed. Let us sit about somewhere and talk.

"I'm sorry I missed him," he said cheerfully. "I thought he might come this way. It's going to be a really warm day. Let's find a place to sit and chat."

"Of course," he said, turning to Direck, "Rendezvous is the life and soul of the country."

"Of course," he said, turning to Direck, "Rendezvous is the heart and soul of the country."

They strolled towards a place of seats and hammocks between the big trees and the rose garden, and the talk turned for a time upon Rendezvous. "They have the tidiest garden in Essex," said Manning. "It's not Mrs. Rendezvous' fault that it is so. Mrs. Rendezvous, as a matter of fact, has a taste for the picturesque. She just puts the things about in groups in the beds. She wants them, she says, to grow anyhow. She desires a romantic disorder. But she never gets it. When he walks down the path all the plants dress instinctively.... And there's a tree near their gate; it used to be a willow. You can ask any old man in the village. But ever since Rendezvous took the place it's been trying to present arms. With the most extraordinary results. I was passing the other day with old Windershin. 'You see that there old poplar,' he said. 'It's a willow,' said I. 'No,' he said, 'it did used to be a willow before Colonel Rendezvous he came. But now it's a poplar.'... And, by Jove, it is a poplar!"...

They walked over to a spot with seats and hammocks among the big trees and the rose garden, and the conversation shifted for a while to Rendezvous. "They have the neatest garden in Essex," said Manning. "It's not Mrs. Rendezvous' fault that it's like that. Mrs. Rendezvous actually has a knack for the picturesque. She just arranges things in groups in the flowerbeds. She wants them, she says, to grow any way they want. She desires a romantic chaos. But it never turns out that way. When he walks down the path, all the plants seem to stand at attention.... And there's a tree near their gate; it used to be a willow. You can ask any old man in the village. But ever since Rendezvous took over the place, it’s been trying to stand tall. With the most bizarre results. I was passing by the other day with old Windershin. 'You see that old poplar?' he said. 'It's a willow,' I replied. 'No,' he said, 'it used to be a willow before Colonel Rendezvous came. But now it's a poplar.'... And, by God, it really is a poplar!"...

The conversation thus opened by Manning centred for a time upon Colonel Rendezvous. He was presented as a monster of energy and self-discipline; as the determined foe of every form of looseness, slackness, and easy-goingness.

The conversation that Manning started focused for a while on Colonel Rendezvous. He was described as a powerhouse of energy and self-control, the unwavering opponent of anything loose, lazy, or overly relaxed.

"He's done wonderful work for the local Boy Scout movement," said Manning.

"He's done great work for the local Boy Scout movement," said Manning.

"It's Kitchenerism," said Britling.

"It's Kitchenerism," said Britling.

"It's the army side of the efficiency stunt," said Manning.

"It's the military aspect of the efficiency trick," Manning said.

There followed a digression upon the Boy Scout movement, and Mr. Direck made comparisons with the propaganda of Seton Thompson in America. "Colonel Teddyism," said Manning. "It's a sort of reaction against everything being too easy and too safe."

There was a diversion about the Boy Scout movement, and Mr. Direck compared it to the propaganda of Seton Thompson in America. "Colonel Teddyism," Manning said. "It's a response to everything being too easy and too safe."

"It's got its anti-decadent side," said Mr. Direck.

"It's got its anti-decadent side," Mr. Direck said.

"If there is such a thing as decadence," said Mr. Britling.

"If there is such a thing as decadence," Mr. Britling said.

"If there wasn't such a thing as decadence," said Manning, "we journalists would have had to invent it."...

"If there wasn't something like decadence," Manning said, "we journalists would have had to come up with it."

"There is something tragical in all this—what shall I call it?—Kitchenerism," Mr. Britling reflected "Here you have it rushing about and keeping itself—screwed up, and trying desperately to keep the country screwed up. And all because there may be a war some day somehow with Germany. Provided Germany is insane. It's that war, like some sort of bee in Rendezvous' brains, that is driving him along the road now to Market Saffron—he always keeps to the roads because they are severer—through all the dust and sunshine. When he might be here gossiping....

"There’s something tragic about all this—what should I call it?—Kitchenerism," Mr. Britling thought. "Here it is, racing around and trying hard to keep everything—tightened up, and desperately trying to keep the country in the same state. And all because there might be a war someday with Germany. Assuming Germany is crazy. It’s that war, like some sort of obsession in Rendezvous' mind, that’s pushing him down the road to Market Saffron—he always sticks to the roads because they are more severe—through all the dust and sunlight. When he could be here chatting....

"And you know, I don't see that war coming," said Mr. Britling. "I believe Rendezvous sweats in vain. I can't believe in that war. It has held off for forty years. It may hold off forever."

"And you know, I don’t see that war coming," said Mr. Britling. "I believe Rendezvous is worrying for nothing. I can't believe in that war. It’s been postponed for forty years. It might hold off forever."

He nodded his head towards the German tutor, who had come into view across the lawn, talking profoundly with Mr. Britling's eldest son.

He nodded toward the German tutor, who had appeared across the lawn, deep in conversation with Mr. Britling's oldest son.

"Look at that pleasant person. There he is—Echt Deutsch—if anything ever was. Look at my son there! Do you see the two of them engaged in mortal combat? The thing's too ridiculous. The world grows sane. They may fight in the Balkans still; in many ways the Balkan States are in the very rear of civilisation; but to imagine decent countries like this or Germany going back to bloodshed! No.... When I see Rendezvous keeping it up and keeping it up, I begin to see just how poor Germany must be keeping it up. I begin to realise how sick Germany must be getting of the high road and the dust and heat and the everlasting drill and restraint.... My heart goes out to the South Germans. Old Manning here always reminds me of Austria. Think of Germany coming like Rendezvous on a Sunday morning, and looking stiffly over Austria's fence. 'Come for a good hard walk, man. Keep Fit....'"

"Look at that nice guy. There he is—Echt Deutsch—if anything ever was. Look at my son over there! Do you see the two of them fighting like it's life or death? It's just too silly. The world is getting better. They might still be fighting in the Balkans; in many ways, the Balkan States are way behind in terms of civilization; but the idea of decent countries like this or Germany going back to violence is unthinkable! No... When I see Rendezvous dragging things out, I start to see how tough it must be for Germany to keep this up. I realize how fed up Germany must be with the long road and the dust and heat and the endless drills and restrictions... My heart goes out to the South Germans. Old Manning always makes me think of Austria. Imagine Germany showing up like Rendezvous on a Sunday morning, peeking over Austria's fence. 'Come for a good hard walk, man. Stay Fit....'"

"But suppose this Balkan trouble becomes acute," said Manning.

"But what if this Balkan issue gets worse?" said Manning.

"It hasn't; it won't. Even if it did we should keep out of it."

"It hasn't; it won't. Even if it did, we should stay out of it."

"But suppose Russia grappled Austria and Germany flung herself suddenly upon France—perhaps taking Belgium on the way."

"But imagine if Russia took on Austria and Germany suddenly charged at France—maybe even going through Belgium first."

"Oh!—we should fight. Of course we should fight. Could any one but a congenital idiot suppose we shouldn't fight? They know we should fight. They aren't altogether idiots in Germany. But the thing's absurd. Why should Germany attack France? It's as if Manning here took a hatchet suddenly and assailed Edith.... It's just the dream of their military journalists. It's such schoolboy nonsense. Isn't that a beautiful pillar rose? Edith only put it in last year.... I hate all this talk of wars and rumours of wars.... It's worried all my life. And it gets worse and it gets emptier every year...."

"Oh!—we really should fight. Of course we should fight. Who could possibly be so clueless as to think we shouldn't? They know we need to fight. They're not completely stupid in Germany. But the whole idea is ridiculous. Why *would* Germany attack France? It's like if Manning suddenly grabbed a hatchet and went after Edith.... It's just a fantasy from their military journalists. It's such childish nonsense. Isn't that a beautiful pillar rose? Edith only planted it last year.... I hate all this talk about wars and rumors of wars.... It's been a concern my whole life. And it gets worse and emptier every year...."


§ 2


Now just at that moment there was a loud report....

Now, right at that moment, there was a loud bang....

But neither Mr. Britling nor Mr. Manning nor Mr. Direck was interrupted or incommoded in the slightest degree by that report. Because it was too far off over the curve of this round world to be either heard or seen at Matching's Easy. Nevertheless it was a very loud report. It occurred at an open space by a river that ran through a cramped Oriental city, a city spiked with white minarets and girt about by bare hills under a blazing afternoon sky. It came from a black parcel that the Archduke Francis Ferdinand of Austria, with great presence of mind, had just flung out from the open hood of his automobile, where, tossed from the side of the quay, it had descended a few seconds before. It exploded as it touched the cobbled road just under the front of the second vehicle in the procession, and it blew to pieces the front of the automobile and injured the aide-de-camp who was in it and several of the spectators. Its thrower was immediately gripped by the bystanders. The procession stopped. There was a tremendous commotion amongst that brightly-costumed crowd, a hot excitement in vivid contrast to the Sabbath calm of Matching's Easy....

But neither Mr. Britling nor Mr. Manning nor Mr. Direck was interrupted or bothered at all by that report. It was too far away, beyond the curve of this round world, to be heard or seen at Matching's Easy. Still, it was a very loud bang. It happened in an open area by a river flowing through a cramped Oriental city, a city dotted with white minarets and surrounded by bare hills under a blazing afternoon sky. The sound came from a black package that Archduke Francis Ferdinand of Austria had just thrown out from the open hood of his car, where it had been tossed from the side of the quay just seconds earlier. It exploded as it hit the cobbled road right under the front of the second vehicle in the procession, shattering the front of the car and injuring the aide-de-camp inside as well as several spectators. The person who threw it was quickly seized by the onlookers. The procession came to a halt. There was a huge uproar in that brightly dressed crowd, a heated excitement that sharply contrasted with the peacefulness of Matching's Easy....

Mr. Britling, to whom the explosion was altogether inaudible, continued his dissertation upon the common-sense of the world and the practical security of our Western peace.

Mr. Britling, who couldn't hear the explosion at all, kept talking about the common sense of the world and the practical security of our Western peace.


§ 3


Lunch was an open-air feast again. Three visitors had dropped in; they had motored down from London piled up on a motor-cycle and a side-car; a brother and two sisters they seemed to be, and they had apparently reduced hilariousness to a principle. The rumours of coming hockey that had been floating on the outskirts of Mr. Direck's consciousness ever since his arrival, thickened and multiplied.... It crept into his mind that he was expected to play....

Lunch was another outdoor feast. Three visitors had arrived; they had driven down from London piled up on a motorcycle with a sidecar. They seemed to be a brother and two sisters, and they had clearly made being cheerful a principle. The buzz about upcoming hockey, which had been hovering in Mr. Direck's mind since he got there, grew stronger and more frequent... It began to dawn on him that he was expected to play...

He decided he would not play. He took various people into his confidence. He told Mr. Britling, and Mr. Britling said, "We'll make you full back, where you'll get a hit now and then and not have very much to do. All you have to remember is to hit with the flat side of your stick and not raise it above your shoulders." He told Teddy, and Teddy said, "I strongly advise you to dress as thinly as you can consistently with decency, and put your collar and tie in your pocket before the game begins. Hockey is properly a winter game." He told the maiden aunt-like lady with the prominent nose, and she said almost enviously, "Every one here is asked to play except me. I assuage the perambulator. I suppose one mustn't be envious. I don't see why I shouldn't play. I'm not so old as all that." He told Hugh, and Hugh warned him to be careful not to get hold of one of the sprung sticks. He considered whether it wouldn't be wiser to go to his own room and lock himself in, or stroll off for a walk through Claverings Park. But then he would miss Miss Corner, who was certain, it seemed, to come up for hockey. On the other hand, if he did not miss her he might make himself ridiculous in her eyes, and efface the effect of the green silk stuff with the golden pheasants.

He decided he wouldn’t play. He confided in several people. He told Mr. Britling, who said, "We'll make you the fullback, where you'll get to make a hit now and then and not have too much to do. Just remember to hit with the flat side of your stick and keep it below your shoulders." He told Teddy, and Teddy advised, "I strongly suggest you dress as lightly as possible while still being decent, and put your collar and tie in your pocket before the game starts. Hockey is really a winter sport." He told the aunt-like lady with the noticeable nose, and she said almost enviously, "Everyone here is asked to play except for me. I push the stroller. I suppose I shouldn’t be envious. I don’t see why I can’t play. I’m not that old." He told Hugh, and Hugh warned him to be careful not to grab one of the bent sticks. He considered whether it would be smarter to go to his room and lock himself in, or take a walk through Claverings Park. But then he would miss Miss Corner, who seemed certain to come by for hockey. On the other hand, if he didn’t miss her, he might make a fool of himself in her eyes and ruin the effect of the green silk fabric with the golden pheasants.

He determined to stay behind until she arrived, and explain to her that he was not going to play. He didn't somehow want her to think he wasn't perfectly fit to play.

He decided to wait until she got there and explain to her that he wasn't going to play. He didn't want her to think he wasn't totally capable of playing.

Mr. Carmine arrived in an automobile with two Indians and a gentleman who had been a prospector in Alaska, the family who had danced overnight at the Dower House reappeared, and then Mrs. Teddy, very detached with a special hockey stick, and Miss Corner wheeling the perambulator. Then came further arrivals. At the earliest opportunity Mr. Direck secured the attention of Miss Corner, and lost his interest in any one else.

Mr. Carmine showed up in a car with two Native Americans and a guy who used to be a prospector in Alaska. The family that had partied all night at the Dower House came back, followed by Mrs. Teddy, who was acting very aloof with a special hockey stick, and Miss Corner pushing a stroller. Then there were more arrivals. As soon as he could, Mr. Direck caught Miss Corner’s attention and stopped paying attention to anyone else.

"I can't play this hockey," said Mr. Direck. "I feel strange about it. It isn't an American game. Now if it were baseball—!"

"I can't play this hockey," Mr. Direck said. "It feels weird to me. It’s not an American game. Now, if it were baseball—!"

He left her to suppose him uncommonly hot stuff at baseball.

He left her to think he was really good at baseball.

"If you're on my side," said Cecily, "mind you pass to me."

"If you're on my side," Cecily said, "make sure to pass it to me."

It became evident to Mr. Direck that he was going to play this hockey after all.

It became clear to Mr. Direck that he was going to play this hockey after all.

"Well," he said, "if I've got to play hockey, I guess I've got to play hockey. But can't I just get a bit of practice somewhere before the game begins?"

"Well," he said, "if I have to play hockey, I guess I have to play hockey. But can’t I just get some practice in somewhere before the game starts?"

So Miss Corner went off to get two sticks and a ball and came back to instruct Mr. Direck. She said he had a good eye. The two small boys scenting play in the air got sticks and joined them. The overnight visitor's wife appeared from the house in abbreviated skirts, and wearing formidable shin-guards. With her abundant fair hair, which was already breaking loose, so to speak, to join the fray, she looked like a short stout dismounted Valkyr. Her gaze was clear and firm.

So Miss Corner went to grab two sticks and a ball, then returned to teach Mr. Direck. She told him he had a good eye. The two little boys, sensing fun in the air, got sticks and joined them. The overnight guest's wife came out of the house in short skirts and wearing strong shin guards. With her thick blonde hair, which was already coming loose, ready for the action, she looked like a short, stout Valkyrie who had just gotten off her horse. Her gaze was clear and confident.


§ 4


Hockey as it was played at the Dower House at Matching's Easy before the war, was a game combining danger, physical exercise and kindliness in a very high degree. Except for the infant in the perambulator and the outwardly calm but inwardly resentful aunt, who wheeled the child up and down in a position of maximum danger just behind the unnetted goal, every one was involved. Quite able-bodied people acquainted with the game played forward, the less well-informed played a defensive game behind the forward line, elderly, infirm, and bulky persons were used chiefly as obstacles in goal. Several players wore padded leg-guards, and all players were assumed to have them and expected to behave accordingly.

Hockey, as it was played at the Dower House at Matching's Easy before the war, was a game that mixed danger, physical activity, and friendliness to a great extent. Aside from the baby in the stroller and the outwardly calm but inwardly bitter aunt, who pushed the child back and forth in a position of maximum risk just behind the unprotected goal, everyone was in on it. Mostly able-bodied individuals familiar with the game played forward, while those with less knowledge played defensively behind the forwards. Older, frail, and heavier people were mainly used as obstacles in goal. Several players wore padded leg guards, and it was assumed that all players had them and were expected to act accordingly.

Proceedings began with an invidious ceremony called picking up. This was heralded by Mr. Britling, clad in the diaphanous flannels and bearing a hockey stick, advancing with loud shouts to the centre of the hockey field. "Pick up! Pick up!" echoed the young Britlings.

Proceedings began with a somewhat unpleasant ceremony called picking up. This was announced by Mr. Britling, dressed in light flannel and carrying a hockey stick, marching with loud shouts to the center of the hockey field. "Pick up! Pick up!" echoed the young Britlings.

Mr. Direck became aware of a tall, drooping man with long hair and long digressive legs in still longer white flannel trousers, and a face that was somehow familiar. He was talking with affectionate intimacy to Manning, and suddenly Mr. Direck remembered that it was in Manning's weekly paper, The Sectarian, in which a bitter caricaturist enlivened a biting text, that he had become familiar with the features of Manning's companion. It was Raeburn, Raeburn the insidious, Raeburn the completest product of the party system.... Well, that was the English way. "Come for the pick up!" cried the youngest Britling, seizing upon Mr. Direck's elbow. It appeared that Mr. Britling and the overnight dinner guest—Mr. Direck never learnt his name—were picking up.

Mr. Direck noticed a tall, slouching man with long hair and even longer legs in white flannel pants that seemed to drag on the ground, and a face that seemed oddly familiar. The man was chatting intimately with Manning, and suddenly Mr. Direck remembered that it was in Manning's weekly magazine, The Sectarian, where a sharp caricaturist brought a harsh text to life, that he had recognized Manning's companion. It was Raeburn—Raeburn the sly, Raeburn the ultimate product of the party system.... Well, that was just the English way. "Come for the pick up!" exclaimed the youngest Britling, grabbing Mr. Direck's elbow. It turned out that Mr. Britling and the guest who had stayed overnight—Mr. Direck never found out his name—were gathering things.

Names were shouted. "I'll take Cecily!" Mr. Direck heard Mr. Britling say quite early. The opposing sides as they were picked fell into two groups. There seemed to be difficulties about some of the names. Mr. Britling, pointing to the more powerful looking of the Indian gentlemen, said, "You, Sir."

Names were called out. "I'll take Cecily!" Mr. Direck heard Mr. Britling say early on. The two teams formed as names were chosen. There appeared to be some confusion over a few names. Mr. Britling, pointing to the more impressive-looking Indian gentleman, said, "You, Sir."

"I'm going to speculate on Mr. Dinks," said Mr. Britling's opponent.

"I'm going to guess about Mr. Dinks," said Mr. Britling's opponent.

Mr. Direck gathered that Mr. Dinks was to be his hockey name.

Mr. Direck understood that Mr. Dinks was going to be his hockey name.

"You're on our side," said Mrs. Teddy. "I think you'll have to play forward, outer right, and keep a sharp eye on Cissie."

"You're on our side," Mrs. Teddy said. "I guess you'll need to play forward, outer right, and keep a close watch on Cissie."

"I'll do what I can," said Mr. Direck.

"I'll do what I can," Mr. Direck said.

His captain presently confirmed this appointment.

His captain soon confirmed this appointment.

His stick was really a sort of club and the ball was a firm hard cricket ball.... He resolved to be very gentle with Cecily, and see that she didn't get hurt.

His stick was basically a club, and the ball was a solid, hard cricket ball.... He decided to be very gentle with Cecily and make sure she didn't get hurt.

The sides took their places for the game, and a kind of order became apparent to Mr. Direck. In the centre stood Mr. Britling and the opposing captain, and the ball lay between them. They were preparing to "bully off" and start the game. In a line with each of them were four other forwards. They all looked spirited and intent young people, and Mr. Direck wished he had had more exercise to justify his own alert appearance. Behind each centre forward hovered one of the Britling boys. Then on each side came a vaguer row of three backs, persons of gentler disposition or maturer years. They included Mr. Raeburn, who was considered to have great natural abilities for hockey but little experience. Mr. Raeburn was behind Mr. Direck. Mrs. Britling was the centre back. Then in a corner of Mr. Direck's side was a small girl of six or seven, and in the half-circle about the goal a lady in a motoring dust coat and a very short little man whom Mr. Direck had not previously remarked. Mr. Lawrence Carmine, stripped to the braces, which were richly ornamented with Oriental embroidery, kept goal for our team.

The teams lined up for the game, and a sense of order emerged for Mr. Direck. In the center stood Mr. Britling and the opposing captain, with the ball between them. They were getting ready to "bully off" and kick off the game. Aligning with each of them were four other forwards. They all looked like spirited and focused young individuals, and Mr. Direck wished he had exercised more to match their energetic appearance. Behind each center forward was one of the Britling boys. Then on each side were a less defined row of three backs, individuals of gentler temperament or older age. This included Mr. Raeburn, who was thought to have great natural talent for hockey but little experience. Mr. Raeburn stood behind Mr. Direck. Mrs. Britling was the center back. In a corner of Mr. Direck's side was a small girl around six or seven, and in the half-circle by the goal was a lady in a motoring dust coat and a very short little man that Mr. Direck hadn’t noticed before. Mr. Lawrence Carmine, stripped down to his braces, which were beautifully decorated with Oriental embroidery, was in goal for our team.

The centre forwards went through a rapid little ceremony. They smote their sticks on the ground, and then hit the sticks together. "One," said Mr. Britling. The operation was repeated. "Two," ... "Three."

The center forwards went through a quick little ceremony. They struck their sticks on the ground and then clashed the sticks together. "One," said Mr. Britling. The process was repeated. "Two," ... "Three."

Smack, Mr. Britling had got it and the ball had gone to the shorter and sturdier of the younger Britlings, who had been standing behind Mr. Direck's captain. Crack, and it was away to Teddy; smack, and it was coming right at Direck.

Smack, Mr. Britling had it, and the ball flew to the shorter and sturdier of the younger Britlings, who had been standing behind Mr. Direck's captain. Crack, and it was off to Teddy; smack, and it was heading straight for Direck.

"Lordy!" he said, and prepared to smite it.

"Goodness!" he said, getting ready to strike it.

Then something swift and blue had flashed before him, intercepted the ball and shot it past him. This was Cecily Corner, and she and Teddy were running abreast like the wind towards Mr. Raeburn.

Then something fast and blue flashed in front of him, intercepted the ball, and sent it past him. This was Cecily Corner, and she and Teddy were running side by side like the wind towards Mr. Raeburn.

"Hey!" cried Mr. Raeburn, "stop!" and advanced, as it seemed to Mr. Direck, with unseemly and threatening gestures towards Cissie.

"Hey!" yelled Mr. Raeburn, "stop!" and moved forward, as it seemed to Mr. Direck, with inappropriate and threatening gestures toward Cissie.

But before Mr. Direck could adjust his mind to this new phase of affairs, Cecily had passed the right honourable gentleman with the same mysterious ease with which she had flashed by Mr. Direck, and was bearing down upon the miscellaneous Landwehr which formed the "backs" of Mr. Direck's side.

But before Mr. Direck could wrap his head around this new situation, Cecily had smoothly passed the esteemed gentleman just like she had zipped by Mr. Direck, and was now heading towards the assorted Landwehr that made up the "backs" of Mr. Direck's side.

"You rabbit!" cried Mr. Raeburn, and became extraordinarily active in pursuit, administering great lengths of arm and leg with a centralised efficiency he had not hitherto displayed.

"You rabbit!" shouted Mr. Raeburn, and he suddenly became very quick in his chase, moving his arms and legs with an efficiency he hadn't shown before.

Running hard to the help of Mr. Raeburn was the youngest Britling boy, a beautiful contrast. It was like a puff ball supporting and assisting a conger eel. In front of Mr. Direck the little stout man was being alert. Teddy was supporting the attack near the middle of the field, crying "Centre!" while Mr. Britling, very round and resolute, was bouncing straight towards the threatened goal. But Mrs. Teddy, running as swiftly as her sister, was between Teddy and the ball. Whack! the little short man's stick had clashed with Cecily's. Confused things happened with sticks and feet, and the little short man appeared to be trying to cut down Cecily as one cuts down a tree, she tried to pass the ball to her centre forward—too late, and then Mrs. Teddy had intercepted it, and was flickering back towards Mr. Britling's goal in a rush in which Mr. Direck perceived it was his duty to join.

Running hard to help Mr. Raeburn was the youngest Britling boy, a striking contrast. It was like a puffball supporting and assisting a conger eel. In front of Mr. Direck, the little stout man was on high alert. Teddy was pushing forward near the midfield, shouting "Centre!" while Mr. Britling, very round and determined, was heading straight towards the threatened goal. But Mrs. Teddy, running as quickly as her sister, was blocking Teddy from getting to the ball. Whack! the little short man’s stick collided with Cecily's. Chaotic moments unfolded with sticks and feet, and the little short man seemed to be trying to take Cecily down like chopping down a tree, while she attempted to pass the ball to her center forward—too late—and then Mrs. Teddy intercepted it and started racing back towards Mr. Britling's goal, prompting Mr. Direck to feel it was his duty to join in.

Yes, he had to follow up Mrs. Teddy and pick up the ball if he had a chance and send it in to her or the captain or across to the left forwards, as circumstances might decide. It was perfectly clear.

Yes, he had to follow up Mrs. Teddy and take the opportunity to pass the ball to her, the captain, or over to the left forwards, depending on the situation. It was completely clear.

Then came his moment. The little formidably padded lady who had dined at the Dower House overnight, made a gallant attack upon Mrs. Teddy. Out of the confusion of this clash the ball spun into Mr. Direck's radius. Where should he smite and how? A moment of reflection was natural.

Then came his moment. The small, impressively soft lady who had stayed overnight at the Dower House made a brave attempt to confront Mrs. Teddy. Amid the chaos of this encounter, the ball landed in Mr. Direck's playing area. Where should he strike and how? A moment of thought was understandable.

But now the easy-fitting discipline of the Dower House style of hockey became apparent. Mr. Direck had last observed the tall young Indian gentleman, full of vitality and anxious for destruction, far away in the distance on the opposing right wing. But now, regardless of the more formal methods of the game, this young man had resolved, without further delay and at any cost, to hit the ball hard, and he was travelling like some Asiatic typhoon with an extreme velocity across the remonstrances of Mr. Britling and the general order of his side. Mr. Direck became aware of him just before his impact. There was a sort of collision from which Mr. Direck emerged with a feeling that one side of his face was permanently flattened, but still gallantly resolved to hit the comparatively lethargic ball. He and the staggered but resolute Indian clashed sticks again. And Mr. Direck had the best of it. Years of experience couldn't have produced a better pass to the captain....

But now the relaxed style of Dower House hockey was clear. Mr. Direck had last seen the tall young Indian man, full of energy and eager for chaos, far away on the opposite right wing. But now, ignoring the more traditional methods of the game, this young man had decided, without hesitation and at any cost, to smash the ball hard, and he was racing across the field like a fierce typhoon, disregarding the protests of Mr. Britling and the usual order of his team. Mr. Direck became aware of him just before they collided. There was a kind of crash, leaving Mr. Direck feeling like one side of his face was permanently flattened, but he was still determined to strike the relatively lazy ball. He and the staggered yet determined Indian clashed sticks again. And Mr. Direck came out on top. Years of experience couldn't have created a better pass to the captain...

"Good pass!"

"Great pass!"

Apparently from one of the London visitors.

Apparently from one of the visitors to London.

But this was some game!

But this was an amazing game!

The ball executed some rapid movements to and fro across the field. Our side was pressing hard. There was a violent convergence of miscellaneous backs and suchlike irregulars upon the threatened goal. Mr. Britling's dozen was rapidly losing its disciplined order. One of the sidecar ladies and the gallant Indian had shifted their activities to the defensive back, and with them was a spectacled gentleman waving his stick, high above all recognised rules. Mr. Direck's captain and both Britling boys hurried to join the fray. Mr. Britling, who seemed to Mr. Direck to be for a captain rather too demagogic, also ran back to rally his forces by loud cries. "Pass outwardly!" was the burthen of his contribution.

The ball was bouncing quickly up and down the field. Our team was pushing hard. A chaotic mix of players crowded around the threatened goal. Mr. Britling's team was rapidly losing its organized structure. One of the sidecar ladies and the brave Indian had moved their efforts to the defensive back, and with them was a man in glasses waving his stick, completely disregarding any known rules. Mr. Direck's captain and both Britling boys rushed in to join the action. Mr. Britling, who seemed to Mr. Direck to be a bit too much of a showman for a captain, also ran back to rally his team with loud shouts. “Pass it out!” was the essence of his input.

The struggle about the Britling goal ceased to be a game and became something between a fight and a social gathering. Mr. Britling's goal-keeper could be heard shouting, "I can't see the ball! Lift your feet!" The crowded conflict lurched towards the goal posts. "My shin!" cried Mr. Manning. "No, you don't!"

The struggle over the Britling goal stopped being just a game and turned into something between a fight and a social event. Mr. Britling's goalkeeper could be heard yelling, "I can't see the ball! Lift your feet!" The chaotic scuffle moved toward the goal posts. "My shin!" shouted Mr. Manning. "No, you don't!"

Whack, but again whack!

Whack, but whack again!

Whack! "Ah! would you?" Whack.

Whack! "Ah! would you?" Whack.

"Goal!" cried the side-car gentleman.

"Goal!" shouted the sidecar guy.

"Goal!" cried the Britling boys....

"Goal!" shouted the Britling boys....

Mr. Manning, as goal-keeper, went to recover the ball, but one of the Britling boys politely anticipated him.

Mr. Manning, as the goalkeeper, went to retrieve the ball, but one of the Britling boys politely beat him to it.

The crowd became inactive, and then began to drift back to loosely conceived positions.

The crowd stopped moving and then started to move back to loosely defined spots.

"It's no good swarming into goal like that," Mr. Britling, with a faint asperity in his voice, explained to his followers. "We've got to keep open and not crowd each other."

"It's not helpful to swarm into the goal like that," Mr. Britling, with a slight edge in his voice, explained to his followers. "We need to stay spread out and not crowd each other."

Then he went confidentially to the energetic young Indian to make some restrictive explanation of his activities.

Then he confidently approached the energetic young Indian to give a detailed explanation of his actions.

Mr. Direck strolled back towards Cecily. He was very warm and a little blown, but not, he felt, disgraced. He was winning.

Mr. Direck walked back toward Cecily. He was quite warm and a bit out of breath, but he didn’t feel embarrassed. He was winning.

"You'll have to take your coat off," she said.

"You need to take off your coat," she said.

It was a good idea.

It was a great idea.

It had occurred to several people and the boundary line was already dotted with hastily discarded jackets and wraps and so forth. But the lady in the motoring dust coat was buttoning it to the chin.

It had crossed the minds of several people, and the boundary line was already marked with quickly tossed aside jackets, wraps, and so on. But the woman in the driving coat was buttoning it up to her chin.

"One goal love," said the minor Britling boy.

"One goal love," said the young Britling boy.

"We haven't begun yet, Sunny," said Cecily.

"We haven't started yet, Sunny," Cecily said.

"Sonny! That's American," said Mr. Direck.

"Sonny! That's American," Mr. Direck said.

"No. We call him Sunny Jim," said Cecily. "They're bullying off again."

"No. We call him Sunny Jim," Cecily said. "They're bullying again."

"Sunny Jim's American too," said Mr. Direck, returning to his place....

"Sunny Jim's American too," Mr. Direck said, going back to his spot....

The struggle was resumed. And soon it became clear that the first goal was no earnest of the quality of the struggle. Teddy and Cecily formed a terribly efficient combination. Against their brilliant rushes, supported in a vehement but effective manner by the Indian to their right and guided by loud shoutings from Mr. Britling (centre), Mr. Direck and the side-car lady and Mr. Raeburn struggled in vain. One swift advance was only checked by the dust cloak, its folds held the ball until help arrived; another was countered by a tremendous swipe of Mr. Raeburn's that sent the ball within an inch of the youngest Britling's head and right across the field; the third resulted in a swift pass from Cecily to the elder Britling son away on her right, and he shot the goal neatly and swiftly through the lattice of Mr. Lawrence Carmine's defensive movements. And after that very rapidly came another goal for Mr. Britling's side and then another.

The struggle continued. And it quickly became clear that the first goal didn't guarantee the quality of the fight. Teddy and Cecily made a really effective team. Against their impressive advances, supported in an intense but helpful way by the Indian on their right and guided by Mr. Britling's loud shouts (in the center), Mr. Direck, the side-car lady, and Mr. Raeburn struggled without success. One quick advance was only stopped by the dust cloak, which held the ball until help arrived; another was countered by a powerful swing from Mr. Raeburn that sent the ball within an inch of the youngest Britling's head and all the way across the field; the third ended with a quick pass from Cecily to the older Britling son on her right, who smoothly shot the goal through Mr. Lawrence Carmine's defensive moves. And after that, another goal quickly followed for Mr. Britling's side, and then another.

Then Mr. Britling cried out that it was "Half Time," and explained to Mr. Direck that whenever one side got to three goals they considered it was half time and had five minutes' rest and changed sides. Everybody was very hot and happy, except the lady in the dust cloak who was perfectly cool. In everybody's eyes shone the light of battle, and not a shadow disturbed the brightness of the afternoon for Mr. Direck except a certain unspoken anxiety about Mr. Raeburn's trousers.

Then Mr. Britling shouted that it was "Half Time," and explained to Mr. Direck that whenever one side scored three goals, they took it as half time, had a five-minute break, and switched sides. Everyone was really excited and cheerful, except for the lady in the dust cloak who remained completely cool. In everyone's eyes glimmered the thrill of competition, and nothing dulled the brightness of the afternoon for Mr. Direck, except a nagging worry about Mr. Raeburn's trousers.

You see Mr. Direck had never seen Mr. Raeburn before, and knew nothing about his trousers.

You see, Mr. Direck had never met Mr. Raeburn before and didn’t know anything about his pants.

They appeared to be coming down.

They seemed to be coming down.

To begin with they had been rather loose over the feet and turned up, and as the game progressed, fold after fold of concertina-ed flannel gathered about his ankles. Every now and then Mr. Raeburn would seize the opportunity of some respite from the game to turn up a fresh six inches or so of this accumulation. Naturally Mr. Direck expected this policy to end unhappily. He did not know that the flannel trousers of Mr. Raeburn were like a river, that they could come down forever and still remain inexhaustible....

To start, they had initially been pretty baggy at the feet and flared up, and as the game went on, layer after layer of crinkled flannel piled up around his ankles. Every now and then, Mr. Raeburn would take the chance during a break in the game to roll up a fresh six inches or so of this buildup. Naturally, Mr. Direck expected this approach to lead to trouble. He didn’t realize that Mr. Raeburn's flannel trousers were like a river, able to keep coming down endlessly while still being never-ending.

He had visions of this scene of happy innocence being suddenly blasted by a monstrous disaster....

He imagined this scene of joyful innocence being abruptly destroyed by a terrible disaster...

Apart from this worry Mr. Direck was as happy as any one there!

Apart from this worry, Mr. Direck was as happy as anyone there!

Perhaps these apprehensions affected his game. At any rate he did nothing that pleased him in the second half, Cecily danced all over him and round and about him, and in the course of ten minutes her side had won the two remaining goals with a score of Five-One; and five goals is "game" by the standards of Matching's Easy.

Perhaps these worries impacted his game. In any case, he didn’t do anything he was happy with in the second half. Cecily danced all over him, and in the span of ten minutes, her team scored the last two goals, ending with a score of Five-One; and five goals is "game" by Matching's Easy standards.

And then with the very slightest of delays these insatiable people picked up again. Mr. Direck slipped away and returned in a white silk shirt, tennis trousers and a belt. This time he and Cecily were on the same side, the Cecily-Teddy combination was broken, and he it seemed was to take the place of the redoubtable Teddy on the left wing with her.

And then, after just a brief pause, these eager people got going again. Mr. Direck stepped away and came back wearing a white silk shirt, tennis shorts, and a belt. This time he and Cecily were on the same team; the Cecily-Teddy duo was broken up, and he seemed set to take the spot of the formidable Teddy on the left wing with her.

This time the sides were better chosen and played a long, obstinate, even game. One-One. One-Two. One-Three. (Half Time.) Two-Three. Three all. Four-Three. Four all....

This time the teams were picked better and played a long, stubborn, close game. One-One. One-Two. One-Three. (Half Time.) Two-Three. Three all. Four-Three. Four all....

By this time Mr. Direck was beginning to master the simple strategy of the sport. He was also beginning to master the fact that Cecily was the quickest, nimblest, most indefatigable player on the field. He scouted for her and passed to her. He developed tacit understandings with her. Ideas of protecting her had gone to the four winds of Heaven. Against them Teddy and a sidecar girl with Raeburn in support made a memorable struggle. Teddy was as quick as a cat. "Four-Three" looked like winning, but then Teddy and the tall Indian and Mrs. Teddy pulled square. They almost repeated this feat and won, but Mr. Manning saved the situation with an immense oblique hit that sent the ball to Mr. Direck. He ran with the ball up to Raeburn and then dodged and passed to Cecily. There was a lively struggle to the left; the ball was hit out by Mr. Raeburn and thrown in by a young Britling; lost by the forwards and rescued by the padded lady. Forward again! This time will do it!

By this time, Mr. Direck was starting to get the hang of the sport's basic strategy. He was also realizing that Cecily was the fastest, most agile, and most tireless player on the field. He looked for her and passed to her. They developed a silent understanding between them. Any thoughts of protecting her had vanished completely. Teddy and a girl in a sidecar, with Raeburn backing them up, put up a memorable fight. Teddy was as quick as a cat. "Four-Three" seemed like it would win, but then Teddy, the tall Indian, and Mrs. Teddy tied the score. They almost pulled off a win, but Mr. Manning saved the day with a huge angled hit that sent the ball to Mr. Direck. He ran with the ball up to Raeburn, dodged, and passed to Cecily. There was a lively tussle to the left; Mr. Raeburn hit the ball out, and a young Britling threw it in; the forwards lost it and the padded lady rescued it. Forward again! This time, they’ll do it!

Cecily away to the left had worked round Mr. Raeburn once more. Teddy, realising that things were serious, was tearing back to attack her.

Cecily, off to the left, had circled back around Mr. Raeburn once again. Teddy, realizing that the situation was serious, was rushing back to confront her.

Mr. Direck supported with silent intentness. "Centre!" cried Mr. Britling. "Cen-tre!"

Mr. Direck supported with focused silence. "Center!" shouted Mr. Britling. "Cen-ter!"

"Mr. Direck!" came her voice, full of confidence. (Of such moments is the heroic life.) The ball shot behind the hurtling Teddy. Mr. Direck stopped it with his foot, a trick he had just learnt from the eldest Britling son. He was neither slow nor hasty. He was in the half-circle, and the way to the goal was barred only by the dust-cloak lady and Mr. Lawrence Carmine. He made as if to shoot to Mr. Carmine's left and then smacked the ball, with the swiftness of a serpent's stroke, to his right.

"Mr. Direck!" her voice called out, filled with confidence. (These are the moments that define a heroic life.) The ball zipped past the rushing Teddy. Mr. Direck stopped it with his foot, a trick he had just picked up from the oldest Britling son. He wasn't slow or rushed. He was inside the half-circle, and the path to the goal was only blocked by the dust-cloak lady and Mr. Lawrence Carmine. He pretended to shoot to Mr. Carmine's left and then struck the ball, as quick as a snake, to his right.

He'd done it! Mr. Carmine's stick and feet were a yard away.

He did it! Mr. Carmine's cane and feet were a yard away.

Then hard on this wild triumph came a flash of horror. One can't see everything. His eye following the ball's trajectory....

Then, right after this wild victory, a wave of horror hit. You can't see everything. His gaze followed the ball's path....

Directly in its line of flight was the perambulator.

Directly in its path was the stroller.

The ball missed the legs of the lady with the noble nose by a kind of miracle, hit and glanced off the wheel of the perambulator, and went spinning into a border of antirrhinums.

The ball narrowly missed the legs of the lady with the elegant nose by some sort of miracle, struck and deflected off the wheel of the stroller, and went rolling into a patch of snapdragons.

"Good!" cried Cecily. "Splendid shot!"

"Awesome!" cried Cecily. "Great shot!"

He'd shot a goal. He'd done it well. The perambulator it seemed didn't matter. Though apparently the impact had awakened the baby. In the margin of his consciousness was the figure of Mr. Britling remarking: "Aunty. You really mustn't wheel the perambulator—just there."

He’d scored a goal. He’d done it perfectly. The stroller, it seemed, didn’t matter. Although, apparently, the impact had woken the baby. In the back of his mind was the image of Mr. Britling saying, “Aunty, you really shouldn’t push the stroller—just there.”

"I thought," said the aunt, indicating the goal posts by a facial movement, "that those two sticks would be a sort of protection.... Aah! Did they then?"

"I thought," said the aunt, pointing at the goal posts with her face, "that those two sticks would offer some kind of protection.... Aah! Did they?"

Never mind that.

Forget that.

"That's game!" said one of the junior Britlings to Mr. Direck with a note of high appreciation, and the whole party, relaxing and crumpling like a lowered flag, moved towards the house and tea.

"That's game!" said one of the junior Britlings to Mr. Direck with a tone of high appreciation, and the whole group, relaxing and crumpling like a lowered flag, moved toward the house and tea.


§ 5


"We'll play some more after tea," said Cecily. "It will be cooler then."

"We'll play some more after tea," Cecily said. "It'll be cooler then."

"My word, I'm beginning to like it," said Mr. Direck.

"My goodness, I'm starting to like it," said Mr. Direck.

"You're going to play very well," she said.

"You're going to do really well," she said.

And such is the magic of a game that Mr. Direck was humbly proud and grateful for her praise, and trotted along by the side of this creature who had revealed herself so swift and resolute and decisive, full to overflowing of the mere pleasure of just trotting along by her side. And after tea, which was a large confused affair, enlivened by wonderful and entirely untruthful reminiscences of the afternoon by Mr. Raeburn, they played again, with fewer inefficients and greater skill and swiftness, and Mr. Direck did such quick and intelligent things that everybody declared that he was a hockey player straight from heaven. The dusk, which at last made the position of the ball too speculative for play, came all too soon for him. He had played in six games, and he knew he would be as stiff as a Dutch doll in the morning. But he was very, very happy.

And that's the magic of a game—Mr. Direck felt humbly proud and grateful for her praise, and happily walked alongside this person who had shown herself to be so quick, determined, and decisive, completely overflowing with joy just from being next to her. After tea, which was a big, chaotic event filled with amazing but completely made-up stories about the afternoon from Mr. Raeburn, they played again, with fewer people messing things up and more skill and speed. Mr. Direck made such quick and smart moves that everyone said he was a hockey player sent down from heaven. The dusk came way too soon for him, making it too hard to see the ball for further play. He had played in six games and knew he would be as stiff as a wooden doll in the morning. But he was extremely happy.

The rest of the Sunday evening was essentially a sequel to the hockey.

The rest of the Sunday evening was basically a follow-up to the hockey.

Mr. Direck changed again, and after using some embrocation that Mrs. Britling recommended very strongly, came down in a black jacket and a cheerfully ample black tie. He had a sense of physical well-being such as he had not experienced since he came aboard the liner at New York. The curious thing was that it was not quite the same sense of physical well-being that one had in America. That is bright and clear and a little dry, this was—humid. His mind quivered contentedly, like sunset midges over a lake—it had no hard bright flashes—and his body wanted to sit about. His sense of intimacy with Cecily increased each time he looked at her. When she met his eyes she smiled. He'd caught her style now, he felt; he attempted no more compliments and was frankly her pupil at hockey and Badminton. After supper Mr. Britling renewed his suggestion of an automobile excursion on the Monday.

Mr. Direck changed again, and after using some ointment that Mrs. Britling strongly recommended, he came downstairs in a black jacket and a nice big black tie. He felt a level of physical well-being that he hadn’t felt since he boarded the liner in New York. The strange thing was that it wasn’t quite the same feeling of well-being he had in America. That was bright and clear and a little dry; this was—humid. His mind felt content, like tiny bugs dancing over a lake at sunset—it had no sharp, bright flashes—and his body just wanted to relax. His sense of closeness with Cecily grew stronger every time he looked at her. When she met his gaze, she smiled. He felt like he finally understood her style; he attempted no more compliments and was openly her student in hockey and badminton. After dinner, Mr. Britling brought up his idea of a car trip on Monday again.

"There's nothing to take you back to London," said Mr. Britling, "and we could just hunt about the district with the little old car and see everything you want to see...."

"There's nothing taking you back to London," said Mr. Britling, "and we could just explore the area with the little old car and see everything you want to see...."

Mr. Direck did not hesitate three seconds. He thought of Gladys; he thought of Miss Cecily Corner.

Mr. Direck didn't think twice. He thought about Gladys; he thought about Miss Cecily Corner.

"Well, indeed," he said, "if it isn't burthening you, if I'm not being any sort of inconvenience here for another night, I'd be really very glad indeed of the opportunity of going around and seeing all these ancient places...."

"Well, sure," he said, "if it's not too much trouble for you, and if I'm not causing any inconvenience by staying another night, I'd really love the chance to go around and see all these historic places...."


§ 6


The newspapers came next morning at nine, and were full of the Sarajevo Murders. Mr. Direck got the Daily Chronicle and found quite animated headlines for a British paper.

The newspapers arrived the next morning at nine and were packed with coverage of the Sarajevo Murders. Mr. Direck picked up the Daily Chronicle and noticed some lively headlines for a British paper.

"Who's this Archduke," he asked, "anyhow? And where is this Bosnia? I thought it was a part of Turkey."

"Who's this Archduke," he asked, "anyway? And where is this Bosnia? I thought it was part of Turkey."

"It's in Austria," said Teddy.

"It's in Austria," Teddy said.

"It's in the middle ages," said Mr. Britling. "What an odd, pertinaceous business it seems to have been. First one bomb, then another; then finally the man with the pistol. While we were strolling about the rose garden. It's like something out of 'The Prisoner of Zenda.'"

"It's in the Middle Ages," Mr. Britling said. "What a strange, persistent situation it seems to have been. First one bomb, then another; and then finally the guy with the pistol. While we were wandering around the rose garden. It's like something straight out of 'The Prisoner of Zenda.'"

"Please," said Herr Heinrich.

"Please," said Mr. Heinrich.

Mr. Britling assumed an attentive expression.

Mr. Britling had a focused look on his face.

"Will not this generally affect European politics?"

"Won't this generally impact European politics?"

"I don't know. Perhaps it will."

"I don't know. Maybe it will."

"It says in the paper that Serbia has sent those bombs to Sarajevo."

"It says in the newspaper that Serbia has sent those bombs to Sarajevo."

"It's like another world," said Mr. Britling, over his paper. "Assassination as a political method. Can you imagine anything of the sort happening nowadays west of the Adriatic? Imagine some one assassinating the American Vice-President, and the bombs being at once ascribed to the arsenal at Toronto!... We take our politics more sadly in the West.... Won't you have another egg, Direck?"

"It's like another world," Mr. Britling said, looking over his newspaper. "Assassination as a political tactic. Can you imagine anything like that happening today west of the Adriatic? Just think about someone assassinating the American Vice-President, and right away, the bombs getting blamed on the arsenal in Toronto!... We take our politics more seriously in the West.... Would you like another egg, Direck?"

"Please! Might this not lead to a war?"

"Please! Could this lead to a war?"

"I don't think so. Austria may threaten Serbia, but she doesn't want to provoke a conflict with Russia. It would be going too near the powder magazine. But it's all an extraordinary business."

"I don't think so. Austria might threaten Serbia, but she doesn't want to start a conflict with Russia. That would be getting too close to danger. But it's all an unusual situation."

"But if she did?" Herr Heinrich persisted.

"But what if she did?" Herr Heinrich kept pressing.

"She won't.... Some years ago I used to believe in the inevitable European war," Mr. Britling explained to Mr. Direck, "but it's been threatened so long that at last I've lost all belief in it. The Powers wrangle and threaten. They're far too cautious and civilised to let the guns go off. If there was going to be a war it would have happened two years ago when the Balkan League fell upon Turkey. Or when Bulgaria attacked Serbia...."

"She won't.... A few years back, I used to think a war in Europe was unavoidable," Mr. Britling told Mr. Direck, "but it’s been looming for so long that I’ve completely lost faith in it. The Powers argue and threaten. They’re way too careful and civilized to let the guns start firing. If war was going to break out, it would have happened two years ago when the Balkan League went after Turkey. Or when Bulgaria attacked Serbia...."

Herr Heinrich reflected, and received these conclusions with an expression of respectful edification.

Herr Heinrich thought about it and accepted these conclusions with a look of respectful understanding.

"I am naturally anxious," he said, "because I am taking tickets for my holidays at an Esperanto Conference at Boulogne."

"I’m naturally nervous," he said, "because I’m getting tickets for my vacation at an Esperanto Conference in Boulogne."


§ 7


"There is only one way to master such a thing as driving an automobile," said Mr. Britling outside his front door, as he took his place in the driver's seat, "and that is to resolve that from the first you will take no risks. Be slow if you like. Stop and think when you are in doubt. But do nothing rashly, permit no mistakes."

"There’s only one way to get good at driving a car," said Mr. Britling outside his front door as he slid into the driver's seat. "And that’s to make up your mind from the start that you're not going to take any risks. Go slow if you want. Stop and think when you’re uncertain. But don’t do anything reckless and don’t allow any mistakes."

It seemed to Mr. Direck as he took his seat beside his host that this was admirable doctrine.

It seemed to Mr. Direck, as he took his seat next to his host, that this was excellent doctrine.

They started out of the gates with an extreme deliberation. Indeed twice they stopped dead in the act of turning into the road, and the engine had to be restarted.

They set off with extreme caution. In fact, they came to a complete stop twice while trying to turn onto the road, and the engine had to be restarted.

"You will laugh at me," said Mr. Britling; "but I'm resolved to have no blunders this time."

"You'll laugh at me," Mr. Britling said, "but I'm determined not to make any mistakes this time."

"I don't laugh at you. It's excellent," said Mr. Direck.

"I’m not laughing at you. It’s great," said Mr. Direck.

"It's the right way," said Mr. Britling. "Care—oh damn! I've stopped the engine again. Ugh!—ah!—so!—Care, I was saying—and calm."

"It's the right way," said Mr. Britling. "Care—oh damn! I've stopped the engine again. Ugh!—ah!—so!—Care, I was saying—and calm."

"Don't think I want to hurry you," said Mr. Direck. "I don't...."

"Don't think I'm trying to rush you," Mr. Direck said. "I'm not...."

They passed through the tillage at a slow, agreeable pace, tooting loudly at every corner, and whenever a pedestrian was approached. Mr. Direck was reminded that he had still to broach the lecture project to Mr. Britling. So much had happened—

They moved through the farmland at a slow, pleasant pace, honking loudly at every corner and whenever they approached a pedestrian. Mr. Direck remembered that he still needed to bring up the lecture project with Mr. Britling. So much had happened—

The car halted abruptly and the engine stopped.

The car suddenly stopped, and the engine turned off.

"I thought that confounded hen was thinking of crossing the road," said Mr. Britling. "Instead of which she's gone through the hedge. She certainly looked this way.... Perhaps I'm a little fussy this morning.... I'll warm up to the work presently."

"I thought that annoying hen was planning to cross the road," said Mr. Britling. "But instead, she's gone through the hedge. She definitely seemed like she was headed this way... Maybe I'm just being a little uptight this morning... I'll get into the swing of things soon."

"I'm convinced you can't be too careful," said Mr. Direck. "And this sort of thing enables one to see the country better...."

"I'm sure you can't be too careful," Mr. Direck said. "And this kind of thing helps you see the country more clearly...."

Beyond the village Mr. Britling seemed to gather confidence. The pace quickened. But whenever other traffic or any indication of a side way appeared discretion returned. Mr. Britling stalked his sign posts, crawling towards them on the belly of the lowest gear; he drove all the morning like a man who is flushing ambuscades. And yet accident overtook him. For God demands more from us than mere righteousness.

Beyond the village, Mr. Britling appeared to gain confidence. The pace picked up. But whenever he encountered other traffic or saw a side road, he became cautious again. Mr. Britling approached his signposts, creeping toward them in the lowest gear; he drove all morning like someone who is anticipating traps. Yet, misfortune struck him. Because God expects more from us than just being righteous.

He cut through the hills to Market Saffron along a lane-road with which he was unfamiliar. It began to go up hill. He explained to Mr. Direck how admirably his engine would climb hills on the top gear.

He drove through the hills to Market Saffron along a road he didn’t know. It started to incline. He told Mr. Direck how wonderfully his engine would handle uphill climbs in top gear.

They took a curve and the hill grew steeper, and Mr. Direck opened the throttle.

They took a turn and the hill became steeper, so Mr. Direck pushed the gas.

They rounded another corner, and still more steeply the hill rose before them.

They turned another corner, and the hill rose even more steeply in front of them.

The engine began to make a chinking sound, and the car lost pace. And then Mr. Britling saw a pleading little white board with the inscription "Concealed Turning." For the moment he thought a turning might be concealed anywhere. He threw out his clutch and clapped on his brake. Then he repented of what he had done. But the engine, after three Herculean throbs, ceased to work. Mr. Britling with a convulsive clutch at his steering wheel set the electric hooter snarling, while one foot released the clutch again and the other, on the accelerator, sought in vain for help. Mr. Direck felt they were going back, back, in spite of all this vocalisation. He clutched at the emergency brake. But he was too late to avoid misfortune. With a feeling like sitting gently in butter, the car sank down sideways and stopped with two wheels in the ditch.

The engine started making a chinking sound, and the car began to slow down. Then Mr. Britling noticed a small white sign that read "Concealed Turning." For a moment, he thought a turn could be hidden anywhere. He released the clutch and slammed on the brakes. Then he regretted his actions. But the engine, after a few heroic sputters, stopped running. Mr. Britling, gripping the steering wheel tightly, activated the electric horn with a snarl, while one foot popped the clutch again and the other foot, on the gas pedal, searched in vain for power. Mr. Direck felt they were reversing, despite all the noise. He grabbed the emergency brake, but it was too late to avoid disaster. With a sensation like gently sitting in butter, the car tipped sideways and came to a stop with two wheels in the ditch.

Mr. Britling said they were in the ditch—said it with quite unnecessary violence....

Mr. Britling said they were in the ditch—said it with totally unnecessary force....

This time two cart horses and a retinue of five men were necessary to restore Gladys to her self-respect....

This time, two cart horses and a group of five men were needed to bring Gladys back her self-respect....

After that they drove on to Market Saffron, and got there in time for lunch, and after lunch Mr. Direck explored the church and the churchyard and the parish register....

After that, they drove on to Market Saffron and arrived just in time for lunch. After lunch, Mr. Direck explored the church, the churchyard, and the parish register...

After lunch Mr. Britling became more cheerful about his driving. The road from Market Saffron to Blandish, whence one turns off to Matching's Easy, is the London and Norwich high road; it is an old Roman Stane Street and very straightforward and honest in its stretches. You can see the cross roads half a mile away, and the low hedges give you no chance of a surprise. Everybody is cheered by such a road, and everybody drives more confidently and quickly, and Mr. Britling particularly was heartened by it and gradually let out Gladys from the almost excessive restriction that had hitherto marked the day. "On a road like this nothing can happen," said Mr. Britling.

After lunch, Mr. Britling felt more optimistic about his driving. The road from Market Saffron to Blandish, where you turn off for Matching's Easy, is the main highway connecting London and Norwich; it's an old Roman Stane Street, straightforward and honest in its layout. You can see the crossroads half a mile ahead, and the low hedges offer no surprises. Everyone feels uplifted on such a road, driving more confidently and quickly, and Mr. Britling, in particular, was encouraged by it, gradually easing Gladys out of the tight restrictions that had defined the day up to that point. "On a road like this, nothing can go wrong," said Mr. Britling.

"Unless you broke an axle or burst a tyre," said Mr. Direck.

"Unless you broke an axle or blew a tire," Mr. Direck said.

"My man at Matching's Easy is most careful in his inspection," said Mr. Britling, putting the accelerator well down and watching the speed indicator creep from forty to forty-five. "He went over the car not a week ago. And it's not one month old—in use that is."

"My guy at Matching's Easy is really thorough with his inspections," said Mr. Britling, pressing down on the accelerator and watching the speedometer climb from forty to forty-five. "He checked the car less than a week ago. And it’s not even a month old—at least in terms of usage."

Yet something did happen.

Yet something happened.

It was as they swept by the picturesque walls under the big old trees that encircle Brandismead Park. It was nothing but a slight miscalculation of distances. Ahead of them and well to the left, rode a postman on a bicycle; towards them, with that curious effect of implacable fury peculiar to motor cycles, came a motor cyclist. First Mr. Britling thought that he would not pass between these two, then he decided that he would hurry up and do so, then he reverted to his former decision, and then it seemed to him that he was going so fast that he must inevitably run down the postman. His instinct not to do that pulled the car sharply across the path of the motor cyclist. "Oh, my God!" cried Mr. Britling. "My God!" twisted his wheel over and distributed his feet among his levers dementedly.

It was as they passed by the beautiful walls under the big old trees that surrounded Brandismead Park. It was just a small miscalculation of distances. Ahead of them and to the left, a postman rode on a bicycle; coming toward them, with that strange, unstoppable rage typical of motorbikes, was a motorcyclist. First, Mr. Britling thought he wouldn’t try to squeeze between the two, then he decided to speed up and do it anyway. After that, he went back to his original decision, and it felt like he was going so fast that he would definitely hit the postman. His instinct to avoid that made him steer sharply across the path of the motorcyclist. “Oh my God!” cried Mr. Britling. “My God!” He frantically twisted the wheel and scrambled his feet among the controls.

He had an imperfectly formed idea of getting across right in front of the motor cyclist, and then they were going down the brief grassy slope between the road and the wall, straight at the wall, and still at a good speed. The motor cyclist smacked against something and vanished from the problem. The wall seemed to rush up at them and then—collapse. There was a tremendous concussion. Mr. Direck gripped at his friend the emergency brake, but had only time to touch it before his head hit against the frame of the glass wind-screen, and a curtain fell upon everything....

He had a vague idea of getting right in front of the motorcyclist, and then they were speeding down the short grassy slope between the road and the wall, headed straight for the wall. The motorcyclist crashed into something and disappeared from the situation. The wall seemed to come up fast, and then—boom. There was a massive impact. Mr. Direck reached for the emergency brake, but he only had time to graze it before his head slammed against the frame of the glass windscreen, and everything went dark....

He opened his eyes upon a broken wall, a crumpled motor car, and an undamaged motor cyclist in the aviator's cap and thin oilskin overalls dear to motor cyclists. Mr. Direck stared and then, still stunned and puzzled, tried to raise himself. He became aware of acute pain.

He opened his eyes to see a broken wall, a wrecked car, and an unscathed motorcyclist wearing an aviator's cap and the thin oilskin overalls beloved by motorcyclists. Mr. Direck stared, then, still dazed and confused, tried to get up. He noticed sharp pain.

"Don't move for a bit," said the motor cyclist. "Your arm and side are rather hurt, I think...."

"Don't move for a minute," said the motorcyclist. "I think your arm and side are pretty hurt..."


§ 8


In the course of the next twelve hours Mr. Direck was to make a discovery that was less common in the days before the war than it has been since. He discovered that even pain and injury may be vividly interesting and gratifying.

In the next twelve hours, Mr. Direck was about to make a discovery that was less common before the war than it has been since. He found out that even pain and injury can be strikingly interesting and satisfying.

If any one had told him he was going to be stunned for five or six minutes, cut about the brow and face and have a bone in his wrist put out, and that as a consequence he would find himself pleased and exhilarated, he would have treated the prophecy with ridicule; but here he was lying stiffly on his back with his wrist bandaged to his side and smiling into the darkness even more brightly than he had smiled at the Essex landscape two days before. The fact is pain hurts or irritates, but in itself it does not make a healthily constituted man miserable. The expectation of pain, the certainty of injury may make one hopeless enough, the reality rouses our resistance. Nobody wants a broken bone or a delicate wrist, but very few people are very much depressed by getting one. People can be much more depressed by smoking a hundred cigarettes in three days or losing one per cent. of their capital.

If someone had told him he would be stunned for five or six minutes, have cuts on his brow and face, and dislocate a bone in his wrist, and that as a result he would feel pleased and exhilarated, he would have dismissed that prediction as ridiculous. But here he was, lying stiffly on his back with his wrist bandaged to his side, smiling into the darkness even more brightly than he had smiled at the Essex landscape two days earlier. The truth is, pain can hurt or irritate, but it doesn't necessarily make a healthy person miserable. The anticipation of pain and the certainty of injury might create a sense of hopelessness, but the reality ignites our resilience. Nobody wants a broken bone or a fragile wrist, but very few people feel significantly depressed about getting one. People can often feel much more down from smoking a hundred cigarettes in three days or losing one percent of their capital.

And everybody had been most delightful to Mr. Direck.

And everyone had been really nice to Mr. Direck.

He had had the monopoly of damage. Mr. Britling, holding on to the steering wheel, had not even been thrown out. "Unless I'm internally injured," he said, "I'm not hurt at all. My liver perhaps—bruised a little...."

He had the exclusive claim to the damage. Mr. Britling, gripping the steering wheel, hadn't even been thrown out. "Unless I have internal injuries," he said, "I'm not hurt at all. My liver maybe—just a bit bruised...."

Gladys had been abandoned in the ditch, and they had been very kindly brought home by a passing automobile. Cecily had been at the Dower House at the moment of the rueful arrival. She had seen how an American can carry injuries. She had made sympathy and helpfulness more delightful by expressed admiration.

Gladys had been left in the ditch, and a passing car had kindly taken her home. Cecily had been at the Dower House when the unfortunate arrival happened. She had witnessed how an American can endure pain. She made her sympathy and willingness to help even more enjoyable by expressing her admiration.

"She's a natural born nurse," said Mr. Direck, and then rather in the tone of one who addressed a public meeting: "But this sort of thing brings out all the good there is in a woman."

"She's a natural nurse," Mr. Direck said, speaking as if he were addressing a crowd: "But experiences like this reveal all the goodness in a woman."

He had been quite explicit to them and more particularly to her, when they told him he must stay at the Dower House until his arm was cured. He had looked the application straight into her pretty eyes.

He had been very clear with them, especially with her, when they told him he had to stay at the Dower House until his arm was healed. He had looked right into her beautiful eyes as he said this.

"If I'm to stay right here just as a consequence of that little shake up, may be for a couple of weeks, may be three, and if you're coming to do a bit of a talk to me ever and again, then I tell you I don't call this a misfortune. It isn't a misfortune. It's right down sheer good luck...."

"If I have to stay right here just because of that little shake-up, maybe for a couple of weeks, maybe three, and if you're coming to chat with me every now and then, then I’ll tell you I don’t see this as bad luck. It’s not bad luck. It’s actually pure good luck...."

And now he lay as straight as a mummy, with his soul filled with radiance of complete mental peace. After months of distress and confusion, he'd got straight again. He was in the middle of a real good story, bright and clean. He knew just exactly what he wanted.

And now he lay as straight as a mummy, with his soul filled with the glow of complete mental peace. After months of distress and confusion, he had gotten himself back on track. He was in the middle of a really good story, bright and clear. He knew exactly what he wanted.

"After all," he said, "it's true. There's ideals. She's an ideal. Why, I loved her before ever I set eyes on Mamie. I loved her before I was put into pants. That old portrait, there it was pointing my destiny.... It's affinity.... It's natural selection....

"After all," he said, "it's true. There are ideals. She's an ideal. I loved her before I even met Mamie. I loved her before I started wearing pants. That old portrait, it was guiding my destiny.... It's like affinity.... It's natural selection...."

"Well, I don't know what she thinks of me yet, but I do know very well what she's got to think of me. She's got to think all the world of me—if I break every limb of my body making her do it.

"Well, I don't know what she thinks of me yet, but I do know very well what she has to think of me. She's got to think the world of me—if I have to break every bone in my body to make her do it."

"I'd a sort of feeling it was right to go in that old automobile.

"I had a feeling it was the right thing to do to get into that old car."

"Say what you like, there's a Guidance...."

"Say what you want, there's a Guidance...."

He smiled confidentially at the darkness as if they shared a secret.

He smiled knowingly at the darkness as if they were in on a secret together.


CHAPTER THE FOURTH

MR. BRITLING IN SOLILOQUY


§ 1


Very different from the painful contentment of the bruised and broken Mr. Direck was the state of mind of his unwounded host. He too was sleepless, but sleepless without exaltation. The day had been too much for him altogether; his head, to borrow an admirable American expression, was "busy."

Very different from the painful contentment of the bruised and broken Mr. Direck was the mindset of his unwounded host. He too was sleepless, but his sleeplessness lacked any excitement. The day had been too overwhelming for him; his mind, to borrow an excellent American expression, was "busy."

How busy it was, a whole chapter will be needed to describe....

How busy it was; a whole chapter will be needed to describe it...

The impression Mr. Britling had made upon Mr. Direck was one of indefatigable happiness. But there were times when Mr. Britling was called upon to pay for his general cheerful activity in lump sums of bitter sorrow. There were nights—and especially after seasons of exceptional excitement and nervous activity—when the reckoning would be presented and Mr. Britling would welter prostrate and groaning under a stormy sky of unhappiness—active insatiable unhappiness—a beating with rods.

The impression Mr. Britling made on Mr. Direck was one of relentless happiness. However, there were moments when Mr. Britling had to pay for his overall cheerful energy with heavy doses of deep sorrow. There were nights—and especially after periods of intense excitement and nervous energy—when the bill would come due, and Mr. Britling would be left sprawled out and groaning under a turbulent sky of unhappiness—active, unquenchable unhappiness—a harsh beating.

The sorrows of the sanguine temperament are brief but furious; the world knows little of them. The world has no need to reckon with them. They cause no suicides and few crimes. They hurry past, smiting at their victim as they go. None the less they are misery. Mr. Britling in these moods did not perhaps experience the grey and hopeless desolations of the melancholic nor the red damnation of the choleric, but he saw a world that bristled with misfortune and error, with poisonous thorns and traps and swampy places and incurable blunderings. An almost insupportable remorse for being Mr. Britling would pursue him—justifying itself upon a hundred counts....

The sorrows of the optimistic person are short-lived but intense; the world hardly notices them. The world doesn't need to deal with them. They don't lead to suicides and hardly any crimes. They rush by, hitting their target as they pass. Still, they are a form of misery. Mr. Britling in these moments didn't really feel the bleak despair of the depressed or the fiery rage of the angry, but he saw a world filled with misfortune and mistakes, with dangerous thorns, traps, muddy areas, and unfixable errors. An almost unbearable guilt for being Mr. Britling would follow him—justifying itself in countless ways....

And for being such a Britling!...

And for being such a Britling!...

Why—he revived again that bitter question of a thousand and one unhappy nights—why was he such a fool? Such a hasty fool? Why couldn't he look before he leapt? Why did he take risks? Why was he always so ready to act upon the supposition that all was bound to go well? (He might as well have asked why he had quick brown eyes.)

Why—he brought up that bitter question from a thousand and one unhappy nights again—why was he such a fool? Such a reckless fool? Why couldn't he think things through before jumping in? Why did he take chances? Why was he always so quick to assume everything would turn out fine? (He might as well have asked why he had quick brown eyes.)

Why, for instance, hadn't he adhered to the resolution of the early morning? He had begun with an extremity of caution....

Why, for example, hadn't he stuck to the decision he made early in the morning? He had started off with extreme caution....

It was a characteristic of these moods of Mr. Britling that they produced a physical restlessness. He kept on turning over and then turning over again, and sitting up and lying back, like a martyr on a gridiron....

It was typical of Mr. Britling's moods that they created a physical restlessness. He kept turning over and then turning over again, sitting up and lying back, like a martyr on a grill....

This was just the latest instance of a life-long trouble. Will there ever be a sort of man whose thoughts are quick and his acts slow? Then indeed we shall have a formidable being. Mr. Britling's thoughts were quick and sanguine and his actions even more eager than his thoughts. Already while he was a young man Mr. Britling had found his acts elbow their way through the hurry of his ideas and precipitate humiliations. Long before his reasons were marshalled, his resolutions were formed. He had attempted a thousand remonstrances with himself; he had sought to remedy the defects in his own character by written inscriptions in his bedroom and memoranda inside his watch case. "Keep steady!" was one of them. "Keep the End in View." And, "Go steadfastly, coherently, continuously; only so can you go where you will." In distrusting all impulse, scrutinising all imagination, he was persuaded lay his one prospect of escape from the surprise of countless miseries. Otherwise he danced among glass bombs and barbed wire.

This was just the latest example of a lifelong problem. Will there ever be a type of person whose thoughts are quick but actions are slow? If so, that would truly be an impressive individual. Mr. Britling's thoughts were quick and optimistic, and his actions were even more hurried than his thoughts. Even as a young man, Mr. Britling found that his actions rushed ahead of his ideas, leading to embarrassing situations. Long before he sorted out his reasons, he had already made his decisions. He had tried a thousand self-arguments; he had attempted to fix his character flaws by writing notes in his bedroom and reminders inside his watch case. "Stay steady!" was one of them. "Keep the end in mind." And, "Move steadily, coherently, continuously; that's the only way to get where you want to go." By distrusting all impulses and scrutinizing every thought, he believed he could avoid the surprise of endless troubles. Otherwise, he was navigating a minefield of glass bombs and barbed wire.

There had been a time when he could exhort himself to such fundamental charge and go through phases of the severest discipline. Always at last to be taken by surprise from some unexpected quarter. At last he had ceased to hope for any triumph so radical. He had been content to believe that in recent years age and a gathering habit of wisdom had somewhat slowed his leaping purpose. That if he hadn't overcome he had at least to a certain extent minimised it. But this last folly was surely the worst. To charge through this patient world with—how much did the car weigh? A ton certainly and perhaps more—reckless of every risk. Not only to himself but others. At this thought, he clutched the steering wheel again. Once more he saw the bent back of the endangered cyclist, once more he felt rather than saw the seething approach of the motor bicycle, and then through a long instant he drove helplessly at the wall....

There was a time when he could motivate himself to take on such a fundamental challenge and go through intense phases of discipline. But he always ended up being caught off guard by something unexpected. Eventually, he stopped hoping for such a dramatic victory. He had come to accept that in recent years, age and a developing sense of wisdom had somewhat slowed his ambitious drive. He figured that if he hadn’t completely overcome it, he had at least reduced it to some degree. But this last reckless act was certainly the worst. To speed through this unsuspecting world with—how much did the car weigh? At least a ton, maybe even more—careless of every risk. Not just to himself, but to others. At this thought, he tightened his grip on the steering wheel again. Once more, he saw the hunched figure of the threatened cyclist, once again felt rather than saw the approaching motorbike, and then, for what felt like a long moment, he drove helplessly toward the wall....

Hell perhaps is only one such incident, indefinitely prolonged....

Hell maybe is just one moment, stretched out forever....

Anything might have been there in front of him. And indeed now, out of the dreamland to which he could not escape something had come, something that screamed sharply....

Anything could have been in front of him. And now, out of the dreamland he couldn't escape, something had emerged, something that screamed sharply....

"Good God!" he cried, "if I had hit a child! I might have hit a child!" The hypothesis flashed into being with the thought, tried to escape and was caught. It was characteristic of Mr. Britling's nocturnal imagination that he should individualise this child quite sharply as rather plain and slender, with reddish hair, staring eyes, and its ribs crushed in a vivid and dreadful manner, pinned against the wall, mixed up with some bricks, only to be extracted, oh! horribly.

"Good God!" he exclaimed, "what if I had hit a child? I could have hit a child!" The idea suddenly formed in his mind, tried to get away, and was trapped. It was typical of Mr. Britling's nighttime thoughts to picture this child distinctly as somewhat plain and thin, with reddish hair, wide eyes, and its ribs crushed in a vivid and terrifying way, pinned against the wall, tangled with some bricks, only to be pulled out, oh! horribly.

But this was not fair! He had hurt no child! He had merely pitched out Mr. Direck and broken his arm....

But this wasn't fair! He hadn't hurt any child! He had just thrown out Mr. Direck and broken his arm....

It wasn't his merit that the child hadn't been there!

It wasn't his fault that the child hadn't been there!

The child might have been there!

The kid could've been here!

Mere luck.

Just luck.

He lay staring in despair—as an involuntary God might stare at many a thing in this amazing universe—staring at the little victim his imagination had called into being only to destroy....

He lay there, staring in despair—like an unwitting God might stare at many things in this incredible universe—fixated on the little victim his imagination had conjured up only to destroy....


§ 2


If he had not crushed a child other people had. Such things happened. Vicariously at any rate he had crushed many children....

If he hadn't hurt a child, someone else would have. These things happen. In a way, he had hurt many children vicariously...

Why are children ever crushed?

Why are kids ever crushed?

And suddenly all the pain and destruction and remorse of all the accidents in the world descended upon Mr. Britling.

And suddenly all the pain, destruction, and regret from every accident in the world overwhelmed Mr. Britling.

No longer did he ask why am I such a fool, but why are we all such fools? He became Man on the automobile of civilisation, crushing his thousands daily in his headlong and yet aimless career....

No longer did he ask why he's such a fool, but why are we all such fools? He became a man on the vehicle of civilization, crushing thousands every day in his reckless and yet aimless journey...

That was a trick of Mr. Britling's mind. It had this tendency to spread outward from himself to generalised issues. Many minds are like that nowadays. He was not so completely individualised as people are supposed to be individualised—in our law, in our stories, in our moral judgments. He had a vicarious factor. He could slip from concentrated reproaches to the liveliest remorse for himself as The Automobilist in General, or for himself as England, or for himself as Man. From remorse for smashing his guest and his automobile he could pass by what was for him the most imperceptible of transitions to remorse for every accident that has ever happened through the error of an automobilist since automobiles began. All that long succession of blunderers became Mr. Britling. Or rather Mr. Britling became all that vast succession of blunderers.

That was a quirk of Mr. Britling's mind. It tended to expand from his own experiences to broader issues. Many minds are like that these days. He wasn't as completely individualized as people are thought to be—according to our laws, our stories, and our moral beliefs. He had a vicarious aspect. He could shift from personal criticism to feeling intense remorse for himself as The Driver in General, or for himself as England, or for himself as Humanity. From feeling guilty about injuring his guest and damaging his car, he could seamlessly transition to feeling remorse for every accident that has ever occurred because of a driver's mistake since cars came about. All those countless blunderers became Mr. Britling. Or rather, Mr. Britling became all that vast array of blunderers.

These fluctuating lapses from individuation made Mr. Britling a perplexity to many who judged only by the old personal standards. At times he seemed a monster of cantankerous self-righteousness, whom nobody could please or satisfy, but indeed when he was most pitiless about the faults of his race or nation he was really reproaching himself, and when he seemed more egotistical and introspective and self-centred he was really ransacking himself for a clue to that same confusion of purposes that waste the hope and strength of humanity. And now through the busy distresses of the night it would have perplexed a watching angel to have drawn the line and shown when Mr. Britling, was grieving for his own loss and humiliation and when he was grieving for these common human weaknesses of which he had so large a share.

These shifting gaps in his sense of self made Mr. Britling a puzzle to many who judged him by outdated personal standards. Sometimes he appeared to be a difficult person full of angry self-righteousness, someone nobody could please or satisfy. However, when he was harshest about the shortcomings of his race or nation, he was actually criticizing himself. And when he seemed more self-focused, introspective, and egotistical, he was really searching within himself for a hint to that same confusion of goals that drains the hope and strength of humanity. Now, through the frantic troubles of the night, it would have confused a watching angel to determine when Mr. Britling was mourning his own loss and humiliation and when he was grieving for these common human weaknesses he shared so broadly.

And this double refraction of his mind by which a concentrated and individualised Britling did but present a larger impersonal Britling beneath, carried with it a duplication of his conscience and sense of responsibility. To his personal conscience he was answerable for his private honour and his debts and the Dower House he had made and so on, but to his impersonal conscience he was answerable for the whole world. The world from the latter point of view was his egg. He had a subconscious delusion that he had laid it. He had a subconscious suspicion that he had let it cool and that it was addled. He had an urgency to incubate it. The variety and interest of his talk was largely due to that persuasion, it was a perpetual attempt to spread his mental feathers over the task before him....

And this double perspective of his mind, where a focused and individual Britling only showed a broader, impersonal Britling underneath, came with a split in his conscience and sense of responsibility. For his personal conscience, he was accountable for his private honor, his debts, and the Dower House he had built, among other things. But to his broader conscience, he was accountable for the entire world. From this viewpoint, the world was his egg. He subconsciously believed he had laid it. He also had a nagging feeling that he had let it cool and that it was spoiled. He felt a pressing need to nurture it. The variety and interest in his conversations were largely driven by that belief; it was a constant attempt to spread his mental wings over the task ahead of him...


§ 3


After this much of explanation it is possible to go on to the task which originally brought Mr. Direck to Matching's Easy, the task that Massachusetts society had sent him upon, the task of organising the mental unveiling of Mr. Britling. Mr. Direck saw Mr. Britling only in the daylight, and with an increasing distraction of the attention towards Miss Cecily Corner. We may see him rather more clearly in the darkness, without any distraction except his own.

After all this explanation, we can move on to the task that originally brought Mr. Direck to Matching's Easy, the task that Massachusetts society had assigned him: organizing the mental unveiling of Mr. Britling. Mr. Direck only saw Mr. Britling during the day, and his attention was increasingly drawn to Miss Cecily Corner. In the darkness, however, we might see him a bit more clearly, with only his own distractions.

Now the smashing of Gladys was not only the source of a series of reproaches and remorses directly arising out of the smash; it had also a wide system of collateral consequences, which were also banging and blundering their way through the Britling mind. It was extraordinarily inconvenient in quite another direction that the automobile should be destroyed. It upset certain plans of Mr. Britling's in a direction growing right out from all the Dower House world in which Mr. Direck supposed him to be completely set and rooted. There were certain matters from which Mr. Britling had been averting his mind most strenuously throughout the week-end. Now, there was no averting his mind any more.

Now, the crash involving Gladys was not just the cause of a whole bunch of guilt and regret that came directly from the accident; it also had a range of additional consequences that were clumsily making their way through Britling's mind. It was incredibly inconvenient, in a totally different way, that the car was ruined. It disrupted some of Mr. Britling's plans that were springing directly from the entire Dower House world where Mr. Direck thought he was entirely settled and established. There were certain issues that Mr. Britling had been trying really hard to avoid thinking about all weekend. Now, he couldn't avoid thinking about them any longer.

Mr. Britling was entangled in a love affair. It was, to be exact, and disregarding minor affinities, his eighth love affair. And the new automobile, so soon as he could drive it efficiently, was to have played quite a solvent and conclusive part in certain entangled complications of this relationship.

Mr. Britling was caught up in a love affair. To be precise, and ignoring minor attractions, this was his eighth love affair. The new car, once he could drive it well, was supposed to play a significant and decisive role in some complicated aspects of this relationship.

A man of lively imagination and quick impulses naturally has love affairs as he drives himself through life, just as he naturally has accidents if he drives an automobile.

A man with a vivid imagination and fast reactions will naturally have love affairs as he navigates through life, just like he will have accidents if he drives a car.

And the peculiar relations that existed between Mr. Britling and Mrs. Britling tended inevitably to make these love affairs troublesome, undignified and futile. Especially when they were viewed from the point of view of insomnia.

And the strange dynamics between Mr. Britling and Mrs. Britling inevitably made these love affairs complicated, undignified, and pointless. This was especially true when seen from the perspective of insomnia.

Mr. Britling's first marriage had been a passionately happy one. His second was by comparison a marriage in neutral tint. There is much to be said for that extreme Catholic theory which would make marriage not merely lifelong but eternal. Certainly Mr. Britling would have been a finer if not a happier creature if his sentimental existence could have died with his first wife or continued only in his love for their son. He had married in the glow of youth, he had had two years of clean and simple loving, helping, quarrelling and the happy ending of quarrels. Something went out of him into all that, which could not be renewed again. In his first extremity of grief he knew that perfectly well—and then afterwards he forgot it. While there is life there is imagination, which makes and forgets and goes on.

Mr. Britling's first marriage had been incredibly happy. His second, in comparison, was a marriage lacking color. There's a lot to support that strict Catholic idea that marriage should be not just lifelong but eternal. Certainly, Mr. Britling would have been a better if not happier person if his emotional journey could have ended with his first wife or continued only through his love for their son. He had married in the excitement of youth, enjoying two years of genuine love, support, arguments, and the joyful resolution of those arguments. He put a piece of himself into all of that, which couldn't be replaced. In his initial wave of grief, he understood that completely—and then later he forgot it. As long as there's life, there's imagination, which creates, forgets, and moves on.

He met Edith under circumstances that did not in any way recall his lost Mary. He met her, as people say, "socially"; Mary, on the other hand, had been a girl at Newnham while he was a fellow of Pembroke, and there had been something of accident and something of furtiveness in their lucky discovery of each other. There had been a flush in it; there was dash in it. But Edith he saw and chose and had to woo. There was no rushing together; there was solicitation and assent. Edith was a Bachelor of Science of London University and several things like that, and she looked upon the universe under her broad forehead and broad-waving brown hair with quiet watchful eyes that had nothing whatever to hide, a thing so incredible to Mr. Britling that he had loved and married her very largely for the serenity of her mystery. And for a time after their marriage he sailed over those brown depths plumbing furiously.

He met Edith in a way that didn’t remind him at all of his lost Mary. He met her, as people say, “socially”; Mary, on the other hand, had been a student at Newnham while he was a fellow at Pembroke, and their fortunate discovery of each other had a mix of chance and secrecy to it. There had been excitement in that; it had a spark. But with Edith, he saw her, chose her, and had to court her. There was no rushing into things; it was all about asking and agreeing. Edith had a Bachelor of Science degree from London University and other similar qualifications, and she viewed the world under her broad forehead and flowing brown hair with calm, observant eyes that had nothing to conceal—a concept so hard for Mr. Britling to grasp that he had loved and married her largely for the peace of her mystery. And for a while after their marriage, he explored those brown depths with intense curiosity.

Of course he did not make his former passion for Mary at all clear to her. Indeed, while he was winning Edith it was by no means clear to himself. He was making a new emotional drama, and consciously and subconsciously he dismissed a hundred reminiscences that sought to invade the new experience, and which would have been out of key with it. And without any deliberate intention to that effect he created an atmosphere between himself and Edith in which any discussion of Mary was reduced to a minimum, and in which Hugh was accepted rather than explained. He contrived to believe that she understood all sorts of unsayable things; he invented miracles of quite uncongenial mute mutuality....

Of course, he didn’t make his old feelings for Mary clear to her at all. In fact, while he was pursuing Edith, he wasn’t clear about it himself either. He was creating a new emotional storyline, and both consciously and subconsciously, he pushed aside countless memories that tried to intrude on this new experience, which wouldn’t have fit with it. Without meaning to, he created an atmosphere between himself and Edith where any talk about Mary was kept to a minimum, and where Hugh was accepted without needing an explanation. He managed to convince himself that she understood all kinds of unspeakable things; he fabricated miracles of completely unconnected silent understanding...

It was over the chess-board that they first began to discover their extensive difficulties of sympathy. Mr. Britling's play was characterised by a superficial brilliance, much generosity and extreme unsoundness; he always moved directly his opponent had done so—and then reflected on the situation. His reflection was commonly much wiser than his moves. Mrs. Britling was, as it were, a natural antagonist to her husband; she was as calm as he was irritable. She was never in a hurry to move, and never disposed to make a concession. Quietly, steadfastly, by caution and deliberation, without splendour, without error, she had beaten him at chess until it led to such dreadful fits of anger that he had to renounce the game altogether. After every such occasion he would be at great pains to explain that he had merely been angry with himself. Nevertheless he felt, and would not let himself think (while she concluded from incidental heated phrases), that that was not the complete truth about the outbreak.

It was over the chessboard that they first started to uncover their deep issues with empathy. Mr. Britling's play was marked by flashy brilliance, a lot of generosity, and serious flaws; he always moved right after his opponent and then thought about the situation. His reflections were usually much smarter than his moves. Mrs. Britling was like a natural opponent to her husband; she was as calm as he was irritable. She never rushed to move and was never willing to compromise. Quietly and steadily, with caution and deliberation, without showiness or mistakes, she had beaten him at chess so often that it led to such terrible fits of anger that he had to quit the game for good. After each of these episodes, he would take great care to explain that he was just angry with himself. Still, he felt, and wouldn’t let himself consider (while she interpreted incidental heated comments), that this wasn't the entire truth about his outbursts.

Slowly they got through the concealments of that specious explanation. Temperamentally they were incompatible.

Slowly they worked through the layers of that misleading explanation. They were just incompatible by nature.

They were profoundly incompatible. In all things she was defensive. She never came out; never once had she surprised him halfway upon the road to her. He had to go all the way to her and knock and ring, and then she answered faithfully. She never surprised him even by unkindness. If he had a cut finger she would bind it up very skilfully and healingly, but unless he told her she never discovered he had a cut finger. He was amazed she did not know of it before it happened. He piped and she did not dance. That became the formula of his grievance. For several unhappy years she thwarted him and disappointed him, while he filled her with dumb inexplicable distresses. He had been at first so gay an activity, and then he was shattered; fragments of him were still as gay and attractive as ever, but between were outbreaks of anger, of hostility, of something very like malignity. Only very slowly did they realise the truth of their relationship and admit to themselves that the fine bud of love between them had failed to flower, and only after long years were they able to delimit boundaries where they had imagined union, and to become—allies. If it had been reasonably possible for them to part without mutual injury and recrimination they would have done so, but two children presently held them, and gradually they had to work out the broad mutual toleration of their later relations. If there was no love and delight between them there was a real habitual affection and much mutual help. She was proud of his steady progress to distinction, proud of each intimation of respect he won; she admired and respected his work; she recognised that he had some magic, of liveliness and unexpectedness that was precious and enviable. So far as she could help him she did. And even when he knew that there was nothing behind it, that it was indeed little more than an imaginative inertness, he could still admire and respect her steady dignity and her consistent honourableness. Her practical capacity was for him a matter for continual self-congratulation. He marked the bright order of her household, her flowering borders, the prosperous high-born roses of her garden with a wondering appreciation. He had never been able to keep anything in order. He relied more and more upon her. He showed his respect for her by a scrupulous attention to her dignity, and his confidence by a franker and franker emotional neglect. Because she expressed so little he succeeded in supposing she felt little, and since nothing had come out of the brown depths of her eyes he saw fit at last to suppose no plumb-line would ever find anything there. He pursued his interests; he reached out to this and that; he travelled; she made it a matter of conscience to let him go unhampered; she felt, she thought—unrecorded; he did, and he expressed and re-expressed and over-expressed, and started this and that with quick irrepressible activity, and so there had accumulated about them the various items of the life to whose more ostensible accidents Mr. Direck was now for an indefinite period joined.

They were completely mismatched. She was defensive about everything. She never came to meet him; she never once met him partway on his way to her. He had to go all the way to her place, knock, and ring the bell, and then she would answer as expected. She never surprised him, not even with unkindness. If he had a cut on his finger, she would wrap it up skillfully and helpfully, but unless he mentioned it, she never noticed he had a cut finger. He was astonished that she didn’t know about it before it even happened. He would play music, and she would not join in. That became the basis of his complaints. For several unhappy years, she frustrated and disappointed him, while he filled her life with confusing distress. He had started off so lively and active, but then he became shattered; parts of him still sparkled with charm, but in between were outbursts of anger, hostility, and something close to malice. It took them a long time to realize the truth of their relationship and admit to themselves that the beautiful spark of love they had didn’t bloom, and it wasn’t until years later that they were able to set boundaries where they had once hoped for unity and become allies. If it had been possible for them to separate without hurting each other, they would have done so, but two children kept them together, and gradually they had to figure out how to tolerate each other in their later relationship. While there was no love and joy between them, there was a genuine, habitual affection and a lot of mutual support. She was proud of his consistent growth towards recognition, proud of every sign of respect he earned; she admired and respected his work; she acknowledged that he possessed a certain charm, liveliness, and unpredictability that were valuable and enviable. She did everything she could to support him. Even when he realized there was nothing substantial behind it, that it was mostly just a lack of engagement, he could still admire her steady dignity and her unwavering honor. Her practical skills were a constant source of pride for him. He appreciated the neatness of her home, the blooming flowers, and the thriving, exquisite roses in her garden with wonder. He had never been able to keep anything organized. He depended on her more and more. He showed his respect for her by being very careful of her dignity and his confidence by being increasingly emotionally neglectful. Because she expressed so little, he managed to convince himself that she felt little, and since nothing ever came from the deep brown of her eyes, he finally decided that no one would ever uncover anything there. He pursued his interests, reached out to various things, and traveled; she made it her mission to let him go without restrictions; she felt and thought—without any record; he acted, expressed, re-expressed, and over-expressed, diving into various activities, and so around them accumulated the different aspects of the life to which Mr. Direck was now indefinitely connected.

It was in the nature of Mr. Britling to incur things; it was in the nature of Mrs. Britling to establish them. Mr. Britling had taken the Dower House on impulse, and she had made it a delightful home. He had discovered the disorderly delights of mixed Sunday hockey one weekend at Pontings that had promised to be dull, and she had made it an institution.... He had come to her with his orphan boy and a memory of a passionate first loss that sometimes, and more particularly at first, he seemed to have forgotten altogether, and at other times was only too evidently lamenting with every fibre of his being. She had taken the utmost care of the relics of her duskily pretty predecessor that she found in unexpected abundance in Mr. Britling's possession, and she had done her duty by her sometimes rather incomprehensible stepson. She never allowed herself to examine the state of her heart towards this youngster; it is possible that she did not perceive the necessity for any such examination....

It was just how Mr. Britling was to take risks; it was how Mrs. Britling was to create stability. Mr. Britling had impulsively rented the Dower House, and she had turned it into a charming home. He had stumbled upon the messy fun of mixed Sunday hockey one weekend at Pontings, which had seemed like it would be boring, and she had turned it into a regular thing.... He had come to her with his orphaned boy and memories of a deep first love lost, which sometimes, especially at first, he appeared to forget completely, and at other times, he was clearly mourning with every part of him. She had carefully preserved the remnants of her somewhat beautiful predecessor that she found in surprising abundance in Mr. Britling's belongings, and she had taken on the responsibility of her sometimes puzzling stepson. She never let herself think too much about her feelings for this young boy; it’s possible she didn’t see the need to reflect on them at all....

So she went through life, outwardly serene and dignified, one of a great company of rather fastidious, rather unenterprising women who have turned for their happiness to secondary things, to those fair inanimate things of household and garden which do not turn again and rend one, to aestheticisms and delicacies, to order and seemliness. Moreover she found great satisfaction in the health and welfare, the growth and animation of her own two little boys. And no one knew, and perhaps even she had contrived to forget, the phases of astonishment and disillusionment, of doubt and bitterness and secret tears, that spread out through the years in which she had slowly realised that this strange, fitful, animated man who had come to her, vowing himself hers, asking for her so urgently and persuasively, was ceasing, had ceased, to love her, that his heart had escaped her, that she had missed it; she never dreamt that she had hurt it, and that after its first urgent, tumultuous, incomprehensible search for her it had hidden itself bitterly away....

So she went through life, appearing calm and composed, one among a large group of somewhat picky, unadventurous women who had turned to minor pleasures for their happiness—those beautiful, lifeless things of home and garden that don't betray you, to aesthetics and subtleties, to order and neatness. She also found great joy in the health and well-being, the growth and liveliness of her two little boys. And no one knew, and maybe she had managed to forget, the moments of shock and disappointment, of doubt and bitterness and silent tears that stretched over the years as she slowly realized that this strange, unpredictable, lively man who had come to her, declaring his love, pleading with her so intensely and convincingly, was stopping, had stopped, loving her, that his heart had slipped away from her, that she had lost it; she never imagined that she had hurt it, and that after its first urgent, chaotic, confusing search for her, it had bitterly hidden itself away....


§ 4


The mysterious processes of nature that had produced Mr. Britling had implanted in him an obstinate persuasion that somewhere in the world, from some human being, it was still possible to find the utmost satisfaction for every need and craving. He could imagine as existing, as waiting for him, he knew not where, a completeness of understanding, a perfection of response, that would reach all the gamut of his feelings and sensations from the most poetical to the most entirely physical, a beauty of relationship so transfiguring that not only would she—it went without saying that this completion was a woman—be perfectly beautiful in its light but, what was manifestly more incredible, that he too would be perfectly beautiful and quite at his ease.... In her presence there could be no self-reproaches, no lapses, no limitations, nothing but happiness and the happiest activities.... To such a persuasion half the imaginative people in the world succumb as readily and naturally as ducklings take to water. They do not doubt its truth any more than a thirsty camel doubts that presently it will come to a spring.

The mysterious workings of nature that created Mr. Britling had instilled in him a stubborn belief that somewhere in the world, from some person, it was still possible to find complete satisfaction for every need and desire. He could picture, existing somewhere he couldn't identify, a total understanding, a perfect response that would resonate with all his feelings and sensations, from the most poetic to the most physical. He envisioned a relationship so transformative that not only would she—of course, this completeness was a woman—be perfectly beautiful in its light, but even more incredibly, he would also be perfectly beautiful and completely at ease. In her presence, there would be no self-blame, no mistakes, no limitations—only happiness and joyful activities. Many imaginative people in the world easily and naturally fall prey to such a belief, just as ducklings instinctively take to water. They don't doubt its truth any more than a thirsty camel doubts that it will soon find a spring.

This persuasion is as foolish as though a camel hoped that some day it would drink from such a spring that it would never thirst again. For the most part Mr. Britling ignored its presence in his mind, and resisted the impulses it started. But at odd times, and more particularly in the afternoon and while travelling and in between books, Mr. Britling so far succumbed to this strange expectation of a wonder round the corner that he slipped the anchors of his humour and self-contempt and joined the great cruising brotherhood of the Pilgrims of Love....

This belief is as foolish as a camel thinking it will find a spring from which it will never thirst again. Most of the time, Mr. Britling pushed this thought aside and resisted the urges it created. But sometimes, especially in the afternoons while traveling or during breaks between books, Mr. Britling gave in to this strange hope for a wonder waiting around the corner, letting go of his humor and self-criticism, and joining the vast community of the Pilgrims of Love....

In fact—though he himself had never made a reckoning of it—he had been upon eight separate cruises. He was now upon the eighth....

In fact—though he had never actually counted it—he had been on eight different cruises. He was currently on the eighth....

Between these various excursions—they took him round and about the world, so to speak, they cast him away on tropical beaches, they left him dismasted on desolate seas, they involved the most startling interventions and the most inconvenient consequences—there were interludes of penetrating philosophy. For some years the suspicion had been growing up in Mr. Britling's mind that in planting this persuasion in his being, the mysterious processes of Nature had been, perhaps for some purely biological purpose, pulling, as people say, his leg, that there were not these perfect responses, that loving a woman is a thing one does thoroughly once for all—or so—and afterwards recalls regrettably in a series of vain repetitions, and that the career of the Pilgrim of Love, so soon as you strip off its credulous glamour, is either the most pitiful or the most vulgar and vile of perversions from the proper conduct of life. But this suspicion had not as yet grown to prohibitive dimensions with him, it was not sufficient to resist the seasons of high tide, the sudden promise of the salt-edged breeze, the invitation of the hovering sea-bird; and he was now concealing beneath the lively surface of activities with which Mr. Direck was now familiar, a very extensive system of distresses arising out of the latest, the eighth of these digressional adventures....

Between these various trips—they took him all over the world, so to speak; they stranded him on tropical beaches, left him helpless in desolate seas, and led to some shocking interventions and inconvenient consequences—there were moments of deep reflection. For several years, Mr. Britling had been growing increasingly suspicious that in instilling this belief in him, the mysterious workings of Nature were, perhaps for some natural reason, playing tricks on him, that these perfect reactions didn't really exist, that loving a woman is something you do completely once and then sadly reflect on in a series of empty repeats, and that the journey of the Pilgrim of Love, once you remove its naïve charm, is either the most pitiful or the most disgusting and vile distortion of proper living. But this suspicion had not yet become too overbearing for him; it wasn't enough to resist the tides of passion, the sudden allure of the salty breeze, the call of the soaring sea-bird; and beneath the vibrant activities that Mr. Direck was now familiar with, he was hiding a deep well of distress stemming from the latest, the eighth of these digressive adventures....

Mr. Britling had got into it very much as he had got into the ditch on the morning before his smash. He hadn't thought the affair out and he hadn't looked carefully enough. And it kept on developing in just the ways he would rather that it didn't.

Mr. Britling got into it much like he ended up in the ditch on the morning before his crash. He hadn't thought the situation through and he hadn't looked closely enough. And it just kept unfolding in ways he would have preferred to avoid.

The seventh affair had been very disconcerting. He had made a fool of himself with quite a young girl; he blushed to think how young; it hadn't gone very far, but it had made his nocturnal reflections so disagreeable that he had—by no means for the first time—definitely and forever given up these foolish dreams of love. And when Mrs. Harrowdean swam into his circle, she seemed just exactly what was wanted to keep his imagination out of mischief. She came bearing flattery to the pitch of adoration. She was the brightest and cleverest of young widows. She wrote quite admirably criticism in the Scrutator and the Sectarian, and occasionally poetry in the Right Review—when she felt disposed to do so. She had an intermittent vein of high spirits that was almost better than humour and made her quickly popular with most of the people she met, and she was only twenty miles away in her pretty house and her absurd little jolly park.

The seventh relationship had been really unsettling. He had embarrassed himself with a much younger girl; he felt ashamed to think about how young she was. It hadn't gone very far, but it had made his nighttime thoughts so unpleasant that he had—definitely and for the umpteenth time—completely given up on these silly dreams of love. And when Mrs. Harrowdean entered his life, she seemed just perfect to keep his imagination out of trouble. She came with compliments that reached the level of adoration. She was the smartest and most capable of young widows. She wrote excellent critiques in the Scrutator and the Sectarian, and occasionally poetry in the Right Review—when she felt like it. She had a sporadic streak of high spirits that was almost better than humor and quickly made her popular with most people she met, and she was only twenty miles away in her charming house and her silly little cheerful park.

There was something, she said, in his thought and work that was like walking in mountains. She came to him because she wanted to clamber about the peaks and glens of his mind.

There was something, she said, in his thoughts and work that felt like hiking in the mountains. She approached him because she wanted to explore the peaks and valleys of his mind.

It was natural to reply that he wasn't by any means the serene mountain elevation she thought him, except perhaps for a kind of loneliness....

It was natural to respond that he definitely wasn't the calm, lofty figure she imagined him to be, maybe just a bit lonely....

She was a great reader of eighteenth century memoirs, and some she conveyed to him. Her mental quality was all in the vein of the friendships of Rousseau and Voltaire, and pleasantly and trippingly she led him along the primrose path of an intellectual liaison. She came first to Matching's Easy, where she was sweet and bright and vividly interested and a great contrast to Mrs. Britling, and then he and she met in London, and went off together with a fine sense of adventure for a day at Richmond, and then he took some work with him to her house and stayed there....

She was an avid reader of eighteenth-century memoirs, and she shared some with him. Her mindset was similar to the friendships of Rousseau and Voltaire, and with a cheerful and lighthearted approach, she guided him down the exciting path of an intellectual relationship. First, they met at Matching's Easy, where she was sweet, bright, vividly interested, and a refreshing change from Mrs. Britling. Later, they met again in London and set off together with a sense of adventure for a day in Richmond. Afterward, he brought some work to her house and stayed there...

Then she went away into Scotland for a time and he wanted her again tremendously and clamoured for her eloquently, and then it was apparent and admitted between them that they were admirably in love, oh! immensely in love.

Then she went away to Scotland for a while, and he wanted her back so much and begged for her passionately, and it became clear and accepted between them that they were wonderfully in love, oh! immensely in love.

The transitions from emotional mountaineering to ardent intimacies were so rapid and impulsive that each phase obliterated its predecessor, and it was only with a vague perplexity that Mr. Britling found himself transferred from the rôle of a mountainous objective for pretty little pilgrims to that of a sedulous lover in pursuit of the happiness of one of the most uncertain, intricate, and entrancing of feminine personalities. This was not at all his idea of the proper relations between men and women, but Mrs. Harrowdean had a way of challenging his gallantry. She made him run about for her; she did not demand but she commanded presents and treats and surprises; she even developed a certain jealousy in him. His work began to suffer from interruptions. Yet they had glowing and entertaining moments together that could temper his rebellious thoughts with the threat of irreparable loss. "One must love, and all things in life are imperfect," was how Mr. Britling expressed his reasons for submission. And she had a hold upon him too in a certain facile pitifulness. She was little; she could be stung sometimes by the slightest touch and then her blue eyes would be bright with tears.

The shift from emotional highs to passionate intimacy was so fast and impulsive that each phase completely erased the last one. Mr. Britling found himself, with vague confusion, moving from being a lofty goal for charming little admirers to a devoted lover chasing the happiness of one of the most unpredictable, complex, and captivating women he knew. This wasn’t at all how he envisioned the proper relationships between men and women, but Mrs. Harrowdean had a way of pushing his boundaries. She made him run errands for her; she didn’t just ask but commanded gifts, treats, and surprises; she even sparked a bit of jealousy in him. His work started to suffer because of the interruptions. Still, they shared exciting and memorable moments together that tempered his rebellious thoughts with the fear of losing something irreplaceable. "One must love, and everything in life is flawed," Mr. Britling said to justify his surrender. She also had a grip on him through her delicate and vulnerable moments. She was petite, and the slightest slight could hurt her, causing her blue eyes to glisten with tears.

Those possible tears could weigh at times even more than those possible lost embraces.

Those potential tears could sometimes feel heavier than the missed hugs.

And there was Oliver.

And there was Oliver.

Oliver was a person Mr. Britling had never seen. He grew into the scheme of things by insensible gradations. He was a government official in London; he was, she said, extraordinarily dull, he was lacking altogether in Mr. Britling's charm and interest, but he was faithful and tender and true. And considerably younger than Mr. Britling. He asked nothing but to love. He offered honourable marriage. And when one's heart was swelling unendurably one could weep in safety on his patient shoulder. This patient shoulder of Oliver's ultimately became Mr. Britling's most exasperating rival.

Oliver was someone Mr. Britling had never met. He gradually became part of the bigger picture. He was a government worker in London; she said he was incredibly boring, completely missing Mr. Britling's charisma and appeal, but he was loyal, caring, and genuine. Plus, he was quite a bit younger than Mr. Britling. He asked for nothing more than to love. He proposed a respectable marriage. And when your heart felt like it would burst, you could cry safely on his understanding shoulder. This supportive shoulder of Oliver’s eventually turned into Mr. Britling's most frustrating rival.

She liked to vex him with Oliver. She liked to vex him generally. Indeed in this by no means abnormal love affair, there was a very strong antagonism. She seemed to resent the attraction Mr. Britling had for her and the emotions and pleasure she had with him. She seemed under the sway of an instinctive desire to make him play heavily for her, in time, in emotion, in self-respect. It was intolerable to her that he could take her easily and happily. That would be taking her cheaply. She valued his gifts by the bother they cost him, and was determined that the path of true love should not, if she could help it, run smooth. Mr. Britling on the other hand was of the school of polite and happy lovers. He thought it outrageous to dispute and contradict, and he thought that making love was a cheerful, comfortable thing to be done in a state of high good humour and intense mutual appreciation. This levity offended the lady's pride. She drew unfavourable contrasts with Oliver. If Oliver lacked charm he certainly did not lack emotion. He desired sacrifice, it seemed, almost more than satisfactions. Oliver was a person of the most exemplary miserableness; he would weep copiously and frequently. She could always make him weep when she wanted to do so. By holding out hopes and then dashing them if by no other expedient. Why did Mr. Britling never weep? She wept.

She liked to annoy him with Oliver. She liked to annoy him in general. In this love affair, which was far from typical, there was a strong clash between them. She seemed to resent the attraction Mr. Britling had for her and the emotions and pleasure she found with him. It felt like she had an instinctive urge to make him pay a heavy price for her love, in terms of time, emotions, and self-respect. It was unbearable for her that he could take her easily and happily; that would feel like he was taking her for granted. She measured his gifts by the effort they cost him and was determined that the path of true love wouldn't run smoothly if she could help it. On the other hand, Mr. Britling belonged to the camp of polite and happy lovers. He thought it was absurd to argue and contradict, and believed that making love should be a cheerful, comfortable experience filled with high spirits and deep appreciation for each other. This lightheartedness offended her pride. She drew unfavorable comparisons to Oliver. While Oliver might not have had charm, he certainly had deep emotions. It seemed he craved sacrifice even more than satisfaction. Oliver was extremely miserable; he would cry a lot and often. She could always make him cry whenever she wanted, just by raising hopes and then crushing them if nothing else worked. Why did Mr. Britling never cry? She cried.

Some base streak of competitiveness in Mr. Britling's nature made it seem impossible that he should relinquish the lady to Oliver. Besides, then, what would he do with his dull days, his afternoons, his need for a properly demonstrated affection?

Some basic competitive instinct in Mr. Britling’s nature made it seem impossible for him to let the lady go to Oliver. Besides, what would he do with his boring days, his afternoons, and his need for a clearly expressed affection?

So Mr. Britling trod the path of his eighth digression, rather overworked in the matter of flowers and the selection of small jewellery, stalked by the invisible and indefatigable Oliver, haunted into an unwilling industry of attentions—attentions on the model of the professional lover of the French novels—by the memory and expectation of tearful scenes. "Then you don't love me! And it's all spoilt. I've risked talk and my reputation.... I was a fool ever to dream of making love beautifully...."

So Mr. Britling took his eighth digression, a bit exhausted by thoughts of flowers and choosing small jewelry, followed by the unseen and tireless Oliver, pushed into a reluctant effort of attention—attention like that of the professional lover in French novels—by the memories and anticipation of tearful encounters. "So you don't love me! And it's all ruined. I've risked conversations and my reputation... I was a fool to ever think I could make love beautifully..."

Exactly like running your car into a soft wet ditch when you cannot get out and you cannot get on. And your work and your interests waiting and waiting for you!...

Exactly like driving your car into a soft, wet ditch when you can't get out and you can't move forward. And your work and your interests just waiting and waiting for you!...

The car itself was an outcome of the affair. It was Mrs. Harrowdean's idea, she thought chiefly of pleasant expeditions to friendly inns in remote parts of the country, inns with a flavour of tacit complicity, but it fell in very pleasantly with Mr. Britling's private resentment at the extraordinary inconvenience of the railway communications between Matching's Easy and her station at Pyecrafts, which involved a journey to Liverpool Street and a long wait at a junction. And now the car was smashed up—just when he had acquired skill enough to take it over to Pyecrafts without shame, and on Tuesday or Wednesday at latest he would have to depart in the old way by the London train....

The car was a result of the affair. It was Mrs. Harrowdean's idea; she mainly envisioned enjoyable trips to charming inns in out-of-the-way places, inns that had an air of unspoken understanding. However, it also aligned well with Mr. Britling's ongoing frustration with the terrible train connections between Matching's Easy and her station at Pyecrafts, which required a trip to Liverpool Street and a long wait at a transfer point. And now the car was wrecked—just when he had finally gained enough confidence to drive it over to Pyecrafts without feeling embarrassed, and by Tuesday or Wednesday at the latest, he would have to go back to the old method of taking the London train....

Only the most superficial mind would assert nowadays that man is a reasonable creature. Man is an unreasonable creature, and it was entirely unreasonable and human for Mr. Britling during his nocturnal self-reproaches to mix up his secret resentment at his infatuation for Mrs. Harrowdean with his ill-advised attack upon the wall of Brandismead Park. He ought never to have bought that car; he ought never to have been so ready to meet Mrs. Harrowdean more than half-way.

Only the most shallow thinker would claim today that man is a rational being. Man is an irrational being, and it was completely unreasonable and human for Mr. Britling, in his late-night self-blame, to confuse his hidden anger about his obsession with Mrs. Harrowdean with his misguided assault on the wall of Brandismead Park. He should have never bought that car; he should have never been so eager to meet Mrs. Harrowdean more than halfway.

What exacerbated his feeling about Mrs. Harrowdean was a new line she had recently taken with regard to Mrs. Britling. From her first rash assumption that Mr. Britling was indifferent to his wife, she had come to realise that on the contrary he was in some ways extremely tender about his wife. This struck her as an outrageous disloyalty. Instead of appreciating a paradox she resented an infidelity. She smouldered with perplexed resentment for some days, and then astonished her lover by a series of dissertations of a hostile and devastating nature upon the lady of the Dower House.

What made his feelings about Mrs. Harrowdean worse was a new stance she had recently adopted regarding Mrs. Britling. From her initial, hasty belief that Mr. Britling was indifferent to his wife, she had realized that, in fact, he was very caring toward her. This struck her as an outrageous betrayal. Instead of understanding a paradox, she felt wronged by what she saw as disloyalty. She brooded over her confusing anger for several days, and then surprised her lover with a series of hostile and cutting critiques about the lady of the Dower House.

He tried to imagine he hadn't heard all that he had heard, but Mrs. Harrowdean had a nimble pen and nimbler afterthoughts, and once her mind had got to work upon the topic she developed her offensive in half-a-dozen brilliant letters.... On the other hand she professed a steadily increasing passion for Mr. Britling. And to profess passion for Mr. Britling was to put him under a sense of profound obligation—because indeed he was a modest man. He found himself in an emotional quandary.

He tried to pretend he hadn’t heard everything he had, but Mrs. Harrowdean was quick with her pen and even quicker with her follow-up thoughts. Once she focused on the topic, she launched into a series of six impressive letters... On the flip side, she claimed to have an ever-growing passion for Mr. Britling. Admitting a passion for Mr. Britling made him feel deeply obligated to her—since he really was a humble guy. He found himself in an emotional dilemma.

You see, if Mrs. Harrowdean had left Mrs. Britling alone everything would have been quite tolerable. He considered Mrs. Harrowdean a charming human being, and altogether better than he deserved. Ever so much better. She was all initiative and response and that sort of thing. And she was so discreet. She had her own reputation to think about, and one or two of her predecessors—God rest the ashes of those fires!—had not been so discreet. Yet one could not have this sort of thing going on behind Edith's back. All sorts of things one might have going on behind Edith's back, but not this writing and saying of perfectly beastly things about Edith. Nothing could alter the fact that Edith was his honour....

You see, if Mrs. Harrowdean had just left Mrs. Britling alone, everything would have been perfectly fine. He thought Mrs. Harrowdean was a wonderful person, and overall, much better than he deserved. Way better. She was full of initiative and responsiveness and all that. And she was so discreet. She had her own reputation to think about, and a couple of her predecessors—may they rest in peace—had not been so discreet. But one couldn't have this kind of thing happening behind Edith's back. There were all sorts of things that one might have going on behind Edith’s back, but not this writing and saying of completely awful things about Edith. Nothing could change the fact that Edith was his honor....


§ 5


Throughout the week-end Mr. Britling had kept this trouble well battened down. He had written to Mrs. Harrowdean a brief ambiguous note saying, "I am thinking over all that you have said," and after that he had scarcely thought about her at all. Or at least he had always contrived to be much more vividly thinking about something else. But now in these night silences the suppressed trouble burst hatches and rose about him.

Throughout the weekend, Mr. Britling had kept this issue under control. He had written Mrs. Harrowdean a brief, somewhat vague note saying, "I'm considering everything you've said," and after that, he hardly thought about her at all. Or at least, he had been able to focus on something else much more vividly. But now, in the stillness of the night, the buried concern broke free and surrounded him.

What a mess he had made of the whole scheme of his emotional life! There had been a time when he had started out as gaily with his passions and his honour as he had started out with Gladys to go to Market Saffron. He had as little taste for complications as he had for ditches. And now his passions and his honour were in a worse case even than poor muddy smashed up Gladys as the cart-horses towed her off, for she at any rate might be repaired. But he—he was a terribly patched fabric of explanations now. Not indeed that he had ever stooped to explanations. But there he was! Far away, like a star seen down the length of a tunnel, was that first sad story of a love as clean as starlight. It had been all over by eight-and-twenty and he could find it in his heart to grieve that he had ever given a thought to love again. He should have lived a decent widower.... Then Edith had come into his life, Edith that honest and unconscious defaulter. And there again he should have stuck to his disappointment. He had stuck to it—nine days out of every ten. It's the tenth day, it's the odd seductive moment, it's the instant of confident pride—and there is your sanguine temperament in the ditch.

What a mess he had made of his entire emotional life! There was a time when he set out as cheerfully with his passions and his honor as he had when he first went to Market Saffron with Gladys. He had as little interest in complications as he did in ditches. And now his passions and his honor were in worse shape than poor muddy Gladys as the cart-horses dragged her away, because at least she could be fixed. But he—he was a badly stitched together collection of explanations now. Not that he had ever resorted to explanations. But there he was! Far away, like a star seen through a tunnel, was that first sad story of a love as pure as starlight. It had all ended by the time he turned twenty-eight, and he could find it in his heart to regret ever thinking about love again. He should have lived as a decent widower... Then Edith came into his life, Edith, the honest and oblivious letdown. And again, he should have held onto his disappointment. He had managed to for nine days out of every ten. It’s that tenth day, that one tempting moment, that instant of confident pride—and there goes your optimistic attitude, down into the ditch.

He began to recapitulate items in the catalogue of his escapades, and the details of his automobile misadventures mixed themselves up with the story of his heart steering. For example there was that tremendous Siddons affair. He had been taking the corner of a girlish friendship and he had taken it altogether too far. What a frightful mess that had been! When once one is off the road anything may happen, from a crumpled mud-guard to the car on the top of you. And there was his forty miles an hour spurt with the great and gifted Delphine Marquise—for whom he was to have written a play and been a perfect Annunzio. Until Willersley appeared—very like the motor-cyclist—buzzing in the opposite direction. And then had ensued angers, humiliations....

He started recounting the highlights from his list of adventures, and the details of his car mishaps blended with the story of his romantic pursuits. For instance, there was the huge Siddons incident. He had taken a simple friendship way too far. What a disaster that had been! Once you're off course, anything can happen, from a bent fender to the car ending up on top of you. And there was that time he sped up to forty miles an hour with the amazing and talented Delphine Marquise—he was supposed to write a play for her and be the perfect Annunzio. Until Willersley showed up—much like a motorcyclist—zooming in the opposite direction. And then there were the explosions of anger, the embarrassments...

Had every man this sort of crowded catalogue? Was every forty-five-year-old memory a dark tunnel receding from the star of youth? It is surely a pity that life cannot end at thirty. It comes to one clean and in perfect order....

Had every man this kind of packed list? Was every forty-five-year-old memory a gloomy tunnel fading away from the brightness of youth? It's definitely a shame that life can't wrap up at thirty. It arrives crisp and in perfect order...

Is experience worth having?

Is experience worth it?

What a clean, straight thing the spirit of youth is. It is like a bright new spear. It is like a finely tempered sword. The figure of his boy took possession of his mind, his boy who looked out on the world with his mother's dark eyes, the slender son of that whole-hearted first love. He was a being at once fine and simple, an intimate mystery. Must he in his turn get dented and wrinkled and tarnished?

What a pure and straightforward thing youth is. It's like a shiny new spear. It's like a perfectly crafted sword. The image of his son filled his thoughts, his son who viewed the world with his mother's dark eyes, the slim child of that deep first love. He was both elegant and uncomplicated, an intimate puzzle. Will he, too, end up dented, wrinkled, and tarnished?

The boy was in trouble. What was the trouble?

The boy was in trouble. What kind of trouble?

Was it some form of the same trouble that had so tangled and tainted and scarred the private pride of his father? And how was it possible for Mr. Britling, disfigured by heedless misadventures, embarrassed by complications and concealments, to help this honest youngster out of his perplexities? He imagined possible forms of these perplexities. Graceless forms. Ugly forms. Such forms as only the nocturnal imagination would have dared present....

Was it a version of the same issues that had so messed up and damaged his father's pride? And how could Mr. Britling, marked by careless missteps and weighed down by complicated secrets, help this honest young man with his confusion? He pictured the various types of these confusions. Awkward types. Disturbing types. Types that only one’s nighttime imagination would have risked imagining...

Oh, why had he been such a Britling? Why was he still such a Britling?

Oh, why had he been such a Britling? Why was he still such a Britling?

Mr. Britling sat up in his bed and beat at the bedclothes with his fists. He uttered uncompleted vows, "From this hour forth ... from this hour forth...."

Mr. Britling sat up in bed and pounded on the bedclothes with his fists. He mumbled half-finished promises, "From this hour on... from this hour on...."

He must do something, he felt. At any rate he had his experiences. He could warn. He could explain away. Perhaps he might help to extricate, if things had got to that pitch.

He knew he had to do something. At the very least, he had his experiences. He could give warnings. He could clarify things. Maybe he could even help to get someone out of trouble, if it had come to that point.

Should he write to his son? For a time he revolved a long, tactful letter in his mind. But that was impossible. Suppose the trouble was something quite different? It would have to be a letter in the most general terms....

Should he write to his son? For a while, he thought about crafting a thoughtful letter. But that wasn’t doable. What if the issue was something entirely different? It would have to be a letter in the most general terms....


§ 6


It was in the doubly refracting nature of Mr. Britling's mind that while he was deploring his inefficiency in regard to his son, he was also deploring the ineffectiveness of all his generation of parents. Quite insensibly his mind passed over to the generalised point of view.

It was in the complex nature of Mr. Britling's mind that while he was feeling sorry about his failure concerning his son, he was also lamenting the ineffectiveness of all the parents of his generation. Without realizing it, his thoughts shifted to a broader perspective.

In his talks with Mr. Direck, Mr. Britling could present England as a great and amiable spectacle of carelessness and relaxation, but was it indeed an amiable spectacle? The point that Mr. Direck had made about the barn rankled in his thoughts. His barn was a barn no longer, his farmyard held no cattle; he was just living laxly in the buildings that ancient needs had made, he was living on the accumulated prosperity of former times, the spendthrift heir of toiling generations. Not only was he a pampered, undisciplined sort of human being; he was living in a pampered, undisciplined sort of community. The two things went together.... This confounded Irish business, one could laugh at it in the daylight, but was it indeed a thing to laugh at? We were drifting lazily towards a real disaster. We had a government that seemed guided by the principles of Mr. Micawber, and adopted for its watchword "Wait and see." For months now this trouble had grown more threatening. Suppose presently that civil war broke out in Ireland! Suppose presently that these irritated, mishandled suffragettes did some desperate irreconcilable thing, assassinated for example! The bomb in Westminster Abbey the other day might have killed a dozen people.... Suppose the smouldering criticism of British rule in India and Egypt were fanned by administrative indiscretions into a flame....

In his conversations with Mr. Direck, Mr. Britling could portray England as a grand and charming display of carelessness and relaxation, but was it really charming? The comment Mr. Direck made about the barn stuck in his mind. His barn wasn’t really a barn anymore, his farmyard had no cattle; he was simply living comfortably in buildings created by previous needs, living off the wealth accumulated by past generations, a reckless heir to the hard work of others. Not only was he a spoiled, undisciplined person; he was part of a spoiled, undisciplined community. The two were connected... This frustrating Irish situation could be laughed off in the light of day, but was it really something to laugh about? We were drifting lazily toward a real disaster. We had a government that seemed to be following the ideas of Mr. Micawber, adopting "Wait and see" as its motto. For months now, this issue had been growing more serious. What if civil war broke out in Ireland? What if these frustrated, mishandled suffragettes did something desperate, like assassination? The bomb at Westminster Abbey the other day could have killed a dozen people... What if the seething discontent with British rule in India and Egypt was ignited by careless decisions into a conflict...

And then suppose Germany had made trouble....

And then suppose Germany had caused problems....

Usually Mr. Britling kept his mind off Germany. In the daytime he pretended Germany meant nothing to England. He hated alarmists. He hated disagreeable possibilities. He declared the idea of a whole vast nation waiting to strike at us incredible. Why should they? You cannot have seventy million lunatics.... But in the darkness of the night one cannot dismiss things in this way. Suppose, after all, their army was more than a parade, their navy more than a protest?

Usually, Mr. Britling tried to ignore Germany. During the day, he acted like Germany meant nothing to England. He couldn't stand alarmists. He disliked unpleasant possibilities. He insisted that the idea of a huge nation just waiting to attack us was ridiculous. Why would they? You can’t have seventy million crazies... But in the darkness of the night, you can't just brush things off like that. What if, after all, their army was more than just a show, their navy more than just a statement?

We might be caught—It was only in the vast melancholia of such occasions that Mr. Britling would admit such possibilities, but we might be caught by some sudden declaration of war.... And how should we face it?

We could get caught—It was only in the deep sadness of moments like these that Mr. Britling would acknowledge such possibilities, but we could get surprised by some sudden declaration of war... And how would we handle it?

He recalled the afternoon's talk at Claverings and such samples of our governmental machinery as he chanced to number among his personal acquaintance. Suppose suddenly the enemy struck! With Raeburn and his friends to defend us! Or if the shock tumbled them out of power, then with these vituperative Tories, these spiteful advocates of weak tyrannies and privileged pretences in the place of them. There was no leadership in England. In the lucid darkness he knew that with a terrible certitude. He had a horrible vision of things disastrously muffled; of Lady Frensham and her Morning Post friends first garrulously and maliciously "patriotic," screaming her way with incalculable mischiefs through the storm, and finally discovering that the Germans were the real aristocrats and organising our national capitulation on that understanding. He knew from talk he had heard that the navy was weak in mines and torpedoes, unprovided with the great monitors needed for a war with Germany; torn by doctrinaire feuds; nevertheless the sea power was our only defence. In the whole country we might muster a military miscellany of perhaps three hundred thousand men. And he had no faith in their equipment, in their direction. General French, the one man who had his entire confidence, had been forced to resign through some lawyer's misunderstanding about the Irish difficulty. He did not believe any plans existed for such a war as Germany might force upon us, any calculation, any foresight of the thing at all.

He remembered the talk that afternoon at Claverings and the bits of our government system he happened to know through his personal connections. What if the enemy suddenly attacked? With Raeburn and his friends standing up for us? Or if the shock threw them out of power, then we’d be stuck with those loudmouth Tories, those spiteful advocates of weak tyrannies and privileged pretenders instead. There was no real leadership in England. In the clear darkness, he knew that with terrible certainty. He had a dreadful vision of things tragically muffled; of Lady Frensham and her Morning Post friends first chattering and maliciously claiming to be "patriotic," causing unimaginable trouble in the chaos, and eventually realizing that the Germans were the true aristocrats, organizing our national surrender based on that understanding. He had overheard that the navy was weak in mines and torpedoes, lacking the great monitors needed for a war with Germany; torn apart by ideological disputes; yet, the sea power was our only defense. In the entire country, we might manage to gather a military collection of maybe three hundred thousand men. And he had no faith in their equipment or leadership. General French, the one person he completely trusted, had been forced to resign because of some lawyer's confusion about the Irish issue. He didn’t believe any plans were in place for a war that Germany might force upon us, no strategy, no foresight at all.

Why had we no foresight? Why had we this wilful blindness to disagreeable possibilities? Why did we lie so open to the unexpected crisis? Just what he said of himself he said also of his country. It was curious to remember that. To realise how closely Dower House could play the microcosm to the whole Empire....

Why didn’t we see this coming? Why were we so willfully blind to unpleasant possibilities? Why did we leave ourselves so vulnerable to the unexpected crisis? Everything he said about himself applied to his country as well. It was interesting to think about that. To understand how closely Dower House mirrored the entire Empire....

It became relevant to the trend of his thoughts that his son had through his mother a strong strain of the dark Irish in his composition.

It became important to his thoughts that his son inherited a strong influence of the dark Irish from his mother.

How we had wasted Ireland! The rich values that lay in Ireland, the gallantry and gifts, the possible friendliness, all these things were being left to the Ulster politicians and the Tory women to poison and spoil, just as we left India to the traditions of the chattering army women and the repressive instincts of our mandarins. We were too lazy, we were too negligent. We passed our indolent days leaving everything to somebody else. Was this the incurable British, just as it was the incurable Britling, quality?

How we had wasted Ireland! The rich resources that lay in Ireland, the bravery and talents, the potential for friendship—these were all being left to the Ulster politicians and Tory women to corrupt and ruin, just as we left India to the habits of the gossiping army wives and the controlling nature of our officials. We were too lazy, we were too careless. We spent our lazy days leaving everything to someone else. Was this the hopeless British attitude, just like the hopeless Britling quality?

Was the whole prosperity of the British, the far-flung empire, the securities, the busy order, just their good luck? It was a question he had asked a hundred times of his national as of his personal self. No doubt luck had favoured him. He was prosperous, and he was still only at the livelier end of middle age. But was there not also a personal factor, a meritorious factor? Luck had favoured the British with a well-placed island, a hardening climate, accessible minerals, but then too was there not also a national virtue? Once he had believed in that, in a certain gallantry, a noble levity, an underlying sound sense. The last ten years of politics had made him doubt that profoundly. He clung to it still, but without confidence. In the night that dear persuasion left him altogether.... As for himself he had a certain brightness and liveliness of mind, but the year of his fellowship had been a soft year, he had got on to The Times through something very like a misapprehension, and it was the chances of a dinner and a duchess that had given him the opportunity of the Kahn show. He'd dropped into good things that suited him. That at any rate was the essence of it. And these lucky chances had been no incentive to further effort. Because things had gone easily and rapidly with him he had developed indolence into a philosophy. Here he was just over forty, and explaining to the world, explaining all through the week-end to this American—until even God could endure it no longer and the smash stopped him—how excellent was the backwardness of Essex and English go-as-you-please, and how through good temper it made in some mysterious way for all that was desirable. A fat English doctrine. Punch has preached it for forty years.

Was the entire prosperity of the British, the expansive empire, the investments, the bustling order, just their good luck? It was a question he had asked himself a hundred times, both nationally and personally. No doubt luck had favored him. He was successful, and he was still only at the more energetic end of middle age. But wasn’t there also a personal factor, a deserving factor? Luck had favored the British with a well-situated island, a challenging climate, accessible minerals, but wasn’t there also a national virtue? Once he believed in that, in a certain bravery, a noble lightheartedness, and an underlying common sense. The last ten years of politics had made him profoundly doubt that. He still clung to it, but without confidence. On the night that comforting belief left him completely…. As for himself, he had a certain brightness and liveliness of mind, but the year of his fellowship had been a cushy year; he had gotten into The Times through something very much like a misunderstanding, and it was the chance of a dinner and a duchess that had given him the opportunity of the Kahn show. He had stumbled into good things that suited him. That was the essence of it. And these lucky breaks had provided no motivation for further effort. Because things had come easily and quickly to him, he had turned laziness into a philosophy. Here he was, just over forty, explaining to the world, explaining all weekend to this American—until even God could take no more and the crash interrupted him—how great the backwardness of Essex and the English go-as-you-please attitude was, and how, through good humor, it somehow led to everything desirable. A fat English doctrine. Punch has preached it for forty years.

But this wasn't what he had always been. He thought of the strenuous intentions of his youth, before he had got into this turmoil of amorous experiences, while he was still out there with the clean star of youth. As Hugh was....

But this wasn't who he had always been. He thought about the ambitious goals of his youth, before he got caught up in this chaos of romantic experiences, while he was still out there with the fresh spark of youth. As Hugh was....

In those days he had had no amiable doctrine of compromise. He had truckled to no "domesticated God," but talked of the "pitiless truth"; he had tolerated no easygoing pseudo-aristocratic social system, but dreamt of such a democracy "mewing its mighty youth" as the world had never seen. He had thought that his brains were to do their share in building up this great national imago, winged, divine, out of the clumsy, crawling, snobbish, comfort-loving caterpillar of Victorian England. With such dreams his life had started, and the light of them, perhaps, had helped him to his rapid success. And then his wife had died, and he had married again and become somehow more interested in his income, and then the rather expensive first of the eight experiences had drained off so much of his imaginative energy, and the second had drained off so much, and there had been quarrels and feuds, and the way had been lost, and the days had passed. He hadn't failed. Indeed he counted as a success among his generation. He alone, in the night watches, could gauge the quality of that success. He was widely known, reputably known; he prospered. Much had come, oh! by a mysterious luck, but everything was doomed by his invincible defects. Beneath that hollow, enviable show there ached waste. Waste, waste, waste—his heart, his imagination, his wife, his son, his country—his automobile....

In those days, he had no friendly attitude towards compromise. He didn’t cater to a “tame God,” but spoke of the “brutal truth”; he couldn’t accept a laid-back, pseudo-aristocratic social system, but envisioned a democracy “shaping its powerful youth” like the world had never seen before. He believed his intelligence would contribute to creating this great national imago, something grand and divine, rising from the awkward, crawling, snobbish, comfort-seeking caterpillar of Victorian England. These dreams had fueled his life, and perhaps their light had guided him to his quick success. Then his wife died, he remarried, and somehow became more focused on his income; the first of the many experiences he had drained away so much of his creative energy, and the second took even more, and there were arguments and conflicts, and he lost his way as the days slipped by. He hadn’t failed. In fact, he was considered a success among his peers. Only he, during the long nights, could truly assess the value of that success. He was well-known, respectably known; he was doing well. Much had come to him, oh! through some mysterious luck, but everything was overshadowed by his unshakeable flaws. Beneath that empty, enviable façade lay a profound emptiness. Waste, waste, waste—his heart, his imagination, his wife, his son, his country—his car....

Then there flashed into his mind a last straw of disagreeable realisation.

Then a final, unpleasant realization suddenly struck him.

He hadn't as yet insured his automobile! He had meant to do so. The papers were on his writing-desk.

He still hadn't insured his car! He intended to do it. The documents were on his desk.


§ 7


On these black nights, when the personal Mr. Britling would lie awake thinking how unsatisfactorily Mr. Britling was going on, and when the impersonal Mr. Britling would be thinking how unsatisfactorily his universe was going on, the whole mental process had a likeness to some complex piece of orchestral music wherein the organ deplored the melancholy destinies of the race while the piccolo lamented the secret trouble of Mrs. Harrowdean; the big drum thundered at the Irish politicians, and all the violins bewailed the intellectual laxity of the university system. Meanwhile the trumpets prophesied wars and disasters, the cymbals ever and again inserted a clashing jar about the fatal delay in the automobile insurance, while the triangle broke into a plangent solo on the topic of a certain rotten gate-post he always forgot in the daytime, and how in consequence the cows from the glebe farm got into the garden and ate Mrs. Britling's carnations.

On these dark nights, when the personal Mr. Britling would lie awake feeling frustrated about how his life was unfolding, and when the impersonal Mr. Britling would be reflecting on how his universe was not doing well, the whole mental experience resembled a complex piece of orchestral music. The organ mourned the sad fates of humanity, while the piccolo expressed the hidden troubles of Mrs. Harrowdean; the big drum boomed at the Irish politicians, and all the violins lamented the intellectual laziness of the university system. Meanwhile, the trumpets forecasted wars and disasters, the cymbals occasionally crashed in with annoyance about the frustrating delay in the automobile insurance, while the triangle chimed in with a poignant solo about a certain rotten gatepost he always forgot during the day, which led to the cows from the glebe farm getting into the garden and eating Mrs. Britling's carnations.

Time after time he had promised to see to that gatepost....

Time and again, he had promised to take care of that gatepost....

The organ motif battled its way to complete predominance. The lesser themes were drowned or absorbed. Mr. Britling returned from the rôle of an incompetent automobilist to the rôle of a soul naked in space and time wrestling with giant questions. These cosmic solicitudes, it may be, are the last penalty of irreligion. Was Huxley right, and was all humanity, even as Mr. Britling, a careless, fitful thing, playing a tragically hopeless game, thinking too slightly, moving too quickly, against a relentless antagonist?

The organ motif fought its way to total dominance. The lesser themes were drowned out or absorbed. Mr. Britling returned from being a clumsy driver to being a soul exposed in space and time, grappling with big questions. These cosmic concerns, perhaps, are the final consequence of living without faith. Was Huxley right in saying that all of humanity, even someone like Mr. Britling, is a careless, unpredictable thing, playing a tragically futile game, thinking too superficially, moving too swiftly, against an unyielding opponent?

Or is the whole thing just witless, accidentally cruel perhaps, but not malignant? Or is it wise, and merely refusing to pamper us? Is there somewhere in the immensities some responsive kindliness, some faint hope of toleration and assistance, something sensibly on our side against death and mechanical cruelty? If so, it certainly refuses to pamper us.... But if the whole thing is cruel, perhaps also it is witless and will-less? One cannot imagine the ruler of everything a devil—that would be silly. So if at the worst it is inanimate then anyhow we have our poor wills and our poor wits to pit against it. And manifestly then, the good of life, the significance of any life that is not mere receptivity, lies in the disciplined and clarified will and the sharpened and tempered mind. And what for the last twenty years—for all his lectures and writings—had he been doing to marshal the will and harden the mind which were his weapons against the Dark? He was ready enough to blame others—dons, politicians, public apathy, but what was he himself doing?

Or is it all just thoughtless, maybe accidentally harsh but not truly evil? Or is it wise, simply not willing to coddle us? Is there some kindness somewhere in the vastness, a glimmer of tolerance and help, something on our side against death and mechanical cruelty? If that’s the case, it definitely doesn’t pamper us.... But if it’s all cruel, maybe it’s also thoughtless and without intent? One can’t really picture the ruler of everything as a devil—that would be ridiculous. So if it’s inanimate at the worst, we still have our weak wills and feeble minds to stand against it. Clearly, the value of life, the importance of any life that isn’t just passive, lies in a disciplined and clear will and a sharpened and strong mind. And what had he been doing for the last twenty years—all his lectures and writings—to strengthen the will and toughen the mind that were his tools against the Dark? He was quick to blame others—professors, politicians, public indifference—but what was he doing himself?

What was he doing now?

What is he doing now?

Lying in bed!

Chilling in bed!

His son was drifting to ruin, his country was going to the devil, the house was a hospital of people wounded by his carelessness, the country roads choked with his smashed (and uninsured) automobiles, the cows were probably lined up along the borders and munching Edith's carnations at this very moment, his pocketbook and bureau were stuffed with venomous insults about her—and he was just lying in bed!

His son was heading for disaster, his country was falling apart, the house was filled with people hurt by his negligence, the country roads were clogged with his wrecked (and uninsured) cars, the cows were probably lined up along the fences munching on Edith's carnations right now, his wallet and dresser were packed with nasty insults about her—and he was just lying in bed!

Suddenly Mr. Britling threw back his bedclothes and felt for the matches on his bedside table.

Suddenly, Mr. Britling threw off his blankets and reached for the matches on his nightstand.

Indeed this was by no means the first time that his brain had become a whirring torment in his skull. Previous experiences had led to the most careful provision for exactly such states. Over the end of the bed hung a light, warm pyjama suit of llama-wool, and at the feet of it were two tall boots of the same material that buckled to the middle of his calf. So protected, Mr. Britling proceeded to make himself tea. A Primus stove stood ready inside the fender of his fireplace, and on it was a brightly polished brass kettle filled with water; a little table carried a tea-caddy, a tea-pot, a lemon and a glass. Mr. Britling lit the stove and then strolled to his desk. He was going to write certain "Plain Words about Ireland." He lit his study lamp and meditated beside it until a sound of water boiling called him to his tea-making.

Indeed, this was not the first time his mind had turned into a whirring torment in his head. Past experiences had led him to prepare carefully for just such moments. Over the end of the bed hung a light, warm llama-wool pajama suit, and there were two tall boots made of the same material, buckling up to the middle of his calf, sitting at its feet. With that protection, Mr. Britling went to make himself some tea. A Primus stove was ready inside the fender of his fireplace, with a shiny brass kettle filled with water sitting on it; a small table held a tea caddy, a teapot, a lemon, and a glass. Mr. Britling lit the stove and then strolled over to his desk. He was planning to write some "Plain Words about Ireland." He turned on his study lamp and pondered beside it until the sound of boiling water drew him back to making his tea.

He returned to his desk stirring the lemon in his glass of tea. He would write the plain common sense of this Irish situation. He would put things so plainly that this squabbling folly would have to cease. It should be done austerely, with a sort of ironical directness. There should be no abuse, no bitterness, only a deep passion of sanity.

He went back to his desk, stirring the lemon in his glass of tea. He would write about the straightforward reality of this Irish situation. He would present things so clearly that this petty arguing would have to stop. It should be done earnestly, with a touch of ironic honesty. There should be no insults, no resentment, just a strong sense of rationality.

What is the good of grieving over a smashed automobile?

What’s the point of being upset over a wrecked car?

He sipped his tea and made a few notes on his writing pad. His face in the light of his shaded reading lamp had lost its distraught expression, his hand fingered his familiar fountain pen....

He took a sip of his tea and jotted down a few notes on his notepad. The light from his shaded reading lamp brightened his face, which had relaxed from its worried look, as he casually played with his favorite fountain pen...


§ 8


The next morning Mr. Britling came into Mr. Direck's room. He was pink from his morning bath, he was wearing a cheerful green-and-blue silk dressing gown, he had shaved already, he showed no trace of his nocturnal vigil. In the bathroom he had whistled like a bird. "Had a good night?" he said. "That's famous. So did I. And the wrist and arm didn't even ache enough to keep you awake?"

The next morning, Mr. Britling walked into Mr. Direck's room. He was rosy from his morning bath, wearing a bright green-and-blue silk robe. He had already shaved and showed no signs of his late-night watch. In the bathroom, he had whistled like a bird. "Did you sleep well?" he asked. "That's great. I did too. And your wrist and arm didn't hurt enough to keep you up?"

"I thought I heard you talking and walking about," said Mr. Direck.

"I thought I heard you talking and walking around," said Mr. Direck.

"I got up for a little bit and worked. I often do that. I hope I didn't disturb you. Just for an hour or so. It's so delightfully quiet in the night...."

"I got up for a bit and worked. I often do that. I hope I didn’t disturb you. Just for about an hour. It’s so wonderfully quiet at night...."

He went to the window and blinked at the garden outside. His two younger sons appeared on their bicycles returning from some early expedition. He waved a hand of greeting. It was one of those summer mornings when attenuated mist seems to fill the very air with sunshine dust.

He went to the window and blinked at the garden outside. His two younger sons showed up on their bikes, coming back from some early adventure. He waved to greet them. It was one of those summer mornings when light mist seems to fill the air with sunshine dust.

"This is the sunniest morning bedroom in the house," he said. "It's south-east."

"This is the sunniest bedroom in the house this morning," he said. "It's southeast."

The sunlight slashed into the masses of the blue cedar outside with a score of golden spears.

The sunlight burst into the clusters of the blue cedar outside with a flurry of golden rays.

"The Dayspring from on High," he said.... "I thought of rather a useful pamphlet in the night.

"The Dayspring from on High," he said.... "I had an idea for a pretty useful pamphlet last night.

"I've been thinking about your luggage at that hotel," he went on, turning to his guest again. "You'll have to write and get it packed up and sent down here—

"I've been thinking about your luggage at that hotel," he continued, turning back to his guest. "You’ll need to write and have it packed up and sent down here—

"No," he said, "we won't let you go until you can hit out with that arm and fell a man. Listen!"

"No," he said, "we're not going to let you leave until you can swing that arm and take down a man. Listen!"

Mr. Direck could not distinguish any definite sound.

Mr. Direck couldn’t make out any distinct sounds.

"The smell of frying rashers, I mean," said Mr. Britling. "It's the clarion of the morn in every proper English home....

"The smell of frying bacon, I mean," said Mr. Britling. "It's the wake-up call of the morning in every proper English home....

"You'd like a rasher, coffee?

"Want a strip of bacon and coffee?"

"It's good to work in the night, and it's good to wake in the morning," said Mr. Britling, rubbing his hands together. "I suppose I wrote nearly two thousand words. So quiet one is, so concentrated. And as soon as I have had my breakfast I shall go on with it again."

"It's nice to work at night, and it's nice to wake up in the morning," said Mr. Britling, rubbing his hands together. "I think I wrote almost two thousand words. You get so quiet, so focused. And as soon as I've had breakfast, I'll dive back into it again."


CHAPTER THE FIFTH

THE COMING OF THE DAY


§ 1


It was quite characteristic of the state of mind of England in the summer of 1914 that Mr. Britling should be mightily concerned about the conflict in Ireland, and almost deliberately negligent of the possibility of a war with Germany.

It was typical of the mindset in England during the summer of 1914 that Mr. Britling was very worried about the conflict in Ireland, while almost deliberately ignoring the possibility of a war with Germany.

The armament of Germany, the hostility of Germany, the consistent assertion of Germany, the world-wide clash of British and German interests, had been facts in the consciousness of Englishmen for more than a quarter of a century. A whole generation had been born and brought up in the threat of this German war. A threat that goes on for too long ceases to have the effect of a threat, and this overhanging possibility had become a fixed and scarcely disturbing feature of the British situation. It kept the navy sedulous and Colonel Rendezvous uneasy; it stimulated a small and not very influential section of the press to a series of reminders that bored Mr. Britling acutely, it was the excuse for an agitation that made national service ridiculous, and quite subconsciously it affected his attitude to a hundred things. For example, it was a factor in his very keen indignation at the Tory levity in Ireland, in his disgust with many things that irritated or estranged Indian feeling. It bored him; there it was, a danger, and there was no denying it, and yet he believed firmly that it was a mine that would never be fired, an avalanche that would never fall. It was a nuisance, a stupidity, that kept Europe drilling and wasted enormous sums on unavoidable preparations; it hung up everything like a noisy argument in a drawing-room, but that human weakness and folly would ever let the mine actually explode he did not believe. He had been in France in 1911, he had seen how close things had come then to a conflict, and the fact that they had not come to a conflict had enormously strengthened his natural disposition to believe that at bottom Germany was sane and her militarism a bluff.

The military buildup in Germany, Germany's aggressiveness, the ongoing claims made by Germany, and the global clash between British and German interests had been realities in the minds of the English for over twenty-five years. A whole generation had grown up in the shadow of this German threat. When a threat lingers too long, it stops feeling threatening, and this constant possibility had become a fixed and rather unbothering aspect of life in Britain. It kept the navy diligent and Colonel Rendezvous on edge; it prompted a small, not very influential part of the press to continuously remind people, which irritated Mr. Britling greatly. It served as an excuse for a campaign that made national service seem ridiculous, and it subconsciously influenced his views on countless issues. For instance, it played a role in his intense anger at the Tory nonchalance toward Ireland and his annoyance with many things that offended or alienated Indian sentiments. It bored him; there it was, a danger he couldn't ignore, but he firmly believed it was a bomb that would never go off, an avalanche that would never descend. It was a hassle, a foolishness that kept Europe on alert and wasted enormous amounts on unnecessary military preparations; it disrupted everything like a loud argument in a living room, yet he did not think that human weakness and foolishness would ever allow the bomb to actually explode. He had been in France in 1911 and had witnessed how close they came to conflict then, and the fact that a war hadn’t happened only reinforced his belief that, deep down, Germany was rational and her militarism was just a bluff.

But the Irish difficulty was a different thing. There, he felt, was need for the liveliest exertions. A few obstinate people in influential positions were manifestly pushing things to an outrageous point....

But the Irish issue was something else entirely. He believed that there was a clear need for the most energetic efforts. A handful of stubborn individuals in powerful positions were clearly taking things to an unacceptable level...

He wrote through the morning—and as the morning progressed the judicial calm of his opening intentions warmed to a certain regrettable vigour of phrasing about our politicians, about our political ladies, and our hand-to-mouth press....

He wrote through the morning—and as the morning went on, the calmness of his initial ideas heated up into a somewhat regrettable intensity in how he talked about our politicians, our political women, and our struggling press....

He came down to lunch in a frayed, exhausted condition, and was much afflicted by a series of questions from Herr Heinrich. For it was an incurable characteristic of Herr Heinrich that he asked questions; the greater part of his conversation took the form of question and answer, and his thirst for information was as marked as his belief that German should not simply be spoken but spoken "out loud." He invariably prefaced his inquiries with the word "Please," and he insisted upon ascribing an omniscience to his employer that it was extremely irksome to justify after a strenuous morning of enthusiastic literary effort. He now took the opportunity of a lull in the solicitudes and congratulations that had followed Mr. Direck's appearance—and Mr. Direck was so little shattered by his misadventure that with the assistance of the kindly Teddy he had got up and dressed and come down to lunch—to put the matter that had been occupying his mind all the morning, even to the detriment of the lessons of the Masters Britling.

He came down to lunch looking worn out and frazzled, and was quickly overwhelmed by a barrage of questions from Herr Heinrich. It was an unchangeable trait of Herr Heinrich to ask questions; most of his conversations revolved around this question-and-answer format, and his desire for knowledge was as strong as his belief that German should be spoken, not just "spoken out loud." He always started his questions with "Please," and he placed such high expectations on his employer's knowledge that it was incredibly annoying to have to keep up with after a tough morning of passionate literary work. He seized the moment when there was a break in the inquiries and congratulations following Mr. Direck's arrival—and Mr. Direck was so little affected by his earlier trouble that, with a little help from the kind-hearted Teddy, he had managed to get up, get dressed, and come down to lunch—to bring up the issue that had been on his mind all morning, even at the cost of the lessons from the Masters Britling.

"Please!" he said, going a deeper shade of pink and partly turning to Mr. Britling.

"Please!" he said, blushing even more and partially turning to Mr. Britling.

A look of resignation came into Mr. Britling's eyes. "Yes?" he said.

A look of resignation appeared in Mr. Britling's eyes. "Yes?" he asked.

"I do not think it will be wise to take my ticket for the Esperanto Conference at Boulogne. Because I think it is probable to be war between Austria and Servia, and that Russia may make war on Austria."

"I don't think it would be wise to get my ticket for the Esperanto Conference in Boulogne. I believe there's a good chance of war between Austria and Serbia, and that Russia might go to war with Austria."

"That may happen. But I think it improbable."

"That might happen. But I think it's unlikely."

"If Russia makes war on Austria, Germany will make war on Russia, will she not?"

"If Russia goes to war with Austria, Germany will go to war with Russia, won’t she?"

"Not if she is wise," said Mr. Britling, "because that would bring in France."

"Not if she's smart," said Mr. Britling, "because that would involve France."

"That is why I ask. If Germany goes to war with France I should have to go to Germany to do my service. It will be a great inconvenience to me."

"That’s why I’m asking. If Germany goes to war with France, I’ll have to go to Germany to serve. It’s going to be a huge inconvenience for me."

"I don't imagine Germany will do anything so frantic as to attack Russia. That would not only bring in France but ourselves."

"I don't think Germany would do something as desperate as attacking Russia. That would not only involve France but us as well."

"England?"

"UK?"

"Of course. We can't afford to see France go under. The thing is as plain as daylight. So plain that it cannot possibly happen.... Cannot.... Unless Germany wants a universal war."

"Of course. We can't let France fall apart. It's as obvious as daylight. So obvious that it can't possibly happen... Can't... Unless Germany wants a global war."

"Thank you," said Herr Heinrich, looking obedient rather than reassured.

"Thank you," said Herr Heinrich, appearing more compliant than comforted.

"I suppose now," said Mr. Direck after a pause, "that there isn't any strong party in Germany that wants a war. That young Crown Prince, for example."

"I guess now," said Mr. Direck after a pause, "that there isn't any strong party in Germany that wants a war. That young Crown Prince, for example."

"They keep him in order," said Mr. Britling a little irritably. "They keep him in order....

"They keep him in line," said Mr. Britling a bit irritably. "They keep him in line....

"I used to be an alarmist about Germany," said Mr. Britling, "but I have come to feel more and more confidence in the sound common sense of the mass of the German population, and in the Emperor too if it comes to that. He is—if Herr Heinrich will permit me to agree with his own German comic papers—sometimes a little theatrical, sometimes a little egotistical, but in his operatic, boldly coloured way he means peace. I am convinced he means peace...."

"I used to be really worried about Germany," said Mr. Britling, "but I've started to feel a lot more confidence in the common sense of most Germans, and the Emperor too, for that matter. He can—if Herr Heinrich doesn't mind me agreeing with his own German comic papers—sometimes be a bit dramatic and a bit self-centered, but in his theatrical, boldly colored way, he truly wants peace. I'm convinced he wants peace...."


§ 2


After lunch Mr. Britling had a brilliant idea for the ease and comfort of Mr. Direck.

After lunch, Mr. Britling had a great idea to make things easier and more comfortable for Mr. Direck.

It seemed as though Mr. Direck would be unable to write any letters until his wrist had mended. Teddy tried him with a typewriter, but Mr. Direck was very awkward with his left hand, and then Mr. Britling suddenly remembered a little peculiarity he had which it was possible that Mr. Direck might share unconsciously, and that was his gift of looking-glass writing with his left hand. Mr. Britling had found out quite by chance in his schoolboy days that while his right hand had been laboriously learning to write, his left hand, all unsuspected, had been picking up the same lesson, and that by taking a pencil in his left hand and writing from right to left, without watching what he was writing, and then examining the scrawl in a mirror, he could reproduce his own handwriting in exact reverse. About three people out of five have this often quite unsuspected ability. He demonstrated his gift, and then Miss Cecily Corner, who had dropped in in a casual sort of way to ask about Mr. Direck, tried it, and then Mr. Direck tried it. And they could all do it. And then Teddy brought a sheet of copying carbon, and so Mr. Direck, by using the carbon reversed under his paper, was restored to the world of correspondence again.

It looked like Mr. Direck wouldn’t be able to write any letters until his wrist healed. Teddy gave him a typewriter, but Mr. Direck struggled to use it with his left hand. Then Mr. Britling suddenly remembered a little quirk he had that Mr. Direck might also have unknowingly: the ability to write in mirror writing with his left hand. Mr. Britling had discovered this by chance during his school days—while his right hand was working hard to learn how to write, his left hand had surprisingly picked up the same skill. By taking a pencil in his left hand and writing from right to left without looking, he could then check the result in a mirror and see his own handwriting in reverse. About three out of five people have this often unnoticed ability. He showed them how it was done, and then Miss Cecily Corner, who had casually dropped by to ask about Mr. Direck, gave it a try, followed by Mr. Direck. They all found they could do it. Then Teddy brought a sheet of carbon paper, and with the carbon placed under his paper, Mr. Direck was once again able to correspond with the outside world.

They sat round a little table under the cedar trees amusing themselves with these experiments, and after that Cecily and Mr. Britling and the two small boys entertained themselves by drawing pigs with their eyes shut, and then Mr. Britling and Teddy played hard at Badminton until it was time for tea. And Cecily sat by Mr. Direck and took an interest in his accident, and he told her about summer holidays in the Adirondacks and how he loved to travel. She said she would love to travel. He said that so soon as he was better he would go on to Paris and then into Germany. He was extraordinarily curious about this Germany and its tremendous militarism. He'd far rather see it than Italy, which was, he thought, just all art and ancient history. His turn was for modern problems. Though of course he didn't intend to leave out Italy while he was at it. And then their talk was scattered, and there was great excitement because Herr Heinrich had lost his squirrel.

They gathered around a small table under the cedar trees, entertaining themselves with experiments. After that, Cecily, Mr. Britling, and the two little boys had fun drawing pigs with their eyes closed, while Mr. Britling and Teddy played hard at Badminton until it was time for tea. Cecily sat next to Mr. Direck, who shared stories about his accident, and he talked to her about summer vacations in the Adirondacks and his love for traveling. She mentioned that she would love to travel as well. He said that as soon as he was better, he would head to Paris and then on to Germany. He was really curious about Germany and its massive militarism; he would much prefer to see it rather than Italy, which he thought was just filled with art and ancient history. He was more interested in modern issues. Of course, he didn't plan to skip Italy while he was at it. Suddenly, their conversation was interrupted by the news that Herr Heinrich had lost his squirrel, causing great excitement.

He appeared coming out of the house into the sunshine, and so distraught that he had forgotten the protection of his hat. He was very pink and deeply moved.

He walked out of the house into the sunlight, so upset that he had forgotten to wear his hat. His face was very flushed, and he was deeply affected.

"But what shall I do without him?" he cried. "He has gone!"

"But what am I supposed to do without him?" he shouted. "He's gone!"

The squirrel, Mr. Direck gathered, had been bought by Mrs. Britling for the boys some month or so ago; it had been christened "Bill" and adored and then neglected, until Herr Heinrich took it over. It had filled a place in his ample heart that the none too demonstrative affection of the Britling household had left empty. He abandoned his pursuit of philology almost entirely for the cherishing and adoration of this busy, nimble little creature. He carried it off to his own room, where it ran loose and took the greatest liberties with him and his apartment. It was an extraordinarily bold and savage little beast even for a squirrel, but Herr Heinrich had set his heart and his very large and patient will upon the establishment of sentimental relations. He believed that ultimately Bill would let himself be stroked, that he would make Bill love him and understand him, and that his would be the only hand that Bill would ever suffer to touch him. In the meanwhile even the untamed Bill was wonderful to watch. One could watch him forever. His front paws were like hands, like a musician's hands, very long and narrow. "He would be a musician if he could only make his fingers go apart, because when I play my violin he listens. He is attentive."

The squirrel, Mr. Direck realized, had been bought by Mrs. Britling for the boys a while back; it had been named "Bill" and loved for a bit before being neglected, until Herr Heinrich took charge of it. It filled a gap in his big heart that the not overly affectionate Britling household had left empty. He almost completely gave up his studies in philology to care for and adore this active, quick little creature. He brought it to his own room, where it roamed freely and took all sorts of liberties with him and his space. Bill was an unusually bold and wild little animal, even for a squirrel, but Herr Heinrich was determined to create a bond. He believed that eventually, Bill would allow him to pet him, that he would earn Bill's love and trust, and that he would be the only one Bill would let touch him. In the meantime, even the untamed Bill was a joy to watch. One could observe him for hours. His front paws were like hands, like a musician's hands, very long and slender. "He would be a musician if he could only spread his fingers apart, because when I play my violin, he listens. He pays attention."

The entire household became interested in Herr Heinrich's attacks upon Bill's affection. They watched his fingers with particular interest because it was upon those that Bill vented his failures to respond to the stroking advances.

The whole household became intrigued by Herr Heinrich's attempts to win Bill's affection. They closely observed his fingers, especially because it was on those that Bill expressed his inability to reciprocate the affectionate gestures.

"To-day I have stroked him once and he has bitten me three times," Herr Heinrich reported. "Soon I will stroke him three times and he shall not bite me at all.... Also yesterday he climbed up me and sat on my shoulder, and suddenly bit my ear. It was not hard he bit, but sudden.

"Today I petted him once and he bit me three times," Herr Heinrich reported. "Soon I will pet him three times and he won’t bite me at all... Also, yesterday he climbed onto me and sat on my shoulder, and suddenly bit my ear. He didn’t bite hard, but it was unexpected."

"He does not mean to bite," said Herr Heinrich. "Because when he has bit me he is sorry. He is ashamed.

"He doesn't mean to bite," said Herr Heinrich. "Because whenever he has bitten me, he feels bad. He's ashamed."

"You can see he is ashamed."

"You can tell he feels embarrassed."

Assisted by the two small boys, Herr Heinrich presently got a huge bough of oak and brought it into his room, converting the entire apartment into the likeness of an aviary. "For this," said Herr Heinrich, looking grave and diplomatic through his glasses, "Billy will be very grateful. And it will give him confidence with me. It will make him feel we are in the forest together."

Assisted by the two little boys, Herr Heinrich soon brought a huge oak branch into his room, turning the whole apartment into something like an aviary. "Billy will really appreciate this," said Herr Heinrich, looking serious and diplomatic through his glasses. "It will help him feel more confident with me. It'll make him feel like we're in the forest together."

Mrs. Britling came to console her husband in the matter.

Mrs. Britling came to comfort her husband about the situation.

"It is not right that the bedroom should be filled with trees. All sorts of dust and litter came in with it."

"It’s not right for the bedroom to be filled with trees. All kinds of dust and mess came in with it."

"If it amuses him," said Mr. Britling.

"If it makes him happy," said Mr. Britling.

"But it makes work for the servants."

"But it creates extra work for the staff."

"Do they complain?"

"Are they complaining?"

"No."

"Nope."

"Things will adjust themselves. And it is amusing that he should do such a thing...."

"Things will work themselves out. And it's funny that he would do something like that...."

And now Billy had disappeared, and Herr Heinrich was on the verge of tears. It was so ungrateful of Billy. Without a word.

And now Billy was gone, and Herr Heinrich was about to cry. It was so ungrateful of Billy. Without a word.

"They leave my window open," he complained to Mr. Direck. "Often I have askit them not to. And of course he did not understand. He has out climbit by the ivy. Anything may have happened to him. Anything. He is not used to going out alone. He is too young.

"They leave my window open," he complained to Mr. Direck. "I’ve often asked them not to. And of course, he didn’t understand. He has climbed up the ivy. Anything could have happened to him. Anything. He’s not used to going out alone. He’s too young."

"Perhaps if I call—"

"Maybe if I call—"

And suddenly he had gone off round the house crying: "Beelee! Beelee! Here is an almond for you! An almond, Beelee!"

And suddenly he ran around the house crying, "Beelee! Beelee! I have an almond for you! An almond, Beelee!"

"Makes me want to get up and help," said Mr. Direck. "It's a tragedy."

"Makes me want to get up and help," Mr. Direck said. "It's a tragedy."

Everybody else was helping. Even the gardener and his boy knocked off work and explored the upper recesses of various possible trees.

Everybody else was pitching in. Even the gardener and his son took a break from work and checked out the higher parts of different trees.

"He is too young," said Herr Heinrich, drifting back.... And then presently: "If he heard my voice I am sure he would show himself. But he does not show himself."

"He’s too young," said Herr Heinrich, drifting back... And then after a moment: "If he heard my voice, I’m sure he would reveal himself. But he doesn’t show himself."

It was clear he feared the worst....

It was obvious he was afraid of the worst....

At supper Billy was the sole topic of conversation, and condolence was in the air. The impression that on the whole he had displayed rather a brutal character was combated by Herr Heinrich, who held that a certain brusqueness was Billy's only fault, and told anecdotes, almost sacred anecdotes, of the little creature's tenderer, nobler side. "When I feed him always he says, 'Thank you,'" said Herr Heinrich. "He never fails." He betrayed darker thoughts. "When I went round by the barn there was a cat that sat and looked at me out of a laurel bush," he said. "I do not like cats."

At dinner, Billy was the only topic everyone talked about, and there was a feeling of sympathy in the air. Some people thought he had shown a pretty harsh character, but Herr Heinrich argued that a bit of bluntness was Billy's only flaw. He shared stories, almost cherished stories, about the little guy's sweeter, nobler side. "Whenever I feed him, he always says, 'Thank you,'" Herr Heinrich said. "He never forgets." But he hinted at darker thoughts. "When I went around the barn, there was a cat sitting and staring at me from a laurel bush," he said. "I really don’t like cats."

Mr. Lawrence Carmine, who had dropped in, was suddenly reminded of that lugubrious old ballad, "The Mistletoe Bough," and recited large worn fragments of it impressively. It tells of how a beautiful girl hid away in a chest during a Christmas game of hide-and-seek, and how she was found, a dried vestige, years afterwards. It took a very powerful hold upon Herr Heinrich's imagination. "Let us now," he said, "make an examination of every box and cupboard and drawer. Marking each as we go...."

Mr. Lawrence Carmine, who had dropped by, was suddenly reminded of that dreary old song, "The Mistletoe Bough," and recited large, worn-out parts of it dramatically. It tells the story of a beautiful girl who hid away in a chest during a Christmas game of hide-and-seek, and how years later she was found, a dried-up remnant. It really captivated Herr Heinrich's imagination. "Now," he said, "let's check every box, cupboard, and drawer. We’ll mark each one as we go...."

When Mr. Britling went to bed that night, after a long gossip with Carmine about the Bramo Samaj and modern developments of Indian thought generally, the squirrel was still undiscovered.

When Mr. Britling went to bed that night, after a long chat with Carmine about the Bramo Samaj and new developments in Indian thought in general, the squirrel was still undiscovered.

The worthy modern thinker undressed slowly, blew out his candle and got into bed. Still meditating deeply upon the God of the Tagores, he thrust his right hand under his pillow according to his usual practice, and encountered something soft and warm and active. He shot out of bed convulsively, lit his candle, and lifted his pillow discreetly.

The thoughtful modern thinker slowly undressed, blew out his candle, and got into bed. Still deeply contemplating the God of the Tagores, he instinctively reached his right hand under his pillow, only to find something soft, warm, and moving. He jumped out of bed in shock, lit his candle, and cautiously lifted his pillow.

He discovered the missing Billy looking crumpled and annoyed.

He found the missing Billy looking all wrinkled and irritated.

For some moments there was a lively struggle before Billy was gripped. He chattered furiously and bit Mr. Britling twice. Then Mr. Britling was out in the passage with the wriggling lump of warm fur in his hand, and paddling along in the darkness to the door of Herr Heinrich. He opened it softly.

For a while, there was a lively struggle before Billy was caught. He chattered angrily and bit Mr. Britling twice. Then Mr. Britling was out in the hallway with the squirming bundle of warm fur in his hand, making his way through the darkness to Herr Heinrich's door. He opened it quietly.

A startled white figure sat up in bed sharply.

A surprised white figure shot up in bed.

"Billy," said Mr. Britling by way of explanation, dropped his capture on the carpet, and shut the door on the touching reunion.

"Billy," Mr. Britling explained, dropped his catch on the carpet and closed the door on the emotional reunion.


§ 3


A day was to come when Mr. Britling was to go over the history of that sunny July with incredulous minuteness, trying to trace the real succession of events that led from the startling crime at Sarajevo to Europe's last swift rush into war. In a sense it was untraceable; in a sense it was so obvious that he was amazed the whole world had not watched the coming of disaster. The plain fact of the case was that there was no direct connection; the Sarajevo murders were dropped for two whole weeks out of the general consciousness, they went out of the papers, they ceased to be discussed; then they were picked up again and used as an excuse for war. Germany, armed so as to be a threat to all the world, weary at last of her mighty vigil, watching the course of events, decided that her moment had come, and snatched the dead archduke out of his grave again to serve her tremendous ambition.

A day would come when Mr. Britling would go through the history of that sunny July in incredible detail, trying to trace the real sequence of events that led from the shocking crime in Sarajevo to Europe's rapid plunge into war. In one way, it was impossible to trace; in another, it was so clear that he was shocked the entire world hadn’t seen the disaster coming. The plain fact was that there was no direct link; the Sarajevo murders were forgotten for two whole weeks, disappearing from the news and no longer being discussed; then they were brought back and used as an excuse for war. Germany, armed to pose a threat to everyone, finally tired of her long vigil, monitoring the events, decided that her moment had come, and pulled the dead archduke out of his grave again to fuel her massive ambitions.

It may well have seemed to the belligerent German patriot that all her possible foes were confused, divided within themselves, at an extremity of distraction and impotence. The British Isles seemed slipping steadily into civil war. Threat was met by counter-threat, violent fool competed with violent fool for the admiration of the world, the National Volunteers armed against the Ulster men; everything moved on with a kind of mechanical precision from parade and meeting towards the fatal gun-running of Howth and the first bloodshed in Dublin streets. That wretched affray, far more than any other single thing, must have stiffened Germany in the course she had chosen. There can be no doubt of it; the mischief makers of Ireland set the final confirmation upon the European war. In England itself there was a summer fever of strikes; Liverpool was choked by a dockers' strike, the East Anglian agricultural labourers were in revolt, and the building trade throughout the country was on the verge of a lockout. Russia seemed to be in the crisis of a social revolution. From Baku to St. Petersburg there were insurrectionary movements in the towns, and on the 23rd—the very day of the Austrian ultimatum—Cossacks were storming barbed wire entanglements in the streets of the capital. The London Stock Exchange was in a state of panic disorganisation because of a vast mysterious selling of securities from abroad. And France, France it seemed was lost to all other consideration in the enthralling confrontations and denunciations of the Caillaux murder trial, the trial of the wife of her ex-prime Minister for the murder of a blackmailing journalist. It was a case full of the vulgarest sexual violence. Before so piquant a spectacle France it seemed could have no time nor attention for the revelation of M. Humbert, the Reporter of the Army Committee, proclaiming that the artillery was short of ammunition, that her infantry had boots "thirty years old" and not enough of those....

It probably seemed to the aggressive German patriot that all her potential enemies were confused, divided among themselves, and overwhelmed with chaos and helplessness. The British Isles appeared to be slipping into civil war. Threats were met with counter-threats, violent people competed for the world's attention, and the National Volunteers were arming against the Ulster men; everything progressed with mechanical precision towards the disastrous gun-running in Howth and the first bloodshed in the streets of Dublin. That terrible clash, more than anything else, must have solidified Germany's chosen path. There’s no doubt about it; the troublemakers in Ireland played a key role in confirming the outbreak of the European war. In England itself, there was a summer of strikes; Liverpool was paralyzed by a dockers' strike, agricultural workers in East Anglia were revolting, and the construction industry across the country was on the brink of a lockout. Russia appeared to be in the midst of a social revolution. From Baku to St. Petersburg, there were uprisings in the cities, and on the 23rd—the very day of the Austrian ultimatum—Cossacks were charging through barbed wire barricades in the capital's streets. The London Stock Exchange was in panic due to a huge, mysterious selling of foreign securities. And France seemed completely absorbed in the captivating confrontations and accusations of the Caillaux murder trial, which involved the wife of a former Prime Minister charged with murdering a blackmailing journalist. It was a case full of the most vulgar sexual violence. In light of such a sensational spectacle, France seemed too preoccupied to pay attention to the revelation from M. Humbert, the Reporter of the Army Committee, stating that the artillery was short on ammunition and that her infantry had boots "thirty years old" and not enough of those....

Such were the appearances of things. Can it be wondered if it seemed to the German mind that the moment for the triumphant assertion of the German predominance in the world had come? A day or so before the Dublin shooting, the murder of Sarajevo had been dragged again into the foreground of the world's affairs by an ultimatum from Austria to Serbia of the extremest violence. From the hour when the ultimatum was discharged the way to Armageddon lay wide and unavoidable before the feet of Europe. After the Dublin conflict there was no turning back. For a week Europe was occupied by proceedings that were little more than the recital of a formula. Austria could not withdraw her unqualified threats without admitting error and defeat, Russia could not desert Serbia without disgrace, Germany stood behind Austria, France was bound to Russia by a long confederacy of mutual support, and it was impossible for England to witness the destruction of France or the further strengthening of a loud and threatening rival. It may be that Germany counted on Russia giving way to her, it may be she counted on the indecisions and feeble perplexities of England, both these possibilities were in the reckoning, but chiefly she counted on war. She counted on war, and since no nation in all the world had ever been so fully prepared in every way for war as she was, she also counted on victory.

This is how things appeared. Can we be surprised that the German mindset believed the time had come to assert German dominance in the world? A day or so before the Dublin shooting, the assassination in Sarajevo was once again thrust into the spotlight of global affairs by a brutal ultimatum from Austria to Serbia. From the moment that ultimatum was issued, Europe was on a clear and unavoidable path to disaster. After the conflict in Dublin, there was no turning back. For a week, Europe was caught up in events that were little more than a recitation of a script. Austria couldn’t back down from its severe threats without showing weakness and defeat, Russia couldn’t abandon Serbia without facing shame, Germany stood firmly with Austria, France was tied to Russia through a long-standing alliance of mutual support, and England couldn’t stand idly by while France faced destruction or while a loud and aggressive rival grew stronger. Germany may have hoped that Russia would give in, and it might have calculated on England's hesitations and confusion; both were possible, but primarily, Germany was banking on war. She was counting on war, and since no nation in the world had ever been as fully prepared for war in every possible way as she was, she was also counting on victory.

One writes "Germany." That is how one writes of nations, as though they had single brains and single purposes. But indeed while Mr. Britling lay awake and thought of his son and Lady Frensham and his smashed automobile and Mrs. Harrowdean's trick of abusive letter-writing and of God and evil and a thousand perplexities, a multitude of other brains must also have been busy, lying also in beds or sitting in studies or watching in guard-rooms or chatting belatedly in cafés or smoking-rooms or pacing the bridges of battleships or walking along in city or country, upon this huge possibility the crime of Sarajevo had just opened, and of the state of the world in relation to such possibilities. Few women, one guesses, heeded what was happening, and of the men, the men whose decision to launch that implacable threat turned the destinies of the world to war, there is no reason to believe that a single one of them had anything approaching the imaginative power needed to understand fully what it was they were doing. We have looked for an hour or so into the seething pot of Mr. Britling's brain and marked its multiple strands, its inconsistencies, its irrational transitions. It was but a specimen. Nearly every brain of the select few that counted in this cardinal determination of the world's destinies, had its streak of personal motive, its absurd and petty impulses and deflections. One man decided to say this because if he said that he would contradict something he had said and printed four or five days ago; another took a certain line because so he saw his best opportunity of putting a rival into a perplexity. It would be strange if one could reach out now and recover the states of mind of two such beings as the German Kaiser and his eldest son as Europe stumbled towards her fate through the long days and warm, close nights of that July. Here was the occasion for which so much of their lives had been but the large pretentious preparation, coming right into their hands to use or forgo, here was the opportunity that would put them into the very forefront of history forever; this journalist emperor with the paralysed arm, this common-fibred, sly, lascivious son. It is impossible that they did not dream of glory over all the world, of triumphant processions, of a world-throne that would outshine Caesar's, of a godlike elevation, of acting Divus Caesar while yet alive. And being what they were they must have imagined spectators, and the young man, who was after all a young man of particularly poor quality, imagined no doubt certain women onlookers, certain humiliated and astonished friends, and thought of the clothes he would wear and the gestures he would make. The nickname his English cousins had given this heir to all the glories was the "White Rabbit." He was the backbone of the war party at court. And presently he stole bric-à-brac. That will help posterity to the proper values of things in 1914. And the Teutonic generals and admirals and strategists with their patient and perfect plans, who were so confident of victory, each within a busy skull must have enacted anticipatory dreams of his personal success and marshalled his willing and unwilling admirers. Readers of histories and memoirs as most of this class of men are, they must have composed little eulogistic descriptions of the part themselves were to play in the opening drama, imagined pleasing vindications and interesting documents. Some of them perhaps saw difficulties, but few foresaw failure. For all this set of brains the thing came as a choice to take or reject; they could make war or prevent it. And they chose war.

One writes "Germany." That's how we refer to countries, as if they have one mind and one goal. But while Mr. Britling lay awake thinking about his son, Lady Frensham, his wrecked car, Mrs. Harrowdean's habit of writing nasty letters, and deep thoughts about God, evil, and countless complexities, many other minds were also occupied, lying in beds, sitting in studies, keeping watch in guard rooms, chatting late in cafés or smoking rooms, pacing the decks of battleships, or walking along in cities or the countryside. The crime of Sarajevo had just opened up this vast possibility, alongside the state of the world in connection with such possibilities. Few women, one might assume, paid attention to what was happening, and among the men—the very men whose decision to launch that relentless threat changed the world's fate to war—there's no reason to think that any of them had the imaginative capacity to fully grasp what they were doing. We’ve taken a look into Mr. Britling's chaotic mind for about an hour and noted its tangled thoughts, contradictions, and irrational shifts. This was just one example. Almost every brain among the few who mattered in this crucial decision about the world's fate had its own personal motives, absurd impulses, and distractions. One man decided to say this because if he said that, he would contradict something he had published four or five days earlier; another took a particular stance because he saw his chance to put a rival in a tough spot. It would be strange if we could now reach back and capture the mindset of two figures like the German Kaiser and his eldest son as Europe stumbled towards its fate through the long days and warm, close nights of that July. Here was the moment for which so much of their lives had been a grand pretense, now right in their hands to seize or let go; here was the chance that would place them at the forefront of history forever—this journalist emperor with the paralyzed arm, this sly, debauched son. It’s impossible they didn’t dream of global glory, triumphant parades, a world throne that would eclipse Caesar's, a godlike status, of living as Divus Caesar. And given who they were, they must have imagined audiences, and the young man, who was ultimately a rather mediocre youth, likely envisioned specific women viewers, certain humiliated and astonished friends, and thought about the clothes he would wear and the gestures he would make. His English cousins nicknamed this heir “the White Rabbit.” He was a key player in the war faction at court. Soon after, he began stealing trinkets. That will provide future generations with the right perspective on things in 1914. The Teutonic generals, admirals, and strategists with their meticulous plans, so sure of victory, each must have imagined anticipatory dreams of their personal success and gathered their supporters, both willing and reluctant. As readers of histories and memoirs, which most of this group were, they must have crafted little glorifying scripts about the roles they would play in this opening act, foreseeing satisfying justifications and interesting documents. Some might have noticed obstacles, but few anticipated failure. For all these minds, it was a choice to make—war or peace; they chose war.

It is doubtful if any one outside the directing intelligence of Germany and Austria saw anything so plain. The initiative was with Germany. The Russian brains and the French brains and the British brains, the few that were really coming round to look at this problem squarely, had a far less simple set of problems and profounder uncertainties. To Mr. Britling's mind the Round Table Conference at Buckingham Palace was typical of the disunion and indecision that lasted up to the very outbreak of hostilities. The solemn violence of Sir Edward Carson was intensely antipathetic to Mr. Britling, and in his retrospective inquiries he pictured to himself that dark figure with its dropping under-lip, seated, heavy and obstinate, at that discussion, still implacable though the King had but just departed after a little speech that was packed with veiled intimations of imminent danger...

It’s uncertain if anyone outside the leadership of Germany and Austria understood things as clearly. The initiative belonged to Germany. The minds in Russia, France, and Britain, the few that were actually trying to face this issue head-on, had a much more complex set of problems and deeper uncertainties. To Mr. Britling, the Round Table Conference at Buckingham Palace embodied the division and indecision that persisted right up to the start of hostilities. The serious aggression of Sir Edward Carson was deeply off-putting to Mr. Britling, and in his reflections, he imagined that dark figure with his drooping under-lip, sitting there, heavy and stubborn, during that discussion, still unyielding even though the King had just left after delivering a speech filled with subtle warnings of impending danger...

Mr. Britling had no mercy in his mind for the treason of obstinate egotism and for persistence in a mistaken course. His own temperamental weaknesses lay in such different directions. He was always ready to leave one trail for another; he was always open to conviction, trusting to the essentials of his character for an ultimate consistency. He hated Carson in those days as a Scotch terrier might hate a bloodhound, as something at once more effective and impressive, and exasperatingly, infinitely less intelligent.

Mr. Britling had no sympathy for the betrayal of stubborn selfishness and for sticking to a wrong path. His own personality flaws pointed in completely different directions. He was always willing to switch tracks; he was always open to being convinced, relying on the core of his character for a sense of consistency. He despised Carson at that time like a Scotch terrier might despise a bloodhound—seeing it as something more effective and impressive, yet frustratingly and infinitely less intelligent.


§ 4


Thus—a vivid fact as yet only in a few hundred skulls or so—the vast catastrophe of the Great War gathered behind the idle, dispersed and confused spectacle of an indifferent world, very much as the storms and rains of late September gathered behind the glow and lassitudes of August, and with scarcely more of set human intention. For the greater part of mankind the European international situation was at most something in the papers, no more important than the political disturbances in South Africa, where the Herzogites were curiously uneasy, or the possible trouble between Turkey and Greece. The things that really interested people in England during the last months of peace were boxing and the summer sales. A brilliant young Frenchman, Carpentier, who had knocked out Bombardier Wells, came over again to defeat Gunboat Smith, and did so to the infinite delight of France and the whole Latin world, amidst the generous applause of Anglo-Saxondom. And there was also a British triumph over the Americans at polo, and a lively and cultured newspaper discussion about a proper motto for the arms of the London County Council. The trial of Madame Caillaux filled the papers with animated reports and vivid pictures; Gregori Rasputin was stabbed and became the subject of much lively gossip about the Russian Court; and Ulivi, the Italian impostor who claimed he could explode mines by means of an "ultra-red" ray, was exposed and fled with a lady, very amusingly. For a few days all the work at Woolwich Arsenal was held up because a certain Mr. Entwhistle, having refused to erect a machine on a concrete bed laid down by non-unionists, was rather uncivilly dismissed, and the Irish trouble pounded along its tiresome mischievous way. People gave a divided attention to these various topics, and went about their individual businesses.

Thus—a striking reality still only in a few hundred minds or so—the enormous disaster of the Great War loomed behind the idle, scattered, and confused scene of an indifferent world, much like the storms and rains of late September formed behind the warmth and lethargy of August, with hardly any more deliberate human intent. For most people, the European international situation was at best just something in the news, no more significant than the political unrest in South Africa, where the Herzogites were noticeably anxious, or the potential conflict between Turkey and Greece. What truly captured the public's interest in England during the final months of peace were boxing and summer sales. A brilliant young Frenchman, Carpentier, who had previously knocked out Bombardier Wells, came back to defeat Gunboat Smith, much to the delight of France and the entire Latin world, amid the generous applause of the Anglo-Saxon crowd. There was also a British success over the Americans at polo, and an energetic and cultured newspaper debate about a fitting motto for the arms of the London County Council. The trial of Madame Caillaux filled the papers with lively reports and striking images; Gregori Rasputin was stabbed and became the center of much lively gossip about the Russian Court; and Ulivi, the Italian fraud who claimed he could blow up mines using an "ultra-red" ray, was exposed and fled with a lady, quite amusingly. For a few days, all work at Woolwich Arsenal was delayed because a certain Mr. Entwhistle, having refused to install a machine on a concrete foundation laid down by non-union workers, was rather rudely dismissed, and the Irish trouble continued on its tiresome, mischievous path. People gave divided attention to these various topics and went about their individual lives.

And at Dower House they went about their businesses. Mr. Direck's arm healed rapidly; Cecily Corner and he talked of their objects in life and Utopias and the books of Mr. Britling, and he got down from a London bookseller Baedeker's guides for Holland and Belgium, South Germany and Italy; Herr Heinrich after some doubt sent in his application form and his preliminary deposit for the Esperanto Conference at Boulogne, and Billy consented to be stroked three times but continued to bite with great vigour and promptitude. And the trouble about Hugh, Mr. Britling's eldest son, resolved itself into nothing of any vital importance, and settled itself very easily.

And at Dower House, everyone went about their business. Mr. Direck's arm healed quickly; he and Cecily Corner talked about their goals in life, Utopias, and the books of Mr. Britling. He got Baedeker's guides for Holland, Belgium, Southern Germany, and Italy from a London bookseller. After some hesitation, Herr Heinrich submitted his application form and initial deposit for the Esperanto Conference in Boulogne, and Billy agreed to be petted three times but continued to bite with great enthusiasm and speed. As for the issue with Hugh, Mr. Britling's eldest son, it turned out to be insignificant and resolved itself easily.


§ 5


After Hugh had cleared things up and gone back to London Mr. Britling was inclined to think that such a thing as apprehension was a sin against the general fairness and integrity of life.

After Hugh sorted everything out and returned to London, Mr. Britling began to believe that feeling apprehensive was a betrayal of the overall fairness and integrity of life.

Of all things in the world Hugh was the one that could most easily rouse Mr. Britling's unhappy aptitude for distressing imaginations. Hugh was nearer by far to his heart and nerves than any other creature. In the last few years Mr. Britling, by the light of a variety of emotional excursions in other directions, had been discovering this. Whatever Mr. Britling discovered he talked about; he had evolved from his realisation of this tenderness, which was without an effort so much tenderer than all the subtle and tremendous feelings he had attempted in his—excursions, the theory that he had expounded to Mr. Direck that it is only through our children that we are able to achieve disinterested love, real love. But that left unexplained that far more intimate emotional hold of Hugh than of his very jolly little step-brothers. That was a fact into which Mr. Britling rather sedulously wouldn't look....

Of all things in the world, Hugh was the one who could most easily trigger Mr. Britling's tendency for distressing thoughts. Hugh was much closer to his heart and nerves than anyone else. In the past few years, Mr. Britling, through a variety of emotional experiences in other areas, had been realizing this. Whatever Mr. Britling discovered, he would talk about; he had developed from this realization of tenderness, which was effortlessly deeper than all the complex and intense feelings he had tried in his—experiences, the theory he explained to Mr. Direck that it's only through our children that we can truly achieve disinterested love, real love. But that didn’t explain the much more intimate emotional connection he felt with Hugh compared to his very cheerful little stepbrothers. That was something Mr. Britling was quite careful not to examine...

Mr. Britling was probably much franker and more open-eyed with himself and the universe than a great number of intelligent people, and yet there were quite a number of aspects of his relations with his wife, with people about him, with his country and God and the nature of things, upon which he turned his back with an attentive persistence. But a back too resolutely turned may be as indicative as a pointing finger, and in this retrogressive way, and tacitly even so far as his formal thoughts, his unspoken comments, went, Mr. Britling knew that he loved his son because he had lavished the most hope and the most imagination upon him, because he was the one living continuation of that dear life with Mary, so lovingly stormy at the time, so fine now in memory, that had really possessed the whole heart of Mr. Britling. The boy had been the joy and marvel of the young parents; it was incredible to them that there had ever been a creature so delicate and sweet, and they brought considerable imagination and humour to the detailed study of his minute personality and to the forecasting of his future. Mr. Britling's mind blossomed with wonderful schemes for his education. All that mental growth no doubt contributed greatly to Mr. Britling's peculiar affection, and with it there interwove still tenderer and subtler elements, for the boy had a score of Mary's traits. But there were other things still more conspicuously ignored. One silent factor in the slow widening of the breach between Edith and Mr. Britling was her cool estimate of her stepson. She was steadfastly kind to this shock-headed, untidy little dreamer, he was extremely well cared for in her hands, she liked him and she was amused by him—it is difficult to imagine what more Mr. Britling could have expected—but it was as plain as daylight that she felt that this was not the child she would have cared to have borne. It was quite preposterous and perfectly natural that this should seem to Mr. Britling to be unfair to Hugh.

Mr. Britling was probably more straightforward and aware of himself and the world than many smart people, yet there were quite a few aspects of his relationships with his wife, the people around him, his country, God, and the nature of things that he deliberately ignored. But turning his back so firmly could be just as telling as pointing a finger, and in this backward way, even in his formal thoughts and unspoken comments, Mr. Britling knew he loved his son because he had invested the most hope and imagination in him. His son was the living continuation of that cherished life with Mary, a time that had been so passionately intense and is now such a beautiful memory that it had truly captured Mr. Britling's heart. The boy had been the joy and wonder of the young parents; they found it incredible that there had ever been a creature so delicate and sweet. They brought a lot of imagination and humor to closely studying his little personality and predicting his future. Mr. Britling’s mind was filled with amazing plans for his education. All that mental growth undoubtedly added to Mr. Britling’s unique affection, interwoven with even more tender and subtle elements since the boy had many of Mary’s traits. However, there were other things that were even more blatantly ignored. One silent factor in the slowly growing divide between Edith and Mr. Britling was her distant view of her stepson. She was consistently kind to this wild-haired, messy little dreamer; he was extremely well taken care of by her, she liked him, and she found him amusing—it's hard to imagine what more Mr. Britling could have asked for—but it was clear as day that she felt this was not the child she would have preferred to bear. It seemed totally unreasonable yet completely natural for Mr. Britling to think that this was unfair to Hugh.

Edith's home was more prosperous than Mary's; she brought her own money to it; the bringing up of her children was a far more efficient business than Mary's instinctive proceedings. Hugh had very nearly died in his first year of life; some summer infection had snatched at him; that had tied him to his father's heart by a knot of fear; but no infection had ever come near Edith's own nursery. And it was Hugh that Mr. Britling had seen, small and green-faced and pitiful under an anaesthetic for some necessary small operation to his adenoids. His younger children had never stabbed to Mr. Britling's heart with any such pitifulness; they were not so thin-skinned as their elder brother, not so assailable by the little animosities of dust and germ. And out of such things as this evolved a shapeless cloud of championship for Hugh. Jealousies and suspicions are latent in every human relationship. We go about the affairs of life pretending magnificently that they are not so, pretending to the generosities we desire. And in all step-relationships jealousy and suspicion are not merely latent, they stir.

Edith's home was more successful than Mary's; she contributed her own money to it; raising her children was much more effective than Mary's natural approach. Hugh had almost died in his first year; a summer illness had threatened him, tying him to his father's heart with a knot of fear. But no illness had ever come close to Edith's nursery. It was Hugh that Mr. Britling had seen, small, pale, and pitiful under anesthesia for a necessary minor operation on his adenoids. His younger children had never pierced Mr. Britling's heart with such sadness; they weren't as sensitive as their older brother, not as vulnerable to the minor irritations of dust and germs. And from all this grew a vague cloud of favoritism for Hugh. Jealousies and suspicions are always present in every human relationship. We navigate life pretending strongly that they're not, putting on a façade of the generosity we wish for. And in all step-relationships, jealousy and suspicion are not just hidden; they are very much alive.

It was Mr. Britling's case for Hugh that he was something exceptional, something exceptionally good, and that the peculiar need there was to take care of him was due to a delicacy of nerve and fibre that was ultimately a virtue. The boy was quick, quick to hear, quick to move, very accurate in his swift way, he talked unusually soon, he began to sketch at an early age with an incurable roughness and a remarkable expressiveness. That he was sometimes ungainly, often untidy, that he would become so mentally preoccupied as to be uncivil to people about him, that he caught any malaise that was going, was all a part of that. The sense of Mrs. Britling's unexpressed criticisms, the implied contrasts with the very jolly, very uninspired younger family, kept up a nervous desire in Mr. Britling for evidences and manifestations of Hugh's quality. Not always with happy results; it caused much mutual irritation, but not enough to prevent the growth of a real response on Hugh's part to his father's solicitude. The youngster knew and felt that his father was his father just as certainly as he felt that Mrs. Britling was not his mother. To his father he brought his successes and to his father he appealed.

It was Mr. Britling's belief about Hugh that he was exceptional, uniquely good, and that the special need to care for him came from a sensitivity of nerves and character that was ultimately a strength. The boy was quick—quick to hear, quick to move, very precise in his fast-paced way; he talked unusually early and began sketching at a young age with a natural roughness and remarkable expressiveness. Though he could be awkward at times, often messy, and would get so absorbed in his thoughts that he’d be rude to those around him, all of this was part of who he was. The feeling of Mrs. Britling’s unspoken criticisms and the implied comparisons to the cheerful but uninspired younger family fueled Mr. Britling's anxious need for signs of Hugh's talent. This didn't always lead to positive outcomes; it created a lot of mutual frustration, but not enough to stop a genuine connection from developing in response to his father's concern. The boy knew and felt that his father was truly his father, just as much as he felt that Mrs. Britling was not his mother. He shared his successes with his father and looked to him for support.

But he brought his successes more readily than he brought his troubles. So far as he himself was concerned he was disposed to take a humorous view of the things that went wrong and didn't come off with him, but as a "Tremendous Set-Down for the Proud Parent" they resisted humorous treatment....

But he shared his successes more easily than his troubles. As far as he was concerned, he liked to see the funny side of the things that went wrong and didn't work out for him, but as a "Tremendous Set-Down for the Proud Parent," they didn't lend themselves to humor....

Now the trouble that he had been hesitating to bring before his father was concerned with that very grave interest of the young, his Object in Life. It had nothing to do with those erotic disturbances that had distressed his father's imagination. Whatever was going on below the surface of Hugh's smiling or thoughtful presence in that respect had still to come to the surface and find expression. But he was bothered very much by divergent strands in his own intellectual composition. Two sets of interests pulled at him, one—it will seem a dry interest to many readers, but for Hugh it glittered and fascinated—was crystallography and molecular physics; the other was caricature. Both aptitudes sprang no doubt from the same exceptional sensitiveness to form. As a schoolboy he exercised both very happily, but now he was getting to the age of specialisation, and he was fluctuating very much between science and art. After a spell of scientific study he would come upon a fatigue period and find nothing in life but absurdities and a lark that one could represent very amusingly; after a bout of funny drawings his mind went back to his light and crystals and films like a Magdalen repenting in a church. After his public school he had refused Cambridge and gone to University College, London, to work under the great and inspiring Professor Cardinal; simultaneously Cardinal had been arranging to go to Cambridge, and Hugh had scarcely embarked upon his London work when Cardinal was succeeded by the dull, conscientious and depressing Pelkingham, at whose touch crystals became as puddings, bubble films like cotton sheets, transparency vanished from the world, and X rays dwarfed and died. And Hugh degenerated immediately into a scoffing trifler who wished to give up science for art.

Now the issue he had been reluctant to discuss with his father was about a very serious concern for young people: his purpose in life. It had nothing to do with those romantic troubles that had troubled his father's mind. Whatever was brewing beneath the surface of Hugh's cheerful or contemplative demeanor in that regard had yet to reveal itself and be articulated. But he was very troubled by conflicting aspects of his own intellectual makeup. Two different interests were tugging at him; one—though it might seem dull to many readers, for Hugh it sparkled and captivated—was crystallography and molecular physics; the other was caricature. Both talents likely arose from his unique sensitivity to form. As a schoolboy, he happily engaged in both, but now he was approaching the age of specialization and oscillating between science and art. After a period of studying science, he would enter a phase of fatigue and see nothing in life but absurdities and humor that could be represented amusingly; after a session of drawing comical sketches, his mind would return to his light, crystals, and films like a penitent Magdalen in a church. After his public school, he had turned down Cambridge and chosen University College, London, to study under the great and inspiring Professor Cardinal; at the same time, Cardinal had been planning to go to Cambridge, and just as Hugh began his work in London, Cardinal was replaced by the dull, diligent, and disheartening Pelkingham, under whose influence crystals turned into puddings, bubble films resembled cotton sheets, transparency disappeared from the world, and X-rays shrank and faded away. And Hugh quickly transformed into a mocking flippant who wanted to abandon science for art.

He gave up science for art after grave consultation with his father, and the real trouble that had been fretting him, it seemed, was that now he repented and wanted to follow Cardinal to Cambridge, and—a year lost—go on with science again. He felt it was a discreditable fluctuation; he knew it would be a considerable expense; and so he took two weeks before he could screw himself up to broaching the matter.

He gave up science for art after serious talks with his father, and the real issue that had been bothering him, it seemed, was that now he regretted it and wanted to follow Cardinal to Cambridge and—having lost a year—get back to studying science. He felt it was an embarrassing change of heart; he knew it would cost a lot; and so he took two weeks to finally work up the courage to bring it up.

"So that is all," said Mr. Britling, immensely relieved.

"So that is all," said Mr. Britling, feeling a huge sense of relief.

"My dear Parent, you didn't think I had backed a bill or forged a cheque?"

"My dear Parent, you didn’t think I had endorsed a bill or forged a check?"

"I thought you might have married a chorus girl or something of that sort," said Mr. Britling.

"I thought you might have married a chorus girl or something like that," said Mr. Britling.

"Or bought a large cream-coloured motor-car for her on the instalment system, which she'd smashed up. No, that sort of thing comes later.... I'll just put myself down on the waiting list of one of those bits of delight in the Cambridge tobacco shops—and go on with my studies for a year or two...."

"Or bought a big cream-colored car for her on the installment plan, which she ended up wrecking. No, that kind of thing happens later.... I'll just add my name to the waiting list for one of those little treasures at the Cambridge tobacco shops—and continue my studies for a year or two...."


§ 6


Though Mr. Britling's anxiety about his son was dispelled, his mind remained curiously apprehensive throughout July. He had a feeling that things were not going well with the world, a feeling he tried in vain to dispel by various distractions. Perhaps some subtler subconscious analysis of the situation was working out probabilities that his conscious self would not face. And when presently he bicycled off to Mrs. Harrowdean for flattery, amusement, and comfort generally, he found her by no means the exalting confirmation of everything he wished to believe about himself and the universe, that had been her delightful rôle in the early stages of their romantic friendship. She maintained her hostility to Edith; she seemed bent on making things impossible. And yet there were one or two phases of the old sustaining intimacies.

Though Mr. Britling's worry about his son was eased, he still felt oddly uneasy throughout July. He sensed that things weren’t going well in the world, a feeling he tried unsuccessfully to shake off through various distractions. Maybe some deeper subconscious awareness of the situation was calculating risks that his conscious mind wouldn’t confront. When he later rode his bike to visit Mrs. Harrowdean for flattery, fun, and general comfort, he found that she was no longer the uplifting confirmation of everything he wanted to believe about himself and the universe, which had been her delightful role in the early days of their romantic friendship. She continued to oppose Edith; she seemed determined to make things difficult. Yet, there were still one or two aspects of their old supportive intimacy.

They walked across her absurd little park to the summer-house with the view on the afternoon of his arrival, and they discussed the Irish pamphlet which was now nearly finished.

They walked through her silly little park to the summer house with the view on the afternoon he arrived, and they talked about the Irish pamphlet that was almost done.

"Of course," she said, "it will be a wonderful pamphlet."

"Of course," she said, "it's going to be a great pamphlet."

There was a reservation in her voice that made him wait.

There was something hesitant in her voice that made him pause.

"But I suppose all sorts of people could write an Irish pamphlet. Nobody but you could write 'The Silent Places.' Oh, why don't you finish that great beautiful thing, and leave all this world of reality and newspapers, all these Crude, Vulgar, Quarrelsome, Jarring things to other people? You have the magic gift, you might be a poet, you can take us out of all these horrid things that are, away to Beautyland, and you are just content to be a critic and a disputer. It's your surroundings. It's your sordid realities. It's that Practicality at your elbow. You ought never to see a newspaper. You ought never to have an American come within ten miles of you. You ought to live on bowls of milk drunk in valleys of asphodel."

"But I guess all kinds of people could write an Irish pamphlet. No one but you could write 'The Silent Places.' Oh, why don't you finish that amazing piece, and leave this messy world of reality and newspapers, all these crude, vulgar, quarrelsome, jarring things to other people? You have a magical gift, you could be a poet, you can take us away from all these awful things to Beautyland, and you're just content to be a critic and a debater. It’s your environment. It’s your grim realities. It’s that practicality that’s always around you. You should never read a newspaper. You should never let an American come within ten miles of you. You should live on bowls of milk enjoyed in valleys of asphodel."

Mr. Britling, who liked this sort of thing in a way, and yet at the same time felt ridiculously distended and altogether preposterous while it was going on, answered feebly and self-consciously.

Mr. Britling, who enjoyed this sort of thing in a way, yet still felt absurdly bloated and completely ridiculous while it was happening, responded weakly and awkwardly.

"There was your letter in the Nation the other day," she said. "Why do you get drawn into arguments? I wanted to rush into the Nation and pick you up and wipe the anger off you, and carry you out of it all—into some quiet beautiful place."

"There was your letter in the Nation the other day," she said. "Why do you get into arguments? I just wanted to rush into the Nation, pick you up, wipe the anger away, and take you out of all this—into some quiet, beautiful place."

"But one has to answer these people," said Mr. Britling, rolling along by the side of her like a full moon beside Venus, and quite artlessly falling in with the tone of her.

"But you have to respond to these people," Mr. Britling said, gliding along beside her like a bright moon next to Venus, effortlessly matching her tone.

She repeated lines from "The Silent Places" from memory. She threw quite wonderful emotion into her voice. She made the words glow. And he had only shown her the thing once....

She recited lines from "The Silent Places" from memory. She infused her voice with amazing emotion. She made the words shine. And he had only shown her the piece once...

Was he indeed burying a marvellous gift under the dust of current affairs? When at last in the warm evening light they strolled back from the summer-house to dinner he had definitely promised her that he would take up and finish "The Silent Places."... And think over the Irish pamphlet again before he published it....

Was he really hiding a wonderful gift under the mess of current events? When they finally walked back to dinner from the summer house in the warm evening light, he had definitely promised her that he would start and finish "The Silent Places."... And rethink the Irish pamphlet before he published it again....

Pyecrafts was like a crystal casket of finer soil withdrawn from the tarred highways of the earth....

Pyecrafts was like a crystal box of better soil taken from the paved roads of the earth....

And yet the very next day this angel enemy of controversies broke out in the most abominable way about Edith, and he had to tell her more plainly than he had done hitherto, that he could not tolerate that sort of thing. He wouldn't have Edith guyed. He wouldn't have Edith made to seem base. And at that there was much trouble between them, and tears and talk of Oliver....

And yet the very next day, this angelic enemy of arguments exploded in a terrible way about Edith, and he had to be more straightforward with her than he had been before, saying that he couldn’t put up with that kind of behavior. He didn’t want Edith to be mocked. He didn’t want Edith to be made to look bad. This led to a lot of conflict between them, along with tears and conversations about Oliver...

Mr. Britling found himself unable to get on either with "The Silent Places" or the pamphlet, and he was very unhappy....

Mr. Britling found that he couldn't connect with either "The Silent Places" or the pamphlet, and he felt very unhappy....

Afterwards she repented very touchingly, and said that if only he would love her she would swallow a thousand Ediths. He waived a certain disrespect in the idea of her swallowing Edith, and they had a beautiful reconciliation and talked of exalted things, and in the evening he worked quite well upon "The Silent Places" and thought of half-a-dozen quite wonderful lines, and in the course of the next day he returned to Dower House and Mr. Direck and considerable piles of correspondence and the completion of the Irish pamphlet.

After that, she sincerely apologized and said that if only he would love her, she would do anything, even give up a thousand Ediths. He dismissed the disrespect in the idea of her giving up Edith, and they had a lovely reconciliation, discussing deep topics. Later that evening, he worked well on “The Silent Places” and thought about half a dozen amazing lines. The next day, he went back to Dower House, where Mr. Direck was waiting along with a lot of correspondence and the task of finishing the Irish pamphlet.

But he was restless. He was more restless in his house than he had ever been. He could not understand it. Everything about him was just as it had always been, and yet it was unsatisfactory, and it seemed more unstable than anything had ever seemed before. He was bored by the solemn development of the Irish dispute; he was irritated by the smouldering threat of the Balkans; he was irritated by the suffragettes and by a string of irrational little strikes; by the general absence of any main plot as it were to hold all these wranglings and trivialities together.... At the Dower House the most unpleasant thoughts would come to him. He even had doubts whether in "The Silent Places," he had been plagiarising, more or less unconsciously, from Henry James's "Great Good Place."...

But he felt restless. He was more restless in his house than he had ever been. He couldn’t figure it out. Everything around him was just as it always had been, yet it felt unfulfilling, and it seemed more unstable than anything had ever seemed before. He was bored by the serious unfolding of the Irish dispute; he was irritated by the simmering threat of the Balkans; he was annoyed by the suffragettes and a series of irrational little strikes; by the complete lack of any central storyline to tie all these conflicts and trivial matters together... At the Dower House, the most uncomfortable thoughts would come to him. He even questioned whether in "The Silent Places," he had been copying, more or less unconsciously, from Henry James's "Great Good Place."...

On the twenty-first of July Gladys came back repaired and looking none the worse for her misadventure. Next day he drove her very carefully over to Pyecrafts, hoping to drug his uneasiness with the pretence of a grand passion and the praises of "The Silent Places," that beautiful work of art that was so free from any taint of application, and alas! he found Mrs. Harrowdean in an evil mood. He had been away from her for ten days—ten whole days. No doubt Edith had manoeuvred to keep him. She hadn't! Hadn't she? How was he, poor simple soul! to tell that she hadn't? That was the prelude to a stormy afternoon.

On July 21st, Gladys came back all fixed up and looking no worse for her trouble. The next day, he carefully drove her over to Pyecrafts, hoping to ease his anxiety by pretending to be passionately in love and praising "The Silent Places," that beautiful piece of art that had no hint of purpose behind it. Unfortunately, he found Mrs. Harrowdean in a bad mood. He had been away from her for ten days—ten whole days. No doubt Edith had plotted to keep him there. Hadn’t she? How was he, poor naive guy, supposed to know that she hadn’t? This set the stage for a tense afternoon.

The burthen of Mrs. Harrowdean was that she was wasting her life, that she was wasting the poor, good, patient Oliver's life, that for the sake of friendship she was braving the worst imputations and that he treated her cavalierly, came when he wished to do so, stayed away heartlessly, never thought she needed little treats, little attentions, little presents. Did he think she could settle down to her poor work, such as it was, in neglect and loneliness? He forgot women were dear little tender things, and had to be made happy and kept happy. Oliver might not be clever and attractive but he did at least in his clumsy way understand and try and do his duty....

The burden on Mrs. Harrowdean was that she was wasting her life, that she was wasting the good, patient Oliver's life, that for the sake of friendship she was facing harsh judgment and that he treated her flippantly, came when he felt like it, stayed away without concern, and never thought she needed little treats, little attentions, little presents. Did he think she could settle down to her meager work, as it was, in neglect and loneliness? He forgot that women were sweet, tender beings, who needed to be made happy and kept happy. Oliver might not be smart or charming, but at least in his awkward way, he understood and tried to do his duty....

Towards the end of the second hour of such complaints the spirit of Mr. Britling rose in revolt. He lifted up his voice against her, he charged his voice with indignant sorrow and declared that he had come over to Pyecrafts with no thought in his mind but sweet and loving thoughts, that he had but waited for Gladys to be ready before he came, that he had brought over the manuscript of "The Silent Places" with him to polish and finish up, that "for days and days" he had been longing to do this in the atmosphere of the dear old summer-house with its distant view of the dear old sea, and that now all that was impossible, that Mrs. Harrowdean had made it impossible and that indeed she was rapidly making everything impossible....

Towards the end of the second hour of complaints, Mr. Britling's spirit rose up in defiance. He raised his voice against her, charging it with indignant sorrow, and declared that he had come to Pyecrafts with nothing but sweet and loving intentions. He had only waited for Gladys to be ready before arriving, and he had brought the manuscript of "The Silent Places" with him to polish and finish. For days, he had been yearning to do this in the atmosphere of the cozy old summer-house with its distant view of the lovely sea, but now all that was impossible. Mrs. Harrowdean had made it impossible, and truly, she was quickly making everything impossible.

And having delivered himself of this judgment Mr. Britling, a little surprised at the rapid vigour of his anger, once he had let it loose, came suddenly to an end of his words, made a renunciatory gesture with his arms, and as if struck with the idea, rushed out of her room and out of the house to where Gladys stood waiting. He got into her and started her up, and after some trouble with the gear due to the violence of his emotion, he turned her round and departed with her—crushing the corner of a small bed of snapdragon as he turned—and dove her with a sulky sedulousness back to the Dower House and newspapers and correspondence and irritations, and that gnawing and irrational sense of a hollow and aimless quality in the world that he had hoped Mrs. Harrowdean would assuage. And the further he went from Mrs. Harrowdean the harsher and unjuster it seemed to him that he had been to her.

And after expressing this opinion, Mr. Britling, a bit surprised by how quickly his anger had flared up, suddenly ran out of words, made a dismissive gesture with his arms, and, struck by inspiration, rushed out of her room and out of the house to where Gladys was waiting. He got into the car, started it up, and after some trouble with the gears because of his intense emotions, he turned it around and left—crushing the corner of a small bed of snapdragons as he did so—and drove her back to the Dower House with a sullen determination, surrounded by newspapers, correspondence, and irritations, along with that gnawing and irrational feeling of emptiness and aimlessness in the world that he had hoped Mrs. Harrowdean would ease. The farther he got from Mrs. Harrowdean, the harsher and more unjust it seemed to him that he had been toward her.

But he went on because he did not see how he could very well go back.

But he kept going because he didn't see how he could go back.


§ 7


Mr. Direck's broken wrist healed sooner than he desired. From the first he had protested that it was the sort of thing that one can carry about in a sling, that he was quite capable of travelling about and taking care of himself in hotels, that he was only staying on at Matching's Easy because he just loved to stay on and wallow in Mrs. Britling's kindness and Mr. Britling's company. While as a matter of fact he wallowed as much as he could in the freshness and friendliness of Miss Cecily Corner, and for more than a third of this period Mr. Britling was away from home altogether.

Mr. Direck's broken wrist healed faster than he wanted. From the start, he insisted it was the kind of injury you could manage with a sling, that he was totally capable of traveling and taking care of himself in hotels, and that he was only sticking around at Matching's Easy because he loved soaking up Mrs. Britling's kindness and Mr. Britling's company. In reality, he soaked up as much as he could of the warmth and friendliness of Miss Cecily Corner, and for more than a third of this time, Mr. Britling was completely away from home.

Mr. Direck, it should be clear by this time, was a man of more than European simplicity and directness, and his intentions towards the young lady were as simple and direct and altogether honest as such intentions can be. It is the American conception of gallantry more than any other people's, to let the lady call the tune in these affairs; the man's place is to be protective, propitiatory, accommodating and clever, and the lady's to be difficult but delightful until he catches her and houses her splendidly and gives her a surprising lot of pocket-money, and goes about his business; and upon these assumptions Mr. Direck went to work. But quite early it was manifest to him that Cecily did not recognise his assumptions. She was embarrassed when he got down one or two little presents of chocolates and flowers for her from London—-the Britling boys were much more appreciative—she wouldn't let him contrive costly little expeditions for her, and she protested against compliments and declared she would stay away when he paid them. And she was not contented by his general sentiments about life, but asked the most direct questions about his occupation and his activities. His chief occupation was being the well provided heir of a capable lawyer, and his activities in the light of her inquiries struck him as being light and a trifle amateurish, qualities he had never felt as any drawback about them before. So that he had to rely rather upon aspirations and the possibility, under proper inspiration, of a more actively serviceable life in future.

Mr. Direck, by now, was clearly a man of more than European simplicity and straightforwardness, and his feelings toward the young lady were as simple, direct, and altogether honest as such feelings can be. It’s the American idea of gallantry, more than anyone else’s, to let the lady take the lead in these matters; the man’s role is to be protective, accommodating, and clever, while the lady’s is to be challenging but charming until he wins her over, provides her with a comfortable life, gives her a surprising amount of pocket money, and then goes about his business; and based on these assumptions, Mr. Direck set to work. However, it became clear to him early on that Cecily did not share his assumptions. She felt awkward when he brought her a couple of small presents of chocolates and flowers from London—the Britling boys were much more appreciative—she wouldn’t let him arrange fancy little outings for her, and she reacted against compliments, declaring that she would avoid him when he offered them. Moreover, she wasn’t satisfied with his general views on life and asked the most straightforward questions about his job and his activities. His main occupation was being the well-taken-care-of heir of a competent lawyer, and when she probed him, his activities seemed light and somewhat amateurish, qualities he had never considered a drawback before. So, he had to lean more on his aspirations and the potential, with the right motivation, for a more actively engaging life in the future.

"There's a feeling in the States," he said, "that we've had rather a tendency to overdo work, and that there is scope for a leisure class to develop the refinement and the wider meanings of life."

"There's a vibe in the States," he said, "that we've been tending to overwork and that there's a chance for a leisure class to cultivate the finer aspects and deeper meanings of life."

"But a leisure class doesn't mean a class that does nothing," said Cecily. "It only means a class that isn't busy in business."

"But a leisure class doesn't mean a class that does nothing," said Cecily. "It just means a class that isn't occupied with work."

"You're too hard on me," said Mr. Direck with that quiet smile of his.

"You're being too tough on me," Mr. Direck said with his usual quiet smile.

And then by way of putting her on the defensive he asked her what she thought a man in his position ought to do.

And then, to put her on the spot, he asked her what she thought a man in his position should do.

"Something," she said, and in the expansion of this vague demand they touched on a number of things. She said that she was a Socialist, and there was still in Mr. Direck's composition a streak of the old-fashioned American prejudice against the word. He associated Socialists with Anarchists and deported aliens. It was manifest too that she was deeply read in the essays and dissertations of Mr. Britling. She thought everybody, man or woman, ought to be chiefly engaged in doing something definite for the world at large. ("There's my secretaryship of the Massachusetts Modern Thought Society, anyhow," said Mr. Direck.) And she herself wanted to be doing something—it was just because she did not know what it was she ought to be doing that she was reading so extensively and voraciously. She wanted to lose herself in something. Deep in the being of Mr. Direck was the conviction that what she ought to be doing was making love in a rapturously egotistical manner, and enjoying every scrap of her own delightful self and her own delightful vitality—while she had it, but for the purposes of their conversation he did not care to put it any more definitely than to say that he thought we owed it to ourselves to develop our personalities. Upon which she joined issue with great vigour.

"Something," she said, and within this vague request, they touched on several topics. She mentioned that she was a Socialist, and Mr. Direck still had an old-fashioned American prejudice against the term. He associated Socialists with Anarchists and deported immigrants. It was also clear that she was well-read in the essays and writings of Mr. Britling. She believed that everyone, regardless of gender, should be primarily focused on doing something meaningful for the broader world. ("There's my role as secretary of the Massachusetts Modern Thought Society, at least," Mr. Direck said.) And she herself wanted to be productive—she was reading so widely and passionately simply because she didn't know what she should be doing. She wanted to immerse herself in something. Deep down, Mr. Direck was convinced that what she ought to be doing was enjoying life in a delightfully selfish way, savoring every part of her wonderful self and her vibrant energy—while she still had it, but for the sake of their conversation, he preferred not to express that more explicitly than by saying he thought we owed it to ourselves to cultivate our personalities. To which she responded with great enthusiasm.

"That is just what Mr. Britling says about you in his 'American Impressions,'" she said. "He says that America overdoes the development of personalities altogether, that whatever else is wrong about America that is where America is most clearly wrong. I read that this morning, and directly I read it I thought, 'Yes, that's exactly it! Mr. Direck is overdoing the development of personalities.'"

"That's exactly what Mr. Britling says about you in his 'American Impressions,'" she remarked. "He claims that America really overdoes the development of personalities, and that, despite everything else that's wrong with America, that's where it goes most wrong. I read that this morning, and as soon as I did, I thought, 'Yes, that's so true! Mr. Direck is definitely overdoing the development of personalities.'"

"Me!"

"Me!"

"Yes. I like talking to you and I don't like talking to you. And I see now it is because you keep on talking of my Personality and your Personality. That makes me uncomfortable. It's like having some one following me about with a limelight. And in a sort of way I do like it. I like it and I'm flattered by it, and then I go off and dislike it, dislike the effect of it. I find myself trying to be what you have told me I am—sort of acting myself. I want to glance at looking-glasses to see if I am keeping it up. It's just exactly what Mr. Britling says in his book about American women. They act themselves, he says; they get a kind of story and explanation about themselves and they are always trying to make it perfectly plain and clear to every one. Well, when you do that you can't think nicely of other things."

"Yeah. I enjoy chatting with you, and I also find it frustrating. I realize now that it’s because you keep talking about my Personality and your Personality. That makes me uneasy. It feels like having someone follow me around with a spotlight. In a way, I do like it. I enjoy it and feel flattered by it, and then I start to dislike it, I dislike the impact it has. I catch myself trying to be what you’ve said I am—kind of performing as myself. I want to check mirrors to see if I’m maintaining that. It’s exactly what Mr. Britling mentions in his book about American women. He says they perform themselves; they create a sort of story and explanation about who they are and constantly try to make it perfectly clear to everyone. Well, when you do that, you can’t think well about other things."

"We like a clear light on people," said Mr. Direck.

"We prefer a clear view of people," said Mr. Direck.

"We don't. I suppose we're shadier," said Cecily.

"We don't. I guess we're a bit more secretive," said Cecily.

"You're certainly much more in half-tones," said Mr. Direck. "And I confess it's the half-tones get hold of me. But still you haven't told me, Miss Cissie, what you think I ought to do with myself. Here I am, you see, very much at your disposal. What sort of business do you think it's my duty to go in for?"

"You're definitely more into the subtle shades," Mr. Direck said. "And I admit it's the subtle shades that really grab me. But you still haven't told me, Miss Cissie, what you think I should do with my life. Here I am, as you can see, completely at your service. What kind of work do you think I should pursue?"

"That's for some one with more experience than I have, to tell you. You should ask Mr. Britling."

"That's something for someone with more experience than I have to tell you. You should ask Mr. Britling."

"I'd rather have it from you."

"I'd prefer to hear it from you."

"I don't even know for myself," she said.

"I don't even know for sure," she said.

"So why shouldn't we start to find out together?" he asked.

"So why shouldn't we start figuring it out together?" he asked.

It was her tantalising habit to ignore all such tentatives.

It was her tempting habit to ignore all such attempts.

"One can't help the feeling that one is in the world for something more than oneself," she said....

"One can't shake the feeling that we are in this world for something bigger than ourselves," she said....


§ 8


Soon Mr. Direck could measure the time that was left to him at the Dower House no longer by days but by hours. His luggage was mostly packed, his tickets to Rotterdam, Cologne, Munich, Dresden, Vienna, were all in order. And things were still very indefinite between him and Cecily. But God has not made Americans clean-shaven and firm-featured for nothing, and he determined that matters must be brought to some sort of definition before he embarked upon travels that were rapidly losing their attractiveness in this concentration of his attention....

Soon Mr. Direck could measure the time he had left at the Dower House not by days but by hours. His luggage was mostly packed, and his tickets to Rotterdam, Cologne, Munich, Dresden, and Vienna were all ready. Things between him and Cecily were still very unclear. But God didn’t create Americans to be clean-shaven and sharply featured for no reason, and he decided that they needed to figure things out before he set off on travels that were quickly losing their appeal with this focus of his attention...

A considerable nervousness betrayed itself in his voice and manner when at last he carried out his determination.

A noticeable nervousness came through in his voice and behavior when he finally went through with his decision.

"There's just a lil' thing," he said to her, taking advantage of a moment when they were together after lunch, "that I'd value now more than anything else in the world."

"There's just a little thing," he said to her, taking advantage of a moment when they were together after lunch, "that I’d value now more than anything else in the world."

She answered by a lifted eyebrow and a glance that had not so much inquiry in it as she intended.

She replied with a raised eyebrow and a look that was more curious than she meant it to be.

"If we could just take a lil' walk together for a bit. Round by Claverings Park and all that. See the deer again and the old trees. Sort of scenery I'd like to remember when I'm away from it."

"If we could just take a little walk together for a bit. Around Claverings Park and all that. See the deer again and the old trees. It’s the kind of scenery I want to remember when I’m away from it."

He was a little short of breath, and there was a quite disproportionate gravity about her moment for consideration.

He was slightly out of breath, and there was a strangely serious vibe about her moment for thought.

"Yes," she said with a cheerful acquiescence that came a couple of bars too late. "Let's. It will be jolly."

"Yeah," she said with a happy agreement that was a couple of beats too late. "Let's do it. It'll be fun."

"These fine English afternoons are wonderful afternoons," he remarked after a moment or so of silence. "Not quite the splendid blaze we get in our summer, but—sort of glowing."

"These lovely English afternoons are wonderful," he said after a moment of silence. "Not quite the brilliant heat we have in summer, but—kind of warm."

"It's been very fine all the time you've been here," she said....

"It's been really nice the whole time you've been here," she said....

After which exchanges they went along the lane, into the road by the park fencing, and so to the little gate that lets one into the park, without another word.

After they exchanged those words, they walked down the lane, onto the road by the park fence, and headed to the small gate that leads into the park, without saying another word.

The idea took hold of Mr. Direck's mind that until they got through the park gate it would be quite out of order to say anything. The lane and the road and the stile and the gate were all so much preliminary stuff to be got through before one could get to business. But after the little white gate the way was clear, the park opened out and one could get ahead without bothering about the steering. And Mr. Direck had, he felt, been diplomatically involved in lanes and by-ways long enough.

The thought crossed Mr. Direck's mind that it would be inappropriate to say anything until they passed through the park gate. The lane, the road, the stile, and the gate were all just preliminary steps to get through before they could get to the point. But after the little white gate, the path was clear, the park opened up, and they could move ahead without worrying about direction. Mr. Direck felt he'd been diplomatically tangled in lanes and backroads long enough.

"Well," he said as he rejoined her after very carefully closing the gate. "What I really wanted was an opportunity of just mentioning something that happens to be of interest to you—if it does happen to interest you.... I suppose I'd better put the thing as simply as possible.... Practically.... I'm just right over the head and all in love with you.... I thought I'd like to tell you...."

"Well," he said as he came back to her after carefully closing the gate. "What I really wanted was a chance to mention something that I hope you're interested in—if you are at all.... I guess I should just say it plainly.... Basically.... I'm completely in love with you.... I wanted to tell you...."

Immense silences.

Deep silences.

"Of course I won't pretend there haven't been others," Mr. Direck suddenly resumed. "There have. One particularly. But I can assure you I've never felt the depth and height or anything like the sort of Quiet Clear Conviction.... And now I'm just telling you these things, Miss Corner, I don't know whether it will interest you if I tell you that you're really and truly the very first love I ever had as well as my last. I've had sent over—I got it only yesterday—this lil' photograph of a miniature portrait of one of my ancestor's relations—a Corner just as you are. It's here...."

"Of course, I won't pretend there haven't been others," Mr. Direck suddenly continued. "There have been. One in particular. But I can assure you I've never experienced the depth and intensity or anything like the kind of Quiet Clear Conviction.... And now I'm just sharing these things with you, Miss Corner; I don't know if it will interest you to know that you're genuinely the very first love I ever had, as well as my last. I just received this little photograph of a miniature portrait of one of my ancestor's relatives—a Corner, just like you. It's right here...."

He had considerable difficulties with his pockets and papers. Cecily, mute and flushed and inconvenienced by a preposterous and unaccountable impulse to weep, took the picture he handed her.

He struggled a lot with his pockets and papers. Cecily, speechless and blushing, feeling an absurd and unexplainable urge to cry, took the picture he gave her.

"When I was a lil' fellow of fifteen," said Mr. Direck in the tone of one producing a melancholy but conclusive piece of evidence, "I worshipped that miniature. It seemed to me—the loveliest person.... And—it's just you...."

"When I was a little kid of fifteen," Mr. Direck said in a tone that felt both sad and definitive, "I worshipped that tiny figure. It looked to me like the most beautiful person.... And—it's totally you...."

He too was preposterously moved.

He was also extremely moved.

It seemed a long time before Cecily had anything to say, and then what she had to say she said in a softened, indistinct voice. "You're very kind," she said, and kept hold of the little photograph.

It felt like forever before Cecily spoke up, and when she did, her voice was soft and unclear. "You're really kind," she said, holding on to the small photograph.

They had halted for the photograph. Now they walked on again.

They stopped for the photo. Now they continued walking.

"I thought I'd like to tell you," said Mr. Direck and became tremendously silent.

"I thought I'd like to tell you," said Mr. Direck and fell completely silent.

Cecily found him incredibly difficult to answer. She tried to make herself light and offhand, and to be very frank with him.

Cecily found him really hard to respond to. She tried to keep her tone casual and laid-back, and to be completely honest with him.

"Of course," she said, "I knew—I felt somehow—you meant to say something of this sort to me—when you asked me to come with you——"

"Of course," she said, "I knew—I somehow felt—you meant to say something like this to me—when you asked me to come with you——"

"Well?" he said.

"Well?" he asked.

"And I've been trying to make my poor brain think of something to say to you."

"And I’ve been trying to get my poor brain to come up with something to say to you."

She paused and contemplated her difficulties....

She stopped and thought about her challenges....

"Couldn't you perhaps say something of the same kind—such as I've been trying to say?" said Mr. Direck presently, with a note of earnest helpfulness. "I'd be very glad if you could."

"Could you maybe say something similar to what I've been trying to say?" Mr. Direck said after a moment, sounding genuinely helpful. "I'd really appreciate it if you could."

"Not exactly," said Cecily, more careful than ever.

"Not exactly," Cecily said, being more cautious than ever.

"Meaning?"

"What's the meaning?"

"I think you know that you are the best of friends. I think you are, oh—a Perfect Dear."

"I think you know that you're the best of friends. I really believe you are, oh—a Perfect Dear."

"Well—that's all right—so far."

"Well, that’s fine so far."

"That is as far."

"That's as far as it goes."

"You don't know whether you love me? That's what you mean to say."

"You don't know if you love me? Is that what you're trying to say?"

"No.... I feel somehow it isn't that.... Yet...."

"No... I feel like it isn't that... But..."

"There's nobody else by any chance?"

"Is there anyone else, by any chance?"

"No." Cecily weighed things. "You needn't trouble about that."

"No." Cecily considered the situation. "You don’t need to worry about that."

"Only ... only you don't know."

"Only ... only you don't know."

Cecily made a movement of assent.

Cecily agreed.

"It's no good pretending I haven't thought about you," she said.

"It's pointless to pretend I haven't thought about you," she said.

"Well, anyhow I've done my best to give you the idea," said Mr. Direck. "I seem now to have been doing that pretty nearly all the time."

"Well, anyway, I've tried my best to give you the idea," said Mr. Direck. "I feel like I've been doing that almost all the time."

"Only what should we do?"

"What should we do?"

Mr. Direck felt this question was singularly artless. "Why!—we'd marry," he said. "And all that sort of thing."

Mr. Direck thought this question was remarkably innocent. "Well!—we'd get married," he said. "And all that kind of stuff."

"Letty has married—and all that sort of thing," said Cecily, fixing her eye on him very firmly because she was colouring brightly. "And it doesn't leave Letty very much—forrader."

"Letty's gotten married—and all that stuff," said Cecily, staring at him intently because she was blushing brightly. "And it doesn’t leave Letty with much to show for it."

"Well now, they have a good time, don't they? I'd have thought they have a lovely time!"

"Well now, they really enjoy themselves, don't they? I would have thought they have a great time!"

"They've had a lovely time. And Teddy is the dearest husband. And they have a sweet little house and a most amusing baby. And they play hockey every Sunday. And Teddy does his work. And every week is like every other week. It is just heavenly. Just always the same heavenly. Every Sunday there is a fresh week of heavenly beginning. And this, you see, isn't heaven; it is earth. And they don't know it but they are getting bored. I have been watching them, and they are getting dreadfully bored. It's heart-breaking to watch, because they are almost my dearest people. Teddy used to be making perpetual jokes about the house and the baby and his work and Letty, and now—he's made all the possible jokes. It's only now and then he gets a fresh one. It's like spring flowers and then—summer. And Letty sits about and doesn't sing. They want something new to happen.... And there's Mr. and Mrs. Britling. They love each other. Much more than Mrs. Britling dreams, or Mr. Britling for the matter of that. Once upon a time things were heavenly for them too, I suppose. Until suddenly it began to happen to them that nothing new ever happened...."

"They've had a great time. And Teddy is the sweetest husband. They have a cute little house and a really funny baby. They play hockey every Sunday. Teddy handles his work. Every week feels like the last. It’s just amazing. Always the same amazing. Every Sunday brings a new week of amazing beginnings. And this, you see, isn't heaven; it’s earth. They don’t realize it, but they are getting bored. I've been watching them, and they are getting terribly bored. It’s heart-breaking to see, because they are almost my favorite people. Teddy used to make endless jokes about the house, the baby, his work, and Letty, but now—he’s told all the jokes there are. Occasionally, he comes up with a new one. It’s like spring flowers turning into summer. And Letty just sits around and doesn’t sing. They need something new to happen... And then there are Mr. and Mrs. Britling. They love each other. Much more than Mrs. Britling realizes, or Mr. Britling for that matter. Once upon a time, things must have been amazing for them too, I guess. Until suddenly they started to feel like nothing new ever happened..."

"Well," said Mr. Direck, "people can travel."

"Well," Mr. Direck said, "people can travel."

"But that isn't real happening," said Cecily.

"But that isn't really happening," said Cecily.

"It keeps one interested."

"It keeps you intrigued."

"But real happening is doing something."

"But real action is doing something."

"You come back to that," said Mr. Direck. "I never met any one before who'd quite got that spirit as you have it. I wouldn't alter it. It's part of you. It's part of this place. It's what Mr. Britling always seems to be saying and never quite knowing he's said it. It's just as though all the things that are going on weren't the things that ought to be going on—but something else quite different. Somehow one falls into it. It's as if your daily life didn't matter, as if politics didn't matter, as if the King and the social round and business and all those things weren't anything really, and as though you felt there was something else—out of sight—round the corner—that you ought to be getting at. Well, I admit, that's got hold of me too. And it's all mixed up with my idea of you. I don't see that there's really a contradiction in it at all. I'm in love with you, all my heart's in love with you, what's the good of being shy about it? I'd just die for your littlest wish right here now, it's just as though I'd got love in my veins instead of blood, but that's not taking me away from that other thing. It's bringing me round to that other thing. I feel as if without you I wasn't up to anything at all, but with you—We'd not go settling down in a cottage or just touring about with a Baedeker Guide or anything of that kind. Not for long anyhow. We'd naturally settle down side by side and do ..."

"You keep coming back to that," Mr. Direck said. "I’ve never met anyone quite like you, with that kind of spirit. I wouldn’t change a thing. It’s a part of you. It’s a part of this place. It’s what Mr. Britling always seems to say without realizing he’s said it. It’s like all the things happening around us aren’t what should be happening—but something entirely different. Somehow you get drawn into it. It feels like your daily life doesn’t matter, like politics don’t matter, like the King and social events and business and all those things aren’t really anything, and it’s like you sense there’s something else—just out of sight—around the corner—that you should be reaching for. Well, I admit, that’s got a hold on me too. And it all ties in with my feelings for you. I don’t think there’s really any contradiction. I’m in love with you, my whole heart is in love with you—what’s the point in being shy about it? I’d do anything for the smallest wish of yours right now, it’s like I have love in my veins instead of blood, but that doesn’t steer me away from that other thing. It actually guides me towards it. I feel like without you I wouldn’t be able to do anything at all, but with you—We wouldn’t just settle down in a cottage or go sightseeing with a Baedeker Guide or anything like that. Not for long anyway. We’d naturally settle down next to each other and do..."

"But what should we do?" asked Cecily.

"But what should we do?" Cecily asked.

There came a hiatus in their talk.

There was a pause in their conversation.

Mr. Direck took a deep breath.

Mr. Direck took a deep breath.

"You see that old felled tree there. I was sitting on it the day before yesterday and thinking of you. Will you come there and sit with me on it? When you sit on it you get a view, oh! a perfectly lovely English view, just a bit of the house and those clumps of trees and the valley away there with the lily pond. I'd love to have you in my memory of it...."

"You see that old fallen tree over there? I was sitting on it the day before yesterday, thinking about you. Will you come and sit on it with me? When you sit there, you get a view—oh, it’s a beautiful English view, just a bit of the house, those clusters of trees, and the valley with the lily pond in the distance. I’d love to have you as a part of my memory of it..."

They sat down, and Mr. Direck opened his case. He was shy and clumsy about opening it, because he had been thinking dreadfully hard about it, and he hated to seem heavy or profound or anything but artless and spontaneous to Cecily. And he felt even when he did open his case that the effect of it was platitudinous and disappointing. Yet when he had thought it out it had seemed very profound and altogether living.

They sat down, and Mr. Direck opened his case. He felt shy and awkward about opening it because he had been thinking really hard about it, and he didn't want to come across as serious or deep or anything other than natural and spontaneous to Cecily. Even when he finally opened his case, he felt like the result was cliché and disappointing. But when he had thought it through, it had seemed very deep and full of life.

"You see one doesn't want to use terms that have been used in a thousand different senses in any way that isn't a perfectly unambiguous sense, and at the same time one doesn't want to seem to be canting about things or pitching anything a note or two higher than it ought legitimately to go, but it seems to me that this sort of something that Mr. Britling is always asking for in his essays and writings and things, and what you are looking for just as much and which seems so important to you that even love itself is a secondary kind of thing until you can square the two together, is nothing more nor less than Religion—I don't mean this Religion or that Religion but just Religion itself, a Big, Solemn, Comprehensive Idea that holds you and me and all the world together in one great, grand universal scheme. And though it isn't quite the sort of idea of love-making that's been popular—well, in places like Carrierville—for some time, it's the right idea; it's got to be followed out if we don't want love-making to be a sort of idle, troublesome game of treats and flatteries that is sure as anything to lead right away to disappointments and foolishness and unfaithfulness and—just Hell. What you are driving at, according to my interpretation, is that marriage has got to be a religious marriage or else you are splitting up life, that religion and love are most of life and all the power there is in it, and that they can't afford to be harnessed in two different directions.... I never had these ideas until I came here and met you, but they come up now in my mind as though they had always been there.... And that's why you don't want to marry in a hurry. And that's why I'm glad almost that you don't want to marry in a hurry."

"You see, you don’t want to use terms that have been interpreted in a thousand different ways unless it's in a completely clear sense. At the same time, you don’t want to come off as being preachy or exaggerating anything beyond what it should be. But it seems to me that this is exactly what Mr. Britling is always seeking in his essays and writings, and what you’re also searching for, something so important to you that even love becomes secondary until you can reconcile the two. It’s nothing more or less than Religion—I’m not talking about this Religion or that Religion, but just Religion itself, a big, serious, all-encompassing idea that connects you, me, and the entire world in one grand universal plan. And even though it isn’t the kind of idea about love that’s been trendy—well, in places like Carrierville—for a while, it’s the right idea. It's what we need to pursue if we don’t want love to turn into a pointless, troublesome game of flattery and treats, which is bound to lead to disappointments, foolishness, unfaithfulness, and—just Hell. What you’re getting at, as I see it, is that marriage has to be a religious marriage, or else life gets divided. Religion and love are at the core of life and all its power, and they can’t be pulled in two different directions... I never had these thoughts until I came here and met you, but they’re surfacing in my mind now as if they’ve always been there... And that’s why you don’t want to rush into marriage. And that’s why I’m almost glad that you don’t want to rush into it."

He considered. "That's why I'll have to go on to Germany and just let both of us turn things over in our minds."

He thought about it. "That's why I need to go to Germany and let both of us process everything."

"Yes," said Cecily, weighing his speech. "I think that is it. I think that I do want a religious marriage, and that what is wrong with Teddy and Letty is that they aren't religious. They pretend they are religious somewhere out of sight and round the corner.... Only—"

"Yes," said Cecily, considering his words. "I think that's it. I think I do want a religious marriage, and the problem with Teddy and Letty is that they're not religious. They act like they're religious when no one is looking.... Only—"

He considered her gravely.

He looked at her seriously.

"What is Religion?" she asked.

"What is Religion?" she asked.

Here again there was a considerable pause.

Here again, there was a noticeable pause.

"Very nearly two-thirds of the papers read before our Massachusetts society since my connection with it, have dealt with that very question," Mr. Direck began. "And one of our most influential members was able to secure the services of a very able and highly trained young woman from Michigan University, to make a digest of all these representative utterances. We are having it printed in a thoroughly artistic mariner, as the club book for our autumn season. The drift of her results is that religion isn't the same thing as religions. That most religions are old and that religion is always new.... Well, putting it simply, religion is the perpetual rediscovery of that Great Thing Out There.... What the Great Thing is goes by all sorts of names, but if you know it's there and if you remember it's there, you've got religion.... That's about how she figured it out.... I shall send you the book as soon as a copy comes over to me.... I can't profess to put it as clearly as she puts it. She's got a real analytical mind. But it's one of the most suggestive lil' books I've ever seen. It just takes hold of you and makes you think."

"Almost two-thirds of the presentations at our Massachusetts society since I joined have focused on that very question," Mr. Direck began. "One of our most influential members managed to hire a very skilled and well-trained young woman from Michigan University to summarize all these significant opinions. We’re having it printed in as a beautifully designed club book for our autumn season. Her findings indicate that religion isn't the same as the various religions. Most religions are old, while religion itself is always new.... To put it simply, religion is the constant rediscovery of that Great Thing Out There.... The Great Thing goes by many names, but if you know it’s there and if you remember it exists, you have religion.... That’s pretty much how she figured it out.... I’ll send you the book as soon as I receive a copy.... I can’t claim to explain it as clearly as she does. She has a truly analytical mind. But it’s one of the most thought-provoking little books I’ve ever seen. It completely grabs you and makes you think."

He paused and regarded the ground before him—thoughtfully.

He stopped and looked at the ground in front of him—deep in thought.

"Life," said Cecily, "has either got to be religious or else it goes to pieces.... Perhaps anyhow it goes to pieces...."

"Life," Cecily said, "either has to be about faith, or else it falls apart... Maybe it falls apart anyway..."

Mr. Direck endorsed these observations by a slow nodding of the head.

Mr. Direck agreed with these remarks by slowly nodding his head.

He allowed a certain interval to elapse. Then a vaguely apprehended purpose that had been for a time forgotten in these higher interests came back to him. He took it up with a breathless sense of temerity.

He let some time pass. Then a vague sense of purpose that he had momentarily forgotten in these important matters came back to him. He approached it with a thrilling sense of boldness.

"Well," he said, "then you don't hate me?"

"Well," he said, "so you don't hate me?"

She smiled.

She smiled.

"You don't dislike me or despise me?"

"You don't hate me or look down on me?"

She was still reassuring.

She was still comforting.

"You don't think I'm just a slow American sort of portent?"

"You don't think I'm just some slow American kind of omen?"

"No."

"Nope."

"You think, on the whole, I might even—someday——?"

"You think, overall, I might even—someday—?"

She tried to meet his eyes with a pleasant frankness, and perhaps she was franker than she meant to be.

She tried to meet his eyes with a friendly openness, and maybe she was more open than she intended to be.

"Look here," said Mr. Direck, with a little quiver of emotion softening his mouth. "I'll ask you something. We've got to wait. Until you feel clearer. Still.... Could you bring yourself——? If just once—I could kiss you....

"Look here," said Mr. Direck, with a slight tremble of emotion softening his mouth. "I need to ask you something. We have to wait. Until you feel more clear. Still... Could you make it happen? If just once—I could kiss you....

"I'm going away to Germany," he went on to her silence. "But I shan't be giving so much attention to Germany as I supposed I should when I planned it out. But somehow—if I felt—that I'd kissed you...."

"I'm going to Germany," he continued, ignoring her silence. "But I won’t be paying as much attention to Germany as I thought I would when I made my plans. But somehow—if I felt—that I’d kissed you...."

With a delusive effect of calmness the young lady looked first over her left shoulder and then over her right and surveyed the park about them. Then she stood up. "We can go that way home," she said with a movement of her head, "through the little covert."

With a deceptive sense of calm, the young woman looked over her left shoulder and then her right, surveying the park around them. Then she stood up. "We can go home that way," she said, nodding her head, "through the little grove."

Mr. Direck stood up too.

Mr. Direck stood up as well.

"If I was a poet or a bird," said Mr. Direck, "I should sing. But being just a plain American citizen all I can do is just to talk about all I'd do if I wasn't...."

"If I were a poet or a bird," said Mr. Direck, "I would sing. But being just an ordinary American citizen, all I can do is talk about everything I’d do if I weren’t..."

And when they had reached the little covert, with its pathway of soft moss and its sheltering screen of interlacing branches, he broke the silence by saying, "Well, what's wrong with right here and now?" and Cecily stood up to him as straight as a spear, with gifts in her clear eyes. He took her soft cool face between his trembling hands, and kissed her sweet half-parted lips. When he kissed her she shivered, and he held her tighter and would have kissed her again. But she broke away from him, and he did not press her. And muter than ever, pondering deeply, and secretly trembling in the queerest way, these two outwardly sedate young people returned to the Dower House....

And when they reached the little clearing, with its path of soft moss and its protective screen of intertwined branches, he broke the silence by saying, "So, what's wrong with right here and now?" Cecily stood up to him as straight as a spear, her clear eyes shining with emotion. He took her soft, cool face in his trembling hands and kissed her gently, her lips just slightly parted. When he kissed her, she shivered, and he held her tighter, wanting to kiss her again. But she pulled away from him, and he didn’t push her. More silent than ever, deep in thought and secretly trembling in the strangest way, these two outwardly calm young people made their way back to the Dower House....

And after tea the taxicab from the junction came for him and he vanished, and was last seen as a waving hat receding along the top of the dog-rose hedge that ran beyond the hockey field towards the village.

And after tea, the taxi from the junction came for him, and he disappeared, last seen as a waving hat fading away along the top of the dog-rose hedge that stretched past the hockey field towards the village.

"He will see Germany long before I shall," said Herr Heinrich with a gust of nostalgia. "I wish almost I had not agreed to go to Boulogne."

"He'll see Germany way before I do," said Herr Heinrich with a wave of nostalgia. "Sometimes I wish I hadn't agreed to go to Boulogne."

And for some days Miss Cecily Corner was a very grave and dignified young woman indeed. Pondering....

And for a few days, Miss Cecily Corner was a very serious and dignified young woman. Thinking...


§ 9


After the departure of Mr. Direck things international began to move forward with great rapidity. It was exactly as if his American deliberation had hitherto kept things waiting. Before his postcard from Rotterdam reached the Dower House Austria had sent an ultimatum to Serbia, and before Cecily had got the letter he wrote her from Cologne, a letter in that curiously unformed handwriting the stenographer and the typewriter are making an American characteristic, Russia was mobilising, and the vast prospect of a European war had opened like the rolling up of a curtain on which the interests of the former week had been but a trivial embroidery. So insistent was this reality that revealed itself that even the shooting of the Dublin people after the gun-running of Howth was dwarfed to unimportance. The mind of Mr. Britling came round from its restless wanderings to a more and more intent contemplation of the hurrying storm-clouds that swept out of nothingness to blacken all his sky. He watched it, he watched amazed and incredulous, he watched this contradiction of all his reiterated confessions of faith in German sanity and pacifism, he watched it with all that was impersonal in his being, and meanwhile his personal life ran in a continually deeper and narrower channel as his intelligence was withdrawn from it.

After Mr. Direck left, things on the international front started to progress quickly. It was as if his American way of thinking had been holding everything back. Before his postcard from Rotterdam even got to the Dower House, Austria had sent an ultimatum to Serbia, and before Cecily received the letter he wrote from Cologne, with that oddly messy handwriting that a stenographer and a typewriter are making into an American trait, Russia was beginning to mobilize. The immense possibility of a European war unfolded like a curtain revealing that last week's concerns were merely trivial decorations. The urgency of this reality was so intense that even the shooting of people in Dublin after the Howth gun-running seemed insignificant. Mr. Britling’s thoughts shifted from their restless wandering to a more focused awareness of the storm clouds gathering out of nowhere, darkening his sky. He watched, amazed and skeptical; he observed this contradiction of his repeated beliefs in German sanity and pacifism with all the impersonal parts of himself, while his personal life grew deeper and narrower as his mind pulled away from it.

Never had the double refraction of his mind been more clearly defined. On the one hand the Britling of the disinterested intelligence saw the habitual peace of the world vanish as the daylight vanishes when a shutter falls over the window of a cell; and on the other the Britling of the private life saw all the pleasant comfort of his relations with Mrs. Harrowdean disappearing in a perplexing irrational quarrel. He did not want to lose Mrs. Harrowdean; he contemplated their breach with a profound and profoundly selfish dismay. It seemed the wanton termination of an arrangement of which he was only beginning to perceive the extreme and irreplaceable satisfactoriness.

Never had the conflicting thoughts in his mind been more clearly defined. On one side, the part of Britling that valued objectivity saw the usual peace of the world disappear like daylight fades when a shutter closes over a cell window; on the other side, the part of Britling that dealt with his personal life watched the enjoyable comfort of his relationship with Mrs. Harrowdean vanish in a confusing and irrational argument. He didn’t want to lose Mrs. Harrowdean; he faced the prospect of their separation with deep and deeply selfish distress. It felt like a pointless end to an arrangement he was just starting to appreciate for its uniqueness and irreplaceable satisfaction.

It wasn't that he was in love with her. He knew almost as clearly as though he had told himself as much that he was not. But then, on the other hand, it was equally manifest in its subdued and ignored way that as a matter of fact she was hardly more in love with him. What constituted the satisfactoriness of the whole affair was its essential unlovingness and friendly want of emotion. It left their minds free to play with all the terms and methods of love without distress. She could summon tears and delights as one summons servants, and he could act his part as lover with no sense of lost control. They supplied in each other's lives a long-felt want—if only, that is, she could control her curious aptitude for jealousy and the sexual impulse to vex. There, he felt, she broke the convention of their relations and brought in serious realities, and this little rift it was that had widened to a now considerable breach. He knew that in every sane moment she dreaded and wished to heal that breach as much as he did. But the deep simplicities of the instincts they had tacitly agreed to bridge over washed the piers of their reconciliation away.

It wasn't that he was in love with her. He knew almost as clearly as if he’d told himself that he wasn’t. But on the other hand, it was also obvious in its subtle and ignored way that she was hardly more in love with him. What made the whole situation satisfactory was its lack of love and the friendly absence of emotion. It allowed their minds to play with all the ideas and methods of love without any distress. She could call up tears and joys like one calls for servants, and he could play his role as a lover without feeling out of control. They filled a long-felt need in each other’s lives—if only, that is, she could manage her strange tendency toward jealousy and the urge to provoke. There, he felt, she disrupted the convention of their relationship and introduced serious realities, and this little crack had now widened into a significant divide. He knew that in every clear moment, she feared and wanted to mend that divide just as much as he did. But the deep simplicity of the instincts they had quietly agreed to overlook washed away the foundations of their reconciliation.

And unless they could restore the bridge things would end, and Mr. Britling felt that the ending of things would involve for him the most extraordinary exasperation. She would go to Oliver for comfort; she would marry Oliver; and he knew her well enough to be sure that she would thrust her matrimonial happiness with Oliver unsparingly upon his attention; while he, on the other hand, being provided with no corresponding Olivette, would be left, a sort of emotional celibate, with his slack times and his afternoons and his general need for flattery and amusement dreadfully upon his own hands. He would be tormented by jealousy. In which case—and here he came to verities—his work would suffer. It wouldn't grip him while all these vague demands she satisfied fermented unassuaged.

And unless they could fix the bridge, everything would come to an end, and Mr. Britling felt that this ending would drive him incredibly crazy. She would turn to Oliver for comfort; she would marry Oliver; and he knew her well enough to be certain that she would flaunt her marital happiness with Oliver right in front of him. Meanwhile, he, having no equivalent to Olivette, would be left as a sort of emotional bachelor, stuck with his idle moments and afternoons, and his desperate need for flattery and entertainment falling heavily on his own shoulders. He would be tormented by jealousy. In which case—and here he got to the hard truth—his work would suffer. It wouldn’t engage him while all these vague needs she had were left unresolved.

And, after the fashion of our still too adolescent world, Mr. Britling and Mrs. Harrowdean proceeded to negotiate these extremely unromantic matters in the phrases of that simple, honest and youthful passionateness which is still the only language available, and at times Mr. Britling came very near persuading himself that he had something of the passionate love for her that he had once had for his Mary, and that the possible loss of her had nothing to do with the convenience of Pyecrafts or any discretion in the world. Though indeed the only thing in the whole plexus of emotional possibility that still kept anything of its youthful freshness in his mind was the very strong objection indeed he felt to handing her over to anybody else in the world. And in addition he had just a touch of fatherly feeling that a younger man would not have had, and it made him feel very anxious to prevent her making a fool of herself by marrying a man out of spite. He felt that since an obstinate lover is apt to be an exacting husband, in the end the heavy predominance of Oliver might wring much sincerer tears from her than she had ever shed for himself. But that generosity was but the bright edge to a mainly possessive jealousy.

And, like many in our still somewhat immature world, Mr. Britling and Mrs. Harrowdean tried to deal with these very unromantic matters using the straightforward, sincere, and youthful passion that is still the only language available. At times, Mr. Britling almost convinced himself that he felt a spark of the passionate love for her that he once had for his Mary, and that the potential loss of her wasn't about the convenience of Pyecrafts or any kind of discretion. Yet, the only thing in the whole mix of emotional possibilities that retained any youthful vibrancy in his mind was the strong objection he felt toward letting her go to anyone else in the world. Additionally, he had a hint of fatherly concern that a younger man wouldn’t feel, which made him anxious to stop her from making a mistake by marrying a man out of spite. He thought that since a stubborn lover often becomes a demanding husband, the heavy influence of Oliver might bring on much deeper sorrow for her than she had ever felt for him. But that generosity was just the shiny surface of a mostly possessive jealousy.

It was Mr. Britling who reopened the correspondence by writing a little apology for the corner of the small snapdragon bed, and this evoked an admirably touching reply. He replied quite naturally with assurances and declarations. But before she got his second letter her mood had changed. She decided that if he had really and truly been lovingly sorry, instead of just writing a note to her he would have rushed over to her in a wild, dramatic state of mind, and begged forgiveness on his knees. She wrote therefore a second letter to this effect, crossing his second one, and, her literary gift getting the better of her, she expanded her thesis into a general denunciation of his habitual off-handedness with her, to an abandonment of all hope of ever being happy with him, to a decision to end the matter once for all, and after a decent interval of dignified regrets to summon Oliver to the reward of his patience and goodness. The European situation was now at a pitch to get upon Mr. Britling's nerves, and he replied with a letter intended to be conciliatory, but which degenerated into earnest reproaches for her "unreasonableness." Meanwhile she had received his second and tenderly eloquent letter; it moved her deeply, and having now cleared her mind of much that had kept it simmering uncomfortably, she replied with a sweetly loving epistle. From this point their correspondence had a kind of double quality, being intermittently angry and loving; her third letter was tender, and it was tenderly answered in his fourth; but in the interim she had received his third and answered it with considerable acerbity, to which his fifth was a retort, just missing her generous and conclusive fifth. She replied to his fifth on a Saturday evening—it was that eventful Saturday, Saturday the First of August, 1914—by a telegram. Oliver was abroad in Holland, engaged in a much-needed emotional rest, and she wired to Mr. Britling: "Have wired for Oliver, he will come to me, do not trouble to answer this."

It was Mr. Britling who restarted the conversation by sending a small apology for the corner of the little snapdragon bed, prompting a truly heartfelt response. He replied quite naturally with reassurances and declarations. But before she received his second letter, her feelings had shifted. She decided that if he had genuinely been sorry, instead of just writing to her, he would have rushed over in a dramatic state and begged for forgiveness on his knees. So, she wrote a second letter saying just that, crossing paths with his second one, and, driven by her writing talent, she expanded her message into a general criticism of his habitual indifference towards her, giving up all hope of being happy with him, and deciding to end things once and for all, followed by a respectful period of dignified regrets before calling Oliver to reward his patience and kindness. The situation in Europe was now intense enough to rattle Mr. Britling's nerves, and he responded with a letter meant to be conciliatory, but it turned into serious reproaches for her "unreasonableness." Meanwhile, she had received his second, tenderly eloquent letter; it touched her deeply, and after clearing her mind of various uncomfortable thoughts, she replied with a sweetly loving letter. From this point on, their correspondence had a kind of dual nature, alternating between anger and affection; her third letter was tender, and his fourth responded tenderly; however, in the meantime, she had received his third letter, which she answered with some sharpness, to which his fifth was a retort, just missing her generous and conclusive fifth. She replied to his fifth on a Saturday evening—it was that significant Saturday, August 1, 1914—with a telegram. Oliver was abroad in Holland, taking a well-deserved emotional break, and she wired to Mr. Britling: "Have wired for Oliver, he will come to me, do not trouble to answer this."

She was astonished to get no reply for two days. She got no reply for two days because remarkable things were happening to the telegraph wires of England just then, and her message, in the hands of a boy scout on a bicycle, reached Mr. Britling's house only on Monday afternoon. He was then at Claverings discussing the invasion of Belgium that made Britain's participation in the war inevitable, and he did not open the little red-brown envelope until about half-past six. He failed to mark the date and hours upon it, but he perceived that it was essentially a challenge. He was expected, he saw, to go over at once with his renovated Gladys and end this unfortunate clash forever in one striking and passionate scene. His mind was now so full of the war that he found this the most colourless and unattractive of obligations. But he felt bound by the mysterious code of honour of the illicit love affair to play his part. He postponed his departure until after supper—there was no reason why he should be afraid of motoring by moonlight if he went carefully—because Hugh came in with Cissie demanding a game of hockey. Hockey offered a nervous refreshment, a scampering forgetfulness of the tremendous disaster of this war he had always believed impossible, that nothing else could do, and he was very glad indeed of the irruption....

She was shocked to get no reply for two days. The reason for the silence was that some unusual events were happening with the telegraph lines in England at that time, and her message, carried by a boy scout on a bicycle, only reached Mr. Britling's house on Monday afternoon. He was at Claverings discussing the invasion of Belgium, which had made Britain's involvement in the war unavoidable, and he didn't open the little red-brown envelope until around six-thirty. He neglected to note the date and time on it, but he realized it was essentially a challenge. He was expected, he understood, to head over immediately with his revamped Gladys and resolve this unfortunate conflict once and for all in a dramatic and emotional scene. His mind was so consumed with thoughts of the war that he found this task to be the most dull and unappealing obligation. However, he felt compelled by the mysterious code of honor associated with the secret love affair to do his part. He delayed his departure until after supper—there was no reason to fear driving by moonlight if he was careful—because Hugh came in with Cissie, asking for a game of hockey. Hockey provided a refreshing distraction, a way to forget, even if just for a moment, the overwhelming disaster of a war he had always thought impossible, and he was genuinely grateful for the interruption...


§ 10


For days the broader side of Mr. Britling's mind, as distinguished from its egotistical edge, had been reflecting more and more vividly and coherently the spectacle of civilisation casting aside the thousand dispersed activities of peace, clutching its weapons and setting its teeth, for a supreme struggle against militarist imperialism. From the point of view of Matching's Easy that colossal crystallising of accumulated antagonisms was for a time no more than a confusion of headlines and a rearrangement of columns in the white windows of the newspapers through which those who lived in the securities of England looked out upon the world. It was a display in the sphere of thought and print immeasurably remote from the real green turf on which one walked, from the voice and the church-bells of Mr. Dimple that sounded their ample caresses in one's ears, from the clashing of the stags who were beginning to knock the velvet from their horns in the park, or the clatter of the butcher's cart and the respectful greeting of the butcher boy down the lane. It was the spectacle of the world less real even to most imaginations than the world of novels or plays. People talked of these things always with an underlying feeling that they romanced and intellectualised.

For days, the broader side of Mr. Britling's mind, separate from its self-centered edge, had been vividly and coherently reflecting on the sight of civilization setting aside the many scattered activities of peace, grabbing its weapons, and bracing itself for a major battle against militaristic imperialism. From the perspective of Matching's Easy, that massive gathering of built-up conflicts was, for a time, nothing more than a jumble of headlines and a reshuffling of columns in the bright windows of the newspapers through which those living in England's comforts viewed the world. It was a display in the realm of thought and print that felt worlds apart from the actual green grass beneath one's feet, from the sound of Mr. Dimple's voice and the church bells that warmly echoed in one's ears, from the rattling of the stags beginning to shed the velvet from their antlers in the park, or the noise of the butcher's cart and the polite greeting from the butcher’s boy down the lane. It was a scene of the world that was even less real to most imaginations than the worlds of novels or plays. A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0 People always spoke of these matters with an underlying sense that they were romanticizing and over-intellectualizing.

On Thursday, July 23rd, the Austro-Hungarian minister at Belgrade presented his impossible ultimatum to the Serbian government, and demanded a reply within forty-eight hours. With the wisdom of retrospect we know now clearly enough what that meant. The Sarajevo crime was to be resuscitated and made an excuse for war. But nine hundred and ninety-nine Europeans out of a thousand had still no suspicion of what was happening to them. The ultimatum figured prominently in the morning papers that came to Matching's Easy on Friday, but it by no means dominated the rest of the news; Sir Edward Carson's rejection of the government proposals for Ulster was given the pride of place, and almost equally conspicuous with the Serbian news were the Caillaux trial and the storming of the St. Petersburg barricades by Cossacks. Herr Heinrich's questions at lunch time received reassuring replies.

On Thursday, July 23rd, the Austro-Hungarian minister in Belgrade delivered his impossible ultimatum to the Serbian government, demanding a response within forty-eight hours. With the benefit of hindsight, we now understand clearly what that meant. The Sarajevo assassination was to be resurrected and used as a pretext for war. Yet, nine hundred ninety-nine out of a thousand Europeans had no idea what was going on around them. The ultimatum was prominently featured in the morning papers that arrived at Matching's Easy on Friday, but it certainly didn’t overshadow the rest of the news; Sir Edward Carson's rejection of the government's proposals for Ulster was given top billing, and almost as visible alongside the Serbian news were the Caillaux trial and the storming of the St. Petersburg barricades by Cossacks. Herr Heinrich's questions at lunchtime received reassuring answers.

On Saturday Sir Edward Carson was still in the central limelight, Russia had intervened and demanded more time for Serbia, and the Daily Chronicle declared the day a critical one for Europe. Dublin with bayonet charges and bullets thrust Serbia into a corner on Monday. No shots had yet been fired in the East, and the mischief in Ireland that Germany had counted on was well ahead. Sir Edward Grey was said to be working hard for peace.

On Saturday, Sir Edward Carson was still in the spotlight. Russia had stepped in and asked for more time for Serbia, and the Daily Chronicle announced the day was crucial for Europe. Dublin, with bayonet charges and gunfire, pushed Serbia into a corner on Monday. No shots had been fired yet in the East, and the trouble in Ireland that Germany had hoped for was already underway. Sir Edward Grey was reportedly working diligently for peace.

"It's the cry of wolf," said Mr. Britling to Herr Heinrich.

"It's the cry of wolf," Mr. Britling said to Herr Heinrich.

"But at last there did come a wolf," said Herr Heinrich. "I wish I had not sent my first moneys to that Conference upon Esperanto. I feel sure it will be put off."

"But finally, a wolf did arrive," said Herr Heinrich. "I wish I hadn’t sent my initial money to that Conference on Esperanto. I’m pretty sure it will be postponed."

"See!" said Teddy very cheerfully to Herr Heinrich on Tuesday, and held up the paper, in which "The Bloodshed in Dublin" had squeezed the "War Cloud Lifting" into a quite subordinate position.

"Look!" Teddy said very cheerfully to Herr Heinrich on Tuesday, and held up the paper, in which "The Bloodshed in Dublin" had pushed "War Cloud Lifting" into a much less important position.

"What did we tell you?" said Mrs. Britling. "Nobody wants a European war."

"What did we say?" Mrs. Britling asked. "No one wants a European war."

But Wednesday's paper vindicated his fears. Germany had commanded Russia not to mobilise.

But Wednesday's paper confirmed his fears. Germany had ordered Russia not to mobilize.

"Of course Russia will mobilise," said Herr Heinrich.

"Of course, Russia will mobilize," said Herr Heinrich.

"Or else forever after hold her peace," said Teddy.

"Otherwise, she'll stay silent forever," said Teddy.

"And then Germany will mobilise," said Herr Heinrich, "and all my holiday will vanish. I shall have to go and mobilise too. I shall have to fight. I have my papers."

"And then Germany will mobilize," said Mr. Heinrich, "and all my vacation will disappear. I'll have to go and mobilize too. I'll have to fight. I have my papers."

"I never thought of you as a soldier before," said Teddy.

"I never thought of you as a soldier before," Teddy said.

"I have deferred my service until I have done my thesis," said Herr Heinrich. "Now all that will be—Piff! And my thesis three-quarters finished."

"I've put off my service until I've finished my thesis," said Herr Heinrich. "Now all that will be—Piff! And my thesis is three-quarters done."

"That is serious," said Teddy.

"That's serious," said Teddy.

"Verdammte Dummheit!" said Herr Heinrich. "Why do they do such things?"

"Damn stupidity!" said Herr Heinrich. "Why do they do things like that?"

On Thursday, the 30th of July, Caillaux, Carson, strikes, and all the common topics of life had been swept out of the front page of the paper altogether; the stock exchanges were in a state of wild perturbation, and food prices were leaping fantastically. Austria was bombarding Belgrade, contrary to the rules of war hitherto accepted; Russia was mobilising; Mr. Asquith was, he declared, not relaxing his efforts "to do everything possible to circumscribe the area of possible conflict," and the Vienna Conference of Peace Societies was postponed. "I do not see why a conflict between Russia and Austria should involve Western Europe," said Mr. Britling. "Our concern is only for Belgium and France."

On Thursday, July 30th, topics like Caillaux, Carson, and everyday life had completely vanished from the front page of the newspaper; stock markets were in chaos, and food prices were skyrocketing. Austria was bombing Belgrade, breaking previously accepted rules of war; Russia was mobilizing. Mr. Asquith stated he wasn't relaxing his efforts "to do everything possible to limit the potential for conflict," and the Vienna Conference of Peace Societies was postponed. "I don’t see why a conflict between Russia and Austria should drag in Western Europe," said Mr. Britling. "Our only concern is for Belgium and France."

But Herr Heinrich knew better. "No," he said. "It is the war. It has come. I have heard it talked about in Germany many times. But I have never believed that it was obliged to come. Ach! It considers no one. So long as Esperanto is disregarded, all these things must be."

But Mr. Heinrich knew better. "No," he said. "It’s the war. It has arrived. I’ve heard it discussed in Germany many times. But I never believed it had to happen. Oh! It doesn’t care about anyone. As long as Esperanto is ignored, all of this must happen."

Friday brought photographs of the mobilisation in Vienna, and the news that Belgrade was burning. Young men in straw hats very like English or French or Belgian young men in straw hats were shown parading the streets of Vienna, carrying flags and banners portentously, blowing trumpets or waving hats and shouting. Saturday saw all Europe mobilising, and Herr Heinrich upon Teddy's bicycle in wild pursuit of evening papers at the junction. Mobilisation and the emotions of Herr Heinrich now became the central facts of the Dower House situation. The two younger Britlings mobilised with great vigour upon the playroom floor. The elder had one hundred and ninety toy soldiers with a considerable equipment of guns and wagons; the younger had a force of a hundred and twenty-three, not counting three railway porters (with trucks complete), a policeman, five civilians and two ladies. Also they made a number of British and German flags out of paper. But as neither would allow his troops to be any existing foreign army, they agreed to be Redland and Blueland, according to the colour of their prevailing uniforms. Meanwhile Herr Heinrich confessed almost promiscuously the complication of his distresses by a hitherto unexpected emotional interest in the daughter of the village publican. She was a placid receptive young woman named Maud Hickson, on whom the young man had, it seemed, imposed the more poetical name of Marguerite.

Friday brought images of the mobilization in Vienna, along with the news that Belgrade was on fire. Young men in straw hats, much like those of English, French, or Belgian young men, were seen parading through the streets of Vienna, carrying flags and banners dramatically, blowing trumpets, waving hats, and shouting. Saturday witnessed all of Europe mobilizing, with Herr Heinrich chasing after evening papers on Teddy's bicycle at the junction. The mobilization and Herr Heinrich's emotions became the main issues at the Dower House. The two younger Britlings energetically mobilized on the playroom floor. The older one had one hundred and ninety toy soldiers with a decent array of guns and wagons; the younger had a force of one hundred and twenty-three, not counting three railway porters (with their trucks), a policeman, five civilians, and two ladies. They also made several British and German flags out of paper. Since neither would let his troops represent any real foreign army, they decided to be Redland and Blueland, based on the color of their uniforms. Meanwhile, Herr Heinrich openly shared his complicated feelings, sparked by an unexpected interest in the village pub owner's daughter. She was a calm, easy-going young woman named Maud Hickson, who the young man had, it seemed, given the more romantic name of Marguerite.

"Often we have spoken together, oh yes, often," he assured Mrs. Britling. "And now it must all end. She loves flowers, she loves birds. She is most sweet and innocent. I have taught her many words in German and several times I have tried to draw her in pencil, and now I must go away and never see her any more."

"Yeah, we've talked a lot, oh yes, a lot," he told Mrs. Britling. "But now it has to come to an end. She loves flowers, she loves birds. She's really sweet and innocent. I've taught her a bunch of German words and I’ve tried to sketch her a few times in pencil, and now I have to leave and I'll never see her again."

His implicit appeal to the whole literature of Teutonic romanticism disarmed Mrs. Britling's objection that he had no business whatever to know the young woman at all.

His subtle reference to all of Teutonic romantic literature put Mrs. Britling's objection to rest that he had no reason to know the young woman at all.

"Also," cried Herr Heinrich, facing another aspect of his distresses, "how am I to pack my things? Since I have been here I have bought many things, many books, and two pairs of white flannel trousers and some shirts and a tin instrument that I cannot work, for developing privately Kodak films. All this must go into my little portmanteau. And it will not go into my little portmanteau!

"Also," shouted Herr Heinrich, confronting another challenge he faced, "how am I supposed to pack my stuff? Since I’ve been here, I’ve bought a lot of things, many books, two pairs of white flannel pants, some shirts, and a tin device that I can’t use for developing my Kodak films. All of this has to fit into my small suitcase. And it won’t fit into my small suitcase!"

"And there is Billy! Who will now go on with the education of Billy?"

"And there’s Billy! Who will continue with Billy’s education now?"

The hands of fate paused not for Herr Heinrich's embarrassments and distresses. He fretted from his room downstairs and back to his room, he went out upon mysterious and futile errands towards the village inn, he prowled about the garden. His head and face grew pinker and pinker; his eyes were flushed and distressed. Everybody sought to say and do kind and reassuring things to him.

The hands of fate didn’t stop for Herr Heinrich’s embarrassments and struggles. He paced from his room downstairs and back again, he ventured on mysterious and pointless trips to the village inn, he wandered around the garden. His head and face became redder; his eyes were filled with worry and distress. Everyone tried to say and do nice and comforting things for him.

"Ach!" he said to Teddy; "you are a civilian. You live in a free country. It is not your war. You can be amused at it...."

"Ugh!" he said to Teddy, "you're a civilian. You live in a free country. This isn’t your war. You can find it entertaining..."

But then Teddy was amused at everything.

But then Teddy found everything amusing.

Something but very dimly apprehended at Matching's Easy, something methodical and compelling away in London, seemed to be fumbling and feeling after Herr Heinrich, and Herr Heinrich it appeared was responding. Sunday's post brought the decision.

Something only vaguely sensed at Matching's Easy, something systematic and persuasive happening in London, seemed to be reaching out for Herr Heinrich, and it looked like Herr Heinrich was responding. Sunday’s mail brought the decision.

"I have to go," he said. "I must go right up to London to-day. To an address in Bloomsbury. Then they will tell me how to go to Germany. I must pack and I must get the taxi-cab from the junction and I must go. Why are there no trains on the branch line on Sundays for me to go by it?"

"I have to go," he said. "I need to head straight up to London today. To an address in Bloomsbury. Then they'll tell me how to get to Germany. I have to pack, I need to get a taxi from the junction, and I have to leave. Why are there no trains on the branch line on Sundays for me to use?"

At lunch he talked politics. "I am entirely opposed to the war," he said. "I am entirely opposed to any war."

At lunch, he talked about politics. "I'm totally against the war," he said. "I'm totally against any war."

"Then why go?" asked Mr. Britling. "Stay here with us. We all like you. Stay here and do not answer your mobilisation summons."

"Then why leave?" asked Mr. Britling. "Stay here with us. We all like you. Just stay and ignore your mobilization summons."

"But then I shall lose all my country. I shall lose my papers. I shall be outcast. I must go."

"But then I’ll lose everything in my country. I’ll lose my documents. I’ll be an outcast. I have to go."

"I suppose a man should go with his own country," Mr. Britling reflected.

"I guess a man should stick with his own country," Mr. Britling thought.

"If there was only one language in all the world, none of such things would happen," Herr Heinrich declared. "There would be no English, no Germans, no Russians."

"If there was only one language in the whole world, none of this would happen," Herr Heinrich declared. "There would be no English, no Germans, no Russians."

"Just Esperantists," said Teddy.

"Only Esperantists," said Teddy.

"Or Idoists," said Herr Heinrich. "I am not convinced of which. In some ways Ido is much better."

"Or Idoists," said Herr Heinrich. "I'm not sure which is better. In some ways, Ido is much better."

"Perhaps there would have to be a war between Ido and Esperanto to settle it," said Teddy.

"Maybe there needs to be a war between Ido and Esperanto to figure this out," said Teddy.

"Who shall we play skat with when you have gone?" asked Mrs. Britling.

"Who are we going to play skat with when you’re gone?" asked Mrs. Britling.

"All this morning," said Herr Heinrich, expanding in the warmth of sympathy, "I have been trying to pack and I have been unable to pack. My mind is too greatly disordered. I have been told not to bring much luggage. Mrs. Britling, please."

"All this morning," said Herr Heinrich, feeling the warmth of sympathy, "I've been trying to pack, but I just can't seem to do it. My mind is too messed up. I've been told not to bring much luggage. Mrs. Britling, please."

Mrs. Britling became attentive.

Mrs. Britling became focused.

"If I could leave much of my luggage, my clothes, some of them, and particularly my violin, it would be much more to my convenience. I do not care to be mobilised with my violin. There may be much crowding. Then I would but just take my rucksack...."

"If I could leave most of my luggage, my clothes, and especially my violin, it would definitely make things a lot easier for me. I really don’t want to be moving around with my violin. There might be a lot of people around. So, I would just take my backpack…"

"If you will leave your things packed up."

"If you could keep your things packed up."

"And afterwards they could be sent."

"And then they could be sent."

But he did not leave them packed up. The taxi-cab, to order which he had gone to the junction in the morning on Teddy's complaisant machine, came presently to carry him off, and the whole family and the first contingent of the usual hockey players gathered about it to see him off. The elder boy of the two juniors put a distended rucksack upon the seat. Herr Heinrich then shook hands with every one.

But he didn't keep them packed. The taxi he had gone to get in the morning on Teddy's helpful ride arrived shortly to take him away, and the whole family, along with the first group of the usual hockey players, gathered around to see him off. The older of the two younger boys placed a bulging backpack on the seat. Herr Heinrich then shook hands with everyone.

"Write and tell us how you get on," cried Mrs. Britling.

"Write and let us know how you're doing," shouted Mrs. Britling.

"But if England also makes war!"

"But what if England goes to war too!"

"Write to Reynolds—let me give you his address; he is my agent in New York," said Mr. Britling, and wrote it down.

"Write to Reynolds—let me give you his address; he's my agent in New York," said Mr. Britling, and wrote it down.

"We'll come to the village corner with you, Herr Heinrich," cried the boys.

"We'll go to the village corner with you, Mr. Heinrich," shouted the boys.

"No," said Herr Heinrich, sitting down into the automobile, "I will part with you altogether. It is too much...."

"No," said Herr Heinrich, sitting down in the car, "I will completely cut ties with you. It's too much...."

"Auf Wiedersehen!" cried Mr. Britling. "Remember, whatever happens there will be peace at last!"

"Goodbye!" cried Mr. Britling. "Remember, no matter what happens, there will finally be peace!"

"Then why not at the beginning?" Herr Heinrich demanded with a reasonable exasperation and repeated his maturer verdict on the whole European situation; "Verdammte Bummelei!"

"Then why not at the beginning?" Herr Heinrich asked, reasonably frustrated, and reiterated his more mature opinion on the entire European situation; "Damned procrastination!"

"Go," said Mr. Britling to the taxi driver.

"Go," Mr. Britling told the taxi driver.

"Auf Wiedersehen, Herr Heinrich!"

"Goodbye, Mr. Heinrich!"

"Auf Wiedersehen!"

"Goodbye!"

"Good-bye, Herr Heinrich!"

"Goodbye, Mr. Heinrich!"

"Good luck, Herr Heinrich!"

"Good luck, Mr. Heinrich!"

The taxi started with a whir, and Herr Heinrich passed out of the gates and along the same hungry road that had so recently consumed Mr. Direck. "Give him a last send-off," cried Teddy. "One, Two, Three! Auf Wiedersehen!"

The taxi started up with a buzz, and Mr. Heinrich drove out of the gates along the same treacherous road that had recently claimed Mr. Direck. "Give him a final send-off," yelled Teddy. "One, Two, Three! See you later!"

The voices, gruff and shrill, sounded raggedly together. The dog-rose hedge cut off the sight of the little face. Then the pink head bobbed up again. He was standing up and waving the panama hat. Careless of sunstroke....

The voices, rough and high-pitched, mixed together in a chaotic way. The dog-rose hedge blocked the view of the little face. Then the pink head popped up again. He was standing and waving the panama hat. Unbothered by the sun...

Then Herr Heinrich had gone altogether....

Then Herr Heinrich had completely left...

"Well," said Mr. Britling, turning away.

"Well," Mr. Britling said, turning away.

"I do hope they won't hurt him," said a visitor.

"I really hope they don't hurt him," said a visitor.

"Oh, they won't put a youngster like that in the fighting line," said Mr. Britling. "He's had no training yet. And he has to wear glasses. How can he shoot? They'll make a clerk of him."

"Oh, they won't put a kid like that on the front lines," said Mr. Britling. "He hasn't had any training yet. And he has to wear glasses. How can he even shoot? They'll just turn him into a clerk."

"He hasn't packed at all," said Mrs. Britling to her husband. "Just come up for an instant and peep at his room. It's—touching."

"He hasn't packed at all," Mrs. Britling said to her husband. "Just come up for a moment and take a look at his room. It's—moving."

It was touching.

It was heartfelt.

It was more than touching; in its minute, absurd way it was symbolical and prophetic, it was the miniature of one small life uprooted.

It was more than moving; in its small, ridiculous way it was symbolic and prophetic, it was the tiny representation of one small life disrupted.

The door stood wide open, as he had left it open, careless of all the little jealousies and privacies of occupation and ownership. Even the windows were wide open as though he had needed air; he who had always so sedulously shut his windows since first he came to England. Across the empty fireplace stretched the great bough of oak he had brought in for Billy, but now its twigs and leaves had wilted, and many had broken off and fallen on the floor. Billy's cage stood empty upon a little table in the corner of the room. Instead of packing, the young man had evidently paced up and down in a state of emotional elaboration; the bed was disordered as though he had several times flung himself upon it, and his books had been thrown about the room despairfully. He had made some little commencements of packing in a borrowed cardboard box. The violin lay as if it lay in state upon the chest of drawers, the drawers were all partially open, and in the middle of the floor sprawled a pitiful shirt of blue, dropped there, the most flattened and broken-hearted of garments. The fireplace contained an unsuccessful pencil sketch of a girl's face, torn across....

The door was wide open, just like he had left it, unconcerned about the petty jealousies and privacy issues that came with ownership. Even the windows were wide open as if he had needed fresh air; he had always been so careful about keeping his windows shut since he first arrived in England. Across the empty fireplace lay the large oak branch he had brought in for Billy, but now its twigs and leaves had wilted, and many had broken off and fallen to the floor. Billy's cage sat empty on a small table in the corner of the room. Instead of packing, the young man had clearly been pacing back and forth, emotionally overwhelmed; the bed was messy as if he had thrown himself onto it several times, and his books were haphazardly scattered around the room in despair. He had made some half-hearted attempts at packing in a borrowed cardboard box. The violin rested on the chest of drawers as if on display, the drawers were all slightly ajar, and in the middle of the floor lay a sad blue shirt, discarded there, the most crushed and heartbroken of garments. The fireplace held a failed pencil sketch of a girl's face, torn in half....

Husband and wife regarded the abandoned room in silence for a time, and when Mr. Britling spoke he lowered his voice.

Husband and wife stood silently in the empty room for a while, and when Mr. Britling finally spoke, he kept his voice low.

"I don't see Billy," he said.

"I can't see Billy," he said.

"Perhaps he has gone out of the window," said Mrs. Britling also in a hushed undertone....

"Maybe he went out the window," Mrs. Britling said quietly as well...

"Well," said Mr. Britling abruptly and loudly, turning away from this first intimation of coming desolations, "let us go down to our hockey! He had to go, you know. And Billy will probably come back again when he begins to feel hungry...."

"Well," Mr. Britling said suddenly and loud, turning away from this first hint of impending troubles, "let's head down for our hockey! He had to go, you know. And Billy will probably come back when he starts to feel hungry...."


§ 11


Monday was a public holiday, the First Monday in August, and the day consecrated by long-established custom to the Matching's Easy Flower Show in Claverings Park. The day was to live in Mr. Britling's memory with a harsh brightness like the brightness of that sunshine one sees at times at the edge of a thunderstorm. There were tents with the exhibits, and a tent for "Popular Refreshments," there was a gorgeous gold and yellow steam roundabout with motor-cars and horses, and another in green and silver with wonderfully undulating ostriches and lions, and each had an organ that went by steam; there were cocoanut shies and many ingenious prize-giving shooting and dart-throwing and ring-throwing stalls, each displaying a marvellous array of crockery, clocks, metal ornaments, and suchlike rewards. There was a race of gas balloons, each with a postcard attached to it begging the finder to say where it descended, and you could get a balloon for a shilling and have a chance of winning various impressive and embarrassing prizes if your balloon went far enough—fish carvers, a silver-handled walking-stick, a bog-oak gramophone-record cabinet, and things like that. And by a special gate one could go for sixpence into the Claverings gardens, and the sixpence would be doubled by Lady Homartyn and devoted next winter to the Matching's Easy coal club. And Mr. Britling went through all the shows with his boys, and finally left them with a shilling each and his blessing and paid his sixpence for the gardens and made his way as he had promised, to have tea with Lady Homartyn.

Monday was a public holiday, the First Monday in August, and a day traditionally set aside for the Matching's Easy Flower Show in Claverings Park. The day would stick in Mr. Britling's memory with a harsh brightness, reminiscent of the sunshine seen just before a thunderstorm. There were tents for the exhibits, a tent for "Popular Refreshments," a stunning gold and yellow steam carousel with motor cars and horses, and another in green and silver featuring beautifully undulating ostriches and lions, each powered by a steam organ. There were coconut shies and many creative prize stalls for shooting, dart-throwing, and ring-throwing, all showcasing a remarkable assortment of crockery, clocks, metal ornaments, and other prizes. There was a gas balloon race, each balloon attached to a postcard asking the finder to report its landing spot, and you could get a balloon for a shilling with a chance to win various impressive and embarrassing prizes if your balloon traveled far enough—fish carvers, a silver-handled walking stick, a bog-oak gramophone-record cabinet, and similar items. By a special gate, you could enter the Claverings gardens for sixpence, which would be matched by Lady Homartyn and contributed to the Matching's Easy coal club next winter. Mr. Britling went through all the shows with his boys, finally leaving them each with a shilling and his blessing, paid his sixpence for the gardens, and set off as promised to have tea with Lady Homartyn.

The morning papers had arrived late, and he had been reading them and re-reading them and musing over them intermittently until his family had insisted upon his coming out to the festivities. They said that if for no other reason he must come to witness Aunt Wilshire's extraordinary skill at the cocoanut shy. She could beat everybody. Well, one must not miss a thing like that. The headlines proclaimed, "The Great Powers at War; France Invaded by Germany; Germany invaded by Russia; 100,000 Germans march into Luxemburg; Can England Abstain? Fifty Million Loan to be Issued." And Germany had not only violated the Treaty of London but she had seized a British ship in the Kiel Canal.... The roundabouts were very busy and windily melodious, and the shooting gallery kept popping and jingling as people shot and broke bottles, and the voices of the young men and women inviting the crowd to try their luck at this and that rang loud and clear. Teddy and Letty and Cissie and Hugh were developing a quite disconcerting skill at the dart-throwing, and were bent upon compiling a complete tea-set for the Teddy cottage out of their winnings. There was a score of automobiles and a number of traps and gigs about the entrance to the portion of the park that had been railed off for the festival, the small Britling boys had met some nursery visitors from Claverings House and were busy displaying skill and calm upon the roundabout ostriches, and less than four hundred miles away with a front that reached from Nancy to Liège more than a million and a quarter of grey-clad men, the greatest and best-equipped host the world had ever seen, were pouring westward to take Paris, grip and paralyse France, seize the Channel ports, invade England, and make the German Empire the master-state of the earth. Their equipment was a marvel of foresight and scientific organisation, from the motor kitchens that rumbled in their wake to the telescopic sights of the sharp-shooters, the innumerable machine-guns of the infantry, the supply of entrenching material, the preparations already made in the invaded country....

The morning newspapers arrived late, and he had been reading and re-reading them, lost in thought about their contents until his family insisted he join the festivities. They said that if for no other reason, he needed to see Aunt Wilshire's incredible talent at the coconut shy. She could beat anyone. Well, you can't miss something like that. The headlines shouted, "The Great Powers at War; France Invaded by Germany; Germany Invaded by Russia; 100,000 Germans March into Luxembourg; Can England Stay Neutral? Fifty Million Loan to Be Issued." Germany had not only broken the Treaty of London but had also seized a British ship in the Kiel Canal.... The amusement rides were bustling with activity and playing cheerful tunes, while the shooting gallery continued to pop and jingle as people shot and broke bottles. The voices of young men and women calling out to the crowd to try their luck rang out clearly. Teddy, Letty, Cissie, and Hugh were surprisingly skilled at throwing darts and were determined to collect a complete tea set for the Teddy cottage from their winnings. There were several cars and a number of horse-drawn carriages near the entrance to the section of the park set aside for the festival. The small Britling boys had met some nursery visitors from Claverings House and were showing off their skill and composure on the carousel ostriches. Meanwhile, less than four hundred miles away, stretching from Nancy to Liège, over a million and a quarter of gray-clad soldiers—the largest and best-equipped army the world had ever seen—were advancing westward to capture Paris, seize control of France, take the Channel ports, invade England, and establish the German Empire as the dominant power on earth. Their equipment was a marvel of planning and scientific organization, from the motorized kitchens rolling along behind them to the telescopic sights on the sharpshooters, the countless machine guns of the infantry, and the supplies of trenching materials, along with all the preparations already made in the invaded country....

"Let's try at the other place for the sugar-basin!" said Teddy, hurrying past. "Don't get two sugar-basins," said Cissie breathless in pursuit. "Hugh is trying for a sugar-basin at the other place."

"Let's check at the other place for the sugar bowl!" said Teddy, rushing by. "Don't get two sugar bowls," Cissie said, breathless as she chased after him. "Hugh is looking for a sugar bowl at the other place."

Then Mr. Britling heard a bellicose note.

Then Mr. Britling heard a warlike tone.

"Let's have a go at the bottles," said a cheerful young farmer. "Ought to keep up our shooting, these warlike times...."

"Let's try out the bottles," said a cheerful young farmer. "We should keep practicing our shooting during these troubled times...."

Mr. Britling ran against Hickson from the village inn and learnt that he was disturbed about his son being called up as a reservist. "Just when he was settling down here. It seems a pity they couldn't leave him for a bit."

Mr. Britling walked over from the village inn and found out that Hickson was upset about his son being called up as a reservist. "Just when he was finally settling down here. It seems a shame they couldn't hold off for a while."

"'Tis a noosence," said Hickson, "but anyhow, they give first prize to his radishes. He'll be glad to hear they give first prize to his radishes. Do you think, Sir, there's very much probability of this war? It do seem to be beginning like."

"'It's a nuisance," said Hickson, "but anyway, they gave first prize to his radishes. He'll be happy to hear they gave first prize to his radishes. Do you think, Sir, there's a good chance of this war? It does seem to be starting up like."

"It looks more like beginning than it has ever done," said Mr. Britling. "It's a foolish business."

"It seems more like a beginning than it ever has," said Mr. Britling. "It's a silly thing."

"I suppose if they start in on us we got to hit back at them," said Mr. Hickson. "Postman—he's got his papers too...."

"I guess if they come after us, we have to fight back," said Mr. Hickson. "The postman—he's got his paperwork too...."

Mr. Britling made his way through the drifting throng towards the little wicket that led into the Gardens....

Mr. Britling walked through the crowd towards the small gate that led into the Gardens....

He was swung round suddenly by a loud bang.

He was suddenly spun around by a loud bang.

It was the gun proclaiming the start of the balloon race.

It was the gun signaling the beginning of the balloon race.

He stood for some moments watching the scene. The balloon start had gathered a little crowd of people, village girls in white gloves and cheerful hats, young men in bright ties and ready-made Sunday suits, fathers and mothers, boy scouts, children, clerks in straw hats, bicyclists and miscellaneous folk. Over their heads rose Mr. Cheshunt, the factotum of the estate. He was standing on a table and handing the little balloons up into the air one by one. They floated up from his hand like many-coloured grapes, some rising and falling, some soaring steadily upward, some spinning and eddying, drifting eastward before the gentle breeze, a string of bubbles against the sky and the big trees that bounded the park. Farther away to the right were the striped canvas tents of the flower-show, still farther off the roundabouts churned out their music, the shooting galleries popped, and the swing boats creaked through the air. Cut off from these things by a line of fencing lay the open park in which the deer grouped themselves under the great trees and regarded the festival mistrustfully. Teddy and Hugh appeared breaking away from the balloon race cluster, and hurrying back to their dart-throwing. A man outside a little tent that stood apart was putting up a brave-looking notice, "Unstinted Teas One Shilling." The Teddy perambulator was moored against the cocoanut shy, and Aunt Wilshire was still displaying her terrible prowess at the cocoanuts. Already she had won twenty-seven. Strange children had been impressed by her to carry them, and formed her retinue. A wonderful old lady was Aunt Wilshire....

He stood for a few moments watching the scene. The balloon launch had attracted a small crowd of people: village girls in white gloves and cheerful hats, young men in bright ties and ready-made Sunday suits, fathers and mothers, boy scouts, children, clerks in straw hats, cyclists, and various others. Above them stood Mr. Cheshunt, the estate's all-around helper. He was standing on a table, handing the little balloons up into the air one by one. They floated up from his hand like colorful grapes, some rising and falling, some soaring steadily upward, some spinning and swirling, drifting eastward in the gentle breeze, a string of bubbles against the sky and the tall trees that bordered the park. Farther away to the right were the striped canvas tents of the flower show, and even farther off, the roundabouts played their music, the shooting galleries went off, and the swing boats creaked through the air. Separated from these attractions by a line of fencing lay the open park where the deer gathered under the great trees, watching the festival with suspicion. Teddy and Hugh broke away from the balloon race crowd and hurried back to their dart-throwing. A man outside a small tent that stood apart was putting up a bold sign that read, "Unstinted Teas One Shilling." The Teddy stroller was parked by the coconut shy, and Aunt Wilshire was still showing off her incredible skill at the coconuts. She had already won twenty-seven. Some amazed children had been tasked by her to carry them, forming her entourage. Aunt Wilshire was a remarkable old lady...

Then across all the sunshine of this artless festival there appeared, as if it were writing showing through a picture, "France Invaded by Germany; Germany Invaded by Russia."

Then across all the brightness of this innocent festival, there appeared, as if it were text showing through a picture, "France Invaded by Germany; Germany Invaded by Russia."

Mr. Britling turned again towards the wicket, with its collectors of tribute, that led into the Gardens.

Mr. Britling turned back to the gate, with its tribute collectors, that led into the Gardens.


§ 12


The Claverings gardens, and particularly the great rockery, the lily pond, and the herbaceous borders, were unusually populous with unaccustomed visitors and shy young couples. Mr. Britling had to go to the house for instructions, and guided by the under-butler found Lady Homartyn hiding away in the walled Dutch garden behind the dairy. She had been giving away the prizes of the flower-show, and she was resting in a deck chair while a spinster relation presided over the tea. Mrs. Britling had fled the outer festival earlier, and was sitting by the tea-things. Lady Meade and two or three visitors had motored out from Hartleytree to assist, and Manning had come in with his tremendous confirmation of all that the morning papers had foreshadowed.

The Claverings' gardens, especially the large rockery, the lily pond, and the flower borders, were unusually crowded with unexpected visitors and shy young couples. Mr. Britling had to go to the house for instructions and, guided by the under-butler, found Lady Homartyn tucked away in the walled Dutch garden behind the dairy. She had been handing out the prizes for the flower show and was taking a break in a deck chair while a single relation managed the tea. Mrs. Britling had left the outdoor event early and was sitting by the tea setup. Lady Meade and a few visitors had motored out from Hartleytree to help, and Manning had come in with his overwhelming confirmation of everything the morning papers had hinted at.

"Have you any news?" asked Mr. Britling.

"Do you have any updates?" asked Mr. Britling.

"It's war!" said Mrs. Britling.

"It's war!" said Mrs. Britling.

"They are in Luxemburg," said Manning. "That can only mean that they are coming through Belgium."

"They're in Luxembourg," Manning said. "That can only mean they're coming through Belgium."

"Then I was wrong," said Mr. Britling, "and the world is altogether mad. And so there is nothing else for us to do but win.... Why could they not leave Belgium alone?"

"Then I was wrong," said Mr. Britling, "and the world is completely crazy. So there's nothing else for us to do but win.... Why couldn't they just leave Belgium alone?"

"It's been in all their plans for the last twenty years," said Manning.

"It's been in all their plans for the past twenty years," Manning said.

"But it brings us in for certain."

"But it definitely gets us in."

"I believe they have reckoned on that."

"I think they've counted on that."

"Well!" Mr. Britling took his tea and sat down, and for a time he said nothing.

"Well!" Mr. Britling grabbed his tea and sat down, and for a while, he didn't say anything.

"It is three against three," said one of the visitors, trying to count the Powers engaged.

"It’s three against three," said one of the visitors, trying to tally the Powers involved.

"Italy," said Manning, "will almost certainly refuse to fight. In fact Italy is friendly to us. She is bound to be. This is, to begin with, an Austrian war. And Japan will fight for us...."

"Italy," Manning said, "will almost definitely refuse to fight. In fact, Italy is on our side. She has to be. This is, first and foremost, an Austrian war. And Japan will fight for us...."

"I think," said old Lady Meade, "that this is the suicide of Germany. They cannot possibly fight against Russia and France and ourselves. Why have they ever begun it?"

"I think," said old Lady Meade, "that this is Germany's downfall. They can't possibly fight against Russia, France, and us. Why did they even start?"

"It may be a longer and more difficult war than people suppose," said Manning. "The Germans reckon they are going to win."

"It might be a longer and tougher war than people think," said Manning. "The Germans believe they're going to win."

"Against us all?"

"Is it against us all?"

"Against us all. They are tremendously prepared."

"Against all of us. They are incredibly prepared."

"It is impossible that Germany should win," said Mr. Britling, breaking his silence. "Against her Germany has something more than armies; all reason, all instinct—the three greatest peoples in the world."

"It’s impossible for Germany to win," Mr. Britling said, breaking his silence. "Germany is up against more than just armies; it’s facing all reason, all instinct—the three greatest nations in the world."

"At present very badly supplied with war material."

"Right now, we're really lacking in war supplies."

"That may delay things; it may make the task harder; but it will not alter the end. Of course we are going to win. Nothing else is thinkable. I have never believed they meant it. But I see now they meant it. This insolent arming and marching, this forty years of national blustering; sooner or later it had to topple over into action...."

"That might slow things down; it could make the job tougher; but it won't change the outcome. Of course we're going to win. There's no other option. I never thought they were serious. But now I see they are serious. This arrogant buildup and marching, this forty years of national swagger; sooner or later, it had to lead to action..."

He paused and found they were listening, and he was carried on by his own thoughts into further speech.

He paused and realized they were listening, and he was swept along by his own thoughts into speaking more.

"This isn't the sort of war," he said, "that is settled by counting guns and rifles. Something that has oppressed us all has become intolerable and has to be ended. And it will be ended. I don't know what soldiers and politicians think of our prospects, but I do know what ordinary reasonable men think of the business. I know that all we millions of reasonable civilised onlookers are prepared to spend our last shillings and give all our lives now, rather than see Germany unbeaten. I know that the same thing is felt in America, and that given half a chance, given just one extra shake of that foolish mailed fist in the face of America, and America also will be in this war by our side. Italy will come in. She is bound to come in. France will fight like one man. I'm quite prepared to believe that the Germans have countless rifles and guns; have got the most perfect maps, spies, plans you can imagine. I'm quite prepared to hear that they have got a thousand tremendous surprises in equipment up their sleeves. I'm quite prepared for sweeping victories for them and appalling disasters for us. Those are the first things. What I do know is that the Germans understand nothing of the spirit of man; that they do not dream for a moment of the devil of resentment this war will arouse. Didn't we all trust them not to let off their guns? Wasn't that the essence of our liberal and pacific faith? And here they are in the heart of Europe letting off their guns?"

"This isn't the kind of war," he said, "that gets resolved by tallying up guns and rifles. Something that's been oppressing us all has reached a breaking point and needs to stop. And it will stop. I can't speak for what soldiers and politicians think about our chances, but I know what everyday reasonable people believe about the situation. I know that all of us millions of reasonable, civilized onlookers are ready to spend our last pennies and give up everything we have now, rather than see Germany emerge victorious. I know that the same sentiment exists in America, and if given half a chance, just one more provocation from that foolish mailed fist in America’s face, America will join this war alongside us. Italy will join in. It's bound to happen. France will fight like a united front. I'm fully prepared to accept that the Germans have countless rifles and artillery; that they have the best maps, spies, and plans you can imagine. I'm ready to hear that they have a thousand incredible surprises in their arsenal. I'm prepared for significant victories for them and terrible losses for us. Those are the facts. What I do know is that the Germans have no understanding of the human spirit; they can't fathom the deep resentment that this war will stir up. Didn't we all trust them not to fire their guns? Wasn't that the cornerstone of our liberal and peaceful beliefs? And now they're letting off their guns right in the heart of Europe?"

"And such a lot of guns," said Manning.

"And so many guns," said Manning.

"Then you think it will be a long war, Mr. Britling?" said Lady Meade.

"Then do you think it's going to be a long war, Mr. Britling?" Lady Meade asked.

"Long or short, it will end in the downfall of Germany. But I do not believe it will be long. I do not agree with Manning. Even now I cannot believe that a whole great people can be possessed by war madness. I think the war is the work of the German armaments party and of the Court party. They have forced this war on Germany. Well—they must win and go on winning. So long as they win, Germany will hold together, so long as their armies are not clearly defeated nor their navy destroyed. But once check them and stay them and beat them, then I believe that suddenly the spirit of Germany will change even as it changed after Jena...."

"Whether it's a long or short conflict, it will lead to Germany's downfall. But I don't think it will be lengthy. I disagree with Manning. Even now, I can't believe that an entire great nation can be driven by war madness. I think the war is the product of the German arms industry and the Court faction. They have forced this war upon Germany. Well—they must win and continue winning. As long as they keep winning, Germany will stay united, as long as their armies aren't clearly defeated or their navy destroyed. But once you check them, hold them back, and beat them, then I believe that suddenly the spirit of Germany will change just as it did after Jena...."

"Willie Nixon," said one of the visitors, "who came back from Hamburg yesterday, says they are convinced they will have taken Paris and St. Petersburg and one or two other little places and practically settled everything for us by about Christmas."

"Willie Nixon," said one of the visitors, "who got back from Hamburg yesterday, says they’re sure they will have captured Paris and St. Petersburg and a couple of other small places, and basically settled everything for us by around Christmas."

"And London?"

"And London?"

"I forgot if he said London. But I suppose a London more or less hardly matters. They don't think we shall dare come in, but if we do they will Zeppelin the fleet and walk through our army—if you can call it an army."

"I can't remember if he said London. But I guess a London, more or less, doesn’t really matter. They don’t think we’ll dare to come in, but if we do, they’ll bomb the fleet with Zeppelins and just walk over our army—if you can even call it an army."

Manning nodded confirmation.

Manning nodded in agreement.

"They do not understand," said Mr. Britling.

"They don't understand," said Mr. Britling.

"Sir George Padish told me the same sort of thing," said Lady Homartyn. "He was in Berlin in June."

"Sir George Padish told me the same kind of thing," Lady Homartyn said. "He was in Berlin in June."

"Of course the efficiency of their preparations is almost incredible," said another of Lady Meade's party.

"Of course, their preparation is almost unbelievable," said another member of Lady Meade's group.

"They have thought out and got ready for everything—literally everything."

"They have planned and prepared for everything—literally everything."


§ 13


Mr. Britling had been a little surprised by the speech he had made. He hadn't realised before he began to talk how angry and scornful he was at this final coming into action of the Teutonic militarism that had so long menaced his world. He had always said it would never really fight—and here it was fighting! He was furious with the indignation of an apologist betrayed. He had only realised the strength and passion of his own belligerent opinions as he had heard them, and as he walked back with his wife through the village to the Dower House, he was still in the swirl of this self-discovery; he was darkly silent, devising fiercely denunciatory phrases against Krupp and Kaiser. "Krupp and Kaiser," he grasped that obvious, convenient alliteration. "It is all that is bad in mediævalism allied to all that is bad in modernity," he told himself.

Mr. Britling was a bit surprised by the speech he had given. He hadn't realized before he started talking just how angry and disdainful he felt about the final rise of Teutonic militarism that had long threatened his world. He had always claimed it wouldn’t actually fight—and now it was fighting! He was infuriated with the indignation of someone who felt betrayed. He only understood the strength and passion of his own aggressive opinions as he heard them, and as he walked back with his wife through the village to the Dower House, he was still caught up in this self-discovery; he was quietly fuming, coming up with fiercely critical phrases against Krupp and Kaiser. "Krupp and Kaiser," he noted that obvious, easy alliteration. "It represents everything bad in medievalism combined with everything bad in modernity," he told himself.

"The world," he said, startling Mrs. Britling with his sudden speech, "will be intolerable to live in, it will be unendurable for a decent human being, unless we win this war.

"The world," he said, surprising Mrs. Britling with his abrupt comment, "will be unbearable to live in, it will be impossible for a decent person, unless we win this war."

"We must smash or be smashed...."

"We have to break through or get broken..."

His brain was so busy with such stuff that for a time he stared at Mrs. Harrowdean's belated telegram without grasping the meaning of a word of it. He realised slowly that it was incumbent upon him to go over to her, but he postponed his departure very readily in order to play hockey. Besides which it would be a full moon, and he felt that summer moonlight was far better than sunset and dinner time for the declarations he was expected to make. And then he went on phrase-making again about Germany until he had actually bullied off at hockey.

His mind was so preoccupied with everything that he stared at Mrs. Harrowdean's late telegram without understanding a single word of it. He gradually realized that he needed to go see her, but he easily put off leaving to play hockey. Plus, it would be a full moon, and he thought that summer moonlight was much better for the declarations he had to make than sunset and dinner time. Then he started coming up with phrases about Germany again until he had actually made himself leave for hockey.

Suddenly in the midst of the game he had an amazing thought. It came to him like a physical twinge.

Suddenly, in the middle of the game, he had an incredible thought. It hit him like a physical jolt.

"What the devil are we doing at this hockey?" he asked abruptly of Teddy, who was coming up to bully after a goal. "We ought to be drilling or shooting against those infernal Germans."

"What the heck are we doing at this hockey?" he asked suddenly of Teddy, who was coming up to mess around after a goal. "We should be practicing or shooting against those damn Germans."

Teddy looked at him questioningly.

Teddy looked at him curiously.

"Oh, come on!" said Mr. Britling with a gust of impatience, and snapped the sticks together.

"Oh, come on!" Mr. Britling said, clearly annoyed, and snapped the sticks together.


§ 14


Mr. Britling started for his moonlight ride about half-past nine that night. He announced that he could neither rest nor work, the war had thrown him into a fever; the driving of the automobile was just the distraction he needed; he might not, he added casually, return for a day or so. When he felt he could work again he would come back. He filled up his petrol tank by the light of an electric torch, and sat in his car in the garage and studied his map of the district. His thoughts wandered from the road to Pyecrafts to the coast, and to the possible route of a raider. Suppose the enemy anticipated a declaration of war! Here he might come, and here....

Mr. Britling set off for his moonlight ride around 9:30 that night. He said he couldn't relax or focus on work; the war had put him on edge. Driving the car was just the distraction he needed. He casually mentioned he might not be back for a day or so. When he felt ready to work again, he would return. He filled his petrol tank using a flashlight and sat in his car in the garage, studying his map of the area. His thoughts drifted from the road to Pyecrafts, to the coast, and to the potential path of an invader. What if the enemy was anticipating a declaration of war? This could be where they came from, and here....

He roused himself from these speculations to the business in hand.

He shook off these thoughts and focused on the task at hand.

The evening seemed as light as day, a cool moonshine filled the world. The road was silver that flushed to pink at the approach of Mr. Britling's headlight, the dark turf at the wayside and the bushes on the bank became for a moment an acid green as the glare passed. The full moon was climbing up the sky, and so bright that scarcely a star was visible in the blue grey of the heavens. Houses gleamed white a mile away, and ever and again a moth would flutter and hang in the light of the lamps, and then vanish again in the night.

The evening felt as bright as day, with a cool moonlight illuminating everything. The road shimmered silver, turning pink as Mr. Britling's headlights approached, and the dark grass by the roadside and the bushes on the bank briefly glowed a vivid green as the light passed. The full moon was rising in the sky, so bright that hardly any stars could be seen in the blue-grey of the sky. Houses shone white a mile away, and every now and then a moth would flutter around the lamp's light before disappearing back into the night.

Gladys was in excellent condition for a run, and so was Mr. Britling. He went neither fast nor slow, and with a quite unfamiliar confidence. Life, which had seemed all day a congested confusion darkened by threats, became cool, mysterious and aloof and with a quality of dignified reassurance.

Gladys was in great shape for a run, and so was Mr. Britling. He maintained a steady pace, neither too fast nor too slow, and felt a surprising sense of confidence. Life, which had felt like a chaotic mess filled with worries all day, turned cool, mysterious, and distant, possessing a sense of dignified reassurance.

He steered along the narrow road by the black dog-rose hedge, and so into the high road towards the village. The village was alight at several windows but almost deserted. Out beyond, a coruscation of lights burnt like a group of topaz and rubies set in the silver shield of the night. The festivities of the Flower Show were still in full progress, and the reduction of the entrance fee after seven had drawn in every lingering outsider. The roundabouts churned out their relentless music, and the bottle-shooting galleries popped and crashed. The well-patronised ostriches and motorcars flickered round in a pulsing rhythm; black, black, black, before the naphtha flares.

He drove down the narrow road next to the black dog-rose hedge, heading towards the main road that led to the village. The village had lights shining from several windows but was almost empty. Beyond it, a sparkle of lights glimmered like a collection of topaz and rubies set against the silver backdrop of the night. The Flower Show festivities were still going strong, and the lowered entrance fee after seven o'clock had attracted every remaining outsider. The carousel played its endless music, and the bottle-shooting booths cracked and popped. The popular ostriches and motorcars moved in a rhythmic pulse; black, black, black, illuminated by the naphtha flares.

Mr. Britling pulled up at the side of the road, and sat for a little while watching the silhouettes move hither and thither from shadow to shadow across the bright spaces.

Mr. Britling parked at the side of the road and sat for a bit, watching the shadows move back and forth across the bright areas.

"On the very brink of war—on the brink of Armageddon," he whispered at last. "Do they understand? Do any of us understand?"

"Right on the edge of war—on the edge of Armageddon," he finally whispered. "Do they get it? Do any of us get it?"

He slipped in his gear to starting, and was presently running quietly with his engine purring almost inaudibly along the level road to Hartleytree. The sounds behind him grew smaller and smaller, and died away leaving an immense unruffled quiet under the moon. There seemed no motion but his own, no sound but the neat, subdued, mechanical rhythm in front of his feet. Presently he ran out into the main road, and heedless of the lane that turned away towards Pyecrafts, drove on smoothly towards the east and the sea. Never before had he driven by night. He had expected a fumbling and tedious journey; he found he had come into an undreamt-of silvery splendour of motion. For it seemed as though even the automobile was running on moonlight that night.... Pyecrafts could wait. Indeed the later he got to Pyecrafts the more moving and romantic the little comedy of reconciliation would be. And he was in no hurry for that comedy. He felt he wanted to apprehend this vast summer calm about him, that alone of all the things of the day seemed to convey anything whatever of the majestic tragedy that was happening to mankind. As one slipped through this still vigil one could imagine for the first time the millions away there marching, the wide river valleys, villages, cities, mountain-ranges, ports and seas inaudibly busy.

He put on his gear to start and was soon running quietly with his engine humming almost silently along the flat road to Hartleytree. The sounds behind him faded away, leaving a deep, peaceful stillness under the moon. There seemed to be no movement but his own, no sound except for the smooth, subdued mechanical rhythm beneath his feet. Soon he reached the main road, and without paying attention to the lane that led to Pyecrafts, he continued driving smoothly towards the east and the sea. He had never driven at night before. He had expected a clumsy and tedious journey; instead, he discovered a breathtaking, silvery beauty in motion. It felt as if even the car was gliding on moonlight that night.... Pyecrafts could wait. In fact, the later he arrived at Pyecrafts, the more moving and romantic the little reconciliation would be. He wasn't in a rush for that moment. He felt a need to soak in the vast summer calm around him, which alone seemed to express something of the grand tragedy unfolding in the world. As one moved through this quiet time, it was easy to imagine, for the first time, the millions far away marching, the wide river valleys, villages, cities, mountain ranges, ports, and seas silently bustling.

"Even now," he said, "the battleships may be fighting."

"Even now," he said, "the battleships might be in battle."

He listened, but the sound was only the low intermittent drumming of his cylinders as he ran with his throttle nearly closed, down a stretch of gentle hill.

He listened, but the only sound was the low, occasional thumping of his engine as he drove down a gentle hill with his throttle almost closed.

He felt that he must see the sea. He would follow the road beyond the Rodwell villages, and then turn up to the crest of Eastonbury Hill. And thither he went and saw in the gap of the low hills beyond a V-shaped level of moonlit water that glittered and yet lay still. He stopped his car by the roadside, and sat for a long time looking at this and musing. And once it seemed to him three little shapes like short black needles passed in line ahead across the molten silver.

He felt he had to see the ocean. He would take the road past the Rodwell villages and then head up to the top of Eastonbury Hill. And there he went, seeing in the gap of the low hills beyond a V-shaped stretch of moonlit water that sparkled yet remained still. He parked his car by the side of the road and sat for a long time, gazing at it and thinking. At one point, it seemed to him that three small shapes like short black needles moved in a line across the shimmering silver.

But that may have been just the straining of the eyes....

But that might have just been the eyes working too hard....

All sorts of talk had come to Mr. Britling's ears about the navies of England and France and Germany; there had been public disputes of experts, much whispering and discussion in private. We had the heavier vessels, the bigger guns, but it was not certain that we had the preeminence in science and invention. Were they relying as we were relying on Dreadnoughts, or had they their secrets and surprises for us? To-night, perhaps, the great ships were steaming to conflict....

All kinds of conversations had reached Mr. Britling about the navies of England, France, and Germany; there had been public debates among experts and a lot of whispering and discussions privately. We had the larger ships and bigger guns, but it wasn't clear if we were superior in science and innovation. Were they depending on Dreadnoughts like we were, or did they have their own secrets and surprises for us? Tonight, perhaps, the massive ships were heading into battle...

To-night all over the world ships must be in flight and ships pursuing; ten thousand towns must be ringing with the immediate excitement of war....

To night all over the world, ships must be in motion and ships chasing after them; ten thousand towns must be buzzing with the immediate excitement of war....

Only a year ago Mr. Britling had been lunching on a battleship and looking over its intricate machinery. It had seemed to him then that there could be no better human stuff in the world than the quiet, sunburnt, disciplined men and officers he had met.... And our little army, too, must be gathering to-night, the little army that had been chastened and reborn in South Africa, that he was convinced was individually more gallant and self-reliant and capable than any other army in the world. He would have sneered or protested if he had heard another Englishman say that, but in his heart he held the dear belief....

Only a year ago, Mr. Britling had been having lunch on a battleship and checking out its complex machinery. Back then, he thought there couldn't be better people in the world than the calm, sunburned, disciplined men and officers he had met.... And our little army must be gathering tonight, the little army that had been humbled and renewed in South Africa, which he was sure was individually braver, more self-reliant, and more capable than any other army in the world. He would have scoffed or objected if he had heard another Englishman say that, but deep down he cherished this belief....

And what other aviators in the world could fly as the Frenchmen and Englishmen he had met once or twice at Eastchurch and Salisbury could fly? These are things of race and national quality. Let the German cling to his gasbags. "We shall beat them in the air," he whispered. "We shall beat them on the seas. Surely we shall beat them on the seas. If we have men enough and guns enough we shall beat them on land.... Yet—For years they have been preparing...."

And what other pilots in the world could fly like the French and English guys he had met a couple of times at Eastchurch and Salisbury? These are matters of heritage and national character. Let the Germans stick to their airships. "We will outfly them," he murmured. "We will outmatch them at sea. Surely, we will outmatch them at sea. If we have enough men and enough firepower, we will defeat them on land.... Yet—For years, they have been getting ready...."

There was little room in the heart of Mr. Britling that night for any love but the love of England. He loved England now as a nation of men. There could be no easy victory. Good for us with our too easy natures that there could be no easy victory. But victory we must have now—or perish....

There was little space in Mr. Britling's heart that night for anything but his love for England. He loved England now as a nation of people. There could be no easy victory. It was good for us, with our overly easy natures, that there could be no easy victory. But we must achieve victory now—or face destruction....

He roused himself with a sigh, restarted his engine, and went on to find some turning place. He still had a colourless impression that the journey's end was Pyecrafts.

He shook himself awake with a sigh, restarted his engine, and looked for a place to turn around. He still had a vague feeling that the trip's destination was Pyecrafts.

"We must all do the thing we can," he thought, and for a time the course of his automobile along a winding down-hill road held his attention so that he could not get beyond it. He turned about and ran up over the hill again and down long slopes inland, running very softly and smoothly with his lights devouring the road ahead and sweeping the banks and hedges beside him, and as he came down a little hill through a village he heard a confused clatter and jingle of traffic ahead, and saw the danger triangle that warns of cross-roads. He slowed down and then pulled up abruptly.

"We all need to do what we can," he thought, and for a while the winding downhill road captured his attention so much that he couldn't think of anything else. He turned around and drove back up the hill again, then down the long slopes inland, moving very quietly and smoothly with his headlights lighting up the road ahead and illuminating the banks and hedges beside him. As he descended a small hill through a village, he heard a jumbled clatter and jingle of traffic ahead and spotted the warning triangle for crossroads. He slowed down and then stopped suddenly.

Riding across the gap between the cottages was a string of horsemen, and then a grey cart, and then a team drawing a heavy object—a gun, and then more horsemen, and then a second gun. It was all a dim brown procession in the moonlight. A mounted officer came up beside him and looked at him and then went back to the cross-roads, but as yet England was not troubling about spies. Four more guns passed, and then a string of carts and more mounted men, sitting stiffly. Nobody was singing or shouting; scarcely a word was audible, and through all the column there was an effect of quiet efficient haste. And so they passed, and rumbled and jingled and clattered out of the scene, leaving Mr. Britling in his car in the dreaming village. He restarted his engine once more, and went his way thoughtfully.

Riding across the gap between the cottages was a line of horsemen, followed by a gray cart, and then a team pulling a heavy object—a gun, then more horsemen, and another gun. It was all a dim brown procession in the moonlight. A mounted officer rode up next to him, glanced at him, then went back to the crossroads, but for now, England wasn't worried about spies. Four more guns passed by, followed by a line of carts and more mounted soldiers, sitting rigidly. Nobody was singing or shouting; hardly a word was heard, and throughout the column, there was an air of quiet, efficient urgency. And so they passed, rumbling and jingling and clattering out of sight, leaving Mr. Britling in his car in the sleepy village. He restarted his engine once more and drove away, deep in thought.

He went so thoughtfully that presently he missed the road to Pyecrafts—if ever he had been on the road to Pyecrafts at all—altogether. He found himself upon a highway running across a flattish plain, and presently discovered by the sight of the Great Bear, faint but traceable in the blue overhead, that he was going due north. Well, presently he would turn south and west; that in good time; now he wanted to feel; he wanted to think. How could he best help England in the vast struggle for which the empty silence and beauty of this night seemed to be waiting? But indeed he was not thinking at all, but feeling, feeling wonder, as he had never felt it since his youth had passed from him. This war might end nearly everything in the world as he had known the world; that idea struggled slowly through the moonlight into consciousness, and won its way to dominance in his mind.

He walked so lost in thought that he soon missed the road to Pyecrafts—if he had ever been on that road at all. He found himself on a highway crossing a flat plain, and soon noticed the faint but recognizable outline of the Great Bear in the blue sky above, realizing he was heading due north. Well, he would turn south and west soon enough; that could wait. Right now, he wanted to feel; he wanted to think. How could he best help England in the vast struggle for which the stillness and beauty of this night seemed to be waiting? But actually, he wasn’t thinking at all; he was feeling, feeling wonder as he hadn’t felt it since his youth had passed. This war could change nearly everything he knew about the world; that thought gradually emerged from the moonlight into his awareness, taking hold in his mind.

The character of the road changed; the hedges fell away, the pine trees and pine woods took the place of the black squat shapes of the hawthorn and oak and apple. The houses grew rarer and the world emptier and emptier, until he could have believed that he was the only man awake and out-of-doors in all the slumbering land....

The character of the road changed; the hedges disappeared, the pine trees and pine forests replaced the dark, squat shapes of the hawthorn, oak, and apple trees. The houses became less frequent and the world felt emptier and emptier, until he could have believed that he was the only person awake and outside in all the sleeping landscape....

For a time a little thing caught hold of his dreaming mind. Continually as he ran on, black, silent birds rose startled out of the dust of the road before him, and fluttered noiselessly beyond his double wedge of light. What sort of bird could they be? Were they night-jars? Were they different kinds of birds snatching at the quiet of the night for a dust bath in the sand? This little independent thread of inquiry ran through the texture of his mind and died away....

For a while, a small thought captured his dreaming mind. As he ran, black, silent birds flew up, startled from the dust of the road ahead of him, and flitted silently beyond his path of light. What kind of birds could they be? Were they nightjars? Were they various types of birds taking advantage of the peaceful night for a dust bath in the sand? This tiny independent thread of curiosity wove through his thoughts and faded away...

And at one place there was a great bolting of rabbits across the road, almost under his wheels....

And at one spot, a bunch of rabbits suddenly dashed across the road, nearly beneath his wheels....

The phrases he had used that afternoon at Claverings came back presently into his head. They were, he felt assured, the phrases that had to be said now. This war could be seen as the noblest of wars, as the crowning struggle of mankind against national dominance and national aggression; or else it was a mere struggle of nationalities and pure destruction and catastrophe. Its enormous significances, he felt, must not be lost in any petty bickering about the minor issues of the conflict. But were these enormous significances being stated clearly enough? Were they being understood by the mass of liberal and pacific thinkers? He drove more and more slowly as these questions crowded upon his attention until at last he came to a stop altogether.... "Certain things must be said clearly," he whispered. "Certain things—The meaning of England.... The deep and long-unspoken desire for kindliness and fairness.... Now is the time for speaking. It must be put as straight now as her gun-fire, as honestly as the steering of her ships."

The phrases he had used that afternoon at Claverings came back to him soon. He was sure they were the words that needed to be spoken now. This war could be viewed as the greatest of wars, the ultimate fight of humanity against national control and aggression; or it could just be a battle of nations leading to destruction and disaster. He felt that its profound significance must not be overshadowed by petty arguments over the minor issues of the conflict. But were these significant points being communicated clearly enough? Were they understood by the many liberal and peace-loving thinkers? He drove increasingly slowly as these thoughts filled his mind until he eventually came to a complete stop.... "Certain things need to be stated clearly," he whispered. "Certain things—the meaning of England.... The deep and long-held wish for kindness and fairness.... Now is the time to speak up. It must be expressed as directly as her gunfire, as honestly as the steering of her ships."

Phrases and paragraphs began to shape themselves in his mind as he sat with one arm on his steering-wheel.

Phrases and paragraphs started to form in his mind as he sat with one arm resting on the steering wheel.

Suddenly he roused himself, turned over the map in the map-case beside him, and tried to find his position....

Suddenly, he shook himself awake, flipped over the map in the map case next to him, and tried to figure out where he was....

So far as he could judge he had strayed right into Suffolk....

So far as he could tell, he had wandered straight into Suffolk....

About one o'clock in the morning he found himself in Newmarket. Newmarket too was a moonlit emptiness, but as he hesitated at the cross-roads he became aware of a policeman standing quite stiff and still at the corner by the church.

About one o'clock in the morning, he found himself in Newmarket. Newmarket was also a moonlit emptiness, but as he paused at the crossroads, he noticed a policeman standing completely still at the corner by the church.

"Matching's Easy?" he cried.

"Is matching easy?" he cried.

"That road, Sir, until you come to Market Saffron, and then to the left...."

"That road, sir, until you reach Market Saffron, and then turn left...."

Mr. Britling had a definite purpose now in his mind, and he drove faster, but still very carefully and surely. He was already within a mile or so of Market Saffron before he remembered that he had made a kind of appointment with himself at Pyecrafts. He stared at two conflicting purposes. He turned over certain possibilities.

Mr. Britling had a clear goal in mind now, and he drove faster, but still very carefully and confidently. He was already about a mile away from Market Saffron when he remembered that he had made a sort of appointment with himself at Pyecrafts. He considered two opposing objectives. He weighed some possibilities.

At the Market Saffron cross-roads he slowed down, and for a moment he hung undecided.

At the Market Saffron cross-roads, he slowed down and hesitated for a moment.

"Oliver," he said, and as he spoke he threw over his steering-wheel towards the homeward way.... He finished his sentence when he had negotiated the corner safely. "Oliver must have her...."

"Oliver," he said, and as he spoke, he turned his steering wheel towards home. He completed his sentence once he had safely made the turn. "Oliver must have her...."

And then, perhaps fifty yards farther along, and this time almost indignantly: "She ought to have married him long ago...."

And then, maybe fifty yards further along, and this time almost in disbelief: "She should have married him a long time ago...."

He put his automobile in the garage, and then went round under the black shadow of his cedars to the front door. He had no key, and for a long time he failed to rouse his wife by flinging pebbles and gravel at her half-open window. But at last he heard her stirring and called out to her.

He parked his car in the garage and then walked around under the dark shade of the cedars to the front door. He didn’t have a key, and for a while, he couldn’t wake his wife by throwing pebbles and gravel at her slightly open window. But eventually, he heard her moving and called out to her.

He explained he had returned because he wanted to write. He wanted indeed to write quite urgently. He went straight up to his room, lit his reading-lamp, made himself some tea, and changed into his nocturnal suit. Daylight found him still writing very earnestly at his pamphlet. The title he had chosen was: "And Now War Ends."

He explained that he had come back because he wanted to write. He felt a strong urgency to write. He went straight up to his room, turned on his reading lamp, made himself some tea, and changed into his pajamas. When daylight broke, he was still writing intensely on his pamphlet. The title he had chosen was: "And Now War Ends."


§ 15


In this fashion it was that the great war began in Europe and came to one man in Matching's Easy, as it came to countless intelligent men in countless pleasant homes that had scarcely heeded its coming through all the years of its relentless preparation. The familiar scenery of life was drawn aside, and War stood unveiled. "I am the Fact," said War, "and I stand astride the path of life. I am the threat of death and extinction that has always walked beside life, since life began. There can be nothing else and nothing more in human life until you have reckoned with me."

In this way, the great war started in Europe and reached one man in Matching's Easy, just as it did to countless smart people in countless comfy homes that had barely noticed its approach throughout the years of its relentless buildup. The familiar scenery of life was pulled back, and War stood revealed. "I am the Reality," said War, "and I block the path of life. I am the threat of death and extinction that has always walked alongside life since it began. There can be nothing else and nothing more in human life until you've faced me."


BOOK II

MATCHING'S EASY AT WAR


CHAPTER THE FIRST

ONLOOKERS


§ 1


On that eventful night of the first shots and the first deaths Mr. Britling did not sleep until daylight had come. He sat writing at this pamphlet of his, which was to hail the last explosion and the ending of war. For a couple of hours he wrote with energy, and then his energy flagged. There came intervals when he sat still and did not write. He yawned and yawned again and rubbed his eyes. The day had come and the birds were noisy when he undressed slowly, dropping his clothes anyhow upon the floor, and got into bed....

On that significant night of the first shots and the first deaths, Mr. Britling couldn’t sleep until daylight arrived. He sat writing his pamphlet, which was meant to announce the final explosion and the end of the war. For a couple of hours, he wrote with enthusiasm, but then his energy started to fade. There were moments when he sat quietly and stopped writing. He yawned repeatedly and rubbed his eyes. Daylight broke and the birds were chirping as he slowly undressed, tossing his clothes carelessly on the floor, and climbed into bed....

He woke to find his morning tea beside him and the housemaid going out of the room. He knew that something stupendous had happened to the world, but for a few moments he could not remember what it was. Then he remembered that France was invaded by Germany and Germany by Russia, and that almost certainly England was going to war. It seemed a harsh and terrible fact in the morning light, a demand for stresses, a certainty of destruction; it appeared now robbed of all the dark and dignified beauty of the night. He remembered just the same feeling of unpleasant, anxious expectation as he now felt when the Boer War had begun fifteen years ago, before the first news came. The first news of the Boer War had been the wrecking of a British armoured train near Kimberley. What similar story might not the overdue paper tell when presently it came?

He woke up to find his morning tea next to him and the housemaid leaving the room. He knew something huge had happened in the world, but for a moment he couldn't recall what it was. Then it hit him: France was invaded by Germany, Germany by Russia, and England was almost certainly going to war. It felt like a harsh and terrible truth in the morning light, an expectation of stress and a guarantee of destruction; it seemed now stripped of all the dark and dignified beauty of the night. He remembered a similar feeling of unpleasant, anxious anticipation when the Boer War had started fifteen years ago, before the first news came. The first news of the Boer War had been the destruction of a British armored train near Kimberley. What kind of similar story might the overdue paper reveal when it finally arrived?

Suppose, for instance, that some important division of our Fleet had been surprised and overwhelmed....

Suppose, for example, that a crucial part of our Fleet had been caught off guard and completely overpowered....

Suppose the Germans were already crumpling up the French armies between Verdun and Belfort, very swiftly and dreadfully....

Suppose the Germans were already crushing the French armies between Verdun and Belfort, very quickly and terrifyingly....

Suppose after all that the Cabinet was hesitating, and that there would be no war for some weeks, but only a wrangle about Belgian neutrality. While the Germans smashed France....

Suppose the Cabinet was hesitating after all, and that there wouldn’t be any war for a few weeks, just arguments over Belgian neutrality. Meanwhile, the Germans were crushing France....

Or, on the other hand, there might be some amazing, prompt success on our part. Our army and navy people were narrow, but in their narrow way he believed they were extraordinarily good....

Or, on the other hand, there might be some amazing, quick success on our part. Our army and navy personnel were limited in their thinking, but he believed they were exceptionally good in their own way....

What would the Irish do?...

What would the Irish say?

His thoughts were no more than a thorny jungle of unanswerable questions through which he struggled in un-progressive circles.

His thoughts were nothing more than a tangled mess of unanswerable questions, and he was stuck going around in frustrating circles.

He got out of bed and dressed in a slow, distraught manner. When he reached his braces he discontinued dressing for a time; he opened the atlas at Northern France, and stood musing over the Belgian border. Then he turned to Whitaker's Almanack to browse upon the statistics of the great European armies. He was roused from this by the breakfast gong.

He got out of bed and dressed slowly, feeling anxious. When he got to his suspenders, he paused dressing for a moment; he opened the atlas to Northern France and stood lost in thought about the Belgian border. Then he turned to Whitaker's Almanack to look over the statistics of the large European armies. He was brought back to reality by the breakfast bell.

At breakfast there was no talk of anything but war. Hugh was as excited as a cat in thundery weather, and the small boys wanted information about flags. The Russian and the Serbian flag were in dispute, and the flag page of Webster's Dictionary had to be consulted. Newspapers and letters were both abnormally late, and Mr. Britling, tiring of supplying trivial information to his offspring, smoked cigarettes in the garden. He had an idea of intercepting the postman. His eyes and ears informed him of the approach of Mrs. Faber's automobile. It was an old, resolute-looking machine painted red, and driven by a trusted gardener; there was no mistaking it.

At breakfast, the only topic was war. Hugh was as hyped as a cat during a thunderstorm, and the little boys wanted to know about flags. There was a debate over the Russian and Serbian flags, so they had to check the flag page in Webster's Dictionary. Newspapers and letters were both unusually late, and Mr. Britling, tired of providing his kids with trivial details, smoked cigarettes in the garden. He thought about intercepting the postman. His eyes and ears picked up on the approach of Mrs. Faber's car. It was an old, sturdy-looking red vehicle, driven by a trusted gardener—there was no mistaking it.

Mrs. Faber was in it, and she stopped it outside the gate and made signals. Mrs. Britling, attracted by the catastrophic sounds of Mrs. Faber's vehicle, came out by the front door, and she and her husband both converged upon the caller.

Mrs. Faber was in it, and she stopped it outside the gate and made signals. Mrs. Britling, drawn by the catastrophic sounds of Mrs. Faber's vehicle, came out through the front door, and she and her husband both headed towards the caller.


§ 2


"I won't come in," cried Mrs. Faber, "but I thought I'd tell you. I've been getting food."

"I won't come in," shouted Mrs. Faber, "but I wanted to let you know. I've been getting food."

"Food?"

"What's for food?"

"Provisions. There's going to be a run on provisions. Look at my flitch of bacon!"

"Supplies. There's going to be a surge in demand for supplies. Look at my piece of bacon!"

"But——"

"But—"

"Faber says we have to lay in what we can. This war—it's going to stop everything. We can't tell what will happen. I've got the children to consider, so here I am. I was at Hickson's before nine...."

"Faber says we need to stock up on what we can. This war—it's going to halt everything. We have no idea what will happen next. I have to think about the kids, so here I am. I was at Hickson's before nine...."

The little lady was very flushed and bright-eyed. Her fair hair was disordered, her hat a trifle askew. She had an air of enjoying unwonted excitements. "All the gold's being hoarded too," she said, with a crow of delight in her voice. "Faber says that probably our cheques won't be worth that in a few days. He rushed off to London to get gold at his clubs—while he can. I had to insist on Hickson taking a cheque. 'Never,' I said, 'will I deal with you again—never—unless you do....' Even then he looked at me almost as if he thought he wouldn't.

The little lady was very flushed and bright-eyed. Her fair hair was messy, and her hat was slightly askew. She seemed to be enjoying unusual excitement. "All the gold's being hoarded too," she said, with a burst of delight in her voice. "Faber says that our checks probably won't be worth that in a few days. He rushed off to London to get gold from his clubs—while he still can. I had to insist that Hickson accept a check. 'Never,' I said, 'will I deal with you again—never—unless you do....' Even then, he looked at me almost as if he thought he might not."

"It's Famine!" she said, turning to Mr. Britling. "I've laid hands on all I can. I've got the children to consider."

"It's Famine!" she said, turning to Mr. Britling. "I've taken everything I can find. I've got the kids to think about."

"But why is it famine?" asked Mr. Britling.

"But why is there a famine?" asked Mr. Britling.

"Oh! it is!" she said.

"Oh! it is!" she said.

"But why?"

"Why though?"

"Faber understands," she said. "Of course it's Famine...."

"Faber gets it," she said. "Of course it's Famine...."

"And would you believe me," she went on, going back to Mrs. Britling, "that man Hickson stood behind his counter—where I've dealt with him for years, and refused absolutely to let me have more than a dozen tins of sardines. Refused! Point blank!

"And would you believe me," she continued, returning to Mrs. Britling, "that man Hickson stood behind his counter—where I've been dealing with him for years, and absolutely refused to let me have more than a dozen tins of sardines. Refused! Just like that!"

"I was there before nine, and even then Hickson's shop was crowded—crowded, my dear!"

"I was there before nine, and even then Hickson's shop was packed—packed, my dear!"

"What have you got?" said Mr. Britling with an inquiring movement towards the automobile.

"What do you have?" Mr. Britling asked, leaning towards the car.

She had got quite a lot. She had two sides of bacon, a case of sugar, bags of rice, eggs, a lot of flour.

She had quite a bit. She had two sides of bacon, a box of sugar, bags of rice, eggs, and a lot of flour.

"What are all these little packets?" said Mr. Britling.

"What are all these little packets?" Mr. Britling asked.

Mrs. Faber looked slightly abashed.

Mrs. Faber looked a bit embarrassed.

"Cerebos salt," she said. "One gets carried away a little. I just got hold of it and carried it out to the car. I thought we might have to salt things later."

"Cerebos salt," she said. "You can get a bit caught up in it. I just picked it up and took it to the car. I thought we might need to season things later."

"And the jars are pickles?" said Mr. Britling.

"And the jars are pickles?" Mr. Britling asked.

"Yes. But look at all my flour! That's what will go first...."

"Yeah. But check out all my flour! That's what will go first...."

The lady was a little flurried by Mr. Britling's too detailed examination of her haul. "What good is blacking?" he asked. She would not hear him. She felt he was trying to spoil her morning. She declared she must get on back to her home. "Don't say I didn't warn you," she said. "I've got no end of things to do. There's peas! I want to show cook how to bottle our peas. For this year—it's lucky, we've got no end of peas. I came by here just for the sake of telling you." And with that she presently departed—obviously ruffled by Mrs. Britling's lethargy and Mr. Britling's scepticism.

The lady was a bit flustered by Mr. Britling's overly detailed examination of her haul. "What’s the point of blacking?" he asked. She ignored him, feeling he was trying to ruin her morning. She insisted she needed to get back home. "Don’t say I didn't warn you," she said. "I have a million things to do. There are peas! I want to show the cook how to bottle our peas. Thankfully, this year we have tons of peas. I stopped by just to tell you." With that, she quickly left—clearly annoyed by Mrs. Britling's indifference and Mr. Britling's skepticism.

Mr. Britling watched her go off with a slowly rising indignation.

Mr. Britling watched her leave with a growing sense of anger.

"And that," he said, "is how England is going to war! Scrambling for food—at the very beginning."

"And that," he said, "is how England is going to war! Fighting over food—right at the start."

"I suppose she is anxious for the children," said Mrs. Britling.

"I guess she's worried about the kids," said Mrs. Britling.

"Blacking!"

"Blacking!"

"After all," said Mr. Britling, "if other people are doing that sort of thing—"

"After all," said Mr. Britling, "if other people are doing that kind of thing—"

"That's the idea of all panics. We've got not to do it.... The country hasn't even declared war yet! Hallo, here we are! Better late than never."

"That's the whole point of all panics. We shouldn't do it.... The country hasn't even declared war yet! Hey, here we are! Better late than never."

The head of the postman, bearing newspapers and letters, appeared gliding along the top of the hedge as he cycled down the road towards the Dower House corner.

The postman's head, holding newspapers and letters, showed up gliding over the top of the hedge as he rode his bike down the road toward the Dower House corner.


§ 3


England was not yet at war, but all the stars were marching to that end. It was as if an event so vast must needs take its time to happen. No doubt was left upon Mr. Britling's mind, though a whole-page advertisement in the Daily News, in enormous type and of mysterious origin, implored Great Britain not to play into the hands of Russia, Russia the Terrible, that bugbear of the sentimental Radicals. The news was wide and sweeping, and rather inaccurate. The Germans were said to be in Belgium and Holland, and they had seized English ships in the Kiel Canal. A moratorium had been proclaimed, and the reports of a food panic showed Mrs. Faber to be merely one example of a large class of excitable people.

England wasn't at war yet, but everything pointed toward that outcome. It was as if such a significant event needed the time to unfold. Mr. Britling had no doubt in his mind, even though a massive advertisement in the Daily News, written in huge letters and from an unknown source, begged Great Britain not to fall into Russia's traps, that dreadful Russia, a nightmare for the sentimental Radicals. The news was widespread and far-reaching, but mostly inaccurate. It was reported that the Germans had invaded Belgium and Holland, and they had taken British ships in the Kiel Canal. A moratorium had been announced, and the rising panic over food showed that Mrs. Faber was just one example of a larger group of easily excitable people.

Mr. Britling found the food panic disconcerting. It did not harmonise with his leading motif of the free people of the world rising against the intolerable burthen of militarism. It spoilt his picture....

Mr. Britling found the food panic unsettling. It didn’t fit with his main idea of the free people of the world standing up against the unbearable burden of militarism. It ruined his vision....

Mrs. Britling shared the paper with Mr. Britling, they stood by the bed of begonias near the cedar tree and read, and the air was full of the cheerful activities of the lawn-mower that was being drawn by a carefully booted horse across the hockey field.

Mrs. Britling read the paper with Mr. Britling; they stood by the bed of begonias next to the cedar tree, and the air was filled with the cheerful sounds of the lawnmower being pulled by a well-groomed horse across the hockey field.

Presently Hugh came flitting out of the house to hear what had happened. "One can't work somehow, with all these big things going on," he apologised. He secured the Daily News while his father and mother read The Times. The voices of the younger boys came from the shade of the trees; they had brought all their toy soldiers out of doors, and were making entrenched camps in the garden.

Right now, Hugh came darting out of the house to see what was going on. "It's hard to concentrate with all these big events happening," he said apologetically. He grabbed the Daily News while his parents were reading The Times. The younger boys were playing in the shade of the trees; they had taken all their toy soldiers outside and were setting up makeshift camps in the garden.

"The financial situation is an extraordinary one," said Mr. Britling, concentrating his attention.... "All sorts of staggering things may happen. In a social and economic system that has grown just anyhow.... Never been planned.... In a world full of Mrs. Fabers...."

"The financial situation is pretty extraordinary," Mr. Britling said, focusing his attention.... "All kinds of shocking things could happen. In a social and economic system that just evolved without any real planning.... In a world full of Mrs. Fabers...."

"Moratorium?" said Hugh over his Daily News. "In relation to debts and so on? Modern side you sent me to, Daddy. I live at hand to mouth in etymology. Mors and crematorium—do we burn our bills instead of paying them?"

"Moratorium?" Hugh said, looking up from his Daily News. "Are we talking about debts and stuff? The modern stuff you sent me to, Dad. I get by day to day with language. Mors and crematorium—are we just burning our bills instead of actually paying them?"

"Moratorium," reflected Mr. Britling; "Moratorium. What nonsense you talk! It's something that delays, of course. Nothing to do with death. Just a temporary stoppage of payments.... Of course there's bound to be a tremendous change in values...."

"Moratorium," Mr. Britling thought; "Moratorium. What nonsense you're talking! It's something that delays, obviously. It has nothing to do with death. Just a temporary halt on payments.... Of course, there’s definitely going to be a huge shift in values...."


§ 4


"There's bound to be a tremendous change in values."

"There's definitely going to be a huge shift in values."

On that text Mr. Britling's mind enlarged very rapidly. It produced a wonderful crop of possibilities before he got back to his study. He sat down to his desk, but he did not immediately take up his work. He had discovered something so revolutionary in his personal affairs that even the war issue remained for a time in suspense.

On that topic, Mr. Britling’s thoughts expanded quickly. He came up with an incredible range of possibilities before returning to his study. He sat down at his desk, but didn’t jump straight into his work. He had realized something so groundbreaking in his personal life that even the issue of the war was put on hold for a bit.

Tucked away in the back of Mr. Britling's consciousness was something that had not always been there, something warm and comforting that made life and his general thoughts about life much easier and pleasanter than they would otherwise have been, the sense of a neatly arranged investment list, a shrewdly and geographically distributed system of holdings in national loans, municipal investments, railway debentures, that had amounted altogether to rather over five-and-twenty thousand pounds; his and Mrs. Britling's, a joint accumulation. This was, so to speak, his economic viscera. It sustained him, and kept him going and comfortable. When all was well he did not feel its existence; he had merely a pleasant sense of general well-being. When here or there a security got a little disarranged he felt a vague discomfort. Now he became aware of grave disorders. It was as if he discovered he had been accidentally eating toadstools, and didn't quite know whether they weren't a highly poisonous sort. But an analogy may be carried too far....

Tucked away in the back of Mr. Britling's mind was something that hadn't always been there, something warm and comforting that made life and his overall thoughts about it much easier and more enjoyable than they would have otherwise been, the sense of a well-organized investment portfolio, a smartly and strategically distributed system of assets in government bonds, local investments, and railway debentures, which together totaled a little over twenty-five thousand pounds; his and Mrs. Britling's shared wealth. This was, in a sense, his economic backbone. It supported him and kept him comfortable. When everything was fine, he didn't even notice it; he just had a nice feeling of general well-being. Whenever a security got a little out of whack, he felt a slight discomfort. Now he was aware of serious issues. It was as if he realized he had been accidentally eating mushrooms, unsure whether they were the highly toxic kind. But you can stretch an analogy too far....

At any rate, when Mr. Britling got back to his writing-desk he was much too disturbed to resume "And Now War Ends."

At any rate, when Mr. Britling returned to his writing desk, he was far too unsettled to continue "And Now War Ends."

"There's bound to be a tremendous change in values!"

"There's definitely going to be a huge shift in values!"

He had never felt quite so sure as most people about the stability of the modern financial system. He did not, he felt, understand the working of this moratorium, or the peculiar advantage of prolonging the bank holidays. It meant, he supposed, a stoppage of payment all round, and a cutting off of the supply of ready money. And Hickson the grocer, according to Mrs. Faber, was already looking askance at cheques.

He had never felt as confident as most people about the stability of the modern financial system. He didn’t, he thought, fully understand how this pause in payments worked or the strange benefit of extending the bank holidays. It seemed to him like a halt to all payments and a freeze on the flow of cash. And Hickson the grocer, according to Mrs. Faber, was already suspicious of checks.

Even if the bank did reopen Mr. Britling was aware that his current balance was low; at the utmost it amounted to twenty or thirty pounds. He had been expecting cheques from his English and American publishers, and the usual Times cheque. Suppose these payments were intercepted!

Even if the bank did reopen, Mr. Britling knew that his current balance was low; at most, it was twenty or thirty pounds. He had been waiting for checks from his English and American publishers, along with the usual Times check. What if these payments got intercepted!

All these people might, so far as he could understand, stop payment under this moratorium! That hadn't at first occurred to him. But, of course, quite probably they might refuse to pay his account when it fell due.

All these people might, as far as he could tell, stop payment under this moratorium! That hadn't crossed his mind at first. But, of course, they could easily refuse to pay his bill when it was due.

And suppose The Times felt his peculiar vein of thoughtfulness unnecessary in these stirring days!

And what if The Times thought his unique perspective was irrelevant in these exciting times!

And then if the bank really did lock up his deposit account, and his securities became unsaleable!

And what if the bank actually locked his deposit account, and his stocks became impossible to sell!

Mr. Britling felt like an oyster that is invited to leave its shell....

Mr. Britling felt like an oyster being asked to leave its shell....

He sat back from his desk contemplating these things. His imagination made a weak attempt to picture a world in which credit has vanished and money is of doubtful value. He supposed a large number of people would just go on buying and selling at or near the old prices by force of habit.

He leaned back in his chair, thinking about all of this. His imagination made a feeble effort to envision a world where credit no longer existed and money was questionable in value. He figured that a lot of people would simply continue buying and selling at or around the old prices out of habit.

His mind and conscience made a valiant attempt to pick up "And Now War Ends" and go on with it, but before five minutes were out he was back at the thoughts of food panic and bankruptcy....

His mind and conscience made a brave effort to focus on "And Now War Ends" and continue reading, but within five minutes he was back to worrying about food shortages and bankruptcy...


§ 5


The conflict of interests at Mr. Britling's desk became unendurable. He felt he must settle the personal question first. He wandered out upon the lawn and smoked cigarettes.

The conflict of interests at Mr. Britling's desk became unbearable. He felt he had to resolve the personal issue first. He stepped out onto the lawn and smoked cigarettes.

His first conception of a great convergent movement of the nations to make a world peace and an end to militant Germany was being obscured by this second, entirely incompatible, vision of a world confused and disorganised. Mrs. Fabers in great multitudes hoarding provisions, riotous crowds attacking shops, moratorium, shut banks and waiting queues. Was it possible for the whole system to break down through a shock to its confidence? Without any sense of incongruity the dignified pacification of the planet had given place in his mind to these more intimate possibilities. He heard a rustle behind him, and turned to face his wife.

His initial idea of a massive movement among nations for world peace and an end to aggressive Germany was being overshadowed by this second, completely contradictory vision of a chaotic and disorganized world. Mrs. Fabers in huge numbers hoarding supplies, unruly crowds attacking stores, moratoriums, closed banks, and long lines. Was it possible for the entire system to collapse due to a blow to its confidence? Without feeling any sense of contradiction, the dignified calming of the planet had shifted in his mind to these more personal scenarios. He heard a rustle behind him and turned to face his wife.

"Do you think," she asked, "that there is any chance of a shortage of food?"

"Do you think," she asked, "that there's any chance of a food shortage?"

"If all the Mrs. Fabers in the world run and grab—"

"If all the Mrs. Fabers in the world run and grab—"

"Then every one must grab. I haven't much in the way of stores in the house."

"Then everyone has to take what they can. I don't have many supplies in the house."

"H'm," said Mr. Britling, and reflected.... "I don't think we must buy stores now."

"Hmm," said Mr. Britling, thinking it over.... "I don't believe we should buy supplies right now."

"But if we are short."

"But if we're short."

"It's the chances of war," said Mr. Britling.

"It's the risks of war," said Mr. Britling.

He reflected. "Those who join a panic make a panic. After all, there is just as much food in the world as there was last month. And short of burning it the only way of getting rid of it is to eat it. And the harvests are good. Why begin a scramble at a groaning board?"

He thought to himself, "People who jump into a panic create more panic. There’s just as much food in the world as there was last month. Unless we burn it, the only way to get rid of it is to eat it. And the harvests are great. So why start a scramble at a full table?"

"But people are scrambling! It would be awkward—with the children and everything—if we ran short."

"But people are scrambling! It would be awkward—with the kids and everything—if we ran short."

"We shan't. And anyhow, you mustn't begin hoarding, even if it means hardship."

"We won't. And anyway, you shouldn't start hoarding, even if it leads to difficulties."

"Yes. But you won't like it if suddenly there's no sugar for your tea."

"Yes. But you won't enjoy it if suddenly there's no sugar for your tea."

Mr. Britling ignored this personal application.

Mr. Britling brushed off this personal request.

"What is far more serious than a food shortage is the possibility of a money panic."

"What’s way more serious than a food shortage is the chance of a financial panic."

He paced the lawn with her and talked. He said that even now very few people realised the flimsiness of the credit system by which the modern world was sustained. It was a huge growth of confidence, due very largely to the uninquiring indolence of—everybody. It was sound so long as mankind did, on the whole, believe in it; give only a sufficient loss of faith and it might suffer any sort of collapse. It might vanish altogether—as the credit system vanished at the breaking up of Italy by the Goths—and leave us nothing but tangible things, real property, possession nine points of the law, and that sort of thing. Did she remember that last novel of Gissing's?—"Veranilda," it was called. It was a picture of the world when there was no wealth at all except what one could carry hidden or guarded about with one. That sort of thing came to the Roman Empire slowly, in the course of lifetimes, but nowadays we lived in a rapider world—with flimsier institutions. Nobody knew the strength or the weakness of credit; nobody knew whether even the present shock might not send it smashing down.... And then all the little life we had lived so far would roll away....

He walked around the lawn with her and talked. He mentioned that even now, very few people realized how fragile the credit system that supports the modern world actually is. It was a massive surge of confidence, largely due to everyone's unquestioning laziness. It was stable as long as people generally believed in it; just a significant loss of faith could trigger any kind of collapse. It could disappear completely—just like the credit system did when the Goths broke up Italy—and leave us with nothing but tangible assets, real estate, and that sort of thing. Did she remember that last novel by Gissing?—"Veranilda," that’s what it was called. It portrayed a world where the only wealth was what one could carry secretly or protect. That kind of situation took a long time to develop in the Roman Empire, but nowadays we live in a faster world—with more fragile systems. Nobody understands the true strength or weakness of credit; nobody knows if the current shock might not bring it all crashing down…. And then all the little life we’ve experienced so far would just vanish….

Mrs. Britling, he noted, glanced ever and again at her sunlit house—there were new sunblinds, and she had been happy in her choice of a colour—and listened with a sceptical expression to this disquisition.

Mrs. Britling, he noticed, kept looking at her sunlit house—there were new shades, and she had been pleased with her color choice—and listened with a doubtful look to this explanation.

"A few days ago," said Mr. Britling, trying to make things concrete for her, "you and I together were worth five-and-twenty thousand pounds. Now we don't know what we are worth; whether we have lost a thousand or ten thousand...."

"A few days ago," Mr. Britling said, trying to clarify things for her, "you and I were together worth twenty-five thousand pounds. Now we have no idea what we’re worth; whether we’ve lost a thousand or ten thousand...."

He examined his sovereign purse and announced he had six pounds. "What have you?"

He looked through his wallet and said he had six pounds. "What about you?"

She had about eighteen pounds in the house.

She had around eighteen dollars in the house.

"We may have to get along with that for an indefinite time."

"We might have to deal with that for an uncertain amount of time."

"But the bank will open again presently," she said. "And people about here trust us."

"But the bank will open again soon," she said. "And people around here trust us."

"Suppose they don't?"

"What if they don't?"

She did not trouble about the hypothesis. "And our investments will recover. They always do recover."

She didn't worry about the theory. "And our investments will bounce back. They always do bounce back."

"Everything may recover," he admitted. "But also nothing may recover. All this life of ours which has seemed so settled and secure—isn't secure. I have felt that we were fixed here and rooted—for all our lives. Suppose presently things sweep us out of it? It's a possibility we may have to face. I feel this morning as if two enormous gates had opened in our lives, like the gates that give upon an arena, gates giving on a darkness—through which anything might come. Even death. Suppose suddenly we were to see one of those great Zeppelins in the air, or hear the thunder of guns away towards the coast. And if a messenger came upon a bicycle telling us to leave everything and go inland...."

"Everything might bounce back," he conceded. "But also, nothing might bounce back. This life of ours that’s felt so stable and secure—it's not secure. I’ve thought we were firmly planted here, rooted for our entire lives. What if, suddenly, something sweeps us away from it? That's a possibility we might have to confront. This morning, I feel like two massive gates have swung open in our lives, like the gates that lead into an arena, gates opening into darkness—where anything might come through. Even death. What if we suddenly saw one of those huge Zeppelins in the sky, or heard the boom of cannons way over by the coast? And if a messenger showed up on a bike telling us to leave everything behind and head inland..."

"I see no reason why one should go out to meet things like that."

"I don’t see any reason to go out and face things like that."

"But there is no reason why one should not envisage them...."

"But there’s no reason why someone shouldn’t imagine them...."

"The curious thing," said Mr. Britling, pursuing his examination of the matter, "is that, looking at these things as one does now, as things quite possible, they are not nearly so terrifying and devastating to the mind as they would have seemed—last week. I believe I should load you all into Gladys and start off westward with a kind of exhilaration...."

"The interesting thing," said Mr. Britling, continuing his exploration of the topic, "is that when you consider these things as we do now, as entirely possible, they are not nearly as frightening and overwhelming to the mind as they would have seemed—just last week. I think I should pile you all into Gladys and set off westward with a sense of excitement...."

She looked at him as if she would speak, and said nothing. She suspected him of hating his home and affecting to care for it out of politeness to her....

She looked at him like she was about to say something, but didn't say a word. She thought he hated his home and pretended to care for it just to be polite to her....

"Perhaps mankind tries too much to settle down. Perhaps these stirrings up have to occur to save us from our disposition to stuffy comfort. There's the magic call of the unknown experience, of dangers and hardships. One wants to go. But unless some push comes one does not go. There is a spell that keeps one to the lair and the old familiar ways. Now I am afraid—and at the same time I feel that the spell is broken. The magic prison is suddenly all doors. You may call this ruin, bankruptcy, invasion, flight; they are doors out of habit and routine.... I have been doing nothing for so long, except idle things and discursive things."

"Maybe humanity tries too hard to settle down. Maybe these urges to shake things up are necessary to keep us from becoming too comfortable. There’s a thrilling lure of new experiences, of dangers and challenges. You feel the urge to go. But unless something pushes you, you don’t move. There’s a hold that keeps you stuck in your cozy, familiar routines. Now I’m scared—and at the same time, I sense that hold is gone. The once magical prison is suddenly wide open. You can call this destruction, failure, invasion, escape; they’re all ways out of habit and routine.... I’ve been doing nothing for so long, except trivial things and aimless distractions."

"I thought that you managed to be happy here. You have done a lot of work."

"I thought you were able to find happiness here. You’ve done a lot of work."

"Writing is recording, not living. But now I feel suddenly that we are living intensely. It is as if the whole quality of life was changing. There are such times. There are times when the spirit of life changes altogether. The old world knew that better than we do. It made a distinction between weekdays and Sabbaths, and between feasts and fasts and days of devotion. That is just what has happened now. Week-day rules must be put aside. Before—oh! three days ago, competition was fair, it was fair and tolerable to get the best food one could and hold on to one's own. But that isn't right now. War makes a Sabbath, and we shut the shops. The banks are shut, and the world still feels as though Sunday was keeping on...."

"Writing is just documenting, not truly living. But now I suddenly feel like we’re really living intensely. It's as if the entire quality of life is changing. There are moments like this. There are times when the spirit of life shifts completely. The old world understood this better than we do. It recognized the difference between weekdays and Sundays, and between celebrations and times of fasting and devotion. That's exactly what's happening now. We need to set aside weekday rules. Just three days ago, competition seemed fair; it was fair and acceptable to get the best food you could and cling to what you had. But that's not right anymore. War turns everything into a Sunday, and we shut the stores. The banks are closed, and the world still feels like it's in a perpetual Sunday..."

He saw his own way clear.

He saw his path ahead clearly.

"The scale has altered. It does not matter now in the least if we are ruined. It does not matter in the least if we have to live upon potatoes and run into debt for our rent. These now are the most incidental of things. A week ago they would have been of the first importance. Here we are face to face with the greatest catastrophe and the greatest opportunity in history. We have to plunge through catastrophe to opportunity. There is nothing to be done now in the whole world except to get the best out of this tremendous fusing up of all the settled things of life." He had got what he wanted. He left her standing upon the lawn and hurried back to his desk....

"The situation has changed. It doesn't matter at all if we end up broke. It doesn’t matter in the slightest if we have to live on potatoes and go into debt for our rent. These are now the least important things. Just a week ago, they would’ve been everything. Now, we’re confronted with the biggest disaster and the greatest chance in history. We have to push through the disaster to reach the opportunity. There’s nothing else to do in the world right now except make the most of this massive upheaval of everything we once knew. He got what he wanted. He left her standing on the lawn and rushed back to his desk..."


§ 6


When Mr. Britling, after a strenuous morning among high ideals, descended for lunch, he found Mr. Lawrence Carmine had come over to join him at that meal. Mr. Carmine was standing in the hall with his legs very wide apart reading The Times for the fourth time. "I can do no work," he said, turning round. "I can't fix my mind. I suppose we are going to war. I'd got so used to the war with Germany that I never imagined it would happen. Gods! what a bore it will be.... And Maxse and all those scaremongers cock-a-hoop and 'I told you so.' Damn these Germans!"

When Mr. Britling came down for lunch after a busy morning of lofty ideals, he found that Mr. Lawrence Carmine had come over to join him. Mr. Carmine was standing in the hallway with his legs spread wide, reading The Times for the fourth time. "I can't get any work done," he said as he turned around. "I can't focus. I guess we’re heading for war. I had gotten so used to the war with Germany that I never thought it would actually happen. God, what a drag it’s going to be... And Maxse and all those alarmists will be celebrating and saying 'I told you so.' Damn these Germans!"

He looked despondent and worried. He followed Mr. Britling towards the dining-room with his hands deep in his pockets.

He looked downcast and anxious. He followed Mr. Britling toward the dining room with his hands shoved deep in his pockets.

"It's going to be a tremendous thing," he said, after he had greeted Mrs. Britling and Hugh and Aunt Wilshire and Teddy, and seated himself at Mr. Britling's hospitable board. "It's going to upset everything. We don't begin to imagine all the mischief it is going to do."

"It's going to be a huge deal," he said, after he had greeted Mrs. Britling, Hugh, Aunt Wilshire, and Teddy, and taken a seat at Mr. Britling's welcoming table. "It's going to turn everything upside down. We can't even begin to imagine all the trouble it's going to cause."

Mr. Britling was full of the heady draught of liberal optimism he had been brewing upstairs. "I am not sorry I have lived to see this war," he said. "It may be a tremendous catastrophe in one sense, but in another it is a huge step forward in human life. It is the end of forty years of evil suspense. It is crisis and solution."

Mr. Britling was energized by the powerful brew of optimistic ideas he had been concocting upstairs. "I don't regret living to witness this war," he said. "It might be a massive disaster in one way, but in another, it's a significant step forward for humanity. It marks the end of forty years of painful uncertainty. It’s a crisis that leads to a solution."

"I wish I could see it like that," said Mr. Carmine.

"I wish I could see it that way," said Mr. Carmine.

"It is like a thaw—everything has been in a frozen confusion since that Jew-German Treaty of Berlin. And since 1871."

"It feels like a thaw—everything has been stuck in a frozen chaos since that German-Jew Treaty of Berlin. And since 1871."

"Why not since Schleswig-Holstein?" said Mr. Carmine.

"Why not since Schleswig-Holstein?" Mr. Carmine said.

"Why not? Or since the Treaty of Vienna?"

"Why not? Or since the Vienna Treaty?"

"Or since—One might go back."

"Or since—One could go back."

"To the Roman Empire," said Hugh.

"To the Roman Empire," said Hugh.

"To the first conquest of all," said Teddy....

"To the first conquest of all," said Teddy....

"I couldn't work this morning," said Hugh. "I have been reading in the Encyclopædia about races and religions in the Balkans.... It's very mixed."

"I couldn't work this morning," Hugh said. "I've been reading in the encyclopedia about the races and religions in the Balkans... It's really diverse."

"So long as it could only be dealt with piecemeal," said Mr. Britling. "And that is just where the tremendous opportunity of this war comes in. Now everything becomes fluid. We can redraw the map of the world. A week ago we were all quarrelling bitterly about things too little for human impatience. Now suddenly we face an epoch. This is an epoch. The world is plastic for men to do what they will with it. This is the end and the beginning of an age. This is something far greater than the French Revolution or the Reformation.... And we live in it...."

"So long as it could only be dealt with in bits and pieces," said Mr. Britling. "And that’s exactly where the incredible opportunity of this war comes into play. Now everything is in flux. We can redraw the map of the world. A week ago, we were all fighting bitterly over things too small for human impatience. Now, suddenly, we’re facing a new era. This is an era. The world is moldable for people to shape as they wish. This is both the end and the beginning of a time. This is something much bigger than the French Revolution or the Reformation... And we are living in it..."

He paused impressively.

He paused dramatically.

"I wonder what will happen to Albania?" said Hugh, but his comment was disregarded.

"I wonder what will happen to Albania?" said Hugh, but no one paid attention to his comment.

"War makes men bitter and narrow," said Mr. Carmine.

"War makes men resentful and closed-minded," said Mr. Carmine.

"War narrowly conceived," said Mr. Britling. "But this is an indignant and generous war."

"War seen in a limited way," said Mr. Britling. "But this is a passionate and noble war."

They speculated about the possible intervention of the United States. Mr. Britling thought that the attack on Belgium demanded the intervention of every civilised power, that all the best instincts of America would be for intervention. "The more," he said, "the quicker."

They speculated about the possible involvement of the United States. Mr. Britling believed that the attack on Belgium called for the intervention of every civilized nation, and that all the best instincts of America would support intervention. "The more," he said, "the sooner."

"It would be strange if the last power left out to mediate were to be China," said Mr. Carmine. "The one people in the world who really believe in peace.... I wish I had your confidence, Britling."

"It would be odd if the last country left to mediate was China," said Mr. Carmine. "The only people in the world who truly believe in peace.... I wish I had your confidence, Britling."

For a time they contemplated a sort of Grand Inquest on Germany and militarism, presided over by the Wisdom of the East. Militarism was, as it were, to be buried as a suicide at four cross-roads, with a stake through its body to prevent any untimely resuscitation.

For a while, they considered holding a major investigation into Germany and militarism, led by the Wisdom of the East. Militarism was supposed to be buried like a suicide at four crossroads, with a stake through its body to keep it from coming back to life too soon.


§ 7


Mr. Britling was in a phase of imaginative release. Such a release was one of the first effects of the war upon many educated minds. Things that had seemed solid forever were visibly in flux; things that had seemed stone were alive. Every boundary, every government, was seen for the provisional thing it was. He talked of his World Congress meeting year by year, until it ceased to be a speculation and became a mere intelligent anticipation; he talked of the "manifest necessity" of a Supreme Court for the world. He beheld that vision at the Hague, but Mr. Carmine preferred Delhi or Samarkand or Alexandria or Nankin. "Let us get away from the delusion of Europe anyhow," said Mr. Carmine....

Mr. Britling was experiencing a burst of creativity. This kind of release was one of the first impacts of the war on many educated people. Things that had seemed stable forever were clearly changing; things that had seemed solid were now vibrant and alive. Every boundary, every government, was recognized as the temporary construct it was. He spoke about his World Congress meeting year after year, until it transformed from a mere idea into an expected reality; he discussed the "urgent need" for a Supreme Court for the world. He envisioned it taking place in The Hague, but Mr. Carmine preferred locations like Delhi, Samarkand, Alexandria, or Nanking. "Let's escape the illusion of Europe for once," said Mr. Carmine.

As Mr. Britling had sat at his desk that morning and surveyed the stupendous vistas of possibility that war was opening, the catastrophe had taken on a more and more beneficial quality. "I suppose that it is only through such crises as these that the world can reconstruct itself," I said. And, on the whole that afternoon he was disposed to hope that the great military machine would not smash itself too easily. "We want the nations to feel the need of one another," he said. "Too brief a campaign might lead to a squabble for plunder. The Englishman has to learn his dependence on the Irishman, the Russian has to be taught the value of education and the friendship of the Pole.... Europe will now have to look to Asia, and recognise that Indians and Chinamem are also 'white.'... But these lessons require time and stresses if they are to be learnt properly...."

As Mr. Britling sat at his desk that morning and looked over the vast possibilities that war was creating, the disaster began to seem increasingly beneficial. "I guess it's only through crises like this that the world can rebuild itself," I said. And overall, that afternoon he felt hopeful that the massive military machine wouldn't collapse too easily. "We want the nations to realize they need each other," he said. "A short campaign might lead to a fight over loot. The Englishman needs to understand his dependence on the Irishman, the Russian needs to learn the importance of education and the friendship of the Pole... Europe will now need to pay attention to Asia and acknowledge that Indians and Chinese are also 'white.'... But these lessons need time and challenges to be learned properly...."

They discussed the possible duration of the war.

They talked about how long the war might last.

Mr. Carmine thought it would be a long struggle; Mr. Britling thought that the Russians would be in Berlin by the next May. He was afraid they might get there before the end of the year. He thought that the Germans would beat out their strength upon the French and Belgian lines, and never be free to turn upon the Russian at all. He was sure they had underrated the strength and energy of the French and of ourselves. "The Russians meanwhile," he said, "will come on, slowly, steadily, inevitably...."

Mr. Carmine believed it would be a long struggle; Mr. Britling thought the Russians would reach Berlin by next May. He worried they might get there before the year ended. He believed the Germans would exhaust their strength on the French and Belgian fronts and would never have the chance to focus on the Russians. He was convinced they had underestimated the strength and resolve of the French and ourselves. "Meanwhile," he said, "the Russians will advance, slowly, steadily, inevitably...."


§ 8


That day of vast anticipations drew out into the afternoon. It was a day—obsessed. It was the precursor of a relentless series of doomed and fettered days. There was a sense of enormous occurrences going on just out of sound and sight—behind the mask of Essex peacefulness. From this there was no escape. It made all other interests fitful. Games of Badminton were begun and abruptly truncated by the arrival of the evening papers; conversations started upon any topic whatever returned to the war by the third and fourth remark....

That day filled with high expectations stretched into the afternoon. It was a day—haunted. It marked the start of an unending series of trapped and cursed days. There was a feeling that major events were happening just beyond what we could hear or see—behind the façade of Essex tranquility. There was no way to avoid it. It made everything else feel restless. Badminton games were started and suddenly cut short by the arrival of the evening papers; conversations on any topic quickly turned back to the war by the third or fourth remark....

After lunch Mr. Britling and Mr. Carmine went on talking. Nothing else was possible. They repeated things they had already said. They went into things more thoroughly. They sat still for a time, and then suddenly broke out with some new consideration....

After lunch, Mr. Britling and Mr. Carmine kept talking. Nothing else seemed possible. They repeated things they had already said. They explored things in more depth. They sat quietly for a while, and then suddenly launched into some new topic...

It had been their custom to play skat with Herr Heinrich, who had shown them the game very explicitly and thoroughly. But there was no longer any Herr Heinrich—and somehow German games were already out of fashion. The two philosophers admitted that they had already considered skat to be complicated without subtlety, and that its chief delight for them had been the pink earnestness of Herr Heinrich, his inability to grasp their complete but tacit comprehension of its innocent strategy, and his invariable ill-success to bring off the coups that flashed before his imagination.

It used to be their tradition to play skat with Mr. Heinrich, who had taught them the game in great detail. But Mr. Heinrich was no longer around—and it seemed that German games were already out of style. The two philosophers confessed that they had found skat to be complicated and lacking in nuance, and their main enjoyment had come from Mr. Heinrich's serious dedication, his failure to realize that they fully but silently understood its simple strategy, and his constant inability to pull off the moves that sparkled in his imagination.

He would survey the destructive counter-stroke with unconcealed surprise. He would verify his first impression by craning towards it and adjusting his glasses on his nose. He had a characteristic way of doing this with one stiff finger on either side of his sturdy nose.

He would look at the destructive counter-attack with clear surprise. He would confirm his initial impression by leaning in and adjusting his glasses on his nose. He had a distinct way of doing this with one stiff finger on each side of his strong nose.

"It is very fortunate for you that you have played that card," he would say, growing pinker and pinker with hasty cerebration. "Or else—yes"—a glance at his own cards—"it would have been altogether bad for you. I had taken only a very small risk.... Now I must—"

"It’s really lucky for you that you played that card," he would say, getting pinker and pinker from quick thinking. "Otherwise—yes"—a look at his own cards—"it would have been completely bad for you. I had taken just a tiny risk... Now I must—"

He would reconsider his hand.

He would rethink his decision.

"Zo!" he would say, dashing down a card....

"Zo!" he would say, rushing down a card....

Well, he had gone and skat had gone. A countless multitude of such links were snapping that day between hundreds of thousands of English and German homes.

Well, he had left and skat had left. A countless number of connections were breaking that day between hundreds of thousands of English and German homes.


§ 9


The imminence of war produced a peculiar exaltation in Aunt Wilshire. She developed a point of view that was entirely her own.

The looming threat of war created a strange excitement in Aunt Wilshire. She formed a perspective that was entirely her own.

It was Mr. Britling's habit, a habit he had set himself to acquire after much irritating experience, to disregard Aunt Wilshire. She was not, strictly speaking, his aunt; she was one of those distant cousins we find already woven into our lives when we attain to years of responsibility. She had been a presence in his father's household when Mr. Britling was a boy. Then she had been called "Jane," or "Cousin Jane," or "Your cousin Wilshire." It had been a kindly freak of Mr. Britling's to promote her to Aunty rank.

It was Mr. Britling's habit, a habit he worked hard to develop after many frustrating experiences, to ignore Aunt Wilshire. She wasn't technically his aunt; she was one of those distant cousins that somehow become part of our lives as we grow up. She had been a fixture in his father's home when Mr. Britling was a child. Back then, she was referred to as "Jane," or "Cousin Jane," or "Your cousin Wilshire." It had been a kind gesture from Mr. Britling to elevate her to the status of "Aunty."

She eked out a small inheritance by staying with relatives. Mr. Britling's earlier memories presented her as a slender young woman of thirty, with a nose upon which small boys were forbidden to comment. Yet she commented upon it herself, and called his attention to its marked resemblance to that of the great Duke of Wellington. "He was, I am told," said Cousin Wilshire to the attentive youth, "a great friend of your great-grandmother's. At any rate, they were contemporaries. Since then this nose has been in the family. He would have been the last to draw a veil over it, but other times, other manners. 'Publish,' he said, 'and be damned.'"

She managed to get by on a small inheritance while living with relatives. Mr. Britling's earlier memories showed her as a slim young woman of thirty, with a nose that small boys were not allowed to comment on. Yet she commented on it herself and pointed out its strong resemblance to that of the great Duke of Wellington. "He was, I’ve heard," said Cousin Wilshire to the attentive young man, "a close friend of your great-grandmother’s. At any rate, they were of the same era. Since then, this nose has been passed down in the family. He would have been the last to hide it, but times change. 'Publish,' he said, 'and be damned.'"

She had a knack of exasperating Mr. Britling's father, a knack which to a less marked degree she also possessed in relation to the son. But Mr. Britling senior never acquired the art of disregarding her. Her method—if one may call the natural expression of a personality a method—was an invincibly superior knowledge, a firm and ill-concealed belief that all statements made in her hearing were wrong and most of them absurd, and a manner calm, assured, restrained. She may have been born with it; it is on record that at the age of ten she was pronounced a singularly trying child. She may have been born with the air of thinking the doctor a muff and knowing how to manage all this business better. Mr. Britling had known her only in her ripeness. As a boy, he had enjoyed her confidences—about other people and the general neglect of her advice. He grew up rather to like her—most people rather liked her—and to attach a certain importance to her unattainable approval. She was sometimes kind, she was frequently absurd....

She had a talent for exasperating Mr. Britling's father, a talent that she also had to a lesser extent with the son. But Mr. Britling Sr. never learned to ignore her. Her approach—if you can even call the natural expression of a personality an approach—was an unshakeable conviction that all statements made in her presence were incorrect and that most of them were silly, combined with a calm, confident, and composed demeanor. She might have been born this way; it’s noted that at the age of ten, she was labeled a particularly challenging child. She seemed to have an air of thinking the doctor was clueless and that she could handle everything better. Mr. Britling had only known her in her later years. As a boy, he appreciated her insights—about other people and the general disregard for her advice. He grew to like her—most people found her likable—and to place a certain significance on her elusive approval. She could be kind at times, but she was often absurd...

With very little children she was quite wise and Jolly....

With young children, she was quite wise and cheerful...

So she circulated about a number of houses which at any rate always welcomed her coming. In the opening days of each visit she performed marvels of tact, and set a watch upon her lips. Then the demons of controversy and dignity would get the better of her. She would begin to correct, quietly but firmly, she would begin to disapprove of the tone and quality of her treatment. It was quite common for her visit to terminate in speechless rage both on the side of host and of visitor. The remarkable thing was that this speechless rage never endured. Though she could exasperate she could never offend. Always after an interval during which she was never mentioned, people began to wonder how Cousin Jane was getting on.... A tentative correspondence would begin, leading slowly up to a fresh invitation.

So she moved around to a few houses that always welcomed her. In the early days of each visit, she was incredibly tactful and kept her opinions to herself. But soon, the urge to debate and uphold her dignity would take over. She would start to correct, quietly but firmly, disapproving of the tone and quality of her treatment. It was pretty common for her visits to end in silent anger on both sides, host and visitor alike. The interesting thing was that this silent anger never lasted. Although she could irritate people, she could never truly offend them. After a while, when no one mentioned her, people would start to wonder how Cousin Jane was doing... A tentative exchange of letters would begin, slowly leading to a new invitation.

She spent more time in Mr. Britling's house than in any other. There was a legend that she had "drawn out" his mind, and that she had "stood up" for him against his father. She had certainly contradicted quite a number of those unfavourable comments that fathers are wont to make about their sons. Though certainly she contradicted everything. And Mr. Britling hated to think of her knocking about alone in boarding-houses and hydropathic establishments with only the most casual chances for contradiction.

She spent more time at Mr. Britling's house than anywhere else. There was a rumor that she had “brought out” his thoughts and that she had “stood up” for him against his father. She definitely challenged several of the negative things that fathers often say about their sons. In fact, she contradicted everything. Mr. Britling couldn't stand the thought of her wandering alone in boarding houses and wellness resorts with only the most casual opportunities to speak up.

Moreover, he liked to see her casting her eye over the morning paper. She did it with a manner as though she thought the terrestrial globe a great fool, and quite beyond the reach of advice. And as though she understood and was rather amused at the way in which the newspaper people tried to keep back the real facts of the case from her.

Moreover, he enjoyed watching her glance through the morning paper. She did it in a way that suggested she believed the world was quite foolish and well beyond any advice. It seemed like she understood and found some humor in how the newspaper people attempted to hide the real details from her.

And now she was scornfully entertained at the behaviour of everybody in the war crisis.

And now she was mockingly amused by everyone's behavior during the war crisis.

She confided various secrets of state to the elder of the younger Britlings—preferably when his father was within earshot.

She shared various state secrets with the older of the younger Britlings—preferably when his father was nearby.

"None of these things they are saying about the war," she said, "really matter in the slightest degree. It is all about a spoilt carpet and nothing else in the world—a madman and a spoilt carpet. If people had paid the slightest attention to common sense none of this war would have happened. The thing was perfectly well known. He was a delicate child, difficult to rear and given to screaming fits. Consequently he was never crossed, allowed to do everything. Nobody but his grandmother had the slightest influence with him. And she prevented him spoiling this carpet as completely as he wished to do. The story is perfectly well known. It was at Windsor—at the age of eight. After that he had but one thought: war with England....

"None of the things they're saying about the war," she said, "really matter at all. It’s all about a spoiled carpet and nothing else in the world—just a madman and a spoiled carpet. If people had paid even a little attention to common sense, none of this war would have happened. The situation was perfectly clear. He was a sensitive child, hard to raise and prone to tantrums. So, he was never told no and allowed to do whatever he wanted. Nobody but his grandmother had any real influence over him. And she stopped him from ruining this carpet as much as he wanted to. The story is well-known. It happened at Windsor—when he was eight. After that, he only thought about one thing: war with England..."

"Everybody seemed surprised," she said suddenly at tea to Mr. Carmine. "I at least am not surprised. I am only surprised it did not come sooner. If any one had asked me I could have told them, three years, five years ago."

"Everyone seemed shocked," she said suddenly at tea to Mr. Carmine. "I, for one, am not surprised. I’m just surprised it didn't happen sooner. If anyone had asked me, I could have told them, three years, five years ago."

The day was one of flying rumours, Germany was said to have declared war on Italy, and to have invaded Holland as well as Belgium.

The day was filled with rumors flying around; it was said that Germany had declared war on Italy and invaded both Holland and Belgium.

"They'll declare war against the moon next!" said Aunt Wilshire.

"They'll declare war on the moon next!" said Aunt Wilshire.

"And send a lot of Zeppelins," said the smallest boy. "Herr Heinrich told us they can fly thousands of miles."

"And send a bunch of Zeppelins," said the smallest boy. "Mr. Heinrich told us they can fly thousands of miles."

"He will go on declaring war until there is nothing left to declare war against. That is exactly what he has always done. Once started he cannot desist. Often he has had to be removed from the dinner-table for fear of injury. Now, it is ultimatums."

"He will keep declaring war until there's nothing left to declare war on. That’s exactly what he’s always done. Once he starts, he can’t stop. Many times, he has had to be taken away from the dinner table to avoid causing harm. Now, it’s ultimatums."

She was much pleased by a headline in the Daily Express that streamed right across the page: "The Mad Dog of Europe." Nothing else, she said, had come so near her feelings about the war.

She was very pleased by a headline in the Daily Express that ran across the entire page: "The Mad Dog of Europe." Nothing else, she said, had come as close to her feelings about the war.

"Mark my words," said Aunt Wilshire in her most impressive tones. "He is insane. It will be proved to be so. He will end his days in an asylum—as a lunatic. I have felt it myself for years and said so in private.... Knowing what I did.... To such friends as I could trust not to misunderstand me.... Now at least I can speak out.

"Listen to me," said Aunt Wilshire in her most serious tone. "He's crazy. It'll be proven. He'll spend the rest of his life in a mental institution—as a madman. I've sensed it for years and have said so to a few close friends I could trust not to misinterpret me. Now I can finally speak up."

"With his moustaches turned up!" exclaimed Aunt Wilshire after an interval of accumulation.... "They say he has completely lost the use of the joint in his left arm, he carries it stiff like a Punch and Judy—and he wants to conquer Europe.... While his grandmother lived there was some one to keep him in order. He stood in Awe of her. He hated her, but he did not dare defy her. Even his uncle had some influence. Now, nothing restrains him.

"With his mustache curled up!" Aunt Wilshire exclaimed after a moment of buildup.... "They say he has completely lost the use of the joint in his left arm; he carries it stiff like a Punch and Judy puppet—and he wants to conquer Europe.... When his grandmother was alive, there was someone to keep him in check. He was in awe of her. He hated her, but he didn’t dare challenge her. Even his uncle had some influence. Now, nothing holds him back.

"A double-headed mad dog," said Aunt Wilshire. "Him and his eagles!... A man like that ought never to have been allowed to make a war.... Not even a little war.... If he had been put under restraint when I said so, none of these things would have happened. But, of course I am nobody.... It was not considered worth attending to."

"A double-headed crazy dog," said Aunt Wilshire. "Him and his eagles!... A man like that should never have been allowed to start a war.... Not even a small one.... If he had been kept in check when I suggested it, none of this would have happened. But, of course, I'm nobody.... It wasn't seen as something worth paying attention to."


§ 10


One remarkable aspect of the English attitude towards the war was the disposition to treat it as a monstrous joke. It is a disposition traceable in a vast proportion of the British literature of the time. In spite of violence, cruelty, injustice, and the vast destruction and still vaster dangers of the struggles, that disposition held. The English mind refused flatly to see anything magnificent or terrible in the German attack, or to regard the German Emperor or the Crown Prince as anything more than figures of fun. From first to last their conception of the enemy was an overstrenuous, foolish man, red with effort, with protruding eyes and a forced frightfulness of demeanour. That he might be tremendously lethal did not in the least obscure the fact that he was essentially ridiculous. And if as the war went on the joke grew grimmer, still it remained a joke. The German might make a desert of the world; that could not alter the British conviction that he was making a fool of himself.

One striking aspect of the British attitude towards the war was the tendency to see it as a huge joke. This attitude can be found throughout a large portion of the British literature from that time. Despite the violence, cruelty, injustice, and the immense destruction—and even greater dangers—of the conflict, this attitude persisted. The British mindset refused to acknowledge anything grand or terrifying about the German attack, viewing the German Emperor and the Crown Prince as little more than objects of ridicule. From beginning to end, their perception of the enemy was that of a hyperactive, foolish man, flushed with effort, with bulging eyes and a forced sense of terror. The fact that he could be extremely deadly didn’t change the reality that he was fundamentally laughable. And even as the war progressed and the joke became darker, it remained a joke. The Germans might turn the world into a wasteland; that wouldn’t change the British belief that he was only embarrassing himself.

And this disposition kept coming to the surface throughout the afternoon, now in a casual allusion, now in some deliberate jest. The small boys had discovered the goose step, and it filled their little souls with amazement and delight. That human beings should consent to those ridiculous paces seemed to them almost incredibly funny. They tried it themselves, and then set out upon a goose-step propaganda. Letty and Cissie had come up to the Dower House for tea and news, and they were enrolled with Teddy and Hugh. The six of them, chuckling and swaying, marched, in vast scissor strides across the lawn. "Left," cried Hugh. "Left."

And this attitude kept surfacing throughout the afternoon, sometimes in a casual reference, sometimes in a more deliberate joke. The little boys had discovered the goose step, and it filled them with wonder and joy. They found it almost hilariously funny that people would agree to those silly movements. They tried it out themselves and then started promoting the goose step. Letty and Cissie had come to the Dower House for tea and updates, and they joined Teddy and Hugh. The six of them, giggling and swaying, marched in big scissor strides across the lawn. "Left," shouted Hugh. "Left."

"Toes out more," said Mr. Lawrence Carmine.

"Toes out more," said Mr. Carmine.

"Keep stiffer," said the youngest Britling.

"Stay stiff," said the youngest Britling.

"Watch the Zeppelins and look proud," said Hugh. "With the chest out. Zo!"

"Watch the Zeppelins and hold your head high," said Hugh. "With your chest out. Zo!"

Mrs. Britling was so much amused that she went in for her camera, and took a snapshot of the detachment. It was a very successful snapshot, and a year later Mr. Britling was to find a print of it among his papers, and recall the sunshine and the merriment....

Mrs. Britling was so amused that she went to get her camera and took a snapshot of the group. It turned out to be a great shot, and a year later, Mr. Britling would find a print of it among his papers and remember the sunshine and the laughter...


§ 11


That night brought the British declaration of war against Germany. To nearly every Englishman that came as a matter of course, and it is one of the most wonderful facts in history that the Germans were surprised by it. When Mr. Britling, as a sample Englishman, had said that there would never be war between Germany and England, he had always meant that it was inconceivable to him that Germany should ever attack Belgium or France. If Germany had been content to fight a merely defensive war upon her western frontier and let Belgium alone, there would scarcely have been such a thing as a war party in Great Britain. But the attack upon Belgium, the westward thrust, made the whole nation flame unanimously into war. It settled a question that was in open debate up to the very outbreak of the conflict. Up to the last the English had cherished the idea that in Germany, just as in England, the mass of people were kindly, pacific, and detached. That had been the English mistake. Germany was really and truly what Germany had been professing to be for forty years, a War State. With a sigh—and a long-forgotten thrill—England roused herself to fight. Even now she still roused herself sluggishly. It was going to be an immense thing, but just how immense it was going to be no one in England had yet imagined.

That night marked the British declaration of war against Germany. For nearly every Englishman, this seemed inevitable, and it’s one of the most astonishing facts in history that the Germans were caught off guard by it. When Mr. Britling, reflecting the views of a typical Englishman, claimed that there would never be a war between Germany and England, he truly believed it was unimaginable that Germany would ever attack Belgium or France. If Germany had been content to engage in a purely defensive war along its western border and left Belgium alone, there would likely not have been a war party in Great Britain at all. However, the attack on Belgium, the push westward, ignited the entire nation into unanimous support for war. It resolved a question that had been actively discussed right up to the outbreak of the conflict. Until the very end, the English had held onto the belief that in Germany, just like in England, the majority of the people were kind, peaceful, and indifferent. That had been the English misconception. Germany was genuinely and truly what it had been claiming to be for forty years: a War State. With a sigh—and a long-forgotten thrill—England awakened to fight. Even then, she stirred sluggishly. It was going to be a massive undertaking, but no one in England had yet grasped just how massive it would become.

Countless men that day whom Fate had marked for death and wounds stared open-mouthed at the news, and smiled with the excitement of the headlines, not dreaming that any of these things would come within three hundred miles of them. What was war to Matching's Easy—to all the Matching's Easies great and small that make up England? The last home that was ever burnt by an enemy within a hundred miles of Matching's Easy was burnt by the Danes rather more than a thousand years ago.... And the last trace of those particular Danes in England were certain horny scraps of indurated skin under the heads of the nails in the door of St. Clement Danes in London....

Countless men that day, marked by Fate for death and injury, stared wide-eyed at the news and smiled with excitement at the headlines, not imagining that any of it would come within three hundred miles of them. What did war mean to Matching's Easy—to all the Matching's Easies, big and small, that make up England? The last home ever burned by an enemy within a hundred miles of Matching's Easy was set aflame by the Danes over a thousand years ago... And the last evidence of those particular Danes in England was some tough scraps of hardened skin under the nails of the door of St. Clement Danes in London...

Now again, England was to fight in a war which was to light fires in England and bring death to English people on English soil. There were inconceivable ideas in August, 1914. Such things must happen before they can be comprehended as possible.

Now once more, England was about to engage in a war that would set fires in England and bring death to English people on their own land. In August 1914, there were unimaginable ideas. Such things have to happen before they can be understood as possible.


§ 12


This story is essentially the history of the opening and of the realisation of the Great War as it happened to one small group of people in Essex, and more particularly as it happened to one human brain. It came at first to all these people in a spectacular manner, as a thing happening dramatically and internationally, as a show, as something in the newspapers, something in the character of an historical epoch rather than a personal experience; only by slow degrees did it and its consequences invade the common texture of English life. If this story could be represented by sketches or pictures the central figure would be Mr. Britling, now sitting at his desk by day or by night and writing first at his tract "And Now War Ends" and then at other things, now walking about his garden or in Claverings park or going to and fro in London, in his club reading the ticker or in his hall reading the newspaper, with ideas and impressions continually clustering, expanding, developing more and more abundantly in his mind, arranging themselves, reacting upon one another, building themselves into generalisations and conclusions....

This story is basically the history of the beginning and unfolding of the Great War as experienced by a small group of people in Essex, particularly through the perspective of one individual. At first, it felt to everyone as a dramatic, international event, more like a show or something one would read about in the newspapers, representing an era in history rather than a personal experience; only gradually did it and its effects seep into everyday English life. If this story could be illustrated with sketches or images, the main character would be Mr. Britling, who now sits at his desk day and night, first writing his piece "And Now War Ends" and then working on other topics. He walks around his garden, strolls through Claverings Park, or moves about London, spending time at his club reading the ticker or in his hallway reading the newspaper, with ideas and impressions constantly forming, expanding, and developing abundantly in his mind, organizing themselves, interacting with one another, and evolving into generalizations and conclusions...

All Mr. Britling's mental existence was soon threaded on the war. His more or less weekly Times leader became dissertations upon the German point of view; his reviews of books and Literary Supplement articles were all oriented more and more exactly to that one supreme fact....

All Mr. Britling's thoughts were soon focused on the war. His weekly articles in the Times turned into essays about the German perspective; his book reviews and articles in the Literary Supplement increasingly centered around that one important fact....

It was rare that he really seemed to be seeing the war; few people saw it; for most of the world it came as an illimitable multitude of incoherent, loud, and confusing impressions. But all the time he was at least doing his utmost to see the war, to simplify it and extract the essence of it until it could be apprehended as something epic and explicable, as a stateable issue....

It was unusual for him to truly grasp the war; few people did. For most of the world, it was just a chaotic mix of overwhelming, loud, and confusing impressions. But he was constantly trying to understand the war, to break it down and get to its essence until it could be understood as something grand and clear, as a topic that could be articulated...

Most typical picture of all would be Mr. Britling writing in a little circle of orange lamplight, with the blinds of his room open for the sake of the moonlight, but the window shut to keep out the moths that beat against it. Outside would be the moon and the high summer sky and the old church tower dim above the black trees half a mile away, with its clock—which Mr. Britling heard at night but never noted by day—beating its way round the slow semicircle of the nocturnal hours. He had always hated conflict and destruction, and felt that war between civilised states was the quintessential expression of human failure, it was a stupidity that stopped progress and all the free variation of humanity, a thousand times he had declared it impossible, but even now with his country fighting he was still far from realising that this was a thing that could possibly touch him more than intellectually. He did not really believe with his eyes and finger-tips and backbone that murder, destruction, and agony on a scale monstrous beyond precedent was going on in the same world as that which slumbered outside the black ivy and silver shining window-sill that framed his peaceful view.

The most typical image would be Mr. Britling writing in a small circle of orange lamplight, with his room's blinds open to let in the moonlight, but the window shut to keep out the moths that were banging against it. Outside, there would be the moon and the clear summer sky, and the old church tower faintly visible above the dark trees half a mile away, its clock—which Mr. Britling heard at night but never noticed during the day—ticking through the slow sweep of the nighttime hours. He had always hated conflict and destruction, believing that war between civilized nations was the ultimate sign of human failure; it was a foolishness that halted progress and all the diverse possibilities of humanity. A thousand times he had declared it impossible, yet even now, with his country at war, he was still far from realizing that this was something that could affect him more than just intellectually. He didn’t truly believe, with his senses and intuition, that murder, destruction, and massive suffering beyond anything ever seen before were happening in the same world as the one that lay peacefully beyond the black ivy and silver-shining windowsill that framed his tranquil view.

War had not been a reality of the daily life of England for more than a thousand years. The mental habit of the nation for fifty generations was against its emotional recognition. The English were the spoilt children of peace. They had never been wholly at war for three hundred years, and for over eight hundred years they had not fought for life against a foreign power. Spain and France had threatened in turn, but never even crossed the seas. It is true that England had had her civil dissensions and had made wars and conquests in every part of the globe and established an immense empire, but that last, as Mr. Britling had told Mr. Direck, was "an excursion." She had just sent out younger sons and surplus people, emigrants and expeditionary forces. Her own soil had never seen any successful foreign invasion; her homeland, the bulk of her households, her general life, had gone on untouched by these things. Nineteen people out of twenty, the middle class and most of the lower class, knew no more of the empire than they did of the Argentine Republic or the Italian Renaissance. It did not concern them. War that calls upon every man and threatens every life in the land, war of the whole national being, was a thing altogether outside English experience and the scope of the British imagination. It was still incredible, it was still outside the range of Mr. Britling's thoughts all through the tremendous onrush and check of the German attack in the west that opened the great war. Through those two months he was, as it were, a more and more excited spectator at a show, a show like a baseball match, a spectator with money on the event, rather than a really participating citizen of a nation thoroughly at war....

War had not been a part of daily life in England for over a thousand years. The mindset of the nation for fifty generations was against its emotional acceptance. The English were the pampered children of peace. They hadn’t been fully at war for three hundred years, and for more than eight hundred years, they hadn't fought for survival against a foreign power. Spain and France had made threats in turn, but neither had ever crossed the seas. It's true that England had experienced civil strife and had waged wars and made conquests all around the globe, establishing a huge empire, but as Mr. Britling told Mr. Direck, that was "an excursion." She had merely sent out younger sons and surplus people, emigrants and military expeditions. Her own land had never experienced a successful foreign invasion; her homeland, the majority of her households, and her everyday life had remained untouched by these events. Nineteen out of twenty people, the middle class and most of the lower class, knew no more about the empire than they did about the Argentine Republic or the Italian Renaissance. It simply didn’t concern them. War that requires every man and threatens every life in the country, a war that encompasses the entire national spirit, was something completely outside of English experience and British imagination. It felt still unbelievable, still beyond the scope of Mr. Britling's thoughts during the tremendous rush and halt of the German attack in the west that triggered the great war. Throughout those two months, he was, in a way, a more and more excited spectator at a show, a show like a baseball match, a spectator with a stake in the outcome, rather than a truly participating citizen of a nation utterly at war....


§ 13


After the jolt of the food panic and a brief, financial scare, the vast inertia of everyday life in England asserted itself. When the public went to the banks for the new paper money, the banks tendered gold—apologetically. The supply of the new notes was very insufficient, and there was plenty of gold. After the first impression that a universal catastrophe had happened there was an effect as if nothing had happened.

After the shock of the food panic and a quick financial scare, the routine of everyday life in England returned to normal. When people went to the banks for the new paper money, the banks offered gold instead—with an apologetic tone. There just weren’t enough new notes, but there was plenty of gold available. After the initial feeling that a major disaster had struck, it felt like nothing had really changed.

Shops re-opened after the Bank Holiday, in a tentative spirit that speedily became assurance; people went about their business again, and the war, so far as the mass of British folk were concerned, was for some weeks a fever of the mind and intelligence rather than a physical and personal actuality. There was a keen demand for news, and for a time there was very little news. The press did its best to cope with this immense occasion. Led by the Daily Express, all the halfpenny newspapers adopted a new and more resonant sort of headline, the streamer, a band of emphatic type that ran clean across the page and announced victories or disconcerting happenings. They did this every day, whether there was a great battle or the loss of a trawler to announce, and the public mind speedily adapted itself to the new pitch.

Shops reopened after the Bank Holiday with a cautious vibe that quickly turned into confidence. People resumed their daily routines, and for a few weeks, the war, as far as most British citizens were concerned, felt more like a mental and emotional struggle than a physical reality. There was a strong demand for news, but for a while, there was hardly any to report. The press tried its best to meet this huge demand. Led by the Daily Express, all the penny newspapers started using a new, more impactful type of headline called a streamer, a bold line of text that stretched across the page, announcing victories or unsettling events. They did this every day, regardless of whether there was a major battle or just the sinking of a fishing ship to report, and the public quickly got used to this new approach.

There was no invitation from the government and no organisation for any general participation in war. People talked unrestrictedly; every one seemed to be talking; they waved flags and displayed much vague willingness to do something. Any opportunity of service was taken very eagerly. Lord Kitchener was understood to have demanded five hundred thousand men; the War Office arrangements for recruiting, arrangements conceived on a scale altogether too small, were speedily overwhelmed by a rush of willing young men. The flow had to be checked by raising the physical standard far above the national average, and recruiting died down to manageable proportions. There was a quite genuine belief that the war might easily be too exclusively considered; that for the great mass of people it was a disturbing and distracting rather than a vital interest. The phase "Business as Usual" ran about the world, and the papers abounded in articles in which going on as though there was no war at all was demonstrated to be the truest form of patriotism. "Leave things to Kitchener" was another watchword with a strong appeal to the national quality. "Business as usual during Alterations to the Map of Europe" was the advertisement of one cheerful barber, widely quoted....

There was no invitation from the government and no organization for any general participation in the war. People talked freely; everyone seemed to be chatting; they waved flags and showed a vague willingness to do something. Any chance to serve was eagerly seized. Lord Kitchener was understood to have called for five hundred thousand men; the War Office's recruiting plans, which were far too small-scale, were quickly overwhelmed by a surge of eager young men. The influx had to be controlled by raising the physical standards well above the national average, and recruiting slowed down to manageable levels. There was a genuine belief that the war might be overly emphasized; for most people, it was more of a disruption and distraction than a crucial concern. The phrase "Business as Usual" circulated around the world, and newspapers were filled with articles suggesting that continuing on as if there was no war at all was the truest form of patriotism. "Leave things to Kitchener" was another popular slogan that appealed to the national sentiment. "Business as usual during Alterations to the Map of Europe" was the tagline of one cheerful barber, widely quoted....

Hugh was at home all through August. He had thrown up his rooms in London with his artistic ambitions, and his father was making all the necessary arrangements for him to follow Cardinal to Cambridge. Meanwhile Hugh was taking up his scientific work where he had laid it down. He gave a reluctant couple of hours in the afternoon to the mysteries of Little-go Greek, and for the rest of his time he was either working at mathematics and mathematical physics or experimenting in a little upstairs room that had been carved out of the general space of the barn. It was only at the very end of August that it dawned upon him or Mr. Britling that the war might have more than a spectacular and sympathetic appeal for him. Hitherto contemporary history had happened without his personal intervention. He did not see why it should not continue to happen with the same detachment. The last elections—and a general election is really the only point at which the life of the reasonable Englishman becomes in any way public—had happened four years ago, when he was thirteen.

Hugh was at home all through August. He had abandoned his living situation in London for his artistic pursuits, and his father was making all the necessary plans for him to follow Cardinal to Cambridge. Meanwhile, Hugh resumed his scientific work where he had left off. He reluctantly spent a couple of hours in the afternoon studying Little-go Greek, while the rest of his time was dedicated to mathematics, mathematical physics, or experimenting in a small upstairs room that had been carved out of the barn. It was only at the very end of August that it occurred to him or Mr. Britling that the war might have more than just a dramatic and sympathetic appeal for him. Until then, contemporary history had unfolded without his personal involvement. He didn’t see why it shouldn’t continue to happen with the same distance. The last elections—and a general election is really the only time that the life of a reasonable Englishman becomes in any way public—had occurred four years ago, when he was thirteen.


§ 14


For a time it was believed in Matching's Easy that the German armies had been defeated and very largely destroyed at Liège. It was a mistake not confined to Matching's Easy.

For a while, people in Matching's Easy thought that the German armies had been defeated and mostly destroyed at Liège. This was a misconception that wasn't limited to Matching's Easy.

The first raiding attack was certainly repulsed with heavy losses, and so were the more systematic assaults on August the sixth and seventh. After that the news from Liège became uncertain, but it was believed in England that some or all of the forts were still holding out right up to the German entry into Brussels. Meanwhile the French were pushing into their lost provinces, occupying Altkirch, Mulhausen and Saarburg; the Russians were invading Bukovina and East Prussia; the Goeben, the Breslau and the Panther had been sunk by the newspapers in an imaginary battle in the Mediterranean, and Togoland was captured by the French and British. Neither the force nor the magnitude of the German attack through Belgium was appreciated by the general mind, and it was possible for Mr. Britling to reiterate his fear that the war would be over too soon, long before the full measure of its possible benefits could be secured. But these apprehensions were unfounded; the lessons the war had in store for Mr. Britling were far more drastic than anything he was yet able to imagine even in his most exalted moods.

The first raid was definitely pushed back with heavy losses, and the more organized attacks on August 6th and 7th were too. After that, the updates from Liège became unclear, but people in England believed that some or all of the forts were still holding out right up until the Germans entered Brussels. Meanwhile, the French were advancing into the territories they had lost, taking control of Altkirch, Mulhausen, and Saarburg; the Russians were invading Bukovina and East Prussia; the Goeben, the Breslau, and the Panther had been sunk by newspapers in a made-up battle in the Mediterranean, and Togoland was captured by the French and British. Neither the strength nor the scale of the German assault through Belgium was fully understood by the general public, and Mr. Britling could still express his concern that the war would end too soon, long before all the potential benefits could be achieved. But these worries were misplaced; the lessons the war had in store for Mr. Britling were much harsher than anything he could currently envision, even in his most elevated moments.

He resisted the intimations of the fall of Brussels and the appearance of the Germans at Dinant. The first real check to his excessive anticipations of victory for the Allies came with the sudden reappearance of Mr. Direck in a state of astonishment and dismay at Matching's Easy. He wired from the Strand office, "Coming to tell you about things," and arrived on the heels of his telegram.

He ignored the signs of Brussels falling and the Germans showing up in Dinant. The first real blow to his overly optimistic expectations of an Allied victory came with the unexpected return of Mr. Direck, who was shocked and upset at Matching's Easy. He sent a message from the Strand office saying, "Coming to tell you about things," and arrived right after his telegram.

He professed to be calling upon Mr. and Mrs. Britling, and to a certain extent he was; but he had a quick eye for the door or windows; his glance roved irrelevantly as he talked. A faint expectation of Cissie came in with him and hovered about him, as the scent of violets follows the flower.

He claimed he was visiting Mr. and Mrs. Britling, and to some extent he was; but he had a keen eye on the door and windows; his gaze wandered aimlessly as he talked. A slight hope of seeing Cissie came in with him and lingered around him, like the scent of violets trailing after the flower.

He was, however, able to say quite a number of things before Mr. Britling's natural tendency to do the telling asserted itself.

He was, however, able to say quite a few things before Mr. Britling's instinct to take over the conversation kicked in.

"My word," said Mr. Direck, "but this is some war. It is going on regardless of every decent consideration. As an American citizen I naturally expected to be treated with some respect, war or no war. That expectation has not been realised.... Europe is dislocated.... You have no idea here yet how completely Europe is dislocated....

"My word," said Mr. Direck, "this is some war. It's happening without any regard for basic decency. As an American citizen, I expected to be treated with some respect, war or no war. That expectation hasn't been met.... Europe is in chaos.... You have no idea how completely Europe is in chaos yet...."

"I came to Europe in a perfectly friendly spirit—and I must say I am surprised. Practically I have been thrown out, neck and crop. All my luggage is lost. Away at some one-horse junction near the Dutch frontier that I can't even learn the name of. There's joy in some German home, I guess, over my shirts; they were real good shirts. This tweed suit I have is all the wardrobe I've got in the world. All my money—good American notes—well, they laughed at them. And when I produced English gold they suspected me of being English and put me under arrest.... I can assure you that the English are most unpopular in Germany at the present time, thoroughly unpopular.... Considering that they are getting exactly what they were asking for, these Germans are really remarkably annoyed.... Well, I had to get the American consul to advance me money, and I've done more waiting about and irregular fasting and travelling on an empty stomach and viewing the world, so far as it was permitted, from railway sidings—for usually they made us pull the blinds down when anything important was on the track—than any cow that ever came to Chicago.... I was handed as freight—low grade freight.... It doesn't bear recalling."

"I arrived in Europe in a completely friendly mood—and I have to say I'm shocked. I've basically been kicked out, completely. All my luggage is gone. It's stuck somewhere at a tiny station near the Dutch border that I can't even remember the name of. I'm sure someone in Germany is enjoying my shirts; they were really nice shirts. This tweed suit I'm wearing is all I have left in the world. All my money—good American bills—well, they just laughed at them. And when I showed them English gold, they thought I was English and arrested me.... I can assure you that English people are really unpopular in Germany right now, very unpopular.... Considering they're getting exactly what they asked for, the Germans are surprisingly annoyed.... Well, I had to get the American consul to lend me money, and I've done more waiting around, irregular fasting, traveling on an empty stomach, and catching glimpses of the world from railway sidings—since they usually made us pull the blinds down when something important was passing—than any cow that ever showed up in Chicago.... I was treated like low-grade freight.... It's not something I want to think about."

Mr. Direck assumed as grave and gloomy an expression as the facial habits of years would permit.

Mr. Direck put on the most serious and somber expression he could, based on his long-standing facial habits.

"I tell you I never knew there was such a thing as war until this happened to me. In America we don't know there is such a thing. It's like pestilence and famine; something in the story books. We've forgotten it for anything real. There's just a few grandfathers go around talking about it. Judge Holmes and sage old fellows like him. Otherwise it's just a game the kids play at.... And then suddenly here's everybody running about in the streets—hating and threatening—and nice old gentlemen with white moustaches and fathers of families scheming and planning to burn houses and kill and hurt and terrify. And nice young women, too, looking for an Englishman to spit at; I tell you I've been within range and very uncomfortable several times.... And what one can't believe is that they are really doing these things. There's a little village called Visé near the Dutch frontier; some old chap got fooling there with a fowling-piece; and they've wiped it out. Shot the people by the dozen, put them out in rows three deep and shot them, and burnt the place. Short of scalping, Red Indians couldn't have done worse. Respectable German soldiers....

"I tell you, I never knew there was such a thing as war until this happened to me. In America, we don’t really understand it. It’s like disease and famine—something out of storybooks. We’ve forgotten it’s anything real. There are just a few grandfathers who talk about it, like Judge Holmes and wise old folks. Otherwise, it’s just a game that kids play... And then suddenly, you see everyone running around in the streets—hating and threatening—while nice old men with white mustaches and family fathers are scheming and planning to burn houses and kill and hurt and terrify people. And nice young women, too, looking for an Englishman to spit at; I tell you, I’ve been close enough to feel very uneasy several times... And what’s unbelievable is that they are actually doing these things. There’s a little village called Visé near the Dutch border; some old guy was messing around with a gun, and they wiped it out. Shot people by the dozen, lined them up three deep and shot them, and burned the place down. Short of scalping, Native Americans couldn't have done worse. Respectable German soldiers..."

"No one in England really seems to have any suspicion what is going on in Belgium. You hear stories—People tell them in Holland. It takes your breath away. They have set out just to cow those Belgians. They have started in to be deliberately frightful. You do not begin to understand.... Well.... Outrages. The sort of outrages Americans have never heard of. That one doesn't speak of.... Well.... Rape.... They have been raping women for disciplinary purposes on tables in the market-place of Liège. Yes, sir. It's a fact. I was told it by a man who had just come out of Belgium. Knew the people, knew the place, knew everything. People over here do not seem to realise that those women are the same sort of women that you might find in Chester or Yarmouth, or in Matching's Easy for the matter of that. They still seem to think that Continental women are a different sort of women—more amenable to that sort of treatment. They seem to think there is some special Providential law against such things happening to English people. And it's within two hundred miles of you—even now. And as far as I can see there's precious little to prevent it coming nearer...."

"No one in England really seems to suspect what’s happening in Belgium. You hear stories—people share them in Holland. It's shocking. They are trying to intimidate those Belgians. They have started to be intentionally terrifying. You don't even begin to grasp it.... Well.... Atrocities. The kind of atrocities Americans have never heard of. Things that are hard to talk about.... Well.... Rape.... They have been sexually assaulting women for punitive reasons on tables in the marketplace of Liège. Yes, sir. It’s true. I heard it from a man who just came from Belgium. He knew the people, knew the place, knew everything. People over here don’t seem to realize that those women are just like women you might find in Chester or Yarmouth, or even in Matching's Easy for that matter. They still seem to think that Continental women are a different kind—more susceptible to that sort of treatment. They believe there’s some kind of special divine protection against such things happening to English people. And it’s only two hundred miles away from you—even now. And as far as I can see, there's very little to stop it from getting closer...."

Mr. Britling thought there were a few little obstacles.

Mr. Britling thought there were a few minor obstacles.

"I've seen the new British army drilling in London, Mr. Britling. I don't know if you have. I saw a whole battalion. And they hadn't got half-a-dozen uniforms, and not a single rifle to the whole battalion.

"I've seen the new British army training in London, Mr. Britling. I don't know if you have. I saw a whole battalion. They didn't have even half a dozen uniforms, and not a single rifle for the entire battalion."

"You don't begin to realise in England what you are up against. You have no idea what it means to be in a country where everybody, the women, the elderly people, the steady middle-aged men, are taking war as seriously as business. They haven't the slightest compunction. I don't know what Germany was like before the war, I had hardly gotten out of my train before the war began; but Germany to-day is one big armed camp. It's all crawling with soldiers. And every soldier has his uniform and his boots and his arms and his kit.

"You don't really understand in England what you're dealing with. You have no clue what it's like to be in a country where everyone—the women, the elderly, the steady middle-aged men—takes war as seriously as business. They have zero hesitation about it. I don’t know what Germany was like before the war; I barely stepped off my train before it started. But Germany today is one massive armed camp. It's full of soldiers. And every soldier has his uniform, his boots, his weapons, and his gear."

"And they're as sure of winning as if they had got London now. They mean to get London. They're cocksure they are going to walk through Belgium, cocksure they will get to Paris by Sedan day, and then they are going to destroy your fleet with Zeppelins and submarines and make a dash across the Channel. They say it's England they are after, in this invasion of Belgium. They'll just down France by the way. They say they've got guns to bombard Dover from Calais. They make a boast of it. They know for certain you can't arm your troops. They know you can't turn out ten thousand rifles a week. They come and talk to any one in the trains, and explain just how your defeat is going to be managed. It's just as though they were talking of rounding up cattle."

"And they're as confident about winning as if they already had London. They plan to take London. They’re completely sure they’ll march through Belgium, absolutely convinced they'll reach Paris by Sedan day, and then they’ll destroy your fleet with Zeppelins and submarines and make a quick crossing over the Channel. They claim they’re aiming for England in this invasion of Belgium. They’ll just take down France on the way. They brag about having guns that can bombard Dover from Calais. They are sure you can't arm your troops. They know you can’t produce ten thousand rifles a week. They come and talk to anyone on the trains, explaining exactly how your defeat will unfold. It’s just like they’re discussing rounding up cattle."

Mr. Britling said they would soon be disillusioned.

Mr. Britling said they would soon be disappointed.

Mr. Direck, with the confidence of his authentic observations, remarked after a perceptible interval, "I wonder how."

Mr. Direck, confidently sharing his genuine thoughts, said after a noticeable pause, "I wonder how."

He reverted to the fact that had most struck upon his imagination.

He went back to the point that had impressed him the most.

"Grown-up people, ordinary intelligent experienced people, taking war seriously, talking of punishing England; it's a revelation. A sort of solemn enthusiasm. High and low....

"Grown-up people, ordinary intelligent experienced people, taking war seriously, talking about punishing England; it’s a revelation. A kind of serious enthusiasm. High and low...."

"And the trainloads of men and the trainloads of guns...."

"And the trains full of men and the trains full of guns...."

"Liège," said Mr. Britling.

"Liège," Mr. Britling said.

"Liège was just a scratch on the paint," said Mr. Direck. "A few thousand dead, a few score thousand dead, doesn't matter—not a red cent to them. There's a man arrived at the Cecil who saw them marching into Brussels. He sat at table with me at lunch yesterday. All day it went on, a vast unending river of men in grey. Endless waggons, endless guns, the whole manhood of a nation and all its stuff, marching....

"Liège was just a scratch on the surface," Mr. Direck said. "A few thousand dead, a few tens of thousands dead, it doesn't matter—not a dime to them. There's a guy who showed up at the Cecil who saw them marching into Brussels. He had lunch with me yesterday. It went on all day, a massive, unending stream of men in gray. Endless wagons, endless guns, the entire strength of a nation and all its equipment, marching..."

"I thought war," said Mr. Direck, "was a thing when most people stood about and did the shouting, and a sort of special team did the fighting. Well, Germany isn't fighting like that.... I confess it, I'm scared.... It's the very biggest thing on record; it's the very limit in wars.... I dreamt last night of a grey flood washing everything in front of it. You and me—and Miss Corner—curious thing, isn't it? that she came into it—were scrambling up a hill higher and higher, with that flood pouring after us. Sort of splashing into a foam of faces and helmets and bayonets—and clutching hands—and red stuff.... Well, Mr. Britling, I admit I'm a little bit overwrought about it, but I can assure you you don't begin to realise in England what it is you've butted against...."

"I thought war," said Mr. Direck, "was a situation where most people just stood around shouting, and a kind of special team did the fighting. Well, Germany isn't fighting like that.... I admit it, I'm scared.... It's the biggest thing ever recorded; it's the absolute limit in wars.... I dreamt last night of a gray flood washing everything away. You and I—and Miss Corner—strange that she was in it—were scrambling up a hill higher and higher, with that flood pouring after us. It turned into a splash of faces and helmets and bayonets—and gripping hands—and blood.... Well, Mr. Britling, I confess I'm a little bit on edge about it, but I can assure you that you don't even begin to understand in England what you're up against...."


§ 15


Cissie did not come up to the Dower House that afternoon, and so Mr. Direck, after some vague and transparent excuses, made his way to the cottage.

Cissie didn’t show up at the Dower House that afternoon, so Mr. Direck, after some vague and flimsy excuses, headed over to the cottage.

Here his report become even more impressive. Teddy sat on the writing desk beside the typewriter and swung his legs slowly. Letty brooded in the armchair. Cissie presided over certain limited crawling operations of the young heir.

Here his report became even more impressive. Teddy sat at the writing desk next to the typewriter and swung his legs slowly. Letty was deep in thought in the armchair. Cissie oversaw some limited crawling activities of the young heir.

"They could have the equal of the whole British Army killed three times over and scarcely know it had happened. They're all in it. It's a whole country in arms."

"They could have the equivalent of the entire British Army killed three times over and hardly even know it happened. They're all involved. It's a whole country mobilized."

Teddy nodded thoughtfully.

Teddy nodded in agreement.

"There's our fleet," said Letty.

"There's our fleet," Letty said.

"Well, that won't save Paris, will it?"

"Well, that won't save Paris, right?"

Mr. Direck didn't, he declared, want to make disagreeable talk, but this was a thing people in England had to face. He felt like one of them himself—"naturally." He'd sort of hurried home to them—it was just like hurrying home—to tell them of the tremendous thing that was going to hit them. He felt like a man in front of a flood, a great grey flood. He couldn't hide what he had been thinking. "Where's our army?" asked Letty suddenly.

Mr. Direck didn't, he stated, want to have an uncomfortable conversation, but this was something people in England had to confront. He felt like one of them himself—"naturally." He had kind of rushed home to tell them about the huge event that was about to affect them. He felt like a person standing in front of a flood, a massive gray flood. He couldn't hide what he had been thinking. "Where's our army?" Letty suddenly asked.

"Lost somewhere in France," said Teddy. "Like a needle in a bottle of hay."

"Lost somewhere in France," said Teddy. "Like a needle in a haystack."

"What I keep on worrying at is this," Mr. Direck resumed. "Suppose they did come, suppose somehow they scrambled over, sixty or seventy thousand men perhaps."

"What I keep worrying about is this," Mr. Direck continued. "What if they actually came, what if somehow they managed to cross over, maybe sixty or seventy thousand men?"

"Every man would turn out and take a shot at them," said Letty.

"Every guy would show up and take a shot at them," said Letty.

"But there's no rifles!"

"But there are no rifles!"

"There's shot guns."

"There are shotguns."

"That's exactly what I'm afraid of," said Mr. Direck. "They'd massacre....

"That's exactly what I'm worried about," said Mr. Direck. "They'd massacre....

"You may be the bravest people on earth," said Mr. Direck, "but if you haven't got arms and the other chaps have—you're just as if you were sheep."

"You might be the bravest people on the planet," Mr. Direck said, "but if you don't have weapons and the other guys do—you're basically just like sheep."

He became gloomily pensive.

He became darkly thoughtful.

He roused himself to describe his experiences at some length, and the extraordinary disturbance of his mind. He related more particularly his attempts to see the sights of Cologne during the stir of mobilisation. After a time his narrative flow lost force, and there was a general feeling that he ought to be left alone with Cissie. Teddy had a letter that must be posted; Letty took the infant to crawl on the mossy stones under the pear tree. Mr. Direck leant against the window-sill and became silent for some moments after the door had closed on Letty.

He woke up to talk about his experiences in detail, and the huge turmoil in his mind. He especially talked about his efforts to see the sights of Cologne during the mobilization chaos. After a while, his storytelling lost its energy, and it became clear that he should be left alone with Cissie. Teddy had a letter that needed to be sent; Letty took the baby to crawl on the mossy stones under the pear tree. Mr. Direck leaned against the window sill and fell silent for a few moments after Letty closed the door.

"As for you, Cissie," he began at last, "I'm anxious. I'm real anxious. I wish you'd let me throw the mantle of Old Glory over you."

"As for you, Cissie," he finally said, "I'm worried. I'm really worried. I wish you'd let me cover you with the flag."

He looked at her earnestly.

He looked at her sincerely.

"Old Glory?" asked Cissie.

"Old Glory?" Cissie asked.

"Well—the Stars and Stripes. I want you to be able to claim American citizenship—in certain eventualities. It wouldn't be so very difficult. All the world over, Cissie, Americans are respected.... Nobody dares touch an American citizen. We are—an inviolate people."

"Well—the Stars and Stripes. I want you to be able to claim American citizenship—in certain situations. It wouldn't be too hard. Everywhere, Cissie, Americans are respected.... No one dares to mess with an American citizen. We are—an untouchable people."

He paused. "But how?" asked Cissie.

He stopped for a moment. "But how?" Cissie asked.

"It would be perfectly easy—perfectly."

"It would be super easy—totally."

"How?"

"How?"

"Just marry an American citizen," said Mr. Direck, with his face beaming with ingenuous self-approval. "Then you'd be safe, and I'd not have to worry."

"Just marry an American citizen," said Mr. Direck, with a bright smile of genuine self-satisfaction. "Then you'd be safe, and I wouldn't have to worry."

"Because we're in for a stiff war!" cried Cissie, and Direck perceived he had blundered.

"Because we're in for a tough battle!" shouted Cissie, and Direck realized he had made a mistake.

"Because we may be invaded!" she said, and Mr. Direck's sense of error deepened.

"Because we might be attacked!" she said, and Mr. Direck's feeling of dread intensified.

"I vow—" she began.

"I promise—" she began.

"No!" cried Mr. Direck, and held out a hand.

"No!" shouted Mr. Direck, holding out a hand.

There was a moment of crisis.

There was a moment of crisis.

"Never will I desert my country—while she is at war," said Cissie, reducing her first fierce intention, and adding as though she regretted her concession, "Anyhow."

"Never will I abandon my country—while she is at war," Cissie said, softening her initial strong resolve, and then adding as if she regretted bending, "Anyways."

"Then it's up to me to end the war, Cissie," said Mr. Direck, trying to get her back to a less spirited attitude.

"Then it's up to me to end the war, Cissie," Mr. Direck said, attempting to bring her back to a calmer mood.

But Cissie wasn't to be got back so easily. The war was already beckoning to them in the cottage, and drawing them down from the auditorium into the arena.

But Cissie wasn’t going to come back so easily. The war was already calling to them from the cottage, pulling them down from the auditorium into the arena.

"This is the rightest war in history," she said. "If I was an American I should be sorry to be one now and to have to stand out of it. I wish I was a man now so that I could do something for all the decency and civilisation the Germans have outraged. I can't understand how any man can be content to keep out of this, and watch Belgium being destroyed. It is like looking on at a murder. It is like watching a dog killing a kitten...."

"This is the most justified war in history," she said. "If I were American, I would feel sorry to be one now and to have to stay out of it. I wish I were a man so that I could do something for all the decency and civilization the Germans have violated. I can't understand how any man can be okay with staying out of this and watching Belgium be destroyed. It’s like witnessing a murder. It’s like watching a dog kill a kitten..."

Mr. Direck's expression was that of a man who is suddenly shown strange lights upon the world.

Mr. Direck's expression was that of a man who has just been shown unusual lights in the world.


§ 16


Mr. Britling found Mr. Direck's talk very indigestible.

Mr. Britling found Mr. Direck's conversation very hard to digest.

He was parting very reluctantly from his dream of a disastrous collapse of German imperialism, of a tremendous, decisive demonstration of the inherent unsoundness of militarist monarchy, to be followed by a world conference of chastened but hopeful nations, and—the Millennium. He tried now to think that Mr. Direck had observed badly and misconceived what he saw. An American, unused to any sort of military occurrences, might easily mistake tens of thousands for millions, and the excitement of a few commercial travellers for the enthusiasm of a united people. But the newspapers now, with a kindred reluctance, were beginning to qualify, bit by bit, their first representation of the German attack through Belgium as a vast and already partly thwarted parade of incompetence. The Germans, he gathered, were being continually beaten in Belgium; but just as continually they advanced. Each fresh newspaper name he looked up on the map marked an oncoming tide. Alost—Charleroi. Farther east the French were retreating from the Saales Pass. Surely the British, who had now been in France for a fortnight, would presently be manifest, stemming the onrush; somewhere perhaps in Brabant or East Flanders. It gave Mr. Britling an unpleasant night to hear at Claverings that the French were very ill-equipped; had no good modern guns either at Lille or Maubeuge, were short of boots and equipment generally, and rather depressed already at the trend of things. Mr. Britling dismissed this as pessimistic talk, and built his hopes on the still invisible British army, hovering somewhere—

He was reluctantly letting go of his dream of a disastrous collapse of German imperialism, a huge and decisive demonstration of the inherent weaknesses of militaristic monarchy, to be followed by a global conference of humbled yet hopeful nations—and the Millennium. He tried to convince himself that Mr. Direck had misjudged what he saw. An American, unfamiliar with any sort of military events, might easily mistake tens of thousands for millions, and the enthusiasm of a few salesmen for the excitement of a united nation. But the newspapers were now, with a similar reluctance, slowly beginning to adjust their initial portrayal of the German attack through Belgium as a huge but already partially thwarted display of incompetence. He gathered that the Germans were being continually defeated in Belgium; yet they kept advancing. Each new location he checked on the map represented an oncoming tide. Alost—Charleroi. Further east, the French were retreating from the Saales Pass. Surely the British, who had now been in France for two weeks, would soon show up, possibly somewhere in Brabant or East Flanders, to stem the tide. It made Mr. Britling uneasy to hear at Claverings that the French were poorly equipped; they had no good modern guns at Lille or Maubeuge, were short on boots and equipment in general, and were already feeling quite down about how things were going. Mr. Britling dismissed this as pessimistic talk and placed his hopes on the still unseen British army, which was somewhere—

He would sit over the map of Belgium, choosing where he would prefer to have the British hover....

He would sit looking at the map of Belgium, deciding where he would prefer the British to hover...

Namur fell. The place names continued to shift southward and westward. The British army or a part of it came to light abruptly at Mons. It had been fighting for thirty-eight hours and defeating enormously superior forces of the enemy. That was reassuring until a day or so later "the Cambray—Le Cateau line" made Mr. Britling realise that the victorious British had recoiled five and twenty miles....

Namur fell. The place names kept shifting south and west. The British army, or at least part of it, suddenly appeared at Mons. They had been fighting for thirty-eight hours, defeating much larger enemy forces. That was comforting until a day or so later when the "Cambray—Le Cateau line" made Mr. Britling realize that the victorious British had pulled back twenty-five miles....

And then came the Sunday of The Times telegram, which spoke of a "retreating and a broken army." Mr. Britling did not see this, but Mr. Manning brought over the report of it in a state of profound consternation. Things, he said, seemed to be about as bad as they could be. The English were retreating towards the coast and in much disorder. They were "in the air" and already separated from the Trench. They had narrowly escaped "a Sedan" under the fortifications of Maubeuge.... Mr. Britling was stunned. He went to his study and stared helplessly at maps. It was as if David had flung his pebble—and missed!

And then came the Sunday of the The Times telegram, which talked about a "retreating and broken army." Mr. Britling didn’t see this, but Mr. Manning brought the report to him, deeply unsettled. Things, he said, seemed as bad as they could get. The English were retreating toward the coast and in total disarray. They were "in the air" and already cut off from the Trench. They had narrowly avoided "a Sedan" under the fortifications of Maubeuge.... Mr. Britling was stunned. He went to his study and stared helplessly at maps. It felt like David had thrown his pebble—and missed!

But in the afternoon Mr. Manning telephoned to comfort his friend. A reassuring despatch from General French had been published and—all was well—practically—and the British had been splendid. They had been fighting continuously for several days round and about Mons; they had been attacked at odds of six to one, and they had repulsed and inflicted enormous losses on the enemy. They had established an incontestable personal superiority over the Germans. The Germans had been mown down in heaps; the British had charged through their cavalry like charging through paper. So at last and very gloriously for the British, British and German had met in battle. After the hard fighting of the 26th about Landrecies, the British had been comparatively unmolested, reinforcements covering double the losses had joined them and the German advance was definitely checked ... Mr. Britling's mind swung back to elation. He took down the entire despatch from Mr. Manning's dictation, and ran out with it into the garden where Mrs. Britling, with an unwonted expression of anxiety, was presiding over the teas of the usual casual Sunday gathering.... The despatch was read aloud twice over. After that there was hockey and high spirits, and then Mr. Britling went up to his study to answer a letter from Mrs. Harrowdean, the first letter that had come from her since their breach at the outbreak of the war, and which he was now in a better mood to answer than he had been hitherto.

But in the afternoon, Mr. Manning called to comfort his friend. A reassuring message from General French had been published and—everything was practically okay—and the British had been outstanding. They had been fighting continuously for several days around Mons; they had faced attacks with odds of six to one, and they had pushed back the enemy, inflicting massive losses. They had established a clear personal superiority over the Germans. The Germans were being taken down in large numbers; the British charged through their cavalry like it was nothing. Finally, and very gloriously for the British, the British and Germans had met in battle. After the tough fighting on the 26th near Landrecies, the British had been relatively unbothered, with reinforcements coming in to cover double the losses, and the German advance was definitely stopped... Mr. Britling's mood lifted back to joy. He wrote down the entire message from Mr. Manning's dictation and rushed out to the garden where Mrs. Britling, looking unusually worried, was overseeing the teas for the typical casual Sunday gathering.... The message was read aloud twice. After that, there was hockey and high spirits, and then Mr. Britling went up to his study to reply to a letter from Mrs. Harrowdean, the first letter he had received from her since their falling out at the start of the war, and he was now in a better frame of mind to respond than he had been before.

She had written ignoring his silence and absence, or rather treating it as if it were an incident of no particular importance. Apparently she had not called upon the patient and devoted Oliver as she had threatened; at any rate, there were no signs of Oliver in her communication. But she reproached Mr. Britling for deserting her, and she clamoured for his presence and for kind and strengthening words. She was, she said, scared by this war. She was only a little thing, and it was all too dreadful, and there was not a soul in the world to hold her hand, at least no one who understood in the slightest degree how she felt. (But why was not Oliver holding her hand?) She was like a child left alone in the dark. It was perfectly horrible the way that people were being kept in the dark. The stories one heard, "often from quite trustworthy sources," were enough to depress and terrify any one. Battleship after battleship had been sunk by German torpedoes, a thing kept secret from us for no earthly reason, and Prince Louis of Battenberg had been discovered to be a spy and had been sent to the Tower. Haldane too was a spy. Our army in France had been "practically sold" by the French. Almost all the French generals were in German pay. The censorship and the press were keeping all this back, but what good was it to keep it back? It was folly not to trust people! But it was all too dreadful for a poor little soul whose only desire was to live happily. Why didn't he come along to her and make her feel she had protecting arms round her? She couldn't think in the daytime: she couldn't sleep at night....

She wrote, ignoring his silence and absence, treating it like it was no big deal. Apparently, she hadn’t reached out to the caring and loyal Oliver as she had threatened; at least, there were no signs of him in her messages. But she blamed Mr. Britling for abandoning her, demanding his presence and kind, uplifting words. She was, she said, frightened by the war. She felt so small, and it was all too terrifying, and there wasn’t a single person in the world to hold her hand—at least, no one who truly understood how she felt. (But why wasn’t Oliver holding her hand?) She felt like a child left alone in the dark. It was completely awful the way people were being left in the dark. The stories one heard, "often from quite trustworthy sources," were enough to depress and terrify anyone. Battleship after battleship had been sunk by German torpedoes, something kept secret from us for no reason at all, and Prince Louis of Battenberg had been revealed as a spy and sent to the Tower. Haldane was also a spy. Our army in France had been "practically sold" by the French. Almost all the French generals were on the German payroll. The censorship and the press were hiding all this, but what was the point of keeping it hidden? It was foolish not to trust people! But it was all too dreadful for a poor little soul whose only wish was to live happily. Why didn’t he come to her and make her feel like she had protective arms around her? She couldn’t think during the day: she couldn’t sleep at night...

Then she broke away into the praises of serenity. Never had she thought so much of his beautiful "Silent Places" as she did now. How she longed to take refuge in some such dreamland from violence and treachery and foolish rumours! She was weary of every reality. She wanted to fly away into some secret hiding-place and cultivate her simple garden there—as Voltaire had done.... Sometimes at night she was afraid to undress. She imagined the sound of guns, she imagined landings and frightful scouts "in masks" rushing inland on motor bicycles....

Then she broke into praises of peace. She had never appreciated his beautiful "Silent Places" as much as she did now. How she longed to escape into a dreamland away from violence, betrayal, and silly gossip! She was tired of every reality. She wanted to fly off to a secret hideaway and tend to her simple garden there—just like Voltaire had done... Sometimes at night, she was afraid to take off her clothes. She imagined the sound of gunfire, pictured landings, and horrifying scouts "in masks" speeding inland on motorbikes...

It was an ill-timed letter. The nonsense about Prince Louis of Battenberg and Lord Haldane and the torpedoed battleships annoyed him extravagantly. He had just sufficient disposition to believe such tales as to find their importunity exasperating. The idea of going over to Pyecrafts to spend his days in comforting a timid little dear obsessed by such fears, attracted him not at all. He had already heard enough adverse rumours at Claverings to make him thoroughly uncomfortable. He had been doubting whether after all his "Examination of War" was really much less of a futility than "And Now War Ends"; his mind was full of a sense of incomplete statements and unsubstantial arguments. He was indeed in a state of extreme intellectual worry. He was moreover extraordinarily out of love with Mrs. Harrowdean. Never had any affection in the whole history of Mr. Britling's heart collapsed so swiftly and completely. He was left incredulous of ever having cared for her at all. Probably he hadn't. Probably the whole business had been deliberate illusion from first to last. The "dear little thing" business, he felt, was all very well as a game of petting, but times were serious now, and a woman of her intelligence should do something better than wallow in fears and elaborate a winsome feebleness. A very unnecessary and tiresome feebleness. He came almost to the pitch of writing that to her.

It was a poorly timed letter. The nonsense about Prince Louis of Battenberg, Lord Haldane, and the torpedoed battleships frustrated him tremendously. He was just inclined enough to believe such stories to find their persistence annoying. The thought of going over to Pyecrafts to spend his days comforting a timid little dear consumed by those fears did not appeal to him at all. He had already heard enough negative rumors at Claverings to feel thoroughly uneasy. He was starting to question whether his "Examination of War" was really much less pointless than "And Now War Ends"; his mind was filled with incomplete statements and flimsy arguments. He was indeed in a state of extreme intellectual distress. Moreover, he was extraordinarily disillusioned with Mrs. Harrowdean. Never had any affection in the entire history of Mr. Britling's heart evaporated so quickly and completely. He found it hard to believe he ever cared for her at all. Probably he hadn't. Likely, the whole affair had been a deliberate illusion from start to finish. The “dear little thing” act, he felt, was fine as a form of affection, but times were serious now, and a woman of her intelligence should be doing something better than wallowing in fears and cultivating an endearing weakness. A very unnecessary and tiresome weakness. He almost reached the point of writing that to her.

The despatch from General French put him into a kindlier frame of mind. He wrote instead briefly but affectionately. As a gentleman should. "How could you doubt our fleet or our army?" was the gist of his letter. He ignored completely every suggestion of a visit to Pyecrafts that her letter had conveyed. He pretended that it had contained nothing of the sort.... And with that she passed out of his mind again under the stress of more commanding interests....

The message from General French lifted his spirits. He wrote back, short yet warm. As a gentleman ought to. "How could you question our fleet or our army?" was the main point of his letter. He completely disregarded any hint of a visit to Pyecrafts that her letter had suggested. He acted as if it hadn’t mentioned that at all.... And with that, she faded from his thoughts again under the pressure of more important matters....

Mr. Britling's mood of relief did not last through the week. The defeated Germans continued to advance. Through a week of deepening disillusionment the main tide of battle rolled back steadily towards Paris. Lille was lost without a struggle. It was lost with mysterious ease.... The next name to startle Mr. Britling as he sat with newspaper and atlas following these great events was Compiègne. "Here!" Manifestly the British were still in retreat. Then the Germans were in possession of Laon and Rheims and still pressing south. Maubeuge surrounded and cut off for some days, had apparently fallen....

Mr. Britling's sense of relief didn't last the week. The defeated Germans kept pushing forward. As the week went on, his disillusionment deepened while the main tide of battle moved steadily back toward Paris. Lille fell without a fight. It was lost with strange ease... The next name to shock Mr. Britling as he sat with a newspaper and an atlas tracking these major events was Compiègne. "Here!" Clearly, the British were still retreating. Then the Germans took Laon and Rheims and kept moving south. Maubeuge, surrounded and cut off for several days, had apparently fallen...

It was on Sunday, September the sixth, that the final capitulation of Mr. Britling's facile optimism occurred.

It was on Sunday, September 6th, that Mr. Britling's easygoing optimism finally came to an end.

He stood in the sunshine reading the Observer which the gardener's boy had just brought from the May Tree. He had spread it open on a garden table under the blue cedar, and father and son were both reading it, each as much as the other would let him. There was fresh news from France, a story of further German advances, fighting at Senlis—"But that is quite close to Paris!"—and the appearance of German forces at Nogent-sur-Seine. "Sur Seine!" cried Mr. Britling. "But where can that be? South of the Marne? Or below Paris perhaps?"

He stood in the sun reading the Observer that the gardener's boy had just brought from the May Tree. He had laid it open on a garden table under the blue cedar, and both father and son were reading it, each trying to read as much as the other would allow. There was breaking news from France, a report of more German advances, fighting at Senlis—"But that's really close to Paris!"—and German forces appearing at Nogent-sur-Seine. "Sur Seine!" exclaimed Mr. Britling. "But where is that? South of the Marne? Or maybe south of Paris?"

It was not marked upon the Observer's map, and Hugh ran into the house for the atlas.

It wasn't indicated on the Observer's map, and Hugh dashed into the house to grab the atlas.

When he returned Mr. Manning was with his father, and they both looked grave.

When he came back, Mr. Manning was with his dad, and they both looked serious.

Hugh opened the map of northern France. "Here it is," he said.

Hugh opened the map of northern France. "Here it is," he said.

Mr. Britling considered the position.

Mr. Britling assessed the situation.

"Manning says they are at Rouen," he told Hugh. "Our base is to be moved round to La Rochelle...."

"Manning says they’re in Rouen," he told Hugh. "We’re moving our base to La Rochelle...."

He paused before the last distasteful conclusion.

He hesitated before reaching the final unpleasant conclusion.

"Practically," he admitted, taking his dose, "they have got Paris. It is almost surrounded now."

"Honestly," he confessed, taking his dose, "they have pretty much taken over Paris. It’s almost completely surrounded now."

He sat down to the map. Mr. Manning and Hugh stood regarding him. He made a last effort to imagine some tremendous strategic reversal, some stone from an unexpected sling that should fell this Goliath in the midst of his triumph.

He sat down with the map. Mr. Manning and Hugh stood watching him. He made one last attempt to envision a dramatic strategic turnaround, some surprise move that would take this Goliath down in the middle of his victory.

"Russia," he said, without any genuine hope....

"Russia," he said, without any real hope....


§ 17


And then it was that Mr. Britling accepted the truth.

And that’s when Mr. Britling accepted the truth.

"One talks," he said, "and then weeks and months later one learns the meaning of the things one has been saying. I was saying a month ago that this is the biggest thing that has happened in history. I said that this was the supreme call upon the will and resources of England. I said there was not a life in all our empire that would not be vitally changed by this war. I said all these things; they came through my mouth; I suppose there was a sort of thought behind them.... Only at this moment do I understand what it is that I said. Now—let me say it over as if I had never said it before; this is the biggest thing in history, that we are all called upon to do our utmost to resist this tremendous attack upon the peace and freedom of the world. Well, doing our utmost does not mean standing about in pleasant gardens waiting for the newspaper.... It means the abandonment of ease and security....

"One talks," he said, "and then weeks and months later you realize the meaning of what you've been saying. A month ago, I was saying this is the biggest thing that has happened in history. I said that this was the ultimate challenge for England's will and resources. I mentioned that every life in our empire would be significantly changed by this war. I said all these things; they came from me; I guess there was some thought behind them... Only at this moment do I really understand what it was that I said. Now—let me restate it as if I had never said it before; this is the biggest thing in history, that we are all called to do our best to resist this enormous attack on the peace and freedom of the world. Well, doing our best doesn’t mean just hanging around in nice gardens waiting for the news... It means giving up comfort and security..."

"How lazy we English are nowadays! How readily we grasp the comforting delusion that excuses us from exertion. For the last three weeks I have been deliberately believing that a little British army—they say it is scarcely a hundred thousand men—would somehow break this rush of millions. But it has been driven back, as any one not in love with easy dreams might have known it would be driven back—here and then here and then here. It has been fighting night and day. It has made the most splendid fight—and the most ineffectual fight.... You see the vast swing of the German flail through Belgium. And meanwhile we have been standing about talking of the use we would make of our victory....

"How lazy we English are these days! How easily we embrace the comforting illusion that lets us avoid effort. For the past three weeks, I've been trying to convince myself that a small British army— they say it's barely a hundred thousand men—could possibly stop this flood of millions. But it has been pushed back, as anyone not caught up in easy fantasies could have realized it would be—here and then here and then here. It has been fighting night and day. It has put up an incredible fight—and a completely ineffective one.... You can see the massive swing of the German flail through Belgium. Meanwhile, we've just been standing around talking about what we would do with our victory...."

"We have been asleep," he said. "This country has been asleep....

"We've been asleep," he said. "This country has been asleep....

"At the back of our minds," he went on bitterly, "I suppose we thought the French would do the heavy work on land—while we stood by at sea. So far as we thought at all. We're so temperate-minded; we're so full of qualifications and discretions.... And so leisurely.... Well, France is down. We've got to fight for France now over the ruins of Paris. Because you and I, Manning, didn't grasp the scale of it, because we indulged in generalisations when we ought to have been drilling and working. Because we've been doing 'business as usual' and all the rest of that sort of thing, while Western civilisation has been in its death agony. If this is to be another '71, on a larger scale and against not merely France but all Europe, if Prussianism is to walk rough-shod over civilisation, if France is to be crushed and Belgium murdered, then life is not worth having. Compared with such an issue as that no other issue, no other interest matters. Yet what are we doing to decide it—you and I? How can it end in anything but a German triumph if you and I, by the million, stand by...."

"At the back of our minds," he continued bitterly, "I guess we thought the French would handle the hard work on land—while we just watched from the sea. So far as we thought at all. We're so moderate; we're filled with qualifications and doubts... And so laid back... Well, France is down. We have to fight for France now amidst the ruins of Paris. Because you and I, Manning, didn't see how big this was, because we got caught up in generalities when we should have been training and working. Because we've been doing 'business as usual' and all that kind of stuff while Western civilization has been in its death throes. If this is going to be another '71, on a bigger scale and against not just France but all of Europe, if Prussianism is going to trample over civilization, if France is going to be crushed and Belgium slaughtered, then life isn't worth living. Compared to such an issue, nothing else matters. Yet what are we doing to change it—you and I? How can it end in anything but a German victory if you and I, by the million, just stand by..."

He paused despairfully and stared at the map.

He stopped in frustration and looked at the map.

"What ought we to be doing?" asked Mr. Manning.

"What should we be doing?" asked Mr. Manning.

"Every man ought to be in training," said Mr. Britling. "Every one ought to be participating.... In some way.... At any rate we ought not to be taking our ease at Matching's Easy any more...."

"Every man should be in training," said Mr. Britling. "Everyone should be getting involved.... In some way.... At the very least, we shouldn't be relaxing at Matching's Easy any longer...."


§ 18


"It interrupts everything," said Hugh suddenly. "These Prussians are the biggest nuisance the world has ever seen."

"It interrupts everything," Hugh said suddenly. "These Prussians are the biggest pain the world has ever seen."

He considered. "It's like every one having to run out because the house catches fire. But of course we have to beat them. It has to be done. And every one has to take a share.

He thought about it. "It's like everyone having to run out when the house is on fire. But of course, we have to outdo them. It has to be done. And everyone needs to pitch in."

"Then we can get on with our work again."

"Then we can get back to our work."

Mr. Britling turned his eyes to his eldest son with a startled expression. He had been speaking—generally. For the moment he had forgotten Hugh.

Mr. Britling looked at his oldest son with a surprised expression. He had been speaking—more broadly. For a moment, he had forgotten about Hugh.


CHAPTER THE SECOND

TAKING PART


§ 1


There were now two chief things in the mind of Mr. Britling. One was a large and valiant thing, a thing of heroic and processional quality, the idea of taking up one's share in the great conflict, of leaving the Dower House and its circle of habits and activities and going out—. From that point he wasn't quite sure where he was to go, nor exactly what he meant to do. His imagination inclined to the figure of a volunteer in an improvised uniform inflicting great damage upon a raiding invader from behind a hedge. The uniform, one presumes, would have been something in the vein of the costume in which he met Mr. Direck. With a "brassard." Or he thought of himself as working at a telephone or in an office engaged upon any useful quasi-administrative work that called for intelligence rather than training. Still, of course, with a "brassard." A month ago he would have had doubts about the meaning of "brassard"; now it seemed to be the very keyword for national organisation. He had started for London by the early train on Monday morning with the intention of immediate enrolment in any such service that offered; of getting, in fact, into his brassard at once. The morning papers he bought at the station dashed his conviction of the inevitable fall of Paris into hopeful doubts, but did not shake his resolution. The effect of rout and pursuit and retreat and retreat and retreat had disappeared from the news. The German right was being counter-attacked, and seemed in danger of getting pinched between Paris and Verdun with the British on its flank. This relieved his mind, but it did nothing to modify his new realisation of the tremendous gravity of the war. Even if the enemy were held and repulsed a little there was still work for every man in the task of forcing them back upon their own country. This war was an immense thing, it would touch everybody.... That meant that every man must give himself. That he had to give himself. He must let nothing stand between him and that clear understanding. It was utterly shameful now to hold back and not to do one's utmost for civilisation, for England, for all the ease and safety one had been given—against these drilled, commanded, obsessed millions.

Mr. Britling was focused on two main things. One was a bold and significant thought, the idea of taking part in the great conflict, of leaving the Dower House and its familiar routines and stepping out—. He wasn't exactly sure where he would go or precisely what he intended to do. He pictured himself as a volunteer in makeshift uniform, dealing a serious blow to an invading enemy from behind a hedge. The uniform, he imagined, would be something like the one he wore when he met Mr. Direck. With a "brassard." Or he thought of himself working at a phone or in an office doing any useful administrative work that required intellect rather than specific training. Still, of course, with a "brassard." A month ago, he might have questioned what "brassard" meant; now it felt like the key term for national organization. He had taken the early train to London on Monday morning with the plan to enroll immediately in any service that was available; he wanted to don his brassard right away. The morning papers he picked up at the station shook his belief in the inevitable fall of Paris but didn’t change his determination. The news of rout, pursuit, and retreat had faded. The German right was being counter-attacked and seemed at risk of being caught between Paris and Verdun with the British on its side. This made him feel better, but it didn't lessen his new awareness of the profound seriousness of the war. Even if the enemy was held and pushed back a bit, there was still work for every man in the effort to drive them back into their own country. This war was enormous; it would affect everyone.... That meant every man had to sacrifice himself. He had to let nothing stand in the way of that clear understanding. It was absolutely shameful now to hold back and not do everything possible for civilization, for England, for the comfort and safety he had been given—against these disciplined, commanded, and determined millions.

Mr. Britling was a flame of exalted voluntaryism, of patriotic devotion, that day.

Mr. Britling was full of passionate commitment to voluntary service and patriotic devotion that day.

But behind all this bravery was the other thing, the second thing in the mind of Mr. Britling, a fear. He was prepared now to spread himself like some valiant turkey-gobbler, every feather at its utmost, against the aggressor. He was prepared to go out and flourish bayonets, march and dig to the limit of his power, shoot, die in a ditch if needful, rather than permit German militarism to dominate the world. He had no fear for himself. He was prepared to perish upon the battlefield or cut a valiant figure in the military hospital. But what he perceived very clearly and did his utmost not to perceive was this qualifying and discouraging fact, that the war monster was not nearly so disposed to meet him as he was to meet the war, and that its eyes were fixed on something beside and behind him, that it was already only too evidently stretching out a long and shadowy arm past him towards Teddy—and towards Hugh....

But behind all this bravery was another thing, a second thought in Mr. Britling’s mind: fear. He was ready to spread himself wide like a brave turkey, every feather on display, against the aggressor. He was prepared to go out and wave bayonets, march and dig with all his might, shoot, or even die in a ditch if necessary, rather than let German militarism take control of the world. He had no fears for himself. He was ready to die on the battlefield or look heroic in a military hospital. But what he clearly saw, and tried his best not to acknowledge, was the discouraging fact that the war monster was not nearly as eager to confront him as he was to face the war. Its eyes were fixed on something else, beyond and behind him, and it was all too clear that it was already reaching out a long, shadowy arm past him towards Teddy—and towards Hugh….

The young are the food of war....

The young are the fuel of war...

Teddy wasn't Mr. Britling's business anyhow. Teddy must do as he thought proper. Mr. Britling would not even advise upon that. And as for Hugh—

Teddy wasn't Mr. Britling's concern anyway. Teddy should do what he thought was right. Mr. Britling wouldn't even give advice on that. And as for Hugh—

Mr. Britling did his best to brazen it out.

Mr. Britling did his best to act tough.

"My eldest boy is barely seventeen," he said. "He's keen to go, and I'd be sorry if he wasn't. He'll get into some cadet corps of course—he's already done something of that kind at school. Or they'll take him into the Territorials. But before he's nineteen everything will be over, one way or another. I'm afraid, poor chap, he'll feel sold...."

"My oldest son is just barely seventeen," he said. "He's eager to go, and I'd be disappointed if he wasn't. He'll join some cadet group, of course—he's already participated in something like that at school. Or they'll enlist him in the Territorials. But before he turns nineteen, it will all be over, one way or another. I'm worried, poor guy, he'll feel betrayed...."

And having thrust Hugh safely into the background of his mind as—juvenile, doing a juvenile share, no sort of man yet—Mr. Britling could give a free rein to his generous imaginations of a national uprising. From the idea of a universal participation in the struggle he passed by an easy transition to an anticipation of all Britain armed and gravely embattled. Across gulfs of obstinate reality. He himself was prepared to say, and accordingly he felt that the great mass of the British must be prepared to say to the government: "Here we are at your disposal. This is not a diplomatists' war nor a War Office war; this is a war of the whole people. We are all willing and ready to lay aside our usual occupations and offer our property and ourselves. Whim and individual action are for peace times. Take us and use us as you think fit. Take all we possess." When he thought of the government in this way, he forgot the governing class he knew. The slack-trousered Raeburn, the prim, attentive Philbert, Lady Frensham at the top of her voice, stern, preposterous Carson, boozy Bandershoot and artful Taper, wily Asquith, the eloquent yet unsubstantial George, and the immobile Grey, vanished out of his mind; all those representative exponents of the way things are done in Great Britain faded in the glow of his imaginative effort; he forgot the dreary debates, the floundering newspapers, the "bluffs," the intrigues, the sly bargains of the week-end party, the "schoolboy honour" of grown men, the universal weak dishonesty in thinking; he thought simply of a simplified and ideal government that governed. He thought vaguely of something behind and beyond them, England, the ruling genius of the land; something with a dignified assurance and a stable will. He imagined this shadowy ruler miraculously provided with schemes and statistics against this supreme occasion which had for so many years been the most conspicuous probability before the country. His mind leaping forwards to the conception of a great nation reluctantly turning its vast resources to the prosecution of a righteous defensive war, filled in the obvious corollaries of plan and calculation. He thought that somewhere "up there" there must be people who could count and who had counted everything that we might need for such a struggle, and organisers who had schemed and estimated down to practicable and manageable details....

And after putting Hugh safely in the back of his mind as someone young, just doing a young person's part, not really an adult yet, Mr. Britling felt free to let his generous imagination roam about a national uprising. From the idea of everyone participating in the struggle, he easily shifted to envisioning all of Britain mobilized and seriously prepared for battle. Across vast chasms of stubborn reality, he was ready to say, and he believed that the vast majority of the British people must be ready to say to the government: "Here we are, ready to help. This isn’t a diplomats’ war or a War Office war; this is a war for all the people. We’re all willing and ready to put aside our usual jobs and offer our resources and ourselves. Personal whims and individual actions belong to peacetime. Use us as you see fit. Take everything we have." When he thought of the government like this, he forgot the politicians he knew. The slouchy Raeburn, the formal and attentive Philbert, Lady Frensham shouting, the stern but ridiculous Carson, tipsy Bandershoot, clever Taper, crafty Asquith, the eloquent but insubstantial George, and the unyielding Grey all faded from his mind; those representatives of how things are done in Great Britain vanished in the light of his imagination. He forgot the tedious debates, the struggling newspapers, the "bluffs," the manipulative deals of weekend gatherings, the "schoolboy honor" exhibited by grown men, and the widespread weakness of dishonest thinking; he focused simply on a streamlined and ideal government that truly governed. He vaguely thought of something beyond them, England, the guiding spirit of the land; something with a dignified confidence and a steady will. He imagined this elusive ruler miraculously equipped with plans and statistics for this ultimate moment, which had been the most obvious possibility facing the country for so many years. His mind leapt forward to the idea of a great nation reluctantly allocating its vast resources to fight a just defensive war, filling in the expected plans and calculations. He thought there must be people "up there" who could count and who had counted everything we might need for such a struggle, and organizers who had devised and estimated down to practical and manageable details...

Such lapses from knowledge to faith are perhaps necessary that human heroism may be possible....

Such shifts from knowledge to faith might be necessary for human heroism to exist....

His conception of his own share in the great national uprising was a very modest one. He was a writer, a footnote to reality; he had no trick of command over men, his rôle was observation rather than organisation, and he saw himself only as an insignificant individual dropping from his individuality into his place in a great machine, taking a rifle in a trench, guarding a bridge, filling a cartridge—just with a brassard or something like that on—until the great task was done. Sunday night was full of imaginations of order, of the countryside standing up to its task, of roads cleared and resources marshalled, of the petty interests of the private life altogether set aside. And mingling with that it was still possible for Mr. Britling, he was still young enough, to produce such dreams of personal service, of sudden emergencies swiftly and bravely met, of conspicuous daring and exceptional rewards, such dreams as hover in the brains of every imaginative recruit....

His view of his role in the national uprising was pretty humble. He saw himself as a writer, just a small part of reality; he didn’t have a knack for leading people, and his role was more about observing than organizing. He saw himself as a minor individual fading into the background of a large operation, taking a rifle in a trench, watching over a bridge, loading a cartridge—just with an armband or something similar on—until the big job was completed. Sunday night was filled with visions of order, the countryside rising to the occasion, roads cleared and resources organized, with personal concerns completely put aside. Amidst all this, it was still possible for Mr. Britling, still young enough, to dream of personal contribution, of facing sudden emergencies quickly and bravely, of notable courage and special recognition—dreams that linger in the minds of every imaginative recruit...

The detailed story of Mr. Britling's two days' search for some easy and convenient ladder into the service of his threatened country would be a voluminous one. It would begin with the figure of a neatly brushed patriot, with an intent expression upon his intelligent face, seated in the Londonward train, reading the war news—the first comforting war news for many days—and trying not to look as though his life was torn up by the roots and all his being aflame with devotion; and it would conclude after forty-eight hours of fuss, inquiry, talk, waiting, telephoning, with the same gentleman, a little fagged and with a kind of weary apathy in his eyes, returning by the short cut from the station across Claverings park to resume his connection with his abandoned roots. The essential process of the interval had been the correction of Mr. Britling's temporary delusion that the government of the British Empire is either intelligent, instructed, or wise.

The detailed story of Mr. Britling's two-day search for a simple and convenient way to serve his threatened country could be quite lengthy. It would start with a neatly dressed patriot, looking focused and determined, sitting on a train to London, reading the latest war news—the first encouraging news he had seen in days—and trying not to show the turmoil in his life or the intense devotion he felt. It would end after forty-eight hours of chaos, questions, conversations, waiting, and phone calls, with the same man, now a bit worn out and showing a sense of tired indifference in his eyes, taking a shortcut from the station across Claverings park to reconnect with his neglected roots. The key takeaway from this time was Mr. Britling's realization that the government of the British Empire is neither intelligent, informed, nor wise.

The great "Business as Usual" phase was already passing away, and London was in the full tide of recruiting enthusiasm. That tide was breaking against the most miserable arrangements for enlistment it is possible to imagine. Overtaxed and not very competent officers, whose one idea of being very efficient was to refuse civilian help and be very, very slow and circumspect and very dignified and overbearing, sat in dirty little rooms and snarled at this unheard-of England that pressed at door and window for enrolment. Outside every recruiting office crowds of men and youths waited, leaning against walls, sitting upon the pavements, waited for long hours, waiting to the end of the day and returning next morning, without shelter, without food, many sick with hunger; men who had hurried up from the country, men who had thrown up jobs of every kind, clerks, shopmen, anxious only to serve England and "teach those damned Germans a lesson." Between them and this object they had discovered a perplexing barrier; an inattention. As Mr. Britling made his way by St. Martin's Church and across Trafalgar Square and marked the weary accumulation of this magnificently patriotic stuff, he had his first inkling of the imaginative insufficiency of the War Office that had been so suddenly called upon to organise victory. He was to be more fully informed when he reached his club.

The big "Business as Usual" phase was already fading away, and London was caught up in a wave of excitement for recruiting. That wave was crashing against the most awful enlistment setups you could imagine. Overworked and not very capable officers, whose only idea of being efficient was to refuse help from civilians and act very slowly, cautiously, and with a stuffy attitude, sat in dirty little rooms and grumbled at this unprecedented England that pressed in at the doors and windows for volunteers. Outside every recruiting office, groups of men and young people waited, leaning against walls, sitting on the sidewalks, waiting for hours, staying until the end of the day and coming back the next morning, with no shelter, no food, many weak from hunger; men who had rushed down from the countryside, men who had quit all kinds of jobs, clerks, shopworkers, eager only to serve England and "give those damn Germans a lesson." Between them and that goal, they found a frustrating barrier: indifference. As Mr. Britling made his way past St. Martin's Church and across Trafalgar Square and noticed the tired crowd of this magnificently patriotic group, he got his first hint of the War Office's imaginative shortcomings that had been suddenly thrust into the task of organizing victory. He would be better informed when he reached his club.

His impression of the streets through which he passed was an impression of great unrest. There were noticeably fewer omnibuses and less road traffic generally, but there was a quite unusual number of drifting pedestrians. The current on the pavements was irritatingly sluggish. There were more people standing about, and fewer going upon their business. This was particularly the case with the women he saw. Many of them seemed to have drifted in from the suburbs and outskirts of London in a state of vague expectation, unable to stay in their homes.

His view of the streets he walked through reflected a sense of deep unease. There were noticeably fewer buses and less traffic overall, but an unusually high number of people just wandering around. The flow of pedestrians on the sidewalks was frustratingly slow. More people were loitering, and fewer were actually going about their day. This was especially true for the women he noticed. Many seemed to have come in from the suburbs and outskirts of London, caught in a state of vague anticipation, unable to remain at home.

Everywhere there were the flags of the Allies; in shop windows, over doors, on the bonnets of automobiles, on people's breasts, and there was a great quantity of recruiting posters on the hoardings and in windows: "Your King and Country Need You" was the chief text, and they still called for "A Hundred Thousand Men" although the demand of Lord Kitchener had risen to half a million. There were also placards calling for men on nearly all the taxicabs. The big windows of the offices of the Norddeutscher Lloyd in Cockspur Street were boarded up, and plastered thickly with recruiting appeals.

Everywhere there were flags of the Allies; in shop windows, over doorways, on the hoods of cars, on people's chests, and there were a lot of recruitment posters on the billboards and in windows: "Your King and Country Need You" was the main message, and they were still asking for "A Hundred Thousand Men" even though Lord Kitchener had raised the demand to half a million. There were also signs looking for men on almost all the taxis. The large windows of the Norddeutscher Lloyd offices on Cockspur Street were boarded up and heavily covered with recruitment appeals.

At his club Mr. Britling found much talk and belligerent stir. In the hall Wilkins the author was displaying a dummy rifle of bent iron rod to several interested members. It was to be used for drilling until rifles could be got, and it could be made for eighteen pence. This was the first intimation Mr. Britling got that the want of foresight of the War Office only began with its unpreparedness for recruits. Men were talking very freely in the club; one of the temporary effects of the war in its earlier stages was to produce a partial thaw in the constitutional British shyness; and men who had glowered at Mr. Britling over their lunches and had been glowered at by Mr. Britling in silence for years now started conversations with him.

At his club, Mr. Britling found a lot of excitement and aggressive chatter. In the hall, Wilkins the author was showing off a dummy rifle made from a bent iron rod to several interested members. It was meant for training until actual rifles could be obtained, and it could be made for eighteen pence. This was Mr. Britling's first sign that the War Office's lack of foresight went beyond just being unprepared for recruits. Men were speaking openly at the club; one of the immediate effects of the war in its early stages was a slight easing of the typically reserved British nature. Men who had silently glared at Mr. Britling over their lunches for years were now starting conversations with him.

"What is a man of my sort to do?" asked a clean-shaven barrister.

"What am I supposed to do?" asked a clean-shaven lawyer.

"Exactly what I have been asking," said Mr. Britling. "They are fixing the upward age for recruits at thirty; it's absurdly low. A man well over forty like myself is quite fit to line a trench or guard a bridge. I'm not so bad a shot...."

"Exactly what I've been saying," Mr. Britling replied. "They're setting the age limit for recruits at thirty; it's ridiculously low. A guy over forty like me is perfectly capable of holding a trench or guarding a bridge. I'm not that bad of a shot...."

"We've been discussing home defence volunteers," said the barrister. "Anyhow we ought to be drilling. But the War Office sets its face as sternly against our doing anything of the sort as though we were going to join the Germans. It's absurd. Even if we older men aren't fit to go abroad, we could at least release troops who could."

"We've been talking about home defense volunteers," said the lawyer. "Anyway, we should be training. But the War Office is totally against us doing anything like that, as if we were planning to join the Germans. It’s ridiculous. Even if the older guys are not fit to go overseas, we could at least free up troops who can."

"If you had the rifles," said a sharp-featured man in grey to the right of Mr. Britling.

"If you had the rifles," said a sharp-featured man in grey to the right of Mr. Britling.

"I suppose they are to be got," said Mr. Britling.

"I guess they can be found," said Mr. Britling.

The sharp-featured man indicated by appropriate facial action and head-shaking that this was by no means the case.

The sharp-featured man showed through his facial expressions and head shakes that this was definitely not the case.

"Every dead man, many wounded men, most prisoners," he said, "mean each one a rifle lost. We have lost five-and-twenty thousand rifles alone since the war began. Quite apart from arming new troops we have to replace those rifles with the drafts we send out. Do you know what is the maximum weekly output of rifles at the present time in this country?"

"Every dead man, many injured, and most prisoners," he said, "means one less rifle for us. We've lost twenty-five thousand rifles just since the war started. Besides arming new troops, we also have to replace the rifles we've lost with the drafts we're sending out. Do you know what the maximum weekly production of rifles is in this country right now?"

Mr. Britling did not know.

Mr. Britling didn't know.

"Nine thousand."

"9,000."

Mr. Britling suddenly understood the significance of Wilkins and his dummy gun.

Mr. Britling suddenly realized the importance of Wilkins and his fake gun.

The sharp-featured man added with an air of concluding the matter: "It's the barrels are the trouble. Complicated machinery. We haven't got it and we can't make it in a hurry. And there you are!"

The sharp-featured man said, wrapping things up: "It's the barrels that are the problem. Complicated machinery. We don't have it, and we can't make it quickly. So that's that!"

The sharp-featured man had a way of speaking almost as if he was throwing bombs. He threw one now. "Zinc," he said.

The man with sharp features spoke in a way that felt like he was throwing bombs. He tossed one out now. "Zinc," he said.

"We're not short of zinc?" said the lawyer.

"We're not low on zinc?" said the lawyer.

The sharp-featured man nodded, and then became explicit.

The man with sharp features nodded and then clarified.

Zinc was necessary for cartridges; it had to be refined zinc and very pure, or the shooting went wrong. Well, we had let the refining business drift away from England to Belgium and Germany. There were just one or two British firms still left.... Unless we bucked up tremendously we should get caught short of cartridges.... At any rate of cartridges so made as to ensure good shooting. "And there you are!" said the sharp-featured man.

Zinc was essential for cartridges; it had to be refined zinc and very pure, or the shooting wouldn’t go well. Well, we had let the refining industry slip away from England to Belgium and Germany. There were only one or two British companies still around.... Unless we really stepped up our efforts, we were going to be short on cartridges.... At least on the kind of cartridges that guarantee good shooting. "And there you have it!" said the sharp-featured man.

But the sharp-featured man did not at that time represent any considerable section of public thought. "I suppose after all we can get rifles from America," said the lawyer. "And as for zinc, if the shortage is known the shortage will be provided for...."

But the sharply defined man didn’t represent a significant part of public opinion at that moment. "I guess we can still get rifles from America," said the lawyer. "And regarding zinc, if the shortage is recognized, arrangements will be made to address it...."

The prevailing topic in the smoking-room upstairs was the inability of the War Office to deal with the flood of recruits that was pouring in, and its hostility to any such volunteering as Mr. Britling had in mind. Quite a number of members wanted to volunteer; there was much talk of their fitness; "I'm fifty-four," said one, "and I could do my twenty-five miles in marching kit far better than half those boys of nineteen." Another was thirty-eight. "I must hold the business together," he said; "but why anyhow shouldn't I learn to shoot and use a bayonet?" The personal pique of the rejected lent force to their criticisms of the recruiting and general organisation. "The War Office has one incurable system," said a big mine-owner. "During peace time it runs all its home administration with men who will certainly be wanted at the front directly there is a war. Directly war comes, therefore, there is a shift all round, and a new untried man—usually a dug-out in an advanced state of decay—is stuck into the job. Chaos follows automatically. The War Office always has done this, and so far as one can see it always will. It seems incapable of realising that another man will be wanted until the first is taken away. Its imagination doesn't even run to that."

The main topic in the upstairs smoking room was the War Office's struggle to manage the influx of recruits coming in and its unwillingness to accept the kind of volunteering that Mr. Britling was suggesting. Several members expressed a desire to volunteer; there was a lot of discussion about their qualifications. "I'm fifty-four," one man said, "and I could march twenty-five miles in full gear much better than half those nineteen-year-olds." Another, who was thirty-eight, remarked, "I need to keep the business running, but why shouldn't I learn how to shoot and use a bayonet?" The frustration of those who were turned away fueled their criticism of the recruiting process and overall organization. "The War Office has one unchanging flaw," said a large mine owner. "In peacetime, it manages all its home operations with people who will definitely be needed at the front as soon as war breaks out. As soon as war starts, there’s an entire shuffle, and a new, untested person—usually someone who's well past their prime—is put into the role. This inevitably leads to chaos. The War Office has always done this, and it seems it always will. It appears unable to grasp that another person will be needed until the first one is taken away. Its imagination doesn’t even extend that far."

Mr. Britling found a kindred spirit in Wilkins.

Mr. Britling found a kindred spirit in Wilkins.

Wilkins was expounding his tremendous scheme for universal volunteering. Everybody was to be accepted. Everybody was to be assigned and registered and—badged.

Wilkins was explaining his amazing plan for universal volunteering. Everyone was to be accepted. Everyone was to be assigned and registered and—badged.

"A brassard," said Mr. Britling.

"A armband," said Mr. Britling.

"It doesn't matter whether we really produce a fighting force or not," said Wilkins. "Everybody now is enthusiastic—and serious. Everybody is willing to put on some kind of uniform and submit to some sort of orders. And the thing to do is to catch them in the willing stage. Now is the time to get the country lined up and organised, ready to meet the internal stresses that are bound to come later. But there's no disposition whatever to welcome this universal offering. It's just as though this war was a treat to which only the very select friends of the War Office were to be admitted. And I don't admit that the national volunteers would be ineffective—even from a military point of view. There are plenty of fit men of our age, and men of proper age who are better employed at home—armament workers for example, and there are all the boys under the age. They may not be under the age before things are over...."

"It doesn't matter if we actually produce a fighting force or not," said Wilkins. "Everyone is enthusiastic now—and serious. Everyone is ready to wear some kind of uniform and follow orders. The important thing is to capture that willingness while it's there. Now is the time to get the country organized and lined up, prepared to face the internal pressures that are sure to come later. But there's no real desire to embrace this widespread willingness. It's as if this war is a privilege that only the select friends of the War Office are allowed to join. And I don't believe that the national volunteers would be ineffective—even from a military standpoint. There are plenty of fit men our age, and men of the right age who are better suited to stay home—armament workers, for instance, and all the boys who are underage. They might not be underage by the time this is all over...."

He was even prepared to plan uniforms.

He was even ready to design uniforms.

"A brassard," repeated Mr. Britling, "and perhaps coloured strips on the revers of a coat."

"A brassard," Mr. Britling repeated, "and maybe colored strips on the collar of a coat."

"Colours for the counties," said Wilkins, "and if there isn't coloured cloth to be got there's—red flannel. Anything is better than leaving the mass of people to mob about...."

"Colors for the counties," said Wilkins, "and if there isn't any colored fabric available, there's always red flannel. Anything is better than letting the crowd roam around aimlessly...."

A momentary vision danced before Mr. Britling's eyes of red flannel petticoats being torn up in a rapid improvisation of soldiers to resist a sudden invasion. Passing washerwomen suddenly requisitioned. But one must not let oneself be laughed out of good intentions because of ridiculous accessories. The idea at any rate was the sound one....

A brief vision flashed before Mr. Britling's eyes of red flannel petticoats being quickly transformed into soldiers to fend off a sudden invasion. Washerwomen were suddenly called into action. But one shouldn't let themselves be mocked out of good intentions because of silly details. The idea, at least, was a solid one....

The vision of what ought to be done shone brightly while Mr. Britling and Mr. Wilkins maintained it. But presently under discouraging reminders that there were no rifles, no instructors, and, above all, the open hostility of the established authorities, it faded again....

The vision of what needed to be done shone brightly while Mr. Britling and Mr. Wilkins held onto it. But soon, under discouraging reminders that there were no rifles, no instructors, and, above all, the open hostility from the established authorities, it faded again....

Afterwards in other conversations Mr. Britling reverted to more modest ambitions.

After that, in other conversations, Mr. Britling returned to more modest ambitions.

"Is there no clerical work, no minor administrative work, a man might be used for?" he asked.

"Is there no office work, no minor admin tasks, that a guy could help with?" he asked.

"Any old dug-out," said the man with the thin face, "any old doddering Colonel Newcome, is preferred to you in that matter...."

"Any old dug-out," said the man with the thin face, "any old doddering Colonel Newcome, is preferred to you in that matter...."

Mr. Britling emerged from his club about half-past three with his mind rather dishevelled and with his private determination to do something promptly for his country's needs blunted by a perplexing "How?" His search for doors and ways where no doors and ways existed went on with a gathering sense of futility.

Mr. Britling walked out of his club around 3:30, his thoughts all over the place and his resolve to do something for his country's needs somewhat dulled by a confusing "How?" He continued to look for avenues and solutions where none seemed to exist, feeling increasingly frustrated.

He had a ridiculous sense of pique at being left out, like a child shut out from a room in which a vitally interesting game is being played.

He felt an absurd annoyance at being excluded, like a child locked out of a room where an exciting game is happening.

"After all, it is our war," he said.

"After all, it’s our war," he said.

He caught the phrase as it dropped from his lips with a feeling that it said more than he intended. He turned it over and examined it, and the more he did so the more he was convinced of its truth and soundness....

He noticed the words as they slipped from his mouth, feeling that they revealed more than he meant. He considered them carefully, and the more he thought about them, the more he believed in their truth and validity....


§ 2


By night there was a new strangeness about London. The authorities were trying to suppress the more brilliant illumination of the chief thoroughfares, on account of the possibility of an air raid. Shopkeepers were being compelled to pull down their blinds, and many of the big standard lights were unlit. Mr. Britling thought these precautions were very fussy and unnecessary, and likely to lead to accidents amidst the traffic. But it gave a Rembrandtesque quality to the London scene, turned it into mysterious arrangements of brown shadows and cones and bars of light. At first many people were recalcitrant, and here and there a restaurant or a draper's window still blazed out and broke the gloom. There were also a number of insubordinate automobiles with big head-lights. But the police were being unusually firm....

By night, London had a new strangeness to it. The authorities were trying to reduce the bright lights on the main streets because of the risk of an air raid. Shopkeepers were being forced to close their blinds, and many of the large streetlights were turned off. Mr. Britling thought these measures were excessive and pointless, and likely to lead to accidents in the traffic. But it gave a Rembrandtesque feel to the London scene, transforming it into mysterious arrangements of brown shadows, cones, and bars of light. At first, many people resisted, and here and there a restaurant or a store window still shone brightly and broke the darkness. There were also a number of defiant cars with bright headlights. But the police were being unusually strict....

"It will all glitter again in a little time," he told himself.

"It will all shine again soon," he told himself.

He heard an old lady who was projecting from an offending automobile at Piccadilly Circus in hot dispute with a police officer. "Zeppelins indeed!" she said. "What nonsense! As if they would dare to come here! Who would let them, I should like to know?"

He heard an elderly woman shouting from a car at Piccadilly Circus in a heated argument with a police officer. "Zeppelins, really!" she exclaimed. "What nonsense! As if they would dare to come here! Who would let them, I wonder?"

Probably a friend of Lady Frensham's, he thought. Still—the idea of Zeppelins over London did seem rather ridiculous to Mr. Britling. He would not have liked to have been caught talking of it himself.... There never had been Zeppelins over London. They were gas bags....

Probably a friend of Lady Frensham's, he thought. Still—the idea of Zeppelins over London did seem pretty ridiculous to Mr. Britling. He wouldn’t have wanted to get caught talking about it himself.... There had never been Zeppelins over London. They were gas bags....


§ 3


On Wednesday morning Mr. Britling returned to the Dower House, and he was still a civilian unassigned.

On Wednesday morning, Mr. Britling went back to the Dower House, and he was still a civilian without a designation.

In the hall he found a tall figure in khaki standing and reading The Times that usually lay upon the hall table. The figure turned at Mr. Britling's entry, and revealed the aquiline features of Mr. Lawrence Carmine. It was as if his friend had stolen a march on him.

In the hall, he discovered a tall figure in khaki standing and reading The Times that typically rested on the hall table. The figure turned when Mr. Britling walked in, revealing the sharp features of Mr. Lawrence Carmine. It felt like his friend had gotten the jump on him.

But Carmine's face showed nothing of the excitement and patriotic satisfaction that would have seemed natural to Mr. Britling. He was white and jaded, as if he had not slept for many nights. "You see," he explained almost apologetically of the three stars upon his sleeve, "I used to be a captain of volunteers." He had been put in charge of a volunteer force which had been re-embodied and entrusted with the care of the bridges, gasworks, factories and railway tunnels, and with a number of other minor but necessary duties round about Easinghampton. "I've just got to shut up my house," said Captain Carmine, "and go into lodgings. I confess I hate it.... But anyhow it can't last six months.... But it's beastly.... Ugh!..."

But Carmine's face showed none of the excitement and patriotic pride that would have felt natural to Mr. Britling. He looked pale and worn out, as if he hadn’t slept in many nights. "You see," he explained almost apologetically about the three stars on his sleeve, "I used to be a captain of volunteers." He had been put in charge of a volunteer force that had been re-formed and assigned to look after the bridges, gasworks, factories, and railway tunnels, along with several other minor but essential tasks around Easinghampton. "I've just got to close up my house," said Captain Carmine, "and move into lodgings. I admit I hate it... But anyway, it can't last six months... But it's awful... Ugh!..."

He seemed disposed to expand that "Ugh," and then thought better of it. And presently Mr. Britling took control of the conversation.

He seemed ready to elaborate on that "Ugh," but then thought better of it. Soon after, Mr. Britling took over the conversation.

His two days in London had filled him with matter, and he was glad to have something more than Hugh and Teddy and Mrs. Britling to talk it upon. What was happening now in Great Britain, he declared, was adjustment. It was an attempt on the part of a great unorganised nation, an attempt, instinctive at present rather than intelligent, to readjust its government and particularly its military organisation to the new scale of warfare that Germany had imposed upon the world. For two strenuous decades the British navy had been growing enormously under the pressure of German naval preparations, but the British military establishment had experienced no corresponding expansion. It was true there had been a futile, rather foolishly conducted agitation for universal military service, but there had been no accumulation of material, no preparation of armament-making machinery, no planning and no foundations for any sort of organisation that would have facilitated the rapid expansion of the fighting forces of a country in a time of crisis. Such an idea was absolutely antagonistic to the mental habits of the British military caste. The German method of incorporating all the strength and resources of the country into one national fighting machine was quite strange to the British military mind—still. Even after a month of war. War had become the comprehensive business of the German nation; to the British it was an incidental adventure. In Germany the nation was militarised, in England the army was specialised. The nation for nearly every practical purpose got along without it. Just as political life had also become specialised.... Now suddenly we wanted a government to speak for every one, and an army of the whole people. How were we to find it?

His two days in London had given him a lot to think about, and he was glad to have more to discuss than just Hugh, Teddy, and Mrs. Britling. What was happening now in Great Britain, he said, was adjustment. It was an instinctive attempt by a large, unorganized nation to restructure its government and especially its military setup to match the new level of warfare that Germany had forced on the world. For two intense decades, the British navy had significantly expanded due to German naval preparations, but the British military had not seen a similar growth. True, there had been a pointless and somewhat foolish push for universal military service, but there was no stockpiling of resources, no preparation for manufacturing weapons, no planning, and no groundwork for any sort of organization that could quickly ramp up the nation's fighting forces in a crisis. Such an idea totally clashed with the mindset of the British military elite. The German approach of utilizing all the country's strength and resources to create a single national fighting force was still quite foreign to the British military perspective—even after a month of war. For Germany, war had become the central focus of the nation; for the British, it was an incidental venture. In Germany, the nation was militarized; in England, the army was specialized. The nation managed without it for nearly every practical reason. Just as political life had also become specialized... Now suddenly we needed a government that represented everyone, and an army made up of the entire population. How were we supposed to make that happen?

Mr. Britling dwelt upon this idea of the specialised character of the British army and navy and government. It seemed to him to be the clue to everything that was jarring in the London spectacle. The army had been a thing aloof, for a special end. It had developed all the characteristics of a caste. It had very high standards along the lines of its specialisation, but it was inadaptable and conservative. Its exclusiveness was not so much a deliberate culture as a consequence of its detached function. It touched the ordinary social body chiefly through three other specialised bodies, the court, the church, and the stage. Apart from that it saw the great unofficial civilian world as something vague, something unsympathetic, something possibly antagonistic, which it comforted itself by snubbing when it dared and tricking when it could, something that projected members of Parliament towards it and was stingy about money. Directly one grasped how apart the army lived from the ordinary life of the community, from industrialism or from economic necessities, directly one understood that the great mass of Englishmen were simply "outsiders" to the War Office mind, just as they were "outsiders" to the political clique, one began to realise the complete unfitness of either government or War Office for the conduct of so great a national effort as was now needed. These people "up there" did not know anything of the broad mass of English life at all, they did not know how or where things were made; when they wanted things they just went to a shop somewhere and got them. This was the necessary psychology of a small army under a clique government. Nothing else was to be expected. But now—somehow—the nation had to take hold of the government that it had neglected so long....

Mr. Britling focused on this idea of the specialized nature of the British army, navy, and government. It struck him as the key to everything that felt off in the London scene. The army had been set apart for a specific purpose. It had developed all the traits of a caste. It had very high standards based on its specialization, but it was rigid and traditional. Its exclusivity wasn’t so much a deliberate choice as it was the result of its detached role. It mainly interacted with the general social fabric through three other specialized groups: the court, the church, and the theater. Other than that, it viewed the vast unofficial civilian world as something unclear, unwelcoming, and possibly hostile, which it reassured itself by ignoring when it could and condescending to when it dared, something that sent members of Parliament to it and was stingy with funds. Once you realized how disconnected the army was from everyday life in the community, from industrialism or economic realities, it became clear that the vast majority of Englishmen were simply "outsiders" to the War Office mindset, just as they were "outsiders" to the political elite. One began to see the utter inability of either the government or the War Office to manage such a significant national effort as was now required. Those "up there" had no understanding of the wider English life; they didn’t know how or where things were produced; when they wanted something, they simply went to a store and got it. This was the inevitable mentality of a small army governed by a clique. Nothing else was to be expected. But now—somehow—the nation had to take charge of the government it had neglected for so long....

"You see," said Mr. Britling, repeating a phrase that was becoming more and more essential to his thoughts, "this is our war....

"You see," said Mr. Britling, repeating a phrase that was becoming more and more essential to his thoughts, "this is our war....

"Of course," said Mr. Britling, "these things are not going to be done without a conflict. We aren't going to take hold of our country which we have neglected so long without a lot of internal friction. But in England we can make these readjustments without revolution. It is our strength....

"Of course," said Mr. Britling, "these things aren’t going to happen without some conflict. We’re not going to take control of our country that we’ve neglected for so long without a lot of internal friction. But in England, we can make these adjustments without a revolution. It’s our strength....

"At present England is confused—but it's a healthy confusion. It's astir. We have more things to defeat than just Germany....

"Right now, England is a bit mixed up—but it's a good kind of confusion. It's buzzing. We have more challenges to tackle than just Germany....

"These hosts of recruits—weary, uncared for, besieging the recruiting stations. It's symbolical.... Our tremendous reserves of will and manhood. Our almost incredible insufficiency of direction....

"These groups of recruits—exhausted, neglected, crowding the recruitment centers. It's symbolic.... Our huge reserves of determination and strength. Our almost unbelievable lack of guidance...."

"Those people up there have no idea of the Will that surges up in England. They are timid little manoeuvring people, afraid of property, afraid of newspapers, afraid of trade-unions. They aren't leading us against the Germans; they are just being shoved against the Germans by necessity...."

"Those people up there have no clue about the determination that's rising in England. They're timid little schemers, scared of property, scared of newspapers, scared of trade unions. They aren't leading us against the Germans; they're just being pushed toward the Germans out of necessity..."

From this Mr. Britling broke away into a fresh addition to his already large collection of contrasts between England and Germany. Germany was a nation which has been swallowed up and incorporated by an army and an administration; the Prussian military system had assimilated to itself the whole German life. It was a State in a state of repletion, a State that had swallowed all its people. Britain was not a State. It was an unincorporated people. The British army, the British War Office, and the British administration had assimilated nothing; they were little old partial things; the British nation lay outside them, beyond their understanding and tradition; a formless new thing, but a great thing; and now this British nation, this real nation, the "outsiders," had to take up arms. Suddenly all the underlying ideas of that outer, greater English life beyond politics, beyond the services, were challenged, its tolerant good humour, its freedom, and its irresponsibility. It was not simply English life that was threatened; it was all the latitudes of democracy, it was every liberal idea and every liberty. It was civilisation in danger. The uncharted liberal system had been taken by the throat; it had to "make good" or perish....

From this, Mr. Britling drifted into yet another comparison between England and Germany. Germany was a nation absorbed and dominated by its military and government; the Prussian military system had integrated all aspects of German life. It was a State that was overstuffed, a State that had consumed its entire population. Britain, on the other hand, was not a State. It was a diverse, unstructured society. The British army, the British War Office, and the British administration had integrated nothing; they were small and outdated entities; the British nation existed outside of them, beyond their comprehension and traditional roles. It was a formless yet significant entity; and now this British nation, this true nation—the "outsiders"—had to take up arms. Suddenly, all the fundamental aspects of that larger, greater English life beyond politics and institutions were under threat, including its tolerant good humor, its freedom, and its lack of accountability. It wasn't just English life that was at risk; it was the very essence of democracy, every liberal idea, and every individual right. Civilization itself was in jeopardy. The uncharted liberal system had been gripped by a threat; it had to "prove itself" or face extinction....

"I went up to London expecting to be told what to do. There is no one to tell any one what to do.... Much less is there any one to compel us what to do....

"I went up to London expecting to be given instructions. There’s no one to direct anyone on what to do... Even less is there anyone to force us to follow orders..."

"There's a War Office like a college during a riot, with its doors and windows barred; there's a government like a cockle boat in an Atlantic gale....

"There's a War Office that looks like a college during a riot, with its doors and windows locked tight; there's a government like a small boat in a stormy Atlantic...."

"One feels the thing ought to have come upon us like the sound of a trumpet. Instead, until now, it has been like a great noise, that we just listened to, in the next house.... And now slowly the nation awakes. London is just like a dazed sleeper waking up out of a deep sleep to fire and danger, tumult and cries for help, near at hand. The streets give you exactly that effect. People are looking about and listening. One feels that at any moment, in a pause, in a silence, there may come, from far away, over the houses, faint and little, the boom of guns or the small outcries of little French or Belgian villages in agony...."

"One would expect this to hit us like the sound of a trumpet. Instead, up until now, it has felt more like a distant commotion we’ve been hearing from next door. But now, slowly, the nation is waking up. London feels like a groggy sleeper coming out of a deep slumber, facing fire and danger, chaos and cries for help, all around. The streets create that exact atmosphere. People are looking around and listening. You can sense that at any moment, in a pause, in a silence, there could come from afar, over the rooftops, faintly and softly, the distant rumble of cannons or the small cries of little French or Belgian villages in distress."

Such was the gist of Mr. Britling's discourse.

Such was the essence of Mr. Britling's speech.

He did most of the table talk, and all that mattered. Teddy was an assenting voice, Hugh was silent and apparently a little inattentive, Mrs. Britling was thinking of the courses and the servants and the boys, and giving her husband only half an ear, Captain Carmine said little and seemed to be troubled by some disagreeable preoccupation. Now and then he would endorse or supplement the things Mr. Britling was saying. Thrice he remarked: "People still do not begin to understand."...

He did most of the talking at the table, and that was what really mattered. Teddy agreed with him, Hugh was quiet and seemed a bit distracted, Mrs. Britling was preoccupied with the food, the staff, and the kids, only half-listening to her husband. Captain Carmine didn’t say much and looked like he was worried about something unpleasant. Occasionally, he would agree with or add to what Mr. Britling was saying. Three times he mentioned, "People still don’t begin to understand."...


§ 4


It was only when they sat together in the barn court out of the way of Mrs. Britling and the children that Captain Carmine was able to explain his listless bearing and jaded appearance. He was suffering from a bad nervous shock. He had hardly taken over his command before one of his men had been killed—and killed in a manner that had left a scar upon his mind.

It was only when they sat together in the barn courtyard, away from Mrs. Britling and the kids, that Captain Carmine could explain his tired demeanor and worn-out look. He was dealing with a serious nervous shock. He had barely taken over his command before one of his men was killed—and in a way that had deeply affected him.

The man had been guarding a tunnel, and he had been knocked down by one train when crossing the line behind another. So it was that the bomb of Sarajevo killed its first victim in Essex. Captain Carmine had found the body. He had found the body in a cloudy moonlight; he had almost fallen over it; and his sensations and emotions had been eminently disagreeable. He had had to drag the body—it was very dreadfully mangled—off the permanent way, the damaged, almost severed head had twisted about very horribly in the uncertain light, and afterwards he had found his sleeves saturated with blood. He had not noted this at the time, and when he had discovered it he had been sick. He had thought the whole thing more horrible and hateful than any nightmare, but he had succeeded in behaving with a sufficient practicality to set an example to his men. Since this had happened he had not had an hour of dreamless sleep.

The man had been guarding a tunnel when he got knocked down by one train while crossing the tracks behind another. So it was that the bomb from Sarajevo claimed its first victim in Essex. Captain Carmine had discovered the body. He found it under cloudy moonlight and nearly tripped over it; his feelings and emotions were incredibly unpleasant. He had to drag the body—it was terribly mangled—off the tracks; the damaged, almost severed head twisted in a disturbing way in the dim light, and later he noticed his sleeves were soaked with blood. He hadn’t realized it at the time, and when he finally did, he felt sick. He thought the whole experience was worse and more repulsive than any nightmare, but he managed to act practical enough to set an example for his men. Since this incident, he hadn’t had a single hour of dreamless sleep.

"One doesn't expect to be called upon like that," said Captain Carmine, "suddenly here in England.... When one is smoking after supper...."

"One doesn’t expect to be called upon like that," said Captain Carmine, "suddenly here in England.... When you’re just smoking after dinner...."

Mr. Britling listened to this experience with distressed brows. All his talking and thinking became to him like the open page of a monthly magazine. Across it this bloody smear, this thing of red and black, was dragged....

Mr. Britling listened to this experience with a worried expression. All his conversations and thoughts felt to him like the open page of a monthly magazine. Across it, this bloody smear, this mess of red and black, was dragged....


§ 5


The smear was still bright red in Mr. Britling's thoughts when Teddy came to him.

The stain was still vivid red in Mr. Britling's mind when Teddy approached him.

"I must go," said Teddy, "I can't stop here any longer."

"I have to go," Teddy said, "I can't stay here any longer."

"Go where?"

"Where to?"

"Into khaki. I've been thinking of it ever since the war began. Do you remember what you said when we were bullying off at hockey on Bank Holiday—the day before war was declared?"

"Into khaki. I've been thinking about it ever since the war started. Do you remember what you said when we were messing around at hockey on Bank Holiday—the day before the war was declared?"

Mr. Britling had forgotten completely; he made an effort. "What did I say?"

Mr. Britling had completely forgotten; he tried to recall. "What did I say?"

"You said, 'What the devil are we doing at this hockey? We ought to be drilling or shooting against those confounded Germans!' ... I've never forgotten it.... I ought to have done it before. I've been a scout-master. In a little while they will want officers. In London, I'm told, there are a lot of officers' training corps putting men through the work as quickly as possible.... If I could go...."

"You said, 'What on earth are we doing here at this hockey? We should be training or fighting those damn Germans!' ... I've never forgotten that.... I should have done it earlier. I've been a scout leader. Soon they'll need officers. I hear there's a lot of officer training programs in London that are getting men ready as fast as they can.... If only I could go...."

"What does Letty think?" said Mr. Britling after a pause. This was right, of course—the only right thing—and yet he was surprised.

"What does Letty think?" Mr. Britling asked after a moment. This was the right question, of course—the only right question—and yet he was taken aback.

"She says if you'd let her try to do my work for a time...."

"She says if you'd let her take over my work for a while...."

"She wants you to go?"

"She wants you to go?"

"Of course she does," said Teddy. "She wouldn't like me to be a shirker.... But I can't unless you help."

"Of course she does," Teddy said. "She wouldn’t want me to be a slacker... But I can't do it without your help."

"I'm quite ready to do that," said Mr. Britling. "But somehow I didn't think it of you. I hadn't somehow thought of you—"

"I'm totally ready to do that," Mr. Britling said. "But I didn't really expect it from you. I hadn't really considered you—"

"What did you think of me?" asked Teddy.

"What did you think of me?" asked Teddy.

"It's bringing the war home to us.... Of course you ought to go—if you want to go."

"It's bringing the war closer to us... Of course you should go—if you really want to."

He reflected. It was odd to find Teddy in this mood, strung up and serious and businesslike. He felt that in the past he had done Teddy injustice; this young man wasn't as trivial as he had thought him....

He thought about it. It was strange to see Teddy in this mood, tense and serious and all business. He realized that he had underestimated Teddy in the past; this young man wasn't as insignificant as he had assumed...

They fell to discussing ways and means; there might have to be a loan for Teddy's outfit, if he did presently secure a commission. And there were one or two other little matters.... Mr. Britling dismissed a ridiculous fancy that he was paying to send Teddy away to something that neither that young man nor Letty understood properly....

They started talking about options and resources; they might need to get a loan for Teddy's uniform if he was able to get a commission soon. And there were a couple of other small things... Mr. Britling brushed off a silly thought that he was going to pay to send Teddy away to something that neither that young man nor Letty really understood...

The next day Teddy vanished Londonward on his bicycle. He was going to lodge in London in order to be near his training. He was zealous. Never before had Teddy been zealous. Mrs. Teddy came to the Dower House for the correspondence, trying not to look self-conscious and important.

The next day, Teddy disappeared towards London on his bike. He was planning to stay in London to be closer to his training. He was eager. Teddy had never been this eager before. Mrs. Teddy came to the Dower House for the mail, trying not to seem self-conscious and important.

Two Mondays later a very bright-eyed, excited little boy came running to Mr. Britling, who was smoking after lunch in the rose garden. "Daddy!" squealed the small boy. "Teddy! In khaki!"

Two Mondays later, a very bright-eyed, excited little boy came running up to Mr. Britling, who was smoking after lunch in the rose garden. "Daddy!" squealed the small boy. "Teddy! In khaki!"

The other junior Britling danced in front of the hero, who was walking beside Mrs. Britling and trying not to be too aggressively a soldierly figure. He looked a very man in khaki and more of a boy than ever. Mrs. Teddy came behind, quietly elated.

The other junior Britling danced in front of the hero, who was walking next to Mrs. Britling and trying not to come off too much like a soldier. He looked very much like a man in khaki but more like a boy than ever. Mrs. Teddy followed behind, quietly thrilled.

Mr. Britling had a recurrence of that same disagreeable fancy that these young people didn't know exactly what they were going into. He wished he was in khaki himself; then he fancied this compunction wouldn't trouble him quite so much.

Mr. Britling felt that same annoying thought again—that these young people didn’t really understand what they were getting into. He wished he were in khaki himself; then he imagined this guilt wouldn’t bother him as much.

The afternoon with them deepened his conviction that they really didn't in the slightest degree understand. Life had been so good to them hitherto, that even the idea of Teddy's going off to the war seemed a sort of fun to them. It was just a thing he was doing, a serious, seriously amusing, and very creditable thing. It involved his dressing up in these unusual clothes, and receiving salutes in the street.... They discussed every possible aspect of his military outlook with the zest of children, who recount the merits of a new game. They were putting Teddy through his stages at a tremendous pace. In quite a little time he thought he would be given the chance of a commission.

The afternoon with them strengthened his belief that they didn't understand at all. Life had been so good to them up to now that even the idea of Teddy going off to war seemed like a kind of adventure to them. It was just something he was doing, a serious, seriously amusing, and very commendable thing. It involved him dressing up in these unusual clothes and getting salutes in the street.... They talked about every possible aspect of his military experience with the enthusiasm of kids discussing the benefits of a new game. They were putting Teddy through his training at a breakneck speed. He thought he would have the chance for a commission in no time.

"They want subalterns badly. Already they've taken nearly a third of our people," he said, and added with the wistfulness of one who glances at inaccessible delights: "one or two may get out to the front quite soon."

"They really need subalterns. They've already taken almost a third of our people," he said, adding with a hint of longing like someone looking at unattainable pleasures: "one or two might make it to the front pretty soon."

He spoke as a young actor might speak of a star part. And with a touch of the quality of one who longs to travel in strange lands.... One must be patient. Things come at last....

He spoke like a young actor talking about a lead role. And with a hint of the longing of someone who wishes to explore new places.... One has to be patient. Things will come in time....

"If I'm killed she gets eighty pounds a year," Teddy explained among many other particulars.

"If I get killed, she receives eighty pounds a year," Teddy explained among many other details.

He smiled—the smile of a confident immortal at this amusing idea.

He smiled—the smile of a self-assured immortal at this funny idea.

"He's my little annuity," said Letty, also smiling, "dead or alive."

"He's my little investment," Letty said with a smile, "whether he's here or gone."

"We'll miss Teddy in all sorts of ways," said Mr. Britling.

"We're going to miss Teddy in so many ways," said Mr. Britling.

"It's only for the duration of the war," said Teddy. "And Letty's very intelligent. I've done my best to chasten the evil in her."

"It's only for the duration of the war," Teddy said. "And Letty's really smart. I've tried my best to guide her away from her bad side."

"If you think you're going to get back your job after the war," said Letty, "you're very much mistaken. I'm going to raise the standard."

"If you think you're going to get your job back after the war," said Letty, "you're seriously mistaken. I'm going to raise the standard."

"You!" said Teddy, regarding her coldly, and proceeded ostentatiously to talk of other things.

"You!" Teddy said, giving her a cold look, and then he deliberately started talking about other things.


§ 6


"Hugh's going to be in khaki too," the elder junior told Teddy. "He's too young to go out in Kitchener's army, but he's joined the Territorials. He went off on Thursday.... I wish Gilbert and me was older...."

"Hugh's going to be in khaki too," the older junior told Teddy. "He's too young to join Kitchener's army, but he's signed up for the Territorials. He left on Thursday... I wish Gilbert and I were older..."

Mr. Britling had known his son's purpose since the evening of Teddy's announcement.

Mr. Britling had known what his son intended ever since Teddy made his announcement that evening.

Hugh had come to his father's study as he was sitting musing at his writing-desk over the important question whether he should continue his "Examination of War" uninterruptedly, or whether he should not put that on one side for a time and set himself to state as clearly as possible the not too generally recognised misfit between the will and strength of Britain on the one hand and her administrative and military organisation on the other. He felt that an enormous amount of human enthusiasm and energy was being refused and wasted; that if things went on as they were going there would continue to be a quite disastrous shortage of gear, and that some broadening change was needed immediately if the swift exemplary victory over Germany that his soul demanded was to be ensured. Suppose he were to write some noisy articles at once, an article, for instance, to be called "The War of the Mechanics" or "The War of Gear," and another on "Without Civil Strength there is no Victory." If he wrote such things would they be noted or would they just vanish indistinguishably into the general mental tumult? Would they be audible and helpful shouts, or just waste of shouting?... That at least was what he supposed himself to be thinking; it was, at any rate, the main current of his thinking; but all the same, just outside the circle of his attention a number of other things were dimly apprehended, bobbing up and down in the flood and ready at the slightest chance to swirl into the centre of his thoughts. There was, for instance, Captain Carmine in the moonlight lugging up a railway embankment something horrible, something loose and wet and warm that had very recently been a man. There was Teddy, serious and patriotic—filling a futile penman with incredulous respect. There was the thin-faced man at the club, and a curious satisfaction he had betrayed in the public disarrangement. And there was Hugh. Particularly there was Hugh, silent but watchful. The boy never babbled. He had his mother's gift of deep dark silences. Out of which she was wont to flash, a Black Princess waving a sword. He wandered for a little while among memories.... But Hugh didn't come out like that, though it always seemed possible he might—perhaps he didn't come out because he was a son. Revelation to his father wasn't his business.... What was he thinking of it all? What was he going to do? Mr. Britling was acutely anxious that his son should volunteer; he was almost certain that he would volunteer, but there was just a little shadow of doubt whether some extraordinary subtlety of mind mightn't have carried the boy into a pacifist attitude. No! that was impossible. In the face of Belgium.... But as greatly—and far more deeply in the warm flesh of his being—did Mr. Britling desire that no harm, no evil should happen to Hugh....

Hugh had arrived at his father's study while his dad sat lost in thought at his writing desk, pondering whether he should keep working on his "Examination of War" without interruption, or set that aside temporarily to clearly describe the often overlooked disconnect between Britain's will and strength on one side and her administrative and military organization on the other. He sensed that a huge amount of human enthusiasm and energy was being ignored and wasted; that if things continued as they were, there would be an ongoing and severe shortage of resources, and that a significant change was urgently needed if the swift, decisive victory over Germany that he yearned for was to be achieved. What if he wrote some impactful articles right away, perhaps one titled "The War of the Mechanics" or "The War of Gear," and another called "Without Civil Strength, There Is No Victory." If he wrote those, would anyone pay attention, or would they just blend into the overall chaos of thoughts? Would they serve as clear and useful calls to action, or just be pointless noise?... That was at least what he thought he was contemplating; it was, in any case, the main flow of his thoughts; yet, just outside the focus of his mind, several other things vaguely floated around, ready to swirl into the center of his consciousness with the slightest provocation. There was, for example, Captain Carmine in the moonlight hauling up a railway embankment something gruesome, something loose and wet and warm that had once been a man. There was Teddy, serious and patriotic—filling a futile scribe with disbelieving respect. There was the thin-faced man at the club, showing a strange satisfaction in the public chaos. And then there was Hugh. Especially Hugh, quiet but observant. The boy never chatted aimlessly. He had his mother's talent for deep, dark silences. Out of which she would suddenly emerge, a Black Princess wielding a sword. He lingered for a bit among memories.... But Hugh didn’t emerge like that, although it always seemed possible he might—perhaps he didn’t come out because he was a son. It wasn't his job to reveal anything to his father.... What was he thinking about all this? What would he do? Mr. Britling was extremely eager for his son to volunteer; he was almost certain Hugh would volunteer, but there lingered a slight doubt whether some extraordinary subtlety of mind might lead the boy to a pacifist stance. No! That was impossible. In light of Belgium.... But just as profoundly—and much more deeply within him—Mr. Britling wished that no harm, no evil, would come to Hugh....

The door opened, and Hugh came in....

The door opened, and Hugh walked in....

Mr. Britling glanced over his shoulder with an affectation of indifference. "Hal-lo!" he said. "What do you want?"

Mr. Britling looked over his shoulder with a feigned air of indifference. "Hey! What do you need?"

Hugh walked awkwardly to the hearthrug.

Hugh walked clumsily to the hearth rug.

"Oh!" he said in an off-hand tone; "I suppose I've got to go soldiering for a bit. I just thought—I'd rather like to go off with a man I know to-morrow...."

"Oh!" he said casually; "I guess I have to go serve in the military for a while. I was just thinking—I’d really like to leave with a guy I know tomorrow...."

Mr. Britling's manner remained casual.

Mr. Britling's vibe stayed chill.

"It's the only thing to do now, I'm afraid," he said.

"It's the only thing we can do now, I'm afraid," he said.

He turned in his chair and regarded his son. "What do you mean to do? O.T.C.?"

He turned in his chair and looked at his son. "What do you plan to do? O.T.C.?"

"I don't think I should make much of an officer. I hate giving orders to other people. We thought we'd just go together into the Essex Regiment as privates...."

"I don't think I should really be an officer. I hate telling other people what to do. We thought we’d just join the Essex Regiment as privates together..."

There was a little pause. Both father and son had rehearsed this scene in their minds several times, and now they found that they had no use for a number of sentences that had been most effective in these rehearsals. Mr. Britling scratched his cheek with the end of his pen. "I'm glad you want to go, Hugh," he said.

There was a brief pause. Both father and son had gone over this moment in their heads several times, and now they realized they didn't need many of the lines that had worked well in those practice runs. Mr. Britling scratched his cheek with the tip of his pen. "I'm glad you want to go, Hugh," he said.

"I don't want to go," said Hugh with his hands deep in his pockets. "I want to go and work with Cardinal. But this job has to be done by every one. Haven't you been saying as much all day?... It's like turning out to chase a burglar or suppress a mad dog. It's like necessary sanitation...."

"I don't want to go," Hugh said, with his hands deep in his pockets. "I want to go work with Cardinal. But everyone needs to do this job. Haven't you been saying that all day?... It's like going out to catch a burglar or stop a rabid dog. It's like necessary sanitation...."

"You aren't attracted by soldiering?"

"You're not into soldiering?"

"Not a bit. I won't pretend it, Daddy. I think the whole business is a bore. Germany seems to me now just like some heavy horrible dirty mass that has fallen across Belgium and France. We've got to shove the stuff back again. That's all...."

"Not at all. I won't pretend otherwise, Dad. I think the whole situation is boring. Germany feels to me like this heavy, awful, dirty mass that's fallen over Belgium and France. We need to push it back. That's it..."

He volunteered some further remarks to his father's silence.

He added a few more comments to his father's silence.

"You know I can't get up a bit of tootle about this business," he said. "I think killing people or getting killed is a thoroughly nasty habit.... I expect my share will be just drilling and fatigue duties and route marches, and loafing here in England...."

"You know I can't get excited about this situation," he said. "I think killing people or being killed is a really nasty habit... I expect my share will just be drills, fatigue duties, route marches, and hanging around here in England..."

"You can't possibly go out for two years," said Mr. Britling, as if he regretted it.

"You can't seriously go out for two years," Mr. Britling said, sounding like he regretted it.

A slight hesitation appeared in Hugh's eyes. "I suppose not," he said.

A moment of hesitation showed in Hugh's eyes. "I guess not," he replied.

"Things ought to be over by then—anyhow," Mr. Britling added, betraying his real feelings.

"Things should be wrapped up by then—anyway," Mr. Britling said, revealing his true feelings.

"So it's really just helping at the furthest end of the shove," Hugh endorsed, but still with that touch of reservation in his manner....

"So it's really just helping at the very end of the push," Hugh agreed, though there was still a hint of hesitation in his tone....

The pause had the effect of closing the theoretical side of the question. "Where do you propose to enlist?" said Mr. Britling, coming down to practical details.

The pause effectively wrapped up the theoretical side of the discussion. "Where do you plan to enlist?" Mr. Britling asked, getting down to the practical details.


§ 7


The battle of the Marne passed into the battle of the Aisne, and then the long lines of the struggle streamed north-westward until the British were back in Belgium failing to clutch Menin and then defending Ypres. The elation of September followed the bedazzlement and dismay of August into the chapter of forgotten moods; and Mr. Britling's sense of the magnitude, the weight and duration of this war beyond all wars, increased steadily. The feel of it was less and less a feeling of crisis and more and more a feeling of new conditions. It wasn't as it had seemed at first, the end of one human phase and the beginning of another; it was in itself a phase. It was a new way of living. And still he could find no real point of contact for himself with it all except the point of his pen. Only at his writing-desk, and more particularly at night, were the great presences of the conflict his. Yet he was always desiring some more personal and physical participation.

The battle of the Marne turned into the battle of the Aisne, and then the lengthy lines of conflict stretched northwest until the British were back in Belgium, struggling to capture Menin and then defending Ypres. The excitement of September followed the confusion and shock of August, becoming a forgotten chapter; and Mr. Britling's awareness of the scale, weight, and duration of this war like no other grew steadily. It felt less and less like a crisis and more and more like new circumstances. It wasn’t really the end of one phase of humanity and the start of another; it was a phase in itself. It was a new way of life. Still, he couldn’t find any genuine connection to it all except through his pen. Only at his writing desk, especially at night, did the great forces of the conflict feel like his. Yet he was always longing for a more personal, physical involvement.

Hugh came along one day in October in an ill-fitting uniform, looking already coarser in fibre and with a nose scorched red by the autumnal sun. He said the life was rough, but it made him feel extraordinarily well; perhaps man was made to toil until he dropped asleep from exhaustion, to fast for ten or twelve hours and then eat like a wolf. He was acquiring a taste for Woodbine cigarettes, and a heady variety of mineral waters called Monsters. He feared promotion; he felt he could never take the high line with other human beings demanded of a corporal. He was still trying to read a little chemistry and crystallography, but it didn't "go with the life." In the scanty leisure of a recruit in training it was more agreeable to lie about and write doggerel verses and draw caricatures of the men in one's platoon. Invited to choose what he liked by his family, he demanded a large tuckbox such as he used to have at school, only "much larger," and a big tin of insect powder. It must be able to kill ticks....

Hugh showed up one day in October wearing a uniform that didn't fit right, looking rough around the edges, with a nose reddened by the autumn sun. He mentioned that life was tough, but it made him feel incredibly good; maybe humans were meant to work hard until they fell asleep from exhaustion, to fast for ten or twelve hours, and then eat like beasts. He was starting to like Woodbine cigarettes and a strong type of mineral water called Monsters. He was worried about getting promoted; he felt he could never meet the expectations of a corporal when it came to interacting with other people. He was still trying to study a bit of chemistry and crystallography, but it just didn't fit with his lifestyle. In the limited free time of a recruit in training, it was more enjoyable to lounge around, write silly poems, and sketch caricatures of his fellow platoon members. When given the chance to ask for anything from his family, he requested a large tuckbox like the one he had in school, just "much bigger," along with a big tin of insect powder. It had to be strong enough to kill ticks....

When he had gone, the craving for a personal share in the nation's physical exertions became overpowering in Mr. Britling. He wanted, he felt, to "get his skin into it." He had decided that the volunteer movement was a hopeless one. The War Office, after a stout resistance to any volunteer movement at all, decided to recognise it in such a manner as to make it ridiculous. The volunteers were to have no officers and no uniforms that could be remotely mistaken for those of the regulars, so that in the event of an invasion the Germans would be able to tell what they had to deal with miles away. Wilkins found his conception of a whole nation, all enrolled, all listed and badged according to capacity, his dream of every one falling into place in one great voluntary national effort, treated as the childish dreaming of that most ignorant of all human types, a "novelist." Punch was delicately funny about him; he was represented as wearing a preposterous cocked hat of his own design, designing cocked hats for every one. Wilkins was told to "shut up" in a multitude of anonymous letters, and publicly and privately to "leave things to Kitchener." To bellow in loud clear tones "leave things to Kitchener," and to depart for the theatre or the river or an automobile tour, was felt very generally at that time to be the proper conduct for a patriot. There was a very general persuasion that to become a volunteer when one ought to be just modestly doing nothing at all, was in some obscure way a form of disloyalty....

When he left, Mr. Britling felt an intense desire to personally contribute to the nation's physical efforts. He wanted, as he put it, to "get his skin into it." He had come to the conclusion that the volunteer movement was futile. After initially resisting any kind of volunteer initiative, the War Office decided to acknowledge it in such a way that made it seem ridiculous. The volunteers weren’t allowed to have officers or uniforms that could be mistaken for those of the regular army, ensuring that if an invasion occurred, the Germans would easily identify them from miles away. Wilkins imagined a nation where everyone was enrolled, listed, and recognized according to their abilities, visualizing a grand collective effort. Instead, this vision was dismissed as the naive fantasy of a "novelist." Punch humorously portrayed him as wearing a ridiculous cocked hat of his own making and designing such hats for everyone else. Wilkins received numerous anonymous letters telling him to "shut up" and to "leave things to Kitchener." It was widely accepted during that time that the appropriate behavior for a patriot was to loudly proclaim "leave things to Kitchener" before heading off to the theater, the river, or on a car tour. There was a strong belief that choosing to become a volunteer when one should simply be doing nothing at all was, in some vague way, a form of disloyalty.

So Mr. Britling was out of conceit with volunteering, and instead he went and was duly sworn and entrusted with the badge of a special constable. The duties of a special constable were chiefly not to understand what was going on in the military sphere, and to do what he was told in the way of watching and warding conceivably vulnerable points. He had also to be available in the event of civil disorder. Mr. Britling was provided with a truncheon and sent out to guard various culverts, bridges, and fords in the hilly country to the north-westward of Matching's Easy. It was never very clear to him what he would do if he found a motor-car full of armed enemies engaged in undermining a culvert, or treacherously deepening some strategic ford. He supposed he would either engage them in conversation, or hit them with his truncheon, or perhaps do both things simultaneously. But as he really did not believe for a moment that any human being was likely to tamper with the telegraphs, telephones, ways and appliances committed to his care, his uncertainty did not trouble him very much. He prowled the lonely lanes and paths in the darkness, and became better acquainted with a multitude of intriguing little cries and noises that came from the hedges and coverts at night. One night he rescued a young leveret from a stoat, who seemed more than half inclined to give him battle for its prey until he cowed and defeated it with the glare of his electric torch....

So Mr. Britling was fed up with volunteering, so instead, he went, got sworn in, and was given the badge of a special constable. The main job of a special constable was mostly to not understand what was happening in the military world and to do what he was told when it came to watching over potentially vulnerable spots. He also had to be ready in case of civil unrest. Mr. Britling was equipped with a truncheon and sent out to guard different culverts, bridges, and fords in the hilly area to the northwest of Matching's Easy. It was never really clear to him what he would do if he stumbled upon a car full of armed enemies trying to sabotage a culvert or sneakily deepening a strategic ford. He figured he would either try to talk to them or hit them with his truncheon, or maybe even do both at the same time. But since he honestly didn’t believe for a second that anyone would mess with the telegraphs, telephones, and other things he was responsible for, his uncertainty didn't bother him much. He wandered the quiet lanes and paths in the dark and got to know a variety of intriguing little sounds that came from the bushes and thickets at night. One night, he saved a young leveret from a stoat, which seemed more than ready to fight him for its prey until he scared it off with the beam of his flashlight.

As he prowled the countryside under the great hemisphere of Essex sky, or leant against fences or sat drowsily upon gates or sheltered from wind and rain under ricks or sheds, he had much time for meditation, and his thoughts went down and down below his first surface impressions of the war. He thought no longer of the rights and wrongs of this particular conflict but of the underlying forces in mankind that made war possible; he planned no more ingenious treaties and conventions between the nations, and instead he faced the deeper riddles of essential evil and of conceivable changes in the heart of man. And the rain assailed him and thorns tore him, and the soaked soft meadows bogged and betrayed his wandering feet, and the little underworld of the hedges and ditches hissed and squealed in the darkness and pursued and fled, and devoured or were slain.

As he roamed the countryside under the vast Essex sky, leaning against fences or sitting lazily on gates or seeking shelter from the wind and rain under stacks of hay or sheds, he had plenty of time to think. His thoughts sank deeper than his initial impressions of the war. He no longer focused on the rights and wrongs of this specific conflict, but rather on the fundamental forces within humanity that make war possible. He stopped planning clever treaties and agreements between nations and confronted the deeper questions of inherent evil and the potential for change in the human heart. The rain battered him, thorns scratched him, the soaked meadows turned muddy and betrayed his wandering feet, and the little world of the hedges and ditches hissed and squeaked in the darkness, both pursuing and escaping, devouring or being consumed.

And one night in April he was perplexed by a commotion among the pheasants and a barking of distant dogs, and then to his great astonishment he heard noises like a distant firework display and saw something like a phantom yellowish fountain-pen in the sky far away to the east lit intermittently by a quivering search-light and going very swiftly. And after he had rubbed his eyes and looked again, he realised that he was looking at a Zeppelin—a Zeppelin flying Londonward over Essex.

And one night in April, he was confused by the noisy disturbance among the pheasants and the barking of distant dogs. To his surprise, he heard sounds similar to a distant fireworks display and saw something that looked like a ghostly yellow fountain pen in the sky far to the east, occasionally illuminated by a flickering searchlight as it moved quickly. After rubbing his eyes and taking another look, he realized he was seeing a Zeppelin—a Zeppelin heading toward London over Essex.

And all that night was wonder....

And all that night was amazing....


§ 8


While Mr. Britling was trying to find his duty in the routine of a special constable, Mrs. Britling set to work with great energy to attend various classes and qualify herself for Red Cross work. And early in October came the great drive of the Germans towards Antwerp and the sea, the great drive that was apparently designed to reach Calais, and which swept before it multitudes of Flemish refugees. There was an exodus of all classes from Antwerp into Holland and England, and then a huge process of depopulation in Flanders and the Pas de Calais. This flood came to the eastern and southern parts of England and particularly to London, and there hastily improvised organisations distributed it to a number of local committees, each of which took a share of the refugees, hired and furnished unoccupied houses for the use of the penniless, and assisted those who had means into comfortable quarters. The Matching's Easy committee found itself with accommodation for sixty people, and with a miscellaneous bag of thirty individuals entrusted to its care, who had been part of the load of a little pirate steam-boat from Ostend. There were two Flemish peasant families, and the rest were more or less middle-class refugees from Antwerp. They were brought from the station to the Tithe barn at Claverings, and there distributed, under the personal supervision of Lady Homartyn and her agent, among those who were prepared for their entertainment. There was something like competition among the would-be hosts; everybody was glad of the chance of "doing something," and anxious to show these Belgians what England thought of their plucky little country. Mr. Britling was proud to lead off a Mr. Van der Pant, a neat little bearded man in a black tail-coat, a black bowler hat, and a knitted muffler, with a large rucksack and a conspicuously foreign-looking bicycle, to the hospitalities of Dower House. Mr. Van der Pant had escaped from Antwerp at the eleventh hour, he had caught a severe cold and, it would seem, lost his wife and family in the process; he had much to tell Mr. Britling, and in his zeal to tell it he did not at once discover that though Mr. Britling knew French quite well he did not know it very rapidly.

While Mr. Britling was trying to figure out his duties as a special constable, Mrs. Britling energetically attended various classes to qualify for Red Cross work. Then, in early October, the Germans launched a major push towards Antwerp and the sea, seemingly aiming for Calais, which drove countless Flemish refugees ahead of them. There was an exodus of people from all walks of life fleeing Antwerp to Holland and England, leading to a massive depopulation in Flanders and the Pas de Calais. This wave of refugees arrived in the eastern and southern parts of England, especially London, where hastily organized groups distributed them across local committees. Each committee took in a number of refugees, rented and furnished vacant houses for the needy, and helped those who had means find more comfortable accommodations. The Matching's Easy committee found itself with space for sixty people and a miscellaneous group of thirty individuals under its care, who had arrived on a small pirate steam-boat from Ostend. This included two Flemish peasant families and mostly middle-class refugees from Antwerp. They were taken from the station to the Tithe barn at Claverings, where they were distributed under the personal supervision of Lady Homartyn and her agent, among those who were ready to host them. There was something like competition among the potential hosts; everyone was eager to "do something" and show these Belgians how much England appreciated their brave little country. Mr. Britling proudly led a Mr. Van der Pant, a tidy little bearded man in a black tailcoat, a black bowler hat, and a knitted scarf, carrying a large backpack and a notably foreign-looking bicycle, to the hospitality of Dower House. Mr. Van der Pant had managed to escape from Antwerp at the last possible moment, caught a severe cold, and seemingly lost his wife and family in the process. He had a lot to share with Mr. Britling, and in his eagerness to tell his story, he didn't immediately realize that while Mr. Britling understood French pretty well, he didn't speak it very quickly.

The dinner that night at the Dower House marked a distinct fresh step in the approach of the Great War to the old habits and securities of Matching's Easy. The war had indeed filled every one's mind to the exclusion of all other topics since its very beginning; it had carried off Herr Heinrich to Germany, Teddy to London, and Hugh to Colchester, it had put a special brassard round Mr. Britling's arm and carried him out into the night, given Mrs. Britling several certificates, and interrupted the frequent visits and gossip of Mr. Lawrence Carmine; but so far it had not established a direct contact between the life of Matching's Easy and the grim business of shot, shell, and bayonet at the front. But now here was the Dower House accomplishing wonderful idioms in Anglo-French, and an animated guest telling them—sometimes one understood clearly and sometimes the meaning was clouded—of men blown to pieces under his eyes, of fragments of human beings lying about in the streets; there was trouble over the expression omoplate d'une femme, until one of the youngsters got the dictionary and found out it was the shoulder-blade of a woman; of pools of blood—everywhere—and of flight in the darkness.

The dinner that night at the Dower House marked a significant change in how the Great War was starting to impact the old ways and comforts of Matching's Easy. The war had consumed everyone's thoughts, leaving no room for anything else since it began; it had taken Herr Heinrich to Germany, Teddy to London, and Hugh to Colchester. It had put a special armband on Mr. Britling and sent him out into the night, given Mrs. Britling several certificates, and disrupted the regular visits and chit-chat of Mr. Lawrence Carmine. But until now, it hadn’t created a direct connection between life in Matching's Easy and the harsh realities of gunfire, artillery, and bayonets at the front. Yet here was the Dower House showcasing amazing skills in Anglo-French, with an enthusiastic guest sharing stories—sometimes clear and sometimes muddled—about men blown apart before his eyes, about human remains scattered in the streets. There was confusion over the term omoplate d'une femme, until one of the kids looked it up in the dictionary and found out it meant the shoulder blade of a woman; there were pools of blood—everywhere—and chaotic escapes into the darkness.

Mr. Van der Pant had been in charge of the dynamos at the Antwerp Power Station, he had been keeping the electrified wires in the entanglements "alive," and he had stuck to his post until the German high explosives had shattered his wires and rendered his dynamos useless. He gave vivid little pictures of the noises of the bombardment, of the dead lying casually in the open spaces, of the failure of the German guns to hit the bridge of boats across which the bulk of the defenders and refugees escaped. He produced a little tourist's map of the city of Antwerp, and dotted at it with a pencil-case. "The—what do you call?—obus, ah, shells! fell, so and so and so." Across here he had fled on his bécane, and along here and here. He had carried off his rifle, and hid it with the rifles of various other Belgians between floor and ceiling of a house in Zeebrugge. He had found the pirate steamer in the harbour, its captain resolved to extract the uttermost fare out of every refugee he took to London. When they were all aboard and started they found there was no food except the hard ration biscuits of some Belgian soldiers. They had portioned this out like shipwrecked people on a raft.... The mer had been calme; thank Heaven! All night they had been pumping. He had helped with the pumps. But Mr. Van der Pant hoped still to get a reckoning with the captain of that ship.

Mr. Van der Pant had been in charge of the generators at the Antwerp Power Station, keeping the electrified wires energized, and he had stayed at his post until the German explosives destroyed his wires and made his generators useless. He shared vivid accounts of the sounds of the bombardment, of the dead lying carelessly in the open areas, and of the German guns failing to hit the makeshift bridge that most of the defenders and refugees used to escape. He pulled out a tourist map of the city of Antwerp and marked it with a pencil. "The—what do you call it?—obus, oh right, shells! fell here, here, and here." Over here, he had fled on his bécane, and along here and here. He had taken his rifle and hidden it with several other Belgians' rifles between the floor and ceiling of a house in Zeebrugge. He had discovered a pirate ship in the harbor, its captain determined to charge every refugee as much as possible for the ride to London. Once everyone was on board and they set off, they found there was no food except for the hard biscuits from some Belgian soldiers. They distributed these like shipwrecked people on a raft.... The mer had been calme; thank goodness! They had been pumping all night. He helped with the pumps. But Mr. Van der Pant still hoped to settle the score with the captain of that ship.

Mr. Van der Pant had had shots at various Zeppelins. When the Zeppelins came to Antwerp everybody turned out on the roofs and shot at them. He was contemptuous of Zeppelins. He made derisive gestures to express his opinion of them. They could do nothing unless they came low, and if they came low you could hit them. One which ventured down had been riddled; it had had to drop all its bombs—luckily they fell in an open field—in order to make its lame escape. It was all nonsense to say, as the English papers did, that they took part in the final bombardment. Not a Zeppelin.... So he talked, and the Britling family listened and understood as much as they could, and replied and questioned in Anglo-French. Here was a man who but a few days ago had been steering his bicycle in the streets of Antwerp to avoid shell craters, pools of blood, and the torn-off arms and shoulder-blades of women. He had seen houses flaring, set afire by incendiary bombs, and once at a corner he had been knocked off his bicycle by the pouff of a bursting shell.... Not only were these things in the same world with us, they were sitting at our table.

Mr. Van der Pant had taken shots at various Zeppelins. When the Zeppelins showed up in Antwerp, everyone rushed to the rooftops to shoot at them. He looked down on Zeppelins with disdain. He made mocking gestures to show what he thought of them. They couldn’t do anything unless they flew low, and if they flew low, you could hit them. One that came down was shot to pieces; it had to drop all its bombs—thankfully they landed in an open field—to escape badly. It was ridiculous to say, as the English papers did, that they participated in the final bombardment. Not a single Zeppelin.... So he talked, and the Britling family listened, understanding as much as they could, responding and asking questions in Anglo-French. Here was a man who just a few days earlier had been navigating his bicycle through the streets of Antwerp to avoid shell craters, pools of blood, and the severed arms and shoulder blades of women. He had witnessed houses burning, set aflame by incendiary bombs, and once at a corner, he was knocked off his bicycle by the blast of a bursting shell.... Not only were these things part of the same world as us, they were sitting at our table.

He told one grim story of an invalid woman unable to move, lying in bed in her appartement, and of how her husband went out on the balcony to look at the Zeppelin. There was a great noise of shooting. Ever and again he would put his head back into the room and tell her things, and then after a time he was silent and looked in no more. She called to him, and called again. Becoming frightened, she raised herself by a great effort and peered through the glass. At first she was too puzzled to understand what had happened. He was hanging over the front of the balcony, with his head twisted oddly. Twisted and shattered. He had been killed by shrapnel fired from the outer fortifications....

He shared a grim story about a woman who was bedridden and unable to move in her apartment, and how her husband went out to the balcony to watch the Zeppelin. There was a loud sound of gunfire. Now and then, he would poke his head back inside to tell her what was happening, but after a while, he fell silent and didn't come back in. She called out to him repeatedly. Growing scared, she made a huge effort to sit up and looked through the glass. At first, she was too confused to grasp what had happened. He was hanging over the edge of the balcony, his head twisted in an unusual way. Twisted and broken. He had been killed by shrapnel from the outer fortifications....

These are the things that happen in histories and stories. They do not happen at Matching's Easy....

These are the things that happen in histories and stories. They don’t happen at Matching’s Easy....

Mr. Van der Pant did not seem to be angry with the Germans. But he manifestly regarded them as people to be killed. He denounced nothing that they had done; he related. They were just an evil accident that had happened to Belgium and mankind. They had to be destroyed. He gave Mr. Britling an extraordinary persuasion that knives were being sharpened in every cellar in Brussels and Antwerp against the day of inevitable retreat, of a resolution to exterminate the invader that was far too deep to be vindictive.... And the man was most amazingly unconquered. Mr. Britling perceived the label on his habitual dinner wine with a slight embarrassment. "Do you care," he asked, "to drink a German wine? This is Berncasteler from the Moselle." Mr. Van der Pant reflected. "But it is a good wine," he said. "After the peace it will be Belgian.... Yes, if we are to be safe in the future from such a war as this, we must have our boundaries right up to the Rhine."

Mr. Van der Pant didn’t seem angry with the Germans. But he clearly saw them as people who needed to be killed. He didn’t criticize anything they had done; he just described it. They were simply a terrible accident that had befallen Belgium and humanity. They needed to be wiped out. He gave Mr. Britling a startling sense that knives were being sharpened in every basement in Brussels and Antwerp for the inevitable retreat, a commitment to eliminate the invader that ran too deep to be driven by revenge... And the man was incredibly unbroken. Mr. Britling noticed the label on his usual dinner wine with a hint of awkwardness. "Do you mind," he asked, "drinking a German wine? This is Berncasteler from the Moselle." Mr. Van der Pant thought for a moment. "But it’s a good wine," he said. "After the peace, it will be Belgian... Yes, if we’re going to be safe in the future from wars like this, we need our borders pushed all the way to the Rhine."

So he sat and talked, flushed and, as it were, elated by the vividness of all that he had undergone. He had no trace of tragic quality, no hint of subjugation. But for his costume and his trimmed beard and his language he might have been a Dubliner or a Cockney.

So he sat and talked, excited and, in a way, thrilled by everything he had experienced. He showed no signs of tragedy or defeat. If it weren't for his outfit, styled beard, and the way he spoke, he could have easily been from Dublin or London.

He was astonishingly cut off from all his belongings. His house in Antwerp was abandoned to the invader; valuables and cherished objects very skilfully buried in the garden; he had no change of clothing except what the rucksack held. His only footwear were the boots he came in. He could not get on any of the slippers in the house, they were all too small for him, until suddenly Mrs. Britling bethought herself of Herr Heinrich's pair, still left unpacked upstairs. She produced them, and they fitted exactly. It seemed only poetical justice, a foretaste of national compensations, to annex them to Belgium forthwith....

He was shockingly cut off from all his belongings. His house in Antwerp was left to the invader; valuables and treasured items were cleverly buried in the garden; he had no change of clothes except for what was in his rucksack. His only shoes were the boots he had arrived in. He couldn’t wear any of the slippers in the house because they were all too small for him, until Mrs. Britling suddenly remembered Herr Heinrich’s pair, which was still unpacked upstairs. She brought them down, and they fit perfectly. It felt like poetic justice, a hint of future national compensations, to immediately take them for Belgium...

Also it became manifest that Mr. Van der Pant was cut off from all his family. And suddenly he became briskly critical of the English way of doing things. His wife and child had preceded him to England, crossing by Ostend and Folkestone a fortnight ago; her parents had come in August; both groups had been seized upon by improvised British organisations and very thoroughly and completely lost. He had written to the Belgian Embassy and they had referred him to a committee in London, and the committee had begun its services by discovering a Madame Van der Pant hitherto unknown to him at Camberwell, and displaying a certain suspicion and hostility when he said she would not do. There had been some futile telegrams. "What," asked Mr. Van der Pant, "ought one to do?"

Also, it became clear that Mr. Van der Pant was cut off from all his family. Suddenly, he became quite critical of the English way of doing things. His wife and child had already arrived in England, crossing through Ostend and Folkestone two weeks ago; her parents had come in August; both groups had been taken in by makeshift British organizations and were completely lost. He had written to the Belgian Embassy, and they referred him to a committee in London, which started its work by finding a Madame Van der Pant he had never heard of before in Camberwell, showing some suspicion and hostility when he said she wouldn’t do. There had been some pointless telegrams. "What," asked Mr. Van der Pant, "should one do?"

Mr. Britling temporised by saying he would "make inquiries," and put Mr. Van der Pant off for two days. Then he decided to go up to London with him and "make inquiries on the spot." Mr. Van der Pant did not discover his family, but Mr. Britling discovered the profound truth of a comment of Herr Heinrich's which he had hitherto considered utterly trivial, but which had nevertheless stuck in his memory. "The English," Herr Heinrich had said, "do not understanding indexing. It is the root of all good organisation."

Mr. Britling bought some time by saying he would "look into it," delaying Mr. Van der Pant for two days. Then he decided to head up to London with him and "check things out in person." Mr. Van der Pant didn't find his family, but Mr. Britling realized the deep truth behind a comment from Herr Heinrich that he had previously thought was completely unimportant, yet had still stuck in his mind. "The English," Herr Heinrich had said, "don't understand indexing. It's the foundation of all good organization."

Finally, Mr. Van der Pant adopted the irregular course of asking every Belgian he met if they had seen any one from his district in Antwerp, if they had heard of the name of "Van der Pant," if they had encountered So-and-so or So-and-so. And by obstinacy and good fortune he really got on to the track of Madame Van der Pant; she had been carried off into Kent, and a day later the Dower House was the scene of a happy reunion. Madame was a slender lady, dressed well and plainly, with a Belgian common sense and a Catholic reserve, and André was like a child of wax, delicate and charming and unsubstantial. It seemed incredible that he could ever grow into anything so buoyant and incessant as his father. The Britling boys had to be warned not to damage him. A sitting-room was handed over to the Belgians for their private use, and for a time the two families settled into the Dower House side by side. Anglo-French became the table language of the household. It hampered Mr. Britling very considerably. And both families set themselves to much unrecorded observation, much unspoken mutual criticism, and the exercise of great patience. It was tiresome for the English to be tied to a language that crippled all spontaneous talk; these linguistic gymnastics were fun to begin with, but soon they became very troublesome; and the Belgians suspected sensibilities in their hosts and a vast unwritten code of etiquette that did not exist; at first they were always waiting, as it were, to be invited or told or included; they seemed always deferentially backing out from intrusions. Moreover, they would not at first reveal what food they liked or what they didn't like, or whether they wanted more or less.... But these difficulties were soon smoothed away, they Anglicised quickly and cleverly. André grew bold and cheerful, and lost his first distrust of his rather older English playmates. Every day at lunch he produced a new, carefully prepared piece of English, though for some time he retained a marked preference for "Good morning, Saire," and "Thank you very mush," over all other locutions, and fell back upon them on all possible and many impossible occasions. And he could do some sleight-of-hand tricks with remarkable skill and humour, and fold paper with quite astonishing results. Meanwhile Mr. Van der Pant sought temporary employment in England, went for long rides upon his bicycle, exchanged views with Mr. Britling upon a variety of subjects, and became a wonderful player of hockey.

Finally, Mr. Van der Pant took the unusual step of asking every Belgian he met if they had seen anyone from his area in Antwerp, if they had heard the name "Van der Pant," or if they had run into So-and-so or So-and-so. Through persistence and a bit of luck, he actually managed to track down Madame Van der Pant; she had been taken to Kent, and a day later, the Dower House was the site of a joyful reunion. Madame was a slender woman, dressed well yet simply, with practical Belgian common sense and reserved Catholic values, while André was delicate and charming, like a wax figure. It seemed hard to believe he could ever become as lively and restless as his father. The Britling boys had to be warned not to hurt him. A sitting room was assigned to the Belgians for their private use, and for a while, the two families settled into the Dower House side by side. Anglo-French became the common language at the table. This made things quite challenging for Mr. Britling. Both families engaged in a lot of unspoken observation, mutual criticism, and displayed great patience. It was frustrating for the English to be limited to a language that stifled spontaneous conversation; these language exercises were fun at first but quickly became quite annoying. The Belgians suspected their hosts had sensitive feelings and were navigating an extensive unwritten etiquette that didn't really exist; initially, they were always waiting to be invited or included, seeming to withdraw from any intrusion. Furthermore, they didn't initially disclose their food preferences or whether they wanted more or less... But these challenges were soon smoothed over, and they adapted to English culture quickly and skillfully. André became bolder and more cheerful, shedding his initial distrust of his slightly older English friends. Every day at lunch, he brought out a new, carefully rehearsed English phrase, although for some time, he showed a strong preference for "Good morning, Saire," and "Thank you very mush," using them in every possible, and many impossible, situations. He also displayed impressive skill and humor with some sleight-of-hand tricks and could fold paper into astonishing shapes. Meanwhile, Mr. Van der Pant looked for temporary work in England, went on long bike rides, exchanged thoughts with Mr. Britling on various topics, and became a fantastic hockey player.

He played hockey with an extraordinary zest and nimbleness. Always he played in the tail coat, and the knitted muffler was never relinquished; he treated the game entirely as an occasion for quick tricks and personal agility; he bounded about the field like a kitten, he pirouetted suddenly, he leapt into the air and came down in new directions; his fresh-coloured face was alive with delight, the coat tails and the muffler trailed and swished about breathlessly behind his agility. He never passed to other players; he never realised his appointed place in the game; he sought simply to make himself a leaping screen about the ball as he drove it towards the goal. But André he would not permit to play at all, and Madame played like a lady, like a Madonna, like a saint carrying the instrument of her martyrdom. The game and its enthusiasms flowed round her and receded from her; she remained quite valiant but tolerant, restrained; doing her best to do the extraordinary things required of her, but essentially a being of passive dignities, living chiefly for them; Letty careering by her, keen and swift, was like a creature of a different species....

He played hockey with amazing energy and quickness. He always wore a tailcoat and never took off his knitted scarf; he treated the game like a chance to show off quick moves and personal skill. He bounded around the field like a kitten, twirled suddenly, leaped into the air, and landed in new directions. His cheerful face was full of joy, with the coat tails and scarf trailing behind him as he moved. He never passed to other players; he was oblivious to his position in the game and just aimed to be a leaping barrier around the ball as he drove it toward the goal. But he wouldn’t let André play at all, and Madame played like a lady, like a Madonna, like a saint bearing the weight of her suffering. The game and its excitement flowed around her and then pulled away; she remained brave but tolerant, holding back; doing her best to perform the extraordinary tasks demanded of her, but fundamentally a person of quiet dignity, living mainly for that. Letty zooming past her, sharp and quick, seemed like a creature from a different world....

Mr. Britling cerebrated abundantly about these contrasts.

Mr. Britling thought deeply about these contrasts.

"What has been blown in among us by these German shells," he said, "is essentially a Catholic family. Blown clean out of its setting.... We who are really—Neo-Europeans....

"What has been brought into our midst by these German shells," he said, "is essentially a Catholic family. Completely uprooted from its surroundings... We who are truly—Neo-Europeans..."

"At first you imagine there is nothing separating us but language. Presently you find that language is the least of our separations. These people are people living upon fundamentally different ideas from ours, ideas far more definite and complete than ours. You imagine that home in Antwerp as something much more rounded off, much more closed in, a cell, a real social unit, a different thing altogether from this place of meeting. Our boys play cheerfully with all comers; little André hasn't learnt to play with any outside children at all. We must seem incredibly open to these Van der Pants. A house without sides.... Last Sunday I could not find out the names of the two girls who came on bicycles and played so well. They came with Kitty Westropp. And Van der Pant wanted to know how they were related to us. Or how was it they came?...

"At first, you think there's nothing separating us but language. Soon you realize that language is actually the least of our separations. These people live by fundamentally different ideas than ours, ideas that are much more defined and complete than ours. You picture home in Antwerp as something more compact, more enclosed, a cell, a real social unit, completely different from this gathering place. Our boys play happily with everyone; little André hasn't learned to play with any kids from outside at all. We must seem incredibly open to these Van der Pants. A house without walls.... Last Sunday, I couldn't find out the names of the two girls who came on bicycles and played so well. They came with Kitty Westropp. And Van der Pant wanted to know how they were related to us. Or how did they come?..."

"Look at Madame. She's built on a fundamentally different plan from any of our womenkind here. Tennis, the bicycle, co-education, the two-step, the higher education of women.... Say these things over to yourself, and think of her. It's like talking of a nun in riding breeches. She's a specialised woman, specialising in womanhood, her sphere is the home. Soft, trailing, draping skirts, slow movements, a veiled face; for no Oriental veil could be more effectual than her beautiful Catholic quiet. Catholicism invented the invisible purdah. She is far more akin to that sweet little Indian lady with the wonderful robes whom Carmine brought over with her tall husband last summer, than she is to Letty or Cissie. She, too, undertook to play hockey. And played it very much as Madame Van der Pant played it....

"Look at Madame. She's built on a completely different model than any of the women here. Tennis, biking, mixed education, the two-step dance, women's higher education... Repeat these things to yourself and think about her. It's like talking about a nun in riding pants. She's a specialized woman, focused on being a woman, her domain is the home. Soft, flowing skirts, slow movements, a veiled face; no Eastern veil could be more effective than her beautiful, quiet demeanor. Catholicism created the invisible barrier. She resembles that sweet little Indian lady with the amazing robes whom Carmine brought over with her tall husband last summer much more than she does Letty or Cissie. She, too, tried to play hockey. And played it very much like Madame Van der Pant did..."

"The more I see of our hockey," said Mr. Britling, "the more wonderful it seems to me as a touchstone of character and culture and breeding...."

"The more I watch our hockey," Mr. Britling said, "the more amazing it seems to me as a measure of character, culture, and upbringing..."

Mr. Manning, to whom he was delivering this discourse, switched him on to a new track by asking what he meant by "Neo-European."

Mr. Manning, to whom he was giving this talk, redirected him by asking what he meant by "Neo-European."

"It's a bad phrase," said Mr. Britling. "I'll withdraw it. Let me try and state exactly what I have in mind. I mean something that is coming up in America and here and the Scandinavian countries and Russia, a new culture, an escape from the Levantine religion and the Catholic culture that came to us from the Mediterranean. Let me drop Neo-European; let me say Northern. We are Northerners. The key, the heart, the nucleus and essence of every culture is its conception of the relations of men and women; and this new culture tends to diminish the specialisation of women as women, to let them out from the cell of the home into common citizenship with men. It's a new culture, still in process of development, which will make men more social and co-operative and women bolder, swifter, more responsible and less cloistered. It minimises instead of exaggerating the importance of sex....

"It's not a good phrase," said Mr. Britling. "I'll take it back. Let me try to clarify exactly what I mean. I’m talking about something emerging in America, here, and in the Scandinavian countries and Russia—a new culture, a shift away from the Levantine religion and the Catholic culture that came to us from the Mediterranean. Let me drop Neo-European and say Northern. We are Northerners. The key, the heart, the core and essence of any culture is how it views the relationships between men and women; and this new culture aims to reduce the specialization of women as women, allowing them to step out of the confines of the home and into equal citizenship with men. It's a new culture still evolving, which will make men more social and cooperative, and women bolder, quicker, more responsible, and less confined. It minimizes rather than exaggerates the importance of sex....

"And," said Mr. Britling, in very much the tones in which a preacher might say "Sixthly," "it is just all this Northern tendency that this world struggle is going to release. This war is pounding through Europe, smashing up homes, dispersing and mixing homes, setting Madame Van der Pant playing hockey, and André climbing trees with my young ruffians; it is killing young men by the million, altering the proportions of the sexes for a generation, bringing women into business and office and industry, destroying the accumulated wealth that kept so many of them in refined idleness, flooding the world with strange doubts and novel ideas...."

"And," said Mr. Britling, in much the same tone a preacher might use to say "Sixthly," "it's all this Northern tendency that this global struggle is going to unleash. This war is crashing through Europe, destroying homes, mixing people together, making Madame Van der Pant play hockey, and André climb trees with my young troublemakers; it is killing young men by the millions, changing the gender ratio for a generation, bringing women into jobs and offices and industry, wiping out the wealth that kept so many of them in comfortable leisure, and flooding the world with unfamiliar doubts and new ideas...."


§ 9


But the conflict of manners and customs that followed the invasion of the English villages by French and Belgian refugees did not always present the immigrants as Catholics and the hosts as "Neo-European." In the case of Mr. Dimple it was the other way round. He met Mr. Britling in Claverings park and told him his troubles....

But the clash of manners and customs that followed the arrival of French and Belgian refugees in English villages didn’t always portray the immigrants as Catholics and the locals as "Neo-European." In Mr. Dimple's case, it was the opposite. He encountered Mr. Britling in Claverings park and shared his troubles....

"Of course," he said, "we have to do our Utmost for Brave Little Belgium. I would be the last to complain of any little inconvenience one may experience in doing that. Still, I must confess I think you and dear Mrs. Britling are fortunate, exceptionally fortunate, in the Belgians you have got. My guests—it's unfortunate— the man is some sort of journalist and quite—oh! much too much—an Atheist. An open positive one. Not simply Honest Doubt. I'm quite prepared for honest doubt nowadays. You and I have no quarrel over that. But he is aggressive. He makes remarks about miracles, quite derogatory remarks, and not always in French. Sometimes he almost speaks English. And in front of my sister. And he goes out, he says, looking for a Café. He never finds a Café, but he certainly finds every public house within a radius of miles. And he comes back smelling dreadfully of beer. When I drop a Little Hint, he blames the beer. He says it is not good beer—our good Essex beer! He doesn't understand any of our simple ways. He's sophisticated. The girls about here wear Belgian flags—and air their little bits of French. And he takes it as an encouragement. Only yesterday there was a scene. It seems he tried to kiss the Hickson girl at the inn—Maudie.... And his wife; a great big slow woman—in every way she is—Ample; it's dreadful even to seem to criticise, but I do so wish she would not see fit to sit down and nourish her baby in my poor old bachelor drawing-room—often at the most unseasonable times. And—so lavishly...."

"Of course," he said, "we have to do our best for Brave Little Belgium. I wouldn't be the last to complain about any little inconvenience one might face in doing that. Still, I have to admit I think you and dear Mrs. Britling are quite lucky, exceptionally lucky, with the Belgians you have. My guests—it's unfortunate— the man is some kind of journalist and way too much of an Atheist. An open, definitive one. Not just Honest Doubt. I'm totally open to honest doubt these days. You and I aren't at odds over that. But he’s aggressive. He makes derogatory comments about miracles, and not always in French. Sometimes he speaks almost English. Right in front of my sister. And he goes out, claiming he’s looking for a café. He never finds one, but he definitely locates every pub within miles. And he comes back reeking of beer. When I drop a hint, he blames the beer. He says it’s not good beer—our good Essex beer! He doesn’t get any of our simple ways. He’s sophisticated. The girls around here wear Belgian flags—and show off their bits of French. He takes it as encouragement. Just yesterday— A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0 —there was a scene. It seems he tried to kiss the Hickson girl at the inn—Maudie.... And his wife, a huge slow woman—in every way—ample; it’s awful even to seem to criticize, but I really wish she wouldn’t think it’s okay to sit down and nurse her baby in my poor old bachelor drawing-room—often at the most inconvenient times. And—so lavishly...."

Mr. Britling attempted consolations.

Mr. Britling tried to comfort.

"But anyhow," said Mr. Dimple, "I'm better off than poor dear Mrs. Bynne. She secured two milliners. She insisted upon them. And their clothes were certainly beautifully made—even my poor old unworldly eye could tell that. And she thought two milliners would be so useful with a large family like hers. They certainly said they were milliners. But it seems—I don't know what we shall do about them.... My dear Mr. Britling, those young women are anything but milliners—anything but milliners...."

"But anyway," Mr. Dimple said, "I'm in a better position than poor dear Mrs. Bynne. She hired two milliners. She insisted on having them. And their clothes were definitely beautifully made—even my naive old eyes could see that. She thought having two milliners would be really useful with a big family like hers. They definitely claimed to be milliners. But it seems—I don't know what we're going to do about them.... My dear Mr. Britling, those young women are anything but milliners—anything but milliners...."

A faint gleam of amusement was only too perceptible through the good man's horror.

A slight hint of amusement was clearly visible despite the good man's horror.

"Sirens, my dear Mr. Britling. Sirens. By profession."...

"Sirens, my dear Mr. Britling. Sirens. For a living."


§ 10


October passed into November, and day by day Mr. Britling was forced to apprehend new aspects of the war, to think and rethink the war, to have his first conclusions checked and tested, twisted askew, replaced. His thoughts went far and wide and deeper—until all his earlier writing seemed painfully shallow to him, seemed a mere automatic response of obvious comments to the stimulus of the war's surprise. As his ideas became subtler and profounder, they became more difficult to express; he talked less; he became abstracted and irritable at table. To two people in particular Mr. Britling found his real ideas inexpressible, to Mr. Direck and to Mr. Van der Pant.

October turned into November, and day by day, Mr. Britling was forced to understand new aspects of the war, to think and rethink about it, to have his initial conclusions checked, tested, twisted, and replaced. His thoughts expanded and deepened—until all his earlier writing felt painfully shallow to him, seeming like a mere automatic reaction with obvious comments to the shocks of the war. As his ideas became more nuanced and profound, they became harder to express; he spoke less; he became lost in thought and irritable at the dinner table. To two people in particular, Mr. Britling found his true ideas hard to communicate: Mr. Direck and Mr. Van der Pant.

Each of these gentlemen brought with him the implication or the intimation of a critical attitude towards England. It was all very well for Mr. Britling himself to be critical of England; that is an Englishman's privilege. To hear Mr. Van der Pant questioning British efficiency or to suspect Mr. Direck of high, thin American superiorities to war, was almost worse than to hear Mrs. Harrowdean saying hostile things about Edith. It roused an even acuter protective emotion.

Each of these gentlemen carried with them a sense of a critical view towards England. It was fine for Mr. Britling to be critical of England; that’s an Englishman’s right. Hearing Mr. Van der Pant questioning British efficiency or thinking that Mr. Direck had some smug American superiority over war was almost worse than hearing Mrs. Harrowdean say negative things about Edith. It stirred an even stronger protective instinct.

In the case of Mr. Van der Pant matters were complicated by the difficulty of the language, which made anything but the crudest statements subject to incalculable misconception.

In Mr. Van der Pant's situation, things were complicated by the language barrier, which caused anything beyond the simplest statements to be open to endless misunderstanding.

Mr. Van der Pant had not the extreme tactfulness of his so typically Catholic wife; he made it only too plain that he thought the British postal and telegraph service slow and slack, and the management of the Great Eastern branch lines wasteful and inefficient. He said the workmen in the fields and the workmen he saw upon some cottages near the junction worked slowlier and with less interest than he had ever seen any workman display in all his life before. He marvelled that Mr. Britling lit his house with acetylene and not electric light. He thought fresh eggs were insanely dear, and his opinion of Matching's Easy pig-keeping was uncomplimentary. The roads, he said, were not a means of getting from place to place, they were a dédale; he drew derisive maps with his finger on the table-cloth of the lane system about the Dower House. He was astonished that there was no Café in Matching's Easy; he declared that the "public house" to which he went with considerable expectation was no public house at all; it was just a sly place for drinking beer.... All these were things Mr. Britling might have remarked himself; from a Belgian refugee he found them intolerable.

Mr. Van der Pant didn’t have the subtlety of his very Catholic wife; he made it clear that he thought the British postal and telegraph service was slow and inefficient, and that the management of the Great Eastern branch lines was wasteful. He observed that the workers in the fields and those he saw around some cottages near the junction were working more slowly and with less enthusiasm than he had ever seen any workers show in his life. He was puzzled that Mr. Britling lit his house with acetylene instead of electric light. He thought fresh eggs were ridiculously expensive, and he had a negative view of pig-keeping in Matching's Easy. He complained that the roads weren't a way to get from one place to another, but rather a maze; he drew mocking maps on the tablecloth to illustrate the lane system around the Dower House. He was surprised that there was no café in Matching's Easy; he claimed that the “public house” he visited with high hopes was not a public house at all—it was just a sneaky place for drinking beer.... All these were comments that Mr. Britling could have made himself; but to a Belgian refugee, they were unbearable.

He set himself to explain to Mr. Van der Pant firstly that these things did not matter in the slightest degree, the national attention, the national interest ran in other directions; and secondly that they were, as a matter of fact and on the whole, merits slightly disguised. He produced a pleasant theory that England is really not the Englishman's field, it is his breeding place, his resting place, a place not for efficiency but good humour. If Mr. Van der Pant were to make inquiries he would find there was scarcely a home in Matching's Easy that had not sent some energetic representative out of England to become one of the English of the world. England was the last place in which English energy was spent. These hedges, these dilatory roads were full of associations. There was a road that turned aside near Market Saffron to avoid Turk's wood; it had been called Turk's wood first in the fourteenth century after a man of that name. He quoted Chesterton's happy verses to justify these winding lanes.

He made it clear to Mr. Van der Pant that these issues didn’t matter at all; the national attention and interest were focused elsewhere. He also pointed out that, in reality, they were just slightly disguised merits. He shared a nice theory that England isn’t really the Englishman’s playground; it’s his birthplace, his place to relax, not a place for efficiency but for good humor. If Mr. Van der Pant did some digging, he’d find that almost every home in Matching's Easy had sent some eager representative out into the world to become part of the global English community. England was the last place where English energy was actually used. Those hedges and slow roads were full of history. There was one road that veered off near Market Saffron to avoid Turk's Wood; it was named Turk's Wood back in the 14th century after a man by that name. He quoted Chesterton's cheerful verses to back up his love for these winding lanes.

"The road turned first towards the left,

"The road first curved to the left,

Where Perkin's quarry made the cleft;

Where Perkin's quarry created the split;

The path turned next towards the right,

The path then turned to the right,

Because the mastiff used to bite...."

Because the mastiff used to bite....

And again:

And again:

"And I should say they wound about

"And I should say they twisted around"

To find the town of Roundabout,

To find the town of Roundabout,

The merry town of Roundabout

The cheerful town of Roundabout

That makes the world go round."

That makes the world go round.

If our easy-going ways hampered a hard efficiency, they did at least develop humour and humanity. Our diplomacy at any rate had not failed us....

If our laid-back approach hindered a strict efficiency, it at least fostered humor and humanity. Our diplomacy, at least, had not let us down....

He did not believe a word of this stuff. His deep irrational love for England made him say these things.... For years he had been getting himself into hot water because he had been writing and hinting just such criticisms as Mr. Van der Pant expressed so bluntly.... But he wasn't going to accept foreign help in dissecting his mother....

He didn’t believe any of this nonsense. His intense, irrational love for England made him say these things…. For years, he had been getting himself into trouble because he had been writing and suggesting the same criticisms that Mr. Van der Pant stated so directly…. But he wasn’t going to accept outside help in analyzing his homeland….

And another curious effect that Mr. Van der Pant had upon Mr. Britling was to produce an obstinate confidence about the war and the nearness of the German collapse. He would promise Mr. Van der Pant that he should be back in Antwerp before May; that the Germans would be over the Rhine by July. He knew perfectly well that his ignorance of all the military conditions was unqualified, but still he could not restrain himself from this kind of thing so soon as he began to speak Entente Cordiale—Anglo-French, that is to say. Something in his relationship to Mr. Van der Pant obliged him to be acutely and absurdly the protecting British.... At times he felt like a conscious bankrupt talking off the hour of disclosure. But indeed all that Mr. Britling was trying to say against the difficulties of a strange language and an alien temperament, was that the honour of England would never be cleared until Belgium was restored and avenged....

And another strange effect that Mr. Van der Pant had on Mr. Britling was to create a stubborn confidence about the war and the imminent German collapse. He would tell Mr. Van der Pant that he would be back in Antwerp before May; that the Germans would be across the Rhine by July. He knew perfectly well that he was completely ignorant of all the military conditions, but still, he couldn't help himself from saying things like this as soon as he started speaking Entente Cordiale—Anglo-French, that is. Something about his relationship with Mr. Van der Pant made him feel acutely and absurdly like the defending British. At times, he felt like a person aware that they’re about to go bankrupt, just waiting for the moment of truth. But really, all Mr. Britling was trying to express, despite the challenges of a foreign language and a different mindset, was that the honor of England wouldn’t be restored until Belgium was reclaimed and avenged.

While Mr. Britling was patrolling unimportant roads and entertaining Mr. Van der Pant with discourses upon the nearness of victory and the subtle estimableness of all that was indolent, wasteful and evasive in English life, the war was passing from its first swift phases into a slower, grimmer struggle. The German retreat ended at the Aisne, and the long outflanking manoeuvres of both hosts towards the Channel began. The English attempts to assist Belgium in October came too late for the preservation of Antwerp, and after a long and complicated struggle in Flanders the British failed to outflank the German right, lost Ghent, Menin and the Belgian coast, but held Ypres and beat back every attempt of the enemy to reach Dunkirk and Calais. Meanwhile the smaller German colonies and islands were falling to the navy, the Australian battleship Sydney smashed the Emden at Cocos Island, and the British naval disaster of Coronel was wiped out by the battle of the Falklands. The Russians were victorious upon their left and took Lemberg, and after some vicissitudes of fortune advanced to Przemysl, occupying the larger part of Galicia; but the disaster of Tannenberg had broken their progress in East Prussia, and the Germans were pressing towards Warsaw. Turkey had joined the war, and suffered enormous losses in the Caucasus. The Dardanelles had been shelled for the first time, and the British were at Basra on the Euphrates.

While Mr. Britling was patrolling insignificant roads and having conversations with Mr. Van der Pant about how close victory was and the subtle value of everything lazy, wasteful, and evasive in English life, the war was moving from its initial rapid phases into a slower, harsher conflict. The German retreat stopped at the Aisne, and the long outflanking maneuvers of both armies toward the Channel began. The British attempts to help Belgium in October came too late to save Antwerp, and after a long and complicated struggle in Flanders, the British failed to outflank the German right, lost Ghent, Menin, and the Belgian coast, but managed to hold Ypres and repelled every attempt by the enemy to reach Dunkirk and Calais. Meanwhile, the smaller German colonies and islands were falling to the navy; the Australian battleship Sydney destroyed the Emden at Cocos Island, and the British naval disaster at Coronel was avenged by the battle of the Falklands. The Russians were winning on their left and captured Lemberg, and after some ups and downs, they advanced to Przemysl, occupying most of Galicia; however, the disaster at Tannenberg had halted their progress in East Prussia, and the Germans were pushing toward Warsaw. Turkey had entered the war and suffered huge losses in the Caucasus. The Dardanelles were shelled for the first time, and the British were at Basra on the Euphrates.


§ 11


The Christmas of 1914 found England, whose landscape had hitherto been almost as peaceful and soldierless as Massachusetts, already far gone along the path of transformation into a country full of soldiers and munition makers and military supplies. The soldiers came first, on the well-known and greatly admired British principle of "first catch your hare" and then build your kitchen. Always before, Christmas had been a time of much gaiety and dressing up and prancing and two-stepping at the Dower House, but this year everything was too uncertain to allow of any gathering of guests. Hugh got leave for the day after Christmas, but Teddy was tied; and Cissie and Letty went off with the small boy to take lodgings near him. The Van der Pants had hoped to see an English Christmas at Matching's Easy, but within three weeks of Christmas Day Mr. Van der Pant found a job that he could do in Nottingham, and carried off his family. The two small boys cheered their hearts with paper decorations, but the Christmas Tree was condemned as too German, and it was discovered that Santa Claus had suddenly become Old Father Christmas again. The small boys discovered that the price of lead soldiers had risen, and were unable to buy electric torches, on which they had set their hearts. There was to have been a Christmas party at Claverings, but at the last moment Lady Homartyn had to hurry off to an orphan nephew who had been seriously wounded near Ypres, and the light of Claverings was darkened.

The Christmas of 1914 found England, which had previously been as peaceful and soldier-free as Massachusetts, already well on its way to becoming a country filled with soldiers, munitions makers, and military supplies. The soldiers arrived first, following the well-known and much-admired British principle of "first catch your hare, then build your kitchen." In the past, Christmas had been a time of joy, dressing up, and dancing at the Dower House, but this year everything felt too uncertain for any gathering of guests. Hugh got leave for the day after Christmas, but Teddy was stuck; Cissie and Letty took the little boy to find lodgings near him. The Van der Pants had hoped to experience an English Christmas at Matching's Easy, but within three weeks of Christmas Day, Mr. Van der Pant found a job in Nottingham and moved his family there. The two little boys tried to cheer themselves up with paper decorations, but the Christmas Tree was deemed too German, and they discovered that Santa Claus had suddenly reverted to Old Father Christmas. The little boys found that the price of lead soldiers had gone up and couldn’t buy the electric torches they had really wanted. There was supposed to be a Christmas party at Claverings, but at the last minute, Lady Homartyn had to rush off to care for her orphaned nephew, who had been seriously wounded near Ypres, and the light of Claverings dimmed.

Soon after Christmas there were rumours of an impending descent of the Headquarters staff of the South-Eastern army upon Claverings. Then Mr. Britling found Lady Homartyn back from France, and very indignant because after all the Headquarters were to go to Lady Wensleydale at Ladyholt. It was, she felt, a reflection upon Claverings. Lady Homartyn became still more indignant when presently the new armies, which were gathering now all over England like floods in a low-lying meadow, came pouring into the parishes about Claverings to the extent of a battalion and a Territorial battery. Mr. Britling heard of their advent only a day or two before they arrived; there came a bright young officer with an orderly, billeting; he was much exercised to get, as he expressed it several times, a quart into a pint bottle. He was greatly pleased with the barn. He asked the size of it and did calculations. He could "stick twenty-five men into it—easy." It would go far to solve his problems. He could manage without coming into the house at all. It was a ripping place. "No end."

Soon after Christmas, there were rumors of the Headquarters staff of the South-Eastern army preparing to descend on Claverings. Mr. Britling then found Lady Homartyn back from France and very upset because, after all, the Headquarters were going to Lady Wensleydale at Ladyholt. She felt it was a slight on Claverings. Lady Homartyn became even more upset when the new armies, which were gathering all over England like floods in a low-lying meadow, started pouring into the parishes around Claverings, bringing along a battalion and a Territorial battery. Mr. Britling learned about their arrival just a day or two before they got there; a bright young officer arrived with an orderly to assign quarters. He was quite concerned about fitting, as he put it several times, a quart into a pint bottle. He was really pleased with the barn. He asked about its size and did some calculations. He could "fit twenty-five men in it—easy." It would definitely help solve his problems. He could manage without coming into the house at all. It was a great place. "No end."

"But beds," said Mr. Britling.

"But beds," Mr. Britling said.

"Lord! they don't want beds," said the young officer....

"Lord! they don't want beds," said the young officer....

The whole Britling family, who were lamenting the loss of their Belgians, welcomed the coming of the twenty-five with great enthusiasm. It made them feel that they were doing something useful once more. For three days Mrs. Britling had to feed her new lodgers—the kitchen motors had as usual gone astray—and she did so in a style that made their boastings about their billet almost insufferable to the rest of their battery. The billeting allowance at that time was ninepence a head, and Mr. Britling, ashamed of making a profit out of his country, supplied not only generous firing and lighting, but unlimited cigarettes, cards and games, illustrated newspapers, a cocoa supper with such little surprises as sprats and jam roly-poly, and a number of more incidental comforts. The men arrived fasting under the command of two very sage middle-aged corporals, and responded to Mrs. Britling's hospitalities by a number of good resolutions, many of which they kept. They never made noises after half-past ten, or at least only now and then when a singsong broke out with unusual violence; they got up and went out at five or six in the morning without a sound; they were almost inconveniently helpful with washing-up and tidying round.

The entire Britling family, who were mourning the loss of their Belgians, welcomed the arrival of the twenty-five with great enthusiasm. It made them feel like they were being useful again. For three days, Mrs. Britling had to feed her new lodgers—the kitchen appliances had, as usual, gone missing—and she did it in a way that made their bragging about their situation almost unbearable for the rest of their unit. At that time, the billeting allowance was ninepence per person, and Mr. Britling, embarrassed about profiting from his country, provided not just generous heating and lighting but also unlimited cigarettes, cards and games, illustrated newspapers, a cocoa supper with fun surprises like sprats and jam roly-poly, and various other comforts. The men arrived hungry, under the command of two wise middle-aged corporals, and responded to Mrs. Britling’s hospitality with several good intentions, many of which they followed through on. They never made noise after half-past ten, or at least only occasionally when a singsong broke out with unexpected enthusiasm; they got up and left quietly at five or six in the morning; they were almost too helpful with cleaning up and tidying around.

In quite a little time Mrs. Britling's mind had adapted itself to the spectacle of half-a-dozen young men in khaki breeches and shirts performing their toilets in and about her scullery, or improvising an unsanctioned game of football between the hockey goals. These men were not the miscellaneous men of the new armies; they were the earlier Territorial type with no heroics about them; they came from the midlands; and their two middle-aged corporals kept them well in hand and ruled them like a band of brothers. But they had an illegal side, that developed in directions that set Mr. Britling theorising. They seemed, for example, to poach by nature, as children play and sing. They possessed a promiscuous white dog. They began to add rabbits to their supper menu, unaccountable rabbits. One night there was a mighty smell of frying fish from the kitchen, and the cook reported trout. "Trout!" said Mr. Britling to one of the corporals; "now where did you chaps get trout?"

In no time, Mrs. Britling had gotten used to the sight of half a dozen young men in khaki shorts and shirts getting ready in and around her kitchen or making up an unsanctioned football game between the hockey goals. These men weren't just random guys from the new armies; they were more like the earlier Territorial type with no sense of heroism about them. They were from the Midlands, and their two middle-aged corporals kept them in check and managed them like a close-knit group. However, they had a rebellious streak that got Mr. Britling thinking. For instance, they seemed to have a natural inclination for poaching, just as children might play and sing. They had a stray white dog that followed them around. They started adding rabbits to their dinner menu—rabbits that had no clear origin. One night, there was a strong smell of frying fish coming from the kitchen, and the cook mentioned they had trout. "Trout!" Mr. Britling exclaimed to one of the corporals, "where did you guys get trout?"

The "fisherman," they said, had got them with a hair noose. They produced the fisherman, of whom they were manifestly proud. It was, he explained, a method of fishing he had learnt when in New York Harbour. He had been a stoker. He displayed a confidence in Mr. Britling that made that gentleman an accessory after his offence, his very serious offence against pre-war laws and customs. It was plain that the trout were the trout that Mr. Pumshock, the stock-broker and amateur gentleman, had preserved so carefully in the Easy. Hitherto the countryside had been forced to regard Mr. Pumshock's trout with an almost superstitious respect. A year ago young Snooker had done a month for one of those very trout. But now things were different.

The "fisherman," they said, had caught them with a hair noose. They brought out the fisherman, clearly proud of him. He explained that it was a fishing method he had learned while in New York Harbor. He had been a stoker. He showed such confidence in Mr. Britling that it made Mr. Britling an accomplice after his crime, a serious one against pre-war laws and customs. It was obvious that the trout were the same ones that Mr. Pumshock, the stockbroker and amateur gentleman, had carefully preserved in the Easy. Until now, the countryside had felt almost superstitiously respectful towards Mr. Pumshock's trout. A year ago, young Snooker had spent a month in jail for one of those very trout. But now things had changed.

"But I don't really fancy fresh-water fish," said the fisherman. "It's just the ketchin' of 'em I like...."

"But I don't really like freshwater fish," said the fisherman. "I just enjoy catching them...."

And a few weeks later the trumpeter, an angel-faced freckled child with deep-blue eyes, brought in a dozen partridge eggs which he wanted Mary to cook for him....

And a few weeks later, the trumpeter, an angel-faced freckled kid with deep blue eyes, brought in a dozen partridge eggs that he wanted Mary to cook for him....

The domesticity of the sacred birds, it was clear, was no longer safe in England....

The domesticity of the sacred birds, it was clear, was no longer safe in England....

Then again the big guns would go swinging down the road and into Claverings park, and perform various exercises with commendable smartness and a profound disregard for Lady Homartyn's known objection to any departure from the public footpath....

Then the big guns would swing down the road and into Claverings Park, performing various exercises with impressive skill and a complete disregard for Lady Homartyn's well-known objection to straying from the public footpath....

And one afternoon as Mr. Britling took his constitutional walk, a reverie was set going in his mind by the sight of a neglected-looking pheasant with a white collar. The world of Matching's Easy was getting full now of such elderly birds. Would that go on again after the war? He imagined his son Hugh as a grandfather, telling the little ones about parks and preserves and game laws, and footmen and butlers and the marvellous game of golf, and how, suddenly, Mars came tramping through the land in khaki and all these things faded and vanished, so that presently it was discovered they were gone....

And one afternoon, while Mr. Britling was out for his usual walk, he was struck by the sight of a scruffy-looking pheasant with a white collar. The world of Matching's Easy was now filled with these older birds. Would that continue after the war? He pictured his son Hugh as a grandfather, sharing stories with the little ones about parks, preserves, game laws, footmen, butlers, and the amazing game of golf, and how suddenly, Mars marched through the land in khaki, causing all these things to fade and disappear, so that eventually, it was found they were gone...


CHAPTER THE THIRD

MALIGNITY


§ 1


And while the countryside of England changed steadily from its lax pacific amenity to the likeness of a rather slovenly armed camp, while long-fixed boundaries shifted and dissolved and a great irreparable wasting of the world's resources gathered way, Mr. Britling did his duty as a special constable, gave his eldest son to the Territorials, entertained Belgians, petted his soldiers in the barn, helped Teddy to his commission, contributed to war charities, sold out securities at a loss and subscribed to the War Loan, and thought, thought endlessly about the war.

And while the English countryside gradually transformed from its relaxed, peaceful charm into something resembling a messy military camp, as long-established borders shifted and faded away and a significant, irreversible depletion of global resources occurred, Mr. Britling did his part as a special constable, sent his oldest son to the Territorials, hosted Belgian refugees, supported his soldiers in the barn, assisted Teddy with his commission, donated to war charities, sold off securities at a loss, subscribed to the War Loan, and thought, thought endlessly about the war.

He could think continuously day by day of nothing else. His mind was as caught as a galley slave, as unable to escape from tugging at this oar. All his universe was a magnetic field which oriented everything, whether he would have it so or not, to this one polar question.

He couldn't stop thinking about it day after day. His mind was trapped like a galley slave, unable to break free from pulling this oar. His whole world was a magnetic field that pulled everything, whether he wanted it to or not, toward this single pressing question.

His thoughts grew firmer and clearer; they went deeper and wider. His first superficial judgments were endorsed and deepened or replaced by others. He thought along the lonely lanes at night; he thought at his desk; he thought in bed; he thought in his bath; he tried over his thoughts in essays and leading articles and reviewed them and corrected them. Now and then came relaxation and lassitude, but never release. The war towered over him like a vigilant teacher, day after day, week after week, regardless of fatigue and impatience, holding a rod in its hand.

His thoughts became stronger and clearer; they expanded and deepened. His initial superficial judgments were reaffirmed and intensified or replaced by new ones. He contemplated in the quiet streets at night; he thought at his desk; he pondered in bed; he reflected in the bath; he refined his ideas in essays and articles and revisited and edited them. Occasionally, he experienced moments of relaxation and fatigue, but never a break. The war loomed over him like a watchful teacher, day after day, week after week, indifferent to his exhaustion and frustration, with a ruler in its hand.


§ 2


Certain things had to be forced upon Mr. Britling because they jarred so greatly with his habits of mind that he would never have accepted them if he could have avoided doing so.

Certain things had to be imposed on Mr. Britling because they clashed so much with his way of thinking that he would never have accepted them if he could have avoided it.

Notably he would not recognise at first the extreme bitterness of this war. He would not believe that the attack upon Britain and Western Europe generally expressed the concentrated emotion of a whole nation. He thought that the Allies were in conflict with a system and not with a national will. He fought against the persuasion that the whole mass of a great civilised nation could be inspired by a genuine and sustained hatred. Hostility was an uncongenial thing to him; he would not recognise that the greater proportion of human beings are more readily hostile than friendly. He did his best to believe—in his "And Now War Ends" he did his best to make other people believe—that this war was the perverse exploit of a small group of people, of limited but powerful influences, an outrage upon the general geniality of mankind. The cruelty, mischief, and futility of war were so obvious to him that he was almost apologetic in asserting them. He believed that war had but to begin and demonstrate its quality among the Western nations in order to unify them all against its repetition. They would exclaim: "But we can't do things like this to one another!" He saw the aggressive imperialism of Germany called to account even by its own people; a struggle, a collapse, a liberal-minded conference of world powers, and a universal resumption of amiability upon a more assured basis of security. He believed—and many people in England believed with him—that a great section of the Germans would welcome triumphant Allies as their liberators from intolerable political obsessions.

Notably, he initially wouldn't recognize the extreme bitterness of this war. He couldn't believe that the attacks on Britain and Western Europe reflected the collective emotion of an entire nation. He thought the Allies were opposing a system, not a national will. He struggled against the idea that a large, civilized nation could genuinely hold sustained hatred. Hostility felt alien to him; he wouldn't accept that most people are more likely to be hostile than friendly. He tried hard to believe—in his "And Now War Ends," he did his best to convince others—that this war was the twisted act of a small group with limited but powerful influence, a violation of humanity's general kindness. The cruelty, chaos, and futility of war were so clear to him that he almost felt guilty asserting them. He believed that once war started and showed its true nature to Western nations, they would unite against it happening again. They would say, "But we can't treat each other like this!" He imagined Germany’s aggressive imperialism being challenged even by its own citizens; a struggle, a collapse, a progressive conference of world powers, and a return to friendliness based on stronger security. He believed—and many people in England shared his belief—that a large portion of the German population would see the victorious Allies as their liberators from unbearable political oppression.

The English because of their insularity had been political amateurs for endless generations. It was their supreme vice, it was their supreme virtue, to be easy-going. They had lived in an atmosphere of comedy, and denied in the whole tenor of their lives that life is tragic. Not even the Americans had been more isolated. The Americans had had their Indians, their negroes, their War of Secession. Until the Great War the Channel was as broad as the Atlantic for holding off every vital challenge. Even Ireland was away—a four-hour crossing. And so the English had developed to the fullest extent the virtues and vices of safety and comfort; they had a hatred of science and dramatic behaviour; they could see no reason for exactness or intensity; they disliked proceeding "to extremes." Ultimately everything would turn out all right. But they knew what it is to be carried into conflicts by energetic minorities and the trick of circumstances, and they were ready to understand the case of any other country which has suffered that fate. All their habits inclined them to fight good-temperedly and comfortably, to quarrel with a government and not with a people. It took Mr. Britling at least a couple of months of warfare to understand that the Germans were fighting in an altogether different spirit.

The English, due to their insularity, had been political amateurs for countless generations. Their greatest flaw and their greatest strength was their easy-going nature. They lived in a comedic atmosphere and generally dismissed the idea that life is tragic. Even the Americans, who had their Native Americans, their African Americans, and their Civil War, weren't as isolated. Until the Great War, the English Channel was as wide as the Atlantic in keeping vital challenges at bay. Even Ireland felt distant—a four-hour journey away. As a result, the English fully developed the comforts and flaws of safety; they had a disdain for science and dramatic behavior; they saw no need for precision or intensity; they avoided going "to extremes." Ultimately, they believed everything would turn out fine. But they understood what it meant to be drawn into conflicts by energetic minorities and the circumstances surrounding them, and they were ready to empathize with any other country that had faced that fate. All their instincts led them to engage in conflicts in a good-natured and comfortable way, to argue with a government rather than with its people. It took Mr. Britling at least a couple of months of warfare to realize that the Germans were fighting in a completely different spirit.

The first intimations of this that struck upon his mind were the news of the behaviour of the Kaiser and the Berlin crowd upon the declaration of war, and the violent treatment of the British subjects seeking to return to their homes. Everywhere such people had been insulted and ill-treated. It was the spontaneous expression of a long-gathered bitterness. While the British ambassador was being howled out of Berlin, the German ambassador to England was taking a farewell stroll, quite unmolested, in St. James's Park.... One item that struck particularly upon Mr. Britling's imagination was the story of the chorus of young women who assembled on the railway platform of the station through which the British ambassador was passing to sing—to his drawn blinds—"Deutschland, Deutschland über Alles." Mr. Britling could imagine those young people, probably dressed more or less uniformly in white, with flushed faces and shining eyes, letting their voices go, full throated, in the modern German way....

The first hints of this that came to his mind were the news about the actions of the Kaiser and the crowds in Berlin when war was declared, along with the violent treatment of British citizens trying to return home. Everywhere, those people had faced insults and mistreatment. It was the outpouring of long-held resentment. While the British ambassador was being driven out of Berlin amid shouts, the German ambassador to England was taking a leisurely stroll, completely unbothered, in St. James's Park.... One detail that particularly caught Mr. Britling's attention was the story of a group of young women who gathered on the train platform where the British ambassador was passing through to sing—toward his closed blinds—"Deutschland, Deutschland über Alles." Mr. Britling could picture those young women, likely dressed similarly in white, with flushed cheeks and bright eyes, passionately letting their voices ring out in the modern German style....

And then came stories of atrocities, stories of the shooting of old men and the butchery of children by the wayside, stories of wounded men bayoneted or burnt alive, of massacres of harmless citizens, of looting and filthy outrages....

And then came stories of horrors, stories about old men being shot and children being slaughtered by the roadside, stories of wounded men being bayoneted or burned alive, of massacres of innocent civilians, of looting and disgusting acts....

Mr. Britling did his utmost not to believe these things. They contradicted his habitual world. They produced horrible strains in his mind. They might, he hoped, be misreported so as to seem more violent or less justifiable than they were. They might be the acts of stray criminals, and quite disconnected from the normal operations of the war. Here and there some weak-minded officer may have sought to make himself terrible.... And as for the bombardment of cathedrals and the crime of Louvain, well, Mr. Britling was prepared to argue that Gothic architecture is not sacrosanct if military necessity cuts through it.... It was only after the war had been going on some months that Mr. Britling's fluttering, unwilling mind was pinned down by official reports and a cloud of witnesses to a definite belief in the grim reality of systematic rape and murder, destruction, dirtiness and abominable compulsions that blackened the first rush of the Prussians into Belgium and Champagne....

Mr. Britling did everything he could not to believe these things. They contradicted his usual view of the world. They created horrible stress in his mind. He hoped they might be misreported to seem more violent or less justifiable than they really were. They could be the actions of a few random criminals, totally separate from the regular course of the war. Here and there, some insecure officer might have tried to make himself seem frightening... And about the bombing of cathedrals and the crimes in Louvain, well, Mr. Britling was ready to argue that Gothic architecture isn’t off-limits if military necessity trumps it... It wasn't until the war had gone on for several months that Mr. Britling's anxious, reluctant mind was confronted by official reports and numerous witnesses, forcing him to accept a harsh reality of systematic rape and murder, destruction, filth, and horrifying acts that darkened the initial surge of the Prussians into Belgium and Champagne...

They came hating and threatening the lands they outraged. They sought occasion to do frightful deeds.... When they could not be frightful in the houses they occupied, then to the best of their ability they were destructive and filthy. The facts took Mr. Britling by the throat....

They arrived full of hate and threats towards the lands they disturbed. They looked for opportunities to commit terrible acts.... When they couldn't be terrifying in the homes they occupied, they did their best to be destructive and repulsive. The reality hit Mr. Britling hard....

The first thing that really pierced Mr. Britling with the conviction that there was something essentially different in the English and the German attitude towards the war was the sight of a bale of German comic papers in the study of a friend in London. They were filled with caricatures of the Allies and more particularly of the English, and they displayed a force and quality of passion—an incredible force and quality of passion. Their amazing hate and their amazing filthiness alike overwhelmed Mr. Britling. There was no appearance of national pride or national dignity, but a bellowing patriotism and a limitless desire to hurt and humiliate. They spat. They were red in the face and they spat. He sat with these violent sheets in his hands—ashamed.

The first thing that really struck Mr. Britling with the realization that the English and German attitudes towards the war were fundamentally different was seeing a pile of German comic papers in the study of a friend in London. They were filled with caricatures of the Allies, especially the English, and they displayed an intense and passionate hatred—an astonishing level and quality of passion. Their outrageous hate and their vulgarity completely overwhelmed Mr. Britling. There was no sense of national pride or dignity, just a loud patriotism and a boundless desire to hurt and humiliate. They spat. They were red in the face and they spat. He sat there with those violent papers in his hands—ashamed.

"But I say!" he said feebly. "It's the sort of thing that might come out of a lunatic asylum...."

"But I say!" he said weakly. "It's the kind of thing that might come out of a mental hospital...."

One incredible craving was manifest in every one of them. The German caricaturist seemed unable to represent his enemies except in extremely tight trousers or in none; he was equally unable to represent them without thrusting a sword or bayonet, spluttering blood, into the more indelicate parts of their persons. This was the leit-motif of the war as the German humorists presented it. "But," said Mr. Britling, "these things can't represent anything like the general state of mind in Germany."

One intense desire was clear in all of them. The German cartoonist couldn't depict his enemies except in very tight pants or without any at all; he also couldn't show them without jabbing a sword or bayonet, gushing blood, into their more sensitive areas. This was the leit-motif of the war as the German humorists portrayed it. "But," Mr. Britling said, "these images can't capture the overall mindset in Germany."

"They do," said his friend.

"They do," his friend said.

"But it's blind fury—at the dirt-throwing stage."

"But it's just blind rage—at the stage of throwing dirt."

"The whole of Germany is in that blind fury," said his friend. "While we are going about astonished and rather incredulous about this war, and still rather inclined to laugh, that's the state of mind of Germany.... There's a sort of deliberation in it. They think it gives them strength. They want to foam at the mouth. They do their utmost to foam more. They write themselves up. Have you heard of the 'Hymn of Hate'?"

"The entire country of Germany is consumed by this blind rage," his friend said. "While we walk around shocked and somewhat doubtful about this war, still a bit inclined to laugh, that's the mindset in Germany... There's a kind of intentionality to it. They believe it makes them stronger. They want to be furious. They do everything they can to get angrier. They hype themselves up. Have you heard of the 'Hymn of Hate'?"

Mr. Britling had not.

Mr. Britling hadn't.

"There was a translation of it in last week's Spectator.... This is the sort of thing we are trying to fight in good temper and without extravagance. Listen, Britling!

"There was a translation of it in last week's Spectator.... This is the kind of thing we're trying to tackle calmly and without going overboard. Listen, Britling!

"You will we hate with a lasting hate;

"You we will hate with a lasting hate;

We will never forgo our hate—

We will never give up our hate—

Hate by water and hate by land,

Hate from the sea and hate from the land,

Hate of the head and hate of the hand,

Hate of the head and hate of the hand,

Hate of the hammer and hate of the crown,

Hate for the hammer and hate for the crown,

Hate of seventy millions, choking down;

Suppressed hatred of seventy million;

We love as one, we hate as one,

We love together, we hate together,

We have one foe, and one alone—

We have one enemy, only one—

ENGLAND!"

ENGLAND!

He read on to the end.

He kept reading until the end.

"Well," he said when he had finished reading, "what do you think of it?"

"Well," he said when he was done reading, "what do you think about it?"

"I want to feel his bumps," said Mr. Britling after a pause. "It's incomprehensible."

"I want to feel his bumps," Mr. Britling said after a pause. "It's impossible to understand."

"They're singing that up and down Germany. Lissauer, I hear, has been decorated...."

"They're singing that all across Germany. I hear Lissauer has been honored...."

"It's—stark malignity," said Mr. Britling. "What have we done?"

"It's pure evil," said Mr. Britling. "What have we done?"

"It's colossal. What is to happen to the world if these people prevail?"

"It's huge. What will happen to the world if these people win?"

"I can't believe it—even with this evidence before me.... No! I want to feel their bumps...."

"I can't believe it—even with this evidence in front of me.... No! I want to feel their bumps...."


§ 3


"You see," said Mr. Britling, trying to get it into focus, "I have known quite decent Germans. There must be some sort of misunderstanding.... I wonder what makes them hate us. There seems to me no reason in it."

"You see," said Mr. Britling, trying to clarify his thoughts, "I have known some really good Germans. There must be some kind of misunderstanding... I wonder why they hate us. To me, it doesn’t make any sense."

"I think it is just thoroughness," said his friend. "They are at war. To be at war is to hate."

"I think it's just thoroughness," his friend said. "They're at war. Being at war means hating."

"That isn't at all my idea."

"That's definitely not my concept."

"We're not a thorough people. When we think of anything, we also think of its opposite. When we adopt an opinion we also take in a provisional idea that it is probably nearly as wrong as it is right. We are—atmospheric. They are concrete.... All this filthy, vile, unjust and cruel stuff is honest genuine war. We pretend war does not hurt. They know better.... The Germans are a simple honest people. It is their virtue. Possibly it is their only virtue...."

"We're not very thorough people. When we think about something, we also consider its opposite. When we form an opinion, we also carry a temporary thought that it's probably almost as wrong as it is right. We are—kind of wishy-washy. They are straightforward.... All this dirty, terrible, unfair, and brutal stuff is real, honest war. We act like war doesn't cause pain. They understand that's not true.... The Germans are a straightforward, honest people. That's their strength. It might be their only strength...."


§ 4


Mr. Britling was only one of a multitude who wanted to feel the bumps of Germany at that time. The effort to understand a people who had suddenly become incredible was indeed one of the most remarkable facts in English intellectual life during the opening phases of the war. The English state of mind was unlimited astonishment. There was an enormous sale of any German books that seemed likely to illuminate the mystery of this amazing concentration of hostility; the works of Bernhardi, Treitschke, Nietzsche, Houston Stewart Chamberlain, became the material of countless articles and interminable discussions. One saw little clerks on the way to the office and workmen going home after their work earnestly reading these remarkable writers. They were asking, just as Mr. Britling was asking, what it was the British Empire had struck against. They were trying to account for this wild storm of hostility that was coming at them out of Central Europe.

Mr. Britling was just one of many who wanted to grasp what was happening in Germany at that time. The attempt to understand a people who had suddenly become unbelievable was one of the most significant aspects of English intellectual life during the early stages of the war. The English mindset was one of total shock. There was a huge demand for any German books that might shed light on the mystery of this intense hostility; the works of Bernhardi, Treitschke, Nietzsche, and Houston Stewart Chamberlain became the focus of countless articles and endless discussions. You could see little clerks on their way to the office and workers heading home after their shift, deeply engaged in reading these influential writers. They were asking, just like Mr. Britling was asking, what it was that the British Empire had come up against. They were trying to make sense of this fierce wave of hostility that was coming toward them from Central Europe.

It was a natural next stage to this, when after all it became manifest that instead of there being a liberal and reluctant Germany at the back of imperialism and Junkerdom, there was apparently one solid and enthusiastic people, to suppose that the Germans were in some distinctive way evil, that they were racially more envious, arrogant, and aggressive than the rest of mankind. Upon that supposition a great number of English people settled. They concluded that the Germans had a peculiar devil of their own—and had to be treated accordingly. That was the second stage in the process of national apprehension, and it was marked by the first beginnings of a spy hunt, by the first denunciation of naturalised aliens, and by some anti-German rioting among the mixed alien population in the East End. Most of the bakers in the East End of London were Germans, and for some months after the war began they went on with their trade unmolested. Now many of these shops were wrecked.... It was only in October that the British gave these first signs of a sense that they were fighting not merely political Germany but the Germans.

It was a natural next step when it became clear that instead of a liberal and hesitant Germany behind imperialism and the aristocracy, there was apparently one solid and eager people, leading to the assumption that Germans were uniquely evil, racially more envious, arrogant, and aggressive than others. Many English people came to this conclusion, believing the Germans had their own peculiar devil and needed to be treated accordingly. This was the second stage in the process of national anxiety, marked by the beginnings of a spy hunt, the first denunciations of naturalized citizens, and some anti-German riots among the mixed foreign population in the East End. Most of the bakers in the East End of London were Germans, and for several months after the war started, they continued their trade without interruption. Now, many of these shops were destroyed.... It was only in October that the British began to recognize that they were fighting not just the political system of Germany but the Germans themselves.

But the idea of a peculiar malignity in the German quality as a key to the broad issue of the war was even less satisfactory and less permanent in Mr. Britling's mind than his first crude opposition of militarism and a peaceful humanity as embodied respectively in the Central Powers and the Russo-Western alliance. It led logically to the conclusion that the extermination of the German peoples was the only security for the general amiability of the world, a conclusion that appealed but weakly to his essential kindliness. After all, the Germans he had met and seen were neither cruel nor hate-inspired. He came back to that obstinately. From the harshness and vileness of the printed word and the unclean picture, he fell back upon the flesh and blood, the humanity and sterling worth, of—as a sample—young Heinrich.

But the idea that there was something uniquely evil about the German character as the explanation for the larger issue of the war was even less satisfying and less lasting in Mr. Britling’s mind than his initial simplistic view of militarism versus peaceful humanity, represented by the Central Powers and the Russo-Western alliance, respectively. It logically led to the conclusion that eliminating the German people was the only way to ensure a friendly world, a conclusion that didn’t resonate much with his fundamentally kind nature. After all, the Germans he had met were neither cruel nor driven by hate. He kept coming back to that point. Against the harshness and ugliness of the written word and the unflattering images, he returned to the flesh and blood, the humanity and true worth, of—just as an example—young Heinrich.

Who was moreover a thoroughly German young German—a thoroughly Prussian young Prussian.

Who was also a completely German young man—a completely Prussian young man.

At times young Heinrich alone stood between Mr. Britling and the belief that Germany and the whole German race was essentially wicked, essentially a canting robber nation. Young Heinrich became a sort of advocate for his people before the tribunal of Mr. Britling's mind. (And on his shoulder sat an absurdly pampered squirrel.) s fresh, pink, sedulous face, very earnest, adjusting his glasses, saying "Please," intervened and insisted upon an arrest of judgment....

At times, young Heinrich stood alone between Mr. Britling and the belief that Germany and the entire German race were fundamentally evil, basically a hypocritical nation of thieves. Young Heinrich became a sort of representative for his people in Mr. Britling's mind. (And perched on his shoulder was an absurdly spoiled squirrel.) His fresh, pink, hardworking face, very serious, adjusting his glasses, said "Please," intervened, and insisted on halting the judgment...

Since the young man's departure he had sent two postcards of greeting directly to the "Familie Britling," and one letter through the friendly intervention of Mr. Britling's American publisher. Once also he sent a message through a friend in Norway. The postcards simply recorded stages in the passage of a distraught pacifist across Holland to his enrolment. The letter by way of America came two months later. He had been converted into a combatant with extreme rapidity. He had been trained for three weeks, had spent a fortnight in hospital with a severe cold, and had then gone to Belgium as a transport driver—his father had been a horse-dealer and he was familiar with horses. "If anything happens to me," he wrote, "please send my violin at least very carefully to my mother." It was characteristic that he reported himself as very comfortably quartered in Courtrai with "very nice people." The niceness involved restraints. "Only never," he added, "do we talk about the war. It is better not to do so." He mentioned the violin also in the later communication through Norway. Therein he lamented the lost fleshpots of Courtrai. He had been in Posen, and now he was in the Carpathians, up to his knees in snow and "very uncomfortable...."

Since the young man's departure, he had sent two greeting postcards directly to the "Britling Family" and one letter through the friendly help of Mr. Britling's American publisher. Once, he also sent a message through a friend in Norway. The postcards simply updated on the journey of a distressed pacifist across Holland to his enlistment. The letter via America arrived two months later. He had been quickly transformed into a soldier. He had trained for three weeks, spent two weeks in the hospital with a bad cold, and then went to Belgium as a transport driver—his father had been a horse dealer, so he was familiar with horses. "If anything happens to me," he wrote, "please send my violin very carefully to my mom." Notably, he mentioned that he was quite comfortably settled in Courtrai with "very nice people." The niceness came with limitations. "We never talk about the war," he added, "it's better that way." He also mentioned the violin in a later message through Norway. In that message, he expressed regret over the comforts of Courtrai. He had been in Posen, and now he was in the Carpathians, knee-deep in snow and "very uncomfortable...."

And then abruptly all news from him ceased.

And then suddenly, all updates from him stopped.

Month followed month, and no further letter came.

Month after month, no more letters arrived.

"Something has happened to him. Perhaps he is a prisoner...."

"Something has happened to him. Maybe he’s a prisoner..."

"I hope our little Heinrich hasn't got seriously damaged.... He may be wounded...."

"I hope our little Heinrich isn't seriously hurt... He might be injured..."

"Or perhaps they stop his letters.... Very probably they stop his letters."

"Or maybe they’re holding back his letters... It’s highly likely they’re holding back his letters."


§ 5


Mr. Britling would sit in his armchair and stare at his fire, and recall conflicting memories of Germany—of a pleasant land, of friendly people. He had spent many a jolly holiday there. So recently as 1911 all the Britling family had gone up the Rhine from Rotterdam, had visited a string of great cities and stayed for a cheerful month of sunshine at Neunkirchen in the Odenwald.

Mr. Britling would sit in his armchair and stare at his fire, remembering mixed feelings about Germany—of a beautiful country, of welcoming people. He had enjoyed many happy vacations there. Just a few years ago, in 1911, the entire Britling family had traveled up the Rhine from Rotterdam, visiting a series of major cities and spending a joyful month in the sunshine at Neunkirchen in the Odenwald.

The little village perches high among the hills and woods, and at its very centre is the inn and the linden tree and—Adam Meyer. Or at least Adam Meyer was there. Whether he is there now, only the spirit of change can tell; if he live to be a hundred no friendly English will ever again come tramping along by the track of the Blaue Breiecke or the Weisse Streiche to enjoy his hospitality; there are rivers of blood between, and a thousand memories of hate....

The small village sits high among the hills and woods, and at its center is the inn, the linden tree, and—Adam Meyer. Or at least Adam Meyer was there. Whether he is there now, only the spirit of change can say; if he lives to be a hundred, no friendly English people will ever again come walking along the path of the Blaue Breiecke or the Weisse Streiche to enjoy his hospitality; there are rivers of blood in between, and a thousand memories of hate....

It was a village distended with hospitalities. Not only the inn but all the houses about the place of the linden tree, the shoe-maker's, the post-mistress's, the white house beyond, every house indeed except the pastor's house, were full of Adam Meyer's summer guests. And about it and over it went and soared Adam Meyer, seeing they ate well, seeing they rested well, seeing they had music and did not miss the moonlight—a host who forgot profit in hospitality, an inn-keeper with the passion of an artist for his inn.

It was a village filled with warm welcomes. Not just the inn, but all the houses near the linden tree—the shoemaker's, the postmistress's, the white house down the way—every home except the pastor's was packed with Adam Meyer's summer guests. And all around him, Adam Meyer watched as they enjoyed good food, relaxed, listened to music, and basked in the moonlight—a host who cared more about hospitality than profit, an innkeeper with the passion of an artist for his inn.

Music, moonlight, the simple German sentiment, the hearty German voices, the great picnic in a Stuhl Wagen, the orderly round games the boys played with the German children, and the tramps and confidences Hugh had with Kurt and Karl, and at last a crowning jollification, a dance, with some gipsy musicians whom Mr. Britling discovered, when the Germans taught the English various entertaining sports with baskets and potatoes and forfeits and the English introduced the Germans to the licence of the two-step. And everybody sang "Britannia, Rule the Waves," and "Deutschland, Deutschland über Alles," and Adam Meyer got on a chair and made a tremendous speech more in dialect than ever, and there was much drinking of beer and sirops in the moonlight under the linden....

Music, moonlight, the straightforward German vibe, the lively German voices, the big picnic in a Stuhl Wagen, the organized games the boys played with the German kids, and the chats and secrets Hugh shared with Kurt and Karl, leading up to a big celebration, a dance, featuring some gypsy musicians that Mr. Britling found. The Germans introduced the English to various fun games with baskets and potatoes and forfeits, and the English showed the Germans how to enjoy the two-step. Everyone sang "Britannia, Rule the Waves" and "Deutschland, Deutschland über Alles," and Adam Meyer stood on a chair and gave an impressive speech, even more in dialect than usual, while people enjoyed plenty of beer and syrups under the moonlight beneath the linden trees....

Afterwards there had been a periodic sending of postcards and greetings, which indeed only the war had ended.

Afterward, there had been an occasional exchange of postcards and greetings, which only stopped when the war ended.

Right pleasant people those Germans had been, sun and green-leaf lovers, for whom "Frisch Auf" seemed the most natural of national cries. Mr. Britling thought of the individual Germans who had made up the assembly, of the men's amusingly fierce little hats of green and blue with an inevitable feather thrust perkily into the hatband behind, of the kindly plumpnesses behind their turned-up moustaches, of the blonde, sedentary women, very wise about the comforts of life and very kind to the children, of their earnest pleasure in landscape and Art and Great Writers, of their general frequent desire to sing, of their plasticity under the directing hands of Adam Meyer. He thought of the mellow south German landscape, rolling away broad and fair, of the little clean red-roofed townships, the old castles, the big prosperous farms, the neatly marked pedestrian routes, the hospitable inns, and the artless abundant Aussichtthurms....

Right pleasant people those Germans had been, lovers of the sun and greenery, for whom "Frisch Auf" seemed like the most natural national cheer. Mr. Britling thought of the individual Germans who made up the assembly—those amusingly fierce little hats in green and blue with an inevitable feather sticking up perkily from the hatband at the back, the kindly plumpness behind their turned-up mustaches, the blonde, home-loving women, very knowledgeable about life’s comforts and very kind to children, their genuine enjoyment of landscapes, art, and great authors, their frequent desire to sing, their adaptability under the guiding hands of Adam Meyer. He thought of the warm south German landscape, rolling away broad and beautiful, the little clean towns with red roofs, the old castles, the big prosperous farms, the clearly marked walking paths, the welcoming inns, and the simple, plentiful view towers....

He saw all those memories now through a veil of indescribable sadness—as of a world lost, gone down like the cities of Lyonesse beneath deep seas....

He saw all those memories now through a haze of indescribable sadness—like a world that was lost, sunk like the cities of Lyonesse beneath the deep seas....

Right pleasant people in a sunny land! Yet here pressing relentlessly upon his mind were the murders of Visé, the massacres of Dinant, the massacres of Louvain, murder red-handed and horrible upon an inoffensive people, foully invaded, foully treated; murder done with a sickening cant of righteousness and racial pretension....

Right pleasant people in a sunny land! Yet here, pressing relentlessly on his mind were the murders of Visé, the massacres of Dinant, the massacres of Louvain, horrible and brutal acts against innocent people, cruelly invaded and poorly treated; murder committed with a nauseating air of righteousness and racial superiority....

The two pictures would not stay steadily in his mind together. When he thought of the broken faith that had poured those slaughtering hosts into the decent peace of Belgium, that had smashed her cities, burnt her villages and filled the pretty gorges of the Ardennes with blood and smoke and terror, he was flooded with self-righteous indignation, a self-righteous indignation that was indeed entirely Teutonic in its quality, that for a time drowned out his former friendship and every kindly disposition towards Germany, that inspired him with destructive impulses, and obsessed him with a desire to hear of death and more death and yet death in every German town and home....

The two images wouldn't stay clear in his mind at the same time. When he thought about the broken trust that had unleashed those destructive armies into the peaceful land of Belgium, destroying its cities, burning its villages, and filling the beautiful valleys of the Ardennes with blood, smoke, and fear, he was overwhelmed with self-righteous anger—an anger that was undeniably German in its nature, which for a while drowned out his previous friendship and any good feelings he had towards Germany. This anger filled him with the urge for destruction and an obsession with hearing about death and more death in every German town and home...


§ 6


It will be an incredible thing to the happier reader of a coming age—if ever this poor record of experience reaches a reader in the days to come—to learn how much of the mental life of Mr. Britling was occupied at this time with the mere horror and atrocity of warfare. It is idle and hopeless to speculate now how that future reader will envisage this war; it may take on broad dramatic outlines, it may seem a thing, just, logical, necessary, the burning of many barriers, the destruction of many obstacles. Mr. Britling was too near to the dirt and pain and heat for any such broad landscape consolations. Every day some new detail of evil beat into his mind. Now it would be the artless story of some Belgian refugee. There was a girl from Alost in the village for example, who had heard the fusillade that meant the shooting of citizens, the shooting of people she had known, she had seen the still blood-stained wall against which two murdered cousins had died, the streaked sand along which their bodies had been dragged; three German soldiers had been quartered in her house with her and her invalid mother, and had talked freely of the massacres in which they had been employed. One of them was in civil life a young schoolmaster, and he had had, he said, to kill a woman and a baby. The girl had been incredulous. Yes, he had done so! Of course he had done so! His officer had made him do it, had stood over him. He could do nothing but obey. But since then he had been unable to sleep, unable to forget.

It will be an incredible thing for the happier reader of a future time—if ever this poor record of experience reaches someone in the days to come—to realize how much of Mr. Britling's mental life was consumed at this time by the sheer horror and brutality of war. It's pointless and futile to wonder how that future reader will see this war; it might appear with broad dramatic strokes, it might seem just, logical, and necessary, a burning away of many barriers, a destruction of numerous obstacles. Mr. Britling was too close to the dirt, pain, and heat to find any comfort in such a wide perspective. Every day brought a new detail of evil crashing into his mind. One day it was the innocent story of a Belgian refugee. There was a girl from Alost in the village, for example, who had heard the gunfire that meant the execution of citizens, people she had known; she had seen the bloodstained wall where two murdered cousins had died, the dragged path along which their bodies were pulled. Three German soldiers had been quartered in her house with her and her invalid mother, and they spoke freely about the massacres they had taken part in. One of them was, in civilian life, a young schoolteacher, and he told her he had had to kill a woman and a baby. The girl had been incredulous. Yes, he had done it! Of course he had! His officer had forced him to, had stood over him. He could do nothing but obey. But ever since, he had been unable to sleep, unable to forget.

"We had to punish the people," he said. "They had fired on us."

"We had to punish the people," he said. "They shot at us."

And besides, his officer had been drunk. It had been impossible to argue. His officer had an unrelenting character at all times....

And besides, his officer had been drunk. It had been impossible to argue. His officer had a tough personality all the time....

Over and over again Mr. Britling would try to imagine that young schoolmaster soldier at Alost. He imagined with a weak staring face and watery blue eyes behind his glasses, and that memory of murder....

Over and over again, Mr. Britling would try to picture that young schoolteacher soldier at Alost. He pictured a guy with a weak, vacant expression and watery blue eyes behind his glasses, and that haunting memory of murder....

Then again it would be some incident of death and mutilation in Antwerp, that Van der Pant described to him. The Germans in Belgium were shooting women frequently, not simply for grave spying but for trivial offences.... Then came the battleship raid on Whitby and Scarborough, and the killing among other victims of a number of children on their way to school. This shocked Mr. Britling absurdly, much more than the Belgian crimes had done. They were English children. At home!... The drowning of a great number of people on a torpedoed ship full of refugees from Flanders filled his mind with pitiful imaginings for days. The Zeppelin raids, with their slow crescendo of blood-stained futility, began before the end of 1914.... It was small consolation for Mr. Britling to reflect that English homes and women and children were, after all, undergoing only the same kind of experience that our ships have inflicted scores of times in the past upon innocent people in the villages of Africa and Polynesia....

Then again, it would be some incident of death and mutilation in Antwerp that Van der Pant described to him. The Germans in Belgium were frequently shooting women, not just for serious espionage but for minor offenses.... Then came the battleship raid on Whitby and Scarborough, which killed several children on their way to school, among other victims. This shocked Mr. Britling absurdly, much more than the Belgian crimes had. They were English children. At home!... The drowning of a large number of people on a torpedoed ship filled with refugees from Flanders occupied his thoughts with sad imaginings for days. The Zeppelin raids, with their slow buildup of blood-stained futility, began before the end of 1914.... It provided little comfort for Mr. Britling to think that English homes and women and children were, after all, experiencing the same kind of suffering that our ships had inflicted countless times in the past on innocent people in the villages of Africa and Polynesia....

Each month the war grew bitterer and more cruel. Early in 1915 the Germans began their submarine war, and for a time Mr. Britling's concern was chiefly for the sailors and passengers of the ships destroyed. He noted with horror the increasing indisposition of the German submarines to give any notice to their victims; he did not understand the grim reasons that were turning every submarine attack into a desperate challenge of death. For the Germans under the seas had pitted themselves against a sea power far more resourceful, more steadfast and skilful, sterner and more silent, than their own. It was not for many months that Mr. Britling learnt the realities of the submarine blockade. Submarine after submarine went out of the German harbours into the North Sea, never to return. No prisoners were reported, no boasting was published by the British fishers of men; U boat after U boat vanished into a chilling mystery.... Only later did Mr. Britling begin to hear whispers and form ideas of the noiseless, suffocating grip that sought through the waters for its prey.

Each month the war became fiercer and more brutal. Early in 1915, the Germans started their submarine campaign, and for a while, Mr. Britling's main concern was for the sailors and passengers on the destroyed ships. He watched in horror as the German submarines showed less and less inclination to warn their victims; he didn't grasp the grim reasons that were making every submarine attack a desperate fight for survival. The Germans under the sea were up against a naval power that was much more resourceful, steadfast, skilled, severe, and silent than their own. It took Mr. Britling several months to understand the realities of the submarine blockade. Submarine after submarine left the German ports for the North Sea, never to return. No prisoners were reported, and no boasting came from the British fishermen of men; U-boat after U-boat disappeared into a chilling mystery.... Only later did Mr. Britling start to hear murmurs and develop ideas about the silent, suffocating grip that searched through the waters for its prey.

The Falaba crime, in which the German sailors were reported to have jeered at the drowning victims in the water, was followed by the sinking of the Lusitania. At that a wave of real anger swept through the Empire. Hate was begetting hate at last. There were violent riots in Great Britain and in South Africa. Wretched little German hairdressers and bakers and so forth fled for their lives, to pay for the momentary satisfaction of the Kaiser and Herr Ballin. Scores of German homes in England were wrecked and looted; hundreds of Germans maltreated. War is war. Hard upon the Lusitania storm came the publication of the Bryce Report, with its relentless array of witnesses, its particulars of countless acts of cruelty and arrogant unreason and uncleanness in Belgium and the occupied territory of France. Came also the gasping torture of "gas," the use of flame jets, and a new exacerbation of the savagery of the actual fighting. For a time it seemed as though the taking of prisoners along the western front would cease. Tales of torture and mutilation, tales of the kind that arise nowhere and out of nothing, and poison men's minds to the most pitiless retaliations, drifted along the opposing fronts....

The Falaba incident, where German sailors reportedly mocked drowning victims, was followed by the sinking of the Lusitania. This triggered a wave of real anger across the Empire. Hatred was finally breeding more hatred. Violent riots erupted in Great Britain and South Africa. Small German hairdressers, bakers, and others fled for their lives to appease the fleeting satisfaction of the Kaiser and Herr Ballin. Numerous German homes in England were destroyed and looted; hundreds of Germans were mistreated. War is war. Shortly after the Lusitania crisis came the release of the Bryce Report, with its relentless list of witnesses and details of countless acts of cruelty, arrogance, and filth in Belgium and occupied parts of France. There was also the horrifying torture of "gas," the use of flame throwers, and an increase in the brutality of the actual fighting. For a while, it seemed like taking prisoners along the Western Front would stop. Stories of torture and mutilation, tales that emerge from nowhere and poison people’s minds, leading to the most ruthless retaliations, spread along the opposing fronts....

The realities were evil enough without any rumours. Over various dinner-tables Mr. Britling heard this and that first-hand testimony of harshness and spite. One story that stuck in his memory was of British prisoners on the journey into Germany being put apart at a station from their French companions in misfortune, and forced to "run the gauntlet" back to their train between the fists and bayonets of files of German soldiers. And there were convincing stories of the same prisoners robbed of overcoats in bitter weather, baited with dogs, separated from their countrymen, and thrust among Russians and Poles with whom they could hold no speech. So Lissauer's Hate Song bore its fruit in a thousand cruelties to wounded and defenceless men. The English had cheated great Germany of another easy victory like that of '71. They had to be punished. That was all too plainly the psychological process. At one German station a woman had got out of a train and crossed a platform to spit on the face of a wounded Englishman.... And there was no monopoly of such things on either side. At some journalistic gathering Mr. Britling met a little white-faced, resolute lady who had recently been nursing in the north of France. She told of wounded men lying among the coal of coal-sheds, of a shortage of nurses and every sort of material, of an absolute refusal to permit any share in such things to reach the German "swine." ... "Why have they come here? Let our own boys have it first. Why couldn't they stay in their own country? Let the filth die."

The situation was bad enough without any rumors. At various dinner tables, Mr. Britling heard firsthand accounts of cruelty and malice. One story that stuck with him was about British prisoners taken to Germany who were separated from their French fellow captives at a station and forced to "run the gauntlet" back to their train between the fists and bayonets of rows of German soldiers. There were also credible stories of these same prisoners being stripped of their overcoats in freezing weather, harassed by dogs, isolated from their countrymen, and thrown in with Russians and Poles with whom they could not communicate. So Lissauer's Hate Song led to countless brutalities against injured and defenseless men. The English had thwarted Germany’s hopes for an easy victory like they had in '71. They had to be punished. This was all too clear in the psychological mindset. At one German station, a woman got off a train and crossed the platform to spit in the face of a wounded Englishman.... And such incidents weren’t exclusive to one side. At a journalistic event, Mr. Britling met a small, pale, determined lady who had recently been nursing in northern France. She spoke of injured men lying among the coal in coal sheds, a shortage of nurses and supplies, and a complete refusal to allow any assistance to reach the German "swine." ... "Why have they come here? Let our own soldiers get it first. Why couldn’t they just stay in their own country? Let the scum die."

Two soldiers impressed to carry a wounded German officer on a stretcher had given him a "joy ride," pitching him up and down as one tosses a man in a blanket. "He was lucky to get off with that."...

Two soldiers assigned to carry a wounded German officer on a stretcher had given him a "joy ride," bouncing him up and down like someone being tossed in a blanket. "He was lucky to get off with that."

"All our men aren't angels," said a cheerful young captain back from the front. "If you had heard a little group of our East London boys talking of what they meant to do when they got into Germany, you'd feel anxious...."

"All our guys aren't saints," said a cheerful young captain back from the front. "If you had heard a little group of our East London boys talking about what they planned to do when they got into Germany, you'd be worried...."

"But that was just talk," said Mr. Britling weakly, after a pause....

"But that was just talk," Mr. Britling said weakly after a pause....

There were times when Mr. Britling's mind was imprisoned beyond any hope of escape amidst such monstrous realities....

There were times when Mr. Britling felt trapped in such monstrous realities with no hope of escape....

He was ashamed of his one secret consolation. For nearly two years yet Hugh could not go out to it. There would surely be peace before that....

He felt embarrassed about his one secret source of comfort. For nearly two years, Hugh still couldn’t bring himself to face it. There would definitely be peace before that...


§ 7


Tormenting the thought of Mr. Britling almost more acutely than this growing tale of stupidly inflicted suffering and waste and sheer destruction was the collapse of the British mind from its first fine phase of braced-up effort into a state of bickering futility.

Tormenting the thought of Mr. Britling almost more intensely than this ongoing story of senseless suffering, waste, and utter destruction was the breakdown of the British mindset from its initial strong phase of determined effort into a state of petty arguments and uselessness.

Too long had British life been corrupted by the fictions of loyalty to an uninspiring and alien Court, of national piety in an official Church, of freedom in a politician-rigged State, of justice in an economic system where the advertiser, the sweater and usurer had a hundred advantages over the producer and artisan, to maintain itself now steadily at any high pitch of heroic endeavour. It had bought its comfort with the demoralisation of its servants. It had no completely honest organs; its spirit was clogged by its accumulated insincerities. Brought at last face to face with a bitter hostility and a powerful and unscrupulous enemy, an enemy socialistic, scientific and efficient to an unexampled degree, it seemed indeed to be inspired for a time by an unwonted energy and unanimity. Youth and the common people shone. The sons of every class went out to fight and die, full of a splendid dream of this war. Easy-going vanished from the foreground of the picture. But only to creep back again as the first inspiration passed. Presently the older men, the seasoned politicians, the owners and hucksters, the charming women and the habitual consumers, began to recover from this blaze of moral exaltation. Old habits of mind and procedure reasserted themselves. The war which had begun so dramatically missed its climax; there was neither heroic swift defeat nor heroic swift victory. There was indecision; the most trying test of all for an undisciplined people. There were great spaces of uneventful fatigue. Before the Battle of the Yser had fully developed the dramatic quality had gone out of the war. It had ceased to be either a tragedy or a triumph; for both sides it became a monstrous strain and wasting. It had become a wearisome thrusting against a pressure of evils....

For too long, British life had been tainted by the false ideas of loyalty to a dull and foreign Court, of national devotion in a state-run Church, of freedom in a politically manipulated State, and of justice in an economic system where advertisers, exploiters, and loan sharks had countless advantages over producers and craftsmen. It had traded its comfort for the demoralization of its workers. There were no truly honest voices; its spirit was weighed down by accumulated insincerity. Finally faced with a bitter hostility and a powerful, unscrupulous enemy—one that was socialistic, scientific, and exceptionally efficient—it seemed for a moment to be fueled by an unusual energy and unity. Youth and the common people shined brightly. Sons from every class went off to fight and die, filled with a glorious vision of this war. The easy-going attitude faded from the scene. But it only crept back as the initial inspiration faded. Soon, the older men, the seasoned politicians, the business owners and traders, the charming women, and the habitual consumers began to return to their old ways after the blaze of moral uplift. Old mentalities and methods reasserted themselves. The war, which had started so dramatically, missed its climax; there was neither a swift, heroic defeat nor a swift, heroic victory. There was indecision—the toughest challenge for an undisciplined populace. There were wide stretches of exhausting monotony. Before the Battle of the Yser fully unfolded, the dramatic essence was lost. It ceased to be a tragedy or a triumph; for both sides, it became a massive strain and drain. It turned into a tiresome battle against a tide of problems...

Under that strain the dignity of England broke, and revealed a malignity less focussed and intense than the German, but perhaps even more distressing. No paternal government had organised the British spirit for patriotic ends; it became now peevish and impatient, like some ill-trained man who is sick, it directed itself no longer against the enemy alone but fitfully against imagined traitors and shirkers; it wasted its energies in a deepening and spreading net of internal squabbles and accusations. Now it was the wily indolence of the Prime Minister, now it was the German culture of the Lord Chancellor, now the imaginative enterprise of the First Lord of the Admiralty that focussed a vindictive campaign. There began a hunt for spies and of suspects of German origin in every quarter except the highest; a denunciation now of "traitors," now of people with imaginations, now of scientific men, now of the personal friend of the Commander-in-Chief, now of this group and then of that group.... Every day Mr. Britling read his three or four newspapers with a deepening disappointment.

Under that pressure, England's dignity shattered, revealing a negativity that was less focused and intense than Germany's, but perhaps even more distressing. No paternal government had rallied the British spirit for patriotic purposes; instead, it became irritable and restless, like an ill-trained man suffering from an illness. The anger was no longer aimed solely at the enemy but at imagined traitors and slackers; it squandered its energy in an increasingly tangled web of internal disputes and accusations. One moment it was the cunning laziness of the Prime Minister, the next it was the German influence of the Lord Chancellor, then the creative ambition of the First Lord of the Admiralty that sparked a vengeful campaign. A hunt for spies and suspects of German descent began, targeting every level except the highest; there were denunciations of "traitors," of imaginative thinkers, of scientists, of the personal friend of the Commander-in-Chief, and of various groups... Every day, Mr. Britling read his three or four newspapers with growing disappointment.

When he turned from the newspaper to his post, he would find the anonymous letter-writer had been busy....

When he shifted his focus from the newspaper to his mail, he would see that the anonymous letter-writer had been active....

Perhaps Mr. Britling had remarked that Germans were after all human beings, or that if England had listened to Matthew Arnold in the 'eighties our officers by this time might have added efficiency to their courage and good temper. Perhaps he had himself put a touch of irritant acid into his comment. Back flared the hate. "Who are you, Sir? What are you, Sir? What right have you, Sir? What claim have you, Sir?"...

Perhaps Mr. Britling had pointed out that Germans were, after all, human beings, or that if England had paid attention to Matthew Arnold in the '80s, our officers might have added efficiency to their courage and good nature. Maybe he had even added a bit of irritation to his comment. The hate flared back. "Who are you, Sir? What are you, Sir? What right do you have, Sir? What claim do you have, Sir?"...


§ 8


"Life had a wrangling birth. On the head of every one of us rests the ancestral curse of fifty million murders."

"Life had a troubled beginning. On each of our heads lies the ancestral burden of fifty million murders."

So Mr. Britling's thoughts shaped themselves in words as he prowled one night in March, chill and melancholy, across a rushy meadow under an overcast sky. The death squeal of some little beast caught suddenly in a distant copse had set loose this train of thought. "Life struggling under a birth curse?" he thought. "How nearly I come back at times to the Christian theology!... And then, Redemption by the shedding of blood."

So Mr. Britling's thoughts formed into words as he wandered one night in March, cold and gloomy, across a grassy meadow under a cloudy sky. The distant death cry of some small animal caught in a nearby thicket sparked this train of thought. "Is life always struggling under a curse from birth?" he thought. "How often I find myself returning to Christian theology!... And then, the idea of redemption through bloodshed."

"Life, like a rebellious child, struggling out of the control of the hate which made it what it is."

"Life, like a defiant child, fighting to break free from the hate that shaped it."

But that was Mr. Britling's idea of Gnosticism, not of orthodox Christianity. He went off for a time into faded reminiscences of theological reading. What had been the Gnostic idea? That the God of the Old Testament was the Devil of the New? But that had been the idea of the Manichæans!...

But that was Mr. Britling's take on Gnosticism, not on traditional Christianity. He drifted off for a while into vague memories of his theological studies. What was the Gnostic idea? That the God of the Old Testament was the Devil in the New Testament? But that had been the belief of the Manichæans!...

Mr. Britling, between the black hedges, came back presently from his attempts to recall his youthful inquiries into man's ancient speculations, to the enduring riddles that have outlasted a thousand speculations. Has hate been necessary, and is it still necessary, and will it always be necessary? Is all life a war forever? The rabbit is nimble, lives keenly, is prevented from degenerating into a diseased crawling eater of herbs by the incessant ferret. Without the ferret of war, what would life become?... War is murder truly, but is not Peace decay?

Mr. Britling, standing between the dark hedges, soon returned to his attempts to remember his youthful questions about humanity’s age-old mysteries, to the lasting puzzles that have survived countless theories. Has hate been essential, is it still needed, and will it always be? Is life just a never-ending battle? The rabbit is quick, lives sharply, and stays away from becoming a sickly herbivore because of the constant threat of the ferret. Without the ferret of war, what would life turn into?... War is indeed murder, but is Peace not decay?

It was during these prowling nights in the first winter of the war that Mr. Britling planned a new writing that was to go whole abysses beneath the facile superficiality of "And Now War Ends." It was to be called the "Anatomy of Hate." It was to deal very faithfully with the function of hate as a corrective to inefficiency. So long as men were slack, men must be fierce. This conviction pressed upon him....

It was during these wandering nights in the first winter of the war that Mr. Britling conceived a new piece of writing that aimed to dive deep beneath the simplistic surface of "And Now War Ends." It was going to be called the "Anatomy of Hate." It was set to explore very honestly the role of hate as a fix for ineffectiveness. So long as people were complacent, people had to be intense. This belief weighed heavily on him....

In spite of his detestation of war Mr. Britling found it impossible to maintain that any sort of peace state was better than a state of war. If wars produced destructions and cruelties, peace could produce indolence, perversity, greedy accumulation and selfish indulgences. War is discipline for evil, but peace may be relaxation from good. The poor man may be as wretched in peace time as in war time. The gathering forces of an evil peace, the malignity and waste of war, are but obverse and reverse of the medal of ill-adjusted human relationships. Was there no Greater Peace possible; not a mere recuperative pause in killing and destruction, but a phase of noble and creative living, a phase of building, of discovery, of beauty and research? He remembered, as one remembers the dead, dreams he had once dreamt of the great cities, the splendid freedoms, of a coming age, of marvellous enlargements of human faculty, of a coming science that would be light and of art that could be power....

In spite of his hatred for war, Mr. Britling found it impossible to argue that any kind of peace was better than a state of war. While wars caused destruction and cruelty, peace could lead to laziness, perversion, greedy accumulation, and selfish indulgence. War enforces discipline for evil, but peace might mean relaxing from goodness. A poor person can be just as miserable in peace as in war. The rising tide of a harmful peace and the damage of war are simply two sides of the same coin reflecting poorly managed human relationships. Was there no Greater Peace possible; not just a temporary break from killing and destruction, but a time for noble and creative living, a time for building, discovering, creating beauty, and conducting research? He recalled, like one remembers the dead, dreams he had once had about great cities, splendid freedoms, a future age, incredible expansions of human ability, a coming science that would bring light, and art that could empower...

But would that former peace have ever risen to that?...

But would that past peace have ever reached that?

After all, had such visions ever been more than idle dreams? Had the war done more than unmask reality?...

After all, had those visions ever been more than empty dreams? Had the war done more than reveal the truth?...

He came to a gate and leant over it.

He reached a gate and leaned over it.

The darkness drizzled about him; he turned up his collar and watched the dim shapes of trees and hedges gather out of the night to meet the dismal dawn. He was cold and hungry and weary.

The darkness surrounded him; he turned up his collar and watched the faint outlines of trees and bushes emerge from the night to greet the gloomy dawn. He felt cold, hungry, and tired.

He may have drowsed; at least he had a vision, very real and plain, a vision very different from any dream of Utopia.

He might have dozed off; at least he had a vision, very vivid and clear, a vision that was completely different from any idealized dream of Utopia.

It seemed to him that suddenly a mine burst under a great ship at sea, that men shouted and women sobbed and cowered, and flares played upon the rain-pitted black waves; and then the picture changed and showed a battle upon land, and searchlights were flickering through the rain and shells flashed luridly, and men darkly seen in silhouette against red flames ran with fixed bayonets and slipped and floundered over the mud, and at last, shouting thinly through the wind, leapt down into the enemy trenches....

It felt like a mine exploded under a huge ship at sea, with men yelling and women crying out and cowering, while flares lit up the rain-drenched black waves; then the scene shifted to a battle on land, where searchlights flickered through the rain and shells burst brightly, and men, seen only in silhouette against the red flames, charged with fixed bayonets, slipping and struggling through the mud, and finally, shouting faintly into the wind, jumped down into the enemy trenches....

And then he was alone again staring over a wet black field towards a dim crest of shapeless trees.

And then he was alone again, looking over a soggy black field toward a faint rise of indistinct trees.


§ 9


Abruptly and shockingly, this malignity of warfare, which had been so far only a festering cluster of reports and stories and rumours and suspicions, stretched out its arm into Essex and struck a barb of grotesque cruelty into the very heart of Mr. Britling. Late one afternoon came a telegram from Filmington-on-Sea, where Aunt Wilshire had been recovering her temper in a boarding-house after a round of visits in Yorkshire and the moorlands. And she had been "very seriously injured" by an overnight German air raid. It was a raid that had not been even mentioned in the morning's papers. She had asked to see him.

Abruptly and shockingly, the harsh reality of war, which until then had been just a collection of reports, stories, rumors, and suspicions, reached into Essex and struck Mr. Britling with a jolt of cruel injustice. Late one afternoon, a telegram arrived from Filmington-on-Sea, where Aunt Wilshire had been regaining her composure in a boarding house after a series of visits in Yorkshire and the moorlands. She had been “very seriously injured” in an overnight German air raid—an incident that hadn’t even been mentioned in the morning papers. She wanted to see him.

It was, ran the compressed telegraphic phrase, "advisable to come at once."

It was, according to the brief telegram, "best to come immediately."

Mrs. Britling helped him pack a bag, and came with him to the station in order to drive the car back to the Dower House; for the gardener's boy who had hitherto attended to these small duties had now gone off as an unskilled labourer to some munition works at Chelmsford. Mr. Britling sat in the slow train that carried him across country to the junction for Filmington, and failed altogether to realise what had happened to the old lady. He had an absurd feeling that it was characteristic of her to intervene in affairs in this manner. She had always been so tough and unbent an old lady that until he saw her he could not imagine her as being really seriously and pitifully hurt....

Mrs. Britling helped him pack a bag and drove with him to the station so she could take the car back to the Dower House. The gardener's boy, who used to handle these little tasks, had left to work as an unskilled laborer at some munitions factory in Chelmsford. Mr. Britling sat on the slow train that took him across the countryside to the junction for Filmington, completely failing to understand what had happened to the old lady. He had a ridiculous feeling that it was just like her to get involved in things this way. She had always been such a tough and resilient woman that until he saw her, he couldn't imagine her being genuinely and tragically hurt.

But he found her in the hospital very much hurt indeed. She had been smashed in some complicated manner that left the upper part of her body intact, and lying slantingly upon pillows. Over the horror of bandaged broken limbs and tormented flesh below sheets and a counterpane were drawn. Morphia had been injected, he understood, to save her from pain, but presently it might be necessary for her to suffer. She lay up in her bed with an effect of being enthroned, very white and still, her strong profile with its big nose and her straggling hair and a certain dignity gave her the appearance of some very important, very old man, of an aged pope for instance, rather than of an old woman. She had made no remark after they had set her and dressed her and put her to bed except "send for Hughie Britling, The Dower House, Matching's Easy. He is the best of the bunch." She had repeated the address and this commendation firmly over and over again, in large print as it were, even after they had assured her that a telegram had been despatched.

But he found her in the hospital seriously injured. She had been hurt in a complicated way that left the upper part of her body unharmed, lying slightly propped up on pillows. They had injected her with morphine to prevent her from feeling pain, but soon it might be necessary for her to experience suffering. She lay in bed looking almost regal, very pale and still; her strong profile, marked by a prominent nose and disheveled hair, along with a certain dignity, gave her the appearance of some important, elderly man, like an aged pope, rather than that of an old woman. After they had set her bones, dressed her wounds, and put her in bed, she hadn’t said anything except “send for Hughie Britling, The Dower House, Matching's Easy. He is the best of the bunch.” She kept repeating the address and this endorsement firmly over and over again, as if it were written in big letters, even after they assured her that a telegram had been sent.

In the night, they said, she had talked of him.

In the night, they said, she had talked about him.

He was not sure at first that she knew of his presence.

He wasn't sure at first if she was aware of his presence.

"Here I am, Aunt Wilshire," he said.

"Here I am, Aunt Wilshire," he said.

She gave no sign.

She didn’t show any signs.

"Your nephew Hugh."

"Your nephew, Hugh."

"Mean and preposterous," she said very distinctly.

"Mean and ridiculous," she said very clearly.

But she was not thinking of Mr. Britling. She was talking of something else.

But she wasn't thinking about Mr. Britling. She was discussing something else.

She was saying: "It should not have been known I was here. There are spies everywhere. Everywhere. There is a spy now—or a lump very like a spy. They pretend it is a hot-water bottle. Pretext.... Oh, yes! I admit—absurd. But I have been pursued by spies. Endless spies. Endless, endless spies. Their devices are almost incredible.... He has never forgiven me....

She was saying, "No one should have known I was here. There are spies everywhere. Everywhere. There's a spy right now—or something that looks like a spy. They pretend it's a hot-water bottle. Pretext... Oh, yes! I admit—it's absurd. But I've been chased by spies. Endless spies. Endless, endless spies. Their tactics are almost unbelievable... He has never forgiven me..."

"All this on account of a carpet. A palace carpet. Over which I had no control. I spoke my mind. He knew I knew of it. I never concealed it. So I was hunted. For years he had meditated revenge. Now he has it. But at what a cost! And they call him Emperor. Emperor!

"All this because of a carpet. A palace carpet. Something I had no control over. I spoke my mind. He knew that I knew about it. I never hid that fact. So I was pursued. For years he plotted his revenge. Now he has it. But at what price! And they call him Emperor. Emperor!"

"His arm is withered; his son—imbecile. He will die—without dignity...."

"His arm is wasted; his son—slow. He will die—without dignity...."

Her voice weakened, but it was evident she wanted to say something more.

Her voice got softer, but it was clear she wanted to say something else.

"I'm here," said Mr. Britling. "Your nephew Hughie."

"I'm here," said Mr. Britling. "It's your nephew Hughie."

She listened.

She paid attention.

"Can you understand me?" he asked.

"Can you understand me?" he asked.

She became suddenly an earnest, tender human being. "My dear!" she said, and seemed to search for something in her mind and failed to find it.

She suddenly became a serious, caring person. "My dear!" she said, looking like she was trying to remember something but just couldn't.

"You have always understood me," she tried.

"You've always understood me," she said.

"You have always been a good boy to me, Hughie," she said, rather vacantly, and added after some moments of still reflection, "au fond."

"You've always been a good boy to me, Hughie," she said, somewhat absent-mindedly, and after a few moments of quiet thought, added, "au fond."

After that she was silent for some minutes, and took no notice of his whispers.

After that, she stayed quiet for a few minutes and didn’t respond to his whispers.

Then she recollected what had been in her mind. She put out a hand that sought for Mr. Britling's sleeve.

Then she remembered what had been on her mind. She reached out her hand to grab Mr. Britling's sleeve.

"Hughie!"

"Hughie!"

"I'm here, Auntie," said Mr. Britling. "I'm here."

"I'm here, Aunt," said Mr. Britling. "I'm here."

"Don't let him get at your Hughie.... Too good for it, dear. Oh! much—much too good.... People let these wars and excitements run away with them.... They put too much into them.... They aren't—they aren't worth it. Don't let him get at your Hughie."

"Don't let him come after your Hughie.... He deserves better, dear. Oh! so—so much better.... People let these wars and dramas take over their lives.... They invest too much in them.... They're not—they're not worth it. Don’t let him go after your Hughie."

"No!"

"No!"

"You understand me, Hughie?"

"Do you get me, Hughie?"

"Perfectly, Auntie."

"Sounds good, Auntie."

"Then don't forget it. Ever."

"Then remember it. Always."

She had said what she wanted to say. She had made her testament. She closed her eyes. He was amazed to find this grotesque old creature had suddenly become beautiful, in that silvery vein of beauty one sometimes finds in very old men. She was exalted as great artists will sometimes exalt the portraits of the aged. He was moved to kiss her forehead.

She had said what she needed to say. She had made her statement. She closed her eyes. He was surprised to see that this grotesque old woman had suddenly transformed into beautiful, in that unique kind of beauty that can sometimes be found in very old people. She looked elevated, like great artists sometimes elevate the portraits of the elderly. He felt compelled to kiss her forehead.

There came a little tug at his sleeve.

There was a small tug at his sleeve.

"I think that is enough," said the nurse, who had stood forgotten at his elbow.

"I think that’s enough," said the nurse, who had been standing there, forgotten at his side.

"But I can come again?"

"But can I come again?"

"Perhaps."

"Maybe."

She indicated departure by a movement of her hand.

She signaled her departure with a wave of her hand.


§ 10


The next day Aunt Wilshire was unconscious of her visitor.

The next day, Aunt Wilshire was unaware of her visitor.

They had altered her position so that she lay now horizontally, staring inflexibly at the ceiling and muttering queer old disconnected things.

They had changed her position so that she was now lying horizontally, staring rigidly at the ceiling and muttering strange, random things.

The Windsor Castle carpet story was still running through her mind, but mixed up with it now were scraps of the current newspaper controversies about the conduct of the war. And she was still thinking of the dynastic aspects of the war. And of spies. She had something upon her mind about the King's more German aunts.

The Windsor Castle carpet story was still on her mind, but now it was tangled up with bits of the current newspaper debates about how the war was being handled. She was still considering the dynastic elements of the war. And spies. She had something on her mind about the King’s more German aunts.

"As a precaution," she said, "as a precaution. Watch them all.... The Princess Christian.... Laying foundation stones.... Cement.... Guns. Or else why should they always be laying foundation stones?... Always.... Why?... Hushed up....

"As a precaution," she said, "just to be safe. Keep an eye on them all.... The Princess Christian.... Laying foundation stones.... Cement.... Guns. Otherwise, why do they keep laying foundation stones?... Constantly.... Why?... It's being kept quiet....

"None of these things," she said, "in the newspapers. They ought to be."

"None of these things," she said, "are in the newspapers. They should be."

And then after an interval, very distinctly, "The Duke of Wellington. My ancestor—in reality.... Publish and be damned."

And then after a pause, very clearly, "The Duke of Wellington. My ancestor—in reality.... Publish and be damned."

After that she lay still....

After that, she lay still...

The doctors and nurses could hold out only very faint hopes to Mr. Britling's inquiries; they said indeed it was astonishing that she was still alive.

The doctors and nurses could barely hold on to any hopes regarding Mr. Britling's questions; they even said it was surprising that she was still alive.

And about seven o'clock that evening she died....

And around seven o'clock that evening, she passed away....


§ 11


Mr. Britling, after he had looked at his dead cousin for the last time, wandered for an hour or so about the silent little watering-place before he returned to his hotel. There was no one to talk to and nothing else to do but to think of her death.

Mr. Britling, after he had seen his dead cousin for the last time, wandered around the quiet little resort for about an hour before heading back to his hotel. There was no one to talk to and nothing else to do but think about her death.

The night was cold and bleak, but full of stars. He had already mastered the local topography, and he knew now exactly where all the bombs that had been showered upon the place had fallen. Here was the corner of blackened walls and roasted beams where three wounded horses had been burnt alive in a barn, here the row of houses, some smashed, some almost intact, where a mutilated child had screamed for two hours before she could be rescued from the debris that had pinned her down, and taken to the hospital. Everywhere by the dim light of the shaded street lamps he could see the black holes and gaps of broken windows; sometimes abundant, sometimes rare and exceptional, among otherwise uninjured dwellings. Many of the victims he had visited in the little cottage hospital where Aunt Wilshire had just died. She was the eleventh dead. Altogether fifty-seven people had been killed or injured in this brilliant German action. They were all civilians, and only twelve were men.

The night was cold and dreary, but filled with stars. He had already mastered the local geography, and he now knew exactly where all the bombs had fallen. Here was the corner of charred walls and burnt beams where three injured horses had died in a barn; here was the row of houses, some destroyed, some nearly intact, where a disfigured child had screamed for two hours before she could be rescued from the rubble that had trapped her and taken to the hospital. Everywhere, by the dim light of the shaded street lamps, he could see the dark holes and gaps of broken windows; sometimes they were numerous, sometimes scarce and rare, among otherwise unharmed homes. Many of the victims he had visited in the small cottage hospital where Aunt Wilshire had just passed away. She was the eleventh fatality. In total, fifty-seven people had been killed or injured in this brilliant German operation. They were all civilians, and only twelve were men.

Two Zeppelins had come in from over the sea, and had been fired at by an anti-aircraft gun coming on an automobile from Ipswich. The first intimation the people of the town had had of the raid was the report of this gun. Many had run out to see what was happening. It was doubtful if any one had really seen the Zeppelins, though every one testified to the sound of their engines. Then suddenly the bombs had come streaming down. Only six had made hits upon houses or people; the rest had fallen ruinously and very close together on the local golf links, and at least half had not exploded at all and did not seem to have been released to explode.

Two Zeppelins had come in from across the sea and were shot at by an anti-aircraft gun that was mounted on a truck from Ipswich. The first sign the townspeople received of the raid was the sound of this gun. Many rushed outside to see what was going on. It was unclear if anyone had actually seen the Zeppelins, although everyone claimed to have heard the noise of their engines. Then, suddenly, the bombs started dropping. Only six hit buildings or people; the rest landed disastrously and very close together on the local golf course, and at least half of them didn't explode at all and appeared not to have been meant to.

A third at least of the injured people had been in bed when destruction came upon them.

A third of the injured people had been in bed when disaster struck them.

The story was like a page from some fantastic romance of Jules Verne's; the peace of the little old town, the people going to bed, the quiet streets, the quiet starry sky, and then for ten minutes an uproar of guns and shells, a clatter of breaking glass, and then a fire here, a fire there, a child's voice pitched high by pain and terror, scared people going to and fro with lanterns, and the sky empty again, the raiders gone....

The story felt like a scene from an incredible Jules Verne romance; the tranquility of the quaint old town, people settling in for the night, the peaceful streets, the serene starry sky, and then for ten minutes, chaos erupted with gunfire and explosions, the sound of shattering glass, flames erupting here and there, a child's terrified cries, frightened people darting around with lanterns, and then the sky was empty again, the raiders had vanished....

Five minutes before, Aunt Wilshire had been sitting in the boarding-house drawing-room playing a great stern "Patience," the Emperor Patience ("Napoleon, my dear!—not that Potsdam creature") that took hours to do. Five minutes later she was a thing of elemental terror and agony, bleeding wounds and shattered bones, plunging about in the darkness amidst a heap of wreckage. And already the German airmen were buzzing away to sea again, proud of themselves, pleased no doubt—like boys who have thrown a stone through a window, beating their way back to thanks and rewards, to iron crosses and the proud embraces of delighted Fraus and Fräuleins....

Five minutes earlier, Aunt Wilshire had been in the boarding house lounge playing a serious game of solitaire, the Emperor Patience ("Napoleon, my dear!—not that creature from Potsdam") that took hours to complete. Five minutes later, she was a figure of pure terror and anguish, with bleeding wounds and broken bones, stumbling through the darkness amidst a pile of destruction. Meanwhile, the German pilots were buzzing back out to sea, feeling proud of themselves, probably pleased—like boys who had thrown a rock through a window, rushing home for praise and rewards, to iron crosses and the proud hugs of happy women and girls...

For the first time it seemed to Mr. Britling he really saw the immediate horror of war, the dense cruel stupidity of the business, plain and close. It was as if he had never perceived anything of the sort before, as if he had been dealing with stories, pictures, shows and representations that he knew to be shams. But that this dear, absurd old creature, this thing of home, this being of familiar humours and familiar irritations, should be torn to pieces, left in torment like a smashed mouse over which an automobile has passed, brought the whole business to a raw and quivering focus. Not a soul among all those who had been rent and torn and tortured in this agony of millions, but was to any one who understood and had been near to it, in some way lovable, in some way laughable, in some way worthy of respect and care. Poor Aunt Wilshire was but the sample thrust in his face of all this mangled multitude, whose green-white lips had sweated in anguish, whose broken bones had thrust raggedly through red dripping flesh.... The detested features of the German Crown Prince jerked into the centre of Mr. Britling's picture. The young man stood in his dapper uniform and grinned under his long nose, carrying himself jauntily, proud of his extreme importance to so many lives....

For the first time, Mr. Britling truly saw the immediate horror of war, the dense, cruel stupidity of it all, right in front of him. It felt like he had never noticed anything like this before, as if he had only been engaging with stories, images, displays, and representations that he knew were fake. But that this dear, silly old soul, this representation of home, this being with familiar quirks and annoyances, should be ripped apart, left in suffering like a crushed mouse under the wheels of a car, brought everything into a raw and vivid focus. Every single person among those who had been torn and tortured in this agony of millions was, to anyone who understood and had been close to it, in some way lovable, in some way humorous, and in some way deserving of respect and care. Poor Aunt Wilshire was just the example shoved in his face of all this mangled humanity, whose pale lips had sweated in pain, whose broken bones had emerged jaggedly through blood-soaked flesh.... The hated image of the German Crown Prince forced its way into Mr. Britling's mind. The young man stood in his stylish uniform and grinned beneath his long nose, carrying himself confidently, proud of how important he was to so many lives....

And for a while Mr. Britling could do nothing but rage.

And for a while, Mr. Britling could only seethe with anger.

"Devils they are!" he cried to the stars.

"Devils they are!" he shouted at the stars.

"Devils! Devilish fools rather. Cruel blockheads. Apes with all science in their hands! My God! but we will teach them a lesson yet!..."

"Monsters! Stupid monsters, really. Cruel idiots. Apes with all knowledge at their fingertips! My God! but we will show them a thing or two yet!..."

That was the key of his mood for an hour of aimless wandering, wandering that was only checked at last by a sentinel who turned him back towards the town....

That was the essence of his mood during an hour of pointless wandering, wandering that was finally interrupted by a guard who directed him back toward the town....

He wandered, muttering. He found great comfort in scheming vindictive destruction for countless Germans. He dreamt of swift armoured aeroplanes swooping down upon the flying airship, and sending it reeling earthward, the men screaming. He imagined a shattered Zeppelin staggering earthward in the fields behind the Dower House, and how he would himself run out with a spade and smite the Germans down. "Quarter indeed! Kamerad! Take that, you foul murderer!"

He paced back and forth, grumbling to himself. He found a lot of comfort in planning revenge against countless Germans. He envisioned fast armored planes diving down on the flying airship, sending it crashing to the ground with the men screaming. He pictured a damaged Zeppelin falling down in the fields behind the Dower House, and how he would rush out with a shovel to take down the Germans. "Spare you? Not a chance! Comrade! Take that, you filthy murderer!"

In the dim light the sentinel saw the retreating figure of Mr. Britling make an extravagant gesture, and wondered what it might mean. Signalling? What ought an intelligent sentry to do? Let fly at him? Arrest him?... Take no notice?...

In the dim light, the guard saw Mr. Britling's retreating figure make a dramatic gesture and wondered what it could mean. Signaling? What should a smart sentry do? Shoot at him? Arrest him?... Ignore him?...

Mr. Britling was at that moment killing Count Zeppelin and beating out his brains. Count Zeppelin was killed that night and the German Emperor was assassinated; a score of lesser victims were offered up to the manes of Aunt Wilshire; there were memorable cruelties before the wrath and bitterness of Mr. Britling was appeased. And then suddenly he had had enough of these thoughts; they were thrust aside, they vanished out of his mind.

Mr. Britling was at that moment taking down Count Zeppelin and smashing his brains out. Count Zeppelin waskilled that night, and the German Emperor was assassinated; several lesser victims were sacrificed to the manes of Aunt Wilshire; there were unforgettable cruelties before Mr. Britling's anger and bitterness were satisfied. And then suddenly, he had had enough of these thoughts; they were pushed aside, and they disappeared from his mind.


§ 12


All the while that Mr. Britling had been indulging in these imaginative slaughterings and spending the tears and hate that had gathered in his heart, his reason had been sitting apart and above the storm, like the sun waiting above thunder, like a wise nurse watching and patient above the wild passions of a child. And all the time his reason had been maintaining silently and firmly, without shouting, without speech, that the men who had made this hour were indeed not devils, were no more devils than Mr. Britling was a devil, but sinful men of like nature with himself, hard, stupid, caught in the same web of circumstance. "Kill them in your passion if you will," said reason, "but understand. This thing was done neither by devils nor fools, but by a conspiracy of foolish motives, by the weak acquiescences of the clever, by a crime that was no man's crime but the natural necessary outcome of the ineffectiveness, the blind motives and muddleheadedness of all mankind."

All the while Mr. Britling had been lost in these imaginative fantasies of violence and pouring out the anger and sorrow accumulated in his heart, his reason had been sitting apart, above the chaos, like the sun shining above a storm, like a wise caregiver patiently observing the wild emotions of a child. Throughout it all, his reason had silently and firmly maintained, without shouting or making a fuss, that the people who had created this moment were not devils, no more than Mr. Britling was a devil, but flawed individuals similar to himself, caught up in the same circumstances. "Act on your anger if you must," his reason said, "but understand this: what happened was not done by devils or fools, but by a combination of misguided motives, by the weak compliance of the intelligent, by a crime that belonged to no one in particular but was the inevitable result of the ineffectiveness, the blind impulses, and the confusion of all humanity."

So reason maintained her thesis, like a light above the head of Mr. Britling at which he would not look, while he hewed airmen to quivering rags with a spade that he had sharpened, and stifled German princes with their own poison gas, given slowly and as painfully as possible. "And what of the towns our ships have bombarded?" asked reason unheeded. "What of those Tasmanians our people utterly swept away?"

So reason held onto her argument, like a light above Mr. Britling's head that he refused to see, while he hacked at airmen until they were just shreds with a sharpened spade, and suffocated German princes with their own poison gas, given to them slowly and as painfully as possible. "And what about the towns our ships have bombed?" reason asked, ignored. "What about those Tasmanians our people completely wiped out?"

"What of French machine-guns in the Atlas?" reason pressed the case. "Of Himalayan villages burning? Of the things we did in China? Especially of the things we did in China...."

"What about French machine guns in the Atlas?" reason pressed the case. "What about Himalayan villages burning? What about the things we did in China? Especially the things we did in China...."

Mr. Britling gave no heed to that.

Mr. Britling paid no attention to that.

"The Germans in China were worse than we were," he threw out....

"The Germans in China were worse than we were," he said.

He was maddened by the thought of the Zeppelin making off, high and far in the sky, a thing dwindling to nothing among the stars, and the thought of those murderers escaping him. Time after time he stood still and shook his fist at Boötes, slowly sweeping up the sky....

He was furious at the idea of the Zeppelin flying away, high and far in the sky, becoming a speck among the stars, and the thought of those killers getting away from him. Over and over, he stopped and shook his fist at Boötes, slowly moving across the sky...

And at last, sick and wretched, he sat down on a seat upon the deserted parade under the stars, close to the soughing of the invisible sea below....

And finally, feeling ill and miserable, he sat down on a bench in the empty parade under the stars, near the sound of the unseen sea below...

His mind drifted back once more to those ancient heresies of the Gnostics and the Manichæans which saw the God of the World as altogether evil, which sought only to escape by the utmost abstinences and evasions and perversions from the black wickedness of being. For a while his soul sank down into the uncongenial darknesses of these creeds of despair. "I who have loved life," he murmured, and could have believed for a time that he wished he had never had a son....

His mind wandered once again to those old heresies of the Gnostics and Manichaeans, which portrayed the God of the World as completely evil and aimed only to escape the sheer wickedness of existence through extreme denial, avoidance, and distortion. For a while, his spirit sank into the unwelcoming gloom of these despairing beliefs. "I who have loved life," he murmured, and for a moment, he could have believed he wished he had never had a son...

Is the whole scheme of nature evil? Is life in its essence cruel? Is man stretched quivering upon the table of the eternal vivisector for no end—and without pity?

Is the entire system of nature evil? Is life, at its core, cruel? Is humanity just a trembling figure on the table of the eternal experimenter, with no purpose—and without compassion?

These were thoughts that Mr. Britling had never faced before the war. They came to him now, and they came only to be rejected by the inherent quality of his mind. For weeks, consciously and subconsciously, his mind had been grappling with this riddle. He had thought of it during his lonely prowlings as a special constable; it had flung itself in monstrous symbols across the dark canvas of his dreams. "Is there indeed a devil of pure cruelty? Does any creature, even the very cruellest of creatures, really apprehend the pain it causes, or inflict it for the sake of the infliction?" He summoned a score of memories, a score of imaginations, to bear their witness before the tribunal of his mind. He forgot cold and loneliness in this speculation. He sat, trying all Being, on this score, under the cold indifferent stars.

These were thoughts that Mr. Britling had never confronted before the war. They came to him now, and they were quickly dismissed by the natural disposition of his mind. For weeks, both consciously and unconsciously, he had been wrestling with this puzzle. He had pondered it during his solitary shifts as a special constable; it had manifested in frightening symbols across the dark backdrop of his dreams. "Is there really a devil of pure cruelty? Does any being, even the cruelest, truly understand the pain it causes, or inflict it just for the sake of causing pain?" He called upon numerous memories and imaginations to testify before the court of his mind. He forgot about the cold and loneliness in this contemplation. He sat there, in the vastness of existence, under the cold, indifferent stars.

He thought of certain instances of boyish cruelty that had horrified him in his own boyhood, and it was clear to him that indeed it was not cruelty, it was curiosity, dense textured, thick skinned, so that it could not feel even the anguish of a blinded cat. Those boys who had wrung his childish soul to nigh intolerable misery, had not indeed been tormenting so much as observing torment, testing life as wantonly as one breaks thin ice in the early days of winter. In very much cruelty the real motive is surely no worse than that obtuse curiosity; a mere step of understanding, a mere quickening of the nerves and mind, makes it impossible. But that is not true of all or most cruelty. Most cruelty has something else in it, something more than the clumsy plunging into experience of the hobbledehoy; it is vindictive or indignant; it is never tranquil and sensuous; it draws its incentive, however crippled and monstrous the justification may be, from something punitive in man's instinct, something therefore that implies a sense, however misguided, of righteousness and vindication. That factor is present even in spite; when some vile or atrocious thing is done out of envy or malice, that envy and malice has in it always—always? Yes, always—a genuine condemnation of the hated thing as an unrighteous thing, as an unjust usurpation, as an inexcusable privilege, as a sinful overconfidence. Those men in the airship?—he was coming to that. He found himself asking himself whether it was possible for a human being to do any cruel act without an excuse—or, at least, without the feeling of excusability. And in the case of these Germans and the outrages they had committed and the retaliations they had provoked, he perceived that always there was the element of a perceptible if inadequate justification. Just as there would be if presently he were to maltreat a fallen German airman. There was anger in their vileness. These Germans were an unsubtle people, a people in the worst and best sense of the words, plain and honest; they were prone to moral indignation; and moral indignation is the mother of most of the cruelty in the world. They perceived the indolence of the English and Russians, they perceived their disregard of science and system, they could not perceive the longer reach of these greater races, and it seemed to them that the mission of Germany was to chastise and correct this laxity. Surely, they had argued, God was not on the side of those who kept an untilled field. So they had butchered these old ladies and slaughtered these children just to show us the consequences:

He recalled certain moments of childish cruelty that had horrified him during his own childhood, and it became clear to him that it wasn't really cruelty, but rather a thick-skinned curiosity that couldn't even feel the pain of a blinded cat. Those boys who had caused him nearly unbearable misery weren't really tormenting him; they were observing suffering, testing life recklessly like someone breaking thin ice in early winter. In a lot of cruelty, the true motive is probably no worse than that dull curiosity; just a slight shift in understanding or awareness makes it impossible. But this isn't true for all or even most cruelty. Most cruelty contains something more, something beyond the clumsy, reckless exploration of a naive youth; it tends to be vengeful or indignant; it's never calm and sensual; it derives its motivation, no matter how twisted and monstrous the justification, from something punishing in human nature, which implies a sense, however misguided, of righteousness and justification. That element is present even in spite; when some vile or horrible act is committed out of envy or malice, that envy and malice always—always? Yes, always—carries a genuine condemnation of the thing that is hated as something unjust, an unjust invasion, an inexcusable privilege, as sinful overconfidence. Those men in the airship?—he was getting to that. He found himself questioning whether a human being could commit a cruel act without an excuse—or at least, without feeling that it was excusable. In the case of these Germans and the outrages they had committed and the retaliations they had provoked, he realized that there was always an element of a noticeable if inadequate justification. Just as there would be if he were to mistreat a fallen German airman. There was anger driving their vile actions. These Germans were a straightforward people, in both the worst and best sense; they were plain and honest; they were easily filled with moral indignation; and moral indignation is the source of much of the cruelty in the world. They noticed the laziness of the English and Russians, their disregard for science and systematic approaches, but they failed to recognize the broader vision of these superior races, and it seemed to them that Germany's mission was to punish and correct this slackness. Surely, they reasoned, God was not on the side of those who left a field untilled. So, they had slaughtered these old women and murdered these children just to demonstrate the consequences:

"All along of dirtiness, all along of mess,

"All because of dirt and all because of clutter,

All along of doing things rather more or less."

All this time doing things a bit more or less.

The very justification our English poet has found for a thousand overbearing actions in the East! "Forget not order and the real," that was the underlying message of bomb and gas and submarine. After all, what right had we English not to have a gun or an aeroplane fit to bring down that Zeppelin ignominiously and conclusively? Had we not undertaken Empire? Were we not the leaders of great nations? Had we indeed much right to complain if our imperial pose was flouted? "There, at least," said Mr. Britling's reason, "is one of the lines of thought that brought that unseen cruelty out of the night high over the houses of Filmington-on-Sea. That, in a sense, is the cause of this killing. Cruel it is and abominable, yes, but is it altogether cruel? Hasn't it, after all, a sort of stupid rightness?—isn't it a stupid reaction to an indolence at least equally stupid?"

The justification our English poet has found for countless oppressive actions in the East! "Don’t forget order and the real," that was the underlying message of bombs, gas, and submarines. After all, what right did we English not have to own a gun or an airplane capable of taking down that Zeppelin in disgraceful and conclusive fashion? Hadn’t we taken on Empire? Were we not the leaders of great nations? Did we really have much right to complain if our imperial stance was challenged? "There, at least," said Mr. Britling's reasoning, "is one of the lines of thought that brought that unseen cruelty out of the night above the houses of Filmington-on-Sea. That, in a way, is the cause of this killing. It’s cruel and abominable, yes, but is it entirely cruel? Doesn’t it, after all, have a sort of mindless rightness?—isn’t it a foolish reaction to an indifference that’s at least equally foolish?"

What was this rightness that lurked below cruelty? What was the inspiration of this pressure of spite, this anger that was aroused by ineffective gentleness and kindliness? Was it indeed an altogether evil thing; was it not rather an impulse, blind as yet, but in its ultimate quality as good as mercy, greater perhaps in its ultimate values than mercy?

What was this sense of right that hid beneath cruelty? What sparked this feeling of resentment, this anger that came from useless gentleness and kindness? Was it really something entirely evil, or was it more an impulse, still uncertain, but in its ultimate quality as good as mercy, maybe even more valuable in the end than mercy?

This idea had been gathering in Mr. Britling's mind for many weeks; it had been growing and taking shape as he wrote, making experimental beginnings for his essay, "The Anatomy of Hate." Is there not, he now asked himself plainly, a creative and corrective impulse behind all hate? Is not this malignity indeed only the ape-like precursor of the great disciplines of a creative state?

This idea had been building in Mr. Britling's mind for many weeks; it had been evolving and taking shape as he wrote, making rough drafts for his essay, "The Anatomy of Hate." Is there not, he now asked himself frankly, a creative and corrective drive behind all hate? Is this negativity not just the primitive precursor to the significant developments of a creative society?

The invincible hopefulness of his sanguine temperament had now got Mr. Britling well out of the pessimistic pit again. Already he had been on the verge of his phrase while wandering across the rushy fields towards Market Saffron; now it came to him again like a legitimate monarch returning from exile.

The unshakeable optimism of his cheerful nature had once again pulled Mr. Britling out of the dark thoughts that were weighing him down. He had been on the brink of his phrase while strolling through the grassy fields toward Market Saffron; now it came back to him like a rightful king returning from exile.

"When hate shall have become creative energy....

"When hate has transformed into creative energy....

"Hate which passes into creative power; gentleness which is indolence and the herald of euthanasia....

"Hate that transforms into creative energy; gentleness that is laziness and signals the end of life....

"Pity is but a passing grace; for mankind will not always be pitiful."

"Pity is just a fleeting kindness; for humanity won't always be deserving of it."

But meanwhile, meanwhile.... How long were men so to mingle wrong with right, to be energetic without mercy and kindly without energy?...

But in the meantime, how long will people continue to mix up right and wrong, to be active without compassion and nice without any effort?

For a time Mr. Britling sat on the lonely parade under the stars and in the sound of the sea, brooding upon these ideas.

For a while, Mr. Britling sat on the empty promenade under the stars, listening to the sound of the sea and thinking about these ideas.

His mind could make no further steps. It had worked for its spell. His rage had ebbed away now altogether. His despair was no longer infinite. But the world was dark and dreadful still. It seemed none the less dark because at the end there was a gleam of light. It was a gleam of light far beyond the limits of his own life, far beyond the life of his son. It had no balm for these sufferings. Between it and himself stretched the weary generations still to come, generations of bickering and accusation, greed and faintheartedness, and half truth and the hasty blow. And all those years would be full of pitiful things, such pitiful things as the blackened ruins in the town behind, the little grey-faced corpses, the lives torn and wasted, the hopes extinguished and the gladness gone....

His mind couldn't move forward any longer. It had done its time. His anger had completely faded away. His despair was no longer endless. But the world still felt dark and terrifying. It seemed just as dark even though there was a glimmer of light at the end. This light was far beyond his own life, far beyond his son's life. It offered no relief for these pains. Between him and that light lay the exhausted generations yet to come, generations of fighting and blaming, greed and cowardice, half-truths and the quick strike. And all those years would be filled with sad things, such sad things as the charred ruins in the town behind, the little gray-faced bodies, the lives shattered and wasted, the hopes snuffed out and the joy vanished....

He was no longer thinking of the Germans as diabolical. They were human; they had a case. It was a stupid case, but our case, too, was a stupid case. How stupid were all our cases! What was it we missed? Something, he felt, very close to us, and very elusive. Something that would resolve a hundred tangled oppositions....

He was no longer thinking of the Germans as evil. They were human; they had a point. It was a dumb point, but our point was dumb too. How dumb were all our points! What was it that we were missing? Something, he felt, very close to us, and very elusive. Something that would untangle a hundred conflicts....

His mind hung at that. Back upon his consciousness came crowding the horrors and desolations that had been his daily food now for three quarters of a year. He groaned aloud. He struggled against that renewed envelopment of his spirit. "Oh, blood-stained fools!" he cried, "oh, pitiful, tormented fools!

His mind lingered on that thought. The horrors and desolations that had consumed him for the past nine months flooded back into his consciousness. He groaned out loud. He fought against that renewed darkness surrounding his spirit. "Oh, blood-stained fools!" he shouted, "oh, pitiful, tormented fools!"

"Even that vile airship was a ship of fools!

"Even that terrible airship was a ship of fools!"

"We are all fools still. Striving apes, irritated beyond measure by our own striving, easily moved to anger."

"We're all still fools. We’re like striving apes, constantly frustrated by our own efforts and quick to get angry."

Some train of subconscious suggestion brought a long-forgotten speech back into Mr. Britling's mind, a speech that is full of that light which still seeks so mysteriously and indefatigably to break through the darkness and thickness of the human mind.

Some hint from his subconscious brought a long-forgotten speech back to Mr. Britling's mind, a speech that is full of that light which still seeks so mystically and tirelessly to break through the darkness and thickness of the human mind.

He whispered the words. No unfamiliar words could have had the same effect of comfort and conviction.

He whispered the words. No unfamiliar words could have provided the same comfort and confidence.

He whispered it of those men whom he still imagined flying far away there eastward, through the clear freezing air beneath the stars, those muffled sailors and engineers who had caused so much pain and agony in this little town.

He whispered about those men whom he still pictured flying far away to the east, through the crisp, cold air under the stars, those silent sailors and engineers who had caused so much pain and suffering in this small town.

"Father, forgive them, for they know not what they do."

Father, forgive them, because they don't know what they're doing.


CHAPTER THE FOURTH

IN THE WEB OF THE INEFFECTIVE


§ 1


Hugh's letters were becoming a very important influence upon Mr. Britling's thought. Hugh had always been something of a letter-writer, and now what was perhaps an inherited desire to set things down was manifest. He had been accustomed to decorate his letters from school with absurd little sketches—sometimes his letters had been all sketches—and now he broke from drawing to writing and back to drawing in a way that pleased his father mightily. The father loved this queer trick of caricature; he did not possess it himself, and so it seemed to him the most wonderful of all Hugh's little equipment of gifts. Mr. Britling used to carry these letters about until their edges got grimy; he would show them to any one he felt capable of appreciating their youthful freshness; he would quote them as final and conclusive evidence to establish this or that. He did not dream how many thousands of mothers and fathers were treasuring such documents. He thought other sons were dull young men by comparison with Hugh.

Hugh's letters were becoming a significant influence on Mr. Britling's thoughts. Hugh had always been a bit of a letter-writer, and now what was probably an inherited urge to write things down was showing. He used to spice up his letters from school with silly little sketches—sometimes his letters were just sketches—and now he switched between writing and drawing in a way that really pleased his father. The father cherished this quirky talent for caricature; he didn't have it himself, so it appeared to him as the most amazing of all of Hugh's little gifts. Mr. Britling would carry these letters around until their edges became dirty; he would show them to anyone he thought could appreciate their youthful freshness; he would quote them as definitive proof to support this or that. He had no idea how many thousands of mothers and fathers were cherishing such keepsakes. He thought other sons were boring young men compared to Hugh.

The earlier letters told much of the charms of discipline and the open air. "All the bother about what one has to do with oneself is over," wrote Hugh. "One has disposed of oneself. That has the effect of a great relief. Instead of telling oneself that one ought to get up in the morning, a bugle tells you that.... And there's no nonsense about it, no chance of lying and arguing about it with oneself.... I begin to see the sense of men going into monasteries and putting themselves under rules. One is carried along in a sort of moral automobile instead of trudging the road...."

The earlier letters talked a lot about the benefits of discipline and being outdoors. "All the struggles with what to do with yourself are gone," Hugh wrote. "You've made peace with yourself. That really lightens the load. Instead of telling yourself to get up in the morning, a bugle tells you to.... And there's no fuss about it, no opportunity to lie around and argue with yourself.... I'm starting to understand why men go into monasteries and follow strict rules. One is carried along in a sort of moral vehicle instead of dragging along the road...."

And he was also sounding new physical experiences.

And he was also exploring new physical experiences.

"Never before," he declared, "have I known what fatigue is. It's a miraculous thing. One drops down in one's clothes on any hard old thing and sleeps...."

"Never before," he said, "have I really understood what fatigue is. It's amazing. You just collapse in your clothes onto any hard surface and sleep...."

And in his early letters he was greatly exercised by the elementary science of drill and discipline, and the discussion of whether these things were necessary. He began by assuming that their importance was overrated. He went on to discover that they constituted the very essentials of all good soldiering. "In a crisis," he concluded, "there is no telling what will get hold of a man, his higher instincts or his lower. He may show courage of a very splendid sort—or a hasty discretion. A habit is much more trustworthy than an instinct. So discipline sets up a habit of steady and courageous bearing. If you keep your head you are at liberty to be splendid. If you lose it, the habit will carry you through."

And in his early letters, he was really concerned with the basic principles of drill and discipline, and whether these things were truly necessary. He started off thinking that their importance was exaggerated. He later realized that they were actually the core of good soldiering. "In a crisis," he concluded, "you can't predict what will take over a person, their higher instincts or their lower ones. They might show incredible courage—or they might panic. A habit is much more reliable than an instinct. So, discipline creates a habit of being steady and courageous. If you stay calm, you can shine. If you lose your cool, the habit will help you get through."

The young man was also very profound upon the effects of the suggestion of various exercises upon the mind.

The young man was also very thoughtful about how different exercises affect the mind.

"It is surprising how bloodthirsty one feels in a bayonet charge. We have to shout; we are encouraged to shout. The effect is to paralyse one's higher centres. One ceases to question—anything. One becomes a 'bayoneteer.' As I go bounding forward I imagine fat men, succulent men ahead, and I am filled with the desire to do them in neatly. This sort of thing—"

"It’s surprising how bloodthirsty you feel during a bayonet charge. We have to yell; we're encouraged to shout. The effect is to paralyze our higher reasoning. You stop questioning—anything. You become a 'bayoneteer.' As I charge forward, I picture chubby, juicy men ahead, and I’m filled with the urge to take them out cleanly. This kind of thing—"

A sketch of slaughter followed, with a large and valiant Hugh leaving a train of fallen behind him.

A scene of slaughter followed, with a brave Hugh leaving a trail of the fallen behind him.

"Not like this. This is how I used to draw it in my innocent childhood, but it is incorrect. More than one German on the bayonet at a time is an incumbrance. And it would be swank—a thing we detest in the army."

"Not like this. This is how I used to draw it in my innocent childhood, but it’s not right. More than one German on the bayonet at the same time is a burden. And it would be showing off—a thing we can’t stand in the army."

The second sketch showed the same brave hero with half a dozen of the enemy skewered like cat's-meat.

The second sketch depicted the same brave hero with half a dozen enemies impaled like meat on a stick.

"As for the widows and children, I disregard 'em."

"As for the widows and kids, I don’t care about them."


§ 2


But presently Hugh began to be bored.

But soon Hugh started to feel bored.

"Route marching again," he wrote. "For no earthly reason than that they can do nothing else with us. We are getting no decent musketry training because there are no rifles. We are wasting half our time. If you multiply half a week by the number of men in the army you will see we waste centuries weekly.... If most of these men here had just been enrolled and left to go about their business while we trained officers and instructors and got equipment for them, and if they had then been put through their paces as rapidly as possible, it would have been infinitely better for the country.... In a sort of way we are keeping raw; in a sort of way we are getting stale.... I get irritated by this. I feel we are not being properly done by.

"Going on another long march," he wrote. "For no good reason other than the fact that they can't figure out what else to do with us. We're not getting any proper rifle training because there are no guns available. We're wasting half our time. If you multiply half a week by the number of soldiers in the army, you'll see we're wasting centuries every week.... If most of these men here had just been recruited and left to handle their routines while we trained officers and instructors and secured equipment for them, and if they'd then been trained as quickly as possible, it would have been so much better for the country.... In a way, we're staying untrained; in another way, we're getting stale.... This frustrates me. I feel like we're not being treated fairly."

"Half our men are educated men, reasonably educated, but we are always being treated as though we were too stupid for words....

"Half of our men are educated, and reasonably so, yet we are constantly treated as if we're completely ignorant..."

"No good grousing, I suppose, but after Statesminster and a glimpse of old Cardinal's way of doing things, one gets a kind of toothache in the mind at the sight of everything being done twice as slowly and half as well as it need be."

"No point in complaining, I guess, but after seeing Statesminster and getting a look at how the old Cardinal did things, you start to feel a mental headache when you see everything being done twice as slowly and half as well as it should be."

He went off at a tangent to describe the men in his platoon. "The best man in our lot is an ex-grocer's assistant, but in order to save us from vain generalisations it happens that the worst man—a moon-faced creature, almost incapable of lacing up his boots without help and objurgation—is also an ex-grocer's assistant. Our most offensive member is a little cad with a snub nose, who has read Kipling and imagines he is the nearest thing that ever has been to Private Ortheris. He goes about looking for the other two of the Soldiers Three; it is rather like an unpopular politician trying to form a ministry. And he is conscientiously foul-mouthed. He feels losing a chance of saying 'bloody' as acutely as a snob feels dropping an H. He goes back sometimes and says the sentence over again and puts the 'bloody' in. I used to swear a little out of the range of your parental ear, but Ortheris has cured me. When he is about I am mincing in my speech. I perceive now that cursing is a way of chewing one's own dirt. In a platoon there is no elbow-room for indifference; you must either love or hate. I have a feeling that my first taste of battle will not be with Germans, but with Private Ortheris...."

He went off on a tangent to talk about the guys in his platoon. "The best guy in our group is an ex-grocer's assistant, but to avoid making broad generalizations, it just so happens that the worst guy—a moon-faced fellow who can barely lace up his boots without help and a lot of nagging— is also an ex-grocer's assistant. Our most annoying member is a little jerk with a flat nose, who has read Kipling and thinks he’s the closest thing to Private Ortheris. He walks around looking for the other two Soldiers Three; it’s kind of like an unpopular politician trying to build a cabinet. And he swears like it’s his job. He feels losing a chance to say 'bloody' as keenly as a snob feels when he drops an H. Sometimes he goes back and repeats the sentence, inserting 'bloody' in there. I used to swear a bit when no one was around to hear, but Ortheris has changed that. When he’s around, I’m careful about what I say. I realize now that cursing is just a way of degrading yourself. In a platoon, there’s no space for indifference; you have to either love or hate. I have a feeling my first experience in battle won’t be with the Germans, but with Private Ortheris..."

And one letter was just a picture, a parody of the well-known picture of the bivouac below and the soldier's dream of return to his beloved above. But Master Hugh in the dream was embracing an enormous retort, while a convenient galvanometer registered his emotion and little tripods danced around him.

And one letter was just a picture, a spoof of the famous image of the camp below and the soldier's dream of going back to his loved one above. But Master Hugh in the dream was hugging a huge retort, while a handy galvanometer measured his feelings and little tripods danced around him.


§ 3


Then came a letter which plunged abruptly into criticism.

Then came a letter that suddenly dove into criticism.

"My dear Parent, this is a swearing letter. I must let go to somebody. And somehow none of the other chaps are convenient. I don't know if I ought to be put against a wall and shot for it, but I hereby declare that all the officers of this battalion over and above the rank of captain are a constellation of incapables—and several of the captains are herewith included. Some of them are men of a pleasant disposition and carefully aborted mental powers, and some are men of an unpleasant disposition and no mental powers at all. And I believe—a little enlightened by your recent letter to The Times—that they are a fair sample of the entire 'army' class which has got to win this war. Usually they are indolent, but when they are thoroughly roused they are fussy. The time they should spend in enlarging their minds and increasing their military efficiency they devote to keeping fit. They are, roughly speaking, fit—for nothing. They cannot move us thirty miles without getting half of us left about, without losing touch with food and shelter, and starving us for thirty-six hours or so in the process, and they cannot count beyond the fingers of one hand, not having learnt to use the nose for arithmetical operations.... I conclude this war is going to be a sort of Battle of Inkerman on a large scale. We chaps in the ranks will have to do the job. Leading is 'off.'...

"My dear Parent, this is a rant. I need to vent to someone. And for some reason, none of the other guys are useful. I’m not sure if I should be put against a wall and shot for this, but I’m stating that all the officers of this battalion above the rank of captain are a group of incompetents—and some of the captains are included in that too. Some of them are nice enough but not very sharp, while others have terrible attitudes and no brains at all. And I believe—partly inspired by your recent letter to The Times—that they represent a typical example of the whole 'army' class that has to win this war. Usually, they’re lazy, but when they finally get motivated, they become annoying. The time they should be using to broaden their minds and improve their military skills is spent on keeping in shape. Generally speaking, they are fit—for nothing. They can't move us thirty miles without leaving half of us behind, losing track of food and shelter, and starving us for about thirty-six hours in the process. They can't even count beyond the fingers on one hand, since they haven't figured out how to use their noses for math.... I guess this war is going to turn into a large-scale version of the Battle of Inkerman. We guys in the ranks will have to get it done. Leadership is out...

"All of this, my dear Parent, is just a blow off. I have been needlessly starved, and fagged to death and exasperated. We have moved five-and-twenty miles across country—in fifty-seven hours. And without food for about eighteen hours. I have been with my Captain, who has been billeting us here in Cheasingholt. Oh, he is a MUFF! Oh God! oh God of Heaven! what a MUFF! He is afraid of printed matter, but he controls himself heroically. He prides himself upon having no 'sense of locality, confound it!' Prides himself! He went about this village, which is a little dispersed, at a slight trot, and wouldn't avail himself of the one-inch map I happened to have. He judged the capacity of each room with his eye and wouldn't let me measure, even with God's own paces. Not with the legs I inherit. 'We'll put five fellahs hea!' he said. 'What d'you want to measure the room for? We haven't come to lay down carpets.' Then, having assigned men by coup d'oeil, so as to congest half the village miserably, he found the other half unoccupied and had to begin all over again. 'If you measured the floor space first, sir,' I said, 'and made a list of the houses—' 'That isn't the way I'm going to do it,' he said, fixing me with a pitiless eye....

"All of this, my dear Parent, is just a waste of time. I've been unnecessarily starved, exhausted, and frustrated. We've traveled twenty-five miles across the country in fifty-seven hours, and gone about eighteen hours without food. I've been with my Captain, who's been putting us up here in Cheasingholt. Oh, he is such a fool! Oh God! oh God of Heaven! what a fool! He’s scared of printed material, but he manages to keep it together. He takes pride in having no 'sense of direction, damn it!' He prides himself! He walked around this little spread-out village at a quick pace and refused to use the one-inch map I had. He assessed the size of each room just by looking at it and wouldn’t let me measure, even using God’s own steps. Not using the legs I got. 'We'll put five guys here!' he said. 'What do you need to measure the room for? We haven't come to lay down carpets.' Then, after assigning men just by intuition, which ended up overcrowding half the village, he discovered the other half was empty and had to start all over again. 'If you measured the floor space first, sir,' I said, 'and made a list of the houses—' 'That’s not how I’m going to do it,' he said, giving me a hard stare...."

"That isn't the way they are going to do it, Daddy! The sort of thing that is done over here in the green army will be done over there in the dry. They won't be in time; they'll lose their guns where now they lose our kitchens. I'm a mute soldier; I've got to do what I'm told; still, I begin to understand the Battle of Neuve Chapelle.

"That's not how they're going to handle it, Dad! The kind of stuff that happens here in the green army will be done over there in the dry. They won't make it in time; they'll end up losing their guns just like they lose our kitchens now. I'm a silent soldier; I have to do what I'm told; still, I’m starting to get the Battle of Neuve Chapelle."

"They say the relations of men and officers in the new army are beautiful. Some day I may learn to love my officer—but not just yet. Not till I've forgotten the operations leading up to the occupation of Cheasingholt.... He muffs his real job without a blush, and yet he would rather be shot than do his bootlaces up criss-cross. What I say about officers applies only and solely to him really.... How well I understand now the shooting of officers by their men.... But indeed, fatigue and exasperation apart, this shift has been done atrociously...."

"They say the relationships between soldiers and officers in the new army are great. Maybe one day I’ll learn to respect my officer—but not right now. Not until I've forgotten the events that led to the occupation of Cheasingholt.... He completely messes up his real job without a second thought, and yet he’d rather face a bullet than tie his bootlaces properly. What I say about officers really only applies to him.... I understand so well now why soldiers shoot their officers.... But honestly, aside from fatigue and frustration, this shift has been handled terribly...."

The young man returned to these criticisms in a later letter.

The young man addressed these criticisms again in a later letter.

"You will think I am always carping, but it does seem to me that nearly everything is being done here in the most wasteful way possible. We waste time, we waste labour, we waste material, oh Lord! how we waste our country's money. These aren't, I can assure you, the opinions of a conceited young man. It's nothing to be conceited about.... We're bored to death by standing about this infernal little village. There is nothing to do—except trail after a small number of slatternly young women we despise and hate. I don't, Daddy. And I don't drink. Why have I inherited no vices? We had a fight here yesterday—sheer boredom. Ortheris has a swollen lip, and another private has a bad black eye. There is to be a return match. I perceive the chief horror of warfare is boredom....

"You might think I'm always complaining, but it really seems to me that almost everything is being done here in the most wasteful way possible. We waste time, we waste effort, we waste materials, and oh Lord! how we waste our country's money. I assure you, these aren't the opinions of a cocky young man. There's nothing to be cocky about... We're completely bored standing around this miserable little village. There's nothing to do—except follow after a few messy young women we can’t stand. I don't, Dad. And I don't drink. Why don't I have any bad habits? We had a fight here yesterday—total boredom. Ortheris has a swollen lip, and another private has a black eye. There's going to be a rematch. I realize the main horror of war is boredom....

"Our feeding here is typical of the whole system. It is a system invented not with any idea of getting the best results—that does not enter into the War Office philosophy—but to have a rule for everything, and avoid arguments. There is rather too generous an allowance of bread and stuff per man, and there is a very fierce but not very efficient system of weighing and checking. A rather too generous allowance is, of course, a direct incentive to waste or stealing—as any one but our silly old duffer of a War Office would know. The checking is for quantity, which any fool can understand, rather than for quality. The test for the quality of army meat is the smell. If it doesn't smell bad, it is good....

"Our food here is typical of the entire system. It's a system created not with the goal of achieving the best outcomes—that’s not how the War Office thinks—but to have a rule for everything and to avoid disputes. There’s quite a generous amount of bread and other food allocated per person, and there's a very strict but not very effective method of weighing and checking. A rather too generous allowance is, of course, a direct incentive for waste or theft—as anyone except our clueless old War Office would realize. The checking focuses on quantity, which anyone can understand, rather than on quality. The standard for the quality of army meat is the smell. If it doesn’t smell bad, it’s considered good....

"Then the raw material is handed over to a cook. He is a common soldier who has been made into a cook by a simple ceremony. He is told, 'You are a cook.' He does his best to be. Usually he roasts or bakes to begin with, guessing when the joint is done, afterwards he hacks up what is left of his joints and makes a stew for next day. A stew is hacked meat boiled up in a big pot. It has much fat floating on the top. After you have eaten your fill you want to sit about quiet. The men are fed usually in a large tent or barn. We have a barn. It is not a clean barn, and just to make it more like a picnic there are insufficient plates, knives and forks. (I tell you, no army people can count beyond eight or ten.) The corporals after their morning's work have to carve. When they have done carving they tell me they feel they have had enough dinner. They sit about looking pale, and wander off afterwards to the village pub. (I shall probably become a corporal soon.) In these islands before the war began there was a surplus of women over men of about a million. (See the publications of the Fabian Society, now so popular among the young.) None of these women have been trusted by the government with the difficult task of cooking and giving out food to our soldiers. No man of the ordinary soldier class ever cooks anything until he is a soldier.... All food left over after the stew or otherwise rendered uneatable by the cook is thrown away. We throw away pail-loads. We bury meat....

"Then the raw material is handed over to a cook. He's a regular soldier who's become a cook through a simple ceremony. He's told, 'You are a cook.' He does his best to fulfill that role. Usually, he starts by roasting or baking, guessing when the meat is done, and afterwards he chops up what's left and makes a stew for the next day. A stew is just chopped meat boiled in a big pot. It has a lot of fat floating on top. After you've eaten your fill, you just want to sit quietly. The men are usually fed in a large tent or barn. We have a barn. It's not a clean barn, and to make it even more like a picnic, there aren’t enough plates, knives, and forks. (I tell you, no army guys can count beyond eight or ten.) The corporals, after their morning’s work, have to do the carving. Once they’re done, they tell me they feel like they’ve had enough to eat. They sit around looking pale and then wander off to the village pub. (I’ll probably become a corporal soon.) Before the war started, there was a surplus of women over men in these islands by about a million. (See the publications of the Fabian Society, which are now really popular among the young.) None of these women have been trusted by the government with the challenging job of cooking and serving food to our soldiers. No man from the regular soldier class ever cooks anything until he becomes a soldier.... All food leftover after the stew or otherwise made uneatable by the cook is thrown away. We toss out bucketloads. We bury meat...."

"Also we get three pairs of socks. We work pretty hard. We don't know how to darn socks. When the heels wear through, come blisters. Bad blisters disable a man. Of the million of surplus women (see above) the government has not had the intelligence to get any to darn our socks. So a certain percentage of us go lame. And so on. And so on.

"Also, we get three pairs of socks. We work really hard. We don’t know how to fix socks. When the heels wear out, we get blisters. Bad blisters can take a person out of commission. Of the million surplus women (see above), the government hasn’t figured out how to get any to repair our socks. So a certain percentage of us end up limping. And so on. And so on."

"You will think all this is awful grousing, but the point I want to make—I hereby to ease my feelings make it now in a fair round hand—is that all this business could be done far better and far cheaper if it wasn't left to these absolutely inexperienced and extremely exclusive military gentlemen. They think they are leading England and showing us all how; instead of which they are just keeping us back. Why in thunder are they doing everything? Not one of them, when he is at home, is allowed to order the dinner or poke his nose into his own kitchen or check the household books.... The ordinary British colonel is a helpless old gentleman; he ought to have a nurse.... This is not merely the trivial grievance of my insulted stomach, it is a serious matter for the country. Sooner or later the country may want the food that is being wasted in all these capers. In the aggregate it must amount to a daily destruction of tons of stuff of all sorts. Tons.... Suppose the war lasts longer than we reckon!"

"You might think all this is just complaining, but the point I want to make—I'm finally going to express it clearly—is that all this could be done much better and much cheaper if it wasn't left to these completely inexperienced and super-exclusive military guys. They believe they are leading England and showing us the way; instead, they are just holding us back. Why on earth are they doing everything? None of them, when they’re at home, are allowed to order dinner, take a look in their own kitchen, or manage the household accounts.... The average British colonel is a helpless old man; he should really have a caretaker.... This isn’t just a trivial complaint from my offended stomach; it's a serious issue for the country. Sooner or later, the country might need the food that’s being wasted in all these antics. Altogether, it must add up to tons of stuff being destroyed daily. Tons.... What if the war lasts longer than we think?"

From this point Hugh's letter jumped to a general discussion of the military mind.

From this point, Hugh's letter shifted to a general discussion about the military mindset.

"Our officers are beastly good chaps, nearly all of them. That's where the perplexity of the whole thing comes in. If only they weren't such good chaps! If only they were like the Prussian officers to their men, then we'd just take on a revolution as well as the war, and make everything tidy at once. But they are decent, they are charming.... Only they do not think hard, and they do not understand that doing a job properly means doing it as directly and thought-outly as you possibly can. They won't worry about things. If their tempers were worse perhaps their work might be better. They won't use maps or timetables or books of reference. When we move to a new place they pick up what they can about it by hearsay; not one of our lot has the gumption to possess a contoured map or a Michelin guide. They have hearsay minds. They are fussy and petty and wasteful—and, in the way of getting things done, pretentious. By their code they're paragons of honour. Courage—they're all right about that; no end of it; honesty, truthfulness, and so on—high. They have a kind of horsey standard of smartness and pluck, too, that isn't bad, and they have a fine horror of whiskers and being unbuttoned. But the mistake they make is to class thinking with whiskers, as a sort of fussy sidegrowth. Instead of classing it with unbuttonedupness. They hate economy. And preparation....

"Our officers are really great guys, almost all of them. That's where the confusion in all of this comes from. If only they weren't such great guys! If only they were like the Prussian officers toward their men, then we could handle a revolution as well as the war, and make everything neat and tidy right away. But they are decent, they are charming.... They just don’t think deeply, and they don’t understand that doing a job well means tackling it as directly and thoughtfully as possible. They won’t stress about things. If they had worse tempers, maybe their work would be better. They won’t use maps, schedules, or reference books. When we move to a new place, they learn what they can about it through gossip; not one of our group has the sense to have a detailed map or a Michelin guide. They have hearsay minds. They are particular, small-minded, and wasteful—and when it comes to getting things done, they're showy. By their standards, they're models of honor. Courage—they’re fine in that department; tons of it; honesty, truthfulness, and so on—high. They have a kind of snobby standard of style and bravery that’s not bad, and they have a strong aversion to facial hair and being unkempt. But the mistake they make is to see thinking as just a silly extra, instead of something fundamental. They dislike frugality. And preparation...."

"They won't see that inefficiency is a sort of dishonesty. If a man doesn't steal sixpence, they think it a light matter if he wastes half a crown. Here follows wisdom! From the point of view of a nation at war, sixpence is just a fifth part of half a crown....

"They won't realize that inefficiency is a kind of dishonesty. If a man doesn't steal sixpence, they consider it minor if he wastes half a crown. Here’s the wisdom! From the viewpoint of a nation at war, sixpence is just a fifth of half a crown....

"When I began this letter I was boiling with indignation, complicated, I suspect, by this morning's 'stew'; now I have written thus far I feel I'm an ungenerous grumbler.... It is remarkable, my dear Parent, that I let off these things to you. I like writing to you. I couldn't possibly say the things I can write. Heinrich had a confidential friend at Breslau to whom he used to write about his Soul. I never had one of those Teutonic friendships. And I haven't got a Soul. But I have to write. One must write to some one—and in this place there is nothing else to do. And now the old lady downstairs is turning down the gas; she always does at half-past ten. She didn't ought. She gets—ninepence each. Excuse the pencil...."

"When I started this letter, I was really angry, probably made worse by this morning's 'stew'; now that I've written this much, I realize I'm just being a petty complainer. It's funny, my dear Parent, that I share all this with you. I enjoy writing to you. There's so much I can express in writing that I couldn't say out loud. Heinrich had a close friend in Breslau whom he would write to about his Soul. I never had that kind of deep friendship. And I don’t actually have a Soul. But I have to write. You have to write to someone—and here, there’s not much else to do. And now the old lady downstairs is turning off the gas; she does that every night at half-past ten. She shouldn't. She makes—ninepence each. Sorry for the pencil...."

That letter ended abruptly. The next two were brief and cheerful. Then suddenly came a new note.

That letter ended suddenly. The next two were short and upbeat. Then out of nowhere, a different tone appeared.

"We've got rifles! We're real armed soldiers at last. Every blessed man has got a rifle. And they come from Japan! They are of a sort of light wood that is like new oak and art furniture, and makes one feel that one belongs to the First Garden Suburb Regiment; but I believe much can be done with linseed oil. And they are real rifles, they go bang. We are a little light-headed about them. Only our training and discipline prevent our letting fly at incautious spectators on the skyline. I saw a man yesterday about half a mile off. I was possessed by the idea that I could get him—right in the middle.... Ortheris, the little beast, has got a motor-bicycle, which he calls his 'b——y oto'—no one knows why—and only death or dishonourable conduct will save me, I gather, from becoming a corporal in the course of the next month...."

"We've got rifles! We're real armed soldiers at last. Every single man has a rifle. And they come from Japan! They are made of a kind of light wood that feels like new oak and fancy furniture, making you feel like you belong to the First Garden Suburb Regiment; but I think a lot can be done with linseed oil. And they're real rifles; they go bang. We're a bit giddy over them. Only our training and discipline keep us from shooting at careless spectators on the skyline. I saw a guy yesterday about half a mile away. I was convinced I could hit him—right in the middle.... Ortheris, that little brat, has a motorbike, which he calls his 'b——y oto'—no one knows why—and I hear that only death or dishonorable conduct will keep me from becoming a corporal within the next month...."


§ 4


A subsequent letter threw fresh light on the career of the young man with the "oto." Before the rifle and the "oto," and in spite of his fights with some person or persons unknown, Ortheris found trouble. Hugh told the story with the unblushing savoir-faire of the very young.

A later letter shed new light on the young man's career with the "oto." Before the rifle and the "oto," and despite his altercations with some unknown individual or individuals, Ortheris encountered trouble. Hugh recounted the story with the bold confidence of youth.

"By the by, Ortheris, following the indications of his creator and succumbing to the universal boredom before the rifles came, forgot Lord Kitchener's advice and attempted 'seduktion.' With painful results which he insists upon confiding to the entire platoon. He has been severely smacked and scratched by the proposed victim, and warned off the premises (licensed premises) by her father and mother—both formidable persons. They did more than warn him off the premises. They had displayed neither a proper horror of Don Juan nor a proper respect for the King's uniform. Mother, we realise, got hold of him and cuffed him severely. 'What the 'ell's a chap to do?' cried Ortheris. 'You can't go 'itting a woman back.' Father had set a dog on him. A less ingenuous character would be silent about such passages—I should be too egotistical and humiliated altogether—but that is not his quality. He tells us in tones of naïve wonder. He talks about it and talks about it. 'I don't care what the old woman did,' he says, 'not—reely. What 'urts me about it is that I jest made a sort of mistake 'ow she'd tike it. You see, I sort of feel I've 'urt and insulted 'er. And reely I didn't mean to. Swap me, I didn't mean to. Gawd 'elp me. I wouldn't 'ave 'ad it 'appened as it 'as 'appened, not for worlds. And now I can't get round to 'er, or anyfing, not to explain.... You chaps may laugh, but you don't know what there is in it.... I tell you it worries me something frightful. You think I'm just a little cad who took liberties he didn't ought to. (Note of anger drowning uncharitable grunts of assent.) 'Ow the 'ell is 'e to know when 'e didn't ought to? ... I swear she liked me....'

"By the way, Ortheris, listening to his creator's advice and giving in to the universal boredom before the rifles arrived, forgot Lord Kitchener's guidance and tried 'seduction.' It didn't turn out well, and he insists on sharing the painful details with the whole platoon. He got smacked and scratched by the woman he approached and was warned off the property (licensed property) by her parents—both intimidating figures. They did more than just warn him away. They showed no proper horror of Don Juan nor any respect for the King's uniform. His mother, it turns out, caught him and gave him a good thrashing. 'What the hell's a guy supposed to do?' Ortheris exclaimed. 'You can't hit a woman back.' The father had sent a dog after him. A less naive person would keep quiet about such events—I would feel too self-centered and humiliated entirely—but that's not his style. He tells us in tones of genuine surprise. He goes on and on about it. 'I don't care what the old woman did,' he says, 'not—really. What bothers me is that I just kind of misjudged how she'd take it. You see, I feel like I've hurt and insulted her. And honestly, I didn't mean to. Swear to God, I didn't intend for it to happen the way it did, not for anything in the world. And now I can't even reach out to her or anything, to explain... You guys can laugh, but you don't know what it's really like... I tell you, it's weighing on me something fierce. You think I'm just a little jerk who took liberties he shouldn't have. (Note of anger preventing uncharitable grunts of agreement.) How the hell is he supposed to know when he shouldn't...? I swear she liked me...."

"This kind of thing goes on for hours—in the darkness.

"This kind of thing goes on for hours—in the dark."

"'I'd got regular sort of fond of 'er.'

"'I've grown quite fond of her.'"

"And the extraordinary thing is it makes me begin to get regular fond of Ortheris.

"And the amazing thing is it’s starting to make me really like Ortheris."

"I think it is because the affair has surprised him right out of acting Ortheris and Tommy Atkins for a bit, into his proper self. He's frightfully like some sort of mongrel with a lot of wiry-haired terrier and a touch of Airedale in it. A mongrel you like in spite of the flavour of all the horrid things he's been nosing into. And he's as hard as nails and, my dear daddy! he can't box for nuts."

"I think it’s because the situation has completely taken him out of pretending to be Ortheris and Tommy Atkins for a while, and brought him back to his true self. He’s really like a mixed-breed dog, with a lot of wiry-haired terrier and a hint of Airedale. A mixed breed you end up liking despite all the unpleasant stuff he’s been sniffing around. And he’s tough as nails; dear old dad! he can’t box to save his life."


§ 5


Mr. Britling, with an understanding much quickened by Hugh's letters, went about Essex in his automobile, and on one or two journeys into Berkshire and Buckinghamshire, and marked the steady conversion of the old pacific countryside into an armed camp. He was disposed to minimise Hugh's criticisms. He found in them something of the harshness of youth, which is far too keen-edged to be tolerant with half performance and our poor human evasion of perfection's overstrain. "Our poor human evasion of perfection's overstrain"; this phrase was Mr. Britling's. To Mr. Britling, looking less closely and more broadly, the new army was a pride and a marvel.

Mr. Britling, his understanding deepened by Hugh's letters, traveled around Essex in his car, and on a couple of trips to Berkshire and Buckinghamshire, he noticed the gradual transformation of the tranquil countryside into a military base. He was inclined to downplay Hugh's criticisms, seeing them as a bit too harsh and youthful, which can be overly critical of anything less than perfect. "Our poor human evasion of perfection's overstrain"; this was Mr. Britling's observation. To Mr. Britling, who looked at the bigger picture rather than focusing on the details, the new army was a source of pride and wonder.

He liked to come into some quiet village and note the clusters of sturdy khaki-clad youngsters going about their business, the tethered horses, the air of subdued bustle, the occasional glimpses of guns and ammunition trains. Wherever one went now there were soldiers and still more soldiers. There was a steady flow of men into Flanders, and presently to Gallipoli, but it seemed to have no effect upon the multitude in training at home. He was pleasantly excited by the evident increase in the proportion of military material upon the railways; he liked the promise and mystery of the long lines of trucks bearing tarpaulin-covered wagons and carts and guns that he would pass on his way to Liverpool Street station. He could apprehend defeat in the silence of the night, but when he saw the men, when he went about the land, then it was impossible to believe in any end but victory....

He enjoyed visiting quiet villages and observing the groups of sturdy, khaki-clad young people going about their tasks, the tied-up horses, the atmosphere of subdued activity, and the occasional sight of guns and ammunition trains. Everywhere he went, there were soldiers—more and more soldiers. There was a constant flow of men heading to Flanders and soon to Gallipoli, but it didn’t seem to affect the large number of troops training back home. He felt a pleasant thrill at the noticeable increase in military supplies on the railways; he liked the promise and mystery of the long lines of trucks filled with tarpaulin-covered wagons, carts, and guns that he would pass on his way to Liverpool Street station. He could sense defeat in the silence of the night, but whenever he saw the troops and traveled around the country, it was hard to believe that anything other than victory was possible....

But through the spring and summer there was no victory. The "great offensive" of May was checked and abandoned after a series of ineffective and very costly attacks between Ypres and Soissons. The Germans had developed a highly scientific defensive in which machine-guns replaced rifles and a maximum of punishment was inflicted upon an assaulting force with a minimum of human loss. The War Office had never thought much of machine-guns before, but now it thought a good deal. Moreover, the energies of Britain were being turned more and more towards the Dardanelles.

But during the spring and summer, there was no success. The "great offensive" in May was halted and called off after a series of ineffective and extremely costly attacks between Ypres and Soissons. The Germans had developed a highly effective defensive strategy where machine guns replaced rifles, allowing them to inflict maximum damage on attacking forces with minimal losses on their side. The War Office hadn't valued machine guns much before, but now they saw their importance. Furthermore, Britain was increasingly focusing its efforts on the Dardanelles.

The idea of an attack upon the Dardanelles had a traditional attractiveness for the British mind. Old men had been brought up from childhood with "forcing the Dardanelles" as a familiar phrase; it had none of the flighty novelty and vulgarity about it that made an "aerial offensive" seem so unwarrantable a proceeding. Forcing the Dardanelles was historically British. It made no break with tradition. Soon after Turkey entered the war British submarines appeared in the Sea of Marmora, and in February a systematic bombardment of the Dardanelles began; this was continued intermittently for a month, the defenders profiting by their experiences and by spells of bad weather to strengthen their works. This first phase of the attack culminated in the loss of the Irresistible, Ocean, and Bouvet, when on the 17th of March the attacking fleet closed in upon the Narrows. After an interlude of six weeks to allow of further preparations on the part of the defenders, who were now thoroughly alive to what was coming, the Allied armies gathered upon the scene, and a difficult and costly landing was achieved at two points upon the peninsula of Gallipoli. With that began a slow and bloody siege of the defences of the Dardanelles, clambering up to the surprise landing of a fresh British army in Suvla Bay in August, and its failure in the battle of Anafarta, through incompetent commanders and a general sloppiness of leading, to cut off and capture Maidos and the Narrows defences.... Meanwhile the Russian hosts, which had reached their high-water mark in the capture of Przemysl, were being forced back first in the south and then in the north. The Germans recaptured Lemberg, entered Warsaw, and pressed on to take Brest Litowsk. The Russian lines rolled back with an impressive effect of defeat, and the Germans thrust towards Riga and Petrograd, reaching Vilna about the middle of September....

The idea of attacking the Dardanelles had a classic appeal for the British mindset. Older generations grew up hearing "forcing the Dardanelles" as a common expression; it didn’t carry the same flashy novelty or crudeness that made an "aerial offensive" seem like such an unreasonable action. Forcing the Dardanelles felt inherently British. It didn’t break from tradition. Shortly after Turkey joined the war, British submarines showed up in the Sea of Marmora, and in February, a systematic bombardment of the Dardanelles started; this continued intermittently for a month, with the defenders taking advantage of their experiences and periods of bad weather to strengthen their positions. This initial phase of the attack ended with the loss of the Irresistible, Ocean, and Bouvet, when on March 17th, the attacking fleet closed in on the Narrows. After a six-week pause to allow the defenders to fully prepare for what was coming, the Allied armies gathered at the scene, successfully landing at two points on the Gallipoli peninsula in a challenging and costly operation. This marked the beginning of a slow and bloody siege of the Dardanelles defenses, leading up to the unexpected landing of fresh British troops in Suvla Bay in August, which failed during the battle of Anafarta due to incompetent commanders and overall poor leadership, thus unable to capture Maidos and the Narrows defenses.... In the meantime, the Russian forces, which had reached a high point with the capture of Przemysl, were being pushed back first in the south and then in the north. The Germans recaptured Lemberg, entered Warsaw, and advanced to take Brest Litowsk. The Russian lines collapsed dramatically, and the Germans advanced towards Riga and Petrograd, reaching Vilna around mid-September....

Day after day Mr. Britling traced the swaying fortunes of the conflict, with impatience, with perplexity, but with no loss of confidence in the ultimate success of Britain. The country was still swarming with troops, and still under summer sunshine. A second hay harvest redeemed the scantiness of the first, the wheat crops were wonderful, and the great fig tree at the corner of the Dower House had never borne so bountifully nor such excellent juicy figs....

Day after day, Mr. Britling followed the changing fortunes of the conflict, feeling impatient and perplexed, but still confident in Britain’s eventual success. The country was still filled with troops and enjoying the summer sun. A second hay harvest made up for the lack of the first, the wheat crops were fantastic, and the big fig tree at the corner of the Dower House had never produced so abundantly or such delicious juicy figs...

And one day in early June while those figs were still only a hope, Teddy appeared at the Dower House with Letty, to say good-bye before going to the front. He was going out in a draft to fill up various gaps and losses; he did not know where. Essex was doing well but bloodily over there. Mrs. Britling had tea set out upon the lawn under the blue cedar, and Mr. Britling found himself at a loss for appropriate sayings, and talked in his confusion almost as though Teddy's departure was of no significance at all. He was still haunted by that odd sense of responsibility for Teddy. Teddy was not nearly so animated as he had been in his pre-khaki days; there was a quiet exaltation in his manner rather than a lively excitement. He knew now what he was in for. He knew now that war was not a lark, that for him it was to be the gravest experience he had ever had or was likely to have. There were no more jokes about Letty's pension, and a general avoidance of the topics of high explosives and asphyxiating gas....

And one day in early June, while those figs were still just a hope, Teddy showed up at the Dower House with Letty to say goodbye before heading to the front. He was joining a draft to fill various gaps and losses; he didn’t know where. Essex was doing well but with heavy casualties over there. Mrs. Britling had tea set out on the lawn under the blue cedar, and Mr. Britling struggled to find the right words, talking in his confusion as if Teddy's departure didn’t matter at all. He still felt a strange sense of responsibility for Teddy. Teddy wasn’t nearly as lively as he had been before donning khaki; there was a quiet sense of purpose in his demeanor instead of the usual excitement. He understood now what he was facing. He realized that war wasn’t just a joke, that for him it would be the most serious experience he had ever faced or likely would ever face. There were no more jokes about Letty's pension, and he generally avoided discussions about high explosives and poisonous gas...

Mr. and Mrs. Britling took the young people to the gate.

Mr. and Mrs. Britling took the kids to the gate.

"Good luck!" cried Mr. Britling as they receded.

"Good luck!" shouted Mr. Britling as they moved away.

Teddy replied with a wave of the hand.

Teddy waved his hand in response.

Mr. Britling stood watching them for some moments as they walked towards the little cottage which was to be the scene of their private parting.

Mr. Britling stood watching them for a few moments as they walked toward the small cottage that was to be the setting for their private goodbye.

"I don't like his going," he said. "I hope it will be all right with him.... Teddy's so grave nowadays. It's a mean thing, I know, it has none of the Roman touch, but I am glad that this can't happen with Hugh——" He computed. "Not for a year and three months, even if they march him into it upon his very birthday....

"I don't like him leaving," he said. "I hope he'll be okay.... Teddy's been so serious lately. I know it sounds harsh, it doesn't have any of the grand Roman vibe, but I'm relieved that this won't happen with Hugh——" He calculated. "Not for a year and three months, even if they push him into it on his actual birthday....

"It may all he over by then...."

"It might all be over by then...."


§ 6


In that computation he reckoned without Hugh.

In that calculation, he didn't take Hugh into account.

Within a month Hugh was also saying "Good-bye."

Within a month, Hugh was also saying "Goodbye."

"But how's this?" protested Mr. Britling, who had already guessed the answer. "You're not nineteen."

"But what's this?" protested Mr. Britling, who had already figured it out. "You're not nineteen."

"I'm nineteen enough for this job," said Hugh. "In fact, I enlisted as nineteen."

"I'm old enough for this job," said Hugh. "In fact, I signed up at nineteen."

Mr. Britling said nothing for a little while. Then he spoke with a catch in his breath. "I don't blame you," he said. "It was—the right spirit."

Mr. Britling was silent for a moment. Then he spoke, his breath slightly shaky. "I don't blame you," he said. "It was—the right spirit."

Drill and responsibilities of non-commissioned rank had imposed a novel manliness upon the bearing of Corporal Britling. "I always classified a little above my age at Statesminster," he said as though that cleared up everything.

Drill and the responsibilities of being non-commissioned had given a new sense of confidence to Corporal Britling. "I always thought I was a bit more mature than my age at Statesminster," he said as if that explained everything.

He looked at a rosebud as though it interested him. Then he remarked rather casually:

He looked at a rosebud as if it intrigued him. Then he said rather casually:

"I thought," he said, "that if I was to go to war I'd better do the thing properly. It seemed—sort of half and half—not to be eligible for the trenches.... I ought to have told you...."

"I thought," he said, "that if I was going to war, I should do it right. It felt—kind of half-hearted—not to be fit for the trenches.... I should have told you...."

"Yes," Mr. Britling decided.

"Yes," Mr. Britling agreed.

"I was shy about it at first.... I thought perhaps the war would be over before it was necessary to discuss anything.... Didn't want to go into it."

"I felt shy about it at first.... I thought maybe the war would be over before we needed to talk about anything.... I didn't want to get into it."

"Exactly," said Mr. Britling as though that was a complete explanation.

"Exactly," said Mr. Britling, as if that was a full explanation.

"It's been a good year for your roses," said Hugh.

"It's been a great year for your roses," said Hugh.


§ 7


Hugh was to stop the night. He spent what seemed to him and every one a long, shy, inexpressive evening. Only the small boys were really natural and animated. They were much impressed and excited by his departure, and wanted to ask a hundred questions about the life in the trenches. Many of them Hugh had to promise to answer when he got there. Then he would see just exactly how things were. Mrs. Britling was motherly and intelligent about his outfit. "Will you want winter things?" she asked....

Hugh was going to stay the night. He spent what felt like a long, awkward, quiet evening to him and everyone else. Only the little boys were truly relaxed and lively. They were really impressed and excited about his departure, wanting to ask a hundred questions about life in the trenches. Hugh had to promise to answer many of their questions when he got there. Then he would see exactly how things were. Mrs. Britling was caring and sensible about his gear. "Will you need winter clothes?" she asked...

But when he was alone with his father after every one had gone to bed they found themselves able to talk.

But when he was alone with his dad after everyone had gone to bed, they found they could talk.

"This sort of thing seems more to us than it would be to a French family," Hugh remarked, standing on the hearthrug.

"This kind of thing feels more significant to us than it would to a French family," Hugh said, standing on the rug in front of the fireplace.

"Yes," agreed Mr. Britling. "Their minds would be better prepared.... They'd have their appropriate things to say. They have been educated by the tradition of service—and '71."

"Yes," Mr. Britling agreed. "They'd be better prepared mentally.... They'd know what to say. They've been educated by the tradition of service—and '71."

Then he spoke—almost resentfully.

Then he spoke—almost bitterly.

"The older men ought to go before you boys. Who is to carry on if a lot of you get killed?"

"The older guys should go ahead of you boys. Who's going to carry on if a bunch of you get killed?"

Hugh reflected. "In the stiffest battle that ever can be the odds are against getting killed," he said.

Hugh thought for a moment. "In the toughest battle there ever can be, the chances of getting killed are low," he said.

"I suppose they are."

"I guess they are."

"One in three or four in the very hottest corners."

"One in three or four in the hottest spots."

Mr. Britling expressed no satisfaction.

Mr. Britling showed no satisfaction.

"Every one is going through something of this sort."

"Everyone is going through something like this."

"All the decent people, at any rate," said Mr. Britling....

"All the decent people, at any rate," said Mr. Britling....

"It will be an extraordinary experience. Somehow it seems out of proportion—"

"It’s going to be an amazing experience. It somehow feels exaggerated—"

"With what?"

"With what?"

"With life generally. As one has known it."

"With life in general. As it has been known."

"It isn't in proportion," Mr. Britling admitted.

"It doesn't add up," Mr. Britling admitted.

"Incommensurables," said Hugh.

"Incommensurables," Hugh said.

He considered his phrasing. "It's not," he said, "as though one was going into another part of the same world, or turning up another side of the world one was used to. It is just as if one had been living in a room and one had been asked to step outside.... It makes me think of a queer little thing that happened when I was in London last winter. I got into Queer Company. I don't think I told you. I went to have supper with some students in Chelsea. I hadn't been to the place before, but they seemed all right—just people like me—and everybody. And after supper they took me on to some people they didn't know very well; people who had to do with some School of Dramatic Art. There were two or three young actresses there and a singer and people of that sort, sitting about smoking cigarettes, and we began talking plays and books and picture shows and all that stuff; and suddenly there was a knocking at the door and some one went out and found a policeman with a warrant on the landing. They took off our host's son.... It had to do with a murder...."

He thought about how to phrase it. "It’s not," he said, "like stepping into a different part of the same world or discovering another side of the world you’re familiar with. It’s more like living in a room and being asked to step outside… It reminds me of a strange little thing that happened when I was in London last winter. I ended up in some odd company. I don’t think I told you about it. I went to have dinner with some students in Chelsea. I hadn’t been to that place before, but they seemed fine—just regular folks like me—and everyone else. After dinner, they took me to meet some people they didn’t know very well; folks connected to a School of Dramatic Art. There were a couple of young actresses, a singer, and people like that, hanging out and smoking cigarettes, and we started chatting about plays, books, movies, and all that stuff; and suddenly there was a knock at the door, someone went out, and found a policeman with a warrant on the landing. They took our host's son away… It was related to a murder…"

Hugh paused. "It was the Bedford Mansions mystery. I don't suppose you remember about it or read about it at the time. He'd killed a man.... It doesn't matter about the particulars anyhow, but what I mean is the effect. The effect of a comfortable well-lit orderly room and the sense of harmless people—and then the door opening and the policeman and the cold draught flowing in. Murder! A girl who seemed to know the people well explained to me in whispers what was happening. It was like the opening of a trap-door going down into some pit you have always known was there, but never really believed in."

Hugh paused. "It was the Bedford Mansions mystery. I doubt you remember it or read about it back then. He had killed a man... The details don’t really matter, but what I mean is the impact. The impact of a cozy, well-lit, tidy room and the feeling of safe people—and then the door opens, and in walks the policeman with a cold draft following. Murder! A girl who seemed to know everyone well whispered to me about what was going on. It felt like the opening of a trapdoor leading down into a pit you always knew was there, but never truly believed in."

"I know," said Mr. Britling. "I know."

"I know," Mr. Britling said. "I know."

"That's just how I feel about this war business. There's no real death over here. It's laid out and boxed up. And accidents are all padded about. If one got a toss from a horse here, you'd be in bed and comfortable in no time.... And there; it's like another planet. It's outside.... I'm going outside.... Instead of there being no death anywhere, it is death everywhere, outside there. We shall be using our utmost wits to kill each other. A kind of reverse to this world."

"That's how I see this whole war thing. There's no real death here. It's all packaged up and neat. And accidents are all cushioned. If you fell off a horse here, you'd be in bed and resting in no time…. And there; it's like a different world. It’s out there…. I'm going outside…. Instead of there being no death at all, it’s death all around out there. We’ll be using all our smarts to kill each other. It’s like a reversal of this world."

Mr. Britling nodded.

Mr. Britling nodded.

"I've never seen a dead body yet. In Dower-House land there aren't dead bodies."

"I've never seen a dead body. In Dower-House land, there are no dead bodies."

"We've kept things from you—horrid things of that sort."

"We've kept things from you—terrible things like that."

"I'm not complaining," said Hugh.... "But—Master Hugh—the Master Hugh you kept things from—will never come back."

"I'm not complaining," said Hugh.... "But—Master Hugh—the Master Hugh you kept things from—will never come back."

He went on quickly as his father raised distressed eyes to him. "I mean that anyhow this Hugh will never come back. Another one may. But I shall have been outside, and it will all be different...."

He quickly continued as his father looked at him with worry. "I mean that anyway this Hugh will never come back. Another one might. But I will have been out there, and everything will be different...."

He paused. Never had Mr. Britling been so little disposed to take up the discourse.

He paused. Mr. Britling had never been so reluctant to continue the conversation.

"Like a man," he said, seeking an image and doing no more than imitate his son's; "who goes out of a busy lighted room through a trap-door into a blizzard, to mend the roof...."

"Like a man," he said, looking for a picture and just copying his son's; "who steps out of a brightly lit room through a trapdoor into a snowstorm, to fix the roof...."

For some moments neither father nor son said anything more. They had a queer sense of insurmountable insufficiency. Neither was saying what he had wanted to say to the other, but it was not clear to them now what they had to say to one another....

For a while, neither the father nor the son said anything else. They both felt a strange and overwhelming sense of inadequacy. Neither of them was expressing what they wanted to share with the other, but it wasn’t clear to them now what that was...

"It's wonderful," said Mr. Britling.

"It's awesome," said Mr. Britling.

Hugh could only manage: "The world has turned right over...."

Hugh could only manage: "The world has completely flipped over...."

"The job has to be done," said Mr. Britling.

"The job has to be done," Mr. Britling said.

"The job has to be done," said Hugh.

"The job needs to get done," said Hugh.

The pause lengthened.

The pause got longer.

"You'll be getting up early to-morrow," said Mr. Britling....

"You'll be getting up early tomorrow," said Mr. Britling.


§ 8


When Mr. Britling was alone in his own room all the thoughts and feelings that had been held up downstairs began to run more and more rapidly and abundantly through his mind.

When Mr. Britling was alone in his room, all the thoughts and feelings that had been stifled downstairs started to flow more and more quickly and freely through his mind.

He had a feeling—every now and again in the last few years he had had the same feeling—as though he was only just beginning to discover Hugh. This perpetual rediscovery of one's children is the experience of every observant parent. He had always considered Hugh as a youth, and now a man stood over him and talked, as one man to another. And this man, this very new man, mint new and clean and clear, filled Mr. Britling with surprise and admiration.

He felt it again—every now and then over the last few years, he had felt the same way—as if he was just starting to discover Hugh. This ongoing rediscovery of one's children is something every attentive parent experiences. He had always seen Hugh as a kid, and now there was a man standing in front of him, talking like one man talks to another. And this man, this completely new and fresh person, filled Mr. Britling with surprise and admiration.

It was as if he perceived the beauty of youth for the first time in Hugh's slender, well balanced, khaki-clad body. There was infinite delicacy in his clear complexion, his clear eyes; the delicately pencilled eyebrow that was so exactly like his mother's. And this thing of brightness and bravery talked as gravely and as wisely as any weather-worn, shop-soiled, old fellow....

It was like he was seeing the beauty of youth for the first time in Hugh's slender, well-proportioned, khaki-clad body. There was a delicate quality to his clear complexion and bright eyes; the gently shaped eyebrow that looked just like his mother's. And this bright and brave young man spoke with the seriousness and wisdom of any weathered, worn-out old guy.

The boy was wise.

The kid was wise.

Hugh thought for himself; he thought round and through his position, not egotistically but with a quality of responsibility. He wasn't just hero-worshipping and imitating, just spinning some self-centred romance. If he was a fair sample of his generation then it was a better generation than Mr. Britling's had been....

Hugh thought independently; he considered his situation thoroughly and thoughtfully, not selfishly but with a sense of duty. He wasn't simply idolizing someone or copying them, nor was he caught up in some self-absorbed fantasy. If he represented his generation well, then it was a better generation than Mr. Britling's had been....

At that Mr. Britling's mind went off at a tangent to the grievance of the rejected volunteer. It was acutely shameful to him that all these fine lads should be going off to death and wounds while the men of forty and over lay snug at home. How stupid it was to fix things like that! Here were the fathers, who had done their work, shot their bolts, returned some value for the costs of their education, unable to get training, unable to be of any service, shamefully safe, doing April fool work as special constables; while their young innocents, untried, all their gathering possibilities of service unbroached, went down into the deadly trenches.... The war would leave the world a world of cripples and old men and children....

At that moment, Mr. Britling's thoughts shifted to the issue of the rejected volunteer. It felt incredibly shameful to him that all these brave young men were heading off to face death and injury while men over forty were comfortably staying at home. How ridiculous was it to arrange things this way! Here were the fathers, who had completed their duties, contributed back to society, and offered value for the costs of their education, unable to get proper training, unable to be of any help, and shamefully safe, doing trivial tasks as special constables; while their young, inexperienced sons, with untapped potential and a lifetime of service ahead of them, were heading into the deadly trenches... The war would leave the world filled with disabled individuals, old men, and children...

He felt himself as a cowardly brute, fat, wheezy, out of training, sheltering behind this dear one branch of Mary's life.

He saw himself as a cowardly brute—fat, wheezy, out of shape—hiding behind this important part of Mary's life.

He writhed with impotent humiliation....

He writhed with helpless humiliation....

How stupidly the world is managed.

How foolishly the world is run.

He began to fret and rage. He could not lie in peace in his bed; he got up and prowled about his room, blundering against chairs and tables in the darkness.... We were too stupid to do the most obvious things; we were sending all these boys into hardship and pitiless danger; we were sending them ill-equipped, insufficiently supported, we were sending our children through the fires to Moloch, because essentially we English were a world of indolent, pampered, sham good-humoured, old and middle-aged men. (So he distributed the intolerable load of self-accusation.) Why was he doing nothing to change things, to get them better? What was the good of an assumed modesty, an effort at tolerance for and confidence in these boozy old lawyers, these ranting platform men, these stiff-witted officers and hide-bound officials? They were butchering the youth of England. Old men sat out of danger contriving death for the lads in the trenches. That was the reality of the thing. "My son!" he cried sharply in the darkness. His sense of our national deficiencies became tormentingly, fantastically acute. It was as if all his cherished delusions had fallen from the scheme of things.... What was the good of making believe that up there they were planning some great counter-stroke that would end in victory? It was as plain as daylight that they had neither the power of imagination nor the collective intelligence even to conceive of a counter-stroke. Any dull mass may resist, but only imagination can strike. Imagination! To the end we should not strike. We might strike through the air. We might strike across the sea. We might strike hard at Gallipoli instead of dribbling inadequate armies thither as our fathers dribbled men at the Redan.... But the old men would sit at their tables, replete and sleepy, and shake their cunning old heads. The press would chatter and make odd ambiguous sounds like a shipload of monkeys in a storm. The political harridans would get the wrong men appointed, would attack every possible leader with scandal and abuse and falsehood....

He started to worry and feel angry. He couldn't lie still in his bed; he got up and wandered around his room, bumping into chairs and tables in the dark.... We were too clueless to do the simplest things; we were sending all these boys into hardship and relentless danger; we were sending them unprepared, poorly supported, we were sending our kids into the fire for Moloch, because basically, we English were a bunch of lazy, spoiled, fake cheerful, old and middle-aged men. (So he carried the unbearable weight of self-blame.) Why was he doing nothing to change things, to make them better? What was the point of pretending to be modest, of trying to tolerate and have faith in these drunken old lawyers, these loudmouths on stage, these dull officers and stuck-in-their-ways officials? They were slaughtering the youth of England. Old men sat safely away from danger, plotting death for the young men in the trenches. That was the reality of it. "My son!" he shouted sharply in the dark. His awareness of our national shortcomings became painfully, absurdly clear. It was as if all his cherished illusions had crumbled.... What was the point of pretending that up there they were planning some grand counter-attack that would lead to victory? It was as obvious as day that they lacked both the imagination and the collective intelligence to even come up with a counter-attack. Any dull mass can resist, but only imagination can strike. Imagination! Until the end, we wouldn't strike. We could strike through the air. We could strike across the sea. We could hit hard at Gallipoli instead of sending weak, inadequate armies there like our fathers did at the Redan.... But the old men would sit at their tables, full and sleepy, and shake their cunning old heads. The press would babble and make weird, unclear noises like a ship full of monkeys in a storm. The political harpies would get the wrong people appointed, would attack every possible leader with scandal, abuse, and lies....

The spirit and honour and drama had gone out of this war.

The spirit, honor, and excitement had vanished from this war.

Our only hope now was exhaustion. Our only strategy was to barter blood for blood—trusting that our tank would prove the deeper....

Our only hope now was to wear ourselves out. Our only plan was to trade blood for blood—hoping that our reservoir would turn out to be deeper....

While into this tank stepped Hugh, young and smiling....

While into this tank stepped Hugh, young and smiling....

The war became a nightmare vision....

The war turned into a terrifying nightmare....


§ 9


In the morning Mr. Britling's face was white from his overnight brain storm, and Hugh's was fresh from wholesome sleep. They walked about the lawn, and Mr. Britling talked hopefully of the general outlook until it was time for them to start to the station....

In the morning, Mr. Britling's face was pale from his overnight brainstorming, while Hugh's was rejuvenated from a good night's sleep. They strolled around the lawn, and Mr. Britling spoke optimistically about the overall situation until it was time for them to head to the station....

The little old station-master grasped the situation at once, and presided over their last hand-clasp.

The elderly station-master understood the situation immediately and oversaw their final handshake.

"Good luck, Hugh!" cried Mr. Britling.

"Good luck, Hugh!" shouted Mr. Britling.

"Good luck!" cried the little old station-master.

"Good luck!" shouted the old station master.

"It's not easy a-parting," he said to Mr. Britling as the train slipped down the line. "There's been many a parting hea' since this here old war began. Many. And some as won't come back again neether."

"It's not easy to part," he said to Mr. Britling as the train moved down the track. "There have been many goodbyes since this old war started. Many. And some who won’t be coming back either."


§ 10


For some days Mr. Britling could think of nothing but Hugh, and always with a dull pain at his heart. He felt as he had felt long ago while he had waited downstairs and Hugh upstairs had been under the knife of a surgeon. But this time the operation went on and still went on. At the worst his boy had but one chance in five of death or serious injury, but for a time he could think of nothing but that one chance. He felt it pressing upon his mind, pressing him down....

For several days, Mr. Britling couldn't think of anything but Hugh, and it always brought a dull ache to his heart. He felt as he had long ago when he waited downstairs while Hugh was upstairs undergoing surgery. But this time the operation continued on and on. At worst, his boy had only a one in five chance of dying or being seriously injured, but for a while, he could think of nothing but that one chance. It weighed heavily on his mind, dragging him down...

Then instead of breaking under that pressure, he was released by the trick of the sanguine temperament. His mind turned over, abruptly, to the four chances out of five. It was like a dislocated joint slipping back into place. It was as sudden as that. He found he had adapted himself to the prospect of Hugh in mortal danger. It had become a fact established, a usual thing. He could bear with it and go about his affairs.

Then, instead of cracking under that pressure, he was freed by the nature of his optimistic personality. His mind quickly shifted to the four chances out of five. It was like a dislocated joint popping back into place. It happened that suddenly. He realized he had adjusted to the idea of Hugh being in serious danger. It had become an accepted reality, a normal occurrence. He could handle it and continue with his life.

He went up to London, and met other men at the club in the same emotional predicament. He realised that it was neither very wonderful nor exceptionally tragic now to have a son at the front.

He went up to London and met other guys at the club who were in the same emotional situation. He realized that having a son at the front was neither that amazing nor particularly tragic anymore.

"My boy is in Gallipoli," said one. "It's tough work there."

"My son is in Gallipoli," said one. "It's hard work there."

"My lad's in Flanders," said Mr. Britling. "Nothing would satisfy him but the front. He's three months short of eighteen. He misstated his age."

"My son's in Flanders," said Mr. Britling. "Nothing would satisfy him but the front. He's three months shy of eighteen. He lied about his age."

And they went on to talk newspaper just as if the world was where it had always been.

And they continued to talk about the news as if the world was exactly where it had always been.

But until a post card came from Hugh Mr. Britling watched the postman like a lovesick girl.

But until a postcard arrived from Hugh, Mr. Britling watched the mailman like a lovesick girl.

Hugh wrote more frequently than his father had dared to hope, pencilled letters for the most part. It was as if he was beginning to feel an inherited need for talk, and was a little at a loss for a sympathetic ear. Park, his schoolmate, who had enlisted with him, wasn't, it seemed, a theoriser. "Park becomes a martinet," Hugh wrote. "Also he is a sergeant now, and this makes rather a gulf between us." Mr. Britling had the greatest difficulty in writing back. There were many grave deep things he wanted to say, and never did. Instead he gave elaborate details of the small affairs of the Dower House. Once or twice, with a half-unconscious imitation of his boy's style, he took a shot at the theological and philosophical hares that Hugh had started. But the exemplary letters that he composed of nights from a Father to a Son at War were never written down. It was just as well, for there are many things of that sort that are good to think and bad to say....

Hugh wrote more often than his father had ever hoped, mostly sending pencil-written letters. It seemed like he was starting to feel a natural desire for conversation and wasn’t sure where to find someone who understood. Park, his classmate who had joined the army with him, didn’t seem to be much of a thinker. “Park is becoming a strict officer,” Hugh wrote. “Plus, he’s a sergeant now, which creates quite a distance between us.” Mr. Britling struggled to write back. There were many serious and profound things he wanted to express, but he never did. Instead, he filled his letters with detailed updates about the little happenings at the Dower House. A couple of times, almost unconsciously imitating his son’s style, he tried to tackle the theological and philosophical topics that Hugh had brought up. But the thoughtful letters he crafted at night from a father to a son at war were never actually written down. It was probably for the best, since many of those thoughts are better left unspoken....

Hugh was not very explicit about his position or daily duties. What he wrote now had to pass through the hands of a Censor, and any sort of definite information might cause the suppression of his letter. Mr. Britling conceived him for the most part as quartered some way behind the front, but in a flat, desolated country and within hearing of great guns. He assisted his imagination with the illustrated papers. Sometimes he put him farther back into pleasant old towns after the fashion of Beauvais, and imagined loitering groups in the front of cafés; sometimes he filled in the obvious suggestions of the phrase that all the Pas de Calais was now one vast British camp. Then he crowded the picture with tethered horses and tents and grey-painted wagons, and Hugh in the foreground—-bare-armed, with a bucket....

Hugh wasn’t very clear about his role or daily tasks. What he wrote now had to be approved by a Censor, and any specific details could lead to his letter being stopped. Mr. Britling mostly pictured him stationed a bit behind the front line, in a flat, desolate area with the sounds of heavy artillery nearby. He fueled his imagination with illustrated magazines. Sometimes, he placed him further back in charming old towns like Beauvais, envisioning groups hanging out in front of cafés; other times, he pictured the suggestion that all of Pas de Calais was just one huge British camp. Then he filled the scene with tied-up horses, tents, and gray-painted wagons, with Hugh in the foreground—bare-armed, holding a bucket....

Hugh's letters divided themselves pretty fairly between two main topics; the first was the interest of the art of war, the second the reaction against warfare. "After one has got over the emotion of it," he wrote, "and when one's mind has just accepted and forgotten (as it does) the horrors and waste of it all, then I begin to perceive that war is absolutely the best game in the world. That is the real strength of war, I submit. Not as you put it in that early pamphlet of yours; ambition, cruelty, and all those things. Those things give an excuse for war, they rush timid and base people into war, but the essential matter is the hold of the thing itself upon an active imagination. It's such a big game. Instead of being fenced into a field and tied down to one set of tools as you are in almost every other game, you have all the world to play and you may use whatever you can use. You can use every scrap of imagination and invention that is in you. And it's wonderful.... But real soldiers aren't cruel. And war isn't cruel in its essence. Only in its consequences. Over here one gets hold of scraps of talk that light up things. Most of the barbarities were done—it is quite clear—by an excited civilian sort of men, men in a kind of inflamed state. The great part of the German army in the early stage of the war was really an army of demented civilians. Trained civilians no doubt, but civilians in soul. They were nice orderly clean law-abiding men suddenly torn up by the roots and flung into quite shocking conditions. They felt they were rushing at death, and that decency was at an end. They thought every Belgian had a gun behind the hedge and a knife in his trouser leg. They saw villages burning and dead people, and men smashed to bits. They lived in a kind of nightmare. They didn't know what they were doing. They did horrible things just as one does them sometimes in dreams...."

Hugh's letters focused mainly on two topics: the interest in the art of war and the backlash against warfare. "Once you get past the initial emotions," he wrote, "and when your mind has accepted and pushed aside (as it does) the horrors and waste of it all, I start to realize that war is truly the best game out there. That, I believe, is the real power of war. Not as you described it in your early pamphlet—ambition, cruelty, and all that. Those aspects provide a rationale for war; they push fearful and base people into it, but the core issue is the grip it has on an active imagination. It's such a massive game. Instead of being confined to a field and limited to one set of tools as you are in nearly every other game, you have the whole world to play in, and you can use whatever you need. You can tap into every bit of imagination and creativity within you. It’s amazing... But real soldiers aren’t cruel. And war isn’t cruel in its essence. Only in its outcomes. Here, you catch bits of conversations that clarify things. Most of the barbarities were clearly committed by a sort of excited civilians, men in a frenzied state. In the early stages of the war, much of the German army was essentially an army of disturbed civilians. Trained civilians, no doubt, but civilians at heart. They were nice, orderly, law-abiding men suddenly uprooted and thrown into shocking conditions. They felt as though they were racing toward death, with decency thrown out the window. They believed every Belgian had a gun hidden behind the hedges and a knife in his pants. They witnessed villages burning, dead bodies, and men torn apart. They lived in a kind of nightmare. They didn’t know what they were doing. They did terrible things just like people sometimes do in dreams..."

He flung out his conclusion with just his mother's leaping consecutiveness. "Conscript soldiers are the ruin of war.... Half the Germans and a lot of the French ought never to have been brought within ten miles of a battlefield.

He threw out his conclusion just like his mother would, jumping from one thought to another. "Conscription soldiers are the downfall of war... Half the Germans and many of the French shouldn't have been anywhere near a battlefield."

"What makes all this so plain are the diaries the French and English have been finding on the dead. You know at the early state of the war every German soldier was expected to keep a diary. He was ordered to do it. The idea was to keep him interested in the war. Consequently, from the dead and wounded our people have got thousands.... It helps one to realise that the Germans aren't really soldiers at all. Not as our men are. They are obedient, law-abiding, intelligent people, who have been shoved into this. They have to see the war as something romantic and melodramatic, or as something moral, or as tragic fate. They have to bellow songs about 'Deutschland,' or drag in 'Gott.' They don't take to the game as our men take to the game....

"What makes all this so clear are the diaries that the French and English have been finding on the dead. You know, at the beginning of the war, every German soldier was expected to keep a diary. They were ordered to do it. The idea was to keep him engaged in the war. As a result, our forces have retrieved thousands from the dead and wounded.... It makes one realize that the Germans aren't really soldiers at all. Not like our guys. They are obedient, law-abiding, intelligent people who have been thrust into this situation. They have to see the war as something romantic and melodramatic, or as something moral, or as tragic fate. They have to sing songs about 'Deutschland,' or bring in 'Gott.' They don't approach this like our men do...."

"I confess I'm taking to the game. I wish at times I had gone into the O.T.C. with Teddy, and got a better hold of it. I was too high-browed about this war business. I dream now of getting a commission....

"I admit I'm really getting into the game. Sometimes I wish I had joined the O.T.C. with Teddy and had a better grasp of it. I was too snobbish about this war stuff. Now I dream of getting a commission....

"That diary-hunting strategy is just the sort of thing that makes this war intellectually fascinating. Everything is being thought out and then tried over that can possibly make victory. The Germans go in for psychology much more than we do, just as they go in for war more than we do, but they don't seem to be really clever about it. So they set out to make all their men understand the war, while our chaps are singing 'Tipperary.' But what the men put down aren't the beautiful things they ought to put down; most of them shove down lists of their meals, some of the diaries are all just lists of things eaten, and a lot of them have written the most damning stuff about outrages and looting. Which the French are translating and publishing. The Germans would give anything now to get back these silly diaries. And now they have made an order that no one shall go into battle with any written papers at all.... Our people got so keen on documenting and the value of chance writings that one of the principal things to do after a German attack had failed had been to hook in the documentary dead, and find out what they had on them.... It's a curious sport, this body fishing. You have a sort of triple hook on a rope, and you throw it and drag. They do the same. The other day one body near Hooghe was hooked by both sides, and they had a tug-of-war. With a sharpshooter or so cutting in whenever our men got too excited. Several men were hit. The Irish—it was an Irish regiment—got him—or at least they got the better part of him....

"That diary-hunting strategy is exactly the kind of thing that makes this war intellectually interesting. Everything that could lead to victory is being thought through and tried out. The Germans focus on psychology much more than we do, just like they engage in war more than we do, but they don’t seem to be particularly clever about it. They want all their soldiers to understand the war, while our guys are busy singing 'Tipperary.' But what the soldiers write down aren’t the meaningful things they should be noting; most of them just list their meals, and some diaries are solely lists of what they've eaten, with a lot including really harsh comments about outrages and looting. The French are translating and publishing these. The Germans would do anything to get those silly diaries back now. They've even ordered that no one can go into battle with any written materials at all.... Our side became so focused on documenting and the value of spontaneous writings that one of the main things to do after a German attack had failed was to gather up the documentary dead and see what they had on them.... It’s a strange activity, this body fishing. You use a sort of triple hook on a rope, throw it out, and drag it. They do the same thing. The other day, one body near Hooghe was hooked by both sides, and they had a tug-of-war. With a sharpshooter or two firing whenever our men got too overzealous. Several men were hit. The Irish—it was an Irish regiment—ended up getting him—or at least they got the better part of him...."

"Now that I am a sergeant, Park talks to me again about all these things, and we have a first lieutenant too keen to resist such technical details. They are purely technical details. You must take them as that. One does not think of the dead body as a man recently deceased, who had perhaps a wife and business connections and a weakness for oysters or pale brandy. Or as something that laughed and cried and didn't like getting hurt. That would spoil everything. One thinks of him merely as a uniform with marks upon it that will tell us what kind of stuff we have against us, and possibly with papers that will give us a hint of how far he and his lot are getting sick of the whole affair....

"Now that I'm a sergeant, Park talks to me again about all these things, and we have a first lieutenant who's too eager to avoid such technical details. They are purely technical details. You have to accept them as that. You don't think of the dead body as a man who just passed away, who maybe had a wife, a job, and a fondness for oysters or pale brandy. Or as someone who laughed and cried and didn’t like getting hurt. That would ruin everything. You see him only as a uniform with markings that tell us what we're up against, and possibly with papers that might give us a clue about how fed up he and his group are with the whole situation....

"There's a kind of hardening not only of the body but of the mind through all this life out here. One is living on a different level. You know—just before I came away—you talked of Dower-House-land—and outside. This is outside. It's different. Our men here are kind enough still to little things—kittens or birds or flowers. Behind the front, for example, everywhere there are Tommy gardens. Some are quite bright little patches. But it's just nonsense to suppose we are tender to the wounded up here—and, putting it plainly, there isn't a scrap of pity left for the enemy. Not a scrap. Not a trace of such feeling. They were tender about the wounded in the early days—men tell me—and reverent about the dead. It's all gone now. There have been atrocities, gas, unforgettable things. Everything is harder. Our people are inclined now to laugh at a man who gets hit, and to be annoyed at a man with a troublesome wound. The other day, they say, there was a big dead German outside the Essex trenches. He became a nuisance, and he was dragged in and taken behind the line and buried. After he was buried, a kindly soul was putting a board over him with 'Somebody's Fritz' on it, when a shell burst close by. It blew the man with the board a dozen yards and wounded him, and it restored Fritz to the open air. He was lifted clean out. He flew head over heels like a windmill. This was regarded as a tremendous joke against the men who had been at the pains of burying him. For a time nobody else would touch Fritz, who was now some yards behind his original grave. Then as he got worse and worse he was buried again by some devoted sanitarians, and this time the inscription was 'Somebody's Fritz. R.I.P.' And as luck would have it, he was spun up again. In pieces. The trench howled with laughter and cries of 'Good old Fritz!' 'This isn't the Resurrection, Fritz.'...

"There's a kind of toughening up, not just of the body but of the mind, living out here. It’s like you’re existing on a different level. You know, just before I left, you mentioned Dower-House-land—and the outside. This is the outside. It’s different. Our guys here are still kind when it comes to little things—like kittens, birds, or flowers. Behind the front, for instance, there are Tommy gardens everywhere. Some of them are bright little spots. But it’s just silly to think we’re compassionate towards the wounded up here—and honestly, there’s not a bit of pity left for the enemy. Not a bit. Not a trace of that feeling. They were caring about the wounded in the early days—people tell me—and respectful towards the dead. That’s all gone now. There have been atrocities, gas attacks, unforgettable things. Everything feels harder. Now, our folks tend to laugh at a guy who gets hit and get annoyed at someone with a troublesome injury. The other day, they say there was a big dead German outside the Essex trenches. He became a hassle, so they dragged him in, took him behind the line, and buried him. After he was buried, a good soul was putting a board over him that said ‘Somebody’s Fritz’ when a shell exploded nearby. It blew the guy with the board a dozen yards and wounded him, and Fritz popped back up into the open air. He flew out completely, spinning like a windmill. Everyone thought it was a huge joke on the guys who had bothered to bury him. For a while, nobody else wanted to touch Fritz, who was now a few yards away from where he was originally buried. Then, as he got worse and worse, some dedicated medics buried him again, and this time the inscription read ‘Somebody’s Fritz. R.I.P.’ And then, as luck would have it, he got spun up again. In pieces. The trench erupted with laughter and shouts of ‘Good old Fritz!’ ‘This isn’t the Resurrection, Fritz.’..."

"Another thing that appeals to the sunny humour of the trenches as a really delicious practical joke is the trick of the fuses. We have two kinds of fuse, a slow-burning fuse such as is used for hand-grenades and such-like things, a sort of yard-a-minute fuse, and a rapid fuse that goes a hundred yards a second—for firing mines and so on. The latter is carefully distinguished from the former by a conspicuous red thread. Also, as you know, it is the habit of the enemy and ourselves when the trenches are near enough, to enliven each other by the casting of homely but effective hand-grenades made out of tins. When a grenade drops in a British trench somebody seizes it instantly and throws it back. To hoist the German with his own petard is particularly sweet to the British mind. When a grenade drops into a German trench everybody runs. (At least that is what I am told happens by the men from our trenches; though possibly each side has its exceptions.) If the bomb explodes, it explodes. If it doesn't, Hans and Fritz presently come creeping back to see what has happened. Sometimes the fuse hasn't caught properly, it has been thrown by a nervous man; or it hasn't burnt properly. Then Hans or Fritz puts in a new fuse and sends it back with loving care. To hoist the Briton with his own petard is particularly sweet to the German mind.... But here it is that military genius comes in. Some gifted spirit on our side procured (probably by larceny) a length of mine fuse, the rapid sort, and spent a laborious day removing the red thread and making it into the likeness of its slow brother. Then bits of it were attached to tin-bombs and shied—unlit of course—into the German trenches. A long but happy pause followed. I can see the chaps holding themselves in. Hans and Fritz were understood to be creeping back, to be examining the unlit fuse, to be applying a light thereunto, in order to restore it to its maker after their custom....

"Another thing that appeals to the sunny humor of the trenches as a really delicious practical joke is the trick of the fuses. We have two kinds of fuse: a slow-burning fuse used for hand grenades and similar things—about a yard a minute—and a fast fuse that travels a hundred yards a second for firing mines and so on. The latter is clearly marked with a noticeable red thread. Also, as you know, it’s common for both sides, when the trenches are close enough, to entertain each other by tossing homemade but effective hand grenades made from tins. When a grenade lands in a British trench, someone grabs it right away and throws it back. Getting the Germans with their own weapon is especially satisfying to the British. When a grenade lands in a German trench, everyone runs. (At least, that’s what I hear from the guys in our trenches; though I suppose there are exceptions on each side.) If the bomb goes off, it goes off. If not, Hans and Fritz eventually sneak back to see what happened. Sometimes the fuse doesn’t catch properly because it was thrown by a nervous person, or it hasn’t burned correctly. Then Hans or Fritz puts in a new fuse and sends it back with care. Getting the British with their own weapon is particularly satisfying to the Germans... But this is where military cleverness comes in. Some talented person on our side (probably through theft) managed to get a length of fast mine fuse and spent a long day removing the red thread, making it look like its slow counterpart. Then bits of it were attached to tin bombs and thrown—unlit, of course—into the German trenches. A long but happy pause followed. I can picture the guys holding themselves back. Hans and Fritz were expected to creep back, examine the unlit fuse, and apply a light to it, as per their usual practice..."

"A loud bang in the German trenches indicated the moment of lighting, and the exit of Hans and Fritz to worlds less humorous.

"A loud bang in the German trenches signaled the moment of lighting, and the exit of Hans and Fritz to worlds less humorous.

"The genius in the British trenches went on with the preparation of the next surprise bomb—against the arrival of Kurt and Karl....

"The genius in the British trenches continued working on the next surprise bomb—preparing for the arrival of Kurt and Karl...."

"Hans, Fritz, Kurt, Karl, Michael and Wilhelm; it went for quite a long time before they grew suspicious....

"Hans, Fritz, Kurt, Karl, Michael, and Wilhelm; it took a while before they started to get suspicious....

"You once wrote that all fighting ought to be done nowadays by metal soldiers. I perceive, my dear Daddy, that all real fighting is...."

"You once said that all fighting these days should be done by metal soldiers. I see, my dear Dad, that all real fighting is...."


§ 11


Not all Hugh's letters were concerned with these grim technicalities. It was not always that news and gossip came along; it was rare that a young man with a commission would condescend to talk shop to two young men without one; there were few newspapers and fewer maps, and even in France and within sound of guns, Hugh could presently find warfare almost as much a bore as it had been at times in England. But his criticism of military methods died away. "Things are done better out here," he remarked, and "We're nearer reality here. I begin to respect my Captain. Who is developing a sense of locality. Happily for our prospects." And in another place he speculated in an oddly characteristic manner whether he was getting used to the army way, whether he was beginning to see the sense of the army way, or whether it really was that the army way braced up nearer and nearer to efficiency as it got nearer to the enemy. "And here one hasn't the haunting feeling that war is after all an hallucination. It's already common sense and the business of life....

Not all of Hugh's letters were about those grim details. Sometimes news and gossip would come through; it was unusual for a young man with a commission to bother talking shop with two guys who didn’t have one. There were few newspapers and even fewer maps, and even in France, close to the front lines, Hugh found warfare almost as dull as it had been at times back in England. But he stopped criticizing military methods. "Things are done better out here," he said, and "We're closer to reality here. I've started to respect my Captain, who is understanding the local situation. That’s good for our chances." In another letter, he wondered in a strangely typical way if he was getting used to military life, if he was beginning to see the logic of it, or whether it was just that the army's approach was becoming more effective as it got closer to the enemy. "And here, you don’t have that nagging feeling that war is just an illusion. It’s already common sense and part of everyday life..."

"In England I always had a sneaking idea that I had 'dressed up' in my uniform....

"In England, I always had this sneaky feeling that I had 'dressed up' in my uniform....

"I never dreamt before I came here how much war is a business of waiting about and going through duties and exercises that were only too obviously a means of preventing our discovering just how much waiting about we were doing. I suppose there is no great harm in describing the place I am in here; it's a kind of scenery that is somehow all of a piece with the life we lead day by day. It is a village that has been only partly smashed up; it has never been fought through, indeed the Germans were never within two miles of it, but it was shelled intermittently for months before we made our advance. Almost all the houses are still standing, but there is not a window left with a square foot of glass in the place. One or two houses have been burnt out, and one or two are just as though they had been kicked to pieces by a lunatic giant. We sleep in batches of four or five on the floors of the rooms; there are very few inhabitants about, but the village inn still goes on. It has one poor weary billiard-table, very small with very big balls, and the cues are without tops; it is The Amusement of the place. Ortheris does miracles at it. When he leaves the army he says he's going to be a marker, 'a b——y marker.' The country about us is flat—featureless—desolate. How I long for hills, even for Essex mud hills. Then the road runs on towards the front, a brick road frightfully worn, lined with poplars. Just at the end of the village mechanical transport ends and there is a kind of depot from which all the stuff goes up by mules or men or bicycles to the trenches. It is the only movement in the place, and I have spent hours watching men shift grub or ammunition or lending them a hand. All day one hears guns, a kind of thud at the stomach, and now and then one sees an aeroplane, very high and small. Just beyond this point there is a group of poplars which have been punished by a German shell. They are broken off and splintered in the most astonishing way; all split and ravelled out like the end of a cane that has been broken and twisted to get the ends apart. The choice of one's leisure is to watch the A.S.C. or play football, twenty a side, or sit about indoors, or stand in the doorway, or walk down to the Estaminet and wait five or six deep for the billiard-table. Ultimately one sits. And so you get these unconscionable letters."

"I never imagined before I got here how much war is about just waiting around and going through tasks and drills that clearly only serve to keep us from noticing just how much waiting we’re doing. I guess there's no harm in describing where I am; it’s a kind of landscape that fits perfectly with our daily life. It’s a village that’s only partially destroyed; it was never actually fought over, the Germans were never closer than two miles away, but it was shelled intermittently for months before our advance. Most of the houses are still standing, but there isn't a single window left unbroken. A couple of houses have burned down, and a few look like they’ve been smashed apart by a giant with anger issues. We sleep in groups of four or five on the floors of the rooms; very few locals are around, but the village inn is still in business. It has one tired billiard table, quite small with overly large balls, and the cues are missing their tips; it’s the main entertainment here. Ortheris is amazing at it. When he leaves the army, he says he’s going to be a 'bloody marker.' The surrounding countryside is flat—featureless—desolate. I long for hills, even the muddy hills of Essex. Then the road continues toward the front, a badly worn brick road lined with poplars. Just at the edge of the village, mechanical transport ends and there’s a kind of depot from which everything gets sent up to the trenches by mules, men, or bicycles. That’s the only action here, and I've spent hours watching men shift food or ammunition or lending a hand. All day, you can hear the guns, a kind of heavy thud in your gut, and occasionally, you spot a plane way up high, looking tiny. Just beyond this spot, there’s a cluster of poplars that have been blasted by a German shell. They’re broken and splintered in the most unbelievable way; all split apart and frayed like the end of a cane that’s been bent and twisted. In your free time, you can watch the A.S.C., play football with twenty a side, hang out inside, stand in the doorway, or stroll down to the Estaminet and wait five or six deep for the billiard table. Eventually, you just sit down. And that’s how you end up writing these ridiculous letters."

"Unconscionable," said Mr. Britling. "Of course—he will grow out of that sort of thing.

"Unacceptable," said Mr. Britling. "Of course—he'll grow out of that kind of behavior."

"And he'll write some day, sure enough. He'll write."

"And he will write someday, for sure. He'll write."

He went on reading the letter.

He kept reading the letter.

"We read, of course. But there never could be a library here big enough to keep us going. We can do with all sorts of books, but I don't think the ordinary sensational novel is quite the catch it was for a lot of them in peace time. Some break towards serious reading in the oddest fashion. Old Park, for example, says he wants books you can chew; he is reading a cheap edition of 'The Origin of Species.' He used to regard Florence Warden and William le Queux as the supreme delights of print. I wish you could send him Metchnikoff's 'Nature of Man' or Pearson's 'Ethics of Freethought.' I feel I am building up his tender mind. Not for me though, Daddy. Nothing of that sort for me. These things take people differently. What I want here is literary opium. I want something about fauns and nymphs in broad low glades. I would like to read Spenser's 'Faerie Queen.' I don't think I have read it, and yet I have a very distinct impression of knights and dragons and sorcerers and wicked magic ladies moving through a sort of Pre-Raphaelite tapestry scenery—only with a light on them. I could do with some Hewlett of the 'Forest Lovers' kind. Or with Joseph Conrad in his Kew Palm-house mood. And there is a book, I once looked into it at a man's room in London; I don't know the title, but it was by Richard Garnett, and it was all about gods who were in reduced circumstances but amidst sunny picturesque scenery. Scenery without steel or poles or wire. A thing after the manner of Heine's 'Florentine Nights.' Any book about Greek gods would be welcome, anything about temples of ivory-coloured stone and purple seas, red caps, chests of jewels, and lizards in the sun. I wish there was another 'Thais.' The men here are getting a kind of newspaper sheet of literature scraps called The Times Broadsheets. Snippets, but mostly from good stuff. They're small enough to stir the appetite, but not to satisfy it. Rather an irritant—and one wants no irritant.... I used to imagine reading was meant to be a stimulant. Out here it has to be an anodyne....

"We read, of course. But there could never be a library here big enough to keep us stocked. We can make do with all kinds of books, but I don't think the typical sensational novel is as appealing as it was for many during peacetime. Some people turn to serious reading in the most unexpected ways. Old Park, for instance, says he wants books you can really get into; he's reading a cheap edition of 'The Origin of Species.' He used to think that Florence Warden and William le Queux were the ultimate pleasures of literature. I wish I could send him Metchnikoff's 'Nature of Man' or Pearson's 'Ethics of Freethought.' I feel like I'm nurturing his delicate mind. But not for me, Daddy. I don't want anything like that. People react differently to these things. What I want here is literary escapism. I want something about fauns and nymphs in wide, open glades. I'd love to read Spenser's 'Faerie Queene.' I don't think I have, and yet I have a clear image of knights and dragons and sorcerers and wicked magic ladies moving through a sort of Pre-Raphaelite tapestry scenery—only illuminated. I could use some Hewlett from 'The Forest Lovers.' Or with Joseph Conrad in his Kew Palm-house mood. And there's a book I once skimmed through in a guy's room in London; I don't know the title, but it was by Richard Garnett, and it was about gods living in reduced circumstances but set against sunny, picturesque backgrounds. Backgrounds without steel, poles, or wires. Something like Heine's 'Florentine Nights.' Any book about Greek gods would be welcome, anything about temples made of ivory-colored stone and purple seas, red caps, treasure chests, and lizards basking in the sun. I wish there was another 'Thais.' The guys here are getting a kind of paper with literary snippets called The Times Broadsheets. Just bits and pieces, mostly from good stuff. They're small enough to whet the appetite, but not to satisfy it. Quite irritating—and no one wants irritation.... I used to think reading was supposed to be a stimulant. Out here, it has to be a comfort...."

"Have you heard of a book called 'Tom Cringle's Log'?

Have you heard of a book called 'Tom Cringle's Log'?

"War is an exciting game—that I never wanted to play. It excites once in a couple of months. And the rest of it is dirt and muddle and boredom, and smashed houses and spoilt roads and muddy scenery and boredom, and the lumbering along of supplies and the lumbering back of the wounded and weary—and boredom, and continual vague guessing of how it will end and boredom and boredom and boredom, and thinking of the work you were going to do and the travel you were going to have, and the waste of life and the waste of days and boredom, and splintered poplars and stink, everywhere stink and dirt and boredom.... And all because these accursed Prussians were too stupid to understand what a boredom they were getting ready when they pranced and stuck their chests out and earnt the praises of Mr. Thomas Carlyle.... Gott strafe Deutschland.... So send me some books, books of dreams, books about China and the willow-pattern plate and the golden age and fairyland. And send them soon and address them very carefully...."

"War is an intense game that I never wanted to join. It gets exciting once every few months. The rest of the time is just dirt, chaos, and boredom, along with ruined houses, damaged roads, muddy landscapes, and more boredom. It's about the slow movement of supplies and the painful return of the wounded and exhausted—and more boredom, and constant vague speculation about how it will all end, along with boredom and more boredom, while thinking about the work I wanted to do, the travel I was looking forward to, the waste of life, the waste of days, and the boredom, and the broken poplars and the stench, everywhere the stench and dirt and boredom... And all because these damn Prussians were too clueless to realize what a drag they were creating when they strutted around, puffing up their chests and earning the praise of Mr. Thomas Carlyle... Gott strafe Deutschland... So send me some books, books of dreams, books about China, the willow-pattern plate, the golden age, and fairyland. And send them quickly and address them very carefully..."


§ 12


Teddy's misadventure happened while figs were still ripening on Mr. Britling's big tree. It was Cissie brought the news to Mr. Britling. She came up to the Dower House with a white, scared face.

Teddy's misadventure happened while the figs were still ripening on Mr. Britling's big tree. It was Cissie who brought the news to Mr. Britling. She came up to the Dower House with a pale, frightened face.

"I've come up for the letters," she said. "There's bad news of Teddy, and Letty's rather in a state."

"I came to pick up the letters," she said. "There's some bad news about Teddy, and Letty's pretty upset."

"He's not——?" Mr. Britling left the word unsaid.

"He's not——?" Mr. Britling left the word unspoken.

"He's wounded and missing," said Cissie.

"He's hurt and gone," said Cissie.

"A prisoner!" said Mr. Britling.

"A prisoner!" said Mr. Britling.

"And wounded. How, we don't know."

"And hurt. How, we don't know."

She added: "Letty has gone to telegraph."

She added, "Letty has gone to send a telegram."

"Telegraph to whom?"

"Send a message to who?"

"To the War Office, to know what sort of wound he has. They tell nothing. It's disgraceful."

"To the War Office, to find out what kind of wound he has. They don’t say anything. It’s shameful."

"It doesn't say severely?"

"It doesn't say seriously?"

"It says just nothing. Wounded and missing! Surely they ought to give us particulars."

"It says nothing at all. Wounded and missing! They really should provide us with details."

Mr. Britling thought. His first thought was that now news might come at any time that Hugh was wounded and missing. Then he set himself to persuade Cissie that the absence of "seriously" meant that Teddy was only quite bearably wounded, and that if he was also "missing" it might be difficult for the War Office to ascertain at once just exactly what she wanted to know. But Cissie said merely that "Letty was in an awful state," and after Mr. Britling had given her a few instructions for his typing, he went down to the cottage to repeat these mitigatory considerations to Letty. He found her much whiter than her sister, and in a state of cold indignation with the War Office. It was clear she thought that organisation ought to have taken better care of Teddy. She had a curious effect of feeling that something was being kept back from her. It was manifest too that she was disposed to regard Mr. Britling as biased in favour of the authorities.

Mr. Britling thought. His first thought was that news could come at any moment that Hugh was wounded and missing. Then he tried to convince Cissie that the absence of "seriously" meant Teddy was only somewhat wounded, and that if he was also "missing," it might be tough for the War Office to find out exactly what she wanted to know. But Cissie simply said that "Letty was in an awful state," and after Mr. Britling gave her a few instructions for typing, he went down to the cottage to share these reassuring thoughts with Letty. He found her much paler than her sister and filled with cold anger towards the War Office. It was clear she believed that organization should have done a better job of taking care of Teddy. She had a strange sense that something was being withheld from her. It was also obvious that she saw Mr. Britling as biased in favor of the authorities.

"At any rate," she said, "they could have answered my telegram promptly. I sent it at eight. Two hours of scornful silence."

"Anyway," she said, "they could have replied to my telegram quickly. I sent it at eight. Two hours of complete silence."

This fierce, strained, unjust Letty was a new aspect to Mr. Britling. Her treatment of his proffered consolations made him feel slightly henpecked.

This intense, tense, unfair Letty was a different side of Mr. Britling. The way she responded to his offered comfort made him feel a bit nagged.

"And just fancy!" she said. "They have no means of knowing if he has arrived safely on the German side. How can they know he is a prisoner without knowing that?"

"And just imagine!" she said. "They have no way of knowing if he made it safely to the German side. How can they be sure he’s a prisoner without knowing that?"

"But the word is 'missing.'"

"But the word is 'missing'."

"That means a prisoner," said Letty uncivilly....

"That means a prisoner," said Letty rudely....


§ 13


Mr. Britling returned to the Dower House perplexed and profoundly disturbed. He had a distressful sense that things were far more serious with Teddy than he had tried to persuade Letty they were; that "wounded and missing" meant indeed a man abandoned to very sinister probabilities. He was distressed for Teddy, and still more acutely distressed for Mrs. Teddy, whose every note and gesture betrayed suppositions even more sinister than his own. And that preposterous sense of liability, because he had helped Teddy to get his commission, was more distressful than it had ever been. He was surprised that Letty had not assailed him with railing accusations.

Mr. Britling returned to the Dower House feeling confused and deeply troubled. He had a painful awareness that things were much more serious with Teddy than he had tried to convince Letty they were; that "wounded and missing" truly suggested a man facing very dark possibilities. He felt a lot of concern for Teddy, and even more intense worry for Mrs. Teddy, whose every note and gesture revealed assumptions even more alarming than his own. That ridiculous sense of responsibility, since he had helped Teddy secure his commission, weighed on him more than ever. He was surprised that Letty hadn't confronted him with angry accusations.

And this event had wiped off at one sweep all the protective scab of habituation that had gathered over the wound of Hugh's departure. He was back face to face with the one evil chance in five....

And this event had completely removed all the protective layer of routine that had formed over the hurt of Hugh's departure. He was back to facing the one bad luck in five...

In the hall there was lying a letter from Hugh that had come by the second post. It was a relief even to see it....

In the hallway, there was a letter from Hugh that had arrived with the second post. It was a relief just to see it....

Hugh had had his first spell in the trenches.

Hugh had his first stint in the trenches.

Before his departure he had promised his half brothers a long and circumstantial account of what the trenches were really like. Here he redeemed his promise. He had evidently written with the idea that the letter would be handed over to them.

Before he left, he promised his half-brothers a detailed account of what the trenches were really like. Here, he fulfilled that promise. He had evidently written with the intention that the letter would be given to them.

"Tell the bruddykinses I'm glad they're going to Brinsmead school. Later on, I suppose, they will go on to Statesminster. I suppose that you don't care to send them so far in these troubled times....

"Let the bruddykinses know I’m happy they're going to Brinsmead school. Eventually, I guess they’ll move on to Statesminster. I assume you’re not keen on sending them that far during these tough times...."

"And now about those trenches—as I promised. The great thing to grasp is that they are narrow. They are a sort of negative wall. They are more like giant cracks in the ground than anything else.... But perhaps I had better begin by telling how we got there. We started about one in the morning ladened up with everything you can possibly imagine on a soldier, and in addition I had a kettle—filled with water—most of the chaps had bundles of firewood, and some had extra bread. We marched out of our quarters along the road for a mile or more, and then we took the fields, and presently came to a crest and dropped into a sort of maze of zigzag trenches going up to the front trench. These trenches, you know, are much deeper than one's height; you don't see anything. It's like walking along a mud-walled passage. You just trudge along them in single file. Every now and then some one stumbles into a soakaway for rainwater or swears at a soft place, or somebody blunders into the man in front of him. This seems to go on for hours and hours. It certainly went on for an hour; so I suppose we did two or three miles of it. At one place we crossed a dip in the ground and a ditch, and the trench was built up with sandbags up to the ditch and there was a plank. Overhead there were stars, and now and then a sort of blaze thing they send up lit up the edges of the trench and gave one a glimpse of a treetop or a factory roof far away. Then for a time it was more difficult to go on because you were blinded. Suddenly just when you were believing that this sort of trudge was going on forever, we were in the support trenches behind the firing line, and found the men we were relieving ready to come back.

"And now about those trenches—as I promised. The main thing to understand is that they are narrow. They’re like a negative wall. More than anything else, they resemble giant cracks in the ground. But maybe I should start by telling how we got there. We set out around one in the morning, loaded down with everything a soldier might need, and on top of that, I had a kettle filled with water—most of the guys had bundles of firewood, and some brought extra bread. We marched out of our quarters along the road for about a mile, then we headed into the fields and soon came to a ridge, dropping into a kind of maze of zigzagging trenches leading up to the front trench. These trenches, you know, are much deeper than your height; you can’t see anything. It’s like walking through a muddy passage. You just shuffle along them in a single file. Every now and then someone stumbles into a soakaway for rainwater or curses a muddy patch, or someone bumps into the person ahead of them. This seems to go on for hours. It definitely lasted at least an hour; so I guess we covered two or three miles of it. At one point, we crossed a dip and a ditch where the trench was built up with sandbags to the edge of the ditch, and there was a plank. Overhead, stars were visible, and occasionally a bright flare would light up the edges of the trench, giving a glimpse of a treetop or a factory roof far away. Then for a while, it was harder to move because you were blinded. Just when you thought this endless trudging would go on forever, we found ourselves in the support trenches behind the firing line, where we met the men we were relieving, who were ready to head back."

"And the firing line itself? Just the same sort of ditch with a parapet of sandbags, but with dug-outs, queer big holes helped out with sleepers from a nearby railway track, opening into it from behind. Dug-outs vary a good deal. Many are rather like the cubby-house we made at the end of the orchard last summer; only the walls are thick enough to stand a high explosive shell. The best dug-out in our company's bit of front was quite a dressy affair with some woodwork and a door got from the ruins of a house twenty or thirty yards behind us. It had a stove in it too, and a chimbley, and pans to keep water in. It was the best dug-out for miles. This house had a well, and there was a special trench ran back to that, and all day long there was a coming and going for water. There had once been a pump over the well, but a shell had smashed that....

"And the firing line itself? Just the same kind of trench with a wall of sandbags, but with dugouts, strange big holes supported with beams from a nearby railway, opening into it from behind. Dugouts vary quite a bit. Many are somewhat like the playhouse we built at the end of the orchard last summer; only the walls are thick enough to withstand a high explosive shell. The best dugout in our company's section of the front was quite fancy with some woodwork and a door salvaged from the ruins of a house twenty or thirty yards back. It even had a stove, a chimney, and pans to hold water. It was the best dugout for miles. This house had a well, and there was a special trench that ran back to it, so there was constant traffic for water. There had once been a pump over the well, but a shell had destroyed that...."

"And now you expect me to tell of Germans and the fight and shelling and all sorts of things. I haven't seen a live German; I haven't been within two hundred yards of a shell burst, there has been no attack and I haven't got the V.C. I have made myself muddy beyond describing; I've been working all the time, but I've not fired a shot or fought a ha'porth. We were busy all the time—just at work, repairing the parapet, which had to be done gingerly because of snipers, bringing our food in from the rear in big carriers, getting water, pushing our trench out from an angle slantingways forward. Getting meals, clearing up and so on takes a lot of time. We make tea in big kettles in the big dug-out, which two whole companies use for their cooking, and carry them with a pole through the handles to our platoons. We wash up and wash and shave. Dinner preparation (and consumption) takes two or three hours. Tea too uses up time. It's like camping out and picnicking in the park. This first time (and next too) we have been mixed with some Sussex men who have been here longer and know the business.... It works out that we do most of the fatigue. Afterwards we shall go up alone to a pitch of our own....

"And now you want me to talk about the Germans and the fighting and the shelling and everything else. I haven't seen a live German; I haven't been within two hundred yards of a shell blast, there hasn't been any attack, and I haven't earned the V.C. I've gotten myself muddy beyond description; I've been working nonstop, but I haven't fired a shot or fought at all. We were busy the entire time—just working, repairing the parapet, which had to be done carefully because of snipers, bringing our food in from the back with large carriers, getting water, and extending our trench forward at an angle. Preparing meals, cleaning up, and so on takes up a lot of time. We make tea in large kettles in the big dug-out, which two whole companies use for their cooking, and carry them with a pole through the handles to our platoons. We wash up and clean ourselves and shave. Getting dinner ready (and eating it) takes two or three hours. Tea takes up time too. It's like camping out and having a picnic in the park. This first time (and probably the next) we've been mixed with some Sussex men who have been here longer and know what they're doing.... It turns out that we do most of the hard work. Afterward we'll go up alone to a spot of our own....

"But all the time you want to know about the Germans. They are a quarter of a mile away at this part, or nearly a quarter of a mile. When you snatch a peep at them it is like a low parti-coloured stone wall—only the stones are sandbags. The Germans have them black and white, so that you cannot tell which are loopholes and which are black bags. Our people haven't been so clever—and the War Office love of uniformity has given us only white bags. No doubt it looks neater. But it makes our loopholes plain. For a time black sandbags were refused. The Germans sniped at us, but not very much. Only one of our lot was hit, by a chance shot that came through the sandbag at the top of the parapet. He just had a cut in the neck which didn't prevent his walking back. They shelled the trenches half a mile to the left of us though, and it looked pretty hot. The sandbags flew about. But the men lie low, and it looks worse than it is. The weather was fine and pleasant, as General French always says. And after three days and nights of cramped existence and petty chores, one in the foremost trench and two a little way back, and then two days in support, we came back—and here we are again waiting for our second Go.

"But all the time, you're curious about the Germans. They're about a quarter mile away from us here, or almost that. When you sneak a glance at them, they look like a low, colorful stone wall—except the stones are sandbags. The Germans have theirs in black and white, making it hard to tell which are loopholes and which are just black bags. Our side hasn't been as clever, and the War Office's obsession with uniformity has given us only white bags. Sure, it looks neater, but it makes our loopholes obvious. For a while, they rejected black sandbags. The Germans did fire at us, but not too much. Only one of our guys got hit by a lucky shot that came through the sandbag at the top of the parapet. He just got a cut on his neck, which didn’t stop him from walking back. They shelled the trenches half a mile to our left, though, and it looked pretty intense. The sandbags were flying everywhere. But the men kept low, so it looks worse than it is. The weather was nice and pleasant, just like General French always says. After three days and nights of cramped living and small tasks, with one group in the front trench and two a little further back, then two days in support, we came back—and here we are again, waiting for our second turn."

"The night time is perhaps a little more nervy than the day. You get your head up and look about, and see the flat dim country with its ruined houses and its lumps of stuff that are dead bodies and its long vague lines of sandbags, and the searchlights going like white windmill arms and an occasional flare or star shell. And you have a nasty feeling of people creeping and creeping all night between the trenches....

"The nighttime is maybe a bit more unsettling than the daytime. You lift your head and look around, seeing the flat, dim landscape with its ruined houses and lumps of what are dead bodies, its long, blurry lines of sandbags, and searchlights moving like white windmill arms, along with the occasional flare or star shell. And you can’t shake the creepy feeling of people sneaking around all night between the trenches...."

"Some of us went out to strengthen a place in the parapet that was only one sandbag thick, where a man had been hit during the day. We made it four bags thick right up to the top. All the while you were doing it, you dreaded to find yourself in the white glare of a searchlight, and you had a feeling that something would hit you suddenly from behind. I had to make up my mind not to look round, or I should have kept on looking round.... Also our chaps kept shooting over us, within a foot of one's head. Just to persuade the Germans that we were not out of the trench....

"Some of us went out to reinforce a spot in the parapet that was only one sandbag thick, where a guy had been hit earlier in the day. We made it four bags thick all the way to the top. While we were doing this, you feared being caught in the bright glare of a searchlight, , and you had this sense that something would suddenly hit you from behind. I had to make up my mind not to look back, or I would have kept turning around.... Plus, our guys kept firing over us, just a foot from our heads. Just to convince the Germans that we weren't out of the trench...."

"Nothing happened to us. We got back all right. It was silly to have left that parapet only one bag thick. There's the truth, and all of my first time in the trenches.

"Nothing happened to us. We made it back okay. It was stupid to leave that parapet only one bag thick. That's the truth, and that's my whole experience in the trenches."

"And the Germans?

"And what about the Germans?"

"I tell you there was no actual fighting at all. I never saw the head of one.

"I’m telling you, there was no real fighting at all. I never saw one."

"But now see what a good bruddykins I am. I have seen a fight, a real exciting fight, and I have kept it to the last to tell you about.... It was a fight in the air. And the British won. It began with a German machine appearing, very minute and high, sailing towards our lines a long way to the left. We could tell it was a German because of the black cross; they decorate every aeroplane with a black Iron Cross on its wings and tail; that our officer could see with his glasses. (He let me look.) Suddenly whack, whack, whack, came a line of little puffs of smoke behind it, and then one in front of it, which meant that our anti-aircraft guns were having a go at it. Then, as suddenly, Archibald stopped, and we could see the British machine buzzing across the path of the German. It was just like two birds circling in the air. Or wasps. They buzzed like wasps. There was a little crackling—like brushing your hair in frosty weather. They were shooting at each other. Then our lieutenant called out, 'Hit, by Jove!' and handed the glasses to Park and instantly wanted them back. He says he saw bits of the machine flying off.

"But now, check out what a great buddy I am. I've witnessed a fight, a real thrilling fight, and I've saved the best for last to tell you about it.... It was an aerial battle. And the British came out on top. It started when a German plane appeared, very small and high, gliding toward our lines far off to the left. We knew it was German because of the black cross; they mark every plane with a black Iron Cross on its wings and tail, and our officer was able to spot it with his binoculars. (He let me take a look.) Suddenly, whack, whack, whack, came a series of little puffs of smoke behind it, and then one in front, indicating that our anti-aircraft guns were taking shots at it. Then, just as quickly, Archibald stopped, and we could see the British plane zooming across the German's path. It was just like two birds circling in the air. Or wasps. They buzzed like wasps. There was a little crackling—like brushing your hair on a frosty day. They were shooting at each other. Then our lieutenant shouted, 'Hit, by Jove!' and handed the binoculars to Park, instantly wanting them back. He said he saw pieces of the plane breaking off."

"When he said that you could fancy you saw it too, up there in the blue.

"When he said that you could imagine you saw it too, up there in the blue."

"Anyhow the little machine cocked itself up on end. Rather slowly.... Then down it came like dropping a knife....

"Anyway, the small machine positioned itself upright. Then it fell down slowly, like dropping a knife...."

"It made you say 'Ooooo!' to see that dive. It came down, seemed to get a little bit under control, and then dive down again. You could hear the engine roar louder and louder as it came down. I never saw anything fall so fast. We saw it hit the ground among a lot of smashed-up buildings on the crest behind us. It went right over and flew to pieces, all to smithereens....

"It made you say 'Ooooo!' to see that dive. It came down, seemed to get a little bit under control, and then dove down again. You could hear the engine roar louder and louder as it descended. I've never seen anything fall so fast. We watched it crash to the ground among a bunch of wrecked buildings on the hill behind us. It went right over and broke into pieces, all to smithereens....

"It hurt your nose to see it hit the ground....

"It hurt your nose to see it hit the ground....

"Somehow—I was sort of overcome by the thought of the men in that dive. I was trying to imagine how they felt it. From the moment when they realised they were going.

"Somehow—I was kind of overwhelmed by the idea of the guys in that dive. I was trying to picture how they felt about it. From the moment they realized they were leaving."

"What on earth must it have seemed like at last?

What must it have felt like finally?

"They fell seven thousand feet, the men say; some say nine thousand feet. A mile and a half!

"They fell seven thousand feet, the guys say; some say nine thousand feet. A mile and a half!"

"But all the chaps were cheering.... And there was our machine hanging in the sky. You wanted to reach up and pat it on the back. It went up higher and away towards the German lines, as though it was looking for another German. It seemed to go now quite slowly. It was an English machine, though for a time we weren't sure; our machines are done in tri-colour just as though they were French. But everybody says it was English. It was one of our crack fighting machines, and from first to last it has put down seven Germans.... And that's really all the fighting there was. There has been fighting here; a month ago. There are perhaps a dozen dead Germans lying out still in front of the lines. Little twisted figures, like overthrown scarecrows, about a hundred yards away. But that is all.

"But all the guys were cheering.... And there was our plane hanging in the sky. You wanted to reach up and give it a pat on the back. It climbed higher and drifted toward the German lines, as if it was searching for another German. It seemed to move quite slowly now. It was an English plane, though for a while we weren't sure; our planes are painted in tri-color just like they were French. But everyone says it was English. It was one of our top fighter planes, and from start to finish, it took down seven Germans.... And that's really all the fighting there was. There has been fighting here; a month ago. There are maybe a dozen dead Germans still lying in front of the lines. Little twisted shapes, like knocked-over scarecrows, about a hundred yards away. But that’s it.

"No, the trenches have disappointed me. They are a scene of tiresome domesticity. They aren't a patch on our quarters in the rear. There isn't the traffic. I've not found a single excuse for firing my rifle. I don't believe I shall ever fire my rifle at an enemy—ever....

"No, the trenches have let me down. They feel like a boring routine. They can't compare to our accommodations in the rear. There's not enough activity. I haven't encountered a single reason to use my rifle. I don't think I'll ever shoot my rifle at an enemy—ever...."

"You've seen Rendezvous' fresh promotion, I suppose? He's one of the men the young officers talk about. Everybody believes in him. Do you remember how Manning used to hide from him?..."

"You've seen Rendezvous' new promotion, right? He’s one of the guys the younger officers talk about. Everyone believes in him. Do you remember how Manning used to avoid him?..."


§ 14


Mr. Britling read this through, and then his thoughts went back to Teddy's disappearance and then returned to Hugh. The youngster was right in the front now, and one had to steel oneself to the possibilities of the case. Somehow Mr. Britling had not expected to find Hugh so speedily in the firing line, though he would have been puzzled to find a reason why this should not have happened. But he found he had to begin the lesson of stoicism all over again.

Mr. Britling read this through, and then his thoughts drifted back to Teddy's disappearance before returning to Hugh. The kid was right at the front now, and one had to brace themselves for the possibilities of the situation. Somehow, Mr. Britling hadn't anticipated finding Hugh so quickly in the action, though he would have been puzzled to explain why that shouldn’t have happened. But he realized he had to start the lesson of resilience all over again.

He read the letter twice, and then he searched for some indication of its date. He suspected that letters were sometimes held back....

He read the letter twice, then looked for any sign of when it was dated. He suspected that letters were sometimes delayed...

Four days later this suspicion was confirmed by the arrival of another letter from Hugh in which he told of his second spell in the trenches. This time things had been much more lively. They had been heavily shelled and there had been a German attack. And this time he was writing to his father, and wrote more freely. He had scribbled in pencil.

Four days later, this suspicion was confirmed by another letter from Hugh, in which he talked about his second stint in the trenches. This time, things had been much more intense. They had come under heavy shelling, and there had been a German attack. This time, he was writing to his father and felt more open about his feelings. He had jotted it down in pencil.

"Things are much livelier here than they were. Our guns are getting to work. They are firing in spells of an hour or so, three or four times a day, and just when they seem to be leaving off they begin again. The Germans suddenly got the range of our trenches the day before yesterday, and begun to pound us with high explosive.... Well, it's trying. You never seem quite to know when the next bang is coming, and that keeps your nerves hung up; it seems to tighten your muscles and tire you. We've done nothing but lie low all day, and I feel as weary as if I had marched twenty miles. Then 'whop,' one's near you, and there is a flash and everything flies. It's a mad sort of smash-about. One came much too close to be pleasant; as near as the old oil jars are from the barn court door. It bowled me clean over and sent a lot of gravel over me. When I got up there was twenty yards of trench smashed into a mere hole, and men lying about, and some of them groaning and one three-quarters buried. We had to turn to and get them out as well as we could....

"Things are much livelier here than before. Our guns are really getting into action. They're firing in bursts of an hour or so, three or four times a day, and just when they seem to stop, they start up again. The Germans suddenly figured out the range of our trenches the day before yesterday and began to bombard us with high explosives... Well, it’s tough. You can never quite tell when the next bang is coming, which keeps your nerves on edge; it tightens your muscles and wears you out. We've just been lying low all day, and I feel as exhausted as if I had marched twenty miles. Then 'whop,' one lands near you, and there’s a flash and everything goes flying. It’s a chaotic scene. One explosion came way too close for comfort; it was as close as the old oil jars are to the barn court door. It knocked me over and covered me in gravel. When I got up, twenty yards of trench had been turned into a hole, with men scattered around, some groaning and one partially buried. We had to get to work and pull them out as best as we could...."

"I felt stunned and insensitive; it was well to have something to do....

I felt shocked and unfeeling; it was good to have something to occupy my time.

"Our guns behind felt for the German guns. It was the damnest racket. Like giant lunatics smashing about amidst colossal pots and pans. They fired different sorts of shells; stink shells as well as Jack Johnsons, and though we didn't get much of that at our corner there was a sting of chlorine in the air all through the afternoon. Most of the stink shells fell short. We hadn't masks, but we rigged up a sort of protection with our handkerchiefs. And it didn't amount to very much. It was rather like the chemistry room after Heinrich and the kids had been mixing things. Most of the time I was busy helping with the men who had got hurt. Suddenly there came a lull. Then some one said the Germans were coming, and I had a glimpse of them.

"Our guns felt for the German guns. It was a crazy noise, like huge maniacs banging around among giant pots and pans. They fired different kinds of shells – stink shells and Jack Johnsons – and even though we didn’t get hit much at our spot, there was a sting of chlorine in the air all afternoon. Most of the stink shells landed short. We didn’t have masks, but we made do with our handkerchiefs for protection. It didn’t help much. It was like the chemistry lab after Heinrich and the kids had been mixing stuff. Most of the time, I was busy assisting the injured. Suddenly, there was a lull. Then someone said the Germans were coming, and I caught a glimpse of them."

"You don't look at anything steadily while the guns are going. When a big gun goes off or a shell bursts anywhere near you, you seem neither to see nor hear for a moment. You keep on being intermittently stunned. One sees in a kind of flicker in between the impacts....

"You don't focus on anything for long when the guns are firing. When a big gun goes off or a shell explodes close to you, it feels like you can't see or hear for a moment. You just keep getting intermittently dazed. You catch glimpses in a sort of flicker between the impacts...."

"Well, there they were. This time I saw them. They were coming out and running a little way and dropping, and our shell was bursting among them and behind them. A lot of it was going too far. I watched what our men were doing, and poured out a lot of cartridges ready to my hand and began to blaze away. Half the German attack never came out of their trench. If they really intended business against us, which I doubt, they were half-hearted in carrying it out. They didn't show for five minutes, and they left two or three score men on the ground. Whenever we saw a man wriggle we were told to fire at him; it might be an unwounded man trying to crawl back. For a time our guns gave them beans. Then it was practically over, but about sunset their guns got back at us again, and the artillery fight went on until it was moonlight. The chaps in our third company caught it rather badly, and then our guns seemed to find something and get the upper hand....

"Well, there they were. This time I saw them. They were coming out, running a little way and dropping, while our shells were bursting among them and behind them. A lot of it was going too far. I watched what our men were doing, poured out a lot of cartridges ready to hand, and started shooting. Half of the German attack never came out of their trench. If they really meant to engage us, which I doubt, they were half-hearted in doing so. They didn't show for five minutes and left two or three dozen men on the ground. Whenever we saw a man wriggle, we were told to fire at him; it might be an unwounded man trying to crawl back. For a while, our guns were really on target. Then it was practically over, but around sunset, their guns got back at us again, and the artillery fight continued until it was moonlight. The guys in our third company took it pretty badly, and then our guns seemed to find something and gain the upper hand...."

"In the night some of our men went out to repair the wire entanglements, and one man crawled halfway to the enemy trenches to listen. But I had done my bit for the day, and I was supposed to sleep in the dug-out. I was far too excited to sleep. All my nerves were jumping about, and my mind was like a lot of flying fragments flying about very fast....

"In the night, some of our guys went out to fix the wire entanglements, and one guy crawled halfway to the enemy trenches to listen in. But I had done my part for the day, and I was supposed to be sleeping in the dug-out. I was way too pumped to sleep. My nerves were all over the place, and my mind was like a bunch of fast-flying fragments..."

"They shelled us again next day and our tea dixy was hit; so that we didn't get any tea....

"They shelled us again the next day, and our tea container was hit, so we didn’t get any tea..."

"I slept thirty hours after I got back here. And now I am slowly digesting these experiences. Most of our fellows are. My mind and nerves have been rather bumped and bruised by the shelling, but not so much as you might think. I feel as though I'd presently not think very much of it. Some of our men have got the stun of it a lot more than I have. It gets at the older men more. Everybody says that. The men of over thirty-five don't recover from a shelling for weeks. They go about—sort of hesitatingly....

"I slept for thirty hours after I got back here. Now I’m slowly processing these experiences. Most of our guys are too. My mind and nerves have been pretty shaken up by the shelling, but not as much as you might think. I feel like I’m not really going to dwell on it right now. Some of our men have been affected a lot more than I have. It seems to hit the older guys harder. Everyone says that. The men over thirty-five take weeks to bounce back from a shelling. They move around—kind of unsure of themselves...."

"Life is very primitive here—which doesn't mean that one is getting down to anything fundamental, but only going back to something immediate and simple. It's fetching and carrying and getting water and getting food and going up to the firing line and coming back. One goes on for weeks, and then one day one finds oneself crying out, 'What is all this for? When is it to end?' I seemed to have something ahead of me before this war began, education, science, work, discoveries; all sorts of things; but it is hard to feel that there is anything ahead of us here....

"Life is very basic here—which doesn't mean that we're getting back to anything essential, but just returning to something immediate and simple. It's all about fetching and carrying, getting water and food, heading to the front lines and coming back. You keep going for weeks, and then one day you find yourself shouting, 'What’s all this for? When is it going to end?' I felt like I had something waiting for me before this war started—education, science, work, discoveries; all kinds of things; but it's hard to believe there's anything in store for us here...."

"Somehow the last spell in the fire trench has shaken up my mind a lot. I was getting used to the war before, but now I've got back to my original amazement at the whole business. I find myself wondering what we are really up to, why the war began, why we were caught into this amazing routine. It looks, it feels orderly, methodical, purposeful. Our officers give us orders and get their orders, and the men back there get their orders. Everybody is getting orders. Back, I suppose, to Lord Kitchener. It goes on for weeks with the effect of being quite sane and intended and the right thing, and then, then suddenly it comes whacking into one's head, 'But this—this is utterly mad!' This going to and fro and to and fro and to and fro; this monotony which breaks ever and again into violence—violence that never gets anywhere—is exactly the life that a lunatic leads. Melancholia and mania.... It's just a collective obsession—by war. The world is really quite mad. I happen to be having just one gleam of sanity, that won't last after I have finished this letter. I suppose when an individual man goes mad and gets out of the window because he imagines the door is magically impossible, and dances about in the street without his trousers jabbing at passers-by with a toasting-fork, he has just the same sombre sense of unavoidable necessity that we have, all of us, when we go off with our packs into the trenches....

"Somehow, the last spell in the fire trench has really shaken up my mind. I was getting used to the war before, but now I’m back to my original amazement at the whole situation. I find myself wondering what we’re really doing, why the war started, and why we got caught in this strange routine. It seems orderly, methodical, and purposeful. Our officers give us orders, get their orders, and the men behind them get their orders too. Everyone is getting orders. I guess it all goes back to Lord Kitchener. This continues for weeks, creating the impression that it’s all quite sane and intended and the right thing to do, and then suddenly it hits you, ‘But this—this is utterly mad!’ This constant going back and forth; this monotony that occasionally erupts into violence—violence that never leads anywhere—is exactly the life of a lunatic. Melancholic and manic… It’s just a collective obsession—with war. The world is genuinely quite mad. I happen to have a brief moment of sanity that won’t last after I finish this letter. I suppose when an individual goes mad and jumps out the window because he thinks the door is magically locked, dancing in the street without his pants and poking at passersby with a toasting fork, he feels that same sense of inevitable necessity that we all feel when we head off with our packs into the trenches…"

"It's only by an effort that I can recall how life felt in the spring of 1914. Do you remember Heinrich and his attempt to make a table chart of the roses, so that we could sit outside the barn and read the names of all the roses in the barn court? Like the mountain charts they have on tables in Switzerland. What an inconceivable thing that is now! For all I know I shot Heinrich the other night. For all I know he is one of the lumps that we counted after the attack went back.

"It's only with effort that I can remember how life felt in the spring of 1914. Do you remember Heinrich and his attempt to create a table chart of the roses, so we could sit outside the barn and read the names of all the roses in the barn courtyard? Like the mountain charts they have on tables in Switzerland. What an unimaginable thing that seems now! For all I know, I shot Heinrich the other night. For all I know, he’s one of the bodies we counted after the attack went back."

"It's a queer thing, Daddy, but I have a sort of seditious feeling in writing things like this. One gets to feel that it is wrong to think. It's the effect of discipline. Of being part of a machine. Still, I doubt if I ought to think. If one really looks into things in this spirit, where is it going to take us? Ortheris—his real name by the by is Arthur Jewell—hasn't any of these troubles. 'The b——y Germans butted into Belgium,' he says. 'We've got to 'oof 'em out again. That's all abart it. Leastways it's all I know.... I don't know nothing about Serbia, I don't know nothing about anything, except that the Germans got to stop this sort of gime for Everlasting, Amen.'...

"It's a strange thing, Dad, but I have this sort of rebellious feeling when I write things like this. It feels wrong to think. It's the result of discipline. Being part of a machine. Still, I wonder if I should be thinking at all. When you really dig into things with this mindset, where is it going to lead us? Ortheris—his real name is Arthur Jewell, by the way—doesn’t have any of these concerns. 'The damn Germans invaded Belgium,' he says. 'We have to kick them out again. That's all there is to it. At least that's all I know.... I don't know anything about Serbia, I don’t know anything about anything, except that the Germans have to end this sort of regime for good, Amen.'..."

"Sometimes I think he's righter than I am. Sometimes I think he is only madder."

"Sometimes I think he's more right than I am. Other times, I think he's just angrier."


§ 15


These letters weighed heavily upon Mr. Britling's mind. He perceived that this precociously wise, subtle youngster of his was now close up to the line of injury and death, going to and fro from it, in a perpetual, fluctuating danger. At any time now in the day or night the evil thing might wing its way to him. If Mr. Britling could have prayed, he would have prayed for Hugh. He began and never finished some ineffectual prayers.

These letters were a heavy burden on Mr. Britling's mind. He realized that this unusually wise, clever young man of his was now teetering on the edge of harm and death, constantly moving back and forth in an ever-present danger. At any moment, day or night, something terrible could come for him. If Mr. Britling could have prayed, he would have prayed for Hugh. He started some ineffective prayers but never finished them.

He tried to persuade himself of a Roman stoicism; that he would be sternly proud, sternly satisfied, if this last sacrifice for his country was demanded from him. He perceived he was merely humbugging himself....

He tried to convince himself of a Roman stoicism; that he would be proudly strong, proudly content, if this final sacrifice for his country was asked of him. He realized he was just fooling himself...

This war had no longer the simple greatness that would make any such stern happiness possible....

This war no longer had the straightforward significance that would allow any kind of stern happiness to exist.

The disaster to Teddy and Mrs. Teddy hit him hard. He winced at the thought of Mrs. Teddy's white face; the unspoken accusation in her eyes. He felt he could never bring himself to say his one excuse to her: "I did not keep Hugh back. If I had done that, then you might have the right to blame."

The disaster to Teddy and Mrs. Teddy struck him deeply. He flinched at the image of Mrs. Teddy's pale face; the silent accusation in her eyes. He felt he could never bring himself to say his only excuse to her: "I didn't hold Hugh back. If I had, then you would have the right to blame me."

If he had overcome every other difficulty in the way to an heroic pose there was still Hugh's unconquerable lucidity of outlook. War was a madness....

If he had managed to get past every other challenge on the path to a heroic stance, there still remained Hugh's unbeatable clarity of perspective. War was a madness....

But what else was to be done? What else could be done? We could not give in to Germany. If a lunatic struggles, sane men must struggle too....

But what else could we do? What other options did we have? We couldn't surrender to Germany. If a madman fights, rational people must fight too...

Mr. Britling had ceased to write about the war at all. All his later writings about it had been abandoned unfinished. He could not imagine them counting, affecting any one, producing any effect. Indeed he was writing now very intermittently. His contributions to The Times had fallen away. He was perpetually thinking now about the war, about life and death, about the religious problems that had seemed so remote in the days of the peace; but none of his thinking would become clear and definite enough for writing. All the clear stars of his mind were hidden by the stormy clouds of excitement that the daily newspaper perpetually renewed and by the daily developments of life. And just as his professional income shrank before his mental confusion and impotence, the private income that came from his and his wife's investments became uncertain. She had had two thousand pounds in the Constantinople loan, seven hundred in debentures of the Ottoman railway; he had held similar sums in two Hungarian and one Bulgarian loan, in a linoleum factory at Rouen and in a Swiss Hotel company. All these stopped payments, and the dividends from their other investments shrank. There seemed no limit set to the possibilities of shrinkage of capital and income. Income tax had leapt to colossal dimensions, the cost of most things had risen, and the tangle of life was now increased by the need for retrenchments and economies. He decided that Gladys, the facetiously named automobile, was a luxury, and sold her for a couple of hundred pounds. He lost his gardener, who had gone to higher priced work with a miller, and he had great trouble to replace him, so that the garden became disagreeably unkempt and unsatisfactory. He had to give up his frequent trips to London. He was obliged to defer Statesminster for the boys. For a time at any rate they must go as day boys to Brinsmead. At every point he met this uncongenial consideration of ways and means. For years now he had gone easy, lived with a certain self-indulgence. It was extraordinarily vexatious to have one's greater troubles for one's country and one's son and one's faith crossed and complicated by these little troubles of the extra sixpence and the untimely bill.

Mr. Britling had stopped writing about the war completely. All his later work on the subject had been left unfinished. He couldn’t see how they would matter, affect anyone, or make any impact. In fact, he was now writing very sporadically. His contributions to The Times had dwindled. He was constantly thinking about the war, about life and death, about the religious issues that had seemed so distant during peacetime; but none of his thoughts became clear or focused enough to write about. All the bright ideas in his mind were obscured by the turbulent clouds of anxiety that the daily news constantly stirred up and by the daily changes in life. Just as his professional income decreased due to his confusion and helplessness, the private income from his and his wife's investments also became uncertain. She had invested two thousand pounds in the Constantinople loan and seven hundred in the debentures of the Ottoman railway; he had similar amounts in two Hungarian loans, one Bulgarian loan, a linoleum factory in Rouen, and a Swiss hotel company. All these payments stopped, and the dividends from their other investments fell as well. It seemed like there was no limit to the potential decline of their capital and income. Income tax had skyrocketed, the price of most things had risen, and life became even more tangled with the need for cutbacks and savings. He decided that Gladys, his jokingly named car, was a luxury and sold her for a couple of hundred pounds. He lost his gardener, who got a higher-paying job with a miller, and he had great difficulty finding a replacement, causing the garden to become unpleasantly untidy and unsatisfactory. He had to give up his frequent trips to London. He was forced to delay Statesminster for the boys. For now, they had to attend Brinsmead as day boys. At every turn, he faced this annoying concern of finances. For years, he had lived comfortably, indulging himself a bit. It was extremely frustrating to have his bigger worries about his country, his son, and his faith complicated by these little issues of money and unexpected bills.

What worried his mind perhaps more than anything else was his gradual loss of touch with the essential issues of the war. At first the militarism, the aggression of Germany, had seemed so bad that he could not see the action of Britain and her allies as anything but entirely righteous. He had seen the war plainly and simply in the phrase, "Now this militarism must end." He had seen Germany as a system, as imperialism and junkerism, as a callous materialist aggression, as the spirit that makes war, and the Allies as the protest of humanity against all these evil things.

What worried him more than anything else was his slowly fading connection to the core issues of the war. At first, Germany's militarism and aggression seemed so terrible that he could only view Britain's actions and those of her allies as completely justified. He had seen the war clearly and simply as, "This militarism has to stop." He viewed Germany as a system of imperialism and junkerism, a ruthless materialistic aggression, as the force that causes war, and the Allies as humanity's stand against all these evils.

Insensibly, in spite of himself, this first version of the war was giving place to another. The tawdry, rhetorical German Emperor, who had been the great antagonist at the outset, the last upholder of Cæsarism, God's anointed with the withered arm and the mailed fist, had receded from the foreground of the picture; that truer Germany which is thought and system, which is the will to do things thoroughly, the Germany of Ostwald and the once rejected Hindenburg, was coming to the fore. It made no apology for the errors and crimes that had been imposed upon it by its Hohenzollern leadership, but it fought now to save itself from the destruction and division that would be its inevitable lot if it accepted defeat too easily; fought to hold out, fought for a second chance, with discipline, with skill and patience, with a steadfast will. It fought with science, it fought with economy, with machines and thought against all too human antagonists. It necessitated an implacable resistance, but also it commanded respect. Against it fought three great peoples with as fine a will; but they had neither the unity, the habitual discipline, nor the science of Germany, and it was the latter defect that became more and more the distressful matter of Mr. Britling's thoughts. France after her initial experiences, after her first reeling month, had risen from the very verge of defeat to a steely splendour of resolution, but England and Russia, those twin slack giants, still wasted force, were careless, negligent, uncertain. Everywhere up and down the scale, from the stupidity of the uniform sandbags and Hugh's young officer who would not use a map, to the general conception and direction of the war, Mr. Britling's inflamed and oversensitised intelligence perceived the same bad qualities for which he had so often railed upon his countrymen in the days of the peace, that impatience, that indolence, that wastefulness and inconclusiveness, that failure to grip issues and do obviously necessary things. The same lax qualities that had brought England so close to the supreme imbecility of a civil war in Ireland in July, 1914, were now muddling and prolonging the war, and postponing, it might be for ever, the victory that had seemed so certain only a year ago. The politician still intrigued, the ineffectives still directed. Against brains used to the utmost their fight was a stupid thrusting forth of men and men and yet more men, men badly trained, under-equipped, stupidly led. A press clamour for invention and scientific initiative was stifled under a committee of elderly celebrities and eminent dufferdom; from the outset, the Ministry of Munitions seemed under the influence of the "business man."...

Insensibly, despite himself, this first version of the war was giving way to another. The flashy, overly dramatic German Emperor, who had been the main opponent at the start, the last supporter of Cæsarism, God's anointed with the withered arm and the armored fist, had faded from the forefront of the scene; that more genuine Germany, which represents thought and system, which embodies the will to accomplish things thoroughly, the Germany of Ostwald and the once dismissed Hindenburg, was stepping up. It made no excuses for the mistakes and crimes thrust upon it by its Hohenzollern rulers, but it now fought to save itself from the destruction and division that would inevitably follow if it accepted defeat too easily; it fought to hold out, fought for a second chance, with discipline, with skill and patience, with steadfast determination. It fought with science, it fought with economy, with machines and intellect against all too human opponents. It required relentless resistance, but it also commanded respect. Against it stood three great nations with equally strong resolve; however, they lacked the unity, the consistent discipline, or the scientific approach of Germany, and it was this last shortcoming that increasingly troubled Mr. Britling’s thoughts. France, after her initial setbacks, after her first disorienting month, had risen from the brink of defeat to a remarkable clarity of purpose, but England and Russia, those two sluggish giants, still squandered their strength, were careless, negligent, and uncertain. Everywhere, from the foolishness of the uniform sandbags and Hugh's young officer who refused to use a map, to the overall strategy and management of the war, Mr. Britling's inflamed and overly sensitive mind noticed the same negative traits for which he had often criticized his countrymen in peacetime: impatience, laziness, wastefulness, indecisiveness, and the tendency to overlook critical issues and neglect obvious necessities. The same lax qualities that had brought England so close to the ultimate foolishness of a civil war in Ireland in July 1914 were now complicating and prolonging the war, possibly delaying the victory that had seemed so certain just a year ago. The politicians were still scheming, the ineffective leaders still directing. Against focused intelligence, their strategy was a foolish, endless push of men and more men, poorly trained, under-equipped, and badly led. A pressing demand for innovation and scientific initiatives was stifled by a committee of elderly celebrities and ineffective leaders; from the beginning, the Ministry of Munitions appeared to be under the influence of the "businessman."...

It is true that righteousness should triumph over the tyrant and the robber, but have carelessness and incapacity any right to triumph over capacity and foresight? Men were coming now to dark questionings between this intricate choice. And, indeed, was our cause all righteousness?

It is true that justice should prevail over the tyrant and the thief, but do carelessness and incapacity have the right to win over skill and foresight? People were now facing troubling dilemmas amid this complex choice. And, indeed, was our cause entirely just?

There surely is the worst doubt of all for a man whose son is facing death.

There’s definitely the worst doubt of all for a man whose son is facing death.

Were we indeed standing against tyranny for freedom?

Were we really standing up against oppression for freedom?

There came drifting to Mr. Britling's ears a confusion of voices, voices that told of reaction, of the schemes of employers to best the trade unions, of greedy shippers and greedy house landlords reaping their harvest, of waste and treason in the very households of the Ministry, of religious cant and intolerance at large, of self-advertisement written in letters of blood, of forestalling and jobbery, of irrational and exasperating oppressions in India and Egypt.... It came with a shock to him, too, that Hugh should see so little else than madness in the war, and have so pitiless a realisation of its essential futility. The boy forced his father to see—what indeed all along he had been seeing more and more clearly. The war, even by the standards of adventure and conquest, had long since become a monstrous absurdity. Some way there must be out of this bloody entanglement that was yielding victory to neither side, that was yielding nothing but waste and death beyond all precedent. The vast majority of people everywhere must be desiring peace, willing to buy peace at any reasonable price, and in all the world it seemed there was insufficient capacity to end the daily butchery and achieve the peace that was so universally desired, the peace that would be anything better than a breathing space for further warfare.... Every day came the papers with the balanced story of battles, losses, destructions, ships sunk, towns smashed. And never a decision, never a sign of decision.

Mr. Britling heard a jumble of voices that spoke of reactions, of employers trying to outsmart the trade unions, of greedy ship owners and landlords taking advantage, of waste and betrayal even within the Ministry itself, of religious hypocrisy and intolerance everywhere, of self-promotion written in blood, of underhanded dealings and corruption, and of the irrational and frustrating oppression in India and Egypt... It shocked him, too, that Hugh could see so little but madness in the war, and had such a harsh understanding of its fundamental futility. The boy made his father recognize—what he had been increasingly aware of all along. The war, even by the standards of adventure and conquest, had become a monstrous absurdity a long time ago. There had to be a way out of this bloody mess that was bringing victory to neither side and yielding nothing but unprecedented waste and death. The vast majority of people everywhere must want peace, ready to pay any reasonable price for it, yet across the globe, there seemed to be a lack of resolve to stop the daily slaughter and achieve the peace that was so universally sought, the peace that would be more than just a pause before further fighting... Every day, the newspapers arrived with reports of battles, losses, destruction, sinking ships, and devastated towns. And there was never a resolution, never a sign of a resolution.

One Saturday afternoon Mr. Britling found himself with Mrs. Britling at Claverings. Lady Homartyn was in mourning for her two nephews, the Glassington boys, who had both been killed, one in Flanders, the other in Gallipoli. Raeburn was there too, despondent and tired-looking. There were three young men in khaki, one with the red of a staff officer; there were two or three women whom Mr. Britling had not met before, and Miss Sharsper the novelist, fresh from nursing experience among the convalescents in the south of France. But he was disgusted to find that the gathering was dominated by his old antagonist, Lady Frensham, unsubdued, unaltered, rampant over them all, arrogant, impudent, insulting. She was in mourning, she had the most splendid black furs Mr. Britling had ever seen; her large triumphant profile came out of them like the head of a vulture out of its ruff; her elder brother was a wounded prisoner in Germany, her second was dead; it would seem that hers were the only sacrifices the war had yet extorted from any one. She spoke as though it gave her the sole right to criticise the war or claim compensation for the war.

One Saturday afternoon, Mr. Britling was with Mrs. Britling at Claverings. Lady Homartyn was in mourning for her two nephews, the Glassington boys, who had both been killed—one in Flanders, the other in Gallipoli. Raeburn was there too, looking tired and downcast. There were three young men in khaki, one of them with the insignia of a staff officer; a couple of women Mr. Britling hadn’t met before; and Miss Sharsper, the novelist, recently back from nursing convalescents in southern France. But he was disheartened to see that the gathering was dominated by his old rival, Lady Frensham, who was as defiant and unchanged as ever, looming over everyone, arrogant, brazen, and insulting. She was in mourning and wore the most luxurious black furs Mr. Britling had ever seen; her large, triumphant profile emerged from them like a vulture's head from its ruff. Her older brother was a wounded prisoner in Germany, and her second brother was dead; it seemed that her sacrifices were the only ones the war had demanded from anyone. She spoke as if that gave her the exclusive right to criticize the war or seek compensation for it.

Her incurable propensity to split the country, to make mischievous accusations against classes and districts and public servants, was having full play. She did her best to provoke Mr. Britling into a dispute, and throw some sort of imputation upon his patriotism as distinguished from her own noisy and intolerant conceptions of "loyalty."

Her unchanging tendency to divide the country, to make trouble by accusing different groups, regions, and public officials, was fully on display. She tried hard to provoke Mr. Britling into an argument and cast some doubt on his patriotism compared to her loud and intolerant ideas of "loyalty."

She tried him first with conscription. She threw out insults at the shirkers and the "funk classes." All the middle-class people clung on to their wretched little businesses, made any sort of excuse....

She first tested him with conscription. She hurled insults at the slackers and the "funk classes." All the middle-class people held onto their miserable little businesses, coming up with any excuse they could...

Mr. Britling was stung to defend them. "A business," he said acidly, "isn't like land, which waits and grows rich for its owner. And these people can't leave ferrety little agents behind them when they go off to serve. Tens of thousands of middle-class men have ruined themselves and flung away every prospect they had in the world to go to this war."

Mr. Britling felt compelled to defend them. "A business," he said sharply, "isn’t like land, which just sits there and becomes valuable for its owner. And these people can’t leave sneaky little agents behind when they go off to serve. Tens of thousands of middle-class men have ruined themselves and thrown away every opportunity they had in the world to go to this war."

"And scores of thousands haven't!" said Lady Frensham. "They are the men I'm thinking of."...

"And tens of thousands haven't!" said Lady Frensham. "They're the men I'm thinking of."

Mr. Britling ran through a little list of aristocratic stay-at-homes that began with a duke.

Mr. Britling went through a short list of aristocrats who stayed home, starting with a duke.

"And not a soul speaks to them in consequence," she said.

"And no one talks to them as a result," she said.

She shifted her attack to the Labour people. They would rather see the country defeated than submit to a little discipline.

She changed her focus to the Labour group. They would rather see the country fail than accept a bit of discipline.

"Because they have no faith in the house of lawyers or the house of landlords," said Mr. Britling. "Who can blame them?"

"Because they don't trust lawyers or landlords," Mr. Britling said. "Who can blame them?"

She proceeded to tell everybody what she would do with strikers. She would give them "short shrift." She would give them a taste of the Prussian way—homoeopathic treatment. "But of course old vote-catching Asquith daren't—he daren't!" Mr. Britling opened his mouth and said nothing; he was silenced. The men in khaki listened respectfully but ambiguously; one of the younger ladies it seemed was entirely of Lady Frensham's way of thinking, and anxious to show it. The good lady having now got her hands upon the Cabinet proceeded to deal faithfully with its two-and-twenty members. Winston Churchill had overridden Lord Fisher upon the question of Gallipoli, and incurred terrible responsibilities. Lord Haldane—she called him "Tubby Haldane"—was a convicted traitor. "The man's a German out and out. Oh! what if he hasn't a drop of German blood in his veins? He's a German by choice—which is worse."

She went on to tell everyone what she would do about the strikers. She would give them "short shrift." She would treat them the Prussian way—homeopathic treatment. "But of course old vote-catching Asquith wouldn't dare—he wouldn't dare!" Mr. Britling opened his mouth but said nothing; he was at a loss for words. The men in uniforms listened respectfully but with mixed feelings; one of the younger women seemed to completely agree with Lady Frensham's opinion and was eager to show it. Now that the good lady had a grip on the Cabinet, she proceeded to address its twenty-two members honestly. Winston Churchill had overridden Lord Fisher on the Gallipoli issue and taken on terrible responsibilities. Lord Haldane—she referred to him as "Tubby Haldane"—was a convicted traitor. "The man's a German through and through. Oh! What if he hasn't a drop of German blood in his veins? He’s a German by choice—which is worse."

"I thought he had a certain capacity for organisation," said Mr. Britling.

"I thought he had a knack for organization," said Mr. Britling.

"We don't want his organisation, and we don't want him," said Lady Frensham.

"We don't want his organization, and we don't want him," said Lady Frensham.

Mr. Britling pleaded for particulars of the late Lord Chancellor's treasons. There were no particulars. It was just an idea the good lady had got into her head, that had got into a number of accessible heads. There was only one strong man in all the country now, Lady Frensham insisted. That was Sir Edward Carson.

Mr. Britling asked for details about the recent Lord Chancellor's betrayals. There were no details. It was just an idea that the kind lady had in her mind, which had also gotten into a number of other minds. There was only one strong man left in the entire country now, Lady Frensham insisted. That was Sir Edward Carson.

Mr. Britling jumped in his chair.

Mr. Britling jumped in his seat.

"But has he ever done anything?" he cried, "except embitter Ireland?"

"But has he ever done anything?" he shouted, "other than make Ireland bitter?"

Lady Frensham did not hear that question. She pursued her glorious theme. Lloyd George, who had once been worthy only of the gallows, was now the sole minister fit to put beside her hero. He had won her heart by his condemnation of the working man. He was the one man who was not afraid to speak out, to tell them they drank, to tell them they shirked and loafed, to tell them plainly that if defeat came to this country the blame would fall upon them!

Lady Frensham didn't hear that question. She continued on with her impressive topic. Lloyd George, who had once been worthy only of the gallows, was now the only minister she thought could be compared to her hero. He had captured her admiration by criticizing the working class. He was the only one brave enough to speak the truth, to say they drank too much, to say they avoided work and lounged around, to bluntly declare that if this country faced defeat, the blame would lie with them!

"No!" cried Mr. Britling.

"No!" shouted Mr. Britling.

"Yes," said Lady Frensham. "Upon them and those who have flattered and misled them...."

"Yes," Lady Frensham said. "About them and those who have flattered and deceived them...."

And so on....

And so forth....

It presently became necessary for Lady Homartyn to rescue Mr. Britling from the great lady's patriotic tramplings. He found himself drifting into the autumnal garden—the show of dahlias had never been so wonderful—in the company of Raeburn and the staff officer and a small woman who was presently discovered to be remarkably well-informed. They were all despondent. "I think all this promiscuous blaming of people is quite the worst—and most ominous—thing about us just now," said Mr. Britling after the restful pause that followed the departure from the presence of Lady Frensham.

It had become necessary for Lady Homartyn to pull Mr. Britling out of the grip of the great lady’s patriotic insistence. He found himself wandering into the autumn garden—the display of dahlias had never been so stunning—alongside Raeburn, the staff officer, and a small woman who turned out to be surprisingly knowledgeable. They were all feeling down. "I think all this random blaming of people is the worst—and most troubling—thing about us right now," said Mr. Britling after the calm that followed Lady Frensham’s exit.

"It goes on everywhere," said the staff officer.

"It happens everywhere," said the staff officer.

"Is it really—honest?" said Mr. Britling.

"Is it really—seriously?" said Mr. Britling.

Raeburn, after reflection, decided to answer. "As far as it is stupid, yes. There's a lot of blame coming; there's bound to be a day of reckoning, and I suppose we've all got an instinctive disposition to find a scapegoat for our common sins. The Tory press is pretty rotten, and there's a strong element of mere personal spite—in the Churchill attacks for example. Personal jealousy probably. Our 'old families' seem to have got vulgar-spirited imperceptibly—in a generation or so. They quarrel and shirk and lay blame exactly as bad servants do—and things are still far too much in their hands. Things are getting muffed, there can be no doubt about that—not fatally, but still rather seriously. And the government—it was human before the war, and we've added no archangels. There's muddle. There's mutual suspicion. You never know what newspaper office Lloyd George won't be in touch with next. He's honest and patriotic and energetic, but he's mortally afraid of old women and class intrigues. He doesn't know where to get his backing. He's got all a labour member's terror of the dagger at his back. There's a lack of nerve, too, in getting rid of prominent officers—who have friends."

Raeburn, after thinking it over, decided to respond. "As far as it’s foolish, yes. There’s a lot of blame coming; there’s bound to be a day of reckoning, and I guess we all have a natural tendency to find a scapegoat for our shared mistakes. The Tory press is pretty terrible, and there’s a strong element of pure personal spite—in the attacks on Churchill, for example. Probably personal jealousy. Our 'old families' seem to have become petty in just a generation or so. They argue and avoid responsibility and place blame just like bad servants do—and things are still way too much in their hands. Things are getting messed up, that’s for sure—not disastrously, but still quite seriously. And the government—it was flawed before the war, and we haven't brought in any angels. There's confusion. There’s a lot of distrust. You never know which newspaper office Lloyd George will be connected with next. He's honest and patriotic and energetic, but he’s terrified of older women and class politics. He doesn’t know where to find his support. He has all the fears of a labor member worried about a knife in his back. There’s also a lack of courage in getting rid of prominent officers—who have their supporters."

The staff officer nodded.

The officer nodded.

"Northcliffe seems to me to have a case," said Mr. Britling. "Every one abuses him."

"Northcliffe looks like he has a point," Mr. Britling said. "Everyone criticizes him."

"I'd stop his Daily Mail," said Raeburn. "I'd leave The Times, but I'd stop the Daily Mail on the score of its placards alone. It overdoes Northcliffe. It translates him into the shrieks and yells of underlings. The plain fact is that Northcliffe is scared out of his wits by German efficiency—and in war time when a man is scared out of his wits, whether he is honest or not, you put his head in a bag or hold a pistol to it to calm him.... What is the good of all this clamouring for a change of government? We haven't a change of government. It's like telling a tramp to get a change of linen. Our men, all our public men, are second-rate men, with the habits of advocates. There is nothing masterful in their minds. How can you expect the system to produce anything else? But they are doing as well as they can, and there is no way of putting in any one else now, and there you are."

"I’d get rid of his Daily Mail," Raeburn said. "I’d keep The Times, but I’d stop the Daily Mail just because of its headlines. It takes Northcliffe too far. It turns him into the shouting and screaming of his underlings. The plain truth is that Northcliffe is terrified by German efficiency—and in wartime, when someone is that scared, whether they’re honest or not, you either put a bag over their head or hold a gun to calm them down... What’s the point of all this shouting for a change in government? We don’t have a new government. It’s like telling a beggar to change their clothes. All of our leaders are second-rate, with the mindset of lawyers. There’s nothing commanding about their thinking. How can you expect the system to produce anything different? But they’re doing the best they can, and there’s no way to bring anyone else in right now, and that’s just how it is."

"Meanwhile," said Mr. Britling, "our boys—get killed."

"Meanwhile," Mr. Britling said, "our boys are getting killed."

"They'd get killed all the more if you had—let us say—Carson and Lloyd George and Northcliffe and Lady Frensham, with, I suppose, Austin Harrison and Horatio Bottomley thrown in—as a Strong Silent Government.... I'd rather have Northcliffe as dictator than that.... We can't suddenly go back on the past and alter our type. We didn't listen to Matthew Arnold. We've never thoroughly turned out and cleaned up our higher schools. We've resisted instruction. We've preferred to maintain our national luxuries of a bench of bishops and party politics. And compulsory Greek and the university sneer. And Lady Frensham. And all that sort of thing. And here we are!... Well, damn it, we're in for it now; we've got to plough through with it—with what we have—as what we are."

"They'd be in even worse trouble if you had—let's say—Carson, Lloyd George, Northcliffe, and Lady Frensham, along with, I guess, Austin Harrison and Horatio Bottomley thrown in—as a Strong Silent Government.... I’d rather have Northcliffe as a dictator than that.... We can’t just ignore the past and change who we are. We didn’t listen to Matthew Arnold. We’ve never fully cleaned up our higher schools. We’ve resisted proper education. We’ve chosen to keep our national luxuries like a bench of bishops and party politics. And mandatory Greek and the attitude at universities. And Lady Frensham. And all that kind of stuff. And here we are!... Well, damn it, we’re in this now; we have to get through it—with what we have—as who we are."

The young staff officer nodded. He thought that was "about it."

The young staff officer nodded. He thought that was "pretty much it."

"You've got no sons," said Mr. Britling.

"You don't have any sons," Mr. Britling said.

"I'm not even married," said Raeburn, as though he thanked God.

"I'm not even married," Raeburn said, almost as if he was thanking God.

The little well-informed lady remarked abruptly that she had two sons; one was just home wounded from Suvla Bay. What her son told her made her feel very grave. She said that the public was still quite in the dark about the battle of Anafarta. It had been a hideous muddle, and we had been badly beaten. The staff work had been awful. Nothing joined up, nothing was on the spot and in time. The water supply, for example, had gone wrong; the men had been mad with thirst. One regiment which she named had not been supported by another; when at last the first came back the two battalions fought in the trenches regardless of the enemy. There had been no leading, no correlation, no plan. Some of the guns, she declared, had been left behind in Egypt. Some of the train was untraceable to this day. It was mislaid somewhere in the Levant. At the beginning Sir Ian Hamilton had not even been present. He had failed to get there in time. It had been the reckless throwing away of an army. And so hopeful an army! Her son declared it meant the complete failure of the Dardanelles project....

The well-informed woman abruptly mentioned that she had two sons; one had just returned home injured from Suvla Bay. What her son told her made her very serious. She said that the public was still mostly unaware of the battle of Anafarta. It had been a terrible mess, and we had taken a significant loss. The planning had been awful. Nothing was coordinated, nothing was where it needed to be or when it needed to be. For instance, the water supply had failed; the men had been desperate with thirst. One regiment she mentioned had not received support from another; when the first finally returned, the two battalions fought in the trenches without regard for the enemy. There had been no leadership, no coordination, no strategy. Some of the artillery, she stated, had been left behind in Egypt. Some of the supplies remain unaccounted for to this day. They were lost somewhere in the Levant. At the start, Sir Ian Hamilton hadn't even been there. He hadn't made it in time. It was a reckless waste of an army. And such a hopeful army! Her son said it indicated the total failure of the Dardanelles project....

"And when one hears how near we came to victory!" she cried, and left it at that.

"And when you hear how close we were to winning!" she exclaimed, and left it at that.

"Three times this year," said Raeburn, "we have missed victories because of the badness of our staff work. It's no good picking out scapegoats. It's a question of national habit. It's because the sort of man we turn out from our public schools has never learnt how to catch trains, get to an office on the minute, pack a knapsack properly, or do anything smartly and quickly—anything whatever that he can possibly get done for him. You can't expect men who are habitually easy-going to keep bucked up to a high pitch of efficiency for any length of time. All their training is against it. All their tradition. They hate being prigs. An Englishman will be any sort of stupid failure rather than appear a prig. That's why we've lost three good fights that we ought to have won—and thousands and thousands of men—and material and time, precious beyond reckoning. We've lost a year. We've dashed the spirit of our people."

"Three times this year," Raeburn said, "we’ve missed out on victories because our staff work has been terrible. Blaming individuals isn’t going to help. It’s about our national habits. The kind of people we produce from our public schools haven’t learned how to catch trains, get to an office on time, pack a backpack properly, or do anything efficiently or quickly—anything they can manage to have done for them. You can’t expect people who are usually laid-back to maintain a high level of efficiency for long. Their entire training goes against it. Their traditions do too. They despise being uptight. An Englishman will settle for being any kind of foolish failure rather than seem uptight. That's why we've lost three valuable battles that we should have won—and countless men—and resources and time that are incredibly precious. We’ve wasted a year. We’ve crushed the spirit of our people."

"My boy in Flanders," said Mr. Britling, "says about the same thing. He says our officers have never learnt to count beyond ten, and that they are scared at the sight of a map...."

"My son in Flanders," Mr. Britling said, "says pretty much the same thing. He says our officers have never learned to count past ten, and that they're afraid when they see a map...."

"And the war goes on," said the little woman.

"And the war continues," said the small woman.

"How long, oh Lord! how long?" cried Mr. Britling.

"How long, oh Lord! how long?" cried Mr. Britling.

"I'd give them another year," said the staff officer. "Just going as we are going. Then something must give way. There will be no money anywhere. There'll be no more men.... I suppose they'll feel that shortage first anyhow. Russia alone has over twenty millions."

"I'd give them another year," said the staff officer. "If we keep going like this, then something has to change. There won’t be any money left. There won't be any more soldiers.... I guess they'll notice that shortage first anyway. Russia alone has over twenty million."

"That's about the size of it," said Raeburn....

"That's about the size of it," Raeburn said....

"Do you think, sir, there'll be civil war?" asked the young staff officer abruptly after a pause.

"Do you think, sir, there will be a civil war?" asked the young staff officer suddenly after a brief silence.

There was a little interval before any one answered this surprising question.

There was a brief pause before anyone responded to this surprising question.

"After the peace, I mean," said the young officer.

"After the peace, I mean," said the young officer.

"There'll be just the devil to pay," said Raeburn.

"There will be hell to pay," said Raeburn.

"One thing after another in the country is being pulled up by its roots," reflected Mr. Britling.

"One thing after another in the country is being taken apart," thought Mr. Britling.

"We've never produced a plan for the war, and it isn't likely we shall have one for the peace," said Raeburn, and added: "and Lady Frensham's little lot will be doing their level best to sit on the safety-valve.... They'll rake up Ireland and Ulster from the very start. But I doubt if Ulster will save 'em."

"We've never made a plan for the war, and it's not likely we'll have one for the peace," said Raeburn, adding, "and Lady Frensham's group will do everything they can to hold back the pressure.... They'll drag up Ireland and Ulster right from the beginning. But I doubt Ulster will help them."

"We shall squabble. What else do we ever do?"

"We're going to argue. What else do we ever do?"

No one seemed able to see more than that. A silence fell on the little party.

No one seemed able to see beyond that. A silence descended on the small group.

"Well, thank heaven for these dahlias," said Raeburn, affecting the philosopher.

"Well, thank goodness for these dahlias," said Raeburn, adopting a philosophical tone.

The young staff officer regarded the dahlias without enthusiasm....

The young staff officer looked at the dahlias without any excitement....


§ 16


Mr. Britling sat one September afternoon with Captain Lawrence Carmine in the sunshine of the barn court, and smoked with him and sometimes talked and sometimes sat still.

Mr. Britling sat one September afternoon with Captain Lawrence Carmine in the sunshine of the barn courtyard, smoking and occasionally chatting, while at other times they sat in silence.

"When it began I did not believe that this war could be like other wars," he said. "I did not dream it. I thought that we had grown wiser at last. It seemed to me like the dawn of a great clearing up. I thought the common sense of mankind would break out like a flame, an indignant flame, and consume all this obsolete foolery of empires and banners and militarism directly it made its attack upon human happiness. A score of things that I see now were preposterous, I thought must happen—naturally. I thought America would declare herself against the Belgian outrage; that she would not tolerate the smashing of the great sister republic—if only for the memory of Lafayette. Well—I gather America is chiefly concerned about our making cotton contraband. I thought the Balkan States were capable of a reasonable give and take; of a common care for their common freedom. I see now three German royalties trading in peasants, and no men in their lands to gainsay them. I saw this war, as so many Frenchmen have seen it, as something that might legitimately command a splendid enthusiasm of indignation.... It was all a dream, the dream of a prosperous comfortable man who had never come to the cutting edge of life. Everywhere cunning, everywhere small feuds and hatreds, distrusts, dishonesties, timidities, feebleness of purpose, dwarfish imaginations, swarm over the great and simple issues.... It is a war now like any other of the mobbing, many-aimed cataclysms that have shattered empires and devastated the world; it is a war without point, a war that has lost its soul, it has become mere incoherent fighting and destruction, a demonstration in vast and tragic forms of the stupidity and ineffectiveness of our species...."

"When it started, I didn't believe this war could be like other wars," he said. "I never imagined it. I thought we had finally become wiser. It felt like the beginning of a major awakening. I believed humanity's common sense would ignite like a fierce flame and burn away all this outdated nonsense of empires, flags, and militarism as soon as it threatened human happiness. There were many things I now see were ridiculous that I thought would inevitably happen. I believed America would stand against the Belgian outrage; that she wouldn’t accept the destruction of the great sister republic—if only for the memory of Lafayette. Well—I gather America is mostly concerned about us classifying cotton as contraband. I thought the Balkan States could engage in reasonable negotiations and collectively care about their shared freedom. Now, I see three German monarchies trading in peasants, and no citizens in their lands to oppose them. I viewed this war, as many French people have, as something that might rightfully prompt an intense feeling of righteous anger.... It was all an illusion, a dream from a comfortable, well-off man who had never faced the harsh realities of life. Everywhere there is cunning, petty feuds and animosities, distrust, dishonesty, timidity, weakness of will, and small-mindedness overwhelming the significant and straightforward issues.... This war has become like any other chaotic, multifaceted disaster that has torn apart empires and ravaged the world; it is a pointless war, one that has lost its purpose, reduced to mere chaotic fighting and destruction, a tragic showcase of our species' stupidity and ineffectiveness...."

He stopped, and there was a little interval of silence.

He paused, and there was a brief moment of silence.

Captain Carmine tossed the fag end of his cigar very neatly into a tub of hydrangeas. "Three thousand years ago in China," he said, "there were men as sad as we are, for the same cause."

Captain Carmine flicked the stub of his cigar carefully into a tub of hydrangeas. "Three thousand years ago in China," he said, "there were men as miserable as we are, for the same reason."

"Three thousand years ahead perhaps," said Mr. Britling, "there will still be men with the same sadness.... And yet—and yet.... No. Just now I have no elasticity. It is not in my nature to despair, but things are pressing me down. I don't recover as I used to recover. I tell myself still that though the way is long and hard the spirit of hope, the spirit of creation, the generosities and gallantries in the heart of man, must end in victory. But I say that over as one repeats a worn-out prayer. The light is out of the sky for me. Sometimes I doubt if it will ever come back. Let younger men take heart and go on with the world. If I could die for the right thing now—instead of just having to live on in this world of ineffective struggle—I would be glad to die now, Carmine...."

"Maybe three thousand years from now," Mr. Britling said, "there will still be people feeling the same sadness.... And yet—and yet.... No. Right now, I just don't have the energy. It's not in my nature to give up, but everything is weighing me down. I don't bounce back like I used to. I keep telling myself that even though the journey is long and tough, the spirit of hope, the spirit of creativity, and the kindness and bravery in people's hearts must lead to victory. But I say that like someone reciting a stale prayer. The light is gone from the sky for me. Sometimes I wonder if it will ever return. Let the younger generation find courage and push forward in the world. If I could give my life for the right cause now—rather than just continuing to exist in this world of pointless struggle—I would be ready to go, Carmine...."


§ 17


In these days also Mr. Direck was very unhappy.

In these times, Mr. Direck was feeling very unhappy.

For Cissie, at any rate, had not lost touch with the essential issues of the war. She was as clear as ever that German militarism and the German attack on Belgium and France was the primary subject of the war. And she dismissed all secondary issues. She continued to demand why America did not fight. "We fight for Belgium. Won't you fight for the Dutch and Norwegian ships? Won't you even fight for your own ships that the Germans are sinking?"

For Cissie, at least, she hadn’t lost sight of the core issues of the war. She was just as clear as ever that German militarism and the attack on Belgium and France were the main concerns. She brushed aside all the secondary issues. She kept asking why America wasn’t fighting. "We’re fighting for Belgium. Why won’t you fight for the Dutch and Norwegian ships? Will you not even fight for your own ships that the Germans are sinking?"

Mr. Direck attempted explanations that were ill received.

Mr. Direck tried to explain things, but no one liked what he had to say.

"You were ready enough to fight the Spaniards when they blew up the Maine. But the Germans can sink the Lusitania! That's—as you say—a different proposition."

"You were eager to fight the Spaniards when they blew up the Maine. But the Germans can sink the Lusitania! That's—like you said—a different situation."

His mind was shot by an extraordinary suspicion that she thought the Lusitania an American vessel. But Mr. Direck was learning his Cissie, and he did not dare to challenge her on this score.

His mind was troubled by a strange suspicion that she believed the Lusitania was an American ship. But Mr. Direck was getting to know his Cissie, and he didn't dare to confront her about it.

"You haven't got hold of the American proposition," he said. "We're thinking beyond wars."

"You don't understand the American idea," he said. "We're looking beyond wars."

"That's what we have been trying to do," said Cissie. "Do you think we came into it for the fun of the thing?"

"That's what we've been trying to do," Cissie said. "Do you think we got into this just for the fun of it?"

"Haven't I shown in a hundred ways that I sympathise?"

"Haven't I shown in a hundred ways that I care?"

"Oh—sympathy!..."

"Oh—my bad!..."

He fared little better at Mr. Britling's hands. Mr. Britling talked darkly, but pointed all the time only too plainly at America. "There's two sorts of liberalism," said Mr. Britling, "that pretend to be the same thing; there's the liberalism of great aims and the liberalism of defective moral energy...."

He didn't do much better with Mr. Britling. Mr. Britling spoke ominously but kept making it clear he was talking about America. "There are two types of liberalism," said Mr. Britling, "that pretend to be the same; there's the liberalism of lofty goals and the liberalism of weak moral energy...."


§ 18


It was not until Teddy had been missing for three weeks that Hugh wrote about him. The two Essex battalions on the Flanders front were apparently wide apart, and it was only from home that Hugh learnt what had happened.

It wasn’t until Teddy had been missing for three weeks that Hugh wrote about him. The two Essex battalions on the Flanders front were clearly far apart, and it was only from home that Hugh found out what had happened.

"You can't imagine how things narrow down when one is close up against them. One does not know what is happening even within a few miles of us, until we get the newspapers. Then, with a little reading between the lines and some bold guessing, we fit our little bit of experience with a general shape. Of course I've wondered at times about Teddy. But oddly enough I've never thought of him very much as being out here. It's queer, I know, but I haven't. I can't imagine why....

"You can't imagine how things get smaller and smaller when you're right up against them. You don't really know what's going on even a few miles away until you get the newspapers. Then, with a bit of reading between the lines and some bold guesses, we piece together our small bit of experience into a bigger picture. Sure, I've thought about Teddy sometimes. But strangely enough, I haven't really thought about him being out here. It's weird, I know, but I just haven't. I can't figure out why...."

"I don't know about 'missing.' We've had nothing going on here that has led to any missing. All our men have been accounted for. But every few miles along the front conditions alter. His lot may have been closer up to the enemy, and there may have been a rush and a fight for a bit of trench either way. In some parts the German trenches are not thirty yards away, and there is mining, bomb throwing, and perpetual creeping up and give and take. Here we've been getting a bit forward. But I'll tell you about that presently. And, anyhow, I don't understand about 'missing.' There's very few prisoners taken now. But don't tell Letty that. I try to imagine old Teddy in it....

"I don't really know what you mean by 'missing.' There's nothing happening here that suggests anyone is missing. We have accounted for all our men. But every few miles along the front, the situation changes. His group might have been closer to the enemy, and there could have been a rush and a fight over a stretch of trench in either direction. In some areas, the German trenches are less than thirty yards away, and there’s relentless mining, bomb-throwing, and constant back-and-forth. Here, we’ve been advancing a bit. But I’ll tell you about that in a bit. Anyway, I’m not sure what you mean by 'missing.' There are hardly any prisoners taken these days. But don’t mention that to Letty. I can’t help but picture old Teddy in this mess..."

"Missing's a queer thing. It isn't tragic—or pitiful. Or partly reassuring like 'prisoner.' It just sends one speculating and speculating. I can't find any one who knows where the 14th Essex are. Things move about here so mysteriously that for all I know we may find them in the next trench next time we go up. But there is a chance for Teddy. It's worth while bucking Letty all you can. And at the same time there's odds against him. There plainly and unfeelingly is how things stand in my mind. I think chiefly of Letty. I'm glad Cissie is with her, and I'm glad she's got the boy. Keep her busy. She was frightfully fond of him. I've seen all sorts of things between them, and I know that.... I'll try and write to her soon, and I'll find something hopeful to tell her.

"Missing is a strange thing. It’s not tragic—or pitiful. Or even somewhat reassuring like 'prisoner.' It just makes you wonder and wonder. I can’t find anyone who knows where the 14th Essex are. Things move around here so mysteriously that for all I know we could find them in the next trench the next time we go up. But there is a chance for Teddy. It’s worth doing everything you can for Letty. At the same time, the odds are against him. That’s clearly and unfeelingly how things stand in my mind. I mostly think about Letty. I’m glad Cissie is with her, and I’m glad she has the boy. Keep her busy. She was incredibly fond of him. I’ve seen all kinds of things between them, and I know that.... I’ll try to write to her soon, and I’ll find something hopeful to tell her."

"Meanwhile I've got something to tell you. I've been through a fight, a big fight, and I haven't got a scratch. I've taken two prisoners with my lily hand. Men were shot close to me. I didn't mind that a bit. It was as exciting as one of those bitter fights we used to have round the hockey goal. I didn't mind anything till afterwards. Then when I was in the trench in the evening I trod on something slippery—pah! And after it was all over one of my chums got it—sort of unfairly. And I keep on thinking of those two things so much that all the early part is just dreamlike. It's more like something I've read in a book, or seen in the Illustrated London News than actually been through. One had been thinking so often, how will it feel? how shall I behave? that when it came it had an effect of being flat and ordinary.

"Meanwhile, I've got something to share with you. I've been in a big fight, and I didn't get a single scratch. I captured two enemies with my delicate hands. Men were shot close by. I wasn't bothered at all. It was as thrilling as those intense battles we used to have around the hockey goal. I didn't care about anything until later. Then, when I was in the trench in the evening, I stepped on something slimy—gross! And once it was all over, one of my friends got hit—kind of unfairly. I keep thinking about those two things so much that the earlier part feels completely dreamlike. It's more like something I've read in a book or seen in the Illustrated London News than something I've actually lived through. I had thought so many times about how it would feel and how I would act that when it finally happened, it felt flat and ordinary."

"They say we hadn't got enough guns in the spring or enough ammunition. That's all right now—anyhow. They started in plastering the Germans overnight, and right on until it was just daylight. I never heard such a row, and their trenches—we could stand up and look at them without getting a single shot at us—were flying about like the crater of a volcano. We were not in our firing trench. We had gone back into some new trenches, at the rear—I think to get out of the way of the counter fire. But this morning they weren't doing very much. For once our guns were on top. There was a feeling of anticipation—very like waiting for an examination paper to be given out; then we were at it. Getting out of a trench to attack gives you an odd feeling of being just hatched. Suddenly the world is big. I don't remember our gun fire stopping. And then you rush. 'Come on! Come on!' say the officers. Everybody gives a sort of howl and rushes. When you see men dropping, you rush the faster. The only thing that checks you at all is the wire twisted about everywhere. You don't want to trip over that. The frightening thing is the exposure. After being in the trenches so long you feel naked. You run like a scared child for the German trench ahead. I can't understand the iron nerve of a man who can expose his back by turning to run away. And there's a thirsty feeling with one's bayonet. But they didn't wait. They dropped rifles and ran. But we ran so fast after them that we caught one or two in the second trench. I got down into that, heard a voice behind me, and found my two prisoners lying artful in a dug-out. They held up their hands as I turned. If they hadn't I doubt if I should have done anything to them. I didn't feel like it. I felt friendly.

"They say we didn’t have enough guns in the spring or enough ammo. That’s not a big deal now—anyway. They started blasting the Germans overnight, and kept going until it was just getting light. I’ve never heard such a noise, and their trenches—we could stand up and look at them without taking a single shot—were flying apart like the crater of a volcano. We weren't in our firing trench. We had moved back to some new trenches further back—I think to avoid the counter fire. But this morning, things weren’t happening much. For once, our guns were dominating. There was a feeling of anticipation—kind of like waiting for an exam paper to be handed out; then we were off. Getting out of a trench to attack feels strange, almost like being newly hatched. Suddenly, the world feels vast. I don’t remember our gunfire stopping. And then you rush. 'Come on! Come on!' the officers shout. Everyone makes a sort of howl and charges forward. When you see men going down, it just makes you run faster. The only thing that slows you down is the wire tangled everywhere. You definitely don’t want to trip over that. The scariest part is the exposure. After being in the trenches for so long, you feel vulnerable. You run like a frightened child towards the German trench ahead. I can’t understand how a person can have the nerve to turn and run away, exposing their back. And there’s a thirsty feeling with your bayonet. But they didn’t stick around. They dropped their rifles and fled. But we ran so quickly after them that we caught one or two in the second trench. I got down into it, heard a voice behind me, and found my two prisoners hiding in a dugout. They raised their hands as I turned. If they hadn’t, I doubt I would have done anything to them. I didn’t feel like it. I felt friendly.

"Not all the Germans ran. Three or four stuck to their machine-guns until they got bayoneted. Both the trenches were frightfully smashed about, and in the first one there were little knots and groups of dead. We got to work at once shying the sandbags over from the old front of the trench to the parados. Our guns had never stopped all the time; they were now plastering the third line trenches. And almost at once the German shells began dropping into us. Of course they had the range to an inch. One didn't have any time to feel and think; one just set oneself with all one's energy to turn the trench over....

"Not all the Germans ran. Three or four held their ground at the machine-guns until they were bayoneted. Both trenches were badly damaged, and in the first one, there were small clusters of dead bodies. We immediately started throwing the sandbags over from the old front of the trench to the back wall. Our guns had been firing nonstop; they were now targeting the third line trenches. Almost immediately, the German shells began landing near us. Of course, they had the range down perfectly. There wasn’t any time to think or feel; you just focused all your energy on overturning the trench..."

"I don't remember that I helped or cared for a wounded man all the time, or felt anything about the dead except to step over them and not on them. I was just possessed by the idea that we had to get the trench into a sheltering state before they tried to come back. And then stick there. I just wanted to win, and there was nothing else in my mind....

"I don't remember helping or caring for a wounded man at all, or feeling anything about the dead except to step over them and not on them. I was just focused on the idea that we had to make the trench secure before they tried to come back. And then hold our ground. I just wanted to win, and there was nothing else on my mind....

"They did try to come back, but not very much....

They did try to come back, but not very much....

"Then when I began to feel sure of having got hold of the trench for good, I began to realise just how tired I was and how high the sun had got. I began to look about me, and found most of the other men working just as hard as I had been doing. 'We've done it!' I said, and that was the first word I'd spoken since I told my two Germans to come out of it, and stuck a man with a wounded leg to watch them. 'It's a bit of All Right,' said Ortheris, knocking off also, and lighting a half-consumed cigarette. He had been wearing it behind his ear, I believe, ever since the charge. Against this occasion. He'd kept close up to me all the time, I realised. And then old Park turned up very cheerful with a weak bayonet jab in his forearm that he wanted me to rebandage. It was good to see him practically all right too.

"Just when I started to feel confident that I had secured the trench for good, I realized how tired I was and how high the sun had risen. I looked around and saw that most of the other men were working just as hard as I had been. 'We did it!' I said, and that was the first thing I had said since I told my two Germans to come out and stuck a guy with a wounded leg to keep an eye on them. 'It's a bit of All Right,' Ortheris replied, taking a break and lighting a half-smoked cigarette. He had been keeping it behind his ear, I think, since the charge. He had stayed close to me the whole time, I noticed. Then old Park showed up, looking cheerful despite a minor bayonet wound in his forearm that he wanted me to rebandage. It was great to see him more or less okay too."

"'I took two prisoners,' I said, and everybody I spoke to I told that. I was fearfully proud of it.

"I captured two prisoners," I said, and I told everyone I spoke to about it. I was extremely proud of it.

"I thought that if I could take two prisoners in my first charge I was going to be some soldier.

"I thought that if I could capture two prisoners on my first mission, I would be quite the soldier."

"I had stood it all admirably. I didn't feel a bit shaken. I was as tough as anything. I'd seen death and killing, and it was all just hockey.

"I had handled it all exceptionally well. I didn’t feel the slightest bit rattled. I was as tough as they come. I’d witnessed death and violence, and it was all just a game."

"And then that confounded Ortheris must needs go and get killed.

"And then that annoying Ortheris had to go and get himself killed."

"The shell knocked me over, and didn't hurt me a bit. I was a little stunned, and some dirt was thrown over me, and when I got up on my knees I saw Jewell lying about six yards off—and his legs were all smashed about. Ugh! Pulped!

"The shell knocked me down, but I wasn't hurt at all. I was a bit dazed, and some dirt got thrown over me. When I got up on my knees, I saw Jewell lying about six yards away—and his legs were completely crushed. Ugh! Pulped!"

"He looked amazed. 'Bloody,' he said, 'bloody.' He fixed his eyes on me, and suddenly grinned. You know we'd once had two fights about his saying 'bloody,' I think I told you at the time, a fight and a return match, he couldn't box for nuts, but he stood up like a Briton, and it appealed now to his sense of humour that I should be standing there too dazed to protest at the old offence. 'I thought you was done in,' he said. 'I'm in a mess—a bloody mess, ain't I? Like a stuck pig. Bloody—right enough. Bloody! I didn't know I 'ad it in me.'

"He looked shocked. 'Bloody,' he said, 'bloody.' He locked eyes with me and suddenly grinned. You know we had two fights about him saying 'bloody,' I think I told you back then, a fight and a rematch. He couldn’t box for anything, but he stood his ground like a true Brit, and it now struck him as funny that I was standing there too stunned to object to the old issue. 'I thought you were finished,' he said. 'I’m in a mess—a bloody mess, right? Like a stuck pig. Bloody—absolutely. Bloody! I didn’t know I had it in me.'

"He looked at me and grinned with a sort of pale satisfaction in keeping up to the last—dying good Ortheris to the finish. I just stood up helpless in front of him, still rather dazed.

"He looked at me and smiled with a kind of pale satisfaction, keeping up with the latest—dying good Ortheris to the end. I just stood there feeling helpless in front of him, still quite dazed."

"He said something about having a thundering thirst on him.

"He mentioned something about having an intense thirst."

"I really don't believe he felt any pain. He would have done if he had lived.

"I really don't think he felt any pain. He would have if he had lived."

"And then while I was fumbling with my water-bottle, he collapsed. He forgot all about Ortheris. Suddenly he said something that cut me all to ribbons. His face puckered up just like the face of a fretful child which refuses to go to bed. 'I didn't want to be aut of it,' he said petulantly. 'And I'm done!' And then—then he just looked discontented and miserable and died—right off. Turned his head a little way over. As if he was impatient at everything. Fainted—and fluttered out.

"And then while I was struggling with my water bottle, he collapsed. He completely forgot about Ortheris. Suddenly, he said something that really hurt me. His face scrunched up like a cranky kid who's refusing to go to bed. 'I didn't want to be out of it,' he said sulkily. 'And I'm done!' And then—he just looked unhappy and miserable and died—right there. He turned his head a little, like he was annoyed with everything. He fainted—and faded away."

"For a time I kept trying to get him to drink....

For a while, I kept trying to get him to drink...

"I couldn't believe he was dead....

"I couldn't believe he was dead..."

"And suddenly it was all different. I began to cry. Like a baby. I kept on with the water-bottle at his teeth long after I was convinced he was dead. I didn't want him to be aut of it! God knows how I didn't. I wanted my dear little Cockney cad back. Oh! most frightfully I wanted him back.

"And suddenly it was all different. I started to cry. Like a baby. I kept the water bottle at his teeth long after I was sure he was dead. I didn't want him to be out of it! God knows how I managed not to. I wanted my dear little Cockney guy back. Oh! I desperately wanted him back."

"I shook him. I was like a scared child. I blubbered and howled things.... It's all different since he died.

"I shook him. I was like a scared kid. I cried and yelled things.... Everything's different since he died."

"My dear, dear Father, I am grieving and grieving—and it's altogether nonsense. And it's all mixed up in my mind with the mess I trod on. And it gets worse and worse. So that I don't seem to feel anything really, even for Teddy.

"My dear, dear Father, I'm heartbroken and upset—and it's completely ridiculous. And it's all tangled up in my head with the chaos I've stepped through. And it just keeps getting worse. I find that I don't seem to feel anything real, not even for Teddy."

"It's been just the last straw of all this hellish foolery....

"It's been the final straw in all this ridiculous chaos....

"If ever there was a bigger lie, my dear Daddy, than any other, it is that man is a reasonable creature....

"If there was ever a bigger lie, my dear Daddy, than any other, it’s that man is a reasonable being....

"War is just foolery—lunatic foolery—hell's foolery....

"War is just nonsense—crazy nonsense—utterly ridiculous nonsense....

"But, anyhow, your son is sound and well—if sorrowful and angry. We were relieved that night. And there are rumours that very soon we are to have a holiday and a refit. We lost rather heavily. We have been praised. But all along, Essex has done well. I can't reckon to get back yet, but there are such things as leave for eight-and-forty hours or so in England....

"But anyway, your son is safe and sound—if a bit sad and angry. We felt relieved that night. And there are whispers that we might have a break and some maintenance soon. We took a pretty big hit. We've received some praise. But throughout it all, Essex has performed well. I can't say when I'll be back yet, but there are options for short leaves of about forty-eight hours or so in England....

"I shall be glad of that sort of turning round....

I’ll be glad for that kind of change....

"I'm tired. Oh! I'm tired....

"I'm so tired. Oh! I'm tired....

"I wanted to write all about Jewell to his mother or his sweetheart or some one; I wanted to wallow in his praises, to say all the things I really find now that I thought about him, but I haven't even had that satisfaction. He was a Poor Law child; he was raised in one of those awful places between Sutton and Banstead in Surrey. I've told you of all the sweethearting he had. 'Soldiers Three' was his Bible; he was always singing 'Tipperary,' and he never got the tune right nor learnt more than three lines of it. He laced all his talk with 'b——y'; it was his jewel, his ruby. But he had the pluck of a robin or a squirrel; I never knew him scared or anything but cheerful. Misfortunes, humiliations, only made him chatty. And he'd starve to have something to give away.

"I wanted to write all about Jewell to his mother or his girlfriend or someone; I wanted to sing his praises, to say everything I've realized about him now, but I haven't even had that satisfaction. He was a Poor Law kid; he grew up in one of those terrible places between Sutton and Banstead in Surrey. I've told you about all the romantic interests he had. 'Soldiers Three' was his go-to book; he was always singing 'Tipperary,' and he never got the tune right or learned more than three lines of it. He filled his speech with 'b——y'; it was his treasure, his ruby. But he had the courage of a robin or a squirrel; I never saw him scared or anything but cheerful. Misfortunes and humiliations only made him more chatty. And he'd rather starve than not have something to give away."

"Well, well, this is the way of war, Daddy. This is what war is. Damn the Kaiser! Damn all fools.... Give my love to the Mother and the bruddykins and every one...."

"Well, this is how war goes, Dad. This is what war is. Damn the Kaiser! Damn all the fools... Send my love to Mom and the little siblings and everyone..."


§ 19


It was just a day or so over three weeks after this last letter from Hugh that Mr. Direck reappeared at Matching's Easy. He had had a trip to Holland—a trip that was as much a flight from Cissie's reproaches as a mission of inquiry. He had intended to go on into Belgium, where he had already been doing useful relief work under Mr. Hoover, but the confusion of his own feelings had checked him and brought him back.

It was just a day or so over three weeks after the last letter from Hugh that Mr. Direck showed up again at Matching's Easy. He had taken a trip to Holland—a trip that was as much an escape from Cissie's complaints as a mission of inquiry. He had planned to continue on to Belgium, where he had already been doing valuable relief work with Mr. Hoover, but the turmoil of his own emotions stopped him and brought him back.

Mr. Direck's mind was in a perplexity only too common during the stresses of that tragic year. He was entangled in a paradox; like a large majority of Americans at that time his feelings were quite definitely pro-Ally, and like so many in that majority he had a very clear conviction that it would be wrong and impossible for the United States to take part in the war. His sympathies were intensely with the Dower House and its dependent cottage; he would have wept with generous emotion to see the Stars and Stripes interwoven with the three other great banners of red, white and blue that led the world against German imperialism and militarism, but for all that his mind would not march to that tune. Against all these impulses fought something very fundamental in Mr. Direck's composition, a preconception of America that had grown almost insensibly in his mind, the idea of America as a polity aloof from the Old World system, as a fresh start for humanity, as something altogether too fine and precious to be dragged into even the noblest of European conflicts. America was to be the beginning of the fusion of mankind, neither German nor British nor French nor in any way national. She was to be the great experiment in peace and reasonableness. She had to hold civilisation and social order out of this fray, to be a refuge for all those finer things that die under stress and turmoil; it was her task to maintain the standards of life and the claims of humanitarianism in the conquered province and the prisoners' compound, she had to be the healer and arbitrator, the remonstrance and not the smiting hand. Surely there were enough smiting hands.

Mr. Direck's mind was in a confusion that was all too common during the hardships of that tragic year. He was caught in a paradox; like a large majority of Americans at the time, he strongly supported the Allies, but also, like many in that majority, he firmly believed it would be wrong and impossible for the United States to join the war. His sympathies were deeply with the Dower House and its little cottage; he would have cried out of deep emotion to see the Stars and Stripes mixed with the three other great banners of red, white, and blue that led the world against German imperialism and militarism, but despite that, his mind would not follow that path. Against all these feelings was something very fundamental in Mr. Direck's character, a belief about America that had developed almost unconsciously in his mind—the idea of America as a nation separate from the Old World system, as a new beginning for humanity, as something far too valuable and precious to be dragged into even the noblest of European conflicts. America was meant to be the start of the unification of mankind, neither German nor British nor French nor defined by any nationality. She was to be the great experiment in peace and reason. She had to keep civilization and social order out of this conflict, to be a refuge for all the finer things that die under pressure and chaos; it was her role to uphold the standards of life and the principles of humanitarianism in the conquered land and the prisoners' camp, she had to be the healer and mediator, the voice of reason, not the violent hand. Surely there were enough violent hands.

But this idea of an America judicial, remonstrating, and aloof, led him to a conclusion that scandalised him. If America will not, and should not use force in the ends of justice, he argued, then America has no right to make and export munitions of war. She must not trade in what she disavows. He had a quite exaggerated idea of the amount of munitions that America was sending to the Allies, he was inclined to believe that they were entirely dependent upon their transatlantic supplies, and so he found himself persuaded that the victory of the Allies and the honour of America were incompatible things. And—in spite of his ethical aloofness—he loved the Allies. He wanted them to win, and he wanted America to abandon a course that he believed was vitally necessary to their victory. It was an intellectual dilemma. He hid this self-contradiction from Matching's Easy with much the same feelings that a curate might hide a poisoned dagger at a tea-party....

But this idea of America being judicial, protesting, and detached led him to a conclusion that shocked him. If America won’t, and shouldn’t, use force to achieve justice, he argued, then America has no right to make and sell weapons of war. She must not deal in what she claims to reject. He had an exaggerated view of how many weapons America was sending to the Allies; he was inclined to think they were completely reliant on their supplies from across the ocean, and so he became convinced that the Allies’ victory and America’s honor were mutually exclusive. And—in spite of his moral detachment—he loved the Allies. He wanted them to win, yet he wanted America to abandon a course that he believed was essential for their victory. It was an intellectual conflict. He concealed this self-contradiction from Matching's Easy with much the same feelings a curate might have hiding a poisoned dagger at a tea party....

It was entirely against his habits of mind to hide anything—more particularly an entanglement with a difficult proposition—but he perceived quite clearly that neither Cecily nor Mr. Britling were really to be trusted to listen calmly to what, under happier circumstances, might be a profoundly interesting moral complication. Yet it was not in his nature to conceal; it was in his nature to state.

It was completely against his way of thinking to hide anything—especially an involvement with a tricky situation—but he clearly saw that neither Cecily nor Mr. Britling could be relied upon to listen calmly to what, in better circumstances, could be a deeply interesting moral dilemma. Yet, it wasn't in his nature to keep things secret; it was in his nature to express them.

And Cecily made things much more difficult. She was pitiless with him. She kept him aloof. "How can I let you make love to me," she said, "when our English men are all going to the war, when Teddy is a prisoner and Hugh is in the trenches. If I were a man—!"

And Cecily made things a lot harder. She was ruthless with him. She kept her distance. "How can I let you be with me," she said, "when all our English men are going to war, when Teddy is a prisoner and Hugh is in the trenches? If I were a man—!"

She couldn't be induced to see any case for America. England was fighting for freedom, and America ought to be beside her. "All the world ought to unite against this German wickedness," she said.

She couldn't be convinced to see any reason for supporting America. England was fighting for freedom, and America should be by her side. "The whole world should come together against this German evil," she said.

"I'm doing all I can to help in Belgium," he protested. "Aren't I working? We've fed four million people."

"I'm doing everything I can to help in Belgium," he said. "Aren't I working? We've fed four million people."

He had backbone, and he would not let her, he was resolved, bully him into a falsehood about his country. America was aloof. She was right to be aloof.... At the same time, Cecily's reproaches were unendurable. And he could feel he was drifting apart from her....

He had strong principles, and he wouldn't let her, he was determined, push him into lying about his country. America was distant. She was justified in being distant.... At the same time, Cecily's accusations were unbearable. And he could sense he was growing apart from her....

He couldn't make America go to war.

He couldn't get America to go to war.

In the quiet of his London hotel he thought it all out. He sat at a writing-table making notes of a perfectly lucid statement of the reasonable, balanced liberal American opinion. An instinct of caution determined him to test it first on Mr. Britling.

In the quiet of his London hotel, he considered everything carefully. He sat at a desk jotting down a clear statement of the reasonable, balanced liberal American viewpoint. A sense of caution led him to first run it by Mr. Britling.

But Mr. Britling realised his worst expectations. He was beyond listening.

But Mr. Britling faced his worst fears. He was no longer able to listen.

"I've not heard from my boy for more than three weeks," said Mr. Britling in the place of any salutation. "This morning makes three-and-twenty days without a letter."

"I haven't heard from my son in over three weeks," said Mr. Britling instead of greeting anyone. "This morning marks twenty-three days without a letter."

It seemed to Mr. Direck that Mr. Britling had suddenly grown ten years older. His face was more deeply lined; the colour and texture of his complexion had gone grey. He moved restlessly and badly; his nerves were manifestly unstrung.

It looked to Mr. Direck like Mr. Britling had suddenly aged ten years. His face was more wrinkled; the color and texture of his skin had turned grey. He moved around awkwardly and uneasily; it was clear that his nerves were on edge.

"It's intolerable that one should be subjected to this ghastly suspense. The boy isn't three hundred miles away."

"It's unacceptable that someone has to endure this terrible uncertainty. The boy isn't even three hundred miles away."

Mr. Direck made obvious inquiries.

Mr. Direck asked obvious questions.

"Always before he's written—generally once a fortnight."

"Always before he writes—usually once every two weeks."

They talked of Hugh for a time, but Mr. Britling was fitful and irritable and quite prepared to hold Mr. Direck accountable for the laxity of the War Office, the treachery of Bulgaria, the ambiguity of Roumania or any other barb that chanced to be sticking into his sensibilities. They lunched precariously. Then they went into the study to smoke.

They talked about Hugh for a while, but Mr. Britling was restless and irritated, and he was ready to blame Mr. Direck for the War Office's negligence, Bulgaria's betrayal, Romania's unclear stance, or any other issue that happened to annoy him. They had a shaky lunch. Then they went into the study to smoke.

There Mr. Direck was unfortunate enough to notice a copy of that innocent American publication The New Republic, lying close to two or three numbers of The Fatherland, a pro-German periodical which at that time inflicted itself upon English writers with the utmost determination. Mr. Direck remarked that The New Republic was an interesting effort on the part of "la Jeunesse Américaine." Mr. Britling regarded the interesting effort with a jaded, unloving eye.

There Mr. Direck happened to see a copy of that innocent American magazine The New Republic, sitting next to a couple of issues of The Fatherland, a pro-German publication that was then insisting on being read by English writers with relentless determination. Mr. Direck commented that The New Republic was an interesting attempt by "la Jeunesse Américaine." Mr. Britling looked at the interesting attempt with a bored, unappreciative glance.

"You Americans," he said, "are the most extraordinary people in the world."

"You Americans," he said, "are the most amazing people in the world."

"Our conditions are exceptional," said Mr. Direck.

"Our conditions are unique," said Mr. Direck.

"You think they are," said Mr. Britling, and paused, and then began to deliver his soul about America in a discourse of accumulating bitterness. At first he reasoned and explained, but as he went on he lost self-control; he became dogmatic, he became denunciatory, he became abusive. He identified Mr. Direck more and more with his subject; he thrust the uncivil "You" more and more directly at him. He let his cigar go out, and flung it impatiently into the fire. As though America was responsible for its going out....

"You think they are," Mr. Britling said, pausing before he started to pour out his feelings about America in a growing wave of bitterness. At first, he reasoned and explained, but as he continued, he lost control; he became dogmatic, denunciatory, and abusive. He increasingly identified Mr. Direck with his subject, directing the rude "You" straight at him. He let his cigar go out and tossed it impatiently into the fire, as if America was to blame for it going out...

Like many Britons Mr. Britling had that touch of patriotic feeling towards America which takes the form of impatient criticism. No one in Britain ever calls an American a foreigner. To see faults in Germany or Spain is to tap boundless fountains of charity; but the faults of America rankle in an English mind almost as much as the faults of England. Mr. Britling could explain away the faults of England readily enough; our Hanoverian monarchy, our Established Church and its deadening effect on education, our imperial obligations and the strain they made upon our supplies of administrative talent were all very serviceable for that purpose. But there in America was the old race, without Crown or Church or international embarrassment, and it was still falling short of splendid. His speech to Mr. Direck had the rancour of a family quarrel. Let me only give a few sentences that were to stick in Mr. Direck's memory.

Like many British people, Mr. Britling had a hint of patriotic sentiment towards America that often came out as sharp criticism. No one in Britain ever refers to an American as a foreigner. Noticing faults in Germany or Spain is met with endless sympathy, but the flaws of America irritate an English mind almost as much as the flaws of England itself. Mr. Britling could easily justify the problems in England; our Hanoverian monarchy, our Established Church and its negative impact on education, our imperial obligations and the pressure they put on our administrative resources were all quite useful for that purpose. But in America, there was the same old race, without a Crown or Church or international complications, and it was still falling short of greatness. His conversation with Mr. Direck had the bitterness of a family dispute. Allow me to share a few sentences that were likely to stick in Mr. Direck’s memory.

"You think you are out of it for good and all. So did we think. We were as smug as you are when France went down in '71.... Yours is only one further degree of insularity. You think this vacuous aloofness of yours is some sort of moral superiority. So did we, so did we....

"You think you're totally out of it for good. So did we. We were as self-satisfied as you are when France went down in '71.... Yours is just one more step of isolation. You believe this empty detachment of yours is some kind of moral high ground. So did we, so did we...."

"It won't last you ten years if we go down....

"It won't last you ten years if we go down....

"Do you think that our disaster will leave the Atlantic for you? Do you fancy there is any Freedom of the Seas possible beyond such freedom as we maintain, except the freedom to attack you? For forty years the British fleet has guarded all America from European attack. Your Monroe doctrine skulks behind it now....

"Do you really think that our disaster will spare the Atlantic for you? Do you believe there's any real Freedom of the Seas possible beyond the freedom we have, except the freedom to attack you? For forty years, the British fleet has protected all of America from European attacks. Your Monroe doctrine hides behind it now..."

"I'm sick of this high thin talk of yours about the war.... You are a nation of ungenerous onlookers—watching us throttle or be throttled. You gamble on our winning. And we shall win; we shall win. And you will profit. And when we have won a victory only one shade less terrible than defeat, then you think you will come in and tinker with our peace. Bleed us a little more to please your hyphenated patriots...."

"I'm tired of your lofty talk about the war.... You’re a nation of unsympathetic spectators—watching us struggle to survive or face extinction. You bet on our success. And we will win; we will win. And you will benefit. And when we achieve a victory that's only slightly less devastating than defeat, you think you can come in and mess with our peace. Squeeze us a little more to satisfy your hyphenated patriots...."

He came to his last shaft. "You talk of your New Ideals of Peace. You say that you are too proud to fight. But your business men in New York give the show away. There's a little printed card now in half the offices in New York that tells of the real pacificism of America. They're busy, you know. Trade's real good. And so as not to interrupt it they stick up this card: 'Nix on the war!' Think of it!—'Nix on the war!' Here is the whole fate of mankind at stake, and America's contribution is a little grumbling when the Germans sank the Lusitania, and no end of grumbling when we hold up a ship or two and some fool of a harbour-master makes an overcharge. Otherwise—'Nix on the war!'...

He reached his final point. "You talk about your new ideals of peace. You say you’re too proud to fight. But your business people in New York are giving everything away. There’s a little printed card in half the offices in New York that reveals the true pacifism of America. They're busy, you know. Trade is really good. And to not interrupt it, they put up this card: 'No to war!' Can you believe it?—'No to war!' The entire future of humanity is at stake, and America's contribution is just some complaining when the Germans sank the Lusitania, and a lot of whining when we stop a ship or two and some clueless harbor master makes an overcharge. Otherwise—'No to war!'...

"Well, let it be Nix on the war! Don't come here and talk to me! You who were searching registers a year ago to find your Essex kin. Let it be Nix! Explanations! What do I want with explanations? And"—he mocked his guest's accent and his guest's mode of thought—"dif'cult prap'sitions."

"Well, forget about the war! Don't come here and talk to me! You who were searching through records a year ago to find your Essex relatives. Forget it! Explanations! What do I want with explanations? And"—he teased his guest's accent and way of thinking—"difficult propositions."

He got up and stood irresolute. He knew he was being preposterously unfair to America, and outrageously uncivil to a trusting guest; he knew he had no business now to end the talk in this violent fashion. But it was an enormous relief. And to mend matters—No! He was glad he'd said these things....

He got up and stood there, unsure of himself. He knew he was being completely unreasonable to America and terribly rude to a trusting guest; he realized he shouldn't end the conversation in such a harsh way. But it was such a relief. And to make things better—No! He was glad he had said those things....

He swung a shoulder to Mr. Direck, and walked out of the room....

He turned his shoulder towards Mr. Direck and walked out of the room...

Mr. Direck heard him cross the hall and slam the door of the little parlour....

Mr. Direck heard him walk across the hall and slam the door to the small living room....

Mr. Direck had been stirred deeply by the tragic indignation of this explosion, and the ring of torment in Mr. Britling's voice. He had stood up also, but he did not follow his host.

Mr. Direck had been deeply moved by the tragic outrage of this explosion and the pain in Mr. Britling's voice. He had also stood up, but he didn’t follow his host.

"It's his boy," said Mr. Direck at last, confidentially to the writing-desk. "How can one argue with him? It's just hell for him...."

"It's his kid," Mr. Direck finally said, speaking quietly to the writing desk. "How can you argue with him? It's just a nightmare for him...."


§ 20


Mr. Direck took his leave of Mrs. Britling, and went very slowly towards the little cottage. But he did not go to the cottage. He felt he would only find another soul in torment there.

Mr. Direck said goodbye to Mrs. Britling and walked slowly toward the little cottage. But he didn't go inside. He sensed he would just find another person in pain there.

"What's the good of hanging round talking?" said Mr. Direck.

"What's the point of just standing around chatting?" said Mr. Direck.

He stopped at the stile in the lane, and sat thinking deeply. "Only one thing will convince her," he said.

He paused at the stile in the lane and sat there lost in thought. "Only one thing will convince her," he said.

He held out his fingers. "First this," he whispered, "and then that. Yes."

He extended his fingers. "First this," he whispered, "and then that. Yeah."

He went on as far as the bend from which one sees the cottage, and stood for a little time regarding it.

He walked as far as the bend where you can see the cottage, and he stood there for a moment looking at it.

He returned still more sorrowfully to the junction, and with every step he took it seemed to him that he would rather see Cecily angry and insulting than not see her at all.

He went back to the junction feeling even more sad, and with each step he took, it felt to him like he’d prefer to see Cecily angry and rude rather than not see her at all.

At the post office he stopped and wrote a letter-card.

At the post office, he paused to write a postcard.

"Dear Cissie," he wrote. "I came down to-day to see you—and thought better of it. I'm going right off to find out about Teddy. Somehow I'll get that settled. I'll fly around and do that somehow if I have to go up to the German front to do it. And when I've got that settled I've got something else in my mind—well, it will wipe out all this little trouble that's got so big between us about neutrality. And I love you dearly, Cissie."

"Dear Cissie," he wrote. "I came down today to see you—and then thought better of it. I'm heading right off to find out about Teddy. I'll figure that out somehow. I'll run around and make it happen, even if I have to go all the way to the German front to do it. And once I sort that out, I have something else planned—well, it will clear up all this little issue that has blown up between us about neutrality. I love you very much, Cissie."

That was all the card would hold.

That was all the card could hold.


§ 21


And then as if it were something that every one in the Dower House had been waiting for, came the message that Hugh had been killed.

And then, as if it were something everyone in the Dower House had been waiting for, the message arrived that Hugh had been killed.

The telegram was brought up by a girl in a pinafore instead of the boy of the old dispensation, for boys now were doing the work of youths and youths the work of the men who had gone to the war.

The telegram was delivered by a girl in a pinafore instead of the boy from the old days, because now boys were doing the jobs of teenagers and teenagers were doing the jobs of the men who had gone off to war.

Mr. Britling was standing at the front door; he had been surveying the late October foliage, touched by the warm light of the afternoon, when the messenger appeared. He opened the telegram, hoping as he had hoped when he opened any telegram since Hugh had gone to the front that it would not contain the exact words he read; that it would say wounded, that at the worst it would say "missing," that perhaps it might even tell of some pleasant surprise, a brief return to home such as the last letter had foreshadowed. He read the final, unqualified statement, the terse regrets. He stood quite still for a moment or so, staring at the words....

Mr. Britling was standing at the front door, looking at the late October leaves, warmed by the afternoon light, when the messenger showed up. He opened the telegram, hoping, as he had with every telegram since Hugh went to the front, that it wouldn't contain the exact words he was reading; that it would say wounded, that at the worst it would say "missing," or maybe it would even bring some good news, like a brief return home as hinted in the last letter. He read the last, straightforward statement, the brief condolences. He stood completely still for a moment, staring at the words...

It was a mile and a quarter from the post office to the Dower House, and it was always his custom to give telegraph messengers who came to his house twopence, and he wanted very much to get rid of the telegraph girl, who stood expectantly before him holding her red bicycle. He felt now very sick and strained; he had a conviction that if he did not by an effort maintain his bearing cool and dry he would howl aloud. He felt in his pocket for money; there were some coppers and a shilling. He pulled it all out together and stared at it.

It was a mile and a quarter from the post office to the Dower House, and it was always his habit to give telegraph messengers who came to his house two pence. He desperately wanted to send off the telegraph girl, who stood in front of him with her red bicycle, looking expectant. He felt very nauseous and tense; he was convinced that if he didn’t somehow keep his composure cool and composed, he would burst out crying. He fished around in his pocket for money; he found some coins and a shilling. He pulled it all out at once and stared at it.

He had an absurd conviction that this ought to be a sixpenny telegram. The thing worried him. He wanted to give the brat sixpence, and he had only threepence and a shilling, and he didn't know what to do and his brain couldn't think. It would be a shocking thing to give her a shilling, and he couldn't somehow give just coppers for so important a thing as Hugh's death. Then all this problem vanished and he handed the child the shilling. She stared at him, inquiring, incredulous. "Is there a reply, Sir, please?"

He was absurdly convinced that this should be a sixpenny telegram. The whole situation stressed him out. He wanted to give the kid sixpence, but he only had threepence and a shilling, and he didn't know what to do; his mind was blank. It would be terrible to give her a shilling, and he couldn't bring himself to just give her coins for something as significant as Hugh's death. Then, all of a sudden, he decided and handed the child the shilling. She looked at him, puzzled and disbelieving. "Is there a reply, Sir, please?"

"No," he said, "that's for you. All of it.... This is a peculiar sort of telegram.... It's news of importance...."

"No," he said, "that's for you. All of it.... This is a really strange telegram.... It's important news...."

As he said this he met her eyes, and had a sudden persuasion that she knew exactly what it was the telegram had told him, and that she was shocked at this gala-like treatment of such terrible news. He hesitated, feeling that he had to say something else, that he was socially inadequate, and then he decided that at any cost he must get his face away from her staring eyes. She made no movement to turn away. She seemed to be taking him in, recording him, for repetition, greedily, with every fibre of her being.

As he said this, he met her gaze and suddenly felt convinced that she understood exactly what the telegram had conveyed to him, and that she was appalled by this festive treatment of such dreadful news. He hesitated, sensing that he needed to say something more, that he was socially awkward, and then he decided that he had to look away from her penetrating stare at any cost. She didn’t move to turn away. She appeared to be absorbing him, memorizing him, greedily, with every fiber of her being.

He stepped past her into the garden, and instantly forgot about her existence....

He walked past her into the garden and immediately forgot she was there...


§ 22


He had been thinking of this possibility for the last few weeks almost continuously, and yet now that it had come to him he felt that he had never thought about it before, that he must go off alone by himself to envisage this monstrous and terrible fact, without distraction or interruption.

He had been thinking about this possibility for the past few weeks non-stop, and yet now that it had arrived, he felt like he had never considered it before. He knew he needed to go off alone to confront this monstrous and terrible reality, without any distractions or interruptions.

He saw his wife coming down the alley between the roses.

He saw his wife walking down the path between the roses.

He was wrenched by emotions as odd and unaccountable as the emotions of adolescence. He had exactly the same feeling now that he had had when in his boyhood some unpleasant admission had to be made to his parents. He felt he could not go through a scene with her yet, that he could not endure the task of telling her, of being observed. He turned abruptly to his left. He walked away as if he had not seen her, across his lawn towards the little summer-house upon a knoll that commanded the high road. She called to him, but he did not answer....

He was overwhelmed by emotions as strange and inexplicable as those of adolescence. He felt just like he did as a kid when he had to make an uncomfortable confession to his parents. He couldn't face her yet; he couldn't bear the thought of telling her, of being watched. He suddenly turned to his left and walked away as if he hadn't seen her, across his lawn toward the small summer house on a hill that overlooked the main road. She called out to him, but he didn’t respond....

He would not look towards her, but for a time all his senses were alert to hear whether she followed him. Safe in the summer-house he could glance back.

He wouldn't look at her, but for a while all his senses were tuned in to see if she was following him. Once he was safe in the summer house, he could glance back.

It was all right. She was going into the house.

It was all good. She was walking into the house.

He drew the telegram from his pocket again furtively, almost guiltily, and re-read it. He turned it over and read it again....

He pulled the telegram from his pocket again, looking around almost shamefully, and read it again. He flipped it over and read it once more...

Killed.

Dead.

Then his own voice, hoarse and strange to his ears, spoke his thought.

Then his own voice, rough and unfamiliar to him, expressed his thoughts.

"My God! how unutterably silly.... Why did I let him go? Why did I let him go?"

"My God! How incredibly foolish.... Why did I let him go? Why did I let him go?"


§ 23


Mrs. Britling did not learn of the blow that had struck them until after dinner that night. She was so accustomed to ignore his incomprehensible moods that she did not perceive that there was anything tragic about him until they sat at table together. He seemed heavy and sulky and disposed to avoid her, but that sort of moodiness was nothing very strange to her. She knew that things that seemed to her utterly trivial, the reading of political speeches in The Times, little comments on life made in the most casual way, mere movements, could so avert him. She had cultivated a certain disregard of such fitful darknesses. But at the dinner-table she looked up, and was stabbed to the heart to see a haggard white face and eyes of deep despair regarding her ambiguously.

Mrs. Britling didn't find out about the blow they had received until after dinner that night. She was so used to ignoring his confusing moods that she didn't realize there was anything tragic about him until they sat down to eat together. He seemed heavy and sulky and was trying to avoid her, but that kind of moodiness was nothing new to her. She knew that things she found completely trivial, like reading political speeches in The Times, little comments on life made casually, or just simple movements could really affect him. She had developed a certain indifference toward those sudden dark moods. But at the dinner table, she looked up and felt a sharp pain in her heart at the sight of his gaunt white face and eyes filled with deep despair gazing at her in an unclear way.

"Hugh!" she said, and then with a chill intimation, "What is it?"

"Hugh!" she said, and then with a cold hint, "What’s wrong?"

They looked at each other. His face softened and winced.

They looked at each other. His face relaxed and flinched.

"My Hugh," he whispered, and neither spoke for some seconds.

"My Hugh," he whispered, and they didn't say anything for a few seconds.

"Killed," he said, and suddenly stood up whimpering, and fumbled with his pocket.

"Killed," he said, suddenly standing up and whimpering as he fumbled with his pocket.

It seemed he would never find what he sought. It came at last, a crumpled telegram. He threw it down before her, and then thrust his chair back clumsily and went hastily out of the room. She heard him sob. She had not dared to look at his face again.

It felt like he would never find what he was looking for. Finally, it came—a wrinkled telegram. He tossed it on the table in front of her, then awkwardly pushed his chair back and rushed out of the room. She heard him sob. She hadn’t dared to look at his face again.

"Oh!" she cried, realising that an impossible task had been thrust upon her.

"Oh!" she exclaimed, realizing that an impossible task had been handed to her.

"But what can I say to him?" she said, with the telegram in her hand.

"But what can I say to him?" she asked, holding the telegram in her hand.

The parlourmaid came into the room.

The housemaid walked into the room.

"Clear the dinner away!" said Mrs. Britling, standing at her place. "Master Hugh is killed...." And then wailing: "Oh! what can I say? What can I say?"

"Clear the dinner away!" said Mrs. Britling, standing at her spot. "Master Hugh is dead...." And then crying out: "Oh! what can I say? What can I say?"


§ 24


That night Mrs. Britling made the supreme effort of her life to burst the prison of self-consciousness and inhibition in which she was confined. Never before in all her life had she so desired to be spontaneous and unrestrained; never before had she so felt herself hampered by her timidity, her self-criticism, her deeply ingrained habit of never letting herself go. She was rent by reflected distress. It seemed to her that she would be ready to give her life and the whole world to be able to comfort her husband now. And she could conceive no gesture of comfort. She went out of the dining-room into the hall and listened. She went very softly upstairs until she came to the door of her husband's room. There she stood still. She could hear no sound from within. She put out her hand and turned the handle of the door a little way, and then she was startled by the loudness of the sound it made and at her own boldness. She withdrew her hand, and then with a gesture of despair, with a face of white agony, she flitted along the corridor to her own room.

That night, Mrs. Britling made the biggest effort of her life to break free from the prison of self-consciousness and inhibition that had held her captive. Never before had she wished so desperately to be spontaneous and free; never had she felt more constrained by her shyness, her self-criticism, and her deeply rooted habit of holding back. She was overwhelmed by reflected distress. It felt like she would give her life and the whole world just to comfort her husband right now. But she couldn’t think of any way to show that comfort. She stepped out of the dining room into the hall and listened. She moved quietly upstairs until she reached the door of her husband’s room. There she hesitated. She couldn’t hear any sound coming from inside. She reached out and turned the doorknob slightly, only to be startled by how loud it was and surprised by her own boldness. She pulled her hand back, and in a moment of despair, with a face twisted in agony, she darted back down the corridor to her own room.

Her mind was beaten to the ground by this catastrophe, of which to this moment she had never allowed herself to think. She had never allowed herself to think of it. The figure of her husband, like some pitiful beast, wounded and bleeding, filled her mind. She gave scarcely a thought to Hugh. "Oh, what can I do for him?" she asked herself, sitting down before her unlit bedroom fire.... "What can I say or do?"

Her mind was crushed by this disaster, which until now she had never let herself think about. She had never allowed herself to consider it. The image of her husband, like a wounded and bleeding animal, dominated her thoughts. She hardly thought about Hugh. "Oh, what can I do for him?" she wondered, sitting down in front of her unlit bedroom fire... "What can I say or do?"

She brooded until she shivered, and then she lit her fire....

She contemplated until she felt cold, and then she started her fire....

It was late that night and after an eternity of resolutions and doubts and indecisions that Mrs. Britling went to her husband. He was sitting close up to the fire with his chin upon his hands, waiting for her; he felt that she would come to him, and he was thinking meanwhile of Hugh with a slow unprogressive movement of the mind. He showed by a movement that he heard her enter the room, but he did not turn to look at her. He shrank a little from her approach.

It was late that night, and after what felt like forever of making resolutions, wrestling with doubts, and facing indecisions, Mrs. Britling went to her husband. He was sitting close to the fire, resting his chin on his hands, waiting for her; he sensed she would come to him, and in the meantime, he was thinking about Hugh with a slow, unchanging fog in his mind. He acknowledged her entrance into the room with a slight movement but didn’t turn to look at her. He pulled back a bit from her approach.

She came and stood beside him. She ventured to touch him very softly, and to stroke his head. "My dear," she said. "My poor dear!

She came and stood beside him. She dared to touch him gently and to stroke his head. "My dear," she said. "My poor dear!

"It is so dreadful for you," she said, "it is so dreadful for you. I know how you loved him...."

"It’s so terrible for you," she said, "it’s so terrible for you. I know how much you loved him..."

He spread his hands over his face and became very still.

He placed his hands over his face and became completely still.

"My poor dear!" she said, still stroking his hair, "my poor dear!"

"My poor thing!" she said, still running her fingers through his hair, "my poor thing!"

And then she went on saying "poor dear," saying it presently because there was nothing more had come into her mind. She desired supremely to be his comfort, and in a little while she was acting comfort so poorly that she perceived her own failure. And that increased her failure, and that increased her paralysing sense of failure....

And then she kept saying "poor dear," saying it over and over because nothing else came to her mind. She really wanted to comfort him, but after a while, she realized she was doing a terrible job at it. That made her feel even worse about her failure, and that only deepened her overwhelming sense of failure...

And suddenly her stroking hand ceased. Suddenly the real woman cried out from her.

And then her hand stopped moving. In that moment, the real woman inside her cried out.

"I can't reach you!" she cried aloud. "I can't reach you. I would do anything.... You! You with your heart half broken...."

"I can't reach you!" she shouted. "I can't reach you. I would do anything.... You! You with your heart half broken...."

She turned towards the door. She moved clumsily, she was blinded by her tears.

She turned toward the door. She moved awkwardly, her tears blinding her.

Mr. Britling uncovered his face. He stood up astonished, and then pity and pitiful understanding came storming across his grief. He made a step and took her in his arms. "My dear," he said, "don't go from me...."

Mr. Britling uncovered his face. He stood up in shock, and then compassion and a painful understanding rushed over his sorrow. He stepped forward and gathered her in his arms. "My dear," he said, "please don’t leave me…."

She turned to him weeping, and put her arms about his neck, and he too was weeping.

She turned to him in tears, wrapping her arms around his neck, and he was also crying.

"My poor wife!" he said, "my dear wife. If it were not for you—I think I could kill myself to-night. Don't cry, my dear. Don't, don't cry. You do not know how you comfort me. You do not know how you help me."

"My poor wife!" he said, "my dear wife. If it weren't for you—I think I could end my life tonight. Don't cry, my dear. Please, don't cry. You have no idea how much you comfort me. You have no idea how much you help me."

He drew her to him; he put her cheek against his own....

He pulled her closer and pressed her cheek against his.

His heart was so sore and wounded that he could not endure that another human being should go wretched. He sat down in his chair and drew her upon his knees, and said everything he could think of to console her and reassure her and make her feel that she was of value to him. He spoke of every pleasant aspect of their lives, of every aspect, except that he never named that dear pale youth who waited now.... He could wait a little longer....

His heart was so hurt and broken that he couldn't stand the thought of another person being miserable. He sat down in his chair and pulled her onto his lap, and said everything he could think of to comfort her, reassure her, and make her feel valued. He talked about all the good things in their lives, touching on every detail, except he never mentioned that dear pale young man who was waiting now.... He could wait a little longer....

At last she went from him.

She finally left him.

"Good night," said Mr. Britling, and took her to the door. "It was very dear of you to come and comfort me," he said....

"Good night," Mr. Britling said as he walked her to the door. "It was really kind of you to come and cheer me up," he added.


§ 25


He closed the door softly behind her.

He quietly shut the door behind her.

The door had hardly shut upon her before he forgot her. Instantly he was alone again, utterly alone. He was alone in an empty world....

The door had barely closed behind her when he forgot her. Immediately, he was alone again, completely alone. He was alone in an empty world...

Loneliness struck him like a blow. He had dependents, he had cares. He had never a soul to whom he might weep....

Loneliness hit him hard. He had people relying on him, he had worries. He never had anyone to turn to and cry...

For a time he stood beside his open window. He looked at the bed—but no sleep he knew would come that night—until the sleep of exhaustion came. He looked at the bureau at which he had so often written. But the writing there was a shrivelled thing....

For a while, he stood next to his open window. He glanced at the bed—but he knew that no sleep would come that night—until the sleep of exhaustion finally took over. He looked at the desk where he had often written. But the writing there was a withered thing....

This room was unendurable. He must go out. He turned to the window, and outside was a troublesome noise of night-jars and a distant roaring of stags, black trees, blacknesses, the sky clear and remote with a great company of stars.... The stars seemed attentive. They stirred and yet were still. It was as if they were the eyes of watchers. He would go out to them....

This room was unbearable. He had to get out. He turned to the window, and outside there was the annoying noise of nightjars and the distant roar of stags, black trees, darkness, the sky clear and distant with a vast array of stars.... The stars seemed to be watching. They moved slightly yet remained still. It was as if they were the eyes of observers. He would go out to them....

Very softly he went towards the passage door, and still more softly felt his way across the landing and down the staircase. Once or twice he paused to listen.

Very quietly, he moved toward the passage door, and even more quietly made his way across the landing and down the stairs. A couple of times, he stopped to listen.

He let himself out with elaborate precautions....

He carefully let himself out, taking all necessary precautions....

Across the dark he went, and suddenly his boy was all about him, playing, climbing the cedars, twisting miraculously about the lawn on a bicycle, discoursing gravely upon his future, lying on the grass, breathing very hard and drawing preposterous caricatures. Once again they walked side by side up and down—it was athwart this very spot—talking gravely but rather shyly....

Across the darkness he moved, and suddenly his boy was everywhere around him, playing, climbing the cedars, twisting miraculously on the lawn on a bicycle, seriously discussing his future, lying on the grass, breathing heavily and drawing ridiculous caricatures. Once again they walked side by side back and forth—it was right here—talking seriously but also a bit shyly....

And here they had stood a little awkwardly, before the boy went in to say good-bye to his stepmother and go off with his father to the station....

And here they stood a bit uncomfortably, before the boy went in to say goodbye to his stepmother and left with his father for the station....

"I will work to-morrow again," whispered Mr. Britling, "but to-night—to-night.... To-night is yours.... Can you hear me, can you hear? Your father ... who had counted on you...."

"I'll work again tomorrow," whispered Mr. Britling, "but tonight—tonight... Tonight is yours... Can you hear me, can you hear? Your father... who had relied on you...."


§ 26


He went into the far corner of the hockey paddock, and there he moved about for a while and then stood for a long time holding the fence with both hands and staring blankly into the darkness. At last he turned away, and went stumbling and blundering towards the rose garden. A spray of creeper tore his face and distressed him. He thrust it aside fretfully, and it scratched his hand. He made his way to the seat in the arbour, and sat down and whispered a little to himself, and then became very still with his arm upon the back of the seat and his head upon his arm.

He went to the far corner of the hockey field, and there he moved around for a while before standing for a long time, gripping the fence with both hands and staring blankly into the darkness. Finally, he turned away and stumbled toward the rose garden. A tangle of vines scratched his face and annoyed him. He pushed it aside irritably, and it scraped his hand. He made his way to the seat in the gazebo, sat down, whispered a little to himself, and then became very still with his arm resting on the back of the seat and his head on his arm.


BOOK III

THE TESTAMENT OF MATCHING'S EASY


CHAPTER THE FIRST

MRS. TEDDY GOES FOR A WALK


§ 1


All over England now, where the livery of mourning had been a rare thing to see, women and children went about in the October sunshine in new black clothes. Everywhere one met these fresh griefs, mothers who had lost their sons, women who had lost their men, lives shattered and hopes destroyed. The dyers had a great time turning coloured garments to black. And there was also a growing multitude of crippled and disabled men. It was so in England, much more was it so in France and Russia, in all the countries of the Allies, and in Germany and Austria; away into Asia Minor and Egypt, in India and Japan and Italy there was mourning, the world was filled with loss and mourning and impoverishment and distress.

All over England now, where seeing people in mourning clothes used to be rare, women and children walked under the October sunshine in new black outfits. Everywhere you encountered these fresh sorrows: mothers mourning their sons, women grieving for their men, lives broken and hopes dashed. The dyers were busy converting colorful clothes into black. There was also an increasing number of injured and disabled men. This was true in England, but it was even more so in France and Russia, across all the Allied countries, and in Germany and Austria; extending to Asia Minor and Egypt, in India and Japan and Italy, there was mourning everywhere, and the world was filled with loss, grief, poverty, and distress.

And still the mysterious powers that required these things of mankind were unappeased, and each day added its quota of heart-stabbing messages and called for new mourning, and sent home fresh consignments of broken and tormented men.

And still, the mysterious forces that demanded these things from humanity remained unsatisfied, with each day bringing its share of heartbreaking news, prompting new grief, and sending back more broken and tormented individuals.

Some clung to hopes that became at last almost more terrible than black certainties....

Some held onto hopes that eventually turned out to be almost worse than bleak realities....

Mrs. Teddy went about the village in a coloured dress bearing herself confidently. Teddy had been listed now as "missing, since reported killed," and she had had two letters from his comrades. They said Teddy had been left behind in the ruins of a farm with one or two other wounded, and that when the Canadians retook the place these wounded had all been found butchered. None had been found alive. Afterwards the Canadians had had to fall back. Mr. Direck had been at great pains to hunt up wounded men from Teddy's company, and also any likely Canadians both at the base hospital in France and in London, and to get what he could from them. He had made it a service to Cissie. Only one of his witnesses was quite clear about Teddy, but he, alas! was dreadfully clear. There had been only one lieutenant among the men left behind, he said, and obviously that must have been Teddy. "He had been prodded in half-a-dozen places. His head was nearly severed from his body."

Mrs. Teddy walked around the village in a colorful dress, carrying herself with confidence. Teddy was now listed as "missing, presumed killed," and she had received two letters from his comrades. They mentioned that Teddy had been left behind in the ruins of a farm with one or two other wounded soldiers, and when the Canadians retook the area, they found all the wounded had been slaughtered. None had been found alive. Later, the Canadians had to retreat. Mr. Direck had gone to great lengths to track down wounded men from Teddy's company, as well as any likely Canadians at the base hospital in France and in London, trying to gather information from them. He had made it a personal mission for Cissie. Only one of his sources was completely sure about Teddy, but unfortunately, he was painfully clear. There had only been one lieutenant among the men left behind, he said, and that must have been Teddy. "He had been stabbed in several places. His head was nearly severed from his body."

Direck came down and told the story to Cissie. "Shall I tell it to her?" he asked.

Direck came down and shared the story with Cissie. "Should I tell her?" he asked.

Cissie thought. "Not yet," she said....

Cissie thought, "Not yet," she said...

Letty's face changed in those pitiful weeks when she was denying death. She lost her pretty colour, she became white; her mouth grew hard and her eyes had a hard brightness. She never wept, she never gave a sign of sorrow, and she insisted upon talking about Teddy, in a dry offhand voice. Constantly she referred to his final return. "Teddy," she said, "will be surprised at this," or "Teddy will feel sold when he sees how I have altered that."

Letty's face changed during those difficult weeks when she was in denial about death. She lost her rosy complexion and turned pale; her mouth became tight, and her eyes had a sharp brightness. She never cried, never showed any sign of sadness, and insisted on talking about Teddy in a casual, detached way. She constantly mentioned his eventual return. "Teddy," she said, "will be surprised by this," or "Teddy will feel cheated when he sees how I've changed that."

"Presently we shall see his name in a list of prisoners," she said. "He is a wounded prisoner in Germany."

"Right now we’ll see his name on a list of prisoners," she said. "He’s a wounded prisoner in Germany."

She adopted that story. She had no justification for it, but she would hear no doubts upon it. She presently began to prepare parcels to send him. "They want almost everything," she told people. "They are treated abominably. He has not been able to write to me yet, but I do not think I ought to wait until he asks me."

She embraced that story. She had no reason to believe it, but she wouldn’t entertain any doubts about it. Soon, she started getting packages ready to send him. "They need just about everything," she told others. "They’re being treated horribly. He hasn’t been able to write to me yet, but I don’t think I should wait until he asks me."

Cissie was afraid to interfere with this.

Cissie was scared to get involved in this.

After a time Letty grew impatient at the delay in getting any address and took her first parcel to the post office.

After a while, Letty became frustrated with the lack of an address and took her first package to the post office.

"Unless you know what prison he is at," said the postmistress.

"Unless you know which prison he's in," said the postmistress.

"Pity!" said Letty. "I don't know that. Must it wait for that? I thought the Germans were so systematic that it didn't matter."

"Pity!" Letty said. "I don't know that. Does it have to wait for that? I thought the Germans were so systematic that it didn't matter."

The postmistress made tedious explanations that Letty did not seem to hear. She stared straight in front of her at nothing. Then in a pause in the conversation she picked up her parcel.

The postmistress gave lengthy explanations that Letty didn't appear to notice. She gazed straight ahead at nothing. Then, during a break in the conversation, she picked up her package.

"It's tiresome for him to have to wait," she said. "But it can't be long before I know."

"It's exhausting for him to have to wait," she said. "But it can't be much longer before I find out."

She took the parcel back to the cottage.

She carried the package back to the cottage.

"After all," she said, "it gives us time to get the better sort of throat lozenges for him—the sort the syndicate shop doesn't keep."

"After all," she said, "it gives us time to get the better kind of throat lozenges for him—the kind the syndicate shop doesn't carry."

She put the parcel conspicuously upon the dresser in the kitchen where it was most in the way, and set herself to make a jersey for Teddy against the coming of the cold weather.

She placed the package prominently on the kitchen dresser where it would be most noticeable, and started working on a sweater for Teddy in preparation for the cold weather.

But one night the white mask fell for a moment from her face.

But one night, her white mask slipped off her face for a moment.

Cissie and she had been sitting in silence before the fire. She had been knitting—she knitted very badly—and Cissie had been pretending to read, and had been watching her furtively. Cissie eyed the slow, toilsome growth of the slack woolwork for a time, and the touch of angry effort in every stroke of the knitting needles. Then she was stirred to remonstrance.

Cissie and she had been sitting quietly by the fire. She had been knitting—she was really bad at it—and Cissie had been pretending to read but was actually watching her secretly. Cissie watched the slow, laborious progress of the loose knitting for a while, noticing the frustrated effort in every movement of the knitting needles. Then she felt compelled to speak up.

"Poor Letty!" she said very softly. "Suppose after all, he is dead?"

"Poor Letty!" she said very softly. "What if he really is dead?"

Letty met her with a pitiless stare.

Letty looked at her with a cold, unforgiving gaze.

"He is a prisoner," she said. "Isn't that enough? Why do you jab at me by saying that? A wounded prisoner. Isn't that enough despicable trickery for God even to play on Teddy—our Teddy? To the very last moment he shall not be dead. Until the war is over. Until six months after the war....

"He’s a prisoner," she said. "Isn't that enough? Why do you keep saying that to me? A wounded prisoner. Isn’t that enough cruel trickery for God to play on Teddy—our Teddy? He won’t be dead until the very last moment. Not until the war is over. Not for six months after the war....

"I will tell you why, Cissie...."

"I'll explain why, Cissie..."

She leant across the table and pointed her remarks with her knitting needles, speaking in a tone of reasonable remonstrance. "You see," she said, "if people like Teddy are to be killed, then all our ideas that life is meant for, honesty and sweetness and happiness, are wrong, and this world is just a place of devils; just a dirty cruel hell. Getting born would be getting damned. And so one must not give way to that idea, however much it may seem likely that he is dead....

She leaned across the table and emphasized her points with her knitting needles, speaking in a tone of reasonable remonstrance. "You see," she said, "if people like Teddy are going to be killed, then all our beliefs about life being meant for honesty, kindness, and happiness are wrong, and this world is just a place of evil; just a filthy, cruel hell. Being born would be like being condemned. So, we must not give in to that idea, no matter how likely it seems that he is dead..."

"You see, if he is dead, then Cruelty is the Law, and some one must pay me for his death.... Some one must pay me.... I shall wait for six months after the war, dear, and then I shall go off to Germany and learn my way about there. And I will murder some German. Not just a common German, but a German who belongs to the guilty kind. A sacrifice. It ought, for instance, to be comparatively easy to kill some of the children of the Crown Prince or some of the Bavarian princes. I shall prefer German children. I shall sacrifice them to Teddy. It ought not to be difficult to find people who can be made directly responsible, the people who invented the poison gas, for instance, and kill them, or to kill people who are dear to them. Or necessary to them.... Women can do that so much more easily than men....

You see, if he is dead, then Cruelty is the Law, and someone has to pay me for his death.... Someone has to pay me.... I’ll wait six months after the war, dear, and then I’ll head to Germany and figure my way around there. And I will kill a German. Not just any German, but one of the guilty ones. A sacrifice. It should be relatively easy to take out some of the children of the Crown Prince or some of the Bavarian princes. I’ll prefer German children. I’ll sacrifice them to Teddy. It shouldn’t be hard to find people who can be held directly responsible, like those who created the poison gas, for example, and kill them, or go after the people who are close to them. Or essential to them.... Women can do that so much more easily than men....

"That perhaps is the only way in which wars of this kind will ever be brought to an end. By women insisting on killing the kind of people who make them. Rooting them out. By a campaign of pursuit and assassination that will go on for years and years after the war itself is over.... Murder is such a little gentle punishment for the crime of war.... It would be hardly more than a reproach for what has happened. Falling like snow. Death after death. Flake by flake. This prince. That statesman. The count who writes so fiercely for war.... That is what I am going to do. If Teddy is really dead.... We women were ready enough a year or so ago to starve and die for the Vote, and that was quite a little thing in comparison with this business.... Don't you see what I mean? It's so plain and sensible, Cissie. Whenever a man sits and thinks whether he will make a war or not, then he will think too of women, women with daggers, bombs; of a vengeance that will never tire nor rest; of consecrated patient women ready to start out upon a pilgrimage that will only end with his death.... I wouldn't hurt these war makers. No. In spite of the poison gas. In spite of trench feet and the men who have been made blind and the wounded who have lain for days, dying slowly in the wet. Women ought not to hurt. But I would kill. Like killing dangerous vermin. It would go on year by year. Balkan kings, German princes, chancellors, they would have schemed for so much—and come to just a rattle in the throat.... And if presently other kings and emperors began to prance about and review armies, they too would go....

"That might be the only way wars like this will ever truly end. By women insisting on taking out the people who create them. Rooting them out. Through a campaign of pursuit and assassination that continues for years after the war is over... Murder feels like such a minor punishment for the crime of war... It would barely register as a reproach for what has happened. Falling like snow. Death after death. Flake by flake. This prince. That politician. The count who argues fiercely for war... That’s what I plan to do. If Teddy is really dead... We women were more than ready a year ago to starve and risk our lives for the Vote, and that seems trivial compared to this... Don’t you see what I mean? It’s so clear and reasonable, Cissie. Whenever a man considers whether he will start a war, he’ll think of women, women with daggers and bombs; of a vengeance that never tires or rests; of dedicated, patient women ready to embark on a mission that will only end with his death... I wouldn’t hurt these war-makers. No. Despite the poison gas. Despite trench foot and the men blinded and the wounded who lay for days, slowly dying in the mud. Women shouldn’t inflict harm. But I would kill. Like exterminating dangerous pests. It would continue year after year. Balkan kings, German princes, chancellors—they would have plotted so much—and end up gasping for breath... And if soon other kings and emperors started to strut around and review their armies, they too would meet the same fate..."

"Until all the world understood that women would not stand war any more forever....

"Until the whole world realized that women would not tolerate war any longer....

"Of course I shall do something of the sort. What else is there to do now for me?"

"Of course I'll do something like that. What else is there for me to do now?"

Letty's eyes were bright and intense, but her voice was soft and subdued. She went on after a pause in the same casual voice. "You see now, Cissie, why I cling to the idea that Teddy is alive. If Teddy is alive, then even if he is wounded, he will get some happiness out of it—and all this won't be—just rot. If he is dead then everything is so desperately silly and cruel from top to bottom—"

Letty's eyes were bright and intense, but her voice was soft and quiet. She continued after a pause in the same casual tone. "You see now, Cissie, why I hold on to the idea that Teddy is alive. If Teddy is alive, then even if he’s hurt, he will find some happiness in it—and all of this won't be just nonsense. If he’s dead, then everything is just desperately silly and cruel from top to bottom—"

She smiled wanly to finish her sentence.

She smiled weakly to finish her sentence.

"But, Letty!" said Cissie, "there is the boy!"

"But, Letty!" Cissie said, "there's the boy!"

"I shall leave the boy to you. Compared with Teddy I don't care that for the boy. I never did. What is the good of pretending? Some women are made like that."

"I'll leave the boy with you. Compared to Teddy, I don't care at all for the boy. I never did. What's the point of pretending? Some women are just like that."

She surveyed her knitting. "Poor stitches," she said....

She looked over her knitting. "These stitches are terrible," she said....

"I'm hard stuff, Cissie. I take after mother more than father. Teddy is my darling. All the tenderness of my life is Teddy. If it goes, it goes.... I won't crawl about the world like all these other snivelling widows. If they've killed my man I shall kill. Blood for blood and loss for loss. I shall get just as close to the particular Germans who made this war as I can, and I shall kill them and theirs....

"I'm tough, Cissie. I take after my mom more than my dad. Teddy is my everything. All the love in my life is Teddy. If I lose him, I lose him... I won't crawl around the world like all those other whiny widows. If they've killed my man, I will seek revenge. Blood for blood and loss for loss. I will get as close as I can to the specific Germans who started this war, and I will take them down and their families too..."

"The Women's Association for the Extirpation of the whole breed of War Lords," she threw out. "If I do happen to hurt—does it matter?"

"The Women's Association for the Elimination of all War Lords," she said. "If I do happen to hurt—does it matter?"

She looked at her sister's shocked face and smiled again.

She glanced at her sister's surprised face and smiled again.

"You think I go about staring at nothing," she remarked.... "Not a bit of it! I have been planning all sorts of things.... I have been thinking how I could get to Germany.... Or one might catch them in Switzerland.... I've had all sorts of plans. They can't go guarded for ever....

"You think I just walk around staring at nothing," she said.... "Not at all! I've been planning all kinds of things.... I've been thinking about how I could get to Germany.... Or maybe I could catch them in Switzerland.... I’ve had all sorts of plans. They can’t stay guarded forever....

"Oh, it makes me despise humanity to see how many soldiers and how few assassins there are in the world.... After the things we have seen. If people did their duty by the dagger there wouldn't be such a thing as a War Lord in the world. Not one.... The Kaiser and his sons and his sons' sons would know nothing but fear now for all their lives. Fear would only cease to pursue as the coffin went down into the grave. Fear by sea, fear by land, for the vessel he sailed in, the train he travelled in, fear when he slept for the death in his dreams, fear when he waked for the death in every shadow; fear in every crowd, fear whenever he was alone. Fear would stalk him through the trees, hide in the corner of the staircase; make all his food taste perplexingly, so that he would want to spit it out...."

"Oh, it makes me hate humanity to see how many soldiers there are and how few assassins.... After everything we've witnessed. If people handled their responsibilities with a dagger, there wouldn't be such a thing as a War Lord in the world. Not one.... The Kaiser and his sons and their sons would live in constant fear for the rest of their lives. Fear would only stop chasing them as they were lowered into their grave. Fear by sea, fear by land, for the ship they traveled on, the train they rode, fear while sleeping from the death in their dreams, fear upon waking from the death in every shadow; fear in every crowd, fear whenever they were alone. Fear would follow them through the trees, hide in the corner of the staircase; make all their food taste strange, so they would want to spit it out...."

She sat very still brooding on that idea for a time, and then stood up.

She sat quietly, thinking about that idea for a while, and then stood up.

"What nonsense one talks!" she cried, and yawned. "I wonder why poor Teddy doesn't send me a post card or something to tell me his address. I tell you what I am afraid of sometimes about him, Cissie."

"What nonsense people talk!" she exclaimed, yawning. "I wonder why poor Teddy doesn't send me a postcard or something to let me know his address. I’ll tell you what I am afraid of sometimes regarding him, Cissie."

"Yes?" said Cissie.

"Yes?" Cissie asked.

"Loss of memory. Suppose a beastly lump of shell or something whacked him on the head.... I had a dream of him looking strange about the eyes and not knowing me. That, you know, really may have happened.... It would be beastly, of course...."

"Loss of memory. Imagine if some rough piece of shell or something hit him on the head.... I dreamed he looked off in the eyes and didn’t recognize me. That, you know, really could have happened.... It would be awful, of course...."

Cissie's eyes were critical, but she had nothing ready to say.

Cissie's eyes were judgmental, but she had nothing to say.

There were some moments of silence.

There were a few quiet moments.

"Oh! bed," said Letty. "Though I shall just lie scheming."

"Oh! bed," Letty said. "Even though I'll just lie here planning."


§ 2


Cissie lay awake that night thinking about her sister as if she had never thought about her before.

Cissie lay awake that night, thinking about her sister like she never had before.

She began to weigh the concentrated impressions of a thousand memories. She and her sister were near in age; they knew each other with an extreme intimacy, and yet it seemed to Cissie that night as though she did not know Letty at all. A year ago she would have been certain she knew everything about her. But the old familiar Letty, with the bright complexion, and the wicked eye, with her rebellious schoolgirl insistence upon the beautifulness of "Boof'l young men," and her frank and glowing passion for Teddy, with her delight in humorous mystifications and open-air exercise and all the sunshine and laughter of life, this sister Letty, who had been so satisfactory and complete and final, had been thrust aside like a mask. Cissie no longer knew her sister's eyes. Letty's hand had become thin and unfamiliar and a little wrinkled; she was sharp-featured and thin-lipped; her acts, which had once been predictable, were incomprehensible, and Cissie was thrown back upon speculations. In their schooldays Letty had had a streak of intense sensibility; she had been easily moved to tears. But never once had she wept or given any sign of weeping since Teddy's name had appeared in the casualty list.... What was the strength of this tragic tension? How far would it carry her? Was Letty really capable of becoming a Charlotte Corday? Of carrying out a scheme of far-seeing vengeance, of making her way through long months and years nearer and nearer to revenge?

She started to consider the accumulated feelings from a thousand memories. She and her sister were close in age; they shared an intense bond, yet that night it felt to Cissie as if she didn’t know Letty at all. A year ago, she would have been confident she knew everything about her. But the familiar Letty, with her bright complexion and mischievous eyes, who had a rebellious schoolgirl insistence on the attractiveness of "Boof'l young men," her open and glowing love for Teddy, her enjoyment of humorous pranks and outdoor activities, along with all the sunshine and laughter of life—this sister Letty, who had seemed so satisfying and complete, had been cast aside like a mask. Cissie no longer recognized her sister’s eyes. Letty’s hand had become thin and unfamiliar and slightly wrinkled; she was sharp-featured and thin-lipped; her actions, once predictable, were now incomprehensible, leaving Cissie with nothing but questions. In their school days, Letty had a strong sensitivity; she could be easily brought to tears. But not once had she cried or shown any signs of sadness since Teddy’s name appeared on the casualty list.... What was the source of this tragic tension? How far would it lead her? Was Letty really capable of becoming a Charlotte Corday? Of carrying out a long-term plan for revenge, gradually moving closer and closer to payback?

Were such revenges possible?

Could such revenge be possible?

Would people presently begin to murder the makers of the Great War? What a strange thing it would be in history if so there came a punishment and end to the folly of kings!

Would people today start to kill the creators of the Great War? What a strange moment in history that would be if it brought punishment and an end to the foolishness of kings!

Only a little while ago Cissie's imagination might have been captured by so romantic a dream. She was still but a year or so out of the stage of melodrama. But she was out of it. She was growing up now to a subtler wisdom. People, she was beginning to realise, do not do these simple things. They make vows of devotion and they are not real vows of devotion; they love—quite honestly—and qualify. There are no great revenges but only little mean ones; no life-long vindications except the unrelenting vengeance of the law. There is no real concentration of people's lives anywhere such as romance demands. There is change, there is forgetfulness. Everywhere there is dispersal. Even to the tragic story of Teddy would come the modifications of time. Even to the wickedness of the German princes would presently be added some conflicting aspects. Could Letty keep things for years in her mind, hard and terrible, as they were now? Surely they would soften; other things would overlay them....

Only a little while ago, Cissie's imagination might have been caught up in such a romantic dream. She was barely a year out of the melodrama phase. But she had moved on. She was growing up now, gaining a subtler wisdom. She was starting to realize that people don't act in these straightforward ways. They make promises of loyalty, but those aren't really promises of loyalty; they love—quite genuinely—and then add conditions. There are no grand acts of revenge, just small, petty ones; no lifelong vindications except for the relentless punishment of the law. There's no real focus in people's lives like romance suggests. There's change, there's forgetfulness. Everywhere there is dispersion. Even the tragic story of Teddy would be influenced by the passage of time. Even the wrongdoings of the German princes would eventually come with some contradictory elements. Could Letty really hold onto things for years just as they were, harsh and terrible? Surely they would soften; other things would cover them up....

There came a rush of memories of Letty in a dozen schoolgirl adventures, times when she had ventured, and times when she had failed; Letty frightened, Letty vexed, Letty launching out to great enterprises, going high and hard and well for a time, and then failing. She had seen Letty snivelling and dirty; Letty shamed and humiliated. She knew her Letty to the soul. Poor Letty! Poor dear Letty! With a sudden clearness of vision Cissie realised what was happening in her sister's mind. All this tense scheming of revenges was the imaginative play with which Letty warded off the black alternative to her hope; it was not strength, it was weakness. It was a form of giving way. She could not face starkly the simple fact of Teddy's death. That was too much for her. So she was building up this dream of a mission of judgment against the day when she could resist the facts no longer. She was already persuaded, only she would not be persuaded until her dream was ready. If this state of suspense went on she might establish her dream so firmly that it would at last take complete possession of her mind. And by that time also she would have squared her existence at Matching's Easy with the elaboration of her reverie.

There came a flood of memories of Letty in a dozen schoolgirl adventures, moments when she had taken risks and times when she had fallen short; Letty scared, Letty annoyed, Letty diving into big undertakings, going high and strong and well for a while, and then failing. She had seen Letty crying and a mess; Letty ashamed and embarrassed. She knew Letty to her core. Poor Letty! Poor sweet Letty! Suddenly, Cissie realized what was going on in her sister's mind. All this intense scheming for revenge was the imaginative way Letty dealt with the dark alternative to her hope; it wasn’t strength, it was weakness. It was a way of giving in. She couldn’t face the harsh reality of Teddy’s death. That was too much for her. So she was creating this fantasy of a mission of judgment for the day when she could no longer ignore the truth. She was already convinced; she just wouldn't accept it until her dream was ready. If this state of uncertainty continued, she might make her dream so solid that it would completely take over her mind. By then, she would have also adjusted her life at Matching's Easy to fit her elaborate daydream.

She would go about the place then, fancying herself preparing for this tremendous task she would never really do; she would study German maps; she would read the papers about German statesmen and rulers; perhaps she would even make weak attempts to obtain a situation in Switzerland or in Germany. Perhaps she would buy a knife or a revolver. Perhaps presently she would begin to hover about Windsor or Sandringham when peace was made, and the German cousins came visiting again....

She would wander around the place, imagining she was getting ready for this huge task she would never actually do; she would study German maps; she would read articles about German politicians and leaders; maybe she would even make feeble attempts to find a job in Switzerland or Germany. Maybe she would buy a knife or a gun. Perhaps soon she would start hanging around Windsor or Sandringham when peace was restored, and the German relatives came to visit again...

Into Cissie's mind came the image of the thing that might be; Letty, shabby, draggled, with her sharp bright prettiness become haggard, an assassin dreamer, still dependent on Mr. Britling, doing his work rather badly, in a distraught unpunctual fashion.

Into Cissie's mind came the image of what could be; Letty, worn out and messy, her once sharp and bright beauty now haggard, a dreamer with a hidden assassin’s touch, still relying on Mr. Britling, doing his work poorly, in a frantic and unpunctual way.

She must be told, she must be convinced soon, or assuredly she would become an eccentric, a strange character, a Matching's Easy Miss Flite....

She needs to be told, she needs to be convinced soon, or she will definitely become an eccentric, a peculiar person, a Matching's Easy Miss Flite....


§ 3


Cissie could think more clearly of Letty's mind than of her own.

Cissie could understand Letty's thoughts better than her own.

She herself was in a tangle. She had grown to be very fond of Mr. Direck, and to have a profound trust and confidence in him, and her fondness seemed able to find no expression at all except a constant girding at his and America's avoidance of war. She had fallen in love with him when he was wearing fancy dress; she was a young woman with a stronger taste for body and colour than she supposed; what indeed she resented about him, though she did not know it, was that he seemed never disposed to carry the spirit of fancy dress into everyday life. To begin with he had touched both her imagination and senses, and she wanted him to go on doing that. Instead of which he seemed lapsing more and more into reiterated assurances of devotion and the flat competent discharge of humanitarian duties. Always nowadays he was trying to persuade her that what he was doing was the right and honourable thing for him to do; what he did not realise, what indeed she did not realise, was the exasperation his rightness and reasonableness produced in her. When he saw he exasperated her he sought very earnestly to be righter and reasonabler and more plainly and demonstrably right and reasonable than ever.

She was really confused. She had become very fond of Mr. Direck and trusted him deeply, but her feelings only seemed to express themselves as constant frustration over his and America's reluctance to go to war. She had fallen in love with him when he was in a costume; she was a young woman with a stronger appreciation for body and color than she realized. What she actually resented about him, although she didn’t know it, was that he never seemed inclined to bring the spirit of fancy dress into everyday life. Initially, he had captured her imagination and senses, and she wanted him to keep doing that. Instead, he seemed to be falling back into repeated assurances of his devotion and the straightforward, competent performance of his humanitarian duties. These days, he was always trying to convince her that what he was doing was the right and honorable thing to do; what he didn’t realize, and what she also didn’t recognize, was the annoyance his righteousness and reasonableness triggered in her. When he noticed he was frustrating her, he would earnestly strive to be even more right and reasonable than before.

Withal, as she felt and perceived, he was such a good thing, such a very good thing; so kind, so trustworthy, with a sort of slow strength, with a careful honesty, a big good childishness, a passion for fairness. And so helpless in her hands. She could lash him and distress him. Yet she could not shake his slowly formed convictions.

With that, as she felt and noticed, he was such a great person, such a really good person; so kind, so reliable, with a kind of steady strength, a thoughtful honesty, a big innocent goodness, and a passion for fairness. And he was so vulnerable in her hands. She could hurt him and upset him. Yet she couldn’t change his slowly developed beliefs.

When Cissie had dreamt of the lover that fate had in store for her in her old romantic days, he was to be perfect always, he and she were always to be absolutely in the right (and, if the story needed it, the world in the wrong). She had never expected to find herself tied by her affections to a man with whom she disagreed, and who went contrary to her standards, very much as if she was lashed on the back of a very nice elephant that would wince to but not obey the goad....

When Cissie imagined the perfect lover that fate had planned for her during her romantic days, he was supposed to be perfect all the time, and they were always meant to be completely right (and if the story required it, the world was in the wrong). She never thought she would be attached to a man she disagreed with, who went against her values, almost like being strapped to a very nice elephant that would flinch but not follow the prodding....

So she nagged him and taunted him, and would hear no word of his case. And he wanted dreadfully to discuss his case. He felt that the point of conscience about the munitions was particularly fine and difficult. He wished she would listen and enter into it more. But she thought with that more rapid English flash which is not so much thinking as feeling. He loved that flash in her in spite of his persuasion of its injustice.

So she kept pestering him and mocking him, refusing to listen to his side of things. And he really wanted to talk about his situation. He felt that the moral dilemma about the munitions was especially complicated and tricky. He hoped she would pay attention and engage with it more. But she reacted with that quicker burst of English that felt more like instinct than thought. He loved that spark in her even though he believed it was unfair.

Her thought that he ought to go to the war made him feel like a renegade; but her claim that he was somehow still English held him in spite of his reason. In the midst of such perplexities he was glad to find one neutral task wherein he could find himself whole-heartedly with and for Cissie.

Her belief that he should go to war made him feel like a traitor; but her insistence that he was still somehow English kept him attached to her despite his reasoning. In the midst of such confusion, he was grateful to discover one neutral task where he could fully engage with and support Cissie.

He hunted up the evidence of Teddy's fate with a devoted pertinacity.

He searched for the evidence of Teddy's fate with a dedicated determination.

And in the meanwhile the other riddle resolved itself. He had had a certain idea in his mind for some time. He discovered one day that it was an inspiration. He could keep his conscientious objection about America, and still take a line that would satisfy Cissie. He took it.

And in the meantime, the other riddle worked itself out. He had an idea in his mind for a while. One day he realized it was an inspiration. He could maintain his principled objection to America and still choose a path that would make Cissie happy. He chose that path.

When he came down to Matching's Easy at her summons to bear his convincing witness of Teddy's fate, he came in an unwonted costume. It was a costume so wonderful in his imagination that it seemed to cry aloud, to sound like a trumpet as he went through London to Liverpool Street station; it was a costume like an international event; it was a costume that he felt would blare right away to Berlin. And yet it was a costume so commonplace, so much the usual wear now, that Cissie, meeting him at the station and full of the thought of Letty's trouble, did not remark it, felt indeed rather than observed that he was looking more strong and handsome than he had ever done since he struck upon her imagination in the fantastic wrap that Teddy had found for him in the merry days when there was no death in the world. And Letty too, resistant, incalculable, found no wonder in the wonderful suit.

When he arrived at Matching's Easy after her call to testify about Teddy's fate, he was wearing an unusual outfit. It was an outfit so amazing in his mind that it felt like it was shouting out, like a trumpet, as he walked through London to Liverpool Street station; it was an outfit that felt like an international affair; it was an outfit he believed would resonate all the way to Berlin. Yet, it was an outfit so ordinary, so typical nowadays, that Cissie, who met him at the station and was preoccupied with Letty's issues, didn’t even notice it. She sensed rather than saw that he looked stronger and more attractive than he ever had since he first caught her eye in the fantastic wrap that Teddy had found for him during the carefree days when death seemed nonexistent. And Letty too, unpredictable and complex, saw nothing remarkable about the impressive suit.

He bore his testimony. It was the queer halting telling of a patched-together tale....

He shared his testimony. It was a strange, awkward recounting of a makeshift story....

"I suppose," said Letty, "if I tell you now that I don't believe that that officer was Teddy you will think I am cracked.... But I don't."

"I guess," Letty said, "if I tell you now that I don't believe that officer was Teddy, you’ll think I’m crazy... But I really don’t."

She sat staring straight before her for a time after saying this. Then suddenly she got up and began taking down her hat and coat from the peg behind the kitchen door. The hanging strap of the coat was twisted and she struggled with it petulantly until she tore it.

She sat staring straight ahead for a moment after saying this. Then suddenly, she got up and started taking her hat and coat down from the hook behind the kitchen door. The strap of the coat was twisted, and she struggled with it irritably until it tore.

"Where are you going?" cried Cissie.

"Where are you going?" Cissie yelled.

Letty's voice over her shoulder was the harsh voice of a scolding woman.

Letty's voice called from behind her, sounding like a reprimanding woman.

"I'm going out—anywhere." She turned, coat in hand. "Can't I go out if I like?" she asked. "It's a beautiful day.... Mustn't I go out?... I suppose you think I ought to take in what you have told me in a moment. Just smile and say 'Indeed!' ... Abandoned!—while his men retreated! How jolly! And then not think of it any more.... Besides, I must go out. You two want to be left together. You want to canoodle. Do it while you can!"

"I'm going out—anywhere." She turned, holding her coat. "Can't I go out if I want?" she asked. "It's a beautiful day... Shouldn't I go out?... I guess you think I should process everything you told me right away. Just smile and say 'Indeed!'... Abandoned!—while his men backed off! How fun! And then just forget about it.... Besides, I have to go out. You two want to be alone together. Go ahead and enjoy it while you can!"

Then she put on coat and hat, jamming her hat down on her head, and said something that Cissie did not immediately understand.

Then she put on her coat and hat, pushing her hat down on her head, and said something that Cissie didn't understand right away.

"He'll have his turn in the trenches soon enough. Now that he's made up his mind.... He might have done it sooner...."

"He'll get his chance in the trenches soon enough. Now that he's decided.... He could have done it earlier...."

She turned her back as though she had forgotten them. She stood for a moment as though her feet were wooden, not putting her feet as she usually put her feet. She took slow, wide, unsure steps. She went out—like something that is mortally injured and still walks—into the autumnal sunshine. She left the door wide open behind her.

She turned away as if she had forgotten them. She stood for a moment as if her feet were stiff, not moving like she usually did. She took slow, wide, uncertain steps. She walked out—like something that's seriously injured but still moving—into the autumn sun. She left the door wide open behind her.


§ 4


And Cissie, with eyes full of distress for her sister, had still to grasp the fact that Direck was wearing a Canadian uniform....

And Cissie, with her eyes filled with worry for her sister, still had to come to terms with the fact that Direck was wearing a Canadian uniform....

He stood behind her, ashamed that in such a moment this fact and its neglect by every one could be so vivid in his mind.

He stood behind her, embarrassed that in such a moment this reality and its disregard by everyone could be so clear in his mind.


§ 5


Cissie's estimate of her sister's psychology had been just. The reverie of revenge had not yet taken a grip upon Letty's mind sufficiently strong to meet the challenge of this conclusive evidence of Teddy's death. She walked out into a world of sunshine now almost completely convinced that Teddy was dead, and she knew quite well that her dream of some dramatic and terrible vindication had gone from her. She knew that in truth she could do nothing of that sort....

Cissie's assessment of her sister's mindset was accurate. The desire for revenge hadn't yet taken such a strong hold on Letty's mind to confront the clear proof of Teddy's death. She stepped out into a sunny world, now almost fully convinced that Teddy was gone, and she realized that her hope for some dramatic and terrible form of justice had faded away. Deep down, she understood that she couldn’t do anything like that...

She walked out with a set face and eyes that seemed unseeing, and yet it was as if some heavy weight had been lifted from her shoulders. It was over; there was no more to hope for and there was nothing more to fear. She would have been shocked to realise that her mind was relieved.

She walked out with a determined expression and eyes that looked blank, yet it felt like a heavy burden had been taken off her shoulders. It was done; there was nothing more to hope for and nothing more to be afraid of. She would have been stunned to realize that her mind was at ease.

She wanted to be alone. She wanted to be away from every eye. She was like some creature that after a long nightmare incubation is at last born into a clear, bleak day. She had to feel herself; she had to stretch her mind in this cheerless sunshine, this new world, where there was to be no more Teddy and no real revenge nor compensation for Teddy. Teddy was past....

She wanted to be alone. She wanted to be away from everyone. She felt like a creature that had finally emerged into a clear, harsh day after a long nightmare. She needed to feel herself; she had to expand her mind in this dreary sunlight, this new world, where there would be no more Teddy and no real revenge or compensation for Teddy. Teddy was gone...

Hitherto she had had an angry sense of being deprived of Teddy—almost as though he were keeping away from her. Now, there was no more Teddy to be deprived of....

Hitherto she had felt a frustrating sense of being kept away from Teddy—almost as if he were intentionally distancing himself from her. Now, there was no more Teddy to be kept away from...

She went through the straggling village, and across the fields to the hillside that looks away towards Mertonsome and its steeple. And where the hill begins to fall away she threw herself down under the hedge by the path, near by the stile into the lane, and lay still. She did not so much think as remain blank, waiting for the beginning of impressions....

She walked through the scattered village and across the fields to the hillside that overlooks Mertonsome and its steeple. When she reached the point where the hill starts to slope down, she lay down under the hedge by the path, close to the stile leading to the lane, and stayed still. She didn’t really think; she just lay there, empty, waiting for new impressions to come.

It was as it were a blank stare at the world....

It was like a blank stare at the world....

She did not know if it was five minutes or half an hour later that she became aware that some one was looking at her. She turned with a start, and discovered the Reverend Dimple with one foot on the stile, and an expression of perplexity and consternation upon his chubby visage.

She didn't know if it was five minutes or half an hour later when she realized someone was watching her. She turned around suddenly and found the Reverend Dimple with one foot on the gate, looking both confused and shocked on his round face.

Instantly she understood. Already on four different occasions since Teddy's disappearance she had seen the good man coming towards her, always with a manifest decision, always with the same faltering doubt as now. Often in their happy days had she and Teddy discussed him and derided him and rejoiced over him. They had agreed he was as good as Jane Austen's Mr. Collins. He really was very like Mr. Collins, except that he was plumper. And now, it was as if he was transparent to her hard defensive scrutiny. She knew he was impelled by his tradition, by his sense of fitness, by his respect for his calling, to offer her his ministrations and consolations, to say his large flat amiabilities over her and pat her kindly with his hands. And she knew too that he dreaded her. She knew that the dear old humbug knew at the bottom of his heart quite certainly that he was a poor old humbug, and that she was in his secret. And at the bottom of his heart he found himself too honest to force his poor platitudes upon any who would not be glad of them. If she could have been glad of them he would have had no compunction. He was a man divided against himself; failing to carry through his rich pretences, dismayed.

Instantly, she got it. Already on four different occasions since Teddy's disappearance, she had seen the good man approaching her, always with a clear decision, always with the same hesitant doubt as now. Often, during their happy times, she and Teddy had joked about him, mocked him, and found joy in him. They had agreed he was as good as Jane Austen's Mr. Collins. He really was quite like Mr. Collins, except that he was chubbier. And now, it was as if he was transparent to her tough, defensive gaze. She knew he was driven by his upbringing, his sense of propriety, and his respect for his role, to offer her his support and comfort, to say his empty kind words over her and pat her gently with his hands. And she also knew that he was afraid of her. She understood that the dear old fraud knew deep down that he was a poor old fraud, and that she was aware of his secret. And deep down in his heart, he was too honest to impose his hollow platitudes on anyone who wouldn’t appreciate them. If she could have appreciated them, he would have had no hesitation. He was a man torn within himself; unable to live up to his grand pretenses, disheartened.

He had been taking his afternoon "constitutional." He had discovered her beyond the stile just in time to pull up. Then had come a fatal, a preposterous hesitation. She stared at him now, with hard, expressionless eyes.

He had been going for his afternoon walk. He had spotted her beyond the stile just in time to stop. Then came a fatal, ridiculous hesitation. She was looking at him now, with hard, emotionless eyes.

He stared back at her, until his plump pink face was all consternation. He was extraordinarily distressed. It was as if a thousand unspoken things had been said between them.

He stared back at her until his chubby pink face was filled with confusion. He was extremely upset. It felt like a thousand unsaid things had passed between them.

"No wish," he said, "intrude."

"No wish," he said, "please."

If he had had the certain balm, how gladly would he have given it!

If he had the right solution, he would have eagerly given it!

He broke the spell by stepping back into the lane. He made a gesture with his hands, as if he would have wrung them. And then he had fled down the lane—almost at a run.

He broke the spell by stepping back into the path. He waved his hands as if he wanted to wring them out. Then he took off down the path—almost running.

"Po' girl," he shouted. "Po' girl," and left her staring.

"Poor girl," he shouted. "Poor girl," and left her staring.

Staring—and then she laughed.

She stared, and then laughed.

This was good. This was the sort of thing one could tell Teddy, when at last he came back and she could tell him anything. And then she realised again; there was no more Teddy, there would be no telling. And suddenly she fell weeping.

This was good. This was the kind of thing she could share with Teddy when he finally returned and she could tell him anything. And then she realized again; there was no more Teddy, there would be no sharing. And suddenly, she broke down in tears.

"Oh, Teddy, Teddy," she cried through her streaming tears. "How could you leave me? How can I bear it?"

"Oh, Teddy, Teddy," she cried through her tears. "How could you leave me? How am I supposed to handle this?"

Never a tear had she shed since the news first came, and now she could weep, she could weep her grief out. She abandoned herself unreservedly to this blessed relief....

Never a tear had she shed since the news first came, and now she could cry, she could cry out her grief. She completely surrendered to this blessed relief....


§ 6


There comes an end to weeping at last, and Letty lay still, in the red light of the sinking sun.

There comes a time when the tears finally stop, and Letty lay still in the red light of the setting sun.

She lay so still that presently a little foraging robin came dirting down to the grass not ten yards away and stopped and looked at her. And then it came a hop or so nearer.

She lay so still that soon a little foraging robin came down to the grass not ten yards away and stopped to look at her. Then it hopped a bit closer.

She had been lying in a state of passive abandonment, her swollen wet eyes open, regardless of everything. But those quick movements caught her back to attention. She began to watch the robin, and to note how it glanced sidelong at her and appeared to meditate further approaches. She made an almost imperceptible movement, and straightway the little creature was in a projecting spray of berried hawthorn overhead.

She had been lying there, completely lost in her thoughts, her swollen, tear-filled eyes wide open, despite everything around her. But those quick movements snapped her back to reality. She started to watch the robin, noticing how it looked at her from the side and seemed to consider getting closer. She made a slight movement, and immediately the little bird flew up into a cluster of hawthorn branches overhead, full of berries.

Her tear-washed mind became vaguely friendly. With an unconscious comfort it focussed down to the robin. She rolled over, sat up, and imitated his friendly "cheep."

Her tear-streaked mind felt surprisingly welcoming. With an instinctive ease, it zeroed in on the robin. She turned over, sat up, and mimicked his cheerful "cheep."


§ 7


Presently she became aware of footsteps rustling through the grass towards her.

Presently, she noticed footsteps crunching through the grass approaching her.

She looked over her shoulder and discovered Mr. Britling approaching by the field path. He looked white and tired and listless, even his bristling hair and moustache conveyed his depression; he was dressed in an old tweed knickerbocker suit and carrying a big atlas and some papers. He had an effect of hesitation in his approach. It was as if he wanted to talk to her and doubted her reception for him.

She glanced back and saw Mr. Britling coming down the field path. He looked pale, exhausted, and drained; even his spiky hair and mustache showed his gloom. He was wearing an old tweed knickerbocker suit and carrying a large atlas and some papers. There was a hesitant vibe about the way he approached, as if he wanted to talk to her but wasn’t sure how she would respond.

He spoke without any preface. "Direck has told you?" he said, standing over her.

He spoke right away. "Direck told you?" he asked, standing over her.

She answered with a sob.

She replied with a sob.

"I was afraid it was so, and yet I did not believe it," said Mr. Britling. "Until now."

"I was worried it was true, but I just couldn't believe it," said Mr. Britling. "Not until now."

He hesitated as if he would go on, and then he knelt down on the grass a little way from her and seated himself. There was an interval of silence.

He hesitated like he was going to continue, then he knelt down on the grass a short distance from her and sat down. There was a pause of silence.

"At first it hurts like the devil," he said at last, looking away at Mertonsome spire and speaking as if he spoke to no one in particular. "And then it hurts. It goes on hurting.... And one can't say much to any one...."

"At first it hurts like hell," he finally said, glancing away at Mertonsome spire and speaking as if to no one in particular. "And then it continues to hurt. It just keeps on hurting.... And you can’t really say much to anyone...."

He said no more for a time. But the two of them comforted one another, and knew that they comforted each other. They had a common feeling of fellowship and ease. They had been stricken by the same thing; they understood how it was with each other. It was not like the attempted comfort they got from those who had not loved and dreaded....

He was quiet for a while. But they both comforted each other and recognized that they were doing so. They shared a mutual sense of camaraderie and relaxation. They had been affected by the same thing; they understood what the other was going through. It wasn't like the forced comfort they received from those who hadn't loved and feared...

She took up a little broken twig and dug small holes in the ground with it.

She picked up a small broken twig and poked little holes in the ground with it.

"It's strange," she said, "but I'm glad I know for sure."

"It's weird," she said, "but I'm relieved I know for sure."

"I can understand that," said Mr. Britling.

"I get that," said Mr. Britling.

"It stops the nightmares.... It isn't hopes I've had so much as fears.... I wouldn't admit he was dead or hurt. Because—I couldn't think it without thinking it—horrible. Now—"

"It stops the nightmares.... It's not so much hopes I've had but fears.... I wouldn’t accept that he was dead or injured. Because—I couldn't imagine it without thinking it—terrible. Now—"

"It's final," said Mr. Britling.

"It's settled," said Mr. Britling.

"It's definite," she said after a pause. "It's like thinking he's asleep—for good."

"It's for sure," she said after a pause. "It's like believing he's asleep—for good."

But that did not satisfy her. There was more than this in her mind. "It does away with the half and half," she said. "He's dead or he is alive...."

But that didn't satisfy her. There was more on her mind. "It eliminates the gray area," she said. "He's either dead or he's alive...."

She looked up at Mr. Britling as if she measured his understanding.

She looked up at Mr. Britling, sizing up his understanding.

"You don't still doubt?" he said.

"You still don't believe?" he said.

"I'm content now in my mind—in a way. He wasn't anyhow there—unless he was dead. But if I saw Teddy coming over the hedge there to me—It would be just natural.... No, don't stare at me. I know really he is dead. And it is a comfort. It is peace.... All the thoughts of him being crushed dreadfully or being mutilated or lying and screaming—or things like that—they've gone. He's out of his spoilt body. He's my unbroken Teddy again.... Out of sight somewhere.... Unbroken.... Sleeping."

"I'm at peace in my mind—in a way. He wasn't around at all—unless he was dead. But if I saw Teddy coming over the hedge to me—it would feel completely natural.... No, don’t look at me like that. I know he’s really dead. And that brings comfort. It brings peace.... All those thoughts of him being horrifically hurt or damaged or lying there and screaming—or things like that—they're gone. He’s out of his messed up body. He’s my whole Teddy again.... Somewhere out of sight.... Whole.... Sleeping."

She resumed her excavation with the little stick, with the tears running down her face.

She went back to digging with the little stick, tears streaming down her face.

Mr. Britling presently went on with the talk. "For me it came all at once, without a doubt or a hope. I hoped until the last that nothing would touch Hugh. And then it was like a black shutter falling—in an instant...."

Mr. Britling continued with the conversation. "For me, it happened all at once, without any doubts or hopes. I held on to the hope until the very end that nothing would happen to Hugh. And then it felt like a dark curtain dropping—just like that...."

He considered. "Hugh, too, seems just round the corner at times. But at times, it's a blank place....

He thought about it. "Hugh also feels really close sometimes. But other times, it’s just an empty space...”

"At times," said Mr. Britling, "I feel nothing but astonishment. The whole thing becomes incredible. Just as for weeks after the war began I couldn't believe that a big modern nation could really go to war—seriously—with its whole heart.... And they have killed Teddy and Hugh....

"At times," said Mr. Britling, "I feel nothing but astonishment. The whole thing is unbelievable. Just like for weeks after the war started, I couldn't believe that a major modern country could genuinely go to war—wholeheartedly.... And they’ve killed Teddy and Hugh....

"They have killed millions. Millions—who had fathers and mothers and wives and sweethearts...."

"They have killed millions. Millions—who had fathers and mothers and wives and girlfriends...."


§ 8


"Somehow I can't talk about this to Edith. It is ridiculous, I know. But in some way I can't.... It isn't fair to her. If I could, I would.... Quite soon after we were married I ceased to talk to her. I mean talking really and simply—as I do to you. And it's never come back. I don't know why.... And particularly I can't talk to her of Hugh.... Little things, little shadows of criticism, but enough to make it impossible.... And I go about thinking about Hugh, and what has happened to him sometimes... as though I was stifling."

"Somehow, I can't talk to Edith about this. I know it's ridiculous, but I just can't. It feels unfair to her. If I could, I would. Shortly after we got married, I stopped talking to her—really talking, like I do with you. And I've never gotten that back. I don't know why. And especially, I can't bring up Hugh. Just little things, little hints of criticism, but enough to make it impossible. I keep thinking about Hugh and what has happened to him sometimes... like I'm suffocating."

Letty compared her case.

Letty reviewed her case.

"I don't want to talk about Teddy—not a word."

"I don't want to talk about Teddy—not at all."

"That's queer.... But perhaps—a son is different. Now I come to think of it—I've never talked of Mary.... Not to any one ever. I've never thought of that before. But I haven't. I couldn't. No. Losing a lover, that's a thing for oneself. I've been through that, you see. But a son's more outside you. Altogether. And more your own making. It's not losing a thing in you; it's losing a hope and a pride.... Once when I was a little boy I did a drawing very carefully. It took me a long time.... And a big boy tore it up. For no particular reason. Just out of cruelty.... That—that was exactly like losing Hugh...."

"That's strange.... But maybe—a son is different. Now that I think about it—I’ve never mentioned Mary.... Not to anyone ever. I’ve never thought about that before. But I haven’t. I couldn’t. No. Losing a lover, that’s something personal. I’ve been through that, you see. But a son is much more external to you. Completely. And more a product of your own creation. It’s not losing something in you; it’s losing a hope and a pride.... Once when I was a little kid, I made a careful drawing. It took me a long time.... And an older kid tore it up. For no real reason. Just out of cruelty.... That—that was exactly like losing Hugh...."

Letty reflected.

Letty thought.

"No," she confessed, "I'm more selfish than that."

"No," she admitted, "I'm more self-centered than that."

"It isn't selfish," said Mr. Britling. "But it's a different thing. It's less intimate, and more personally important."

"It’s not selfish," Mr. Britling said. "But it’s something else. It’s less personal and more significant to me."

"I have just thought, 'He's gone. He's gone.' Sometimes, do you know, I have felt quite angry with him. Why need he have gone—so soon?"

"I just thought, 'He's gone. He's gone.' Sometimes, you know, I feel pretty angry at him. Why did he have to leave—so soon?"

Mr. Britling nodded understandingly.

Mr. Britling nodded in agreement.

"I'm not angry. I'm not depressed. I'm just bitterly hurt by the ending of something I had hoped to watch—always—all my life," he said. "I don't know how it is between most fathers and sons, but I admired Hugh. I found exquisite things in him. I doubt if other people saw them. He was quiet. He seemed clumsy. But he had an extraordinary fineness. He was a creature of the most delicate and rapid responses.... These aren't my fond delusions. It was so.... You know, when he was only a few days old, he would start suddenly at any strange sound. He was alive like an Æolian harp from the very beginning.... And his hair when he was born—he had a lot of hair—was like the down on the breast of a bird. I remember that now very vividly—and how I used to like to pass my hand over it. It was silk, spun silk. Before he was two he could talk—whole sentences. He had the subtlest ear. He loved long words.... And then," he said with tears in his voice, "all this beautiful fine structure, this brain, this fresh life as nimble as water—as elastic as a steel spring, it is destroyed....

"I'm not angry. I'm not depressed. I'm just really hurt by the end of something I always hoped to watch—my whole life," he said. "I don't know what it's like for most fathers and sons, but I admired Hugh. I saw beautiful things in him. I doubt other people noticed them. He was quiet. He seemed awkward. But he had an incredible refinement. He had the most delicate and quick reactions.... These aren't just my fanciful thoughts. It was real.... You know, when he was only a few days old, he would jump at any strange sound. He was alive like an Aeolian harp from the very start.... And his hair when he was born—he had a lot of it—was like the soft fluff on a bird's breast. I remember that very clearly—and how I loved to run my hand over it. It was silk, spun silk. Before he turned two, he could speak—complete sentences. He had the most sensitive ear. He loved long words.... And then," he said, with tears in his voice, "all this beautiful, fine structure, this brain, this vibrant life as quick as water—as flexible as a steel spring, it is all gone....

"I don't make out he wasn't human. Often and often I have been angry with him, and disappointed in him. There were all sorts of weaknesses in him. We all knew them. And we didn't mind them. We loved him the better. And his odd queer cleverness!.... And his profound wisdom. And then all this beautiful and delicate fabric, all those clear memories in his dear brain, all his whims, his sudden inventions....

"I don't believe he wasn't human. Again and again, I’ve been angry with him and let down by him. He had all kinds of flaws. We all knew them. And we didn’t care. We loved him even more for it. And his unique, quirky cleverness!.... And his deep wisdom. And then all this beautiful and delicate fabric, all those clear memories in his dear mind, all his whims, his sudden inventions....

"You know, I have had a letter from his chum Park. He was shot through a loophole. The bullet went through his eye and brow.... Think of it!

"You know, I got a letter from his friend Park. He was shot through a small opening. The bullet went through his eye and brow.... Can you believe it!"

"An amazement ... a blow ... a splattering of blood. Rags of tormented skin and brain stuff.... In a moment. What had taken eighteen years—love and care...."

"An astonishment ... a hit ... a splash of blood. Pieces of tortured skin and brain matter.... In an instant. What had taken eighteen years—love and care...."

He sat thinking for an interval, and then went on, "The reading and writing alone! I taught him to read myself—because his first governess, you see, wasn't very clever. She was a very good methodical sort, but she had no inspiration. So I got up all sorts of methods for teaching him to read. But it wasn't necessary. He seemed to leap all sorts of difficulties. He leapt to what one was trying to teach him. It was as quick as the movement of some wild animal....

He paused for a moment, then continued, "Just the reading and writing! I taught him to read myself—since his first governess, you know, wasn't very bright. She was organized and methodical, but lacked any real inspiration. So I came up with all kinds of techniques to help him learn to read. But it turned out to be unnecessary. He seemed to skip over all kinds of challenges. He jumped straight to what you were trying to teach him. It was as fast as the movement of some wild animal....

"He came into life as bright and quick as this robin looking for food....

"He came into life as bright and fast as this robin searching for food....

"And he's broken up and thrown away.... Like a cartridge case by the side of a covert...."

"And he's been discarded and tossed aside.... Like an empty cartridge case in a hidden spot...."

He choked and stopped speaking. His elbows were on his knees, and he put his face between his hands and shuddered and became still. His hair was troubled. The end of his stumpy moustache and a little roll of flesh stood out at the side of his hand, and made him somehow twice as pitiful. His big atlas, from which papers projected, seemed forgotten by his side. So he sat for a long time, and neither he nor Letty moved or spoke. But they were in the same shadow. They found great comfort in one another. They had not been so comforted before since their losses came upon them.

He choked and stopped talking. His elbows rested on his knees, and he buried his face in his hands, shuddering and then becoming still. His hair was messy. The ends of his short mustache and a small roll of flesh poked out from the side of his hand, making him somehow look even more pitiful. His large atlas, with papers sticking out of it, seemed forgotten beside him. He stayed like that for a long time, and neither he nor Letty moved or spoke. But they shared the same shadow. They found great comfort in each other. They hadn’t felt such comfort since their losses hit them.


§ 9


It was Mr. Britling who broke silence. And when he drew his hands down from his face and spoke, he said one of the most amazing and unexpected things she had ever heard in her life.

It was Mr. Britling who broke the silence. When he lowered his hands from his face and spoke, he said one of the most incredible and surprising things she had ever heard in her life.

"The only possible government in Albania," he said, looking steadfastly before him down the hill-side, "is a group of republican cantons after the Swiss pattern. I can see no other solution that is not offensive to God. It does not matter in the least what we owe to Serbia or what we owe to Italy. We have got to set this world on a different footing. We have got to set up the world at last—on justice and reason."

"The only viable government in Albania," he said, looking firmly ahead down the hillside, "is a collection of republican cantons like Switzerland. I can't see any other solution that wouldn't offend God. It doesn't matter at all what we owe to Serbia or Italy. We need to re-establish this world. We have to build a world based on justice and reason."

Then, after a pause, "The Treaty of Bucharest was an evil treaty. It must be undone. Whatever this German King of Bulgaria does, that treaty must be undone and the Bulgarians united again into one people. They must have themselves, whatever punishment they deserve, they must have nothing more, whatever reward they win."

Then, after a pause, "The Treaty of Bucharest was a terrible agreement. It needs to be reversed. No matter what this German King of Bulgaria does, that treaty must be overturned and the Bulgarians must be united as one people again. They must face whatever punishment they deserve, but they should receive nothing more, regardless of any reward they earn."

She could not believe her ears.

She couldn't believe what she was hearing.

"After this precious blood, after this precious blood, if we leave one plot of wickedness or cruelty in the world—"

"After this precious blood, after this precious blood, if we leave even a single area of wickedness or cruelty in the world—"

And therewith he began to lecture Letty on the importance of international politics—to every one. How he and she and every one must understand, however hard it was to understand.

And with that, he started lecturing Letty on the importance of international politics—to everyone. How he, she, and everyone needed to understand it, no matter how difficult it was to grasp.

"No life is safe, no happiness is safe, there is no chance of bettering life until we have made an end to all that causes war....

"No life is safe, no happiness is secure, and there’s no chance of improving life until we’ve put an end to all that causes war...."

"We have to put an end to the folly and vanity of kings, and to any people ruling any people but themselves. There is no convenience, there is no justice in any people ruling any people but themselves; the ruling of men by others, who have not their creeds and their languages and their ignorances and prejudices, that is the fundamental folly that has killed Teddy and Hugh—and these millions. To end that folly is as much our duty and business as telling the truth or earning a living...."

"We need to end the foolishness and arrogance of kings, and stop any group from ruling another group instead of themselves. There’s no benefit, no fairness in one group ruling another; having some people lead others who don’t share their beliefs, languages, or biases is the core madness that has caused the deaths of Teddy and Hugh—and so many others. Ending that madness is just as much our responsibility as telling the truth or making a living...."

"But how can you alter it?"

"But how can you change it?"

He held out a finger at her. "Men may alter anything if they have motive enough and faith enough."

He pointed a finger at her. "Men can change anything if they have enough motivation and enough faith."

He indicated the atlas beside him.

He pointed to the atlas next to him.

"Here I am planning the real map of the world," he said. "Every sort of district that has a character of its own must have its own rule; and the great republic of the united states of the world must keep the federal peace between them all. That's the plain sense of life; the federal world-republic. Why do we bother ourselves with loyalties to any other government but that? It needs only that sufficient men should say it, and that republic would be here now. Why have we loitered so long—until these tragic punishments come? We have to map the world out into its states, and plan its government and the way of its tolerations."

"Here I am, planning the actual map of the world," he said. "Every kind of area with its own character needs its own rules; and the great republic of the united states of the world must maintain peace among them all. That's the simple truth of life; the federal world republic. Why should we have any loyalty to governments other than that? It just takes enough people to say it, and that republic would already exist. Why have we wasted so much time—until these tragic consequences arrived? We need to outline the world into its states and design its government and the way we allow for differences."

"And you think it will come?"

"And you think it’s really going to happen?"

"It will come."

"It’s on the way."

"And you believe that men will listen to such schemes?" said Letty.

"And you think guys will pay attention to ideas like that?" said Letty.

Mr. Britling, with his eyes far away over the hills, seemed to think. "Yes," he said. "Not perhaps to-day—not steadily. But kings and empires die; great ideas, once they are born, can never die again. In the end this world-republic, this sane government of the world, is as certain as the sunset. Only...."

Mr. Britling, his gaze distant over the hills, appeared to ponder. "Yeah," he said. "Maybe not today—not consistently. But kings and empires fall; once great ideas are born, they can never truly die. Ultimately, this world-republic, this rational governance of the world, is as sure as the sunset. Only...."

He sighed, and turned over a page of his atlas blindly.

He sighed and flipped through a page of his atlas without really looking.

"Only we want it soon. The world is weary of this bloodshed, weary of all this weeping, of this wasting of substance and this killing of sons and lovers. We want it soon, and to have it soon we must work to bring it about. We must give our lives. What is left of our lives....

"All we want is for it to happen soon. The world is tired of this bloodshed, tired of all this crying, of wasting resources and the killing of sons and lovers. We want it to happen soon, and to make it happen quickly, we need to put in the effort. We have to give our lives. What remains of our lives..."

"That is what you and I must do, Letty. What else is there left for us to do?... I will write of nothing else, I will think of nothing else now but of safety and order. So that all these dear dead—not one of them but will have brought the great days of peace and man's real beginning nearer, and these cruel things that make men whimper like children, that break down bright lives into despair and kill youth at the very moment when it puts out its clean hands to take hold of life—these cruelties, these abominations of confusion, shall cease from the earth forever."

"That's what you and I need to do, Letty. What else is there for us? I won’t write about anything else, and I won’t think about anything else now except for safety and order. So that all these beloved souls—not a single one of them—will have pushed us closer to lasting peace and the true beginning of humanity. And these awful things that make people cry like kids, that shatter bright lives into hopelessness and snuff out youth just as it reaches out eagerly for life—these cruelties, these horrors of chaos, will disappear from the earth forever."


§ 10


Letty regarded him, frowning, and with her chin between her fists....

Letty looked at him with a frown, resting her chin on her fists....

"But do you really believe," said Letty, "that things can be better than they are?"

"But do you really believe," Letty said, "that things can be better than they are?"

"But—Yes!" said Mr. Britling.

"But—Yes!" Mr. Britling replied.

"I don't," said Letty. "The world is cruel. It is just cruel. So it will always be."

"I don't," Letty said. "The world is harsh. It's just harsh. And it will always be that way."

"It need not be cruel," said Mr. Britling.

"It doesn't have to be cruel," said Mr. Britling.

"It is just a place of cruel things. It is all set with knives. It is full of diseases and accidents. As for God—either there is no God or he is an idiot. He is a slobbering idiot. He is like some idiot who pulls off the wings of flies."

"It’s just a place of harsh realities. Everything is sharp and dangerous. It’s filled with sickness and accidents. As for God—either He doesn’t exist, or He’s an idiot. He’s a drooling fool. He’s like some moron who tears the wings off flies."

"No," said Mr. Britling.

"No," Mr. Britling said.

"There is no progress. Nothing gets better. How can you believe in God after Hugh? Do you believe in God?"

"There’s no progress. Nothing gets better. How can you believe in God after Hugh? Do you believe in God?"

"Yes," said Mr. Britling after a long pause; "I do believe in God."

"Yeah," said Mr. Britling after a long pause; "I do believe in God."

"Who lets these things happen!" She raised herself on her arm and thrust her argument at him with her hand. "Who kills my Teddy and your Hugh—and millions."

"Who lets these things happen!" She propped herself up on her arm and pointed her argument at him with her hand. "Who kills my Teddy and your Hugh—and millions."

"No," said Mr. Britling.

"No," Mr. Britling said.

"But he must let these things happen. Or why do they happen?"

"But he has to let these things happen. Or why do they happen?"

"No," said Mr. Britling. "It is the theologians who must answer that. They have been extravagant about God. They have had silly absolute ideas—that He is all powerful. That He's omni-everything. But the common sense of men knows better. Every real religious thought denies it. After all, the real God of the Christians is Christ, not God Almighty; a poor mocked and wounded God nailed on a cross of matter.... Some day He will triumph.... But it is not fair to say that He causes all things now. It is not fair to make out a case against him. You have been misled. It is a theologian's folly. God is not absolute; God is finite.... A finite God who struggles in his great and comprehensive way as we struggle in our weak and silly way—who is with us—that is the essence of all real religion.... I agree with you so—Why! if I thought there was an omnipotent God who looked down on battles and deaths and all the waste and horror of this war—able to prevent these things—doing them to amuse Himself—I would spit in his empty face...."

"No," said Mr. Britling. "It's the theologians who need to answer that. They've been over the top about God. They've come up with ridiculous absolute ideas—that He is all-powerful. That He's all-knowing. But common sense knows better. Every genuine religious thought contradicts it. After all, the true God of Christians is Christ, not God Almighty; a poorly mocked and wounded God nailed to a cross of matter.... Someday He will triumph.... But it's not fair to say that He causes everything now. It's not right to build a case against him. You've been misled. It's a theologian's mistake. God is not absolute; God is finite.... A finite God who struggles in His grand and comprehensive way just like we struggle in our weak and foolish way—who is with us—that's the essence of all real religion.... I agree with you there—Why! if I thought there was an omnipotent God watching over battles and deaths and all the waste and horror of this war—able to prevent these things—doing them just to entertain Himself—I would spit in His empty face...."

"Any one would...."

"Anyone would...."

"But it's your teachers and catechisms have set you against God.... They want to make out He owns all Nature. And all sorts of silly claims. Like the heralds in the Middle Ages who insisted that Christ was certainly a great gentleman entitled to bear arms. But God is within Nature and necessity. Necessity is a thing beyond God—beyond good and ill, beyond space and time, a mystery everlastingly impenetrable. God is nearer than that. Necessity is the uttermost thing, but God is the innermost thing. Closer He is than breathing and nearer than hands and feet. He is the Other Thing than this world. Greater than Nature or Necessity, for he is a spirit and they are blind, but not controlling them.... Not yet...."

"But it's your teachers and catechisms that have turned you against God.... They want to make it seem like He owns all of Nature. And all kinds of silly claims. Like the heralds in the Middle Ages who insisted that Christ was definitely a great gentleman entitled to bear arms. But God is within Nature and necessity. Necessity is something beyond God—beyond good and evil, beyond space and time, a mystery that is forever impenetrable. God is closer than that. Necessity is the ultimate thing, but God is the innermost thing. He is closer than breathing and nearer than hands and feet. He is the Other Thing apart from this world. Greater than Nature or Necessity, because He is a spirit and they are blind, but not controlling them.... Not yet...."

"They always told me He was the maker of Heaven and Earth."

"They always told me He was the creator of Heaven and Earth."

"That's the Jew God the Christians took over. It's a Quack God, a Panacea. It's not my God."

"That's the Jewish God the Christians took over. It's a Fake God, a Cure-All. It's not my God."

Letty considered these strange ideas.

Letty thought about these weird ideas.

"I never thought of Him like that," she said at last. "It makes it all seem different."

"I never thought of Him that way," she finally said. "It makes everything seem different."

"Nor did I. But I do now.... I have suddenly found it and seen it plain. I see it so plain that I am amazed that I have not always seen it.... It is, you see, so easy to understand that there is a God, and how complex and wonderful and brotherly He is, when one thinks of those dear boys who by the thousand, by the hundred thousand, have laid down their lives.... Ay, and there were German boys too who did the same.... The cruelties, the injustice, the brute aggression—they saw it differently. They laid down their lives—they laid down their lives.... Those dear lives, those lives of hope and sunshine....

"Neither did I. But I do now.... I’ve suddenly found it and see it clearly. I see it so clearly that I’m amazed I haven’t always seen it.... It’s so easy to understand that there is a God, and how complex and wonderful and brotherly He is, when you think of those dear boys who, by the thousands, by the hundreds of thousands, have given their lives.... And there were German boys too who did the same.... The cruelties, the injustice, the brutal aggression—they saw it differently. They gave their lives—they gave their lives.... Those dear lives, those lives full of hope and sunshine....

"Don't you see that it must be like that, Letty? Don't you see that it must be like that?"

"Don't you see that it has to be like that, Letty? Don't you see that it has to be like that?"

"No," she said, "I've seen things differently from that."

"No," she said, "I've viewed things differently from that."

"But it's so plain to me," said Mr. Britling. "If there was nothing else in all the world but our kindness for each other, or the love that made you weep in this kind October sunshine, or the love I bear Hugh—if there was nothing else at all—if everything else was cruelty and mockery and filthiness and bitterness, it would still be certain that there was a God of love and righteousness. If there were no signs of God in all the world but the godliness we have seen in those two boys of ours; if we had no other light but the love we have between us....

"But it's so obvious to me," said Mr. Britling. "If there were nothing in the world but our kindness for each other, or the love that made you cry in this beautiful October sunshine, or the love I feel for Hugh—if there was nothing else at all—if everything else was cruelty and mockery and dirtiness and bitterness, it would still be clear that there is a God of love and righteousness. If there were no signs of God in the world except the goodness we've seen in our two boys; if we had no other light but the love we share between us....

"You don't mind if I talk like this?" said Mr. Britling. "It's all I can think of now—this God, this God who struggles, who was in Hugh and Teddy, clear and plain, and how He must become the ruler of the world...."

"You don't mind if I talk like this?" Mr. Britling said. "It's all I can think about right now—this God, this God who struggles, who was in Hugh and Teddy, clear and plain, and how He must become the ruler of the world...."

"This God who struggles," she repeated. "I have never thought of Him like that."

"This God who struggles," she said again. "I’ve never thought of Him that way."

"Of course He must be like that," said Mr. Britling. "How can God be a Person; how can He be anything that matters to man, unless He is limited and defined and—human like ourselves.... With things outside Him and beyond Him."

"Of course He has to be like that," Mr. Britling said. "How can God be a Person? How can He mean anything to us unless He is limited and defined and—human like us.... With things outside Him and beyond Him."


§ 11


Letty walked back slowly through the fields of stubble to her cottage.

Letty walked back slowly through the stubbled fields to her cottage.

She had been talking to Mr. Britling for an hour, and her mind was full of the thought of this changed and simplified man, who talked of God as he might have done of a bird he had seen or of a tree he had sheltered under. And all mixed up with this thought of Mr. Britling was this strange idea of God who was also a limited person, who could come as close as Teddy, whispering love in the darkness. She had a ridiculous feeling that God really struggled like Mr. Britling, and that with only some indefinable inferiority of outlook Mr. Britling loved like God. She loved him for his maps and his dreams and the bareness of his talk to her. It was strange how the straining thought of the dead Teddy had passed now out of her mind. She was possessed by a sense of ending and beginning, as though a page had turned over in her life and everything was new. She had never given religion any thought but contemptuous thought for some years, since indeed her growing intelligence had dismissed it as a scheme of inexcusable restraints and empty pretences, a thing of discords where there were no discords except of its making. She had been a happy Atheist. She had played in the sunshine, a natural creature with the completest confidence in the essential goodness of the world in which she found herself. She had refused all thought of painful and disagreeable things. Until the bloody paw of war had wiped out all her assurance. Teddy, the playmate, was over, the love game was ended for ever; the fresh happy acceptance of life as life; and in the place of Teddy was the sorrow of life, the pity of life, and this coming of God out of utter remoteness into a conceivable relation to her own existence.

She had been talking to Mr. Britling for an hour, and her mind was full of thoughts about this changed and simplified man, who talked about God as casually as he might discuss a bird he had seen or a tree he had found shade under. Mixed in with her thoughts about Mr. Britling was this strange idea of God as a limited person, who could come as close as Teddy, whispering love in the darkness. She had a silly feeling that God really struggled like Mr. Britling, and that, despite some vague inferiority of perspective, Mr. Britling loved like God. She loved him for his maps, his dreams, and the simplicity of his conversation with her. It was odd how the intense thoughts of the deceased Teddy had now faded away. She felt a sense of ending and beginning, as though a page had turned in her life and everything felt new. For years, she hadn't given religion any serious thought, only looking at it with contempt, since her growing understanding had dismissed it as a scheme of unreasonable restrictions and empty pretense, full of discord where there was none except that of its own making. She had been a happy atheist. She had played in the sunshine, a natural being with complete trust in the essential goodness of the world in which she found herself. She had turned away from any thoughts of painful or unpleasant things. Until the brutal grip of war had stripped away all her confidence. Teddy, her childhood companion, was gone; the love game was over forever; the fresh and joyful acceptance of life as it was had vanished; and in place of Teddy was the sorrow of life, the pity of life, and the notion of God emerging from utter distance into a more relatable connection to her own existence.

She had left Mr. Britling to his atlas. He lay prone under the hedge with it spread before him. His occupation would have seemed to her only a little while ago the absurdest imaginable. He was drawing boundaries on his maps very carefully in red ink, with a fountain pen. But now she understood.

She had left Mr. Britling to his atlas. He lay flat under the hedge with it spread out in front of him. Just a little while ago, she would have thought his activity was the most ridiculous thing imaginable. He was carefully drawing boundaries on his maps in red ink, using a fountain pen. But now she understood.

She knew that those red ink lines of Mr. Britling's might in the end prove wiser and stronger than the bargains of the diplomats....

She knew that those red ink lines of Mr. Britling's might ultimately be wiser and stronger than the deals made by the diplomats....

In the last hour he had come very near to her. She found herself full of an unwonted affection for him. She had never troubled her head about her relations with any one except Teddy before. Now suddenly she seemed to be opening out to all the world for kindness. This new idea of a friendly God, who had a struggle of his own, who could be thought of as kindred to Mr. Britling, as kindred to Teddy—had gripped her imagination. He was behind the autumnal sunshine; he was in the little bird that had seemed so confident and friendly. Whatever was kind, whatever was tender; there was God. And a thousand old phrases she had read and heard and given little heed to, that had lain like dry bones in her memory, suddenly were clothed in flesh and became alive. This God—if this was God—then indeed it was not nonsense to say that God was love, that he was a friend and companion.... With him it might be possible to face a world in which Teddy and she would never walk side by side again nor plan any more happiness for ever. After all she had been very happy; she had had wonderful happiness. She had had far more happiness, far more love, in her short years or so than most people had in their whole lives. And so in the reaction of her emotions, Letty, who had gone out with her head full of murder and revenge, came back through the sunset thinking of pity, of the thousand kindnesses and tendernesses of Teddy that were, after all, perhaps only an intimation of the limitless kindnesses and tendernesses of God.... What right had she to a white and bitter grief, self-centred and vindictive, while old Britling could still plan an age of mercy in the earth and a red-gold sunlight that was warm as a smile from Teddy lay on all the world....

In the last hour, he had gotten very close to her. She felt an unexpected affection for him. She had never really thought about her relationships with anyone except Teddy before. Now, suddenly, she felt open to the kindness of the whole world. This new idea of a friendly God, who had his own struggles, who could be seen as similar to Mr. Britling, as similar to Teddy—had captured her imagination. He was in the autumn sunshine; he was in the little bird that had seemed so confident and friendly. Wherever there was kindness, wherever there was tenderness; there was God. And a thousand old phrases she had read and heard but never paid much attention to, that had sat like dry bones in her memory, suddenly came to life. This God—if this was God—then it really made sense to say that God was love, that he was a friend and companion.... With him, it might be possible to face a world where Teddy and she would never walk side by side again or plan any more happiness together. After all, she had been very happy; she had experienced amazing happiness. She had known far more happiness, far more love, in her short life than most people had in their entire lives. So, in the reaction of her emotions, Letty, who had left with her mind filled with thoughts of murder and revenge, returned through the sunset thinking of pity, of the many kindnesses and tender moments from Teddy that were perhaps only a glimpse of the endless kindnesses and tendernesses of God.... What right did she have to a white and bitter grief, self-centered and vengeful, while old Britling could still envision an age of mercy in the world and a warm, golden sunlight that felt as comforting as a smile from Teddy spread across the earth....

She must go into the cottage and kiss Cissie, and put away that parcel out of sight until she could find some poor soldier to whom she could send it. She had been pitiless towards Cissie in her grief. She had, in the egotism of her sorrow, treated Cissie as she might have treated a chair or a table, with no thought that Cissie might be weary, might dream of happiness still to come. Cissie had still to play the lover, and her man was already in khaki. There would be no such year as Letty had had in the days before the war darkened the world. Before Cissie's marrying the peace must come, and the peace was still far away. And Direck too would have to take his chances....

She needed to go into the cottage and kiss Cissie, and hide that parcel until she could find a poor soldier to send it to. She had been harsh towards Cissie in her grief. In her selfishness, she had treated Cissie like an inanimate object, completely ignoring that Cissie might be tired and still dreaming of a happier future. Cissie still had to play the role of the lover, while her man was already in uniform. There wouldn’t be a year like Letty had experienced before the war cast a shadow over the world. Before Cissie could marry, peace had to come, and that peace was still a long way off. And Direck would also have to take his chances...

Letty came through the little wood and over the stile that brought her into sight of the cottage. The windows of the cottage as she saw it under the bough of the big walnut tree, were afire from the sun. The crimson rambler over the porch that she and Teddy had planted was still bearing roses. The door was open and people were moving in the porch.

Letty walked through the small woods and over the stile, which made the cottage come into view. The cottage's windows, seen from beneath the branches of the large walnut tree, were glowing in the sunlight. The crimson rambler rosebush over the porch that she and Teddy had planted was still blooming. The door was open, and people were moving around on the porch.

Some one was coming out of the cottage, a stranger, in an unfamiliar costume, and behind him was a man in khaki—but that was Mr. Direck! And behind him again was Cissie.

Someone was coming out of the cottage, a stranger in unfamiliar clothing, and behind him was a man in khaki—but that was Mr. Direck! And behind him was Cissie.

But the stranger!

But the unknown person!

He came out of the frame of the porch towards the garden gate....

He stepped out from the porch frame toward the garden gate....

Who—who was this stranger?

Who was this stranger?

It was a man in queer-looking foreign clothes, baggy trousers of some soft-looking blue stuff and a blouse, and he had a white-bandaged left arm. He had a hat stuck at the back of his head, and a beard....

It was a guy in odd-looking foreign clothes, loose-fitting pants made of some soft blue material and a shirt, and he had a white bandage on his left arm. He wore a hat pushed back on his head, and he had a beard....

He was entirely a stranger, a foreigner. Was she going insane? Of course he was a stranger!

He was completely a stranger, an outsider. Was she losing her mind? Of course he was a stranger!

And then he moved a step, he made a queer sideways pace, a caper, on the path, and instantly he ceased to be strange and foreign. He became amazingly, incredibly, familiar by virtue of that step....

And then he took a step, made an awkward sideways move, a little jump on the path, and suddenly he was no longer strange and foreign. With that step, he became astonishingly, incredibly familiar.

No!

No!

Her breath stopped. All Letty's being seemed to stop. And this stranger who was also incredibly familiar, after he had stared at her motionless form for a moment, waved his hat with a gesture—a gesture that crowned and scaled the effect of familiarity. She gave no sign in reply.

Her breath caught. Letty felt like her whole self paused. This stranger, who was also strangely familiar, stared at her still figure for a moment before tipping his hat in a gesture that emphasized their shared sense of familiarity. She didn’t respond at all.

No, that familiarity was just a mad freakishness in things.

No, that familiarity was just a crazy randomness in things.

This strange man came from Belgium perhaps, to tell something about Teddy....

This strange guy might have come from Belgium to share something about Teddy....

And then she surprised herself by making a groaning noise, an absurd silly noise, just like the noise when one imitates a cow to a child. She said "Mooo-oo."

And then she surprised herself by making a groaning noise, a ridiculous silly noise, just like the sound someone makes when they imitate a cow for a child. She said "Mooo-oo."

And she began to run forward, with legs that seemed misfits, waving her hands about, and as she ran she saw more and more certainly that this wounded man in strange clothing was Teddy. She ran faster and still faster, stumbling and nearly falling. If she did not get to him speedily the world would burst.

And she started to run ahead, with legs that felt awkward, waving her arms around. As she ran, she became more and more sure that this injured man in weird clothes was Teddy. She picked up speed, stumbling and almost tripping. If she didn’t reach him soon, the world would fall apart.

To hold him, to hold close to him!...

To hold him, to hold him close!...

"Letty! Letty! Just one arm...."

"Letty! Letty! Just one arm..."

She was clinging to him and he was holding her....

She was holding onto him, and he was holding her....

It was all right. She had always known it was all right. (Hold close to him.) Except just for a little while. But that had been foolishness. Hadn't she always known he was alive? And here he was alive! (Hold close to him.) Only it was so good to be sure—after all her torment; to hold him, to hang about him, to feel the solid man, kissing her, weeping too, weeping together with her. "Teddy my love!"

It was okay. She had always known it was okay. (Hold close to him.) Just for a little while, though. But that was foolishness. Hadn't she always known he was alive? And here he was, alive! (Hold close to him.) It was just so good to be sure—after all her suffering; to hold him, to be near him, to feel the solid man, kissing her, crying too, crying together with her. "Teddy my love!"


§ 12


Letty was in the cottage struggling to hear and understand things too complicated for her emotion-crowded mind. There was something that Mr. Direck was trying to explain about a delayed telegram that had come soon after she had gone out. There was much indeed that Mr. Direck was trying to explain. What did any explanation really matter when you had Teddy, with nothing but a strange beard and a bandaged arm between him and yourself? She had an absurd persuasion at first that those two strangenesses would also presently be set aside, so that Teddy would become just exactly what Teddy had always been.

Letty was in the cottage trying to hear and make sense of things that were too complicated for her overwhelmed mind. Mr. Direck was attempting to explain a delayed telegram that had arrived shortly after she left. There was a lot that Mr. Direck wanted to clarify. But what did any explanation really matter when Teddy was there, with just a strange beard and a bandaged arm separating him from her? At first, she had this ridiculous belief that those two oddities would soon disappear, and Teddy would just be exactly who he had always been.

Teddy had been shot through the upper arm....

Teddy had been shot in the upper arm....

"My hand has gone, dear little Letty. It's my left hand, luckily. I shall have to wear a hook like some old pirate...."

"My hand is gone, dear little Letty. It's my left hand, thankfully. I'll have to wear a hook like some old pirate...."

There was something about his being taken prisoner. "That other officer"—that was Mr. Direck's officer—"had been lying there for days." Teddy had been shot through the upper arm, and stunned by a falling beam. When he came to he was disarmed, with a German standing over him....

There was something about him being captured. "That other officer"—Mr. Direck's officer—"had been lying there for days." Teddy had been shot in the upper arm and knocked out by a falling beam. When he woke up, he was disarmed, with a German soldier standing over him....

Then afterwards he had escaped. In quite a little time he had escaped. He had been in a railway station somewhere in Belgium; locked in a waiting-room with three or four French prisoners, and the junction had been bombed by French and British aeroplanes. Their guard and two of the prisoners had been killed. In the confusion the others had got away into the town. There were trucks of hay on fire, and a store of petrol was in danger. "After that one was bound to escape. One would have been shot if one had been found wandering about."

Then he managed to escape. It didn’t take long for him to break free. He had been at a train station somewhere in Belgium, locked in a waiting room with three or four French prisoners, when the junction was bombed by French and British planes. Their guard and two of the prisoners were killed. In the chaos, the others got away into the town. There were trucks of hay on fire, and a fuel supply was at risk. "After that, escaping was inevitable. You would have been shot if you were caught wandering around."

The bomb had driven some splinters of glass and corrugated iron into Teddy's wrist; it seemed a small place at first; it didn't trouble him for weeks. But then some dirt got into it.

The explosion had driven some shards of glass and corrugated metal into Teddy's wrist; at first, it seemed like a minor injury; it didn’t bother him for weeks. But then some dirt got into it.

In the narrow cobbled street beyond the station he had happened upon a woman who knew no English, but who took him to a priest, and the priest had hidden him.

In the narrow, cobblestone street beyond the station, he came across a woman who didn't speak any English, but she led him to a priest, and the priest had hidden him.

Letty did not piece together the whole story at first. She did not want the story very much; she wanted to know about this hand and arm.

Letty didn't put the whole story together at first. She wasn't really interested in the story itself; she just wanted to find out about this hand and arm.

There would be queer things in the story when it came to be told. There was an old peasant who had made Teddy work in his fields in spite of his smashed and aching arm, and who had pointed to a passing German when Teddy demurred; there were the people called "they" who had at that time organised the escape of stragglers into Holland. There was the night watch, those long nights in succession before the dash for liberty. But Letty's concern was all with the hand. Inside the sling there was something that hurt the imagination, something bandaged, a stump. She could not think of it. She could not get away from the thought of it.

There would be strange things in the story when it was finally told. There was an old farmer who had made Teddy work in his fields despite his broken and painful arm, and who had pointed to a passing German when Teddy protested; there were the people referred to as "they" who had organized the escape of stragglers into Holland at that time. There was the night watch, those long nights in a row before the rush for freedom. But Letty's focus was entirely on the hand. Inside the sling there was something that disturbed her imagination, something wrapped in bandages, a stump. She couldn’t think about it. She couldn't shake the thought of it.

"But why did you lose your hand?"

"But why did you lose your hand?"

It was only a little place at first, and then it got painful....

It was just a small place at first, and then it became painful....

"But I didn't go into a hospital because I was afraid they would intern me, and so I wouldn't be able to come home. And I was dying to come home. I was—homesick. No one was ever so homesick. I've thought of this place and the garden, and how one looked out of the window at the passers-by, a thousand times. I seemed always to be seeing them. Old Dimple with his benevolent smile, and Mrs. Wolker at the end cottage, and how she used to fetch her beer and wink when she caught us looking at her, and little Charlie Slobberface sniffing on his way to the pigs and all the rest of them. And you, Letty. Particularly you. And how we used to lean on the window-sill with our shoulders touching, and your cheek just in front of my eyes.... And nothing aching at all in one....

"But I didn't go to a hospital because I was afraid they would admit me for good, and then I wouldn't be able to go home. And I really wanted to come home. I was—homesick. No one has ever been so homesick. I've thought about this place and the garden, and how you could look out the window at the people walking by, a thousand times. It felt like I was always seeing them. Old Dimple with his kind smile, and Mrs. Wolker in the end cottage, and how she used to get her beer and wink when she caught us staring at her, and little Charlie Slobberface sniffing his way to the pigs, and all the rest of them. And you, Letty. Especially you. And how we used to lean on the window-sill with our shoulders touching, and your cheek right in front of my eyes.... And nothing aching at all in one....

"How I thought of that and longed for that!...

"How I thought about that and wished for it!...

"And so, you see, I didn't go to the hospital. I kept hoping to get to England first. And I left it too long...."

"And so, you see, I didn't go to the hospital. I kept hoping to get to England first. And I waited too long...."

"Life's come back to me with you!" said Letty. "Until just to-day I've believed you'd come back. And to-day—I doubted.... I thought it was all over—all the real life, love and the dear fun of things, and that there was nothing before me, nothing before me but just holding out—and keeping your memory.... Poor arm. Poor arm. And being kind to people. And pretending you were alive somewhere.... I'll not care about the arm. In a little while.... I'm glad you've gone, but I'm gladder you're back and can never go again.... And I will be your right hand, dear, and your left hand and all your hands. Both my hands for your dear lost left one. You shall have three hands instead of two...."

"Life has returned to me because of you!" Letty exclaimed. "Until today, I believed you would come back. But today—I had doubts... I thought it was all over—all the real joy, love, and fun in life, and that there was nothing ahead of me, nothing except just holding on—and cherishing your memory... Poor arm. Poor arm. And being kind to others. And pretending you were alive somewhere... I won’t care about the arm. Soon enough... I’m happy you’ve gone, but I’m even happier you’re back and can never leave again... And I will be your right hand, dear, and your left hand and all your hands. Both my hands for your dear lost left one. You’ll have three hands instead of two..."


§ 13


Letty stood by the window as close as she could to Teddy in a world that seemed wholly made up of unexpected things. She could not heed the others, it was only when Teddy spoke to the others, or when they spoke to Teddy, that they existed for her.

Letty stood by the window as close as she could to Teddy in a world that felt completely composed of surprises. She couldn't pay attention to anyone else; it was only when Teddy talked to the others or when they talked to Teddy that they mattered to her.

For instance, Teddy was presently talking to Mr. Direck.

For example, Teddy was currently talking to Mr. Direck.

They had spoken about the Canadians who had come up and relieved the Essex men after the fight in which Teddy had been captured. And then it was manifest that Mr. Direck was talking of his regiment. "I'm not the only American who has gone Canadian—for the duration of the war."

They had talked about the Canadians who had come up and replaced the Essex men after the battle where Teddy had been captured. And then it became clear that Mr. Direck was discussing his regiment. “I'm not the only American who has gone Canadian—for the duration of the war.”

He had got to his explanation at last.

He finally got to his explanation.

"I've told a lie," he said triumphantly. "I've shifted my birthplace six hundred miles.

"I lied," he said proudly. "I moved my birthplace six hundred miles."

"Mind you, I don't admit a thing that Cissie has ever said about America—not one thing. You don't understand the sort of proposition America is up against. America is the New World, where there are no races and nations any more; she is the Melting Pot, from which we will cast the better state. I've believed that always—in spite of a thousand little things I believe it now. I go back on nothing. I'm not fighting as an American either. I'm fighting simply as myself.... I'm not going fighting for England, mind you. Don't you fancy that. I don't know I'm so particularly in love with a lot of English ways as to do that. I don't see how any one can be very much in love with your Empire, with its dead-alive Court, its artful politicians, its lords and ladies and snobs, its way with the Irish and its way with India, and everybody shifting responsibility and telling lies about your common people. I'm not going fighting for England. I'm going fighting for Cissie—and justice and Belgium and all that—but more particularly for Cissie. And anyhow I can't look Pa Britling in the face any more.... And I want to see those trenches—close. I reckon they're a thing it will be interesting to talk about some day.... So I'm going," said Mr. Direck. "But chiefly—it's Cissie. See?"

"Just so you know, I don't buy a single thing that Cissie has said about America—not one thing. You don’t get what kind of situation America is facing. America is the New World, where there are no races or nations anymore; it’s the Melting Pot, from which we will create a better society. I’ve always believed that—despite a thousand little things, I still believe it now. I stand firm on this. I’m not fighting as an American either. I’m fighting simply as myself.... I’m not going to fight for England, just so you know. Don’t think that. I’m not sure I’m particularly in love with many English ways to do that. I don’t see how anyone can be truly fond of your Empire, with its lifeless Court, its crafty politicians, its lords and ladies and snobs, its treatment of the Irish and India, and everyone passing the buck and lying about your common people. I’m not fighting for England. I’m fighting for Cissie—and for justice and Belgium and all that—but mainly for Cissie. And anyway, I can’t look Pa Britling in the eye anymore.... And I want to see those trenches—up close. I think they’ll make for some interesting stories someday.... So I’m going,” said Mr. Direck. “But mainly—it's Cissie. Got it?"

Cissie had come and stood by the side of him.

Cissie had come and stood next to him.

She looked from poor broken Teddy to him and back again.

She glanced from the poor broken teddy bear to him and then back again.

"Up to now," she said, "I've wanted you to go...."

"Until now," she said, "I've wanted you to leave..."

Tears came into her eyes.

Tears filled her eyes.

"I suppose I must let you go," she said. "Oh! I'd hate you not to go...."

"I guess I have to let you go," she said. "Oh! I would really hate for you not to leave...."


§ 14


"Good God! how old the Master looks!" cried Teddy suddenly.

"Wow! The Master looks really old!" exclaimed Teddy suddenly.

He was standing at the window, and as Mr. Direck came forward inquiringly he pointed to the figure of Mr. Britling passing along the road towards the Dower House.

He was standing at the window, and as Mr. Direck approached with a question, he pointed to Mr. Britling walking along the road toward the Dower House.

"He does look old. I hadn't noticed," said Mr. Direck.

"He really does look old. I didn't realize it," said Mr. Direck.

"Why, he's gone grey!" cried Teddy, peering. "He wasn't grey when I left."

"Wow, he's gone grey!" exclaimed Teddy, looking closely. "He wasn't grey when I left."

They watched the knickerbockered figure of Mr. Britling receding up the hill, atlas and papers in his hands behind his back.

They watched Mr. Britling, dressed in knickerbockers, walk away up the hill, with an atlas and papers held behind his back.

"I must go out to him," said Teddy, disengaging himself from Letty.

"I need to go out to him," said Teddy, pulling away from Letty.

"No," she said, arresting him with her hand.

"No," she said, stopping him with her hand.

"But he will be glad—"

"But he'll be glad—"

She stood in her husband's way. She had a vision of Mr. Britling suddenly called out of his dreams of God ruling the united states of the world, to rejoice at Teddy's restoration....

She stood in her husband's way. She imagined Mr. Britling being pulled out of his dreams of God overseeing a united world to celebrate Teddy's return....

"No," she said; "it will only make him think again of Hugh—and how he died. Don't go out, Teddy. Not now. What does he care for you?... Let him rest from such things.... Leave him to dream over his atlas.... He isn't so desolate—if you knew.... I will tell you, Teddy—when I can....

"No," she said, "it will just make him think about Hugh again—and how he died. Don't go out, Teddy. Not right now. What does he care about you?... Let him take a break from all that.... Leave him to daydream with his atlas.... He's not as lonely as you might think—if you knew.... I’ll tell you, Teddy—when I can...."

"But just now—No, he will think of Hugh again.... Let him go.... He has God and his atlas there.... They're more than you think."

"But right now—No, he’ll think of Hugh again.... Just let him go.... He has God and his atlas there.... They’re more important than you realize."


CHAPTER THE SECOND

MR. BRITLING WRITES UNTIL SUNRISE


§ 1


It was some weeks later. It was now the middle of November, and Mr. Britling, very warmly wrapped in his thick dressing-gown and his thick llama wool pyjamas, was sitting at his night desk, and working ever and again at an essay, an essay of preposterous ambitions, for the title of it was "The Better Government of the World."

It was a few weeks later. It was now the middle of November, and Mr. Britling, bundled up in his warm thick robe and cozy llama wool pajamas, was sitting at his desk at night, occasionally working on an essay, an essay with outrageous ambitions, titled "The Better Government of the World."

Latterly he had had much sleepless misery. In the day life was tolerable, but in the night—unless he defended himself by working, the losses and cruelties of the war came and grimaced at him, insufferably. Now he would be haunted by long processions of refugees, now he would think of the dead lying stiff and twisted in a thousand dreadful attitudes. Then again he would be overwhelmed with anticipations of the frightful economic and social dissolution that might lie ahead.... At other times he thought of wounds and the deformities of body and spirit produced by injuries. And sometimes he would think of the triumph of evil. Stupid and triumphant persons went about a world that stupidity had desolated, with swaggering gestures, with a smiling consciousness of enhanced importance, with their scornful hatred of all measured and temperate and kindly things turned now to scornful contempt. And mingling with the soil they walked on lay the dead body of Hugh, face downward. At the back of the boy's head, rimmed by blood-stiffened hair—the hair that had once been "as soft as the down of a bird"—was a big red hole. That hole was always pitilessly distinct. They stepped on him—heedlessly. They heeled the scattered stuff of his exquisite brain into the clay....

Recently, he had endured a lot of sleepless misery. During the day, life was bearable, but at night—unless he kept busy working—the losses and brutalities of the war would come at him, unbearable. Sometimes he would be haunted by long lines of refugees, other times he would picture the dead lying contorted in a thousand horrific positions. Then he would feel overwhelmed by the terrifying economic and social collapse that might be coming... At other moments, he thought about injuries and the physical and emotional scars they left behind. And sometimes he would dwell on the victory of evil. Ignorant and victorious people wandered through a world that ignorance had devastated, moving with arrogant gestures and a smug sense of inflated importance, their disdainful scorn now directed at all things measured, moderate, and kind. And buried beneath the ground they tread upon lay the lifeless body of Hugh, face down. At the back of the boy's head, rimmed with blood-matted hair—the hair that had once been "as soft as a bird's down"—was a large red gash. That gash was always brutally clear. They crushed him underfoot—unaware. They ground the scattered remnants of his brilliant mind into the dirt...

From all such moods of horror Mr. Britling's circle of lamplight was his sole refuge. His work could conjure up visions, like opium visions, of a world of order and justice. Amidst the gloom of world bankruptcy he stuck to the prospectus of a braver enterprise—reckless of his chances of subscribers....

From all those terrifying moods, Mr. Britling's circle of lamplight was his only refuge. His work could create visions, similar to opium dreams, of a world full of order and justice. In the darkness of global despair, he held onto the idea of a bolder venture—disregarding his chances of attracting supporters....


§ 2


But this night even this circle of lamplight would not hold his mind. Doubt had crept into this last fastness. He pulled the papers towards him, and turned over the portion he had planned.

But tonight, even this circle of lamplight couldn't keep his mind focused. Doubt had seeped into this final refuge. He pulled the papers closer and flipped over the section he had intended to work on.

His purpose in the book he was beginning to write was to reason out the possible methods of government that would give a stabler, saner control to the world. He believed still in democracy, but he was realising more and more that democracy had yet to discover its method. It had to take hold of the consciences of men, it had to equip itself with still unformed organisations. Endless years of patient thinking, of experimenting, of discussion lay before mankind ere this great idea could become reality, and right, the proven right thing, could rule the earth.

His goal in the book he was starting to write was to figure out the possible ways of governing that would provide more stable and rational control over the world. He still believed in democracy, but he was increasingly realizing that democracy had yet to find its way. It needed to connect with people's consciences and develop new organizations. Countless years of careful thinking, experimenting, and discussion lay ahead for humanity before this great idea could become a reality, allowing what is truly right to govern the earth.

Meanwhile the world must still remain a scene of blood-stained melodrama, of deafening noise, contagious follies, vast irrational destructions. One fine life after another went down from study and university and laboratory to be slain and silenced....

Meanwhile, the world continues to be a stage of bloody melodrama, overwhelming noise, widespread craziness, and massive senseless destruction. One promising life after another emerged from study, university, and the lab only to be cut down and silenced...

Was it conceivable that this mad monster of mankind would ever be caught and held in the thin-spun webs of thought?

Was it possible that this crazy monster of humanity would ever be caught and trapped in the delicate strands of thought?

Was it, after all, anything but pretension and folly for a man to work out plans for the better government of the world?—was it any better than the ambitious scheming of some fly upon the wheel of the romantic gods?

Was it really anything more than pretension and foolishness for a man to devise plans for improving the world's governance?—was it any different from the ambitious plotting of some insect caught in the wheels of the romantic gods?

Man has come, floundering and wounding and suffering, out of the breeding darknesses of Time, that will presently crush and consume him again. Why not flounder with the rest, why not eat, drink, fight, scream, weep and pray, forget Hugh, stop brooding upon Hugh, banish all these priggish dreams of "The Better Government of the World," and turn to the brighter aspects, the funny and adventurous aspects of the war, the Chestertonian jolliness, Punch side of things? Think you because your sons are dead that there will be no more cakes and ale? Let mankind blunder out of the mud and blood as mankind has blundered in....

Man has come stumbling and hurting and suffering, out of the dark depths of Time, which will soon crush and consume him again. Why not stumble along with everyone else? Why not eat, drink, fight, scream, weep, and pray, forget Hugh, stop dwelling on Hugh, push aside all these uptight dreams of "The Better Government of the World," and focus on the brighter side, the funny and adventurous side of the war, the Chestertonian joy, the Punch perspective? Do you think that just because your sons are dead, there won't be any more cakes and ale? Let humanity fumble out of the mud and blood just as humanity has fumbled in...

Let us at any rate keep our precious Sense of Humour....

Let’s definitely hold on to our valuable sense of humor...

He pulled his manuscript towards him. For a time he sat decorating the lettering of his title, "The Better Government of the World," with little grinning gnomes' heads and waggish tails....

He pulled his manuscript closer. For a while, he sat decorating the lettering of his title, "The Better Government of the World," with little grinning gnome heads and playful tails....


§ 3


On the top of Mr. Britling's desk, beside the clock, lay a letter, written in clumsy English and with its envelope resealed by a label which testified that it had been "OPENED BY CENSOR."

On top of Mr. Britling's desk, next to the clock, was a letter, written in awkward English and with its envelope resealed by a label that indicated it had been "OPENED BY CENSOR."

The friendly go-between in Norway had written to tell Mr. Britling that Herr Heinrich also was dead; he had died a wounded prisoner in Russia some months ago. He had been wounded and captured, after undergoing great hardships, during the great Russian attack upon the passes of the Carpathians in the early spring, and his wound had mortified. He had recovered partially for a time, and then he had been beaten and injured again in some struggle between German and Croatian prisoners, and he had sickened and died. Before he died he had written to his parents, and once again he had asked that the fiddle he had left in Mr. Britling's care should if possible be returned to them. It was manifest that both for him and them now it had become a symbol with many associations.

The friendly go-between in Norway had written to tell Mr. Britling that Herr Heinrich was also dead; he had died as a wounded prisoner in Russia a few months ago. He had been hurt and captured after enduring great hardships during the major Russian attack on the passes of the Carpathians in early spring, and his wound had become infected. He had partially recovered for a while, but then he had been beaten and hurt again in a conflict between German and Croatian prisoners, and he had fallen ill and died. Before he passed away, he had written to his parents and once again requested that the fiddle he had left in Mr. Britling's care be returned to them if possible. It was clear that for both him and them, it had become a symbol with many memories.

The substance of this letter invaded the orange circle of the lamp; it would have to be answered, and the potentialities of the answer were running through Mr. Britling's brain to the exclusion of any impersonal composition. He thought of the old parents away there in Pomerania—he believed but he was not quite sure, that Heinrich had been an only son—and of the pleasant spectacled figure that had now become a broken and decaying thing in a prisoner's shallow grave....

The contents of this letter filled the warm glow of the lamp; it needed a response, and the possible ways to reply consumed Mr. Britling's thoughts, blocking out everything else. He thought of the elderly parents back in Pomerania—he thought Heinrich was an only son, but he wasn't completely sure—and of the once cheerful figure now reduced to a broken, decaying thing in a shallow grave...

Another son had gone—all the world was losing its sons....

Another son had gone—all around the world, everyone was losing their sons....

He found himself thinking of young Heinrich in the very manner, if with a lesser intensity, in which he thought about his own son, as of hopes senselessly destroyed. His mind took no note of the fact that Heinrich was an enemy, that by the reckoning of a "war of attrition" his death was balance and compensation for the death of Hugh. He went straight to the root fact that they had been gallant and kindly beings, and that the same thing had killed them both....

He found himself thinking of young Heinrich in the same way, though with less intensity, as he thought about his own son, viewing both as hopes foolishly shattered. He ignored the fact that Heinrich was an enemy, and that according to the logic of a "war of attrition," his death would balance out Hugh's death. He went straight to the core truth that they had been brave and kind individuals, and that the same fate had taken both of them...

By no conceivable mental gymnastics could he think of the two as antagonists. Between them there was no imaginable issue. They had both very much the same scientific disposition; with perhaps more dash and inspiration in the quality of Hugh; more docility and method in the case of Karl. Until war had smashed them one against the other....

By no stretch of the imagination could he see the two as enemies. There was no conceivable conflict between them. They both shared a similar scientific mindset; Hugh had a bit more flair and creativity, while Karl was more compliant and systematic. Until war had forced them to clash against each other....

He recalled his first sight of Heinrich at the junction, and how he had laughed at the sight of his excessive Teutonism. The close-cropped shining fair head surmounted by a yellowish-white corps cap had appeared dodging about among the people upon the platform, and manifestly asking questions. The face had been very pink with the effort of an unaccustomed tongue. The young man had been clad in a suit of white flannel refined by a purple line; his boots were of that greenish yellow leather that only a German student could esteem "chic"; his rucksack was upon his back, and the precious fiddle in its case was carried very carefully in one hand; this same dead fiddle. The other hand held a stick with a carved knob and a pointed end. He had been too German for belief. "Herr Heinrich!" Mr. Britling had said, and straightway the heels had clashed together for a bow, a bow from the waist, a bow that a heedless old lady much burthened with garden produce had greatly disarranged. From first to last amidst our off-hand English ways Herr Heinrich had kept his bow—and always it had been getting disarranged.

He remembered his first sight of Heinrich at the station, and how he had laughed at his over-the-top German traits. The close-cropped shiny blonde head topped with a light-colored military cap was bouncing around among the people on the platform, clearly asking questions. The face was very pink from the effort of speaking in a foreign language. The young man was dressed in white flannel pants accented with a purple stripe; his boots were made of that greenish-yellow leather that only a German student would consider "stylish"; his rucksack was on his back, and he was carefully carrying his precious violin in its case in one hand; that same silent violin. In his other hand, he held a stick with a carved knob and a pointed tip. He seemed impossibly German. "Herr Heinrich!" Mr. Britling said, and immediately the heels clicked together for a bow, a bow from the waist, one that was completely disrupted by an oblivious old lady weighed down with garden produce. Throughout our casual English ways, Herr Heinrich maintained his bow—and it was always getting thrown off.

That had been his constant effect; a little stiff, a little absurd, and always clean and pink and methodical. The boys had liked him without reserve, Mrs. Britling had liked him; everybody had found him a likeable creature. He never complained of anything except picnics. But he did object to picnics; to the sudden departure of the family to wild surroundings for the consumption of cold, knifeless and forkless meals in the serious middle hours of the day. He protested to Mr. Britling, respectfully but very firmly. It was, he held, implicit in their understanding that he should have a cooked meal in the middle of the day. Otherwise his Magen was perplexed and disordered. In the evening he could not eat with any gravity or profit....

That had always been his effect; a bit stiff, a bit ridiculous, and always neat and tidy and methodical. The boys liked him without hesitation, Mrs. Britling liked him; everyone found him a likeable guy. He never complained about anything except picnics. But he really didn't like picnics; he hated the sudden outings with the family to the wild for the sake of eating cold meals without knives and forks in the serious hours of the day. He protested to Mr. Britling, respectfully but very firmly. He believed it was understood that he should have a cooked meal in the middle of the day. Otherwise, his stomach was confused and unsettled. In the evening, he couldn’t eat with any seriousness or benefit...

Their disposition towards under-feeding and a certain lack of fine sentiment were the only flaws in the English scheme that Herr Heinrich admitted. He certainly found the English unfeeling. His heart went even less satisfied than his Magen. He was a being of expressive affections; he wanted great friendships, mysterious relationships, love. He tried very bravely to revere and to understand and be occultly understood by Mr. Britling; he sought long walks and deep talks with Hugh and the small boys; he tried to fill his heart with Cissie; he found at last marvels of innocence and sweetness in the Hickson girl. She wore her hair in a pigtail when first he met her, and it made her almost Marguerite. This young man had cried aloud for love, warm and filling, like the Mittagsessen that was implicit in their understanding. And all these Essex people failed to satisfy him; they were silent, they were subtle, they slipped through the fat yet eager fingers of his heart, so that he fell back at last upon himself and his German correspondents and the idealisation of Maud Hickson and the moral education of Billy. Billy. Mr. Britling's memories came back at last to the figure of young Heinrich with the squirrel on his shoulder, that had so often stood in the way of the utter condemnation of Germany. That, seen closely, was the stuff of one brutal Prussian. What quarrel had we with him?...

Their tendency to underfeed and a certain lack of sensitivity were the only flaws in the English way that Herr Heinrich acknowledged. He definitely found the English unfeeling. His heart was even less satisfied than his stomach. He was someone who expressed his emotions; he wanted deep friendships, mysterious connections, and love. He bravely tried to admire, understand, and be understood by Mr. Britling; he sought long walks and deep conversations with Hugh and the little boys; he attempted to fill his heart with Cissie; he ultimately discovered wonderful innocence and sweetness in the Hickson girl. She wore her hair in a pigtail when he first met her, and it made her almost Marguerite. This young man had cried out for love, warm and fulfilling, like the lunch that was implied in their understanding. And all these people from Essex failed to satisfy him; they were quiet, they were subtle, they slipped through the eager yet clumsy fingers of his heart, so he eventually turned back to himself and his German correspondents and the idealization of Maud Hickson and the moral education of Billy. Billy. Mr. Britling's memories finally returned to the figure of young Heinrich with the squirrel on his shoulder, which had so often prevented the complete condemnation of Germany. That, seen closely, was the essence of one brutal Prussian. What trouble did we have with him?...

Other memories of Heinrich flitted across Mr. Britling's reverie. Heinrich at hockey, running with extreme swiftness and little skill, tricked and baffled by Letty, dodged by Hugh, going headlong forward and headlong back, and then with a cry flinging himself flat on the ground exhausted.... Or again Heinrich very grave and very pink, peering through his glasses at his cards at Skat.... Or Heinrich in the boats upon the great pond, or Heinrich swimming, or Heinrich hiding very, very artfully from the boys about the garden on a theory of his own, or Heinrich in strange postures, stalking the deer in Claverings Park. For a time he had had a great ambition to creep quite close to a deer and touch it.... Or Heinrich indexing. He had a passion for listing and indexing books, music, any loose classifiable thing. His favourite amusement was devising schemes for the indentation of dictionary leaves, so that one could turn instantly to the needed word. He had bought and cut the edges of three dictionaries; each in succession improved upon the other; he had had great hopes of patents and wealth arising therefrom.... And his room had been a source of strange sounds; his search for music upon the violin. He had hoped when he came to Matching's Easy to join "some string quartette." But Matching's Easy produced no string quartette. He had to fall back upon the pianola, and try to play duets with that. Only the pianola did all the duet itself, and in the hands of a small Britling was apt to betray a facetious moodiness; sudden alternations between extreme haste and extreme lassitude....

Other memories of Heinrich drifted through Mr. Britling's thoughts. Heinrich playing hockey, running really fast but not very skillfully, getting tricked and confused by Letty, dodging Hugh, charging forward and then back again, and then with a shout, throwing himself flat on the ground, exhausted.... Or Heinrich, very serious and very pink, peering through his glasses at his cards in Skat.... Or Heinrich in the boats on the big pond, or Heinrich swimming, or Heinrich cleverly hiding from the boys around the garden based on his own theory, or Heinrich in weird poses, stalking deer in Claverings Park. For a while, he had a big dream of sneaking really close to a deer and touching it.... Or Heinrich indexing. He was passionate about listing and indexing books, music, anything that could be classified. His favorite pastime was coming up with systems for indenting dictionary pages so that you could quickly find the word you needed. He had bought and trimmed the edges of three dictionaries; each one improved upon the last; he had high hopes of patents and making money from it.... And his room was filled with odd sounds; he was searching for music on the violin. He had hoped when he came to Matching's Easy to join "some string quartet." But Matching's Easy didn't have any string quartet. He had to rely on the pianola and try playing duets with that. But the pianola did all the duet work itself, and in the hands of a small Britling, it often displayed a playful moodiness; sudden shifts between extreme speed and extreme laziness....

Then there came a memory of Heinrich talking very seriously; his glasses magnifying his round blue eyes, talking of his ideas about life, of his beliefs and disbeliefs, of his ambitions and prospects in life.

Then a memory came back of Heinrich speaking very seriously; his glasses enlarging his round blue eyes, discussing his thoughts on life, his beliefs and doubts, his ambitions and opportunities in life.

He confessed two principal ambitions. They varied perhaps in their absolute dimensions, but they were of equal importance in his mind. The first of these was, so soon as he had taken his doctorate in philology, to give himself to the perfecting of an International Language; it was to combine all the virtues of Esperanto and Ido. "And then," said Herr Heinrich, "I do not think there will be any more wars—ever." The second ambition, which was important first because Herr Heinrich found much delight in working at it, and secondly because he thought it would give him great wealth and opportunity for propagating the perfect speech, was the elaboration of his system of marginal indentations for dictionaries and alphabetical books of reference of all sorts. It was to be so complete that one would just stand over the book to be consulted, run hand and eye over its edges and open the book—"at the very exact spot." He proposed to follow this business up with a quite Germanic thoroughness. "Presently," he said, "I must study the machinery by which the edges of books are cut. It is possible I may have to invent these also." This was the double-barrelled scheme of Herr Heinrich's career. And along it he was to go, and incidentally develop his large vague heart that was at present so manifestly unsatisfied....

He shared two main ambitions. They might differ in size, but both were equally significant to him. The first was that as soon as he earned his doctorate in linguistics, he would focus on creating a Universal Language that combined all the strengths of Esperanto and Ido. "And then," Herr Heinrich said, "I believe there won’t be any more wars—ever." His second ambition was important both because Herr Heinrich found joy in it and because he believed it would bring him great wealth and a chance to promote the perfect language. This was his plan for developing a system of margin indentations for dictionaries and various reference books. It was meant to be so comprehensive that one could simply hover over the book, scan its edges, and open it "to the exact spot." He intended to pursue this with a distinctly German dedication. "Soon," he remarked, "I need to study how book edges are cut. I might even have to invent that too." This was the dual focus of Herr Heinrich's career, and he was set to follow it while also nurturing his large, currently unfulfilled heart....

Such was the brief story of Herr Heinrich.

Such was the short story of Mr. Heinrich.

That story was over—just as Hugh's story was over. That first volume would never now have a second and a third. It ended in some hasty grave in Russia. The great scheme for marginal indices would never be patented, the duets with the pianola would never be played again.

That story was done—just like Hugh's story was done. That first volume would never have a second or a third. It ended in some rushed grave in Russia. The grand plan for marginal indices would never be patented, and the duets with the pianola would never be performed again.

Imagination glimpsed a little figure toiling manfully through the slush and snow of the Carpathians; saw it staggering under its first experience of shell fire; set it amidst attacks and flights and fatigue and hunger and a rush perhaps in the darkness; guessed at the wounding blow. Then came the pitiful pilgrimage of the prisoners into captivity, captivity in a land desolated, impoverished and embittered. Came wounds wrapped in filthy rags, pain and want of occupation, and a poor little bent and broken Heinrich sitting aloof in a crowded compound nursing a mortifying wound....

Imagination saw a small figure straining to make its way through the mud and snow of the Carpathians; it pictured the figure struggling under its first taste of artillery fire; placed it amid attacks, retreats, exhaustion, hunger, and maybe a frantic escape in the dark; guessed at the painful injury. Then came the heartbreaking journey of the prisoners into captivity, captivity in a devastated, impoverished, and bitter land. There were injuries covered in filthy rags, suffering and lack of purpose, and a poor, frail Heinrich sitting alone in a crowded area, nursing a humiliating wound...

He used always to sit in a peculiar attitude with his arms crossed on his crossed legs, looking slantingly through his glasses....

He always sat in a strange position with his arms crossed over his crossed legs, glancing sideways through his glasses....

So he must have sat, and presently he lay on some rough bedding and suffered, untended, in infinite discomfort; lay motionless and thought at times, it may be, of Matching's Easy and wondered what Hugh and Teddy were doing. Then he became fevered, and the world grew bright-coloured and fantastic and ugly for him. Until one day an infinite weakness laid hold of him, and his pain grew faint and all his thoughts and memories grew faint—and still fainter....

So he must have sat there, and soon he was lying on some rough bedding, suffering alone in endless discomfort; he lay still and sometimes thought about Matching's Easy and wondered what Hugh and Teddy were up to. Then he became feverish, and the world turned bright and strange and ugly for him. Until one day, an overwhelming weakness took over, and his pain faded, along with all his thoughts and memories—growing fainter and fainter....

The violin had been brought into Mr. Britling's study that afternoon, and lay upon the further window-seat. Poor little broken sherd, poor little fragment of a shattered life! It looked in its case like a baby in a coffin.

The violin had been brought into Mr. Britling's study that afternoon and was lying on the far window seat. Poor little broken piece, poor little part of a broken life! It looked in its case like a baby in a coffin.

"I must write a letter to the old father and mother," Mr. Britling thought. "I can't just send the poor little fiddle—without a word. In all this pitiful storm of witless hate—surely there may be one greeting—not hateful.

"I need to write a letter to my old mom and dad," Mr. Britling thought. "I can't just send the poor little fiddle—without saying anything. In all this awful chaos of mindless hate—there has to be at least one message—not hateful."

"From my blackness to yours," said Mr. Britling aloud. He would have to write it in English. But even if they knew no English some one would be found to translate it to them. He would have to write very plainly.

"From my blackness to yours," said Mr. Britling aloud. He would have to write it in English. But even if they didn't know any English, someone would be found to translate it for them. He would have to write very clearly.


§ 4


He pushed aside the manuscript of "The Better Government of the World," and began to write rather slowly, shaping his letters roundly and distinctly:

He pushed aside the manuscript of "The Better Government of the World" and started to write slowly, making his letters round and clear:

Dear Sir,

Dear Sir,

I am writing this letter to you to tell you I am sending back the few little things I had kept for your son at his request when the war broke out. I am sending them—

I'm writing this letter to let you know that I'm returning the few little things I kept for your son at his request when the war started. I'm sending them—

Mr. Britling left that blank for the time until he could arrange the method of sending to the Norwegian intermediary.

Mr. Britling left that blank for now until he could figure out how to send it to the Norwegian intermediary.

Especially I am sending his violin, which he had asked me thrice to convey to you. Either it is a gift from you or it symbolised many things for him that he connected with home and you. I will have it packed with particular care, and I will do all in my power to ensure its safe arrival.

I'm especially sending his violin, which he asked me three times to deliver to you. Whether it’s a gift from you or it represents many things for him that he associated with home and you, I’ll pack it with extra care, and I’ll do everything I can to make sure it arrives safely.

I want to tell you that all the stress and passion of this war has not made us here in Matching's Easy forget our friend your son. He was one of us, he had our affection, he had friends here who are still his friends. We found him honourable and companionable, and we share something of your loss. I have got together for you a few snapshots I chance to possess in which you will see him in the sunshine, and which will enable you perhaps to picture a little more definitely than you would otherwise do the life he led here. There is one particularly that I have marked. Our family is lunching out-of-doors, and you will see that next to your son is a youngster, a year or so his junior, who is touching glasses with him. I have put a cross over his head. He is my eldest son, he was very dear to me, and he too has been, killed in this war. They are, you see, smiling very pleasantly at each other.

I want to let you know that all the stress and intensity of this war hasn’t made us here in Matching's Easy forget your son, our friend. He was one of us, and we cared about him. He had friends here who still think of him. We found him honorable and friendly, and we feel some of your loss. I’ve gathered a few snapshots that I happen to have, where you can see him in the sunlight. These might help you picture the life he had here a little more clearly. There's one in particular that I’ve marked. Our family is having lunch outdoors, and you’ll see your son next to a younger kid, about a year or so younger than him, who is clinking glasses with him. I’ve put a cross over his head. He is my eldest son, and he was very dear to me, and he too was killed in this war. As you can see, they’re both smiling at each other.

While writing this Mr. Britling had been struck by the thought of the photographs, and he had taken them out of the little drawer into which he was accustomed to thrust them. He picked out the ones that showed the young German, but there were others, bright with sunshine, that were now charged with acquired significances; there were two showing the children and Teddy and Hugh and Cissie and Letty doing the goose step, and there was one of Mr. Van der Pant, smiling at the front door, in Heinrich's abandoned slippers. There were endless pictures of Teddy also. It is the happy instinct of the Kodak to refuse those days that are overcast, and the photographic record of a life is a chain of all its kindlier aspects. In the drawer above these snapshots there were Hugh's letters and a miscellany of trivial documents touching on his life.

While writing this, Mr. Britling was struck by the thought of the photographs and took them out of the small drawer where he usually kept them. He selected the ones featuring the young German, but there were others, bright with sunshine, that now held new meanings; there were two showing the children, Teddy, Hugh, Cissie, and Letty doing the goose step, and one of Mr. Van der Pant, smiling at the front door, in Heinrich's old slippers. There were countless pictures of Teddy as well. The Kodak has a wonderful way of capturing only the sunny days, and the photographic record of a life forms a series of its happier moments. In the drawer above these snapshots, there were Hugh's letters and a mix of trivial documents related to his life.

Mr. Britling discontinued writing and turned these papers over and mused. Heinrich's letters and postcards had got in among them, and so had a letter of Teddy's....

Mr. Britling stopped writing, flipped through the papers, and thought. Heinrich's letters and postcards had mixed in with them, as well as a letter from Teddy's....

The letters reinforced the photographs in their reminder how kind and pleasant a race mankind can be. Until the wild asses of nationalism came kicking and slaying amidst them, until suspicion and jostling greed and malignity poison their minds, until the fools with the high explosives blow that elemental goodness into shrieks of hate and splashes of blood. How kindly men are—up to the very instant of their cruelties! His mind teemed suddenly with little anecdotes and histories of the goodwill of men breaking through the ill-will of war, of the mutual help of sorely wounded Germans and English lying together in the mud and darkness between the trenches, of the fellowship of captors and prisoners, of the Saxons at Christmas fraternising with the English.... Of that he had seen photographs in one of the daily papers....

The letters emphasized the photographs in reminding us how kind and pleasant people can be. Until the wild beasts of nationalism arrived, kicking and destroying among them, until suspicion and greedy malice poisoned their minds, until the fools with explosives turned that basic goodness into cries of hate and splashes of blood. How kind people are—right up to the moment of their cruelty! His mind suddenly filled with little stories and memories of how humanity shines through the hatred of war, of the mutual help of badly wounded Germans and English lying together in the mud and darkness between the trenches, of the camaraderie between captors and prisoners, of the Saxons at Christmas celebrating with the English.... He had seen photographs of that in one of the daily papers....

His mind came back presently from these wanderings to the task before him.

His mind soon returned from these thoughts to the task at hand.

He tried to picture these Heinrich parents. He supposed they were kindly, civilised people. It was manifest the youngster had come to him from a well-ordered and gentle-spirited home. But he imagined them—he could not tell why—as people much older than himself. Perhaps young Heinrich had on some occasion said they were old people—he could not remember. And he had a curious impulse too to write to them in phrases of consolation; as if their loss was more pitiable than his own. He doubted whether they had the consolation of his sanguine temperament, whether they could resort as readily as he could to his faith, whether in Pomerania there was the same consoling possibility of an essay on the Better Government of the World. He did not think this very clearly, but that was what was at the back of his mind. He went on writing.

He tried to picture what Heinrich's parents were like. He assumed they were kind, civilized people. It was clear that the boy came from a well-ordered and gentle home. But he imagined them—he couldn't say why—as people much older than him. Maybe young Heinrich had mentioned at some point that they were old—he couldn't quite remember. He also had a strange urge to write to them with words of comfort; as if their loss was somehow more heartbreaking than his own. He wondered if they had the same comforting outlook he did, whether they could lean on their faith like he could, and whether in Pomerania there was the same hopeful opportunity for an essay about Improving the Government of the World. He didn't think this very clearly, but that was what was on his mind. He continued writing.

If you think that these two boys have both perished, not in some noble common cause but one against the other in a struggle of dynasties and boundaries and trade routes and tyrannous ascendancies, then it seems to me that you must feel as I feel that this war is the most tragic and dreadful thing that has ever happened to mankind.

If you believe that these two boys have both died, not for some noble shared purpose but rather against each other in a battle over dynasties, borders, trade routes, and oppressive powers, then I think you must feel, as I do, that this war is the most tragic and horrifying event that has ever occurred to humanity.

He sat thinking for some minutes after he had written that, and when presently he resumed his writing, a fresh strain of thought was traceable even in his opening sentence.

He sat thinking for a few minutes after he wrote that, and when he started writing again, a new line of thought was noticeable even in his first sentence.

If you count dead and wounds this is the most dreadful war in history; for you as for me, it has been almost the extremity of personal tragedy.... Black sorrow.... But is it the most dreadful war?

If you count the dead and wounded, this is the most horrible war in history; for you as for me, it has been nearly the peak of personal tragedy.... Deep sorrow.... But is it the most horrible war?

I do not think it is. I can write to you and tell you that I do indeed believe that our two sons have died not altogether in vain. Our pain and anguish may not be wasted—may be necessary. Indeed they may be necessary. Here am I bereaved and wretched—and I hope. Never was the fabric of war so black; that I admit. But never was the black fabric of war so threadbare. At a thousand points the light is shining through.

I don’t think that’s the case. I can reach out to you and say that I truly believe our two sons didn’t die for nothing. Our pain and suffering might not be in vain—they could be necessary. In fact, they might be necessary. Here I am, grieving and miserable—and still hopeful. The darkness of war has never been so deep; I acknowledge that. But the darkness of war has never been so worn and frayed. Light is breaking through at a thousand points.

Mr. Britling's pen stopped.

Mr. Britling stopped writing.

There was perfect stillness in the study bedroom.

There was complete silence in the study bedroom.

"The tinpot style," said Mr. Britling at last in a voice of extreme bitterness.

"The tinpot style," Mr. Britling finally said with a voice full of extreme bitterness.

He fell into an extraordinary quarrel with his style. He forgot about those Pomeranian parents altogether in his exasperation at his own inexpressiveness, at his incomplete control of these rebel words and phrases that came trailing each its own associations and suggestions to hamper his purpose with it. He read over the offending sentence.

He got into a deep argument with his own style. In his frustration over his lack of expression, he completely forgot about those Pomeranian parents and struggled with the unruly words and phrases that dragged their own meanings and hints, making it harder for him to achieve his goal. He reread the problematic sentence.

"The point is that it is true," he whispered. "It is exactly what I want to say."...

"The point is that it's true," he whispered. "It's exactly what I want to say."

Exactly?...

Seriously?

His mind stuck on that "exactly."... When one has much to say style is troublesome. It is as if one fussed with one's uniform before a battle.... But that is just what one ought to do before a battle.... One ought to have everything in order....

His mind was fixated on that "exactly."... When you have a lot to say, style can be annoying. It's like fiddling with your uniform before a fight.... But that's exactly what you should do before a battle.... You should have everything organized....

He took a fresh sheet and made three trial beginnings.

He grabbed a new sheet and made three practice starts.

"War is like a black fabric."...

"War is like a dark fabric."

"War is a curtain of black fabric across the pathway."

"War is a dark cloud blocking the way."

"War is a curtain of dense black fabric across all the hopes and kindliness of mankind. Yet always it has let through some gleams of light, and now—I am not dreaming—it grows threadbare, and here and there and at a thousand points the light is breaking through. We owe it to all these dear youths—"

"War is like a thick black curtain that hides all the hopes and kindness of humanity. Yet it has always allowed some light to shine through , and now—I’m not imagining this—it’s wearing thin, and in many places, the light is breaking through. We owe it to all these dear young people—"

His pen stopped again.

His pen ran out again.

"I must work on a rough draft," said Mr. Britling.

"I need to work on a rough draft," said Mr. Britling.


§ 5


Three hours later Mr. Britling was working by daylight, though his study lamp was still burning, and his letter to old Heinrich was still no better than a collection of material for a letter. But the material was falling roughly into shape, and Mr. Britling's intentions were finding themselves. It was clear to him now that he was no longer writing as his limited personal self to those two personal selves grieving, in the old, large, high-walled, steep-roofed household amidst pine woods, of which Heinrich had once shown him a picture. He knew them too little for any such personal address. He was writing, he perceived, not as Mr. Britling but as an Englishman—that was all he could be to them—and he was writing to them as Germans; he could apprehend them as nothing more. He was just England bereaved to Germany bereaved....

Three hours later, Mr. Britling was working in the daylight, although his study lamp was still on, and his letter to old Heinrich was still just a collection of thoughts for a letter. But the thoughts were starting to come together, and Mr. Britling's intentions were becoming clearer. It was obvious to him now that he was no longer writing as his limited personal self to those two grieving individuals in the old, large, high-walled, steep-roofed home amidst the pine woods, which Heinrich had once shown him a picture of. He didn't know them well enough for any personal address. He realized he was writing, not as Mr. Britling, but as an Englishman—that was all he could be to them—and he was writing to them as Germans; he could see them as nothing more. He was simply England mourning for Germany in mourning....

He was no longer writing to the particular parents of one particular boy, but to all that mass of suffering, regret, bitterness and fatigue that lay behind the veil of the "front." Slowly, steadily, the manhood of Germany was being wiped out. As he sat there in the stillness he could think that at least two million men of the Central Powers were dead, and an equal number maimed and disabled. Compared with that our British losses, immense and universal as they were by the standard of any previous experience, were still slight; our larger armies had still to suffer, and we had lost irrevocably not very much more than a quarter of a million. But the tragedy gathered against us. We knew enough already to know what must be the reality of the German homes to which those dead men would nevermore return....

He was no longer writing to the specific parents of one particular boy, but to all the suffering, regret, bitterness, and fatigue that lay behind the facade of the "front." Slowly but surely, the manhood of Germany was being wiped out. As he sat there in the quiet, he could contemplate that at least two million men from the Central Powers were dead, and an equal number were injured and disabled. Compared to that, our British losses, huge and widespread as they were by any previous standard, were still relatively minor; our larger armies still had to endure, and we had lost permanently just over a quarter of a million. But the tragedy kept piling up against us. We knew enough already to understand what the reality of the German homes would be, to which those dead men would never return again...

If England had still the longer account to pay, the French had paid already nearly to the limits of endurance. They must have lost well over a million of their mankind, and still they bled and bled. Russia too in the East had paid far more than man for man in this vast swapping off of lives. In a little while no Censorship would hold the voice of the peoples. There would be no more talk of honour and annexations, hegemonies and trade routes, but only Europe lamenting for her dead....

If England still had a bigger debt to settle, the French had already paid almost to their breaking point. They must have lost over a million people, and they kept suffering. Russia too in the East had paid a far higher price for this massive exchange of lives. Soon, no amount of censorship would silence the people's voices. There would be no more discussions about honor and territorial gains, dominance and trade routes, just Europe mourning for her dead....

The Germany to which he wrote would be a nation of widows and children, rather pinched boys and girls, crippled men, old men, deprived men, men who had lost brothers and cousins and friends and ambitions. No triumph now on land or sea could save Germany from becoming that. France too would be that, Russia, and lastly Britain, each in their degree. Before the war there had been no Germany to which an Englishman could appeal; Germany had been a threat, a menace, a terrible trampling of armed men. It was as little possible then to think of talking to Germany as it would have been to have stopped the Kaiser in mid career in his hooting car down the Unter den Linden and demand a quiet talk with him. But the Germany that had watched those rushes with a slightly doubting pride had her eyes now full of tears and blood. She had believed, she had obeyed, and no real victory had come. Still she fought on, bleeding, agonising, wasting her substance and the substance of the whole world, to no conceivable end but exhaustion, so capable she was, so devoted, so proud and utterly foolish. And the mind of Germany, whatever it was before the war, would now be something residual, something left over and sitting beside a reading-lamp as he was sitting beside a reading-lamp, thinking, sorrowing, counting the cost, looking into the dark future....

The Germany he wrote to would be a nation of widows and children, struggling boys and girls, disabled men, elderly men, men who had lost brothers, cousins, friends, and dreams. No victory on land or sea could prevent Germany from becoming that. France would be the same, Russia too, and eventually Britain, each in their own way. Before the war, there was no Germany an Englishman could reason with; Germany had been a threat, a danger, a terrifying march of armed soldiers. It was as impossible to think of having a conversation with Germany then as it would have been to stop the Kaiser mid-ride in his loud car down Unter den Linden and demand a calm discussion with him. But the Germany that had watched those triumphs with a hint of proud uncertainty now had her eyes filled with tears and blood. She had believed, she had followed orders, and no real victory had come. Yet she continued to fight, bleeding, suffering, draining her own resources and those of the entire world, for no clear purpose but exhaustion, so capable she was, so devoted, so proud and utterly misguided. And the mind of Germany, whatever it had been before the war, would now be something residual, something leftover, sitting next to a reading lamp just as he was, thinking, grieving, counting the costs, staring into the dark future...

And to that he wrote, to that dimly apprehended figure outside a circle of the light like his own circle of light—which was the father of Heinrich, which was great Germany, Germany which lived before and which will yet outlive the flapping of the eagles....

And to that he wrote, to that vaguely understood figure beyond a circle of light like his own circle of light—which was the father of Heinrich, which was great Germany, Germany that existed before and that will still outlast the flapping of the eagles....

Our boys, he wrote, have died, fighting one against the other. They have been fighting upon an issue so obscure that your German press is still busy discussing what it was. For us it was that Belgium was invaded and France in danger of destruction. Nothing else could have brought the English into the field against you. But why you invaded Belgium and France and whether that might have been averted we do not know to this day. And still this war goes on and still more boys die, and these men who do not fight, these men in the newspaper offices and in the ministries plan campaigns and strokes and counter-strokes that belong to no conceivable plan at all. Except that now for them there is something more terrible than war. And that is the day of reckoning with their own people.

Our young men, he wrote, have died, fighting each other. They've been battling over an issue so unclear that your German media is still trying to figure out what it was. For us, it was about Belgium being invaded and France facing destruction. Nothing else could have driven the English to fight against you. But why you invaded Belgium and France and whether that could have been avoided is still a mystery to us. And yet this war continues, and more young men die, while those who aren't fighting—those in newspaper offices and government ministries—are planning campaigns and strategies that don’t seem to follow any clear plan. Except now, for them, there’s something more terrifying than war. And that’s the day they will have to answer to their own people.

What have we been fighting for? What are we fighting for? Do you know? Does any one know? Why am I spending what is left of my substance and you what is left of yours to keep on this war against each other? What have we to gain from hurting one another still further? Why should we be puppets any longer in the hands of crowned fools and witless diplomatists? Even if we were dumb and acquiescent before, does not the blood of our sons now cry out to us that this foolery should cease? We have let these people send our sons to death.

What have we been fighting for? What are we fighting for? Do you know? Does anyone know? Why am I using up what little I have left, and you yours, to continue this war against each other? What do we gain from continuing to hurt each other? Why should we remain puppets in the hands of foolish leaders and clueless diplomats? Even if we were silent and compliant before, doesn’t the blood of our sons now cry out to us that this nonsense should stop? We have allowed these people to send our sons to their deaths.

It is you and I who must stop these wars, these massacres of boys.

It's you and me who need to put an end to these wars, these killings of young boys.

Massacres of boys! That indeed is the essence of modern war. The killing off of the young. It is the destruction of the human inheritance, it is the spending of all the life and material of the future upon present-day hate and greed. Fools and knaves, politicians, tricksters, and those who trade on the suspicions and thoughtless, generous angers of men, make wars; the indolence and modesty of the mass of men permit them. Are you and I to suffer such things until the whole fabric of our civilisation, that has been so slowly and so laboriously built up, is altogether destroyed?

Massacres of boys! That really is the heart of modern warfare. The killing of the young. It’s the loss of our future, wasting all the lives and resources that belong to tomorrow on today’s hate and greed. Fools and crooks, politicians, tricksters, and those who exploit the fears and thoughtless, passionate anger of people create wars; the laziness and passivity of most people allow it to happen. Are you and I supposed to endure this until everything we’ve carefully and painstakingly built up in our civilization is completely destroyed?

When I sat down to write to you I had meant only to write to you of your son and mine. But I feel that what can be said in particular of our loss, need not be said; it can be understood without saying. What needs to be said and written about is this, that war must be put an end to and that nobody else but you and me and all of us can do it. We have to do that for the love of our sons and our race and all that is human. War is no longer human; the chemist and the metallurgist have changed all that. My boy was shot through the eye; his brain was blown to pieces by some man who never knew what he had done. Think what that means!... It is plain to me, surely it is plain to you and all the world, that war is now a mere putting of the torch to explosives that flare out to universal ruin. There is nothing for one sane man to write to another about in these days but the salvation of mankind from war.

When I sat down to write to you, I originally intended to talk only about our sons. But I believe what can be specifically said about our loss doesn’t really need to be stated; it’s something that can be understood without words. What’s essential to discuss and write about is this: we must put an end to war, and it's up to you, me, and all of us to make it happen. We owe that to the love of our sons, our humanity, and everything that’s human. War is no longer a human affair; the chemist and the metallurgist have changed all that. My boy was shot in the eye; his brain was shattered by someone who never understood the impact of his actions. Think about what that means!... It's clear to me, and surely to you and the entire world, that war has become simply igniting explosives that lead to worldwide destruction. There’s nothing for a rational person to communicate with another these days except for the salvation of humanity from war.

Now I want you to be patient with me and hear me out. There was a time in the earlier part of this war when it was hard to be patient because there hung over us the dread of losses and disaster. Now we need dread no longer. The dreaded thing has happened. Sitting together as we do in spirit beside the mangled bodies of our dead, surely we can be as patient as the hills.

Now I want you to be patient with me and hear me out. There was a time earlier in this war when it was tough to be patient because we were haunted by the fear of losses and disaster. Now we don’t have to be afraid anymore. The worst has happened. Sitting together as we do in spirit next to the mangled bodies of our dead, surely we can be as patient as the hills.

I want to tell you quite plainly and simply that I think that Germany which is chief and central in this war is most to blame for this war. Writing to you as an Englishman to a German and with war still being waged, there must be no mistake between us upon this point. I am persuaded that in the decade that ended with your overthrow of France in 1871, Germany turned her face towards evil, and that her refusal to treat France generously and to make friends with any other great power in the world, is the essential cause of this war. Germany triumphed—and she trampled on the loser. She inflicted intolerable indignities. She set herself to prepare for further aggressions; long before this killing began she was making war upon land and sea, launching warships, building strategic railways, setting up a vast establishment of war material, threatening, straining all the world to keep pace with her threats.... At last there was no choice before any European nation but submission to the German will, or war. And it was no will to which righteous men could possibly submit. It came as an illiberal and ungracious will. It was the will of Zabern. It is not as if you had set yourselves to be an imperial people and embrace and unify the world. You did not want to unify the world. You wanted to set the foot of an intensely national Germany, a sentimental and illiberal Germany, a Germany that treasured the portraits of your ridiculous Kaiser and his litter of sons, a Germany wearing uniform, reading black letter, and despising every kultur but her own, upon the neck of a divided and humiliated mankind. It was an intolerable prospect. I had rather the whole world died.

I want to be clear and straightforward with you: I believe that Germany, which is at the heart of this war, is mostly to blame for it. Writing to you as an Englishman to a German while the war is still ongoing, there shouldn't be any misunderstanding between us about this point. I am convinced that in the decade that ended with your defeat of France in 1871, Germany turned its back on what was right, and its unwillingness to treat France fairly and to make friends with any other major power in the world is the main reason for this war. Germany celebrated its victory and trampled on the defeated. It inflicted unbearable humiliations. It geared up for more aggression; long before this killing started, it was already waging war on land and sea, launching warships, building important railways, stockpiling weapons, and threatening the world, pushing everyone to keep up with its threats.... In the end, European nations had no option but to either submit to Germany’s demands or go to war. And this was a demand to which honorable people could never agree. It came from a harsh and ungracious place. It was the will of Zabern. It’s not like you aimed to be an imperial nation that embraced and united the world. You didn't want to unite the world. You wanted to assert a highly nationalistic Germany, a sentimental and narrow-minded Germany, a Germany that idolized the images of your foolish Kaiser and his brood of sons, a Germany that wore uniforms, read old scripts, and looked down on every culture but its own, imposing itself on a fractured and humiliated humanity. It was an unbearable future. I would rather see the entire world perish.

Forgive me for writing "you." You are as little responsible for that Germany as I am for—Sir Edward Grey. But this happened over you; you did not do your utmost to prevent it—even as England has happened, and I have let it happen over me....

I'm sorry for addressing you directly. You're just as little to blame for that Germany as I am for—Sir Edward Grey. But this situation unfolded around you; you didn't do everything possible to stop it—just like England happened, and I've allowed it to happen to me....

"It is so dry; so general," whispered Mr. Britling. "And yet—it is this that has killed our sons."

"It’s so dry; so common," Mr. Britling whispered. "And yet—this is what has killed our sons."

He sat still for a time, and then went on reading a fresh sheet of his manuscript.

He sat quietly for a while, and then continued reading a new page of his manuscript.

When I bring these charges against Germany I have little disposition to claim any righteousness for Britain. There has been small splendour in this war for either Germany or Britain or Russia; we three have chanced to be the biggest of the combatants, but the glory lies with invincible France. It is France and Belgium and Serbia who shine as the heroic lands. They have fought defensively and beyond all expectation, for dear land and freedom. This war for them has been a war of simple, definite issues, to which they have risen with an entire nobility. Englishman and German alike may well envy them that simplicity. I look to you, as an honest man schooled by the fierce lessons of this war, to meet me in my passionate desire to see France, Belgium and Serbia emerge restored from all this blood and struggle, enlarged to the limits of their nationality, vindicated and secure. Russia I will not write about here; let me go on at once to tell you about my own country; remarking only that between England and Russia there are endless parallelisms. We have similar complexities, kindred difficulties. We have for instance an imported dynasty, we have a soul-destroying State Church which cramps and poisons the education of our ruling class, we have a people out of touch with a secretive government, and the same traditional contempt for science. We have our Irelands and Polands. Even our kings bear a curious likeness....

When I raise these issues about Germany, I don't intend to claim any moral high ground for Britain. There hasn’t been much glory in this war for Germany, Britain, or Russia; we've just happened to be the largest players in the conflict, but the true honor belongs to unbeatable France. It's France, Belgium, and Serbia that stand out as the heroic nations. They have fought bravely and beyond all expectations, defending their land and freedom. For them, this war has been about clear, straightforward issues, which they have faced with complete dignity. Both English and German people might envy them for that clarity. I'm counting on you, as an honest person who has learned from the harsh realities of this war, to share my deep wish to see France, Belgium, and Serbia emerge from all this bloodshed restored, their national boundaries expanded, just and secure. I won't discuss Russia here; let me move on to talk about my own country, just noting that there are countless parallels between England and Russia. We have similar complexities and shared challenges. For example, we have an imported monarchy, a damaging State Church that restricts and harms the education of our ruling class, a populace disconnected from a secretive government, and a longstanding disregard for science. We have our version of Irelands and Polands. Even our kings bear a striking resemblance....

At this point there was a break in the writing, and Mr. Britling made, as it were, a fresh beginning.

At this point, there was a break in the writing, and Mr. Britling made a fresh start.

Politically the British Empire is a clumsy collection of strange accidents. It is a thing as little to be proud of as the outline of a flint or the shape of a potato. For the mass of English people India and Egypt and all that side of our system mean less than nothing; our trade is something they do not understand, our imperial wealth something they do not share. Britain has been a group of four democracies caught in the net of a vast yet casual imperialism; the common man here is in a state of political perplexity from the cradle to the grave. None the less there is a great people here even as there is a great people in Russia, a people with a soul and character of its own, a people of unconquerable kindliness and with a peculiar genius, which still struggle towards will and expression. We have been beginning that same great experiment that France and America and Switzerland and China are making, the experiment of democracy. It is the newest form of human association, and we are still but half awake to its needs and necessary conditions. For it is idle to pretend that the little city democracies of ancient times were comparable to the great essays in practical republicanism that mankind is making to-day. This age of the democratic republics that dawn is a new age. It has not yet lasted for a century, not for a paltry hundred years.... All new things are weak things; a rat can kill a man-child with ease; the greater the destiny, the weaker the immediate self-protection may be. And to me it seems that your complete and perfect imperialism, ruled by Germans for Germans, is in its scope and outlook a more antiquated and smaller and less noble thing than these sprawling emergent giant democracies of the West that struggle so confusedly against it....

Politically, the British Empire is an awkward mix of odd coincidences. It's something to be as little proud of as the shape of a flint or a potato. For most English people, India and Egypt and that whole part of our system mean less than nothing; they don’t understand our trade, and they don’t share in our imperial wealth. Britain has become a group of four democracies caught in the web of a vast yet careless imperialism; the average person here experiences political confusion from birth to death. Still, there’s a great people here just like there is in Russia, a people with their own identity and character, a people of unstoppable kindness and unique talent, who are still striving for autonomy and expression. We have begun the same important experiment that France, America, Switzerland, and China are undertaking: the experiment of democracy. It’s the newest form of human organization, and we’re still only partly aware of its needs and requirements. It’s pointless to claim that the small city democracies of ancient times were comparable to the great efforts in practical republicanism that humanity is exploring today. This new age of democratic republics is just emerging; it hasn’t even lasted a century, not even a mere hundred years... All new things are fragile; a rat can easily kill a child; the greater the destiny, the weaker the immediate ability to protect itself may be. To me, it seems that your complete and perfect imperialism, controlled by Germans for Germans, is in its scope and perspective a more outdated, limited, and less noble thing than these sprawling, emerging giant democracies of the West that struggle so confusedly against it....

But that we do struggle confusedly, with pitiful leaders and infinite waste and endless delay; that it is to our indisciplines and to the dishonesties and tricks our incompleteness provokes, that the prolongation of this war is to be ascribed, I readily admit. At the outbreak of this war I had hoped to see militarism felled within a year....

But we’re struggling in confusion, with weak leaders and endless waste and delays; it’s because of our lack of discipline and the dishonesty and tricks that our failures cause that the war drags on, and I fully admit that. When this war started, I had hoped to see militarism defeated within a year....


§ 6


From this point onward Mr. Britling's notes became more fragmentary. They had a consecutiveness, but they were discontinuous. His thought had leapt across gaps that his pen had had no time to fill. And he had begun to realise that his letter to the old people in Pomerania was becoming impossible. It had broken away into dissertation.

From this point on, Mr. Britling's notes became more fragmented. They had a certain flow, but they were disjointed. His thoughts had jumped over gaps that his pen hadn't had the chance to fill in. He had started to realize that his letter to the elderly in Pomerania was becoming unmanageable. It had turned into a long-winded essay.

"Yet there must be dissertations," he said. "Unless such men as we are take these things in hand, always we shall be misgoverned, always the sons will die...."

"Yet we need to write dissertations," he said. "If men like us don’t take charge of these issues, we’ll always be poorly governed, and the sons will keep dying...."


§ 7

I do not think you Germans realise how steadily you were conquering the world before this war began. Had you given half the energy and intelligence you have spent upon this war to the peaceful conquest of men's minds and spirits, I believe that you would have taken the leadership of the world tranquilly—no man disputing. Your science was five years, your social and economic organisation was a quarter of a century in front of ours.... Never has it so lain in the power of a great people to lead and direct mankind towards the world republic and universal peace. It needed but a certain generosity of the imagination....

I don't think you Germans realize how steadily you were taking over the world before this war started. If you had put half the energy and intelligence you’ve spent on this war into peacefully winning over people's minds and spirits, I believe you would have gained leadership of the world without anyone contesting it. Your science was five years ahead, and your social and economic organization was a quarter of a century ahead of ours.... Never has a great nation had such an opportunity to lead and guide humanity toward a global republic and universal peace. It just required a bit of imaginative generosity....

But your Junkers, your Imperial court, your foolish vicious Princes; what were such dreams to them?... With an envious satisfaction they hurled all the accomplishment of Germany into the fires of war....

But your Junkers, your Imperial court, your foolish, vicious Princes; what did such dreams mean to them?... With an envious satisfaction, they threw all of Germany's achievements into the fires of war....


§ 8

Your boy, as no doubt you know, dreamt constantly of such a world peace as this that I foreshadow; he was more generous than his country. He could envisage war and hostility only as misunderstanding. He thought that a world that could explain itself clearly would surely be at peace. He was scheming always therefore for the perfection and propagation of Esperanto or Ido, or some such universal link. My youngster too was full of a kindred and yet larger dream, the dream of human science, which knows neither king nor country nor race....

Your son, as you probably know, constantly dreamed of the kind of world peace that I envision; he was more generous than his nation. He could only see war and conflict as a result of misunderstanding. He believed that a world capable of clearly explaining itself would certainly be at peace. So, he was always working toward the perfection and spread of Esperanto or Ido, or some other universal language. My child too had a similar yet bigger dream, the dream of human science, which recognizes no king, country, or race....

These boys, these hopes, this war has killed....

These boys, these hopes, this war has destroyed....

That fragment ended so. Mr. Britling ceased to read for a time. "But has it killed them?" he whispered....

That fragment ended like this. Mr. Britling stopped reading for a moment. "But has it killed them?" he whispered...

"If you had lived, my dear, you and your England would have talked with a younger Germany—better than I can ever do...."

"If you had lived, my dear, you and your England would have spoken with a younger Germany—better than I ever could...."

He turned the pages back, and read here and there with an accumulating discontent.

He flipped back through the pages, reading bits and pieces with growing frustration.


§ 9


"Dissertations," said Mr. Britling.

"Theses," said Mr. Britling.

Never had it been so plain to Mr. Britling that he was a weak, silly, ill-informed and hasty-minded writer, and never had he felt so invincible a conviction that the Spirit of God was in him, and that it fell to him to take some part in the establishment of a new order of living upon the earth; it might be the most trivial part by the scale of the task, but for him it was to be now his supreme concern. And it was an almost intolerable grief to him that his services should be, for all his desire, so poor in quality, so weak in conception. Always he seemed to be on the verge of some illuminating and beautiful statement of his cause; always he was finding his writing inadequate, a thin treachery to the impulse of his heart, always he was finding his effort weak and ineffective. In this instance, at the outset he seemed to see with a golden clearness the message of brotherhood, or forgiveness, of a common call. To whom could such a message be better addressed than to those sorrowing parents; from whom could it come with a better effect than from himself? And now he read what he had made of this message. It seemed to his jaded mind a pitifully jaded effort. It had no light, it had no depth. It was like the disquisition of a debating society.

Never had it been so obvious to Mr. Britling that he was a weak, foolish, uninformed, and hasty-minded writer, and never had he felt such a strong conviction that the Spirit of God was within him, and that it was his duty to play some role in establishing a new way of life on earth; it might be the most minor role in the grand scheme of things, but for him, it was now his top priority. It was an almost unbearable sadness for him that his contributions were, despite all his wishes, so lacking in quality and so weak in concept. He always seemed to be on the brink of expressing some enlightening and beautiful sentiment about his cause; yet he constantly found his writing inadequate, a feeble betrayal of his heart's impulse, and his efforts weak and ineffective. In this case, at the beginning, he seemed to clearly understand the message of brotherhood, or forgiveness, or a shared call. Who could better receive such a message than those grieving parents? Who could express it more effectively than himself? And now he looked at what he had made of this message. It seemed to his weary mind a painfully exhausted effort. It had no light, it had no depth. It was like a discussion from a debating society.

He was distressed by a fancy of an old German couple, spectacled and peering, puzzled by his letter. Perhaps they would be obscurely hurt by his perplexing generalisations. Why, they would ask, should this Englishman preach to them?

He was troubled by the image of an elderly German couple, wearing glasses and looking confused as they read his letter. Maybe they would feel strangely hurt by his confusing generalizations. Why, they might wonder, should this Englishman lecture them?

He sat back in his chair wearily, with his chin sunk upon his chest. For a time he did not think, and then, he read again the sentence in front of his eyes.

He leaned back in his chair, tired, with his chin resting on his chest. For a while, he didn’t think, and then he read the sentence in front of him again.

"These boys, these hopes, this war has killed."

"These boys, these dreams, this war has taken away."

The words hung for a time in his mind.

The words lingered in his mind for a while.

"No!" said Mr. Britling stoutly. "They live!"

"No!" Mr. Britling insisted firmly. "They are alive!"

And suddenly it was borne in upon his mind that he was not alone. There were thousands and tens of thousands of men and women like himself, desiring with all their hearts to say, as he desired to say, the reconciling word. It was not only his hand that thrust against the obstacles.... Frenchmen and Russians sat in the same stillness, facing the same perplexities; there were Germans seeking a way through to him. Even as he sat and wrote. And for the first time clearly he felt a Presence of which he had thought very many times in the last few weeks, a Presence so close to him that it was behind his eyes and in his brain and hands. It was no trick of his vision; it was a feeling of immediate reality. And it was Hugh, Hugh that he had thought was dead, it was young Heinrich living also, it was himself, it was those others that sought, it was all these and it was more, it was the Master, the Captain of Mankind, it was God, there present with him, and he knew that it was God. It was as if he had been groping all this time in the darkness, thinking himself alone amidst rocks and pitfalls and pitiless things, and suddenly a hand, a firm strong hand, had touched his own. And a voice within him bade him be of good courage. There was no magic trickery in that moment; he was still weak and weary, a discouraged rhetorician, a good intention ill-equipped; but he was no longer lonely and wretched, no longer in the same world with despair. God was beside him and within him and about him.... It was the crucial moment of Mr. Britling's life. It was a thing as light as the passing of a cloud on an April morning; it was a thing as great as the first day of creation. For some moments he still sat back with his chin upon his chest and his hands dropping from the arms of his chair. Then he sat up and drew a deep breath....

And suddenly, it hit him that he wasn't alone. There were thousands and tens of thousands of men and women just like him, wanting with all their hearts to express the reconciling word, just as he wanted to. It wasn't just his hand pushing against the obstacles... French and Russian people were in the same stillness, facing the same uncertainties; there were Germans trying to connect with him too. Even as he sat there writing. For the first time, he clearly felt a Presence he had thought about many times in the last few weeks, a Presence so close that it was behind his eyes and within his mind and hands. It wasn't an illusion; it felt completely real. And it was Hugh, the Hugh he had thought was dead, it was young Heinrich who was also alive, it was him, and all those others searching, and it was all of this and more, it was the Master, the Captain of Humanity, it was God, present with him, and he knew it was God. It felt like he had been fumbling around in the dark, thinking he was alone among rocks, pitfalls, and harsh realities, and suddenly a hand, a firm strong hand, had reached out to him. And a voice within him encouraged him to have courage. There was no sleight of hand in that moment; he was still weak and tired, a discouraged speaker with good intentions but poorly equipped; but he was no longer lonely and miserable, no longer in the same world as despair. God was with him and within him and surrounding him.... It was the defining moment of Mr. Britling's life. It was as light as a cloud passing on an April morning; it was as significant as the first day of creation. For a few moments, he still sat back with his chin on his chest and his hands hanging from the arms of his chair. Then he straightened up and took a deep breath....

This had come almost as a matter of course.

This happened almost as if it were expected.

For weeks his mind had been playing about this idea. He had talked to Letty of this Finite God, who is the king of man's adventure in space and time. But hitherto God had been for him a thing of the intelligence, a theory, a report, something told about but not realised.... Mr. Britling's thinking about God hitherto had been like some one who has found an empty house, very beautiful and pleasant, full of the promise of a fine personality. And then as the discoverer makes his lonely, curious explorations, he hears downstairs, dear and friendly, the voice of the Master coming in....

For weeks, his mind had been revolving around this idea. He had talked to Letty about this Finite God, who is the ruler of humanity's journey through space and time. But until now, God had been for him just an intellectual concept, a theory, something discussed but not truly experienced.... Mr. Britling's understanding of God so far had been like someone who discovers an empty house, very beautiful and inviting, full of the promise of a wonderful personality. And then, as the discoverer makes his lonely, curious explorations, he hears a warm and friendly voice from downstairs, belonging to the Master...

There was no need to despair because he himself was one of the feeble folk. God was with him indeed, and he was with God. The King was coming to his own. Amidst the darknesses and confusions, the nightmare cruelties and the hideous stupidities of the great war, God, the Captain of the World Republic, fought his way to empire. So long as one did one's best and utmost in a cause so mighty, did it matter though the thing one did was little and poor?

There was no reason to feel hopeless because he was one of the weak people too. God was truly with him, and he was with God. The King was coming to his own. In the midst of the darkness and chaos, the nightmare cruelties and the awful foolishness of the great war, God, the Leader of the World Republic, pushed toward greatness. As long as you gave your best effort for such a noble cause, did it really matter if what you did was small and insignificant?

"I have thought too much of myself," said Mr. Britling, "and of what I would do by myself. I have forgotten that which was with me...."

"I have thought too highly of myself," said Mr. Britling, "and of what I could accomplish alone. I have forgotten what was with me...."


§ 10


He turned over the rest of the night's writing presently, and read it now as though it was the work of another man.

He flipped through the rest of the night’s writing and read it as if it were the work of someone else.

These later notes were fragmentary, and written in a sprawling hand.

These later notes were incomplete and written in a messy style.

"Let us make ourselves watchers and guardians of the order of the world....

"Let’s become watchers and guardians of the world’s order....

"If only for love of our dead....

"If only for the love of our deceased....

"Let us pledge ourselves to service. Let us set ourselves with all our minds and all our hearts to the perfecting and working out of the methods of democracy and the ending for ever of the kings and emperors and priestcrafts and the bands of adventurers, the traders and owners and forestallers who have betrayed mankind into this morass of hate and blood—in which our sons are lost—in which we flounder still...."

"Let's commit ourselves to service. Let's dedicate ourselves, with all our minds and hearts, to perfecting and implementing the methods of democracy and permanently ending the reigns of kings, emperors, priestly powers, and the groups of opportunists, traders, and hoarders who have led humanity into this swamp of hatred and violence—where our sons are lost—and where we still struggle...."

How feeble was this squeak of exhortation! It broke into a scolding note.

How weak was this squeak of encouragement! It turned into a scolding tone.

"Who have betrayed," read Mr. Britling, and judged the phrase.

"Who have betrayed," read Mr. Britling, and considered the phrase.

"Who have fallen with us," he amended....

"Who have fallen with us," he corrected....

"One gets so angry and bitter—because one feels alone, I suppose. Because one feels that for them one's reason is no reason. One is enraged by the sense of their silent and regardless contradiction, and one forgets the Power of which one is a part...."

"People get really angry and bitter—because they feel alone, I guess. Because they think that their reasons don’t matter. They get furious over the feeling of others silently contradicting them, and they forget about the Power that they are a part of...."

The sheet that bore the sentence he criticised was otherwise blank except that written across it obliquely in a very careful hand were the words "Hugh," and "Hugh Philip Britling."...

The sheet that had the sentence he criticized was otherwise blank except for some words written diagonally across it in a neat handwriting: "Hugh," and "Hugh Philip Britling."

On the next sheet he had written: "Let us set up the peace of the World Republic amidst these ruins. Let it be our religion, our calling."

On the next page, he had written: "Let's establish the peace of the World Republic among these ruins. Let it be our faith, our purpose."

There he had stopped.

He had stopped there.

The last sheet of Mr. Britling's manuscript may be more conveniently given in fac-simile than described.

The last page of Mr. Britling's manuscript is probably better shown as a replica than described.

[Handwritten: Hugh Hugh My dear Hugh Lawyers Princes Dealers in Contention Honesty 'Blood Blood ... [Transcriber's Note: illegible] an End to them

§ 11


He sighed.

He let out a sigh.

He looked at the scattered papers, and thought of the letter they were to have made.

He looked at the scattered papers and thought about the letter they were supposed to have written.

His fatigue spoke first.

He was exhausted.

"Perhaps after all I'd better just send the fiddle...."

"Maybe I should just send the fiddle after all...."

He rested his cheeks between his hands, and remained so for a long time. His eyes stared unseeingly. His thoughts wandered and spread and faded. At length he recalled his mind to that last idea. "Just send the fiddle—without a word."

He rested his cheeks on his hands and stayed that way for a long time. His eyes stared blankly. His thoughts drifted, scattered, and faded. Eventually, he recalled his mind to that last idea. "Just send the fiddle—no words needed."

"No. I must write to them plainly.

"No. I need to write to them straightforwardly."

"About God as I have found Him.

"About God as I have found Him."

"As He has found me...."

"As He has discovered me...."

He forgot the Pomeranians for a time. He murmured to himself. He turned over the conviction that had suddenly become clear and absolute in his mind.

He forgot about the Pomeranians for a while. He mumbled to himself. He flipped over the realization that had suddenly become clear and undeniable in his mind.

"Religion is the first thing and the last thing, and until a man has found God and been found by God, he begins at no beginning, he works to no end. He may have his friendships, his partial loyalties, his scraps of honour. But all these things fall into place and life falls into place only with God. Only with God. God, who fights through men against Blind Force and Night and Non-Existence; who is the end, who is the meaning. He is the only King.... Of course I must write about Him. I must tell all my world of Him. And before the coming of the true King, the inevitable King, the King who is present whenever just men foregather, this blood-stained rubbish of the ancient world, these puny kings and tawdry emperors, these wily politicians and artful lawyers, these men who claim and grab and trick and compel, these war makers and oppressors, will presently shrivel and pass—like paper thrust into a flame...."

"Religion is the first and last thing. Until a person has found God and has been found by God, they’re starting from nowhere and working toward nothing. They might have friends, some loyalties, and bits of honor. But everything only falls into place, and life only makes sense, through God. Only with God. God, who fights through people against Blind Force, Night, and Non-Existence; who is the end, who is the meaning. He is the only King... Of course, I have to write about Him. I have to tell my whole world about Him. And before the arrival of the true King, the unavoidable King, the King who is present whenever righteous people gather, this blood-stained mess of the ancient world, these petty kings and flashy emperors, these crafty politicians and scheming lawyers, these people who claim, grab, trick, and force, these warmongers and oppressors, will soon wither away—like paper tossed into a flame..."

Then after a time he said:

Then after a while he said:

"Our sons who have shown us God...."

"Our sons who have shown us God...."


§ 12


He rubbed his open hands over his eyes and forehead.

He rubbed his hands over his eyes and forehead.

The night of effort had tired his brain, and he was no longer thinking actively. He had a little interval of blankness, sitting at his desk with his hands pressed over his eyes....

The night of effort had worn him out, and he was no longer thinking clearly. He experienced a brief moment of emptiness, sitting at his desk with his hands over his eyes....

He got up presently, and stood quite motionless at the window, looking out.

He got up shortly after and stood completely still at the window, looking outside.

His lamp was still burning, but for some time he had not been writing by the light of his lamp. Insensibly the day had come and abolished his need for that individual circle of yellow light. Colour had returned to the world, clean pearly colour, clear and definite like the glance of a child or the voice of a girl, and a golden wisp of cloud hung in the sky over the tower of the church. There was a mist upon the pond, a soft grey mist not a yard high. A covey of partridges ran and halted and ran again in the dewy grass outside his garden railings. The partridges were very numerous this year because there had been so little shooting. Beyond in the meadow a hare sat up as still as a stone. A horse neighed.... Wave after wave of warmth and light came sweeping before the sunrise across the world of Matching's Easy. It was as if there was nothing but morning and sunrise in the world.

His lamp was still on, but for some time he hadn’t been writing by its light. Without him realizing it, day had arrived and made his need for that small circle of yellow light unnecessary. Color had returned to the world, a clean pearly color, clear and distinct like a child's gaze or a girl's voice, and a golden wisp of cloud floated in the sky above the church tower. There was a mist over the pond, a soft grey mist that barely reached a yard high. A group of partridges ran, stopped, and ran again in the dewy grass outside his garden fence. The partridges were plentiful this year because there had been so little hunting. In the meadow beyond, a hare sat still as a stone. A horse neighed... Wave after wave of warmth and light rolled in before the sunrise across the world of Matching's Easy. It felt like there was nothing but morning and sunrise in the world.

From away towards the church came the sound of some early worker whetting a scythe.

From a distance near the church came the sound of an early worker sharpening a scythe.


THE END

THE END


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