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THE FOUR HORSEMEN OF THE APOCALYPSE
(Los Cuatro Jinettes del Apocalipsis)
by Vicente Blasco Ibanez
Translated by Charlotte Brewster Jordan
CONTENTS
CONTENTS
PART I
CHAPTER I
CHAPTER II
CHAPTER III
CHAPTER IV
CHAPTER V
PART II
CHAPTER I
CHAPTER II
CHAPTER III
CHAPTER IV
CHAPTER V
CHAPTER VI
PART III
CHAPTER I
CHAPTER II
CHAPTER III
CHAPTER IV
CHAPTER V
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PART I
CHAPTER I
THE TRYST
(In the Garden of the Chapelle Expiatoire)
(In the Garden of the Chapelle Expiatoire)
They were to have met in the garden of the Chapelle Expiatoire at five o’clock in the afternoon, but Julio Desnoyers with the impatience of a lover who hopes to advance the moment of meeting by presenting himself before the appointed time, arrived an half hour earlier. The change of the seasons was at this time greatly confused in his mind, and evidently demanded some readjustment.
They were supposed to meet in the garden of the Chapelle Expiatoire at five o’clock in the afternoon, but Julio Desnoyers, with the eagerness of a lover hoping to rush the moment of their meeting by arriving early, showed up half an hour ahead of time. The shift in the seasons was currently quite muddled in his mind and clearly needed some adjustment.
Five months had passed since their last interview in this square had afforded the wandering lovers the refuge of a damp, depressing calmness near a boulevard of continual movement close to a great railroad station. The hour of the appointment was always five and Julio was accustomed to see his beloved approaching by the reflection of the recently lit street lamps, her figure enveloped in furs, and holding her muff before her face as if it were a half-mask. Her sweet voice, greeting him, had breathed forth a cloud of vapor, white and tenuous, congealed by the cold. After various hesitating interviews, they had abandoned the garden. Their love had acquired the majestic importance of acknowledged fact, and from five to seven had taken refuge in the fifth floor of the rue de la Pompe where Julio had an artist’s studio. The curtains well drawn over the double glass windows, the cosy hearth-fire sending forth its ruddy flame as the only light of the room, the monotonous song of the samovar bubbling near the cups of tea—all the seclusion of life isolated by an idolizing love—had dulled their perceptions to the fact that the afternoons were growing longer, that outside the sun was shining later and later into the pearl-covered depths of the clouds, and that a timid and pallid Spring was beginning to show its green finger tips in the buds of the branches suffering the last nips of Winter—that wild, black boar who so often turned on his tracks.
Five months had passed since their last meeting in this square, which had provided the wandering lovers a damp, gloomy calmness near a bustling boulevard by a major train station. The appointment was always set for five, and Julio had grown used to seeing his beloved approach through the reflection of the newly lit street lamps, her figure wrapped in furs, holding her muff in front of her face as if it were a half-mask. Her sweet voice, greeting him, released a cloud of vapor, white and delicate, formed by the cold. After several hesitant meetings, they had left the garden. Their love had taken on a significant reality, and from five to seven, they found solace on the fifth floor of rue de la Pompe, where Julio had an artist’s studio. With the curtains drawn tightly over the double-glazed windows, the cozy fireplace casting a warm glow as the only light in the room, and the monotonous sound of the samovar bubbling near the tea cups—all the seclusion of a life immersed in adoring love—had dulled their awareness of the lengthening afternoons, that outside, the sun was shining later and later into the pearl-covered depths of the clouds, and that a timid, pale Spring was beginning to show its green fingertips in the buds of branches still suffering the last bites of Winter—that wild, black boar who so often turned on his tracks.
Then Julio had made his trip to Buenos Aires, encountering in the other hemisphere the last smile of Autumn and the first icy winds from the pampas. And just as his mind was becoming reconciled to the fact that for him Winter was an eternal season—since it always came to meet him in his change of domicile from one extreme of the planet to the other—lo, Summer was unexpectedly confronting him in this dreary garden!
Then Julio took his trip to Buenos Aires, experiencing in the other hemisphere the last smile of Autumn and the first icy winds from the pampas. Just as he was coming to terms with the idea that for him Winter was an endless season—since it always showed up when he moved from one extreme of the planet to the other—suddenly, Summer was unexpectedly facing him in this gloomy garden!
A swarm of children was racing and screaming through the short avenues around the monument. On entering the place, the first thing that Julio encountered was a hoop which came rolling toward his legs, trundled by a childish hand. Then he stumbled over a ball. Around the chestnut trees was gathering the usual warm-weather crowd, seeking the blue shade perforated with points of light. Many nurse-maids from the neighboring houses were working and chattering here, following with indifferent glances the rough games of the children confided to their care. Near them were the men who had brought their papers down into the garden under the impression that they could read them in the midst of peaceful groves. All of the benches were full. A few women were occupying camp stools with that feeling of superiority which ownership always confers. The iron chairs, “pay-seats,” were serving as resting places for various suburban dames, loaded down with packages, who were waiting for straggling members of their families in order to take the train in the Gare Saint Lazare. . . .
A group of kids was running and shouting through the short paths around the monument. When Julio arrived, the first thing he saw was a hoop rolling towards his legs, pushed by a little hand. Then he tripped over a ball. A typical warm-weather crowd was gathering around the chestnut trees, looking for the cool shade sprinkled with beams of light. Many nannies from the nearby houses were chatting and taking care of the kids, occasionally glancing at the rough games. Nearby, men had brought their newspapers to the park, thinking they could read them amid the peaceful trees. All the benches were occupied. A few women sat in camp stools, enjoying the sense of superiority that comes with ownership. The metal chairs, “pay-seats,” were serving as resting spots for various suburban women weighed down with packages, waiting for straggling family members so they could catch the train at Gare Saint Lazare.
And Julio, in his special delivery letter, had proposed meeting in this place, supposing that it would be as little frequented as in former times. She, too, with the same thoughtlessness, had in her reply, set the usual hour of five o’clock, believing that after passing a few minutes in the Printemps or the Galeries on the pretext of shopping, she would be able to slip over to the unfrequented garden without risk of being seen by any of her numerous acquaintances.
And Julio, in his special delivery letter, suggested meeting in this spot, thinking it would be as quiet as it used to be. She, too, with the same lack of thought, had in her response set the usual time of five o’clock, believing that after spending a few minutes at Printemps or the Galeries under the pretense of shopping, she could sneak over to the quiet garden without the risk of being seen by any of her many acquaintances.
Desnoyers was enjoying an almost forgotten sensation, that of strolling through vast spaces, crushing as he walked the grains of sand under his feet. For the past twenty days his rovings had been upon planks, following with the automatic precision of a riding school the oval promenade on the deck of a ship. His feet accustomed to insecure ground, still were keeping on terra firma a certain sensation of elastic unsteadiness. His goings and comings were not awakening the curiosity of the people seated in the open, for a common preoccupation seemed to be monopolizing all the men and women. The groups were exchanging impressions. Those who happened to have a paper in their hands, saw their neighbors approaching them with a smile of interrogation. There had suddenly disappeared that distrust and suspicion which impels the inhabitants of large cities mutually to ignore one another, taking each other’s measure at a glance as though they were enemies.
Desnoyers was experiencing a nearly forgotten feeling, that of walking through wide open spaces, crushing the grains of sand beneath his feet. For the past twenty days, he had been moving along planks, walking with the automatic precision of a training exercise on the oval promenade of a ship's deck. His feet, used to unstable ground, still retained a sense of elastic unsteadiness while standing on solid ground. His comings and goings didn’t spark curiosity among the people sitting outside, as a shared concern seemed to occupy everyone’s attention. Groups were exchanging opinions. Those who had a newspaper in their hands saw their neighbors approaching with a questioning smile. The usual distrust and suspicion that lead city dwellers to ignore each other had suddenly vanished, as if they were sizing each other up like enemies.
“They are talking about the war,” said Desnoyers to himself. “At this time, all Paris speaks of nothing but the possibility of war.”
“They're talking about the war,” Desnoyers said to himself. “Right now, all of Paris is only discussing the possibility of war.”
Outside of the garden he could see also the same anxiety which was making those around him so fraternal and sociable. The venders of newspapers were passing through the boulevard crying the evening editions, their furious speed repeatedly slackened by the eager hands of the passers-by contending for the papers. Every reader was instantly surrounded by a group begging for news or trying to decipher over his shoulder the great headlines at the top of the sheet. In the rue des Mathurins, on the other side of the square, a circle of workmen under the awning of a tavern were listening to the comments of a friend who accompanied his words with oratorical gestures and wavings of the paper. The traffic in the streets, the general bustle of the city was the same as in other days, but it seemed to Julio that the vehicles were whirling past more rapidly, that there was a feverish agitation in the air and that people were speaking and smiling in a different way. The women of the garden were looking even at him as if they had seen him in former days. He was able to approach them and begin a conversation without experiencing the slightest strangeness.
Outside the garden, he could also see the same anxiety that was making those around him so friendly and sociable. The newspaper vendors were passing through the boulevard shouting the evening editions, their frantic pace repeatedly slowed by eager hands of passersby grabbing for the papers. Every reader was quickly surrounded by a group asking for news or trying to read over his shoulder the big headlines at the top of the page. In the rue des Mathurins, on the other side of the square, a circle of workers under the awning of a tavern were listening to a friend who punctuated his words with dramatic gestures and waves of the paper. The traffic in the streets and the general hustle and bustle of the city were the same as on other days, but it seemed to Julio that the vehicles were racing by faster, that there was a frantic energy in the air, and that people were talking and smiling in a different way. The women in the garden were looking at him as if they recognized him from earlier days. He was able to approach them and start a conversation without feeling any awkwardness.
“They are talking of the war,” he said again but with the commiseration of a superior intelligence which foresees the future and feels above the impressions of the vulgar crowd.
“They’re talking about the war,” he said again, but with the pity of someone who has a greater understanding, who can predict the future and feels above the opinions of the common crowd.
He knew exactly what course he was going to follow. He had disembarked at ten o’clock the night before, and as it was not yet twenty-four hours since he had touched land, his mentality was still that of a man who comes from afar, across oceanic immensities, from boundless horizons, and is surprised at finding himself in touch with the preoccupations which govern human communities. After disembarking he had spent two hours in a cafe in Boulogne, listlessly watching the middle-class families who passed their time in the monotonous placidity of a life without dangers. Then the special train for the passengers from South America had brought him to Paris, leaving him at four in the morning on a platform of the Gare du Nord in the embrace of Pepe Argensola, the young Spaniard whom he sometimes called “my secretary” or “my valet” because it was difficult to define exactly the relationship between them. In reality, he was a mixture of friend and parasite, the poor comrade, complacent and capable in his companionship with a rich youth on bad terms with his family, sharing with him the ups and downs of fortune, picking up the crumbs of prosperous days, or inventing expedients to keep up appearances in the hours of poverty.
He knew exactly what path he was going to take. He had arrived at ten o’clock the night before, and since it had not yet been twenty-four hours since he set foot on land, his mindset was still that of someone coming from far away, across vast oceans and endless horizons, surprised to find himself engaged with the concerns that shape human communities. After arriving, he spent two hours in a café in Boulogne, aimlessly watching the middle-class families who occupied their time in the dull comfort of a life without risks. Then, the special train for passengers from South America had brought him to Paris, leaving him at four in the morning on a platform at Gare du Nord in the company of Pepe Argensola, the young Spaniard he sometimes referred to as “my secretary” or “my valet” because it was hard to precisely define their relationship. In truth, he was a mix of friend and freeloader, the poor comrade, content and capable in his companionship with a wealthy young man who had a troubled relationship with his family, sharing in both the highs and lows of fortune, picking up the leftovers of prosperous times, or coming up with ways to maintain appearances during times of struggle.
“What about the war?” Argensola had asked him before inquiring about the result of his trip. “You have come a long ways and should know much.”
“What about the war?” Argensola had asked him earlier before asking about the outcome of his trip. “You’ve traveled a long way and must know a lot.”
Soon he was sound asleep in his dear old bed while his “secretary” was pacing up and down the studio talking of Servia, Russia and the Kaiser. This youth, too, skeptical as he generally was about everything not connected with his own interests, appeared infected by the general excitement.
Soon he was fast asleep in his beloved old bed while his "secretary" was pacing around the studio, talking about Serbia, Russia, and the Kaiser. This young man, who usually doubted everything that wasn't related to his own interests, seemed to be caught up in the overall excitement.
When Desnoyers awoke he found her note awaiting him, setting their meeting at five that afternoon and also containing a few words about the threatened danger which was claiming the attention of all Paris. Upon going out in search of lunch the concierge, on the pretext of welcoming him back, had asked him the war news. And in the restaurant, the cafe and the street, always war . . . the possibility of war with Germany. . . .
When Desnoyers woke up, he found her note waiting for him, confirming their meeting at five that afternoon and mentioning the looming danger that was capturing everyone's attention in Paris. When he went out to grab lunch, the concierge, pretending to welcome him back, asked him about the war news. And in the restaurant, the café, and on the street, it was all about war… the possibility of war with Germany…
Julio was an optimist. What did all this restlessness signify to a man who had just been living more than twenty days among Germans, crossing the Atlantic under the flag of the Empire?
Julio was an optimist. What did all this restlessness mean to a man who had just spent more than twenty days among Germans, crossing the Atlantic under the Empire's flag?
He had sailed from Buenos Aires in a steamer of the Hamburg line, the Koenig Frederic August. The world was in blessed tranquillity when the boat left port. Only the whites and half-breeds of Mexico were exterminating each other in conflicts in order that nobody might believe that man is an animal degenerated by peace. On the rest of the planet, the people were displaying unusual prudence. Even aboard the transatlantic liner, the little world of passengers of most diverse nationalities appeared a fragment of future society implanted by way of experiment in modern times—a sketch of the hereafter, without frontiers or race antagonisms.
He had set sail from Buenos Aires on a Hamburg Line steamer, the Koenig Frederic August. The world was at peaceful ease when the boat departed. Only the whites and mixed-race people in Mexico were fighting among themselves to ensure no one would think that humans are animals degraded by peace. In the rest of the world, people were showing remarkable caution. Even on the transatlantic liner, the diverse group of passengers from various nationalities seemed like a small sample of a future society, an experiment in modern times—a preview of a borderless, harmonious tomorrow.
One morning the ship band which every Sunday had sounded the Choral of Luther, awoke those sleeping in the first-class cabins with the most unheard-of serenade. Desnoyers rubbed his eyes believing himself under the hallucinations of a dream. The German horns were playing the Marseillaise through the corridors and decks. The steward, smiling at his astonishment, said, “The fourteenth of July!” On the German steamers they celebrate as their own the great festivals of all the nations represented by their cargo and passengers. Their captains are careful to observe scrupulously the rites of this religion of the flag and its historic commemoration. The most insignificant republic saw the ship decked in its honor, affording one more diversion to help combat the monotony of the voyage and further the lofty ends of the Germanic propaganda. For the first time the great festival of France was being celebrated on a German vessel, and whilst the musicians continued escorting a racy Marseillaise in double quick time through the different floors, the morning groups were commenting on the event.
One morning, the ship's band, which played Luther's Choral every Sunday, woke up those in the first-class cabins with the most unexpected serenade. Desnoyers rubbed his eyes, thinking he was dreaming. The German horns were playing the Marseillaise through the corridors and decks. The steward, smiling at his surprise, said, “It's the fourteenth of July!” On German steamers, they celebrate the major festivals of all the nations represented by their cargo and passengers as if they were their own. Their captains make sure to observe the customs of this flag-worshiping ritual and its historic commemorations. Even the smallest republic saw the ship decorated in its honor, providing another distraction to break the monotony of the voyage and advance the noble goals of German propaganda. For the first time, France’s great festival was being celebrated on a German ship, and while the musicians continued to play an upbeat Marseillaise through the different decks, the morning crowds were discussing the event.
“What finesse!” exclaimed the South American ladies. “These Germans are not so phlegmatic as they seem. It is an attention . . . something very distinguished. . . . And is it possible that some still believe that they and the French might come to blows?”
“What finesse!” exclaimed the South American ladies. “These Germans aren't as emotionally reserved as they appear. It's an attention... something quite distinguished... And is it possible that some still believe that they and the French might actually fight?”
The very few Frenchmen who were travelling on the steamer found themselves admired as though they had increased immeasurably in public esteem. There were only three;—an old jeweller who had been visiting his branch shops in America, and two demi-mondaines from the rue de la Paix, the most timid and well-behaved persons aboard, vestals with bright eyes and disdainful noses who held themselves stiffly aloof in this uncongenial atmosphere.
The few Frenchmen traveling on the steamer found themselves admired as if they had suddenly gained immense public respect. There were only three: an old jeweler who had been visiting his stores in America, and two high society women from the rue de la Paix, the most timid and well-mannered people on board, looking like priestesses with bright eyes and proud noses, who kept themselves stiffly separate in this uncomfortable environment.
At night there was a gala banquet in the dining room at the end of which the French flag and that of the Empire formed a flaunting, conspicuous drapery. All the German passengers were in dress suits, and their wives were wearing low-necked gowns. The uniforms of the attendants were as resplendent as on a day of a grand review.
At night, there was a fancy banquet in the dining room, where the French flag and the Imperial flag created a striking backdrop. All the German passengers were in tuxedos, and their wives wore low-cut dresses. The attendants' uniforms were just as bright and impressive as they would be on a grand review day.
During dessert the tapping of a knife upon a glass reduced the table to sudden silence. The Commandant was going to speak. And this brave mariner who united to his nautical functions the obligation of making harangues at banquets and opening the dance with the lady of most importance, began unrolling a string of words like the noise of clappers between long intervals of silence. Desnoyers knew a little German as a souvenir of a visit to some relatives in Berlin, and so was able to catch a few words. The Commandant was repeating every few minutes “peace” and “friends.” A table neighbor, a commercial commissioner, offered his services as interpreter to Julio, with that obsequiousness which lives on advertisement.
During dessert, the clinking of a knife against a glass brought the table to an abrupt silence. The Commandant was about to speak. This brave sailor, who balanced his nautical duties with the responsibility of giving speeches at banquets and starting the dance with the most important lady, began to roll out a string of words that sounded like clappers ringing in long pauses of quiet. Desnoyers understood a bit of German from a visit to relatives in Berlin, so he was able to catch a few words. The Commandant was repeating “peace” and “friends” every few minutes. A fellow diner, a commercial commissioner, offered to help Julio as an interpreter, with the kind of eagerness that thrives on flattery.
“The Commandant asks God to maintain peace between Germany and France and hopes that the two peoples will become increasingly friendly.”
“The Commandant asks God to keep peace between Germany and France and hopes that the two countries will become more friendly over time.”
Another orator arose at the same table. He was the most influential of the German passengers, a rich manufacturer from Dusseldorf who had just been visiting his agents in America. He was never mentioned by name. He bore the title of Commercial Counsellor, and among his countrymen was always Herr Comerzienrath and his wife was entitled Frau Rath. The Counsellor’s Lady, much younger than her important husband, had from the first attracted the attention of Desnoyers. She, too, had made an exception in favor of this young Argentinian, abdicating her title from their first conversation. “Call me Bertha,” she said as condescendingly as a duchess of Versailles might have spoken to a handsome abbot seated at her feet. Her husband, also protested upon hearing Desnoyers call him “Counsellor,” like his compatriots.
Another speaker stood up at the same table. He was the most influential of the German passengers, a wealthy manufacturer from Düsseldorf who had just visited his agents in America. He was never referred to by name. He held the title of Commercial Counsellor, and among his countrymen, he was always called Herr Comerzienrath, while his wife was addressed as Frau Rath. The Counsellor’s Lady, much younger than her important husband, had caught Desnoyers' attention from the start. She also made an exception for this young Argentinian, dropping her title from their very first conversation. “Call me Bertha,” she said, as condescendingly as a duchess of Versailles might have spoken to a handsome abbot seated at her feet. Her husband also objected when he heard Desnoyers refer to him as "Counsellor," just like his fellow countrymen.
“My friends,” he said, “call me ‘Captain.’ I command a company of the Landsturm.” And the air with which the manufacturer accompanied these words, revealed the melancholy of an unappreciated man scorning the honors he has in order to think only of those he does not possess.
“My friends,” he said, “call me ‘Captain.’ I lead a company of the Landsturm.” The way the manufacturer delivered these words showed the sadness of a neglected man who dismisses the honors he has to focus solely on those he lacks.
While he was delivering his discourse, Julio was examining his small head and thick neck which gave him a certain resemblance to a bull dog. In imagination he saw the high and oppressive collar of a uniform making a double roll of fat above its stiff edge. The waxed, upright moustaches were bristling aggressively. His voice was sharp and dry as though he were shaking out his words. . . . Thus the Emperor would utter his harangues, so the martial burgher, with instinctive imitation, was contracting his left arm, supporting his hand upon the hilt of an invisible sword.
While he was giving his speech, Julio was looking at his small head and thick neck, which made him somewhat resemble a bulldog. In his mind, he pictured the high, constricting collar of a uniform creating a double roll of fat above its rigid edge. His waxed, upright mustache bristled aggressively. His voice was sharp and dry, as if he were shaking out his words. . . . This was how the Emperor delivered his speeches, and the martial citizen, instinctively mimicking him, was tucking his left arm in while resting his hand on the hilt of an imaginary sword.
In spite of his fierce and oratorical gesture of command, all the listening Germans laughed uproariously at his first words, like men who knew how to appreciate the sacrifice of a Herr Comerzienrath when he deigns to divert a festivity.
In spite of his intense and commanding speech, all the German listeners burst out laughing at his first words, like people who knew how to appreciate the effort of a Herr Comerzienrath when he takes the time to entertain a celebration.
“He is saying very witty things about the French,” volunteered the interpreter in a low voice, “but they are not offensive.”
“He's saying some pretty clever things about the French,” the interpreter offered in a low voice, “but they're not offensive.”
Julio had guessed as much upon hearing repeatedly the word Franzosen. He almost understood what the orator was saying—“Franzosen—great children, light-hearted, amusing, improvident. The things that they might do together if they would only forget past grudges!” The attentive Germans were no longer laughing. The Counsellor was laying aside his irony, that grandiloquent, crushing irony, weighing many tons, as enormous as a ship. Then he began unrolling the serious part of his harangue, so that he himself, was also greatly affected.
Julio had suspected as much when he kept hearing the word “Franzosen.” He almost got what the speaker was saying—“Franzosen—great kids, carefree, entertaining, reckless. Imagine what they could achieve together if they just let go of past grievances!” The attentive Germans had stopped laughing. The Counsellor was putting aside his sarcasm, that grand, heavy sarcasm, weighing a ton, as massive as a ship. Then he began unfolding the serious part of his speech, which deeply affected him as well.
“He says, sir,” reported Julio’s neighbor, “that he wishes France to become a very great nation so that some day we may march together against other enemies . . . against OTHERS!”
“He says, sir,” reported Julio’s neighbor, “that he wants France to become a truly great nation so that one day we can march together against other enemies... against OTHERS!”
And he winked one eye, smiling maliciously with that smile of common intelligence which this allusion to the mysterious enemy always awakened.
And he winked one eye, grinning slyly with that knowing smile that this reference to the mysterious enemy always brought out.
Finally the Captain-Counsellor raised his glass in a toast to France. “Hoch!” he yelled as though he were commanding an evolution of his soldierly Reserves. Three times he sounded the cry and all the German contingent springing to their feet, responded with a lusty Hoch while the band in the corridor blared forth the Marseillaise.
Finally, the Captain-Counsellor lifted his glass in a toast to France. “Hoch!” he shouted, as if he were ordering a maneuver from his soldierly Reserves. Three times he called out, and the entire German contingent jumped to their feet, cheering back with a hearty Hoch while the band in the corridor played the Marseillaise.
Desnoyers was greatly moved. Thrills of enthusiasm were coursing up and down his spine. His eyes became so moist that, when drinking his champagne, he almost believed that he had swallowed some tears. He bore a French name. He had French blood in his veins, and this that the gringoes were doing—although generally they seemed to him ridiculous and ordinary—was really worth acknowledging. The subjects of the Kaiser celebrating the great date of the Revolution! He believed that he was witnessing a great historic event.
Desnoyers was deeply moved. Waves of excitement ran up and down his spine. His eyes got so watery that, when he drank his champagne, he almost thought he had swallowed some tears. He had a French name. He had French blood in his veins, and what the gringoes were doing—though most of the time he found them ridiculous and ordinary—was truly worth recognizing. The subjects of the Kaiser celebrating the important anniversary of the Revolution! He felt like he was witnessing a significant historic event.
“Very well done!” he said to the other South Americans at the near tables. “We must admit that they have done the handsome thing.”
“Great job!” he said to the other South Americans at the nearby tables. “We have to admit that they really nailed it.”
Then with the vehemence of his twenty-seven years, he accosted the jeweller in the passage way, reproaching him for his silence. He was the only French citizen aboard. He should have made a few words of acknowledgment. The fiesta was ending awkwardly through his fault.
Then, with the intensity of his twenty-seven years, he approached the jeweler in the hallway, criticizing him for his silence. He was the only French citizen on board. He should have said a few words of acknowledgment. The celebration was ending awkwardly because of him.
“And why have you not spoken as a son of France?” retorted the jeweller.
“And why haven't you spoken like a true son of France?” the jeweller shot back.
“I am an Argentinian citizen,” replied Julio.
“I’m an Argentinian citizen,” replied Julio.
And he left the older man believing that he ought to have spoken and making explanations to those around him. It was a very dangerous thing, he protested, to meddle in diplomatic affairs. Furthermore, he had not instructions from his government. And for a few hours he believed that he had been on the point of playing a great role in history.
And he left the older man thinking that he should have said something and making excuses to everyone around him. It was really dangerous, he argued, to interfere in diplomatic matters. Plus, he hadn’t received any orders from his government. For a few hours, he thought he was about to play a significant role in history.
Desnoyers passed the rest of the evening in the smoking room attracted thither by the presence of the Counsellor’s Lady. The Captain of the Landsturm, sticking a preposterous cigar between his moustachios, was playing poker with his countrymen ranking next to him in dignity and riches. His wife stayed beside him most of the time, watching the goings and comings of the stewards carrying great bocks, without daring to share in this tremendous consumption of beer. Her special preoccupation was to keep vacant near her a seat which Desnoyers might occupy. She considered him the most distinguished man on board because he was accustomed to taking champagne with all his meals. He was of medium height, a decided brunette, with a small foot, which obliged her to tuck hers under her skirts, and a triangular face under two masses of hair, straight, black and glossy as lacquer, the very opposite of the type of men about her. Besides, he was living in Paris, in the city which she had never seen after numerous trips in both hemispheres.
Desnoyers spent the rest of the evening in the smoking room, drawn there by the presence of the Counsellor’s Lady. The Captain of the Landsturm, with a ridiculous cigar wedged between his mustache, was playing poker with his fellow countrymen who were next in rank and wealth. His wife stayed by his side most of the time, watching the stewards come and go with large kegs, afraid to partake in this massive beer-drinking. She was particularly focused on keeping a seat open for Desnoyers. She saw him as the most distinguished man on board because he was used to having champagne with every meal. He was of average height, a definite brunette, with small feet that made her tuck hers under her skirts, and a triangular face framed by thick, straight black hair that shone like lacquer, completely different from the men around her. Plus, he lived in Paris, the city she had never visited despite numerous trips around both hemispheres.
“Oh, Paris! Paris!” she sighed, opening her eyes and pursing her lips in order to express her admiration when she was speaking alone to the Argentinian. “How I should love to go there!”
“Oh, Paris! Paris!” she sighed, opening her eyes and pressing her lips together to show her admiration while she spoke to the Argentinian. “I would love to go there!”
And in order that he might feel free to tell her things about Paris, she permitted herself certain confidences about the pleasures of Berlin, but with a blushing modesty, admitting in advance that in the world there was more—much more—that she wished to become acquainted with.
And so he felt comfortable sharing things about Paris, she allowed herself to share some secrets about the joys of Berlin, but with a shy modesty, admitting up front that there was so much more in the world that she wanted to explore.
While pacing around the Chapelle Expiatoire, Julio recalled with a certain remorse the wife of Counsellor Erckmann. He who had made the trip to America for a woman’s sake, in order to collect money and marry her! Then he immediately began making excuses for his conduct. Nobody was going to know. Furthermore he did not pretend to be an ascetic, and Bertha Erckmann was certainly a tempting adventure in mid ocean. Upon recalling her, his imagination always saw a race horse—large, spare, roan colored, and with a long stride. She was an up-to-date German who admitted no defect in her country except the excessive weight of its women, combating in her person this national menace with every known system of dieting. For her every meal was a species of torment, and the procession of bocks in the smoking room a tantalizing agony. The slenderness achieved and maintained by will power only made more prominent the size of her frame, the powerful skeleton with heavy jaws and large teeth, strong and dazzling, which perhaps suggested Desnoyers’ disrespectful comparison. “She is thin, but enormous, nevertheless!” was always his conclusion.
While walking around the Chapelle Expiatoire, Julio felt a bit guilty as he thought about Counsellor Erckmann's wife. He had traveled to America for her sake, hoping to make some money and marry her! Then he quickly started making excuses for his actions. Nobody would find out. Besides, he didn't pretend to be a saint, and Bertha Erckmann was definitely an exciting prospect in the middle of the ocean. Whenever he thought of her, he imagined a racehorse—tall, lean, reddish-brown, and with a long stride. She was a modern German woman who only acknowledged one flaw in her country: the excessive weight of its women, and she was personally fighting this national issue with every known dieting method. Each meal felt like a kind of torture for her, and the sight of the beer on tap in the smoking room was a frustrating temptation. The slender look she achieved through sheer willpower only highlighted the size of her body, her strong build with a powerful skeletal structure, heavy jaws, and big teeth, which perhaps led Desnoyers to his irreverent remark. “She is thin, but still huge!” was always his final thought.
But then, he considered her, notwithstanding, the most distinguished woman on board—distinguished for the sea—elegant in the style of Munich, with clothes of indescribable colors that suggested Persian art and the vignettes of mediaeval manuscripts. The husband admired Bertha’s elegance, lamenting her childlessness in secret, almost as though it were a crime of high treason. Germany was magnificent because of the fertility of its women. The Kaiser, with his artistic hyperbole, had proclaimed that the true German beauty should have a waist measure of at least a yard and a half.
But then, he saw her as the most remarkable woman on board—remarkable for the sea—elegant in a Munich style, wearing clothes in indescribable colors that reminded him of Persian art and the illustrations in medieval manuscripts. The husband admired Bertha’s elegance, secretly regretting her lack of children, as if it were a serious offense. Germany was esteemed for the fertility of its women. The Kaiser, with his artistic exaggeration, had declared that true German beauty should have a waist measurement of at least a yard and a half.
When Desnoyers entered into the smoking room in order to take the seat which Bertha had reserved for him, her husband and his wealthy hangers-on had their pack of cards lying idle upon the green felt. Herr Rath was continuing his discourse and his listeners, taking their cigars from their mouths, were emitting grunts of approbation. The arrival of Julio provoked a general smile of amiability. Here was France coming to fraternize with them. They knew that his father was French, and that fact made him as welcome as though he came in direct line from the palace of the Quai d’Orsay, representing the highest diplomacy of the Republic. The craze for proselyting made them all promptly concede to him unlimited importance.
When Desnoyers walked into the smoking room to take the seat that Bertha had saved for him, her husband and his wealthy friends had their cards lying unused on the green felt table. Herr Rath was still going on with his speech, and his audience, taking their cigars out of their mouths, let out grunts of approval. Julio’s arrival brought about a general smile of friendliness. Here was France coming to join them. They knew his father was French, and that made him as welcome as if he had just walked in straight from the Quai d'Orsay, representing the highest level of diplomacy from the Republic. Their eagerness to recruit made them quickly give him unlimited importance.
“We,” continued the Counsellor looking fixedly at Desnoyers as if he were expecting a solemn declaration from him, “we wish to live on good terms with France.”
“We,” the Counsellor said, staring intently at Desnoyers as if he were waiting for a serious statement from him, “we want to get along well with France.”
The youth nodded his head so as not to appear inattentive. It appeared to him a very good thing that these peoples should not be enemies, and as far as he was concerned, they might affirm this relationship as often as they wished: the only thing that was interesting him just at that time was a certain knee that was seeking his under the table, transmitting its gentle warmth through a double curtain of silk.
The young man nodded to show he was paying attention. He thought it was great that these people weren’t enemies, and he wouldn’t mind them saying so as often as they wanted. The only thing he was really focused on at that moment was a certain knee looking for his under the table, sending a gentle warmth through a double layer of silk.
“But France,” complained the manufacturer, “is most unresponsive towards us. For many years past, our Emperor has been holding out his hand with noble loyalty, but she pretends not to see it. . . . That, you must admit, is not as it should be.”
“But France,” complained the manufacturer, “is very unresponsive to us. For many years, our Emperor has been extending his hand with genuine loyalty, but she acts like she doesn’t see it. . . . That, you have to admit, isn’t right.”
Just here Desnoyers believed that he ought to say something in order that the spokesman might not divine his more engrossing occupation.
Just then, Desnoyers thought he should say something so that the spokesperson wouldn't figure out what he was really focused on.
“Perhaps you are not doing enough. If, first of all, you would return that which you took away from France!” . . .
“Maybe you're not doing enough. If, for starters, you would give back what you took from France!” . . .
Stupefied silence followed this remark, as if the alarm signal had sounded through the boat. Some of those who were about putting their cigars in their mouths, remained with hands immovable within two inches of their lips, their eyes almost popping out of their heads. But the Captain of the Landsturm was there to formulate their mute protest.
Stunned silence blanketed the room after that comment, like an alarm had gone off on the boat. Some people who were just about to light their cigars went still, their hands hovering just inches from their lips, their eyes wide in shock. But the Captain of the Landsturm was there to voice their unspoken disapproval.
“Return!” he said in a voice almost extinguished by the sudden swelling of his neck. “We have nothing to return, for we have taken nothing. That which we possess, we acquire by our heroism.”
“Return!” he said in a voice nearly choked by the sudden swelling of his neck. “We have nothing to return, because we haven’t taken anything. What we have, we earn through our bravery.”
The hidden knee with its agreeable friction made itself more insinuating, as though counselling the youth to greater prudence.
The hidden knee, with its pleasant friction, became more persuasive, as if advising the young man to be more cautious.
“Do not say such things,” breathed Bertha, “thus only the republicans, corrupted by Paris, talk. A youth so distinguished who has been in Berlin, and has relatives in Germany!” . . .
“Don’t say things like that,” Bertha said quietly, “only the republicans, tainted by Paris, talk like this. A young man so distinguished who has been in Berlin and has family in Germany!” . . .
But Desnoyers felt a hereditary impulse of aggressiveness before each of her husband’s statements, enunciated in haughty tones, and responded coldly:—
But Desnoyers felt a natural urge to push back against each of her husband's remarks, delivered with a sense of superiority, and replied coolly:—
“It is as if I should take your watch and then propose that we should be friends, forgetting the occurrence. Although you might forget, the first thing for me to do would be to return the watch.”
“It’s like if I took your watch and then suggested we be friends, acting like it never happened. You might be able to forget, but the first thing I’d need to do is give back the watch.”
Counsellor Erckmann wished to retort with so many things at once that he stuttered horribly, leaping from one idea to the other. To compare the reconquest of Alsace to a robbery. A German country! The race . . . the language . . . the history! . . .
Counselor Erckmann wanted to respond with so many points at once that he stuttered badly, jumping from one idea to another. To compare the reclaiming of Alsace to a theft. A German region! The people... the language... the history!...
“But when did they announce their wish to be German?” asked the youth without losing his calmness. “When have you consulted their opinion?”
“But when did they say they wanted to be German?” asked the young man, remaining calm. “When did you ask them what they thought?”
The Counsellor hesitated, not knowing whether to argue with this insolent fellow or crush him with his scorn.
The Counselor hesitated, unsure whether to argue with this arrogant guy or dismiss him with contempt.
“Young man, you do not know what you are talking about,” he finally blustered with withering contempt. “You are an Argentinian and do not understand the affairs of Europe.”
“Young man, you have no idea what you're talking about,” he finally said with cold disdain. “You're an Argentinian and don’t understand European matters.”
And the others agreed, suddenly repudiating the citizenship which they had attributed to him a little while before. The Counsellor, with military rudeness, brusquely turned his back upon him, and taking up the pack, distributed the cards. The game was renewed. Desnoyers, seeing himself isolated by the scornful silence, felt greatly tempted to break up the playing by violence; but the hidden knee continued counselling self-control, and an invisible hand had sought his right, pressing it sweetly. That was enough to make him recover his serenity. The Counsellor’s Lady seemed to be absorbed in the progress of the game. He also looked on, a malignant smile contracting slightly the lines of his mouth as he was mentally ejaculating by way of consolation, “Captain, Captain! . . . You little know what is awaiting you!”
And the others agreed, quickly rejecting the citizenship they had given him just a moment ago. The Counsellor, with military bluntness, turned his back on him and picked up the pack, distributing the cards. The game continued. Desnoyers, feeling isolated by the disdainful silence, was tempted to disrupt the game with violence; however, the inner voice kept urging him to stay calm, and an unseen hand gently pressed his right hand. That was enough to help him regain his composure. The Counsellor’s Lady seemed completely focused on the game. He also watched with a smirk that slightly tightened his lips as he thought to himself, “Captain, Captain! ... You have no idea what’s coming for you!”
On terra firma, he would never again have approached these men; but life on a transatlantic liner, with its inevitable promiscuousness, obliges forgetfulness. The following day the Counsellor and his friends came in search of him, flattering his sensibilities by erasing every irritating memory. He was a distinguished youth belonging to a wealthy family, and all of them had shops and business in his country. The only thing was that he should be careful not to mention his French origin. He was an Argentinian; and thereupon, the entire chorus interested itself in the grandeur of his country and all the nations of South America where they had agencies or investments—exaggerating its importance as though its petty republics were great powers, commenting with gravity upon the deeds and words of its political leaders and giving him to understand that in Germany there was no one who was not concerned about the future of South America, predicting for all its divisions most glorious prosperity—a reflex of the Empire, always, provided, of course, that they kept under Germanic influence.
On solid ground, he would never have talked to these guys; but life on a transatlantic cruise liner, with its unavoidable mix of people, forced him to let go of old grudges. The next day, the Counsellor and his friends came looking for him, flattering him by pushing aside any annoying memories. He was a distinguished young man from a wealthy family, and they all had shops and businesses back in his country. The only thing he had to remember was to avoid mentioning his French background. He was Argentinian; and with that, everyone became interested in the greatness of his country and all the South American nations where they had offices or investments—making it sound way more important than it was, seriously discussing the actions and words of its political leaders, and making it clear that in Germany, everyone was concerned about South America’s future, predicting glorious prosperity for all its regions—a reflection of the Empire, as long as they stayed under Germanic influence.
In spite of these flatteries, Desnoyers was no longer presenting himself with his former assiduity at the hour of poker. The Counsellor’s wife was retiring to her stateroom earlier than usual—their approach to the Equator inducing such an irresistible desire for sleep, that she had to abandon her husband to his card playing. Julio also had mysterious occupations which prevented his appearance on deck until after midnight. With the precipitation of a man who desires to be seen in order to avoid suspicion, he was accustomed to enter the smoking room talking loudly as he seated himself near the husband and his boon companions.
In spite of these compliments, Desnoyers was no longer showing up with the same regularity for poker nights. The Counsellor’s wife was going to her stateroom earlier than usual—their approach to the Equator brought on such an overwhelming urge to sleep that she had to leave her husband to his card game. Julio also had secret activities that kept him off the deck until after midnight. Eager to be noticed and avoid raising any suspicion, he would come into the smoking room, talking loudly as he took a seat near his husband and his buddies.
The game had ended, and an orgy of beer and fat cigars from Hamburg was celebrating the success of the winners. It was the hour of Teutonic expansion, of intimacy among men, of heavy, sluggish jokes, of off-color stories. The Counsellor was presiding with much majesty over the diableries of his chums, prudent business men from the Hanseatic ports who had big accounts in the Deutsche Bank or were shopkeepers installed in the republic of the La Plata, with an innumerable family. He was a warrior, a captain, and on applauding every heavy jest with a laugh that distended his fat neck, he fancied that he was among his comrades at arms.
The game was over, and a celebration of beer and thick cigars from Hamburg was honoring the winners. It was a time of Teutonic expansion, of bonding among men, of slow, heavy jokes, and off-color stories. The Counsellor was majestically presiding over the antics of his friends, sensible business people from the Hanseatic ports who held significant accounts at Deutsche Bank or were shopkeepers in the La Plata region, with large families. He was a warrior, a captain, and with every hearty laugh at the crude jokes that made his thick neck bulge, he felt like he was among his fellow soldiers.
In honor of the South Americans who, tired of pacing the deck, had dropped in to hear what the gringoes were saying, they were turning into Spanish the witticisms and licentious anecdotes awakened in the memory by a superabundance of beer. Julio was marvelling at the ready laugh of all these men. While the foreigners were remaining unmoved, they would break forth into loud horse-laughs throwing themselves back in their seats. And when the German audience was growing cold, the story-teller would resort to an infallible expedient to remedy his lack of success:—
In honor of the South Americans who, tired of walking around the deck, had come over to hear what the foreigners were saying, they were translating the jokes and risqué stories that came to mind after too much beer. Julio was amazed by how easily these men laughed. While the foreigners stayed indifferent, the locals would burst into loud guffaws, throwing themselves back in their seats. And when the German audience started to lose interest, the storyteller would use a foolproof trick to regain their attention:—
“They told this yarn to the Kaiser, and when the Kaiser heard it he laughed heartily.”
“They told this story to the Kaiser, and when the Kaiser heard it, he laughed loudly.”
It was not necessary to say more. They all laughed then. Ha, ha, ha! with a spontaneous roar but a short one, a laugh in three blows, since to prolong it, might be interpreted as a lack of respect to His Majesty.
It wasn't necessary to say more. They all laughed then. Ha, ha, ha! with a spontaneous burst, but it was short, a laugh in three parts, since dragging it out might be seen as disrespectful to His Majesty.
As they neared Europe, a batch of news came to meet the boat. The employees in the wireless telegraphy office were working incessantly. One night, on entering the smoking room, Desnoyers saw the German notables gesticulating with animated countenances. They were no longer drinking beer. They had had bottles of champagne uncorked, and the Counsellor’s Lady, much impressed, had not retired to her stateroom. Captain Erckmann, spying the young Argentinian, offered him a glass.
As they got closer to Europe, a wave of news reached the boat. The staff in the wireless telegraphy office were working non-stop. One night, when Desnoyers walked into the smoking room, he saw the German dignitaries gesturing excitedly with animated expressions. They weren’t drinking beer anymore. They had bottles of champagne opened, and the Counsellor’s Lady, clearly impressed, hadn’t gone back to her stateroom. Captain Erckmann, spotting the young Argentinian, offered him a glass.
“It is war,” he shouted with enthusiasm. “War at last. . . . The hour has come!”
“It’s war,” he shouted excitedly. “War at last... The time has come!”
Desnoyers made a gesture of astonishment. War! . . . What war? . . . Like all the others, he had read on the news bulletin outside a radiogram stating that the Austrian government had just sent an ultimatum to Servia; but it made not the slightest impression on him, for he was not at all interested in the Balkan affairs. Those were but the quarrels of a miserable little nation monopolizing the attention of the world, distracting it from more worthwhile matters. How could this event concern the martial Counsellor? The two nations would soon come to an understanding. Diplomacy sometimes amounted to something.
Desnoyers showed a look of surprise. War! . . . What war? . . . Like everyone else, he had seen the news bulletin outside announcing that the Austrian government had just sent an ultimatum to Serbia; but it didn’t affect him at all, because he didn’t care about the Balkans. Those were just the disputes of a small, pathetic country grabbing the world's attention, diverting it from more important issues. How could this situation matter to the military advisor? The two countries would quickly find a resolution. Diplomacy sometimes actually worked.
“No,” insisted the German ferociously. “It is war, blessed war. Russia will sustain Servia, and we will support our ally. . . . What will France do? Do you know what France will do?” . . .
“No,” the German insisted fiercely. “It’s war, glorious war. Russia will back Serbia, and we will stand by our ally. . . . What will France do? Do you know what France will do?” . . .
Julio shrugged his shoulders testily as though asking to be left out of all international discussions.
Julio shrugged his shoulders irritably, as if he wanted to be excluded from all international discussions.
“It is war,” asserted the Counsellor, “the preventive war that we need. Russia is growing too fast, and is preparing to fight us. Four years more of peace and she will have finished her strategic railroads, and her military power, united to that of her allies, will be worth as much as ours. It is better to strike a powerful blow now. It is necessary to take advantage of this opportunity. . . . War. Preventive war!”
“It’s war,” declared the Counsellor. “We need a preemptive strike. Russia is expanding too quickly and is getting ready to confront us. Four more years of peace and they’ll complete their strategic railroads, and their military strength, combined with that of their allies, will equal ours. It’s better to deliver a strong blow now. We need to seize this chance. . . . War. Preemptive war!”
All his clan were listening in silence. Some did not appear to feel the contagion of his enthusiasm. War! . . . In imagination they saw their business paralyzed, their agencies bankrupt, the banks cutting down credit . . . a catastrophe more frightful to them than the slaughters of battles. But they applauded with nods and grunts all of Erckmann’s ferocious demonstrations. He was a Herr Rath, and an officer besides. He must be in the secrets of the destiny of his country, and that was enough to make them drink silently to the success of the war.
All his clan listened in silence. Some didn’t seem to share in his enthusiasm. War! ... In their minds, they saw their businesses shut down, their agencies going bankrupt, the banks cutting off credit ... a disaster more terrifying to them than the bloodshed of battles. Yet they nodded and grunted in approval of all of Erckmann’s fierce speeches. He was a Herr Rath and an officer too. He must know the secrets of his country's fate, and that was enough for them to silently toast to the success of the war.
Julio thought that the Counsellor and his admirers must be drunk. “Look here, Captain,” he said in a conciliatory tone, “what you say lacks logic. How could war possibly be acceptable to industrial Germany? Every moment its business is increasing, every month it conquers a new market and every year its commercial balance soars upward in unheard of proportions. Sixty years ago, it had to man its boats with Berlin hack drivers arrested by the police. Now its commercial fleets and war vessels cross all oceans, and there is no port where the German merchant marine does not occupy the greatest part of the docks. It would only be necessary to continue living in this way, to put yourselves beyond the exigencies of war! Twenty years more of peace, and the Germans would be lords of the world’s commerce, conquering England, the former mistress of the seas, in a bloodless struggle. And are they going to risk all this—like a gambler who stakes his entire fortune on a single card—in a struggle that might result unfavorably?” . . .
Julio thought the Counsellor and his fans must be drunk. “Look, Captain,” he said in a soothing tone, “what you’re saying doesn’t make sense. How could war possibly be a good idea for industrial Germany? Every moment its business is growing, every month it enters a new market, and every year its commercial profits are skyrocketing. Sixty years ago, it had to fill its boats with Berlin cab drivers who were arrested by the police. Now its commercial and military fleets are crossing all oceans, and there’s no port where the German merchant marine doesn’t dominate most of the docks. They just need to keep living like this to avoid the pressures of war! After twenty more years of peace, the Germans would be the kings of global trade, overtaking England, the former master of the seas, without bloodshed. Are they really going to risk all that—like a gambler putting all his money on a single card—in a fight that could end badly?” . . .
“No, war,” insisted the Counsellor furiously, “preventive war. We live surrounded by our enemies, and this state of things cannot go on. It is best to end it at once. Either they or we! Germany feels herself strong enough to challenge the world. We’ve got to put an end to this Russian menace! And if France doesn’t keep herself quiet, so much the worse for her! . . . And if anyone else . . . ANYONE dares to come in against us, so much the worse for him! When I set up a new machine in my shops, it is to make it produce unceasingly. We possess the finest army in the world, and it is necessary to give it exercise that it may not rust out.”
“No, war,” the Counsellor insisted angrily, “preventive war. We live surrounded by our enemies, and this situation can't continue. It's better to end it now. Either they go or we do! Germany believes she's strong enough to challenge the world. We need to put a stop to this Russian threat! And if France doesn’t stay quiet, too bad for her! . . . And if anyone else... ANYONE dares to go against us, too bad for them! When I set up a new machine in my shops, it's to keep it producing nonstop. We have the best army in the world, and we need to use it so it doesn’t go to waste.”
He then continued with heavy emphasis, “They have put a band of iron around us in order to throttle us. But Germany has a strong chest and has only to expand in order to burst its bands. We must awake before they manacle us in our sleep. Woe to those who then oppose us! . . .”
He then continued with strong emphasis, “They have surrounded us with a band of iron to restrict us. But Germany has a strong foundation and just needs to grow to break free from these limitations. We must wake up before they bind us while we sleep. Woe to those who oppose us then! . . .”
Desnoyers felt obliged to reply to this arrogance. He had never seen the iron circle of which the Germans were complaining. The nations were merely unwilling to continue living, unsuspecting and inactive, before boundless German ambition. They were simply preparing to defend themselves against an almost certain attack. They wished to maintain their dignity, repeatedly violated under most absurd pretexts.
Desnoyers felt it necessary to respond to this arrogance. He had never seen the iron circle that the Germans were complaining about. The nations were simply unwilling to keep living, unaware and passive, in the face of endless German ambition. They were just getting ready to defend themselves against a nearly certain attack. They wanted to uphold their dignity, which had been repeatedly violated under the most ridiculous excuses.
“I wonder if it is not the others,” he concluded, “who are obliged to defend themselves because you represent a menace to the world!”
“I wonder if it’s not the others,” he concluded, “who have to defend themselves because you pose a threat to the world!”
An invisible hand sought his under the table, as it had some nights before, to recommend prudence; but now he clasped it forcibly with the authority of a right acquired.
An invisible hand reached for his under the table, as it had on some nights before, to suggest caution; but now he held it firmly with the confidence of a right that he had earned.
“Oh, sir!” sighed the sweet Bertha, “to talk like that, a youth so distinguished who has . . .”
“Oh, sir!” sighed the sweet Bertha, “to talk like that, a young man so distinguished who has . . .”
She was not able to finish, for her husband interrupted. They were no longer in American waters, and the Counsellor expressed himself with the rudeness of a master of his house.
She couldn't finish because her husband interrupted her. They were no longer in American waters, and the Counsellor spoke with the rudeness of someone in charge of their home.
“I have the honor to inform you, young man,” he said, imitating the cutting coldness of the diplomats, “that you are merely a South American and know nothing of the affairs of Europe.”
“I have the honor to inform you, young man,” he said, mimicking the icy demeanor of the diplomats, “that you are just a South American and know nothing about European affairs.”
He did not call him an “Indian,” but Julio heard the implication as though he had used the word itself. Ah, if that hidden handclasp had not held him with its sentimental thrills! . . . But this contact kept him calm and even made him smile. “Thanks, Captain,” he said to himself. “It is the least you can do to get even with me!”
He didn't call him an "Indian," but Julio picked up on the implication as if he had said the word outright. Ah, if only that secret handshake hadn't kept him captivated with its emotional highs! . . . But this connection kept him composed and even made him smile. "Thanks, Captain," he thought to himself. "It's the least you can do to repay me!"
Here his relations with the German and his clientele came to an end. The merchants, as they approached nearer and nearer to their native land, began casting off that servile desire of ingratiating themselves which they had assumed in all their trips to the new world. They now had more important things to occupy them. The telegraphic service was working without cessation. The Commandant of the vessel was conferring in his apartment with the Counsellor as his compatriot of most importance. His friends were hunting out the most obscure places in order to talk confidentially with one another. Even Bertha commenced to avoid Desnoyers. She was still smiling distantly at him, but that smile was more of a souvenir than a reality.
Here, his relationships with the German and his clients came to a close. The merchants, as they got closer to their homeland, started shedding the servile need to ingratiate themselves that they had adopted during all their trips to the new world. They now had more pressing matters to deal with. The telegraphic service was running nonstop. The ship's Commander was meeting in his quarters with the most important of his fellow countrymen, the Counsellor. His friends were seeking out the most hidden spots to talk privately with each other. Even Bertha began to avoid Desnoyers. She still smiled at him from a distance, but that smile felt more like a memory than a true expression.
Between Lisbon and the coast of England, Julio spoke with her husband for the last time. Every morning was appearing on the bulletin board the alarming news transmitted by radiograph. The Empire was arming itself against its enemies. God would punish them, making all manner of troubles fall upon them. Desnoyers was motionless with astonishment before the last piece of news—“Three hundred thousand revolutionists are now besieging Paris. The suburbs are beginning to burn. The horrors of the Commune have broken out again.”
Between Lisbon and the coast of England, Julio talked to her husband for the last time. Every morning, the alarming news transmitted by the radiograph appeared on the bulletin board. The Empire was preparing itself against its enemies. God would punish them by bringing all kinds of troubles upon them. Desnoyers stood frozen in shock at the latest news—“Three hundred thousand revolutionaries are now besieging Paris. The suburbs are starting to burn. The horrors of the Commune have erupted once more.”
“My, but these Germans have gone mad!” exclaimed the disgusted youth to the curious group surrounding the radio-sheet. “We are going to lose the little sense that we have left! . . . What revolutionists are they talking about? How could a revolution break out in Paris if the men of the government are not reactionary?”
“Wow, these Germans have lost it!” the frustrated young man shouted to the interested crowd gathered around the radio sheet. “We're about to lose the little sanity we have left! ... Who are they even talking about? How could a revolution happen in Paris if the government officials aren't conservative?”
A gruff voice sounded behind him, rude, authoritative, as if trying to banish the doubts of the audience. It was the Herr Comerzienrath who was speaking.
A rough voice came from behind him, blunt and commanding, as if trying to dispel the audience's doubts. It was the Herr Comerzienrath who was speaking.
“Young man, these notices are sent us by the first agencies of Germany . . . and Germany never lies.”
“Young man, these notices are sent to us by the top agencies in Germany... and Germany never lies.”
After this affirmation, he turned his back upon them and they saw him no more.
After this confirmation, he turned away from them and they never saw him again.
On the following morning, the last day of the voyage. Desnoyers’ steward awoke him in great excitement. “Herr, come up on deck! a most beautiful spectacle!”
On the next morning, the last day of the trip, Desnoyers' steward woke him up with great excitement. “Sir, come up on deck! It's a truly beautiful sight!”
The sea was veiled by the fog, but behind its hazy curtains could be distinguished some silhouettes like islands with great towers and sharp, pointed minarets. The islands were advancing over the oily waters slowly and majestically, with impressive dignity. Julio counted eighteen. They appeared to fill the ocean. It was the Channel Fleet which had just left the English coast by Government order, sailing around simply to show its strength. Seeing this procession of dreadnoughts for the first time, Desnoyers was reminded of a flock of marine monsters, and gained a better idea of the British power. The German ship passed among them, shrinking, humiliated, quickening its speed. “One might suppose,” mused the youth, “that she had an uneasy conscience and wished to scud to safety.” A South American passenger near him was jesting with one of the Germans, “What if they have already declared war! . . . What if they should make us prisoners!”
The sea was shrouded in fog, but through its hazy cover, some silhouettes resembling islands with tall towers and sharp, pointed minarets could be seen. The islands moved slowly and majestically over the slick waters, exuding impressive dignity. Julio counted eighteen. They seemed to fill the ocean. It was the Channel Fleet, which had just left the English coast on government orders, cruising around simply to showcase its power. Seeing this procession of battleships for the first time, Desnoyers was reminded of a group of sea monsters, and he gained a clearer understanding of British strength. The German ship passed among them, appearing small and humiliated, speeding up. “One might think,” the young man thought, “that it had a guilty conscience and wanted to hurry to safety.” A South American passenger near him joked with one of the Germans, “What if they’ve already declared war! . . . What if they take us prisoner!”
After midday, they entered Southampton roads. The Frederic August hurried to get away as soon as possible, and transacted business with dizzying celerity. The cargo of passengers and baggage was enormous. Two launches approached the transatlantic and discharged an avalanche of Germans residents in England who invaded the decks with the joy of those who tread friendly soil, desiring to see Hamburg as soon as possible. Then the boat sailed through the Channel with a speed most unusual in these places.
After midday, they arrived at Southampton. The Frederic August rushed to leave as quickly as possible and handled everything with incredible speed. The load of passengers and luggage was massive. Two small boats approached the ship and offloaded a wave of German residents from England who flooded the decks with the excitement of people returning to familiar ground, eager to reach Hamburg as soon as possible. Then the boat sped through the Channel at a pace that's quite unusual for this area.
The people, leaning on the railing, were commenting on the extraordinary encounters in this marine boulevard, usually frequented by ships of peace. Certain smoke lines on the horizon were from the French squadron carrying President Poincare who was returning from Russia. The European alarm had interrupted his trip. Then they saw more English vessels patrolling the coast line like aggressive and vigilant dogs. Two North American battleships could be distinguished by their mast-heads in the form of baskets. Then a Russian battleship, white and glistening, passed at full steam on its way to the Baltic. “Bad!” said the South American passengers regretfully. “Very bad! It looks this time as if it were going to be serious!” and they glanced uneasily at the neighboring coasts on both sides. Although they presented the usual appearance, behind them, perhaps, a new period of history was in the making.
The people leaning on the railing were talking about the unusual happenings along this waterfront, typically visited by peaceful ships. Some smoke trails on the horizon came from the French squadron carrying President Poincare, who was coming back from Russia. The European crisis had cut his trip short. Then they noticed more British vessels patrolling the coastline like alert, aggressive dogs. Two North American battleships could be seen by their mastheads shaped like baskets. Next, a white, shining Russian battleship passed by at full speed on its way to the Baltic. “This is bad!” said the South American passengers with concern. “Really bad! It looks like this time it’s going to be serious!” They exchanged uneasy glances at the neighboring coastlines on both sides. Although everything seemed normal, there might be a new chapter in history unfolding behind them.
The transatlantic was due at Boulogne at midnight where it was supposed to wait until daybreak to discharge its passengers comfortably. It arrived, nevertheless, at ten, dropped anchor outside the harbor, and the Commandant gave orders that the disembarkation should take place in less than an hour. For this reason they had quickened their speed, consuming a vast amount of extra coal. It was necessary to get away as soon as possible, seeking the refuge of Hamburg. The radiographic apparatus had evidently been working to some purpose.
The transatlantic was scheduled to arrive in Boulogne at midnight, where it was meant to wait until dawn to properly unload its passengers. However, it got there at ten, dropped anchor outside the harbor, and the Commandant ordered the disembarkation to happen in less than an hour. Because of this, they had sped up, using a lot of extra coal. They needed to leave as quickly as possible, heading for the safety of Hamburg. The radio equipment had clearly been doing its job.
By the glare of the bluish searchlights which were spreading a livid clearness over the sea, began the unloading of passengers and baggage for Paris, from the transatlantic into the tenders. “Hurry! Hurry!” The seamen were pushing forward the ladies of slow step who were recounting their valises, believing that they had lost some. The stewards loaded themselves up with babies as though they were bundles. The general precipitation dissipated the usual exaggerated and oily Teutonic amiability. “They are regular bootlickers,” thought Desnoyers. “They believe that their hour of triumph has come, and do not think it necessary to pretend any longer.” . . .
By the bright glow of the bluish searchlights spreading a harsh light over the sea, the unloading of passengers and luggage for Paris began, transferring from the transatlantic ship to the smaller boats. “Hurry! Hurry!” The sailors were pushing forward the slow-moving ladies who were checking their bags, convinced they had lost some. The stewards loaded themselves up with babies as if they were packages. The general rush wiped away the usual exaggerated and overly friendly Teutonic politeness. “They’re just a bunch of sycophants,” Desnoyers thought. “They think their moment of victory has arrived and no longer feel the need to pretend.”
He was soon in a launch that was bobbing up and down on the waves near the black and immovable hulk of the great liner, dotted with many circles of light and filled with people waving handkerchiefs. Julio recognized Bertha who was waving her hand without seeing him, without knowing in which tender he was, but feeling obliged to show her gratefulness for the sweet memories that now were being lost in the mystery of the sea and the night. “Adieu, Frau Rath!”
He was soon in a small boat that was bouncing up and down on the waves near the massive, stationary hulks of the big ship, lit up with lots of lights and filled with people waving handkerchiefs. Julio spotted Bertha, who was waving her hand without noticing him, unaware of which boat he was in, but feeling compelled to express her gratitude for the sweet memories that were now fading into the mystery of the sea and the night. “Goodbye, Mrs. Rath!”
The distance between the departing transatlantic and the lighters was widening. As though it had been awaiting this moment with impunity, a stentorian voice on the upper deck shouted with a noisy guffaw, “See you later! Soon we shall meet you in Paris!” And the marine band, the very same band that three days before had astonished Desnoyers with its unexpected Marseillaise, burst forth into a military march of the time of Frederick the Great—a march of grenadiers with an accompaniment of trumpets.
The gap between the departing transatlantic ship and the smaller boats was growing. As if it had been waiting for this moment, a booming voice from the upper deck laughed out loud, “See you later! We’ll see you in Paris soon!” And the ship's band, the same one that had amazed Desnoyers with its surprising rendition of the Marseillaise just three days earlier, started playing a military march from the era of Frederick the Great—a march of grenadiers with trumpet accompaniment.
That had been the night before. Although twenty-four hours had not yet passed by, Desnoyers was already considering it as a distant event of shadowy reality. His thoughts, always disposed to take the opposite side, did not share in the general alarm. The insolence of the Counsellor now appeared to him but the boastings of a burgher turned into a soldier. The disquietude of the people of Paris, was but the nervous agitation of a city which lived placidly and became alarmed at the first hint of danger to its comfort. So many times they had spoken of an immediate war, always settling things peacefully at the last moment! . . . Furthermore he did not want war to come because it would upset all his plans for the future; and the man accepted as logical and reasonable everything that suited his selfishness, placing it above reality.
That was the night before. Although only twenty-four hours had passed, Desnoyers was already viewing it as a distant event that felt unreal. His thoughts, always inclined to take the opposite view, didn’t share in the widespread panic. The arrogance of the Counsellor now seemed to him just the bragging of a regular citizen turned soldier. The anxiety of the people in Paris was merely the nervous energy of a city that usually lived calmly but got worried at the first sign of a threat to its comfort. They had talked about an impending war so many times, always managing to resolve things peacefully at the last minute! Moreover, he didn’t want the war to happen because it would ruin all his plans for the future; and he accepted as logical and reasonable anything that aligned with his own self-interest, prioritizing it over reality.
“No, there will not be war,” he repeated as he continued pacing up and down the garden. “These people are beside themselves. How could a war possibly break out in these days?” . . .
“No, there will not be war,” he repeated as he paced up and down the garden. “These people are out of their minds. How could a war possibly start in this day and age?” . . .
And after disposing of his doubts, which certainly would in a short time come up again, he thought of the joy of the moment, consulting his watch. Five o’clock! She might come now at any minute! He thought that he recognized her afar off in a lady who was passing through the grating by the rue Pasquier. She seemed to him a little different, but it occurred to him that possibly the Summer fashions might have altered her appearance. But soon he saw that he had made a mistake. She was not alone, another lady was with her. They were perhaps English or North American women who worshipped the memory of Marie Antoinette and wished to visit the Chapelle Expiatoire, the old tomb of the executed queen. Julio watched them as they climbed the flights of steps and crossed the interior patio in which were interred the eight hundred Swiss soldiers killed in the attack of the Tenth of August, with other victims of revolutionary fury.
And after getting rid of his doubts, which would definitely come back soon, he thought about the joy of the moment while checking his watch. Five o’clock! She could arrive any minute! He thought he recognized her from a distance in a woman passing through the grating by rue Pasquier. She looked a bit different to him, but he figured that maybe the summer fashions had changed her appearance. But soon he realized he was mistaken. She wasn’t alone; another woman was with her. They were probably English or North American women who admired the memory of Marie Antoinette and wanted to visit the Chapelle Expiatoire, the old tomb of the executed queen. Julio watched as they climbed the steps and crossed the inner courtyard where the eight hundred Swiss soldiers killed in the attack on August Tenth, along with other victims of revolutionary rage, were buried.
Disgusted at his error, he continued his tramp. His ill humor made the monument with which the Bourbon restoration had adorned the old cemetery of the Madeleine, appear uglier than ever to him. Time was passing, but she did not come. Every time that he turned, he looked hungrily at the entrances of the garden. And then it happened as in all their meetings. She suddenly appeared as if she had fallen from the sky or risen up from the ground, like an apparition. A cough, a slight rustling of footsteps, and as he turned, Julio almost collided with her.
Disgusted by his mistake, he kept walking. His bad mood made the monument that the Bourbon restoration had put up in the old cemetery of the Madeleine seem uglier than ever to him. Time was passing, but she still didn't show up. Each time he turned around, he eagerly glanced at the garden entrances. And then, just like in all their meetings, she suddenly appeared as if she had fallen from the sky or risen from the ground, like a ghost. A cough, a slight rustle of footsteps, and as he turned, Julio nearly bumped into her.
“Marguerite! Oh, Marguerite!” . . .
“Marguerite! Oh, Marguerite!” . . .
It was she, and yet he was slow to recognize her. He felt a certain strangeness in seeing in full reality the countenance which had occupied his imagination for three months, each time more spirituelle and shadowy with the idealism of absence. But his doubts were of short duration. Then it seemed as though time and space were eliminated, that he had not made any voyage, and but a few hours had intervened since their last interview.
It was her, yet he was slow to realize it. He felt a kind of strangeness in seeing the face that had filled his mind for three months, each time becoming more ethereal and elusive with the idealism of distance. But his doubts didn’t last long. Then it felt like time and space disappeared, as if he hadn't traveled at all, and only a few hours had passed since their last meeting.
Marguerite divined the expansion which might follow Julio’s exclamations, the vehement hand-clasp, perhaps something more, so she kept herself calm and serene.
Marguerite sensed the escalation that could come from Julio’s outbursts, the intense handshake, maybe even something deeper, so she stayed composed and peaceful.
“No; not here,” she said with a grimace of repugnance. “What a ridiculous idea for us to have met here!”
“No; not here,” she said with a look of disgust. “What a ridiculous idea for us to meet here!”
They were about to seat themselves on the iron chairs, in the shadow of some shrubbery, when she rose suddenly. Those who were passing along the boulevard might see them by merely casting their eyes toward the garden. At this time, many of her friends might be passing through the neighborhood because of its proximity to the big shops. . . . They, therefore, sought refuge at a corner of the monument, placing themselves between it and the rue des Mathurins. Desnoyers brought two chairs near the hedge, so that when seated they were invisible to those passing on the other side of the railing. But this was not solitude. A few steps away, a fat, nearsighted man was reading his paper, and a group of women were chatting and embroidering. A woman with a red wig and two dogs—some housekeeper who had come down into the garden in order to give her pets an airing—passed several times near the amorous pair, smiling discreetly.
They were about to sit on the iron chairs under some bushes when she suddenly stood up. Anyone walking by on the boulevard could see them just by glancing toward the garden. At that moment, many of her friends might be passing through the area since it was close to the big shops. So, they looked for some privacy by moving to a corner of the monument, positioning themselves between it and the rue des Mathurins. Desnoyers pulled two chairs up to the hedge, so when they were seated, they were hidden from those walking on the other side of the railing. But it wasn’t exactly peaceful. A few steps away, a chubby, nearsighted man was reading his newspaper, and a group of women was chatting and working on embroidery. A woman with a red wig and two dogs—some housekeeper who came into the garden to let her pets get some fresh air—passed by several times near the couple, smiling discreetly.
“How annoying!” groaned Marguerite. “Why did we ever come to this place!”
“How annoying!” Marguerite groaned. “Why did we even come to this place?”
The two scrutinized each other carefully, wishing to see exactly what transformation Time had wrought.
The two looked at each other closely, eager to see what changes Time had made.
“You are darker than ever,” she said. “You look like a man of the sea.”
“You look even darker now,” she said. “You resemble a man from the sea.”
Julio was finding her even lovelier than before, and felt sure that possessing her was well worth all the contrarieties which had brought about his trip to South America. She was taller than he, with an elegantly proportioned slenderness. “She has the musical step,” Desnoyers had told himself, when seeing her in his imagination; and now, on beholding her again, the first thing that he admired was her rhythmic tread, light and graceful as she passed through the garden seeking another seat. Her features were not regular but they had a piquant fascination—a true Parisian face. Everything that had been invented for the embellishment of feminine charm was used about her person with the most exquisite fastidiousness. She had always lived for herself. Only a few months before had she abdicated a part of this sweet selfishness, sacrificing reunions, teas, and calls in order to give Desnoyers some of the afternoon hours.
Julio found her even more beautiful than before and was convinced that being with her was worth all the challenges that led to his trip to South America. She was taller than him, with a beautifully slender figure. "She has a graceful walk," Desnoyers had thought to himself, envisioning her; and now, seeing her again, the first thing he noticed was her rhythmic, light, and graceful stride as she moved through the garden looking for another place to sit. Her features weren't perfectly shaped, but they had a captivating charm—truly a Parisian look. Everything designed to enhance feminine beauty was applied to her with the utmost care. She had always lived for herself. Just a few months earlier, she had given up some of this delightful selfishness, sacrificing gatherings, teas, and social calls to spend some afternoons with Desnoyers.
Stylish and painted like a priceless doll, with no loftier ambition than to be a model, interpreting with personal elegance the latest confections of the modistes, she was at last experiencing the same preoccupations and joys as other women, creating for herself an inner life. The nucleus of this new life, hidden under her former frivolity, was Desnoyers. Just as she was imagining that she had reorganized her existence—adjusting the satisfactions of worldly elegance to the delights of love in intimate secrecy—a fulminating catastrophe (the intervention of her husband whose possible appearance she seemed to have overlooked) had disturbed her thoughtless happiness. She who was accustomed to think herself the centre of the universe, imagining that events ought to revolve around her desires and tastes, had suffered this cruel surprise with more astonishment than grief.
Stylish and painted like a priceless doll, with no higher ambition than to be a model, showcasing the latest trends from designers with her personal flair, she was finally experiencing the same worries and joys as other women, creating an inner life for herself. The core of this new life, hidden beneath her previous frivolity, was Desnoyers. Just as she believed she had reorganized her life—balancing the joys of worldly elegance with the pleasures of love in intimate secrecy—a sudden catastrophe (the intervention of her husband, whose potential arrival she seemed to have overlooked) disrupted her carefree happiness. She, who was used to thinking of herself as the center of the universe, believing that events should revolve around her wants and tastes, experienced this harsh surprise with more astonishment than sorrow.
“And you, how do you think I look?” Marguerite queried.
“And you, how do you think I look?” Marguerite asked.
“I must tell you that the fashion has changed. The sheath skirt has passed away. Now it is worn short and with more fullness.”
“I have to let you know that fashion has changed. The sheath skirt is out of style. Now it's worn short and with more volume.”
Desnoyers had to interest himself in her apparel with the same devotion, mixing his appreciation of the latest freak of the fashion-monger with his eulogies of Marguerite’s beauty.
Desnoyers had to take an interest in her clothing with the same dedication, blending his admiration for the latest fashion trends with his compliments on Marguerite’s beauty.
“Have you thought much about me?” she continued. “You have not been unfaithful to me a single time? Not even once? . . . Tell me the truth; you know I can always tell when you are lying.”
“Have you thought about me a lot?” she continued. “You haven’t been unfaithful to me even once? Not even once? . . . Tell me the truth; you know I can always tell when you’re lying.”
“I have always thought of you,” he said putting his hand on his heart, as if he were swearing before a judge.
“I have always thought of you,” he said, placing his hand on his heart, as if he were taking an oath before a judge.
And he said it roundly, with an accent of truth, since in his infidelities—now completely forgotten—the memory of Marguerite had always been present.
And he said it firmly, with a tone of truth, since in his past infidelities—now completely forgotten—the memory of Marguerite had always been there.
“But let us talk about you!” added Julio. “What have you been doing all the time?”
“But let’s talk about you!” Julio added. “What have you been up to all this time?”
He had brought his chair nearer to hers, and their knees touched. He took one of her hands, patting it and putting his finger in the glove opening. Oh, that accursed garden which would not permit greater intimacy and obliged them to speak in a low tone, after three months’ absence! . . . In spite of his discretion, the man who was reading his paper raised his head and looked irritably at them over his spectacles as though a fly were distracting him with its buzzing. . . . The very idea of talking love-nonsense in a public garden when all Europe was threatened with calamity!
He had moved his chair closer to hers, and their knees touched. He took one of her hands, gently patting it and slipping his finger into the glove opening. Oh, that cursed garden that wouldn’t allow them to be more intimate and forced them to speak in hushed tones after three months apart! . . . Despite his attempts to be discreet, the man reading his paper looked up and shot them an irritated glance over his glasses, as if they were a fly buzzing around his head. . . . The very thought of talking about love in a public garden while all of Europe faced disaster!
Repelling the audacious hand, Marguerite spoke tranquilly of her existence during the last months.
Repelling the bold hand, Marguerite calmly talked about her life over the past few months.
“I have passed my life the best I could, but I have been greatly bored. You know that I am now living with mama, and mama is a lady of the old regime who does not understand our tastes. I have been to the theatres with my brother. I have made many calls on the lawyer in order to learn the progress of my divorce and hurry it along . . . and nothing else.”
“I’ve lived my life the best way I could, but I’ve been really bored. You know that I’m currently living with Mom, and she’s a woman from the old days who doesn’t get our interests. I’ve gone to the theater with my brother. I’ve visited the lawyer a lot to check on how my divorce is going and speed things up... and nothing else.”
“And your husband?”
“And your partner?”
“Don’t let’s talk about him. Do you want to? I pity the poor man! So good . . . so correct. The lawyer assures me that he agrees to everything and will not impose any obstacles. They tell me that he does not come to Paris, that he lives in his factory. Our old home is closed. There are times when I feel remorseful over the way I have treated him.”
“Let’s not talk about him. Is that what you want? I feel sorry for the poor guy! So nice... so proper. The lawyer tells me he’s on board with everything and won’t cause any trouble. They say he doesn’t come to Paris anymore and just stays at his factory. Our old place is locked up. Sometimes I feel guilty about how I’ve treated him.”
“And I?” queried Julio, withdrawing his hand.
“And what about me?” asked Julio, pulling his hand back.
“You are right,” she returned smiling. “You are Life. It is cruel but it is human. We have to live our lives without taking others into consideration. It is necessary to be selfish in order to be happy.”
“You're right,” she said with a smile. “You are Life. It’s harsh but it’s human. We have to live our lives without worrying about others. Sometimes, being selfish is essential to being happy.”
The two remained silent. The remembrance of the husband had swept across them like a glacial blast. Julio was the first to brighten up.
The two stayed quiet. The memory of the husband hit them like a cold wind. Julio was the first to cheer up.
“And you have not danced in all this time?”
“And you haven't danced this whole time?”
“No, how could I? The very idea, a woman in divorce proceedings! . . . I have not been to a single chic party since you went away. I wanted to preserve a certain decorous mourning fiesta. How horrible it was! . . . It needed you, the Master!”
“No, how could I? The very idea, a woman going through a divorce! . . . I haven’t been to a single stylish party since you left. I wanted to maintain a certain tasteful mourning period. How awful it was! . . . It needed you, the Master!”
They had again clasped hands and were smiling. Memories of the previous months were passing before their eyes, visions of their life from five to seven in the afternoon, dancing in the hotels of the Champs Elysees where the tango had been inexorably associated with a cup of tea.
They were once again holding hands and smiling. Memories of the past few months flashed before them, glimpses of their afternoons from five to seven, dancing in the hotels along the Champs Elysees, where tango was forever linked to a cup of tea.
She appeared to tear herself away from these recollections, impelled by a tenacious obsession which had slipped from her mind in the first moments of their meeting.
She seemed to pull herself away from these memories, driven by a stubborn obsession that had faded from her mind in the initial moments of their meeting.
“Do you know much about what’s happening? Tell me all. People talk so much. . . . Do you really believe that there will be war? Don’t you think that it will all end in some kind of settlement?”
“Do you know what's going on? Tell me everything. People talk so much. . . . Do you really think there will be war? Don't you believe it will all get resolved in some way?”
Desnoyers comforted her with his optimism. He did not believe in the possibility of a war. That was ridiculous.
Desnoyers reassured her with his positive outlook. He didn't think a war could happen. That was absurd.
“I say so, too! Ours is not the epoch of savages. I have known some Germans, chic and well-educated persons who surely must think exactly as we do. An old professor who comes to the house was explaining yesterday to mama that wars are no longer possible in these progressive times. In two months’ time, there would scarcely be any men left, in three, the world would find itself without money to continue the struggle. I do not recall exactly how it was, but he explained it all very clearly, in a manner most delightful to hear.”
“I agree! We don't live in the age of savages anymore. I've met some Germans, stylish and well-educated people who must think the same way we do. An old professor who comes over was explaining to my mom yesterday that wars just aren’t possible in these modern times. In two months, there wouldn’t be many men left, and in three, the world wouldn't have any money to keep fighting. I don’t remember exactly what he said, but he explained it so clearly and in a way that was really enjoyable to listen to.”
She reflected in silence, trying to co-ordinate her confused recollections, but dismayed by the effort required, added on her own account.
She sat quietly, trying to sort through her mixed memories, but feeling overwhelmed by the effort, she added her own thoughts.
“Just imagine what war would mean—how horrible! Society life paralyzed. No more parties, nor clothes, nor theatres! Why, it is even possible that they might not design any more fashions! All the women in mourning. Can you imagine it? . . . And Paris deserted. . . . How beautiful it seemed as I came to meet you this afternoon! . . . No, no, it cannot be! Next month, you know, we go to Vichy. Mama needs the waters. Then to Biarritz. After that, I shall go to a castle on the Loire. And besides there are our affairs, my divorce, our marriage which may take place the next year. . . . And is war to hinder and cut short all this! No, no, it is not possible. My brother and others like him are foolish enough to dream of danger from Germany. I am sure that my husband, too, who is only interested in serious and bothersome matters, is among those who believe that war is imminent and prepare to take part in it. What nonsense! Tell me that it is all nonsense. I need to hear you say it.”
“Just think about what war would really mean—how terrible! Life in society would be frozen. No more parties, no more clothes, no more theaters! It’s even possible that they might stop designing fashions! All the women in mourning. Can you even picture it? . . . And Paris left empty. . . . It looked so beautiful when I came to meet you this afternoon! . . . No, no, it can’t be! Next month, you know, we’re going to Vichy. Mom needs the waters. Then to Biarritz. After that, I’ll go to a castle on the Loire. And we have our plans, my divorce, our wedding that might happen next year. . . . And is war going to mess all this up and cut it short! No, no, it’s not possible. My brother and others like him are foolish enough to think there’s any real danger from Germany. I’m sure my husband, who only cares about serious and annoying matters, is one of those who believes that war is near and is getting ready for it. What nonsense! Please tell me this is all nonsense. I need to hear you say it.”
Tranquilized by the affirmations of her lover, she then changed the trend of the conversation. The possibility of their approaching marriage brought to mind the object of the voyage which Desnoyers had just made. There had not been time for them to write to each other during their brief separation.
Tranquilized by her lover's reassurances, she then shifted the direction of the conversation. The idea of their upcoming marriage reminded her of the purpose of the trip that Desnoyers had just taken. They hadn't had time to write to each other during their short separation.
“Did you succeed in getting the money? The joy of seeing you made me forget all about such things. . . .”
“Did you manage to get the money? The happiness of seeing you made me forget all about that stuff. . . .”
Adopting the air of a business expert, he replied that he had brought back less than he expected, for he had found the country in the throes of one of its periodical panics; but still he had managed to get together about four hundred thousand francs. In his purse he had a check for that amount. Later on, they would send him further remittances. A ranchman in Argentina, a sort of relative, was looking after his affairs. Marguerite appeared satisfied, and in spite of her frivolity, adopted the air of a serious woman.
Adopting the demeanor of a business expert, he responded that he had returned with less than he had anticipated, as he found the country in the midst of one of its recurring panics; however, he had still managed to gather about four hundred thousand francs. In his wallet, he had a check for that amount. Later, they would send him additional payments. A rancher in Argentina, a kind of relative, was handling his affairs. Marguerite seemed satisfied, and despite her playful nature, took on the attitude of a serious woman.
“Money, money!” she exclaimed sententiously. “And yet there is no happiness without it! With your four hundred thousand and what I have, we shall be able to get along. . . . I told you that my husband wishes to give me back my dowry. He has told my brother so. But the state of his business, and the increased size of his factory do not permit him to return it as quickly as he would like. I can’t help but feel sorry for the poor man . . . so honorable and so upright in every way. If he only were not so commonplace! . . .”
“Money, money!” she exclaimed dramatically. “And yet, you can’t have happiness without it! With your four hundred thousand and what I have, we’ll be able to get by... I told you that my husband wants to return my dowry to me. He’s mentioned it to my brother. But because of his business situation and the larger size of his factory, he can’t give it back as quickly as he’d like. I can’t help but feel sorry for the poor guy... so honorable and so decent in every way. If only he weren’t so ordinary!…”
Again Marguerite seemed to regret these tardy spontaneous eulogies which were chilling their interview. So again she changed the trend of her chatter.
Again, Marguerite appeared to regret these late, spontaneous compliments that were making their conversation awkward. So once more, she shifted the direction of her chatter.
“And your family? Have you seen them?” . . .
“And your family? Have you seen them?” . . .
Desnoyers had been to his father’s home before starting for the Chapelle Expiatoire. A stealthy entrance into the great house on the avenue Victor Hugo, and then up to the first floor like a tradesman. Then he had slipt into the kitchen like a soldier sweetheart of the maids. His mother had come there to embrace him, poor Dona Luisa, weeping and kissing him frantically as though she had feared to lose him forever. Close behind her mother had come Luisita, nicknamed Chichi, who always surveyed him with sympathetic curiosity as if she wished to know better a brother so bad and adorable who had led decent women from the paths of virtue, and committed all kinds of follies. Then Desnoyers had been greatly surprised to see entering the kitchen with the air of a tragedy queen, a noble mother of the drama, his Aunt Elena, the one who had married a German and was living in Berlin surrounded with innumerable children.
Desnoyers had been to his father's house before heading to the Chapelle Expiatoire. He entered the big house on avenue Victor Hugo quietly and then went up to the first floor like a tradesman. After that, he slipped into the kitchen like a soldier visiting their sweetheart. His mother had come in to hug him, poor Dona Luisa, crying and kissing him frantically as if she feared losing him forever. Close behind her was his sister Luisita, nicknamed Chichi, who always looked at him with sympathetic curiosity, as if she wanted to understand better a brother both bad and lovable who had led respectable women astray and committed all kinds of foolishness. Desnoyers was then very surprised to see his Aunt Elena enter the kitchen, carrying herself like a tragic queen, the noble mother from a drama, the one who had married a German and was living in Berlin with a ton of kids.
“She has been in Paris a month. She is going to make a little visit to our castle. And it appears that her eldest son—my cousin, ‘The Sage,’ whom I have not seen for years—is also coming here.”
“She has been in Paris for a month. She’s planning to make a short visit to our castle. And it looks like her oldest son—my cousin, ‘The Sage,’ whom I haven’t seen in years—is also coming here.”
The home interview had several times been interrupted by fear. “Your father is at home, be careful,” his mother had said to him each time that he had spoken above a whisper. And his Aunt Elena had stationed herself at the door with a dramatic air, like a stage heroine resolved to plunge a dagger into the tyrant who should dare to cross the threshold. The entire family was accustomed to submit to the rigid authority of Don Marcelo Desnoyers. “Oh, that old man!” exclaimed Julio, referring to his father. “He may live many years yet, but how he weighs upon us all!”
The home interview had been interrupted multiple times by fear. “Your dad is home, so be careful,” his mom had warned him every time he spoke louder than a whisper. And his Aunt Elena had positioned herself by the door with a dramatic flair, like a character ready to stab the tyrant who dared to step inside. The whole family was used to bending to the strict authority of Don Marcelo Desnoyers. “Oh, that old man!” Julio exclaimed, talking about his father. “He might live for many more years, but he puts so much pressure on all of us!”
His mother, who had never wearied of looking at him, finally had to bring the interview to an end, frightened by certain approaching sounds. “Go, he might surprise us, and he would be furious.” So Julio had fled the paternal home, caressed by the tears of the two ladies and the admiring glances of Chichi, by turns ashamed and proud of a brother who had caused such enthusiasm and scandal among her friends.
His mother, who had never gotten tired of looking at him, finally had to end the conversation, scared by some sounds getting closer. “Go, he might catch us, and he would be so angry.” So Julio had hurried out of the family home, touched by the tears of the two women and the admiring looks from Chichi, who felt both embarrassed and proud of a brother who had stirred up such excitement and gossip among her friends.
Marguerite also spoke of Senor Desnoyers. A terrible tyrant of the old school with whom they could never come to an understanding.
Marguerite also talked about Senor Desnoyers. He was a brutal old-school tyrant with whom they could never find common ground.
The two remained silent, looking fixedly at each other. Now that they had said the things of greatest urgency, present interests became more absorbing. More immediate things, unspoken, seemed to well up in their timid and vacillating eyes, before escaping in the form of words. They did not dare to talk like lovers here. Every minute the cloud of witnesses seemed increasing around them. The woman with the dogs and the red wig was passing with greater frequency, shortening her turns through the square in order to greet them with a smile of complicity. The reader of the daily paper was now exchanging views with a friend on a neighboring bench regarding the possibilities of war. The garden had become a thoroughfare. The modistes upon going out from their establishments, and the ladies returning from shopping, were crossing through the square in order to shorten their walk. The little avenue was a popular short-cut. All the pedestrians were casting curious glances at the elegant lady and her companion seated in the shadow of the shrubbery with the timid yet would-be natural look of those who desire to hide themselves, yet at the same time feign a casual air.
The two stayed quiet, staring intently at each other. Now that they had addressed the most pressing matters, their current interests felt more engaging. Unspoken things seemed to rise up in their shy, wavering eyes before finally coming out in words. They didn’t dare to speak like lovers in this place. With every minute, it felt like more onlookers were gathering around them. The woman with the dogs and the red wig passed by more often, shortening her route through the square to greet them with a knowing smile. The person reading the newspaper was now discussing war possibilities with a friend on a nearby bench. The garden had turned into a busy path. The fashion designers leaving their shops and ladies returning from shopping were cutting through the square to save time. The little avenue was a popular shortcut. All the passersby were casting curious looks at the elegant woman and her companion, sitting in the shade of the bushes, trying to appear casual while also wanting to hide.
“How exasperating!” sighed Marguerite. “They are going to find us out!”
“How frustrating!” sighed Marguerite. “They’re going to figure us out!”
A girl looked at her so searchingly that she thought she recognized in her an employee of a celebrated modiste. Besides, some of her personal friends who had met her in the crowded shops but an hour ago might be returning home by way of the garden.
A girl looked at her so intently that she thought she recognized her as a worker from a famous dressmaker. Also, some of her friends who had seen her in the busy shops just an hour ago might be coming back home through the garden.
“Let us go,” she said rising hurriedly. “If they should spy us here together, just think what they might say! . . . and just when they are becoming a little forgetful!”
“Let’s go,” she said, getting up quickly. “If they see us here together, just imagine what they might say! . . . especially now that they’re starting to forget a little!”
Desnoyers protested crossly. Go away? . . . Paris had become a shrunken place for them nowadays because Marguerite refused to go to a single place where there was a possibility of their being surprised. In another square, in a restaurant, wherever they might go—they would run the same risk of being recognized. She would only consider meetings in public places, and yet at the same time, dreaded the curiosity of the people. If Marguerite would like to go to his studio of such sweet memories! . . .
Desnoyers protested angrily. Go away? . . . Paris had become a cramped space for them these days because Marguerite wouldn’t go anywhere where they might get caught off guard. In another square, at a restaurant, no matter where they went—they faced the same risk of being recognized. She would only agree to meet in public places, but at the same time, she dreaded the curiosity of onlookers. If only Marguerite would want to visit his studio filled with such sweet memories! . . .
“To your home? No! no indeed!” she replied emphatically “I cannot forget the last time I was there.”
“To your home? No! Absolutely not!” she replied emphatically. “I can't forget the last time I was there.”
But Julio insisted, foreseeing a break in that firm negative. Where could they be more comfortable? Besides, weren’t they going to marry as soon as possible? . . .
But Julio insisted, anticipating a shift in that definite no. Where could they be more at ease? Plus, weren't they planning to marry as soon as they could? . . .
“I tell you no,” she repeated. “Who knows but my husband may be watching me! What a complication for my divorce if he should surprise us in your house!”
“I’m telling you no,” she repeated. “Who knows if my husband might be watching me! What a mess it would be for my divorce if he caught us in your house!”
Now it was he who eulogized the husband, insisting that such watchfulness was incompatible with his character. The engineer had accepted the facts, considering them irreparable and was now thinking only of reconstructing his life.
Now it was he who praised the husband, insisting that such vigilance didn’t match his character. The engineer had accepted the situation, viewing it as irreversible, and was now focused solely on rebuilding his life.
“No, it is better for us to separate,” she continued. “Tomorrow we shall see each other again. You will hunt a more favorable place. Think it over, and you will find a solution for it all.”
“No, it’s better for us to part ways,” she continued. “We’ll see each other again tomorrow. You’ll find a better place. Take some time to think it over, and you’ll come up with a solution for everything.”
But he wished an immediate solution. They had abandoned their seats, going slowly toward the rue des Mathurins. Julio was speaking with a trembling and persuasive eloquence. To-morrow? No, now. They had only to call a taxicab. It would be only a matter of a few minutes, and then the isolation, the mystery, the return to a sweet past—to that intimacy in the studio where they had passed their happiest hours. They would believe that no time had elapsed since their first meetings.
But he wanted a quick solution. They had left their seats, slowly making their way to rue des Mathurins. Julio spoke with a shaky yet convincing passion. Tomorrow? No, they needed to do it now. They just had to call a taxi. It would only take a few minutes, and then they could escape the isolation, the mystery, and return to a sweet past—to that closeness in the studio where they had spent their happiest moments. They would think that no time had passed since their first meetings.
“No,” she faltered with a weakening accent, seeking a last resistance. “Besides, your secretary might be there, that Spaniard who lives with you. How ashamed I would be to meet him again!”
“No,” she hesitated with a fading voice, trying to hold her ground one last time. “Plus, your secretary might be there, that Spaniard who lives with you. I’d be so embarrassed to run into him again!”
Julio laughed. . . . Argensola! How could that comrade who knew all about their past be an obstacle? If they should happen to meet him in the house, he would be sure to leave immediately. More than once, he had had to go out so as not to be in the way. His discretion was such that he had foreseen events. Probably he had already left, conjecturing that a near visit would be the most logical thing. His chum would simply go wandering through the streets in search of news.
Julio laughed. . . . Argensola! How could that guy who knew all about their past be a problem? If they ran into him at the house, he would definitely leave right away. More than once, he had stepped out to avoid being a bother. He was so considerate that he could anticipate what would happen. He probably had already left, guessing that a visit was the most likely thing. His friend would just go wandering the streets looking for updates.
Marguerite was silent, as though yielding on seeing her pretexts exhausted. Desnoyers was silent, too, construing her stillness as assent. They had left the garden and she was looking around uneasily, terrified to find herself in the open street beside her lover, and seeking a hiding-place. Suddenly she saw before her the little red door of an automobile, opened by the hand of her adorer.
Marguerite was quiet, as if giving in after running out of excuses. Desnoyers was quiet too, interpreting her silence as agreement. They had left the garden, and she was glancing around nervously, scared to find herself on the open street next to her lover, looking for a place to hide. Suddenly, she noticed the small red door of a car, opened by her admirer.
“Get in,” ordered Julio.
“Hop in,” ordered Julio.
And she climbed in hastily, anxious to hide herself as soon as possible. The vehicle started at great speed. Marguerite immediately pulled down the shade of the window on her side, but, before she had finished and could turn her head, she felt a hungry mouth kissing the nape of her neck.
And she hurriedly got in, eager to hide herself as quickly as possible. The vehicle took off at high speed. Marguerite instantly pulled down the shade of the window on her side, but before she could finish and turn her head, she felt a wanting mouth kissing the back of her neck.
“No, not here,” she said in a pleading tone. “Let us be sensible!”
“No, not here,” she said, her voice full of desperation. “Let’s be reasonable!”
And while he, rebellious at these exhortations, persisted in his advances, the voice of Marguerite again sounded above the noise of the rattling machinery of the automobile as it bounded over the pavement.
And while he, defiant against these reminders, continued to make his moves, the voice of Marguerite rose above the clatter of the car's engine as it bounced along the road.
“Do you really believe that there will be no war? Do you believe that we will be able to marry? . . . Tell me again. I want you to encourage me . . . I need to hear it from your lips.”
“Do you really think there won’t be a war? Do you think we’ll be able to get married? . . . Tell me again. I want you to encourage me . . . I need to hear it from you.”
CHAPTER II
MADARIAGA, THE CENTAUR
In 1870 Marcelo Desnoyers was nineteen years old. He was born in the suburbs of Paris, an only child; his father, interested in little building speculations, maintained his family in modest comfort. The mason wished to make an architect of his son, and Marcelo was in the midst of his preparatory studies when his father suddenly died, leaving his affairs greatly involved. In a few months, he and his mother descended the slopes of ruin, and were obliged to give up their snug, middle-class quarters and live like laborers.
In 1870, Marcelo Desnoyers was nineteen years old. He was born in the suburbs of Paris as an only child. His father, who was only interested in minor building projects, supported the family in a modest level of comfort. The mason wanted his son to become an architect, and Marcelo was in the middle of his preparatory studies when his father unexpectedly passed away, leaving their finances in disarray. Within a few months, he and his mother slid into ruin, and they had to leave their cozy middle-class home and live like workers.
When the fourteen-year-old boy had to choose a trade, he learned wood carving. This craft was an art related to the tastes awakened in Marcelo by his abandoned studies. His mother retired to the country, living with some relatives while the lad advanced rapidly in the shops, aiding his master in all the important orders which he received from the provinces. The first news of the war with Prussia surprised him in Marseilles, working on the decorations of a theatre.
When the fourteen-year-old boy had to pick a trade, he learned wood carving. This craft was an art that resonated with the interests Marcelo developed during his interrupted studies. His mother moved to the countryside to live with relatives while he quickly progressed in the workshops, helping his master with all the important orders coming in from the provinces. The first news of the war with Prussia caught him off guard in Marseilles, where he was working on the decorations for a theater.
Marcelo was opposed to the Empire like all the youths of his generation. He was also much influenced by the older workmen who had taken part in the Republic of ‘48, and who still retained vivid recollections of the Coup d’Etat of the second of December.
Marcelo was against the Empire, just like all the young people of his generation. He was also greatly influenced by the older workers who had been involved in the Republic of '48 and who still had strong memories of the Coup d’Etat on December 2nd.
One day he saw in the streets of Marseilles a popular manifestation in favor of peace which was practically a protest against the government. The old republicans in their implacable struggle with the Emperor, the companies of the International which had just been organized, and a great number of Italians and Spaniards who had fled their countries on account of recent insurrections, composed the procession. A long-haired, consumptive student was carrying the flag. “It is peace that we want—a peace which may unite all mankind,” chanted the paraders. But on this earth, the noblest propositions are seldom heard, since Destiny amuses herself in perverting them and turning them aside.
One day, he saw a large gathering in the streets of Marseille advocating for peace, which was basically a protest against the government. The old republicans, fiercely opposing the Emperor, the recently organized companies of the International, and a significant number of Italians and Spaniards who had escaped their countries due to recent uprisings, made up the parade. A long-haired, sickly student was carrying the flag. “We want peace—a peace that can unite all humanity,” the marchers chanted. But on this planet, the most noble ideas are rarely heard, as Fate seems to twist and derail them.
Scarcely had the friends of peace entered the rue Cannebiere with their hymn and standard, when war came to meet them, obliging them to resort to fist and club. The day before, some battalions of Zouaves from Algiers had disembarked in order to reinforce the army on the frontier, and these veterans, accustomed to colonial existence and undiscriminating as to the cause of disturbances, seized the opportunity to intervene in this manifestation, some with bayonets and others with ungirded belts. “Hurrah for War!” and a rain of lashes and blows fell upon the unarmed singers. Marcelo saw the innocent student, the standard-bearer of peace, knocked down wrapped in his flag, by the merry kicks of the Zouaves. Then he knew no more, since he had received various blows with a leather strap, and a knife thrust in his shoulder; he had to run the same as the others.
As soon as the peace activists entered rue Cannebiere with their song and banner, war confronted them, forcing them to fight back with fists and clubs. The day before, some battalions of Zouaves from Algiers had arrived to strengthen the army at the border, and these seasoned soldiers, used to colonial life and not picky about the reasons for conflicts, took the chance to jump into this demonstration, some brandishing bayonets and others with their belts drawn. “Hooray for War!” they shouted, as a barrage of lashes and blows rained down on the unarmed singers. Marcelo watched as the innocent student, the peace flag bearer, was knocked down, wrapped in his banner, by the playful kicks of the Zouaves. Then he lost consciousness, having taken several hits from a leather strap and a knife wound in his shoulder; he had to flee just like everyone else.
That day developed for the first time, his fiery, stubborn character, irritable before contradiction, even to the point of adopting the most extreme resolution. “Down with War!” Since it was not possible for him to protest in any other way, he would leave the country. The Emperor might arrange his affairs as best he could. The struggle was going to be long and disastrous, according to the enemies of the Empire. If he stayed, he would in a few months be drawn for the soldiery. Desnoyers renounced the honor of serving the Emperor. He hesitated a little when he thought of his mother. But his country relatives would not turn her out, and he planned to work very hard and send her money. Who knew what riches might be waiting for him, on the other side of the sea! . . . Good-bye, France!
That day marked the first time his fiery, stubborn personality showed through, becoming irritable at the slightest contradiction, even to the point of deciding on the most drastic action. “Down with War!” Since he couldn’t protest any other way, he planned to leave the country. The Emperor could sort things out as best he could. The battle was going to be long and disastrous, according to the Empire's enemies. If he stayed, he would soon be called up for military service. Desnoyers gave up the honor of serving the Emperor. He hesitated a bit when he thought of his mother. But his relatives in the countryside wouldn’t kick her out, and he intended to work really hard and send her money. Who knew what riches might be waiting for him across the ocean! . . . Goodbye, France!
Thanks to his savings, a harbor official found it to his interest to offer him the choice of three boats. One was sailing to Egypt, another to Australia, another to Montevideo and Buenos Aires, which made the strongest appeal to him? . . . Desnoyers, remembering his readings, wished to consult the wind and follow the course that it indicated, as he had seen various heroes of novels do. But that day the wind blew from the sea toward France. He also wished to toss up a coin in order to test his fate. Finally he decided upon the vessel sailing first. Not until, with his scanty baggage, he was actually on the deck of the next boat to anchor, did he take any interest in its course—“For the Rio de la Plata.” . . . And he accepted these words with a fatalistic shrug. “Very well, let it be South America!” The country was not distasteful to him, since he knew it by certain travel publications whose illustrations represented herds of cattle at liberty, half-naked, plumed Indians, and hairy cowboys whirling over their heads serpentine lassos tipped with balls.
Thanks to his savings, a harbor official found it worthwhile to offer him a choice of three boats. One was headed for Egypt, another for Australia, and the third for Montevideo and Buenos Aires, which appealed to him the most. Desnoyers, recalling his readings, wanted to check the wind and follow its direction, like he had seen various heroes in novels do. But that day, the wind was blowing from the sea toward France. He also considered flipping a coin to test his luck. In the end, he decided to go with the first ship that departed. It wasn't until he was actually on the deck of the next boat that anchored that he paid attention to its destination—“For the Rio de la Plata.” He accepted this with a fatalistic shrug. “Alright, let it be South America!” The country didn't seem unappealing to him, as he had knowledge of it from travel magazines with pictures of free-roaming cattle, half-naked, feathered Indians, and rugged cowboys expertly throwing their lasso with balls at the end.
The millionaire Desnoyers never forgot that trip to America—forty-three days navigating in a little worn-out steamer that rattled like a heap of old iron, groaned in all its joints at the slightest roughness of the sea, and had to stop four times for repairs, at the mercy of the winds and waves.
The millionaire Desnoyers never forgot that trip to America—forty-three days on a small, worn-out steamer that rattled like a pile of old metal, creaked in every joint at the slightest bump of the sea, and had to stop four times for repairs, at the mercy of the winds and waves.
In Montevideo, he learned of the reverses suffered by his country and that the French Empire no longer existed. He felt a little ashamed when he heard that the nation was now self-governing, defending itself gallantly behind the walls of Paris. And he had fled! . . . Months afterwards, the events of the Commune consoled him for his flight. If he had remained, wrath at the national downfall, his relations with his co-laborers, the air in which he lived—everything would surely have dragged him along to revolt. In that case, he would have been shot or consigned to a colonial prison like so many of his former comrades.
In Montevideo, he learned about the setbacks faced by his country and that the French Empire was no longer around. He felt a bit ashamed when he heard the nation was now self-governing, bravely defending itself behind the walls of Paris. And he had fled! . . . Months later, the events of the Commune made him feel better about his escape. If he had stayed, anger over the national collapse, his relationships with his co-workers, the atmosphere he lived in—everything would have pulled him into revolt. In that case, he would have been shot or sent to a colonial prison like many of his former comrades.
So his determination crystallized, and he stopped thinking about the affairs of his mother-country. The necessities of existence in a foreign land whose language he was beginning to pick up made him think only of himself. The turbulent and adventurous life of these new nations compelled him to most absurd expedients and varied occupations. Yet he felt himself strong with an audacity and self-reliance which he never had in the old world. “I am equal to everything,” he said, “if they only give me time to prove it!” Although he had fled from his country in order not to take up arms, he even led a soldier’s life for a brief period in his adopted land, receiving a wound in one of the many hostilities between the whites and reds in the unsettled districts.
So his determination became clear, and he stopped thinking about the issues back home. The basic needs of living in a foreign country, where he was starting to learn the language, made him focus solely on himself. The exciting and unpredictable life of these new nations pushed him into the most ridiculous situations and different jobs. Yet, he felt strong with a boldness and self-confidence he never had in the old world. “I can handle anything,” he said, “as long as they give me time to show it!” Even though he had escaped from his country to avoid fighting, he still lived a soldier's life for a short time in his new home, getting wounded in one of the many conflicts between the whites and reds in the unsettled areas.
In Buenos Aires, he again worked as a woodcarver. The city was beginning to expand, breaking its shell as a large village. Desnoyers spent many years ornamenting salons and facades. It was a laborious existence, sedentary and remunerative. But one day he became tired of this slow saving which could only bring him a mediocre fortune after a long time. He had gone to the new world to become rich like so many others. And at twenty-seven, he started forth again, a full-fledged adventurer, avoiding the cities, wishing to snatch money from untapped, natural sources. He worked farms in the forests of the North, but the locusts obliterated his crops in a few hours. He was a cattle-driver, with the aid of only two peons, driving a herd of oxen and mules over the snowy solitudes of the Andes to Bolivia and Chile. In this life, making journeys of many months’ duration, across interminable plains, he lost exact account of time and space. Just as he thought himself on the verge of winning a fortune, he lost it all by an unfortunate speculation. And in a moment of failure and despair, being now thirty years old, he became an employee of Julio Madariaga.
In Buenos Aires, he worked as a woodcarver again. The city was starting to grow, shedding its image as a big village. Desnoyers spent many years decorating salons and facades. It was a tiring life, sedentary and well-paying. But one day he got fed up with this slow saving that would only bring him a mediocre fortune after a long time. He had come to the new world to get rich like so many others. So at twenty-seven, he set out again, fully embracing the adventurer's life, avoiding cities, eager to grab money from untouched natural resources. He labored on farms in the northern forests, but the locusts wiped out his crops in just a few hours. He became a cattle driver, with only two peons helping him, herding oxen and mules across the snowy expanses of the Andes to Bolivia and Chile. In this life, making journeys that lasted many months across endless plains, he lost track of time and space. Just when he thought he was on the brink of getting rich, he lost everything to a bad investment. And in a moment of failure and despair, now at thirty years old, he became an employee of Julio Madariaga.
He knew of this rustic millionaire through his purchases of flocks—a Spaniard who had come to the country when very young, adapting himself very easily to its customs, and living like a cowboy after he had acquired enormous properties. The country folk, wishing to put a title of respect before his name, called him Don Madariaga.
He knew about this rural millionaire because of his flock purchases—a Spaniard who had moved to the country in his youth, easily adjusting to its customs and living like a cowboy after acquiring vast lands. The locals, wanting to show him respect, called him Don Madariaga.
“Comrade,” he said to Desnoyers one day when he happened to be in a good humor—a very rare thing for him—“you must have passed through many ups and downs. Your lack of silver may be smelled a long ways off. Why lead such a dog’s life? Trust in me, Frenchy, and remain here! I am growing old, and I need a man.”
“Comrade,” he said to Desnoyers one day when he happened to be in a good mood—a very rare thing for him—“you must have been through a lot of ups and downs. Your lack of money is noticeable from afar. Why live such a miserable life? Trust me, Frenchy, and stay here! I’m getting old, and I need someone like you.”
After the Frenchman had arranged to stay with Madariaga, every landed proprietor living within fifteen or twenty leagues of the ranch, stopped the new employee on the road to prophesy all sorts of misfortune.
After the Frenchman decided to stay with Madariaga, every landowner living within fifteen or twenty leagues of the ranch stopped the new employee on the road to predict all kinds of misfortune.
“You will not stay long. Nobody can get along with Don Madariaga. We have lost count of his overseers. He is a man who must be killed or deserted. Soon you will go, too!”
“You won't be here for long. No one can get along with Don Madariaga. We've lost track of how many overseers he's had. He's someone who has to be either killed or left behind. Soon, you’ll be gone too!”
Desnoyers did not doubt but that there was some truth in all this. Madariaga was an impossible character, but feeling a certain sympathy with the Frenchman, had tried not to annoy him with his irritability.
Desnoyers had no doubt that there was some truth to all of this. Madariaga was an impossible character, but feeling a bit of sympathy for the Frenchman, he tried not to bother him with his irritability.
“He’s a regular pearl, this Frenchy,” said the plainsman as though trying to excuse himself for his considerate treatment of his latest acquisition. “I like him because he is very serious. . . . That is the way I like a man.”
“He's a real gem, this Frenchy,” said the plainsman, almost as if he needed to justify his thoughtful treatment of his latest find. “I appreciate him because he’s so serious... That’s the kind of man I like.”
Desnoyers did not know exactly what this much-admired seriousness could be, but he felt a secret pride in seeing him aggressive with everybody else, even his family, whilst he took with him a tone of paternal bluffness.
Desnoyers wasn't sure what this widely respected seriousness really was, but he felt a hidden pride watching him be aggressive with everyone else, even his family, while he maintained a fatherly air of confidence.
The family consisted of his wife Misia Petrona (whom he always called the China) and two grown daughters who had gone to school in Buenos Aires, but on returning to the ranch had reverted somewhat to their original rusticity.
The family included his wife Misia Petrona (whom he always referred to as the China) and their two adult daughters who had studied in Buenos Aires, but after coming back to the ranch, they had somewhat returned to their original rustic ways.
Madariaga’s fortune was enormous. He had lived in the field since his arrival in America, when the white race had not dared to settle outside the towns for fear of the Indians. He had gained his first money as a fearless trader, taking merchandise in a cart from fort to fort. He had killed Indians, was twice wounded by them, and for a while had lived as a captive with an Indian chief whom he finally succeeded in making his staunch friend. With his earnings, he had bought land, much land, almost worthless because of its insecurity, devoting it to the raising of cattle that he had to defend, gun in hand, from the pirates of the plains.
Madariaga’s fortune was massive. He had lived in the countryside since he arrived in America, back when white settlers were too scared to move beyond the towns for fear of the Native Americans. He made his first money as a bold trader, transporting goods in a cart from fort to fort. He had killed Native Americans, was wounded by them twice, and for a time, he lived as a captive with an Indian chief, who eventually became a loyal friend. With his earnings, he purchased land—lots of it—though it was nearly worthless due to its instability, and he dedicated it to raising cattle that he had to protect, armed, from the raiders of the plains.
Then he had married his China, a young half-breed who was running around barefoot, but owned many of her forefathers’ fields. They had lived in an almost savage poverty on their property which would have taken many a day’s journey to go around. Afterwards, when the government was pushing the Indians towards the frontiers, and offering the abandoned lands for sale, considering it a patriotic sacrifice on the part of any one wishing to acquire them, Madariaga bought and bought at the lowest figure and longest terms. To get possession of vast tracts and populate it with blooded stock became the mission of his life. At times, galloping with Desnoyers through his boundless fields, he was not able to repress his pride.
Then he married his China, a young mixed-race woman who ran around barefoot but owned many of her ancestors’ fields. They lived in almost primitive poverty on their property, which would have taken many days to walk around. Later, when the government started pushing the Indigenous people towards the frontiers and offered the abandoned lands for sale, viewing it as a patriotic act for anyone wanting to buy them, Madariaga bought and bought at the lowest prices and longest payment plans. Acquiring vast stretches of land and populating it with quality livestock became the mission of his life. Sometimes, while riding alongside Desnoyers through his expansive fields, he couldn’t help but feel a sense of pride.
“Tell me something, Frenchy! They say that further up the country, there are some nations about the size of my ranches. Is that so?” . . .
“Hey, Frenchy! I heard that further up in the country, there are some places about the size of my ranches. Is that true?” . . .
The Frenchman agreed. . . . The lands of Madariaga were indeed greater than many principalities. This put the old plainsman in rare good humor and he exclaimed in the cowboy vernacular which had become second nature to him—“Then it wouldn’t be absurd to proclaim myself king some day? Just imagine it, Frenchy;—Don Madariaga, the First. . . . The worst of it all is that I would also be the last, for the China will not give me a son. . . . She is a weak cow!”
The Frenchman agreed. . . . The lands of Madariaga were indeed larger than many principalities. This put the old plainsman in a really good mood, and he exclaimed in the cowboy slang that had become second nature to him—“So it wouldn’t be crazy to call myself king someday? Just picture it, Frenchy;—Don Madariaga, the First. . . . The worst part is that I’d also be the last, because the China won't give me a son. . . . She is a weak cow!”
The fame of his vast territories and his wealth in stock reached even to Buenos Aires. Every one knew of Madariaga by name, although very few had seen him. When he went to the Capital, he passed unnoticed because of his country aspect—the same leggings that he was used to wearing in the fields, his poncho wrapped around him like a muffler above which rose the aggressive points of a necktie, a tormenting ornament imposed by his daughters, who in vain arranged it with loving hands that he might look a little more respectable.
The fame of his large estates and his wealth in livestock spread all the way to Buenos Aires. Everyone knew Madariaga by name, even though very few had actually seen him. When he visited the Capital, he went unnoticed due to his rural appearance—wearing the same leggings he used in the fields, his poncho wrapped around him like a scarf, with the sharp ends of a necktie peeking out, a bothersome accessory forced on him by his daughters, who tried in vain, with loving hands, to make him look a bit more respectable.
One day he entered the office of the richest merchant of the capital.
One day, he walked into the office of the wealthiest merchant in the capital.
“Sir, I know that you need some young bulls for the European market, and I have come to sell you a few.”
“Sir, I know you’re looking for some young bulls for the European market, and I’m here to sell you a few.”
The man of affairs looked haughtily at the poor cowboy. He might explain his errand to one of the employees, he could not waste his time on such small matters. But the malicious grin on the rustic’s face awoke his curiosity.
The businessman looked down his nose at the poor cowboy. He could explain his purpose to one of the staff; he couldn't waste his time on such trivial issues. But the sneaky smile on the cowboy's face sparked his curiosity.
“And how many are you able to sell, my good man?”
“And how many can you sell, my good man?”
“About thirty thousand, sir.”
“About 30,000, sir.”
It was not necessary to hear more. The supercilious merchant sprang from his desk, and obsequiously offered him a seat.
It wasn't necessary to hear more. The arrogant merchant jumped up from his desk and eagerly offered him a seat.
“You can be no other than Don Madariaga.”
"You must be Don Madariaga."
“At the service of God and yourself, sir,” he responded in the manner of a Spanish countryman.
“At your service, God and yourself, sir,” he replied in the style of a Spanish countryman.
That was the most glorious moment of his existence.
That was the best moment of his life.
In the outer office of the Directors of the Bank, the clerks offered him a seat until the personage the other side of the door should deign to receive him. But scarcely was his name announced than that same director ran to admit him, and the employee was stupefied to hear the ranchman say, by way of greeting, “I have come to draw out three hundred thousand dollars. I have abundant pasturage, and I wish to buy a ranch or two in order to stock them.”
In the outer office of the Bank Directors, the clerks gave him a seat while he waited for the person behind the door to see him. But as soon as they announced his name, that same director rushed to greet him, and the clerk was shocked to hear the rancher say, “I’m here to withdraw three hundred thousand dollars. I have plenty of grazing land, and I want to buy a couple of ranches to stock them.”
His arbitrary and contradictory character weighed upon the inhabitants of his lands with both cruel and good-natured tyranny. No vagabond ever passed by the ranch without being rudely assailed by its owner from the outset.
His unpredictable and inconsistent nature burdened the people of his lands with a mix of harsh and friendly tyranny. No wanderer ever passed by the ranch without being harshly confronted by its owner right away.
“Don’t tell me any of your hard-luck stories, friend,” he would yell as if he were going to beat him. “Under the shed is a skinned beast; cut and eat as much as you wish and so help yourself to continue your journey. . . . But no more of your yarns!”
“Don’t share any of your sob stories with me, buddy,” he would shout as if he were about to attack him. “There’s a skinned animal under the shed; take and eat as much as you want and help yourself to keep going on your journey. . . . But no more of your tales!”
And he would turn his back upon the tramp, after giving him a few dollars.
And he would turn his back on the homeless man after giving him a few dollars.
One day he became infuriated because a peon was nailing the wire fencing too deliberately on the posts. Everybody was robbing him! The following day he spoke of a large sum of money that he would have to pay for having endorsed the note of an acquaintance, completely bankrupt. “Poor fellow! His luck is worse than mine!”
One day, he got really angry because a worker was nailing the wire fencing to the posts way too carefully. Everyone was taking advantage of him! The next day, he talked about a huge amount of money he had to pay for endorsing a loan for a friend who had gone completely broke. “Poor guy! His bad luck is worse than mine!”
Upon finding in the road the skeleton of a recently killed sheep, he was beside himself with indignation. It was not because of the loss of the meat. “Hunger knows no law, and God has made meat for mankind to eat. But they might at least have left the skin!” . . . And he would rage against such wickedness, always repeating, “Lack of religion and good habits!” The next time, the bandits stripped the flesh off of three cows, leaving the skins in full view, and the ranchman said, smiling, “That is the way I like people, honorable and doing no wrong.”
Upon discovering the skeleton of a recently killed sheep on the road, he was filled with anger. It wasn't about losing the meat. “Hunger knows no law, and God made meat for people to eat. But they could have at least left the skin!” . . . He would rage against such cruelty, always saying, “Lack of religion and good habits!” The next time, the bandits took the flesh off three cows, leaving the skins on display, and the rancher said with a smile, “That's how I like people, honorable and doing no wrong.”
His vigor as a tireless centaur had helped him powerfully in his task of populating his lands. He was capricious, despotic and with the same paternal instincts as his compatriots who, centuries before when conquering the new world, had clarified its native blood. Like the Castilian conquistadors, he had a fancy for copper-colored beauty with oblique eyes and straight hair. When Desnoyers saw him going off on some sudden pretext, putting his horse at full gallop toward a neighboring ranch, he would say to himself, smilingly, “He is going in search of a new peon who will help work his land fifteen years from now.”
His energy as a relentless centaur had significantly assisted him in his mission of populating his lands. He was unpredictable, authoritarian, and shared the same paternal instincts as his fellow countrymen who, centuries earlier when conquering the New World, had mixed with its native blood. Like the Castilian conquistadors, he was attracted to copper-toned beauty with slanted eyes and straight hair. When Desnoyers saw him leaving on some sudden excuse, galloping toward a nearby ranch, he would think to himself, smiling, “He’s off to find a new laborer who will help farm his land fifteen years from now.”
The personnel of the ranch often used to comment on the resemblance of certain youths laboring here the same as the others, galloping from the first streak of dawn over the fields, attending to the various duties of pasturing. The overseer, Celedonio, a half-breed thirty years old, generally detested for his hard and avaricious character, also bore a distant resemblance to the patron.
The ranch staff often remarked on how some of the young workers here looked just like the others, riding across the fields from the break of dawn and handling the different chores of grazing. The overseer, Celedonio, a thirty-year-old mixed heritage man, was usually disliked for his tough and greedy nature, and he also had a slight resemblance to the owner.
Almost every year, some woman from a great distance, dirty and bad-faced, presented herself at the ranch, leading by the hand a little mongrel with eyes like live coals. She would ask to speak with the proprietor alone, and upon being confronted with her, he usually recalled a trip made ten or twelve years before in order to buy a herd of cattle.
Almost every year, some woman from far away, dirty and scruffy, showed up at the ranch, leading a small mutt with eyes like burning coals. She would ask to speak with the owner alone, and when he saw her, he often remembered a trip he took ten or twelve years earlier to buy a herd of cattle.
“You remember, Patron, that you passed the night on my ranch because the river had risen?”
“You remember, Patron, that you stayed overnight at my ranch because the river had flooded?”
The Patron did not remember anything about it. But a vague instinct warned him that the woman was probably telling the truth. “Well, what of it?”
The Patron couldn’t recall anything about it. But a vague instinct told him that the woman was likely telling the truth. “So, what’s the deal?”
“Patron, here he is. . . . It is better for him to grow to manhood by your side than in any other place.”
“Patron, here he is... It’s better for him to grow up by your side than anywhere else.”
And she presented him with the little hybrid. One more, and offered with such simplicity! . . . “Lack of religion and good habits!” Then with sudden modesty, he doubted the woman’s veracity. Why must it necessarily be his? . . . But his wavering was generally short-lived.
And she handed him the little hybrid. Just one more, offered with such simplicity! . . . “Lack of faith and good habits!” Then, suddenly feeling modest, he questioned the woman's honesty. Why did it have to be him? . . . But his doubts were usually brief.
“If it’s mine, put it with the others.”
“If it’s mine, put it with the rest.”
The mother went away tranquilly, seeing the youngster’s future assured, because this man so lavish in violence was equally so in generosity. In time there would be a bit of land and a good flock of sheep for the urchin.
The mother left peacefully, knowing the child's future was secure, because this man, who was abundant in violence, was equally generous. Eventually, there would be a piece of land and a good flock of sheep for the kid.
These adoptions at first aroused in Misia Petrona a little rebellion—the only ones of her life; but the centaur soon reduced her to terrified silence.
These adoptions initially stirred up a bit of rebellion in Misia Petrona—the only ones in her life; but the centaur quickly silenced her in fear.
“And you dare to complain of me, you weak cow! . . . A woman who has only given me daughters. You ought to be ashamed of yourself.”
“And you have the nerve to complain about me, you weak coward! . . . A woman who has only given me daughters. You should be ashamed of yourself.”
The same hand that negligently extracted from his pocket a wad of bills rolled into a ball, giving them away capriciously without knowing just how much, also wore a lash hanging from the wrist. It was supposed to be for his horse, but it was used with equal facility when any of his peons incurred his wrath.
The same hand that carelessly pulled a crumpled wad of cash from his pocket, giving it away randomly without even checking how much there was, also sported a whip hanging from his wrist. It was meant for his horse, but he used it just as easily when any of his workers annoyed him.
“I strike because I can,” he would say to pacify himself.
“I strike because I can,” he would say to calm himself.
One day, the man receiving the blow, took a step backward, hunting for the knife in his belt.
One day, the man who got hit took a step back, searching for the knife in his belt.
“You are not going to beat me, Patron. I was not born in these parts. . . . I come from Corrientes.”
“You're not going to beat me, Patron. I wasn't born around here. . . . I come from Corrientes.”
The Patron remained with upraised thong. “Is it true that you were not born here? . . . Then you are right; I cannot beat you. Here are five dollars for you.”
The Patron stood there with his whip raised. “Is it true that you weren't born here? . . . Then you’re right; I can’t hit you. Here’s five dollars for you.”
When Desnoyers came on the place, Madariaga was beginning to lose count of those who were under his dominion in the old Latin sense, and could take his blows. There were so many that confusion often reigned.
When Desnoyers arrived, Madariaga was starting to lose track of all those who were under his rule in the traditional Latin way and could handle his punches. There were so many that things often got chaotic.
The Frenchman admired the Patron’s expert eye for his business. It was enough for him to contemplate for a few moments a herd of cattle, to know its exact number. He would go galloping along with an indifferent air, around an immense group of horned and stamping beasts, and then would suddenly begin to separate the different animals. He had discovered that they were sick. With a buyer like Madariaga, all the tricks and sharp practice of the drovers came to naught.
The Frenchman admired the Patron’s sharp business sense. Just by looking at a herd of cattle for a few moments, he could tell exactly how many there were. He would ride by nonchalantly, circling an enormous group of horned and stomping animals, and then suddenly start sorting them out. He realized that some of them were sick. With a buyer like Madariaga, all the tricks and shady practices of the drovers added up to nothing.
His serenity before trouble was also admirable. A drought suddenly strewed his plains with dead cattle, making the land seem like an abandoned battlefield. Everywhere great black hulks. In the air, great spirals of crows coming from leagues away. At other times, it was the cold; an unexpected drop in the thermometer would cover the ground with dead bodies. Ten thousand animals, fifteen thousand, perhaps more, all perished!
His calmness in the face of adversity was impressive. A drought suddenly left his fields scattered with dead cattle, turning the land into what looked like a deserted battlefield. Huge black shapes everywhere. In the sky, massive whirlwinds of crows arriving from miles away. At other times, it was the cold; an unexpected drop in temperature would blanket the ground with dead bodies. Ten thousand animals, fifteen thousand, maybe even more, all perished!
“WHAT a knock-out!” Madariaga would exclaim with resignation. “Without such troubles, this earth would be a paradise. . . . Now, the thing to do is to save the skins!”
“WHAT a knockout!” Madariaga would say, giving in to the situation. “If it weren't for these troubles, this world would be a paradise… Now, the goal is to save ourselves!”
And he would rail against the false pride of the emigrants, against the new customs among the poor which prevented his securing enough hands to strip the victims quickly, so that thousands of hides had to be lost. Their bones whitened the earth like heaps of snow. The peoncitos (little peons) went around putting the skulls of cows with crumpled horns on the posts of the wire fences—a rustic decoration which suggested a procession of Grecian lyres.
And he would complain about the false pride of the immigrants, the new customs among the poor that made it hard for him to find enough workers to quickly strip the victims, causing thousands of hides to go to waste. Their bones littered the ground like piles of snow. The little workers went around placing the skulls of cows with twisted horns on the posts of the barbed wire fences—a rustic decoration that reminded one of a procession of Greek lyres.
“It is lucky that the land is left, anyway!” added the ranchman.
“It’s good that the land is still here, anyway!” added the rancher.
He loved to race around his immense fields when they were beginning to turn green in the late rains. He had been among the first to convert these virgin wastes into rich meadow-lands, supplementing the natural pasturage with alfalfa. Where one beast had found sustenance before, he now had three. “The table is set,” he would chuckle, “we must now go in search of the guests.” And he kept on buying, at ridiculous prices, herds dying of hunger in others’ uncultivated fields, constantly increasing his opulent lands and stock.
He loved to race around his huge fields when they started turning green in the late rains. He was one of the first to transform these untouched areas into rich meadows, adding alfalfa to the natural grazing. Where one animal could previously find food, he now had three. “The table is set,” he would chuckle, “now we need to go find the guests.” And he kept buying, at outrageous prices, herds starving in others’ uncultivated fields, continuously expanding his wealthy lands and livestock.
One morning Desnoyers saved his life. The old ranchman had raised his lash against a recently arrived peon who returned the attack, knife in hand. Madariaga was defending himself as best he could, convinced from one minute to another that he was going to receive the deadly knife-thrust—when Desnoyers arrived and, drawing his revolver, overcame and disarmed the adversary.
One morning, Desnoyers saved his life. The old rancher had raised his whip against a new laborer who fought back with a knife. Madariaga was defending himself as best as he could, convinced that at any moment he would be hit with a deadly knife stab—when Desnoyers showed up and, drawing his revolver, subdued and disarmed the attacker.
“Thanks, Frenchy,” said the ranchman, much touched. “You are an all-round man, and I am going to reward you. From this day I shall speak to you as I do to my family.”
“Thanks, Frenchy,” said the rancher, genuinely moved. “You’re a true all-rounder, and I’m going to reward you. From now on, I’ll talk to you like I do to my family.”
Desnoyers did not know just what this familiar talk might amount to, for his employer was so peculiar. Certain personal favors, nevertheless, immediately began to improve his position. He was no longer allowed to eat in the administration building, the proprietor insisting imperiously that henceforth Desnoyers should sit at his own table, and thus he was admitted into the intimate life of the Madariaga family.
Desnoyers wasn’t sure what this familiar conversation could lead to, since his boss was so unusual. Still, some personal favors quickly started to enhance his situation. He wasn’t allowed to eat in the administration building anymore; the owner insisted firmly that from now on, Desnoyers should sit at his own table, and in doing so, he was welcomed into the close-knit life of the Madariaga family.
The wife was always silent when her husband was present. She was used to rising in the middle of the night in order to oversee the breakfasts of the peons, the distribution of biscuit, and the boiling of the great black kettles of coffee or shrub tea. She looked after the chattering and lazy maids who so easily managed to get lost in the nearby groves. In the kitchen, too, she made her authority felt like a regular house-mistress, but the minute that she heard her husband’s voice she shrank into a respectful and timorous silence. Upon sitting down at table, the China would look at him with devoted submission, her great, round eyes fixed on him, like an owl’s. Desnoyers felt that in this mute admiration was mingled great astonishment at the energy with which the ranchman, already over seventy, was continuing to bring new occupants to live on his demesne.
The wife always stayed quiet when her husband was around. She was used to getting up in the middle of the night to manage the breakfasts for the workers, distribute biscuits, and boil the big black kettles of coffee or shrub tea. She took care of the chatty and lazy maids who easily got lost in the nearby groves. In the kitchen, she made her authority known like a true house-mistress, but the moment she heard her husband’s voice, she shrank into a respectful and timid silence. When sitting at the table, she would gaze at him with devoted submission, her large, round eyes fixed on him like an owl’s. Desnoyers sensed that in this silent admiration was deep astonishment at the energy with which the rancher, already over seventy, continued to bring new people to live on his estate.
The two daughters, Luisa and Elena, accepted with enthusiasm the new arrival who came to enliven the monotonous conversations in the dining room, so often cut short by their father’s wrathful outbursts. Besides, he was from Paris. “Paris!” sighed Elena, the younger one, rolling her eyes. And Desnoyers was henceforth consulted in all matters of style every time they ordered any “confections” from the shops of Buenos Aires.
The two daughters, Luisa and Elena, eagerly welcomed the new arrival who brought some excitement to the dull conversations in the dining room, which were often interrupted by their father’s angry outbursts. Besides, he was from Paris. “Paris!” sighed Elena, the younger one, rolling her eyes. From then on, Desnoyers was consulted on all things stylish whenever they ordered any “treats” from the shops in Buenos Aires.
The interior of the house reflected the different tastes of the two generations. The girls had a parlor with a few handsome pieces of furniture placed against the cracked walls, and some showy lamps that were never lighted. The father, with his boorishness, often invaded this room so cherished and admired by the two sisters, making the carpets look shabby and faded under his muddy boot-tracks. Upon the gilt centre-table, he loved to lay his lash. Samples of maize scattered its grains over a silk sofa which the young ladies tried to keep very choice, as though they feared it might break.
The inside of the house showed the different styles of the two generations. The girls had a parlor with a few nice pieces of furniture set against the cracked walls, and some flashy lamps that were never turned on. Their father, with his crude behavior, often barged into this room that the two sisters treasured and admired, making the carpets look worn and faded under his muddy boot prints. On the ornate center table, he would like to lay down his whip. Samples of corn scattered grains over a silk sofa that the young ladies tried to keep in pristine condition, as if they were afraid it might break.
Near the entrance to the dining room was a weighing machine, and Madariaga became furious when his daughters asked him to remove it to the offices. He was not going to trouble himself to go outside every time that he wanted to know the weight of a leather skin! . . . A piano came into the ranch, and Elena passed the hours practising exercises with desperate good will. “Heavens and earth! She might at least play the Jota or the Perican, or some other lively Spanish dance!” And the irate father, at the hour of siesta, betook himself to the nearby eucalyptus trees, to sleep upon his poncho.
Near the entrance to the dining room was a scale, and Madariaga got really angry when his daughters asked him to move it to the offices. He wasn't going to bother going outside every time he wanted to check the weight of a leather hide! . . . A piano arrived at the ranch, and Elena spent hours practicing exercises with intense determination. “Goodness! She could at least play the Jota or the Perican, or some other lively Spanish dance!” And the furious father, during siesta time, headed to the nearby eucalyptus trees to nap on his poncho.
This younger daughter whom he dubbed La Romantica, was the special victim of his wrath and ridicule. Where had she picked up so many tastes which he and his good China never had had? Music books were piled on the piano. In a corner of the absurd parlor were some wooden boxes that had held preserves, which the ranch carpenter had been made to press into service as a bookcase.
This younger daughter, whom he called La Romantica, was the main target of his anger and mockery. Where did she develop so many interests that he and his fine china never had? Music books were stacked on the piano. In a corner of the silly living room were some wooden boxes that had contained preserves, which the ranch carpenter had been forced to use as a bookcase.
“Look here, Frenchy,” scoffed Madariaga. “All these are novels and poems! Pure lies! . . . Hot air!”
“Listen up, Frenchy,” Madariaga mocked. “All of these are just novels and poems! Total fabrications! . . . Nonsense!”
He had his private library, vastly more important and glorious, and occupying less space. In his desk, adorned with guns, thongs, and chaps studded with silver, was a little compartment containing deeds and various legal documents which the ranchman surveyed with great pride.
He had his private library, which was much more important and impressive, and took up less space. In his desk, decorated with guns, leather straps, and silver-studded chaps, was a small compartment holding deeds and various legal documents that the rancher looked over with great pride.
“Pay attention, now and hear marvellous things,” announced the master to Desnoyers, as he took out one of his memorandum books.
“Pay attention, now and hear wonderful things,” the master announced to Desnoyers as he pulled out one of his notebooks.
This volume contained the pedigree of the famous animals which had improved his breeds of stock, the genealogical trees, the patents of nobility of his aristocratic beasts. He would have to read its contents to him since he did not permit even his family to touch these records. And with his spectacles on the end of his nose, he would spell out the credentials of each animal celebrity. “Diamond III, grandson of Diamond I, owned by the King of England, son of Diamond II, winner in the races.” His Diamond had cost him many thousands, but the finest horses on the ranch, those which brought the most marvellous prices, were his descendants.
This volume contained the lineage of the famous animals that had enhanced his livestock breeds, the family trees, and the nobility certificates of his aristocratic creatures. He would need to read it to him since he didn’t allow even his family to handle these records. With his glasses perched on the tip of his nose, he would carefully read out the credentials of each animal star. “Diamond III, grandson of Diamond I, owned by the King of England, son of Diamond II, a race winner.” His Diamond had cost him many thousands, but the finest horses on the ranch, those that fetched the highest prices, were his descendants.
“That horse had more sense than most people. He only lacked the power to talk. He’s the one that’s stuffed, near the door of the parlor. The girls wanted him thrown out. . . . Just let them dare to touch him! I’d chuck them out first!”
“That horse was smarter than most people. He just couldn't talk. He’s the one that’s stuffed, near the parlor door. The girls wanted him thrown out. . . . Let them try to touch him! I’d kick them out first!”
Then he would continue reading the history of a dynasty of bulls with distinctive names and a succession of Roman numbers, the same as kings—animals acquired by the stubborn ranchman in the great cattle fairs of England. He had never been there, but he had used the cable in order to compete in pounds sterling with the British owners who wished to keep such valuable stock in their own country. Thanks to these blue-blooded sires that had crossed the ocean with all the luxury of millionaire passengers, he had been able to exhibit in the concourses of Buenos Aires animals which were veritable towers of meat, edible elephants with their sides as fit and sleek as a table.
Then he would keep reading about a dynasty of bulls with unique names and a series of Roman numerals, just like kings—animals bought by the determined rancher at the big cattle fairs in England. He had never been there, but he had used telegraphs to compete in pounds sterling with the British owners who wanted to keep such valuable stock in their own country. Thanks to these prestigious sires that had crossed the ocean in the luxury of millionaire passengers, he had been able to showcase in the exhibitions of Buenos Aires animals that were true towers of meat, massive creatures with sides as fit and smooth as a table.
“That book amounts to something! Don’t you think so, Frenchy? It is worth more than all those pictures of moons, lakes, lovers and other gewgaws that my Romantica puts on the walls to catch the dust.”
“That book means something! Don’t you think so, Frenchy? It’s worth more than all those pictures of moons, lakes, lovers, and other trinkets that my Romantica hangs on the walls to collect dust.”
And he would point out, in contrast, the precious diplomas which were adorning his desk, the metal vases and other trophies won in the fairs by the descendants of his blooded stock.
And he would point out, in contrast, the valuable diplomas that decorated his desk, the metal vases, and other trophies earned at the fairs by the descendants of his pedigree.
Luisa, the elder daughter, called Chicha, in the South American fashion, was much more respected by her father. “She is my poor China right over again,” he said, “the same good nature, and the same faculty for work, but more of a lady.” Desnoyers entirely agreed with him, and yet the father’s description seemed to him weak and incomplete. He could not admit that the pale, modest girl with the great black eyes and smile of childish mischief bore the slightest resemblance to the respectable matron who had brought her into existence.
Luisa, the older daughter, nicknamed Chicha in the South American way, was much more respected by her father. “She is my poor China all over again,” he said, “with the same good nature and the same work ethic, but more of a lady.” Desnoyers completely agreed with him, but he found the father’s description lacking and insufficient. He couldn’t accept that the pale, modest girl with the big black eyes and a playful, childish smile resembled the respectable woman who had given her life.
The great fiesta for Chicha was the Sunday mass. It represented a journey of three leagues to the nearest village, a weekly contact with people unlike those of the ranch. A carriage drawn by four horses took the senora and the two senoritas in the latest suits and hats arrived, via Buenos Aires, from Europe. At the suggestion of Chicha, Desnoyers accompanied them in the capacity of driver.
The big celebration for Chicha was the Sunday mass. It involved a three-league journey to the nearest village, a weekly chance to interact with people different from those on the ranch. A carriage pulled by four horses brought the señora and the two señoritas, dressed in the latest styles and hats, which had come from Europe via Buenos Aires. Following Chicha's suggestion, Desnoyers joined them as the driver.
The father remained at home, taking advantage of this opportunity to survey his fields in their Sunday solitude, thus keeping a closer oversight on the shiftlessness of his hands. He was very religious—“Religion and good manners, you know.” But had he not given thousands of dollars toward building the neighboring church? A man of his fortune should not be submitted to the same obligations as ragamuffins!
The father stayed home, using the chance to check on his fields in their Sunday quiet, keeping a closer eye on the laziness of his workers. He was very religious—“Religion and good manners, you know.” But hadn’t he donated thousands of dollars to build the nearby church? A man of his wealth shouldn’t be held to the same standards as the broke!
During the Sunday lunch the young ladies were apt to make comments upon the persons and merits of the young men of the village and neighboring ranches, who had lingered at the church door in order to chat with them.
During the Sunday lunch, the young ladies often commented on the guys and their qualities from the village and nearby ranches, who hung around the church door to chat with them.
“Don’t fool yourselves, girls!” observed the father shrewdly. “You believe that they want you for your elegance, don’t you? . . . What those shameless fellows really want are the dollars of old Madariaga, and once they had them, they would probably give you a daily beating.”
“Don’t kid yourselves, girls!” the father pointed out cleverly. “You think they’re interested in you for your elegance, right? . . . What those shameless guys really want is old Madariaga’s money, and once they got it, they’d probably give you a beating every day.”
For a while the ranch received numerous visitors. Some were young men of the neighborhood who arrived on spirited steeds, performing all kinds of tricks of fancy horsemanship. They wanted to see Don Julio on the most absurd pretexts, and at the same time improved the opportunity to chat with Chicha and Luisa. At other times they were youths from Buenos Aires asking for a lodging at the ranch, as they were just passing by. Don Madariaga would growl—
For a while, the ranch had a lot of visitors. Some were young guys from the area who showed up on lively horses, doing all kinds of fancy tricks. They came up with the most ridiculous reasons to see Don Julio, while also seizing the chance to talk to Chicha and Luisa. Other times, they were young men from Buenos Aires looking for a place to stay at the ranch since they were just passing through. Don Madariaga would grumble—
“Another good-for-nothing scamp who comes in search of the Spanish ranchman! If he doesn’t move on soon . . . I’ll kick him out!”
“Another worthless troublemaker looking for the Spanish rancher! If he doesn’t leave soon . . . I’ll throw him out!”
But the suitor did not stand long on the order of his going, intimidated by the ominous silence of the Patron. This silence, of late, had persisted in an alarming manner, in spite of the fact that the ranch was no longer receiving visitors. Madariaga appeared abstracted, and all the family, including Desnoyers, respected and feared this taciturnity. He ate, scowling, with lowered head. Suddenly he would raise his eyes, looking at Chicha, then at Desnoyers, finally fixing them upon his wife as though asking her to give an account of things.
But the suitor didn’t hesitate long about leaving, feeling intimidated by the heavy silence of the Patron. This silence had recently become alarming, even though the ranch was no longer hosting visitors. Madariaga seemed distracted, and the whole family, including Desnoyers, both respected and feared this quietness. He ate, frowning, with his head down. Suddenly, he would lift his gaze, looking at Chicha, then at Desnoyers, finally locking eyes with his wife as if silently requesting her to explain what was going on.
His Romantica simply did not exist for him. The only notice that he ever took of her was to give an ironical snort when he happened to see her leaning at sunset against the doorway, looking at the reddening glow—one elbow on the door frame and her cheek in her hand, in imitation of the posture of a certain white lady that she had seen in a chromo, awaiting the knight of her dreams.
His Romantica simply didn’t exist for him. The only acknowledgment he ever gave her was an ironic snort when he happened to see her leaning against the doorway at sunset, gazing at the reddening glow—one elbow on the door frame and her cheek resting in her hand, mimicking the pose of a certain lady in a print, waiting for the knight of her dreams.
Desnoyers had been five years in the house when one day he entered his master’s private office with the brusque air of a timid person who has suddenly reached a decision.
Desnoyers had been in the house for five years when one day he walked into his boss’s private office with the abrupt attitude of someone shy who has just made up their mind.
“Don Julio, I am going to leave and I would like our accounts settled.”
“Don Julio, I’m about to leave, and I’d like to settle our accounts.”
Madariaga looked at him slyly. “Going to leave, eh? . . . What for?” But in vain he repeated his questions. The Frenchman was floundering through a series of incoherent explanations—“I’m going; I’ve got to go.”
Madariaga looked at him with a smirk. “Leaving, huh? . . . Why?” But no matter how many times he asked, it was no use. The Frenchman was struggling to give a clear answer—“I’m going; I have to go.”
“Ah, you thief, you false prophet!” shouted the ranchman in stentorian tones.
“Ah, you thief, you fake prophet!” shouted the rancher in a loud voice.
But Desnoyers did not quail before the insults. He had often heard his Patron use these same words when holding somebody up to ridicule, or haggling with certain cattle drovers.
But Desnoyers didn't flinch in the face of the insults. He had often heard his Patron use those same words when mocking someone or negotiating with certain cattle drovers.
“Ah, you thief, you false prophet! Do you suppose that I do not know why you are going? Do you suppose old Madariaga has not seen your languishing looks and those of my dead fly of a daughter, clasping each others’ hands in the presence of poor China who is blinded in her judgment? . . . It’s not such a bad stroke, Frenchy. By it, you would be able to get possession of half of the old Spaniard’s dollars, and then say that you had made it in America.”
“Ah, you thief, you liar! Do you really think I don’t know why you’re leaving? Do you really think old Madariaga hasn’t noticed the way you and my dead daughter look at each other, holding hands right in front of poor China, who can’t see the truth? . . . It’s not such a bad plan, Frenchy. With this, you could grab half of the old Spaniard’s money, and then claim you earned it in America.”
And while he was storming, or rather howling, all this, he had grasped his lash and with the butt end kept poking his manager in the stomach with such insistence that it might be construed in an affectionate or hostile way.
And while he was ranting, or rather yelling, all this, he had grabbed his whip and with the handle kept jabbing his manager in the stomach with such persistence that it could be seen as friendly or aggressive.
“For this reason I have come to bid you good-bye,” said Desnoyers haughtily. “I know that my love is absurd, and I wish to leave.”
“For this reason I’ve come to say goodbye,” Desnoyers said arrogantly. “I know my love is ridiculous, and I want to leave.”
“The gentleman would go away,” the ranchman continued spluttering. “The gentleman believes that here one can do what one pleases! No, siree! Here nobody commands but old Madariaga, and I order you to stay. . . . Ah, these women! They only serve to antagonize men. And yet we can’t live without them!” . . .
“The guy would just leave,” the rancher kept sputtering. “The guy thinks he can do whatever he wants here! Nope! The only one in charge around here is old Madariaga, and I’m telling you to stay. . . . Ah, these women! They just seem to stir up trouble for men. And still, we can’t live without them!” . . .
He took several turns up and down the room, as though his last words were making him think of something very different from what he had just been saying. Desnoyers looked uneasily at the thong which was still hanging from his wrist. Suppose he should attempt to whip him as he did the peons? . . . He was still undecided whether to hold his own against a man who had always treated him with benevolence or, while his back was turned, to take refuge in discreet flight, when the ranchman planted himself before him.
He walked back and forth in the room, as if his last words made him think of something completely different from what he had just said. Desnoyers glanced nervously at the strap still hanging from his wrist. What if he tried to whip him like he did with the workers? ... He was still unsure whether to stand his ground against a man who had always been kind to him, or, while his back was turned, to discreetly escape, when the rancher positioned himself in front of him.
“You really love her, really?” he asked. “Are you sure that she loves you? Be careful what you say, for love is blind and deceitful. I, too, when I married my China was crazy about her. Do you love her, honestly and truly? . . . Well then, take her, you devilish Frenchy. Somebody has to take her, and may she not turn out a weak cow like her mother! . . . Let us have the ranch full of grandchildren!”
“You really love her, right?” he asked. “Are you sure she loves you back? Be careful what you say, because love can be blind and deceptive. I was also head over heels for my China when I married her. Do you truly love her? ... Well then, go for it, you charming Frenchman. Someone has to be with her, and hopefully, she won't end up being a pushover like her mom! ... Let’s fill the ranch with grandkids!”
In voicing this stock-raiser’s wish, again appeared the great breeder of beasts and men. And as though he considered it necessary to explain his concession, he added—“I do all this because I like you; and I like you because you are serious.”
In expressing this stock-raiser’s wish, the great breeder of animals and humans showed up again. And as if he felt the need to justify his agreement, he added—“I do all this because I like you; and I like you because you’re serious.”
Again the Frenchman was plunged in doubt, not knowing in just what this greatly appreciated seriousness consisted.
Again, the Frenchman was deep in doubt, unsure of what this highly valued seriousness was all about.
At his wedding, Desnoyers thought much of his mother. If only the poor old woman could witness this extraordinary stroke of good fortune! But she had died the year before, believing her son enormously rich because he had been sending her sixty dollars every month, taken from the wages that he had earned on the ranch.
At his wedding, Desnoyers thought a lot about his mother. If only the poor woman could see this incredible stroke of luck! But she had passed away the year before, thinking her son was very wealthy because he had been sending her sixty dollars every month, taken from the pay he earned at the ranch.
Desnoyers’ entrance into the family made his father-in-law pay less attention to business.
Desnoyers’ arrival into the family made his father-in-law less focused on business.
City life, with all its untried enchantments and snares, now attracted Madariaga, and he began to speak with contempt of country women, poorly groomed and inspiring him with disgust. He had given up his cowboy attire, and was displaying with childish satisfaction, the new suits in which a tailor of the Capital was trying to disguise him. When Elena wished to accompany him to Buenos Aires, he would wriggle out of it, trumping up some absorbing business. “No; you go with your mother.”
City life, with all its unknown charms and traps, now fascinated Madariaga, and he started to speak with disdain about country women, who he found unkempt and repulsive. He had ditched his cowboy clothes and was proudly showing off the new suits that a tailor from the Capital was trying to put him in. When Elena wanted to join him in Buenos Aires, he would find a way to avoid it, making up some urgent business. “No; you go with your mother.”
The fate of his fields and flocks gave him no uneasiness. His fortune, managed by Desnoyers, was in good hands.
The fate of his fields and livestock didn't worry him. His fortune, handled by Desnoyers, was in good hands.
“He is very serious,” again affirmed the old Spaniard to his family assembled in the dining roam—“as serious as I am. . . . Nobody can make a fool of him!”
“He is very serious,” the old Spaniard reiterated to his family gathered in the dining room—“as serious as I am. . . . Nobody can make a fool of him!”
And finally the Frenchman concluded that when his father-in-law spoke of seriousness he was referring to his strength of character. According to the spontaneous declaration of Madariaga, he had, from the very first day that he had dealings with Desnoyers, perceived in him a nature like his own, more hard and firm perhaps, but without splurges of eccentricities. On this account he had treated him with such extraordinary circumspection, foreseeing that a clash between the two could never be adjusted. Their only disagreements were about the expenses established by Madariaga during his regime. Since the son-in-law was managing the ranches, the work was costing less, and the people working more diligently;—and that, too, without yells, and without strong words and deeds, with only his presence and brief orders.
And finally, the Frenchman realized that when his father-in-law talked about seriousness, he meant his strong character. According to Madariaga’s spontaneous comment, from the very first day he dealt with Desnoyers, he saw a nature in him similar to his own—perhaps harder and firmer, but without any eccentricities. Because of this, he treated him with exceptional caution, knowing that a conflict between them could never be resolved. Their only disagreements were about the costs set by Madariaga during his time in charge. Since the son-in-law was managing the ranches, the work was becoming cheaper, and the workers were putting in more effort—without shouting, strong words, or actions, just with his presence and brief commands.
The old man was the only one defending the capricious system of a blow followed by a gift. He revolted against a minute and mechanical administration, always the same, without any arbitrary extravagance or good-natured tyranny. Very frequently some of the half-breed peons whom a malicious public supposed to be closely related to the ranchman, would present themselves before Desnoyers with, “Senor Manager, the old Patron say that you are to give me five dollars.” The Senor Manager would refuse, and soon after Madariaga would rush in in a furious temper, but measuring his words, nevertheless, remembering that his son-in-law’s disposition was as serious as his own.
The old man was the only one defending the unpredictable system of punishment followed by a reward. He rebelled against a routine and mechanical administration, always the same, without any arbitrary excess or good-hearted tyranny. Very often, some of the mixed-race workers, whom a spiteful public believed to be closely related to the rancher, would come to Desnoyers saying, “Mr. Manager, the old Patron says you’re supposed to give me five dollars.” The Mr. Manager would decline, and soon after, Madariaga would burst in, furious, but carefully choosing his words, remembering that his son-in-law shared his serious demeanor.
“I like you very much, my son, but here no one overrules me. . . . Ah, Frenchy, you are like all the rest of your countrymen! Once you get your claws on a penny, it goes into your stocking, and nevermore sees the light of day, even though they crucify you. . . ! Did I say five dollars? Give him ten. I command it and that is enough.”
“I like you a lot, my son, but no one runs the show here but me. . . . Ah, Frenchy, you’re just like all the other people from your country! Once you grab a penny, it goes into your savings, never to see the light of day again, even if it kills you. . . ! Did I say five dollars? Give him ten. I’m ordering it, and that’s all there is to it.”
The Frenchman paid, shrugging his shoulders, whilst his father-in-law, satisfied with his triumph, fled to Buenos Aires. It was a good thing to have it well understood that the ranch still belonged to Madariaga, the Spaniard.
The Frenchman paid, shrugging his shoulders, while his father-in-law, pleased with his victory, rushed off to Buenos Aires. It was reassuring to have it clearly stated that the ranch still belonged to Madariaga, the Spaniard.
From one of these trips, he returned with a companion, a young German who, according to him, knew everything and could do everything. His son-in-law was working too hard. This Karl Hartrott would assist him in the bookkeeping. Desnoyers accepted the situation, and in a few days felt increasing esteem for the new incumbent.
From one of these trips, he came back with a friend, a young German who, according to him, knew everything and could do anything. His son-in-law was overworked. This Karl Hartrott would help him with the bookkeeping. Desnoyers went along with it, and in a few days, he started to feel more and more respect for the new addition.
Although they belonged to two unfriendly nations, it didn’t matter. There are good people everywhere, and this Karl was a subordinate worth considering. He kept his distance from his equals, and was hard and inflexible toward his inferiors. All his faculties seemed concentrated in service and admiration for those above him. Scarcely would Madariaga open his lips before the German’s head began nodding in agreement, anticipating his words. If he said anything funny, his clerk’s laugh would break forth in scandalous roars. With Desnoyers he appeared more taciturn, working without stopping for hours at a time. As soon as he saw the manager entering the office he would leap from his seat, holding himself erect with military precision. He was always ready to do anything whatever. Unasked, he spied on the workmen, reporting their carelessness and mistakes. This last service did not especially please his superior officer, but he appreciated it as a sign of interest in the establishment.
Although they came from two unfriendly countries, it didn’t matter. There are good people everywhere, and this Karl was a subordinate worth considering. He kept his distance from his peers and was tough and unyielding toward those beneath him. All his energy seemed focused on serving and admiring those above him. Madariaga would barely open his mouth before the German’s head began to nod in agreement, anticipating his words. If he said anything amusing, his clerk's laughter would erupt in loud, uncontrollable roars. With Desnoyers, he seemed more reserved, working tirelessly for hours. As soon as he saw the manager entering the office, he would spring from his seat, standing tall with military precision. He was always ready to do anything. Without being asked, he observed the workers, reporting their carelessness and mistakes. His superior officer didn’t particularly appreciate this last service, but he recognized it as a sign of interest in the company.
The old man bragged triumphantly of the new acquisition, urging his son-in-law also to rejoice.
The old man proudly boasted about the new purchase, encouraging his son-in-law to celebrate as well.
“A very useful fellow, isn’t he? . . . These gringoes from Germany work well, know a good many things and cost little. Then, too, so disciplined! so servile! . . . I am sorry to praise him so to you because you are a Frenchy, and your nation has in them a very powerful enemy. His people are a hard-shelled race.”
“A very useful guy, isn’t he? . . . These gringos from Germany work hard, know a lot, and don’t cost much. Plus, they’re so disciplined! So submissive! . . . I hate to praise him so much in front of you because you’re French, and your country sees them as a strong rival. His people are a tough crowd.”
Desnoyers replied with a shrug of indifference. His country was far away, and so was Germany. Who knew if they would ever return! . . . They were both Argentinians now, and ought to interest themselves in present affairs and not bother about the past.
Desnoyers shrugged, showing no concern. His home country was far away, and so was Germany. Who knew if they would ever go back! . . . They were both Argentinians now and should focus on current events instead of worrying about the past.
“And how little pride they have!” sneered Madariaga in an ironical tone. “Every one of these gringoes when he is a clerk at the Capital sweeps the shop, prepares the meals, keeps the books, sells to the customers, works the typewriter, translates four or five languages, and dances attendance on the proprietor’s lady friend, as though she were a grand senora . . . all for twenty-five dollars a month. Who can compete with such people! You, Frenchy, you are like me, very serious, and would die of hunger before passing through certain things. But, mark my words, on this very account they are going to become a terrible people!”
“And how little pride they have!” sneered Madariaga in an ironic tone. “Every one of these gringos, when they’re a clerk in the Capital, sweeps the shop, prepares the meals, keeps the books, sells to customers, works the typewriter, translates four or five languages, and caters to the boss’s girlfriend, as if she were a grand lady... all for twenty-five dollars a month. Who can compete with people like that! You, Frenchy, you’re like me, very serious, and would rather starve than go through certain things. But, mark my words, because of this, they are going to become a formidable people!”
After brief reflection, the ranchman added:
After a moment of thought, the rancher added:
“Perhaps they are not so good as they seem. Just see how they treat those under them! It may be that they affect this simplicity without having it, and when they grin at receiving a kick, they are saying inside, ‘Just wait till my turn comes, and I’ll give you three!’”
“Maybe they’re not as great as they look. Just watch how they treat those below them! They might pretend to be simple and humble, but when they smile after taking a hit, inside they're thinking, ‘Just wait until it’s my turn, and I’ll get back at you!’”
Then he suddenly seemed to repent of his suspicions.
Then he suddenly appeared to regret his suspicions.
“At any rate, this Karl is a poor fellow, a mealy-mouthed simpleton who the minute I say anything opens his jaws like a fly-catcher. He insists that he comes of a great family, but who knows anything about these gringoes? . . . All of us, dead with hunger when we reach America, claim to be sons of princes.”
“At any rate, this Karl is a poor guy, a wishy-washy simpleton who the moment I say anything, opens his mouth wide like a flycatcher. He insists that he comes from a noble family, but who really knows anything about these gringos? … All of us, starving when we reach America, claim to be sons of princes.”
Madariaga had placed himself on a familiar footing with his Teutonic treasure, not through gratitude as with Desnoyers, but in order to make him feel his inferiority. He had also introduced him on an equal footing in his home, but only that he might give piano lessons to his younger daughter. The Romantica was no longer framing herself in the doorway—in the gloaming watching the sunset reflections. When Karl had finished his work in the office, he was now coming to the house and seating himself beside Elena, who was tinkling away with a persistence worthy of a better fate. At the end of the hour the German, accompanying himself on the piano, would sing fragments from Wagner in such a way that it put Madariaga to sleep in his armchair with his great Paraguay cigar sticking out of his mouth.
Madariaga had established a familiar relationship with his German associate, not out of gratitude like with Desnoyers, but to make him aware of his inferiority. He had also welcomed him into his home as an equal, but only so he could give piano lessons to his younger daughter. The Romantica was no longer standing in the doorway during twilight, watching the sunset reflections. Once Karl finished his work in the office, he would come over and sit beside Elena, who was playing the piano persistently, deserving of a better fate. By the end of the hour, the German would accompany himself on the piano, singing excerpts from Wagner in a way that made Madariaga doze off in his armchair, his large Paraguay cigar hanging from his mouth.
Elena meanwhile was contemplating with increasing interest the singing gringo. He was not the knight of her dreams awaited by the fair lady. He was almost a servant, a blond immigrant with reddish hair, fat, heavy, and with bovine eyes that reflected an eternal fear of disagreeing with his chiefs. But day by day, she was finding in him something which rather modified these impressions—his feminine fairness, except where he was burned by the sun, the increasingly martial aspect of his moustachios, the agility with which he mounted his horse, his air of a troubadour, intoning with a rather weak tenor voluptuous romances whose words she did not understand.
Elena was increasingly captivated by the singing gringo. He wasn’t the knight of her dreams that a fair lady would hope for. He was more like a servant, a blond immigrant with reddish hair, overweight, and dumpy, with big eyes that showed a constant fear of upsetting his bosses. But day by day, she was discovering something that changed her initial impressions—his delicate features, except where the sun had burned his skin, the growing soldierly look of his mustache, the way he effortlessly mounted his horse, and his troubadour vibe as he sang sultry romances in a weak tenor with words she didn’t understand.
One night, just before supper, the impressionable girl announced with a feverish excitement which she could no longer repress that she had made a grand discovery.
One night, just before dinner, the impressionable girl announced with a feverish excitement that she could no longer hold back that she had made a big discovery.
“Papa, Karl is of noble birth! He belongs to a great family.”
“Dad, Karl is from a noble family! He comes from a distinguished lineage.”
The plainsman made a gesture of indifference. Other things were vexing him in those days. But during the evening, feeling the necessity of venting on somebody the wrath which had been gnawing at his vitals since his last trip to Buenos Aires, he interrupted the singer.
The plainsman shrugged, showing he didn't care. Other issues were bothering him during that time. But in the evening, feeling the need to take out the anger that had been eating at him since his last trip to Buenos Aires, he interrupted the singer.
“See here, gringo, what is all this nonsense about nobility which you have been telling my girl?”
“Look, dude, what’s all this nonsense about nobility that you’ve been telling my girl?”
Karl left the piano that he might draw himself up to the approved military position before responding. Under the influence of his recent song, his pose suggested Lohengrin about to reveal the secret of his life. His father had been General von Hartrott, one of the commanders in the war of ‘70. The Emperor had rewarded his services by giving him a title. One of his uncles was an intimate councillor of the King of Prussia. His older brothers were conspicuous in the most select regiments. He had carried a sword as a lieutenant.
Karl stepped away from the piano to straighten up into the proper military stance before replying. Influenced by his recent song, his posture resembled Lohengrin just before revealing the secret of his life. His father was General von Hartrott, one of the commanders in the war of '70. The Emperor honored his service by granting him a title. One of his uncles was a close advisor to the King of Prussia. His older brothers stood out in the most prestigious regiments. He had carried a sword as a lieutenant.
Bored with all this grandeur, Madariaga interrupted him. “Lies . . . nonsense . . . hot air!” The very idea of a gringo talking to him about nobility! . . . He had left Europe when very young in order to cast in his lot with the revolting democracies of America, and although nobility now seemed to him something out-of-date and incomprehensible, still he stoutly maintained that the only true nobility was that of his own country. He would yield first place to the gringoes for the invention of machinery and ships, and for breeding priceless animals, but all the Counts and Marquises of Gringo-land appeared to him to be fictitious characters.
Bored with all this grandeur, Madariaga interrupted him. “Lies... nonsense... hot air!” The very idea of a foreigner talking to him about nobility! He had left Europe when he was very young to join the revolting democracies of America, and even though nobility now seemed outdated and incomprehensible to him, he firmly believed that the only true nobility was that of his own country. He would give the foreigners credit for inventing machinery and ships, and for breeding valuable animals, but all the Counts and Marquises of their land seemed to him like fictional characters.
“All tomfoolery!” he blustered. “There isn’t any nobility in your country, nor have you five dollars all told to rub against each other. If you had, you wouldn’t come over here to play the gallant to women who are . . . you know what they are as well as I do.”
“All nonsense!” he shouted. “There’s no nobility in your country, nor do you have five dollars to your name. If you did, you wouldn’t come here playing the hero to women who are... you know what they are just as well as I do.”
To the astonishment of Desnoyers, the German received this onslaught with much humility, nodding his head in agreement with the Patron’s last words.
To Desnoyers' surprise, the German took this attack with a lot of humility, nodding in agreement with the Patron's final words.
“If there’s any truth in all this twaddle about titles,” continued Madariaga implacably, “swords and uniforms, what did you come here for? What in the devil did you do in your own country that you had to leave it?”
“If there’s any truth in all this nonsense about titles,” continued Madariaga firmly, “swords and uniforms, why did you come here? What on earth did you do in your own country that made you leave it?”
Now Karl hung his head, confused and stuttering.
Now Karl hung his head, feeling lost and stammering.
“Papa, papa,” pleaded Elena. “The poor little fellow! How can you humiliate him so just because he is poor?”
“Dad, Dad,” Elena begged. “That poor kid! How can you humiliate him just because he’s poor?”
And she felt a deep gratitude toward her brother-in-law when he broke through his usual reserve in order to come to the rescue of the German.
And she felt a deep gratitude toward her brother-in-law when he stepped out of his usual shell to come to the rescue of the German.
“Oh, yes, of course, he’s a good-enough fellow,” said Madariaga, excusing himself. “But he comes from a land that I detest.”
“Oh, yes, of course, he’s a decent enough guy,” said Madariaga, making an excuse. “But he comes from a place that I can’t stand.”
When Desnoyers made a trip to Buenos Aires a few days afterward, the cause of the old man’s wrath was explained. It appeared that for some months past Madariaga had been the financial guarantor and devoted swain of a German prima donna stranded in South America with an Italian opera company. It was she who had recommended Karl—an unfortunate countryman, who after wandering through many parts of the continent, was now living with her as a sort of gentlemanly singer. Madariaga had joyously expended upon this courtesan many thousands of dollars. A childish enthusiasm had accompanied him in this novel existence midst urban dissipations until he happened to discover that his Fraulein was leading another life during his absence, laughing at him with the parasites of her retinue; whereupon he arose in his wrath and bade her farewell to the accompaniment of blows and broken furniture.
When Desnoyers visited Buenos Aires a few days later, the reason for the old man’s anger was revealed. It turned out that for the past few months, Madariaga had been financially supporting and pursuing a German prima donna who was stuck in South America with an Italian opera company. She was the one who had recommended Karl—an unfortunate fellow who, after traveling through various parts of the continent, was now living with her as a sort of classy singer. Madariaga had happily spent thousands of dollars on this woman. He had approached this new lifestyle with a childlike enthusiasm amidst the city's indulgences until he discovered that his Fraulein was living another life in his absence, mocking him with the leeches in her circle; at which point, he became furious and ended things with her, resulting in a scene of shouting and broken furniture.
The last adventure of his life! . . . Desnoyers suspected his abdication upon hearing him admit his age, for the first time. He did not intend to return to the capital. It was all false glitter. Existence in the country, surrounded by all his family and doing good to the poor was the only sure thing. And the terrible centaur expressed himself with the idyllic tenderness and firm virtue of seventy-five years, already insensible to temptation.
The last adventure of his life! . . . Desnoyers sensed his resignation when he heard him acknowledge his age for the first time. He had no plans to go back to the city. It was all just a façade. Life in the countryside, surrounded by his family and helping the less fortunate, was the only real certainty. And the formidable centaur spoke with the gentle warmth and strong moral conviction of seventy-five, now immune to temptation.
After his scene with Karl, he had increased the German’s salary, trying as usual, to counteract the effects of his violent outbreaks with generosity. That which he could not forget was his dependent’s nobility, constantly making it the subject of new jests. That glorious boast had brought to his mind the genealogical trees of the illustrious ancestry of his prize cattle. The German was a pedigreed fellow, and thenceforth he called him by that nickname.
After his scene with Karl, he had raised the German’s salary, trying as usual to offset the effects of his violent outbursts with generosity. What he couldn’t forget was his employee’s nobility, which he kept making the topic of new jokes. That proud claim reminded him of the family trees of the prestigious lineage of his prized cattle. The German was a distinguished guy, and from then on, he referred to him by that nickname.
Seated on summer nights under the awning, he surveyed his family around him with a sort of patriarchal ecstasy. In the evening hush could be heard the buzzing of insects and the croaking of the frogs. From the distant ranches floated the songs of the peons as they prepared their suppers. It was harvest time, and great bands of immigrants were encamped in the fields for the extra work.
Seated on summer nights under the awning, he watched his family around him with a kind of joyful pride. In the evening stillness, he could hear the buzzing of insects and the croaking of frogs. From far-off ranches came the songs of the workers as they got their dinners ready. It was harvest season, and large groups of immigrants were set up in the fields for the extra work.
Madariaga had known many of the hard old days of wars and violence. Upon his arrival in South America, he had witnessed the last years of the tyranny of Rosas. He loved to enumerate the different provincial and national revolutions in which he had taken part. But all this had disappeared and would never return. These were the times of peace, work and abundance.
Madariaga had experienced many tough times filled with wars and violence. When he arrived in South America, he saw the final years of Rosas's tyranny. He enjoyed listing the various provincial and national revolutions he had been involved in. But all that was gone and wouldn't come back. These were the days of peace, work, and prosperity.
“Just think of it, Frenchy,” he said, driving away the mosquitoes with the puffs of his cigar. “I am Spanish, you French, Karl German, my daughters Argentinians, the cook Russian, his assistant Greek, the stable boy English, the kitchen servants Chinas (natives), Galicians or Italians, and among the peons there are many castes and laws. . . . And yet we all live in peace. In Europe, we would have probably been in a grand fight by this time, but here we are all friends.”
“Just think about it, Frenchy,” he said, swatting away mosquitoes with puffs from his cigar. “I'm Spanish, you're French, Karl's German, my daughters are Argentinian, the cook is Russian, his assistant is Greek, the stable boy is English, the kitchen staff are Chinese (locals), Galicians, or Italians, and among the workers there are many different groups and rules... And yet we all live in harmony. In Europe, we would probably have ended up in a big fight by now, but here we’re all friends.”
He took much pleasure in listening to the music of the laborers—laments from Italian songs to the accompaniment of the accordion, Spanish guitars and Creole choruses, wild voices chanting of love and death.
He really enjoyed listening to the music of the workers—sorrowful Italian songs accompanied by the accordion, Spanish guitars, and Creole choruses, with passionate voices singing about love and death.
“This is a regular Noah’s ark,” exulted the vainglorious patriarch.
“This is a regular Noah’s ark,” the boastful patriarch exclaimed.
“He means the tower of Babel,” thought Desnoyers to himself, “but it’s all the same thing to the old man.”
“He's talking about the tower of Babel,” Desnoyers thought to himself, “but it doesn't matter to the old man.”
“I believe,” he rambled on, “that we live thus because in this part of the world there are no kings and a very small army—and mankind is thinking only of enjoying itself as much as possible, thanks to its work. But I also believe that we live so peacefully because there is such abundance that everyone gets his share. . . . How quickly we would spring to arms if the rations were less than the people!”
“I believe,” he went on, “that we live this way because in this part of the world there are no kings and a very small army—and people are just focused on enjoying themselves as much as possible, thanks to their work. But I also believe that we live so peacefully because there is so much abundance that everyone gets their fair share. . . . How quickly we would take up arms if the supplies were less than the number of people!”
Again he fell into reflective silence, shortly after announcing the result of his meditations.
Again, he fell into thoughtful silence shortly after sharing what he had concluded from his reflections.
“Be that as it may be, we must recognize that here life is more tranquil than in the other world. Men are taken for what they are worth, and mingle together without thinking whether they came from one country or another. Over here, fellows do not come in droves to kill other fellows whom they do not know and whose only crime is that they were born in an unfriendly country. . . . Man is a bad beast everywhere, I know that; but here he eats, owns more land than he needs so that he can stretch himself, and he is good with the goodness of a well-fed dog. Over there, there are too many; they live in heaps getting in each other’s way, and easily run amuck. Hurrah for Peace, Frenchy, and the simple life! Where a man can live comfortably and runs no danger of being killed for things he doesn’t understand—there is his real homeland!”
“Regardless, we need to acknowledge that life here is calmer than in the other world. People are valued for who they are, and they mix without worrying about where they’re from. Here, guys don’t gather in crowds to kill others they don’t even know, whose only fault is being born in an unfriendly country. . . . I know humans can be awful everywhere, but here they eat, have more land than they need to stretch out, and they’re friendly like a well-fed dog. Over there, there are too many of them; they live in crowded spaces, getting in each other’s way and easily losing control. Cheers for Peace, Frenchy, and the simple life! Where a man can live comfortably without the risk of being killed for things he doesn’t understand—that is his true home!”
And as though an echo of the rustic’s reflections, Karl seated at the piano, began chanting in a low voice one of Beethoven’s hymns—
And as if echoing the countryman's thoughts, Karl sat at the piano and started softly singing one of Beethoven’s hymns—
“We celebrate the joy of life, We sing of freedom, We’ll never betray our fellow man, No matter how great the reward is.”
Peace! . . . A few days afterward Desnoyers recalled bitterly the old man’s illusion, for war—domestic war—broke loose in this idyllic stage-setting of ranch life.
Peace! . . . A few days later, Desnoyers bitterly remembered the old man’s illusion, as war—civil war—erupted in this picture-perfect ranch lifestyle.
“Run, Senor Manager, the old Patron has unsheathed his knife and is going to kill the German!” And Desnoyers had hurried from his office, warned by the peon’s summons. Madariaga was chasing Karl, knife in hand, stumbling over everything that blocked his way. Only his son-in-law dared to stop him and disarm him.
“Run, Mr. Manager, the old Boss has pulled out his knife and is going to kill the German!” And Desnoyers rushed out of his office, alerted by the worker’s shout. Madariaga was chasing Karl, knife in hand, tripping over anything in his path. Only his son-in-law had the guts to confront him and take the knife away.
“That shameless pedigreed fellow!” bellowed the livid old man as he writhed in Desnoyers’ firm clutch. “Half famished, all he thinks he has to do is to come to my house and take away my daughters and dollars. . . . Let me go, I tell you! Let me loose that I may kill him.”
“That shameless, well-bred guy!” shouted the furious old man as he struggled in Desnoyers’ strong grip. “Half starving, he thinks all he has to do is come to my house and take my daughters and my money... Let me go, I’m telling you! Let me go so I can kill him.”
And in order to free himself from Desnoyers, he tried further to explain the difficulty. He had accepted the Frenchman as a husband for his daughter because he was to his liking, modest, honest . . . and serious. But this singing Pedigreed Fellow, with all his airs! . . . He was a man that he had gotten from . . . well, he didn’t wish to say just where! And the Frenchman, though knowing perfectly well what his introduction to Karl had been, pretended not to understand him.
And to distance himself from Desnoyers, he tried to explain the difficulty further. He had agreed to let the Frenchman marry his daughter because he liked him—he was modest, honest... and serious. But this pretentious guy, with all his fancy airs!... He was someone he had gotten from... well, he didn’t want to say exactly where! And the Frenchman, fully aware of how he had been introduced to Karl, acted like he didn’t understand at all.
As the German had, by this time, made good his escape, the ranchman consented to being pushed toward his house, talking all the time about giving a beating to the Romantica and another to the China for not having informed him of the courtship. He had surprised his daughter and the Gringo holding hands and exchanging kisses in a grove near the house.
As the German had, by this point, successfully gotten away, the rancher agreed to be led toward his house, constantly complaining about wanting to give a beating to the Romantica and another to the China for not letting him know about the courtship. He had caught his daughter and the Gringo holding hands and sharing kisses in a grove close to the house.
“He’s after my dollars,” howled the irate father. “He wants America to enrich him quickly at the expense of the old Spaniard, and that is the reason for so much truckling, so much psalm-singing and so much nobility! Imposter! . . . Musician!”
“He's after my money,” shouted the angry father. “He wants America to make him rich fast at the expense of the old Spaniard, and that’s why there’s so much flattery, so much singing, and so much nobility! Fraud! . . . Musician!”
And he repeated the word “musician” with contempt, as though it were the sum and substance of everything vile.
And he said the word “musician” with disdain, as if it represented everything disgusting.
Very firmly and with few words, Desnoyers brought the wrangling to an end. While her brother-in-law protected her retreat, the Romantica, clinging to her mother, had taken refuge in the top of the house, sobbing and moaning, “Oh, the poor little fellow! Everybody against him!” Her sister meanwhile was exerting all the powers of a discreet daughter with the rampageous old man in the office, and Desnoyers had gone in search of Karl. Finding that he had not yet recovered from the shock of his terrible surprise, he gave him a horse, advising him to betake himself as quickly as possible to the nearest railway station.
Very firmly and with few words, Desnoyers put a stop to the arguing. While her brother-in-law covered her escape, the Romantica, holding on to her mother, sought refuge at the top of the house, crying and lamenting, “Oh, the poor little guy! Everyone is against him!” Meanwhile, her sister was using all her skills as a discreet daughter to handle the furious old man in the office, and Desnoyers had gone to find Karl. When he discovered that Karl hadn’t yet recovered from the shock of his terrible surprise, he gave him a horse and advised him to hurry to the nearest train station.
Although the German was soon far from the ranch, he did not long remain alone. In a few days, the Romantica followed him. . . . Iseult of the white hands went in search of Tristan, the knight.
Although the German was soon far from the ranch, he didn't stay alone for long. A few days later, the Romantica followed him. . . . Iseult of the white hands set out to find Tristan, the knight.
This event did not cause Madariaga’s desperation to break out as violently as his son-in-law had expected. For the first time, he saw him weep. His gay and robust old age had suddenly fallen from him, the news having clapped ten years on to his four score. Like a child, whimpering and tremulous, he threw his arms around Desnoyers, moistening his neck with tears.
This event did not lead to Madariaga’s desperation erupting as violently as his son-in-law had anticipated. For the first time, he witnessed him in tears. His cheerful and sturdy old age had suddenly been stripped away, the news adding an extra ten years to his eighty. Like a child, sobbing and shaky, he wrapped his arms around Desnoyers, soaking his neck with tears.
“He has taken her away! That son of a great flea . . . has taken her away!”
“He took her away! That son of a bitch . . . took her away!”
This time he did not lay all the blame on his China. He wept with her, and as if trying to console her by a public confession, kept saying over and over:
This time he didn’t put all the blame on his China. He cried with her, and as if trying to comfort her with a public confession, kept saying over and over:
“It is my fault. . . . It has all been because of my very, very great sins.”
“It’s my fault... It’s all been because of my really, really huge sins.”
Now began for Desnoyers a period of difficulties and conflicts. The fugitives, on one of his visits to the Capital, threw themselves on his mercy, imploring his protection. The Romantica wept, declaring that only her brother-in-law, “the most knightly man in the world,” could save her. Karl gazed at him like a faithful hound trusting in his master. These trying interviews were repeated on all his trips. Then, on returning to the ranch, he would find the old man ill-humored, moody, looking fixedly ahead of him as though seeing invisible power and wailing, “It is my punishment—the punishment for my sins.”
Now began a tough time for Desnoyers filled with challenges and conflicts. During one of his visits to the city, the fugitives appealed to him for help, begging for his protection. The Romantica cried, saying that only her brother-in-law, “the most chivalrous man in the world,” could save her. Karl looked at him like a loyal dog relying on its owner. These stressful meetings happened on all his trips. Then, when he returned to the ranch, he would find the old man in a bad mood, sullen, staring straight ahead as if seeing things no one else could, lamenting, “This is my punishment—the punishment for my sins.”
The memory of the discreditable circumstances under which he had made Karl’s acquaintance, before bringing him into his home, tormented the old centaur with remorse. Some afternoons, he would have a horse saddled, going full gallop toward the neighboring village. But he was no longer hunting hospitable ranches. He needed to pass some time in the church, speaking alone with the images that were there only for him—since he had footed the bills for them. . . . “Through my sin, through my very great sin!”
The memory of the shameful circumstances under which he had met Karl, before bringing him into his home, kept haunting the old centaur with guilt. Some afternoons, he would saddle a horse and gallop full speed toward the nearby village. But he wasn't looking for welcoming ranches anymore. He needed to spend some time in the church, talking alone with the images that were there just for him—since he had paid for them. . . . “Because of my sin, because of my great sin!”
But in spite of his self-reproach, Desnoyers had to work very hard to get any kind of a settlement out of the old penitent. Whenever he suggested legalizing the situation and making the necessary arrangements for their marriage, the old tyrant would not let him go on. “Do what you think best, but don’t say anything to me about it.”
But despite his self-blame, Desnoyers had to work really hard to get any kind of agreement from the old penitent. Whenever he suggested making their situation official and setting up the necessary arrangements for their marriage, the old tyrant would cut him off. “Do whatever you think is best, but don’t talk to me about it.”
Several months passed by. One day the Frenchman approached him with a certain air of mystery. “Elena has a son and has named him ‘Julio’ after you.”
Several months went by. One day, the Frenchman approached him with an air of mystery. “Elena has a son and named him ‘Julio’ after you.”
“And you, you great useless hulk,” stormed the ranchman, “and that weak cow of a wife of yours, you dare to live tranquilly on without giving me a grandson! . . . Ah, Frenchy, that is why the Germans will finally overwhelm you. You see it, right here. That bandit has a son, while you, after four years of marriage . . . nothing. I want a grandson!—do you understand THAT?”
“And you, you big useless oaf,” the ranchman shouted, “and that spineless wife of yours, how can you just live comfortably without giving me a grandson! . . . Ah, Frenchy, this is why the Germans will eventually defeat you. You can see it right here. That crook has a son, while you, after four years of marriage . . . have nothing. I want a grandson!—do you get that?”
And in order to console himself for this lack of little ones around his own hearth, he betook himself to the ranch of his overseer, Celedonio, where a band of little half-breeds gathered tremblingly and hopefully about him.
And to comfort himself for not having little ones around his own home, he went to the ranch of his overseer, Celedonio, where a group of little half-breeds gathered anxiously and hopefully around him.
Suddenly China died. The poor Misia Petrona passed away as discreetly as she had lived, trying even in her last hours to avoid all annoyance for her husband, asking his pardon with an imploring look for any trouble which her death might cause him. Elena came to the ranch in order to see her mother’s body for the last time, and Desnoyers who for more than a year had been supporting them behind his father-in-law’s back, took advantage of this occasion to overcome the old man’s resentment.
Suddenly, China passed away. Poor Misia Petrona died as quietly as she had lived, even in her final moments trying to spare her husband any distress, looking to him with a pleading gaze for forgiveness for any trouble her death might bring him. Elena came to the ranch to see her mother's body one last time, and Desnoyers, who had been secretly supporting them for over a year behind his father-in-law's back, seized this opportunity to mend things with the old man.
“Well, I’ll forgive her,” said the ranchman finally. “I’ll do it for the sake of my poor wife and for you. She may remain on the ranch, and that shameless gringo may come with her.”
“Well, I’ll forgive her,” said the rancher finally. “I’ll do it for the sake of my poor wife and for you. She can stay on the ranch, and that shameless gringo can come with her.”
But he would have nothing to do with him. The German was to be an employee under Desnoyers, and they could live in the office building as though they did not belong to the family. He would never say a word to Karl.
But he wanted nothing to do with him. The German was meant to be an employee under Desnoyers, and they could stay in the office building as if they didn’t belong to the family. He would never say a word to Karl.
But scarcely had the German returned before he began giving him orders rudely as though he were a perfect stranger. At other times he would pass by him as though he did not know him. Upon finding Elena in the house with his older daughter, he would go on without speaking to her.
But hardly had the German come back before he started barking orders at him rudely, as if he were a total stranger. At other times, he would walk right past him as if he didn't know him. When he found Elena in the house with his older daughter, he would just move on without saying a word to her.
In vain his Romantica transfigured by maternity, improved all opportunities for putting her child in his way, calling him loudly by name: “Julio . . . Julio!”
In vain, his Romantic interest, transformed by motherhood, created every chance to put her child in his path, calling out his name loudly: “Julio . . . Julio!”
“They want that brat of a singing gringo, that carrot top with a face like a skinned kid to be my grandson? . . . I prefer Celedonio’s.”
“They want that brat of a singing gringo, that carrot top with a face like a skinned kid to be my grandson? . . . I’d rather have Celedonio’s.”
And by way of emphasizing his protest, he entered the dwelling of his overseer, scattering among his dusky brood handfuls of dollars.
And to emphasize his protest, he entered his overseer's home, throwing handfuls of dollars among his dark-skinned family.
After seven years of marriage, the wife of Desnoyers found that she, too, was going to become a mother. Her sister already had three sons. But what were they worth to Madariaga compared to the grandson that was going to come? “It will be a boy,” he announced positively, “because I need one so. It shall be named Julio, and I hope that it will look like my poor dead wife.”
After seven years of marriage, Desnoyers' wife discovered that she was also going to be a mother. Her sister already had three boys. But what did they matter to Madariaga compared to the grandson on the way? “It’s going to be a boy,” he declared confidently, “because I really need one. I’ll name him Julio, and I hope he looks like my poor late wife.”
Since the death of his wife he no longer called her the China, feeling something of a posthumous love for the poor woman who in her lifetime had endured so much, so timidly and silently. Now “my poor dead wife” cropped out every other instant in the conversation of the remorseful ranchman.
Since his wife passed away, he stopped calling her "the China," feeling a kind of after-the-fact love for the poor woman who had put up with so much during her life, so quietly and without complaint. Now, "my poor dead wife" came up almost every moment in the talks of the regretful rancher.
His desires were fulfilled. Luisa gave birth to a boy who bore the name of Julio, and although he did not show in his somewhat sketchy features any striking resemblance to his grandmother, still he had the black hair and eyes and olive skin of a brunette. Welcome! . . . This WAS a grandson!
His wishes came true. Luisa had a baby boy named Julio, and even though his features were a bit unclear and didn't strongly resemble his grandmother, he still had black hair, dark eyes, and olive skin like a brunette. Welcome! . . . This was definitely a grandson!
In the generosity of his joy, he even permitted the German to enter the house for the baptismal ceremony.
In his joyful generosity, he even allowed the German to come into the house for the baptism ceremony.
When Julio Desnoyers was two years old, his grandfather made the rounds of his estates, holding him on the saddle in front of him. He went from ranch to ranch in order to show him to the copper-colored populace, like an ancient monarch presenting his heir. Later on, when the child was able to say a few words, he entertained himself for hours at a time talking with the tot under the shade of the eucalyptus tree. A certain mental failing was beginning to be noticed in the old man. Although not exactly in his dotage, his aggressiveness was becoming very childish. Even in his most affectionate moments, he used to contradict everybody, and hunt up ways of annoying his relatives.
When Julio Desnoyers was two years old, his grandfather toured his estates, carrying him in front of him on the saddle. He went from ranch to ranch to show him off to the copper-colored locals, like an ancient king presenting his heir. Later, when Julio could say a few words, he would spend hours chatting with the old man under the shade of the eucalyptus tree. People were starting to notice a slight mental decline in the grandfather. Though he wasn't quite in his old age, his assertiveness was becoming quite childish. Even in his most loving moments, he would contradict everyone and look for ways to irritate his family.
“Come here, you false prophet,” he would say to Julio. “You are a Frenchy.”
“Come here, you fake prophet,” he would say to Julio. “You’re a wannabe Frenchman.”
The grandchild protested as though he had been insulted. His mother had taught him that he was an Argentinian, and his father had suggested that she also add Spanish, in order to please the grandfather.
The grandchild protested as if he had been insulted. His mother had taught him that he was Argentinian, and his father had suggested that she also include Spanish, to make the grandfather happy.
“Very well, then; if you are not a Frenchy, shout, ‘Down with Napoleon!’”
“Alright then; if you’re not French, shout, ‘Down with Napoleon!’”
And he looked around him to see if Desnoyers might be near, believing that this would displease him greatly. But his son-in-law pursued the even tenor of his way, shrugging his shoulders.
And he looked around to see if Desnoyers was nearby, thinking that this would upset him a lot. But his son-in-law carried on as usual, shrugging his shoulders.
“Down with Napoleon!” repeated Julio.
“Down with Napoleon!” Julio shouted.
And he instantly held out his hand while his grandfather went through his pockets.
And he quickly reached out his hand while his grandfather searched through his pockets.
Karl’s sons, now four in number, used to circle around their grandparent like a humble chorus kept at a distance, and stare enviously at these gifts. In order to win his favor, they one day when they saw him alone, came boldly up to him, shouting in unison, “Down with Napoleon!”
Karl’s sons, now four of them, used to gather around their grandparent like a modest chorus keeping their distance and they would gaze enviously at these gifts. One day, to get his attention, they boldly approached him when he was alone, shouting together, “Down with Napoleon!”
“You insolent gringoes!” ranted the old man. “That’s what that shameless father has taught you! If you say that again, I’ll chase you with a cat-o-nine-tails. . . . The very idea of insulting a great man in that way!”
“You disrespectful gringos!” the old man yelled. “That’s what that shameless father has taught you! If you say that again, I’ll chase you with a cat-o'-nine-tails. . . . The very idea of insulting a great man like that!”
While he tolerated this blond brood, he never would permit the slightest intimacy. Desnoyers and his wife often had to come to their rescue, accusing the grandfather of injustice. And in order to pour the vials of his wrath out on someone, the old plainsman would hunt up Celedonio, the best of his listeners, who invariably replied, “Yes, Patron. That’s so, Patron.”
While he put up with this blond group, he never allowed any closeness. Desnoyers and his wife frequently had to step in to defend them, calling out the grandfather for being unfair. To vent his anger on someone, the old plainsman would seek out Celedonio, the most attentive of his listeners, who always responded, “Yes, Patron. That’s right, Patron.”
“They’re not to blame,” agreed the old man, “but I can’t abide them! Besides, they are so like their father, so fair, with hair like a shredded carrot, and the two oldest wearing specs as if they were court clerks! . . . They don’t seem like folks with those glasses; they look like sharks.”
“They’re not to blame,” the old man agreed, “but I just can’t stand them! Besides, they’re so much like their dad, all fair with hair like shredded carrots, and the two oldest wearing glasses as if they were court clerks! . . . They don’t seem like regular people with those glasses; they look like sharks.”
Madariaga had never seen any sharks, but he imagined them, without knowing why, with round, glassy eyes, like the bottoms of bottles.
Madariaga had never seen any sharks, but he pictured them, for reasons he couldn't explain, with round, glossy eyes, like the bottoms of bottles.
By the time he was eight years old, Julio was a famous little equestrian. “To horse, peoncito,” his grandfather would cry, and away they would race, streaking like lightning across the fields, midst thousands and thousands of horned herds. The “peoncito,” proud of his title, obeyed the master in everything, and so learned to whirl the lasso over the steers, leaving them bound and conquered. Upon making his pony take a deep ditch or creep along the edge of the cliffs, he sometimes fell under his mount, but clambered up gamely.
By the time he was eight, Julio was a well-known young rider. “Get on, little one,” his grandfather would shout, and they would take off, racing like lightning across the fields, surrounded by thousands and thousands of cattle. The “little one,” proud of his title, followed the master’s commands without hesitation and learned to swing the lasso over the cattle, leaving them tied up and defeated. When he made his pony jump over a deep ditch or edge along the cliffs, he sometimes fell off, but he always got back up with determination.
“Ah, fine cowboy!” exclaimed the grandfather bursting with pride in his exploits. “Here are five dollars for you to give a handkerchief to some china.”
“Ah, great cowboy!” exclaimed the grandfather, filled with pride in his achievements. “Here are five dollars for you to buy a handkerchief for some china.”
The old man, in his increasing mental confusion, did not gauge his gifts exactly with the lad’s years; and the infantile horseman, while keeping the money, was wondering what china was referred to, and why he should make her a present.
The old man, in his growing mental confusion, didn't really understand his gifts in relation to the boy's age; and the young rider, while keeping the money, was curious about what china was being referred to and why he should give her a gift.
Desnoyers finally had to drag his son away from the baleful teachings of his grandfather. It was simply useless to have masters come to the house, or to send Julio to the country school. Madariaga would always steal his grandson away, and then they would scour the plains together. So when the boy was eleven years old, his father placed him in a big school in the Capital.
Desnoyers finally had to pull his son away from the negative influences of his grandfather. It was simply pointless to bring tutors to the house or to send Julio to the country school. Madariaga would always take his grandson away, and then they would roam the plains together. So when the boy turned eleven, his father enrolled him in a large school in the Capital.
The grandfather then turned his attention to Julio’s three-year-old sister, exhibiting her before him as he had her brother, as he took her from ranch to ranch. Everybody called Chicha’s little girl Chichi, but the grandfather bestowed on her the same nickname that he had given her brother, the “peoncito.” And Chichi, who was growing up wild, vigorous and wilful, breakfasting on meat and talking in her sleep of roast beef, readily fell in with the old man’s tastes. She was dressed like a boy, rode astride like a man, and in order to win her grandfather’s praises as “fine cowboy,” carried a knife in the back of her belt. The two raced the fields from sun to sun, Madariaga following the flying pigtail of the little Amazon as though it were a flag. When nine years old she, too, could lasso the cattle with much dexterity.
The grandfather then focused on Julio’s three-year-old sister, showcasing her just like he had with her brother, as he took her from ranch to ranch. Everyone called Chicha’s little girl Chichi, but the grandfather gave her the same nickname he had given her brother, the “peoncito.” And Chichi, who was growing up wild, energetic, and headstrong, feasting on meat and dreamily talking about roast beef, easily matched the old man’s tastes. She dressed like a boy, rode like a man, and to earn her grandfather’s praise as a "great cowboy," she carried a knife tucked in the back of her belt. The two raced across the fields from sunrise to sunset, Madariaga chasing the flying pigtail of the little Amazon as if it were a flag. By the time she was nine, she could also lasso cattle with impressive skill.
What most irritated the ranchman was that his family would remember his age. He received as insults his son-in-law’s counsels to remain quietly at home, becoming more aggressive and reckless as he advanced in years, exaggerating his activity, as if he wished to drive Death away. He accepted no help except from his harum-scarum “Peoncito.” When Karl’s children, great hulking youngsters, hastened to his assistance and offered to hold his stirrup, he would repel them with snorts of indignation.
What frustrated the rancher the most was that his family kept reminding him of his age. He took as an insult his son-in-law's advice to stay home and became more aggressive and reckless as he got older, boasting about his activity as if he were trying to scare Death away. He wouldn’t accept help from anyone except his wild little “Peoncito.” When Karl's big, hulking kids rushed to help him and offered to hold his stirrup, he would dismiss them with snorts of irritation.
“So you think I am no longer able to help myself, eh! . . . There’s still enough life in me to make those who are waiting for me to die, so as to grab my dollars, chew their disappointment a long while yet!”
“So you think I can’t take care of myself anymore, huh! . . . I still have enough life in me to make those who are waiting for me to die, just so they can grab my money, chew on their disappointment for a long time yet!”
Since the German and his wife were kept pointedly apart from the family life, they had to put up with these allusions in silence. Karl, needing protection, constantly shadowed the Frenchman, improving every opportunity to overwhelm him with his eulogies. He never could thank him enough for all that he had done for him. He was his only champion. He longed for a chance to prove his gratitude, to die for him if necessary. His wife admired him with enthusiasm as “the most gifted knight in the world.” And Desnoyers received their devotion in gratified silence, accepting the German as an excellent comrade. As he controlled absolutely the family fortune, he aided Karl very generously without arousing the resentment of the old man. He also took the initiative in bringing about the realization of Karl’s pet ambition—a visit to the Fatherland. So many years in America! . . . For the very reason that Desnoyers himself had no desire to return to Europe, he wished to facilitate Karl’s trip, and gave him the means to make the journey with his entire family. The father-in-law had no curiosity as to who paid the expenses. “Let them go!” he said gleefully, “and may they never return!”
Since the German and his wife were kept deliberately separated from family life, they had to endure these hints in silence. Karl, needing protection, constantly followed the Frenchman around, seizing every chance to shower him with praises. He could never thank him enough for everything he had done. Desnoyers was his only supporter. Karl yearned for an opportunity to show his gratitude, even to die for him if needed. His wife admired him passionately as “the most talented knight in the world.” Desnoyers accepted their devotion with pleased silence, seeing the German as a great companion. Since he completely controlled the family fortune, he generously helped Karl without upsetting the old man. He also took the lead in making Karl’s dream come true—a visit to the homeland. So many years in America!... Because Desnoyers himself didn't want to go back to Europe, he wanted to make Karl's trip easier, providing him the funds to take his whole family with him. The father-in-law was not curious about who covered the costs. “Let them go!” he said happily, “and may they never come back!”
Their absence was not a very long one, for they spent their year’s allowance in three months. Karl, who had apprised his parents of the great fortune which his marriage had brought him, wished to make an impression as a millionaire, in full enjoyment of his riches. Elena returned radiant, speaking with pride of her relatives—of the baron, Colonel of Hussars, of the Captain of the Guard, of the Councillor at Court—asserting that all countries were most insignificant when compared with her husband’s. She even affected a certain condescension toward Desnoyers, praising him as “a very worthy man, but without ancient lineage or distinguished family—and French, besides.”
Their absence wasn’t very long, as they spent their yearly allowance in just three months. Karl, who had informed his parents about the great fortune his marriage had brought him, wanted to show off like a millionaire, fully indulging in his wealth. Elena returned glowing, proudly talking about her relatives—the baron, the Colonel of Hussars, the Captain of the Guard, the Councillor at Court—claiming that all countries seemed trivial when compared to her husband’s. She even put on a bit of a condescending attitude toward Desnoyers, calling him “a very decent man, but without any ancient lineage or notable family—and French, too.”
Karl, on the other hand, showed the same devotion as before, keeping himself submissively in the background when with his brother-in-law who had the keys of the cash box and was his only defense against the browbeating old Patron. . . . He had left his two older sons in a school in Germany. Years afterwards they reached an equal footing with the other grandchildren of the Spaniard who always begrudged them their existence, “perfect frights, with carroty hair, and eyes like a shark.”
Karl, on the other hand, remained just as devoted as before, staying quietly in the background when he was with his brother-in-law, who held the keys to the cash box and was his only protection against the bullying old Patron. He had left his two older sons at a school in Germany. Years later, they were on equal ground with the other grandchildren of the Spaniard, who always resented their presence, calling them “perfect frights, with bright red hair and eyes like a shark.”
Suddenly the old man became very lonely, for they had also carried off his second “Peoncito.” The good Chicha could not tolerate her daughter’s growing up like a boy, parading ‘round on horseback all the time, and glibly repeating her grandfather’s vulgarities. So she was now in a convent in the Capital, where the Sisters had to battle valiantly in order to tame the mischievous rebellion of their wild little pupil.
Suddenly, the old man felt very lonely, because they had also taken away his second “Peoncito.” The kind Chicha couldn’t stand her daughter growing up like a boy, riding around on horseback all the time and casually repeating her grandfather’s crude remarks. So now, she was in a convent in the Capital, where the Sisters had to work hard to tame the mischievous rebellion of their wild little student.
When Julio and Chichi returned to the ranch for their vacations, the grandfather again concentrated his fondness on the first, as though the girl had merely been a substitute. Desnoyers was becoming indignant at his son’s dissipated life. He was no longer at college, and his existence was that of a student in a rich family who makes up for parental parsimony with all sorts of imprudent borrowings.
When Julio and Chichi came back to the ranch for their vacation, the grandfather focused his affection on Julio again, as if Chichi had just been a stand-in. Desnoyers was starting to feel upset about his son’s reckless lifestyle. He wasn't in college anymore, and his life was that of a student from a wealthy family who compensates for their parents' stinginess with all kinds of irresponsible loans.
But Madariaga came to the defense of his grandson. “Ah, the fine cowboy!” . . . Seeing him again on the ranch, he admired the dash of the good looking youth, testing his muscles in order to convince himself of their strength, and making him to recount his nightly escapades as ringleader of a band of toughs in the Capital. He longed to go to Buenos Aires himself, just to see the youngster in the midst of this gay, wild life. But alas! he was not seventeen like his grandson; he had already passed eighty.
But Madariaga defended his grandson. “Ah, the great cowboy!” . . . Seeing him again on the ranch, he admired the swagger of the handsome young man, testing his muscles to convince himself of their strength, and making him share stories of his nightly adventures as the leader of a gang in the Capital. He wished he could go to Buenos Aires himself, just to see the young man in the midst of this lively, wild life. But alas! He wasn’t seventeen like his grandson; he had already turned eighty.
“Come here, you false prophet! Tell me how many children you have. . . . You must have a great many children, you know!”
“Come here, you fake prophet! Tell me how many kids you have. . . . You must have a ton of kids, right!”
“Father!” protested Chicha who was always hanging around, fearing her parent’s bad teachings.
“Dad!” protested Chicha, who was always around, worried about her parent's bad influence.
“Stop nagging at me!” yelled the irate old fellow in a towering temper. “I know what I’m saying.”
“Stop bothering me!” shouted the angry old man, clearly furious. “I know what I’m talking about.”
Paternity figured largely in all his amorous fancies. He was almost blind, and the loss of his sight was accompanied by an increasing mental upset. His crazy senility took on a lewd character, expressing itself in language which scandalized or amused the community.
Paternity played a big role in all his romantic fantasies. He was nearly blind, and losing his sight was coupled with growing mental instability. His bizarre old age took on a sexual tone, showing itself through language that either shocked or entertained the community.
“Oh, you rascal, what a pretty fellow you are!” he said, leering at Julio with eyes which could no longer distinguish things except in a shadowy way. “You are the living image of my poor dead wife. . . . Have a good time, for Grandpa is always here with his money! If you could only count on what your father gives you, you would live like a hermit. These Frenchies are a close-fisted lot! But I am looking out for you. Peoncito! Spend and enjoy yourself—that’s what your Granddaddy has piled up the silver for!”
“Oh, you little rascal, what a handsome guy you are!” he said, grinning at Julio with eyes that could only see things in a blurry way. “You look just like my poor deceased wife... Have fun, because Grandpa is always here with his cash! If you could only rely on what your dad gives you, you’d live like a recluse. These French folks are really tight with their money! But I’m looking out for you, kiddo! Spend and enjoy yourself—that’s what your Granddaddy saved up all this money for!”
When the Desnoyers children returned to the Capital, he spent his lonesome hours in going from ranch to ranch. A young half-breed would set the water for his shrub-tea to boiling on the hearth, and the old man would wonder confusedly if she were his daughter. Another, fifteen years old, would offer him a gourd filled with the bitter liquid and a silver pipe with which to sip it. . . . A grandchild, perhaps—he wasn’t sure. And so he passed the afternoons, silent and sluggish, drinking gourd after gourd of shrub tea, surrounded by families who stared at him with admiration and fear.
When the Desnoyers kids came back to the Capital, he spent his lonely hours moving from one ranch to another. A young half-breed would heat water for his shrub tea on the hearth, and the old man would vaguely wonder if she was his daughter. Another, who was fifteen, would hand him a gourd filled with the bitter drink and a silver pipe for sipping it... A grandchild, maybe—he wasn’t sure. And so he spent his afternoons, silent and sluggish, drinking gourd after gourd of shrub tea, surrounded by families who looked at him with a mix of admiration and fear.
Every time he mounted his horse for these excursions, his older daughter would protest. “At eighty-four years! Would it not be better for him to remain quietly at home. . . .” Some day something terrible would happen. . . . And the terrible thing did happen. One evening the Patron’s horse came slowly home without its rider. The old man had fallen on the sloping highway, and when they found him, he was dead. Thus died the centaur as he had lived, with the lash hanging from his wrist, with his legs bowed by the saddle.
Every time he got on his horse for these trips, his older daughter would argue. “At eighty-four years old! Wouldn’t it be better for him to stay home quietly. . . .” One day, something awful would happen. . . . And the awful thing did happen. One evening, the Patron’s horse returned slowly without its rider. The old man had fallen on the sloping road, and when they found him, he was dead. Thus, the centaur died as he had lived, with the whip hanging from his wrist, and his legs bent from the saddle.
A Spanish notary, almost as old as he, produced the will. The family was somewhat alarmed at seeing what a voluminous document it was. What terrible bequests had Madariaga dictated? The reading of the first part tranquilized Karl and Elena. The old father had left considerable more to the wife of Desnoyers, but there still remained an enormous share for the Romantica and her children. “I do this,” he said, “in memory of my poor dead wife, and so that people won’t talk.”
A Spanish notary, nearly as old as he was, presented the will. The family felt a bit uneasy looking at the thick document. What awful bequests had Madariaga specified? The reading of the first section calmed Karl and Elena down. The old father had left significantly more to Desnoyers' wife, but there was still a huge portion left for the Romantica and her kids. “I do this,” he stated, “in memory of my poor late wife, and so that people won’t gossip.”
After this, came eighty-six legacies. Eighty-five dark-hued individuals (women and men), who had lived on the ranch for many years as tenants and retainers, were to receive the last paternal munificence of the old patriarch. At the head of these was Celedonio whom Madariaga had greatly enriched in his lifetime for no heavier work than listening to him and repeating, “That’s so, Patron, that’s true!” More than a million dollars were represented by these bequests in lands and herds. The one who completed the list of beneficiaries was Julio Desnoyers. The grandfather had made special mention of this namesake, leaving him a plantation “to meet his private expenses, making up for that which his father would not give him.”
After this, there were eighty-six inheritances. Eighty-five individuals with dark skin (both women and men), who had lived on the ranch for many years as tenants and helpers, were to receive the final generosity of the old patriarch. At the top of this list was Celedonio, whom Madariaga had greatly enriched during his lifetime for nothing more than listening to him and saying, “That’s right, Patron, that’s true!” These inheritances in land and livestock amounted to over a million dollars. The last person on the list of beneficiaries was Julio Desnoyers. The grandfather had specifically mentioned this namesake, leaving him a plantation “to cover his personal expenses, making up for what his father wouldn’t give him.”
“But that represents hundreds of thousands of dollars!” protested Karl, who had been making himself almost obnoxious in his efforts to assure himself that his wife had not been overlooked in the will.
“But that represents hundreds of thousands of dollars!” protested Karl, who had been making himself nearly unbearable in his attempts to ensure that his wife had not been overlooked in the will.
The days following the reading of this will were very trying ones for the family. Elena and her children kept looking at the other group as though they had just waked up, contemplating them in an entirely new light. They seemed to forget what they were going to receive in their envy of the much larger share of their relatives.
The days after the reading of this will were very tough for the family. Elena and her kids kept staring at the other group as if they had just woken up, seeing them in a completely different way. They seemed to forget what they would receive because they were so envious of the much bigger portion their relatives were getting.
Desnoyers, benevolent and conciliatory, had a plan. An expert in administrative affairs, he realized that the distribution among the heirs was going to double the expenses without increasing the income. He was calculating, besides, the complications and disbursements necessary for a judicial division of nine immense ranches, hundreds of thousands of cattle, deposits in the banks, houses in the city, and debts to collect. Would it not be better for them all to continue living as before? . . . Had they not lived most peaceably as a united family? . . .
Desnoyers, kind and diplomatic, had a plan. As an expert in administrative matters, he understood that dividing the inheritance among the heirs would double their expenses without increasing their income. He was also considering the complications and costs involved in a legal division of nine huge ranches, hundreds of thousands of cattle, bank deposits, city houses, and debts to collect. Wouldn’t it be better for everyone to continue living as they had before? Hadn’t they lived together peacefully as a united family?
The German received this suggestion by drawing himself up haughtily. No; to each one should be given what was his. Let each live in his own sphere. He wished to establish himself in Europe, spending his wealth freely there. It was necessary for him to return to “his world.”
The German responded to this suggestion by standing tall with pride. No; everyone should be given what belongs to them. Let each person live in their own space. He wanted to make his mark in Europe, spending his money generously there. It was essential for him to get back to “his world.”
As they looked squarely at each other, Desnoyers saw an unknown Karl, a Karl whose existence he had never suspected when he was under his protection, timid and servile. The Frenchman, too, was beginning to see things in a new light.
As they stared directly at each other, Desnoyers saw a different Karl, a Karl whose existence he had never imagined when he was under his protection, meek and submissive. The Frenchman was also starting to view things in a fresh way.
“Very well,” he assented. “Let each take his own. That seems fair to me.”
“Alright,” he agreed. “Let everyone take their own. That seems fair to me.”
CHAPTER III
THE DESNOYERS FAMILY
The “Madariagan succession,” as it was called in the language of the legal men interested in prolonging it in order to augment their fees—was divided into two groups, separated by the ocean. The Desnoyers moved to Buenos Aires. The Hartrotts moved to Berlin as soon as Karl could sell all the legacy, to re-invest it in lands and industrial enterprises in his own country.
The “Madariagan succession,” as the lawyers who wanted to stretch it out to increase their fees called it, was split into two groups, separated by the ocean. The Desnoyers relocated to Buenos Aires. The Hartrotts moved to Berlin as soon as Karl could sell off the entire inheritance to reinvest in land and industrial ventures in his home country.
Desnoyers no longer cared to live in the country. For twenty years, now, he had been the head of an enormous agricultural and stock raising business, overseeing hundreds of men in the various ranches. The parcelling out of the old man’s fortune among Elena and the other legatees had considerably constricted the radius of his authority, and it angered him to see established on the neighboring lands so many foreigners, almost all Germans, who had bought of Karl. Furthermore, he was getting old, his wife’s inheritance amounted to about twenty millions of dollars, and perhaps his brother-in-law was showing the better judgment in returning to Europe.
Desnoyers no longer wanted to live in the country. For twenty years, he had been running a massive agricultural and livestock business, managing hundreds of workers across various ranches. The division of the old man's fortune among Elena and the other heirs had significantly limited his influence, and it frustrated him to see so many foreigners, mostly Germans, moving in on the neighboring land after buying it from Karl. Besides, he was getting older, his wife's inheritance was about twenty million dollars, and perhaps his brother-in-law was making the smarter choice by going back to Europe.
So he leased some of the plantations, handed over the superintendence of others to those mentioned in the will who considered themselves left-handed members of the family—of which Desnoyers as the Patron received their submissive allegiance—and moved to Buenos Aires.
So he rented out some of the plantations, gave control of others to the people mentioned in the will who saw themselves as the less favored members of the family—of which Desnoyers, as the Patron, received their loyal support—and moved to Buenos Aires.
By this move, he was able to keep an eye on his son who continued living a dissipated life without making any headway in his engineering studies. Then, too, Chichi was now almost a woman—her robust development making her look older than she was—and it was not expedient to keep her on the estate to become a rustic senorita like her mother.
By doing this, he was able to watch over his son, who was still living a reckless life without making any progress in his engineering studies. Plus, Chichi was now almost a woman—her strong physique making her look older than her age—and it wasn’t practical to keep her on the estate to turn into a country girl like her mother.
Dona Luisa had also tired of ranch life, the social triumphs of her sister making her a little restless. She was incapable of feeling jealous, but material ambitions made her anxious that her children should not bring up the rear of the procession in which the other grandchildren were cutting such a dashing figure.
Dona Luisa had also grown weary of ranch life; her sister's social successes made her feel a bit uneasy. She couldn't feel jealousy, but her desire for material success made her anxious that her kids wouldn’t fall behind in the parade where the other grandchildren were standing out so spectacularly.
During the year, most wonderful reports from Germany were finding their way to the Desnoyers home in the Capital. “The aunt from Berlin,” as the children called her, kept sending long letters filled with accounts of dances, dinners, hunting parties and titles—many high-sounding and military titles;—“our brother, the Colonel,” “our cousin, the Baron,” “our uncle, the Intimate Councillor,” “our great-uncle, the Truly Intimate.” All the extravagances of the German social ladder, which incessantly manufactures new titles in order to satisfy the thirst for honors of a people divided into castes, were enumerated with delight by the old Romantica. She even mentioned her husband’s secretary (a nobody) who, through working in the public offices, had acquired the title of Rechnungarath, Councillor of Calculations. She also referred with much pride to the retired Oberpedell which she had in her house, explaining that that meant “Superior Porter.”
Throughout the year, amazing updates from Germany were making their way to the Desnoyers home in the Capital. “The aunt from Berlin,” as the children called her, kept sending long letters filled with stories about parties, dinners, hunting trips, and titles—many impressive and military titles;—“our brother, the Colonel,” “our cousin, the Baron,” “our uncle, the Intimate Councillor,” “our great-uncle, the Truly Intimate.” All the extravagances of the German social hierarchy, which constantly creates new titles to satisfy the desire for recognition from a society divided into classes, were recounted with joy by the old Romantica. She even mentioned her husband’s secretary (a nobody) who, by working in public offices, had earned the title of Rechnungarath, Councillor of Calculations. She also proudly referred to the retired Oberpedell living in her house, explaining that it meant “Superior Porter.”
The news about her children was no less glorious. The oldest was the wise one of the family. He was devoted to philology and the historical sciences, but his sight was growing weaker all the time because of his omnivorous reading. Soon he would be a Doctor, and before he was thirty, a Herr Professor. The mother lamented that he had not military aspirations, considering that his tastes had somewhat distorted the lofty destinies of the family. Professorships, sciences and literature were more properly the perquisites of the Jews, unable, because of their race, to obtain preferment in the army; but she was trying to console herself by keeping in mind that a celebrated professor could, in time, acquire a social rank almost equal to that of a colonel.
The news about her kids was just as impressive. The oldest was the wise one in the family. He was passionate about philology and historical sciences, but his eyesight was getting worse all the time due to his insatiable reading. Soon, he would be a Doctor, and before he turned thirty, a Professor. The mother worried that he didn’t have any military ambitions, feeling that his interests had somewhat derailed the family’s noble aspirations. Professorships, sciences, and literature were more fitting for Jews, who couldn’t advance in the army because of their background; but she was trying to remind herself that a well-known professor could eventually achieve a social status almost equal to that of a colonel.
Her other four sons would become officers. Their father was preparing the ground so that they might enter the Guard or some aristocratic regiment without any of the members being able to vote against their admission. The two daughters would surely marry, when they had reached a suitable age with officers of the Hussars whose names bore the magic “von” of petty nobility, haughty and charming gentlemen about whom the daughter of Misia Petrona waxed most enthusiastic.
Her other four sons were going to become officers. Their father was setting the stage so they could join the Guard or some elite regiment without anyone being able to vote against their entry. The two daughters would definitely marry, once they reached the right age, to Hussar officers who had the prestigious “von” in their names, those proud and charming gentlemen that Misia Petrona's daughter was so excited about.
The establishment of the Hartrotts was in keeping with these new relationships. In the home in Berlin, the servants wore knee-breeches and white wigs on the nights of great banquets. Karl had bought an old castle with pointed towers, ghosts in the cellars, and various legends of assassinations, assaults and abductions which enlivened its history in an interesting way. An architect, decorated with many foreign orders, and bearing the title of “Councillor of Construction,” was engaged to modernize the mediaeval edifice without sacrificing its terrifying aspect. The Romantica described in anticipation the receptions in the gloomy salon, the light diffused by electricity, simulating torches, the crackling of the emblazoned hearth with its imitation logs bristling with flames of gas, all the splendor of modern luxury combined with the souvenirs of an epoch of omnipotent nobility—the best, according to her, in history. And the hunting parties, the future hunting parties! . . . in an annex of sandy and loose soil with pine woods—in no way comparable to the rich ground of their native ranch, but which had the honor of being trodden centuries ago by the Princes of Brandenburg, founders of the reigning house of Prussia. And all this advancement in a single year! . . .
The establishment of the Hartrotts aligned perfectly with these new relationships. In their home in Berlin, the servants wore knee-breeches and white wigs during grand banquets. Karl had purchased an old castle featuring pointed towers, ghosts in the cellars, and various legends of murders, assaults, and abductions that made its history fascinating. An architect, adorned with numerous foreign awards and holding the title “Councillor of Construction,” was hired to modernize the medieval structure while keeping its intimidating appearance. The Romantica eagerly described the receptions in the dim salon, with electric lights simulating torches, the crackling of the decorated hearth with fake logs flickering with gas flames, all the splendor of modern luxury mixed with souvenirs from an age of powerful nobility—her idea of the best in history. And the hunting parties—the future hunting parties!... in an annex of sandy, loose soil surrounded by pine woods—not quite like the rich land of their home ranch, but it had the honor of being walked upon centuries ago by the Princes of Brandenburg, founders of the ruling house of Prussia. And all this progress in just one year!...
They had, of course, to compete with other oversea families who had amassed enormous fortunes in the United States, Brazil or the Pacific coast; but these were Germans “without lineage,” coarse plebeians who were struggling in vain to force themselves into the great world by making donations to the imperial works. With all their millions, the very most that they could ever hope to attain would be to marry their daughters with ordinary soldiers. Whilst Karl! . . . The relatives of Karl! . . . and the Romantica let her pen run on, glorifying a family in whose bosom she fancied she had been born.
They obviously had to compete with other families from abroad who had built massive fortunes in the United States, Brazil, or along the Pacific coast; but those were Germans “without heritage,” rough ordinary folks who were struggling in vain to break into high society by donating to imperial projects. Despite all their millions, the best they could hope for was to marry off their daughters to average soldiers. Meanwhile, Karl! . . . The relatives of Karl! . . . and the Romantica kept writing, celebrating a family she imagined she had been born into.
From time to time were enclosed with Elena’s effusions brief, crisp notes directed to Desnoyers. The brother-in-law continued giving an account of his operations the same as when living on the ranch under his protection. But with this deference was now mixed a badly concealed pride, an evident desire to retaliate for his times of voluntary humiliation. Everything that he was doing was grand and glorious. He had invested his millions in the industrial enterprises of modern Germany. He was stockholder of munition factories as big as towns, and of navigation companies launching a ship every half year. The Emperor was interesting himself in these works, looking benevolently on all those who wished to aid him. Besides this, Karl was buying land. At first sight, it seemed foolish to have sold the fertile fields of their inheritance in order to acquire sandy Prussian wastes that yielded only to much artificial fertilizing; but by becoming a land owner, he now belonged to the “Agrarian Party,” the aristocratic and conservative group par excellence, and thus he was living in two different but equally distinguished worlds—that of the great industrial friends of the Emperor, and that of the Junkers, knights of the countryside, guardians of the old traditions and the supply-source of the officials of the King of Prussia.
From time to time, Elena's passionate letters were accompanied by short, sharp notes addressed to Desnoyers. The brother-in-law continued to update him on his activities just like when he was living on the ranch under Desnoyers’ protection. However, alongside this respect was a poorly hidden pride and a clear desire to get back at the times he had willingly humiliated himself. Everything he was doing was impressive and extraordinary. He had invested his millions in the industrial ventures of modern Germany. He was a shareholder in munitions factories as large as towns and shipping companies launching new vessels every six months. The Emperor was taking an interest in these enterprises, looking favorably on everyone who wanted to support him. Moreover, Karl was purchasing land. At first glance, it seemed foolish to have sold the fertile fields of their inheritance in order to buy sandy Prussian wastelands that required so much artificial fertilizer; but by becoming a landowner, he now belonged to the "Agrarian Party," the epitome of the aristocratic and conservative group, and so he was living in two distinct but equally prestigious worlds—one filled with the Emperor’s industrial associates and the other among the Junkers, the knights of the countryside, guardians of old traditions and the suppliers of officials for the King of Prussia.
On hearing of these social strides, Desnoyers could not but think of the pecuniary sacrifices which they must represent. He knew Karl’s past, for on the ranch, under an impulse of gratitude, the German had one day revealed to the Frenchman the cause of his coming to America. He was a former officer in the German army, but the desire of living ostentatiously without other resources than his salary, had dragged him into committing such reprehensible acts as abstracting funds belonging to the regiment, incurring debts of honor and paying for them with forged signatures. These crimes had not been officially prosecuted through consideration of his father’s memory, but the members of his division had submitted him to a tribunal of honor. His brothers and friends had advised him to shoot himself as the only remedy; but he loved life and had fled to South America where, in spite of humiliations, he had finally triumphed.
On hearing about these social advancements, Desnoyers couldn't help but think of the financial sacrifices that must be involved. He knew about Karl's background because, on the ranch, out of gratitude, the German had once revealed to the Frenchman why he came to America. He was a former officer in the German army, but his desire to live extravagantly without any resources other than his salary had led him to commit some unethical acts, like stealing funds from his regiment, getting into debts of honor, and covering them up with forged signatures. These crimes hadn’t been officially prosecuted out of respect for his father's memory, but the members of his division had put him through a tribunal of honor. His brothers and friends had suggested he shoot himself as the only way out; however, he loved life and fled to South America where, despite facing humiliations, he ultimately succeeded.
Wealth effaces the spots of the past even more rapidly than Time. The news of his fortune on the other side of the ocean made his family give him a warm reception on his first voyage home; introducing him again into their world. Nobody could remember shameful stories about a few hundred marks concerning a man who was talking about his father-in-law’s lands, more extensive than many German principalities. Now, upon installing himself definitely in his country, all was forgotten. But, oh, the contributions levied upon his vanity . . . Desnoyers shrewdly guessed at the thousands of marks poured with both hands into the charitable works of the Empress, into the imperialistic propagandas, into the societies of veterans, into the clubs of aggression and expansion organized by German ambition.
Wealth erases the scars of the past even quicker than time does. News of his fortune across the ocean prompted his family to give him a warm welcome on his first trip home, reintroducing him to their world. No one could recall the embarrassing tales about a few hundred marks when a man was discussing his father-in-law’s lands, which were larger than many German principalities. Now that he had permanently settled in his country, everything was forgotten. But, oh, the demands on his pride... Desnoyers cleverly estimated the thousands of marks funneled generously into the charitable works of the Empress, into imperialistic propaganda, into veterans’ organizations, and into aggressive expansion clubs fueled by German ambition.
The frugal Frenchman, thrifty in his expenditures and free from social ambitions, smiled at the grandeurs of his brother-in-law. He considered Karl an excellent companion although of a childish pride. He recalled with satisfaction the years that they had passed together in the country. He could not forget the German who was always hovering around him, affectionate and submissive as a younger brother. When his family commented with a somewhat envious vivacity upon the glories of their Berlin relatives, Desnoyers would say smilingly, “Leave them in peace; they are paying very dear for their whistle.”
The frugal Frenchman, careful with his spending and not interested in social status, smiled at the grandeur of his brother-in-law. He thought of Karl as a great companion, even though he had a bit of a childish pride. He fondly remembered the years they spent together in the countryside. He couldn't forget the German who was always nearby, affectionate and eager to please like a younger brother. When his family commented with a hint of envy about the glories of their relatives in Berlin, Desnoyers would smile and say, “Leave them alone; they are paying a high price for their showiness.”
But the enthusiasm which the letters from Germany breathed finally created an atmosphere of disquietude and rebellion. Chichi led the attack. Why were they not going to Europe like other folks? all their friends had been there. Even the Italian and Spanish shopkeepers were making the voyage, while she, the daughter of a Frenchman, had never seen Paris! . . . Oh, Paris. The doctors in attendance on melancholy ladies were announcing the existence of a new and terrible disease, “the mania for Paris.” Dona Luisa supported her daughter. Why had she not gone to live in Europe like her sister, since she was the richer of the two? Even Julio gravely declared that in the old world he could study to better advantage. America is not the land of the learned.
But the excitement from the letters coming in from Germany created an atmosphere of unease and rebellion. Chichi was at the forefront of it. Why weren’t they going to Europe like everyone else? All their friends had been there. Even the Italian and Spanish shopkeepers were making the trip, while she, the daughter of a Frenchman, had never seen Paris! ... Oh, Paris. The doctors treating sad women were declaring a new and terrible condition: “the obsession with Paris.” Dona Luisa backed her daughter. Why hadn’t she moved to Europe like her sister, since she was the wealthier one? Even Julio seriously said that in the old world, he could study much better. America isn’t the land of the educated.
Infected by the general unrest, the father finally began to wonder why the idea of going to Europe had not occurred to him long before. Thirty-four years without going to that country which was not his! . . . It was high time to start! He was living too near to his business. In vain the retired ranchman had tried to keep himself indifferent to the money market. Everybody was coining money around him. In the club, in the theatre, wherever he went, the people were talking about purchases of lands, of sales of stock, of quick negotiations with a triple profit, of portentous balances. The amount of money that he was keeping idle in the banks was beginning to weigh upon him. He finally ended by involving himself in some speculation; like a gambler who cannot see the roulette wheel without putting his hand in his pocket.
Caught up in the general unrest, the father finally started to question why he hadn’t thought about going to Europe long ago. Thirty-four years without visiting that country that wasn't his! . . . It was definitely time to make a move! He was too close to his business. The retired rancher had tried in vain to stay detached from the money market. Everyone around him was making money hand over fist. At the club, in the theater, everywhere he went, people were discussing land purchases, stock sales, quick deals with huge profits, and enormous balances. The cash he was keeping idle in the banks was starting to weigh on him. Eventually, he got himself involved in some speculation; like a gambler who can't look at the roulette wheel without reaching for his wallet.
His family was right. “To Paris!” For in the Desnoyers’ mind, to go to Europe meant, of course, to go to Paris. Let the “aunt from Berlin” keep on chanting the glories of her husband’s country! “It’s sheer nonsense!” exclaimed Julio who had made grave geographical and ethnic comparisons in his nightly forays. “There is no place but Paris!” Chichi saluted with an ironical smile the slightest doubt of it—“Perhaps they make as elegant fashions in Germany as in Paris? . . . Bah!” Dona Luisa took up her children’s cry. “Paris!” . . . Never had it even occurred to her to go to a Lutheran land to be protected by her sister.
His family was right. “To Paris!” Because in the Desnoyers’ minds, going to Europe meant going to Paris, of course. Let the “aunt from Berlin” keep praising her husband’s country! “It’s absolute nonsense!” Julio exclaimed, having made serious geographical and ethnic comparisons during his nightly outings. “There’s no place like Paris!” Chichi greeted the slightest hint of doubt with an ironic smile—“Maybe they have as stylish fashions in Germany as they do in Paris? . . . Bah!” Dona Luisa echoed her children’s enthusiasm. “Paris!” . . . It had never even crossed her mind to go to a Lutheran country for protection from her sister.
“Let it be Paris, then!” said the Frenchman, as though he were speaking of an unknown city.
“Let it be Paris, then!” said the Frenchman, as if he were talking about a city he didn’t know.
He had accustomed himself to believe that he would never return to it. During the first years of his life in America, the trip would have been an impossibility because of the military service which he had evaded. Then he had vague news of different amnesties. After the time for conscription had long since passed, an inertness of will had made him consider a return to his country as somewhat absurd and useless. On the other side, nothing remained to attract him. He had even lost track of those country relatives with whom his mother had lived. In his heaviest hours he had tried to occupy his activity by planning an enormous mausoleum, all of marble, in La Recoleta, the cemetery of the rich, in order to move thither the remains of Madariaga as founder of the dynasty, following him with all his own when their hour should come. He was beginning to feel the weight of age. He was nearly seventy years old, and the rude life of the country, the horseback rides in the rain, the rivers forded upon his swimming horse, the nights passed in the open air, had brought on a rheumatism that was torturing his best days.
He had gotten used to the idea that he would never go back. During the first few years of his life in America, making that trip would have been impossible because of the military service he had avoided. Then he heard vague news about various amnesties. By the time conscription was no longer an issue, he had grown so apathetic that the thought of returning to his home country seemed almost ridiculous and pointless. On the other hand, there was nothing pulling him back. He had even lost touch with the relatives in his home country that his mother had known. In his darkest moments, he tried to keep himself busy by planning a massive mausoleum, all made of marble, in La Recoleta, the cemetery for the wealthy, to relocate the remains of Madariaga as the founder of the dynasty, planning to follow him there himself when his time came. He was starting to feel the burden of age. He was almost seventy years old, and the tough life of the countryside, the horse rides in the rain, crossing rivers on his swimming horse, and nights spent outdoors, had caused a rheumatism that was tormenting him in his prime.
His family, however, reawakened his enthusiasm. “To Paris!” . . . He began to fancy that he was twenty again, and forgetting his habitual parsimony, wished his household to travel like royalty, in the most luxurious staterooms, and with personal servants. Two copper-hued country girls, born on the ranch and elevated to the rank of maids to the senora and her daughter, accompanied them on the voyage, their oblique eyes betraying not the slightest astonishment before the greatest novelties.
His family, on the other hand, reignited his excitement. “To Paris!” . . . He started to imagine that he was twenty again, and forgetting his usual frugality, wanted his family to travel like royalty, in the most luxurious suites, and with personal attendants. Two tanned country girls, born on the ranch and promoted to the position of maids for the señora and her daughter, joined them on the trip, their angled eyes showing not the slightest surprise at the grandest novelties.
Once in Paris, Desnoyers found himself quite bewildered. He confused the names of streets, proposed visits to buildings which had long since disappeared, and all his attempts to prove himself an expert authority on Paris were attended with disappointment. His children, guided by recent reading up, knew Paris better than he. He was considered a foreigner in his own country. At first, he even felt a certain strangeness in using his native tongue, for he had remained on the ranch without speaking a word of his language for years at a time. He was used to thinking in Spanish, and translating his ideas into the speech of his ancestors spattered his French with all kinds of Creole dialect.
Once in Paris, Desnoyers felt completely lost. He mixed up street names, suggested visits to buildings that had long been gone, and every attempt to show he was an expert on Paris ended in disappointment. His kids, armed with their recent reading, knew the city better than he did. He felt like a foreigner in his own country. At first, he even found it strange to speak his native language because he had spent years on the ranch without speaking it at all. He was used to thinking in Spanish, and translating his thoughts into the language of his ancestors blurred his French with various Creole dialects.
“Where a man makes his fortune and raises his family, there is his true country,” he said sententiously, remembering Madariaga.
“Where a man builds his wealth and raises his family, that is his true country,” he said thoughtfully, recalling Madariaga.
The image of that distant country dominated him with insistent obsession as soon as the impressions of the voyage had worn off. He had no French friends, and upon going into the street, his feet instinctively took him to the places where the Argentinians gathered together. It was the same with them. They had left their country only to feel, with increasing intensity, the desire to talk about it all the time. There he read the papers, commenting on the rising prices in the fields, on the prospects for the next harvests and on the sales of cattle. Returning home, his thoughts were still in America, and he chuckled with delight as he recalled the way in which the two chinas had defied the professional dignity of the French cook, preparing their native stews and other dishes in Creole style.
The image of that distant country consumed him with an unshakeable obsession as soon as the memories of the trip faded. He didn’t have any French friends, and when he stepped outside, his feet naturally took him to the spots where the Argentinians gathered. It was the same for them. They had left their homeland only to feel, with growing intensity, the urge to talk about it constantly. There he read the news, discussing the rising prices in the fields, the outlook for the next harvests, and the sales of livestock. When he returned home, his thoughts were still in America, and he laughed with joy as he remembered how the two Chinese had challenged the professional pride of the French chef by making their traditional stews and other dishes in a Creole style.
He had settled the family in an ostentatious house in the avenida Victor Hugo, for which he paid a rental of twenty-eight thousand francs. Dona Luisa had to go and come many times before she could accustom herself to the imposing aspect of the concierges—he, decorated with gold trimmings on his black uniform and wearing white whiskers like a notary in a comedy, she with a chain of gold upon her exuberant bosom, and receiving the tenants in a red and gold salon. In the rooms above was ultra-modern luxury, gilded and glacial, with white walls and glass doors with tiny panes which exasperated Desnoyers, who longed for the complicated carvings and rich furniture in vogue during his youth. He himself directed the arrangement and furnishings of the various rooms which always seemed empty.
He had settled his family into an extravagant house on Avenida Victor Hugo, for which he paid a monthly rent of twenty-eight thousand francs. Dona Luisa had to come and go several times before she could get used to the impressive presence of the concierge—he, adorned with gold trim on his black uniform and sporting white whiskers like a character in a play, she wearing a gold chain across her ample chest, and welcoming the tenants in a red and gold living room. Above, there was ultra-modern luxury, all glitzy and cold, with white walls and glass doors with tiny panes that drove Desnoyers crazy, as he longed for the intricate carvings and rich furniture that were popular during his youth. He personally oversaw the arrangement and decoration of the various rooms, which always seemed empty.
Chichi protested against her father’s avarice when she saw him buying slowly and with much calculation and hesitation. “Avarice, no!” he retorted, “it is because I know the worth of things.”
Chichi complained about her father's greed when she saw him making purchases slowly and with a lot of calculation and hesitation. “Greed? No!” he replied, “it's because I understand the value of things.”
Nothing pleased him that he had not acquired at one-third of its value. Beating down those who overcharged but proved the superiority of the buyer. Paris offered him one delightful spot which he could not find anywhere else in the world—the Hotel Drouot. He would go there every afternoon that he did not find other important auctions advertised in the papers. For many years, there was no famous failure in Parisian life, with its consequent liquidation, from which he did not carry something away. The use and need of these prizes were matters of secondary interest, the great thing was to get them for ridiculous prices. So the trophies from the auction-rooms now began to inundate the apartment which, at the beginning, he had been furnishing with such desperate slowness.
Nothing pleased him that he hadn't gotten for a fraction of its worth. He would bargain down anyone who overcharged, proving he was the better buyer. Paris had one amazing place he couldn’t find anywhere else—the Hotel Drouot. He would go there every afternoon unless he found other important auctions listed in the papers. For many years, he collected items from every famous failure in Parisian life, along with its inevitable liquidation. The usefulness of these treasures was secondary; the main thing was getting them for absurdly low prices. So, the trophies from the auction rooms started to flood the apartment, which at first he had been furnishing with painstaking slowness.
His daughter now complained that the home was getting overcrowded. The furnishings and ornaments were handsome, but too many . . . far too many! The white walls seemed to scowl at the magnificent sets of chairs and the overflowing glass cabinets. Rich and velvety carpets over which had passed many generations, covered all the compartments. Showy curtains, not finding a vacant frame in the salons, adorned the doors leading into the kitchen. The wall mouldings gradually disappeared under an overlay of pictures, placed close together like the scales of a cuirass. Who now could accuse Desnoyers of avarice? . . . He was investing far more than a fashionable contractor would have dreamed of spending.
His daughter now complained that the house was getting overcrowded. The furniture and decorations were nice, but there were just too many of them... way too many! The white walls seemed to frown at the magnificent sets of chairs and the overflowing glass cabinets. Rich, velvety carpets that had seen many generations covered every space. Flashy curtains, not finding a vacant frame in the living rooms, decorated the doors leading into the kitchen. The wall moldings were gradually disappearing under a layer of pictures, piled closely together like the scales of a breastplate. Who could still accuse Desnoyers of being greedy? ... He was spending far more than any trendy contractor would have ever thought of.
The underlying idea still was to acquire all this for a fourth of its price—an exciting bait which lured the economical man into continuous dissipation. He could sleep well only when he had driven a good bargain during the day. He bought at auction thousands of bottles of wine consigned by bankrupt firms, and he who scarcely ever drank, packed his wine cellars to overflowing, advising his family to use the champagne as freely as ordinary wine. The failure of a furrier induced him to buy for fourteen thousand francs pelts worth ninety thousand. In consequence, the entire Desnoyers family seemed suddenly to be suffering as frightfully from cold as though a polar iceberg had invaded the avenida Victor Hugo. The father kept only one fur coat for himself but ordered three for his son. Chichi and Dona Luisa appeared arrayed in all kinds of silky and luxurious skins—one day chinchilla, other days blue fox, marten or seal.
The main idea was still to get all of this for a quarter of its price—a tempting offer that drew in the money-saving guy into constant overspending. He could only sleep well if he had snagged a great deal during the day. He bought thousands of bottles of wine at auctions from bankrupt companies, and even though he hardly ever drank, he stuffed his wine cellars to the brim, telling his family to drink the champagne as casually as everyday wine. When a furrier went under, he purchased pelts worth ninety thousand francs for only fourteen thousand. As a result, the entire Desnoyers family suddenly seemed to suffer from the cold, as if a polar iceberg had taken over avenida Victor Hugo. The father kept just one fur coat for himself but ordered three for his son. Chichi and Dona Luisa showed up adorned in all sorts of silky and luxurious furs—one day chinchilla, another day blue fox, marten, or seal.
The enraptured buyer would permit no one but himself to adorn the walls with his new acquisitions, using the hammer from the top of a step-ladder in order to save the expense of a professional picture hanger. He wished to set his children the example of economy. In his idle hours, he would change the position of the heaviest pieces of furniture, trying every kind of combination. This employment reminded him of those happy days when he handled great sacks of wheat and bundles of hides on the ranch. Whenever his son noticed that he was looking thoughtfully at a monumental sideboard or heavy piece, he prudently betook himself to other haunts.
The excited buyer allowed no one but himself to decorate the walls with his new items, using a hammer from the top of a step ladder to avoid paying for a professional picture hanger. He wanted to show his kids the value of being frugal. During his free time, he would rearrange the heaviest pieces of furniture, trying out every possible arrangement. This task reminded him of the good old days when he handled big sacks of wheat and bundles of hides on the ranch. Whenever his son saw him staring thoughtfully at a large sideboard or heavy piece, he wisely found another place to be.
Desnoyers stood a little in awe of the two house-men, very solemn, correct creatures always in dress suit, who could not hide their astonishment at seeing a man with an income of more than a million francs engaged in such work. Finally it was the two coppery maids who aided their Patron, the three working contentedly together like companions in exile.
Desnoyers felt a bit in awe of the two housemen, always in formal attire, who couldn't hide their surprise at seeing a man earning over a million francs doing this kind of work. In the end, it was the two coppery maids who helped their boss, the three of them working happily together like friends in exile.
Four automobiles completed the luxuriousness of the family. The children would have been more content with one—small and dashing, in the very latest style. But Desnoyers was not the man to let a bargain slip past him, so one after the other, he had picked up the four, tempted by the price. They were as enormous and majestic as coaches of state. Their entrance into a street made the passers-by turn and stare. The chauffeur needed two assistants to help him keep this flock of mastodons in order, but the proud owner thought only of the skill with which he had gotten the best of the salesmen, anxious to get such monuments out of their sight.
Four cars completed the family's luxury. The kids would have been happier with just one—small and stylish, in the latest design. But Desnoyers wasn’t the type to pass up a good deal, so one by one, he picked up all four, lured by the price. They were as huge and impressive as regal carriages. Their arrival on a street made people stop and stare. The driver needed two assistants to help manage this fleet of giants, but the proud owner only thought about how cleverly he had outsmarted the salesmen, eager to get these behemoths out of their sight.
To his children he was always recommending simplicity and economy. “We are not as rich as you suppose. We own a good deal of property, but it produces a scanty income.”
To his kids, he always encouraged simplicity and frugality. “We’re not as wealthy as you think. We own a lot of property, but it brings in a minimal income.”
And then, after refusing a domestic expenditure of two hundred francs, he would put five thousand into an unnecessary purchase just because it would mean a great loss to the seller. Julio and his sister kept protesting to their mother, Dona Luisa—Chichi even going so far as to announce that she would never marry a man like her father.
And then, after turning down a household expense of two hundred francs, he would spend five thousand on something unnecessary just because it would be a big loss for the seller. Julio and his sister kept arguing with their mother, Dona Luisa—Chichi even went as far as to say that she would never marry a man like her father.
“Hush, hush!” exclaimed the scandalized Creole. “He has his little peculiarities, but he is very good. Never has he given me any cause for complaint. I only hope that you may be lucky enough to find his equal.”
“Hush, hush!” exclaimed the shocked Creole. “He has his quirks, but he’s a great person. He’s never given me a reason to complain. I just hope you’re lucky enough to find someone as good as him.”
Her husband’s quarrelsomeness, his irritable character and his masterful will all sank into insignificance when she thought of his unvarying fidelity. In so many years of married life . . . nothing! His faithfulness had been unexceptional even in the country where many, surrounded by beasts, and intent on increasing their flocks, had seemed to become contaminated by the general animalism. She remembered her father only too well! . . . Even her sister was obliged to live in apparent calmness with the vainglorious Karl, quite capable of disloyalty not because of any special lust, but just to imitate the doings of his superiors.
Her husband's constant arguments, his grumpy nature, and his controlling ways all faded away when she thought about his unwavering loyalty. After all those years of marriage... nothing! His faithfulness had been remarkable, even in a place where many, surrounded by animals and focused on growing their herds, seemed to have been tainted by the general primal behavior. She remembered her father all too well! Even her sister had to maintain a facade of calm with the boastful Karl, who was more than capable of being unfaithful—not out of any particular desire, but simply to mimic the actions of those above him.
Desnoyers and his wife were plodding through life in a routine affection, reminding Dona Luisa, in her limited imagination, of the yokes of oxen on the ranch who refused to budge whenever another animal was substituted for the regular companion. Her husband certainly was quick tempered, holding her responsible for all the whims with which he exasperated his children, yet he could never bear to have her out of his sight. The afternoons at the hotel Drouot would be most insipid for him unless she was at his side, the confidante of his plans and wrathful outbursts.
Desnoyers and his wife were trudging through life in a predictable relationship, reminding Dona Luisa, with her limited imagination, of the yoke of oxen on the ranch that wouldn't move if their usual partner was replaced. Her husband was definitely quick-tempered, blaming her for all the mood swings that frustrated their kids, but he couldn’t stand to be apart from her. Afternoons at the Hotel Drouot felt incredibly boring for him unless she was there, sharing in his plans and rants.
“To-day there is to be a sale of jewels; shall we go?”
"There's a jewelry sale today; should we go?"
He would make this proposition in such a gentle and coaxing voice—the voice that Dona Luisa remembered in their first talks around the old home. And so they would go together, but by different routes;—she in one of the monumental vehicles because, accustomed to the leisurely carriage rides of the ranch, she no longer cared to walk; and Desnoyers—although owner of the four automobiles, heartily abominating them because he was conservative and uneasy with the complications of new machinery—on foot under the pretext that, through lack of work, his body needed the exercise. When they met in the crowded salesrooms, they proceeded to examine the jewels together, fixing beforehand, the price they would offer. But he, quick to become exasperated by opposition, always went further, hurling numbers at his competitors as though they were blows. After such excursions, the senora would appear as majestic and dazzling as a basilica of Byzantium—ears and neck decorated with great pearls, her bosom a constellation of brilliants, her hands radiating points of light of all colors of the rainbow.
He would make this suggestion in such a gentle and persuasive tone—the voice that Dona Luisa remembered from their early conversations in the old house. So they would go together, but by different paths; she in one of the grand carriages because, used to the relaxed rides on the ranch, she no longer wanted to walk; and Desnoyers—though he owned four cars, despising them because he was old-fashioned and uncomfortable with the complexities of new machines—on foot, claiming that, due to a lack of work, his body needed the exercise. When they met in the bustling showrooms, they examined the jewels together, deciding in advance the price they would offer. But he, quick to get frustrated by any resistance, always went further, throwing out numbers at his competitors as if they were blows. After such outings, the señora would appear as majestic and stunning as a Byzantine basilica—her ears and neck adorned with large pearls, her chest a constellation of diamonds, her hands sparkling with lights of every color of the rainbow.
“Too much, mama,” Chichi would protest. “They will take you for a pawnbroker’s lady!” But the Creole, satisfied with her splendor, the crowning glory of a humble life, attributed her daughter’s faultfinding to envy. Chichi was only a girl now, but later on she would thank her for having collected all these gems for her.
“Too much, Mom,” Chichi would complain. “They'll think you're a pawn shop owner’s wife!” But the Creole, pleased with her extravagance, the highlight of her simple life, believed her daughter’s criticism came from jealousy. Chichi was just a girl now, but later on she would appreciate her for gathering all these treasures for her.
Already the home was unable to accommodate so many purchases. In the cellars were piled up enough paintings, furniture, statues, and draperies to equip several other dwellings. Don Marcelo began to complain of the cramped space in an apartment costing twenty-eight thousand francs a year—in reality large enough for a family four times the size of his. He was beginning to deplore being obliged to renounce some very tempting furniture bargains when a real estate agent smelled out the foreigner and relieved him of his embarrassment. Why not buy a castle? . . .
The house was already struggling to hold all the new purchases. The cellars were stuffed with enough paintings, furniture, statues, and curtains to furnish several other homes. Don Marcelo started to complain about the cramped conditions in an apartment that cost twenty-eight thousand francs a year—actually big enough for a family four times the size of his. He was starting to regret having to pass up some really tempting furniture deals when a real estate agent noticed the foreigner and helped him out of his dilemma. Why not buy a castle? . . .
The entire family was delighted with the idea. An historic castle, the most historic that could be found, would supplement their luxurious establishment. Chichi paled with pride. Some of her friends had castles. Others, of old colonial family, who were accustomed to look down upon her for her country bringing up, would now cry with envy upon learning of this acquisition which was almost a patent of nobility. The mother smiled in the hope of months in the country which would recall the simple and happy life of her youth. Julio was less enthusiastic. The “old man” would expect him to spend much time away from Paris, but he consoled himself by reflecting that the suburban place would provide excuse for frequent automobile trips.
The whole family was excited about the idea. A historic castle, the most impressive one they could find, would enhance their luxurious lifestyle. Chichi beamed with pride. Some of her friends had castles, and others from old colonial families, who used to look down on her for her rural upbringing, would now be envious to hear about this acquisition, which felt like a stamp of nobility. The mother smiled, looking forward to months in the countryside that would remind her of the simple and happy life of her youth. Julio was less thrilled. The "old man" would expect him to spend a lot of time away from Paris, but he comforted himself with the thought that the place in the suburbs would give him a reason for frequent car trips.
Desnoyers thought of the relatives in Berlin. Why should he not have his castle like the others? . . . The bargains were alluring. Historic mansions by the dozen were offered him. Their owners, exhausted by the expense of maintaining them, were more than anxious to sell. So he bought the castle of Villeblanche-sur-Marne, built in the time of the religious wars—a mixture of palace and fortress with an Italian Renaissance facade, gloomy towers with pointed hoods, and moats in which swans were swimming.
Desnoyers thought about his relatives in Berlin. Why shouldn't he have his own castle like everyone else? The deals were tempting. He was presented with dozens of historic mansions. Their owners, drained by the costs of upkeep, were eager to sell. So he bought the castle of Villeblanche-sur-Marne, built during the religious wars—a blend of palace and fortress with an Italian Renaissance facade, dark towers with pointed roofs, and moats filled with swimming swans.
He could now live with some tracts of land over which to exercise his authority, struggling again with the resistance of men and things. Besides, the vast proportions of the rooms of the castle were very tempting and bare of furniture. This opportunity for placing the overflow from his cellars plunged him again into buying. With this atmosphere of lordly gloom, the antiques would harmonize beautifully, without that cry of protest which they always seemed to make when placed in contact with the glaring white walls of modern habitations. The historic residence required an endless outlay; on that account it had changed owners so many times.
He could now live on some land where he could assert his authority, grappling once more with the resistance of people and things. Plus, the huge size of the castle's rooms was really tempting and sparsely furnished. This chance to fill the overflow from his cellars pushed him back into buying. With this atmosphere of noble gloom, the antiques would fit in perfectly, without that protest they always seemed to make when near the glaring white walls of modern homes. The historic residence needed constant spending; because of that, it had changed owners so many times.
But he and the land understood each other beautifully. . . . So at the same time that he was filling the salons, he was going to begin farming and stock-raising in the extensive parks—a reproduction in miniature of his enterprises in South America. The property ought to be made self-supporting. Not that he had any fear of the expenses, but he did not intend to lose money on the proposition.
But he and the land had a great connection. . . . While he filled the salons, he was also planning to start farming and raising livestock in the large parks—a smaller version of his ventures in South America. The property should be self-sufficient. He wasn't worried about the expenses, but he didn't want to lose money on the deal.
The acquisition of the castle brought Desnoyers a true friendship—the chief advantage in the transaction. He became acquainted with a neighbor, Senator Lacour, who twice had been Minister of State, and was now vegetating in the senate, silent during its sessions, but restless and voluble in the corridors in order to maintain his influence. He was a prominent figure of the republican nobility, an aristocrat of the new regime that had sprung from the agitations of the Revolution, just as the titled nobility had won their spurs in the Crusades. His great-grandfather had belonged to the Convention. His father had figured in the Republic of 1848. He, as the son of an exile who had died in banishment, had when very young marched behind the grandiloquent figure of Gambetta, and always spoke in glowing terms of the Master, in the hope that some of his rays might be reflected on his disciple. His son Rene, a pupil of the Ecole Centrale regarded his father as “a rare old sport,” laughing a little at his romantic and humanitarian republicanism. He, nevertheless, was counting much on that same official protection treasured by four generations of Lacours dedicated to the service of the Republic, to assist him when he became an engineer.
The purchase of the castle brought Desnoyers a real friendship—the main benefit of the deal. He got to know a neighbor, Senator Lacour, who had served twice as Minister of State and was now just hanging out in the senate, quiet during the meetings but talkative in the hallways to keep his influence alive. He was a well-known figure among the republican aristocracy, an aristocrat of the new system that emerged from the upheavals of the Revolution, similar to how the titled nobility earned their status in the Crusades. His great-grandfather was part of the Convention. His father was involved in the Republic of 1848. He, as the son of an exile who had died in exile, had marched behind the impressive figure of Gambetta when he was very young, always speaking highly of the Master, hoping some of his brilliance would shine on him. His son Rene, a student at the Ecole Centrale, saw his father as “a rare old sport,” chuckling a bit at his idealistic and humanitarian views on republicanism. Still, he was counting on that same official support that four generations of Lacours had built up in service to the Republic to help him when he became an engineer.
Don Marcelo who used to look uneasily upon any new friendship, fearing a demand for a loan, gave himself up with enthusiasm to intimacy with this “grand man.” The personage admired riches and recognized, besides, a certain genius in this millionaire from the other side of the sea accustomed to speaking of limitless pastures and immense herds. Their intercourse was more than the mere friendliness of a country neighborhood, and continued on after their return to Paris. Finally Rene visited the home on the avenida Victor Hugo as though it were his own.
Don Marcelo, who was always wary of new friendships because he dreaded being asked for loans, enthusiastically embraced his closeness with this “great man.” The character admired wealth and also recognized a certain brilliance in this millionaire from across the ocean, who was used to talking about endless pastures and huge herds. Their relationship was more than just the casual friendliness of a neighborhood; it continued even after they returned to Paris. Eventually, Rene treated the home on Avenida Victor Hugo as if it were his own.
The only disappointments in Desnoyers’ new life came from his children. Chichi irritated him because of the independence of her tastes. She did not like antiques, no matter how substantial and magnificent they might be, much preferring the frivolities of the latest fashion. She accepted all her father’s gifts with great indifference. Before an exquisite blonde piece of lace, centuries old, picked up at auction, she made a wry face, saying, “I would much rather have had a new dress costing three hundred francs.” She and her brother were solidly opposed to everything old.
The only letdowns in Desnoyers’ new life came from his kids. Chichi annoyed him with her independent tastes. She didn’t care for antiques, no matter how impressive they were, and much preferred the frivolities of the latest fashion. She accepted all her father’s gifts with indifference. When faced with an exquisite blonde piece of lace, centuries old, that he had picked up at auction, she made a face and said, “I’d much rather have a new dress that costs three hundred francs.” She and her brother were completely against anything old.
Now that his daughter was already a woman, he had confided her absolutely to the care of Dona Luisa. But the former “Peoncito” was not showing much respect for the advice and commands of the good natured Creole. She had taken up roller-skating with enthusiasm, regarding it as the most elegant of diversions. She would go every afternoon to the Ice Palace, Dona Luisa chaperoning her, although to do this she was obliged to give up accompanying her husband to his sales. Oh, the hours of deadly weariness before that frozen oval ring, watching the white circle of balancing human monkeys gliding by on runners to the sound of an organ! . . . Her daughter would pass and repass before her tired eyes, rosy from the exercise, spirals of hair escaped from her hat, streaming out behind, the folds of her skirt swinging above her skates—handsome, athletic and Amazonian, with the rude health of a child who, according to her father, “had been weaned on beefsteaks.”
Now that his daughter was a grown woman, he had fully entrusted her to Dona Luisa’s care. However, the former "Peoncito" wasn't showing much respect for the advice and guidance of the kind-hearted Creole. She had picked up roller-skating with excitement, seeing it as the most stylish pastime. Every afternoon, she would go to the Ice Palace, with Dona Luisa chaperoning her, though this meant Dona Luisa had to skip accompanying her husband on his sales trips. Oh, the hours of unbearable boredom in front of that frozen oval rink, watching the white circle of balancing skaters glide by to the sound of an organ! . . . Her daughter would skate back and forth before her weary eyes, flushed from the exercise, strands of hair escaping from her hat and streaming behind her, the folds of her skirt swaying above her skates—beautiful, athletic, and Amazonian, with the robust health of a child who, according to her father, “had been weaned on beefsteaks.”
Finally Dona Luisa rebelled against this troublesome vigilance, preferring to accompany her husband on his hunt for underpriced riches. Chichi went to the skating rink with one of the dark-skinned maids, passing the afternoons with her sporty friends of the new world. Together they ventilated their ideas under the glare of the easy life of Paris, freed from the scruples and conventions of their native land. They all thought themselves older than they were, delighting to discover in each other unsuspected charms. The change from the other hemisphere had altered their sense of values. Some were even writing verses in French. And Desnoyers became alarmed, giving free rein to his bad humor, when Chichi of evenings, would bring forth as aphorisms that which she and her friends had been discussing, as a summary of their readings and observations.—“Life is life, and one must live! . . . I will marry the man I love, no matter who he may be. . . .”
Finally, Dona Luisa rebelled against this annoying scrutiny, choosing instead to join her husband in his quest for undervalued treasures. Chichi went to the skating rink with one of the dark-skinned maids, spending her afternoons with her sporty friends from the new world. Together, they shared their thoughts under the bright lights of Parisian life, free from the constraints and traditions of their homeland. They all felt older than they actually were, enjoying the discovery of each other's hidden charms. The move from the other hemisphere had changed their values. Some were even writing poetry in French. Desnoyers grew worried, letting his bad mood show, when Chichi would share in the evenings the sayings that summarized what she and her friends had been discussing about their readings and observations—“Life is life, and you have to live it! . . . I will marry the man I love, no matter who he is. . . .”
But the daughter’s independence was as nothing compared to the worry which the other child gave the Desnoyers. Ay, that other one! . . . Julio, upon arriving in Paris, had changed the bent of his aspirations. He no longer thought of becoming an engineer; he wished to become an artist. Don Marcelo objected in great consternation, but finally yielded. Let it be painting! The important thing was to have some regular profession. The father, while he considered property and wealth as sacred rights, felt that no one should enjoy them who had not worked to acquire them.
But the daughter’s independence meant nothing compared to the worry that the other child caused the Desnoyers. Oh, that other one! . . . When Julio arrived in Paris, he shifted his aspirations. He no longer wanted to be an engineer; he wanted to be an artist. Don Marcelo was very worried about this at first, but eventually he gave in. Fine, let it be painting! The important thing was to have a steady profession. The father, while he viewed property and wealth as sacred rights, believed that no one should benefit from them without having worked to earn them.
Recalling his apprenticeship as a wood carver, he began to hope that the artistic instincts which poverty had extinguished in him were, perhaps, reappearing in his son. What if this lazy boy, this lively genius, hesitating before taking up his walk in life, should turn out to be a famous painter, after all! . . . So he agreed to all of Julio’s caprices, the budding artist insisting that for his first efforts in drawing and coloring, he needed a separate apartment where he could work with more freedom. His father, therefore, established him near his home, in the rue de la Pompe in the former studio of a well-known foreign painter. The workroom and its annexes were far too large for an amateur, but the owner had died, and Desnoyers improved the opportunity offered by the heirs, and bought at a remarkable bargain, the entire plant, pictures and furnishings.
Recalling his time as a wood carver, he started to hope that the creative instincts that poverty had stifled in him were, perhaps, coming back in his son. What if this lazy boy, this lively genius, lingering before choosing his path in life, turned out to be a famous painter after all! . . . So he went along with all of Julio’s whims, the budding artist insisting that for his first attempts at drawing and coloring, he needed a separate space where he could work more freely. His father, therefore, set him up close to home, on rue de la Pompe, in the former studio of a well-known foreign painter. The workspace and its extensions were way too big for a beginner, but the owner had passed away, and Desnoyers took advantage of the opportunity provided by the heirs and purchased the whole setup, including the paintings and furnishings, at an incredible deal.
Dona Luisa at first visited the studio daily like a good mother, caring for the well-being of her son that he may work to better advantage. Taking off her gloves, she emptied the brass trays filled with cigar stubs and dusted the furniture powdered with the ashes fallen from the pipes. Julio’s visitors, long-haired young men who spoke of things that she could not understand, seemed to her rather careless in their manners. . . . Later on she also met there women, very lightly clad, and was received with scowls by her son. Wasn’t his mother ever going to let him work in peace? . . . So the poor lady, starting out in the morning toward the rue de la Pompe, stopped midway and went instead to the church of Saint Honore d’Eylau.
Dona Luisa initially visited the studio every day like a devoted mother, concerned for her son's well-being so he could work better. She took off her gloves, emptied the brass trays filled with cigar butts, and dusted the furniture covered in ashes from the pipes. Julio’s friends, long-haired young men who talked about things she couldn’t understand, seemed quite careless in their behavior. . . . Eventually, she also encountered women, dressed very lightly, and received disapproving looks from her son. Would his mother ever let him work in peace? . . . So the poor lady, setting out in the morning toward rue de la Pompe, stopped halfway and instead went to the church of Saint Honore d’Eylau.
The father displayed more prudence. A man of his years could not expect to mingle with the chums of a young artist. In a few months’ time, Julio passed entire weeks without going to sleep under the paternal roof. Finally he installed himself permanently in his studio, occasionally making a flying trip home that his family might know that he was still in existence. . . . Some mornings, Desnoyers would arrive at the rue de la Pompe in order to ask a few questions of the concierge. It was ten o’clock; the artist was sleeping. Upon returning at midday, he learned that the heavy sleep still continued. Soon after lunch, another visit to get better news. It was two o’clock, the young gentleman was just arising. So the father would retire, muttering stormily—“But when does this painter ever paint?” . . .
The father was more cautious. A man his age couldn't expect to hang out with the friends of a young artist. In just a few months, Julio spent whole weeks without sleeping under his father’s roof. Eventually, he moved into his studio permanently, making occasional quick trips home to let his family know he was still alive. . . . Some mornings, Desnoyers would go to the rue de la Pompe to ask the doorman a few questions. It was ten o’clock; the artist was still asleep. When he returned at midday, he found out that the deep sleep was still going on. Shortly after lunch, he made another visit to get better news. It was two o’clock, and the young man was just getting up. So the father would leave, grumbling to himself—“But when does this painter actually paint?” . . .
At first Julio had tried to win renown with his brush, believing that it would prove an easy task. In true artist fashion, he collected his friends around him, South American boys with nothing to do but enjoy life, scattering money ostentatiously so that everybody might know of their generosity. With serene audacity, the young canvas-dauber undertook to paint portraits. He loved good painting, “distinctive” painting, with the cloying sweetness of a romance, that copied only the forms of women. He had money, a good studio, his father was standing behind him ready to help—why shouldn’t he accomplish as much as many others who lacked his opportunities? . . .
At first, Julio tried to gain fame with his paintbrush, thinking it would be easy. True to the artist's spirit, he gathered his friends around him—South American guys with nothing to do but enjoy life—throwing around money flamboyantly so everyone would see their generosity. With calm confidence, the young painter set out to create portraits. He loved beautiful painting, “unique” painting, rich with the sentimental charm of a romance, that only depicted the forms of women. He had money, a nice studio, and his father was ready to support him—so why shouldn’t he achieve as much as others who didn’t have his opportunities? . . .
So he began his work by coloring a canvas entitled, “The Dance of the Hours,” a mere pretext for copying pretty girls and selecting buxom models. These he would sketch at a mad speed, filling in the outlines with blobs of multi-colored paint, and up to this point all went well. Then he would begin to vacillate, remaining idle before the picture only to put it in the corner in hope of later inspiration. It was the same way with his various studies of feminine heads. Finding that he was never able to finish anything, he soon became resigned, like one who pants with fatigue before an obstacle waiting for a providential interposition to save him. The important thing was to be a painter . . . even though he might not paint anything. This afforded him the opportunity, on the plea of lofty aestheticism, of sending out cards of invitation and asking light women to his studio. He lived during the night. Don Marcelo, upon investigating the artist’s work, could not contain his indignation. Every morning the two Desnoyers were accustomed to greet the first hours of dawn—the father leaping from his bed, the son, on his way home to his studio to throw himself upon his couch not to wake till midday.
So he started his work by painting a canvas called “The Dance of the Hours,” which was really just an excuse to draw pretty girls and pick curvy models. He would sketch them at lightning speed, filling in the shapes with blobs of colorful paint, and so far, everything was going well. Then he would start to hesitate, sitting idle in front of the picture before putting it in the corner, hoping for inspiration later. The same thing happened with his various studies of women’s heads. Realizing he could never finish anything, he eventually gave up, like someone exhausted and waiting for a lucky break to save him. The important thing was to be a painter... even if he didn’t actually paint anything. This gave him the chance, under the guise of high art, to send out invitation cards and invite women of questionable morals to his studio. He lived during the night. Don Marcelo, upon looking into the artist's work, couldn’t hide his outrage. Every morning, the two Desnoyers would welcome the first light of dawn—the father jumping out of bed, while the son, on his way home to his studio, would crash on his couch and not wake up until midday.
The credulous Dona Luisa would invent the most absurd explanations to defend her son. Who could tell? Perhaps he had the habit of painting during the night, utilizing it for original work. Men resort to so many devilish things! . . .
The gullible Dona Luisa would come up with the most ridiculous excuses to defend her son. Who knows? Maybe he had a habit of painting at night, using it for his original projects. People get into all sorts of trouble! . . .
Desnoyers knew very well what these nocturnal gusts of genius were amounting to—scandals in the restaurants of Montmartre, and scrimmages, many scrimmages. He and his gang, who believed that at seven a full dress or Tuxedo was indispensable, were like a band of Indians, bringing to Paris the wild customs of the plains. Champagne always made them quarrelsome. So they broke and paid, but their generosities were almost invariably followed by a scuffle. No one could surpass Julio in the quick slap and the ready card. His father heard with a heavy heart the news brought him by some friends thinking to flatter his vanity—his son was always victorious in these gentlemanly encounters; he it was who always scratched the enemy’s skin. The painter knew more about fencing than art. He was a champion with various weapons; he could box, and was even skilled in the favorite blows of the prize fighters of the slums. “Useless as a drone, and as dangerous, too,” fretted his father. And yet in the back of his troubled mind fluttered an irresistible satisfaction—an animal pride in the thought that this hare-brained terror was his own.
Desnoyers knew exactly what these late-night bursts of creativity were leading to—scandals in the Montmartre restaurants and lots of brawls, many brawls. He and his crew, who thought it was essential to wear a full suit or tuxedo by seven, were like a group of Native Americans, bringing the wild customs of the plains to Paris. Champagne always made them feisty. So they would get into fights and then pay up, but their generosity was almost always followed by a scuffle. No one could beat Julio when it came to a quick slap or a swift card. His father heard with a heavy heart the news from some friends who thought they were flattering him—his son was always coming out on top in these gentlemanly brawls; he was the one who always got under the skin of his opponents. The painter knew more about fighting than art. He was a champion with different weapons; he could box and was even good at the favorite punches of the street fighters. “As useless as a drone and just as dangerous,” his father worried. And yet, in the back of his troubled mind, he felt an undeniable satisfaction—an animal pride in the thought that this reckless troublemaker was his own.
For a while, he thought that he had hit upon a way of withdrawing his son from such an existence. The relatives in Berlin had visited the Desnoyers in their castle of Villeblanche. With good-natured superiority, Karl von Hartrott had appreciated the rich and rather absurd accumulations of his brother-in-law. They were not bad; he admitted that they gave a certain cachet to the home in Paris and to the castle. They smacked of the possessions of titled nobility. But Germany! . . . The comforts and luxuries in his country! . . . He just wished his brother-in-law to admire the way he lived and the noble friendships that embellished his opulence. And so he insisted in his letters that the Desnoyers family should return their visit. This change of environment might tone Julio down a little. Perhaps his ambition might waken on seeing the diligence of his cousins, each with a career. The Frenchman had, besides, an underlying belief in the more corrupt influence of Paris as compared with the purity of the customs in Patriarchal Germany.
For a while, he thought he had found a way to pull his son out of that kind of life. The relatives in Berlin had visited the Desnoyers at their castle in Villeblanche. With a friendly sense of superiority, Karl von Hartrott had taken note of the rich and somewhat ridiculous possessions of his brother-in-law. They weren't bad; he admitted they gave a certain prestige to the home in Paris and to the castle. They had the feel of the belongings of titled nobility. But Germany! . . . The comforts and luxuries in his country! . . . He just wanted his brother-in-law to appreciate the way he lived and the noble connections that enhanced his wealth. So he insisted in his letters that the Desnoyers family should return their visit. This change of scenery might tone Julio down a little. Maybe his ambition would wake up upon seeing the hard work of his cousins, each with a career. The Frenchman also held an underlying belief in the more corrupting influence of Paris when compared to the purity of the customs in Patriarchal Germany.
They were there four months. In a little while Desnoyers felt ready to retreat. Each to his own kind; he would never be able to understand such people. Exceedingly amiable, with an abject amiability and evident desire to please, but constantly blundering through a tactless desire to make their grandeur felt. The high-toned friends of Hartrott emphasized their love for France, but it was the pious love that a weak and mischievous child inspires, needing protection. And they would accompany their affability with all manner of inopportune memories of the wars in which France had been conquered. Everything in Germany—a monument, a railroad station, a simple dining-room device, instantly gave rise to glorious comparisons. “In France, you do not have this,” “Of course, you never saw anything like this in America.”
They were there for four months. Soon, Desnoyers felt ready to leave. Everyone had their own kind; he would never understand these people. They were incredibly nice, with a desperate desire to please, but they constantly stumbled over their awkward attempts to showcase their superiority. Hartrott's high-status friends talked about their love for France, but it was that condescending love often shown by a weak and troublesome child seeking protection. They would pair their friendliness with all sorts of inappropriate reminders of the wars where France had been defeated. Everything in Germany—a monument, a train station, a simple dining room feature—immediately led to grand comparisons. “In France, you don’t have this,” “Of course, you’ve never seen anything like this in America.”
Don Marcelo came away fatigued by so much condescension, and his wife and daughter refused to be convinced that the elegance of Berlin could be superior to Paris. Chichi, with audacious sacrilege, scandalized her cousins by declaring that she could not abide the corseted officers with immovable monocle, who bowed to the women with such automatic rigidity, blending their gallantries with an air of superiority.
Don Marcelo was exhausted by all the condescension, and his wife and daughter wouldn’t accept that the elegance of Berlin could be better than Paris. Chichi, with bold irreverence, shocked her cousins by saying that she couldn't stand the corseted officers with their stiff monocles, who bowed to the women with such mechanical formality, mixing their flattery with an air of superiority.
Julio, guided by his cousins, was saturated in the virtuous atmosphere of Berlin. With the oldest, “The Sage,” he had nothing to do. He was a poor creature devoted to his books who patronized all the family with a protecting air. It was the others, the sub-lieutenants or military students, who proudly showed him the rounds of German joy.
Julio, led by his cousins, was immersed in the virtuous vibe of Berlin. He had nothing to do with the oldest one, "The Sage," who was a pitiful figure lost in his books and looked down on the whole family with a condescending attitude. It was the others, the sub-lieutenants or military students, who confidently introduced him to the rounds of German happiness.
Julio was accordingly introduced to all the night restaurants—imitations of those in Paris, but on a much larger scale. The women who in Paris might be counted by the dozens appeared here in hundreds. The scandalous drunkenness here never came by chance, but always by design as an indispensable part of the gaiety. All was grandiose, glittering, colossal. The libertines diverted themselves in platoons, the public got drunk in companies, the harlots presented themselves in regiments. He felt a sensation of disgust before these timid and servile females, accustomed to blows, who were so eagerly trying to reimburse themselves for the losses and exposures of their business. For him, it was impossible to celebrate with hoarse ha-has, like his cousins, the discomfiture of these women when they realized that they had wasted so many hours without accomplishing more than abundant drinking. The gross obscenity, so public and noisy, like a parade of riches, was loathsome to Julio. “There is nothing like this in Paris,” his cousins repeatedly exulted as they admired the stupendous salons, the hundreds of men and women in pairs, the thousands of tipplers. “No, there certainly was nothing like that in Paris.” He was sick of such boundless pretension. He seemed to be attending a fiesta of hungry mariners anxious at one swoop to make amends for all former privations. Like his father, he longed to get away. It offended his aesthetic sense.
Julio was introduced to all the night restaurants—imitations of those in Paris, but on a much larger scale. The women who in Paris might be counted by the dozens were here in the hundreds. The shocking drunkenness wasn't random; it was always planned and considered essential to the fun. Everything was grand, sparkly, and massive. The libertines entertained themselves in groups, the crowd got drunk together, and the prostitutes presented themselves like an army. He felt a wave of disgust at these timid and submissive women, used to abuse, who were desperately trying to make up for the losses and risks of their work. For him, it was impossible to join in with loud, mocking laughter like his cousins as they reveled in the humiliation of these women when they realized they had wasted so many hours accomplishing nothing but heavy drinking. The blatant obscenity, so public and noisy, like a parade of wealth, was repulsive to Julio. “There’s nothing like this in Paris,” his cousins kept exclaiming as they admired the enormous rooms, the hundreds of couples, the thousands of drinkers. “No, there definitely wasn’t anything like this in Paris.” He was fed up with such endless arrogance. It felt like he was at a party of starving sailors trying to make up for all their past hardships in one go. Like his father, he yearned to escape. It offended his sense of aesthetics.
Don Marcelo returned from this visit with melancholy resignation. Those people had undoubtedly made great strides. He was not such a blind patriot that he could not admit what was so evident. Within a few years they had transformed their country, and their industry was astonishing . . . but, well . . . it was simply impossible to have anything to do with them. Each to his own, but may they never take a notion to envy their neighbor! . . . Then he immediately repelled this last suspicion with the optimism of a business man.
Don Marcelo came back from this visit feeling sadly resigned. Those people had definitely made significant progress. He wasn't such a blind patriot that he couldn't see what was obvious. In just a few years, they had changed their country, and their industry was impressive . . . but, well . . . it was just impossible to get involved with them. To each their own, but hopefully, they never start envying their neighbor! . . . Then he quickly dismissed that last thought with a businessman's optimism.
“They are going to be very rich,” he thought. “Their affairs are prospering, and he that is rich does not hunt quarrels. That war of which some crazy fools are always dreaming would be an impossible thing.”
“They’re going to be really rich,” he thought. “Their business is thriving, and those who have money don’t seek out conflicts. That war that some delusional people are always fantasizing about would be impossible.”
Young Desnoyers renewed his Parisian existence, living entirely in the studio and going less and less to his father’s home. Dona Luisa began to speak of a certain Argensola, a very learned young Spaniard, believing that his counsels might prove most helpful to Julio. She did not know exactly whether this new companion was friend, master or servant. The studio habitues also had their doubts. The literary ones always spoke of Argensola as a painter. The painters recognized only his ability as a man of letters. He was among those who used to come up to the studio of winter afternoons, attracted by the ruddy glow of the stove and the wines secretly provided by the mother, holding forth authoritatively before the often-renewed bottle and the box of cigars lying open on the table. One night, he slept on the divan, as he had no regular quarters. After that first night, he lived entirely in the studio.
Young Desnoyers settled back into his Paris life, spending all his time in the studio and visiting his father’s house less and less. Dona Luisa started talking about a certain Argensola, a highly knowledgeable young Spaniard, thinking that his advice could be very useful for Julio. She wasn’t sure if this new friend was a mentor or just someone who hung around. The regulars in the studio had their own opinions. The literary types always referred to Argensola as a painter, while the painters acknowledged him only as a man of letters. He was one of those who would come to the studio on winter afternoons, drawn in by the warm glow of the stove and the wine secretly provided by his mother, holding forth confidently in front of the frequently refreshed wine bottle and the open box of cigars on the table. One night, he crashed on the couch since he didn’t have a permanent place to stay. After that first night, he ended up living entirely in the studio.
Julio soon discovered in him an admirable reflex of his own personality. He knew that Argensola had come third-class from Madrid with twenty francs in his pocket, in order to “capture glory,” to use his own words. Upon observing that the Spaniard was painting with as much difficulty as himself, with the same wooden and childish strokes, which are so characteristic of the make-believe artists and pot-boilers, the routine workers concerned themselves with color and other rank fads. Argensola was a psychological artist, a painter of souls. And his disciple, felt astonished and almost displeased on learning what a comparatively simple thing it was to paint a soul. Upon a bloodless countenance, with a chin as sharp as a dagger, the gifted Spaniard would trace a pair of nearly round eyes, and at the centre of each pupil he would aim a white brush stroke, a point of light . . . the soul. Then, planting himself before the canvas, he would proceed to classify this soul with his inexhaustible imagination, attributing to it almost every kind of stress and extremity. So great was the sway of his rapture that Julio, too, was able to see all that the artist flattered himself into believing that he had put into the owlish eyes. He, also, would paint souls . . . souls of women.
Julio soon realized that he saw a remarkable reflection of his own personality in Argensola. He knew that Argensola had come third-class from Madrid with twenty francs in his pocket, aiming to “capture glory,” as he put it. When he saw that the Spaniard was painting with just as much struggle as he was, using the same clumsy, childlike strokes typical of amateur artists and hacks, the routine workers busied themselves with color and other trivial trends. Argensola was a psychological artist, a painter of souls. And his disciple felt both amazed and a bit disheartened to learn how relatively easy it was to paint a soul. On a pale face, with a chin as sharp as a dagger, the talented Spaniard would draw a pair of nearly round eyes, and in the center of each pupil, he would add a white brush stroke, a point of light . . . the soul. Then, standing before the canvas, he would classify this soul with his boundless imagination, attributing to it nearly every kind of emotion and intensity. So powerful was his inspiration that Julio was also able to see everything the artist convinced himself he had captured in those owlish eyes. He, too, would paint souls . . . the souls of women.
In spite of the ease with which he developed his psychological creations, Argensola preferred to talk, stretched on a divan, or to read, hugging the fire while his friend and protector was outside. Another advantage this fondness for reading gave young Desnoyers was that he was no longer obliged to open a volume, scanning the index and last pages “just to get the idea.” Formerly when frequenting society functions, he had been guilty of coolly asking an author which was his best book—his smile of a clever man—giving the writer to understand that he merely enquired so as not to waste time on the other volumes. Now it was no longer necessary to do this; Argensola would read for him. As soon as Julio would see him absorbed in a book, he would demand an immediate share: “Tell me the story.” So the “secretary,” not only gave him the plots of comedies and novels, but also detailed the argument of Schopenhauer or of Nietzsche . . . Dona Luisa almost wept on hearing her visitors—with that benevolence which wealth always inspires—speak of her son as “a rather gay young man, but wonderfully well read!”
Despite how easily he created psychological insights, Argensola preferred to lie on a couch and chat or read while warming himself by the fire, leaving his friend and protector outside. One benefit of this love for reading for young Desnoyers was that he no longer needed to flip through a book, checking the index and last pages “just to get the idea.” Previously, at social events, he had shamelessly asked authors which of their books was the best—his clever smile suggesting he was only asking to save time on their other works. Now, there was no need for that; Argensola read for him. Whenever Julio saw him engrossed in a book, he would demand, “Tell me the story.” So the “secretary” not only summarized the plots of comedies and novels but also explained the arguments of Schopenhauer or Nietzsche... Dona Luisa almost wept upon hearing her guests—who were always inspired by her wealth—refer to her son as “a rather cheerful young man, but wonderfully well read!”
In exchange for his lessons, Argensola received, much the same treatment as did the Greek slaves who taught rhetoric to the young patricians of decadent Rome. In the midst of a dissertation, his lord and friend would interrupt him with—“Get my dress suit ready. I am invited out this evening.”
In exchange for his lessons, Argensola received a treatment similar to that of the Greek slaves who taught rhetoric to the young patricians of decaying Rome. In the middle of a lecture, his lord and friend would interrupt him with, “Get my dress suit ready. I’m going out tonight.”
At other times, when the instructor was luxuriating in bodily comfort, with a book in one hand near the roaring stove, seeing through the windows the gray and rainy afternoon, his disciple would suddenly appear saying, “Quick, get out! . . . There’s a woman coming!”
At other times, when the teacher was relaxing in comfort, with a book in one hand by the crackling stove, watching the gray and rainy afternoon through the windows, his student would suddenly show up saying, “Quick, get out! . . . A woman is coming!”
And Argensola, like a dog who gets up and shakes himself, would disappear to continue his reading in some miserable little coffee house in the neighborhood.
And Argensola, like a dog that gets up and shakes itself off, would vanish to keep reading in some rundown coffee shop nearby.
In his official capacity, this widely gifted man often descended from the peaks of intellectuality to the vulgarities of everyday life. He was the steward of the lord of the manor, the intermediary between the pocketbook and those who appeared bill in hand. “Money!” he would say laconically at the end of the month, and Desnoyers would break out into complaints and curses. Where on earth was he to get it, he would like to know. His father was as regular as a machine, and would never allow the slightest advance upon the following month. He had to submit to a rule of misery. Three thousand francs a month!—what could any decent person do with that? . . . He was even trying to cut THAT down, to tighten the band, interfering in the running of his house, so that Dona Luisa could not make presents to her son. In vain he had appealed to the various usurers of Paris, telling them of his property beyond the ocean. These gentlemen had the youth of their own country in the hollow of their hand and were not obliged to risk their capital in other lands. The same hard luck pursued him when, with sudden demonstrations of affection, he had tried to convince Don Marcelo that three thousand francs a month was but a niggardly trifle.
In his official role, this incredibly talented man often came down from the heights of intellect to deal with the realities of everyday life. He was the manager for the lord of the manor, acting as the go-between for the wallet and those who showed up asking for payment. “Money!” he would say curtly at the end of the month, prompting Desnoyers to unleash complaints and curses. Where on earth was he supposed to find it, he wanted to know. His father was as predictable as a machine and would never allow the slightest advance into the next month. He had to live under strict financial rules. Three thousand francs a month!—what could any reasonable person do with that? . . . He was even trying to reduce that amount, tightening the screws, interfering with his household’s spending so that Dona Luisa couldn’t give gifts to her son. He had tried in vain to appeal to various moneylenders in Paris, telling them about his property overseas. These guys had plenty of young people in their own country to lend to and weren’t about to risk their money in foreign lands. The same bad luck followed him when, with sudden shows of affection, he tried to convince Don Marcelo that three thousand francs a month was just a miserly amount.
The millionaire fairly snorted with indignation. “Three thousand francs a trifle!” And the debts besides, that he often had to pay for his son! . . .
The millionaire scoffed in anger. “Three thousand francs a trifle!” And then the debts too, which he frequently had to cover for his son! . . .
“Why, when I was your age,” . . . he would begin saying—but Julio would suddenly bring the dialogue to a close. He had heard his father’s story too many times. Ah, the stingy old miser! What he had been giving him all these months was no more than the interest on his grandfather’s legacy. . . . And by the advice of Argensola he ventured to get control of the field. He was planning to hand over the management of his land to Celedonio, the old overseer, who was now such a grandee in his country that Julio ironically called him “my uncle.”
“Why, when I was your age,” . . . he would start to say—but Julio would quickly cut the conversation short. He had heard his dad’s story way too many times. Ah, the stingy old miser! What he had been giving him all these months was barely more than the interest on his grandfather’s inheritance. . . . And on Argensola’s advice, he decided to take control of the field. He was planning to hand over the management of his land to Celedonio, the old overseer, who had become such a big shot in his community that Julio jokingly called him “my uncle.”
Desnoyers accepted this rebellion coldly. “It appears just to me. You are now of age!” Then he promptly reduced to extremes his oversight of his home, forbidding Dona Luisa to handle any money. Henceforth he regarded his son as an adversary, treating him during his lightning apparitions at the avenue Victor Hugo with glacial courtesy as though he were a stranger.
Desnoyers reacted to this rebellion with indifference. “It seems fair to me. You’re now an adult!” Then he quickly tightened his control over the household, prohibiting Dona Luisa from handling any money. From that point on, he viewed his son as an opponent, treating him during his brief visits to Avenue Victor Hugo with icy politeness, as if he were a stranger.
For a while a transitory opulence enlivened the studio. Julio had increased his expenses, considering himself rich. But the letters from his uncle in America soon dissipated these illusions. At first the remittances exceeded very slightly the monthly allowance that his father had made him. Then it began to diminish in an alarming manner. According to Celedonio, all the calamities on earth seemed to be falling upon his plantation. The pasture land was yielding scantily, sometimes for lack of rain, sometimes because of floods, and the herds were perishing by hundreds. Julio required more income, and the crafty half-breed sent him what he asked for, but simply as a loan, reserving the return until they should adjust their accounts.
For a while, a brief period of wealth energized the studio. Julio had increased his spending, thinking he was rich. But the letters from his uncle in America quickly shattered that illusion. At first, the money he received was just slightly more than the monthly allowance his father gave him. Then, it started to drop alarmingly. According to Celedonio, it seemed like every disaster on earth was hitting his plantation. The pasture land was barely producing, sometimes due to a lack of rain and other times because of floods, and the cattle were dying by the hundreds. Julio needed more money, and the cunning half-breed sent him what he requested, but it was just a loan, putting off repayment until they sorted out their accounts.
In spite of such aid, young Desnoyers was suffering great want. He was gambling now in an elegant circle, thinking thus to compensate for his periodical scrimpings; but this resort was only making the remittances from America disappear with greater rapidity. . . . That such a man as he was should be tormented so for the lack of a few thousand francs! What else was a millionaire father for?
In spite of that help, young Desnoyers was still struggling. He was now gambling in a classy crowd, hoping to make up for his regular cutbacks; but this tactic was only causing the money from America to disappear even faster... How could someone like him be tortured by the lack of a few thousand francs? What else was a millionaire dad for?
If the creditors began threatening, the poor youth had to bring the secretary into play, ordering him to see the mother immediately; he himself wished to avoid her tears and reproaches. So Argensola would slip like a pickpocket up the service stairway of the great house on the avenue Victor Hugo. The place in which he transacted his ambassadorial business was the kitchen, with great danger that the terrible Desnoyers might happen in there, on one of his perambulations as a laboring man, and surprise the intruder.
If the creditors started making threats, the poor young man had to involve the secretary, telling him to see the mother right away; he wanted to steer clear of her tears and accusations. So Argensola would sneak up the service stairway of the big house on Avenue Victor Hugo like a pickpocket. The place where he handled his secret dealings was the kitchen, with the risk that the fearsome Desnoyers might show up during one of his rounds as a laborer and catch him in the act.
Dona Luisa would weep, touched by the heartrending tales of the messenger. What could she do! She was as poor as her maids; she had jewels, many jewels, but not a franc. Then Argensola came to the rescue with a solution worthy of his experience. He would smooth the way for the good mother, leaving some of her jewels at the Mont-de-Piete. He knew the way to raise money on them. So the lady accepted his advice, giving him, however, only jewels of medium value as she suspected that she might never see them again. Later scruples made her at times refuse flatly. Suppose Don Marcelo should ever find it out, what a scene! . . . But the Spaniard deemed it unseemly to return empty-handed, and always bore away a basket of bottles from the well-stocked wine-cellar of the Desnoyers.
Dona Luisa would cry, moved by the heartbreaking stories of the messenger. What could she do! She was as poor as her maids; she had jewels, many jewels, but not a franc. Then Argensola stepped in with a solution worthy of his experience. He would help the good mother by leaving some of her jewels at the Mont-de-Piete. He knew how to get money for them. So the lady agreed to his plan, giving him only her medium-value jewels, as she feared she might never see them again. Later, she sometimes felt guilty and refused outright. What if Don Marcelo ever found out? What a scene it would be! . . . But the Spaniard thought it was improper to return empty-handed, and always took a basket of bottles from the well-stocked wine cellar of the Desnoyers.
Every morning Dona Luisa went to Saint-Honore-d’Eylau to pray for her son. She felt that this was her own church. It was a hospitable and familiar island in the unexplored ocean of Paris. Here she could exchange discreet salutations with her neighbors from the different republics of the new world. She felt nearer to God and the saints when she could hear in the vestibule conversations in her language.
Every morning, Dona Luisa went to Saint-Honore-d’Eylau to pray for her son. She felt that this was her own church. It was a welcoming and familiar place in the vastness of Paris. Here, she could exchange polite greetings with her neighbors from the various republics of the new world. She felt closer to God and the saints when she could hear conversations in her language in the entrance.
It was, moreover, a sort of salon in which took place the great events of the South American colony. One day was a wedding with flowers, orchestra and chanting chorals. With Chichi beside her, she greeted those she knew, congratulating the bride and groom. Another day it was the funeral of an ex-president of some republic, or some other foreign dignitary ending in Paris his turbulent existence. Poor President! Poor General! . . .
It was also a kind of social hub where the major events of the South American colony happened. One day there was a wedding filled with flowers, an orchestra, and singing choirs. With Chichi next to her, she greeted everyone she knew, congratulating the bride and groom. Another day, it was the funeral of a former president of some republic or another foreign dignitary who had ended his tumultuous life in Paris. Poor President! Poor General! . . .
Dona Luisa remembered the dead man. She had seen him many times in that church devoutly attending mass and she was indignant at the evil tongues which, under the cover of a funeral oration, recalled the shootings and bank failures in his country. Such a good and religious gentleman! May God receive his soul in glory! . . . And upon going out into the square, she would look with tender eyes upon the young men and women on horseback going to the Bois de Boulogne, the luxurious automobiles, the morning radiant in the sunshine, all the primeval freshness of the early hours—realizing what a beautiful thing it is to live.
Dona Luisa remembered the dead man. She had seen him many times in that church, faithfully attending mass, and she felt anger toward the gossip that, under the guise of a eulogy, brought up the shootings and bank collapses in his country. What a good and devout gentleman! May God welcome his soul in glory! . . . As she stepped out into the square, she gazed with affection at the young men and women on horseback heading to the Bois de Boulogne, the fancy cars, the morning shining brightly in the sunlight, all the fresh vitality of the early hours—appreciating how wonderful it is to be alive.
Her devout expression of gratitude for mere existence usually included the monument in the centre of the square, all bristling with wings as if about to fly away from the ground. Victor Hugo! . . . It was enough for her to have heard this name on the lips of her son to make her contemplate the statue with a family interest. The only thing that she knew about the poet was that he had died. Of this she was almost sure, and she imagined that in life, he was a great friend of Julio’s because she had so often heard her son repeat his name.
Her heartfelt gratitude for simply being alive usually included the statue in the middle of the square, all covered in wings as if ready to take off. Victor Hugo! . . . Just hearing her son say this name was enough for her to look at the statue with a family connection. The only thing she knew about the poet was that he had passed away. She was almost certain of this, and she pictured him as a close friend of Julio’s since she had often heard her son mention his name.
Ay, her son! . . . All her thoughts, her conjectures, her desires, converged on him and her strong-willed husband. She longed for the men to come to an understanding and put an end to a struggle in which she was the principal victim. Would not God work this miracle? . . . Like an invalid who goes from one sanitarium to another in pursuit of health, she gave up the church on her street to attend the Spanish chapel on the avenue Friedland. Here she considered herself even more among her own.
Oh, her son! . . . All her thoughts, her guesses, her wishes, centered on him and her strong-willed husband. She desperately wanted the men to come to an agreement and end a conflict in which she was the main victim. Wouldn’t God perform this miracle? . . . Like someone who moves from one rehab center to another in search of healing, she left the church on her street to go to the Spanish chapel on Friedland Avenue. Here, she felt even more at home.
In the midst of the fine and elegant South American ladies who looked as if they had just escaped from a fashion sheet, her eyes sought other women, not so well dressed, fat, with theatrical ermine and antique jewelry. When these high-born dames met each other in the vestibule, they spoke with heavy voices and expressive gestures, emphasizing their words energetically. The daughter of the ranch ventured to salute them because she had subscribed to all their pet charities, and upon seeing her greeting returned, she felt a satisfaction which made her momentarily forget her woes. They belonged to those families which her father had so greatly admired without knowing why. They came from the “mother country,” and to the good Chicha were all Excelentisimas or Altisimas, related to kings. She did not know whether to give them her hand or bend the knee, as she had vaguely heard was the custom at court. But soon she recalled her preoccupation and went forward to wrestle in prayer with God. Ay, that he would mercifully remember her! That he would not long forget her son! . . .
In the midst of the stylish South American women who looked like they had just stepped out of a fashion magazine, her eyes searched for other women, not as well dressed, plump, adorned in theatrical ermine and vintage jewelry. When these highborn ladies met each other in the entrance hall, they spoke with deep voices and expressive gestures, emphasizing their words passionately. The ranch daughter boldly greeted them because she contributed to all their favorite charities, and when she received their greeting in return, she felt a satisfaction that momentarily eased her troubles. They were from families her father had greatly admired for reasons he couldn’t quite explain. They hailed from the “mother country,” and to the good Chicha, they were all Excelentisimas or Altisimas, related to royalty. She didn’t know whether to shake their hands or bow, as she had vaguely heard was customary at court. But soon she remembered her concerns and moved forward to pray fervently to God. Oh, that he would kindly remember her! That he would not forget her son for long! . . .
It was Glory that remembered Julio, stretching out to him her arms of light, so that he suddenly awoke to find himself surrounded by all the honors and advantages of celebrity. Fame cunningly surprises mankind on the most crooked and unexpected of roads. Neither the painting of souls nor a fitful existence full of extravagant love affairs and complicated duels had brought Desnoyers this renown. It was Glory that put him on his feet.
It was Glory who remembered Julio, reaching out to him with her arms of light, so that he suddenly woke up to find himself surrounded by all the honors and perks of fame. Fame sneaks up on people in the most twisted and unexpected ways. Neither the portrayal of souls nor a restless life filled with wild love affairs and complicated duels had earned Desnoyers this recognition. It was Glory that lifted him up.
A new pleasure for the delight of humanity had come from the other side of the seas. People were asking one another in the mysterious tones of the initiated who wish to recognize a familiar spirit, “Do you know how to tango? . . .” The tango had taken possession of the world. It was the heroic hymn of a humanity that was suddenly concentrating its aspirations on the harmonious rhythm of the thigh joints, measuring its intelligence by the agility of its feet. An incoherent and monotonous music of African inspiration was satisfying the artistic ideals of a society that required nothing better. The world was dancing . . . dancing . . . dancing.
A new pleasure for the enjoyment of humanity had arrived from across the seas. People were asking each other in the secretive tones of those in the know who want to recognize a familiar vibe, “Do you know how to tango? . . .” The tango had taken over the world. It was the heroic anthem of a humanity that was suddenly focusing all its hopes on the smooth rhythm of movement, measuring its intellect by how well it could move its feet. An incoherent and repetitive music inspired by African sounds was meeting the artistic expectations of a society that needed nothing more. The world was dancing . . . dancing . . . dancing.
A negro dance from Cuba introduced into South America by mariners who shipped jerked beef to the Antilles, conquered the entire earth in a few months, completely encircling it, bounding victoriously from nation to nation . . . like the Marseillaise. It was even penetrating into the most ceremonious courts, overturning all traditions of conservation and etiquette like a song of the Revolution—the revolution of frivolity. The Pope even had to become a master of the dance, recommending the “Furlana” instead of the “Tango,” since all the Christian world, regardless of sects, was united in the common desire to agitate its feet with the tireless frenzy of the “possessed” of the Middle Ages.
A dance from Cuba, brought to South America by sailors who transported jerked beef to the Caribbean, quickly took the world by storm, spreading from country to country like the Marseillaise. It even made its way into the most formal courts, shaking up all traditions of conservatism and etiquette like a song of the Revolution—the revolution of lightheartedness. The Pope even had to learn the dance, suggesting the “Furlana” over the “Tango,” since the entire Christian world, regardless of denomination, was united in the desire to move their feet with the relentless energy of the "possessed" from the Middle Ages.
Julio Desnoyers, upon meeting this dance of his childhood in full swing in Paris, devoted himself to it with the confidence that an old love inspires. Who could have foretold that when as a student, he was frequenting the lowest dance halls in Buenos Aires, watched by the police, that he was really serving an apprenticeship to Glory? . . .
Julio Desnoyers, upon encountering this dance from his childhood fully alive in Paris, devoted himself to it with the certainty that an old love brings. Who could have predicted that when he was a student hanging out in the seedier dance halls of Buenos Aires, under the watchful eye of the police, he was actually training for greatness? . . .
From five to seven, in the salons of the Champs d’Elysees where it cost five francs for a cup of tea and the privilege of joining in the sacred dance, hundreds of eyes followed him with admiration. “He has the key,” said the women, appraising his slender elegance, medium stature, and muscular springs. And he, in abbreviated jacket and expansive shirt bosom, with his small, girlish feet encased in high-heeled patent leathers with white tops, danced gravely, thoughtfully, silently, like a mathematician working out a problem, under the lights that shed bluish tones upon his plastered, glossy locks. Ladies asked to be presented to him in the sweet hope that their friends might envy them when they beheld them in the arms of the master. Invitations simply rained upon Julio. The most exclusive salons were thrown open to him so that every afternoon he made a dozen new acquaintances. The fashion had brought over professors from the other side of the sea, compatriots from the slums of Buenos Aires, haughty and confused at being applauded like famous lecturers or tenors; but Julio triumphed over these vulgarians who danced for money, and the incidents of his former life were considered by the women as deeds of romantic gallantry.
From five to seven, in the salons of the Champs d’Elysees where it cost five francs for a cup of tea and the chance to join in the sacred dance, hundreds of eyes watched him with admiration. “He has the key,” the women murmured, admiring his slender elegance, average height, and athletic springiness. He, in a fitted jacket and a roomy shirt, with his small, feminine feet in high-heeled patent leather shoes with white tops, danced seriously, thoughtfully, and silently, like a mathematician solving a problem, under the lights that cast a bluish hue on his carefully styled, shiny hair. Ladies lined up to be introduced to him, hoping their friends would envy them when they saw them in the arms of the master. Invitations flooded in for Julio. The most exclusive salons welcomed him, so every afternoon he made a dozen new friends. The trend had attracted professors from across the ocean and compatriots from the slums of Buenos Aires, who were both proud and baffled to be applauded like famous lecturers or tenors; but Julio outshone these amateurs who danced for money, and the stories of his past were viewed by the women as acts of romantic bravery.
“You are killing yourself,” Argensola would say. “You are dancing too much.”
“You're killing yourself,” Argensola would say. “You're dancing too much.”
The glory of his friend and master was only making more trouble for him. His placid readings before the fire were now subject to daily interruptions. It was impossible to read more than a chapter. The celebrated man was continually ordering him to betake himself to the street. “A new lesson,” sighed the parasite. And when he was alone in the studio numerous callers—all women, some inquisitive and aggressive, others sad, with a deserted air—were constantly interrupting his thoughtful pursuits.
The glory of his friend and mentor was just causing him more trouble. His peaceful reading time by the fire was now constantly interrupted. It was impossible to get through more than a chapter. The famous man kept telling him to go out into the street. “Another lesson,” sighed the parasite. And when he was alone in the studio, many callers—all women, some curious and pushy, others melancholy and forlorn—were always interrupting his moments of reflection.
One of them terrified the occupants of the studio with her insistence. She was a North American of uncertain age, somewhere between thirty-two and fifty-nine, with short skirts that whenever she sat down, seemed to fly up as if moved by a spring. Various dances with Desnoyers and a visit to the rue de la Pompe she seemed to consider as her sacred rights, and she pursued the master with the desperation of an abandoned zealot. Julio had made good his escape upon learning that this beauty of youthful elegance—when seen from the back—had two grandchildren. “MASTER Desnoyers has gone out,” Argensola would invariably say upon receiving her. And, thereupon she would burst into tears and threats, longing to kill herself then and there that her corpse might frighten away those other women who would come to rob her of what she considered her special privilege. Now it was Argensola who sped his companion to the street when he wished to be alone. He had only to remark casually, “I believe that Yankee is coming,” and the great man would beat a hasty retreat, oftentimes in his desperate flight availing himself of the back stairs.
One of them scared the people in the studio with her insistence. She was a North American of uncertain age, somewhere between thirty-two and fifty-nine, with short skirts that seemed to fly up like they were on a spring whenever she sat down. She viewed various dances with Desnoyers and a visit to the rue de la Pompe as her sacred rights, and she pursued the master with the desperation of a forsaken zealot. Julio had made a clean escape upon learning that this beauty, with youthful elegance seen from behind, had two grandchildren. “MASTER Desnoyers has gone out,” Argensola would always say when she arrived. Then she would break into tears and threats, wanting to kill herself right there so her corpse could scare off the other women who tried to take away what she thought was her special privilege. Now it was Argensola who hurried his companion out to the street when he wanted to be alone. He just had to casually mention, “I think that Yankee is coming,” and the great man would quickly retreat, often escaping through the back stairs in his desperate flight.
At this time began to develop the most important event in Julio’s existence. The Desnoyers family was to be united with that of Senator Lacour. Rene, his only son, had succeeded in awakening in Chichi a certain interest that was almost love. The dignitary enjoyed thinking of his son allied to the boundless plains and immense herds whose description always affected him like a marvellous tale. He was a widower, but he enjoyed giving at his home famous banquets and parties. Every new celebrity immediately suggested to him the idea of giving a dinner. No illustrious person passing through Paris, polar explorer or famous singer, could escape being exhibited in the dining room of Lacour. The son of Desnoyers—at whom he had scarcely glanced before—now inspired him with sudden interest. The senator was a thoroughly up-to-date man who did not classify glory nor distinguish reputations. It was enough for him that a name should be on everybody’s lips for him to accept it with enthusiasm. When Julio responded to his invitation, he presented him with pride to his friends, and came very near to calling him “dear master.” The tango was monopolizing all conversation nowadays. Even in the Academy they were taking it up in order to demonstrate that the youth of ancient Athens had diverted itself in a somewhat similar way. . . . And Lacour had dreamed all his life of an Athenian republic.
At this point, the most significant event in Julio’s life began to unfold. The Desnoyers family was about to be linked with Senator Lacour’s family. René, his only son, had managed to spark in Chichi a kind of interest that was almost love. The senator enjoyed envisioning his son connected to the vast plains and enormous herds, the descriptions of which always captivated him like an amazing story. He was a widower but loved hosting extravagant banquets and parties at his home. Every new celebrity inspired him to throw a dinner. No renowned person passing through Paris, whether a polar explorer or a famous singer, could avoid being showcased in Lacour’s dining room. The son of Desnoyers—who he had barely acknowledged before—now intrigued him unexpectedly. The senator was a modern man who didn't categorize glory or differentiate reputations. For him, it was enough that a name was on everyone’s lips for him to enthusiastically embrace it. When Julio accepted his invitation, he proudly introduced him to his friends and almost referred to him as “dear master.” These days, the tango dominated every conversation. Even at the Academy, they were discussing how the youth of ancient Athens had enjoyed themselves similarly. . . . And Lacour had dreamed all his life of an Athenian republic.
At these reunions, Desnoyers became acquainted with the Lauriers. He was an engineer who owned a motor-factory for automobiles in the outskirts of Paris—a man about thirty-five, tall, rather heavy and silent, with a deliberate air as though he wished to see deeply into men and things. She was of a light, frivolous character, loving life for the satisfactions and pleasures which it brought her, appearing to accept with smiling conformity the silent and grave adoration of her husband. She could not well do less with a man of his merits. Besides, she had brought to the marriage a dowry of three hundred thousand francs, a capital which had enabled the engineer to enlarge his business. The senator had been instrumental in arranging this marriage. He was interested in Laurier because he was the son of an old friend.
At these reunions, Desnoyers got to know the Lauriers. He was an engineer who owned a car factory on the outskirts of Paris—a man around thirty-five, tall, somewhat heavyset, and quiet, with a thoughtful demeanor as if he wanted to thoroughly understand people and things. She had a light, carefree personality, enjoying life for the pleasures it offered her, seeming to accept her husband’s silent and serious admiration with a smile. She couldn’t do much else with a man of his caliber. Plus, she had brought a dowry of three hundred thousand francs to the marriage, which helped the engineer expand his business. The senator had played a key role in arranging this marriage. He was interested in Laurier because he was the son of an old friend.
Upon Marguerite Laurier the presence of Julio flashed like a ray of sunlight in the tiresome salon of Lacour. She was dancing the fad of the hour and frequenting the tango teas where reigned the adored Desnoyers. And to think that she was being entertained with this celebrated and interesting man that the other women were raving about! . . . In order that he might not take her for a mere middle-class woman like the other guests at the senator’s party, she spoke of her modistes, all from the rue de la Paix, declaring gravely that no woman who had any self-respect could possibly walk through the streets wearing a gown costing less than eight hundred francs, and that the hat of a thousand francs—but a few years ago, an astonishing novelty—was nowadays a very ordinary affair.
For Marguerite Laurier, Julio's presence lit up the dull salon of Lacour like a beam of sunlight. She was dancing the latest craze and attending the tango teas where the beloved Desnoyers was king. And to think she was mingling with this famous and interesting man that all the other women were gushing over! To make sure he didn’t see her as just another middle-class woman like the other guests at the senator’s party, she talked about her dressmakers, all from rue de la Paix, seriously claiming that no woman with any self-respect would dare walk the streets in a dress costing less than eight hundred francs, and that a hat costing a thousand francs—once an incredible novelty—was now pretty standard.
This acquaintanceship made the “little Laurier,” as her friends called her notwithstanding her tallness, much sought by the master of the dance, in spite of the looks of wrath and envy hurled at her by the others. What a triumph for the wife of a simple engineer who was used to going everywhere in her mother’s automobile! . . . Julio at first had supposed her like all the others who were languishing in his arms, following the rhythmic complications of the dance, but he soon found that she was very different. Her coquetry after the first confidential words, but increased his admiration. He really had never before been thrown with a woman of her class. Those of his first social period were the habituees of the night restaurants paid for their witchery. Now Glory was tossing into his arms ladies of high position but with an unconfessable past, anxious for novelties although exceedingly mature. This middle class woman who would advance so confidently toward him and then retreat with such capricious outbursts of modesty, was a new type for him.
This acquaintance made the "little Laurier," as her friends called her despite her tall stature, highly desired by the dance master, regardless of the glares of anger and jealousy directed at her by others. What a victory for the wife of an ordinary engineer who was used to going everywhere in her mother's car! . . . At first, Julio thought she was like all the other women who were languishing in his arms, following the rhythmic intricacies of the dance, but he quickly realized she was very different. Her flirtation after their initial intimate exchanges only heightened his admiration. He had never been around a woman of her social standing before. Those from his earlier social circle were regulars at nightclubs who charged for their allure. Now, Glory was funneling into his embrace women of high status but with an undeniable past, eager for new experiences even though they were quite mature. This middle-class woman who would confidently approach him and then suddenly pull back with bursts of modesty was a new type for him.
The tango salons soon began to suffer a great loss. Desnoyers was permitting himself to be seen there with less frequency, handing Glory over to the professionals. Sometimes entire weeks slipped by without the five-to-seven devotees being able to admire his black locks and his tiny patent leathers twinkling under the lights in time with his graceful movements.
The tango salons soon started to lose their appeal. Desnoyers was showing up less often, leaving Glory to the professionals. Sometimes whole weeks would go by without the regulars from five to seven being able to admire his dark hair and his little shiny shoes sparkling under the lights with his smooth moves.
Marguerite was also avoiding these places. The meetings of the two were taking place in accordance with what she had read in the love stories of Paris. She was going in search of Julio, fearing to be recognized, tremulous with emotion, selecting her most inconspicuous suit, and covering her face with a close veil—“the veil of adultery,” as her friends called it. They had their trysts in the least-frequented squares of the district, frequently changing the places, like timid birds that at the slightest disturbance fly to perch a little further away. Sometimes they would meet in the Buttes Chaumont, at others they preferred the gardens on the left bank of the Seine, the Luxembourg, and even the distant Parc de Montsouris. She was always in tremors of terror lest her husband might surprise them, although she well knew that the industrious engineer was in his factory a great distance away. Her agitated aspect, her excessive precautions in order to slip by unseen, only served to attract the attention of the passers-by. Although Julio was waxing impatient with the annoyance of this wandering love affair which only amounted to a few fugitive kisses, he finally held his peace, dominated by Marguerite’s pleadings.
Marguerite was also staying away from these places. Their meetings were happening just like she had read about in the love stories of Paris. She was searching for Julio, anxious about being recognized, trembling with emotion, choosing her most discreet outfit, and covering her face with a close veil—“the veil of adultery,” as her friends called it. They would meet in the quietest squares of the area, often changing locations like nervous birds that fly to a new perch at the slightest disturbance. Sometimes they would get together in the Buttes Chaumont, and other times they preferred the gardens on the left bank of the Seine, the Luxembourg, and even the far-off Parc de Montsouris. She was always anxious that her husband might catch them, even though she knew the busy engineer was far away at his factory. Her anxious demeanor and excessive precautions to remain unnoticed only drew more attention from passersby. Although Julio was growing impatient with the frustrations of this fleeting romance, which was just a series of brief kisses, he ultimately stayed quiet, overwhelmed by Marguerite’s pleas.
She did not wish merely to be one in the procession of his sweethearts; it was necessary to convince herself first that this love was going to last forever. It was her first slip and she wanted it to be the last. Ay, her former spotless reputation! . . . What would people say! . . . The two returned to their adolescent period, loving each other as they had never loved before, with the confident and childish passion of fifteen-year-olds.
She didn’t want to just be another one of his girlfriends; she needed to convince herself that this love would last forever. It was her first mistake, and she wanted it to be the last. Oh, her once immaculate reputation! What would people think? The two of them went back to their teenage years, loving each other like they never had before, with the naive and confident passion of fifteen-year-olds.
Julio had leaped from childhood to libertinism, taking his initiation into life at a single bound. She had desired marriage in order to acquire the respect and liberty of a married woman, but feeling towards her husband only a vague gratitude. “We end where others begin,” she had said to Desnoyers.
Julio had jumped from childhood to a life of freedom, transitioning into adulthood in one swift move. She had wanted to get married to gain the respect and freedom that comes with being a wife, but she felt nothing more than a faint sense of gratitude towards her husband. “We end where others start,” she had told Desnoyers.
Their passion took the form of an intense, reciprocal and vulgar love. They felt a romantic sentimentality in clasping hands or exchanging kisses on a garden bench in the twilight. He was treasuring a ringlet of Marguerite’s—although he doubted its genuineness, with a vague suspicion that it might be one of the latest wisps of fashion. She would cuddle down with her head on his shoulder, as though imploring his protection, although always in the open air. If Julio ever attempted greater intimacy in a carriage, madame would repel him most vigorously. A contradictory duality appeared to inspire her actions. Every morning, on awaking, she would decide to yield, but then when near him, her middle-class respectability, jealous of its reputation, kept her faithful to her mother’s teachings.
Their passion manifested as a deep, mutual, and bold love. They experienced romantic feelings when holding hands or sharing kisses on a bench in the garden at dusk. He cherished a lock of Marguerite’s hair—though he questioned its authenticity, suspecting it might be just another trendy hairstyle. She would snuggle against his shoulder, as if seeking his protection, yet always in public. If Julio ever tried to become more intimate in a carriage, she would strongly push him away. Her actions seemed driven by a conflicting duality. Every morning, she would wake up ready to give in, but when she was close to him, her middle-class respectability, protective of its image, kept her true to her mother’s lessons.
One day she agreed to visit his studio with the interest that the haunts of the loved one always inspires. “Promise that you will not take advantage of me.” He readily promised, swearing that everything should be as Marguerite wished. . . . But from that day they were no longer seen in the gardens, nor wandering around persecuted by the winter winds. They preferred the studio, and Argensola had to rearrange his existence, seeking the stove of another artist friend, in order to continue his reading.
One day she agreed to visit his studio, curious as one naturally is about the places a loved one frequents. “Promise me you won’t take advantage of me.” He quickly promised, swearing that everything would be just as Marguerite wanted. . . . But from that day on, they were no longer seen in the gardens or wandering around, chased by the winter winds. They preferred the studio, and Argensola had to change up his life, looking for another artist friend's heater so he could keep reading.
This state of things lasted two months. They never knew what secret force suddenly disturbed their tranquility. Perhaps one of her friends, guessing at the truth, had told the husband anonymously. Perhaps it was she herself unconsciously, with her inexpressible happiness, her tardy returns home when dinner was already served, and the sudden aversion which she showed toward the engineer in their hours alone, trying to keep her heart faithful to her lover. To divide her interest between her legal companion and the man she loved was a torment that her simple and vehement enthusiasm could not tolerate.
This situation went on for two months. They never figured out what hidden force suddenly disrupted their peace. Maybe one of her friends, sensing the truth, had told the husband anonymously. Or perhaps it was her own unconscious actions—her undeniable happiness, her late arrivals when dinner was already served, and the sudden distance she put between herself and the engineer during their private moments, trying to stay loyal to her lover. Splitting her attention between her husband and the man she loved was a torment her passionate and straightforward nature couldn't handle.
While she was hurrying one night through the rue de la Pompe, looking at her watch and trembling with impatience at not finding an automobile or even a cab, a man stood in front of her. . . . Etienne Laurier! She always shuddered with fear on recalling that hour. For a moment she believed that he was going to kill her. Serious men, quiet and diffident, are most terrible in their explosions of wrath. Her husband knew everything. With the same patience that he employed in solving his industrial problems, he had been studying her day by day, without her ever suspecting the watchfulness behind that impassive countenance. Then he had followed her in order to complete the evidence of his misfortune.
While she was rushing one night down rue de la Pompe, checking her watch and feeling anxious about not finding a car or even a taxi, a man stepped in front of her. . . . Etienne Laurier! She always felt a chill remembering that moment. For a second, she thought he was going to hurt her. Serious men, quiet and reserved, can be the most frightening when they erupt in anger. Her husband knew everything. With the same patience he used to tackle his business problems, he had been observing her day by day, without her ever realizing the scrutiny behind his calm facade. Then he had followed her to gather more proof of his heartbreak.
Marguerite had never supposed that he could be so common and noisy in his anger. She had expected that he would accept the facts coldly with that slight tinge of philosophical irony usually shown by distinguished men, as the husbands of her friends had done. But the poor engineer who, outside of his work, saw only his wife, loving her as a woman, and adoring her as a dainty and superior being, a model of grace and elegance, could not endure the thought of her downfall, and cried and threatened without reserve, so that the scandal became known throughout their entire circle of friends. The senator felt greatly annoyed in remembering that it was in his exclusive home that the guilty ones had become acquainted; but his displeasure was visited upon the husband. What lack of good taste! . . . Women will be women, and everything is capable of adjustment. But before the imprudent outbursts of this frantic devil no elegant solution was possible, and there was now nothing to do but to begin divorce proceedings.
Marguerite had never thought he could be so loud and emotional in his anger. She expected him to accept the situation calmly, with the slight hint of philosophical irony typically shown by distinguished men, like the husbands of her friends. But the poor engineer, who outside of work only saw his wife, loving her as a woman and idolizing her as a delicate and superior being—an epitome of grace and elegance—couldn’t bear the thought of her downfall. He cried and lashed out without holding back, causing the scandal to spread throughout their entire circle of friends. The senator felt greatly annoyed remembering that it was in his exclusive home that the guilty parties had met; however, his annoyance fell on the husband. What a lack of taste! . . . Women will be women, and everything can be adjusted. But in the face of this frantic outburst, no elegant solution was possible, and all that was left to do was to start divorce proceedings.
Desnoyers, senior, was very indignant upon learning of this last escapade of his son. He had always had a great liking for Laurier. That instinctive bond which exists between men of industry, patient and silent, had made them very congenial. At the senator’s receptions he had always talked with the engineer about the progress of his business, interesting himself in the development of that factory of which he always spoke with the affection of a father. The millionaire, in spite of his reputation for miserliness, had even volunteered his disinterested support if at any time it should become necessary to enlarge the plant. And it was this good man’s happiness that his son, a frivolous and useless dancer, was going to steal! . . .
Desnoyers, senior, was really upset to find out about his son’s latest mischief. He had always liked Laurier a lot. The natural connection between hardworking men, who are patient and quiet, made them very compatible. At the senator’s gatherings, he always had conversations with the engineer about his business, showing interest in the growth of the factory that he spoke about with a fatherly affection. Even though the millionaire was known for being frugal, he had offered his genuine support if it ever became necessary to expand the plant. And it was this good man's happiness that his son, a shallow and pointless dancer, was about to take away! . . .
At first Laurier spoke of a duel. His wrath was that of a work horse who breaks the tight reins of his laboring outfit, tosses his mane, neighs wildly and bites. The father was greatly distressed at the possibility of such an outcome. . . . One scandal more! Julio had dedicated the greater part of his existence to the handling of arms.
At first, Laurier talked about a duel. His anger was like that of a workhorse who breaks free from the tight reins of its harness, tosses its mane, neighs wildly, and bites. The father was deeply troubled by the thought of such an outcome... Another scandal! Julio had dedicated most of his life to handling weapons.
“He will kill the poor man!” he said to the senator. “I am sure that he will kill him. It is the logic of life; the good-for-nothing always kill those who amount to anything.”
“He's going to kill that poor guy!” he told the senator. “I'm sure he will. It's just how life works; the worthless always end up destroying those who matter.”
But there was no killing. The Father of the Republic knew how to handle the clashing parties, with the same skill that he always employed in the corridors of the Senate during a ministerial crisis. The scandal was hushed up. Marguerite went to live with her mother and took the first steps for a divorce.
But there was no killing. The Father of the Republic knew how to manage the conflicting groups, just like he always did in the Senate during a ministerial crisis. The scandal was kept under wraps. Marguerite moved in with her mother and started the process for a divorce.
Some evenings, when the studio clock was striking seven, she would yawn and say sadly: “I must go. . . . I have to go, although this is my true home. . . . Ah, what a pity that we are not married!”
Some evenings, when the studio clock struck seven, she would yawn and say sadly, “I have to go... I have to leave, even though this is my real home... Ah, what a shame that we’re not married!”
And he, feeling a whole garden of bourgeois virtues, hitherto ignored, bursting into bloom, repeated in a tone of conviction:
And he, feeling a whole garden of middle-class values that he had ignored until now, springing to life, said with conviction:
“That’s so; why are we not married!”
“That’s true; why aren’t we married?”
Their wishes could be realized. The husband was facilitating the step by his unexpected intervention. So young Desnoyers set forth for South America in order to raise the money and marry Marguerite.
Their wishes could come true. The husband was helping with this step through his unexpected intervention. So, young Desnoyers set off for South America to raise the money and marry Marguerite.
CHAPTER IV
THE COUSIN FROM BERLIN
The studio of Julio Desnoyers was on the top floor, both the stairway and the elevator stopping before his door. The two tiny apartments at the back were lighted by an interior court, their only means of communication being the service stairway which went on up to the garrets.
The studio of Julio Desnoyers was on the top floor, and both the stairs and the elevator ended right before his door. The two small apartments at the back were lit by an interior courtyard, with their only access being the service stairs that continued up to the attics.
While his comrade was away, Argensola had made the acquaintance of those in the neighboring lodgings. The largest of the apartments was empty during the day, its occupants not returning till after they had taken their evening meal in a restaurant. As both husband and wife were employed outside, they could not remain at home except on holidays. The man, vigorous and of a martial aspect, was superintendent in a big department store. . . . He had been a soldier in Africa, wore a military decoration, and had the rank of sub-lieutenant in the Reserves. She was a blonde, heavy and rather anaemic, with bright eyes and a sentimental expression. On holidays she spent long hours at the piano, playing musical reveries, always the same. At other times Argensola saw her through the interior window working in the kitchen aided by her companion, the two laughing over their clumsiness and inexperience in preparing the Sunday dinner.
While his friend was away, Argensola met the people in the neighboring apartments. The largest unit was empty during the day since its residents didn't return until after having dinner at a restaurant. Both the husband and wife worked outside, so they could only stay home on holidays. The man, strong and looking quite military, was the manager at a big department store. He had served as a soldier in Africa, wore a military medal, and held the rank of sub-lieutenant in the Reserves. The wife was a blonde, somewhat heavy and a bit pale, with bright eyes and a sentimental look. On holidays, she spent long hours at the piano, playing the same musical daydreams. At other times, Argensola would see her through the interior window working in the kitchen, laughing with her friend over their clumsiness and lack of experience while trying to prepare the Sunday dinner.
The concierge thought that this woman was a German, but she herself said that she was Swiss. She was a cashier in a shop—not the one in which her husband was employed. In the mornings they left home together, separating in the Place d’Etoile. At seven in the evening they met here, greeting each other with a kiss, like lovers who meet for the first time; and then after supper, they returned to their nest in the rue de la Pompe. All Argensola’s attempts at friendliness with these neighbors were repulsed because of their self-centredness. They responded with freezing courtesy; they lived only for themselves.
The concierge thought this woman was German, but she claimed to be Swiss. She worked as a cashier in a shop—not the one where her husband was employed. In the mornings, they left home together, parting ways at the Place d’Etoile. At seven in the evening, they reunited here, greeting each other with a kiss, like lovers meeting for the first time; then after dinner, they returned to their home on rue de la Pompe. All of Argensola’s attempts to be friendly with these neighbors were met with rejection due to their self-absorption. They responded with icy politeness; they lived only for themselves.
The other apartment of two rooms was occupied by a single man. He was a Russian or Pole who almost always returned with a package of books, and passed many hours writing near the patio window. From the very first the Spaniard took him to be a mysterious man, probably a very distinguished one—a true hero of a novel. The foreign appearance of this Tchernoff made a great impression upon him—his dishevelled beard, and oily locks, his spectacles upon a large nose that seemed deformed by a dagger-thrust. There emanated from him, like an invisible nimbus, an odor of cheap wine and soiled clothing.
The other two-room apartment was occupied by a single man. He was either Russian or Polish and almost always came back with a stack of books, spending many hours writing by the patio window. From the start, the Spaniard saw him as a mysterious character, probably quite distinguished—a true hero from a novel. The foreign looks of this Tchernoff left a strong impression on him—his unkempt beard, oily hair, and the glasses on a large nose that seemed scarred by a dagger wound. He gave off an invisible aura of cheap wine and dirty clothes.
When Argensola caught a glimpse of him through the service door he would say to himself, “Ah, Friend Tchernoff is returning,” and thereupon he would saunter out to the stairway in order to have a chat with his neighbor. For a long time the stranger discouraged all approach to his quarters, which fact led the Spaniard to infer that he devoted himself to alchemy and kindred mysteries. When he finally was allowed to enter he saw only books, many books, books everywhere—scattered on the floor, heaped upon benches, piled in corners, overflowing on to broken-down chairs, old tables, and a bed that was only made up now and then when the owner, alarmed by the increasing invasion of dust and cobwebs, was obliged to call in the aid of his friend, the concierge.
When Argensola caught sight of him through the service door, he would think, “Ah, my neighbor Tchernoff is back,” and then he would stroll out to the stairs to have a chat. For a long time, the stranger had kept everyone away from his place, which led the Spaniard to believe he was into alchemy and other mysterious things. When he was finally allowed inside, he found only books—lots of books, everywhere. They were scattered on the floor, piled on benches, stacked in corners, overflowing onto rickety chairs, old tables, and a bed that was only made up occasionally when the owner, worried about the growing dust and cobwebs, had to ask his friend, the concierge, for help.
Argensola finally realized, not without a certain disenchantment, that there was nothing mysterious in the life of the man. What he was writing near the window were merely translations, some of them ordered, others volunteer work for the socialist periodicals. The only marvellous thing about him was the quantity of languages that he knew.
Argensola finally understood, not without some disappointment, that there was nothing enigmatic about the man's life. What he was writing by the window were simply translations, some commissioned, others done as volunteer work for socialist magazines. The only remarkable thing about him was the number of languages he knew.
“He knows them all,” said the Spaniard, when describing their neighbor to Desnoyers. “He has only to hear of a new one to master it. He holds the key, the secret of all languages, living or dead. He speaks Castilian as well as we do, and yet he has never been in a Spanish-speaking country.”
“He knows them all,” said the Spaniard, while describing their neighbor to Desnoyers. “He just has to hear about a new language to learn it. He holds the key, the secret to all languages, whether they’re living or dead. He speaks Spanish as well as we do, and yet he’s never been to a Spanish-speaking country.”
Argensola again felt a thrill of mystery upon reading the titles of many of the volumes. The majority were old books, many of them in languages that he was not able to decipher, picked up for a song at second-hand shops or on the book stands installed upon the parapets of the Seine. Only a man holding the key of tongues could get together such volumes. An atmosphere of mysticism, of superhuman insight, of secrets intact for many centuries appeared to emanate from these heaps of dusty volumes with worm-eaten leaves. And mixed with these ancient tomes were others red and conspicuous, pamphlets of socialistic propaganda, leaflets in all the languages of Europe and periodicals—many periodicals, with revolutionary titles.
Argensola felt a rush of mystery again as he read the titles of many of the books. Most of them were old, often in languages he couldn’t understand, picked up for a bargain at second-hand shops or from the book stands set up along the Seine. Only someone fluent in many languages could assemble such a collection. An air of mysticism, superhuman insight, and secrets preserved for centuries seemed to radiate from these piles of dusty books with worm-eaten pages. Mixed in with these ancient texts were striking red pamphlets of socialist propaganda, leaflets in every European language, and numerous periodicals—many with revolutionary titles.
Tchernoff did not appear to enjoy visits and conversation. He would smile enigmatically into his black beard, and was very sparing with his words so as to shorten the interview. But Argensola possessed the means of winning over this sullen personage. It was only necessary for him to wink one eye with the expressive invitation, “Do we go?” and the two would soon be settled on a bench in the kitchen of Desnoyers’ studio, opposite a bottle which had come from the avenue Victor Hugo. The costly wines of Don Marcelo made the Russian more communicative, although, in spite of this aid, the Spaniard learned little of his neighbor’s real existence. Sometimes he would mention Jaures and other socialistic orators. His surest means of existence was the translation of periodicals or party papers. On various occasions the name of Siberia escaped from his lips, and he admitted that he had been there a long time; but he did not care to talk about a country visited against his will. He would merely smile modestly, showing plainly that he did not wish to make any further revelations.
Tchernoff didn’t seem to enjoy visits or conversations. He would smile mysteriously into his black beard and was very quiet with his words to cut the meeting short. But Argensola had a way of getting through to this gloomy character. He just needed to wink one eye with a friendly nudge, “Shall we go?” and the two would soon find themselves sitting on a bench in Desnoyers’ studio kitchen, across from a bottle that had come from avenue Victor Hugo. The expensive wines from Don Marcelo made the Russian more talkative, but even with this boost, the Spaniard learned little about his neighbor’s true life. Sometimes Tchernoff would mention Jaures and other socialist speakers. His main source of income was translating periodicals or party papers. On various occasions, he would let the name Siberia slip from his lips and admitted he had been there for a long time; however, he didn’t want to talk about a place he had visited against his will. He would just smile modestly, clearly not wanting to share any more details.
The morning after the return of Julio Desnoyers, while Argensola was talking on the stairway with Tchernoff, the bell rang. How annoying! The Russian, who was well up in advanced politics, was just explaining the plans advanced by Jaures. There were still many who hoped that war might be averted. He had his motives for doubting it. . . . He, Tchernoff, was commenting on these illusions with the smile of a flat-nosed sphinx when the bell rang for a second time, so that Argensola was obliged to break away from his interesting friend, and run to open the main door.
The morning after Julio Desnoyers returned, while Argensola was chatting on the stairs with Tchernoff, the doorbell rang. How annoying! The Russian, who was well-versed in advanced politics, was just explaining the plans proposed by Jaures. Many still hoped that war could be avoided. He had his reasons for doubting it... Tchernoff was commenting on these illusions with the smile of a flat-nosed sphinx when the doorbell rang a second time, forcing Argensola to leave his interesting friend and rush to open the main door.
A gentleman wished to see Julio. He spoke very correct French, though his accent was a revelation for Argensola. Upon going into the bedroom in search of his master, who was just arising, he said confidently, “It’s the cousin from Berlin who has come to say good-bye. It could not be anyone else.”
A man wanted to see Julio. He spoke perfect French, although his accent surprised Argensola. When he entered the bedroom looking for his master, who was just getting up, he said confidently, “It’s the cousin from Berlin who's come to say goodbye. It couldn't be anyone else.”
When the three came together in the studio, Desnoyers presented his comrade, in order that the visitor might not make any mistake in regard to his social status.
When the three gathered in the studio, Desnoyers introduced his comrade so the visitor wouldn't confuse his social status.
“I have heard him spoken of. The gentleman is Argensola, a very deserving youth.”
“I’ve heard people talk about him. The guy is Argensola, a really deserving young man.”
Doctor Julius von Hartrott said this with the self-sufficiency of a man who knows everything and wishes to be agreeable to an inferior, conceding him the alms of his attention.
Doctor Julius von Hartrott said this with the confidence of someone who thinks he knows it all and wants to be nice to someone he sees as beneath him, giving him the small gift of his attention.
The two cousins confronted each other with a curiosity not altogether free from distrust. Although closely related, they knew each other very slightly, tacitly admitting complete divergence in opinions and tastes.
The two cousins faced each other with a curiosity that wasn't completely without distrust. Even though they were closely related, they hardly knew each other and silently acknowledged their completely different opinions and preferences.
After slowly examining the Sage, Argensola came to the conclusion that he looked like an officer dressed as a civilian. He noticed in his person an effort to imitate the soldierly when occasionally discarding uniform—the ambition of every German burgher wishing to be taken for the superior class. His trousers were narrow, as though intended to be tucked into cavalry boots. His coat with two rows of buttons had the contracted waist with very full skirt and upstanding lapels, suggesting vaguely a military great coat. The reddish moustachios, strong jaw and shaved head completed his would-be martial appearance; but his eyes, large, dark-circled and near-sighted, were the eyes of a student taking refuge behind great thick glasses which gave him the aspect of a man of peace.
After carefully looking at the Sage, Argensola concluded that he resembled an officer dressed as a civilian. He noticed that the Sage was trying to imitate a soldier whenever he occasionally took off his uniform—this was the ambition of every German citizen wanting to be seen as part of the higher class. His pants were slim, as if meant to be tucked into cavalry boots. His coat had two rows of buttons, a fitted waist, a very full skirt, and prominent lapels, vaguely resembling a military greatcoat. His reddish mustache, strong jaw, and shaved head completed his attempted martial look; however, his large, dark-circled, near-sighted eyes, framed by thick glasses, gave him the appearance of a peaceful man.
Desnoyers knew that he was an assistant professor of the University, that he had published a few volumes, fat and heavy as bricks, and that he was a member of an academic society collaborating in documentary research directed by a famous historian. In his lapel he was wearing the badge of a foreign order.
Desnoyers knew he was an assistant professor at the university, that he had published a few volumes, thick and hefty like bricks, and that he was part of an academic society involved in documentary research led by a well-known historian. He had a badge of a foreign order pinned to his lapel.
Julio’s respect for the learned member of the family was not unmixed with contempt. He and his sister Chichi had from childhood felt an instinctive hostility toward the cousins from Berlin. It annoyed him, too, to have his family everlastingly holding up as a model this pedant who only knew life as it is in books, and passed his existence investigating what men had done in other epochs, in order to draw conclusions in harmony with Germany’s views. While young Desnoyers had great facility for admiration, and reverenced all those whose “arguments” Argensola had doled out to him, he drew the line at accepting the intellectual grandeur of this illustrious relative.
Julio's respect for the knowledgeable family member was mixed with a bit of disdain. He and his sister Chichi had always felt a natural hostility towards their cousins from Berlin. It also irritated him that his family constantly held up this bookish scholar as a role model, a man who only understood life from what he read in books and spent his time studying what people had done in the past to align his conclusions with Germany's viewpoints. While young Desnoyers was quick to admire and looked up to anyone whose "ideas" Argensola had shared with him, he refused to accept the intellectual prestige of this famous relative.
During his stay in Berlin, a German word of vulgar invention had enabled him to classify this prig. Heavy books of minute investigation were every month being published by the dozens in the Fatherland. There was not a professor who could resist the temptation of constructing from the simplest detail an enormous volume written in a dull, involved style. The people, therefore, appreciating that these near-sighted authors were incapable of any genial vision of comradeship, called them Sitzfleisch haben, because of the very long sittings which their works represented. That was what this cousin was for him, a mere Sitzfleisch haben.
During his time in Berlin, a crude German term helped him label this pretentious person. Every month, dozens of heavy books filled with pointless details were being published in Germany. There wasn't a single professor who could resist the urge to turn the simplest topic into a massive, boring volume written in a convoluted style. People recognized that these short-sighted authors lacked any warm sense of camaraderie, so they referred to them as Sitzfleisch haben, due to the long hours spent sitting through their works. That’s all this cousin was to him, just another Sitzfleisch haben.
Doctor von Hartrott, on explaining his visit, spoke in Spanish. He availed himself of this language used by the family during his childhood, as a precaution, looking around repeatedly as if he feared to be heard. He had come to bid his cousin farewell. His mother had told him of his return, and he had not wished to leave Paris without seeing him. He was leaving in a few hours, since matters were growing more strained.
Doctor von Hartrott, while explaining his visit, spoke in Spanish. He chose this language, which the family used during his childhood, as a precaution, glancing around frequently as if he was worried about being overheard. He had come to say goodbye to his cousin. His mother had informed him of the cousin's return, and he didn't want to leave Paris without seeing him. He was departing in a few hours, as things were becoming more tense.
“But do you really believe that there will be war?” asked Desnoyers.
“But do you really think there will be a war?” asked Desnoyers.
“War will be declared to-morrow or the day after. Nothing can prevent it now. It is necessary for the welfare of humanity.”
“War will be declared tomorrow or the day after. Nothing can stop it now. It’s necessary for the well-being of humanity.”
Silence followed this speech, Julio and Argensola looking with astonishment at this peaceable-looking man who had just spoken with such martial arrogance. The two suspected that the professor was making this visit in order to give vent to his opinions and enthusiasms. At the same time, perhaps, he was trying to find out what they might think and know, as one of the many viewpoints of the people in Paris.
Silence followed this speech, with Julio and Argensola staring in disbelief at this calm-looking man who had just spoken with such boldness. The two suspected that the professor was visiting to express his thoughts and passions. At the same time, maybe he was trying to gauge what they might think and know, as one of the many perspectives of the people in Paris.
“You are not French,” he added looking at his cousin. “You were born in Argentina, so before you I may speak the truth.”
“You're not French,” he said, looking at his cousin. “You were born in Argentina, so I can speak the truth in front of you.”
“And were you not born there?” asked Julio smiling.
“And weren’t you born there?” asked Julio, smiling.
The Doctor made a gesture of protest, as though he had just heard something insulting. “No, I am a German. No matter where a German may be born, he always belongs to his mother country.” Then turning to Argensola—“This gentleman, too, is a foreigner. He comes from noble Spain, which owes to us the best that it has—the worship of honor, the knightly spirit.”
The Doctor waved his hands in disagreement, as if he had just heard something offensive. “No, I’m German. No matter where a German is born, he always belongs to his homeland.” Then, turning to Argensola, he said, “This gentleman is also a foreigner. He hails from noble Spain, which owes us its greatest values—the reverence for honor and the spirit of chivalry.”
The Spaniard wished to remonstrate, but the Sage would not permit, adding in an oracular tone:
The Spaniard wanted to argue, but the Sage wouldn't allow it, adding in a mysterious tone:
“You were miserable Celts, sunk in the vileness of an inferior and mongrel race whose domination by Rome but made your situation worse. Fortunately you were conquered by the Goths and others of our race who implanted in you a sense of personal dignity. Do not forget, young man, that the Vandals were the ancestors of the Prussians of to-day.”
“You were miserable Celts, trapped in the ugliness of an inferior and mixed race whose control by Rome only made your situation worse. Fortunately, you were conquered by the Goths and others of our race who instilled in you a sense of personal dignity. Don’t forget, young man, that the Vandals were the ancestors of today’s Prussians.”
Again Argensola tried to speak, but his friend signed to him not to interrupt the professor who appeared to have forgotten his former reserve and was working up to an enthusiastic pitch with his own words.
Again, Argensola tried to speak, but his friend signaled him not to interrupt the professor, who seemed to have forgotten his previous restraint and was building up to an enthusiastic peak with his own words.
“We are going to witness great events,” he continued. “Fortunate are those born in this epoch, the most interesting in history! At this very moment, humanity is changing its course. Now the true civilization begins.”
“We are about to see incredible events,” he continued. “Those born in this era are lucky, it’s the most fascinating time in history! Right now, humanity is shifting its direction. This is where true civilization begins.”
The war, according to him, was going to be of a brevity hitherto unseen. Germany had been preparing herself to bring about this event without any long, economic world-disturbance. A single month would be enough to crush France, the most to be feared of their adversaries. Then they would march against Russia, who with her slow, clumsy movements could not oppose an immediate defense. Finally they would attack haughty England, so isolated in its archipelago that it could not obstruct the sweep of German progress. This would make a series of rapid blows and overwhelming victories, requiring only a summer in which to play this magnificent role. The fall of the leaves in the following autumn would greet the definite triumph of Germany.
The war, he said, would be quicker than anyone had ever seen before. Germany had been getting ready to make this happen without causing a long-lasting economic disruption. Just one month would be enough to defeat France, their most feared opponent. After that, they would advance against Russia, whose slow and awkward movements wouldn't be able to mount an immediate defense. Finally, they would go after proud England, so isolated in its islands that it couldn't stop Germany's advance. This would lead to a series of quick strikes and decisive victories, taking only a summer to play out this grand plan. The falling leaves in the autumn would signal Germany's final triumph.
With the assurance of a professor who does not expect his dictum to be refuted by his hearers, he explained the superiority of the German race. All mankind was divided into two groups—dolicephalous and the brachicephalous, according to the shape of the skull. Another scientific classification divided men into the light-haired and dark-haired. The dolicephalous (arched heads) represented purity of race and superior mentality. The brachicephalous (flat heads) were mongrels with all the stigma of degeneration. The German, dolicephalous par excellence, was the only descendant of the primitive Aryans. All the other nations, especially those of the south of Europe called “latins,” belonged to a degenerate humanity.
With the confidence of a professor who doesn’t expect his claims to be challenged by his audience, he explained the superiority of the German race. All of humanity was divided into two groups—dolichocephalic and brachycephalic, based on the shape of the skull. Another scientific classification categorized people as light-haired and dark-haired. The dolichocephalic (long-headed) represented racial purity and superior intellect. The brachycephalic (short-headed) were mixed breeds with all the marks of decline. The German, the quintessential dolichocephalic, was considered the only descendant of the original Aryans. All other nations, especially those in southern Europe referred to as “Latins,” were seen as part of a degenerate humanity.
The Spaniard could not contain himself any longer. “But no person with any intelligence believes any more in those antique theories of race! What if there no longer existed a people of absolutely pure blood, owing to thousands of admixtures due to historical conquests!” . . . Many Germans bore the identical ethnic marks which the professor was attributing to the inferior races.
The Spaniard couldn't hold back any longer. “But nobody with any smarts believes in those outdated theories of race anymore! What if there aren't any groups with completely pure blood left, thanks to the thousands of mixtures that happened during historical conquests!” . . . Many Germans had the exact ethnic traits that the professor was saying belonged to inferior races.
“There is something in that,” admitted Hartrott, “but although the German race may not be perfectly pure, it is the least impure of all races and, therefore, should have dominion over the world.”
“There’s something to that,” Hartrott admitted, “but even if the German race isn’t completely pure, it’s the least impure of all races and, therefore, should rule the world.”
His voice took on an ironic and cutting edge when speaking of the Celts, inhabitants of the lands of the South. They had retarded the progress of Humanity, deflecting it in the wrong direction. The Celt is individualistic and consequently an ungovernable revolutionary who tends to socialism. Furthermore, he is a humanitarian and makes a virtue of mercy, defending the existence of the weak who do not amount to anything.
His voice had an ironic and sharp tone when he talked about the Celts, the people from the southern regions. They had slowed down the progress of Humanity, steering it in the wrong direction. The Celt is independent and therefore an uncontrollable revolutionary who leans towards socialism. Additionally, he is compassionate and takes pride in showing mercy, standing up for the weak who contribute little.
The illustrious German places above everything else, Method and Power. Elected by Nature to command the impotent races, he possesses all the qualifications that distinguish the superior leader. The French Revolution was merely a clash between Teutons and Celts. The nobility of France were descended from Germanic warriors established in the country after the so-called invasion of the barbarians. The middle and lower classes were the Gallic-Celtic element. The inferior race had conquered the superior, disorganizing the country and perturbing the world. Celtism was the inventor of Democracy, of the doctrines of Socialism and Anarchy. Now the hour of Germanic retaliation was about to strike, and the Northern race would re-establish order, since God had favored it by demonstrating its indisputable superiority.
The prominent German perspective prioritizes Method and Power above all else. Chosen by Nature to lead the weaker races, he has all the qualities that define a superior leader. The French Revolution was simply a conflict between Teutons and Celts. The French nobility descended from Germanic warriors who settled in the country after the so-called barbarian invasion. Meanwhile, the middle and lower classes represented the Gallic-Celtic element. The inferior race had overtaken the superior, disrupting the nation and troubling the world. Celtism was the originator of Democracy, as well as the ideas of Socialism and Anarchy. Now, the time for Germanic retaliation was approaching, and the Northern race would restore order, as God had shown its undeniable superiority.
“A nation,” he added, “can aspire to great destinies only when it is fundamentally Teutonic. The less German it is, the less its civilization amounts to. We represent ‘the aristocracy of humanity,’ ‘the salt of the earth,’ as our William said.”
“A nation,” he added, “can only aim for great futures when it is fundamentally Teutonic. The less German it is, the less its civilization counts. We represent ‘the elite of humanity,’ ‘the salt of the earth,’ as our William said.”
Argensola was listening with astonishment to this outpouring of conceit. All the great nations had passed through the fever of Imperialism. The Greeks aspired to world-rule because they were the most civilized and believed themselves the most fit to give civilization to the rest of mankind. The Romans, upon conquering countries, implanted law and the rule of justice. The French of the Revolution and the Empire justified their invasions on the plea that they wished to liberate mankind and spread abroad new ideas. Even the Spaniards of the sixteenth century, when battling with half of Europe for religious unity and the extermination of heresy, were working toward their ideals obscure and perhaps erroneous, but disinterested.
Argensola was listening in disbelief to this outburst of arrogance. All the major nations had gone through the craze of Imperialism. The Greeks aimed for world domination because they saw themselves as the most advanced and believed they were the best people to spread civilization to the rest of humanity. The Romans, when they conquered territories, established laws and the principles of justice. The French during the Revolution and the Empire justified their invasions by claiming they wanted to liberate people and introduce new ideas. Even the Spaniards in the sixteenth century, while fighting half of Europe for religious unity and the eradication of heresy, were pursuing their ideals—obscure and possibly misguided, but sincere.
All the nations of history had been struggling for something which they had considered generous and above their own interests. Germany alone, according to this professor, was trying to impose itself upon the world in the name of racial superiority—a superiority that nobody had recognized, that she was arrogating to herself, coating her affirmations with a varnish of false science.
All the nations throughout history had been fighting for something they believed was noble and beyond their own self-interest. According to this professor, Germany alone was trying to assert itself over the world in the name of racial superiority—a superiority that no one else acknowledged and that Germany was claiming for itself, dressing up its assertions with a layer of false science.
“Until now wars have been carried on by the soldiery,” continued Hartrott. “That which is now going to begin will be waged by a combination of soldiers and professors. In its preparation the University has taken as much part as the military staff. German science, leader of all sciences, is united forever with what the Latin revolutionists disdainfully term militarism. Force, mistress of the world, is what creates right, that which our truly unique civilization imposes. Our armies are the representatives of our culture, and in a few weeks we shall free the world from its decadence, completely rejuvenating it.”
“Until now, wars have been fought by soldiers,” continued Hartrott. “What’s about to begin will be fought by a mix of soldiers and professors. The University has played just as big a role in this preparation as the military. German science, the leader of all sciences, is forever connected with what the Latin revolutionaries look down upon as militarism. Power, the ruler of the world, defines what’s right, which our truly exceptional civilization imposes. Our armies represent our culture, and in just a few weeks, we will free the world from its decline, completely reviving it.”
The vision of the immense future of his race was leading him on to expose himself with lyrical enthusiasm. William I, Bismarck, all the heroes of past victories, inspired his veneration, but he spoke of them as dying gods whose hour had passed. They were glorious ancestors of modest pretensions who had confined their activities to enlarging the frontiers, and to establishing the unity of the Empire, afterwards opposing themselves with the prudence of valetudinarians to the daring of the new generation. Their ambitions went no further than a continental hegemony . . . but now William II had leaped into the arena, the complex hero that the country required.
The vision of a vast future for his people was driving him to express himself with passionate enthusiasm. William I, Bismarck, and all the heroes of past victories filled him with respect, but he referred to them as fading figures whose time had ended. They were glorious forebears with humble ambitions, focusing solely on expanding the frontiers and unifying the Empire, later becoming cautious like those who fear change, in contrast to the boldness of the new generation. Their ambitions were limited to a continental dominance... but now William II had stepped into the spotlight, the multifaceted hero that the nation needed.
“Lamprecht, my master, has pictured his greatness. It is tradition and the future, method and audacity. Like his grandfather, the Emperor holds the conviction of what monarchy by the grace of God represents, but his vivid and modern intelligence recognizes and accepts modern conditions. At the same time that he is romantic, feudal and a supporter of the agrarian conservatives, he is also an up-to-date man who seeks practical solutions and shows a utilitarian spirit. In him are correctly balanced instinct and reason.”
“Lamprecht, my master, has imagined his greatness. It embodies tradition and the future, method and boldness. Like his grandfather, the Emperor believes in what monarchy by the grace of God stands for, but his lively and modern intellect understands and embraces contemporary circumstances. While he is romantic, feudal, and supports the agrarian conservatives, he is also a modern individual who looks for practical solutions and demonstrates a utilitarian mindset. In him, instinct and reason are perfectly balanced.”
Germany, guided by this hero, had, according to Hartrott, been concentrating its strength, and recognizing its true path. The Universities supported him even more unanimously than the army. Why store up so much power and maintain it without employment? . . . The empire of the world belongs to the German people. The historians and philosophers, disciples of Treitschke, were taking it upon themselves to frame the rights that would justify this universal domination. And Lamprecht, the psychological historian, like the other professors, was launching the belief in the absolute superiority of the Germanic race. It was just that it should rule the world, since it only had the power to do so. This “telurian germanization” was to be of immense benefit to mankind. The earth was going to be happy under the dictatorship of a people born for mastery. The German state, “tentacular potency,” would eclipse with its glory the most imposing empire of the past and present. Gott mit uns!
Germany, led by this hero, had, according to Hartrott, been focusing its strength and understanding its true direction. The universities supported him even more strongly than the army. Why hoard so much power and keep it unused? . . . The empire of the world belongs to the German people. Historians and philosophers, followers of Treitschke, were taking it upon themselves to create the arguments that would justify this global dominance. And Lamprecht, the psychological historian, along with the other professors, was promoting the belief in the absolute superiority of the Germanic race. It was only right that it should govern the world, since it had the power to do so. This “telurian germanization” was meant to greatly benefit humanity. The world was going to thrive under the rule of a people destined for greatness. The German state, with its “tentacular potency,” would outshine the most impressive empires of the past and present. Gott mit uns!
“Who will be able to deny, as my master says, that there exists a Christian, German God, the ‘Great Ally,’ who is showing himself to our enemies, the foreigners, as a strong and jealous divinity?” . . .
“Who can deny, as my master says, that there is a Christian, German God, the ‘Great Ally,’ who is revealing Himself to our enemies, the outsiders, as a powerful and jealous deity?” . . .
Desnoyers was listening to his cousin with astonishment and at the same time looking at Argensola who, with a flutter of his eyes, seemed to be saying to him, “He is mad! These Germans are simply mad with pride.”
Desnoyers was listening to his cousin in shock while also watching Argensola, who, with a flicker of his eyes, seemed to be saying to him, “He’s crazy! These Germans are completely full of themselves.”
Meanwhile, the professor, unable to curb his enthusiasm, continued expounding the grandeur of his race. From his viewpoint, the providential Kaiser had shown inexplicable weakenings. He was too good and too kind. “Deliciae generis humani,” as had said Professor Lasson, another of Hartrott’s masters. Able to overthrow everything with his annihilating power, the Emperor was limiting himself merely to maintaining peace. But the nation did not wish to stop there, and was pushing its leader until it had him started. It was useless now to put on the brakes. “He who does not advance recedes”;—that was the cry of PanGermanism to the Emperor. He must press on in order to conquer the entire world.
Meanwhile, the professor, unable to contain his excitement, kept going on about the greatness of his race. From his perspective, the providential Kaiser had shown some inexplicable weaknesses. He was too good and too kind. “Deliciae generis humani,” as Professor Lasson, one of Hartrott’s mentors, had said. With the power to destroy everything, the Emperor was only focused on keeping the peace. But the nation didn’t want to stop there and was pushing their leader to take action. It was pointless to hold back now. “He who does not advance recedes”—that was the rallying cry of Pan-Germanism to the Emperor. He needed to move forward to conquer the entire world.
“And now war comes,” continued the pedant. “We need the colonies of the others, even though Bismarck, through an error of his stubborn old age, exacted nothing at the time of universal distribution, letting England and France get possession of the best lands. We must control all countries that have Germanic blood and have been civilized by our forbears.”
“And now war is upon us,” the pedant continued. “We need the colonies of others, even though Bismarck, in a mistake of his stubborn old age, didn’t demand anything during the global distribution, allowing England and France to take the best lands. We must dominate all countries with Germanic heritage that have been civilized by our ancestors.”
Hartrott enumerated these countries. Holland and Belgium were German. France, through the Franks, was one-third Teutonic blood. Italy. . . . Here the professor hesitated, recalling the fact that this nation was still an ally, certainly a little insecure, but still united by diplomatic bonds. He mentioned, nevertheless, the Longobards and other races coming from the North. Spain and Portugal had been populated by the ruddy Goth and also belonged to the dominant race. And since the majority of the nations of America were of Spanish and Portuguese origin, they should also be included in this recovery.
Hartrott listed these countries. Holland and Belgium were German. France, through the Franks, had one-third Teutonic ancestry. Italy... Here the professor paused, remembering that this nation was still an ally, definitely a bit uncertain, but still connected by diplomatic ties. He nonetheless mentioned the Longobards and other groups from the North. Spain and Portugal had been populated by the red-haired Goths and were also part of the dominant race. And since most of the nations in America were of Spanish and Portuguese descent, they should also be included in this recovery.
“It is a little premature to think of these last nations just yet,” added the Doctor modestly, “but some day the hour of justice will sound. After our continental triumph, we shall have time to think of their fate. . . . North America also should receive our civilizing influence, for there are living millions of Germans who have created its greatness.”
“It’s a bit early to consider these last nations just yet,” the Doctor added modestly, “but someday the time for justice will come. After our continental success, we’ll have time to think about their future. . . . North America should also experience our civilizing influence, because there are millions of Germans who have contributed to its greatness.”
He was talking of the future conquests as though they were marks of distinction with which his country was going to favor other countries. These were to continue living politically the same as before with their individual governments, but subject to the Teutons, like minors requiring the strong hand of a master. They would form the Universal United States, with an hereditary and all-powerful president—the Emperor of Germany—receiving all the benefits of Germanic culture, working disciplined under his industrial direction. . . . But the world is ungrateful, and human badness always opposes itself to progress.
He was discussing future conquests as if they were prestigious awards that his country would bestow upon others. These nations would continue operating with their own governments, but under the control of the Teutons, like children needing the firm hand of a guardian. They would create the Universal United States, led by a hereditary and all-powerful president—the Emperor of Germany—who would enjoy all the advantages of German culture, working efficiently under his industrial leadership. . . . But the world is ungrateful, and human badness always stands in the way of progress.
“We have no illusions,” sighed the professor, with lofty sadness. “We have no friends. All look upon us with jealousy, as dangerous beings, because we are the most intelligent, the most active, and have proved ourselves superior to all others. . . . But since they no longer love us, let them fear us! As my friend Mann says, although Kultur is the spiritual organization of the world, it does not exclude bloody savagery when that becomes necessary. Kultur sanctifies the demon within us, and is above morality, reason and science. We are going to impose Kultur by force of the cannon.”
“We're not fooling ourselves,” the professor sighed with deep sadness. “We have no friends. Everyone sees us with jealousy, viewing us as dangerous because we are the smartest, the most active, and have proven ourselves better than everyone else. . . . But since they don't love us anymore, let them fear us! As my friend Mann says, even though culture is the spiritual framework of the world, it doesn't rule out bloody savagery when it becomes necessary. Culture makes peace with the demon inside us and is above morality, reason, and science. We are going to enforce culture through the power of the cannon.”
Argensola continued, saying with his eyes, “They are crazy, crazy with pride! . . . What can the world expect of such people!”
Argensola went on, expressing with his eyes, “They’re out of their minds, completely consumed by pride! . . . What can the world expect from people like that?”
Desnoyers here intervened in order to brighten this gloomy monologue with a little optimism. War had not yet been positively declared. The diplomats were still trying to arrange matters. Perhaps it might all turn out peaceably at the last minute, as had so often happened before. His cousin was seeing things entirely distorted by an aggressive enthusiasm.
Desnoyers stepped in to lighten this gloomy monologue with a bit of optimism. War hadn’t been officially declared yet. The diplomats were still working things out. Maybe everything would end peacefully at the last minute, like it often had before. His cousin was seeing things completely twisted by an aggressive enthusiasm.
Oh, the ironical, ferocious and cutting smile of the Doctor! Argensola had never known old Madariaga, but it, nevertheless, occurred to him that in this fashion sharks must smile, although he, too, had never seen a shark.
Oh, the ironic, fierce, and sharp smile of the Doctor! Argensola had never met old Madariaga, but it still occurred to him that this must be how sharks smile, even though he had never seen a shark either.
“It is war,” boomed Hartrott. “When I left Germany, fifteen days ago, I knew that war was inevitable.”
“It’s war,” boomed Hartrott. “When I left Germany fifteen days ago, I knew that war was unavoidable.”
The certainty with which he said this dissipated all Julio’s hope. Moreover, this man’s trip, on the pretext of seeing his mother, disquieted him. . . . On what mission had Doctor Julius von Hartrott come to Paris? . . .
The confidence with which he said this crushed all of Julio's hope. Moreover, this man's trip, under the excuse of visiting his mother, unsettled him... What mission had Doctor Julius von Hartrott come to Paris for?...
“Well, then,” asked Desnoyers, “why so many diplomatic interviews? Why does the German government intervene at all—although in such a lukewarm way—in the struggle between Austria and Servia. . . . Would it not be better to declare war right out?”
“Well, then,” asked Desnoyers, “why all the diplomatic meetings? Why does the German government even get involved—albeit in such a half-hearted way—in the conflict between Austria and Serbia? Wouldn’t it be better to just declare war outright?”
The professor replied with simplicity: “Our government undoubtedly wishes that the others should declare the war. The role of outraged dignity is always the most pleasing one and justifies all ulterior resolutions, however extreme they may seem. There are some of our people who are living comfortably and do not desire war. It is expedient to make them believe that those who impose it upon us are our enemies so that they may feel the necessity of defending themselves. Only superior minds reach the conviction of the great advancement that can be accomplished by the sword alone, and that war, as our grand Treitschke says, is the highest form of progress.”
The professor responded simply: “Our government definitely wants others to declare war. Playing the part of the wronged party is always the most satisfying and justifies any further actions, no matter how extreme they might appear. Some of our citizens are living comfortably and don’t want war. It’s useful to make them think that those pushing for it are our enemies so they feel the need to defend themselves. Only the most enlightened minds understand the significant progress that can be achieved through war alone, and that, as our great Treitschke says, war is the highest form of advancement.”
Again he smiled with a ferocious expression. Morality, from his point of view, should exist among individuals only to make them more obedient and disciplined, for morality per se impedes governments and should be suppressed as a useless obstacle. For the State there exists neither truth nor falsehood; it only recognizes the utility of things. The glorious Bismarck, in order to consummate the war with France, the base of German grandeur, had not hesitated to falsify a telegraphic despatch.
Again, he smiled with a fierce look. In his view, morality should only exist among people to make them more obedient and disciplined, because morality itself gets in the way of governments and should be eliminated as a pointless hurdle. For the State, there is no truth or falsehood; it only acknowledges what is useful. The great Bismarck, to bring about the war with France—the foundation of German greatness—didn't hesitate to fake a telegram.
“And remember, that he is the most glorious hero of our time! History looks leniently upon his heroic feat. Who would accuse the one who triumphs? . . . Professor Hans Delbruck has written with reason, ‘Blessed be the hand that falsified the telegram of Ems!’”
“And remember, he is the greatest hero of our time! History views his heroic act favorably. Who would blame the one who wins? . . . Professor Hans Delbruck has rightly said, ‘Blessed be the hand that altered the Ems telegram!’”
It was convenient to have the war break out immediately, in order that events might result favorably for Germany, whose enemies are totally unprepared. Preventive war was recommended by General Bernhardi and other illustrious patriots. It would be dangerous indeed to defer the declaration of war until the enemies had fortified themselves so that they should be the ones to make war. Besides, to the Germans what kind of deterrents could law and other fictions invented by weak nations possibly be? . . . No; they had the Power, and Power creates new laws. If they proved to be the victors, History would not investigate too closely the means by which they had conquered. It was Germany that was going to win, and the priests of all cults would finally sanctify with their chants the blessed war—if it led to triumph.
It was convenient for the war to start right away so things could turn out well for Germany, whose enemies were completely unprepared. General Bernhardi and other notable patriots advocated for a preventive war. It would be really risky to wait to declare war until the enemies had strengthened themselves and could take the offensive. Besides, to the Germans, what kind of deterrents could laws and other concepts created by weak nations ever be? No; they had the Power, and Power makes the rules. If they ended up victorious, History wouldn’t look too closely at how they achieved their victory. Germany was going to win, and the leaders of all religions would eventually bless the war with their prayers—if it led to success.
“We are not making war in order to punish the Servian regicides, nor to free the Poles, nor the others oppressed by Russia, stopping there in admiration of our disinterested magnanimity. We wish to wage it because we are the first people of the earth and should extend our activity over the entire planet. Germany’s hour has sounded. We are going to take our place as the powerful Mistress of the World, the place which Spain occupied in former centuries, afterwards France, and England to-day. What those people accomplished in a struggle of many years we are going to bring about in four months. The storm-flag of the Empire is now going to wave over nations and oceans; the sun is going to shine on a great slaughter. . . .
“We're not going to war just to punish the Serbian assassins, free the Poles, or any of the others suffering under Russia, while patting ourselves on the back for our selfless generosity. We're fighting because we are the greatest nation on earth and should spread our influence across the globe. Germany’s time has come. We're about to take our place as the dominant power in the world, a position that Spain held in earlier centuries, followed by France, and now England. What those nations achieved over many years, we’re going to accomplish in four months. The Empire's flag is now set to fly over nations and oceans; the sun will shine on a massive slaughter. . . .
“Old Rome, sick unto death, called ‘barbarians’ the Germans who opened the grave. The world to-day also smells death and will surely call us barbarians. . . . So be it! When Tangiers and Toulouse, Amberes and Calais have become submissive to German barbarism . . . then we will speak further of this matter. We have the power, and who has that needs neither to hesitate nor to argue. . . . Power! . . . That is the beautiful word—the only word that rings true and clear. . . . Power! One sure stab and all argument is answered forever!”
“Old Rome, on its last legs, called the Germans who brought about its downfall ‘barbarians.’ Today, the world also smells death and will likely label us as barbarians too. . . . So be it! When Tangiers and Toulouse, Antwerp and Calais submit to German brutality . . . then we’ll discuss this issue further. We have the power, and those who have it need neither to hesitate nor to debate. . . . Power! . . . That’s the beautiful word—the only word that sounds true and clear. . . . Power! One decisive strike and all arguments are settled for good!”
“But are you so sure of victory?” asked Desnoyers. “Sometimes Destiny gives us great surprises. There are hidden forces that we must take into consideration or they may overturn the best-laid plans.”
“But are you really that confident about winning?” asked Desnoyers. “Sometimes Fate throws us big surprises. There are unseen forces we need to consider, or they might completely derail even the best plans.”
The smile of the Doctor became increasingly scornful and arrogant. Everything had been foreseen and studied out long ago with the most minute Germanic method. What had they to fear? . . . The enemy most to be reckoned with was France, incapable of resisting the enervating moral influences, the sufferings, the strain and the privations of war;—a nation physically debilitated and so poisoned by revolutionary spirit that it had laid aside the use of arms through an exaggerated love of comfort.
The Doctor's smile grew more and more scornful and arrogant. Everything had been predicted and planned out a long time ago with the most precise German efficiency. What did they have to worry about? . . . The biggest threat was France, unable to withstand the draining moral effects, the pain, the pressure, and the hardships of war;—a nation physically weakened and so influenced by revolutionary ideals that it had given up fighting out of an excessive desire for comfort.
“Our generals,” he announced, “are going to leave her in such a state that she will never again cross our path.”
“Our generals,” he declared, “are going to leave her in such a way that she will never cross our path again.”
There was Russia, too, to consider, but her amorphous masses were slow to assemble and unwieldy to move. The Executive Staff of Berlin had timed everything by measure for crushing France in four weeks, and would then lead its enormous forces against the Russian empire before it could begin action.
There was also Russia to think about, but its vast and unstructured forces were slow to gather and difficult to mobilize. The Executive Staff in Berlin had planned everything meticulously to defeat France in four weeks, and then they would turn their massive military might against the Russian empire before it could take any action.
“We shall finish with the bear after killing the cock,” affirmed the professor triumphantly.
“We’ll deal with the bear after we’ve taken care of the rooster,” the professor declared triumphantly.
But guessing at some objection from his cousin, he hastened on—“I know what you are going to tell me. There remains another enemy, one that has not yet leaped into the lists but which all the Germans are waiting for. That one inspires more hatred than all the others put together, because it is of our blood, because it is a traitor to the race. . . . Ah, how we loathe it!”
But sensing some objection from his cousin, he rushed on—“I know what you’re about to say. There’s another enemy, one that hasn’t yet made its move but that all the Germans are anticipating. That one inspires more hatred than all the others combined, because it comes from our own blood, because it betrays our race... Ah, how we despise it!”
And in the tone in which these words were uttered throbbed an expression of hatred and a thirst for vengeance which astonished both listeners.
And in the way these words were said, there was a pulse of hatred and a desire for revenge that shocked both listeners.
“Even though England attack us,” continued Hartrott, “we shall conquer, notwithstanding. This adversary is not more terrible than the others. For the past century she has ruled the world. Upon the fall of Napoleon she seized the continental hegemony, and will fight to keep it. But what does her energy amount to? . . . As our Bernhardi says, the English people are merely a nation of renters and sportsmen. Their army is formed from the dregs of the nation. The country lacks military spirit. We are a people of warriors, and it will be an easy thing for us to conquer the English, debilitated by a false conception of life.”
“Even though England is attacking us,” Hartrott continued, “we will still win, no matter what. This enemy isn't any worse than the others. For the last hundred years, they have dominated the world. After Napoleon fell, they took control of Europe and will fight to hold on to it. But what does their energy really mean? . . . As our Bernhardi says, the English people are just a nation of renters and sports fans. Their army is made up of the leftovers of society. The country lacks military spirit. We are a nation of warriors, and it will be easy for us to defeat the English, weakened by their misguided views on life.”
The Doctor paused and then added: “We are counting on the internal corruption of our enemies, on their lack of unity. God will aid us by sowing confusion among these detested people. In a few days you will see His hand. Revolution is going to break out in France at the same time as war. The people of Paris will build barricades in the streets and the scenes of the Commune will repeat themselves. Tunis, Algiers and all their other possessions are about to rise against the metropolis.”
The Doctor paused and then said, “We're relying on the internal corruption of our enemies and their lack of unity. God will help us by creating confusion among these hated people. In a few days, you’ll see His influence. A revolution is going to erupt in France at the same time as the war. The people of Paris will build barricades in the streets, and the scenes from the Commune will happen all over again. Tunis, Algiers, and all their other territories are about to rebel against the capital.”
Argensola seized the opportunity to smile with an aggressive incredulity.
Argensola took the chance to smile with a challenging disbelief.
“I repeat it,” insisted Hartrott, “that this country is going to have internal revolution and colonial insurrection. I know perfectly well what I am talking about. . . . Russia also will break out into revolution with a red flag that will force the Czar to beg for mercy on his knees. You have only to read in the papers of the recent strikes in Saint Petersburg, and the manifestations of the strikers with the pretext of President Poincare’s visit. . . . England will see her appeals to her colonies completely ignored. India is going to rise against her, and Egypt, too, will seize this opportunity for her emancipation.”
“I’ll say it again,” insisted Hartrott, “this country is headed for internal revolution and colonial uprising. I know exactly what I’m talking about. . . . Russia is also going to erupt in revolution, waving a red flag that will force the Czar to beg for mercy on his knees. Just look at the recent strikes in Saint Petersburg and the demonstrations by the strikers claiming it’s related to President Poincare’s visit. . . . England will find her pleas to her colonies completely ignored. India is set to rise up against her, and Egypt will seize this chance for its freedom too.”
Julio was beginning to be impressed by these affirmations enunciated with such oracular certainty, and he felt almost irritated at the incredulous Argensola, who continued looking insolently at the seer, repeating with his winking eyes, “He is insane—insane with pride.” The man certainly must have strong reasons for making such awful prophecies. His presence in Paris just at this time was difficult for Desnoyers to understand, and gave to his words a mysterious authority.
Julio was starting to be impressed by these statements delivered with such confident certainty, and he felt almost annoyed at the skeptical Argensola, who kept glaring at the seer, repeating with his squinting eyes, “He’s crazy—crazy with arrogance.” The man definitely had compelling reasons for making such alarming predictions. His presence in Paris at this time was hard for Desnoyers to grasp, and it gave his words a mysterious weight.
“But the nations will defend themselves,” he protested to his cousin. “Victory will not be such a very simple thing as you imagine.”
“But the countries will protect themselves,” he argued to his cousin. “Winning won’t be as easy as you think.”
“Yes, they will defend themselves, and the struggle will be fiercely contested. It appears that, of late years, France has been paying some attention to her army. We shall undoubtedly encounter some resistance; triumph may be somewhat difficult, but we are going to prevail. . . . You have no idea to what extent the offensive power of Germany has attained. Nobody knows with certainty beyond the frontiers. If our foes should comprehend it in all its immensity, they would fall on their knees beforehand to beg for mercy, thus obviating the necessity for useless sacrifices.”
“Yes, they will defend themselves, and the struggle will be fiercely contested. It seems that, in recent years, France has been paying more attention to its army. We will undoubtedly face some resistance; victory might be a bit challenging, but we are going to win. . . . You have no idea how powerful Germany has become. No one knows for sure what lies beyond the borders. If our enemies understood the full extent of it, they would drop to their knees and beg for mercy, thus avoiding the need for unnecessary sacrifices.”
There was a long silence. Julius von Hartrott appeared lost in reverie. The very thought of the accumulated strength of his race submerged him in a species of mystic adoration.
There was a long silence. Julius von Hartrott seemed lost in thought. The mere idea of his race's accumulated strength filled him with a kind of mystical awe.
“The preliminary victory,” he suddenly exclaimed, “we gained some time ago. Our enemies, therefore, hate us, and yet they imitate us. All that bears the stamp of Germany is in demand throughout the world. The very countries that are trying to resist our arms copy our methods in their universities and admire our theories, even those which do not attain success in Germany. Oftentimes we laugh among ourselves, like the Roman augurs, upon seeing the servility with which they follow us! . . . And yet they will not admit our superiority!”
“The early victory,” he suddenly exclaimed, “we achieved some time ago. Our enemies, therefore, hate us, and yet they copy us. Everything that has the mark of Germany is sought after around the world. The very countries trying to fight against us mimic our strategies in their universities and praise our theories, even those that don't succeed in Germany. Often, we laugh among ourselves, like the Roman augurs, watching how submissively they follow us! . . . And yet they refuse to acknowledge our superiority!”
For the first time, Argensola’s eyes and general expression approved the words of Hartrott. What he had just said was only too true—the world was a victim of “the German superstition.” An intellectual cowardice, the fear of Force had made it admire en masse and indiscriminately, everything of Teutonic origin, just because of the intensity of its glitter—gold mixed with talcum. The so-called Latins, dazed with admiration, were, with unreasonable pessimism, becoming doubtful of their ability, and thus were the first to decree their own death. And the conceited Germans merely had to repeat the words of these pessimists in order to strengthen their belief in their own superiority.
For the first time, Argensola’s eyes and overall expression agreed with Hartrott's words. What he just said was all too true—the world was a victim of “the German superstition.” An intellectual cowardice, the fear of force had led it to admire everything of Teutonic origin in a mindless and indiscriminate way, solely because of its flashy appearance—gold mixed with talcum. The so-called Latins, awestruck with admiration, were becoming irrationally pessimistic and doubting their own abilities, thus being the first to declare their own demise. Meanwhile, the arrogant Germans only had to repeat these pessimists' words to reinforce their belief in their own superiority.
With that Southern temperament, which leaps rapidly from one extreme to another, many Latins had proclaimed that in the world of the future, there would be no place for the Latin peoples, now in their death-agony—adding that Germany alone preserved the latent forces of civilization. The French who declaimed among themselves, with the greatest exaggeration, unconscious that folks were listening the other side of the door, had proclaimed repeatedly for many years past, that France was degenerating rapidly and would soon vanish from the earth. . . . Then why should they resent the scorn of their enemies. . . . Why shouldn’t the Germans share in their beliefs?
With that Southern temperament, which quickly shifts from one extreme to another, many Latins declared that in the future world, there would be no place for the Latin peoples, now in their death throes—adding that only Germany held the hidden forces of civilization. The French, who dramatically talked among themselves, completely unaware that people were listening on the other side of the door, had been claiming for many years that France was rapidly declining and would soon disappear from the earth... So why should they be upset by the contempt of their enemies... Why shouldn’t the Germans share in their beliefs?
The professor, misinterpreting the silent agreement of the Spaniard who until then had been listening with such a hostile smile, added:
The professor, misunderstanding the silent agreement of the Spaniard who had been listening with such a tense smile, added:
“Now is the time to try out in France the German culture, implanting it there as conquerors.”
“Now is the time to bring German culture to France, establishing it there as conquerors.”
Here Argensola interrupted, “And what if there is no such thing as German culture, as a celebrated Teuton says?” It had become necessary to contradict this pedant who had become insufferable with his egotism. Hartrott almost jumped from his chair on hearing such a doubt.
Here Argensola interrupted, “What if there’s no such thing as German culture, like a famous Teuton claims?” It was necessary to challenge this annoying know-it-all, who had grown unbearable with his arrogance. Hartrott nearly jumped out of his seat upon hearing such a suggestion.
“What German is that?”
"What German is that?"
“Nietzsche.”
"Nietzsche."
The professor looked at him pityingly. Nietzsche had said to mankind, “Be harsh!” affirming that “a righteous war sanctifies every cause.” He had exalted Bismarck; he had taken part in the war of ‘70; he was glorifying Germany when he spoke of “the smiling lion,” and “the blond beast.” But Argensola listened with the tranquillity of one sure of his ground. Oh, hours of placid reading near the studio chimney, listening to the rain beating against the pane! . . .
The professor looked at him with pity. Nietzsche had told humanity, “Be tough!” stating that “a just war makes every cause sacred.” He had praised Bismarck; he had participated in the war of ‘70; he was celebrating Germany when he talked about “the smiling lion” and “the blonde beast.” But Argensola listened calmly, confident in his position. Oh, the hours of quiet reading by the studio fireplace, listening to the rain pounding against the window! . . .
“The philosopher did say that,” he admitted, “and he said many other very different things, like all great thinkers. His doctrine is one of pride, but of individual pride, not that of a nation or race. He always spoke against ‘the insidious fallacy of race.’”
“The philosopher did say that,” he admitted, “and he said a lot of other very different things, like all great thinkers do. His belief is rooted in individual pride, not in the pride of a nation or race. He always spoke against ‘the harmful myth of race.’”
Argensola recalled his philosophy word for word. Culture, according to Nietzsche, was “unity of style in all the manifestations of life.” Science did not necessarily include culture. Great knowledge might be accompanied with great barbarity, by the absence of style or by the chaotic confusion of all styles. Germany, according to the philosopher, had no genuine culture owing to its lack of style. “The French,” he had said, “were at the head of an authentic and fruitful culture, whatever their valor might be, and until now everybody had drawn upon it.” Their hatreds were concentrated within their own country. “I cannot endure Germany. The spirit of servility and pettiness penetrates everywhere. . . . I believe only in French culture, and what the rest of Europe calls culture appears to me to be a mistake. The few individual cases of lofty culture that I met in Germany were of French origin.”
Argensola recalled his philosophy exactly. Culture, according to Nietzsche, was “the unity of style in all aspects of life.” Science didn’t necessarily encompass culture. A vast amount of knowledge could coexist with great brutality, a lack of style, or a jumbled mix of styles. Germany, according to the philosopher, had no true culture due to its absence of style. “The French,” he said, “led an authentic and thriving culture, regardless of their bravery, and until now everyone has relied on it.” Their animosities were focused within their own borders. “I can’t stand Germany. The spirit of servitude and small-mindedness seeps everywhere... I believe only in French culture, and what the rest of Europe calls culture seems to me a mistake. The few examples of high culture I encountered in Germany were of French origin.”
“You know,” continued Argensola, “that in quarrelling with Wagner about the excess of Germanism in his art, Nietzsche proclaimed the necessity of mediterraneanizing music. His ideal was a culture for all Europe, but with a Latin base.”
“You know,” Argensola continued, “that when he argued with Wagner about the excessive German influence in his art, Nietzsche declared the need to Mediterraneanize music. His ideal was a culture for all of Europe, but with a Latin foundation.”
Julius von Hartrott replied most disdainfully to this, repeating the Spaniard’s very words. Men who thought much said many things. Besides, Nietzsche was a poet, completely demented at his death, and was no authority among the University sages. His fame had only been recognized in foreign lands. . . . And he paid no further attention to the youth, ignoring him as though he had evaporated into thin air after his presumption. All the professor’s attention was now concentrated on Desnoyers.
Julius von Hartrott responded with great disdain, echoing the Spaniard's words. Thoughtful people often say a lot. Besides, Nietzsche was a poet who had lost his mind by the time he died and wasn't considered an authority among the university scholars. His fame was only acknowledged abroad. . . . He dismissed the youth completely, acting as if he had vanished into thin air after his boldness. All the professor's focus was now on Desnoyers.
“This country,” he resumed, “is dying from within. How can you doubt that revolution will break out the minute war is declared? . . . Have you not noticed the agitation of the boulevard on account of the Caillaux trial? Reactionaries and revolutionists have been assaulting each other for the past three days. I have seen them challenging one another with shouts and songs as if they were going to come to blows right in the middle of the street. This division of opinion will become accentuated when our troops cross the frontier. It will then be civil war. The anti-militarists are clamoring mournfully, believing that it is in the power of the government to prevent the clash. . . . A country degenerated by democracy and by the inferiority of the triumphant Celt, greedy for full liberty! . . . We are the only free people on earth because we know how to obey.”
“This country,” he continued, “is dying from within. How can you doubt that a revolution will erupt the moment war is declared? . . . Have you not noticed the unrest on the boulevard due to the Caillaux trial? Reactionaries and revolutionaries have been clashing for the past three days. I've seen them challenging each other with shouts and songs as if they were about to fight right in the street. This division of opinion will become even more pronounced when our troops cross the border. It will then be civil war. The anti-militarists are lamenting, believing that the government has the power to prevent the conflict. . . . A country that has deteriorated due to democracy and the inferiority of the victorious Celt, hungry for absolute freedom! . . . We are the only free people on earth because we know how to obey.”
This paradox made Julio smile. Germany the only free people! . . .
This paradox made Julio smile. Germany the only free people! . . .
“It is so,” persisted Hartrott energetically. “We have the liberty best suited to a great people—economical and intellectual liberty.”
“It is true,” Hartrott insisted energetically. “We have the freedom that suits a great nation—economic and intellectual freedom.”
“And political liberty?”
"And political freedom?"
The professor received this question with a scornful shrug.
The professor responded to this question with a dismissive shrug.
“Political liberty! . . . Only decadent and ungovernable people, inferior races anxious for equality and democratic confusion, talk about political liberty. We Germans do not need it. We are a nation of masters who recognize the sacredness of government, and we wish to be commanded by those of superior birth. We possess the genius of organization.”
“Political freedom! . . . Only chaotic and ungovernable people, inferior races eager for equality and democratic chaos, talk about political freedom. We Germans don’t need it. We are a nation of leaders who respect the importance of government, and we want to be guided by those of higher status. We have the talent for organization.”
That, according to the Doctor, was the grand German secret, and the Teutonic race upon taking possession of the world, would share its discovery with all. The nations would then be so organized that each individual would give the maximum of service to society. Humanity, banded in regiments for every class of production, obeying a superior officer, like machines contributing the greatest possible output of labor—there you have the perfect state! Liberty was a purely negative idea if not accompanied with a positive concept which would make it useful.
That, according to the Doctor, was the grand German secret, and the Teutonic race, upon taking control of the world, would share its discovery with everyone. The nations would then be organized so that each person would provide the maximum service to society. Humanity, grouped in teams for every type of production, following a superior officer, like machines producing the greatest possible amount of work—there you have the perfect state! Freedom was simply a negative idea unless it was paired with a positive concept that made it meaningful.
The two friends listened with astonishment to this description of the future which Teutonic superiority was offering to the world. Every individual submitted to intensive production, the same as a bit of land from which its owner wishes to get the greatest number of vegetables. . . . Mankind reduced to mechanics. . . . No useless operations that would not produce immediate results. . . . And the people who heralded this awful idea were the very philosophers and idealists who had once given contemplation and reflection the first place in their existence! . . .
The two friends listened in shock to this vision of the future that Teutonic superiority was promising the world. Every individual was pushed into intense production, just like a piece of land where the owner wants to harvest as many vegetables as possible. . . . Humanity turned into machines. . . . No unnecessary actions that wouldn't yield immediate results. . . . And the ones promoting this terrible idea were the very philosophers and idealists who had once prioritized thought and reflection in their lives! . . .
Hartrott again harked back to the inferiority of their racial enemies. In order to combat successfully, it required self-assurance, an unquenchable confidence in the superiority of their own powers.
Hartrott once again referenced the inferiority of their racial enemies. To achieve success in combat, it needed self-assurance, an unshakeable confidence in the superiority of their own abilities.
“At this very hour in Berlin, everyone is accepting war, everyone is believing that victory is sure, while HERE! . . . I do not say that the French are afraid; they have a brave past that galvanizes them at certain times—but they are so depressed that it is easy to guess that they will make almost any sacrifices in order to evade what is coming upon them. The people first will shout with enthusiasm, as it always cheers that which carries it to perdition. The upper classes have no faith in the future; they are keeping quiet, but the presentiment of disaster may easily be conjectured. Yesterday I was talking with your father. He is French, and he is rich. He was indignant against the government of his country for involving the nation in the European conflict in order to defend a distant and uninteresting people. He complains of the exalted patriots who have opened the abyss between Germany and France, preventing a reconciliation. He says that Alsace and Lorraine are not worth what a war would cost in men and money. . . . He recognizes our greatness and is convinced that we have progressed so rapidly that the other countries cannot come up to us. . . . And as your father thinks, so do many others—all those who are wrapped in creature comfort, and fear to lose it. Believe me, a country that hesitates and fears war is conquered before the first battle.”
“At this moment in Berlin, everyone is accepting war, everyone believes that victory is certain, while HERE! . . . I’m not saying that the French are afraid; they have a brave history that rallies them at certain times—but they are so downcast that it's easy to see they’ll make almost any sacrifices to avoid what's coming. The people will first shout with enthusiasm, as it always energizes that which leads to ruin. The upper classes don’t have faith in the future; they’re keeping quiet, but the sense of disaster is easy to predict. Yesterday I was talking with your father. He’s French and wealthy. He was outraged with the government for dragging the nation into this European conflict to defend a distant and uninteresting people. He complains about the zealous patriots who have created a rift between Germany and France, making reconciliation impossible. He believes Alsace and Lorraine aren’t worth the cost of war in lives and resources. . . . He recognizes our strength and is convinced we’ve advanced so quickly that other countries can’t catch up. . . . And as your father thinks, so do many others—all those who are comfortable and fear losing it. Trust me, a country that hesitates and fears war is defeated before the first battle.”
Julio evinced a certain disquietude, as though he would like to cut short the conversation.
Julio seemed a bit uneasy, as if he wanted to end the conversation.
“Just leave my father out of it! He speaks that way to-day because war is not yet an accomplished fact, and he has to contradict and vent his indignation on whoever comes near him. To-morrow he will say just the opposite. . . . My father is a Latin.”
“Just leave my dad out of it! He talks like that today because war hasn't actually happened yet, and he needs to argue and let out his frustration on anyone nearby. Tomorrow, he'll say the complete opposite... My dad is a Latin.”
The professor looked at his watch. He must go; there were still many things which he had to do before going to the station. The Germans living in Paris had fled in great bands as though a secret order had been circulating among them. That afternoon the last of those who had been living ostensibly in the Capital would depart.
The professor checked his watch. He needed to leave; there were still many things he had to do before heading to the station. The Germans living in Paris had fled in large groups as if a secret order had been spreading among them. That afternoon, the last of those who had been living openly in the Capital would depart.
“I have come to see you because of our family interest, because it was my duty to give you fair warning. You are a foreigner, and nothing holds you here. If you are desirous of witnessing a great historic event, remain—but it will be better for you to go. The war is going to be ruthless, very ruthless, and if Paris attempts resistance, as formerly, we shall see terrible things. Modes of offense have greatly changed.”
“I’ve come to see you because of our family’s interests; it’s my duty to give you a heads-up. You’re a foreigner, and you’re not tied down here. If you want to experience a significant historical moment, feel free to stay—but it’s probably best if you leave. The war is going to be merciless, very merciless, and if Paris tries to resist like before, we will witness horrifying events. The methods of attack have changed a lot.”
Desnoyers made a gesture of indifference.
Desnoyers shrugged casually.
“The same as your father,” observed the professor. “Last night he and all your family responded in the same way. Even my mother prefers to remain with her sister, saying that the Germans are very good, very civilized and there is nothing to apprehend in their triumph.”
“The same as your father,” the professor noted. “Last night he and your whole family reacted the same way. Even my mom would rather stick with her sister, saying the Germans are great, very civilized, and there’s nothing to worry about with their victory.”
This good opinion seemed to be troubling the Doctor.
This good opinion seemed to be bothering the Doctor.
“They don’t understand what modern warfare means. They ignore the fact that our generals have studied the art of overcoming the enemy and they will apply it mercilessly. Ruthlessness is the only means, since it perturbs the intelligence of the enemy, paralyzes his action and pulverizes his resistance. The more ferocious the war, the more quickly it is concluded. To punish with cruelty is to proceed humanely. Therefore, Germany is going to be cruel with a cruelty hitherto unseen, in order that the conflict may not be prolonged.”
“They don’t understand what modern warfare really is. They overlook the fact that our generals have mastered how to defeat the enemy and they will use this knowledge without hesitation. Ruthlessness is the only way, as it disrupts the enemy’s intelligence, paralyzes their actions, and crushes their resistance. The more intense the war, the faster it ends. To punish harshly is to act humanely. Therefore, Germany is prepared to be cruel in a way that has never been seen before, so the conflict doesn’t drag on.”
He had risen and was standing, cane and straw hat in hand. Argensola was looking at him with frank hostility. The professor, obliged to pass near him, did so with a stiff and disdainful nod.
He had gotten up and was standing, cane and straw hat in hand. Argensola was looking at him with open hostility. The professor, forced to walk by him, did so with a stiff and dismissive nod.
Then he started toward the door, accompanied by his cousin. The farewell was brief.
Then he headed toward the door, with his cousin by his side. The goodbye was quick.
“I repeat my counsel. If you do not like danger, go! It may be that I am mistaken, and that this nation, convinced of the uselessness of defense, may give itself up voluntarily. . . . At any rate, we shall soon see. I shall take great pleasure in returning to Paris when the flag of the Empire is floating over the Eiffel Tower, a mere matter of three or four weeks, certainly by the beginning of September.”
“I'll say it again: if you're not up for danger, leave! I might be wrong, and this country might just choose to surrender because it thinks defending itself is pointless... Either way, we’ll find out soon enough. I’ll be really happy to return to Paris when the Empire's flag is flying over the Eiffel Tower, probably in three or four weeks, definitely by early September.”
France was going to disappear from the map. To the Doctor, her death was a foregone conclusion.
France was about to vanish from the map. To the Doctor, her death was a done deal.
“Paris will remain,” he admitted benevolently, “the French will remain, because a nation is not easily suppressed; but they will not retain their former place. We shall govern the world; they will continue to occupy themselves in inventing fashions, in making life agreeable for visiting foreigners; and in the intellectual world, we shall encourage them to educate good actresses, to produce entertaining novels and to write witty comedies. . . . Nothing more.”
“Paris will always be here,” he conceded kindly, “the French will stick around, because a nation isn’t easily crushed; but they won’t hold their previous status. We will run the world; they will keep busy creating trends, making life enjoyable for visiting tourists; and in the intellectual realm, we’ll support them in training talented actresses, producing engaging novels, and writing clever comedies... Nothing more.”
Desnoyers laughed as he shook his cousin’s hand, pretending to take his words as a paradox.
Desnoyers laughed as he shook his cousin’s hand, acting as if he took his words as a contradiction.
“I mean it,” insisted Hartrott. “The last hour of the French Republic as an important nation has sounded. I have studied it at close range, and it deserves no better fate. License and lack of confidence above—sterile enthusiasm below.”
“I mean it,” Hartrott insisted. “The last hour of the French Republic as an important nation has come. I have studied it closely, and it deserves no better fate. There’s chaos and a lack of confidence up top—empty enthusiasm down below.”
Upon turning his head, he again caught Argensola’s malicious smile.
Upon turning his head, he once again caught Argensola’s sinister smile.
“We know all about that kind of study,” he added aggressively. “We are accustomed to examine the nations of the past, to dissect them fibre by fibre, so that we recognize at a glance the psychology of the living.”
“We know all about that kind of study,” he added forcefully. “We’re used to examining the nations of the past, breaking them down piece by piece, so we can instantly understand the psychology of the living.”
The Bohemian fancied that he saw a surgeon talking self-sufficiently about the mysteries of the will before a corpse. What did this pedantic interpreter of dead documents know about life? . . .
The Bohemian imagined he saw a surgeon confidently discussing the complexities of the will in front of a corpse. What did this overly scholarly interpreter of lifeless papers know about life? . . .
When the door closed, he approached his friend who was returning somewhat dismayed. Argensola no longer considered Doctor Julius von Hartrott crazy.
When the door closed, he walked over to his friend, who looked a bit troubled. Argensola no longer thought Doctor Julius von Hartrott was insane.
“What a brute!” he exclaimed, throwing up his hands. “And to think that they are at large, these originators of gloomy errors! . . . Who would ever believe that they belong to the same land that produced Kant, the pacifist, the serene Goethe and Beethoven! . . . To think that for so many years, we have believed that they were forming a nation of dreamers and philosophers occupied in working disinterestedly for all mankind! . . .”
“What a beast!” he shouted, throwing his hands up. “And to think that these creators of dark ideas are still out there! . . . Who would ever believe they come from the same country that produced Kant, the pacifist, and the calm Goethe and Beethoven! . . . To think that for so many years, we believed they were building a nation of dreamers and philosophers dedicated to helping everyone! . . .”
The sentence of a German geographer recurred to him: “The German is bicephalous; with one head he dreams and poetizes while with the other he thinks and executes.”
The words of a German geographer came back to him: “The German has two heads; one dreams and creates poetry while the other thinks and takes action.”
Desnoyers was now beginning to feel depressed at the certainty of war. This professor seemed to him even worse than the Herr Counsellor and the other Germans that he had met on the steamer. His distress was not only because of his selfish thought as to how the catastrophe was going to affect his plans with Marguerite. He was suddenly discovering that in this hour of uncertainty he loved France. He recognized it as his father’s native land and the scene of the great Revolution. . . . Although he had never mixed in political campaigns, he was a republican at heart, and had often ridiculed certain of his friends who adored kings and emperors, thinking it a great sign of distinction.
Desnoyers was starting to feel down about the inevitability of war. This professor struck him as even worse than the Herr Counsellor and the other Germans he had encountered on the steamer. His distress wasn’t just about his selfish worries about how this disaster would impact his plans with Marguerite. He was suddenly realizing that in this moment of uncertainty, he loved France. He acknowledged it as his father’s homeland and the birthplace of the great Revolution... Even though he had never participated in political campaigns, he was a republican at heart and had often mocked some of his friends who idolized kings and emperors, viewing it as a mark of superiority.
Argensola tried to cheer him up.
Argensola tried to lift his spirits.
“Who knows? . . . This is a country of surprises. One must see the Frenchman when he tries to remedy his want of foresight. Let that barbarian of a cousin of yours say what he will—there is order, there is enthusiasm. . . . Worse off than we were those who lived in the days before Valmy. Entirely disorganized, their only defense battalions of laborers and countrymen handling a gun for the first time. . . . But, nevertheless, the Europe of the old monarchies could not for twenty years free themselves from these improvised warriors!”
“Who knows? . . . This country is full of surprises. You should see how a Frenchman tries to fix his lack of foresight. Let your barbaric cousin say whatever he wants—there is order, there is enthusiasm. . . . Those who lived before Valmy were worse off than we are. Completely disorganized, their only defense was made up of laborers and country folks using a gun for the first time. . . . Yet, the old monarchies in Europe couldn't shake off these makeshift warriors for twenty years!”
CHAPTER V
IN WHICH APPEAR THE FOUR HORSEMEN
The two friends now lived a feverish life, considerably accelerated by the rapidity with which events succeeded each other. Every hour brought forth an astonishing bit of news—generally false—which changed opinions very suddenly. As soon as the danger of war seemed arrested, the report would spread that mobilization was going to be ordered within a few minutes.
The two friends now lived an intense life, significantly sped up by how quickly events unfolded. Every hour brought shocking news—usually inaccurate—that shifted opinions in an instant. Just when it seemed like the threat of war had subsided, rumors would circulate that mobilization would be ordered in a matter of minutes.
Within each twenty-four hours were compressed the disquietude, anxiety and nervous waste of a normal year. And that which was aggravating the situation still more was the uncertainty, the expectation of the event, feared but still invisible, the distress on account of a danger continually threatening but never arriving.
Within each twenty-four hours was packed the restlessness, worry, and mental drain of an entire normal year. What made the situation even worse was the uncertainty, the anticipation of an event that was feared but still unseen, the stress from a danger that was always looming but never actually appeared.
History in the making was like a stream overflowing its banks, events overlapping each other like the waves of an inundation. Austria was declaring war with Servia while the diplomats of the great powers were continuing their efforts to stem the tide. The electric web girdling the planet was vibrating incessantly in the depths of the ocean and on the peaks of the continents, transmitting alternate hopes and fears.
History was unfolding like a river spilling over its banks, events overlapping each other like waves in a flood. Austria was going to war with Serbia while the diplomats of the major powers were still trying to hold back the surge. The electric network wrapping around the planet was buzzing nonstop, deep in the ocean and high on the continents, sending out mixed signals of hope and fear.
Russia was mobilizing a part of its army. Germany, with its troops in readiness under the pretext of manoeuvres, was decreeing the state of “threatened war.” The Austrians, regardless of the efforts of diplomacy, were beginning the bombardment of Belgrade. William II, fearing that the intervention of the Powers might settle the differences between the Czar and the Emperor of Austria, was forcing the course of events by declaring war upon Russia. Then Germany began isolating herself, cutting off railroad and telegraphic communications in order to shroud in mystery her invading forces.
Russia was mobilizing part of its army. Germany, with its troops on standby under the guise of maneuvers, was declaring a state of “threatened war.” The Austrians, despite diplomatic efforts, were starting the bombardment of Belgrade. William II, worried that the intervention of other powers could resolve the issues between the Czar and the Emperor of Austria, was pushing events forward by declaring war on Russia. Germany then began to isolate itself, cutting off railroad and telegraphic communications to keep its invading forces a secret.
France was watching this avalanche of events, temperate in its words and enthusiasm. A cool and grave resolution was noticeable everywhere. Two generations had come into the world, informed as soon as they reached a reasonable age, that some day there would undoubtedly be war. Nobody wanted it; the adversary imposed it. . . . But all were accepting it with the firm intention of fulfilling their duty.
France was observing this wave of events, measured in its words and excitement. A calm and serious determination was evident everywhere. Two generations had grown up, aware from a young age that someday there would definitely be war. No one wanted it; the enemy forced it upon them. . . . But everyone was accepting it with the strong intention of doing their duty.
During the daytime Paris was very quiet, concentrating the mind on the work in hand. Only a few groups of exalted patriots, following the tricolored flag, were passing through the place de la Concorde, in order to salute the statue of Strasbourg. The people were accosting each other in a friendly way in the streets. Everybody seemed to know everybody else, although they might not have met before. Eye attracted eye, and smiles appeared to broaden mutually with the sympathy of a common interest. The women were sad but speaking cheerily in order to hide their emotions. In the long summer twilight, the boulevards were filling with crowds. Those from the outlying districts were converging toward the centre of the city, as in the remote revolutionary days, banding together in groups, forming an endless multitude from which came shouts and songs. These manifestations were passing through the centre under the electric lights that were just being turned on, the processions generally lasting until midnight, with the national banner floating above the walking crowds, escorted by the flags of other nations.
During the day, Paris was very quiet, helping people focus on their work. Only a few groups of passionate patriots, following the tricolor flag, were passing through the Place de la Concorde to pay tribute to the statue of Strasbourg. People were greeting each other warmly in the streets. Everyone seemed to know one another, even if they hadn't met before. Eyes met, and smiles grew wider with the shared understanding of a common interest. The women appeared sad but spoke cheerfully to mask their feelings. As the long summer twilight set in, the boulevards began to fill with crowds. Those from the outlying areas were making their way to the city center, reminiscent of the old revolutionary days, gathering in groups and forming an unending throng filled with cheers and songs. These celebrations moved through the center under the electric lights that were just being turned on, with the processions usually lasting until midnight, the national flag waving above the crowds, accompanied by flags from other nations.
It was on one of these nights of sincere enthusiasm that the two friends heard an unexpected, astonishing piece of news. “They have killed Jaures!” The groups were repeating it from one to another with an amazement which seemed to overpower their grief. “Jaures assassinated! And what for?” The best popular element, which instinctively seeks an explanation of every proceeding, remained in suspense, not knowing which way to turn. The tribune dead, at the very moment that his word as welder of the people was most needed! . . .
It was on one of those nights of genuine excitement that the two friends heard an unexpected, shocking piece of news. “They’ve killed Jaurès!” The groups were passing the news around, astonished to the point that it seemed to overshadow their grief. “Jaurès assassinated! And why?” The most engaged members of the crowd, who instinctively look for reasons behind every event, were left hanging, unsure of what to do next. The orator was gone, just when his voice as the voice of the people was most needed! . . .
Argensola thought immediately of Tchernoff. “What will our neighbors say?” . . . The quiet, orderly people of Paris were fearing a revolution, and for a few moments Desnoyers believed that his cousin’s auguries were about to be fulfilled. This assassination, with its retaliations, might be the signal for civil war. But the masses of the people, worn out with grief at the death of their hero, were waiting in tragic silence. All were seeing, beyond his dead body, the image of the country.
Argensola immediately thought of Tchernoff. “What will our neighbors think?” . . . The calm, orderly people of Paris were afraid of a revolution, and for a few moments, Desnoyers believed that his cousin’s predictions were about to come true. This assassination, along with its consequences, could be the spark for civil war. But the masses, exhausted from the grief of losing their hero, were waiting in tragic silence. They all saw, beyond his lifeless body, the image of their country.
By the following morning, the danger had vanished. The laboring classes were talking of generals and war, showing each other their little military memorandums, announcing the date of their departure as soon as the order of mobilization should be published. “I go the second day.” “I the first.” Those of the standing army who were on leave were recalled individually to the barracks. All these events were tending in the same direction—war.
By the next morning, the danger had disappeared. The working class was discussing generals and warfare, sharing their small military notes and declaring when they would leave as soon as the mobilization order was announced. “I'm going on the second day.” “I’m going on the first.” Those in the active military who were on leave were called back to the barracks one by one. All these happenings pointed toward the same outcome—war.
The Germans were invading Luxembourg; the Germans were ordering their armies to invade the French frontier when their ambassador was still in Paris making promises of peace. On the day after the death of Jaures, the first of August, the people were crowding around some pieces of paper, written by hand and in evident haste. These papers were copies of other larger printed sheets, headed by two crossed flags. “It has come; it is now a fact!”. . . It was the order for general mobilization. All France was about to take up arms, and chests seemed to expand with a sigh of relief. Eyes were sparkling with excitement. The nightmare was at last over! . . . Cruel reality was preferable to the uncertainty of days and days, each as long as a week.
The Germans were invading Luxembourg; they were ordering their armies to invade the French border while their ambassador was still in Paris making peace promises. The day after Jaures died, on August 1st, people were gathering around some hastily written papers. These papers were copies of larger printed sheets, marked with two crossed flags. “It has arrived; it is now official!”... It was the order for general mobilization. All of France was about to take up arms, and everyone felt a sense of relief. Eyes were shining with excitement. The nightmare was finally over!... Harsh reality was better than the uncertainty of endless days, each feeling as long as a week.
In vain President Poincare, animated by a last hope, was explaining to the French that “mobilization is not necessarily war, that a call to arms may be simply a preventive measure.” “It is war, inevitable war,” said the populace with a fatalistic expression. And those who were going to start that very night or the following day were the most eager and enthusiastic.—“Now those who seek us are going to find us! Vive la France!” The Chant du Depart, the martial hymn of the volunteers of the first Republic, had been exhumed by the instinct of a people which seek the voice of Art in its most critical moments. The stanzas of the conservative Chenier, adapted to a music of warlike solemnity, were resounding through the streets, at the same time as the Marseillaise:
In vain President Poincaré, filled with one last hope, tried to explain to the French that “mobilization doesn’t always mean war, that a call to arms can simply be a precaution.” “It is war, inevitable war,” the people replied with a resigned attitude. And those who were preparing to go out that very night or the next day were the most eager and enthusiastic. —“Now those who look for us will find us! Long live France!” The Chant du Depart, the military anthem of the volunteers of the first Republic, was brought back by a people instinctively seeking the voice of Art in their most critical moments. The verses of the conservative Chenier, set to a warlike solemn music, echoed through the streets, alongside the Marseillaise:
The Republic calls us. We must know how to conquer or we must know how to perish; A French person must live for it. For it, a French person must die.
The mobilization began at midnight to the minute. At dusk, groups of men began moving through the streets towards the stations. Their families were walking beside them, carrying the valise or bundle of clothes. They were escorted by the friends of their district, the tricolored flag borne aloft at the head of these platoons. The Reserves were donning their old uniforms which presented all the difficulties of suits long ago forgotten. With new leather belts and their revolvers at their sides, they were betaking themselves to the railway which was to carry them to the point of concentration. One of their children was carrying the old sword in its cloth sheath. The wife was hanging on his arm, sad and proud at the same time, giving her last counsels in a loving whisper.
The mobilization started exactly at midnight. As dusk fell, groups of men began making their way through the streets toward the stations. Their families walked alongside them, carrying bags or bundles of clothes. They were accompanied by friends from their neighborhood, with the tricolor flag held high at the front of these groups. The Reserves were putting on their old uniforms, which brought back all the challenges of outfits long forgotten. With new leather belts and their revolvers at their sides, they were heading to the train that would take them to the assembly point. One of their children was carrying the old sword in its cloth sheath. The wife was holding onto his arm, feeling a mix of sadness and pride, offering her last pieces of advice in a gentle whisper.
Street cars, automobiles and cabs rolled by with crazy velocity. Nobody had ever seen so many vehicles in the Paris streets, yet if anybody needed one, he called in vain to the conductors, for none wished to serve mere civilians. All means of transportation were for military men, all roads ended at the railroad stations. The heavy trucks of the administration, filled with sacks, were saluted with general enthusiasm. “Hurrah for the army!” The soldiers in mechanic’s garb, on top of the swaying pyramid, replied to the cheers, waving their arms and uttering shouts that nobody pretended to understand.
Streetcars, cars, and cabs zoomed by at a wild pace. No one had ever seen so many vehicles on the streets of Paris, but if anyone needed one, they called out in vain to the drivers, as none were willing to help regular citizens. All forms of transportation were reserved for military personnel, and all roads led to the train stations. The heavy trucks of the administration, loaded with sacks, were met with enthusiastic cheers. “Hooray for the army!” The soldiers in mechanic overalls, perched atop the swaying loads, responded to the cheers by waving their arms and shouting things that nobody bothered to understand.
Fraternity had created a tolerance hitherto unknown. The crowds were pressing forward, but in their encounters, invariably preserved good order. Vehicles were running into each other, and when the conductors resorted to the customary threats, the crowds would intervene and make them shake hands. “Three cheers for France!” The pedestrians, escaping between the wheels of the automobiles were laughing and good-naturedly reproaching the chauffeur with, “Would you kill a Frenchman on his way to his regiment?” and the conductor would reply, “I, too, am going in a few hours. This is my last trip.” As night approached, cars and cabs were running with increasing irregularity, many of the employees having abandoned their posts to take leave of their families and make the train. All the life of Paris was concentrating itself in a half-dozen human rivers emptying in the stations.
Fraternity had created a tolerance never seen before. The crowds were pushing forward, but even in their encounters, they consistently maintained good order. Vehicles were colliding, and when the drivers resorted to their usual threats, the crowds would step in and make them shake hands. “Three cheers for France!” Pedestrians, darting between the wheels of the cars, were laughing and teasing the drivers, “Would you really run down a Frenchman on his way to his regiment?” The drivers would respond, “I’m heading there myself in a few hours. This is my last trip.” As night fell, cars and cabs were operating with more and more irregularity, as many of the workers had left their posts to say goodbye to their families and catch the train. All of Paris’s energy was funneling into a handful of human rivers flowing toward the stations.
Desnoyers and Argensola met in a boulevard cafe toward midnight. Both were exhausted by the day’s emotions and under that nervous depression which follows noisy and violent spectacles. They needed to rest. War was a fact, and now that it was a certainty, they felt no anxiety to get further news. Remaining in the cafe proved impossible. In the hot and smoky atmosphere, the occupants were singing and shouting and waving tiny flags. All the battle hymns of the past and present were here intoned in chorus, to an accompaniment of glasses and plates. The rather cosmopolitan clientele was reviewing the European nations. All, absolutely all, were going to enroll themselves on the side of France. “Hurrah! . . . Hurrah!” . . . An old man and his wife were seated at a table near the two friends. They were tenants, of an orderly, humdrum walk in life, who perhaps in all their existence had never been awake at such an hour. In the general enthusiasm they had come to the boulevards “in order to see war a little closer.” The foreign tongue used by his neighbors gave the husband a lofty idea of their importance.
Desnoyers and Argensola met at a café on the boulevard around midnight. Both were drained from the day’s emotions and feeling that anxious heaviness that follows noisy and chaotic events. They needed to unwind. War was real, and now that it was certain, they didn't feel the urgency to get more information. Staying in the café was impossible. In the hot and smoky atmosphere, people were singing, shouting, and waving small flags. All the war songs from both the past and present were being sung in unison, accompanied by the clinking of glasses and plates. The diverse crowd was discussing European nations. Everyone, absolutely everyone, was ready to join France's side. “Hurrah! . . . Hurrah!” An old man and his wife were sitting at a table near the two friends. They were typical, ordinary people who probably had never been awake at such an hour in their lives. Caught up in the excitement, they had come to the boulevards “to see war up close.” The foreign language spoken by those nearby made the husband feel a sense of their importance.
“Do you believe that England is going to join us?” . . .
“Do you think England will join us?” . . .
Argensola knew as much about it as he, but he replied authoritatively, “Of course she will. That’s a sure thing!” The old man rose to his feet: “Hurrah for England!” and he began chanting a forgotten patriotic song, marking time with his arms in a spirited way, to the great admiration of his old wife, and urging all to join in the chorus that very few were able to follow.
Argensola knew as much about it as he did, but he replied confidently, “Of course she will. That’s a sure thing!” The old man stood up: “Hurrah for England!” and he started singing an old patriotic song, keeping time with his arms enthusiastically, much to the delight of his elderly wife, and encouraging everyone to join in the chorus that very few could actually follow.
The two friends had to take themselves home on foot. They could not find a vehicle that would stop for them; all were hurrying in the opposite direction toward the stations. They were both in a bad humor, but Argensola couldn’t keep his to himself.
The two friends had to walk home. They couldn’t find any vehicles that would stop for them; everyone was rushing in the other direction toward the stations. They were both in a bad mood, but Argensola couldn’t hide his.
“Ah, these women!” Desnoyers knew all about his relations (so far honorable) with a midinette from the rue Taitbout. Sunday strolls in the suburbs of Paris, various trips to the moving picture shows, comments upon the fine points of the latest novel published in the sheets of a popular paper, kisses of farewell when she took the night train from Bois Colombes in order to sleep at home—that was all. But Argensola was wickedly counting on Father Time to mellow the sharpest virtues. That evening they had taken some refreshment with a French friend who was going the next morning to join his regiment. The girl had sometimes seen him with Argensola without noticing him particularly, but now she suddenly began admiring him as though he were another person. She had given up the idea of returning home that night; she wanted to see how a war begins. The three had dined together, and all her interest had centred upon the one who was going away. She even took offense, with sudden modesty, when Argensola tried as he had often done before, to squeeze her hand under the table. Meanwhile she was almost leaning her head on the shoulder of the future hero, enveloping him with admiring gaze.
“Ah, these women!” Desnoyers was well aware of his relationship (so far honorable) with a young woman from rue Taitbout. They took Sunday strolls in the suburbs of Paris, went to various movie screenings, discussed the finer points of the latest novel published in a popular magazine, and shared kisses goodbye when she took the night train from Bois Colombes to sleep at home—that was all. But Argensola was deviously counting on Father Time to soften the sharpest virtues. That evening, they had some refreshments with a French friend who was set to join his regiment the next morning. The girl had occasionally seen him with Argensola without paying much attention, but now she suddenly started admiring him as if he were someone entirely different. She had abandoned the idea of going home that night; she wanted to witness how a war begins. The three of them had dinner together, and all her interest was focused on the one who was leaving. She even took offense, with sudden modesty, when Argensola tried, as he had often done before, to squeeze her hand under the table. Meanwhile, she was almost leaning her head on the shoulder of the future hero, gazing at him with admiration.
“And they have gone. . . . They have gone away together!” said the Spaniard bitterly. “I had to leave them in order not to make my hard luck any worse. To have worked so long . . . for another!”
“And they’re gone... They’ve left together!” the Spaniard said bitterly. “I had to walk away to avoid making my bad luck even worse. To have worked so hard... for someone else!”
He was silent for a few minutes, then changing the trend of his ideas, he added: “I recognize, nevertheless, that her behavior is beautiful. The generosity of these women when they believe that the moment for sacrifice has come! She is terribly afraid of her father, and yet she stays away from home all night with a person whom she hardly knows, and whom she was not even thinking of in the middle of the afternoon! . . . The entire nation feels gratitude toward those who are going to imperil their lives, and she, poor child, wishing to do something, too, for those destined for death, to give them a little pleasure in their last hour . . . is giving the best she has, that which she can never recover. I have sketched her role poorly, perhaps. . . . Laugh at me if you want to, but admit that it is beautiful.”
He was quiet for a few minutes, then shifting his thoughts, he added: “I do acknowledge that her actions are admirable. The selflessness of these women when they think it’s time to make a sacrifice! She’s really scared of her father, yet she stays out all night with someone she barely knows, someone she wasn’t even thinking about earlier that day! . . . The whole nation feels grateful to those who are willing to risk their lives, and she, poor girl, wanting to do something for those facing death, wanting to give them a little joy in their final moments . . . is offering the best she has, something she can never get back. I may not have described her role well, perhaps. . . . Laugh at me if you want, but you have to admit it’s beautiful.”
Desnoyers laughed heartily at his friend’s discomfiture, in spite of the fact that he, too, was suffering a good deal of secret annoyance. He had seen Marguerite but once since the day of his return. The only news of her that he had received was by letter. . . . This cursed war! What an upset for happy people! Marguerite’s mother was ill. She was brooding over the departure of her son, an officer, on the first day of the mobilization. Marguerite, too, was uneasy about her brother and did not think it expedient to come to the studio while her mother was grieving at home. When was this situation ever to end? . . .
Desnoyers laughed heartily at his friend's discomfort, even though he was also dealing with a fair amount of hidden frustration. He had only seen Marguerite once since he came back. The only news he had received about her was through a letter. . . . This damn war! What a mess for happy people! Marguerite's mother was sick. She was worrying about her son, an officer, who had left on the first day of mobilization. Marguerite was also anxious about her brother and didn’t think it was wise to come to the studio while her mother was upset at home. When would this situation ever end? . . .
That check for four hundred thousand francs which he had brought from America was also worrying him. The day before, the bank had declined to pay it for lack of the customary official advice. Afterward they said that they had received the advice, but did not give him the money. That very afternoon, when the trust companies had closed their doors, the government had already declared a moratorium, in order to prevent a general bankruptcy due to the general panic. When would they pay him? . . . Perhaps when the war which had not yet begun was ended—perhaps never. He had no other money available except the two thousand francs left over from his travelling expenses. All of his friends were in the same distressing situation, unable to draw on the sums which they had in the banks. Those who had any money were obliged to go from shop to shop, or form in line at the bank doors, in order to get a bill changed. Oh, this war! This stupid war!
That check for four hundred thousand francs that he brought from America was stressing him out. The day before, the bank refused to cash it because they didn't have the usual official notice. Later, they claimed they had received the notice but still didn’t give him the money. That same afternoon, after the trust companies had closed, the government announced a moratorium to avoid a widespread bankruptcy caused by the panic. When would they pay him? Maybe not until the war that hadn’t even started was over—maybe never. He had no other money available except the two thousand francs left from his travel expenses. All of his friends were in the same tough spot, unable to access the money they had in the banks. Those who had any cash had to go from store to store or wait in line at the banks just to get a bill changed. Ugh, this war! This ridiculous war!
In the Champs Elysees, they saw a man with a broad-brimmed hat who was walking slowly ahead of them and talking to himself. Argensola recognized him as he passed near the street lamp, “Friend Tchernoff.” Upon returning their greeting, the Russian betrayed a slight odor of wine. Uninvited, he had adjusted his steps to theirs, accompanying them toward the Arc de Triomphe.
In the Champs Elysees, they spotted a man in a wide-brimmed hat walking slowly in front of them and talking to himself. Argensola recognized him as he walked past the streetlamp, “Hey, Tchernoff.” When they greeted him back, the Russian gave off a faint smell of wine. Uninvited, he joined them, matching their pace as they headed toward the Arc de Triomphe.
Julio had merely exchanged silent nods with Argensola’s new acquaintance when encountering him in the vestibule; but sadness softens the heart and makes us seek the friendship of the humble as a refreshing shelter. Tchernoff, on the contrary, looked at Desnoyers as though he had known him all his life.
Julio had only exchanged silent nods with Argensola’s new friend when he ran into him in the lobby; but sadness softens the heart and makes us seek the companionship of the humble as a comforting refuge. Tchernoff, on the other hand, looked at Desnoyers as if he had known him forever.
The man had interrupted his monologue, heard only by the black masses of vegetation, the blue shadows perforated by the reddish tremors of the street lights, the summer night with its cupola of warm breezes and twinkling stars. He took a few steps without saying anything, as a mark of consideration to his companions, and then renewed his arguments, taking them up where he had broken off, without offering any explanation, as though he were still talking to himself. . . .
The man paused his monologue, which was heard only by the dark masses of vegetation, the blue shadows punctuated by the reddish flickers of the streetlights, and the summer night filled with warm breezes and twinkling stars. He took a few steps without saying anything, showing consideration for his companions, and then picked up his points right where he had left off, without offering any explanation, as if he were still talking to himself. . . .
“And at this very minute, they are shouting with enthusiasm the same as they are doing here, honestly believing that they are going to defend their outraged country, wishing to die for their families and firesides that nobody has threatened.”
“And at this very moment, they are shouting with excitement just like they are here, truly believing that they are going to defend their wronged country, wanting to die for their families and homes that nobody has threatened.”
“Who are ‘they,’ Tchernoff?” asked Argensola.
“Who are ‘they,’ Tchernoff?” Argensola asked.
The Russian stared at him as though surprised at such a question.
The Russian looked at him as if he was surprised by the question.
“They,” he said laconically.
“They,” he said flatly.
The two understood. . . . THEY! It could not be anyone else.
The two understood… THEY! It couldn’t be anyone else.
“I have lived ten years in Germany,” he continued, connecting up his words, now that he found himself listened to. “I was daily correspondent for a paper in Berlin and I know these people. Passing along these thronged boulevards, I have been seeing in my imagination what must be happening there at this hour. They, too, are singing and shouting with enthusiasm as they wave their flags. On the outside, they seem just alike—but oh, what a difference within! . . . Last night the people beset a few babblers in the boulevard who were yelling, ‘To Berlin!’—a slogan of bad memories and worse taste. France does not wish conquests; her only desire is to be respected, to live in peace without humiliations or disturbances. To-night two of the mobilized men said on leaving, ‘When we enter Germany we are going to make it a republic!’ . . . A republic is not a perfect thing, but it is better than living under an irresponsible monarchy by the grace of God. It at least presupposes tranquillity and absence of the personal ambitions that disturb life. I was impressed by the generous thought of these laboring men who, instead of wishing to exterminate their enemies, were planning to give them something better.”
“I’ve lived in Germany for ten years,” he continued, linking his words as he realized someone was actually listening. “I was a daily correspondent for a newspaper in Berlin, so I know these people. Walking through these busy boulevards, I can imagine what’s happening there right now. They’re also singing and cheering with excitement as they wave their flags. From the outside, they look the same—but oh, what a difference inside! . . . Last night, a crowd confronted a few loudmouths on the boulevard who were shouting, ‘To Berlin!’—a slogan full of bad memories and even worse taste. France doesn’t want conquests; all she desires is respect, to live in peace without humiliation or turmoil. Tonight, two of the soldiers said as they were leaving, ‘When we get to Germany, we’re going to make it a republic!’ . . . A republic isn’t perfect, but it’s better than living under an irresponsible monarchy just because of God’s will. It at least implies peace and the absence of personal ambitions that disrupt life. I was struck by the noble thoughts of these working men who, instead of wanting to wipe out their enemies, were planning to offer them something better.”
Tchernoff remained silent a few minutes, smiling ironically at the picture which his imagination was calling forth.
Tchernoff stayed quiet for a few minutes, smiling ironically at the image his imagination was bringing to life.
“In Berlin, the masses are expressing their enthusiasm in the lofty phraseology befitting a superior people. Those in the lowest classes, accustomed to console themselves for humiliations with a gross materialism, are now crying ‘Nach Paris! We are going to drink champagne gratis!’ The pietistic burgher, ready to do anything to attain a new honor, and the aristocracy which has given the world the greatest scandals of recent years, are also shouting, ‘Nach Paris!’ To them Paris is the Babylon of the deadly sin, the city of the Moulin Rouge and the restaurants of Montmartre, the only places that they know. . . . And my comrades of the Social-Democracy, they are also cheering, but to another tune.—‘To-morrow! To St. Petersburg! Russian ascendency, the menace of civilization, must be obliterated!’ The Kaiser waving the tyranny of another country as a scarecrow to his people! . . . What a joke!”
“In Berlin, the crowds are showing their excitement with fancy language that suits a superior people. Those from the lower classes, who usually cope with their humiliations through materialism, are now shouting, ‘To Paris! We’re going to drink champagne for free!’ The pious citizens, eager to do anything for a new honor, and the aristocracy, which has brought the world its biggest scandals in recent years, are also chanting, ‘To Paris!’ To them, Paris is the Babylon of sin, the city of the Moulin Rouge and the restaurants of Montmartre, the only places they know… And my comrades in the Social-Democracy are cheering too, but for a different reason.—‘Tomorrow! To St. Petersburg! Russian dominance, the threat to civilization, must be erased!’ The Kaiser holding up the oppression of another country as a scare tactic to his people!… What a joke!”
And the loud laugh of the Russian sounded through the night like the noise of wooden clappers.
And the loud laugh of the Russian echoed through the night like the sound of wooden clappers.
“We are more civilized than the Germans,” he said, regaining his self-control.
“We are more civilized than the Germans,” he said, regaining his composure.
Desnoyers, who had been listening with great interest, now gave a start of surprise, saying to himself, “This Tchernoff has been drinking.”
Desnoyers, who had been listening with great interest, now jumped in surprise, thinking to himself, “This Tchernoff has been drinking.”
“Civilization,” continued the Socialist, “does not consist merely in great industry, in many ships, armies and numerous universities that only teach science. That is material civilization. There is another, a superior one, that elevates the soul and does not permit human dignity to suffer without protesting against continual humiliations. A Swiss living in his wooden chalet and considering himself the equal of the other men of his country, is more civilized than the Herr Professor who gives precedence to a lieutenant, or to a Hamburg millionaire who, in turn, bends his neck like a lackey before those whose names are prefixed by a von.”
“Civilization,” continued the Socialist, “is not just about having a strong economy, a lot of ships, armies, and universities that only focus on science. That’s material civilization. There’s another, higher form that lifts the spirit and doesn’t allow human dignity to endure constant humiliation without speaking up. A Swiss guy living in his wooden chalet and seeing himself as equal to his fellow countrymen is more civilized than the Professor who gives more respect to a lieutenant, or the wealthy Hamburg businessman who bows like a servant to those who have ‘von’ in their names.”
Here the Spaniard assented as though he could guess what Tchernoff was going to say.
Here the Spaniard agreed as if he could predict what Tchernoff was about to say.
“We Russians endure great tyranny. I know something about that. I know the hunger and cold of Siberia. . . . But opposed to our tyranny has always existed a revolutionary protest. Part of the nation is half-barbarian, but the rest has a superior mentality, a lofty moral spirit which faces danger and sacrifice because of liberty and truth. . . . And Germany? Who there has ever raised a protest in order to defend human rights? What revolutions have ever broken out in Prussia, the land of the great despots?
“We Russians endure great oppression. I know a bit about that. I know the hunger and cold of Siberia… But against our oppression, there has always been a revolutionary protest. Part of the nation is somewhat barbaric, but the rest has a higher mindset, a noble moral spirit that confronts danger and sacrifice for the sake of freedom and truth… And Germany? Who among them has ever raised their voice to defend human rights? What revolutions have ever erupted in Prussia, the land of the great tyrants?
“Frederick William, the founder of militarism, when he was tired of beating his wife and spitting in his children’s plates, used to sally forth, thong in hand, in order to cowhide those subjects who did not get out of his way in time. His son, Frederick the Great, declared that he died, bored to death with governing a nation of slaves. In two centuries of Prussian history, one single revolution—the barricades of 1848—a bad Berlinish copy of the Paris revolution, and without any result. Bismarck corrected with a heavy hand so as to crush completely the last attempts at protest—if such ever really existed. And when his friends were threatening him with revolution, the ferocious Junker, merely put his hands on his hips and roared with the most insolent of horse laughs. A revolution in Prussia! . . . Nothing at all, as he knew his people!”
“Frederick William, the founder of militarism, when he got tired of hitting his wife and spitting in his kids' plates, would head out, whip in hand, to punish anyone who didn’t get out of his way quickly enough. His son, Frederick the Great, said he died, bored to death with ruling a nation of slaves. In two centuries of Prussian history, there was just one revolution—the barricades of 1848—a poor Berlin copy of the Paris revolution, and it led nowhere. Bismarck came in hard to crush any last attempts at protest—if there were ever any to begin with. When his friends warned him about a revolution, the fierce Junker just put his hands on his hips and let out a loud, mocking laugh. A revolution in Prussia! . . . No chance, as he understood his people!”
Tchernoff was not a patriot. Many a time Argensola had heard him railing against his country, but now he was indignant in view of the contempt with which Teutonic haughtiness was treating the Russian nation. Where, in the last forty years of imperial grandeur, was that universal supremacy of which the Germans were everlastingly boasting? . . .
Tchernoff wasn't a patriot. Many times, Argensola had heard him complaining about his country, but now he was outraged by the way the Germans were looking down on the Russian nation. Where, during the last forty years of imperial greatness, was that universal dominance that the Germans were always bragging about? . . .
Excellent workers in science; tenacious and short-sighted academicians, each wrapped in his specialty!—Benedictines of the laboratory who experimented painstakingly and occasionally hit upon something, in spite of enormous blunders given out as truths, because they were their own . . . that was all! And side by side with such patient laboriosity, really worthy of respect—what charlatanism! What great names exploited as a shop sample! How many sages turned into proprietors of sanatoriums! . . . A Herr Professor discovers the cure of tuberculosis, and the tubercular keep on dying as before. Another labels with a number the invincible remedy for the most unconfessable of diseases, and the genital scourge continues afflicting the world. And all these errors were representing great fortunes, each saving panacea bringing into existence an industrial corporation selling its products at high prices—as though suffering were a privilege of the rich. How different from the bluff Pasteur and other clever men of the inferior races who have given their discoveries to the world without stooping to form monopolies!
Outstanding scientists; stubborn and short-sighted academics, each absorbed in their own specialty!—Benedictines of the lab who diligently experimented and sometimes stumbled upon discoveries, despite significant mistakes presented as facts, simply because they were their own... that was it! And alongside such patient diligence, truly deserving of respect—what fraud! What illustrious names used as mere advertisements! How many wise individuals turned into owners of wellness centers!... A Professor discovers a tuberculosis cure, yet the tubercular continue to die as before. Another assigns a number to an unbeatable cure for the most secretive diseases, while the genital plague keeps tormenting the world. All these mistakes led to immense fortunes, each supposed miracle cure creating an industrial corporation selling its products at steep prices—as if suffering were a privilege only for the wealthy. How different from the brash Pasteur and other brilliant minds from lesser backgrounds who have shared their discoveries with the world without creating monopolies!
“German science,” continued Tchernoff, “has given much to humanity, I admit that; but the science of other nations has done as much. Only a nation puffed up with conceit could imagine that it has done everything for civilization, and the others nothing. . . . Apart from their learned specialists, what genius has been produced in our day by this Germany which believes itself so transcendent? Wagner, the last of the romanticists, closes an epoch and belongs to the past. Nietzsche took pains to proclaim his Polish origin and abominated Germany, a country, according to him, of middle-class pedants. His Slavism was so pronounced that he even prophesied the overthrow of the Prussians by the Slavs. . . . And there are others. We, although a savage people, have given the world of modern times an admirable moral grandeur. Tolstoi and Dostoievsky are world-geniuses. What names can the Germany of William II put ahead of these? . . . His country was the country of music, but the Russian musicians of to-day are more original than the mere followers of Wagner, the copyists who take refuge in orchestral exasperations in order to hide their mediocrity. . . . In its time of stress the German nation had men of genius, before Pan-Germanism had been born, when the Empire did not exist. Goethe, Schiller, Beethoven were subjects of little principalities. They received influence from other countries and contributed their share to the universal civilization like citizens of the world, without insisting that the world should, therefore, become Germanized.”
“German science,” Tchernoff continued, “has contributed a lot to humanity, I’ll give it that; but the science of other nations has done just as much. Only a nation full of itself could think it has done everything for civilization while others have done nothing. . . . Aside from their scholarly experts, what genius has emerged in modern times from this Germany that considers itself so superior? Wagner, the last of the romanticists, marks the end of an era and belongs to the past. Nietzsche was clear about his Polish roots and criticized Germany, a nation he saw as filled with middle-class know-it-alls. His Slavic identity was so strong that he even predicted the Slavs would defeat the Prussians. . . . And there are others. We, despite being considered a savage people, have provided modern society with incredible moral nobility. Tolstoy and Dostoevsky are geniuses of world significance. What names can the Germany of William II put forward that compare to these? . . . His country was known for music, but today’s Russian musicians are more original than mere followers of Wagner, the copycats who hide their mediocrity in orchestral exaggerations. . . . In times of crisis, the German nation had geniuses before Pan-Germanism arose, when the Empire didn’t exist. Goethe, Schiller, and Beethoven were subjects of small principalities. They were influenced by other countries and contributed to universal civilization as global citizens, without demanding that the world should thus become Germanized.”
Czarism had committed atrocities. Tchernoff knew that by experience, and did not need the Germans to assure him of it. But all the illustrious classes of Russia were enemies of that tyranny and were protesting against it. Where in Germany were the intellectual enemies of Prussian Czarism? They were either holding their peace, or breaking forth into adulation of the anointed of the Lord—a musician and comedian like Nero, of a sharp and superficial intelligence, who believed that by merely skimming through anything he knew it all. Eager to strike a spectacular pose in history, he had finally afflicted the world with the greatest of calamities.
Czarism had committed horrible acts. Tchernoff knew this from experience and didn't need the Germans to tell him. But all the prominent classes in Russia were against that tyranny and were speaking out against it. Where in Germany were the intellectual opponents of Prussian Czarism? They were either silent or showering praise on the divinely appointed leader—a performer and entertainer like Nero, with a sharp but shallow intellect, who thought that by just skimming the surface, he understood everything. Eager to make a grand impression in history, he ultimately brought upon the world its greatest disaster.
“Why must the tyranny that weighs upon my country necessarily be Russian? The worst Czars were imitators of Prussia. Every time that the Russian people of our day have attempted to revindicate their rights, the reactionaries have used the Kaiser as a threat, proclaiming that he would come to their aid. One-half of the Russian aristocracy is German; the functionaries who advise and support despotism are Germans; German, too, are the generals who have distinguished themselves by massacring the people; German are the officials who undertake to punish the laborers’ strikes and the rebellion of their allies. The reactionary Slav is brutal, but he has the fine sensibility of a race in which many princes have become Nihilists. He raises the lash with facility, but then he repents and oftentimes weeps. I have seen Russian officials kill themselves rather than march against the people, or through remorse for slaughter committed. The German in the service of the Czar feels no scruples, nor laments his conduct. He kills coldly, with the minuteness and exactitude with which he does everything. The Russian is a barbarian who strikes and regrets; German civilization shoots without hesitation. Our Slav Czar, in a humanitarian dream, favored the Utopian idea of universal peace, organizing the Conference of The Hague. The Kaiser of culture, meanwhile, has been working years and years in the erection and establishment of a destructive organ of an immensity heretofore unknown, in order to crush all Europe. The Russian is a humble Christian, socialistic, democratic, thirsting for justice; the German prides himself upon his Christianity, but is an idolator like the German of other centuries. His religion loves blood and maintains castes; his true worship is that of Odin;—only that nowadays, the god of slaughter has changed his name and calls himself, ‘The State’!”
“Why does the tyranny that burdens my country have to be Russian? The worst Czars were just copying Prussia. Whenever the Russian people of today have tried to claim their rights, the reactionaries have used the Kaiser as a threat, saying he would come to their rescue. Half of the Russian aristocracy is German; the officials who advise and uphold despotism are Germans; the generals known for massacring the people are German too; the officials who deal with labor strikes and the rebellions of their allies are German. The reactionary Slav is brutal, but he has the delicate sensitivity of a race where many princes have turned Nihilist. He wields the whip easily, but then he feels remorse and often cries. I have seen Russian officials take their own lives rather than turn against the people or out of guilt for the killings they committed. The Germans serving the Czar have no scruples and don’t regret their actions. They kill coldly, with the precision and accuracy they apply to everything else. The Russian is a barbarian who strikes and regrets; German civilization kills without second thoughts. Our Slav Czar, in a humanitarian ideal, supported the Utopian vision of universal peace, organizing the Conference of The Hague. Meanwhile, the Kaiser of culture has been spending years building and establishing a massive force designed to crush all of Europe. The Russian is a humble Christian, socialistic, democratic, and longing for justice; the German takes pride in his Christianity but is an idolater like Germans from centuries past. His religion thrives on blood and maintains social classes; his true worship is that of Odin;—only now, the god of slaughter has changed his name and calls himself, ‘The State’!”
Tchernoff paused an instant—perhaps in order to increase the wonder of his companions—and then said with simplicity:
Tchernoff paused for a moment—maybe to enhance the amazement of his friends—and then spoke plainly:
“I am a Christian.”
"I'm Christian."
Argensola, who already knew the ideas and history of the Russian, started with astonishment, and Julio persisted in his suspicion, “Surely Tchernoff is drunk.”
Argensola, who was already familiar with the ideas and history of the Russian, started in surprise, and Julio continued to express his doubt, “Surely Tchernoff is drunk.”
“It is true,” declared the Russian earnestly, “that I do not worry about God, nor do I believe in dogmas, but my soul is Christian as is that of all revolutionists. The philosophy of modern democracy is lay Christianity. We Socialists love the humble, the needy, the weak. We defend their right to life and well-being, as did the greatest lights of the religious world who saw a brother in every unfortunate. We exact respect for the poor in the name of justice; the others ask for it in the name of charity. That only separates us. But we strive that mankind may, by common consent, lead a better life, that the strong may sacrifice for the weak, the lofty for the lowly, and the world be ruled by brotherliness, seeking the greatest equality possible.”
“It’s true,” the Russian said earnestly, “that I don’t worry about God, nor do I believe in dogmas, but my soul is Christian just like that of all revolutionists. The philosophy of modern democracy is secular Christianity. We Socialists care for the humble, the needy, and the weak. We stand up for their right to live well, just as the greatest figures in the religious world saw a brother in every unfortunate person. We demand respect for the poor in the name of justice; others ask for it in the name of charity. That’s what sets us apart. But we strive for humanity to, by mutual agreement, create a better life, where the strong support the weak, the high help the low, and the world is governed by brotherhood, aiming for the greatest equality possible.”
The Slav reviewed the history of human aspirations. Greek thought had brought comfort, a sense of well-being on the earth—but only for the few, for the citizens of the little democracies, for the free men, leaving the slaves and barbarians who constituted the majority, in their misery. Christianity, the religion of the lowly, had recognized the right of happiness for all mankind, but this happiness was placed in heaven, far from this world, this “vale of tears.” The Revolution and its heirs, the Socialists, were trying to place happiness in the immediate realities of earth, like the ancients, but making all humanity participants in it like the Christians.
The Slav examined the history of human hopes. Greek philosophy had provided comfort and a sense of well-being on earth—but only for a select few, the citizens of small democracies, the free individuals, while leaving the slaves and barbarians, who were the majority, in their suffering. Christianity, the faith of the marginalized, acknowledged that everyone has the right to happiness, but this happiness was promised in heaven, far removed from this world, this “vale of tears.” The Revolution and its successors, the Socialists, aimed to secure happiness in the tangible realities of life, like the ancients, while ensuring that all of humanity could share in it, similar to the Christians.
“Where is the ‘Christianity of modern Germany? . . . There is far more genuine Christian spirit in the fraternal laity of the French Republic, defender of the weak, than in the religiosity of the conservative Junkers. Germany has made a god in her own image, believing that she adores it, but in reality adoring her own image. The German God is a reflex of the German State which considers war as the first activity of a nation and the noblest of occupations. Other Christian peoples, when they have to go to war, feel the contradiction that exists between their conduct and the teachings of the Gospel, and excuse themselves by showing the cruel necessity which impels them. Germany declares that war is acceptable to God. I have heard German sermons proving that Jesus was in favor of Militarism.
“Where is the ‘Christianity of modern Germany? . . . There is much more genuine Christian spirit in the caring people of the French Republic, who protect the weak, than in the religiousness of the conservative Junkers. Germany has created a god in its own image, thinking that it worships Him, but in reality, it is worshipping itself. The German God is a reflection of the German State, which sees war as the primary activity of a nation and the highest duty. Other Christian nations, when they must go to war, feel the conflict between their actions and the teachings of the Gospel, and justify themselves by pointing out the harsh necessity that drives them. Germany claims that war is approved by God. I've heard German sermons arguing that Jesus supported Militarism.”
“Teutonic pride, the conviction that its race is providentially destined to dominate the world, brings into working unity their Protestants, Catholics and Jews.
“Teutonic pride, the belief that its race is destined to dominate the world, unites their Protestants, Catholics, and Jews in a common purpose.”
“Far above their differences of dogma is that God of the State which is German—the Warrior God to whom William is probably referring as ‘my worthy Ally.’ Religions always tend toward universality. Their aim is to place humanity in relationship with God, and to sustain these relations among mankind. Prussia has retrograded to barbarism, creating for its personal use a second Jehovah, a divinity hostile to the greater part of the human race who makes his own the grudges and ambitions of the German people.”
“Above their differing beliefs is the God of the State, which is German—the Warrior God that William likely calls ‘my worthy Ally.’ Religions naturally move toward universality. Their goal is to connect humanity with God and maintain those connections among people. Prussia has regressed to barbarism, creating for its own purposes a second Jehovah, a deity that is hostile to most of humanity and embodies the grudges and ambitions of the German people.”
Tchernoff then explained in his own way the creation of this Teutonic God, ambitious, cruel and vengeful. The Germans were comparatively recent Christians. Their Christianity was not more than six centuries old. When the Crusades were drawing to a close, the Prussians were still living in paganism. Pride of race, impelling them to war, had revived these dead divinities. The God of the Gospel was now adorned by the Germans with lance and shield like the old Teutonic god who was a military chief.
Tchernoff then explained in his own way the creation of this Teutonic God, ambitious, cruel, and vengeful. The Germans had only recently become Christians, with their Christianity being just six centuries old. By the time the Crusades were ending, the Prussians were still practicing paganism. Their pride in their race pushed them to war, bringing these ancient deities back to life. The God of the Gospel was now dressed by the Germans in armor, carrying a lance and shield, much like the old Teutonic god who was a military leader.
“Christianity in Berlin wears helmet and riding boots. God at this moment is seeing Himself mobilized the same as Otto, Fritz and Franz, in order to punish the enemies of His chosen people. That the Lord has commanded, ‘Thou shalt not kill,’ and His Son has said to the world, ‘Blessed are the peacemakers,’ no longer matters. Christianity, according to its German priests of all creeds, can only influence the individual betterment of mankind, and should not mix itself in affairs of state. The Prussian God of the State is ‘the old German God,’ the lineal descendant of the ferocious Germanic mythology, a mixture of divinities hungry for war.”
“Christianity in Berlin is suited up in a helmet and riding boots. Right now, God sees Himself mobilized just like Otto, Fritz, and Franz, to punish the enemies of His chosen people. That the Lord has commanded, ‘You shall not kill,’ and His Son has told the world, ‘Blessed are the peacemakers,’ doesn’t seem to matter anymore. According to German priests of all denominations, Christianity can only influence individual improvement for humanity and should steer clear of political matters. The Prussian God of the State is ‘the old German God,’ a direct descendant of fierce Germanic mythology, a blend of deities eager for war.”
In the silence of the avenue, the Russian evoked the ruddy figures of the implacable gods, that were going to awake that night upon hearing the hum of arms and smelling the acrid odor of blood. Thor, the brutal god with the little head, was stretching his biceps and clutching the hammer that crushed cities. Wotan was sharpening his lance which had the lightning for its handle, the thunder for its blade. Odin, the one-eyed, was gaping with gluttony on the mountain-tops, awaiting the dead warriors that would crowd around his throne. The dishevelled Valkyries, fat and perspiring, were beginning to gallop from cloud to cloud, hallooing to humanity that they might carry off the corpses doubled like saddle bags, over the haunches of their flying nags.
In the quiet of the street, the Russian recalled the fierce figures of the relentless gods, who were set to awaken that night at the sound of weapons and the sharp smell of blood. Thor, the fierce god with a small head, was flexing his muscles and grasping the hammer that leveled cities. Wotan was sharpening his spear, which had lightning as its handle and thunder as its blade. Odin, the one-eyed, was greedily gazing from the mountain tops, waiting for the fallen warriors who would flock to his throne. The disheveled Valkyries, plump and sweaty, were starting to ride from cloud to cloud, calling out to humanity so they could scoop up the bodies, hunched like saddle bags, over the backs of their flying horses.
“German religiosity,” continued the Russian, “is the disavowal of Christianity. In its eyes, men are no longer equal before God. Their God is interested only in the strong, and favors them with his support so that they may dare anything. Those born weak must either submit or disappear. Neither are nations equal, but are divided into leaders and inferior races whose destiny is to be sifted out and absorbed by their superiors. Since God has thus ordained, it is unnecessary to state that the grand world-leader is Germany.”
“German religiosity,” the Russian continued, “rejects Christianity. In their view, people are no longer equal before God. Their God only cares about the strong, supporting them so they can take risks. Those who are born weak must either accept their fate or fade away. Nations aren’t equal either; they are divided into leaders and inferior races, with the latter destined to be eliminated and absorbed by their betters. Since God has decreed this, it goes without saying that the great world-leader is Germany.”
Argensola here interrupted to observe that German pride believed itself championed not only by God but by science, too.
Argensola interrupted here to point out that German pride thought it was supported not just by God but also by science.
“I know that,” interposed the Russian without letting him finish—“generalization, inequality, selection, the struggle for life, and all that. . . . The Germans, so conceited about their special worth, erect upon distant ground their intellectual monuments, borrowing of the foreigner their foundation material whenever they undertake a new line of work. A Frenchman and an Englishman, Gobineau and Chamberlain, have given them the arguments with which to defend the superiority of their race. With the rubbish left over from Darwin and Spencer, their old Haeckel has built up his doctrine of ‘Monism’ which, applied to politics, scientifically consecrates Prussian pride and recognizes its right to rule the world by force.”
“I know that,” interrupted the Russian without letting him finish—“generalization, inequality, selection, the struggle for life, and all that. . . . The Germans, so full of themselves about their unique worth, build their intellectual monuments on distant grounds, often relying on outsiders for their foundational ideas whenever they explore a new field. A Frenchman and an Englishman, Gobineau and Chamberlain, have given them the arguments they use to justify the superiority of their race. With the leftovers from Darwin and Spencer, their old Haeckel has constructed his doctrine of ‘Monism’ which, when applied to politics, scientifically legitimizes Prussian pride and acknowledges its right to dominate the world by force.”
“No, a thousand times no!” he exclaimed after a brief silence. “The struggle for existence with its procession of cruelties may be true among the lower species, but it should not be true among human creatures. We are rational beings and ought to free ourselves from the fatality of environment, moulding it to our convenience. The animal does not know law, justice or compassion; he lives enslaved in the obscurity of his instincts. We think, and thought signifies liberty. Force does not necessarily have to be cruel; it is strongest when it does not take advantage of its power, and is kindly. All have a right to the life into which they are born, and since among individuals there exist the haughty and the humble, the mighty and the weak, so should exist nations, large and small, old and young. The end of our existence is not combat nor killing in order that others may afterwards kill us, and, perhaps, be killed themselves. Civilized peoples ought unanimously to adopt the idea of southern Europe, striving for the most peaceful and sweetest form of life possible.”
“No, a thousand times no!” he exclaimed after a brief silence. “The struggle for survival with its many cruelties may be true among lower species, but it shouldn't be true among humans. We are rational beings and should free ourselves from the constraints of our environment, shaping it to our needs. Animals don’t understand law, justice, or compassion; they live trapped by their instincts. We think, and thought means freedom. Force doesn’t have to be cruel; it’s strongest when it doesn't exploit its power and is compassionate. Everyone has the right to the life they’re born into, and just as there are proud and humble individuals, there should be nations, large and small, old and young. Our existence isn’t about fighting or killing so that others can kill us, only to possibly be killed themselves. Civilized nations should all adopt the mindset of southern Europe, aiming for the most peaceful and harmonious life possible.”
A cruel smile played over the Russian’s beard.
A cruel smile spread across the Russian's beard.
“But there exists that Kultur, diametrically opposed to civilization, which the Germans wish to palm off upon us. Civilization is refinement of spirit, respect of one’s neighbor, tolerance of foreign opinion, courtesy of manner. Kultur is the action of a State that organizes and assimilates individuals and communities in order to utilize them for its own ends; and these ends consist mainly in placing ‘The State’ above other states, overwhelming them with their grandeur—or what is the same thing—with their haughty and violent pride.”
“But there is a type of culture that is completely opposite to civilization, which the Germans are trying to impose on us. Civilization is about refining the spirit, respecting others, tolerating different opinions, and being courteous. Culture, on the other hand, is what a State does when it organizes and integrates individuals and communities to serve its own interests; and those interests primarily involve elevating ‘The State’ above others, overpowering them with its grandeur—or in other words, with its arrogant and violent pride.”
By this time, the three had reached the place de l’Etoile. The dark outline of the Arc de Triomphe stood forth clearly in the starry expanse. The avenues extended in all directions, a double file of lights. Those around the monument illuminated its gigantic bases and the feet of the sculptured groups. Further up, the vaulted spaces were so locked in shadow that they had the black density of ebony.
By this time, the three had arrived at the Place de l’Étoile. The dark silhouette of the Arc de Triomphe stood out clearly against the starry sky. The avenues stretched out in all directions, lined with a double row of lights. The ones around the monument lit up its massive base and the feet of the sculpted groups. Further up, the arched spaces were so shrouded in shadow that they appeared as dense as ebony.
Upon passing under the Arch, which greatly intensified the echo of their footsteps, they came to a standstill. The night breeze had a wintry chill as it whistled past, and the curved masses seemed melting into the diffused blue of space. Instinctively the three turned to glance back at the Champs Elysees. They saw only a river of shadow on which were floating rosaries of red stars among the two long, black scarfs formed by the buildings. But they were so well acquainted with this panorama that in imagination they mentally saw the majestic sweep of the avenue, the double row of palaces, the place de la Concorde in the background with the Egyptian obelisk, and the trees of the Tuileries.
Upon passing under the Arch, which greatly amplified the sound of their footsteps, they came to a stop. The night breeze had a cold, wintry chill as it whistled by, and the curved shapes seemed to blend into the hazy blue of the sky. Instinctively, the three turned to look back at the Champs Elysees. They saw only a dark river floating with strings of red stars against the two long, black lines formed by the buildings. But they were so familiar with this view that in their minds they could clearly picture the grand stretch of the avenue, the double row of palaces, the place de la Concorde in the background with the Egyptian obelisk, and the trees of the Tuileries.
“How beautiful it is!” exclaimed Tchernoff who was seeing something beyond the shadows. “An entire civilization, loving peace and pleasure, has passed through here.”
“How beautiful it is!” Tchernoff exclaimed, seeing something beyond the shadows. “A whole civilization that cherished peace and pleasure has passed through here.”
A memory greatly affected the Russian. Many an afternoon, after lunch, he had met in this very spot a robust man, stocky, with reddish beard and kindly eyes—a man who looked like a giant who had just stopped growing. He was always accompanied by a dog. It was Jaures, his friend Jaures, who before going to the senate was accustomed to taking a walk toward the Arch from his home in Passy.
A memory had a big impact on the Russian. Many afternoons, after lunch, he met in this very spot a strong, stocky guy with a reddish beard and friendly eyes—a man who seemed like a giant who had just stopped growing. He was always with a dog. It was Jaures, his friend Jaures, who, before heading to the senate, liked to take a walk toward the Arch from his home in Passy.
“He liked to come just where we are now! He loved to look at the avenues, the distant gardens, all of Paris which can be seen from this height; and filled with admiration, he would often say to me, ‘This is magnificent—one of the most beautiful perspectives that can be found in the entire world.’ . . . Poor Jaures!”
“He liked to come right where we are now! He loved looking at the streets, the far-off gardens, all of Paris that can be seen from this height; and feeling amazed, he would often say to me, ‘This is stunning—one of the most beautiful views you can find anywhere in the world.’ . . . Poor Jaures!”
Through association of ideas, the Russian evoked the image of his compatriot, Michael Bakounine, another revolutionist, the father of anarchy, weeping with emotion at a concert after hearing the symphony with Beethoven chorals directed by a young friend of his, named Richard Wagner. “When our revolution comes,” he cried, clasping the hand of the master, “whatever else may perish, this must be saved at any cost!”
Through a chain of thoughts, the Russian thought of his fellow countryman, Michael Bakunin, another revolutionary and the father of anarchy, who was moved to tears at a concert after listening to a symphony accompanied by Beethoven's choral pieces, conducted by his young friend, Richard Wagner. “When our revolution arrives,” he exclaimed, gripping the master's hand, “whatever else might be lost, this must be preserved at all costs!”
Tchernoff roused himself from his reveries to look around him and say with sadness:
Tchernoff pulled himself out of his daydreams to look around and said sadly:
“THEY have passed through here!”
"THEY passed through here!"
Every time that he walked through the Arch, the same vision would spring up in his mind. THEY were thousands of helmets glistening in the sun, thousands of heavy boots lifted with mechanical rigidity at the same time; horns, fifes, drums large and small, clashing against the majestic silence of these stones—the warlike march from Lohengrin sounding in the deserted avenues before the closed houses.
Every time he walked through the Arch, the same image popped into his head. THERE were thousands of helmets shining in the sun, thousands of heavy boots raised mechanically at the same time; horns, flutes, drums big and small, clashing against the majestic quiet of these stones—the warlike march from Lohengrin echoing in the empty streets before the closed houses.
He, who was a foreigner, always felt attracted by the spell exerted by venerable buildings guarding the glory of a bygone day. He did not wish to know who had erected it. As soon as its pride is flattered, mankind tries immediately to solidify it. Then Humanity intervenes with a broader vision that changes the original significance of the work, enlarges it and strips it of its first egotistical import. The Greek statues, models of the highest beauty, had been originally mere images of the temple, donated by the piety of the devotees of those times. Upon evoking Roman grandeur, everybody sees in imagination the enormous Coliseum, circle of butcheries, or the arches erected to the glory of the inept Caesars. The representative works of nations have two significations—the interior or immediate one which their creators gave them, and the exterior or universal interest, the symbolic value which the centuries have given them.
He, a foreigner, was always drawn to the allure of the ancient buildings that held the glory of a past era. He didn't care about who built them. Once their pride is acknowledged, humanity quickly tries to preserve it. Then humanity steps in with a broader perspective that alters the original meaning of the work, expands it, and removes its initial self-centered significance. The Greek statues, which exemplify the highest beauty, were originally just images of the temple, gifted by the devotion of the worshippers of that time. When people think of Roman greatness, they envision the massive Coliseum, a site of brutal bloodshed, or the arches built to honor the foolish Caesars. The representative works of nations have two meanings—the personal or immediate one that their creators intended, and the external or universal interest, the symbolic value that centuries have assigned them.
“This Arch,” continued Tchernoff, “is French within, with its names of battles and generals open to criticism. On the outside, it is the monument of the people who carried through the greatest revolution for liberty ever known. The glorification of man is there below in the column of the place Vendome. Here there is nothing individual. Its builders erected it to the memory of la Grande Armee and that Grand Army was the people in arms who spread revolution throughout Europe. The artists, great inventors, foresaw the true significance of this work. The warriors of Rude who are chanting the Marseillaise in the group at the left are not professional soldiers, they are armed citizens, marching to work out their sublime and violent mission. Their nudity makes them appear to me like sans-culottes in Grecian helmets. . . . Here there is more than the glory and egoism of a great nation. All Europe is awake to new life, thanks to these Crusaders of Liberty. . . . The nations call to mind certain images. If I think of Greece, I see the columns of the Parthenon; Rome, Mistress of the World, is the Coliseum and the Arch of Trajan; and revolutionary France is the Arc de Triomphe.”
“This Arch,” continued Tchernoff, “represents France from the inside, with its names of battles and generals subject to debate. On the outside, it stands as a monument to the people who achieved the greatest revolution for freedom ever known. The celebration of humanity is right below in the column of the Place Vendôme. Here, there’s nothing individual. Its builders created it in memory of la Grande Armée, and that Grand Army was the people in arms who spread revolution throughout Europe. The artists and great inventors recognized the true importance of this work. The warriors of Rude, singing the Marseillaise in the group on the left, aren’t professional soldiers; they are armed citizens, marching to fulfill their noble and fierce mission. Their nudity reminds me of sans-culottes wearing Grecian helmets. . . . There’s more here than just the glory and self-importance of a great nation. All of Europe is awakening to new life, thanks to these Crusaders of Liberty. . . . Different nations evoke specific images. When I think of Greece, I picture the columns of the Parthenon; Rome, Mistress of the World, brings to mind the Coliseum and the Arch of Trajan; and revolutionary France is embodied by the Arc de Triomphe.”
The Arch was even more, according to the Russian. It represented a great historical retaliation; the nations of the South, called the Latin races, replying, after many centuries, to the invasion which had destroyed the Roman jurisdiction—the Mediterranean peoples spreading themselves as conquerors through the lands of the ancient barbarians. Retreating immediately, they had swept away the past like a tidal wave—the great surf depositing all that it contained. Like the waters of certain rivers which fructify by overflowing, this recession of the human tide had left the soil enriched with new and generous ideas.
The Arch was even more significant, according to the Russian. It stood for a major historical comeback; the Southern nations, known as the Latin races, were responding, after many centuries, to the invasion that had wiped out Roman rule—the Mediterranean peoples expanding as conquerors through the territories of the ancient barbarians. Pulling back right away, they had erased the past like a tidal wave—the powerful surge leaving behind everything it carried. Similar to certain rivers that nourish the land by overflowing, this retreat of humanity had left the ground enriched with fresh and abundant ideas.
“If THEY should return!” added Tchernoff with a look of uneasiness. “If they again should tread these stones! . . . Before, they were simple-minded folk, stunned by their rapid good-fortune, who passed through here like a farmer through a salon. They were content with money for the pocket and two provinces which should perpetuate the memory of their victory. . . . But now they will not be the soldiers only who march against Paris. At the tail of the armies come the maddened canteen-keepers, the Herr Professors, carrying at the side the little keg of wine with the powder which crazes the barbarian, the wine of Kultur. And in the vans come also an enormous load of scientific savagery, a new philosophy which glorifies Force as a principle and sanctifier of everything, denies liberty, suppresses the weak and places the entire world under the charge of a minority chosen by God, just because it possesses the surest and most rapid methods of slaughter. Humanity may well tremble for the future if again resounds under this archway the tramp of boots following a march of Wagner or any other Kapellmeister.”
“If they come back!” Tchernoff said, looking uneasy. “If they set foot on these stones again! Before, they were simple folks, dazzled by their sudden good fortune, who passed through here like a farmer entering a fancy room. They were happy with cash in their pockets and two provinces to remember their victory. But now, they won't just be soldiers marching toward Paris. Following the armies will be the crazed canteen owners, the learned professors, carrying their little keg of wine mixed with the substance that drives people wild, the wine of culture. And along come loads of scientific brutality, a new philosophy that glorifies Force as a principle that justifies everything, denies freedom, suppresses the weak, and puts the entire world under the control of a minority deemed chosen by God, simply because they have the most effective and rapid methods of killing. Humanity has every reason to fear for the future if the sound of boots marching to Wagner or any other conductor echoes again beneath this archway.”
They left the Arch, following the avenue Victor Hugo. Tchernoff walking along in dogged silence as though the vision of this imaginary procession had overwhelmed him. Suddenly he continued aloud the course of his reflections.
They left the Arch, walking down Victor Hugo Avenue. Tchernoff walked in stubborn silence as if the idea of this imaginary parade had completely taken over his mind. Suddenly, he spoke out loud, continuing the flow of his thoughts.
“And if they should enter, what does it matter? . . . On that account, the cause of Right will not die. It suffers eclipses, but is born again; it may be ignored and trampled under foot, but it does not, therefore, cease to exist, and all good souls recognize it as the only rule of life. A nation of madmen wishes to place might upon the pedestal that others have raised to Right. Useless endeavor! The eternal hope of mankind will ever be the increasing power of more liberty, more brotherliness, more justice.”
“And if they come in, what does it matter? . . . Because of that, the cause of what's right won’t die. It goes through hard times, but it comes back; it might be overlooked and trampled on, but that doesn't mean it stops existing, and all good people see it as the one rule to live by. A nation of crazies wants to put power in the place that others have dedicated to what's right. A pointless effort! The everlasting hope of humanity will always be for greater freedom, more brotherhood, and more justice.”
The Russian appeared to calm himself with this statement. He and his friends spoke of the spectacle which Paris was presenting in its preparation for war. Tchernoff bemoaned the great suffering produced by the catastrophe, the thousands and thousands of domestic tragedies that were unrolling at that moment. Apparently nothing had changed. In the centre of the city and around the stations, there was unusual agitation, but the rest of the immense city did not appear affected by the great overthrow of its existence. The solitary street was presenting its usual aspect, the breeze was gently moving the leaves. A solemn peace seemed to be spreading itself through space. The houses appeared wrapped in slumber, but behind the closed windows might be surmised the insomnia of the reddened eyes, the sighs from hearts anguished by the threatened danger, the tremulous agility of the hands preparing the war outfit, perhaps the last loving greetings exchanged without pleasure, with kisses ending in sobs.
The Russian seemed to calm himself with this statement. He and his friends talked about the spectacle that Paris was putting on as it prepared for war. Tchernoff lamented the great suffering caused by the catastrophe, the thousands and thousands of personal tragedies unfolding at that moment. It seemed like nothing had changed. In the center of the city and around the stations, there was unusual activity, but the rest of the vast city appeared unaffected by the upheaval in its existence. The empty street looked as it always did, and the breeze gently rustled the leaves. A solemn peace seemed to be spreading through the air. The houses looked like they were asleep, but behind the closed windows, you could sense the insomnia of reddened eyes, the sighs from hearts troubled by the looming danger, the shaky hands getting ready for war, perhaps the last loving goodbyes exchanged without joy, with kisses ending in sobs.
Tchernoff thought of his neighbors, the husband and wife who occupied the other interior apartment behind the studio. She was no longer playing the piano. The Russian had overheard disputes, the banging of doors locked with violence, and the footsteps of a man in the middle of the night, fleeing from a woman’s cries. There had begun to develop on the other side of the wall a regulation drama—a repetition of hundreds of others, all taking place at the same time.
Tchernoff thought about his neighbors, the couple living in the other apartment behind the studio. She had stopped playing the piano. The Russian had heard arguments, the slamming of doors in anger, and the sound of a man rushing out in the middle of the night, escaping from a woman's screams. A typical drama was unfolding on the other side of the wall—a repetition of countless others, all happening at once.
“She is a German,” volunteered the Russian. “Our concierge has ferreted out her nationality. He must have gone by this time to join his regiment. Last night I could hardly sleep. I heard the lamentations through the thin wall partition, the steady, desperate weeping of an abandoned child, and the voice of a man who was vainly trying to quiet her! . . . Ah, what a rain of sorrows is now falling upon the world!”
“She’s German,” the Russian said. “Our concierge figured out her nationality. He must have left by now to rejoin his regiment. I barely slept last night. I could hear the cries through the thin wall, the constant, desperate sobbing of a neglected child, and a man’s voice trying to calm her! . . . Oh, the heavy downpour of sorrows that’s falling upon the world now!”
That same evening, on leaving the house, he had met her by her door. She appeared like another woman, with an old look as though in these agonizing hours she had been suffering for fifteen years. In vain the kindly Tchernoff had tried to cheer her up, urging her to accept quietly her husband’s absence so as not to harm the little one who was coming.
That same evening, as he was leaving the house, he ran into her by her front door. She looked like a different person, aged as if she had been enduring pain for fifteen years in those agonizing hours. Despite the kind efforts of Tchernoff to lift her spirits, encouraging her to calmly accept her husband’s absence so it wouldn't affect the baby on the way, she remained troubled.
“For the unhappy creature is going to be a mother,” he said sadly. “She hides her condition with a certain modesty, but from my window, I have often seen her making the dainty layette.”
“For the unhappy creature is going to be a mother,” he said sadly. “She hides her condition with a certain modesty, but from my window, I have often seen her making the delicate baby clothes.”
The woman had listened to him as though she did not understand. Words were useless before her desperation. She could only sob as though talking to herself, “I am a German. . . . He has gone; he has to go away. . . . Alone! . . . Alone forever!” . . .
The woman listened to him as if she didn't get it. Words meant nothing in her desperation. She could only sob, talking to herself, “I’m German. . . . He’s gone; he has to leave. . . . All alone! . . . Alone forever!” . . .
“She is thinking all the time of her nationality which is separating her from her husband; she is thinking of the concentration camp to which they will take her with her compatriots. She is fearful of being abandoned in the enemy’s country obliged to defend itself against the attack of her own country. . . . And all this when she is about to become a mother. What miseries! What agonies!”
“She is constantly worrying about her nationality that separates her from her husband; she is thinking about the concentration camp they will send her to with others from her country. She fears being left behind in enemy territory, forced to defend herself against attacks from her own nation. . . . And all of this as she is about to become a mother. What suffering! What torment!”
The three reached the rue de la Pompe and on entering the house, Tchernoff began to take leave of his companions in order to climb the service stairs; but Desnoyers wished to prolong the conversation. He dreaded being alone with his friend, still chagrined over the evening’s events. The conversation with the Russian interested him, so they all went up in the elevator together. Argensola suggested that this would be a good opportunity to uncork one of the many bottles which he was keeping in the kitchen. Tchernoff could go home through the studio door that opened on the stairway.
The three arrived at rue de la Pompe, and as they entered the building, Tchernoff started to say goodbye to his friends so he could take the service stairs. However, Desnoyers wanted to keep the conversation going. He was anxious about being alone with his friend, who was still upset about the evening’s events. He found the chat with the Russian engaging, so they all took the elevator together. Argensola suggested it was a great chance to open one of the many bottles he had stored in the kitchen. Tchernoff could leave through the studio door that led to the stairs.
The great window had its glass doors wide open; the transoms on the patio side were also open; a breeze kept the curtains swaying, moving, too, the old lanterns, moth-eaten flags and other adornments of the romantic studio. They seated themselves around the table, near a window some distance from the light which was illuminating the other end of the big room. They were in the shadow, with their backs to the interior court. Opposite them were tiled roofs and an enormous rectangle of blue shadow, perforated by the sharp-pointed stars. The city lights were coloring the shadowy space with a bloody reflection.
The large window had its glass doors wide open; the transoms on the patio side were also open; a breeze kept the curtains swaying, moving the old lanterns, moth-eaten flags, and other decorations of the romantic studio. They took their seats around the table, near a window some distance from the light that illuminated the other end of the big room. They were in the shadow, with their backs to the inner courtyard. Across from them were tiled roofs and a huge rectangle of blue shadow, dotted with sharp-pointed stars. The city lights were casting a bloody reflection on the shadowy space.
Tchernoff drank two glasses, testifying to the excellence of the liquid by smacking his lips. The three were silent with the wondering and thoughtful silence which the grandeur of the night imposes. Their eyes were glancing from star to star, grouping them in fanciful lines, forming them into triangles or squares of varying irregularity. At times, the twinkling radiance of a heavenly body appeared to broaden the rays of light, almost hypnotizing them.
Tchernoff drank two glasses, showing how good the drink was by smacking his lips. The three were quiet, lost in the awe and contemplation that the beauty of the night brings. Their eyes darted from star to star, connecting them in imaginative patterns, creating triangles or squares of different shapes. Occasionally, the shimmering light of a star seemed to expand, almost enchanting them.
The Russian, without coming out of his revery, availed himself of another glass. Then he smiled with cruel irony, his bearded face taking on the semblance of a tragic mask peeping between the curtains of the night.
The Russian, still lost in thought, grabbed another drink. Then he smiled with a cruel irony, his bearded face resembling a tragic mask peeking through the night.
“I wonder what those men up there are thinking!” he muttered. “I wonder if any star knows that Bismarck ever existed! . . . I wonder if the planets are aware of the divine mission of the German nation!”
“I wonder what those guys up there are thinking!” he muttered. “I wonder if any star knows that Bismarck ever existed! ... I wonder if the planets are aware of the divine mission of the German nation!”
And he continued laughing.
And he kept laughing.
Some far-away and uncertain noise disturbed the stillness of the night, slipping through some of the chinks that cut the immense plain of roofs. The three turned their heads so as to hear better. . . . The sound of voices cut through the thick silence of night—a masculine chorus chanting a hymn, simple, monotonous and solemn. They guessed at what it must be, although they could not hear very well. Various single notes floating with greater intensity on the night wind, enabled Argensola to piece together the short song, ending in a melodious, triumphant yell—a true war song:
Some distant, unclear noise broke the stillness of the night, slipping through the gaps in the vast expanse of roofs. The three turned their heads to listen more closely... The sound of voices pierced the thick silence of night—a male chorus singing a hymn, simple, repetitive, and serious. They could only guess what it was, though they couldn't hear it very clearly. Various individual notes carried on the night wind allowed Argensola to put together the short song, ending in a melodic, triumphant shout—a real battle song:
It's Alsace and Lorraine, It's Alsace that we need, Oh, oh, oh, oh.
A new band of men was going away through the streets below, toward the railway station, the gateway of the war. They must be from the outlying districts, perhaps from the country, and passing through silence-wrapped Paris, they felt like singing of the great national hope, that those who were watching behind the dark facades might feel comforted, knowing that they were not alone.
A new group of men was heading down the streets below, toward the train station, the entrance to the war. They were probably from the outskirts, maybe from the countryside, and as they moved through the quiet streets of Paris, they felt like singing about the great national hope, so that those watching from behind the dark buildings might feel reassured, knowing they weren't alone.
“Just as it is in the opera,” said Julio listening to the last notes of the invisible chorus dying away into the night.
“Just like in the opera,” said Julio, listening to the last notes of the invisible chorus fading away into the night.
Tchernoff continued drinking, but with a distracted air, his eyes fixed on the red cloud that floated over the roofs.
Tchernoff kept drinking, but he seemed distracted, his eyes locked on the red cloud hovering over the rooftops.
The two friends conjectured his mental labor from his concentrated look, and the low exclamations which were escaping him like the echoes of an interior monologue. Suddenly he leaped from thought to word without any forewarning, continuing aloud the course of his reasoning.
The two friends guessed he was deep in thought because of his intense expression and the quiet murmurs slipping out of him like the echoes of his inner thoughts. Suddenly, he jumped from thinking to speaking without any warning, continuing his line of reasoning out loud.
“And when the sun arises in a few hours, the world will see coursing through its fields the four horsemen, enemies of mankind. . . . Already their wild steeds are pawing the ground with impatience; already the ill-omened riders have come together and are exchanging the last words before leaping into the saddle.”
“And when the sun comes up in a few hours, the world will see the four horsemen galloping through its fields, enemies of humanity. . . . Their wild horses are already stomping the ground with impatience; the ominous riders have gathered and are exchanging their final words before jumping into the saddle.”
“What horsemen are these?” asked Argensola.
“What horsemen are these?” Argensola asked.
“Those which go before the Beast.”
“Those that come before the Beast.”
The two friends thought this reply as unintelligible as the preceding words. Desnoyers again said mentally, “He is drunk,” but his curiosity forced him to ask, “What beast is that?”
The two friends found this reply as confusing as the previous words. Desnoyers thought to himself again, “He’s drunk,” but his curiosity made him ask, “What beast is that?”
“That of the Apocalypse.”
"That of the Apocalypse."
There was a brief silence, but the Russian’s terseness of speech did not last long. He felt the necessity of expressing his enthusiasm for the dreamer on the island rock of Patmos. The poet of great and mystic vision was exerting, across two thousand years, his influence over this mysterious revolutionary, tucked away on the top floor of a house in Paris. John had foreseen it all. His visions, unintelligible to the masses, nevertheless held within them the mystery of great human events.
There was a short pause, but the Russian's blunt way of speaking didn’t last long. He felt the need to show his excitement for the dreamer on the island of Patmos. The poet with his grand and mystical vision was reaching, across two thousand years, his influence over this mysterious revolutionary, hidden away on the top floor of a building in Paris. John had seen it all coming. His visions, which were hard for the masses to understand, still contained the mystery of significant human events.
Tchernoff described the Apocalyptic beast rising from the depths of the sea. He was like a leopard, his feet like those of a bear, his mouth like the snout of a lion. He had seven heads and ten horns. And upon the horns were ten crowns, and upon each of his heads the name of a blasphemy. The evangelist did not say just what these blasphemies were, perhaps they differed according to the epochs, modified every thousand years when the beast made a new apparition. The Russian seemed to be reading those that were flaming on the heads of the monster—blasphemies against humanity, against justice, against all that makes life sweet and bearable. “Might is superior to Right!” . . . “The weak should not exist.” . . . “Be harsh in order to be great.” . . . And the Beast in all its hideousness was attempting to govern the world and make mankind render him homage!
Tchernoff described the Apocalyptic beast rising from the depths of the sea. He looked like a leopard, his feet like those of a bear, his mouth like a lion’s snout. He had seven heads and ten horns, with ten crowns on the horns, and each of his heads bore a name of blasphemy. The evangelist didn’t specify what these blasphemies were; maybe they changed with time, evolving every thousand years when the beast reappeared. The Russian seemed to be reading the fiery blasphemies on the monster’s heads—blasphemies against humanity, against justice, against everything that makes life pleasant and tolerable. “Might is greater than Right!” . . . “The weak shouldn’t exist.” . . . “Be harsh to be great.” . . . And the Beast, in all its ugliness, was trying to rule the world and force humanity to pay him homage!
“But the four horsemen?” persisted Desnoyers.
“But what about the four horsemen?” Desnoyers pressed on.
The four horsemen were preceding the appearance of the monster in John’s vision.
The four horsemen were ahead of the monster's appearance in John's vision.
The seven seals of the book of mystery were broken by the Lamb in the presence of the great throne where was seated one who shone like jasper. The rainbow round about the throne was in sight like unto an emerald. Twenty-four thrones were in a semicircle around the great throne, and upon them twenty-four elders with white robes and crowns of gold. Four enormous animals, covered with eyes and each having six wings, seemed to be guarding the throne. The sounding of trumpets was greeting the breaking of the first seal.
The seven seals of the book of mystery were broken by the Lamb in front of the great throne, where someone shined like jasper. The rainbow surrounding the throne looked like an emerald. There were twenty-four thrones in a semicircle around the great throne, and on them sat twenty-four elders dressed in white robes and wearing golden crowns. Four massive creatures, covered in eyes and each with six wings, appeared to be guarding the throne. The sound of trumpets was welcoming the breaking of the first seal.
“Come and see,” cried one of the beasts in a stentorian tone to the vision-seeing poet. . . . And the first horseman appeared on a white horse. In his hand he carried a bow, and a crown was given unto him. He was Conquest, according to some, the Plague according to others. He might be both things at the same time. He wore a crown, and that was enough for Tchernoff.
“Come and see,” shouted one of the beasts in a loud voice to the vision-seeing poet. . . . And the first horseman rode in on a white horse. He held a bow in his hand, and a crown was placed on his head. Some called him Conquest, while others referred to him as the Plague. He could be both at once. He wore a crown, and that was all that mattered to Tchernoff.
“Come forth,” shouted the second animal, removing his thousand eyes. And from the broken seal leaped a flame-colored steed. His rider brandished over his head an enormous sword. He was War. Peace fled from the world before his furious gallop; humanity was going to be exterminated.
“Come forward,” shouted the second creature, taking off his thousand eyes. And from the shattered seal jumped a flame-colored horse. His rider raised a massive sword above his head. He was War. Peace ran from the world in front of his furious charge; humanity was about to be wiped out.
And when the third seal was broken, another of the winged animals bellowed like a thunder clap, “Come and see!” And John saw a black horse. He who mounted it held in his hand a scale in order to weigh the maintenance of mankind. He was Famine.
And when the third seal was broken, another one of the winged creatures shouted like a clap of thunder, “Come and see!” And John saw a black horse. The one riding it had a scale in his hand to measure the sustenance of humanity. He was Famine.
The fourth animal saluted the breaking of the fourth seal with a great roaring—“Come and see!” And there appeared a pale-colored horse. His rider was called Death, and power was given him to destroy with the sword and with hunger and with death, and with the beasts of the earth.
The fourth animal welcomed the opening of the fourth seal with a loud roar—“Come and see!” And a pale horse appeared. Its rider was named Death, and he was given the power to kill with the sword, with hunger, with death, and with the wild animals of the earth.
The four horsemen were beginning their mad, desolating course over the heads of terrified humanity.
The four horsemen were starting their chaotic and devastating ride over the heads of frightened humanity.
Tchernoff was describing the four scourges of the earth exactly as though he were seeing them. The horseman on the white horse was clad in a showy and barbarous attire. His Oriental countenance was contracted with hatred as if smelling out his victims. While his horse continued galloping, he was bending his bow in order to spread pestilence abroad. At his back swung the brass quiver filled with poisoned arrows, containing the germs of all diseases—those of private life as well as those which envenom the wounded soldier on the battlefield.
Tchernoff was describing the four scourges of the earth as if he were witnessing them firsthand. The horseman on the white horse was dressed in flashy and savage clothing. His Eastern face twisted in hatred, as if he were hunting for his victims. While his horse kept galloping, he was pulling back his bow to unleash disease upon the world. Behind him swung a brass quiver packed with poisoned arrows, carrying the germs of every illness—both personal ailments and those that torment the wounded soldier on the battlefield.
The second horseman on the red steed was waving the enormous, two-edged sword over his hair bristling with the swiftness of his course. He was young, but the fierce scowl and the scornful mouth gave him a look of implacable ferocity. His garments, blown open by the motion of his wild race, disclosed the form of a muscular athlete.
The second horseman on the red horse was waving the massive, double-edged sword over his hair that was standing up from the speed of his ride. He was young, but the fierce scowl and contemptuous mouth gave him a look of unyielding ferocity. His clothes, flapping open from the force of his wild gallop, revealed the shape of a muscular athlete.
Bald, old and horribly skinny was the third horseman bouncing up and down on the rawboned back of his black steed. His shrunken legs clanked against the thin flanks of the lean beast. In one withered hand he was holding the scales, symbol of the scarcity of food that was going to become as valuable as gold.
Bald, old, and incredibly thin was the third horseman bouncing up and down on the bony back of his black horse. His skinny legs clanged against the horse's fragile sides. In one withered hand, he held the scales, a symbol of the food shortages that were about to become as valuable as gold.
The knees of the fourth horseman, sharp as spurs, were pricking the ribs of the pale horse. His parchment-like skin betrayed the lines and hollows of his skeleton. The front of his skull-like face was twisted with the sardonic laugh of destruction. His cane-like arms were whirling aloft a gigantic sickle. From his angular shoulders was hanging a ragged, filthy shroud.
The knees of the fourth horseman, sharp as spurs, were digging into the ribs of the pale horse. His skin, like parchment, showed the contours and hollows of his skeleton. The front of his skull-like face was twisted into a mocking grin of destruction. His thin, cane-like arms were holding up a massive sickle. From his bony shoulders hung a tattered, filthy shroud.
And the furious cavalcade was passing like a hurricane over the immense assemblage of human beings. The heavens showed above their heads, a livid, dark-edged cloud from the west. Horrible monsters and deformities were swarming in spirals above the furious horde, like a repulsive escort. Poor Humanity, crazed with fear, was fleeing in all directions on hearing the thundering pace of the Plague, War, Hunger and Death. Men and women, young and old, were knocking each other down and falling to the ground overwhelmed by terror, astonishment and desperation. And the white horse, the red, the black and the pale, were crushing all with their relentless, iron tread—the athletic man was hearing the crashing of his broken ribs, the nursing babe was writhing at its mother’s breast, and the aged and feeble were closing their eyes forever with a childlike sob.
And the furious procession was charging through the massive crowd of people like a hurricane. Above them, the sky was filled with a dark, menacing cloud looming from the west. Horrible creatures and grotesque figures were swirling above the raging crowd, like a disgusting entourage. Poor Humanity, driven mad by fear, was scattering in all directions at the sound of the thundering march of Plague, War, Hunger, and Death. Men and women, young and old, were pushing each other down and collapsing to the ground, overwhelmed by terror, shock, and despair. The white horse, the red, the black, and the pale were trampling everything under their relentless, iron feet—the strong man was hearing the crunch of his shattered ribs, the nursing baby was struggling at its mother’s breast, and the elderly and weak were closing their eyes forever with a childlike whimper.
“God is asleep, forgetting the world,” continued the Russian. “It will be a long time before he awakes, and while he sleeps the four feudal horsemen of the Beast will course through the land as its only lords.”
“God is asleep, neglecting the world,” the Russian continued. “It will be a long time before he wakes up, and while he sleeps, the four feudal horsemen of the Beast will roam the land as its only rulers.”
Tchernoff was overpowered by the intensity of his dramatic vision. Springing from his seat, he paced up and down with great strides; but his picture of the fourfold catastrophe revealed by the gloomy poet’s trance, seemed to him very weak indeed. A great painter had given corporeal form to these terrible dreams.
Tchernoff was overwhelmed by the intensity of his dramatic vision. Jumping from his seat, he walked back and forth with long strides; but his image of the fourfold disaster shown in the gloomy poet’s trance seemed very weak to him. A great artist had given physical form to these terrible dreams.
“I have a book,” he murmured, “a rare book.” . . .
“I have a book,” he whispered, “a rare book.” . . .
And suddenly he left the studio and went to his own quarters. He wanted to bring the book to show to his friends. Argensola accompanied him, and they returned in a few minutes with the volume, leaving the doors open behind them, so as to make a stronger current of air among the hollows of the facades and the interior patio.
And suddenly he left the studio and went to his own room. He wanted to bring the book to show to his friends. Argensola went with him, and they returned in a few minutes with the book, leaving the doors open behind them to create a stronger airflow among the gaps in the façades and the interior patio.
Tchernoff placed his precious book under the light. It was a volume printed in 1511, with Latin text and engravings. Desnoyers read the title, “The Apocalypse Illustrated.” The engravings were by Albert Durer, a youthful effort, when the master was only twenty-seven years old. The three were fascinated by the picture portraying the wild career of the Apocalyptic horsemen. The quadruple scourge, on fantastic mounts, seemed to be precipitating itself with a realistic sweep, crushing panic-stricken humanity.
Tchernoff placed his treasured book under the light. It was a volume printed in 1511, featuring Latin text and engravings. Desnoyers read the title, “The Apocalypse Illustrated.” The engravings were by Albert Durer, a youthful work created when the artist was only twenty-seven. The three were captivated by the image depicting the chaotic journey of the Apocalyptic horsemen. The fourfold scourge, on fantastical steeds, appeared to be charging forward with a striking realism, crushing terrified humanity.
Suddenly something happened which startled the three men from their contemplative admiration—something unusual, indefinable, a dreadful sound which seemed to enter directly into their brains without passing through their ears—a clutch at the heart. Instinctively they knew that something very grave had just happened.
Suddenly, something occurred that jolted the three men from their thoughtful admiration—something strange, hard to define, a terrifying sound that seemed to penetrate their minds directly without going through their ears—a grip on their hearts. Instinctively, they understood that something very serious had just taken place.
They stared at each other silently for a few interminable seconds.
They looked at each other silently for a few endless seconds.
Through the open door, a cry of alarm came up from the patio.
Through the open door, a shout of alarm rang out from the patio.
With a common impulse, the three ran to the interior window, but before reaching them, the Russian had a presentiment.
With a shared instinct, the three rushed to the inner window, but before they got there, the Russian had a feeling.
“My neighbor! . . . It must be my neighbor. Perhaps she has killed herself!”
“My neighbor! . . . It has to be my neighbor. Maybe she has taken her own life!”
Looking down, they could see lights below, people moving around a form stretched out on the tiled floor. The alarm had instantly filled all the court windows, for it was a sleepless night—a night of nervous apprehension when everyone was keeping a sad vigil.
Looking down, they could see lights below, people moving around a figure lying on the tiled floor. The alarm had quickly filled all the windows of the court, because it was a restless night—a night of anxious anticipation when everyone was keeping a sorrowful watch.
“She has killed herself,” said a voice which seemed to come up from a well. “The German woman has committed suicide.”
“She has killed herself,” said a voice that sounded like it was coming from a well. “The German woman has committed suicide.”
The explanation of the concierge leaped from window to window up to the top floor.
The concierge's explanation jumped from window to window all the way up to the top floor.
The Russian was shaking his head with a fatalistic expression. The unhappy woman had not taken the death-leap of her own accord. Someone had intensified her desperation, someone had pushed her. . . . The horsemen! The four horsemen of the Apocalypse! . . . Already they were in the saddle! Already they were beginning their merciless gallop of destruction!
The Russian was shaking his head with a resigned look. The troubled woman hadn’t chosen to take the fatal leap on her own. Someone had deepened her despair, someone had nudged her... The horsemen! The four horsemen of the Apocalypse!... They were already mounted! They were already starting their ruthless ride of devastation!
The blind forces of evil were about to be let loose throughout the world.
The blind forces of evil were about to be unleashed across the world.
The agony of humanity, under the brutal sweep of the four horsemen, was already begun!
The pain of humanity, under the harsh reign of the four horsemen, had already started!
PART II
CHAPTER I
WHAT DON MARCELO ENVIED
Upon being convinced that war really was inevitable, the elder Desnoyers was filled with amazement. Humanity had gone crazy. Was it possible that war could happen in these days of so many railroads, so many merchant marines, so many inventions, so much activity developed above and below the earth? . . . The nations would ruin themselves forever. They were now accustomed to luxuries and necessities unknown a century ago. Capital was master of the world, and war was going to wipe it out. In its turn, war would be wiped out in a few months’ time through lack of funds to sustain it. His soul of a business man revolted before the hundreds of thousands of millions that this foolhardy event was going to convert into smoke and slaughter.
Upon realizing that war was truly unavoidable, the older Desnoyers was filled with disbelief. Humanity had lost its mind. Was it really possible for a war to break out in a time with so many railroads, so many merchant ships, so many inventions, and so much activity happening both on the surface and underground? . . . The nations would destroy themselves forever. They had grown used to luxuries and necessities that were unheard of a hundred years ago. Money ruled the world, and war was about to eliminate it. In turn, war would be extinguished within a few months due to a lack of funds to support it. His businessman’s spirit revolted at the thought of the hundreds of thousands of millions that this reckless act was going to turn into smoke and carnage.
As his indignation had to fix upon something close at hand, he made his own countrymen responsible for this insanity. Too much talk about la revanche! The very idea of worrying for forty-four years over the two lost provinces when the nation was mistress of enormous and undeveloped lands in other countries! . . . Now they were going to pay the penalty for such exasperating and clamorous foolishness.
As his anger had to settle on something immediate, he held his fellow countrymen accountable for this madness. So much talk about revenge! The idea of stressing over the two lost provinces for forty-four years when the nation had vast and untouched lands in other countries! . . . Now they were going to face the consequences of such annoying and loud nonsense.
For him war meant disaster writ large. He had no faith in his country. France’s day had passed. Now the victors were of the Northern peoples, and especially that Germany which he had seen so close, admiring with a certain terror its discipline and its rigorous organization. The former working-man felt the conservative and selfish instinct of all those who have amassed millions. He scorned political ideals, but through class interest he had of late years accepted the declarations against the scandals of the government. What could a corrupt and disorganized Republic do against the solidest and strongest empire in the world? . . .
For him, war meant disaster on a grand scale. He had no faith in his country. France's time had passed. Now the victors were the Northern peoples, especially Germany, which he had seen up close, admiring its discipline and strict organization with a certain fear. The former worker felt the conservative and selfish instincts of all those who have accumulated wealth. He looked down on political ideals, but over the years, through class interest, he had come to accept the statements against the government's scandals. What could a corrupt and disorganized republic do against the strongest and most solid empire in the world? . . .
“We are going to our deaths,” he said to himself. “Worse than ‘70! . . . We are going to see horrible things!”
“We're heading to our deaths,” he thought. “Worse than '70! . . . We’re about to see terrible things!”
The good order and enthusiasm with which the French responded to their country’s call and transformed themselves into soldiers were most astonishing to him. This moral shock made his national faith begin to revive. The great majority of Frenchmen were good after all; the nation was as valiant as in former times. Forty-four years of suffering and alarm had developed their old bravery. But the leaders? Where were they going to get leaders to march to victory? . . .
The way the French rallied and eagerly answered their country's call to become soldiers surprised him greatly. This moral shock started to restore his faith in his nation. Most French people were genuinely good; the country was as brave as it had been in the past. Fourteen years of hardship and fear had renewed their old courage. But what about the leaders? Where were they going to find leaders to lead them to victory? . . .
Many others were asking themselves the same question. The silence of the democratic government was keeping the country in complete ignorance of their future commanders. Everybody saw the army increasing from hour to hour: very few knew the generals. One name was beginning to be repeated from mouth to mouth, “Joffre . . . Joffre.” His first pictures made the curious crowds struggle to get a glimpse of them. Desnoyers studied them very carefully. “He looks like a very capable person.” His methodical instincts were gratified by the grave and confident look of the general of the Republic. Suddenly he felt the great confidence that efficient-looking bank directors always inspired in him. He could entrust his interests to this gentleman, sure that he would not act impulsively.
Many others were wondering the same thing. The democratic government’s silence was keeping the country completely in the dark about their future leaders. Everyone saw the army growing by the hour; very few knew who the generals were. One name started to circulate from person to person: “Joffre… Joffre.” His early photos had curious crowds scrambling to catch a glimpse of them. Desnoyers examined them closely. “He looks like a really capable person.” His methodical instincts were satisfied by the serious and self-assured demeanor of the Republic's general. Suddenly, he felt the same confidence that efficient-looking bank executives always inspired in him. He could trust his interests to this man, knowing he wouldn’t act rashly.
Finally, against his will, Desnoyers was drawn into the whirlpool of enthusiasm and emotion. Like everyone around him, he lived minutes that were hours, and hours that were years. Events kept on overlapping each other; within a week the world seemed to have made up for its long period of peace.
Finally, against his will, Desnoyers was pulled into the whirlwind of excitement and emotion. Like everyone around him, he experienced minutes that felt like hours and hours that felt like years. Events continued to overlap; within a week, it seemed like the world had made up for its long period of peace.
The old man fairly lived in the street, attracted by the spectacle of the multitude of civilians saluting the multitude of uniformed men departing for the seat of war.
The old man practically lived on the street, drawn to the sight of the crowd of civilians waving goodbye to the group of soldiers heading off to war.
At night he saw the processions passing through the boulevards. The tricolored flag was fluttering its colors under the electric lights. The cafes were overflowing with people, sending forth from doors and windows the excited, musical notes of patriotic songs. Suddenly, amidst applause and cheers, the crowd would make an opening in the street. All Europe was passing here; all Europe—less the arrogant enemy—and was saluting France in her hour of danger with hearty spontaneity. Flags of different nations were filing by, of all tints of the rainbow, and behind them were the Russians with bright and mystical eyes; the English, with heads uncovered, intoning songs of religious gravity; the Greeks and Roumanians of aquiline profile; the Scandinavians, white and red; the North Americans, with the noisiness of a somewhat puerile enthusiasm; the Hebrews without a country, friends of the nation of socialistic revolutions; the Italians, as spirited as a choir of heroic tenors; the Spanish and South Americans, tireless in their huzzas. They were students and apprentices who were completing their courses in the schools and workshops, and refugees who, like shipwrecked mariners, had sought shelter on the hospitable strand of Paris. Their cheers had no special significance, but they were all moved by their desire to show their love for the Republic. And Desnoyers, touched by the sight, felt that France was still of some account in the world, that she yet exercised a moral force among the nations, and that her joys and sorrows were still of interest to humanity.
At night he watched the parades moving through the streets. The tricolor flag was waving its colors under the bright lights. The cafes were packed with people, spilling out of doors and windows with the lively, upbeat sounds of patriotic songs. Suddenly, amidst applause and cheers, the crowd would part in the street. All of Europe was here; all of Europe—except for the arrogant enemy—were showing their support for France in her time of trouble with genuine enthusiasm. Flags from different countries were passing by, all the colors of the rainbow, and behind them were the Russians with their bright, mysterious eyes; the English, with heads uncovered, singing solemn songs; the Greeks and Romanians with their proud profiles; the Scandinavians, in white and red; North Americans, with a loud, somewhat childish excitement; the stateless Jews, supporters of the nation of socialist revolutions; and the Italians, as lively as a choir of heroic tenors; the Spaniards and South Americans, relentless in their cheers. They were students and apprentices finishing their studies in schools and workshops, as well as refugees who, like shipwrecked sailors, had found refuge on the welcoming shores of Paris. Their cheers had no particular meaning, but they were all united in their desire to express their love for the Republic. And Desnoyers, moved by the scene, felt that France still mattered in the world, that she still held a moral significance among the nations, and that her joys and sorrows still resonated with humanity.
“In Berlin and Vienna, too,” he said to himself, “they must also be cheering enthusiastically at this moment . . . but Germans only, no others. Assuredly no foreigner is joining in their demonstrations.”
“In Berlin and Vienna, too,” he said to himself, “they must be cheering enthusiastically right now . . . but only Germans, no one else. Definitely no foreigner is participating in their demonstrations.”
The nation of the Revolution, legislator of the rights of mankind, was harvesting the gratitude of the throngs, but was beginning to feel a certain remorse before the enthusiasm of the foreigners who were offering their blood for France. Many were lamenting that the government should delay twenty days, until after they had finished the operations of mobilization, in admitting the volunteers. And he, a Frenchman born, a few hours before, had been mistrusting his country! . . .
The nation of the Revolution, the lawmaker of human rights, was collected the gratitude of the crowds, but was starting to feel a bit of guilt in response to the enthusiasm of the foreigners who were willing to fight for France. Many were expressing regret that the government would wait twenty days, until after they completed the mobilization process, to accept the volunteers. And he, a Frenchman born just a few hours earlier, had been doubting his own country! . . .
In the daytime the popular current was running toward the Gare de l’Est. Crowded against the gratings was a surging mass of humanity stretching its tentacles through the nearby streets. The station that was acquiring the importance of a historic spot appeared like a narrow tunnel through which a great human river was trying to flow with many rippling encounters and much heavy pressure against its banks. A large part of France in arms was coursing through this exit from Paris toward the battlefields at the frontier.
During the day, the popular flow was heading toward the Gare de l’Est. Packed against the grilles was a throng of people pushing through the nearby streets. The station, which was becoming a significant historic site, looked like a narrow tunnel through which a vast river of humanity was trying to move, facing many bumps and significant pressure along the way. A large part of France's armed forces was streaming through this exit from Paris toward the battlefields at the frontier.
Desnoyers had been in the station only twice, when going and coming from Germany. Others were now taking the same road. The crowds were swarming in from the environs of the city in order to see the masses of human beings in geometric bodies, uniformly clad, disappearing within the entrance with flash of steel and the rhythm of clanking metal. The crystal archways that were glistening in the sun like fiery mouths were swallowing and swallowing people. When night fell the processions were still coming on, by light of the electric lamps. Through the iron grills were passing thousands and thousands of draught horses; men with their breasts crossed with metal and bunches of horsehair hanging from their helmets, like paladins of bygone centuries; enormous cases that were serving as cages for the aeronautic condors; strings of cannon, long and narrow, painted grey and protected, by metal screens, more like astronomical instruments than mouths of death; masses and masses of red kepis (military caps) moving in marching rhythm, rows and rows of muskets, some black and stark like reed plantations, others ending in bayonets like shining spikes. And over all these restless fields of seething throngs, the flags of the regiments were fluttering in the air like colored birds; a white body, a blue wing, or a red one, a cravat of gold on the neck, and above, the metal tip pointing toward the clouds.
Desnoyers had only been to the station twice, traveling to and from Germany. Now, others were taking the same route. Crowds were pouring in from the outskirts of the city to see groups of people in their uniform outfits disappearing through the entrance, accompanied by flashes of steel and the sound of clanging metal. The crystal archways sparkled in the sun like fiery mouths, endlessly swallowing people. When night fell, the processions continued on, illuminated by electric lamps. Through the iron grills passed thousands of draft horses; men with metal crossed over their chests and horsehair tufts hanging from their helmets, like knights from centuries past; enormous cases serving as cages for the airborne condors; strings of cannons, long and narrow, painted grey and shielded by metal screens, resembling astronomical instruments more than instruments of war; masses of red kepis (military caps) moving in time, rows of muskets, some black and stark like reed fields, others ending in bayonets like shining spikes. And above this restless sea of bustling crowds, the flags of the regiments fluttered in the air like colorful birds; a white body, a blue wing, a red one, a gold neck scarf, and above them, the metal tip pointed toward the clouds.
Don Marcelo would return home from these send-offs vibrating with nervous fatigue, as one who had just participated in a scene of racking emotion. In spite of his tenacious character which always stood out against admitting a mistake, the old man began to feel ashamed of his former doubts. The nation was quivering with life; France was a grand nation; appearances had deceived him as well as many others. Perhaps the most of his countrymen were of a light and flippant character, given to excessive interest in the sensuous side of life; but when danger came they were fulfilling their duty simply, without the necessity of the harsh force to which the iron-clad organizations were submitting their people.
Don Marcelo would come home from these send-offs feeling a mix of exhaustion and anxiety, like someone who had just been through an emotionally intense experience. Despite his stubborn nature that made it hard for him to admit mistakes, the old man started to feel embarrassed about his previous doubts. The country was alive with energy; France was a great nation; appearances had tricked him, just like they had many others. Maybe most of his fellow citizens were carefree and superficial, overly focused on the pleasures of life; but when danger struck, they carried out their duties simply, without needing the harsh control that the strict organizations imposed on their people.
On leaving home on the morning of the fourth day of the mobilization Desnoyers, instead of betaking himself to the centre of the city, went in the opposite direction toward the rue de la Pompe. Some imprudent words dropped by Chichi, and the uneasy looks of his wife and sister-in-law made him suspect that Julio had returned from his trip. He felt the necessity of seeing at least the outside of the studio windows, as if they might give him news. And in order to justify a trip so at variance with his policy of ignoring his son, he remembered that the carpenter lived in the same street.
On leaving home on the morning of the fourth day of the mobilization, Desnoyers, instead of heading to the center of the city, went in the opposite direction toward rue de la Pompe. Some careless words dropped by Chichi, along with the worried expressions of his wife and sister-in-law, made him suspect that Julio had come back from his trip. He felt the need to see at least the outside of the studio windows, as if they might provide him with news. To justify a trip that contradicted his plan of ignoring his son, he remembered that the carpenter lived on the same street.
“I must hunt up Robert. He promised a week ago that he would come here.”
“I need to find Robert. He promised a week ago that he would come here.”
This Robert was a husky young fellow who, to use his own words, was “emancipated from boss tyranny,” and was working independently in his own home. A tiny, almost subterranean room was serving him for dwelling and workshop. A woman he called “my affinity” was looking carefully after his hearth and home, with a baby boy clinging to her skirts. Desnoyers was accustomed to humor Robert’s tirades against his fellow citizens because the man had always humored his whimseys about the incessant rearrangement of his furniture. In the luxurious apartment in the avenue Victor Hugo the carpenter would sing La Internacional while using hammer and saw, and his employer would overlook his audacity of speech because of the cheapness of his work.
This Robert was a sturdy young guy who, in his own words, was “free from boss tyranny” and was working independently at home. A tiny, almost underground room was his living space and workshop. A woman he referred to as “my partner” was taking good care of his home, with a baby boy clinging to her skirt. Desnoyers had gotten used to putting up with Robert’s rants about his fellow citizens since Robert had always indulged his quirks about constantly rearranging his furniture. In the fancy apartment on Avenue Victor Hugo, the carpenter would sing The International while using his hammer and saw, and his boss would overlook his boldness because of how affordable his work was.
Upon arriving at the shop he found the man with cap over one ear, broad trousers like a mameluke’s, hobnailed boots and various pennants and rosettes fastened to the lapels of his jacket.
Upon arriving at the shop, he saw a man with a cap tilted over one ear, baggy trousers like a mamluk's, heavy-duty boots, and various flags and rosettes pinned to the lapels of his jacket.
“You’ve come too late, Boss,” he said cheerily. “I am just going to close the factory. The Proprietor has been mobilized, and in a few hours will join his regiment.”
“You’re too late, Boss,” he said cheerfully. “I’m just about to close the factory. The Owner has been called up and will be joining his regiment in a few hours.”
And he pointed to a written paper posted on the door of his dwelling like the printed cards on all establishments, signifying that employer and employees had obeyed the order of mobilization.
And he pointed to a notice taped on the door of his home like the printed signs on all businesses, indicating that the employer and employees had followed the mobilization order.
It had never occurred to Desnoyers that his carpenter might become a soldier, since he was so opposed to all kinds of authority. He hated the flics, the Paris police, with whom he had, more than once, exchanged fisticuffs and clubbings. Militarism was his special aversion. In the meetings against the despotism of the barracks he had always been one of the noisiest participants. And was this revolutionary fellow going to war naturally and voluntarily? . . .
It had never crossed Desnoyers' mind that his carpenter might become a soldier, since he was so against all forms of authority. He loathed the cops, the Paris police, with whom he had, more than once, gotten into fights. Militarism was what he disliked the most. In the protests against the tyranny of the military, he had always been one of the loudest participants. And was this revolutionary guy going to war willingly and naturally? . . .
Robert spoke enthusiastically of his regiment, of life among comrades with Death but four steps away.
Robert spoke enthusiastically about his regiment, about life with his comrades, with Death just four steps away.
“I believe in my ideas, Boss, the same as before,” he explained as though guessing the other’s thought. “But war is war and teaches many things—among others that Liberty must be accompanied with order and authority. It is necessary that someone direct that the rest may follow—willingly, by common consent . . . but they must follow. When war actually comes one sees things very differently from when living at home doing as one pleases.”
“I still believe in my ideas, Boss, just like before,” he said as if anticipating the other’s thoughts. “But war is war, and it teaches a lot—one of those lessons is that Liberty needs to be paired with order and authority. It’s essential for someone to lead so that others can follow—willingly, by mutual agreement . . . but they have to follow. When war truly arrives, you see things in a whole new light compared to when you’re at home, doing whatever you want.”
The night that they assassinated Jaures he howled with rage, announcing that the following morning the murder would be avenged. He had hunted up his associates in the district in order to inform them what retaliation was being planned against the malefactors. But war was about to break out. There was something in the air that was opposing civil strife, that was placing private grievances in momentary abeyance, concentrating all minds on the common weal.
The night they killed Jaurès, he screamed with anger, declaring that the next morning the murder would be avenged. He gathered his associates in the area to let them know what retaliation was being planned against the criminals. But war was on the horizon. There was something in the air that was pushing back against civil conflict, putting personal grievances on hold, and focusing everyone's thoughts on the common good.
“A week ago,” he exclaimed, “I was an anti-militarist! How far away that seems now—as if a year had gone by! I keep thinking as before! I love peace and hate war like all my comrades. But the French have not offended anybody, and yet they threaten us, wishing to enslave us. . . . But we French can be fierce, since they oblige us to be, and in order to defend ourselves it is just that nobody should shirk, that all should obey. Discipline does not quarrel with Revolution. Remember the armies of the first Republic—all citizens, Generals as well as soldiers, but Hoche, Kleber and the others were rough-hewn, unpolished benefactors who knew how to command and exact obedience.”
“A week ago,” he shouted, “I was against militarism! How distant that feels now—as if a year has passed! I keep thinking the same way! I love peace and hate war like all my friends. But the French haven't offended anyone, and yet they threaten us, wanting to enslave us... But we French can be fierce, since they force us to be, and to defend ourselves, no one should avoid their duty; everyone should follow the rules. Discipline doesn’t clash with Revolution. Remember the armies of the first Republic—all citizens, Generals and soldiers alike, but Hoche, Kleber, and the others were rough, unrefined leaders who knew how to command and enforce obedience.”
The carpenter was well read. Besides the papers and pamphlets of “the Idea,” he had also read on stray sheets the views of Michelet and other liberal actors on the stage of history.
The carpenter was well-read. In addition to the papers and pamphlets of “the Idea,” he had also looked over various sheets that contained the opinions of Michelet and other progressive figures in history.
“We are going to make war on War,” he added. “We are going to fight so that this war will be the last.”
“We are going to make war on war,” he added. “We are going to fight so that this war will be the last.”
This statement did not seem to be expressed with sufficient clearness, so he recast his thought.
This statement didn't seem to be clear enough, so he rephrased his idea.
“We are going to fight for the future; we are going to die in order that our grandchildren may not have to endure a similar calamity. If the enemy triumphs, the war-habit will triumph, and conquest will be the only means of growth. First they will overcome Europe, then the rest of the world. Later on, those who have been pillaged will rise up in their wrath. More wars! . . . We do not want conquests. We desire to regain Alsace and Lorraine, for their inhabitants wish to return to us . . . and nothing more. We shall not imitate the enemy, appropriating territory and jeopardizing the peace of the world. We had enough of that with Napoleon; we must not repeat that experience. We are going to fight for our immediate security, and at the same time for the security of the world—for the life of the weaker nations. If this were a war of aggression, of mere vanity, of conquest, then we Socialists would bethink ourselves of our anti-militarism. But this is self-defense, and the government has not been at fault. Since we are attacked, we must be united in our defensive.”
“We are going to fight for the future; we are willing to die so that our grandchildren won’t have to face a similar disaster. If the enemy wins, the habit of war will prevail, and conquest will be the only way to grow. First, they will take over Europe, and then the rest of the world. Eventually, those who have been oppressed will rise up in their anger. More wars! . . . We don't want conquests. We want to get Alsace and Lorraine back because their people want to return to us . . . and nothing more. We won’t act like the enemy, seizing territory and putting the world’s peace at risk. We’ve had enough of that with Napoleon; we can't repeat that mistake. We are fighting for our immediate safety and, at the same time, for the safety of the world— for the lives of weaker nations. If this were a war of aggression, just for pride or conquest, we Socialists would reconsider our stance against militarism. But this is self-defense, and the government has done nothing wrong. Since we are being attacked, we must unite in our defense.”
The carpenter, who was also anti-clerical, was now showing a more generous tolerance, an amplitude of ideas that embraced all mankind. The day before he had met at the administration office a Reservist who was just leaving to join his regiment. At a glance he saw that this man was a priest.
The carpenter, who was also against the church, was now demonstrating a greater tolerance, a broad-mindedness that included all of humanity. The day before, he had met at the administration office a Reservist who was about to join his regiment. At a glance, he recognized that this man was a priest.
“I am a carpenter,” he had said to him, by way of introduction, “and you, comrade, are working in the churches?”
“I’m a carpenter,” he said to him as a way to introduce himself, “and you, my friend, are working in the churches?”
He employed this figure of speech in order that the priest might not suspect him of anything offensive. The two had clasped hands.
He used this figure of speech so that the priest wouldn't suspect him of anything inappropriate. The two had shaken hands.
“I do not take much stock in the clerical cowl,” Robert explained to Desnoyers. “For some time I have not been on friendly terms with religion. But in every walk of life there must be good people, and the good people ought to understand each other in a crisis like this. Don’t you think so, Boss?”
“I don’t really believe in the clerical cowl,” Robert explained to Desnoyers. “I haven’t been on good terms with religion for a while now. But in every field, there are good people, and those good people should understand each other in a crisis like this. Don’t you think so, Boss?”
The war coincided with his socialistic tendencies. Before this, when speaking of future revolution, he had felt a malign pleasure in imagining all the rich deprived of their fortunes and having to work in order to exist. Now he was equally enthusiastic at the thought that all Frenchmen would share the same fate without class distinction.
The war aligned with his socialist beliefs. Before this, when talking about a future revolution, he had taken a twisted joy in picturing all the wealthy people stripped of their riches and forced to work just to survive. Now he was just as excited by the idea that all French people would face the same destiny, regardless of class.
“All with knapsacks on their backs and eating at mess.”
“All with backpacks on their backs and eating at the mess hall.”
And he was even extending this military sobriety to those who remained behind the army. War was going to cause great scarcity of provisions, and all would have to come down to very plain fare.
And he was even applying this military seriousness to those who stayed behind the army. War was going to create a significant shortage of supplies, and everyone would have to make do with very simple meals.
“You, too, Boss, who are too old to go to war—you, with all your millions, will have to eat the same as I. . . . Admit that it is a beautiful thing.”
“You, too, Boss, who are too old to go to war—you, with all your millions, will have to eat the same as I. . . . Admit that it is a beautiful thing.”
Desnoyers was not offended by the malicious satisfaction that his future privations seemed to inspire in the carpenter. He was very thoughtful. A man of his stamp, an enemy of existing conditions, who had no property to defend, was going to war—to death, perhaps—because of a generous and distant ideal, in order that future generations might never know the actual horrors of war! To do this, he was not hesitating at the sacrifice of his former cherished beliefs, all that he had held sacred till now. . . . And he who belonged to the privileged class, who possessed so many tempting things, requiring defense, had given himself up to doubt and criticism! . . .
Desnoyers wasn’t bothered by the cruel satisfaction that his impending hardships seemed to bring to the carpenter. He was deep in thought. A man like him, someone against the status quo, who had nothing to protect, was going off to war—possibly to his death—because of a noble but distant ideal, so that future generations wouldn’t have to experience the real horrors of war! To achieve this, he wasn’t hesitating to give up his previously cherished beliefs, everything he had held sacred until now... And he, who belonged to the privileged class and owned so many tempting things that needed defending, had surrendered himself to doubt and criticism!...
Hours after, he again saw the carpenter, near the Arc de Triomphe. He was one of a group of workmen looking much as he did, and this group was joining others and still others that represented every social class—well-dressed citizens, stylish and anaemic young men, graduate students with worn jackets, pale faces and thick glasses, and youthful priests who were smiling rather shamefacedly as though they had been caught at some ridiculous escapade. At the head of this human herd was a sergeant, and as a rear guard, various soldiers with guns on their shoulders. Forward march, Reservists! . . .
Hours later, he saw the carpenter again, near the Arc de Triomphe. He was part of a group of workers who looked much like him, and this group was merging with others and more that represented every social class—well-dressed citizens, trendy but pale young men, graduate students in worn jackets with pale faces and thick glasses, and young priests who were smiling somewhat awkwardly as if they had been caught in a silly situation. Leading this crowd was a sergeant, with various soldiers carrying their guns on their shoulders as the rear guard. Forward march, Reservists! . . .
And a musical cry, a solemn harmony like a Greek chant, menacing and monotonous, surged up from this mass with open mouths, swinging arms, and legs that were opening and shutting like compasses.
And a musical cry, a solemn harmony like a Greek chant, threatening and repetitive, rose up from this crowd with open mouths, swinging arms, and legs that were moving in and out like compasses.
Robert was singing the martial chorus with such great
Robert was singing the battle song with such great
energy that his eyes and Gallic moustachios were fairly trembling. In spite of his corduroy suit and his bulging linen hand bag, he had the same grand and heroic aspect as the figures by Rude in the Arc de Triomphe. The “affinity” and the boy were trudging along the sidewalk so as to accompany him to the station. For a moment he took his eyes from them to speak with a companion in the line, shaven and serious-looking, undoubtedly the priest whom he had met the day before. Now they were talking confidentially, intimately, with that brotherliness which contact with death inspires in mankind.
energy that his eyes and French moustache were practically shaking. Despite his corduroy suit and bulging linen handbag, he had the same impressive and heroic presence as the figures by Rude in the Arc de Triomphe. The "affinity" and the boy were walking alongside the sidewalk to accompany him to the station. For a moment he looked away from them to chat with a companion in line, who was clean-shaven and serious-looking, undoubtedly the priest he had met the day before. Now they were talking quietly, personally, with that sense of camaraderie that comes from facing death.
The millionaire followed the carpenter with a look of respect, immeasurably increased since he had taken his part in this human avalanche. And this respect had in it something of envy, the envy that springs from an uneasy conscience.
The millionaire looked at the carpenter with a sense of respect that had grown tremendously since he became involved in this overwhelming situation. And this respect carried a hint of jealousy, the kind that comes from a troubled conscience.
Whenever Don Marcelo passed a bad night, suffering from nightmare, a certain terrible thing—always the same—would torment his imagination. Rarely did he dream of mortal peril to his family or self. The frightful vision was always that certain notes bearing his signature were presented for collection which he, Marcelo Desnoyers, the man always faithful to his bond, with a past of immaculate probity, was not able to pay. Such a possibility made him tremble, and long after waking his heart would be oppressed with terror. To his imagination this was the greatest disgrace that a man could suffer.
Whenever Don Marcelo had a rough night filled with nightmares, a certain terrifying thing—always the same—would haunt his mind. He rarely dreamed of his family or himself facing mortal danger. The horrifying vision was always about certain notes with his signature being presented for payment, which he, Marcelo Desnoyers, a man who had always honored his commitments and had a spotless past, was unable to cover. The thought of this possibility made him shudder, and long after waking, he would feel a heavy sense of dread. In his mind, this was the greatest disgrace a man could endure.
Now that war was overturning his existence with its agitations, the same agonies were reappearing. Completely awake, with full powers of reasoning, he was suffering exactly the same distress as when in his horrible dreams he saw his dishonored signature on a protested document.
Now that war was disrupting his life with its turmoil, the same pains were coming back. Wide awake, with his mind fully engaged, he was experiencing the exact same anguish as when in his terrible dreams he saw his shamed signature on a rejected document.
All his past was looming up before his eyes with such extraordinary clearness that it seemed as though until then his mind must have been in hopeless confusion. The threatened land of France was his native country. Fifteen centuries of history had been working for him, in order that his opening eyes might survey progress and comforts that his ancestors did not even know. Many generations of Desnoyers had prepared for his advent into life by struggling with the land and defending it that he might be born into a free family and fireside. . . . And when his turn had come for continuing this effort, when his time had arrived in the rosary of generations—he had fled like a debtor evading payment! . . . On coming into his fatherland he had contracted obligations with the human group to whom he owed his existence. This obligation should be paid with his arms, with any sacrifice that would repel danger . . . and he had eluded the acknowledgment of his signature, fleeing his country and betraying his trust to his forefathers! Ah, miserable coward! The material success of his life, the riches acquired in a remote country, were comparatively of no importance. There are failures that millions cannot blot out. The uneasiness of his conscience was proving it now. Proof, too, was in the envy and respect inspired by this poor mechanic marching to meet his death with others equally humble, all kindled with the satisfaction of duty fulfilled, of sacrifice accepted.
All his past was vividly replaying in his mind, making it seem like he had been in complete chaos until now. The threatened land of France was his homeland. Fifteen centuries of history had been building toward this moment, so his eyes could see progress and comforts that his ancestors never imagined. Generations of Desnoyers had prepared for his arrival by fighting for the land and defending it so he could be born into a free family and home. . . . And when it was his turn to carry on this legacy, when it was his moment in the long line of generations—he had run away like a debtor dodging payment! . . . By returning to his homeland, he had taken on responsibilities to the people to whom he owed his life. This responsibility should be fulfilled with his strength, with any sacrifice needed to fend off danger . . . but he had avoided accepting his duty, fleeing his country and betraying his ancestors! Ah, pathetic coward! The material success he found abroad, the wealth he gained in a faraway land, held little significance. Some failures are beyond erasure, no matter how much time passes. The discomfort in his conscience was proving that now. There was also the evidence in the envy and respect shown to this poor worker marching toward his death alongside others just as humble, all fueled by the pride of duty fulfilled and sacrifice embraced.
The memory of Madariaga came to his memory.
The memory of Madariaga came to him.
“Where we make our riches, and found a family—there is our country.”
“Where we build our wealth and create a family—there is our home.”
No, the statement of the centaur was not correct. In normal times, perhaps. Far from one’s native land when it is not exposed to danger, one may forget it for a few years. But he was living now in France, and France was being obliged to defend herself against enemies wishing to overpower her. The sight of all her people rising en masse was becoming an increasingly shameful torture for Desnoyers, making him think all the time of what he should have done in his youth, of what he had dodged.
No, the centaur's statement wasn't accurate. Maybe during normal times, but when you're far from home and it's not in danger, you might forget it for a few years. But he was living in France now, and France had to defend itself against enemies trying to conquer it. Watching all her people rise up in massive numbers was becoming an increasingly shameful torment for Desnoyers, constantly reminding him of what he should have done in his youth, of what he had avoided.
The veterans of ‘70 were passing through the streets, with the green and black ribbon in their lapel, souvenirs of the privations of the Siege of Paris, and of heroic and disastrous campaigns. The sight of these men, satisfied with their past, made him turn pale. Nobody was recalling his, but he knew it, and that was enough. In vain his reason would try to lull this interior tempest. . . . Those times were different; then there was none of the present unanimity; the Empire was unpopular . . . everything was lost. . . . But the recollection of a celebrated sentence was fixing itself in his mind as an obsession—“France still remained!” Many had thought as he did in his youth, but they had not, therefore, evaded military service. They had stood by their country in a last and desperate resistance.
The veterans of the '70s were walking through the streets, wearing green and black ribbons in their lapels, reminders of the hardships from the Siege of Paris and the heroic yet tragic campaigns. The sight of these men, at peace with their past, made him pale. No one was remembering him, but he knew it, and that was enough. His reason tried in vain to calm this inner storm... Those times were different; back then, there was no sense of unity like today; the Empire was unpopular... everything felt lost... But the memory of a famous phrase was becoming an obsession in his mind—“France still remained!” Many had shared his thoughts in their youth, but that didn't stop them from serving. They had supported their country in one final, desperate fight.
Useless was his excuse-making reasoning. Nobler thoughts showed him the fallacy of this beating around the bush. Explanations and demonstrations are unnecessary to the understanding of patriotic and religious ideals; true patriotism does not need them. One’s country . . . is one’s country. And the laboring man, skeptical and jesting, the self-centred farmer, the solitary pastor, all had sprung to action at the sound of this conjuring word, comprehending it instantly, without previous instruction.
His excuse-making was pointless. Greater thoughts revealed to him the flaws in this avoidance. Explanations and demonstrations aren't needed to grasp patriotic and religious ideals; genuine patriotism doesn't require them. One's country is simply one’s country. And the working man, doubtful and joking, the self-focused farmer, the solitary pastor, all sprang into action at the mention of this magic word, understanding it immediately, without any prior teaching.
“It is necessary to pay,” Don Marcelo kept repeating mentally. “I ought to pay my debt.”
“It’s necessary to pay,” Don Marcelo kept thinking to himself. “I should pay my debt.”
As in his dreams, he was constantly feeling the anguish of an upright and desperate man who wishes to meet his obligations.
As in his dreams, he was always feeling the pain of an honest and desperate guy who wants to fulfill his responsibilities.
Pay! . . . and how? It was now very late. For a moment the heroic resolution came into his head of offering himself as a volunteer, of marching with his bag at his side in some one of the groups of future combatants, the same as the carpenter. But the uselessness of the sacrifice came immediately into his mind. Of what use would it be? . . . He looked robust and was well-preserved for his age, but he was over seventy, and only the young make good soldiers. Combat is but one incident in the struggle. Equally necessary are the hardship and self-denial in the form of interminable marches, extremes of temperature, nights in the open air, shoveling earth, digging trenches, loading carts, suffering hunger. . . . No; it was too late. He could not even leave an illustrious name that might serve as an example.
Pay! . . . how? It was really late now. For a moment, he had the brave idea of volunteering, of joining one of the groups of future fighters, just like the carpenter. But the pointlessness of such a sacrifice quickly hit him. What good would it do? . . . He looked strong and was in good shape for his age, but he was over seventy, and only young people make good soldiers. Combat is just one part of the struggle. Just as important are the hardships and self-denial that come with endless marches, extreme temperatures, nights spent outdoors, shoveling dirt, digging trenches, loading carts, and dealing with hunger. . . . No; it was too late. He couldn't even leave behind a great name to set an example.
Instinctively he glanced behind. He was not alone in the world; he had a son who could assume his father’s debt . . . but that hope only lasted a minute. His son was not French; he belonged to another people; half of his blood was from another source. Besides, how could the boy be expected to feel as he did? Would he even understand if his father should explain it to him? . . . It was useless to expect anything from this lady-killing, dancing clown, from this fellow of senseless bravado, who was constantly exposing his life in duels in order to satisfy a silly sense of honor.
Instinctively, he looked back. He wasn't alone in the world; he had a son who could take on his father's debt... but that hope only lasted a moment. His son wasn't French; he was from another culture; half of his blood came from somewhere else. Besides, how could the boy be expected to feel the way he did? Would he even understand if his father tried to explain it to him?... It was pointless to expect anything from this lady-killer, dancing clown, this guy full of foolish bravado, who was always risking his life in duels just to satisfy a ridiculous sense of honor.
Oh, the meekness of the bluff Senor Desnoyers after these reflections! . . . His family felt alarmed at seeing the humility and gentleness with which he moved around the house. The two men-servants had gone to join their regiments, and to them the most surprising result of the declaration of war was the sudden kindness of their master, the lavishness of his farewell gifts, the paternal care with which he supervised their preparations for departure. The terrible Don Marcelo embraced them with moist eyes, and the two had to exert themselves to prevent his accompanying them to the station.
Oh, how humble Senor Desnoyers seemed after these thoughts! His family was worried about the gentleness and modesty he displayed around the house. The two male servants had gone to rejoin their regiments, and for them, the most surprising outcome of the war declaration was their master's sudden kindness, the generous farewell gifts he gave them, and the fatherly attention he showed while overseeing their preparations to leave. The formidable Don Marcelo hugged them with teary eyes, and the two had to work hard to keep him from following them to the station.
Outside of his home he was slipping about humbly as though mutely asking pardon of the many people around him. To him they all appeared his superiors. It was a period of economic crisis; for the time being, the rich also were experiencing what it was to be poor and worried; the banks had suspended operations and were paying only a small part of their deposits. For some weeks the millionaire was deprived of his wealth, and felt restless before the uncertain future. How long would it be before they could send him money from South America? Was war going to take away fortunes as well as lives? . . . And yet Desnoyers had never appreciated money less, nor disposed of it with greater generosity.
Outside his house, he was moving around humbly as if silently asking for forgiveness from the many people around him. To him, they all seemed superior. It was a time of economic crisis; for now, the wealthy were also experiencing what it meant to be poor and anxious; the banks had halted operations and were only handing out a small portion of their deposits. For weeks, the millionaire was cut off from his wealth and felt uneasy about the uncertain future. How long would it take before they could send him money from South America? Would the war take away fortunes as well as lives? . . . And yet, Desnoyers had never valued money less, nor spent it with greater generosity.
Numberless mobilized men of the lower classes who were going alone toward the station met a gentleman who would timidly stop them, put his hand in his pocket and leave in their right hand a bill of twenty francs, fleeing immediately before their astonished eyes. The working-women who were returning weeping from saying good-bye to their husbands saw this same gentleman smiling at the children who were with them, patting their cheeks and hastening away, leaving a five-franc piece in their hands.
Countless mobilized men from the lower classes heading alone to the station encountered a gentleman who would shyly stop them, reach into his pocket, and place a twenty-franc bill in their right hand before quickly fleeing before their stunned eyes. The working women returning in tears from saying goodbye to their husbands saw this same gentleman smiling at the children with them, patting their cheeks, and hurrying away, leaving a five-franc coin in their hands.
Don Marcelo, who had never smoked, was now frequenting the tobacco shops, coming out with hands and pockets filled in order that he might, with lavish generosity, press the packages upon the first soldier he met. At times the recipient, smiling courteously, would thank him with a few words, revealing his superior breeding—afterwards passing the gift on to others clad in cloaks as coarse and badly cut as his own. The mobilization, universally obligatory, often caused him to make these mistakes.
Don Marcelo, who had never smoked, was now going to the tobacco shops, coming out with his hands and pockets full so he could generously give the packages to the first soldier he encountered. Sometimes, the soldier would smile politely and thank him with a few words, showing his superior upbringing—only to pass the gift on to others wearing cloaks as rough and poorly tailored as his own. The mobilization, which was mandatory for everyone, often led him to make these missteps.
The rough hands pressing his with a grateful clasp, left him satisfied for a few moments. Ah, if he could only do more! . . . The Government in mobilizing its vehicles had appropriated three of his monumental automobiles, and Desnoyers felt very sorry that they were not also taking the fourth mastodon. Of what use were they to him? The shepherds of this monstrous herd, the chauffeur and his assistants, were now in the army. Everybody was marching away. Finally he and his son would be the only ones left—two useless creatures.
The rough hands gripping his with a thankful clasp left him feeling satisfied for a few moments. Ah, if only he could do more! . . . The government, in mobilizing its vehicles, had taken three of his massive cars, and Desnoyers felt really sorry that they weren't also taking the fourth one. What good were they to him? The caretakers of this enormous fleet, the chauffeur and his crew, were now in the army. Everyone was leaving. Soon, he and his son would be the only ones left—two pointless individuals.
He roared with wrath on learning of the enemy’s entrance into Belgium, considering this the most unheard-of treason in history. He suffered agonies of shame at remembering that at first he had held the exalted patriots of his country responsible for the war. . . . What perfidy, methodically carried out after long years of preparation! The accounts of the sackings, fires and butcheries made him turn pale and gnash his teeth. To him, to Marcelo Desnoyers, might happen the very same thing that Belgium was enduring, if the barbarians should invade France. He had a home in the city, a castle in the country, and a family. Through association of ideas, the women assaulted by the soldiery, made him think of Chichi and the dear Dona Luisa. The mansions in flames called to his mind the rare and costly furnishings accumulated in his expensive dwellings—the armorial bearings of his social elevation. The old folk that were shot, the women foully mutilated, the children with their hands cut off, all the horrors of a war of terror, aroused the violence of his character.
He erupted in anger upon hearing about the enemy's entry into Belgium, viewing it as an unprecedented act of betrayal in history. He felt intense shame when he recalled that at first he had blamed the noble patriots of his country for the war. . . . What treachery, carefully executed after years of planning! The reports of looting, fires, and massacres made him turn pale and grind his teeth. To him, Marcelo Desnoyers, the same fate that Belgium was facing could happen if the barbarians invaded France. He had a home in the city, a castle in the countryside, and a family. The thought of the women assaulted by soldiers reminded him of Chichi and the beloved Dona Luisa. The burning mansions brought to mind the rare and valuable furnishings he had collected in his lavish homes—the coats of arms signifying his social status. The elderly being shot, women brutally mutilated, and children with severed hands—all the horrors of a war of terror ignited the fury of his character.
And such things could happen with impunity in this day and generation! . . .
And things like this could happen without consequences in this day and age! . .
In order to convince himself that punishment was near, that vengeance was overtaking the guilty ones, he felt the necessity of mingling daily with the people crowding around the Gare de l’Est.
To reassure himself that punishment was coming and that vengeance was catching up to the guilty, he felt the need to mix daily with the crowds at the Gare de l’Est.
Although the greater part of the troops were operating on the frontiers, that was not diminishing the activity in Paris. Entire battalions were no longer going off, but day and night soldiers were coming to the station singly or in groups. These were Reserves without uniform on their way to enroll themselves with their companies, officials who until then had been busy with the work of the mobilization, platoons in arms destined to fill the great gaps opened by death.
Although most of the troops were stationed on the frontiers, that didn't lessen the activity in Paris. Entire battalions weren't leaving anymore, but day and night, soldiers were arriving at the station, either alone or in groups. These were Reserves without uniforms on their way to join their companies, officials who had been busy with the mobilization efforts, and armed platoons meant to fill the large gaps left by casualties.
The multitude, pressed against the railing, was greeting those who were going off, following them with their eyes while they were crossing the large square. The latest editions of the daily papers were announced with hoarse yells, and instantly the dark throng would be spotted with white, all reading with avidity the printed sheets. Good news: “Vive la France!” A doubtful despatch, foreshadowing calamity: “No matter! We must press on at all costs! The Russians will close in behind them!” And while these dialogues, inspired by the latest news were taking place, many young girls were going among the groups offering little flags and tricolored cockades—and passing through the patio, men and still more men were disappearing behind the glass doors, on their way to the war.
The crowd, packed against the railing, was waving goodbye to those departing, following them with their eyes as they crossed the large square. The latest editions of the daily papers were shouted out loudly, and immediately the dark mass was splashed with white, everyone eagerly reading the printed pages. Good news: “Long live France!” A questionable report hinting at disaster: “No matter! We must keep going at all costs! The Russians will come in behind them!” And while these conversations, fueled by the latest updates, were happening, many young girls were moving among the groups, offering small flags and tricolor cockades—and as they passed through the patio, men and even more men were disappearing behind the glass doors, heading off to war.
A sub-lieutenant of the Reserves, with his bag on his shoulder, was accompanied by his father toward the file of policemen keeping the crowds back. Desnoyers saw in the young officer a certain resemblance to his son. The father was wearing in his lapel the black and green ribbon of 1870—a decoration which always filled Desnoyers with remorse. He was tall and gaunt, but was still trying to hold himself erect, with a heavy frown. He wanted to show himself fierce, inhuman, in order to hide his emotion.
A reserve sub-lieutenant, with a bag slung over his shoulder, was walking with his father toward the line of police holding back the crowds. Desnoyers noticed that the young officer looked somewhat like his son. The father had a black and green ribbon from 1870 pinned to his lapel—a decoration that always made Desnoyers feel guilty. He was tall and thin, but still tried to stand upright, wearing a serious frown. He wanted to appear tough and emotionless to mask what he was feeling.
“Good-bye, my boy! Do your best.”
“Goodbye, my boy! Do your best.”
“Good-bye, father.”
"Goodbye, Dad."
They did not clasp hands, and each was avoiding looking at the other. The official was smiling like an automaton. The father turned his back brusquely, and threading his way through the throng, entered a cafe, where for some time he needed the most retired seat in the darkest earner to hide his emotion.
They didn't hold hands, and each was trying not to look at the other. The official had a robotic smile. The father suddenly turned away and made his way through the crowd, entering a café where he needed the most secluded seat in the darkest corner for a while to hide his feelings.
AND DON MARCELO ENVIED HIS GRIEF.
AND DON MARCELO ENVIED HIS SORROW.
Some of the Reservists came along singing, preceded by a flag. They were joking and jostling each other, betraying in excited actions, long halts at all the taverns along the way. One of them, without interrupting his song, was pressing the hand of an old woman marching beside him, cheerful and dry-eyed. The mother was concentrating all her strength in order, with feigned happiness, to accompany this strapping lad to the last minute.
Some of the Reservists came along singing, followed by a flag. They joked and nudged each other, showing their excitement with lively actions and frequent stops at all the bars along the way. One of them, still singing, was holding the hand of an old woman walking next to him, cheerful and dry-eyed. The mother was putting all her effort into pretending to be happy as she accompanied this strong young man until the very end.
Others were coming along singly, separated from their companies, but not on that account alone. The gun was hanging from the shoulder, the back overlaid by the hump of the knapsack, the red legs shooting in and out of the turned-back folds of the blue cloak, and the smoke of a pipe under the visor of the kepis. In front of one of these men, four children were walking along, lined up according to size. They kept turning their heads to admire their father, suddenly glorified by his military trappings. At his side was marching his wife, affable and resigned, feeling in her simple soul a revival of love, an ephemeral Spring, born of the contact with danger. The man, a laborer of Paris, who a few months before was singing La Internacional, demanding the abolishment of armies and the brotherhood of all mankind, was now going in quest of death. His wife, choking back her sobs, was admiring him greatly. Affection and commiseration made her insist upon giving him a few last counsels. In his knapsack she had put his best handkerchiefs, the few provisions in the house and all the money. Her man was not to be uneasy about her and the children; they would get along all right. The government and kind neighbors would look after them.
Others were coming along one by one, separated from their groups, but not just because of that. The gun hung from his shoulder, the weight of his backpack shifting his back, his red legs poking in and out of the folded blue cloak, and the smoke from a pipe escaping under the brim of his cap. In front of one of these men, four children walked in order of height. They kept turning their heads to admire their father, suddenly looking impressive in his military gear. Walking beside him was his wife, friendly yet resigned, feeling a rush of love, a fleeting springtime feeling brought on by the touch of danger. The man, a laborer from Paris, who just a few months earlier was singing La Internacional, calling for the end of armies and the brotherhood of all people, was now heading off in search of death. His wife, holding back her tears, looked at him with deep admiration. With love and sympathy, she insisted on giving him a few last pieces of advice. In his backpack, she had packed his best handkerchiefs, some provisions from their home, and all their money. She wanted him to know he shouldn’t worry about her and the kids; they would be fine. The government and kind neighbors would take care of them.
The soldier in reply was jesting over the somewhat misshapen figure of his wife, saluting the coming citizen, and prophesying that he would be born in a time of great victory. A kiss to the wife, an affectionate hair-pull for his offspring, and then he had joined his comrades. . . . No tears. Courage! . . . Vive la France!
The soldier replied jokingly about his wife's somewhat unusual shape, greeting the soon-to-be citizen and predicting a time of great victory for them. He gave his wife a kiss, playfully tugged his child's hair, and then joined his fellow soldiers... No tears. Stay strong! ... Long live France!
The final injunctions of the departing were now heard. Nobody was crying. But as the last red pantaloons disappeared, many hands grasped the iron railing convulsively, many handkerchiefs were bitten with gnashing teeth, many faces were hidden in the arms with sobs of anguish.
The final goodbyes from those leaving could now be heard. No one was crying. But as the last red pants disappeared, many hands gripped the iron railing tightly, many handkerchiefs were bitten down on with clenched teeth, and many faces were buried in arms, sobbing in pain.
AND DON MARCELO ENVIED THESE TEARS.
AND DON MARCELO ENVIED THESE TEARS.
The old woman, on losing the warm contact of her son’s hand from her withered one, turned in the direction which she believed to be that of the hostile country, waving her arms with threatening fury.
The old woman, feeling the absence of her son's warm hand from her frail one, turned toward what she thought was the direction of the enemy territory, waving her arms in a threatening manner.
“Ah, the assassin! . . . the bandit!”
“Ah, the assassin! . . . the thief!”
In her wrathful imagination she was again seeing the countenance so often displayed in the illustrated pages of the periodicals—moustaches insolently aggressive, a mouth with the jaw and teeth of a wolf, that laughed . . . and laughed as men must have laughed in the time of the cave-men.
In her angry thoughts, she was once more envisioning the face that frequently appeared in the illustrated magazines—moustaches that were boldly defiant, a mouth with the jaw and teeth of a wolf, that laughed... and laughed like men must have laughed in the days of cavemen.
CHAPTER II
NEW LIFE
When Marguerite was able to return to the studio in the rue de la Pompe, Julio, who had been living in a perpetual bad humor, seeing everything in the blackest colors, suddenly felt a return of his old optimism.
When Marguerite was finally able to go back to the studio on rue de la Pompe, Julio, who had been stuck in a constant bad mood and seeing everything in the worst light, suddenly felt a revival of his old optimism.
The war was not going to be so cruel as they all had at first imagined. The days had passed by, and the movements of the troops were beginning to be less noticeable. As the number of men diminished in the streets, the feminine population seemed to have increased. Although there was great scarcity of money, the banks still remaining closed, the necessity for it was increasingly great, in order to secure provisions. Memories of the famine of the siege of ‘70 tormented the imagination. Since war had broken out with the same enemy, it seemed but logical to everybody to expect a repetition of the same happenings. The storehouses were besieged by women who were securing stale food at exorbitant prices in order to store it in their homes. Future hunger was producing more terror than immediate dangers.
The war wasn't going to be as brutal as everyone first thought. The days went by, and the movements of the troops were becoming less noticeable. As the number of men on the streets decreased, the number of women seemed to increase. Even though there was a severe shortage of money, with the banks still closed, the need for it was becoming more urgent, especially to secure food supplies. Memories of the famine during the siege in '70 haunted people's minds. Since the war had broken out with the same enemy, it seemed logical for everyone to expect history to repeat itself. The warehouses were overwhelmed with women who were buying old food at sky-high prices to stock up at home. The fear of future hunger was creating more anxiety than the immediate dangers.
For young Desnoyers these were about all the transformations that war was creating around him. People would finally become accustomed to the new existence. Humanity has a certain reserve force of adaptation which enables it to mould itself to circumstances and continue existing. He was hoping to continue his life as though nothing had happened. It was enough for him that Marguerite should continue faithful to their past. Together they would see events slipping by them with the cruel luxuriousness of those who, from an inaccessible height, contemplate a flood without the slightest risk to themselves.
For young Desnoyers, these were pretty much all the changes that the war was causing around him. People would eventually get used to this new reality. Humanity has a certain resilience that allows it to adapt to circumstances and keep going. He was hoping to carry on with his life as if nothing had changed. It was enough for him that Marguerite remained true to their past. Together, they would watch events unfold before them like those who, from a safe distance, observe a flood without any danger to themselves.
This selfish attitude had also become habitual to Argensola.
This selfish attitude had also become a habit for Argensola.
“Let us be neutral,” the Bohemian would say. “Neutrality does not necessarily mean indifference. Let us enjoy the great spectacle, since nothing like it will ever happen again in our lifetime.”
“Let’s be neutral,” the Bohemian would say. “Neutrality doesn’t have to mean indifference. Let’s enjoy the amazing spectacle, since nothing like this will ever happen again in our lifetime.”
It was unfortunate that war should happen to come when they had so little money. Argensola was hating the banks even more than the Central Powers, distinguishing with special antipathy the trust company which was delaying payment of Julio’s check. How lovely it would have been with this sum available, to have forestalled events by laying in every class of commodity! In order to supplement the domestic scrimping, he again had to solicit the aid of Dona Luisa. War had lessened Don Marcelo’s precautions, and the family was now living in generous unconcern. The mother, like other house mistresses, had stored up provisions for months and months to come, buying whatever eatables she was able to lay hands on. Argensola took advantage of this abundance, repeating his visits to the home in the avenue Victor Hugo, descending its service stairway with great packages which were swelling the supplies in the studio.
It was unfortunate that war had to come when they had so little money. Argensola was hating the banks even more than the Central Powers, especially resenting the trust company that was delaying Julio’s check. How great it would have been to have this money available to stock up on every kind of supply! To make up for the household shortages, he had to once again ask Dona Luisa for help. The war had made Don Marcelo less cautious, and the family was now living in a carefree way. The mother, like other household managers, had stocked up on months’ worth of provisions, buying whatever food she could get her hands on. Argensola took advantage of this abundance, making repeated visits to the home on Avenue Victor Hugo, coming down the service stairs with large packages that were adding to the supplies in the studio.
He felt all the joys of a good housekeeper in surveying the treasures piled up in the kitchen—great tins of canned meat, pyramids of butter crocks, and bags of dried vegetables. He had accumulated enough there to maintain a large family. The war had now offered a new pretext for him to visit Don Marcelo’s wine-vaults.
He felt the satisfaction of a skilled housekeeper as he looked over the treasures piled up in the kitchen—huge cans of meat, stacks of butter containers, and bags of dried vegetables. He had gathered enough supplies to support a large family. The war had now given him a new excuse to check out Don Marcelo’s wine cellar.
“Let them come!” he would say with a heroic gesture as he took stock of his treasure trove. “Let them come when they will! We are ready for them!”
“Let them come!” he would say with a bold gesture as he assessed his treasure trove. “Let them come whenever they want! We’re ready for them!”
The care and increase of his provisions, and the investigation of news were the two functions of his existence. It seemed necessary to procure ten, twelve, fifteen papers a day; some because they were reactionary, and the novelty of seeing all the French united filled him with enthusiasm; others because they were radical and must be better informed of the news received from the government. They generally appeared at midday, at three, at four and at five in the afternoon. An half hour’s delay in the publication of the sheet raised great hopes in the public, on the qui vive for stupendous news. All the last supplements were snatched up; everybody had his pockets stuffed with papers, waiting anxiously the issue of extras in order to buy them, too. Yet all the sheets were saying approximately the same thing.
The management and gathering of his supplies, along with keeping up with the news, were the two main purposes of his life. He felt it was essential to get ten, twelve, or even fifteen newspapers a day; some because they were conservative, and the excitement of seeing all the French united thrilled him; others because they were progressive and needed to be better informed about the news coming from the government. They usually came out around noon, at three, four, and five in the afternoon. A half-hour delay in the publication of the paper sparked great anticipation among the public, eager for sensational news. All the last extra editions were quickly snatched up; everyone had their pockets packed with papers, anxiously waiting to buy the extras as well. Yet all the newspapers were saying pretty much the same thing.
Argensola was developing a credulous, enthusiastic soul, capable of admitting many improbable things. He presumed that this same spirit was probably animating everybody around him. At times, his old critical attitude would threaten to rebel, but doubt was repulsed as something dishonorable. He was living in a new world, and it was but natural that extraordinary things should occur that could be neither measured nor explained by the old processes of reasoning. So he commented with infantile joy on the marvellous accounts in the daily papers—of combats between a single Belgian platoon and entire regiments of enemies, putting them to disorderly flight; of the German fear of the bayonet that made them run like hares the instant that the charge sounded; of the inefficiency of the German artillery whose projectiles always missed fire.
Argensola was developing a gullible, enthusiastic personality, open to accepting many unlikely things. He thought this same mindset was likely shared by everyone around him. Occasionally, his old critical thinking would threaten to surface, but he dismissed doubt as something shameful. He was living in a new world, so it made sense that extraordinary things would happen that couldn’t be measured or explained by old ways of thinking. He commented with childlike excitement on the amazing stories in the daily newspapers—about battles between a single Belgian platoon and entire enemy regiments, sending them into chaotic retreat; about the Germans' fear of the bayonet that made them flee like rabbits as soon as the charge was sounded; and about the incompetence of the German artillery, whose shells always failed to explode.
It was logical and natural that little Belgium should conquer gigantic Germany—a repetition of David and Goliath—with all the metaphors and images that this unequal contest had inspired across so many centuries. Like the greater part of the nation, he had the mentality of a reader of tales of chivalry who feels himself defrauded if the hero, single-handed, fails to cleave a thousand enemies with one fell stroke. He purposely chose the most sensational papers, those which published many stories of single encounters, of individual deeds about which nobody could know with any degree of certainty.
It made perfect sense that tiny Belgium would take on massive Germany—like a modern-day David versus Goliath—bringing to mind all the metaphors and images that this uneven fight has sparked over the centuries. Like most of the country, he had the mindset of someone who reads tales of chivalry and feels cheated if the hero doesn’t single-handedly defeat hundreds of foes in one blow. He intentionally picked the most sensational newspapers, those that featured lots of stories about individual confrontations and heroic acts that no one could really verify.
The intervention of England on the seas made him imagine a frightful famine, coming providentially like a thunder-clap to torture the enemy. He honestly believed that ten days of this maritime blockade would convert Germany into a group of shipwrecked sailors floating on a raft. This vision made him repeat his visits to the kitchen to gloat over his packages of provisions.
The intervention of England on the seas made him envision a terrible famine, arriving unexpectedly like a thunderclap to torment the enemy. He honestly believed that ten days of this naval blockade would turn Germany into a bunch of shipwrecked sailors adrift on a raft. This idea drove him to keep visiting the kitchen to relish his stockpiles of food.
“Ah, what they would give in Berlin for my treasures!” . . .
“Ah, what they would pay in Berlin for my treasures!” . . .
Never had Argensola eaten with greater avidity. Consideration of the great privations suffered by the adversary was sharpening his appetite to a monstrous capacity. White bread, golden brown and crusty, was stimulating him to an almost religious ecstasy.
Never had Argensola eaten with greater eagerness. The thought of the severe hardships endured by his opponent was making him hungrier than ever. The sight of the white bread, golden brown and crusty, was inspiring him to a nearly spiritual delight.
“If friend William could only get his claws on this!” he would chuckle to his companion.
“If only my friend William could get his hands on this!” he would laugh to his companion.
So he chewed and swallowed with increasing relish; solids and liquids on passing through his mouth seemed to be acquiring a new flavor, rare and divine. Distant hunger for him was a stimulant, a sauce of endless delight.
So he chewed and swallowed with growing enjoyment; solids and liquids passing through his mouth felt like they were taking on a new, rare, and divine flavor. The distant hunger stimulated him, acting like a sauce of endless delight.
While France was inspiring his enthusiasm, he was conceding greater credit to Russia. “Ah, those Cossacks!” . . . He was accustomed to speak of them as intimate friends. He loved to describe the unbridled gallop of the wild horsemen, impalpable as phantoms, and so terrible in their wrath that the enemy could not look them in the face. The concierge and the stay-at-homes used to listen to him with all the respect due to a foreign gentleman, knowing much of the great outside world with which they were not familiar.
While France was fueling his excitement, he gave even more credit to Russia. “Ah, those Cossacks!” . . . He often talked about them like they were close friends. He loved to describe the wild gallop of the rampaging horsemen, as elusive as ghosts, and so fierce in their anger that the enemy couldn't face them. The concierge and the people who stayed behind always listened to him with the respect owed to a foreign gentleman, aware of the vast world beyond their own that they didn't know much about.
“The Cossacks will adjust the accounts of these bandits!” he would conclude with absolute assurance. “Within a month they will have entered Berlin.”
“The Cossacks will settle the score with these bandits!” he would conclude with complete confidence. “In a month, they’ll be in Berlin.”
And his public composed of women—wives and mothers of those who had gone to war—would modestly agree with him, with that irresistible desire which we all feel of placing our hopes on something distant and mysterious. The French would defend the country, reconquering, besides the lost territories, but the Cossacks—of whom so many were speaking but so few had seen—were going to give the death blow. The only person who knew them at first hand was Tchernoff, and to Argensola’s astonishment, he listened to his words without showing any enthusiasm. The Cossacks were for him simply one body of the Russian army—good enough soldiers, but incapable of working the miracles that everybody was expecting from them.
And his audience was made up of women—wives and mothers of those who had gone to war—who would modestly agree with him, sharing that irresistible urge we all have to pin our hopes on something distant and mysterious. The French would defend the country, reclaiming not just the lost territories, but the Cossacks—who were talked about a lot but seen by very few—were expected to deliver the final blow. The only person who knew them well was Tchernoff, and to Argensola’s surprise, he listened to Tchernoff’s words without showing any excitement. To him, the Cossacks were simply part of the Russian army—decent soldiers, but not capable of performing the miracles that everyone was expecting from them.
“That Tchernoff!” exclaimed Argensola. “Since he hates the Czar, he thinks the entire country mad. He is a revolutionary fanatic. . . . And I am opposed to all fanaticisms.”
“That Tchernoff!” Argensola exclaimed. “Because he hates the Czar, he thinks the whole country is crazy. He’s a revolutionary fanatic… And I’m against all forms of fanaticism.”
Julio was listening absent-mindedly to the news brought by his companion, the vibrating statements recited in declamatory tones, the plans of the campaign traced out on an enormous map fastened to the wall of the studio and bristling with tiny flags that marked the camps of the belligerent armies. Every issue of the papers obliged the Spaniard to arrange a new dance of the pins on the map, followed by his comments of bomb-proof optimism.
Julio was half-listening to the news shared by his friend, the loud statements delivered in dramatic tones, the campaign plans laid out on a huge map pinned to the studio wall and covered with tiny flags indicating the locations of the fighting armies. Every newspaper issue forced the Spaniard to rearrange the pins on the map, accompanied by his consistently optimistic remarks.
“We have entered into Alsace; very good! . . . It appears now that we abandon Alsace. Splendid! I suspect the cause. It is in order to enter again in a better place, getting at the enemy from behind. . . . They say that Liege has fallen. What a lie! . . . And if it does fall, it doesn’t matter. Just an incident, nothing more! The others remain . . . the others! . . . that are advancing on the Eastern side, and are going to enter Berlin.”
“We’ve entered Alsace; great! . . . Now it looks like we’re leaving Alsace. Awesome! I have a feeling I know why. It’s so we can come back from a better spot and hit the enemy from behind. . . . They’re saying that Liege has fallen. What a joke! . . . And even if it does fall, who cares? Just a minor detail, nothing more! The others are still out there . . . the others! . . . who are pushing from the east and are going to march into Berlin.”
The news from the Russian front was his favorite, but obliged him to remain in suspense every time that he tried to find on the map the obscure names of the places where the admired Cossacks were exhibiting their wonderful exploits.
The news from the Russian front was his favorite, but it kept him on the edge of his seat every time he tried to find on the map the strange names of the places where the Cossacks he admired were showing off their amazing feats.
Meanwhile Julio was continuing the course of his own reflections. Marguerite! . . . She had come back at last, and yet each time seemed to be drifting further away from him. . . .
Meanwhile, Julio was still going through his own thoughts. Marguerite! . . . She had finally returned, but each time she seemed to drift further away from him. . . .
In the first days of the mobilization, he had haunted her neighborhood, trying to appease his longing by this illusory proximity. Marguerite had written to him, urging patience. How fortunate it was that he was a foreigner and would not have to endure the hardship of war! Her brother, an officer in the artillery Reserves, was going at almost any minute. Her mother, who made her home with this bachelor son, had kept an astonishing serenity up to the last minute, although she had wept much while the war was still but a possibility. She herself had prepared the soldier’s outfit so that the small valise might contain all that was indispensable for campaign life. But Marguerite had divined her poor mother’s secret struggles not to reveal her despair, in moist eyes and trembling hands. It was impossible to leave her alone at such a time. . . . Then had come the farewell. “God be with you, my son! Do your duty, but be prudent.” Not a tear nor a sign of weakness. All her family had advised her not to accompany her son to the railway station, so his sister had gone with him. And upon returning home, Marguerite had found her mother rigid in her arm chair, with a set face, avoiding all mention of her son, speaking of the friends who also had sent their boys to the war, as if they only could comprehend her torture. “Poor Mama! I ought to be with her now more than ever. . . . To-morrow, if I can, I shall come to see you.”
In the first days of the mobilization, he kept coming to her neighborhood, trying to ease his longing through this fake closeness. Marguerite had written to him, asking for patience. How lucky he was to be a foreigner and not have to face the hardships of war! Her brother, an officer in the artillery Reserves, was leaving at any moment. Her mother, who lived with this bachelor son, had managed to stay surprisingly calm until the very end, even though she had cried a lot when war was still just a possibility. She had even packed the soldier’s outfit so that the small suitcase could hold everything essential for life on the battlefield. But Marguerite had sensed her mother’s silent struggles to hide her despair, seen in her wet eyes and trembling hands. It was impossible to leave her alone at such a time… Then came the farewell. “God be with you, my son! Do your duty, but be careful.” Not a tear or sign of weakness. The whole family had advised her not to go to the train station with her son, so his sister went with him. When Marguerite returned home, she found her mother stiff in her armchair, with a tight expression, avoiding any mention of her son, talking about the friends who had also sent their boys to war, as if they were the only ones who could understand her pain. “Poor Mama! I should be with her now more than ever… Tomorrow, if I can, I’ll come to see you.”
When at last she returned to the rue de la Pompe, her first care was to explain to Julio the conservatism of her tailored suit, the absence of jewels in the adornment of her person. “The war, my dear! Now it is the chic thing to adapt oneself to the depressing conditions, to be frugal and inconspicuous like soldiers. Who knows what we may expect!” Her infatuation with dress still accompanied her in every moment of her life.
When she finally got back to rue de la Pompe, her first priority was to explain to Julio why her tailored suit was so conservative and why she wasn’t wearing any jewelry. “The war, my dear! It’s now fashionable to adjust to these grim times, to be simple and low-key like soldiers. Who knows what we might face!” Her fascination with fashion still followed her in every moment of her life.
Julio noticed a persistent absent-mindedness about her. It seemed as though her spirit, abandoning her body, was wandering to far-away places. Her eyes were looking at him, but she seldom saw him. She would speak very slowly, as though wishing to weigh every word, fearful of betraying some secret. This spiritual alienation did not, however, prevent her slipping bodily along the smooth path of custom, although afterwards she would seem to feel a vague remorse. “I wonder if it is right to do this! . . . Is it not wrong to live like this when so many sorrows are falling on the world?” Julio hushed her scruples with:
Julio noticed she was often lost in thought. It felt like her spirit had left her body and was wandering in distant places. Her eyes were on him, but she rarely really saw him. She spoke very slowly, as if she wanted to carefully consider every word, afraid of revealing some secret. This emotional disconnect didn’t stop her from following the familiar path of routine, though afterward she would seem to feel a vague guilt. “I wonder if this is the right thing to do! . . . Isn’t it wrong to live like this when so much suffering exists in the world?” Julio eased her concerns with:
“But if we are going to marry as soon as possible! . . . If we are already the same as husband and wife!”
“But if we’re going to get married as soon as we can! . . . If we’re already like husband and wife!”
She replied with a gesture of strangeness and dismay. To marry! . . . Ten days ago she had had no other wish. Now the possibility of marriage was recurring less and less in her thoughts. Why think about such remote and uncertain events? More immediate things were occupying her mind.
She responded with a look of confusion and shock. To get married! . . . Ten days ago, that was all she wanted. Now, the idea of marriage was appearing less and less in her mind. Why dwell on such distant and uncertain possibilities? More pressing matters were on her mind.
The farewell to her brother in the station was a scene which had fixed itself ineradicably in her memory. Upon going to the studio she had planned not to speak about it, foreseeing that she might annoy her lover with this account; but alas, she had only to vow not to mention a thing, to feel an irresistible impulse to talk about it.
The goodbye to her brother at the station was a moment that was permanently etched in her mind. When she arrived at the studio, she had intended not to bring it up, knowing it might irritate her boyfriend to hear about it; but unfortunately, the moment she promised herself not to say a word, she felt an overwhelming urge to discuss it.
She had never suspected that she could love her brother so dearly. Her former affection for him had been mingled with a silent sentiment of jealousy because her mother had preferred the older child. Besides, he was the one who had introduced Laurier to his home; the two held diplomas as industrial engineers and had been close friends from their school days. . . . But upon seeing the boy ready to depart, Marguerite suddenly discovered that this brother, who had always been of secondary interest to her, was now occupying a pre-eminent place in her affections.
She had never realized that she could love her brother so much. Her previous feelings for him had been mixed with a quiet sense of jealousy because her mother had favored the older child. Plus, he was the one who had brought Laurier into their lives; the two had degrees as industrial engineers and had been good friends since school. . . . But when she saw him getting ready to leave, Marguerite suddenly realized that this brother, who had always seemed unimportant to her, now held a top spot in her heart.
“He was so handsome, so interesting in his lieutenant’s uniform! . . . He looked like another person. I will admit to you that I was very proud to walk beside him, leaning on his arm. People thought that we were married. Seeing me weep, some poor women tried to console me saying, ‘Courage, Madame. . . . Your man will come back.’ He just laughed at hearing these mistakes. The only thing that was really saddening him was thinking about our mother.”
“He looked so handsome and interesting in his lieutenant’s uniform! He seemed like a completely different person. I’ll admit I felt really proud to walk beside him while leaning on his arm. People assumed we were married. When they saw me crying, some kind women tried to comfort me, saying, ‘Hang in there, Madame… Your man will return.’ He just laughed at those misunderstandings. The only thing that truly upset him was worrying about our mother.”
They had separated at the door of the station. The sentries would not let her go any further, so she had handed over his sword that she had wished to carry till the last moment.
They had parted at the station entrance. The guards wouldn't allow her to go any further, so she handed over his sword that she had wanted to carry until the very end.
“It is lovely to be a man!” she exclaimed enthusiastically. “I would love to wear a uniform, to go to war, to be of some real use!”
“It’s great to be a man!” she said excitedly. “I would love to wear a uniform, go to war, and actually be useful!”
She tried not to say more about it, as though she suddenly realized the inopportuneness of her last words. Perhaps she noticed the scowl on Julio’s face.
She tried not to say anything else about it, as if she suddenly realized how inappropriate her last words were. Maybe she saw the frown on Julio's face.
She was, however, so wrought up by the memory of that farewell that, after a long pause, she was unable to resist the temptation of again putting her thought into words.
She was, however, so overwhelmed by the memory of that goodbye that, after a long pause, she couldn’t resist the urge to express her thoughts again.
At the station entrance, while she was kissing her brother for the last time, she had an encounter, a great surprise. “He” had approached, also clad as an artillery officer, but alone, having to entrust his valise to a good-natured man from the crowd.
At the station entrance, while she was kissing her brother goodbye for the last time, she had an unexpected encounter. “He” approached, also dressed as an artillery officer, but alone, having to hand over his suitcase to a friendly guy from the crowd.
Julio shot her a questioning look. Who was “he”? He suspected, but feigned ignorance, as though fearing to learn the truth.
Julio gave her a puzzled look. Who was “he”? He had his suspicions but pretended not to know, as if he were afraid to find out the truth.
“Laurier,” she replied laconically, “my former husband.”
“Laurier,” she said shortly, “my ex-husband.”
The lover displayed a cruel irony. It was a cowardly thing to ridicule this man who had responded to the call of duty. He recognized his vileness, but a malign and irresistible instinct made him keep on with his sneers in order to discredit the man before Marguerite. Laurier a soldier!—He must cut a pretty figure dressed in uniform!
The lover showed a cruel irony. It was a cowardly act to mock this man who had answered the call of duty. He knew he was being vile, but a nasty and irresistible instinct pushed him to keep sneering to undermine the man in front of Marguerite. Laurier, a soldier!—He must look good in a uniform!
“Laurier, the warrior!” he continued in a voice so sarcastic and strange that it seemed to be coming from somebody else. . . . “Poor creature!”
“Laurier, the warrior!” he continued in a voice so sarcastic and odd that it felt like it was coming from someone else. . . . “Poor thing!”
She hesitated in her response, not wishing to exasperate Desnoyers any further. But the truth was uppermost in her mind, and she said simply:
She paused before answering, not wanting to frustrate Desnoyers any more. But the truth was at the forefront of her thoughts, and she said just:
“No . . . no, he didn’t look so bad. Quite the contrary. Perhaps it was the uniform, perhaps it was his sadness at going away alone, completely alone, without a single hand to clasp his. I didn’t recognize him at first. Seeing my brother, he started toward us; but then when he saw me, he went his own way . . . Poor man! I feel sorry for him!”
“No... no, he didn’t look so bad. Quite the opposite. Maybe it was the uniform, maybe it was his sadness about leaving all alone, completely alone, without anyone to hold his hand. I didn’t recognize him at first. When he saw my brother, he started towards us; but then when he spotted me, he went his own way... Poor guy! I feel bad for him!”
Her feminine instinct must have told her that she was talking too much, and she cut her chatter suddenly short. The same instinct warned her that Julio’s countenance was growing more and more saturnine, and his mouth taking a very bitter curve. She wanted to console him and added:
Her intuition must have told her that she was talking too much, and she abruptly stopped her chatter. The same instinct alerted her that Julio’s expression was becoming increasingly gloomy, and his mouth was twisting into a bitter frown. She wanted to comfort him and added:
“What luck that you are a foreigner and will not have to go to the war! How horrible it would be for me to lose you!” . . .
“What luck that you’re a foreigner and won’t have to go to war! How awful it would be for me to lose you!” . . .
She said it sincerely. . . . A few moments before she had been envying men, admiring the gallantry with which they were exposing their lives, and now she was trembling before the idea that her lover might have been one of these.
She said it with genuine feeling. . . . Just a few moments earlier, she had been envious of men, admiring the bravery with which they risked their lives, and now she was shaking at the thought that her partner might be one of them.
This did not please his amorous egoism—to be placed apart from the rest as a delicate and fragile being only fit for feminine adoration. He preferred to inspire the envy that she had felt on beholding her brother decked out in his warlike accoutrement. It seemed to him that something was coming between him and Marguerite that would never disappear, that would go on expanding, repelling them in contrary directions . . . far . . . very far, even to the point of not recognizing each other when their glances met.
This didn't satisfy his romantic ego—being set apart from everyone else as a delicate and fragile being only meant for feminine admiration. He would rather evoke the envy she had felt when she saw her brother all dressed up in his warrior gear. It felt to him like something was coming between him and Marguerite that would never fade away, something that would keep growing, pushing them apart in opposite directions... far... very far, to the point where they wouldn't even recognize each other when their eyes met.
He continued to be conscious of this impalpable obstacle in their following interviews. Marguerite was extremely affectionate in her speech, and would look at him with moist and loving eyes. But her caressing hands appeared more like those of a mother than a lover, and her tenderness was accompanied with a certain disinterestedness and extraordinary modesty. She seemed to prefer remaining obstinately in the studio, declining to go into the other rooms.
He remained aware of this invisible barrier in their subsequent meetings. Marguerite was incredibly affectionate in her words and looked at him with soft, loving eyes. But her gentle touch felt more like that of a mother than a lover, and her affection came with a sense of selflessness and remarkable modesty. She seemed determined to stay in the studio, refusing to move into the other rooms.
“We are so comfortable here. . . . I would rather not. . . . It is not worth while. I should feel remorse afterwards. . . . Why think of such things in these anxious times!”
“We're so comfortable here. . . . I'd rather not. . . . It's not worth it. I'd feel guilty afterwards. . . . Why think about such things in these stressful times!”
The world around her seemed saturated with love, but it was a new love—a love for the man who is suffering, desire for abnegation, for sacrifice. This love called forth visions of white caps, of tremulous hands healing shell-riddled and bleeding flesh.
The world around her felt full of love, but it was a fresh love—a love for the man who is hurting, a longing for selflessness, for sacrifice. This love brought to mind images of white waves, of trembling hands mending shell-pierced and bleeding skin.
Every advance on Julio’s part but aroused in Marguerite a vehement and modest protest as though they were meeting for the first time.
Every move Julio made stirred up in Marguerite a strong and humble protest, as if they were meeting for the first time.
“It is impossible,” she protested. “I keep thinking of my brother, and of so many that I know that may be dying at this very minute.”
“It’s impossible,” she protested. “I keep thinking about my brother and so many people I know who might be dying right now.”
News of battles were beginning to arrive, and blood was beginning to flow in great quantities.
News of battles was starting to come in, and blood was beginning to flow in large amounts.
“No, no, I cannot,” she kept repeating.
“No, no, I can’t,” she kept saying.
And when Julio finally triumphed, he found that her thoughts were still following independently the same line of mental stress.
And when Julio finally succeeded, he realized that her thoughts were still following the same painful path on their own.
One afternoon, Marguerite announced that henceforth she would see him less frequently. She was attending classes now, and had only two free days.
One afternoon, Marguerite said that from now on she would see him less often. She was now taking classes and only had two free days.
Desnoyers listened, dumbfounded. Classes? . . . What were her studies? . . .
Desnoyers listened, stunned. Classes? . . . What was she studying? . . .
She seemed a little irritated at his mocking expression. . . . Yes, she was studying; for the past week she had been attending classes. Now the lessons were going to be more regular; the course of instruction had been fully organized, and there were many more instructors.
She looked slightly annoyed at his teasing expression. . . . Yes, she was studying; for the past week, she had been going to classes. Now the lessons were going to be more consistent; the curriculum had been completely arranged, and there were many more teachers.
“I wish to be a trained nurse. I am distressed over my uselessness. . . . Of what good have I ever been till now?” . . .
“I want to be a trained nurse. I feel upset about my uselessness. . . . How have I ever been of any help until now?” . . .
She was silent for a few moments as though reviewing her past.
She was quiet for a few moments, as if reflecting on her past.
“At times I almost think,” she mused, “that war, with all its horrors, still has some good in it. It helps to make us useful to our fellowmen. We look at life more seriously; trouble makes us realize that we have come into the world for some purpose. . . . I believe that we must not love life only for the pleasures that it brings us. We ought to find satisfaction in sacrifice, in dedicating ourselves to others, and this satisfaction—I don’t know just why, perhaps because it is new—appears to me superior to all other things.”
“At times I almost think,” she reflected, “that war, despite all its horrors, still has some positives. It pushes us to be useful to others. We start to take life more seriously; challenges make us realize we’re here for a reason. . . . I believe we shouldn’t love life solely for the pleasures it offers. We should find fulfillment in sacrifice, in committing ourselves to others, and this fulfillment—I’m not exactly sure why, maybe because it feels fresh—seems to me greater than anything else.”
Julio looked at her in surprise, trying to imagine what was going on in that idolized and frivolous head. What ideas were forming back of that thoughtful forehead which until then had merely reflected the slightest shadow of thoughts as swift and flitting as birds? . . .
Julio looked at her in surprise, trying to picture what was happening in that admired and shallow mind. What ideas were developing behind that contemplative forehead, which until then had only shown the faintest hint of thoughts as quick and fleeting as birds? . . .
But the former Marguerite was still alive. He saw her constantly reappearing in a funny way among the sombre preoccupations with which war was overshadowing all lives.
But the former Marguerite was still alive. He saw her repeatedly showing up in a quirky way amidst the dark thoughts that the war was casting over everyone's lives.
“We have to study very hard in order to earn our diplomas as nurses. Have you noticed our uniform? . . . It is most distinctive, and the white is so becoming both to blondes and brunettes. Then the cap which allows little curls over the ears—the fashionable coiffure—and the blue cape over the white suit, make a splendid contrast. With this outfit, a woman well shod, and with few jewels, may present a truly chic appearance. It is a mixture of nun and great lady which is vastly becoming.”
“We have to study really hard to earn our nursing diplomas. Have you seen our uniform? . . . It's really distinctive, and the white looks great on both blondes and brunettes. Then there's the cap that lets little curls peek over the ears—the trendy hairstyle—and the blue cape over the white outfit creates a stunning contrast. With this outfit, a woman dressed well and wearing minimal jewelry can look truly chic. It’s a blend of a nun and a high-class lady that is very flattering.”
She was going to study with a regular fury in order to become really useful . . . and sooner to wear the admired uniform.
She was determined to study hard to become truly useful... and to wear the admired uniform as soon as possible.
Poor Desnoyers! . . . The longing to see her, and the lack of occupation in these interminable afternoons which hitherto had been employed so delightfully, compelled him to haunt the neighborhood of the unoccupied palace where the government had just established the training school for nurses. Stationing himself at the corner, watching the fluttering skirts and quick steps of the feminine feet on the sidewalk, he imagined that the course of time must have turned backward, and that he was still but eighteen—the same as when he used to hang around the establishments of some celebrated modiste. The groups of women that at certain hours came out of the palace suggested these former days. They were dressed extremely quietly, the aspect of many of them as humble as that of the seamstresses. But they were ladies of the well-to-do class, some even coming in automobiles driven by chauffeurs in military uniform, because they were ministerial vehicles.
Poor Desnoyers! The desire to see her, combined with the endless boredom of these long afternoons that used to be filled with such enjoyment, drove him to linger around the empty palace where the government had just set up the nursing training school. He positioned himself at the corner, watching the swishing skirts and hurried steps of women on the sidewalk, imagining that time had reversed and he was still just eighteen—the same age he was when he used to hang around the shops of famous dressmakers. The groups of women that periodically emerged from the palace reminded him of those earlier days. They were dressed very simply, and many had an appearance as humble as that of seamstresses. But they were ladies from well-off families, some even arriving in cars driven by chauffeurs in military uniforms, as they were official government vehicles.
These long waits often brought him unexpected encounters with the elegant students who were going and coming.
These long waits often led to unexpected meetings with the stylish students who were coming and going.
“Desnoyers!” some feminine voices would exclaim behind him. “Isn’t it Desnoyers?”
“Desnoyers!” some female voices would exclaim behind him. “Isn’t it Desnoyers?”
And he would find himself obliged to relieve their doubts, saluting the ladies who were looking at him as though he were a ghost. They were friends of a remote epoch, of six months ago—ladies who had admired and pursued him, trusting sweetly to his masterly wisdom to guide them through the seven circles of the science of the tango. They were now scrutinizing him as if between their last encounter and the present moment had occurred a great cataclysm, transforming all the laws of existence—as if he were the sole survivor of a vanished race.
And he found himself having to clear up their confusion, greeting the ladies who were staring at him as if he were a ghost. They were friends from a distant time, six months ago—ladies who had admired him and chased after him, confidently relying on his expertise to lead them through the intricate steps of the tango. Now, they were examining him as if some major disaster had happened between their last meeting and now, changing all the rules of life—as if he were the last one left of a lost culture.
Eventually they all asked the same questions—“Are you not going to the war? . . . How is it that you are not wearing a uniform?”
Eventually they all asked the same questions—“Aren't you going to the war? . . . Why aren't you wearing a uniform?”
He would attempt to explain, but at his first words, they would interrupt him:
He would try to explain, but as soon as he started speaking, they would cut him off:
“That’s so. . . . You are a foreigner.”
"That's so... You are a foreigner."
They would say it with a certain envy, doubtless thinking of their loved ones now suffering the privations and dangers of war. . . . But the fact that he was a foreigner would instantly create a vague atmosphere of spiritual aloofness, an alienation that Julio had not known in the good old days when people sought each other without considering nationality, without feeling that disavowal of danger which isolates and concentrates human groups.
They would say it with a hint of envy, surely thinking of their loved ones who were now facing the hardships and risks of war. . . . But the fact that he was a foreigner would immediately create a vague sense of spiritual distance, an isolation that Julio hadn’t experienced in the good old days when people connected with one another without thinking about nationality, without feeling that rejection of danger that isolates and brings together human groups.
The ladies generally bade him adieu with malicious suspicion. What was he doing hanging around there? In search of his usual lucky adventure? . . . And their smiles were rather grave, the smiles of older folk who know the true significance of life and commiserate the deluded ones still seeking diversion in frivolities.
The women usually said goodbye to him with a hint of suspicion. What was he doing lingering around? Was he looking for his usual lucky break? . . . And their smiles were somewhat serious, the smiles of older people who understand the real meaning of life and feel sorry for those still chasing after trivial pleasures.
This attitude was as annoying to Julio as though it were a manifestation of pity. They were supposing him still exercising the only function of which he was capable; he wasn’t good for anything else. On the other hand, these empty heads, still keeping something of their old appearance, now appeared animated by the grand sentiment of maternity—an abstract maternity which seemed to be extending to all the men of the nation—a desire for self-sacrifice, of knowing first-hand the privations of the lowly, and aiding all the ills that flesh is heir to.
This attitude annoyed Julio as if it were just pity. They thought he was still only capable of doing one thing; he wasn’t good for anything else. Meanwhile, these clueless people, still looking somewhat like they used to, now seemed filled with this grand feeling of motherhood—an abstract motherhood that seemed to reach out to all the men in the country—a desire to sacrifice themselves, to understand the struggles of the less fortunate, and to help with all the problems that come with being human.
This same yearning was inspiring Marguerite when she came away from her lessons. She was advancing from one overpowering dread to another, accepting the first rudiments of surgery as the greatest of scientific marvels. At the same time, she was astonished at the avidity with which she was assimilating these hitherto unsuspected mysteries. Sometimes with a funny assumption of assurance, she would even believe she had mistaken her vocation.
This same longing was driving Marguerite as she left her lessons. She was moving from one overwhelming fear to the next, viewing the basics of surgery as the most amazing scientific achievements. At the same time, she was surprised by how eagerly she was absorbing these previously unknown mysteries. Occasionally, with a somewhat amusing sense of confidence, she would even think she might have misjudged her calling.
“Who knows but what I was born to be a famous doctor?” she would exclaim.
“Who knows, maybe I was meant to be a famous doctor?” she would say.
Her great fear was that she might lose her self-control when the time came to put her newly acquired knowledge into practice. To see herself before the foul odors of decomposing flesh, to contemplate the flow of blood—a horrible thing for her who had always felt an invincible repugnance toward all the unpleasant conditions of ordinary life! But these hesitations were short, and she was suddenly animated by a dashing energy. These were times of sacrifice. Were not the men snatched every day from the comforts of sensuous existence to endure the rude life of a soldier? . . . She would be, a soldier in petticoats, facing pain, battling with it, plunging her hands into putrefaction, flashing like a ray of sunlight into the places where soldiers were expecting the approach of death.
Her biggest fear was that she might lose control when it was time to put her new knowledge into action. To find herself in front of the awful smells of decomposing bodies, to think about the flow of blood—a terrible thing for someone who had always felt a strong aversion to all the uncomfortable realities of everyday life! But these doubts were short-lived, and she was suddenly filled with an energetic determination. These were times of sacrifice. Weren't men taken every day from the comforts of a luxurious life to endure the harsh existence of a soldier? . . . She would be a soldier in a dress, facing pain, fighting against it, plunging her hands into decay, shining like a ray of sunlight into places where soldiers were bracing for death.
She proudly narrated to Desnoyers all the progress that she was making in the training school, the complicated bandages that she was learning to adjust, sometimes over a mannikin, at others over the flesh of an employee, trying to play the part of a sorely wounded patient. She, so dainty, so incapable in her own home of the slightest physical effort, was learning the most skilful ways of lifting a human body from the ground and carrying it on her back. Who knew but that she might render this very service some day on the battlefield! She was ready for the greatest risks, with the ignorant audacity of women impelled by flashes of heroism. All her admiration was for the English army nurses, slender women of nervous vigor whose photographs were appearing in the papers, wearing pantaloons, riding boots and white helmets.
She proudly told Desnoyers all about the progress she was making in the training school, the complicated bandages she was learning to apply, sometimes on a manikin and other times on a fellow employee who pretended to be a seriously wounded patient. She, so delicate and incapable of even the slightest physical effort at home, was learning the most skillful ways to lift a person off the ground and carry them on her back. Who knew, she might one day actually do this on the battlefield! She was ready for the greatest risks, with the brave yet naive confidence of women driven by moments of heroism. She admired the English army nurses, slender women with a lot of energy, whose photographs were appearing in the papers, wearing trousers, riding boots, and white helmets.
Julio listened to her with astonishment. Was this woman really Marguerite? . . . War was obliterating all her winning vanities. She was no longer fluttering about in bird-like fashion. Her feet were treading the earth with resolute firmness, calm and secure in the new strength which was developing within. When one of his caresses would remind her that she was a woman, she would always say the same thing,
Julio listened to her in shock. Was this woman really Marguerite? . . . War was wiping out all her charming pretenses. She wasn't flitting around like a little bird anymore. Her feet were firmly planted on the ground, calm and confident in the new strength growing within her. Whenever one of his touches reminded her that she was a woman, she would always say the same thing,
“What luck that you are a foreigner! . . . What happiness to know that you do not have to go to war!”
“What a stroke of luck that you're a foreigner! . . . How great it is to know that you don’t have to go to war!”
In her anxiety for sacrifice, she wanted to go to the battlefields, and yet at the same time, she was rejoicing to see her lover exempt from military duty. This preposterous lack of logic was not gratefully received by Julio but irritated him as an unconscious offense.
In her eagerness for sacrifice, she wanted to go to the battlefields, but at the same time, she was happy to see her lover exempt from military duty. This absurd contradiction didn't sit well with Julio and irritated him as an unintentional insult.
“One might suppose that she was protecting me!” he thought. “She is the man and rejoices that I, the weak comrade, should be protected from danger. . . . What a grotesque situation!” . . .
"One might think she was protecting me!" he thought. "She's the one in charge and is glad that I, the weaker partner, should be shielded from danger... What a ridiculous situation!" ...
Fortunately, at times when Marguerite presented herself at the studio, she was again her old self, making him temporarily forget his annoyance. She would arrive with the same joy in a vacation that the college student or the employee feels on a holiday. Responsibility was teaching her to know the value of time.
Fortunately, whenever Marguerite showed up at the studio, she would be her old self again, making him momentarily forget his frustration. She would come in with the same excitement as a college student or an employee feels on a day off. Taking on responsibilities was helping her appreciate the value of time.
“No classes to-day!” she would call out on entering; and tossing her hat on a divan, she would begin a dance-step, retreating with infantile coquetry from the arms of her lover.
“No classes today!” she would shout as she walked in; and throwing her hat onto a couch, she would start a dance step, playfully retreating from her lover's embrace.
But in a few minutes she would recover her customary gravity, the serious look that had become habitual with her since the outbreak of hostilities. She spoke often of her mother, always sad, but striving to hide her grief and keeping herself up in the hope of a letter from her son; she spoke, too, of the war, commenting on the latest events with the rhetorical optimism of the official dispatches. She could describe the first flag taken from the enemy as minutely as though it were a garment of unparalleled elegance. From a window, she had seen the Minister of War. She was very much affected when repeating the story of some fugitive Belgians recently arrived at the hospital. They were the only patients that she had been able to assist until now. Paris was not receiving the soldiers wounded in battle; by order of the Government, they were being sent from the front to the hospitals in the South.
But in a few minutes, she would regain her usual seriousness, the solemn expression that had become a part of her since the conflict began. She often talked about her mother, always with a touch of sadness, but trying to mask her sorrow and keeping her spirits up, hoping for a letter from her son; she also discussed the war, commenting on the latest developments with the hopeful rhetoric of the official reports. She could describe the first flag captured from the enemy in such detail that it felt like discussing a garment of unmatched beauty. From a window, she had seen the Minister of War. She was deeply moved when recounting the story of some Belgian refugees who had recently arrived at the hospital. They were the only patients she had been able to help so far. Paris was not receiving soldiers injured in battle; by government order, they were being sent from the front to hospitals in the South.
She no longer evinced toward Julio the resistance of the first few days. Her training as a nurse was giving her a certain passivity. She seemed to be ignoring material attractions, stripping them of the spiritual importance which she had hitherto attributed to them. She wanted to make Julio happy, although her mind was concentrated on other matters.
She no longer showed Julio the resistance she had in the first few days. Her training as a nurse made her somewhat passive. She seemed to be overlooking physical attractions, taking away the spiritual significance she had previously attached to them. She wanted to make Julio happy, even though her mind was focused on other things.
One afternoon, she felt the necessity of communicating certain news which had been filling her mind since the day before. Springing up from the couch, she hunted for her handbag which contained a letter. She wanted to read it again to tell its contents to somebody with that irresistible impulse which forestalls confession.
One afternoon, she felt the need to share some news that had been on her mind since the day before. Jumping up from the couch, she searched for her handbag, which held a letter. She wanted to read it again so she could share its contents with someone, driven by that irresistible urge that seems to come before confession.
It was a letter which her brother had sent her from the Vosges. In it he spoke of Laurier more than of himself. They belonged to different batteries, but were in the same division and had taken part in the same combats. The officer was filled with admiration for his former brother-in-law. Who could have guessed that a future hero was hidden within that silent and tranquil engineer! . . . But he was a genuine hero, just the same! All the officials had agreed with Marguerite’s brother on seeing how calmly he fulfilled his duty, facing death with the same coolness as though he were in his factory near Paris.
It was a letter that her brother had sent her from the Vosges. In it, he talked more about Laurier than himself. They were in different batteries but part of the same division and had taken part in the same battles. The officer was really impressed with his former brother-in-law. Who would have guessed that a future hero was hiding in that quiet and calm engineer! . . . But he was definitely a true hero! All the officials agreed with Marguerite’s brother after seeing how calmly he did his duty, facing death with the same composure as if he were at his factory near Paris.
He had asked for the dangerous post of lookout, slipping as near as possible to the enemy’s lines in order to verify the exactitude of the artillery discharge, rectifying it by telephone. A German shell had demolished the house on the roof of which he was concealed, and Laurier, on crawling out unhurt from the ruins, had readjusted his telephone and gone tranquilly on, continuing the same work in the shelter of a nearby grove. His battery, picked out by the enemy’s aeroplanes, had received the concentrated fire of the artillery opposite. In a few minutes all the force were rolling on the ground—the captain and many soldiers dead, officers wounded and almost all the gunners. There only remained as chief, Laurier, the Impassive (as his comrades nicknamed him), and aided by the few artillerymen still on their feet, he continued firing under a rain of iron and fire, so as to cover the retreat of a battalion.
He had requested the risky job of lookout, getting as close as possible to the enemy’s lines to confirm the accuracy of the artillery fire, adjusting it by phone. A German shell had blown up the building where he was hiding, and when Laurier crawled out unscathed from the debris, he reset his phone and calmly continued his work in the safety of a nearby grove. His battery, targeted by enemy planes, had come under heavy artillery fire. Within minutes, the entire unit was on the ground—the captain and several soldiers dead, officers wounded, and almost all the gunners taken out. The only one left in charge was Laurier, known as the Impassive by his comrades, and with the few artillerymen still standing, he kept firing through the hail of iron and fire to cover the retreat of a battalion.
“He has been mentioned twice in dispatches,” Marguerite continued reading. “I do not believe that it will be long before they give him the cross. He is valiant in every way. Who would have supposed all this a few weeks ago?” . . .
“He has been mentioned twice in reports,” Marguerite kept reading. “I don’t think it will be long before they give him the medal. He is brave in every way. Who would have guessed all this a few weeks ago?” . . .
She did not share the general astonishment. Living with Laurier had many times shown her the intrepidity of his character, the fearlessness concealed under that placid exterior. On that account, her instincts had warned her against rousing her husband’s wrath in the first days of her infidelity. She still remembered the way he looked the night he surprised her leaving Julio’s home. His was the passion that kills, and, nevertheless, he had not attempted the least violence with her. . . . The memory of his consideration was awakening in Marguerite a sentiment of gratitude. Perhaps he had loved her as no other man had.
She didn’t share the general shock. Living with Laurier had shown her many times how brave he was, the fearlessness hidden beneath his calm exterior. Because of that, her instincts had warned her not to provoke her husband’s anger in the early days of her cheating. She still remembered the way he looked the night he caught her leaving Julio’s place. His was the kind of passion that could destroy, yet he hadn’t shown her any real violence. . . . The memory of his thoughtfulness made Marguerite feel a sense of gratitude. Maybe he had loved her like no other man ever had.
Her eyes, with an irresistible desire for comparison, sought Julio’s, admiring his youthful grace and distinction. The image of Laurier, heavy and ordinary, came into her mind as a consolation. Certainly the officer whom she had seen at the station when saying good-bye to her brother, did not seem to her like her old husband. But Marguerite wished to forget the pallid lieutenant with the sad countenance who had passed before her eyes, preferring to remember him only as the manufacturer preoccupied with profits and incapable of comprehending what she was accustomed to call “the delicate refinements of a chic woman.” Decidedly Julio was the more fascinating. She did not repent of her past. She did not wish to repent of it.
Her eyes, filled with a strong desire for comparison, searched for Julio's, admiring his youthful charm and style. The image of Laurier, dull and ordinary, came to her mind as a comfort. The officer she had seen at the station when saying goodbye to her brother certainly didn’t remind her of her old husband. But Marguerite wanted to forget the pale lieutenant with the sad face who had crossed her path, choosing instead to remember him only as the businessman focused on profits and unable to understand what she liked to call “the delicate nuances of a sophisticated woman.” Clearly, Julio was the more captivating choice. She had no regrets about her past. She didn’t want to regret it.
And her loving selfishness made her repeat once more the same old exclamation—“How fortunate that you are a foreigner! . . . What a relief to know that you are safe from the dangers of war!”
And her affectionate selfishness made her say again the same old exclamation—“How lucky that you’re a foreigner! . . . What a relief to know that you're safe from the dangers of war!”
Julio felt the usual exasperation at hearing this. He came very near to closing his beloved’s mouth with his hand. Was she trying to make fun of him? . . . It was fairly insulting to place him apart from other men.
Julio felt the usual frustration at hearing this. He almost covered his partner's mouth with his hand. Was she trying to mock him? . . . It was quite insulting to set him apart from other men.
Meanwhile, with blind irrelevance, she persisted in talking about Laurier, commenting upon his achievements.
Meanwhile, without realizing it, she kept talking about Laurier, commenting on his accomplishments.
“I do not love him, I never have loved him. Do not look so cross! How could the poor man ever be compared with you? You must admit, though, that his new existence is rather interesting. I rejoice in his brave deeds as though an old friend had done them, a family visitor whom I had not seen for a long time. . . . The poor man deserved a better fate. He ought to have married some other woman, some companion more on a level with his ideals. . . . I tell you that I really pity him!”
“I don’t love him, and I never have. Don’t look so upset! How could anyone compare him to you? You have to admit, though, that his new life is pretty interesting. I celebrate his brave actions like an old friend’s, someone I haven’t seen in a long time. . . . He deserves a better fate. He should have married someone else, a partner more suited to his ideals. . . . Honestly, I really feel sorry for him!”
And this pity was so intense that her eyes filled with tears, awakening the tortures of jealousy in her lover. After these interviews, Desnoyers was more ill-tempered and despondent than ever.
And this pity was so strong that her eyes filled with tears, stirring up the pain of jealousy in her lover. After these meetings, Desnoyers was more irritable and downcast than ever.
“I am beginning to realize that we are in a false position,” he said one morning to Argensola. “Life is going to become increasingly painful. It is difficult to remain tranquil, continuing the same old existence in the midst of a people at war.”
“I’m starting to see that we’re in a false position,” he told Argensola one morning. “Life is going to get more and more painful. It’s hard to stay calm and keep living the same old way when everyone around us is at war.”
His companion had about come to the same conclusion. He, too, was beginning to feel that the life of a young foreigner in Paris was insufferable, now that it was so upset by war.
His companion had pretty much reached the same conclusion. He, too, was starting to feel that being a young foreigner in Paris was unbearable, especially now that everything had been thrown off by the war.
“One has to keep showing passports all the time in order that the police may be sure that they have not discovered a deserter. In the street car, the other afternoon, I had to explain that I was a Spaniard to some girls who were wondering why I was not at the front. . . . One of them, as soon as she learned my nationality, asked me with great simplicity why I did not offer myself as a volunteer. . . . Now they have invented a word for the stay-at-homes, calling them Les Embusques, the hidden ones. . . . I am sick and tired of the ironical looks shot at me wherever I go; it makes me wild to be taken for an Embusque.”
“One has to keep showing passports all the time to make sure the police don’t think they’ve found a deserter. The other afternoon on the streetcar, I had to explain to some girls that I was Spanish, and they were curious why I wasn’t at the front. One of them, as soon as she found out my nationality, asked me quite simply why I didn’t volunteer. Now they’ve come up with a term for those of us who stay behind, calling us Les Embusques, the hidden ones. I’m really fed up with the ironic looks I get wherever I go; it drives me crazy to be seen as an Embusque.”
A flash of heroism was galvanizing the impressionable Bohemian. Now that everybody was going to the war, he was wishing to do the same thing. He was not afraid of death; the only thing that was disturbing him was the military service, the uniform, the mechanical obedience to bugle-call, the blind subservience to the chiefs. Fighting was not offering any difficulties for him but his nature capriciously resented everything in the form of discipline. The foreign groups in Paris were trying to organize each its own legion of volunteers and he, too, was planning his—a battalion of Spaniards and South Americans, reserving naturally the presidency of the organizing committee for himself, and later the command of the body.
A spark of heroism was exciting the impressionable Bohemian. Now that everyone was heading off to war, he wanted to do the same. He wasn’t afraid of dying; the only thing that bothered him was the military service, the uniform, the mindless obedience to orders, and the blind loyalty to the leaders. He didn’t see fighting as a challenge, but his nature rebelliously reacted against anything that resembled discipline. The foreign groups in Paris were trying to organize their own legions of volunteers, and he was planning his too—a battalion of Spaniards and South Americans, naturally reserving the presidency of the organizing committee for himself, and later the command of the group.
He had inserted notices in the papers, making the studio in the rue de la Pompe the recruiting office. In ten days, two volunteers had presented themselves; a clerk, shivering in midsummer, who stipulated that he should be an officer because he was wearing a suitable jacket, and a Spanish tavern-keeper who at the very outset had wished to rob Argensola of his command on the futile pretext that he was a soldier in his youth while the Bohemian was only an artist. Twenty Spanish battalions were attempted with the same result in different parts of Paris. Each enthusiast wished to be commander of the others, with the individual haughtiness and aversion to discipline so characteristic of the race. Finally the future generalissimos, decided to enlist as simple volunteers . . . but in a French regiment.
He had placed ads in the newspapers, turning the studio on rue de la Pompe into the recruiting office. In ten days, two volunteers showed up: a clerk, shivering in the summer heat, who insisted on being an officer because of his fancy jacket, and a Spanish tavern owner who immediately wanted to take command from Argensola, claiming he was a soldier in his youth while the Bohemian was just an artist. Attempts were made to recruit twenty Spanish battalions in various parts of Paris, all with the same outcome. Each eager volunteer wanted to be in charge of the others, displaying the typical arrogance and dislike for discipline that characterizes their culture. Eventually, the future generals decided to join as simple volunteers... but in a French regiment.
“I am waiting to see what the Garibaldis do,” said Argensola modestly. “Perhaps I may go with them.”
“I’m waiting to see what the Garibaldis do,” Argensola said modestly. “Maybe I’ll go with them.”
This glorious name made military service conceivable to him. But then he vacillated; he would certainly have to obey somebody in this body of volunteers, and he did not believe in an obedience that was not preceded by long discussions. . . . What next!
This impressive name made military service imaginable to him. But then he wavered; he would definitely have to follow someone in this group of volunteers, and he didn’t believe in following orders without first having lengthy discussions. . . . What next!
“Life has changed in a fortnight,” he continued. “It seems as if we were living in another planet; our former achievements are not appreciated. Others, most obscure and poor, those who formerly had the least consideration, are now promoted to the first ranks. The refined man of complex spirituality has disappeared for who knows how many years! . . . Now the simple-minded man climbs triumphantly to the top, because, though his ideas are limited, they are sure and he knows how to obey. We are no longer the style.”
“Life has changed in just two weeks,” he continued. “It feels like we’re living on another planet; our past accomplishments aren’t valued anymore. Others, who used to be obscure and poor, those who got the least respect, are now being elevated to the top ranks. The sophisticated person with deep spirituality has vanished for who knows how long! . . . Now the simple-minded person is rising to the top, because, even though their ideas are limited, they’re certain, and they know how to follow orders. We’re no longer in vogue.”
Desnoyers assented. It was so; they were no longer fashionable. None knew that better than he, for he who was once the sensation of the day, was now passing as a stranger among the very people who a few months before had raved over him.
Desnoyers agreed. It was true; they were no longer in style. No one knew that better than he did, because the man who had once been the talk of the town was now moving through the crowd as if he were a stranger among the very people who just months ago had adored him.
“Your reign is over,” laughed Argensola. “The fact that you are a handsome fellow doesn’t help you one bit nowadays. In a uniform and with a cross on my breast, I could soon get the best of you in a rival love affair. In times of peace, the officers only set the girls of the provinces to dreaming; but now that we are at war, there has awakened in every woman the ancestral enthusiasm that her remote grandmothers used to feel for the strong and aggressive beast. . . . The high-born dames who a few months ago were complicating their desires with psychological subtleties, are now admiring the military man with the same simplicity that the maid has for the common soldier. Before a uniform, they feel the humble and servile enthusiasm of the female of the lower animals before the crests, foretops and gay plumes of the fighting males. Look out, master! . . . We shall have to follow the new course of events or resign ourselves to everlasting obscurity. The tango is dead.”
“Your reign is over,” laughed Argensola. “Being a good-looking guy doesn’t do you any favors these days. In a uniform with a medal on my chest, I could easily outshine you in a love competition. In peaceful times, officers just made the provincial girls dream; but now that we’re at war, every woman has tapped into that age-old passion that her great-grandmothers felt for strong, assertive men. The high-society ladies who just a few months ago were complicating their wants with all sorts of psychological nonsense are now admiring military men with the simple admiration a maid has for an ordinary soldier. In front of a uniform, they feel that eager and submissive excitement of female animals towards the vibrant and bold males. Watch out, master! ... We’ll have to adapt to this new reality or accept fading into obscurity forever. The tango is dead.”
And Desnoyers agreed that truly they were two beings on the other side of the river of life which at one bound had changed its course. There was no longer any place in the new existence for that poor painter of souls, nor for that hero of a frivolous life who, from five to seven every afternoon, had attained the triumphs most envied by mankind.
And Desnoyers agreed that they were indeed two people on the other side of the river of life that had suddenly changed its course. There was no longer any room in this new existence for that struggling artist of souls, nor for that hero of a superficial life who, from five to seven every afternoon, had achieved the successes most envied by others.
CHAPTER III
THE RETREAT
War had extended one of its antennae even to the avenue Victor Hugo. It was a silent war in which the enemy, bland, shapeless and gelatinous, seemed constantly to be escaping from the hands only to renew hostilities a little later on.
War had reached even to Avenue Victor Hugo. It was a quiet war where the enemy, smooth, formless, and slippery, always seemed to slip away from our grasp only to resume the fight a little later.
“I have Germany in my own house,” growled Marcelo Desnoyers.
“I have Germany in my own house,” growled Marcelo Desnoyers.
“Germany” was Dona Elena, the wife of von Hartrott. Why had not her son—that professor of inexhaustible sufficiency whom he now believed to have been a spy—taken her home with him? For what sentimental caprice had she wished to stay with her sister, losing the opportunity of returning to Berlin before the frontiers were closed?
“Germany” was Dona Elena, the wife of von Hartrott. Why hadn’t her son—that professor of endless self-importance whom he now believed to have been a spy—taken her home with him? What sentimental whim had made her want to stay with her sister, missing the chance to get back to Berlin before the borders were closed?
The presence of this woman in his home was the cause of many compunctions and alarms. Fortunately, the chauffeur and all the men-servants were in the army. The two chinas received an order in a threatening tone. They must be very careful when talking to the French maids—not the slightest allusion to the nationality of Dona Elena’s husband nor to the residence of her family. Dona Elena was an Argentinian. But in spite of the silence of the maids, Don Marcelo was always in fear of some outburst of exalted patriotism, and that his wife’s sister might suddenly find herself confined in a concentration camp under suspicion of having dealings with the enemy.
The presence of this woman in his home caused a lot of guilt and anxiety. Luckily, the chauffeur and all the male staff were serving in the army. The two maids received a stern warning. They had to be extremely careful when speaking to the French maids—no hints about the nationality of Dona Elena’s husband or her family’s background. Dona Elena was from Argentina. Despite the maids being silent, Don Marcelo constantly worried about a sudden display of intense patriotism, fearing that his wife’s sister could unexpectedly end up in a concentration camp, suspected of having ties to the enemy.
Frau von Hartrott made his uneasiness worse. Instead of keeping a discreet silence, she was constantly introducing discord into the home with her opinions.
Frau von Hartrott made his uneasiness worse. Instead of staying quiet, she was always stirring up trouble in the house with her opinions.
During the first days of the war, she kept herself locked in her room, joining the family only when summoned to the dining room. With tightly puckered mouth and an absent-minded air, she would then seat herself at the table, pretending not to hear Don Marcelo’s verbal outpourings of enthusiasm. He enjoyed describing the departure of the troops, the moving scenes in the streets and at the stations, commenting on events with an optimism sure of the first news of the war. Two things were beyond all discussion. The bayonet was the secret of the French, and the Germans were shuddering with terror before its fatal, glistening point. . . . The ‘75 cannon had proved itself a unique jewel, its shots being absolutely sure. He was really feeling sorry for the enemy’s artillery since its projectiles so seldom exploded even when well aimed. . . . Furthermore, the French troops had entered victoriously into Alsace; many little towns were already theirs.
During the first days of the war, she stayed locked in her room, only joining the family when called to the dining room. With her mouth tightly pursed and a distracted look, she would sit at the table, pretending not to hear Don Marcelo’s enthusiastic rants. He loved to describe the troop departures, the emotional scenes in the streets and at the stations, and he commented on events with unshakeable optimism about the early news of the war. Two things were beyond debate. The bayonet was the French's secret weapon, and the Germans were trembling in fear before its deadly, shining point. . . . The '75 cannon had proven to be a remarkable asset, its shots being completely reliable. He genuinely felt sorry for the enemy's artillery since their shells rarely exploded even when they were on target. . . . Moreover, the French troops had victoriously entered Alsace; many small towns were already under their control.
“Now it is as it was in the ‘70’s,” he would exult, brandishing his fork and waving his napkin. “We are going to kick them back to the other side of the Rhine—kick them! . . . That’s the word.”
“Now it’s just like it was in the ‘70s,” he would exclaim, waving his fork and flapping his napkin. “We’re going to send them back to the other side of the Rhine—send them! . . . That’s the word.”
Chichi always agreed gleefully while Dona Elena was raising her eyes to heaven, as though silently calling upon somebody hidden in the ceiling to bear witness to such errors and blasphemies.
Chichi always happily agreed while Dona Elena looked up to the sky, as if silently asking someone up there to witness these mistakes and offenses.
The kind Dona Luisa always sought her out afterwards in the retirement of her room, believing it necessary to give sisterly counsel to one living so far from home. The Romantica did not maintain her austere silence before the sister who had always venerated her superior instruction; so now the poor lady was overwhelmed with accounts of the stupendous forces of Germany, enunciated with all the authority of a wife of a great Teutonic patriot, and a mother of an almost celebrated professor. According to her graphic picture, millions of men were now surging forth in enormous streams, thousands of cannons were filing by, and tremendous mortars like monstrous turrets. And towering above all this vast machinery of destruction was a man who alone was worth an army, a being who knew everything and could do everything, handsome, intelligent, and infallible as a god—the Emperor.
The kind Dona Luisa always looked for her afterward in the privacy of her room, believing it was important to offer sisterly advice to someone living so far from home. The Romantica didn't keep her usual stern silence in front of the sister who had always respected her superior knowledge; so now the poor lady was bombarded with tales of Germany's incredible forces, shared with all the confidence of a wife to a great Teutonic patriot and mother to an almost famous professor. According to her vivid account, millions of men were now pouring out in massive waves, thousands of cannons were rolling by, and enormous mortars loomed like gigantic towers. And towering over all this vast machinery of destruction was a man worth an entire army, someone who knew everything and could do anything, handsome, intelligent, and infallible like a god—the Emperor.
“The French just don’t know what’s ahead of them,” declared Dona Elena. “We are going to annihilate them. It is merely a matter of two weeks. Before August is ended, the Emperor will have entered Paris.”
“The French just don’t know what’s coming their way,” declared Dona Elena. “We’re going to wipe them out. It’s just a matter of two weeks. By the end of August, the Emperor will be in Paris.”
Senora Desnoyers was so greatly impressed by these dire prophecies that she could not hide them from her family. Chichi waxed indignant at her mother’s credulity and her aunt’s Germanism. Martial fervor was flaming up in the former Peoncito. Ay, if the women could only go to war! . . . She enjoyed picturing herself on horseback in command of a regiment of dragoons, charging the enemy with other Amazons as dashing and buxom as she. Then her fondness for skating would predominate over her tastes for the cavalry, and she would long to be an Alpine hunter, a diable bleu among those who slid on long runners, with musket slung across the back and alpenstock in hand, over the snowy slopes of the Vosges.
Senora Desnoyers was so affected by these alarming predictions that she couldn’t keep them from her family. Chichi was furious at her mother’s gullibility and her aunt’s German ways. The former Peoncito was filled with martial enthusiasm. Oh, if only women could go to war! ... She loved imagining herself on horseback leading a regiment of dragoons, charging into battle alongside other Amazons as bold and curvy as she was. Then her love for skating would take over her interest in the cavalry, and she’d dream of being an Alpine hunter, a diable bleu among those gliding on long skis, with a rifle slung across her back and a hiking pole in hand, navigating the snowy slopes of the Vosges.
But the government did not appreciate the valorous women, and she could obtain no other part in the war but to admire the uniform of her true-love, Rene Lacour, converted into a soldier. The senator’s son certainly looked beautiful. He was tall and fair, of a rather feminine type recalling his dead mother. In his fiancee’s opinion, Rene was just “a little sugar soldier.” At first she had been very proud to walk the streets by the side of this warrior, believing that his uniform had greatly augmented his personal charm, but little by little a revulsion of feeling was clouding her joy. The senatorial prince was nothing but a common soldier. His illustrious father, fearful that the war might cut off forever the dynasty of the Lacours, indispensable to the welfare of the State, had had his son mustered into the auxiliary service of the army. By this arrangement, his heir need not leave Paris, ranking about as high as those who were kneading the bread or mending the soldiers’ cloaks. Only by going to the front could he claim—as a student of the Ecole Centrale—his title of sub-lieutenant in the Artillery Reserves.
But the government didn’t recognize the brave women, and she could only play a part in the war by admiring the uniform of her true love, Rene Lacour, now a soldier. The senator’s son certainly looked good. He was tall and fair, with a somewhat feminine appearance that reminded her of his deceased mother. In his fiancée’s view, Rene was just “a little sugar soldier.” At first, she was very proud to walk the streets beside this warrior, believing that his uniform greatly enhanced his charm, but gradually her joy was overshadowed by disappointment. The senatorial prince was just an ordinary soldier. His illustrious father, worried that the war might end the Lacour dynasty, which was vital to the State’s well-being, had arranged for his son to be mustered into auxiliary service. Because of this, his heir didn’t have to leave Paris, ranking as high as those who were baking bread or mending soldiers' cloaks. Only by going to the front could he claim his title of sub-lieutenant in the Artillery Reserves, as a student of the Ecole Centrale.
“What happiness for me that you have to stay in Paris! How delighted I am that you are just a private! . . .”
“What a joy it is for me that you have to stay in Paris! I’m so happy that you’re just a private! . . .”
And yet, at the same time, Chichi was thinking enviously of her friends whose lovers and brothers were officers. They could parade the streets, escorted by a gold-trimmed kepis that attracted the notice of the passers-by and the respectful salute of the lower ranks.
And yet, at the same time, Chichi was enviously thinking of her friends whose boyfriends and brothers were officers. They could stroll through the streets, accompanied by a gold-trimmed cap that caught the attention of people passing by and received respectful salutes from the lower ranks.
Each time that Dona Luisa, terrified by the forecasts of her sister, undertook to communicate her dismay to her daughter, the girl would rage up and down, exclaiming:—
Each time Dona Luisa, scared by her sister's predictions, tried to share her worries with her daughter, the girl would storm around, yelling:—
“What lies my aunt tells you! . . . Since her husband is a German, she sees everything as he wishes it to be. Papa knows more; Rene’s father is better informed about these things. We are going to give them a thorough hiding! What fun it will be when they hit my uncle and all my snippy cousins in Berlin! . . .”
“What lies my aunt tells you! . . . Since her husband is German, she sees everything the way he wants. Dad knows more; Rene’s dad is better informed about all this. We’re going to give them a good beating! It’ll be so much fun when they get my uncle and all my snobby cousins in Berlin! . . .”
“Hush,” groaned her mother. “Do not talk such nonsense. The war has turned you as crazy as your father.”
“Hush,” her mother groaned. “Stop talking such nonsense. The war has driven you as crazy as your father.”
The good lady was scandalized at hearing the outburst of savage desires that the mere mention of the Kaiser always aroused in her daughter. In times of peace, Chichi had rather admired this personage. “He’s not so bad-looking,” she had commented, “but with a very ordinary smile.” Now all her wrath was concentrated upon him. The thousands of women that were weeping through his fault! The mothers without sons, the wives without husbands, the poor children left in the burning towns! . . . Ah, the vile wretch! . . . And she would brandish her knife of the old Peoncito days—a dagger with silver handle and sheath richly chased, a gift that her grandfather had exhumed from some forgotten souvenirs of his childhood in an old valise. The very first German that she came across was doomed to death. Dona Luisa was terrified to find her flourishing this weapon before her dressing mirror. She was no longer yearning to be a cavalryman nor a diable bleu. She would be entirely content if they would leave her, alone in some closed space with the detested monster. In just five minutes she would settle the universal conflict.
The good lady was shocked to hear the outburst of intense feelings that the mere mention of the Kaiser always sparked in her daughter. In peaceful times, Chichi had admired this figure a bit. “He’s not so bad-looking,” she had said, “but he has a very basic smile.” Now all her anger was directed at him. Thousands of women were crying because of him! Mothers without sons, wives without husbands, poor children left in burning towns!... Ah, the despicable wretch!... And she would wave her knife from the old Peoncito days—a dagger with a silver handle and a beautifully designed sheath, a gift her grandfather had dug up from some forgotten memories in an old suitcase. The very first German she came across was doomed to die. Dona Luisa was terrified to see her waving this weapon in front of her dressing mirror. She was no longer dreaming of being a cavalryman or a diable bleu. She would be completely satisfied if they left her alone in a closed space with the hated monster. In just five minutes, she would settle the global conflict.
“Defend yourself, Boche,” she would shriek, standing at guard as in her childhood she had seen the peons doing on the ranch.
“Defend yourself, Boche,” she would scream, standing on guard just like she had seen the workers do on the ranch during her childhood.
And with a knife-thrust above and below, she would pierce his imperial vitals. Immediately there resounded in her imagination, shouts of joy, the gigantic sigh of millions of women freed at last from the bloody nightmare—thanks to her playing the role of Judith or Charlotte Corday, or a blend of all the heroic women who had killed for the common weal. Her savage fury made her continue her imaginary slaughter, dagger in hand. Second stroke!—the Crown Prince rolling to one side and his head to the other. A rain of dagger thrusts!—all the invincible generals of whom her aunt had been boasting fleeing with their insides in their hands—and bringing up the rear, that fawning lackey who wished to receive the same things as those of highest rank—the uncle from Berlin. . . . Ay, if she could only get the chance to make these longings a reality!
And with a knife thrust above and below, she would stab his royal guts. Immediately, she could hear in her mind shouts of joy, the huge sigh of millions of women finally freed from the bloody nightmare—thanks to her taking on the role of Judith or Charlotte Corday, or a mix of all the heroic women who had killed for the greater good. Her fierce anger drove her to continue her imaginary killing spree, dagger in hand. Second strike!—the Crown Prince rolling to one side and his head to the other. A rain of dagger thrusts!—all the unbeatable generals her aunt had been bragging about fleeing with their guts in their hands—and bringing up the rear, that sycophantic lackey who wanted the same perks as the elite—her uncle from Berlin. . . . Oh, if only she could get the chance to turn these desires into reality!
“You are mad,” protested her mother. “Completely mad! How can a ladylike girl talk in such a way?” . . .
“You're crazy,” her mother protested. “Totally crazy! How can a proper girl talk like that?” . . .
Surprising her niece in the ecstasy of these delirious ravings, Dona Elena would raise her eyes to heaven, abstaining thenceforth from communicating her opinions, reserving them wholly for the mother.
Surprising her niece in the excitement of these wild outbursts, Dona Elena would look up to the sky, deciding from that point on not to share her thoughts, keeping them entirely for the mother.
Don Marcelo’s indignation took another bound when his wife repeated to him the news from her sister. All a lie! . . . The war was progressing finely. On the Eastern frontier the French troops had advanced through the interior of Alsace and Lorraine.
Don Marcelo’s anger reached new heights when his wife told him the news from her sister. It was all a lie! . . . The war was going well. On the Eastern front, the French troops had made significant advances into Alsace and Lorraine.
“But—Belgium is invaded, isn’t it?” asked Dona Luisa. “And those poor Belgians?”
“But—Belgium has been invaded, right?” asked Dona Luisa. “And those poor Belgians?”
Desnoyers retorted indignantly.
Desnoyers snapped back angrily.
“That invasion of Belgium is treason. . . . And a treason never amounts to anything among decent people.”
“That invasion of Belgium is betrayal. . . . And betrayal never means anything among decent people.”
He said it in all good faith as though war were a duel in which the traitor was henceforth ruled out and unable to continue his outrages. Besides, the heroic resistance of Belgium was nourishing the most absurd illusions in his heart. The Belgians were certainly supernatural men destined to the most stupendous achievements. . . . And to think that heretofore he had never taken this plucky little nation into account! . . . For several days, he considered Liege a holy city before whose walls the Teutonic power would be completely confounded. Upon the fall of Liege, his unquenchable faith sought another handle. There were still remaining many other Lieges in the interior. The Germans might force their way further in; then we would see how many of them ever succeeded in getting out. The entry into Brussels did not disquiet him. An unprotected city! . . . Its surrender was a foregone conclusion. Now the Belgians would be better able to defend Antwerp. Neither did the advance of the Germans toward the French frontier alarm him at all. In vain his sister-in-law, with malicious brevity, mentioned in the dining-room the progress of the invasion, so confusedly outlined in the daily papers. The Germans were already at the frontier.
He said it with complete sincerity, as if war were a duel where the traitor was no longer part of the equation and couldn't continue his attacks. Plus, the brave resistance of Belgium was feeding him the most ridiculous hopes. The Belgians were definitely extraordinary people destined for incredible feats. . . . And to think that until now he had never considered this courageous little nation! . . . For several days, he saw Liege as a holy city where the Teutonic power would be completely defeated. When Liege fell, his unshakeable belief just found something else to cling to. There were still many other cities like Liege deep inside. The Germans might push further in; then we’d see how many of them made it out. The fact that they entered Brussels didn’t worry him at all. An unprotected city! . . . Its surrender was a sure thing. Now the Belgians would be in a better position to defend Antwerp. He wasn’t concerned about the Germans advancing toward the French border either. His sister-in-law's snide comments about the invasion's progress, as vaguely described in the daily papers, were of no concern to him. The Germans were already at the border.
“And what of that?” yelled Don Marcelo. “Soon they will meet someone to talk to! Joffre is going to meet them. Our armies are in the East, in the very place where they ought to be, on the true frontier, at the door of their home. But they have to deal with a treacherous and cowardly opponent that instead of marching face to face, leaps the walls of the corral like sheep-stealers. . . . Their underhand tricks won’t do them any good, though! The French are already in Belgium and adjusting the accounts of the Germans. We shall smash them so effectually that never again will they be able to disturb the peace of the world. And that accursed individual with the rampant moustache we are going to put in a cage, and exhibit in the place de la Concorde!”
“And what about that?” yelled Don Marcelo. “Soon they’ll find someone to talk to! Joffre is going to meet with them. Our armies are in the East, exactly where they should be, on the true frontier, right at their doorstep. But they have to contend with a treacherous and cowardly opponent that, instead of marching face to face, jumps over the walls of the corral like sheep-stealers. Their sneaky tricks won’t save them, though! The French are already in Belgium and settling the score with the Germans. We’re going to crush them so decisively that they’ll never be able to disturb the peace of the world again. And that cursed guy with the big mustache? We’re going to put him in a cage and display him in the Place de la Concorde!”
Inspired by the paternal braggadocio, Chichi also launched forth exultingly an imaginary series of avenging torments and insults as a complement to this Imperial Exhibition.
Inspired by her father's boasting, Chichi also enthusiastically conjured up an imaginary series of revengeful torments and insults to go along with this Imperial Exhibition.
These allusions to the Emperor aggravated Frau von Hartrott more than anything else. In the first days of the war, her sister had surprised her weeping before the newspaper caricatures and leaflets sold in the streets.
These references to the Emperor bothered Frau von Hartrott more than anything else. In the early days of the war, her sister had caught her crying in front of the newspaper cartoons and flyers sold on the streets.
“Such an excellent man . . . so knightly . . . such a good father to his family! He wasn’t to blame for anything. It was his enemies who forced him to assume the offensive.”
“Such a great guy . . . so chivalrous . . . such a good dad to his family! He wasn’t at fault for anything. It was his enemies who pushed him to take action.”
Her veneration for exalted personages was making her take the attacks upon this admired grandee as though they were directed against her own family.
Her admiration for important figures was causing her to react to the attacks on this respected individual as if they were aimed at her own family.
One night in the dining room, she abandoned her tragic silence. Certain sarcasms, shot by Desnoyers at her hero, brought the tears to her eyes, and this sentimental indulgence turned her thoughts upon her sons who were undoubtedly taking part in the invasion.
One night in the dining room, she broke her painful silence. Some sarcastic remarks made by Desnoyers about her hero brought tears to her eyes, and this emotional moment made her think of her sons, who were definitely involved in the invasion.
Her brother-in-law was longing for the extermination of all the enemy. “May every barbarian be exterminated! . . . every one of the bandits in pointed helmets who have just burned Louvain and other towns, shooting defenceless peasants, old men, women and children!”
Her brother-in-law was eager for the complete destruction of all their enemies. “May every barbarian be eliminated! ... every one of those bandits in pointed helmets who just burned Louvain and other towns, shooting defenseless peasants, old men, women, and children!”
“You forget that I am a mother,” sobbed Frau von Hartrott. “You forget that among those whose extermination you are imploring, are my sons.”
“You forget that I’m a mother,” cried Frau von Hartrott. “You forget that among those whose extermination you’re asking for are my sons.”
Her violent weeping made Desnoyers realize more than ever the abyss yawning between him and this woman lodged in his own house. His resentment, however, overleapt family considerations. . . . She might weep for her sons all she wanted to; that was her right. But these sons were aggressors and wantonly doing evil. It was the other mothers who were inspiring his pity—those who were living tranquilly in their smiling little Belgian towns when their sons were suddenly shot down, their daughters violated and their houses burned to the ground.
Her intense crying made Desnoyers realize more than ever the deep divide between him and the woman living in his own house. His anger, however, went beyond family ties. She could cry for her sons as much as she wanted; that was her right. But those sons were aggressors and were causing harm without reason. It was the other mothers who brought him sympathy—those who were peacefully living in their cheerful little Belgian towns when their sons were suddenly killed, their daughters assaulted, and their homes set on fire.
As though this description of the horrors of war were a fresh insult to her, Dona Elena wept harder than ever. What falsehoods! The Kaiser was an excellent man. His soldiers were gentlemen, the German army was a model of civilization and goodness. Her husband had belonged to this army, her sons were marching in its ranks. And she knew her sons—well-bred and incapable of wrong-doing. These Belgian calumnies she could no longer listen to . . . and, with dramatic abandon, she flung herself into the arms of her sister.
As if this description of the horrors of war were a fresh insult to her, Dona Elena cried harder than ever. What lies! The Kaiser was a great man. His soldiers were gentlemen; the German army was a prime example of civilization and goodness. Her husband had been part of this army, and her sons were fighting in it. She knew her sons—well-mannered and incapable of doing wrong. She couldn't stand to hear these Belgian slanders any longer... and, in a dramatic gesture, she threw herself into her sister's arms.
Senor Desnoyers raged against the fate that condemned him to live under the same roof with this woman. What an unfortunate complication for the family! . . . and the frontiers were closed, making it impossible to get rid of her!
Senor Desnoyers was furious about the fate that forced him to live under the same roof as this woman. What a terrible complication for the family!... and the borders were closed, making it impossible to get rid of her!
“Very well, then,” he thundered. “Let us talk no more about it. We shall never reach an understanding, for we belong to two different worlds. It’s a great pity that you can’t go back to your own people.”
“Alright, then,” he roared. “Let’s stop talking about it. We’ll never come to an agreement because we’re from two different worlds. It’s a real shame that you can’t return to your own people.”
After that, he refrained from mentioning the war in his sister-in-law’s presence. Chichi was the only one keeping up her aggressive and noisy enthusiasm. Upon reading in the papers the news of the shootings, sackings, burning of cities, and the dolorous flight of those who had seen their all reduced to ashes, she again felt the necessity of assuming the role of lady-assassin. Ay, if she could only once get her hands on one of those bandits! . . . What did the men amount to anyway if they couldn’t exterminate the whole lot? . . .
After that, he stopped talking about the war when his sister-in-law was around. Chichi was the only one still maintaining her aggressive and loud enthusiasm. After reading in the newspapers about the shootings, sackings, cities being burned, and the sorrowful escape of those who had lost everything, she felt the urge to take on the role of lady-assassin again. Oh, if only she could just get her hands on one of those bandits! ... What good were the men anyway if they couldn’t wipe out the whole lot? ...
Then she would look at Rene in his exquisitely fresh uniform, sweet-mannered and smiling as though all war meant to him was a mere change of attire, and she would exclaim enigmatically:
Then she would look at Rene in his perfectly clean uniform, sweet-natured and smiling as if all war meant to him was just a change of clothes, and she would say mysteriously:
“What luck that you will never have to go to the front! . . . How fine that you don’t run any risks!”
“What luck that you’ll never have to go to the front! . . . How great that you don’t have to take any risks!”
And her lover would accept these words as but another proof of her affectionate interest.
And her partner would see these words as just another sign of her caring interest.
One day Don Marcelo was able to appreciate the horrors of the war without leaving Paris. Three thousand Belgian refugees were quartered provisionally in the circus before being distributed among the provinces. When Desnoyers entered this place, he saw in the vestibule the same posters which had been flaunting their spectacular gayeties when he had visited it a few months before with his family.
One day, Don Marcelo was able to witness the horrors of war without leaving Paris. Three thousand Belgian refugees were temporarily housed in the circus before being distributed to the provinces. When Desnoyers entered this place, he saw in the entrance the same posters that had been showcasing their vibrant entertainment when he had visited a few months earlier with his family.
Now he noticed the odor from a sick and miserable multitude crowded together—like the exhalation from a prison or poorhouse infirmary. He saw a throng that seemed crazy or stupefied with grief. They did not know exactly where they were; they had come thither, they didn’t know how. The terrible spectacle of the invasion was still so persistent in their minds that it left room for no other impression. They were still seeing the helmeted men in their peaceful hamlets, their homes in flames, the soldiery firing upon those who were fleeing, the mutilated women done to death by incessant adulterous assault, the old men burned alive, the children stabbed in their cradles by human beasts inflamed by alcohol and license. . . . Some of the octogenarians were weeping as they told how the soldiers of a civilized nation were cutting off the breasts from the women in order to nail them to the doors, how they had passed around as a trophy a new-born babe spiked on a bayonet, how they had shot aged men in the very armchair in which they were huddled in their sorrowful weakness, torturing them first with their jests and taunts.
Now he noticed the smell from a sick and miserable crowd packed together—like the stench from a prison or a poorhouse infirmary. He saw a group that looked either insane or numb with grief. They didn’t really know where they were; they had ended up here, but didn’t know how. The horrifying images of the invasion were still so strong in their minds that nothing else could break through. They were still seeing the helmeted soldiers in their peaceful villages, their homes in flames, the troops firing at those who were running away, the women brutally assaulted and killed, the old men burned alive, the children stabbed in their cribs by vicious humans driven mad by drink and lawlessness. . . . Some of the elderly were crying as they recounted how the soldiers of a so-called civilized nation were cutting off women’s breasts to nail them to the doors, how they had paraded a newborn baby speared on a bayonet as a trophy, how they had shot old men in the very armchairs where they sat helpless in their sorrow, torturing them first with their jokes and insults.
They had fled blindly, pursued by fire and shot, as crazed with terror as the people of the middle ages trying not to be ridden down by the hordes of galloping Huns and Mongols. And this flight had been across the country in its loveliest festal array, in the most productive of months, when the earth was bristling with ears of grain, when the August sky was most brilliant, and when the birds were greeting the opulent harvest with their glad songs!
They had fled blindly, chased by flames and gunfire, as terrified as people in the Middle Ages trying to escape the hordes of galloping Huns and Mongols. This escape took them across the countryside in its most beautiful festive display, during the most fruitful month, when the fields were full of ears of grain, the August sky was at its brightest, and the birds were celebrating the bountiful harvest with their joyful songs!
In that circus, filled with the wandering crowds, the immense crime was living again. The children were crying with a sound like the bleating of lambs; the men were looking wildly around with terrified eyes; the frenzied women were howling like the insane. Families had become separated in the terror of flight. A mother of five little ones now had but one. The parents, as they realized the number missing, were thinking with anguish of those who had disappeared. Would they ever find them again? . . . Or were they already dead? . . .
In that circus, packed with wandering crowds, the terrible crime was happening all over again. The children were crying like bleating lambs; the men were frantically looking around with terrified eyes; the frantic women were howling like the crazed. Families had been torn apart in the panic of escape. A mother of five little ones now had only one left. The parents, realizing how many were missing, felt deep anguish for those who had vanished. Would they ever see them again? ... Or were they already gone? ...
Don Marcelo returned home, grinding his teeth and waving his cane in an alarming manner. Ah, the bandits! . . . If only his sister-in-law could change her sex! Why wasn’t she a man? . . . It would be better still if she could suddenly assume the form of her husband, von Hartrott. What an interesting interview the two brothers-in-law would have! . . .
Don Marcelo returned home, gritting his teeth and swinging his cane in a concerning way. Ah, those bandits! If only his sister-in-law could switch genders! Why couldn’t she be a man? It would be even better if she could suddenly take on the appearance of her husband, von Hartrott. What an intriguing conversation the two brothers-in-law would have!
The war was awakening religious sentiment in the men and increasing the devotion of the women. The churches were filled. Dona Luisa was no longer confining herself to those of her neighborhood. With the courage induced by extraordinary events, she was traversing Paris afoot and going from the Madeleine to Notre Dame, or to the Sacre Coeur on the heights of Montmartre. Religious festivals were now thronged like popular assemblies. The preachers were tribunes. Patriotic enthusiasm interrupted many sermon with applause.
The war was stirring up religious feelings in the men and deepening the devotion of the women. The churches were packed. Dona Luisa was no longer only attending those in her neighborhood. Fueled by extraordinary events, she was walking across Paris, going from the Madeleine to Notre Dame, or to the Sacre Coeur on the heights of Montmartre. Religious festivals were now crowded like public gatherings. The preachers were seen as orators. Patriotic fervor interrupted many sermons with applause.
Each morning on opening the papers, before reading the war news, Senora Desnoyers would hunt other notices. “Where was Father Amette going to be to-day?” Then, under the arched vaultings of that temple, would she unite her voice with the devout chorus imploring supernatural intervention. “Lord, save France!” Patriotic religiosity was putting Sainte Genevieve at the head of the favored ones, so from all these fiestas, Dona Luisa, tremulous with faith, would return in expectation of a miracle similar to that which the patron saint of Paris had worked before the invading hordes of Attila.
Each morning, when she opened the newspapers, before diving into the war news, Señora Desnoyers would look for other announcements. “Where was Father Amette going to be today?” Then, beneath the high arches of that church, she would join her voice with the devoted crowd asking for divine help. “Lord, save France!” Her patriotic faith was positioning Sainte Genevieve among the chosen ones, so after all these celebrations, Dona Luisa, filled with hope, would return expecting a miracle like the one the patron saint of Paris had performed against Attila’s invading forces.
Dona Elena was also visiting the churches, but those nearest the house. Her brother-in-law saw her one afternoon entering Saint-Honoree d’Eylau. The building was filled with the faithful, and on the altar was a sheaf of flags—France and the allied nations. The imploring crowd was not composed entirely of women. Desnoyers saw men of his age, pompous and grave, moving their lips and fixing steadfast eyes on the altar on which were reflected like lost stars, the flames of the candles. And again he felt envy. They were fathers who were recalling their childhood prayers, thinking of their sons in battle. Don Marcelo, who had always considered religion with indifference, suddenly recognized the necessity of faith. He wanted to pray like the others, with a vague, indefinite supplication, including all beings who were struggling and dying for a land that he had not tried to defend.
Dona Elena was also visiting the nearby churches. One afternoon, her brother-in-law saw her entering Saint-Honoree d’Eylau. The church was packed with worshippers, and on the altar was a display of flags—France and the allied nations. The pleading crowd wasn’t made up only of women. Desnoyers noticed men his age, serious and dignified, moving their lips and gazing intently at the altar, where the candle flames flickered like lost stars. Once again, he felt a pang of envy. These were fathers recalling their childhood prayers, thinking of their sons fighting in battle. Don Marcelo, who had always viewed religion with indifference, suddenly realized the importance of faith. He wanted to pray like the others, offering a vague, general plea for all those who were struggling and dying for a country he hadn’t tried to defend.
He was scandalized to see von Hartrott’s wife kneeling among these people raising her eyes to the cross in a look of anguished entreaty. She was begging heaven to protect her husband, the German who perhaps at this moment was concentrating all his devilish faculties on the best organization for crushing the weak; she was praying for her sons, officers of the King of Prussia, who revolver in hand were entering villages and farmlands, driving before them a horror-stricken crowd, leaving behind them fire and death. And these orisons were going to mingle with those of the mothers who were praying for the youth trying to check the onslaught of the barbarians—with the petitions of these earnest men, rigid in their tragic grief! . . .
He was shocked to see von Hartrott’s wife kneeling among these people, looking up at the cross with a look of desperate pleading. She was asking heaven to protect her husband, the German who was likely focused on devising the most effective plan to crush the weak; she was praying for her sons, officers of the King of Prussia, who, guns in hand, were storming into villages and fields, pushing ahead a terrified crowd, leaving destruction and death in their wake. And her prayers were going to blend with those of the mothers praying for the young men trying to stop the assault of the invaders—with the pleas of these sincere men, frozen in their tragic sorrow! . . .
He had to make a great effort not to protest aloud, and he left the church. His sister-in-law had no right to kneel there among those people.
He had to work really hard not to speak up, and he left the church. His sister-in-law had no business kneeling there with those people.
“They ought to put her out!” he growled indignantly. “She is compromising God with her absurd entreaties.”
“They should kick her out!” he growled angrily. “She is embarrassing God with her ridiculous pleas.”
But in spite of his annoyance, he had to endure her living in his household, and at the same time had taken great pains to prevent her nationality being known outside.
But despite his frustration, he had to put up with her living in his house, while also making an effort to keep her nationality a secret from others.
It was a severe trial for Don Marcelo to be obliged to keep silent when at table with his family. He had to avoid the hysterics of his sister-in-law who promptly burst into sighs and sobs at the slightest allusion to her hero; and he feared equally the complaints of his wife, always ready to defend her sister, as though she were the victim. . . . That a man in his own home should have to curb his tongue and speak tactfully! . . .
It was a tough challenge for Don Marcelo to stay quiet during dinner with his family. He had to steer clear of his sister-in-law's outbursts, who would immediately start sighing and crying at the slightest mention of her hero; and he was just as worried about his wife's complaints, always ready to defend her sister as if she were the one being wronged. . . . That a man in his own home should have to hold his tongue and choose his words carefully! . . .
The only satisfaction permitted him was to announce the military moves. The French had entered Belgium. “It appears that the Boches have had a good set-back.” The slightest clash of cavalry, a simple encounter with the advance troops, he would glorify as a decisive victory. “In Lorraine, too, we are making great headway!” . . . But suddenly the fountain of his bubbling optimism seemed to become choked up. To judge from the periodicals, nothing extraordinary was occurring. They continued publishing war-stories so as to keep enthusiasm at fever-heat, but nothing definite. The Government, too, was issuing communications of vague and rhetorical verbosity. Desnoyers became alarmed, his instinct warning him of danger. “There is something wrong,” he thought. “There’s a spring broken somewhere!”
The only satisfaction he got was announcing military movements. The French had crossed into Belgium. “Looks like the Germans have taken a hit.” Any small clash of cavalry or simple encounter with the advance troops, he would hype up as a major victory. “In Lorraine, we’re making great progress too!” . . . But suddenly, his bubbling optimism seemed to hit a wall. From what he could tell from the magazines, nothing significant was happening. They kept publishing war stories to maintain excitement, but nothing concrete. The Government was also sharing vague and overly dramatic messages. Desnoyers grew worried, his instincts telling him something was off. “Something’s wrong,” he thought. “There’s a problem somewhere!”
This lack of encouraging news coincided exactly with the sudden rise in Dona Elena’s spirits. With whom had that woman been talking? Whom did she meet when she was on the street? . . . Without dropping her pose as a martyr, with the same woebegone look and drooping mouth, she was talking, and talking treacherously. The torment of Don Marcelo in being obliged to listen to the enemy harbored within his gates! . . . The French had been vanquished in Lorraine and in Belgium at the same time. A body of the army had deserted the colors; many prisoners, many cannon were captured. “Lies! German exaggerations!” howled Desnoyers. And Chichi with the derisive ha-ha’s of an insolent girl, drowned out the triumphant communications of the aunt from Berlin. “I don’t know, of course,” said the unwelcome lodger with mock humility. “Perhaps it is not authentic. I have heard it said.” Her host was furious. Where had she heard it said? Who was giving her such news? . . .
This lack of good news coincided perfectly with the sudden boost in Dona Elena’s mood. Who had she been talking to? Who did she meet on the street? . . . Without losing her martyr act, with the same sad look and drooping mouth, she was talking, and talking deceitfully. The torment for Don Marcelo of having to listen to the enemy hidden within his own walls! . . . The French had been defeated in Lorraine and Belgium at the same time. A portion of the army had deserted; many prisoners and many cannons were captured. “Lies! German exaggerations!” Desnoyers yelled. Meanwhile, Chichi, with the mocking laughter of a defiant girl, drowned out the triumphant reports from her aunt in Berlin. “I don’t know, of course,” said the unwelcome guest with feigned humility. “Maybe it’s not true. I just heard it.” Her host was furious. Where did she hear this? Who was feeding her this news? . . .
And in order to ventilate his wrath, he broke forth into tirades against the enemy’s espionage, against the carelessness of the police force in permitting so many Germans to remain hidden in Paris. Then he suddenly became quiet, thinking of his own behavior in this line. He, too, was involuntarily contributing toward the maintenance and support of the foe.
And to express his anger, he launched into rants about the enemy’s spying and the negligence of the police for allowing so many Germans to stay hidden in Paris. Then he suddenly fell silent, reflecting on his own actions in this matter. He realized that he, too, was unwittingly helping to sustain the enemy.
The fall of the ministry and the constitution of a government of national defense made it apparent that something very important must have taken place. The alarms and tears of Dona Luisa increased his nervousness. The good lady was no longer returning from the churches, cheered and strengthened. Her confidential talks with her sister were filling her with a terror that she tried in vain to communicate to her husband. “All is lost. . . . Elena is the only one that knows the truth.”
The fall of the government and the formation of a national defense administration made it clear that something significant must have happened. Dona Luisa's alarms and tears heightened his anxiety. The good woman was no longer returning from church feeling uplifted and strong. Her private conversations with her sister filled her with a fear that she couldn't pass on to her husband. “Everything is lost... Elena is the only one who knows the truth.”
Desnoyers went in search of Senator Lacour. He would know all the ministers; no one could be better informed. “Yes, my friend,” said the important man sadly. “Two great losses at Morhange and Charleroi, at the East and the North. The enemy is going to invade French soil! . . . But our army is intact, and will retreat in good order. Good fortune may still be ours. A great calamity, but all is not lost.”
Desnoyers went looking for Senator Lacour. He would know all the ministers; no one could be better informed. “Yes, my friend,” the important man said sadly. “We’ve suffered two major losses at Morhange and Charleroi, in the East and the North. The enemy is about to invade French territory! . . . But our army is still intact and will retreat in good order. We might still have some good luck. It’s a terrible disaster, but all is not lost.”
Preparations for the defense of Paris were being pushed forward . . . rather late. The forts were supplying themselves with new cannon. Houses, built in the danger zone in the piping times of peace, were now disappearing under the blows of the official demolition. The trees on the outer avenues were being felled in order to enlarge the horizon. Barricades of sacks of earth and tree trunks were heaped at the doors of the old walls. The curious were skirting the suburbs in order to gaze at the recently dug trenches and the barbed wire fences. The Bois de Boulogne was filled with herds of cattle. Near heaps of dry alfalfa steers and sheep were grouped in the green meadows. Protection against famine was uppermost in the minds of a people still remembering the suffering of 1870. Every night, the street lighting was less and less. The sky, on the other hand, was streaked incessantly by the shafts from the searchlights. Fear of aerial invasion was increasing the public uneasiness. Timid people were speaking of Zeppelins, attributing to them irresistible powers, with all the exaggeration that accompanies mysterious dangers.
Preparations for the defense of Paris were moving forward . . . a bit late. The forts were equipping themselves with new cannons. Houses built in the danger zone during peacetime were now being torn down by official demolition. Trees along the outer avenues were being cut down to widen the view. Barricades made of earth-filled sacks and tree trunks were piled at the entrances of the old walls. Curious onlookers were skirting the suburbs to look at the recently dug trenches and barbed wire fences. The Bois de Boulogne was filled with herds of cattle. Near piles of dry alfalfa, steers and sheep were gathered in the green meadows. Protection against famine was a top concern for people still remembering the hardships of 1870. Each night, the streetlights grew dimmer. Meanwhile, the sky was constantly streaked with beams from the searchlights. Fear of an aerial invasion was increasing public anxiety. Timid individuals were talking about Zeppelins, attributing to them unstoppable powers, with all the exaggeration that comes with mysterious dangers.
In her panic, Dona Luisa greatly distressed her husband, who was passing the days in continual alarm, yet trying to put heart into his trembling and anxious wife. “They are going to come, Marcelo; my heart tells me so. The girl! . . . the girl!” She was accepting blindly all the statements made by her sister, the only thing that comforted her being the chivalry and discipline of those troops to which her nephews belonged. The news of the atrocities committed against the women of Belgium were received with the same credulity as the enemy’s advances announced by Elena. “Our girl, Marcelo. . . . Our girl!” And the girl, object of so much solicitude, would laugh with the assurance of vigorous youth on hearing of her mother’s anxiety. “Just let the shameless fellows come! I shall take great pleasure in seeing them face to face!” And she clenched her right hand as though it already clutched the avenging knife.
In her panic, Dona Luisa deeply troubled her husband, who was spending his days in constant fear while trying to reassure his shaky and worried wife. “They’re going to come, Marcelo; I can feel it in my heart. The girl! . . . the girl!” She was blindly accepting everything her sister said, the only thing that comforted her being the bravery and discipline of the troops her nephews belonged to. The news of the atrocities committed against the women of Belgium was received with the same naivety as the enemy’s advances reported by Elena. “Our girl, Marcelo. . . . Our girl!” Meanwhile, the girl, the focus of all this concern, laughed with the confidence of youth upon hearing about her mother’s worries. “Let those shameless guys come! I can’t wait to see them face to face!” And she clenched her right hand as if she was already holding the avenging knife.
The father became tired of this situation. He still had one of his monumental automobiles that an outside chauffeur could manage. Senator Lacour obtained the necessary passports and Desnoyers gave his wife her orders in a tone that admitted of no remonstrance. They must go to Biarritz or to some of the summer resorts in the north of Spain. Almost all the South American families had already gone in the same direction. Dona Luisa tried to object. It was impossible for her to separate herself from her husband. Never before, in their many years of married life, had they once been separated. But a harsh negative from Don Marcelo cut her pleadings short. He would remain. Then the poor senora ran to the rue de la Pompe. Her son! . . . Julio scarcely listened to his mother. Ay! he, too, would stay. So finally the imposing automobile lumbered toward the South carrying Dona Luisa, her sister who hailed with delight this withdrawal before the admired troops of the Emperor, and Chichi, pleased that the war was necessitating an excursion to the fashionable beaches frequented by her friends.
The father got fed up with the situation. He still had one of his huge cars that an outside driver could handle. Senator Lacour got the necessary passports, and Desnoyers gave his wife her orders in a way that left no room for argument. They had to go to Biarritz or one of the summer resorts in northern Spain. Almost all the South American families had already headed in the same direction. Dona Luisa tried to protest. It was impossible for her to be away from her husband. Never before, in their many years of marriage, had they ever been separated. But a firm no from Don Marcelo cut her pleas short. He would stay. Then the poor lady rushed to rue de la Pompe. Her son! . . . Julio hardly listened to his mother. Oh! he, too, would stay. So finally, the big car lumbered off toward the South carrying Dona Luisa, her sister who was thrilled about this getaway from the admired troops of the Emperor, and Chichi, happy that the war was creating an opportunity for a trip to the trendy beaches where her friends hung out.
Don Marcelo was at last alone. The two coppery maids had followed by rail the flight of their mistresses. At first the old man felt a little bewildered by this solitude, which obliged him to eat uncomfortable meals in a restaurant and pass the nights in enormous and deserted rooms still bearing traces of their former occupants. The other apartments in the building had also been vacated. All the tenants were foreigners, who had discreetly decamped, or French families surprised by the war when summering at their country seats.
Don Marcelo was finally alone. The two copper-haired maids had followed their mistresses by train. At first, the old man felt a bit disoriented by this solitude, which forced him to have awkward meals in a restaurant and spend nights in huge, empty rooms still showing signs of their previous occupants. The other apartments in the building were also empty. All the tenants were foreigners, who had quietly left, or French families caught off guard by the war while vacationing at their country homes.
Instinctively he turned his steps toward the rue de la Pompe gazing from afar at the studio windows. What was his son doing? . . . Undoubtedly continuing his gay and useless life. Such men only existed for their own selfish folly.
Instinctively, he headed toward rue de la Pompe, looking from a distance at the studio windows. What was his son up to? . . . Definitely carrying on with his carefree and pointless life. Men like that only lived for their own selfish whims.
Desnoyers felt satisfied with the stand he had taken. To follow the family would be sheer cowardice. The memory of his youthful flight to South America was sufficient martyrdom; he would finish his life with all the compensating bravery that he could muster. “No, they will not come,” he said repeatedly, with the optimism of enthusiasm. “I have a presentiment that they will never reach Paris. And even if they DO come!” . . . The absence of his family brought him a joyous valor and a sense of bold youthfulness. Although his age might prevent his going to war in the open air, he could still fire a gun, immovable in a trench, without fear of death. Let them come! . . . He was longing for the struggle with the anxiety of a punctilious business man wishing to cancel a former debt as soon as possible.
Desnoyers felt proud of the stance he had taken. Following his family would be complete cowardice. The memory of his youthful escape to South America was enough suffering; he would face the end of his life with all the courage he could gather. “No, they won’t come,” he kept saying, filled with optimistic energy. “I have a feeling they will never make it to Paris. And even if they DO come!” . . . The absence of his family gave him a joyful bravery and a sense of youthful boldness. Although his age might prevent him from fighting in open combat, he could still shoot from a trench, unafraid of death. Let them come! . . . He was eager for the fight, like a meticulous businessman wanting to settle an old debt as quickly as possible.
In the streets of Paris he met many groups of fugitives. They were from the North and East of France, and had escaped before the German advance. Of all the tales told by this despondent crowd—not knowing where to go and dependent upon the charity of the people—he was most impressed with those dealing with the disregard of property. Shootings and assassinations made him clench his fists, with threats of vengeance; but the robberies authorized by the heads, the wholesale sackings by superior order, followed by fire, appeared to him so unheard-of that he was silent with stupefaction, his speech seeming to be temporarily paralyzed. And a people with laws could wage war in this fashion, like a tribe of Indians going to combat in order to rob! . . . His adoration of property rights made him beside himself with wrath at these sacrileges.
In the streets of Paris, he encountered many groups of refugees. They had come from the North and East of France, fleeing before the German advance. Among all the stories shared by this worried crowd—who had no idea where to go and relied on the kindness of others—he was most struck by those about the disregard for property. Shootings and killings made him clench his fists, consumed by thoughts of revenge; but the looting sanctioned by the leaders, the widespread pillaging ordered from above, followed by arson, seemed so outrageous to him that he was left speechless, as if his ability to talk had momentarily shut down. And a society that had laws could conduct war this way, like a tribe of Indians attacking to steal! . . . His deep respect for property rights filled him with rage at these violations.
He began to worry about his castle at Villeblanche. All that he owned in Paris suddenly seemed to him of slight importance to what he had in his historic mansion. His best paintings were there, adorning the gloomy salons; there, too, the furnishings captured from the antiquarians after an auctioneering battle, and the crystal cabinets, the tapestries, the silver services.
He started to get anxious about his castle in Villeblanche. Everything he owned in Paris suddenly felt insignificant compared to what he had in his historic mansion. His best paintings were there, decorating the dark salons; also, the furnishings he had acquired from dealers after a bidding war, along with the crystal cabinets, tapestries, and silverware.
He mentally reviewed all of these objects, not letting a single one escape his inventory. Things that he had forgotten came surging up in his memory, and the fear of losing them seemed to give them greater lustre, increasing their size, and intensifying their value. All the riches of Villeblanche were concentrated in one certain acquisition which Desnoyers admired most of all; for, to his mind, it stood for all the glory of his immense fortune—in fact, the most luxurious appointment that even a millionaire could possess.
He went through all these items in his mind, making sure not to miss a single one. Things he had forgotten came rushing back to him, and the fear of losing them seemed to make them shine brighter, grow larger, and become even more valuable. All the wealth of Villeblanche was focused on one particular item that Desnoyers admired above all else; to him, it symbolized the glory of his vast fortune—in fact, the most luxurious possession that even a millionaire could own.
“My golden bath,” he thought. “I have there my tub of gold.”
“My golden bath,” he thought. “I have my tub of gold there.”
This bath of priceless metal he had procured, after much financial wrestling, from an auction, and he considered the purchase the culminating achievement of his wealth. No one knew exactly its origin; perhaps it had been the property of luxurious princes; perhaps it owed its existence to the caprice of a demi-mondaine fond of display. He and his had woven a legend around this golden cavity adorned with lions’ claws, dolphins and busts of naiads. Undoubtedly it was once a king’s! Chichi gravely affirmed that it had been Marie Antoinette’s, and the entire family thought that the home on the avenue Victor Hugo was altogether too modest and plebeian to enshrine such a jewel. They therefore agreed to put it in the castle, where it was greatly venerated, although it was useless and solemn as a museum piece. . . . And was he to permit the enemy in their advance toward the Marne to carry off this priceless treasure, as well as the other gorgeous things which he had accumulated with such patience Ah, no! His soul of a collector would be capable of the greatest heroism before he would let that go.
This bath made of precious metal, which he had acquired after a lot of financial struggle at an auction, was what he considered the pinnacle of his wealth. No one knew its exact origin; maybe it belonged to lavish princes, or perhaps it was created by a socialite who loved to show off. He and his family had crafted a legend around this golden basin decorated with lions’ claws, dolphins, and busts of naiads. It certainly used to belong to a king! Chichi solemnly claimed it was Marie Antoinette’s, and the whole family felt that their home on Avenue Victor Hugo was far too modest and ordinary to house such a treasure. So, they agreed to place it in the castle, where it was greatly admired, even though it was as useless and ceremonial as a museum piece. . . . And was he really going to allow the enemy, advancing toward the Marne, to take away this priceless treasure along with the other beautiful things he had painstakingly gathered? Oh, no! His collector’s spirit would inspire him to perform great acts of bravery to protect it.
Each day was bringing a fresh sheaf of bad news. The papers were saying little, and the Government was so veiling its communications that the mind was left in great perplexity. Nevertheless, the truth was mysteriously forcing its way, impelled by the pessimism of the alarmists, and the manipulation of the enemy’s spies who were remaining hidden in Paris. The fatal news was being passed along in whispers. “They have already crossed the frontier. . . .” “They are already in Lille.” . . . They were advancing at the rate of thirty-five miles a day. The name of von Kluck was beginning to have a familiar ring. English and French were retreating before the enveloping progression of the invaders. Some were expecting another Sedan. Desnoyers was following the advance of the Germans, going daily to the Gare du Nord. Every twenty-four hours was lessening the radius of travel. Bulletins announcing that tickets would not be sold for the Northern districts served to indicate how these places were falling, one after the other, into the power of the invader. The shrinkage of national territory was going on with such methodical regularity that, with watch in hand, and allowing an advance of thirty-five miles daily, one might gauge the hour when the lances of the first Uhlans would salute the Eiffel tower. The trains were running full, great bunches of people overflowing from their coaches.
Each day brought a new wave of bad news. The papers shared very little, and the Government was so secretive about its communications that people were left confused. However, the truth was somehow breaking through, fueled by the alarmists' negativity and the spies from the enemy who were hiding in Paris. The grim news was being passed around in whispers. “They’ve already crossed the border….” “They’re already in Lille…” They were moving forward at a pace of thirty-five miles a day. The name von Kluck was starting to sound familiar. English and French forces were retreating in front of the advancing invaders. Some were worried about another Sedan. Desnoyers was tracking the Germans’ advance, going daily to the Gare du Nord. Each day made the travel radius smaller. Bulletins stating that tickets wouldn’t be sold for the Northern regions indicated how these areas were falling one after another to the invaders. The loss of national territory was happening so consistently that, with a watch in hand, and allowing for an advance of thirty-five miles each day, one could estimate the hour when the first Uhlans would salute the Eiffel Tower. The trains were packed, with large groups of people spilling out of their cars.
In this time of greatest anxiety, Desnoyers again visited his friend, Senator Lacour, in order to astound him with the most unheard-of petitions. He wished to go immediately to his castle. While everybody else was fleeing toward Paris he earnestly desired to go in the opposite direction. The senator couldn’t believe his ears.
In this time of intense anxiety, Desnoyers visited his friend, Senator Lacour, to shock him with the most outrageous requests. He wanted to head straight to his castle. While everyone else was rushing toward Paris, he was determined to go in the opposite direction. The senator couldn’t believe what he was hearing.
“You are beside yourself!” he exclaimed. “It is necessary to leave Paris, but toward the South. I will tell you confidentially, and you must not tell because it is a secret—we are leaving at any minute; we are all going, the President, the Government, the Chambers. We are going to establish ourselves at Bordeaux as in 1870. The enemy is surely approaching; it is only a matter of days . . . of hours. We know little of just what is happening, but all the news is bad. The army still holds firm, is yet intact, but retreating . . . retreating, all the time yielding ground. . . . Believe me, it will be better for you to leave Paris. Gallieni will defend it, but the defense is going to be hard and horrible. . . . Although Paris may surrender, France will not necessarily surrender. The war will go on if necessary even to the frontiers of Spain . . . but it is sad . . . very sad!”
“You're freaking out!” he said. “We have to leave Paris, but we're heading south. I'll tell you this in confidence, and you can't share it because it's a secret—we're leaving any minute; all of us are going, the President, the Government, the Parliament. We're moving to Bordeaux just like in 1870. The enemy is definitely getting closer; it's just a matter of days... or even hours. We don’t know much about what's going on, but all the news is bad. The army is still holding strong, it's still intact, but it's retreating... always giving up ground... Trust me, it's better for you to leave Paris. Gallieni will defend it, but it's going to be a tough and terrible fight... Even if Paris surrenders, France might not surrender. The war will continue if it has to go all the way to the borders of Spain... but it's tragic... really tragic!”
And he offered to take his friend with him in that flight to Bordeaux of which so few yet knew. Desnoyers shook his head. No; he wanted to go the castle of Villeblanche. His furniture . . . his riches . . . his parks.
And he offered to take his friend with him on that flight to Bordeaux that so few people knew about yet. Desnoyers shook his head. No; he wanted to go to the castle of Villeblanche. His furniture... his wealth... his estates.
“But you will be taken prisoner!” protested the senator. “Perhaps they will kill you!”
“But you’ll be taken prisoner!” protested the senator. “They might kill you!”
A shrug of indifference was the only response. He considered himself energetic enough to struggle against the entire German army in the defense of his property. The important thing was to get there, and then—just let anybody dare to touch his things! . . . The senator looked with astonishment at this civilian infuriated by the lust of possession. It reminded him of some Arab merchants that he had once known, ordinarily mild and pacific, who quarrelled and killed like wild beasts when Bedouin thieves seized their wares. This was not the moment for discussion, and each must map out his own course. So the influential senator finally yielded to the desire of his friend. If such was his pleasure, let him carry it through! So he arranged that his mad petitioner should depart that very night on a military train that was going to meet the army.
A shrug of indifference was the only response. He saw himself as strong enough to take on the entire German army to protect his property. The important thing was to get there, and then—let anyone dare to mess with his stuff! . . . The senator looked on in disbelief at this civilian driven mad by the urge to possess. It reminded him of some Arab merchants he had once known, usually calm and peaceful, who would fight and kill like beasts when Bedouin thieves took their goods. This wasn’t the time for discussion; everyone had to choose their own path. So the influential senator finally gave in to his friend's wishes. If that’s what he wanted, let him go for it! He arranged for his desperate friend to leave that very night on a military train heading to meet the army.
That journey put Don Marcelo in touch with the extraordinary movement which the war had developed on the railroads. His train took fourteen hours to cover the distance normally made in two. It was made up of freight cars filled with provisions and cartridges, with the doors stamped and sealed. A third-class car was occupied by the train escort, a detachment of provincial guards. He was installed in a second-class compartment with the lieutenant in command of this guard and certain officials on their way to join their regiments after having completed the business of mobilization in the small towns in which they were stationed before the war. The crowd, habituated to long detentions, was accustomed to getting out and settling down before the motionless locomotive, or scattering through the nearby fields.
That journey connected Don Marcelo with the remarkable activity that the war had sparked on the railroads. His train took fourteen hours to cover a distance that usually took two. It was made up of freight cars filled with supplies and ammunition, with the doors stamped and sealed. A third-class car was occupied by the train escort, a detachment of provincial guards. He was settled in a second-class compartment with the lieutenant in charge of this guard and some officials heading to rejoin their regiments after wrapping up the mobilization tasks in the small towns where they had been stationed before the war. The crowd, used to long delays, was accustomed to getting out and setting up camp in front of the stationary locomotive or wandering through the nearby fields.
In the stations of any importance all the tracks were occupied by rows of cars. High-pressure engines were whistling, impatient to be off. Groups of soldiers were hesitating before the different trains, making mistakes, getting out of one coach to enter others. The employees, calm but weary-looking, were going from side to side, giving explanations about mountains of all sorts of freight and arranging them for transport. In the convoy in which Desnoyers was placed the Territorials were sleeping, accustomed to the monotony of acting as guard. Those in charge of the horses had opened the sliding doors, seating themselves on the floor with their legs hanging over the edge. The train went very slowly during the night, across shadowy fields, stopping here and there before red lanterns and announcing its presence by prolonged whistling.
In the busy stations, all the tracks were filled with rows of cars. High-pressure engines were whistling, eager to get going. Groups of soldiers were unsure as they stood in front of different trains, making mistakes and moving from one coach to another. The employees, calm but looking tired, were moving back and forth, explaining about various types of freight and organizing it for transport. In the convoy where Desnoyers was seated, the Territorials were sleeping, used to the routine of being on guard. Those in charge of the horses had opened the sliding doors, sitting on the floor with their legs dangling over the edge. The train moved very slowly through the night, across dark fields, stopping here and there in front of red lanterns and announcing its presence with long whistles.
In some stations appeared young girls clad in white with cockades and pennants on their breasts. Day and night they were there, in relays, so that no train should pass through without a visit. They offered, in baskets and trays, their gifts to the soldiers—bread, chocolate, fruit. Many, already surfeited, tried to resist, but had to yield eventually before the pleading countenance of the maidens. Even Desnoyers was laden down with these gifts of patriotic enthusiasm.
In some stations, young girls dressed in white appeared with ribbons and flags pinned to their chests. They were there day and night, working in shifts so that no train would pass through without a visit. They offered their gifts to the soldiers—bread, chocolate, and fruit—on baskets and trays. Many, already overwhelmed, tried to resist, but eventually gave in to the earnest expressions of the girls. Even Desnoyers found himself weighed down by these gifts of patriotic spirit.
He passed a great part of the night talking with his travelling companions. Only the officers had vague directions as to where they were to meet their regiments, for the operations of war were daily changing the situation. Faithful to duty, they were passing on, hoping to arrive in time for the decisive combat. The Chief of the Guard had been over the ground, and was the only one able to give any account of the retreat. After each stop the train made less progress. Everybody appeared confused. Why the retreat? . . . The army had undoubtedly suffered reverses, but it was still united and, in his opinion, ought to seek an engagement where it was. The retreat was leaving the advance of the enemy unopposed. To what point were they going to retreat? . . . They who two weeks before were discussing in their garrisons the place in Belgium where their adversaries were going to receive their death blow and through what places their victorious troops would invade Germany! . . .
He spent a large part of the night chatting with his travel companions. Only the officers had unclear instructions about where they were supposed to meet their regiments, as the situation in the war was changing daily. Staying true to their duty, they kept moving, hoping to arrive in time for the crucial battle. The Chief of the Guard had surveyed the area and was the only one who could provide any details about the retreat. After each stop, the train made less progress. Everyone seemed confused. Why the retreat? . . . The army had definitely faced setbacks, but it was still intact and, in his view, should seek a fight where they were. The retreat was allowing the enemy's advance to go unchallenged. Where were they even headed? . . . They who just two weeks ago were discussing in their garrisons the location in Belgium where their opponents would face defeat and through which routes their victorious troops would invade Germany! . . .
Their admission of the change of tactics did not reveal the slightest discouragement. An indefinite but firm hope was hovering triumphantly above their vacillations. The Generalissimo was the only one who possessed the secret of events. And Desnoyers approved with the blind enthusiasm inspired by those in whom we have confidence. Joffre! . . . That serious and calm leader would finally bring things out all right. Nobody ought to doubt his ability; he was the kind of man who always says the decisive word.
Their acknowledgment of the change in tactics showed no signs of discouragement. A vague but strong hope was triumphantly floating above their hesitations. The Generalissimo was the only one who knew how things would unfold. Desnoyers nodded in agreement with the blind enthusiasm that comes from trusting others. Joffre! ... That serious and composed leader would ultimately make everything right. No one should question his capability; he was the type of person who always knows the right thing to say.
At daybreak Don Marcelo left the train. “Good luck to you!” And he clasped the hands of the brave young fellows who were going to die, perhaps in a very short time. Finding the road unexpectedly open, the train started immediately and Desnoyers found himself alone in the station. In normal times a branch road would have taken him on to Villeblanche, but the service was now suspended for lack of a train crew. The employees had been transferred to the lines crowded with the war transportation.
At dawn, Don Marcelo got off the train. “Good luck!” He shook hands with the brave young men who might die soon. When he saw the road unexpectedly clear, the train took off right away, leaving Desnoyers alone at the station. Usually, a branch line would have led him to Villeblanche, but service was currently suspended due to a shortage of train crew. The staff had been reassigned to the lines overwhelmed with war transportation.
In vain he sought, with most generous offers, a horse, a simple cart drawn by any kind of old beast, in order to continue his trip. The mobilization had appropriated the best, and all other means of transportation had disappeared with the flight of the terrified. He would have to walk the eight miles. The old man did not hesitate. Forward March! And he began his course along the dusty, straight, white highway running between an endless succession of plains. Some groups of trees, some green hedges and the roofs of various farms broke the monotony of the countryside. The fields were covered with stubble from the recent harvest. The haycocks dotted the ground with their yellowish cones, now beginning to darken and take on a tone of oxidized gold. In the valleys the birds were flitting about, shaking off the dew of dawn.
In vain, he searched for a horse or even a simple cart pulled by any old animal to continue his journey, making generous offers. The mobilization had taken the best options, and all other means of transportation had vanished with the fleeing terrified people. He would have to walk the eight miles. The old man didn't hesitate. Forward march! He started down the dusty, straight white highway that ran through endless plains. Some clusters of trees, green hedges, and the roofs of various farms broke up the monotony of the countryside. The fields were covered in stubble from the recent harvest. The haystacks dotted the ground with their yellowish cones, now starting to darken and take on a shade of oxidized gold. In the valleys, the birds were flitting around, shaking off the morning dew.
The first rays of the sun announced a very hot day. Around the hay stacks Desnoyers saw knots of people who were getting up, shaking out their clothes, and awaking those who were still sleeping. They were fugitives camping near the station in the hope that some train would carry them further on, they knew not where. Some had come from far-away districts; they had heard the cannon, had seen war approaching, and for several days had been going forward, directed by chance. Others, infected with the contagion of panic, had fled, fearing to know the same horrors. . . . Among them he saw mothers with their little ones in their arms, and old men who could only walk with a cane in one hand and the other arm in that of some member of the family, and a few old women, withered and motionless as mummies, who were sleeping as they were trundled along in wheelbarrows. When the sun awoke this miserable band they gathered themselves together with heavy step, still stiffened by the night. Many were going toward the station in the hope of a train which never came, thinking that, perhaps, they might have better luck during the day that was just dawning. Some were continuing their way down the track, hoping that fate might be more propitious in some other place.
The first rays of sunlight announced a very hot day. Around the hay stacks, Desnoyers saw groups of people getting up, shaking out their clothes, and waking up those who were still asleep. They were refugees camping near the station, hoping that some train would take them further, though they didn’t know where. Some had come from distant areas; they had heard the cannons, seen the war approaching, and had been moving forward for several days, guided by chance. Others, caught up in the panic, had fled, afraid of facing the same horrors. Among them, he noticed mothers with their little ones in their arms, and elderly men who could only walk with a cane in one hand and a family member’s arm in the other, along with a few elderly women, shriveled and motionless like mummies, who were sleeping as they were wheeled along in wheelbarrows. As the sun rose, this weary group gathered themselves with heavy steps, still stiff from the night. Many were heading toward the station, hoping for a train that never came, thinking that perhaps they might have better luck during the new day. Some continued along the track, hoping that fate would be kinder somewhere else.
Don Marcelo walked all the morning long. The white, rectilinear ribbon of roadway was spotted with approaching groups that on the horizon line looked like a file of ants. He did not see a single person going in his direction. All were fleeing toward the South, and on meeting this city gentleman, well-shod, with walking stick and straw hat, going on alone toward the country which they were abandoning in terror, they showed the greatest astonishment. They concluded that he must be some functionary, some celebrity from the Government.
Don Marcelo walked all morning. The straight, white road was dotted with groups of people that, from a distance, looked like a line of ants. He didn’t see anyone heading in his direction. Everyone was rushing south, and when they encountered this city gentleman, well-dressed, with a walking stick and straw hat, heading alone toward the countryside they were abandoning in panic, they were greatly surprised. They assumed he must be some sort of official, some celebrity from the government.
At midday he was able to get a bit of bread, a little cheese and a bottle of white wine from a tavern near the road. The proprietor was at the front, his wife sick and moaning in her bed. The mother, a rather deaf old woman surrounded by her grandchildren, was watching from the doorway the procession of fugitives which had been filing by for the last three days. “Monsieur, why do they flee?” she said to Desnoyers. “War only concerns the soldiers. We countryfolk have done no wrong to anybody, and we ought not to be afraid.”
At noon, he managed to grab some bread, a bit of cheese, and a bottle of white wine from a tavern by the road. The owner was at the front, while his wife was sick and groaning in their bed. The mother, an elderly woman who was quite hard of hearing, was sitting by the door watching the stream of refugees that had been passing by for the last three days. “Sir, why are they fleeing?” she asked Desnoyers. “War only affects the soldiers. We country folks haven’t harmed anyone, and we shouldn’t be scared.”
Four hours later, on descending one of the hills that bounded the valley of the Marne, he saw afar the roofs of Villeblanche clustered around the church, and further on, beyond a little grove, the slatey points of the round towers of his castle.
Four hours later, as he went down one of the hills that surrounded the valley of the Marne, he spotted in the distance the roofs of Villeblanche gathered around the church, and beyond that, past a small grove, the slatey peaks of the round towers of his castle.
The streets of the village were deserted. Only on the outer edges of the square did he see some old women sitting as in the placid evenings of bygone summers. Half of the neighborhood had fled; the others were staying by their firesides through sedentary routine, or deceiving themselves with a blind optimism. If the Prussians should approach, what could they do to them? . . . They would obey their orders without attempting any resistance, and it is impossible to punish people who obey. . . . Anything would be preferable to losing the homes built by their forefathers which they had never left.
The village streets were empty. Only on the outskirts of the square did he see a few old women sitting like they did in the calm evenings of past summers. Half the neighborhood had left; the others stayed by their fires, caught in a routine, or comforting themselves with a false sense of hope. If the Prussians came, what could they do? … They would follow their orders without putting up any fight, and you can't punish people who comply. … Anything would be better than losing the homes their ancestors built, homes they had never abandoned.
In the square he saw the mayor and the principal inhabitants grouped together. Like the women, they all stared in astonishment at the owner of the castle. He was the most unexpected of apparitions. While so many were fleeing toward Paris, this Parisian had come to join them and share in their fate. A smile of affection, a look of sympathy began to appear on the rough, bark-like countenances of the suspicious rustics. For a long time Desnoyers had been on bad terms with the entire village. He had harshly insisted on his rights, showing no tolerance in matters touching his property. He had spoken many times of bringing suit against the mayor and sending half of the neighborhood to prison, so his enemies had retaliated by treacherously invading his lands, poaching in his hunting preserves, and causing him great trouble with counter-suits and involved claims. His hatred of the community had even united him with the priest because he was on terms of permanent hostility with the mayor. But his relations with the Church turned out as fruitless as his struggles with the State. The priest was a kindly old soul who bore a certain resemblance to Renan, and seemed interested only in getting alms for his poor out of Don Marcelo, even carrying his good-natured boldness so far as to try to excuse the marauders on his property.
In the square, he saw the mayor and the main townspeople gathered together. Like the women, they all stared in disbelief at the owner of the castle. He was the most unlikely sight. While so many were running to Paris, this Parisian had come to join them and share in their fate. A smile of warmth, a look of understanding began to show on the rough, bark-like faces of the wary locals. For a long time, Desnoyers had been on bad terms with the whole village. He had aggressively asserted his rights, displaying no leniency regarding his property. He had often mentioned suing the mayor and sending half the neighborhood to jail, so his enemies had retaliated by sneakily invading his land, poaching in his hunting grounds, and causing him significant trouble with counterclaims and complicated lawsuits. His animosity towards the community had even brought him closer to the priest, since he was in a constant feud with the mayor. But his relationship with the Church turned out to be as unproductive as his battles with the State. The priest was a kind old man who resembled Renan and seemed only interested in getting donations for his poor from Don Marcelo, even going as far as trying to excuse the trespassers on his property.
How remote these struggles of a few months ago now seemed to him! . . . The millionaire was greatly surprised to see the priest, on leaving his house to enter the church, greet the mayor as he passed, with a friendly smile.
How distant these struggles from just a few months ago felt to him! . . . The millionaire was really surprised to see the priest, as he left his house to go to the church, greet the mayor with a friendly smile as he walked by.
After long years of hostile silence they had met on the evening of August first at the foot of the church tower. The bell was ringing the alarm, announcing the mobilization to the men who were in the field—and the two enemies had instinctively clasped hands. All French! This affectionate unanimity also came to meet the detested owner of the castle. He had to exchange greetings first on one side, then on the other, grasping many a horny hand. Behind his back the people broke out into kindly excuses—“A good man, with no fault except a little bad temper. . . .” And in a few minutes Monsieur Desnoyers was basking in the delightful atmosphere of popularity.
After many years of tense silence, they finally met on the evening of August first at the base of the church tower. The bell was ringing the alarm, signaling mobilization to the men in the fields—and the two rivals instinctively shook hands. All French! This warm agreement also extended to the disliked owner of the castle. He had to exchange greetings first on one side, then on the other, shaking many rough hands. Behind his back, people started making kind excuses—“A good guy, with no fault except for a bit of a bad temper…” And within minutes, Monsieur Desnoyers was enjoying the pleasant atmosphere of popularity.
As the iron-willed old gentleman approached his castle he concluded that, although the fatigue of the long walk was making his knees tremble, the trip had been well worth while. Never had his park appeared to him so extensive and so majestic as in that summer twilight, never so glistening white the swans that were gliding double over the quiet waters, never so imposing the great group of towers whose inverted images were repeated in the glassy green of the moats. He felt eager to see at once the stables with their herds of animals; then a brief glance showed him that the stalls were comparatively empty. Mobilization had carried off his best work horses; the driving and riding horses also had disappeared. Those in charge of the grounds and the various stable boys were also in the army. The Warden, a man upwards of fifty and consumptive, was the only one of the personnel left at the castle. With his wife and daughter he was keeping the mangers filled, and from time to time was milking the neglected cows.
As the determined old man walked toward his castle, he thought that, even though the long walk was making his knees shake, the journey had been worth it. Never had his park seemed so large and grand as it did in that summer twilight, and never had the swans gliding gracefully over the calm waters looked so bright and white, or the impressive towers seemed so majestic with their reflections in the smooth green of the moats. He was eager to check out the stables and the animals, but a quick look showed him that the stalls were mostly empty. The mobilization had taken away his best workhorses, and the riding and driving horses were gone too. Those in charge of the grounds and the stable boys had also joined the army. The Warden, a man over fifty and in poor health, was the only staff member left at the castle. With his wife and daughter, he was keeping the feed bins filled and occasionally milking the neglected cows.
Within the noble edifice he again congratulated himself on the adamantine will which had brought him thither. How could he ever give up such riches! . . . He gloated over the paintings, the crystals, the draperies, all bathed in gold by the splendor of the dying day, and he felt more than proud to be their possessor. This pride awakened in him an absurd, impossible courage, as though he were a gigantic being from another planet, and all humanity merely an ant hill that he could grind under foot. Just let the enemy come! He could hold his own against the whole lot! . . . Then, when his common sense brought him out of his heroic delirium, he tried to calm himself with an equally illogical optimism. They would not come. He did not know why it was, but his heart told him that they would not get that far.
Inside the grand building, he once again praised himself for the unyielding determination that had brought him here. How could he ever walk away from such wealth! ... He reveled in the paintings, the crystals, the fabrics, all glowing with the golden light of the setting sun, and he felt an overwhelming sense of pride in owning them. This pride sparked an absurd, impossible bravery within him, as if he were a giant from another world, and all of humanity was just an ant hill he could crush underfoot. Let the enemy come! He could stand strong against them all! ... But then, as his rational mind pulled him back from his heroic fantasy, he attempted to soothe himself with an equally irrational sense of optimism. They wouldn’t come. He didn’t know why he felt this way, but deep down, his heart assured him that they wouldn’t reach this point.
He passed the following morning reconnoitering the artificial meadows that he had made behind the park, lamenting their neglected condition due to the departure of the men, trying himself to open the sluice gates so as to give some water to the pasture lands which were beginning to dry up. The grape vines were extending their branches the length of their supports, and the full bunches, nearly ripe, were beginning to show their triangular lusciousness among the leaves. Ay, who would gather this abundant fruit! . . .
He spent the next morning surveying the artificial meadows he had created behind the park, regretting their neglected state because the workers had left. He tried to open the sluice gates to irrigate the pastures that were starting to dry out. The grapevines were stretching their branches along their supports, and the plump clusters, almost ripe, were beginning to reveal their triangular juiciness among the leaves. Ah, who would pick this plentiful fruit! . . .
By afternoon he noted an extraordinary amount of movement in the village. Georgette, the Warden’s daughter, brought the news that many enormous automobiles and soldiers, French soldiers, were beginning to pass through the main street. In a little while a procession began filing past on the high road near the castle, leading to the bridge over the Marne. This was composed of motor trucks, open and closed, that still had their old commercial signs under their covering of dust and spots of mud. Many of them displayed the names of business firms in Paris, others the names of provincial establishments. With these industrial vehicles requisitioned by mobilization were others from the public service which produced in Desnoyers the same effect as a familiar face in a throng of strangers. On their upper parts were the names of their old routes:—“Madeleine-Bastille, Passy-Bourne,” etc. Probably he had travelled many times in these very vehicles, now shabby and aged by twenty days of intense activity, with dented planks and twisted metal, perforated like sieves, but rattling crazily on.
By the afternoon, he noticed a surprising amount of activity in the village. Georgette, the Warden’s daughter, brought the news that many large cars and French soldiers were starting to pass through the main street. Soon, a procession began to move along the main road near the castle, heading towards the bridge over the Marne. This was made up of motor trucks, both open and closed, still displaying their old business names under layers of dust and mud. Many had the names of companies from Paris, while others were from provincial businesses. Along with these industrial vehicles requisitioned for the mobilization were others from public services, which gave Desnoyers the same feeling as recognizing a familiar face in a crowd of strangers. On their upper parts were the names of their old routes: “Madeleine-Bastille, Passy-Bourne,” etc. He had probably traveled many times in these very vehicles, now worn and aged from twenty days of intense use, with dented boards and twisted metal, riddled with holes, but still rattling along.
Some of the conveyances displayed white discs with a red cross in the center; others had certain letters and figures comprehensible only to those initiates in the secrets of military administration. Within these vehicles—the only new and strong motors—he saw soldiers, many soldiers, but all wounded, with head and legs bandaged, ashy faces made still more tragic by their growing beards, feverish eyes looking fixedly ahead, mouths so sadly immobile that they seemed carven by agonizing groans. Doctors and nurses were occupying various carriages in this convoy escorted by several platoons of horsemen. And mingled with the slowly moving horses and automobiles were marching groups of foot-soldiers, with cloaks unbuttoned or hanging from their shoulders like capes—wounded men who were able to walk and joke and sing, some with arms in splints across their breasts, others with bandaged heads with clotted blood showing through the thin white strips.
Some of the vehicles had white discs with a red cross in the center; others displayed letters and numbers only understandable to those familiar with the secrets of military logistics. Inside these vehicles—the only new, powerful engines—he saw soldiers, many soldiers, all of whom were injured, with their heads and legs bandaged, their ashen faces made even more tragic by their growing beards, feverish eyes staring straight ahead, mouths so heartbreakingly still they seemed carved by painful groans. Doctors and nurses filled various carriages in this convoy, which was escorted by several platoons of horseback riders. Mixed in with the slowly moving horses and cars were groups of foot soldiers, their cloaks unbuttoned or draped over their shoulders like capes—wounded men who could walk, joke, and sing, some with arms in splints across their chests, others with bandaged heads where clotted blood showed through the thin white strips.
The millionaire longed to do something for these brave fellows, but he had hardly begun to distribute some bottles of wine and loaves of bread before a doctor interposed, upbraiding him as though he had committed a crime. His gifts might result fatally. So he had to stand beside the road, sad and helpless, looking after the sorrowful convoy. . . . By nightfall the vehicles filled with the sick were no longer filing by.
The millionaire wanted to do something for these brave men, but he had barely started handing out bottles of wine and loaves of bread when a doctor stepped in, scolding him as if he had done something wrong. His gifts could have serious consequences. So he had to stand by the road, feeling sad and helpless, watching the sorrowful convoy. . . . By nightfall, the vehicles carrying the sick were no longer passing by.
He now saw hundreds of drays, some hermetically sealed with the prudence that explosive material requires, others with bundles and boxes that were sending out a stale odor of provisions. Then came great herds of cattle raising thick, whirling clouds of dust in the narrow parts of the road, prodded on by the sticks and yells of the shepherds in kepis.
He now saw hundreds of wagons, some tightly sealed for safety because of the explosive materials, others loaded with bundles and boxes that were giving off a stale smell of food supplies. Then came large herds of cattle kicking up thick, swirling clouds of dust in the narrow sections of the road, nudged along by the sticks and shouts of the shepherds in caps.
His thoughts kept him wakeful all night. This, then, was the retreat of which the people of Paris were talking, but in which many wished not to believe—the retreat reaching even there and continuing its indefinite retirement, since nobody knew what its end might be. . . . His optimism aroused a ridiculous hope. Perhaps this was only the retreat of the hospitals and stores which always follows an army. The troops, wishing to be rid of impedimenta, were sending them forward by railway and highway. That must be it. So all through the night, he interpreted the incessant bustle as the passing of vehicles filled with the wounded, with munitions and eatables, like those which had filed by in the afternoon.
His thoughts kept him awake all night. So this was the retreat the people of Paris were talking about, even though many didn’t want to believe it—the retreat that reached even there and continued its endless withdrawal, since no one knew what the end would be... His optimism sparked a foolish hope. Maybe this was just the retreat of the hospitals and stores that always follows an army. The troops, wanting to lighten their load, were sending things ahead by train and road. That had to be it. So all night, he interpreted the constant noise as vehicles carrying the wounded, along with supplies and food, just like those that had passed by in the afternoon.
Toward morning he fell asleep through sheer weariness, and when he awoke late in the day his first glance was toward the road. He saw it filled with men and horses dragging some rolling objects. But these men were carrying guns and were formed in battalions and regiments. The animals were pulling the pieces of artillery. It was an army. . . . It was the retreat!
Toward morning, he finally fell asleep from pure exhaustion, and when he woke up later in the day, his first look was at the road. He saw it crowded with men and horses pulling some heavy objects. But these men were carrying guns and were organized into battalions and regiments. The animals were dragging the artillery. It was an army... It was the retreat!
Desnoyers ran to the edge of the road to be more convinced of the truth.
Desnoyers sprinted to the side of the road to be more certain of the truth.
Alas, they were regiments such as he had seen leaving the stations of Paris. . . . But with what a very different aspect! The blue cloaks were now ragged and yellowing garments, the trousers faded to the color of a half-baked brick, the shoes great cakes of mud. The faces had a desperate expression, with layers of dust and sweat in all their grooves and openings, with beards of recent growth, sharp as spikes, with an air of great weariness showing the longing to drop down somewhere forever, killing or dying, but without going a step further. They were tramping . . . tramping . . . tramping! Some marches had lasted thirty hours at a stretch. The enemy was on their tracks, and the order was to go on and not to fight, freeing themselves by their fleet-footedness from the involved movements of the invader.
Unfortunately, they were regiments like the ones he had seen leaving the stations in Paris. . . . But they looked so different now! The blue cloaks were now tattered and yellowing, the trousers faded to the color of a half-baked brick, and the shoes were caked with mud. Their faces showed a desperate look, layered with dust and sweat in every crevice, with recently grown beards sharp as spikes, and an overwhelming weariness that expressed a longing to collapse somewhere forever, whether by killing or dying, but refusing to move any further. They were trudging . . . trudging . . . trudging! Some marches had stretched on for thirty hours straight. The enemy was on their tail, and the order was to keep moving and avoid fighting, escaping by being quicker than the invader’s complicated maneuvers.
The chiefs suspected the discouraged exhaustion of their men. They might exact of them complete sacrifice of life—but to order them to march day and night, forever fleeing before the enemy when they did not consider themselves vanquished, when they were animated by that ferocious wrath which is the mother of heroism! . . . Their despairing expressions mutely sought the nearest officers, the leaders, even the colonel. They simply could go no further! Such a long, devastating march in such a few days, and what for? . . . The superior officers, who knew no more than their men, seemed to be replying with their eyes, as though they possessed a secret—“Courage! One more effort! . . . This is going to come to an end very soon.”
The leaders sensed the weary discouragement of their soldiers. They could demand total sacrifice from them—but to command them to march day and night, always running from the enemy when they didn’t see themselves as defeated, when they were fueled by that fierce anger that drives heroism! . . . Their desperate faces silently searched for the nearest officers, the leaders, even the colonel. They simply couldn’t go on! A march this long and grueling in just a few days, and for what? . . . The higher-ups, who knew just as little as their men, seemed to respond with their eyes, as if they held a secret—“Stay strong! One more push! . . . This will be over very soon.”
The vigorous beasts, having no imagination, were resisting less than the men, but their aspect was deplorable. How could these be the same strong horses with glossy coats that he had seen in the Paris processions at the beginning of the previous month? A campaign of twenty days had aged and exhausted them; their dull gaze seemed to be imploring pity. They were weak and emaciated, the outline of their skeletons so plainly apparent that it made their eyes look larger. Their harness, as they moved, showed the skin raw and bleeding. Yet they were pushing on with a mighty effort, concentrating their last powers, as though human demands were beyond their obscure instincts. Some could go no further and suddenly collapsed from sheer fatigue. Desnoyers noticed that the artillerymen rapidly unharnessed them, pushing them out of the road so as to leave the way open for the rest. There lay the skeleton-like frames with stiffened legs and glassy eyes staring fixedly at the first flies already attracted by their miserable carrion.
The strong animals, having no imagination, were resisting less than the men, but they looked terrible. How could these be the same powerful horses with shiny coats that he had seen in the Paris parades just a month earlier? Twenty days of campaigning had aged and worn them out; their dull gaze seemed to be begging for compassion. They were weak and thin, the outline of their skeletons so visible that it made their eyes look bigger. Their harnesses, as they moved, showed raw and bleeding skin. Yet they were pushing forward with great effort, summoning their last reserves of strength, as if human demands were beyond their basic instincts. Some could go no further and suddenly fell over from exhaustion. Desnoyers noticed that the artillerymen quickly unharnessed them, pushing them out of the way to clear the path for the others. There lay the skeletal bodies with stiffened legs and glassy eyes staring blankly at the first flies already drawn to their wretched remains.
The cannons painted gray, the gun-carriages, the artillery equipment, all that Don Marcelo had seen clean and shining with the enthusiastic friction that man has given to arms from remote epochs—even more persistent than that which woman gives to household utensils—were now dirty, overlaid with the marks of endless use, with the wreckage of unavoidable neglect. The wheels were deformed with mud, the metal darkened by the smoke of explosion, the gray paint spotted with mossy dampness.
The gray-painted cannons, the gun carriages, and the artillery gear that Don Marcelo had previously seen polished and gleaming with the eager care that people have shown for weapons since ancient times—more consistent even than the attention women give to household items—were now grimy, covered in the signs of constant use and the damage from inevitable neglect. The wheels were misshapen from mud, the metal tarnished by the smoke of explosions, and the gray paint speckled with damp moss.
In the free spaces in this file, in the parentheses opened between battery and regiment, were sandwiched crowds of civilians—miserable groups driven on by the invasion, populations of entire towns that had disintegrated, following the army in its retreat. The approach of a new division would make them leave the road temporarily, continuing their march in the adjoining fields. Then at the slightest opening in the troops they would again slip along the white and even surface of the highway. They were mothers who were pushing hand-carts heaped high with pyramids of furniture and tiny babies, the sick who could hardly drag themselves along, old men carried on the shoulders of their grandsons, old women with little children clinging to their skirts—a pitiful, silent brood.
In the open spaces in this file, in the parentheses between battery and regiment, were crowded groups of civilians—desperate people driven by the invasion, entire towns that had fallen apart, following the army in its retreat. When a new division approached, they would temporarily leave the road, continuing their march in the nearby fields. Then, at the slightest opening in the troops, they would again move along the smooth, white surface of the highway. They were mothers pushing handcarts piled high with furniture and tiny babies, the sick barely able to drag themselves along, old men being carried on their grandsons' shoulders, old women with little children clinging to their skirts—a sad, silent crowd.
Nobody now opposed the liberality of the owner of the castle. His entire vintage seemed to be overflowing on the highway. Casks from the last grape-gathering were rolled out to the roadside, and the soldiers filled the metal ladles hanging from their belts with the red stream. Then the bottled wine began making its appearance by order of date, and was instantly lost in the river of men continually flowing by. Desnoyers observed with much satisfaction the effects of his munificence. The smiles were reappearing on the despairing faces, the French jest was leaping from row to row, and on resuming their march the groups began to sing.
Nobody opposed the generosity of the castle owner anymore. His whole wine collection seemed to be spilling onto the highway. Casks from the last harvest were rolled out to the side of the road, and the soldiers filled the metal cups hanging from their belts with the red liquid. Then the bottled wine started appearing in order of vintage, quickly getting lost in the crowd of people continually moving by. Desnoyers watched with great satisfaction as his generosity took effect. The smiles returned to the despairing faces, laughter spread from one group to the next, and as they continued their march, the groups began to sing.
Then he went to see the officers who in the village square were giving their horses a brief rest before rejoining their columns. With perplexed countenances and heavy eyes they were talking among themselves about this retreat, so incomprehensible to them all. Days before in Guise they had routed their pursuers, and yet now they were continually withdrawing in obedience to a severe and endless order. “We do not understand it,” they were saying. “We do not understand.” An ordered and methodical tide was dragging back these men who wanted to fight, yet had to retreat. All were suffering the same cruel doubt. “We do not understand.”
Then he went to see the officers who were taking a short break for their horses in the village square before rejoining their columns. With puzzled expressions and tired eyes, they were discussing this retreat, which was completely baffling to them all. Just days earlier in Guise, they had defeated their enemies, yet now they were constantly pulling back in response to a strict and seemingly endless order. "We don't get it," they were saying. "We don't get it." A controlled and orderly pull was dragging these men back who wanted to fight but had to retreat. All were experiencing the same painful uncertainty. "We don't get it."
And doubt was making still more distressing this day-and-night march with only the briefest rests—because the heads of the divisions were in hourly fear of being cut off from the rest of the army. “One effort more, boys! Courage! Soon we shall rest!” The columns in their retirement were extending hundreds of miles. Desnoyers was seeing only one division. Others and still others were doing exactly this same thing at that very hour, their recessional extending across half of France. All, with the same disheartened obedience, were falling back, the men exclaiming the same as the officials, “We don’t understand. We don’t understand!”
And doubt was making this nonstop march even more distressing, with only the briefest breaks—because the division leaders were constantly worried about being cut off from the rest of the army. “One more push, guys! Stay strong! Soon we’ll get some rest!” The columns retreating were stretching for hundreds of miles. Desnoyers could only see one division. Others and more were doing exactly the same thing at that very moment, their retreat stretching across half of France. All, with the same defeated obedience, were falling back, the men echoing the same words as the officials, “We don’t understand. We don’t understand!”
Don Marcelo soon felt the same sadness and bewilderment as these soldiers. He didn’t understand, either. He saw the obvious thing, what all were able to see—the territory invaded without the Germans encountering any stubborn resistance;—entire counties, cities, villages, hamlets remaining in the power of the enemy, at the back of an army that was constantly withdrawing. His enthusiasm suddenly collapsed like a pricked balloon, and all his former pessimism returned. The troops were displaying energy and discipline; but what did that amount to if they had to keep retreating all the time, unable on account of strict orders to fight or defend the land? “Just as it was in the ‘70’s,” he sighed. “Outwardly there is more order, but the result is going to be the same.”
Don Marcelo soon felt the same sadness and confusion as these soldiers. He didn’t get it either. He saw the obvious thing, what everyone else could see—the territory was invaded without the Germans facing any serious resistance; entire counties, cities, villages, and hamlets were under enemy control, while an army kept falling back. His enthusiasm suddenly deflated like a popped balloon, and all his previous pessimism came rushing back. The troops were showing energy and discipline, but what did that matter if they had to keep retreating all the time, unable due to strict orders to fight or defend the land? “Just like in the '70s,” he sighed. “On the surface there’s more order, but the outcome is going to be the same.”
As though a negative reply to his faint-heartedness, he overheard the voice of a soldier reassuring a farmer: “We are retreating, yes—only that we may pounce upon the Boches with more strength. Grandpa Joffre is going to put them in his pocket when and where he will.”
As if in response to his lack of confidence, he heard a soldier telling a farmer, “Yes, we’re pulling back—just so we can come at the Germans with greater force. Grandpa Joffre is going to take care of them whenever and wherever he wants.”
The mere sound of the Marshal’s name revived Don Marcelo’s hope. Perhaps this soldier, who was keeping his faith intact in spite of the interminable and demoralizing marches, was nearer the truth than the reasoning and studious officers.
The very mention of the Marshal’s name rekindled Don Marcelo’s hope. Maybe this soldier, who was holding onto his faith despite the endless and discouraging marches, was closer to the truth than the rational and bookish officers.
He passed the rest of the day making presents to the last detachments of the column. His wine cellars were gradually emptying. By order of dates, he continued distributing thousands of bottles stored in the subterranean parts of the castle. By evening he was giving to those who appeared weakest bottles covered with the dust of many years. As the lines filed by the men seemed weaker and more exhausted. Stragglers were now passing, painfully drawing their raw and bleeding feet from their shoes. Some had already freed themselves from these torture cases and were marching barefoot, with their heavy boots hanging from their shoulders, and staining the highway with drops of blood. Although staggering with deadly fatigue, they kept their arms and outfits, believing that the enemy was near.
He spent the rest of the day giving out gifts to the final groups of the column. His wine cellars were slowly running dry. Following a timeline, he kept handing out thousands of bottles stored in the underground parts of the castle. By evening, he was giving bottles covered in years of dust to those who looked the weakest. As the men passed by, they appeared more frail and exhausted. Stragglers were now making their way through, painfully pulling their raw and bleeding feet out of their shoes. Some had already taken off their torture devices and were walking barefoot, with their heavy boots draped over their shoulders, leaving trails of blood on the highway. Despite their overwhelming fatigue, they clung to their weapons and gear, believing the enemy was close.
Desnoyers’ liberality stupefied many of them. They were accustomed to crossing their native soil, having to struggle with the selfishness of the producer. Nobody had been offering anything. Fear of danger had made the country folk hide their eatables and refuse to lend the slightest aid to their compatriots who were fighting for them.
Desnoyers’ generosity shocked many of them. They were used to navigating their home territory while dealing with the self-interest of the producers. No one had been offering anything. Fear of danger had caused the rural folks to hide their food and refuse to help their fellow countrymen who were fighting for them.
The millionaire slept badly this second night in his pompous bed with columns and plushes that had belonged to Henry IV—according to the declarations of the salesmen. The troops no longer were marching past. From time to time there straggled by a single battalion, a battery, a group of horsemen—the last forces of the rear guard that had taken their position on the outskirts of the village in order to cover the retreat. The profound silence that followed the turmoil of transportation awoke in his mind a sense of doubt and disquietude. What was he doing there when the soldiers had gone? Was he not crazy to remain there? . . . But immediately there came galloping into his mind the great riches which the castle contained. If he could only take it all away! . . . That was impossible now through want of means and time. Besides, his stubborn will looked upon such flight as a shameful concession. “We must finish what we have begun!” he said to himself. He had made the trip on purpose to guard his own, and he must not flee at the approach of danger. . . .
The millionaire had a restless second night in his fancy bed with columns and plush fabric that supposedly belonged to Henry IV, according to the salespeople. The troops were no longer marching by. Occasionally, a single battalion, a battery, or a group of horsemen would pass—just the last remnants of the rear guard stationed on the outskirts of the village to cover the retreat. The deep silence that followed the chaos of movement stirred feelings of doubt and unease in his mind. What was he doing there now that the soldiers had left? Was he crazy to stay? . . . But then, the thought of the enormous wealth the castle held raced into his mind. If only he could take it all! . . . That was impossible now due to a lack of resources and time. Plus, his stubborn determination viewed such an escape as a shameful defeat. “We have to finish what we started!” he told himself. He had come specifically to protect his belongings, and he must not run away in the face of danger. . . .
The following morning, when he went down into the village, he saw hardly any soldiers. Only a single detachment of dragoons was still in the neighborhood; the horsemen were scouring the woods and pushing forward the stragglers at the same time that they were opposing the advance of the enemy. The troopers had obstructed the street with a barricade of carts and furniture. Standing behind this crude barrier, they were watching the white strip of roadway which ran between the two hills covered with trees. Occasionally there sounded stray shots like the snapping of cords. “Ours,” said the troopers. These were the last detachments of sharpshooters firing at the advancing Uhlans. The cavalry of the rear guard had the task of opposing a continual resistance to the enemy, repelling the squads of Germans who were trying to work their way along to the retreating columns.
The next morning, when he went down to the village, he hardly saw any soldiers. Only one group of dragoons was still in the area; the horsemen were searching the woods while also rounding up the stragglers and pushing back the enemy's advance. The troops had blocked the street with a makeshift barricade of carts and furniture. From behind this barrier, they were keeping an eye on the white strip of road that ran between the two tree-covered hills. Occasionally, gunfire rang out, sounding like snapping cords. "Ours," the troopers said. These were the last groups of sharpshooters firing at the advancing Uhlans. The rear guard's cavalry had the job of providing ongoing resistance to the enemy, pushing back the squads of Germans trying to reach the retreating columns.
Desnoyers saw approaching along the highroad the last stragglers from the infantry. They were not walking, they rather appeared to be dragging themselves forward, with the firm intention of advancing, but were betrayed by emaciated legs and bleeding feet. Some had sunk down for a moment by the roadside, agonized with weariness, in order to breathe without the weight of their knapsacks, and draw their swollen feet from their leather prisons, and wipe off the sweat; but upon trying to renew their march, they found it impossible to rise. Their bodies seemed made of stone. Fatigue had brought them to a condition bordering on catalepsy so, unable to move, they were seeing dimly the rest of the army passing on as a fantastic file—battalions, more battalions, batteries, troops of horses. Then the silence, the night, the sleep on the stones and dust, shaken by most terrible nightmare. At daybreak they were awakened by bodies of horsemen exploring the ground, rounding up the remnants of the retreat. Ay, it was impossible to move! The dragoons, revolver in hand, had to resort to threats in order to rouse them! Only the certainty that the pursuer was near and might make them prisoners gave them a momentary vigor. So they were forcing themselves up by superhuman effort, staggering, dragging their legs, and supporting themselves on their guns as though they were canes.
Desnoyers saw the last stragglers from the infantry approaching along the highroad. They weren't walking; they looked like they were dragging themselves forward, determined to keep going but held back by their emaciated legs and bleeding feet. Some had collapsed by the roadside, exhausted, trying to catch their breath without the weight of their backpacks, pulling their swollen feet out of their leather confines, and wiping off the sweat. But when they attempted to continue marching, they found it impossible to stand up. Their bodies felt like stone. Fatigue had left them in a near-catatonic state, and as they struggled to move, they could only dimly see the rest of the army passing by in a surreal line—battalions, more battalions, artillery, and groups of horses. Then came the silence, the night, the sleep on the stones and dust, haunted by terrifying nightmares. At dawn, they were jolted awake by groups of horsemen searching the area, rounding up the remnants of the retreat. It was impossible to move! The dragoons, guns in hand, had to resort to threats to get them moving! Only the fear that the pursuers were close and might capture them gave them a brief surge of energy. So, with superhuman effort, they forced themselves to their feet, staggering, dragging their legs, and leaning on their rifles as if they were canes.
Many of these were young men who had aged in an hour and changed into confirmed invalids. Poor fellows! They would not go very far! Their intention was to follow on, to join the column, but on entering the village they looked at the houses with supplicating eyes, desiring to enter them, feeling such a craving for immediate relief that they forgot even the nearness of the enemy.
Many of these were young men who had aged in an hour and turned into confirmed invalids. Poor guys! They wouldn’t go very far! They planned to follow along, to join the column, but when they entered the village, they looked at the houses with pleading eyes, wanting to go inside, feeling such a desperate need for immediate relief that they even forgot about the enemy being so close.
Villeblanche was now more military than before the arrival of the troops. The night before a great part of the inhabitants had fled, having become infected with the same fear that was driving on the crowds following the army. The mayor and the priest remained. Reconciled with the owner of the castle through his unexpected presence in their midst, and admiring his liberality, the municipal official approached to give him some news. The engineers were mining the bridge over the Marne. They were only waiting for the dragoons to cross before blowing it up. If he wished to go, there was still time.
Villeblanche was now more military than it had been before the troops arrived. The night before, many of the residents had fled, gripped by the same fear that was driving the crowds following the army. The mayor and the priest stayed behind. Having made peace with the castle owner due to his unexpected presence among them and admiring his generosity, the municipal official approached him to share some news. The engineers were rigging the bridge over the Marne. They were just waiting for the dragoons to cross before blowing it up. If he wanted to leave, there was still time.
Again Desnoyers hesitated. Certainly it was foolhardy to remain there. But a glance at the woods over whose branches rose the towers of his castle, settled his doubts. No, no. . . . “We must finish what we have begun!”
Again Desnoyers hesitated. It was definitely reckless to stay there. But a glance at the woods, where the towers of his castle peeked through the branches, resolved his doubts. No, no... “We must finish what we started!”
The very last band of troopers now made their appearance, coming out of the woods by different paths. They were riding their horses slowly, as though they deplored this retreat. They kept looking behind, carbine in hand, ready to halt and shoot. The others who had been occupying the barricade were already on their mounts. The division reformed, the commands of the officers were heard and a quick trot, accompanied by the clanking of metal, told Don Marcelo that the last of the army had left.
The last group of soldiers finally showed up, coming out of the woods from different trails. They were riding their horses slowly, as if they regretted this retreat. They kept glancing back, gun in hand, ready to stop and fire. The others who had been at the barricade were already mounted. The division reformed, the officers' commands were heard, and a quick trot, accompanied by the clanking of metal, informed Don Marcelo that the last of the army had departed.
He remained near the barricade in a solitude of intense silence, as though the world were suddenly depopulated. Two dogs, abandoned by the flight of their masters, leaped and sniffed around him, coaxing him for protection. They were unable to get the desired scent in that land trodden down and disfigured by the transit of thousands of men. A family cat was watching the birds that were beginning to return to their haunts. With timid flutterings they were picking at what the horses had left, and an ownerless hen was disputing the banquet with the winged band, until then hidden in the trees and roofs. The silence intensified the rustling of the leaves, the hum of the insects, the summer respiration of the sunburnt soil which appeared to have contracted timorously under the weight of the men in arms.
He stayed close to the barricade in a deep silence, as if the world had suddenly emptied. Two dogs, abandoned by their fleeing owners, jumped and sniffed around him, looking for protection. They couldn’t find the scent they were hoping for in the land trampled and scarred by the passage of thousands of men. A family cat was watching the birds that were beginning to come back to their spots. With cautious movements, they were pecking at what the horses had left behind, while a lost hen was competing for the feast with the feathered group, which had been hidden in the trees and on the roofs. The silence made the rustling of the leaves, the buzzing of the insects, and the summer breathing of the sunbaked soil, which seemed to have shrunk nervously under the weight of the armed men, all the more pronounced.
Desnoyers was losing exact track of the passing of time. He was beginning to believe that all which had gone before must have been a bad dream. The calm surrounding him made what had been happening here seem most improbable.
Desnoyers was losing track of time. He was starting to think that everything that had happened before must have been a bad dream. The calm around him made what had been happening here seem really unlikely.
Suddenly he saw something moving at the far end of the road, at the very highest point where the white ribbon of the highway touched the blue of the horizon. There were two men on horseback, two little tin soldiers who appeared to have escaped from a box of toys. He had brought with him a pair of field glasses that had often surprised marauders on his property, and by their aid he saw more clearly the two riders clad in greenish gray! They were carrying lances and wearing helmets ending in a horizontal plate . . . They! He could not doubt it: before his eyes were the first Uhlans!
Suddenly, he spotted something moving at the end of the road, at the highest point where the white line of the highway met the blue horizon. There were two men on horseback, like tiny tin soldiers that seemed to have come out of a toy box. He had a pair of binoculars with him that had often surprised intruders on his property, and with them, he could see the two riders more clearly, dressed in a greenish-gray! They were carrying lances and wearing helmets with a horizontal plate… They! He couldn’t deny it: right in front of him were the first Uhlans!
For some time they remained motionless, as though exploring the horizon. Then, from the obscure masses of vegetation that bordered the roadside, others and still others came sallying forth in groups. The little tin soldiers no longer were showing their silhouettes against the horizon’s blue; the whiteness of the highway was now making their background, ascending behind their heads. They came slowly down, like a band that fears ambush, examining carefully everything around.
For a while, they stayed still, as if scanning the horizon. Then, from the dense vegetation along the roadside, more and more emerged in groups. The little tin soldiers no longer stood out against the blue of the horizon; the bright white of the highway now provided their backdrop, rising behind their heads. They came down slowly, like a group that’s cautious of an ambush, carefully checking everything around them.
The advisability of prompt retirement made Don Marcelo bring his investigations to a close. It would be most disastrous for him if they surprised him here. But on lowering his glasses something extraordinary passed across his field of vision. A short distance away, so that he could almost touch them with his hand, he saw many men skulking along in the shadow of the trees on both sides of the road. His surprise increased as he became convinced that they were Frenchmen, wearing kepis. Where were they coming from? . . . He examined more closely with his spy glass. They were stragglers in a lamentable state of body and a picturesque variety of uniforms—infantry, Zouaves, dragoons without their horses. And with them were forest guards and officers from the villages that had received too late the news of the retreat—altogether about fifty. A few were fresh and vigorous, others were keeping themselves up by supernatural effort. All were carrying arms.
The need for a quick retirement prompted Don Marcelo to wrap up his investigations. It would be a disaster for him if they caught him here. But as he adjusted his glasses, something extraordinary caught his eye. Not far away, almost within reach, he saw several men sneaking along in the shadows of the trees on both sides of the road. His surprise grew as he became sure they were Frenchmen wearing kepis. Where were they coming from? . . . He took a closer look through his spyglass. They were stragglers in poor shape, dressed in a mix of uniforms—infantry, Zouaves, dragoons without their horses. Accompanying them were forest guards and officers from the villages that had received the news of the retreat too late—around fifty in total. Some looked fresh and strong, while others were pushing themselves through sheer willpower. All were armed.
They finally made the barricade, looking continually behind them, in order to watch, in the shelter of the trees, the slow advance of the Uhlans. At the head of this heterogeneous troop was an official of the police, old and fat, with a revolver in his right hand, his moustache bristling with excitement, and a murderous glitter in his heavy-lidded blue eyes. The band was continuing its advance through the village, slipping over to the other side of the barricade of carts without paying much attention to their curious countryman, when suddenly sounded a loud detonation, making the horizon vibrate and the houses tremble.
They finally built the barricade, constantly glancing over their shoulders to keep an eye on the slow approach of the Uhlans from the cover of the trees. Leading this mixed group was a police official, old and heavyset, holding a revolver in his right hand, his mustache bristling with excitement, and a lethal gleam in his droopy blue eyes. The group continued moving through the village, crossing over to the other side of the barricade of carts without paying much attention to their curious fellow countrymen when suddenly, a loud explosion rang out, causing the horizon to shake and the houses to tremble.
“What is that?” asked the officer, looking at Desnoyers for the first time. He explained that it was the bridge which had just been blown up. The leader received the news with an oath, but his confused followers, brought together by chance, remained as indifferent as though they had lost all contact with reality.
“What is that?” asked the officer, looking at Desnoyers for the first time. He explained that it was the bridge that had just been blown up. The leader reacted with a curse, but his bewildered followers, brought together by chance, stayed completely indifferent as if they had lost all touch with reality.
“Might as well die here as anywhere,” continued the official. Many of the fugitives acknowledged this decision with prompt obedience, since it saved them the torture of continuing their march. They were almost rejoicing at the explosion which had cut off their progress. Instinctively they were gathering in the places most sheltered by the barricade. Some entered the abandoned houses whose doors the dragoons had forced in order to utilize the upper floors. All seemed satisfied to be able to rest, even though they might soon have to fight. The officer went from group to group giving his orders. They must not fire till he gave the word.
“Might as well die here as anywhere,” the official continued. Many of the fugitives accepted this decision quickly, as it saved them the pain of continuing their march. They were almost celebrating the explosion that had halted their progress. Instinctively, they gathered in the areas most protected by the barricade. Some entered the abandoned houses whose doors the dragoons had broken down to use the upper floors. All seemed glad to be able to rest, even if they might soon have to fight. The officer moved from group to group, giving his orders. They couldn’t fire until he said so.
Don Marcelo watched these preparations with the immovability of surprise. So rapid and noiseless had been the apparition of the stragglers that he imagined he must still be dreaming. There could be no danger in this unreal situation; it was all a lie. And he remained in his place without understanding the deputy who was ordering his departure with roughest words. Obstinate civilian! . . .
Don Marcelo watched these preparations with a sense of shock. The appearance of the stragglers had been so quick and quiet that he thought he must still be dreaming. There couldn’t be any danger in this surreal situation; it was all a deception. He stayed in his spot, not really grasping the deputy who was aggressively telling him to leave. Stubborn civilian! . . .
The reverberation of the explosion had filled the highway with horsemen. They were coming from all directions, forming themselves into the advance group. The Uhlans were galloping around under the impression that the village was abandoned.
The sound of the explosion filled the highway with horsemen. They were coming from all sides, organizing themselves into the front group. The Uhlans were riding around, thinking that the village was deserted.
“Fire!”
“Fire!”
Desnoyers was enveloped in a rain of crackling noises, as though the trunks of all the trees had split before his eyes.
Desnoyers was surrounded by a torrent of crackling sounds, as if all the tree trunks had exploded right in front of him.
The impetuous band halted suddenly. Some of their men were rolling on the ground. Some were bending themselves double, trying to get across the road without being seen. Others remained stretched out on their backs or face downward with their arms in front. The riderless horses were racing wildly across the fields with reins dragging, urged on by the loose stirrups.
The eager group stopped abruptly. Some of their guys were rolling on the ground. Some were doubling over, trying to cross the road without being spotted. Others lay flat on their backs or faces down, with their arms extended in front. The riderless horses were galloping wildly across the fields, reins trailing behind them, spurred on by the loose stirrups.
And after this rude shock which had brought them surprise and death, the band disappeared, instantly swallowed up by the trees.
And after this shocking event that brought them distress and death, the group vanished, instantly swallowed by the trees.
CHAPTER IV
NEAR THE SACRED GROTTO
Argensola had found a new occupation even more exciting than marking out on the map the manoeuvres of the armies.
Argensola had found a new job that was even more thrilling than tracking the movements of the armies on the map.
“I am now devoting myself to the taube,” he announced. “It appears from four to five with the precision a punctilious guest coming to take tea.”
“I’m now focusing on the taube,” he announced. “It shows up with the same precision as a meticulous guest arriving for tea, around four to five.”
Every afternoon at the appointed hour, a German aeroplane was flying over Paris dropping bombs. This would-be intimidation was producing no terror, the people accepting the visit as an interesting and extraordinary spectacle. In vain the aviators were flinging in the city streets German flags bearing ironic messages, giving accounts of the defeat of the retreating army and the failures of the Russian offensive. Lies, all lies! In vain they were dropping bombs, destroying garrets, killing or wounding old men, women and babes. “Ah, the bandits!” The crowds would threaten with their fists the malign mosquito, scarcely visible 6,000 feet above them, and after this outburst, they would follow it with straining eyes from street to street, or stand motionless in the square in order to study its evolutions.
Every afternoon at the scheduled time, a German airplane flew over Paris, dropping bombs. This supposed intimidation was causing no fear; people were viewing it as an interesting and extraordinary show. The pilots were throwing German flags with sarcastic messages onto the city streets, detailing the defeat of the retreating army and the failures of the Russian offensive. Lies, all lies! They were dropping bombs in vain, destroying rooftops and injuring or killing elderly people, women, and babies. “Ah, the bandits!” The crowds would shake their fists at the tiny menace, barely visible 6,000 feet above, and after that display, they would track its movements from street to street or stand still in the square to watch its maneuvers.
The most punctual of all the spectators was Argensola. At four o’clock he was in the place de la Concorde with upturned face and wide-open eyes, in most cordial good-fellowship with all the bystanders. It was as though they were holding season tickets at the same theatre, becoming acquainted through seeing each other so often. “Will it come? . . . Will it not come to-day?” The women appeared to be the most vehement, some of them rushing up, flushed and breathless, fearing that they might have arrived too late for the show. . . . A great cry—“There it comes! . . . There it is!” And thousands of hands were pointing to a vague spot on the horizon. With field glasses and telescopes they were aiding their vision, the popular venders offering every kind of optical instruments and for an hour the thrilling spectacle of an aerial hunt was played out, noisy and useless.
The most punctual of all the spectators was Argensola. At four o’clock, he was at the Place de la Concorde with his face upturned and eyes wide open, warmly interacting with all the bystanders. It felt like they all had season tickets to the same theater, growing familiar with each other from seeing one another so often. “Will it come? . . . Will it not come today?” The women seemed the most eager, some rushing up, flushed and breathless, worried they might have gotten there too late for the show. . . . A great shout—“There it comes! . . . There it is!” And thousands of hands pointed to a vague spot on the horizon. With binoculars and telescopes, they helped their vision, while street vendors offered all kinds of optical instruments, and for an hour, the thrilling spectacle of an aerial hunt played out, loud and pointless.
The great insect was trying to reach the Eiffel Tower, and from its base would come sharp reports, at the same time that the different platforms spit out a fierce stream of shrapnel. As it zigzagged over the city, the discharge of rifles would crackle from roof and street. Everyone that had arms in his house was firing—the soldiers of the guard, and the English and Belgians on their way through Paris. They knew that their shots were perfectly useless, but they were firing for the fun of retorting, hoping at the same time that one of their chance shots might achieve a miracle; but the only miracle was that the shooters did not kill each other with their precipitate and ineffectual fire. As it was, a few passers-by did fall, wounded by balls from unknown sources.
The huge insect was trying to reach the Eiffel Tower, and from its base came loud explosions, while the different platforms unleashed a fierce spray of shrapnel. As it zigzagged over the city, gunfire crackled from rooftops and streets. Everyone who had weapons at home was shooting — the guard soldiers, as well as the English and Belgians passing through Paris. They knew their shots were completely pointless, but they fired for the thrill of it, hoping that one of their random shots might actually work a miracle; the only miracle was that the shooters didn't end up killing each other with their hasty and ineffective fire. As it turned out, a few passersby were hit, wounded by bullets from unknown sources.
Argensola would tear from street to street following the evolutions of the inimical bird, trying to guess where its projectiles would fall, anxious to be the first to reach the bombarded house, excited by the shots that were answering from below. And to think that he had no gun like those khaki-clad Englishmen or those Belgians in barrick cap, with tassel over the front! . . . Finally the taube tired of manoeuvering, would disappear. “Until to-morrow!” ejaculated the Spaniard. “Perhaps to-morrow’s show may be even more interesting!”
Argensola rushed through the streets, chasing the movements of the hostile bird, trying to predict where its bombs would land, eager to be the first to reach the targeted house, thrilled by the gunfire coming from below. And to think he didn't have a gun like those khaki-clad Englishmen or those Belgians in their barrack caps with tassels on the front! . . . Finally, the taube grew tired of maneuvering and disappeared. “See you tomorrow!” the Spaniard shouted. “Maybe tomorrow's event will be even more exciting!”
He employed his free hours between his geographical observations and his aerial contemplations in making the rounds of the stations, watching the crowds of travellers making their escape from Paris. The sudden vision of the truth—after the illusion which the Government had been creating with its optimistic dispatches, the certainty that the Germans were actually near when a week before they had imagined them completely routed, the taubes flying over Paris, the mysterious threat of the Zeppelins—all these dangerous signs were filling a part of the community with frenzied desperation. The railroad stations, guarded by the soldiery, were only admitting those who had secured tickets in advance. Some had been waiting entire days for their turn to depart. The most impatient were starting to walk, eager to get outside of the city as soon as possible. The roads were black with the crowds all going in the same directions. Toward the South they were fleeing by automobile, in carriages, in gardeners’ carts, on foot.
He spent his free time between checking out the geography and pondering the skies by going around the stations, watching the throngs of travelers trying to escape from Paris. The sudden realization of the truth—after the illusion the Government had created with its upbeat reports, the certainty that the Germans were really close when just a week before they thought they were totally defeated, the planes flying over Paris, the mysterious threat of the Zeppelins—all these alarming signs were filling some people with frantic desperation. The train stations, guarded by soldiers, were only letting in those who had secured tickets in advance. Some had been waiting for days to get their chance to leave. The most anxious were starting to walk, eager to get out of the city as soon as possible. The roads were crowded with people all heading in the same direction. They were fleeing south by car, in horse-drawn carriages, in garden carts, or on foot.
Argensola surveyed this hegira with serenity. He would remain because he had always admired those men who witnessed the Siege of Paris in 1870. Now it was going to be his good fortune to observe an historical drama, perhaps even more interesting. The wonders that he would be able to relate in the future! . . . But the distraction and indifference of his present audience were annoying him greatly. He would hasten back to the studio, in feverish excitement, to communicate the latest gratifying news to Desnoyers who would listen as though he did not hear him. The night that he informed him that the Government, the Chambers, the Diplomatic Corps, and even the actors of the Comedie Francaise were going that very hour on special trains for Bordeaux, his companion merely replied with a shrug of indifference.
Argensola watched this migration with calmness. He was going to stay because he had always respected those who witnessed the Siege of Paris in 1870. Now, it was going to be his good luck to experience a historical drama, perhaps even more fascinating. The stories he would be able to share in the future! . . . But the distraction and indifference of his current audience were really getting on his nerves. He would rush back to the studio, filled with excitement, to share the latest encouraging news with Desnoyers, who would listen as if he didn't even hear him. The night he told him that the Government, the Chambers, the Diplomatic Corps, and even the actors of the Comedie Francaise were all heading that very hour on special trains to Bordeaux, his friend just shrugged in indifference.
Desnoyers was worrying about other things. That morning he had received a note from Marguerite—only two lines scrawled in great haste. She was leaving, starting immediately, accompanied by her mother. Adieu! . . . and nothing more. The panic had caused many love-affairs to be forgotten, had broken off long intimacies, but Marguerite’s temperament was above such incoherencies from mere flight. Julio felt that her terseness was very ominous. Why not mention the place to which she was going? . . .
Desnoyers was preoccupied with other thoughts. That morning, he received a note from Marguerite—just two lines hastily written. She was leaving right away, going with her mother. Goodbye! . . . and nothing else. The panic had made many romantic relationships fall by the wayside and had ended long-standing connections, but Marguerite’s nature was beyond such unpredictability from a sudden departure. Julio sensed that her abruptness was very concerning. Why didn’t she mention where she was headed? . . .
In the afternoon, he took a bold step which she had always forbidden. He went to her home and talked a long time with the concierge in order to get some news. The good woman was delighted to work off on him the loquacity so brusquely cut short by the flight of tenants and servants. The lady on the first floor (Marguerite’s mother) had been the last to abandon the house in spite of the fact that she was really sick over her son’s departure. They had left the day before without saying where they were going. The only thing that she knew was that they took the train in the Gare d’Orsay. They were going toward the South like all the rest of the rich.
In the afternoon, he took a daring step that she had always forbidden. He went to her house and chatted for a long time with the concierge to get some news. The kind woman was thrilled to unload her chatter on him, which had been abruptly cut short by the departure of tenants and staff. The lady on the first floor (Marguerite’s mother) had been the last to leave the building, even though she was truly upset about her son leaving. They had left the day before without saying where they were going. The only thing she knew was that they took the train from the Gare d’Orsay. They were heading south like all the other wealthy people.
And she supplemented her revelations with the vague news that the daughter had seemed very much upset by the information that she had received from the front. Someone in the family was wounded. Perhaps it was the brother, but she really didn’t know. With so many surprises and strange things happening, it was difficult to keep track of everything. Her husband, too, was in the army and she had her own affairs to worry about.
And she added her insights with the unclear news that the daughter seemed really upset by the information she had gotten from the front. Someone in the family was injured. Maybe it was the brother, but she truly didn’t know. With so many surprises and strange things going on, it was hard to keep track of everything. Her husband was also in the army, and she had her own issues to deal with.
“Where can she have gone?” Julio asked himself all day long. “Why does she wish to keep me in ignorance of her whereabouts?”
“Where could she have gone?” Julio wondered all day. “Why does she want to keep me in the dark about where she is?”
When his comrade told him that night about the transfer of the seat of government, with all the mystery of news not yet made public, Desnoyers merely replied:
When his friend told him that night about the transfer of the seat of government, with all the secrecy of news that wasn’t public yet, Desnoyers simply replied:
“They are doing the best thing. . . . I, too, will go tomorrow if I can.”
“They're doing the right thing. . . . I’ll go tomorrow too, if I can.”
Why remain longer in Paris? His family was away. His father, according to Argensola’s investigations, also had gone off without saying whither. Now Marguerite’s mysterious flight was leaving him entirely alone, in a solitude that was filling him with remorse.
Why stay in Paris any longer? His family was gone. His father, as Argensola had found out, had also left without a word about where he was going. Now Marguerite’s sudden departure left him completely alone, in a solitude that was filling him with regret.
That afternoon, when strolling through the boulevards, he had stumbled across a friend considerably older than himself, an acquaintance in the fencing club which he used to frequent. This was the first time they had met since the beginning of the war, and they ran over the list of their companions in the army. Desnoyers’ inquiries were answered by the older man. So-and-so? . . . He had been wounded in Lorraine and was now in a hospital in the South. Another friend? . . . Dead in the Vosges. Another? . . . Disappeared at Charleroi. And thus had continued the heroic and mournful roll-call. The others were still living, doing brave things. The members of foreign birth, young Poles, English residents in Paris and South Americans, had finally enlisted as volunteers. The club might well be proud of its young men who had practised arms in times of peace, for now they were all jeopardizing their existence at the front. Desnoyers turned his face away as though he feared to meet in the eyes of his friend, an ironical and questioning expression. Why had he not gone with the others to defend the land in which he was living? . . .
That afternoon, while walking through the streets, he ran into a friend who was much older than him, someone he knew from the fencing club he used to attend. It was the first time they had seen each other since the war started, and they went over the list of their friends in the army. Desnoyers’ questions were answered by the older man. So-and-so? . . . He had been injured in Lorraine and was now in a hospital in the South. Another friend? . . . Killed in the Vosges. Another? . . . Missing at Charleroi. And thus continued the heroic and sorrowful roster. The others were still alive, doing courageous things. The members from other countries, young Poles, English people living in Paris, and South Americans, had finally joined as volunteers. The club could certainly take pride in its young men who had trained in peacetime, for now they were all risking their lives at the front. Desnoyers turned his face away as if he feared to see an ironic and questioning look in his friend’s eyes. Why hadn’t he gone with the others to defend the country he lived in? . . .
“To-morrow I will go,” repeated Julio, depressed by this recollection.
“Tomorrow I will go,” Julio repeated, feeling down about this memory.
But he went toward the South like all those who were fleeing from the war. The following morning Argensola was charged to get him a railroad ticket for Bordeaux. The value of money had greatly increased, but fifty francs, opportunely bestowed, wrought the miracle and procured a bit of numbered cardboard whose conquest represented many days of waiting.
But he headed south like everyone else escaping the war. The next morning, Argensola was assigned to get him a train ticket to Bordeaux. The value of money had gone up significantly, but a well-timed fifty francs worked wonders and secured a piece of numbered cardboard that signified many days of waiting.
“It is good only for to-day,” said the Spaniard, “you will have to take the night train.”
“It’s only good for today,” said the Spaniard, “you’ll have to take the night train.”
Packing was not a very serious matter, as the trains were refusing to admit anything more than hand-luggage. Argensola did not wish to accept the liberality of Julio who tried to leave all his money with him. Heroes need very little and the painter of souls was inspired with heroic resolution, The brief harangue of Gallieni in taking charge of the defense of Paris, he had adopted as his own. He intended to keep up his courage to the last, just like the hardy general.
Packing wasn't a big deal, as the trains weren’t allowing anything more than carry-on luggage. Argensola didn’t want to take Julio's generosity, who insisted on leaving all his money with him. Heroes need very little, and the painter of souls was filled with heroic determination. He had made Gallieni's short speech about taking charge of the defense of Paris his own. He planned to maintain his courage to the end, just like the tough general.
“Let them come,” he exclaimed with a tragic expression. “They will find me at my post!” . . .
“Let them come,” he said dramatically. “They’ll find me right where I’m supposed to be!” . . .
His post was the studio from which he could witness the happenings which he proposed relating to coming generations. He would entrench himself there with the eatables and wines. Besides he had the plan—just as soon as his partner should disappear—of bringing to live there with him certain lady-friends who were wandering around in search of a problematical dinner, and feeling timid in the solitude of their own quarters. Danger often gathers congenial folk together and adds a new attractiveness to the pleasures of a community. The tender affections of the prisoners of the Terror, when they were expecting momentarily to be conducted to the guillotine, flashed through his mind. Let us drain Life’s goblet at one draught since we have to die! . . . The studio of the rue de la Pompe was about to witness the mad and desperate revels of a castaway bark well-stocked with provisions.
His place was the studio where he could watch the events he wanted to share with future generations. He would settle in there with food and drinks. Plus, he had a plan—once his partner left—of inviting some female friends who were wandering around looking for a questionable dinner and feeling nervous in their lonely apartments. Danger often brings like-minded people together and makes the joys of community feel more appealing. The tender feelings of those prisoners during the Reign of Terror, expecting to be led to the guillotine at any moment, flashed through his mind. Let’s drain Life’s cup in one go since we have to die! . . . The studio on rue de la Pompe was about to witness the wild and desperate parties of a shipwrecked crew well-stocked with supplies.
Desnoyers left the Gare d’Orsay in a first-class compartment, mentally praising the good order with which the authorities had arranged everything, so that every traveller could have his own seat. At the Austerlitz station, however, a human avalanche assaulted the train. The doors were broken open, packages and children came in through the windows like projectiles. The people pushed with the unreason of a crowd fleeing before a fire. In the space reserved for eight persons, fourteen installed themselves; the passageways were heaped with mountains of bags and valises that served later travellers for seats. All class distinctions had disappeared. The villagers invaded by preference the best coaches, believing that they would there find more room. Those holding first-class tickets hunted up the plainer coaches in the vain hope of travelling without being crowded. On the cross roads were waiting from the day before long trains made up of cattle cars. All the stables on wheels were filled with people seated on the wooden floor or in chairs brought from their homes. Every train load was an encampment eager to take up its march; whenever it halted, layers of greasy papers, hulls and fruit skins collected along its entire length.
Desnoyers left the Gare d’Orsay in a first-class compartment, mentally praising the good organization put in place by the authorities, ensuring that every traveler had their own seat. However, at the Austerlitz station, a human avalanche crashed into the train. The doors were broken open, and packages and children came flying in through the windows like projectiles. The crowd pushed with the irrationality of people escaping a fire. In the space meant for eight people, fourteen squeezed in; the aisles were piled high with bags and suitcases that other travelers used as seats later on. All class distinctions vanished. The villagers preferred to invade the best coaches, thinking they would find more room there. Those with first-class tickets searched for the simpler coaches in vain, hoping to travel without being cramped. At the crossroads, long trains made up of cattle cars waited from the day before. All the makeshift stables on wheels were filled with people sitting on the wooden floor or in chairs brought from their homes. Each train load was like a camp ready to move on; whenever it stopped, layers of greasy paper, shells, and fruit skins accumulated along its length.
The invaders, pushing their way in, put up with many annoyances and pardoned one another in a brotherly way. “In war times, war measures,” they would always say as a last excuse. And each one was pressing closer to his neighbor in order to make a few more inches of room, and helping to wedge his scanty baggage among the other bundles swaying most precariously above. Little by little, Desnoyers was losing all his advantage as a first comer. These poor people who had been waiting for the train from four in the morning till eight at night, awakened his pity. The women, groaning with weariness, were standing in the corridors, looking with ferocious envy at those who had seats. The children were bleating like hungry kids. Julio finally gave up his place, sharing with the needy and improvident the bountiful supply of eatables with which Argensola had provided him. The station restaurants had all been emptied of food.
The invaders, crowding in, tolerated various annoyances and forgave each other in a friendly manner. “In wartime, you gotta do what you gotta do,” they would often say as a final excuse. Each person was inching closer to their neighbor to create a little more space, trying to fit their limited belongings among the other precariously swaying bundles above. Bit by bit, Desnoyers was losing all his advantages as an early arrival. He felt pity for those poor people who had been waiting for the train since four in the morning until eight at night. The women, exhausted and groaning, stood in the corridors, glaring with intense envy at those who had seats. The children were crying like hungry goats. Eventually, Julio gave up his spot, sharing the ample food that Argensola had given him with those in need who hadn’t planned ahead. The station restaurants were completely out of food.
During the train’s long wait, soldiers only were seen on the platform, soldiers who were hastening at the call of the trumpet, to take their places again in the strings of cars which were constantly steaming toward Paris. At the signal stations, long war trains were waiting for the road to be clear that they might continue their journey. The cuirassiers, wearing a yellow vest over their steel breastplate, were seated with hanging legs in the doorways of the stable cars, from whose interior came repeated neighing. Upon the flat cars were rows of gun carriages. The slender throats of the cannon of ‘75 were pointed upwards like telescopes.
During the train's long wait, only soldiers were seen on the platform, soldiers rushing at the sound of the trumpet to take their spots again in the steady stream of cars heading toward Paris. At the signal stations, long military trains were waiting for the track to be clear so they could continue their journey. The cuirassiers, wearing a yellow vest over their steel breastplate, sat with their legs hanging out of the doorways of the stable cars, from which came the sounds of neighing. Flat cars were lined with rows of gun carriages. The slender barrels of the '75 cannons pointed upward like telescopes.
Young Desnoyers passed the night in the aisle, seated on a valise, noting the sodden sleep of those around him, worn out by weariness and exhaustion. It was a cruel and endless night of jerks, shrieks and stops punctuated by snores. At every station, the trumpets were sounding precipitously as though the enemy were right upon them. The soldiers from the South were hurrying to their posts, and at brief intervals another detachment of men was dragged along the rails toward Paris. They all appeared gay, and anxious to reach the scene of slaughter as soon as possible. Many were regretting the delays, fearing that they might arrive too late. Leaning out of the window, Julio heard the dialogues and shouts on the platforms impregnated with the acrid odor of men and mules. All were evincing an unquenchable confidence. “The Boches! very numerous, with huge cannons, with many mitrailleuse . . . but we only have to charge with our bayonets to make them run like rabbits!”
Young Desnoyers spent the night in the aisle, sitting on a suitcase, watching the worn-out people around him, exhausted from fatigue and tiredness. It was a brutal and endless night filled with jolts, screams, and stops interrupted by snores. At every station, the horns blared suddenly as if the enemy was right on top of them. The Southern soldiers were rushing to their posts, and at short intervals, another group of men was pulled along the tracks toward Paris. They all seemed upbeat and eager to get to the battlefield as quickly as possible. Many were complaining about the delays, worried they might arrive too late. Leaning out the window, Julio heard conversations and shouts on the platforms mixed with the strong smell of men and mules. Everyone was showing a relentless confidence. “The Boches! They're numerous, with big guns and plenty of machine guns… but all we have to do is charge with our bayonets to make them run like rabbits!”
The attitude of those going to meet death was in sharp contrast to the panic and doubt of those who were deserting Paris. An old and much-decorated gentleman, type of a jubilee functionary, kept questioning Desnoyers whenever the train started on again—“Do you believe that they will get as far as Tours?” Before receiving his reply, he would fall asleep. Brutish sleep was marching down the aisles with leaden feet. At every junction, the old man would start up and suddenly ask, “Do you believe that we will get as far as Bordeaux?” . . . And his great desire not to halt until, with his family, he had reached an absolutely secure refuge, made him accept as oracles all the vague responses.
The attitude of those facing death was in stark contrast to the panic and uncertainty of those fleeing Paris. An old, highly decorated man, typical of a ceremonial official, kept asking Desnoyers every time the train started moving again, “Do you think we’ll make it to Tours?” Before getting an answer, he would doze off. A heavy sleep was creeping down the aisles like a lead weight. At every stop, the old man would jolt awake and suddenly ask, “Do you think we’ll get to Bordeaux?” His deep desire not to stop until he and his family reached a completely safe place made him take all the vague answers as if they were concrete truths.
At daybreak, they saw the Territorialists guarding the roads. They were armed with old muskets, and were wearing the red kepis as their only military distinction. They were following the opposite course of the military trains.
At dawn, they spotted the Territorialists watching the roads. They were equipped with old muskets and wearing red kepis as their only military insignia. They were moving in the opposite direction of the military convoys.
In the station at Bordeaux, the civilian crowds struggling to get out or to enter other cars, were mingling with the troops. The trumpets were incessantly sounding their brazen notes, calling the soldiers together. Many were men of darkest coloring, natives with wide gray breeches and red caps above their black or bronzed faces.
In the Bordeaux station, the civilian crowds trying to get out or board other cars were mixing with the troops. The trumpets were constantly blasting their loud calls, summoning the soldiers. Many of them were dark-skinned men, locals wearing wide gray pants and red caps perched above their black or bronzed faces.
Julio saw a train bearing wounded from the battles of Flanders and Lorraine. Their worn and dirty uniforms were enlivened by the whiteness of the bandages sustaining the wounded limbs or protecting the broken heads. All were trying to smile, although with livid mouths and feverish eyes, at their first glimpse of the land of the South as it emerged from the mist bathed in the sunlight, and covered with the regal vestures of its vineyards. The men from the North stretched out their hands for the fruit that the women were offering them, tasting with delight the sweet grapes of the country.
Julio saw a train carrying the injured from the battles in Flanders and Lorraine. Their tattered and dirty uniforms were brightened by the white bandages that supported their injured limbs or covered their broken heads. They all tried to smile, despite their pale mouths and feverish eyes, as they caught their first look at the southern land emerging from the mist, bathed in sunlight and adorned with the royal beauty of its vineyards. The men from the North reached out for the fruit that the women were handing them, savoring the sweet grapes of the region with pleasure.
For four days the distracted lover lived in Bordeaux, stunned and bewildered by the agitation of a provincial city suddenly converted into a capital. The hotels were overcrowded, many notables contenting themselves with servants’ quarters. There was not a vacant seat in the cafes; the sidewalks could not accommodate the extraordinary assemblage. The President was installed in the Prefecture; the State Departments were established in the schools and museums; two theatres were fitted up for the future reunions of the Senate and the Chamber of Deputies. Julio was lodged in a filthy, disreputable hotel at the end of a foul-smelling alley. A little Cupid adorned the crystals of the door, and the looking-glass in his room was scratched with names and unspeakable phrases—souvenirs of the occupants of an hour . . . and yet many grand ladies, hunting in vain for temporary residence, would have envied him his good fortune.
For four days, the distracted lover stayed in Bordeaux, stunned and confused by the hustle and bustle of a provincial city suddenly turned into a capital. The hotels were packed, with many notable people settling for servants’ quarters. There wasn't a free seat in the cafes; the sidewalks couldn't handle the incredible crowd. The President was set up in the Prefecture; the government offices were moved into schools and museums; two theaters were prepared for the upcoming meetings of the Senate and the Chamber of Deputies. Julio was staying in a filthy, rundown hotel at the end of a stinky alley. A little Cupid decorated the crystals of the door, and the mirror in his room was scratched with names and unspeakable phrases—reminders of the guests who had come and gone... and yet many high-class women, desperately searching for a temporary place to stay, would have envied his luck.
All his investigations proved fruitless. The friends whom he encountered in the fugitive crowd were thinking only of their own affairs. They could talk of nothing but incidents of the installation, repeating the news gathered from the ministers with whom they were living on familiar terms, or mentioning with a mysterious air, the great battle which was going on stretching from the vicinity of Paris to Verdun. A pupil of his days of glory, whose former elegance was now attired in the uniform of a nurse, gave him some vague information. “The little Madame Laurier? . . . I remember hearing that she was living somewhere near here. . . . Perhaps in Biarritz.” Julio needed no more than this to continue his journey. To Biarritz!
All his investigations turned out to be pointless. The friends he ran into in the fleeing crowd were only focused on their own issues. They could only talk about what happened during the installation, repeating news they got from the ministers they were on familiar terms with, or hinting at the big battle happening from around Paris to Verdun. A former student from his days of fame, now dressed in a nurse's uniform, gave him some vague updates. “The little Madame Laurier? . . . I remember hearing she was living somewhere nearby. . . . Maybe in Biarritz.” Julio needed just that to continue on his journey. To Biarritz!
The first person that he encountered on his arrival was Chichi. She declared that the town was impossible because of the families of rich Spaniards who were summering there. “The Boches are in the majority, and I pass a miserable existence quarrelling with them. . . . I shall finally have to live alone.” Then he met his mother—embraces and tears. Afterwards he saw his Aunt Elena in the hotel parlors, most enthusiastic over the country and the summer colony.
The first person he ran into when he arrived was Chichi. She said the town was unbearable because of the wealthy Spanish families vacationing there. “The Germans are everywhere, and I’m stuck fighting with them all the time. . . . I’ll end up having to live by myself.” Then he saw his mom—lots of hugs and tears. After that, he spotted his Aunt Elena in the hotel lounge, raving about the country and the summer community.
She could talk at great length with many of them about the decadence of France. They were all expecting to receive the news from one moment to another, that the Kaiser had entered the Capital. Ponderous men who had never done anything in all their lives, were criticizing the defects and indolence of the Republic. Young men whose aristocracy aroused Dona Elena’s enthusiasm, broke forth into apostrophes against the corruption of Paris, corruption that they had studied thoroughly, from sunset to sunrise, in the virtuous schools of Montmartre. They all adored Germany where they had never been, or which they knew only through the reels of the moving picture films. They criticized events as though they were witnessing a bull fight. “The Germans have the snap! You can’t fool with them! They are fine brutes!” And they appeared to admire this inhumanity as the most admirable characteristic. “Why will they not say that in their own home on the other side of the frontier?” Chichi would protest. “Why do they come into their neighbor’s country to ridicule his troubles? . . . Possibly they consider it a sign of their wonderful good-breeding!”
She could chat for a long time with many of them about the decline of France. They were all anticipating the news at any moment that the Kaiser had entered the capital. Heavyset men who had never accomplished anything in their lives were criticizing the flaws and laziness of the Republic. Young men whose aristocratic background excited Dona Elena’s admiration launched into speeches against the corruption of Paris, a corruption they had studied thoroughly, from sunset to sunrise, in the respectable schools of Montmartre. They all admired Germany, which they had never visited or only knew through the reels of movies. They critiqued events as if they were watching a bullfight. “The Germans have the energy! You can’t mess with them! They’re impressive brutes!” And they seemed to view this brutality as the most admirable trait. “Why don’t they voice that in their own country across the border?” Chichi would protest. “Why do they come into their neighbor’s land to mock his problems? . . . Maybe they see it as a sign of their exceptional manners!”
But Julio had not gone to Biarritz to live with his family. . . . The very day of his arrival, he saw Marguerite’s mother in the distance. She was alone. His inquiries developed the information that her daughter was living in Pau. She was a trained nurse taking care of a wounded member of the family. “Her brother . . . undoubtedly it is her brother,” thought Julio. And he again continued his trip, this time going to Pau.
But Julio hadn't gone to Biarritz to stay with his family. . . . On the very day he arrived, he spotted Marguerite's mother in the distance. She was by herself. His questions revealed that her daughter was living in Pau. She was a trained nurse caring for an injured family member. “Her brother . . . it must be her brother,” Julio thought. He then continued his journey, this time heading to Pau.
His visits to the hospitals there were also unavailing. Nobody seemed to know Marguerite. Every day a train was arriving with a new load of bleeding flesh, but her brother was not among the wounded. A Sister of Charity, believing that he was in search of someone of his family, took pity on him and gave him some helpful directions. He ought to go to Lourdes; there were many of the wounded there and many of the military nurses. So Desnoyers immediately took the short cut between Pau and Lourdes.
His visits to the hospitals there were also pointless. Nobody seemed to know Marguerite. Every day, a train arrived with a new load of injured soldiers, but her brother was not among them. A Sister of Charity, thinking he was looking for a family member, took pity on him and gave him some helpful advice. He should go to Lourdes; there were many wounded people and military nurses there. So Desnoyers immediately took the shortcut between Pau and Lourdes.
He had never visited the sacred city whose name was so frequently on his mother’s lips. For Dona Luisa, the French nation was Lourdes. In her discussions with her sister and other foreign ladies who were praying that France might be exterminated for its impiety, the good senora always summed up her opinions in the same words:—“When the Virgin wished to make her appearance in our day, she chose France. This country, therefore, cannot be as bad as you say. . . . When I see that she appears in Berlin, we will then re-discuss the matter.”
He had never been to the sacred city that his mother constantly talked about. For Dona Luisa, France was Lourdes. In her conversations with her sister and other foreign women who hoped that France would be destroyed for its lack of faith, the kind lady always expressed her thoughts in the same way: “When the Virgin chose to appear in our time, she chose France. This country, therefore, can’t be as bad as you say... When I see her appear in Berlin, then we can talk about this again.”
But Desnoyers was not there to confirm his mother’s artless opinions. Just as soon as he had found a room in a hotel near the river, he had hastened to the big hostelry, now converted into a hospital. The guard told him that he could not speak to the Director until the afternoon. In order to curb his impatience he walked through the street leading to the basilica, past all the booths and shops with pictures and pious souvenirs which have converted the place into a big bazaar. Here and in the gardens adjoining the church, he saw wounded convalescents with uniforms stained with traces of the combat. Their cloaks were greatly soiled in spite of repeated brushings. The mud, the blood and the rain had left indelible spots and made them as stiff as cardboard. Some of the wounded had cut their sleeves in order to avoid the cruel friction on their shattered arms, others still showed on their trousers the rents made by the devastating shells.
But Desnoyers wasn't there to validate his mother's naive opinions. As soon as he found a room in a hotel near the river, he rushed to the large inn, which had now been turned into a hospital. The guard informed him that he couldn't speak to the Director until the afternoon. To manage his impatience, he walked down the street leading to the basilica, passing all the stalls and shops selling pictures and religious souvenirs that had turned the area into a large market. There, in the gardens next to the church, he saw injured soldiers recovering, their uniforms stained from the battle. Their cloaks were filthy despite being brushed off repeatedly. The mud, blood, and rain had left permanent marks, making the fabric as stiff as cardboard. Some of the injured had cut their sleeves to avoid the painful rubbing on their damaged arms, while others still had rips in their pants from the destructive shells.
They were fighters of all ranks and of many races—infantry, cavalry, artillerymen; soldiers from the metropolis and from the colonies; French farmers and African sharpshooters; red heads, faces of Mohammedan olive and the black countenances of the Sengalese, with eyes of fire, and thick, bluish blubber lips; some showing the good-nature and sedentary obesity of the middle-class man suddenly converted into a warrior; others sinewy, alert, with the aggressive profile of men born to fight, and experienced in foreign fields.
They were fighters of all ranks and backgrounds—infantry, cavalry, artillery; soldiers from the city and from the colonies; French farmers and African sharpshooters; redheads, olive-skinned men of the Muslim faith, and the dark faces of the Senegalese, with fiery eyes and thick, bluish lips; some reflecting the easygoing and overweight nature of the middle-class man suddenly turned into a warrior; others lean and alert, with the fierce features of men born to fight and seasoned in foreign battles.
The city, formerly visited by the hopeful, Catholic sick, was now invaded by a crowd no less dolorous but clad in carnival colors. All, in spite of their physical distress, had a certain air of good cheer and satisfaction. They had seen Death very near, slipping out from his bony claws into a new joy and zest in life. With their cloaks adorned with medals, their theatrical Moorish garments, their kepis and their African headdresses, this heroic band presented, nevertheless, a lamentable aspect.
The city, once frequented by the hopeful, Catholic sick, was now overtaken by a crowd that was just as sorrowful but dressed in carnival colors. Despite their physical suffering, they all had a sense of cheer and contentment. They had faced Death up close, slipping away from his bony grip into a fresh joy and enthusiasm for life. With their cloaks decorated with medals, their flashy Moorish outfits, their kepis, and their African headdresses, this brave group still appeared quite pitiful.
Very few still preserved the noble vertical carriage, the pride of the superior human being. They were walking along bent almost double, limping, dragging themselves forward by the help of a staff or friendly arm. Others had to let themselves be pushed along, stretched out on the hand-carts which had so often conducted the devout sick from the station to the Grotto of the Virgin. Some were feeling their way along, blindly, leaning on a child or nurse. The first encounters in Belgium and in the East, a mere half-dozen battles, had been enough to produce these physical wrecks still showing a manly nobility in spite of the most horrible outrages. These organisms, struggling so tenaciously to regain their hold on life, bringing their reviving energies out into the sunlight, represented but the most minute part of the number mowed down by the scythe of Death. Back of them were thousands and thousands of comrades groaning on hospital beds from which they would probably never rise. Thousands and thousands were hidden forever in the bosom of the Earth moistened by their death agony—fatal land which, upon receiving a hail of projectiles, brought forth a harvest of bristling crosses!
Very few still maintained their noble upright posture, the pride of being a superior human being. They walked almost doubled over, limping, dragging themselves forward with the help of a cane or a supportive arm. Others had to be pushed along, lying on handcarts that had often transported the sick from the station to the Grotto of the Virgin. Some were feeling their way forward, blindly leaning on a child or caregiver. The initial encounters in Belgium and the East, just a handful of battles, had been enough to turn them into physical wrecks, still displaying a manly dignity despite having endured the most horrific abuses. These individuals, fighting so hard to cling to life, bringing their revitalizing energy into the open air, represented only a tiny fraction of the many lives cut down by Death's scythe. Behind them were thousands of fellow soldiers groaning on hospital beds from which they would likely never rise. Thousands and thousands were forever hidden in the earth, saturated by their death throes—fatal ground that, after being bombarded, yielded a harvest of sharp crosses!
War now showed itself to Desnoyers with all its cruel hideousness. He had been accustomed to speak of it heretofore as those in robust health speak of death, knowing that it exists and is horrible, but seeing it afar off . . . so far off that it arouses no real emotion. The explosion of the shells were accompanying their destructive brutality with a ferocious mockery, grotesquely disfiguring the human body. He saw wounded objects just beginning to recover their vital force who were but rough skeletons of men, frightful caricatures, human rags, saved from the tomb by the audacities of science—trunks with heads which were dragged along on wheeled platforms; fragments of skulls whose brains were throbbing under an artificial cap; beings without arms and without legs, resting in the bottom of little wagons, like bits of plaster models or scraps from the dissecting room; faces without noses that looked like skulls with great, black nasal openings. And these half-men were talking, smoking, laughing, satisfied to see the sky, to feel the caress of the sun, to have come back to life, dominated by that sovereign desire to live which trustingly forgets present misery in the confident hope of something better.
War now showed itself to Desnoyers with all its brutal ugliness. He had previously spoken of it as those in good health talk about death, aware that it exists and is horrific but viewing it from a distance... so far away that it stirs no genuine emotion. The explosions of the shells accompanied their destructive violence with a vicious mockery, grotesquely disfiguring the human body. He saw wounded individuals just starting to regain their vitality, reduced to mere skeletons of men, horrifying caricatures, human rags, saved from the grave by the boldness of science—torso without legs being dragged along on wheeled platforms; fragments of skulls with brains pulsating under artificial caps; beings without arms or legs, resting in the bottom of small carts, like broken plaster models or remnants from a dissection room; faces without noses that resembled skulls with large black nasal openings. And these half-men were talking, smoking, laughing, content just to see the sky, to feel the warmth of the sun, to have come back to life, driven by that supreme desire to live which trustingly forgets current suffering in hopeful anticipation of something better.
So strongly was Julio impressed that for a little while he forgot the purpose which had brought him thither. . . . If those who provoke war from diplomatic chambers or from the tables of the Military Staff could but see it—not in the field of battle fired with the enthusiasm which prejudices judgments—but in cold blood, as it is seen in the hospitals and cemeteries, in the wrecks left in its trail! . . .
So strongly was Julio impressed that for a little while he forgot the purpose that had brought him there. . . . If those who escalate war from diplomatic offices or from the tables of the Military Staff could see it—not in the heat of battle where enthusiasm clouds judgment—but in cold reality, as it's seen in hospitals and cemeteries, in the devastation left behind! . . .
To Julio’s imagination this terrestrial globe appeared like an enormous ship sailing through infinity. Its crews—poor humanity—had spent century after century in exterminating each other on the deck. They did not even know what existed under their feet, in the hold of the vessel. To occupy the same portion of the surface in the sunlight seemed to be the ruling desire of each group. Men, considered superior human beings, were pushing these masses to extermination in order to scale the last bridge and hold the helm, controlling the course of the boat. And all those who felt the overmastering ambition for absolute command knew the same thing . . . nothing. Not one of them could say with certainty what lay beyond the visible horizon, nor whither the ship was drifting. The sullen hostility of mystery surrounded them all; their life was precarious, necessitating incessant care in order to maintain it, yet in spite of that, the crew for ages and ages, had never known an instant of agreement, of team work, of clear reason. Periodically half of them would clash with the other half. They killed each other that they might enslave the vanquished on the rolling deck floating over the abyss; they fought that they might cast their victims from the vessel, filling its wake with cadavers. And from the demented throng there were still springing up gloomy sophistries to prove that a state of war was the perfect state, that it ought to go on forever, that it was a bad dream on the part of the crew to wish to regard each other as brothers with a common destiny, enveloped in the same unsteady environment of mystery. . . . Ah, human misery!
To Julio's imagination, this planet looked like a massive ship sailing through endless space. Its crew—poor humanity—had spent century after century wiping each other out on the deck. They didn't even realize what was beneath their feet, in the hold of the ship. Each group seemed to be driven by a strong desire to occupy the same spot in the sunlight. Men, believed to be the superior beings, were pushing these masses toward destruction just to climb the last bridge and take control of the helm, steering the ship's course. And all those with an overwhelming ambition for absolute power knew the same thing... nothing. Not one of them could say with certainty what lay beyond the visible horizon, nor where the ship was headed. The dark mystery surrounded them all; their lives were fragile and required constant care to maintain, yet despite that, the crew had never experienced a moment of agreement, teamwork, or clear reasoning. Periodically, half of them would clash with the other half. They killed one another to enslave the defeated on the swaying deck floating above the abyss; they fought to throw their victims overboard, leaving a trail of bodies in their wake. And from the chaotic crowd, gloomy arguments still emerged claiming that a state of war was the ideal condition, that it should continue indefinitely, that it was delusional for the crew to wish to see each other as brothers with a shared destiny, surrounded by the same unstable mystery... Ah, human misery!
Julio was drawn out of these pessimistic reflections by the childish glee which many of the convalescents were evincing. Some were Mussulmans, sharpshooters from Algeria and Morocco. In Lourdes, as they might be anywhere, they were interested only in the gifts which the people were showering upon them with patriotic affection. They all surveyed with indifference the basilica inhabited by “the white lady,” their only preoccupation being to beg for cigars and sweets.
Julio was pulled away from his gloomy thoughts by the childlike joy that many of the recovering patients were showing. Some were Muslim sharpshooters from Algeria and Morocco. In Lourdes, just like anywhere else, they were only focused on the gifts that people were giving them with patriotic love. They all looked at the basilica where “the white lady” resided with indifference, their only concern being to ask for cigars and candy.
Finding themselves regaled by the dominant race, they became greatly puffed up, daring everything like mischievous children. What pleased them most was the fact that the ladies would take them by the hand. Blessed war that permitted them to approach and touch these white women, perfumed and smiling as they appeared in their dreams of the paradise of the blest! “Lady . . . Lady,” they would sigh, looking at them with dark, sparkling eyes. And not content with the hand, their dark paws would venture the length of the entire arm while the ladies laughed at this tremulous adoration. Others would go through the crowds, offering their right hand to all the women. “We touch hands.” . . . And then they would go away satisfied after receiving the hand clasp.
Finding themselves entertained by the dominant race, they became quite arrogant, daring to do anything like playful children. What thrilled them the most was that the ladies would take them by the hand. Thank goodness for war that allowed them to approach and touch these white women, who were fragrant and smiling just like in their dreams of paradise! “Lady... Lady,” they would sigh, gazing at them with dark, sparkling eyes. And not satisfied with just holding hands, their dark hands would explore up to the elbow while the ladies laughed at this trembling admiration. Others would walk through the crowds, extending their right hand to all the women. “We touch hands...” And then they would leave content after receiving a hand clasp.
Desnoyers wandered a long time around the basilica where, in the shadow of the trees, were long rows of wheeled chairs occupied by the wounded. Officers and soldiers rested many hours in the blue shade, watching their comrades who were able to use their legs. The sacred grotto was resplendent with the lights from hundreds of candles. Devout crowds were kneeling in the open air, fixing their eyes in supplication on the sacred stones whilst their thoughts were flying far away to the fields of battle, making their petitions with that confidence in divinity which accompanies every distress. Among the kneeling mass were many soldiers with bandaged heads, kepis in hand and tearful eyes.
Desnoyers wandered around the basilica for a long time, where long rows of wheelchairs filled with the wounded were in the shade of the trees. Officers and soldiers rested for hours in the cool blue shade, watching their fellow comrades who were able to stand and walk. The sacred grotto was glowing with the light from hundreds of candles. Devout crowds knelt in the open air, their eyes fixed in prayer on the holy stones while their thoughts drifted far away to the battlefields, making their requests with the kind of faith in the divine that comes with desperation. Among the kneeling crowd were many soldiers with bandaged heads, holding their kepis in their hands and with tears in their eyes.
Up and down the double staircase of the basilica were flitting women, clad in white, with spotless headdresses that fluttered in such a way that they appeared like flying doves. These were the nurses and Sisters of Charity guiding the steps of the injured. Desnoyers thought he recognized Marguerite in every one of them, but the prompt disillusion following each of these discoveries soon made him doubtful about the outcome of his journey. She was not in Lourdes, either. He would never find her in that France so immeasurably expanded by the war that it had converted every town into a hospital.
Up and down the double staircase of the basilica, women dressed in white were moving about, their immaculate headpieces fluttering like flying doves. These were the nurses and Sisters of Charity helping the injured. Desnoyers thought he spotted Marguerite in each of them, but the quick disappointment that followed each of these sightings soon left him questioning the success of his journey. She wasn’t in Lourdes, either. He would never find her in a France that had been so drastically altered by the war, turning every town into a hospital.
His afternoon explorations were no more successful. The employees listened to his interrogations with a distraught air. He could come back again; just now they were taken up with the announcement that another hospital train was on the way. The great battle was still going on near Paris. They had to improvise lodgings for the new consignment of mutilated humanity. In order to pass away the time until his return, Desnoyers went back to the garden near the grotto. He was planning to return to Pau that night; there was evidently nothing more to do at Lourdes. In what direction should he now continue his search?
His afternoon explorations weren't any more successful. The staff listened to his questions with a worried look. He could come back later; right now, they were focused on the news that another hospital train was on its way. The big battle was still happening near Paris. They needed to quickly set up accommodations for the new influx of injured people. To kill time until he returned, Desnoyers went back to the garden near the grotto. He was planning to head back to Pau that night; it was clear there was nothing more for him to do at Lourdes. Which direction should he search next?
Suddenly he felt a thrill down his back—the same indefinable sensation which used to warn him of her presence when they were meeting in the gardens of Paris. Marguerite was going to present herself unexpectedly as in the old days without his knowing from exactly what spot—as though she came up out of the earth or descended from the clouds.
Suddenly, he felt a chill run down his spine—the same unexplainable feeling that used to alert him to her presence when they met in the gardens of Paris. Marguerite was about to appear out of nowhere, just like in the old days, without him knowing exactly where she was coming from—as if she were rising up from the ground or coming down from the clouds.
After a second’s thought he smiled bitterly. Mere tricks of his desire! Illusions! . . . Upon turning his head he recognized the falsity of his hope. Nobody was following his footsteps; he was the only being going down the center of the avenue. Near him, in the diaphanous white of a guardian angel, was a nurse. Poor blind man! . . . Desnoyers was passing on when a quick movement on the part of the white-clad woman, an evident desire to escape notice, to hide her face by looking at the plants, attracted his attention. He was slow in recognizing her. Two little ringlets escaping from the band of her cap made him guess the hidden head of hair; the feet shod in white were the signs which enabled him to reconstruct the person somewhat disfigured by the severe uniform. Her face was pale and sad. There wasn’t a trace left in it of the old vanities that used to give it its childish, doll-like beauty. In the depths of those great, dark-circled eyes life seemed to be reflected in new forms. . . . Marguerite!
After a moment's thought, he smiled bitterly. Just tricks of his desire! Illusions! . . . When he turned his head, he realized his hope was false. No one was following him; he was the only person walking down the middle of the avenue. Near him, in the delicate white of a guardian angel, was a nurse. Poor blind man! . . . Desnoyers continued on when he noticed a quick movement from the woman in white, a clear desire to remain unnoticed, looking at the plants to hide her face, which caught his attention. He was slow to recognize her. Two little ringlets escaping from under her cap made him guess the hidden hair; the white shoes were clues that helped him reconstruct her figure somewhat distorted by the strict uniform. Her face was pale and sad. There was no trace left of the old vanities that used to give her a childish, doll-like beauty. In the depths of those large, dark-circled eyes, life seemed to reflect in new forms. . . . Marguerite!
They stared at one another for a long while, as though hypnotized with surprise. She looked alarmed when Desnoyers advanced a step toward her. No . . . No! Her eyes, her hands, her entire body seemed to protest, to repel his approach, to hold him motionless. Fear that he might come near her, made her go toward him. She said a few words to the soldier who remained on the bench, receiving across the bandage on his face a ray of sunlight which he did not appear to feel. Then she rose, going to meet Julio, and continued forward, indicating by a gesture that they must find some place further on where the wounded man could not hear them.
They stared at each other for a long time, as if in a daze from shock. She looked startled when Desnoyers took a step closer. No... No! Her eyes, her hands, her whole body seemed to protest, to push him away, to keep him still. The fear of him getting near made her move toward him. She said a few words to the soldier who was still sitting on the bench, receiving a beam of sunlight on his bandaged face that he didn’t seem to notice. Then she stood up, walked over to Julio, and continued ahead, signaling with a gesture that they needed to find a spot further away where the injured man couldn't hear them.
She led the way to a side path from which she could see the blind man confided to her care. They stood motionless, face to face. Desnoyers wished to say many things; many . . . but he hesitated, not knowing how to frame his complaints, his pleadings, his endearments. Far above all these thoughts towered one, fatal, dominant and wrathful.
She took the lead down a side path where she could see the blind man entrusted to her care. They stood still, facing each other. Desnoyers wanted to say a lot; so much... but he hesitated, unsure how to express his complaints, his pleas, his affection. Above all these thoughts loomed one, overwhelming, dominant, and angry.
“Who is that man?”
“Who’s that guy?”
The spiteful accent, the harsh voice with which he said these words surprised him as though they came from someone else’s mouth.
The spiteful accent and the harsh tone in which he said those words surprised him, as if they were coming from someone else.
The nurse looked at him with her great limpid eyes, eyes that seemed forever freed from contractions of surprise or fear. Her response slipped from her with equal directness.
The nurse looked at him with her clear, shining eyes, eyes that seemed completely free from surprise or fear. Her reply came out with the same straightforwardness.
“It is Laurier. . . . It is my husband.”
“It’s Laurier. . . . It’s my husband.”
Laurier! . . . Julio looked doubtfully and for a long time at the soldier before he could be convinced. That blind officer motionless on the bench, that figure of heroic grief, was Laurier! . . . At first glance, he appeared prematurely old with roughened and bronzed skin so furrowed with lines that they converged like rays around all the openings of his face. His hair was beginning to whiten on the temples and in the beard which covered his cheeks. He had lived twenty years in that one month. . . . At the same time he appeared younger, with a youthfulness that was radiating an inward vigor, with the strength of a soul which has suffered the most violent emotions and, firm and serene in the satisfaction of duty fulfilled, can no longer know fear.
Laurier! . . . Julio stared at the soldier doubtfully for a long time before he could accept it. That still officer sitting on the bench, that embodiment of heroic sorrow, was Laurier! . . . At first sight, he looked older than his years, his rough, tanned skin lined like rays radiating from the features of his face. His hair was starting to go gray at the temples and in the beard that covered his cheeks. He had lived twenty years in just that one month. . . . Yet, at the same time, he seemed younger, with a vitality that radiated from within, the strength of a soul that had endured intense emotions and, resolute and calm in the pride of duty fulfilled, could no longer feel fear.
As Desnoyers contemplated him, he felt both admiration and jealousy. He was ashamed to admit the aversion inspired by the wounded man, so sorely wounded that he was unable to see what was going on around him. His hatred was a form of cowardice, terrifying in its persistence. How pensive were Marguerite’s eyes if she took them off her patient for a few seconds! . . . She had never looked at him in that way. He knew all the amorous gradations of her glance, but her fixed gaze at this injured man was something entirely different, something that he had never seen before.
As Desnoyers watched him, he felt a mix of admiration and jealousy. He was embarrassed to acknowledge the dislike he felt for the wounded man, who was so badly hurt that he couldn't see what was happening around him. His resentment felt like a kind of cowardice, frightening in its intensity. How thoughtful Marguerite’s eyes became whenever she glanced away from her patient, even for just a few seconds!... She had never looked at him like that. He was familiar with all the loving nuances of her gaze, but her focused attention on this injured man was completely different, something he had never witnessed before.
He spoke with the fury of a lover who discovers an infidelity.
He spoke with the anger of a lover who finds out about cheating.
“And for this thing you have run away without warning, without a word! . . . You have abandoned me in order to go in search of him. . . . Tell me, why did you come? . . . Why did you come?”. . .
“And for this, you left without a word, no warning at all! . . . You abandoned me to look for him. . . . Tell me, why did you come? . . . Why did you come?”
“I came because it was my duty.”
“I came because it was my responsibility.”
Then she spoke like a mother who takes advantage of a parenthesis of surprise in an irascible child’s temper, in order to counsel self-control, and explained how it had all happened. She had received the news of Laurier’s wounding just as she and her mother were preparing to leave Paris. She had not hesitated an instant; her duty was to hasten to the aid of this man. She had been doing a great deal of thinking in the last few weeks; the war had made her ponder much on the values in life. Her eyes had been getting glimpses of new horizons; our destiny is not mere pleasure and selfish satisfaction; we ought to take our part in pain and sacrifice.
Then she spoke like a mother seizing a moment of calm in her angry child's mood to encourage self-control, explaining how everything had happened. She got the news about Laurier being injured just as she and her mother were getting ready to leave Paris. She didn't hesitate for a second; her duty was to rush to help him. Over the past few weeks, she had been doing a lot of thinking; the war had made her reflect deeply on life's values. She had begun to see new horizons; our purpose isn't just personal pleasure and selfish satisfaction; we should also embrace pain and sacrifice.
She had wanted to work for her country, to share the general stress, to serve as other women did; and since she was disposed to devote herself to strangers, was it not natural that she should prefer to help this man whom she had so greatly wronged? . . . There still lived in her memory the moment in which she had seen him approach the station, completely alone among so many who had the consolation of loving arms when departing in search of death. Her pity had become still more acute on hearing of his misfortune. A shell had exploded near him, killing all those around him. Of his many wounds, the only serious one was that on his face. He had completely lost the sight of one eye; and the doctors were keeping the other bound up hoping to save it. But she was very doubtful about it; she was almost sure that Laurier would be blind.
She had wanted to serve her country, to share in the general stress, to help out like other women did; and since she was ready to dedicate herself to strangers, wasn’t it natural for her to want to help this man she had wronged so much? . . . She still remembered the moment when she saw him walk into the station, completely alone among so many others who had the comfort of loving arms as they left for war. Her sympathy had grown even stronger after hearing about his misfortune. A shell had gone off near him, killing everyone around. Of all his injuries, the one that mattered most was on his face. He had completely lost sight in one eye, and the doctors were keeping the other one bandaged, hoping to save it. But she was very doubtful; she was almost sure that Laurier would go blind.
Marguerite’s voice trembled when saying this as if she were going to cry, although her eyes were tearless. They did not now feel the irresistible necessity for tears. Weeping had become something superfluous, like many other luxuries of peaceful days. Her eyes had seen so much in so few days! . . .
Marguerite’s voice shook as she spoke, almost as if she might cry, even though her eyes were dry. She didn't feel the overwhelming need to shed tears anymore. Crying had turned into something unnecessary, like many other comforts of calm days. Her eyes had witnessed so much in such a short time! . . .
“How you love him!” exclaimed Julio.
“How you love him!” exclaimed Julio.
Fearing that they might be overheard and in order to keep him at a distance, she had been speaking as though to a friend. But her lover’s sadness broke down her reserve.
Fearing that they might be overheard and wanting to keep him at a distance, she had been talking as if he were just a friend. But her lover’s sadness broke through her defenses.
“No, I love you. . . . I shall always love you.”
“No, I love you. . . . I will always love you.”
The simplicity with which she said this and her sudden tenderness of tone revived Desnoyers’ hopes.
The way she said this so simply and her sudden gentle tone revived Desnoyers’ hopes.
“And the other one?” he asked anxiously.
“And what about the other one?” he asked nervously.
Upon receiving her reply, it seemed to him as though something had just passed across the sun, veiling its light temporarily. It was as though a cloud had drifted over the land and over his thoughts, enveloping them in an unbearable chill.
Upon getting her response, it felt to him like something had just crossed in front of the sun, temporarily blocking its light. It was as if a cloud had moved over the land and his thoughts, wrapping them in a piercing cold.
“I love him, too.”
"I love him, too."
She said it with a look that seemed to implore pardon, with the sad sincerity of one who has given up lying and weeps in foreseeing the injury that the truth must inflict.
She said it with a look that seemed to ask for forgiveness, with the sad honesty of someone who has stopped lying and cries, anticipating the hurt that the truth will cause.
He felt his hard wrath suddenly dwindling like a crumbling mountain. Ah, Marguerite! His voice was tremulous and despairing. Could it be possible that everything between these two was going to end thus simply? Were her former vows mere lies? . . . They had been attracted to each other by an irresistible affinity in order to be together forever, to be one. . . . And now, suddenly hardened by indifference, were they to drift apart like two unfriendly bodies? . . . What did this absurdity about loving him at the same time that she loved her former husband mean, anyway?
He felt his intense anger fading away like a crumbling mountain. Ah, Marguerite! His voice was shaky and full of despair. Could it really be true that everything between them was going to end so simply? Were her past promises just lies? . . . They had been drawn to each other by an irresistible connection, meant to be together forever, to be one. . . . And now, suddenly hardened by indifference, were they going to drift apart like two strangers? . . . What did this nonsense about loving him while still loving her ex-husband even mean?
Marguerite hung her head, murmuring desperately:
Marguerite lowered her head, mumbling urgently:
“You are a man, I am a woman. You would never understand me, no matter what I might say. Men are not able to comprehend certain of our mysteries. . . . A woman would be better able to appreciate the complexity.”
“You're a man, I'm a woman. You'll never really understand me, no matter what I say. Men can't grasp certain aspects of our mysteries... A woman would be better at appreciating the complexity.”
Desnoyers felt that he must know his fate in all its cruelty. She might speak without fear. He felt strong enough to bear the blow. . . . What had Laurier said when he found that he was being so tenderly cared for by Marguerite? . . .
Desnoyers felt he had to know his fate in all its harshness. She could speak freely. He felt strong enough to handle the impact. . . . What had Laurier said when he realized he was being so lovingly cared for by Marguerite? . . .
“He does not know who I am. . . . He believes me to be a war-nurse, like the rest, who pities him seeing him alone and blind with no relatives to write to him or visit him. . . . At certain times, I have almost suspected that he guesses the truth. My voice, the touch of my hands made him shiver at first, as though with an unpleasant sensation. I have told him that I am a Beigian lady who has lost her loved ones and is alone in the world. He has told me his life story very sketchily, as if he desired to forget a hated past. . . . Never one disagreeable word about his former wife. There are nights when I think that he knows me, that he takes advantage of his blindness in order to prolong his feigned ignorance, and that distresses me. I long for him to recover his sight, for the doctors to save that doubtful eye—and yet at the same time, I feel afraid. What will he say when he recognizes me? . . . But no; it is better that he should see, no matter what may result. You cannot understand my anxiety, you cannot know what I am suffering.”
“He doesn’t know who I am. . . . He thinks I’m just another war nurse, like the others, who feels sorry for him being alone and blind, with no family to write to or visit him. . . . At times, I’ve almost wondered if he really suspects the truth. My voice and the touch of my hands made him shudder at first, like it was an uncomfortable feeling. I told him that I’m a Belgian woman who has lost her loved ones and is alone in the world. He’s shared a brief version of his life story, as if he wants to forget a past he despises. . . . Not a single negative word about his ex-wife. Some nights, I think he knows me, that he’s pretending to be ignorant because of his blindness, and that troubles me. I want him to regain his sight, for the doctors to save that uncertain eye—and yet at the same time, I feel scared. What will he say when he recognizes me? . . . But no; it’s better for him to see, regardless of what happens. You can't understand my worry, you can’t know what I’m going through.”
She was silent for an instant, trying to regain her self-control, again tortured with the agony of her soul.
She was quiet for a moment, trying to regain her composure, once more overwhelmed by the pain in her soul.
“Oh, the war!” she resumed. “What changes in our life! Two months ago, my present situation would have appeared impossible, unimaginable. . . . I caring for my husband, fearing that he would discover my identity and leave me, yet at the same time, wishing that he would recognize me and pardon me. . . . It is only one week that I have been with him. I disguise my voice when I can, and avoid words that may reveal the truth . . . but this cannot keep up much longer. It is only in novels that such painful situations turn out happily.”
“Oh, the war!” she continued. “What changes in our lives! Two months ago, my current situation would have seemed impossible, unimaginable... Here I am, taking care of my husband, afraid that he will find out who I am and leave me, yet at the same time, hoping that he will recognize me and forgive me... It’s only been a week since I've been with him. I disguise my voice when I can and avoid words that might give the truth away... but I can't keep this up for much longer. It’s only in novels that such painful situations end happily.”
Doubt suddenly overwhelmed her.
Doubt suddenly consumed her.
“I believe,” she continued, “that he has recognized me from the first. . . . He is silent and feigns ignorance because he despises me . . . because he can never bring himself to pardon me. I have been so bad! . . . I have wronged him so!”. . .
“I believe,” she continued, “that he has recognized me from the start. . . . He stays quiet and pretends not to know me because he hates me . . . because he can never forgive me. I’ve been so terrible! . . . I’ve hurt him so!”. . .
She was recalling the long and reflective silences of the wounded man after she had dropped some imprudent words. After two days of submission to her care, he had been somewhat rebellious, avoiding going out with her for a walk. Because of his blind helplessness, and comprehending the uselessness of his resistance, he had finally yielded in passive silence.
She was remembering the long, thoughtful silences of the injured man after she had said some careless things. After two days of being looked after by her, he had been somewhat defiant, avoiding going out for a walk with her. Because of his total helplessness, and realizing that resisting was pointless, he had eventually given in to her in quiet resignation.
“Let him think what he will!” concluded Marguerite courageously. “Let him despise me! I am here where I ought to be. I need his forgiveness, but if he does not pardon me, I shall stay with him just the same. . . . There are moments when I wish that he may never recover his sight, so that he may always need me, so that I may pass my life at his side, sacrificing everything for him.”
“Let him think what he wants!” Marguerite concluded boldly. “Let him despise me! I’m here where I belong. I need his forgiveness, but if he doesn’t forgive me, I’ll stay with him anyway... There are times when I wish he would never regain his sight, so he would always need me, so I can spend my life by his side, giving up everything for him.”
“And I?” said Desnoyers.
“And I?” said Desnoyers.
Marguerite looked at him with clouded eyes as though she were just awaking. It was true—and the other one? . . . Kindled by the proposed sacrifice which was to be her expiation, she had forgotten the man before her.
Marguerite looked at him with dazed eyes as if she were just waking up. It was true—and what about the other one? . . . Sparked by the proposed sacrifice that was meant to make up for her actions, she had forgotten the man in front of her.
“You!” she said after a long pause. “You must leave me. . . . Life is not what we have thought it. Had it not been for the war, we might, perhaps, have realized our dream, but now! . . . Listen carefully and try to understand. For the remainder of my life, I shall carry the heaviest burden, and yet at the same time it will be sweet, since the more it weighs me down the greater will my atonement be. Never will I leave this man whom I have so grievously wronged, now that he is more alone in the world and will need protection like a child. Why do you come to share my fate? How could it be possible for you to live with a nurse constantly at the side of a blind and worthy man whom we would constantly offend with our passion? . . . No, it is better for us to part. Go your way, alone and untrammelled. Leave me; you will meet other women who will make you more happy than I. Yours is the temperament that finds new pleasures at every step.”
“You!” she said after a long pause. “You need to leave me. . . . Life isn’t what we thought it would be. If it weren’t for the war, we might have achieved our dream, but now! . . . Listen carefully and try to understand. For the rest of my life, I’ll carry the heaviest burden, and yet at the same time it will be sweet, because the more it weighs me down, the greater my atonement will be. I will never leave this man whom I have wronged so badly, now that he is more alone in the world and needs protection like a child. Why do you want to share my fate? How could you possibly live with a nurse constantly at the side of a blind and deserving man whom we would continually offend with our passion? . . . No, it’s better for us to part. Go your way, alone and unburdened. Leave me; you will meet other women who will make you happier than I can. You have the kind of temperament that finds new pleasures at every turn.”
She stood firmly to her decision. Her voice was calm, but back of it trembled the emotion of a last farewell to a joy which was going from her forever. The man would be loved by others . . . and she was giving him up! . . . But the noble sadness of the sacrifice restored her courage. Only by this renunciation could she expiate her sins.
She stood firmly by her decision. Her voice was steady, but underneath it trembled the emotion of a final goodbye to a happiness that was leaving her forever. The man would be loved by others... and she was letting him go! ... But the noble sadness of the sacrifice gave her strength. Only through this letting go could she atone for her mistakes.
Julio dropped his eyes, vanquished and perplexed. The picture of the future outlined by Marguerite terrified him. To live with her as a nurse taking advantage of her patient’s blindness would be to offer him fresh insult every day. . . . Ah, no! That would be villainy, indeed! He was now ashamed to recall the malignity with which, a little while before, he had regarded this innocent unfortunate. He realized that he was powerless to contend with him. Weak and helpless as he was sitting there on the garden bench, he was stronger and more deserving of respect than Julio Desnoyers with all his youth and elegance. The victim had amounted to something in his life; he had done what Julio had not dared to do.
Julio looked down, defeated and confused. The vision of the future that Marguerite painted terrified him. Living with her as a caregiver, taking advantage of her patient’s blindness, would mean insulting him daily. Ah, no! That would truly be evil! He felt ashamed thinking about the malice with which he had previously viewed this innocent person. He realized he was powerless to compete with him. Weak and helpless sitting on the garden bench, he was stronger and more deserving of respect than Julio Desnoyers, despite all his youth and charm. The victim had achieved something in his life; he had done what Julio had never had the courage to do.
This sudden conviction of his inferiority made him cry out like an abandoned child, “What will become of me?” . . .
This sudden belief in his inferiority made him cry out like a neglected child, “What will happen to me?” . . .
Marguerite, too—contemplating the love which was going from her forever, her vanished hopes, the future illumined by the satisfaction of duty fulfilled but monotonous and painful—cried out:
Marguerite, too—thinking about the love that was leaving her forever, her lost hopes, the future brightened by the fulfillment of duty but dull and painful—cried out:
“And I. . . . What will become of me?” . . .
“And I... What will happen to me?”
As though he had suddenly found a solution which was reviving his courage, Desnoyers said:
As if he had suddenly discovered a solution that was boosting his confidence, Desnoyers said:
“Listen, Marguerite: I can read your soul. You love this man, and you do well. He is superior to me, and women are always attracted by superiority. . . . I am a coward. Yes, do not protest, I am a coward with all my youth, with all my strength. Why should you not have been impressed by the conduct of this man! . . . But I will atone for past wrongs. This country is yours, Marguerite; I will fight for it. Do not say no. . . .”
“Listen, Marguerite: I can see into your heart. You love this man, and that's good. He’s better than me, and women are always drawn to those who are better. . . . I’m a coward. Yes, don’t argue, I’m a coward despite my youth and strength. Why wouldn’t you be impressed by how this man acts! . . . But I will make up for my past mistakes. This country belongs to you, Marguerite; I will fight for it. Don’t say no. . . .”
And moved by his hasty heroism, he outlined the plan more definitely. He was going to be a soldier. Soon she would hear him well spoken of. His idea was either to be stretched on the battlefield in his first encounter, or to astound the world by his bravery. In this way the impossible situation would settle itself—either the oblivion of death or glory.
And inspired by his quick bravery, he laid out the plan more clearly. He was determined to be a soldier. Soon, she would hear people speak highly of him. His goal was either to be killed in his first battle or to impress everyone with his courage. This way, the impossible situation would resolve itself—either through the forgetfulness of death or by achieving glory.
“No, no!” interrupted Marguerite in an anguished tone. “You, no! One is enough. . . . How horrible! You, too, wounded, mutilated forever, perhaps dead! . . . No, you must live. I want you to live, even though you might belong to another. . . . Let me know that you exist, let me see you sometimes, even though you may have forgotten me, even though you may pass me with indifference, as if you did not know me.”
“No, no!” interrupted Marguerite in a pained voice. “You, no! One is enough... How terrible! You, too, hurt, permanently scarred, maybe even dead!... No, you have to live. I want you to live, even if you might be with someone else... Just let me know you’re alive, let me see you sometimes, even if you’ve forgotten me, even if you walk past me without a care, as if you don’t know me.”
In this outburst her deep love for him rang true—her heroic and inflexible love which would accept all penalties for herself, if only the beloved one might continue to live.
In this outburst, her deep love for him was clear—her brave and unwavering love that would take on any punishment for herself, just to ensure that the one she loved could keep on living.
But then, in order that Julio might not feel any false hopes, she added:—“Live; you must not die; that would be for me another torment. . . . But live without me. No matter how much we may talk about it, my destiny beside the other one is marked out forever.”
But then, so Julio wouldn’t have any false hopes, she added:—“Live; you must not die; that would be another torment for me. . . . But live without me. No matter how much we discuss it, my fate alongside the other one is set forever.”
“Ah, how you love him! . . . How you have deceived me!”
“Ah, how much you love him! . . . How you have tricked me!”
In a last desperate attempt at explanation she again repeated what she had said at the beginning of their interview. She loved Julio . . . and she loved her husband. They were different kinds of love. She could not say which was the stronger, but misfortune was forcing her to choose between the two, and she was accepting the most difficult, the one demanding the greatest sacrifices.
In a final, desperate attempt to explain herself, she repeated what she had said at the start of their conversation. She loved Julio... and she loved her husband. They were different kinds of love. She couldn’t say which one was stronger, but misfortune was making her choose between the two, and she was accepting the harder option, the one that required the greatest sacrifices.
“You are a man, and you will never be able to understand me. . . . A woman would comprehend me.”
“You're a man, and you'll never be able to understand me. . . . A woman would get me.”
It seemed to Julio, as he looked around him, as though the afternoon were undergoing some celestial phenomenon. The garden was still illuminated by the sun, but the green of the trees, the yellow of the ground, the blue of the sky, all appeared to him as dark and shadowy as though a rain of ashes were falling.
It felt to Julio, as he looked around, like the afternoon was experiencing some kind of celestial event. The garden was still lit by the sun, but the green of the trees, the yellow of the ground, and the blue of the sky all looked dark and shadowy, as if it were raining ashes.
“Then . . . all is over between us?”
“Then... is everything between us really done?”
His pleading, trembling voice charged with tears made her turn her head to hide her emotion. Then in the painful silence the two despairs formed one and the same question, as if interrogating the shades of the future: “What will become of me?” murmured the man. And like an echo her lips repeated, “What will become of me?”
His pleading, trembling voice filled with tears made her turn her head to hide her emotions. Then, in the painful silence, their two feelings of despair merged into the same question, as if asking the shadows of the future: “What will happen to me?” the man murmured. And like an echo, her lips repeated, “What will happen to me?”
All had been said. Hopeless words came between the two like an obstacle momentarily increasing in size, impelling them in opposite directions. Why prolong the painful interview? . . . Marguerite showed the ready and energetic decision of a woman who wishes to bring a scene to a close. “Good-bye!” Her face had assumed a yellowish cast, her pupils had become dull and clouded like the glass of a lantern when the light dies out. “Good-bye!” She must go to her patient.
All had been said. Despairing words hung between them like a barrier, pushing them apart. Why prolong the painful conversation? . . . Marguerite displayed the quick and determined decisiveness of a woman who wants to end the scene. “Goodbye!” Her face had taken on a yellowish hue, her eyes had become dull and clouded like the glass of a lantern when the light fades away. “Goodbye!” She needed to attend to her patient.
She went away without looking at him, and Desnoyers instinctively went in the opposite direction. As he became more self-controlled and turned to look at her again, he saw her moving on and giving her arm to the blind man, without once turning her head.
She walked away without looking at him, and Desnoyers instinctively went the other way. As he gained more self-control and turned to look at her again, he saw her walking on and linking her arm with the blind man, without ever turning her head.
He now felt convinced that he should never see her again, and became oppressed by an almost suffocating agony. And could two beings, who had formerly considered the universe concentrated in their persons, thus easily be separated forever? . . .
He now felt sure that he would never see her again, and was weighed down by an almost suffocating pain. How could two people, who once thought of the universe as revolving around them, be separated so easily forever? . . .
His desperation at finding himself alone made him accuse himself of stupidity. Now his thoughts came tumbling over each other in a tumultuous throng, and each one of them seemed to him sufficient to have convinced Marguerite. He certainly had not known how to express himself. He would have to talk with her again . . . and he decided to remain in Lourdes.
His desperation at being alone made him blame himself for being stupid. Now his thoughts were racing, each one feeling strong enough to have convinced Marguerite. He definitely hadn’t been able to express himself well. He needed to talk to her again... so he decided to stay in Lourdes.
He passed a night of torture in the hotel, listening to the ripple of the river among its stones. Insomnia had him in his fierce jaws, gnawing him with interminable agony. He turned on the light several times, but was not able to read. His eyes looked with stupid fixity at the patterns of the wall paper and the pious pictures around the room which had evidently served as the lodging place of some rich traveller. He remained motionless and as abstracted as an Oriental who thinks himself into an absolute lack of thought. One idea only was dancing in the vacuum in his skull—“I shall never see her again. . . . Can such a thing be possible?”
He spent a torturous night in the hotel, listening to the river ripple over the stones. Insomnia had him in its grips, gnawing at him with endless pain. He turned on the light several times but couldn’t focus enough to read. His eyes stared blankly at the patterns on the wallpaper and the religious pictures around the room, which clearly had belonged to some wealthy traveler. He remained motionless and as lost in thought as someone meditating in a deep trance. One thought kept circling in his mind—“I will never see her again... Can that really be possible?”
He drowsed for a few seconds, only to be awakened with the sensation that some horrible explosion was sending him through the air. And so, with sweats of anguish, he wakefully passed the hours until in the gloom of his room the dawn showed a milky rectangle of light, and began to be reflected on the window curtains.
He dozed for a few seconds, only to be jolted awake by the feeling that a terrible explosion was throwing him through the air. So, in a sweat of distress, he stayed awake for hours until, in the dimness of his room, the dawn appeared as a pale rectangle of light and started to be reflected on the window curtains.
The velvet-like caress of day finally closed his eyes. Upon awaking he found that the morning was well advanced, and he hurried to the garden of the grotto. . . . Oh, the hours of tremulous and unavailing waiting, believing that he recognized Marguerite in every white-clad lady that came along, guiding a wounded patient!
The soft touch of daylight finally made him close his eyes. When he woke up, he realized the morning was already well underway, and he rushed to the grotto’s garden. . . . Oh, the hours of anxious and pointless waiting, thinking he saw Marguerite in every woman in white who passed by, taking care of a wounded patient!
By afternoon, after a lunch whose dishes filed past him untouched, he returned to the garden in search of her. Beholding her in the distance with the blind man leaning on her arm, a feeling of faintness came over him. She looked to him taller, thinner, her face sharper, with two dark hollows in her cheeks and her eyes bright with fever, the lids drawn with weariness. He suspected that she, too, had passed an anguished night of tenacious, self-centred thought, of grievous stupefaction like his own, in the room of her hotel. Suddenly he felt all the weight of insomnia and listlessness, all the depressing emotion of the cruel sensations experienced in the last few hours. Oh, how miserable they both were! . . .
By afternoon, after a lunch with dishes that sat untouched in front of him, he went back to the garden looking for her. Spotting her in the distance with the blind man leaning on her arm, he felt a wave of dizziness. She appeared taller, thinner, her face more angular, with dark hollows under her eyes and a feverish brightness in her gaze, her eyelids heavy with exhaustion. He suspected that she, too, had endured a tormenting night filled with relentless, selfish thoughts, experiencing a deep, bewildering shock just like his own, in her hotel room. Suddenly, he felt the full weight of his insomnia and lethargy, all the heavy emotions from the painful sensations he had felt in the last few hours. Oh, how miserable they both were! . . .
She was walking warily, looking from one side to the other, as though foreseeing danger. Upon discovering him she clung to her charge, casting upon her former lover a look of entreaty, of desperation, imploring pity. . . Ay, that look!
She was walking cautiously, glancing from side to side as if she sensed danger. When she spotted him, she held onto her companion tightly, giving her ex a look that was pleading and desperate, begging for compassion. . . Oh, that look!
He felt ashamed of himself; his personality appeared to be unrolling itself before him, and he surveyed himself with the eyes of a judge. What was this seduced and useless man, called Julio Desnoyers, doing there, tormenting with his presence a poor woman, trying to turn her from her righteous repentance, insisting on his selfish and petty desires when all humanity was thinking of other things? . . . His cowardice angered him. Like a thief taking advantage of the sleep of his victim, he was stalking around this brave and true man who could not see him, who could not defend himself, in order to rob him of the only affection that he had in the world which had so miraculously returned to him! Very well, Gentleman Desnoyers! . . . Ah, what a scoundrel he was!
He felt ashamed of himself; he seemed to be unfolding in front of him, and he looked at himself like a judge. What was this useless and seduced man, named Julio Desnoyers, doing there, tormenting a poor woman with his presence, trying to distract her from her rightful repentance, insisting on his selfish and trivial desires while the rest of humanity was focused on other things? . . . His cowardice frustrated him. Like a thief exploiting his victim's sleep, he was lurking around this brave and honest man who couldn’t see him, who couldn’t defend himself, just to steal the only love he had in the world that had miraculously returned to him! Very well, Mr. Desnoyers! . . . Oh, what a scoundrel he was!
Such subconscious insults made him draw himself erect, in haughty, cruel and inexorable defiance against that other I who so richly deserved the judge’s scorn.
Such hidden insults made him stand tall, in a proud, harsh, and relentless defiance against that other self who truly deserved the judge’s contempt.
He turned his head away; he could not meet Marguerite’s piteous eyes; he feared their mute reproach. Neither did he dare to look at the blind man in his shabby and heroic uniform, with his countenance aged by duty and glory. He feared him like remorse.
He turned his head away; he couldn't face Marguerite's sad eyes; he dreaded their silent blame. He also didn’t have the courage to look at the blind man in his worn but noble uniform, whose face was weathered by duty and honor. He was afraid of him like he was of guilt.
So the vanquished lover turned his back on the two and went away with a firm step. Good-bye, Love! Goodbye, Happiness! . . . He marched quickly and bravely on; a miracle had just taken place within him! he had found the right road at last!
So the defeated lover turned his back on the two and walked away with determination. Goodbye, Love! Goodbye, Happiness! . . . He marched on quickly and courageously; a miracle had just happened inside him! He had finally found the right path!
To Paris! . . . A new impetus was going to fill the vacuum of his objectless existence.
To Paris! . . . A new motivation was about to fill the emptiness of his aimless life.
CHAPTER V
THE INVASION
Don Marcelo was fleeing to take refuge in his castle when he met the mayor of Villeblanche. The noise of the firing had made him hurry to the barricade. When he learned of the apparition of the group of stragglers he threw up his hands in despair. They were crazy. Their resistance was going to be fatal for the village, and he ran on to beg them to cease.
Don Marcelo was running to seek shelter in his castle when he ran into the mayor of Villeblanche. The sound of the gunfire had pushed him to rush to the barricade. When he found out about the group of stragglers showing up, he threw his hands up in despair. They were out of their minds. Their resistance was going to bring disaster to the village, and he hurried on to plead with them to stop.
For some time nothing happened to disturb the morning calm. Desnoyers had climbed to the top of his towers and was surveying the country with his field glasses. He couldn’t make out the highway through the nearest group of trees, but he suspected that underneath their branches great activity was going on—masses of men on guard, troops preparing for the attack. The unexpected defense of the fugitives had upset the advance of the invasion. Desnoyers thought despairingly of that handful of mad fellows and their stubborn chief. What was their fate going to be? . . .
For a while, nothing disrupted the morning calm. Desnoyers had climbed to the top of his towers and was surveying the landscape with his binoculars. He couldn’t spot the highway through the nearest group of trees, but he suspected that beneath their branches, a lot was happening—groups of men on guard, troops getting ready to attack. The unexpected resistance from the fugitives had thrown a wrench into the invasion's progress. Desnoyers thought hopelessly about that small group of crazy guys and their determined leader. What would their fate be? . . .
Focussing his glasses on the village, he saw the red spots of kepis waving like poppies over the green of the meadows. They were the retreating men, now convinced of the uselessness of their resistance. Perhaps they had found a ford or forgotten boat by which they might cross the Maine, and so were continuing their retreat toward the river. At any minute now the Germans were going to enter Villeblanche.
Focusing his glasses on the village, he saw the red spots of kepis waving like poppies over the green meadows. They were the retreating soldiers, now convinced that their resistance was pointless. Maybe they had found a crossing or a forgotten boat to get across the Maine and were continuing their retreat toward the river. At any moment, the Germans were about to enter Villeblanche.
Half an hour of profound silence passed by. The village lay silhouetted against a background of hills—a mass of roofs beneath the church tower finished with its cross and iron weather cock. Everything seemed as tranquil as in the best days of peace. Suddenly he noticed that the grove was vomiting forth something noisy and penetrating—a bubble of vapor accompanied by a deafening report. Something was hurtling through the air with a strident curve. Then a roof in the village opened like a crater, vomiting forth flying wood, fragments of plaster and broken furniture. All the interior of the house seemed to be escaping in a stream of smoke, dirt and splinters.
Half an hour of deep silence went by. The village was outlined against the hills—a cluster of rooftops beneath the church tower topped with its cross and iron weather vane. Everything felt as peaceful as during the best days of serenity. Suddenly, he noticed the grove releasing something loud and piercing—a burst of vapor followed by a deafening bang. Something was soaring through the air in a sharp arc. Then a roof in the village blew off like a volcano, spewing flying wood, bits of plaster, and broken furniture. It looked like the entire interior of the house was escaping in a rush of smoke, dirt, and splinters.
The invaders were bombarding Villeblanche before attempting attack, as though fearing to encounter persistent resistance in its streets. More projectiles fell. Some passed over the houses, exploding between the hamlet and the castle. The towers of the Desnoyers property were beginning to attract the aim of the artillerymen. The owner was therefore about to abandon his dangerous observatory when he saw something white like a tablecloth or sheet floating from the church tower. His neighbors had hoisted this signal of peace in order to avoid bombardment. A few more missiles fell and then there was silence.
The invaders were bombarding Villeblanche before launching an attack, as if they were afraid of facing ongoing resistance in its streets. More projectiles landed. Some flew over the houses, exploding between the village and the castle. The towers of the Desnoyers property were starting to catch the attention of the gunners. The owner was just about to leave his risky lookout when he noticed something white, like a tablecloth or sheet, floating from the church tower. His neighbors had raised this sign of peace to prevent bombardment. A few more missiles fell, and then there was silence.
When Don Marcelo reached his park he found the Warden burying at the foot of a tree the sporting rifles still remaining in his castle. Then he went toward the great iron gates. The enemies were going to come, and he had to receive them. While uneasily awaiting their arrival his compunctions again tormented him. What was he doing there? Why had he remained? . . . But his obstinate temperament immediately put aside the promptings of fear. He was there because he had to guard his own. Besides, it was too late now to think about such things.
When Don Marcelo arrived at his park, he saw the Warden burying the sporting rifles that were still left in his castle at the base of a tree. He then made his way to the large iron gates. Enemies were about to arrive, and he needed to be ready for them. As he anxiously awaited their arrival, his guilt began to torment him again. What was he doing there? Why had he stayed? But his stubborn nature quickly pushed aside the urges of fear. He was there because he needed to protect what was his. Besides, it was too late now to rethink those matters.
Suddenly the morning stillness was broken by a sound like the deafening tearing of strong cloth. “Shots, Master,” said the Warden. “Firing! It must be in the square.”
Suddenly, the morning quiet was shattered by a noise that resembled the loud ripping of heavy fabric. “Shots, Master,” said the Warden. “Gunfire! It must be in the square.”
A few minutes after they saw running toward them a woman from the village, an old soul, dried up and darkened by age, who was panting from her great exertion, and looking wildly around her. She was fleeing blindly, trying to escape from danger and shut out horrible visions. Desnoyers and the Keeper’s family listened to her explanations interrupted with hiccoughs of terror.
A few minutes after they saw a woman from the village running toward them, an old soul, dried up and darkened by age, who was panting from her great exertion and looking around her in a panic. She was blindly fleeing, trying to escape from danger and block out horrifying visions. Desnoyers and the Keeper’s family listened to her explanations interrupted by sobs of terror.
The Germans were in Villeblanche. They had entered first in an automobile driven at full speed from one end of the village to the other. Its mitrailleuse was firing at random against closed houses and open doors, knocking down all the people in sight. The old woman flung up her arms with a gesture of terror. . . . Dead . . . many dead . . . wounded . . . blood! Then other iron-plated vehicles had stopped in the square, and behind them cavalrymen, battalions of infantry, many battalions coming from everywhere. The helmeted men seemed furious; they accused the villagers of having fired at them. In the square they had struck the mayor and villagers who had come forward to meet them. The priest, bending over some of the dying, had also been trodden under foot. . . . All prisoners! The Germans were talking of shooting them.
The Germans were in Villeblanche. They had sped in first in a car racing from one end of the village to the other. Its machine gun was firing wildly at closed houses and open doors, taking down everyone in sight. The old woman threw her arms up in fear... Dead... so many dead... wounded... blood! Then other armored vehicles stopped in the square, and behind them were cavalrymen, battalions of infantry, many battalions arriving from everywhere. The helmeted men looked furious; they accused the villagers of shooting at them. In the square, they had attacked the mayor and villagers who came forward to greet them. The priest, bending over some of the dying, had also been trampled... All prisoners! The Germans were talking about shooting them.
The old dame’s words were cut short by the rumble of approaching automobiles.
The old woman's words were interrupted by the sound of approaching cars.
“Open the gates,” commanded the owner to the Warden. The massive iron grill work swung open, and was never again closed. All property rights were at an end.
“Open the gates,” the owner ordered the Warden. The huge iron gate swung open and was never closed again. All property rights were null and void.
An enormous automobile, covered with dust and filled with men, stopped at the entrance. Behind them sounded the horns of other vehicles that were putting on the brakes. Desnoyers saw soldiers leaping out, all wearing the greenish-gray uniform with a sheath of the same tone covering the pointed casque. The one who marched at their head put his revolver to the millionaire’s forehead.
An enormous car, covered in dust and packed with men, stopped at the entrance. Behind them, the horns of other vehicles blared as they slammed on the brakes. Desnoyers saw soldiers jumping out, all dressed in a greenish-gray uniform with a matching sheath covering their pointed helmets. The one leading them aimed his revolver at the millionaire's forehead.
“Where are the sharpshooters?” he asked.
“Where are the sharpshooters?” he asked.
He was pale with the pallor of wrath, vengeance and fear. His face was trembling under the influence of his triple emotion. Don Marcelo explained slowly, contemplating at a short distance from his eyes the black circle of the threatening tube. He had not seen any sharpshooters. The only inhabitants of the castle were the Warden with his family and himself, the owner of the castle.
He was pale with the color of anger, revenge, and fear. His face was shaking from the intensity of these three emotions. Don Marcelo explained slowly, looking a short distance from his eyes at the black circle of the threatening gun. He hadn’t seen any snipers. The only people in the castle were the Warden and his family, along with himself, the owner of the castle.
The officer surveyed the edifice and then examined Desnoyers with evident astonishment as though he thought his appearance too unpretentious for a proprietor. He had taken him for a simple employee, and his respect for social rank made him lower his revolver.
The officer looked over the building and then stared at Desnoyers with clear surprise, as if he believed his appearance was too ordinary for someone who owned the place. He had assumed he was just a regular worker, and his respect for social status made him lower his gun.
He did not, however, alter his haughty attitude. He pressed Don Marcelo into the service as a guide, making him search ahead of him while forty soldiers grouped themselves at his back. They advanced in two files to the shelter of the trees which bordered the central avenue, with their guns ready to shoot, and looking uneasily at the castle windows as though expecting to receive from them hidden shots. Desnoyers marched tranquilly through the centre, and the official, who had been imitating the precautions of his men, finally joined him when he was crossing the drawbridge.
He didn’t change his arrogant attitude, though. He forced Don Marcelo to act as a guide, making him scout ahead while forty soldiers gathered behind him. They moved in two lines toward the cover of the trees along the main avenue, guns ready to fire, anxiously glancing at the castle windows as if anticipating hidden shots. Desnoyers walked calmly down the middle, and the official, who had been copying his men’s precautions, finally joined him as he was crossing the drawbridge.
The armed men scattered through the rooms in search of the enemy. They ran their bayonets through beds and divans. Some, with automatic destructiveness, slit the draperies and the rich bed coverings. The owner protested; what was the sense in such useless destruction? . . . He was suffering unbearable torture at seeing the enormous boots spotting the rugs with mud, on hearing the clash of guns and knapsacks against the most fragile, choicest pieces of furniture. Poor historic mansion! . . .
The armed men rushed through the rooms looking for the enemy. They stabbed their bayonets into beds and sofas. Some, with a mindless destructiveness, tore apart the drapes and luxurious bedcovers. The owner protested; what was the point of such pointless destruction? . . . He was overwhelmed with pain as he watched the huge boots leaving mud stains on the rugs, and listened to the sound of guns and backpacks clashing against the most delicate, valuable furniture. Poor historic mansion! . . .
The officer looked amazed that he should protest for such trifling cause, but he gave orders in German and his men ceased their rude explorations. Then, in justification of this extraordinary respect, he added in French:
The officer looked shocked that he would protest for such a trivial reason, but he ordered his men in German, and they stopped their rude searches. Then, to explain this unusual respect, he added in French:
“I believe that you are going to have the honor of entertaining here the general of our division.”
“I think you’re going to have the privilege of hosting the general of our division here.”
The certainty that the castle did not hold any hidden enemies made him more amiable. He, nevertheless, persisted in his wrath against the sharpshooters. A group of the villagers had opened fire upon the Uhlans when they were entering unsuspiciously after the retreat of the French.
The fact that the castle didn’t have any hidden enemies made him friendlier. Still, he kept his anger towards the sharpshooters. A group of villagers had fired on the Uhlans as they were entering unsuspectingly after the French had retreated.
Desnoyers felt it necessary to protest. They were neither inhabitants nor sharpshooters; they were French soldiers. He took good care to be silent about their presence at the barricade, but he insisted that he had distinguished their uniforms from a tower of the castle.
Desnoyers felt it was important to speak up. They were neither civilians nor snipers; they were French soldiers. He made sure to keep quiet about their presence at the barricade, but he insisted that he had recognized their uniforms from a tower of the castle.
The official made a threatening face.
The official made a menacing expression.
“You, too? . . . You, who appear a reasonable man, can repeat such yarns as these?” And in order to close the conversation, he said, arrogantly: “They were wearing uniforms, then, if you persist in saying so, but they were sharpshooters just the same. The French Government has distributed arms and uniforms among the farmers that they may assassinate us. . . . Belgium did the same thing. . . . But we know their tricks, and we know how to punish them, too!”
“You, too? ... You, who seem like a reasonable person, can tell stories like these?” To end the conversation, he said arrogantly, “They were wearing uniforms, if you insist on saying that, but they were sharpshooters just the same. The French Government has given weapons and uniforms to the farmers so they can kill us... Belgium did the same... But we know their tricks, and we know how to deal with them, too!”
The village was going to be burned. It was necessary to avenge the four German dead lying on the outskirts of Villeblanche, near the barricade. The mayor, the priest, the principal inhabitants would all be shot.
The village was about to be set on fire. It was essential to get back at the four German soldiers who were dead near the barricade on the outskirts of Villeblanche. The mayor, the priest, and the main residents would all be executed.
By the time they reached the top floor Desnoyers could see floating above the boughs of his park dark clouds whose outlines were reddened by the sun. The top of the bell tower was the only thing that he could distinguish at that distance. Around the iron weathercock were flying long thin fringes like black cobwebs lifted by the breeze. An odor of burning wood came toward the castle.
By the time they got to the top floor, Desnoyers could see dark clouds floating above the trees in his park, their edges lit up by the sun. The only thing he could make out from that distance was the top of the bell tower. Long, thin strands like black cobwebs were flying around the iron weather vane, lifted by the breeze. A smell of burning wood wafted toward the castle.
The German greeted this spectacle with a cruel smile. Then on descending to the park, he ordered Desnoyers to follow him. His liberty and his dignity had come to an end. Henceforth he was going to be an underling at the beck and call of these men who would dispose of him as their whims directed. Ay, why had he remained? . . . He obeyed, climbing into an automobile beside the officer, who was still carrying his revolver in his right hand. His men distributed themselves through the castle and outbuildings, in order to prevent the flight of an imaginary enemy. The Warden and his family seemed to be saying good-bye to him with their eyes. Perhaps they were taking him to his death. . . .
The German reacted to this scene with a cruel smile. As he made his way down to the park, he ordered Desnoyers to follow him. His freedom and dignity had come to an end. From now on, he would be a servant, at the mercy of these men who would use him as they pleased. Why had he stayed? . . . He complied, getting into a car next to the officer, who still had his revolver in his right hand. His men spread out through the castle and surrounding buildings to prevent the escape of a nonexistent enemy. The Warden and his family seemed to say goodbye to him with their eyes. Maybe they were taking him to his death. . . .
Beyond the castle woods a new world was coming into existence. The short cut to Villeblanche seemed to Desnoyers a leap of millions of leagues, a fall into a red planet where men and things were covered with the film of smoke and the glare of fire. He saw the village under a dark canopy spotted with sparks and glowing embers. The bell tower was burning like an enormous torch; the roof of the church was breaking into flames with a crashing fury. The glare of the holocaust seemed to shrivel and grow pale in the impassive light of the sun.
Beyond the castle woods, a new world was emerging. The shortcut to Villeblanche felt to Desnoyers like a leap of millions of leagues, a plunge into a fiery landscape where everything and everyone was shrouded in smoke and fire. He saw the village under a dark sky dotted with sparks and glowing ashes. The bell tower was ablaze like a massive torch; the church's roof erupted into flames with a violent crash. The brightness of the destruction seemed to shrink and fade in the indifferent light of the sun.
Running across the fields with the haste of desperation were shrieking women and children. The animals had escaped from the stables, and driven forth by the flames were racing wildly across the country. The cow and the work horse were dragging their halters broken by their flight. Their flanks were smoking and smelt of burnt hair. The pigs, the sheep and the chickens were all tearing along mingled with the cats and the dogs. All the domestic animals were returning to a brute existence, fleeing from civilized man. Shots were heard and hellish ha-ha’s. The soldiers outside of the village were making themselves merry in this hunt for fugitives. Their guns were aimed at beasts and were hitting people.
Running across the fields in a panic were screaming women and children. The animals had escaped from the stables, and driven by the flames were running wild across the countryside. The cow and the workhorse were dragging broken halters from their escape. Their sides were steaming and smelled like burnt hair. The pigs, sheep, and chickens were all sprinting along, mixed in with the cats and dogs. All the domesticated animals were reverting to a primal state, fleeing from civilized humans. Shots could be heard along with mocking laughter. The soldiers outside the village were enjoying themselves in this chase for the escapees. Their guns were aimed at animals but were hitting people instead.
Desnoyers saw men, many men, men everywhere. They were like gray ants, marching in endless files towards the South, coming out from the woods, filling the roads, crossing the fields. The green of vegetation was disappearing under their tread; the dust was rising in spirals behind the dull roll of the cannons and the measured trot of thousands of horses. On the roadside several battalions had halted, with their accompaniment of vehicles and draw horses. They were resting before renewing their march. He knew this army. He had seen it in Berlin on parade, and yet it seemed to have changed its former appearance. There now remained very little of the heavy and imposing glitter, of the mute and vainglorious haughtiness which had made his relatives-in-law weep with admiration. War, with its realism, had wiped out all that was theatrical about this formidable organization of death. The soldiers appeared dirty and tired, out. The respiration of fat and sweaty bodies, mixed with the strong smell of leather, floated over the regiments. All the men had hungry faces.
Desnoyers saw men—lots of men, men everywhere. They were like gray ants, marching in endless lines toward the South, coming out of the woods, filling the roads, crossing the fields. The green of the plants was disappearing beneath their footsteps; dust was rising in spirals behind the dull rumble of the cannons and the steady trot of thousands of horses. On the roadside, several battalions had stopped, with their vehicles and draft horses. They were resting before continuing their march. He recognized this army. He had seen it on parade in Berlin, but it seemed to have changed from how he remembered it. Now, very little remained of the heavy and impressive shine, of the silent and arrogant pride that had brought tears of awe to his in-laws' eyes. War, with its harsh reality, had stripped away all the drama from this formidable machinery of death. The soldiers looked dirty and exhausted. The smell of fat, sweaty bodies mixed with the strong odor of leather filled the air over the regiments. All the men had hungry faces.
For days and nights they had been following the heels of an enemy which was always just eluding their grasp. In this forced advance the provisions of the administration would often arrive so late at the cantonments that they could depend only on what they happened to have in their knapsacks. Desnoyers saw them lined up near the road devouring hunks of black bread and mouldy sausages. Some had scattered through the fields to dig up beet roots and other tubers, chewing with loud crunchings the hard pulp to which the grit still adhered. An ensign was shaking the fruit trees using as a catch-all the flag of his regiment. That glorious standard, adorned with souvenirs of 1870, was serving as a receptacle for green plums. Those who were seated on the ground were improving this rest by drawing their perspiring, swollen feet from high boots which were sending out an insufferable smell.
For days and nights, they had been chasing an enemy that always seemed to be just out of reach. In this forced march, supplies from the administration often arrived so late at the camps that they could only rely on what they had in their backpacks. Desnoyers watched them lined up by the road, eating chunks of dark bread and moldy sausage. Some had scattered into the fields to dig up beets and other root vegetables, loudly crunching on the tough pulp still coated in grit. An ensign was shaking the fruit trees, using his regiment's flag as a makeshift bag. That glorious standard, decorated with mementos from 1870, was collecting green plums. Those seated on the ground were making the most of their break by pulling their sweaty, swollen feet out of their high boots, which were giving off an unbearable smell.
The regiments of infantry which Desnoyers had seen in Berlin reflecting the light on metal and leather straps, the magnificent and terrifying Hussars, the Cuirassiers in pure white uniform like the paladins of the Holy Grail, the artillerymen with breasts crossed with white bands, all the military variations that on parade had drawn forth the Hartrotts’ sighs of admiration—these were now all unified and mixed together, of uniform color, all in greenish mustard like the dusty lizards that, slipping along, try to be confounded with the earth.
The infantry regiments that Desnoyers had seen in Berlin shining in the light reflecting off metal and leather straps, the impressive and intimidating Hussars, the Cuirassiers in bright white uniforms like the knights of the Holy Grail, the artillerymen adorned with white crossed bands across their chests— all the military variations that had previously drawn gasps of admiration from the Hartrotts—were now blended together, all uniform in color, dressed in a dull greenish mustard, like dusty lizards trying to blend in with the ground as they slithered by.
The persistency of the iron discipline was easily discernible. A word from the chiefs, the sound of a whistle, and they all grouped themselves together, the human being disappearing in the throngs of automatons; but danger, weariness, and the uncertainty of triumph had for the time being brought officers and men nearer together, obliterating caste distinction. The officers were coming part way out of their overbearing, haughty seclusion, and were condescending to talk with the lower orders so as to revive their courage. One effort more and they would overwhelm both French and English, repeating the triumph of Sedan, whose anniversary they were going to celebrate in a few days! They were going to enter Paris; it was only a matter of a week. Paris! Great shops filled with luxurious things, famous restaurants, women, champagne, money. . . . And the men, flattered that their commanders were stooping to chat with them, forgot fatigue and hunger, reviving like the throngs of the Crusade before the image of Jerusalem. “Nach Paris!” The joyous shout circulated from the head to the tail of the marching columns. “To Paris! To Paris!”
The stubbornness of strict discipline was obvious. A word from the leaders, the sound of a whistle, and they all gathered together, individuals blending into a crowd of machines; but danger, fatigue, and uncertainty about victory had, for now, brought officers and soldiers closer, erasing class differences. The officers were stepping out of their aloof, proud isolation and were willing to talk with the lower ranks to boost their morale. One more push and they would defeat both the French and English, repeating the victory of Sedan, which they were going to celebrate in a few days! They were heading to Paris; it was just a week away. Paris! Big stores filled with luxury goods, famous restaurants, women, champagne, money... And the men, pleased that their leaders were taking the time to chat with them, forgot their exhaustion and hunger, reviving like the crowds of the Crusade before the sight of Jerusalem. “To Paris!” The happy shout spread from the front to the back of the marching columns. “To Paris! To Paris!”
The scarcity of their food supply was here supplemented by the products of a country rich in wines. When sacking houses they rarely found eatables, but invariably a wine cellar. The humble German, the perpetual beer drinker, who had always looked upon wine as a privilege of the rich, could now open up casks with blows from his weapons, even bathing his feet in the stream of precious liquid. Every battalion left as a souvenir of its passing a wake of empty bottles; a halt in camp sowed the land with glass cylinders. The regimental trucks, unable to renew their stores of provisions, were accustomed to seize the wine in all the towns. The soldier, lacking bread, would receive alcohol. . . .
The shortage of their food supply was here supplemented by the products of a country rich in wines. When they broke into houses, they rarely found food, but they always found a wine cellar. The modest German, a constant beer drinker who had always viewed wine as a luxury for the wealthy, could now open barrels with strikes from his weapons, even soaking his feet in the stream of precious liquid. Every battalion left behind a trail of empty bottles; a stop at camp scattered glass cylinders across the land. The regimental trucks, unable to restock their food supplies, would often take wine from all the towns. The soldier, lacking bread, would receive alcohol...
This donation was always accompanied by the good counsels of the officers—War is war; no pity toward our adversaries who do not deserve it. The French were shooting their prisoners, and their women were putting out the eyes of the wounded. Every dwelling was a den of traps. The simple-hearted and innocent German entering therein was going to certain death. The beds were made over subterranean caves, the wardrobes were make-believe doors, in every corner was lurking an assassin. This traitorous nation, which was arranging its ground like the scenario of a melodrama, would have to be chastised. The municipal officers, the priests, the schoolmasters were directing and protecting the sharpshooters.
This donation always came with the good advice from the officers—War is war; show no mercy to our enemies who don’t deserve it. The French were executing their prisoners, and their women were gouging out the eyes of the wounded. Every home was a trap. The naive and innocent German who entered was headed for certain death. The beds were set over underground caves, the wardrobes had fake doors, and an assassin lurked in every corner. This treacherous nation, which was setting the scene like a melodrama, needed to be punished. The local officials, priests, and schoolmasters were guiding and protecting the snipers.
Desnoyers was shocked at the indifference with which these men were stalking around the burning village. They did not appear to see the fire and destruction; it was just an ordinary spectacle, not worth looking at. Ever since they had crossed the frontier, smoldering and blasted villages, fired by the advance guard, had marked their halting places on Belgian and French soil.
Desnoyers was stunned by how these men casually walked around the burning village. They seemed oblivious to the fire and destruction; it was just a regular sight, not worth their attention. Ever since they’d crossed the border, charred and ruined villages, set ablaze by the advance guard, had marked their stops on Belgian and French soil.
When entering Villeblanche the automobile had to lower its speed. Burned walls were bulging out over the street and half-charred beams were obstructing the way, obliging the vehicle to zigzag through the smoking rubbish. The vacant lots were burning like fire pans between the houses still standing, with doors broken, but not yet in flames. Desnoyers saw within these rectangular spaces partly burned wood, chairs, beds, sewing machines, iron stoves, all the household goods of the well-to-do countryman, being consumed or twisted into shapeless masses. Sometimes he would spy an arm sticking out of the ruins, beginning to burn like a long wax candle. No, it could not be possible . . . and then the smell of cooking flesh began to mingle with that of the soot, wood and plaster.
When entering Villeblanche, the car had to slow down. Burned walls bulged over the street, and half-charred beams blocked the way, forcing the vehicle to zigzag through the smoky debris. The empty lots were ablaze like frying pans between the still-standing houses, which had broken doors but weren't on fire yet. Desnoyers saw in these rectangular spaces partially burned wood, chairs, beds, sewing machines, iron stoves— all the household items of the once well-off country folk being consumed or twisted into shapeless piles. Sometimes, he would catch a glimpse of an arm sticking out of the wreckage, starting to burn like a long wax candle. No, that couldn't be possible... and then the smell of cooking flesh began to mix with the scent of soot, wood, and plaster.
He closed his eyes, not able to look any longer. He thought for a moment he must be dreaming. It was unbelievable that such horrors could take place in less than an hour. Human wickedness at its worst he had supposed incapable of changing the aspect of a village in such a short time.
He shut his eyes, unable to look any longer. For a moment, he thought he must be dreaming. It was incredible that such horrors could happen in less than an hour. He had believed that human wickedness at its worst couldn't alter the face of a village so quickly.
An abrupt stoppage of the motor made him look around involuntarily. This time the obstruction was the dead bodies in the street—two men and a woman. They had probably fallen under the rain of bullets from the machine gun which had passed through the town preceding the invasion. Some soldiers were seated a little beyond them, with their backs to the victims, as though ignoring their presence. The chauffeur yelled to them to clear the track; with their guns and feet they pushed aside the bodies still warm, at every turn leaving a trail of blood. The space was hardly opened before the vehicle shot through . . . a thud, a leap—the back wheels had evidently crushed some very fragile obstacle.
An abrupt stop of the engine made him look around instinctively. This time the blockage was the dead bodies in the street—two men and a woman. They had likely fallen under the hail of bullets from the machine gun that had passed through town before the invasion. Some soldiers were sitting a little further away, with their backs turned to the victims, as if ignoring their presence. The driver shouted at them to clear the way; with their guns and feet, they shoved aside the still-warm bodies, leaving a trail of blood at every turn. The space was barely cleared before the vehicle sped through . . . a thud, a jolt—the back wheels had clearly crushed some very fragile object.
Desnoyers was still huddled in his seat, benumbed and with closed eyes. The horror around him made him think of his own fate. Whither was this lieutenant taking him? . . .
Desnoyers was still curled up in his seat, numb and with his eyes closed. The horror around him made him think about his own future. Where was this lieutenant taking him? . . .
He soon saw the town hall flaming in the square; the church was now nothing but a stone shell, bristling with flames. The houses of the prosperous villagers had had their doors and windows chopped out by axe-blows. Within them soldiers were moving about methodically. They entered empty-handed and came out loaded with furniture and clothing. Others, in the upper stories, were flinging out various objects; accompanying their trophies with jests and guffaws. Suddenly they had to come out flying, for fire was breaking out with the violence and rapidity of an explosion. Following their footsteps was a group of men with big boxes and metal cylinders. Someone at their head was pointing out the buildings into whose broken windows were to be thrown the lozenges and liquid streams which would produce catastrophe with lightning rapidity.
He soon saw the town hall blazing in the square; the church was now just a stone shell, engulfed in flames. The homes of the wealthy villagers had their doors and windows hacked out by axes. Inside, soldiers were moving around systematically. They went in empty-handed and came out loaded with furniture and clothes. Others on the upper floors were tossing various items out, laughing and joking as they claimed their spoils. Suddenly, they had to scramble out as flames erupted with the force and speed of an explosion. Following them was a group of men carrying large boxes and metal canisters. Someone in charge was pointing to the buildings, indicating the broken windows where the lethal tablets and liquid streams would be thrown, causing disaster at lightning speed.
Out of one of these flaming buildings two men, who seemed but bundles of rags, were being dragged by some Germans. Above the blue sleeves of their military cloaks Don Marcelo could distinguish blanched faces and eyes immeasurably distended with suffering. Their legs were dragging on the ground, sticking out between the tatters of their red pantaloons. One of them still had on his kepis. Blood was gushing from different parts of their bodies and behind them, like white serpents, were trailing their loosened bandages. They were wounded Frenchmen, stragglers who had remained in the village because too weak to keep up with the retreat. Perhaps they had joined the group which, finding its escape cut off, had attempted that insane resistance.
Out of one of these burning buildings, two men, who looked like nothing more than bundles of rags, were being pulled by some Germans. Above the blue sleeves of their military cloaks, Don Marcelo could make out pale faces and eyes wide with suffering. Their legs dragged on the ground, sticking out from the torn ends of their red pants. One of them still wore his cap. Blood was flowing from various parts of their bodies, and behind them, like white snakes, their loose bandages trailed along. They were injured Frenchmen, stragglers who had stayed in the village because they were too weak to keep up with the retreat. Maybe they had joined the group that, finding their escape blocked, had attempted that reckless stand.
Wishing to make that matter more clearly understood, Desnoyers looked at the official beside him, attempting to speak; but the officer silenced him instantly: “French sharpshooters in disguise who are going to get the punishment they deserve.” The German bayonets were sunk deep into their bodies. Then blows with the guns fell on the head of one of them . . . and these blows were repeated with dull thumps upon their skulls, crackling as they burst open.
Wishing to clarify that matter, Desnoyers glanced at the official next to him and tried to speak; but the officer cut him off immediately: “French snipers in disguise who are about to get what they deserve.” The German bayonets were buried deep in their bodies. Then, blows from the guns struck one of them on the head . . . and these blows were repeated with dull thuds against their skulls, cracking as they split open.
Again the old man wondered what his fate would be. Where was this lieutenant taking him across such visions of horror? . . .
Again the old man wondered what would happen to him. Where was this lieutenant taking him through such terrifying sights? . . .
They had reached the outskirts of the village, where the dragoons had built their barricade. The carts were still there, but at one side of the road. They climbed out of the automobile, and he saw a group of officers in gray, with sheathed helmets like the others. The one who had brought him to this place was standing rigidly erect with one hand to his visor, speaking to a military man standing a few paces in front of the others. He looked at this man, who was scrutinizing him with his little hard blue eyes that had carved his spare, furrowed countenance with lines. He must be the general. His arrogant and piercing gaze was sweeping him from head to foot. Don Marcelo felt a presentiment that his life was hanging on this examination; should an evil suggestion, a cruel caprice flash across this brain, he was surely lost. The general shrugged his shoulders and said a few words in a contemptuous tone, then entered his automobile with two of his aids, and the group disbanded.
They had arrived at the edge of the village, where the soldiers had set up their barricade. The carts were still there, but pushed to the side of the road. They got out of the car, and he noticed a group of officers in gray, wearing sheathed helmets like the others. The one who had brought him to this place was standing straight with one hand on his visor, talking to a military man a few steps ahead of the others. He glanced at this man, who was examining him with his small, hard blue eyes that had etched lines into his thin, weathered face. He must be the general. His arrogant and piercing gaze swept over him from head to toe. Don Marcelo had a sinking feeling that his life depended on this moment; if a malicious thought or cruel whim crossed this man's mind, he would surely be doomed. The general shrugged his shoulders and said a few words in a disdainful tone, then got into his car with two of his aides, and the group broke up.
The cruel uncertainty, the interminable moments before the official returned to his side, filled Desnoyers with dread.
The painful uncertainty and the endless moments before the official came back to his side filled Desnoyers with fear.
“His Excellency is very gracious,” announced the lieutenant. “He might have shot you, but he pardons you and yet you people say that we are savages!” . . .
“His Excellency is very gracious,” the lieutenant announced. “He could have shot you, but he pardons you, and yet you guys say we’re savages!” . . .
With involuntary contempt, he further explained that he had conducted him thither fully expecting that he would be shot. The General was planning to punish all the prominent residents of Villeblanche, and he had inferred, on his own initiative, that the owner of the castle must be one of them.
With unwitting disdain, he went on to explain that he had brought him there fully expecting that he would be shot. The General was planning to punish all the prominent residents of Villeblanche, and he had concluded, on his own accord, that the owner of the castle must be one of them.
“Military duty, sir. . . . War exacts it.”
“It's military duty, sir... War demands it.”
After this excuse the petty official renewed his eulogies of His Excellency. He was going to make his headquarters in Don Marcelo’s property, and on that account granted him his life. He ought to thank him. . . . Then again his face trembled with wrath. He pointed to some bodies lying near the road. They were the corpses of Uhlans, covered with some cloaks from which were protruding the enormous soles of their boots.
After this excuse, the small-time official started praising His Excellency again. He was going to set up his headquarters on Don Marcelo’s property, and because of that, he spared his life. He should be thankful. . . . Then his face shook with rage. He pointed to some bodies lying beside the road. They were the corpses of Uhlans, covered with cloaks that had the huge soles of their boots sticking out.
“Plain murder!” he exclaimed. “A crime for which the guilty are going to pay dearly!”
“Straight-up murder!” he shouted. “A crime that the guilty will pay for dearly!”
His indignation made him consider the death of four soldiers as an unheard-of and monstrous outrage—as though in was only the enemy ought to fall, keeping safe and sound the lives of his compatriots.
His anger led him to view the deaths of four soldiers as an unprecedented and horrific injustice—as if only the enemy should die, while the lives of his fellow countrymen were to be preserved.
A band of infantry commanded by an officer approached. As their ranks opened, Desnoyers saw the gray uniforms roughly pushing forward some of the inhabitants. Their clothes were torn and some had blood on face and hands. He recognized them one by one as they were lined up against the mud wall, at twenty paces from the firing squad of soldiers—the mayor, the priest, the forest guard, and some rich villagers whose houses he had seen falling in flames.
A group of infantry led by an officer came forward. As they parted ranks, Desnoyers saw the gray uniforms forcefully pushing some locals ahead. Their clothes were torn, and some had blood on their faces and hands. He recognized them one by one as they were lined up against the muddy wall, twenty paces away from the firing squad of soldiers—the mayor, the priest, the forest guard, and some wealthy villagers whose homes he had seen burning.
“They are going to shoot them . . . in order to prevent any doubt about it,” the lieutenant explained. “I wanted you to see this. It will serve as an object lesson. In this way, you will feel more appreciative of the leniency of His Excellency.”
“They're going to execute them... to avoid any uncertainty about it,” the lieutenant explained. “I wanted you to witness this. It will serve as a lesson. This way, you'll understand and appreciate the leniency of His Excellency more.”
The prisoners were mute. Their voices had been exhausted in vain protest. All their life was concentrated in their eyes, looking around them in stupefaction. . . . And was it possible that they would kill them in cold blood without hearing their testimony, without admitting the proofs of their innocence!
The prisoners were silent. Their voices had been spent in pointless protest. All their life was focused in their eyes, scanning their surroundings in disbelief. . . . And could it really be that they would kill them in cold blood without hearing their side, without acknowledging the evidence of their innocence!
The certainty of approaching death soon gave almost all of them a noble serenity. It was useless to complain. Only one rich countryman, famous for his avarice, was whimpering desperately, saying over and over, “I do not wish to die. . . . I do not want to die!”
The certainty of imminent death soon brought almost all of them a noble calmness. Complaining was pointless. Only one wealthy man, known for his greed, was crying out frantically, saying again and again, "I don't want to die... I don't want to die!"
Trembling and with eyes overflowing with tears, Desnoyers hid himself behind his implacable guide. He knew them all, he had battled with them all, and repented now of his former wrangling. The mayor had a red stain on his forehead from a long skin wound. Upon his breast fluttered a tattered tricolor; the municipality had placed it there that he might receive the invaders who had torn most of it away. The priest was holding his little round body as erect as possible, wishing to embrace in a look of resignation the victims, the executioners, earth and heaven. He appeared larger than usual and more imposing. His black girdle, broken by the roughness of the soldiers, left his cassock loose and floating. His waving, silvery hair was dripping blood, spotting with its red drops the white clerical collar.
Trembling and with tears streaming down his face, Desnoyers hid behind his relentless guide. He knew them all, had fought against them all, and now regretted his past arguments. The mayor had a red mark on his forehead from a long skin injury. A tattered tricolor fluttered on his chest; the municipality had put it there so he could welcome the invaders who had ripped most of it away. The priest stood as tall as possible, trying to embrace the victims, the executioners, the earth, and the heavens with a resigned look. He seemed bigger and more imposing than usual. His black belt, frayed by the roughness of the soldiers, left his cassock loose and flowing. His long, silvery hair was stained with blood, the red drops splattering his white clerical collar.
Upon seeing him cross the fatal field with unsteady step, because of his obesity, a savage roar cut the tragic silence. The unarmed soldiers, who had hastened to witness the execution, greeted the venerable old man with shouts of laughter. “Death to the priest!” . . . The fanaticism of the religious wars vibrated through their mockery. Almost all of them were devout Catholics or fervent Protestants, but they believed only in the priests of their own country. Outside of Germany, everything was despicable—even their own religion.
Upon seeing him walk unsteadily across the deadly field due to his weight, a wild roar broke the tragic silence. The unarmed soldiers, who had rushed to watch the execution, welcomed the elderly man with shouts of laughter. “Death to the priest!” . . . The fanaticism of the religious wars echoed in their mockery. Almost all of them were devout Catholics or passionate Protestants, but they only respected the priests from their own country. Anything outside of Germany was looked down upon—even their own religion.
The mayor and the priest changed their places in the file, seeking one another. Each, with solemn courtesy, was offering the other the central place in the group.
The mayor and the priest switched positions in the line, looking for each other. Each, with serious politeness, was giving the other the main spot in the group.
“Here, your Honor, is your place as mayor—at the head of all.”
“Here, Your Honor, is your position as mayor—at the forefront of everything.”
“No, after you, Monsieur le cure.”
“No, you go first, Monsieur le cure.”
They were disputing for the last time, but in this supreme moment each one was wishing to yield precedence to the other.
They were arguing for the last time, but in this crucial moment, each one wanted to let the other go first.
Instinctively they had clasped hands, looking straight ahead at the firing squad, that had lowered its guns in a rigid, horizontal line. Behind them sounded laments—“Good-bye, my children. . . . Adieu, life! . . . I do not wish to die! . . . I do not want to die! . . .”
Instinctively, they held hands, staring ahead at the firing squad, which had aimed their guns in a straight, horizontal line. Behind them, cries echoed—“Goodbye, my children... Farewell, life! ... I don't want to die! ... I do not want to die!”
The two principal men felt the necessity of saying something, of closing the page of their existence with an affirmation.
The two main men felt the need to say something, to wrap up that chapter of their lives with a statement.
“Vive la Republique!” cried the mayor.
“Long live the Republic!” shouted the mayor.
“Vive la France!” said the priest.
“Long live France!” said the priest.
Desnoyers thought that both had said the same thing. Two uprights flashed up above their heads—the arm of the priest making the sign of the cross, and the sabre of the commander of the shooters, glistening at the same instant. . . . A dry, dull thunderclap, followed by some scattering, tardy shots.
Desnoyers thought that both had said the same thing. Two uprights appeared above their heads—the priest's arm making the sign of the cross and the commander of the shooters' saber shining at the same moment. . . . A dry, dull thunderclap was followed by a few scattered, delayed shots.
Don Marcelo’s compassion for that forlorn cluster of massacred humanity was intensified on beholding the grotesque forms which many assumed in the moment of death. Some collapsed like half-emptied sacks; others rebounded from the ground like balls; some leaped like gymnasts, with upraised arms, falling on their backs, or face downward, like a swimmer. In that human heap, he saw limbs writhing in the agony of death. Some soldiers advanced like hunters bagging their prey. From the palpitating mass fluttered locks of white hair, and a feeble hand, trying to repeat the sacred sign. A few more shots and blows on the livid, mangled mass . . . and the last tremors of life were extinguished forever.
Don Marcelo’s compassion for that tragic group of slaughtered people was heightened as he saw the grotesque positions many of them took at the moment of death. Some crumpled like half-empty bags; others bounced off the ground like balls; some jumped like gymnasts, arms raised, landing on their backs or faces like swimmers. In that pile of bodies, he saw limbs twisting in the agony of death. Some soldiers moved in like hunters claiming their catch. From the heaving mass floated strands of white hair, and a frail hand tried to make the sacred sign. A few more shots and blows landed on the lifeless, mangled mass... and the last flickers of life were snuffed out forever.
The officer had lit a cigar.
The officer had lit a cigar.
“Whenever you wish,” he said to Desnoyers with ironical courtesy.
“Whenever you want,” he told Desnoyers with sarcastic politeness.
They re-entered the automobile in order to return to the castle by the way of Villeblanche. The increasing number of fires and the dead bodies in the streets no longer impressed the old man. He had seen so much! What could now affect his sensibilities? . . . He was longing to get out of the village as soon as possible to try to find the peace of the country. But the country had disappeared under the invasion—soldier’s, horses, cannons everywhere. Wherever they stopped to rest, they were destroying all that they came in contact with. The marching battalions, noisy and automatic as a machine were preceded by the fifes and drums, and every now and then, in order to cheer their drooping spirits, were breaking into their joyous cry, “Nach Paris!”
They got back into the car to head to the castle via Villeblanche. The increasing number of fires and dead bodies in the streets no longer affected the old man. He had seen so much! What could possibly move him now? . . . He just wanted to leave the village as quickly as possible to find the peace of the countryside. But the countryside had vanished under the invasion—soldiers, horses, cannons everywhere. Wherever they paused to rest, they were destroying everything they touched. The marching troops, loud and mechanical like a machine, were led by the fifes and drums, and every now and then, to lift their spirits, they would break into their cheerful shout, “Nach Paris!”
The castle, too, had been disfigured by the invasion. The number of guards had greatly increased during the owner’s absence. He saw an entire regiment of infantry encamped in the park. Thousands of men were moving about under the trees, preparing the dinner in the movable kitchens. The flower borders of the gardens, the exotic plants, the carefully swept and gravelled avenues were all broken and spoiled by this avalanche of men, beasts and vehicles.
The castle had also been damaged by the invasion. The number of guards had greatly increased while the owner was away. He saw a whole regiment of infantry set up in the park. Thousands of soldiers were moving around under the trees, getting dinner ready in the portable kitchens. The flower beds in the gardens, the exotic plants, and the neatly swept gravel paths were all ruined and messed up by this flood of people, animals, and vehicles.
A chief wearing on his sleeve the band of the military administration was giving orders as though he were the proprietor. He did not even condescend to look at this civilian walking beside the lieutenant with the downcast look of a prisoner. The stables were vacant. Desnoyers saw his last animals being driven off with sticks by the helmeted shepherds. The costly progenitors of his herds were all beheaded in the park like mere slaughter-house animals. In the chicken houses and dovecotes, there was not a single bird left. The stables were filled with thin horses who were gorging themselves before overflowing mangers. The feed from the barns was being lavishly distributed through the avenue, much of it lost before it could be used. The cavalry horses of various divisions were turned loose in the meadows, destroying with their hoofs the canals, the edges of the slopes, the level of the ground, all the work of many months. The dry wood was uselessly burning in the park. Through carelessness or mischief, someone had set the wood piles on fire. The trees, with the bark dried by the summer heat, were crackling on being licked by the flame.
A chief proudly displaying the insignia of the military administration was giving orders as if he owned the place. He didn’t even bother to acknowledge the civilian walking alongside the lieutenant, who looked like a prisoner. The stables were empty. Desnoyers saw his last remaining animals being driven away with sticks by the helmeted herders. The valuable ancestors of his herds were all slaughtered in the park like mere livestock. In the chicken coops and pigeon lofts, not a single bird was left. The stables were filled with emaciated horses, gorging themselves at overflowing troughs. Feed from the barns was being lavishly scattered down the avenue, much of it wasted before it could be used. Cavalry horses from different divisions were roaming freely in the meadows, trampling the ditches, the slopes, and the ground—all the results of months of labor. Dry wood was burning uselessly in the park. Due to negligence or malice, someone had set the wood piles ablaze. The trees, with their bark parched by the summer heat, crackled as the flames licked at them.
The building was likewise occupied by a multitude of men under this same superintendent. The open windows showed a continual shifting through the rooms. Desnoyers heard great blows that re-echoed within his breast. Ay, his historic mansion! . . . The General was going to establish himself in it, after having examined on the banks of the Marne, the works of the pontoon builders, who had been constructing several military bridges for the troops. Don Marcelo’s outraged sense of ownership forced him to speak. He feared that they would break the doors of the locked rooms—he would like to go for the keys in order to give them up to those in charge. The commissary would not listen to him but continued ignoring his existence. The lieutenant replied with cutting amiability:
The building was also filled with a lot of men under the same superintendent. The open windows revealed constant movement in the rooms. Desnoyers felt heavy blows echoing within him. Yes, his historic mansion! The General was going to take over after checking on the pontoon builders near the Marne, who were busy constructing several military bridges for the troops. Don Marcelo’s outraged sense of ownership compelled him to speak up. He was worried they would break into the locked rooms—he wanted to get the keys to hand over to the people in charge. The commissary wouldn’t listen to him and continued to ignore him. The lieutenant responded with a sharp politeness:
“It is not necessary; do not trouble yourself!”
“It’s not necessary; don’t worry about it!”
After this considerate remark, he started to rejoin his regiment but deemed it prudent before losing sight of Desnoyers to give him a little advice. He must remain quietly at the castle; outside, he might be taken for a spy, and he already knew how promptly the soldiers of the Emperor settled all such little matters.
After this thoughtful comment, he began to head back to his regiment but thought it wise to give Desnoyers a bit of advice before he lost sight of him. He should stay quietly at the castle; if he went outside, people might mistake him for a spy, and he already knew how quickly the Emperor’s soldiers dealt with those kinds of situations.
He could not remain in the garden looking at his dwelling from any distance, because the Germans who were going and coming were diverting themselves by playing practical jokes upon him. They would march toward him in a straight line, as though they did not see him, and he would have to hurry out of their way to avoid being thrown down by their mechanical and rigid advance.
He couldn't stay in the garden and look at his house from a distance because the Germans coming and going were having fun at his expense, playing pranks on him. They would march toward him in a straight line, acting like they didn't see him, and he had to quickly get out of their way to avoid being knocked down by their stiff and mechanical march.
Finally he sought refuge in the lodge of the Keeper, whose good wife stared with astonishment at seeing him drop into a kitchen chair breathless and downcast, suddenly aged by losing the remarkable energy that had been the wonder of his advanced years.
Finally, he found shelter in the Keeper's lodge, where his kind wife looked on in shock as he collapsed into a kitchen chair, breathless and downhearted, suddenly appearing older from losing the remarkable energy that had made him extraordinary at his age.
“Ah, Master. . . . Poor Master!”
“Ah, Master... Poor Master!”
Of all the events attending the invasion, the most unbelievable for this poor woman was seeing her employer take refuge in her cottage.
Of all the events during the invasion, the most unbelievable for this poor woman was watching her employer take shelter in her cottage.
“What is ever going to become of us!” she groaned.
"What is ever going to happen to us!" she groaned.
Her husband was in constant demand by the invaders. His Excellency’s assistants, installed in the basement apartments of the castle were incessantly calling him to tell them the whereabouts of things which they could not find. From every trip, he would return humiliated, his eyes filled with tears. On his forehead was the black and blue mark of a blow, and his jacket was badly torn. These were souvenirs of a futile attempt at opposition, during his master’s absence, to the German plundering of stables and castle rooms.
Her husband was constantly sought after by the invaders. His Excellency’s assistants, set up in the basement apartments of the castle, were always calling him to ask about the location of things they couldn't find. After every trip, he came back feeling humiliated, with tears in his eyes. He had a bruise on his forehead from a blow, and his jacket was badly torn. These were reminders of a useless attempt to stand against the German looting of the stables and castle rooms while his master was away.
The millionaire felt himself linked by misfortune to these people, considered until then with indifference. He was very grateful for the loyalty of this sick and humble man, and the poor woman’s interest in the castle as though it were her own, touched him greatly. The presence of their daughter brought Chichi to his mind. He had passed near her without noting the transformation in her, seeing her just the same as when, with her little dog trot, she had accompanied the Master’s daughter on her rounds through the parks and grounds. Now she was a woman, slender and full grown, with the first feminine graces showing subtly in her fourteen-year-old figure. Her mother would not let her leave the lodge, fearing the soldiery which was invading every other spot with its overflowing current, filtering into all open places, breaking every obstacle which impeded their course.
The millionaire felt a connection through shared misfortune with these people, whom he had previously regarded with indifference. He appreciated the loyalty of the sick and humble man and was deeply moved by the poor woman’s interest in the castle as if it were her own. The presence of their daughter reminded him of Chichi. He had passed by her without noticing how much she had changed, seeing her just as he did when she would accompany the Master’s daughter with her little dog on walks through the parks and grounds. Now she was a woman, slender and fully grown, with the early signs of femininity subtly evident in her fourteen-year-old figure. Her mother wouldn't allow her to leave the lodge, worried about the soldiers that were invading every other place, flooding into open areas and breaking through any obstacles in their way.
Desnoyers broke his despairing silence to admit that he was feeling hungry. He was ashamed of this bodily want, but the emotions of the day, the executions seen so near, the danger still threatening, had awakened in him a nervous appetite. The fact that he was so impotent in the midst of his riches and unable to avail himself of anything on his estate but aggravated his necessity.
Desnoyers broke his heavy silence to confess that he was feeling hungry. He was embarrassed about this physical need, but the day's emotions, the executions witnessed up close, and the ongoing threat had stirred a nervous appetite within him. The fact that he felt so powerless amid his wealth and unable to enjoy anything on his estate only intensified his need.
“Poor Master!” again exclaimed the faithful soul.
“Poor Master!” the loyal companion exclaimed again.
And the woman looked with astonishment at the millionaire devouring a bit of bread and a triangle of cheese, the only food that she could find in her humble dwelling. The certainty that he would not be able to find any other nourishment, no matter how much he might seek it, greatly sharpened his cravings. To have acquired an enormous fortune only to perish with hunger at the end of his existence! . . . The good wife, as though guessing his thoughts, sighed, raising her eyes beseechingly to heaven. Since the early morning hours, the world had completely changed its course. Ay, this war! . . .
And the woman looked in disbelief at the millionaire who was eating a piece of bread and a slice of cheese—the only food she could find in her modest home. The realization that he wouldn't be able to find any other food, no matter how hard he tried, only intensified his hunger. To have gained a massive fortune only to starve at the end of his life! . . . The kind wife, as if sensing his thoughts, sighed and raised her eyes pleadingly to the heavens. Since early this morning, everything had completely changed. Oh, this war! . . .
The rest of the afternoon and a part of the night, the proprietor kept receiving news from the Keeper after his visits to the castle. The General and numerous officers were now occupying the rooms. Not a single door was locked, all having been opened with blows of the axe or gun. Many things had completely disappeared; the man did not know exactly how, but they had vanished—perhaps destroyed, or perhaps carried off by those who were coming and going. The chief with the banded sleeve was going from room to room examining everything, dictating in German to a soldier who was writing down his orders. Meanwhile the General and his staff were in the dining room drinking heavily, consulting the maps spread out on the floor, and ordering the Warden to go down into the vaults for the very best wines.
The rest of the afternoon and part of the night, the owner kept getting updates from the Keeper after his visits to the castle. The General and several officers were now occupying the rooms. Not a single door was locked; all had been opened with axe hits or gunfire. Many things had completely disappeared; the man didn't know exactly how, but they were gone—maybe destroyed or taken by those coming and going. The chief with the armband was moving from room to room, checking everything and giving orders in German to a soldier who was writing them down. Meanwhile, the General and his staff were in the dining room drinking heavily, looking over the maps spread on the floor, and telling the Warden to go down into the vaults for the very best wines.
By nightfall, an onward movement was noticeable in the human tide that had been overflowing the fields as far as the eye could reach. Some bridges had been constructed across the Marne and the invasion had renewed its march, shouting enthusiastically. “Nach Paris!” Those left behind till the following day were to live in the ruined houses or the open air. Desnoyers heard songs. Under the splendor of the evening stars, the soldiers had grouped themselves in musical knots, chanting a sweet and solemn chorus of religious gravity. Above the trees was floating a red cloud, intensified by the dusk—a reflection of the still burning village. Afar off were bonfires of farms and homesteads, twinkling in the night with their blood-colored lights.
By nightfall, there was a clear movement in the sea of people that had been spilling over the fields as far as the eye could see. Some bridges had been built across the Marne, and the invasion had resumed its march, shouting excitedly, “On to Paris!” Those who stayed behind until the next day would have to find shelter in the ruined houses or sleep outside. Desnoyers heard singing. Under the brilliance of the evening stars, the soldiers had gathered in musical groups, singing a sweet and solemn chorus with a sense of religious weight. Above the trees, a red cloud hung, deepened by the dusk—a reflection of the still-burning village. In the distance, bonfires from farms and homes flickered in the night with their blood-red light.
The bewildered proprietor of the castle finally fell asleep in a bed in the lodge, made mercifully unconscious by the heavy and stupefying slumber of exhaustion, without fright nor nightmare. He seemed to be falling, falling into a bottomless pit, and on awaking fancied that he had slept but a few minutes. The sun was turning the window shades to an orange hue, spattered with shadows of waving boughs and birds fluttering and twittering among the leaves. He shared their joy in the cool refreshing dawn of the summer day. It certainly was a fine morning—but whose dwelling was this? . . . He gazed dumbfounded at his bed and surroundings. Suddenly the reality assaulted his brain that had been so sweetly dulled by the first splendors of the day. Step by step, the host of emotions compressed into the preceding day, came climbing up the long stairway of his memory to the last black and red landing of the night before. And he had slept tranquilly surrounded by enemies, under the surveillance of an arbitrary power which might destroy him in one of its caprices!
The confused owner of the castle finally fell asleep in a bed at the lodge, blissfully unaware and deeply unconscious from sheer exhaustion, without fear or nightmares. He felt like he was falling into a bottomless pit and, upon waking, thought he had only slept for a few minutes. The sun was casting an orange glow on the window shades, dotted with shadows of swaying branches and birds flitting and chirping among the leaves. He shared in their joy during the cool, refreshing dawn of the summer day. It really was a nice morning—but whose place was this? . . . He stared in disbelief at his bed and surroundings. Suddenly, the reality hit him after being sweetly numbed by the gorgeous start of the day. One by one, the flood of emotions packed into the previous day climbed up the long staircase of his memory to the last dark landing from the night before. And he had slept soundly surrounded by enemies, under the watchful eye of a random power that could destroy him on a whim!
When he went into the kitchen, the Warden gave him some news. The Germans were departing. The regiment encamped in the park had left at daybreak, and after them others, and still others. In the village there was still one regiment occupying the few houses yet standing and the ruins of the charred ones. The General had gone also with his numerous staff. There was nobody in the castle now but the head of a Reserve brigade whom his aide called “The Count,” and a few officials.
When he entered the kitchen, the Warden shared some news with him. The Germans were leaving. The regiment that was set up in the park had departed at dawn, followed by others, and then more. In the village, there was still one regiment occupying the few houses that remained standing and the ruins of the burned ones. The General had also left with his large staff. Now, the only people in the castle were the head of a Reserve brigade, whom his aide referred to as “The Count,” and a few officials.
Upon receiving this information, the proprietor ventured to leave the lodge. He saw his gardens destroyed, but still beautiful. The trees were still stately in spite of the damage done to their trunks. The birds were flying about excitedly, rejoicing to find themselves again in possession of the spaces so recently flooded by the human inundation.
Upon receiving this news, the owner decided to leave the lodge. He saw that his gardens were ruined, but still beautiful. The trees stood tall despite the damage to their trunks. The birds were flying around happily, celebrating their return to the areas that had just been flooded by the human invasion.
Suddenly Desnoyers regretted having sallied forth. Five huge trucks were lined up near the moat before the castle bridge. Gangs of soldiers were coming out carrying on their shoulders enormous pieces of furniture, like peons conducting a moving. A bulky object wrapped in damask curtains—an excellent substitute for sacking—was being pushed by four men toward one of the drays. The owner suspected immediately what it must be. His bath! The famous tub of gold! . . . Then with an abrupt revulsion of feeling, he felt no grief at his loss. He now detested the ostentatious thing, attributing to it a fatal influence. On account of it he was here. But, ay! . . . the other furnishings piled up in the drays! . . . In that moment he suffered the extreme agony of misery and impotence. It was impossible for him to defend his property, to dispute with the head thief who was sacking his castle, tranquilly ignoring the very existence of the owner. “Robbers! thieves!” and he fled back to the lodge.
Suddenly, Desnoyers regretted having gone out. Five huge trucks were lined up near the moat in front of the castle bridge. Groups of soldiers were coming out, carrying massive pieces of furniture on their shoulders, like movers working on a job. A large object wrapped in damask curtains—an excellent substitute for burlap—was being pushed by four men toward one of the trucks. The owner immediately guessed what it must be. His bathtub! The famous gold tub! … But then, with a sudden change of emotion, he felt no sadness about his loss. He now hated that flashy thing, blaming it for his misfortune. Because of it, he was here. But, ah! … the other furniture piled up in the trucks! … In that moment, he experienced the deepest agony of despair and helplessness. It was impossible for him to defend his property, to argue with the lead thief who was looting his castle, completely disregarding the owner’s existence. “Robbers! Thieves!” and he ran back to the lodge.
He passed the remainder of the morning with his elbow on the table, his head in his hands, the same as the day before, letting the hours grind slowly by, trying not to hear the rolling of the vehicles that were bearing away these credentials of his wealth.
He spent the rest of the morning with his elbow on the table, head in his hands, just like the day before, letting the hours drag on slowly, trying not to hear the sound of the vehicles taking away the symbols of his wealth.
Toward midday, the Keeper announced that an officer who had arrived a few hours before in an automobile was inquiring for him.
Toward midday, the Keeper announced that an officer who had arrived a few hours earlier in a car was asking for him.
Responding to this summons, Desnoyers encountered outside the lodge, a captain arrayed like the others in sheathed and pointed helmet, in mustard-colored uniform, red leather boots, sword, revolver, field-glasses and geographic map hanging in a case from his belt. He appeared young; on his sleeve was the staff emblem.
Responding to this call, Desnoyers came across a captain outside the lodge, dressed like the others in a pointed helmet, mustard-colored uniform, red leather boots, sword, revolver, binoculars, and a map hanging in a case from his belt. He looked young; the staff emblem was on his sleeve.
“Do you know me? . . . I did not wish to pass through here without seeing you.”
“Do you know me? ... I didn't want to come through here without seeing you.”
He spoke in Castilian, and Don Marcelo felt greater surprise at this than at the many things which he had been experiencing so painfully during the last twenty-four hours.
He spoke in Spanish, and Don Marcelo was more surprised by this than by the many things he had been experiencing so painfully over the last twenty-four hours.
“You really do not know me?” queried the German, always in Spanish. “I am Otto. . . . Captain Otto von Hartrott.”
“You honestly don’t know me?” asked the German, still speaking in Spanish. “I’m Otto... Captain Otto von Hartrott.”
The old man’s mind went painfully down the staircase of memory, stopping this time at a far-distant landing. There he saw the old ranch, and his brother-in-law announcing the birth of his second son. “I shall give him Bismarck’s name,” Karl had said. Then, climbing back past many other platforms, Desnoyers saw himself in Berlin during his visit to the von Hartrott home where they were speaking proudly of Otto, almost as learned as the older brother, but devoting his talents entirely to martial matters. He was then a lieutenant and studying for admission to the General Staff. “Who knows but he may turn out to be another Moltke?” said the proud father . . . and the charming Chichi had thereupon promptly bestowed upon the warlike wonder a nickname, accepted through the family. From that time, Otto was Moltkecito (the baby Moltke) to his Parisian relatives.
The old man's mind slowly descended the staircase of memory, pausing this time at a distant landing. There he saw the old ranch, and his brother-in-law announcing the birth of his second son. “I will name him Bismarck,” Karl had said. Then, climbing back past many other levels, Desnoyers saw himself in Berlin during his visit to the von Hartrott home, where they proudly talked about Otto, who was almost as learned as his older brother, but focusing all his talents on military matters. He was a lieutenant at the time, preparing to join the General Staff. “Who knows, he might become another Moltke?” said the proud father... and the charming Chichi then quickly gave the warlike prodigy a nickname that was accepted by the family. From that moment on, Otto was known as Moltkecito (the baby Moltke) to his Parisian relatives.
Desnoyers was astounded by the transformation which had meanwhile taken place in the youth. This vigorous captain with the insolent air who might shoot him at any minute was the same urchin whom he had seen running around the ranch, the beardless Moltkecito who had been the butt of his daughter’s ridicule. . . .
Desnoyers was amazed by the change that had happened in the young man. This strong captain with an arrogant attitude who could shoot him at any moment was the same kid he had seen running around the ranch, the clean-shaven Moltkecito who had been the target of his daughter’s teasing. . . .
The soldier, meanwhile, was explaining his presence there. He belonged to another division. There were many . . . many! They were advancing rapidly, forming an extensive and solid wall from Verdun to Paris. His general had sent him to maintain the contact with the next division, but finding himself near the castle, he had wished to visit it. A family tie was not a mere word. He still remembered the days that he had spent at Villeblanche when the Hartrott family had paid a long visit to their relatives in France. The officials now occupying the edifice had detained him that he might lunch with them. One of them had casually mentioned that the owner of the castle was somewhere about although nobody knew exactly where. This had been a great surprise to Captain von Hartrott who had tried to find him, regretting to see him taking refuge in the Warden’s quarters.
The soldier was explaining why he was there. He was from another division. There were many… so many! They were moving quickly, creating a strong and wide line from Verdun to Paris. His general had sent him to stay in touch with the next division, but since he was near the castle, he wanted to visit it. A family connection was not just a phrase. He still remembered the days he spent at Villeblanche when the Hartrott family had come to visit their relatives in France. The officials now in the building had kept him so he could have lunch with them. One of them had casually mentioned that the owner of the castle was around somewhere, but nobody knew exactly where. This surprised Captain von Hartrott, who had tried to find him and felt regret seeing him hiding in the Warden’s quarters.
“You must leave this hut; you are my uncle,” he said haughtily. “Return to your castle where you belong. My comrades will be much pleased to make your acquaintance; they are very distinguished men.”
“You need to leave this hut; you’re my uncle,” he said arrogantly. “Go back to your castle where you belong. My friends will be very happy to meet you; they are quite distinguished men.”
He very much regretted whatever the old gentleman might have suffered. . . . He did not know exactly in what that suffering had consisted, but surmised that the first moments of the invasion had been cruel ones for him.
He really regretted whatever the old man might have gone through. . . . He wasn’t sure exactly what that suffering included, but he guessed that the initial moments of the invasion had been really harsh for him.
“But what else can you expect?” he repeated several times. “That is war.”
“But what else can you expect?” he repeated several times. “That’s war.”
At the same time he approved of his having remained on his property. They had special orders to seize the goods of the fugitives. Germany wished the inhabitants to remain in their dwellings as though nothing extraordinary had occurred. . . . Desnoyers protested. . . . “But if the invaders were shooting the innocent ones and burning their homes!” . . . His nephew prevented his saying more. He turned pale, an ashy hue spreading over his face; his eyes snapped and his face trembled like that of the lieutenant who had taken possession of the castle.
At the same time, he agreed that he should stay on his property. They had strict orders to confiscate the belongings of the fugitives. Germany wanted the residents to stay in their homes as if nothing unusual had happened. . . . Desnoyers argued. . . . “But what if the invaders are shooting the innocent and burning their homes!” . . . His nephew stopped him from saying more. He turned pale, his face taking on a grayish hue; his eyes flickered and his face trembled like that of the lieutenant who had occupied the castle.
“You refer to the execution of the mayor and the others. My comrades have just been telling me about it; yet that castigation was very mild; they should have completely destroyed the entire village. They should have killed even the women and children. We’ve got to put an end to these sharpshooters.”
“You mention the execution of the mayor and the others. My friends have just been updating me on it; still, that punishment was really light; they should've wiped out the whole village. They should've killed even the women and children. We need to put a stop to these snipers.”
His uncle looked at him in amazement. His Moltkecito was as formidable and ferocious as the others. . . . But the captain brought the conversation to an abrupt close by repeating the monstrous and everlasting excuse.
His uncle stared at him in disbelief. His Moltkecito was just as strong and fierce as the others... But the captain abruptly ended the conversation by repeating the same old excuse.
“Very horrible, but what else can you expect! . . . That is war.”
“Very terrible, but what else can you expect! . . . That’s war.”
He then inquired after his mother, rejoicing to learn that she was in the South. He had been uneasy at the idea of her remaining in Paris . . . especially with all those revolutions which had been breaking out there lately! . . . Desnoyers looked doubtful as if he could not have heard correctly. What revolutions were those? . . . But the officer, without further explanation, resumed his conversation about his family, taking it for granted that his relative would be impatient to learn the fate of his German kin.
He then asked about his mother, happy to hear that she was in the South. He had been worried about her staying in Paris, especially with all the recent revolutions happening there! Desnoyers looked uncertain, as if he couldn’t believe what he had just heard. What revolutions was he talking about? But the officer, without offering any more details, went back to talking about his family, assuming that his relative would be eager to find out what had happened to his German relatives.
They were all in magnificent state. Their illustrious father was president of various patriotic societies (since his years no longer permitted him to go to war) and was besides organizing future industrial enterprises to improve the conquered countries. His brother, “the Sage,” was giving lectures about the nations that the imperial victory was bound to annex, censuring severely those whose ambitions were unpretending or weak. The remaining brothers were distinguishing themselves in the army, one of them having been presented with a medal at Lorraine. The two sisters, although somewhat depressed by the absence of their fiances, lieutenants of the Hussars, were employing their time in visiting the hospitals and begging God to chastise traitorous England.
They were all in great shape. Their distinguished father was president of several patriotic societies (since his age no longer allowed him to go to war) and was also organizing future business ventures to improve the conquered countries. His brother, “the Sage,” was giving lectures about the nations that the imperial victory was set to annex, harshly criticizing those whose ambitions were modest or weak. The other brothers were making a name for themselves in the army, one of them even receiving a medal in Lorraine. The two sisters, although somewhat down because their fiancés, who were lieutenants in the Hussars, were away, were spending their time visiting hospitals and praying for God to punish treacherous England.
Captain von Hartrott was slowly conducting his uncle toward the castle. The gray and unbending soldiers who, until then, had been ignoring the existence of Don Marcelo, looked at him with interest, now that he was in intimate conversation with a member of the General Staff. He perceived that these men were about to humanize themselves by casting aside temporarily their inexorable and aggressive automatonism.
Captain von Hartrott was gradually leading his uncle toward the castle. The gray, stiff soldiers who had been disregarding Don Marcelo until that moment now watched him with interest, since he was engaged in a close conversation with a member of the General Staff. He sensed that these men were on the verge of becoming more human by temporarily letting go of their relentless and aggressive mechanical behavior.
Upon entering his mansion something in his heart contracted with an agonizing shudder. Everywhere he could see dreadful vacancies, which made him recall the objects which had formerly been there. Rectangular spots of stronger color announced the theft of furniture and paintings. With what despatch and system the gentleman of the armlet had been doing his work! . . . To the sadness that the cold and orderly spoliation caused was added his indignation as an economical man, gazing upon the slashed curtains, spotted rugs, broken crystal and porcelain—all the debris from a ruthless and unscrupulous occupation.
Upon entering his mansion, something in his heart twisted with an agonizing jolt. Everywhere he looked, there were terrible emptinesses that made him remember the items that used to be there. Rectangular patches of brighter color marked the absence of furniture and paintings. The way the guy with the armlet went about his work was so swift and organized! The sadness brought on by the cold and methodical looting was compounded by his anger as a frugal man, staring at the ripped curtains, stained rugs, shattered crystal, and porcelain—all the remnants of a ruthless and unscrupulous invasion.
His nephew, divining his thoughts, could only offer the same old excuse—“What a mess! . . . But that is war!”
His nephew, sensing what he was thinking, could only give the same tired excuse—“What a mess! … But that’s war!”
With Moltkecito, he did not have to subside into the respectful civilities of fear.
With Moltkecito, he didn't have to fall back on the polite formalities of fear.
“That is NOT war!” he thundered bitterly. “It is an expedition of bandits. . . . Your comrades are nothing less than highwaymen.”
“That is NOT war!” he shouted angrily. “It’s just a group of bandits. . . . Your friends are nothing more than thieves on the road.”
Captain von Hartrott swelled up with a jerk. Separating himself from the complainant and looking fixedly at him, he spoke in a low voice, hissing with wrath. “Look here, uncle! It is a lucky thing for you that you have expressed yourself in Spanish, and those around you could not understand you. If you persist in such comments you will probably receive a bullet by way of an answer. The Emperor’s officials permit no insults.” And his threatening attitude demonstrated the facility with which he could forget his relationship if he should receive orders to proceed against Don Marcelo.
Captain von Hartrott tensed up suddenly. He stepped away from the person complaining and fixed his gaze on him as he spoke in a low, furious voice, "Listen up, uncle! It's a good thing you spoke in Spanish, or those around you would have understood. If you keep making comments like that, you might just get a bullet in response. The Emperor's officials won't tolerate any insults." His threatening stance showed just how easily he could forget their relationship if he got orders to go after Don Marcelo.
Thus silenced, the vanquished proprietor hung his head. What was he going to do? . . . The Captain now renewed his affability as though he had forgotten what he had just said. He wished to present him to his companions-at-arms. His Excellency, Count Meinbourg, the Major General, upon learning that he was a relative of the von Hartrotts, had done him the honor of inviting him to his table.
Thus silenced, the defeated owner hung his head. What was he going to do? . . . The Captain now resumed his friendliness as if he had forgotten what he had just said. He wanted to introduce him to his fellow soldiers. His Excellency, Count Meinbourg, the Major General, upon finding out that he was related to the von Hartrotts, had honored him by inviting him to his table.
Invited into his own demesne, he finally reached the dining room, filled with men in mustard color and high boots. Instinctively, he made an inventory of the room. All in good order, nothing broken—walls, draperies and furniture still intact; but an appraising glance within the sideboard again caused a clutch at his heart. Two entire table services of silver, and another of old porcelain had disappeared without leaving the most insignificant of their pieces. He was obliged to respond gravely to the presentations which his nephew was making, and take the hand which the Count was extending with aristocratic languor. The adversary began considering him with benevolence, on learning that he was a millionaire from a distant land where riches were acquired very rapidly.
Invited into his own territory, he finally arrived at the dining room, filled with men in mustard-colored outfits and high boots. Instinctively, he assessed the room. Everything was in good shape, nothing broken—walls, drapes, and furniture all intact; but a quick look inside the sideboard tightened his chest. Two complete sets of silver tableware and another set of old porcelain were gone without even leaving behind the smallest piece. He had to respond seriously to the introductions his nephew was making and shake hands with the Count, who extended his hand with aristocratic ease. The opponent started regarding him with kindness upon learning that he was a millionaire from a far-off land where wealth was gained very quickly.
Soon he was seated as a stranger at his own table, eating from the same dishes that his family were accustomed to use, served by men with shaved heads, wearing coarse, striped aprons over their uniforms. That which he was eating was his, the wine was from his vaults; all that adorned the room he had bought: the trees whose boughs were waving outside the window also belonged to him. . . . And yet he felt as though he were in this place for the first time, with all the discomfort and diffidence of a total stranger. He ate because he was hungry, but the food and wines seemed to have come from another planet.
Soon he found himself sitting as a stranger at his own table, eating from the same dishes his family usually used, served by men with shaved heads, wearing rough, striped aprons over their uniforms. What he was eating was his, the wine was from his cellars; everything in the room had been bought by him: the trees whose branches were swaying outside the window also belonged to him. . . . And yet he felt as if he were in this place for the first time, with all the discomfort and awkwardness of a complete outsider. He ate because he was hungry, but the food and wine felt like they were from a different planet.
He continued looking with consternation at those occupying the places of his wife, children and the Lacours. . . .
He kept looking in shock at those sitting in the spots of his wife, kids, and the Lacours. . . .
They were speaking in German among themselves, but those having a limited knowledge of French frequently availed themselves of that language in order that their guest might understand them. Those who could only mumble a few words, repeated them to an accompaniment of amiable smiles. All were displaying an amicable desire to propitiate the owner of the castle.
They were talking in German among themselves, but those who only knew a little French often used that language so their guest could understand them. Those who could only say a few words repeated them with friendly smiles. Everyone was showing a genuine desire to please the owner of the castle.
“You are going to lunch with the barbarians,” said the Count, offering him a seat at his side. “Aren’t you afraid that we may eat you alive?”
“You're having lunch with the barbarians,” said the Count, offering him a seat next to him. “Aren't you worried that we might eat you alive?”
The Germans burst into roars of laughter at the wit of His Excellency. They all took great pains to demonstrate by word and manner that barbarity was wrongly attributed to them by their enemies.
The Germans erupted in loud laughter at His Excellency's cleverness. They all went out of their way to show through their words and actions that their enemies had incorrectly labeled them as barbaric.
Don Marcelo looked from one to another. The fatigues of war, especially the forced march of the last days, were very apparent in their persons. Some were tall and slender with an angular slimness; others were stocky and corpulent with short neck and head sunk between the shoulders. These had lost much of their fat in a month’s campaign, the wrinkled and flabby skin hanging in folds in various parts of their bodies. All had shaved heads, the same as the soldiers. Around the table shone two rows of cranial spheres, reddish or dark. Their ears stood out grotesquely, and their jaw bones were in strong relief owing to their thinness. Some had preserved the upright moustache in the style of the Emperor; the most of them were shaved or had a stubby tuft like a brush.
Don Marcelo looked from one person to another. The exhaustion from the war, especially the forced march in the last few days, was very noticeable in their appearance. Some were tall and slender with angular frames, while others were stocky and overweight, with short necks and their heads sunk between their shoulders. These had lost a lot of weight during the month-long campaign, and the wrinkled, flabby skin hung in folds in various areas of their bodies. All of them had shaved heads, just like the soldiers. Around the table, there were two rows of bald heads, some reddish and some dark. Their ears jutted out awkwardly, and their jawbones appeared pronounced due to their thinness. Some had maintained a straight moustache in the style of the Emperor; most were clean-shaven or had a stubbly tuft like a brush.
A golden bracelet glistened on the wrist of the Count, stretched on the table. He was the oldest of them all and the only one that kept his hair, of a frosty red, carefully combed and glistening with pomade. Although about fifty years old, he still maintained a youthful vigor cultivated by exercise. Wrinkled, bony and strong, he tried to dissimulate his uncouthness as a man of battle under a suave and indolent laziness. The officers treated him with the greatest respect. Hartrott told his uncle that the Count was a great artist, musician and poet. The Emperor was his friend; they had known each other from boyhood. Before the war, certain scandals concerning his private life had exiled him from Court—mere lampoons of the socialists and scandal-mongers. The Kaiser had always kept a secret affection for his former chum. Everybody remembered his dance, “The Caprices of Scheherazade,” represented with the greatest luxury in Berlin through the endorsement of his powerful friend, William II. The Count had lived many years in the Orient. In fact, he was a great gentleman and an artist of exquisite sensibility as well as a soldier.
A golden bracelet sparkled on the Count's wrist as he lounged on the table. He was the oldest of the group and the only one who still had his hair—a frosty red—that he kept neatly combed and shiny with pomade. Even at around fifty, he still had a youthful energy due to his exercise routine. Wrinkled, bony, and sturdy, he tried to hide his roughness as a battle-hardened man behind a smooth and lazy demeanor. The officers treated him with immense respect. Hartrott told his uncle that the Count was a talented artist, musician, and poet. The Emperor was his friend; they'd known each other since childhood. Before the war, some scandals about his personal life had forced him into exile from Court—just silly attacks from socialists and gossipmongers. The Kaiser had always harbored a secret fondness for his old buddy. Everyone remembered his dance, “The Caprices of Scheherazade,” which was performed lavishly in Berlin with support from his powerful friend, William II. The Count had spent many years in the East. In fact, he was a true gentleman and an artist of refined sensitivity, as well as a soldier.
Since Desnoyers was now his guest, the Count could not permit him to remain silent, so he made an opportunity of bringing him into the conversation.
Since Desnoyers was now his guest, the Count couldn’t let him stay quiet, so he found a way to include him in the conversation.
“Did you see any of the insurrections? . . . Did the troops have to kill many people? How about the assassination of Poincare? . . .”
“Did you see any of the uprisings? . . . Did the troops have to kill a lot of people? What about the assassination of Poincare? . . .”
He asked these questions in quick succession and Don Marcelo, bewildered by their absurdity, did not know how to reply. He believed that he must have fallen in with a feast of fools. Then he suspected that they were making fun of him. Uprisings? Assassinations of the President? . . .
He asked these questions one after another, and Don Marcelo, confused by their ridiculousness, didn't know how to respond. He thought he must have stumbled into a gathering of idiots. Then he started to think they were mocking him. Uprisings? Assassinations of the President? . . .
Some gazed at him with pity because of his ignorance, others with suspicion, believing that he was merely pretending not to know of these events which had happened so near him.
Some looked at him with pity because of his ignorance, while others regarded him with suspicion, thinking that he was just pretending not to know about the events that had occurred so close to him.
His nephew insisted. “The daily papers in Germany have been full of accounts of these matters. Fifteen days ago, the people of Paris revolted against the Government, bombarding the Palais de l’Elysee, and assassinating the President. The army had to resort to the machine guns before order could be restored. . . . Everybody knows that.”
His nephew insisted. “The daily newspapers in Germany have been full of news about this. Fifteen days ago, the people of Paris rebelled against the Government, attacking the Palais de l’Elysee and killing the President. The army had to use machine guns before they could restore order. . . . Everyone knows that.”
But Desnoyers insisted that he did not know it, that nobody had seen such things. And as his words were received in an atmosphere of malicious doubt, he preferred to be silent. His Excellency, superior spirit, incapable of being associated with the popular credulity, here intervened to set matters straight. The report of the assassination was, perhaps, not certain; the German periodicals might have unconsciously exaggerated it. Just a few hours ago, the General of the Staff had told him of the flight of the French Government to Bordeaux, and the statement about the revolution in Paris and the firing of the French troops was indisputable. “The gentleman has seen it all without doubt, but does not wish to admit it.” Desnoyers felt obliged to contradict this lordling, but his negative was not even listened to.
But Desnoyers insisted that he didn't know anything about it, that nobody had seen such things. Since his words were met with a vibe of suspicion, he decided to stay quiet. His Excellency, a superior intellect who couldn't be associated with the naive belief of the masses, intervened to clarify things. The report of the assassination might not be reliable; the German publications could have unintentionally blown it out of proportion. Just a few hours earlier, the General of the Staff had informed him about the French Government's escape to Bordeaux, and the news about the revolution in Paris and the firing of the French troops was undeniable. “The gentleman has seen it all for sure but doesn't want to admit it.” Desnoyers felt he had to challenge this noble, but his denial wasn't even acknowledged.
Paris! This name made all eyes glisten and everybody talkative. As soon as possible they wished to reach the Eiffel Tower, to enter victorious into the city, to receive their recompense for the privations and fatigues of a month’s campaign. They were devotees of military glory, they considered war necessary to existence, and yet they were bewailing the hardship that it was imposing upon them. The Count exhaled the plaint of the craftsmaster.
Paris! This name made everyone's eyes light up and got everyone talking. As soon as they could, they wanted to get to the Eiffel Tower, to triumphantly enter the city, to finally receive their reward for a month of hardships and exhaustion. They were passionate about military glory, believed war was essential for survival, and yet they were complaining about the struggles it was causing them. The Count expressed the lament of the craftsman.
“Oh, the havoc that this war has brought in my plans!” he sighed. “This winter they were going to bring out my dance in Paris!”
“Oh, the chaos that this war has caused to my plans!” he sighed. “This winter, they were going to showcase my dance in Paris!”
They all protested at his sadness; his work would surely be presented after the triumph, and the French would have to recognize it.
They all complained about his sadness; his work would definitely be showcased after the victory, and the French would have to acknowledge it.
“It will not be the same thing,” complained the Count. “I confess that I adore Paris. . . . What a pity that these people have never wished to be on familiar terms with us!” . . . And he relapsed into the silence of the unappreciated man.
“It won’t be the same,” the Count complained. “I admit that I love Paris... What a shame that these people have never wanted to get close to us!”... And he fell back into the silence of someone who feels unappreciated.
Desnoyers suddenly recognized in one of the officers who was talking, with eyes bulging with covetousness, of the riches of Paris, the Chief Thief with the band on his arm. He it was who so methodically had sacked the castle. As though divining the old Frenchman’s thought, the commissary began excusing himself.
Desnoyers suddenly recognized one of the officers talking about Paris's wealth, his eyes bulging with greed, as the Chief Thief with the band on his arm. He was the one who had systematically looted the castle. As if reading the old Frenchman’s mind, the commissary began to apologize.
“It is war, monsieur. . . .”
“It’s war, sir. . . .”
The same as the others! . . . War had to be paid with the treasures of the conquered. That was the new German system; the healthy return to the wars of ancient days; tributes imposed on the cities, and each house sacked separately. In this way, the enemy’s resistance would be more effectually overcome and the war soon brought to a close. He ought not to be downcast over the appropriations, for his furnishings and ornaments would all be sold in Germany. After the French defeat, he could place a remonstrance claim with his government, petitioning it to indemnify his loss; his relatives in Berlin would support his demand.
Just like the others! . . . War had to be funded by the wealth of the conquered. That was the new German way; a healthy return to the ancient wars; tributes required from the cities, with each house looted individually. This way, the enemy's resistance would be more effectively crushed, and the war would end quickly. He shouldn't feel discouraged about the confiscations, because his furniture and decorations would all be sold in Germany. After the French defeat, he could file a complaint with his government, asking for compensation for his losses; his relatives in Berlin would back his claim.
Desnoyers listened in consternation to his counsels. What kind of mentality had these men, anyway? Were they insane, or were they trying to have some fun at his expense? . . .
Desnoyers listened in shock to his advisors. What kind of mindset did these men have, anyway? Were they crazy, or were they just trying to mess with him? . . .
When the lunch was at last ended, the officers arose and adjusted their swords for service. Captain von Hartrott rose, too; it was necessary for him to return to his general; he had already dedicated too much time to family expansion. His uncle accompanied him to the automobile where Moltkecito once more justified the ruin and plunder of the castle.
When lunch finally ended, the officers stood up and adjusted their swords for action. Captain von Hartrott got up too; he needed to report back to his general since he had already spent too much time focused on family matters. His uncle went with him to the car, where Moltkecito once again explained the destruction and looting of the castle.
“It is war. . . . We have to be very ruthless that it may not last long. True kindness consists in being cruel, because then the terror-stricken enemy gives in sooner, and so the world suffers less.”
“It’s war. . . . We need to be really ruthless so it doesn't drag on. True kindness means being cruel, because that way the terrified enemy surrenders faster, and the world suffers less.”
Don Marcelo shrugged his shoulders before this sophistry. In the doorway, the captain gave some orders to a soldier who soon returned with a bit of chalk which had been used to number the lodging places. Von Hartrott wished to protect his uncle and began tracing on the wall near the door:—“Bitte, nicht plundern. Es sind freundliche Leute.”
Don Marcelo shrugged at this nonsense. In the doorway, the captain gave some orders to a soldier who soon came back with a piece of chalk that had been used to mark the lodging spots. Von Hartrott wanted to protect his uncle and started writing on the wall near the door:—“Please, do not loot. They are friendly people.”
In response to the old man’s repeated questions, he then translated the inscription. “It means, ‘Please do not sack this house. Its occupants are kind people . . . friendly people.’”
In answer to the old man’s persistent questions, he then translated the inscription. “It means, ‘Please don’t rob this house. The people here are nice . . . friendly people.’”
Ah, no! . . . Desnoyers repelled this protection vehemently. He did not wish to be kind. He was silent because he could not be anything else. . . . But a friend of the invaders of his country! . . . No, NO, NO!
Ah, no! . . . Desnoyers fiercely rejected this protection. He didn’t want to be kind. He was silent because he had no other choice. . . . But a friend of the invaders of his country! . . . No, NO, NO!
His nephew rubbed out part of the lettering, leaving the first words, “Bitte, nicht plundern.” Then he repeated the scrawled request at the entrance of the park. He thought this notice advisable because His Excellency might go away and other officials might be installed in the castle. Von Hartrott had seen much and his smile seemed to imply that nothing could surprise him, no matter how outrageous it might be. But his relative continued scorning his protection, and laughing bitterly at the impromptu signboard. What more could they carry off? . . . Had they not already stolen the best?
His nephew erased part of the writing, leaving the first words, “Please, don’t loot.” Then he wrote the same request at the park entrance. He thought this notice was necessary because His Excellency might leave, and other officials could take over the castle. Von Hartrott had seen a lot, and his smile suggested that nothing could shock him, no matter how outrageous it was. But his relative kept rejecting his protection, laughing bitterly at the makeshift sign. What more could they take? Hadn’t they already stolen the best?
“Good-bye, uncle! Soon we shall meet in Paris.”
“Goodbye, uncle! We'll meet in Paris soon.”
And the captain climbed into his automobile, extending a soft, cold hand that seemed to repel the old man with its flabbiness.
And the captain got into his car, reaching out with a soft, cold hand that seemed to push the old man away with its flabbiness.
Upon returning to his castle, he saw a table and some chairs in the shadow of a group of trees. His Excellency was taking his coffee in the open air, and obliged him to take a seat beside him. Only three officers were keeping him company. . . . There was here a grand consumption of liquors from his wine cellars. They were talking together in German, and for an hour Don Marcelo remained there, anxious to go but never finding the opportune moment to leave his seat and disappear.
Upon returning to his castle, he saw a table and some chairs in the shade of a cluster of trees. His Excellency was having his coffee outdoors and insisted that he take a seat next to him. Only three officers were keeping him company. . . . There was a whole lot of drinks being consumed from his wine cellars. They were chatting in German, and for an hour Don Marcelo stayed there, eager to leave but never finding the right moment to get up and slip away.
He employed his time in imagining the great stir among the troops hidden by the trees. Another division of the army was passing by with the incessant, deafening roar of the sea. An inexplicable phenomenon kept the luminous calm of the afternoon in a continuous state of vibration. A constant thundering sounded afar off as though an invisible storm were always approaching from beyond the blue horizon line.
He spent his time picturing the commotion among the troops concealed by the trees. Another division of the army was passing by with the constant, loud roar of the sea. An unexplainable phenomenon kept the bright calm of the afternoon in a steady state of vibration. A continuous rumble echoed in the distance, as if an unseen storm was always coming from beyond the blue horizon.
The Count, noticing his evident interest in the noise, interrupted his German chat to explain.
The Count, seeing his clear interest in the noise, paused his conversation in German to explain.
“It is the cannon. A battle is going on. Soon we shall join in the dance.”
“It’s the cannon. A battle is happening. Soon we’ll join in the fight.”
The possibility of having to give up his quarters here, the most comfortable that he had found in all the campaign, put His Excellency in a bad humor.
The thought of having to give up his place here, the most comfortable one he had found throughout the entire campaign, put His Excellency in a bad mood.
“War,” he sighed, “a glorious life, but dirty and deadening! In an entire month—to-day is the first that I have lived as a gentleman.”
“War,” he sighed, “a glorious life, but rough and exhausting! In a whole month—today is the first day I’ve lived like a gentleman.”
And as though attracted by the luxuries that he might shortly have to abandon, he rose and went toward the castle. Two of the Germans betook themselves toward the village, and Desnoyers remained with the other officer who was delightfully sampling his liquors. He was the chief of the battalion encamped in the village.
And as if drawn by the luxuries he might soon have to leave behind, he got up and headed toward the castle. Two of the Germans made their way to the village, while Desnoyers stayed with the other officer, who was happily enjoying his drinks. He was the leader of the battalion stationed in the village.
“This is a sad war, Monsieur!” he said in French.
“This is a sad war, Sir!” he said in French.
Of all the inimical group, this man was the only one for whom Don Marcelo felt a vague attraction. “Although a German, he appears a good sort,” meditated the old man, eyeing him carefully. In times of peace, he must have been stout, but now he showed the loose and flaccid exterior of one who has just lost much in weight. Desnoyers surmised that the man had formerly lived in tranquil and vulgar sensuousness, in a middle-class happiness suddenly cut short by war.
Of all the unfriendly group, this man was the only one that Don Marcelo felt a slight attraction to. “Even though he’s German, he seems like a decent guy,” the old man thought as he watched him closely. In peacetime, he must have been sturdy, but now he had the loose and saggy appearance of someone who has recently lost a lot of weight. Desnoyers guessed that the man had once lived a comfortable and ordinary life, enjoying middle-class happiness that was abruptly interrupted by war.
“What a life, Monsieur!” the officer rambled on. “May God punish well those who have provoked this catastrophe!”
“What a life, sir!” the officer continued. “May God properly punish those who have caused this disaster!”
The Frenchman was almost affected. This man represented the Germany that he had many times imagined, a sweet and tranquil Germany composed of burghers, a little heavy and slow perhaps, but atoning for their natural uncouthness by an innocent and poetic sentimentalism. This Blumhardt whom his companions called Bataillon-Kommandeur, was undoubtedly the good father of a large family. He fancied him walking with his wife and children under the lindens of a provincial square, all listening with religious unction to the melodies played by a military band. Then he saw him in the beer gardens with his friends, discussing metaphysical problems between business conversations. He was a man from old Germany, a character from a romance by Goethe. Perhaps the glory of the Empire had modified his existence, and instead of going to the beer gardens, he was now accustomed to frequent the officers’ casino, while his family maintained a separate existence—separated from the civilians by the superciliousness of military caste; but at heart, he was always the good German, ready to weep copiously before an affecting family scene or a fragment of good music.
The Frenchman was almost moved. This man embodied the Germany he had often imagined—a sweet and peaceful Germany made up of townspeople, perhaps a bit heavy and slow, but compensating for their natural awkwardness with a charming and poetic sensitivity. This Blumhardt, whom his friends referred to as Bataillon-Kommandeur, was clearly a loving father of a big family. He pictured him walking with his wife and kids under the linden trees in a town square, all listening with deep appreciation to the tunes played by a military band. Then he envisioned him in the beer gardens with his buddies, discussing deep philosophical issues between business talks. He was a man from old Germany, a character straight out of a Goethe romance. Maybe the glory of the Empire had changed his life, and instead of going to the beer gardens, he was now used to hanging out at the officers’ casino, while his family lived a separate life—set apart from civilians by the arrogance of the military class; but deep down, he was still the good German, always ready to cry openly at a touching family scene or a beautiful piece of music.
Commandant Blumhardt, meanwhile, was thinking of his family living in Cassel.
Commandant Blumhardt was, in the meantime, thinking about his family who lived in Cassel.
“There are eight children, Monsieur,” he said with a visible effort to control emotion. “The two eldest are preparing to become officers. The youngest is starting school this year. . . . He is just so high.”
“There are eight kids, sir,” he said, visibly trying to hold back his emotions. “The two oldest are getting ready to become officers. The youngest is starting school this year... He’s just this tall.”
And with his right hand he measured off the child’s diminutive stature. He trembled with laughter and grief at recalling the little chap. Then he broke forth into eulogies about his wife—excellent manager of the home, a mother who was always modestly sacrificing herself for her children and husband. Ay, the sweet Augusta! . . . After twenty years of married life, he adored her as on the day he first saw her. In a pocket of his uniform, he was keeping all the letters that she had written him since the beginning of the campaign.
And with his right hand, he measured the small size of the child. He shook with laughter and sadness as he remembered the little guy. Then he started praising his wife—an amazing homemaker, a mother who always quietly put her family first. Oh, the sweet Augusta! . . . After twenty years of marriage, he loved her just as much as the day he first met her. In a pocket of his uniform, he kept all the letters she had written to him since the start of the campaign.
“Look at her, Monsieur. . . . There are my children.”
“Look at her, sir. . . . Those are my kids.”
From his breast pocket, he had drawn forth a silver medallion, adorned with the art of Munich, and touching a spring, he displayed the pictures of all the family—the Frau Kommandeur, of an austere and frigid beauty, imitating the air and coiffure of the Empress; the Frauleine Kommandeur, clad in white, with uplifted eyes as though they were singing a musical romance; and at the end, the children in the uniforms of the army schools or private institutions. And to think that he might lose these beloved beings if a bit of iron should hit him! . . . And he had to live far from them now that it was such fine weather for long walks in the country! . . .
From his breast pocket, he pulled out a silver medallion, decorated with artwork from Munich, and pressed a spring to reveal pictures of the whole family—the Frau Kommandeur, with a stern and cold beauty, mimicking the style and hair of the Empress; the Frauleine Kommandeur, dressed in white, with uplifted eyes as if they were singing a romantic song; and finally, the children in the uniforms of military schools or private institutions. And to think he might lose these loved ones if a piece of iron should hit him! . . . And he had to live far from them now that the weather was perfect for long walks in the countryside! . . .
“Sad war!” he again said. “May God punish the English!”
“Sad war!” he said again. “May God punish the English!”
With a solicitude that Don Marcelo greatly appreciated, he in turn inquired about the Frenchman’s family. He pitied him for having so few children, and smiled a little over the enthusiasm with which the old gentleman spoke of his daughter, saluting Fraulein Chichi as a witty sprite, and expressing great sympathy on learning that the only son was causing his parents great sorrow by his conduct.
With a genuine concern that Don Marcelo greatly valued, he asked about the Frenchman’s family in return. He felt sorry for him having so few kids and smiled a bit at the excitement with which the old gentleman talked about his daughter, greeting Fraulein Chichi as a clever little spirit and showing much sympathy upon hearing that the only son was bringing his parents a lot of distress with his behavior.
Tender-hearted Commandant! . . . He was the first rational and human being that he had met in this hell of an invasion. “There are good people everywhere,” he told himself. He hoped that this new acquaintance would not be moved from the castle; for if the Germans had to stay there, it would better be this man than the others.
Tender-hearted Commandant! . . . He was the first sensible and compassionate person he had encountered in this nightmare of an invasion. “There are good people everywhere,” he reminded himself. He hoped that this new friend wouldn't be moved from the castle; because if the Germans had to be there, it was better for it to be this man than the others.
An orderly came to summon Don Marcelo to the presence of His Excellency. After passing through the salons with closed eyes so as to avoid useless distress and wrath, he found the Count in his own bedroom. The doors had been forced open, the floors stripped of carpet and the window frames of curtains. Only the pieces of furniture broken in the first moments now occupied their former places. The sleeping rooms had been stripped more methodically, everything having been taken that was not required for immediate use. Because the General with his suite had been lodging there the night before, this apartment had escaped the arbitrary destruction.
An orderly came to summon Don Marcelo to meet His Excellency. After walking through the rooms with his eyes closed to avoid unnecessary distress and anger, he found the Count in his own bedroom. The doors had been forced open, the floors were bare, and the window frames were stripped of curtains. Only the broken furniture from the initial chaos remained in their original spots. The bedrooms had been emptied more systematically, with everything taken that wasn’t needed for immediate use. Since the General and his entourage had stayed there the night before, this apartment had avoided the random destruction.
The Count received him with the civility of a grandee who wishes to be attentive to his guests. He could not consent that HERR Desnoyers—a relative of a von Hartrott—whom he vaguely remembered having seen at Court, should be staying in the Keeper’s lodge. He must return to his own room, occupying that bed, solemn as a catafalque with columns and plumes, which had had the honor, a few hours before, of serving as the resting-place of an illustrious General of the Empire.
The Count welcomed him with the politeness of a noble who wants to be considerate to his guests. He couldn’t allow HERR Desnoyers—a relative of a von Hartrott—whom he vaguely recalled seeing at Court, to stay in the Keeper’s lodge. He had to go back to his own room, to that bed, which was as solemn as a catafalque with columns and plumes, and which had just a few hours earlier served as the resting place for a distinguished General of the Empire.
“I myself prefer to sleep here,” he added condescendingly. “This other habitation accords better with my tastes.”
“I prefer to sleep here,” he said in a condescending tone. “This other place suits my tastes better.”
While saying this, he was entering Dona Luisa’s rooms, admiring its Louis Quinze furniture of genuine value, with its dull golds and tapestries mellowed by time. It was one of the most successful purchases that Don Marcelo had made. The Count smiled with an artist’s scorn as he recalled the man who had superintended the official sacking.
While saying this, he was walking into Dona Luisa’s rooms, admiring the genuine Louis Quinze furniture, with its muted golds and tapestries softened by age. It was one of the best purchases Don Marcelo had ever made. The Count smiled with an artist’s disdain as he thought back to the man who had overseen the official looting.
“What an ass! . . . To think that he left this behind, supposing that it was old and ugly!”
“What a fool! . . . To think that he left this behind, thinking it was old and ugly!”
Then he looked the owner of the castle squarely in the face.
Then he looked the owner of the castle straight in the face.
“Monsieur Desnoyers, I do not believe that I am committing any indiscretion, and even imagine that I am interpreting your desires when I inform you that I intend taking this set of furniture with me. It will serve as a souvenir of our acquaintance, a testimony to the friendship springing up between us. . . . If it remains here, it will run the risk of being destroyed. Warriors, of course, are not obliged to be artists. I will guard these excellent treasures in Germany where you may see them whenever you wish. We are all going to be one nation, you know. . . . My friend, the Emperor, is soon to be proclaimed sovereign of the French.”
“Monsieur Desnoyers, I don’t think I’m being inappropriate, and I believe I’m picking up on what you want when I say that I plan to take this set of furniture with me. It will be a keepsake of our meeting, a reminder of the friendship that’s developing between us. . . . If it stays here, it might get destroyed. Of course, warriors aren’t required to be artists. I’ll keep these wonderful pieces safe in Germany, and you can see them whenever you like. We’re all going to be one nation, you know. . . . My friend, the Emperor, will soon be declared the ruler of the French.”
Desnoyers remained silent. How could he reply to that look of cruel irony, to the grimace with which the noble lord was underscoring his words? . . .
Desnoyers stayed quiet. How could he respond to that look of cruel irony, to the grimace with which the noble lord emphasized his words? . . .
“When the war is ended, I will send you a gift from Berlin,” he added in a patronizing tone.
“When the war is over, I’ll send you a gift from Berlin,” he added in a condescending tone.
The old collector could say nothing to that, either. He was looking at the vacant spots which many small pictures had left on the walls, paintings by famous masters of the XVIII century. The banded brigand must also have passed these by as too insignificant to carry off, but the smirk illuminating the Count’s face revealed their ultimate destination.
The old collector couldn't respond to that either. He was staring at the empty spaces where many small pictures had hung on the walls, paintings by famous masters from the 18th century. The striped bandit must have also overlooked these as too unimportant to take, but the smirk lighting up the Count’s face hinted at their final destination.
He had carefully scrutinized the entire apartment—the adjoining bedroom, Chichi’s, the bathroom, even the feminine robe-room of the family, which still contained some of the daughter’s gowns. The warrior fondled with delight the fine silky folds of the materials, gloating over their cool softness.
He had thoroughly examined the whole apartment—the connected bedroom, Chichi’s, the bathroom, even the family’s feminine robe-room, which still had some of the daughter’s dresses. The warrior delighted in touching the soft, silky fabrics, reveling in their cool smoothness.
This contact made him think of Paris, of the fashions, of the establishments of the great modistes. The rue de la Paix was the spot which he most admired in his visits to the enemy’s city.
This connection reminded him of Paris, the latest styles, and the shops of the famous designers. The rue de la Paix was the place he admired most during his visits to the rival city.
Don Marcelo noticed the strong mixture of perfumes which came from his hair, his moustache, his entire body. Various little jars from the dressing table were on the mantel.
Don Marcelo noticed the strong blend of perfumes that came from his hair, his mustache, and his whole body. Several small jars from the dressing table were on the mantel.
“What a filthy thing war is!” exclaimed the German. “This morning I was at last able to take a bath after a week’s abstinence; at noon I shall take another. By the way, my dear sir, these perfumes are good, but they are not elegant. When I have the pleasure of being presented to the ladies, I shall give them the addresses of my source of supply. . . . I use in my home essences from Turkey. I have many friends there. . . . At the close of the war, I will send a consignment to the family.”
“What a horrible thing war is!” exclaimed the German. “This morning, I finally got to take a bath after a whole week without one; I’ll take another at noon. By the way, my dear sir, these perfumes are nice, but they’re not classy. When I get the chance to meet the ladies, I’ll give them the addresses of where I get them... I use essences from Turkey at home. I have a lot of friends there... Once the war is over, I’ll send a shipment to the family.”
While speaking the Count’s eyes had been fixed upon some photographs upon the table. Examining the portrait of Madame Desnoyers, he guessed that she must be Dona Luisa. He smiled before the bewitchingly mischievous face of Mademoiselle Chichi. Very enchanting; he specially admired her militant, boyish expression; but he scrutinized the photograph of Julio with special interest.
While talking, the Count's eyes were focused on some photos on the table. Looking at the portrait of Madame Desnoyers, he figured she must be Dona Luisa. He smiled at the charmingly mischievous face of Mademoiselle Chichi. Quite captivating; he especially admired her fierce, boyish look, but he examined the photo of Julio with particular interest.
“Splendid type of youth,” he murmured. “An interesting head, and artistic, too. He would create a great sensation in a fancy-dress ball. What a Persian prince he would make! . . . A white aigrette on his head, fastened with a great jewel, the breast bared, a black tunic with golden birds. . . .”
“Such a wonderful young man,” he whispered. “He has an interesting look, and he’s artistic, too. He would turn heads at a costume party. What an impressive Persian prince he would be! . . . A white feather on his head, secured with a large jewel, his chest exposed, wearing a black tunic adorned with golden birds. . . .”
And he continued seeing in his mind’s eye the heir of the Desnoyers arrayed in all the gorgeous raiment of an Oriental monarch. The proud father, because of the interest which his son was inspiring, began to feel a glimmer of sympathy with the man. A pity that he should select so unerringly and appropriate the choicest things in the castle!
And he kept imagining in his mind the heir of the Desnoyers dressed in all the stunning outfits of an Eastern king. The proud father, feeling the interest his son was stirring up, started to feel a hint of sympathy for the man. What a shame that he picked so perfectly and claimed the best things in the castle!
Near the head of the bed, Don Marcelo saw lying upon a book of devotions forgotten by his wife, a medallion containing another photograph. It did not belong to his family, and the Count, following the direction of his eyes, wished to show it to him. The hands of this son of Mars trembled. . . . His disdainful haughtiness had suddenly disappeared. An official of the Hussars of Death was smiling from the case; his sharp profile with a beak curved like a bird of prey, was surmounted by a cap adorned with skull and cross-bones.
Near the head of the bed, Don Marcelo spotted a medallion lying on a forgotten book of devotions that belonged to his wife, containing another photograph. It wasn't part of his family, and the Count, noticing where he was looking, wanted to show it to him. The hands of this warrior shook... His usual aloofness had vanished in an instant. A member of the Hussars of Death was smiling from the case; his sharp profile, with a beak-like nose resembling a bird of prey, was topped with a cap decorated with skull and crossbones.
“My best friend,” said the Count in tremulous tones. “The being that I love most in all the world. . . . And to think that at this moment he may be fighting, and they may kill him! . . . To think that I, too, may die!”
“My best friend,” said the Count in shaky tones. “The person I love most in the world. . . . And to think that right now he might be fighting, and they could kill him! . . . To think that I might die too!”
Desnoyers believed that he must be getting a glimpse into a romance of the nobleman’s past. That Hussar was undoubtedly his natural son. His simplicity of mind could not conceive of anything else. Only a father’s tenderness could so express itself . . . and he was almost touched by this tenderness.
Desnoyers felt like he was getting a peek into a nobleman's past romance. That Hussar was definitely his biological son. His straightforward thinking couldn’t imagine anything else. Only a father's affection could show itself like this... and he was almost moved by that affection.
Here the interview came to an end, the warrior turning his back as he left the room in order to hide his emotion. A few minutes after was heard on the floor below the sound of a grand piano which the Commissary had not been able to carry off, owing to the general’s interposition. His voice was soon heard above the chords that he was playing. It was rather a lifeless baritone, but he managed to impart an impassioned tremolo to his romance. The listening old man was now really affected; he did not understand the words, but the tears came into his eyes. He thought of his family, of the sorrows and dangers about them and of the difficulties surrounding his return to them. . . . As though under the spell of the melody, little by little, he descended the stairs. What an artist’s soul that haughty scoffer had! . . . At first sight, the Germans with their rough exterior and their discipline which made them commit the greatest atrocities, gave one a wrong impression. One had to live intimately with them to appreciate their true worth.
Here the interview ended, the warrior turning his back as he left the room to hide his emotions. A few minutes later, the sound of a grand piano could be heard from the floor below, which the Commissary hadn’t been able to take, thanks to the general’s interference. His voice soon rose above the chords he was playing. It was a somewhat lifeless baritone, but he managed to add an impassioned tremolo to his song. The old man listening was truly moved; he didn’t understand the words, but tears filled his eyes. He thought of his family, of the sorrows and dangers surrounding them, and the challenges he faced in returning to them. . . . As if under the spell of the melody, he gradually descended the stairs. What an artist’s soul that proud scoffer had! . . . At first glance, the Germans, with their rough exterior and their discipline that led them to commit the greatest atrocities, gave a misleading impression. One had to live closely with them to appreciate their true value.
By the time the music had ceased, he had reached the castle bridge. A sub-officer was watching the graceful movements of the swans gliding double over the waters of the moat. He was a young Doctor of Laws who just now was serving as secretary to His Excellency—a university man mobilized by the war.
By the time the music stopped, he had made it to the castle bridge. A junior officer was observing the elegant movements of the swans gliding smoothly over the waters of the moat. He was a young Doctor of Laws currently serving as the secretary to His Excellency—a university guy drafted for the war.
On speaking with Don Marcelo, he immediately revealed his academic training. The order for departure had surprised the professor in a private institute; he was just about to be married and all his plans had been upset.
On talking to Don Marcelo, he quickly showed his academic background. The order to leave had caught the professor at a private institute by surprise; he was about to get married, and all his plans had been thrown into chaos.
“What a calamity, sir! . . . What an overturning for the world! . . . Yet many of us have foreseen that this catastrophe simply had to come. We have felt strongly that it might break out any day. Capital, accursed Capital is to blame.”
“What a disaster, sir! . . . What a turnaround for the world! . . . Yet many of us saw this catastrophe coming from a distance. We’ve felt for a long time that it could happen any day now. Capital, damned Capital, is to blame.”
The speaker was a Socialist. He did not hesitate to admit his co-operation in certain acts of his party that had brought persecutions and set-backs to his career. But the Social-Democracy was now being accepted by the Emperor and flattered by the most reactionary Junkers. All were now one. The deputies of his party were forming in the Reichstag the group most obedient to the government. . . . The only belief that it retained from its former creed, was its anathematization of Capital—responsible for the war.
The speaker was a Socialist. He didn’t shy away from admitting his involvement in certain actions of his party that had led to persecution and setbacks in his career. But Social Democracy was now being embraced by the Emperor and praised by the most reactionary Junkers. Everyone was now unified. The deputies from his party were becoming the most compliant group in the Reichstag. . . . The only belief they held onto from their previous ideology was their condemnation of Capital—blamed for the war.
Desnoyers ventured to disagree with this enemy who appeared of an amiable and tolerant character. “Did he not think that the real responsibility rested with German militarism? Had it not sought and prepared this conflict, by its arrogance preventing any settlement?”
Desnoyers dared to disagree with this enemy who seemed friendly and tolerant. “Does he not believe that the real responsibility lies with German militarism? Has it not sought and created this conflict, with its arrogance blocking any resolution?”
The Socialist denied this roundly. His deputies were supporting the war and, therefore, must have good reason. Everything that he said showed an absolute submission to discipline—the eternal German discipline, blind and obedient, which was dominating even the most advanced parties. In vain the Frenchman repeated arguments and facts which everybody had read from the beginning of the war. His words simply slid over the calloused brains of this revolutionist, accustomed to delegating all his reasoning functions to others.
The Socialist firmly denied this. His deputies were backing the war and must have a good reason for it. Everything he said demonstrated complete adherence to discipline— the relentless German discipline, blind and obedient, which was controlling even the most progressive parties. The Frenchman’s attempts to repeat arguments and facts that everyone had known since the start of the war were futile. His words just slid off the hardened minds of this revolutionary, who was used to letting others do all his thinking for him.
“Who can tell?” he finally said. “Perhaps we have made a mistake. But just at this moment all is confused; the premises which would enable us to draw exact conclusions are lacking. When the conflict ends, we shall know the truly guilty parties, and if they are ours we shall throw the responsibility upon them.”
“Who knows?” he finally said. “Maybe we messed up. But right now, everything's a mess; we don't have the information we need to draw clear conclusions. Once the conflict is over, we'll find out who’s really to blame, and if it turns out to be us, we'll make them take the blame.”
Desnoyers could hardly keep from laughing at his simplicity. To wait till the end of the war to know who was to blame! . . . And if the Empire should come out conqueror, what responsibility could the Socialists exact in the full pride of victory, they who always confined themselves to electoral battles, without the slightest attempt at rebellion?
Desnoyers could barely stop himself from laughing at his naivety. Waiting until the end of the war to find out who was at fault! . . . And if the Empire emerged victorious, what accountability could the Socialists demand while basking in their triumph, considering they always limited themselves to electoral contests without ever making any real effort to rebel?
“Whatever the cause may be,” concluded the Socialist, “this war is very sad. How many dead! . . . I was at Charleroi. One has to see modern warfare close by. . . . We shall conquer; we are going to enter Paris, so they say, but many of our men must fall before obtaining the final victory.”
“Whatever the reason is,” the Socialist concluded, “this war is really tragic. So many lives lost! . . . I was at Charleroi. You have to witness modern warfare up close. . . . We will win; they say we’re going to enter Paris, but many of our soldiers will have to die before we achieve ultimate victory.”
And as though wishing to put these visions of death out of his mind, he resumed his diversion of watching the swans, offering them bits of bread so as to make them swing around in their slow and majestic course.
And as if trying to push these thoughts of death away, he went back to his pastime of watching the swans, tossing them pieces of bread to make them glide around in their slow and graceful way.
The Keeper and his family were continually crossing and recrossing the bridge. Seeing their master on such friendly terms with the invaders, they had lost some of the fear which had kept them shut up in their cottage. To the woman it seemed but natural that Don Marcelo’s authority should be recognized by these people; the master is always the master. And as though she had received a part of this authority, she was entering the castle fearlessly, followed by her daughter, in order to put in order her master’s sleeping room. They had decided to pass the night in rooms near his, that he might not feel so lonely among the Germans.
The Keeper and his family were constantly crossing and recrossing the bridge. Seeing their master getting along so well with the invaders, they had lost some of the fear that had kept them cooped up in their cottage. To the woman, it seemed natural that Don Marcelo’s authority should be acknowledged by these people; the master is always the master. And as if she had been granted a share of that authority, she was entering the castle fearlessly, followed by her daughter, to tidy up her master’s bedroom. They had decided to spend the night in rooms close to his so that he wouldn’t feel so lonely among the Germans.
The two women were carrying bedding and mattresses from the lodge to the top floor. The Keeper was occupied in heating a second bath for His Excellency while his wife was bemoaning with gestures of despair the sacking of the castle. How many exquisite things had disappeared! . . . Desirous of saving the remainder, she besought her master to make complaints, as though he could prevent the individual and stealthy robberies. The orderlies and followers of the Count were pocketing everything they could lay their hands on, saying smilingly that they were souvenirs. Later on the woman approached Desnoyers with a mysterious air to impart a new revelation. She had seen a head officer force open the chiffoniers where her mistress was accustomed to keep her lingerie, and he was making up a package of the finest pieces, including a great quantity of blonde lace.
The two women were carrying bedding and mattresses from the lodge to the top floor. The Keeper was busy heating a second bath for His Excellency while his wife was expressing her despair over the looting of the castle. So many precious items had vanished! . . . Wanting to save what was left, she urged her husband to lodge complaints, as if he could actually stop the sneaky thefts. The orderlies and followers of the Count were grabbing everything they could find, all while smiling and calling it souvenirs. Later, the woman approached Desnoyers with a secretive look to share a new piece of information. She had seen a senior officer break open the dressers where her mistress kept her lingerie, and he was packing up the finest pieces, including a lot of delicate lace.
“That’s the one, Master,” she said soon after, pointing to a German who was writing in the garden, where an oblique ray of sunlight was filtering through the branches upon his table.
“That's the one, Master,” she said a little later, pointing to a German who was writing in the garden, where a slanted ray of sunlight was shining through the branches onto his table.
Don Marcelo recognized him with surprise. Commandant Blumhardt, too! . . . But immediately he excused the act. He supposed it was only natural that this official should want to take something away from the castle, since the Count had set the example. Besides, he took into account the quality of the objects which he was appropriating. They were not for himself; they were for the wife, for the daughters. . . . A good father of his family! For more than an hour now, he had been sitting before that table writing incessantly, conversing, pen in hand, with his Augusta and all the family in Cassel. Better that this good man should carry off his stuff than those other domineering officers with cutting voices and insolent stiffness.
Don Marcelo was surprised to see him. Commandant Blumhardt, too! . . . But he quickly justified it. He thought it was only natural for this official to want to take something away from the castle, especially since the Count had led the way. Plus, he considered the nature of the items he was taking. They weren't for him; they were for his wife and daughters. . . . A good family man! For more than an hour, he had been sitting at that table, writing non-stop, talking, pen in hand, with his Augusta and the whole family in Cassel. Better for this decent guy to take his things than those other overbearing officers with their harsh tones and arrogant demeanor.
Desnoyers noticed, too, that the writer raised his head every time that Georgette, the Warden’s daughter, passed by, following her with his eyes. The poor father! . . . Undoubtedly he was comparing her with his two girls home in Germany, with all their thoughts on the war. He, too, was thinking of Chichi, fearing sometimes, that he might never see her again. In one of her trips from the castle to her home, Blumhardt called the child to him. She stopped before the table, timid and shrinking as though she felt a presentiment of danger, but making an effort to smile. The Prussian father meanwhile chatted with her, and patted her cheeks with his great paws—a sight which touched Desnoyers deeply. The memories of a pacific and virtuous life were rising above the horrors of war. Decidedly this one enemy was a good man, anyway.
Desnoyers also noticed that the writer looked up every time Georgette, the Warden’s daughter, walked by, following her with his gaze. Poor father! Undoubtedly, he was comparing her to his two daughters back in Germany, who were preoccupied with thoughts of the war. He, too, was thinking of Chichi, sometimes fearing that he might never see her again. During one of her trips from the castle to her home, Blumhardt called the child over. She paused in front of the table, timid and nervous as if she sensed danger, but she made an effort to smile. The Prussian father chatted with her and gently patted her cheeks with his large hands—a sight that deeply moved Desnoyers. Memories of a peaceful and virtuous life rose above the horrors of war. Clearly, this enemy was a good man, after all.
Because of his conclusion, the millionaire smiled indulgently when the Commandant, leaving the table, came toward him—after delivering his letter and a bulky package to a soldier to take to the battalion post-office in the village.
Because of his conclusion, the millionaire smiled tolerantly when the Commandant, leaving the table, approached him—after handing his letter and a large package to a soldier to take to the battalion post office in the village.
“It is for my family,” he explained. “I do not let a day pass without sending them a letter. Theirs are so precious to me! . . . I am also sending them a few remembrances.”
“It’s for my family,” he explained. “I don’t let a day go by without sending them a letter. Their letters are so precious to me! . . . I’m also sending them a few mementos.”
Desnoyers was on the point of protesting. . . . But with a shrug of indifference, he concluded to keep silence as if he did not object. The Commandant continued talking of the sweet Augusta and their children while the invisible tempest kept on thundering beyond the serene twilight horizon. Each time the cannonading was more intense.
Desnoyers was about to protest. . . . But with a shrug of indifference, he decided to stay silent as if he didn't mind. The Commandant kept talking about the lovely Augusta and their kids while the unseen storm continued to rumble beyond the calm twilight horizon. Each time, the cannon fire grew louder.
“The battle,” continued Blumhardt. “Always a battle! . . . Surely it is the last and we are going to win. Within the week, we shall be entering Paris. . . . But how many will never see it! So many dead! . . . I understand that to-morrow we shall not be here. All the Reserves are to combine with the attack so as to overcome the last resistance. . . . If only I do not fall!” . . .
“The battle,” Blumhardt continued. “Always a battle! . . . This has to be the last one, and we’re going to win. By the end of the week, we’ll be in Paris. . . . But how many will never see it! So many dead! . . . I realize that tomorrow we might not be here. All the Reserves are joining the attack to crush the last bit of resistance. . . . I just hope I don’t get killed!” . . .
Thoughts of the possibility of death the following day contracted his forehead in a scowl of hatred. A deep, vertical line was parting his eyebrows. He frowned ferociously at Desnoyers as though making him responsible for his death and the trouble of his family. For a few moments Don Marcelo could hardly recognize this man, transformed by warlike passions, as the sweet-natured and friendly Blumhardt of a little while before.
Thoughts of the chance of dying the next day twisted his forehead into a scowl of hatred. A deep line split his eyebrows. He glared fiercely at Desnoyers as if blaming him for his death and the troubles of his family. For a moment, Don Marcelo could barely recognize this man, changed by warlike emotions, as the kind and friendly Blumhardt from just a little while ago.
The sun was beginning to set when a sub-officer, the one of the Social-Democracy, came running in search of the Commandant. Desnoyers could not understand what was the matter because they were speaking in German, but following the direction of the messenger’s continual pointing, he saw beyond the iron gates a group of country people and some soldiers with guns. Blumhardt, after a brief reflection, started toward the group and Don Marcelo behind him.
The sun was setting when a junior officer from the Social-Democracy came running to find the Commandant. Desnoyers couldn’t figure out what was going on because they were speaking in German, but following the messenger’s constant pointing, he saw a group of farmers and some soldiers with guns beyond the iron gates. After a moment of thought, Blumhardt headed towards the group with Don Marcelo following him.
Soon he saw a village lad in the charge of some Germans who were holding their bayonets to his breast. His face was colorless, with the whiteness of a wax candle. His shirt, blackened with soot, was so badly torn that it told of a hand-to-hand struggle. On one temple was a gash, bleeding badly. A short distance away was a woman with dishevelled hair, holding a baby, and surrounded by four children all covered with black grime as though coming from a coal mine.
Soon he saw a village boy being held by some Germans who had their bayonets pointed at his chest. His face was pale, like a wax candle. His shirt, stained with soot, was so badly torn that it showed signs of a struggle. There was a deep cut on one side of his head, bleeding heavily. A little way off, a woman with messy hair was holding a baby, surrounded by four children who were all covered in black dirt as if they had just come from a coal mine.
The woman was pleading desperately, raising her hands appealingly, her sobs interrupting her story which she was uselessly trying to tell the soldiers, incapable of understanding her. The petty officer convoying the band spoke in German with the Commandant while the woman besought the intervention of Desnoyers. When she recognized the owner of the castle, she suddenly regained her serenity, believing that he could intercede for her.
The woman was pleading desperately, raising her hands appealingly, her sobs interrupting the story she was trying to tell the soldiers, who couldn’t understand her. The petty officer escorting the group spoke in German with the Commandant while the woman begged Desnoyers for help. When she recognized the owner of the castle, she suddenly became calm again, believing he could intervene for her.
That husky young boy was her son. They had all been hiding since the day before in the cellar of their burned house. Hunger and the danger of death from asphyxiation had forced them finally to venture forth. As soon as the Germans had seen her son, they had beaten him and were going to shoot him as they were shooting all the young men. They believed that the lad was twenty years old, the age of a soldier, and in order that he might not join the French army, they were going to kill him.
That sturdy young boy was her son. They had all been hiding in the cellar of their burned-down house since the day before. Hunger and the threat of dying from asphyxiation had finally pushed them to come out. As soon as the Germans spotted her son, they beat him and were going to shoot him, just like they were doing with all the young men. They thought he was twenty years old, the age of a soldier, and to prevent him from joining the French army, they planned to kill him.
“It’s a lie!” shrieked the mother. “He is not more than eighteen . . . not eighteen . . . a little less—he’s only seventeen.”
“It’s a lie!” yelled the mother. “He’s not older than eighteen... not eighteen... just a little less—he’s only seventeen.”
She turned to those who were following behind, in order to implore their testimony—sad women, equally dirty, their ragged garments smelling of fire, poverty and death. All assented, adding their outcries to those of the mother. Some even went so far as to say that the overgrown boy was only sixteen . . . fifteen! And to this feminine chorus was added the wailing of the little ones looking at their brother with eyes distended with terror.
She turned to those following her, hoping to get their support—sorrowful women, equally filthy, their torn clothes reeking of smoke, poverty, and death. All agreed, joining their cries with the mother's. Some even claimed that the big boy was only sixteen... fifteen! And with this chorus of women was the crying of the little ones, staring at their brother with wide, terrified eyes.
The Commandant examined the prisoner while he listened to the official. An employee of the township had said carelessly that the child was about twenty, never dreaming that with this inaccuracy he was causing his death.
The Commandant looked over the prisoner as he listened to the official. An employee of the township had casually mentioned that the child was around twenty, never realizing that this mistake would lead to his death.
“It was a lie!” repeated the mother guessing instinctively what they were saying. “That man made a mistake. My boy is robust and, therefore, looks older than he is, but he is not twenty. . . . The gentleman from the castle who knows him can tell you so. Is it not so, Monsieur Desnoyers?”
“It was a lie!” the mother repeated, sensing what they were saying. “That man made a mistake. My son is strong and, as a result, looks older than he really is, but he isn’t twenty. . . . The gentleman from the castle who knows him can confirm that. Isn’t that right, Monsieur Desnoyers?”
Since, in her maternal desperation, she had appealed to his protection, Don Marcelo believed that he ought to intervene, and so he spoke to the Commandant. He knew this youth very well (he did not ever remember having seen him before) and believed that he really was under twenty.
Since she was desperate as a mother and had called for his protection, Don Marcelo felt he should step in, so he talked to the Commandant. He knew this young man very well (even though he couldn't recall having seen him before) and believed he was definitely under twenty.
“And even if he were of age,” he added, “is that a crime to shoot a man for?”
“And even if he was of age,” he added, “is that a reason to shoot someone for?”
Blumhardt did not reply. Since he had recovered his functions of command, he ignored absolutely Don Marcelo’s existence. He was about to say something, to give an order, but hesitated. It might be better to consult His Excellency . . . and seeing that he was going toward the castle, Desnoyers marched by his side.
Blumhardt didn't respond. Now that he had regained his authority, he completely ignored Don Marcelo. He was about to say something, to give an order, but paused. It might be wiser to check with His Excellency... and seeing that he was heading toward the castle, Desnoyers walked alongside him.
“Commandant, this cannot be,” he commenced saying. “This lacks common sense. To shoot a man on the suspicion that he may be twenty years old!”
“Commander, this is unacceptable,” he began. “This doesn’t make any sense. Shooting a man just because he might be twenty years old!”
But the Commandant remained silent and continued on his way. As they crossed the bridge, they heard the sound of the piano—a good omen, Desnoyers thought. The aesthete who had so touched him with his impassioned voice, was going to say the saving word.
But the Commandant stayed quiet and kept walking. As they crossed the bridge, they heard the sound of the piano—a good sign, Desnoyers thought. The artist who had moved him so deeply with his passionate voice was about to say the crucial word.
On entering the salon, he did not at first recognize His Excellency. He saw a man sitting at the piano wearing no clothing but a Japanese dressing gown—a woman’s rose-colored kimono, embroidered with golden birds, belonging to Chichi. At any other time, he would have burst into roars of laughter at beholding this scrawny, bony warrior with the cruel eyes, with his brawny braceleted arms appearing through the loose sleeves. After taking his bath, the Count had delayed putting on his uniform, luxuriating in the silky contact of the feminine tunic so like his Oriental garments in Berlin. Blumhardt did not betray the slightest astonishment at the aspect of his general. In the customary attitude of military erectness, he spoke in his own language while the Count listened with a bored air, meanwhile passing his fingers idly over the keys.
Upon entering the salon, he didn’t immediately recognize His Excellency. He saw a man at the piano wearing nothing but a Japanese dressing gown—a woman’s rose-colored kimono, embroidered with golden birds, that belonged to Chichi. At any other time, he would have burst out laughing at the sight of this scrawny, bony warrior with cruel eyes, his muscular, bracelet-adorned arms sticking out from the loose sleeves. After taking his bath, the Count had postponed putting on his uniform, enjoying the silky feel of the feminine garment that resembled his Oriental outfits in Berlin. Blumhardt showed no signs of surprise at the appearance of his general. Standing in the typical military posture, he spoke in his own language while the Count listened with an air of boredom, absentmindedly playing with the keys.
A shaft of sunlight from a nearby window was enveloping the piano and musician in a halo of gold. Through the window, too, was wafting the poetry of the sunset—the rustling of the leaves, the hushed song of the birds and the hum of the insects whose transparent wings were glowing like sparks in the last rays of the sun. The General, annoyed that his dreaming melancholy should be interrupted by this inopportune visit, cut short the Commandant’s story with a gesture of command and a word . . . one word only. He said no more. He took two puffs from a Turkish cigarette that was slowly scorching the wood of the piano, and again ran his hands over the ivory keys, catching up the broken threads of the vague and tender improvisation inspired by the gloaming.
A beam of sunlight from a nearby window surrounded the piano and the musician in a golden glow. Through the window wafted the beauty of the sunset—the rustling leaves, the soft songs of the birds, and the buzz of the insects whose transparent wings shimmered like sparks in the last rays of the sun. The General, irritated that his reflective mood was disrupted by this unwelcome visit, interrupted the Commandant’s story with a commanding gesture and just one word. He didn’t say anything more. He took two puffs from a Turkish cigarette that was gradually burning the wood of the piano and once again ran his fingers over the ivory keys, picking up the broken threads of the delicate and tender improvisation inspired by dusk.
“Thanks, Your Excellency,” said the gratified Desnoyers, surmising his magnanimous response.
“Thanks, Your Excellency,” said the pleased Desnoyers, guessing his generous response.
The Commandant had disappeared, nor could the Frenchman find him outside the castle. A soldier was pacing up and down near the iron gates in order to transmit commands, and the guards were pushing back with blows from their guns, a screaming group of women and tiny children. The entrance was entirely cleared! undoubtedly the crowds were returning to the village after the General’s pardon. . . . Desnoyers was half way down the avenue when he heard a howling sound composed of many voices, a hair-raising shriek such as only womanly desperation can send forth. At the same time, the air was vibrating with snaps, the loud cracking sound that he knew from the day before. Shots! . . . He imagined that on the other side of the iron railing there were some writhing bodies struggling to escape from powerful arms, and others fleeing with bounds of fear. He saw running toward him a horror-stricken, sobbing woman with her hands to her head. It was the wife of the Keeper who a little while before had joined the desperate group of women.
The Commandant was nowhere to be found, and the Frenchman couldn’t see him outside the castle either. A soldier was pacing near the iron gates to relay commands, while the guards were forcefully pushing away a screaming group of women and small children with blows from their guns. The entrance was completely cleared! It was clear the crowds were heading back to the village after the General’s pardon... Desnoyers was halfway down the avenue when he heard a cacophony of voices, a terrifying scream only a desperately frightened woman could produce. At the same time, the air was filled with sharp snaps, the loud cracking sound he recognized from the previous day. Gunshots!... He imagined that beyond the iron railing, some bodies were thrashing, trying to break free from strong arms, while others were fleeing in sheer terror. He saw a horror-stricken, sobbing woman running toward him with her hands on her head. It was the Keeper’s wife, who had just moments ago joined the desperate group of women.
“Oh, don’t go on, Master,” she called stopping his hurried step. “They have killed him. . . . They have just shot him.”
“Oh, don’t go on, Master,” she called, halting his hurried step. “They’ve killed him... They just shot him.”
Don Marcelo stood rooted to the ground. Shot! . . . and after the General’s pardon! . . . Suddenly he ran back to the castle, hardly knowing what he was doing, and soon reached the salon. His Excellency was still at the piano humming in low tones, his eyes moistened by the poesy of his dreams. But the breathless old gentleman did not stop to listen.
Don Marcelo stood frozen in place. Shot! . . . and after the General’s pardon! . . . Suddenly, he ran back to the castle, barely aware of his actions, and quickly reached the salon. His Excellency was still at the piano, humming softly, his eyes misty from the beauty of his dreams. But the breathless old man didn’t pause to listen.
“They have shot him, Your Excellency. . . . They have just killed him in spite of your order.”
“They shot him, Your Excellency. . . . They just killed him despite your order.”
The smile which crossed the Count’s face immediately informed him of his mistake.
The smile that appeared on the Count's face instantly made him realize his mistake.
“That is war, my dear sir,” said the player, pausing for a moment. “War with its cruel necessities. . . . It is always expedient to destroy the enemy of to-morrow.”
“That is war, my dear sir,” said the player, pausing for a moment. “War with its harsh realities. . . . It’s always practical to eliminate the enemy of tomorrow.”
And with a pedantic air as though he were giving a lesson, he discoursed about the Orientals, great masters of the art of living. One of the personages most admired by him was a certain Sultan of the Turkish conquest who, with his own hands, had strangled the sons of the adversary. “Our foes do not come into the world on horseback and brandishing the lance,” said that hero. “All are born as children, and it is advisable to wipe them from the face of the earth before they grow up.”
And with a know-it-all attitude as if he were teaching a class, he talked about the Easterners, who are great at the art of living. One of the figures he admired most was a Sultan from the Turkish conquest who had personally strangled his enemy's sons. “Our enemies don’t come into the world riding horses and waving weapons,” said that hero. “Everyone is born as a child, and it's better to get rid of them before they grow up.”
Desnoyers listened without taking it in. One thought only was occupying his mind. . . . That man that he had supposed just, that sentimentalist so affected by his own singing, had, between two arpeggios, coldly given the order for death! . . .
Desnoyers listened without really absorbing it. One thought consumed his mind... That man he had believed to be just, that sentimentalist so moved by his own singing, had, between two arpeggios, coldly ordered a death!
The Count made a gesture of impatience. He might retire now, and he counselled him to be more discreet in the future, avoiding mixing himself up in the affairs of the service. Then he turned his back, running his hands over the piano, and giving himself up to harmonious melancholy.
The Count sighed with annoyance. He could leave now, and he advised him to be more careful in the future, steering clear of getting involved in the service's matters. Then he turned away, running his hands over the piano, surrendering himself to a bittersweet melody.
For Don Marcelo there now began an absurd life of the most extraordinary events, an experience which was going to last four days. In his life history, this period represented a long parenthesis of stupefaction, slashed by the most horrible visions.
For Don Marcelo, an absurd life filled with extraordinary events began, an experience that would last four days. In the story of his life, this time marked a long pause of disbelief, interrupted by the most terrifying visions.
Not wishing to meet these men again, he abandoned his own bedroom, taking refuge on the top floor in the servants’ quarters, near the room selected by the Warden and his family. In vain the good woman kept offering him things to eat as the night came on—he had no appetite. He lay stretched out on the bed, preferring to be alone with his thoughts in the dark. When would this martyrdom ever come to an end? . . .
Not wanting to see these men again, he left his own bedroom and took refuge on the top floor in the staff quarters, near the room chosen by the Warden and his family. The kind woman kept trying to offer him food as night fell—but he had no appetite. He lay stretched out on the bed, choosing to be alone with his thoughts in the dark. When would this suffering ever end? . . .
There came into his mind the recollection of a trip which he had made to London some years ago. In his imagination he again saw the British Museum and certain Assyrian bas-reliefs—relics of bestial humanity, which had filled him with terror. The warriors were represented as burning the towns; the prisoners were beheaded in heaps; the pacific countrymen were marching in lines with chains on their necks, forming strings of slaves. Until that moment he had never realized the advance which civilization had made through the centuries. Wars were still breaking out now and then, but they had been regulated by the march of progress. The life of the prisoner was now held sacred; the captured towns must be respected; there existed a complete code of international law to regulate how men should be killed and nations should combat, causing the least possible harm. . . . But now he had just seen the primitive realities of war. The same as that of thousands of years ago! The men with the helmets were proceeding in exactly the same way as those ferocious and perfumed satraps with blue mitre and curled beard. The adversary was shot although not carrying arms; the prisoner died of shot or blow from the gun; the civilian captives were sent in crowds to Germany like those of other centuries. Of what avail was all our so-called Progress? Where was our boasted civilization? . . .
He remembered a trip he took to London a few years back. In his mind, he once again saw the British Museum and specific Assyrian bas-reliefs—remnants of brutal humanity that had terrified him. The warriors were shown burning towns; the prisoners were beheaded in piles; the peaceful farmers were marching in lines with chains around their necks, forming strings of slaves. Until that moment, he had never understood how much civilization had progressed over the centuries. Wars still broke out from time to time, but they were managed by the march of progress. The life of a prisoner was now considered sacred; captured towns had to be respected; there was a complete code of international law to dictate how men should be killed and how nations should fight, minimizing harm as much as possible. . . . But now he had just witnessed the brutal realities of war. Just like thousands of years ago! The men in helmets were acting in exactly the same way as those ruthless, ornate satraps with blue mitres and curled beards. The enemy was shot even if they weren’t armed; the prisoner died from gunfire or blows; civilian captives were sent in crowds to Germany like those of past centuries. What good was all our so-called Progress? Where was our claimed civilization? . . .
He was awakened by the light of a candle in his eyes. The Warden’s wife had come up again to see if he needed anything.
He was awakened by the candlelight in his eyes. The Warden's wife had come up again to check if he needed anything.
“Oh, what a night, Master! Just hear them yelling and singing! The bottles that they have emptied! . . . They are in the dining room. You better not see them. Now they are amusing themselves by breaking the furniture. Even the Count is drunk; drunk, too, is that Commandant that you were talking with, and all the rest. . . . Some of them are dancing half-naked.”
“Oh, what a night, Master! Just listen to them shouting and singing! The bottles they’ve already emptied! . . . They’re in the dining room. You really shouldn’t go see them. Now they’re having fun breaking the furniture. Even the Count is wasted; that Commandant you were talking to is drunk too, along with all the others. . . . Some of them are dancing almost naked.”
She evidently wished to keep quiet about certain details, but her love of talking got the better of her discretion. Some of the officers had dressed themselves up in the hats and gowns of her mistress and were dancing and shouting, imitating feminine seductiveness and affectations. . . . One of them had been greeted with roars of enthusiasm upon presenting himself with no other clothing than a “combination” of Mademoiselle Chichi’s. Many were taking obscene delight in soiling the rugs and filling the sideboard drawers with indescribable filth, using the finest linens that they could lay their hands on.
She clearly wanted to keep some details to herself, but her love for talking got the better of her discretion. Some of the officers had dressed up in the hats and gowns of her mistress and were dancing and shouting, pretending to be seductive and exaggeratedly feminine. . . . One of them received loud cheers when he showed up wearing nothing but a “combination” of Mademoiselle Chichi’s. Many were taking obscene pleasure in dirtying the rugs and stuffing the sideboard drawers with unimaginable filth, using the finest linens they could find.
Her master silenced her peremptorily. Why tell him such vile, disgusting things? . . .
Her master shut her down firmly. Why share such awful, disgusting things? . . .
“And we are obliged to wait on them!” wailed the woman. “They are beside themselves; they appear like different beings. The soldiers are saying that they are going to resume their march at daybreak. There is a great battle on, and they are going to win it; but it is necessary that everyone of them should fight in it. . . . My poor, sick husband just can’t stand it any longer. So many humiliations . . . and my little girl . . . . My little girl!”
“And we have to wait for them!” the woman cried. “They’re out of their minds; they seem like completely different people. The soldiers are saying they’ll start marching again at dawn. There’s a huge battle happening, and they’re going to win it; but it’s essential that every single one of them fights in it... My poor, sick husband just can’t take it anymore. So many humiliations... and my little girl... My little girl!”
The child was her greatest anxiety. She had her well hidden away, but she was watching uneasily the goings and comings of some of these men maddened with alcohol. The most terrible of them all was that fat officer who had patted Georgette so paternally.
The child was her biggest worry. She had her well hidden away, but she was watching nervously the comings and goings of some of these men driven crazy by alcohol. The worst of them all was that overweight officer who had patted Georgette so affectionately.
Apprehension for her daughter’s safety made her hurry restlessly away, saying over and over:
Apprehension for her daughter’s safety made her hurry anxiously away, saying over and over:
“God has forgotten the world. . . . Ay, what is ever going to become of us!”
“God has forgotten the world... Oh, what is going to happen to us!”
Don Marcelo was now tinglingly awake. Through the open window was blowing the clear night air. The cannonading was still going on, prolonging the conflict way into the night. Below the castle the soldiers were intoning a slow and melodious chant that sounded like a psalm. From the interior of the edifice rose the whoopings of brutal laughter, the crash of breaking furniture, and the mad chase of dissolute pursuit. When would this diabolical orgy ever wear itself down? . . . For a long time he was not at all sleepy, but was gradually losing consciousness of what was going on around him when he was roused with a start. Near him, on the same floor, a door had fallen with a crash, unable to resist a succession of formidable batterings. This was followed immediately by the screams of a woman, weeping, desperate supplications, the noise of a struggle, reeling steps, and the thud of bodies against the wall. He had a presentiment that it was Georgette shrieking and trying to defend herself. Before he could put his feet to the floor he heard a man’s voice, which he was sure was the Keeper’s; she was safe.
Don Marcelo was now wide awake. The clear night air was blowing in through the open window. The cannon fire was still going, extending the conflict late into the night. Below the castle, the soldiers were singing a slow and melodic chant that sounded like a psalm. From inside the building came the sounds of harsh laughter, furniture breaking, and a chaotic chase. When would this hellish party ever come to an end? . . . For a long time, he wasn’t feeling sleepy at all, but he was slowly becoming less aware of what was happening around him when he was jolted awake. Nearby, on the same floor, a door had fallen with a loud crash, unable to withstand a series of powerful blows. This was followed by the screams of a woman, desperate pleas, the sounds of a struggle, unsteady footsteps, and the sound of bodies hitting the wall. He had a feeling it was Georgette screaming and trying to defend herself. Before he could get out of bed, he heard a man’s voice, which he was sure was the Keeper’s; she was safe.
“Ah, you villain!” . . .
“Ah, you villain!” . . .
Then the outbreak of a second struggle . . . a shot . . . silence!
Then the start of a second fight . . . a gunshot . . . silence!
Rushing down the hallway that ended at the stairway Desnoyers saw lights, and many men who came trooping up the stairs, bounding over several steps at a time. He almost fell over a body from which escaped a groan of agony. At his feet lay the Warden, his chest moving like a pair of bellows, his eyes glassy and unnaturally distended, his mouth covered with blood. . . . Near him glistened a kitchen knife. Then he saw a man with a revolver in one hand, and holding shut with the other a broken door that someone was trying to open from within. Don Marcelo recognized him, in spite of his greenish pallor and wild look. It was Blumhardt—another Blumhardt with a bestial expression of terrifying ferocity and lust.
Rushing down the hallway that led to the staircase, Desnoyers saw lights and a group of men charging up the stairs, skipping several steps at a time. He nearly tripped over a body that let out a groan of agony. At his feet lay the Warden, his chest heaving like bellows, his eyes glassy and unnaturally bulging, his mouth smeared with blood. . . . Nearby, a kitchen knife gleamed. Then he spotted a man with a revolver in one hand, while using the other to hold a broken door shut against someone trying to push it open from inside. Don Marcelo recognized him despite his greenish pallor and frantic expression. It was Blumhardt—another Blumhardt with a savage look of terrifying rage and desire.
Don Marcelo could see clearly how it had all happened—the debauchee rushing through the castle in search of his prey, the anxious father in close pursuit, the cries of the girl, the unequal struggle between the consumptive with his emergency weapon and the warrior triumphant. The fury of his youth awoke in the old Frenchman, sweeping everything before it. What did it matter if he did die? . . .
Don Marcelo could see clearly how it all went down—the party guy rushing through the castle looking for his target, the worried father close behind, the girl's screams, the unfair fight between the sick guy with a desperate weapon and the victorious warrior. The anger of his youth surged back in the old Frenchman, pushing everything aside. What did it matter if he did die? . . .
“Ah, you villain!” he yelled, as the poor father had done.
“Ah, you scoundrel!” he shouted, just like the desperate father had.
And with clenched fists he marched up to the German, who smiled coldly and held his revolver to his eyes. He was just going to shoot him . . . but at that instant Desnoyers fell to the floor, knocked down by those who were leaping up the stairs. He received many blows, the heavy boots of the invaders hammering him with their heels. He felt a hot stream pouring over his face. Blood! . . . He did not know whether it was his own or that of the palpitating mortal slowly dying beside him. Then he found himself lifted from the floor by many hands which pushed him toward a man. It was His Excellency, with his uniform burst open and smelling of wine. Eyes and voice were both trembling.
And with his fists clenched, he charged at the German, who smiled coldly and aimed his revolver at him. He was about to pull the trigger... but just then, Desnoyers collapsed to the ground, knocked down by those rushing up the stairs. He took multiple hits, the heavy boots of the invaders stomping down on him. He felt a hot fluid streaming down his face. Blood! ... He couldn't tell if it was his own or that of the dying person next to him. Then, he found himself being lifted off the floor by several hands that pushed him toward a man. It was His Excellency, his uniform torn open and smelling of alcohol. Both his eyes and voice were shaking.
“My dear sir,” he stuttered, trying to recover this suave irony, “I warned you not to interfere in our affairs and you have not obeyed me. You may now take the consequences of your lack of discretion.”
“My dear sir,” he stammered, attempting to regain his cool irony, “I told you not to get involved in our matters, and you didn’t listen. Now you’ll face the consequences of your poor judgment.”
He gave an order, and the old man felt himself pushed downstairs to the cellars underneath the castle. Those conducting him were soldiers under the command of a petty officer whom he recognized as the Socialist. This young professor was the only one sober, but he maintained himself erect and unapproachable with the ferocity of discipline.
He gave an order, and the old man felt himself pushed down the stairs to the cellars under the castle. The ones leading him were soldiers under a petty officer he recognized as the Socialist. This young professor was the only one sober, but he stood tall and unapproachable with a fierce sense of discipline.
He put his prisoner into an arched vault without any breathing-place except a tiny window on a level with the floor. Many broken bottles and chests with some straw were all that was in the cave.
He placed his prisoner in an arched vault with no way to breathe except for a small window at floor level. The only things in the cave were several broken bottles and chests filled with some straw.
“You have insulted a head officer!” said the official roughly, “and they will probably shoot you to-morrow. Your only salvation lies in the continuance of the revels, in which case they may forget you.”
“You've disrespected a high-ranking officer!” the official said harshly, “and they’ll probably execute you tomorrow. Your only hope is that the celebrations keep going; if they do, they might overlook you.”
As the door of this sub-cellar was broken, like all the others in the building, a pile of boxes and furniture was heaped in the entrance way.
As the door to this sub-cellar was broken, just like all the others in the building, a stack of boxes and furniture was piled up in the entrance.
Don Marcelo passed the rest of the night tormented with the cold—the only thing which worried him just then. He had abandoned all hope of life; even the images of his family seemed blotted from his memory. He worked in the dark in order to make himself more comfortable on the chests, burrowing down into the straw for the sake of its heat. When the morning breeze began to sift in through the little window he fell slowly into a heavy, overpowering sleep, like that of criminals condemned to death, or duellists before the fatal morning. He thought he heard shouts in German, the galloping of horses, a distant sound of tattoo and whistle such as the battalions of the invaders made with their fifes and drums. . . . Then he lost all consciousness of his surroundings.
Don Marcelo spent the rest of the night shivering from the cold—the only thing that concerned him at that moment. He had given up all hope of living; even the memories of his family felt erased from his mind. He worked in the dark to make himself more comfortable on the chests, burrowing into the straw for its warmth. As the morning breeze began to filter through the small window, he slowly fell into a deep, overwhelming sleep, like that of criminals waiting for execution or duelists before the fatal morning. He thought he heard shouts in German, the sound of galloping horses, and a distant tattoo and whistle similar to what the invading battalions made with their fifes and drums... Then he lost all awareness of his surroundings.
On opening his eyes again a ray of sunlight, slipping through the window, was tracing a little golden square on the wall, giving a regal splendor to the hanging cobwebs. Somebody was removing the barricade before the door. A woman’s voice, timid and distressed, was calling repeatedly:
On opening his eyes again, a ray of sunlight coming through the window was creating a small golden square on the wall, giving a royal shine to the hanging cobwebs. Someone was taking down the barricade in front of the door. A woman’s voice, soft and anxious, was calling out repeatedly:
“Master, are you here?”
“Master, are you around?”
He sprang up quickly, wishing to aid the worker outside, and pushing vigorously. He thought that the invaders must have left. In no other way could he imagine the Warden’s wife daring to try to get him out of his cell.
He jumped up quickly, wanting to help the worker outside, and pushed with determination. He figured that the invaders must have left. Otherwise, he couldn't understand why the Warden's wife would risk trying to get him out of his cell.
“Yes, they have gone,” she said. “Nobody is left in the castle.”
“Yes, they have left,” she said. “No one is left in the castle.”
As soon as he was able to get out Don Marcelo looked inquiringly at the woman with her bloodshot eyes, dishevelled hair and sorrow-drawn face. The night had weighed her down pitilessly with the pressure of many years. All the energy with which she had been working to free Desnoyers disappeared on seeing him again. “Oh, Master . . . Master,” she moaned convulsively; and she flung herself into his arms, bursting into tears.
As soon as he managed to get up, Don Marcelo looked at the woman with her red-rimmed eyes, messy hair, and a face marked by grief. The night had undeniably taken a toll on her, burdening her with the weight of many years. All the strength she had summoned to free Desnoyers vanished the moment she saw him again. “Oh, Master . . . Master,” she sobbed, and she threw herself into his arms, breaking down in tears.
Don Marcelo did not need to ask anything further; he dreaded to know the truth. Nevertheless, he asked after her husband. Now that he was awake and free, he cherished the fleeting hope that what he had gone through the night before was but another of his nightmares. Perhaps the poor man was still living. . . .
Don Marcelo didn’t need to ask anything else; he feared knowing the truth. Still, he inquired about her husband. Now that he was awake and free, he held onto the faint hope that what he experienced the night before was just another nightmare. Maybe the poor guy was still alive…
“They killed him, Monsieur. That man who seemed so good murdered him. . . . And I don’t know where his body is; nobody will tell me.”
“They killed him, sir. That guy who seemed so nice murdered him. . . . And I have no idea where his body is; no one will tell me.”
She had a suspicion that the corpse was in the fosse. The green and tranquil waters had closed mysteriously over this victim of the night. . . . Desnoyers suspected that another sorrow was troubling the mother still more, but he kept modestly silent. It was she who finally spoke, between outbursts of grief. . . . Georgette was now in the lodge. Horror-stricken and shuddering, she had fled there when the invaders had left the castle. They had kept her in their power until the last minute.
She suspected that the body was in the ditch. The green and calm waters had mysteriously covered this victim of the night. . . . Desnoyers thought that another sorrow was bothering the mother even more, but he stayed quietly modest. It was her who finally broke the silence, amidst her bursts of grief. . . . Georgette was now in the lodge. Terrified and trembling, she had rushed there when the intruders had left the castle. They had held her captive until the very last moment.
“Oh, Master, don’t look at her. . . . She is trembling and sobbing at the thought that you may speak with her about what she has gone through. She is almost out of her mind. She longs to die! Ay, my little girl! . . . And is there no one who will punish these monsters?”
“Oh, Master, please don’t look at her. . . . She’s shaking and crying at the thought that you might talk to her about what she’s been through. She’s almost lost her mind. She wishes she could die! Oh, my little girl! . . . Is there really no one who will punish these monsters?”
They had come up from the cellars and crossed the bridge, the woman looking fixedly into the silent waters. The dead body of a swan was floating upon them. Before their departure, while their horses were being saddled, two officers had amused themselves by chasing with revolver shots the birds swimming in the moat. The aquatic plants were spotted with blood; among the leaves were floating some tufts of limp white plumage like a bit of washing escaped from the hands of a laundress.
They had come up from the cellars and crossed the bridge, the woman staring intently at the still waters. The dead body of a swan was floating on the surface. Before they left, while their horses were being saddled, two officers had entertained themselves by shooting at the birds swimming in the moat. The water plants were stained with blood; among the leaves were some clumps of limp white feathers like a piece of laundry that had slipped from a laundress's hands.
Don Marcelo and the woman exchanged a compassionate glance, and then looked pityingly at each other as the sunlight brought out more strongly their aging, wan appearance.
Don Marcelo and the woman shared a sympathetic look, then regarded each other with pity as the sunlight highlighted their aging, pale faces.
The passing of these people had destroyed everything. There was no food left in the castle except some crusts of dry bread forgotten in the kitchen. “And we have to live, Monsieur!” exclaimed the woman with reviving energy as she thought of her daughter’s need. “We have to live, if only to see how God punishes them!” The old man shrugged his shoulders in despair; God? . . . But the woman was right; they had to live.
The loss of these people had ruined everything. There was no food left in the castle except for some crusts of dry bread left behind in the kitchen. “And we have to live, Monsieur!” the woman exclaimed with renewed energy as she thought about her daughter's needs. “We have to live, if only to see how God punishes them!” The old man shrugged in despair; God? . . . But the woman was right; they had to live.
With the famished audacity of his early youth, when he was travelling over boundless tracts of land, driving his herds of cattle, he now rushed outside the park, hunting for some form of sustenance. He saw the valley, fair and green, basking in the sun; the groups of trees, the plots of yellowish soil with the hard spikes of stubble; the hedges in which the birds were singing—all the summer splendor of a countryside developed and cultivated during fifteen centuries by dozens and dozens of generations. And yet—here he was alone at the mercy of chance, likely to perish with hunger—more alone than when he was crossing the towering heights of the Andes—those irregular slopes of rocks and snow wrapped in endless silence, only broken from time to time by the flapping of the condor’s wings. Nobody. . . . His gaze could not distinguish a single movable point—everything fixed, motionless, crystallized, as though contracted with fear before the peals of thunder which were still rumbling around the horizon.
With the boldness of his youth, when he traveled across vast lands herding cattle, he now dashed out of the park, searching for something to eat. He saw the valley, lush and green, soaking up the sun; the clusters of trees, the patches of yellowish soil with the tough spikes of stubble; the hedges filled with singing birds—all the summer beauty of a countryside shaped and nurtured over fifteen centuries by countless generations. And yet—here he was, alone and at the mercy of fate, likely to starve—more alone than when he was scaling the towering heights of the Andes—those uneven slopes of rocks and snow engulfed in silent isolation, only occasionally interrupted by the sound of a condor’s wings. Nobody. . . . His eyes couldn’t spot a single moving figure—everything was still, frozen, as if paralyzed with fear from the thunder that still echoed around the horizon.
He went on toward the village—a mass of black walls with a few houses still intact, and a roofless bell tower with its cross twisted by fire. Nobody in the streets sown with bottles, charred chunks of wood, and soot-covered rubbish. The dead bodies had disappeared, but a nauseating smell of decomposing and burned flesh assailed his nostrils. He saw a mound of earth where the shooting had taken place, and from it were protruding two feet and a hand. At his approach several black forms flew up into the air from a trench so shallow that the bodies within were exposed to view. A whirring of stiff wings beat the air above him, flying off with the croakings of wrath. He explored every nook and corner, even approaching the place where the troopers had erected their barricade. The carts were still by the roadside.
He walked toward the village—a cluster of blackened walls with a few houses still standing, and a roofless bell tower with its cross twisted by fire. The streets were scattered with bottles, burned pieces of wood, and soot-covered debris. The dead bodies were gone, but a disgusting smell of decaying and burned flesh hit his nose. He noticed a mound of dirt where the shooting had happened, with two feet and a hand sticking out of it. As he got closer, several dark shapes flew up into the air from a trench so shallow that the bodies inside were visible. A buzzing of stiff wings filled the air above him, leaving behind croaks of anger. He searched every nook and cranny, even getting close to where the soldiers had set up their barricade. The carts were still by the roadside.
He then retraced his steps, calling out before the least injured houses, and putting his head through the doors and windows that were unobstructed or but half consumed. Was nobody left in Villeblanche? He descried among the ruins something advancing on all fours, a species of reptile that stopped its crawling with movements of hesitation and fear, ready to retreat or slip into its hole under the ruins. Suddenly the creature stopped and stood up. It was a man, an old man. Other human larvae were coming forth conjured by his shouts—poor beings who hours ago had given up the standing position which would have attracted the bullets of the enemy, and had been enviously imitating the lower organisms, squirming through the dirt as fast as they could scurry into the bosom of the earth. They were mostly women and children, all filthy and black, with snarled hair, the fierceness of animal appetite in their eyes—the faintness of the weak animal in their hanging jaws. They were all living hidden in the ruins of their homes. Fear had made them temporarily forget their hunger, but finding that the enemy had gone, they were suddenly assailed by all necessitous demands, intensified by hours of anguish.
He then retraced his steps, calling out before the least damaged houses, and sticking his head through the doors and windows that were unobstructed or only half destroyed. Was nobody left in Villeblanche? He spotted something moving on all fours among the ruins, a kind of reptile that paused with a mix of hesitation and fear, ready to retreat or scurry into its hole beneath the rubble. Suddenly, the creature stopped and stood up. It was a man, an old man. Other human figures began to emerge, summoned by his shouts—poor souls who hours ago had given up standing to avoid enemy bullets and had been mimicking lower creatures, squirming through the dirt as quickly as they could to hide in the earth. They were mostly women and children, all filthy and blackened, with matted hair, the fierce hunger of animals in their eyes—the weakness of a wounded animal in their sagging jaws. They were all living concealed in the ruins of their homes. Fear had made them temporarily forget their hunger, but now that they realized the enemy was gone, they were suddenly overwhelmed by all their pressing needs, intensified by hours of suffering.
Desnoyers felt as though he were surrounded by a tribe of brutalized and famished Indians like those he had often seen in his adventurous voyages. He had brought with him from Paris a quantity of gold pieces, and he pulled out a coin which glittered in the sun. Bread was needed, everything eatable was needed; he would pay without haggling.
Desnoyers felt like he was surrounded by a tribe of brutalized and starving Indians, similar to those he had often encountered on his adventurous journeys. He had brought a stash of gold coins from Paris and pulled out a coin that shone in the sunlight. They needed bread; everything edible was needed; he would pay without questioning the price.
The flash of gold aroused looks of enthusiasm and greediness, but this impression was short-lived, all eyes contemplating the yellow discs with indifference. Don Marcelo was himself convinced that the miraculous charm had lost its power. They all chanted a chorus of sorrow and horrors with slow and plaintive voice, as though they stood weeping before a bier: “Monsieur, they have killed my husband.” . . . “Monsieur, my sons! Two of them are missing.” . . . “Monsieur, they have taken all the men prisoners: they say it is to work the land in Germany.” . . . “Monsieur, bread! . . . My little ones are dying of hunger!”
The flash of gold sparked looks of excitement and greed, but that feeling was short-lived, as everyone’s gaze fell on the yellow discs with indifference. Don Marcelo was convinced that the miraculous charm had lost its appeal. They all sang a sorrowful and haunting tune in a slow, mournful voice, as if they were grieving at a funeral: “Sir, they’ve killed my husband.” . . . “Sir, my sons! Two of them are missing.” . . . “Sir, they’ve taken all the men prisoner: they say it’s to work the land in Germany.” . . . “Sir, bread! . . . My little ones are starving!”
One woman was lamenting something worse than death. “My girl! . . . My poor girl!” Her look of hatred and wild desperation revealed the secret tragedy; her outcries and tears recalled that other mother who was sobbing in the same way up at the castle. In the depths of some cave, was lying the victim, half-dead with fatigue, shaken with a wild delirium in which she still saw the succession of brutal faces, inflamed with simian passion.
One woman was mourning something worse than death. “My girl! . . . My poor girl!” The look of hatred and wild desperation on her face revealed the hidden tragedy; her cries and tears reminded everyone of another mother who was sobbing in the same way up at the castle. In the depths of some cave, the victim lay half-dead from exhaustion, caught in a wild delirium where she still saw the series of brutal faces, filled with primal rage.
The miserable group, forming themselves into a circle around him, stretched out their hands beseechingly toward the man whom they knew to be so very rich. The women showed him the death-pallor on the faces of their scarcely breathing babies, their eyes glazed with starvation. “Bread! . . . bread!” they implored, as though he could work a miracle. He gave to one mother the gold piece that he had in his hand and distributed more to the others. They took them without looking at them, and continued their lament, “Bread! . . . Bread!” And he had gone to the village to make the same supplication! . . . He fled, recognizing the uselessness of his efforts.
The pitiful group gathered in a circle around him, extending their hands in a desperate plea toward the man they knew was very wealthy. The women displayed the deathly pallor on their barely breathing babies’ faces, their eyes clouded with hunger. “Bread! . . . bread!” they begged, as if he could perform a miracle. He handed one mother the gold coin he had and gave more to the others. They took them without even looking and kept crying out, “Bread! . . . Bread!” And he had gone to the village to make the same plea! . . . He ran away, realizing that his efforts were futile.
CHAPTER VI
THE BANNER OF THE RED CROSS
Returning in desperation to his estate, Don Marcelo Desnoyers saw huge automobiles and men on horseback, forming a very long convoy and completely filling the road. They were all going in his direction. At the entrance to the park a band of Germans was putting up the wires for a telephone line. They had just been reconnoitering the rooms befouled with the night’s saturnalia, and were ha-haing boisterously over Captain von Hartrott’s inscription, “Bitte, nicht plundern.” To them it seemed the acme of wit—truly Teutonic.
Returning in desperation to his estate, Don Marcelo Desnoyers saw large cars and men on horseback, forming a very long convoy that completely filled the road. They were all heading in his direction. At the entrance to the park, a group of Germans was setting up wires for a telephone line. They had just been checking out the rooms messed up from the night’s partying, and were laughing loudly over Captain von Hartrott’s sign, “Please, do not loot.” To them, it seemed like the height of humor—truly Teutonic.
The convoy now invaded the park with its automobiles and trucks bearing a red cross. A war hospital was going to be established in the castle. The doctors were dressed in grayish green and armed the same as the officers; they also imitated their freezing hauteur and repellent unapproachableness. There came out of the drays hundreds of folding cots, which were placed in rows in the different rooms. The furniture that still remained was thrown out in a heap under the trees. Squads of soldiers were obeying with mechanical promptitude the brief and imperious orders. An odor of an apothecary shop, of concentrated drugs, now pervaded the quarters, mixed with the strong smell of the antiseptics with which they were sprinkling the walls in order to disinfect the filthy remains of the nocturnal orgy.
The convoy now surged into the park with its cars and trucks marked with a red cross. A war hospital was set to be established in the castle. The doctors were dressed in grayish-green uniforms and were equipped just like the officers; they also adopted their cold superiority and unapproachable demeanor. From the trucks came hundreds of folding cots, which were arranged in rows in the various rooms. The remaining furniture was tossed into a pile under the trees. Squads of soldiers were following the brief and commanding orders with mechanical precision. An odor reminiscent of a pharmacy, filled with concentrated drugs, filled the area, mixed with the strong scent of antiseptics that they were using to disinfect the filthy remnants of the night’s debauchery.
Then he saw women clad in white, buxom girls with blue eyes and flaxen hair. They were grave, bland, austere and implacable in appearance. Several times they pushed Desnoyers out of their way as if they did not see him. They looked like nuns, but with revolvers under their habits.
Then he saw women dressed in white, curvy girls with blue eyes and blonde hair. They looked serious, indifferent, strict, and unyielding. Several times they shoved Desnoyers aside as if he wasn’t even there. They resembled nuns, but with guns hidden beneath their robes.
At midday other automobiles began to arrive, attracted by the enormous white flag with the red cross, which was now waving from the castle tower. They came from the division battling beyond the Marne. Their metal fittings were dented by projectiles, their wind-shields broken by star-shaped holes. From their interiors appeared men and more men; some on foot, others on canvas stretchers—faces pale and rubicund, profiles aquiline and snubby, red heads and skulls wrapped in white turbans stiff with blood; mouths that laughed with bravado and mouths that groaned with bluish lips; jaws supported with mummy-like bandages; giants in agony whose wounds were not apparent; shapeless forms ending in a head that talked and smoked; legs with hanging flesh that was dyeing the First Aid wrappings with their red moisture; arms that hung as inert as dead boughs; torn uniforms in which were conspicuous the tragic vacancies of absent members.
At noon, more cars started to arrive, drawn in by the huge white flag with the red cross that was now flying from the castle tower. They came from the division fighting beyond the Marne. Their metal parts were dented from shells, and their windshields were shattered with star-shaped holes. Men of all kinds emerged from inside; some on foot, others on canvas stretchers—faces pale or flushed, sharp and flat profiles, heads and skulls wrapped in white bandages stiff with blood; some mouths laughed confidently while others groaned with bluish lips; jaws propped up with bandages that looked like mummies; huge figures in pain whose injuries weren’t obvious; shapeless bodies ending in a head that talked and smoked; legs with hanging flesh that stained the first aid wrappings with their red fluid; arms that hung limply like dead branches; torn uniforms with visible tragic gaps where limbs used to be.
This avalanche of suffering was quickly distributed throughout the castle. In a few hours it was so completely filled that there was not a vacant bed—the last arrivals being laid in the shadow of the trees. The telephones were ringing incessantly; the surgeons in coarse aprons were going from one side to the other, working rapidly; human life was submitted to savage proceedings with roughness and celerity. Those who died under it simply left one more cot free for the others that kept on coming. Desnoyers saw bloody baskets filled with shapeless masses of flesh, strips of skin, broken bones, entire limbs. The orderlies were carrying these terrible remnants to the foot of the park in order to bury them in a little plot which had been Chichi’s favorite reading nook.
This flood of suffering quickly spread throughout the castle. In just a few hours, it was so completely full that there wasn’t a single empty bed—the last arrivals were laid in the shade of the trees. The phones were ringing non-stop; the surgeons in their scrubs were moving back and forth, working quickly; human life was subjected to brutal procedures with roughness and speed. Those who died just left another bed open for the others who kept arriving. Desnoyers saw bloody baskets filled with shapeless chunks of flesh, strips of skin, broken bones, and whole limbs. The orderlies were taking these grim remains to the edge of the park to bury them in a small area that had been Chichi’s favorite reading spot.
Pairs of soldiers were carrying out objects wrapped in sheets which the owner recognized as his. These were the dead, and the park was soon converted into a cemetery. No longer was the little retreat large enough to hold the corpses and the severed remains from the operations. New grave trenches were being opened near by. The Germans armed with shovels were pressing into service a dozen of the farmer-prisoners to aid in unloading the dead. Now they were bringing them down by the cartload, dumping them in like the rubbish from some demolished building. Don Marcelo felt an abnormal delight in contemplating this increasing number of vanquished enemies, yet he grieved at the same time that this precipitation of intruders should be deposited forever on his property.
Pairs of soldiers were carrying objects wrapped in sheets that the owner recognized as his. These were the dead, and the park was quickly turned into a cemetery. The small retreat was no longer big enough to hold the corpses and the severed remains from the operations. New grave trenches were being dug nearby. The Germans, armed with shovels, pressed a dozen farmer-prisoners into service to help with unloading the dead. Now they were bringing them down by the cartload, dumping them in like rubbish from a demolished building. Don Marcelo felt an unusual pleasure in watching this increasing number of defeated enemies, yet he also mourned that this influx of intruders would be buried forever on his land.
At nightfall, overwhelmed by so many emotions, he again suffered the torments of hunger. All day long he had eaten nothing but the crust of bread found in the kitchen by the Warden’s wife. The rest he had left for her and her daughter. A distress as harrowing to him as his hunger was the sight of poor Georgette’s shocked despondency. She was always trying to escape from his presence in an agony of shame.
At nightfall, flooded with so many emotions, he once again felt the sting of hunger. All day, he had eaten nothing but the leftover crust of bread he found in the kitchen, left there by the Warden’s wife. He saved the rest for her and her daughter. Just as painful as his hunger was the sight of poor Georgette’s shocked sadness. She always seemed to want to distance herself from him, struggling with her feelings of shame.
“Don’t let the Master see me!” she would cry, hiding her face. Since his presence seemed to recall more vividly the memory of her assaults, Desnoyers tried, while in the lodge, to avoid going near her.
“Don’t let the Master see me!” she would cry, hiding her face. Since his presence seemed to bring back the memory of her attacks more clearly, Desnoyers tried to keep his distance from her while in the lodge.
Desperate with the gnawings of his empty stomach, he accosted several doctors who were speaking French, but all in vain. They would not listen to him, and when he repeated his petitions they pushed him roughly out of their way. . . . He was not going to perish with hunger in the midst of his riches! Those people were eating; the indifferent nurses had established themselves in his kitchen. . . . But the time passed on without encountering anybody who would take pity on this old man dragging himself weakly from one place to another, in the misery of an old age intensified by despair, and suffering in every part of the body, the results of the blows of the night before. He now knew the gnawings of a hunger far worse than that which he had suffered when journeying over the desert plains—a hunger among men, in a civilized country, wearing a belt filled with gold, surrounded with towers and castle halls which were his, but in the control of others who would not condescend to listen to him. And for this piteous ending of his life he had amassed millions and returned to Europe! . . . Ah, the irony of fate! . . .
Desperate from the pangs of his empty stomach, he confronted several doctors speaking French, but it was all in vain. They wouldn't pay attention to him, and when he repeated his pleas, they roughly pushed him aside. . . . He wasn’t going to starve in the middle of his wealth! Those people were eating; the indifferent nurses had taken over his kitchen. . . . But time went by without him encountering anyone who would show compassion for this old man weakly dragging himself from one place to another, suffering the misery of an old age made worse by despair and aches from the blows he endured the night before. He now understood a hunger far more intense than what he experienced while crossing the desert—hunger in the company of people, in a civilized country, wearing a belt full of gold, surrounded by towers and castle halls that were his, yet under the control of others who wouldn’t even bother to listen to him. And for this tragic ending to his life, he had gathered millions and returned to Europe! . . . Ah, the irony of fate! . . .
He saw a doctor’s assistant leaning up against a tree, about to devour a slab of bread and sausage. His envious eyes scrutinized this fellow, tall, thick-set, his jaws bristling with a great red beard. The trembling old man staggered up to him, begging for the food by signs and holding out a piece of money. The German’s eyes glistened at the sight of the gold, and a beatific smile stretched his mouth from ear to ear.
He spotted a doctor's assistant leaning against a tree, getting ready to devour a chunk of bread and sausage. His jealous eyes examined this guy, who was tall and broad, with a bushy red beard. The shaking old man stumbled over to him, gesturing for the food and holding out a coin. The German's eyes sparkled at the sight of the gold, and a blissful smile spread across his face from ear to ear.
“Ya,” he responded, and grabbing the money, he handed over the food.
“Yeah,” he replied, and taking the money, he gave over the food.
Don Marcelo commenced to swallow it with avidity. Never had he so appreciated the sheer ecstasy of eating as at that instant—in the midst of his gardens converted into a cemetery, before his despoiled castle where hundreds of human beings were groaning in agony. A grayish arm passed before his eyes; it belonged to the German, who had returned with two slices of bread and a bit of meat snatched from the kitchen. He repeated his smirking “Ya?” . . . and after his victim had secured it by means of another gold coin, he was able to take it to the two women hidden in the cottage.
Don Marcelo started to eat it with enthusiasm. Never had he enjoyed the pure pleasure of eating as much as in that moment—in the middle of his gardens turned into a graveyard, in front of his plundered castle where hundreds of people were groaning in pain. A grayish arm appeared in front of him; it belonged to the German, who had returned with two slices of bread and a piece of meat taken from the kitchen. He repeated his smirking “Ya?”... and after his victim secured it with another gold coin, he was able to bring it to the two women hiding in the cottage.
During the night—a night of painful watching, cut with visions of horror, it seemed to him that the roar of the artillery was coming nearer. It was a scarcely perceptible difference, perhaps the effect of the silence of the night which always intensifies sound. The ambulances continued coming from the front, discharging their cargoes of riddled humanity and going back for more. Desnoyers surmised that his castle was but one of the many hospitals established in a line of more than eighty miles, and that on the other side, behind the French, were many similar ones in which the same activity was going on—the consignments of dying men succeeding each other with terrifying frequency. Many of the combatants were not even having the satisfaction of being taken from the battle field, but were lying groaning on the ground, burying their bleeding members in the dust or mud, and weltering in the ooze from their wounds. . . . And Don Marcelo, who a few hours before had been considering himself the unhappiest of mortals, now experienced a cruel joy in reflecting that so many thousands of vigorous men at the point of death could well envy him for his hale old age, and for the tranquillity with which he was reposing on that humble bed.
During the night—a night of painful watching, filled with visions of horror—it seemed to him that the roar of the artillery was getting closer. It was a barely noticeable change, maybe the result of the night’s silence amplifying sounds. The ambulances kept coming from the front, unloading their loads of broken humanity and heading back for more. Desnoyers guessed that his castle was just one of many hospitals stretched out over more than eighty miles, and that on the other side, behind the French, there were many similar facilities where the same frantic activity was occurring—the deliveries of dying men happening one after another with terrifying frequency. Many of the fighters weren’t even getting the satisfaction of being taken from the battlefield but were lying there moaning on the ground, burying their bleeding limbs in the dust or mud, and wallowing in the muck from their wounds. . . . And Don Marcelo, who just hours earlier had thought of himself as the unluckiest person alive, now felt a cruel joy in realizing that so many thousands of strong men on the verge of death could easily envy him for his robust old age and the serenity with which he was resting on that humble bed.
The next morning the orderly was waiting for him in the same place, holding out a napkin filled with eatables. Good red-bearded man, helpful and kind! . . . and he offered him the piece of gold.
The next morning, the orderly was waiting for him in the same spot, holding out a napkin filled with food. Good, kind man with the red beard! . . . and he offered him the gold piece.
“Nein,” replied the fellow, with a broad, malicious grin. Two gleaming gold pieces appeared between Don Marcelo’s fingers. Another leering “Nein” and a shake of the head. Ah, the robber! How he was taking advantage of his necessity! . . . And not until he had produced five gold coins was he able to secure the package.
“No,” replied the guy, with a wide, sneaky grin. Two shiny gold coins appeared between Don Marcelo’s fingers. Another mocking “No” and a shake of the head. Ah, the thief! How he was exploiting his desperation! . . . And he didn’t get the package until he had pulled out five gold coins.
He soon began to notice all around him a silent and sly conspiracy to get possession of his money. A giant in a sergeant’s uniform put a shovel in his hand pushing him roughly forward. He soon found himself in a corner of the park that had been transformed into a graveyard, near the cart of cadavers; there he had to shovel dirt on his own ground in company with the indignant prisoners.
He quickly started to realize that there was a silent and sneaky plan all around him to take his money. A huge guy in a sergeant's uniform shoved a shovel into his hands and pushed him hard forward. Before long, he found himself in a part of the park that had been turned into a graveyard, next to a cart of corpses; there, he had to shovel dirt on his own ground alongside the angry prisoners.
He averted his eyes so as not to look at the rigid and grotesque bodies piled above him at the edge of the pit, ready to be tumbled in. The ground was sending forth an insufferable odor, for decomposition had already set in in the nearby trenches. The persistence with which his overseers accosted him, and the crafty smile of the sergeant made him see through the deep-laid scheme. The red-beard must be at the bottom of all this. Putting his hand in his pocket he dropped the shovel with a look of interrogation. “Ya,” replied the sergeant. After handing over the required sum, the tormented old man was permitted to stop grave-digging and wander around at his pleasure; he knew, however, what was probably in store for him—those men were going to submit him to a merciless exploitation.
He looked away to avoid seeing the stiff and twisted bodies piled up above him at the edge of the pit, ready to be dumped in. The ground was giving off a terrible smell since decomposition had already started in the nearby trenches. The way his overseers confronted him and the sly grin of the sergeant made him realize the well-planned scheme behind it all. The red-beard must be behind this. Putting his hand in his pocket, he dropped the shovel with a questioning look. “Yeah,” replied the sergeant. After handing over the required amount, the distressed old man was allowed to stop digging graves and roam around as he liked; he knew, however, what was likely in store for him—those men were going to subject him to ruthless exploitation.
Another day passed by, like its predecessor. In the morning of the following day his perceptions, sharpened by apprehension, made him conjecture that something extraordinary had occurred. The automobiles were arriving and departing with greater rapidity, and there was greater disorder and confusion among the executive force. The telephone was ringing with mad precipitation; and the wounded arrivals seemed more depressed. The day before they had been singing when taken from the vehicles, hiding their woe with laughter and bravado, all talking of the near victory and regretting that they would not be able to witness the triumphal entry into Paris. Now they were all very silent, with furrowed brows, thinking no longer about what was going on behind them, wondering only about their own fate.
Another day went by, just like the one before. In the morning of the next day, his senses, heightened by fear, led him to suspect that something unusual had happened. The cars were arriving and leaving more quickly, and there was more chaos and confusion among the staff. The phone was ringing wildly, and the injured arrivals looked even more downcast. The day before, they had been singing as they were taken from the vehicles, masking their grief with laughter and bravado, all talking about the imminent victory and regretting that they wouldn’t get to witness the triumphant entry into Paris. Now, they were all very quiet, with furrowed brows, no longer focused on what was happening behind them, only concerned about their own fate.
Outside the park was the buzz of the approaching throng which was blackening the roads. The invasion was beginning again, but with a refluent movement. For hours at a time great strings of gray trucks went puffing by; then regiments of infantry, squadrons, rolling stock. They were marching very slowly with a deliberation that puzzled Desnoyers, who could not make out whether this recessional meant flight or change of position. The only thing that gave him any satisfaction was the stupefied and downcast appearance of the soldiers, the gloomy sulks of the officers. Nobody was shouting; they all appeared to have forgotten their “Nach Paris!” The greenish gray monster still had its armed head stretched across the other side of the Marne, but its tail was beginning to uncoil with uneasy wrigglings.
Outside the park was the buzz of the approaching crowd, which was darkening the roads. The invasion was starting up again, but with a retreating movement. For hours, long lines of gray trucks rolled by, puffing along; then came regiments of infantry, squadrons, and more vehicles. They were moving very slowly with a deliberation that confused Desnoyers, who couldn’t tell if this retreat meant flight or just a change of position. The only thing that gave him some comfort was the dazed and downcast look on the soldiers’ faces, the gloomy sulking of the officers. Nobody was shouting; they all seemed to have forgotten their “On to Paris!” The greenish-gray monster still had its armed head stretched across the other side of the Marne, but its tail was starting to uncoil with restless movements.
After night had settled down the troops were still continuing to fall back. The cannonading was certainly coming nearer. Some of the thunderous claps sounded so close that they made the glass tremble in the windows. A fugitive farmer, trying to find refuge in the park, gave Don Marcelo some news. The Germans were in full retreat. They had installed some of their batteries on the banks of the Marne in order to attempt a new resistance. . . . And the new arrival remained without attracting the attention of the invaders who, a few days before, would have shot him on the slightest suspicion.
After night fell, the troops were still retreating. The cannon fire was definitely getting closer. Some of the loud booms sounded so near that they made the glass rattle in the windows. A runaway farmer, looking for refuge in the park, shared some news with Don Marcelo. The Germans were in full retreat. They had set up some of their artillery on the banks of the Marne to try and mount a new defense. . . . And the newcomer went unnoticed by the invaders who, just a few days earlier, would have shot him at the slightest hint of suspicion.
The mechanical workings of discipline were evidently out of gear. Doctors and nurses were running from place to place, shouting orders and breaking out into a volley of curses every time a fresh ambulance load arrived. The drivers were commanded to take their patients on ahead to another hospital near the rear-guard. Orders had been received to evacuate the castle that very night.
The mechanical workings of discipline were clearly out of sync. Doctors and nurses were rushing around, yelling orders and cursing every time a new ambulance load arrived. The drivers were told to take their patients on to another hospital near the rear guard. Orders had come in to evacuate the castle that very night.
In spite of this prohibition, one of the ambulances unloaded its relay of wounded men. So deplorable was their state that the doctors accepted them, judging it useless for them to continue their journey. They remained in the garden, lying on the same stretchers that they had occupied within the vehicle. By the light of the lanterns Desnoyers recognized one of the dying. It was the secretary to His Excellency, the Socialist professor who had shut him in the cellar vaults.
In spite of this ban, one of the ambulances unloaded its share of wounded soldiers. Their condition was so tragic that the doctors took them in, deciding it was pointless for them to keep going. They stayed in the garden, lying on the same stretchers they had in the vehicle. Under the lantern light, Desnoyers recognized one of the dying men. It was the secretary to His Excellency, the Socialist professor who had locked him in the cellar vaults.
At the sight of the owner of the castle he smiled as though he had met a comrade. His was the only familiar face among all those people who were speaking his language. He was ghastly in hue, with sunken features and an impalpable glaze spreading over his eyes. He had no visible wounds, but from under the cloak spread over his abdomen his torn intestines exhaled a fatal warning. The presence of Don Marcelo made him guess where they had brought him, and little by little he co-ordinated his recollections. As though the old gentleman might be interested in the whereabouts of his comrades, he told him all he knew in a weak and strained voice. . . . Bad luck for their brigade! They had reached the front at a critical moment for the reserve troops. Commandant Blumhardt had died at the very first, a shell of ‘75 taking off his head. Dead, too, were all the officers who had lodged in the castle. His Excellency had had his jaw bone torn off by a fragment of shell. He had seen him on the ground, howling with pain, drawing a portrait from his breast and trying to kiss it with his broken mouth. He had himself been hit in the stomach by the same shell. He had lain forty-two hours on the field before he was picked up by the ambulance corps. . . .
At the sight of the castle owner, he smiled as if he had run into a friend. His was the only familiar face among all those people speaking his language. He looked awful, with sunken features and a strange gloss over his eyes. He didn't have any visible wounds, but beneath the cloak draping over his abdomen, his torn intestines gave off a deadly warning. The presence of Don Marcelo made him realize where they had taken him, and gradually he pieced together his memories. As if the old gentleman might care about the fate of his comrades, he shared everything he knew in a weak and strained voice… Bad luck for their brigade! They had arrived at the front during a critical moment for the reserve troops. Commandant Blumhardt had been killed right away when a '75 shell took off his head. All the officers who had stayed in the castle were also dead. His Excellency had had his jaw shattered by a shell fragment. He had seen him on the ground, screaming in pain, pulling a portrait from his chest and trying to kiss it with his broken mouth. He himself had been hit in the stomach by the same shell. He had lain there for forty-two hours before the ambulance corps picked him up…
And with the mania of the University man, whose hobby is to see everything reasoned out and logically explained, he added in that supreme moment, with the tenacity of those who die talking:
And with the obsession of the college guy, whose passion is to analyze everything and have it logically explained, he added in that crucial moment, with the stubbornness of those who die speaking:
“Sad war, sir. . . . Many premises are lacking in order to decide who is the culpable party. . . . When the war is ended they will have to . . . will have to . . .” And he closed his eyes overcome by the effort. Desnoyers left the dead man, thinking to himself. Poor fellow! He was placing the hour of justice at the termination of the war, and meanwhile hundreds like him were dying, disappearing with all their scruples of ponderous and disciplined reasoning.
“Sad war, sir… Many things are missing to figure out who’s to blame… When the war is over, they’ll have to… they’ll have to…” And he closed his eyes, overwhelmed by the effort. Desnoyers left the dead man, thinking to himself. Poor guy! He was putting his hopes for justice at the end of the war, and meanwhile, hundreds like him were dying, vanishing with all their serious and well-thought-out reasoning.
That night there was no sleep on the place. The walls of the lodge were creaking, the glass crashing and breaking, the two women in the adjoining room crying out nervously. The noise of the German fire was beginning to mingle with that of other explosives close at hand. He surmised that this was the smashing of the French projectiles which were coming in search of the enemy’s artillery above the Marne.
That night, no one could sleep in the lodge. The walls were creaking, glass was shattering, and the two women in the next room were crying out in panic. The sound of German gunfire was starting to blend with the explosions from nearby. He guessed that it was the French shells aiming for the enemy's artillery above the Marne.
For a few minutes his hopes revived as the possibility of victory flashed into his mind, but he was so depressed by his forlorn situation that such a hope evaporated as quickly as it had come. His own troops were advancing, but this advance did not, perhaps, represent more than a local gain. The line of battle was so extensive! . . . It was going to be as in 1870; the French would achieve partial victories, modified at the last moment by the strategy of the enemies until they were turned into complete defeat.
For a few minutes, his hopes were lifted as the possibility of victory crossed his mind, but he was so weighed down by his hopeless situation that the hope disappeared just as quickly as it appeared. His own troops were moving forward, but this advance may not have meant more than a small local gain. The battlefront was just so vast! . . . It was going to be like in 1870; the French would score some partial victories, only to have them turned into total defeats at the last minute by the enemy’s strategy.
After midnight the cannonading ceased, but silence was by no means re-established. Automobiles were rolling around the lodge midst hoarse shouts of command. It must be the hospital convoy that was evacuating the castle. Then near daybreak the thudding of horses’ hoofs and the wheels of chugging machines thundered through the gates, making the ground tremble. Half an hour afterwards sounded the tramp of multitudes moving at a quick pace, dying away in the depths of the park.
After midnight, the cannon fire stopped, but it was far from quiet. Cars were driving around the lodge with loud shouts of orders. It had to be the hospital convoy evacuating the castle. Then, just before dawn, the pounding of horse hooves and the noise of rumbling vehicles echoed through the gates, shaking the ground. Half an hour later, the sound of large groups moving quickly faded into the depths of the park.
At dawn the old gentleman leaped from his bed, and the first thing he spied from the cottage window was the flag of the Red Cross still floating from the top of the castle. There were no more cots under the trees. On the bridge he met one of the doctors and several assistants. The hospital force had gone with all its transportable patients. There only remained in the castle, under the care of a company, those most gravely wounded. The Valkyries of the health department had also disappeared.
At dawn, the old man jumped out of bed, and the first thing he saw from the cottage window was the Red Cross flag still flying at the top of the castle. There were no cots left under the trees. On the bridge, he ran into one of the doctors and several assistants. The hospital staff had left with all their movable patients. The only ones left in the castle, under the care of a team, were the most critically injured. The health department's Valkyries had also vanished.
The red-bearded Shylock was among those left behind, and on seeing Don Marcelo afar off, he smiled and immediately vanished. A few minutes after he returned with full hands. Never before had he been so generous. Foreseeing pressing necessity, the hungry man put his hands in his pockets as usual, but was astonished to learn from the orderly’s emphatic gestures that he did not wish any money.
The red-bearded Shylock was one of those who stayed behind, and when he spotted Don Marcelo in the distance, he smiled and quickly disappeared. A few minutes later, he came back with his hands full. He had never been so generous before. Anticipating a pressing need, the hungry man reached into his pockets as he usually did, but was shocked to realize from the orderly’s emphatic gestures that he didn’t want any money.
“Nein. . . . Nein!”
"No... No!"
What generosity was this! . . . The German persisted in his negatives. His enormous mouth expanded in an ingratiating grin as he laid his heavy paws on Marcelo’s shoulders. He appeared like a good dog, a meek dog, fawning and licking the hands of the passer-by, coaxing to be taken along with him. “Franzosen. . . . Franzosen.” He did not know how to say any more, but the Frenchman read in his words the desire to make him understand that he had always been in great sympathy with the French. Something very important was evidently transpiring—the ill-humored air of those left behind in the castle, and the sudden servility of this plowman in uniform, made it very apparent. . . .
What generosity this was! . . . The German stuck to his refusals. His huge mouth broke into an eager grin as he put his heavy hands on Marcelo’s shoulders. He looked like a good dog, a submissive dog, fawning and licking the hands of anyone who passed by, hoping to be taken along with them. “Franzosen. . . . Franzosen.” He didn’t know how to say more, but the Frenchman could tell from his words that he wanted to convey that he had always felt very sympathetic towards the French. Something very significant was clearly happening—the grumpy mood of those left behind in the castle and the sudden servitude of this uniformed plowman made it abundantly clear. . . .
Some distance beyond the castle he saw soldiers, many soldiers. A battalion of infantry had spread itself along the walls with trucks, draught horses and swift mounts. With their pikes the soldiers were making small openings in the mud walls, shaping them into a border of little pinnacles. Others were kneeling or sitting near the apertures, taking off their knapsacks in order that they might be less hampered. Afar off the cannon were booming, and in the intervals between their detonations could be heard the bursting of shrapnel, the bubbling of frying oil, the grinding of a coffee-mill, and the incessant crackling of rifle-fire. Fleecy clouds were floating over the fields, giving to near objects the indefinite lines of unreality. The sun was a faint spot seen between curtains of mist. The trees were weeping fog moisture from all the cracks in their bark.
Some distance beyond the castle, he saw soldiers—lots of soldiers. A battalion of infantry had spread along the walls with trucks, draft horses, and fast mounts. The soldiers were using their pikes to create small openings in the mud walls, shaping them into a fringe of little peaks. Others were kneeling or sitting near the openings, taking off their knapsacks to move more freely. In the distance, cannons were booming, and between the blasts, you could hear the shrapnel bursting, the sizzling of frying oil, the grinding of a coffee mill, and the constant crackling of rifle fire. Fluffy clouds floated over the fields, making nearby objects appear hazy and unreal. The sun was a faint spot visible between curtains of mist. The trees were weeping moisture from all the cracks in their bark.
A thunderclap rent the air so forcibly that it seemed very near the castle. Desnoyers trembled, believing that he had received a blow in the chest. The other men remained impassive with their customary indifference. A cannon had just been discharged but a few feet away from him, and not till then did he realize that two batteries had been installed in the park. The pieces of artillery were hidden under mounds of branches, the gunners having felled trees in order to mask their monsters more perfectly. He saw them arranging the last; with shovels, they were forming a border of earth, a foot in width, around each piece. This border guarded the feet of the operators whose bodies were protected by steel shields on both sides of them. Then they raised a breastwork of trunks and boughs, leaving only the mouth of the cylindrical mortar visible.
A thunderclap echoed through the air so powerfully that it felt very close to the castle. Desnoyers flinched, thinking he had been hit in the chest. The other men remained unaffected, showing their usual indifference. A cannon had just fired just a few feet away from him, and only then did he realize that two batteries had been set up in the park. The artillery pieces were disguised under piles of branches, with the gunners having cut down trees to hide their weapons more effectively. He saw them finishing up; with shovels, they were creating a foot-wide border of earth around each piece. This border protected the feet of the operators, whose bodies were shielded by metal panels on both sides. Then they built a barricade of trunks and branches, leaving only the opening of the cylindrical mortar visible.
By degrees Don Marcelo became accustomed to the firing which seemed to be creating a vacuum within his cranium. He ground his teeth and clenched his fists at every detonation, but stood stock-still with no desire to leave, dominated by the violence of the explosions, admiring the serenity of these men who were giving orders, erect and coolly, or moving like humble menials around their roaring metal beasts.
Gradually, Don Marcelo got used to the sounds of gunfire that seemed to be creating a void in his head. He gritted his teeth and clenched his fists with each explosion, yet he remained frozen, not wanting to leave, overwhelmed by the force of the blasts. He admired the calmness of the men who were giving orders, standing tall and composed, or scurrying like humble workers around their loud machines.
All his ideas seemed to have been snatched away by that first discharge of cannon. His brain was living in the present moment only. He turned his eyes insistently toward the white and red banner which was waving from the mansion.
All of his thoughts felt like they had been taken away by that first cannon blast. His mind was focused only on the here and now. He kept looking at the white and red flag that was flying from the mansion.
“That is treachery,” he thought, “a breach of faith.”
"That's betrayal," he thought, "a broken promise."
Far away, on the other side of the Marne, the French artillery were belching forth their deadly fire. He could imagine their handiwork from the little yellowish clouds that were floating in the air, and the columns of smoke which were spouting forth at various points of the landscape where the German troops were hidden, forming a line which appeared to lose itself in infinity. An atmosphere of protection and respect seemed to be enveloping the castle.
Far away, on the other side of the Marne, the French artillery was firing their deadly shots. He could picture the destruction from the little yellowish clouds floating in the air and the columns of smoke erupting from various spots in the landscape where the German troops were concealed, creating a line that seemed to stretch into the distance. A sense of safety and reverence seemed to surround the castle.
The morning mists had dissolved; the sun was finally showing its bright and limpid light, lengthening the shadows of men and trees to fantastic dimensions. Hills and woods came forth from the haze, fresh and dripping after their morning bath. The entire valley was now completely exposed, and Desnoyers was surprised to see the river from the spot to which he had been rooted—the cannon having opened great windows in the woods that had hid it from view. What most astonished him in looking over this landscape, smiling and lovely in the morning light, was that nobody was to be seen—absolutely nobody. Mountain tops and forests were bellowing without anyone’s being in evidence. There must be more than a hundred thousand men in the space swept by his piercing gaze, and yet not a human being was visible. The deadly boom of arms was causing the air to vibrate without leaving any optical trace. There was no other smoke but that of the explosions, the black spirals that were flinging their great shells to burst on the ground. These were rising on all sides, encircling the castle like a ring of giant tops, but not one of that orderly circle ventured to touch the edifice. Don Marcelo again stared at the Red Cross flag. “It is treachery!” he kept repeating; yet at the same time he was selfishly rejoicing in the base expedient, since it served to defend his property.
The morning mist had cleared; the sun was finally shining its bright and clear light, stretching the shadows of people and trees to incredible lengths. Hills and woods emerged from the haze, fresh and glistening after their morning wash. The entire valley was now fully visible, and Desnoyers was surprised to see the river from where he had been standing—the cannon had opened up large gaps in the woods that had blocked it from view. What struck him most as he gazed over this landscape, beautiful and warm in the morning light, was that there was no one around—absolutely no one. Mountain tops and forests echoed without anyone being present. There had to be more than a hundred thousand men within his line of sight, yet no one was in sight. The thunder of gunfire was making the air vibrate without leaving any visible trace. There was no smoke except for that of the explosions, the dark spirals rising up as they launched their huge shells to explode on the ground. They surrounded the castle like a ring of giant tops, but not one of them dared to hit the building. Don Marcelo looked again at the Red Cross flag. “This is betrayal!” he kept saying; yet at the same time, he was selfishly glad about the deceitful tactic, as it helped protect his property.
The battalion was at last completely installed the entire length of the wall, opposite the river. The soldiers, kneeling, were supporting their guns on the newly made turrets and grooves, and seemed satisfied with this rest after a night of battling retreat. They all appeared sleeping with their eyes open. Little by little they were letting themselves drop back on their heels, or seeking the support of their knapsacks. Snores were heard in the brief spaces between the artillery fire. The officials standing behind them were examining the country with their field glasses, or talking in knots. Some appeared disheartened, others furious at the backward flight that had been going on since the day before. The majority appeared calm, with the passivity of obedience. The battle front was immense; who could foresee the outcome? . . . There they were in full retreat, but in other places, perhaps, their comrades might be advancing with decided gains. Until the very last moment, no soldier knows certainly the fate of the struggle. What was most grieving this detachment was the fact that it was all the time getting further away from Paris.
The battalion was finally set up along the entire length of the wall, facing the river. The soldiers, kneeling, rested their guns on the newly built turrets and grooves, seeming content with this break after a night of retreating from battle. They looked like they were sleeping with their eyes open. Gradually, they were letting themselves drop back onto their heels or leaning against their backpacks. Snores filled the brief pauses between the artillery fire. The officers standing behind them were scanning the area with their binoculars or chatting in small groups. Some looked disheartened, others were angry about the retreat that had started the day before. Most appeared calm, showing the passive acceptance of doing as they were told. The frontlines were vast; who could predict the outcome? . . . They were in full retreat, but elsewhere, perhaps, their comrades were making real progress. Until the very last moment, no soldier can be certain of the outcome of the fight. What troubled this group the most was the fact that they were continually moving further away from Paris.
Don Marcelo’s eye was caught by a sparkling circle of glass, a monocle fixed upon him with aggressive insistence. A lank lieutenant with the corseted waist of the officers that he had seen in Berlin, a genuine Junker, was a few feet away, sword in hand behind his men, like a wrathful and glowering shepherd.
Don Marcelo’s attention was drawn to a shiny circle of glass, a monocle staring at him with intense determination. A skinny lieutenant with the tightly fitted waist of the officers he had seen in Berlin, a true Junker, stood a few feet away, sword in hand behind his men, like an angry and scowling shepherd.
“What are you doing here?” he said gruffly.
“What are you doing here?” he asked gruffly.
Desnoyers explained that he was the owner of the castle. “French?” continued the lieutenant. “Yes, French.” . . . The official scowled in hostile meditation, feeling the necessity of saying something against the enemy. The shouts and antics of his companions-at-arms put a summary end to his reflections. They were all staring upward, and the old man followed their gaze.
Desnoyers explained that he was the owner of the castle. “French?” the lieutenant continued. “Yes, French.” . . . The official frowned in deep thought, feeling the need to say something negative about the enemy. The loud shouts and antics of his fellow soldiers cut his reflections short. They were all looking up, and the old man followed their gaze.
For an hour past, there had been streaking through the air frightful roarings enveloped in yellowish vapors, strips of cloud which seemed to contain wheels revolving with frenzied rotation. They were the projectiles of the heavy German artillery which, fired from various distances, threw their great shells over the castle. Certainly that could not be what was interesting the officials!
For the past hour, there had been terrifying roars cutting through the air, surrounded by yellowish smoke, and strips of cloud that looked like they had wheels spinning wildly. They were the shells from heavy German artillery, launched from different distances, firing their massive projectiles over the castle. Surely, that couldn't be what the officials found interesting!
He half shut his eyes in order to see better, and finally near the edge of a cloud, he distinguished a species of mosquito flashing in the sunlight. Between brief intervals of silence, could be heard the distant, faint buzz announcing its presence. The officers nodded their heads. “Franzosen!” Desnoyers thought so, too. He could not believe that the enemy’s two black crosses were between those wings. Instead he saw with his mind’s eye, two tricolored rings like the circular spots which color the fluttering wings of butterflies.
He squinted to see better, and finally, near the edge of a cloud, he spotted a type of mosquito glinting in the sunlight. Between short moments of silence, a distant, faint buzzing could be heard, signaling its presence. The officers nodded in agreement. “Frenchmen!” Desnoyers thought so too. He couldn't believe that the enemy’s two black crosses were between those wings. Instead, he envisioned in his mind two tricolored rings like the circular patterns that decorate the fluttering wings of butterflies.
This explained the agitation of the Germans. The French air-bird remained motionless for a few seconds over the castle, regardless of the white bubbles exploding underneath and around it. In vain the cannon nearest hurled their deadly fire. It wheeled rapidly, and returned to the place from which it came.
This explained why the Germans were so agitated. The French aircraft hovered silently for a few seconds over the castle, ignoring the white bubbles bursting beneath and around it. The nearby cannons fired in vain, trying to hit it. It quickly turned and flew back to where it had come from.
“It must have taken in the whole situation,” thought the old Frenchman. “It has found them out; it knows what is going on here.”
“It must have taken in the whole situation,” thought the old Frenchman. “It has figured them out; it knows what’s happening here.”
He guessed rightly that this information would swiftly change the course of events. Everything which had been happening in the early morning hours was going to sink into insignificance compared with what was coming now. He shuddered with fear, the irresistible fear of the unknown, and yet at the same time, he was filled with curiosity, impatience and nervous dread before a danger that threatened and would not stay its relentless course.
He figured out correctly that this information would quickly alter what was about to happen. Everything that had taken place in the early morning was going to seem trivial compared to what was coming next. He felt a shiver of fear, the overwhelming fear of the unknown, and yet at the same time, he was filled with curiosity, impatience, and anxious dread before a looming danger that persisted and would not waver in its relentless path.
Outside the park, but a short distance from the mud wall, sounded a strident explosion like a stupendous blow from a gigantic axe—an axe as big as his castle. There began flying through the air entire treetops, trunks split in two, great chunks of earth with the vegetation still clinging, a rain of dirt that obscured the heavens. Some stones fell down from the wall. The Germans crouched but with no visible emotion. They knew what it meant; they had been expecting it as something inevitable after seeing the French aeroplane. The Red Cross flag could no longer deceive the enemy’s artillery.
Outside the park, not far from the mud wall, a sharp explosion rang out like a massive blow from an enormous axe—an axe as large as his castle. Entire treetops began to fly through the air, trunks split in half, large chunks of earth with vegetation still attached, a downpour of dirt that blocked out the sky. Some stones fell from the wall. The Germans crouched down, but there was no sign of emotion. They understood what it signified; they had been anticipating it as something unavoidable after spotting the French airplane. The Red Cross flag could no longer fool the enemy’s artillery.
Don Marcelo had not time to recover from his surprise before there came a second explosion nearer the mud wall . . . a third inside the park. It seemed to him that he had been suddenly flung into another world from which he was seeing men and things across a fantastic atmosphere which roared and rocked and destroyed with the violence of its reverberations. He was stunned with the awfulness of it all, and yet he was not afraid. Until then, he had imagined fear in a very different form. He felt an agonizing vacuum in his stomach. He staggered violently all the time, as though some force were pushing him about, giving him first a blow on the chest, and then another on the back to straighten him up.
Don Marcelo didn't have time to process his shock before a second explosion went off closer to the mud wall... then a third inside the park. It felt to him like he had been suddenly thrown into another world, where he viewed men and things through a bizarre atmosphere that roared, swayed, and ripped apart with its violent echoes. He was overwhelmed by the horror of it all, yet he felt no fear. Until that moment, he had pictured fear in a completely different way. He felt a painful emptiness in his stomach. He stumbled around continuously, as if some force were shoving him, first hitting him in the chest, then pushing him in the back to set him upright.
A strong smell of acids penetrated the atmosphere, making respiration very difficult, and filling his eyes with smarting tears. On the other hand, the uproar no longer disturbed him, it did not exist for him. He supposed it was still going on from the trembling air, the shaking of things around him, in the whirlwind which was bending men double but was not reacting within his body. He had lost the faculty of hearing; all the strength of his senses had concentrated themselves in looking. His eyes appeared to have acquired multiple facets like those of certain insects. He saw what was happening before, beside, behind him, simultaneously witnessing extraordinary things as though all the laws of life had been capriciously overthrown.
A strong smell of acids filled the air, making it hard to breathe and causing his eyes to water with stinging tears. On the other hand, the noise no longer bothered him; it simply didn’t register. He assumed it was still happening, evident from the vibrating air and the trembling objects around him, in the whirlwind that bent people over but had no effect on his body. He had lost the ability to hear; all of his senses had focused on his vision. His eyes seemed to have developed multiple facets like those of certain insects. He could see what was happening in front of him, beside him, and behind him, witnessing extraordinary events all at once as if all the laws of life had been whimsically overturned.
An official a few feet away suddenly took an inexplicable flight. He began to rise without losing his military rigidity, still helmeted, with furrowed brow, moustache blond and short, mustard-colored chest, and gloved hands still holding field-glasses and map—but there his individuality stopped. The lower extremities, in their grayish leggings remained on the ground, inanimate as reddening, empty moulds. The trunk, in its violent ascent, spread its contents abroad like a bursting rocket. Further on, some gunners, standing upright, were suddenly stretched full length, converted into a motionless row, bathed in blood.
An official a few feet away suddenly took off for no apparent reason. He started to rise without losing his military posture, still wearing his helmet, with a furrowed brow, short blond mustache, mustard-colored chest, and gloved hands still holding binoculars and a map—but that’s where his individuality ended. His lower body, in its grayish leggings, stayed on the ground, lifeless like reddening, empty molds. The upper body, in its violent ascent, scattered its contents like a bursting rocket. Further along, some gunners, standing upright, suddenly collapsed, becoming a motionless line, soaked in blood.
The line of infantry was lying close to the ground. The men had huddled themselves together near the loopholes through which they aimed their guns, trying to make themselves less visible. Many had placed their knapsacks over their heads or at their backs to defend themselves from the flying bits of shell. If they moved at all, it was only to worm their way further into the earth, trying to hollow it out with their stomachs. Many of them had changed position with mysterious rapidity, now lying stretched on their backs as though asleep. One had his uniform torn open across the abdomen, showing between the rents of the cloth, slabs of flesh, blue and red that protruded and swelled up with a bubbling expansion. Another had his legs shot away, and was looking around with surprised eyes and a black mouth rounded into an effort to howl, but from which no sound ever came.
The line of soldiers was lying flat against the ground. The men had huddled together near the openings where they aimed their guns, trying to make themselves less noticeable. Many had put their knapsacks over their heads or on their backs to protect themselves from the flying shrapnel. If they moved at all, it was only to dig themselves deeper into the earth, trying to create a little space with their bodies. Many had shifted positions with eerie speed, now lying on their backs as if they were asleep. One had his uniform ripped open across the stomach, revealing patches of blue and red flesh that bulged and swelled as if bubbling. Another had lost his legs and was looking around with wide eyes, his mouth open in an attempt to scream, but no sound emerged.
Desnoyers had lost all notion of time. He could not tell whether he had been rooted to that spot for many hours or for a single moment. The only thing that caused him anxiety was the persistent trembling of his legs which were refusing to sustain him. . . .
Desnoyers had completely lost track of time. He couldn't tell if he had been standing there for hours or just a moment. The only thing that worried him was the constant shaking of his legs, which were refusing to hold him up.
Something fell behind him. It was raining ruin. Turning his head, he saw his castle completely transformed. Half of the tower had just been carried off. The pieces of slate were scattered everywhere in tiny chips; the walls were crumbling; loose window frames were balancing on edge like fragments of stage scenery, and the old wood of the tower hood was beginning to burn like a torch.
Something fell behind him. It was raining destruction. Turning his head, he saw his castle utterly changed. Half of the tower had just been taken away. The slate pieces were scattered everywhere in tiny bits; the walls were crumbling; loose window frames were teetering on edge like scraps of stage props, and the old wood of the tower hood was starting to burn like a torch.
The spectacle of this instantaneous change in his property impressed him more than the ravages of death, making him realize the Cyclopean power of the blind, avenging forces raging around him. The vital force that had been concentrated in his eyes, now spread to his feet . . . and he started to run without knowing whither, feeling the same necessity to hide himself as had those men enchained by discipline who were trying to flatten themselves into the earth in imitation of the reptile’s pliant invisibility.
The sight of this sudden change in his belongings affected him more than the destruction caused by death, making him aware of the enormous power of the unseen, vengeful forces surrounding him. The energy that had been focused in his eyes now began to spread to his feet . . . and he started to run without knowing where to go, feeling the same urge to hide as those men bound by rules who were trying to flatten themselves to the ground, copying the reptile's smooth invisibility.
His instinct was pushing him toward the lodge, but half way up the avenue, he was stopped by another lot of astounding transformations. An unseen hand had just snatched away half of the cottage roof. The entire side wall doubled over, forming a cascade of bricks and dust. The interior rooms were now exposed to view like a theatrical setting—the kitchen where he had eaten, the upper floor with the room in which he descried his still unmade bed. The poor women! . . .
His instinct was urging him to head toward the lodge, but halfway up the avenue, he was halted by another series of shocking changes. An invisible force had just ripped off half the cottage roof. The whole side wall collapsed, creating a heap of bricks and dust. The inside rooms were now laid bare like a stage—there was the kitchen where he used to eat, and the upper floor with the room where he noticed his still unmade bed. Poor women! . . .
He turned around, running now toward the castle, trying to make the sub-cellar in which he had been fastened for the night; and when he finally found himself under those dusty cobwebs, he felt as though he were in the most luxurious salon, and he devoutly blessed the good workmanship of the castle builders.
He turned around, running toward the castle, trying to reach the sub-cellar where he had been locked up for the night; and when he finally found himself under those dusty cobwebs, he felt as if he were in the most luxurious lounge, and he sincerely appreciated the skill of the castle builders.
The subterranean silence began gradually to bring back his sense of hearing. The cannonading of the Germans and the bursting of the French shells sounded from his retreat like a distant tempest. There came into his mind the eulogies which he had been accustomed to lavish upon the cannon of ‘75 without knowing anything about it except by hearsay. Now he had witnessed its effects. “It shoots TOO well!” he muttered. In a short time it would finish destroying his castle—he was finding such perfection excessive.
The underground silence slowly started to restore his hearing. The Germans' cannon fire and the French shells exploding sounded from his retreat like a far-off storm. He recalled the praises he used to give to the ‘75 cannons without knowing anything about them except by hearsay. Now he had seen their impact. “It shoots WAY too well!” he muttered. Soon it would completely destroy his castle—he found such perfection overwhelming.
But he soon repented of these selfish lamentations. An idea, tenacious as remorse, had fastened itself in his brain. It now seemed to him that all he was passing through was an expiation for the great mistake of his youth. He had evaded the service of his country, and now he was enveloped in all the horrors of war, with the humiliation of a passive and defenseless being, without any of the soldier’s satisfaction of being able to return the blows. He was going to die—he was sure of that—but a shameful death, unknown and inglorious. The ruins of his mansion were going to become his sepulchre. . . . And the certainty of dying there in the darkness, like a rat that sees the openings of his hole being closed up, made this refuge intolerable.
But he quickly regretted these selfish complaints. An idea, persistent like guilt, had taken hold in his mind. It now felt to him that everything he was experiencing was a punishment for the big mistake of his youth. He had avoided serving his country, and now he was caught up in all the horrors of war, enduring the humiliation of being a passive and defenseless person, without any of the soldier’s pride of being able to fight back. He was going to die—he was certain of that—but a shameful death, unknown and without glory. The ruins of his home were going to become his grave... And the thought of dying there in the dark, like a rat seeing its exits being blocked, made this refuge unbearable.
Above him the tornado was still raging. A peal like thunder boomed above his head, and then came the crash of a landslide. Another projectile must have fallen upon the building. He heard shrieks of agony, yells and precipitous steps on the floor above him. Perhaps the shell, in its blind fury, had blown to pieces many of the dying in the salons.
Above him, the tornado continued to rage. A sound like thunder roared above his head, followed by the crash of a landslide. Another object must have struck the building. He heard cries of pain, shouts, and hurried footsteps on the floor above him. Perhaps the shell, in its chaotic fury, had shattered many of the dying in the salons.
Fearing to remain buried in his retreat, he bounded up the cellar stairs two steps at a time. As he scudded across the first floor, he saw the sky through the shattered roofs. Along the edges were hanging sections of wood, fragments of swinging tile and furniture stopped halfway in its flight. Crossing the hall, he had to clamber over much rubbish. He stumbled over broken and twisted iron, parts of beds rained from the upper rooms into the mountain of debris in which he saw convulsed limbs and heard anguished voices that he could not understand.
Fearing he would stay trapped in his hiding place, he rushed up the cellar stairs two at a time. As he darted across the first floor, he noticed the sky through the broken roofs. Along the edges were hanging pieces of wood, chunks of swinging tiles, and furniture that had stopped midway in its fall. As he crossed the hall, he had to climb over a lot of debris. He tripped over broken and twisted metal, parts of beds that had fallen from the upper floors into the pile of rubble, where he saw writhing limbs and heard pained voices that he couldn't comprehend.
He leaped as he ran, feeling the same longing for light and free air as those who rush from the hold to the deck of a shipwreck. While sheltered in the darkness more time had elapsed than he had supposed. The sun was now very high. He saw in the garden more corpses in tragic and grotesque postures. The wounded were doubled over with pain or lying on the ground or propping themselves against the trees in painful silence. Some had opened their knapsacks and drawn out their sanitary kits and were trying to care for their cuts. The infantry was now firing incessantly. The number of riflemen had increased. New bands of soldiers were entering the park—some with a sergeant at their head, others followed by an officer carrying a revolver at his breast as though guiding his men with it. This must be the infantry expelled from their position near the river which had come to reinforce the second line of defense. The mitrailleuses were adding their tac-tac to the cracks of the fusileers.
He jumped as he ran, feeling the same desire for light and fresh air as those who rush from below deck to the top of a sinking ship. While he was hidden in the darkness, more time had passed than he thought. The sun was now quite high. He saw more bodies in the garden, positioned in tragic and grotesque ways. The wounded were doubled over in pain, lying on the ground, or leaning against trees in silent agony. Some had opened their backpacks and pulled out their first aid kits, trying to tend to their injuries. The infantry was now firing nonstop. The number of riflemen had grown. New groups of soldiers were entering the park—some led by a sergeant, while others were followed by an officer with a revolver tucked into his chest, as if directing his men with it. This must be the infantry that had been pushed from their position near the river, now coming to strengthen the second line of defense. The machine guns were adding their rapid-fire sound to the crack of the rifles.
The hum of the invisible swarms was buzzing incessantly. Thousands of sticky horse-flies were droning around Desnoyers without his even seeing them. The bark of the trees was being stripped by unseen hands; the leaves were falling in torrents; the boughs were shaken by opposing forces, the stones on the ground were being crushed by a mysterious foot. All inanimate objects seemed to have acquired a fantastic life. The zinc spoons of the soldiers, the metallic parts of their outfit, the pails of the artillery were all clanking as though in an imperceptible hailstorm. He saw a cannon lying on its side with the wheels broken and turned over among many men who appeared asleep; he saw soldiers who stretched themselves out without a contraction, without a sound, as though overcome by sudden drowsiness. Others were howling and dragging themselves forward in a sitting position.
The buzz of invisible swarms was nonstop. Thousands of sticky horse-flies were buzzing around Desnoyers without him even noticing. The bark of the trees was being ripped off by unseen hands; leaves were falling like rain; the branches were shaking from unseen forces, and the stones on the ground were being crushed by a mysterious weight. All inanimate objects seemed to have taken on a strange life. The zinc spoons belonging to the soldiers, the metal parts of their gear, and the artillery buckets were all clanking as if caught in an invisible hailstorm. He saw a cannon lying on its side with broken wheels, surrounded by many men who looked like they were asleep; he noticed soldiers stretched out without moving, without making a sound, as though suddenly hit by drowsiness. Others were crying out and dragging themselves forward while seated.
The old man felt an extreme sensation of heat. The pungent perfume of explosive drugs brought the tears to his eyes and clawed at his throat. At the same time he was chilly and felt his forehead freezing in a glacial sweat.
The old man felt an intense wave of heat. The strong scent of explosive drugs made his eyes water and choked him. At the same time, he felt cold and noticed his forehead getting icy with freezing sweat.
He had to leave the bridge. Several soldiers were passing bearing the wounded to the edifice in spite of the fact that it was falling in ruins. Suddenly he was sprinkled from head to foot, as if the earth had opened to make way for a waterspout. A shell had fallen into the moat, throwing up an enormous column of water, making the carp sleeping in the mud fly into fragments, breaking a part of the edges and grinding to powder the white balustrades with their great urns of flowers.
He had to leave the bridge. Several soldiers were carrying the wounded to the building, even though it was collapsing. Suddenly, he was drenched from head to toe, as if the earth had opened up to unleash a waterspout. A shell had landed in the moat, sending up a massive column of water, causing the carp resting in the mud to explode into pieces, damaging part of the edges and reducing the white balustrades with their large urns of flowers to dust.
He started to run on with the blindness of terror, when he suddenly saw before him the same little round crystal, examining him coolly. It was the Junker, the officer of the monocle. . . . With the end of his revolver, the German pointed to two pails a short distance away, ordering Desnoyers to fill them from the lagoon and give the water to the men overcome by the sun. Although the imperious tone admitted of no reply, Don Marcelo tried, nevertheless, to resist. He received a blow from the revolver on his chest at the same time that the lieutenant slapped him in the face. The old man doubled over, longing to weep, longing to perish; but no tears came, nor did life escape from his body under this affront, as he wished. . . . With the two buckets in his hands, he found himself dipping up water from the canal, carrying it the length of the file, giving it to men who, each in his turn, dropped his gun to gulp the liquid with the avidity of panting beasts.
He started to run in blind terror when he suddenly saw the same little round crystal examining him coolly in front of him. It was the Junker, the officer with the monocle. . . . With the end of his revolver, the German pointed to two buckets a short distance away, ordering Desnoyers to fill them from the lagoon and give the water to the men affected by the heat. Although the commanding tone left no room for a response, Don Marcelo tried to resist anyway. He was struck in the chest by the revolver at the same moment the lieutenant slapped him in the face. The old man bent over, wanting to cry, wanting to die; but no tears came, nor did life leave his body under this humiliation, as he wished. . . . With the two buckets in his hands, he found himself scooping up water from the canal, carrying it down the line, handing it to men who, one by one, dropped their guns to gulp the liquid like thirsty animals.
He was no longer afraid of the shrill shrieks of invisible bodies. His one great longing was to die. He was strongly convinced that he was going to die; his sufferings were too great; there was no longer any place in the world for him.
He was no longer scared of the high-pitched screams of unseen beings. His one deep desire was to die. He was firmly convinced that he was going to die; his pain was too intense; there was no longer any place for him in the world.
He had to pass by breaches opened in the wall by the bursting shells. There was no natural object to arrest the eye looking through these gaps. Hedges and groves had been swept away or blotted out by the fire of the artillery. He descried at the foot of the highway near his castle, several of the attacking columns which had crossed the Marne. The advancing forces were coming doggedly on, apparently unmoved by the steady, deadly fire of the Germans. Soon they were rushing forward with leaps and bounds, by companies, shielding themselves behind bits of upland in bends of the road, in order to send forth their blasts of death.
He had to walk past breaches in the wall created by exploding shells. There was nothing natural to catch the eye through these gaps. Hedges and groves had been wiped out or erased by the artillery fire. He spotted at the foot of the highway near his castle several of the attacking units that had crossed the Marne. The advancing forces kept coming relentlessly, seemingly unaffected by the steady, lethal fire from the Germans. Soon they were charging forward in leaps and bounds, in groups, taking cover behind rises along the road to unleash their blasts of destruction.
The old man was now fired with a desperate resolution;—since he had to die, let a French ball kill him! And he advanced very erect with his two pails among those men shooting, lying down. Then, with a sudden fear, he stood still hanging his head; a second thought had told him that the bullet which he might receive would be one danger less for the enemy. It would be better for them to kill the Germans . . . and he began to cherish the hope that he might get possession of some weapon from those dying around him, and fall upon that Junker who had struck him.
The old man was now filled with a desperate determination; since he was going to die, he figured a French bullet might as well do the job! He walked upright with his two buckets among the men who were shooting and lying down. Then, suddenly gripped by fear, he stopped and hung his head; a second thought came to him that the bullet he might take would reduce one enemy threat. It would be better for them to take out the Germans... and he started to hope that he could grab a weapon from those dying around him and get revenge on that Junker who had hit him.
He was filling his pails for the third time, and murderously contemplating the lieutenant’s back when something occurred so absurd and unnatural that it reminded him of the fantastic flash of the cinematograph;—the officer’s head suddenly disappeared; two jets of blood spurted from his severed neck and his body collapsed like an empty sack.
He was filling his buckets for the third time, furiously staring at the lieutenant's back when something so ridiculous and unreal happened that it reminded him of a wild scene from a movie; the officer's head suddenly vanished; two streams of blood shot from his severed neck and his body collapsed like a deflated bag.
At the same time, a cyclone was sweeping the length of the wall, tearing up groves, overturning cannon and carrying away people in a whirlwind as though they were dry leaves. He inferred that Death was now blowing from another direction. Until then, it had come from the front on the river side, battling with the enemy’s line ensconced behind the walls. Now, with the swiftness of an atmospheric change, it was blustering from the depths of the park. A skillful manoeuver of the aggressors, the use of a distant road, a chance bend in the German line had enabled the French to collect their cannon in a new position, attacking the occupants of the castle with a flank movement.
At the same time, a cyclone was sweeping along the wall, ripping up trees, knocking over cannons, and carrying people away like they were just dry leaves. He realized that Death was now coming from a different direction. Until then, it had approached from the front on the river side, fighting against the enemy entrenched behind the walls. Now, with the speed of a sudden weather change, it was rushing in from the depths of the park. A clever move by the attackers, using a distant road and an unexpected bend in the German line, allowed the French to reposition their cannons and flank the fortress defenders.
It was a lucky thing for Don Marcelo that he had lingered a few moments on the bank of the fosse, sheltered by the bulk of the edifice. The fire of the hidden battery passed the length of the avenue, carrying off the living, destroying for a second time the dead, killing horses, breaking the wheels of vehicles and making the gun carriages fly through the air with the flames of a volcano in whose red and bluish depths black bodies were leaping. He saw hundreds of fallen men; he saw disembowelled horses trampling on their entrails. The death harvest was not being reaped in sheaves; the entire field was being mowed down with a single flash of the sickle. And as though the batteries opposite divined the catastrophe, they redoubled their fire, sending down a torrent of shells. They fell on all sides. Beyond the castle, at the end of the park, craters were opening in the woods, vomiting forth the entire trunks of trees. The projectiles were hurling from their pits the bodies interred the night before.
It was fortunate for Don Marcelo that he had stayed a moment longer on the bank of the ditch, sheltered by the structure’s mass. The fire from the hidden artillery swept down the avenue, claiming the living, devastating the dead once again, killing horses, shattering vehicle wheels, and sending gun carriages flying through the air like flames from a volcano, where black forms were leaping from its red and blue depths. He witnessed hundreds of fallen soldiers; he saw disemboweled horses trampling over their own insides. The death toll wasn’t just being gathered in small amounts; the entire field was being cut down in a single flash of the sickle. And as if the opposing batteries sensed the disaster, they intensified their fire, unleashing a storm of shells. They crashed down everywhere. Beyond the castle, at the end of the park, craters erupted in the woods, spewing out entire tree trunks. The shells were launching from their pits the bodies buried the night before.
Those still alive were firing through the gaps in the walls. Then they sprang up with the greatest haste. Some grasped their bayonets, pale, with clamped lips and a mad glare in their eyes; others turned their backs, running toward the exit from the park, regardless of the shouts of their officers and the revolver shots sent after the fugitives.
Those who were still alive were shooting through the gaps in the walls. Then they jumped up with incredible speed. Some grabbed their bayonets, pale, with tight lips and a wild look in their eyes; others turned away, running toward the park's exit, ignoring their officers' shouts and the gunshots fired at the escapees.
All this occurred with dizzying rapidity, like a nightmare. On the other side of the wall came a murmur, swelling in volume, like that of the sea. Desnoyers heard shouts, and it seemed to him that some hoarse, discordant voices were singing the Marseillaise. The machine-guns were working with the swift steadiness of sewing machines. The attack was going to be opposed with furious resistance. The Germans, crazed with fury, shot and shot. In one of the breaches appeared a red kepis followed by legs of the same color trying to clamber over the ruins. But this vision was instantly blotted out by the sprinkling from the machine guns, making the invaders fall in great heaps on the other side of the wall. Don Marcelo never knew exactly how the change took place. Suddenly he saw the red trousers within the park. With irresistible bounds they were springing over the wall, slipping through the yawning gaps, and darting out from the depths of the woods by invisible paths. They were little soldiers, husky, panting, perspiring, with torn cloaks; and mingled with them, in the disorder of the charge, African marksmen with devilish eyes and foaming mouths, Zouaves in wide breeches and chasseurs in blue uniforms.
All this happened so fast it felt like a nightmare. On the other side of the wall, a murmur grew louder, like the roar of the sea. Desnoyers heard shouts, and it seemed to him that some rough, discordant voices were singing the Marseillaise. The machine guns fired with the quick precision of sewing machines. The attack was about to be met with fierce resistance. The Germans, driven mad with rage, kept shooting. In one of the breaches, a red kepi appeared, followed by legs of the same color trying to climb over the ruins. But this image was quickly erased by the spray from the machine guns, causing the invaders to fall in large piles on the other side of the wall. Don Marcelo never really understood how the change happened. Suddenly, he spotted the red trousers in the park. They were bounding over the wall with incredible speed, slipping through the wide gaps, and darting out from the depths of the woods by hidden paths. They were young soldiers, strong and out of breath, sweaty, wearing tattered cloaks; mixed in with them, in the chaos of the charge, were African sharpshooters with fierce eyes and frothing mouths, Zouaves in baggy pants, and chasseurs in blue uniforms.
The German officers wanted to die. With upraised swords, after having exhausted the shots in their revolvers, they advanced upon their assailants followed by the soldiers who still obeyed them. There was a scuffle, a wild melee. To the trembling spectator, it seemed as though the world had fallen into profound silence. The yells of the combatants, the thud of colliding bodies, the clang of arms seemed as nothing after the cannon had quieted down. He saw men pierced through the middle by gun points whose reddened ends came out through their kidneys; muskets raining hammer-like blows, adversaries that grappled in hand-to-hand tussles, rolling over and over on the ground, trying to gain the advantage by kicks and bites.
The German officers were ready to die. With their swords raised and their revolvers empty, they charged at their attackers, followed by the soldiers who still obeyed them. A chaotic brawl broke out. To the nervous onlooker, it felt like the world had gone completely silent. The shouts of the fighters, the thud of bodies colliding, the clash of weapons seemed insignificant now that the cannon fire had stopped. He watched men impaled through the middle by bayonets, the bloody tips emerging from their backs; muskets delivering heavy blows, opponents wrestling in close combat, rolling around on the ground, trying to gain the upper hand with kicks and bites.
The mustard-colored fronts had entirely disappeared, and he now saw only backs of that color fleeing toward the exit, filtering among the trees, falling midway in their flight when hit by the pursuing balls. Many of the invaders were unable to chase the fugitives because they were occupied in repelling with rude thrusts of their bayonets the bodies falling upon them in agonizing convulsions.
The mustard-colored fronts had completely vanished, and he now only saw backs of that color running toward the exit, weaving through the trees, and collapsing midway in their escape when struck by the chasing balls. Many of the attackers couldn't pursue the escapees because they were busy fighting off the bodies that were falling onto them in painful convulsions.
Don Marcelo suddenly found himself in the very thick of these mortal combats, jumping up and down like a child, waving his hands and shouting with all his might. When he came to himself again, he was hugging the grimy head of a young French officer who was looking at him in astonishment. He probably thought him crazy on receiving his kisses, on hearing his incoherent torrent of words. Emotionally exhausted, the worn old man continued to weep after the officer had freed himself with a jerk. . . . He needed to give vent to his feelings after so many days of anguished self-control. Vive la France! . . .
Don Marcelo suddenly found himself in the midst of these intense battles, jumping up and down like a kid, waving his hands and shouting at the top of his lungs. When he regained his composure, he was embracing the dirty head of a young French officer who was staring at him in shock. He probably thought he was crazy, receiving his kisses and listening to his jumbled words. Emotionally drained, the tired old man continued to cry even after the officer pulled away sharply. . . . He needed to let out his emotions after so many days of painful self-restraint. Long live France! . . .
His beloved French were already within the park gates. They were running, bayonets in hand, in pursuit of the last remnants of the German battalion trying to escape toward the village. A group of horsemen passed along the road. They were dragoons coming to complete the rout. But their horses were fagged out; nothing but the fever of victory transmitted from man to beast had sustained their painful pace. One of the equestrians came to a stop near the entrance of the park, the famished horse eagerly devouring the herbage while his rider settled down in the saddle as though asleep. Desnoyers touched him on the hip in order to waken him, but he immediately rolled off on the opposite side. He was dead, with his entrails protruding from his body, but swept on with the others, he had been brought thus far on his steady steed.
His beloved French soldiers were already inside the park gates. They were running, bayonets in hand, chasing the last remnants of the German battalion trying to escape toward the village. A group of horsemen passed along the road. They were dragoons coming to finish the rout. But their horses were worn out; only the excitement of victory shared between rider and horse had kept their painful pace. One of the riders stopped near the entrance of the park, his starving horse eagerly munching on the grass while he slumped in the saddle as if asleep. Desnoyers nudged him on the hip to wake him, but he immediately fell off on the other side. He was dead, with his entrails spilling out of his body, yet carried along with the others, he had made it this far on his loyal steed.
Enormous tops of iron and smoke now began falling in the neighborhood. The German artillery was opening a retaliatory fire against its lost positions. The advance continued. There passed toward the North battalions, squadrons and batteries, worn, weary and grimy, covered with dust and mud, but kindled with an ardor that galvanized their flagging energy.
Enormous chunks of iron and smoke started to fall in the area. The German artillery was firing back at its lost positions. The advance went on. Battalions, squadrons, and batteries moved north, exhausted, dirty, and grimy, covered in dust and mud, but ignited with a determination that revived their tired energy.
The French cannon began thundering on the village side. Bands of soldiers were exploring the castle and the nearest woods. From the ruined rooms, from the depths of the cellars, from the clumps of shrubbery in the park, from the stables and burned garage, came surging forth men dressed in greenish gray and pointed helmets. They all threw up their arms, extending their open hands:—“Kamarades . . . kamarades, non kaput.” With the restlessness of remorse, they were in dread of immediate execution. They had suddenly lost all their haughtiness on finding that they no longer had any official powers and were free from discipline. Some of those who knew a little French, spoke of their wives and children, in order to soften the enemies that were threatening them with their bayonets. A brawny Teuton came up to Desnoyers and clapped him on the back. It was Redbeard. He pressed his heart and then pointed to the owner of the castle. “Franzosen . . . great friend of the Franzosen” . . . and he grinned ingratiatingly at his protector.
The French cannon started booming on the village side. Groups of soldiers were searching the castle and the nearby woods. From the ruined rooms, the depths of the cellars, the clusters of bushes in the park, and from the stables and burnt garage, men dressed in greenish-gray uniforms and pointed helmets came rushing out. They all raised their arms, palms open:—“Kamarades . . . kamarades, non kaput.” With a restlessness born of regret, they feared immediate execution. They had suddenly lost all their arrogance upon realizing that they no longer had any official authority and were free from discipline. Some who spoke a little French mentioned their wives and children, trying to appeal to the enemies who threatened them with their bayonets. A burly Teuton approached Desnoyers and slapped him on the back. It was Redbeard. He placed his hand over his heart and then pointed to the owner of the castle. “Franzosen . . . great friend of the Franzosen” . . . and he smiled ingratiatingly at his protector.
Don Marcelo remained at the castle until the following morning, and was astounded to see Georgette and her mother emerge unexpectedly from the depths of the ruined lodge. They were weeping at the sight of the French uniforms.
Don Marcelo stayed at the castle until the next morning and was shocked to see Georgette and her mother suddenly come out from the depths of the ruined lodge. They were crying at the sight of the French uniforms.
“It could not go on,” sobbed the widow. “God does not die.”
“It can't continue,” the widow cried. “God doesn’t die.”
After a bad night among the ruins, the owner decided to leave Villeblanche. What was there for him to do now in the destroyed castle? . . . The presence of so many dead was racking his nerves. There were hundreds, there were thousands. The soldiers and the farmers were interring great heaps of them wherever he went, digging burial trenches close to the castle, in all the avenues of the park, in the garden paths, around the outbuildings. Even the depths of the circular lagoon were filled with corpses. How could he ever live again in that tragic community composed mostly of his enemies? . . . Farewell forever, castle of Villeblanche!
After a rough night among the ruins, the owner decided to leave Villeblanche. What was left for him to do now in the ruined castle? The sight of so many dead was driving him crazy. There were hundreds, even thousands. Soldiers and farmers were burying huge piles of bodies wherever he went, digging graves close to the castle, in all the paths of the park, and around the outbuildings. Even the bottom of the circular lagoon was filled with corpses. How could he ever live again in that tragic community mostly made up of his enemies? Farewell forever, castle of Villeblanche!
He turned his steps toward Paris, planning to get there the best way he could. He came upon corpses everywhere, but they were not all the gray-green uniform. Many of his countrymen had fallen in the gallant offensive. Many would still fall in the last throes of the battle that was going on behind them, agitating the horizon with its incessant uproar. Everywhere red pantaloons were sticking up out of the stubble, hobnailed boots glistening in upright position near the roadside, livid heads, amputated bodies, stray limbs—and, scattered through this funereal medley, red kepis and Oriental caps, helmets with tufts of horse hair, twisted swords, broken bayonets, guns and great mounds of cannon cartridges. Dead horses were strewing the plain with their swollen carcasses. Artillery wagons with their charred wood and bent iron frames revealed the tragic moment of the explosion. Rectangles of overturned earth marked the situation of the enemy’s batteries before their retreat. Amidst the broken cannons and trucks were cones of carbonized material, the remains of men and horses burned by the Germans on the night before their withdrawal.
He made his way toward Paris, planning to find the best route possible. He encountered corpses everywhere, but not all in gray-green uniforms. Many of his fellow countrymen had fallen in the brave advance. Many more would still fall in the final stages of the battle occurring behind them, shaking the horizon with its constant noise. Everywhere, red pantaloons were sticking up from the grass, hobnailed boots gleaming upright by the roadside, pale heads, severed bodies, random limbs—and scattered among this grim scene were red kepis and Oriental caps, helmets with tufts of horsehair, twisted swords, broken bayonets, guns, and huge piles of cannon cartridges. Dead horses lay across the field, their swollen bodies littering the ground. Artillery wagons, with their charred wood and bent iron frames, revealed the tragic moment of the explosion. Rectangles of turned earth marked the positions of the enemy's cannons before their retreat. Amid the wreckage of cannons and trucks were piles of carbonized remains, the remnants of men and horses burned by the Germans the night before their withdrawal.
In spite of these barbarian holocausts corpses were every where in infinite numbers. There seemed to be no end to their number; it seemed as though the earth had expelled all the bodies that it had received since the beginning of the world. The sun was impassively flooding the fields of death with its waves of light. In its yellowish glow, the pieces of the bayonets, the metal plates, the fittings of the guns were sparkling like bits of crystal. The damp night, the rain, the rust of time had not yet modified with their corrosive action these relics of combat.
In spite of these brutal massacres, corpses were everywhere in endless numbers. There seemed to be no limit to their quantity; it felt as if the earth had expelled every body it had taken in since the dawn of time. The sun was unemotionally flooding the fields of death with its beams of light. In its yellowish glow, the pieces of bayonets, metal plates, and gun fittings sparkled like shards of crystal. The damp night, the rain, and the rust of time had not yet altered these remnants of battle with their corrosive effects.
But decomposition had begun to set in. Graveyard odors were all along the road, increasing in intensity as Desnoyers plodded on toward Paris. Every half hour, the evidence of corruption became more pronounced—many of the dead on this side of the river having lain there for three or four days. Bands of crows, at the sound of his footsteps, rose up, lazily flapping their wings, but returning soon to blacken the earth, surfeited but not satisfied, having lost all fear of mankind.
But decomposition had started to set in. The smell of death lingered all along the road, getting stronger as Desnoyers trudged toward Paris. Every half hour, the signs of decay became more evident—many of the bodies on this side of the river had been there for three or four days. Groups of crows, at the sound of his footsteps, took flight, flapping their wings slowly, but quickly returned to darken the ground, overindulged yet still hungry, having lost all fear of humans.
From time to time, the sad pedestrian met living bands of men—platoons of cavalry, gendarmes, Zouaves and chasseurs encamped around the ruined farmsteads, exploring the country in pursuit of German fugitives. Don Marcelo had to explain his business there, showing the passport that Lacour had given him in order to make his trip on the military train. Only in this way, could he continue his journey. These soldiers—many of them slightly wounded—were still stimulated by victory. They were laughing, telling stories, and narrating the great dangers which they had escaped a few days before, always ending with, “We are going to kick them across the frontier!” . . .
From time to time, the weary pedestrian encountered groups of soldiers—cavalry, police, Zouaves, and chasseurs camped around the ruined farms, searching the area for German escapees. Don Marcelo had to explain why he was there, presenting the passport that Lacour had given him to board the military train. Only then could he continue his journey. These soldiers—many of them with minor injuries—were still energized by their recent victory. They were laughing, sharing stories, and recalling the great dangers they had narrowly escaped just days before, always concluding with, “We’re going to drive them across the border!” . . .
Their indignation broke forth afresh as they looked around at the blasted towns—farms and single houses, all burned. Like skeletons of prehistoric beasts, many steel frames twisted by the flames were scattered over the plains. The brick chimneys of the factories were either levelled to the ground or, pierced with the round holes made by shells, were standing up like giant pastoral flutes forced into the earth.
Their outrage erupted again as they surveyed the devastated towns—farms and individual houses, all reduced to ashes. Like the bones of ancient creatures, many steel frames warped by the fire were strewn across the plains. The brick chimneys of the factories were either flattened or, riddled with round holes from artillery shells, stood tall like enormous flutes stuck into the ground.
Near the ruined villages, the women were removing the earth and trying to dig burial trenches, but their labor was almost useless because it required an immense force to inter so many dead. “We are all going to die after gaining the victory,” mused the old man. “The plague is going to break out among us.”
Near the destroyed villages, the women were clearing the soil and trying to dig burial trenches, but their efforts were nearly futile because it took a tremendous amount of strength to bury so many corpses. “We’re all going to die even after winning the battle,” the old man thought. “The plague is going to spread among us.”
The water of the river must also be contaminated by this contagion; so when his thirst became intolerable he drank, in preference, from a nearby pond. . . . But, alas, on raising his head, he saw some greenish legs on the surface of the shallow water, the boots sunk in the muddy banks. The head of the German was in the depths of the pool.
The river's water must also be tainted by this illness; so when his thirst got unbearable, he chose to drink from a nearby pond instead. . . . But unfortunately, when he lifted his head, he spotted some greenish legs on the surface of the shallow water, the boots buried in the muddy banks. The German's head was submerged in the depths of the pool.
He had been trudging on for several hours when he stopped before a ruined house which he believed that he recognized. Yes, it was the tavern where he had lunched a few days ago on his way to the castle. He forced his way in among the blackened walls where a persistent swarm of flies came buzzing around him. The smell of decomposing flesh attracted his attention; a leg which looked like a piece of charred cardboard was wedged in the ruins. Looking at it bitterly he seemed to hear again the old woman with her grandchildren clinging to her skirts—“Monsieur, why are the people fleeing? War only concerns the soldiers. We countryfolk have done no wrong to anybody, and we ought not to be afraid.”
He had been trudging for several hours when he stopped in front of a ruined house that he thought he recognized. Yes, it was the tavern where he had lunch a few days ago on his way to the castle. He pushed his way through the blackened walls, where a persistent swarm of flies buzzed around him. The smell of decaying flesh caught his attention; a leg that looked like a piece of charred cardboard was stuck in the rubble. Looking at it bitterly, he could almost hear the old woman with her grandchildren clinging to her skirts—“Sir, why are people running away? War only affects the soldiers. We country folks haven’t done anything wrong to anyone, and we shouldn’t be scared.”
Half an hour later, on descending a hilly path, the traveller had the most unexpected of encounters. He saw there a taxicab, an automobile from Paris. The chauffeur was walking tranquilly around the vehicle as if it were at the cab stand, and he promptly entered into conversation with this gentleman who appeared to him as downcast and dirty as a tramp, with half of his livid face discolored from a blow. He had brought out here in his machine some Parisians who had wanted to see the battlefield; they were reporters; and he was waiting there to take them back at nightfall.
Half an hour later, as he walked down a steep path, the traveler had an unexpected encounter. He spotted a taxi, an automobile from Paris. The driver was calmly walking around the vehicle as if it were at a taxi stand, and he quickly struck up a conversation with the man who looked as gloomy and dirty as a homeless person, with half of his pale face bruised from a punch. He had brought some Parisian reporters out here who wanted to see the battlefield, and he was waiting to take them back at sunset.
Don Marcelo buried his right hand in his pocket. Two hundred francs if the man would drive him to Paris. The chauffeur declined with the gravity of a man faithful to his obligations. . . . “Five hundred?” . . . and he showed his fist bulging with gold coins. The man’s only response was a twirl of the handle which started the machine to snorting, and away they sped. There was not a battle in the neighborhood of Paris every day in the year! His other clients could just wait.
Don Marcelo shoved his right hand into his pocket. Two hundred francs if the guy would take him to Paris. The driver refused with the seriousness of someone committed to his duties. . . . “Five hundred?” . . . and he revealed his fist full of gold coins. The man’s only reaction was to twist the handle, which made the machine roar to life, and off they went. There wasn’t a battle in the Paris area every day of the year! His other customers could just wait.
And settling back into the motor-car, Desnoyers saw the horrors of the battle field flying past at a dizzying speed and disappearing behind him. He was rolling toward human life . . . he was returning to civilization!
And as he settled back into the car, Desnoyers watched the horrors of the battlefield rush by at a dizzying speed and fade away behind him. He was heading toward human life . . . he was going back to civilization!
As they came into Paris, the nearly empty streets seemed to him to be crowded with people. Never had he seen the city so beautiful. He whirled through the avenue de l’Opera, whizzed past the place de la Concorde, and thought he must be dreaming as he realized the gigantic leap that he had taken within the hour. He compared all that was now around him with the sights on that plain of death but a few miles away. No; no, it was not possible. One of the extremes of this contrast must certainly be false!
As they entered Paris, the almost empty streets felt to him like they were packed with people. He had never seen the city so beautiful. He spun through the Avenue de l’Opera, zipped past the Place de la Concorde, and thought he must be dreaming as he recognized the huge change he had experienced in just an hour. He compared everything around him to the scenes from that plain of death just a few miles away. No; it couldn't be true. One of these extremes of contrast had to be a lie!
The automobile was beginning to slow down; he must be now in the avenue Victor Hugo. . . . He couldn’t wake up. Was that really his home? . . .
The car was starting to slow down; he must be on Victor Hugo Avenue now. . . . He couldn’t wake up. Was that really his home? . . .
The majestic concierge, unable to understand his forlorn appearance, greeted him with amazed consternation. “Ah. Monsieur! . . . Where has Monsieur been?” . . .
The impressive concierge, unable to grasp his sorrowful look, greeted him with astonished disbelief. “Oh, sir! . . . Where have you been?” . . .
“In hell!” muttered Don Marcelo.
"In hell!" whispered Don Marcelo.
His wonderment continued when he found himself actually in his own apartment, going through its various rooms. He was somebody once more. The sight of the fruits of his riches and the enjoyment of home comforts restored his self-respect at the same time that the contrast recalled to his mind the recollection of all the humiliations and outrages that he had suffered. . . . Ah, the scoundrels! . . .
His amazement grew as he found himself in his own apartment, exploring its different rooms. He felt like someone again. Seeing the results of his wealth and enjoying the comforts of home brought back his self-esteem while also reminding him of all the humiliations and insults he had endured... Ah, those scoundrels!...
Two mornings later, the door bell rang. A visitor!
Two mornings later, the doorbell rang. A visitor!
There came toward him a soldier—a little soldier of the infantry, timid, with his kepis in his hand, stuttering excuses in Spanish:—“I knew that you were here . . . I come to . . .”
There came toward him a soldier—a small infantry soldier, shy, holding his cap in his hand, nervously mumbling excuses in Spanish:—“I knew you were here . . . I'm here to . . .”
That voice? . . . Dragging him from the dark hallway, Don Marcelo conducted him to the balcony. . . . How handsome he looked! . . . The kepis was red, but darkened with wear; the cloak, too large, was torn and darned; the great shoes had a strong smell of leather. Yet never had his son appeared to him so elegant, so distinguished-looking as now, fitted out in these rough ready-made clothes.
That voice? . . . Pulling him from the dark hallway, Don Marcelo guided him to the balcony. . . . He looked so handsome! . . . The cap was red but worn and faded; the cloak, which was too big, was torn and mended; the big shoes had a strong leather smell. Yet, never had his son seemed so stylish, so distinguished as he did now, dressed in these rugged, off-the-rack clothes.
“You! . . . You! . . .”
"You! . . . You! . . ."
The father embraced him convulsively, crying like a child, and trembling so that he could no longer stand.
The father hugged him tightly, crying like a child and shaking so much that he could no longer stand.
He had always hoped that they would finally understand each other. His blood was coursing through the boy’s veins; he was good, with no other defect than a certain obstinacy. He was excusing him now for all the past, blaming himself for a great part of it. He had been too hard.
He had always hoped that they would finally get each other. His blood was running through the boy’s veins; he was good, with no other flaw besides a bit of stubbornness. He was forgiving him now for everything that had happened before, holding himself responsible for a big part of it. He had been too harsh.
“You a soldier!” he kept exclaiming over and over. “You defending my country, when it is not yours!” . . .
“You're a soldier!” he kept saying again and again. “You’re defending my country, even though it’s not yours!” . . .
And he kissed him again, receding a few steps so as to get a better look at him. Decidedly he was more fascinating now in his grotesque uniform, than when he was so celebrated for his skill as a dancer and idolized by the women.
And he kissed him again, stepping back a bit to get a better look at him. He was definitely more captivating now in his bizarre uniform than he had been when he was famous for his dancing skills and adored by the women.
When the delighted father was finally able to control his emotion, his eyes, still filled with tears, glowed with a malignant light. A spasm of hatred furrowed his face.
When the thrilled father finally got a handle on his emotions, his eyes, still brimming with tears, shone with a dark intensity. A spasm of hatred twisted his face.
“Go,” he said simply. “You do not know what war is; I have just come from it; I have seen it close by. This is not a war like other wars, with rational enemies; it is a hunt of wild beasts. . . . Shoot without a scruple against them all. . . . Every one that you overcome, rids humanity of a dangerous menace.”
“Go,” he said simply. “You have no idea what war is; I just came from it; I’ve seen it up close. This isn’t a war like others, with logical enemies; it’s a hunt for wild beasts. . . . Shoot without hesitation at all of them. . . . Every one you take down frees humanity from a serious threat.”
He hesitated a few seconds, and then added with tragic calm:
He paused for a few seconds, then added with a tragic calm:
“Perhaps you may encounter familiar faces. Family ties are not always formed to our tastes. Men of your blood are on the other side. If you see any one of them . . . do not hesitate. Shoot! He is your enemy. Kill him! . . . Kill him!”
“Maybe you’ll come across some familiar faces. Family connections aren’t always to our liking. Men of your blood are on the other side. If you see any of them... don’t hold back. Shoot! He’s your enemy. Kill him!... Kill him!”
PART III
CHAPTER I
AFTER THE MARNE
At the end of October, the Desnoyers family returned to Paris. Dona Luisa could no longer live in Biarritz, so far from her husband. In vain la Romantica discoursed on the dangers of a return. The Government was still in Bordeaux, the President of the Republic and the Ministry making only the most hurried apparitions in the Capital. The course of the war might change at a minute; that little affair of the Marne was but a momentary relief. . . . But the good senora, after having read Don Marcelo’s letters, opposed an adamantine will to all contrary suggestions. Besides, she was thinking of her son, her Julio, now a soldier. . . . She believed that, by returning to Paris, she might in some ways be more in touch with him than at this seaside resort near the Spanish frontier.
At the end of October, the Desnoyers family returned to Paris. Dona Luisa could no longer stay in Biarritz, so far from her husband. La Romantica spoke at length about the dangers of going back. The government was still in Bordeaux, with the President of the Republic and the Ministry making only the briefest appearances in the capital. The situation in the war could change at any moment; that little incident at the Marne was just a temporary relief... But the good señora, after reading Don Marcelo’s letters, stood firm against all opposing suggestions. Besides, she was thinking about her son, her Julio, who was now a soldier... She believed that by returning to Paris, she might be closer to him than if she stayed at that seaside resort near the Spanish border.
Chichi also wished to return because Rene was now filling the greater part of her thoughts. Absence had shown her that she was really in love with him. Such a long time without seeing her little sugar soldier! . . . So the family abandoned their hotel life and returned to the avenue Victor Hugo.
Chichi also wanted to go back because Rene was taking up most of her thoughts. Being apart made her realize that she really loved him. It had been so long since she had seen her little sugar soldier! . . . So the family left their hotel life behind and returned to Avenue Victor Hugo.
Since the shock of the first September days, Paris had been gradually changing its aspect. The nearly two million inhabitants who had been living quietly in their homes without letting themselves be drawn into the panic, had accepted the victory with grave serenity. None of them could explain the exact course of the battle; they would learn all about it when it was entirely finished.
Since the shock of the first days of September, Paris had been gradually changing its appearance. The nearly two million residents who had been living quietly in their homes without getting swept up in the panic had accepted the victory with serious calm. None of them could explain the exact details of the battle; they would learn all about it once it was completely over.
One September Sunday, at the hour when the Parisians are accustomed to take advantage of the lovely twilight, they had learned from the newspapers of the great triumph of the Allies and of the great danger which they had so narrowly escaped. The people were delighted, but did not, however, abandon their calm demeanor. Six weeks of war had radically changed the temperament of turbulent and impressionable Paris.
One September Sunday, at the time when Parisians usually enjoy the beautiful twilight, they read in the newspapers about the Allies' big victory and the enormous danger they had just managed to avoid. The people were thrilled but didn’t lose their composed attitude. Six weeks of war had fundamentally changed the nature of the passionate and sensitive city of Paris.
The victory was slowly restoring the Capital to its former aspect. A street that was practically deserted a few weeks before was now filled with transients. The shops were reopening. The neighbors accustomed to the conventional silence of their deserted apartment houses, again heard sounds of returning life in the homes above and below them.
The victory was gradually bringing the Capital back to its former state. A street that had been nearly empty a few weeks ago was now bustling with visitors. The shops were starting to open again. The neighbors, used to the usual silence of their empty apartment buildings, could once more hear the sounds of life returning in the homes above and below them.
Don Marcelo’s satisfaction in welcoming his family home was considerably clouded by the presence of Dona Elena. She was Germany returning to the encounter, the enemy again established within his tents. Would he never be able to free himself from this bondage? . . . She was silent in her brother-in-law’s presence because recent events had rather bewildered her. Her countenance was stamped with a wondering expression as though she were gazing at the upsetting of the most elemental physical laws. In reflective silence she was puzzling over the Marne enigma, unable to understand how it was that the Germans had not conquered the ground on which she was treading; and in order to explain this failure, she resorted to the most absurd suppositions.
Don Marcelo’s happiness in welcoming his family home was significantly overshadowed by Dona Elena’s presence. She was like Germany returning to the fray, the enemy once again within his camp. Would he ever be able to break free from this situation? . . . She remained quiet around her brother-in-law because recent events had left her quite confused. Her face showed a look of wonder as if she were witnessing the disruption of the most basic laws of nature. In thoughtful silence, she was trying to make sense of the Marne mystery, unable to grasp why the Germans had not taken the ground she was standing on; and to justify this failure, she resorted to the wildest theories.
One especially engrossing matter was increasing her sadness. Her sons. . . . What would become of her sons! Don Marcelo had never told her of his meeting with Captain von Hartrott. He was maintaining absolute silence about his sojourn at Villeblanche. He had no desire to recount his adventures at the battle of the Marne. What was the use of saddening his loved ones with such miseries? . . . He simply told Dona Luisa, who was alarmed about the possible fate of the castle, that they would not be able to go there for many years to come, because the hostilities had rendered it uninhabitable. A covering of zinc sheeting had been substituted for the ancient roof in order to prevent further injury from wind and rain to the wrecked interior. Later on, after peace had been declared, they would think about its renovation. Just now it had too many inhabitants. And all the ladies, including Dona Elena, shuddered in imagining the thousands of buried bodies forming their ghastly circle around the building. This vision made Frau von Hartrott again groan, “Ay, my sons!”
One especially gripping issue was deepening her sadness. Her sons... What would happen to her sons! Don Marcelo had never mentioned his meeting with Captain von Hartrott. He was keeping completely quiet about his time in Villeblanche. He didn't want to share his experiences from the battle of the Marne. What was the point of upsetting his loved ones with such sorrows? He simply told Dona Luisa, who was worried about the possible fate of the castle, that they wouldn't be able to go there for many years since the fighting had made it uninhabitable. A layer of zinc sheeting had replaced the old roof to prevent more damage from wind and rain to the destroyed interior. Later on, after peace was declared, they would think about fixing it up. Right now, it had too many inhabitants. And all the ladies, including Dona Elena, shivered at the thought of the thousands of buried bodies forming their eerie circle around the building. This vision made Frau von Hartrott groan again, “Oh, my sons!”
Finally, for humanity’s sake, her brother-in-law set her mind at rest regarding the fate of one of them, the Captain von Hartrott. He was in perfect health at the beginning of the battle. He knew that this was so from a friend who had conversed with him . . . and he did not wish to talk further about him.
Finally, for the sake of humanity, her brother-in-law reassured her about the fate of one of them, Captain von Hartrott. He was in perfect health at the start of the battle. He knew this because a friend had spoken with him . . . and he didn't want to discuss it any further.
Dona Luisa was spending a part of each day in the churches, trying to quiet her uneasiness with prayer. These petitions were no longer vague and generous for the fate of millions of unknown men, for the victory of an entire people. With maternal self-centredness they were focussed on one single person—her son, who was a soldier like the others, and perhaps at this very moment was exposed to the greatest danger. The tears that he had cost her! . . . She had implored that he and his father might come to understand each other, and finally just as God was miraculously granting her supplication, Julio had taken himself off to the field of death.
Dona Luisa spent part of each day in the churches, trying to ease her anxiety through prayer. These prayers were no longer broad and generous for the fate of countless unknown people or for the victory of an entire nation. With a mother’s focused concern, they were directed at one single person—her son, who was a soldier like the others and perhaps at that very moment was facing the greatest danger. The tears he had cost her! . . . She had begged that he and his father might come to understand each other, and just as God was miraculously answering her pleas, Julio had gone off to the battlefield.
Her entreaties never went alone to the throne of grace. Someone was praying near her, formulating identical requests. The tearful eyes of her sister were raised at the same time as hers to the figure of the crucified Savior. “Lord, save my son!” . . . When uttering these words, Dona Luisa always saw Julio as he looked in a pale photograph which he had sent his father from the trenches—with kepis and military cloak, a gun in his right hand, and his face shadowed by a growing beard. “O Lord have mercy upon us!” . . . and Dona Elena was at the same time contemplating a group of officers with helmets and reseda uniforms reinforced with leather pouches for the revolver, field glasses and maps, with sword-belt of the same material.
Her pleas never went to the throne of grace alone. Someone was praying nearby, voicing the same requests. The teary eyes of her sister were lifted at the same time as hers to the figure of the crucified Savior. “Lord, save my son!” . . . When she spoke these words, Dona Luisa always pictured Julio as he appeared in a faded photograph he had sent his father from the trenches—wearing a kepi and military cloak, a gun in his right hand, and his face partly hidden by a growing beard. “O Lord, have mercy on us!” . . . and at that moment, Dona Elena was also focused on a group of officers in helmets and reseda uniforms reinforced with leather pouches for their revolvers, binoculars, and maps, wearing sword-belts made of the same material.
Oftentimes when Don Marcelo saw them setting forth together toward Saint Honore d’Eylau, he would wax very indignant.
Often when Don Marcelo saw them heading out together toward Saint Honore d’Eylau, he would become very angry.
“They are juggling with God. . . . This is most unreasonable! How could He grant such contrary petitions? . . . Ah, these women!”
“They're playing games with God. . . . This is so unreasonable! How could He grant such conflicting requests? . . . Ah, these women!”
And then, with that superstition which danger awakens, he began to fear that his sister-in-law might cause some grave disaster to his son. Divinity, fatigued with so many contradictory prayers was going to turn His back and not listen to any of them. Why did not this fatal woman take herself off? . . .
And then, with that superstition that danger brings out, he started to worry that his sister-in-law might bring some serious trouble to his son. God, tired of all the conflicting prayers, was about to ignore them completely. Why didn’t this cursed woman just leave? . . .
He felt as exasperated at her presence in his home as he had at the beginning of hostilities. Dona Luisa was still innocently repeating her sister’s statements, submitting them to the superior criticism of her husband. In this way, Don Marcelo had learned that the victory of the Marne had never really happened; it was an invention of the allies. The German generals had deemed it prudent to retire through profound strategic foresight, deferring till a little later the conquest of Paris, and the French had done nothing but follow them over the ground which they had left free. That was all. She knew the opinions of military men of neutral countries; she had been talking in Biarritz with some people of unusual intelligence; she knew what the German papers were saying about it. Nobody over there believed that yarn about the Marne. The people did not even know that there had been such a battle.
He felt as frustrated by her being in his home as he had at the start of the conflict. Dona Luisa was still innocently repeating her sister’s claims, putting them through the scrutiny of her husband. This way, Don Marcelo had learned that the victory at the Marne had never actually happened; it was just a story made up by the Allies. The German generals had decided it was smart to retreat due to deep strategic insight, postponing the conquest of Paris for a little while, and the French had simply followed them over the ground they had vacated. That was it. She knew the views of military experts from neutral countries; she had chatted in Biarritz with some highly intelligent people; she knew what the German newspapers were reporting about it. Nobody over there believed the tale about the Marne. People didn’t even know that such a battle had taken place.
“Your sister said that?” interrupted Desnoyers, pale with wrath and amazement.
“Your sister said that?” Desnoyers interrupted, pale with anger and shock.
But he could do nothing but keep on longing for the bodily transformation of this enemy planted under his roof. Ay, if she could only be changed into a man! If only the evil genius of her husband could but take her place for a brief half hour! . . .
But he could do nothing but continue wishing for the physical transformation of this enemy living in his home. Oh, if she could just become a man! If only her husband's evil spirit could take her place for just half an hour! . . .
“But the war still goes on,” said Dona Luisa in artless perplexity. “The enemy is still in France. . . . What good did the battle of the Marne do?”
“But the war still goes on,” Dona Luisa said, sounding genuinely confused. “The enemy is still in France... What was the point of the battle of the Marne?”
She accepted his explanations with intelligent noddings of the head, seeming to take them all in, and an hour afterwards would be repeating the same doubts.
She nodded along to his explanations, clearly trying to understand them, yet an hour later she would still be raising the same questions.
She, nevertheless, began to evince a mute hostility toward her sister. Until now, she had been tolerating her enthusiasms in favor of her husband’s country because she always considered family ties of more importance than the rivalries of nations. Just because Desnoyers happened to be a Frenchman and Karl a German, she was not going to quarrel with Elena. But suddenly this forbearance had vanished. Her son was now in danger. . . . Better that all the von Hartrotts should die than that Julio should receive the most insignificant wound! . . . She began to share the bellicose sentiments of her daughter, recognizing in her an exceptional talent for appraising events, and now desiring all of Chichi’s dagger thrusts to be converted into reality.
She, however, started to show a silent hostility toward her sister. Until now, she had been putting up with her enthusiasm for her husband’s country because she always thought family bonds were more important than national rivalries. Just because Desnoyers was French and Karl was German, she wasn’t going to argue with Elena. But suddenly, this patience was gone. Her son was now in danger... Better that all the von Hartrotts should die than that Julio should get even the slightest injury!... She began to share her daughter’s aggressive feelings, recognizing in her a remarkable ability to assess situations, and now wanting all of Chichi’s sharp attacks to become real.
Fortunately La Romantica took herself off before this antipathy crystallized. She was accustomed to pass the afternoons somewhere outside, and on her return would repeat the news gleaned from friends unknown to the rest of the family.
Fortunately, La Romantica left before this dislike turned into something serious. She was used to spending her afternoons outside, and when she returned, she would share the gossip she had picked up from friends the rest of the family didn't know.
This made Don Marcelo wax very indignant because of the spies still hidden in Paris. What mysterious world was his sister-in-law frequenting? . . .
This made Don Marcelo very angry because of the spies still hiding in Paris. What mysterious world was his sister-in-law involved in? . . .
Suddenly she announced that she was leaving the following morning; she had obtained a passport to Switzerland, and from there she would go to Germany. It was high time for her to be returning to her own; she was most appreciative of the hospitality shown her by the family. . . . And Desnoyers bade her good-bye with aggressive irony. His regards to von Hartrott; he was hoping to pay him a visit in Berlin as soon as possible.
Suddenly, she announced that she was leaving the next morning; she had gotten a passport to Switzerland, and from there she would go to Germany. It was definitely time for her to head back home; she was very grateful for the hospitality the family had shown her... And Desnoyers said goodbye with a biting sarcasm. He sent his regards to von Hartrott; he planned to visit him in Berlin as soon as possible.
One morning Dona Luisa, instead of entering the neighboring church as usual, continued on to the rue de la Pompe, pleased at the thought of seeing the studio once more. It seemed to her that in this way she might put herself more closely in touch with her son. This would be a new pleasure, even greater than poring over his photograph or re-reading his last letter.
One morning, Dona Luisa, instead of going into the nearby church like she usually did, walked on to rue de la Pompe, excited at the thought of seeing the studio again. She felt that this way, she could feel closer to her son. It would be a new enjoyment, even greater than looking at his photograph or re-reading his last letter.
She was hoping to meet Argensola, the friend of good counsels, for she knew that he was still living in the studio. Twice he had come to see her by the service stairway as in the old days, but she had been out.
She was hoping to meet Argensola, the friend with good advice, because she knew he was still living in the studio. Twice he had come to see her using the service stairway like in the old days, but she had been out.
As she went up in the elevator, her heart was palpitating with pleasure and distress. It occurred to the good lady that the “foolish virgins” must have had feelings like this when for the first time they fell from the heights of virtue.
As she rode the elevator, her heart raced with both excitement and anxiety. The good woman realized that the "foolish virgins" must have felt something similar when they first fell from their lofty ideals of virtue.
The tears came to her eyes when she beheld the room whose furnishings and pictures so vividly recalled the absent. Argensola hastened from the door at the end of the room, agitated, confused, and greeting her with expressions of welcome at the same time that he was putting sundry objects out of sight. A woman’s sweater lying on the divan, he covered with a piece of Oriental drapery—a hat trimmed with flowers, he sent flying into a far-away corner. Dona Luisa fancied that she saw a bit of gauzy feminine negligee embroidered in pink, flitting past the window frame. Upon the divan were two big coffee cups and bits of toast evidently left from a double breakfast. These artists! . . . The same as her son! And she was moved to compassion over the bad life of Julio’s counsellor.
Tears filled her eyes as she looked around the room, where the furniture and pictures reminded her of those who were missing. Argensola rushed in from the door at the end of the room, nervous and flustered, greeting her while quickly trying to hide various items. He covered a woman's sweater on the couch with a piece of exotic fabric and tossed a flower-adorned hat into a distant corner. Dona Luisa thought she caught a glimpse of a sheer pink nightgown drifting past the window. On the couch were two large coffee cups and some toast that clearly belonged to a shared breakfast. These artists! Just like her son! She felt a pang of sympathy for the difficult life of Julio’s advisor.
“My honored Dona Luisa. . . . My DEAR Madame Desnoyers. . . .”
“My esteemed Dona Luisa... My DEAR Madame Desnoyers...”
He was speaking in French and at the top of his voice, looking frantically at the door through which the white and rosy garments had flitted. He was trembling at the thought that his hidden companion, not understanding the situation, might in a jealous fit, compromise him by a sudden apparition.
He was speaking in French and at the top of his lungs, looking anxiously at the door through which the white and rosy outfits had disappeared. He was shaken by the idea that his hidden companion, not grasping the situation, might reveal him in a sudden outburst of jealousy.
Then he spoke to his unexpected guest about the soldier, exchanging news with her. Dona Luisa repeated almost word for word the paragraphs of his letters so frequently read. Argensola modestly refrained from displaying his; the two friends were accustomed to an epistolary style which would have made the good lady blush.
Then he talked to his unexpected guest about the soldier, sharing updates with her. Dona Luisa repeated almost verbatim the sections of his letters that she had read so often. Argensola modestly held back from showing his; the two friends were used to a writing style that would have made the dear lady blush.
“A valiant man!” affirmed the Spaniard proudly, looking upon the deeds of his comrade as though they were his own. “A true hero! and I, Madame Desnoyers, know something about what that means. . . . His chiefs know how to appreciate him.” . . .
“A brave man!” the Spaniard declared proudly, viewing his comrade's actions as if they were his own. “A real hero! And I, Madame Desnoyers, understand what that really means... His superiors know how to value him.”
Julio was a sergeant after having been only two months in the campaign. The captain of his company and the other officials of the regiment belonged to the fencing club in which he had had so many triumphs.
Julio was a sergeant just two months into the campaign. The captain of his company and the other officers in the regiment were part of the fencing club where he had experienced numerous victories.
“What a career!” he enthused. “He is one of those who in youth reach the highest ranks, like the Generals of the Revolution. . . . And what wonders he has accomplished!”
“What a career!” he exclaimed. “He's one of those people who, in their youth, reach the top levels, like the Generals of the Revolution... And look at all the amazing things he's done!”
The budding officer had merely referred in the most casual way to some of exploits, with the indifference of one accustomed to danger and expecting the same attitude from his comrades; but his chum exaggerated them, enlarging upon them as though they were the culminating events of the war. He had carried an order across an infernal fire, after three messengers, trying to accomplish the same feat, had fallen dead. He had been the first to attack many trenches and had saved many of his comrades by means of the blows from his bayonet and hand to hand encounters. Whenever his superior officers needed a reliable man, they invariably said, “Let Sergeant Desnoyers be called!”
The rookie officer casually mentioned some of his adventures, as if he was used to danger and expected the same nonchalance from his friends; however, his buddy exaggerated them, making it sound like they were the highlights of the war. He had delivered an order through heavy fire after three messengers trying to do the same had fallen dead. He was the first to attack many trenches and had saved numerous comrades with his bayonet and in close-quarters combat. Whenever his superior officers needed someone trustworthy, they always said, “Get Sergeant Desnoyers!”
He rattled off all this as though he had witnessed it, as if he had just come from the seat of war, making Dona Luisa tremble and pour forth tears of joy mingled with fear over the glories and dangers of her son. That Argensola certainly possessed the gift of affecting his hearers by the realism with which he told his stories!
He recounted everything as if he had seen it himself, as if he had just returned from the battlefield, making Dona Luisa shake and shed tears of joy mixed with fear over her son's triumphs and perils. Argensola truly had a talent for moving his listeners with the vividness of his storytelling!
In gratitude for these eulogies, she felt that she ought to show some interest in his affairs. . . . What had he been doing of late?
In appreciation for these tributes, she thought she should take an interest in his life. . . . What had he been up to lately?
“I, Madame, have been where I ought to be. I have not budged from this spot. I have witnessed the siege of Paris.”
“I, madam, have been where I belong. I haven’t moved from this place. I have seen the siege of Paris.”
In vain, his reason protested against the inexactitude of that word, “siege.” Under the influence of his readings about the war of 1870, he had classed as a siege all those events which had developed near Paris during the course of the battle of the Marne.
In vain, his logic objected to the inaccuracy of that word, “siege.” Influenced by his readings about the war of 1870, he had categorized all those events that unfolded near Paris during the battle of the Marne as a siege.
He pointed modestly to a diploma in a gold frame hanging above the piano against a tricolored flag. It was one of the papers sold in the streets, a certificate of residence in the Capital during the week of danger. He had filled in the blanks with his name and description of his person; and at the foot were very conspicuous the signatures of two residents of the rue de la Pompe—a tavern-keeper, and a friend of the concierge. The district Commissary of Police, with stamp and seal, had guaranteed the respectability of these honorable witnesses. Nobody could remain in doubt, after such precautions, as to whether he had or had not witnessed the siege of Paris. He had such incredulous friends! . . .
He modestly pointed to a diploma in a gold frame hanging above the piano, set against a tricolored flag. It was one of those certificates sold on the streets, proving residency in the Capital during the week of danger. He had filled in his name and description in the blanks; at the bottom were the obvious signatures of two residents of rue de la Pompe—a tavern owner and a friend of the concierge. The district Police Commissioner had guaranteed the credibility of these reputable witnesses with his stamp and seal. After such measures, there could be no doubt about whether he had witnessed the siege of Paris. He had such skeptical friends! . . .
In order to bring the scene more dramatically before his amiable listener, he recalled the most striking of his impressions for her special benefit. Once, in broad daylight, he had seen a flock of sheep in the boulevard near the Madeleine. Their tread had resounded through the deserted streets like echoes from the city of the dead. He was the only pedestrian on the sidewalks thronged with cats and dogs.
In order to make the scene more vivid for his friendly listener, he shared the most memorable of his experiences just for her. One time, during the day, he saw a flock of sheep on the boulevard near the Madeleine. Their footsteps echoed through the empty streets like sounds from a ghost town. He was the only person walking on the sidewalks crowded with cats and dogs.
His military recollections excited him like tales of glory.
His memories of the military thrilled him like stories of triumph.
“I have seen the march of the soldiers from Morocco. . . . I have seen the Zouaves in automobiles!”
“I’ve seen the soldiers from Morocco marching. . . . I’ve seen the Zouaves in cars!”
The very night that Julio had gone to Bordeaux, he had wandered around till sunrise, traversing half of Paris, from the Lion of Belfort, to the Gare de l’Est. Twenty thousand men, with all their campaign outfit, coming from Morocco, had disembarked at Marseilles and arrived at the Capital, making part of the trip by rail and the rest afoot. They had come to take part in the great battle then beginning. They were troops composed of Europeans and Africans. The vanguard, on entering through the Orleans gate, had swung into rhythmic pace, thus crossing half Paris toward the Gare de l’Est where the trains were waiting for them.
The night that Julio went to Bordeaux, he wandered around until sunrise, covering half of Paris, from the Lion of Belfort to the Gare de l’Est. Twenty thousand men, fully equipped for battle and arriving from Morocco, had disembarked in Marseilles and made their way to the Capital, traveling part of the journey by train and the rest on foot. They had come to participate in the major battle that was just starting. These troops were made up of both Europeans and Africans. The vanguard, as they entered through the Orleans gate, moved in a rhythmic stride, crossing half of Paris to reach the Gare de l'Est where the trains awaited them.
The people of Paris had seen squadrons from Tunis with theatrical uniforms, mounted on horses, nervous and fleet, Moors with yellow turbans, Senegalese with black faces and scarlet caps, colonial artillerymen, and light infantry from Africa. These were professional warriors, soldiers who in times of peace, led a life of continual fighting in the colonies—men with energetic profiles, bronzed faces and the eyes of beasts of prey. They had remained motionlesss in the streets for hours at a time, until room could be found for them in the military trains. . . . And Argensola had followed this armed, impassive mass of humanity from the boulevards, talking with the officials, and listening to the primitive cries of the African warriors who had never seen Paris, and who passed through it without curiosity, asking where the enemy was.
The people of Paris had seen groups from Tunis in flashy uniforms, riding energetic horses—Moors wearing yellow turbans, Senegalese with dark faces and bright red caps, colonial artillerymen, and light infantry from Africa. They were professional soldiers, who, in peacetime, lived in a constant state of conflict in the colonies—men with strong features, tanned faces, and eyes like predators. They stood still in the streets for hours, waiting for spaces to open up for them in military trains. . . . And Argensola had followed this silent, armed crowd from the boulevards, chatting with officials and listening to the primitive shouts of the African warriors who had never set foot in Paris, passing through the city without curiosity, asking where the enemy was.
They had arrived in time to attack von Kluck on the banks of the Ourq, obliging him to fall back or be completely overwhelmed.
They got there just in time to strike von Kluck along the banks of the Ourq, forcing him to retreat or risk being completely overrun.
A fact which Argensola did not relate to his sympathetic guest was that his nocturnal excursion the entire length of this division of the army had been accompanied by the amiable damsel within, and two other friends—an enthusiastic and generous coterie, distributing flowers and kisses to the swarthy soldiers, and laughing at their consternation and gleaming white teeth.
A fact that Argensola didn't share with his friendly guest was that his night walk along this part of the army had been joined by the charming young lady inside and two other friends—an enthusiastic and generous group, handing out flowers and kisses to the dark-skinned soldiers, and laughing at their surprise and bright white smiles.
Another day he had seen the most extraordinary of all the spectacles of the war. All the taxicabs, some two thousand vehicles, conveying battalions of Zouaves, eight men to a motor car, had gone rolling past him at full speed, bristling with guns and red caps. They had presented a most picturesque train in the boulevards, like a kind of interminable wedding procession. And these soldiers got out of the automobiles on the very edge of the battle field, opening fire the instant that they leaped from the steps. Gallieni had launched all the men who knew how to handle a gun against the extreme right of the adversary at the supreme moment when the most insignificant weight might tip the scales in favor of the victory which was hanging in the balance. The clerks and secretaries of the military offices, the orderlies of the government and the civil police, all had marched to give that final push, forming a mass of heterogenous colors.
Another day, he witnessed the most incredible sight of the war. All the taxicabs, about two thousand vehicles, were transporting battalions of Zouaves, eight men per car, whizzing past him at full speed, loaded with guns and wearing red caps. They created a striking scene in the boulevards, resembling an endless wedding parade. The soldiers jumped out of the cars right at the edge of the battlefield, opening fire as soon as they hit the ground. Gallieni sent all the men who knew how to handle a gun against the enemy’s far right at the critical moment when even the smallest advantage could secure victory, which was hanging in the balance. The clerks and secretaries from military offices, the government orderlies, and the civil police all marched together to deliver that final push, forming a mix of vibrant colors.
And one Sunday afternoon when, with his three companions of the “siege” he was strolling with thousands of other Parisians through the Bois de Boulogne, he had learned from the extras that the combat which had developed so near to the city was turning into a great battle, a victory.
And one Sunday afternoon when he was walking with his three friends from the "siege," along with thousands of other Parisians in the Bois de Boulogne, he heard from the news reports that the fighting so close to the city was escalating into a major battle, a victory.
“I have seen much, Madame Desnoyers. . . . I can relate great events.”
“I’ve seen a lot, Madame Desnoyers. . . . I can share significant events.”
And she agreed with him. Of course Argensola had seen much! . . . And on taking her departure, she offered him all the assistance in her power. He was the friend of her son, and she was used to his petitions. Times had changed; Don Marcelo’s generosity now knew no bounds . . . but the Bohemian interrupted her with a lordly gesture; he was living in luxury. Julio had made him his trustee. The draft from America had been honored by the bank as a deposit, and he had the use of the interest in accordance with the regulations of the moratorium. His friend was sending him regularly whatever money was needed for household expenses. Never had he been in such prosperous condition. War had its good side, too . . . but not wishing to break away from old customs, he announced that once more he would mount the service stairs in order to bear away a basket of bottles.
And she agreed with him. Of course, Argensola had seen a lot! . . . And when she was leaving, she offered him all the help she could provide. He was the friend of her son, and she was used to his requests. Times had changed; Don Marcelo’s generosity was now limitless . . . but the Bohemian interrupted her with a grand gesture; he was living in luxury. Julio had made him his trustee. The draft from America had been approved by the bank as a deposit, and he had access to the interest according to the rules of the moratorium. His friend was regularly sending him whatever money was needed for household expenses. He had never been in such a good position. War had its perks, too . . . but not wanting to break old habits, he announced that once again he would go up the service stairs to carry down a basket of bottles.
After her sister’s departure, Dona Luisa went alone to the churches until Chichi in an outburst of devotional ardor, suddenly surprised her with the announcement:
After her sister left, Dona Luisa went to the churches by herself until Chichi, in a moment of passionate devotion, suddenly surprised her with the announcement:
“Mama, I am going with you!”
“Mom, I’m going with you!”
The new devotee was no longer agitating the household by her rollicking, boyish joy; she was no longer threatening the enemy with imaginary dagger thrusts. She was pale, and with dark circles under her eyes. Her head was drooping as though weighed down with a set of serious, entirely new thoughts on the other side of her forehead.
The new devotee wasn’t stirring up the household with her boisterous, boyish joy anymore; she wasn’t brandishing imaginary daggers at the enemy. She looked pale, with dark circles under her eyes. Her head was hanging as if it was burdened by a whole new set of serious thoughts on the other side of her forehead.
Dona Luisa observed her in the church with an almost indignant jealousy. Her headstrong child’s eyes were moist, and she was praying as fervently as the mother . . . but it was surely not for her brother. Julio had passed to second place in her remembrance. Another man was now completely filling her thoughts.
Dona Luisa watched her in the church with an almost indignant jealousy. Her strong-willed child's eyes were misty, and she was praying as earnestly as her mother ... but it definitely wasn't for her brother. Julio had fallen to second place in her mind. Another man was now entirely occupying her thoughts.
The last of the Lacours was no longer a simple soldier, nor was he now in Paris. Upon her return from Biarritz, Chichi had listened anxiously to the reports from her little sugar soldier. Throbbing with eagerness, she wanted to know all about the dangers which he had been experiencing; and the young warrior “in the auxiliary service” told her of his restlessness in the office during the interminable days in which the troops were battling around Paris, hearing afar off the boom of the artillery. His father had wished to take him with him to Bordeaux, but the administrative confusion of the last hour had kept him in the capital.
The last of the Lacours was no longer just a soldier, and he wasn’t in Paris anymore. When Chichi returned from Biarritz, she anxiously listened to the updates from her little sugar soldier. Full of excitement, she wanted to hear all about the dangers he had faced. The young warrior “in the auxiliary service” shared how restless he felt in the office during the endless days while the troops fought around Paris, hearing the distant sounds of artillery. His father had wanted to take him to Bordeaux, but the last-minute administrative chaos had kept him in the capital.
He had done something more. On the day of the great crisis, when the acting governor had sent out all the available men in automobiles, he had, unasked, seized a gun and occupied a motor with others from his office. He had not seen anything more than smoke, burning houses, and wounded men. Not a single German had passed before his eyes, excepting a band of Uhlan prisoners, but for some hours he had been shooting on the edge of the road . . . and nothing more.
He had done something even more significant. On the day of the major crisis, when the acting governor had dispatched all the available men in cars, he had, without being asked, grabbed a gun and joined others from his office in a vehicle. He hadn’t seen anything other than smoke, burning buildings, and injured men. Not a single German soldier had come into view, except for a group of Uhlan prisoners, but for several hours, he had been shooting at the side of the road… and nothing more.
For a while, that was enough for Chichi. She felt very proud to be the betrothed of a hero of the Marne, even though his intervention had lasted but a few hours. In a few days, however, her enthusiasm became rather clouded.
For a while, that was enough for Chichi. She felt really proud to be engaged to a hero of the Marne, even though his involvement had only lasted a few hours. But in a few days, her excitement started to fade.
It was becoming annoying to stroll through the streets with Rene, a simple soldier and in the auxiliary service, besides. . . . The women of the town, excited by the recollection of their men fighting at the front, or clad in mourning because of the death of some loved one, would look at them with aggressive insolence. The refinement and elegance of the Republican Prince seemed to irritate them. Several times, she overheard uncomplimentary words hurled against the “embusques.”
It was starting to get annoying to walk through the streets with Rene, a regular soldier and also in the auxiliary service. The women in town, stirred up by memories of their men fighting at the front or dressed in black because of someone they lost, would stare at them with rude contempt. The sophistication and style of the Republican Prince seemed to aggravate them. Several times, she caught unflattering remarks aimed at the “embusques.”
The fact that her brother who was not French was in the thick of the fighting, made the Lacour situation still more intolerable. She had an “embusque” for a lover. How her friends would laugh at her! . . .
The fact that her brother, who wasn’t French, was in the middle of the fighting made the Lacour situation even more unbearable. She had a slacker for a boyfriend. How her friends would laugh at her! . . .
The senator’s son soon read her thoughts and began to lose some of his smiling serenity. For three days he did not present himself at the Desnoyers’ home, and they all supposed that he was detained by work at the office.
The senator’s son quickly picked up on her thoughts and started to lose some of his cheerful calm. For three days, he didn’t show up at the Desnoyers’ house, and everyone assumed he was busy with work at the office.
One morning as Chichi was going toward the Bois de Boulogne, escorted by one of the nut-brown maids, she noticed a soldier coming toward her. He was wearing a bright uniform of the new gray-blue, the “horizon blue” just adopted by the French army. The chin strap of his kepi was gilt, and on his sleeve there was a little strip of gold. His smile, his outstretched hands, the confidence with which he advanced toward her made her recognize him. Rene an officer! Her betrothed a sub-lieutenant!
One morning, as Chichi was heading to the Bois de Boulogne with one of the tan maids, she spotted a soldier approaching her. He was dressed in a sharp new gray-blue uniform, the “horizon blue” recently adopted by the French army. The chin strap of his cap was gold, and he had a small strip of gold on his sleeve. His smile, his open hands, and the confidence with which he walked toward her made her recognize him. Rene, an officer! Her fiancé, a sub-lieutenant!
“Yes, of course! I could do nothing else. . . . I had heard enough!”
“Yes, of course! I couldn’t do anything else. . . . I had heard enough!”
Without his father’s knowledge, and assisted by his friends, he had in a few days, wrought this wonderful transformation. As a graduate of the Ecole Centrale, he held the rank of a sub-lieutenant of the Reserve Artillery, and he had requested to be sent to the front. Good-bye to the auxiliary service! . . . Within two days, he was going to start for the war.
Without his father's knowledge, and with help from his friends, he had in just a few days achieved this amazing transformation. As a graduate of the Ecole Centrale, he held the rank of a reserve artillery sub-lieutenant, and he had asked to be sent to the front. Goodbye to the auxiliary service! . . . In two days, he would be heading off to war.
“You have done this!” exclaimed Chichi. “You have done this!”
“You did this!” exclaimed Chichi. “You did this!”
Although very pale, she gazed fondly at him with her great eyes—eyes that seemed to devour him with admiration.
Although very pale, she looked at him affectionately with her big eyes—eyes that seemed to consume him with admiration.
“Come here, my poor boy. . . . Come here, my sweet little soldier! . . . I owe you something.”
“Come here, my poor boy. . . . Come here, my sweet little soldier! . . . I owe you something.”
And turning her back on the maid, she asked him to come with her round the corner. It was just the same there. The cross street was just as thronged as the avenue. But what did she care for the stare of the curious! Rapturously she flung her arms around his neck, blind and insensible to everything and everybody but him.
And turning her back on the maid, she asked him to come with her around the corner. It was just the same there. The side street was just as crowded as the avenue. But what did she care about the stares of the curious! Joyfully, she threw her arms around his neck, oblivious to everything and everyone except for him.
“There. . . . There!” And she planted on his face two vehement, sonorous, aggressive kisses.
“There. . . . There!” And she pressed two intense, loud, passionate kisses onto his face.
Then, trembling and shuddering, she suddenly weakened, and fumbling for her handkerchief, broke down in desperate weeping.
Then, shaking and shivering, she suddenly felt weak, and searching for her handkerchief, collapsed into desperate crying.
CHAPTER II
IN THE STUDIO
Upon opening the studio door one afternoon, Argensola stood motionless with surprise, as though rooted to the ground.
Upon opening the studio door one afternoon, Argensola stood frozen in shock, as if glued to the spot.
An old gentleman was greeting him with an amiable smile.
An elderly man was greeting him with a friendly smile.
“I am the father of Julio.”
"I'm Julio's dad."
And he walked into the apartment with the confidence of a man entirely familiar with his surroundings.
And he walked into the apartment with the confidence of someone completely at ease in his surroundings.
By good luck, the artist was alone, and was not obliged to tear frantically from one end of the room to the other, hiding the traces of convivial company; but he was a little slow in regaining his self-control. He had heard so much about Don Marcelo and his bad temper, that he was very uncomfortable at this unexpected appearance in the studio. . . . What could the fearful man want?
By good luck, the artist was alone and didn’t have to rush around the room, hiding the evidence of his partying; but he was a bit slow to regain his composure. He had heard so much about Don Marcelo and his bad temper that he felt really uneasy about this unexpected visit to the studio. . . . What could that intimidating man want?
His tranquillity was restored after a furtive, appraising glance. His friend’s father had aged greatly since the beginning of the war. He no longer had that air of tenacity and ill-humor that had made him unapproachable. His eyes were sparkling with childish glee; his hands were trembling slightly, and his back was bent. Argensola, who had always dodged him in the street and had thrilled with fear when sneaking up the stairway in the avenue home, now felt a sudden confidence. The transformed old man was beaming on him like a comrade, and making excuses to justify his visit.
His calm was restored after a quick, assessing look. His friend's dad had aged a lot since the war started. He no longer had that stubborn and grouchy vibe that made him unapproachable. His eyes sparkled with childlike joy; his hands trembled a bit, and his back was hunched. Argensola, who had always avoided him on the street and felt a rush of fear when creeping up the stairs to his place, now felt a sudden surge of confidence. The changed old man was smiling at him like a buddy and coming up with reasons to justify his visit.
He had wished to see his son’s home. Poor old man! He was drawn thither by the same attraction which leads the lover to lessen his solitude by haunting the places that his beloved has frequented. The letters from Julio were not enough; he needed to see his old abode, to be on familiar terms with the objects which had surrounded him, to breathe the same air, to chat with the young man who was his boon companion.
He wanted to see his son’s home. Poor old man! He was drawn there by the same urge that makes a lover visit the places their beloved used to go. The letters from Julio weren’t enough; he needed to see his old home again, be with the familiar things around him, breathe the same air, and hang out with the young man who was his close friend.
His fatherly glance now included Argensola. . . . “A very interesting fellow, that Argensola!” And as he thought this, he forgot completely that, without knowing him, he had been accustomed to refer to him as “shameless,” just because he was sharing his son’s prodigal life.
His fatherly gaze now included Argensola. . . . “What an interesting guy, that Argensola!” And as he thought this, he completely forgot that, without really knowing him, he had been used to calling him “shameless,” just because he was part of his son’s extravagant lifestyle.
Desnoyers’ glance roamed delightedly around the studio. He knew well these tapestries and furnishings, all the decorations of the former owner. He easily remembered everything that he had ever bought, in spite of the fact that they were so many. His eyes then sought the personal effects, everything that would call the absent occupant to mind; and he pored over the miserably executed paintings, the unfinished dabs which filled all the corners.
Desnoyers’ gaze happily took in the studio. He was well-acquainted with the tapestries and furnishings, all the decorations left behind by the previous owner. He could easily recall everything he had ever purchased, even though there was a lot of it. His eyes then searched for personal items, anything that would remind him of the missing person; and he examined the poorly done paintings, the unfinished splatters that cluttered every corner.
Were they all Julio’s? . . . Many of the canvases belonged to Argensola, but affected by the old man’s emotion, the artist displayed a marvellous generosity. Yes, everything was Julio’s handiwork . . . and the father went from canvas to canvas, halting admiringly before the vaguest daubs as though he could almost detect signs of genius in their nebulous confusion.
Were they all Julio’s? . . . Many of the paintings belonged to Argensola, but moved by the old man's emotions, the artist showed incredible generosity. Yes, everything was Julio’s work . . . and the father moved from painting to painting, pausing in admiration before the most indistinct brushstrokes as if he could almost see hints of genius in their fuzzy confusion.
“You think he has talent, really?” he asked in a tone that implored a favorable reply. “I always thought him very intelligent . . . a little of the diable, perhaps, but character changes with years. . . . Now he is an altogether different man.”
“You really think he has talent?” he asked, hoping for a positive response. “I always thought he was really smart... maybe a bit mischievous, but people change with time... Now he’s a completely different person.”
And he almost wept at hearing the Spaniard, with his ready, enthusiastic speech, lauding the departed “diable,” graphically setting forth the way in which his great genius was going to take the world when his turn should come.
And he nearly cried when he heard the Spaniard, with his eager and passionate speech, praising the late "devil," vividly describing how his remarkable talent was going to revolutionize the world when his time arrived.
The painter of souls finally worked himself up into feeling as much affected as the father, and began to admire this old Frenchman with a certain remorse, not wishing to remember how he had ranted against him not so very long ago. What injustice! . . .
The painter of souls finally worked himself up to feeling as affected as the father, and started to admire this old Frenchman with a hint of regret, not wanting to recall how he had raged against him not too long ago. What injustice! . . .
Don Marcelo clasped his hand like an old comrade. All of his son’s friends were his friends. He knew the life that young men lived. . . . If at any time, he should be in any difficulties, if he needed an allowance so as to keep on with his painting—there he was, anxious to help him! He then and there invited him to dine at his home that very night, and if he would care to come every evening, so much the better. He would eat a family dinner, entirely informal. War had brought about a great many changes, but he would always be as welcome to the intimacy of the hearth as though he were in his father’s home.
Don Marcelo shook his hand like an old friend. All of his son’s friends were his friends too. He understood the life young men lived... If he ever found himself in a tough spot, if he needed some money to keep pursuing his painting—he was ready to help! He immediately invited him to dinner at his house that very night, and if he wanted to come every evening, that would be even better. He could join a casual family dinner. The war had brought a lot of changes, but he would always be as welcome at the dinner table as if he were in his father's home.
Then he spoke of Spain, in order to place himself on a more congenial footing with the artist. He had never been there but once, and then only for a short time; but after the war, he was going to know it better. His father-in-law was a Spaniard, his wife had Spanish blood, and in his home the language of the family was always Castilian. Ah, Spain, the country with a noble past and illustrious men! . . .
Then he talked about Spain to feel more comfortable with the artist. He had only been there once, and that was just for a short time; but after the war, he planned to explore it more. His father-in-law was Spanish, his wife had Spanish heritage, and Castilian was always the language spoken at home. Ah, Spain, the land with a rich history and great figures! . . .
Argensola had a strong suspicion that if he had been a native of any other land, the old gentleman would have praised it in the same way. All this affection was but a reflex of his love for his absent son, but it so pleased the impressionable fellow that he almost embraced Don Marcelo when he took his departure.
Argensola had a strong feeling that if he were from anywhere else, the old man would have praised it just the same. All this affection was really just a reflection of his love for his missing son, but it delighted the sensitive guy so much that he nearly hugged Don Marcelo when he left.
After that, his visits to the studio were very frequent. The artist was obliged to recommend his friends to take a good long walk after lunch, abstaining from reappearing in the rue de la Pompe until nightfall. Sometimes, however, Don Marcelo would unexpectedly present himself in the morning, and then the soulful impressionist would have to scurry from place to place, hiding here, concealing there, in order that his workroom should preserve its appearance of virtuous labor.
After that, he started visiting the studio a lot. The artist had to tell his friends to take a long walk after lunch and not come back to the rue de la Pompe until evening. Sometimes, though, Don Marcelo would show up unexpectedly in the morning, and then the emotional impressionist would have to rush around, hiding here and covering up there, to make sure his workspace looked like he was working hard.
“Youth . . . youth!” the visitor would murmur with a smile of tolerance.
“Youth... youth!” the visitor would say with a tolerant smile.
And he actually had to make an effort to recall the dignity of his years, in order not to ask Argensola to present him to the fair fugitives whose presence he suspected in the interior rooms. Perhaps they had been his boy’s friends, too. They represented a part of his past, anyway, and that was enough to make him presume that they had great charms which made them interesting.
And he really had to work to remember the dignity of his age, so he wouldn’t ask Argensola to introduce him to the lovely escapees he thought were in the back rooms. They might have been friends from his youth as well. They were a part of his past, and that was enough for him to assume they had an allure that made them intriguing.
These surprises, with their upsetting consequences, finally made the painter rather regret this new friendship; and the invitations to dinner which he was constantly receiving bored him, too. He found the Desnoyers table most excellent, but too tedious—for the father and mother could talk of nothing but their absent son. Chichi scarcely looked at her brother’s friend. Her attention was entirely concentrated on the war. The irregularity in the mails was exasperating her so that she began composing protests to the government whenever a few days passed by without bringing any letter from sub-Lieutenant Lacour.
These surprises, with their upsetting consequences, eventually made the painter regret this new friendship; and the dinner invitations he kept getting bored him as well. He thought the Desnoyers' table was great, but too tedious—because the parents could only talk about their absent son. Chichi hardly paid attention to her brother’s friend. Her focus was completely on the war. The irregular mail delivery was driving her crazy, so she started writing protests to the government whenever a few days went by without any letter from sub-Lieutenant Lacour.
Argensola excused himself on various pretexts from continuing to dine in the avenue Victor Hugo. It pleased him far more to haunt the cheap restaurants with his female flock. His host accepted his negatives with good-natured resignation.
Argensola made up various excuses to avoid continuing his dinners on Avenue Victor Hugo. He preferred to hang out at the budget-friendly restaurants with his group of women. His host accepted his refusals with a patient attitude.
“Not to-day, either?”
“Not today, either?”
And in order to compensate for his guest’s non-appearance, he would present himself at the studio earlier than ever on the day following.
And to make up for his guest not showing up, he would arrive at the studio earlier than usual the next day.
It was an exquisite pleasure for the doting father to let the time slip by seated on the divan which still seemed to guard the very hollow made by Julio’s body, gazing at the canvases covered with color by his brush, toasting his toes by the beat of a stove which roared so cosily in the profound, conventual silence. It certainly was an agreeable refuge, full of memories in the midst of monotonous Paris so saddened by the war that he could not meet a friend who was not preoccupied with his own troubles.
It was a wonderful pleasure for the loving father to let time pass by while sitting on the couch that still seemed to hold the imprint of Julio’s body, looking at the colorful paintings created by his brush, warming his feet by the stove that crackled comfortably in the deep, quiet stillness. It was definitely a nice escape, full of memories amidst the monotonous Paris, which was so weighed down by the war that he couldn’t meet a friend who wasn’t caught up in his own problems.
His former purchasing dissipations had now lost all charm for him. The Hotel Drouot no longer tempted him. At that time, the goods of German residents, seized by the government, were being auctioned off;—a felicitous retaliation for the enforced journey which the fittings of the castle of Villeblanche had taken on the road to Berlin; but the agents told him in vain of the few competitors which he would now meet. He no longer felt attracted by these extraordinary bargains. Why buy anything more? . . . Of what use was such useless stuff? Whenever he thought of the hard life of millions of men in the open field, he felt a longing to lead an ascetic life. He was beginning to hate the ostentatious splendors of his home on the avenue Victor Hugo. He now recalled without a regretful pang, the destruction of the castle. No, he was far better off there . . . and “there” was always the studio of Julio.
His previous spending habits no longer held any appeal for him. The Hotel Drouot ceased to tempt him. At that time, the government was auctioning off items owned by German residents; a fortunate payback for the forced journey that the furnishings of the Villeblanche castle had taken to Berlin. But the agents told him in vain about the few competitors he’d face. He no longer felt drawn to those amazing deals. Why buy anything at all? What good was such pointless stuff? Whenever he thought about the hard lives of millions of people in the fields, he felt a desire to live simply. He was starting to dislike the flashy luxuries of his home on Avenue Victor Hugo. He now remembered the destruction of the castle without any regret. No, he was much better off there... and "there" was always Julio's studio.
Argensola began to form the habit of working in the presence of Don Marcelo. He knew that the resolute soul abominated inactive people, so, under the contagious influence of dominant will-power, he began several new pieces. Desnoyers would follow with interest the motions of his brush and accept all the explanations of the soulful delineator. For himself, he always preferred the old masters, and in his bargains had acquired the work of many a dead artist; but the fact that Julio had thought as his partner did was now enough for the devotee of the antique and made him admit humbly all the Spaniard’s superior theories.
Argensola started to get into the habit of working in front of Don Marcelo. He knew that the determined man couldn’t stand lazy people, so, influenced by his strong will, he began several new pieces. Desnoyers would watch his brush strokes with interest and listen to all the explanations from the passionate artist. For himself, he always preferred the old masters, and in his dealings, he had acquired works from many deceased artists; but the fact that Julio thought like he did was enough for the antique lover, which made him humbly accept all of the Spaniard’s superior theories.
The artist’s laborious zeal was always of short duration. After a few moments, he always found that he preferred to rest on the divan and converse with his guest.
The artist's intense enthusiasm was always brief. After a few moments, he would find that he preferred to relax on the couch and chat with his guest.
The first subject, of course, was the absentee. They would repeat fragments of the letters they had received, and would speak of the past with the most discreet allusions. The painter described Julio’s life before the war as an existence dedicated completely to art. The father ignored the inexactitude of such words, and gratefully accepted the lie as a proof of friendship. Argensola was such a clever comrade, never, in his loftiest verbal flights, making the slightest reference to Madame Laurier.
The first topic was, of course, the person who wasn’t there. They would share bits and pieces of the letters they had gotten and talk about the past with subtle hints. The artist painted a picture of Julio’s life before the war as one solely devoted to art. The father overlooked the inaccuracy of that statement and gladly took the lie as a sign of friendship. Argensola was such a smart friend, never, in his grandest speeches, mentioning Madame Laurier even once.
The old gentleman was often thinking about her nowadays, for he had seen her in the street giving her arm to her husband, now recovered from his wounds. The illustrious Lacour had informed him with great satisfaction of their reconciliation. The engineer had lost but one eye. Now he was again at the head of his factory requisitioned by the government for the manufacture of shells. He was a Captain, and was wearing two decorations of honor. The senator did not know exactly how this unexpected agreement had come about. He had one day seen them coming home together, looking affectionately at each other, in complete oblivion of the past.
The old man found himself thinking about her often lately, especially since he had seen her in the street linking arms with her husband, who had now recovered from his injuries. The renowned Lacour had happily informed him about their reconciliation. The engineer had only lost one eye and was now back in charge of his factory, which the government had requisitioned to produce shells. He held the rank of Captain and wore two honors. The senator wasn’t sure how this unexpected agreement had happened. One day, he had seen them return home together, gazing affectionately at each other, completely forgetting the past.
“Who remembers things that happened before the war,” said the politic sage. “They and their friends have completely forgotten all about their divorce. Nowadays we are all living a new existence. . . . I believe that the two are happier than ever before.”
“Who remembers things that happened before the war,” said the wise politician. “They and their friends have totally forgotten all about their divorce. These days, we're all living a new life. . . . I think the two of them are happier than ever.”
Desnoyers had had a presentiment of this happiness when he saw them together. And the man of inflexible morality who was, the year before, anathematizing his son’s behavior toward Laurier, considering it the most unpardonable of his adventures, now felt a certain indignation in seeing Marguerite devoted to her husband, and talking to him with such affectionate interest. This matrimonial felicity seemed to him like the basest ingratitude. A woman who had had such an influence over the life of Julio! . . . Could she thus easily forget her love? . . .
Desnoyers had a gut feeling about this happiness when he saw them together. The man of strict morals who, the year before, had condemned his son’s behavior toward Laurier, considering it the worst of mistakes, now felt a surge of anger seeing Marguerite devoted to her husband and talking to him with such caring interest. This happy marriage struck him as outright betrayal. A woman who had such a significant impact on Julio’s life! . . . Could she really forget her love so easily? . . .
The two had passed on as though they did not recognize him. Perhaps Captain Laurier did not see very clearly, but she had looked at him frankly and then hastily averted her eyes so as to evade his greeting. . . . The old man felt sad over such indifference, not on his own account, but on his son’s. Poor Julio! . . . The unbending parent, in complete mental immorality, found himself lamenting this indifference as something monstrous.
The two walked by as if they didn’t see him. Maybe Captain Laurier didn’t have clear vision, but she had glanced at him openly and then quickly looked away to avoid acknowledging him. . . . The old man felt a sense of sadness over such indifference, not for himself, but for his son. Poor Julio! . . . The strict father, in total moral confusion, found himself regretting this indifference as something outrageous.
The war was the other topic of conversation during the afternoons passed in the studio. Argensola was not now stuffing his pockets with printed sheets as at the beginning of hostilities. A serene and resigned calm had succeeded the excitement of those first moments when the people were daily looking for miraculous interventions. All the periodicals were saying about the same thing. He was content with the official report, and he had learned to wait for that document without impatience, foreseeing that with but few exceptions, it would say the same thing as the day before.
The war was another topic of conversation during the afternoons spent in the studio. Argensola was no longer stuffing his pockets with printed sheets like he did at the start of the conflict. A calm acceptance had replaced the thrill of those early days when people were constantly hoping for miraculous interventions. All the newspapers were reporting pretty much the same thing. He was satisfied with the official report and had learned to expect that document without feeling impatient, knowing that, with just a few exceptions, it would say the same thing as the previous day.
The fever of the first months, with its illusions and optimisms, now appeared to Argensola somewhat chimerical. Those not actually engaged in the war were returning gradually to their habitual occupations. Life had recovered its regular rhythm. “One must live!” said the people, and the struggle for existence filled their thoughts with its immediate urgency. Those whose relatives were in the army, were still thinking of them, but their occupations were so blunting the edge of memory, that they were becoming accustomed to their absence, regarding the unusual as the normal condition. At first, the war made sleep out of the question, food impossible to swallow, and embittered every pleasure with its funereal pall. Now the shops were slowly opening, money was in circulation, and people were able to laugh; they talked of the great calamity, but only at certain hours, as something that was going to be long, very long and would exact great resignation to its inevitable fatalism.
The excitement of the early months, filled with hope and optimism, now felt a bit unrealistic to Argensola. Those not fighting in the war were gradually going back to their usual routines. Life had regained its normal pace. “You have to keep living!” people said, and the struggle for survival filled their minds with its pressing urgency. Those whose family members were in the military still thought about them, but their daily activities dulled the sharpness of their memories, making them get used to their absence, treating the unusual as the new normal. At first, the war made it impossible to sleep, food was hard to swallow, and it soured every joy with its dark shadow. Now shops were slowly reopening, money was flowing again, and people could laugh; they discussed the great disaster, but only at certain times, seeing it as something that would stretch on for a long time and would require a lot of patience to accept its inevitable nature.
“Humanity accustoms itself easily to trouble,” said Argensola, “provided that the trouble lasts long enough. . . . In this lies our strength.”
“People get used to hardship pretty quickly,” said Argensola, “as long as the hardship lasts long enough... This is where our strength lies.”
Don Marcelo was not in sympathy with the general resignation. The war was going to be much shorter than they were all imagining. His enthusiasm had settled on a speedy termination;—within the next three months, the next Spring probably; if peace were not declared in the Spring, it surely would be in the Summer.
Don Marcelo did not agree with the general resignation. The war was going to be much shorter than everyone thought. His optimism was focused on a quick end; within the next three months, probably by the next Spring; if peace wasn't declared in the Spring, it would definitely happen in the Summer.
A new talker took part in these conversations. Desnoyers had become acquainted with the Russian neighbor of whom Argensola had so frequently spoken. Since this odd personage had also known his son, that was enough to make Tchernoff arouse his interest.
A new speaker joined these conversations. Desnoyers had gotten to know the Russian neighbor that Argensola had mentioned so often. Since this unusual character had also known his son, that was enough to pique Tchernoff's interest.
In normal times, he would have kept him at a distance. The millionaire was a great believer in law and order. He abominated revolutionists, with the instinctive fear of all the rich who have built up a fortune and remember their humble beginnings. Tchernoff’s socialism and nationality brought vividly to his mind a series of feverish images—bombs, daggers, stabbings, deserved expiations on the gallows, and exile to Siberia. No, he was not desirable as a friend. . . .
In normal times, he would have kept him at a distance. The millionaire was a strong believer in law and order. He despised revolutionaries, driven by the instinctive fear of all the wealthy who have built a fortune and remember their humble beginnings. Tchernoff’s socialism and nationality conjured up a series of intense images for him—bombs, daggers, stabbings, deserved punishments on the gallows, and exile to Siberia. No, he was not someone he wanted as a friend. . . .
But now Don Marcelo was experiencing an abrupt reversal of his convictions regarding alien ideas. He had seen so much! . . . The revolting proceedings of the invasion, the unscrupulous methods of the German chiefs, the tranquillity with which their submarines were sinking boats filled with defenseless passengers, the deeds of the aviators who were hurling bombs upon unguarded cities, destroying women and children—all this was causing the events of revolutionary terrorism which, years ago, used to arouse his wrath, to sink into relative unimportance.
But now Don Marcelo was going through a sudden shift in his beliefs about foreign ideas. He had witnessed so much! . . . The shocking actions during the invasion, the ruthless tactics of the German leaders, the calmness with which their submarines were sinking boats filled with helpless passengers, the actions of the pilots dropping bombs on defenseless cities, killing women and children—all of this was making the events of revolutionary terrorism that had once enraged him feel relatively insignificant.
“And to think,” he said “that we used to be as infuriated as though the world were coming to an end, just because someone threw a bomb at a grandee!”
“And to think,” he said, “that we used to be as furious as if the world were ending, just because someone threw a bomb at a wealthy person!”
Those titled victims had had certain reprehensible qualities which had justified their execution. They had died in consequence of acts which they undertook, knowing well what the punishment would be. They had brought retribution on themselves without trying to evade it, rarely taking any precautions. While the terrorists of this war! . . .
Those labeled victims had certain objectionable traits that justified their execution. They died as a result of actions they took, fully aware of the consequences. They brought punishment upon themselves without attempting to escape it, rarely taking any precautions. While the terrorists of this war! . . .
With the violence of his imperious character, the old conservative now swung to the opposite extreme.
With the intensity of his commanding personality, the old conservative now swung to the complete opposite extreme.
“The true anarchists are yet on top,” he said with an ironical laugh. “Those who terrified us formerly, all put together, were but a few miserable creatures. . . . In a few seconds, these of our day kill more innocent people than those others did in thirty years.”
“The real anarchists are still in charge,” he said with a sarcastic laugh. “Those who scared us in the past were just a handful of pitiful individuals... In just a few seconds, the ones we have today kill more innocent people than those others did in thirty years.”
The gentleness of Tchernoff, his original ideas, his incoherencies of thought, bounding from reflection to word without any preparation, finally won Don Marcelo so completely over that he formed the habit of consulting him about all his doubts. His admiration made him, too, overlook the source of certain bottles with which Argensola sometimes treated his neighbor. He was delighted to have Tchernoff consume these souvenirs of the time when he was living at swords’ points with his son.
The kindness of Tchernoff, his unique ideas, his jumbled thoughts, jumping from reflection to word without any warning, eventually won Don Marcelo over so completely that he started turning to him for advice on all his uncertainties. His admiration also made him blind to where certain bottles, which Argensola sometimes shared with his neighbor, came from. He was happy to have Tchernoff enjoy these reminders of the time when he was at odds with his son.
After sampling the wine from the avenue Victor Hugo, the Russian would indulge in a visionary loquacity similar to that of the night when he evoked the fantastic cavalcade of the four horsemen of the Apocalypse.
After tasting the wine from Avenue Victor Hugo, the Russian would get caught up in a dreamy chatter like that night when he conjured up the amazing parade of the four horsemen of the Apocalypse.
What his new convert most admired was his facility for making things clear, and fixing them in the imagination. The battle of the Marne with its subsequent combats and the course of both armies were events easily explained. . . . If the French only had not been so fatigued after their triumph of the Marne! . . .
What his new convert admired most was his ability to make things clear and help people visualize them. The battle of the Marne, along with the following fights and the movements of both armies, were events that were easy to explain. . . . If only the French hadn't been so exhausted after their victory at the Marne! . . .
“But human powers,” continued Tchernoff, “have their limits, and the French soldier, with all his enthusiasm, is a man like the rest. In the first place, the most rapid of marches from the East to the North, in order to resist the invasion of Belgium; then the combats; then the swift retreat that they might not be surrounded; finally a seven days’ battle—and all this in a period of three weeks, no more. . . . In their moment of triumph, the victors lacked the legs to follow up their advantage, and they lacked the cavalry to pursue the fugitives. Their beasts were even more exhausted than the men. When those who were retreating found that they were being spurred on with lessening tenacity, they had stretched themselves, half-dead with fatigue, on the field, excavating the ground and forming a refuge for themselves. The French also flung themselves down, scraping the soil together so as not to lose what they had gained. . . . And in this way began the war of the trenches.”
“But human capabilities,” Tchernoff continued, “have their limits, and the French soldier, despite all his enthusiasm, is just like everyone else. First, there was a quick march from the East to the North to counter the invasion of Belgium; then the battles; followed by a rapid retreat to avoid being surrounded; and finally a week-long battle—all of this in just three weeks, nothing more... In their moment of victory, the winners didn’t have the energy to capitalize on their success, and they didn’t have the cavalry to chase down the fleeing enemies. Their horses were even more worn out than the soldiers. When those who were retreating realized they were being pushed with less intensity, they collapsed, half-dead from exhaustion, on the ground, digging into the earth to create a makeshift shelter for themselves. The French did the same, throwing themselves down and piling up dirt to hold onto what they had won... And this is how the trench warfare began.”
Then each line, with the intention of wrapping itself around that of the enemy, had gone on prolonging itself toward the Northeast, and from these successive stretchings had resulted the double course toward the sea—forming the greatest battle front ever known to history.
Then each line, aiming to wrap around the enemy's, continued extending toward the Northeast, and from these ongoing expansions had emerged the double route to the sea—creating the largest battlefront ever seen in history.
When Don Marcelo with optimistic enthusiasm announced the end of the war in the following Spring or Summer—in four months at the outside—the Russian shook his head.
When Don Marcelo excitedly announced that the war would end in the coming Spring or Summer—in four months at the latest—the Russian shook his head.
“It will be long . . . very long. It is a new war, the genuine modern warfare. The Germans began hostilities in the old way as though they had observed nothing since 1870—a war of involved movements, of battles in the open field, the same as Moltke might have planned, imitating Napoleon. They were desirous of bringing it to a speedy conclusion, and were sure of triumph. Why employ new methods? . . . But the encounter of the Marne twisted their plans, making them shift from the aggressive to the defensive. They then brought into service all that the war staff had learned in the campaigns of the Japanese and Russians, beginning the war of the trenches, the subterranean struggle which is the logical outcome of the reach and number of shots of the modern armament. The conquest of half a mile of territory to-day stands for more than did the assault of a stone fortress a century ago. Neither side is going to make any headway for a long time. Perhaps they may never make a definite advance. The war is bound to be long and tedious, like the athletic conquests between opponents who are equally matched.”
“It’s going to be a long one . . . really long. This is a new kind of war, true modern warfare. The Germans started the fighting in the old-fashioned way, as if nothing had changed since 1870—a war filled with complex movements and open-field battles, just like Moltke would have planned, copying Napoleon. They wanted to wrap it up quickly and were confident they would win. Why change tactics? . . . But the battle of the Marne turned their plans upside down, forcing them to go from offense to defense. They then used everything the military learned from the Japanese and Russian campaigns, kicking off the trench warfare, the underground struggle that is a natural result of the range and firepower of modern weapons. Gaining half a mile of land today means more than taking a stone fortress did a hundred years ago. Neither side is likely to make any real progress for a long time. They might never achieve a significant advance. This war is set to be prolonged and exhausting, like a sports match between equally skilled opponents.”
“But it will have to come to an end, sometime,” interpolated Desnoyers.
“But it will have to come to an end eventually,” interrupted Desnoyers.
“Undoubtedly, but who knows when? . . . And in what condition will they both be when it is all over?” . . .
“Definitely, but who knows when? ... And how will they both be by the time it’s all done?” ...
He was counting upon a rapid finale when it was least expected, through the exhaustion of one of the contestants, carefully dissimulated until the last moment.
He was counting on a quick ending when it was least expected, due to the exhaustion of one of the contestants, carefully hidden until the last moment.
“Germany will be vanquished,” he added with firm conviction. “I do not know when nor how, but she will fall logically. She failed in her master-stroke in not entering Paris and overcoming its opposition. All the trumps in her pack of cards were then played. She did not win, but continues playing the game because she holds many cards, and she will prolong it for a long time to come. . . . But what she could not do at first, she will never be able to do.”
“Germany will be defeated,” he added with strong conviction. “I don't know when or how, but it will happen eventually. She messed up her big move by not entering Paris and overcoming its resistance. All her best cards were played then. She didn't win, but she keeps playing because she still has a lot of cards, and she will drag this out for a long time to come. . . . But what she couldn't achieve at the start, she will never be able to do.”
For Tchernoff, the final defeat did not mean the destruction of Germany nor the annihilation of the German people.
For Tchernoff, the ultimate defeat didn't signify the destruction of Germany or the elimination of the German people.
“Excessive patriotism irritates me,” he pursued. “Hearing people form plans for the definite extinction of Germany seems to me like listening to the Pan-Germanists of Berlin when they talk of dividing up the continents.”
“Excessive patriotism annoys me,” he continued. “Hearing people make plans for the complete destruction of Germany feels to me like listening to the Pan-Germanists in Berlin when they discuss dividing up the continents.”
Then he summed up his opinion.
Then he summed up his opinion.
“Imperialism will have to be crushed for the sake of the tranquillity of the world; the great war machine which menaces the peace of nations will have to be suppressed. Since 1870, we have all been living in dread of it. For forty years, the war has been averted, but in all that time, what apprehension!” . . .
“Imperialism needs to be defeated for the sake of global peace; the massive war machine threatening the stability of nations must be shut down. Since 1870, we've all been in fear of it. For forty years, war has been avoided, but throughout that time, what anxiety!” . . .
What was most irritating Tchernoff was the moral lesson born of this situation which had ended by overwhelming the world—the glorification of power, the sanctification of success, the triumph of materialism, the respect for the accomplished fact, the mockery of the noblest sentiments as though they were merely sonorous and absurd phrases, the reversal of moral values . . . a philosophy of bandits which pretended to be the last word of progress, and was no more than a return to despotism, violence, and the barbarity of the most primitive epochs of history.
What annoyed Tchernoff the most was the moral lesson that came from this situation, which ultimately took over the world—the glorification of power, the veneration of success, the victory of materialism, the respect for what is already accomplished, the ridicule of the highest sentiments as if they were just empty and ridiculous phrases, the turning upside down of moral values . . . a philosophy of criminals that claimed to be the pinnacle of progress but was nothing more than a return to despotism, violence, and the savagery of the most primitive times in history.
While he was longing for the suppression of the representatives of this tendency, he would not, therefore, demand the extermination of the German people.
While he wanted to suppress the representatives of this tendency, he did not, therefore, call for the extermination of the German people.
“This nation has great merits jumbled with bad conditions inherited from a not far-distant, barbarous past. It possesses the genius of organization and work, and is able to lend great service to humanity. . . . But first it is necessary to give it a douche—the douche of downfall. The Germans are mad with pride and their madness threatens the security of the world. When those who have poisoned them with the illusion of universal hegemony have disappeared, when misfortune has freshened their imagination and transformed them into a community of humans, neither superior nor inferior to the rest of mankind, they will become a tolerant people, useful . . . and who knows but they may even prove sympathetic!”
“This nation has a lot of strengths mixed with the negative aspects handed down from a not-so-distant, savage past. It has a talent for organization and hard work, and it can greatly benefit humanity. . . . But first, it needs a wake-up call—the wake-up call of downfall. The Germans are consumed by pride, and their arrogance threatens the world's safety. Once those who have filled their heads with the illusion of global dominance are gone, and when hardship has opened their minds and turned them into a community of humans, neither better nor worse than anyone else, they will become a more tolerant society, useful . . . and who knows, they might even turn out to be sympathetic!”
According to Tchernoff, there was not in existence to-day a more dangerous nation. Its political organization was converting it into a warrior horde, educated by kicks and submitted to continual humiliations in order that the willpower which always resists discipline might be completely nullified.
According to Tchernoff, there isn't a more dangerous nation today. Its political system is turning it into a warrior group, shaped by brutality and subjected to constant humiliation to completely break the willpower that typically resists discipline.
“It is a nation where all receive blows and desire to give them to those lower down. The kick that the Kaiser gives is transmitted from back to back down to the lowest rung of the social ladder. The blows begin in the school and are continued in the barracks, forming part of the education. The apprenticeship of the Prussian Crown Princes has always consisted in receiving fisticuffs and cowhidings from their progenitor, the king. The Kaiser beats his children, the officer his soldiers, the father his wife and children, the schoolmaster his pupils, and when the superior is not able to give blows, he subjects those under him to the torment of moral insult.”
“It’s a country where everyone takes hits and wants to dish them out to those below them. The punch from the Kaiser gets passed down from person to person all the way to the lowest level of society. The violence starts in school and continues in the military, becoming part of the education. The training of the Prussian Crown Princes has always involved taking beatings from their father, the king. The Kaiser hits his children, the officer hits his soldiers, the father hits his wife and kids, the teacher hits his students, and when someone in charge can't physically strike, they make those beneath them suffer through emotional abuse.”
On this account, when they abandoned their ordinary avocations, taking up arms in order to fall upon another human group, they did so with implacable ferocity.
On this account, when they left their usual jobs and took up arms to attack another group of people, they did so with unyielding fierceness.
“Each one of them,” continued the Russian, “carries on his back the marks of kicks, and when his turn comes, he seeks consolation in passing them on to the unhappy creatures whom war puts into his power. This nation of war-lords, as they love to call themselves, aspires to lordship, but outside of the country. Within it, are the ones who least appreciate human dignity and, therefore, long vehemently to spread their dominant will over the face of the earth, passing from lackeys to lords.”
“Each one of them,” continued the Russian, “bears the scars of kicks on his back, and when it's his turn, he finds comfort in passing that pain on to the unfortunate souls that war puts in his control. This nation of warlords, as they like to call themselves, aims for power, but only beyond its borders. Inside the country, they are the ones who value human dignity the least and, as a result, are desperate to impose their will on the world, rising up from being followers to becoming rulers.”
Suddenly Don Marcelo stopped going with such frequency to the studio. He was now haunting the home and office of the senator, because this friend had upset his tranquillity. Lacour had been much depressed since the heir to the family glory had broken through the protecting paternal net in order to go to war.
Suddenly, Don Marcelo stopped visiting the studio as often. He was now spending a lot of time at the senator's home and office because this friend had disturbed his peace. Lacour had been deeply troubled since the heir to the family legacy had broken free from the protective paternal safety net to go to war.
One night, while dining with the Desnoyers family, an idea popped into his head which filled him with delight. “Would you like to see your son?” He needed to see Rene and had begun negotiating for a permit from headquarters which would allow him to visit the front. His son belonged to the same army division as Julio; perhaps their camps were rather far apart, but an automobile makes many revolutions before it reaches the end of its journey.
One night, while having dinner with the Desnoyers family, an idea came to him that excited him. “Would you like to see your son?” He needed to see Rene and had started negotiating for a permit from headquarters that would let him visit the front. His son was in the same army division as Julio; their camps might be quite far apart, but a car makes many turns before it reaches its destination.
It was not necessary to say more. Desnoyers instantly felt the most overmastering desire to see his boy, since, for so many months, he had had to content himself with reading his letters and studying the snap shot which one of his comrades had made of his soldier son.
It wasn't necessary to say anything else. Desnoyers immediately felt an overwhelming urge to see his son, as he had spent so many months just reading his letters and looking at the snapshot taken by one of his comrades of his soldier son.
From that time on, he besieged the senator as though he were a political supporter desiring an office. He visited him in the mornings in his home, invited him to dinner every evening, and hunted him down in the salons of the Luxembourg. Before the first word of greeting could be exchanged, his eyes were formulating the same interrogation. . . . “When will you get that permit?”
From that point on, he pestered the senator like a political backer seeking a position. He showed up at his house in the mornings, invited him to dinner every night, and tracked him down in the luxurious salons. Before they could even say hello, his eyes were asking the same question... “When are you going to get that permit?”
The great man could only reply by lamenting the indifference of the military department toward the civilian element; it always had been inimical toward parliamentarism.
The great man could only respond by expressing his sadness over the military department's indifference to civilians; it had always been hostile to parliamentary democracy.
“Besides, Joffre is showing himself most unapproachable; he does not encourage the curious. . . . To-morrow I will see the President.”
“Besides, Joffre is being really distant; he doesn’t welcome questions. . . . Tomorrow I will see the President.”
A few days later, he arrived at the house in the avenue Victor Hugo, with an expression of radiant satisfaction that filled Don Marcelo with joy.
A few days later, he showed up at the house on Victor Hugo Avenue, with a look of pure happiness that made Don Marcelo really happy.
“It has come?”
“Is it here?”
“It has come. . . . We start the day after to-morrow.”
“It’s here. . . . We begin the day after tomorrow.”
Desnoyers went the following afternoon to the studio in the rue de la Pompe.
Desnoyers went to the studio on rue de la Pompe the next afternoon.
“I am going to-morrow!”
“I’m going tomorrow!”
The artist was very eager to accompany him. Would it not be possible for him to go, too, as secretary to the senator? . . . Don Marcelo smiled benevolently. The authorization was only for Lacour and one companion. He was the one who was going to pose as secretary, valet or utility man to his future relative-in-law.
The artist was really eager to go with him. Wasn’t it possible for him to join as the senator's secretary? . . . Don Marcelo smiled kindly. The approval was only for Lacour and one plus one. He was the one who would pretend to be the secretary, valet, or handy helper to his future in-law.
At the end of the afternoon, he left the studio, accompanied to the elevator by the lamentations of Argensola. To think that he could not join that expedition! . . . He believed that he had lost the opportunity to paint his masterpiece.
At the end of the afternoon, he left the studio, accompanied to the elevator by Argensola's complaints. To think he couldn't join that expedition! . . . He felt like he had lost the chance to paint his masterpiece.
Just outside of his home, he met Tchernoff. Don Marcelo was in high good humor. The certainty that he was soon going to see his son filled him with boyish good spirits. He almost embraced the Russian in spite of his slovenly aspect, his tragic beard and his enormous hat which made every one turn to look after him.
Just outside his house, he ran into Tchernoff. Don Marcelo was in a really good mood. The thought of seeing his son soon made him feel youthful and cheerful. He nearly hugged the Russian despite his messy appearance, his long beard, and his huge hat that made everyone turn to stare at him.
At the end of the avenue, the Arc de Triomphe stood forth against a sky crimsoned by the sunset. A red cloud was floating around the monument, reflected on its whiteness with purpling palpitations.
At the end of the avenue, the Arc de Triomphe stood out against a sky glowing crimson from the sunset. A red cloud was drifting around the monument, reflecting on its white surface with shades of purple.
Desnoyers recalled the four horsemen, and all that Argensola had told him before presenting him to the Russian.
Desnoyers remembered the four horsemen and everything Argensola had shared with him before introducing him to the Russian.
“Blood!” shouted jubilantly. “All the sky seems to be blood-red. . . . It is the apocalyptic beast who has received his death-wound. Soon we shall see him die.”
“Blood!” he shouted with excitement. “The entire sky looks blood-red. . . . It’s the apocalyptic beast who has received his fatal wound. Soon, we’ll see him die.”
Tchernoff smiled, too, but his was a melancholy smile.
Tchernoff smiled as well, but his smile was filled with sadness.
“No; the beast does not die. It is the eternal companion of man. It hides, spouting blood, forty . . . sixty . . . a hundred years, but eventually it reappears. All that we can hope is that its wound may be long and deep, that it may remain hidden so long that the generation that now remembers it may never see it again.”
“No; the beast doesn’t die. It’s the eternal companion of humanity. It hides, bleeding for forty... sixty... a hundred years, but eventually, it comes back. All we can hope for is that its wound is long and deep, that it stays hidden long enough that the generation that remembers it may never see it again.”
CHAPTER III
WAR
Don Marcelo was climbing up a mountain covered with woods.
Don Marcelo was climbing a wooded mountain.
The forest presented a tragic desolation. A silent tempest had installed itself therein, placing everything in violent unnatural positions. Not a single tree still preserved its upright form and abundant foliage as in the days of peace. The groups of pines recalled the columns of ruined temples. Some were still standing erect, but without their crowns, like shafts that might have lost their capitals; others were pierced like the mouthpiece of a flute, or like pillars struck by a thunderbolt. Some had splintery threads hanging around their cuts like used toothpicks.
The forest looked incredibly bleak. A silent storm had swept through, leaving everything in chaotic and unnatural positions. Not a single tree remained standing tall and lush like it did in more peaceful times. The clusters of pines reminded one of the columns of destroyed temples. Some still stood upright but without their tops, like shafts that had lost their capitals; others had gaping holes like the mouthpiece of a flute or like pillars hit by lightning. Some had jagged shards hanging around their wounds like discarded toothpicks.
A sinister force of destruction had been raging among these beeches, spruce and oaks. Great tangles of their cut boughs were cluttering the ground, as though a band of gigantic woodcutters had just passed by. The trunks had been severed a little distance from the ground with a clean and glistening stroke, as though with a single blow of the axe. Around the disinterred roots were quantities of stones mixed with sod, stones that had been sleeping in the recesses of the earth and had been brought to the surface by explosions.
A dark force of destruction had been tearing through these beeches, spruce, and oaks. Huge piles of their chopped branches lay scattered on the ground, as if a team of giant lumberjacks had just gone through. The trunks had been cut a little above the ground with a clean and shiny strike, as if by a single swing of the axe. Around the exposed roots were many stones mixed with dirt, stones that had been resting deep in the earth and were pushed to the surface by blasts.
At intervals—gleaming among the trees or blocking the roadway with an importunity which required some zigzagging—was a series of pools, all alike, of regular geometrical circles. To Desnoyers, they seemed like sunken basins for the use of the invisible Titans who had been hewing the forest. Their great depth extended to their very edges. A swimmer might dive into these lagoons without ever touching bottom. Their water was greenish, still water—rain water with a scum of vegetation perforated by the respiratory bubbles of the little organisms coming to life in its vitals.
At intervals—shimmering among the trees or obstructing the road with a necessity that required some winding around—was a series of pools, all identical, perfect geometric circles. To Desnoyers, they looked like sunken basins for the use of the unseen Titans who had been carving the forest. Their great depth reached all the way to the edges. A swimmer could dive into these lagoons without ever touching the bottom. The water was a greenish, calm surface—rainwater with a layer of vegetation dotted by the tiny bubbles of little organisms coming to life within it.
Bordering the hilly pathway through the pines, were many mounds with crosses of wood—tombs of French soldiers topped with little tricolored flags. Upon these moss-covered graves were the old kepis of the gunners. The ferocious wood-chopper, in destroying this woods, had also blindly demolished many of the ants swarming around the trunks.
Bordering the hilly path through the pines were several mounds marked by wooden crosses—graves of French soldiers topped with small tricolored flags. On these moss-covered graves lay the old kepis of the gunners. The fierce woodchopper, while clearing the forest, had also unintentionally destroyed many of the ants crawling around the tree trunks.
Don Marcelo was wearing leggings, a broad hat, and on his shoulders, a fine poncho arranged like a shawl—garments which recalled his far-distant life on the ranch. Behind him came Lacour trying to preserve his senatorial dignity in spite of his gasps and puffs of fatigue. He also was wearing high boots and a soft hat, but he had kept to his solemn frock-coat in order not to abandon entirely his parliamentary uniform. Before them marched two captains as guides.
Don Marcelo was wearing leggings, a wide hat, and a nice poncho draped over his shoulders like a shawl—clothes that reminded him of his long-gone life on the ranch. Behind him was Lacour, trying to maintain his senatorial dignity despite panting and struggling to catch his breath. He was also dressed in high boots and a soft hat, but he stuck with his formal frock coat so he wouldn’t completely give up his parliamentary look. Two captains marched ahead of them as guides.
They were on a mountain occupied by the French artillery, and were climbing to the top where were hidden cannons and cannons, forming a line some miles in length. The German artillery had caused the woodland ruin around the visitors, in their return of the French fire. The circular pools were the hollows dug by the German shells in the limy, non-porous soil which preserved all the runnels of rain.
They were on a mountain held by the French artillery, climbing to the top where cannons were hidden, lined up over several miles. The German artillery had destroyed the surrounding woods in response to the French fire. The circular pools were depressions created by the German shells in the hard, non-porous soil that collected all the rainwater.
The visiting party had left their automobile at the foot of the mountain. One of the officers, a former artilleryman, explained this precaution to them. It was necessary to climb this roadway very cautiously. They were within reach of the enemy, and an automobile might attract the attention of their gunners.
The visiting group had parked their car at the base of the mountain. One of the officers, a former artillery soldier, explained this precaution to them. It was essential to navigate this road very carefully. They were close to the enemy, and a car could draw the attention of their gunners.
“A little fatiguing, this climb,” he continued. “Courage, Senator Lacour! . . . We are almost there.”
“A bit tiring, this climb,” he continued. “Hang in there, Senator Lacour! . . . We’re almost there.”
They began to meet artillerymen, many of them not in uniform but wearing the military kepis. They looked like workmen from a metal factory, foundrymen with jackets and pantaloons of corduroy. Their arms were bare, and some had put on wooden shoes in order to get over the mud with greater security. They were former iron laborers, mobilized into the artillery reserves. Their sergeants had been factory overseers, and many of them officials, engineers and proprietors of big workshops.
They started meeting artillerymen, many of whom weren't in uniform but were wearing military caps. They looked like factory workers, foundry workers in corduroy jackets and pants. Their arms were exposed, and some wore wooden shoes to navigate the mud more easily. They were former ironworkers, called up into the artillery reserves. Their sergeants had been factory supervisors, and many of them were officials, engineers, and owners of large workshops.
Suddenly the excursionists stumbled upon the iron inmates of the woods. When these spoke, the earth trembled, the air shuddered, and the native inhabitants of the forest, the crows, rabbits, butterflies and ants, fled in terrified flight, trying to hide themselves from the fearful convulsion which seemed to be bringing the world to an end. Just at present, the bellowing monsters were silent, so that they came upon them unexpectedly. Something was sticking up out of the greenery like a gray beam; at other times, this apparition would emerge from a conglomeration of dry trunks. Around this obstacle was cleared ground occupied by men who lived, slept and worked about this huge manufactory on wheels.
Suddenly, the visitors came across the iron creatures of the woods. When they spoke, the ground shook, the air trembled, and the native forest inhabitants—crows, rabbits, butterflies, and ants—fled in fear, trying to hide from the terrifying disturbance that felt like the end of the world. For now, the roaring monsters were quiet, so they stumbled upon them by surprise. Something was sticking up through the greenery like a gray beam; at other times, this sight would appear from a jumble of dry trunks. Around this obstruction was a clear area occupied by people who lived, slept, and worked around this massive factory on wheels.
The senator, who had written verse in his youth and composed oratorical poetry when dedicating various monuments in his district, saw in these solitary men on the mountain side, blackened by the sun and smoke, with naked breasts and bare arms, a species of priests dedicated to the service of a fatal divinity that was receiving from their hands offerings of enormous explosive capsules, hurling them forth in thunderclaps.
The senator, who had written poetry in his youth and crafted speeches for various monuments in his district, saw in these solitary men on the mountainside—darkened by the sun and smoke, with bare chests and arms—a kind of priests devoted to a deadly deity that was receiving massive explosive capsules from them, launching them with thunderous blasts.
Hidden under the branches, in order to escape the observation of the enemy’s birdmen, the French cannon were scattered among the hills and hollows of the highland range. In this herd of steel, there were enormous pieces with wheels reinforced by metal plates, somewhat like the farming engines which Desnoyers had used on his ranch for plowing. Like smaller beasts, more agile and playful in their incessant yelping, the groups of ‘75 were mingled with the terrific monsters.
Hidden under the branches to avoid being seen by the enemy's birdmen, the French cannons were spread out among the hills and valleys of the highland range. In this cluster of steel, there were huge pieces with wheels reinforced with metal plates, resembling the farming machines Desnoyers had used on his ranch for plowing. Like smaller animals, more agile and lively in their constant barking, the groups of '75 were mixed in with the massive monsters.
The two captains had received from the general of their division orders to show Senator Lacour minutely the workings of the artillery, and Lacour was accepting their observations with corresponding gravity while his eyes roved from side to side in the hope of recognizing his son. The interesting thing for him was to see Rene . . . but recollecting the official pretext of his journey, he followed submissively from cannon to cannon, listening patiently to all explanations.
The two captains had received orders from their division general to give Senator Lacour a detailed look at how the artillery worked, and Lacour was taking their explanations seriously while scanning the area, hoping to spot his son. What he really wanted was to see Rene... but remembering the official reason for his visit, he obediently moved from cannon to cannon, patiently listening to all the explanations.
The operators next showed him the servants of these pieces, great oval cylinders extracted from subterranean storehouses called shelters. These storage places were deep burrows, oblique wells reinforced with sacks of stones and wood. They served as a refuge to those off duty, and kept the munitions away from the enemy’s shell. An artilleryman exhibited two pouches of white cloth, joined together and very full. They looked like a double sausage and were the charge for one of the large cannons. The open packet showed some rose-colored leaves, and the senator greatly admired this dainty paste which looked like an article for the dressing table instead of one of the most terrible explosives of modern warfare.
The operators then showed him the servants of these pieces, large oval cylinders taken from underground storage areas called shelters. These storage places were deep burrows and slanted wells reinforced with bags of stones and wood. They provided refuge for off-duty personnel and kept the munitions safe from the enemy’s shells. An artilleryman displayed two pouches made of white cloth, stitched together and very full. They resembled a double sausage and contained the charge for one of the large cannons. The opened packet revealed some pinkish leaves, and the senator was quite impressed by this delicate paste that looked more like something from a vanity table than one of the most devastating explosives of modern warfare.
“I am sure,” said Lacour, “that if I had found one of these delicate packets on the street, I should have thought that it had been dropped from some lady’s vanity bag, or by some careless clerk from a perfumery shop . . . anything but an explosive! And with this trifle that looks as if it were made for the lips, it is possible to blow up an edifice!” . . .
“I’m sure,” said Lacour, “that if I had found one of these delicate packages on the street, I would have thought it was dropped from some lady’s vanity bag, or by some careless clerk from a perfume shop... anything but an explosive! And with this little item that looks like it was made for the lips, it’s possible to blow up a building!”...
As they continued their visit of investigation, they came upon a partially destroyed round tower in the highest part of the mountain. This was the most dangerous post. From it, an officer was examining the enemy’s line in order to gauge the correctness of the aim of the gunners. While his comrades were under the ground or hidden by the branches, he was fulfilling his mission from this visible point.
As they continued their investigative visit, they stumbled upon a partially destroyed round tower at the highest point of the mountain. This was the most dangerous position. From there, an officer was observing the enemy's line to assess the accuracy of the gunners' aim. While his comrades were underground or concealed by branches, he was carrying out his mission from this exposed position.
A short distance from the tower a subterranean passageway opened before their eyes. They descended through its murky recesses until they found the various rooms excavated in the ground. One side of the mountain cut in points formed its exterior facade. Narrow little windows, cut in the stone, gave light and air to these quarters.
A short distance from the tower, a hidden passageway appeared before them. They went down through its dark depths until they discovered several rooms dug out of the earth. One side of the mountain, shaped into points, formed its outer facade. Small windows, carved into the stone, let in light and air to these spaces.
An old commandant in charge of the section came out to meet them. Desnoyers thought that he must be the floorwalker of some big department store in Paris. His manners were so exquisite and his voice so suave that he seemed to be imploring pardon at every word, or addressing a group of ladies, offering them goods of the latest novelty. But this impression only lasted a moment. This soldier with gray hair and near-sighted glasses who, in the midst of war, was retaining his customary manner of a building director receiving his clients, showed on moving his arms, some bandages and surgical dressings within his sleeves, He was wounded in both wrists by the explosion of a shell, but he was, nevertheless, sticking to his post.
An old commandant in charge of the section came out to meet them. Desnoyers thought he must be the floorwalker of some big department store in Paris. His manners were so refined and his voice so smooth that he seemed to be apologizing with every word, or addressing a group of ladies, offering them the latest products. But this impression only lasted a moment. This soldier with gray hair and near-sighted glasses, who, in the midst of war, was maintaining his usual demeanor of a building manager greeting his clients, revealed some bandages and surgical dressings tucked within his sleeves as he moved his arms. He was injured in both wrists from a shell explosion, yet he was still holding his post.
“A devil of a honey-tongued, syrupy gentleman!” mused Don Marcelo. “Yet he is undoubtedly an exceptional person!”
“A devil of a smooth-talking, sweet-talking guy!” thought Don Marcelo. “But he’s definitely an extraordinary person!”
By this time, they had entered into the main office, a vast room which received its light through a horizontal window about ten feet wide and only a palm and a half high, reminding one of the open space between the slats of a Venetian blind. Below it was a pine table filled with papers and surrounded by stools. When occupying one of these seats, one’s eyes could sweep the entire plain. On the walls were electric apparatus, acoustic tubes and telephones—many telephones.
By this time, they had walked into the main office, a large room that got its light from a horizontal window about ten feet wide and only a foot and a half high, similar to the gaps between the slats of a Venetian blind. Below it was a pine table covered with papers and surrounded by stools. Sitting on one of these stools, you could see the whole plain. The walls were lined with electrical equipment, acoustic tubes, and a lot of telephones.
The Commandant sorted and piled up the papers, offering the stools with drawing-room punctilio.
The Commandant organized the stacks of papers and politely offered the stools like a true host.
“Here, Senator Lacour.”
"Right here, Senator Lacour."
Desnoyers, humble attendant, took a seat at his side. The Commandant now appeared to be the manager of a theatre, preparing to exhibit an extraordinary show. He spread upon the table an enormous paper which reproduced all the features of the plain extended before them—roads, towns, fields, heights and valleys. Upon this map was a triangular group of red lines in the form of an open fan; the vertex represented the place where they were, and the broad part of the triangle was the limit of the horizon which they were sweeping with their eyes.
Desnoyers, the humble attendant, took a seat beside him. The Commandant now seemed like a theater manager getting ready to put on an amazing show. He laid out a huge paper on the table that displayed all the details of the landscape in front of them—roads, towns, fields, hills, and valleys. On this map was a triangular cluster of red lines shaped like an open fan; the point indicated their current location, and the wide part of the triangle marked the edge of the horizon they were scanning with their eyes.
“We are going to fire at that grove,” said the artilleryman, pointing to one end of the map. “There it is,” he continued, designating a little dark line. “Take your glasses.”
“We're going to shoot at that grove,” said the artilleryman, pointing to one end of the map. “There it is,” he continued, indicating a small dark line. “Grab your binoculars.”
But before they could adjust the binoculars, the Commandant placed a new paper on top of the map. It was an enormous and somewhat hazy photograph upon whose plan appeared a fan of red lines like the other one.
But before they could adjust the binoculars, the Commandant placed a new paper on top of the map. It was a huge and somewhat unclear photograph with a design showing a fan of red lines, just like the other one.
“Our aviators,” explained the gunner courteously, “have taken this morning some views of the enemy’s positions. This is an enlargement from our photographic laboratory. . . . According to this information, there are two German regiments encamped in that wood.”
“Our pilots,” the gunner explained politely, “have taken some photos of the enemy’s positions this morning. This is a blown-up version from our photo lab. . . . Based on this information, there are two German regiments camped in that woods.”
Don Marcelo saw on the print the spot of woods, and within it white lines which represented roads, and groups of little squares which were blocks of houses in a village. He believed he must be in an aeroplane contemplating the earth from a height of three thousand feet. Then he raised the glasses to his eyes, following the direction of one of the red lines, and saw enlarged in the circle of the glass a black bar, somewhat like a heavy line of ink—the grove, the refuge of the foe.
Don Marcelo looked at the map and saw a wooded area, with white lines that showed roads and clusters of small squares that represented houses in a village. He imagined he was in an airplane, viewing the ground from three thousand feet up. Then he brought the binoculars to his eyes, following one of the red lines, and saw through the lenses an enlarged black bar that looked a bit like a thick line of ink—the grove, the hiding place of the enemy.
“Whenever you say, Senator Lacour, we will begin,” said the Commandant, reaching the topmost notch of his courtesy. “Are you ready?”
“Whenever you say, Senator Lacour, we will get started,” said the Commandant, reaching the peak of his politeness. “Are you ready?”
Desnoyers smiled slightly. For what was his illustrious friend to make himself ready? What difference could it possibly make to a mere spectator, much interested in the novelty of the show? . . .
Desnoyers smiled slightly. What did his famous friend need to get ready for? What difference could it possibly make to a mere spectator, who was quite intrigued by the novelty of the show? . . .
There sounded behind them numberless bells, gongs that called and gongs that answered. The acoustic tubes seemed to swell out with the gallop of words. The electric wire filled the silence of the room with the palpitations of its mysterious life. The bland Chief was no longer occupied with his guests. They conjectured that he was behind them, his mouth at the telephone, conversing with various officials some distance off. Yet the urbane and well-spoken hero was not abandoning for one moment his candied courtesy.
Countless bells rang behind them, gongs that summoned and gongs that responded. The acoustic tubes appeared to pulse with the rush of words. The electric wire filled the quiet of the room with the vibrations of its enigmatic energy. The composed Chief was no longer focused on his guests. They speculated that he was behind them, speaking into the telephone, chatting with various officials far away. Yet the polished and articulate hero didn’t drop his sweet politeness for a second.
“Will you be kind enough to tell me when you are ready to begin?” they heard him saying to a distant officer. “I shall be much pleased to transmit the order.”
“Could you please let me know when you’re ready to start?” they heard him say to a distant officer. “I’d be happy to pass on the order.”
Don Marcelo felt a slight nervous tremor near one of his legs; it was Lecour, on the qui vive over the approaching novelty. They were going to begin firing; something was going to happen that he had never seen before. The cannons were above their heads; the roughly vaulted roof was going to tremble like the deck of a ship when they shot over it. The room with its acoustic tubes and its vibrations from the telephones was like the bridge of a vessel at the moment of clearing for action. The noise that it was going to make! . . . A few seconds flitted by that to them seemed unusually long . . . and then suddenly a sound like a distant peal of thunder which appeared to come from the clouds. Desnoyers no longer felt the nervous twitter against his knee. The senator seemed surprised; his expression seemed to say, “And is that all?” . . . The heaps of earth above them had deadened the report, so that the discharge of the great machine seemed no more than the blow of a club upon a mattress. Far more impressive was the scream of the projectile sounding at a great height but displacing the air with such violence that its waves reached even to the window.
Don Marcelo felt a slight nervous tremor near one of his legs; it was Lecour, alert about the upcoming event. They were about to start firing; something was going to happen that he had never seen before. The cannons were above them; the rough vaulted ceiling was about to shake like a ship's deck when they fired over it. The room, with its acoustic tubes and the vibrations from the telephones, felt like the bridge of a ship preparing for action. The noise it was going to make! . . . A few seconds passed that felt unusually long to them . . . and then suddenly, a sound like distant thunder seemed to come from the clouds. Desnoyers no longer felt the nervous twitch against his knee. The senator looked surprised; his expression seemed to say, "Is that it?" . . . The mass of earth above them had muffled the sound, so the blast from the big cannon felt like a blow from a club on a mattress. Even more striking was the scream of the projectile soaring high above but displacing the air with such force that its waves reached the window.
It went flying . . . flying, its roar lessening. Some time passed before they noticed its effects, and the two friends began to believe that it must have been lost in space. “It will not strike . . . it will not strike,” they were thinking. Suddenly there surged up on the horizon, exactly in the spot indicated over the blur of the woods, a tremendous column of smoke, a whirling tower of black vapor followed by a volcanic explosion.
It went soaring... soaring, its roar fading away. After a while, they noticed its impact, and the two friends started to think that it might have been lost in space. “It won’t hit... it won’t hit,” they thought. Suddenly, on the horizon, right where the blur of the woods was indicated, a massive column of smoke erupted, a swirling tower of black vapor followed by a volcanic explosion.
“How dreadful it must be to be there!” said the senator.
“How terrible it must be to be there!” said the senator.
He and Desnoyers were experiencing a sensation of animal joy, a selfish hilarity in seeing themselves in such a safe place several yards underground.
He and Desnoyers felt a rush of primal joy, a carefree excitement in realizing they were so safely several yards underground.
“The Germans are going to reply at any moment,” said Don Marcelo to his friend.
“The Germans are going to respond any minute now,” said Don Marcelo to his friend.
The senator was of the same opinion. Undoubtedly they would retaliate, carrying on an artillery duel.
The senator agreed. There's no doubt they would fight back, engaging in an artillery battle.
All of the French batteries had opened fire. The mountain was thundering, the shell whining, the horizon, still tranquil, was bristling with black, spiral columns. The two realized more and more how snug they were in this retreat, like a box at the theatre.
All the French artillery had started firing. The mountain was booming, the shells were whistling, and the horizon, still calm, was filled with dark, twisting columns. The two began to understand more and more how comfortable they were in this shelter, like being in a box at the theater.
Someone touched Lacour on the shoulder. It was one of the captains who was conducting them through the front.
Someone tapped Lacour on the shoulder. It was one of the captains leading them through the front.
“We are going above,” he said simply. “You must see close by how our cannons are working. The sight will be well worth the trouble.”
“We're going up,” he said plainly. “You need to see up close how our cannons are working. It will definitely be worth the effort.”
Above? . . . The illustrious man was as perplexed, as astonished as though he had suggested an interplanetary trip. Above, when the enemy was going to reply from one minute to another? . . .
Above? . . . The distinguished man was just as confused and shocked as if he had proposed a trip to another planet. Above, when the enemy was about to respond any moment now? . . .
The captain explained that sub-Lieutenant Lacour was perhaps awaiting his father. By telephone they had advised his battery stationed a little further on; it would be necessary to go now in order to see him. So they again climbed up to the light through the mouth of the tunnel. The senator then drew himself up, majestically erect.
The captain explained that sub-Lieutenant Lacour was probably waiting for his father. They had informed his battery stationed a bit further ahead by phone; it was essential to go now to see him. So they climbed back up to the light through the tunnel's entrance. The senator then stood up straight, looking grand.
“They are going to fire at us,” said a voice in his interior, “The foe is going to reply.”
“They're going to shoot at us,” said a voice inside him, “The enemy is going to respond.”
But he adjusted his coat like a tragic mantle and advanced at a circumspect and solemn pace. If those military men, adversaries of parliamentarism, fancied that they were going to laugh up their sleeve at the timidity of a civilian, he would show them their mistake!
But he adjusted his coat like a dramatic cape and moved forward at a cautious and serious pace. If those soldiers, opponents of democracy, thought they were going to secretly mock the fearfulness of a civilian, he would prove them wrong!
Desnoyers could not but admire the resolution with which the great man made his exit from the shelter, exactly as if he were going to march against the foe.
Desnoyers couldn't help but admire the determination with which the great man left the shelter, as if he were about to head into battle against the enemy.
At a little distance, the atmosphere was rent into tumultuous waves, making their legs tremble, their ears hum, and their necks feel as though they had just been struck. They both thought that the Germans had begun to return the fire, but it was the French who were shooting. A feathery stream of vapor came up out of the woods a dozen yards away, dissolving instantly. One of the largest pieces, hidden in the nearby thicket, had just been discharged. The captains continued their explanations without stopping their journey. It was necessary to pass directly in front of the spitting monster, in spite of the violence of its reports, so as not to venture out into the open woods near the watch tower. They were expecting from one second to another now, the response from their neighbors across the way. The guide accompanying Don Marcelo congratulated him on the fearlessness with which he was enduring the cannonading.
At a short distance, the air was filled with chaotic waves, causing their legs to shake, their ears to buzz, and their necks to feel like they had just been hit. They both thought the Germans had started firing back, but it was actually the French who were shooting. A light stream of smoke rose from the woods just a dozen yards away, disappearing instantly. One of the biggest cannons, hidden in the nearby brush, had just fired. The captains kept explaining without stopping their march. They had to walk right in front of the roaring cannon, despite the loud blasts, to avoid going out into the open woods near the watchtower. They were expecting the response from their neighbors at any moment now. The guide with Don Marcelo praised him for the courage he showed while enduring the cannon fire.
“My friend is well acquainted with it,” remarked the senator proudly. “He was in the battle of the Marne.”
“My friend knows all about it,” said the senator proudly. “He was at the battle of the Marne.”
The two soldiers evidently thought this very strange, considering Desnoyers’ advanced age. To what section had he belonged? In what capacity had he served? . . .
The two soldiers clearly found this very odd, given Desnoyers' advanced age. Which unit had he been part of? In what role had he served? . . .
“Merely as a victim,” was the modest reply.
"Just as a victim," was the simple reply.
An officer came running toward them from the tower side, across the cleared space. He waved his kepi several times that they might see him better. Lacour trembled for him. The enemy might descry him; he was simply making a target of himself by cutting across that open space in order to reach them the sooner. . . . And he trembled still more as he came nearer. . . . It was Rene!
An officer came sprinting toward them from the tower side, across the cleared area. He waved his cap several times so they could see him better. Lacour was anxious for him. The enemy could spot him; he was practically presenting himself as a target by crossing that open space to reach them faster. . . . And he grew even more nervous as he got closer. . . . It was Rene!
His hands returned with some astonishment the strong, muscular grasp. He noticed that the outlines of his son’s face were more pronounced, and darkened with the tan of camp life. An air of resolution, of confidence in his own powers, appeared to emanate from his person. Six months of intense life had transformed him. He was the same but broader-chested and more stalwart. The gentle and sweet features of his mother were lost under the virile mask. . . . Lacour recognized with pride that he now resembled himself.
His hands returned the strong, muscular grip with some surprise. He noticed that the contours of his son’s face were sharper and darkened from camp life. An air of determination and confidence in his abilities seemed to radiate from him. Six months of intense experience had changed him. He was the same but broader in the chest and stronger. The gentle, sweet features of his mother were overshadowed by his masculine appearance. . . . Lacour felt a sense of pride as he recognized that his son now resembled him.
After greetings had been exchanged, Rene paid more attention to Don Marcelo than to his father, because he reminded him of Chichi. He inquired after her, wishing to know all the details of her life, in spite of their ardent and constant correspondence.
After everyone had said hello, Rene focused more on Don Marcelo than on his dad, because he reminded him of Chichi. He asked about her, wanting to know all the details of her life, even though they had been writing to each other constantly and passionately.
The senator, meanwhile, still under the influence of his recent emotion, had adopted a somewhat oratorical air toward his son. He forthwith improvised a fragment of discourse in honor of that soldier of the Republic bearing the glorious name of Lacour, deeming this an opportune time to make known to these professional soldiers the lofty lineage of his family.
The senator, still feeling the effects of his recent emotions, had taken on a somewhat dramatic tone with his son. He quickly put together a speech honoring that soldier of the Republic named Lacour, thinking it was a good moment to share with these professional soldiers the prestigious background of his family.
“Do your duty, my son. The Lacours inherit warrior traditions. Remember our ancestor, the Deputy of the Convention who covered himself with glory in the defense of Mayence!”
“Do your duty, my son. The Lacours have a legacy of warriors. Remember our ancestor, the Deputy of the Convention who brought honor in the defense of Mayence!”
While he was discoursing, they had started forward, doubling a point of the greenwood in order to get behind the cannons.
While he was speaking, they had moved ahead, going around a bend in the forest to get behind the cannons.
Here the racket was less violent. The great engines, after each discharge, were letting escape through the rear chambers little clouds of smoke like those from a pipe. The sergeants were dictating numbers, communicated in a low voice by another gunner who had a telephone receiver at his ear. The workmen around the cannon were obeying silently. They would touch a little wheel and the monster would raise its grey snout, moving it from side to side with the intelligent expression and agility of an elephant’s trunk. At the foot of the nearest piece, stood the operator, rod in hand, and with impassive face. He must be deaf, yet his facial inertia was stamped with a certain authority. For him, life was no more than a series of shots and detonations. He knew his importance. He was the servant of the tempest, the guardian of the thunderbolt.
Here, the noise was less intense. The huge engines, after each firing, were releasing little clouds of smoke from the back chambers, similar to what you’d see from a pipe. The sergeants were calling out numbers, which were relayed in a quiet voice by another gunner who had a phone receiver pressed to his ear. The workers around the cannon were following orders in silence. They would turn a small wheel, and the massive piece of equipment would lift its gray snout, moving it side to side with the intelligent, agile motion of an elephant's trunk. At the base of the nearest gun stood the operator, rod in hand, with an expressionless face. He must have been deaf, yet there was a sense of authority in his stillness. To him, life was just a series of blasts and explosions. He understood his role. He was the servant of the storm, the keeper of the thunderbolt.
“Fire!” shouted the sergeant.
"Fire!" yelled the sergeant.
And the thunder broke forth in fury. Everything appeared to be trembling, but the two visitors were by this time so accustomed to the din that the present uproar seemed but a secondary affair.
And the thunder roared with rage. Everything seemed to be shaking, but the two visitors had gotten so used to the noise by now that the current chaos felt like a minor issue.
Lacour was about to take up the thread of his discourse about his glorious forefather in the convention when something interfered.
Lacour was just about to continue his talk about his illustrious ancestor in the convention when something interrupted him.
“They are firing,” said the man at the telephone simply.
“They're firing,” said the man on the phone flatly.
The two officers repeated to the senator this news from the watch tower. Had he not said that the enemy was going to fire? . . . Obeying a sane instinct of preservation, and pushed at the same time by his son, he found himself in the refuge of the battery. He certainly did not wish to hide himself in this cave, so he remained near the entrance, with a curiosity which got the best of his disquietude.
The two officers relayed this news from the watchtower to the senator. Hadn't he said the enemy was going to fire? Following a rational instinct for survival, and urged by his son, he ended up in the battery's shelter. He definitely didn’t want to hide in this cave, so he stayed near the entrance, his curiosity overpowering his unease.
He felt the approach of the invisible projectile, in spite of the roar of the neighboring cannon. He perceived with rare sensibility its passage through the air, above the other closer and more powerful sounds. It was a squealing howl that was swelling in intensity, that was opening out as it advanced, filling all space. Soon it ceased to be a shriek, becoming a rude roar formed by divers collisions and frictions, like the descent of an electric tram through a hillside road, or the course of a train which passes through a station without stopping.
He sensed the approach of the invisible projectile, even with the loud cannon fire nearby. He could feel its movement through the air, cutting through the other closer and louder sounds. It was a high-pitched scream that grew louder and expanded as it came closer, filling the space around it. Soon it turned from a shriek into a harsh roar created by various impacts and friction, like an electric tram going down a hilly road or a train speeding through a station without stopping.
He saw it approach in the form of a cloud, bulging as though it were going to explode over the battery. Without knowing just how it happened, the senator suddenly found himself in the bottom of the shelter, his hands in cold contact with a heap of steel cylinders lined up like bottles. They were projectiles.
He saw it coming as a cloud, swelling up like it was about to burst over the battery. Without really knowing how it happened, the senator suddenly found himself at the bottom of the shelter, his hands feeling cold against a pile of steel cylinders arranged like bottles. They were projectiles.
“If a German shell,” he thought, “should explode above this burrow . . . what a frightful blowing up!” . . .
“If a German shell,” he thought, “were to explode above this hole . . . what a terrifying blast!” . . .
But he calmed himself by reflecting on the solidity of the arched vault with its beams and sacks of earth several yards thick. Suddenly he was in absolute darkness. Another had sought refuge in the shelter, obstructing the light with his body; perhaps his friend Desnoyers.
But he calmed himself by thinking about the solid arched ceiling with its beams and several yards of earth stacked on top. Suddenly, he found himself in complete darkness. Someone else had taken shelter inside, blocking the light with their body; it might be his friend Desnoyers.
A year passed by while his watch was registering a single second, then a century at the same rate . . . and finally the awaited thunder burst forth, making the refuge vibrate, but with a kind of dull elasticity, as though it were made of rubber. In spite of its thud, the explosion wrought horrible damage. Other minor explosions, playful and whistling, followed behind the first. In his imagination, Lacour saw the cataclysm—a writhing serpent, vomiting sparks and smoke, a species of Wagnerian monster that upon striking the ground was disgorging thousands of fiery little snakes, that were covering the earth with their deadly contortions. . . . The shell must have burst nearby, perhaps in the very square occupied by this battery.
A year went by while his watch counted just one second, then a century at the same pace . . . and finally the long-awaited thunder erupted, making the shelter shake, but with a kind of dull elasticity, as if it were made of rubber. Despite its booming sound, the explosion caused terrible destruction. Other smaller explosions, playful and whistling, followed the first. In his mind, Lacour envisioned the disaster—a twisting serpent, spewing sparks and smoke, a kind of Wagnerian monster that, upon hitting the ground, was releasing thousands of fiery little snakes that were covering the ground with their deadly writhing. . . . The shell must have exploded nearby, maybe right in the square where this battery was located.
He came out of the shelter, expecting to encounter a sickening display of dismembered bodies, and he saw his son smiling, smoking a cigar and talking with Desnoyers. . . . That was a mere nothing! The gunners were tranquilly finishing the charging of a huge piece. They had raised their eyes for a moment as the enemy’s shell went screaming by, and then had continued their work.
He stepped out of the shelter, expecting to see a gruesome scene of dismembered bodies, but instead, he found his son smiling, smoking a cigar, and chatting with Desnoyers. . . . That was nothing! The gunners were calmly finishing loading a massive artillery piece. They had briefly looked up as the enemy’s shell flew by with a loud scream, and then went back to their task.
“It must have fallen about three hundred yards away,” said Rene cheerfully.
“It must have fallen about three hundred yards away,” Rene said happily.
The senator, impressionable soul, felt suddenly filled with heroic confidence. It was not worth while to bother about his personal safety when other men—just like him, only differently dressed—were not paying the slightest attention to the danger.
The senator, an impressionable person, suddenly felt a surge of heroic confidence. It didn’t seem worth worrying about his personal safety when other men—just like him, but dressed differently—were completely ignoring the danger.
And as the other projectiles soared over his head to lose themselves in the woods with the explosions of a volcano, he remained by his son’s side, with no other sign of tension than a slight trembling of the knees. It seemed to him now that it was only the French missiles—because they were on his side—that were hitting the bull’s eye. The others must be going up in the air and losing themselves in useless noise. Of just such illusions is valor often compounded! . . . “And is that all?” his eyes seemed to be asking.
And as the other projectiles flew over his head, disappearing into the woods with the force of a volcano’s explosions, he stayed by his son’s side, showing no more tension than a slight shaking of his knees. It felt to him that only the French missiles—since they were on his side—were hitting the target. The others must just be going up into the air and creating pointless noise. It's often from such illusions that courage is made! . . . “Is that all?” his eyes seemed to be asking.
He now recalled rather shamefacedly his retreat to the shelter; he was beginning to feel that he could live in the open, the same as Rene.
He now remembered somewhat embarrassingly his retreat to the shelter; he was starting to feel that he could live outdoors, just like Rene.
The German missiles were getting considerably more frequent. They were no longer lost in the wood, and their detonations were sounding nearer and nearer. The two officials exchanged glances. They were responsible for the safety of their distinguished charge.
The German missiles were happening much more often. They were no longer missing in the woods, and their explosions were sounding closer and closer. The two officials exchanged glances. They were in charge of keeping their important guest safe.
“Now they are warming up,” said one of them.
“Now they're warming up,” said one of them.
Rene, as though reading their thoughts, prepared to go. “Good-bye, father!” They were needing him in his battery. The senator tried to resist; he wished to prolong the interview, but found that he was hitting against something hard and inflexible that repelled all his influence. A senator amounted to very little with people accustomed to discipline. “Farewell, my boy! . . . All success to you! . . . Remember who you are!”
Rene, as if sensing their thoughts, got ready to leave. “Goodbye, dad!” They needed him back at his unit. The senator tried to push back; he wanted to keep the conversation going, but realized he was up against something solid and unyielding that dismissed all his attempts. A senator didn't carry much weight with people used to discipline. “Take care, my boy! . . . Wishing you all the best! . . . Remember who you are!”
The father wept as he embraced his son, lamenting the brevity of the interview, and thinking of the dangers awaiting him.
The father cried as he hugged his son, mourning the shortness of their time together and worrying about the dangers that lay ahead.
When Rene had disappeared, the captains again recommended their departure. It was getting late; they ought to reach a certain cantonment before nightfall. So they went down the hill in the shelter of a cut in the mountain, seeing the enemy’s shells flying high above them.
When Rene disappeared, the captains suggested that they leave again. It was getting late; they needed to get to a specific camp before nightfall. So they descended the hill, taking cover in a gap in the mountain, while watching the enemy's shells fly overhead.
In a hollow, they came upon several groups of the famed seventy-fives spread about through the woods, hidden by piles of underbrush, like snapping dogs, howling and sticking up their gray muzzles. The great cannon were roaring only at intervals, while the steel pack of hounds were yelping incessantly without the slightest break in their noisy wrath—like the endless tearing of a piece of cloth. The pieces were many, the volleys dizzying, and the shots uniting in one prolonged shriek, as a series of dots unite to form a single line.
In a hollow, they encountered several groups of the famous seventy-fives scattered throughout the woods, hidden behind heaps of underbrush, like barking dogs, howling and raising their gray snouts. The big cannons were booming only occasionally, while the pack of steel hounds yapped nonstop without any pause in their chaotic anger—like the constant ripping of a piece of fabric. There were many bursts of gunfire, disorienting volleys, and the shots merged into one long scream, much like a series of dots coming together to create a single line.
The chiefs, stimulated by the din, were giving their orders in yells, and waving their arms from behind the pieces. The cannon were sliding over the motionless gun carriages, advancing and receding like automatic pistols. Each charge dropped an empty shell, and introduced a fresh one into the smoking chamber.
The chiefs, energized by the noise, were shouting their orders and waving their arms from behind the guns. The cannons were sliding over the still gun carriages, moving back and forth like automatic pistols. Each charge dropped an empty shell and loaded a new one into the smoking chamber.
Behind the battery, the air was racking in furious waves. With every shot, Lacour and his companion received a blow on the breast, the violent contact with an invisible hand, pushing them backward and forward. They had to adjust their breathing to the rhythm of the concussions. During the hundredth part of a second, between the passing of one aerial wave and the advance of the next, their chests felt the agony of vacuum. Desnoyers admired the baying of those gray dogs. He knew well their bite, extending across many kilometres. Now they were fresh and at home in their own kennels.
Behind the battery, the air was crashing in furious waves. With every shot, Lacour and his companion felt a blow to their chests, as if an invisible hand was pushing them back and forth. They had to time their breathing to match the rhythm of the explosions. For a fraction of a second, between one wave passing and the next one hitting, their chests felt the pain of emptiness. Desnoyers admired the howling of those gray dogs. He was well aware of their bite, which reached many kilometers away. Now they were energized and comfortable in their own territory.
To Lacour it seemed as though the rows of cannon were chanting a measure, monotonous and fiercely impassioned that must be the martial hymn of the humanity of prehistoric times. This music of dry, deafening, delirious notes was awakening in the two what is sleeping in the depths of every soul—the savagery of a remote ancestry. The air was hot with acrid odors, pungent and brutishly intoxicating. The perfumes from the explosions were penetrating to the brain through the mouth, the eyes and the ears.
To Lacour, it felt like the lines of cannons were singing a rhythm, monotonous yet intensely passionate, like the battle song of ancient humanity. This overwhelming, deafening music was stirring something dormant in both of them—the primal instincts of their distant ancestors. The air was thick with harsh, intoxicating smells. The scents from the explosions were seeping into their minds through their mouths, eyes, and ears.
They began to be infected with the same ardor as the directors, shouting and swinging their arms in the midst of the thundering. The empty capsules were mounting up in thick layers behind the cannon. Fire! . . . always, fire!
They started to catch the same enthusiasm as the directors, shouting and waving their arms amidst the noise. The empty shells were piling up in thick layers behind the cannon. Fire! . . . always, fire!
“We must sprinkle them well,” yelled the chiefs. “We must give a good soaking to the groves where the Boches are hidden.”
“We need to soak them thoroughly,” shouted the chiefs. “We must drench the groves where the enemy is hiding.”
So the mouths of ‘75 rained without interruption, inundating the remote thickets with their shells.
So the mouths of '75 poured continuously, flooding the distant thickets with their shells.
Inflamed by this deadly activity, frenzied by the destructive celerity, dominated by the dizzying sway of the ruby leaves, Lacour and Desnoyers found themselves waving their hats, leaping from one side to another as though they were dancing the sacred dance of death, and shouting with mouths dry from the acrid vapor of the powder. . . . “Hurrah! . . . Hurrah!”
Inflamed by this deadly activity, frenzied by the destructive speed, dominated by the dizzying sway of the red leaves, Lacour and Desnoyers found themselves waving their hats, jumping from side to side as if they were dancing the sacred dance of death, and shouting with mouths dry from the acrid smoke of the gunpowder. . . . “Hurrah! . . . Hurrah!”
The automobile rode all the afternoon long, stopping only when it met long files of convoys. It traversed uncultivated fields with skeletons of dwellings, and ran through burned towns which were no more than a succession of blackened facades.
The car drove all afternoon, only stopping when it encountered long lines of convoys. It passed through untamed fields with the remains of houses and went through burnt towns that were just a series of charred fronts.
“Now it is your turn,” said the senator to Desnoyers. “We are going to see your son.”
“Now it’s your turn,” said the senator to Desnoyers. “We’re going to see your son.”
At nightfall, they ran across groups of infantry, soldiers with long beards and blue uniforms discolored by the inclemency of the weather. They were returning from the intrenchments, carrying over the hump of their knapsacks, spades, picks and other implements for removing the ground, that had acquired the importance of arms of combat. They were covered with mud from head to foot. All looked old in full youth. Their joy at returning to the cantonment after a week in the trenches, made them fill the silence of the plain with songs in time to the tramp of their nailed boots. Through the violet twilight drifted the winged strophes of the Marseillaise, or the heroic affirmations of the Chant du Depart.
At dusk, they came across groups of infantry, soldiers with long beards and blue uniforms stained by the harsh weather. They were coming back from the trenches, carrying spades, picks, and other tools for digging over the tops of their knapsacks, which had become as essential as weapons. They were covered in mud from head to toe. Everyone looked old despite being so young. Their excitement about returning to the base after a week in the trenches filled the quiet of the plain with songs that matched the rhythm of their heavy boots. Through the purple twilight floated the soaring verses of the Marseillaise or the bold declarations of the Chant du Depart.
“They are the soldiers of the Revolution,” exclaimed Lacour with enthusiasm. “France has returned to 1792.”
“They're the soldiers of the Revolution,” Lacour exclaimed with excitement. “France has gone back to 1792.”
The two captains established their charges for the night in a half-ruined town where one of their divisions had its headquarters, and then took their leave. Others would act as their escort the following morning.
The two captains set up their troops for the night in a partly destroyed town where one of their divisions had its headquarters, and then they took their leave. Others would escort them the next morning.
The two friends were lodging in the Hotel de la Siren, an old inn with its front gnawed by shell-fire. The proprietor showed them with pride a window broken in the form of a crater. This window had made the old tavern sign—a woman of iron with the tail of a fish—sink into insignificance. As Desnoyers was occupying the room next to the one that had received the mark of the shell, the inn-keeper was anxious to point it out to them before they went to bed.
The two friends were staying at the Hotel de la Siren, an old inn with its front damaged by shell fire. The owner proudly showed them a window that was broken in the shape of a crater. This window made the old tavern sign—a woman made of iron with a fish tail—seem insignificant. Since Desnoyers was in the room next to the one that bore the shell's mark, the innkeeper was eager to point it out to them before they went to bed.
Everything was broken—walls, floor, roof. The furniture, a pile of splinters in the corner; the flowered wall paper, a fringe of tatters hanging from the walls. Through an enormous hole they could see the stars and feel the chill of the night. The owner stated that this destruction was not the work of the Germans, but was caused by a projectile from one of the seventy-fives when repelling the invaders from the village. And he beamed on the ruin with patriotic pride, repeating:
Everything was shattered—walls, floor, roof. The furniture was just a heap of splinters in the corner; the floral wallpaper hung in tattered strips from the walls. Through a massive hole, they could see the stars and feel the cold of the night. The owner claimed that this devastation wasn't caused by the Germans, but by a shell from one of the seventy-fives while fighting off the invaders from the village. He looked at the destruction with patriotic pride, repeating:
“There’s a sample of French marksmanship for you! How do you like the workings of the seventy-fives? . . . What do you think of that now? . . .”
“There’s a taste of French marksmanship for you! How do you like the way the seventy-fives work? . . . What do you think about that now? . . .”
In spite of the fatigue of the journey, Don Marcelo slept badly, excited by the thought that his son was not far away.
In spite of the exhaustion from the trip, Don Marcelo slept poorly, stirred up by the idea that his son was nearby.
An hour before daybreak, they left the village, in an automobile, guided by another official. On both sides of the road, they saw camps and camps. They left behind the parks of munitions, passed the third line of troops, and then the second. Thousands and thousands of men were bivouacking there in the open, improvising as best they could their habitations. These human ant-hills seemed vaguely to recall, with the variety of uniforms and races, some of the mighty invasions of history; but it was not a nation en marche. The exodus of people takes with it the women and children. Here there were nothing but men, men everywhere.
An hour before dawn, they left the village in a car, led by another official. On both sides of the road, they saw camp after camp. They passed the munitions parks and then the third line of troops, followed by the second. Thousands of men were camping out in the open, making do with whatever they could for shelter. These human anthills seemed to vaguely remind one of the great invasions of history, with the variety of uniforms and ethnicities; however, this was not a nation on the move. The exodus included women and children. Here, there were only men, men everywhere.
All kinds of housing ever used by humanity were here utilized, these military assemblages beginning with the cave. Caverns and quarries were serving as barracks. Some low huts recalled the American ranch; others, high and conical, were facsimiles of the gurbi of Africa. Many of the soldiers had come from the colonies; some had been living as business men in the new world, and upon having to provide a house more stable than the canvas tent, had recalled the architecture of the tribes with which they had had dealings. In this conglomerate of combatants, there were also Moors, blacks and Asiatics who were accustomed to live outside the cities and had acquired in the open a physical superiority which made them more masterful than the civilized peoples.
All kinds of housing ever used by humanity were here utilized, these military groups beginning with the cave. Caverns and quarries served as barracks. Some low huts resembled American ranches; others, tall and pointed, copied the gurbi of Africa. Many of the soldiers had come from the colonies; some had lived as business people in the New World, and when they needed a more stable home than a canvas tent, they remembered the architecture of the tribes they had interacted with. In this mix of combatants, there were also Moors, Black individuals, and Asians who were used to living outside the cities and had developed a physical superiority in the open that made them more dominant than the civilized peoples.
Near the river beds was flapping white clothing hung out to dry. Rows of men with bared breasts were out in the morning freshness, leaning over the streams, washing themselves with noisy ablutions followed by vigorous rubbings. . . . On a bridge was a soldier writing, utilizing a parapet as a table. . . . The cooks were moving around their savory kettles, and a warm exhalation of morning soup was mixed with the resinous perfume of the trees and the smell of the damp earth.
Near the riverbanks, white clothes flapped in the breeze as they dried. A group of men with their shirts off enjoyed the cool morning air, leaning over the streams as they splashed water on themselves with loud scrubbing sounds. . . . On a bridge, a soldier was writing, using the edge of the bridge as a makeshift table. . . . The cooks were busy with their delicious pots, and a warm steam of morning soup mingled with the fragrant scent of the trees and the earthy smell of the wet soil.
Long, low barracks of wood and zinc served the cavalry and artillery for their animals and stores. In the open air, the soldiers were currying and shoeing the glossy, plump horses which the trench-war was maintaining in placid obesity.
Long, low barracks made of wood and zinc housed the cavalry and artillery for their animals and supplies. Outside, the soldiers were grooming and shoeing the shiny, well-fed horses that trench warfare kept in a calm plumpness.
“If they had only been like that at the battle of the Marne!” sighed Desnoyers to his friend.
“If they had only acted like that during the battle of the Marne!” Desnoyers sighed to his friend.
Now the cavalry was leading an existence of interminable rest. The troopers were fighting on foot, and finding it necessary to exercise their steeds to keep them from getting sick with their full mangers.
Now the cavalry was living a life of endless downtime. The troopers were fighting on foot and felt it was essential to exercise their horses to prevent them from getting sick from overeating.
There were spread over the fields several aeroplanes, like great, gray dragon flies, poised for the flight. Many of the men were grouped around them. The farmers, transformed into soldiers, were watching with great admiration their comrade charged with the management of these machines. They looked upon him as one of the wizards so venerated and feared in all the countryside.
There were several airplanes scattered across the fields, looking like large, gray dragonflies ready for takeoff. Many of the men were gathered around them. The farmers, turned into soldiers, were watching their comrade, who was in charge of these machines, with great admiration. They viewed him as one of the wizards, so respected and feared throughout the countryside.
Don Marcelo was struck by the general transformation in the French uniforms. All were now clad in gray-blue, from head to foot. The trousers of bright scarlet cloth, the red kepis which he had hailed with such joy in the expedition of the Marne, no longer existed. All the men passing along the roads were soldiers. All the vehicles, even the ox-carts, were guided by military men.
Don Marcelo was amazed by the complete change in the French uniforms. Everyone was now dressed in gray-blue from head to toe. The vibrant red trousers and the red kepis he had celebrated during the Marne expedition were gone. All the people walking along the roads were soldiers. Every vehicle, even the ox-carts, was being driven by military personnel.
Suddenly the automobile stopped before some ruined houses blackened by fire.
Suddenly, the car stopped in front of some burned-down houses.
“Here we are,” announced the official. “Now we shall have to walk a little.”
“Here we are,” said the official. “Now we just need to walk a bit.”
The senator and his friend started along the highway.
The senator and his friend began walking along the highway.
“Not that way, no!” the guide turned to say grimly. “That road is bad for the health. We must keep out of the currents of air.”
“Not that way, no!” the guide said sternly. “That road is bad for your health. We need to stay out of the drafts.”
He further explained that the Germans had their cannon and intrenchments at the end of this highroad which sloped suddenly and again appeared as a white ribbon on the horizon line between two rows of trees and burned houses. The pale morning light with its hazy mist was sheltering them from the enemy’s fire. On a sunny day, the arrival of their automobile would have been saluted with a shell. “That is war,” he concluded. “One is always near to death without seeing it.”
He went on to say that the Germans had their cannons and trenches at the end of this main road, which suddenly sloped down and reappeared as a white ribbon on the horizon between two rows of trees and burnt houses. The pale morning light and hazy mist were protecting them from the enemy’s fire. On a sunny day, their car would have been greeted with a shell. “That’s war,” he concluded. “You’re always close to death without realizing it.”
The two recalled the warning of the general with whom they had dined the day before: “Be very careful! The war of the trenches is treacherous.”
The two remembered the general's warning from their dinner the night before: “Be very careful! The trench warfare is dangerous.”
In the sweep of plains unrolled before them, not a man was visible. It seemed like a country Sunday, when the farmers are in their homes, and the land scene lying in silent meditation. Some shapeless objects could be seen in the fields, like agricultural implements deserted for a day of rest. Perhaps they were broken automobiles, or artillery carriages destroyed by the force of their volleys.
In the vast plains stretching out before them, not a single person could be seen. It felt like a quiet Sunday in the countryside, when farmers are at home, and the landscape is in peaceful contemplation. Some indistinct shapes were visible in the fields, like farming tools left behind for a day of rest. They might have been broken-down cars or artillery pieces wrecked by the impact of their fire.
“This way,” said the officer who had added four soldiers to the party to carry the various bags and packages which Desnoyers had brought out on the roof of the automobile.
“This way,” said the officer who had added four soldiers to the group to carry the various bags and packages that Desnoyers had brought out on the roof of the car.
They proceeded in a single file the length of a wall of blackened bricks, down a steep hill. After a few steps the surface of the ground was about to their knees; further on, up to their waists, and thus they disappeared within the earth, seeing above their heads, only a narrow strip of sky. They were now under the open field, having left behind them the mass of ruins that hid the entrance of the road. They were advancing in an absurd way, as though they scorned direct lines—in zig-zags, in curves, in angles. Other pathways, no less complicated, branched off from this ditch which was the central avenue of an immense subterranean cavity. They walked . . . and walked . . . and walked. A quarter of an hour went by, a half, an entire hour. Lacour and his friend thought longingly of the roadways flanked with trees, of their tramp in the open air where they could see the sky and meadows. They were not going twenty steps in the same direction. The official marching ahead was every moment vanishing around a new bend. Those who were coming behind were panting and talking unseen, having to quicken their steps in order not to lose sight of the party. Every now and then they had to halt in order to unite and count the little band, to make sure that no one had been lost in a transverse gallery. The ground was exceedingly slippery, in some places almost liquid mud, white and caustic like the drip from the scaffolding of a house in the course of construction.
They moved in a single line along a wall of blackened bricks, down a steep hill. After a few steps, the ground was up to their knees; further on, it reached their waists, and soon they disappeared into the earth, seeing only a narrow strip of sky above them. They were now under the open field, having left behind the mass of ruins that concealed the entrance of the road. They moved in a strange way, as if they neglected direct routes—in zig-zags, curves, and angles. Other complicated paths branched off from this ditch, which was the main route of a vast underground space. They walked... and walked... and walked. A quarter of an hour passed, then half an hour, then an entire hour. Lacour and his friend longed for the tree-lined roads, for their stroll in the fresh air where they could see the sky and fields. They were barely going twenty steps in the same direction. The official leading them kept disappearing around every new bend. Those following behind were breathing heavily and talking out of sight, having to quicken their pace to keep up with the group. Every now and then, they had to stop to gather and count the little group, ensuring that no one had been lost in a side tunnel. The ground was very slippery, in some places almost like liquid mud, white and caustic like the drippings from scaffolding at a construction site.
The thump of their footsteps, and the friction of their shoulders, brought down chunks of earth and smooth stones from the sides. Little by little they climbed through the main artery of this underground body and the veins connected with it. Again they were near the surface where it required but little effort to see the blue above the earth-works. But here the fields were uncultivated, surrounded with wire fences, yet with the same appearance of Sabbath calm. Knowing by sad experience, what curiosity oftentimes cost, the official would not permit them to linger here. “Keep right ahead! Forward march!”
The sound of their footsteps and the brush of their shoulders knocked loose chunks of dirt and smooth stones from the walls. Gradually, they climbed through the main passage of this underground system and the connecting veins. Once again, they were close to the surface, where it took little effort to see the blue sky above the earthworks. But here, the fields were untended, surrounded by barbed wire fences, still exuding that same peaceful vibe. Knowing from unfortunate experience what curiosity could lead to, the official wouldn't let them stay here. "Keep going! Forward march!"
For an hour and a half the party kept doggedly on until the senior members became greatly bewildered and fatigued by their serpentine meanderings. They could no longer tell whether they were advancing or receding, the sudden steeps and the continual turning bringing on an attack of vertigo.
For an hour and a half, the group pressed on stubbornly until the older members became extremely confused and exhausted by their twisting paths. They could no longer figure out if they were moving forward or backward, and the sudden inclines and constant turns were making them feel dizzy.
“Have we much further to go?” asked the senator.
“Do we have much further to go?” asked the senator.
“There!” responded the guide pointing to some heaps of earth above them. “There” was a bell tower surrounded by a few charred houses that could be seen a long ways off—the remains of a hamlet which had been taken and retaken by both sides.
“There!” the guide said, pointing to some piles of dirt overhead. “There” was a bell tower surrounded by a few burned-down houses visible from a distance—the remnants of a village that had been captured and recaptured by both sides.
By going in a direct line on the surface they would have compassed this distance in half an hour. To the angles of the underground road, arranged to impede the advance of an enemy, there had been added the obstacles of campaign fortification, tunnels cut with wire lattice work, large hanging cages of wire which, on falling, could block the passage and enable the defenders to open fire across their gratings.
By taking a straight path on the surface, they could have covered this distance in half an hour. The angles of the underground road, designed to slow down an enemy's progress, were supplemented with campaign fortifications, tunnels reinforced with wire mesh, and large wire cages that could drop down to block the passage, allowing the defenders to fire through the grates.
They began to meet soldiers with packs and pails of water who were soon lost in the tortuous cross roads. Some, seated on piles of wood, were smiling as they read a little periodical published in the trenches.
They started encountering soldiers with backpacks and buckets of water who quickly got lost in the winding side streets. Some, sitting on stacks of wood, were smiling as they read a small magazine published in the trenches.
The soldiers stepped aside to make way for the visiting procession, bearded and curious faces peeping out of the alleyways. Afar off sounded a crackling of short snaps as though at the end of the winding lanes were a shooting lodge where a group of sportsmen were killing pigeons.
The soldiers moved aside to let the visiting procession pass, with bearded and curious faces peeking out from the alleyways. In the distance, there was a crackling sound, like short snaps, as if at the end of the winding streets there was a shooting lodge where a group of hunters were shooting pigeons.
The morning was still cloudy and cold. In spite of the humid atmosphere, a buzzing like that of a horsefly, hummed several times above the two visitors.
The morning was still cloudy and chilly. Despite the muggy air, a buzzing sound like that of a horsefly buzzed several times above the two visitors.
“Bullets!” said their conductor laconically.
“Bullets!” said their conductor dryly.
Desnoyers meanwhile had lowered his head a little, he knew perfectly well that insectivorous sound. The senator walked on more briskly, temporarily forgetting his weariness.
Desnoyers had lowered his head slightly; he recognized that insect-like sound all too well. The senator picked up his pace, momentarily forgetting his fatigue.
They came to a halt before a lieutenant-colonel who received them like an engineer exhibiting his workshops, like a naval officer showing off the batteries and turrets of his battleships. He was the Chief of the battalion occupying this section of the trenches. Don Marcelo studied him with special interest, knowing that his son was under his orders.
They stopped in front of a lieutenant-colonel who welcomed them like an engineer showcasing his workshops, like a naval officer flaunting the weapons and turrets of his battleships. He was the Chief of the battalion stationed in this part of the trenches. Don Marcelo observed him with particular interest, aware that his son was under his command.
To the two friends, these subterranean fortifications bore a certain resemblance to the lower parts of a vessel. They passed from trench to trench of the last line, the oldest—dark galleries into which penetrated streaks of light across the loopholes and broad, low windows of the mitrailleuse. The long line of defense formed a tunnel cut by short, open spaces. They had to go stumbling from light to darkness, and from darkness to light with a visual suddenness very fatiguing to the eyes. The ground was higher in the open spaces. There were wooden benches placed against the sides so that the observers could put out the head or examine the landscape by means of the periscope. The enclosed space answered both for batteries and sleeping quarters.
To the two friends, these underground fortifications looked a lot like the lower parts of a ship. They moved from trench to trench in the last line, the oldest—dark corridors where streams of light broke through the loopholes and wide, low windows of the machine guns. The long defensive line created a tunnel interrupted by short, open areas. They had to stumble from light to darkness, and from darkness to light, which was really tiring for their eyes. The ground was higher in the open areas. Wooden benches were placed against the sides so that the observers could peek out or check the landscape using the periscope. The enclosed space served as both a battery and sleeping quarters.
As the enemy had been repelled and more ground had been gained, the combatants who had been living all winter in these first quarters, had tried to make themselves more comfortable. Over the trenches in the open air, they had laid beams from the ruined houses; over the beams, planks, doors and windows, and on top of the wood, layers of sacks of earth. These sacks were covered by a top of fertile soil from which sprouted grass and herbs, giving the roofs of the trenches, an appearance of pastoral placidity. The temporary arches could thus resist the shock of the abuses which went ploughing into the earth without causing any special damage. When an explosion was pounding too noisily and weakening the structure, the troglodytes would swarm out in the night like watchful ants, and skilfully readjust the roof of their primitive dwellings.
As the enemy was pushed back and more land was gained, the fighters who had spent the winter in these initial quarters tried to get more comfortable. They laid beams from the ruined houses across the trenches in the open air; on top of the beams, they placed planks, doors, and windows, and on top of that wood, they stacked layers of earth-filled sacks. These sacks were topped with a layer of fertile soil, which sprouted grass and herbs, giving the roofs of the trenches a look of serene countryside. The makeshift roofs could withstand the impact of explosions hitting the ground without causing significant damage. When an explosion was too loud and weakened the structure, the fighters would scurry out at night like vigilant ants and skillfully adjust the roofs of their simple homes.
Everything appeared clean with that simple and rather clumsy cleanliness exercised by men living far from women and thrown upon their own resources. The galleries were something like the cloisters of a monastery, the corridors of a prison, and the middle sections of a ship. Their floors were a half yard lower than that of the open spaces which joined the trenches together. In order that the officers might avoid so many ups and downs, some planks had been laid, forming a sort of scaffolding from doorway to doorway.
Everything looked tidy with that basic and somewhat awkward cleanliness maintained by men who lived far from women and relied on themselves. The galleries resembled the cloisters of a monastery, the corridors of a prison, and the central sections of a ship. Their floors were about half a yard lower than the open areas that connected the trenches. To help the officers avoid all those ups and downs, some planks had been laid down, creating a sort of walkway from doorway to doorway.
Upon the approach of their Chief, the soldiers formed themselves in line, their heads being on a level with the waist of those passing over the planks. Desnoyers ran his eye hungrily over the file of men. Where could Julio be? . . .
Upon the approach of their Chief, the soldiers lined up, their heads at the waist level of those walking over the planks. Desnoyers scanned the line of men eagerly. Where could Julio be? . . .
He noticed the individual contour of the different redoubts. They all seemed to have been constructed in about the same way, but their occupants had modified them with their special personal decorations. The exteriors were always cut with loopholes in which there were guns pointed toward the enemy, and windows for the mitrailleuses. The watchers near these openings were looking over the lonely landscape like quartermasters surveying the sea from the bridge. Within were the armories and the sleeping rooms—three rows of berths made with planks like the beds of seamen. The desire for artistic ornamentation which even the simplest souls always feel, had led to the embellishment of the underground dwellings. Each soldier had a private museum made with prints from the papers and colored postcards. Photographs of soubrettes and dancers with their painted mouths smiled from the shiny cardboard, enlivening the chaste aspect of the redoubt.
He noticed the distinct shape of the different fortifications. They all seemed to be built in a similar way, but the occupants had personalized them with their own decorations. The exteriors were always fitted with firing slits where guns were aimed at the enemy, and openings for machine guns. The people watching from these spots looked over the desolate landscape like quartermasters surveying the sea from a ship's bridge. Inside were the armories and sleeping quarters—three rows of bunks made from planks, similar to sailor's beds. The desire for artistic decoration, even among the simplest individuals, had led to the enhancement of the underground spaces. Each soldier had a personal collection with prints from newspapers and colored postcards. Photographs of showgirls and dancers with their bright lipstick smiled from the glossy paper, brightening the plain look of the fortification.
Don Marcelo was growing more and more impatient at seeing so many hundreds of men, but no Julio. The senator, complying with his imploring glance, spoke a few words to the chief preceding him with an aspect of great deference. The official had at first to think very hard to recall Julio to mind, but he soon remembered the exploits of Sergeant Desnoyers. “An excellent soldier,” he said. “He will be sent for immediately, Senator Lacour. . . . He is on duty now with his section in the first line trenches.”
Don Marcelo was becoming increasingly impatient as he saw hundreds of men but no Julio. The senator, responding to his pleading look, exchanged a few words with the chief before him, showing great respect. The official initially struggled to remember Julio, but soon recalled the actions of Sergeant Desnoyers. “A great soldier,” he said. “He’ll be called right away, Senator Lacour... He’s currently on duty with his section in the front line trenches.”
The father, in his anxiety to see him, proposed that they betake themselves to that advanced site, but his petition made the Chief and the others smile. Those open trenches within a hundred or fifty yards from the enemy, with no other defence but barbed wire and sacks of earth, were not for the visits of civilians. They were always filled with mud; the visitors would have to crawl around exposed to bullets and under the dropping chunks of earth loosened by the shells. None but the combatants could get around in these outposts.
The father, eager to see him, suggested they go to that forward position, but his request made the Chief and the others smile. Those open trenches just a hundred or fifty yards from the enemy, with no defense other than barbed wire and dirt bags, weren’t a place for civilians. They were always muddy; visitors would have to crawl around, exposed to bullets and falling chunks of earth from the shells. Only the soldiers could navigate those outposts.
“It is always dangerous there,” said the Chief. “There is always random shooting. . . . Just listen to the firing!”
“It’s always dangerous there,” said the Chief. “There’s always random shooting... Just listen to the gunfire!”
Desnoyers indeed perceived a distant crackling that he had not noted before, and he felt an added anguish at the thought that his son must be in the thick of it. Realization of the dangers to which he must be daily exposed, now stood forth in high relief. What if he should die in the intervening moments, before he could see him? . . .
Desnoyers could clearly hear a distant crackling that he hadn't noticed before, and he felt a deeper pain at the thought that his son was right in the middle of it. The dangers he faced every day became painfully clear. What if he died in the meantime, before he had a chance to see him? . . .
Time dragged by with desperate sluggishness for Don Marcelo. It seemed to him that the messenger who had been despatched for him would never arrive. He paid scarcely any attention to the affairs which the Chief was so courteously showing them—the caverns which served the soldiers as toilet rooms and bathrooms of most primitive arrangement, the cave with the sign, “Cafe de la Victoire,” another in fanciful lettering, “Theatre.” . . . Lacour was taking a lively interest in all this, lauding the French gaiety which laughs and sings in the presence of danger, while his friend continued brooding about Julio. When would he ever see him?
Time dragged on painfully for Don Marcelo. It felt like the messenger sent for him would never show up. He barely paid any attention to what the Chief was politely presenting—the caves that served as the soldiers' makeshift restrooms and bathrooms, the cave with the sign “Cafe de la Victoire,” and another with the whimsical lettering “Theatre.” Lacour was enthusiastically engaged with all of this, praising the French cheerfulness that laughs and sings even in the face of danger, while his friend kept worrying about Julio. When would he ever see him?
They stopped near one of the embrasures of a machine-gun position stationing themselves at the recommendations of the soldiers, on both sides of the horizontal opening, keeping their bodies well back, but putting their heads far enough forward to look out with one eye. They saw a very deep excavation and the opposite edge of ground. A short distance away were several rows of X’s of wood united by barbed wire, forming a compact fence. About three hundred feet further on, was a second wire fence. There reigned a profound silence here, a silence of absolute loneliness as though the world was asleep.
They stopped near one of the openings of a machine-gun position, positioning themselves as the soldiers suggested, on both sides of the horizontal gap, keeping their bodies well back but leaning their heads forward enough to peek out with one eye. They could see a very deep ditch and the opposite side of the ground. Not far away were several rows of wooden X’s connected by barbed wire, making a tight fence. About three hundred feet further was a second wire fence. An intense silence surrounded them, a silence of complete solitude as if the world was asleep.
“There are the trenches of the Boches,” said the Commandant, in a low tone.
“There are the trenches of the Germans,” said the Commandant, in a low tone.
“Where?” asked the senator, making an effort to see.
“Where?” asked the senator, striving to see.
The Chief pointed to the second wire fence which Lacour and his friend had supposed belonged to the French. It was the German intrenchment line.
The Chief pointed to the second wire fence that Lacour and his friend thought was owned by the French. It was actually the German trench line.
“We are only a hundred yards away from them,” he continued, “but for some time they have not been attacking from this side.”
“We're only a hundred yards away from them,” he said, “but they haven't been attacking from this side for a while.”
The visitors were greatly moved at learning that the foe was such a short distance off, hidden in the ground in a mysterious invisibility which made it all the more terrible. What if they should pop out now with their saw-edged bayonets, fire-breathing liquids and asphyxiating bombs to assault this stronghold! . . .
The visitors were deeply shaken to discover that the enemy was so close, concealed in the earth with a terrifying invisibility. What if they suddenly emerged now with their jagged bayonets, flamethrowers, and choking gas bombs to attack this stronghold! . . .
From this window they could observe more clearly the intensity of the firing on the outer line. The shots appeared to be coming nearer. The Commandant brusquely ordered them to leave their observatory, fearing that the fire might become general. The soldiers, with their customary promptitude, without receiving any orders, approached their guns which were in horizontal position, pointing through the loopholes.
From this window, they could see more clearly the intensity of the firing on the outer line. The shots seemed to be getting closer. The Commandant abruptly ordered them to leave their lookout, worried that the fire might become widespread. The soldiers, as usual, quickly moved toward their guns, which were in a horizontal position, aimed through the loopholes, without needing any orders.
Again the visitors walked in single file, going down into cavernous spaces that had been the old wine-cellars of former houses. The officers had taken up their abode in these dens, utilizing all the residue of the ruins. A street door on two wooden horses served as a table; the ceilings and walls were covered with cretonnes from the Paris warehouses; photographs of women and children adorned the side wall between the nickeled glitter of telegraphic and telephonic instruments.
Again, the visitors walked in a single line, heading down into large, cavernous spaces that used to be the old wine cellars of former homes. The officers had made these places their home, making use of all the leftover materials from the ruins. A street door propped up on two wooden horses served as a table; the ceilings and walls were covered with fabric from Paris warehouses; photos of women and children decorated the side wall between the shiny telegraphic and telephonic equipment.
Desnoyers saw above one door an ivory crucifix, yellowed with years, probably with centuries, transmitted from generation to generation, that must have witnessed many agonies of soul. In another den he noticed in a conspicuous place, a horseshoe with seven holes. Religious creeds were spreading their wings very widely in this atmosphere of danger and death, and yet at the same time, the most grotesque superstitions were acquiring new values without any one laughing at them.
Desnoyers noticed an ivory crucifix above one door, yellowed from age, likely centuries old, passed down through generations, that must have witnessed many struggles of the soul. In another room, he saw a prominent horseshoe with seven holes. Religious beliefs were spreading widely in this atmosphere of danger and death, yet at the same time, the most ridiculous superstitions were gaining new significance without anyone laughing at them.
Upon leaving one of the cells, in the middle of an open space, the yearning father met his son. He knew that it must be Julio by the Chief’s gesture and because the smiling soldier was coming toward him, holding out his hands; but this time his paternal instinct which he had heretofore considered an infallible thing, had given him no warning. How could he recognize Julio in that sergeant whose feet were two cakes of moist earth, whose faded cloak was a mass of tatters covered with mud, even up to the shoulders, smelling of damp wool and leather? . . . After the first embrace, he drew back his head in order to get a good look at him without letting go of him. His olive pallor had turned to a bronze tone. He was growing a beard, a beard black and curly, which reminded Don Marcelo of his father-in-law. The centaur, Madariaga, had certainly come to life in this warrior hardened by camping in the open air. At first, the father grieved over his dirty and tired aspect, but a second glance made him sure that he was now far more handsome and interesting than in his days of society glory.
Upon leaving one of the cells, in the middle of an open area, the longing father met his son. He recognized it must be Julio by the Chief’s gesture and because the smiling soldier was approaching him, reaching out his hands; but this time his fatherly instinct, which he had always thought was foolproof, had given him no warning. How could he recognize Julio in that sergeant whose feet were caked with wet dirt, whose worn cloak was a mass of rags covered in mud, even up to the shoulders, smelling of damp wool and leather? . . . After the first embrace, he pulled back his head to get a better look at him without letting go. His olive complexion had turned to a bronze tone. He was growing a black, curly beard that reminded Don Marcelo of his father-in-law. The centaur, Madariaga, had certainly come to life in this soldier toughened by camping outdoors. At first, the father felt sad about his dirty and exhausted appearance, but a second glance made him certain that he was now much more handsome and interesting than during his days of social prominence.
“What do you need? . . . What do you want?”
“What do you need? ... What do you want?”
His voice was trembling with tenderness. He was speaking to the tanned and robust combatant in the same tone that he was wont to use twenty years ago when, holding the child by the hand, he had halted before the preserve cupboards of Buenos Aires.
His voice trembled with warmth. He spoke to the sun-kissed and strong fighter in the same tone he used twenty years ago when, holding the child's hand, he stopped in front of the pantry cupboards of Buenos Aires.
“Would you like money? . . .”
“Do you want some money? . . .”
He had brought a large sum with him to give to his son, but the soldier gave a shrug of indifference as though he had offered him a plaything. He had never been so rich as at this moment; he had a lot of money in Paris and he didn’t know what to do with it—he didn’t need anything.
He had brought a lot of money with him to give to his son, but the soldier shrugged it off as if it were just a toy. He had never felt so wealthy as he did right now; he had plenty of cash in Paris and didn’t know what to do with it—he didn’t need anything.
“Send me some cigars . . . for me and my comrades.”
“Send me some cigars... for me and my friends.”
He was constantly receiving from his mother great baskets full of choice goodies, tobacco and clothing. But he never kept anything; all was passed on to his fellow-warriors, sons of poor families or alone in the world. His munificence had spread from his intimates to the company, and from that to the entire battalion. Don Marcelo divined his great popularity in the glances and smiles of the soldiers passing near them. He was the generous son of a millionaire, and this popularity seemed to include even him when the news went around that the father of Sergeant Desnoyers had arrived—a potentate who possessed fabulous wealth on the other side of the sea.
He was always getting huge baskets full of great treats, tobacco, and clothes from his mom. But he never kept any of it; everything was shared with his fellow soldiers, especially those from poor families or those who were alone. His generosity spread from his close friends to the whole company, and then to the entire battalion. Don Marcelo could sense his popularity in the looks and smiles of the soldiers passing by them. He was the generous son of a millionaire, and this popularity seemed to extend to him when word got around that Sergeant Desnoyers' father had arrived—an influential man who had unbelievable wealth across the sea.
“I guessed that you would want cigars,” chuckled the old man.
“I figured you’d want some cigars,” the old man laughed.
And his gaze sought the bags brought from the automobile through the windings of the underground road.
And his eyes searched for the bags brought from the car along the twists of the underground road.
All of the son’s valorous deeds, extolled and magnified by Argensola, now came trooping into his mind. He had the original hero before his very eyes.
All of the son's brave actions, praised and celebrated by Argensola, now crowded into his thoughts. He had the original hero right in front of him.
“Are you content, satisfied? . . . You do not repent of your decision?”
“Are you happy, satisfied? . . . You don’t regret your decision?”
“Yes, I am content, father . . . very content.”
“Yes, I’m happy, Dad . . . really happy.”
Julio spoke without boasting, modestly. His life was very hard, but just like that of millions of other men. In his section of a few dozens of soldiers there were many superior to him in intelligence, in studiousness, in character; but they were all courageously undergoing the test, experiencing the satisfaction of duty fulfilled. The common danger was helping to develop the noblest virtues of these men. Never, in times of peace, had he known such comradeship. What magnificent sacrifices he had witnessed!
Julio spoke modestly, without bragging. His life was tough, just like that of millions of other men. In his group of a few dozen soldiers, there were many who were smarter, harder working, and had better character than him; but they were all bravely facing the challenge, feeling the pride of a job well done. The shared danger was bringing out the best in these men. He had never experienced such camaraderie during peacetime. What incredible sacrifices he had seen!
“When all this is over, men will be better . . . more generous. Those who survive will do great things.”
“When all this is over, people will be better... more generous. Those who survive will achieve great things.”
Yes, of course, he was content. For the first time in his life he was tasting the delights of knowing that he was a useful being, that he was good for something, that his passing through the world would not be fruitless. He recalled with pity that Desnoyers who had not known how to occupy his empty life, and had filled it with every kind of frivolity. Now he had obligations that were taxing all his powers; he was collaborating in the formation of a future. He was a man at last!
Yes, of course, he was happy. For the first time in his life, he was experiencing the joy of knowing that he was useful, that he mattered, and that his time in the world wouldn't be wasted. He felt sorry for Desnoyers, who hadn’t figured out how to fill his empty life and had filled it instead with trivial pursuits. Now he had responsibilities that were pushing him to his limits; he was contributing to the creation of a future. He was finally a man!
“I am content,” he repeated with conviction.
“I am content,” he said firmly.
His father believed him, yet he fancied that, in a corner of that frank glance, he detected something sorrowful, a memory of a past which perhaps often forced its way among his present emotions. There flitted through his mind the lovely figure of Madame Laurier. Her charm was, doubtless, still haunting his son. And to think that he could not bring her here! . . . The austere father of the preceding year contemplated himself with astonishment as he caught himself formulating this immoral regret.
His father believed him, but he thought he noticed a hint of sadness in that genuine look, a memory of a past that might often intrude on his current feelings. The beautiful image of Madame Laurier crossed his mind. Her charm was undoubtedly still lingering in his son's thoughts. And to think that he couldn't bring her here! . . . The strict father from the previous year looked at himself in surprise as he realized he was feeling this immoral regret.
They passed a quarter of an hour without loosening hands, looking into each other’s eyes. Julio asked after his mother and Chichi. He frequently received letters from them, but that was not enough for his curiosity. He laughed heartily at hearing of Argensola’s amplified and abundant life. These interesting bits of news came from a world not much more than sixty miles distant in a direct line . . . but so far, so very far away!
They spent fifteen minutes holding hands and looking into each other's eyes. Julio asked about his mother and Chichi. He often got letters from them, but that wasn’t enough to satisfy his curiosity. He laughed heartily when he heard about Argensola’s vibrant and eventful life. This fascinating news came from just over sixty miles away in a straight line... but it felt so far, so very far away!
Suddenly the father noticed that his boy was listening with less attention. His senses, sharpened by a life of alarms and ambushed attacks, appeared to be withdrawing itself from the company, attracted by the firing. Those were no longer scattered shots; they had combined into a continual crackling.
Suddenly, the father noticed that his son was paying less attention. His senses, honed from a life of warnings and surprise attacks, seemed to be pulling away from the group, drawn in by the gunfire. Those weren’t just random shots anymore; they had merged into a constant crackling.
The senator, who had left father and son together that they might talk more freely, now reappeared.
The senator, who had left the father and son alone so they could talk more openly, now returned.
“We are dismissed from here, my friend,” he announced. “We have no luck in our visits.”
“We're done here, my friend,” he announced. “We haven't had any luck on our visits.”
Soldiers were no longer passing to and fro. All had hastened to their posts, like the crew of a ship which clears for action. While Julio was taking up the rifle which he had left against the wall, a bit of dust whirled above his father’s head and a little hole appeared in the ground.
Soldiers were no longer moving back and forth. Everyone had quickly gone to their positions, like a ship's crew getting ready for action. While Julio was grabbing the rifle he had left against the wall, a swirl of dust rose above his father’s head and a small hole appeared in the ground.
“Quick, get out of here!” he said pushing Don Marcelo.
“Quick, get out of here!” he said, shoving Don Marcelo.
Then, in the shelter of a covered trench, came the nervous, very brief farewell. “Good-bye, father,” a kiss, and he was gone. He had to return as quickly as possible to the side of his men.
Then, in the protection of a covered trench, came the anxious, very quick farewell. “Goodbye, dad,” a kiss, and he was gone. He needed to get back as fast as he could to his men.
The firing had become general all along the line. The soldiers were shooting serenely, as though fulfilling an ordinary function. It was a combat that took place every day without anybody’s knowing exactly who started it—in consequence of the two armies being installed face to face, and such a short distance apart. . . . The Chief of the battalion was also obliged to desert his guests, fearing a counter-attack.
The gunfire spread along the entire front. The soldiers were shooting calmly, as if they were just doing a routine job. It was a battle that happened every day without anyone really knowing who sparked it—because the two armies were set up facing each other, so close together. . . . The battalion leader also had to leave his guests behind, worried about a counter-attack.
Again the officer charged with their safe conduct put himself at the head of the file, and they began to retrace their steps through the slippery maze. Desnoyers was tramping sullenly on, angry at the intervention of the enemy which had cut short his happiness.
Again, the officer responsible for their safety took the lead in the group, and they started to make their way back through the slippery maze. Desnoyers walked along, feeling bitter about the enemy's interference that had abruptly ended his happiness.
Before his inward gaze fluttered the vision of Julio with his black, curly beard which to him was the greatest novelty of the trip. He heard again his grave voice, that of a man who has taken up life from a new viewpoint.
Before his inner eye appeared the image of Julio with his black, curly beard, which was the most exciting thing about the trip for him. He could once again hear his serious voice, that of a man who has embraced life from a fresh perspective.
“I am content, father . . . I am content.”
“I’m happy, Dad . . . I’m happy.”
The firing, growing constantly more distant, gave the father great uneasiness. Then he felt an instinctive faith, absurd, very firm. He saw his son beautiful and immortal as a god. He had a conviction that he would come out safe and sound from all dangers. That others should die was but natural, but Julio! . . .
The distant sound of gunfire filled the father with deep anxiety. Yet, he also felt a strong, almost irrational faith. He saw his son as beautiful and eternal, like a god. He was convinced that his son would emerge unscathed from any danger. It was only natural for others to perish, but not Julio! . . .
As they got further and further away from the soldier boy, Hope appeared to be singing in his ears; and as an echo of his pleasing musings, the father kept repeating mentally:
As they moved farther away from the soldier boy, Hope seemed to be singing in his ears; and in response to his comforting thoughts, the father kept quietly repeating to himself:
“No one will kill him. My heart which never deceives me, tells me so. . . . No one will kill him!”
“No one will kill him. My heart that never deceives me tells me so... No one will kill him!”
CHAPTER IV
“NO ONE WILL KILL HIM”
Four months later, Don Marcelo’s confidence received a rude shock. Julio was wounded. But at the same time that Lacour bought him this news, lamentably delayed, he tranquilized him with the result of his investigations in the war ministry. Sergeant Desnoyers was now a sub-lieutenant, his wound was almost healed and, thanks to the wire-pulling of the senator, he was coming to pass a fortnight with his family while convalescing.
Four months later, Don Marcelo’s confidence took a serious hit. Julio was injured. However, at the same time Lacour delivered this regrettably delayed news, he reassured him with the results of his inquiries at the war ministry. Sergeant Desnoyers was now a sub-lieutenant, his injury was almost healed, and, thanks to the senator’s connections, he was coming home to spend a couple of weeks with his family while he recovered.
“An exceptionally brave fellow,” concluded the influential man. “I have read what his chiefs say about him. At the head of his platoon, he attacked a German company; he killed the captain with his own hand; he did I don’t know how many more brave things besides. . . . They have presented him with the military medal and have made him an officer. . . . A regular hero!”
“An incredibly brave guy,” the influential man concluded. “I’ve read what his superiors say about him. Leading his platoon, he charged a German company; he killed the captain himself; he did countless other brave things too... They’ve awarded him the military medal and promoted him to officer... A true hero!”
And the rapidly aging father, weeping with emotion, but with increasing enthusiasm, shook his head and trembled. He repented now of his momentary lack of faith when the first news of his wounded boy reached him. How absurd! . . . No one would kill Julio; his heart told him so.
And the quickly aging father, crying with emotion but filled with growing enthusiasm, shook his head and trembled. He regretted his brief moment of doubt when he first heard about his injured son. How ridiculous! . . . No one would harm Julio; his heart assured him of that.
Soon after, he saw him coming home amid the cries and delighted exclamations of the women. Poor Dona Luisa wept as she embraced him, hanging on his neck with sobs of emotion. Chichi contemplated him with grave reflection, putting half of her mind on the recent arrival while the rest flew far away in search of the other warrior. The dusky, South American maids fought each other for the opening in the curtains, peering through the crack with the gaze of an antelope.
Soon after, he saw him coming home to the sounds of cheers and happy shouts from the women. Poor Dona Luisa cried as she hugged him tightly, sobbing with emotion. Chichi looked at him thoughtfully, her mind split between the recent arrival and searching for the other warrior. The dark-skinned South American maids vied for a chance to peek through the curtains, gazing through the crack like eager antelopes.
The father admired the little scrap of gold on the sleeve of the gray cloak, with the skirts buttoning behind, examining afterwards the dark blue cap with its low brim, adopted by the French for the war in the trenches. The traditional kepi had disappeared. A suitable visor, like that of the men in the Spanish infantry, now shadowed Julio’s face. Don Marcelo noted, too, the short and well-cared-for beard, very different from the one he had seen in the trenches. The boy was coming home, groomed and polished from his recent stay in the hospital.
The father admired the small piece of gold on the sleeve of the gray cloak, which fastened at the back, and then examined the dark blue cap with its low brim, which the French had adopted for trench warfare. The traditional kepi was no longer around. Now, a suitable visor, similar to what the men in the Spanish infantry wore, shaded Julio's face. Don Marcelo also noticed the short and well-groomed beard, very different from the one he had seen in the trenches. The boy was coming home, looking sharp and polished after his time in the hospital.
“Isn’t it true that he looks like me?” queried the old man proudly.
“Isn’t it true that he looks like me?” the old man asked proudly.
Dona Luisa responded with the inconsequence that mothers always show in matters of resemblance.
Dona Luisa replied with the typical inconsistency that mothers often display when it comes to matters of resemblance.
“He has always been the living image of you!”
“He’s always been the spitting image of you!”
Having made sure that he was well and happy, the entire family suddenly felt a certain disquietude. They wished to examine his wound so as to convince themselves that he was completely out of danger.
Having ensured that he was fine and happy, the whole family suddenly felt a sense of unease. They wanted to check his wound to reassure themselves that he was totally out of danger.
“Oh, it’s nothing at all,” protested the sub-lieutenant. “A bullet wound in the shoulder. The doctor feared at first that I might lose my left arm, but it has healed well and it isn’t worth while to think any more about it.”
“Oh, it’s nothing,” the sub-lieutenant said. “Just a bullet wound in my shoulder. The doctor was worried that I might lose my left arm at first, but it’s healing well now, so there’s no need to dwell on it.”
Chichi’s appraising glance swept Julio from head to foot; taking in all the details of his military elegance. His cloak was worn thin and dirty; the leggings were spatter-dashed with mud; he smelled of leather, sweaty cloth and strong tobacco; but on one wrist he was wearing a watch, and on the other, his identity medal fastened with a gold chain. She had always admired her brother for his natural good taste, so she stowed away all these little details in her memory in order to pass them on to Rene. Then she surprised her mother with a demand for a loan that she might send a little gift to her artilleryman.
Chichi’s assessing gaze scanned Julio from head to toe, taking in all the details of his military style. His cloak was worn thin and dirty; the leggings were splattered with mud; he smelled of leather, sweaty fabric, and strong tobacco; but on one wrist, he wore a watch, and on the other, his identification medal secured with a gold chain. She had always admired her brother's natural taste, so she tucked away all these little details in her memory to share with Rene later. Then, she surprised her mother by asking for a loan so she could send a small gift to her artilleryman.
Don Marcelo gloated over the fifteen days of satisfaction ahead of him. Sub-lieutenant Desnoyers found it impossible to go out alone, for his father was always pacing up and down the reception hall before the military cap which was shedding modest splendor and glory upon the hat rack. Scarcely had Julio put it on his head before his sire appeared, also with hat and cane, ready to sally forth.
Don Marcelo reveled in the fifteen days of pleasure that lay ahead of him. Sub-lieutenant Desnoyers couldn't go out by himself because his father was always pacing back and forth in the reception hall in front of the military cap that was adding a touch of modest splendor and glory to the hat rack. As soon as Julio placed it on his head, his father showed up, also wearing a hat and carrying a cane, ready to head out.
“Will you permit me to accompany you? . . . I will not bother you.”
“Can I join you? ... I promise I won't be a bother.”
This would be said so humbly, with such an evident desire to have his request granted, that his son had not the heart to refuse him. In order to take a walk with Argensola, he had to scurry down the back stairs, or resort to other schoolboy tricks.
This was said so humbly, with such a clear desire to have his request granted, that his son couldn’t bring himself to refuse. To go for a walk with Argensola, he had to hurry down the back stairs or use other schoolboy tricks.
Never had the elder Desnoyers promenaded the streets of Paris with such solid satisfaction as by the side of this muscular youth in his gloriously worn cloak, on whose breast were glistening his two decorations—the cross of war and the military medal. He was a hero, and this hero was his son. He accepted as homage to them both the sympathetic glances of the public in the street cars and subways. The interest with which the women regarded the fine-looking youth tickled him immensely. All the other military men that they met, no matter how many bands and crosses they displayed, appeared to the doting father mere embusques, unworthy of comparison with his Julio. . . . The wounded men who got out of the coaches by the aid of staffs and crutches inspired him with the greatest pity. Poor fellows! . . . They did not bear the charmed life of his son. Nobody could kill him; and when, by chance, he had received a wound, the scars had immediately disappeared without detriment to his handsome person.
Never had the older Desnoyers walked the streets of Paris with such solid satisfaction as he did alongside this strong young man in his beautifully worn cloak, with his two medals—the war cross and the military medal—shining on his chest. He was a hero, and that hero was his son. He accepted the sympathetic looks from people on the streetcars and subways as tribute to both of them. The way the women regarded his good-looking son amused him greatly. All the other soldiers they encountered, no matter how many medals and decorations they showed off, seemed to him just imposters, unworthy of comparison with his Julio... The wounded men who got out of the cars with the help of canes and crutches filled him with deep pity. Poor guys!... They didn't have the charmed life of his son. Nobody could harm him; and when, by chance, he did get hurt, the scars quickly vanished without affecting his handsome appearance.
Sometimes, especially at night, Desnoyers senior would show an unexpected magnanimity, letting Julio fare forth alone. Since before the war, his son had led a life filled with triumphant love-affairs, what might he not achieve now with the added prestige of a distinguished officer! . . .
Sometimes, especially at night, Desnoyers senior would show an unexpected generosity, letting Julio go out on his own. Since before the war, his son had lived a life full of successful romances; what could he not accomplish now with the added status of a distinguished officer! . . .
Passing through his room on his way to bed, the father imagined the hero in the charming company of some aristocratic lady. None but a feminine celebrity was worthy of him; his paternal pride could accept nothing less. . . . And it never occurred to him that Julio might be with Argensola in a music-hall or in a moving-picture show, enjoying the simple and monotonous diversions of a Paris sobered by war, with the homely tastes of a sub-lieutenant whose amorous conquests were no more than the renewal of some old friendships.
Passing through his room on the way to bed, the father imagined his son in the delightful company of some aristocratic lady. Only a famous woman would be good enough for him; his pride as a father wouldn’t settle for anything less. . . . It never crossed his mind that Julio might be with Argensola at a nightclub or a movie theater, enjoying the simple and repetitive entertainments of a war-weary Paris, with the down-to-earth interests of a sub-lieutenant whose romantic exploits were just a revival of some old friendships.
One evening as Don Marcelo was accompanying his son down the Champs Elysees, he started at recognizing a lady approaching from the opposite direction. It was Madame Laurier. . . . Would she recognize Julio? He noted that the youth turned pale and began looking at the other people with feigned interest. She continued straight ahead, erect, unseeing. The old gentleman was almost irritated at such coldness. To pass by his son without feeling his presence instinctively! Ah, these women! . . . He turned his head involuntarily to look after her, but had to avert his inquisitive glance immediately. He had surprised Marguerite motionless behind them, pallid with surprise, and fixing her gaze earnestly on the soldier who was separating himself from her. Don Marcelo read in her eyes admiration, love, all of the past that was suddenly surging up in her memory. Poor woman! . . . He felt for her a paternal affection as though she were the wife of Julio. His friend Lacour had again spoken to him about the Lauriers. He knew that Marguerite was going to become a mother, and the old man, without taking into account the reconciliation nor the passage of time, felt as much moved at the thought of this approaching maternity as though the child were going to be Julio’s.
One evening, as Don Marcelo was walking down the Champs Elysees with his son, he was surprised to see a woman coming from the opposite direction. It was Madame Laurier. . . . Would she recognize Julio? He noticed that the young man turned pale and started pretending to be interested in the other people around them. She walked straight ahead, upright and looking through him. The old gentleman felt a bit annoyed at such indifference. To pass by his son without even sensing his presence! Ah, these women! . . . He turned his head instinctively to follow her with his eyes but had to quickly look away. He had caught sight of Marguerite standing behind them, frozen in surprise, pale and focused intently on the soldier who was moving away from her. Don Marcelo saw admiration and love in her eyes, a rush of memories surfacing from the past. Poor woman! . . . He felt a paternal affection for her as if she were Julio’s wife. His friend Lacour had talked to him again about the Lauriers. He knew Marguerite was about to become a mother, and the old man, regardless of the reconciliation or the passage of time, felt just as moved at the thought of this coming motherhood as if the child were going to be Julio’s.
Meanwhile Julio was marching right on, without turning his head, without being conscious of the burning gaze fixed upon him, colorless, but humming a tune to hide his emotion. He always believed that Marguerite had passed near him without recognizing him, since his father did not betray her.
Meanwhile, Julio was marching straight ahead, not looking back, unaware of the intense gaze focused on him—emotionless, yet humming a tune to mask his feelings. He always thought that Marguerite had walked past him without recognizing him, as his father did not reveal his presence.
One of Don Marcelo’s pet occupations was to make his son tell about the encounter in which he had been hurt. No visitor ever came to see the sub-lieutenant but the father always made the same petition.
One of Don Marcelo's favorite things to do was to have his son talk about the encounter in which he got hurt. Every time a visitor came to see the sub-lieutenant, the father always asked the same thing.
“Tell us how you were wounded. . . . Explain how you killed that German captain.”
"Tell us how you got hurt... Explain how you killed that German captain."
Julio tried to excuse himself with visible annoyance. He was already surfeited with his own history. To please his father, he had related the facts to the senator, to Argensola and to Tchernoff in his studio, and to other family friends. . . . He simply could not do it again.
Julio tried to excuse himself, clearly frustrated. He was already tired of talking about his own past. To make his father happy, he had shared the story with the senator, Argensola, Tchernoff in his studio, and other family friends... He just couldn't go through it all again.
So the father began the narration on his own account, giving the relief and details of the deed as though seen with his own eyes. . . .
So the father started telling the story from his perspective, sharing the details and relief of the event as if he had witnessed it himself. . . .
He had to take possession of the ruins of a sugar refinery in front of the trench. The Germans had been expelled by the French cannon. A reconnoitring survey under the charge of a trusty man was then necessary. And the heads, as usual, had selected Sergeant Desnoyers.
He had to take control of the ruins of a sugar refinery in front of the trench. The Germans had been driven out by the French artillery. A reconnaissance mission led by a reliable person was then needed. And, as usual, the higher-ups had chosen Sergeant Desnoyers.
At daybreak, the platoon had advanced stealthily without encountering any difficulty. The soldiers scattered among the ruins. Julio then went on alone, examining the positions of the enemy; on turning around a corner of the wall, he had the most unexpected of encounters. A German captain was standing in front of him. They had almost bumped into each other. They looked into each other’s eyes with more suspense than hate, yet at the same time, they were trying instinctively to kill each other, each one trying to get the advantage by his swiftness. The captain had dropped the map that he was carrying. His right hand sought his revolver, trying to draw it from its case without once taking his eyes off his enemy. Then he had to give this up as useless—it was too late. With his eyes distended by the proximity of death, he kept his gaze fixed upon the Frenchman who had raised his gun to his face. A shot, from a barrel almost touching him . . . and the German fell dead.
At dawn, the platoon moved quietly, facing no obstacles. The soldiers spread out among the ruins. Julio then went on alone, checking the enemy's positions; when he turned a corner of the wall, he had the most unexpected encounter. A German captain stood right in front of him. They nearly collided. They looked into each other’s eyes with more tension than hatred, yet at the same time, they were instinctively trying to kill each other, each one aiming to outmaneuver the other. The captain had dropped the map he was holding. His right hand fumbled for his revolver, trying to pull it from its holster while keeping his eyes fixed on his opponent. Then he realized it was pointless—he was too late. With his eyes wide from the imminent danger, he kept staring at the Frenchman, who had raised his gun to his face. A shot rang out, the barrel nearly touching him... and the German fell dead.
Not till then did the victor notice the captain’s orderly who was but a few steps behind. He shot Desnoyers, wounding him in the shoulder. The French hurried to the spot, killing the corporal. Then there was a sharp cross-fire with the enemy’s company which had halted a little ways off while their commander was exploring the ground. Julio, in spite of his wound, continued at the head of his section, defending the factory against superior forces until supports arrived, and the land remained definitely in the power of the French.
Not until then did the victor notice the captain’s orderly, who was just a few steps behind. He shot Desnoyers, hitting him in the shoulder. The French rushed to the scene and killed the corporal. Then there was a fierce exchange of fire with the enemy’s company, which had stopped a short distance away while their commander surveyed the area. Julio, despite his injury, stayed at the front of his section, defending the factory against larger forces until reinforcements arrived, ensuring that the area remained firmly in French control.
“Wasn’t that about the way of it?” Don Marcelo would always wind up.
“Wasn’t that pretty much how it was?” Don Marcelo would always finish.
The son assented, desirous that his annoyance with the persistent story should come to an end as soon as possible. Yes, that was the way of it. But what the father didn’t know, what Julio would never tell, was the discovery that he had made after killing the captain.
The son agreed, eager for his irritation with the constant story to wrap up as quickly as possible. Yeah, that was how it was. But what the father didn’t know, and what Julio would never reveal, was the realization he had after killing the captain.
The two men, during the interminable second in which they had confronted each other, had showed in their eyes something more than the surprise of an encounter, and the wish to overcome the other. Desnoyers knew that man. The captain knew him, too. He guessed it from his expression. . . . But self-preservation was more insistent than recollection and prevented them both from co-ordinating their thoughts.
The two men, in the endless moment they faced each other, revealed in their eyes something deeper than just the shock of running into one another and the desire to outdo the other. Desnoyers recognized that man. The captain did too; he sensed it from the look on his face. . . . But the instinct for survival was stronger than their memories and kept them from organizing their thoughts.
Desnoyers had fired with the certainty that he was killing someone that he knew. Afterwards, while directing the defense of the position and guarding against the approach of reinforcements, he had a suspicion that the enemy whose corpse was lying a few feet away might possibly be a member of the von Hartrott family. No, he looked much older than his cousins, yet younger than his Uncle Karl who at his age, would be no mere captain of infantry.
Desnoyers had shot with the certainty that he was killing someone he recognized. Later, while coordinating the defense of the position and watching out for approaching reinforcements, he suspected that the enemy whose body was just a few feet away might be a member of the von Hartrott family. No, he looked much older than his cousins, but younger than his Uncle Karl, who at that age, wouldn't just be a captain of infantry.
When, weakened by the loss of blood, they were about to carry him to the trenches, the sergeant expressed a wish to see again the body of his victim. His doubt continued before the face blanched by death. The wide-open eyes still seemed to retain their startled expression. The man had undoubtedly recognized him. His face was familiar. Who was he? . . . Suddenly in his mind’s eye, Julio saw the heaving ocean, a great steamer, a tall, blonde woman looking at him with half-closed eyes of invitation, a corpulent, moustached man making speeches in the style of the Kaiser. “Rest in peace, Captain Erckmann!” . . . Thus culminated in a corner of France the discussions started at table in mid-ocean.
When they were about to carry him to the trenches, weakened from blood loss, the sergeant wanted to see the body of his victim one last time. His uncertainty lingered as he looked at the face that had gone pale from death. The wide-open eyes still appeared to hold a look of shock. The man had definitely recognized him. His face was familiar. Who was he? . . . Suddenly, Julio pictured in his mind the rolling ocean, a large steamer, a tall blonde woman looking at him with inviting, half-closed eyes, and a heavyset man with a mustache making speeches like the Kaiser. “Rest in peace, Captain Erckmann!” . . . And so, in a corner of France, the arguments that had started over dinner in the middle of the ocean came to a close.
He excused himself mentally as though he were in the presence of the sweet Bertha. He had had to kill, in order not to be killed. Such is war. He tried to console himself by thinking that Erckmann, perhaps, had failed to identify him, without realizing that his slayer was the shipmate of the summer. . . . And he kept carefully hidden in the depths of his memory this encounter arranged by Fate. He did not even tell Argensola who knew of the incidents of the trans-atlantic passage.
He mentally excused himself as if he were with the sweet Bertha. He had to kill to survive. That's how war is. He tried to comfort himself by thinking that Erckmann might not have recognized him, not realizing that his killer was a shipmate from the summer. . . . And he kept this encounter orchestrated by Fate buried deep in his memory. He didn't even share it with Argensola, who was aware of the events during the transatlantic journey.
When he least expected it, Don Marcelo found himself at the end of that delightful and proud existence which his son’s presence had brought him. The fortnight had flown by so swiftly! The sub-lieutenant had returned to his post, and all the family, after this period of reality, had had to fall back on the fond illusions of hope, watching again for the arrival of his letters, making conjectures about the silence of the absent one, sending him packet after packet of everything that the market was offering for the soldiery—for the most part, useless and absurd things.
When he least expected it, Don Marcelo found himself at the end of the happy and proud life that his son’s presence had brought him. The two weeks had gone by so quickly! The sub-lieutenant had gone back to his post, and the whole family, after this time of reality, had to return to their cherished hopes, waiting once more for his letters, speculating about the silence of the one who was away, and sending him package after package of everything the market had to offer for the soldiers—mostly useless and ridiculous things.
The mother became very despondent. Julio’s visit home but made her feel his absence with greater intensity. Seeing him, hearing those tales of death that her husband was so fond of repeating, made her realize all the more clearly the dangers constantly surrounding her son. Fatality appeared to be warning her with funereal presentiments.
The mother became very depressed. Julio's visit home only made her feel his absence even more intensely. Seeing him and hearing those stories about death that her husband always loved to tell made her more aware of the dangers that constantly surrounded her son. It felt like fate was trying to warn her with ominous signs.
“They are going to kill him,” she kept saying to Desnoyers. “That wound was a forewarning from heaven.”
“They’re going to kill him,” she kept saying to Desnoyers. “That wound was a warning from above.”
When passing through the streets, she trembled with emotion at sight of the invalid soldiers. The convalescents of energetic appearance, filled her with the greatest pity. They made her think of a certain trip with her husband to San Sebastian where a bull fight had made her cry out with indignation and compassion, pitying the fate of the poor, gored horses. With entrails hanging, they were taken to the corrals, and submitted to a hurried adjustment in order that they might return to the arena stimulated by a false energy. Again and again they were reduced to this makeshift cobbling until finally a fatal goring finished them. . . . These recently cured men continually brought to her mind those poor beasts. Some had been wounded three times since the beginning of the war, and were returning surgically patched together and re-galvanized to take another chance in the lottery of Fate, always in the expectation of the supreme blow. . . . Ay, her son!
As she walked through the streets, she felt a wave of emotion seeing the injured soldiers. The sight of the energetic-looking convalescents filled her with deep pity. They reminded her of a trip she took with her husband to San Sebastian, where a bullfight made her cry out in anger and compassion for the poor, gored horses. With their insides hanging out, they were taken to the pens and hastily patched up so they could go back to the arena, pumped up by false energy. Time and again, they were cobbled together until a fatal injury finally took them down. . . . These recently healed men constantly reminded her of those poor animals. Some had been hurt three times since the war started and were returning, surgically stitched together and re-energized, ready to take another chance in the lottery of Fate, always bracing for the final blow. . . . Oh, her son!
Desnoyers waxed very indignant over his wife’s low spirits, retorting:
Desnoyers was really upset about his wife’s low spirits, responding:
“But I tell you that Nobody will kill Julio! . . . He is my son. In my youth I, too, passed through great dangers. They wounded me, too, in the wars in the other world, and nevertheless, here I am at a ripe old age.”
“But I’m telling you, nobody is going to kill Julio! . . . He’s my son. When I was younger, I faced serious dangers as well. I got hurt, too, in the battles of the other world, and still, here I am, alive and well in my old age.”
Events seemed to reinforce his blind faith. Calamities were raining around the family and saddening his relatives, yet not one grazed the intrepid sub-lieutenant who was persisting in his daring deeds with the heroic nerve of a musketeer.
Events seemed to strengthen his blind faith. Disasters were happening all around the family, upsetting his relatives, yet not one affected the brave sub-lieutenant who continued his bold actions with the fearless spirit of a musketeer.
Dona Luisa received a letter from Germany. Her sister wrote from Berlin, transmitting her letters through the kindness of a South American in Switzerland. This time, the good lady wept for some one besides her son; she wept for Elena and the enemies. In Germany there were mothers, too, and she put the sentiment of maternity above all patriotic differences.
Dona Luisa got a letter from Germany. Her sister wrote from Berlin, sending her letters through the kindness of a South American in Switzerland. This time, the kind woman cried for someone other than her son; she cried for Elena and the enemies. In Germany, there were mothers too, and she placed the feeling of motherhood above all patriotic differences.
Poor Frau von Hartrott! Her letter written a month before, had contained nothing but death notices and words of despair. Captain Otto was dead. Dead, too, was one of his younger brothers. The fact that the latter had fallen in a territory dominated by their nation, at least gave the mother the sad comfort of being able to weep near his grave. But the Captain was buried on French soil, nobody knew where, and she would never be able to find his remains, mingled with hundreds of others. A third son was wounded in Poland. Her two daughters had lost their promised lovers, and the sight of their silent grief, was intensifying the mother’s suffering. Von Hartrott continued presiding over patriotic societies and making plans of expansion after the near victory, but he had aged greatly in the last few months. The “sage” was the only one still holding his own. The family afflictions were aggravating the ferocity of Professor Julius von Hartrott. He was calculating, in a book he was writing, the hundreds of thousands of millions that Germany must exact after her triumph, and the various nations that she would have to annex to the Fatherland.
Poor Frau von Hartrott! Her letter from a month ago contained nothing but death notices and despairing words. Captain Otto was dead. One of his younger brothers was also dead. The fact that the brother had fallen in a territory controlled by their nation at least gave the mother the sad comfort of being able to weep near his grave. But the Captain was buried on French soil, and nobody knew where, so she would never be able to find his remains, lost among so many others. A third son was wounded in Poland. Her two daughters had lost their promised lovers, and the sight of their silent grief only added to the mother's suffering. Von Hartrott continued to preside over patriotic societies and make plans for expansion after their near victory, but he had aged significantly in the past few months. The “sage” was the only one still keeping it together. The family’s troubles were intensifying the ferocity of Professor Julius von Hartrott. He was calculating, in a book he was writing, the hundreds of thousands of millions that Germany must demand after her triumph, along with the various nations she would need to annex to the Fatherland.
Dona Luisa imagined that in the avenue Victor Hugo, she could hear the mother’s tears falling in her home in Berlin. “You will understand, Luisa, my despair. . . . We were all so happy! May God punish those who have brought such sorrow on the world! The Emperor is innocent. His adversaries are to blame for it all . . .”
Dona Luisa envisioned that on Victor Hugo Avenue, she could hear her mother crying back in their home in Berlin. “You will understand, Luisa, my despair... We were all so happy! May God punish those who have caused such sorrow in the world! The Emperor is innocent. His enemies are to blame for everything...”
Don Marcelo was silent about the letter in his wife’s presence. He pitied Elena for her losses, so he overlooked her political connections. He was touched, too, at Dona Luisa’s distress about Otto. She had been his godmother and Desnoyers his godfather. That was so—Don Marcelo had forgotten all about it; and the fact recalled to his mental vision the placid life of the ranch, and the play of the blonde children that he had petted behind their grandfather’s back, before Julio was born. For many years, he had lavished great affection on these youngsters, when dismayed at Julio’s delayed arrival. He was really affected at thinking of what must be Karl’s despair.
Don Marcelo stayed quiet about the letter when his wife was around. He felt sorry for Elena because of her losses, so he ignored her political connections. He was also moved by Dona Luisa’s worry about Otto. She had been his godmother, and Desnoyers had been his godfather. He had completely forgotten about that, and it reminded him of the calm life on the ranch, and the sweet moments with the blonde children he had spoiled behind their grandfather’s back, back before Julio was born. For many years, he had showered love on those kids while feeling disheartened by Julio’s delayed arrival. It genuinely touched him to think about what Karl must be feeling.
But then, as soon as he was alone, a selfish coldness would blot out this compassion. War was war, and the Germans had sought it. France had to defend herself, and the more enemies fell the better. . . . The only soldier who interested him now was Julio. And his faith in the destiny of his son made him feel a brutal joy, a paternal satisfaction almost amounting to ferocity.
But then, as soon as he was alone, a selfish coldness would erase this compassion. War was war, and the Germans had brought it on themselves. France had to defend itself, and the more enemies fell, the better... The only soldier who mattered to him now was Julio. His belief in his son's fate filled him with a brutal joy, a paternal satisfaction that was almost fierce.
“No one will kill HIM! . . . My heart tells me so.”
“No one will kill him! . . . I truly believe that.”
A nearer trouble shook his peace of mind. When he returned to his home one evening, he found Dona Luisa with a terrified aspect holding her hands to her head.
A closer problem disturbed his peace of mind. When he got home one evening, he found Dona Luisa looking terrified, holding her hands to her head.
“The daughter, Marcelo . . . our daughter!”
“Marcelo... our daughter!”
Chichi was stretched out on a sofa in the salon, pale, with an olive tinge, looking fixedly ahead of her as if she could see somebody in the empty air. She was not crying, but a slight palpitation was making her swollen eyes tremble spasmodically.
Chichi was lying on the sofa in the living room, looking pale with an olive tint, staring straight ahead as if she could see someone in the empty space. She wasn't crying, but a slight flutter was making her puffy eyes shake spasmodically.
“I want to see him,” she was saying hoarsely. “I must see him!”
“I want to see him,” she said hoarsely. “I have to see him!”
The father conjectured that something terrible must have happened to Lacour’s son. That was the only thing that could make Chichi show such desperation. His wife was telling him the sad news. Rene was wounded, very seriously wounded. A shell had exploded over his battery, killing many of his comrades. The young officer had been dragged out from a mountain of dead, one hand was gone, he had injuries in the legs, chest and head.
The father guessed that something awful must have happened to Lacour’s son. That was the only reason Chichi would be so desperate. His wife was sharing the sad news with him. Rene was hurt, very seriously hurt. A shell had exploded over his unit, killing many of his comrades. The young officer had been pulled out from a pile of dead, one hand was missing, and he had injuries to his legs, chest, and head.
“I’ve got to see him!” reiterated Chichi.
“I need to see him!” Chichi insisted.
And Don Marcelo had to concentrate all his efforts in making his daughter give up this dolorous insistence which made her exact an immediate journey to the front, trampling down all obstacles, in order to reach her wounded lover. The senator finally convinced her of the uselessness of it all. She would simply have to wait; he, the father, had to be patient. He was negotiating for Rene to be transferred to a hospital in Paris.
And Don Marcelo had to focus all his efforts on making his daughter stop her painful insistence on taking an immediate trip to the front, pushing aside all obstacles, to reach her injured lover. The senator finally convinced her that it was pointless. She would just have to wait; he, as her father, had to be patient. He was working to get Rene transferred to a hospital in Paris.
The great man moved Desnoyers to pity. He was making such heroic efforts to preserve the stoic serenity of ancient days by recalling his glorious ancestors and all the illustrious figures of the Roman Republic. But these oratorical illusions had suddenly fallen flat, and his old friend surprised him weeping more than once. An only child, and he might have to lose him! . . . Chichi’s dumb woe made him feel even greater commiseration. Her grief was without tears or faintings. Her sallow face, the feverish brilliancy of her eyes, and the rigidity that made her move like an automaton were the only signs of her emotion. She was living with her thoughts far away, with no knowledge of what was going on around her.
The great man moved Desnoyers to pity. He was making such heroic efforts to maintain the calm dignity of ancient times by reminiscing about his glorious ancestors and all the famous figures of the Roman Republic. But these grand speeches had suddenly lost their impact, and his old friend caught him crying more than once. Being an only child, he might have to lose him! . . . Chichi’s silent sorrow made him feel even more compassion. Her grief was devoid of tears or fainting spells. Her pale face, the feverish brightness of her eyes, and the stiffness that made her move like a robot were the only signs of her feelings. She was lost in her thoughts, unaware of what was happening around her.
When the patient arrived in Paris, his father and fiancee were transfigured. They were going to see him, and that was enough to make them imagine that he was already recuperated.
When the patient arrived in Paris, his father and fiancée were transformed. They were about to see him, and that was enough for them to believe he had already recovered.
Chichi hastened to the hospital with her mother and the senator. Then she went alone and insisted on remaining there, on living at the wounded man’s side, waging war on all regulations and clashing with Sisters of Charity, trained nurses, and all who roused in her the hatred of rivalry. Soon realizing that all her violence accomplished nothing, she humiliated herself and became suddenly very submissive, trying with her wiles, to win the women over one by one. Finally, she was permitted to spend the greater part of the day with Rene.
Chichi rushed to the hospital with her mom and the senator. Then she went in by herself and insisted on staying there, living by the injured man's side, breaking all the rules and clashing with the Sisters of Charity, trained nurses, and anyone who sparked her competitive spirit. Soon, she realized that all her anger was getting her nowhere, so she humbled herself and became unexpectedly submissive, using her charm to win the women over one by one. Eventually, she was allowed to spend most of the day with Rene.
When Desnoyers first saw the wounded artilleryman in bed, he had to make a great effort to keep the tears back. . . . Ay, his son, too, might be brought to this sad pass! . . . The man looked to him like an Egyptian mummy, because of his complete envelopment in tight bandage wrappings. The sharp hulls of the shell had fairly riddled him. There could only be seen a pair of sweet eyes and a blond bit of moustache sticking up between white bands. The poor fellow was trying to smile at Chichi, who was hovering around him with a certain authority as though she were in her own home.
When Desnoyers first saw the injured soldier in bed, he had to work hard to hold back his tears. . . . Oh, his son could also end up in this terrible situation! . . . The man reminded him of an Egyptian mummy, completely wrapped up in tight bandages. The sharp fragments of the shell had really done a number on him. All that could be seen were a pair of gentle eyes and a little blonde mustache peeking out from the white bandages. The poor guy was trying to smile at Chichi, who was hovering nearby with a kind of authority as if she were at home.
Two months rolled by. Rene was better, almost well. His betrothed had never doubted his recovery from the moment that they permitted her to remain with him.
Two months passed. Rene was doing better, nearly fully recovered. His fiancée had never doubted he would get better from the moment they allowed her to stay with him.
“No one that I love, ever dies,” she asserted with a ring of her father’s self-confidence. “As if I would ever permit the Boches to leave me without a husband!”
“No one I love ever dies,” she stated with the confidence of her father. “As if I would ever let the Germans take my husband from me!”
She had her little sugar soldier back again, but, oh, in what a lamentable state! . . . Never had Don Marcelo realized the de-personalizing horrors of war as when he saw entering his home this convalescent whom he had known months before—elegant and slender, with a delicate and somewhat feminine beauty. His face was now furrowed by a network of scars that had transformed it into a purplish arabesque. Within his body were hidden many such. His left hand had disappeared with a part of the forearm, the empty sleeve hanging over the remainder. The other hand was supported on a cane, a necessary aid in order to be able to move a leg that would never recover its elasticity.
She had her little sugar soldier back again, but, oh, in such a tragic condition! Never had Don Marcelo fully understood the dehumanizing horrors of war until he saw this convalescent enter his home—someone he had known months before, elegant and slender, with a delicate and somewhat feminine beauty. His face was now marked by a network of scars that had turned it into a purplish pattern. Hidden within his body were many more. His left hand was gone along with part of his forearm, leaving the empty sleeve hanging over what was left. The other hand was propped up on a cane, an essential support to help him move a leg that would never regain its flexibility.
But Chichi was content. She surveyed her dear little soldier with more enthusiasm than ever—a little deformed, perhaps, but very interesting. With her mother, she accompanied the convalescent in his constitutionals through the Bois de Boulogne. When, in crossing a street, automobilists or coachmen failed to stop their vehicles in order to give the invalid the right of way, her eyes shot lightning shafts, as she thundered, “Shameless embusques!” . . . She was now feeling the same fiery resentment as those women of former days who used to insult her Rene when he was well and happy. She trembled with satisfaction and pride when returning the greetings of her friends. Her eloquent eyes seemed to be saying, “Yes, he is my betrothed . . . a hero!” She was constantly arranging the war cross on his blouse of “horizon blue,” taking pains to place it as conspicuously as possible. She also spent much time in prolonging the life of his shabby uniform—always the same one, the old one which he was wearing when wounded. A new one would give him the officery look of the soldiers who never left Paris.
But Chichi was happy. She looked at her little soldier with more enthusiasm than ever—a bit deformed, maybe, but very interesting. With her mother, she took the convalescent on his walks through the Bois de Boulogne. Whenever drivers didn’t stop to give the invalid the right of way while crossing the street, her eyes shot daggers as she yelled, “Shameless freeloaders!” She felt the same fiery anger as those women in the past who used to insult her Rene when he was healthy and happy. She trembled with satisfaction and pride when responding to her friends' greetings. Her expressive eyes seemed to say, “Yes, he is my fiancé... a hero!” She was always adjusting the war cross on his “horizon blue” blouse, making sure to display it prominently. She also spent a lot of time trying to prolong the life of his worn-out uniform—the same old one he wore when he was wounded. A new one would make him look like the officers who never left Paris.
As he grew stronger, Rene vainly tried to emancipate himself from her dominant supervision. It was simply useless to try to walk with more celerity or freedom.
As he got stronger, Rene unsuccessfully tried to break free from her controlling oversight. It was pointless to attempt to move with more speed or independence.
“Lean on me!”
“Count on me!”
And he had to take his fiancee’s arm. All her plans for the future were based on the devotion with which she was going to protect her husband, on the solicitude that she was going to dedicate to his crippled condition.
And he had to take his fiancée’s arm. All her future plans were based on the commitment with which she was going to care for her husband, on the attention she was going to give to his disabled condition.
“My poor, dear invalid,” she would murmur lovingly. “So ugly and so helpless those blackguards have left you! . . . But luckily you have me, and I adore you! . . . It makes no difference to me that one of your hands is gone. I will care for you; you shall be my little son. You will just see, after we are married, how elegant and stylish I am going to keep you. But don’t you dare to look at any of the other women! The very first moment that you do, my precious little invalid, I’ll leave you alone in your helplessness!”
“My poor, dear invalid,” she would say affectionately. “Those scoundrels have left you so ugly and so helpless! . . . But thankfully you have me, and I adore you! . . . It doesn’t matter to me that you’ve lost one of your hands. I will take care of you; you will be my little son. You’ll see, once we’re married, how elegant and stylish I’ll keep you. But don’t you dare look at any other women! The very first moment you do, my precious little invalid, I’ll leave you alone in your helplessness!”
Desnoyers and the senator were also concerned about their future, but in a very definite way. They must be married as soon as possible. What was the use of waiting? . . . The war was no longer an obstacle. They would be married as quietly as possible. This was no time for wedding pomp.
Desnoyers and the senator were also worried about their future, but in a very clear way. They needed to get married as soon as possible. What was the point of waiting? . . . The war was no longer a barrier. They would have a simple wedding. This wasn’t the time for extravagant celebrations.
So Rene Lacour remained permanently in the house on the avenida Victor Hugo, after the nuptial ceremony witnessed by a dozen people.
So Rene Lacour stayed permanently in the house on Avenida Victor Hugo, after the wedding ceremony attended by a dozen people.
Don Marcelo had had dreams of other things for his daughter—a grand wedding to which the daily papers would devote much space, a son-in-law with a brilliant future . . . but ay, this war! Everybody was having his fondest hopes dashed to pieces every few hours.
Don Marcelo had envisioned different things for his daughter—a grand wedding that would fill the pages of the daily papers, a son-in-law with a promising future . . . but alas, this war! Everyone was watching their deepest hopes get shattered every few hours.
He took what comfort he could out of the situation. What more did they want? Chichi was happy—with a rollicking and selfish happiness which took no interest in anything but her own love-affairs. The Desnoyers business returns could not be improved upon;—after the first crisis had passed, the necessities of the belligerents had begun utilizing the output of his ranches, and never before had meat brought such high prices. Money was flowing in with greater volume than formerly, while the expenses were diminishing. . . . Julio was in daily danger of death, but the old ranchman was buoyed up by his conviction that his son led a charmed life—no harm could touch him. His chief preoccupation, therefore, was to keep himself tranquil, avoiding all emotional storms. He had been reading with considerable alarm of the frequency with which well-known persons, politicians, artists and writers, were dying in Paris. War was not doing all its killing at the front; its shocks were falling like arrows over the land, causing the fall of the weak, the crushed and the exhausted who, in normal times, would probably have lived to a far greater age.
He took whatever comfort he could from the situation. What else did they want? Chichi was happy—with a carefree and selfish happiness that focused only on her own romantic escapades. The Desnoyers business couldn’t be better; after the initial crisis, the needs of the warring sides started to use the output from his ranches, and meat prices were higher than ever. Money was coming in more than before, while expenses were going down... Julio was facing death every day, but the old rancher was lifted by his belief that his son was living a charmed life—nothing could harm him. His main concern was to stay calm, avoiding any emotional upheavals. He had been reading with growing alarm about how often well-known figures—politicians, artists, and writers—were dying in Paris. War wasn't only claiming lives on the battlefield; its effects were spreading like arrows across the country, bringing down the weak, the broken, and the exhausted who, in normal times, would likely have lived much longer.
“Attention, Marcelo!” he said to himself with grim humor. “Keep cool now! . . . You must avoid Friend Tchernoff’s four horsemen, you know!”
“Listen up, Marcelo!” he told himself with dark humor. “Stay calm now! . . . You’ve got to steer clear of Friend Tchernoff’s four horsemen, you know!”
He spent an afternoon in the studio going over the war news in the papers. The French had begun an offensive in Champagne with great advances and many prisoners.
He spent an afternoon in the studio reviewing the war news in the papers. The French had launched an offensive in Champagne, making significant gains and capturing many prisoners.
Desnoyers could not but think of the loss of life that this must represent. Julio’s fate, however, gave him no uneasiness, for his son was not in that part of the front. But yesterday he had received a letter from him, dated the week before; they all took about that length of time to reach him. Sub-lieutenant Desnoyers was as blithe and reckless as ever. They were going to promote him again—he was among those proposed for the Legion d’Honneur. These facts intensified Don Marcelo’s vision of himself as the father of a general as young as those of the revolution; and as he contemplated the daubs and sketches around him, he marvelled at the extraordinary way in which the war had twisted his son’s career.
Desnoyers couldn’t help but think about the loss of life that this must involve. Julio’s situation, though, didn’t worry him, since his son wasn’t in that area of the front. Just yesterday, he had received a letter from him, dated the week before; it usually took about that long for letters to reach him. Sub-lieutenant Desnoyers was as carefree and daring as ever. They were going to promote him again—he was on the list for the Legion d’Honneur. These details heightened Don Marcelo’s vision of himself as the father of a general as young as those from the revolution; and as he looked at the paintings and sketches surrounding him, he was amazed at how the war had changed his son’s career.
On his way home, he passed Marguerite Laurier dressed in mourning. The senator had told him a few days before that her brother, the artilleryman, had just been killed at Verdun.
On his way home, he passed Marguerite Laurier wearing black. The senator had told him a few days earlier that her brother, the soldier, had just been killed at Verdun.
“How many are falling!” he said mournfully to himself. “How hard it will be for his poor mother!”
“How many are falling!” he said sadly to himself. “How difficult it will be for his poor mother!”
But he smiled immediately after at the thought of those to be born. Never before had the people been so occupied in accelerating their reproduction. Even Madame Laurier now showed with pride the very visible curves of her approaching maternity, and Desnoyers noted sympathetically the vital volume apparent beneath her long mourning veil. Again he thought of Julio, without taking into account the flight of time. He felt as interested in the little newcomer as though he were in some way related to it, and he promised himself to aid generously the Laurier baby if he ever had the opportunity.
But he smiled right after at the thought of those yet to be born. Never before had people been so focused on speeding up their reproduction. Even Madame Laurier now proudly displayed the noticeable curves of her impending motherhood, and Desnoyers noted with sympathy the significant volume visible beneath her long mourning veil. Again he thought of Julio, not considering the passage of time. He felt just as invested in the little newcomer as if he were somehow related, and he promised himself to generously support the Laurier baby if he ever had the chance.
On entering his house, he was met in the hall by Dona Luisa, who told him that Lacour was waiting for him.
On entering his house, he was greeted in the hall by Dona Luisa, who informed him that Lacour was waiting for him.
“Very good!” he responded gaily. “Let us see what our illustrious father-in-law has to say.”
“Sounds great!” he replied cheerfully. “Let’s see what our esteemed father-in-law has to say.”
His good wife was uneasy. She had felt alarmed without knowing exactly why at the senator’s solemn appearance; with that feminine instinct which perforates all masculine precautions, she surmised some hidden mission. She had noticed, too, that Rene and his father were talking together in a low tone, with repressed emotion.
His good wife was uneasy. She felt anxious without knowing exactly why at the senator’s serious demeanor; with that intuitive sense that pierces through all male defenses, she suspected some secret agenda. She also observed that Rene and his father were speaking quietly to each other, their emotions held back.
Moved by an irresistible impulse, she hovered near the closed door, hoping to hear something definite. Her wait was not long.
Moved by an overwhelming urge, she lingered near the closed door, hoping to hear something clear. Her wait didn’t take long.
Suddenly a cry . . . a groan . . . the groan that can come only from a body from which all vitality is escaping.
Suddenly, a cry... a groan... the kind of groan that only comes from a body that's losing all its life force.
And Dona Luisa rushed in just in time to support her husband as he was falling to the floor.
And Dona Luisa rushed in just in time to catch her husband as he was falling to the floor.
The senator was excusing himself confusedly to the walls, the furniture, and turning his back in his agitation on the dismayed Rene, the only one who could have listened to him.
The senator was awkwardly apologizing to the walls and the furniture, turning his back in his anxiety on the shocked Rene, the only person who could have listened to him.
“He did not let me finish. . . . He guessed from the very first word. . . .”
“He didn’t let me finish. . . . He figured it out from the very first word. . . .”
Hearing the outcry, Chichi hastened in in time to see her father slipping from his wife’s arms to the sofa, and from there to the floor, with glassy, staring eyes, and foaming at the mouth.
Hearing the shout, Chichi rushed in to see her father falling from his wife’s arms to the sofa, and then to the floor, with wide, vacant eyes and frothing at the mouth.
From the luxurious rooms came forth the world-old cry, always the same from the humblest home to the highest and loneliest:—
From the fancy rooms came the age-old cry, always the same from the simplest home to the grandest and most isolated:—
“Oh, Julio! . . . Oh, my son, my son! . . .”
“Oh, Julio! … Oh, my son, my son! …”
CHAPTER V
THE BURIAL FIELDS
The automobile was going slowly forward under the colorless sky of a winter morning.
The car was moving slowly forward under the gray sky of a winter morning.
In the distance, the earth’s surface seemed trembling with white, fluttering things resembling a band of butterflies poised on the furrows. On one of the fields the swarm was of great size, on others, it was broken into small groups.
In the distance, the ground looked like it was shaking with white, fluttering things that looked like a group of butterflies hovering over the furrows. In one of the fields, the swarm was huge, while in others, it was scattered into smaller groups.
As the machine approached these white butterflies, they seemed to be taking on other colors. One wing was turning blue, another flesh-colored. . . . They were little flags, by the hundreds, by the thousands which palpitated night and day, in the mild, sunny, morning breeze, in the damp drip of the dull mornings, in the biting cold of the interminable nights. The rains had washed and re-washed them, stealing away the most of their color. Some of the borders of the restless little strips were mildewed by the dampness while others were scorched by the sun, like insects which have just grazed the flames.
As the machine got closer to the white butterflies, they seemed to change colors. One wing turned blue, another flesh-colored. . . . They were like little flags, hundreds, even thousands of them, fluttering day and night in the gentle, sunny morning breeze, in the dampness of dreary mornings, and in the biting cold of endless nights. The rain had washed them over and over, taking away most of their color. Some edges of the restless little strips were moldy from the moisture, while others were burned by the sun, like insects that just brushed against the flames.
In the midst of the fluttering flags could be seen the black crosses of wood. On these were hanging dark kepis, red caps, and helmets topped with tufts of horsehair, slowly disintegrating and weeping atmospheric tears at every point.
In the middle of the waving flags, you could see the wooden black crosses. Dark kepis, red caps, and helmets with tufts of horsehair were hanging from them, slowly falling apart and shedding tears from the atmosphere at every point.
“How many are dead!” sighed Don Marcelo’s voice from the automobile.
“How many are dead!” sighed Don Marcelo from the car.
And Rene, who was seated in front of him, sadly nodded his head. Dona Luisa was looking at the mournful plain while her lips trembled slightly in constant prayer. Chichi turned her great eyes in astonishment from one side to the other. She appeared larger, more capable in spite of the pallor which blanched her olive skin.
And Rene, sitting in front of him, sadly nodded. Dona Luisa stared at the sorrowful plain, her lips trembling slightly in silent prayer. Chichi looked around in astonishment, her big eyes darting from side to side. She seemed larger and more capable despite the pallor that washed over her olive skin.
The two ladies were dressed in deepest mourning. The father, too, was in mourning, huddled down in the seat in a crushed attitude, his legs carefully covered with the great fur rugs. Rene was wearing his campaign uniform under his storm coat. In spite of his injuries, he had not wished to retire from the army. He had been transferred to a technical office till the termination of the war.
The two women were dressed in all black. The father was also in mourning, slumped in his seat with a defeated posture, his legs carefully covered with thick fur blankets. Rene was wearing his military uniform underneath his winter coat. Despite his injuries, he didn't want to leave the army. He had been reassigned to a technical office until the war was over.
The Desnoyers family were on the way to carry out their long-cherished hope.
The Desnoyers family was on their way to fulfill their long-held dream.
Upon recovering consciousness after the fatal news, the father had concentrated all his will power in one petition.
Upon regaining consciousness after the devastating news, the father focused all his willpower on one request.
“I must see him. . . . Oh, my son! . . . My son!”
“I need to see him. . . . Oh, my son! . . . My son!”
Vain were the senator’s efforts to show him the impossibility of such a journey. The fighting was still going on in the zone where Julio had fallen. Later on, perhaps, it might be possible to visit it. “I want to see it!” persisted the broken-hearted old man. It was necessary for him to see his son’s grave before dying himself, and Lacour had to requisition all his powers, for four long months formulating requests and overcoming much opposition, in order that Don Marcelo might be permitted to make the trip.
Vain were the senator’s efforts to convince him that such a journey was impossible. The fighting was still happening in the area where Julio had fallen. Maybe later it would be possible to visit. “I want to see it!” insisted the heartbroken old man. He needed to see his son’s grave before he died, and Lacour had to use all his influence, spending four long months making requests and overcoming a lot of resistance, so that Don Marcelo could be allowed to make the trip.
Finally a military automobile came one morning for the entire Desnoyers family. The senator could not accompany them. Rumors of an approaching change in the cabinet were floating about, and he felt obliged to show himself in the senate in case the Republic should again wish to avail itself of his unappreciated services.
Finally, a military car arrived one morning for the entire Desnoyers family. The senator couldn't join them. There were rumors of an upcoming cabinet change, and he felt it necessary to be seen in the senate in case the Republic needed his underappreciated services again.
They passed the night in a provincial city where there was a military post, and Rene collected considerable information from officers who had witnessed the great combat. With his map before him, he followed the explanations until he thought he could recognize the very plot of ground which Julio’s regiment had occupied.
They spent the night in a small town with a military base, and Rene gathered a lot of information from officers who had seen the major battle. With his map in front of him, he followed their explanations until he believed he could pinpoint the exact area that Julio’s regiment had occupied.
The following morning they renewed their expedition. A soldier who had taken part in the battle acted as their guide, seated beside the chauffeur. From time to time, Rene consulted the map spread out on his knees, and asked questions of the soldier whose regiment had fought very close to that of Desnoyers’, but he could not remember exactly the ground which they had gone over so many months before. The landscape had undergone many transformations and had presented a very different appearance when covered with men. Its deserted aspect bewildered him . . . and the motor had to go very slowly, veering to the north of the line of graves, following the central highway, level and white, entering crossroads and winding through ditches muddied with deep pools through which they splashed with great bounds and jar on the springs. At times, they drove across fields from one plot of crosses to another, their pneumatic tires crushing flat from the furrows opened by the plowman.
The next morning, they continued their expedition. A soldier who had been in the battle served as their guide, sitting next to the driver. Occasionally, Rene looked at the map on his lap and asked the soldier questions about the area where his regiment had fought, which was very close to Desnoyers'. However, he couldn't clearly remember the terrain they had covered so many months ago. The landscape had changed a lot and looked completely different when it had been filled with soldiers. Its empty appearance confused him... and the vehicle had to move slowly, steering north of the line of graves, following the main road, smooth and white, navigating intersections, and winding through ditches muddied with deep puddles that they splashed through with heavy jolts on the springs. Sometimes, they drove across fields from one patch of crosses to another, the tires flattening the soil from the furrows made by the plowman.
Tombs . . . tombs on all sides! The white locusts of death were swarming over the entire countryside. There was no corner free from their quivering wings. The recently plowed earth, the yellowing roads, the dark woodland, everything was pulsating in weariless undulation. The soil seemed to be clamoring, and its words were the vibrations of the restless little flags. And the thousands of cries, endlessly repeated across the days and nights, were intoning in rhythmic chant the terrible onslaught which this earth had witnessed and from which it still felt tragic shudderings.
Tombstones… tombstones everywhere! The white swarms of death were covering the whole countryside. No place was free from their fluttering wings. The freshly tilled soil, the drying roads, the dark forest—everything was vibrating in constant motion. The ground felt like it was crying out, and its voice was the shuddering of the restless flags. And the countless cries, echoing day and night, were singing in a rhythmic chant about the terrible violence that this land had experienced and from which it still felt tragic tremors.
“Dead . . . dead,” murmured Chichi, following the rows of crosses incessantly slipping past the sides of the automobile.
“Dead . . . dead,” whispered Chichi, watching the rows of crosses continuously pass by the sides of the car.
“O Lord, for them! . . . for their mothers,” moaned Dona Luisa, renewing her prayers.
“O Lord, for them! . . . for their mothers,” Dona Luisa cried out, continuing her prayers.
Here had taken place the fiercest part of the battle—the fight in the old way, man to man outside of the trenches, with bayonets, with guns, with fists, with teeth.
Here had taken place the fiercest part of the battle—the fight in the old way, man to man outside of the trenches, with bayonets, with guns, with fists, with teeth.
The guide who was beginning to get his bearings was pointing out the various points on the desolate horizon. There were the African sharpshooters; further on, the chasseurs. The very large groups of graves were where the light infantry had charged with their bayonets on the sides of the road.
The guide, who was starting to get his bearings, was pointing out the different spots on the empty horizon. There were the African sharpshooters; farther along, the chasseurs. The large clusters of graves were where the light infantry had charged with their bayonets along the sides of the road.
The automobile came to a stop. Rene climbed out after the soldier in order to examine the inscriptions on a few of the crosses. Perhaps these might have belonged to the regiment they were seeking. Chichi also alighted mechanically with the irresistible desire of aiding her husband.
The car came to a stop. Rene got out after the soldier to check the inscriptions on a few of the crosses. Maybe these belonged to the regiment they were looking for. Chichi also got out automatically, driven by the strong urge to help her husband.
Each grave contained several men. The number of bodies within could be told by the mouldering kepis or rusting helmets hanging on the arms of the cross; the number of the regiments could still be deciphered between the rows of ants crawling over the caps. The wreaths with which affection had adorned some of the sepulchres were blackened and stripped of their leaves. On some of the crucifixes, the names of the dead were still clear, but others were beginning to fade out and soon would be entirely illegible.
Each grave held several men. You could tell how many bodies were inside by the decaying kepis or rusting helmets hanging from the arms of the cross; the regiment numbers could still be made out among the rows of ants crawling over the caps. The wreaths that loved ones had placed on some of the graves were blackened and stripped of their leaves. On some of the crucifixes, the names of the deceased were still legible, but others were starting to fade and would soon be completely unreadable.
“What a horrible death! . . . What glory!” thought Chichi sadly.
“What a terrible death! . . . What glory!” thought Chichi sadly.
Not even the names of the greater part of these vigorous men cut down in the strength of their youth were going to survive! Nothing would remain but the memory which would from time to time overwhelm some old countrywoman driving her cow along the French highway, murmuring between her sobs. “My little one! . . . I wonder where they buried my little one!” Or, perhaps, it would live in the heart of the village woman clad in mourning who did not know how to solve the problem of existence; or in the minds of the children going to school in black blouses and saying with ferocious energy—“When I grow up I am going to kill the Boches to avenge my father’s death!”
Not even the names of most of these strong men killed in the prime of their youth would be remembered! All that would be left is the memory that would occasionally hit some old countrywoman driving her cow along the French road, murmuring through her tears, “My little one! . . . I wonder where they buried my little one!” Or maybe it would linger in the heart of the village woman in mourning who didn’t know how to make sense of life; or in the minds of the children going to school in black blouses, saying with fierce determination, “When I grow up, I’m going to kill the Boches to avenge my father’s death!”
And Dona Luisa, motionless in her seat, followed with her eyes Chichi’s course among the graves, while returning to her interrupted prayer—“Lord, for the mothers without sons . . . for the little ones without fathers! . . . May thy wrath not be turned against us, and may thy smile shine upon us once more!”
And Dona Luisa, still in her seat, watched Chichi moving among the graves while she returned to her interrupted prayer—“Lord, for the mothers without sons... for the little ones without fathers!... Please don't let your wrath be aimed at us, and let your smile shine on us again!”
Her husband, shrunken in his seat, was also looking over the funereal fields, but his eyes were fixed most tenaciously on some mounds without wreaths or flags, simple crosses with a little board bearing the briefest inscription. These were the German bodies which seemed to have a page to themselves in the Book of Death. On one side, the innumerable French tombs with inscriptions as small as possible, simple numbers—one, two, three dead. On the other, in each of the spacious, unadorned sepulchres, great quantities of soldiers, with a number of terrifying terseness. Fences of wooden strips, narrow and wide, surrounded these latter ditches filled to the top with bodies. The earth was as bleached as though covered with snow or saltpetre. This was the lime returning to mix with the land. The crosses raised above these huge mounds bore each an inscription stating that it contained Germans, and then a number—200 . . . 300 . . . 400.
Her husband, slumped in his seat, was also gazing at the somber fields, but his eyes were fixed intently on some mounds that had no wreaths or flags—just simple crosses with a small board displaying the briefest inscription. These were the German bodies, which seemed to have their own chapter in the Book of Death. On one side, there were countless French graves marked with the smallest possible inscriptions—simple numbers: one, two, three dead. On the other side, in each of the spacious, unadorned graves, lay many soldiers, noted with chilling brevity. Wooden fences, both narrow and wide, surrounded these ditches filled to the brim with bodies. The ground was as bleached as if it were covered in snow or salt. This was the lime returning to mix with the land. The crosses raised above these large mounds each had an inscription indicating that they contained Germans, followed by a number—200... 300... 400.
Such appalling figures obliged Desnoyers to exert his imagination. It was not easy to evoke with exactitude the vision of three hundred carcasses in helmets, boots and cloaks, in all the revolting aspects of death, piled in rows as though they were bricks, locked forever in the depths of a great trench. . . . And this funereal alignment was repeated at intervals all over the great immensity of the plain!
Such shocking numbers forced Desnoyers to use his imagination. It wasn't easy to accurately picture three hundred bodies in helmets, boots, and cloaks, showing all the grotesque signs of death, stacked in rows like bricks, forever trapped in the depths of a huge trench... And this grim arrangement was repeated at intervals all across the vastness of the plain!
The mere sight of them filled Don Marcelo with a kind of savage joy, as his mourning fatherhood tasted the fleeting consolation of vengeance. Julio had died, and he was going to die, too, not having strength to survive his bitter woe; but how many hundreds of the enemy wasting in these awful trenches were also leaving in the world loved beings who would remember them as he was remembering his son! . . .
The sight of them brought a fierce happiness to Don Marcelo as his grieving fatherhood experienced the brief comfort of revenge. Julio had died, and he was also going to die, unable to endure his deep sorrow; but how many hundreds of the enemy, suffering in these terrible trenches, were also leaving behind loved ones who would remember them just as he was remembering his son! . . .
He imagined them as they must have been before the death call sounded, as he had seen them in the advance around his castle.
He pictured them as they must have been before the death call rang out, as he had seen them during the advance around his castle.
Some of them, the most prominent and terrifying, probably still showed on their faces the theatrical cicatrices of their university duels. They were the soldiers who carried books in their knapsacks, and after the fusillade of a lot of country folk, or the sacking and burning of a hamlet, devoted themselves to reading the poets and philosophers by the glare of the blaze which they had kindled. They were bloated with science as with the puffiness of a toad, proud of their pedantic and all-sufficient intellectuality. Sons of sophistry and grandsons of cant, they had considered themselves capable of proving the greatest absurdities by the mental capers to which they had accustomed their acrobatic intellects.
Some of them, the most notable and frightening, probably still had the dramatic scars from their college duels on their faces. They were the soldiers who carried books in their backpacks, and after firing on a bunch of country people or looting and burning a village, they dedicated themselves to reading poets and philosophers by the light of the fire they had started. They were swollen with knowledge like a bloated toad, proud of their snobby and self-sufficient intelligence. Sons of trickery and grandsons of hypocrisy, they believed they could prove the most ridiculous ideas with the mental tricks they had trained their agile minds to perform.
They had employed the favorite method of the thesis, antithesis and synthesis in order to demonstrate that Germany ought to be the Mistress of the World; that Belgium was guilty of her own ruin because she had defended herself; that true happiness consisted in having all humanity dominated by Prussia; that the supreme idea of existence consisted in a clean stable and a full manger; that Liberty and Justice were nothing more than illusions of the romanticism of the French; that every deed accomplished became virtuous from the moment it triumphed, and that Right was simply a derivative of Might. These metaphysical athletes with guns and sabres were accustomed to consider themselves the paladins of a crusade of civilization. They wished the blond type to triumph definitely over the brunette; they wished to enslave the worthless man of the South, consigning him forever to a world regulated by “the salt of the earth,” “the aristocracy of humanity.” Everything on the page of history that had amounted to anything was German. The ancient Greeks had been of Germanic origin; German, too, the great artists of the Italian Renaissance. The men of the Mediterranean countries, with the inherent badness of their extraction, had falsified history. . . .
They had used the popular method of thesis, antithesis, and synthesis to argue that Germany should be the leader of the world; that Belgium was to blame for its own downfall because it had defended itself; that true happiness meant having all humanity under Prussian control; that the ultimate purpose of life was a clean stable and a full trough; that Liberty and Justice were just illusions from the romanticism of the French; that any action became virtuous the moment it succeeded, and that Right was merely a byproduct of Might. These philosophical warriors with guns and sabers saw themselves as champions of a civilizing crusade. They wanted the fair-haired race to triumph over the dark-haired; they aimed to enslave the useless people of the South, condemning them forever to a world ruled by “the salt of the earth,” “the aristocracy of humanity.” Everything significant in history was German. The ancient Greeks had Germanic roots; the great artists of the Italian Renaissance were German as well. The people of the Mediterranean, with the inherent corruption of their lineage, had distorted history...
“That’s the best place for you. . . You are better where you are buried, you pitiless pedants!” thought Desnoyers, recalling his conversations with his friend, the Russian.
"That's the best place for you... You’re better where you're buried, you heartless know-it-alls!" thought Desnoyers, remembering his talks with his friend, the Russian.
What a shame that there were not here, too, all the Herr Professors of the German universities—those wise men so unquestionably skilful in altering the trademarks of intellectual products and changing the terminology of things! Those men with flowing beards and gold-rimmed spectacles, pacific rabbits of the laboratory and the professor’s chair that had been preparing the ground for the present war with their sophistries and their unblushing effrontery! Their guilt was far greater than that of the Herr Lieutenant of the tight corset and the gleaming monocle, who in his thirst for strife and slaughter was simply and logically working out the professional charts.
What a shame that all the professors from German universities weren't here too—those wise men so incredibly skilled at changing the labels of intellectual products and rephrasing things! Those guys with long beards and gold-rimmed glasses, peaceful rabbits of the lab and the professor's chair who had been laying the groundwork for the current war with their clever arguments and shameless boldness! Their guilt was much greater than that of the lieutenant in the tight uniform and shiny monocle, who, in his desire for conflict and violence, was simply and logically following the professional charts.
While the German soldier of the lower classes was plundering what he could and drunkenly shooting whatever crossed his path, the warrior student was reading by the camp glow, Hegel and Nietzsche. He was too enlightened to execute with his own hands these acts of “historical justice,” but he, with the professors, was rousing all the bad instincts of the Teutonic beast and giving them a varnish of scientific justification.
While the German soldier from the lower classes was looting whatever he could and drunkenly shooting anything that came his way, the student-warrior was reading by the campfire, Hegel and Nietzsche. He was too enlightened to carry out these acts of “historical justice” himself, but along with the professors, he was awakening all the negative instincts of the Teutonic beast and giving them a veneer of scientific justification.
“Lie there, in your sepulchre, you intellectual scourge!” continued Desnoyers mentally.
“Lie there, in your grave, you intellectual torment!” continued Desnoyers mentally.
The fierce Moors, the negroes of infantile intelligence, the sullen Hindus, appeared to him more deserving of respect than all the ermine-bordered togas parading haughtily and aggressively through the cloisters of the German universities. What peacefulness for the world if their wearers should disappear forever! He preferred the simple and primitive barbarity of the savage to the refined, deliberate and merciless barbarity of the greedy sage;—it did less harm and was not so hypocritical.
The fierce Moors, the Africans with limited intelligence, the withdrawn Hindus, seemed to him more worthy of respect than all the fancy, fur-lined robes strutting proudly and aggressively through the halls of German universities. How much more peaceful the world would be if their wearers vanished forever! He preferred the simple and primitive savagery of the wild to the polished, calculated, and ruthless savagery of the greedy intellectual; it caused less damage and was less hypocritical.
For this reason, the only ones in the enemy’s ranks who awakened his commiseration were the lowly and unlettered dead interred beneath the sod. They had been peasants, factory hands, business clerks, German gluttons of measureless (intestinal) capacity, who had seen in the war an opportunity for satisfying their appetites, for beating somebody and ordering them about after having passed their lives in their country, obeying and receiving kicks.
For this reason, the only ones in the enemy’s ranks who sparked his sympathy were the humble and uneducated dead buried beneath the soil. They had been farmers, factory workers, office clerks, and excessive German eaters who saw the war as a chance to fulfill their desires, to overpower someone, and to boss others around after spending their lives in their country, following orders and taking abuse.
The history of their country was nothing more than a series of raids—like the Indian forays, in order to plunder the property of those who lived in the mild Mediterranean climes. The Herr Professors had proved to their countrymen that such sacking incursions were indispensable to the highest civilization, and that the German was marching onward with the enthusiasm of a good father sacrificing himself in order to secure bread for his family.
The history of their country was just a series of raids—similar to the Indian attacks—aimed at stealing from those who lived in the pleasant Mediterranean regions. The professors had shown their fellow countrymen that these plundering invasions were essential for achieving the highest level of civilization, and that the Germans were moving forward with the zeal of a devoted father sacrificing himself to provide for his family.
Hundreds of thousands of letters, written by their relatives with tremulous hands, were following the great Germanic horde across the invaded countries. Desnoyers had overheard the reading of some of these, at nightfall before his ruined castle. These were some of the messages found in the pockets of the imprisoned or dead:—“Don’t show any pity for the red pantaloons. Kill WHOMEVER YOU CAN, and show no mercy even to the little ones.” . . . “We would thank you for the shoes, but the girl cannot get them on. Those French have such ridiculously small feet!” . . . “Try to get hold of a piano.”. . . “I would very much like a good watch.” . . . “Our neighbor, the Captain, has sent his wife a necklace of pearls. . . . And you send only such insignificant things!”
Hundreds of thousands of letters, written by their relatives with shaking hands, were following the vast Germanic horde across the invaded lands. Desnoyers had overheard some of these being read aloud at dusk in front of his ruined castle. These were some of the messages found in the pockets of the captured or deceased:—“Don’t feel sorry for the red pants. Kill WHOEVER YOU CAN, and show no mercy even to the little ones.” . . . “We would thank you for the shoes, but the girl can’t get them on. Those French have such ridiculously small feet!” . . . “Try to get a piano.” . . . “I would really like a good watch.” . . . “Our neighbor, the Captain, sent his wife a pearl necklace. . . . And you send only such trivial things!”
The virtuous German had been advancing heroically with the double desire of enlarging his country and of making valuable gifts to his offspring. “Deutschland uber alles!” But their most cherished illusions had fallen into the burial ditch in company with thousands of comrades-at-arms fed on the same dreams.
The noble German had been moving forward bravely with the dual goal of expanding his country and providing valuable legacies for his children. “Germany above all!” But their most beloved hopes had been buried alongside thousands of comrades-in-arms who shared the same dreams.
Desnoyers could imagine the impatience on the other side of the Rhine, the pitiful women who were waiting and waiting. The lists of the dead had, perhaps, overlooked the missing ones; and the letters kept coming and coming to the German lines, many of them never reaching their destination. “Why don’t you answer! Perhaps you are not writing so as to give us a great surprise. Don’t forget the necklace! Send us a piano. A carved china cabinet for the dining room would please us greatly. The French have so many beautiful things!” . . .
Desnoyers could picture the impatience on the other side of the Rhine, the distressed women who were waiting and waiting. The lists of the dead might have missed the ones who were missing; and the letters kept pouring into the German lines, many of them never making it to their destination. “Why don’t you respond! Maybe you’re not writing to keep us in suspense. Don’t forget the necklace! Send us a piano. A carved china cabinet for the dining room would make us very happy. The French have so many beautiful things!” . . .
The bare cross rose stark and motionless above the lime-blanched land. Near it the little flags were fluttering their wings, moving from side to side like a head shaking out a smiling, ironical protest—No! . . . No!
The bare cross stood out clearly and still above the lime-colored land. Nearby, the small flags were waving, shifting from side to side like a head shaking in a joyful, ironic protest—No! . . . No!
The automobile continued on its painful way. The guide was now pointing to a distant group of graves. That was undoubtedly the place where the regiment had been fighting. So the vehicle left the main road, sinking its wheels in the soft earth, having to make wide detours in order to avoid the mounds scattered about so capriciously by the casualties of the combat.
The car moved slowly and awkwardly. The guide was now pointing to a distant cluster of graves. That was definitely where the regiment had been battling. So, the vehicle veered off the main road, sinking its wheels into the soft ground and having to take wide detours to avoid the mounds scattered haphazardly by the fallen soldiers.
Almost all of the fields were ploughed. The work of the farmer extended from tomb to tomb, making them more prominent as the morning sun forced its way through the enshrouding mists.
Almost all of the fields were plowed. The farmer's work stretched from tomb to tomb, making them stand out more as the morning sun broke through the surrounding mist.
Nature, blind, unfeeling and silent, ignoring individual existence and taking to her bosom with equal indifference, a poor little animal or a million corpses, was beginning to smile under the late winter suns.
Nature, blind, unfeeling, and silent, ignoring individual existence and taking in a tiny animal or a million corpses with the same indifference, was starting to smile under the late winter sun.
The fountains were still crusted with their beards of ice; the earth snapped as the feet weighed down its hidden crystals; the trees, black and sleeping, were still retaining the coat of metallic green in which the winter had clothed them; from the depths of the earth still issued an acute, deadly chill, like that of burned-out planets. . . . But Spring had already girded herself with flowers in her palace in the tropics, and was saddling with green her trusty steed, neighing with impatience. Soon they would race through the fields, driving before them in disordered flight the black goblins of winter, and leaving in their wake green growing things and tender, subtle perfumes. The wayside greenery, robing itself in tiny buds, was already heralding their arrival. The birds were venturing forth from their retreats in order to wing their way among the crows croaking wrathfully above the closed tombs. The landscape was beginning to smile in the sunlight with the artless, deceptive smile of a child who looks candidly around while his pockets are stuffed with stolen goodies.
The fountains were still covered in ice; the ground cracked as feet pressed down on its hidden crystals; the trees, dark and dormant, still wore their coat of metallic green that winter had wrapped around them; from deep within the earth, a sharp, deadly chill was still rising, like that of burned-out planets. . . . But Spring had already dressed herself in flowers in her tropical palace, and was saddling her trusty steed, which was whinnying with impatience. Soon they would race through the fields, chasing away the dark goblins of winter and leaving behind vibrant green plants and delicate, fragrant scents. The roadside greenery, dressing itself in tiny buds, was already signaling their arrival. The birds were coming out from their hiding places to fly among the crows cawing angrily above the sealed graves. The landscape was starting to smile in the sunlight with the innocent, deceptive smile of a child who looks around innocently while his pockets are full of stolen treats.
The husbandmen had ploughed the fields and filled the furrows with seed. Men might go on killing each other as much as they liked; the soil had no concern with their hatreds, and on that account, did not propose to alter its course. As every year, the metal cutter had opened its usual lines, obliterating with its ridges the traces of man and beast, undismayed and with stubborn diligence filling up the tunnels which the bombs had made.
The farmers had plowed the fields and filled the furrows with seeds. Men could keep on killing each other as much as they wanted; the soil didn’t care about their hatred and therefore had no intention of changing its path. As every year, the metal cutter had opened its usual lines, erasing with its ridges the marks of humans and animals, undeterred and with relentless effort filling in the craters created by the bombs.
Sometimes the ploughshare had struck against an obstacle underground . . . an unknown, unburied man; but the cultivator had continued on its way without pity. Every now and then, it was stopped by less yielding obstructions, projectiles which had sunk into the ground intact. The rustic had dug up these instruments of death which occasionally had exploded their delayed charge in his hands.
Sometimes the plow hit something buried underground . . . an unknown, unburied person; but the farmer kept going without mercy. Every so often, it was halted by less yielding obstacles, projectiles that had sunk into the ground intact. The farmer had dug up these deadly tools that occasionally went off in his hands.
But the man of the soil knows no fear when in search of sustenance, and so was doggedly continuing his rectilinear advance, swerving only before the visible tombs; there the furrows had curved mercifully, making little islands of the mounds surmounted by crosses and flags. The seeds of future bread were preparing to extend their tentacles like devil fish among those who, but a short time before, were animated by such monstrous ambition. Life was about to renew itself once more.
But the farmer feels no fear when looking for food, and so he kept moving straight ahead, only veering off in front of the visible graves; there the plowed rows had curved kindly, creating small patches around the mounds topped with crosses and flags. The seeds of future bread were getting ready to spread their roots like octopuses among those who, not long ago, were full of such monstrous ambition. Life was about to start anew once again.
The automobile came to a standstill. The guide was running about among the crosses, stooping over in order to examine their weather-stained inscriptions.
The car came to a stop. The guide was running around among the crosses, bending down to check their worn inscriptions.
“Here we are!”
"Here we go!"
He had found above one grave the number of the regiment.
He had found the regiment number above one grave.
Chichi and her husband promptly dismounted again. Then Dona Luisa, with sad resolution, biting her lips to keep the tears back. Then the three devoted themselves to assisting the father who had thrown off his fur lap-robe. Poor Desnoyers! On touching the ground, he swayed back and forth, moving forward with the greatest effort, lifting his feet with difficulty, and sinking his staff in the hollows.
Chichi and her husband quickly got off their horses again. Then Dona Luisa, with a heavy heart, bit her lips to hold back her tears. The three of them then focused on helping the father, who had thrown off his fur blanket. Poor Desnoyers! When he hit the ground, he staggered back and forth, struggling to move forward, lifting his feet with great difficulty, and dragging his cane into the dips in the ground.
“Lean on me, my poor dear,” said the old wife, offering her arm.
“Lean on me, my poor thing,” said the old woman, offering her arm.
The masterful head of the family could no longer take a single step without their aid.
The skilled head of the family could no longer take a single step without their help.
Then began their slow, painful pilgrimage among the graves.
Then they started their slow, painful journey among the graves.
The guide was still exploring the spot bristling with crosses, spelling out the names, and hesitating before the faded lettering. Rene was doing the same on the other side of the road. Chichi went on alone, the wind whirling her black veil around her, and making the little curls escape from under her mourning hat every time she leaned over to decipher a name. Her daintily shod feet sunk deep into the ruts, and she had to gather her skirts about her in order to move more comfortably—revealing thus at every step evidences of the joy of living, of hidden beauty, of consummated love following her course through this land of death and desolation.
The guide was still checking out the area filled with crosses, reading out the names, and pausing in front of the faded letters. Rene was doing the same on the other side of the road. Chichi walked on by herself, the wind swirling her black veil around her, causing little curls to escape from under her mourning hat every time she leaned over to read a name. Her delicately shod feet sank deep into the ruts, and she had to pull her skirts around her to move more easily—revealing at every step signs of the joy of living, of hidden beauty, of fulfilled love as she made her way through this land of death and despair.
In the distance sounded feebly her father’s voice:
In the distance, her father’s voice faintly echoed:
“Not yet?”
"Not yet?"
The two elders were growing impatient, anxious to find their son’s resting place as soon as possible.
The two elders were getting impatient, eager to locate their son’s resting place as quickly as possible.
A half hour thus dragged by without any result—always unfamiliar names, anonymous crosses or the numbers of other regiments. Don Marcelo was no longer able to stand. Their passage across the irregularities of the soft earth had been torment for him. He was beginning to despair. . . . Ay, they would never find Julio’s remains! The parents, too, had been scrutinizing the plots nearest them, bending sadly before cross after cross. They stopped before a long, narrow hillock, and read the name. . . . No, he was not there, either; and they continued desperately along the painful path of alternate hopes and disappointments.
A half hour dragged on without any results—just unfamiliar names, anonymous crosses, or numbers from other regiments. Don Marcelo could no longer bear it. Walking over the uneven, soft ground was torture for him. He was starting to lose hope... They would never find Julio’s remains! The parents were also scanning the nearby plots, bending down sadly in front of cross after cross. They paused at a long, narrow mound and read the name... No, he wasn’t there either; so they kept moving desperately along the painful path of mixed hopes and disappointments.
It was Chichi who notified them with a cry, “Here. . . . Here it is!” The old folks tried to run, almost falling at every step. All the family were soon grouped around a heap of earth in the vague outline of a bier, and beginning to be covered with herbage. At the head was a cross with letters cut in deep with the point of a knife, the kind deed of some of his comrades-at-arms—“DESNOYERS.” . . . Then in military abbreviations, the rank, regiment and company.
It was Chichi who shouted to them, “Over here! Here it is!” The older folks tried to run, nearly tripping with every step. Soon, the whole family gathered around a mound of dirt that vaguely resembled a coffin and was starting to be covered with grass. At the head was a cross with letters deeply carved by the point of a knife, a kind gesture from some of his fellow soldiers—“DESNOYERS.” Then, in military abbreviations, his rank, regiment, and company.
A long silence. Dona Luisa had knelt instantly, with her eyes fixed on the cross—those great, bloodshot eyes that could no longer weep. Till then, tears had been constantly in her eyes, but now they deserted her as though overcome by the immensity of a grief incapable of expressing itself in the usual ways.
A long silence. Dona Luisa knelt right away, her eyes locked on the cross—those huge, bloodshot eyes that could no longer cry. Until then, tears had flowed constantly, but now they had abandoned her, as if overwhelmed by the depth of a grief that couldn't be expressed in the usual ways.
The father was staring at the rustic grave in dumb amazement. His son was there, there forever! . . . and he would never see him again! He imagined him sleeping unshrouded below, in direct contact with the earth, just as Death had surprised him in his miserable and heroic old uniform. He recalled the exquisite care which the lad had always given his body—the long bath, the massage, the invigorating exercise of boxing and fencing, the cold shower, the elegant and subtle perfume . . . all that he might come to this! . . . that he might be interred just where he had fallen in his tracks, like a wornout beast of burden!
The father was staring at the rustic grave in stunned disbelief. His son was there, there forever! . . . and he would never see him again! He pictured him sleeping unburied below, in direct contact with the earth, just as Death had caught him in his worn and brave old uniform. He remembered the meticulous care the boy had always taken with his body—the long baths, the massages, the energizing boxing and fencing workouts, the cold showers, the elegant and subtle cologne . . . all for him to end up like this! . . . to be buried right where he fell, like a tired pack animal!
The bereaved father wished to transfer his son immediately from the official burial fields, but he could not do it yet. As soon as possible it should be done, and he would erect for him a mausoleum fit for a king. . . . And what good would that do? He would merely be changing the location of a mass of bones, but his body, his physical semblance—all that had contributed to the charm of his personality would be mixed with the earth. The son of the rich Desnoyers would have become an inseparable part of a poor field in Champagne. Ah, the pity of it all! And for this, had he worked so hard and so long to accumulate his millions? . . .
The grieving father wanted to move his son right away from the official burial grounds, but he couldn’t do it just yet. It needed to happen as soon as possible, and he would build him a mausoleum worthy of a king. . . . But what good would that do? He’d just be changing the place where a pile of bones lay, while his body, his physical presence—all that had made him who he was—would be mixed in with the earth. The son of the wealthy Desnoyers would have become an inseparable part of a poor field in Champagne. Oh, the tragedy of it all! And for this, had he toiled so hard and long to amass his millions? . . .
He could never know how Julio’s death had happened. Nobody could tell him his last words. He was ignorant as to whether his end had been instantaneous, overwhelming—his idol going out of the world with his usual gay smile on his lips, or whether he had endured long hours of agony abandoned in the field, writhing like a reptile or passing through phases of hellish torment before collapsing in merciful oblivion. He was also ignorant of just how much was beneath this mound—whether an entire body discreetly touched by the hand of Death, or an assemblage of shapeless remnants from the devastating hurricane of steel! . . . And he would never see him again! And that Julio who had been filling his thoughts would become simply a memory, a name that would live while his parents lived, fading away, little by little, after they had disappeared! . . .
He would never know how Julio had died. No one could tell him his last words. He was clueless about whether his end had been quick and overwhelming—his idol leaving the world with his usual bright smile, or if he had suffered for hours, alone in the field, writhing like a snake or going through torturous moments before finally slipping into merciful unconsciousness. He also had no idea what lay beneath this mound—whether it was a whole body quietly claimed by Death, or a collection of shapeless remains from the destructive storm of steel! . . . And he would never see him again! That Julio, who had occupied his thoughts, would simply become a memory, a name that would stay alive as long as his parents did, gradually fading away after they were gone! . . .
He was startled to hear a moan, a sob. . . . Then he recognized dully that they were his own, that he had been accompanying his reflections with groans of grief.
He was shocked to hear a moan, a sob. . . . Then he realized, somewhat numbly, that they were his own, that he had been expressing his thoughts with sounds of sorrow.
His wife was still at his feet, kneeling, alone with her heartbreak, fixing her dry eyes on the cross with a gaze of hypnotic tenacity. . . . There was her son near her knees, lying stretched out as she had so often watched him when sleeping in his cradle! . . . The father’s sobs were wringing her heart, too, but with an unbearable depression, without his wrathful exasperation. And she would never see him again! . . . Could it be possible! . . .
His wife was still at his feet, kneeling, alone with her heartbreak, fixing her dry eyes on the cross with a gaze of hypnotic intensity. . . . Her son was near her knees, lying stretched out just like she had often seen him when he was asleep in his crib! . . . The father's sobs were tearing at her heart, too, but with an unbearable sadness, not his angry frustration. And she would never see him again! . . . Could it really be possible! . . .
Chichi’s presence interrupted the despairing thoughts of her parents. She had run to the automobile, and was returning with an armful of flowers. She hung a wreath on the cross and placed a great spray of blossoms at the foot. Then she scattered a shower of petals over the entire surface of the grave, sadly, intensely, as though performing a religious rite, accompanying the offering with her outspoken thoughts—“For you who so loved life for its beauties and pleasures! . . . for you who knew so well how to make yourself beloved!” . . . And as her tears fell, her affectionate memories were as full of admiration as of grief. Had she not been his sister, she would have liked to have been his beloved.
Chichi’s arrival broke the heavy thoughts of her parents. She dashed to the car and came back with an armful of flowers. She hung a wreath on the cross and placed a big bunch of blossoms at the base. Then she spread a shower of petals over the entire grave, with deep sadness, like she was performing a sacred ritual, expressing her feelings—“For you who loved life so much for its beauty and joy!… for you who knew exactly how to be beloved!”… And as her tears fell, her loving memories were filled with both admiration and sorrow. If she hadn’t been his sister, she would have wanted to be his sweetheart.
And having exhausted the rain of flower-petals, she wandered away so as not to disturb the lamentations of her parents.
And after the shower of flower petals had finished, she walked away quietly so she wouldn't interrupt her parents' mourning.
Before the uselessness of his bitter plaints, Don Marcelo’s former dominant character had come to life, raging against destiny.
Before the futility of his bitter complaints, Don Marcelo’s former dominant character had reemerged, fuming against fate.
He looked at the horizon where so often he had imagined the adversary to be, and clenched his fists in a paroxysm of fury. His disordered mind believed that it saw the Beast, the Nemesis of humanity. And how much longer would the evil be allowed to go unpunished? . . .
He gazed at the horizon where he had often pictured the enemy to be, and clenched his fists in a fit of rage. His troubled mind convinced him that he could see the Beast, the curse of humanity. And how much longer was evil going to be allowed to go unpunished? . . .
There was no justice; the world was ruled by blind chance;—all lies, mere words of consolation in order that mankind might exist unterrified by the hopeless abandon in which it lived!
There was no justice; the world was ruled by blind chance;—all lies, mere words of comfort so that people could live without fear in the hopeless situation they were in!
It appeared to him that from afar was echoing the gallop of the four Apocalyptic horsemen, riding rough-shod over all his fellow-creatures. He saw the strong and brutal giant with the sword of War, the archer with his repulsive smile, shooting his pestilential arrows, the bald-headed miser with the scales of Famine, the hard-riding spectre with the scythe of Death. He recognized them as only divinities, familiar and terrible-which had made their presence felt by mankind. All the rest was a dream. The four horsemen were the reality. . . .
It seemed to him that in the distance, he could hear the galloping of the four Apocalyptic horsemen, trampling over everyone around him. He saw the strong and brutal giant holding the sword of War, the archer with a disturbing smile, shooting his deadly arrows, the bald-headed miser with the scales of Famine, and the grim figure wielding the scythe of Death. He recognized them as the only divine beings, both familiar and terrifying, that had made their presence known to humanity. Everything else was just a dream. The four horsemen were the reality. . . .
Suddenly, by the mysterious process of telepathy, he seemed to read the thoughts of the one grieving at his feet.
Suddenly, through some mysterious form of telepathy, he seemed to read the thoughts of the person grieving at his feet.
The mother, impelled by her own sorrow, was thinking of that of others. She, too, was looking toward the distant horizon. There she seemed to see a procession of the enemy, grieving in the same way as were her family. She saw Elena with her daughters going in and out among the burial grounds, seeking a loved one, falling on their knees before a cross. Ay, this mournful satisfaction, she could never know completely! It would be forever impossible for her to pass to the opposite side in search of the other grave, for, even after some time had passed by, she could never find it. The beloved body of Otto would have disappeared forever in one of the nameless pits which they had just passed.
The mother, driven by her own grief, was thinking about the suffering of others. She, too, was gazing at the distant horizon. There, she seemed to see a procession of the enemy, mourning just like her family. She saw Elena with her daughters moving around the burial grounds, searching for a loved one, dropping to their knees in front of a cross. Oh, this sorrowful satisfaction, she could never fully comprehend! It would always be impossible for her to cross to the other side in search of the other grave, because even after some time had passed, she could never find it. The beloved body of Otto would have been lost forever in one of the nameless pits they had just passed.
“O Lord, why did we ever come to these lands? Why did we not continue living in the land where we were born?” . . .
“O Lord, why did we ever come to this place? Why didn’t we just stay in the land where we were born?” . . .
Desnoyers, too, uniting his thoughts with hers, was seeing again the pampas, the immense green plains of the ranch where he had become acquainted with his wife. Again he could hear the tread of the herds. He recalled Madariaga on tranquil nights proclaiming, under the splendor of the stars, the joys of peace, the sacred brotherhood of these people of most diverse extraction, united by labor, abundance and the lack of political ambition.
Desnoyers, merging his thoughts with hers, was picturing again the pampas, the vast green fields of the ranch where he had met his wife. He could once more hear the sound of the herds moving. He remembered Madariaga on calm nights, declaring under the brilliance of the stars, the joys of peace, and the sacred unity of these people from the most diverse backgrounds, brought together by hard work, prosperity, and the absence of political ambition.
And as his thoughts swung back to the lost son he, too, exclaimed with his wife, “Oh, why did we ever come? . . .” He, too, with the solidarity of grief, began to sympathize with those on the other side of the battle front. They were suffering just as he was; they had lost their sons. Human grief is the same everywhere.
And as his thoughts returned to his lost son, he also exclaimed with his wife, “Oh, why did we ever come? . . .” He, too, feeling the weight of grief, started to empathize with those on the other side of the battlefield. They were hurting just like he was; they had lost their sons. Human grief feels the same everywhere.
But then he revolted against his commiseration. Karl had been an advocate of this war. He was among those who had looked upon war as the perfect state for mankind, who had prepared it with their provocations. It was just that War should devour his sons; he ought not to bewail their loss. . . . But he who had always loved Peace! He who had only one son, only one! . . . and now he was losing him forever! . . .
But then he turned against his pity. Karl had supported this war. He was one of those who viewed war as the ideal condition for humanity, who had stirred it up with their provocations. It was only fitting that war should take his sons; he shouldn’t mourn their loss. . . . But he who had always cherished Peace! He who had only one son, just one! . . . and now he was losing him forever! . . .
He was going to die; he was sure that he was going to die. . . . Only a few months of life were left in him. And his pitiful, devoted companion kneeling at his feet, she, too, would soon pass away. She could not long survive the blow which they had just received. There was nothing further for them to do; nobody needed them any longer.
He was sure he was going to die... Only a few months of life were left for him. And his sad, devoted partner kneeling at his feet would soon be gone as well. She wouldn’t last long after the shock they had just experienced. There was nothing more for them to do; no one needed them anymore.
Their daughter was thinking only of herself, of founding a separate home interest—with the hard instinct of independence which separates children from their parents in order that humanity may continue its work of renovation.
Their daughter was only thinking about herself, about starting her own home and life—with the strong instinct for independence that drives children to separate from their parents so that humanity can keep evolving.
Julio was the only one who would have prolonged the family, passing on the name. The Desnoyers had died; his daughter’s children would be Lacour. . . . All was ended.
Julio was the only one who could have continued the family line, keeping the name alive. The Desnoyers were gone; his daughter's kids would bear the Lacour name. . . . Everything was over.
Don Marcelo even felt a certain satisfaction in thinking of his approaching death. More than anything else, he wished to pass out of the world. He no longer had any curiosity as to the end of this war in which he had been so interested. Whatever the end might be, it would be sure to turn out badly. Although the Beast might be mutilated, it would again come forth years afterward, as the eternal curse of mankind. . . . For him the only important thing now was that the war had robbed him of his son. All was gloomy, all was black. The world was going to its ruin. . . . He was going to rest.
Don Marcelo even felt a strange sense of satisfaction thinking about his upcoming death. More than anything, he wanted to leave this world. He had no curiosity left about the outcome of the war he had once cared about so much. No matter how it ended, it would definitely end poorly. Even if the Beast was wounded, it would rise again years later, like an eternal curse on humanity. For him, the only thing that mattered now was that the war had taken his son from him. Everything felt dark and hopeless. The world was falling apart... He was ready to find peace.
Chichi had clambered up on the hillock which contained, perhaps, more than their dead. With furrowed brow, she was contemplating the plain. Graves . . . graves everywhere! The recollection of Julio had already passed to second place in her mind. She could not bring him back, no matter how much she might weep.
Chichi had climbed up on the small hill that probably held more than just their dead. With a furrowed brow, she was looking out over the plain. Graves... graves everywhere! The memory of Julio had already moved to second place in her mind. She couldn't bring him back, no matter how much she cried.
This vision of the fields of death made her think all the more of the living. As her eyes roved from side to side, she tried, with her hands, to keep down the whirling of her wind-tossed skirts. Rene was standing at the foot of the knoll, and several times after a sweeping glance at the numberless mounds around them, she looked thoughtfully at him, as though trying to establish a relationship between her husband and those below. And he had exposed his life in combats just as these men had done! . . .
This vision of the fields of death made her think even more about the living. As her eyes scanned from side to side, she tried to control the swirling of her wind-blown skirts with her hands. Rene was standing at the bottom of the hill, and several times, after glancing around at the countless mounds nearby, she looked at him thoughtfully, as if trying to connect him to those below. And he had risked his life in battles just like these men had done!...
“And you, my poor darling,” she continued aloud. “At this very moment you, too, might be lying here under a heap of earth with a wooden cross at your head, just like these poor unfortunates!”
“And you, my poor darling,” she continued loudly. “Right now, you could also be lying here under a pile of dirt with a wooden cross at your head, just like these poor souls!”
The sub-lieutenant smiled sadly. Yes, it was so.
The sub-lieutenant smiled sadly. Yeah, that was true.
“Come here; climb up here!” said Chichi impetuously. “I want to give you something!”
“Come here; climb up here!” Chichi said eagerly. “I want to give you something!”
As soon as he approached her, she flung her arms around his neck, pressed him against the warm softness of her breast, exhaling a perfume of life and love, and kissed him passionately without a thought of her brother, without seeing her aged parents grieving below them and longing to die. . . . And her skirts, freed by the breeze, molded her figure in the superb sweep of the curves of a Grecian vase.
As soon as he got close to her, she wrapped her arms around his neck, pressed him against the warmth of her chest, breathing in a scent of life and love, and kissed him passionately without thinking about her brother or noticing her elderly parents grieving below them and wishing to die... And her skirts, lifted by the breeze, hugged her figure beautifully like the elegant curves of a Greek vase.
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