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MRS. WARREN'S
DAUGHTER
A Story of the Woman's Movement
BY
SIR HARRY JOHNSTON
New York
THE MACMILLAN COMPANY
1920
TO
TO
MY JURY OF MATRONS:
MY PANEL OF WOMEN:
WINIFRED JOHNSTON | ELLA HEPWORTH-DIXON |
CATHERINE WELLS | ANGELA MOND |
BEATRICE SANDS | MARGARET POWYS |
ANNETTE HENDERSON | FLORENCE FELLOWES |
MARY LEVY | RAY ROCKMAN-BRAHAM |
FLORENCE TRAVERS | MAUD PARRY |
THIS BOOK IS AFFECTIONATELY DEDICATED,
IN THE KNOWLEDGE THAT—IN THE MAIN—IT HAS
THEIR SYMPATHY AND APPROVAL.
THIS BOOK IS LOVINGLY DEDICATED,
KNOWING THAT—FOR THE MOST PART—it HAS
THEIR SUPPORT AND APPROVAL.
H. H. Johnston
H. H. Johnston
POLING,
March, 1920
POLING,
March 1920
PREFACE
The earlier part of Vivien Warren's life and that of her mother, Catherine Warren, was told by Mr. George Bernard Shaw in his play, "Mrs. Warren's Profession," published first in 1898.
The earlier part of Vivien Warren's life and her mother, Catherine Warren's, was shared by Mr. George Bernard Shaw in his play, "Mrs. Warren's Profession," first published in 1898.
(Plays Pleasant and Unpleasant: 1. Unpleasant. Constable and Co., 6th Edition.)
(Plays Pleasant and Unpleasant: 1. Unpleasant. Constable and Co., 6th Edition.)
I have his permission to continue the story from 1898 onwards. To understand my sequel it is not necessary to have read the play which so brilliantly placed the Warren problem before us. But as most persons of average good education have found Mr. Shaw's comedies necessary to their mental furnishing, their understanding of contemporary life, it is probable that all who would be drawn to this book are already acquainted with the story of Mrs. Warren, and will be interested in learning what happened after that story was laid down by Mr. Shaw in 1897. I would in addition placate hostile or peevish reviewers by reminding them of the continuity of human histories; of biographies, real—though a little disguised by the sauce of fiction—and unreal—because entitled Life and Letters, by His Widow. The best novel or life-story ever written does not commence with its opening page. The real commencement goes back to the Stone ages or at any rate to the antecedent circumstances which led up to the crisis or the formation of the characters portrayed. Mr. Pickwick had a father, a grandfather; a mother in a mob-cap; in the eighteenth century. It is permissible to speculate on their stories and dispositions. Neither does a novel or a biography end with the final page of its convenient instalment.
I have his permission to continue the story from 1898 onward. You don’t need to read the play that expertly presented the Warren problem to understand my sequel. However, since most educated people consider Mr. Shaw's comedies essential to understanding contemporary life, it’s likely that those drawn to this book are already familiar with Mrs. Warren’s story and will want to know what happened after Mr. Shaw wrapped it up in 1897. I’d also like to ease any grumpy or irritable reviewers by reminding them of the continuity of human stories; of biographies, true—though somewhat altered by the seasoning of fiction—and false—because titled Life and Letters, by His Widow. The best novel or life story ever written doesn’t start with its first page. The real beginning goes back to the Stone Age or at least to the circumstances that led to the crisis or the development of the characters depicted. Mr. Pickwick had a father, a grandfather; a mother in a mob-cap; in the eighteenth century. It’s perfectly acceptable to ponder their stories and personalities. Similarly, a novel or biography doesn’t conclude with the last page of its convenient installment.
When you lay down the book which describes the pathetic failure of Lord Randolph Churchill, you do so with curiosity as to what will become of Winston. With a pre-knowledge of the Pickwick Club, one may usefully employ the imagination in tracing out the possible careers of Sam Weller's chubby little boys; grown into old men, and themselves, perchance, leaving progeny that may have married into the peerage from the Turf, or have entered the War Cabinet at the beckoning of Mr. Lloyd George.
When you finish the book about the sad failure of Lord Randolph Churchill, you can't help but wonder what will happen to Winston. With some background on the Pickwick Club, you can use your imagination to speculate about the possible futures of Sam Weller's chubby little boys; now grown into old men, and perhaps even having children who might have married into the nobility from the racecourse, or have joined the War Cabinet at the invitation of Mr. Lloyd George.
I know of descendants of Madame de Brinvilliers in England who have helped to found the Y.W.C.A.; and collateral offshoots from the Charlotte Corday stock who are sternly opposed to the assassination of statesmen-journalists.
I know descendants of Madame de Brinvilliers in England who have helped to establish the Y.W.C.A.; and related branches from the Charlotte Corday lineage who are firmly against the assassination of journalists who are also politicians.
So, I have taken on myself the continuation of the story outlined twenty-three years ago by Mr. Shaw in its late Victorian stage. He had a prior claim to do so; just as he might have shown us the life—but not the letters, for she was illiterate—of Catherine Warren's mother, the frier of fish and letter of lodgings on Tower Hill in the 'forties and 'fifties of the last century; and of the young Lieutenant Warren of the Tower garrison who lodged and cohabited with her at intervals between 1850 and 1854, when he went out to the Crimea and there died of frost-bite and neglected wounds. Mr. Shaw has waived such claims, having, as Vivie's grandmother would have said, "other fish to fry." But for this I should not have ventured to take up the tale, as I hold an author while he lives has a prescriptive right to his creations. I shall feel no bitterness in Nirvana if, after my death, another continues the story of Vivie or of her friends and collateral relations, under circumstances which I shall not live to see.
So, I've taken it upon myself to continue the story that Mr. Shaw outlined twenty-three years ago during its late Victorian period. He had the right to do this; just like he could have shown us the life—but not the letters, since she couldn't read or write—of Catherine Warren's mother, who sold fish and rented rooms on Tower Hill in the '40s and '50s of the last century; and of the young Lieutenant Warren from the Tower garrison who stayed with her and lived with her sporadically between 1850 and 1854, before he went off to the Crimea and died there from frostbite and untreated wounds. Mr. Shaw has given up those rights, having, as Vivie's grandmother might have put it, "other fish to fry." If it weren't for this, I wouldn’t have dared to pick up the story, since I believe an author has a right to their creations while they're still alive. I won’t feel any bitterness in Nirvana if, after I’m gone, someone else continues the story of Vivie or her friends and extended family under circumstances I won’t be around to witness.
In justice to Mr. Shaw I should state that the present book is entirely my own, and that though he has not renounced a polite interest in Vivie he is in no way responsible for her career and behaviour. He may even be annoyed at both.
In fairness to Mr. Shaw, I want to clarify that this book is completely my own work. Although he still takes a polite interest in Vivie, he isn’t responsible for her choices or actions. He might even be frustrated with both.
H. H. Johnston.
H. H. Johnston
CONTENTS
MRS. WARREN'S DAUGHTER
CHAPTER I
VIVIE AND NORIE
The date when this story begins is a Saturday afternoon in June, 1900, about 3 p.m. The scene is the western room of a suite of offices on the fifth floor of a house in Chancery Lane, the offices of Fraser and Warren, Consultant Actuaries and Accountants. There is a long window facing west, the central part of which is open, affording a passage out on to a parapet. Through this window, and still better from the parapet outside, may be seen the picturesque spires and turrets of the Law Courts, a glimpse here and there of the mellow, red-brick, white-windowed houses of New Square, the tree-tops of Lincoln's Inn Fields, and the hint beyond a steepled and chimneyed horizon of the wooded heights of Highgate. All this outlook is flooded with the brilliant sunshine of June, scarcely dimmed by the city smoke and fumes.
The story starts on a Saturday afternoon in June, 1900, around 3 p.m. The setting is the western room of a suite of offices on the fifth floor of a building on Chancery Lane, specifically the offices of Fraser and Warren, Consultant Actuaries and Accountants. There's a long window facing west, with the central section open, leading out onto a parapet. From this window, and even better from the outside on the parapet, you can see the picturesque spires and turrets of the Law Courts, glimpses of the warm red-brick, white-windowed houses of New Square, the tree-tops of Lincoln's Inn Fields, and beyond, hints of the steepled and chimneyed horizon of the wooded heights of Highgate. This view is bathed in the bright sunshine of June, only slightly muted by the city's smoke and fumes.
In the room itself there are on each of the tables vases of flowers and a bunch of dark red roses on the top of the many pigeon-holed bureau at which Vivien Warren is seated. The walls are mainly covered with book-shelves well filled with consultative works on many diverse subjects. There is another series of shelves crowded with neat, green, tin boxes containing the papers of clients. A dark green-and-purple portière partly conceals the entry into a washing place which is further fitted with a gas stove for cooking and cupboards for crockery and provisions. At the opposite end of the room is a door which opens into a small bedroom. The fireplace in the main room is fitted with the best and least smelly kind of gas stove obtainable in 1900.
In the room, each table has vases filled with flowers and a bunch of dark red roses sits on top of the many pigeon-holed desk where Vivien Warren is seated. The walls are mostly lined with bookshelves filled with reference works on various topics. There’s another set of shelves stuffed with neat green tin boxes containing client papers. A dark green-and-purple curtain partially hides the entrance to a washroom, which also has a gas stove for cooking and cupboards for dishes and supplies. At the opposite end of the room, there’s a door leading into a small bedroom. The fireplace in the main room is equipped with the best, least odorous gas stove available in 1900.
There are two square tables covered with piles of documents neatly tied with green tape and ranged round the central vase of flowers; a heavy, squat earthenware vase not easily knocked over; and there is a second bureau with pigeon-holes and a roll top, similar to the one at which Vivien Warren is seated. This is for the senior partner, Honoria Fraser. Between the bureaus there is plenty of space for access to the long west window and consequently to the parapet which can be used like a balcony. Two small arm-chairs in green leather on either side of the fireplace, two office chairs at the tables and a revolving chair at each bureau complete the furniture of the partners' room of Fraser and Warren as you would have seen it twenty years ago.
There are two square tables covered with stacks of documents neatly tied with green tape, arranged around a central vase of flowers—a heavy, sturdy earthenware vase that's not easy to tip over. There's a second desk with cubbyholes and a roll-top, similar to the one where Vivien Warren is sitting. This one is for the senior partner, Honoria Fraser. Between the desks, there's plenty of space to access the long west window and, consequently, the parapet that can be used like a balcony. Two small green leather armchairs sit on either side of the fireplace, along with two office chairs at the tables and a revolving chair at each desk. This is how the partners' room of Fraser and Warren would have looked twenty years ago.
The rest of their offices consisted of a landing from which a lift and a staircase descended, a waiting-room for clients, pleasantly furnished, a room in which two female clerks worked, and off this a small room tenanted by an office boy. You may also add in imagination an excellent lavatory for the clerks, two telephones (one in the partners' room), hidden safes, wall-maps; and you must visualize everything as pleasing in colour—green, white, and purple—flooded with light; clean, tidy, and admirably adapted for business in the City.
The rest of their offices included a landing with a lift and a staircase going down, a comfortable waiting room for clients, a room where two female clerks worked, and next to that, a small room occupied by an office boy. You can also picture a great restroom for the clerks, two phones (one in the partners' office), hidden safes, wall maps; and you should imagine everything in nice colors—green, white, and purple—filled with light; clean, organized, and perfectly suited for business in the City.
Vivien Warren, as already mentioned, was, as the curtain goes up, seated at her bureau, reading a letter. The letter was headed "Camp Hospital, Colesberg, Cape Colony, May 2, 1900"; and ran thus:—
Vivien Warren, as already mentioned, was, as the curtain rose, sitting at her desk, reading a letter. The letter was titled "Camp Hospital, Colesberg, Cape Colony, May 2, 1900"; and read as follows:—
Dearest Vivie,—
Dear Vivie,—
Here I am still, but my leg is mending fast. The enteric was the worse trouble. That is over and done with, though I am the colour of a pig-skin saddle. My leg won't let me frisk just yet, but otherwise I feel as strong as a horse.
Here I am still, but my leg is healing quickly. The stomach issues were the biggest problem. That's all behind me now, even though I look like a pigskin saddle. My leg won't let me bounce around just yet, but otherwise, I feel as strong as a horse.
When I was bowled over three months ago and the enteric got hold of me, on top of the bullet through my thigh, I lost my self-control and asked the people here to cable to you to come and nurse me. It was silly perhaps—the nursing here is quite efficient—and if any one was to have come out on my account it ought to have been the poor old mater, who wanted to very much. But somehow I could only think of you. I wanted you more than I'd ever done before. I hoped somehow your heart might be touched and you might come out and nurse me, and then out of pity marry me. Won't you do so? Owing to my stiff leg I dare say I shall be invalided out of the Army and get a small wound pension. And I've a project which will make lots of money—up in Rhodesia—a tip I've had from a man in the know. I'm going to take up some land near Salisbury. Ripping country and climate and all that. It would suit you down to the ground. You could put all that Warren business behind you, forget it all, drop the name, start a new career as Mrs. Frank Gardner, and find an eternally devoted husband in the man that signs this letter.
When I was taken aback three months ago and got hit with a stomach illness, on top of the bullet wound in my thigh, I lost my composure and asked the folks here to wire you to come and take care of me. It might have been silly—the nursing here is pretty good—and if anyone should have come to see me, it should have been my poor mom, who really wanted to. But for some reason, I could only think of you. I wanted you more than ever before. I hoped that somehow your heart would be moved and you would come out to nurse me, and then out of pity, marry me. Will you? Because of my leg injury, I’ll probably be discharged from the Army and receive a small pension for my wounds. I have a plan that could make a lot of money—up in Rhodesia—a tip I got from someone who knows the deal. I'm going to take some land near Salisbury. It's a beautiful area with great weather. It would be perfect for you. You could leave all that Warren business behind, forget it all, change your name, start fresh as Mrs. Frank Gardner, and find a devoted husband in the guy who wrote this letter.
I've been out here long enough to be up to all the ropes, and I'd already made a bit of money in Rhodesia before the war broke out and I got a commission. At any rate I've enough to start on as a married man, enough to give you a decent outfit and your passage out here and have a honeymoon before we start work on our future home. Darling Vivie! Do think about it. You'd never regret it. I'm a very different Frank to the silly ass you knew in the old Haslemere days. Now here's a five pound note to cover the cost of a full cable to say "yes," and when you'll be ready to start. When I get your answer—somehow I feel it'll be "yes"—I'll send you a draft on a London bank to pay for a suitable trousseau and your passage from London to Cape Town, and of course I'll come and meet you there, where we can be married. I shan't sleep properly till I get your "yes."
I've been out here long enough to know the ropes, and I had already made some money in Rhodesia before the war started and I got a commission. At any rate, I have enough to start my life as a married man, enough to buy you a nice outfit, cover your travel here, and enjoy a honeymoon before we begin building our future together. Darling Vivie! Please think about it. You won’t regret it. I’m a very different Frank than the silly guy you knew back in the old Haslemere days. Here’s a five-pound note to cover the cost of a full cable to say “yes” and let me know when you’ll be ready to start. Once I get your answer—somehow I feel it’ll be “yes”—I’ll send you a draft on a London bank to pay for a suitable trousseau and your trip from London to Cape Town, and of course I’ll come and meet you there so we can get married. I won’t sleep properly until I get your “yes.”
Your ever loving and always faithful
Your always loving and loyal
Frank.
Frank.
P.S. There's a poor fellow here in the same ward dying—I should say—of necrosis of the jaw—Vavasour Williams is his name or a part of his name. His father was at Cambridge with my old man, and—isn't it rum?—he was a pupil of Praddy's!! He mucked his school and 'varsity career, thought next he'd like to be an architect or a scene painter. My dad recommended Praddy as a master. He worked in the Praed studio, but got the chuck over some foolery. Then as he couldn't face his poor old Governor, he enlisted in the Bechuanaland Border police, came out to South Africa and got let in for this show. The doctors and nurses give him about a month and he doesn't know it. He can't talk much owing to his jaw being tied up—usually he writes me messages, all about going home and being a good boy, turning over a new leaf, and so on. I suppose the last person you ever see nowadays is the Revd. Sam Gardner? You know they howked him out of Woodcote? He got "preferment" as he calls it, and a cure of souls at Margate. Rather rough on the dear old mater—bless her, always—She so liked the Hindhead country. But if you run up against Praddy you might let him know and he might get into touch with Vavasour Williams's people—twig?—F.G.
P.S. There's a guy here in the same ward who's dying—I should say—of jaw necrosis—his name is Vavasour Williams or part of it. His dad went to Cambridge with my father, and isn't it funny?—he was a student of Praddy's!! He messed up his school and university career, thought he’d like to be an architect or a scene painter next. My dad suggested Praddy as a teacher. He worked in the Praed studio, but got kicked out over some nonsense. Then, since he couldn't face his poor old dad, he joined the Bechuanaland Border police, came out to South Africa, and got caught up in this situation. The doctors and nurses give him about a month, and he doesn’t know it. He can’t talk much since his jaw is all tied up—usually, he writes me notes about going home, being a good boy, turning over a new leaf, and so on. I guess the last person you ever see these days is the Rev. Sam Gardner? You know they pulled him out of Woodcote? He got "preferment," as he calls it, and a job at Margate. Kind of tough on the dear old mom—bless her, always—she really liked the Hindhead area. But if you run into Praddy, you might let him know, and he might reach out to Vavasour Williams's family—get it?—F.G.
Vivie rose to her feet half-way through this letter and finished it standing by the window.
Vivie got up halfway through the letter and finished it while standing by the window.
She was tall—say, five feet eight; about twenty-five years of age; with a well-developed, athletic figure, set off by a smart, tailor-made gown of grey cloth. Yet although she might be called a handsome woman she would easily have passed for a good-looking young man of twenty, had she been wearing male costume.
She was tall—around five feet eight; about twenty-five years old; with a well-built, athletic body, accentuated by a stylish, tailored grey dress. Even though she could be described as an attractive woman, she could easily be mistaken for a good-looking young man in his twenties if she were wearing men’s clothes.
Her brown-gold hair was disposed of with the least ostentation possible and with no fluffiness. Her eyebrows were too well furnished for femininity and nearly met when she frowned—a too frequent practice, as was the belligerent look from her steely grey eyes with their beautiful Irish setting of long dark lashes. She had a straight nose and firm rounded chin, a rather determined look about the mouth—lower lip too much drawn in as if from perpetual self-repression. But all this severity disappeared when she smiled and showed her faultless teeth. The complexion was clear though a little tanned from deliberate exposure in athletics. Altogether a woman that might have been described as "jolly good-looking," if it had not been that whenever any man looked at her something hostile and forbidding came into the countenance, and the eyebrows formed an angry bar of hazel-brown above the dark-lashed eyes. But her "young man" look won for her many a feminine friendship which she impatiently repelled; for sentimentality disgusted her.
Her brown-gold hair was styled as simply as possible, without any fluff. Her eyebrows were so thick that they almost met when she frowned—a habit she had too often—along with the fierce look from her steely grey eyes framed by long dark lashes. She had a straight nose and a firm, rounded chin, and her mouth had a determined appearance, with her lower lip pulled in as if from constant self-control. But all this seriousness vanished when she smiled, revealing her perfect teeth. Her complexion was clear, though somewhat tanned from intentional time spent in sports. Overall, she could be described as "really good-looking," if it weren't for the way her expression changed whenever a man looked at her, becoming hostile and unwelcoming, with her eyebrows forming an angry line above her dark-lashed eyes. However, her youthful appearance earned her many female friendships that she impatiently dismissed because she was repulsed by sentimentality.
The door of the partners' room opened and in walked Honoria Fraser. She was probably three years older than Vivie and likewise a well-favoured woman, a little more matronly in appearance, somewhat after the style of a married actress who really loves her husband and has preserved her own looks wonderfully, though no one would take her for less than twenty-eight.
The door to the partners' room opened and Honoria Fraser walked in. She was probably three years older than Vivie and also an attractive woman, a bit more matronly in appearance, somewhat like a married actress who truly loves her husband and has managed to keep her looks intact, though no one would guess she was younger than twenty-eight.
At the sight of her, Vivie lost her frown and tossed the letter on to the bureau.
At the sight of her, Vivie relaxed her frown and threw the letter onto the desk.
Honoria Fraser had been lunching with friends in Portland Place.
Honoria Fraser had been having lunch with friends in Portland Place.
Honoria: "What a swotter you are! I thought I should find you here. I suppose the staff departed punctually at One? I've come back expressly from the Michael Rossiters to carry you off to them—or rather to Kew. They're going to have tea with the Thiselton-Dyers and then revel in azaleas and roses. I shall go out and charter a hansom and we'll drive down ... it'll be some compensation for your having worked extra hard whilst I've been away....
Honoria: "You’re such a nerd! I knew I’d find you here. I guess the staff left right at one? I came back just from the Michael Rossiters to take you with me to them—or actually to Kew. They’re having tea with the Thiselton-Dyers and then enjoying the azaleas and roses. I’ll go out and get a cab, and we’ll drive down... it’ll make up a bit for how hard you’ve been working while I’ve been gone....”
"I met such a delightful man at the Rossiters'!" (slightly flushing) "Don't look at me so reproachfully! There are delightful men—a few—in existence. This one has been wounded in South Africa and he's so good-looking, though the back of his head is scarred and he'll always walk with a limp.... Now then! Why do you look so solemn? Put on your hat..."
"I met this amazing guy at the Rossiters'!" (slightly blushing) "Don't give me that disapproving look! There are some wonderful guys out there—just a few. This one got hurt in South Africa and he's really handsome, even though the back of his head is scarred and he'll always have a limp.... So, why do you look so serious? Put on your hat..."
Vivie: "I look solemn because I'm just considering a proposal of marriage—or rather, the fewest words in which I can refuse it. I don't think I want to go to Kew at all ... much sooner we had tea together, here, on the roof..."
Vivie: "I look serious because I'm thinking about a marriage proposal—or more precisely, how to politely decline it. I really don’t want to go to Kew at all ... I’d much prefer if we had tea together, right here, on the roof..."
Norie: "I suppose it's Frank Gardner again, as I see his handwriting on that envelope. Well I'm sorry about Kew—I should have enjoyed it..."
Norie: "I guess it's Frank Gardner again, since I recognize his handwriting on that envelope. I'm sorry about Kew—I would have enjoyed it..."
Vivie (bitterly): "I expect it's that 'delightful man' that attracts you."
Vivie (bitterly): "I guess it's that 'charming guy' that has your attention."
Norie: "Nonsense! I'm vowed to virginity, like you are ... I really don't care if I never see Major Armstrong again ... though he certainly is rather a darling ... very good-looking ... and, d'you know, he's almost a Pro-Boer, though the Boers ambushed him.... Says this war's a beastly mistake....
Norie: "That's ridiculous! I've committed to staying a virgin, just like you ... I honestly don't mind if I never see Major Armstrong again ... although he really is quite charming ... very good-looking ... and, you know, he’s almost on the Boer side, even though the Boers ambushed him.... He says this war is a terrible mistake....
"Well: I'll have tea here instead, if you like, and we can talk business, which we haven't done for a fortnight. I must get out of the way of paying visits in the country. They make one so discontented with the City afterwards. I've had a feeling lately I should like to have been a farmer.... Too much of the work of the firm has been thrown on you.... But there's lots and lots I want to talk over. I abandon Kew, willingly, and as to Major Armstrong.... However he can always find my address if he cares to..."
"Well, I'll have tea here instead, if you want, and we can discuss business, which we haven't done in two weeks. I really need to stop making visits in the countryside. They always leave me feeling dissatisfied with the city afterward. Lately, I've been thinking I might have enjoyed being a farmer... You've taken on too much of the firm's work... But there's so much I want to discuss. I'm happy to skip Kew, and regarding Major Armstrong... He can always find my address if he wants to..."
Vivie (sits down in one of the arm chairs and Norie takes the other): "Oh don't pity me. I love hard work and work which interests me. And as to working for you, you know there's nothing I wouldn't..."
Vivie (sits down in one of the armchairs and Norie takes the other): "Oh, don’t feel sorry for me. I enjoy hard work, especially if it’s something that interests me. And when it comes to working for you, you know there’s nothing I wouldn’t do..."
Norie: "Oh stow that!... You've been a full-fledged partner for a year and ought to be getting callous or suspicious ... I did take some money out of the petty cash yesterday. I must remember to put it down. I took quite a lot ... for theatre tickets ... and you may be suspecting Bertie Adams ... we can't call this an Adamless Eden, can we? I wonder why we keep an office boy and not an office girl? I suppose such things will soon be coming into being. We've women clerks and typewriteresses ... Adams, I notice, is growing, and he has the trace of a moustache and is already devoted to you ... dog-like..."
Norie: "Oh, come on! You've been a full partner for a year and should be getting tough or suspicious... I did take some money from the petty cash yesterday. I need to remember to note it down. I took quite a bit... for theater tickets... and you might be suspicious of Bertie Adams... we can't exactly call this an Adamless Eden, can we? I wonder why we have an office boy and not an office girl? I guess those things will start happening soon. We have female clerks and typists... Adams, I notice, is growing up; he has a hint of a mustache and is already devoted to you... like a dog..."
Vivie: "He's still more devoted to cricket, fortunately; and as soon as Rose and Lilian had gone he was off too.... Only, I fancy, he discards Regent's Park now in favour of Hendon or Herne Hill..."
Vivie: "He's still really into cricket, luckily; and as soon as Rose and Lilian left, he was off too.... Only, I think he’s dropped Regent's Park now for Hendon or Herne Hill..."
Norie: "Now, about Frank Gardner..."
Norie: "So, about Frank Gardner..."
Vivie: "Yes, that cablegram.... Let's frame it and send it off as soon as we can; then get tea ready. Talking of tea: I was just thinking before Frank's letter came how much good you'd done me—in many other ways than setting me up in business."
Vivie: "Yeah, that cablegram.... Let’s frame it and send it off as soon as possible; then get tea ready. Speaking of tea: I was just thinking before Frank's letter arrived about how much you’ve helped me—in more ways than just getting me started in business."
Norie: "Shut up!..."
Norie: "Be quiet!..."
Vivie: "How, when we first worked together, I used to think it necessary to imitate men by drinking an occasional whiskey and soda—though I loathe spirits—and smoking a cigar—ugh!—And how you drew me back to tea and a self-respecting womanliness—China tea, of course, and cigarettes. Why should we have wanted to be like men?... much better to be the New Woman....
Vivie: "When we first started working together, I thought I had to act like a man by having an occasional whiskey and soda—even though I can't stand hard liquor—and smoking cigars—yuck!—But you brought me back to enjoying tea and embracing a confident femininity—China tea, of course, and cigarettes. Why should we have wanted to be like men?... It's much better to be the New Woman....
"As to Frank's cablegram..." (Goes to bureau, tries over several drafts of message, consults Postal Guide as to cable rates per word, and reads aloud) ... "How's this? 'Captain Frank Gardner Camp Hospital Colesberg Cape Colony. Sorry must say no Best wishes recovery writing. Vivie.' That'll cost just Two pounds and out of the balance I shall buy a good parcel of books to send him, and some strawberries and cakes for our tea." (Therewith she puts on hat carefully—for she is always very particular, in a young-gentlemanly way, about her appearance—goes out to send off cablegram from Chancery Lane post-office, buy strawberries and cakes from Fleet Street shops, and so back to the office by four o'clock. Meantime Norie is reading through some of the recent correspondence on the file.)
"As for Frank's cable..." (She goes to the office, tries out several drafts of the message, checks the Postal Guide for cable rates per word, and reads aloud) ... "How about this? 'Captain Frank Gardner Camp Hospital Colesberg Cape Colony. Sorry to say no Best wishes recovery writing. Vivie.' That'll cost just two pounds, and with the leftover money, I'll buy him a nice batch of books to send, along with some strawberries and cakes for our tea." (Then she carefully puts on her hat—she's always very particular, in a young-gentlemanly way, about her appearance—heads out to send the cable from the Chancery Lane post office, buys strawberries and cakes from Fleet Street shops, and returns to the office by four o'clock. Meanwhile, Norie is going through some of the recent correspondence on the file.)
Vivie (on her return): "Pouf! It was hot in Fleet Street! I'm sorry for poor Frankie, because he seems so to have set his heart on marrying me. But I do hope he will take this answer as final."
Vivie (on her return): "Wow! It was really hot in Fleet Street! I feel bad for poor Frankie, because he really seems set on marrying me. But I hope he takes this answer as final."
Norie: "I suppose you are not refusing him for the same old reason—that vague suggestion that he might be your half-brother?"
Norie: "I guess you're not turning him down for the same old reason—that hint that he could be your half-brother?"
Vivie: "Oh no! Besides I pretty well know for a fact he isn't, he simply couldn't be. I'm absolutely sure my father wasn't Sam Gardner, any more than George Crofts was. I believe it was a young Irish seminarist, some student for the priesthood whom my mother met in Belgium the year before I was born. If I ever find out more I will tell you. You haven't seen 'Soapy Sam,' the Vicar of Woodcote, or that beast, George Crofts; but if you had, you'd be as sure as I am that neither of them was my father—thank goodness! As to Frank—yes—for a short time I was fond of him—till I learnt about my mother's 'profession.' It was rather a silly sort of fondness. He was two years younger than I; I suppose my feeling for him was half motherly ... I neither encouraged him nor did I repel him. I think I was experimenting ... I rather wanted to know what it felt like to be kissed by a man. Frank was a nice creature, so far as a man can be. But all those horrid revelations that broke up our summer stay at Haslemere four years ago—when I ran away to you—gave me an utter disgust for marriage. And what a life mine would have been if I had married him then; or after he went out to South Africa! Ghastly! Want of money would have made us hate one another and Frank would have been sure to become patronizing. Because I was without a father in the legitimate way he would have thought he was conferring a great honour on me by marrying me, and would probably have expected me to drudge for him while he idled his time away.... Oh, when I think what a life I have led here, with you, full of interesting work and bright prospects, free from money anxieties—dearest, dearest Norie—I can't thank you enough. No, I'm not going to be sentimental—the New Woman is never that. I'm going to get the tea ready; and after we've had tea on the balcony we really must go into business matters. Your being away so much the last fortnight, things have accumulated that I did not like to decide for myself..."
Vivie: "Oh no! Besides, I pretty much know for sure he isn't; he just couldn't be. I'm absolutely certain my father wasn't Sam Gardner, any more than George Crofts was. I believe it was a young Irish seminarian, some student for the priesthood whom my mother met in Belgium the year before I was born. If I ever find out more, I'll let you know. You haven't seen 'Soapy Sam,' the Vicar of Woodcote, or that jerk, George Crofts; but if you had, you'd be just as sure as I am that neither of them was my father—thank goodness! As for Frank—yes, for a short time I was fond of him—until I learned about my mother's 'profession.' It was kind of a silly crush. He was two years younger than me; I guess my feelings for him were half motherly... I neither encouraged him nor pushed him away. I think I was just experimenting... I really wanted to know what it felt like to be kissed by a man. Frank was a nice guy, as far as men go. But all those awful revelations that ruined our summer at Haslemere four years ago—when I ran away to you—made me completely disgusted with the idea of marriage. And what a life mine would have been if I had married him then, or after he went out to South Africa! Ghastly! A lack of money would have made us resent each other, and Frank would have definitely been condescending. Because I didn’t have a legitimate father, he would have thought he was doing me a huge favor by marrying me, and would probably have expected me to do all the work while he just relaxed.... Oh, when I think about the life I’ve had here with you, full of interesting work and bright prospects, free from money worries—dearest, dearest Norie—I can’t thank you enough. No, I’m not going to be sentimental—the New Woman is never that. I’m going to get the tea ready; and after we’ve had tea on the balcony, we really need to discuss business matters. Your being away so much the last couple of weeks, things have piled up that I didn’t feel comfortable deciding on my own..."
Norie (speaking rather louder as Vivie is now busy in the adjoining roomlet, boiling the kettle on the gas stove and preparing the tea): "Yes. And I've got lots to talk over with you. All sorts of plans have come into my head. I don't know whether I have been eating anything more than usually brain stimulating—everything has a physical basis—but I have come back from this scattered holiday full of new ideas."
Norie (speaking a bit louder since Vivie is busy in the next room, boiling the kettle on the gas stove and making tea): "Yes. And I have so much to discuss with you. A bunch of plans have popped into my mind. I’m not sure if I’ve been eating anything that’s especially brain-boosting—everything has a physical basis—but I’ve returned from this chaotic holiday brimming with new ideas."
Presently they are seated on camp-stools sipping tea, eating strawberries and cakes, under the striped sun-blind.
Presently, they are sitting on camp stools, sipping tea and eating strawberries and cake under the striped sunshade.
Norie continues: "Do you remember Beryl Clarges at Newnham?"
Norie continues: "Do you remember Beryl Clarges from Newnham?"
Vivie: "Yes—the pretty girl—short, curly hair, brown eyes, rather full lips, good at mathematics—hockey ... purposely shocked you by her outspokenness—well?"
Vivie: "Yeah—the cute girl—short, curly hair, brown eyes, kind of full lips, great at math—hockey... she totally shocked you with how straightforward she was—so?"
Norie: "Well, she's had a baby ... a month ago ... awful rumpus with her people ... Father's Dean Clarges ... Norwich or Ely, I forget which ... They've put her in a Nursing Home in Seymour Street. Mother wears a lace mantilla and cries softly. Beryl went wrong, as they call it, with an architect."
Norie: "So, she had a baby ... a month ago ... there was a huge fuss with her family ... Her dad is Dean Clarges ... Norwich or Ely, I can’t remember which ... They’ve put her in a nursing home on Seymour Street. Her mom wears a lace veil and cries quietly. Beryl got involved, as they say, with an architect."
Vivie: "Pass your cup ... Don't take all the strawberries (Norie: "Sorry! Absence of mind—I've left you three fat ones") Architect? Strange! I always thought all architects were like Praddy—had no passions except for bricks and mortar and chiselled stone and twirligig iron grilles ... perhaps just a thrill over a nude statue. Why, till you told me this I'd as soon have trusted my daughter—if I had one—with an architect as with a Colonel of Engineers—You know! The kind that believes in the identity of the Ten Lost Tribes with the British and is a True Protestant! Poor Beryl! But how? what? when? why?"
Vivie: "Pass your cup... Don’t take all the strawberries. (Norie: "Sorry! I wasn't paying attention—I’ve left you three nice ones.") An architect? That's unexpected! I always thought all architects were like Praddy—only caring about bricks, mortar, chiselled stone, and fancy iron grilles... maybe just a little excitement over a nude statue. Honestly, before you told me this, I’d have trusted my daughter—if I had one—with an architect just as much as with a Colonel of Engineers—you know the type! The one who thinks the Ten Lost Tribes are the same as the British and is a True Protestant! Poor Beryl! But how? What? When? Why?"
Norie: "I think it began at Cambridge—the acquaintance did ... Later, it developed into a passion. He had already one wife in Sussex somewhere and four children. He took a flat for her in Town—a studio—because Berry had given up mathematics and was going in for sculpture; and there, whenever he could get away from Storrington or some such place and from his City office, he used to visit Beryl. This had been going on for three years. But last February she had to break it to her mother that she was six months gone. The other wife knows all about it but refuses to divorce the naughty architect, and at the same time has cut off supplies—What cowards men are and how little women stand by women! And then it's a poor deanery and Beryl has five younger brothers that have got to be educated. Her sculpture was little more than commissions executed for her architect's building and I expect that resource will now disappear ... I half think I shall bring her in here, when she is well again. She's got a very good head-piece and you know we are expanding our business ... She'd make a good House Agent ... She writes sometimes for Country Life..."
Norie: "I think it started at Cambridge—the acquaintance did... Later, it turned into a passion. He already had a wife in Sussex and four kids. He rented a flat for her in the city—a studio—because Berry had dropped mathematics and was pursuing sculpture; and there, whenever he could escape Storrington or wherever and from his office, he would visit Beryl. This had been happening for three years. But last February, she had to tell her mom that she was six months pregnant. The other wife knows all about it but refuses to divorce the troublesome architect, and at the same time, she has cut off his funds—What cowards men are and how little women support each other! And then it's a struggling deanery and Beryl has five younger brothers who need to be educated. Her sculpture was barely more than commissions for her architect's projects, and I expect that income will now dry up... I half think I’ll bring her in here when she’s better. She’s got a very good head on her shoulders and you know we are expanding our business... She’d make a good House Agent... She occasionally writes for Country Life..."
Vivie: "Ye-es.... But you can't provide for many more of our college-mates. Any more gone wrong?"
Vivie: "Yes... But you can't take care of too many more of our college friends. Has anyone else gone off track?"
Norie: "It depends how you qualify 'wrong.' I really don't see that it is 'wronger' for a young woman to yield to 'storgé' and have a baby out of wedlock than for a man to engender that baby. Society doesn't damn the man, unless he is a Cabinet Minister or a Cleric; but it does its best to ruin the woman ... unless she's an actress or a singer. If a woman likes to go through all the misery of pregnancy and the pangs of delivery on her own account and without being legally tied up with a man, why can't she? Beryl, at any rate, is quite unashamed, and says she shall have as many children as her earnings support ... that it will be great fun choosing their sires—more variety in their types.... Is she the New Woman, I wonder?"
Norie: "It depends on how you define 'wrong.' I really don't think it's 'more wrong' for a young woman to embrace 'storgé' and have a baby outside of marriage than for a man to father that baby. Society doesn't shame the man, unless he's a Cabinet Minister or a Cleric; but it does everything it can to ruin the woman... unless she's an actress or a singer. If a woman wants to go through all the struggles of pregnancy and childbirth on her own and without being legally tied to a man, why shouldn't she? Beryl, at least, is completely unashamed and says she'll have as many children as her income allows... that it'll be fun to choose their fathers—more variety in their traits.... I wonder, is she the New Woman?"
Vivie: "Well the whole thing bores me ... I suppose I am embittered and disgusted. I'm sick of all this sexual nonsense.... Yes, after all, I approve of the marriage tie: it takes away the romance of love, and it's that romance which is usually so time-wasting and so dangerous. It conceals often a host of horrors ... But I'm a sort of neuter. All I want in life is hard work ... a cause to fight for.... Revenge ... revenge on Man. God! How I hate men; how I despise them! We can do anything they can if we train and educate. I have taken to your business because it is one of the crafty paths we can follow to creep into Man's fastnesses of the Law, the Stock-Market, the Banks and Actuarial work..."
Vivie: "Well, the whole thing bores me ... I guess I'm embittered and disgusted. I'm tired of all this sexual nonsense.... Yes, ultimately, I support marriage: it removes the romance from love, and that romance is usually such a waste of time and so dangerous. It often hides a bunch of horrors ... But I'm kind of neutral. All I want in life is hard work ... a cause to fight for.... Revenge ... revenge on men. God! How I hate men; how I despise them! We can do anything they can if we train and educate ourselves. I've gotten into your profession because it’s one of the clever ways we can use to break into the men's domains of Law, the Stock Market, the Banks, and Actuarial work..."
Norie: "My dear! You have quite a platform manner already. I predict you will soon be addressing audiences of rebellious women.... But I am more the Booker Washington of my sex. I want women to work—even at quite humble things—before they insist on equal rights with man. At any rate I want to help them to make an honest livelihood without depending on some one man.... Business seems to be good, eh? If the first half of this year is equalled by the second, I should think there would be a profit to be divided of quite a thousand pounds?"
Norie: "My dear! You already have quite a commanding presence. I bet you'll soon be speaking to groups of rebellious women.... But I'm more like the Booker Washington of my gender. I believe women should work—even in modest jobs—before demanding equal rights with men. Regardless, I want to help them earn a decent living without relying on a single man.... Business seems to be doing well, right? If the first half of this year matches the second, I think there will be a profit to share of around a thousand pounds?"
Vivie: "Quite. Of course we are regular pirates. None of the actuarial or accountancy corporations will admit women, so we can't pass exams and call ourselves chartered actuaries or incorporated accountants. But if women clients choose to consult us there is no law to prevent them, or to make our giving advice illegal. So we advise and estimate and do accounts and calculate probabilities. Then although we can't call ourselves Solicitors we can—or at any rate we do—give legal advice. We can't figure on the Stock Exchange, but we can advise clients about their investments and buy and sell stock and real estate (By the bye I want you to give me your opinion on the tithe question, the liability on that Kent fruit farm). We are consulted on contracts ... I'm going to start a women authors' branch, and perhaps a tourist agency. Some day we will have a women's publishing business, we'll set up a women's printing press, a paper mill.... Of course as you know I am working hard on law ... not only to understand men's roguery in every direction, but so that if necessary I can add pleading in the courts to some other woman's solicitor work. That's going to be my first struggle with Man: to claim admittance to the Bar.... If we can once breach that rampart the Vote must inevitably follow. Oh how we have been dumb before our shearers! The rottenness of Man's law.... The perjury, corruption, waste of time, special pleading that go on in our male courts of injustice, the verdicts of male juries!"
Vivie: "Absolutely. We're basically pirates. None of the actuarial or accounting firms will hire women, so we can't take the exams to call ourselves chartered actuaries or incorporated accountants. But if women clients choose to come to us, there’s no law against it, so giving advice isn't illegal. So we advise, estimate, handle accounts, and calculate probabilities. Even though we can’t call ourselves solicitors, we can—or at least we do—provide legal advice. We can’t trade on the Stock Exchange, but we can advise clients on their investments and buy and sell stocks and real estate (By the way, I want your thoughts on the tithe issue regarding that Kent fruit farm). We consult on contracts... I’m going to start a branch for women authors and maybe a travel agency. One day, we’ll have a women's publishing business, a women-run printing press, a paper mill... As you know, I’m studying law... not just to understand men’s tricks in every way, but also so that if needed, I can add court representation to some other woman’s work as a solicitor. That’s going to be my first fight with Men: to gain access to the Bar... Once we break through that barrier, the Vote must surely follow. Oh, how we’ve been silent before our oppressors! The corruption of Man's law... The perjury, corruption, wasted time, and special pleading that happen in our male courts of injustice, the verdicts of male juries!"
Norie: "Just so. But can't you find a little time to be social? Why be so morose? For instance, why not come and be introduced to Michael Rossiter? He's a dear—amazingly clever—a kind of prophet—Your one confidant, Stead, thinks a lot of him."
Norie: "Exactly. But can't you spare a bit of time to socialize? Why be so gloomy? For example, why not come and meet Michael Rossiter? He's a sweetheart—brilliant—like a modern-day prophet—Your only confidant, Stead, holds him in high regard."
Vivie: "Dear Norie—I can't. I swore two years ago I would drop Society and run no risk of being found out as 'Mrs. Warren's daughter.' That beast George Crofts revenged himself because I wouldn't marry him by letting it be known here and there that I was the daughter of the 'notorious Mrs. Warren'; whereupon several of the people I liked—you remember?—dropped me—the Burne-Joneses, the Lacrevys. Or if it wasn't Crofts some other swine did. But for the fact that it would upset our style as a firm I could change my name: call myself something quite different....
Vivie: "Dear Norie—I can't. I promised two years ago to leave Society behind and avoid any chance of being recognized as 'Mrs. Warren's daughter.' That jerk George Crofts got back at me for refusing to marry him by spreading the word here and there that I was the daughter of the 'infamous Mrs. Warren'; as a result, several people I liked—you remember?—cut me off—the Burne-Joneses, the Lacrevys. Or if it wasn’t Crofts, some other jerk did. If it weren’t for the fact that it would mess up our business, I could change my name: call myself something totally different....
"D'you know, I've sometimes thought I'd cut my hair short and dress in men's clothes, and go out into the world as a man ... my voice is almost a tenor—Such a lark! I'd get admitted to the Bar. But the nuisance about that would be the references. I'm an outlaw, you see, through no fault of mine.... I couldn't give you as a reference, and I don't know any man who would be generous enough to take the risk of participating in the fraud.... unless it were Praed—good old Praddy. I'm sure it's been done now and again. They call Judge FitzSimmons 'an old woman.' Well, d'you know, I believe he is ... a wise old woman."
"Do you know, I've sometimes thought about cutting my hair short, wearing men's clothes, and going out into the world as a man... my voice is almost a tenor—What a thrill! I'd get admitted to the Bar. But the hassle with that would be the references. I'm an outlaw, you see, through no fault of my own... I couldn't give you as a reference, and I don't know any guy who would be generous enough to take the risk of being part of the scam... unless it were Praed—good old Praddy. I'm sure it's been done now and then. They call Judge FitzSimmons 'an old woman.' Well, you know, I think he is... a wise old woman."
Norie: "Well: bide a wee, till our firm is doing a roaring business: I can pretend then to take in a male partner, p'raps. Rose and Lilian are very hard-working and we can't afford to lose them yet. If you appeared one morning dressed as a young man they might throw up their jobs and go elsewhere..."
Norie: "Well, just wait a bit until our business is thriving: then I could pretend to bring on a male partner, maybe. Rose and Lilian are really hard-working and we can't afford to lose them yet. If you showed up one morning dressed as a guy, they might quit and look for work elsewhere..."
Vivie: "You may be quite sure I won't let you down. Moreover I haven't the money for any vagaries yet, though I have an instinct that it is coming. You know those Charles Davis shares I bought at 5s. 3d.? Well, they rose to 29s. whilst you were away; so I sold out. We had three hundred, and that, less commissions, made about £350 profit; the boldest coup we have had yet. And all because I spotted that new find of emery powder in Tripoli, saw it in a Consular Report....
Vivie: "You can be sure I won’t let you down. Plus, I don’t have the cash for any whims right now, but I have a feeling it’s coming. You know those Charles Davis shares I bought at 5s. 3d.? Well, they shot up to 29s. while you were away; so I sold them. We had three hundred, and after commissions, that gave us about £350 in profit; the boldest move we’ve made yet. And all because I noticed that new emery powder discovery in Tripoli, saw it in a Consular Report....
"I want to be rich and therefore powerful, Norie! Then people will forget fast enough about my shameful parentage."
"I want to be rich and powerful, Norie! Then people will forget all about my embarrassing background."
Norie: "How is she? Do you ever hear from or of her now?"
Norie: "How is she? Do you ever hear from her or about her anymore?"
Vivie: "I haven't heard from her for two years, since I left her letters unanswered. But I hear of her every now and again. No. Not through Crofts. I suppose you know—if you take any interest in that wretch—that since he married the American quakeress he took his name off the Warren Hotels Company and sold out much of his interest. He is now living in great respectability, breeding race horses. They even say he has given up whiskey. He has got a son and has endowed six cots in a Children's hospital. No. I think it must be mother who has notices posted to me, probably through that scoundrel, Bax Strangeways ... generally in the London Argus and the Vie-de-Paris—cracking up the Warren Hotels in Brussels, Berlin, Buda-Pest and Roquebrune. What a comedy!...
Vivie: "I haven't heard from her in two years, since I left her letters unanswered. But I hear about her every now and then. No. Not through Crofts. I guess you know—if you care at all about that loser—that since he married the American Quaker woman, he took his name off the Warren Hotels Company and sold off a lot of his shares. He’s now living a respectable life, breeding racehorses. They even say he’s given up whiskey. He has a son and has funded six beds in a children's hospital. No. I think it must be mother who has notices sent to me, probably through that jerk, Bax Strangeways ... usually in the London Argus and the Vie-de-Paris—promoting the Warren Hotels in Brussels, Berlin, Budapest, and Roquebrune. What a joke!...
"There's my Aunt Liz at Winchester—Mrs. Canon Burstall—won't know me—I'm too compromising. But I'm sure her money-bags have been filled at one time—perhaps are still—out of the profits on mother's 'Hotels.'..."
"There's my Aunt Liz at Winchester—Mrs. Canon Burstall—won't recognize me—I'm too much of a mess. But I'm sure her bank account has been padded at one time—maybe it still is—thanks to the profits from my mother's 'Hotels.'..."
Norie: "I didn't remember your aunt was married ... or rather I suppose I did, but thought she was a widow, real or soi-disant..."
Norie: "I didn’t remember your aunt was married ... or actually I guess I did, but I thought she was a widow, either real or soi-disant..."
Vivie: "So she is, after four years of happy married life! My 'uncle' Canon Burstall—Oh what a screaming joke the whole thing is!... I doubt if he was aware he had a niece.... Don't you remember he was killed in the Alps last autumn?..."
Vivie: "So she is, after four years of happy married life! My 'uncle' Canon Burstall—Oh, what a ridiculous joke the whole thing is!... I doubt he even knew he had a niece.... Don't you remember he was killed in the Alps last fall?..."
Norie: "I remember your going down to see your aunt after you broke off relations with your mother in—in—1897...?"
Norie: "I remember you going to see your aunt after you cut ties with your mom in—in—1897...?"
Vivie: "Yes. I wanted to see how the land lay and not judge any one unfairly. Besides I—I—didn't like being dependent entirely on you—at that time—for support: and Praed was in Italy. I knew that Aunt Liz, like mother, was illegitimate—and guessed she had once made her living in the higher walks of prostitution—she was a stockbroker's mistress at one time—. But she had married and settled down at Winchester ... She met her Canon—the Alpine traveller ... in Switzerland. I felt if she took no money from mother's 'houses,' I could perhaps make a home with her, or at any rate have some kith and kin to go to. She had no children.... But—I must have told you all this years ago?—she almost pushed me out of her house for fear I should stay till the Canon came in from the afternoon service; denied everything; threatened me as though I was a blackmailer; almost looked as if she could have killed me and buried me in the garden of the Canonry....
Vivie: "Yes. I wanted to see how things really were and not judge anyone unfairly. Besides, I—I—didn’t like being completely dependent on you—at that time—for support: and Praed was in Italy. I knew Aunt Liz, like my mother, was illegitimate—and I figured she had once made her living in the higher levels of prostitution—she was a stockbroker's mistress at one point—. But she had married and settled down in Winchester... She met her Canon—the Alpine traveler... in Switzerland. I felt that if she didn’t take any money from my mother’s ‘houses,’ I could maybe make a home with her, or at least have some family to go to. She had no children... But—I must have told you all this years ago?—she nearly shoved me out of her house for fear I'd stay until the Canon came home from the afternoon service; denied everything; threatened me as if I were blackmailing her; almost looked like she could have killed me and buried me in the garden of the Canonry....
"I've examined the business of the Warren Hotels Ltd. since then, but it's a private company, and all its doings are so cleverly concealed.... Aunt Liz doesn't figure amongst the shareholders any more than Crofts does. That horrid Bax holds most of the shares now, and mother the rest.... Yet Aunt Liz must be rich and she certainly didn't get it from the Canon, who only left a net personality of under £4,000.... I read his will at Somerset House.... She has had her portrait in the Queen because she gave a large subscription to the underpinning of Winchester Cathedral and the restoration of Wolvesey as a clergy house.... Mother must be very rich, I should judge, from certain indications. I expect she will retire from the 'Hotels,' some day, wipe out the past, and buy a new present with her money.... She'll have her portrait in the Queen some day as a Vice-President of the Girls' Friendly Society!... And yet she's such a gambler and a rake that she may get pinched over the White Slave traffic.... I was on tenterhooks over that Lewissohn case the other day, fearing every moment to see mother's name mixed up with it, or else an allusion to her 'Hotels.' But I fancy she has been wise enough—indeed I should guess that Aunt Liz had long ago warned her to leave England alone as a recruiting ground and to collect her chambermaids, waitresses, musicians, typists from the Continent only—Austria, Alsace, Bohemia, Belgium, Italy, the Rhineland, Paris, Russia, Poland. Knowing what we British people are, can't you almost predict the bias of Aunt Liz's mind? How she would solace herself that her dividends were not derived from the prostitution of English girls but only of 'foreigners'?..."
"I've looked into the affairs of Warren Hotels Ltd. since then, but it's a private company, and everything about it is so cleverly hidden.... Aunt Liz isn't among the shareholders any more than Crofts is. That awful Bax owns most of the shares now, and mom has the rest.... Still, Aunt Liz must be wealthy, and she definitely didn’t get that from the Canon, who left behind less than £4,000.... I read his will at Somerset House.... She has been featured in the Queen because she donated a large amount to support the foundation of Winchester Cathedral and the restoration of Wolvesey as a clergy house.... I think mom must be quite rich based on certain signs. I expect she will eventually step back from the 'Hotels,' erase the past, and create a new future with her money.... She’ll likely have her portrait in the Queen someday as a Vice-President of the Girls' Friendly Society!... Yet she's such a gambler and a wild one that she might get caught up in the White Slave trade.... I was really anxious about that Lewissohn case the other day, fearing at any moment to see mom’s name in it, or even a mention of her 'Hotels.' But I think she's been smart enough—actually, I suspect Aunt Liz warned her long ago to stay away from England as a source for employees and to collect her chambermaids, waitresses, musicians, and typists from the Continent only—Austria, Alsace, Bohemia, Belgium, Italy, the Rhineland, Paris, Russia, Poland. Knowing what we British people are like, can’t you almost guess the bias of Aunt Liz's thinking? How she would comfort herself knowing her dividends didn’t come from the exploitation of English girls, but only from 'foreigners'?..."
Norie: "You seem to have studied the geography of the business pretty thoroughly!..."
Norie: "It looks like you’ve really studied the business geography!"
Vivie (bitterly): "Yes. I have talked it over with Stead from time to time. I believe he has only spared mother and the Warren Hotels out of consideration for me ... He wants me to change my surname and give myself a chance..."
Vivie (bitterly): "Yes. I've discussed it with Stead occasionally. I think he only held back from involving mother and the Warren Hotels because of me ... He wants me to change my last name and create a new opportunity for myself..."
Norie: "I see" (pausing). "Of course it is rather an idea, as you refuse to disguise yourself by marriage. You'd change your name and then listen with equanimity to fulminations against the Warren Hotels. But there would be an awkwardness in the firm. We oughtn't to change our title just as we are getting a good clientèle.... I must think ... If only we could pretend you'd been left some property—but that sort of lie is soon found out!—and had to change your name to—to—to. Oh well, we could soon think of some name beginning with a W—Walters, Waddilove—Waddilove is a delicious name in cold weather, suggesting cotton-wool or a warm duvet—or Wilson—or Wilberforce. But I'm afraid the staff—Rose Mullet and Lily Steynes and the amorous Bertie Adams—would think it odd, put two and two together, and guess right. Warren, after all, is such a common name. And we've got so used to our three helpers, we could hardly turn them off, and take on new people whom perhaps we couldn't trust.... We must think it over....
Norie: "I see" (pausing). "Of course, that's more of an idea since you refuse to hide behind marriage. You’d change your name and then sit through complaints about the Warren Hotels without a care. But changing our name now would be awkward for the business. We shouldn't change our title just when we’re starting to build a solid clientele.... I need to think... If only we could pretend you inherited some property—but that kind of lie gets discovered quickly!—and had to change your name to—to—to. Well, we could think of some name starting with a W—Walters, Waddilove—Waddilove is such a charming name in chilly weather, suggesting cotton wool or a cozy duvet—or Wilson—or Wilberforce. But I'm worried the staff—Rose Mullet, Lily Steynes, and the lovesick Bertie Adams—would find it strange, put two and two together, and figure it out. Warren is such a common name after all. And we've become so accustomed to our three helpers that we couldn’t just let them go and bring in new people we might not be able to trust.... We need to think this through....
"Now I must go back to Queen Anne's Mansions and sit a little while with Mummy. Come and dine with us? There'll only be us three ... no horrid man to fall in love with you.... You needn't put on a low dress ... and we'll go to the dress circle at some play afterwards."
"Now I have to head back to Queen Anne's Mansions and hang out with Mom for a bit. Want to come and have dinner with us? It'll just be the three of us ... no awful guy to fall for you.... You don't have to wear a fancy dress ... and we can sit in the dress circle at some play afterward."
Vivie: "But those papers on my desk? I must have your opinion for or against..."
Vivie: "But those papers on my desk? I need your opinion for or against..."
Norie: "All right. It's half-past five. I'll give them half an hour's study whilst you wash up the tea things and titivate. Then we'll take a hansom to Quansions: the Underground is so grimy."
Norie: "Okay. It's 5:30. I'll let them study for half an hour while you clean up the tea things and get ready. Then we'll take a cab to Quansions: the subway is so dirty."
CHAPTER II
HONORIA AND HER FRIENDS
The story of Honoria Fraser was something like this: partly guesswork, I admit. Although I know her well I can only put her past together by deductions based on a few admitted facts, one or two letters and occasional unfinished sentences, interrupted by people coming in. Is it not always thus with our friends and acquaintances? I long to know all about them from their birth (including date and place of birth and parentage) onwards; what the father's profession was and why on earth he married the mother (after I saw the daguerreotype portrait), and how they became possessed of so much money, and why she went back to live with her mother between the birth of her second child and the near advent of her third. But in how very few cases do we know their whole story, do we even care to know more than is sufficient for our purpose in issuing or accepting invitations? There are the Dombeys—the Gorings as they're now called, who live near us. I've seen the tombstone of Lucilla Smith in Goring churchyard, but I don't know for a fact that Lord Goring was the father of Lucilla's son (who was killed in the war). I guess he was, from this and that, from what Mrs. Legg told me, and what I overheard at the Sterns'. If he wasn't, then he has only himself to thank for the wrong assumption: I mean, from his goings-on.
The story of Honoria Fraser goes something like this: it’s partly guesswork, I admit. Even though I know her well, I can only piece together her past from a few known facts, a couple of letters, and some unfinished sentences interrupted by people coming in. Isn't it always like this with our friends and acquaintances? I really want to know everything about them from their birth (including the date and place of birth and their parents) onward; what the father's job was and why in the world he married the mother (after seeing the daguerreotype portrait), how they ended up with so much money, and why she went back to live with her mother between the birth of her second child and the arrival of her third. But in how few cases do we actually know their whole story, or even care to know more than what's necessary for sending or accepting invitations? There are the Dombeys—the Gorings, as they're now called, who live near us. I've seen the gravestone of Lucilla Smith in Goring churchyard, but I don't know for sure that Lord Goring was the father of Lucilla's son (who was killed in the war). I suspect he was, based on this and that, from what Mrs. Legg told me, and what I overheard at the Sterns'. If he wasn’t, then he has only himself to blame for that assumption: I mean, based on his behavior.
Then again, the Clementses, who live at the Grange. I feel instinctively they are nice people, but I haven't the least idea who she was and how he made his money, though from his acreage and his motors I am entitled to assume he has a large income. She seems to know a lot about Spain; but I don't feel encouraged to ask her: "Was your father in the wine trade? Is that why you know Xeres so well?" Clements himself has in his study an enlarged photograph of a handsome woman with a kind of mourning wreath round the frame—beautifully carved. Is it the portrait of a former wife? Or of a sister who committed suicide? Or was it merely bought in Venice for the sake of the carving? Perhaps I shall know some day—if it matters. In a moment of expansion during the Railway Strike, Mrs. Clements will say: "That was poor Walter's first. She died of acute dyspepsia, poor thing, on their marriage tour, and was buried at Venice. Don't ever allude to it because he feels it so dreadfully." And my curiosity will have been rewarded for its long and patient restraint. Clements' little finger on his left hand is mutilated. I have never asked why—a lawn-mowing machine? Or a bite from some passionate mistress in a buried past? I note silently that he disapproves of palmistry—
Then again, the Clements family, who live at the Grange. I instinctively feel they are nice people, but I have no clue who she was or how he made his money, though with his land and cars, I can assume he has a good income. She seems to know a lot about Spain, but I don't feel encouraged to ask her, "Did your father work in the wine industry? Is that why you know Xeres so well?" Clements has an enlarged photograph in his study of a beautiful woman surrounded by a kind of mourning wreath—beautifully carved. Is it a portrait of a former wife? Or a sister who committed suicide? Or was it just bought in Venice for the carving? Maybe I'll find out someday—if it matters. During a moment of openness during the Railway Strike, Mrs. Clements might say, "That was poor Walter's first. She died of severe dyspepsia, poor thing, on their honeymoon and was buried in Venice. Don’t ever mention it because he feels it so deeply." And my curiosity will have been rewarded for its long and patient waiting. Clements' little finger on his left hand is mangled. I've never asked why—did a lawnmower do it? Or was it a bite from some passionate lover in a hidden past? I silently notice that he doesn't approve of palmistry—
But about Honoria Fraser, to whom I was introduced by Mr. George Bernard Shaw twenty years ago: She was born in 1872, as Who's Who will tell you; also that she was the daughter and eldest child of a famous physician (Sir Meldrum Fraser) who wrought some marvellous cures in the 'sixties, 'seventies and 'eighties, chiefly by dieting and psycho-therapy. (He got his knighthood in the first jubilee year for reducing to reasonable proportions the figure of good-hearted, thoroughly kindly, and much loved Princess Mary of Oxford.) He—Honoria's father—was married to a beautiful woman, a relation of Bessie Rayner Parkes, with inherited advanced views on the Rights and Position of Woman. Lady Fraser was, indeed, an early type of Suffragist and also wrote some poetry which was far from bad. They had two children: Honoria, born, as I say, in 1872; and John (John Stuart Mill Fraser was his full name—too great a burden to be borne) four years later than Honoria, who was devoted to him, idolized him, as did his mother and father. Honoria went to Bedford College and Newnham; John to one of the two most famous of our public schools (I need not be more precise), with Cambridge in view afterwards.
But about Honoria Fraser, whom I met through Mr. George Bernard Shaw twenty years ago: She was born in 1872, as Who's Who will tell you; it also notes that she was the daughter and oldest child of a well-known physician (Sir Meldrum Fraser) who achieved some remarkable cures in the '60s, '70s, and '80s, mainly through dieting and psychotherapy. (He received his knighthood in the first jubilee year for bringing the figure of the kind-hearted, thoroughly nice, and much-loved Princess Mary of Oxford down to a reasonable size.) He—Honoria's father—was married to a beautiful woman, a relative of Bessie Rayner Parkes, who had progressive views on Women's Rights and Position. Lady Fraser was, in fact, an early type of Suffragist and also wrote some pretty good poetry. They had two children: Honoria, born, as I mentioned, in 1872; and John (his full name was John Stuart Mill Fraser—a pretty heavy name to carry) four years later than Honoria, who was devoted to him and idolized him, as did their mother and father. Honoria attended Bedford College and Newnham; John went to one of our two most prestigious public schools (I don’t need to be more specific), with plans for Cambridge afterward.
But in the case of John a tragedy occurred. He had risen to be head of the school; statesmen with little affectation applauded him on speech days. He had been brilliant as a batsman, was a champion swimmer, and facile princeps in the ineptitudes of the classics; and showed a dazzling originality in other studies scarcely within the school curriculum. Further he was growing out of boy gawkiness into a handsome youth of an Apolline mould, when, on the morning of his eighteenth birthday, he was found dead in his bed, with a bottle of cyanide of potassium on the bed-table to explain why.
But in John’s case, a tragedy struck. He had become the head of the school; statesmen, without any pretense, praised him on speech days. He had been outstanding as a batsman, a champion swimmer, and an expert in the classics; and he displayed incredible originality in other subjects that were barely part of the school curriculum. Additionally, he was transforming from an awkward boy into a handsome young man, when, on the morning of his eighteenth birthday, he was found dead in his bed, with a bottle of cyanide of potassium on the bedside table to explain why.
All else was wrapt in mystery ... at any rate it was a mystery I have no wish to lay bare. The death and the inquest verdict, "Suicide while of unsound mind, due to overstudy," broke his father's heart and his mother's: in the metaphorical meaning of course, because the heart is an unemotional pump and it is the brain and the nerve centres that suffer from our emotions. Sir Meldrum Fraser died a year after his son. He left a fortune of eighty thousand pounds. Half of this went at once to Honoria and the other half to the life-use of Lady Fraser with a reversion to her daughter.
Everything else was shrouded in mystery... anyway, it's a mystery I don't want to uncover. The death and the inquest verdict, "Suicide while of unsound mind, due to overstudy," shattered his father's heart and his mother's: in a metaphorical sense, of course, because the heart is just a pump and it's the brain and nervous system that feel our emotions. Sir Meldrum Fraser passed away a year after his son. He left a fortune of eighty thousand pounds. Half of this immediately went to Honoria, and the other half was allocated to Lady Fraser for her lifetime, with the remainder going to her daughter.
Honoria after her father's death left Cambridge and moved her mother from Harley Street to Queen Anne's Mansions so that with her shattered nerves and loss of interest in life she might have no household worries, or at any rate nothing worse than remonstrating with the still-room maids on the twice-boiled water brought in for the making of tea; or with the culinary department over the monotonous character of the savouries or the tepid ice creams which dissolved so rapidly into fruit-juice when they were served after a house-dinner. [1] Honoria herself, mistress of a clear two thousand pounds a year, and more in prospect, carried out plans formed while still at Newnham after her brother's death. She, like Vivien Warren, her three-years-younger friend and college-mate, was a great mathematician—a thing I never could be and a status I am incapable of understanding; consequently one I view at first with the deepest respect. I am quite astonished when I meet a male or female mathematician and find they require food as I do, are less quick at adding up bridge scores, lose rather than win at Goodwood, and write down the "down" train instead of the "up" in their memorabilia. But there it is. They have only to apply sines and co-sines, tangents and logarithms to a stock exchange quotation for me to grovel before their superior wisdom and consult them at every turn in life.
After her father's death, Honoria left Cambridge and moved her mother from Harley Street to Queen Anne's Mansions so that, with her shattered nerves and loss of interest in life, she wouldn't have any household worries—or at least nothing worse than arguing with the maids about the twice-boiled water for tea or with the kitchen staff about the boring meals and lukewarm ice creams that melted into fruit juice too quickly after dinner. [1] Honoria, herself making a clear two thousand pounds a year and more to come, followed through on plans she made while still at Newnham after her brother's death. Like her friend and college mate Vivien Warren, who is three years younger, she was a brilliant mathematician—a field I could never master and a status I struggle to comprehend; hence, I regard it with the utmost respect. I'm always surprised when I meet a mathematician, whether male or female, and find they need to eat like I do, are slower at adding up bridge scores, often lose at Goodwood, and mistakenly write down the "down" train instead of the "up" in their notes. But there it is. They just need to apply sines and cosines, tangents and logarithms to a stock exchange quote for me to bow down to their superior knowledge and seek their advice at every turn in life.
Honoria had resolved to turn her great acquirements in Algebra and the Higher Mathematics to practical purposes. Being the ignoramus that I am—in this direction—I cannot say how it was to be done; but both she and Vivie had grasped the possibilities which lay before exceptionally well-educated women on the Stock Exchange, in the Provision markets, in the Law, in Insurance calculations, and generally in steering other and weaker women through the difficulties and pitfalls of our age; when in nine cases out of thirteen (Honoria worked out the ratio) women of large or moderate means have only dishonest male proficients to guide them.
Honoria had decided to put her strong skills in Algebra and Advanced Mathematics to practical use. Since I’m pretty clueless in this area, I can’t say exactly how it was supposed to work. However, both she and Vivie understood the opportunities available to exceptionally well-educated women in the Stock Exchange, in the food markets, in Law, in Insurance calculations, and generally in helping other women navigate the challenges and traps of our time, when in nine out of thirteen cases (as Honoria calculated) women with significant or moderate wealth often have only dishonest male experts to rely on.
Moreover Honoria's purpose was two-fold. She wished to help women in their business affairs, but she also wanted to find careers for women. She, like Vivien Warren, was a nascent suffragist—perhaps a born suffragist, a reasoned one; because the ferment had been in her mother, and her grandmother was a friend of Lydia Becker and a cousin of Mrs. Belloc. John's death had been a horrible numbing shock to Honoria, and she felt hardly in her right mind for three months afterwards. Then on reflection it left some tarnish on her family, even if the memory of the dear dead boy, the too brilliant boy, softened from the poignancy of utter disappointment into a tender sorrow and an infinite pity and forgiveness.
Moreover, Honoria had two goals. She wanted to assist women in their business dealings, but she also aimed to create job opportunities for women. Like Vivien Warren, she was an emerging suffragist—perhaps a natural suffragist, one who thought critically about it; the drive for change had been present in her mother, and her grandmother was a friend of Lydia Becker and a cousin of Mrs. Belloc. John's death had been an incredibly shocking blow to Honoria, leaving her feeling out of sorts for three months afterward. Upon reflection, it also cast a shadow over her family, even if the memory of the beloved boy, the exceptionally talented boy, shifted from the sharp pain of disappointment to a gentle sadness filled with infinite compassion and forgiveness.
But the tragedy turned her thoughts from marriage to some mission of well-doing. She determined to devote that proportion of her inheritance which would have been John's share to this end: the liberation and redemption of women.
But the tragedy shifted her focus from marriage to a meaningful cause. She decided to dedicate the portion of her inheritance that would have been John's share to this purpose: the liberation and empowerment of women.
She was no "anti-man," like Vivie. She liked men, if truth were told, a tiny wee bit more than women. But she wished in the moods that followed her brother's death in 1894 to be a mother by adoption, a refuge for the fallen, the bewildered, the unstrung. She helped young men back into the path of respectability and wage-earning as well as young women. She was even, when opportunity offered, a matchmaker.
She wasn't an "anti-man" like Vivie. To be honest, she liked men just a little bit more than women. However, after her brother's death in 1894, she wished to become a mother through adoption, a safe haven for those who had fallen, the confused, and the troubled. She helped young men and women get back on track toward respectability and earning a living. When the chance arose, she even played matchmaker.
Being heiress eventually to £4,000 a year (a large income in pre-war days) and of attractive appearance, she had no lack of suitors, even though she thought modern dancing inane, and had little skill at ball-games. I have indicated her appearance by some few phrases already; but to enable you to visualize her more definitely I might be more precise. She was a tall woman rather than large built, like the young Juno when first wooed by Jove. Where she departed from the Junonian type she turned towards Venus rather than Minerva; in spite of being a mathematician. You meet with her sisters in physical beauty among the Americans of Pennsylvania, where, to a stock mainly Anglo-Saxon, is added a delicious strain of Gallic race; or you see her again among the Cape Dutch women who have had French Huguenot great grandparents. It is perhaps rather impertinent continuing this analysis of her charm, seeing that she lives and flourishes more than ever, twenty years after the opening of my story; not very different in outward appearance at 48, as Lady Armstrong—for of course, as you guess already, she married Major—afterwards Sir Petworth—Armstrong—than she was at twenty-eight, the partner, friend and helper of Vivien Warren.
Being the heiress to £4,000 a year (a significant income before the war) and having a striking appearance, she had no shortage of admirers, even though she found modern dancing silly and wasn’t great at ball games. I’ve already shared a few details about her looks, but to help you picture her more clearly, I should be more specific. She was tall rather than big, resembling the young Juno when she was first courted by Jupiter. Where she strayed from the Juno-like type, she leaned more towards Venus than Minerva, despite being a mathematician. You can find her sisters in beauty among the Americans in Pennsylvania, where a mainly Anglo-Saxon heritage is enhanced by a lovely touch of Gallic ancestry; or you might see her among the Cape Dutch women with French Huguenot great-grandparents. It may seem a bit forward to continue analyzing her charm, considering she is live and thriving even more than ever, twenty years after the start of my story; not very different in appearance at 48, as Lady Armstrong—for, as you may have guessed, she married Major—later Sir Petworth—Armstrong—than she was at twenty-eight, the partner, friend, and supporter of Vivien Warren.
Being in comfortable circumstances, highly educated, handsome, attractive, with a mezzo-soprano voice of rare beauty and great skill as a piano-forte accompanyist, she had not only suitors who took her rejection without bitterness, but hosts of friends. She knew all the nice London people of her day: Lady Feenix, who in some ways resembled her, Diana Dombey, who did not quite approve of her, being a little uncertain yet about welcoming the New Woman, all the Ritchies, married and unmarried, Lady Brownlow, the Duchess of Bedford (Adeline), the Michael Fosters, most of the Stracheys (she liked the ones I liked), the Hubert Parrys, the Ripons (how she admired Lady Ripon, as who did not!), Mrs. Alfred Lyttelton, Miss Lena Ashwell, the Bernard Shaws, the Wilfred Meynells, the H.G. Wellses, the Sidney Webbs; and—leaving uninstanced a number of other delightful, warm-blooded, pleasant-voiced, natural-mannered people—the Rossiters.
Being in a comfortable situation, well-educated, attractive, and blessed with a mezzo-soprano voice of rare beauty along with great skill as a pianist, she had not only suitors who accepted her rejections graciously but also plenty of friends. She was acquainted with all the notable people in London during her time: Lady Feenix, who resembled her in some ways, Diana Dombey, who wasn't fully on board with her, still unsure about embracing the New Woman, all the Ritchies, both married and single, Lady Brownlow, the Duchess of Bedford (Adeline), the Michael Fosters, most of the Stracheys (she liked the ones I did), the Hubert Parrys, the Ripons (who didn’t admire Lady Ripon?), Mrs. Alfred Lyttelton, Miss Lena Ashwell, the Bernard Shaws, the Wilfred Meynells, the H.G. Wellses, the Sidney Webbs; and—leaving out a number of other delightful, warm-hearted, pleasant-voiced, naturally charming individuals—the Rossiters.
Or at least, Michael Rossiter. For although you could tolerate for his sake Mrs. Rossiter, and even find her a source of quiet amusement, you could hardly say you liked her—not in the way you could say it of most of the men and women I have specified. Michael Rossiter, who comes into this story, ought really if there were a discriminating wide-awake, up-to-date Providence—which there is not—to have met Honoria when she was twenty. (At nineteen such a woman is still immature; and moreover until she was twenty, Honoria had not mastered the Binomial Theorem.) Had he married her at that period he would himself have been about twenty-seven which is quite soon enough for a great man of science to marry and procreate geniuses. But as a matter of fact, when he came down to Cambridge in—? 1892—to deliver a course of Vacation lectures on embryology, he was already two years married to Linda Bennet, an heiress, the daughter and niece (her parents died when she was young and she lived with an uncle and aunt) of very rich manufacturers at Leeds.
Or at least, Michael Rossiter. Because while you could put up with Mrs. Rossiter for his sake and even find her a source of quiet amusement, you couldn't really say you liked her—not in the way you could about most of the other men and women I've mentioned. Michael Rossiter, who comes into this story, should have ideally met Honoria when she was twenty. (At nineteen, such a woman is still not fully mature; also, until she turned twenty, Honoria hadn’t mastered the Binomial Theorem.) If he had married her at that time, he would have been about twenty-seven, which is young enough for a great scientist to marry and have children who could become geniuses. But in reality, when he arrived in Cambridge in—? 1892—to give a series of Vacation lectures on embryology, he was already two years married to Linda Bennet, an heiress, the daughter and niece (her parents died when she was young, and she lived with an uncle and aunt) of very wealthy manufacturers from Leeds.
So, though his eye, quick to discern beauty, and his brain tentacles ready to detect intelligence combined with a lovely nature, soon singled out Honoria Fraser, amongst a host of less attractive girl-graduates, he had no more thought of falling in love with her than with a princess of the blood-royal. He might, long since, within a month of his marriage have found out his Linda to be a pretty little simpleton with a brain incapable of taking in any more than it had learnt at a Scarborough finishing school; but he was too instinctive a gentleman to indulge in any flirtation, any deviation whatever from mental or physical monogamy. For he remembered always that it was his wife's money which had enabled him to pursue his great researches without the heart-breaking delays, limitations and insufficiencies involved in Government or Royal Society grants; and that Linda had not only endowed him with all her worldly goods—all but those he had insisted in putting into settlement—but that she had given him all her heart and confidence as well.
So, although his eye, quick to notice beauty, and his brain, ready to pick up on intelligence combined with a lovely personality, quickly singled out Honoria Fraser among a crowd of less attractive girl graduates, he had no more intention of falling in love with her than he would with a royal princess. He might have long ago, just before his marriage, discovered that his Linda was a pretty little simpleton with a mind that could only handle what she learned at a Scarborough finishing school; however, he was too much of a gentleman to engage in any flirtation or stray from mental or physical monogamy. He always remembered that it was his wife's money that allowed him to pursue his important research without the frustrating delays, limitations, and inadequacies that came with Government or Royal Society grants; and that Linda had not only given him all her worldly possessions—all except what he insisted on putting into settlement—but that she had also given him all her heart and trust as well.
Still, he liked Honoria. She was eager to learn much else beyond the hard-grained muses of the square and cube; she was the daughter of a prosperous and boldly experimental physician, whose wife was a champion of women's rights. So he pressed Honoria to come with her mother and make the acquaintance of himself and Linda in Portland Place.
Still, he liked Honoria. She was eager to learn a lot more beyond the basics of geometry; she was the daughter of a successful and innovative doctor, whose wife was a strong advocate for women's rights. So he encouraged Honoria to come with her mother and meet him and Linda in Portland Place.
Why was Michael Rossiter wedded to Linda Bennet when he was no more than twenty-five, and she just past her coming of age? Because fresh from Edinburgh and Cambridge and with a reputation for unusual intuition in Biology and Chemistry he had come to be Science master at a great College in the North, and thus meeting Linda at the Philosophical Institute of Leeds had caused her to fall in love with him whilst he lectured on the Cainozoic fauna of Yorkshire. He was himself a Northumbrian of borderland stock: something of the Dane and Angle, the Pict and Briton with a dash of the Gypsy folk: a blend which makes the Northumbrian people so much more productive of manly beauty, intellectual vivacity, bold originality than the slow-witted, bulky, crafty Saxons of Yorkshire or the under-sized, rugged-featured Britons of Lancashire.
Why was Michael Rossiter married to Linda Bennet when he was only twenty-five and she barely past eighteen? Because he had just come from Edinburgh and Cambridge with a reputation for remarkable insight in Biology and Chemistry, and became the Science master at a prestigious college in the North. Meeting Linda at the Philosophical Institute of Leeds made her fall in love with him while he lectured about the Cainozoic fauna of Yorkshire. He himself was a Northumbrian with borderland roots: a mix of Dane and Angle, Pict and Briton, with a hint of Gypsy heritage—a combination that makes Northumbrian people so much more capable of producing manly beauty, intellectual energy, and bold originality compared to the slow-witted, beefy, crafty Saxons of Yorkshire or the short, rugged-featured Britons of Lancashire.
Linda fell in love all in one evening with his fiery eyes, black beard, the Northumbrian burr of his pronunciation, and the daring of his utterances, though she could scarcely grasp one of his hypotheses. Her uncle and aunt being narrowly pietistic she was bored to death with the Old Testament, and Rossiter's scarcely concealed contempt for the Mosaic story of creation captured her intellect; while the physical attraction she felt was that which the tall, handsome, resolute brunet has for the blue-eyed fluffy little blonde. She openly made love to him over the tea and coffee served at the "soirée" which followed the lecture. Her slow-witted guardian had no objection to offer; and there were not wanting go-betweens to urge on Rossiter with stories of her wealth and the expanding value of her financial interests. He wanted to marry; he was touched by her ill-concealed passion, found her pretty and appealingly childlike. So, after a short wooing, he married her and her five thousand pounds a year, and settled down in Park Crescent, Portland Place, so as to be near the Zoo and Tudell's dissecting rooms, to have the Royal Botanic gardens within three minutes' walk, and the opportunity of turning a large studio in the rear of his house into a well-equipped chemical and dissecting laboratory. One of his close pursuits at that time was the analysis of the Thyroid gland and its functions, its over or under development in British statesmen, dramatic authors and East End immigrants.
Linda fell in love in just one evening, captivated by his fiery eyes, black beard, the Northumbrian lilt in his voice, and the boldness of his words, even though she barely understood any of his theories. Her uncle and aunt were very religious, which made her bored to tears with the Old Testament, while Rossiter’s barely disguised disdain for the biblical creation story intrigued her mind. The physical attraction she felt was like that of the tall, handsome, determined man to the blue-eyed, petite blonde. She flirted with him openly over the tea and coffee served at the soirée following the lecture. Her slow-witted guardian had no objections, and there were plenty of mutual friends to nudge Rossiter along with tales of her wealth and the increasing value of her financial assets. He wanted to marry, was touched by her obvious passion, and found her pretty and charmingly childlike. So, after a brief courtship, he married her and her five thousand pounds a year, settling down in Park Crescent, Portland Place, to be close to the Zoo and Tudell's dissecting rooms, with the Royal Botanic Gardens just three minutes away. He also had the chance to convert a large studio at the back of his house into a well-equipped chemical and dissecting laboratory. At that time, one of his main projects was analyzing the thyroid gland and its functions, particularly its overdevelopment or underdevelopment in British politicians, playwrights, and East End immigrants.
[1] This, of course, was twenty, years ago.—H.H.J.
[1] This, of course, was twenty years ago.—H.H.J.
CHAPTER III
DAVID VAVASOUR WILLIAMS
It is in the spring of 1901. A fine warm evening, but at eight o'clock the dusk is already on the verge of darkness as Honoria emerges from the lift at her Chancery Lane Office (near the corner of Carey Street), puts her latch-key into the door of the partners' room, and finds herself confronting the silhouette of a young man against the western glow of the big window.
It’s spring 1901. A nice warm evening, but by eight o'clock, it's already getting dark as Honoria steps out of the elevator at her Chancery Lane office (near the corner of Carey Street), puts her key in the door of the partners' room, and finds herself face-to-face with the outline of a young man against the western light shining through the big window.
Norie (inwardly rather frightened): "Hullo! Who are you and what are you doing here?"
Norie (feeling a bit scared): "Hey! Who are you and what are you doing here?"
Vivie (mimicking a considerate, cringing burglar): "Sorry to startle you, lidy, but I don't mean no 'arm. I'll go quiet. Me name's D.V. Williams..."
Vivie (mimicking a polite, awkward burglar): "Sorry to surprise you, lady, but I mean no harm. I'll be quiet. My name's D.V. Williams..."
Norie: "You absurd creature! But you shouldn't play such pranks on these respectable premises. You gave me a horrid start, and I realized for the first time that I've got a heart. I really must sit down and pant."
Norie: "You ridiculous person! But you shouldn't mess around like that in these respectable places. You really startled me, and for the first time, I understood that I have feelings. I need to sit down and catch my breath."
Vivie: "I am sorry, dearest. I had not the slightest notion you would be letting yourself into the office at this hour—8 o'clock—and I was just returning from my crammers..."
Vivie: "I'm sorry, darling. I had no idea you'd be coming into the office at this hour—8 o'clock—and I was just getting back from my study session..."
Norie: "I came for those Cranston papers. Mother is ill. I may have to sit up with her after Violet Hunt goes, so I thought I would come here, fetch the bundle of papers and plans, and go through them in the silent watches of the night, if mother sleeps. But do you mean to say you have already started this masquerade?"
Norie: "I came for those Cranston papers. Mom is sick. I might have to stay up with her after Violet Hunt leaves, so I thought I’d come here, grab the bundle of papers and plans, and look through them during the quiet hours of the night, if Mom sleeps. But are you really saying you've already started this charade?"
Vivie: "I do. You see Christabel Pankhurst has been turned down as a barrister. They won't let her qualify for the Bar, because she's a woman, so they certainly won't let me with my pedigree; just as, merely because we are women, they won't let us become Chartered Actuaries or Incorporated Accountants. After we had that long talk last June I got a set of men's clothes together, a regular man's outfit. The suit doesn't fit over well but I am rectifying that by degrees. I went to a general outfitter in Cornhill and told a cock-and-bull story—as it was an affair of ready cash they didn't stop to question me about it. I said something about a sea-faring brother, just my height, a trifle stouter in build—lost all his kit at sea—been in hospital—now in convalescent home—how I wanted to save him all the fatigue possible—wouldn't want more than reach-me-downs at present, etc., etc. They rather flummoxed me at first by offering a merchant service uniform, but somehow I got over that, though this serge suit has rather a sea-faring cut. I got so unnecessarily explanatory with the shopman that he began to pay me compliments, said my brother must be a good-looking young chap if he was at all like me. However, I got away with the things in a cab, and told the cab to drive to St. Paul's station, and on the way re-directed him here.
Vivie: "I do. You see, Christabel Pankhurst was rejected as a barrister. They won't let her qualify for the Bar just because she's a woman, so they definitely won't let me with my background; just like they won’t let us become Chartered Actuaries or Incorporated Accountants simply because we are women. After that long conversation last June, I gathered a set of men's clothes, a proper men's outfit. The suit doesn't fit perfectly, but I'm gradually fixing that. I went to a general outfitter in Cornhill and made up a story—since it was a cash transaction, they didn’t question me about it. I mentioned having a sea-faring brother, about my height but a bit stockier—who lost all his things at sea and has been in the hospital—now in a convalescent home—and how I wanted to spare him as much trouble as possible—saying I wouldn’t need anything more than hand-me-downs for now, etc., etc. They confused me at first by offering a merchant service uniform, but I managed to navigate that, even though this serge suit has a bit of a nautical look. I ended up explaining myself so much to the shop assistant that he began to compliment me, saying my brother must be quite handsome if he's anything like me. Anyway, I managed to take the things in a cab and told the driver to go to St. Paul's station, and on the way, I redirected him here."
"Last autumn I began practising at night-time after all our familiars had left these premises. Purposely I did not tell you because I feared your greater caution and instinctive respectability might discourage me. Otherwise, nobody's spotted me, so far. I'd intended breaking it to you any day now, because I've gone too far to draw back, for weal or woe. But either we have been rushed with business, or you've been anxious about Lady Fraser—How is she?" (Norie interpolates "Very poorly.") "So truly sorry!—I was generally just about to tell you when Rose or Lilian—tiresome things!—would begin most assiduously passing in and out with papers. Even now I mustn't keep you, with your mother so ill..."
"Last autumn, I started practicing at night after all our friends had left this place. I didn’t tell you on purpose because I was worried your caution and sense of propriety would hold me back. So far, no one has seen me. I was planning to share this with you any day now since I’ve gone too far to turn back, for better or worse. But either we’ve been swamped with work, or you’ve been worried about Lady Fraser—How is she?" (Norie adds, "Very poorly.") "I’m really sorry to hear that! I was just about to tell you when Rose or Lilian—those annoying ones!—would start coming in and out with papers. Even now, I shouldn’t keep you, especially with your mother so ill..."
Norie (looking at her wrist-watch): "Violet has very kindly promised to stay with mother till ten.... I can give you an hour, though I must take a few minutes off that for the firm's business as I haven't been here much for three days..." (They talk business for twenty minutes, during which Norie says: "It's really rather odd, how those clothes change you! I feel vaguely compromised with a handsome young man bending over me, his cheek almost touching mine!"—and Vivie retorts "Oh, don't be an ass!")
Norie (looking at her watch): "Violet has kindly agreed to stay with mom until ten.... I can give you an hour, but I need to take a few minutes off that for work since I haven't been here much for the last three days..." (They talk business for twenty minutes, during which Norie says: "It's really kind of strange, how those clothes change you! I feel a bit awkward with a good-looking guy leaning over me, his cheek almost touching mine!"—and Vivie replies, "Oh, stop being ridiculous!")
Norie: "So you really are going to take the plunge?"
Norie: "So you’re really going to go for it?"
Vivie: "I really am. As soon as it suits your convenience, Vivie Warren will retire from your firm and go abroad. You must either replace her by Beryl Clarges or allow Mr. Vavasour Williams" (Honoria interpolates: "Ridiculous name! How did you think of it?") "to come and assist in the day-time or after office hours. You can say to the winds that he is Vivie's first cousin, remarkably like her in some respects.... Rose Mullet is engaged to be married and is only—she told me yesterday with many blushes—staying on to oblige us. Lilian Steynes said the other day that if we were making any changes in the office, much as she liked her work here, her mother having died she thought it was her duty to go and live with her maternal aunt in the country. The aunt thinks she can get her a post as a brewery clerk at Aylesbury, and she is longing to breed Aylesbury ducks in her spare time.—There is Bertie Adams, it's true. There's something so staunch about him and he is so useful that he and Praed and Stead are the three exceptions I make in my general hatred of mankind..."
Vivie: "I really am. As soon as it works for you, Vivie Warren will leave your firm and go abroad. You either need to replace her with Beryl Clarges or let Mr. Vavasour Williams" (Honoria interrupts: "What a silly name! How did you come up with it?") "come and help during the day or after work hours. You can just say he’s Vivie’s first cousin, and they look remarkably similar in some ways.... Rose Mullet is engaged to be married and is only—she told me yesterday, all blushing—staying to help us out. Lilian Steynes mentioned the other day that if we were making any changes in the office, even though she enjoys her job here, she feels it’s her duty to go live with her aunt in the country since her mother has passed away. The aunt thinks she can get her a job as a brewery clerk in Aylesbury, and she’s excited to raise Aylesbury ducks in her free time.—There’s Bertie Adams, it’s true. There’s something very dependable about him, and he’s so helpful that he, along with Praed and Stead, are the three exceptions I make to my general dislike of people..."
Norie: "He will be very much cut up at your going—or seeming to go."
Norie: "He's going to be really upset about you leaving—or making it look like you're leaving."
Vivie: "Just so. I think I shall write him a farewell note, saying it's only for a time: I mean, that I may return later on—dormant partnership—nothing really changed, don't you know? But that as Rose and Lilian are going, Mrs.—what does she call herself, Claridge?"—(Norie interpolates: "Yes, that was her idea: she doesn't want to blazon the name of Clarges as the symbol of Free Love, 'cos of the dear old Dean; yet Claridge will not be too much of a surrender and is sure to invoke respectability, because of the Hotel")—"Mrs. Claridge, then, is coming in my stead—He's to help her all he can—and my cousin, who is reading for the Bar, will also look in when you are very busy. I shall, of course, see about rooms in one of the Inns of Court—the Temple perhaps. I have been stealthily watching Fig Tree Court. I think I can get chambers there—a man is turning out next month—got a Colonial appointment—I've put my new name down at the lodge and I shall have to rack my brains for references—you will do for one—or perhaps not—however that I can work out later. Of course I won't take the final plunge till I have secured the rooms. Meantime I will use my bedroom here but promise you I will be awfully prudent..."
Vivie: "Exactly. I think I'll write him a goodbye note, saying it’s just for a little while: I mean that I might come back later—dormant partnership—nothing really changed, you know? But with Rose and Lilian leaving, Mrs.—what does she call herself, Claridge?"—(Norie interrupts: "Yeah, that was her idea: she doesn’t want to flaunt the name Clarges as the symbol of Free Love, especially because of the dear old Dean; yet Claridge won't be too much of a compromise and should invoke respectability because of the Hotel")—"So, Mrs. Claridge is stepping in for me—He’s going to help her as much as he can—and my cousin, who’s studying for the Bar, will also come by when you're very busy. I’ll, of course, look for rooms at one of the Inns of Court—the Temple, maybe. I've been quietly keeping an eye on Fig Tree Court. I think I can get chambers there—a guy is moving out next month—got a Colonial job—I’ve put my new name down at the lodge and I’ll need to brainstorm for references—you might do for one—or maybe not—but I can sort that out later. Of course, I won’t commit fully until I’ve secured the rooms. In the meantime, I’ll use my bedroom here but promise you I’ll be really careful..."
Norie: "I couldn't possibly have Beryl 'living in,' with a child hanging about the place; so I think if you do go I shall turn your bedroom into an apartment which Beryl and I can use for toilet purposes but where we can range out on book-shelves a whole lot of our books. Just now they are most inconveniently stored away in boxes. It's rather tiresome about Beryl. I believe she's going to have another child. At any rate she says it may be four months before she can come to work here regularly. I asked her about it the other day, because if mother gets worse I may be hindered about coming to the office, and I didn't want you to get overworked,—so I said to Beryl.... That reminds me, she referred to the coming child and added that its father was a policeman. Quite a nice creature in his private life. Of course she's only kidding. I expect it's the architect all the time. You know how she delighted in shocking us at Newnham. I wish she hadn't this kink about her. P'raps I'm getting old-fashioned already—You used to call me 'the Girondist.' But if the New Woman is to go on the loose and be unmoral like the rabbits, won't the cause suffer from middle-class opposition?"
Norie: "I can't possibly have Beryl 'living in' with a kid running around; so I think if you do go, I’ll turn your bedroom into a space that Beryl and I can use for our needs, but also where we can set up a bunch of our books on shelves. Right now, they're really inconveniently packed away in boxes. It's a bit annoying about Beryl. I think she might be having another baby. At least, she says it could be four months before she can work here regularly. I asked her about it the other day because if mom gets worse, I might not be able to come to the office, and I didn’t want you to get overwhelmed,—so I mentioned it to Beryl.... That reminds me, she mentioned the upcoming baby and said its dad is a policeman. Apparently a pretty good guy in his personal life. Of course, she’s just joking. I assume it’s the architect all along. You know how she loved to shock us at Newnham. I wish she didn’t have this peculiar streak. Maybe I’m already getting old-fashioned—You used to call me 'the Girondist.' But if the New Woman is going to be wild and immoral like rabbits, isn’t that going to face resistance from the middle class?"
Vivie: "Perhaps. But it may gain instead the sympathies of the lower and the upper classes. Why do you bother about Beryl? I agree with you in disliking all this sexuality..."
Vivie: "Maybe. But it could attract sympathy from both the lower and upper classes. Why do you care about Beryl? I agree with you in disliking all this sexual stuff..."
Norie: "Does one ever quite know why one likes people? There is something about Beryl that gets over me; and she is a worker. You know how she grappled with that Norfolk estate business?"
Norie: "Does anyone ever really know why they like certain people? There's something about Beryl that just gets to me; and she's definitely a hard worker. You remember how she handled that Norfolk estate issue?"
Vivie: "Well, it's fortunate she and I have not met since Newnham days. You must tip her the story that I am going away for a time—abroad—and that a young—young, because I look a mere boy, dressed up in men's clothes—a young cousin of mine, learned in the law, is going to drop in occasionally and do some of the work..."
Vivie: "It's a good thing she and I haven’t seen each other since our Newnham days. You should let her know that I’m going away for a while—abroad—and that a young cousin of mine, who knows a lot about the law, will be stopping by from time to time to help with some of the work..."
Norie: "I'm afraid I'm rather weak-willed. I ought to stop this prank before it has gone too far, just as I ought to discourage Beryl's babies. Your schemes sound so stagey. Off the stage you never take people in with such flimsy stories and weak disguises—you'll tie yourself up into knots and finally get sent to prison.... However.... I can't help being rather tickled by your idea. It's vilely unjust, men closing two-thirds of the respectable careers to women, to bachelor women above all..." (A pause, and the two women look out on a blue London dotted with lemon-coloured, straw-coloured, mauve-tinted lights, with one cold white radiance hanging over the invisible Piccadilly Circus)—"Well, go ahead! Follow your star! I can be confident of one thing, you won't do anything mean or disgraceful. Deceiving Man while his vile laws and restrictions remain in force is no crime. Be prudent, so far as compromising our poor little firm here is concerned, because if you bring down my grey hairs with sorrow to the grave we shall lose a valuable source of income. Besides: any public scandal just now in which I was mixed up might kill my mother. Want any money?"
Norie: "I'm afraid I'm pretty weak-willed. I should definitely stop this prank before it goes too far, just like I should try to discourage Beryl's babies. Your plans sound so theatrical. Off the stage, you can't fool people with such flimsy stories and weak disguises—you'll get all twisted up and end up in prison.... However.... I can't help but find your idea kind of amusing. It's incredibly unfair, men shutting down two-thirds of respectable careers for women, especially for single women..." (A pause, and the two women look out at a blue London lit with lemon-colored, straw-colored, mauve-tinted lights, with one cold white glow hovering over the invisible Piccadilly Circus)—"Well, go for it! Chase your dream! I can trust that you won’t do anything mean or shameful. Deceiving men while their unfair laws and restrictions are still in place isn’t a crime. Just be careful, considering our little business here, because if you cause me too much grief, we could lose a valuable source of income. Plus: any public scandal involving me right now could really hurt my mother. Need any money?"
Vivie: "You generous darling! Never, never shall I forget your kindness and your trust in me. You have at any rate saved one soul alive." (Honoria deprecates gratitude.) "No, I don't want money—yet. You made me take and bank £700 last January over that Rio de Palmas coup—heaps more than my share. Altogether I've got about £1,000 on deposit at the C. and C. bank, the Temple Bar branch. I've many gruesome faults, but I am thrifty. I think I can win through to the Bar on that. Of course, if afterwards briefs don't come in—"
Vivie: "You sweet darling! I'll never, ever forget your kindness and your trust in me. You've at least saved one soul. (Honoria downplays gratitude.) "No, I don't want money—yet. You made me take and deposit £700 last January from that Rio de Palmas deal—way more than my share. Altogether, I've got about £1,000 saved at the C. and C. bank, Temple Bar branch. I have many serious flaws, but I am good with money. I think I can make it to the Bar with that. Of course, if after that the cases don't come in—"
Norie: "Well, there'll always be the partnership which will go on unaltered. I shall pretend you are only away for a time and your share shall be regularly paid in to your bank. Of course I shall meet Mr. Vavasour Williams now and again and I can tell him things and consult with him. If we think Beryl, after she is installed here as head clerk—of course I shan't make her a partner for years and years—not at all if she remains flighty—if we think she is unsuspicious, and Bertie Adams likewise, and the new clerks and the housekeeper and her husband, there is no reason why you should not come here fairly often and put in as much work as you can on our business."
Norie: "Well, the partnership will always remain the same. I’ll just pretend you’re only away for a while, and your share will be deposited into your bank regularly. Of course, I’ll still meet with Mr. Vavasour Williams from time to time, and I can share things with him and get his advice. If we think Beryl, once she’s settled in as head clerk—of course, I won’t make her a partner for years and years—definitely not if she stays unpredictable—if we believe she’s unsuspecting, along with Bertie Adams, and the new clerks, and the housekeeper and her husband, there’s no reason you shouldn’t come by fairly often and contribute as much as you can to our business."
Vivie: "Yes. Of course I must be careful of one predicament. I have studied the regulations about being admitted to the English Bar. They are very quaint and medieval or early Georgian. You mayn't be a Chartered Accountant or Actuary—the Lord alone knows why! I suppose some Lord Chancellor was done in the eye in Elizabeth's reign by an actuary and laid down that law. Equally you mayn't be a clergyman. As to that we needn't distress ourselves. It's rather piteous about the prohibiting Accountants, because as women we are not allowed to qualify in any capacity as Accountants or Actuaries; and work here is only permissible by our not pretending to belong to any recognized body like the Institute of Actuaries. So that in coming to work for you I must not seem to be in any way doing the business of Accountants or Actuaries. Indeed it might be awkward for my scheme if I was too openly associated with Fraser and Warren.
Vivie: "Yes. Of course, I have to be careful about one issue. I’ve looked into the rules for being admitted to the English Bar. They’re really outdated and seem medieval or early Georgian. You can’t be a Chartered Accountant or Actuary—the Lord only knows why! I guess some Lord Chancellor had a bad experience with an actuary during Elizabeth’s reign and made that rule. Similarly, you can’t be a clergyman. But that’s not something we need to worry about. It’s quite unfortunate that Accountants are banned because as women, we’re not allowed to qualify as Accountants or Actuaries at all; and working here is only allowed if we don’t pretend to belong to any recognized organization like the Institute of Actuaries. So, when I come to work for you, I can’t appear to be doing the job of Accountants or Actuaries in any way. In fact, it could complicate my plans if I were too openly linked to Fraser and Warren."
"I already think of myself as Williams—I shall pose of course as a Welshman. My appearance is rather Welsh, don't you think? It's the Irish blood that makes me look Keltic—I'm sure my father was an Irish student for the priesthood at Louvain, and certain scraps of information I got out of mother make me believe that her mother was a pretty Welsh girl from Cardiff, brought over to London Town by some ship's captain and stranded there, on Tower Hill.
"I already think of myself as Williams—I’ll definitely pretend to be Welsh. My appearance is kind of Welsh, don’t you think? It’s the Irish blood that makes me look Celtic—I’m pretty sure my dad was an Irish student for the priesthood at Louvain, and some bits of information I got from my mom make me believe that her mom was a beautiful Welsh girl from Cardiff, brought over to London by some ship's captain and left there, on Tower Hill."
"However, I have still the whole scheme to work out and when I'm ready to start on it—which will be very soon—I'll let you know. Now, though I'd love to discuss all the other details, I mustn't forget your mother will be wanting you—I wish I had a mother to tend—I wonder" (wistfully) "whether I was too hard on mine?
"However, I still have the entire plan to finalize, and when I'm ready to kick it off—which will be very soon—I’ll let you know. Now, while I’d love to go over all the other details, I can’t forget that your mom will be wanting you—I wish I had a mom to take care of—I wonder" (wistfully) "if I was too tough on mine?
"D'you mind posting these letters as you go out? I shall change back to Vivie Warren in a dressing gown, give myself a light supper, and then put in two hours studying Latin and Norman French. Good night, dearest!"
"Could you please mail these letters when you head out? I'm going to change back into Vivie Warren in a dressing gown, have a light dinner, and then spend two hours studying Latin and Norman French. Good night, my dear!"
Two months after this conversation Vivie decided to pay a call on an old friend of her mother's, Lewis Maitland Praed, if you want his full name, a well-known architect, and one of the few male friends of Catherine Warren who had not also been her lover. Why, he never quite knew himself. When he first met her she was the boon companion, the mistress—more or less, and unattached—of a young barrister, a college friend of Praed's. Kate Warren at that time called herself Kitty Vavasour; and on the strength of having done a turn or two on the music halls considered herself an actress with a right to a professional name. It was in this guise that the "Revd." Samuel Gardner met her and had that six months' infatuation for her which afterwards caused him so much disquietude; though it preceded the taking of his ordination vows by quite a year, and his marriage to his wife—much too good for him—in 1874. [The Revd. Sam, you may remember, was the father of the scapegrace Frank who nearly captured Vivie's young affections and had written from South Africa proposing marriage at the opening of this story.]
Two months after that conversation, Vivie decided to visit an old friend of her mother's, Lewis Maitland Praed—his full name—a well-known architect and one of the few male friends of Catherine Warren who hadn't also been her lover. He never really understood why that was. When he first met her, she was the lively companion, more or less the mistress, of a young barrister who was a college friend of Praed’s. At that time, Kate Warren went by Kitty Vavasour, and because she had done a couple of performances in the music halls, she saw herself as an actress entitled to a professional name. It was in this form that the "Revd." Samuel Gardner met her and fell into that six-month infatuation which later caused him much trouble, even though it was a year before he took his ordination vows and married his wife—who was far too good for him—in 1874. [The Revd. Sam, you may remember, was the father of the troublemaker Frank who almost won Vivie’s young affections and had written from South Africa proposing marriage at the beginning of this story.]
Kate Vavasour in 1872 was an exceedingly pretty girl of nineteen or twenty; showily dressed, and quick with her tongue. She was good-natured and jolly, and though Praed himself was the essence of refinement there was something about her reckless mirth and joy in life—the immense relief of having passed from the sordid life of a barmaid to this quasi-ladyhood—that enlisted his sympathies. Though she was always somebody else's mistress until she developed her special talent as a manageress of high-class houses of accommodation, "private hotels" on the Continent, chiefly frequented by English and American roués—Praed kept an eye on her career, and occasionally rendered her, with some cynicism, unobtrusive friendly services in disentangling her affairs when complications threatened. He was an art student in those days of the 'seventies, possessed of about four hundred a year, beginning to go through the aesthetic phase, and not decided whether he would emerge a painter of pictures or an architect of grandiose or fantastic buildings. To his studio Miss Kitty Vavasour or Miss Kate Warren would often come and pose for the head and shoulders, or for some draped caryatid wanted for an ambitious porch in an imaginary millionaire's house in Kensington Palace Gardens. When in 1897, Vivie had learnt about her mother's "profession," she had flung off violently from all her mother's "friends," except "Praddy." She even continued to call him by this nickname, long ago bestowed on him by her mother. At distant intervals she would pay him a visit at his house and studio near Hans Place; when Honoria's advice and assistance did not meet the case of some grave perplexity.
Kate Vavasour in 1872 was an incredibly pretty girl of nineteen or twenty; dressed flashy and quick with her words. She was good-natured and cheerful, and even though Praed himself was the epitome of refinement, there was something about her carefree laughter and joy in life—the huge relief of having escaped the grim life of a barmaid to this quasi-ladylike existence—that won his sympathy. Even though she was always someone else’s mistress until she honed her special talent as a manager of high-end accommodations, "private hotels" in Europe, mostly popular with English and American wealthy men—Praed kept an eye on her career and occasionally offered her some cynical but discreet friendly help in sorting out her problems when things got complicated. He was an art student in those days of the 'seventies, making about four hundred a year, beginning to explore the aesthetic phase, and unsure whether he would become a painter or an architect of grand or fantastical buildings. Miss Kitty Vavasour or Miss Kate Warren would often come to his studio to pose for head and shoulders or as a draped caryatid for an ambitious porch in an imaginary millionaire's house in Kensington Palace Gardens. When in 1897, Vivie learned about her mother’s "profession," she violently distanced herself from all her mother’s "friends," except for "Praddy." She even kept calling him by this nickname, which her mother had given him long ago. Occasionally, she'd visit him at his house and studio near Hans Place when Honoria’s advice and assistance didn’t quite solve her serious dilemmas.
So one afternoon in June, 1901, she came to his little dwelling with its large studio, and asked to have a long talk to him, whilst his parlour-maid—he was still a bachelor—denied him to other callers. They had tea together and Vivie plunged as quickly as possible into her problem.
So one afternoon in June 1901, she arrived at his small home with its spacious studio and requested to have a lengthy conversation with him, while his maid—he was still a bachelor—turned away other visitors. They enjoyed tea together, and Vivie quickly got to the point of her issue.
"You know, Praddy dear, I want to be a Barrister. But as a female they will never call me to the Bar. So I'm going to send Vivien Warren off for a long absence abroad—the few who think about me will probably conclude that money has carried the day and that I've gone to help my mother in her business—and in her absence Mr. Vavasour Williams will take up the running. David V. Williams—don't interrupt me—will study for the Bar, eat through his terms—six dinners a year, isn't it?—pass his examinations, and be called to the English Bar in about three years from now. Didn't you once have a pupil called Vavasour Williams?"
"You know, Praddy dear, I want to be a lawyer. But as a woman, they'll never let me be called to the Bar. So I’m going to send Vivien Warren away for a long time overseas—the few people who think about me will probably assume I went to help my mom with her business because of money—and in her absence, Mr. Vavasour Williams will take charge. David V. Williams—don't interrupt me—will study for the Bar, get through his terms—six dinners a year, right?—pass his exams, and be called to the English Bar in about three years. Didn't you once have a student named Vavasour Williams?"
Praed: "What, David, the Welsh boy? Yes. His name reminded me of your mother in one of her stages. David Vavasour Williams. I took him on in—let me see? I think it was in 1895 or early 1896. But how did you hear about him?"
Praed: "What, David, the Welsh kid? Yeah. His name made me think of your mom during one of her phases. David Vavasour Williams. I brought him on in—let me think? I believe it was in 1895 or early 1896. But how did you find out about him?"
Vivie: "Never mind, or never mind for the moment. Tell me some more about him."
Vivie: "Forget it for now. Tell me more about him."
Praed: "Well to sum him up briefly he was what school boys and subalterns would call 'a rotter.' Not without an almost mordid cleverness; but the Welsh strain in him which in the father turned to emotional religion—the father was Vicar or Rector of Pontystrad—came out in the boy in unhealthy fancies. He had almost the talent of Aubrey Beardsley. But I didn't think he had a good influence over my other pupils, so before I planned that Italian journey—on which you refused to accompany me—I advised him to leave my tuition—I wasn't modern enough, I said. I also advised him to make up his mind whether he wanted to be a sane architect—he despised questions of housemaids' closets and sanitation and lifts and hot-water supply—or a scene painter. I think he might have had a great career at Drury Lane over fairy palaces or millionaire dwellings. But I turned him out of my studio, though I put the fact less brutally before his father—said I should be absent a long while in Italy and that I feared the boy was too undisciplined. Afterwards I think he went into some South African police force..."
Praed: "To sum him up briefly, he was what schoolboys and junior officers would call 'a rotter.' He wasn’t without a kind of morbid cleverness, but the Welsh influence from his father—who was the Vicar or Rector of Pontystrad—came out in the boy as unhealthy obsessions. He had almost the talent of Aubrey Beardsley. However, I didn’t think he had a positive impact on my other students, so before I planned that trip to Italy— which you opted not to join—I suggested he find another tutor. I told him I wasn’t modern enough for him. I also advised him to decide whether he wanted to be a sensible architect—he looked down on issues like maids’ closets, sanitation, elevators, and hot water supply—or a scene painter. I believe he could have had a great career at Drury Lane creating fairy palaces or luxury homes. But I kicked him out of my studio, though I presented it to his father in a gentler way—saying I would be away in Italy for a long time and that I worried the boy was too unruly. Later, I think he joined some South African police force..."
Vivie: "He did, and died last year in a South African hospital. Had he—er—er—many relations, I mean did he come of well-known people?"
Vivie: "He did, and he passed away last year in a hospital in South Africa. Did he—uh—uh—have many relatives? I mean, did he come from a well-known family?"
Praed: "I fancy not. His father was just a dreamy old Welsh clergyman always seeing visions and believing himself a descendant of the Druids, Sam Gardner told me; and his mother had either died long ago or had run away from her husband, I forget which. In a way, I'm sorry David's dead. He had a sort of weird talent and wild good looks. By the way, he wasn't altogether unlike you."
Praed: "I don't think so. His father was just a dreamy old Welsh minister who was always having visions and thought he was related to the Druids, Sam Gardner told me; and his mother either died a long time ago or left her husband, I can't remember which. In a way, I'm sorry David’s gone. He had a kind of strange talent and wild good looks. By the way, he wasn't completely unlike you."
Vivie: "Thank you for the double-edged compliment. However what you say is very interesting. Well now, my idea is that David Vavasour Williams did not die in a military hospital; he recovered and returned, firmly resolved to lead a new life.—Is his father living by the bye? Did he believe his son was dead?"
Vivie: "Thanks for the backhanded compliment. What you said is really interesting. So, here’s my thought: David Vavasour Williams did not die in a military hospital; he got better and came back, fully determined to start fresh. By the way, is his dad still alive? Did he think his son was dead?"
Praed: "Couldn't tell you, I'm sure. I never took any further interest in him, and until you mentioned it—I don't know on whose authority—I didn't know he was dead. On the whole a good riddance for his people, I should say, especially if he died on the field of honour. But what lunatic idea has entered your mind with regard to this poor waster?"
Praed: "I couldn't say for sure. I never gave him much thought, and until you brought it up—I’m not sure on whose authority—I didn’t even know he was dead. Overall, I’d say it’s probably a relief for his people, especially if he died doing something honorable. But what crazy idea do you have about that poor loser?"
Vivie: "Why my idea, as I say, is that D.V.W. got cured of his necrosis of the jaw—I suppose it is not invariably deadly?—came home with a much improved morale, studied hard, and became a barrister, thinking it morally a superior calling to architecture and scene painting. In short, I shall be from this day forth Vavasour Williams, law-student! Would it be safe, d'you think, in that capacity to go down and see his old father?"
Vivie: "What I'm saying is that D.V.W. got over his jaw infection—I assume it's not always fatal?—came home feeling much better, studied hard, and became a lawyer, believing it to be a more honorable profession than architecture or set design. In short, from this day on, I will be Vavasour Williams, law student! Do you think it would be safe to go visit his old man in that role?"
Praed: "Vivie! I did think you were a sober-minded young woman who would steer clear of—of—crime: for this impersonation would be a punishable offence..."
Praed: "Vivie! I thought you were a sensible young woman who would stay away from—crime: because this impersonation could get you in trouble..."
Vivie: "Crime? What nonsense! I should consider I was justified in a Court of Equity if I burnt down or blew up the Law Courts or one of the Inns or broke the windows of the Chartered Institute of Actuaries or the Incorporated Law Society. All these institutions and many others bar the way to honourable and lucrative careers for educated women, and a male parliament gives us no redress, and a male press laughs at us for our feeble attempts to claim common rights with men. Instead of proceeding to such violence I am merely resorting to a very harmless guile in getting round the absurd restrictions imposed by the benchers of the Inns of Court, namely that all who claim a call to the Bar should not be accountants, actuaries, clergymen or women. I am going to give up the accountancy business—or rather, the law has never allowed either Honoria or me to become chartered accountants, so there is nothing to give up. To avoid any misapprehension she is going to change the title on our note paper and brass plate to 'General Inquiry Agents.' That will be sufficiently non-committal. Well then, as to sex disqualification, a few weeks hence I shall become David Vavasour Williams, and I presume he was a male? You don't have to pass a medical examination for the Bar, do you?"
Vivie: "Crime? What nonsense! I’d think I’d be justified in a Court of Equity if I burned down or blew up the Law Courts or one of the Inns or broke the windows of the Chartered Institute of Actuaries or the Incorporated Law Society. All these institutions and many others block the path to honorable and well-paying careers for educated women, and a male parliament offers us no solution, while a male press mocks us for our weak attempts to claim equal rights with men. Instead of resorting to such violence, I’m just using a harmless trick to get around the ridiculous restrictions set by the benchers of the Inns of Court, which say that anyone who wants to be called to the Bar cannot be an accountant, actuary, clergyman, or woman. I’m going to give up the accountancy business—or rather, the law has never allowed either Honoria or me to be chartered accountants, so there’s nothing to give up. To avoid any misunderstanding, she’s going to change the title on our notepaper and brass plate to ‘General Inquiry Agents.’ That will be vague enough. Now, as for gender disqualification, in a few weeks I'll become David Vavasour Williams, and I assume he was male? You don’t have to take a medical exam to join the Bar, do you?"
Praed: "Really, Vivie, you are unnecessarily coarse..."
Praed: "Honestly, Vivie, you're so crude..."
Vivie: "I don't care if I am, poor outlaw that I am! Every avenue to an honest and ambitious career seems closed to me, either because I am a woman or—in women's careers—the few that there are—because I am Kate Warren's daughter. I am not to blame for my mother's misdeeds, yet I am being punished for them. That beast of a friend of yours—that filthy swine, George Crofts—set it about after I refused to marry him that I was 'Mrs. Warren's Daughter,' and the few nice people I knew from Cambridge days dropped me, all except Honoria and her mother."
Vivie: "I couldn't care less if I'm a poor outlaw! Every path to an honest and ambitious career seems blocked for me, either because I'm a woman or—in the limited careers available to women—because I'm Kate Warren's daughter. I shouldn't be held responsible for my mother's wrongdoings, yet I am being punished for them. That awful friend of yours—that filthy pig, George Crofts—spread the word after I turned him down that I was 'Mrs. Warren's Daughter,' and the few decent people I knew from my Cambridge days have all abandoned me, except for Honoria and her mom."
Praed: "Well, I haven't dropped you. I'll always stick by you" (observes that Vivie is trying to keep back her tears). "Vivie—darling—what do you want me to do? Why not marry me and spend half my income, take the shelter of my name—I'm an A.R.A. now—You needn't do more than keep house for me.... I'm rather a valetudinarian—dare say I shan't trouble you long—we could have a jolly good time before I went off with a heart attack—travel—study—write books together—"
Praed: "Well, I haven't abandoned you. I'll always be here for you" (notices that Vivie is struggling to hold back her tears). "Vivie—darling—what do you want me to do? Why not marry me and live on half my income, take the benefit of my name—I'm an A.R.A. now—you wouldn't have to do much more than manage the house for me.... I'm pretty frail—probably won't be a bother for too long—we could have a great time before I kick the bucket—travel—study—write books together—"
Vivie (recovering herself): "Thanks, dear Praddy; you are a brick and I really—in a way—have quite got to love you. Except an office boy in Chancery Lane and W.T. Stead, I don't know any other decent man. But I'm not going to marry any one. I'm going to become Vavasour Williams—the name is rotten, but you must take what you can get. Williams is a quiet young man who only desires to be left alone to earn his living respectably at the Bar, and see there if he cannot redress the balance in the favour of women. But there is something you could do for me, and it is for that I came to see you to-day—by the bye, we have both let our tea grow cold, but for goodness' sake don't order any more on my account, or else your parlour-maid will be coming in and out and will see that I've been crying and you look flushed. What I wanted to ask was this—it's really very simple—If Mr. Vavasour Williams, aged twenty-four, late in South Africa, once your pupil in architecture or scene painting or whatever it was—gives you as a reference to character, you are to say the best you can of him. And, by the bye, he will be calling to see you very shortly and you could lend further verisimilitude to your story by renewing acquaintance with him. You will find him very much improved. In every way he will do you credit. And what is more, if you don't repel him, he will come and see you much oftener than his cousin—I'm not ashamed to adopt her as a cousin—Vivie Warren could have done. Because Vivie, with her deplorable parentage, had your good name to think of, and visited you very seldom; whereas there could be raised no objection from your parlour-maid if Mr. D.V. Williams came rather often to chat with you and ask your advice. Think it over, dear friend—Good-bye."
Vivie (gathering herself): "Thanks, dear Praddy; you’re amazing and I really—in a way—have come to love you. Besides an office boy in Chancery Lane and W.T. Stead, I don’t know any other decent man. But I’m not going to marry anyone. I’m going to become Vavasour Williams—the name is terrible, but you have to take what you can get. Williams is a quiet young man who just wants to be left alone to earn a respectable living at the Bar and see if he can help balance things out for women. But there is something you could do for me, and that’s why I came to see you today—by the way, we’ve both let our tea get cold, but please don't order any more on my account, or your parlour-maid will come in and out and see I’ve been crying and that you look flustered. What I wanted to ask is really very simple—If Mr. Vavasour Williams, aged twenty-four, recently back from South Africa, once your student in architecture or scene painting or whatever it was—gives you as a reference for his character, you’re to say the best you can about him. And, by the way, he will be coming to see you very soon, and you could add more credibility to your story by reconnecting with him. You’ll find him greatly improved. He'll reflect well on you. And what’s more, if you don’t push him away, he’ll visit you much more often than his cousin—I’m not ashamed to call her a cousin—Vivie Warren could have. Because Vivie, with her unfortunate background, had your good name to consider and visited you very seldom; whereas there would be no objection from your parlour-maid if Mr. D.V. Williams came around often to chat and seek your advice. Think it over, dear friend—Goodbye."
Early in July, Norie and Vivie were standing at the open west window in their partners' room at the office, trying to get a little fresh air. The staff had just gone its several ways to the suburbs, glad to have three hours of daylight before it for cricket and tennis. Confident therefore of not being overheard, Vivie began: "I've got those rooms in Fig Tree Court. I shall soon be ready to move my things in. I'll leave some of poor Vivie Warren's effects behind if you don't mind, in case she comes back some day. Do you think you can rub along if I take my departure next week? I want to give myself a fortnight's bicycle holiday in Wales—as D.V. Williams—a kind of honeymoon with Fate, before I settle down as a law student. After I come back I can devote much of the summer recess to our affairs, either openly or after office hours. You could then take a holiday, in August. You badly need one. What about Beryl?"
Early in July, Norie and Vivie were standing by the open west window in their partners' office, trying to get a bit of fresh air. The staff had just headed off to the suburbs, happy to have three hours of daylight ahead of them for cricket and tennis. Confident that no one would overhear them, Vivie started: "I've secured those rooms in Fig Tree Court. I’ll be ready to move my things in soon. I’ll leave some of poor Vivie Warren's belongings behind if that’s alright with you, just in case she decides to come back someday. Do you think you can manage if I leave next week? I want to take a two-week bicycle trip in Wales—as D.V. Williams—a sort of honeymoon with Fate, before I settle down to be a law student. Once I'm back, I can dedicate much of the summer break to our projects, either during office hours or after. Then you could take some time off in August. You really need it. What about Beryl?"
Norie: "Beryl is well over her accouchement and is confident of being able to start work here on August 1.... It's a boy this time. I haven't seen it, so I can't say whether it resembles a policeman more than an architect. Besides babies up till the age of six months only resemble macrocephalic idiots.... I shall be wary with Beryl—haven't committed myself—ourselves to any engagement beyond six months. She's amazingly clever, but I should say quite heartless. Two babies in three years, and both illegitimate—the real Mrs. Architect very much upset, no doubt, Mr. Architect getting wilder and wilder in his work through trying to maintain two establishments—they say he left out all the sanitation in Sir Peter Robinson's new house and let the builders rush up the walls without damp courses—and it's killing her father, the Dean. It's not as though she hid herself away, but she goes out so much! They are talking of turning her out of her club because of the things she says before the waitresses..."
Norie: "Beryl is well past giving birth and is confident about starting work here on August 1.... It's a boy this time. I haven't seen him, so I can't say whether he looks more like a policeman than an architect. Besides, babies up until six months old only look like big-headed goofballs.... I’ll be wary around Beryl—I haven’t committed to any agreement beyond six months. She's incredibly clever, but I would say she's quite heartless. Two babies in three years, and both are illegitimate—the real Mrs. Architect must be very upset, no doubt, while Mr. Architect is getting more and more consumed by his work, trying to support two households—they say he skipped all the sanitation in Sir Peter Robinson's new house and let the builders put up the walls without proper damp-proofing—and it’s driving her father, the Dean, to distraction. It’s not like she hides away, but she goes out so much! They are talking about kicking her out of her club because of the things she says in front of the waitresses..."
Vivie: "What things?"
Vivie: "What stuff?"
Norie: "Why, about its being very healthy to have babies when you're between the ages of twenty and thirty; and how with this twilight sleep business she doesn't mind how often; that it's fifty times more interesting than breeding dogs and cats or guinea-pigs; and she's surprised more single women don't take it up. I think she must be détraquée.... I have a faint hope that by taking her in hand and interesting her in our work—which entre nous deux—is turning out to be very profitable—I may sober her and regularize her. No doubt in 1950 most women will talk as she does to-day, but the advance is too abrupt. It not only robs her parents of all happiness, but it upsets my mother. She now wrings her hands over her own past and fears that by working so strenuously for the emancipation of women she has assisted to breach the dam—Can't you imagine the way the old cats of both sexes go on at her?—the dam which held up female virtue, and that Society now will be drowned in a flood of Free Love..."
Norie: "Well, it's about how it's really healthy to have kids when you're between twenty and thirty; and how with this twilight sleep thing, she doesn't mind going for it as often as she wants; that it's way more interesting than breeding dogs or cats or guinea pigs; and she's surprised more single women aren't doing it. I think she must be out of her mind... I have a slight hope that by getting involved and getting her interested in our work—which just between us—is turning out to be pretty profitable—I might make her more sensible and help her settle down. No doubt in 1950, most women will talk the way she does today, but the shift is just too sudden. It not only takes away her parents' happiness, but it also bothers my mother. She now worries about her own past and fears that by fighting so hard for women's liberation, she might have helped break the barrier—Can you imagine how the gossiping old-timers from both sides must be treating her?—the barrier that upheld female virtue, and now Society is going to get overwhelmed by a wave of Free Love..."
Vivie: "Well! We'll give her a six months' trial here, and see if our mix-up of advice in Law, Banking, Estate management, Stock-and-share dealing, Divorce, Private Enquiries, probate, etc., does not prove much more interesting than an illicit connection with a hare-brained architect.... If she proves impossible you'll pack her off and Vivie shall return and D.V. Williams go abroad.... Don't you think there is something that ought to win over Providence in that happily chosen name? D.V. Williams? And my mother once actually called herself 'Vavasour.'
Vivie: "Alright! We'll give her a six-month trial here and see if our mixed advice in Law, Banking, Estate management, Stock and share trading, Divorce, Private Investigations, probate, etc., turns out to be way more interesting than a risky affair with some scatterbrained architect... If she turns out to be impossible, you can send her away, and Vivie will come back, and D.V. Williams will head abroad... Don’t you think there’s something that should win over fate in that perfectly chosen name? D.V. Williams? And my mom once actually called herself 'Vavasour.'
"Well, then, barring accidents and the unforeseen, it's agreed I go on my holiday next Saturday, to return never no more—perhaps—?—"
"Well, unless something unexpected happens, it's settled that I’ll go on my vacation next Saturday and possibly never come back—maybe?"
Norie (with a sigh): "Yes!"
Norie (sighing): "Yes!"
Vivie: "How's your mother?"
Vivie: "How's your mom?"
Norie: "Oh, as to her, I'm glad to say 'much better.' When I can get away, after the new clerks and Beryl are installed and everything is going smoothly, I shall take her to Switzerland, to a deliciously quiet spot I know and nobody else knows up the Göschenenthal. The Continent won't be so hot for travelling if we don't start till the end of August..."
Norie: "Oh, as for her, I'm happy to report that she's 'much better.' Once I can take a break, after the new clerks and Beryl are settled in and everything is running smoothly, I'll take her to Switzerland, to a wonderfully quiet place I know that no one else knows about up in the Göschenenthal. Traveling to the Continent won’t be so overwhelming if we wait until the end of August..."
Vivie: "Then, dearest ... in case you don't come to the office any more this week, I'll say good-bye—for—for some time..."
Vivie: "So, dear ... if you don't come to the office anymore this week, I’ll say goodbye—for—for a while..."
(They grip hands, they hesitate, then kiss each other on the cheek, a very rare gesture on either's part—and separate with tears in their eyes.)
(They hold hands, hesitate, then kiss each other on the cheek, a very rare gesture for both of them—and part with tears in their eyes.)
The following Monday morning, Bertie Adams, combining in his adolescent person the functions of office boy, junior clerk, and general factotum, entered the outer office of Fraser and Warren and found this letter on his desk:—
The following Monday morning, Bertie Adams, juggling the roles of office boy, junior clerk, and general handyman at his young age, walked into the outer office of Fraser and Warren and discovered this letter on his desk:—
Midland Insurance Chambers,
88-90, Chancery Lane, W.C.
July 12, 1901.
Midland Insurance Chambers,
88-90, Chancery Lane, W.C.
July 12, 1901.
Fraser and Warren
General Inquiry Agents
Fraser and Warren
General Inquiry Agents
Dear Bertie—
Hey Bertie—
I want to prepare you for something. If you had been an ordinary Office boy, I should not have bothered about you or confided to you anything concerning the Firm. But you are by now almost a clerk, and from the day I joined Miss Fraser in this business, you have helped me more than you know—helped me not only in my work, but to understand that there can be good, true, decent-minded, trustworthy ... you won't like it if I say "boys" ... young men.
I want to get you ready for something. If you had just been a regular office assistant, I wouldn’t have bothered to talk to you or share anything about the company. But now you’re almost a clerk, and since the day I started working with Miss Fraser in this business, you’ve helped me more than you realize—helped me not just with my tasks, but to understand that there can be good, genuine, decent, trustworthy ... you probably won’t like it if I say "boys" ... young men.
I am going away for a considerable time, I cannot say how long—probably abroad. But Miss Fraser thinks I can still help in the work of her firm, so I remain a partner. A cousin of mine, Mr. D.V. Williams, may come in occasionally to help Miss Fraser. I shall ask him to keep an eye on you. Miss Rose Mullet and Miss Steynes are likewise leaving the service of the firm. I dare say you know Miss Mullet is getting married and how Miss Steynes is going to live at Aylesbury. Two other ladies are coming in their place, and much of my own work will be undertaken by a Mrs. Claridge, whom you will shortly see.
I’m going to be away for a while, and I can’t say exactly how long—probably overseas. However, Miss Fraser believes I can still contribute to her company, so I’m staying on as a partner. My cousin, Mr. D.V. Williams, might come by from time to time to assist Miss Fraser. I’ll ask him to keep an eye on you. Miss Rose Mullet and Miss Steynes are also leaving the company. I’m sure you know Miss Mullet is getting married and that Miss Steynes is moving to Aylesbury. Two other women will be taking their places, and a Mrs. Claridge will be taking on much of my work, and you’ll be meeting her soon.
It is rather sad this change in what has been such a happy association of busy people, nobody treading on any one else's toes; but there it is! "The old order changeth, giving place to the new ... lest one good custom should corrupt the world"—you will read in the Tennyson I gave you last Christmas. Let's hope it won't be when I return: "Change and Decay in all around I see" ... as the rather dismal hymn has it.
It’s pretty sad about this change in what used to be such a happy group of busy people, where no one was stepping on anyone else’s toes; but that’s how it is! "The old order changes, making way for the new ... so that one good habit doesn’t ruin the world"—you’ll find this in the Tennyson I gave you last Christmas. Let’s hope it won’t be like that when I get back: "Change and decay in everything I see" ... as the somewhat gloomy hymn says.
Sometimes change is a good thing. You serve a noble mistress in Miss Fraser and I am sure you realize the importance of her work. It may mean so much for women's careers in the next generation. I shan't quite lose touch with you. I dare say Miss Fraser, even if I am far away, will write to me from time to time and give me news of the office and tell me how you get on. Don't be ashamed of being ambitious: keep up your studies. Why don't you—but perhaps you do?—join evening classes at the Polytechnic?—or at this new London School of Economics which is close at hand? Make up your mind to be Lord Chancellor some day ... even if it only carries you as far as the silk gown of a Q.C. I suppose I ought now to write "K.C." A few years ago we all thought the State would go to pieces when Victoria died. Yet you see we are jogging along pretty well under King Edward. In the same way, you will soon get so used to the new Head Clerk, Mrs. Claridge, that you will wonder what on earth you saw to admire in
Sometimes change is a good thing. You serve a noble leader in Miss Fraser, and I'm sure you recognize the importance of her work. It could mean a lot for women's careers in the next generation. I won't completely lose touch with you. I bet Miss Fraser, even if I'm far away, will write to me now and then and update me on the office and how you're doing. Don't be ashamed of being ambitious: keep up with your studies. Why don't you—but maybe you already do?—join evening classes at the Polytechnic? Or at this new London School of Economics nearby? Decide that you want to be Lord Chancellor someday... even if it just gets you as far as the silk gown of a Q.C. I guess I should now write "K.C." A few years ago, we all thought the State would fall apart when Victoria died. Yet here we are, doing pretty well under King Edward. Similarly, you'll soon get so used to the new Head Clerk, Mrs. Claridge, that you'll wonder what on earth you admired in
Vivien Warren.
Vivien Warren.
This letter came like a cricket ball between the eyes to Bertie Adams. His adored Miss Warren going away and no clear prospect of her return—her farewell almost like the last words on a death-bed.... He bowed his head over his folded arms on his office desk, and gave way to gruff sobs and the brimming over of tear and nose glands which is the grotesque accompaniment of human sorrow.
This letter hit Bertie Adams like a cricket ball to the face. His beloved Miss Warren was leaving, and there was no clear sign that she'd come back—her goodbye felt almost like the last words on a deathbed. He lowered his head over his folded arms on his office desk and succumbed to deep sobs and the overflow of tears and snot, which is the awkward side of human sadness.
He forgot for a while that he was a young man of nineteen with an unmistakable moustache and the status of a cricket eleven captain. He was quite the boy again and his feeling for Vivien Warren, which earlier he had hardly dared to characterize, out of his intense respect for her, became once more just filial affection.
He forgot for a moment that he was a nineteen-year-old guy with a noticeable mustache and the role of cricket team captain. He felt like a kid again, and his feelings for Vivien Warren, which he had previously hesitated to label out of deep respect for her, faded back to just a sense of familial love.
His good mother was a washerwoman-widow, in whom Honoria Fraser had interested herself in her Harley Street girlhood. Bertie was the eldest of six, and his father had been a coal porter who broke his back tumbling down a cellar when a little "on." Bertie—he now figured as Mr. Albert Adams in the cricket lists—was a well-grown youth, rather blunt-featured, but with honest hazel eyes, fresh-coloured, shock-haired. Vivie had once derided him for trying to woo his frontal hair into a flattened curl with much pomade ... he now only sleeked his curly hair with water. You might even have called him "common." He was of the type that went out to the War from 1914 to 1918, and won it, despite the many mistakes of our flurried strategicians: the type that so long as it lasts unspoilt will make England the predominant partner, and Great Britain the predominant nation; the type out of which are made the bluejacket and petty officer, the police sergeant, the engine driver, the railway guard, solicitor's clerk, merchant service mate, engineer, air-pilot, chauffeur, army non-commissioned officer, head gardener, head game-keeper, farm-bailiff, head printer; the trustworthy manservant, the commissionaire of a City Office; and which in other avatars ran the British World on an average annual income of £150 before the War. When women of a similar educated lower middle class come into full equality with men in opportunity, they should marry the Bertie Adamses of their acquaintance and not the stockbrokers, butchers, drapers, bookies, professional cricketers or pugilists. They would then become the mothers of the salvation-generation of the British people which will found and rule Utopia.
His caring mother was a widow who worked as a washerwoman, and Honoria Fraser had taken an interest in her during her girlhood on Harley Street. Bertie was the oldest of six, and his father was a coal porter who broke his back after stumbling down a cellar while slightly drunk. Bertie—now known as Mr. Albert Adams in the cricket lists—was a well-built young man, somewhat rough-looking, but with sincere hazel eyes, a fresh complexion, and messy hair. Vivie had once teased him for trying to make his straight hair into a flat curl with lots of hair product... now he just smoothed his curly hair with water. You might have even described him as "common." He was the kind of guy who went off to fight in the War from 1914 to 1918 and helped win it, despite the many errors of our frantic strategists: the type that, as long as it remains unspoiled, will make England the leading partner and Great Britain the top nation; the kind that becomes a bluejacket or petty officer, a police sergeant, an engine driver, a railway guard, a solicitor's clerk, a merchant marine mate, an engineer, an airline pilot, a chauffeur, a non-commissioned officer in the army, a head gardener, a head gamekeeper, a farm bailiff, a head printer; the reliable servant, the commissionaire in a City office; and in various other roles, these were the ones who ran the British Empire on an average annual income of £150 before the War. When women from a similarly educated lower-middle-class background achieve full equality with men in opportunities, they should marry the Bertie Adamses they know rather than stockbrokers, butchers, drapers, bookies, professional cricketers, or boxers. They would then become the mothers of the salvation-generation of the British people who will create and lead Utopia.
However, Bertie Adams was quite unconscious of all these possibilities, and thought of himself modestly, rather cheaply. Swallowing the fourth or fifth sob, he rose from his crouching over the desk, wiped his face with a wet towel, smoothed his hair, put straight his turn-over collar and smart tie, and went to his work with glowing eyes and cheeks; resolved to show Miss Warren that she had not thought too highly of him.
However, Bertie Adams was completely unaware of all these possibilities and thought of himself in a modest and somewhat cheap way. After swallowing the fourth or fifth sob, he stood up from his crouched position at the desk, wiped his face with a damp towel, smoothed his hair, adjusted his flipped-over collar and stylish tie, and went to work with bright eyes and flushed cheeks; determined to prove to Miss Warren that she hadn't overestimated him.
Nevertheless, when Miss Mullet arrived and giggled over the details of her trousseau and Lily Steynes discussed the advertisements of Aylesbury ducks in the current Exchange and Mart, he was reserved and rather sarcastic with them both. He intimated later that he had long been aware of the coming displacements; but he said not a word of Vivie's letter.
Nevertheless, when Miss Mullet showed up and laughed about the details of her trousseau, and Lily Steynes talked about the ads for Aylesbury ducks in the latest Exchange and Mart, he was quiet and somewhat sarcastic with both of them. He hinted later that he had known about the upcoming changes for a while; but he didn’t say anything about Vivie's letter.
CHAPTER IV
PONTYSTRAD
On a morning in mid-July, 1901, Mr. D.V. Williams bicycled to Paddington Station from New Square, Lincoln's Inn. The brown canvas case fitted to the frame of his male bicycle contained a change of clothes, a suit of paijamas, a safety razor, tooth-brush, hair-brush and comb. He himself was wearing a well-cut dark grey suit—Norfolk jacket, knickerbockers and thick stockings.
On a morning in mid-July, 1901, Mr. D.V. Williams rode his bike to Paddington Station from New Square, Lincoln's Inn. The brown canvas case attached to his men's bicycle held a change of clothes, a set of pajamas, a safety razor, toothbrush, hairbrush, and comb. He was wearing a well-tailored dark grey suit—Norfolk jacket, knickerbockers, and thick socks.
Having had his bicycle labelled "Swansea," he entered a first-class compartment of the South Wales express. Though not lavish on his expenditure he was travelling first because he still felt a little uneasy in the presence of men—mostly men of the rougher type. Perhaps there was a second class in those days; there may be still. But I have a distinct impression that Mr. Vavasour Williams, law student, travelled "first" on this occasion: for this was how he met a person of whom his friend, Honoria Fraser, had often spoken—Michael Rossiter.
Having labeled his bicycle "Swansea," he got into a first-class compartment of the South Wales express. Although he wasn't a big spender, he chose to travel first class because he still felt a bit uncomfortable around men—mostly the rougher sort. There might have been a second class back then; there might still be. But I clearly remember that Mr. Vavasour Williams, a law student, traveled "first" this time: this is how he met someone his friend, Honoria Fraser, often mentioned—Michael Rossiter.
He did not of course—till after they had passed Swindon—know the name of his travelling companion. Five minutes before the train left Paddington there entered his compartment of the corridor carriage a tall man with a short, curly black beard and nice eyes—eyes like agates in colour. There was a touch of grey about the temples, otherwise the head hair, when he changed from a hard felt hat to a soft travelling cap, showed as dark as the beard and moustache. His frame was strong, muscular and loosely built, and he had clever, nervous hands with fingers somewhat spatulate. His clothes did not much suggest the tourist—they seemed more like a too well-worn town morning suit of dark blue serge; as though he had left home in an absent-minded mood intent on some hurriedly conceived plan. He cast one or two quick glances at David; once, indeed, as they got out into full daylight, away from tunnels and high walls, letting his glance lengthen into a searching look. Then he busied himself with a number of scientific periodicals he had brought to read in the train.
He didn't, of course—until after they had passed Swindon—know the name of his traveling companion. Five minutes before the train left Paddington, a tall man with a short, curly black beard and nice eyes—eyes that were colored like agates—entered his compartment in the corridor carriage. There was a bit of gray at his temples; otherwise, the hair on his head, when he switched from a hard felt hat to a soft traveling cap, looked as dark as his beard and mustache. He had a strong, muscular build and had clever, nervous hands with somewhat spatula-shaped fingers. His clothes didn’t really suggest he was a tourist—they seemed more like a slightly too worn town morning suit in dark blue serge, as if he had left home in a distracted state, focused on some hastily thought-out plan. He glanced quickly at David a couple of times; once, as they stepped into full daylight, away from tunnels and high walls, he let his gaze linger into a searching look. Then he occupied himself with a bunch of scientific periodicals he had brought to read on the train.
Impelled, he knew not why, to provoke conversation, David asked (quite needlessly), "This is the South Wales express, I mean the Swansea train, is it not?"
Impelled, he knew not why, to provoke conversation, David asked (quite needlessly), "This is the South Wales express, I mean the Swansea train, right?"
Blackbeard was struck with the unusualness of the voice—a very pleasant one to come from the lips of a man—and replied: "It is; at least I got in under that impression as I am intending to go to Swansea; but in any case the ticket inspector is sure to come along the corridor presently and we'll make sure then. We stop at Swindon, I think, so if we've made a mistake we can rectify it there."
Blackbeard was taken aback by the unusual nature of the voice—it was surprisingly pleasant for a man's voice—and responded, "It is; at least that's what I thought since I plan to go to Swansea. But either way, the ticket inspector will definitely come down the aisle soon, and we can check then. I believe we stop in Swindon, so if we've made a mistake, we can fix it there."
Then after a pause he resumed: "I think you said you were going to Swansea? Might I ask if you are bound on the same errand as I am? I mean, are you one of Boyd Dawkins's party to examine the new cave on the Gower coast?"
Then after a moment he continued, "I believe you mentioned you were heading to Swansea? Can I ask if you're on the same mission as I am? I mean, are you part of Boyd Dawkins's team to explore the new cave on the Gower coast?"
D.V.W.: "Oh no—I—I am going inland from Swansea to—to have a bicycling tour. I'm going to a place on the river—I don't know how to pronounce it—at least I've forgotten. The river's name is spelt Llwchwr."
D.V.W.: "Oh no—I—I’m going inland from Swansea to—to have a biking tour. I’m heading to a place by the river—I can’t remember how to pronounce it—at least I've forgotten. The river’s name is spelled Llwchwr."
Blackbeard: "You should change your mind and turn south—come and see these extraordinary caves. Are you interested in palæontology?" (David hesitates) "What careless people call 'prehistoric animals' or 'prehistoric man.' They have been ridiculously misled by comic artists in Punch who imagine a few thousand years of Prehistory would take us back to the Cretaceous period; really four or five million years before Man came into existence, when this country and most other lands swarmed with preposterous reptiles that had become extinct long before the age of mammals. However, I don't suppose this interests you. I only spoke because I thought you might be one of Boyd Dawkins's pupils ... or one of mine."
Blackbeard: "You should reconsider and head south—come check out these amazing caves. Are you into paleontology?" (David hesitates) "What careless people refer to as 'prehistoric animals' or 'prehistoric man.' They've been completely misled by cartoonists in Punch who think a few thousand years of Prehistory would take us back to the Cretaceous period; really, it's four or five million years before humans existed, when this area and most other places were filled with bizarre reptiles that went extinct long before mammals appeared. But I guess this probably doesn't interest you. I only mentioned it because I thought you might be one of Boyd Dawkins's students... or one of mine."
David: "On the contrary, I am very, very much interested in the subject, but I am afraid it has lain rather outside my line of studies so far—p'raps I will turn south when I have seen something of the part of Glamorgan I am going to. I'm really Welsh in origin, but I know Wales imperfectly because I left it when I was quite young" ("This'll be good practice," Vivie's brain voice was saying to herself) ... "I've returned recently from South Africa."
David: "On the contrary, I'm really, really interested in the subject, but I’m afraid it hasn’t been part of my studies so far—maybe I’ll head south once I’ve seen a bit of Glamorgan. I’m actually Welsh by birth, but I don’t know Wales very well because I left when I was pretty young." ("This'll be good practice," Vivie's inner voice was telling herself) ... "I just got back from South Africa."
Blackbeard: "What were you doing there?"
Blackbeard: "What were you doing there?"
David: "I—I—was in the army ... at least in a police force ... I got wounded, had to go into hospital—necrosis of the jaw ... I came home when I got well..."
David: "I—I—was in the army ... or at least in a police force ... I got injured, had to go to the hospital—necrosis of the jaw ... I came home when I recovered..."
Blackbeard: "Necrosis of the jaw! That was a bad thing. But you seem to have got over it very well. I can't see any scar from where I am..."
Blackbeard: "Jaw necrosis! That was really serious. But you seem to have recovered nicely. I can't see any scars from where I'm standing..."
David: "Oh no. It was only a slight touch and I dare say I exaggerate ... I've left the Army however and now I'm reading Law..."
David: "Oh no. It was just a little touch and I might be exaggerating... I've left the Army though, and now I'm studying Law..."
Blackbeard thinks at this point that he has gone far enough in cross-examination and returns to his periodicals and pamphlets. But there's something he likes—a wistfulness—in the young man's face, and he can't quite detach his mind to the presence of palæolithic man in South Wales. At Swindon they both get out—there was still lingering the practice of taking lunch there—have a hasty lunch together and more talk, and share a bottle of claret.
Blackbeard feels he has done enough cross-examination and goes back to his magazines and pamphlets. But he notices something he finds appealing—a hint of longing—in the young man's face, and he can't fully focus on the ancient presence of paleolithic man in South Wales. At Swindon, they both get off the train—there was still the custom of stopping for lunch there—have a quick lunch together, chat some more, and share a bottle of claret.
On returning to their compartment, Rossiter offers David a cigar but the young man prefers smoking a cigarette. By this time they have exchanged names. D.V.W. however is reticent about the South African War—says it was all too horrible for words, and should never have taken place and he can't bear to think about it and was knocked out quite early in the day. Now all he asks is peace and quiet and the opportunity of studying law in London so that he may become some day a barrister. Rossiter says—after more talk, "Pity you're going in for the Bar—we've too many lawyers already. You should take up Science"—and as far as the Severn Tunnel discourses illuminatingly on biology, mineralogy, astronomy, chemistry as David-Vivien had never heard them treated previously. In the Severn Tunnel the noise of the train silences both professor and listener, who willingly takes up the position of pupil. Between Newport and Neath, David thinks he has never met any one so interesting. It has been his first real induction into the greatest of all books: the Book of the Earth itself. Rossiter on his part feels indefinably attracted by this young expatriated Welshman. David does not say much, but what he does contribute to the conversation shows him a quick thinker and a person of trained intelligence. Yet somehow the professor of Biology in the University of London—and many other things beside—F.R.S., F.Z.S., F.L.S., Gold Medallist of this and that Academy and University abroad—does not "see" him as a soldier or a non-commissioned officer in the British Army: law-student is a more likely qualification. However as they near Swansea, Michael Rossiter gives Mr. D.V. Williams his card (D.V.W. regrets he cannot reciprocate but says he has hardly settled down yet to any address) and—though as a rule he is taciturn in trains and cautious about making acquaintances—expresses the hope he will call at 1, Park Crescent some afternoon—"My wife and I are generally at home on Thursdays"—when all are back in town for the autumn. They separate at Swansea station.
On returning to their compartment, Rossiter offers David a cigar, but the young man prefers a cigarette. By this point, they've exchanged names. D.V.W. is, however, reluctant to talk about the South African War—he says it was too horrible to describe and should never have happened, and he can't stand to think about it since he was knocked out fairly early on. Now, all he wants is peace and quiet and the chance to study law in London so he can eventually become a barrister. Rossiter says—after some more conversation, "It's a shame you're going into the Bar—we have too many lawyers already. You should consider Science"—and as far as the Severn Tunnel goes, he discusses biology, mineralogy, astronomy, and chemistry in a way that David has never heard before. In the Severn Tunnel, the noise of the train drowns out both professor and listener, who willingly takes on the role of student. Between Newport and Neath, David thinks he’s never met anyone so interesting. This has been his first real introduction to the greatest book of all: the Book of the Earth itself. Rossiter feels an indescribable attraction to this young Welshman living abroad. David may not say much, but what he does share shows he’s a quick thinker and someone with a well-trained mind. Yet somehow, the professor of Biology at the University of London—and many other things besides—F.R.S., F.Z.S., F.L.S., a Gold Medallist of various academies and universities abroad—doesn't see him as a soldier or a non-commissioned officer in the British Army: law student seems a more fitting description. However, as they get closer to Swansea, Michael Rossiter gives Mr. D.V. Williams his card (D.V.W. regrets he can’t return the favor but says he hasn't really settled down with any address yet) and—although he usually prefers silence on trains and is careful about making new acquaintances—hopes he’ll come by 1, Park Crescent one afternoon—"My wife and I are generally home on Thursdays"—when everyone is back in town for the autumn. They part ways at Swansea station.
David spends the night at Swansea, employing some of his time there by enquiring at the Terminus Hotel as to the roads that lead up the valley of the Llwchwr, what sort of a place is Pontystrad ("the bridge by the meadow"), whether any one knows the clergyman of that parish, Mr.... er ... Howel Vaughan Williams. The "boots" or one of the "bootses," it appears, comes from the neighbourhood of Pontystrad and knows the reverend gentleman by sight—a nice old gentleman—has heard that he's aged much of late years since his son ran away and disappeared out in Africa. His sight was getting bad, Boots understood, and he could not see to do all the reading and writing he was once so great at.
David spends the night in Swansea, using some of his time there to ask at the Terminus Hotel about the roads that lead up the valley of the Llwchwr, what Pontystrad ("the bridge by the meadow") is like, and whether anyone knows the local clergyman, Mr. … er … Howel Vaughan Williams. It turns out that one of the bellhops is from the Pontystrad area and recognizes the reverend gentleman by sight—a nice old man—who has apparently aged quite a lot in recent years since his son ran away and disappeared in Africa. According to the bellhop, his eyesight has been getting worse, and he can’t read and write as well as he used to.
After a rather wakeful night, during which D.V. Williams is more disturbed by his thoughts and schemes than by the continual noises of the trains passing into and out of Swansea, he rises early and drafts a telegram:—
After a pretty restless night, during which D.V. Williams is more troubled by his thoughts and plans than by the constant sounds of the trains coming in and out of Swansea, he gets up early and writes a telegram:—
Revd. Howel Williams, Vicarage, Pontystrad, Glamorgan. Hope return home this evening. All is well.
Revd. Howel Williams, Vicarage, Pontystrad, Glamorgan. Hope to return home this evening. Everything is good.
David.
David.
Then pays his bill and tries to mount his bicycle the wrong way to the great amusement of the Boots; then remembers the right way and rides off, with the confidence of one long accustomed to bicycling, through the crowded traffic of Swansea in the direction of Llwchwr.
Then he pays his bill and tries to hop on his bike the wrong way, which really amuses the staff; then he remembers the right way and rides off, confidently like someone who's used to biking, through the busy streets of Swansea toward Llwchwr.
It was a very hot ride through a very lovely country, now largely spoilt by mining and metallurgy, along a road that was constantly climbing up steeply to descend abruptly. David of course could have travelled by rail to the Pontyffynon station and thence have ridden back three miles to Pontystrad. But he wished purposely to bicycle the whole way from Swansea and take in with the eye the land of his fathers. He was postponing as long as possible the test of meeting his father, the father of the young n'eer-do-weel who had been lying for months in a South African field hospital the year before. He halted for a cup of tea at Llandeilotalybont ... Wales has many place names like this ... and being there not many miles from Pontystrad was able to glean more recent and more circumstantial information about the man he proposed to greet as "father."
It was a really hot ride through a beautiful area, now mostly ruined by mining and metalwork, along a road that was always steeply climbing up and then dropping down quickly. David could have taken the train to the Pontyffynon station and then biked the three miles back to Pontystrad. But he wanted to ride his bicycle the entire way from Swansea to see the land of his ancestors. He was pushing off the moment of having to face his father, the dad of the young slacker who had been lying in a South African field hospital for months the previous year. He stopped for a cup of tea at Llandeilotalybont ... Wales has a lot of place names like this ... and since he was not far from Pontystrad, he was able to gather more recent and detailed information about the man he planned to call "father."
At half-past six that evening, having perspired and dried, perspired and dried, strained a tendon and acquired a headache, he halted before the gate of the Vicarage garden at Pontystrad, having been followed thither to his secret annoyance by quite a troop of village boys of whom he had imprudently asked the way. As they talked Welsh he could not tell what they were saying, but conjectured that his telegram had arrived and that he was expected.
At 6:30 that evening, after sweating and drying off, sweating and drying off again, straining a tendon, and getting a headache, he stopped in front of the gate to the Vicarage garden at Pontystrad. He had been followed there, much to his secret annoyance, by a group of village boys whom he had foolishly asked for directions. Since they were speaking Welsh, he couldn't understand what they were saying, but he guessed that his telegram had arrived and that people were expecting him.
Standing under the porch of the house was an old man with a long white beard like a Druid in spectacles shading his eyes and expectant...
Standing under the porch of the house was an old man with a long white beard, resembling a Druid, wearing glasses that shielded his eyes as he waited expectantly...
A bicycle might prove an incumbrance in the ensuing interview, so David hastily propped his against a fuchsia hedge and hurried forward to meet the old man, who extended hands to envelop him, not trusting to his eyes. An old, rosy-cheeked woman in a sunbonnet came up behind the old man, shrieked out "Master David!" and only waited with twitching fingers for her own onslaught till the father had first embraced his prodigal son. This was done at least three times, accompanied with tears, blessings, prayers, the uplifting of poor filmy eyes to a cloudless Heaven—"Diolch i Dduw!"—ejaculations as to the wonder of it—"Rhyfeddol yw yn eiholl ffyrdd"—God's Providence—His ways are past finding out! "Ni ellir olrain ei Ragluniaeth!"—"My own dear boy! Fy machgen annwyli!"
A bicycle might be a hassle during the upcoming meeting, so David quickly leaned his against a fuchsia hedge and rushed to greet the old man, who reached out to wrap him in his arms, not trusting his eyes. An old, rosy-cheeked woman in a sunbonnet came up behind the old man, shouted "Master David!" and waited with twitching fingers for her turn until the father had first embraced his wayward son. This happened at least three times, filled with tears, blessings, prayers, and the lifting of poor, misty eyes to a clear sky—"Thank God!"—expressions of disbelief—"It's amazing in all its ways"—God's Providence—His ways are beyond understanding! "His guidance cannot be thwarted!"—"My own dear boy! My beloved son!"
Then the old woman took her turn: "Master David! Eh, but you're changed, mun!"—then a lot of Welsh exclamations, which until the Welsh can agree to spell their tongue phonetically I shall not insert—"Five years since you left us! Eh, and I never thought to see you no more. Some said you wass dead, others that you wass taken prisoner by the Wild Boars. But here you are, and welcome—indeed—" Then Master David between the embraces was scanned, a little more critically than by the purblind father, but with distinct approval.
Then the old woman took her turn: "Master David! Oh, but you've changed, haven’t you?"—then a lot of Welsh exclamations, which until the Welsh can agree to spell their language phonetically I won’t include—"Five years since you left us! Oh, and I never thought I’d see you again. Some said you were dead, others that you were captured by the Wild Boars. But here you are, and welcome—really—" Then Master David, caught in the embraces, was examined a bit more critically than by his blind father, but with clear approval.
At last David stood apart in the stone-flagged hall of the Vicarage. His abundant hair was rumpled, his face was stained by other people's tears, his collar, tie, dress disordered, and his heart touched. It was a rare experience in his twenty-four years of life—he guessed that should be his age—to find himself really taken on trust, really desired and loved. Honoria's friendship was a pure and precious thing, but in its very purity carefully restrained. Praddy's kindness, and the office boy's worship had both been gratifying to Vivie's self-esteem, but both had to be kept at bay. Somehow the love of a father and of an old nurse were of a different category to these other contacts.
At last, David stood alone in the stone-floored hall of the Vicarage. His messy hair was tousled, his face was marked by others' tears, and his collar, tie, and clothes were disheveled, but his heart was moved. It was a rare moment in his twenty-four years of life—he figured that should be his age—to truly feel trusted, genuinely wanted, and loved. Honoria's friendship was a pure and valuable thing, but it was also carefully restrained in its purity. Praddy's kindness and the office boy's admiration had both been uplifting for Vivie's self-esteem, but both needed to be kept at a distance. For some reason, the love of a father and an old nurse felt different from these other relationships.
All these thoughts passed through David's brain in thirty seconds. He shook himself, straightened himself, smiled adequately, and tried to live up to the situation.
All these thoughts raced through David's mind in thirty seconds. He shook himself, straightened up, smiled appropriately, and tried to make the best of the situation.
"Dear father! And dear ... Nannie! (A bold but successful deduction). How sweet of you both—greeting me like this. I've come home a very different David to the one that left you—what was it? Five—six years ago?—to go to Mr. Praed's studio. I've learnt a lot in the interval. But I'm so sick of the past, I don't want to talk about it more than I can help, and I've been in very queer health since I got ill—and—wounded—in—South Africa. My memory has gone for many things—I'm afraid I've forgotten all my Welsh, Nannie, but it'll soon come back, that is, if I may stay here a bit." (Exclamations from father and nurse: "This is your home, Davy-bach!") "I'm not going to stay too long this time because I've got my living to earn in London....
"Dear Dad! And dear... Nannie! (A bold but successful deduction). It's so sweet of both of you to greet me like this. I've come home a very different David than the one who left you—what was it? Five—six years ago?—to go to Mr. Praed's studio. I've learned a lot in the meantime. But I'm so tired of the past; I don't want to talk about it more than necessary, and I've been in really odd health since I got sick—and—wounded—in—South Africa. My memory has faded for many things—I'm afraid I've forgotten all my Welsh, Nannie, but it’ll come back soon, that is, if I can stay here a bit." (Exclamations from Dad and nurse: "This is your home, Davy-bach!") "I'm not planning to stay too long this time because I've got to earn a living in London....
"Did you never hear anything about me from ... South Africa ... or the War Office—or—your old college chum, Mr. Gardner?"
"Have you never heard anything about me from ... South Africa ... or the War Office—or—your old college friend, Mr. Gardner?"
"I heard—my own dear boy—" said the Revd. Howel, again taking him in his arms in a renewed spasm of affection. "I heard you were wounded and very ill in the camp hospital at Colesberg. It was a nursing sister, I think, who sent me the information. I wrote several times to the War Office, my letters were acknowledged, that was all. Then Sam Gardner wrote to me from Margate and said his son had been in the same hospital with you. Later on I saw in a Bristol paper that this hospital—Colesberg—had fallen into the hands of the Boers and the Cape insurgents. Then I said to myself 'My poor boy's been taken prisoner' and as time went on, 'My poor boy's dead, or he would have written to me.'"
"I heard—my own dear boy—" said the Reverend Howel, once again holding him in a new burst of affection. "I heard you were wounded and very sick in the camp hospital at Colesberg. I think it was a nursing sister who sent me the news. I wrote several times to the War Office; my letters were acknowledged, but that was it. Then Sam Gardner wrote to me from Margate, saying his son had been in the same hospital as you. Later, I saw in a Bristol newspaper that this hospital—Colesberg—had fallen into the hands of the Boers and the Cape insurgents. Then I thought to myself, 'My poor boy's been taken prisoner,' and as time passed, 'My poor boy's dead, or he would have written to me.'"
Here the Revd. Howel stopped to wipe his eyes and blow his nose. David touched through his armour of cynicism, said—Nannie retiring to prepare the evening meal—"Father dear, though I don't want to refer too often to the past, I behaved disgracefully some time ago and the Colonies seemed my only chance of setting myself right. I did manage to get away from the Boers, but I had not the courage to present myself before you till I had done something to regain your good opinion. I have got now good employment in London and I'm even reading up Law. We will talk of that by and bye but I tell you now—from my heart—I am a different David to the one you knew, and you shall never regret taking me back."
Here the Rev. Howel paused to wipe his eyes and blow his nose. David, breaking through his armor of cynicism, said—Nannie had gone off to prepare the evening meal—"Dad, even though I don't want to bring up the past too much, I acted shamefully a while back, and the Colonies seemed like my only chance to make things right. I did manage to escape from the Boers, but I didn't have the courage to come to you until I accomplished something to earn your good opinion again. I have a good job in London now and I'm even studying Law. We can talk about that later, but I want to tell you now—from the bottom of my heart—I’m a different David than the one you used to know, and you'll never regret taking me back."
Both father and son were crying now, for emotion especially in Wales is catching. But the father laughed through his tears; and incoherently thanked God for the return of the prodigal—a fine upstanding lad—whole and sound. "No taint about you, Davy, I'll be bound. Why your voice alone shows you've been a clean liver. It's music in my ears, and if I could see as well as I can hear I'd wager you're a handsome lad and have lost much of your foolishness. Davy, lad" (lowering his voice) "you've no cause to be anxious about Jenny. She—she—had a boy, but we got her married to a miner—I made it right with him. She has another child now, but they're being brought up together. We won't refer to it again. She lives twenty miles from here, at Gower—and ... and ... there's an end of it....
Both father and son were crying now, because emotions, especially in Wales, are contagious. But the father laughed through his tears and incoherently thanked God for the return of the prodigal—a fine upstanding young man—whole and sound. "No issues about you, Davy, I'll bet. Your voice alone shows you’ve been living well. It’s music to my ears, and if I could see you as clearly as I can hear you, I’d wager you’re a good-looking guy and have shed a lot of your foolishness. Davy, my boy" (lowering his voice) "you don’t need to worry about Jenny. She—she—had a baby, but we got her married to a miner—I made it right with him. She has another child now, but they’re being raised together. We won’t bring it up again. She lives twenty miles from here in Gower—and ... and ... that's the end of it....
"Now you won't run away back to London till you're obliged? Where's your luggage? At Pontyffynon?"
"Are you really not going to run back to London until you have to? Where's your luggage? Is it at Pontyffynon?"
"No," said David, a little non-plussed at evidences of his dissolute past and this unexpected fatherhood assumed on his account. "I haven't more luggage than what is contained in my bicycle bag. But don't let that concern you. I'll go over to Swansea one day or some nearer town and buy what may be necessary, and I'll stay with you all my holidays, tell you all my plans, and even after I go back to London I'll always come down here when I can get away. For the present I'm going simply to enjoy myself for the first time in my life. The last four years we'll look on as a horrid dream. What a paradise you live in." His eye ranged over the two-storeyed, soundly-built stone house facing south, with mountains behind and the western sun throwing shafts of warm yellow green over the lawn and the flower beds; over clumps of elms in the middle, southern distance, that might have been planted by the Romans (who loved this part of Wales). Bees, butterflies and swallows were in the air; the distant lowing of kine, the scent of the roses, the clatter in the kitchen where Nannie aided by another female servant was preparing supper, even the barking of a watch dog; aware that something unusual was going on, completed the impression of the blissful countryside. "What a paradise you live in! How could I have left it?"
"No," said David, a bit taken aback by reminders of his reckless past and this unexpected role as a father. "I don’t have more luggage than what’s in my bike bag. But don’t worry about that. I'll head over to Swansea one day or a nearby town and buy what I need, and I’ll spend all my holidays with you, share all my plans, and even after I go back to London, I’ll always come down here whenever I can. For now, I just want to enjoy myself for the first time in my life. We can think of the last four years as a terrible dream. What a paradise you live in." His gaze swept over the two-story, solidly-built stone house facing south, with mountains behind it and the western sun casting warm yellow-green rays over the lawn and flower beds; over clusters of elms in the southern distance that could have been planted by the Romans (who loved this part of Wales). Bees, butterflies, and swallows filled the air; the distant lowing of cattle, the scent of roses, the clatter in the kitchen where Nannie and another woman were preparing dinner, and even the barking of a watch dog—aware that something unusual was happening—added to the feeling of blissful countryside. "What a paradise you live in! How could I have left it?"
"Ay, dear lad; I doubt not it looks strange and new to you since you've been in South Africa and London. But it'll soon seem homelike enough. And now you'll like to see your room, and have a wash before supper. Tom, the gardener, shall take in your bicycle and give it a rub over. I've still got the old one here in the coach-house which you left behind. Tom's new, since you left. He's not so clever with the bees as your old friend Evan was, but he's a steadier lad. I fear me Evan led you into some of your scrapes. The fault was partly mine. I shouldn't have let you run wild so much, but I was so wrapped up in my studies—Well, well!"
"Ah, my dear boy; I don't doubt it looks strange and new to you after your time in South Africa and London. But it'll soon feel like home. Now you’ll want to see your room and freshen up before dinner. Tom, the gardener, will take your bike and give it a clean. I still have the old one here in the coach house that you left behind. Tom's new since you were last here. He’s not as skilled with the bees as your old friend Evan was, but he's a more reliable guy. I’m worried Evan got you into some trouble. It was partly my fault. I shouldn’t have let you run wild so much, but I was so caught up in my studies—Well, well!"
David was careful to play his part sufficiently to say when shown into his old bedroom, "Just the same, father; scarcely a bit altered—but isn't the bed moved—to another place?"
David was careful to play his part well enough to say when he was shown into his old bedroom, "Still the same, Dad; hardly changed at all—but isn't the bed moved to a different spot?"
"You're right, my boy—Ah! your memory can't be as bad as you pretend. Yes, we moved it there, Bridget and I, because the Archdeacon came once to stay and complained of the draught from the window."
"You're right, my boy—Ah! your memory can't be as bad as you act like. Yes, Bridget and I moved it there because the Archdeacon stayed with us once and complained about the draft from the window."
"The deuce he did!" said David. "Well, I shan't complain of anything."
"The heck he did!" said David. "Well, I won't complain about anything."
His father left him and he then proceeded to lay out the small store of things he had brought in his bicycle bag, giving special prominence to the shaving tackle. He had just finished a summary toilet when there was a tap on the door, and, suppressing an exclamation of impatience—for he dearly wanted time and solitude for collected thought—he admitted Bridget.
His father left him, and he then started to unpack the small items he had brought in his bike bag, making sure to highlight the shaving gear. He had just wrapped up a quick grooming when there was a knock on the door, and, holding back a sigh of frustration—because he really wanted some time and alone space to gather his thoughts—he let Bridget in.
"Well, Nannie," he said, "come for a gossip?"
"Well, Nannie," he said, "are you here for a chat?"
"Yess. I can hardly bear to take my eyes off you, for you've changed, you have changed. And yet, I don't know? You don't look much older than you wass when you went off to London to be an architect. Your cheek—" (lifting her hand and stroking it, while David tried hard not to wince) "Your cheek's as soft and smooth as it was then, as any young girl's. Wherever you've been, the world has not treated you very bad. No one would have dreamt you'd been all the way to South Africa to them Wild Boars. But some men wear wonderful well. I suppose your father giv' you a bit of a shock? He's much older looking; and he wassn't suffering, to speak of, from his sight when you went away. And now he can hardly see to read even with his new spectol. Old Doctor Murgatroyd can't do nothing for him—Advises him to go to see some Bristol or London eye-doctor. But after you seemed to disappear in Africa he had no heart for trying to get his sight back. He'd sit for hours doing nothing but think and talk, all about old Welsh times, or Bible times. Of course he knows hiss services by heart; hiss only job wass with the Lessons.... But you see, he'd often only have me and the girl and Tom in church. There's a new preacher up at Little Bethel that's drawn all the village folk to hear him. But your father'll be a different man now—you see, he'll be like a boy again. And if you could stay long enough, you might take him to Bristol—or Clifton I think it wass—to see if they could do anything about his eyes....
"Yes. I can hardly take my eyes off you because you've changed, you really have changed. But I don't know... you don't seem much older than you did when you left for London to become an architect. Your cheek—" (she lifted her hand and stroked it, while David tried hard not to wince) "Your cheek is as soft and smooth as it was back then, just like any young girl's. Wherever you've been, the world hasn't treated you too badly. No one would have guessed you traveled all the way to South Africa with those Wild Boars. But some men age gracefully. I guess your dad gave you quite a shock? He looks much older; he wasn't really having issues with his eyesight when you left. Now he can hardly read, even with his new glasses. Old Doctor Murgatroyd can't do anything for him—he suggests seeing some eye doctor in Bristol or London. But after you seemed to vanish in Africa, he lost the motivation to try and get his sight back. He’d sit for hours doing nothing but think and talk about old Welsh times or Bible times. Of course, he knows his services by heart; his only job was with the Lessons... But you see, he often only had me, the girl, and Tom in church. There's a new preacher at Little Bethel who has drawn all the village folks to listen to him. But your dad will be a different man now—you see, he’ll be like a boy again. And if you could stay long enough, you might take him to Bristol—or Clifton, I think it was—to see if they could do anything about his eyes..."
"The past's the past and we aren't going to say no more about it, and now you've turned over a new leaf—somehow I can't feel you're the same person—don't go worrying yourself about that slut Jenny. She's all right. After your baby was born at her mother's, she went into service at Llanelly and there she met a miner who's at work on the new coal mine in Gower. He wasn't a bad sort of chap and when he'd heard her story he said for a matter of twenty pound he'd marry her and take over her baby. So your father paid the twenty pounds, and if she'll only keep straight she'll be none the worse for what's happened. I always said it wass my fault. It wass the year I had to go away to my sister, and your father had to go to St. David's, and after all, if it hadn't 'a-been you, it 'd 'a-been young Evan. Why there's bin some girls in the village have had two and even three babies before they settled down and got married. Now we must dish up supper. I've given you lots and lots of pancakes and the cream and honey you wass always so fond of—you bad boy—" She ventured a kiss on the smooth cheek of her nursling and heavily descended the stairs.
"The past is the past, and we aren’t going to talk about it anymore. Now that you’ve turned over a new leaf—I just can’t shake the feeling you’re not the same person—don’t stress about that girl Jenny. She’s doing fine. After your baby was born at her mom’s, she started working in Llanelly, where she met a miner working at the new coal mine in Gower. He was a decent guy, and when he heard her story, he said for about twenty pounds, he’d marry her and take in her baby. So your dad paid the twenty pounds, and if she can just keep it together, she’ll be fine after everything that’s happened. I always thought it was my fault. That was the year I had to go stay with my sister, and your dad had to head to St. David’s. Honestly, if it hadn’t been you, it would have been young Evan. Some girls in the village have had two or even three babies before they finally settled down and got married. Now we need to get supper ready. I made you lots of pancakes and the cream and honey you’ve always loved—sneaky boy—" She leaned in for a kiss on her child's smooth cheek and heavily walked down the stairs.
David had a very bad night, because to please his old nurse he had eaten too many of her pancakes with cream and honey. In fact, he had at last to tip-toe down through a sleeping house cautiously to let himself out and relieve his feelings by pacing the verandah till the nausea passed off. After that he lay long awake trying to size up the situation. He got his thoughts at last into some such shape as this:—
David had a terrible night because, to make his old nurse happy, he had eaten way too many of her pancakes with cream and honey. In fact, he ended up having to tiptoe through a sleeping house carefully to let himself out and walk around on the porch until the nausea went away. After that, he lay awake for a long time trying to figure out the situation. Eventually, he managed to organize his thoughts into something like this:—
"It's clear I was a regular young rake before I was sent up to London to be Praddy's pupil. Apparently I seduced the housemaid or kitchenmaid—my father's establishment seems to consist of Nannie who is housekeeper and cook, and a maid who does housework and helps in the kitchen—and this unfortunate girl who fell a prey to my solicitations—or more likely misled me—afterwards gave birth to a child attributed either to my fatherhood or the gardener's. But the matter has been hushed up by a payment of twenty pounds and the girl is now married and respectable and ought to give no further trouble. I suppose that was a climax of naughtiness on my part and the main reason why I was sent away. The two people who matter most have received me without doubt or question, but the one to be wary about is the old nurse, whose very affection makes her inconveniently inquisitive. Mem. get up and lock my door, or else she may come in with hot water or something in the morning and take me by surprise.
"It's clear I was just a typical young troublemaker before I was sent to London to be Praddy's student. I apparently seduced either the housemaid or the kitchen maid—my father’s household seems to consist of Nannie, who is the housekeeper and cook, and a maid who handles the cleaning and helps in the kitchen—and this unfortunate girl who fell victim to my advances—or more likely misled me—later gave birth to a child claimed to be either mine or the gardener’s. But the issue has been swept under the rug with a payment of twenty pounds, and the girl is now married and respectable, so she shouldn’t cause any more problems. I guess that was the height of my mischief and the main reason I was sent away. The two people who matter most have accepted me without doubt or question, but the one I need to be careful with is the old nurse, whose affection makes her inconveniently nosy. Mem. get up and lock my door, or else she might come in with hot water or something in the morning and catch me off guard."
"The original David is evidently dead and well out of the way. There can be no harm in my taking his place, at any rate for a few years: it may give the old man new life and genuine happiness, for I shall play my part as a good son, and certainly shall cost him nothing. I'll begin by taking him to an oculist and finding out what is wrong with his eyes.... Probably only cataract. It may be possible to effect a cure and he can then finish his book on the history of Glamorganshire from earliest times. Must remember, by the bye, that the Welsh change most of the old m's into f's and that this country is called Forganwg, with the w pronounced like oo, and the f like v. Must learn some Welsh. What a nuisance. But nothing is worth doing if it isn't done well. If I can keep this deception up this would be a jolly place to come to for occasional holidays, and I simply couldn't have a better reference to respectability, sex and station with the benchers of Lincoln's Inn than 'my father,' the Revd. Howel Williams, Vicar of Pontystrad. They'll probably want a second or a third reference. Can I rely on Praddy? Is it possible I might work up my acquaintance with that professor whom I met in the train? I'll see. Perhaps I could attend classes of his if he lectures in London."
"The original David is clearly gone and out of the picture. There’s really no harm in me taking his place, at least for a few years: it might give the old man a fresh start and actual happiness, since I’ll play my role as a good son and will definitely cost him nothing. I’ll kick things off by taking him to an eye doctor to figure out what’s wrong with his vision... Probably just cataracts. There might be a chance for a cure, and then he can wrap up his book on the history of Glamorganshire from the earliest days. I must remember, by the way, that the Welsh change most of the old m's into f's, and this place is called Forganwg, with the w pronounced like oo, and the f like v. I need to learn some Welsh. What a hassle. But nothing is worth doing if it’s not done well. If I can maintain this charade, this could be a great spot for occasional vacations, and I couldn’t ask for a better reference for respectability, status, and class with the benchers of Lincoln's Inn than 'my father,' the Rev. Howel Williams, Vicar of Pontystrad. They’ll likely want a second or third reference. Can I count on Praddy? Is it possible I could strengthen my connection with that professor I met on the train? We'll see. Maybe I could enroll in his classes if he lectures in London."
Then the plotting David fell asleep at last and woke to hear the loud tapping on his door at eight o'clock, of Bridget, rather surprised to find the door locked, but entering (when he had garbed himself in his Norfolk jacket and opened the door), with hot water for shaving and a cup of tea.
Then the scheming David finally fell asleep and woke up to the loud knocking on his door at eight o'clock. Bridget, somewhat surprised to find the door locked, came in (after he put on his Norfolk jacket and opened the door) with hot water for shaving and a cup of tea.
It was a hot July morning, and while he dressed, the southern breeze came in through the open window scented by the roses and the lemon verbena growing against the wall. His father was pacing up and down the hall and the verandah restlessly awaiting him, fearing lest the whole episode of the day before might not have been one of his waking dreams. His failing sight made reading almost a torture and writing more a matter of feeling than visual perception. Time therefore hung wearisomely on his hands; Bridget was not a good reader, besides being too busy a housekeeper to have time for it. Had David really returned to him? Would he sometimes read aloud and sometimes write his letters, or even the finish of his History? Too good to be true!
It was a hot July morning, and as he got dressed, the southern breeze drifted in through the open window, carrying the scents of the roses and lemon verbena growing against the wall. His father was pacing back and forth in the hallway and on the veranda, anxiously waiting for him, worried that the previous day's events might have been just a waking dream. His deteriorating eyesight made reading nearly unbearable, and writing relied more on feeling than on what he could see. Time dragged painfully for him; Bridget wasn’t a great reader and was too busy managing the household to carve out any time for it. Had David really come back to him? Would he sometimes read aloud and sometimes write his letters, or even finish his History? It felt too good to be true!
But there was David coming down the stairs, greeting him with tender affection. "Read and write for you, father? Of course! But before I go back to London—and unfortunately I must go back early in August—I'm going to take you to see an oculist—Bristol or Clifton perhaps—and get your sight restored."
But there was David coming down the stairs, greeting him with warm affection. "Read and write for you, Dad? Of course! But before I go back to London—and unfortunately I have to head back early in August—I’m going to take you to see an eye doctor—maybe in Bristol or Clifton—and get your eyesight fixed."
After breakfast, however, the father decided he must take David round the village, to see and be seen. David was not very anxious to go, but as the Revd. Howel looked disappointed he gave in.
After breakfast, though, the father decided he needed to take David around the village to see and be seen. David wasn't too eager to go, but since Mr. Howel looked disappointed, he agreed.
It had to be got over some time or other. So they first visited the church, a building in the form of a cross, with an imposing battlemented tower. Here David asked to inspect the registers and found therein (while the old gentleman silently prayed or sat in mute thankfulness in a sunny corner)—the record of his father's marriage to Mary Vavasour twenty-six years before (Mary was twenty-three and the Revd. Howel forty at the time) and of his own baptism two years afterwards.
It had to be dealt with eventually. So they first went to the church, a cross-shaped building with an impressive tower. Here, David asked to look at the registers and found, while the old gentleman silently prayed or sat quietly in a sunny corner, the record of his father's marriage to Mary Vavasour twenty-six years earlier (Mary was twenty-three and the Revd. Howel was forty at the time) and of his own baptism two years later.
Then issuing from the church, father and son walked through the village, the father pointing out the changes for better or worse that had taken place in four years, and not noticing the vagueness of his son's memories of either persons or features in the landscape. The village, like most Welsh villages, was of white-washed cottages, slate-roofed, but it was embowered with that luxuriance of foliage and flowers which makes Glamorganshire—out of sight of the coal-mining—seem an earthly paradise. Every now and then the Revd. Howel would nudge his son and say: "That man who spoke was old Goronwy, as big a scoundrel now as he was five years ago," or he would introduce David to a villager of whom he thought more favourably. If she were a young woman she generally smirked and looked sideways; if a man he grunted out a Welsh greeting or only gave a nod of surly recognition. Several professed fluent recognition but some said in Welsh "he wasn't a bit like the Mr. David they had known." Whereupon the Revd. Howel laughed and said: "Wait till you have been out to South Africa fighting for your king and country and see if that doesn't change you!"
Then, after leaving the church, father and son walked through the village, with the father pointing out the changes, good and bad, that had happened over the past four years, not realizing how vague his son’s memories were of people or the landscape features. The village, like most Welsh villages, had white-washed cottages with slate roofs, but it was surrounded by a lush abundance of greenery and flowers that made Glamorganshire—away from the coal mines—seem like paradise on earth. Every now and then, Reverend Howel would nudge his son and say, “That man who spoke was old Goronwy, just as much of a scoundrel now as he was five years ago,” or he would introduce David to a villager he liked better. If she were a young woman, she usually smirked and looked sideways; if it was a man, he would grunt a Welsh greeting or just nod grumpily. Some people claimed to remember him well, but others said in Welsh, “he wasn’t anything like the Mr. David they knew.” To which Reverend Howel laughed and said, “Wait till you’ve been out in South Africa fighting for your king and country and see if that doesn’t change you!”
The visit to the Clifton oculist resulted in a great success. The oculist after two or three days' preparation in a nursing home performed the operation and advised David then to leave his father for a few days (promising if any unfavourable symptoms supervened he would telegraph) so that he might pass the time in sleep as much as possible, and with no mental stimulation. During this interval David transferred himself and his bicycle to Swansea, and thence visited the Gower caves where he ran up against Rossiter once more and spent delightful hours being inducted into palæontology by Rossiter and his companions. Then back to—by contrast—boresome Clifton (except for its Zoological Gardens). After another week his father was well enough to be escorted home. In another fortnight he might be able to use his eyes, and soon after that would be able to read and write—in moderation.
The visit to the Clifton eye doctor was a big success. After a couple of days of preparation in a nursing home, the eye doctor performed the operation and advised David to leave his father for a few days (promising he would send a telegram if any bad symptoms occurred) so his father could rest and avoid any mental stimulation. During this time, David took himself and his bicycle to Swansea and then explored the Gower caves, where he ran into Rossiter again and spent enjoyable hours learning about paleontology from Rossiter and his friends. Then it was back to—by comparison—boring Clifton (except for its Zoological Gardens). After another week, his father was healthy enough to go home. In another two weeks, he might be able to use his eyes, and soon after that, he would be able to read and write—in moderation.
But David could not wait to see his intervention crowned with complete success. He must keep faith with Honoria who would be wanting a long holiday in Switzerland; and their joint business must not suffer by his absence from London. There were, indeed, times when the peace and comfort and beauty of Pontystrad got hold of him and he asked himself: "Why not settle down here for the rest of his life, put aside other ambitions, attempt no more than this initial fraud, leave the hateful world wherein women had only three chances to men's seven." Then there would arise once more fierce ambition, the resolve to avenge Vivien Warren for her handicaps, the desire to keep tryst with Honoria and to enjoy more of Rossiter's society. Besides, he ran a constant risk of discovery under the affectionate but puzzled inspection of the old nurse. In her mind, residence amongst the "Wild Boars," service in an army, travel and adventure generally during an absence of five years, as well as emergence from adolescence into manhood, accounted for much change in physical appearance, but not sufficiently for the extraordinary change in morale: the contrast between the vicious, untidy, selfish, insolent boy that had gone off to London with ill-concealed glee in 1896 and this grave-mannered, polite, considerate, pleasant-voiced young man who had already managed to find good employment in London before he revealed himself anew to his delighted father.
But David couldn't wait to see his efforts fully succeed. He needed to keep his promise to Honoria, who was looking forward to a long vacation in Switzerland, and their joint business shouldn’t suffer from his absence in London. There were moments when the peace, comfort, and beauty of Pontystrad captivated him, leading him to wonder, "Why not settle down here for the rest of my life, give up other ambitions, just focus on this initial deception, and leave behind the frustrating world where women only get three chances compared to men's seven?" Yet, fierce ambition would resurface, along with the determination to avenge Vivien Warren for her struggles, the wish to meet Honoria, and to enjoy more time with Rossiter. Plus, he was always at risk of being discovered under the affectionate but puzzled gaze of the old nurse. In her mind, living amongst the "Wild Boars," serving in the army, traveling, and having adventures over five years, along with transitioning from adolescence to adulthood, accounted for a lot of changes in his appearance, but not enough to explain the extraordinary shift in his morale: the stark difference between the vicious, messy, selfish, rude boy who went off to London with poorly concealed glee in 1896 and this serious, polite, considerate, pleasant-voiced young man who had already found good work in London before he revealed himself anew to his thrilled father.
These doubts David read in Nannie's mind. But he would not give them time and chance to become more precise and formulated. Gradually she would become used to the seeming miracle. In the meantime he would return to London, and if his father's recovery was complete he would not revisit "home" till Christmas. As soon as he was able to write, his father would forward him the copy of his birth-certificate, and he would likewise answer in the sense agreed upon any letters of reference or enquiry: would state the apprenticeship to architecture with Praed A.R.A., and then the impulse to go out to South Africa, the slight wound—David insisted it was slight, a fuss about nothing, because he had enquired about necrosis of the jaw and realized that even if he had recovered it would have left indisputable marks on face and throat. In fact there were so many complications involved in an escape from the Boers, only to be justified under the code of honour prevailing in war time, that he would rather his father said little or nothing about South Africa but left him to explain all that. A point of view readily grasped by the Revd. Howel, who to get such a son back would even have not thought too badly of desertion—and the negative letters of the War Office said nothing of that.
David sensed these doubts in Nannie's mind. But he wouldn't let them settle in and become clearer or more defined. Gradually, she would get used to this apparent miracle. In the meantime, he would go back to London, and if his father's recovery was complete, he wouldn't come back "home" until Christmas. As soon as he could write, his father would send him a copy of his birth certificate, and he would also respond to any reference letters or inquiries in the agreed-upon way: mentioning his apprenticeship in architecture with Praed A.R.A., followed by the urge to go to South Africa, the minor injury—David insisted it was minor, just a fuss over nothing—because he had asked about jaw necrosis and realized that even if he recovered, it would have left noticeable scars on his face and neck. In fact, there were so many complications involved in escaping from the Boers, only justifiable under the wartime code of honor, that he'd prefer his father said little or nothing about South Africa and let him handle that explanation. This was a perspective easily understood by the Revd. Howel, who would have thought little of desertion just to have such a son back—and the negative letters from the War Office didn't mention any of that.
So early in September, after the most varied, anxious, successful six weeks in his life—so far—David Vavasour Williams returned to Fig Tree Court, Inner Temple.
So early in September, after the most varied, anxious, and successful six weeks of his life—so far—David Vavasour Williams returned to Fig Tree Court, Inner Temple.
CHAPTER V
READING FOR THE BAR
It had been a hot, windless day in London, in early September. Though summer was in full swing in the country without a hint of autumn, the foliage in the squares and gardens of the Inns of Court was already seared and a little shrivelled. The privet hedges were almost black green; and the mould in the dismal borders that they screened looked as though it had never known rain or hose water and as if it could no more grow bright-tinted flowers than the asbestos of a gas stove which it resembled in consistency and colour. It was now an evening, ending one of those days which are peculiarly disheartening to a Londoner returned from a long stay in the depths of the country—a country which has hills and streams, ferny hollows, groups of birches, knolls surmounted with pines, meadows of lush, emerald-green grass, full-foliaged elms, twisted oaks, orchards hung with reddening apples, red winding lanes between unchecked hedges, blue mountains in the far distance, and the glimpse of a river or of ponds large enough to be called a mere or even a lake. The exhausted London to which David Williams had returned a few days previously had lost a few thousands of its West-end and City population—just, in fact, most of its interesting if unlikable folk, its people who mattered, its insolent spoilt darlings whom you liked to recognize in the Carlton atrium, in Hyde Park, in a box at the theatre: yet the frowsy, worthy millions were there all the same. The air of its then smelly streets was used up and had the ammoniac strench of the stable. It was a weary London. The London actors had not returned from Cornwall and Switzerland. Provincial companies enjoyed—a little anxiously owing to uncertain receipts at the box office—a brief license on the boards of famous play-houses. The newspapers had exhausted the stunt of the silly season and were at their flattest and most yawn-provoking. The South African War had reached its dreariest stage....
It had been a hot, windless day in London, in early September. Even though summer was still in full effect across the countryside, with no sign of autumn, the leaves in the squares and gardens of the Inns of Court were already scorched and slightly wilted. The privet hedges were almost black-green, and the soil in the gloomy borders they shielded looked as if it had never seen rain or a garden hose, unable to grow bright-colored flowers, resembling the dull consistency and color of a gas stove's asbestos. It was now evening, closing out one of those days particularly disheartening for a Londoner returning from a long stay in the serene countryside—a place with hills and streams, fern-filled hollows, clusters of birches, pine-topped knolls, meadows of lush, emerald grass, fully-leaved elms, gnarled oaks, orchards heavy with reddening apples, winding red lanes between wild hedges, distant blue mountains, and glimpses of rivers or sizeable ponds that could be called a mere or even a lake. The weary London that David Williams had come back to a few days earlier had lost thousands of its West End and City inhabitants—namely, most of its interesting but unlikable people, those who really mattered, its spoiled, arrogant darlings whom you enjoyed spotting in the Carlton atrium, in Hyde Park, or in a theater box: yet the scruffy, hardworking masses were still there. The air in its then-smelly streets was stale, carrying the ammonia stench of a stable. It was a tired London. The London actors had not returned from Cornwall and Switzerland. Provincial companies were nervously enjoying a brief run at the famous theaters, partly due to uncertain ticket sales. The newspapers had run out of sensational stories for the silly season and were at their most mundane and boring. The South African War had reached its most dreary phase...
Bertie Adams on this close September evening had out-stayed the other employés of Fraser and Warren in their fifth floor office at No. 88-90 Chancery Lane. He had remained after office hours to do a little work, a little "self-improvement"; and he was just about to close the outer office and leave the key with the housekeeper, when the lift came surging up and out of it stepped a young man in a summer suit and a bowler hat who, to Bertie's astonishment, not only dashed straight at the door of the partners' room, but opened its Yale lock with a latch-key as though long accustomed to do so. "But, sir!..." exclaimed the junior clerk (his promotion to that rank had tacitly dated from Vivie Warren's departure). "It's all right," said the stranger. "I'm Mr. David Williams and I've come to draw up some notes for Mrs. Claridge. I dare say Miss Fraser has told you I should work in the office every now and then whilst my cousin—Miss Warren, you know—is away. You needn't wait, though you can close the outer office before you go; and, by the bye, you might fetch me Who's Who for the present year." All this was said a little breathlessly.
Bertie Adams, on this chilly September evening, had stayed later than the other employees of Fraser and Warren in their fifth-floor office at No. 88-90 Chancery Lane. He had stuck around after hours to get some work done and do a bit of "self-improvement." Just as he was about to close the outer office and leave the key with the housekeeper, the elevator surged up, and out stepped a young man in a summer suit and a bowler hat. To Bertie's surprise, the man not only rushed straight to the partners' room but also opened its Yale lock with a latch-key as if he was used to it. "But, sir!...," exclaimed the junior clerk (his promotion to that position had effectively started when Vivie Warren left). "It's all good," said the stranger. "I'm Mr. David Williams, and I've come to prepare some notes for Mrs. Claridge. I assume Miss Fraser has informed you that I would be working in the office occasionally while my cousin—Miss Warren, you know—is away. You don’t need to wait, but you can close the outer office before you leave; and by the way, could you get me Who's Who for this year?" All of this was said a bit breathlessly.
Bertie brought the volume, then only half the size of its present bulk, because it lacked our new nobility and gave no heed to your favourite recreation. D.V. Williams stood in the yellow light of the west window, reading a letter... "Cousin? No! Twin brother, perhaps; but had she one?..." mused Bertie... and then, that never-to-be-forgotten voice ... "Here's 'Oo's Oo—er—Hoo's Hoo, I mean.... Miss..." He only added the last word as by some sub-conscious instinct.
Bertie brought the book, which was only half the size it is now, because it didn’t have our new nobility and didn’t pay attention to your favorite pastime. D.V. Williams stood in the yellow light of the west window, reading a letter... "Cousin? No! Twin brother, maybe; but did she have one?..." Bertie wondered... and then, that unforgettable voice ... "Here's 'Oo's Oo—er—Hoo's Hoo, I mean.... Miss..." He only added the last word by some subconscious instinct.
"Mister Williams," said Vivien-David-Warren Williams, facing him with resolute eyes. "Be quite clear about that, Adams; David Vavasour Williams, Miss Warren's cousin."
"Mister Williams," said Vivien-David-Warren Williams, looking at him with determined eyes. "Just so we're clear, Adams; David Vavasour Williams, Miss Warren's cousin."
"Indeed I will be, Miss ... Mister ... er ... Sir..." said the transfigured Bertie (his brain voice saying over and over again in ecstasy ... "I tumble to it! I tumble to it!"). And then again "Indeed I will, Mr. Williams. I'm a bit stupidlike this evenin' ... readin' too much.... May I stay and help you, Sir? I'm pretty quick on the typewriter, Miss Warren may have told you ... Sir ... and I ain't—I mean—I am not—half bad with me shorthand.... You know—I mean, she would know I'd joined them evenin' classes..."
"Absolutely, I will, Miss ... Mister ... um ... Sir..." said the transformed Bertie (his inner voice repeating in excitement ... "I get it! I get it!"). Then again, "Absolutely I will, Mr. Williams. I'm a bit slow today ... reading too much.... Can I stay and help you, Sir? I'm pretty fast on the typewriter, Miss Warren might have mentioned ... Sir ... and I’m not—I mean—I am not—half bad at shorthand.... You know—I mean, she would know I had joined those evening classes..."
"Thank you, Adams; but if you have joined the evening classes you oughtn't to interrupt your attendance there. I can quite manage here alone and you need not be afraid: I shall leave everything properly closed. You could give up the key of the outer office as you go out. You may often find me at work here after office hours, but that need not disturb you ... and I need hardly say, after all Miss Fraser and Miss Warren have told me about you, I rely on you to be at all times thoroughly discreet and not likely to discuss the work of this firm or my share in it with any one?"...
"Thank you, Adams; but if you've signed up for the evening classes, you shouldn't skip those. I can handle things here by myself, and you don’t have to worry: I’ll make sure everything is securely closed. You can just leave the key to the outer office as you head out. You might find me working here after hours, but that shouldn't bother you... and I can hardly emphasize enough, considering what Miss Fraser and Miss Warren have shared about you, I trust you to always be completely discreet and not discuss the work of this firm or my role in it with anyone?"
"Indeed you may ... Mr. Williams ... indeed you may.... Oh! I'm so happy.... Good-night ... Sir!"
"Yes, you can ... Mr. Williams ... absolutely! Oh! I'm so happy.... Good night ... Sir!"
And Adams's heart was too full for attendance at a lecture on Roman law. He went off instead to the play. He himself belonged now to the world of romance. He knew of things—and wild horses and red-hot tweezers should not tear the knowledge from him, or make him formulate his deductions—he knew of things as amazing, as prodigal of developments as anything in the problem play enacted beyond the pit and the stalls; he was the younger brother of Herbert Waring and the comrade of Jessie Joseph: at that moment deceiving the sleuth hounds of Stage law by parading in her fiancé's evening dress and going to prison for his sake.
And Adams's heart was too full to attend a lecture on Roman law. Instead, he went to the play. He was now part of the world of romance. He had knowledge—no amount of wild horses or red-hot tweezers could take that away from him or force him to explain it—he was aware of things just as incredible and full of twists as anything in the problem play unfolding beyond the pit and stalls; he was the younger brother of Herbert Waring and the companion of Jessie Joseph: at that moment, she was outsmarting the sleuth hounds of Stage law by wearing her fiancé's evening dress and going to prison for him.
Beryl Claridge had taken up much of Vivie Warren's work on the 1st of August in that year, while Honoria Fraser was touring in Switzerland. Miss Mullet and Miss Steynes were replaced (Steynes staying on a little later to initiate the new-comers) by two young women so commonplace yet such efficient machines that their names are not worth hunting up or inventing. If I have to refer to them I will call them Miss A. and Miss B.
Beryl Claridge had taken over most of Vivie Warren's work on August 1st of that year while Honoria Fraser was traveling in Switzerland. Miss Mullet and Miss Steynes were replaced (with Steynes staying on a bit longer to train the newcomers) by two young women who were so ordinary yet so efficient that their names aren't worth finding or creating. If I need to mention them, I'll call them Miss A. and Miss B.
Beryl Claridge was closely scanned by Bertie Adams, and frequently compared in his mind with the absent and idealized Vivie. He decided that although she was shrewd and clever and very good-looking, he did not like her. She smoked too many cigarettes for 1901. She had her curly hair "bobbed" (though the term was not invented then). She put up her feet too high and too often; so much so that the scandalized Bertie saw she wore black knickerbockers and no petticoats under her smart "tailor-made." She snapped your head off, was short, sharp and insolent, joked too much with the spectacled women clerks (who became her willing slaves); then would ask Bertie about his best girl and tell him he'd got jolly good teeth, a good biceps and quite a nice beginning of a moustache.
Beryl Claridge was closely observed by Bertie Adams, and he often compared her in his mind to the absent and idealized Vivie. He decided that even though she was smart, clever, and really attractive, he didn’t like her. She smoked too many cigarettes for 1901. She had her curly hair cut short (though the term wasn’t used back then). She propped her feet up too high and too often; so much so that a shocked Bertie noticed she wore black knickerbockers with no petticoats under her stylish suit. She had a sharp tongue, was brash, and rude, joked too much with the bespectacled female clerks (who ended up being her loyal followers); then she would ask Bertie about his girlfriend and tell him he had really nice teeth, strong biceps, and a good start on a mustache.
But she was a worker: no doubt of that! Of course, in the dead season there were not many clients to shock or to win over by her nonchalant manners, only a few women who required advice as to houses, stocks, and shares, law, or private enquiries as to the good faith of husbands or fiancés. Such as found their way up in the lift were a little disappointed at seeing Beryl in Vivie's chair or at not being received by their old friend Honoria Fraser. But Beryl was too good a business woman to put them off with any license of speech or manners. For the rest she spent August and early September in "mugging up" the firm's business. Although deep down in her curious little heart, under all her affectation of hardness and insolent disdain of public or family opinion she firmly loved her architect and the children she had borne him, she desired quite as passionately to be self-supporting, to earn a sufficient income of her own, to be dependent on no one. She might have her passing caprices and her loose and flippant mode of talking, but she wasn't going to be a failure, a cadger, a parasite, a "fallen" woman. She fully realized that in England no woman has fallen who is self-supporting, whose income meets her expenses and who pays her way. Given those guarantees, all else that she does which is not actually criminal is eventually put down to mere eccentricity.
But she was a hard worker; there was no doubt about that! During the slow season, there weren't many clients to impress or win over with her laid-back style, just a few women needing advice on real estate, investments, legal matters, or private inquiries about the trustworthiness of their husbands or fiancés. Those who came up in the elevator were a bit disappointed to find Beryl in Vivie's chair instead of being greeted by their old friend Honoria Fraser. However, Beryl was too sharp a businesswoman to give them any excuse for poor manners or comments. The rest of her time in August and early September was spent brushing up on the firm's business. Deep down in her curious little heart, beneath her tough exterior and arrogant disregard for what people thought of her or her family, she genuinely loved her architect and the children they had together. Still, she also passionately wanted to be self-sufficient, to earn a decent income on her own, and not depend on anyone. While she might have her fleeting whims and her casual, flippant way of speaking, she was determined not to be a failure, a freeloader, a parasite, or a "fallen" woman. She knew that in England, no woman is considered to have fallen if she is self-sufficient, if her income covers her expenses and she pays her own way. Given those assurances, anything else she did that wasn't actually illegal would eventually just be seen as a quirky behavior.
So Honoria's offer and Honoria's business provided her with a most welcome opening. She realized the opportunities that lay before this Woman's Office for General Inquiries, established in the closing years of the nineteenth century—this business that before Woman's enfranchisement nibbled discreetly at the careers and the openings for profit-making hitherto rigidly reserved for Man. She wasn't going to let Honoria down. Honoria, she realized, was in herself equivalent to many thousands of pounds in capital. Her reputation was flawless. She was known to and esteemed by a host of women of the upper middle class. Her Cambridge reputation for learning, her eventual inheritance of eighty thousand pounds were unexpressed reasons for many a woman of good standing preferring to confide her affairs to the judgment of Fraser and Warren, in preference to dealing with male legal advisers, male land agents, men on the Stock Exchange, men in house property business.
So Honoria's offer and Honoria's business gave her a very welcome opportunity. She recognized the potential of this Women's Office for General Inquiries, which was established in the final years of the nineteenth century—this venture that, before women's rights were recognized, subtly encroached on careers and profit-making avenues previously reserved for men. She wasn't going to let Honoria down. Honoria, she realized, was worth many thousands of pounds in capital on her own. Her reputation was impeccable. She was well-known and respected among many upper middle-class women. Her academic reputation from Cambridge and her eventual inheritance of eighty thousand pounds were unspoken reasons why many respectable women preferred to entrust their matters to the judgment of Fraser and Warren, rather than dealing with male legal advisors, male land agents, men on the Stock Exchange, or men in real estate.
So Beryl became in most respects a source of strength to Honoria Fraser, deprived for a time of the overt co-operation of her junior partner.
So Beryl became, in many ways, a source of strength for Honoria Fraser, who was temporarily lacking the direct support of her junior partner.
Beryl in the first few weeks of her stay evinced small interest in the departure of Vivien Warren and her reasons for going abroad. She had a scheme of her own in which her architect would take a prominent part, for providing women—authoresses, actresses, or the wives of the newly enriched—with week-end cottages; the desire for which was born with the Twentieth century and fostered by the invention of motors and bicycles. Cases before the firm for opinions on intricate legal problems Beryl was advised to place before the consideration of one of Honoria's friends, a law student, Mr. D.V. Williams, who would shortly be back from his holiday and who had agreed to look in at the office from time to time and go through such papers as were set aside for him to read. Beryl had remarked—without any intention behind it—on seeing some of his notes initialled V.W. that it was rum he should have the same initials as that Vivie girl whom she remembered at Newnham ... who was "so silent and standoffish and easily shocked." But she noticed later that when Mr. Williams got to work his initials were really three and not two—D.V.W. One thing with the other: her departure from the office at the regular closing hour—five—so that she might see her babies before they were put to bed; Williams's habit of coming to work after six; kept them from meeting till the October of 1901. When they did meet after Honoria's return from Switzerland, Beryl scanned the law student critically; decided he was rather nice-looking but very pre-occupied; perhaps engaged to some girl whose parents objected; rather mysterious, quand même; she had heard some one say this Mr. David Williams was a cousin or something of Vivie Warren ... what if he were in love with Vivie and she had gone away because she had some fad or other about not wanting to marry? Well! All this could be looked into some other time, if it were worth bothering about at all. Or could Williams be spoony on Honoria? After her money? He was much younger—evidently—but young men adored ripe women, and young girls idolized elderly soldiers. C'était à voir (Beryl ever since she had been to Paris on a stolen honeymoon with the architect liked saying things to herself in French).
Beryl, in the first few weeks of her stay, showed little interest in Vivien Warren's departure and her reasons for going abroad. She had her own plan, which involved her architect playing a key role in creating weekend cottages for women—authors, actresses, or the wives of the newly wealthy—something that had become popular with the dawn of the 20th century and the rise of cars and bicycles. Regarding cases that the firm had on complex legal issues, Beryl was advised to consult one of Honoria's friends, Mr. D.V. Williams, a law student who would soon be back from his holiday. He had agreed to drop by the office occasionally to review any papers set aside for him. Beryl had noted—without any particular intent—when she saw some of his notes marked with the initials V.W. that it was odd he shared the same initials as that Vivie girl she remembered from Newnham, who was "so quiet and aloof and easily shocked." However, she later realized that when Mr. Williams got to work, his initials were actually three, not two—D.V.W. All things considered: her leaving the office at the usual closing time—five o'clock—to see her kids before they went to bed; and Williams's habit of arriving after six; meant they didn’t meet until October 1901. When they finally did meet after Honoria returned from Switzerland, Beryl assessed the law student critically and concluded he was kind of handsome but very distracted; maybe he was engaged to someone whose parents disapproved; a bit mysterious, quand même; she had heard someone mention that Mr. David Williams was a cousin or something of Vivie Warren... what if he was in love with Vivie and she had left because she had some strange notion about not wanting to marry? Well! All of this could be figured out later, if it was worth thinking about at all. Or could Williams be infatuated with Honoria? After her money? He was much younger—obviously—but young men loved mature women, and young girls idolized older soldiers. C'était à voir (Beryl liked to say things to herself in French ever since her stolen honeymoon to Paris with the architect).
Towards the end of October, David received at Fig Tree Court a letter from his father in Glamorganshire.
Towards the end of October, David got a letter from his father in Glamorganshire while he was at Fig Tree Court.
Pontystrad Vicarage,
October 20, 1901.
Pontystrad Vicarage,
October 20, 1901.
My dear Son,—
My dear Son,—
The improvement in my sight continues. I can now read a little every day, by daylight, without pain or fatigue, and write letters. I feel I owe you a long one; but I shall write a portion each day and not try my eyes unduly.
The improvement in my vision continues. I can now read a little every day, in daylight, without pain or fatigue, and write letters. I feel I owe you a long one; but I’ll write a bit each day and not overstrain my eyes.
I am glad to know you are now settled down in chambers at Fig Tree Court in the Temple and have begun your studies for the Bar. You could not have taken up a finer profession. What seems to me so wonderful is that you should be able to earn your living at the same time and be no charge on me. I accept your assurances that you need no support; but never forget, my dear Son, that if you do, I am ready and willing to help. You sowed your wild oats—perhaps we both exaggerated the sins of the wild years—at any rate you have made a noble reparation. What a splendid school the Colonies must be! What a difference between the David who left me five years ago for Mr. Praed's studio and the David who returned to me last summer! I can never be sufficiently thankful to Almighty God for the change He has wrought in you! No lip religion, but a change of heart. I presume you explained everything to the Colonial Office after you got back to London and that you are now free to take up a civil career? The people out there never sent me any further information; but the other day one of my letters to you (written after I had received the sad news) returned to me, with the information that the hospital you were in had been captured by the Boers and that you could not be traced. I enclose it. You can now finish up the story yourself and let the authorities know how you got away and returned home.
I’m really happy to hear that you’re now settled in your chambers at Fig Tree Court in the Temple and have started studying for the Bar. You couldn’t have chosen a better profession. What’s so amazing to me is that you can earn a living at the same time and not be a financial burden on me. I trust you when you say you need no support, but remember, my dear Son, that if you ever do, I’m here and ready to help. You’ve moved past your wild years—maybe we both made too big a deal about those reckless times—anyway, you’ve made a commendable change. The Colonies must have been a great experience! There’s such a difference between the David who left me five years ago for Mr. Praed’s studio and the David who came back to me last summer! I can never be grateful enough to Almighty God for the transformation He has brought about in you! It’s not just talk; it’s a real change of heart. I assume you explained everything to the Colonial Office after you returned to London and that you’re now free to pursue a civil career? I haven’t received any further updates from the people there; however, the other day, one of my letters to you (written after I got the upsetting news) was returned to me, saying that the hospital you were in had been taken over by the Boers and that you couldn’t be located. I’ve included it. You can now wrap up the story yourself and let the authorities know how you escaped and made it back home.
The other day that impudent baggage Jenny Gorlais came and asked to see me ... she said her husband was out of work and refused to give her enough money to provide for all her children, that he had advised her to apply to you for the maintenance of your son! Relying on what you had told me I sent for Bridget and we both told her we had made every enquiry and now refused absolutely to believe in her stories of five years ago—that we were sure you were not the father of her eldest child. Bridget, for example, believed the postman was its father. Jenny burst into tears, and as she did not persist in her claim my heart was moved, and I gave her ten shillings, but told her pretty plainly that if she ever made such a claim again I should go to the police. You should have heard Bridget defending you! Such a champion. If you want a witness to character for your references you should call her! She is loud in your praise.
The other day, that bold woman Jenny Gorlais came to see me... she said her husband was unemployed and refused to give her enough money to care for all their kids, and that he suggested she ask you for support for your son! Trusting what you had told me, I called Bridget, and we both told her we had looked into everything and now flat out refused to believe her stories from five years ago—that we were certain you were not the father of her oldest child. Bridget, for instance, thought the postman was the father. Jenny broke down in tears, and since she didn’t insist on her claim, I felt for her and gave her ten shillings, but I made it clear that if she ever made that claim again, I would go to the police. You should have heard Bridget standing up for you! What a supporter. If you need a character reference, you should ask her! She sings your praises loud and clear.
October 22.
October 22.
There is one thing I want to tell you; and it is easier to write it than say it. Your mother did not die when you were three years old—much worse: she left me—ran away with an engineer who was tracing out the branch railway. He seemed a nice young fellow and I had him often up at the Vicarage, and that was the way he repaid my hospitality! He wrote to me a year afterwards asking me to divorce her. As though a Clergyman of the Church of England could do such a thing! I had offered to take her back—not then—it would have been a mockery—but by putting advertisements into the South Wales papers. But after her paramour's letter—which I did not answer—I never heard any more about her....
There’s something I need to tell you, and it's easier to write it down than to say it out loud. Your mother didn’t die when you were three—it's much worse: she left me. She ran off with an engineer who was working on the branch railway. He seemed like a nice young guy, and I often had him over at the Vicarage, and that’s how he paid me back! A year later, he wrote to me asking me to divorce her. As if a Clergyman of the Church of England could do something like that! I had offered to take her back—not at that point, it would have been a joke—but by placing ads in the South Wales papers. But after that letter from her lover—which I didn’t reply to—I never heard anything more about her...
["Damn it all," said David to himself at this juncture of the letter—he was training himself to swear in a moderate, gentlemanly way—"Damn it all! Whatever I do, it seems I cannot come from altogether respectable stock."...]
["Damn it all," said David to himself at this point in the letter—he was trying to learn how to swear in a more restrained, gentlemanly manner—"Damn it all! No matter what I do, it feels like I cannot come from completely respectable background."]
You grew up therefore without a mother's care, though good Bridget did her best. When you were a child I fear I rather neglected you. I was so disappointed and embittered that I sought consolation in the legends of our beloved country and in Scriptural exegesis. You were rather a naughty boy at Swansea Grammar School and somewhat of a scamp at Malvern College—Well! we won't go over all that again. I quite understand your reticence about the past. Once again I think the blame was mine as much as yours. I ought to have interested myself more in your pursuits and games ... what a pity, by the bye, that you seem to have lost your gift of drawing and painting! I do remember how at one time we were drawn together over the old Welsh legends and the very clever drawings you made of national heroes and heroines—they seemed to come on you as quite a surprise when I took them out of the old portfolio.
You grew up without your mother's care, although good Bridget did her best. When you were a child, I fear I neglected you a bit. I was so disappointed and bitter that I sought comfort in the stories of our beloved country and in studying the Scriptures. You were quite a mischievous boy at Swansea Grammar School and a bit of a troublemaker at Malvern College—Well! we won't revisit all that. I completely understand your reluctance to talk about the past. I think the blame lies with both of us. I should have taken more interest in your activities and games... what a shame, by the way, that you've seemingly lost your talent for drawing and painting! I do remember how we once connected over the old Welsh legends and the clever drawings you created of national heroes and heroines—they really surprised me when I pulled them out of the old portfolio.
But about your mother—for it is necessary you should know all I can tell you in case you have to answer questions as to your parentage. Your mother's name was, as you know, Mary Vavasour. It is a common name in South Wales though it seems to be Norman French. She came to our Pontystrad school as a teacher in 1873. Her father was something to do with mining at Merthyr. I fell in love with her—she had a sweet face—and married her in 1874. You were born two years afterwards. Bridget had been my housekeeper before I was married and I asked her to stay on lest your mother should be inexperienced at first in the domestic arts. They never got on well together and when Mary had recovered from her confinement and seemed disposed to take up housekeeping I sent away poor Bridget reluctantly and only took her back after your mother's flight. Bridget was a second mother to you as you know, though I fear you never showed her much affection till these later days.
But about your mother—it's important for you to know everything I can tell you in case you need to answer questions about your parentage. Your mother's name was, as you know, Mary Vavasour. It's a common name in South Wales, although it seems to have Norman French origins. She joined our Pontystrad school as a teacher in 1873. Her father was involved in mining at Merthyr. I fell in love with her—she had a lovely face—and we got married in 1874. You were born two years later. Bridget was my housekeeper before I got married, and I asked her to stay on in case your mother needed help at first with household duties. They didn't get along well, and when Mary had recovered from giving birth and was ready to take on housekeeping, I reluctantly sent poor Bridget away and only brought her back after your mother left. Bridget was like a second mother to you, as you know, though I fear you never really showed her much affection until these recent days.
October 23.
October 23.
My eyes seem to be improving instead of getting tired with the new delights of reading and writing. I owe all this to you and to the clever oculist at Clifton. Dr. Murgatroyd from Pontyffynon looked in here the other day, to ask about your return. He seemed almost to grudge me my restored sight because I had got it from other people's advice. Said he could have advised an operation only he never believed my heart would stand it. When I told him they had mixed the anæsthetic with oxygen he became quite angry—and exclaimed against these new-fangled notions. But I must not use up my new found energy writing about him. I want to finish my letter in a business-like fashion so that you may know all that is necessary to be known about yourself and your position. You may have at any moment to answer questions before you get called to the Bar, and with your defective memory—I am glad to hear things in the past are becoming clearer to you—I am sure with God's grace you will wholly recover soon from the effects of your wound and your illness—What was I writing? I meant to say that you ought to know the main facts about your family and your position.
My eyesight seems to be getting better instead of worse with the new joys of reading and writing. I owe all of this to you and the skilled eye doctor in Clifton. Dr. Murgatroyd from Pontyffynon stopped by the other day to ask about your return. He looked almost resentful of my improved sight because I got it from other people's advice. He said he could have recommended a surgery, but he never thought my heart could handle it. When I told him they mixed the anesthetic with oxygen, he got quite upset and criticized these modern ideas. But I shouldn't waste my newfound energy writing about him. I want to finish my letter in a straightforward way so that you know everything you need to about yourself and your situation. You might have to answer questions at any moment before you get called to the Bar, and with your poor memory—I’m glad to hear that things from the past are becoming clearer for you—I’m sure that with God’s grace, you will completely recover soon from the effects of your injury and illness. What was I writing? I meant to say that you should know the key facts about your family and your situation.
I was an only son. Your grandfather was a prosperous farmer and auctioneer. You have distant cousins, Vaughans and Williamses, and some others living at Shrewsbury named Price. I have written to none of them about your return because they never evinced any interest in me or my concerns. Your mother's people, her Vavasour relations at Cardiff—did not seem to me to be very respectable, though her father was a well-educated man for his position. He died—I heard—in a mine accident.
I was the only son. Your grandfather was a successful farmer and auctioneer. You have distant cousins, the Vaughans and Williamses, along with some others living in Shrewsbury named Price. I haven't written to any of them about your return because they never showed any interest in me or my life. Your mom's side, her Vavasour relatives in Cardiff, didn't seem very respectable to me, even though her father was well-educated for his status. I heard he died in a mine accident.
I am not poorly off for a Welsh clergyman. My mother—a Price of Ystrwy—wanted me to go into the Church and prevailed on your grandfather to send me first to Malvern and next to Cambridge. It was at Cambridge that I met your comrade's father—Sam Gardner, I mean. He was rather wild in his college days and to tell you the truth, I never cared to keep up with him much—he had such very rowdy friends. My mother died while I was at Cambridge and in his later years your grandfather married again—his housekeeper—and rather muddled his affairs, because at one time he was quite well off.
I’m not doing too badly for a Welsh priest. My mom—a Price of Ystrwy—wanted me to join the Church and convinced your grandfather to send me first to Malvern and then to Cambridge. It was at Cambridge that I met your friend’s dad—Sam Gardner, to be exact. He was pretty wild during his college days, and to be honest, I never really wanted to keep up with him much—he had such loud friends. My mom passed away while I was at Cambridge, and later on, your grandfather remarried—his housekeeper—and kind of messed up his finances because there was a time when he was doing quite well.
After I was ordained he purchased for me the advowson of this living. All that came to me from his estate, however, was a sum of about eleven thousand pounds. This used to bring me in about five hundred pounds a year, and in addition to that was the fluctuating two hundred and fifty pounds income from my benefice. I took about three thousand pounds out of my capital to pay the debts you ran up, to article you to Mr. Praed; and, I must admit, to get my "Tales from Taliessin" and "Legends of the Welsh Saints" privately printed at Cardiff. I am afraid I wasted much good money on the desire to see my Cymraeg studies in print.
After I was ordained, he bought me the rights to this position. All I received from his estate was around eleven thousand pounds. This typically brought in about five hundred pounds a year, and on top of that, I had an inconsistent income of two hundred and fifty pounds from my benefice. I took out about three thousand pounds from my savings to pay off the debts you incurred, to apprentice you to Mr. Praed; and I have to admit, to get my "Tales from Taliessin" and "Legends of the Welsh Saints" privately printed in Cardiff. I'm afraid I wasted a lot of money on the desire to see my Welsh studies in print.
Well: there I am! with about eight or nine thousand pounds to leave. I have not altered my will—leaving it all to you, subject to an annuity of £50 a year to your faithful Nannie. I was projecting an alteration in case of your death, when you most happily returned. I may live another ten years yet. You have put new life into me. One charge, however, I was going to have laid on you; while you were with me I could not bear to speak of these matters. If at any time after I'm gone you should come across your unhappy mother and find her in distressed circumstances, I bid you provide for her, but how much, I leave entirely to your judgment. Meantime, here I am with an income of nearly £700 a year. I live very simply, as you see, but I give away a good deal in local charity. The people are getting better wages now; in any case they are usually most ungrateful. I feel I should be happier if I diverted some of this alms-giving to you. You must find this preparatory life very expensive. You must let me send you twenty-five pounds every half-year for pocket money. Here is a cheque on the South Wales Bank for the first instalment. And remember, if you are in any difficulty about your career that a little money can get over do not hesitate to apply to me.
Well, there I am! with about eight or nine thousand pounds to leave. I haven't changed my will—I'm leaving it all to you, but there will be an annuity of £50 a year for your loyal Nannie. I was planning to make changes in case of your death, when you unexpectedly returned. I might live another ten years. You've given me a new lease on life. One thing, though, that I wanted to mention is this: while you were here, I couldn’t bring myself to talk about these things. If, after I'm gone, you come across your unfortunate mother and find her in tough circumstances, I ask that you take care of her, but how much you give her is up to your discretion. In the meantime, I have an income of nearly £700 a year. I live very simply, as you can see, but I donate a fair amount to local charities. The folks are earning better wages now; still, they are often quite ungrateful. I feel I’d be happier if I shifted some of this charitable giving toward you. You must find this initial stage of life quite expensive. Please allow me to send you twenty-five pounds every six months for spending money. Here’s a check from the South Wales Bank for the first installment. And remember, if you ever face challenges in your career that a little money could solve, don’t hesitate to reach out to me.
Your loving father,
Howel Vaughan Williams.
Your loving dad,
Howel Vaughan Williams.
P.S. I have taken five days to write this but see how steady the handwriting is. It is a pleasure to me to look on my own handwriting again. And I feel I owe it all to you! I also forgot in the body of the letter to tell you one curious thing. You know we are here on the borders of an interesting vein of limestone which runs all round the coal beds. I dare say you remember as a boy of fifteen or so spraining your ankle in Griffith's Hole? Well Griffith's Hole turns out to be the entrance into a wonderful cave in the limestone. Hither came the other day a party of scientific men who think that majestic first chapter of Genesis to be a Babylonian legend! It appears they discovered or thought they discovered the remains of Ancient man in Griffith's Hole. I invited them to tea at the Vicarage and amongst them was a very learned gentleman quite as wise as but less aggressive than the others. He was known as "Professor Rossiter"; and commenting on the similarity of my name with that of a "very agreeable young gentleman" whom he had recently seen in Gower, it turned out that you were an acquaintance of his. He thinks it a great pity that you are reading for the Bar and wishes you had taken up Science instead. At any rate he hopes you will go and see him in London one day—No. 1 Park Crescent. Portland Place.
P.S. I've spent five days writing this, but check out how neat my handwriting is. It's nice to see my own handwriting again, and I feel like I owe it all to you! I also forgot to mention something interesting earlier in the letter. You know we’re near an intriguing limestone vein that surrounds the coal beds. I bet you remember spraining your ankle in Griffith's Hole when you were about fifteen? Well, it turns out Griffith's Hole leads to an amazing cave in the limestone. The other day, a group of scientists came here who believe that the grand first chapter of Genesis is actually a Babylonian legend! They found, or thought they found, evidence of ancient humans in Griffith's Hole. I invited them for tea at the Vicarage, and among them was a very knowledgeable gentleman, just as smart as, but less pushy than the others. He was called "Professor Rossiter"; and while commenting on how my name is similar to that of a "very pleasant young man" he had recently met in Gower, it turned out you were friends. He thinks it's a shame you're studying for the Bar instead of pursuing Science. Anyway, he hopes you'll come visit him in London one day—No. 1 Park Crescent, Portland Place.
H. V. W.
H.V.W.
Several times in reading this letter the tears stood in David's eyes. So much trust and kindness made him momentarily sorry at the double life he was leading. If it were possible to establish the death of the wastrel he was personating he would perhaps allow his "father" to live on in this new-found happiness; but if the real D.V.W. were alive some effort must be made to help him out of the slough—perhaps to bring him back. He would try to find out through Frank Gardner.
Several times while reading this letter, David felt tears welling up in his eyes. The deep trust and kindness made him briefly regret the double life he was leading. If he could prove that the reckless person he was pretending to be was dead, he might let his "father" continue in this newfound happiness; but if the real D.V.W. was still alive, he needed to make an effort to help him out of the mess—maybe even bring him back. He would try to find out through Frank Gardner.
Some time before Vivie Warren had taken her departure, she had left behind in Honoria Fraser's temporary care a Power of Attorney duly executed in favour of David Vavasour Williams; and reciprocally D.V.W. had executed another in favour of Vivien Warren. Both these documents lay securely in the little safe that David had had fitted into the wall of his sitting-room in Fig Tree Court. Also David had opened an account in his own name after he got back from Wales, at the Temple Bar Branch of the C. &. C. Bank. Into this he now paid the cheque for twenty-five pounds which his father had sent as pocket money.
Some time before Vivie Warren left, she had handed over a Power of Attorney to Honoria Fraser for safekeeping, officially granting authority to David Vavasour Williams. In return, D.V.W. had signed another document granting authority to Vivie Warren. Both documents were securely stored in the small safe that David had installed in the wall of his sitting room in Fig Tree Court. Additionally, after returning from Wales, David had opened an account in his name at the Temple Bar Branch of the C. & C. Bank. He now deposited the £25 check that his father had sent as pocket money.
A few days afterwards, Vivie Warren reappeared—in spirit—and indited a letter to Frank Gardner's agents in Cape Town. She was careful to give no address at the head of the letter and to post it at Victoria Station. In it she said she was starting on a tour abroad, but asked him to do what he could to trace the boy who had lain so grievously ill in the hospital at Colesberg. Had he recovered after the Boers had taken Colesberg? As a rumour had reached her that he had, and had even returned to England. She wanted to know, and if they ever met again would tell him why. Meanwhile if he got any news would he address it to her, care of Honoria Fraser, Queen Anne's Mansions, St. James's Park; as her own address would be quite uncertain for the present. Or it would do quite as well if he wrote to Praddy; but not to his father, which might only needlessly agitate the old clergyman down in Wales, whom Vivie by an unexpected chance had come to know.
A few days later, Vivie Warren reappeared—in spirit—and wrote a letter to Frank Gardner's agents in Cape Town. She made sure to leave no address at the top of the letter and mailed it from Victoria Station. In it, she mentioned that she was starting a trip abroad but asked him to do what he could to find out about the boy who had been seriously ill in the hospital at Colesberg. Had he recovered after the Boers took Colesberg? She had heard a rumor that he had and had even returned to England. She wanted to know, and if they ever met again, she'd explain why. In the meantime, if he received any news, he should send it to her, care of Honoria Fraser, Queen Anne's Mansions, St. James's Park; as her own address would be quite uncertain for now. It would also be fine if he wrote to Praddy; but not to his father, which might only upset the old clergyman down in Wales, whom Vivie had unexpectedly come to know.
The first result of this letter a year later was a statement of Frank's belief, almost certainty, that his acquaintance of the hospital had died and been buried while the Boers held possession of Colesberg; and that indeed was the utmost that was ever learnt about the end of the ill-fated son of Howel Vaughan Williams and Mary his wife, who were wedded in sunshine and with fair prospects of happiness in the early summer of 1874.
The first result of this letter a year later was Frank's belief, almost certainty, that his acquaintance from the hospital had died and been buried while the Boers were in control of Colesberg; and that was really all that was ever known about the fate of the unfortunate son of Howel Vaughan Williams and his wife Mary, who got married in a hopeful and bright atmosphere in the early summer of 1874.
The new-born David Vavasour Williams having by November settled all these details, having arranged to pay the very modest rent of fifty-five pounds for his three rooms at Fig Tree Court, and twenty-five pounds a year to the housekeeper who was to "do" for him and another gentleman on the same floor—a gentleman who was most anxious to be chummy with the new tenant of the opposite chambers but whose advances were firmly though civilly kept at bay—having likewise passed his preliminary examination (since he could not avow that inside his clothes he was a third wrangler), having satisfied his two "godfathers" of the Bar that he was a fit person to recommend to the Benchers; having arranged to read with a barrister in chambers, and settled all other preliminaries of importance: decided that he would pay an afternoon call on the Rossiters in Portland Place and see how the land lay there.
The newly arrived David Vavasour Williams, having settled all these details by November, arranged to pay the very modest rent of fifty-five pounds for his three rooms at Fig Tree Court, along with twenty-five pounds a year to the housekeeper who would take care of him and another gentleman on the same floor—a gentleman eager to be friendly with the new tenant across the hall, but whose attempts were politely yet firmly rebuffed. He had also passed his preliminary examination (since he couldn't admit that under his clothes he was a third wrangler), convinced his two "godfathers" at the Bar that he was a suitable person to recommend to the Benchers, arranged to read with a barrister in chambers, and taken care of all other important preliminaries. He decided to pay an afternoon visit to the Rossiters in Portland Place to see how things were going there.
Already a strange exhilaration was spreading over David's mind. Life was not twice but ten times more interesting than it had appeared to the prejudiced eyes of Vivien Warren. It was as though she—he—had passed through some magic door, gone through the looking-glass and was contemplating the same world as the one Vivie had known for—shall we say fifteen?—years, but a world which viewed from a different standpoint was quite changed in proportions, in colour, in the conjunction of events. It was a world in which everything was made smooth and easy before the semblance of manhood. What a joy to be rid of skirts and petticoats! To be able to run after and leap on to an omnibus, to wear the same hat day after day just stuck on top of her curly head. Not, perhaps, to change her clothes, between her uprising and her retirement to bed, unless she were going out to dine. No simpering. No need to ask favours. No compliments. It is true she felt awkward in the presence of women, not quite the same, even with Honoria. But with men. What a difference! She felt she had never really known men before. At first the frank speech, the expletives, the smoking-room stories made her a little uncomfortable and occasionally called forth an irrepressible blush. But this was not to her disadvantage. It made her seem younger, and created a good impression on her tutors and acquaintances. "A nice modest boy, fresh from the country—pity to lead him astray—won't preserve his innocence long—" was the vaguely defined impression, contact with her—him, I mean—made on most decent male minds. Many a lad comes up from the country to commence his career in London who knew far less than the unfortunate Vivie had been compelled to know of the shady side of life; who is compelled to lead a somewhat retired life by straitness of means; whose determination towards probity and regularity of life is respected by the men of law among whom he finds himself.
Already a strange thrill was washing over David's mind. Life was not just twice but ten times more interesting than it had seemed to the biased perspective of Vivien Warren. It felt like he had stepped through some magic door, gone through the looking glass, and was seeing the same world that Vivie had known for—let’s say fifteen?—years, but now viewed from a different angle, it appeared completely transformed in size, color, and the flow of events. It was a world where everything was made easy and smooth in front of the facade of manhood. What a relief to be free from skirts and petticoats! To be able to rush after and jump onto a bus, to wear the same hat day after day just plopped on top of his curly head. Not having to change clothes from the time he woke up until he went to bed, unless he was going out to dinner. No girlishness. No need to ask for favors. No flattery. It’s true he felt a bit awkward around women, not quite feeling the same, even with Honoria. But with men? What a difference! He felt like he had never truly known men before. At first, the direct talk, the swear words, the stories from the smoking room made him a little uneasy and occasionally brought an uncontainable blush to his cheeks. But this actually worked in his favor. It made him appear younger and created a good impression on his mentors and acquaintances. "A nice, modest boy, fresh from the countryside—such a shame to lead him astray—won't keep his innocence for long—" was the vague impression most decent men had of him after interacting with—her, I mean. Many a young man comes from the country to start his journey in London who knows far less than the unfortunate Vivie had been forced to understand about the darker side of life; whose circumstances force him to live a fairly sheltered existence; whose commitment to honesty and a regular lifestyle is respected by the legal professionals he encounters.
But David having decided—he did not quite know why—to pursue his acquaintance with Professor Rossiter; having written to ask if he might do so (as a matter of fact he frequently saw Rossiter walking across the gardens of New Square to go to the museum of the Royal College of Surgeons: he recollected him immediately but Rossiter did not reciprocate, being absent-minded); and having received a card from "Linda Rossiter" to say they would be at home throughout the winter on Thursdays, between 4 and 6: went on one of those Thursdays and made definite progress with the great friendship of his life.
But David decided—he wasn’t really sure why—to get to know Professor Rossiter better. He wrote to see if he could do that (the truth is he often saw Rossiter walking through the gardens of New Square on his way to the museum at the Royal College of Surgeons: he recognized him right away, but Rossiter didn’t notice him, being lost in thought). After receiving a card from "Linda Rossiter" saying they’d be home all winter on Thursdays from 4 to 6, he went on one of those Thursdays and made significant progress in forming what would become the great friendship of his life.
CHAPTER VI
THE ROSSITERS
The Rossiters' house in Park Crescent was at the northern end of Portland Place, and its high-walled garden—the stables that were afterwards to become a garage—and Michael Rossiter's long, glass-roofed studio-laboratory—abutted on one of those quiet, deadly-respectable streets at the back that are called after Devon or Dorset place names.
The Rossiters' house on Park Crescent was at the north end of Portland Place, and its high-walled garden—the stables that would later turn into a garage—and Michael Rossiter's long, glass-roofed studio-laboratory, backed onto one of those quiet, overly respectable streets at the back that are named after places in Devon or Dorset.
The house is now a good deal altered and differently numbered, a portion of it having been destroyed in one of the 1917 air-raids, when the Marylebone Road was strewn with its broken glass for twenty yards. But in the winter of 1901-2 and onwards till 1914 it was a noted centre of social intercourse between Society and Science. The Rossiters were well enough off—he made quite two thousand a year out of his professorial work and his books, and her income which was £5,000 when she first married had risen to £9,000 after they had been married ten years; through the increase in value of Leeds town property. Mrs. Rossiter had had two children, but were both dead, her facile tears were dried, she satisfied her maternal instinct by the keeping of three pug dogs which her husband secretly detested. She also had a scarlet-and-blue macaw and two cockatoos and a Persian cat; but these last her husband liked or tolerated for their colour or their biological interest; only, as in the case of the dogs, he objected (though seldom angrily, out of consideration for his wife's feelings) to their being so messily and inopportunely fed.
The house has changed a lot and has a new number now. A part of it was destroyed in one of the air raids in 1917, when broken glass covered twenty yards of Marylebone Road. But during the winter of 1901-02 and up until 1914, it was a well-known gathering spot for Society and Science. The Rossiters were fairly well-off—he earned about two thousand a year from his job as a professor and from his books, and her income, which started at £5,000 when they first got married, increased to £9,000 after ten years due to rising property values in Leeds. Mrs. Rossiter had two children, but both had died; her easy tears were dried, and she satisfied her maternal instinct by taking care of three pug dogs that her husband secretly disliked. She also had a scarlet-and-blue macaw, two cockatoos, and a Persian cat; her husband liked or tolerated these last ones for their colors or their biological interest, but like with the dogs, he disliked how messily and inconveniently they were fed, though he rarely expressed his irritation out of consideration for his wife's feelings.
Linda Rossiter was liable to lose her pets as she had lost her two children by alternating days of forgetfulness with weeks of lavish over-attention. But as she readily gave way to tears on the least remonstrance, Michael in the course of eleven years of married life remonstrated as little as possible. A clever, tactful parlour-maid and two good housemaids, a manservant who was devoted to the "professor" and a taxidermist who assisted him in his experiments did the rest in keeping the big house tolerably tidy and presentable. Rossiter himself was too intent on the stars, the gases of decomposition, the hidden processes of life, miscegenation in star-fish, microbic diseases in man, beasts, birds and bees, the glands of the throat, the suprarenal capsules and the chemical origin of life to care much for æsthetics, for furniture and house decoration. He was the third son of an impoverished Northumbrian squire who on his part cared only for the more barbarous field-sports, and when he could take his mind off them believed that at some time and place unspecified Almighty God had dictated the English bible word for word, had established the English Church and had scrupulously prescribed the functions and limitations of woman. His wife—Michael Rossiter's tenderly-loved mother—had died from a neglected prolapsus of the womb, and the old rambling house in Northumberland situated in superb scenery, had in its furniture grown more and more hideous to the eye as early and mid-Victorian fashions and ideals receded and modern taste shook itself free from what was tawdry, fluffy, stuffy, floppy, messy, cheaply imitative, fringed and tasselled and secretive.
Linda Rossiter was likely to lose her pets just like she had lost her two children, alternating between forgetfulness and weeks of overwhelming attention. However, since she burst into tears at the smallest criticism, Michael, throughout their eleven years of marriage, criticized her as little as possible. A smart, considerate parlor maid and two good housemaids, along with a devoted butler who was dedicated to the "professor" and a taxidermist who helped him with his experiments, managed to keep the big house reasonably tidy and presentable. Rossiter himself was too focused on the stars, the gases of decay, the hidden processes of life, crossbreeding in starfish, microbial diseases in humans, animals, birds, and bees, the glands in the throat, the adrenal glands, and the chemical origins of life to care much about aesthetics, furniture, or home decoration. He was the third son of a broke Northumbrian squire who cared only for more brutal field sports, and when he could pull his attention away from them, he believed that at some undefined time and place, Almighty God had dictated the English Bible word for word, established the English Church, and strictly defined the roles and limitations of women. His wife—Michael Rossiter's dearly loved mother—had died from a neglected uterine prolapse, and the old sprawling house in Northumberland, set in stunning scenery, had grown increasingly hideous to the eye as early and mid-Victorian styles and ideals faded, making room for modern taste that distanced itself from what was tacky, fluffy, stuffy, sloppy, messy, cheaply imitative, fringed and tasselled, and secretive.
Michael himself from sheer detestation of the surroundings under which he had grown to manhood favoured the uncovered, the naked wood or stone or slate, the bare floor, the wooden settee or cane-bottomed chair, the massive side-board, the bare mantelpiece and distempered wall. On the whole, their house in Portland Place satisfied tolerably well the advanced taste in domestic scenery of 1901. But your eye was caught at once by the additions made by Mrs. Rossiter. Linda conceived it was her womanly mission to lighten the severity of Michael's choice in furniture and decorations. She introduced rickety and expensive screens that were easily knocked over; photographs in frames which toppled at a breath; covers on every flat surface that could be covered—occasional tables, tops of grand pianos. If she did not put frills round piano legs, she placed tasselled poufs about the drawing-room that every short-sighted visitor fell over, and used large bows of slightly discoloured ribbon to mask unneeded brackets. In the reception rooms food-bestrewn parrot stands were left where they ought never to be seen; and there were gilt-wired parrot cages; baskets for the pugs lined with soiled shawls; absurd ornaments, china cats with exaggerated necks, alabaster figures of stereotyped female beauty and flowerpot stands of ornate bamboo. She loved portières, and she would fain have mitigated the bareness of the panelled or distempered walls; only that here her husband was firm. She unconsciously mocked the few well-chosen, well-placed pictures on the walls (which she itched to cover with a "flock" paper) by placing in the same room on bamboo easels that matched the be-ribboned flower-stands pastel, crayon, or gouache studies of the worst possible taste.
Michael, out of sheer dislike for the environment he grew up in, preferred bare wood, stone, or slate, empty floors, wooden benches or cane chairs, a big sideboard, a blank mantelpiece, and plain walls. Overall, their house on Portland Place fit reasonably well with the modern taste for home decor in 1901. But right away, you noticed the changes made by Mrs. Rossiter. Linda believed it was her job as a woman to soften the starkness of Michael's choices in furniture and decor. She added wobbly and expensive screens that easily tipped over; photographs in frames that fell with a light touch; and covers on every flat surface—occasional tables and the tops of grand pianos. While she didn’t put frills around the piano legs, she scattered tasselled poufs around the living room that every nearsighted visitor would trip over and used large bows of slightly faded ribbon to cover unnecessary brackets. In the reception rooms, there were pet stands cluttered with food that shouldn’t have been visible; gilt-wired birdcages; pug baskets lined with dirty shawls; silly decorations like china cats with weirdly long necks, alabaster figures representing outdated ideals of beauty, and ornate bamboo flowerpot stands. She adored portières and wanted to tone down the starkness of the panelled or painted walls, but her husband was steadfast against it. She unintentionally ridiculed the few well-chosen, well-placed pictures on the walls (which she wanted to cover with patterned wallpaper) by putting pastel, crayon, or gouache artworks of terrible taste on bamboo easels that matched the extravagant flower stands in the same room.
Michael's library alone was free from her improvements, though it was sometimes littered with her work-bags or her work. She had long ago developed the dreadful mistake that it "helped" Michael at his work if she brought hers (perfectly futile as a rule) there too. "I just sit silently in his room, my dear, and stitch or knit something for poor people in Marrybone—I'm told you mayn't say Mary-le-bone. I feel it helps Michael to know I'm there, but of course I don't interrupt him at his work."
Michael's library was the only place untouched by her changes, although it was often cluttered with her bags or projects. She had long made the unfortunate assumption that it "helped" Michael if she brought her own (usually pointless) work there as well. "I just sit quietly in his room, my dear, and sew or knit for the less fortunate in Marylebone—I hear you're not supposed to say Mary-le-bone. I feel it helps Michael to know I'm there, but of course I don't disturb him during his work."
As a matter of fact she did, confoundedly. But fortunately she soon grew sleepy or restless. She would yawn, as she believed "prettily," but certainly noisily; or she would wonder "how time was going," and of course her twenty-guinea watch never went, or if it was going was seldom within one hour of the actual time. Or she would sneeze six times in succession—little cat-like sneezes that were infinitely disturbing to a brain on the point of grasping the solution of a problem. Throughout the winter months she had a little cough. Oh no, you needn't think I'm preparing the way for decease through phthisis—it was one of those "kiffy" coughs due in the main to acidity—too many sweet things in her diet, too little exercise. She thought she coughed with the greatest discretion but to the jarred nerves of her husband a few hearty bellows or an asthmatic wheeze would have been preferable to the fidgety, marmoset-like sounds that came from under a lace handkerchief. Sometimes he would raise his eyes to speak sharply; but at the sight of the mild gaze that met his, the perfect belief that she was a soothing presence in this room of hard thinking and close writing—this superb room with its unrivalled library that he owed to the use of her wealth, his angry look would soften and he would return smile for smile.
Actually, she did, annoyingly enough. But luckily, she soon became either sleepy or restless. She would yawn, which she thought was "pretty," but it was definitely loud; or she would wonder "how time was passing," and of course her twenty-guinea watch never worked, or if it did, it was rarely accurate within an hour of the real time. Or she would sneeze six times in a row—tiny, cat-like sneezes that were incredibly distracting for a mind so close to solving a problem. Throughout the winter months, she had a little cough. Oh no, don’t think I’m suggesting she was about to succumb to a wasting illness—it was one of those "kiffy" coughs mainly caused by acidity—too many sweets in her diet, too little exercise. She thought she coughed with great discretion, but to her husband’s frayed nerves, a few loud coughs or an asthmatic wheeze would have been better than the fidgety, monkey-like sounds that came from beneath a lace handkerchief. Sometimes he would look up to speak sharply; but when he saw the gentle expression that met his gaze, the firm belief that she was a calming presence in this room of intense thinking and focused writing—this amazing room with its unmatched library that he owed to her wealth—his irritated expression would soften, and he would return smile for smile.
Linda though a trifle fretful on occasion, especially with servants, a little petulant and huffy with a sense of her own dignity and importance as a rich woman, was completely happy in her marriage. She had never regretted it for one hour, never swerved from the conviction that she and Michael were a perfect match—he, tall, stalwart, black-haired and strong; she "petite"—she loved the French adjective ever since it had been applied to her at Scarborough by a sycophantic governess—petite—she would repeat, blonde, plump, or better still "potelée" (the governess had later suggested, when she came to tea and hoped to be asked to stay) potelée, blue-eyed and pink-cheeked. Dresden china and all the stale similes applied to a type of little woman of whom the modern world has grown intolerant.
Linda, though a bit anxious at times, especially with the help, a little temperamental and defensive about her dignity and importance as a wealthy woman, was completely happy in her marriage. She had never regretted it for a single moment, never doubted that she and Michael were a perfect match—he, tall, strong, dark-haired; she, “petite”—she loved that French word ever since a flattering governess had used it to describe her at Scarborough—petite—she would say, blonde, curvy, or better yet “potelée” (the governess had suggested that later when she came over for tea and hoped to be invited to stay) potelée, blue-eyed and rosy-cheeked. Like Dresden china and all the outdated comparisons used to describe a type of little woman that the modern world has grown tired of.
It was therefore into this milieu that David found himself introduced one Thursday at the end of November, 1901. He had walked the short distance from Great Portland Street station. It was a fine day with a red sunset, and a lemon-coloured, thin moon-crescent above the sunset. The trees and bushes of Park Crescent were a background of dull blue haze. The surface of the broad roads was dry and polished, so his neat, patent-leather boots would still be fit for drawing-room carpets.
It was into this milieu that David found himself introduced one Thursday at the end of November, 1901. He had walked the short distance from Great Portland Street station. It was a beautiful day with a red sunset, and a thin lemon-colored crescent moon above it. The trees and bushes of Park Crescent created a dull blue haze in the background. The surface of the wide roads was dry and shining, so his neat, patent-leather boots would still be suitable for drawing-room carpets.
A footman in a very plain livery—here Michael was firm—opened the massive door. David passed between some statuary of too frank a style for Linda's modest taste and was taken over by a butler of severe aspect who announced him into the great drawing-room as Mr. David Williams.
A footman in a very simple uniform—Michael was insistent about this—opened the heavy door. David walked past some statues that were a bit too bold for Linda's modest taste and was greeted by a butler with a stern expression who announced him into the grand drawing room as Mr. David Williams.
He recognized Rossiter at once, standing up with a tea-cup and saucer, and presumed that a fluffy, much be-furbelowed little lady at the main tea-table was Mrs. Rossiter, since she wore no hat. There was besides a rather alarming concourse of men and women of the world as he kept his eyes firmly fixed on Mrs. Rossiter for his immediate goal.
He spotted Rossiter right away, standing with a tea cup and saucer, and guessed that a petite, overly adorned woman at the main tea table was Mrs. Rossiter since she wasn’t wearing a hat. There was also a somewhat intimidating gathering of people as he kept his gaze focused on Mrs. Rossiter as his primary target.
Rossiter met him half-way, shook hands cordially and introduced him to his wife who bowed with one of her "sweet" looks. For the moment David did not interest her. She was much more interested in trying to give an impression of profundity to Lady Feenix who was commenting on the professor's discoveries of the strange properties of the thyroid gland. A few introductions were effected—Lady Towcester, Lady Flower, Miss Knipper-Totes, Lady Dombey, Mr. Lacrevy, Professor Ray Lankester, Mr. and Mrs. Gosse—and naturally for the most part David only half caught their names while they, without masking their indifference, closed their ears to his ("Some student or other from his classes, I suppose—rather nicely dressed, rather too good-looking for a young man"); and Rossiter, who had been interrupted first by Mrs. Rossiter asking him to observe that Lady Dombey had nothing on her plate, and secondly by David's entrance, resumed his discourse. Goodness knew that he didn't want to discourse on these occasions, but Society expected it of him. There were quite twenty—twenty-two—people present and most of them—all the women—wanted to go away and say four hours afterwards:
Rossiter met him halfway, shook hands warmly, and introduced him to his wife, who greeted him with one of her "sweet" smiles. For now, David didn’t catch her attention. She was much more focused on trying to impress Lady Feenix, who was commenting on the professor's findings about the strange properties of the thyroid gland. A few more introductions followed—Lady Towcester, Lady Flower, Miss Knipper-Totes, Lady Dombey, Mr. Lacrevy, Professor Ray Lankester, Mr. and Mrs. Gosse—and naturally, David only partially caught their names while they, openly indifferent, ignored him ("Just some student from his classes, I suppose—pretty well dressed, a bit too attractive for a young guy”); and Rossiter, who had been interrupted first by Mrs. Rossiter pointing out that Lady Dombey had nothing on her plate, and then by David's arrival, got back to his talk. Goodness knows he didn’t actually want to speak on these occasions, but Society expected it of him. There were about twenty—twenty-two—people there, and most of them—all the women—wanted to leave and later talk about it for four hours:
"We were (I was) at the Rossiters this afternoon, and the Professor was fascinating" ("great," "profoundly interesting," "shocking, my dear," "scandalous," "disturbing," "illuminating," "more-than-usually-enthralling-only-she-would-keep-interrupting-why-is-she-such-a-fool?") according to the idiosyncrasy of the diner-out. "He talked to us about the thyroid gland—I don't believe poor Bob's got one, between ourselves—and how if you enlarged it or reduced it you'd adjust people's characters to suit the needs of Society; and all about chimpanzi's blood—I believe he vivisects half through the night in that studio behind the house—being the same as ours; and then Ray Lankester and Chalmers Mitchell argued about the cæca—cæcums, you know—something to do with appendicitis—of the mammalia, and altogether we had a high old time—I always learn something on their Thursdays."
"We were at the Rossiters this afternoon, and the Professor was fascinating (great, profoundly interesting, shocking, my dear, scandalous, disturbing, illuminating, more-than-usually-enthralling—only she would keep interrupting, why is she such a fool?) according to the preferences of the diner. He talked to us about the thyroid gland—I honestly don’t think poor Bob has one, just between us—and how if you enlarged or shrank it, you could change people’s personalities to fit Society’s needs; and all about chimpanzee blood—I think he vivisects half the night in that studio behind the house—being the same as ours; and then Ray Lankester and Chalmers Mitchell argued about the cæca (or cæcums, you know) which has something to do with appendicitis in mammals, and overall we had a great time—I always learn something on their Thursdays."
Well: Rossiter resumed his description of an experiment he was making—quite an everyday one, of course, for there were at least three men present to whom he wasn't going to give away clues prematurely. An experiment on the motor biallaxis of dormice.
Well: Rossiter continued describing an experiment he was conducting—just a routine one, of course, since there were at least three men present to whom he wasn't going to reveal any clues too soon. An experiment on the motor biallaxis of dormice.
[Mrs. Rossiter had six months previously bought a dormouse in a cage at a bazaar, and after idolizing it for a week had forgotten all about it. Her husband had rescued it half starved; his assistant had fed it up in the laboratory, and they had tried a few experiments on it with painless drugs with astonishing results.]
[Mrs. Rossiter had bought a dormouse in a cage at a bazaar six months ago, and after cherishing it for a week, she had completely forgotten about it. Her husband had saved it from being half-starved; his assistant had nursed it back to health in the lab, and they had run a few experiments on it with painless drugs that yielded astonishing results.]
The recital really was interesting and entirely outside the priggishness of Science, but it was marred in consecutiveness and simplicity by Mrs. Rossiter's interruptions. "Michael dear, Lady Dombey's cup!" Or: "Mike, could you cut that cake and hand it round?" Or, if she didn't interrupt her husband she started stories and side-issues of her own in a voice that was quite distinctly heard, about a new stitch in crochet she had seen in the Queen, or her inspection of the East Marrybone soup kitchen.
The recital was genuinely interesting and totally different from the stuffiness of Science, but it was disrupted in flow and clarity by Mrs. Rossiter’s interruptions. “Michael, dear, Lady Dombey’s cup!” Or: “Mike, could you cut that cake and pass it around?” If she didn’t interrupt her husband, she launched into her own stories and tangents in a voice that could be clearly heard, talking about a new crochet stitch she’d seen in the Queen, or her visit to the East Marylebone soup kitchen.
However when all had taken as much tea and cakes and marrons glacés as they cared for—David was so shy that he had only one cup of tea and one piece of tea-cake—the large group broke up into five smaller ones. The few gradually converged, and dropping all nonsense discussed biology like good 'uns, David listening eager-eyed and enthralled at the marvels just beginning to peep out of the dissecting and vivisecting rooms and chemical laboratories in the opening years of the Twentieth century. Then one by one they all departed; but as David was going too Rossiter detained him by a kindly pressure on the arm—a contact which sent a half-pleasant, half-disagreeable thrill through his nerves.
However, once everyone had enjoyed as much tea, cake, and marrons glacés as they wanted—David was so shy that he only had one cup of tea and one piece of cake—the large group split into five smaller ones. The smaller groups gradually came together, and setting aside all nonsense, they discussed biology like real pros, with David listening eagerly, captivated by the marvels beginning to emerge from the dissecting and vivisection labs and chemical laboratories in the early years of the Twentieth century. Then one by one, they all left; but as David was also about to leave, Rossiter stopped him with a friendly grip on the arm—a touch that sent a mix of pleasant and uncomfortable tingles through his nerves.
"Don't hurry away unless you really are pressed for time. I want to show you some of my specimens and the place where I work."
"Don't rush off unless you actually are in a hurry. I want to show you some of my samples and where I work."
David followed him—after taking his leave of Mrs. Rossiter who accepted his polite sentences—a little stammered—with a slightly pompous acquiescence—followed him to the library and then through a curtained door down some steps into a great studio-laboratory, provided (behind screens) with washing places, and full of mysteries, with cupboards and shelves and further rooms beyond and a smell of chloride of lime combined with alcoholic preservatives and undefined chemicals. After a tour round this domain in which David was only slightly interested—for lack of the right education and imagination—so far he—or—she had only the mind of a mathematician—Rossiter led him back into the library, drew out chairs, indicated cigarettes—even whiskey and soda if he wanted it—David declined—and then began to say what was at the back of his mind:—
David followed him—after saying goodbye to Mrs. Rossiter, who accepted his polite but somewhat stammered remarks with a slightly pompous nod—into the library and then through a curtained door down some steps into a large studio-laboratory, equipped (behind screens) with sinks, and filled with mysteries, cupboards, shelves, and additional rooms beyond, along with a smell of chloride of lime mixed with alcohol preservatives and various chemicals. After a brief tour of this space, which only mildly interested David—due to his lack of the proper education and imagination—as he only had the mindset of a mathematician—Rossiter led him back into the library, pulled out chairs, offered cigarettes—even whiskey and soda if he wanted it—David turned them down—and then began to express what was on his mind:
"We met first in the train, the South Wales Express, you remember? I fancy you told me then that you had been in South Africa, in this bungled war, and had been either wounded or ill in some way. In fact you went so far as to say you had had 'necrosis of the jaw,' a thing I politely doubted because whatever it was it has left no perceptible scar. Of course it's damned impertinent of me to cross-examine you at all, or to ask why you went to and why you left South Africa. But I don't mind confessing you inspire me with a good deal of interest.
"We first met on the train, the South Wales Express, remember? I think you mentioned that you had been in South Africa during that messed-up war and had either been wounded or sick in some way. In fact, you even said you had 'necrosis of the jaw,' which I politely questioned because whatever it was, it hasn’t left any noticeable scar. Of course, it's pretty rude of me to interrogate you at all, or to ask why you went and why you left South Africa. But I’ll admit you pique my interest a lot."
"Now the other day—as you know—I made the acquaintance of your father in Wales—at Pontystrad. I told him I had shown a young fellow some of those Gower caves and how his name was—like your father's, 'Williams.' Of course we soon came to an understanding. Then your father spoke of you in high praise. What a delightful nature was yours, how considerate and kind you were—don't blush, though I admit it becomes you—Well you can pretty well guess how he went on. But what interested me particularly was his next admission: how different you were as a lad—rather more than the ordinary wild oats—eh? And how completely an absence in South Africa had changed you. You must forgive my cheek in dissecting your character like this. My excuse is that you yourself had rather vaguely referred to some wound or blood poisoning or operation, on the jaw or the throat. Not to beat about the bush any more, the idea came into my mind that if in some way the knife or the enemy's bullet had interfered with your thyroid gland—Twig what I mean? I mean, that if your old man has not been exaggerating and that the difference between the naughty boy whom he sent up to London in—what was it? 1896?—and the perfectly behaved, good sort of chap that you are now is no more than what usually happens when young men lose their cubbishness, why—why—do you take me?—I ask myself whether the change had come about through some interference with the thyroid gland. Do you understand? And I thought, seeing how intensely interesting this research has become, you might have told me more about it. Just what did happen to you; where you were wounded, who attended to you, what operation was performed on the throat—only the rum thing is there seems to be no scar—well: now you help me out, that is unless you feel more inclined to say, 'What the hell does it matter to you?'"...
"Recently, as you know, I met your father in Wales—at Pontystrad. I mentioned that I had shown a young guy some of those Gower caves, and his name was—like your father's, 'Williams.' We hit it off pretty quickly. Then your dad spoke highly of you. He praised your delightful nature, how thoughtful and kind you were—don’t blush; I admit it suits you. Well, you can imagine how he went on. But what really caught my interest was his next comment: how different you were as a kid—more than just the usual wild phase, right? And how living in South Africa had completely changed you. You have to forgive my boldness in analyzing your character like this. My reason is that you mentioned something vaguely about a wound or blood poisoning or an operation on your jaw or throat. To get straight to the point, I started to wonder if the knife or a bullet had somehow affected your thyroid gland—know what I mean? I mean, if your dad hasn't been exaggerating, and the difference between the mischievous boy he sent to London in—what was it? 1896?—and the well-behaved, good-natured guy you are now is just the usual change young men go through as they grow up, then I ask myself whether this change might be connected to some issue with your thyroid gland. Do you get it? And I thought, considering how fascinating this research has become, you might share more about it. What actually happened to you? Where you were hurt, who took care of you, what surgery was done on your throat—only the weird thing is there doesn't seem to be any scar—so now, can you help me out, unless you’d prefer to say, 'What the hell does it matter to you?'"...
David by this time has grown scarlet with embarrassment and confusion. But he endeavoured to meet the situation.
David at this point has turned bright red with embarrassment and confusion. But he tried to handle the situation.
"My character has changed during the last five years, and especially so since I came back from South Africa. But I am quite sure it was not due to any operation, on the throat or anywhere else. I really don't know why I told you that silly falsehood in the train—about necrosis of the jaw. The fact is that when I was in hospital—at—Colesberg, a friend of mine in the same ward used—to chaff me—and say I was going to have necrosis. I had got knocked over one day—by—the—wind of a shell and thought I was done for, but it really was next to nothing. P'raps I had a dose of fever on top. At any rate they kept me in hospital, and one morning the doctors disappeared and the Boers marched in and when I got well enough I managed to escape and get away to—er—Cape Town and so returned—with some money—my friend Frank Gardner lent me." (At this stage the sick-at-heart Vivie was saying to herself, "What an account I'm laying up for Frank to honour when he comes back—if he does come back.") "I don't know why I tell you all this, except that I ought never to have misled you at the start. But if you are a kind and good man"—David's voice broke here—"You will forget all about it and not upset my father, I can assure you I haven't done anything really wrong. I haven't deserted—some day—perhaps—I can tell you all about it. But at present all that South African episode is just a horrid dream—I was more sinned against than sinning" (tears were rather in the voice at this stage). "I want to forget all about it—and settle down and vex my father no more. I want to read for the Bar—a soldier's life is the very opposite to what I should choose if I were a free agent. But you will trust me, won't you? You will believe me when I say I've done nothing wrong, nothing that you, if you knew all the facts, would call wrong...?"
"My character has changed over the last five years, especially since I came back from South Africa. But I’m pretty sure it wasn’t because of any surgery, on my throat or anywhere else. I really don’t know why I told you that silly lie on the train—about having necrosis in my jaw. The truth is, when I was in the hospital—in—Colesberg, a friend of mine in the same ward used to—joke with me—and say I was going to get necrosis. I got knocked over one day—by—the—blast of a shell and thought I was done for, but it was really nothing serious. Maybe I had a bit of fever on top of it. Anyway, they kept me in the hospital, and one morning the doctors disappeared, and the Boers marched in. When I was well enough, I managed to escape and get back to—er—Cape Town and returned—with some money—my friend Frank Gardner lent me." (At this point, the ailing Vivie was thinking to herself, "What a story I’m saving up for Frank to pay back when he comes back—if he does come back.") "I don’t know why I’m telling you all this, except that I should have never misled you from the beginning. But if you are a kind and good man"—David’s voice broke here—"You’ll forget all about it and not upset my father. I can assure you I haven’t done anything really wrong. I haven’t deserted—maybe one day—I'll tell you all about it. But right now, that South African experience is just a terrible dream—I was more sinned against than sinning" (tears were creeping into his voice at this point). "I want to forget all about it—and settle down and not trouble my father anymore. I want to study for the Bar—a soldier’s life is the complete opposite of what I would choose if I had the option. But you will trust me, won’t you? You will believe me when I say I've done nothing wrong, nothing that you, if you knew all the facts, would consider wrong...?"
Speech here trailed off into emotion. Despite the severest self-restraint the bosom rose and fell. A few tears trickled down the smooth cheeks—it was an ingratiating boy on the verge of manhood that Rossiter saw before him. He hastened to say:
Speech here trailed off into emotion. Despite the strongest self-control, the chest rose and fell. A few tears ran down the smooth cheeks—it was a charming boy on the brink of adulthood that Rossiter saw before him. He quickly said:
"My dear chap! Don't say another word, unless you like to blackguard me for my impertinence in putting these questions. I quite understand. We'll consider the whole thing erased from our memories. Go on studying for the Bar with all your might, if you must take up so barren a profession and won't become my pupil in biology—Great openings, I can tell you, coming now in that direction." (A pause.)
"My dear friend! Don’t say anything more unless you want to insult me for my rudeness in asking these questions. I totally get it. Let’s just forget this ever happened. Keep studying for the Bar as hard as you can if you have to pursue such a dry profession and won’t become my student in biology—There are amazing opportunities opening up in that field, I promise." (A pause.)
"But if it's of any interest to you, just come here as often as you like in your spare time—either to tea with Mrs. Rossiter or to see me at work on my experiments. I've taken a great liking to you, if you'll allow me to say so. I think there's good stuff in you. A young man reading for the Bar in London is none the worse for a few friends. He must often feel pretty lonely on a Sunday, for example. And he may also—now I'm going to be impertinent and paternal again—he may also pick up undesirable acquaintances, male—and female. Don't you get feeling lonely, with your home far away in Wales. Consider yourself free of this place at any rate, and my wife and I can introduce you to some other people you might like to know. I might introduce you to Mark Stansfield the Q.C. Do you know any one in London, by the bye?"
"But if you’re interested, feel free to come by as often as you want in your free time—whether it’s for tea with Mrs. Rossiter or to watch me work on my experiments. I’ve really taken a liking to you, if I can say that. I think you have a lot of potential. A young man studying for the Bar in London could really use a few friends. You probably feel pretty lonely on a Sunday, for example. And I might be overstepping here, but you might also end up making some undesirable friends, both guys and girls. Don’t you ever feel lonely with your home so far away in Wales? Just know you’re always welcome here, and my wife and I can introduce you to some other people you might want to connect with. I could introduce you to Mark Stansfield, the Q.C. By the way, do you know anyone in London?"
"Oh yes," said David, smiling with all but one tear dried on a still coloured cheek. "I know Honoria Fraser—I know Mr. Praed the architect—"
"Oh yes," David said, smiling with just one tear left on his still-colored cheek. "I know Honoria Fraser—I know Mr. Praed the architect—"
"The A.R.A.? Of course; you or your father said you had been his pupil. H'm. Praed. Yes, I visualize him. Rather a dilettante—whimsical—I didn't like what I heard of him at one time. However it's no affair of mine. And Honoria Fraser! She's simply one of the best women I know. It's curious she wasn't here—At least I didn't see her—this afternoon. She's a friend of my wife's. I knew her when she was at Newnham. She had a great friend—what was it? Violet? No, Vera? Vivien—yes that was it, Vivien Warren. Of course! Why that business she started for women in the City somewhere is called Fraser and Warren. She was always wanting to bring this Vivien Warren here. Said she had such a pretty colouring. I own I rather like to see a pretty woman. But she didn't come" (pulls at his pipe and thrusts another cigarette on David). "Went abroad. Seemed rather morose. Some one who came with Honoria said she had a bad mother, and Honoria very rightly shut him up. By the bye, where and how did you come to meet Honoria first?"
"The A.R.A.? Of course; you or your dad mentioned you were his student. H'm. Praed. Yeah, I can picture him. Quite the dilettante—whimsical—I didn't like what I heard about him at one point. But that's not my concern. And Honoria Fraser! She's honestly one of the best people I know. It's strange she wasn't here—at least I didn't see her—this afternoon. She's a friend of my wife's. I knew her back when she was at Newnham. She had a close friend—what was her name? Violet? No, Vera? Vivien—yes, that was it, Vivien Warren. Of course! That business she started for women in the City is called Fraser and Warren. She was always wanting to bring this Vivien Warren here. Said she had such a lovely complexion. I admit I do enjoy seeing a pretty woman. But she didn't come" (pulls at his pipe and offers another cigarette to David). "Went abroad. Seemed kind of down. Someone who came with Honoria mentioned she had a bad mother, and Honoria rightly shut him up. By the way, where and how did you first meet Honoria?"
(David was on the point of saying—he was so unstrung—"Why we were at Newnham together." Then resolved to tell another whopper—Indeed I am told there is a fascination in certain circumstances about lying—and replied): "Vivien Warren was my cousin. She was a Vavasour on her mother's side—from South Wales—and my mother was a Vavasour too—" And as the disguised Vivie said this, some inkling came into her mind that there was a real relationship between Catharine Warren née Vavasour and the Mary Vavasour who was David's mother. A spasm of joy flashed through her at the possibility of her story being in some slight degree true.
(David was about to say—he was so frazzled—"Why we were at Newnham together." Then he decided to tell another tall tale—Actually, I’ve heard there’s something captivating about lying in certain situations—and answered): "Vivien Warren was my cousin. She was a Vavasour on her mom's side—from South Wales—and my mom was a Vavasour too—" And as the disguised Vivie said this, a thought crossed her mind that there was a real connection between Catharine Warren née Vavasour and the Mary Vavasour who was David's mom. A rush of joy swept through her at the idea that her story might be somewhat true.
"I see," said Rossiter, satisfied, and feeling now that the interview had lasted long enough and that there would be just time to glance at his assistant's afternoon work before he dressed for dinner....
"I see," said Rossiter, feeling satisfied and realizing that the interview had gone on long enough. He knew there was just enough time to take a look at his assistant's afternoon work before he got ready for dinner....
"Well, old chap. Good-bye for the present. Come often and see us and look upon me—I must be fifteen years older than you are—What, twenty-four? Impossible! You don't look a day older than twenty—in fact, if you hadn't told me you'd been in South Africa—However as I was saying, look on me as in loco parentis while you are in London. I'll show you the way out into the hall. Shall they call you a cab? No? You're quite right. It's a splendid night for January. Where do you live? Here, write it down in my address book.... '7 Fig Tree Court, Temple'—What a jolly address! Are there fig trees in the Temple ... still? P'raps descended from cuttings or layers the poor Templars brought from the Holy Land."
"Well, old friend. Goodbye for now. Visit us often and look at me—I must be fifteen years older than you—What, twenty-four? No way! You don’t look a day over twenty—in fact, if you hadn’t told me you’d been in South Africa—Anyway, as I was saying, think of me as in loco parentis while you’re in London. I’ll show you the way out to the hall. Should I call you a cab? No? You’re totally right. It’s a beautiful night for January. Where do you live? Here, write it down in my address book.... '7 Fig Tree Court, Temple'—What a great address! Are there still fig trees in the Temple...? Maybe they’re descendants from cuttings or layers the poor Knights Templar brought back from the Holy Land."
David returned to Fig Tree Court and his studies of criminology. But his body and mind thrilled with the experiences of the afternoon; and the musty records in works of repellent binding and close, unsympathetic print of nineteenth century forgery, poisoning, assaults-on-the-person, and cruelty-to-children cases for once failed to hold his close attention. He sat all through the evening after a supper of bread and cheese and ginger beer in his snug, small room, furnished principally with well-filled book-shelves. The room had a glowing fire and a green-shaded reading lamp. He sat staring beyond his law books at visions, waking dreams that came and went. The dangers of exposure that opened before him were in these dreams, but there were other mind-pictures that filled his life with a glow of colour. How different from the drab horizons that encircled poor Vivie Warren less than a year ago! Poor Vivie, whom even FitzJohn's Avenue at Hampstead had rejected, who had long since been dropped—no doubt on account of rumours concerning her mother—by the few acquaintances she had made at Cambridge, who had parents living in South Kensington, Bayswater, and Bloomsbury. Here was Portland Place receiving her in her guise as David Williams with open arms. Men and women looked at her kindly, interestedly, and she could look back at them without that protective frown. At night she could walk about the town, go to the theatre, stroll along the Embankment and attract no man's offensive attentions. She could enter where she liked for a meal, a cup of tea, frequent the museum of the Royal College of Surgeons when she would without waiting for a "ladies" day; stop to look at a street fight, cause no sour looks if she entered a smoking compartment on the train, mingle with the man-world unquestioned, unhindered, unnoticed, exciting at most a pleasant off-hand camaraderie due to her youth and good looks.
David returned to Fig Tree Court to continue his studies in criminology. But his body and mind buzzed with the experiences of the afternoon; the dusty records in the unattractive bindings and dense, unwelcoming print of nineteenth-century cases of forgery, poisoning, assaults, and child cruelty failed to capture his full attention. He spent the evening after a simple meal of bread and cheese with ginger beer in his cozy, small room, mostly filled with well-stocked bookshelves. The room had a warm fire and a green-shaded reading lamp. He found himself staring beyond his law books at visions, daydreams that came and went. The risks of exposure loomed before him in these dreams, but there were also other images that added vibrant colors to his life. How different it was from the dull horizons that had surrounded poor Vivie Warren less than a year ago! Poor Vivie, who had even been turned away from FitzJohn's Avenue in Hampstead, who had long been abandoned—most likely due to rumors about her mother—by the few acquaintances she had made at Cambridge, whose parents lived in South Kensington, Bayswater, and Bloomsbury. Now here was Portland Place welcoming her in her role as David Williams with open arms. Men and women looked at her with kindness and interest, and she could return their gaze without that defensive frown. At night she could walk around the city, go to the theater, stroll along the Embankment, and attract no unwanted attention from men. She could enter anywhere for a meal or a cup of tea, visit the Royal College of Surgeons museum whenever she wanted without waiting for a "ladies' day"; stop to watch a street fight without receiving disapproving looks if she entered a smoking compartment on the train and mix with the male crowd freely and unobtrusively, drawing only a casual camaraderie thanks to her youth and good looks.
Should she go on with the bold adventure? A thousand times yes! David should break no law in Vivie's code of honour, do real wrong to no one; but Vivie should see the life best worth living in London from a man's standpoint.
Should she go on with the daring adventure? A thousand times yes! David shouldn't break any laws in Vivie's code of honor, nor do real harm to anyone; but Vivie should experience the most worthwhile life in London from a man's perspective.
David however must be armed at every point and have his course clearly marked out before his contemplation. He must steep himself in the geography of South Africa—Why not get Rossiter to propose him as a fellow of the Royal Geographical Society? That would be a lark because they wouldn't admit women as members: they had refused Honoria Fraser. David must read up—somewhere—the history of the South African War as far as it went. He had better find out something about the Bechuanaland Police Force; how as a member of such a force he could have drifted as far south as the vicinity of Colesberg; how thereabouts he could have got sick enough—he certainly would say nothing more about a wound—to have been put into hospital. He must find out how he could have escaped from the Boers and come back to England without getting into difficulties with the military or the Colonial Office or whoever had any kind of control over the members of the Bechuanaland Border Police....
David, however, needs to be fully prepared and have his path clearly laid out before him. He should immerse himself in the geography of South Africa—Why not ask Rossiter to recommend him as a fellow of the Royal Geographical Society? That would be amusing since they wouldn’t allow women as members: they had turned down Honoria Fraser. David needs to study the history of the South African War as much as he can. He should gather information about the Bechuanaland Police Force; how, as a member of that force, he could have ended up as far south as the area around Colesberg; how he could have gotten sick enough—he certainly wouldn't mention a wound—to be hospitalized. He must figure out how he could have escaped from the Boers and returned to England without running into problems with the military or the Colonial Office or whoever else had any authority over the members of the Bechuanaland Border Police....
But the whole South African episode had better be dropped. Rossiter, after his appeal, would set himself to forget and ignore it. It must be damped down in the poor old father's mind as of relative unimportance—after all, his father was a recluse who did not have many visitors ... by the bye, he must remember to write on the morrow and explain why he could not come down for Christmas or the New Year ... would promise a good long visit in the Easter holidays instead—Must remember that resolution to learn up some Welsh. What a nuisance it was that you couldn't buy anywhere in London or in South Wales any book about modern conversation in Welsh. The sort of Welsh you learnt in the old-fashioned books, which were all that could be got, was Biblical language—Some one had told David that if you went into Smithfield Market in the early morning you might meet the Welsh farmers and stock-drivers who had come up from Wales during the night and who held forth in the Cymric tongue over their beasts. But probably their language was such as would shock Nannie.... Supposing Frank Gardner did come to England? In that case it might be safer to confide in Frank. He was harum-scarum, but he was chivalrous and he pitied Vivie. Besides he was a prime appreciator of a lark. Should she even tell Rossiter? No, of course not. That was just one of the advantages of being "David." As "David" she could form a sincere and inspiring friendship with Rossiter which would be utterly beyond her reach as "Vivie." How pale beside the comradeship of Honoria now appeared the hand-grips, the hearty male free-masonry of a man like Rossiter. How ungrateful however even to make such an admission to herself....
But the whole South African situation should be forgotten. After his appeal, Rossiter would focus on moving past it. It needed to be brushed aside in the poor old father's mind as relatively unimportant—after all, his father was a recluse with few visitors ... by the way, he needed to remember to write tomorrow and explain why he couldn't come down for Christmas or New Year ... he would promise a good long visit during the Easter holidays instead—He must remember that resolution to learn some Welsh. What a hassle it was that you couldn't find any book about modern Welsh conversation anywhere in London or South Wales. The kind of Welsh you learned from the old-fashioned books, which were all that was available, was Biblical language—Someone had told David that if you went to Smithfield Market in the early morning, you might meet Welsh farmers and stock-drivers who had come up from Wales during the night and were speaking in their native tongue over their livestock. But probably their language would shock Nannie.... What if Frank Gardner did come to England? In that case, it might be safer to confide in Frank. He was reckless, but he was chivalrous and felt sorry for Vivie. Besides, he loved a good adventure. Should she even tell Rossiter? No, of course not. That was just one of the perks of being "David." As "David," she could form a genuine and inspiring friendship with Rossiter that would be completely out of reach as "Vivie." How pale the camaraderie with Honoria now looked compared to the handshakes and hearty male bonding of someone like Rossiter. How ungrateful it was even to admit that to herself....
At present the only people who knew of her prank and guessed or knew her purpose were Honoria and Bertie Adams. Honoria! what a noble woman, what a true friend. Somehow, now she was David, she saw Honoria in a different light. Poor Norie! She too had her wistful leanings, her sorrows and disappointments. What a good thing it would be if her mother decided to die—of course she would, could, never say any such thing to Norie—to die and set free Honoria to marry Major Petworth Armstrong! She felt Norie still hankered after him, but perhaps kept him at bay partly because of her mother's molluscous clingings—No! she wouldn't even sneer at Lady Fraser. Lady Fraser had been one of the early champions of Woman's rights. Very likely it was a dread of Vivie's sneers and disappointment that had mainly kept back Norie from accepting Major Armstrong's advances. Well, when next they met she—Vivie—or better still David—would set that right.
Right now, the only people who knew about her prank and either guessed or were aware of her intentions were Honoria and Bertie Adams. Honoria! What an incredible woman, what a true friend. Now that she was David, she saw Honoria in a new light. Poor Norie! She had her own dreams, sorrows, and disappointments. It would be such a relief if her mother decided to die—of course, she could never say anything like that to Norie—so that Honoria would be free to marry Major Petworth Armstrong! She sensed that Norie still had feelings for him, but maybe she was keeping him at a distance partly because of her mother's clinging nature—No! She wouldn’t even criticize Lady Fraser. Lady Fraser had been one of the early supporters of women’s rights. It was probably the fear of Vivie’s contempt and disappointment that mostly held Norie back from accepting Major Armstrong's advances. Well, when they met next, she—Vivie—or even better, David—would set things straight.
CHAPTER VII
HONORIA AGAIN
7, Fig Tree Court, Temple.
March 20, 1902.
7, Fig Tree Court, Temple.
March 20, 1902.
Dear Honoria,—
Dear Honoria,
I am going down to spend Easter with my people in South Wales. Before I leave I should so very much like a long talk with you where we can talk freely and undisturbed. That is impossible at the Office for a hundred reasons, especially now that Beryl Claridge has taken to working early in her new-found zeal, while Bertie Adams deems it his duty to stay late. I am—really, truly—grieved to hear that your mother is so ill again. I would not ask to meet her—even if she was well enough to receive people—because she does not know me and when one is as ill as she is, the introduction to a stranger is a horrid jar. But if you could fit in say an hour's detachment from her side—is it "bed-side" or is she able to get up?—and could receive me in your own sitting-room, why then we could have that full and free talk I should like on your affairs and on mine and on the joint affairs of Fraser and Warren.
I’m going to spend Easter with my family in South Wales. Before I go, I’d really like to have a long, private talk with you where we can speak freely without interruptions. That’s impossible at the office for a million reasons, especially now that Beryl Claridge has started working early with her new enthusiasm, while Bertie Adams feels it's his obligation to stay late. I’m truly sorry to hear that your mom is sick again. I wouldn’t ask to meet her—even if she were well enough to have visitors—because she doesn’t know me, and when someone is as ill as she is, being introduced to a stranger can be really jarring. But if you could manage to take an hour away from her—can she even get out of bed?—and let me come to your own living room, then we could have that open and honest conversation I’d like to have about your situation, mine, and the shared matters of Fraser and Warren.
Yours sincerely,
D. V. W.
Best regards,
D. V. W.
Dear David,—
Dear David,
Come by all means. The wish for a talk is fully reciprocated on my side. Mother generally tries to sleep in the afternoon between three and six, and a Nurse is then with her.
Come over anytime. I’d really like to chat as well. Mom usually tries to rest in the afternoon from three to six, and a nurse is with her during that time.
Yours sincerely,
H. F.
Best regards,
H. F.
"Mr. David Williams wishes to see you, Miss," said a waiter, meeting Honoria on a Thursday afternoon, as she was emerging into their tiny hall from her mother's room.
"Mr. David Williams wants to see you, Miss," said a waiter, encountering Honoria on a Thursday afternoon as she was coming out of her mother's room into their small hall.
"Show him up, please.... Ah there you are, David. We must both talk rather low as mother is easily waked. Come into my study; fortunately it is at the other end of the flat."
"Please show him in.... Ah there you are, David. We should keep our voices down since mom can wake up easily. Come into my study; luckily it's at the other end of the apartment."
They reach the study, and Honoria closes the door softly but firmly behind them.
They arrive at the study, and Honoria gently but firmly closes the door behind them.
"We never do kiss as a rule, having long ago given up such a messy form of greeting; but certainly we wouldn't under these circumstances lest we could be seen from the opposite windows and thought to be 'engaged'; but though I may seem a little frigid in greeting you, it is only because of the clothes you are wearing'—You understand, don't you—?"
"We usually don’t kiss, having stopped that messy way of greeting a long time ago; but definitely not under these circumstances, since we might be seen from the other windows and people could think we’re ‘engaged’; but even though I might seem a bit cold in saying hello, it’s only because of what you’re wearing—you get that, right?"
"Quite, dearest. We cannot be too careful. Besides we long ago agreed to be modern and sanitary in our manners."
"Absolutely, my dear. We can't be too cautious. Besides, we agreed a while back to be modern and proper in our behavior."
"Won't you smoke?"
"Want to smoke?"
"Well, perhaps it would be more restful," said David, "more manly; but as a matter of fact of late I have been rather 'off' smoking. It is very wasteful, and as far as I am concerned it never produced much effect—either way—on the nerves. Still, it gives one a nice manly flavour. I always liked the smell of a smoking-room.... And your mother: how is she?"
"Well, maybe it would be more relaxing," David said, "more masculine; but honestly, I've been kind of out of smoking lately. It's pretty wasteful, and for me, it never really did much for my nerves—either way. Still, it has that nice masculine vibe. I always liked the smell of a smoking room.... And how is your mom?"
"Very bad, I fear. The doctor tells me she can't last much longer, and hypocritical as the phrase sounds I couldn't wish her to, unless these pains can be mitigated, and this dreadful distress in breathing.... I wonder if some day I shall be like that, and if behind my back a daughter will be saying she couldn't wish me to live much longer, unless, etc. I shall miss her frightfully, if she does die.... Armstrong has been more than kind. He has got a woman's heart for tenderness. He thinks every day of some fresh palliative until the doctors quite dislike him. Fortunately his kindness gives mother a fleeting gleam of pleasure. She wants me to marry him—I don't know, I'm sure.... Whilst she's so bad I don't feel I could take any interest in love-making—and I suppose we should make love in a perfunctory way—We're all of us so bound by conventions. We try to feel dismal at funerals, when often the weather is radiant and the ride down to Brookwood most exhilarating. And love-making is supposed to go with marriage ... heigh-ho! What should you say if I did marry—Major Armstrong...? Did you ever hear of such a ridiculous name as Petworth? I should have to call him 'Pet' and every one would think I had gone sentimental in middle age. How can parents be so unthinking about Christian names? He can't see the thing as I do; it is almost the only subject on which he is 'huffy.' You are the other, about which more anon. He says the Petworth property meant everything to the Armstrongs, to his branch of the Armstrongs. But for that, they might have been any other kind of Armstrong—it always kept him straight at school and in the army, he says, to remember he was an Armstrong of Petworth. They have held that poor little property (I call it) alongside the Egmonts and the Leconfields for three hundred years, though they've been miserably poor. His second name is James—Petworth James Armstrong. But he loathes being called 'Jimmy.'
"Very bad, I’m afraid. The doctor says she can’t last much longer, and as hypocritical as it sounds, I wouldn’t want her to, unless these pains can ease up and this awful distress in her breathing... I wonder if someday I’ll be like that, and if behind my back a daughter will be saying she couldn’t wish me to live much longer, unless, etc. I’ll miss her so much if she does die... Armstrong has been incredibly kind. He has a woman’s heart for tenderness. He thinks of some new comfort every day until the doctors can’t stand him. Luckily, his kindness gives my mother a moment of joy. She wants me to marry him—I really don’t know about that... While she’s so sick, I don’t feel like I could take any interest in romance—and I guess we should make love in a mechanical way—We’re all so bound by conventions. We try to feel sad at funerals, when often the weather is beautiful and the ride down to Brookwood is really uplifting. And romance is supposed to go hand in hand with marriage... oh dear! What would you say if I did marry Major Armstrong...? Have you ever heard such a ridiculous name as Petworth? I would have to call him 'Pet' and everyone would think I’ve gotten sentimental in middle age. How can parents be so thoughtless about names? He can’t see it the way I do; it’s almost the only topic that makes him 'huffy.' You’re the other one, but that’s a story for another time. He says the Petworth property meant everything to the Armstrongs, to his branch of the Armstrongs. Without that, they could have been any other kind of Armstrong—it always kept him straight in school and in the army, he says, to remember he was an Armstrong of Petworth. They’ve held onto that poor little property (I call it) alongside the Egmonts and the Leconfields for three hundred years, even though they’ve been really poor. His middle name is James—Petworth James Armstrong. But he hates being called 'Jimmy.'"
"Of course, dear, I've no illusions. I'm not bad to look at—indeed I sometimes quite admire my figure when I see myself after my bath in the cheval glass—but I'm pretty well sure that one of the factors in Pet's admiration for me was my income. Mother, it seems, has a little of her own, from one of her aunts, and if the poor darling is taken—though it is simply horrid considering that if—only that she has talked so freely to Army—I think I like 'Army' far better than 'Pet'—Well I mean she's been trying to tell him ever since he first came to call that when she is gone I shall have, all told, in my own right, Five thousand a year. So I took the first opportunity of letting him know that Two thousand a year of that would be held in reserve for the work of the firm and for the Woman's Cause generally.... Look here, I won't babble on much longer.... I know you're dying to make me confidences.... We'll ring for tea to be sent in here, and whilst the waiter is coming and going—Don't they take such a time about it, when they're de trop?—we'll talk of ordinary things that can be shouted from the house tops.
"Of course, dear, I'm not delusional. I'm not bad-looking—actually, I sometimes quite like my figure when I see myself in the full-length mirror after my bath—but I'm pretty sure that one of the reasons Pet admires me is my income. It seems Mother has a little money of her own from one of her aunts, and if the poor darling is taken—though it’s just awful to think that if—only because she has talked so openly to Army—I think I like 'Army' way more than 'Pet'—Well, she’s been trying to tell him since he first came to visit that when she’s gone, I will actually have a total of Five thousand a year in my own right. So I took the first chance to let him know that Two thousand a year of that would be set aside for the work of the firm and for the Woman's Cause in general.... Look, I won't ramble on much longer.... I know you want to share your secrets.... We’ll ring for tea to be sent in here, and while the waiter is coming and going—Don't they take such a long time when they're de trop?—we'll talk about everyday things that we can shout from the rooftops.
"I haven't been to the Office for three days. Does everything seem to be going on all right?"
"I haven't been to the office for three days. Is everything okay?"
David: "Quite all right. Bertie Adams tries dumbly to express in his eyes his determination to see the firm and me through all our troubles and adventures. I wish I could convey a discreet hint to him not to be so blatantly discreet. If there were a Sherlock Holmes about the place he would spot at once that Adams and I shared a secret.... But about Beryl—" (Enter waiter....)
David: "That's fine. Bertie Adams clumsily tries to show in his eyes that he’s determined to support the firm and me through all our challenges and experiences. I wish I could give him a subtle nudge not to be so obviously discreet. If there were a Sherlock Holmes around here, he would immediately notice that Adams and I have a secret.... But about Beryl—" (Enter waiter....)
Honoria (to waiter): "Oh—er—tea for two please. Remember it must be China and the still-room maids must see that the water has been fresh-boiled. And buttered toast—or if you've got muffins...? You have? Well, then muffins; and of course jam and cake. And—would you mind—you always try, I know—bringing the things in very quietly—here—? Because Lady Fraser is so easily waked..."
Honoria (to waiter): "Uh—tea for two, please. Make sure it’s China, and the still-room maids have to check that the water is freshly boiled. And buttered toast—or if you have muffins...? You do? Great, then muffins; and of course jam and cake. And—would you mind—you always try, I know—bringing everything in really quietly—right here? Because Lady Fraser wakes up so easily..."
(The Swiss waiter goes out, firmly convinced that Honoria's anxiety for her lady mother is really due to the desire that the mother should not interrupt a flirtation and a clandestine tea.)
(The Swiss waiter walks out, fully convinced that Honoria's worry for her mom is actually because she doesn't want her to interrupt a flirtation and a secret tea.)
Honoria: "Well, about Beryl?"
Honoria: "So, what about Beryl?"
David: "Beryl, I should say, is going to become a great woman of business. But for that, and—I think—a curious streak of fidelity to her vacillating architect ('How happy could I be with either,' don't you know, he seems to feel—just now they say he is living steadily at Storrington with his wife No. 1, who is ill, poor thing) ... but for that and this, I think Beryl would enjoy a flirtation with me. She can't quite make me out, and my unwavering severity of manner. Her cross-questioning sometimes is maddening—or it might become so, but that with both of us—you and me—retiring so much into the background she has to lead such a strenuous life and see one after the other the more important clients. Of course—here's the tea..."
David: "Beryl, I should mention, is set to become an amazing businesswoman. But because of that, and—I think—a strange loyalty to her inconsistent architect ('How happy could I be with either,' you know, he seems to feel—right now, they say he’s living steadily in Storrington with his first wife, who is sick, poor thing) ... but for that and this, I think Beryl would be open to a fling with me. She can't quite figure me out, and my serious demeanor. Her probing sometimes drives me crazy—or it could, but with both of us—you and me—stepping back so much, she has to manage such a hectic lifestyle and deal with one important client after another. Of course—here's the tea..."
(Brief interval during which the waiter does much unnecessary laying out of the tea until Honoria says: "Don't let me keep you. I know you are busy at this time. I will ring if we want anything.") David continues: "Of course I come in for my share of the work after six. On one point Beryl is firm; she doesn't mind coming at nine or at eight or at half-past seven in the morning, but she must be back in Chelsea by half-past five to see her babies, wash them and put them to bed. She has a tiny little house, she tells me, near Trafalgar Square, and fortunately she's got an excellent and devoted nurse, one of those rare treasures that questions nothing and is only interested in the business in hand. She and a cook-general make up the establishment. Before Mrs. Architect No. 1 became ill, Mr. Architect used to visit her there pretty regularly, and is assumed to be Mr. Claridge.... Well: to finish up about Beryl: I think you—we—can trust her. She may be odd in her notions of morality, but in finance or business she's as honest—as—a man."
(Brief interval during which the waiter does a lot of unnecessary setting up of the tea until Honoria says: "Don't let me hold you up. I know you're busy right now. I'll ring if we need anything.") David continues: "Of course, I take on my share of the work after six. Beryl is firm on one point; she doesn’t mind coming in at nine, eight, or even half-past seven in the morning, but she must be back in Chelsea by half-past five to see her kids, wash them, and put them to bed. She has a tiny little house, she tells me, near Trafalgar Square, and luckily she has an excellent and devoted nurse, one of those rare gems who questions nothing and is only focused on the job at hand. She and a cook make up the household. Before Mrs. Architect No. 1 got sick, Mr. Architect used to visit her there pretty regularly, and it’s assumed he’s Mr. Claridge.... Well, to wrap things up about Beryl: I think you—we—can trust her. She may have strange ideas about morality, but in finance or business, she’s as honest—as—a man."
"My dear Vivie—I mean David—what a strange thing for you to say! I suppose it is part of your make-up—goes with the clothes and that turn-over collar, and the little safety pin through the tie—?"
"My dear Vivie—I mean David—what a weird thing for you to say! I guess it’s just part of who you are—fits with the clothes and that folded-down collar, and the little safety pin in the tie—?"
David: "No, I said it deliberately. Men are mostly hateful things, but I think in business they're more dependable than women—think more about telling a lie or letting any one down. The point for you to seize on is this—if you haven't noticed it already: that Beryl has become an uncommonly good business woman. And what's more, my dear, you've improved her just as you improved me" (Honoria deprecates this with a gesture, as she sits looking into the fire). "Beryl's talk is getting ever so much less reckless. And she takes jolly good care not to scandalize a client. She finds Adams—she tells me—so severe at the least jest or personality that she only talks to him now on business matters, and finds him a great stand-by; and the other day she told Miss A.—as you call the senior clerk—she ought to be ashamed of herself, bringing in a copy of the Vie Parisienne. The way she settled Mrs. Gordon's affairs—you remember, No. 3875 you catalogued the case—was masterly; and Mrs. G. has insisted on paying 5 per cent. commission on the recovered property. And it was Beryl who found out that leakage in the 'Variegated Tea Rooms' statement of accounts. I hadn't spotted it. No. I think we needn't be anxious about Beryl, especially whilst I am in Wales and you are giving yourself up—as you ought to do—to your mother. But it's coming to this, Honoria—" (Enter waiter. David says "Oh, damn," half audibly. Waiter is confirmed in his suspicions, but as he likes Honoria immensely resolves to say nothing about them in the Steward's room. She is such a kind young lady. He explains he has come to take the tea things away, and Honoria replies "Capital idea! Now, David, you'll be able to have the whole table for your accounts!").... "It's coming to this, Honoria," says David, clearing his throat, "that you will soon be wanting not to be bothered any more with the affairs of Fraser and Warren, and after I really get into the Law business I too shall require to detach myself. Let us therefore be thankful that Beryl is shaping so well. I rather think this summer you will have to get more office accommodation and give her some more responsible women to help her.... Now finish what you were saying about Major Armstrong."
David: "No, I said it on purpose. Guys are mostly pretty horrible, but I think in business they're more reliable than women—less likely to lie or let anyone down. The important point for you to catch—if you haven't already—is that Beryl has become an unusually good businesswoman. And what's more, my dear, you've improved her just as you improved me" (Honoria dismisses this with a gesture as she gazes into the fire). "Beryl's talks are getting way less reckless. And she makes sure not to offend a client. She finds Adams—she told me—so serious that she only talks to him about business now, and she thinks he's a great support; and the other day she told Miss A.—as you call the senior clerk—that she should be embarrassed for bringing in a copy of the Vie Parisienne. The way she managed Mrs. Gordon's affairs—you remember, No. 3875 you listed the case—was brilliant; and Mrs. G. has insisted on paying 5 percent commission on the recovered property. And it was Beryl who spotted that error in the 'Variegated Tea Rooms' account statement. I hadn't noticed it. No, I think we shouldn't worry about Beryl, especially while I'm in Wales and you're taking some time for your mom—as you should. But it's coming to this, Honoria—" (Enter waiter. David mutters "Oh, damn," half to himself. The waiter is confirmed in his suspicions, but since he likes Honoria a lot, he decides not to say anything about them in the Steward's room. She’s such a nice young lady. He explains that he has come to clear away the tea things, and Honoria replies, "Great idea! Now, David, you'll have the whole table for your accounts!").... "It's coming to this, Honoria," says David, clearing his throat, "that soon you won't want to deal with the affairs of Fraser and Warren anymore, and once I really get into the law business, I'll need to detach myself too. So let's be grateful that Beryl is doing so well. I think this summer you'll need to get more office space and hire some more responsible women to help her.... Now finish what you were saying about Major Armstrong."
Honoria: "Of course I shall marry him some day. I suppose I felt that the day after I first met him. But it amuses me to be under no illusion. I am sure this is what happened two years ago—or whenever it was he came back wounded from your favourite haunt, South Africa. Michael Rossiter—who likes 'Army' enormously—I think they were at school or college together—said to Linda, his wife: 'Here's Armstrong. One of the best. Wants to marry. Wife must have a little money, otherwise he'll have to go on letting Petworth Manor. And here's Honoria Fraser, one of the finest women I've ever met. Getting a little long in the tooth—or will be soon. Let's bring 'em together and make a match of it.'
Honoria: "Of course I’m going to marry him someday. I think I realized that the day after I first met him. But it makes me laugh that I have no illusions about it. I’m pretty sure this is what happened two years ago—or whenever he came back injured from your favorite place, South Africa. Michael Rossiter—who is really into the Army—I think they went to school or college together—told Linda, his wife: 'Here’s Armstrong. One of the best. He wants to get married. His wife needs to have some money; otherwise, he’ll have to keep renting out Petworth Manor. And here’s Honoria Fraser, one of the finest women I’ve ever met. She’s getting a bit older—or will be soon. Let’s set them up and make a match.'”
"So we are each convoked for a luncheon, with a projected adjournment to Kew—which you spoilt—and there it is. But joking apart, 'Army' is a dear and I am sure by now he wants me even more than my money—and I certainly want him. I'm rising thirty and I long for children and don't want 'em to come to me too late in life."
"So we're all invited to a lunch, with plans to head to Kew—which you ruined—and that’s that. But seriously, 'Army' is really special, and I’m sure by now he wants me even more than my money—and I definitely want him too. I’m almost thirty, and I really want kids, but I don't want them to come to me too late in life."
David: "You said he didn't like me..."
David: "You said he wasn't a fan of me..."
Honoria: "Oh that was half nonsense. When we all met last Sunday at the Rossiters he became very jealous and suspicious. Asked who was that whipper-snapper—I said you neither whipped nor snapped, especially if kindly treated. He said then who was that Madonna young man—a phrase it appears he'd picked up from Lord Cromer, who used to apply it to every new arrival from the Foreign Office—Armstrong was once his military secretary. I was surprised to hear he thought you womanish—I spoke of your fencing, riding,—was just going to add 'hockey,' and 'croquet': then remembered they might be thought feminine pastimes, so referred to your swimming. Military men always respect a good swimmer; I fancy because many of them funk the water.... I was just going on to explain that you were a cousin of a great friend of mine and helped me in my business, when a commissionaire came from Quansions in a hansom to say that mother was feeling very bad again. 'Army' and I went back in the hansom, but I was crying a little and being a gentleman he did not press his suit..."
Honoria: "Oh, that was mostly nonsense. When we all got together last Sunday at the Rossiters, he got really jealous and suspicious. He asked who that young guy was—I told him you neither whipped nor snapped, especially if treated kindly. Then he wanted to know who that 'Madonna' young man was—a term he apparently picked up from Lord Cromer, who used to call every new arrival from the Foreign Office that—Armstrong was once his military secretary. I was surprised to hear he thought you were effeminate—I mentioned your fencing and riding, and was just about to add 'hockey' and 'croquet'; then I remembered those might be seen as feminine sports, so I switched to talking about your swimming. Military guys always respect a good swimmer; I think it’s because many of them are afraid of the water... I was just about to explain that you were a cousin of a great friend of mine and helped me with my business when a commissionaire came from Quansions in a hansom to say that my mother was feeling really bad again. So 'Army' and I went back in the hansom, but I was crying a bit, and being a gentleman, he didn’t push his case..."
Enter Lady Fraser's nurse on tiptoe. Says in a very hushed voice "Major Armstrong has called, Miss Fraser. He came to ask about Lady Fraser. I said if anything she was a bit better and had had a good sleep. He then asked if he might see you."
Enter Lady Fraser's nurse quietly. She says in a very soft voice, "Major Armstrong is here, Miss Fraser. He came to check on Lady Fraser. I told him that she was somewhat better and had a good sleep. He then asked if he could see you."
Honoria: "Certainly. Would you mind showing him in here? It will save my ringing for the waiter."
Honoria: "Sure. Could you please have him come in here? It’ll save me from having to call the waiter."
Enter Major Armstrong. At the sight of David he flushes and looks fierce.
Enter Major Armstrong. At the sight of David, he flushes and looks intense.
Honoria: "So glad you've come, dear Major. I hear mother has had a good nap. I must go to her presently. You know David Vavasour Williams?—Davy! You really must leave out your second name! It gets so fatiguing having to say it every time I introduce you."
Honoria: "So glad you could make it, dear Major. I heard my mom had a nice nap. I should go check on her soon. You know David Vavasour Williams?—Davy! You really have to drop your last name! It gets so tiring having to say it every time I introduce you."
Armstrong bows stiffly and David, standing with one well-shaped foot in a neat boot on the curb of the fireplace, looks up and returns the bow.
Armstrong bows rigidly, and David, standing with one nicely shaped foot in a tidy boot on the edge of the fireplace, looks up and bows back.
Honoria: "This won't do. You are two of my dearest friends, and yet you hardly greet one another. I always determined from the age of fifteen onwards I would never pass my life as men and women in a novel do—letting misunderstandings creep on and on where fifty words might settle them. Army! You've often asked me to marry you—or at least so I've understood your broken sentences. I never refused you in so many words. Now I say distinctly 'Yes'—if you'll have me. Only, you know quite well I can't actually marry you whilst mother lies so ill..."
Honoria: "This isn't right. You’re both my closest friends, and yet you barely say hello to each other. I've always promised myself since I was fifteen that I wouldn’t live my life like characters in a novel—letting misunderstandings linger when just a few words could clear things up. Army! You've asked me to marry you so many times—or at least that's how I've interpreted your confusing words. I never outright turned you down. Now I'm saying clearly 'Yes'—if you still want me. But, as you know, I can't actually marry you while my mother is so sick..."
Major Armstrong, very red in the face, in a mixture of exultation, sympathy and annoyance that the affairs of his heart are being discussed before a whipper-snapper stranger—says: "Honoria! Do you mean it? Oh..."
Major Armstrong, looking very flushed, feeling a mix of joy, sympathy, and frustration that his personal matters are being talked about in front of a young stranger—says: "Honoria! Do you mean it? Oh..."
Honoria: "Of course I mean it! And if I drew back you could now have a breach-of-promise-of-marriage action, with David as an important witness. D.V.W.—who by the bye is a cousin of my greatest friend—my friend for life, whether you like her—as you ought to do—or not—Vivie Warren.... David is reading for the Bar; and besides being your witness to what I have just said, might—if you deferred your action long enough—be your Counsel.... Now look here," (with a catch in the voice) "you two dear things. My nerves are all to bits.... I haven't slept properly for nights and nights. David, dear, if you must talk any more business before you go down to Wales, you must come and see me to-morrow.... Darling mother! I can't bear the thought you may not live to see my happiness." (David discreetly withdraws without a formal good-bye, and as he goes out and the firelight flickers up, sees Armstrong take Honoria in his arms.)
Honoria: "Of course, I mean it! And if I backed out now, you could file a breach-of-promise-of-marriage lawsuit, with David as a key witness. D.V.W.—who, by the way, is a cousin of my greatest friend—my friend for life, whether you like her—as you should—or not—Vivie Warren.... David is studying for the Bar; and besides being your witness to what I’ve just said, he might—if you wait long enough—be your Counsel.... Now listen," (with a catch in her voice) "you two darling people. My nerves are shot.... I haven't slept well for nights and nights. David, dear, if you have to talk more business before you head down to Wales, you need to come see me tomorrow.... Darling mother! I can't stand the thought that you might not live to see my happiness." (David discreetly leaves without a formal goodbye, and as he exits and the firelight flickers, he sees Armstrong take Honoria in his arms.)
CHAPTER VIII
THE BRITISH CHURCH
David had read hard all through Hilary term with Mr. Stansfield of the Inner Temple; he had passed examinations brilliantly; he had solved knotty problems in the legal line for Fraser and Warren, and as already related he had begun to go out into Society. Indeed, starting from the Rossiters' Thursdays and Praed's studio suppers, he was being taken up by persons of influence who were pleased to find him witty, possessed of a charming voice, of quiet but unassailable manners. Opinions differed as to his good looks. Some women proclaimed him as adorable, rather Sphynx-like, you know, but quite fascinating with his well-marked eye-brows, his dark and curly lashes, the rich warm tints of his complexion, the unfathomable grey eyes and short upper lip with the down of adolescence upon it. Other women without assigning any reason admitted he did not produce any effect on their sensibility—they disliked law students, they said, even if they were of a literary turn; they also disliked curates and shopwalkers and sidesmen ... and Sunday-school teachers. Give them manly men; avowed soldiers and sailors, riders to hounds, sportsmen, big game hunters, game-keepers, chauffeurs—the chauffeur was becoming a new factor in Society, Bernard Shaw's "superman"—prize-fighters, meat-salesmen—then you knew where you were.
David had studied hard all through Hilary term with Mr. Stansfield of the Inner Temple; he had aced his exams; he had tackled tough legal problems for Fraser and Warren, and as mentioned before, he had started to enter Society. In fact, beginning with the Rossiters' Thursday gatherings and Praed's studio dinners, influential people were starting to notice him, appreciating his wit, charming voice, and composed yet confident demeanor. Opinions varied about his looks. Some women found him charming, a bit mysterious, but definitely captivating with his distinct eyebrows, dark curly lashes, rich warm complexion, deep grey eyes, and a short upper lip still hinting at youth. Other women, without giving any reasons, claimed he didn’t stir their feelings—they said they just didn’t like law students, even the literary ones; they also had an aversion to curates, shop assistants, and Sunday-school teachers. They preferred manly men—outright soldiers and sailors, fox hunters, athletes, big game hunters, gamekeepers, chauffeurs—the chauffeur was becoming a new presence in Society, Bernard Shaw’s "superman"—prizefighters, meat salesmen—then you knew what you were dealing with.
Similarly men were divided in their judgment of him. Some liked him very much, they couldn't quite say why. Others spoke of him contemptuously, like Major Armstrong had done. This was due partly to certain women being inclined to run after him—and therefore to jealousy on behalf of the professional lady-killer of the military species—and partly to a vague feeling that he was enigmatic—Sphynx-like, as some women said. He was too silent sometimes, especially if the conversation amongst men tended towards racy stories; he was sarcastic and nimble-witted when he did speak. And he was not easily bullied. If he encountered an insolent person, he gave full effect to his five feet eight inches, the look from his grey eyes was unwavering as though he tacitly accepted the challenge, there was an invisible rapier hanging from his left hip, a poise of the body which expressed dauntless courage.
Similarly, men were split in their opinions of him. Some really liked him, though they couldn't quite explain why. Others spoke about him with disdain, like Major Armstrong had. This was partly because some women seemed to chase after him—leading to jealousy from the usual ladies' man in the military—and partly because of a vague sense that he was mysterious—like the Sphinx, as some women said. He was often too quiet, especially when the guys were sharing risqué stories; but when he did talk, he was sarcastic and quick-witted. He wasn't someone who could be easily intimidated. When faced with an arrogant person, he stood tall at five feet eight, his grey eyes steady as if he silently accepted the challenge, with an invisible rapier at his left hip and a stance that radiated fearless courage.
Honoria's stories of his skill in fencing, riding, swimming, ball-games, helped him here. They were perfectly true or sufficiently true—mutatis mutandis—and when put to the test stood the test. David indeed found it well during this first season in Town to hire a hack and ride a little in the Park—it only added one way and another about fifty pounds to his outlay and impressed certain of the Benchers who were beginning to turn an eye on him. One elderly judge—also a Park rider—developed an almost inconvenient interest in him; asked him to dinner, introduced him to his daughters, and wanted to know a deal too much as to his position and prospects.
Honoria's stories about his skills in fencing, riding, swimming, and ball games helped him here. They were mostly true—mutatis mutandis—and when tested held up well. David found it beneficial during his first season in Town to rent a horse and ride a bit in the Park—it added about fifty pounds to his expenses but impressed some of the Benchers who were starting to notice him. One older judge—who also rode in the Park—showed an almost uncomfortable interest in him; he invited David to dinner, introduced him to his daughters, and asked way too many questions about his background and future plans.
On the whole, it was a distinct relief from a public position, from this increasing number of town acquaintances, this broader and broader track strewn with cunning pitfalls, to lock up his rooms and go off to Wales for the Easter holidays. Easter was late that year—or it has to be for the purpose of my story—and David was fortunate in the weather and the temperature. If West Glamorganshire had looked richly, grandiosely beautiful in full summer, it had an exquisite, if quite different charm in early spring, in April. The great trees were spangled with emerald leaf-buds; the cherries, tame and wild, the black-thorn, the plums and pears in orchards and on old, old, grey walls, were in full blossom of virgin white. The apple trees in course of time showed pink buds. The gardens were full of wall-flowers—the inhabited country smelt of wall-flowers—purple flags, narcissi, hyacinths. The woodland was exquisitely strewn with primroses. In the glades rose innumerable spears of purple half-opened bluebells; the eye ranged over an anemone-dotted sward in this direction; over clusters of smalt-blue dog violets in another. Ladies'-smocks and cowslips made every meadow delicious; and the banks of the lowland streams were gorgeously gilded with king-cups. The mountains on fine days were blue and purple in the far distance; pale green and grey in the foreground. Under the April showers and sun-shafts they became tragic, enchanted, horrific, paradisiac. Even the mining towns were bearable—in the spring sunshine. If man had left no effort untried to pile hideosity on hideosity, flat ugliness on nauseous squalor, he had not been able to affect the arch of the heavens in its lucid blue, all smokes and vapours driven away by the spring winds; he had not been able to neutralize the vast views visible from the miners' sordid, one-storeyed dwellings, the panorama of hill and plain, of glistening water, towering peaks, and larch forests of emerald green amid the blue-Scotch pines and the black-green yews.
Overall, it was a definite relief to step away from public life, from the growing number of town acquaintances, and from the increasingly challenging path filled with clever traps, to secure his rooms and head off to Wales for the Easter holidays. Easter was late that year—or at least it had to be for my story—and David was lucky with the weather and temperatures. If West Glamorganshire had looked rich and grand in full summer, it had a lovely, if different, charm in early spring, in April. The large trees were dotted with vibrant green leaf buds; the cherry trees, both domestic and wild, the blackthorn, and the plums and pears in orchards and on ancient grey walls were in full bloom with pure white flowers. The apple trees eventually revealed pink buds. The gardens were alive with wallflowers—the countryside was fragrant with wallflowers—purple irises, daffodils, and hyacinths. The woodland was beautifully covered in primroses. In the clearings, countless purple-bluebells were half-opened; one could see a meadow dotted with anemones in one direction and clusters of bright blue dog violets in another. Cowslips and lady’s smock made every meadow delightful; and the banks of the lowland streams were brilliantly adorned with king cups. On clear days, the mountains appeared blue and purple in the distance, pale green and grey closer up. Under the April showers and sunlight, they took on a tragic, magical, horrifying, and paradisiacal quality. Even the mining towns seemed bearable in the spring sunshine. Even though people had done everything possible to pile ugliness upon ugliness, flat plainness upon filthy squalor, they hadn’t been able to change the arch of the sky in its clear blue, with all the smoke and haze blown away by the spring winds; they hadn’t been able to diminish the vast views from the miners’ grim, single-story homes—the panorama of hills and plains, sparkling waters, towering peaks, and emerald green larch forests amid the blue Scots pines and dark green yews.
David in previous letters, looking into his father's budget, had shown him he could afford to keep a pony and a pony cart. This therefore was waiting for him at the little station with the gardener to drive. But in a week, David, already a good horseman, had learnt to drive under the gardener's teaching, and then was able to take his delighted father out for whole-day trips to revel in the beauties of the scenery.
David, in earlier letters, had pointed out to his father that he could afford to keep a pony and a pony cart. So, this was waiting for him at the little station with the gardener to drive. Within a week, David, already skilled at riding, had learned to drive with the gardener's help and was then able to take his excited father out for full-day trips to enjoy the beautiful scenery.
They would have with them a wicker basket containing an ample lunch prepared by the generous hands of Bridget. They would stop at some spot on a mountain pass; tether the pony, sit on a plaid shawl thrown over a boulder, and feast their eyes on green mountain-shoulders reared against the pale blue sky; or gaze across ravines not unworthy of Switzerland. Or they would put up pony and cart at some village inn, explore old battlemented churches and churchyards with seventeenth and eighteenth century headstones, so far more tasteful and seemly than the hideous death memorials of the nineteenth century. And ever and again the old father, looking more and more like a Druid, would recite that charming Spring song, the 104th Psalm; or fragments of Welsh poetry sounding very good in Welsh—as no doubt Greek poetry does in properly pronounced Greek, but being singularly bald and vague in its references to earth, sea, sky and flora when translated into plain English.
They would have a wicker basket with a generous lunch prepared by Bridget. They would stop at a spot on a mountain pass, tie up the pony, sit on a plaid shawl spread over a rock, and take in the sight of green mountain slopes rising against the pale blue sky; or look across ravines that could rival Switzerland. Alternatively, they would put the pony and cart up at a village inn, explore old fortified churches and graveyards with 17th and 18th-century headstones, which were much more tasteful and fitting than the ugly death memorials of the 19th century. And now and then, the old father, looking increasingly like a Druid, would recite that lovely Spring song, the 104th Psalm; or snippets of Welsh poetry that sound beautiful in Welsh—as Greek poetry does when pronounced correctly—but become quite bare and vague in references to earth, sea, sky, and plants when translated into plain English.
David expressed some such opinions which rather scandalized his father who had grown up in the conventional school of unbounded, unreasoning reverence for the Hebrew, Greek and Keltic classics. From that they passed to the great problems, the undeterminable problems of the Universe; the awful littleness of men—mere lice, perhaps, on the scurfy body of a shrinking, dying planet of a fifth-rate sun, one of a billion other suns. The Revd. Howel like most of the Christian clergy of all times of course never looked at the midnight sky or gave any thought to the terrors and mysteries of astronomy, a science so modern, in fact, that it only came into real existence two or three hundred years ago; and is even now only taken seriously by about ten thousand people in Europe and America. Where, in this measureless universe—which indeed might only be one of several universes—was God to be found? A God that had been upset by the dietary of a small desert tribe, who fussed over burnt sacrifices and the fat of rams at one time; at another objected to censuses; at another and a later date wanted a human sacrifice to placate his wrath; or who had washed out the world's fauna and flora in a flood which had left no geological evidence to attest its having taken place. "Did you ever think about the Dinosaurs, father?" said David at the end of some such tirade—an outburst of free-thinking which in earlier years might have upset that father to wrath and angry protest, but which now for some reason only left him dazed and absent-minded. (It was the Colonies that had done it, he thought, and the studio talk of that dilettante architect. By and bye, David would distinguish himself at the Bar, marry and settle down, and resume the orthodox outlook of the English—or as he liked to call it—the British Church.)
David shared some opinions that really shocked his father, who had been raised with a deep, unreasoning respect for the Hebrew, Greek, and Celtic classics. They then moved on to the big questions, the unresolvable issues of the universe; the terrifying smallness of humanity—just tiny bugs, perhaps, on the shabby surface of a shrinking, dying planet orbiting a mediocre sun, one of billions of other stars. The Reverend Howel, like most Christian clergy throughout history, never looked up at the night sky or contemplated the fears and mysteries of astronomy, a science that is actually so modern it only became significant a few hundred years ago, and even now is taken seriously by only about ten thousand people in Europe and America. Where, in this vast universe—which could indeed just be one of multiple universes—was God to be found? A God who was upset by the diet of a small desert tribe, who once fussed over burnt sacrifices and the fat of rams; at another time objected to censuses; then later demanded a human sacrifice to calm his anger; or who supposedly wiped out all living things in a flood that left no geological evidence of its occurrence. "Have you ever thought about the Dinosaurs, Father?" David asked after this kind of rant—an outburst of free thinking that might have once filled his father with rage and protests, but now for some reason only left him dazed and distracted. (It was the Colonies that had changed him, he thought, and the studio talk of that amateur architect. Eventually, David would make a name for himself at the Bar, get married, settle down, and return to the conventional beliefs of the English—or as he preferred to call it—the British Church.)
"The Dinosaurs, my boy? No. What were they?"
"The dinosaurs, my boy? No. What were they?"
David: "The real Dragons, the Dragons of the prime, that swarmed over England and Wales and Scotland, and Europe, Asia, and North America—and I dare say Africa too. One of the most stupendous facts of what you call 'creation,' though perhaps only one amongst many skin diseases that have afflicted the planet—Well the Dinosaurs went on developing and evolving and perfecting—so Rossiter says—for three million years or so—Then they were scrap-heaped. What a waste of creative energy!..."
David: "The real Dragons, the Dragons of the prime, that spread across England, Wales, Scotland, Europe, Asia, North America—and I’d assume Africa too. One of the most astonishing facts of what you refer to as 'creation,' though maybe just one among many issues that have plagued the planet—Well, the Dinosaurs kept developing and evolving and perfecting—so Rossiter claims—for about three million years or so—Then they were just thrown away. What a waste of creative energy!..."
Father: "Ah it's Rossiter who puts all these ideas into your head, is it?"
Father: "Oh, so it's Rossiter who's filling your head with all these ideas, huh?"
David (flushing); "Oh dear no! I used to think about them at (is about to say 'Newnham,' but substitutes 'Malvern')—at Malvern—"
David (blushing); "Oh no! I used to think about them at—uh—at Malvern—"
Father (drily): "I'm glad to hear you thought about something—serious—at any rate—then, in the midst of your scrapes and truancies—but go on, dear boy. It's a delight to me to hear you speak. It reminds me—I mean your voice does—of your poor mother. You know I loved her very tenderly, David, and though it is all past and done with I believe I should forgive her now, if she only came back to me. I'm sometimes so lonely, boy. I wish you'd marry and settle down here—there's lots of room for you—some nice girl—and give me grandchildren before I die. But I suppose I must be patient and wait first for your call to the Bar. What a dreary long time it all takes! Why can't they, with one so clever, shorten the term of probation? Or why wait for that to marry? I could give you an allowance. As soon as you were called you could then follow the South Wales circuit—well, go on about your Dinosaurs. I seem to remember Professor Owen invented them—but he never wavered in his faith and was the great opponent of that rash man, Darwin. Oh, I remember now the old controversies—what a stalwart was the Bishop of Winchester! They couldn't bear him at their Scientific meetings—there was one at Bath, if I recollect right, and he put them all to the right-about. What about your Dinosaurs? I'm not denying their existence; it's only the estimates of time that are so ridiculous. God made them and destroyed them in the great Flood, of which their fossil remains are the evidence—"
Father (dryly): "I'm glad to hear you were thinking about something serious, at least, amidst all your mischief and skipping school. But go on, dear boy. It really makes me happy to hear you talk. Your voice reminds me—of your poor mother. You know I loved her very deeply, David, and even though that’s all in the past, I believe I would forgive her now if she came back to me. Sometimes I feel so lonely, boy. I wish you’d get married and settle down here—there’s plenty of space for you—some nice girl—and give me grandchildren before I die. But I guess I have to be patient and wait for you to be called to the Bar first. It seems like such a long wait! Why can’t they shorten the probation period for someone as clever as you? Or why wait to get married? I could give you an allowance. As soon as you’re called, you could follow the South Wales circuit—well, keep going with your Dinosaurs. I seem to remember Professor Owen came up with them—but he never wavered in his beliefs and was a big opponent of that reckless man, Darwin. Oh, I remember the old arguments—what a strong character the Bishop of Winchester was! They couldn’t handle him at their Scientific meetings—there was one in Bath, if I recall correctly, and he put them all in their place. What about your Dinosaurs? I’m not denying they existed; it’s just the timelines that are so ridiculous. God made them and wiped them out in the great Flood, of which their fossil remains are proof—"
David however would desist from pursuing such futile arguments; feel surprised, indeed, at his own outbreaks, except that he hated insincerity. However new and disturbing to his father were these flashes of the New Learning, in his outward conduct he was orthodox and extremely well-behaved. The spiritual exercises of the Revd. Howel had become jejune, and limited very much by his failing sight. The recovery after the operation had come too late in life to bring about any expansion of public or private devotions. Family prayers were reduced to the recital from memory of an exhortation, a confession, and an absolution, followed by the Lord's Prayer and a benediction. Services in the church were limited to Morning and Evening prayers, with Communion on the first Sunday in the month, and a sermon following Morning prayer. There was no one to play the organ if the schoolmistress failed to turn up—as she often did. David however scrupulously turned the normal congregation of five—Bridget, the maid of the time-being, the gardener-groom, the sexton, and a baker-church-warden—into six by his unvarying attendance. In the course of half his stay the rumour of his being present and of his good looks and great spiritual improvement attracted quite a considerable congregation, chiefly of young women and a few sheepish youths; so that his father was at one and the same time exhilarated and embarrassed. Was this to be a Church revival? If so, he readily pardoned David his theories on the Dinosaurs and his doubts as to the unvarying evidence of Divine Wisdom in the story of Creation.
David, however, would stop wasting his time on pointless arguments; he felt surprised at his own outbursts, except he hated dishonesty. Despite the new and unsettling ideas he was introducing to his father, he behaved in a very traditional and proper manner. The spiritual practices of Reverend Howel had become dull and limited due to his worsening eyesight. The recovery after his surgery had come too late to revive any public or private devotion. Family prayers had been reduced to reciting from memory an exhortation, a confession, and an absolution, followed by the Lord's Prayer and a blessing. Church services were limited to Morning and Evening prayers, with Communion on the first Sunday of the month, and a sermon following the Morning prayer. If the schoolmistress didn’t show up— which happened frequently—there was no one to play the organ. However, David consistently turned the usual congregation of five—Bridget, the current maid, the gardener-groom, the sexton, and a baker-churchwarden—into six with his regular attendance. During half of his stay, the word of his presence, good looks, and significant spiritual growth attracted quite a crowd, mainly of young women and a few shy young men; this left his father feeling both excited and embarrassed. Was this the start of a Church revival? If so, he easily forgave David for his theories on Dinosaurs and his doubts about the consistent evidence of Divine Wisdom in the Creation story.
If any other consideration than a deep affection for this dear old man and repentance for his unwise ebullitions of Free Thought had guided David in the matter it was an utter detestation of the services and the influence of the Calvinist Chapel in the village, the Little Bethel, presided over by Pastor Prytherch, a fanatical blacksmith, who alternated spells of secret drunkenness and episodes of animalism by orgies of self-abasement, during which he—in half-confessing his own lapses—attributed freely and unrebukedly the same vices to the male half of his overflowing congregation. These out-pourings—"Pechadur truenus wyf i! Arglwydd madden i mi!"—extempore prayers, psalms chanted with a swaying of the body, hymns sung uproariously, scripture read with an accompaniment of groans, hysteric laughter, and interjections of assent, and a rambling discourse—lasting fully an hour, were in the Welsh language; and David on his three or four visits—and it can be imagined what a sensation they caused! The Vicar's son—himself perhaps about to confess his sins!—understood very little of the subject matter, save from the extravagant gestures of the participants. But he soon made up his mind that religion for religion, that expressed by the English—"Well, father, you are right—the 'British'"—Church in Wales was many hundred times superior in reasonableness and stability to the negroid ebullitions of the Calvinists. As a matter of fact they were scarcely more followers of the reformer Calvin than they were of Ignatius Loyola; it was just a symptomatic outbreak of some prehistoric Iberian, Silurian form of worship, something deeply planted in the soil of Wales, something far older than Druidism, something contemporary with the beliefs of Neolithic days.
If anything other than a deep affection for this dear old man and regret for his unwise bursts of free thinking had driven David in this situation, it was a complete aversion to the services and influence of the Calvinist Chapel in the village, the Little Bethel, led by Pastor Prytherch, a fanatical blacksmith who alternated between secret bouts of drunkenness and episodes of uncontrolled behavior, during which he—in half-confessing his own mistakes—freely and without rebuke assigned the same flaws to the male half of his overflowing congregation. These outpourings—"Pechadur truenus wyf i! Arglwydd madden i mi!"—spontaneous prayers, psalms sung with a swaying of the body, hymns sung loudly, scripture read with groans, hysterical laughter, and interjections of agreement, along with a rambling discourse—lasting a full hour, were in Welsh; and David on his three or four visits—and you can imagine the sensation they caused! The Vicar's son—who might himself be about to confess his sins!—understood very little of the content, only gathering from the extravagant gestures of the participants. But he quickly decided that when it comes to religion, that expressed by the English—"Well, father, you are right—the 'British'"—Church in Wales was vastly more reasonable and stable than the chaotic outbursts of the Calvinists. In fact, they were hardly more followers of the reformer Calvin than they were of Ignatius Loyola; it was just a symptomatic eruption of some ancient Iberian, Silurian form of worship, something deeply rooted in the soil of Wales, something far older than Druidism, something contemporary with the beliefs of the Neolithic era.
Eighteen years ago, much of Wales was as enslaved by whiskey as are still Keltic Scotland, Keltiberian Ireland, Lancashire, London and wicked little Kent. It was only saved from going under completely by decennial religious revivals, which for three months or so were followed by total abstinence and a fierce-eyed continence.
Eighteen years ago, much of Wales was as dependent on whiskey as Keltic Scotland, Keltiberian Ireland, Lancashire, London, and the naughty little Kent are today. It was only pulled back from total collapse by decade-long religious revivals, which lasted about three months or so and were followed by complete abstinence and intense self-control.
Just about this time—during David's extended spring holiday in Wales (he had brought many law books down with him to read)—there had begun one of the newspaper-made-famous Revivals. It was led by a young prophet—a football half-back or whatever they are called, though I, who prefer thoroughness, would, if I played football, offer up the whole of my back to bear the brunt—who saw visions of Teutonically-conceived angels with wings, who heard "voices," was in constant communication with the Redeemer of Mankind and on familiar terms with God, had a lovely tenor voice and moved emotional men and hysterical, love-sick women to tears, even to bellowings by his prayers and songs. He had for some weeks been confined in publicity to half-contemptuous paragraphs in the South Wales Press. Then the Daily Chronicle took him up. Their well-known, emotional-article writer, Mr. Sigsbee, saw "copy" in him, and—to do him justice (for there I agreed with him)—a chance to pierce the armour of the hand-in-glove-with-Government distillers, so went down to Wales to write him up. For three weeks he became more interesting than a Cabinet Minister. Indeed Cabinet Ministers or those who aspired to become such at the next turn of the wheel truckled to him. Some were afraid he might become a small Messiah and lead Wales into open revolt; others that he might smash the whiskey trade and impair the revenue. Mr. Lloyd George going to address a pro-Boer meeting at Aberystwith (was it?) encountered him at a railway junction, attended by a court of ex-footballers and reformed roysterers, and said in the hearing of a reporter "I must fight with the Sword of the Flesh; but you fight with the Sword of the Spirit"—whatever that may have meant—and I do not pretend to complete accuracy of remembrance—I only know I felt very angry with the whole movement at the time, because it delayed indefinitely the Daily Chronicle's review of my new book. Well this Evan—in all such movements an Evan is inevitable—Evan Gwyllim Jones—with the black eyes, abundant black hair, beautiful features (he was a handsome lad) and glorious voice, addressed meetings in the open air and in every available building of four walls. Thousands withdrew their names from foot-ballery, nigh on Two Millions must have taken the pledge—and not merely an anti-whiskey pledge but a fierce renunciation of the most diluted alcohol as well; and approximately two hundred and fifty thousand confessed their sins of unchastity and swore to be reborn Galahads for the rest of their lives. It was a spiritual Spring-cleaning, as drastic and as overdone as are the domestic upheavals known by that name. But it did a vast deal of good, all the same, to South Wales; and though it was a seventh wave, the tide of temperance, thrift, cleanliness, bodily and spiritual, has risen to a higher level of average in the beautiful romantic Principality ever since. Evan Gwyllim Jones, however, overdid it. He had to retire from the world to a Home—some said even to a Mental Hospital. Six months afterwards he emerged, cured of his "voices," much plumper, and—perhaps—poor soul—shorn of some of his illusions and ideals; but he married a grocer's widow of Cardiff, and the Daily Chronicle mentioned him no more.
Just around this time—during David's long spring break in Wales (he had brought a bunch of law books to read)—the famous newspaper Revival had begun. It was led by a young prophet—a football half-back or whatever they're called. But I, who like to do things thoroughly, would, if I played football, give up my entire back to take the hits—who saw visions of angels with wings, heard "voices," was in constant contact with the Redeemer of Mankind, and was on familiar terms with God. He had a lovely tenor voice that moved emotional men and love-sick women to tears, even to loud cries during his prayers and songs. For a few weeks, he was only getting half-contemptuous mentions in the South Wales Press. Then the Daily Chronicle picked him up. Their well-known emotional article writer, Mr. Sigsbee, saw "copy" in him, and—to give him credit (because I agreed with him)—an opportunity to challenge the cozy relationship of the distillers with the Government, so he went to Wales to write about him. For three weeks, he became more interesting than a Cabinet Minister. Indeed, even Cabinet Ministers or those hoping to become one at the next opportunity were trying to win him over. Some feared he might become a small Messiah and lead Wales to open rebellion; others worried he would destroy the whiskey trade and hurt tax revenue. Mr. Lloyd George, on his way to address a pro-Boer meeting at Aberystwyth (was it?), met him at a train station, surrounded by a group of former footballers and reformed partygoers, and remarked within earshot of a reporter, "I must fight with the Sword of the Flesh; but you fight with the Sword of the Spirit"—whatever that meant—and I don’t claim to remember it exactly—I just know I felt very angry with the whole movement at the time because it delayed the Daily Chronicle’s review of my new book. Well, this Evan—in all such movements, an Evan is inevitable—Evan Gwyllim Jones—with his dark eyes, abundant black hair, striking features (he was a handsome guy), and amazing voice, addressed gatherings in the open air and every available indoor venue. Thousands dropped out of football, nearly two million must have taken the pledge—and not just an anti-whiskey pledge but a strong rejection of even the weakest alcohol. About two hundred and fifty thousand admitted their sins of unchastity and vowed to be reborn Galahads for the rest of their lives. It was a spiritual Spring-cleaning, as drastic and overblown as the home upheavals known by that name. But it did a lot of good for South Wales; and even though it was a seventh wave, the tide of temperance, thrift, cleanliness—both physical and spiritual—has risen to a higher average in the beautiful, romantic Principality ever since. However, Evan Gwyllim Jones overdid it. He had to retreat to a facility—some said even to a mental hospital. Six months later, he emerged, cured of his "voices," much heavier, and—perhaps, poor soul—shorn of some of his illusions and ideals; but he married a grocer's widow from Cardiff, and the Daily Chronicle never mentioned him again.
The infection of his meetings however penetrated to the agricultural district in which Pontystrad was situated. Five villages went completely off their heads. The blacksmith-pastor had to be put under temporary restraint. Quite decent-looking, unsuspected folk confessed to far worse sins than they had ever committed. There arose an aristocracy of outcasts. Three inns where little worse than bad beer was sold were gutted, respectable farmers' wives drank Eau-de-Cologne instead of spirits, several over-due marriages took place, there were a number of premature births, and the membership of the football clubs was disastrously reduced. Such excitement was generated that little work was done, and the illegitimate birth rate of west Glamorganshire—always high—for the opening months of 1903 became even higher.
The chaos from his meetings spread to the farming area where Pontystrad was located. Five villages completely lost their minds. The blacksmith-pastor had to be temporarily restrained. Seemingly decent people confessed to much worse sins than they had ever committed. An aristocracy of outcasts emerged. Three pubs, which only served mediocre beer, were completely wrecked; respectable farmers' wives started drinking Eau-de-Cologne instead of alcohol, several overdue marriages happened, there were numerous premature births, and the membership of football clubs took a significant hit. The excitement was so overwhelming that hardly any work got done, and the rate of illegitimate births in west Glamorganshire—already high—rose even more during the early months of 1903.
David was enlisted by the employers of labour, the farmers, chemical works, mining and smelting-works managers, squires, and postmasters to restore order. He preached against the Revivalists. Not with any lack of sympathy, any apology for the real ills which they denounced. He spoke with emphasis against the loosening of morality, recommended early marriage, and above all education; denounced the consumption of alcohol so strenuously and convincedly that then and there as he spoke he resolved himself henceforth to abstain from anything stronger than lager beer or the lighter French and German wines. But he threw cold water resolutely on the fantastical nonsense that accompanied these emotional outbursts of so-called religion; invited his hearers to study—at any rate elementarily—astronomy and biology; did not run down football but advised a moderate interest only being taken in such futile sports; recommended volunteering and an acquaintance with rifles as far preferable, seeing that we always stood in danger of a European war or of a drastic revival of insolent conservatism.
David was hired by employers like farmers, chemical plants, mining and smelting managers, landowners, and postmasters to bring back order. He spoke out against the Revivalists. Not out of a lack of understanding or an attempt to dismiss the real issues they were highlighting. He passionately criticized the decline of morals, promoted early marriage, and above all, emphasized education; he condemned alcohol consumption so forcefully that, while he spoke, he decided to only drink something lighter than lager beer or the milder French and German wines. However, he firmly rejected the ridiculous ideas that accompanied these emotional displays of so-called religion; he encouraged his audience to study, at least at a basic level, astronomy and biology; he didn’t criticize football but suggested that one should only take a moderate interest in such trivial sports; he recommended volunteering and getting familiar with rifles as much more beneficial, considering we were always at risk of a European war or a serious resurgence of arrogant conservatism.
Then he made his appeal to the women. He spoke of the dangers of this hysteria; the need there was for level-headed house-keeping women in our councils; how they should first qualify for and then demand the suffrage, having already attained the civic vote. (Here some of the employers of labour disapproved, plucked at his arm or hem of his reefer jacket, and one squire lumbered off the platform.) But he held on, warming with a theme that hitherto had hardly interested him. His speeches were above the heads of his peasant audiences; but they were a more sensitive harp to play on than the average Anglo-Saxon audience. Many women wept, only decorously, as he outlined their influence in a reformed village, a purified Principality. The men applauded frantically because, despite some prudent reserves, there seemed to be a promise of revolt in his suggestions. David felt the electric thrill of the orator in harmony with his audience; who for that reason will strive for further triumphs, more resounding perorations. He introduced scraps of Welsh—all his auto-intoxicated brain could remember (How physically true was that taunt of Dizzy's—"Inebriated with the exuberance of his own verbosity!").
Then he turned to the women. He talked about the dangers of this hysteria and the need for level-headed homemakers in our decision-making. He explained how they should first qualify for and then demand the right to vote, having already secured the civic vote. (Some employers of labor disapproved, tugging at his arm or the edge of his jacket, and one squire awkwardly left the platform.) But he persevered, getting more passionate about a topic that hadn’t really interested him before. His speeches were over the heads of his peasant audiences, but they were a more receptive audience than the average Anglo-Saxon crowd. Many women cried, albeit politely, as he described their impact in a reformed village, a cleansed Principality. The men cheered wildly because, despite some cautious hesitations, his suggestions hinted at a chance for change. David felt the electric excitement of being in sync with his audience, who would, for that reason, strive for greater victories and more powerful speeches. He sprinkled in bits of Welsh—all his intoxicated mind could remember (How spot-on was Dizzy’s jab—“Inebriated with the exuberance of his own verbosity!”).
And the delighted audience shouted back "You're the man we want! Into Parliament you shall go, Davy-bach" and much else. So David restored the five villages to sobriety in life and faith, yet left them with a new enthusiasm kindled. Before he departed on his return to London and the grind of his profession, he had effected another change. Because he had spoken as he had spoken and touched the hearts of emotional people, they came trickling back to his father's church, to the "British" Church, as David now called it. Little Bethel was empty, and the pastor-blacksmith not yet out of the asylum at Swansea. The Revd. Howel Williams trod on air. His sermons became terribly long and involved, but that was no drawback in the minds of his Welsh auditory; though it made his son swear inwardly and reconciled him to the approaching return to Fig Tree Court. The old Druid felt inspired to convince the hundred people present that the Church they had returned to was the Church of their fathers, not only back to Roman times, when Glamorganshire was basking in an Italian civilization, but further still. He showed how the Druids were rather to be described as Ante-Christian than Anti—with an i; and played ponderously on this quip. In Druidism, he observed—I am sure I cannot think why, but it was his hobby—you had a remarkable foreshadowing of Christianity; the idea of the human sacrifice, the Atonement, the Communion of Saints, the mystic Vine, which he clumsily identified with the mistletoe, and what not else. He read portions of his privately-published Tales of Taliessin. In short such happiness radiated from his pink-cheeked face and recovered eyes that David regretted in no wise his own lapses into conventional, stereotyped religion. The Church of Britain might be stiff and stomachered, as the offspring of Elizabeth, but it was stately, it was respectable—as outwardly was the great virgin Queen—and it was easy to live with. Only he counselled his father to do two things: never to preach for more than half-an-hour—even if it meant keeping a small American clock going inside the pulpit-ledge; and to obtain a curate, so that the new enthusiasm might not cool and his father verging on seventy, might not overstrain himself. He pointed out that by letting off most of the glebe land and pretermitting David's "pocket-money" he might secure a young and energetic Welsh-speaking curate, the remainder of whose living-wage would—he felt sure—be found out of the diocesan funds of St. David's bishopric.
And the excited audience shouted back, "You're the one we want! You should go to Parliament, Davy-bach!" and much more. So, David brought sobriety back to the five villages in life and faith, while also igniting a new enthusiasm among them. Before he headed back to London and the grind of his work, he made another change. Because he spoke in a heartfelt way that resonated with emotional people, they began to trickle back to his father's church, which David now referred to as the "British" Church. Little Bethel was empty, and the pastor-blacksmith was still in the asylum in Swansea. The Rev. Howel Williams was on cloud nine. His sermons became really long and complicated, but that didn’t bother his Welsh audience; however, it made his son inwardly curse and prepared him for the upcoming return to Fig Tree Court. The old Druid felt inspired to convince the hundred people present that the Church they had returned to was indeed the Church of their ancestors, not just back to Roman times when Glamorganshire was flourishing with Italian culture, but even further back. He argued that the Druids should be seen as Ante-Christian rather than Anti—with an "i"; and he heavily emphasized this point. He noted that in Druidism—though I can’t quite figure out why, but it was his passion—you had a remarkable prelude to Christianity; concepts like human sacrifice, Atonement, the Communion of Saints, and the mystic Vine, which he awkwardly identified with mistletoe, and so on. He read excerpts from his privately-published *Tales of Taliessin*. In short, so much happiness radiated from his rosy-cheeked face and restored eyes that David felt no regrets about his own lapses into conventional, stereotypical religion. The Church of Britain might be stiff and formal, like the offspring of Elizabeth, but it was dignified, it was respectable—just like the great virgin Queen on the surface—and it was easy to be part of. He just advised his father to do two things: never preach for more than half an hour—even if it meant keeping a small American clock running inside the pulpit-ledge; and to get a curate, so the new enthusiasm wouldn’t fade and his father, nearing seventy, wouldn’t overexert himself. He pointed out that by leasing most of the glebe land and forgoing David's "pocket money," he could secure a young and energetic Welsh-speaking curate, and he felt sure the rest of the curate's salary would come from the diocesan funds of St. David's bishopric.
The Revd. Howel let him have his way (This was after David had returned to Fig Tree Court) and by the following June a stalwart young curate was lodged in the village and took over the bulk of the progressive church work from the fumbling hands of the dear old Vicar. He was a thoroughly good sort, this curate, troubled by no possible doubts whatever, a fervent tee-totaller, a half-back or whole back—I forget which—at football, a good boxer, and an unwearied organizer. Little Bethel was sold and eventually turned into a seed-merchant's repository and drying-room. The curate in course of time married the squire's daughter and I dare say long afterwards succeeded the Revd. Howel Vaughan Williams when the latter died—but that date is still far ahead of my story. At any rate—isn't it droll how these things come about?—David's action in this matter, undertaken he hardly knew why—did much to fetter Mr. Lloyd George's subsequent attempts to disestablish the British Church in Wales.
The Rev. Howel let him have his way (This was after David had returned to Fig Tree Court), and by the following June, a strong young curate had settled in the village and took over most of the progressive church work from the struggling old Vicar. This curate was a genuinely good guy, completely confident, a passionate teetotaler, a half-back or whole back—I can’t remember which—at football, a decent boxer, and an tireless organizer. Little Bethel was sold and eventually became a seed merchant's storage and drying room. In time, the curate married the squire's daughter, and I assume he succeeded the Rev. Howel Vaughan Williams after the latter passed away—but that’s still a long way off in my story. Anyway—isn't it funny how these things happen?—David's actions in this situation, which he hardly understood, did a lot to limit Mr. Lloyd George's later attempts to disestablish the British Church in Wales.
What did Bridget think of all this, of the spiritual evolution of her nursling, of his identity with the vicious, shifty, idle youth whose uncanny gift of design seemed to have been completely lost after his stay in South Africa? David Vavasour Williams had left home to the relief of his father and the whole village, if even to the half-pitying regret of his old nurse, in 1896. He had spent a year or more in Mr. Praed's studio studying to be an architect or a scene painter. Then somehow or other he did not get on with Mr. Praed and he enlisted impulsively in a South African Police force (in the Army, it seemed to Bridget). He had somehow become involved in a war with a South African people, called by Bridget "the Wild Boars"; he is wounded or ill in hospital; is little heard of, almost presumed dead. Throughout all these five years he scarcely ever writes to his forgiving father; maintains latterly a sulky silence. Then, suddenly in the summer of 1901, returns; preceded only by a telegram but apparently vouched for by this Mr. Praed; and announces himself as having forgotten his Welsh and most of the events of his youth, but having acquired a changed heart, and an anxiety to make up for past ill-behaviour by a present good conduct which seems almost miraculous.
What did Bridget think about all this, about the spiritual growth of her charge, about his connection to the deceitful, unreliable, lazy young man whose remarkable talent for design seemed to have completely vanished after his time in South Africa? David Vavasour Williams had left home to the relief of his father and the entire village, even to the half-sympathetic regret of his old nurse, in 1896. He had spent over a year in Mr. Praed’s studio learning to be an architect or a scene painter. Then, somehow, he didn’t get along with Mr. Praed and impulsively enlisted in a South African Police force (it seemed like the Army to Bridget). He had somehow gotten involved in a war with a South African group, which Bridget referred to as "the Wild Boars"; he was wounded or ill in the hospital, and was hardly heard from, almost presumed dead. Throughout those five years, he barely wrote to his forgiving father and later maintained a sulky silence. Then, suddenly in the summer of 1901, he returned; his arrival was signaled only by a telegram but apparently confirmed by Mr. Praed; he announced that he had forgotten his Welsh and most of his youthful experiences, but had acquired a changed heart and a desire to atone for past misdeeds with present good behavior that seemed almost miraculous.
Well: miracles were easily believed in by Bridget. Perhaps his father's prayers had been answered. Providence sometimes meted out an overwhelming boon to really good people. David was certainly a Vavasour, if there was nothing Williamsy about his looks.... His mother, in Mrs. Bridget Evanwy's private opinion, had been a hussy.... Was David his father's son? Hadn't she once caught Mrs. Howel Williams kissing a young stranger behind a holly bush and wasn't that why Bridget had really been sent away? She had returned to take charge of the pretty, motherless little boy when she herself was a widow disappointed of children, and the child was only three. Would she ever turn against her nursling now, above all, when he was showing himself such a son to his old father? Not she. He might be who and what he would. He was giving another ten years of renewed life to the dear old Druid and the continuance of a comfortable home to his old Nannie.
Well, Bridget easily believed in miracles. Maybe his father's prayers had been answered. Sometimes, fate showered incredible blessings on truly good people. David was definitely a Vavasour, even if he didn’t look like one of the Williams family... In Mrs. Bridget Evanwy's opinion, his mother had been quite the troublemaker... Was David really his father's son? Hadn't she once seen Mrs. Howel Williams kissing a young stranger behind a holly bush, and wasn't that the real reason Bridget had been sent away? She had come back to look after the pretty, motherless little boy when she herself was a widow who had lost the chance to have children, and the child was only three. Would she ever turn against her little charge now, especially when he was proving to be such a good son to his old father? No way. He could be whoever he wanted to be. He was giving the dear old Druid another ten years of life and ensuring a comfortable home for his old Nannie.
They talked a great deal up at Little Bethel of a "change of heart." Perhaps such things really took place, though Bridget Evanwy from a shrewd appraisement of the Welsh nature doubted it. She would like to, but couldn't quite believe that an angel from heaven had taken possession of David's body and come here to play a divine part; because David sometimes talked so strangely—seemed not only to doubt the existence of a heavenly host, but even of Something beyond, so awful in Bridget's mind that she hardly liked to define it in words, though in her own Welsh tongue it was so earthily styled "the Big Man."
They talked a lot at Little Bethel about a "change of heart." Maybe those things really happened, but Bridget Evanwy, having a sharp understanding of Welsh nature, was skeptical. She wanted to believe, but couldn't fully buy the idea that an angel from heaven had taken over David's body to play a divine role here; because David sometimes spoke so oddly—seemed not only to question the existence of a heavenly host but even of Something beyond, which was so frightening to Bridget that she hardly wanted to put it into words, even though in her own Welsh language it was simply called "the Big Man."
However, at all costs, she would stand by David ... and without quite knowing why, she decided that on all future visits she herself would "do out" his room, would attend to him exclusively. The "girl" was a chatterer, albeit she looked upon Mr. David with eyes of awe and a most respectful admiration, while David on his part scarcely bestowed on her a glance.
However, no matter what, she would support David ... and without fully understanding why, she decided that during all future visits she would clean his room herself and focus on him exclusively. The “girl” was a chatterbox, even though she looked at Mr. David with awe and deep admiration, while David barely gave her a second glance.
CHAPTER IX
DAVID IS CALLED TO THE BAR
1902 was the year of King Edward's break-down in health but of his ultimate Coronation; it was the year in which Mr. Arthur Balfour became premier; it was the year in which motors became really well-known, familiar objects in the London streets, and hansoms (I think) had to adopt taximeter clocks on the eve of their displacement by taxi-cabs. It was likewise the year in which the South African War was finally wound up and the star of Joseph Chamberlain paled to its setting, and Mrs. Pankhurst and her daughter Christabel founded the Women's Social and Political Union at Manchester.
1902 was the year King Edward's health deteriorated, but he was ultimately crowned. It was the year Mr. Arthur Balfour became Prime Minister, and motors became really well-known, familiar sights on the streets of London. Hansom cabs, I believe, had to start using taximeter clocks just before being replaced by taxis. It was also the year the South African War came to an end, Joseph Chamberlain's influence waned, and Mrs. Pankhurst, along with her daughter Christabel, established the Women's Social and Political Union in Manchester.
In 1903, the Fiscal controversy absorbed much of public attention, the War Office was once more reformed, women's skirts still swept the pavement and encumbered the ball-room, a Peeress wrote to the Times to complain of Modern Manners, Surrey beat Something-or-other at the Oval, and modern Cricket was voted dull.
In 1903, the Fiscal controversy captured a lot of public interest, the War Office underwent another reform, women’s skirts still brushed the ground and got in the way at dances, a Peeress wrote to the Times to express her concerns about Modern Manners, Surrey beat Something-or-other at the Oval, and modern Cricket was labeled boring.
In 1904, the Russo-Japanese War was concluded, and Fraser and Warren received a year's notice from the Midland Insurance Co. that they must vacate their premises on the fifth floor of Nos. 88-90 Chancery Lane. The business of F. and W. had grown so considerable that, as the affairs of the Midland Insurance Co. had slackened, it became intolerable to hear the lift going up and down to the fifth floor all through the day. The housekeeper also thought it odd that a well-dressed young gentleman should steal in and up, day after day, after office hours to work apparently alone in Fraser and Warren's partners' room. Fraser and Warren over the hand of its junior partner, Mrs. Claridge, accepted the notice. Their business had quite overgrown these inconveniently situated offices and a move to the West End was projected. Mrs. Claridge's scheme for week-end cottages had been enormously successful and had put much money not only into the coffers of Fraser and Warren but into the banking account of that clever architect, Francis Brimley Storrington.
In 1904, the Russo-Japanese War ended, and Fraser and Warren received a year's notice from the Midland Insurance Co. that they needed to vacate their space on the fifth floor of Nos. 88-90 Chancery Lane. The business of F. and W. had grown so much that, as the affairs of the Midland Insurance Co. slowed down, it became unbearable to hear the elevator going up and down to the fifth floor all day. The housekeeper also found it strange that a well-dressed young man would sneak in and go upstairs, day after day, after office hours to seemingly work alone in Fraser and Warren's partners' room. Fraser and Warren, led by its junior partner, Mrs. Claridge, accepted the notice. Their business had outgrown these inconveniently located offices, and a move to the West End was planned. Mrs. Claridge's idea for weekend cottages had been incredibly successful and had put a lot of money not only into Fraser and Warren's accounts but also into the bank account of that talented architect, Francis Brimley Storrington.
[I find I made an absurd mistake earlier in this book in charging the too amorous architect with a home at "Storrington." His home really was in a midland garden city which he had designed, but his name—a not uncommon one—was Storrington.]
[I realize I made a ridiculous mistake earlier in this book by saying the overly romantic architect lived in "Storrington." His actual home was in a midland garden city that he had designed, but his name—a fairly common one—was Storrington.]
In the autumn of 1902, poor Lady Fraser died. In January, 1903, Honoria married the impatient Colonel Armstrong. In January, 1904, she had her first baby—a boy.
In the fall of 1902, unfortunate Lady Fraser passed away. In January 1903, Honoria married the eager Colonel Armstrong. By January 1904, she had her first baby—a boy.
At the close of 1904 Beryl Claridge made proposals to Honoria Fraser relative to a change in the constitution of Fraser and Warren. Honoria was to have an interest still as a sleeping partner in the concern and some voice in its management and policy. But she was to take no active share of the office work and "Warren" was to pass out of it altogether. Beryl pointed out it was rather a farce when the middle partner—she herself had been made the junior partner a year before—was perpetually and mysteriously absent, year after year, engaged seemingly on work of her own abroad. Her architect semi-husband moreover, who if not in the firm was doing an increasing share of its business, wanted to know more about Vivien Warren. "Was she or was she not the daughter of the 'notorious' Mrs. Warren; because if so..." He took of course a highly virtuous line. Like so many other people he compounded for the sins he was inclined to by being severe towards the misdoings of others. His case—he would say to Beryl when they were together at Chelsea—was sui generis, quite exceptional, they were really in a way perfectly good people—Tout savoir c'est tout pardonner, etc.; whereas the things that were said about Mrs. Warren!... And though Vivien was nothing nearer sin than being her daughter, still if it were known or known more widely that she was the Warren in Fraser and Warren, why the wives of the wealthier clergy, for example, and a number of Quakeresses would withdraw their affairs from the firm's management. Whereas if only his little Berry could become the boss, he knew where to get "big money" to put behind the Firm's dealings. The idea was all right; an association for the special management on thoroughly honest lines of women's affairs. They'd better get rid of that hulking young clerk, Bertie Adams, and staff the entire concern with capable women. He himself would always remain in the background, giving them ideas from time to time, and if any were taken up merely being paid his fees and commissions.
At the end of 1904, Beryl Claridge suggested some changes to Honoria Fraser regarding the setup of Fraser and Warren. Honoria would still have a stake as a sleeping partner and a say in its management and direction, but she wouldn’t be involved in the day-to-day office work, and "Warren" would be completely out of the picture. Beryl pointed out that it was a bit ridiculous for the middle partner—especially since she had been made the junior partner a year earlier—to be continually and mysteriously absent, busy with her own activities abroad. Moreover, her architect partner, who wasn’t officially in the firm but was handling more of its business, wanted to know more about Vivien Warren. "Is she or isn’t she the daughter of the 'notorious' Mrs. Warren; because if that’s the case..." He of course took a very virtuous stance. Like many others, he compensated for his own inclinations by being harsh about the faults of others. His situation—he would say to Beryl when they were alone in Chelsea—was sui generis, truly exceptional; they were really quite decent people—To know everything is to forgive everything, etc.; whereas the things said about Mrs. Warren!... And even though Vivien was no closer to sin than being her daughter, if it became known—or more widely known—that she was the Warren in Fraser and Warren, then the wives of wealthy clergymen and quite a few Quaker ladies would pull their business from the firm. But if only his little Berry could take charge, he knew where to find "big money" to support the firm’s operations. The concept was solid; a partnership dedicated to the honest management of women’s affairs. They should definitely get rid of that clumsy young clerk, Bertie Adams, and fill the entire office with capable women. He would always stay in the background, offering ideas now and then, and if any were adopted, he would just collect his fees and commissions.
David Vavasour Williams, privately consulted by Norie, put forward no objection. He disliked Beryl and was increasingly shy of his rather clandestine work on the fifth floor of the Midland Insurance Chambers; besides, if and when he were called to the Bar, he would have to cease all connection with Fraser and Warren. The consent of Vivie was obtained through the Power of Attorney she had left behind. A new deed of partnership was drawn up. Honoria insisted that Vivien Warren must be bought out for Three Thousand pounds, which amount was put temporarily to the banking account of David Vavasour Williams; she herself received another Three Thousand and a small percentage of the future profits and a share in the direction of affairs of The Women's Co-operative Association (Fraser and Claridge) so long as she left a capital of Five Thousand pounds at their disposal.
David Vavasour Williams, who was privately consulted by Norie, raised no objections. He didn't like Beryl and felt increasingly uncomfortable about his somewhat secretive work on the fifth floor of the Midland Insurance Chambers. Plus, if and when he was called to the Bar, he would have to cut all ties with Fraser and Warren. They obtained Vivie's consent through the Power of Attorney she had left behind. A new partnership agreement was drafted. Honoria insisted that Vivien Warren had to be bought out for Three Thousand pounds, which was temporarily deposited into David Vavasour Williams' bank account; she herself received another Three Thousand and a small percentage of future profits along with a role in managing The Women's Cooperative Association (Fraser and Claridge) as long as she maintained a capital of Five Thousand pounds at their disposal.
So in 1905 David with Three Thousand pounds purchased an annuity of £210 a year for Vivien Warren. That investment would save Vivie from becoming at any time penniless and dependent, and consequently would subserve the same purpose for her cousin and agent, David V. Williams.
So in 1905, David bought an annuity of £210 a year for Vivien Warren with three thousand pounds. That investment would keep Vivie from ever being broke and dependent, which would also serve the same purpose for her cousin and agent, David V. Williams.
Going to the C. and C. Bank, Temple Bar branch, to take stock of Vivie's affairs, he found a Thousand pounds had been paid in to her current account. Ascertaining the name of the payee to be L.M. Praed, he hurried off at the first opportunity to Praed's studio. Praed was entertaining a large party of young men and women to tea and the exhibition of some wild futurist drawings and a few rather striking designs for stage scenery and book covers. David had perforce to keep his questions bottled up and take part in the rather vapid conversation that was going on between young men with glabre faces and high-pitched voices and women with rather wild eyes.
Going to the C. and C. Bank, Temple Bar branch, to check on Vivie's situation, he discovered that a thousand pounds had been deposited into her current account. After finding out that the payee was L.M. Praed, he quickly headed over to Praed's studio. Praed was hosting a big gathering of young men and women for tea and showcasing some wild futurist drawings along with a few eye-catching designs for stage sets and book covers. David had to keep his questions to himself and join in on the rather shallow conversation happening among the young men with smooth faces and high-pitched voices and the women with somewhat wild eyes.
[It struck David about this time that women were getting a little out of hand, strained, over-inclined to laugh mirthless laughter, greedy for sensuality, sensation, sincerity, sweetmeats. Something. Even if they satisfied some fleeting passion or jealousy by marrying, they soon wanted to be de-married, separated, divorced, to don male costume, to go on the amateur stage and act Salome parts on Sunday afternoons that most ladies of the real Stage had refused; while the men that went about with them in these troops from restaurant to restaurant, studio to studio, music hall to café chantant, Brighton to Monte Carlo, Sandown to Goodwood, were shifty, too well-dressed, too near neutrality in sex, without defined professions, known by nicknames only, spend-thrifts, spongers, bankrupts, and collectors of needless bric-à-brac.]
[It occurred to David around this time that women were becoming a bit uncontrollable, tense, overly prone to laughing hollow laughs, craving sensuality, excitement, honesty, and treats. Something. Even if they fulfilled some temporary desire or jealousy by getting married, they soon wanted to be un-married, separated, divorced, to put on men's clothing, to perform amateur shows and play Salome parts on Sunday afternoons that most women on the real Stage had turned down; while the men who accompanied them in these groups from restaurant to restaurant, studio to studio, music hall to café chantant, Brighton to Monte Carlo, Sandown to Goodwood, were sketchy, overly fashionable, ambiguous in gender, lacking defined careers, known only by nicknames, spendthrifts, freeloaders, bankrupts, and hoarders of useless trinkets.]
However this mob at last quitted Praddy's premises and he and David were left alone.
However, this group finally left Praddy's place, and he and David were left alone.
Praed yawned, and almost intentionally knocked over an easel with a semi-obscene drawing on it of a Sphynx with swelling breasts embracing a lean young man against his will.
Praed yawned and almost deliberately knocked over an easel with a semi-obscene drawing on it of a Sphynx with large breasts holding a lean young man against his will.
David: "Praddy! why do you tolerate such people and why prostitute your studio to such unwholesome art?"
David: "Praddy! Why do you put up with people like that and why sell out your studio to such bad art?"
Praed: "My dear David! This is indeed Satan rebuking sin. Why there are three designs here—one I've just knocked over—beastly, wasn't it?—that you left with me when you went off at a tangent to South Africa.... Really, we ought to have some continuity you know....
Praed: "My dear David! This is truly Satan confronting sin. Look, there are three designs here—one I've just knocked over—ugly, right?—that you left with me when you went off on a tangent to South Africa.... Honestly, we should have some consistency, you know....
"But I agree with you.... I'm sick of the whole business of this Nouvel Art and L'Art Nouveau, about Aubrey Beardsley and the disgusting 'nineties generally—But what will you? If Miss Vivie Warren had condescended to accept me as a husband she might have brought a wholesome atmosphere into my life and swept away all this ... inspired me perhaps with some final ambition for the little that remains of my stock of energy.... Heigh-ho! Well: what is the quarrel now? The life I lead, the people who come here?"
"But I agree with you. I'm tired of the whole idea of this Nouvel Art and L'Art Nouveau, about Aubrey Beardsley and the awful 'nineties in general. But what can you do? If Miss Vivie Warren had lowered herself to accept me as a husband, she might have brought a refreshing vibe into my life and cleared away all of this ... maybe even inspired me with some final ambition for the little bit of energy I have left. Sigh! Anyway, what's the issue now? The life I live, the people who come here?"
David: "No. I hardly came about that; though dear old Praddy, I wish I had time to look after you ... Perhaps later.... No: what I came to ask was: what did you mean the other day by paying in a Thousand Pounds to Vivie Warren's account at her bank? She's not in want of money so far as I know, and you can't be so very rich, even though you design three millionaire's houses a year. Who gave you the money to pay in to my—to Vivie's account?"
David: "No. I barely got involved in that; though I really care about you, Praddy, I wish I had the time to help you out... Maybe later.... No: what I wanted to ask was: what did you mean the other day by depositing a thousand pounds into Vivie Warren's account at her bank? As far as I know, she doesn’t need money, and you can't be that wealthy, even if you design three millionaire houses a year. Who gave you the money to deposit into my—into Vivie's account?"
Praed: "Well, when Vivie herself comes to ask me, p'raps I'll tell; but I can't see how it concerns you. Why not stop and dine—à l'imprévu, but I dare say my housekeeper can rake something together or it may not be too late to send out for a paté. We can then talk of other things. When are you going to get your call?"
Praed: "Well, when Vivie comes to ask me herself, maybe I’ll tell; but I don’t see how this involves you. Why not stay and have dinner—unexpected, but I’m sure my housekeeper can whip something up, or it might not be too late to order a pâté. Then we can chat about other stuff. When are you expecting your call?"
David: "Sorry, dear old chap, but I can't stay to dinner. I'm not going anywhere else but I've got some papers I must study before I go to bed. But I'll stop another half-hour at any rate. Don't ring for lights or turn up the electric lamps. I would sooner sit in the dark studio and put my question. Who has given me that thousand pounds?"
David: "Sorry, my friend, but I can't stay for dinner. I'm not going out anywhere else, but I have some papers I need to study before I go to bed. But I'll stick around for another half hour at least. Don't call for lights or turn on the electric lamps. I'd rather sit in the dark studio and ask my question. Who gave me that thousand pounds?"
Praed: "That's my business: I haven't! I shan't give or lend Vivie a penny till she consents to marry me. As to the rest, take it and be thankful. You're not certain to get any more and I happen to know it had what you would call a 'clean origin.'"
Praed: "That's my business: I haven't! I won't give or lend Vivie a penny until she agrees to marry me. As for the rest, take it and be grateful. You're not guaranteed to get any more, and I happen to know it had what you would call a 'clean origin.'"
David: "You mean it didn't come from those 'Hotels'?"
David: "You mean it didn't come from those 'Hotels'?"
Praed: "Well, at any rate not directly. Don't be a romantic ass, a tiresome fool, and give me any trouble about it. A certain person I imagine must have heard that Fraser and Warren had been wound up and couldn't bear the thought of your being hard up in consequence ... doesn't know you got a share of the purchase-money..."
Praed: "Well, not directly, anyway. Don't be a romantic idiot or a bothersome fool, and don't give me any grief about it. I imagine a certain someone must have heard that Fraser and Warren had been dissolved and couldn't stand the thought of you being strapped for cash because of it... they don't know you got a share of the purchase money..."
David decided at any rate for the present to accept the addition to his capital—you can perhaps push principle too far; or, once you plunge into affairs, you cease to be quite so high-souled. At any rate nothing in David's middle-class mind was so horrible as penury and the impotence that comes with it. How many months or years would lie ahead of him before fees could be gained and a professional income be earned? Besides he wanted to take Bertie Adams into his service as a Clerk. A barrister must have a clerk, and David in his peculiar circumstances could only engage one acquainted more or less with his secret.
David decided, for now, to accept the increase to his capital—you can maybe push principle too far; or, once you get involved in business, you stop being so idealistic. At any rate, nothing in David's middle-class mindset was as terrifying as poverty and the helplessness that comes with it. How many months or years would stretch out in front of him before he could earn fees and a steady professional income? Plus, he wanted to bring Bertie Adams on as his clerk. A barrister needs a clerk, and given his unique situation, David could only hire someone who was somewhat familiar with his secret.
So Bertie Adams fulfilled the ambition he had cherished for three years—he felt all along it was coming true. And when David was called to the Bar—which he was with all the stately ceremonial of a Call night at the Inner Temple in the Easter term of 1905, more elbow room was acquired at Fig Tree Court, and Bertie Adams was installed there as clerk to Mr. David Vavasour Williams, who had residential chambers on the third floor, and a fair-sized Office and small private room on the second floor. Bertie's mother had "washed" for both Honoria and Vivie in their respective dwellings for years, and for David after he came to live at Fig Tree Court. A substantial douceur to the "housekeeper" had facilitated this, for in the part of the Temple where lies Fig Tree Court the residents do not call their ministrants "laundresses," but "housekeepers." Curiously enough the accounts were always tendered to the absent Vivie Warren, but Mrs. Adams noted no discrepancy in their being paid by her son or in an unmarried lady living in the Temple under the name of David Williams.
So Bertie Adams achieved the dream he had held for three years—he had always felt it was on its way to happening. When David was called to the Bar—which took place with all the formalities of a Call night at the Inner Temple during the Easter term of 1905—more space opened up at Fig Tree Court, and Bertie Adams was appointed as the clerk to Mr. David Vavasour Williams, who had residential chambers on the third floor and a decent office along with a small private room on the second floor. Bertie's mother had done laundry for both Honoria and Vivie in their respective homes for years, and for David after he moved to Fig Tree Court. A generous tip to the "housekeeper" made this possible, because in the part of the Temple where Fig Tree Court is located, residents refer to their helpers as "housekeepers," not "laundresses." Interestingly, the bills were always sent to the absent Vivie Warren, but Mrs. Adams saw no issue in her son making the payments or in an unmarried woman living in the Temple under the name of David Williams.
Installed as clerk and advised by his employer to court one of the fair daughters of the housekeeper (Mrs. Laidly) with a view to marriage and settling down in premises hard-by, Bertie Adams (who like David had spent his time well between 1901 and 1905 and was now an accomplished and serviceable barrister's clerk) soon set to work to chum up with other clerks in this clerical hive and get for his master small briefs, small chances for defending undefended cases in which hapless women were concerned.
Installed as a clerk and encouraged by his boss to pursue one of the lovely daughters of the housekeeper (Mrs. Laidly) with the intention of marrying and settling down nearby, Bertie Adams (who, like David, had made the most of his time between 1901 and 1905 and was now a skilled and capable barrister's clerk) quickly began to bond with other clerks in this busy workplace and sought small briefs and opportunities to defend women who had no one to represent them.
But before we deal with the career of David at the Bar, which of course did not properly commence—even as a brilliant junior—till the early months of 1906, let us glance at the way in which he had passed the intervening space of time between his return from Wales in May, 1902, and the spending of his Long Vacation of 1905 as an Esquire by the Common Law of England called to the Bar, and entitled to wear a becoming grey wig and gown.
But before we look at David's career at the Bar, which really didn't take off—even as an impressive junior—until early 1906, let's take a moment to review how he spent the time between his return from Wales in May 1902 and his Long Vacation in 1905, when he became an Esquire by the Common Law of England, called to the Bar, and entitled to wear a stylish grey wig and gown.
He had begun in 1900 by studying Latin, Norman French—so greatly drawn on in law terms—and English History. In the summer of 1901, by one of those subterfuges winked at then, he had obtained two rooms, sublet to him by a member of the Inn, in Fig Tree Court, Inner Temple. In the autumn of that year, having made sure of his parentage and his finance, he had approached the necessary authorities with a view to his being admitted a member of the Inner Temple, which meant filling up a form of declaration that he, David Vavasour Williams, of Pontystrad, Glamorgan, a British subject, aged twenty-four, son of the Revd. Howel Vaughan Williams, Clerk in Holy Orders, of Pontystrad in the County of Glamorgan, was desirous of being admitted a Student of the Honourable Society of the Inner Temple for the purpose of being called to the Bar or of practising under the Bar; and that he would not either directly or indirectly apply for or take out any certificate to practise directly or indirectly as a Pleader, Conveyancer or Draftsman in Equity without the special permission of the Masters of the Bench of the said Honourable Society of the Inner Temple.
He started in 1900 by studying Latin, Norman French—often used in legal terms—and English history. In the summer of 1901, through one of those loopholes that were overlooked at the time, he managed to get two rooms sublet to him by a member of the Inn, located in Fig Tree Court, Inner Temple. In the autumn of that year, after confirming his parentage and finances, he approached the necessary authorities to apply for admission to the Inner Temple. This involved filling out a declaration form stating that he, David Vavasour Williams, from Pontystrad, Glamorgan, a British citizen, aged twenty-four, son of the Reverend Howel Vaughan Williams, a clergyman from Pontystrad in Glamorgan, wanted to be admitted as a Student of the Honourable Society of the Inner Temple to prepare for being called to the Bar or to practice under the Bar. He also stated that he would not, either directly or indirectly, apply for or obtain any certificate to practice as a Pleader, Conveyancer, or Draftsman in Equity without the special permission of the Masters of the Bench of the Honourable Society of the Inner Temple.
Further, David declared with less assurance but perhaps within the four corners of the bare truth that he had not acted directly or indirectly in the capacity of a Solicitor, Attorney-at-law, Writer to the Signet or in about thirteen other specified legal positions; that he was not a Chartered, Incorporated or Professional Accountant ("A good job we changed the device of the Firm," he thought), a Land Agent, a Surveyor, Patent Agent, Consulting Engineer, or even as a clerk to any such officer. Which made him rather shivery about what he had been doing for Fraser and Warren, but there was little risk that any one would find out—And finally he declared that he was not in Trade or an undischarged bankrupt.
Further, David stated with less confidence but maybe within the bounds of the bare truth that he hadn’t acted directly or indirectly as a Solicitor, Attorney-at-law, Writer to the Signet, or in about thirteen other specific legal roles; that he was not a Chartered, Incorporated, or Professional Accountant ("Good thing we changed the firm’s name," he thought), a Land Agent, a Surveyor, a Patent Agent, a Consulting Engineer, or even as a clerk for any of those positions. This made him a bit nervous about what he had been doing for Fraser and Warren, but there was little chance anyone would find out—And finally, he stated that he wasn’t in Trade or an undischarged bankrupt.
The next and most difficult step was to obtain two separate Certificates from two separate barristers each of five years' standing, to the effect that he was what he stated himself to be. This required much thinking out, and was one of the reasons why he did not go down as promised and spend his Christmas and New Year with his father.
The next and most challenging step was to get two separate certificates from two different barristers, each with five years of experience, confirming that he was who he claimed to be. This took a lot of consideration and was one of the reasons he didn't go down as planned to spend Christmas and New Year with his dad.
Instead he wrote to Pontystrad explaining how important it was he should get admitted as a Student in time to commence work in Hilary term. Did his father know any such luminary of the law or any two such luminaries? His father regretted that he only knew of one such barrister of over five years' standing: the distinguished son of an old Cambridge chum. To him he wrote, venturing to recall himself, the more eagerly since this son of an old friend was himself a Welshman and already distinguished by his having entered Parliament, served with the Welsh Party, written a book on Welsh history, and married a lady of considerable wealth.
Instead, he wrote to Pontystrad explaining how important it was for him to be admitted as a student in time to start working in Hilary term. Did his father know any prominent legal figures, or even two? His father wished he knew more, but he only knew of one barrister with over five years of experience: the distinguished son of an old Cambridge buddy. To him, he wrote, eager to reconnect, especially since this son of an old friend was also a Welshman and already notable for having entered Parliament, serving with the Welsh Party, writing a book on Welsh history, and marrying a wealthy woman.
Next David applied to Rossiter with the result—as we have seen—that he got an introduction to Mr. Stansfield. So he obtained from Mr. Price and Mr. Stansfield the two certificates to the effect that "David Vavasour Williams has been introduced to me by letter of introduction from the Revd. Howel Williams" (or "Professor Michael Rossiter, F.R.S.") "and has been seen by me; and that I, Mark Stansfield, Barrister-at-law, King's Counsel" (or "John Price, Barrister-at-law, Member of Parliament") "believe the said David Vavasour Williams to be a gentleman of respectability and a proper person to be admitted a Student of the Honourable Society of the Inner Temple with a view to being called to the Bar."
Next, David applied to Rossiter, which resulted—in our previous discussion—in his getting an introduction to Mr. Stansfield. He obtained two certificates from Mr. Price and Mr. Stansfield stating that "David Vavasour Williams has been introduced to me by letter of introduction from the Rev. Howel Williams" (or "Professor Michael Rossiter, F.R.S.") "and has been seen by me; and that I, Mark Stansfield, Barrister-at-law, King's Counsel" (or "John Price, Barrister-at-law, Member of Parliament") "believe the aforementioned David Vavasour Williams to be a respectable gentleman and a suitable candidate to be admitted as a Student of the Honourable Society of the Inner Temple with the intention of being called to the Bar."
Copies of the letters of introduction accompanied the two certificates. These of course were not obtained without several visits to the unsuspicious guarantors; or at least one to Mr. Price in Paper Buildings, for whom it was enough that David claimed to be Welsh and showed a very keen interest in the Welsh tongue and its Indo-German affinities, and three or four to Mr. Mark Stansfield, K.C., one of the nicest, kindliest and most learned persons David had ever met, whom he grieved deeply at deceiving. Stansfield had a high opinion of Rossiter. The fact that he recommended David was quite sufficient to secure his "guarantee." But apart from that, he felt himself greatly drawn towards this rather shy, grave, nice-looking young fellow with the steady eyes and the keen intelligence. He had him to dine and to lunch; drew him out—as far as David thought it prudent to go—and was surprised David had never been to a University ("Only to Malvern—and then I studied with an architect in London—Who? Mr. Praed, A.R.A.—but then I travelled for a bit, and after that I felt more than ever I wanted to go in for the Bar"—said David, with a charming smile which lit up his young face ordinarily so staid). Stansfield consented that David should come and read with him, and in many ways facilitated his progress so materially and so kindly that more than once the compunctious young Welshman thought of discarding the impersonation; and might have done so had not this most estimable Stansfield died of pneumonia in the last year of David's studenthood.
Copies of the letters of introduction came with the two certificates. These definitely weren't obtained without several visits to the unsuspecting guarantors; at least one visit to Mr. Price in Paper Buildings, who was satisfied simply because David claimed to be Welsh and showed a strong interest in the Welsh language and its Indo-German connections, and three or four visits to Mr. Mark Stansfield, K.C., one of the nicest, kindest, and most knowledgeable people David had ever met, whom he felt really bad about deceiving. Stansfield thought highly of Rossiter. The fact that he recommended David was more than enough to secure his "guarantee." But beyond that, he felt a strong connection to this somewhat shy, serious, nice-looking young man with steady eyes and keen intelligence. He invited him to dinner and lunch; encouraged him to open up—as far as David thought was safe—and was surprised that David had never been to a university ("Only to Malvern—and then I studied with an architect in London—Who? Mr. Praed, A.R.A.—but then I traveled for a bit, and after that, I felt more than ever I wanted to pursue the Bar"—said David, with a charming smile that brightened his usually serious young face). Stansfield agreed that David could come and study with him, and in many ways helped him progress so significantly and kindly that more than once the guilt-ridden young Welshman thought about giving up the impersonation; and might have done so if this most admirable Stansfield hadn't died of pneumonia in the last year of David's studies.
Of course the preliminary examination was easily and quickly passed. David translated his bit of Caesar's commentaries, answered brilliantly the questions about Alfred the Great, the Anglo-Norman kings, the Constitutions of Clarendon, Magna Charta and Mortmain, Henry the Eighth and the Reformation, the Civil War and Protectorate of Cromwell, the Bill of Rights and the Holy Alliance. He paid his fees and his "caution" money; he ate the requisite six dinners—or more, as he found them excellent and convenient—in each term, attended all the lectures that interested him, and passed the subsidiary examinations on them with fair or even high credit; and finally got through his "Call-to-the-Bar" examination with tolerable success; at any rate he passed. A friend of the deceased Stansfield—whose death was always one of the scars in Vivie's memory—introduced him to one of the Masters of the Bench who signed his "call" papers. He once more made a declaration to the effect that he was not a person in Holy Orders, that he was not a Solicitor, Attorney-at-law, Writer to the Signet, etc., etc., a Chartered, Incorporated or Professional Accountant; and again that if called to the Bar, he would never become a member of the abhorred professions over and over again enumerated; and was duly warned that without special permission of the Masters of the Bench of the Inner Temple he might not practise "under the Bar"—whatever that may mean (I dare say it is some low-down procedure, only allowed in times of scarcity). Then after having his name "screened" for twelve days in all the Halls of the four Inns, and going in fear and trembling that some one might turn up and object, he finally received his call to the Bar on April 22 (if April 22 in that year was on a Sunday, then on the following Monday) and was "called" at the Term Dinner where he took wine with the Masters. He remembered seeing present at the great table on the dais, besides the usual red-faced generals and whiskered admirals, simpering statesmen, and his dearly loved friend, Michael Rossiter—representing Science,—a more sinister face. This was the well-known philanthropist and race-horse breeder, Sir George Crofts, Bart., M.P. for a Norfolk borough. Their eyes met, curiously interlocked for a moment. Sir George wondered to himself where the dooce he had seen that, type of face before, those grey eyes with the dark lashes. "Gad! he reminds me of Kitty Warren! Well, I'll be damned" (he was eventually) "I wonder whether the old gal had a son as well as that spitfire Vivie?!"
Of course, the preliminary exam was passed easily and quickly. David translated his portion of Caesar's commentaries and answered questions about Alfred the Great, the Anglo-Norman kings, the Constitutions of Clarendon, Magna Carta and Mortmain, Henry the Eighth and the Reformation, the Civil War and Cromwell's Protectorate, the Bill of Rights, and the Holy Alliance with impressive skill. He paid his fees and his "caution" money; he ate the required six dinners—or more, since they were excellent and convenient—each term, attended all the lectures that piqued his interest, and passed the subsidiary exams with decent or even high marks; and finally, he completed his "Call-to-the-Bar" exam with decent success; at any rate, he passed. A friend of the late Stansfield—whose death remained a lasting scar in Vivie's memory—introduced him to one of the Masters of the Bench who signed his "call" papers. He once again declared that he was not a person in Holy Orders, that he was not a Solicitor, Attorney-at-law, Writer to the Signet, etc., a Chartered, Incorporated, or Professional Accountant; and reiterated that if called to the Bar, he would never join the despised professions previously mentioned; and he was duly warned that without special permission from the Masters of the Bench of the Inner Temple, he could not practice "under the Bar"—whatever that means (I suspect it's some lowly procedure, only allowed in times of scarcity). After having his name "screened" for twelve days in all the Halls of the four Inns, and feeling anxious that someone might object, he finally received his call to the Bar on April 22 (if April 22 that year was a Sunday, then on the following Monday) and was "called" at the Term Dinner where he toasted with the Masters. He remembered seeing at the main table on the dais, besides the usual red-faced generals and whiskered admirals, smirking statesmen, and his beloved friend, Michael Rossiter—representing Science—a more ominous face. This was the well-known philanthropist and racehorse breeder, Sir George Crofts, Bart., M.P. for a Norfolk borough. Their eyes met, locking for a moment. Sir George wondered to himself where he had seen that type of face before, those grey eyes with dark lashes. "Gad! he reminds me of Kitty Warren! Well, I'll be damned" (he was, eventually) "I wonder if the old gal had a son as well as that fiery Vivie?!"
Michael whispered a word or two to one of the Masters, and David was presently summoned to attend the Benchers and their distinguished guests in the inner chamber to which they withdrew for wine and dessert. Rossiter made room for him, and he had to drink a glass of port with the Benchers. Every one was very gracious. Rossiter said: "I was a sort of godfather to him, don't you know. David! you must do me credit and make haste to take silk and become a Judge." Crofts moved from where he sat next to a Bishop. ("Damn it all! I like bein' respectable, but why will they always put me next a Bishop or an Archdeacon? It spoils all my best stories.") He came over—dragging his chair—to Rossiter and said "I say! Will you introduce me to our young friend here?" He was duly introduced. "H'm, Williams? That doesn't tell me much. But somehow your face reminds me awfully of—of—some one I used to know. J'ever have a sister?" "No," said David.
Michael whispered a word or two to one of the Masters, and David was soon called to join the Benchers and their distinguished guests in the inner chamber where they retreated for wine and dessert. Rossiter made room for him, and he had to drink a glass of port with the Benchers. Everyone was very gracious. Rossiter said: "I was kind of a godfather to him, you know. David! You must do me proud and hurry to take silk and become a Judge." Crofts moved from where he sat next to a Bishop. ("Damn it all! I like being respectable, but why do they always put me next to a Bishop or an Archdeacon? It ruins all my best stories.") He came over—dragging his chair—to Rossiter and said, "Hey! Will you introduce me to our young friend here?" He was promptly introduced. "Hmm, Williams? That doesn’t tell me much. But for some reason, your face really reminds me of—of—someone I used to know. Do you have a sister?" "No," said David.
Crofts, he noticed, had aged very much in the intervening eight years. He must now be no more than—58? But he had become very stout and obviously suffered from blood pressure without knowing it. He moved away a little, and David heard him talking to a Master about Lady Crofts, who had come up to London for the season and how they were both very anxious about his boy—"Yes, he had two children, a boy and a girl, bless 'em—The boy had been ill with measles and wasn't makin' quite the quick recovery they expected. What an anxiety children were, weren't they? Though we wouldn't be without 'em, would we?" The Bencher assented out of civility, though as a matter of fact he was an old bachelor and detested children or anything younger than twenty-one.
Crofts, he noticed, had aged a lot in the past eight years. He must be around—58? But he had become quite overweight and clearly suffered from blood pressure issues without realizing it. He stepped back a bit, and David heard him chatting with a Master about Lady Crofts, who had come to London for the season, and how they were both really worried about their son—"Yeah, they have two kids, a boy and a girl, bless 'em—The boy had been sick with measles and wasn’t recovering as quickly as they had hoped. Kids are such a worry, aren’t they? But we wouldn’t want to be without them, would we?" The Bencher nodded in agreement out of politeness, even though in reality, he was a lifelong bachelor and disliked children or anyone younger than twenty-one.
David after his call was presented with a bill to pay of £99. 10s. His father hearing of this, insisted on sending him a cheque for £150 out of his savings, adding he should be deeply hurt if it was not accepted and no more said about it. How soon was David coming down to see South Wales once more gloriously clothed with spring?
David, after his call, was given a bill to pay of £99. 10s. His father, hearing about this, insisted on sending him a cheque for £150 from his savings, adding that he would be really upset if it wasn’t accepted and didn’t want to discuss it further. When was David coming down to see South Wales once again beautifully adorned in spring?
[Much of this review of the years between 1901 and 1905, many of these sweet remembrances are being taken from Vivie's brain as she lies on a hard bed in 1913, musing over the past days when, despite occasional frights and anxieties, she was transcendently happy. Oh "Sorrow's Crown of Sorrow, the remembering happier days!" She recalled the articles she used to write from the Common Room or Library of the Inn; how well they were received and paid for by the editors of daily and weekly journals; what a lark they were, when for instance she would raise a debate in the Saturday Review: "Should Women be admitted to the Bar?" Or an appeal in the Daily News to do away with the Disabilities of Women. How poor Stansfield, before he died, said he had never met any young fellow with a tenderer heart for women, and advised him to marry whilst he still had youth and fire. She remembered David's social success at the great houses in the West End. How he might have gone out into Society and shone more, much more, only he had to consider prudence and expense; the curious women who fell in love with him, and whom he had gently, tactfully to keep at arm's length. She remembered the eager discussions in the Temple Debating Society, or at the "Moots" of Gray's Inn, her successes there as an orator and a close reasoner; how boy students formed ardent friendships for her and prophesied her future success in Parliament, would have her promise to take them into the Cabinet which David was to form when an electorate swept him into power and sent the antiquated old rotters of that day into the limbo of deserved occlusion.
[Much of this review of the years between 1901 and 1905 is filled with sweet memories that Vivie reflects on as she lies on a hard bed in 1913, thinking about the past days when, despite occasional fears and worries, she was incredibly happy. Oh "Sorrow's Crown of Sorrow, the remembering happier days!" She recalled the articles she used to write from the Common Room or Library of the Inn; how well they were received and paid for by the editors of daily and weekly journals; what a joy they were, like when she sparked a debate in the Saturday Review: "Should Women be admitted to the Bar?" Or made an appeal in the Daily News to eliminate the Disabilities of Women. She remembered how poor Stansfield, before his death, said he had never met a young man with a kinder heart for women and advised him to marry while he still had youth and passion. She recalled David's social success at the grand homes in the West End. How he could have gone out into Society and shined even more, if only he had considered caution and cost; the intriguing women who fell for him, and whom he had to gently and tactfully keep at a distance. She remembered the lively discussions in the Temple Debating Society, or at the "Moots" of Gray's Inn, her successes there as a speaker and a sharp thinker; how the male students formed strong friendships with her and predicted her future success in Parliament, urging her to promise to take them into the Cabinet that David would form once he was swept into power by the electorate and sent the outdated old timers of that era into well-deserved obscurity.]
She saw and heard once more the amused delight of Honoria Armstrong over her success, and the latent jealousy of the uxorious Colonel Armstrong if she came too often to see Honoria in Sloane Street: And she remembered—Oh God! How she remembered—the close association in those three priceless years with her "godfather" Michael Rossiter; Rossiter who shaped her mind—it would never take a different turn—who was patient with her stupidity and petulance; an elder brother, a robust yet tactful chaffer; a banisher of too much sensibility, a constant encouragement to effort and success. Rossiter, she knew, with her woman's instinct, was innocently in love with her, but believed all the time he was satisfying his craving for a son to train, a disciple who might succeed him: for he still believed that David when he had been called to the Bar and had flirted awhile with Themis, would yet turn his great and growing abilities to the service of Science.
She saw and heard once again the amused delight of Honoria Armstrong over her success, and the hidden jealousy of the doting Colonel Armstrong if she visited Honoria too often in Sloane Street. And she remembered—Oh God! How she remembered—the close bond during those three priceless years with her "godfather" Michael Rossiter; Rossiter who shaped her thinking—it would never change—who was patient with her ignorance and temper; an older brother, a strong yet considerate mentor; a discourager of excessive sentimentality, a constant supporter of her efforts and achievements. Rossiter, she sensed, was innocently in love with her, but thought he was just fulfilling his desire for a son to guide, a student who might follow in his footsteps: for he still believed that David, once called to the Bar and having flirted briefly with Themis, would eventually direct his great and growing talents to the service of Science.
And Mrs. Rossiter in those times: Vivie smiled at the thought of her undefined jealousy. She was anxious to be civil to a young man of whom Michael thought so highly. She sympathized with his regret that they had no children, but why could he not take up with one of her cousin Bennet's boys from Manchester, or Sophy's son from Northallerton, or one of his own brother's or sister's children? How on earth did he become acquainted with this young man from South Wales? But she was determined not to be separated in any way from her husband, and so she sat with them as often and as long as she could in the library. The studio-laboratory she could not stand with its horrid smell of chemicals; she also dreaded vaguely that vivisection went on there—Michael of course had a license, though he was far too tender-hearted to torture sentient creatures. Still he did odd things with frogs and rats and goats and monkeys; and her dread was that she might one day burst in on one of these sacrifices to science and see a transformed Michael, blood-stained, wielding a knife and dangerous if interrupted in his pursuit of a discovery.
And Mrs. Rossiter back then: Vivie smiled at the thought of her undefined jealousy. She wanted to be nice to a young man whom Michael thought so highly of. She shared his regret that they had no children, but why couldn’t he get close to one of her cousin Bennet’s boys from Manchester, or Sophy’s son from Northallerton, or one of his own brother’s or sister’s kids? How on earth did he meet this young man from South Wales? But she was set on not being apart from her husband, so she spent as much time as she could with them in the library. She couldn’t stand the studio-laboratory with its horrible smell of chemicals; she also vaguely feared that vivisection happened there—Michael, of course, had a license, though he was way too kind-hearted to torture living creatures. Still, he did strange things with frogs, rats, goats, and monkeys; her fear was that one day she might walk in on one of these sacrifices to science and see a changed Michael, blood-stained, wielding a knife and dangerous if interrupted in his pursuit of a discovery.
But as the long talks and conferences of the two friends—really not so far separated in age as one of them thought—generally took place in the library, she assisted at a large proportion of them. Rossiter would not have had it otherwise, though to David she was at times excessively irksome. Her husband had long viewed her as a lay figure on these occasions. He rarely replied to her flat remarks, her inconsequent platitudes, her yawns and quite transparent signals that it was time for the visitor to go. Sometimes David took her hints and left: he had no business to make himself a bore to any one. Sometimes however Michael at last roused to consciousness of the fretful little presence would say "What? Sweety? You still up. Trot off to bed, my poppet, or you'll lose the roses in your cheeks."
But since the long talks and discussions between the two friends—who weren’t really that far apart in age despite what one of them thought—usually happened in the library, she was part of a large number of them. Rossiter wouldn’t have it any other way, even though David sometimes found her incredibly annoying. Her husband had long seen her as a passive presence during these times. He rarely engaged with her dull comments, her irrelevant clichés, her yawns, and her obvious signals that it was time for the guest to leave. Sometimes David picked up on her hints and left: he didn’t want to bore anyone. However, sometimes Michael, finally aware of her fidgety presence, would say, “What? Sweety? You still awake. Off to bed, my dear, or you’ll lose the roses in your cheeks.”
The roses in Mrs. Rossiter's cheeks at that time were beginning to be a trifle eczematous and of a fixed quality. Nevertheless, though she tossed her head a little as she took up her "work" and swished out of the great heavy door—which David opened—she was pleased to think that Michael cared for her complexion and was solicitous about her rest.
The roses in Mrs. Rossiter's cheeks at that time were starting to look a bit eczema-like and had a settled quality. Still, even though she tossed her head slightly as she picked up her "work" and swished out of the big heavy door—which David opened—she was happy to think that Michael cared about her complexion and was concerned about her rest.
And Vivie's eyes swam a little as she thought about the death of Mark Stansfield, and the genuine tears that flowed down the cheeks of his pupils when they learnt one raw February morning from the housekeeper of his chambers that he had died at daybreak. "A better man never lived" they agreed. And they were right.
And Vivie's eyes glistened a bit as she thought about the death of Mark Stansfield and the real tears that spilled down the faces of his students when they found out one chilly February morning from the housekeeper of his apartment that he had passed away at dawn. "A better man never lived," they all agreed. And they were right.
And she smiled again as she thought of some amongst those pupils, the young dogs of those days, the lovers of actresses of the minor order—ballet girls, it might have been; of the larks that went on sometimes within and without the staid precincts of the Temple. Harmless larks they were; but such as she had to withdraw from discreetly. She played lawn tennis with them, she fenced surprisingly well; but she had refused to join the "Devil's Own"—the Inns of Court Volunteers, for prudent reasons; and though it had leaked out that she was a good swimmer—that tiresome impulsive Honoria had spread it abroad—she resolutely declined to give proofs of her prowess in swimming baths. Her associates were not so young as the undergraduates she had met in Newnham days: they were an average ten years older. Their language at times made David blush, but they had more discretion and reserve than the University student, and they respected his desire to withdraw himself into himself occasionally, and to abstain from their noisier amusements without questioning his camaraderie.
And she smiled again as she thought of some of those students, the young guys from back then, the fans of less famous actresses—maybe ballet dancers; of the fun activities that occasionally took place within and outside the serious grounds of the Temple. They were harmless fun, but she had to step away from it discreetly. She played lawn tennis with them, and she was surprisingly good at fencing; but she had turned down the "Devil's Own"—the Inns of Court Volunteers, for sensible reasons; and even though it had gotten out that she was a good swimmer—that annoying, impulsive Honoria had shared that—she firmly refused to prove her skills at swimming pools. Her friends weren’t as young as the undergraduates she had met during her Newnham days: they were about ten years older on average. Their language sometimes made David blush, but they had more discretion and restraint than university students, and they respected his wish to keep to himself sometimes and to avoid their louder pastimes without questioning his friendship.
At this point in her smiling reminiscences, the wardress clanged open the door and slammed down a mug of cocoa and a slab of brown bread; and rapped out some orders in such a martinet utterance that they were difficult to understand. (Don't be alarmed! She isn't about to be executed for having deceived the Benchers of the Inner Temple in 1905; she is only in prison for a suffragist offence).]
At this point in her cheerful memories, the guard swung open the door and dropped a mug of cocoa and a piece of brown bread; then she barked out some orders in such a stern tone that they were hard to understand. (Don't worry! She isn't about to be executed for fooling the Benchers of the Inner Temple in 1905; she's just in prison for a suffragist offense).
I can't wind up this chapter somehow without more or less finishing the story of Beryl Claridge. She has been a source of anxiety to my wife—who has read these chapters one by one as they left my typewriter. "Was it wise to bring her in?" "Well, but my dear, she was rather a common type of the New Woman in the early nineteen hundreds." "Yes—but—"
I can't wrap up this chapter without somewhat finishing the story of Beryl Claridge. She has been a source of worry for my wife—who has read these chapters one by one as I typed them out. "Was it smart to include her?" "Well, dear, she represented a pretty typical version of the New Woman in the early 1900s." "Yeah—but—"
Of course the latent anxiety was that she might end up respectably. And so she did. In 1906, the first Mrs. Storrington died at Ware (Ware was where the architect husband had his legitimate home). She had long been ill, increasingly ill of some terrible form of anæmia which had followed the birth of her fourth child. She slowly faded away, poor thing; and about the time David was returning from a triumphant Christmas and New Year at Pontystrad—the Curate and his young wife had made a most delightful partie carrée and David had kissed the very slightly protesting Bridget under the native mistletoe—Mrs. Storrington breathed her last, while her faithless yet long forgiven Francis knelt by her bedside in agonies of unavailing grief.
Of course, the underlying worry was that she might end up living a respectable life. And she did. In 1906, the first Mrs. Storrington passed away in Ware (where her architect husband had his legitimate home). She had been sick for a long time, suffering from a severe form of anemia that followed the birth of her fourth child. She gradually faded away, poor thing; and around the time David was returning from a wonderful Christmas and New Year at Pontystrad—the Curate and his young wife had hosted a lovely group, and David had kissed the slightly reluctant Bridget under the native mistletoe—Mrs. Storrington took her last breath, while her unfaithful yet long-forgiven husband Francis knelt by her bedside in deep sorrow.
Well: she died and was buried, and her four children, ranging from nine to sixteen, sobbed very much and mourned for darling Mummie without the slightest suspicion ("'twas better so," she had always thought) that Dad had poisoned her wells of happiness ever since he took up with that minx at Cambridge in the very year in which long-legged Claribel was born. A few months after the poor lady was consigned (under a really lovely cenotaph designed by her husband) to Ware Churchyard—no, it was to Ware cemetery; Dad introduced them all to a very sprightly and good-looking widow, Mrs. Claridge, who had also been bereaved years ago and left with two perfect ducks of children, four and five years old, to whom Claribel took instinctively (the elder ones sniffed a little, disliking "kids").
Well, she died and was buried, and her four children, aged nine to sixteen, cried a lot and mourned for their dear Mummy without the slightest idea (“it was better this way,” she had always thought) that Dad had ruined her happiness ever since he got involved with that flirt at Cambridge in the same year that long-legged Claribel was born. A few months after the poor lady was laid to rest (under a really beautiful monument designed by her husband) in Ware Churchyard—no, it was in Ware cemetery; Dad introduced them all to a lively and attractive widow, Mrs. Claridge, who had also lost her spouse years ago and was left with two adorable little kids, ages four and five, to whom Claribel instinctively connected (the older ones sniffed a bit, not liking “kids”).
Then about Christmas time, 1906, Dad told them that Mrs. Claridge was going to make him happy by coming to tend his motherless children; was going to be his wife. Francis, the eldest, stomped about the garden at Ware and swore he would go back to Rugby during the holidays; Elspeth, the gaunt girl of fourteen and Agnes, a dreamy and endearing child, cried themselves to sleep in each other's arms. Claribel, however, quite approved. And whether they liked it or not, in January, 1907, the marriage took place—at the Registrar's—and Beryl came to live for a short time at Ware, bringing ducksome Margery and adorable Podge. In less than a month Beryl had won over all her step-children, except Francis, who held out till Easter, but was reduced to allegiance by the hampers she sent to him at Rugby—; in three months they had all moved to a much sweller house on the Chelsea Embankment. Father—Beryl voted "Dad" a little lower-middle class—Father had somehow become connected with some great business establishment of which Mother was the head. Together they were making pots of money. Francis would go to Sandhurst, Elspeth to a finishing school in Paris (her ambition), and the others would spend the fine months of the year rollicking with Margery and Podge on the Sussex coast.
Then around Christmas time in 1906, Dad told them that Mrs. Claridge was going to make him happy by coming to look after his motherless kids; she was going to be his wife. Francis, the oldest, stormed around the garden at Ware and said he would go back to Rugby during the holidays; Elspeth, the tall girl of fourteen, and Agnes, a dreamy and sweet child, cried themselves to sleep in each other’s arms. Claribel, however, was totally on board with it. And whether they liked it or not, in January 1907, the wedding happened—at the Registrar’s—and Beryl moved in for a while at Ware, bringing cheerful Margery and adorable Podge. In less than a month, Beryl had won over all her stepchildren, except for Francis, who held out until Easter but was finally swayed by the care packages she sent him at Rugby; in three months, they had all moved to a much nicer house on the Chelsea Embankment. Dad—Beryl called him "Dad," which she thought was a bit lower-middle class—had somehow gotten connected with a big business that Mom was in charge of. Together they were making tons of money. Francis would go to Sandhurst, Elspeth to a finishing school in Paris (her dream), and the others would spend the nice months of the year having fun with Margery and Podge on the Sussex coast.
In 1907, also, they became aware that their new mother was not alone in the world. A stately lady whose eyes seemed once to have done a deal of weeping (they were destined alas! to do much more, for three of her gallant, handsome sons were killed in the War, and that finally killed the poor old Dean of Thetford), who wore a graceful Spanish mantilla of black lace when in draughty places, came to see them after they had moved to Garden Corner on the Chelsea Embankment. She turned out to be the mother of Mrs. Beryl and was quite inclined to be their grandmother as well as Margery's and Podge's. But her husband the Dean was—it appeared—too great an invalid to come up to town.
In 1907, they also realized that their new mother wasn’t alone in the world. A dignified lady, whose eyes seemed to have cried a lot (they were sadly destined to cry even more, as three of her brave, good-looking sons were killed in the War, which ultimately caused the poor old Dean of Thetford to pass away), wearing a lovely black lace Spanish mantilla in drafty places, came to visit them after they moved to Garden Corner on the Chelsea Embankment. She turned out to be Mrs. Beryl’s mother and was quite willing to be their grandmother, as well as Margery's and Podge's. However, her husband, the Dean, seemed to be too ill to come up to town.
The second Mrs. Storrington, who was a woman of boundless energy, could work all day with secretaries, and could dance all night, gave brilliant parties in the season at her large Chelsea house. But she never invited to them Mr. David Vavasour Williams, that rising young barrister who had become so famous as a pleader of the causes of friendless women.
The second Mrs. Storrington, a woman with endless energy, could work all day with secretaries and dance all night. She threw amazing parties during the season at her big house in Chelsea. However, she never invited Mr. David Vavasour Williams, the up-and-coming barrister who had gained fame for advocating for the causes of women without support.
CHAPTER X
THE SHILLITO CASE
In the autumn of 1905, increase among women of the idea of full citizenship made rapid strides. There was a feeling in the air that Balfour must soon resign or go to the country, that a Liberal Ministry would succeed to power, and that being Liberal it could scarcely, in reason or with any logic, refuse to enlarge the franchise to the advantage of the female half of the community. These idealizers of the Liberal Party, which had really definitely ceased to be Liberal in 1894, had a rude awakening. Annie Kenney and Christabel Pankhurst dared to act as if they were men, and asked Sir Edward Grey at his Manchester meeting in October, 1905, if a Liberal Administration would give Votes to Women, should it be placed in power at the next Election. Answer they had none, from the platform; but the male audience rose in their hundreds, struck these audacious hussies in the face, scratched and slapped them (this was the rôle of the boys), and hustled them out into the street, bleeding and dishevelled. Here for attempting to explain the causes of their expulsion they were arrested by the police, and the following morning were sent to prison, having declined to pay the fines illegally imposed on them.
In the fall of 1905, the idea of full citizenship for women gained momentum quickly. There was a sense that Balfour would have to resign or call for elections soon, and that a Liberal government would take over, which, being Liberal, couldn’t logically refuse to expand the vote to include women. Those who idealized the Liberal Party, which had really stopped being truly Liberal in 1894, were in for a shock. Annie Kenney and Christabel Pankhurst boldly acted like men and asked Sir Edward Grey at his Manchester meeting in October 1905 if a Liberal government would grant women the right to vote if they won the next election. They got no response from the platform, but the male audience surged to their feet, attacking these bold women, striking them, hitting them, and pushing them out into the street, bleeding and disheveled. When they tried to explain why they were expelled, the police arrested them, and the next morning, they were sent to prison for refusing to pay the fines imposed on them illegally.
This incident made a great impression on the newspaper-reading public, because at that time the Press boycott on the Woman Suffrage movement had not set in. It gave David much to think about, and he found Honoria Fraser and several of his men and women friends had joined the Woman Suffrage movement and were determined that the new Liberal Government should not shirk the issue; an issue on which many members of Parliament had been returned as acquiescent in the principle. On that account they had received the whole-hearted support of many, women owing allegiance to the Liberal Party.
This event made a strong impression on the newspaper-reading public because, at that time, the media boycott on the Woman Suffrage movement hadn’t begun yet. It gave David a lot to think about, and he discovered that Honoria Fraser and several of his friends, both men and women, had joined the Woman Suffrage movement. They were determined that the new Liberal Government shouldn’t avoid the issue; an issue on which many Members of Parliament had been elected as supportive of the principle. Because of this, they had gained the full support of many women who were loyal to the Liberal Party.
At first of course the new Government was too busy in allotting the loaves and fishes of Office and in handing out the peerages, baronetcies, knighthoods, Governorships, private secretaryships, and promotions among the civil servants which had—not to put too fine a point on it—been purchased by large and small contributions to the Party Chest.
At first, of course, the new Government was too busy distributing the perks of office and handing out titles, baronetcies, knighthoods, governorships, private secretary positions, and promotions among the civil servants that had—let's not sugarcoat it—been bought with big and small donations to the Party Fund.
[Such a procedure seems to be inseparable from our present Party system. In this respect the Conservatives are no better than the Liberals; and it is always possible that in a different way the Labour Party when It comes into power will be similarly inclined to reward those who have furnished the sinews of war. The House of Commons in the last Act which revised the conditions of elections of members of Parliament was careful to leave open many avenues along which Money might attain to the heart of things.]
[Such a process seems to be an integral part of our current Party system. In this regard, the Conservatives are no better than the Liberals; and it’s always possible that when the Labour Party comes into power, they too might be inclined to reward those who have provided the resources for their cause. The House of Commons, in the last Act that revised the election conditions for members of Parliament, was careful to keep many paths open through which money could influence important matters.]
But at length all such matters were settled, and the Cabinet was free to face the steady demand of the women leaders of the Suffrage movement; a demand that at any rate some measure of enfranchisement should be granted to the women of the British Isles without delay.
But eventually, all those issues were resolved, and the Cabinet was ready to address the ongoing demand from the women leaders of the Suffrage movement; a demand that at the very least some form of voting rights should be granted to the women of the British Isles without delay.
We all know how this demand was received by the leading men of the Liberal Party and by the more prominent Liberals among their supporters in the House; with evasions, silences, sneers, angry refusals, hasty promises given to-day (when Ministers were frightened) and broken to-morrow; with a whole series of discreditable tongue-in-the-cheek tricks of Parliamentary procedure; till at last the onlooker must have wondered at and felt grateful for our British phlegm; surprised that so little actual harm was done (except to the bodies of the Suffragists), that no Home Secretary or Police Inspector or magistrate, no flippant talker-out of would-be-serious Franchise Bills was assassinated, trounced, tarred and feathered, kidnapped, nose-tweaked, or even mud-bespattered. (I am reproducing here the growing comprehension of the problem as it shaped in Vivie's mind, under the hat and waistcoat of David Williams.)
We all know how the leaders of the Liberal Party and their prominent supporters in the House reacted to this demand; with dodges, silence, sneers, angry rejections, quick promises made today (when the Ministers were scared) and broken tomorrow; a whole series of discreditable tricks in parliamentary procedure; until eventually, the bystander must have marveled at and felt grateful for our British calm; surprised that so little real harm was done (except to the Suffragists), that no Home Secretary, Police Inspector, or magistrate, no dismissive critic of serious Franchise Bills was assassinated, beaten up, tarred and feathered, kidnapped, had their nose tweaked, or even splattered with mud. (I am reflecting here the growing understanding of the issue as it developed in Vivie's mind, under the hat and waistcoat of David Williams.)
Honoria, faithful to her old resolve, continued to devote the greater part of the Two Thousand a year she had set aside for the Woman's Cause to financing the new Suffrage movement; and incidentally she brought grist to David's mill by recommending him as Counsel to many women in distress, arrested Suffragists. In 1906, 1907 and 1908 he made himself increasingly famous by his pleadings in court on behalf of women who with dauntless courage and at the cost of much bodily pain and even at the risk of death had forcibly called attention to this grave defect in the British polity, the withholding of the ordinary rights of tax-paying citizens from adult women.
Honoria, sticking to her old commitment, continued to spend most of the Two Thousand a year she had set aside for the Women’s Cause on supporting the new Suffrage movement. At the same time, she helped David by recommending him as a lawyer to many women in trouble, including arrested Suffragists. In 1906, 1907, and 1908, he became more well-known for his courtroom speeches on behalf of women who, with incredible bravery and at great personal cost, even risking their lives, highlighted the serious issue in British politics: the denial of basic rights to tax-paying adult women.
Where the Suffragist was poor he asked no fee, or a small fee was paid by some Suffragist Association. But he gained much renown over his advocacy; he became quite a well-known personality outside as well as inside the Law Courts and Police-stations by 1908. His pleadings were sometimes so moving, so passionate that—teste Mrs. Pankhurst—"burly policemen in court had tears trickling down their faces" as he described the courage, the flawless private lives, the selfless devotion to a noble cause of these women agitating for the rights of their sex—rich and poor, old and young. Juries flinched from the verdict which some bitter-faced judge enjoined; magistrates swerved from executing the secret orders of the Home Office; policemen—again—for they are most of them decent fellows—resigned their positions in the Force, sooner than carry out the draconian policy of the Home Secretary.
Where the Suffragist was poor, he asked for no fee, or a small fee was covered by some Suffragist Association. However, he gained a lot of recognition for his advocacy; by 1908, he became quite a well-known figure both inside and outside the Law Courts and Police stations. His arguments were sometimes so moving and passionate that—as Mrs. Pankhurst noted—"burly policemen in court had tears streaming down their faces" as he described the courage, the impeccable private lives, and the selfless dedication to a noble cause of these women fighting for their rights—rich and poor, old and young. Juries hesitated to deliver the verdict that some grim-faced judge demanded; magistrates avoided carrying out the secret orders of the Home Office; policemen—again—because most of them are decent people—resigned from the Force rather than enforce the harsh policies of the Home Secretary.
But of course concurrently he lost many a friend and friendship in the Inns of Court. There were even growls that he should be disbarred—after this espousal of the Suffrage cause had been made manifest for three years. He might have been, but that he had other compeers, below and above his abilities and position; advocates like Lord Robert Brinsley, the famous son of the Marquis of Wiltshire. If Williams was to be disbarred, why they would have to take the same course with a Brinsley who also defended women law-breakers, fighting for their constitutional rights. And of course such a procedure as that was unthinkable. Yet where a Brinsley sailed unhampered, undangered over these troubled waters, poor David often came near to crashing on the rocks. "To hear the fellow talk," said one angry K.C. in the Library at the Inner Temple, "you'd think he was a woman himself!" "Egad" said his brother K.C.—yes, he really did say "Egad," the oath still lingers in the Inns of Court—"Egad, he looks like one. No hair on his face and I'll lay he doesn't shave."
But of course, at the same time, he lost many friends and friendships in the Inns of Court. There were even complaints that he should be disbarred—after he made his support for the Suffrage cause known for three years. He could have been, but he had other peers, both above and below his abilities and position; advocates like Lord Robert Brinsley, the famous son of the Marquis of Wiltshire. If Williams was going to be disbarred, then they'd have to take the same action against a Brinsley, who also defended women law-breakers, fighting for their constitutional rights. And of course, such a thing as that was unthinkable. Yet while Brinsley sailed through these troubled waters without any issues, poor David often came close to crashing on the rocks. "To hear him talk," said one angry K.C. in the Library at the Inner Temple, "you'd think he was a woman himself!" "Egad," said his brother K.C.—yes, he really did say "Egad," that old expression still hangs on in the Inns of Court—"Egad, he looks like one. No hair on his face, and I bet he doesn't shave."
There were of course other briefs he held, for payment or for love of justice; young women who had killed their babies (as to these he was far from sentimental; he only defended where the woman had any claim to sympathy or mitigation of the unreal death sentence); breach of promise actions where the woman had been grossly wronged; affiliation cases in high life—or the nearest to high life that makes a claim on the man for his fatherhood. He was a deadly prosecutor in cases where women had been robbed by their male trustees, or injured in any other way wherein, in those days, the woman was at a disadvantage and the marriage laws were unjust.
He had, of course, other cases he took on, whether for payment or out of a sense of justice; young women who had killed their babies (he wasn’t sentimental about these; he only defended cases where the woman had some reason for sympathy or had a chance at a lesser sentence); breach of promise lawsuits where women had been seriously wronged; paternity cases in the upper class—or the closest to upper class that could hold a man responsible for being a father. He was a fierce prosecutor in cases where women had been cheated by their male trustees or harmed in any way that put them at a disadvantage, especially under the unfair marriage laws of the time.
One way and another, with the zealous aid and business-like care of his interests by his clerk, Albert Adams, David must have earned between 1906 and the autumn of 1908, an average Three hundred a year. As he paid Adams £150 a year and allowed him certain perquisites, and lived within his own fixed income (from his annuity and investments) of £290 a year, this meant a profit of about £500. This was raised at a leap to £1,500 by the fees and the special gift he received for defending Lady Shillito.
One way or another, with the enthusiastic support and professional management of his affairs by his clerk, Albert Adams, David must have made an average of £300 a year between 1906 and the fall of 1908. Since he paid Adams £150 a year and gave him some perks, while living on his own fixed income (from his annuity and investments) of £290 a year, this resulted in a profit of about £500. This jumped to £1,500 thanks to the fees and the special gift he received for representing Lady Shillito.
The "Shillito Case," an indictment for murder, was tried at the winter assize of the North-eastern Circuit, January or February, 1909. I dare say you have forgotten all about it now: Lady Shillito changed her name, married again (eventually), and was lost in the crowd—she may even, eleven years afterwards, be reading this novel at the riper age of forty and be startled out of her well-fed apathy by the revival of acute memories.
The "Shillito Case," a murder indictment, was heard at the winter session of the North-eastern Circuit in January or February 1909. I bet you've forgotten all about it now: Lady Shillito changed her name, got married again (eventually), and faded into obscurity—she might even, eleven years later, be reading this novel at the age of forty and be jolted out of her comfortable routine by the resurgence of vivid memories.
There have been not a few similar cases before and since of comparatively young, beautiful women murdering their elderly, objectionable husbands in a clever cattish way, and of course getting off through lack of evidence or with a short term of imprisonment. (They were always treated in prison far more tenderly than were Suffragettes, and the average wardress adored them and obtained for them many little alleviations of their lot before the Home Secretary gave way and released them.) Nowadays the War and the pressing necessities of life, the coal famine, the milk famine, the railway strikes have robbed such cases of all or nearly all their interest. I could quite believe that women in similar circumstances continue to murder their elderly husbands, and the doctors and coroners and relations on "his" side tacitly agree not to raise a fuss in the presence of much graver subjects of apprehension.
There have been quite a few similar cases, both before and after, of relatively young, attractive women killing their elderly, difficult husbands in a cunning, sly manner, and of course getting away with it due to lack of evidence or only serving a short time in prison. (They were always treated in prison much more kindly than the Suffragettes were, and the average female guard adored them and got them many little perks before the Home Secretary eventually caved in and released them.) Nowadays, the war and the urgent necessities of life, the coal shortage, the milk shortage, and the railway strikes have taken away almost all the interest in such cases. I can easily believe that women in similar situations still murder their elderly husbands, and the doctors, coroners, and relatives on "his" side quietly agree not to make a fuss in light of much more serious issues at hand.
I can also understand why these beautiful-women-elderly-husband cases scarcely starred our Island story prior to the 'fifties of the last century. It was only when chemical analysis had approached its present standard of perfection that the presence of the more subtle poisons could be detected in the stomach and intestines, and that the young and beautiful wife could be charged with and found guilty of the deed by the damning evidence of an analytical chemist.
I can also see why the cases of beautiful women and their older husbands hardly featured in our Island story before the 1950s. It was only when chemical analysis reached its current level of accuracy that the more subtle poisons could be detected in the stomach and intestines, allowing for the young and beautiful wife to be charged with and convicted of the crime based on the damning evidence from an analytical chemist.
It was Rossiter who secured for David the conduct of Lady Shillito's defence. Arbella [2] Shillito was his second cousin, a Rossiter by birth, and would fain have married Michael herself, only that he was not at that time thinking of marriage, and when his thoughts turned that way—the very day after, as it were—he met Linda Bennet and her thousands a year. But he retained a half humorous liking for this handsome young woman.
It was Rossiter who arranged for David to lead Lady Shillito's defense. Arbella [2] Shillito was his second cousin, a Rossiter by birth, and she would have liked to marry Michael herself, if only he hadn't been uninterested in marriage at the time. When he finally considered it—the very next day, practically—he met Linda Bennet and her substantial wealth. Still, he kept a slightly amused fondness for this attractive young woman.
Arbella, disappointed over Michael—though she was a mere slip of a girl at the time—next decided that she must marry money. When she was twenty-one she met Grimthorpe Shillito, an immensely rich man of Newcastle-on-Tyne, whose foundries poured out big guns and many other things made of iron and steel combined with acids and brains. Grimthorpe was a curious-looking person, even at forty; in appearance a mixture of Julius Caesar, several unpleasant-featured Doges of Venice, and Voltaire in middle age. His looks were not entirely his fault and doubtless acquired for him, in his moral character, a worse definition than he deserved. He had travelled much in his pursuit of metallurgy and chemistry; at forty he saw rising before him the prospect of a peerage, due either for his extraordinary discoveries and inventions in our use of steel, or easily purchasable out of his immense wealth. What is the good of a peerage if it ends with your life? He was not without his vanities, though one of the most cynical men of his cynical period.
Arbella, feeling let down by Michael—although she was just a young girl at the time—decided that she needed to marry for money. When she turned twenty-one, she met Grimthorpe Shillito, an incredibly wealthy man from Newcastle-on-Tyne, whose factories produced cannons and a variety of other products made from iron and steel mixed with chemicals and ingenuity. Grimthorpe was an odd-looking man, even at the age of forty; he resembled a blend of Julius Caesar, several unattractive Venetian Doges, and Voltaire in his middle years. His appearance was not entirely his fault and likely earned him a harsher judgment in terms of his moral character than he actually deserved. He had traveled extensively in his quest for advancements in metallurgy and chemistry; at forty, he saw the possibility of being granted a peerage, either for his remarkable inventions related to steel or easily bought with his vast wealth. What’s the point of a peerage if it dies with you? Despite being one of the most cynical men of his time, he had his share of vanities.
He arrived therefore at the decision that he would marry some young and buxom creature of decent birth and fit in appearance to be a peeress, and decided on Arbella Rossiter.
He decided that he would marry a young and attractive woman of good background, someone suitable to be a peeress, and chose Arbella Rossiter.
After a gulp or two and several moues behind his back, she accepted him. A brilliant marriage ceremony followed, conducted by a Bishop and an Archdeacon. And then Arbella was carried off to live in a Bluebeard's Castle he possessed on the Northumbrian coast.
After a couple of drinks and a few eye rolls behind his back, she accepted him. A stunning wedding ceremony followed, officiated by a Bishop and an Archdeacon. Then Arbella was taken away to live in a Bluebeard's Castle he owned on the Northumbrian coast.
In the three years following her marriage she gave him two boys, with which he was content, especially as his own health began to fail a little just then. At the end of four years of marriage with this cynical, Italianate tyrant, Arbella got very sick of him and thought more and more tenderly of a certain subaltern in the Cavalry whom she had once declined to marry on £500 a year. This subaltern had returned from the South African war, a Colonel and still extremely good-looking. They had met again at a garden party and fallen once more deeply in love. If only her tiresome old Borgia would die—was the thought that came too often into the mind of Arbella, now entering the "thirties" of life, and with the least possible misgiving of her Colonel's constancy if she became presently "un peu trop mûre."
In the three years after her marriage, she had two boys, which made him happy, especially since his health was starting to decline a bit around that time. After four years of marriage to this cynical, Italian tyrant, Arbella grew really tired of him and started to think more and more fondly of a certain junior officer in the Cavalry whom she had once turned down for a £500 a year marriage. This junior officer had come back from the South African war as a Colonel and was still incredibly good-looking. They ran into each other again at a garden party and fell deeply in love once more. If only her annoying old Borgia would die—this thought often crossed Arbella's mind as she entered her thirties, with little doubt about her Colonel's loyalty even if she became currently "un peu trop mûre."
She noticed at this time that Grimthorpe Shillito went on several occasions to London to consult a specialist. He complained of indigestion, was rather thin, and balder than ever, and difficult to please in his food and appetite.
She noticed at this time that Grimthorpe Shillito went to London several times to see a specialist. He complained of indigestion, was quite thin, balder than ever, and hard to please with his food and appetite.
This was her opportunity. She would have said, had she been convicted, that he had driven her to it by his cruelties: that's as may be.—She consulted the family doctor who attended to the household of Bluebeard's Castle; suggested that Sir Grimthorpe (they had just knighted him) might be the better for a strychnine tonic; she had read somewhere that strychnine did wonders for middle-aged men who had led rather a rackety life in their early manhood.
This was her chance. She would have claimed, if pressed, that he pushed her to it with his cruelty: that might be true. She spoke with the family doctor who took care of the household at Bluebeard's Castle; she suggested that Sir Grimthorpe (they had just knighted him) could benefit from a strychnine tonic; she had read somewhere that strychnine worked wonders for middle-aged men who had lived a wild life in their youth.
The family doctor who disliked her and suspected her, as you or I wouldn't have done, but doctors think of everything, feigned to agree; and supplied her with little phials of aqua distillata flavoured with quinine. He himself was puzzled over Sir Grimthorpe's condition but was a little offended at not being personally consulted.
The family doctor who didn't like her and was suspicious of her, unlike you or me, but doctors consider everything, pretended to agree; and gave her small bottles of aqua distillata flavored with quinine. He was confused about Sir Grimthorpe's condition but felt a bit offended for not being consulted directly.
The fact was that Sir G. had a very poor opinion of his abilities in diagnosis and being naturally secretive and generally cussed, preferred consulting a London specialist. He wasn't then Sir Grimthorpe, the specialist wasn't very certain that it was cancer on the liver, and amid his multitude of consulters did not, unless aroused, remember very clearly the case of a Mr. Shillito from somewhere up in the North.
The truth was that Sir G. had a low opinion of his own diagnostic skills and, being naturally secretive and generally difficult, preferred to consult a specialist in London. At that time, he wasn’t known as Sir Grimthorpe, and the specialist wasn’t very sure it was liver cancer. Among his many patients, he didn’t remember the case of a Mr. Shillito from somewhere in the North very clearly unless he was prompted.
But Shillito pondered gravely over the specialist's carefully guarded phrases about "growths, possibly malign, but at the same time—difficult to be sure quite so soon—perhaps harmless, might of course be merely severe suppressed jaundice." When the pains began—he hated the idea of operations, and knew that any operation on the liver only at best staved off the dread, inevitable end for a year or a few months—When the pains began, he had grown utterly tired of life; so he compounded a subtle poison—he was a great chemist and had—only his wife knew not of this—a cabinet which contained a variety of mineral, vegetable, and acid poisons; and kept the draught in a secret locker in his bedroom. Meantime Arbella, who after all was human, was tortured at the sight of his tortures. She felt she must end it, or her nerves would give way. She trebled, she quintupled the dose of aqua distillata embittered with quinine. One night when the night nurse was sleeping ("resting her eyes," she called it) the wretched man stole from his bed to the night nursery and kissed both his boys. He then swiftly took the phial from its hiding place and drank the contents and died in one ghastly minute.
But Shillito seriously considered the specialist's carefully chosen words about "growths, possibly malignant, but at the same time—hard to be sure right away—maybe harmless, could of course just be severe suppressed jaundice." When the pain started—he dreaded the idea of surgery and knew that any operation on the liver would only delay the terrible, inevitable end for a year or a few months—when the pain began, he had become completely exhausted by life; so he mixed a subtle poison—he was a skilled chemist and had—only his wife didn’t know about this—a cabinet that held various mineral, plant, and acid poisons; and kept the vial in a secret compartment in his bedroom. In the meantime, Arabella, who was only human, was tormented by the sight of his suffering. She felt she had to put an end to it, or her nerves would shatter. She tripled and then quintupled the dose of aqua distillata laced with quinine. One night, when the night nurse was sleeping ("resting her eyes," she called it), the miserable man quietly got out of bed and went to the nursery to kiss both his boys. He then quickly grabbed the vial from its hiding spot, drank its contents, and died in one horrifying minute.
When the night nurse awoke he was crisped in a horrible rigor. On the night table was the phial with the remains of the draught. She had noticed in the last day or two Lady Shillito fussing a good deal about the sick man, pressing on him doses of a colourless medicine. What if she had stolen in while the nurse was asleep and placed a finally fatal draught by the bedside? From that she proceeded to argue (when she had leisure to think it out) that she hadn't been to sleep, had merely been resting her eyes. And she was now sure that whilst she had closed those orbs she had heard—as indeed she had, only it was Sir Grimthorpe himself—some one stealing into the room.
When the night nurse woke up, she felt stiff in a terrible way. On the nightstand was the vial with the leftover medicine. She had noticed Lady Shillito fussing a lot over the sick man in the past day or two, giving him doses of a clear medicine. What if she had sneaked in while the nurse was asleep and placed a potentially deadly potion by the bedside? From that, she went on to argue (when she had time to think it through) that she hadn't actually been asleep; she had just been resting her eyes. And now she was sure that while her eyes were closed, she had heard—because she had, in fact, it was Sir Grimthorpe himself—someone sneaking into the room.
She communicated her suspicions to the doctor. The latter knew his patient had not died of anything he had prescribed, but concluded that Lady Shillito, wishing to be through with the business, had prepared a fulminating dose obtained elsewhere; and insisted on autopsy with a colleague, to whom he more than hinted his suspicions. Together they found the strychnine they were looking for—not very much, but the proportion that was combined by Shillito with less traceable drugs to make the death process more rapid—and quite overlooked the signs of cancer in the liver.
She shared her concerns with the doctor. He understood that his patient hadn't died from anything he had prescribed, but he suspected that Lady Shillito, wanting to end the situation, had prepared a potent dose from another source. He insisted on an autopsy with a colleague, subtly hinting at his suspicions. Together, they discovered the strychnine they were after—not a lot, but enough that Shillito had mixed it with less obvious drugs to speed up the process of death—and completely missed the signs of cancer in the liver.
The outcome was that Lady Shillito at the inquest found herself "in a very unpleasant position" and was placed under arrest, and later charged with the murder of her husband.
The result was that Lady Shillito at the inquest found herself "in a very uncomfortable situation" and was arrested, later being charged with her husband's murder.
Believing herself guilty she summoned all her resolution to her aid, admitted nothing, appealed to Michael Rossiter and others for advice. Thus David was drawn into the business.
Believing she was at fault, she gathered all her determination and didn’t admit to anything, reaching out to Michael Rossiter and others for advice. This is how David got involved in the situation.
[But this doesn't sound very credible, you will say. "If the husband felt he could not face the agony of death by cancer, why didn't he leave a note saying so, and every one would have understood and been quite 'nice' about it?" I really can't say. Perhaps he wished to leave trouble for her behind him; perhaps he divined the reason why she thought a day nurse unnecessary, and insisted on giving him his day medicines with her own fair hands. Perhaps he hoped for an open verdict. Perhaps he wasn't quite right in his mind. I have told you the story as I remember it and my memory is not perfect. Personally I've always been a bit sorry for Grimthorpe. It is quite possible that all those hints as to his "queerness" were invented by his wife to excuse herself. I only know that Science benefited greatly from his researches, and that he bequeathed some priceless collections to both branches of the British Museum. Some one once told me he had a heart somewhere and had loved intensely a sister much younger than himself and had only begun to be "queer" and secretive and bald after her premature death. I think also that in the last year of his life he was greatly embittered at not getting the expected peerage; after the trouble and disagreeableness he had gone through to obtain heirs for this distinction this poor little attempt at immortality which it is in the power of a Prime Minister to bestow.]
[But this doesn’t sound very believable, you might say. “If the husband felt he couldn’t handle the pain of dying from cancer, why didn’t he leave a note saying so? Everyone would have understood and been quite ‘nice’ about it.” I really can’t say. Maybe he wanted to leave her without extra stress; maybe he realized why she thought a day nurse wasn’t needed and insisted on giving him his daily medications herself. Maybe he was hoping for an open verdict. Maybe he wasn’t completely in his right mind. I’ve shared the story as I remember it, and my memory isn’t perfect. Personally, I’ve always felt a bit sorry for Grimthorpe. It’s possible that all those hints about his “oddness” were made up by his wife to justify herself. All I know is that Science greatly benefited from his research and that he left behind priceless collections to both branches of the British Museum. Someone once told me he had a heart and had loved a sister who was much younger than him, and that he only started to become “odd,” secretive, and bald after her untimely death. I also think that in the last year of his life, he was really bitter about not receiving the expected peerage; after all the trouble and unpleasantness he went through to secure heirs for this honor, which is something a Prime Minister can grant.]
The Grand Jury returned a true bill against Lady Shillito. David had been studying the case from the morrow of the inquest, that is as soon as Rossiter had learnt of the coming trouble. The latter though he regarded Cousin Arbella as a rather amusing minx, an interesting type in modern psychology (though really her type is as old as—say—the Hallstadt period) had no wish to see her convicted of murder. Furthermore he was getting so increasingly interested in this clever David Williams that he would have liked to make his fortune by helping him to a sensational success as a pleader, to one of those cases which if successfully conducted mark out a path to the Bench. So he insisted that David Williams be briefed for the defence, and well fee'ed, in order that he might be able to devote all his time to the investigation of the mystery. David had an uphill task. He went down to the North in November, 1908, conferred with Lady Shillito's solicitors, and at great length with the curiously calm, ironly-resolved Lady Shillito herself. The evidence was too much against her for him to prevent her being committed for trial and lodged in reasonably comfortable quarters in Newcastle jail, or for the Grand Jury to find no true bill of indictment. But between these stages in the process and the actual trial for murder in February, 1909, David worked hard and accumulated conclusive evidence (with Rossiter's help) to prove his client's innocence of the deed of which she believed herself guilty. To punish her as she deserved he allowed her to think herself guilty till his defence of her began.
The Grand Jury issued an indictment against Lady Shillito. David had been studying the case since the day after the inquest, which was when Rossiter learned about the impending trouble. Although he found Cousin Arbella to be a rather entertaining character, an interesting type in modern psychology (though her type is really as old as—say—the Hallstatt period), he didn’t want to see her convicted of murder. Moreover, he was becoming increasingly intrigued by the clever David Williams and wanted to help him achieve sensational success as a lawyer—one of those cases that, if handled well, could lead to a judgeship. So he insisted that David Williams handle the defense, and he was well compensated for it, allowing him to dedicate all his time to solving the mystery. David faced a tough challenge. He traveled to the North in November 1908, met with Lady Shillito's solicitors, and discussed things at length with the oddly calm and iron-willed Lady Shillito herself. The evidence was stacked against her, making it impossible for him to prevent her from being sent for trial or for the Grand Jury to dismiss the indictment. But in the time leading up to the actual murder trial in February 1909, David worked hard and gathered conclusive evidence (with Rossiter's help) to prove his client's innocence regarding the crime she believed she had committed. To make her feel the weight of her situation, he allowed her to think she was guilty until his defense began.
The prospect of a death on the gallows did not perturb Lady Shillito in the least. She was perfectly certain that if found guilty her beauty and station in life would avail to have the death penalty commuted to a term of imprisonment which she would spend in the Infirmary. Still, that would ruin her life pretty conclusively. She would issue from prison a broken woman, whom in spite of her wealth—if she retained any—no impossibly-faithful Colonel would marry at the age of forty-five or fifty. So she followed the opening hours of the trial with a dry mouth.
The thought of being hanged didn’t bother Lady Shillito at all. She was completely confident that if she were found guilty, her looks and social status would lead to her death penalty being changed to a prison sentence, which she would serve in the Infirmary. Still, that would pretty much ruin her life. She would come out of prison a broken woman, and despite her wealth—if she still had any—no impossibly-loyal Colonel would marry her at forty-five or fifty. So, she watched the trial unfold with a dry mouth.
With the help of Rossiter and of many and minute researches David got on the track of the consultation in Harley Street, the warning given of the possible cancer. He found in Sir Grimthorpe's laboratory sufficient strychnine to kill an army. He was privately informed by the family doctor (who didn't want to press matters to a tragedy) that although he fully believed Arbella capable of the deed, she certainly had—so far as the doctor's prescriptions were concerned—obtained nothing from him which could have killed her husband, even if she had centupled the dose.
With the help of Rossiter and a lot of detailed research, David tracked down the consultation in Harley Street and learned about the warning regarding the possible cancer. In Sir Grimthorpe's lab, he found enough strychnine to kill an army. The family doctor, who didn’t want to escalate things into a tragedy, privately told him that while he fully believed Arbella was capable of the act, she definitely hadn’t received anything from him, according to his prescriptions, that could have killed her husband, even if she had multiplied the dose many times.
Lady Shillito appeared in the dock dressed as much as possible like Mary, Queen of Scots on her trial; and was attended by a hospital nurse with restoratives and carminatives. The Jury retired for a quarter of an hour only, and returned a verdict of Not Guilty. The Court was rent with applause, and the Judge commented very severely on such a breach of decorum, apparently unknown to him in previous annals of our courts of justice. Lady Shillito fainted and the nurse fussed, and the Judge in his private room sent for Mr. Williams and complimented him handsomely on his magnificent conduct of the case. "Of course she meant to poison him; but I quite agree with the Jury, she didn't. He saved her the trouble. Now I suppose she'll marry again. Well! I pity her next husband. Come and have lunch with me."
Lady Shillito appeared in the dock dressed as much as possible like Mary, Queen of Scots during her trial, and was attended by a hospital nurse with remedies and soothing agents. The jury deliberated for just fifteen minutes before returning a verdict of Not Guilty. The courtroom erupted in applause, and the judge harshly commented on such a breach of decorum, which seemed unfamiliar to him from prior cases in our courts of justice. Lady Shillito fainted, and the nurse flustered around her, while the judge, in his private chamber, called for Mr. Williams and praised him for his exceptional handling of the case. "Of course she meant to poison him; but I completely agree with the jury—she didn't. He saved her the trouble. Now I suppose she'll marry again. Well! I feel sorry for her next husband. Come have lunch with me."
And in the course of the meal, His Ludship spoke warmly to Mr. Williams of the bright prospects that lay before him if he would drop those foolish Suffragette cases.
And during the meal, His Lordship spoke enthusiastically to Mr. Williams about the great opportunities he could have if he would just drop those ridiculous Suffragette cases.
David returned to London with Rossiter and remained silent all the way. His companion believed him to be very tired, and refrained from provoking conversation, but surrounded him with a quiet, fatherly care. Arrived at King's Cross Rossiter said: "Don't go on to your chambers. My motor's here. It can take your luggage on with mine to Portland Place. You can have a wash and a rest and a talk when you're rested; and after we've dined and talked the motor shall come round and take you back to Fig Tree Court."
David came back to London with Rossiter and didn't say a word the entire trip. His companion thought he was exhausted and avoided starting a conversation, but made sure to take care of him quietly and supportively. When they got to King's Cross, Rossiter said, "Don't head to your place yet. My car is here. It can take your bags along with mine to Portland Place. You can freshen up and relax, and we can chat afterwards; then, after we've had dinner and talked, the car will come back to take you to Fig Tree Court."
Mrs. Rossiter was there to greet them, and whilst David went to wash and rest and prepare himself for dinner, she chirrupped over her big husband, and asked endless and sometimes pointless questions about the trial and the verdict. "Did Michael believe she really had done it? She, for one, could believe anything about a woman who obviously dyed her hair and improved her eyebrows. (Of course Michael said he didn't, or the questions, as to why, how, when might have gone on for hours). Was Mr. Williams's defence of Arbella so very wonderful as the evening papers said? Why could he not have gone straight home and rested there? It would have been so much nicer to have had Mike all to herself on his return, and not have this tiresome, melancholy young man spending the evening with them ... really some people had no tact ... could not see they were de trop. Why didn't Mr. Williams marry some nice girl and make a home for himself? Not well enough off? Rubbish! She had known plenty young couples marry and live very happily on Two hundred and fifty a year, and Mr. Williams must surely be earning that? And if he must always be dining out and spending the evening with other people, why did he not make himself more 'general?' Not always be absorbed in her husband. Of course she understood that while Arbella's fate hung in the balance they had to study the case together and have long confabulations over poisons in the Lab'rat'ry...!" (This last detestable word was a great worry to Mrs. Rossiter. Sometimes she succeeded in suppressing as many vowels as possible; at others she felt impelled to give them fuller values and call it "labóratorry.") And so on, for an hour or so till dinner was announced.
Mrs. Rossiter was there to welcome them, and while David went to wash up, rest, and get ready for dinner, she buzzed around her hefty husband, asking a barrage of endless and sometimes pointless questions about the trial and the verdict. "Did Michael really think she did it? She, for one, could believe anything about a woman who obviously dyed her hair and shaped her eyebrows. (Of course, Michael said he didn't, or else the questions about why, how, and when could have dragged on for hours). Was Mr. Williams's defense of Arbella really as awesome as the evening papers claimed? Why couldn't he just go straight home and take it easy there? It would have been so much nicer to have Mike all to herself when he got back, instead of dealing with this tiresome, gloomy young man hanging out with them... really, some people had no tact... couldn't see they were de trop. Why didn’t Mr. Williams marry a nice girl and settle down? Not well off enough? Nonsense! She had seen plenty of young couples get married and live happily on two hundred and fifty a year, and Mr. Williams must be making that much, right? And if he had to always be dining out and spending evenings with others, why didn't he make himself more 'social'? Not always be so caught up in her husband. Of course she got that while Arbella's fate was uncertain they needed to go over the case together and have long discussions about poisons in the "Lab'rat'ry...!" (This last annoying word really bothered Mrs. Rossiter. Sometimes she managed to leave out as many vowels as possible; other times she felt compelled to pronounce them fully and call it "labóratorry.") And so on, for about an hour until dinner was called.
David sat silent all through this meal, under Mrs. Rossiter's mixture of mirthless badinage: "We shall have you now proposing to Lady Shillito after saving her life! I expect her husband won't have altered his will as she didn't poison him, and she must have had quite thirty thousand pounds settled on her.... They do say however she's a great flirt..." Indiscreet questions: "How much will you make out of this case? You don't know? I thought barristers had all that marked on their briefs? And didn't she give you 'refreshers,' as they call them, from time to time? What was it like seeing her in prison? Was she handcuffed? Or chained? What did she wear when she was tried?" And inconsequent remarks: "I remember my mamma—she died when I was only fourteen—used to dream she was being tried for murder. It distressed her very much because, as she said, she couldn't have hurt a fly. What do you dream about, Mr. Williams? Some pretty young lady, I'll be bound. I dream about such funny things, but I nearly always forget what they were just as I am going to tell Michael. But I did remember one dream just before Michael went down to Newcastle to join you ... was it about mermaids? No. It was about you—wasn't that funny? And you seemed to be dressed as a mermaid—no, I suppose it must have been a merman—and you were trying to follow Michael up the rocks by walking on your tail; and it seemed to hurt you awfully. Of course I know what it all came from. Michael had wanted me to read Hans Andersen's fairy stories—don't you think they're pretty? I do; but sometimes they are about rather silly things, skewers and lucifer matches ... and I had spent the afternoon at the Zoo. Michael's a fellow, of course, and I use his ticket and always feel quite at home there ... and at the Zoo that day I had seen one of the sea-lions trying to walk on his tail.... Oh, how I laughed! But what made me associate the sea-lion with you and mermaids, I cannot say, but then as poor papa used to say, 'Dreams are funny things'..."
David sat quietly through the meal, listening to Mrs. Rossiter's mix of humorless teasing: "Now you're going to propose to Lady Shillito after saving her life! I bet her husband hasn’t changed his will since she didn't poison him, and she must have around thirty thousand pounds set aside for her.... They say, though, that she’s quite the flirt..." Indiscreet questions followed: "How much are you going to make from this case? You don’t know? I thought barristers had that all noted in their briefs? And didn’t she give you 'refreshers,' as they call them, from time to time? What was it like to see her in prison? Was she handcuffed? Or chained? What did she wear during her trial?" And random comments: "I remember my mom—she passed away when I was only fourteen—used to dream she was on trial for murder. It upset her a lot because, as she said, she couldn’t even hurt a fly. What do you dream about, Mr. Williams? Some pretty young lady, I bet. I dream about such weird things, but I always forget them right when I’m going to tell Michael. But I did remember one dream just before Michael went down to Newcastle to join you ... was it about mermaids? No. It was about you—isn’t that funny? And you seemed to be dressed as a mermaid—no, I guess it must have been a merman—and you were trying to follow Michael up the rocks by walking on your tail; and it looked like it hurt you a lot. Of course, I know where it all came from. Michael had wanted me to read Hans Andersen’s fairy tales—don’t you think they’re lovely? I do; but sometimes they’re about really silly things, skewers and matches ... and I had spent the afternoon at the Zoo. Michael’s a guy, so I use his ticket and always feel completely at home there ... and at the Zoo that day I saw one of the sea-lions trying to walk on its tail.... Oh, how I laughed! But I can’t say why I associated the sea-lion with you and mermaids, but then as poor dad used to say, 'Dreams are funny things'..."
David's replies were hardly audible, and to his hostess's pressing entreaties that he would try this dish or not pass that, he did not answer at all. He felt, indeed, as though the muscles of his throat would not let him swallow and if he opened his mouth wide enough to utter a consecutive speech he would burst out crying. A great desire—almost unknown to Vivie hitherto—seized him to get away to some lonely spot and cry and cry, give full vent to some unprecedented fit of hysteria. He could not look at Rossiter though he knew that Michael's eyes were resting on his face, because if he attempted to reply to the earnest gaze by a reassuring smile, the lips would tremble and the tears would fall.
David's responses were barely heard, and despite his hostess's urgent requests for him to try this dish or not skip that one, he didn’t respond at all. He truly felt like the muscles in his throat wouldn’t let him swallow, and if he opened his mouth wide enough to speak coherently, he would burst into tears. A strong urge—almost previously unknown to Vivie—overwhelmed him to escape to some quiet place and cry and cry, to fully express an unusual bout of hysteria. He couldn’t look at Rossiter, even though he knew Michael’s eyes were on him, because if he tried to respond to that earnest look with a reassuring smile, his lips would quiver and the tears would spill.
At last when the dessert was reached and the servants—do they never feel telepathically at such moments that some one person seated at the table, crumbling bread, wishes them miles away and loathes their quiet ministrations?—the servants had withdrawn for a brief respite till they reappeared with coffee, David rose to his feet and stammered out something about not being well—would they order the motor and let him go? And as he spoke, and tried to speak in a level, "society" voice, his aching eyes saw the electric lamps, the glinting silver, Mrs. Rossiter's pink, foolish face and crisp little flaxen curls, Rossiter's bearded countenance with its honest, concerned look all waltzing round and round in a dizzying whirl. He made the usual vain clutches at unreal supports, and fainted into Rossiter's arms.
At last, when dessert was served and the waitstaff—don't they ever sense that someone at the table, crumbling bread, wishes they were miles away and resents their quiet presence?—the waitstaff stepped out for a moment before returning with coffee. David got to his feet and awkwardly muttered something about not feeling well—could they call for the car and let him leave? As he spoke, trying to maintain a steady, "social" tone, his aching eyes perceived the electric lights, the shining silverware, Mrs. Rossiter's pink, silly face, and her neat little blonde curls, along with Rossiter's bearded face wearing a sincere, concerned expression, all spinning around in a dizzying blur. He made the usual futile attempts to grab on to imaginary supports, then fainted into Rossiter's arms.
The latter carried him with little effort into the cool library and laid him down on a couch. Mrs. Rossiter followed, full of exclamations, vain questions, and suggestions of inapplicable or unsuitable remedies. Rossiter paid little heed to her, and proceeded to remove David's collar and tie and open his shirt front in order to place a hand over the heart. Suddenly he looked up and round on his wife, and said with a peremptoriness which admitted of no questioning: "Go and see that one of the spare bedrooms is got ready, a fire lit, and so on. Get this done quickly, and meantime leave him to me. I have got restoratives here close at hand."
The latter effortlessly carried him into the cool library and laid him down on a couch. Mrs. Rossiter followed, filled with exclamations, pointless questions, and suggestions for remedies that weren’t suitable. Rossiter barely paid attention to her and started to remove David's collar and tie and open his shirt to place a hand over his heart. Suddenly, he looked up at his wife and said in a tone that left no room for argument: "Go and make sure one of the spare bedrooms is ready, a fire is lit, and so on. Get this done quickly, and in the meantime, leave him to me. I have some restoratives right here."
Mrs. Rossiter awed into silence summoned the housemaid and parlour-maid and hindered them as much as possible in the task of getting a room ready.
Mrs. Rossiter, stunned into silence, called for the housemaid and parlour-maid and did everything she could to slow them down as they prepared a room.
Meantime the sub-conscious David sighed a great deal and presently wept a great deal in convulsive sobs, and then opened his eyes and saw the tourbillon of whirling elements settling down into Rossiter's grave, handsome face—yes, but a gravity somehow interpenetrated by love, a love not ashamed to show itself—bending over him with great concern. The secret had been guessed, was known; and as they held each other with their eyes as though the world were well lost in this discovery, their lips met in one kiss, and for a minute Vivie's arms were round Michael's neck, for just one unforgettable moment, a moment she felt she would cheerfully have died to have lived through.
Meantime, David's subconscious sighed a lot and soon found himself sobbing uncontrollably. Then he opened his eyes and saw the whirlwind of swirling emotions settling into Rossiter's handsome, serious face—yes, there was a gravity but also a warmth of love that wasn't afraid to show itself—leaning over him with great concern. The secret had been figured out, it was known; and as they locked eyes as if the world had faded away in this revelation, their lips met in one kiss, and for a brief moment, Vivie's arms wrapped around Michael's neck, just for that unforgettable moment, a moment she felt she would have happily died to experience.
They were soon unlaced, for sharp little high-heeled footsteps on the tiled passage and the clinketing of trinkets announced the return of Mrs. Rossiter.
They were soon untied, as the sharp clicks of high-heeled shoes on the tiled hallway and the jangling of jewelry signaled the return of Mrs. Rossiter.
Vivie became David once more, but left behind her the glad tears of relief that were coursing down David's cheeks.
Vivie turned back into David, but left behind the happy tears of relief that were streaming down David's cheeks.
Mrs. Rossiter thought this was a very odd way for a barrister to celebrate his winning a great case at the criminal courts, and turned away in delicacy from the spectacle of a dishevelled and obviously lachrymose young man with one arm dangling and the other thrown negligently over the back of the leather couch. "Mr. Williams's room is ready, Michael," she said primly. "All right, dear; thank you. I will help Williams up to bed and have his luggage sent up. He will be quite well to-morrow if he can get to sleep. You needn't bother any more, dearie. Go into the drawing-room and I will join you there presently."
Mrs. Rossiter thought it was a strange way for a lawyer to celebrate winning a big case at the criminal courts, and she turned away delicately from the sight of a messy and obviously tearful young man with one arm hanging down and the other carelessly draped over the back of the leather couch. "Mr. Williams's room is ready, Michael," she said formally. "All right, dear; thank you. I will help Williams to bed and have his luggage brought up. He’ll be fine tomorrow if he can get some sleep. You don’t need to worry anymore, dearie. Go into the drawing-room and I’ll join you there shortly."
Rossiter gave the rather shuddery, shivery, teeth-clacking David an arm till he saw him into the bedroom and resting on the bedroom sofa. Then he drew up a chair and said in low but distinct tones:—
Rossiter helped the trembling, chattering David into the bedroom and got him settled on the bedroom sofa. Then he pulled up a chair and said in a quiet but clear voice:—
"Look here. I know you want to make me an explanation. Well! It can wait. A little more of this strain and you'll be having brain fever. Sleep if you can, and eat all the breakfast Linda sends you up in the morning. Get up at eleven to-morrow and if you are fit then to drive out in my motor, return to your chambers. When you have calmed down to a normal pulse, write to me all you want to say. No one shall read it but me ... I'll burn it afterwards or send it back to you under seal. But at the present time, it may be easier for both of us if our communications are only written and not spoken. We have both been tried rather high; and both of us are human, however high-principled. If you write, register the letter.... Good-night..."
"Listen up. I know you want to explain things to me. Well! That can wait. A bit more of this stress and you might end up with a nervous breakdown. Try to sleep if you can, and eat all the breakfast Linda brings you in the morning. Get up at eleven tomorrow, and if you’re feeling well enough to go out in my car, head back to your room. Once you’ve calmed down and your heart rate is normal, write me everything you want to say. No one else will see it but me ... I’ll either burn it afterwards or send it back to you sealed. But for now, it might be easier for us if we keep our communications written instead of spoken. We’ve both been under a lot of pressure; and we’re both human, no matter how principled we are. If you decide to write, please register the letter.... Good night..."
This that follows is probably what Vivie wrote to Michael. He burnt the long letter when he had finished reading it though he made excerpts in a pocket-book. But I can more or less correctly surmise how she would put her case; how she typed it herself in the solitude of two evenings; how, indeed, her nervous break-down was made the reason for fending off all clients and denying herself to all callers.
This is probably what Vivie wrote to Michael. He burned the long letter after reading it, but he made notes in a pocketbook. Still, I can guess fairly accurately how she would have laid out her argument; how she typed it herself in the quiet of two evenings; how, in fact, her nervous breakdown was the reason she pushed away all clients and turned down all visitors.
"I am not David Vavasour Williams. I am Vivien Warren, the daughter of a woman who runs a series of disreputable Private Hotels on the Continent. I had no avowed father, nor had my mother, who likewise was illegitimate. She was probably the daughter of a Lieutenant Warren who was killed in the Crimea, and her mother's name was Vavasour. My grandmother was probably—I can only deal with probabilities and possibilities in this undocumented past—a Welsh woman of Cardiff, and I should not be surprised if I were a sort of cousin of the man I am personating.
"I am not David Vavasour Williams. I am Vivien Warren, the daughter of a woman who runs a series of questionable private hotels in Europe. I have no officially recognized father, and neither did my mother, who was also illegitimate. She was likely the daughter of a Lieutenant Warren who was killed in the Crimea, and her mother's name was Vavasour. My grandmother was probably—I can only deal with guesses and possibilities in this undocumented past—a Welsh woman from Cardiff, and I wouldn't be surprised if I were a distant cousin of the man I'm pretending to be."
"He was the ne'er-do-weel, only son of a Welsh vicar, a pupil of Praed's, who went out to South Africa and died or was killed in the war.
"He was the good-for-nothing only son of a Welsh vicar, a student of Praed's, who went to South Africa and died or was killed in the war."
"You have met my adopted father. He fully believes I am the bad son, the prodigal son, returned and reformed. He has grown to love me so much that it really seems to have put new life into him. I have helped him to get his affairs straight, and I think I may say he has gained by this substitution of one son for another, even though the new son is a daughter! I have taken none of his money, other than small sums he has thrust on me. I have some money of my own, earned in Honoria's firm, for I was the 'Warren' of her 'Fraser and Warren.' She has known my secret all along, hasn't quite approved, but was overborne by me in my resolve to show what a woman—in disguise, it may be—could do at the Bar.
"You’ve met my adopted father. He truly believes I’m the bad son, the prodigal son, who’s come back and changed for the better. He’s grown to love me so much that it really seems to have given him new life. I’ve helped him get his affairs in order, and I think I can say he’s benefited from this swap of one son for another, even though the new ‘son’ is actually a daughter! I haven’t taken any of his money, aside from small amounts he’s given me. I have some money of my own, earned at Honoria’s firm, since I was the ‘Warren’ in her ‘Fraser and Warren.’ She’s known my secret all along; she doesn’t fully approve, but I convinced her of my determination to show what a woman—disguised, perhaps—can accomplish at the Bar."
"Michael! I started out twelve years ago—and the dreadful thing is I am now thirty-four in true truth! to conquer Man, and a man has conquered me! I wanted to show that woman could compete with man in all careers, and especially in the Law. So she can—have I not shown it by what I have done? But it is a drawn battle. I have realized that if some men are bad—rotten—others, like you—are supremely good. I love you as I never thought I could love any one. I cannot trust myself to write down how much I love you: it would read shamefully and be too much a surrender of my first principle of self-respect.
"Michael! I started this journey twelve years ago—and the terrible thing is I’m now thirty-four in all honesty! to conquer man, and a man has conquered me! I set out to prove that women could compete with men in every field, especially in Law. And they can—haven’t I proven it with what I’ve achieved? But it’s an even fight. I’ve come to see that while some men are bad—rotten—others, like you, are incredibly good. I love you in a way I never thought possible. I can’t trust myself to express just how much I love you: it would sound embarrassing and feel like a betrayal of my core principle of self-respect."
"I am going to throw up the whole D.V.W. business. It has put us in a false relation which was exasperating me and puzzling you. Moreover the disguise was wearing very thin. Only those two loyal souls, Honoria Fraser and Albert Adams, were cognizant of the secret, but it was being guessed at and almost guessed right, in certain quarters. Professional jealousy was on my track. I never fainted before in my life—so far as I can remember—but I might have done so elsewhere than in your dear house, after the strain of such an effort as I made to save that worthless woman—she was your cousin, which is why I fought for her so hard—How often is not justice deflected by Love! I might, somewhere else, when over-strained have had a fit of hysterics; and my disguise would have been penetrated by eyes less merciful than yours. Then would have come exposure and its consequences—damaging to You (I should not have mattered), to my poor old 'father' down in Wales—whom I sincerely love—to Praddy, to Honoria....
"I'm going to end the whole D.V.W. situation. It's put us in a confusing position that was frustrating for me and puzzling for you. Plus, the disguise was becoming really thin. Only those two loyal people, Honoria Fraser and Albert Adams, knew the secret, but it was being suspected and almost figured out in certain circles. Professional jealousy was stalking me. I've never fainted before in my life—at least as far as I can remember—but I might have done so anywhere else besides your lovely home, after the stress of trying to save that useless woman—she was your cousin, which is why I fought so hard for her—How often does Love distort justice! I could have had a fit of hysterics somewhere else when pushed too far; and my disguise would have been seen through by eyes less kind than yours. Then exposure would have come along with its repercussions—harmful to you (I wouldn't have mattered), to my poor old 'father' down in Wales—whom I truly love—to Praddy, to Honoria...."
"Let me be thankful to get off so easily! Somme toute, I have had a glorious time, have seen the world from the man's point of view—and I can assure you that from his point of view it is a jolly place to live in—He can walk up and down the Strand and receive no insult.
"Let me be grateful to have gotten off so easily! All in all, I've had an amazing time, seen the world from a man's perspective—and I can tell you that from his perspective, it’s a great place to live—He can stroll along the Strand and not face any insults."
"Well now, to relieve your anxieties, I will tell you, that after a brief visit to South Wales to recuperate from the exertions of that trial, Mr. David Williams the famous young barrister at the Criminal Bar will go abroad to investigate the White Slave Traffic. Miss Vivien Warren privately believes—and hopes—that the horrors of this traffic in British womanhood are greatly exaggerated. The lot in life of many of these young women is so bad in their native land that they cannot make it worse by going abroad, no matter in what avowed career. But Mr. David Williams takes rather a higher line and is resolved in any case to get at the Truth. Miss Warren, nathless, has her misgivings anent her old mamma, and would like to know what that old lady is doing at the present time, and whether she is past reform. Miss Warren even has her moments of doubt as to the flawless perfection of her own life: whether the path of duty in 1897 did not rather lie in the direction of a serious attempt to be a daughter to her wayward mother and reclaim her then, instead of going off at a tangent as the mannish type of New Woman, to whom applicable Mathematics are everything and human affections very little. I suppose the truth, the commonplace truth is, that rather late in life, Vivien Warren has fallen in love in the old-fashioned way—How Nature mocks at us!—and now sees things somewhat differently. At any rate, David and Vivie, fused into one personality, are going abroad for a protracted period ... going out of your life, my dearest, for it is better so. Linda has every right to you and Science is a jealous mistress. Moreover poor, outcast Vivie has her own bitter pride. She is resolved to show that a woman can cultivate strength of character and an unflinching sobriety of conduct, even when born of such doubtful stock as mine, even when devoid of all religious faith. I know you love me, I glory in the knowledge, but I know that you likewise are more strongly bound by principles of right conduct because like myself you have no sham theology....
"Well now, to ease your worries, I’ll tell you that after a short trip to South Wales to recover from the stress of that trial, Mr. David Williams, the well-known young barrister at the Criminal Bar, will be going abroad to look into the White Slave Traffic. Miss Vivien Warren privately believes—and hopes—that the horrors of this trade in British women are greatly exaggerated. The situation for many of these young women is so bad in their home country that it can't get worse by going abroad, no matter what job they take. But Mr. David Williams has a higher aim and is determined to find out the Truth. Nevertheless, Miss Warren has her concerns about her elderly mother and wants to know what that old lady is up to right now and whether she's beyond help. Miss Warren even has her moments of doubt about the perfection of her own life: whether doing her duty in 1897 would have been to really try to be a daughter to her troubled mother and bring her back, instead of straying off like the more masculine type of New Woman, who values applicable Mathematics above human feelings. I suppose the plain truth is that, rather late in life, Vivien Warren has fallen in love in the traditional way—how Nature plays tricks on us!—and now sees things a bit differently. Anyway, David and Vivie, combined into one personality, are heading abroad for a long period... stepping out of your life, my dear, because it's better that way. Linda has every right to you, and Science is a demanding mistress. Plus, poor, ostracized Vivie has her own fierce pride. She is determined to prove that a woman can develop strength of character and unwavering sobriety of conduct, even when coming from such questionable roots as mine, even without any religious faith. I know you love me, and I take pride in that knowledge, but I know that you are also more strongly tied to principles of right conduct because, like me, you have no false theology...."
"Michael! why are we tortured like this? Why mayn't we love where we please? Is this discipline necessary to the improvement of the race? I only know that if we sinned against these human laws and conventions, your great career in Science—and again, why in Science? Lightness in love does not seem to affect the career of orchestral conductors, actors, singers, play-wrights and house painters—why weren't you one of these, and not a High Priest of the only real religion? I only know also that if I fell, so many people would have the satisfaction of saying: 'There! what did I say? What's bred in the bone comes out in the flesh. That's how the Woman's Movement's goin' to end, you take my word for it! They'll get a man somewhere, somehow, and then they'll clear out of it.'
"Michael! Why are we being punished like this? Why can’t we love who we want? Is this discipline really necessary for the betterment of humanity? All I know is that if we go against these human laws and social norms, your amazing career in Science—and again, why Science? Romance doesn’t seem to hurt the careers of orchestral conductors, actors, singers, playwrights, and house painters—why couldn’t you have been one of those instead of a High Priest of the only true religion? I also know that if I were to fail, so many people would get the satisfaction of saying: 'There! What did I tell you? What's in the blood shows up in the flesh. That's how the Women's Movement is going to end, mark my words! They'll find a man somewhere, somehow, and then they'll just walk away from it.'"
"I think I said before—I meant to say, at any rate, so as to ease your mind: I'm all right as regards financial matters. I have a life annuity and some useful savings. I shall give Bertie Adams a year's salary; and if you feel, dear friend, you must put forth your hand to help me, help him instead to get another position. He has a wife and a young family, and for his class is just about as good a chap as I have ever met—this is 'David' speaking! If you can do nothing you may be sure Vivie will, even if she has to borrow unclean money from her wicked old mother to keep Bertie Adams from financial anxiety and his pretty young wife and the child they are so proud of....
"I think I've mentioned this before—I wanted to say, just to ease your worries: I'm doing fine when it comes to money. I have a life annuity and some decent savings. I'll give Bertie Adams a year's salary; and if you feel, dear friend, you need to help, please assist him instead in finding another job. He has a wife and a young family, and for his background, he's one of the best guys I've ever met—this is 'David' talking! If you can't do anything, you can be sure Vivie will, even if she has to borrow dirty money from her wicked old mother to keep Bertie Adams from financial stress and to support his lovely young wife and the child they are so proud of....
"I must finish this gigantic letter somewhere, though I'm not going to stop writing to you. I couldn't—I should lose all hold on life if I did. For the purpose of correspondence and finishing up things, I shall be 'David Williams' for some time longer. You know his address in Wales? Pontystrad Vicarage, Pontyffynon, Glamorgan, if you've forgotten it. He'll be there till April, and then begin his foreign tour and write to you at intervals from the Continent. As to Vivie, I think she won't return to life and activity till the autumn and then she'll make things hum. She'll throw all the energy of frustrated love into the Woman's Cause, and get 'em the Vote somehow...!"
"I need to wrap up this massive letter eventually, but I won’t stop writing to you. I couldn’t—I’d lose all sense of purpose if I did. For the sake of keeping in touch and finishing things up, I’ll be 'David Williams' for a while longer. You remember his address in Wales? Pontystrad Vicarage, Pontyffynon, Glamorgan, in case you've forgotten. He’ll be there until April, and then he’ll start his trip abroad and write to you from time to time while he’s on the Continent. As for Vivie, I don’t think she’ll get back to life and action until autumn, and then she’ll really get things moving. She’ll channel all her pent-up passion into the Woman's Cause and find a way to get them the Vote somehow...!"
Early in the genesis of the book. I appointed a jury of matrons to judge each chapter before it went to the Press, and to decide whether it was suited to the restrictions of the circulating library, and whether it would cause real distress or perturbation to three persons whom we chose as representative readers of decent fiction: Admiral Broadbent, Lady Percy Mountjoye, and old Mrs. Bridges (Mrs. Bridges was said to have had a heart attack after reading the gay-dombeys—I did not wish her to have another). This jury of broad-minded women of the world decided that Rossiter's reply to Vivie's very long epistle should not see the light. He himself would probably—had he known we were discussing his affairs—have been thankful for this decision; because twelve hours after he had written it he was heartily ashamed of his momentary lapse from high principles, ashamed that the woman in the case should have shown herself truer metal. He resolved, so far as our poor human resolves are worth anything, to remain inflexibly true to his devoted Linda and to his career in biological Science. He knew too well that if he were caught in adultery it would be all over with the great theories he was working to establish. The Royal Society would condemn them. Besides, so fine a resolve as Vivie's, to live on the heights must be respected.
Early in the creation of this book, I assembled a jury of women to review each chapter before it went to print. Their job was to determine if the content was appropriate for the circulating library and if it would genuinely upset or disturb three individuals we selected as representative readers of decent fiction: Admiral Broadbent, Lady Percy Mountjoye, and the elderly Mrs. Bridges (it was rumored that Mrs. Bridges had a heart attack after reading the gay Dombeys—I didn't want her to experience that again). This jury of open-minded women decided that Rossiter's response to Vivie's lengthy letter should not be published. He himself would likely—if he had known we were discussing his matters—be grateful for this choice, as just twelve hours after writing it, he felt deeply ashamed of his temporary failings in principle, embarrassed that the woman involved had proven herself to be more honorable. He made a commitment, as much as human intentions can be relied upon, to stay completely loyal to his devoted Linda and to his career in biological science. He was well aware that if he were caught cheating, it would jeopardize all the significant theories he was trying to establish. The Royal Society would denounce them. Moreover, such a noble intention as Vivie's, to maintain a life of integrity, must be honored.
At the same time, it is certain that for the next three months he muddled his experiments, confused his arguments, lost his temper with a colleague on the Council of the Zoological Society, kicked the pugs—even caused the most unbearable two of them to be poisoned by his assistant—and lied in attributing their deaths to other causes. He promised the weeping Linda a Pom instead; he said "Hell!" when the macaw interrupted them with raucous screams. He let pass all sorts of misprints in his article on the Ductless Glands for the Encyclopaedia Scotica, he was always losing the thread of his discourse in his lectures at the London Institution and University College; and he spent too much of his valuable time writing hugely long letters on all sorts of subjects to David Williams.
At the same time, it's clear that for the next three months, he mixed up his experiments, confused his arguments, lost his cool with a colleague on the Council of the Zoological Society, and kicked the pugs—he even got the two worst ones poisoned by his assistant and lied, claiming their deaths were due to other reasons. He promised the crying Linda a Pom instead; he shouted "Hell!" when the macaw interrupted them with loud screams. He overlooked all kinds of typos in his article on the Ductless Glands for the Encyclopaedia Scotica, constantly lost track of his points during his lectures at the London Institution and University College; and he wasted too much of his precious time writing really long letters on various topics to David Williams.
David—or Vivie—replied much more laconically. In the first place he—she—had had her say in the one big outpouring from which I have quoted so freely; in the second she did not wish to stoke up these fires lest they should become volcanic and break up a happy home and a great career. She wrote once saying: "If ever you were in trouble of any kind; if Linda should die before me, for example, I would come back to you from the ends of the earth and even if I were legitimately married to the Prince of Monaco; come back and serve you as a drudge, as a butt for your wit, as a sick nurse. But meantime, Michael, you must play the game."
David—or Vivie—responded much more briefly. First, he—she—had expressed everything in the one big outpouring I’ve quoted from so extensively; second, she didn't want to fan these flames too much lest they become destructive and disrupt a happy home and a successful career. She wrote once saying: "If you were ever in any kind of trouble; if Linda were to die before me, for instance, I would come back to you from the ends of the earth, even if I were legitimately married to the Prince of Monaco; I'd come back and serve you as a servant, as a target for your jokes, as a nurse. But in the meantime, Michael, you have to play fair."
And so after this three months' frenzy was past, he did. It was not always easy. Linda's devotion was touching. She perceived—though she hardly liked admitting it—that her husband missed the society of "that" Mr. Williams, in whom she, for one, never could see anything particularly striking, and who was now travelling abroad on a quest it would be indelicate to particularize, and one that in her opinion should have been taken up by a far older man, the father of a grown-up family. She strove to replace Williams as an intelligent companion in the Library and even in the Laboratory. She gave up works of charity and espionage in Marylebone and many of her trips into Society, to sit more often with the dear Professor, and was a little distressed by his groans which seemed to be quite unprovoked by her remarks or her actions. However as the months went by, Rossiter buckled down more to his work, and Mrs. Rossiter noticed that he engaged a new assistant at £300 a year to take charge of his enormous correspondence. Mr. Bertie Adams seemed a nice young man, though also afflicted at times with something that gave melancholy to his gaze. But he had a good little wife who came to make a home for him in Marylebone. Mrs. Rossiter being a kindly woman went to call on her and was entirely taken up with their one child whom she frequently asked to tea and found much more interesting than the new Pom. "But it's got such a funny name, Michael; I mean funny for their station in life. It's a girl and they call it 'Vivvy,' which is short for Vivien. I told Mrs. Adams she must have been reading Tennyson's Idylls of the King; but she said 'No, she wasn't much of a reader: Adams was, and it was some lady's name in a story that had stuck in his head, and that as her mother's name was Susan and his was Jane, she hadn't minded.'"
And so after the three-month frenzy was over, he did. It wasn't always easy. Linda's loyalty was touching. She realized—though she didn't necessarily want to admit it—that her husband missed the company of "that" Mr. Williams, who she never found particularly impressive, and who was now traveling abroad on a mission that it would be inappropriate to detail, and one that, in her opinion, should have been taken on by a much older man, the father of a grown family. She tried to fill in for Williams as a smart companion in the Library and even in the Laboratory. She gave up her charitable and espionage work in Marylebone and many of her outings into Society to spend more time with the dear Professor, and was a bit upset by his groans, which seemed to be completely unprovoked by her comments or her actions. However, as the months went by, Rossiter focused more on his work, and Mrs. Rossiter noticed that he hired a new assistant at £300 a year to handle his massive correspondence. Mr. Bertie Adams seemed like a nice young man, though sometimes he had a look that suggested he was feeling down. But he had a good little wife who came to create a home for him in Marylebone. Mrs. Rossiter, being a kind person, went to visit her and was completely taken by their one child whom she often invited for tea and found much more interesting than the new Pom. "But it has such a funny name, Michael; I mean funny for their situation. It's a girl and they call her 'Vivvy,' which is short for Vivien. I told Mrs. Adams she must have been reading Tennyson's Idylls of the King; but she said 'No, she wasn't much of a reader: Adams was, and it was some lady's name in a story that had stuck in his head, and since her mother's name was Susan and his was Jane, she didn't mind.'"
CHAPTER XI
DAVID GOES ABROAD
David Williams had an enthusiastic greeting when he went home to Pontystrad for the Easter of 1909. It was an early Easter that year, whether you like it or not; it suits my story better so, because then David can turn up in Brussels at the end of April, and yet have attended to a host of necessary things before his departure on a long absence.
David Williams received a warm welcome when he returned home to Pontystrad for Easter in 1909. It was an early Easter that year, whether you like it or not; it fits my story better this way because then David can show up in Brussels at the end of April and still take care of a bunch of important things before leaving for a long time.
He first of all devoted himself to making the old Vicar happy for a few weeks in a rather blustery, showery March-April. His father was full of wonderment and exultation over the honourable publicity his barrister son had attained. "You'll be a Judge, Davy; at any rate a K.C., before I'm dead! But marry, boy, marry. That's what you must do now. Marry and give me grandchildren." The burly curate privately thought David a bit morbid in his passionate devotion to the Woman's Cause, and this White Slave Traffic all rot. He had worked sufficiently in the bad towns of the South Welsh coast and had had an initiation into the lower-living parts of Birmingham and London to be skeptical about the existence of these poor, deluded virgins, lured from their humble respectable homes and thrust by Shakespearean procuresses, bawds, and bullies into an impure life. If they went to these places abroad it was probably with the hope of greater gains, better food, and stricter medical attention. However, he kept most of these thoughts to himself and his wife, the squire's daughter; who as she somehow thought David ought to have married her, was a little bit sentimental about him and considered he was a Galahad.
He first devoted himself to making the old Vicar happy for a few weeks during a rather windy, rainy March-April. His father was full of amazement and joy over the honorable recognition his barrister son had achieved. "You'll be a Judge, Davy; at the very least a K.C., before I die! But for heaven’s sake, boy, marry. That’s what you need to do now. Marry and give me grandchildren." The burly curate privately thought David was a bit obsessed with his passionate commitment to the Woman's Cause and all this talk about the White Slave Traffic being nonsense. He had worked enough in the tough towns on the South Welsh coast and had seen the rougher parts of Birmingham and London to be doubtful about the existence of these poor, misled virgins, lured from their humble, respectable homes and forced by Shakespearean pimps, prostitutes, and bullies into a corrupt life. If they went to these places abroad, it was probably with the hope of better pay, better food, and more medical care. However, he kept most of these thoughts to himself and to his wife, the squire's daughter; who, as she somehow believed David should have married her, was a little sentimental about him and thought he was a Galahad.
Old Nannie remained as usual wistfully puzzled, half fearing the explanation of the enigma if it ever came.
Old Nannie stayed as usual, thoughtfully confused, partly dreading the explanation of the mystery if it ever arrived.
Returned to London and Fig Tree Court—which he was soon vacating—David obtained through his and her bankers a passport for himself and another for Miss Vivien Warren, thirty-four, British subject, and so forth, travelling on the Continent, a lady of independent means. He re-arranged all David's and Vivie's money matters, stored such of Vivie's property and his own as was indispensable at Honoria Armstrong's house in Kensington, and left a box containing a complete man's outfit in charge of Bertie Adams; bade farewell as "David Williams" and "Uncle David" to Honoria and her two babies, and to the still unkindly-looking Colonel Armstrong (who very much resented the "uncle" business, which was perhaps why Honoria out of a wholesome taquinage kept it up); and called in for a farewell chat with dear old Praddy—beginning to look a bit shaky and rather too much bossed by his parlour-maid. Honoria had said as he departed "Do try to run up against Vivie somewhere abroad and tell her I shan't be happy till she returns and takes up her abode among us once more. 'Army' is longing to know her." ('Army' didn't look it.) "Now pettums! Wave handikins to Uncle David. He's goin' broadies. 'Army' dear, would you ask them to whistle for a taxi? I know David doesn't want to walk all the way back to the Temple in those lovely button boots."
Returned to London and Fig Tree Court—which he would soon be leaving—David got a passport for himself and another one for Miss Vivien Warren, thirty-four, British citizen, and so on, traveling across the Continent, a woman of independent means. He re-organized all of David's and Vivie's financial matters, stored away the essentials of Vivie's possessions and his own at Honoria Armstrong's house in Kensington, and left a box containing a complete men's outfit in the care of Bertie Adams; he said goodbye as "David Williams" and "Uncle David" to Honoria and her two little ones, as well as to the still unfriendly Colonel Armstrong (who really disliked the "uncle" title, which was probably why Honoria kept using it out of a healthy sense of mischief); and stopped for a final chat with dear old Praddy—who was starting to look a bit shaky and seemed to be bossed around a bit too much by his housemaid. As he left, Honoria had said, "Do try to run into Vivie somewhere abroad and tell her I won’t be happy until she comes back and settles among us again. 'Army' is longing to meet her." ('Army' didn’t look like it.) "Now, darlings! Wave goodbye to Uncle David. He’s off on his travels. 'Army' dear, could you ask them to call for a taxi? I know David doesn’t want to walk all the way back to the Temple in those lovely button boots."
Praed told him all he wanted to know about the localities of the Warren Private Hotels; most of all, that at which Vivie's mother resided in the Rue Royale, Brussels.
Praed told him everything he wanted to know about the locations of the Warren Private Hotels; most importantly, the one where Vivie's mother lived on Rue Royale in Brussels.
So at this establishment a well but plainly dressed English lady, scarcely looking her age (thirty-four) turned up one morning, and sent in a card to the lady-proprietress, Mme. Varennes. This card was closely scanned by a heavy-featured Flemish girl who took it upstairs to an appartement on the first floor. She read:
So, one morning at this place, a well-dressed but simply styled English lady, who didn’t seem to be her age (thirty-four), arrived and sent a card to the lady owner, Mme. Varennes. A heavy-featured Flemish girl closely examined the card before taking it upstairs to an apartment on the first floor. She read:
Miss Vivien Warren
Ms. Vivien Warren
and vaguely noted the resemblance of the two names Varennes and Warren, and the fact that the establishment in which she earned a lucrative wage was one of the "Warren" Hotels.
and vaguely noticed the similarity between the two names Varennes and Warren, and the fact that the place where she made a good salary was one of the "Warren" Hotels.
With very short delay, Vivie was invited to ascend in a lift to the first floor and was shown in to a gorgeously furnished bedroom which, through an open door, gave a glimpse of an attractive boudoir or sitting-room beyond, and beyond that again the plane trees of a great boulevard breaking into delicate green leaf. A woman of painted middle age in a descente de lit that in its opulence matched the hangings and furniture of the room, had been reclining on a sofa, drinking chocolate and reading a newspaper. She rose shakily to her feet, when the door closed behind Vivie, tottered forward to meet her, and exclaimed rather theatrically "My daughter ... come back to me ... after all these years!" (a few tears ran down the rouged cheeks).
With barely any delay, Vivie was invited to take an elevator to the first floor and was led into a beautifully furnished bedroom that, through an open door, revealed a charming boudoir or sitting room beyond, and further out, the plane trees of a grand boulevard bursting into delicate green leaves. A woman in her painted middle age, wearing an extravagant descente de lit that matched the luxurious decor of the room, had been lounging on a sofa, drinking hot chocolate and reading a newspaper. She unsteadily got to her feet when the door closed behind Vivie, stumbled forward to greet her, and exclaimed rather dramatically, "My daughter ... come back to me ... after all these years!" (a few tears trickled down her rouged cheeks).
"Steady on, mother," said Vivie, propping her up, and feeling oh! so clean and pure and fresh and wholesome by contrast with this worn-out woman of pleasure. "Lie down again on your sofa, go on with your petit déjeuner—which is surely rather late? There were signs and appetizing smells of the larger meal being imminent as I passed through the hotel. Now just lie down until you want to dress—if you like, I'll help you dress" (swallowing hard to choke down a little shudder of repulsion). "I'm not in any hurry. I've come to Brussels to go into matters thoroughly. For the present, I am staying at the Hotel Grimaud."
"Easy there, mom," said Vivie, propping her up, feeling so clean and pure and fresh compared to this worn-out woman of pleasure. "Just lie down again on your sofa and continue with your petit déjeuner—isn't it a bit late for that? I noticed the delicious smells of a bigger meal while I was passing through the hotel. Just relax until you want to get dressed—if you want, I can help you get ready" (swallowing hard to suppress a wave of disgust). "I'm not in a rush. I came to Brussels to dig into things thoroughly. For now, I'm staying at the Hotel Grimaud."
Mrs. Warren was convulsively sobbing and ruining the complexion she had just made up, before she changed out of her descente de lit: "Why not stop here, dearie? Don't laugh! There's lots that do and never suspect for one minute it ain't like any other hotel; though from all I see and hear, all hotels are pretty much the same now-a-days, whether they're called by my name or not. Of course a man might find out pretty quick, but not a woman who wasn't in the business herself. Why we actually encourage decent women to come here when we ain't pressed for room. They give the place a better tone, don't you know. There's two clergyman's sisters come here most autumns and stop and stop and don't notice anything. They come in here and chat with me, and once they said they liked foreign gentlemen better than their own fellow-countrymen: 'their manners are so affable.' Why it was partly through people like that, that I got to hear every now and then what you was up to. Oh, I wasn't taken in long by that David Williams business. Praddy didn't give you away—to speak of, when I sent you that thousand pounds—Lord, I was glad you kept it! But what fixed me was your portrait in the Daily Mirror a couple of years ago as 'the Brilliant young Advocate, Mr. David Vavasour Williams.' Somehow the 'Vavasour' seemed to fit in all right, though what you wanted with my—ahem—maiden name, with what was pore mother's reel name, before she lived with your grandfather—Well as I say, I soon saw through the whole bag o' tricks—But what a lark! Beat anythink I ever did. What have you done with your duds? Gone back to bein' Vivie once more?—"
Mrs. Warren was crying hard, ruining the makeup she had just put on, before she changed out of her descente de lit: "Why not stay here, dearie? Don't laugh! There are plenty of people who do and never suspect for a second that it’s not like any other hotel; though from everything I see and hear, all hotels are pretty much the same nowadays, whether they’re called by my name or not. Of course a man might find out pretty quickly, but not a woman who wasn’t in the business herself. We actually invite respectable women to come here when we have space. They give the place a better vibe, you know. There are two clergymen's sisters who come here most autumns and stay and stay without noticing anything. They come in here and talk with me, and once they said they preferred foreign gentlemen over their fellow countrymen: 'their manners are so polite.' It was partly because of people like that that I got to hear every now and then what you were up to. Oh, I wasn't fooled for long by that David Williams thing. Praddy didn’t really give you away—to speak of, when I sent you that thousand pounds—Lord, I was glad you kept it! But what got me was your picture in the Daily Mirror a couple of years ago as 'the Brilliant young Advocate, Mr. David Vavasour Williams.' Somehow 'Vavasour' seemed to fit just fine, though I don’t know why you wanted to use my—ahem—maiden name, with what was poor mother's real name before she lived with your grandfather—Well, as I said, I figured out the whole scheme pretty quickly—But what a lark! Beats anything I ever did. What have you done with your clothes? Gone back to being Vivie once more?—"
Vivie: "I'll tell you all about it in good time. But I would rather not stay here all the same. I've found a quiet hotel near the station. I will come and see you if you can make it easy for me; but what I should very much prefer, if you can only get away from this horrid place, is that you should come and see me. Why shouldn't you give yourself a fortnight's holiday and go off with me to Louvain ... or to Spa ... or some other quiet place where we can talk over everything to our heart's content?"
Vivie: "I'll explain everything in due time. But honestly, I'd rather not stay here. I've found a nice hotel near the station. I’ll visit you if it's convenient for you, but what I’d really prefer, if you can escape this awful place, is for you to come visit me. Why not take a two-week holiday and come with me to Louvain ... or Spa ... or somewhere else quiet where we can chat freely?"
Mrs. Warren: "Not a bad idea. Do me a lot of good. I was feeling awfully down, Vivie, when you came. I wasn't altogether taken aback at your coming, dearie, 'cos Praddy had given me a kind of a hint you might turn up. But somehow, though everything goes well in business—we seldom had so busy a time as during this last Humanitarian Congress of the Powers—all the diplomats came here—mostly the old ones, the old and respectable—oh we all like respectability—yet I never 'ad such low spirits. My gals used to come in here and find me cryin' as often as not.... 'Comment, Madame,' they used to say, 'pourquoi pleurez vous? Tout va si bien! Quelle clientele, et pas chiche'—I suppose you understand French? However about this trip to the country, look on it as settled. I'll pack up now and away we go in the afternoon. And not to any of your measly Hotels or village inns. Why I've got me own country place and me own auto. Villa de Beau-séjour, a mile or so beyond the lovely beech woods of Tervueren. Ain't so far from Louvain, so's I can send you on there one day—Ah! There's some one you'd like to see in Louvain, if I mistake not! You always was one for findin' out things, and maybe I'll tell you more, now you've come back to me, than what I'd a done with you standing up so stiff and proud and me unfit to take up the hem of your skirt.... How I do ramble. Suppose it's old age comin' on" (shudders). "About this Villa de Beau-séjour ... It was once a farm house, and even now it's the farm where I get me eggs and milk and butter an' the fruit and vegetables for this hotel. He gave it to me—you know whom I mean by 'He'? ... don't do to talk too loud in a place like this.... They say he's pretty bad just now, not likely to live much longer. I was his mistress once, years ago—at least I was more a confidante than anything else. How he used to laugh at my stories! 'Que tu es une drôlesse,' he used to say. I never used to mince matters and we were none the worse for that. Bless you, he wasn't as bad as they painted him, 'long of all this fuss about the blacks. As I say, he gave me the Villa de Beau-séjour, and used to say if I behaved myself he might some day make me 'Baronne de Beau-séjour.' How'd you have liked that, eh? Sort of morganatic Queen? I lay I'd have put some good management into the runnin' of those places. Aïe! How they used to swindle 'im, and he believing himself always such a sharp man of business! When that Vaughan hussy..."
Mrs. Warren: "Not a bad idea. It would do me a lot of good. I was feeling really down, Vivie, when you came. I wasn't completely surprised you showed up, dearie, because Praddy hinted that you might come. But still, even though everything is going well in business—we've never been busier than during this last Humanitarian Congress of the Powers—all the diplomats came here—mostly the older, respectable ones—oh, we all love respectability—but I've never had such low spirits. My girls used to come in here and find me crying more often than not... 'What’s wrong, Madame?' they would say, 'Why are you crying? Everything is going so well! What clientele, and not stingy'—I suppose you understand French? But about this trip to the country, consider it settled. I’ll pack up now, and we’ll head out this afternoon. And not to any of your cheap hotels or village inns. I’ve got my own country place and my own car. Villa de Beau-séjour, just a mile or so beyond the beautiful beech woods of Tervueren. It’s not far from Louvain, so I can send you there one day—Ah! There’s someone you’d like to see in Louvain, if I’m not mistaken! You always were good at finding things out, and maybe I’ll tell you more now that you’re back with me than I would have if you were standing there all stiff and proud while I was unfit to even hold the hem of your skirt... I do ramble on. I suppose it’s old age coming on" (shudders). "About this Villa de Beau-séjour... It used to be a farmhouse, and I still get my eggs, milk, butter, and fruits and vegetables for this hotel from there. He gave it to me—you know whom I mean by 'He'? ... it’s best not to talk too loudly in a place like this... They say he’s pretty sick right now, probably not going to live much longer. I was his mistress once, years ago—well, more like a confidante than anything else. How he used to laugh at my stories! 'Que tu es une drôlesse,' he would say. I never held back, and we were none the worse for it. Honestly, he wasn’t as bad as they made him out to be, because of all this fuss about the blacks. As I said, he gave me the Villa de Beau-séjour and used to say if I behaved myself, he might someday make me 'Baronne de Beau-séjour.' How would you have liked that, eh? Kind of like a morganatic queen? I bet I would have managed those places really well. Aïe! How they used to swindle him, and he always thinking he was such a sharp businessman! When that Vaughan hussy..."
Vivie: "Very well. We'll go to Villa Beau-séjour. But don't give me too many of your reminiscences or I may leave you after all and go back to England. Whilst I'm with you, you must give up rouge and patchouli and the kind of conversation that goes with them. I'm out here trying to do my duty and duty is always unpleasant. I don't want to be a kill-joy, but don't give me more of that side of your character than you can help. It—it makes me sick, mother..."
Vivie: "Alright. We're going to Villa Beau-séjour. But please, don't overload me with your stories or I might just leave and head back to England. While I'm here, you need to ditch the makeup and patchouli and the type of conversation that goes with it. I'm out here trying to do my duty, and duty is never fun. I don't want to be a downer, but just try not to show me that side of you more than necessary. It... it makes me feel sick, mom..."
[Mrs. Warren—or Madame Varennes—whimpers a little, but soon cheers up, rings the bell for her maid preparatory to dressing and being the business woman over her preparations for departure. She notes the address of Vivie's hotel and promises to call for her there in the auto at three o'clock. Vivie leaves her, descends the richly carpeted stairs—the lift is worked by an odiously pretty, little, plump soubrette dressed as a page boy—and goes out into the street. Several lounging men stare hard at her, but decide she is too English, too plainly dressed, and a little too old to neddle with. This last consideration is apparent to Vivie's intelligence and she muses on it with a wistful little smile, half humour, half regret. She will at her leisure write a whole description of the scene to Michael.]
[Mrs. Warren—or Madame Varennes—sniffles a bit, but soon perks up, rings the bell for her maid to get ready and handle her preparations for leaving. She takes note of Vivie's hotel address and promises to pick her up there in the auto at three o'clock. Vivie says goodbye and heads down the richly carpeted stairs—the elevator is operated by an annoyingly cute, little, plump maid dressed as a page boy—and steps out onto the street. Several men hanging around stare at her but decide she’s too English, too plainly dressed, and a bit too old to bother with. This last thought is clear to Vivie's sharp mind, and she reflects on it with a wistful little smile, part humor, part regret. She will take her time to write a full description of the scene to Michael.]
Those who come after us will never realize how delightful was foreign travel before the War, before that War which installed damnable Dora in power in all the countries of Europe, especially France, Belgium, Switzerland, Italy, and Holland. They will not conceive it possible that the getting of a passport (as a mere means of rapidly establishing one's identity at bank or post-office) was a simple transaction done through a banker or a tourist agency, the enclosing of stamps and the payment of a shilling or two; that there was no question of visas entailing endless humiliation and back-breaking delays, waiting about in ante-rooms and empty apartments of squalid, desolating ugliness situate always in the most odious parts of a town. But the Foreign Offices of Europe were agreed on one topic, and this was that having got their feet back on the necks of the people, their serfs of the glebe should not, save under circumstances hateful, fatiguing, unhealthy and humiliating, travel through the lands that once were beautiful and bountiful and are so no longer.
Those who come after us will never understand how enjoyable foreign travel was before the War, before that War which put the dreadful Dora in charge in all the countries of Europe, especially France, Belgium, Switzerland, Italy, and Holland. They won’t imagine that getting a passport (just a way to quickly prove your identity at the bank or post office) was a straightforward process handled through a banker or a travel agency, involving a few stamps and the payment of a shilling or two; that there was no need for visas requiring endless humiliation and exhausting delays, waiting around in waiting rooms and empty, miserable places always located in the worst parts of a city. However, the Foreign Offices of Europe agreed on one thing: now that they had regained control over the people, their subjects should only travel through the once beautiful and plentiful lands under conditions that were hateful, exhausting, unhealthy, and humiliating.
So: Vivie, never having consciously been abroad before (though she was later to learn she had actually been born in Brussels), began to experience all the delights of travel in a foreign land. She woke up the next morning to the country pleasures of Villa Beau-séjour, a preposterous chateau-villa it might be, but attached to a charming Flemish farm; with cows and pigs, geese and ducks, plump poultry and white pigeons, with clumps of poplars and copses of hawthorns and wild cherry trees which joined the little domain on to the splendid forest of Tervueren. There were the friendly, super-intelligent big dogs, like bastard St. Bernards or mastiffs in breed, that drew the little carts which carried the produce of the farm to the markets or to Brussels. There were cheery Flemish farm servants and buxom dairy or poultry women, their wives; none of them particularly aware that there was anything discreditable about Madame Varennes. They may have vaguely remembered she had once lived under High protection, but that, if anything, added to her prestige in their eyes. She was an English lady who for purposes of business and may be of la haute politique chose to live in Belgium. She was a kind mistress and a generous patronne. Vivie as her daughter was assured of their respect, and by her polite behaviour won their liking as well.
So, Vivie, who had never really traveled abroad before (though she later found out she was actually born in Brussels), started to enjoy all the pleasures of being in a foreign country. She woke up the next morning to the rural delights of Villa Beau-séjour, which might have been a ridiculous chateau-villa, but it was connected to a lovely Flemish farm. There were cows, pigs, geese, ducks, plump chickens, and white pigeons, along with clusters of poplars and thickets of hawthorn and wild cherry trees that linked the little property to the magnificent Tervueren forest. There were friendly, super-smart big dogs, like mixed-breed St. Bernards or mastiffs, that pulled the little carts carrying the farm's goods to the markets or to Brussels. There were cheerful Flemish farm workers and sturdy dairy women or poultry workers, their wives; none of them were particularly aware that there was anything shameful about Madame Varennes. They might have vaguely remembered she had once lived under high protection, but that only seemed to enhance her status in their eyes. She was an English lady who, for business purposes and maybe for la haute politique, chose to live in Belgium. She was a kind employer and a generous patronne. Vivie, as her daughter, was assured of their respect, and her polite behavior won their affection as well.
"You know, Viv, old girl," said Mrs. Warren one day, "if you played your cards all right, this pretty place might be yours after I'd gone. Why don't yer pick up a decent husband somewhere and drop all this foolishness about the Suffragettes? He needn't know too much about me, d'yer see? And if you looked at things sensible-like, you'd come in for a pot of money some day; and whilst I lived I'd make you a good allowance—"
"You know, Viv, my dear," Mrs. Warren said one day, "if you played your cards right, this lovely place could be yours after I’m gone. Why don’t you find yourself a decent husband and stop all this nonsense about the Suffragettes? He doesn’t need to know much about me, you know? And if you looked at things realistically, you’d inherit quite a bit of money someday; and while I’m still around, I’d give you a generous allowance—"
"It's no use, dear mother"—involuntarily she said "dear": her heart was hungry for affection, Wales was rapidly passing out of her sphere, David's business must soon be wound up in that quarter and where else had she to go? "So long as you keep on with those Hotels I can't touch a penny. I oughtn't to have kept that thousand, only Praddy assured me it was 'clean' money."
"It's no use, Mom"—she involuntarily said "Mom": her heart craved affection, Wales was quickly slipping out of her reach, David's business would soon be wrapped up in that area, and where else could she go? "As long as you keep dealing with those hotels, I can't get a dime. I shouldn't have kept that thousand; Praddy promised me it was 'clean' money."
Mrs. W.: "So it was. I won it at Monte. I don't often gamble now, I hate losing money. But we'd had a splendid season at Roquebrune and I sat down one day at the tables, a bit reckless-like. Seemed as if I couldn't lose. When I got up and left I had won Thirty thousand francs. So I says to myself: 'This shall go to my little girl: I'll send it through Praddy and he'll pay it into her bank. Then I shan't feel anxious about her.'"
Mrs. W.: "That's how it was. I won it at Monte. I don't gamble much these days; I hate losing money. But we had a great season at Roquebrune, and one day I decided to sit down at the tables, feeling a bit reckless. It seemed like I couldn't lose. When I got up to leave, I had won thirty thousand francs. So I thought to myself: 'This will go to my little girl; I'll send it through Praddy and he'll deposit it in her bank. That way, I won't have to worry about her.'"
"Mother! what a strange creature you are! Such a mixture of good and bad—for I suppose it is bad, I feel somehow it is bad, trafficking in women's bodies, as they put it sensationally. Towards me you have always been compact of kindness; you took every precaution to have me brought up well, out of knowledge of any impurity; and well and modernly educated. You left me quite free to marry whom I liked ... but ... but ... you stuck to this horrible career..."
"Mom! What a strange person you are! Such a mix of good and bad—because I guess it really is bad, I somehow feel it is bad to be involved with women's bodies, as they say dramatically. You've always been really kind to me; you made sure I was raised well, away from anything inappropriate; and well-educated and up-to-date. You let me choose who I wanted to marry... but... but... you clung to this awful career..."
"Well, Vivie. I did. But did you make any great effort to turn me from it? Besides, is it horrible? I won't promise much for Berlin and Buda-Pest or even Vienna, because I haven't been in those directions for ever so long, and the Germans are reg'lar getting out of hand, they are, working up for something. I dessay if you looked in at the Warren Hotels in those places you might find lots to say against 'em. But you couldn't say the places I supervise here and at Roquebrune are so bad? I won't stop your looking into 'em. The girls are treated right down well. Looked after if they fall sick and given every encouragement to marry well. I even call those two places—I've giv' up me Paris house this ten years—I even call them my 'marriage markets.' Ah! an' I've given in my time not a few dots to decent girls that had found a good husband dans la clientèle. Why they're no more than what you might call hotels a bit larkier than what other Hotels are. I've never in all my twenty years of Brussels management had a row with the police.... And as to all this rot about the White Slave Traffic that you seem so excited about ... well I'm not saying there's nothin' in it.... Antwerp, Hamburg, Rotterdam—you'd hear some funny stories there ... but only if you went as David Williams in your man's kit—My! what a wheeze that's bin!... And from all they tell me, that place in South America—Buenos Aires, is a reg'lar Hell. But ... God bless my soul ... there's nothin' to fuss about here. Our young ladies would take on like anything if you forced them to go away from my care. It's gettin' near the time when we close our Roquebrune establishment for the summer, an' the girls'll all be goin' back to their homes in the mountains and fattenin' up on new milk; still if you go there before the middle of May you'll see things pretty much as they are in the season; and what's more you'll see plenty of perfectly respectable people stoppin' there. Of course the prices are high. But look at the luxury! What that wicked Bax used to call 'All the Home Comforts.' He liked 'is joke. I hear he's settlin' down at home with his old Dutch. She's bin awful good to him, I must say. I couldn't stand 'im long. I don't often lose me temper but I did with him, after he got licked by Paul Dombey, and I threw an inkpot at his head and ain't seen him for a matter of thirteen or fourteen year. He sold out all his shares in the Warren Hotels when he came a cropper."
"Well, Vivie. I did. But did you try hard to convince me otherwise? Besides, is it really that horrible? I can't promise much about Berlin, Budapest, or even Vienna, since I haven't been in those places for ages, and the Germans are really getting out of control, they are, gearing up for something. I guess if you checked out the Warren Hotels in those cities, you might find a lot to criticize about them. But you can't say that the places I manage here and in Roquebrune are that bad? I won’t stop you from checking them out. The girls are treated really well. They’re taken care of if they get sick and encouraged to marry well. I even call those two places—I've given up my Paris house for ten years now—I even call them my 'marriage markets.' Oh! And I've helped quite a few decent girls with their dowries after they found good husbands among the clientele. Honestly, they’re more like hotels that are just a bit livelier than other hotels. In all my twenty years managing in Brussels, I've never had a fight with the police... And about all this nonsense regarding the White Slave Traffic that seems to have you so worked up... well, I’m not saying there’s nothing to it... Antwerp, Hamburg, Rotterdam—you’d hear some wild stories there... but only if you went as David Williams in men’s clothes—My! what a joke that’s been!... And from what I hear, that place in South America—Buenos Aires—is a total mess. But... goodness gracious... there’s nothing to worry about here. Our young ladies would be upset if you forced them to leave my care. It’s almost time to close our Roquebrune establishment for the summer, and the girls will all head back home to the mountains and enjoy fresh milk; still, if you go there before mid-May, you’ll see things pretty much as they are in season; and what’s more, you’ll see plenty of perfectly respectable people staying there. Of course, the prices are high. But just look at the luxury! What that wicked Bax used to call 'All the Home Comforts.' He loved his jokes. I hear he’s settling down at home with his old Dutch. She’s been awful good to him, I must say. I couldn't stand him for long. I don’t often lose my temper, but I did with him, after he got beaten by Paul Dombey, and I threw an inkpot at his head and haven’t seen him for about thirteen or fourteen years. He sold all his shares in the Warren Hotels when he went bust."
"Well, mother, I'll have a look round. I'm truly glad you're quit of the German and Austrian horrors, though you must bear the blame for having organized them in the first place. I will presently put on David Williams's clothes and see what I can see of them. But if you want me to be a daughter to you, you'll take the first and the readiest opportunity of removing your name from these—ach!—these legacies of the Nineteenth century. You'll wind up the Warren Hotels' Company, and as to the two houses you've got here and at Roquebrune, you'll turn them now into decent places where no indecency is tolerated."
"Well, Mom, I’ll take a look around. I’m really glad you’re done with those German and Austrian horrors, even though you have to take the blame for starting them in the first place. I’ll put on David Williams's clothes and see what I can find out about them. But if you want me to be a good daughter, you need to take the first chance you get to remove your name from these—ugh!—these legacies of the Nineteenth century. You’ll shut down the Warren Hotels' Company, and as for the two houses you have here and in Roquebrune, you should turn them into decent places where no indecency is allowed."
Mrs. Warren: "I'll think it over and I don't say as I won't give in to you. I'm tired of a rackety life and I'm proud of you and ... and ... (cries) ... ashamed of meself ... ashamed whenever I look at you. Though I've never bin what I call bad. I've helped many a lame dog over a stile.... That's partly how you came into existence—almost the only time I've ever been in love—Many years ago—why, girl, you must be—getting on for thirty-five—let me see ... (muses). Yes, it was in the winter of '73-74. I'd bin at Ostende with a young barrister from London ... him I told you about once, who used to write plays, and we came on to Brussels because he had some business with the Belgian Government. He left me pretty much to myself just then, though quite open-handed, don't you know.... One day I was walking through one of the poorer streets where the people was very Flemish, and I stood looking up at an old doorway—Dunno' why—S'pose I thought it picturesque—reminded me of Praddy's drawin's. And an old woman comes up and says in French, 'Madame est Anglaise?' In those days I couldn't hardly speak a word o' French, but I said 'Oui.' Then she wants me to come upstairs but I thought it was some trap. However as far as I could make out there was a young Irishman there, she said, lying very sick of a fever and seemingly had no friends.
Mrs. Warren: "I'll think about it, and I won't say for sure that I won't give in to you. I'm tired of the chaotic life, and I'm proud of you and ... and ... (cries) ... ashamed of myself ... ashamed every time I look at you. Even though I've never been what I consider bad. I've helped many a lame dog over a stile.... That's partly how you came to be—almost the only time I've ever been in love—Many years ago—why, girl, you must be—almost thirty-five—let me see ... (muses). Yes, it was in the winter of '73-74. I'd been in Ostend with a young barrister from London ... the one I told you about once, who used to write plays, and we moved on to Brussels because he had some business with the Belgian Government. He pretty much left me to my own devices at that point, though he was quite generous, you know.... One day I was walking through one of the poorer streets where the people were very Flemish, and I stood looking up at an old doorway—Don’t know why—Guess I thought it was picturesque—it reminded me of Praddy's drawings. Then an old woman came up and asked in French, 'Are you English, Madame?' Back then, I could barely speak a word of French, but I said 'Yes.' Then she wanted me to come upstairs, but I thought it was some kind of trap. However, as far as I understood, there was a young Irishman up there, she said, lying very sick with a fever and apparently had no friends."
"Well: I took down the address and the next day I came there with the concierge of the hotel where we were staying, and under his protection we went upstairs. My! it was a beastly place—and your poor father—for he was your father—was tossing about and raving, with burning cheeks and huge eyes, just like yours. Well! I had plenty of money just then, so with the help of that concierge we found a decent lodging—they wasn't so partic'lar then about infection or they didn't think typhoid infectious—I took him there in an ambulance, engaged a nurse, and in a fortnight he was recovering. He turned out to be a seminarist—I think they called it—from Ireland who was going to be trained for the priesthood at Louvain—lots of Irish used to come there in those days. And somehow a fit of naughtiness had overcome him—he was only twenty—and he thought he'd like to see a bit of the world. So he'd sloped from his college and had a bit of a spree at Brussels and Ostende. Then he was took with this fever—
"Well, I wrote down the address, and the next day I went there with the hotel concierge who was taking care of us. With his help, we went upstairs. Wow, it was a terrible place—and your poor father—who definitely was your father—was tossing around and shouting, with flushed cheeks and big eyes, just like yours. At that time, I had plenty of money, so with the concierge's assistance, we found a decent place to stay—they weren't too concerned about infections back then or maybe they just didn't think typhoid was contagious—I took him there in an ambulance, hired a nurse, and in two weeks, he was starting to recover. It turned out he was a seminarian—I think that’s what they called it—from Ireland who was preparing for the priesthood in Louvain—lots of Irish students used to go there back then. Somehow, he had a moment of rebellion—he was only twenty—and wanted to see a bit of the world. So he ran away from college and had a little adventure in Brussels and Ostend. Then he caught this fever—"
"His name was Fergus O'Conor and he always said he was descended from the real old Irish Kings, and he was some kind of a Fenian. I mean he used to go on something terrible against the English, and say he would never rest till they were drove out of Ireland. When he got well again he was that handsome—well I've never seen any one like him, unless it's you. I expect when you dress up as David Williams you're the image of what he was when I fell in love with him.
"His name was Fergus O'Conor, and he always claimed he was a descendant of the ancient Irish kings, and he was some sort of a Fenian. I mean, he used to rant a lot against the English and said he would never rest until they were driven out of Ireland. When he recovered, he was so handsome—I've never seen anyone like him, except for you. I bet when you dress up as David Williams, you look just like he did when I fell in love with him."
"And I did. And when me barrister friend—Mr. FitzSimmons—teased me about it, and wanted me—he having finished his business—to return with him to London I refused. Bein' a bit free with me speech in those days I dessay I said 'Go to Hell.' But he only laughed and left me fifty pounds.
"And I did. When my lawyer friend—Mr. FitzSimmons—joked about it and wanted me—after he finished his business—to come back to London with him, I said no. Being a bit blunt with my words back then, I probably said 'Go to Hell.' But he just laughed and left me fifty pounds."
"Well, I lived with this young student for a matter of six months. A lovely time we had, till he began gettin' melancholy—matter of no money partly. He tried bein' a journalist.
"Well, I lived with this young student for about six months. We had a great time until he started becoming sad—partly because of money issues. He tried to be a journalist."
"Then the Church got him back. There came about a reg'lar change in him, and just at the time when you was comin' along. He woke up one night in a cold sweat and said he was eternally damned. 'Nonsense,' I says, 'it's them crayfish; you ought never to eat that bisque soup...'
"Then the Church got him back. There was a real change in him, and it happened just when you were coming along. He woke up one night in a cold sweat and said he was eternally damned. 'Nonsense,' I said, 'it's those crayfish; you should never eat that bisque soup...'"
"But he meant it. He went back to Louvain—where I'm goin' to take you in a day or two—and I suppose they made him do all sorts of penances before they gave him absolution. But he stuck to it. In due time he became a priest and entered one of them religious houses. They think a lot of him at Louvain. I've seen him once or twice but I can't bear to meet his eyes—they're somethin' like yours—make me feel a reg'lar Jezebel. And as to you? Well, when he left me I hadn't got much money left; so, before I begged a passage back to England, I called in at the very hotel where you found me the other day, and where me an' my barrister friend had been stayin'. I'd got to know the proprietress a little—real kind-'earted woman she was. She said to me 'See here. You stop with me and help me in the bureau and have your baby. I'll look after you. And when you can get about again, stop on and help me in my business. I reckon you're the type of woman I've bin looking out for this long while.' And that's how the first of the Warren Hotels was started and that's where you were born ... in October, Eighteen—seventy—five—"
"But he really meant it. He went back to Louvain—where I'm going to take you in a day or two—and I guess they made him do all kinds of penances before they gave him forgiveness. But he stuck to it. Eventually, he became a priest and joined one of those religious houses. They think highly of him at Louvain. I've seen him a couple of times, but I can’t stand to meet his eyes—they’re something like yours—they make me feel like a total sinner. And as for you? Well, when he left me, I didn't have much money left; so, before I begged for a ride back to England, I stopped at the very hotel where you found me the other day, and where my barrister friend and I had been staying. I had gotten to know the owner a bit—she was a really kind-hearted woman. She said to me, 'Look, you stay with me, help me at the front desk, and have your baby. I’ll take care of you. And when you’re able to get around again, stay on and help me with my business. I think you’re the kind of woman I’ve been looking for all this time.' And that’s how the first of the Warren Hotels was started, and that’s where you were born… in October, eighteen seventy-five—"
(Vivie gave a little shudder, but her mother's thoughts were so intent on the past that she did not perceive it.)
(Vivie shuddered a bit, but her mother was so focused on the past that she didn't notice.)
Mrs. Warren: "Dj'ever see yer Aunt Liz?"
Mrs. Warren: "Did you ever see your Aunt Liz?"
Vivie told her of the grim experiences already touched on in Chapter I.
Vivie shared with her the harsh experiences mentioned earlier in Chapter I.
Mrs. Warren: "Well she dropped me—completely—from the time she married that Canon. And I respected her. She was comfortably off, her past was dead and done with. D'yer think I wanted to bother 'er? Not I. It depends so much on the way you was born and brought up. If Liz had been the child of a respectable married couple that could give her a good start in life, 'probability is she'd have run straight from the first. Dunno about me. I was always a bit larky. And yet d'you know, I think if yer father hadn't been a sort of young god, with his head in the skies, and no reg'lar income, if he'd a married me and been kind to me ... I should have been an honest woman all the rest of me life....
Mrs. Warren: "Well, she completely dropped me from the moment she married that Canon. And I admired her for it. She was well-off, and her past was behind her. Do you think I wanted to disturb her? Not at all. It really depends on how you were born and raised. If Liz had grown up in a respectable married household that could give her a good start in life, she probably would have done well from the very beginning. I don't know about myself. I was always a bit wild. And yet you know, I think if your father hadn’t been some sort of young god, always dreaming and without a steady income, if he had married me and treated me kindly... I would have been an honest woman for the rest of my life...."
"What do you feel about morality? You don't seem to have much faith in religion, yet you've always taken a high line—and somehow I'm glad you have—about things that never seemed to me to matter much. We're given these passions and desires—and my! don't it hurt, falling in love!—and then the clergy, though they're awful humbugs, tells us we must deny our cravings..."
"What do you think about morality? You don't seem to have much faith in religion, yet you've always held a strong stance—and honestly, I'm glad you do—about things that never really seemed important to me. We have these passions and desires—and wow, doesn't it hurt, falling in love!—and then the clergy, even though they’re total fakes, tells us we have to deny our cravings..."
Vivie: "In the main the clergy are right in what they preach though they give the wrong reasons. We must try to regulate our passions or they will master us, stifle what is really good in us. My solution of this problem which I am so sick of discussing.... But let's finish with it while we are about it—my solution is that the State and the Community should do their utmost to encourage, subsidize, reward early marriages; and at the same time facilitate in a reasonable degree divorce. Apply both these remedies and you would go far to wipe out prostitution, which I think perfectly horrible—I—I should like to penalize it. Perhaps it is the Irish ascetic in my constitution. A good many early marriages might be failures. Well then, at the end of ten years these should be dissolvable, with proper provision made for the children. I think many a couple if they knew that after a time and without scandal their partnership could be dissolved wouldn't, when the time came, want it. While on the other hand if you made the tie not everlastingly binding, young people—especially if they hadn't to trouble about means—would get married without hesitation or delay. I should not only encourage that, but I should give every woman a heavy bonus for bringing a living child into the world.... Now let's talk of something else. When are you going to take me to Louvain?"
Vivie: "For the most part, the clergy are right in what they preach, even if their reasons are off. We need to manage our passions, or they'll take control and suffocate what’s truly good in us. My take on this issue, which I’m really tired of discussing... Anyway, let’s wrap it up—my take is that the State and the Community should do everything they can to encourage, fund, and reward early marriages; while also making divorce reasonably accessible. If we apply both of these solutions, we could significantly reduce prostitution, which I find absolutely terrible—I—I would like to punish it. Maybe it’s the Irish ascetic in me. Sure, some early marriages might not work out. That said, after ten years, those marriages should be able to be dissolved, with proper arrangements made for the kids. I believe many couples, if they knew that their partnership could end without scandal after a time, might not want to end it when the time comes. On the flip side, if you didn’t make marriage a lifelong commitment, young people—especially if they didn't have to worry about money—would marry eagerly and without delay. I’d not only support that, but I’d also give every woman a substantial bonus for having a living child... Now, let’s switch topics. When are you taking me to Louvain?"
They went to Louvain a few days later and Vivie's newly awakened senses for the beautiful in art revelled in the glorious architecture, so much of which was afterwards wrecked in the War.
They went to Louvain a few days later, and Vivie's newly awakened appreciation for beauty in art thrilled at the stunning architecture, much of which was later destroyed in the War.
Walking beneath the planes in a narrow street between monastic buildings, they descried a gaunt, stately figure of a Father Superior of some great Order. "There!" said Mrs. Warren; "that's him, that's your father." They quickened their pace and were presently alongside him. He flashed his great, grey eagle eyes for a contemptuous second on the face of Mrs. Warren, who was all of a tremble and could not meet the gaze. Vivie, he scarcely glanced at as he strode towards a doorway which engulfed him, though the eyes she had inherited would have met his unflinchingly.
Walking under the planes in a narrow street between monastery buildings, they spotted a tall, imposing figure of a Father Superior from some major Order. "There!" said Mrs. Warren; "that's him, that's your father." They quickened their pace and soon were next to him. He shot a contemptuous glance with his sharp, gray eagle eyes at Mrs. Warren, who was trembling and couldn’t hold his gaze. He barely looked at Vivie as he walked towards a doorway that swallowed him up, even though the eyes she had inherited would have met his unflinchingly.
David Williams duly visited Antwerp, Rotterdam, Hamburg, Berlin, Vienna, and Buda-Pest. Much of what he saw disgusted, even revolted, him, but he found few of his fellow-countrywomen held captive and crying to be delivered from a life of infamy. On his return to England in the autumn of 1909, he published the results of his observations; but they had very little effect on continental public opinion.
David Williams made a proper visit to Antwerp, Rotterdam, Hamburg, Berlin, Vienna, and Budapest. A lot of what he saw grossed him out, even repulsed him, but he found that few of his fellow countrywomen were held captive and pleading to be rescued from a life of shame. When he returned to England in the fall of 1909, he published the results of his observations; however, they had very little impact on public opinion in Europe.
However Mrs. Warren in due course turned her two establishments into hotels that gradually acquired a well-founded character of propriety and were in time included amongst those recommended to quiet, studious people by first class tourist agencies. Their names were changed respectively from Hotel Leopold II to Hotel Edouard-Sept, from The Homestead, Roquebrune, to Hotel du Royaume-Uni. Mrs. Warren or Mme. Varennes retired completely from the management, but arranged to retain for her own use the magnificently furnished appartement on the first floor of the Hotel Edouard-Sept at Brussels, where Vivie had seen her in the late spring of 1909. She still continued to receive a certain income from these two admirably managed hostelries.
However, Mrs. Warren eventually turned her two establishments into hotels that gradually developed a solid reputation for propriety and were eventually recommended by top tourist agencies to quiet, studious travelers. Their names were changed from Hotel Leopold II to Hotel Edouard-Sept, and from The Homestead, Roquebrune, to Hotel du Royaume-Uni. Mrs. Warren, or Mme. Varennes, completely withdrew from management but arranged to keep the beautifully furnished appartement on the first floor of the Hotel Edouard-Sept in Brussels for her own use, where Vivie had seen her in late spring 1909. She continued to receive a certain income from these two excellently managed hotels.
Constrained by Vivie she bestowed large donations on charitable and educational institutions affecting the welfare of women and established a fund of Ten thousand pounds for the promotion of Woman Suffrage in Great Britain, which fund was to be at Vivie's disposal. But even with these sacrifices to bienséance she remained a lady of considerable fortune.
Constrained by Vivie, she made significant donations to charities and educational institutions that focused on women's welfare and set up a fund of ten thousand pounds to support women's suffrage in Great Britain, which would be at Vivie's disposal. But even with these sacrifices to bienséance, she still remained a woman of considerable wealth.
She resisted however all invitations to make her home in England. "No, dear; I've got used to foreign ways. I hate my own people; they're such damned hypocrites; and the cooking don't suit my taste, accustomed to the best."
She turned down all invitations to make her home in England. "No, dear; I’ve gotten used to foreign ways. I can't stand my own people; they’re such damn hypocrites, and the cooking doesn’t fit my taste, used to the best."
But she gave up brandy except as a very occasional chasse after the postprandial coffee. She no longer dyed her hair and used very little rouge and no scent but lavender. Her hair turned a warm white colour, and dressed à la Pompadour made her look what she probably was at heart—quite a decent sort.
But she stopped drinking brandy except for an occasional chasse after coffee. She no longer dyed her hair and used very little makeup and no perfume except for lavender. Her hair turned a warm white color, and styled in the Pompadour fashion made her look like what she probably was at heart—quite a decent person.
CHAPTER XII
VIVIE RETURNS
Honoria Armstrong, faithful in friendship and purpose as few people are (though she abated never a whit her love for her dear, fierce, blue-eyed, bristly-moustached, battle-scarred, bullying husband) prepared for Vivie's return in the autumn of 1909 by securing for her occupancy a nice little one-storeyed house in a Kensington back street; one of those houses—I doubt not, now tenanted by millionaires who don't want a large household, just a roof over their heads—that remain over from the early nineteenth century, when Kensington was emerging from a country village into villadom. The broad, quiet road, named after our late dear Queen, has nothing but these detached or semi-detached little cottages ornés, one-storeyed villas with a studio behind, or two-storeyed components of "terraces," for about a quarter of a mile; and just before the War, building speculators were wont to pace its pavements with a hungry gaze directed to left and right buying up in imagination all this wasted space, pulling down these pretty stucco nests, and building in their place castles of flats, high into the air. I don't suppose this district will escape much longer the destruction of its graceful flowering trees and vivid gardens, its air of an opulent village; it will match with the rest of Kensingtonia in huge, handsome buildings and be much sought after by the people who devote their lives—till they commit suicide—to illicit love and the Victory Balls at the Albert Hall. But in 1909—would that we were all back in 1909!—it was as nice a part of London as a busy, energetic, sober-living spinster, in the movement, yet liking home retirement and lilac-scented privacy—could desire to inhabit, at the absurd rental of fifty pounds a year, with comparatively low rates, and the need for only one hard-working, self-respecting Suffragette maid, with the monthly assistance of a charwoman of advanced views.
Honoria Armstrong, as loyal in friendship and purpose as few people are (she never diminished her love for her dear, fierce, blue-eyed, mustachioed, battle-scarred, overbearing husband), got ready for Vivie's return in the autumn of 1909 by securing a nice little one-story house for her in a Kensington back street; one of those houses—I believe it’s now occupied by millionaires who don't want a large household, just a roof over their heads—that date back to the early nineteenth century, when Kensington started transitioning from a country village to a suburban area. The wide, quiet road, named after our late beloved Queen, features nothing but these detached or semi-detached little cottages ornés, one-story villas with a studio behind, or two-story parts of "terraces," stretching for about a quarter of a mile; and just before the War, building speculators would frequently stroll its sidewalks with a hungry gaze directed left and right, imagining buying up all this wasted space, tearing down these charming stucco homes, and erecting in their place towering apartment blocks. I doubt this area will escape much longer the loss of its graceful flowering trees and vibrant gardens, its vibe of an affluent village; it will blend in with the rest of Kensington with large, impressive buildings and will be highly sought after by people who dedicate their lives—until they end it all—to secret love affairs and the Victory Balls at the Albert Hall. But in 1909—oh, how I wish we could all go back to 1909!—it was one of the nicest parts of London for a busy, energetic, sober-living spinster, engaged in the movement but also enjoying home comfort and lilac-scented privacy—at the ridiculous rent of fifty pounds a year, with relatively low rates, and needing only one hard-working, self-respecting Suffragette maid, with the monthly help of a progressive charwoman.
There Vivie took up her abode in November of the year indicated. Honoria lived not far away, next door but one to the Parrys in Kensington Square. She—Vivie—was aware that Colonel Armstrong did not altogether like her, couldn't "place" her, felt she wasn't "one of us," and therefore despite Honoria's many invitations to run in and out and not to mind dear old "Army" who was always like that at first, just as their Chow was—she exercised considerable discretion about her frequentation of the Armstrong household, though she generally attended Honoria's Suffrage meetings, held whenever the Colonel was called away to Aldershot or Hythe.
There, Vivie settled in November of the year mentioned. Honoria lived nearby, next door but one to the Parrys in Kensington Square. Vivie knew that Colonel Armstrong didn’t fully like her, couldn’t "place" her, and felt she wasn’t "one of us." So, despite Honoria’s numerous invitations to come and go and not to worry about dear old "Army," who was always like that at first, just like their Chow was, she was quite selective about how often she visited the Armstrong household, although she usually attended Honoria's Suffrage meetings, held whenever the Colonel was away at Aldershot or Hythe.
Honoria by this time—the close of 1909—was the mother of four lovely, healthy, happy children. She would give birth to a fifth the following June (1910), and then perhaps she would stop. She often said about this time—touching wood as she did so—"could any woman be happier?" She was so happy that she believed in God, went sometimes to St. Mary Abbott's or St. Paul's, Knightsbridge—the music was so jolly—and gave largely to cheerful charities as well as to the Suffrage Cause. She would in the approach to Christmas, 1909, look round and survey her happiness: could any one have a more satisfactory husband? Of course he was a man and had silly mannish prejudices, but then without them he would not be so lovable. Her children—two boys and two girls—could you find greater darlings if you spent a week among the well-bred childern playing round the Round Pond? Such natural children with really original remarks and untrained ideas; not artificial Peter Pans who wistfully didn't want to grow up; not slavish little mimics of the Children's stories in vogue, pretending to play at Red Indians—when every one knew that Red Indians nowadays dressed like all the other citizens of the United States and Canada and sat in Congress and cultivated political "pulls" or sold patent medicines; or who said "Good hunting" and other Mowgli shibboleths to mystified relations from the mid-nineteenth century country towns; nor children who teased the cat or interfered with the cook or stole jam or did anything else that was obsolete; or decried Sullivan's music in favour of Debussy's or of Scarlatini's 17th century tiraliras; or wore spectacles and had to have their front teeth in gold clamps. Just clear-eyed, good-tempered, good-looking, roguish and spontaneously natural and reasonably self-willed children, who adored their parents and did not openly mock at the Elishas that called on them.
By the end of 1909, Honoria was the mother of four beautiful, healthy, happy kids. She was set to have a fifth in June 1910, and maybe that would be it for her. Around this time, she often touched wood and asked, "Could any woman be happier?" She felt so happy that she believed in God, sometimes went to St. Mary Abbott's or St. Paul's in Knightsbridge for the cheerful music, and donated generously to uplifting charities and the Suffrage Cause. In the lead-up to Christmas 1909, she would look around and think about her happiness: could anyone have a more perfect husband? Sure, he was a man with some silly guy opinions, but those quirks made him all the more lovable. Her kids—two boys and two girls—could you find sweeter kids if you spent a week with the well-bred children playing near the Round Pond? They were such natural kids with truly original thoughts and unrefined ideas; not fake Peter Pans who didn’t want to grow up; not little copycats of the trendy children’s stories pretending to play as Native Americans—when everyone knew that today’s Native Americans dressed like other citizens of the United States and Canada, sat in Congress, and played the political game or sold patent medicines; or who said "Good hunting" and other Mowgli catchphrases to confused relatives from mid-nineteenth-century small towns; nor kids who teased the cat or bothered the cook or stole jam or did anything else that felt outdated; or dismissed Sullivan's music for Debussy's or Scarlatini's 17th-century tiraliras; or wore glasses and had to have their front teeth in gold braces. Just clear-eyed, good-natured, good-looking, mischievous, and genuinely natural kids, who loved their parents and didn’t openly mock the Elishas who came to visit.
Then there were Honoria's friends. I gave a sort of list of them in Chapter II—which I am told has caused considerable offence, not by what was put in but to those who were left out. But they needn't mind: if the protesters were nice people according to my standard, you may be sure Honoria knew them. But of all her friends none was dearer and closer—save her husband—than Vivie Warren—pal of pals, brave comrade of the unflinching eyes. And somehow Vivie (since she fell in love with Michael Rossiter) was ten times dearer than she had been before: she was more understanding; she had a brighter eye, a much greater sense of humour; she was tenderer; she liked children as she never had done in bygone years, and was soon adopted by the four children in Kensington Square as "Aunt Vivie" (They also—the two elder ones—had a vague remembrance of an Uncle David who had brought them toys and sweetmeats in a dim past). Aunt Vivie and Mummie used to get up the most amusing Suffrage meetings in the long, narrow garden behind the house; or they combined forces with Lady Maud Parry, and spoke in lilting contralto or mezzo-soprano (with the compliant tenor or baritone of here and there a captive man) across the two gardens. Or somehow they commandeered the Square Garden on the pretext of a vast Garden Party, at which every one talked and laughed at once over their Suffrage views.
Then there were Honoria's friends. I listed them in Chapter II—which I’ve been told caused quite a bit of offense, not for what was included but for those who were left out. But they shouldn’t worry: if the complainers were nice people by my standards, you can be sure Honoria knew them. But of all her friends, none was dearer and closer—aside from her husband—than Vivie Warren—her best friend, a brave comrade with unwavering eyes. And somehow, since Vivie fell in love with Michael Rossiter, she became ten times more precious than before: she was more understanding, she had a brighter smile, a better sense of humor; she was gentler; she liked kids more than she ever did in the past, and the four children in Kensington Square soon adopted her as "Aunt Vivie" (The two older ones also had a faint memory of an Uncle David who brought them toys and sweets long ago). Aunt Vivie and Mom used to organize the most entertaining Suffrage meetings in the long, narrow garden behind the house; or they teamed up with Lady Maud Parry and spoke in smooth contralto or mezzo-soprano (with the accommodating tenor or baritone of a captive man here and there) across the two gardens. Or somehow they took over the Square Garden under the pretense of a big Garden Party, where everyone talked and laughed at once about their Suffrage views.
Yes: Honoria was happy then, as indeed she had been during most of her life, except when her brother died and her mother died. What did she lack for happiness? Nothing that this world can give in the opening twentieth century ... not even a very good pianola or a motor. I feel somehow it was almost unfair (in my rage at the inequality of treatment meted out by the Powers Beyond). Shall not General Sir Petworth Armstrong die in the great débacle of the world-wide War? I shall see, later. And yet I feel that this nucleus of pure happiness housed in Kensington Square—or at Petworth Manor—was to the little world that revolved round the Armstrongs like a good radiator in a cold house. It warmed many a chilly nature into fructification; it healed many a scar, it brightened many a humble life, like that of Bertie Adams's hard-working, washerwoman mother, or the game-keeper's crippled child at Petworth or the newest, suburbanest little employé of Fraser and Claridge's huge establishment in the Brompton Road. It pulled straight the wayward life of some young subaltern, about to come a cropper, but who after a talk or two with that jolly Mrs. Armstrong took quite a different course and made a decent marriage. It conjoined with many of the social activities for good of one who might have been her twin sister—Suzanne Feenix—only that Suzanne was twenty years older and perhaps an inch or two shorter. Dear woman! My remembrance flashes a kiss to your astral cheek—which in reality I should never have dared to salute, so great was my awe of Colonel Armstrong's muscles—as, at any reasonable time before or after the birth of your last child in June, 1910, you stand in the hall of your sunny, eighteenth century house, with the gold and green glint of the Kensington garden behind you: saying with your glad eyes and bonny mouth "Come to our Suffrage Party? Such a lark! We've got Mrs. Pankhurst here and the Police daren't raid us; they're so afraid of 'Army.' Of course he's away, but he knows perfectly well what I'm doing. He's quite given in. Now Michael, you show Sir Harry and Lady Johnston to the front seats..."
Yes, Honoria was happy then, just as she had been for most of her life, except when her brother and mother died. What did she lack for happiness? Nothing that this world could offer in the early twentieth century... not even a really nice pianola or a car. It feels almost unfair (in my anger at the unequal treatment handed out by the Powers That Be). Will General Sir Petworth Armstrong perish in the great disaster of the global War? I’ll find out later. And yet I feel that this center of pure happiness located in Kensington Square—or at Petworth Manor—was for the small world revolving around the Armstrongs like a good heater in a cold house. It warmed many chilly spirits and helped them grow; it healed many wounds, brightened many simple lives, like that of Bertie Adams's hardworking, washerwoman mother, or the gamekeeper's disabled child at Petworth or the newest, most suburban little employee of Fraser and Claridge's massive establishment on the Brompton Road. It straightened out the wayward life of a young officer who was about to face trouble, but after a chat or two with that cheerful Mrs. Armstrong, he took a completely different path and ended up making a decent marriage. It connected with many social activities for the benefit of one who could have been her twin sister—Suzanne Feenix—except Suzanne was twenty years older and maybe an inch or two shorter. Dear woman! My memory sends a kiss to your ethereal cheek—which in reality, I would never have dared to greet, given my awe of Colonel Armstrong's physique—as, at any reasonable time before or after the birth of your last child in June 1910, you stand in the hall of your sunny, eighteenth-century house, with the golden and green glow of the Kensington garden behind you, saying with your bright eyes and cheerful mouth, "Want to come to our Suffrage Party? Such a blast! We've got Mrs. Pankhurst here and the Police daren't raid us; they're so scared of 'Army.' Of course, he's away, but he knows perfectly well what I'm doing. He's totally given in. Now Michael, show Sir Harry and Lady Johnston to the front seats..."
(I looked round for the rather gloomy presence of Michael Rossiter, but it was his little golden-haired god-son she meant.)
(I looked around for the rather gloomy presence of Michael Rossiter, but it was his little golden-haired godson she meant.)
You shall have your general back safe from the wars, with a wound that gives only honour, a reasonable number of well-earned decorations, and a reputation for rather better strategy than Aldershot generally produces; and he shall live out his wholesome life alongside yours, still dispensing happiness, even under a Labour Government: till, as Burton used to wind up his Arabian Nights love stories, "there came to them the Destroyer of delight and the Sunderer of societies."
You will have your general back safe from the wars, with a wound that brings only honor, a fair amount of well-deserved medals, and a reputation for better strategy than what Aldershot usually delivers; and he will live a healthy life alongside yours, still spreading joy, even under a Labour Government: until, as Burton used to conclude his Arabian Nights love stories, "there came to them the Destroyer of delight and the Sunderer of societies."
Honoria acted towards the Suffrage movement somewhat as in older-fashioned days of Second Empire laxity well-to-do people evaded military service under conscription by paying a substitute to take their place in the fighting line. On account of her husband, and the children she had just had or was going to have, she did not throw herself into the physical struggle; but she still continued out of her brother's ear-marked money to subsidize the cause. Rather regretfully, she looked on from a motor, a balcony, a front window or the safe plinth of some huge statue, whilst her comrades, with less to risk physically and socially, matched their strength of will, their trained muscles, their agility, astuteness and feminine charm (seldom without some effect) against the brute force and imperturbability of the Police.
Honoria engaged with the Suffrage movement somewhat like how wealthy people in the older days of the Second Empire dodged military service during conscription by paying someone else to fight in their place. Because of her husband and the children she had just had or was expecting, she didn’t plunge into the physical struggle; however, she continued to use her brother’s designated funds to support the cause. With a hint of regret, she watched from a car, a balcony, a front window, or the sturdy base of some large statue while her comrades, with less to lose physically and socially, matched their determination, trained muscles, agility, cleverness, and feminine appeal (often with some impact) against the raw force and calmness of the Police.
The struggle waxed hot and fierce in the early months of 1910. Vivie held herself somewhat in the background also, not wishing to strike publicly and effectively until she was sure for what principle she endangered her life and liberty. Nevertheless she became a resource of rising importance to the Suffrage cause. She was known to have had a clever barrister cousin who for some reasons best known to himself had of late kept in the background—ill-health, said some; an unfortunate love affair, said another. But his pamphlet on the White Slave Traffic on the Continent showed that he was still at work. Vivie was thought to be fully equal in her knowledge of the law to her cousin, though not allowed to qualify for the Bar. Case after case was referred to her with the hope that if she could not solve it, she might submit it to her cousin's judgment. In this way, excellent legal advice was forthcoming which drove the Home Office officials from one quandary to another.
The struggle heated up and intensified in the early months of 1910. Vivie kept a low profile, not wanting to make a public stand until she was clear on the principle for which she was risking her life and freedom. Still, she became increasingly important to the Suffrage movement. It was known that she had a clever barrister cousin who had recently stayed out of the spotlight—some said it was due to poor health, while others mentioned a bad romance. However, his pamphlet on the White Slave Traffic in Europe showed he was still active. People believed Vivie was just as knowledgeable about the law as her cousin, even though she wasn’t allowed to take the Bar exam. Case after case was brought to her attention, hoping that if she couldn't solve it, she could pass it along to her cousin for his input. This way, excellent legal advice was provided, which left the Home Office officials in one dilemma after another.
But Vivie in the spring of 1910, looking back on nearly twelve months of womanly life (save for David's summer of continental travel) decided that she didn't like being a woman, so far as Woman was dressed in 1910 and for three or four hundred years previously.
But Vivie, in the spring of 1910, looking back on almost twelve months of being a woman (except for David's summer of traveling in Europe), decided that she didn't like being a woman, at least not with how women dressed in 1910 and for the last three or four hundred years.
As "David" this had been more or less her costume: an undershirt (two, in very cold weather), a pair of pants coming down to the ankle, and well-fitting woollen socks on the feet. A shirt, sometimes in day-time all of one piece with its turn-over collar; at worst with a separate collar and a tie passed through it. Braces that really braced and held up the nether garment of trousers; a waistcoat buttoning fairly high up (no pneumonia blouse)—two waistcoats if she liked, or a dandy slip buttoned innocently inside the single vest to suggest the white lie of a second inner vest. Over the waistcoat a coat or jacket. On the head a hat which fitted the head in thirty seconds (allowing for David's shock of hair). Lace-up or button boots, with perhaps at most six buttons; gloves with one button; spats—if David wanted to be very dressy—with three buttons. On top of all this a warm, easily-fitting overcoat or a mackintosh. If you were really dressing to kill (as a man) it might take half an hour; if merely to go about your business and not be specially remarked for foppishness, twenty minutes. To divest yourself of all this and get into paijamas and so to bed: ten minutes. But when Vivie returned to herself and went about the world of 1909-1910, and merely wished to pass as an inconspicuous, modest woman she had to spend hours in dressing and undressing, and this is what she had to wear and waste so much of her time in adjusting and removing:—
As "David," her outfit was pretty simple: an undershirt (two when it was really cold), a pair of ankle-length pants, and fitted wool socks. A shirt, sometimes in one piece with a collar for daytime; or at the very least, a separate collar and a tie. Braces that actually held up the pants; a waistcoat that buttoned high (no bulky blouses)—she could wear two waistcoats if she wanted, or a stylish slip buttoned cleverly inside the main vest to give the illusion of a second inner vest. On top of the waistcoat was a coat or jacket. A hat that fit in seconds (considering David's messy hair). Lace-up or button boots, maybe with up to six buttons; gloves with one button; spats—if David wanted to be really sharp—with three buttons. And over all that, a warm, well-fitting overcoat or a raincoat. If you were dressing to impress (like a man), it might take half an hour; if you just wanted to go about your day without being seen as overly fancy, twenty minutes. Getting out of all this to change into pajamas and head to bed: ten minutes. But when Vivie got back to herself and navigated the world of 1909-1910, hoping to blend in as an ordinary, modest woman, she had to spend hours getting dressed and undressed, and this is what she wasted so much time adjusting and removing:—
Next the skin, merino combinations, unwieldy garments requiring a contortionist's education to put on without entangling your front and hind limbs. The "combies" were specially buttoned with an infinitude of small, scarcely visible buttons, which always wanted sewing on and replacing, and were peevish about remaining in the button hole. Often, too, the "combies" (I really can't keep writing the full name) had to be tied here and there with little white ribbons which preferred getting into a knot (no wonder the average woman has a temper!). When the "combies" went to the wash, all these ribbonlets had to be taken out, specially washed, specially ironed, and ingeniously threaded back into position.
Next came the skin, merino blends, clumsy garments that required a contortionist's skills to put on without getting your arms and legs tangled up. The "combies" were specially buttoned with countless tiny, barely visible buttons that always needed sewing on and replacing, and they were fussy about staying in the buttonhole. Often, too, the "combies" (I really can't keep writing the full name) had to be tied here and there with little white ribbons that preferred getting knotted up (no wonder the average woman has a temper!). When the "combies" went to the laundry, all these little ribbons had to be removed, specially washed, specially ironed, and cleverly threaded back into place.
Next to the combinations, proceeding outwards, came the corset, a most serious affair. This exceedingly expensive instrument of torture was compounded chiefly of silk (which easily frayed) and whale-bone. Many good women of the middle class have gone to their graves for three hundred years believing that Almighty God had specially created toothless whales of the Family Balænidæ solely for the purpose of providing women with the only possible ingredient for a corset; and for three hundred years, brave seamen of the Dutch, British and Basque nations had gone to a watery grave to procure for women this indispensable aid to correct clothing. But these filaments of horny palatal processes are unamiable. Though sheathed in silk or cotton, they, after the violent movements of a Suffragette or a charwoman, break through the restraining sheath and run into the body under the fifth rib, or press forward on to the thigh. Which is why you often see a woman's face in an omnibus express severe pain and her lips utter the exclamation "Aïe, Aïe." Then this confounded corset had to be laced with pink ribbons at the back and in front and both lacings demanded unusual suppleness of arms and sense of touch in finger-tips; and when the corset went to the wash the ribbons had to be drawn out, washed, ironed, and threaded again.
Next to the combinations, moving outward, was the corset, a serious matter. This extremely pricey torture device was mainly made of silk (which wore out easily) and whale bone. Many respectable middle-class women have died over the past three hundred years believing that God specially created toothless whales from the Family Balænidæ just to provide the only material for corsets; and for three hundred years, brave sailors from the Dutch, British, and Basque nations have met watery ends to supply women with this essential clothing aid. But these rigid, bony materials are not friendly. Even when covered in silk or cotton, they can, after the vigorous movements of a Suffragette or a cleaner, break through the protective layer and jab into the body under the fifth rib or press against the thigh. That’s why you often see a woman’s face in a bus showing severe pain while her lips exclaim, "Ouch, ouch." Then this annoying corset had to be laced with pink ribbons both at the back and the front, and lacing both sides required unusual flexibility in the arms and sensitivity in the fingertips; and when the corset was washed, the ribbons had to be removed, cleaned, ironed, and threaded back in.
From the front of the corset hung two elastic suspenders as yet awaiting their prey. But first must be drawn on the silk or stockinette knickerbockers which in the 1910 woman replaced the piteously laughable drawers of the Victorian period. Then the suspenders clutched the rims of the stockings with an arrangement of nickel and rubber which no man would have tolerated for its inefficiency but would have thrown back in the face of the shopman and have been charged with assault. In times of stress, at public meetings the suspenders would release the stockings from their hold, and the latter roll about the ankles of the embarrassed pleader for Woman's Rights ("Who would be free, themselves must strike the blow," and first of all throttle the modiste, thought Vivie).
From the front of the corset hung two stretchy suspenders, waiting for their moment. But first, the silk or knit knickerbockers had to be put on, which in the 1910s replaced the ridiculously laughable drawers of the Victorian era. Then the suspenders gripped the tops of the stockings with a setup of nickel and rubber that no man would have tolerated for its inefficiency; he would have returned it to the shopkeeper and accused him of assault. In stressful situations, like public meetings, the suspenders would release the stockings from their grip, causing them to roll down around the ankles of the embarrassed advocate for Women’s Rights ("Who would be free, themselves must strike the blow," and first of all, take down the dressmaker, thought Vivie).
Then there was the camisole that concealed the corset and had to be "pinned" in with safety pins. The knickerbockers might not seek the aid of braces; but they must be kept up by an elastic band. Over the camisole, in 1910, came a blouse, pernickety and shiftless about its waist fastening; and finally a hobble skirt, chiefly kept up by safety pins, and so cut below as to hamper free movement of the limbs as much as possible.
Then there was the camisole that covered the corset and had to be "pinned" in with safety pins. The knickerbockers might not use braces, but they had to be held up by an elastic band. Over the camisole, in 1910, came a blouse, fussy and loose around its waist fastening; and finally a hobble skirt, mainly held up by safety pins, and designed to restrict movement of the legs as much as possible.
Day-boots often had as many as twenty-one buttons—and, mind you, not sham, buttons, as I used to think, out of swagger; but every button demanded entrance into a practicable button hole. Or the boots themselves were mere shoes with many buttoned spats drawn over them. All the boots had high heels and the woman walked so as to put a severe strain on her arched instep in order that she might bring on by degrees "flat foot" for surgical treatment.
Day boots often had as many as twenty-one buttons—and, believe me, not fake buttons, as I used to think, just for show; every button needed to fit into a real buttonhole. Or the boots were just regular shoes with a lot of buttoned spats over them. All the boots had high heels, and the woman walked in a way that put a lot of strain on her arched instep, so she could gradually develop "flat foot" for surgery.
Who shall describe the hats of 1910?—and before and since—in all but the very poorest women? They were enormous; and so were the hat-boxes; and they could only be held on to the head by running hatpins through wisps of hair.
Who will describe the hats of 1910?—and before and after—in all but the very poorest women? They were huge; and so were the hat boxes; and they could only be secured on the head by sticking hatpins through strands of hair.
I will not portray the evening dresses that it sometimes takes a kindly husband an hour to fasten, with "press-buttons" and hooks and eyes; and poor Vivie had no husband and depended on her suffragette maid because at all costs she mustn't look dowdy or the woman's cause might suffer at Mrs. Pethick Lawrence's receptions.
I won't describe the evening dresses that can sometimes take a patient husband an hour to button up with "press-buttons" and hooks and eyes; and poor Vivie had no husband to help her, relying instead on her suffragette maid because she absolutely couldn't look frumpy or it might hurt the women's movement at Mrs. Pethick Lawrence's gatherings.
As to night gear: of course Vivie being a free agent slept in David's paijamas. She had long ago cut the Gordian knots of her be-ribboned, girdled night gowns in favour of the Indian garment. But can you wonder after this true recital of the simplest forms of a decent woman's costume in 1909-1910 and even now (a recital drawn from a paper on Woman's dress delivered by David on one of the last occasions in which he appeared at the Debating Society of the Inner Temple—and checked by my jury of matrons)—can you wonder that Vivie took very hardly to giving up a man's life in the clothes of David Williams? How she vowed to herself—fruitlessly, because now she is one of the best-dressed women in town (in a quiet way)—that she would one day enfranchise women in their costume as in their citizenship? This will never be done until the modistes of Paris, in some great popular uprising, are strangled and burnt on the Place de la Concorde.
As for sleepwear: of course, Vivie, being her own person, slept in David's pajamas. She had long since decided to ditch her fancy, ribboned nightgowns for the simpler Indian garment. But can you blame her? After this true account of what a decent woman's outfit looked like in 1909-1910—and even now (an account based on a paper about Woman's dress that David delivered at the Debating Society of the Inner Temple, and verified by my panel of matron judges)—can you blame Vivie for finding it hard to give up a man's life while wearing David Williams' clothes? She promised herself—without success, since now she is one of the best-dressed women in town (in a subtle way)—that she would one day liberate women in their clothing just as in their citizenship. This will never happen until the fashion designers of Paris are overthrown in some huge popular uprising and dealt with on the Place de la Concorde.
At the 1910 (January) Election, Michael Rossiter had been returned as M.P. for one of the Midland Universities. His Science had certainly suffered from his suppressed love for Vivie, a passion which secretly tortured him, yet for which he dared ask no respite. He thought it was about time that real men of Science entered Parliament to check the utter mismanagement of public affairs which had been going on since 1900. He proposed to himself to make a succession of brilliant speeches (he really was an admirable and fluent lecturer) on Anthropology, Chemistry—Chemistry ought to appeal, even to City men because it made such a lot of money—Ethnology, Hygiene, Geography, Economic Botany, Regional Zoology, Germ Diseases, Agriculture, etc., etc.; and the absolute necessity of giving Woman the same electoral privileges as Man. He was always well inclined that way, but after he realized that David was Vivie he became almost an embittered Suffragist.
At the January 1910 Election, Michael Rossiter was elected as an MP for one of the Midland Universities. His focus on science had certainly been affected by his unexpressed love for Vivie, a feeling that secretly tormented him, yet he couldn't bring himself to ask for a break from it. He felt it was time for *real* scientists to enter Parliament to put a stop to the complete mismanagement of public affairs that had been happening since 1900. He planned to deliver a series of impressive speeches (he truly was a skilled and articulate lecturer) on Anthropology, Chemistry—Chemistry should appeal even to businesspeople because it can be quite profitable—Ethnology, Hygiene, Geography, Economic Botany, Regional Zoology, Germ Diseases, Agriculture, and more; *and* the urgent need to grant women the same voting rights as men. He had always been supportive of that cause, but after he found out that David was Vivie, he became almost a bitter Suffragist.
The Speaker took care that he had little scope for his Anthropology, Economic Botany, Chemistry, Hygiene, etc., on Votes of Supply: but he got in some nasty blows in the Woman's cause, and in fact was so strangely rancorous that Ministers looked at him evilly and arranged that he was not placed on the committee of the Conciliation Bill; that amusing farce with which the Liberal Ministry sought in 1910 to stave off the Suffrage dilemma.
The Speaker made sure he had limited opportunity to discuss his Anthropology, Economic Botany, Chemistry, Hygiene, etc., on budget votes: however, he managed to deliver some harsh critiques for the women's cause, so much so that the Ministers regarded him with suspicion and ensured he wasn’t put on the committee for the Conciliation Bill; that comical attempt the Liberal Ministry made in 1910 to avoid the Suffrage issue.
Rossiter and Vivie seldom met except at public receptions. Every now and again he came to Suffrage meetings when she was going to speak; and how well she spoke then! How real it all seemed to her! How handsome she looked (even at 36) and how near she was to tears and a breakdown; while his eyes burned; and when he got home poor little Linda was in despair over her poor distraught Michael, who could find no happiness or contentment in Ten Thousand a year, great fame as the chief inventor of the Ductless Glands, and the man who had issued a taxonomic classification of the Bovidae which even satisfied me.
Rossiter and Vivie rarely saw each other outside of public events. Occasionally, he attended Suffrage meetings where she was speaking; and she spoke so well then! It felt so real to her! She looked stunning (even at 36) and was on the verge of tears and a breakdown; while his gaze was intense; and when he returned home, poor little Linda was heartbroken over her troubled Michael, who couldn’t find happiness or satisfaction with ten thousand a year, significant fame as the chief inventor of the Ductless Glands, and being the man who had created a taxonomic classification of the Bovidae that even satisfied me.
What a cruel force is Love! Or is the cruelty in human disciplinary laws? Here were two persons eminently suited to be mates, calculated while still in the prime of life to procreate offspring that would be a credit to the nation, who asked for nothing more in life than to lie in each other's arms—after which no doubt they would have arisen and performed the most wonderful feats in inductive science or in embroidery or mathematics. And they were inwardly raging, losing their appetites, sleeping very badly yet eschewing drugs, pursuing will-of-the-wisps in politics, wasting the best years of their lives ... from a sense of duty, that sense of duty which has made the Nordic White man the dominant race on the earth. "We suffer individually but we gain collectively," Rossiter said to himself.
What a harsh force is Love! Or is the harshness in human rules and regulations? Here were two people perfectly matched to be partners, ready while still in the prime of their lives to have children who would bring honor to the nation, who wanted nothing more than to be in each other's arms—after which they would likely have gotten up and accomplished amazing things in science, embroidery, or math. Instead, they were internally struggling, losing their appetites, sleeping poorly yet avoiding medication, chasing after fleeting political ideals, wasting the best years of their lives... out of a sense of duty, that sense of duty that has made the Nordic White man the dominant race on the planet. "We suffer individually but we gain collectively," Rossiter thought to himself.
In May, 1910, King Edward died, and all these gladiators, male and female, willingly declared a Truce in the Suffrage battle, to obtain a much needed rest in the weary conflict. As soon as political activities were resumed, the Conciliation Bill by the energies of the Liberal Whips was talked out (wasn't it?). At any rate it came to nothing for that Session. Vivie took this as a decision. She openly declared that the Vote never would be given by the House of Commons or House of Lords until it was wrung from the Legislature by a complete dislocation of public affairs, the nearest approach to a revolution women could bring about without rifles and cannon.
In May 1910, King Edward passed away, and all these fighters, both men and women, agreed to a truce in the suffrage battle to take a much-needed break from the exhausting conflict. Once political activities resumed, the Conciliation Bill was pushed aside thanks to the efforts of the Liberal Whips, right? In any case, it amounted to nothing for that session. Vivie interpreted this as a decision. She boldly stated that women would never get the vote from the House of Commons or House of Lords until it was forcefully taken from the legislature through a major disruption of public affairs, the closest women could come to a revolution without guns and artillery.
Meantime she refused to be duped by Ministers or by amiable go-betweens. She resolved instead, perhaps for the last time, to resume the clothes and status of David Williams, go down to Wales, and stay with her father who was dying by slow degrees.
Meantime, she refused to be fooled by Ministers or by friendly intermediaries. Instead, she decided, maybe for the last time, to put on the clothes and take on the identity of David Williams, travel to Wales, and live with her father who was slowly dying.
The letters which the curate had written from time to time to D.V. Williams, Esq., care of Michael Rossiter, Esq., F.R.S., and usually forwarded on by Bertie Adams, had told David how much the Revd. Howel Williams had failed since the cold spring of 1909, and how in the colder spring of 1910 he had once or twice narrowly survived influenza. In July, 1910, he was dying of heart failure. Nevertheless the return of David, his well-beloved, brought to him a flicker of renewed life, a little pink in the cheeks, and some garrulity.
The letters that the curate occasionally sent to D.V. Williams, Esq., care of Michael Rossiter, Esq., F.R.S., and typically forwarded by Bertie Adams, had informed David about how much the Revd. Howel Williams had declined since the cold spring of 1909, and how in the even colder spring of 1910 he had narrowly survived influenza a couple of times. By July 1910, he was dying from heart failure. However, David's return, the one he cherished the most, brought him a flicker of renewed life, a bit of color to his cheeks, and some chatter.
He could hardly bear his darling son out of his sight, except for the narrowest margin of necessary sleep; and often David slept sitting up in an arm-chair in the Vicar's bedroom. The Revd. Howel said nothing more about grandchildren; often—with a finer sense—spoke to him not as though he were a son, but as a beloved daughter. At last he died in his sleep one night, holding David's hand, looking so ineffably happy that the impostor inwardly gloried in his imposture as in one of the best deeds of his chequered life.
He could barely stand to be away from his beloved son, except for just enough time to get necessary sleep; and often, David would doze off while sitting in a chair in the Vicar's bedroom. The Revd. Howel didn't mention grandchildren again; instead, he often spoke to David with a deeper understanding, treating him not just as a son but as a cherished daughter. Finally, he passed away in his sleep one night, holding David's hand, looking so incredibly happy that the deceiver felt a deep sense of pride in his deception, considering it one of the best things he had done in his complicated life.
The will, of course, had not been changed, and David inherited all his "father's" property. Out of it he settled £500 on the miner's—or rather Jenny's—son who probably was the offspring of the real David Williams's boyish amour. He provided a handsome annuity for poor, shaken, old Nannie; and the rest of the money after paying all expenses he laid out on the endowment of a Village Hall for games and study, social meetings and political discussions, together with provision for an annual stipend of a hundred pounds for the Vicar or curate of the parish who should run this Hall: which was to be a lasting memorial to the Reverend Howel Vaughan Williams, so learned in the lore of Wales.
The will, of course, hadn’t been changed, and David inherited all his “father’s” property. From it, he set aside £500 for the miner’s—or rather Jenny’s—son, who was likely the child of the real David Williams’s youthful romance. He arranged a generous annuity for poor, troubled old Nannie; and with the remaining money, after covering all expenses, he invested in the establishment of a Village Hall for games and study, social gatherings, and political discussions, along with providing an annual stipend of a hundred pounds for the Vicar or curate of the parish who would manage this Hall: which was to be a lasting tribute to the Reverend Howel Vaughan Williams, so knowledgeable in the traditions of Wales.
Having settled all these matters to his satisfaction, and certainly to that of the Revd. Cadwalladr Jones (who succeeded as Vicar of Pontystrad by a wise nudging and monetary pressure on the part of the late Vicar's son), David returned to London at the close of 1910, took off his clothes and shed his personality. It was bruited that he had gone abroad to nurse a health that was seriously impaired through his incredible exertions over the Shillito case. He left his cousin Vivie free to espouse the Suffrage cause, even unto the extremest militancy.
Having sorted everything out to his satisfaction, and definitely to the Revd. Cadwalladr Jones's satisfaction (who became Vicar of Pontystrad through some clever nudging and financial persuasion from the late Vicar's son), David returned to London at the end of 1910, stripped off his clothes, and let go of his former self. It was rumored that he had gone abroad to recover his health, which had seriously declined due to his intense efforts in the Shillito case. He left his cousin Vivie free to support the Suffrage movement, even to the most extreme forms of militancy.
CHAPTER XIII
THE SUFFRAGE MOVEMENT
The Conciliation Bill which was intended to give the Parliamentary Vote to a little over one million women had passed its Second reading on July 12, 1910, by a majority of 110 votes; in spite of the bitter opposition of the Premier, the Chancellor of the Exchequer, the Home Secretary, the President of the Board of Trade, and the Secretary for the Colonies. The Premier's arguments against it were, firstly, that "Women were Women"—this of course was a deplorable fact—and that "the balance of power might fall into their hands without the physical force necessary to impose their decisions, etc., etc."; and finally "that in Force lay the ultimate appeal" (rather a dangerous incitement to the sincere militants). The Chancellor of the Exchequer took up a more subtle attitude than the undisguised, grumpy hostility of his leader.
The Conciliation Bill, which aimed to give the parliamentary vote to just over one million women, passed its second reading on July 12, 1910, with a majority of 110 votes. This was despite strong opposition from the Prime Minister, the Chancellor of the Exchequer, the Home Secretary, the President of the Board of Trade, and the Secretary for the Colonies. The Prime Minister argued against it by insisting that "Women were Women" — a regrettable reality — and stated that "the balance of power might fall into their hands without the physical force necessary to impose their decisions, etc., etc." He concluded that "Force is the ultimate appeal" (which was a rather dangerous provocation for the dedicated militants). The Chancellor of the Exchequer adopted a more nuanced approach than the obvious, sour opposition of his leader.
His arguments at the time reminded me of an episode in East Africa thirty years ago. A certain independent Chief tolerated the presence on his territory of a plucky band of missionary pioneers. He did not care about Christianity but he liked the trade goods the missionaries brought to purchase food and pay for labour in the erection of a station. These trade goods they kept in a storehouse made of wattle and daub. But this temporary building was not proof against cunning attempts at burglary on the part of the natives. The missionaries at length went to the Chief (who was clothed shamelessly in the stolen calicoes) and sought redress. "All right," said the potentate, who kept a fretful realm in awe, "But you have no proof it is my people who break in and steal. You just catch one in the act, and then you'll see what I'll do."
His arguments at the time reminded me of an incident in East Africa thirty years ago. An independent Chief allowed a determined group of missionary pioneers to stay on his land. He wasn't interested in Christianity, but he appreciated the trade goods the missionaries brought to buy food and hire workers for setting up a station. They stored these goods in a temporary building made of wattle and daub. However, this structure wasn’t secure against the clever burglary attempts by the locals. Eventually, the missionaries approached the Chief (who was wearing stolen fabric) to ask for a solution. "Okay," said the Chief, who ruled his territory with a careful grip, "But you have no proof that it is my people who are breaking in and stealing. Just catch one in the act, and then you’ll see what I’ll do."
So the Oxford and Cambridge athletic missionaries sat up night after night under some camouflage and at last their patience was rewarded by the capture of a naked, oily-skinned negro who emerged from a tunnel he had dug under the store-foundations. Then they bore him off to the Yao chieftain.
So the athletic missionaries from Oxford and Cambridge sat up night after night under some cover, and finally their patience paid off when they captured a naked, oily-skinned Black man who came out of a tunnel he had dug under the store foundations. Then they took him to the Yao chieftain.
"Now we know where we are," said the Chief. "You've proved your complaint. We'll have him burnt to death, after lunch, in the market place. I presume you've brought a lunch-basket?"
"Now we know where we stand," said the Chief. "You've made your case. We'll have him burned to death, after lunch, in the marketplace. I assume you've brought a lunch basket?"
"Oh no!" said the horrified propagandists: "We don't want such a penalty as that..."
"Oh no!" said the shocked propagandists: "We don't want a punishment like that..."
"Very good" said the Chief, "then we'll behead him..." "No! No!"
"Sounds good," said the Chief, "then we’ll behead him..." "No! No!"
"Crucify him?"—"No! No!"—"Peg him down over a Driver Ants' nest?" "No! No!"
"Crucify him?"—"No! No!"—"Nail him down over a Driver Ants' nest?" "No! No!"
"Then, if you don't want any rational punishment, he shall go free." And free he went.
"Then, if you don't want any rational punishment, he can go free." And free he went.
In the same way the Chancellor of the Exchequer of those days was so hard to please over Suffrage measures that none brought forward was democratic enough, far-reaching and overwhelming enough to secure his adhesion. He was therefore forced to torpedo the Conciliation Bill, to snatch away the half-loaf that was better than no bread at all. He spoke and voted against these tentative measures of feminine enfranchisement, with tongue in cheek, no doubt, and hand linked in that of Lulu Grandcourt whose opposition to any vote being given to woman and whole attitude towards the sex was so bitter that he had to be reminded by Lord Aloysius Brinsley (who like his brother Robert was a convinced Suffragist) that after all he, Lulu Grandcourt, had deigned to be born of a woman, had even—maybe—been spanked by one.
In the same way, the Chancellor of the Exchequer back then was incredibly hard to satisfy when it came to Suffrage measures; none proposed were democratic enough, broad enough, or impactful enough to get his support. He felt forced to block the Conciliation Bill, taking away the half-measure that was better than nothing. He spoke and voted against these tentative steps toward women’s voting rights, probably with a smirk, and holding hands with Lulu Grandcourt, whose fierce opposition to women’s suffrage and overall attitude toward women was so stark that Lord Aloysius Brinsley (who, like his brother Robert, was a strong Suffragist) had to remind him that, after all, Lulu Grandcourt had been born of a woman and had even—perhaps—been spanked by one.
The Speaker had hinted on the occasion of the second reading of the Concilition Bill and at a later raising of the same question that there might arise all sorts of obstacles to wreck the Woman's Franchise measure in Committee; obstacles that apparently need not be taken into account as dangerous to any measure affecting male interests. Therefore many of the M.P.'s timorously voted for the second reading of the Conciliation Bill in order to stand well with their Constituencies, yet looked to the Premier to trip it up by some adroit use of Parliamentary jiu-jitsu. They were not disappointed in their ideal politician. The Bill after it had passed its second reading by a large majority was referred to a Committee of the whole House, which seemingly is fatal to any measure that seeks to become law.
The Speaker had suggested during the second reading of the Conciliation Bill and later when raising the same issue that various obstacles could come up to derail the Woman's Franchise measure in Committee; obstacles that apparently didn’t seem to pose a threat to any measures affecting male interests. As a result, many of the M.P.s cautiously voted for the second reading of the Conciliation Bill to maintain a good standing with their Constituencies, while hoping the Premier would find a clever way to block it through some skillful use of Parliamentary maneuvers. They were not let down by their ideal politician. After the Bill passed its second reading with a large majority, it was sent to a Committee of the whole House, which is typically a death sentence for any measure trying to become law.
So the stale summer of 1910 wore itself away in recriminations, hopings against probability that the newer types of Liberal statesmen were honest men, keepers of promises, not merely—as Vivie said in one of the many speeches that got her into trouble—"Bridge-players, first and foremost, golf-players when they couldn't play bridge, or speculators on the Stock Exchange, champagne drinkers; and prone to eat at their Lucullus banquets, public and private, till they sometimes fainted with indigestion."
So the tiresome summer of 1910 dragged on with accusations and a desperate hope that the new generation of Liberal politicians were genuine and would keep their promises, not just—like Vivie pointed out in one of her many speeches that landed her in trouble—"gamblers first and foremost, golfers when they couldn’t gamble, stock market speculators, champagne drinkers; and prone to dine at their extravagant banquets, both public and private, until they sometimes fainted from indigestion."
My! But she was bitter in her Hyde Park speeches and at her Albert Hall meetings against this band of mock-liberals who had seized the impulse of the country towards reform which had grown up under the Chamberlain era to instal themselves in power with the financial backing of great Americo-German-Jewish internationalists, who in those early years of the Twentieth century were ready to stake their dollars on the Free Trade British Empire if they might guide its policy.
Wow! She was really harsh in her Hyde Park speeches and at her Albert Hall meetings against this group of fake liberals who had taken advantage of the country’s desire for reform that developed during the Chamberlain era to put themselves in power with financial support from wealthy Americo-German-Jewish internationalists, who in the early years of the Twentieth century were willing to invest their dollars in the Free Trade British Empire if they could influence its policies.
[Very likely if they had obtained the complete guidance they sought for they might have staved off this ruinous war by telling Germany bluntly she must keep her hands off France and Belgium; they might also have seen to it that the War Office was reformed and the British army ready to fulfil Lord Haldane's promises; for there is no doubt they had ability even if they despised the instruments they worked with.]
[It's very likely that if they had gotten the complete guidance they wanted, they could have prevented this disastrous war by clearly telling Germany to stay out of France and Belgium; they could also have ensured that the War Office was reformed and that the British army was ready to fulfill Lord Haldane's promises; because there's no doubt they had the ability, even if they looked down on the tools they were using.]
But as I say, Vivie was a bitter and most effective speaker. She inflamed to action many a warm-hearted person like myself, like Rossiter (who got into trouble—though it was hushed up—in 1910-1911 for slapping the face of a Secretary of State who spoke slightingly of the women Suffragists and their motives). Yet I seem to be stranded now, with a few others, in my pre-war enthusiasm over the woman's cause, or, later, my horror at the German treatment of Belgium.
But as I said, Vivie was a passionate and very effective speaker. She motivated many caring people like me, like Rossiter (who got into trouble—though it was covered up—in 1910-1911 for slapping a Secretary of State who spoke disrespectfully about women Suffragists and their motives). Yet I feel stuck now, along with a few others, in my pre-war enthusiasm for the women's cause or, later, my outrage at the way Germany treated Belgium.
Where are the snows of yester-year; where is the animosity which in the years between the burking of the Conciliation Bill and the spring of 1914 grew up between the disinterested Reformers who wanted Woman enfranchised and the Liberal ministers who fought so doggedly, so unscrupulously, against such a rational completion of representative government? The other day I glanced at a newspaper and saw that Sir Michael and Lady Rossiter had been dining at the Ritz with the Grandcourts, Princess Belasco, Sir Abel Batterby, the great Police Surgeon, knighted for his skill and discretion in forcible feeding, and the George Bounderbys (G.B. was the venomous Private Secretary of a former Chancellor of the Exchequer and put him up to most of his anti-suffrage dodges); and meeting Vivien Rossiter soon afterwards I said, "How could you?" "How could I what?" "Dine with the people you once hated." "Oh I don't know, it's all past and done with; we've got the Vote and somehow after those years in Brussels I seem to have no hates and few loves left"—However this is anticipating. I only insert this protest because I may seem to be expressing a bitterness the protagonists have ceased to feel, a triumph at the victory of their cause which produces in them merely a yawn.
Where are the snows of past years? Where is the hostility that grew between the selfless Reformers who wanted women to have the right to vote and the Liberal ministers who fought so stubbornly and unscrupulously against such a reasonable completion of representative government during the years between the rejection of the Conciliation Bill and spring 1914? The other day, I glanced at a newspaper and saw that Sir Michael and Lady Rossiter had dined at the Ritz with the Grandcourts, Princess Belasco, Sir Abel Batterby, the esteemed Police Surgeon knighted for his skill and discretion in force-feeding, and the George Bounderbys (G.B. was the spiteful Private Secretary of a former Chancellor of the Exchequer who advised him on many of his anti-suffrage schemes). After meeting Vivien Rossiter soon after, I said, "How could you?" "How could I what?" "Dine with the people you once hated." "Oh, I don't know, it's all in the past; we've got the vote, and somehow after those years in Brussels, I seem to have no hatred and few loves left." However, this is anticipating. I only mention this reaction because I might seem to be expressing a bitterness that the main characters no longer feel, a triumph over their cause that simply makes them yawn.
Where is Mrs. Pankhurst? Somehow one thought she would never rest till she was in the Cabinet. And Christabel? And Annie Kenney? Married perchance to some permanent under Secretary of State and viewing "direct action" with growing disapproval.
Where's Mrs. Pankhurst? Somehow, it felt like she wouldn't settle until she was in the Cabinet. And what about Christabel? And Annie Kenney? Maybe they've married some permanent under Secretary of State and are now looking at "direct action" with increasing disapproval.
And the Pethick Lawrences? Some one told me the other day that they'd almost forgotten what it felt like to be forcibly fed.
And the Pethick Lawrences? Someone mentioned to me the other day that they had almost forgotten what it was like to be forcibly fed.
But in November, 1910, we all—we that were whole-hearted reformers, true Liberals, not wolves in sheep's clothing, took very much to heart what happened on the 18th of that month, when the Prime Minister of the time announced that the Conference between the House of Lords and the House of Commons on the Veto question having broken down he had advised His Majesty to dissolve Parliament. This meant that the Conciliation Bill was finally done for; while the declaration of the Prime Minister as to the future Programme of the Liberal Party, if it was returned to power, excluded any mention of a Woman's enfranchisement Bill.
But in November 1910, we all—we who were genuine reformers, true Liberals, not wolves in sheep's clothing—were really affected by what happened on the 18th of that month when the Prime Minister at the time announced that the Conference between the House of Lords and the House of Commons on the Veto issue had fallen apart, and he had advised His Majesty to dissolve Parliament. This meant that the Conciliation Bill was finally dead; while the Prime Minister's declaration about the future agenda of the Liberal Party, if they regained power, didn’t mention a Women's enfranchisement Bill at all.
On Black Friday, November 18th, Vivie was present at the meeting in Caxton Hall when Mrs. Pankhurst explained the position to the Suffragist women assembled there. Her blood was fired by the recital of their wrongs and she was prominent among the four hundred and fifty volunteers who came forward to accompany Mrs. Pankhurst, Dr. Garret Anderson and Susan Knipper-Totes (the two last, infirm old ladies) when they proposed to march to the Houses of Parliament to exercise their right of presenting a petition.
On Black Friday, November 18th, Vivie attended the meeting at Caxton Hall where Mrs. Pankhurst explained the situation to the gathered Suffragist women. Hearing about their injustices ignited her passion, and she was one of the four hundred and fifty volunteers who stepped up to join Mrs. Pankhurst, Dr. Garret Anderson, and Susan Knipper-Totes (the last two being elderly ladies in poor health) when they planned to march to the Houses of Parliament to assert their right to present a petition.
The women proceeded to Parliament Square in small groups so as to keep within the letter of the law. Some like Vivie carried banners with pitiful devices—"Where there's a Bill there's a Way," "Women's Will Beats Asquith's Skill," and so on.... She wished she had given more direct attention to these mottoes, but much of this procedure had been got up on impulse and little preparation made. It was near to four o'clock on a fine November afternoon when the four hundred and fifty women began their movement towards Parliament Square. A red sun was sinking behind the House of Lords, the blue of the misty buildings and street openings was enhanced by the lemon yellow lights of the newly-lit lamps. The avenues converging on the Houses of Parliament were choked with people, and vehicles had to be diverted from the streets. The men in the watching crowd covered the pavements and island "refuges," leaving the roadways to the little groups of struggling women, and the large force—a thousand or more—of opposing police.
The women made their way to Parliament Square in small groups to stay within the law. Some, like Vivie, carried banners with sad messages—"Where there's a Bill there's a Way," "Women's Will Beats Asquith's Skill," and so on…. She regretted not paying more attention to these slogans, but most of this was organized on the fly with little preparation. It was nearly four o'clock on a beautiful November afternoon when the four hundred and fifty women started moving towards Parliament Square. A red sun was setting behind the House of Lords, and the blue silhouettes of the misty buildings and street openings were made brighter by the lemon-yellow glow of the newly-lit lamps. The avenues leading to the Houses of Parliament were packed with people, and vehicles had to be redirected from the streets. The men in the watching crowd filled the sidewalks and "refuges," leaving the roadways to the small groups of struggling women and the large number—over a thousand—of opposing police.
It was said at the time that the Government of the day, realizing by their action or inaction in the House of Commons they had provoked this movement of Mrs. Pankhurst's, had prepared the policy with which to meet it. As on the eve of a General Election it might be awkward if they made many arrests of women—perchance Liberal women—on their way to the House to present a petition or escort a deputation, the police should be instructed instead to repel the Suffragists by force, to give them a taste of that "frightfulness" which became afterwards so familiar a weapon in the Prussian armoury. Some said also that the Government looked to the crowd which was allowed to form unchecked on the pavements, the crowd of rough men and boys—costers from Lambeth, longshore men from the barges on the unembanked Westminster riverside, errand boys, soldiers, sailors, clerks returning home, warehousemen, the tag-rag and bob-tail generally of London when a row is brewing—looked to this crowd to catch fire from the brutality of the police (uniformed and in plain clothes) and really give the women clamouring for the Vote "what for"; teach them a lesson as to what the roused male can do when the female passes the limits of domestic license. A few deaths might result (and did), and many injuries, but the treatment they received would make such an impression on Mrs. Pankhurst's followers that they would at last realize the futility of measuring their puny force against the muscle of man. Force, as the Premier had just said, must be the decisive factor.
It was said back then that the government, realizing through their actions or lack thereof in the House of Commons that they had triggered Mrs. Pankhurst's movement, had come up with a strategy to tackle it. With a General Election approaching, it could be awkward for them to arrest many women—possibly Liberal women—who were on their way to the House to present a petition or accompany a delegation. Instead, the police were instructed to push back the suffragists by force, giving them a taste of that "frightfulness" which later became a well-known tactic in the Prussian arsenal. Some believed the government expected the crowd, made up of rough men and boys—costermongers from Lambeth, dockworkers from the barges along the unembanked Westminster riverside, errand boys, soldiers, sailors, clerks heading home, warehouse workers, and generally all sorts of Londoners when things are getting tense—to ignite from the police’s brutality (both uniformed and plainclothes) and really show the women demanding the vote "what's what"; to teach them a lesson about what a stirred-up man can do when a woman oversteps her domestic boundaries. A few deaths might happen (and did), along with many injuries, but the treatment meted out would leave such an impression on Mrs. Pankhurst's followers that they would finally grasp the futility of pitting their weak strength against the might of men. As the Prime Minister had just stated, force had to be the deciding factor.
But unfortunately for these calculations the large male crowd took quite a different line. The day had gone by when men and boys were wont to cry to some expounding Suffragette: "Go home and mind yer biby." Dimly these toilers and moilers, these loafers and wasters now understood that women of a courage rarely matched in man were fighting for the cause of all ill-governed, mal-administered, swindled, exploited people of either sex. The mass of men, in the mass, is chivalrous. It admires pluck, patience, and persistency. So the crowd instead of aiding the police to knock sense into the women began to take sides with the buffeted, brutalized and bleeding Suffragettes.
But unfortunately for these calculations, the large group of men reacted very differently. The time was past when men and boys used to shout at some speaking Suffragette: "Go home and take care of your baby." Vaguely, these workers and idlers now realized that women with a courage rarely seen in men were fighting for the rights of all poorly governed, mismanaged, swindled, and exploited individuals, regardless of gender. The majority of men, as a whole, are chivalrous. They admire bravery, patience, and persistence. So instead of helping the police to silence the women, the crowd began to side with the battered, brutalized, and bloodied Suffragettes.
Fortunately before the real fighting began, and no doubt as a stroke of policy on the part of some Police Inspector, Mrs. Pankhurst convoying the two frail old ladies—Dr. Garret Anderson and Susan Knipper-Totes—champions of the Vote when Woman Suffrage was outside practical politics—had reached the steps of the Strangers' entrance to the House of Commons. From this point of 'vantage a few of the older leaders of the deputation were able to witness the four or five hours' struggle in and around Parliament Square, the Abbey, Parliament Street, Great George Street which made Black Friday one of the note-worthy days in British history—though, more nostro, it will be long before it is inserted in school books.
Fortunately, before the real fighting started, and undoubtedly as part of some strategy by a Police Inspector, Mrs. Pankhurst escorting the two fragile elderly women—Dr. Garret Anderson and Susan Knipper-Totes—advocates for the Vote when Women's Suffrage was not yet a serious concern in politics—had arrived at the steps of the Strangers' entrance to the House of Commons. From this vantage point, a few of the older leaders of the group were able to witness the four or five hours of struggle in and around Parliament Square, the Abbey, Parliament Street, and Great George Street, which made Black Friday one of the significant days in British history—though, more nostro, it will be a long time before it gets included in school books.
Here, while something like panic signalized the Legislative Chamber and Cabinet ministers scurried in and out like flurried rabbits and finally took refuge in their private rooms—here was fought out the decisive battle between physical and moral force over the suffrage question. The women were so exaltées that they were ready to face death for their cause. The police were so exasperated that they saw red and some went mad with sex mania. It was a horrible spectacle in detail. Men with foam on their moustaches were gripping women by the breasts, tearing open their clothing, and proceeding to rabid indecencies. Or, if not sex-mad, they twisted their arms, turned back their thumbs to dislocation, rained blows with fists on pale faces, covering them with blood. They tore out golden hair or thin grey locks with equal disregard. Mounted police were summoned to overawe the crowd, which by this time whether suffragist and female, or neutral, non-committal and male, was giving the police on foot a very nasty time. The four hundred and fifty women of the original impulse had increased to several thousand. Dusk had long since deepened into a night lit up with arc lamps and the golden radiance of great gas-lamp clusters. Flares were lighted to enable the police to see better what they were doing and who were their assailants. But the women showed complete indifference to the horses; and the horses with that exquisite forbearance that the horse can show to the distraught human, did their utmost not to trample on small feet and outspread hands.
Here, as something like panic filled the Legislative Chamber and Cabinet ministers rushed in and out like frantic rabbits, finally taking cover in their offices—this is where the decisive battle between physical and moral force over the suffrage issue took place. The women were so energized that they were ready to face death for their cause. The police were so furious that they lost control, and some went insane with sexual aggression. It was a terrible sight. Men with foam on their mustaches were grabbing women by the breasts, ripping open their clothes, and engaging in brutal indecencies. If they weren't driven by sexual madness, they twisted the women’s arms, dislocating their thumbs and pounding their pale faces, leaving them bloodied. They tore out golden hair or thin gray locks without a second thought. Mounted police were called in to intimidate the crowd, which by then, whether suffragist and female or neutral, non-committal and male, was making life very difficult for the foot police. The original group of four hundred and fifty women had swelled to several thousand. Night had fallen, lit by streetlights and gas lamps. Flares were lit to help the police see better who their attackers were. But the women showed complete indifference to the horses; and the horses, with their remarkable patience that only they can display to distraught humans, did everything they could to avoid trampling on small feet and outstretched hands.
Here and there humanity asserted itself. One policeman—helmetless, his fair, blond face scratched and bleeding—had in berserkr rage felled a young woman in the semi-darkness. He bore his senseless victim into the shelter of some nook or cloister and turned on her his bull's eye lantern. She was a beautiful creature, in private life a waitress at a tea shop. Her hat was gone and her hair streamed over her drooping face and slender shoulders. The policeman overcome with remorse exclaimed—mentioning the Home Secretary's name "—— be damned; this ain't the job for a decent man." The Suffragette revived under his care. He escorted her home, resigned from the police force, married her and I believe has lived happily ever afterwards, if he was not killed in the War.
Here and there, humanity made its presence known. One policeman—without a helmet, his fair, blond face scratched and bleeding—had, in a frenzied rage, knocked down a young woman in the dim light. He carried his unconscious victim into a corner or a secluded spot and shone his flashlight on her. She was stunning, a waitress at a tea shop in her everyday life. Her hat was missing, and her hair fell over her pale face and slender shoulders. The policeman, filled with regret, exclaimed—mentioning the Home Secretary's name: "—be damned; this isn't the job for a decent man." The suffragette came to under his care. He took her home, quit the police force, married her, and I believe they've lived happily ever after, unless he was killed in the War.
Vivie had struggled for about two hours to reach the precincts of the House, with or without her banner. Probably without, because she had freely used its staff as a weapon of defence, and her former skill in fencing stood her in good stead. But at last she was gripped by two constables, one of them an oldish man and the other a plain-clothes policeman, whom several spectators had singled out for his pleasure in needless brutalities.
Vivie had fought her way for about two hours to get to the area of the House, with or without her banner. Probably without, since she had openly used its staff as a defensive weapon, and her previous fencing skills really helped her out. But finally, she was grabbed by two constables, one of whom was an older man and the other a plainclothes officer, whom several onlookers had identified for his enjoyment of unnecessary violence.
These men proceeded to give her "punishment," and involuntarily she shrieked with mingled agony of pain and outraged sex-revolt. A man who had paused irresolutely on the kerb of a street refuge came to her aid. He dealt the grey-haired constable a blow that sent him reeling and then seized the plain-clothes man by his coat collar. A struggle ensued which ended in the intervener being flung with such violence on the kerb stone that he was temporarily stunned. Presently he found himself being dragged along with his heels dangling, while Vivie, described in language which my jury of matrons will not allow me to repeat, was being propelled alongside him, her clothes nearly torn off her, to some police station where they were placed under arrest. As soon as they had recovered breath and complete consciousness, had wiped the blood from cut heads, noses, and lips, they looked hard at each other. "Thank you so much," said Vivie, "it was good of you." "That's enough," said her defender, "it wanted the voice to make me sure; but somehow I thought all along it was Vivie. Don't you know me? Frank Gardner!"
These guys started to give her "punishment," and without meaning to, she screamed in a mix of pain and anger. A man who had hesitated on the edge of a street refuge came to help her. He hit the gray-haired cop, making him stumble back, then grabbed the plain-clothes officer by his collar. A fight broke out, which ended with the helper being thrown down so hard onto the curb that he was momentarily dazed. Soon, he found himself being dragged along with his heels dragging, while Vivie, who I can't describe in the words my jury of matrons would allow, was being pulled along next to him, her clothes almost ripped off, toward some police station where they were arrested. Once they caught their breath and fully regained consciousness, wiping the blood from their cuts, they stared at each other. "Thank you so much," Vivie said, "that was really kind of you." "That's enough," replied her rescuer, "I just needed to hear your voice to be certain; but I had a feeling all along it was you, Vivie. Don’t you recognize me? Frank Gardner!"
While waiting for the formalities to be concluded and their transference to cells in which they were to pass the night, Frank told Vivie briefly that he had returned from Rhodesia a prosperous man on a brief holiday leaving his wife and children to await his return. Hearing there was likely to be an unusual row that evening over the Suffrage question he had sauntered down from the Strand to see what was going on and had been haunted by the conviction that he would meet Vivie in the middle of the conflict. But when he rushed to her defence his action was instinctive, the impulse of any red-blooded man to defend a woman that was being brutally maltreated.
While waiting for the formalities to wrap up and for them to be transferred to the cells where they would spend the night, Frank briefly told Vivie that he had come back from Rhodesia as a successful man, on a short holiday while leaving his wife and kids waiting for him. When he heard there would probably be a big commotion that evening over the Suffrage issue, he had strolled down from the Strand to see what was happening and felt a strong belief that he would run into Vivie in the midst of the conflict. But when he rushed to defend her, it was instinctive—just the natural urge of any decent man to protect a woman who was being cruelly treated.
The next morning they were haled before the magistrate. Michael Rossiter was in court as a spectator, feverishly anxious to pay Vivie's fine or to find bail, or in all and every way to come to her relief. He seemed rather mystified at the sight of Frank Gardner arraigned with her. But presently the prosecuting counsel for the Chief Commissioner of Police arrived and told the astonished magistrate it was the wish of the Home Secretary that the prisoners in the dock should all be discharged, Vivie and Frank Gardner among them. At any rate no evidence would be tendered by the prosecution.
The next morning, they were brought before the magistrate. Michael Rossiter was in court as a spectator, anxiously trying to pay Vivie's fine or find bail, doing everything he could to help her. He looked a bit confused at the sight of Frank Gardner being charged alongside her. But soon, the prosecuting attorney for the Chief Commissioner of Police showed up and informed the shocked magistrate that the Home Secretary wanted all the prisoners in the dock, including Vivie and Frank Gardner, to be released. In any case, the prosecution would not present any evidence.
So they were released, as also was each fresh batch of prisoners brought in after them. Vivie went in a cab to her house in the Victoria Road; Frank back to his hotel. Both had promised to foregather at Rossiter's house in Portland Place at lunch.
So they were released, just like every new group of prisoners brought in after them. Vivie took a cab to her house on Victoria Road, while Frank returned to his hotel. Both had agreed to meet up at Rossiter's house in Portland Place for lunch.
Hitherto Vivie had refrained from entering No. 1 Park Crescent. She had not seen it or Mrs. Rossiter since David's attack of faintness and hysteria in February, 1909, nearly two years ago. Why she went now she scarcely knew, logically. It was unwise to renew relations too closely with Rossiter, who showed his solicitude for her far too plainly in his face. The introduction to Linda Rossiter in her female form would be embarrassing and would doubtless set that good lady questioning and speculating.
Up until now, Vivie had avoided going to No. 1 Park Crescent. She hadn’t seen it or Mrs. Rossiter since David's fainting and hysteria incident in February 1909, nearly two years ago. She wasn't exactly sure why she was going now. It wasn’t smart to get too close to Rossiter again, who clearly showed his concern for her on his face. Meeting Linda Rossiter as a woman would be awkward and would definitely make that nice lady start asking questions and guessing things.
Yet she felt she must see Rossiter—writing was always dangerous and inadequate—and reason with him; beg him not to spoil his own chances in life for her, not lose his head in politics and personal animosities on her behalf, as he seemed likely to do. Already people were speaking of him as a parallel to ——, and ——, and —— (you can fill the blanks for yourself with the names of great men of science who have become ineffective, quarrelsome, isolated members of Parliament); saying it was a great loss to Science and no gain to the legislature.
Yet she felt she had to see Rossiter—writing was always risky and insufficient—and talk things over with him; ask him not to ruin his own chances in life for her, not to lose his cool in politics and personal grudges on her account, as he seemed likely to do. Already, people were comparing him to ——, and ——, and —— (feel free to fill in the blanks with the names of famous scientists who became ineffective, contentious, isolated members of Parliament); saying it was a huge loss to Science and no benefit to the legislature.
As to Frank Gardner, she was equally eager for a long explanatory talk with him. Except that her life had inured her to surprises and unexpected meetings, it was sufficiently amazing that Frank and she, who had not seen each other or touched hands for thirteen years, should meet thus in a dangerous scuffle in a dense struggling crowd outside the Houses of Parliament. She must so arrange matters after lunch that Frank should not prevent her hour's talk with Rossiter, yet should have the long explanation he himself deserved. An idea. She would telephone to Praddy and invite herself and Frank to tea at his studio after she had left the Rossiters.
As for Frank Gardner, she was just as keen for a long discussion with him. Given that her life had toughened her to surprises and unexpected encounters, it was still pretty incredible that Frank and she, who hadn't seen each other or even shaken hands in thirteen years, should run into each other in a chaotic crowd outside the Houses of Parliament. She needed to figure things out after lunch so that Frank wouldn't interrupt her hour-long conversation with Rossiter, but he would still get the detailed explanation he deserved. An idea popped into her mind. She would call Praddy and invite herself and Frank to tea at his studio after she finished with the Rossiters.
Mrs. Rossiter was used to unexpected guests at lunch. People on terms of familiarity dropped in, or the Professor detained some colleague or pupil and made him sit down to the meal which was always prepared and seated for four. Therefore she was not particularly taken aback when her husband appeared at five minutes to one in the little drawing-room and after requesting that the macaw and the cockatoo might be removed for the nonce to a back room—as they made sustained conversation impossible, announced that he expected momently—ah! there was the bell—two persons whose acquaintance he was sure Linda would like to make. One was Captain Frank Gardner, who owned a big ranch in Rhodesia, and—er—the other—oh no! no relation—was Miss Warren....
Mrs. Rossiter was used to having unexpected guests for lunch. Friends would drop by, or the Professor would hold back a colleague or student and make them sit down for a meal that was always set for four. So, she wasn't particularly surprised when her husband walked into the little drawing-room at five minutes to one. After asking for the macaw and the cockatoo to be taken to a back room—since they made it hard to have a conversation—he announced that he was expecting any moment now—ah! there’s the doorbell—two people he was sure Linda would enjoy meeting. One was Captain Frank Gardner, who owned a large ranch in Rhodesia, and—um—the other—oh no! no relation—was Miss Warren....
"What, one of the Warrens of Huddersfield? Well, I never! And where did you pick her up? Strange she shouldn't have written to me she was coming up to town! I could—"
"What, one of the Warrens from Huddersfield? I can't believe it! And where did you find her? It's odd she didn't let me know she was coming to town! I could—"
"No, this is a Miss Vivien Warren—"
"No, this is Miss Vivien Warren—"
"Vivien? How curious, why that is the name of the Adams's little girl—"
"Vivien? How interesting, that's the name of the Adams' little girl—"
"A Miss Vivien Warren," went on Rossiter patiently—"a well-known Suffragist who—"
"A Miss Vivien Warren," Rossiter continued patiently, "a well-known suffragist who—"
"Oh Michael! Not a Suffragette!" wailed Mrs. Rossiter, imagining vitriol was about to be thrown over the surviving pug and damage done generally to the furniture—But at this moment the butler announced: "Captain Frank Gardner and Miss Warren."
"Oh Michael! Not a Suffragette!" cried Mrs. Rossiter, picturing vitriol being thrown over the surviving pug and all sorts of damage to the furniture—But at that moment, the butler announced: "Captain Frank Gardner and Miss Warren."
Gardner was well enough, a lean soldierly-looking man, brown with the African sun, with pleasant twinkling blue eyes, a thick moustache and curly hair, just a little thin on the top. His face was rather scarred with African adventure and did not show much special trace of his last night's tussle with the police. There was a cut at the back of his head where he had fallen on the kerb stone but that was neatly plastered, and you do not turn your back much on a hostess, at any rate on first introduction.
Gardner looked fine, a lean, soldier-like guy, tanned from the African sun, with cheerful, twinkling blue eyes, a thick mustache, and curly hair that was slightly thinning on top. His face bore some scars from his African adventures and didn’t show much evidence of his scuffle with the police the night before. There was a cut on the back of his head from falling on the curb, but it was neatly bandaged, and you don’t want to turn your back on a hostess, especially during a first introduction.
But Vivie had obviously been in the wars. She had—frankly—a black eye, a cut and swollen lip, and her ordinarily well-shaped nose was a trifle swollen and reddened. But her eyes likewise were twinkling, though the bruised one was bloodshot.
But Vivie had clearly been through a tough time. She had—ahem—a black eye, a cut and swollen lip, and her normally attractive nose was slightly swollen and red. But her eyes were still sparkling, even though the bruised one was bloodshot.
"I'm sorry, Mrs. Rossiter, to be introduced to you like this. I don't know what you will think of me. It's the first time I've been in a really bad row.... We were trying to get to the House of Commons, but the police interfered and gave us the full privileges of a man as regards their fists. Captain Gardner here—who is an old friend of mine—intervened, or I'm afraid I shouldn't have got off as cheaply as I did. And your husband kindly came to the police court to testify to our good character, and then invited us to lunch."
"I'm sorry, Mrs. Rossiter, to meet you like this. I don't know what you’ll think of me. It's the first time I've been in a really bad situation.... We were trying to get to the House of Commons, but the police got involved and really beat us up. Captain Gardner here—who is an old friend of mine—stepped in, or I'm afraid I wouldn't have gotten off so easily. And your husband kindly came to the police station to vouch for our good character, and then invited us to lunch."
Mrs. Rossiter: "Why how your voice reminds me of some one who used to come here a good deal at one time—a Mr. David Williams. I suppose he isn't any relation?"
Mrs. Rossiter: "Wow, your voice really reminds me of someone who used to come here a lot back in the day—a Mr. David Williams. I assume he's not related to you?"
Vivie (while Frank Gardner looks a little astonished): "Oh—my cousin. I knew you knew him. He has often talked to me about you. I'll tell you about David by and bye, Frank."
Vivie (while Frank Gardner looks a bit surprised): "Oh—my cousin. I knew you knew him. He’s talked to me about you a lot. I'll tell you about David later, Frank."
At this interchange of Christian names Mrs. Rossiter thinks she understands the situation: they are engaged, have been since last night's rescue. But what extraordinary people the dear Professor does pick up! Have they got ductless glands, she wonders?
At this exchange of names, Mrs. Rossiter thinks she understands what's going on: they’re engaged and have been since last night's rescue. But what extraordinary people the dear Professor does attract! Do they have some sort of special charm, she wonders?
Rossiter who has been fidgeting through this dialogue considers that lunch is ready, so they proceed to the small dining-room, "the breakfast-room." Mrs. Rossiter was always very proud of having a small drawing-room (otherwise, "me boudwor") and a small dining-room. It prepared the way for greater magnificence at big parties and also enabled one to be cosier with a few friends.
Rossiter, who has been fidgeting during this conversation, thinks that lunch is ready, so they head to the small dining room, "the breakfast room." Mrs. Rossiter always took great pride in having a small drawing room (also known as "my boudoir") and a small dining room. This made room for more grandeur at larger parties and also allowed for a cozier atmosphere with a few friends.
At luncheon:
At lunch:
Mrs. Rossiter to Frank Gardner, archly: "I suppose you've come home to be married?"
Mrs. Rossiter to Frank Gardner, playfully: "I guess you’ve come back to get married?"
Frank: "Oh no! I'm not a bigamist, I've got a wife already and four children, and jolly glad I shall be to get back to 'em. I can't stand much of the English climate, after getting so used to South African sunshine. No. I came on a business trip to England, leaving my old dear out at the farm near Salisbury, with the kids—we've got a nice English governess who helps her to look after 'em. A year or two hence I hope to bring 'em over to see the old country and we may have to put the eldest to school: children run wild so in South Africa. As to Miss Warren, she's an old friend of mine and a very dear one. I hadn't seen her for—for—thirteen years, when the sound of her voice—She's got one of those voices you never forget—the sound of her voice came up out of that beastly crowd of gladiators yesterday, and I found her being hammered by two policemen. I pretty well laid one out, though I hadn't used my fists for a matter of ten years. Then I got knocked over myself, I passed a night in a police cell feeling pretty sick and positively maddened at not being able to ask any questions. Then at last morning came, I had a wash and brush up—the police after all aren't bad chaps, and most of 'em seemed jolly well ashamed of last night's doin's—Then I met Vivie in Court and your husband too. He took me on trust and I'm awfully grateful to him. I've got a dear old mater down in Kent—Margate, don't you know—my dad's still alive, Vivie!—and she'd have been awfully cut up at hearing her son had been spending the night in a police cell and was goin' to be fined for rioting, only fortunately the Home Secretary said we weren't to be punished.... But Professor Rossiter's coming on the scene was a grand thing. Besides being an M.P., I needn't tell you, Mrs. Rossiter, he has a world-wide reputation. Oh, we read your books, sir, out in South Africa, I can tell you—Well—er—and here we are—and I'm monopolizing the conversation."
Frank: "Oh no! I'm not a bigamist; I've already got a wife and four kids, and I can’t wait to get back to them. I can't handle much of the English weather after getting used to the sunshine in South Africa. No. I came to England on a business trip, leaving my dear wife at the farm near Salisbury with the kids—we have a nice English governess who helps her look after them. In a year or two, I hope to bring them over to see the old country, and we might have to send the oldest to school since kids kind of run wild in South Africa. As for Miss Warren, she's an old and very dear friend of mine. I hadn’t seen her for—what is it—thirteen years, when I heard her voice—she has one of those unforgettable voices—coming from that wretched crowd of gladiators yesterday, and I found her being manhandled by two policemen. I knocked one of them down, even though I hadn’t used my fists in about ten years. Then I got knocked over myself and ended up spending the night in a police cell, feeling pretty sick and really frustrated about not being able to ask any questions. Finally, morning came, I cleaned myself up—the police, after all, aren’t bad guys, and most of them seemed really ashamed of last night’s events—then I ran into Vivie in court and your husband too. He took me at my word, and I'm really grateful to him. I’ve got a dear old mom down in Kent—Margate, you know—my dad’s still alive, Vivie!—and she would have been really upset to hear that her son had spent the night in a police cell and was going to be fined for rioting, but thankfully the Home Secretary said we wouldn't be punished... But Professor Rossiter showing up was a huge help. Besides being an MP, I shouldn’t have to tell you, Mrs. Rossiter, he has a worldwide reputation. Oh, we read your books out in South Africa, I can tell you—Well—er—and here we are—and I’m hogging the conversation."
Vivie sat opposite her old lover, and near to the man who loved her now with such ill-concealed passion that his hand trembled for her very proximity. She felt strangely elated, strangely gay, at times inclined to laugh as she caught sight of her bruised and puffy face in an opposite mirror, yet happy in the knowledge that notwithstanding the thirteen years of separation, her repeated rejection of his early love, her battered appearance, Frank still felt tenderly towards her, still remembered the timbre of her voice. Her mouth was too sore and swollen to make eating very pleasant. She trifled with her food but she felt young and full of gay adventure. Mrs. Rossiter a little overwhelmed with all the information Gardner had poured out, a little irritated also at the dancing light in Vivie's eyes, turned her questionings on her.
Vivie sat across from her old lover and close to the man who loved her now with such barely hidden passion that his hand shook just from being near her. She felt strangely uplifted and cheerful, at times wanting to laugh when she caught sight of her bruised and swollen face in a nearby mirror, yet happy knowing that despite the thirteen years apart, her repeated rejections of his early love, and her battered appearance, Frank still cared for her, still remembered the sound of her voice. Her mouth was too sore and swollen to make eating enjoyable. She picked at her food, but felt young and ready for adventure. Mrs. Rossiter, a bit overwhelmed by all the information Gardner had shared and somewhat irritated by the glimmer of excitement in Vivie’s eyes, turned her questions toward her.
Mrs. Rossiter: "I suppose you are the Miss Warren who speaks so much. I often see your name in the papers, especially in Votes for Women that the Professor takes in. Isn't it funny that a man should care so much about women getting the vote? I'm sure I don't want it. I'm quite content to exercise my influence through him, especially now he's in Parliament. But then I have my home to look after, and I'm much too busy to go out and about and mix myself up in politics. I'm quite content to leave all that to the menfolk."
Mrs. Rossiter: "I guess you’re the Miss Warren who talks a lot. I often see your name in the news, especially in Votes for Women that the Professor subscribes to. Isn’t it amusing that a man cares so much about women getting the vote? I’m sure I don’t want it. I’m totally fine with influencing him, especially now that he’s in Parliament. But I have my home to take care of, and I’m way too busy to go out and get involved in politics. I’m perfectly fine leaving all that to the men."
Vivie: "Quite so. In your position no doubt I should do the same; but you see I haven't any menfolk. There is my mother, but she prefers to live abroad, and as she is comfortably off she can employ servants to look after her." (This hint of wealth a little reassured Mrs. Rossiter, who believed most Suffragettes to be adventuresses.) "So, as I have no ties I prefer to give myself up to the service of women in general. When they have the vote and other privileges of men, then of course I can attend to my private interests and pursuits—mathematical calculations, insurance risks—"
Vivie: "Exactly. If I were in your position, I’d probably do the same; but you see, I don't have any family. My mother is around, but she prefers living overseas, and since she's financially secure, she can hire help for herself." (This implication of wealth slightly comforted Mrs. Rossiter, who thought most Suffragettes were just seeking their own agendas.) "So, without any commitments, I choose to dedicate myself to supporting women in general. Once they have the right to vote and other privileges that men have, then I can focus on my personal interests and pursuits—like math calculations and insurance risks—"
Mrs. Rossiter: "It is extraordinary how like your voice is to your cousin's. If I shut my eyes I could think he was back again. Not," (she added hastily) "that he has not, no doubt, plenty to do abroad. Do you ever see him now? Why does he not marry and settle down? One never hears of him now as a barrister. But then he used to feel his cases too much. The last time he was here he fainted and had to stay here all night.
Mrs. Rossiter: "It's amazing how similar your voice is to your cousin's. If I closed my eyes, I could swear he was here again. Not," (she quickly added) "that he probably has plenty to keep him busy overseas. Do you ever see him now? Why doesn't he marry and settle down? You never hear about him anymore as a barrister. But then he used to take his cases too personally. The last time he was here, he fainted and had to stay all night."
"And yet he had won his case and got his—what do you say? client? off—I dare say you remember it? She was my husband's cousin though we hardly liked to say so at the time: it is so unpleasant having a murder in the family. Fortunately she was let off; I mean, the jury said 'not guilty,' though personally I—However that is neither here nor there, and since then she's married Colonel Kesteven—Won't you have some pheasant? No? I remember your cousin used to have a very poor appetite, especially when one of his cases was on. How he used—excuse my saying so—how he used to tire poor Michael—Mr. Rossiter! Talk, talk, talk! in the evenings, and I knew the Professor had his lectures to prepare, but hints were thrown away on Mr. David."
"And yet he won his case and got his—what do you say? client? off—I bet you remember it? She was my husband's cousin, though we didn’t really like to mention it at the time: it’s so awkward to have a murder in the family. Luckily, she was acquitted; I mean, the jury said 'not guilty,' though personally I—However, that’s not important, and since then she’s married Colonel Kesteven—Won't you have some pheasant? No? I remember your cousin used to have a really poor appetite, especially when one of his cases was on. How he used—excuse me for saying so—how he used to tire poor Michael—Mr. Rossiter! He would just talk, talk, talk! in the evenings, and I knew the Professor had his lectures to prepare, but hints were wasted on Mr. David."
Rossiter broke in:
Rossiter interrupted:
"Now what would you like to do in the afternoon, Miss Warren? And Gardner? You, by the bye, have the first claim on our hospitality. You have just arrived from Africa and the only thing we have done for you, so far, is to drag you into a disgraceful row."
"Now, what do you want to do this afternoon, Miss Warren? And Gardner? By the way, you are our top priority for hospitality. You just got here from Africa, and the only thing we’ve done for you so far is pull you into a messy argument."
Frank: "Well, I should like a glimpse of the Zoo. I'm quite willing to pay my shilling and give no more trouble, but if Vivie is going there too we could all walk up together. After that I'm going to revisit an old acquaintance of mine and Vivie's, Praed the architect—lives somewhere in Chelsea if I remember right—"
Frank: "Well, I would like to check out the Zoo. I'm totally fine with paying my shilling and not causing any more trouble, but if Vivie is going there too, we could all walk up together. After that, I'm planning to catch up with an old friend of mine and Vivie's, Praed the architect—he lives somewhere in Chelsea if I remember correctly—"
Vivie: "In Hans Place. I don't particularly want to go to the Zoo. I look so odd I might over-excite the monkeys. I think I should like to try a restful visit to the Royal Botanic. I'm so fond of their collection of weird succulent plants—things that look like stones and suddenly produce superb flowers."
Vivie: "At Hans Place. I really don't want to go to the Zoo. I look so strange I might get the monkeys too worked up. I think I'd prefer a relaxing visit to the Royal Botanic. I'm really into their collection of unusual succulent plants—things that look like rocks and then suddenly bloom into amazing flowers."
Mrs. Rossiter: "We belong to the Botanic as well as to the Zoo. I could take you there after lunch."
Mrs. Rossiter: "We are members of both the Botanic and the Zoo. I can take you there after lunch."
Rossiter: "You forget, dearie, you've got to open that Bazaar in Marylebone Town Hall—"
Rossiter: "You forget, dear, you've got to open that Bazaar in Marylebone Town Hall—"
Linda: "Oh, have I? To be sure. But it's Lady Goring that does the opening, I'm much too nervous. Still I promised to come. Would Miss Warren care to come with me?"
Linda: "Oh, have I? Definitely. But it's Lady Goring who handles the opening; I'm way too nervous. Still, I promised I'd show up. Would Miss Warren like to come with me?"
Vivie: "I should have liked to awfully: I love bazaars; but just at this moment I'm thinking more of those succulent plants ... and my battered face."
Vivie: "I would have loved to go: I really enjoy bazaars; but right now I'm thinking more about those juicy plants ... and my damaged face."
Rossiter: "I'll make up your minds for you. We'll all drive to the Zoo in Linda's motor. Gardner shall look at the animals and then find his way to Hans Place. I'll escort Miss Warren to the Botanic, and then come on and pick you up, Linda, at the Town Hall."
Rossiter: "I'll decide for you all. We'll all drive to the Zoo in Linda's car. Gardner can check out the animals and then head to Hans Place. I'll take Miss Warren to the Botanic, and then I’ll come and pick you up, Linda, at the Town Hall."
That statement seemed to satisfy every one, so after coffee and a glance round the laboratory and the last experiments, they proceeded to the Zoo, with at least an hour's daylight at their disposal.
That statement seemed to satisfy everyone, so after coffee and a look around the lab and the last experiments, they headed to the Zoo, with at least an hour of daylight available to them.
Rossiter and Vivie were at last alone within the charmed circle of the Botanic Gardens. They made their way slowly to the great Palm House and thence up twisty iron steps to a nook like a tree refuge in New Guinea, among palm boles and extravagant aroid growths.
Rossiter and Vivie were finally alone within the enchanting atmosphere of the Botanic Gardens. They made their way slowly to the large Palm House and then up the winding iron steps to a spot that resembled a tree hideaway in New Guinea, surrounded by palm trunks and lush aroid plants.
"Now Michael," said Vivie—despite her bruised face she looked very elegant in her grey costume, grey hat, and grey suède gloves, and he had to exercise great self-restraint, remember that he was known by sight to most of the gardeners and to the ubiquitous secretary, in order to refrain from crushing her to his side: "Now Michael: I want a serious talk to you, a talk which will last for another eighteen months—which is about the time that has elapsed since we had our last—You're not keeping the pact we made."
"Now Michael," Vivie said—despite her bruised face, she looked very stylish in her gray outfit, gray hat, and gray suede gloves, and he had to really hold himself back, remembering that most of the gardeners and the always-present secretary knew him by sight, in order to stop himself from pulling her close: "Now Michael: I need to have a serious conversation with you, a conversation that will last for another eighteen months—which is about how long it’s been since our last one—you’re not keeping the promise we made."
"What was that?"
"What was that about?"
"Why you promised me that your—your—love—No! I won't misuse that word—Your friendship for me should not spoil your life, your career, or make Linda unhappy. Yet it is doing all three. You've lived in a continual agitation since you got into Parliament, and now you'll be involved in more electioneering in order to be returned once more. Meantime your science has come to a dead stop. And it's so far more important for us than getting the Vote. All this franchise agitation is on a much lower plane. It amuses and interests me. It keeps me from thinking too much about you. Besides, I am naturally rather combative; I secretly enjoy these rough-and-tumbles with constituted authority. I also really do think it is a beastly shame, this preference shown for man, in most of the careers and in the franchise. But don't you worry yourself unduly about it. If I really thought that you cared so much about me that it was turning you away from our religion, scientific research, I'd go over to Brussels to my mother and stay there. I really would; and I really will if you don't stop following me about from meeting to meeting and going mad over the Suffrage question in the House. Is it true that you struck a Cabinet minister the other day? Mr. ——?"
"Why did you promise me that your—your—love—No! I won't misuse that word—Your friendship for me shouldn't ruin your life, your career, or make Linda unhappy. But it’s doing all three. You've been in constant turmoil since you entered Parliament, and now you'll have to deal with more campaigning to get re-elected. Meanwhile, your scientific work has come to a standstill. And that's way more important for us than gaining the Vote. All this franchise agitation is on a much lower level. It entertains and intrigues me. It keeps me from thinking too much about you. Besides, I’m naturally a bit combative; I secretly enjoy these clashes with authority. I also really do think it’s a horrible shame that men get preference in most careers and in voting rights. But don’t you worry yourself too much about it. If I truly believed that you cared about me so much that it was pulling you away from our religion, scientific research, I'd go to Brussels to stay with my mother. I really would; and I really will if you don’t stop following me from meeting to meeting and going crazy over the Suffrage issue in the House. Is it true that you hit a Cabinet minister the other day? Mr. ——?"
Rossiter: "Yes, it's true, and he asked for it. If I am unreasonable what are they? ——, ——, and ——? Why have they such a bitter feeling against your sex? Have they had no mothers, no sweethearts, no sisters, no wives? If I'd never met you I should still have been a Suffragist. I think I was one, as a boy, watching what my mother suffered from my father, and how he collared all her money—I suppose it was before the Married Woman's Property Act—and grudged her any for her dress, her little comforts, her books, or even for proper medical advice. And to hear these Liberal Cabinet Ministers—Liberal, mind you—talk about women, often with the filthy phrases of the street—Well: he got a smack on the jaw and decided to treat the incident as a trifling one ... his private secretary patched it up somehow, but I expressed no regret....
Rossiter: "Yes, it's true, and he asked for it. If I'm unreasonable, then what are they? ——, ——, and ——? Why do they have such a bitter attitude toward your gender? Haven't they had mothers, sweethearts, sisters, or wives? If I had never met you, I would still have been a Suffragist. I think I was one as a kid, watching what my mother went through with my father and how he took control of all her money—I guess it was before the Married Woman's Property Act—and begrudged her any for her clothes, her little comforts, her books, or even for decent medical care. And to hear these Liberal Cabinet Ministers—Liberal, mind you—talk about women, often using the filthy language of the street—Well: he got hit in the jaw and decided to brush off the incident... his private secretary managed to smooth things over somehow, but I felt no regret....
"Well, darling, I'll try to do as you wish. I'll try to shut you out of my thoughts and return to my experiments, when I'm not on platforms or in the House. I think I shall get in again—it's a mere matter of money, and thanks to Linda that isn't wanting. I'm not going to withdraw from politics, you bet, however disenchanted I may be. It's because the decent, honest, educated men withdraw that legislation and administration are left to the case-hardened rogues ... and the uneducated ... and the cranks. But don't make things too hard for me. Keep out of prison ... keep off hunger strikes—If you're going to be man-handled by the police—Ah! why wasn't I there, instead of in the House? Gardner had all the luck.... I was glad to hear he was married."
"Well, darling, I'll try to do what you want. I'll try to clear you from my mind and focus on my experiments, when I'm not on stages or in the House. I think I'll get back in—it's just a matter of money, and thanks to Linda, that's not an issue. I'm not backing away from politics, no way, no matter how disillusioned I might feel. It's because the good, honest, educated people step back that legislation and administration are left to the hardened criminals... and the uneducated... and the crazy ones. But don’t make it too difficult for me. Stay out of prison... avoid hunger strikes—If you're going to be mistreated by the police—Ah! Why wasn’t I there, instead of in the House? Gardner had all the luck... I was glad to hear he got married."
Vivie: "Oh you needn't be jealous of poor Frank. And he'll soon be back in South Africa. You needn't be jealous of any one. I'm all yours—in spirit—for all time. Now we must be going: it's getting dusk and we should be irretrievably ruined if we were locked up in this dilapidated old palm house. Besides, I'm to meet Frank at Praddy's studio in order to tell him the history of the last thirteen years."
Vivie: "Oh, you don’t have to be jealous of poor Frank. He’ll be back in South Africa soon. You don’t need to be jealous of anyone. I’m all yours—in spirit—for eternity. Now we should get going: it’s getting dark, and we’d be completely ruined if we got stuck in this rundown old palm house. Plus, I’m meeting Frank at Praddy’s studio to update him on the last thirteen years."
As they walked away: "You know, Michael, I'm still hoping we may be friends without being lovers. I wonder whether Linda would get to like me?"
As they walked away, she said, "You know, Michael, I'm still hoping we can be friends without being lovers. I wonder if Linda would come to like me?"
At Praed's studio. Lewis Maitland Praed is looking older. He must be now—November, 1910—about fifty-eight or fifty-nine. But he has still a certain elegance, the look of a lesser Leighton about him. Frank has been there already for half an hour, and the tea-table has been, so to speak, deflowered. Vivie accepts a cup, a muffin, and a marron glacé. Then says, "Now, dear Praddy, summon your mistress, dons l'honnête sens du mot, and have this tea-table cleared so that we can have a hugely long and uninterrupted talk. I have got to give Frank a summary of all that I've done in the past thirteen years. Meanwhile Frank, as your record, I feel convinced, is so blameless and normal that it could be told before any parlour-maid, you start off whilst she is taking away the tea, fiddling with the stove, and prolonging to the uttermost her services to a master who has become her slave."
At Praed's studio. Lewis Maitland Praed looks older. He must be now—November 1910—about fifty-eight or fifty-nine. But he still has a certain elegance, a vibe similar to a lesser Leighton. Frank has been there for half an hour already, and the tea table has, so to speak, been depleted. Vivie accepts a cup, a muffin, and a marron glacé. Then she says, "Now, dear Praddy, please call your mistress, dons l'honnête sens du mot, and have this tea table cleared so we can have a long, uninterrupted chat. I need to give Frank a summary of everything I've done in the past thirteen years. In the meantime, Frank, as your record, I’m convinced is so faultless and normal that it could be shared in front of any parlour maid. You can start while she is clearing away the tea, fiddling with the stove, and stretching out her services to a master who has become her servant."
The parlour-maid enters, and casts more than one searching glance at Vivie's bruised features, but performs her duties in a workmanlike manner.
The parlor maid walks in, throwing several concerned looks at Vivie's bruised face, but carries out her tasks efficiently.
Frank: "My story? Oh well, it's a happy one on the whole—very happy. Soon as the war was over, I got busy in Rhodesia and pitched on a perfect site for a stock and fruit farm. The B.S.A. Co. was good to me because I'd known Cecil Rhodes and Dr. Jim; and by nineteen four I was going well, they'd made me a magistrate, and some of my mining shares had turned out trumps. Then Westlock came out as Governor General, and Lady Enid had brought out with her a jolly nice girl as governess to her children. She was the daughter of a parson in Hertfordshire near the Brinsley estates. Well, I won't say—bein' the soul of truth—that I fell in love with her—straight away—because I don't think I ever fell deep in love—straight away—with any girl but you, Vivie. But I did feel, as it was hopeless askin' you to marry me, here was the wife I wanted. She was good enough to accept me and the Westlocks were awfully kind and made everything easy. Lady Enid's a perfect brick—and, by the bye, she's a great Suffragist too. Well: we were married at Pretoria in 1904, and now we've got four children; a sturdy young Frank, a golupshous Vivie—oh, I told Muriel everything, she's the sort of woman you can—And the other two are called Bertha after my mother and Charlotte after Mrs. Bernard Shaw. I sent you, Vivie—a newspaper with the announcement of my marriage—Dj'ever get it?"
Frank: "My story? Well, overall, it's a happy one—very happy. As soon as the war ended, I got to work in Rhodesia and found the perfect spot for a stock and fruit farm. The B.S.A. Co. treated me well because I knew Cecil Rhodes and Dr. Jim; by 1904, I was doing great, they made me a magistrate, and some of my mining shares had really paid off. Then Westlock came out as Governor General, and Lady Enid brought along a really lovely girl as a governess for her children. She was the daughter of a parson from Hertfordshire near the Brinsley estates. Now, I won’t say—being completely honest—that I fell in love with her right away, because I don’t think I ever fell really deeply for any girl right off the bat except you, Vivie. But I did think that since asking you to marry me was hopeless, here was the wife I wanted. She was kind enough to say yes, and the Westlocks were incredibly generous and made everything easy. Lady Enid is wonderful—and by the way, she's a strong Suffragist too. So we got married in Pretoria in 1904, and now we have four kids: a sturdy young Frank, a lively Vivie—oh, I've told Muriel everything; she's the kind of woman you can talk to—And the other two are named Bertha after my mother and Charlotte after Mrs. Bernard Shaw. I sent you, Vivie, a newspaper with the announcement of my marriage—did you ever get it?"
Vivie: "Never. But I was undergoing a sea-change of my own, just then, which I will tell you all about presently."
Vivie: "Never. But I was going through a major transformation at that moment, which I’ll explain to you shortly."
Frank: "Well then. I came back to England on a hurried visit. You remember, Praddy? But you were away in Italy and I couldn't find Vivie anywhere. I called round at where your office was—Fraser and Warren—where we parted in 1897—and there was no more Fraser and Warren. Nobody knew anything about what had become of you. P'raps I might have found out, but I got a bit huffy, thought you might have written me a line about my marriage. I did write to Miss Fraser, but the letter was returned from the Dead Letter office," (Vivie: "She married Colonel Armstrong.") "Well, there it is! By some devilish lucky chance I had no sooner got to London from Southhampton, day before yesterday, than some one told me all about the expected row between the Suffragettes and the police. Thought I'd go and see for myself what this meant. No idea before how far the thing had gone, or what brutes the police could be. Had a sort of notion, don't know why, that dear old Viv would be in it, up to the neck. Got mixed up in the crowd and helped a woman or two out of it. Lady Feenix—they said it was—picked up some and took 'em into her motor. And then I heard a cry which could only be in Vivie's voice—dear old Viv—(leans forward with shining eyes to press her hand) and ... there we are. How're the bruises?"
Frank: "So, I came back to England for a quick visit. You remember, Praddy? But you were in Italy, and I couldn't find Vivie anywhere. I stopped by your old office—Fraser and Warren—where we said goodbye in 1897—and it was no longer there. Nobody knew what happened to you. I might have figured it out, but I got a bit upset, thinking you could have dropped me a note about my marriage. I wrote to Miss Fraser, but the letter came back from the Dead Letter Office," (Vivie: "She married Colonel Armstrong.") "Well, there you go! By some stroke of luck, I just got to London from Southampton the day before yesterday when someone told me all about the clash between the Suffragettes and the police. I thought I'd check it out for myself. I had no idea how intense things had gotten or what horrible treatment the police were dishing out. I had this strange feeling, I don’t know why, that dear old Viv would be right in the thick of it. I got caught up in the crowd and helped a woman or two out. They said it was Lady Feenix—she picked some people up and took them in her car. And then I heard a scream that only Vivie could make—dear old Viv—(leans forward with shining eyes to press her hand) and ... here we are. How are the bruises?"
Vivie: "Oh, they ache rather, but it is such joy to have such friends as you and Praddy and Michael Rossiter, that I don't mind what I go through..."
Vivie: "Oh, they hurt a bit, but it's such joy to have friends like you, Praddy, and Michael Rossiter that I don't care what I endure..."
Frank: "But I say, Viv, about this Rossiter man. He seems awfully gone on you...?"
Frank: "But I’m telling you, Viv, about this Rossiter guy. He really seems into you...?"
Vivie (flushing in the firelight): "Does he? It's only friendship. I really don't see them often but he came to my assistance once at a critical time. And now that Praddy's all-powerful parlour-maid's definitely left us, I will tell you my story."
Vivie (blushing in the firelight): "Does he? It's just friendship. I don't see him that much, but he helped me out once when it really mattered. And now that Praddy's super influential maid is definitely gone, I’m going to share my story."
So she does, between five and half-past six, almost without interruption from the spell-bound Frank—who says it licks any novel he ever read, and she ought to turn it into a novel—with a happy ending—or from Praed who is at times a little somnolent. Then at half-past six, the practical Frank says:
So she does, between five and half-past six, almost without interruption from the mesmerized Frank—who says it beats any novel he's ever read, and she should turn it into a novel—with a happy ending—or from Praed, who is occasionally a bit sleepy. Then at half-past six, the practical Frank says:
"Look here, you chaps, I could go on listening till midnight, but what's the matter with a bit of dinner? I dare say Praddy's parlour-maid might turn sour if we asked her at a moment's notice to find dinner for three. Why not come out and dine with me at the Hans Crescent Hotel? Close by. I'll get a quiet table and we can finish our talk there. To-morrow I must go down to Margate to see the dear old mater, and it may be a week before I'm up again."
"Hey guys, I could listen to this all night, but how about we grab some dinner? I bet Praddy's maid would be annoyed if we asked her to whip up a meal for three on such short notice. Why don't you come out and have dinner with me at the Hans Crescent Hotel? It's just around the corner. I'll get a nice, quiet table and we can continue our conversation there. Tomorrow, I've got to head down to Margate to see my dear mom, and it might be a week before I'm back."
They adjourn to the hostelry mentioned.
They head to the inn that was mentioned.
Over coffee and cigarettes, Vivie makes this appeal to Frank: "Now Frank, you know all my story. Tell me first, what really became of the real David Williams, the young man you met in the hospital and wrote to me about?"
Over coffee and cigarettes, Vivie makes this request to Frank: "Now Frank, you know my whole story. First, tell me, what really happened to the real David Williams, the young man you met in the hospital and wrote to me about?"
Frank: "'Pon my life I don't know. I never heard one word about him after I got clear of the hospital myself. You know it fell into Boer hands during that rising in Cape Colony. I expect the 'real' David Williams, as you call him, died from neglected wounds or typhoid—or recovered and took to drink, or went up country and got knocked on the head by the natives for interfering with their women—Good riddance of bad rubbish, I expect. What do you want me to do? I'll swear to anything in reason."
Frank: "Honestly, I have no idea. I haven't heard a thing about him since I left the hospital. You know it ended up in Boer control during that uprising in Cape Colony. I guess the 'real' David Williams, as you call him, either died from untreated wounds or typhoid—or he got better and fell into drinking, or went inland and got hit on the head by the locals for interfering with their women—Good riddance, I suppose. What do you want me to do? I'll swear to anything reasonable."
Vivie: "I want you to do this. Run down one day before you go back to Africa, to South Wales, to Pontystrad—It's not far from Swansea—And call at the Vicarage on the pretext that you've come to enquire about David Vavasour Williams whom you once knew in South Africa. It'll give verisimilitude to my stories. They'll probably say they haven't seen him for ever so long, but that you can hear of him through Professor Rossiter. I dare say it's a silly idea of mine, but what I fear sometimes—is that if the fact comes out that I was David Williams, some Vaughan or Price or other Williams may call the old man's will in question and get it put into Chancery, get the money taken away from poor old Bridget Evanwy and the village hall which I've endowed. That's all. If it wasn't that I've disposed of my supposed father's money in the way I think he would have liked best, I shouldn't care a hang if they found out the trick I'd played on the Benchers. D'you see?"
Vivie: "I want you to do this. Go down one day before you head back to Africa, to South Wales, to Pontystrad—it's not far from Swansea—and stop by the Vicarage, pretending you've come to ask about David Vavasour Williams, whom you once knew in South Africa. It will make my stories feel more believable. They’ll probably say they haven’t seen him in ages, but that you can find out about him through Professor Rossiter. I know it sounds like a silly idea, but what worries me sometimes is that if it gets out that I was David Williams, some Vaughan or Price or other Williams might challenge the old man’s will and have it sent to Chancery, risking the money going away from poor old Bridget Evanwy and the village hall that I’ve funded. That’s all. If I hadn't used my supposed father's money in a way that I think he would have preferred, I wouldn’t care at all if they found out about the trick I played on the Benchers. Do you understand?"
Frank: "I see."
Frank: "Got it."
The next day Vivie wisely spent in bed, healing her wounds and resting her limbs which after the mental excitement was over ached horribly. Honoria came round and listened, applauded, pitied, laughed and concurred.
The next day, Vivie wisely stayed in bed, healing her wounds and resting her limbs, which ached terribly after the mental excitement had passed. Honoria stopped by and listened, applauded, offered sympathy, laughed, and agreed.
But she was well enough on the following Tuesday after Black Friday to attend another meeting of the W.S.P.U. at Caxton Hall, to hear one more ambiguous, tricky, many-ways-to-be-interpreted promise of the then Prime Minister. Mrs. Pankhurst pointing out the vagueness of these assurances announced her intention then and there of going round to Downing Street to ask for a more definite wording. Vivie and many others followed this dauntless lady. Their visit was unexpected, the police force was small and the Suffragettes had two of the Cabinet Ministers at their mercy. They contented themselves by shaking, hustling, frightening but not otherwise injuring their victims before the latter were rescued and put into taxi-cabs.
But she was well enough the following Tuesday after Black Friday to attend another meeting of the W.S.P.U. at Caxton Hall, to hear yet another ambiguous, tricky, and open-to-interpretation promise from the then Prime Minister. Mrs. Pankhurst, pointing out the vagueness of these assurances, announced her intention right then and there to go to Downing Street to ask for clearer wording. Vivie and many others followed this fearless woman. Their visit was unexpected, the police presence was minimal, and the Suffragettes had two Cabinet Ministers at their mercy. They made do by shaking, jostling, and intimidating but not seriously harming their victims before the latter were rescued and put into taxi cabs.
CHAPTER XIV
MILITANCY
The Lilacs,
Victoria Road, S.W.
December 31, 1910.
The Lilacs,
Victoria Road, S.W.
December 31, 1910.
Dear Michael,—
Dear Michael,
I'm so glad you got returned all right by your University. I feared very much your championship of the Woman's Cause might have told against you. But these newer Universities are more liberal-minded.
I'm really glad your university brought you back safely. I was quite worried that your support for women's rights might have worked against you. But these newer universities are more open-minded.
I am keeping my promise to tell you of any important move I am making. So this is to inform you, in very strict confidence, of my latest dodge. For the effective organization of my particular branch of the W.S.P.U. activities, I must have an office. "The Lilacs" is far too small, and besides I shrink from having my little home raided or too much visited even by confederates. I learned the other day that the old Fraser and Warren offices on the top floor of 88-90 Chancery Lane were vacant. The Midland Insurance Co. that occupied nearly all the building has cleared out and the block is to be given over to a multitude of small undertakings. Well: I secured our old rooms! Simply splendid, with the two safes that Honoria, untold ages ago, fitted into the walls, and hid so cleverly that if there is no treachery it would be hard for the police to find them and raid them. The Midland Insurance Co. did not behave well to Fraser and Warren, so Beryl Storrington, when she was clearing out said nothing about the safes, which were not noticed by the Company. Honoria kept the keys and now hands them over to me.
I’m keeping my promise to update you on any important changes I'm making. So, I want to let you know, in complete confidence, about my latest move. To effectively manage our section of the W.S.P.U. activities, I need an office. "The Lilacs" is way too small, plus I really don’t want my cozy home to be raided or frequently visited even by allies. I recently found out that the old Fraser and Warren offices on the top floor of 88-90 Chancery Lane are available. The Midland Insurance Co. that used to occupy most of the building has moved out, and the space will be filled with a bunch of small businesses. Well, I secured our old rooms! They’re absolutely fantastic, with the two safes that Honoria installed in the walls ages ago, hidden so well that if there’s no betrayal, it would be tough for the police to discover and raid them. The Midland Insurance Co. didn’t treat Fraser and Warren well, so when Beryl Storrington was clearing out, she didn’t mention the safes, which the Company overlooked. Honoria kept the keys and has now handed them over to me.
The W.S.P.U. has taken—also under an alias—other offices on the same side of the way, at No. 94, top storey. We find we can, by using the fire escape, pass over the intervening roofs and reach the parapet outside the "partners' room" at the 88-90 building. I shall once again make use of the little room next the partners' office as a bedroom or rather, "tiring" room, where I can if necessary effect changes of costume. I have taken the new offices in the name of Mr. Michaelis[3] for a special reason; and with some modifications of David's costume I have appeared in person to assume possession of them. I generally enter No. 94 dressed as Vivie Warren. All this may sound very silly to you, like playing at conspiracy. But these precautions seem to be necessary. The Government is beginning to take Suffragism seriously, and a whole department at New Scotland Yard has been organized to cope with our activities.
The W.S.P.U. has also taken another office under a different name at No. 94, on the top floor. We’ve discovered that by using the fire escape, we can get across the roofs and reach the ledge outside the "partners' room" in the 88-90 building. I'm going to use the small room next to the partners' office as a bedroom, or rather, a "tiring" room, where I can change outfits if needed. I’ve taken the new offices under the name of Mr. Michaelis[3] for a specific reason; and with some tweaks to David’s outfit, I’ve shown up personally to take possession of them. I usually enter No. 94 dressed as Vivie Warren. This might sound a bit ridiculous to you, like we’re just pretending to conspire. But these precautions seem necessary. The Government is starting to take Suffragism seriously, and a whole department at New Scotland Yard has been set up to deal with our activities.
One reason I have in writing this letter—a letter I hope you will burn after you have read and noted its contents—is to ask you to lend me for a while the services of Bertie Adams as clerk. Of course I shall insist on paying his salary whilst I employ him, and indemnifying him for anything he may suffer in my service—that of the W.S.P.U. I am fairly well off for money now. Besides the funds the W.S.P.U. places at my disposal, I have the interest on mother's Ten Thousand pounds, and she would give me more if I asked for it. She has quite taken to the idea of spending her ill-gotten gains on the Enfranchisement of Women! (I am going over to see her for a week or so, when it is not quite so cold.)
One reason I'm writing this letter—a letter I hope you’ll burn after reading and taking note of its contents—is to ask if you could lend me Bertie Adams as a clerk for a while. Of course, I’ll make sure to pay his salary while he’s working for me, and I’ll cover any issues he might face while working for the W.S.P.U. I’m in pretty good shape financially right now. Besides the funds the W.S.P.U. provides me, I have the interest from my mother’s ten thousand pounds, and she’d give me more if I asked for it. She’s really gotten behind the idea of using her ill-gotten gains to support women’s rights! (I’m planning to go visit her for a week or so when it’s not so cold.)
What business am I going specially to undertake in Mr. Michaelis's office on the top storey of 88-90? I will tell you. Scotland Yard is getting busy about us, the Suffragists, trying to find out all it can that is detrimental to our personal characters, our upbringing, our progeniture, our businesses and our relations; whether we had a forger in the family, whether I am the daughter of the "notorious" Mrs. Warren, whether Mrs. Canon Burstall is really my aunt and whether she couldn't be brought to use her private influence on me to keep me quiet, in case it came out that Kate Warren was her sister, and that she led Kate into that way of life wherein she earned her shameful livelihood. I have had one or two covert hints from Aunt Liz promising to open up relations if only I'll behave myself! Scotland Yard has already had the sorry triumph of causing one or two of our most prominent workers to retire from the ranks because they were not properly married or had been married after the eldest child was born; or had once "been in trouble," over some peccadillo, or had had a son or a sister who though now upright and prosperous had once been in the clutches of the law.
What business am I going to do specifically in Mr. Michaelis's office on the top floor of 88-90? I'll tell you. Scotland Yard is getting active about us, the Suffragists, trying to dig up anything that could tarnish our personal reputations, our upbringing, our children, our careers, and our relationships; whether we had a forger in the family, whether I’m the daughter of the "notorious" Mrs. Warren, whether Mrs. Canon Burstall is actually my aunt, and whether she could be persuaded to use her influence on me to keep me quiet, in case it came out that Kate Warren was her sister and that she led Kate into the lifestyle where she earned her disgraceful living. I’ve received one or two subtle hints from Aunt Liz promising to reconnect if I just behave! Scotland Yard has already managed to force one or two of our most prominent activists to step down because they weren’t properly married or had married after their first child was born; or had once "been in trouble" for some minor mistake, or had a son or sister who, while now respectable and doing well, had once had issues with the law.
Now my idea is to turn the tables on all this. I myself am impeccable in a real court of equity. My avatar as David Williams was by way of being a superb adventure. I only retired from the harmless imposture lest I might compromise you, and you are so far gone in politics now that the revelation—if it came about—that you were deceived by me and by my "father"—would do you no harm. For a number of reasons I know pretty well that the Benchers would not make themselves ridiculous by having the story of my successful entry into their citadel told in open court. I have in fact, through a devious channel, received the assurance that if I do not resume this character (of D.V.W.) nothing more will be said. What, then, have I to fear? My mother s'est bien rangée. She leads a life of the most respectable. If they challenge her, she can counter with some of the most piquant scandals of the last thirty years.
Now my plan is to flip this situation on its head. I am completely spotless in a real court of justice. My persona as David Williams was quite an incredible adventure. I only stepped away from the harmless deceit to avoid putting you at risk, and you're so deep into politics now that if it ever came out that you were tricked by me and my "father," it wouldn't hurt you at all. For several reasons, I know that the Benchers wouldn’t embarrass themselves by letting the story of my successful entrance into their stronghold be revealed in open court. In fact, through a roundabout way, I’ve been assured that if I don’t take on this character (of D.V.W.), nothing more will be said. So what do I have to worry about? My mother s'est bien rangée. She lives a very respectable life. If they challenge her, she can bring up some of the most scandalous stories from the last thirty years.
My own careful study of criminology and the assiduous searchings of Albert Adams in the same direction; my mother's anecdotes of the lives of statesmen, police-magistrates, prosecuting counsel, judges, press-editors—many of whom have enjoyed her hospitality abroad—have given me numerous hints in what direction to pursue my researches. Consequently the office of Mr. Michaelis will be the Criminal Investigation Department of the W.S.P.U. I feel instinctively I am touching pitch and that you will disapprove ... but if we are to fight with clean hands, que Messieurs les Assassins commencent! If Scotland Yards drops slander and infamous suggestions as a weapon we will let our poisoned arrows rust in the armoury.
My own careful study of criminology and Albert Adams's diligent research in the same field, along with my mother's stories about the lives of politicians, police magistrates, prosecutors, judges, and newspaper editors—many of whom have been guests in her home abroad—have provided me with many clues on how to direct my investigations. Therefore, Mr. Michaelis's office will be the Criminal Investigation Department of the W.S.P.U. I instinctively feel like I'm touching something sensitive and that you'll disapprove... but if we're going to fight with clean hands, let the Assassins begin! If Scotland Yard stops using slander and disgraceful suggestions as weapons, we'll allow our poisoned arrows to rust in the armory.
How beastly all this is! Why do they drive us to these extremes? I know already enough to blast the characters of several among our public men. Yet I know in so doing I should wreck the life-happiness of faithful wives, believing sisters or daughters, or bright-faced children. Perhaps I won't, when it comes to the pinch. But somehow, I think, if they guess I have this knowledge in my possession, they will leave David Williams and Kate Warren alone.
How terrible all this is! Why do they push us to these extremes? I already know enough to ruin the reputations of several public figures. Yet I realize that by doing so, I would destroy the happiness of devoted wives, trusting sisters or daughters, or innocent children. Maybe I won't, when it really matters. But somehow, I think if they suspect I have this knowledge, they will leave David Williams and Kate Warren alone.
Sometimes, d'you know, I wake up in the middle of the night at the Lilacs or in my reconstituted bedroom at 88-90, and wish I were quit of all this Suffrage business, all this vain struggle against predominant man—and away with you on a Pacific Island. Then I realize that we should have large cockroaches and innumerable sand fleas in our new home, that we should have broken Linda's heart, have set back the Suffrage cause as much as Parnell's adultery postponed Home Rule; and above all that I am already thirty-five and shall soon be thirty-six and that it wouldn't be very long before you in comfort-loving middle age sighed for the well-ordered life of No. 1, Park Crescent, Portland Place!
Sometimes, you know, I wake up in the middle of the night at the Lilacs or in my remodeled bedroom at 88-90, and I wish I could escape all this Suffrage stuff, all this pointless struggle against the dominant male—and just be away with you on a Pacific Island. Then I realize that we'd have huge cockroaches and countless sand fleas in our new home, that we would have broken Linda's heart, and have set back the Suffrage cause just as much as Parnell's affair delayed Home Rule; and above all, I’m already thirty-five and will soon be thirty-six, and it wouldn't be long before you, in your comfort-loving middle age, would sigh for the well-organized life of No. 1, Park Crescent, Portland Place!
On the whole, I think the most rational line I can take is to continue resolutely this struggle for the Vote. With the Vote must come the opening of Parliament to women. I'm not too old to aspire to be some day Secretary of State for Home Affairs. Because the General Post Office has already become interested in my correspondence, and because this is really a "pivotal" letter I am not trusting it to the post but am calling with it at No. 1 and handing it personally to your butler. I look to you to destroy it when you have read its contents—if you go to that length.
Overall, I believe the most sensible approach I can take is to keep fighting for the right to vote. With the vote, women should also be allowed to enter Parliament. I'm not too old to hope to one day be the Secretary of State for Home Affairs. Since the General Post Office is already keeping track of my mail, and because this is really an important letter, I'm not sending it through the mail but will personally deliver it to No. 1 and give it to your butler. I trust you will destroy it after you've read what it says—if you choose to do so.
Yours,
Vivie.
Best,
Vivie.
Rossiter read this letter an hour or so after it had been delivered, frowned a good deal, made notes in one of his memorandum books; then tore the sheets of typewriting into four and placed them on the fire. Having satisfied himself that the flames had caught them, he went up with a sullen face to dress for dinner: Linda was giving a New Year's Eve dinner to friends and relations and he had to play the part of host with assumed heartiness.
Rossiter read this letter about an hour after it was delivered, frowned a lot, took notes in one of his notebooks, then ripped the typed sheets into four pieces and threw them in the fire. After making sure the flames had ignited them, he went upstairs with a gloomy expression to get ready for dinner: Linda was hosting a New Year's Eve dinner for friends and family, and he had to play the role of host with a fake cheerfulness.
In the perversity of fate, one piece of the typewritten letter escaped the burning except along the edge. A puff of air from the chimney or the opened door, as Linda entered the room, lifted it off the cinders and deposited it on the hearth. Linda had dressed early for the party, had felt a little hurt at the locked door of Michael's dressing-room, and had come with some vague intention into his study, to see perhaps if the fire was burning brightly: because to avoid unnecessary journies upstairs they would receive their guests to-night in the study and thence pass to the dining-room. But the fire had gone sulky, as fires do sometimes even with well-behaved chimneys and first-class coal. She noted the charred portion of paper lying untidily on the hearth, with typewriting on its upper surface. Picking it up she read inside the scorched margin:
In a twist of fate, one part of the typed letter survived the fire, except for the edges. A gust of air from the chimney or the open door, as Linda walked into the room, lifted it off the ashes and dropped it on the hearth. Linda had dressed early for the party, felt a bit hurt by the locked door of Michael's dressing room, and had come into his study with some vague intention, maybe to check if the fire was burning bright: since to avoid unnecessary trips upstairs, they would host their guests tonight in the study and then move to the dining room. But the fire had become uncooperative, as fires sometimes do even with good chimneys and top-quality coal. She noticed the charred piece of paper lying messily on the hearth, with typing on its upper side. Picking it up, she read the scorched margin:
Ria kept the keys and has now handed them over to me. The W.S.P.U. has also taken—under an alias—another space on the same side of the street, at No. 94, top floor. We are using the fire escape to get across the space between us and reach the parapet outside the "partners' room" at the building. I will once again use the small space in the partners' office as a bedroom or, rather, a "changing" room, where I can change costumes if needed. I have booked the rooms in the name of Mr. Michaelis for a specific reason. There are some adjustments to David's costume that I have used before, and I plan to take possession of them. I usually enter No. 94 dressed as a Warren. All this may sound very silly to you, like playing
"Warren!" That name stood out clear. Did it mean the suffragette, Vivien Warren, who had sometimes been here, and in whose adventures her husband seemed so unbecomingly interested? One of the great ladies who were Anti-Suffragists and had already decoyed Mrs. Rossiter within their drawing-rooms had referred with great disapproval to Miss Warren as the daughter of a most notorious woman whom their husbands wouldn't hear mentioned because of her shocking past. And David, David of course must be that tiresome David Williams, supposed to be a cousin of Vivien Warren, but really seeming in these allusions to be a disguise in which this bold female deceived people. And "Mr. Michaelis?" Could that be her own Michael? The shameless baggage! She choked at the thought. Was it a conspiracy into which they were luring her husband, already rather compromised as a man of science by his enthusiasm for the Suffrage cause? People used to speak of Michael almost with awe, he was so clever, he made such wonderful discoveries. Now, since he had become a politician he had many enemies, and several ladies of high title referred to him contemptuously even in her hearing and cut her without compunction, though she had Ten thousand a year. She felt all the same a profound conviction that Michael was the most honourable of men. Yet why all this mystery? The W.S.P.U.? Those letters stood for some more than usually malignant Suffrage Society. She had seen the letters often in "Votes for Women."...
"Warren!" That name stood out clearly. Did it refer to the suffragette, Vivien Warren, who had sometimes been here and whose adventures her husband seemed so uncomfortably interested in? One of the prominent women who were Anti-Suffragists and had already lured Mrs. Rossiter into their drawing-rooms had spoken disapprovingly of Miss Warren as the daughter of a notorious woman whose husbands wouldn’t even want to hear her name mentioned because of her scandalous past. And David—David must be that annoying David Williams, who was supposedly a cousin of Vivien Warren, but here he seemed to be more like a cover for this bold woman deceiving people. And "Mr. Michaelis?" Could that be her own Michael? The shameless woman! She choked at the thought. Was it a plot to lure her husband, already somewhat compromised as a man of science due to his enthusiasm for the Suffrage cause? People used to speak of Michael almost with reverence; he was so intelligent and made such amazing discoveries. Now, since he had entered politics, he had many enemies, and several high-status ladies referred to him contemptuously even in her presence and snubbed her without hesitation, even though she had ten thousand a year. Still, she held a deep conviction that Michael was the most honorable of men. Yet why all this mystery? The W.S.P.U.? Those letters represented some particularly malicious Suffrage Society. She had seen the letters often in "Votes for Women."
Her musings here were stayed by the sound of her husband's steps in the passage. Hastily she thrust the half sheet of charred paper into her corsage and brushed off the fragments of the burnt edges from her laces; then turned and affected to be tidying the writing table as Michael came in.
Her thoughts were interrupted by the sound of her husband's footsteps in the hallway. She quickly shoved the half sheet of burnt paper into her corset and brushed off the charred edges from her lace; then she turned and pretended to tidy up the writing desk as Michael walked in.
Rossiter: "Linda! Surely not putting my papers in order—or rather disorder? I thought you were far too intimate with my likes and dislikes to do that!... Why, what's the matter?"
Rossiter: "Linda! You can't be putting my papers in order—or should I say in disorder? I thought you knew me well enough to avoid that!... What’s wrong?"
Linda: "Oh nothing. I was only seeing if they had made up your fire. I—I—haven't touched anything."
Linda: "Oh, nothing. I was just checking to see if they had fixed your fire. I—I—haven't touched anything."
(Rossiter looked anxiously at the grate, but was relieved to see nothing but burnt, shrivelled squares of paper. He poked the fire fiercely and at any rate demolished the remains of Vivie's letter.)
(Rossiter looked nervously at the grate but felt relieved to see nothing but burnt, shriveled pieces of paper. He prodded the fire aggressively and, in any case, destroyed the remnants of Vivie's letter.)
Rossiter: "Yes: it isn't very cheerful. They must brighten it while we are at dinner; though as we shall go to the drawing-room afterwards we shan't need a huge fire here. There! It looks better after that poke. I threw some papers on it to start a flame just before I went up to dress.... Why dearie! What cold hands and what flushed cheeks!"...
Rossiter: "Yeah, it’s not very cheerful. They need to lighten it up while we're at dinner; but since we’ll be going to the drawing room afterwards, we won’t need a big fire here. There! It looks better after that poke. I threw some papers on it to get a flame going just before I went to get ready.... Oh my! What cold hands and what flushed cheeks!"...
Linda: "Oh Michael! You'll always love me, won't you? I—I know I'm not clever, not half clever enough for you. But I do try to help you all I can. I—I—" (Sobs.)
Linda: "Oh Michael! You'll always love me, right? I—I know I'm not smart, not even close to being smart like you. But I do try to support you as much as I can. I—I—" (Sobs.)
Rossiter (really distressed): "Of course I love you! What silly notion have you got into your head?" (He asks himself anxiously "Surely all that letter was burnt before she came in?") "Come! Pull yourself together. Be worthy of that dress. It is such a beauty."
Rossiter (really upset): "Of course I love you! What ridiculous idea do you have in your head?" (He nervously thinks to himself, "Surely all that letter was burned before she came in?") "Come on! Get a grip. Live up to that dress. It’s such a gorgeous piece."
Linda: "I thought you'd like it. I remembered your saying that blue always became me." (Dabs at her eyes with a small lace handkerchief.)
Linda: "I thought you'd like it. I remembered you saying that blue always looks good on me." (Dabs at her eyes with a small lace handkerchief.)
Loud double knocks begin to sound. Dinner guests are soon announced. Linda and Michael receive them heartily. Rossiter—as many a public man does and has to do—shoves his vain regrets, remorse, anxiety, weary longing for the unattainable—somewhere to the back of his brain, where these feelings will not revive till he lies awake at three in the morning; and prepares to entertain half-a-dozen hearty men and buxom women who are easily impressed by a little spoon-fed science. Linda is soon distracted from the scrap of paper in her bosom and gives all her attention to her cousins and grown-up school friends from Bradford and Northallerton who are delighted to see the New Year in amid the gaieties of London.
Loud double knocks start to echo. The dinner guests are soon announced. Linda and Michael warmly greet them. Rossiter—like many public figures—pushes aside his petty regrets, worries, and desire for what he can’t have, storing them in the back of his mind where they won’t resurface until he’s lying awake at three in the morning; and gets ready to entertain half a dozen lively men and exuberant women who are easily impressed by a bit of superficial science. Linda quickly forgets the scrap of paper tucked in her dress and focuses all her attention on her cousins and adult school friends from Bradford and Northallerton, who are thrilled to ring in the New Year surrounded by the excitement of London.
But before she rings for her maid and undresses that night, she locks the burnt fragment in a secret drawer of her desk.
But before she calls for her maid and changes out of her clothes that night, she locks the burnt piece in a secret drawer of her desk.
The Ministry which was returned to power in December, 1910, had to plan during the first half of 1911 to keep the Suffragists becalmed with promises and prevent their making any public protest which might mar the Coronation festivities. So various Conciliation Bills were allowed to be read to the House of Commons and to reach Second readings at which they were passed with huge majorities. Then they came to nothingness by being referred to a Committee of the whole House. Still a hope of some solution was dangled before the oft-deluded women, who could hardly believe that British Ministers of State would be such breakers of promises and tellers of falsehoods. In November, 1911, there being no reason for further dissembling, the Government made the announcement that it was contemplating a Manhood Suffrage Bill, which would override altogether the petty question as to whether a proportion of women should or should not enjoy the franchise. This new electoral measure was to be designed for men only, but—the Government opined—it might be susceptible of amendment so as to admit women likewise.
The government that came back into power in December 1910 had to figure out how to keep the Suffragists calm with promises during the first half of 1911, while also avoiding any public protests that could disrupt the Coronation celebrations. Several Conciliation Bills were presented to the House of Commons and passed their Second readings by large majorities. However, they ultimately stalled when referred to a Committee of the whole House. Still, a glimmer of hope for a solution was dangled before the often-misled women, who could hardly believe that British government officials would be so dishonest and break their promises. In November 1911, with no reason to keep up the pretense, the government announced that it was considering a Manhood Suffrage Bill, which would completely bypass the minor issue of whether some women should have the right to vote. This new electoral proposal was intended for men only, but the government suggested it could be amended to include women as well.
[Probably the Government had satisfied itself beforehand that, acting on some unwritten code of Parliamentary procedure, the Speaker would rule out such an amendment as unconstitutional. At any rate, this is what he did in 1913.]
[Probably the government had already assured itself that, based on some unwritten rules of parliamentary procedure, the Speaker would declare such an amendment unconstitutional. In any case, this is exactly what he did in 1913.]
The wrath of the oft-deluded women flamed out with immediate resentment when the purport of this trick was discerned. Led by Mrs. Pethick Lawrence a band of more than a thousand women and men (and some of the presumed men were, like Vivie, women in men's clothes, as it enabled them to move about with more agility and also to escape identification) entered Whitehall and Parliament Street armed with hammers and stones. They broke all the windows they could in the fronts of the Government offices and at the residences of Ministers of State. Vivie found herself shadowed everywhere by Bertie Adams though she had given him no orders to join the crowd, indeed had begged him to mind his own business and go home. "This is my business," he had said curtly, and for once masterfully, and she gave way. Though Vivie for her own reasons carried no hammer or stone and as one of the principal organizers of the militant movement had been requested by the inner Council of the W.S.P.U. to keep out of prison as long as possible, she could not help cheering on the boldest and bravest in the mild violence of their protest. To the angry police she seemed merely an impertinent young man, hardly worth arresting when they could barely master the two hundred and twenty-three arch offenders with glass-breaking weapons in their hands. So a constable contented himself with marching on her feet with all his weight and thrusting his elbows violently into her breast.
The anger of the often-misled women erupted quickly when the true nature of this trick was revealed. Led by Mrs. Pethick Lawrence, a group of over a thousand women and men (some of whom, like Vivie, were actually women in men's clothing to move more freely and avoid detection) marched into Whitehall and Parliament Street armed with hammers and stones. They smashed all the windows they could find at the Government offices and the homes of Ministers of State. Vivie found herself followed everywhere by Bertie Adams, even though she hadn’t asked him to join the crowd and had actually urged him to go home. "This is my business," he said bluntly and, for once, with authority, so she relented. Although Vivie, for her own reasons, carried no hammer or stone and had been advised by the inner Council of the W.S.P.U. to stay out of prison as long as possible, she couldn’t help but cheer on the bold and fearless in their mild protest actions. To the annoyed police, she looked just like an insolent young man, hardly worth arresting when they had to deal with the two hundred and twenty-three main offenders wielding glass-breaking weapons. So, a constable decided to stamp on her feet with all his weight and jabbed his elbows roughly into her chest.
She well-nigh fainted with the pain; in fact would have fallen in the crowd but for the interposition of Adams who carried her out of it to the corner of Parliament Street, where he pounced on one of the many taxis that crawled about the outskirts of the shouting, swaying crowd, sure of a fare from either police or escaping Suffragists. Feeling certain that some policeman had not left the disguised Vivie entirely unobserved—indeed Bertie had half thought he caught the words above the din: "That's David Williams, that is," he told the taxi man to drive along the Embankment to the Temple. By the time they had reached the nearest access on that side of Fountain Court, Vivie was sufficiently recovered from her semi-swoon to get out, and leaning heavily on Bertie's arm, limp slowly through the intricacies of the Temple and out into Fleet Street by Sergeant's Inn. Then with fresh efforts and further halts they made their way to 94, Chancery Lane.
She almost fainted from the pain; in fact, she would have collapsed in the crowd if it hadn't been for Adams, who carried her out to the corner of Parliament Street, where he quickly grabbed one of the many taxis crawling around the outskirts of the shouting, swaying crowd, certain to get a fare from either police or fleeing Suffragists. Feeling convinced that some policeman had not left the disguised Vivie completely unnoticed—indeed, Bertie had half thought he heard the words above the noise: "That's David Williams, that is,"—he told the taxi driver to head along the Embankment to the Temple. By the time they reached the nearest access on that side of Fountain Court, Vivie had sufficiently recovered from her near fainting spell to get out, and leaning heavily on Bertie's arm, she slowly made her way through the twists and turns of the Temple and out into Fleet Street by Sergeant's Inn. Then, with renewed efforts and more breaks, they continued on to 94, Chancery Lane.
Some one was sitting up here with one electric light on, ready for any development connected with W.S.P.U. work that night. To her—fortunately it was a woman—Bertie handed over his stricken chief, and then made his way home to his little house in Marylebone and a questioning and not too satisfied wife. The Suffragette in charge of the top storey at 94 knew something, fortunately, of first aid, was deft of hands and full of sympathy. Vivie's—or Mr. Michaelis's—lace-up boots were carefully removed and the poor crushed and bleeding toes washed with warm water. The collar was taken off and the shirt unbuttoned revealing a terrible bruise on the sternum where the policeman's elbow had struck her—better however there, though it had nearly broken the breastbone, than on either side, as such a blow might have given rise to cancer. As it was, Vivie when she coughed spat blood.
Someone was sitting up here with one electric light on, ready for any developments related to W.S.P.U. work that night. To her—thankfully it was a woman—Bertie handed over his injured boss and then made his way home to his small house in Marylebone and a worried, not-so-happy wife. The Suffragette in charge of the top floor at 94 knew something about first aid, was skilled with her hands, and was full of compassion. Vivie's—or Mr. Michaelis's—lace-up boots were carefully removed, and her poor crushed and bleeding toes were washed with warm water. The collar was taken off and the shirt unbuttoned, revealing a terrible bruise on her chest where the policeman's elbow had struck her—better there, though it had nearly broken her breastbone, than on either side, as such a blow could have possibly led to cancer. As it was, when Vivie coughed, she spat blood.
A cup of hot bovril and an hour's rest on a long chair and she was ready, supremely anxious indeed, to try the last adventure: an excursion across the roofs and up and down fire-escapes on to the parapet of her own especial dwelling, the old offices of Fraser and Warren at No. 88-90. The great window of the partners' room opened to her manipulations—it had been carefully left unbolted before her departure for Caxton Hall; and aided cautiously and cleverly by her suffragette helper, Vivie at last found herself—or Mr. Michaelis did—in the snug little bedroom that knew her chiefly in her male form.
A cup of hot Bovril and an hour's rest on a long chair, and she was ready, quite eager actually, to take on the final adventure: an outing across the rooftops and up and down fire escapes onto the ledge of her own special place, the old offices of Fraser and Warren at No. 88-90. The large window of the partners' room was accessible to her—not bolted shut before she left for Caxton Hall; and with careful and clever help from her suffragette friend, Vivie finally found herself—or Mr. Michaelis did—in the cozy little bedroom that mainly recognized her in her male form.
Here she was destined to lie up for several weeks till the feet and the chest were healed and sound again. Hither by the normal entrance came a woman suffragette surgeon to heal, and Vivie's woman clerk to act as secretary; whilst Adams typed away in the outer office on Mr. Michaelis's business or went on long and mysterious errands. Hither also came the little maid from the Lilacs, bringing needed changes of clothes, letters, and messages from Honoria. A stout young man with a fresh colour went up in the lift at No. 94 to the flat or office of "Algernon Mainwaring," and then skipped along the winding way between the chimney stacks and up and down short iron ladders till he too reached the parapet, entered through the opened casement, and revealed himself as a great W.S.P.U. leader, costumed like Vivie as a male, but in reality a buxom young woman only waiting for the Vote to be won to espouse her young man—shop steward—and begin a large family of children. From this leader, Vivie received humbly the strictest injunctions to engage in no more disabling work for the present, to keep out of police clutches and the risk of going to prison or of attracting too much police attention at 88-90 Chancery Lane. "You are our brain-centre at present. Our offices for show and for raiding by the police have been at Clifford's Inn and are now in Lincoln's Inn. But the really precious information we possess is ... well, you know where it is: walls may have ears ... your time for public testimony hasn't come yet ... we'll let you know fast enough when it has and you won't flinch, I'm quite sure..."
Here she was meant to rest for several weeks until her feet and chest were healed and healthy again. Through the usual entrance came a woman suffragette surgeon to provide care, along with Vivie's female clerk to serve as a secretary; meanwhile, Adams was busy typing in the outer office on Mr. Michaelis's business or running long and mysterious errands. Also arriving was the little maid from the Lilacs, bringing necessary changes of clothes, letters, and messages from Honoria. A sturdy young man with a healthy complexion took the elevator at No. 94 to the flat or office of "Algernon Mainwaring," then navigated the winding path between the chimney stacks and climbed short iron ladders until he too reached the parapet, entered through the opened window, and revealed himself as a prominent W.S.P.U. leader, dressed as a man like Vivie but actually a plump young woman just waiting for the Vote to be won so she could marry her shop steward and start a big family. From this leader, Vivie received a strict command to refrain from any more risky work for now, to avoid police trouble, and to steer clear of going to prison or drawing too much police attention at 88-90 Chancery Lane. "You are our brain center right now. Our offices for appearances and police raids have been at Clifford's Inn and are now at Lincoln's Inn. But the really valuable information we have is ... well, you know where it is: walls might have ears ... your time for public testimony hasn’t arrived yet ... we’ll inform you quickly when it does, and you won't hesitate, I am quite sure..."
As a matter of fact, though Vivie's intelligence and inventiveness, her knowledge of criminal law, of lawyers and of city business, her wide education, her command of French (improved by the frequent trips to Brussels—where indeed she deposited securely in her mother's keeping some of the funds and the more remarkable documents of the Suffrage cause) and her possession of monetary supplies were not to be despised: as a figure-head, she was of doubtful value. There was always that mother in the background. If Vivie was in court for a suffrage offence of a grave character the prosecuting Counsel would be sure to rake up the "notorious Mrs. Warren" and drag in the White Slave Traffic, to bewilder a jury and throw discredit on the militant side of the Suffrage cause. Of course if the true story of Vivie were fully known, she would rise triumphant from such a recital.... Still ... throw plenty of mud and some of it will stick.... And what was her full, true story? Even in the pure passion of the fight for liberty among these young and middle-aged women, the tongue of scandal occasionally wagged in moments of lassitude, discouragement, undeception. At such times some weaker sister with a vulgar mind, or a mind with vulgar streaks in it, might hint at the great interest taken in Vivie by a distinguished man of science who had become an M.P. and a raging suffragist. Or indecorum would be hinted in the relations between this enigmatic woman, so prone seemingly to don male costume, and the burly clerk who attended her so faithfully and had brought her home on the night of Mrs. Pethick Lawrence's spirited raid.
Actually, despite Vivie's intelligence and creativity, her knowledge of criminal law, her familiarity with lawyers and city business, her extensive education, her fluency in French (which improved thanks to her frequent trips to Brussels—where she safely stored some of the funds and important documents for the Suffrage movement with her mother) and her financial resources were valuable; as a figurehead, she was of questionable worth. There was always that mother lurking in the background. If Vivie found herself in court for a serious suffrage offense, the prosecuting counsel would definitely bring up the "notorious Mrs. Warren" and drag in the White Slave Traffic to confuse the jury and damage the militant side of the Suffrage movement. Of course, if the real story of Vivie were fully revealed, she'd emerge victorious from such a retelling... Still... throw plenty of mud, and some of it will stick... And what was her full, true story? Even in the pure passion of the fight for freedom among these young and middle-aged women, gossip sometimes surfaced in moments of fatigue, discouragement, and disillusionment. During such times, a weaker sister with a crass mindset, or one with some crass inclinations, might suggest that a distinguished man of science who had become an M.P. and an ardent suffragist was very interested in Vivie. Or there would be whispers about indecorum in the relationship between this mysterious woman, who seemed to have a penchant for wearing men's clothing, and the burly clerk who attended to her so devotedly and had taken her home on the night of Mrs. Pethick Lawrence's spirited raid.
So much so, that Vivie with a sigh, as soon as she attained convalescence was fain to send for Bertie and tell him with unanswerable decision that he must return to his work with Rossiter and thither she would send from time to time special instructions if he could help her business in any way.
So much so that, with a sigh, Vivie, as soon as she got better, felt she had to call Bertie and firmly tell him that he needed to go back to his job with Rossiter, and that she would send him special instructions from time to time if he could assist her with her business in any way.
This was done in January, 1912. Vivie's feet were now healed and the woman surgeon was satisfied that she could walk on them without displacing the reset bones. The slight fracture in the breastbone had repaired itself by one of Nature's magic processes. So one day our battered heroine doffed the invalid garments of Michaelis and donned those of any well-dressed woman of 1912, including a thick veil. Thus attired she passed from the parapet to the fire-escape (recalling the agony these gymnastics had caused her the previous November), and from the fire-escape to the roof of No. 92 (continuous with the roof of 94), and past the chimney stacks, into the top storey of 94, and so on down to the street, where a taxi was waiting to convey her to the Lilacs.
This happened in January 1912. Vivie's feet had healed, and the female surgeon was confident that she could walk on them without disturbing the reset bones. The slight fracture in her breastbone had healed through one of nature's miraculous processes. So one day, our resilient heroine took off the invalid clothing of Michaelis and put on the attire of any well-dressed woman of 1912, complete with a thick veil. Dressed this way, she moved from the parapet to the fire escape (remembering the pain these movements had caused her the previous November), and from the fire escape to the roof of 92 (which connected to the roof of 94), and past the chimney stacks, into the top floor of 94, and finally down to the street, where a taxi was waiting to take her to the Lilacs.
(The W.S.P.U., by the bye, to bluff Scotland Yard had added to the name of "Algernon Mainwaring, 5th Floor," the qualification of "Hygienic Corset-maker," as an explanation—possibly—of why so many women found their way to the top storey of No. 94.)
(The W.S.P.U., by the way, to mislead Scotland Yard, added to the name of "Algernon Mainwaring, 5th Floor," the title of "Hygienic Corset-maker," possibly explaining why so many women visited the top floor of No. 94.)
Arrived at the Lilacs, Vivie took up for a brief spell the life of an ordinary young woman of the well-to-do middle class, seriously interested in the suffrage question but non-militant. She attended several of Honoria's or Mrs. Fawcett's suffrage parties or public meetings and occasionally spoke and spoke well. She also went over to Brussels twice in 1912 to keep in touch with her mother. Mrs. Warren had had one or two slight warnings that a life of pleasure saps the strongest constitution.[4] She lived now mainly at her farm, the Villa Beau-séjour, and only occasionally occupied her appartement in the Rue Royale. She must have been about fifty-nine in the spring of 1912, and was beginning to "soigner son salut," that is to say to take stock of her past life, apologize for it to herself and see how she could atone reasonably for what she had done wrong. A decade or two earlier she would have turned to religion, inevitably to that most attractive and logical form, the religion expounded by the Holy Roman Catholic and Apostolic Church. She would have confessed her past, slightly or very considerably gazée, to some indulgent confessor, have been pardoned, and have presented a handsome sum to an ecclesiastical charity or work of piety. But she had survived into a skeptical age and she had conceived an immense respect for her clever daughter. Vivie should be her spiritual director; and Vivie's idea put before her at their reconciliation three years previously had seemed the most practical way of making amends to Woman for having made money in the past out of the economic and physiological weakness of women. She had fined herself Ten Thousand pounds then; and out of her remaining capital of Fifty or Sixty thousand (all willed with what else she possessed to her daughter) she would pay over more if Vivie demanded it as further reparation. Still, she found the frequentation of churches soothing and gave much and often to the mildly beseeching Little Sisters of the Poor when they made their rounds in town or suburbs.
Arriving at the Lilacs, Vivie briefly lived the life of an ordinary young woman from a comfortable middle-class background, seriously interested in the suffrage movement but non-militant. She attended several suffrage parties or public meetings hosted by Honoria or Mrs. Fawcett and occasionally spoke, and she was good at it. She also traveled to Brussels twice in 1912 to stay connected with her mother. Mrs. Warren had received a couple of warnings that a life filled with pleasure can wear down even the strongest constitution. She mainly lived at her farm, the Villa Beau-séjour, and only occasionally stayed at her apartment on Rue Royale. She must have been about fifty-nine in the spring of 1912, and she was starting to "take stock of her life," meaning she was reflecting on her past, forgiving herself, and figuring out how she could reasonably make amends for her wrongdoings. A decade or two earlier, she would have turned to religion, inevitably gravitating toward the appealing and logical teachings of the Holy Roman Catholic and Apostolic Church. She would have confessed her past, which was slightly or very significantly embellished, to some indulgent confessor, been forgiven, and given a generous donation to a church charity or pious work. But she had navigated into a skeptical era and developed a deep respect for her intelligent daughter. Vivie should be her spiritual guide; and Vivie's suggestion put forth during their reconciliation three years earlier seemed the most practical way to make amends to women for profiting in the past from their economic and physiological vulnerabilities. She had fined herself ten thousand pounds back then, and from her remaining capital of fifty or sixty thousand (all left to her daughter along with what else she had), she would pay more if Vivie requested it as additional recompense. Still, she found visiting churches comforting and often gave generously to the gently pleading Little Sisters of the Poor when they came around in town or the suburbs.
"What do you think about Religion, Viv old girl?" she said one day in the Eastertide of 1912, when Vivie was spending a delicious fortnight at Villa Beau-séjour.
"What do you think about religion, Viv, my dear?" she said one day in the Easter season of 1912, when Vivie was enjoying a lovely two weeks at Villa Beau-séjour.
"Personally," said Vivie, "I hate all religions, so far as I have had time to study them. They bind up with undisputed ethics more or less preposterous theories concerning life and death, the properties of matter, man, God, the universe, the laws of nature, the food we should eat, the relations of the sexes, the quality of the weekly day of rest. Gradually they push indisputable ethics on one side and are ready to apply torture, death, or social ostracism to the support of these preposterous theories and explanations of God and Man. Such theories"—went on Vivie, though her mother's attention had wandered to some escaped poultry that were scratching disastrously in seed beds—"Such theories and explanations, mark you—do listen, mother, since you asked the question..."
"Honestly," Vivie said, "I can't stand all religions, at least based on what I've had time to learn about them. They tie in with unquestionable ethics but also bring along some really absurd theories about life and death, the nature of matter, humanity, God, the universe, the laws of nature, what we should eat, the roles of men and women, and the worth of the weekly day off. Slowly, they set aside these undeniable ethics and are willing to use torture, death, or social exclusion to defend these ridiculous theories and ideas about God and humanity. These theories”—Vivie continued, even though her mother's attention had drifted to some chickens that were scratching irresponsibly in the seed beds—"These theories and explanations, mind you—do pay attention, mother, since you asked the question..."
"I'm listenin', dearie, but you talk like a book and I don't know what some of your words mean—What's ethics?"
"I'm listening, sweetheart, but you talk like a textbook and I don't understand some of your words—What's ethics?"
"Well 'ethics' means er—er—'morality'; it comes from a Greek word meaning 'character.'..."
"Well, 'ethics' means, uh—uh—'morality'; it comes from a Greek word meaning 'character.'..."
Mrs. Warren: "You talk like a book—"
Mrs. Warren: "You sound like you're reading from a book—"
Vivie: "I do sometimes, when I remember something I've read. But now I've lost my thread.... What I meant to finish up with was something like this 'Such theories and explanations were formulated several hundred, or more than two thousand years ago, in times when Man's knowledge of himself, of his surroundings, of the earth and the universe was almost non-existent, yet they are preserved to our times as sacred revelations, though they are not superior to the fancies and fetish rites of a savage.' There! All that answer is quoted from Professor Rossiter's little book (Home University Library, "The Growth of the Human Mind")."
Vivie: "I do sometimes, when I remember something I've read. But now I've lost my train of thought... What I meant to say was something like this: 'These theories and explanations were developed several hundred, or even more than two thousand years ago, in times when humanity's understanding of itself, its surroundings, the earth, and the universe was nearly non-existent. Yet they are still regarded today as sacred knowledge, even though they aren't any better than the beliefs and rituals of primitive cultures.' There! That whole answer is quoted from Professor Rossiter's little book (Home University Library, 'The Growth of the Human Mind')."
Mrs. Warren: "Rossiter! Is that the man you're sweet on?"
Mrs. Warren: "Rossiter! Is he the guy you're into?"
Vivie: "Don't put it so coarsely. There is a great friendship between us. We belong to a later generation than you. A man and a woman can be friends now without becoming lovers."
Vivie: "Don't say it so bluntly. We have a strong friendship. We're from a different generation than you. A man and a woman can be friends now without it turning into romance."
Mrs. Warren: "Go on! Don't humbug me. Men and women's the same as when I was young. I'm sorry, all the same, dear girl. There are you, growin' middle-aged and not married to some good-'earted chap as 'd give you three-four children I could pet in me old age. Wodjer want to go fallin' in love with some chap as 'as got a wife already? I know your principles. There's iron in yer blood, same as there is in that proud priest, your father. I know you'd break your 'eart sooner 'n have a good time with the professor. My! It seems to me Love's as bad as Religion for bringin' about sorrer!"
Mrs. Warren: "Come on! Don't fool me. Men and women are the same as when I was young. I'm sorry, though, dear girl. There you are, getting middle-aged and not married to some good-hearted guy who'd give you three or four kids I could spoil in my old age. Why would you want to fall in love with some guy who already has a wife? I know your principles. There's strength in your blood, just like there is in that proud priest, your father. I know you'd break your heart before you'd have a good time with the professor. My! It seems to me that love is just as bad as religion for causing sorrow!"
Vivie: "If you mean that it is answerable for the same intense happiness and even more intense unhappiness, I suppose you're right. I'm miserable, mother, and it's some relief to me to say so. If I could become honourably the wife of Michael Rossiter I'm afraid I should let Suffrage have the go-by. But as I can't, why this struggle for the vote is the only thing that keeps me going. I shall fight for it for another ten years, and by that time certain physiological changes may have taken place in me, and my feelings towards Rossiter will have calmed down."
Vivie: "If you mean that it brings the same level of extreme happiness and even deeper sorrow, I guess you're right. I'm miserable, Mom, and it's a relief to admit that. If I could respectfully marry Michael Rossiter, I’m afraid I'd abandon Suffrage. But since I can’t, this fight for the vote is the only thing that keeps me going. I’ll keep battling for it for another ten years, and by then, certain changes in me might have happened, and my feelings for Rossiter will have settled down."
(Here Mrs. Warren proceeded to call out rather disharmoniously in Flemish to the poultry woman, and asked why the something-or-other she let the Houdans spoil the seed beds.)
(Here Mrs. Warren called out somewhat awkwardly in Flemish to the poultry woman, asking why in the world she let the Houdans ruin the seed beds.)
Mrs. Warren resuming: "Well it's clear you're your father's daughter. 'E'd 'ave gone on—did go on—in just such a way. 'Im and me were jolly well suited to one another. I'd got to reg'lar love 'im. I'd 'a bin a true wife to him, and 'ave worked my fingers to the bone for 'im, and you bet I'd 'ave made a livin' somehow. And he'd have written some jolly good books and 'ave made lots of money. But no! This beastly Religion comes in with its scare of Hell fire and back 'e goes to the priests and 'is prayers and 'is penances. The last ten years or so 'e's bin filled up with pride. 'Is passions 'ave died down and 'e thinks 'imself an awful swell as the head of his Order. And they do say as 'e's got 'is fingers in several pies and is a reg'lar old conspirator, working up the Irish to do something against England. Yer know since I've made my peace with you.... Ain't it a rum go, by the bye? Ten or twenty years ago it'd 'a bin 'my peace with God.' I dunno nothin' about God—can't see 'im at the end of a telescope, anyways. But I can see you, Vivie, and there's no one livin' I respect more" (speaks with real feeling).... "Well, as I was sayin', since I'd set myself right with you and wound up the business of the hotels I ain't so easy cowed by 'is looks as I used to be. So every now and then it amuses me to run over in my auto to Louvain and stroll about there and watch 'im as 'e comes out for 'is promenade, pretendin' to be readin' a breviary or some holy book. I know it riles 'im....
Mrs. Warren continues: "Well, it's clear you're your father's daughter. He would have acted just like this—did act just like this. He and I got along really well. I truly loved him. I would have been a real wife to him, worked my fingers to the bone for him, and you can bet I would have found a way to make a living. And he would have written some great books and made a lot of money. But no! This ridiculous Religion steps in with its fear of Hellfire, and back he goes to the priests, his prayers, and his penances. For the last ten years or so, he's been full of pride. His passions have died down, and he thinks of himself as quite the big shot as the head of his Order. And they say he's got his fingers in several pies and is a real old conspirator, stirring up the Irish to do something against England. You know, since I've made my peace with you... Isn't it a funny thing, by the way? Ten or twenty years ago it would have been 'my peace with God.' I don't know anything about God—I can't see him even with a telescope. But I can see you, Vivie, and there's no one living I respect more" (speaks with real feeling).... "Well, as I was saying, since I sorted things out with you and wrapped up the hotel business, I'm not as easily intimidated by his looks as I used to be. So every now and then it amuses me to drive over to Louvain and stroll around there, watching him as he comes out for his promenade, pretending to read a breviary or some holy book. I know it annoys him....
"Well, but for high principles, 'e and I might 'a bin as 'appy as 'appy and 'ad a large family. And there was nothin' to stop 'im a-marryin' me, if that was all he wanted to feel comfortable about it. But jus' see. He's had a life that seems to me downright sterile, and I—well, I ain't been really happy till we made it up three years ago" (leans over, and kisses Vivie a little timorously).
"Well, without those high principles, he and I could have been as happy as could be and had a big family. And there was nothing stopping him from marrying me if that's all he needed to feel good about it. But look at him. His life seems completely unfulfilling to me, and I—well, I haven’t been truly happy until we made up three years ago." (leans over and kisses Vivie a little nervously).
"Now there's you, burning yourself out 'cos your high principles won't let you go for once in a way on the spree with this Rossiter—s'posin' 'e's game, of course.... You've too much pride to throw yourself at his head. But if he loves you as bad as you loves 'im, why don't you ask him" (instinctively the old ministress of love speaks here) "ask 'im to take you over to Paris for a trip? I'll lay 'e 'as to go over now'n again to the Sorbonne or one of them scientific institutes. She'd never come to 'ear of it. An' after one or two such honeymoons you'd soon get tired of 'im, specially now you're gettin' on a bit in years, and may be you'd settle down quietly after that. Or if you ain't reg'lar set on 'im, why not giv' up this suffrage business and live a bit with me here? There's plenty of upstanding, decent, Belgian men in good positions as'd like to have an English wife. They wouldn't look too shy at my money..."
"Now there's you, wearing yourself out because your high principles won't let you let loose with this Rossiter—assuming he’s into it, of course…. You've got too much pride to throw yourself at him. But if he loves you as much as you love him, why don't you ask him" (instinctively the old advisor on love speaks here) "ask him to take you on a trip to Paris? I bet he has to go over now and then to the Sorbonne or one of those scientific institutes. She'd never find out about it. And after a couple of those getaways, you'd probably get tired of him, especially now that you're getting a bit older, and maybe you'd settle down quietly after that. Or if you're not really into 'im, why not give up this suffrage stuff and spend some time with me here? There are plenty of respectable Belgian men in good positions who would love to have an English wife. They wouldn't be shy about my money..."
Vivie: "Get thee behind me, Satan! Mother, you oughtn't to make such propositions. Don't you understand, we must all have a religion somewhere. Some principle to which we sacrifice ourselves. Rossiter would be horrified if he could hear you. His mistress is Science, besides which he is really devoted to his wife and would do nothing that could hurt her. You don't know England, it's clear. Supposing for one moment I could consent—and I couldn't—we should be found out to a certainty, and then Michael's career would be ruined.
Vivie: "Get away from me, Satan! Mom, you shouldn't make such suggestions. Don't you get it? We all need a belief system of some kind. Some principle we dedicate ourselves to. Rossiter would be appalled if he heard you. His true passion is Science, and he genuinely cares for his wife and would never do anything to hurt her. It's clear you don't understand England. Even if I could agree to this—and I absolutely can't—we would definitely get caught, and then Michael's career would be destroyed."
"My religion, though I sometimes weary of it and sneer at it, is Women's Rights: women must have precisely the same rights as men, no disqualification whatever based merely on their being women. Did you read those disgusting letters in the Times by the surgeon, the midwifery man, Sir Wrigsby Blane? Declaring that the demand for the Vote was based on immorality, and pretending that once a month, till they were fifty, and for several years after they were fifty, women were not responsible for their actions, because of what he vaguely called 'physiological processes.' What poisonous rubbish! You know as well as I do that in most cases it makes little or no difference; and if it does, what about men? Aren't they at certain times not their normal selves? When they're full up with wine or beer or whiskey, when they're courting, when they're pursuing some illicit love, when after fifty they get a little odd in their ways through this, that and the other internal trouble or change of function? What's true of the one sex is equally true of the other. Most men and women between twenty and sixty jolly well know what they want, and generally they want something reasonable. We don't legislate for the freaks, the unbalanced, the abnormal; or if we do restrict the vote in those cases, let's restrict it for males as well as females—But don't you see at the same time what a text I should furnish to this malign creature if I ran away to Paris with Michael, and made the slightest false step ... even though it had no bearing on the main argument?..."
"My beliefs, even though I sometimes get tired of them and mock them, center around Women's Rights: women should have exactly the same rights as men, with no exclusions based just on being women. Did you see those awful letters in the Times from the surgeon, the midwife, Sir Wrigsby Blane? He claimed that the push for the Vote was rooted in immorality and suggested that for several days each month, until they hit fifty, and for a number of years after, women were not responsible for their actions due to what he vaguely referred to as 'physiological processes.' What nonsense! You know as well as I do that in most cases it hardly matters; and if it does, what about men? Aren't they also not themselves at certain times? When they've had too much wine, beer, or whiskey, when they're trying to woo someone, when they're caught up in some illicit affair, or when they reach fifty and start acting a bit strange due to various internal issues or changes? What's true for one gender is just as true for the other. Most men and women between twenty and sixty know exactly what they want, and usually, they want something reasonable. We don't make laws for the outliers, the unstable, the abnormal; and if we do restrict voting in those situations, let's do it for both men and women—But don't you see how much ammunition I would give to that spiteful person if I ran off to Paris with Michael and made even the slightest misstep... even if it didn't relate to the main argument?..."
At this juncture Vivie, whose obsession leads her more and more to address every one as a public meeting—is interrupted by the smiling bonne à tout faire who announces that le déjeuner de Madame est servi, and the two women gathering up books and shawls go in to the gay little saile-à-manger of the Villa Beau-séjour.
At this point, Vivie, whose fixation makes her treat everyone like a public meeting, is interrupted by the smiling good-for-everything who announces that Madame's lunch is served, and the two women, collecting their books and shawls, head into the cheerful little dining room of the Villa Beau-séjour.
On Vivie's return to London, after her Easter holiday, she threw herself with added zest into the Suffrage struggle. The fortnight of good feeding, of quiet nights and lazy days under her mother's roof had done her much good. She was not quite so thin, the dark circles under her grey eyes had vanished, and she found not only in herself but even in the most middle-aged of her associates a delightful spirit of tomboyishness in their swelling revolt against the Liberal leaders. It was specially during the remainder of 1912 that Vivie noted the enormous good which the Suffrage movement had done and was doing to British women. It was producing a splendid camaraderie between high and low. Heroines like Lady Constance Lytton mingled as sister with equally heroic charwomen, factory girls, typewriteresses, waitresses and hospital nurses. Women doctors of Science, Music, and Medicine came down into the streets and did the bravest actions to present their rights before a public that now began to take them seriously. Debutantes, no longer quivering with fright at entering the Royal Presence, modestly but audibly called their Sovereign's attention to the injustice of Mr. Asquith's attitude towards women, while princesses of the Blood Royal had difficulty in not applauding. Many a tame cat had left the fire-side and the skirts of an inane old mother (who had plenty of people to look after her selfish wants) and emerged, dazed at first, into a world that was unknown to her. Such had thrown away their crochet hooks, their tatting-shuttles and fashion articles, their Church almanacs, and Girl's Own Library books, and read and talked of social, sexual, and industrial problems that have got to be faced and solved. Colour came into their cheeks, assurance into their faded manners, sense and sensibility into their talk; and whatever happened afterwards they were never crammed back again into the prison of Victorian spinsterhood. They learnt rough cooking, skilled confectionery, typewriting, bicycling, jiu-jitsu perhaps. "The maidens came, they talked, they sang, they read; till she not fair began to gather light, and she that was became her former beauty treble" sang in prophecy, sixty years before, the greatest of poets and the poet-prophet of Woman's Emancipation. Many a woman has directly owed the lengthened, happier, usefuller life that became hers from 1910-1911-1912 onwards to the Suffrage movement for the Liberation of Women.
On Vivie's return to London after her Easter break, she eagerly threw herself back into the Suffrage movement. The two weeks of good food, restful nights, and lazy days at her mother’s home had done wonders for her. She wasn’t as thin anymore, the dark circles under her grey eyes had disappeared, and she noticed not just in herself, but even among the older members of her group, a lively spirit of rebellion against the Liberal leaders. It was especially during the rest of 1912 that Vivie recognized the tremendous impact the Suffrage movement was having on British women. It was fostering a wonderful sense of unity among women of all classes. Heroines like Lady Constance Lytton stood alongside equally brave charwomen, factory workers, typists, waitresses, and hospital nurses. Women doctors of science, music, and medicine took to the streets, boldly advocating for their rights before a public that was starting to take them seriously. Debutantes, no longer trembling in the presence of royalty, confidently brought attention to the unfairness of Mr. Asquith's stance on women, while royal princesses struggled to contain their applause. Many passive women stepped away from the comforts of their homes and the skirts of their indifferent mothers (who had plenty of people to cater to their self-centered needs) and ventured, initially overwhelmed, into a world that was new to them. They discarded their crochet hooks, tatting shuttles, fashion magazines, church calendars, and “Girl’s Own Library” books, and began to engage in discussions about social, sexual, and industrial issues that needed to be addressed. Color returned to their cheeks, confidence replaced their old reserved manners, and they infused sense and sensibility into their conversations; and regardless of what happened afterward, they were never again confined to the prison of Victorian spinsterhood. They learned cooking, baking, typing, cycling, and maybe even jiu-jitsu. "The maidens came, they talked, they sang, they read; till she not fair began to gather light, and she that was became her former beauty treble," sang the greatest of poets, and the poet-prophet of Woman's Emancipation, sixty years earlier. Many women directly owe the longer, happier, and more fulfilling lives they experienced from 1910 to 1912 to the Suffrage movement for the Liberation of Women.
The crises of 1912 moreover were not so acute as bitterly to envenom the struggle in the way that happened during the two following years. There was always some hope that the Ministry might permit the passing of an amendment to the Franchise Bill which would in some degree affirm the principle of Female Suffrage. It is true that a certain liveliness was maintained by the Suffragettes. The W.S.P.U. dared not relax in its militancy lest Ministers should think the struggle waning and Woman already tiring of her claims. The vaunted Manhood Suffrage Bill had been introduced by an anti-woman-suffrage Quaker Minister and its Second reading been proposed by an equally anti-feminist Secretary of State—this was in June-July, 1912; and no member of the Cabinet had risen to say a word in favour of the Women's claims. Still, something might be done in Committee, in the autumn Session—if there were one—or in the following year. There was a simmering in the Suffragist ranks rather than any alarming explosion. In March, before Vivie went to Brussels, Mrs. Pankhurst had carried out a window-smashing raid on Bond Street and Regent Street and the clubs of Piccadilly, during which among the two hundred and nineteen arrests there were brought to light as "revolutionaries" two elderly women surgeons of great distinction and one female Doctor of Music. In revenge the police had raided the W.S.P.U. offices at Clifford's Inn, an event long foreseen and provided against in the neighbouring Chancery Lane.
The crises of 1912 weren't as intense as to sour the struggle in the same way it did in the following two years. There was always some hope that the government might allow an amendment to the Franchise Bill that would partially support the principle of Female Suffrage. It's true that the Suffragettes kept up a certain level of energy. The W.S.P.U. couldn't afford to back down in their militancy for fear that the government would think the struggle was losing momentum and that women were tiring of their demands. The much-touted Manhood Suffrage Bill had been introduced by an anti-woman-suffrage Quaker Minister and its Second reading was proposed by an equally anti-feminist Secretary of State—this took place in June-July 1912; and no Cabinet member had spoken in support of women's claims. Still, something might happen in Committee during the autumn session—if there was one—or in the following year. There was a building tension among Suffragists rather than a dramatic explosion. In March, before Vivie went to Brussels, Mrs. Pankhurst had carried out a window-smashing raid on Bond Street and Regent Street and the clubs of Piccadilly, during which among the two hundred and nineteen arrests, two elderly, distinguished women surgeons and one female Doctor of Music were labeled as "revolutionaries." In retaliation, the police raided the W.S.P.U. offices at Clifford's Inn, an event that had long been anticipated and prepared for in the nearby Chancery Lane.
The Irish Nationalist Party had shown its marked hostility to the enfranchisement of women in any Irish Parliament and so a few impulsive Irish women had thrown things at Nationalist M.P.'s without hurting them. Mr. Lansbury had spoken the plain truth to the Prime Minister in the House of Commons and had been denied access to that Chamber where Truth is so seldom welcome.
The Irish Nationalist Party had clearly opposed giving women the right to vote in any Irish Parliament, which led a few impulsive Irish women to throw things at Nationalist M.P.s without causing any harm. Mr. Lansbury spoke the truth to the Prime Minister in the House of Commons and was then denied entry to that Chamber, where Truth is rarely accepted.
In July the slumbering movement towards resisting the payment of taxes by vote-less women woke up into real activity, and there were many ludicrous and pathetic scenes organized often by Vivie and Bertie Adams at which household effects were sold and bought in by friends to satisfy the claims of a tax-collector. In the autumn Vivie and others of the W.S.P.U. organized great pilgrimages—the marches of the Brown Women—from Scotland, Wales, Devon and Norfolk to London, to some goal in Downing Street or Whitehall, some door-step which already had every inch of its space covered by policemen's boots. These were among the pleasantest of the manifestations and excited great good humour in the populace of town and country. They were extended picnics of ten days or a fortnight. The steady tramp of sixteen to twenty miles a day did the women good; the food en route was abundant and eaten with tremendous appetite. The pilgrims on arrival in London were a justification in physical fitness of Woman's claim to equal privileges with Man.
In July, the dormant movement to resist tax payments by women without the right to vote sprang into action, leading to many funny and touching scenes often organized by Vivie and Bertie Adams, where household items were sold and bought by friends to meet a tax collector's demands. In the autumn, Vivie and other members of the W.S.P.U. organized large pilgrimages—the marches of the Brown Women—from Scotland, Wales, Devon, and Norfolk to London, aiming for some spot in Downing Street or Whitehall, a doorstep already crowded with policemen. These events were among the most enjoyable manifestations and brought great good humor to people in towns and countryside alike. They resembled extended picnics lasting ten days or two weeks. The steady walk of sixteen to twenty miles a day was beneficial for the women; the food along the way was plentiful and consumed with huge appetites. When the pilgrims arrived in London, they served as a testament to women's physical fitness and their claim to equal rights with men.
Vivie after her Easter holiday took an increasingly active part in these manifestations of usually good-humoured insurrection. As Vivien Warren she was not much known to the authorities or to the populace but she soon became so owing to her striking appearance, telling voice and gift of oratory. All the arts she had learnt as David Williams she displayed now in pleading the woman's cause at the Albert Hall, at Manchester, in Edinburgh and Glasgow. Countess Feenix took her up, invited her to dinner parties where she found herself placed next to statesmen in office, who at first morose and nervous—expecting every moment a personal assault—gradually thawed when they found her a good conversationalist, a clever woman of the world, becomingly dressed. After all, she had been a third wrangler at Cambridge, almost a guarantee that her subsequent life could not be irregular, according to a man's standard in England of what an unmarried woman's life should be. She deprecated the violence of the militants in this phase.
After her Easter break, Vivie became more involved in these mostly good-natured protests. As Vivien Warren, she wasn’t well-known to the authorities or the public, but that changed quickly because of her striking looks, expressive voice, and talent for public speaking. All the skills she learned as David Williams shined through as she advocated for women’s rights at the Albert Hall, in Manchester, Edinburgh, and Glasgow. Countess Feenix took an interest in her and invited her to dinner parties, where she found herself seated next to politicians who, at first sullen and uneasy—expecting a personal attack at any moment—slowly warmed up when they realized she was an engaging conversationalist, a savvy woman of the world, and well-dressed. After all, she had been a third wrangler at Cambridge, which practically guaranteed that her subsequent life wouldn’t be deemed irregular by a man's standards in England regarding how an unmarried woman should live. She disapproved of the militants' violence during this time.
But she was Protean. Much of her work, the lawless part of it, was organized in the shape and dress of Mr. Michaelis. Some of her letters to the Press were signed Edgar McKenna, Albert Birrell, Andrew Asquith, Edgmont Harcourt, Felicia Ward, Millicent Curzon, Judith Pease, Edith Spenser-Churchhill, Marianne Chamberlain, or Emily Burns; and affected to be pleas for the granting of the Suffrage emanating from the revolting sons or daughters, aunts, sisters or wives of great statesmen, prominent for their opposition to the Women's Cause. The W.S.P.U. had plenty of funds and it did not cost much getting visiting cards engraved with such names and supplied with the home address of the great personage whom it was intended to annoy. One such card as an evidence of good faith would be attached to the plausibly-worded letter. The Times was seldom taken in, but great success often attended these audacious deceptions, especially in the important organs of the provincial press. Editors and sub-editors seldom took the trouble and the time to hunt through Who's Who, or a Peerage to identify the writer of the letter claiming the Vote for Women. No real combination of names was given, thus forgery was avoided; but the public and the unsuspecting Editor were left with the impression that the Premier's, Colonial Secretary's, Home Secretary's, Board of Trade President's, or prominent anti-suffragist woman's son, daughter, brother, sister, wife or mother-in-law did not at all agree with the anti-feminist opinions of its father, mother, brother or husband. If the politician were foolish enough to answer and protest, he was generally at a disadvantage; the public thought it a good joke and no one (in the provinces) believed his disclaimers.
But she was versatile. A lot of her work, the more rebellious part of it, was shaped like and attributed to Mr. Michaelis. Some of her letters to the press were signed Edgar McKenna, Albert Birrell, Andrew Asquith, Edgmont Harcourt, Felicia Ward, Millicent Curzon, Judith Pease, Edith Spenser-Churchill, Marianne Chamberlain, or Emily Burns; these letters pretended to be pleas for women's suffrage coming from the outraged sons or daughters, aunts, sisters, or wives of prominent statesmen known for opposing the Women's Cause. The W.S.P.U. had plenty of funding, and it didn't cost much to get visiting cards printed with these names, along with the home address of the important person they intended to irritate. One such card, as a show of good faith, would be attached to the convincingly worded letter. The Times was rarely fooled, but these bold deceptions often found success, especially in the major local newspapers. Editors and sub-editors rarely took the time to sift through Who's Who or a peerage to identify the author of the letter advocating for women's voting rights. No real combination of names was used, so forgery was avoided; however, the public and unsuspecting editors were led to believe that the son, daughter, brother, sister, wife, or mother-in-law of the Prime Minister, Colonial Secretary, Home Secretary, Board of Trade President, or a leading anti-suffragist did not agree with the anti-feminist views held by their relative. If the politician was foolish enough to respond and protest, he generally found himself at a disadvantage; the public thought it was a good joke, and no one in the provinces believed his denials.
Vivie generally heckled ministers on the stump and parliamentary candidates dressed as a woman of the lower middle class. It would have been unwise to do so in man's guise, in case there should be a rough-and-tumble afterwards and her sex be discovered. Although in order to avoid premature arrest she did not herself take part in those most ingenious—and from the view of endurance, heroic—stow-aways of women interrupters in the roofs, attics, inaccessible organ lofts or music galleries of public halls, she organized many of these surprises beforehand. It was Vivie to whom the brilliant idea came of once baffling the police in the rearrest of either Mrs. Pankhurst or Annie Kenney. Knowing when the police would come to the building where one or other of these ladies was to make her sensational re-appearance, she had previously secreted there forty other women who were dressed and veiled precisely similarly to the fugitive from justice. Thus, when the force of constables claimed admittance, forty-one women, virtually indistinguishable one from the other, ran out into the street, and the bewildered minions of the law were left lifting their helmets to scratch puzzled heads and admitting "the wimmen were a bit too much for us, this time, they were."
Vivie usually mocked ministers during speeches and parliamentary candidates while dressed as a woman from the lower middle class. It would have been risky to do this in men’s clothes, just in case there was a scuffle later and her gender was discovered. Although she didn’t take part in the clever and, from an endurance perspective, heroic stowaways of women who would interrupt from the roofs, attics, or hard-to-reach areas like organ lofts or music galleries in public halls—avoiding early arrest—she organized many of these setups in advance. It was Vivie who had the brilliant idea of outsmarting the police during the rearrest of either Mrs. Pankhurst or Annie Kenney. Knowing when the police would show up at the venue where either of these women was supposed to make her dramatic return, she secretly hid forty other women dressed and veiled exactly like the fugitive. So when the police officers demanded entry, forty-one women, practically indistinguishable from one another, rushed out into the street, leaving the baffled law enforcement scratching their helmets and admitting, "the women were a bit too much for us this time."
In her bedroom at 88-90 she kept an equipment of theatrical disguises; very natural-looking moustaches which could be easily applied and which remained firmly adhering save under the application of the right solvent; pairs of tinted spectacles; wigs of credible appearance; different styles of suiting, different types of women's dress. She sometimes sat in trains as a handsome, impressive matron of fifty-five, with a Pompadour confection and a tortoiseshell face-à-main, conversing with ministers of state or permanent officials on their way to their country seats, and saying "Horrid creatures!" if any one referred to the activities of the Suffragettes. Thus disguised she elicited considerable information sometimes, though she might really be on her way to organize the break-up of the statesman's public meeting, the enquiry into discreditable circumstances which might compel his withdrawal from public life, or merely the burning down of his shooting box.
In her bedroom at 88-90, she kept a stash of theatrical disguises; very realistic-looking mustaches that could be easily applied and stayed on securely, except when the right solvent was used; various pairs of tinted glasses; believable wigs; different styles of suits and types of women's dresses. Sometimes, she would sit on trains as a striking, sophisticated woman in her fifties, with a Pompadour hairstyle and a tortoiseshell face-à-main, chatting with government ministers or permanent officials heading to their country estates, and saying "Horrible people!" if anyone mentioned the Suffragettes’ actions. While disguised, she often gathered useful information, whether she was actually on her way to sabotage the statesman's public meeting, investigate scandalous matters that could force him out of public life, or simply burn down his hunting lodge.
This life had its risks and perils, but it agreed with her health. It was exciting and took her mind off Rossiter.
This life came with its risks and dangers, but it suited her health. It was thrilling and distracted her from Rossiter.
Rossiter for his part experienced a slackening in the tension of his mind during the same year 1912. He was touched by his wife's faint suspicion of his alienated affection and by her dogged determination to be sufficient to him as a companion and a helper; and a little ashamed at his middle-aged—he was forty-seven—infatuation for a woman who was herself well on in the thirties. There were times when a rift came in the cloud of his passion for Vivie, when he looked out dispassionately on the prospect of the rest of his life—he could hope at most for twenty more years of mental and bodily activity and energy. Was this all too brief period to be filled up with a senile renewal of sexual longing! He felt ashamed of the thoughts that had occupied so much of his mind since he had laid David Williams on the couch of his library, to find it was Vivie Warren whose arms were round his neck. He was not sorry this love for a woman he could not possess had sent him into Parliament. He was beginning to enjoy himself there. He had found himself, had lost that craven fear of the Speaker that paralyzes most new members. He knew when to speak and when to be silent; and when he spoke unsuspected gifts of biting sarcasm, clever characterization, convincing scorn of the uneducated minister type came to his aid. His tongue played round his victims, unequipped as they were with his vast experience of reality, vaguely discursive, on the surface as are most lawyers, at a loss for similes and tropes as are most men of business, or dull of wits as are most of the fine flowers of the public schools, stultified with the classics and scripture history. He knew that unless there was some radical change of government he could not be a minister; but he cared little for that. He was rich—thanks to his wife—he was recovering his influence and his European and American reputation as a great discoverer, a deep thinker. He enjoyed pulverizing the Ministry over their suffrage insincerities and displaying his contempt of the politician elected only for his money influence in borough, county, or in the subscription lists of the Chief Whip. Though his pulses still beat a little quicker when he held Vivie's hand in his at some reception of Lady Feenix's or a dinner party at the Gorings—Vivie as the child of a "fallen" woman had a prescriptive right of entrance to Diana's circle—he had not the slightest intention of running away with her, of nipping his career in two, just as he might be scaling the last heights to the citadel of fame: either as a politician of the new type, the type of high education, or as one of the giants of inductive science. Besides in 1912, if I mistake not, Dr. Smith-Woodward and Mr. Charles Dawson made that discovery of the remains of an ape-like man in the gravels of mid-Sussex; and the hounds of Anthropology went off on a new scent at full cry, Rossiter foremost in the pack.
Rossiter experienced a decrease in the tension of his mind during the same year, 1912. He was affected by his wife’s faint suspicion of his distant feelings and her stubborn determination to be a good companion and helper to him. He felt a bit ashamed of his middle-aged—he was forty-seven—infatuation for a woman who was already in her thirties. There were moments when a crack appeared in the cloud of his passion for Vivie, making him look at the rest of his life with clear eyes—he could hope for at most twenty more years of mental and physical activity and energy. Was this short span of time really meant to be filled with a senile revival of sexual longing? He felt embarrassed about the thoughts that had occupied so much of his mind since he had laid David Williams on the couch in his library, only to find that it was Vivie Warren holding him in her arms. He didn’t regret that this unrequited love for a woman he couldn’t have had driven him into Parliament. He was starting to enjoy himself there. He had found his footing, losing that crippling fear of the Speaker that paralyzes most new members. He understood when to speak and when to stay quiet; and when he did speak, unexpected talents for biting sarcasm, clever characterizations, and convincing scorn for the uneducated minister type came to his aid. He deftly outmaneuvered his opponents, which were ill-equipped with his extensive experience of reality, often vague, as most lawyers are, struggling for similes and metaphors like many businesspeople, or lacking wits like many of the privileged graduates of public schools, bogged down by classics and scriptural history. He knew that unless there was some major change in government, he couldn’t be a minister; but he didn’t care much about that. He was wealthy—thanks to his wife—regaining his influence and his reputation in Europe and America as a great discoverer and deep thinker. He took pleasure in tearing apart the Ministry over their insincerities about suffrage and showing his contempt for politicians elected only for their financial clout in boroughs, counties, or among the subscription lists of the Chief Whip. Although his heart still raced a little when he held Vivie’s hand at one of Lady Feenix’s receptions or at a dinner party hosted by the Gorings—Vivie, as the child of a “fallen” woman, had her rightful place in Diana's circle—he had no intention of running off with her, of cutting his career in half, just as he might be reaching the final peaks toward the citadel of fame: either as a new type of politician, the kind with a high education, or as one of the great minds in inductive science. Also, in 1912, if I’m not mistaken, Dr. Smith-Woodward and Mr. Charles Dawson discovered the remains of an ape-like man in the gravel of mid-Sussex; and the hounds of Anthropology raced off on a new trail, with Rossiter leading the pack.
Mrs. Rossiter in the same year allowed herself more and more to be tempted into anti-suffrage discussions at the houses of peers or of strong-minded, influential ladies who were on the easiest terms with peers and potentates. She still resented the line her husband had taken in politics and believed it to be chiefly due to an inexplicable interest in Vivien Warren who she began to feel was the same person as "David Williams."
Mrs. Rossiter that same year found herself increasingly drawn into anti-suffrage discussions at the homes of peers or strong-minded, influential women who were closely connected with powerful figures. She still felt bitter about her husband's political stance and believed it was largely because of an unexplainable interest in Vivien Warren, who she was starting to think was the same person as "David Williams."
If she could only master the "Anti" arguments—they sounded so convincing from the lips of Miss Violet Markham or Mrs. Humphry Ward or some suave King's Counsel with the remnants of mutton-chop whiskers—if she could wean Michael away from that disturbing nonsense—he could assign "militancy" as the justification of his change of mind...! All that was asked by Authority, so far as she could interpret hints from great ladies, was neutrality, the return of Professor Rossiter to the paths of pure science in which area no one disputed his eminence. Then he might receive that knighthood that was long overdue; better still his next lot of discoveries in anatomy might bring him the peerage he richly deserved and which her wealth would support. He could then rest on his oars, cease his more or less nasty investigations; they could take a place in the country and move from this much too large house which lay almost outside the limits of Society's London to a really well-appointed flat in Westminster and have a thoroughly enjoyable old age.
If she could just get the hang of the "Anti" arguments—they sounded so convincing when Miss Violet Markham, Mrs. Humphry Ward, or some smooth King's Counsel with leftover mutton-chop whiskers said them—if she could pull Michael away from that troubling nonsense—he could use "militancy" as the reason for his change of heart…! All that Authority wanted, based on what she could pick up from influential women, was neutrality, a return for Professor Rossiter to the realm of pure science where no one questioned his brilliance. Then he might finally get that knighthood he's been overdue for; even better, his next discoveries in anatomy could earn him the peerage he truly deserved and which her wealth could support. He could then relax, stop his somewhat unpleasant investigations; they could settle down in the countryside and move from this far too large house, which was almost outside the boundaries of Society's London, to a well-equipped flat in Westminster and enjoy a truly satisfying old age.
Honoria in these times did not see so much of Vivie as before. Her warrior husband spent a good deal of 1912 at home as he had a Hounslow command. He had come to realize—some spiteful person had told him—who Vivie's mother had been, and told Honoria in accents of finality that the "Aunt Vivie" nonsense must be dropped and Vivie must not come to the house. At the most, if she must meet her friend of college days—oh, he was quite willing to believe in her personal propriety, though there were odd stories in circulation about her dressing as a man and doing some very rum things for the W.S.P.U.—still if she must see her, it would have to be in public places or at her friends, at Lady Feenix's, if she liked. No. He wasn't attacking the cause of Suffrage. Women could have the vote and welcome so far as he was concerned: they couldn't be greater fools than the men, and they were probably less corrupt. He himself never remembered voting in his life, so Honoria was no worse off than her husband. But he drew the line in his children's friends at the daughter of a....
Honoria didn’t spend as much time with Vivie these days. Her warrior husband was home quite a bit in 1912 since he had a command in Hounslow. He had come to realize—thanks to some spiteful gossip—who Vivie's mother had been, and he told Honoria in a definite tone that the "Aunt Vivie" nonsense had to stop and that Vivie shouldn’t come to their house. If she really had to see her college friend—oh, he was willing to believe she was proper enough, despite some strange stories about her dressing as a man and getting involved in questionable activities for the W.S.P.U.—it would have to be in public places or at friends' houses, like Lady Feenix's, if she wanted. No. He wasn’t against the Suffrage movement. Women could have the vote as far as he was concerned; they couldn’t be more foolish than men, and they were probably less corrupt. He himself couldn’t remember ever voting, so Honoria was no worse off than her husband. But he couldn't accept the daughter of a...
Here Honoria to avoid hearing something she could not forgive put her plump hand over his bristly mouth. He kissed it and somehow she couldn't take the high tone she had at first intended. She simply said "she would see about it" and met the difficulty by giving up her suffrage parties for a bit and attending Lady Maud's instead; where you met not only poor Vivie, but—had she been in London and guaranteed reformed and rangée—you might have met Vivie's mother; as well as the Duchess of Dulborough—American, and intensely Suffrage—the charwoman from Little Francis Street, the bookseller's wife, the "mother of the maids" from Derry and Toms; and that very clever chemist who had mended Juliet Duff's nose when she fell on the ice at Princes'—they would both be there. Honoria said nothing to Vivie and Vivie said nothing to Honoria about the inhibition, but together with her irrational jealousy of Eoanthropos dawsoni and irritation at the growing contentedness with things as they were on the part of Rossiter, it made her a trifle more reckless in her militancy.
Here, Honoria, to avoid hearing something she couldn't forgive, put her chubby hand over his rough mouth. He kissed it, and somehow she couldn't maintain the high tone she had initially planned. She simply said she'd "see about it" and dealt with the situation by stepping back from her suffrage groups for a while and going to Lady Maud's instead; where you met not only poor Vivie, but—had she been in London and ensured she’d changed her ways and was socially acceptable—you might have met Vivie's mother; as well as the Duchess of Dulborough—American and fiercely supportive of suffrage—the cleaner from Little Francis Street, the bookseller's wife, the "mother of the maids" from Derry and Toms; and that very clever chemist who had fixed Juliet Duff's nose when she fell on the ice at Princes'—they would all be there. Honoria didn’t mention anything to Vivie, and Vivie didn’t say anything to Honoria about the prohibition, but along with her irrational jealousy of Eoanthropos dawsoni and irritation at Rossiter's growing acceptance of things as they were, it made her a bit more reckless in her activism.
And Praddy? How did he fare in these times? Praed felt himself increasingly out of the picture. He was not far gone in the sixties, sixty-one, perhaps at most. But out of the movement. In his prime the people of his set—the cultivated upper middle class, with a few recruits from the peerage—cared only about Art in some shape or form—recondite music, the themes of which were never obvious enough to be hummed, the androgyne poetry of the 'nineties, morbidities from the Yellow Book, and Scarlet Sins that you disclaimed for yourself, to avoid unpleasantness with the Criminal Investigation Department, but freely attributed to people who were not in the room; the drawings of Aubrey Beardsley and successors in audacity and ugly indecency who left Beardsley a mere disciple of Raphael Tuck; also architecture which ignored the housemaid's sink, the box-room and the fire-escape.
And Praddy? How's he doing these days? Praed felt increasingly out of the loop. He wasn't that old, just sixty-one at most. But he was definitely out of the movement. Back in his prime, the people he hung out with—the cultured upper middle class, along with a few from the nobility—were only interested in Art in some form or another—obscure music that was never catchy enough to hum, the androgynous poetry of the '90s, the morbid themes from the Yellow Book, and the Scarlet Sins you disavowed for yourself to avoid any trouble with the Criminal Investigation Department, but openly attributed to others who weren’t around; the drawings of Aubrey Beardsley and others who pushed the boundaries of outrageousness and indecency, making Beardsley seem like a mere disciple of Raphael Tuck; plus architecture that overlooked practical things like the housemaid's sink, the box room, and the fire escape.
The people who still came to his studio because he had the reputation of being a wit and the husband of his parlour-maid (whom to her indignation they called Queen Cophetua) cared not a straw about Art in any shape or form. The women wanted the Vote—few of them knew why—the men wanted to be aviators, motorists beating the record in speed on French trial trips, or Apaches in their relations with the female sex or prize-fighters—Jimmy Wilde had displaced Oscar, to the advantage of humanity, even Praddy agreed.
The people who still visited his studio did so because he was known for being clever and for being married to his housemaid (whom, to her annoyance, they called Queen Cophetua) and didn't care at all about Art in any form. The women wanted the right to vote—few understood why—the men wanted to be pilots, race car drivers setting speed records on French trials, or tough guys in their interactions with women or boxers—Jimmy Wilde had taken Oscar’s place, much to humanity’s benefit, even Praddy agreed.
To Praed however Vivie took the bitterness, the disillusions which came over her at intervals:
To Praed, however, Vivie took the bitterness and the disillusionment that came over her from time to time:
"I feel, Praddy, I'm getting older and I seem to be at a loose end. D'you know I'm on the verge of thirty-seven—and I have no definite career? I'm rather tired of being a well-meaning adventuress."
"I feel, Praddy, like I'm getting older and I'm at a bit of a crossroads. You know I'm close to thirty-seven—and I still don't have a solid career? I'm pretty tired of being a well-meaning adventurer."
"Then why," Praddy would reply, "don't you go and live with your mother?"
"Then why," Praddy would reply, "don't you just go live with your mom?"
"Ugh! I couldn't stand for long that life in Belgium or elsewhere abroad. They seem miles behind us, with all our faults. Mother only seems to think now of good things to eat and a course of the waters at Spa in September to neutralize the over-eating of the other eleven months. There is no political career for women on the Continent."
"Ugh! I couldn't handle living in Belgium or anywhere else abroad for long. They seem a long way behind us, with all our flaws. Mom only seems to think about good food now and a spa visit in September to make up for overeating the other eleven months. There’s no political career for women on the Continent."
"Then why not marry and have children? That is a career in itself. Look at Honoria, how happy she is."
"Then why not get married and have kids? That’s a career in its own right. Look at Honoria, she’s so happy."
"Yes—but there is only one man I could love, and he's married already."
"Yes—but there's only one guy I could love, and he's already married."
"Pooh! nonsense. There are as many good fish in the sea as ever came out of it. If you won't do as Beryl did—by the bye isn't she a swell in these days! And strict with her daughters! She won't let 'em come here, I'm told, because of some silly story some one set abroad about me! And that humbug, Francis Brimley Storrington—by the bye he's an A.R.A. now and scarcely has enough talent to design a dog kennel, yet they've given him the job of the new stables at Buckingham Palace. Well if you won't share some one else's husband, pick out a good man for yourself. There must be plenty going—some retired prize-fighter. They seem all the rage just now, and are supposed to be awfully gentlemanly out of the ring."
"Ugh! Nonsense. There are just as many good fish in the sea as there ever were. If you won’t do what Beryl did—by the way, isn’t she classy these days! And so strict with her daughters! I hear she won’t let them come here because of some silly story someone spread about me! And that fraud, Francis Brimley Storrington—by the way, he’s an A.R.A. now and barely has enough talent to design a dog kennel, yet they’ve given him the job of the new stables at Buckingham Palace. Well, if you won’t share someone else’s husband, find a good man for yourself. There must be plenty out there—maybe some retired prizefighter. They seem to be all the rage right now and are supposed to be really gentlemanly outside the ring."
"Don't be perverse. You know exactly how I feel. I'm wasting the prime of my life. I see no clear course marked out before me. Sometimes I think I would like to explore Central Africa or get up a Woman's Expedition to the South Pole. Life has seemed so flat since I gave up being David Williams. Then I lived in a perpetual thrill, always on my guard. I tire every now and then of my monkey tricks, and the praise of all these women leaves me cold. I wish I were as simple minded as most of them are. To them the Vote seems the beginning of the millennium. They seem to forget that after we've got the Vote we shall have another fight to be admitted as members to the House. You may be sure the men will stand out another fifty years over that surrender. I alternate in my moods between the reckless fury of an Anarchist and the lassitude of Lord Rosebery. To think that I was once so elated and conceited about being a Third Wrangler...!"
"Don’t be difficult. You know exactly how I feel. I’m wasting the best years of my life. I don’t see a clear path ahead of me. Sometimes I think I’d like to explore Central Africa or organize a Women’s Expedition to the South Pole. Life has felt so dull since I stopped being David Williams. Back then, I lived in constant excitement, always on my toes. I occasionally get tired of my antics, and the compliments from all these women don’t mean much to me. I wish I were as simple-minded as most of them. To them, getting the Vote seems like the start of a new era. They seem to forget that once we have the Vote, we’ll have another battle to be allowed as members in the House. You can bet the men will delay that for at least another fifty years. My moods swing between the reckless rage of an Anarchist and the lethargy of Lord Rosebery. It’s hard to believe I was once so proud and arrogant about being a Third Wrangler...!"
With the closing months of 1912, however, there was a greater tenseness, a sharpening of the struggle which once more roused Vivie to keen interest. When she returned from an autumn visit to Villa Beau-séjour she found there had been a split between the "Peths" and the "Panks." The Girondist section of the women suffragists had separated from those who could see no practical policy to win the Vote but a regime of Terrorism—mild terrorism, it is true—somewhat that of the Curate in The Private Secretary who at last told his persecutors he should really have to give them a good hard knock. The Peths drew back before the Pankish programme (mild as this would seem, to us of Bolshevik days and of Irish insurrection). Votes for Women returned to the control of the Pethick Lawrences, and the Pankhurst party to which Vivie belonged were to start a new press organ, The Suffragette.
With the end of 1912 approaching, the tension grew, intensifying the struggle that once again sparked Vivie's keen interest. After returning from an autumn visit to Villa Beau-séjour, she discovered a split between the "Peths" and the "Panks." The Girondist faction of the women suffragists had separated from those who believed the only way to win the Vote was through a regime of Terrorism—mild terrorism, to be fair—similar to the Curate in The Private Secretary who finally told his tormentors he would really have to give them a good hard knock. The Peths recoiled from the Pankish agenda (mild as it may seem to us in the era of Bolshevism and Irish insurrection). Votes for Women returned under the leadership of the Pethick Lawrences, while the Pankhurst party to which Vivie belonged planned to launch a new publication, The Suffragette.
The Panks, it seemed, had a more acute fore-knowledge than the Peths. The latter had felt they were forcing an open door; that the Liberal Ministry would eventually squeeze a measure of Female Suffrage into the long-discussed Franchise Bill; and that too much militancy was disgusting the general public with the Woman's cause. The former declared all along that Women were going to be done in the eye, because all the militancy hitherto had got very little in man's way, had only excited smiles, and shoulder-shrugs. Ministers of the Crown in 1912 had compared the hoydenish booby-traps and bloodless skirmishes of the Suffragettes with the grim fighting, the murders, burnings, mob-rule of the 1830's, when MEN were agitating for Reform; or the mutilation of cattle, the assassinations, dynamite outrages, gun-powder plots, bombs and boycotting of the long drawn-out Irish agitation for Home Rule. An agitation which was now resulting in the placing on the Statute Book of a Home Rule Bill, while another equally deadly agitation—in promise—was being worked up by Sir Edward Carson, the Duke of This and the Marquis of That, and a very rising politician, Mr. F.E. Smith, to defeat the operation of Home Rule for Ireland. In short, if one might believe the second-rate ministers who were not repudiated by their superiors in rank, the Vote for Women could only be wrung from the reluctance of the tyrant man, if the women made life unbearable for the male section of the community.
The Panks seemed to have a sharper awareness than the Peths. The latter thought they were pushing at an open door, believing that the Liberal Government would eventually include some form of Women's Suffrage in the long-discussed Franchise Bill, and that too much militancy was turning the general public against the Women's cause. The former insisted all along that Women were going to be sidelined because all the militancy had achieved very little for men, only eliciting smiles and shoulder-shrugs. In 1912, Ministers of the Crown compared the reckless antics and non-violent protests of the Suffragettes to the serious struggles, murders, arsons, and mob violence of the 1830s when MEN were campaigning for Reform; or to the mutilation of livestock, assassinations, dynamite attacks, gunpowder conspiracies, bombs, and boycotting during the prolonged Irish fight for Home Rule. This agitation was now leading to the enactment of a Home Rule Bill, while another equally intense agitation—in terms of promise—was being stirred up by Sir Edward Carson, the Duke of This, the Marquis of That, and a rising politician, Mr. F.E. Smith, to block the implementation of Home Rule for Ireland. In short, if one could believe the second-rate ministers who weren't dismissed by their superiors, the Vote for Women could only be extracted from the reluctance of the tyrant man, if women made life unbearable for the male portion of society.
It was a dangerous suggestion to make, or would have proved so, had these sneering politicians been provoking men to claim their constitutional rights: bloodshed would almost certainly have followed. But the leaders of the militant women ordered (and were obeyed) that no attacks on life should be part of the Woman's militant programme. Property might be destroyed, especially such as did not impoverish the poor; but there were to be no railway accidents, no sinking of ships, no violent deeds dangerous to life. At the height and greatest bitterness of militancy no statesman's life was in danger.
It was a risky suggestion to make, or it would have been, if those mocking politicians had been stirring people up to assert their constitutional rights: violence would almost certainly have ensued. However, the leaders of the militant women instructed (and were followed) that no attacks on life should be part of the Women’s militant agenda. Property could be damaged, especially things that wouldn't hurt the poor; but there would be no train accidents, no sinking of ships, no violent acts that endangered lives. During the peak and most intense period of militancy, no politician's life was in jeopardy.
The only recklessness about life was in the militant women. They risked and sometimes lost their lives in carrying out their protests. They invented the Hunger Strike (the prospect of which as an inevitable episode ahead of her, filled Vivie with tremulous dread) to balk the Executive of its idea of turning the prisons of England into Bastilles for locking up these clamant women who had become better lawyers than the men who tried them. But think what the Hunger Strike and its concomitant, Forcible Feeding, meant in the way of pain and danger to the life of the victim. The Government were afraid (unless you were an utterly unknown man or woman of the lower classes) of letting you die in prison; so to force them to release you, you had first to refuse for four days all food—the heroic added all drink. Then to prevent your death—and being human you, the prisoner, must have hoped they were keeping a good look-out on your growing weakness—the prison doctor must intervene with his forcible feeding. This was a form of torture the Inquisition would have been sorry to have overlooked, and one no doubt that the Bolsheviks have practised with great glee. The patient was strapped to a chair or couch or had his—usually her—limbs held down by warders (wardresses) and nurses. A steel or a wooden gag was then inserted, often with such roughness as to chip or break the teeth, and through the forced-open mouth a tube was pushed down the throat, sometimes far enough to hurt the stomach. This produced an apoplectic condition of choking and nausea, and as the stomach filled up with liquid food the retching nearly killed the patient. The windpipe became involved. Food entered the lungs—the tongue was cut and bruised (Think what a mere pimple on the tongue means to some of us: it keeps me awake half the night)—the lips were torn. Worse still—requiring really a pathological essay to which I am not equal—was feeding by slender pipes through the nose. The far simpler and painless process per rectum was debarred because it might have constituted an indecent assault.
The only reckless thing about life was the militant women. They risked and sometimes lost their lives in their protests. They came up with the Hunger Strike (the thought of which, looming ahead of her, filled Vivie with intense dread) to stop the government from turning English prisons into Bastilles for locking up these outspoken women who had become better lawyers than the men trying them. But just think about what the Hunger Strike and its consequence, Forcible Feeding, meant in terms of pain and danger to the victim’s life. The government feared (unless you were a completely unknown person from the lower classes) letting you die in prison; so to force them to release you, you first had to refuse all food for four days—the brave ones also refused all drink. Then, to prevent your death—and being human, you, the prisoner, must have hoped they were keeping a close eye on your growing weakness—the prison doctor had to step in with his forcible feeding. This was a form of torture that even the Inquisition would have regretted not using, and one that, no doubt, the Bolsheviks practiced with pleasure. The patient was strapped to a chair or couch or had their—usually her—limbs held down by guards and nurses. A steel or wooden gag was then inserted, often with such roughness that it chipped or broke teeth, and through the forced-open mouth, a tube was shoved down the throat, sometimes far enough to hurt the stomach. This caused a choking and nauseous condition, and as the stomach filled with liquid food, the retching nearly killed the patient. The windpipe became involved. Food entered the lungs—the tongue was cut and bruised (Think about what even a small pimple on the tongue means to some of us: it keeps me awake half the night)—the lips were torn. Even worse—requiring a detailed study to fully describe—was feeding through slender pipes inserted into the nose. The much simpler and painless process per rectum was ruled out because it might have been considered an indecent assault.
Was ever Ministry in a greater dilemma? It was too old-fashioned, too antiquely educated to realize the spirit of its age, the pass at which we had arrived of conceding to Women the same rights as to men. Women were ready to die for these rights (not to kill others in order to attain them). Yet for fear of wounding the national sentimentality they must not be allowed to die; they must not be saved from suicide by any action savouring of indecency; so they must be tortured as prisoners hardly were in the worst days of the Inquisition or at the worst-conducted public school of the Victorian era.
Was there ever a government in a bigger crisis? It was too outdated, too stuck in its old ways to understand the spirit of the times, where we had reached the point of granting women the same rights as men. Women were willing to die for these rights (not to kill others to achieve them). Yet, out of fear of hurting national sentiment, they must not be allowed to die; they must not be rescued from suicide by any actions that might seem inappropriate; so they must be tormented like prisoners were during the worst days of the Inquisition or at the worst poorly run public schools of the Victorian era.
But Vivie's gradually rising wrath was to be brought by degrees to boiling-point through the spring of 1913, and to explode at last over an incident more tragic than any one of the five or six hundred cases of forcible feeding.
But Vivie's slowly building anger would reach a boiling point in the spring of 1913, ultimately erupting over an incident more tragic than any of the five or six hundred cases of forced feeding.
Early in 1913, the Speaker intimated that any insertion of a Woman Suffrage Amendment into the Manhood Franchise Bill would be inconsistent with some unwritten code of Parliamentary procedure of which apparently he was the sole guardian and interpreter. Ministers who had probably prepared this coup months before went about expressing hypocritical laments at the eccentricities of our constitution; and the Franchise Act was abandoned. A little later, frightened at the renewal of arson in town and country, at interferences with their week-end golf courses, at the destruction of mails in the letter-boxes, and the slashing of Old Masters at the National Gallery (purchased at about five times their intrinsic value by a minister who would not have spent one penny of national money to encourage native art), the Cabinet let it be known that a way would be found presently to give Woman Suffrage a clear run. A private member would be allowed to bring in a Bill for conferring the franchise on women, and the opinion of the House would be sought on its merits independently of party issues. The Government Whips would be withdrawn and members of the Government be left free to vote as they pleased.
In early 1913, the Speaker hinted that adding a Woman Suffrage Amendment to the Manhood Franchise Bill would go against some unwritten rule of Parliamentary procedure that he seemed to believe he alone understood and upheld. Ministers, who likely had this plan in the works for months, pretended to be concerned about the quirks of our constitution, and the Franchise Act was dropped. Shortly after, alarmed by a resurgence of arson in both urban and rural areas, disruptions to their weekend golf games, the destruction of mail in mailboxes, and the vandalism of Old Masters at the National Gallery (which had been bought for about five times their actual worth by a minister who wouldn’t have spent a dime of taxpayer funds to support local art), the Cabinet announced that they would find a way to let Woman Suffrage progress. A backbench politician would be permitted to introduce a Bill to grant women the right to vote, and the House would be asked to assess it on its own merits, separate from party politics. The Government Whips would be lifted, allowing government members to vote freely.
It was a fair deduction, however, from what was said at that time and later, that the strongest possible pressure—arguments ad hominem and in a sense ad pecuniam—was brought to bear on Liberals and on Irish Nationalists to vote against the Bill. Had the Second reading been carried, the Government would have resigned and a Home Rule Bill for Ireland have been once more postponed.
It was a reasonable conclusion, though, based on what was discussed at that time and later, that intense pressure—personal attacks and, in a way, financial incentives—was applied to Liberals and Irish Nationalists to vote against the Bill. If the Second reading had passed, the Government would have stepped down, and a Home Rule Bill for Ireland would have been delayed again.
The rejection of Mr. Dickinson's measure by a majority of forty-seven convinced the Militants that Pharaoh had once more hardened his heart; and the hopelessness of the Woman's cause at that juncture inspired one woman with a resolution to give her life as a protest in the manner most calculated to impress the male mind of the British public.
The rejection of Mr. Dickinson's proposal by a majority of forty-seven made the Militants believe that Pharaoh had once again hardened his heart; and the despair of the Woman's cause at that time motivated one woman to decide to dedicate her life as a protest in a way that would most effectively capture the attention of the British public's male perspective.
[3] Michaelis, I believe, was a Greek merchant dealing with sponges, emery powder, coral, and other products of the Mediterranean shores whose acquaintance Vivie had originally made when interested in the shares of that Levantine house, Charles Davis and Co. Of Ionian birth he had become a naturalized British subject, but having grown wealthy had decided to transfer himself to Athens and enter political life. He had consented amusedly to Vivie's adoption of his name for her new tenancy and had given her an old passport, which you could do in the days that knew not Dora—she resembling him somewhat in appearance. He was aware of her Suffragist activities and guessed she might want it occasionally for eluding the police on trips abroad.—H.H.J.
[3] I think Michaelis was a Greek businessman who sold sponges, emery powder, coral, and other goods from the Mediterranean coast. Vivie met him when she was looking into investing in the shares of a Levantine company, Charles Davis and Co. Although he was originally from the Ionian Islands, he became a naturalized British citizen. Now that he was wealthy, he decided to move to Athens and get involved in politics. He amusingly agreed to let Vivie use his name for her new place and gave her an old passport, something that was possible in a time before Dora—she did resemble him a bit. He knew about her Suffragist efforts and suspected she might need it from time to time to avoid the police during her travels abroad.—H.H.J.
[4] Or so the observers say who haven't had a life of pleasure.
[4] Or so say the onlookers who haven’t experienced a life of enjoyment.
CHAPTER XV
IMPRISONMENT
Prior to the Derby day of 1913, Vivie had heard of Emily Wilding Davison as a Northumbrian woman, distantly related to the Rossiters and also to the Lady Shillito she had once defended. She came from Morpeth in Northumberland and had had a very distinguished University career at Oxford and in London, of which latter university she was a B.A. The theme of the electoral enfranchisement of Women had gradually possessed her mind to the exclusion of all other subjects; she became in fact a fanatic in the cause and a predestined martyr to it. In 1909 she had received her first sentence of imprisonment for making a constitutional protest, and to escape forcible feeding had barricaded her cell. The Visiting Committee had driven her from this position by directing the warders to turn a hose pipe on her and knock her senseless with a douche of cold water; for which irregularity they were afterwards fined and mulcted in costs. Two years later, for another Suffragist offence (setting fire to a pillar box after giving warning of her intention) she went to prison for six months. Here the tortures of forcible feeding so overcame her reason—it was alleged—that she flung herself from an upper gallery, believing she would be smashed on the pavement below and that her death under such circumstances might call attention to the agony of forcible feeding and the reckless disregard of consequences which now inspired educated women who were resolved to obtain the enfranchisement of their sex. But an iron wire grating eight feet below broke her fall and only cut her face and hands. The accident or attempted suicide, however, procured the shortening of her sentence.
Before Derby Day in 1913, Vivie had heard of Emily Wilding Davison, a woman from Northumberland, who was distantly related to the Rossiters and also to Lady Shillito, whom she had once defended. She came from Morpeth in Northumberland and had a very distinguished academic career at Oxford and then in London, where she earned her B.A. The idea of women's electoral enfranchisement increasingly consumed her thoughts to the exclusion of everything else; she essentially became a fanatic for the cause and a likely martyr for it. In 1909, she received her first prison sentence for making a constitutional protest and, to avoid forcible feeding, she barricaded her cell. The Visiting Committee forced her out of this position by ordering the warders to spray her with a hose, knocking her senseless with a blast of cold water; for this irregularity, they were later fined and billed for costs. Two years later, for another Suffragist offense (setting fire to a pillar box after warning others of her intention), she was sentenced to six months in prison. During her time there, the horrors of forcible feeding allegedly overwhelmed her reason, leading her to throw herself from an upper gallery, believing she would crash onto the pavement below and that her death in such circumstances might draw attention to the agony of forcible feeding and the reckless disregard for consequences that now motivated educated women determined to obtain voting rights. However, an iron wire grating eight feet below broke her fall and only injured her face and hands. The incident or attempted suicide, nonetheless, resulted in a reduction of her sentence.
Vivie and she often met in the early months of 1913, and on the first day of June she confided to a few of the W.S.P.U. her intention of making at Epsom a public protest against public indifference to the cause of the Woman's Franchise. This protest was to be made in the most striking manner possible at the supreme moment of the Derby race on the 4th of June. Probably no one to whom she mentioned the matter thought she contemplated offering up her own life; at most they must have imagined some speech from the Grand Stand, some address to Royalty thrown into the Royal pavilion, some waving of a Suffrage Flag or early-morning placarding of the bookies' stands.
Vivie and she often met in the early months of 1913, and on the first day of June, she shared with a few members of the W.S.P.U. her plan to stage a public protest in Epsom against the widespread indifference to the cause of Women’s Suffrage. This protest was meant to be as dramatic as possible at the peak moment of the Derby race on June 4th. Probably no one she mentioned this to thought she intended to risk her own life; at most, they probably imagined some speech from the Grand Stand, an address to the Royal Family thrown into the Royal pavilion, some waving of a Suffrage Flag, or early-morning placards at the bookies’ stands.
Vivie however had been turning her thoughts to horse-racing as a field of activity. She was amused and interested at the effect that had been produced in ministerial circles by her interference with the game of golf. If now something was done by the militants seriously to impede the greatest of the sports, the national form of gambling, the protected form of swindling, the main interest in life of the working-class, of half the peerage, all the beerage, the chief lure of the newspapers between October and July, and the preoccupation of princes, she might awaken the male mind in a very effectual way to the need for settling the Suffrage question.
Vivie, however, had been thinking about horse racing as a potential activity. She found it amusing and interesting to see how her interference with the game of golf had impacted circles in the government. If the militants took serious action to disrupt one of the biggest sports, the national form of gambling, the protected kind of cheating, the primary interest of the working class, half of the aristocracy, all the pub-goers, the main attraction for newspapers between October and July, and the focus for royalty, she might effectively awaken men to the urgent need to address the Suffrage issue.
So she determined also to see the running of the Derby, as a preliminary to deciding on a plan of campaign. She had become hardened to pushing and scrouging, so that the struggle to get a seat in one of the fifty or sixty race trains leaving Waterloo or Victoria left her comparatively calm. She was dressed as a young man and had no clothing impediments, and as a young man she was better able to travel down with racing rascality. In that guise she did not attract too much attention. Rough play may have been in the mind of the card-playing, spirit-drinking scoundrels that occupied the other seats in the compartment, but Vivie in her man's dress created a certain amount of suspicion and caution. "Look's like a 'tec,'" one man whispered to another. So the card-playing was not thrust on her as a round-about form of plunder, and the stories told were more those derived from the spicy columns of the sporting papers, in words of double meaning, than the outspoken, stable obscenity characteristic of the race-course rabble.
So she also decided to see the Derby as a first step to figuring out her strategy. She had gotten used to pushing and scrounging, so the struggle to get a seat on one of the fifty or sixty race trains leaving from Waterloo or Victoria didn’t stress her too much. She was dressed as a young man, without any clothing hindrances, and in that disguise, she was better able to blend in with the rowdy crowd heading to the races. In that outfit, she didn't draw too much attention. The rough behavior might have been on the minds of the card-playing, heavy-drinking troublemakers in the other seats of the compartment, but Vivie, in her men's clothing, sparked a bit of suspicion and caution. "Looks like a detective," one guy whispered to another. So, they didn’t push their card game on her as a sneaky way to take advantage, and the stories shared were more along the lines of the scandalous articles from the sports papers, with double meanings, rather than the straightforward, crude language typical of the racecourse crowd.
Vivie arriving early managed to secure a fairly good seat on the Grand Stand, to which she could have recourse when the crowd on the race course became too repulsive or too dangerous. She wished as much as possible to see all aspects of the premier race meeting. Indeed, meeting a friend of Lady Feenix's, a good-natured young peer who halted irresolute between four worlds—the philosophic, the political, the philanthropic, and the sporting, she introduced herself as "David Williams"—hoping no Bencher was within hearing—said "Dare say you remember me? Lady Feenix's? Been much abroad lately—really feel quite strange on an English race course," and persuaded him to take her round before the great people of the day were all assembled. She was shown the Royal pavilion being got ready for the King and Queen, the weighing room of the jockeys, the paddock and temporary stables of the horses that were to race that day. Here was a celebrated actress in a magnificent lace dress and a superb hat, walking up and down on the sun-burnt, trodden turf, in a devil of a temper. Her horse—for with her lovers' money she kept a racing stable—had been scratched for the race—I really can't tell you why, not having been able to study all the minutiæ of racing. [Talking of that, how annoying it is—or was—when one cared about things of great moment, to take up an evening newspaper's last edition and read in large type "Official Scratchings," with a silly algebraic formula underneath about horses being withdrawn from some race, when you thought it was a bear fight in the Cabinet.] Vivie gathered from her guide that to-day would be rather a special Derby, because it did not often happen that a King-Emperor was there to see a horse from his own racing stables running in the classic race.
Vivie arrived early and managed to get a pretty good seat on the Grand Stand, which she could retreat to when the crowd on the racecourse got too overwhelming or dangerous. She wanted to see as much as possible of the premier race meeting. In fact, when she met a friend of Lady Feenix's—a friendly young peer who was uncertain between four worlds: the philosophical, the political, the philanthropic, and the sporting—she introduced herself as "David Williams," hoping no one from the legal world could hear her. She said, "I bet you remember me? From Lady Feenix's? I've been traveling a lot lately and honestly feel a bit out of place on an English racecourse," and convinced him to show her around before all the important people arrived. She was taken to see the Royal pavilion being prepared for the King and Queen, the jockeys' weighing room, the paddock, and the temporary stables for the horses racing that day. There was a famous actress in a stunning lace dress and a fabulous hat, stomping around on the sun-baked, worn grass, clearly in a bad mood. Her horse—because she kept a racing stable funded by her wealthy lovers—had been scratched from the race. "I honestly can't tell you why, since I couldn't keep up with all the details of racing." [Speaking of which, how annoying it used to be—when you cared about significant matters—to pick up the evening newspaper's latest edition and read in big letters "Official Scratchings," with a silly algebraic formula underneath about horses being withdrawn from some race, while you thought the news was about a Cabinet crisis.] Vivie gathered from her guide that today was going to be a particularly special Derby, as it didn't often happen that a King-Emperor was present to watch a horse from his own racing stables run in the classic race.
Then, thanking the pleasant soldier-peer for his information, Vivie (David Williams) left him to his duties as equerry and member of the Jockey-Club and entered the dense crowd on either side of the race course. It reminded her just slightly of Frith's Derby Day. There were the gypsies, the jugglers, the acrobats, the costers with their provision barrows; the grooms and stable hands; the beggars and obvious pick-pockets; the low-down harlots—the high-up ones were already entering the seats of the Grand Stand or sitting on the four-in-hand coaches or in the open landaulettes and Silent Knights. But evidently the professional betting men were a new growth since the mid-nineteenth century. They were just beginning to assemble, wiping their mouths from the oozings of the last potation; some, the aristocrats of their calling, like sporting peers in dress and appearance; others like knock-about actors on the music-hall stage. The generality were remarkably similar to ordinary city men or to the hansom-cab drivers of twenty years ago.
Then, after thanking the friendly soldier for the info, Vivie (David Williams) left him to his duties as equerry and Jockey Club member and joined the bustling crowd on either side of the racecourse. It reminded her just a bit of Frith's Derby Day. There were the gypsies, jugglers, acrobats, and street vendors with their carts; the grooms and stable hands; the beggars and obvious pickpockets; the low-class prostitutes—the high-class ones were already taking their seats in the Grand Stand or riding in the four-in-hand coaches or in the open landaulettes and Silent Knights. But clearly, the professional gamblers were a new phenomenon since the mid-nineteenth century. They were just starting to gather, wiping their mouths from their last drink; some, the elite of their trade, dressed and presented like sporting peers; others like struggling actors from the music hall. The majority looked surprisingly like regular city men or the hansom cab drivers from twenty years ago.
In the very front of the crowd on the Grand Stand side, leaning with her elbows on the wooden rail, she descried Emily Davison. Vivie edged and sidled through the crowd and touched her on the shoulder. Emily looked up with a start, surprised at seeing the friendly face of a young man, till she recognized Vivie by her voice. "Dear Emily," said Vivie, "you look so tired. Aren't you over-trying your strength? I don't know what you have in hand, but why not postpone your action till you are quite strong again?"
In the front of the crowd on the Grand Stand side, leaning on the wooden railing, she spotted Emily Davison. Vivie squeezed her way through the crowd and tapped her on the shoulder. Emily looked up in surprise, taken aback by the friendly face of a young man, until she recognized Vivie by her voice. "Dear Emily," Vivie said, "you look so tired. Aren't you pushing yourself too hard? I’m not sure what you’re planning, but why not wait until you’re fully recovered?"
"I shall never be stronger than I am to-day and it can't be postponed, cost me what it will," was the reply, while the sad eyes looked away across the course.
"I will never be stronger than I am today, and it can't be delayed, no matter what it costs me," was the reply, as the sad eyes gazed across the course.
"Well," said Vivie, "I wanted you to know that I was close by, prepared to back you up if need be. And there are others of our Union about the place. That young man over there talking to the policeman is really A—— K—— though she is supposed to be in prison. Mrs. Tuke is somewhere about, Mrs. Despard is on the Grand Stand, and Blanche Smith is selling The Suffragette."
"Well," Vivie said, "I wanted you to know that I was nearby, ready to support you if necessary. And there are others from our Union around here. That young man over there talking to the policeman is actually A—— K——, even though she's supposed to be in prison. Mrs. Tuke is somewhere around, Mrs. Despard is on the Grand Stand, and Blanche Smith is selling The Suffragette."
"Thank you," said Miss Davison, turning round for an instant, and pressing Vivie's hand, "Good-bye. I hope what I am going to do will be effectual."
"Thank you," said Miss Davison, turning around for a moment and squeezing Vivie's hand, "Goodbye. I hope what I'm about to do will make a difference."
Vivie did not like to prolong the talk in case it should attract attention. Individual action was encouraged under the W.S.P.U., and when a member wished to do something on her own, her comrades did not fuss with advice. So Vivie returned to the Grand Stand.
Vivie didn't want to drag out the conversation in case it drew attention. Individual action was supported by the W.S.P.U., and when a member wanted to take initiative on her own, her friends didn't interfere with advice. So, Vivie went back to the Grand Stand.
Presently there was the stir occasioned by the arrival of the Royal personages. Vivie noted with a little dismay that while she was wearing a Homburg hat all the men near her wore the black and glistening topper which has become—or had, for the tyranny of custom has lifted a little since the War—the conventional head-gear in which to approach both God and the King. There was a great raising of these glistening hats, there were grave bows or smiling acknowledgments from the pavilion. Then every one sat down and the second event was run.
Currently, there was a buzz caused by the arrival of the royal figures. Vivie noticed with a bit of disappointment that while she was wearing a Homburg hat, all the men around her were in the black, shiny top hats that have become—or had, since the strictness of tradition has eased a bit since the War—the standard headwear for approaching both God and the King. There was a significant lifting of these shiny hats, followed by serious bows or friendly nods from the pavilion. Then everyone sat down, and the second event took place.
Still Emily Wilding Davison made no sign. Vivie could just descry her, still in the front of the crowd, still gazing out over the course, pressed by the crowd against the broad white rail.
Still, Emily Wilding Davison made no sign. Vivie could just see her, still in front of the crowd, still looking out over the course, pressed by the crowd against the broad white railing.
The race of the day had begun. The row of snickering, plunging, rearing, and curvetting horses had dissolved, as in a kaleidoscope, into a bunch, and a pear-shaped formation with two or three horses streaming ahead as the stem of the pear. Then the stem became separated from the pear-shaped mass by its superior speed, and again this vertical line of horses formed up once more horizontally, leaving the mass still farther behind. Then the horses seen from the Grand Stand disappeared—and after a minute reappeared—three, four, five—and the bunch of them, swerving round Tattenham Corner and thundering down the incline towards the winning post.... The King's horse seemed to be leading, another few seconds would have brought it or one of its rivals past the winning post, when ... a slender figure, a woman, darted with equal swiftness from the barrier to the middle of the course, leapt to the neck of the King's horse, and in an instant, the horse was down, kneeling on a crumpled woman, and the jockey was flying through the air to descend on hands and knees practically unhurt. The other horses rushed by, miraculously avoiding the prostrate figures. Some horse passed the winning post, a head in front of some other, but no one seemed to care. The race was fouled. Vivie noted thirty seconds—approximately—of amazed, horrified silence. Then a roar of mingled anger, horror, enquiry went up from the crowd of many thousands. "It's the Suffragettes" shouted some one. And up to then Vivie had not thought of connecting this unprecedented act with the purposed protest of Emily Wilding Davison. She sprang to her feet, and shouting to all who might have tried to stop her "I'm a friend of the lady. I am a doctor"—she didn't care what lie she told—she was soon authoritatively pushing through the ring of police constables who like warrior ants had surrounded the victims of the protest—the shivering, trembling horse, now on its legs, the pitifully crushed, unconscious woman—her hat hanging to the tresses of her hair by a dislodged hat-pin, her thin face stained with blood from surface punctures. The jockey was being carried from the course, still unconscious, but not badly hurt.
The race of the day had started. The row of snickering, plunging, rearing, and prancing horses had blended together like a kaleidoscope into a cluster, with a pear-shaped formation and two or three horses flying ahead as the stem of the pear. Then the stem pulled away from the pear-shaped group due to its faster speed, and once again this vertical line of horses reformed horizontally, leaving the group even further behind. Then the horses seen from the Grand Stand disappeared—and after a minute reappeared—three, four, five—and they swerved around Tattenham Corner and thundered down the slope towards the finish line.... The King's horse seemed to be in the lead; just seconds away from crossing the finish line, when... a slender figure, a woman, shot with equal speed from the barrier to the middle of the course, leapt onto the neck of the King's horse, and in an instant, the horse went down, kneeling on a crumpled woman, while the jockey flew through the air to land on his hands and knees practically unharmed. The other horses raced by, miraculously avoiding the fallen figures. Some horse crossed the finish line, a head ahead of another, but no one seemed to care. The race was ruined. Vivie noted roughly thirty seconds of stunned, horrified silence. Then a roar of mixed anger, horror, and questions exploded from the crowd of thousands. “It’s the Suffragettes,” shouted someone. Until that moment, Vivie hadn’t thought to connect this unexpected act with the planned protest of Emily Wilding Davison. She jumped to her feet, yelling to anyone who might try to stop her, “I’m a friend of the lady. I am a doctor”—she didn't care what lie she told—she quickly started pushing through the circle of police officers who had surrounded the victims of the protest—the shivering, trembling horse, now back on its feet, and the pitifully crushed, unconscious woman—her hat caught in her hair by a dislodged hat pin, her pale face smeared with blood from surface cuts. The jockey was being carried off the course, still unconscious, but not badly hurt.
A great surgeon happening to be at Epsom Race course on a friend's drag, had hurried to offer his services. He was examining the unconscious woman and striving very gently to straighten and disentangle her crooked body. Presently there was a respectful stir in the privileged ring, and Vivie was conscious by the raising of hats that the King stood amongst them looking down on the woman who had offered up her life before his eyes to enforce the Woman's appeal. He put his enquiries and offered his suggestions in a low voice, but Vivie withdrew, less with the fear that her right to be there and her connection with the tragedy might be questioned, as from some instinctive modesty. The occasion was too momentous for the presence of a supernumerary. Emily Wilding Davison should have her audience of her Sovereign without spectators.
A skilled surgeon happened to be at Epsom Race Course with a friend and quickly rushed to offer his help. He was examining the unconscious woman, carefully trying to straighten and untangle her twisted body. Soon, there was a respectful stir among the privileged crowd, and Vivie realized, from the hats being raised, that the King was standing among them, looking down at the woman who had sacrificed her life in front of him to support the Women’s rights movement. He asked questions and made suggestions in a quiet voice, but Vivie stepped back, not so much from fear that her presence and connection to the tragedy would be questioned, but from a sense of instinctive modesty. The moment was too significant for an extra person to be there. Emily Wilding Davison deserved to address her Sovereign without an audience.
Returning with a blanched face to the seething crowd, and presently to the Grand Stand, Vivie's mood altered from awe to anger. The "bookies" were beside themselves with fury. She noted the more frequent of the nouns and adjectives they applied to the dying woman for having spoilt the Derby of 1913, but although she went to the trouble, in framing her indictment of the Turf, of writing down these phrases, my jury of matrons opposes itself to their appearance here, though I am all for realism and completeness of statement. After conversing briefly and in a lowered voice with such Suffragettes as gathered round her, so that this one could carry the news to town and that one his to communicate with Miss Davison's relations, Vivie—recklessly calling herself to any police questioner, "David Williams" and eliciting "Yes, sir, I have seen you once or twice in the courts," reached once more the Grand Stand with its knots of shocked, puzzled, indignant, cynical, consternated men and women. Most of them spoke in low tones; but one—a blond Jew of middle age—was raving in uncontrolled anger, careless of what he said or of who heard him. He was short of stature with protruding bloodshot eyes, an undulating nose, slightly prognathous muzzle and full lips, and a harsh red moustache which enhanced the prognathism. His silk hat tilted back showed a great bald forehead, in which angry, bluish veins stood out like swollen earth worms. "Those Suffragettes!" he was shouting or rather shrieking in a nasal whine, "if I had my way, I'd lay 'em out along the course and have 'em —— by ——. The ——'s!"
Returning with a pale face to the restless crowd and then to the Grand Stand, Vivie's mood shifted from awe to anger. The bookies were furious. She noticed the increasing number of harsh words they used to describe the dying woman for ruining the Derby of 1913. Even though she took the time to jot down these phrases for her critique of the Turf, my jury of matrons pushed back against their inclusion here, even though I support realism and a complete account. After a brief and hushed conversation with the Suffragettes gathered around her—so that one could spread the news to town and another could contact Miss Davison's family—Vivie, boldly calling herself "David Williams" when asked by police, prompted a response of "Yes, sir, I have seen you a couple of times in the courts." She made her way back to the Grand Stand filled with groups of shocked, confused, angry, cynical, and distraught men and women. Most spoke in hushed tones, but one man—a middle-aged blond Jew—was shouting in uncontrolled rage, oblivious to who could hear him. He was short, with bulging bloodshot eyes, a wavy nose, a slightly protruding jaw, full lips, and a harsh red mustache that accentuated his jawline. His tilted silk hat revealed a large bald forehead, where angry bluish veins stood out like swollen earthworms. "Those Suffragettes!" he was yelling, or rather shrieking in a nasal twang, "if I had my way, I’d line them up along the course and have them——by——. The——'s!"
The shocked auditory around him drew away. Vivie gathered he was Mr. —— well, perhaps I had better not give his name,[5] even in a disguised form. He had had a chequered career in South America—Mexico oil, Peruvian rubber, Buenos Aires railways, and a corner in Argentine beef—but had become exceedingly rich, a fortune perhaps of twenty millions. He had given five times more than any other aspirant in benefactions to charities and to the party chest of the dominant Party, but the authorities dared not reward him with a baronetcy because of the stories of his early life which had to be fought out in libel cases with Baxendale Strangeways and others. But he had won through these libel cases, and now devoted his vast wealth to improving our breed of horses by racing at Newmarket, Epsom, Doncaster, Gatwick, Sandown and Brighton. Racing had, in fact, become to him what Auction Bridge was to the Society gamblers of those days, only instead of losing and winning tens and hundreds of pounds, his fluctuations in gains and losses were in thousands, generally with a summing up on the right side of the annual account. But whether on the Turf, at the billiard table, or in the stock market he was or had become a bad loser. He lost his temper at the same time. On this occasion Miss Davison's suicide or martyrdom would leave him perhaps on the wrong side in making up his day's book to the extent of fifteen hundred pounds. Viewed in the right proportion it would be equivalent to our—you and me—having given a florin to a newspaper boy as the train was moving, instead of a penny. But no doubt her unfortunate impulse had spoiled the day for him in other ways, upset schemes that were bound up with the winning of the King's horse. Yet his outburst and the shocking language he applied to the Suffrage movement made history: for they fixed on him Vivie's attention when she was looking out for some one or something on whom to avenge the loss of a comrade.
The stunned crowd around him dispersed. Vivie realized he was Mr. — well, I probably shouldn't name him, even disguisedly. He had a complicated history in South America—Mexico's oil, Peruvian rubber, Buenos Aires railroads, and a stake in Argentine beef—but he had gotten incredibly rich, with a fortune maybe around twenty million. He had donated five times more than any other candidate to charities and the funds of the ruling Party, but the authorities were too afraid to give him a baronetcy because of the scandals from his early life, which he had to defend in libel cases against Baxendale Strangeways and others. However, he had triumphed in those libel cases and now spent his enormous wealth on improving horse breeding by racing at Newmarket, Epsom, Doncaster, Gatwick, Sandown, and Brighton. Racing had basically become for him what Auction Bridge was for the wealthy gamblers of his time; instead of losing or winning tens or hundreds of pounds, his gains and losses fluctuated in the thousands, usually tipping the annual account in his favor. But whether it was at the racetrack, the billiard table, or the stock market, he was or had become a sore loser. He lost his temper as well. On this occasion, Miss Davison's suicide or martyrdom would likely leave him with a loss of about fifteen hundred pounds for the day. In the big picture, it would be like you and I giving a two-shilling coin to a newspaper boy as the train passed instead of just a penny. But undoubtedly, her tragic decision had ruined his day in other respects, disrupting plans tied to winning the King's horse. Yet his outburst and the shocking comments he made about the Suffrage movement became historical; they caught Vivie's attention as she was searching for someone or something to blame for the loss of a friend.
She forthwith set out for London and wrote up the dossier of Mr. ——. In the secret list of buildings which were to be destroyed by fire or bombs, with as little risk as possible to human or animal life, she noted down the racing stables, trainers' houses and palaces of Mr. —— at Newmarket, Epsom, the Devil's Dyke, and the neighbourhood of Doncaster.
She immediately headed to London and prepared the file on Mr. ——. In the confidential list of buildings slated for destruction by fire or bombs, minimizing the risk to people or animals, she recorded the racing stables, trainers' homes, and mansions of Mr. —— in Newmarket, Epsom, the Devil's Dyke, and around Doncaster.
Rossiter and Vivie met for the first time for a year at Emily Davison's funeral. Rossiter had been profoundly moved at her self-sacrifice; she was moreover a Northumbrian and a distant kinswoman. Perhaps, also, he felt that he had of late been a little lukewarm over the Suffrage agitation. His motor-brougham, containing with himself the very unwilling Mrs. Rossiter, followed in the procession of six thousand persons which escorted the coffin across London from Victoria station to King's Cross. A halt was made outside a church in Bloomsbury where a funeral service was read.
Rossiter and Vivie met for the first time in a year at Emily Davison's funeral. Rossiter had been deeply moved by her self-sacrifice; she was also from Northumberland and a distant relative. Perhaps he also felt that he had been a bit indifferent lately regarding the Suffrage movement. His motor vehicle, with the very reluctant Mrs. Rossiter inside, followed the procession of six thousand people that escorted the coffin across London from Victoria station to King's Cross. A stop was made outside a church in Bloomsbury where a funeral service was held.
Mrs. Rossiter thought the whole thing profoundly improper. In the first place the young woman had committed suicide, which of itself was a crime and disentitled you to Christian burial; in the second she had died in a way greatly to inconvenience persons in the highest society; in the third she had always understood that racing was a perfectly proper pastime for gentlemen; and in the fourth this incident, touching Michael through his relationship with the deceased, would bring him again in contact with that Vivie Warren—there she was and there was he, in close converse—and make a knighthood from a nearly relenting Government well-nigh impossible. Rossiter, after the service, had begged Vivie to come back to tea with them in Park Crescent and give Mrs. Rossiter and himself a full account of what took place at Epsom. Vivie had declined. She had not even spoken to the angry little woman, who had refused to attend the service and had sat fuming all through the half hour in her electric brougham, wishing she had the courage and determination to order the chauffeur to turn round and run her home, leaving the Professor to follow in a taxi. But perhaps if she did that, he would go off somewhere with that Warren woman.
Mrs. Rossiter thought the whole situation was completely unacceptable. First of all, the young woman had taken her own life, which alone was a sin and meant she couldn’t have a proper Christian burial; secondly, she had died in a way that greatly inconvenienced people in high society; thirdly, she had always believed that racing was a perfectly acceptable hobby for gentlemen; and finally, this incident, related to Michael through his connection with the deceased, would bring him back in contact with that Vivie Warren—there she was and there was he, having a close conversation—and make a knighthood from a nearly softening Government nearly impossible. After the service, Rossiter had asked Vivie to come back for tea with them in Park Crescent and give Mrs. Rossiter and himself a full rundown of what happened at Epsom. Vivie had turned him down. She hadn’t even spoken to the upset little woman, who had refused to attend the service and had sat fuming the whole time in her electric carriage, wishing she had the guts to tell the chauffeur to turn around and take her home, leaving the Professor to deal with a taxi. But maybe if she did that, he would end up going off somewhere with that Warren woman.
Michael presently re-entered the carriage and in silence they returned to Portland Place.
Michael then got back into the carriage, and they quietly made their way back to Portland Place.
The next day his wife meeting one of her Anti-Suffrage friends said:
The next day, his wife ran into one of her Anti-Suffrage friends and said:
"Er—supposing—er—you had got to know something about these dreadful militant women, something which might help the police, yet didn't want to get too much mixed up with it yourself, and certainly not bring your husband into it—the Professor thoroughly disapproves of militancy, even though he may have foolish ideas about the Vote—er—what would you do?"
"Um—let's say—you found out something about these awful militant women that could help the police, but you didn’t want to get too involved yourself, and definitely didn’t want your husband to get involved— the Professor really disapproves of militancy, even if he has some silly ideas about the Vote—um—what would you do?"
"Well, what is it?"
"What's up?"
"It's part of a letter."
"Part of a letter."
"Well, I should just send it to the Criminal Investigation Department, New Scotland Yard, and tell them under what circumstances it came into your possession. You needn't even give your name or address. They'll soon know whether it's any use or not." So Mrs. Rossiter took from her desk that scrap of partly burnt paper with the typewritten words on it which she had picked out of the grate two and a half years before, and posted it to the Criminal Investigation Department, with the intimation that this fragment had come into the possession of the sender some time ago, and seemed to refer to a militant Suffragist who called herself "Vivie Warren" or "David Williams," and perhaps it might be of some assistance to the authorities in tracking down these dangerous women who now stuck at nothing. She posted the letter with her own hands in the North West district. Park Crescent, Portland Place, she always reflected, was still in the Western district, though it lay perilously near the North West border line, beyond which Lady Jeune had once written, no one in Society thought of living. This was a dictum that at one time had occasioned Mrs. Rossiter considerable perturbation. It was alarming to think that by crossing the Marylebone Road or migrating to Cambridge Terrace you had passed out of Society.
"Well, I should just send it to the Criminal Investigation Department, New Scotland Yard, and explain how you ended up with it. You don't even have to provide your name or address. They'll quickly find out if it's useful or not." So Mrs. Rossiter took from her desk that piece of partly burned paper with the typewritten words on it that she had pulled out of the fireplace two and a half years ago, and mailed it to the Criminal Investigation Department, mentioning that this fragment had come into her possession some time ago and seemed to refer to a militant Suffragist who called herself "Vivie Warren" or "David Williams," and it might help the authorities track down these dangerous women who now stopped at nothing. She mailed the letter herself in the North West district. Park Crescent, Portland Place, she always thought, was still in the Western district, even though it was dangerously close to the North West border, beyond which Lady Jeune had once written that no one in Society thought of living. This was a statement that had once caused Mrs. Rossiter quite a bit of worry. It was alarming to think that by simply crossing the Marylebone Road or moving to Cambridge Terrace, you had left Society.
It took the police a deuce of a time—two months—to make use effectively of the information contained in Mrs. Rossiter's scrap of burnt paper; though the statement of their anonymous correspondent that Vivie Warren and David Williams were probably the same person helped to locate Mr. Michaelis's office. It was soon ascertained that Miss Vivien Warren, well known as a sort of Society speaker on Suffrage, lived at the Lilacs in Victoria Road, Kensington. But when a plain-clothes policeman called at Victoria Road he was only told by the Suffragette caretaker (whose mother now usually lived with her to console her for her mistress's frequent absences) that Miss Warren was away just then, had recently been much away from home, probably abroad where her mother lived. (Here the enquirer registered a mental note: Miss Warren has a mother living abroad: could it be the Mrs. Warren?). Polite and respectful calls on Lady Feenix, Lady Maud Parry, and Mrs. Armstrong—Vivie's known associates—elicted no information, till on leaving the last-named lady's house in Kensington Square the detective heard Colonel Armstrong come in from the garden and call out "Ho-nō-ria." "'—ria," he said to himself, "'-ria kept the keys, and now—' Honoria. What was her name before she married Colonel Armstrong?—why—" He soon found out—"Fraser." "Wasn't there once a firm, Fraser and Warren, which set up to be some new dodge for establishing women in a city career?—Accountancy? Stockbroking? Where did Fraser and Warren have their office? Fifth floor of Midland Insurance office in Chancery Lane. What was that building now called? No. 88-90." Done.
It took the police a long time—two months—to effectively use the information from Mrs. Rossiter's scrap of burnt paper; however, the tip from their anonymous source that Vivie Warren and David Williams were probably the same person helped them find Mr. Michaelis's office. It was soon confirmed that Miss Vivien Warren, well-known as a speaker on Suffrage in Society circles, lived at the Lilacs on Victoria Road in Kensington. But when an undercover officer visited Victoria Road, the Suffragette caretaker (whose mother usually stayed with her to comfort her during her boss's frequent absences) told him that Miss Warren was away, had been away from home a lot recently, and was probably abroad where her mother lived. (At this point, the officer noted in his mind: Miss Warren has a mother living abroad: could it be the Mrs. Warren?). Polite and respectful inquiries made with Lady Feenix, Lady Maud Parry, and Mrs. Armstrong—Vivie's known associates—yielded no information, until, upon leaving Mrs. Armstrong's house in Kensington Square, the detective heard Colonel Armstrong come in from the garden and call out "Ho-nō-ria." "'—ria," he thought to himself, "'-ria kept the keys, and now—' Honoria. What was her name before she married Colonel Armstrong?—why—" He quickly found out—"Fraser." "Wasn't there once a firm, Fraser and Warren, that aimed to establish women in a professional career?—Accountancy? Stockbroking? Where did Fraser and Warren have their office? The fifth floor of Midland Insurance in Chancery Lane. What is that building called now? No. 88-90." Done.
These two sentences run over a period of—what did I say? Two months?—in their deductions and guesses and consultation of out-of-date telephone directories. But on one day in September, 1913, two plain-clothes policemen made their way up to the fifth floor of 88-90 Chancery Lane and found the outer door of Mr. Michaelis's office locked and a notice board on it saying "Absent till Monday." Not deterred by this, they forced open the door—to the thrilling interest of a spectacled typewriteress, who had no business on that landing at all, but she usually made assignations there with the lift man. And on the writing table in the outer office they found a note addressed to Miss Annie Kenney, which said inside: "Dear Annie. If you should chance to look in between your many imprisonments and find me out, you will know I am away on the Firm's business, livening up the racing establishments of the Right Honble Sir —— ——, Bart. Bart. No one knows anything about this at No. 94."
These two sentences cover a period of—what did I say? Two months?—in their deductions, guesses, and consultations of outdated phone books. But on one day in September 1913, two detectives made their way up to the fifth floor of 88-90 Chancery Lane and found the outer door of Mr. Michaelis's office locked, with a notice on it saying "Absent till Monday." Undeterred, they forced open the door—to the exciting interest of a glasses-wearing typist who had no reason to be on that landing at all, but she usually met the elevator operator there. On the writing desk in the outer office, they found a note addressed to Miss Annie Kenney, which said inside: "Dear Annie. If you happen to drop by between your many imprisonments and find me out, you'll know I’m away on the Firm's business, livening up the racing establishments of the Right Honble Sir —— ——, Bart. Bart. No one knows anything about this at No. 94."
(This note was purely unnecessary—a bit of swagger perhaps, lest Miss Kenney should think Vivie never did anything dangerous, but only planned dangerous escapades for others. Like the long letter of Vivie to Michael Rossiter, written on the last day of December, 1910, which he had imperfectly destroyed, it was a reminder of that all-too-true saying: "Litera scripta manet.")
(This note was totally unnecessary—a little bravado maybe, in case Miss Kenney thought Vivie never did anything risky, but just set up dangerous adventures for other people. Like the long letter Vivie wrote to Michael Rossiter on the last day of December, 1910, which he had partially destroyed, it served as a reminder of that painfully true saying: "Litera scripta manet.")
If the outer door of Michaelis's office was locked how could Miss Kenney be expected to call and find this note awaiting her? Why, here came in the "No. 94" of the scrap of paper. There was an over-the-roofs communication between the block of 88-90 and House No. 94. The policemen in fact found that the large casement of the partners' room was only pulled to, so that it was easily opened from the outside. From the parapet they passed to the fire-escapes and through the labyrinth of chimney stacks to a similar window leading into the top storey of 94, the office of Mr. Algernon Mainwaring, Hygienic Corset-maker. This office at the time of their unexpected entry was fairly full of Suffragettes planning all sorts of direful things. So the plain-clothes policemen had a rare haul that day and certainly had Mrs. Rossiter to thank for rising to be Inspectors and receiving some modest Order of later days. It was about the worst blow the W.S.P.U. had; before the outbreak of War turned suddenly the revolting women into the stanchest patriots and the right hands of muddling ministers. For in addition to many a rich find in No. 94 and a dozen captives caught red-handed in making mock of the Authorities, the plain-clothes policemen made themselves thoroughly at home in Mr. Michaelis's quarters till the following Monday. And when in the fore-noon of that day, Mr. Michaelis entered his rooms, puzzled and perturbed at finding the outer door ajar, he was promptly arrested on a multiform charge of arson ... and on being conveyed to a police station and searched he was found to be Miss Vivien Warren.
If the front door of Michaelis's office was locked, how could Miss Kenney be expected to come in and find this note waiting for her? Well, here’s where "No. 94" comes into play. There was a connection over the roofs between the block of 88-90 and House No. 94. The police discovered that the large window of the partners' room was only closed, so it was easy to open from the outside. From the roof, they moved to the fire escapes and through the maze of chimney stacks to a similar window that led into the top floor of 94, the office of Mr. Algernon Mainwaring, Hygienic Corset-maker. At the time of their unexpected entry, this office was filled with Suffragettes planning all sorts of troubling activities. So the undercover policemen had a significant success that day and certainly owed their promotions to Mrs. Rossiter, leading them to receive some modest honors in later years. It was one of the worst blows the W.S.P.U. suffered; before the outbreak of the War suddenly transformed the rebellious women into the staunchest patriots and the right hands of bumbling ministers. Because in addition to finding many valuable items in No. 94 and capturing a dozen individuals caught red-handed mocking the Authorities, the undercover policemen made themselves quite comfortable in Mr. Michaelis's quarters until the following Monday. And when Mr. Michaelis entered his rooms that morning, puzzled and disturbed to find the outer door open, he was quickly arrested on multiple charges of arson...and when taken to a police station and searched, he turned out to be Miss Vivien Warren.
At intervals in the summer and early autumn of 1913 the male section of the public had been horrified and scandalized at the destruction going on in racing establishments, particularly those of Sir George Crofts and of a well-known South American millionaire, whose distinguished services to British commerce and immense donations to Hospitals and Homes would probably be rewarded by a grateful government. If these outrages were not stopped, horse-racing and race-horse breeding must come to a stand-still; and we leave our readers to realize what that would mean! There would be no horses for the plough or the gig, or the artillery gun-carriage; no—er—fox-hunting, and without fox-hunting and steeple-chasing and point-to-point races you could have no cavalry and without cavalry you could have no army. If we neglected blood stock we would deal the farmer a deadly blow, we should—er—
At various times during the summer and early autumn of 1913, the male segment of the public was appalled and outraged by the destruction taking place in racing establishments, especially those owned by Sir George Crofts and a well-known South American millionaire, whose significant contributions to British trade and large donations to hospitals and homes would likely earn them gratitude from the government. If these atrocities weren't put to an end, horse racing and horse breeding would come to a halt; and we leave it to our readers to consider what that would mean! There would be no horses for plowing, carriages, or artillery; no—er—fox hunting, and without fox hunting, steeple chasing, and point-to-point races, there could be no cavalry, and without cavalry, there could be no army. If we neglected thoroughbred stock, we would deal a devastating blow to farmers; we should—er—
You know the sort of argument? Reduced to its essentials it is simply this:—That a few rich people are fond of gambling and fond of the excitement that is concentrated in the few minutes of the horse race. Some others, not so rich, believe that by combining horse-racing with a certain amount of cunning and bold cheating they can make a great deal of money. A few speculators have invested funds in spaces of open turf, and turn these spaces into race courses. Having no alternative, no safer method of gambling offered them, and being as fond of gambling as other peoples of the world, the men of the labouring classes and a few of their women, the publicans and their frequenters, army officers, farmers, and women of uncertain virtue stake their money on horses they have never seen, who may not even exist, and thus keep the industry going. And the chevaliers of this "industry," the go-betweens, the parasites of this sport, are the twelve thousand professional book-makers and racing touts.
You know the kind of argument? At its core, it's simply this: a few wealthy people enjoy gambling and the thrill that comes in those few minutes of a horse race. Some others, who aren't as rich, think that by mixing horse racing with a bit of cleverness and bold cheating, they can make a lot of money. A few speculators have put money into open fields and turned them into racecourses. With no other safer gambling options available to them and just as much love for gambling as others around the world, working-class men and some of their women, bar owners and their patrons, army officers, farmers, and women of questionable reputation bet their money on horses they've never seen, that might not even exist, and keep the industry alive. And the players in this "industry," the middlemen and leeches of this sport, are the twelve thousand professional bookmakers and racing touts.
Somehow the Turf has during the last hundred years, together with its allies the Distillers and Brewers, the Licensed Victuallers and the Press that is supported by these agencies, acquired such a hold over the Government Departments, the Labour Party, the Conservative Party, and Liberal politicians who are descended from county families, that it has more interest with those who govern us than the Church, the Nonconformist Conscience, the County Palatine of Lancaster or any other body of corporate opinion. So that when in September, 1913, representatives of the Turf (and no doubt of the Trade Unions) went to the Home Secretary in reference to the burning and bombing of racing stables, trainers' houses, Grand Stands and the residences of racing potentates, and said "Look here! This has GOT TO STOP," the Home Secretary and the Cabinet knew they were up against no ordinary crisis. At the same time Sir Edward Carson, the Marquis of Londonderry, the Duke of Abercorn, Mr. F.E. Smith and nearly a third of the Colonels in the British Army of Ulster descent were actively organizing armed resistance to any measure of Home Rule; while Keltiberian Ireland was setting up the Irish Volunteers to start a Home Rule insurrection. You can therefore imagine for yourselves the mental irritability of members of the Liberal Cabinet in the autumn of the sinister year 1913. I have been told that there were days at the House of Commons during the Autumn Session of that year when the leading ministers would just shut themselves up in their Private Rooms and scream on end for a quarter of an hour.... Of course an exaggeration, a sorry jest.
Somehow, over the past hundred years, the Turf, along with its allies—the Distillers, Brewers, Licensed Victuallers, and the media they support—has gained such significant influence over the Government Departments, the Labour Party, the Conservative Party, and Liberal politicians from county families, that it holds more sway with those in power than the Church, the Nonconformist Conscience, the County Palatine of Lancaster, or any other group of corporate opinion. So when, in September 1913, representatives of the Turf (and likely the Trade Unions) approached the Home Secretary about the burning and bombing of racing stables, trainers' houses, Grand Stands, and the homes of racing elites, saying, "Listen! This has GOT TO STOP," the Home Secretary and the Cabinet understood they were facing no ordinary crisis. At the same time, Sir Edward Carson, the Marquis of Londonderry, the Duke of Abercorn, Mr. F.E. Smith, and nearly a third of the Colonels in the British Army of Ulster descent were actively organizing armed resistance to any form of Home Rule; while Keltiberian Ireland was establishing the Irish Volunteers to launch a Home Rule insurrection. You can imagine the mental strain on the members of the Liberal Cabinet in the autumn of that ominous year, 1913. I've been told there were days in the House of Commons during that year's Autumn Session when the leading ministers would just lock themselves in their Private Rooms and scream nonstop for a quarter of an hour.... Of course, that's an exaggeration, a poor joke.
In retrospect one feels almost sorry for them: the Great War must have come almost as a relief. Not one of them was what you would call a bad man. Some of them suffered over forcible feeding and the Cat and Mouse Act as acutely as does the loving father or mother who says to the recently spanked child, "You know, dear, it hurts me almost as much as it hurts you." If one met them out at dinner parties, or in an express train which they could not stop by pulling the communication cord, and sympathized with their dilemma, they would ask plaintively what they could do. They could not yield to violence and anarchy; yet they could not let women die in prison.
Looking back, you can't help but feel a bit sorry for them: the Great War must have felt like a relief. None of them were exactly what you'd call bad people. Some of them were as deeply troubled by forced feeding and the Cat and Mouse Act as a loving parent is when they say to a child who's just been spanked, "You know, sweetie, it hurts me almost as much as it hurts you." If you ran into them at dinner parties or on an express train that they couldn't stop by pulling the emergency cord, and expressed sympathy for their situation, they'd ask you in a distressed way what they could do. They couldn't resort to violence and chaos; yet they also couldn't let women die in prison.
Of course the answer was this, but it was one they waved aside: "Dissolve Parliament and go to the Country on the one question of Votes for Women. If the Country returns a great majority favourable to that concession, you must bring in a Bill for eliminating the sex distinction in the suffrage. If on the other hand, the Country votes against the reform, then you must leave it to the women to make a male electorate change its mind. And meantime if men and women, to enforce some principle, rioted and were sent to prison for it, and then started to abstain from food and drink, why they must please themselves and die if they wanted to."
Of course, the answer was this, but they brushed it off: "Dissolve Parliament and go to the public with just one question about Votes for Women. If the public shows a strong majority in favor of that concession, you should introduce a Bill to remove the gender distinction in voting. On the other hand, if the public votes against the reform, then it’s up to the women to convince a male electorate to change their minds. And in the meantime, if men and women choose to riot to stand up for a principle and get sent to prison for it, and then decide to go on a hunger strike, then it's their choice, and they can die if they want to."
But this was just what the Liberal Ministry of those days would not do; at all costs they must stick to office, emoluments, patronage, the bestowal of honours, and the control of foreign policy. They clung to power, in fact, at all costs; even inconsistency with the bedrock principle of Liberalism: no Taxation without Representation.
But this was exactly what the Liberal Ministry of that time refused to do; they had to hold onto their positions, salaries, influence, the granting of honors, and the control of foreign policy at all costs. They clung to power, in fact, no matter what; even if it meant being inconsistent with the fundamental principle of Liberalism: no Taxation without Representation.
It was decided in the innermost arcana of the Home Office that an example should be made of Vivie. They had evidently in her got hold of something far more dangerous than a Pankhurst or a Pethick Lawrence, a Constance Lytton or an Emily Davison. The very probable story—though the Benchers were loth to take it up—that she had actually in man's garb passed for the Bar and pleaded successfully before juries, appalled some of the lawyer-ministers by its revolutionary audacity. They might not be able to punish her on that count or on several others of the misdemeanours imputed to her; but they had got her, for sure, on Arson; and on the arson not of suburban churches, which occurred sometimes at Peckham or in the suburbs of Birmingham and made people laugh a little in the trains coming up to town and say there were far too many churches, seemed to them; but the burning down of racing establishments. That was Bolshevism, indeed, they would have said, had they been able to project their minds five years ahead. Being only in 1913 they called Vivie by the enfeebled term of Anarchist, the word applied by Punch to Mr. John Burns in 1888 for wishing to address the Public in Trafalgar Square.
It was decided in the innermost circles of the Home Office that they needed to set an example with Vivie. They clearly saw in her something far more threatening than a Pankhurst or a Pethick Lawrence, a Constance Lytton or an Emily Davison. The likely story—though the Benchers were hesitant to pursue it—that she had actually passed as a man to practice law and had successfully argued cases in front of juries, shocked some of the lawyer-ministers with its revolutionary boldness. They might not be able to charge her for that or for several other alleged offenses, but they definitely had her on Arson; and not just for the firebombing of suburban churches, which sometimes happened in Peckham or the outskirts of Birmingham and made people chuckle a bit on the trains heading into the city, saying there were far too many churches. But for burning down racing facilities. That was definitely Bolshevism, they would have thought, had they been able to see five years into the future. Being only in 1913, they referred to Vivie with the weakened label of Anarchist, a term that Punch had used for Mr. John Burns back in 1888 for wanting to speak to the public in Trafalgar Square.
So it was arranged that Vivie's trial should take place in October at the Old Bailey and that a judge should try her who was quite certain he had never stayed at a Warren Hotel; who would be careful to keep great names out of court; and restrain counsel from dragging anything in to the simple and provable charge of arson which might give Miss Warren a chance to say something those beastly newspapers would get hold of.
So it was decided that Vivie's trial would happen in October at the Old Bailey, and a judge was assigned who was sure he had never stayed at a Warren Hotel; he would make sure to keep big names out of the courtroom and prevent the lawyers from introducing anything related to the straightforward and provable charge of arson that could allow Miss Warren to say something those disgusting newspapers would pick up.
I am not going to give you the full story of Vivie's trial. I have got so much else to say about her, before I can leave her in a quiet backwater of middle age, that this must be a story which has gaps to be filled up by the reader's imagination. You can, besides, read for yourself elsewhere—for this is a thinly veiled chronicle of real events—how she was charged, and how the magistrate refused bail though it was offered in large amounts by Rossiter and Praed, the latter with Mrs. Warren's purse behind him. How she was first lodged in Brixton Prison and at length appeared in the dock at the Old Bailey before a Court that might have been set for a Cinematograph. There was a judge with a full-bottomed wig, a scarlet and ermine vesture, there was a jury of prosperous shopkeepers, retired half pay officers, a hotelkeeper or two, a journalist, an architect, and a builder. A very celebrated King's Counsel prosecuted—the Cabinet thus said to the Racing World "We've done all we can"—and Vivie defended herself with the aid of a clever solicitor whom Bertie Adams had found for her.
I’m not going to share the entire story of Vivie's trial. I have so much more to say about her before I can leave her in a quiet part of middle age, so this has to be a tale with some gaps that you'll need to fill in with your imagination. You can also read about it elsewhere—this is a loosely disguised account of actual events—about how she was charged and how the magistrate denied bail even though Rossiter and Praed offered large sums, with Mrs. Warren's money backing Praed. She was initially placed in Brixton Prison and eventually appeared in the dock at the Old Bailey before a court that might as well have been set for a movie. There was a judge wearing a full-bottomed wig and a scarlet and ermine robe, and a jury made up of successful shopkeepers, retired officers, a couple of hotel owners, a journalist, an architect, and a builder. A very well-known King's Counsel prosecuted— the Cabinet essentially told the Racing World, "We've done all we can"—and Vivie represented herself with help from a smart solicitor that Bertie Adams found for her.
From the very moment of her arrest, Bertie Adams had refused—even though they took away his salary—to think of anything but Vivie's trial and how she might issue from it triumphant. He must have lost a stone in weight. He was ready to give evidence himself, though he was really quite unconcerned with the offences for which Vivie was on trial; prepared to swear to anything; to swear he arranged the conflagrations; that Miss Warren had really been in London when witness had seen her purchasing explosives at Newmarket (both stories were equally untrue). Bertie Adams only asked to be allowed to perjure himself to the tune of Five Years' penal servitude if that would set Vivie free. Yet at a word or a look from her he became manageable.
From the moment of her arrest, Bertie Adams had refused—even after they took away his salary—to think about anything except for Vivie’s trial and how she might come out of it victorious. He must have lost about a stone in weight. He was ready to give evidence himself, even though he really didn’t care about the charges against Vivie; he was willing to swear to anything; to claim he organized the fires; that Miss Warren had actually been in London when someone saw her buying explosives at Newmarket (both stories were completely false). Bertie Adams only asked to be allowed to commit perjury for a sentence of five years in prison if that would set Vivie free. Yet at a word or a glance from her, he became easy to manage.
The Attorney General of course began something like this. "I am very anxious to impress on you," he said, addressing the jury, "that from the moment we begin to deal with the facts of this case, all questions of whether a woman is entitled to the Parliamentary franchise, whether she should have the same right of franchise as a man are matters which in no sense are involved in the trial of this issue. All you have to decide is whether the prisoner in the dock committed or procured and assisted others to commit the very serious acts of arson of which she is accused..."
The Attorney General obviously started off like this. "I want to make it clear to you," he said to the jury, "that from the moment we discuss the facts of this case, any questions about whether a woman has the right to vote, or whether she should have the same voting rights as a man, are not relevant to this trial. Your only job is to decide whether the defendant in the dock committed or helped others to commit the serious acts of arson she’s accused of..."
Nevertheless he or the hounds he kept in leash, the lesser counsel, sought subtly to prejudice the jury's mind against Vivie by dragging in her parentage and the eccentricities of her own career. As thus:—
Nevertheless, he or the dogs he kept on a leash, the lesser counsel, tried to subtly sway the jury's opinion against Vivie by bringing up her background and the quirks of her own career. As follows:—
Counsel for the prosecution: "We have in you the mainspring of this rebellious movement..."
Counsel for the prosecution: "You are the driving force behind this rebellious movement..."
Vivie: "Have you?"
Vivie: "You have?"
Counsel: "Are you not the daughter of the notorious Mrs. Warren?"
Counsel: "Aren't you the daughter of the infamous Mrs. Warren?"
Vivie: "My mother's name certainly is Warren. For what is she notorious?"
Vivie: "My mom's name is definitely Warren. What is she famous for?"
Counsel: "Well—er—for being associated abroad with—er—a certain type of hotel synonymous with a disorderly house—"
Counsel: "Well—uh—for being linked abroad with—uh—a certain kind of hotel that’s known for being a place of disorder—"
Vivie: "Indeed? Have you tried them? My mother has managed the hotels of an English Company abroad till she retired altogether from the management some years ago. It was a Company in which Sir George Crofts—"
Vivie: "Really? Have you tried them? My mom ran the hotels of an English company overseas until she completely retired from management a few years ago. It was a company that Sir George Crofts—"
Judge, interposing: "We need not go into that—I think the Counsel for the prosecution is not entitled to ask such questions."
Judge, interrupting: "We don't need to discuss that—I believe the prosecution's lawyer shouldn't be asking those questions."
Counsel: "I submit, Me Lud, that it is germane to my case that the prisoner's upbringing might have—"
Counsel: "I submit, Your Honor, that it is relevant to my case that the prisoner's upbringing might have—"
Vivie: "I am quite willing to give you all the information I possess as to my upbringing. My mother who has resided mainly at Brussels for many years preferred that I should be educated in England. I was placed at well-known boarding schools till I was old enough to enter Newnham. I passed as a Third Wrangler at Cambridge and then joined the firm of Fraser and Warren. As you seem so interested in my relations, I might inform you that I have not many. My mother's sister, Mrs. Burstall, the widow of Canon Burstall, resides at Winchester; my grandfather, Lieutenant Warren, was killed in the Crimea—or more likely died of neglected wounds owing to the shamefully misconducted, man-conducted Army Medical Service of those days. My mother in early days was better known as Miss Kate Vavasour. She was the intimate friend of a celebrated barrister who—"
Vivie: "I'm happy to share everything I know about my upbringing. My mother, who has mostly lived in Brussels for many years, wanted me to be educated in England. I attended well-known boarding schools until I was old enough to go to Newnham. I graduated as a Third Wrangler at Cambridge and then joined the firm of Fraser and Warren. Since you seem so interested in my family, I should mention that I don’t have many relatives. My mother's sister, Mrs. Burstall, who is the widow of Canon Burstall, lives in Winchester; my grandfather, Lieutenant Warren, was killed in the Crimea—or more likely he died from neglected wounds due to the shamefully mismanaged Army Medical Service of that time. My mother was known as Miss Kate Vavasour in her early years. She was a close friend of a well-known barrister who—"
Judge, intervening: "We have had enough of this discursive evidence which really does not bear on the case at all. I must ask the prosecuting counsel to keep to the point and not waste the time of the court."
Judge, intervening: "We've had enough of this irrelevant evidence that doesn't really relate to the case. I must ask the prosecuting counsel to stay on topic and not waste the court's time."
Prosecuting Counsel (who has meantime received three or four energetic notes from his leader, begging him to remember his instructions and not to be an ass): "Very good M'Lud." (To Vivie) "Do you know Mr. David Vavasour Williams, a barrister?"
Prosecuting Counsel (who has meanwhile received three or four urgent messages from his boss, reminding him to stick to his instructions and not to mess up): "Alright, Your Honor." (To Vivie) "Are you familiar with Mr. David Vavasour Williams, a barrister?"
Vivie: "I have heard of him."
Vivie: "I've heard of him."
Counsel: "Have you spoken of him as your cousin?"
Counsel: "Have you referred to him as your cousin?"
Vivie: "I may have done. He is closely related to me."
Vivie: "I might have. He’s family."
Counsel: "I put it to you that you are David Williams, or at any rate that you have posed as being that person."
Counsel: "I suggest to you that you are David Williams, or at least that you have pretended to be him."
Judge, interposing with a weary air: "Who is David Williams?"
Judge, sounding tired, interrupted: "Who is David Williams?"
Counsel: "Well—er—a member of the Bar—well known in the criminal courts—Shillito case—"
Counsel: "So—um—a lawyer—well known in the criminal courts—the Shillito case—"
Judge: "Really? I had not heard of him. Proceed."
Judge: "Really? I hadn't heard of him. Go ahead."
Counsel (to Vivie): "You heard my questions?"
Counsel (to Vivie): "Did you hear my questions?"
Vivie: "I have never posed as being other than what I am, a woman much interested in claiming the Parliamentary Franchise for Women; and I do not see what these questions have to do with my indictment, which is a charge of arson. You introduce all manner of irrelevant matter—"
Vivie: "I've never pretended to be anything other than what I am, a woman who is very interested in securing the right to vote for women; and I don’t see how these questions relate to my indictment, which is for arson. You're bringing up all kinds of irrelevant stuff—"
Counsel: "You decline to answer my questions?"
Counsel: "Are you refusing to answer my questions?"
(Vivie turns her head away.)
(Vivie looks away.)
Judge, to Counsel: "I do not quite see the bearing of your enquiries."
Judge, to Counsel: "I'm not sure how your questions relate to the case."
Counsel: "Why, Me Lud, it is common talk that prisoner is the well-known barrister, David Vavasour Williams; that in this disguise and as a pretended man she passed the necessary examinations and was called to the Bar, and—"
Counsel: "Well, Your Honor, there's widespread talk that the prisoner is the famous barrister, David Vavasour Williams; that in this disguise and pretending to be a man, she passed the necessary exams and was admitted to the Bar, and—"
Judge: "But what bearing has this on the present charge, which is one of Arson?"
Judge: "But how is this relevant to the current charge of arson?"
Counsel: "I was endeavouring by my examination to show that the prisoner has often and successfully passed as a man, and that the evidence of witnesses who affirmed that they only saw a young man at or near the scene of these incendiary fires, that a young man, supposed to have set the stables alight, once dashed in and rescued two horses which had been overlooked, might well have been the prisoner who is alleged to have committed most of these crimes in man's apparel—"
Counsel: "I was trying through my questioning to demonstrate that the prisoner has frequently and effectively disguised themselves as a man, and that the testimonies of witnesses who claimed they only saw a young man at or near the locations of these arson incidents—including a young man who supposedly set the stables on fire and rushed in to save two horses that had been missed—could very likely refer to the prisoner, who is accused of carrying out most of these crimes while dressed as a man—"
Judge: "I see." (To Vivie) "Are you David Vavasour Williams?"
Judge: "I see." (To Vivie) "Are you David Vavasour Williams?"
Vivie: "Obviously not, my Lord. My name is Vivien Warren and my sex is feminine."
Vivie: "Clearly not, my Lord. My name is Vivien Warren, and I'm female."
Judge, to Counsel: "Well, proceed with your examination—" (But here the Leader of the prosecution takes up the rôle and brushes his junior on one side).
Judge, to Counsel: "Alright, go ahead with your questioning—" (But at this point, the head of the prosecution steps in and pushes his junior aside).
Vivie of course was convicted. The case was plain from the start, as to her guilt in having organized and carried out the destruction of several great Racing establishments or buildings connected with racing. There had been no loss of life, but great damage to property—perhaps two or three hundred thousand pounds, and a serious interruption in the racing fixtures of the late summer and early autumn. The jury took note that on one occasion the prisoner in the guise of a young man had personally carried out the rescue of two endangered horses; and added a faintly-worded recommendation to mercy, seeing that the incentive to the crimes was political passion.
Vivie was definitely found guilty. The case was straightforward from the beginning, regarding her role in organizing and executing the destruction of several major racing establishments or buildings related to racing. Although no lives were lost, there was significant property damage—possibly two or three hundred thousand pounds—and a major disruption to the racing schedule in late summer and early autumn. The jury noted that on one occasion, the defendant, disguised as a young man, had personally rescued two horses in danger; they included a mildly worded recommendation for leniency, considering that her motives for the crimes stemmed from political fervor.
But the judge put this on one side. In passing sentence he said: "It is my duty, Vivien Warren, to inflict what in my opinion is a suitable and adequate sentence for the crime of which you have been most properly convicted. I must point out to you that whatever may have been your motives, your deeds have been truly wicked because they have exposed hard-working people who had done you no wrong to the danger of being burnt, maimed or killed, or at the least to the loss of employment. You have destroyed property of great value belonging to persons in no way concerned with the granting or withholding of the rights you claim for women. In addition, you have for some time past been luring other people—young men and young women—to the committal of crime as your assistants or associates. I cannot regard your case as having any political justification or standing, or as being susceptible of any mitigation by the recommendation of the jury. The least sentence I can pass upon you is a sentence of Three years' penal servitude."
But the judge set this aside. When delivering the sentence, he said: "It is my duty, Vivien Warren, to give you what I believe is a fitting and appropriate punishment for the crime you have been rightly convicted of. I must emphasize that, regardless of your motives, your actions have been truly wicked because they put hardworking people who did nothing wrong at risk of being burned, injured, or killed, or at the very least, losing their jobs. You have destroyed valuable property belonging to individuals who had no involvement in granting or denying the rights you claim for women. Furthermore, for some time now, you have been encouraging others—young men and women—to commit crimes alongside you. I cannot see any political justification for your actions, nor can they be mitigated by the jury's recommendation. The minimum sentence I can impose on you is three years of hard labor."
Vivie took the blow without flinching and merely bowed to the judge. There was the usual "sensation in Court." Women's voices were heard saying "Shame!" "Shame!" "Three cheers for Vivie Warren," and a slightly ironical "Three cheers for David Whatyoumay-callem Williams." The judge uttered the usual unavailing threats of prison for those who profaned the majesty of the Court; Honoria, Rossiter, Praed (in tears), Bertie Adams, looking white and ill, all the noted Suffragists who were out of prison for the time being and could obtain admittance to the Court, crowded round Vivie before the wardresses led her away from the dock, assuring her they would move Heaven and Earth, first to get the sentence mitigated, and secondly to have her removed to the First Division.
Vivie took the hit without flinching and simply bowed to the judge. There was the usual "stir in Court." Voices from women were heard shouting "Shame!" "Shame!" "Three cheers for Vivie Warren," and a somewhat sarcastic "Three cheers for David Whatyoumay-callem Williams." The judge made the usual empty threats of prison for those who disrespected the Court's authority; Honoria, Rossiter, Praed (in tears), and Bertie Adams, looking pale and sick, along with all the prominent Suffragists who were out of prison for the moment and could get into the Court, gathered around Vivie before the wardresses led her away from the dock, promising her they would do everything possible, first to get the sentence softened, and second to have her moved to the First Division.
But on both points the Government proved adamant. An interview between Rossiter and the Home Secretary nearly ended in a personal assault. All the officials concerned refused to see Honoria, who almost had a serious quarrel with her husband, the latter averring that Vivien Warren had only got what she asked for. Vivien was therefore taken to Holloway to serve her sentence as a common felon.
But on both points, the Government stood firm. A meeting between Rossiter and the Home Secretary nearly escalated into a physical confrontation. All the officials involved refused to meet with Honoria, who almost had a major argument with her husband, who insisted that Vivien Warren got exactly what she deserved. As a result, Vivien was sent to Holloway to serve her time as a common criminal.
"Didn't she hunger-strike to force the Authorities to accord her better prison treatment?" She did. But she was very soon, and with extra business-like brutality, forcibly fed; and that and the previous starvation made her so ill that she spent weeks in hospital. Here it was very plainly hinted to her that between hunger-striking and forcible feeding she might very soon die; and that in her case the Government were prepared to stand the racket. Moreover she heard by some intended channel about this time that scores of imprisoned suffragists were hunger-striking to secure her better treatment and were endangering if not their lives at any rate their future health and validity. So she conveyed them an earnest message—and was granted facilities to do so—imploring them to do nothing more on her account; adding that she was resolved to go through with her imprisonment; it might teach her valuable lessons.
"Didn't she go on a hunger strike to force the authorities to give her better treatment in prison?" She did. But she was quickly and brutally force-fed, and the combination of that and her earlier starvation left her so ill that she spent weeks in the hospital. There, it was clearly suggested to her that between hunger strikes and force-feeding, she might die soon; and that the government was prepared to deal with any backlash. Additionally, around this time, she learned through a certain channel that many imprisoned suffragists were hunger-striking to secure better treatment for her and were putting their lives, or at least their future health, at risk. So she sent them a heartfelt message—and was allowed to do so—urging them not to do anything further on her behalf; adding that she was determined to complete her imprisonment, as it might provide her with valuable lessons.
The Governor of the prison fortunately was a humane and reasonable man—unlike some of the Home Office or Scotland Yard officials. He read the newspapers and reviews of the day and was aware who Vivie Warren was. He probably made no unfair difference in her case from any other, but so far as he could mould and bend the prison discipline and rules it was his practice not to use a razor for stone-chipping or a cold-chisel for shaving. He therefore put Vivie to tasks co-ordinated with her ability and the deftness of her hands—such as book-binding. She had of course to wear prison dress—a thing of no importance in her eyes—and her cell was like all the cells in that and other British prisons previous to the newest reforms—dark, rather damp, cruelly cold in winter, and disagreeable in smell; badly ventilated and oppressively ugly. But it was at any rate clean. She had not the cockroaches, bugs, fleas and lice that the earliest Suffragists of 1908 had to complain of. Five years of outspoken protests on the part of educated, delicate-minded women had wrought great reforms in our prisons—the need for which till then was not apparent to the perceptions of Visiting Magistrates.
The prison governor was fortunately a kind and reasonable man—unlike some officials from the Home Office or Scotland Yard. He read the current newspapers and reviews and knew who Vivie Warren was. He probably didn’t treat her case any differently than others, but as much as he could adjust the prison rules and discipline, he preferred not to use a razor for stone-chipping or a cold chisel for shaving. So, he assigned Vivie tasks that matched her skills and the dexterity of her hands—like book-binding. She, of course, had to wear a prison uniform—a detail that was unimportant to her—and her cell was like all the other cells in that and other British prisons before the latest reforms—dark, somewhat damp, painfully cold in winter, and unpleasant in smell; poorly ventilated and oppressively ugly. But at least it was clean. She didn’t have the cockroaches, bedbugs, fleas, and lice that the first Suffragists of 1908 had to fight against. Five years of outspoken protests from educated, sensitive women had brought about significant reforms in our prisons—reforms that had not been seen as necessary by the Visiting Magistrates until then.
The food was better, the wardresses were less harsh, the chaplains a little more endurable, though still the worst feature in the prison personnel, with their unreasoning Bibliolatry, their contemptuous patronage, their lack of Christian pity—Christ had never spoken to them, Vivie often thought—their snobbishness. The chaplain of her imprisonment became quite chummy when he learnt that she had been a Third Wrangler at Cambridge, knew Lady Feenix, and had lived in Kensington prior to committing the offences for which she was imprisoned. However this helped to alleviate her dreary seclusion from the world as he occasionally dropped fragments of news as to what was going on outside, and he got her books through the prison library that were not evangelical pap.
The food was better, the female guards were less strict, and the chaplains were a bit more bearable, though still the worst part of the prison staff, with their blind devotion to the Bible, their condescending attitude, and their lack of genuine Christian compassion—Christ had never really spoken to them, Vivie often thought—along with their snobbery. The chaplain during her time in prison got pretty friendly once he found out she had been a Third Wrangler at Cambridge, knew Lady Feenix, and had lived in Kensington before being jailed for her crimes. However, this did help ease her dull isolation from the world a bit since he occasionally shared bits of news about what was happening outside, and he got her books from the prison library that weren’t just religious propaganda.
One day when she had been in prison two months she had a great surprise—a visit from her mother. Strictly speaking this was only to last fifteen minutes, but the wardress who had conceived a liking for her intimated that she wouldn't look too closely at her watch. Honoria came too—with Mrs. Warren—but after kissing her friend and leaving some beautiful flowers (which the wardress took away at once with pretended sternness and brought back in a vase after the visitors had left) Honoria with glistening eyes and a smile that was all tremulous sweetness, intimated that Mrs. Warren had so much to say that she, Honoria, was not going to stay more than that one minute.
One day, after she had been in prison for two months, she had a big surprise—a visit from her mother. Technically, this was only supposed to last fifteen minutes, but the guard who had taken a liking to her hinted that she wouldn’t keep a close eye on the time. Honoria came too—with Mrs. Warren—but after hugging her friend and leaving some beautiful flowers (which the guard quickly took away with a fake sternness and returned in a vase after the visitors had left), Honoria, with shining eyes and a smile that was sweet and tremulous, hinted that Mrs. Warren had so much to share that she, Honoria, wasn’t going to stay for more than that one minute.
Mrs. Warren had indeed so much to impart in the precious half hour that it was one long gabbled monologue.
Mrs. Warren had so much to share in the precious half hour that it turned into one long, fast-paced monologue.
"When I heard you'd got into trouble, my darling, I was put about. Some'ow I'd never thought of your being pinched and acshally sent to prison. It was in the Belgian papers, and a German friend of mine—Oh! quite proper I assure you! He's a Secretary of their legation at Brussels and ages ago he used to be one of my clients when the Hotel had a different name. Well, he was full of it. 'Madam,' 'e said, 'your English women are splendid. They're going to bring about a revolt, you'll see, and that, an' your Ulster movement 'll give you a lot of trouble next year.'
"When I heard you were in trouble, my dear, I was really taken aback. Somehow, I never imagined you could get arrested and actually sent to prison. It was in the Belgian newspapers, and a German friend of mine—oh, quite respectable, I assure you! He's a Secretary of their legation in Brussels, and ages ago, he was one of my clients when the hotel had a different name. Well, he couldn't stop talking about it. 'Madam,' he said, 'your English women are amazing. They're going to start a revolution, you'll see, and that, along with your Ulster movement, will cause you a lot of issues next year.'"
"Well: I wrote at once to Praddy, givin' him an order on my London agents, 'case he should want cash for your defence. I offered to come over meself, but he replied that for the present I'd better keep away. Soon as I heard you was sent to prison I come over and went straight to Praddy. My! He was good. He made me put up with him, knowin' I wanted to live quiet and keep away from the old set. 'There's my parlour-maid,' 'e says, 'sort of housekeeper to me—good sort too, but wants a bit of yumourin.' You'll fix it up with her,' he says. And I jolly soon did. I give her to begin with a good tip, an' I said: 'Look 'ere, my gal—she's forty-five I should think—Every one's in trouble some time or other in their lives, and I'm in trouble now, if you like. And the day's come,' I said, 'when all women ought to stick by one another.' 'Pears she's always had the highest opinion of you; very different, you was, from some of 'er master's friends. I says 'Right-o; then now we know where we are.'
"Well, I immediately wrote to Praddy, giving him an order for my London agents, in case he needed cash for your defense. I offered to come over myself, but he replied that for now it was better if I stayed away. As soon as I heard you were sent to prison, I came over and went straight to Praddy. Wow! He was really great. He made me stay with him, knowing I wanted to keep a low profile and avoid the old crowd. 'There's my parlour-maid,' he said, 'sort of a housekeeper for me—good person too, but needs a bit of humor.' You'll work things out with her,' he said. And I did so pretty quickly. I started by giving her a nice tip and said, 'Look here, my girl—she's probably about forty-five—Everyone faces trouble at some point in their lives, and I'm in trouble right now, if you catch my drift. And now's the time,' I said, 'when all women should support each other.' It seems she's always had a high opinion of you; you were very different from some of her master's friends. I said, 'Right then; now we know where we stand.'"
"Praddy soon got into touch with the authorities, but for some reason they wouldn't pass on a letter or let me come and see you, till to-day. But here I am, and here I'm goin' to stay—with Praddy—till they lets you out. I'm told that if you be'ave yourself they'll let me send you a passel of food, once a week. Think of that! My! won't I find some goodies, and paté de foie gras. I'll come here once a month, as often as they'll let me, till I gets you out. 'N after that, we'll leave this 'orrid, 'yprocritical old country and live 'appily at my Villa, or travel a bit. Fortunately I've plenty of money. Bein' over here I've bin rearranging my investments a bit. Fact is, I 'ad a bit of a scare this autumn. They say in Belgium, War is comin'. Talkin' to this same German—He's always pumpin' me about the Suffragettes so I occasionally put a question or so to 'im, 'e knowing 'what's, what' in the money market—'e says to me just before I come over, 'What's your English proverb, Madame Varennes, about 'avin' all your eggs in one basket? Is all your money in English and Belgian securities?' I says 'Chiefly Belgian and German and Austrian, and some I've giv' to me daughter to do as she likes with.' 'Well' 'e says, 'friend speakin' to friend, you've giv' me several good tips this autumn,' he says. 'Now I'll give you one in return. Sell out your Austrian investments—there's goin' to be a big war in the Balkans next year and as like as not we shall be here in Belgium. Sell out most of yer Belgian stock and put all your money into German funds. They'll be safe there, come what may.' I thanked 'im; but I haven't quite done what he suggested. I'm takin' all my money out of Austrian things and all but Ten thousand out of Belgian funds. I'm leavin' my German stock as it was, but I'm puttin' Forty thousand pounds—I've got Sixty thousand altogether—all yours some day—into Canadian Pacifics and Royal Mail—people 'll always want steamships—and New Zealand Five per cents. I don't like the look of things in old England nor yet on the Continent. Now me time's up. Keep up your heart, old girl; it'll soon be over, specially if you don't play the fool and rile the prison people or start that silly hunger strike and ruin your digestion. G—good-bye; and G-God b-bless you, my darlin'" added Mrs. Warren relapsing into tears and the conventional prayer, of common humanity, which always hopes there may be a pitiful Deity, somewhere in Cosmos.
"Praddy soon got in touch with the authorities, but for some reason, they wouldn’t pass on a letter or let me come and see you until today. But here I am, and here I'm going to stay—with Praddy—until they let you out. I’ve been told that if you behave yourself, they’ll let me send you a bunch of food once a week. Can you believe that? My! I’ll find some treats, and pâté de foie gras. I’ll come here once a month, as often as they’ll let me, until I get you out. And after that, we’ll leave this horrible, hypocritical old country and live happily at my villa, or travel a bit. Fortunately, I have plenty of money. Being over here, I’ve been rearranging my investments a bit. The fact is, I had a bit of a scare this autumn. They say in Belgium, war is coming. Talking to this same German—he’s always asking me about the Suffragettes, so I occasionally ask him a question or two, he knowing what’s what in the money market—he says to me just before I came over, ‘What’s your English proverb, Madame Varennes, about having all your eggs in one basket? Is all your money in English and Belgian securities?’ I said, ‘Mainly Belgian and German and Austrian, and some I’ve given to my daughter to do as she likes with.’ ‘Well,’ he says, ‘friend speaking to friend, you’ve given me several good tips this autumn,’ he says. ‘Now I’ll give you one in return. Sell your Austrian investments—there’s going to be a big war in the Balkans next year, and likely we’ll be here in Belgium. Sell most of your Belgian stock and put all your money into German funds. They’ll be safe there, come what may.’ I thanked him, but I haven’t quite done what he suggested. I'm taking all my money out of Austrian investments and all but ten thousand out of Belgian funds. I’m leaving my German stock as it is, but I’m putting forty thousand pounds—I have sixty thousand altogether—all yours someday—into Canadian Pacifics and Royal Mail—people will always want steamships—and New Zealand Five per cents. I don’t like the look of things in old England or on the Continent. Now my time’s up. Keep your spirits up, old girl; it’ll soon be over, especially if you don’t act foolish and irritate the prison staff or start that silly hunger strike and ruin your digestion. G—good-bye; and G-God b-bless you, my darling," added Mrs. Warren, breaking into tears and the conventional prayer of common humanity, which always hopes there might be a compassionate Deity somewhere in the cosmos.
Going out into the corridor, she attempted to press a sovereign into the wardress's hard palm. The latter indignantly repudiated the gift and said if Mrs. Warren tried on such a thing again, her visits would be stopped. But her indignation was very brief. She was carrying Honoria's flowers at the time, and as she put them on the slab in Vivie's cell, she remarked that say what you liked, there was nothing to come up to a mother, give her a mother rather than a man any day.
Going out into the hallway, she tried to give a sovereign to the wardress. The wardress fiercely rejected the gesture and warned that if Mrs. Warren ever tried that again, her visits would be banned. However, her outrage didn’t last long. She was holding Honoria's flowers at that moment, and as she placed them on the table in Vivie's cell, she commented that no matter what anyone said, nothing compared to a mother; she would choose a mother over a man any day.
On other occasions Bertie Adams came with Mrs. Warren; even Professor Rossiter, who also went to see Vivie's mother at Praed's, and conceived a whimsical liking for the unrepentant, outspoken old lady.
On other occasions, Bertie Adams came with Mrs. Warren; even Professor Rossiter, who also visited Vivie's mother at Praed's, developed a quirky fondness for the unapologetic, blunt old lady.
Vivie's health gradually recovered from the effects of the forcible feeding; the prison fare, supplemented by the weekly parcels, suited her digestion; the peace of the prison life and the regular work at interesting trades soothed her nerves. She enjoyed the respite from the worries of her complicated toilettes, the perplexity of what to wear and how to wear it; in short, she was finding a spell of prison life quite bearable, except for the cold and the attentions of the chaplain. She gathered from the fortnightly letter which her industry and good conduct allowed her to receive, and to answer, that unwearied efforts were being made by her friends outside to shorten her sentence. Mrs. Warren through Bertie Adams had found out the cases where jockeys and stable lads had lost their effects in the fires or explosions which had followed Vivie's visits to their employers' premises, and had made good their losses. As to their employers, they had all been heavily insured, and recovered the value of their buildings; and as to the insurance companies they had all been so enriched by Mr. Lloyd George's legislation that the one-or-two hundred thousand pounds they had lost, through Vivie's revenge for the seemingly-fruitless death of Emily Wilding Davison, was a bagatelle not worth bothering about. But all attempts to get the Home Office to reconsider Miss Warren's case or to shorten her imprisonment (except by the abridgment that could be earned in the prison itself) were unavailing. So long as the Cabinet held Vivie under lock and key, the Suffrage movement—they foolishly believed—was hamstrung.
Vivie's health gradually improved after the forced feeding; the prison food, along with the weekly care packages, agreed with her digestion. The calmness of prison life and the regular work at interesting jobs helped ease her nerves. She appreciated the break from the stress of her complicated outfits, the confusion of what to wear and how to wear it; in short, she was finding her time in prison quite manageable, except for the cold and the attention from the chaplain. From the bi-weekly letter that her hard work and good behavior allowed her to receive and respond to, she learned that her friends outside were tirelessly working to reduce her sentence. Mrs. Warren, through Bertie Adams, had discovered that jockeys and stable hands had lost their belongings in the fires or explosions that followed Vivie's visits to their employers’ places, and had compensated them for their losses. As for their employers, they had all been heavily insured and received compensation for their buildings' value; and as for the insurance companies, they had all benefited so much from Mr. Lloyd George's legislation that the one- or two-hundred thousand pounds they lost due to Vivie's retaliation for the seemingly pointless death of Emily Wilding Davison was just a drop in the bucket not worth worrying about. However, all efforts to persuade the Home Office to reconsider Miss Warren's case or reduce her imprisonment (except through the reduction that could be earned in prison itself) were futile. As long as the Cabinet kept Vivie locked up, they foolishly believed the Suffrage movement was hindered.
So the months went by, and Vivie almost lost count of time and almost became content to wait. Till War was declared on August 4th, 1914. A few days afterwards followed the amnesty to Suffragist prisoners. From this the Home Office strove at first to exclude Vivien Warren on the plea that her crime was an ordinary crime and admitted of no political justification; but at this the wrath of Rossiter and the indignation of the W.S.P.U. became so alarming that the agitated Secretary of State—not at all sure how we were going to come out of the War—gave way, and an order was signed for Vivie's release on the 11th of August; on the understanding that she would immediately proceed abroad; an understanding to which she would not subscribe but which in her slowly-formed hatred of the British Government she resolved to carry out.
So the months passed, and Vivie nearly lost track of time and almost got used to waiting. Until War was declared on August 4th, 1914. A few days later, the amnesty for Suffragist prisoners was announced. The Home Office initially tried to keep Vivien Warren from this amnesty, arguing that her crime was a regular crime and had no political justification; but this infuriated Rossiter and sparked outrage from the W.S.P.U., which became so intense that the flustered Secretary of State—uncertain about how the War would unfold—yielded, and an order was signed for Vivie's release on August 11th; with the condition that she would leave the country immediately. She didn't agree to this condition, but in her growing resentment toward the British Government, she decided to go along with it.
Mrs. Warren, assured by Praed and Rossiter that Vivie's release was a mere matter of a few days, had left for Brussels on the 5th of August. If—as was then hoped—the French and Belgian armies would suffice to keep the Germans at bay on the frontier of Belgium, she would prefer to resume her life there in the Villa de Beau-séjour. If however Belgium was going to be invaded it was better she should secure her property as far as possible, transfer her funds, and make her way somehow to a safe part of France. Vivie would join her as soon as she could leave the prison.
Mrs. Warren, reassured by Praed and Rossiter that Vivie's release was just a few days away, left for Brussels on August 5th. If—as they hoped—the French and Belgian armies could hold off the Germans at the Belgian border, she would rather return to her life at the Villa de Beau-séjour. However, if Belgium was going to be invaded, it was better for her to secure her property as much as possible, transfer her funds, and make her way to a safe part of France. Vivie would join her as soon as she was able to leave the prison.
[5] He died in 1917. My jury of matrons has excised his phrases.
[5] He died in 1917. My group of women judges has removed his phrases.
CHAPTER XVI
BRUSSELS AND THE WAR: 1914
The Lilacs in Victoria Road had been disposed of—through Honoria—as soon as possible, after the sentence of Three years' imprisonment had been pronounced on Vivie; and the faithful Suffragette maid had passed into Honoria's employ at Petworth, a fact that was not fully understood by Colonel Armstrong until he had become General Armstrong and perfectly indifferent to the Suffrage agitation which had by that time attained its end. So when Vivie had come out of prison and had promised to write to all the wardresses and to meet them some day on non-professional ground; had found Rossiter waiting for her in his motor and Honoria in hers; had thanked them both for their never-to-be-forgotten kindness, and had insisted on walking away in her rather creased and rumpled clothes of the previous year with Bertie Adams; she sought the hospitality of Praddy at Hans Place. The parlour-maid received her sumptuously, and Praddy's eyes watered with senile tears.
The lilacs on Victoria Road were sold—through Honoria—right after Vivie was sentenced to three years in prison. The loyal Suffragette maid then started working for Honoria at Petworth, a detail that Colonel Armstrong didn’t fully grasp until he became General Armstrong and had become completely indifferent to the suffrage movement, which by then had reached its conclusion. So, when Vivie got out of prison and promised to write to all the wardresses and to meet them someday in a non-professional setting; when she found Rossiter waiting for her in his car and Honoria in hers; when she thanked them both for their unforgettable kindness and insisted on walking away in her somewhat wrinkled clothes from the previous year with Bertie Adams, she sought hospitality from Praddy at Hans Place. The parlour-maid received her lavishly, and Praddy's eyes filled with tears due to old age.
But Vivie would have no melancholy. "Oh Praddy! If you only knew. It's worth going to prison to know the joy of coming out of it! I'm so happy at thinking this is my last day in England for ever so long. When the War is over, I think I shall settle in Switzerland with mother—or perhaps all three of us—you with us, I mean—in Italy. We'll only come back here when the Women have got the Vote. Now to-night you shall take me to the theatre—or rather I'll take you. I've thought it all out beforehand, and Bertie Adams has secured the seats. It's The Chocolate Soldier at the Adelphi, the only war piece they had ready; there are two stalls for us and Bertie and his wife are going to the Dress Circle. My Cook's ticket is taken for Brussels and I leave to-morrow by the Ostende route."
But Vivie wouldn’t let herself be sad. “Oh Praddy! If you only knew. It’s totally worth going to jail just to feel the joy of getting out! I’m so happy thinking this is my last day in England for a long time. Once the War is over, I think I’ll settle in Switzerland with Mom—or maybe all three of us—you with us, I mean—in Italy. We’ll only come back here when women get the Vote. Now tonight, you’re taking me to the theater—or actually, I’m taking you. I’ve planned it all out, and Bertie Adams has secured the seats. It’s The Chocolate Soldier at the Adelphi, the only war piece they had ready; we have two stalls and Bertie and his wife are going to the Dress Circle. My Cook’s ticket is booked for Brussels and I’m leaving tomorrow by the Ostende route.”
"To-morrow" was the 12th of August, and Dora was not yet in being to interpose every possible obstacle in the way of the civilian traveller. Down to the Battle of the Marne in September, 1914, very little difficulty was made about crossing the Channel, especially off the main Dover-Calais route.
"Tomorrow" was the 12th of August, and Dora wasn't around yet to throw every possible hurdle in the way of the civilian traveler. Until the Battle of the Marne in September 1914, there weren’t many obstacles when it came to crossing the Channel, especially along the main Dover-Calais route.
So in the radiant noon of that August day Vivie looked her last on the brown-white promontories, cliffs and grey castle of Dover, scarcely troubling about any anticipations one way or the other, and certainly having no prevision she would not recross the Channel for four years and four months, and not see Dover again for five or six years.
So in the bright midday of that August day, Vivie took her final look at the brown and white cliffs, the cliffs and grey castle of Dover, not really worrying about what was ahead, and definitely not expecting that she wouldn't cross the Channel again for four years and four months, or see Dover again for five or six years.
British war vessels were off the port and inside it. But there was not much excitement or crowding on the Ostende steamer or any of those sensational precautions against being torpedoed or mined, which soon afterwards oppressed the spirits of cross-Channel passengers. Vessels arriving from Belgium were full of passengers of the superior refugee class, American and British tourists, or wealthy people who though they preferred living abroad had begun to think that the Continent just now was not very healthy and England the securest refuge for those who wished to be comfortable.
British warships were in and around the port. However, there wasn’t much excitement or crowds on the Ostende ferry, nor were there any of the dramatic safety measures against being torpedoed or hit by mines that would soon weigh heavily on the minds of cross-Channel travelers. Ships coming in from Belgium were packed with passengers from the upper-class refugee group—American and British tourists, or affluent individuals who, although they preferred living overseas, had started to feel that the Continent wasn't very safe at the moment and that England was the safest place for those who wanted to feel secure.
Vivie being a good sailor and economical by nature, never thought of securing a cabin for the four or five hours' sea-journey. She sat on the upper deck with her scanty luggage round her. A nice-looking young man who had a cabin the door of which he locked, was walking up and down on the level deck and scrutinizing her discreetly. And when at last they worked their way backwards into Ostende—the harbour was full of vessels, chiefly mine-dredgers and torpedo boats—she noticed the obsequiousness of the steamer people and how he left the ship before any one else.
Vivie, a skilled sailor and naturally frugal, never considered booking a cabin for the four or five-hour sea journey. She sat on the upper deck with her minimal luggage around her. A handsome young man, who had a cabin that he locked, paced back and forth on the level deck, discreetly observing her. When they finally made their way into Ostend—the harbor bustling with boats, mainly mine-dredgers and torpedo boats—she noticed how subservient the crew was, and how he disembarked before anyone else.
She followed soon afterwards, having little encumbrances in the way of luggage; but she observed that he just showed a glimpse of some paper and was allowed to walk straight through the Douane with unexamined luggage, and so, on to the Brussels train.
She followed shortly after, with hardly any luggage to carry; but she noticed that he briefly showed a piece of paper and was allowed to pass through Customs with unchecked bags, and then on to the Brussels train.
But she herself had little difficulty. She put her hand luggage—she had no other—into a first-class compartment, and having an hour and a half to wait walked out to look at Ostende.
But she had little trouble. She placed her carry-on—she had no other bags—into a first-class compartment, and with an hour and a half to spare, she walked out to explore Ostende.
Summer tourists were still there; the Casino was full of people, the shops were doing an active trade; the restaurants were crowded with English, Americans, Belgians taking tea, chocolate, or liqueurs at little tables and creating a babel of talk. Newspapers were being sold everywhere by ragamuffin boys who shouted their head-lines in French, Flemish, and quite understandable English. A fort or two at Liége had fallen, but it was of no consequence. General Léman could hold out indefinitely, and the mere fact that German soldiers had entered the town of Liége counted for nothing. Belgium had virtually won the war by holding up the immense German army. France was overrunning Alsace, Russia was invading East Prussia and also sending uncountable thousands of soldiers, via Archangel, to England, whence they were being despatched to Calais for the relief of Belgium.
Summer tourists were still around; the Casino was packed with people, the shops were bustling; the restaurants were crowded with Brits, Americans, and Belgians enjoying tea, chocolate, or liqueurs at small tables, creating a noisy mix of conversation. Newspapers were being sold everywhere by ragged boys shouting their headlines in French, Flemish, and fairly clear English. A fort or two in Liège had fallen, but it didn't matter much. General Léman could hold out indefinitely, and the simple fact that German soldiers had entered the town of Liège was insignificant. Belgium had essentially won the war by slowing down the massive German army. France was advancing into Alsace, Russia was invading East Prussia, and was also sending thousands of soldiers through Archangel to England, from where they were then sent to Calais to support Belgium.
"It looks," thought Vivie, after glancing at the Indépendance Belge, "As though Belgium were going to be extremely interesting during the next few weeks; I may be privileged to witness—from a safe distance—another Waterloo."
"It looks," thought Vivie, after glancing at the Indépendance Belge, "it seems like Belgium is going to be really interesting over the next few weeks; I might get to see—from a safe distance—another Waterloo."
Then she returned to the train which in her absence had been so crowded with soldiers and civilian passengers that she had great difficulty in finding her place and seating herself. The young man whom she had seen pacing the deck of the steamer approached her and said: "There is more room in my compartment; in fact I have selfishly got one all to myself. Won't you share it?"
Then she went back to the train, which had become so packed with soldiers and civilians in her absence that she had a hard time finding her seat and getting comfortable. The young man she had seen walking on the deck of the steamer came up to her and said, "There’s more space in my compartment; actually, I’ve selfishly kept it all to myself. Would you like to share it?"
She thanked him and moved in there with her suit case and rugs. When the train had started and she had parried one or two polite enquiries as to place and ventilation, she said: "I think I ought to tell you who I am, in case you would not like to be seen speaking to me—I imagine you are in diplomacy, as I noticed you went through with a Red passport.—I am Vivien Warren, just out of prison, and an outlaw, more or less."
She thanked him and moved in with her suitcase and rugs. Once the train had started and she had deflected one or two polite questions about her destination and the ventilation, she said, "I think I should let you know who I am, just in case you wouldn’t want to be seen talking to me—I assume you’re in diplomacy, since I saw you pass through with a Red passport. I’m Vivien Warren, just out of prison and somewhat of an outlaw."
"'The outlaws of to-day are the in-laws of to-morrow,' as the English barrister said when he married the Boer general's daughter. I have thought I recognized you. I have heard you speak at Lady Maud's and also at Lady Feenix's Suffrage parties. My name is Hawk. I suppose you've been in prison for some Suffrage offence? So has my aunt, for the matter of that."
"'The outlaws of today are the in-laws of tomorrow,' as the English lawyer said when he married the Boer general's daughter. I thought I recognized you. I've heard you speak at Lady Maud's and also at Lady Feenix's Suffrage parties. My name is Hawk. I guess you've been in jail for some Suffrage violation? So has my aunt, for that matter."
Vivie: "Yes, but in her case they only sentenced her to the First Division; whereas I have been doing nine months' hard."
Vivie: "Yeah, but she only got sentenced to the First Division; meanwhile, I've been doing nine months of hard time."
Hawk: "What was your crime?"
Hawk: "What was your offense?"
Vivie: "I admit nothing, it is always wisest. But I was accused of burning down Mr. ——'s racing stables—and other things..."
Vivie: "I won't admit anything; it's always the smartest move. But I was accused of setting fire to Mr. ——'s racing stables—and other stuff..."
Hawk: "That beast. Well, I suppose it was very wrong. Can't quite make up my mind about militancy, one way or the other. But here we are up against the biggest war in history, and such peccadilloes as yours sink into insignificance. By the bye, my aunt was amnestied and so I suppose were you?"
Hawk: "That creature. I guess that was really wrong. I still can’t figure out how I feel about being militant, either way. But here we are facing the largest war ever, and your little mistakes don’t really matter. By the way, my aunt was granted amnesty, so I assume you were too?"
Vivie: "Yes, but not so handsomely. I was requested to go away from England for a time, so here I am, about to join my mother in Brussels—or in a little country place near Brussels."
Vivie: "Yeah, but not as nicely. I was asked to leave England for a while, so here I am, ready to meet my mom in Brussels—or in a small town near Brussels."
Hawk: "Well, I've been Secretary of Legation there. I'm just going back to—to—well I'm just going back."
Hawk: "Well, I've been the Secretary of Legation there. I'm just going back to—to—well, I'm just going back."
At Bruges they were told that the train would not leave for Ghent and Brussels for another two hours—some mobilization delay; so Hawk proposed they should go and see the Memlings and then have some dinner.
At Bruges, they were informed that the train to Ghent and Brussels wouldn’t be leaving for another two hours due to some mobilization delay. So, Hawk suggested they go check out the Memlings and then grab some dinner.
"Don't you think they're perfectly wonderful?"—àpropos of the pictures in the Hospital of St. Jean.
"Don't you think they're absolutely amazing?"—in reference to the pictures in the Hospital of St. Jean.
Vivie: "It depends on what you mean by 'wonderful.' If you admire the fidelity of the reproduction in colour and texture of the Flemish costumes of the fifteenth century, I agree with you. It is also interesting to see the revelations of their domestic architecture and furniture of that time, and the types of domestic dog, cow and horse. But if you admire them as being true pictures of life in Palestine in the time of Christ, or in the Rhineland of the fifth century, then I think they—like most Old Masters—are perfectly rotten. And have you ever remarked another thing about all paintings prior to the seventeenth century: how plain, how ugly all the people are? You never see a single good-looking man or woman. Do let's go and have that dinner you spoke of. I've got a prison appetite."
Vivie: "It depends on what you mean by 'wonderful.' If you appreciate how accurately the colors and textures of the Flemish costumes from the fifteenth century are reproduced, I agree. It's also fascinating to see the insights into their domestic architecture and furniture from that era, as well as the types of household dogs, cows, and horses. But if you see them as accurate depictions of life in Palestine during Christ's time or in the Rhineland in the fifth century, then I think they—like most Old Masters—are completely lacking. And have you ever noticed something else about all paintings before the seventeenth century: how plain and ugly all the people look? You never see a single attractive man or woman. Let’s go have that dinner you mentioned. I’m starving."
At Ghent another delay and a few uneasy rumours. The Court was said to be removing from Brussels and establishing itself at Antwerp. The train at last drew into the main station at Brussels half an hour after midnight. Vivie's mother was nowhere to be seen. She had evidently gone back to the Villa Beau-séjour while she could. It was too late for any tram in the direction of Tervueren. There were no taxis owing to the drivers being called up. Leaving most of her luggage at the cloak-room—it took her about three-quarters of an hour even to approach the receiving counter—Vivie walked across to the Palace Hotel and asked the night porter to get her a room. But every room was occupied, they said—Americans, British, wealthy war refugees from southern Belgium, military officers of the Allies. The only concession made to her—for the porter could hold out little hope of any neighbouring hotel having an empty room—was to allow her to sit and sleep in one of the comfortable basket chairs in the long atrium. At six o'clock a compassionate waiter who knew the name of Mrs. Warren gave her daughter some coffee and milk and a brioche. At seven she managed to get her luggage taken to one of the trams at the corner of the Boulevard du Jardin Botanique. The train service to Tervueren was suspended—and at the Porte de Namur she would be transferred to the No. 45 tram which would take her out to Tervueren.
At Ghent, there was another delay and some unsettling rumors. People were saying the Court was moving from Brussels to set up in Antwerp. The train finally arrived at the main station in Brussels half an hour after midnight. Vivie's mother was nowhere to be found; she had clearly gone back to the Villa Beau-séjour while she had the chance. It was too late for any trams heading to Tervueren, and all the taxis were unavailable since the drivers had been called up. After leaving most of her luggage at the cloakroom—where it took her about three-quarters of an hour just to reach the receiving counter—Vivie walked over to the Palace Hotel and asked the night porter for a room. But they told her every room was booked—Americans, British, wealthy war refugees from southern Belgium, military officers from the Allies. The only help they could offer her, as the porter couldn’t promise that any nearby hotel would have an open room, was to let her sit and rest in one of the comfortable basket chairs in the long atrium. At six o'clock, a kind waiter who recognized Mrs. Warren brought her daughter some coffee and milk along with a brioche. By seven, she managed to get her luggage taken to one of the trams at the corner of Boulevard du Jardin Botanique. The train service to Tervueren was suspended, and at Porte de Namur, she would need to transfer to the No. 45 tram to get to Tervueren.
Even at an early hour Brussels seemed crowded and as the tram passed along the handsome boulevards the shops were being opened and tourists were on their way to Waterloo in brakes. Every one seemed to think in mid-August, 1914, that Germany was destined to receive her coup-de-grâce on the field of Waterloo. It would be so appropriate. And no one—at any rate of those who spoke their thoughts aloud—seemed to consider that Brussels was menaced.
Even in the early morning, Brussels felt busy, and as the tram moved along the beautiful boulevards, the shops were opening, and tourists were heading to Waterloo in carriages. Everyone seemed to believe that in mid-August 1914, Germany was set to get her coup-de-grâce on the battlefield of Waterloo. It would be so fitting. And no one—at least among those who voiced their opinions—seemed to think that Brussels was in danger.
Leaving her luggage at the tram terminus, Vivie sped on foot through forest roads, where the dew still glistened, to the Villa Beau-séjour. Mrs. Warren was not yet dressed, but was rapturous in her greeting. Her chauffeur had been called up, so the auto could not go out, but a farm cart would be sent for the luggage.
Leaving her bags at the tram station, Vivie hurried on foot along forest paths, where the dew was still sparkling, to the Villa Beau-séjour. Mrs. Warren wasn't ready yet, but she was thrilled to see her. Her driver had been drafted, so the car was out of commission, but a farm cart would be sent for the luggage.
"I believe, mother, I'm going to enjoy myself enormously," said Vivie as she sat in the verandah in the morning sunshine, making a delicious petit déjeuner out of fresh rolls, the butter of the farm, a few slices of sausage, and a big cup of frothing chocolate topped with whipped cream. The scene that spread before her was idyllic, from a bucolic point of view. The beech woods of Tervueren shut out any horizon of town activity; black and white cows were being driven out to pasture, a flock of geese with necks raised vertically waggled sedately along their own chosen path, a little disturbed and querulous over the arrival of a stranger; turkey hens and their half-grown poults and a swelling, strutting turkey cock, a peacock that had already lost nearly all his tail and therefore declined combat with the turkey and was, moreover, an isolated bachelor; guinea-fowls scratching and running about alternately; and plump cocks and hens of mixed breed covered most of the ground in the adjacent farm yard and the turf of an apple orchard, where the fruit was already reddening under the August sun. Pigeons circled against the sky with the distinct musical notes struck out by their wings, or cooed and cooed round the dove cots. The dairy women of the farm laughed and sang and called out to one another in Flemish and Wallon rough chaff about their men-folk who were called to the Colours. There was nothing suggestive here of any coming tragedy.
"I think, Mom, I'm going to have an amazing time," said Vivie as she sat on the porch in the morning sun, enjoying a nice breakfast made of fresh rolls, farm butter, some slices of sausage, and a big cup of frothy chocolate topped with whipped cream. The view in front of her was perfect from a countryside perspective. The beech woods of Tervueren blocked any signs of city life; black and white cows were being led out to pasture, a group of geese waddled along their chosen path with their necks held high, a bit disturbed and uneasy about the arrival of a stranger; turkey hens with their half-grown chicks and an impressive, strutting turkey cock, a peacock that had almost lost its tail and therefore avoided confrontation with the turkey and was also a solitary bachelor; guinea fowl scratching and running around alternately; and plump mixed-breed roosters and hens covered most of the ground in the nearby farmyard and the grass of an apple orchard, where the fruit was already turning red under the August sun. Pigeons circled in the sky with the distinct musical sounds created by their wings, or cooed around the dove coops. The farm women laughed and sang, calling out to each other in Flemish and Walloon, joking about their men who had been called to the army. There was nothing here to suggest any looming tragedy.
This was the morning of the 13th of August. For three more days Vivie lived deliriously, isolated from the world. She took new books to the shade of the forest, and a rug on which she could repose, and read there with avidity, read also all the newspapers her mother had brought over from England, tried to master the events which had so rapidly and irresistibly plunged Europe into War. Were the Germans to blame, she asked herself? Of course they were, technically, in invading Belgium and in forcing this war on France. But were they not being surrounded by a hostile Alliance? Was not this hostility on the part of Servia towards Austria stimulated by Russia in order to forestal the Central Powers by a Russian occupation of Constantinople? Why should the Russian Empire be allowed to stretch for nine millions of square miles over half Asia, much of Persia, and now claim to control the Balkan Peninsula and Asia Minor? If England might claim a large section of Persia as her sphere of influence, and Egypt likewise and a fourth part of Africa, much of Arabia, and Cyprus in the Mediterranean, why might not Germany and Austria expect to have their little spheres of influence in the Balkans, in Asia Minor, in Mesopotamia? We had helped France to Morocco and Italy to Tripoli; why should we bother about Servia? It might be unkind, but then were we not unkind towards her father's country, Ireland? Were we very tender towards national independence in Egypt, in Persia?
This was the morning of August 13th. For three more days, Vivie lived in a daze, cut off from the world. She brought new books to the shade of the forest, along with a rug to lie on, and read with enthusiasm. She also read all the newspapers her mother had brought over from England, trying to grasp the events that had so quickly and powerfully dragged Europe into war. Were the Germans to blame, she wondered? Well, technically yes, for invading Belgium and dragging France into this war. But weren’t they being surrounded by a hostile alliance? Wasn’t Serbia’s hostility toward Austria stirred up by Russia to block the Central Powers from occupying Constantinople? Why should the Russian Empire be allowed to extend over nine million square miles across half of Asia, much of Persia, and now assert control over the Balkan Peninsula and Asia Minor? If England could claim a large part of Persia as her sphere of influence, along with Egypt, a quarter of Africa, much of Arabia, and Cyprus in the Mediterranean, why shouldn’t Germany and Austria expect their own little spheres of influence in the Balkans, Asia Minor, and Mesopotamia? We assisted France in Morocco and Italy in Tripoli; why should we care about Serbia? It might be harsh, but weren’t we indifferent to her father’s country, Ireland? Were we particularly kind regarding national independence in Egypt or Persia?
Yet this brutal invasion of France, this unprovoked attack on Liège were ugly things. France had shown no disposition to egg Servia on against Austria, and Sir Edward Grey in the last days of June—she now learnt for the first time, for she had seen no newspapers in prison, where it is part of the dehumanizing policy of the Home Office to prevent their entry, or the dissemination of any information about current events—Sir Edward Grey had clearly shown Great Britain did not approve of Servian intrigues in Bosnia. Well: let the best man win. Germany was just as likely to give the Vote to her women as was Britain. The Germans were first in Music and in Science. She for her part didn't wish to become a German subject, but once the War was over she would willingly naturalize herself Belgian or Swiss.
Yet this brutal invasion of France, this unprovoked attack on Liège, was ugly. France hadn’t shown any intention to encourage Serbia against Austria, and Sir Edward Grey, in the last days of June—she was now learning for the first time, as she hadn’t seen any newspapers in prison, where it was part of the dehumanizing policy of the Home Office to prevent their entry or any information about current events from spreading—Sir Edward Grey had clearly indicated that Great Britain did not support Serbian schemes in Bosnia. Well: may the best man win. Germany was just as likely to give women the vote as Britain was. The Germans were leading in music and science. She, for her part, didn’t want to become a German citizen, but once the war was over, she would gladly become a naturalized citizen of Belgium or Switzerland.
And the War must soon be over. Europe as a whole could not allow this devastation of resources. America would intervene. Already the Germans realized their gigantic blunder in starting the attack. Their men were said to be—she read—much less brave than people had expected. The mighty German Armies had been held up for ten days by a puny Belgian force and the forts of Liège and Namur. There would presently be an armistice and Germany would have to make peace with perhaps the cession to France of Metz as a solatium, while Germany was given a little bit more of Africa, and Austria got nothing....
And the war has to end soon. Europe as a whole couldn't let this destruction of resources continue. America would step in. The Germans were already realizing their huge mistake in launching the attack. Their troops were reported to be—she read—far less courageous than everyone had expected. The mighty German armies had been stalled for ten days by a small Belgian force and the forts of Liège and Namur. An armistice would likely be announced soon, and Germany would have to negotiate peace, possibly giving up Metz to France as a solatium, while Germany might gain a bit more territory in Africa, and Austria would end up with nothing....
Meantime the Villa Beau-séjour seemed after Holloway Prison a paradise upon earth. Why quarrel with her fate? Why not drop politics and take up philosophy? She felt herself capable of writing a Universal History which would be far truer if more cynical than any previous attempt to show civilized man the route he had followed and the martyrdom he had undergone.
Meantime, Villa Beau-séjour felt like heaven on earth compared to Holloway Prison. Why fight against her destiny? Why not set aside politics and embrace philosophy? She believed she could write a Universal History that would be much more honest, if a bit cynical, than any previous effort to show civilized humanity the path it had taken and the suffering it had experienced.
On the 17th of August she took the tram into Brussels. It seemed however as if it would never get there, and when she reached the Porte de Namur she was too impatient to wait for the connection. She could not find any gendarme, but at a superior-looking flower-shop she obtained the address of the British Legation.
On August 17th, she took the tram to Brussels. It felt like it would never arrive, and when she reached the Porte de Namur, she was too impatient to wait for the connection. She couldn’t find any police officer, but at an upscale flower shop, she got the address of the British Legation.
She asked at the lodge for Mr. Hawk; but there was only a Belgian coachman in charge, and he told her the Minister and his staff had followed the Court to Antwerp. Mr. Hawk had only left that morning. "What a nuisance," said Vivie to herself. "I might have found out from him whether there is any truth in the rumours that are flying about Tervueren."
She asked at the lodge for Mr. Hawk, but only a Belgian driver was in charge, and he told her that the Minister and his team had gone to Antwerp. Mr. Hawk had just left that morning. "What a hassle," Vivie thought to herself. "I could've asked him if there's any truth to the rumors spreading around Tervueren."
These rumours were to the effect that the Germans had captured all the forts of Liège and their brave defender, General Léman; that they were in Namur and were advancing on Louvain. "I wonder what we had better do?" pondered Vivie.
These rumors suggested that the Germans had taken all the forts of Liège along with their courageous defender, General Léman; that they were in Namur and moving towards Louvain. "I wonder what we should do?" thought Vivie.
In her bewilderment she took the bold step of calling at the Hotel de Ville, gave her name and nationality, and asked the advice of the municipal employé who saw her as to what course she and her mother had better pursue: leave Tervueren and seek a lodging in Brussels; or retreat as far as Ghent or Bruges or even Holland? The clerk reassured her. The Germans had certainly occupied the south-east of Belgium, but dared not push as far to the west and north as Brussels. They risked otherwise being nipped between the Belgian army of Antwerp and the British force marching on Mons.... He directed her attention to the last communiqué of the Ministry of War: "La situation n'a jamais été meilleure. Bruxelles, à l'abri d'un coup de main, est défendue par vingt mille gardes civiques armés d'un excellent fusil," etc.
In her confusion, she took the brave step of visiting the City Hall, gave her name and nationality, and asked the municipal employee for advice on what she and her mother should do: leave Tervueren and find a place to stay in Brussels, or retreat as far as Ghent, Bruges, or even Holland? The clerk reassured her. The Germans had indeed occupied the southeast of Belgium, but they wouldn’t push as far west and north as Brussels. They risked getting stuck between the Belgian army in Antwerp and the British forces moving toward Mons.... He pointed her to the latest communiqué from the Ministry of War: "The situation has never been better. Brussels, safe from a surprise attack, is defended by twenty thousand civic guards armed with excellent rifles," etc.
Vivie returned therefore a trifle reassured. At the same time she and her mother spent some hours in packing up and posting valuable securities to London, via Ostende, in packing for deposit in the strong rooms of a Brussels bank Mrs. Warren's jewellery and plate. The tram service from Tervueren had ceased to run. So they induced a neighbour to drive them into Brussels in a chaise: a slow and wearisome journey under a broiling sun. Arrived in Brussels they found the town in consternation. Placarded on the walls was a notice signed by the Burgomaster—the celebrated Adolphe Max—informing the Bruxellois that in spite of the resistances of the Belgian army it was to be feared the enemy might soon be in occupation of Brussels. In such an event he adjured the citizens to avoid all panic, to give no legitimate cause of offence to the Germans, to renounce any idea of resorting to arms! The Germans on their part were bound by the laws of war to respect private property, the lives of non-combatants, the honour of women, and the exercise of religion.
Vivie returned feeling a little more reassured. At the same time, she and her mother spent several hours packing and sending valuable securities to London through Ostend, as well as preparing Mrs. Warren's jewelry and silverware for deposit in a Brussels bank's secure storage. The tram service from Tervueren had stopped running. So they convinced a neighbor to drive them into Brussels in a carriage: a slow and tiring journey under a scorching sun. Once they arrived in Brussels, they found the city in distress. Notices were plastered on the walls, signed by the Burgomaster—the famous Adolphe Max—alerting the people of Brussels that despite the bravery of the Belgian army, it was feared the enemy might soon take control of the city. In light of this, he urged citizens to stay calm, to avoid giving the Germans any legitimate reason to be offended, and to abandon any thoughts of fighting back! The Germans, for their part, were obligated by the laws of war to respect private property, the lives of non-combatants, the honor of women, and the practice of religion.
Vivie and her mother found the banks closed and likewise the railway station. They now had but one thought: to get back as quickly as possible to Villa Beau-séjour, and fortunately for their dry-mouthed impatience their farmer friend was of the same mind. Along the Tervueren road they met numbers of peasant refugees in carts and on foot, driving cattle, geese or pigs towards the capital; urging on the tugging dogs with small carts and barrows loaded with personal effects, trade-goods, farm produce, or crying children. All of them had a distraught, haggard appearance and were constantly looking behind them. From the east, indeed, came the distant sounds of explosions and intermittent rifle firing. Mrs. Warren was blanched with fear, her cheeks a dull peach colour. She questioned the people in French and Flemish, but they only answered vaguely in raucous voices: "Les Allemands!" "De Duitscher."
Vivie and her mother found the banks closed, as well as the railway station. They now had only one thought: to get back to Villa Beau-séjour as quickly as possible, and luckily for their dry-mouthed impatience, their farmer friend felt the same way. Along the Tervueren road, they encountered many peasant refugees in carts and on foot, herding cattle, geese, or pigs toward the capital, urging on the tugging dogs with small carts and wheelbarrows filled with personal belongings, trade goods, farm produce, or crying children. All of them had a frantic, exhausted look and kept glancing over their shoulders. From the east, indeed, came the distant sounds of explosions and sporadic gunfire. Mrs. Warren looked pale with fear, her cheeks a dull peach color. She questioned the people in French and Flemish, but they only responded vaguely in harsh voices: "Les Allemands!" "De Duitscher."
One old woman, however, had flung herself down by the roadside, while her patient dog lay between the shafts of the little cart till she should be pleased to go on. She was more communicative and told Mrs. Warren a tale too horrible to be believed, about husband, son, son-in-law all killed, daughter violated and killed too, cottage in flames, livestock driven off. Recovering from her exhaustion she rose and shook herself. "I've no business to be here. I should be with them. I was just packing this cart for the market when it happened. Why did I go away? Oh for shame! I'll go back—to them..." And forthwith she turned the dog round and trudged the same way they were going.
One old woman, however, had thrown herself down by the side of the road, while her loyal dog lay between the shafts of the little cart until she decided to move. She was more talkative and told Mrs. Warren a story so terrible it was hard to believe, about her husband, son, and son-in-law all killed, her daughter assaulted and killed as well, their cottage in flames, and their livestock driven away. After catching her breath, she got up and brushed herself off. "I shouldn't be here. I should be with them. I was just loading this cart for the market when it all happened. Why did I leave? Oh, how shameful! I'm going back—to them..." And immediately, she turned the dog around and trudged the same way they were going.
At last they came opposite the courtyard of the Villa and saw the lawn and gravel sweep full of helmeted soldiers in green-grey uniform, their bodies hung with equipment—bags, great-coats, rolled-up blankets, trench spades, cartridge bandoliers. Vivie jumped down quickly, said to her mother in a low firm voice: "Leave everything to me. Say as little as possible." Then to the farmer: "Nous vous remercions infiniment. Vous aurez mille choses à faire chez vous, je n'en doute. Nous réglerons notre compte tout-à l'heure.... Pour le moment, adieu." She clutched the handbags of valuables, slung them somehow on her left arm, while with her other she piloted the nearly swooning Mrs. Warren into the court.
At last, they arrived at the courtyard of the Villa and saw the lawn and gravel area filled with helmeted soldiers in green-grey uniforms, their bodies loaded with gear—bags, coats, rolled-up blankets, trench spades, cartridge bandoliers. Vivie quickly jumped down and said to her mother in a low, firm voice: "Leave everything to me. Say as little as you can." Then to the farmer: "Thank you so much. I’m sure you have a lot to do at home. We'll settle everything in a bit... For now, goodbye." She grabbed the handbags with valuables, awkwardly slung them over her left arm, and with her other arm, guided the nearly fainting Mrs. Warren into the courtyard.
They were at once stopped by a non-commissioned officer who asked them in abrupt, scarcely understandable German what they wanted. Vivie guessing his meaning said in English—she scarcely knew any German: "This is our house. We have been absent in Brussels. We want to see the officer in command." The soldier knew no English, but likewise guessed at their meaning. He ordered them to wait where they were. Presently he came out of the Villa and said the Herr Oberst would see them. Vivie led her mother into the gay little hall—how pleasant and cool it had looked in the early morning! It was now full of surly-looking soldiers. Without hesitating she took a chair from one soldier and placed her mother in it. "You rest there a moment, dearest, while I go in and see the officer in command." The corporal she had first spoken with beckoned her into the pretty sitting-room at the back where they had had their early breakfast that morning.
They were immediately stopped by a non-commissioned officer who asked them in a rough, almost unintelligible German what they wanted. Vivie, guessing what he meant, replied in English—she hardly knew any German: "This is our house. We’ve been away in Brussels. We want to see the officer in charge." The soldier didn’t know any English, but guessed what they meant. He told them to wait where they were. Shortly, he came out of the villa and said that the Herr Oberst would see them. Vivie led her mother into the cheerful little hall—how nice and cool it had looked in the early morning! Now, it was filled with grumpy-looking soldiers. Without hesitation, she took a chair from one soldier and sat her mother down in it. "You rest here for a moment, dearest, while I go in and see the officer in charge." The corporal she had initially spoken with gestured for her to come into the lovely sitting room at the back where they had had their early breakfast that morning.
Here she saw seated at a table consulting plans of Brussels and other papers a tall, handsome man of early middle age, who might indeed have passed for a young man, had he not looked very tired and care-worn and exhibited a bald patch at the back of his head, rendered the more apparent because the brown-gold curls round it were dank with perspiration. He rose to his feet, clicked his heels together and saluted. "An English young lady, I am told, rather ... a ... surprise ... on ... the ... outskirts ... of Brussels..." (His English was excellent, if rather staccato and spaced.) "It ... is ... not ... usual ... for ... Englishwomen ... to ... be owners ... of chateaux ... in Belgium. But I ... hear ... it ... is ... your mother ... who is the owner ... from long time, and you are her daughter newly arrived from England? Nicht wahr? Sie verstehen nicht Deutsch, gnädiges Fraulein?"
Here, she saw a tall, handsome man in his early forties sitting at a table, looking over plans of Brussels and other papers. He could pass for a younger man if he didn't appear so tired and worn down, and he had a noticeable bald spot at the back of his head, which was made more obvious by his damp, brown-gold curls around it. He stood up, clicked his heels together, and saluted. "I've been told there's a young English lady, which is rather ... a ... surprise ... on ... the ... outskirts ... of Brussels..." (His English was excellent, though a bit choppy and slow.) "It ... is ... not ... common ... for ... Englishwomen ... to ... own ... chateaux ... in Belgium. But I ... hear ... it ... is ... your mother ... who has been the owner ... for a long time, and you are her daughter, newly arrived from England? Is that right? You don't understand German, miss?"
"No," said Vivie, "I don't speak much German, and fortunately you speak such perfect English that it is not necessary."
"No," Vivie said, "I don't speak much German, and luckily you speak such perfect English that it's not needed."
"I have stayed some time in England," was the reply; "I was once military attaché in London. Both your voice and your face seem—what should one say? Familiar to me. Are you of London?"
"I’ve spent some time in England," was the reply; "I was once a military attaché in London. Both your voice and your face seem—what should I say? Familiar to me. Are you from London?"
"Yes, I suppose I may say I am a Londoner, though I believe I was born in Brussels. But I don't want to beat about the bush: there is so much to be said and explained, and all this time I am very anxious about my mother. She is in the hall outside—feels a little faint I think with shock—might she—might I?"—
"Yeah, I guess I can say I'm a Londoner, even though I think I was born in Brussels. But I don't want to sugarcoat things: there's a lot to discuss and clarify, and all this time I'm really worried about my mom. She's out in the hall—I think she feels a bit faint from the shock—could she—could I?"
"But my dear Miss—?"
"But my dear Miss—?"
"Miss Warren—"
"Ms. Warren—"
"My dear Miss Warren, of course. We are enemies—pour le moment—but we Germans are not monsters. ("What about those peasants' stories?" said Vivie to herself.) Your lady mother must come in here and take that fauteuil. Then we can talk better at our ease."
"My dear Miss Warren, of course. We’re enemies—for now—but we Germans aren’t monsters. ("What about those stories from the peasants?" Vivie thought to herself.) Your lady mother should come in here and take that chair. Then we can talk more comfortably."
Vivie got up and brought her mother in.
Vivie got up and brought her mom in.
"Now you shall tell me everything—is it not so? Better to be quite frank. À la guerre comme à la guerre. First, you are English?"
"Now you have to tell me everything—isn’t that right? It's better to be completely honest. In war, you do what you have to do. First, are you English?"
"Yes. My mother is Mrs. Warren, I am her daughter, Vivien Warren. My mother has lived many years in Belgium, though also in other places, in Germany, Austria and France. Of late, however, she has lived entirely here. This place belongs to her."
"Yes. My mom is Mrs. Warren, and I'm her daughter, Vivien Warren. My mom has spent many years in Belgium, as well as in other places like Germany, Austria, and France. Recently, though, she's been living completely here. This place belongs to her."
"And you?"
"And you?"
"I? I have just been released from prison in London, Holloway Prison..."
"I? I just got out of Holloway Prison in London..."
"My dear young lady! You are surely joking—what do you say? You pull my leg? But no; I see! You have been Suffragette. Aha! I understand you are the Miss Warren, the Miss Warren who make the English Government afraid, nicht wahr? You set fire to Houses of Parliament..."
"My dear young lady! You must be joking—what do you mean? Are you messing with me? But wait; I get it! You’ve been a Suffragette. Aha! I see you are the Miss Warren, the Miss Warren who makes the English Government nervous, right? You set fire to the Houses of Parliament..."
Vivie (interrupting): "No, no! Only to some racing stables..."
Vivie (interrupting): "No, no! Just to some horse stables..."
Oberst: "I understand. But you are rebel?"
Oberst: "I get it. But are you a rebel?"
Vivie: "I hate the present British Government—the most hypocritical, the most..."
Vivie: "I can't stand the current British Government—the most hypocritical, the most..."
Oberst: "But we are in agreement, you and I! This is splendid. But now we must be praktisch. We are at war, though we hope here for a peaceful occupation of Belgium. You will see how the Flämisch—Ah, you say the Fleming?—the Flemish part of Belgium will receive us with such pleasure. It is only with the Wälsch, the Wallon part we disagree.... But there is so much for me to do—we must talk of all these things some other time. Let us begin our business. I must first introduce myself. I am Oberst Gottlieb von Giesselin of the Saxon Army. (He rose, clicked heels, bowed, and sat down.) I see you have three heavy bags you look at often. What is it?"
Oberst: "But we agree, you and I! This is great. However, we need to be practical. We're at war, even though we hope for a peaceful occupation of Belgium here. You'll see how the Flemish part of Belgium will welcome us with pleasure. It's only with the Walloon part that we have disagreements.... But there's so much for me to do—we should discuss all of this another time. Let's get started with our business. I should first introduce myself. I'm Oberst Gottlieb von Giesselin of the Saxon Army." (He stood up, clicked his heels, bowed, and sat down.) "I see you have three heavy bags that you keep looking at. What’s going on with those?"
Vivie (taking courage): "It is my mother's jewellery and some plate. She fears—"
Vivie (gathering her courage): "It's my mom's jewelry and some silverware. She's worried—"
Von G.: "I understand! We have a dr-r-eadful reputation, we poor Germans! The French stuff you up with lies. But we are better than you think. You shall take them in two—three days to Brussels when things are quiet, and put them in some bank. Here I fear I must stay. I must intrude myself on your hospitality. But better for you perhaps if I stay here at present. I will put a few of my men in your—your—buildings. Most of them shall go with their officers to Tervueren for billet." (Turning to Mrs. Warren.) "Madam, you must cheer up. I foresee your daughter and I will be great friends. Let us now look through the rooms and see what disposition we can make. I think I will have to take this room for my writing, for my work. I see you have telephone here. Gut!"
Von G.: "I get it! We have a terrible reputation, we poor Germans! The French fill your head with lies. But we’re better than you think. You should take them to Brussels in two or three days when things calm down and put them in a bank. Here, I’m afraid I have to stay. I need to impose on your hospitality. But it might be better for you if I stay here for now. I will put a few of my men in your—your—buildings. Most of them will go with their officers to Tervueren for accommodations." (Turning to Mrs. Warren.) "Ma'am, you need to cheer up. I can see your daughter and I will be great friends. Let's look through the rooms and see how we can arrange things. I think I’ll need to take this room for my writing, for my work. I see you have a telephone here. Great!"
Leaving Mrs. Warren still seated, but a little less stertorous in breathing, a little reassured, Vivie and Oberst von Giesselin then went over the Villa, apportioning the rooms. The Colonel and his orderly would be lodged in two of the bedrooms. Vivie and her mother would share Mrs. Warren's large bedroom and retain the salon for their exclusive occupation. They would use the dining-room in common with their guest.
Leaving Mrs. Warren still seated, but breathing a bit more easily and feeling a little more reassured, Vivie and Oberst von Giesselin then went through the Villa, assigning the rooms. The Colonel and his orderly would stay in two of the bedrooms. Vivie and her mother would share Mrs. Warren's large bedroom and keep the salon for their own use. They would share the dining room with their guest.
Vivie looking out of the windows occasionally, as they passed from room to room, saw the remainder of the soldiery strolling off to be lodged at their nearest neighbour's, the farmer who had driven them in to Brussels that morning. There were perhaps thirty, accompanying a young lieutenant. How would he find room for them, poor man? They were more fortunate in being asked only to lodge six or seven in addition to the Colonel's orderly and soldier-clerk. Before sunset, the Villa Beau-séjour was clear of soldiers, except the few that had gone to the barn and the outhouses. The morning room had been fitted up with a typewriter at which the military clerk sat tapping. The Colonel's personal luggage had been placed in his bedroom. A soldier was even sweeping up all traces of the invasion of armed men and making everything tidy. It all seemed like a horrid dream that was going to end up happily after all. Presently Vivie would wake up completely and there would even be no Oberst, no orderly; only the peaceful life of the farm that was going on yesterday. Here a sound of angry voices interrupted her musings. The cows returning by themselves from the pasture were being intercepted by soldiers who were trying to secure them. Vivie in her indignation ran out and ordered the soldiers off, in English. To her surprise they obeyed silently, but as they sauntered away to their quarters she was saddened at seeing them carrying the bodies of most of the turkeys and fowls and even the corpse of the poor tailless peacock. They had waited for sundown to rob the hen-roosts.
Vivie glanced out of the windows now and then as they moved from room to room. She saw the remaining soldiers heading to stay with the nearest neighbor, the farmer who had brought them into Brussels that morning. There were about thirty of them, along with a young lieutenant. How would he find space for all of them, poor guy? They were luckier since they were only asked to accommodate six or seven, along with the Colonel's orderly and a soldier-clerk. Before sunset, the Villa Beau-séjour had cleared out most of the soldiers, except for a few who went to the barn and the outbuildings. The morning room had been set up with a typewriter where the military clerk was typing away. The Colonel's personal belongings had been moved to his bedroom. One soldier was even sweeping up all evidence of the armed invasion, making everything tidy. It all felt like a terrible dream that would somehow end happily after all. Pretty soon, Vivie would fully wake up, and there would be no Colonel and no orderly—just the peaceful farm life that had gone on yesterday. Suddenly, the sound of angry voices interrupted her thoughts. The cows were returning from the pasture on their own but were being stopped by soldiers trying to round them up. In her anger, Vivie ran out and ordered the soldiers to leave, in English. To her surprise, they complied without a word, but as they strolled away to their quarters, she felt sad seeing them carrying off the bodies of most of the turkeys and chickens, and even the poor tailless peacock. They had waited until sundown to raid the henhouse.
Very much disillusioned she ran to the morning room and burst in on the Colonel's dictation to his clerk. "Excuse me, but if you don't keep your soldiers in better order you will have very little to eat whilst you are here. They are killing and carrying off all our poultry."
Very disappointed, she ran to the morning room and interrupted the Colonel while he was dictating to his clerk. "Sorry to interrupt, but if you don't manage your soldiers better, you'll have very little to eat while you're here. They are killing and taking all our poultry."
The Colonel flushed a little at the peremptory way in which she spoke, but without replying went out and shouted a lot of orders in German. His orderly summoned soldiers from the barn and together they drove the cows into the cow-sheds. All the Flemish servants having disappeared in a panic, the Germans had to milk the cows that evening; and Vivie, assisted by the orderly, cooked the evening meal in the kitchen. He was, like his Colonel, a Saxon, a pleasant-featured, domesticated man, who explained civilly in the Thuringian dialect—though to Vivie there could be no discrimination between varieties of High German—that the Sachsen folk were "Eines gütes leute" and that all would go smoothly in time.
The Colonel felt a bit embarrassed by the forceful way she spoke, but without responding, he stepped out and shouted a bunch of orders in German. His orderly called in soldiers from the barn, and together they herded the cows into the cow-sheds. With all the Flemish servants having fled in a panic, the Germans had to milk the cows that evening, while Vivie, with help from the orderly, prepared dinner in the kitchen. He was, like his Colonel, a Saxon, a friendly, homey guy who politely explained in the Thuringian dialect—though to Vivie, there was no difference between the types of High German—that the Saxon folks were "Eines gütes Leute" and that everything would be fine in time.
Nevertheless the next morning when she could take stock she found nearly all the poultry except the pigeons had disappeared; and most of the apples, ripe and unripe, had vanished from the orchard trees. The female servants of the farm, however, came back; and finding no violence was offered took up their work again. Two days afterwards, von Giesselin sent Vivie into Brussels in his motor, with his orderly to escort her, so that she might deposit her valuables at a bank. She found Brussels, suburbs and city alike, swarming with grey-uniformed soldiers, most of whom looked tired and despondent. Those who were on the march, thinking Vivie must be the wife of some German officer of high rank, struck up a dismal chant from dry throats with a refrain of "Gloria, Viktoria, Hoch! Deutschland, Hoch!" At the bank the Belgian officials received her with deference. Apart from being the daughter of the well-to-do Mrs. Warren, she was English, and seemed to impose respect even on the Germans. They took over her valuables, made out a receipt, and cashed a fairly large cheque in ready money. Vivie then ventured to ask the bank clerk who had seen to her business if he had any news. Looking cautiously round, he said the rumours going through the town were that the Queen of Holland, enraged that her Prince Consort should have facilitated the crossing of Limburg by German armies, had shot him dead with a revolver; that the Crown Prince of Germany, despairing of a successful end of the War, had committed suicide at his father's feet; that the American Consul General in Brussels—to whom, by the bye, Vivie ought to report herself and her mother, in order to come under his protection—had notified General Sixt von Arnim, commanding the army in Brussels, that, unless he vacated the Belgian capital immediately, England would bombard Hamburg and the United States would declare war on the Kaiser. Alluring stories like these flitted through despairing Brussels during the first two months of German occupation, though Vivie, in her solitude at Tervueren, seldom heard them.
Nevertheless, the next morning when she took stock, she found that almost all the poultry, except for the pigeons, had disappeared, and most of the apples, ripe and unripe, had vanished from the orchard trees. The female workers on the farm, however, returned, and finding no violence was inflicted, resumed their tasks. Two days later, von Giesselin sent Vivie into Brussels in his car, with his orderly to accompany her, so she could deposit her valuables at a bank. She found Brussels, both the suburbs and the city, crowded with soldiers in gray uniforms, most of whom looked tired and downcast. Those who were marching, thinking Vivie might be the wife of a high-ranking German officer, began to sing a dismal chant with a refrain of "Gloria, Viktoria, Hoch! Deutschland, Hoch!" At the bank, the Belgian officials treated her with respect. Besides being the daughter of the well-off Mrs. Warren, she was English, which seemed to command respect even from the Germans. They took her valuables, issued a receipt, and cashed a sizable check in cash. Vivie then dared to ask the bank clerk who had handled her transactions if he had any news. Looking around cautiously, he said that the rumors circulating in the town were that the Queen of Holland, furious that her Prince Consort had helped the German armies cross Limburg, had shot him dead with a revolver; that the Crown Prince of Germany, despairing of a successful outcome to the War, had committed suicide at his father's feet; and that the American Consul General in Brussels—whom, by the way, Vivie should report herself and her mother to, in order to come under his protection—had informed General Sixt von Arnim, who commanded the army in Brussels, that, unless he left the Belgian capital immediately, England would bombard Hamburg and the United States would declare war on the Kaiser. Such enticing stories circulated through desperate Brussels during the first two months of German occupation, though Vivie, in her solitude at Tervueren, rarely heard them.
After her business at the bank she walked about the town. No one took any notice of her or annoyed her in any way. The restaurants seemed crowded with Belgians as well as Germans, and the Belgians did not seem to have lost their appetites. The Palace Hotel had become a German officers' club. On all the public buildings the German Imperial flag hung alongside the Belgian. Only a few of the trams were running. Yet you could still buy, without much difficulty at the kiosques, Belgian and even French and British newspapers. From these she gathered that the German forces were in imminent peril between the Belgian Antwerp army on the north and the British army advancing from the south; and that in the plains of Alsace the French had given the first public exhibition of the new "Turpin" explosive. The results had been foudroyant ... and simple. Complete regiments of German soldiers had been destroyed in one minute. It seemed curious, she thought, that with such an arm as this the French command did not at once come irresistibly to the rescue of Brussels....
After her business at the bank, she wandered around the town. No one paid any attention to her or bothered her in any way. The restaurants were packed with both Belgians and Germans, and the Belgians didn’t seem to have lost their appetites. The Palace Hotel had turned into a German officers' club. The German Imperial flag was flying next to the Belgian flag on all the public buildings. Only a few of the trams were running. Still, it wasn’t hard to find Belgian, and even French and British newspapers at the kiosks. From these, she learned that the German forces were in serious danger between the Belgian army in Antwerp to the north and the British army advancing from the south; plus, in the plains of Alsace, the French had showcased their new "Turpin" explosive for the first time. The results had been foudroyant ... and straightforward. Entire regiments of German soldiers had been wiped out in one minute. She thought it was odd that with such a weapon, the French command didn’t immediately come to Brussels' rescue....
However, it was four o'clock, and there was her friend the enemy's automobile drawn up outside the bank, awaiting her. She got in, and the soldier chauffeur whirled her away to the Villa Beau-séjour, beyond Tervueren.
However, it was four o'clock, and there was her friend, the enemy's car parked outside the bank, waiting for her. She got in, and the soldier driver whisked her away to the Villa Beau-séjour, beyond Tervueren.
On her return she found her mother prostrate with bad news. Their nearest neighbour, Farmer Oudekens who had driven them into Brussels the preceding day had been executed in his own orchard only an hour ago. It seemed that the lieutenant in charge of the soldiers billeted there had disappeared in the night, leaving his uniform and watch and chain behind him. The farmer's story was that in the night the lieutenant had appeared in his room with a revolver and had threatened to shoot him unless he produced a suit of civilian clothes. Thus coerced he had given him his eldest son's Sunday clothes left behind when the said son went off to join the Belgian army. The lieutenant, grateful for the assistance, had given him as a present his watch and chain.
On her return, she found her mother collapsed with bad news. Their closest neighbor, Farmer Oudekens, who had driven them to Brussels the day before, had been executed in his own orchard just an hour ago. It turned out that the lieutenant in charge of the soldiers stationed there had vanished during the night, leaving his uniform and watch behind. The farmer's account was that the lieutenant had shown up in his room with a revolver and had threatened to shoot him unless he handed over a suit of civilian clothes. Under pressure, he had given the lieutenant his eldest son's Sunday clothes, which had been left behind when the son went off to join the Belgian army. The lieutenant, grateful for the help, had given him his watch and chain as a thank-you gift.
On the other hand the German non-commissioned officers insisted their lieutenant had been made away with in the night. The farmer's allegation that he had deserted (as in fact he had) only enhanced his crime. The finding of the court after a very summary trial was "guilty," and despite the frantic appeals of the wife, reinforced later on by Mrs. Warren, the farmer had been taken out and shot.
On the other hand, the German non-commissioned officers insisted that their lieutenant had been killed during the night. The farmer's claim that he had deserted (which he actually had) only made the situation worse. The court's swift verdict after a quick trial was "guilty," and despite the desperate pleas from the lieutenant’s wife, which were later supported by Mrs. Warren, the farmer was taken out and executed.
The evening meal consequently was one of strained relations. Colonel von Giesselin came to supper punctually and was very spruce in appearance. But he was gravely polite and uncommunicative. And after dessert the two ladies asked permission to retire. They lay long awake afterwards, debating in whispers what terror might be in store for them. Mrs. Warren cried a good deal and lamented futilely her indolent languor of a few days previously. Why had she not, while there was yet time, cleared out of Brussels, gone to Holland, and thence regained England with Vivie, and from England the south of France? Vivie, more stoical, pointed out it was no use crying over lost opportunities. Here they were, and they must sharpen their wits to get away at the first opportunity. Perhaps the American Consul might help them?
The dinner was filled with tension. Colonel von Giesselin arrived on time and looked very dapper. However, he was seriously polite and not very talkative. After dessert, the two ladies requested to leave the table. They stayed awake for a long time afterward, quietly discussing the potential dangers ahead. Mrs. Warren cried a lot, regretting her previous laziness. Why hadn’t she, while she still had the chance, left Brussels, gone to Holland, and then returned to England with Vivie, and from England to the south of France? Vivie, being more practical, pointed out that it was pointless to dwell on missed opportunities. Here they were, and they needed to be sharp-minded to escape at the first chance. Maybe the American Consul could assist them?
The next morning, however, their guest, who had insensibly turned host, told Vivie the tram service to Brussels, like the train service, was suspended indefinitely, and that he feared they must resign themselves to staying where they were. Under his protection they had nothing to fear. He was sorry the soldiers had helped themselves so freely to the livestock; but everything had now settled down. Henceforth they would be sure of something to eat, as he himself had got to be fed. And all he asked of them was their agreeable society.
The next morning, though, their guest, who had subtly taken on the role of host, informed Vivie that the tram service to Brussels, like the train service, was canceled indefinitely, and that he feared they would have to accept staying where they were. With him looking out for them, they had nothing to worry about. He was sorry that the soldiers had taken so much of the livestock, but everything had calmed down now. From now on, they would definitely have enough to eat, as he himself needed to be fed. All he asked in return was their pleasant company.
Two months went by of this strange life. Two months, in which Vivie only saw German newspapers—which she read with the aid of von Giesselin. Their contents filled her with despair. They made very little of the Marne rebuff, much of the capture of Antwerp and Ostende, and the occupation of all Belgium (as they put it). Vivie noted that the German Emperor's heart had bled for the punishment inflicted on Louvain. (She wondered how that strange personality, her father, had fared in the destruction of monastic buildings.) But she had then no true idea of what had taken place, and the far-reaching harm this crime had done to the German reputation. She noted that the German Press expressed disappointment that the cause of Germany, the crusade against Albion, had received no support from the Irish Nationalists, or from the "revolting" women, the Suffragettes, who had been so cruelly maltreated by the administration of Asquith and Sir Grey.
Two months passed in this bizarre life. Two months during which Vivie only read German newspapers—with help from von Giesselin. The news filled her with despair. They barely mentioned the setback at the Marne, but focused heavily on the capture of Antwerp and Ostende, and said that all of Belgium was under occupation. Vivie noticed that the German Emperor lamented the punishment dealt to Louvain. (She wondered how her father, that strange person, had fared during the destruction of the monastic buildings.) But she didn’t really understand what had happened or the extensive damage this crime had done to Germany’s reputation. She observed that the German press expressed disappointment that Germany’s cause, the fight against Britain, hadn’t received any support from the Irish Nationalists or the "revolting" women, the Suffragettes, who had been so harshly mistreated by Asquith’s and Sir Grey’s administration.
This point was discussed by the Colonel, but Vivie found herself speaking as a patriot. How could the Germans expect British women to turn against their own country in its hour of danger?
This point was discussed by the Colonel, but Vivie found herself speaking as a patriot. How could the Germans expect British women to turn against their own country in its time of danger?
"Then you would not," said von Giesselin, "consent to write some letters to your friends, if I said I could have them sent safely to their destination?—only letters," he added hastily, seeing her nostrils quiver and a look come into her eyes—"to ask your Suffrage friends to bring pressure to bear on their Government to bring this d-r-r-eadful War to a just peace. That is all we ask." But Vivie said "with all her own private grudge against the present ministry she felt au fond she was British; she must range herself in time of war with her own people."
"Then you wouldn't," said von Giesselin, "agree to write some letters to your friends if I said I could get them delivered safely to their destination?—just letters," he added quickly, noticing her nostrils flare and a look in her eyes—"to ask your Suffrage friends to pressure their Government to bring this d-r-r-eadful War to a fair peace. That's all we ask." But Vivie replied that "despite her own private grudge against the current government, she felt au fond she was British; she had to stand with her own people in time of war."
Mrs. Warren went much farther. She was not very voluble nowadays. The German occupation of her villa had given her a mental and physical shock from which she never recovered. She often sat quite silent and rather huddled at meal times and looked the old woman now. In such a conversation as this she roused herself and her voice took an aggressive tone. "My daughter write to her friends to ask them to obstruct the government at such a time as this? Never! I'd disown her if she did, I'd repudiate her! She may have had her own turn-up with 'em. I was quite with her there. But that, so to speak, was only a domestic quarrel. We're British all through, and don't you forget it—sir—(she added deprecatingly): British all through and we're goin' to beat Germany yet, you'll see. The British navy never has been licked nor won't be, this time."
Mrs. Warren went much further. She wasn't very talkative these days. The German occupation of her villa had given her a mental and physical shock that she never fully recovered from. She often sat in silence, seeming a bit hunched over during meals, and now looked like an old woman. In a conversation like this, she pulled herself together and her voice grew assertive. "My daughter writing to her friends to ask them to block the government at a time like this? Never! I’d disown her if she did, I’d reject her! She might have had her own run-in with them. I was totally on her side then. But that, so to speak, was just a family argument. We're British through and through, and don’t you forget it—sir—(she added modestly): British through and through and we're going to beat Germany yet, you'll see. The British navy has never been beaten nor will be this time."
Colonel von Giesselin did not insist. He seemed depressed himself at times, and far from elated at the victories announced in his own newspapers. He would in the dreary autumn evenings show them the photographs of his wife—a sweet-looking woman—and his two solid-looking, handsome children, and talk with rapture of his home life. Why, indeed, was there this War! His heart like his Emperor's bled for these unhappy Belgians. But it was all due to the Macchiavellian policy of "Sir Grey and Asquiss." If Germany had not felt herself surrounded and barred from all future expansion of trade and influence she would not have felt forced to attack France and invade Belgium. Why, see! All the time they were talking, barbarous Russia, egged on by England, was ravaging East Prussia!
Colonel von Giesselin didn't push the issue. He often looked downcast and wasn't particularly thrilled about the victories reported in his own newspapers. During the dreary autumn evenings, he would share photos of his wife—a lovely woman—and his two strong, attractive children, speaking passionately about his home life. Why was there even a war? His heart, like his Emperor's, ached for those unfortunate Belgians. But it all stemmed from the cunning strategy of "Sir Grey and Asquith." If Germany hadn't felt encircled and blocked from any future growth in trade and influence, she wouldn't have felt compelled to attack France and invade Belgium. Just look! While they were having this conversation, barbaric Russia, stirred on by England, was wreaking havoc in East Prussia!
Then, in other moods, he would lament the war and the policy of Prussia. How he had loved England in the days when he was military attaché there. He had once wanted to marry an Englishwoman, a Miss Fraser, a so handsome daughter of a Court Physician.
Then, at other times, he would mourn the war and Prussia's policies. He had loved England back when he was a military attaché there. He had even wanted to marry an Englishwoman, a Miss Fraser, a beautiful daughter of a Court Physician.
"Why, that must have been Honoria, my former partner," said Vivie, finding an intense joy in this link of memory. And she told much of her history to the sentimental Colonel, who was conceiving for her a sincere friendship and camaraderie. They opened up other veins of memory, talked of Lady Feenix, of the musical parties at the Parrys, of Emily Daymond's playing, of this, that and the other hostess, of such-and-such an actress or singer.
"Wow, that must have been Honoria, my old partner," Vivie said, experiencing a rush of happiness from this memory. She shared a lot of her backstory with the sentimental Colonel, who was developing a genuine friendship and bond with her. They revisited other memories, chatting about Lady Feenix, the musical gatherings at the Parrys, Emily Daymond's performances, this and that hostess, and various actresses or singers.
The Colonel of course was often absent all day on military duties. He advised Vivie strongly on such occasions not to go far from Mrs. Warren's little domain. "I am obliged to remind you, dear young lady, that you and your mother are my prisoners in a sense. Many bad things are going on—things we cannot help in war—outside this quiet place..."
The Colonel was often gone all day for military duties. He strongly advised Vivie not to stray too far from Mrs. Warren's small property during those times. "I have to remind you, dear young lady, that you and your mother are, in a way, my captives. There are a lot of bad things happening—things we can't control in wartime—outside this peaceful spot..."
In November, however, there was a change of scene, which in many ways came to Vivie and her mother with a sense of great relief. Colonel von Giesselin told them one morning he had been appointed Secretary to the German Governor of Brussels, and must reside in the town not far from the Rue de la Loi. He proposed that the ladies should move into Brussels likewise; in fact he delicately insisted on it. Their pleasant relations could thus continue—perhaps—who knows?—to the end of this War, "to that peace which will make us friends once more?" It would in any case be most unsafe if, without his protection, they continued to reside at this secluded farm, on the edge of the great woods. In fact it could not be thought of, and another officer was coming here in his place with a considerable suite. Eventually compensation would be paid to Mrs. Warren for any damage done to her property.
In November, however, things changed, which brought a great sense of relief to Vivie and her mother. One morning, Colonel von Giesselin told them he had been appointed Secretary to the German Governor of Brussels and would need to live in the town not far from the Rue de la Loi. He suggested that the ladies should also move to Brussels; in fact, he subtly insisted on it. This way, their pleasant relationship could continue—maybe—who knows?—until the end of this War, "to that peace that will make us friends again?" It would definitely be unsafe for them to stay at this isolated farm on the edge of the great woods without his protection. It really wasn't an option, and another officer was coming here to take his place with a considerable entourage. Eventually, Mrs. Warren would be compensated for any damage done to her property.
The two women readily agreed. In the curtailment of their movements and the absence of normal means of communication their life at Villa Beau-séjour was belying its name. Their supply of money was coming to an end; attempts must be made to regularize that position by drawing on Mrs. Warren's German investments and the capital she still had in Belgian stock—if that were negotiable at all.
The two women quickly agreed. With their movements restricted and no normal way to communicate, life at Villa Beau-séjour was living up to its name. Their funds were running out; they needed to find a way to fix that by tapping into Mrs. Warren's German investments and the capital she still had in Belgian stocks—if those were even negotiable.
Where should they go? Mrs. Warren still had some lien on the Hotel Édouard-Sept (the name, out of deference to the Germans, had been changed to Hotel Impérial). With the influence of the Government Secretary behind her she might turn out some of its occupants and regain the use of the old "appartement." This would accommodate Vivie too. And there was no reason why their friend should not place his own lodging and office at the same hotel, which was situated conveniently on the Rue Royale not far from the Governor's residence in the Rue de la Loi.
Where should they go? Mrs. Warren still had some rights to the Hotel Édouard-Sept (the name had been changed to Hotel Impérial out of respect for the Germans). With the Government Secretary backing her up, she might evict some of its guests and get access to the old "apartment" again. This would work for Vivie too. And there was no reason their friend couldn't set up his own accommodations and office at the same hotel, which was conveniently located on Rue Royale, not far from the Governor's residence on Rue de la Loi.
So this plan was carried out. And in December, 1914, Mrs. Warren had some brief flicker of happiness once more, and even Vivie felt the nightmare had lifted a little. It was life again. Residence at the Villa Beau-séjour had almost seemed an entombment of the living. Here, in the heart of Brussels, at any rate, you got some news every day, even if much of it was false. The food supply was more certain, there were 700,000 people all about you. True, the streets were very badly lit at night and fuel was scarce and dear. But you were in contact with people.
So this plan was put into action. And in December 1914, Mrs. Warren experienced a brief moment of happiness again, and even Vivie felt like the nightmare had eased a bit. It felt like life again. Staying at the Villa Beau-séjour had almost felt like being buried alive. Here, in the heart of Brussels, at least you received some news every day, even if a lot of it was false. The food supply was more reliable, with 700,000 people all around you. True, the streets were poorly lit at night and fuel was hard to find and expensive. But you were in touch with people.
In January, Vivie tried to get into touch with the American Legation, not only to send news of their condition to England but to ascertain whether permission might not be obtained for them to leave Belgium for Holland. But this last plea was said by the American representative to be unsustainable. For various reasons, the German Government would not permit it, and he was afraid neither Vivie nor her mother would get enough backing from the British authorities to strengthen the American demand. She must stop on in Brussels till the War came to an end.
In January, Vivie tried to get in touch with the American Legation, not just to send updates about their situation to England but also to find out if they could get permission to leave Belgium for Holland. However, the American representative said that this request wasn’t feasible. For several reasons, the German Government wouldn’t allow it, and he worried that neither Vivie nor her mother would receive enough support from the British authorities to strengthen the American appeal. She would have to stay in Brussels until the War ended.
"But how are we to live?" asked Vivie, with a catch in her throat. "Our supply of Belgian money is coming to an end. My mother has considerable funds invested in England. These she can't touch. She has other sums in German securities, but soon after the War they stopped sending her the interest on the plea that she was an 'enemy.' As to the money we have in Belgium, the bank in Brussels can tell me nothing. What are we to do?" The rather cold-mannered American diplomatist—it was one of the Secretaries of Legation and he knew all about Mrs. Warren's past, and regarded Vivie as an outlaw—said he would try to communicate with her friends in England and see if through the American Relief organization, funds could be transmitted for their maintenance. She gave him the addresses of Rossiter, Praed, and her mother's London bankers.
"But how are we supposed to live?" Vivie asked, her voice trembling. "Our supply of Belgian money is running out. My mom has a good amount of her money invested in England, but she can't access it. She has some funds in German securities, but shortly after the War, they stopped sending her interest, claiming she was an 'enemy.' As for the money we have in Belgium, the bank in Brussels can't give me any information. What are we going to do?" The rather aloof American diplomat—it was one of the Secretaries of Legation and he was fully aware of Mrs. Warren's background, regarding Vivie as an outcast—said he would try to reach out to her friends in England and see if the American Relief organization could send them funds for support. She provided him with the addresses of Rossiter, Praed, and her mother's bankers in London.
Vivie now tried to settle down to a life of usefulness. To increase their resources she gave lessons in English to Belgians and even to German officers. She offered herself to various groups of Belgian ladies who had taken up such charities as the Germans permitted. She also asked to be taken on as a Red Cross helper. But in all these directions she had many snubs to meet and little encouragement. Scandal had been busy with her name—the unhappy reputation of her mother, the peculiar circumstances under which she had left England, the two or three months shut up at Tervueren with Colonel von Giesselin, and the very protection he now accorded her and her mother at the Hotel Impérial. She felt herself looked upon almost as a pariah, except among the poor of Brussels in the Quartier des Marolles. Here she was only regarded as a kind Englishwoman, unwearied in her efforts to alleviate suffering, mental and bodily.
Vivie now tried to settle into a life of purpose. To boost their resources, she started giving English lessons to Belgians and even to German officers. She made herself available to different groups of Belgian women involved in charities that the Germans allowed. She also requested to volunteer as a Red Cross helper. However, in all these efforts, she faced many rebuffs and little support. Scandal had been swirling around her name—her mother's unfortunate reputation, the unusual circumstances of her departure from England, her few months spent at Tervueren with Colonel von Giesselin, and the very protection he now provided her and her mother at the Hotel Impérial. She felt like she was seen almost as an outcast, except among the poor in Brussels in the Quartier des Marolles. There, she was seen simply as a kind Englishwoman, tireless in her efforts to help alleviate suffering, both mental and physical.
And meantime, silence, a wall of silence as regarded England—England which she was beginning to look upon as the paradise from which she had been chased. Not a word had come through from Rossiter, from Honoria, Bertie Adams, or any of her Suffrage friends. I can supply briefly what she did not know.
And in the meantime, there was complete silence regarding England—England, which she was starting to see as the paradise from which she had been driven away. Not a single word had come through from Rossiter, Honoria, Bertie Adams, or any of her Suffrage friends. I can briefly fill in what she didn’t know.
Rossiter at the very outbreak of War had offered his services as one deeply versed in anatomy and in physiology to the Army Medical Service, and especially to a great person at the War Office; but had been told quite cavalierly that they had no need of him. As he persisted, he had been asked—in the hope that it might get rid of him—to go over to the United States in company with a writer of comic stories, a retired actor and a music-hall singer, and lecture on the causes of the War in the hope of bringing America in. This he had declined to do, and being rich and happening to know personally General Armstrong (Honoria's husband) he had been allowed to accompany him to the vicinity of the front and there put his theories of grafting flesh and bone to the test; with the ultimate results that his work became of enormous beneficial importance and he was given rank in the R.A.M.C. Honoria, racked with anxiety about her dear "Army," and very sad as to Vivie's disappearance, slaved at War work as much as her children's demands on her permitted; or even put her children on one side to help the sick and wounded. Vivie's Suffrage friends forgot she had ever existed and turned their attention to propaganda, to recruiting for the Voluntary Army which our ministers still hoped might suffice to win the War, to the making of munitions, or aeroplane parts, to land work and to any other work which might help their country in its need.
Rossiter, right at the outbreak of the War, offered his expertise in anatomy and physiology to the Army Medical Service, especially to someone important at the War Office; but he was told quite dismissively that they had no use for him. When he kept insisting, he was asked—hoping it would send him away—to head to the United States alongside a comic writer, a retired actor, and a music-hall singer to lecture on the causes of the War in hopes of getting America involved. He declined this offer, and being wealthy and knowing General Armstrong (Honoria's husband) personally, he was permitted to accompany him near the front lines to test his theories on grafting flesh and bone. Ultimately, his work proved to be extremely beneficial, and he was given a rank in the R.A.M.C. Honoria, overwhelmed with worry for her beloved "Army" and deeply saddened by Vivie's disappearance, dedicated herself to War work as much as her children's needs allowed; sometimes even setting her children aside to assist the sick and wounded. Vivie's Suffrage friends forgot she ever existed and shifted their focus to propaganda, recruiting for the Voluntary Army, which our ministers still hoped would be enough to win the War, making munitions, or aircraft parts, doing land work, and any other tasks that could help their country in its time of need.
And Bertie Adams?
And what about Bertie Adams?
When he realized that his beloved and revered Miss Warren was shut off from escape in Belgium, could not be heard of, could not be got at and rescued, he went nearly off his nut.... He reviewed during a succession of sleepless nights what course he might best pursue. His age was about thirty-two. He might of course enlist in the army. But though very patriotic, his allegiance lay first at the feet of Vivie Warren. If he entered the army, he might be sent anywhere but to the Belgian frontier; and even if he got near Belgium he could not dart off to rescue Vivie without becoming a deserter. So he came speedily to the conclusion that the most promising career he could adopt, having regard to his position in life and lack of resources, was to volunteer for foreign service under the Y.M.C.A., and express the strongest possible wish to be employed as near Belgium as was practicable. So that by the end of September, 1914, Bertie was serving out cocoa and biscuits, writing paper and cigarettes, hot coffee and sausages and cups of bovril to exhausted or resting soldiers in the huts of the Y.M.C.A., near Ypres. Alternating with these services, he was, like other Y.M.C.A. men in the same district and at the same time, acting as stretcher bearer to bring in the wounded, as amateur chaplain with the dying, as amateur surgeon with the wounded, as secretary to some distraught officer in high command whose clerks had all been killed; and in any other capacity if called upon. But always with the stedfast hope and purpose that he might somehow reach and rescue Vivie Warren.
When he realized that his beloved and admired Miss Warren was trapped in Belgium, uncontactable, and unable to be rescued, he nearly lost his mind. He spent countless sleepless nights considering what he should do. He was about thirty-two years old. Of course, he could enlist in the army. But although he was very patriotic, his loyalty lay first with Vivie Warren. If he joined the army, he could be sent anywhere but the Belgian front; and even if he got close to Belgium, he wouldn’t be able to rush off to save Vivie without becoming a deserter. So, he quickly concluded that the best course of action, given his circumstances and limited resources, was to volunteer for foreign service with the Y.M.C.A. and express a strong desire to be stationed as close to Belgium as possible. By the end of September 1914, Bertie was serving cocoa and biscuits, writing paper and cigarettes, hot coffee and sausages, and cups of bovril to exhausted or resting soldiers in Y.M.C.A. huts near Ypres. In addition to these duties, he was also, like other Y.M.C.A. workers in the area, acting as a stretcher bearer to bring in the wounded, serving as an amateur chaplain to the dying, assisting as an amateur surgeon to the injured, helping a distraught high-ranking officer whose clerks had all been killed, and filling any other role when needed. But he always held onto the steadfast hope and purpose of somehow reaching and rescuing Vivie Warren.
CHAPTER XVII
THE GERMANS IN BRUSSELS: 1915-1916
In the early spring of 1915, Vivie, anxious not to see her mother in utter penury, and despairing of any effective assistance from the Americans (very much prejudiced against her for the reasons already mentioned), took her mother's German and Belgian securities of a face value amounting to about £18,000 and sold them at her Belgian bank for a hundred thousand francs (£4,000) in Belgian or German bank notes. She consulted no one, except her mother. Who was there to consult? She did not like to confide too much to Colonel von Giesselin, a little too prone in any case to "protect" them. But as she argued with Mrs. Warren, what else were they to do in their cruel situation? If the Allies were eventually victorious, Mrs. Warren could return to England. There at least she had in safe investments £40,000, ample for the remainder of their lives. If Germany lost the War, the German securities nominally worth two hundred thousand marks might become simply waste paper; even now they were only computed by the bank at a purchase value of about one fifth what they had stood at before the War. If Germany were victorious or agreed to a compromise peace, her mother's shares in Belgian companies might be unsaleable. Better to secure now a lump sum of four thousand pounds in bank notes that would be legal currency, at any rate as long as the German occupation lasted. And as one never knew what might happen, it was safer still to have all this money (equivalent to a hundred thousand francs), in their own keeping. They could live even in war time, on such a sum as this for four, perhaps five years, as they would be very economical and Vivie would try to earn all she could by teaching. It was useless to hope they would be able to return to Villa Beau-séjour so long as the German occupation lasted, or during that time receive a penny in compensation for the sequestration of the property.
In early spring 1915, Vivie, worried about her mother facing total poverty and feeling hopeless about getting any real help from the Americans (who held strong prejudices against her for the reasons already mentioned), took her mother’s German and Belgian securities, which had a face value of about £18,000, and sold them at her Belgian bank for a hundred thousand francs (£4,000) in Belgian or German banknotes. She didn’t consult anyone but her mother. Who else was there to talk to? She wasn’t comfortable sharing too much with Colonel von Giesselin, who was already a bit too eager to "protect" them. But as she reasoned with Mrs. Warren, what else could they do in their harsh situation? If the Allies eventually won, Mrs. Warren could return to England. At least there, she had £40,000 in secure investments, more than enough for the rest of their lives. If Germany lost the war, the German securities that were nominally worth two hundred thousand marks might just become worthless; even now, the bank valued them at about one-fifth of what they were worth before the war. If Germany won or struck a compromise peace, her mother’s shares in Belgian companies might not sell. It was better to secure a lump sum of four thousand pounds in banknotes that would be legal currency, at least as long as the German occupation lasted. And since you never knew what might happen, it was even safer to have all that money (equal to a hundred thousand francs) in their own hands. They could manage to live, even in wartime, on that amount for four or maybe five years, as long as they were frugal, and Vivie would try to earn as much as she could by teaching. It was pointless to hope they could return to Villa Beau-séjour while the German occupation continued or expect to receive any compensation for the seizure of the property during that time.
The notes for the hundred thousand francs therefore were carefully concealed in Mrs. Warren's bedroom at the Hotel Impérial and Vivie for a few months afterwards felt slightly easier in her mind as to the immediate future; for, as a further resource, there were also the jewels and plate at the bank.
The notes for the hundred thousand francs were carefully hidden in Mrs. Warren's bedroom at the Hotel Impérial, and Vivie felt a bit more at ease about the near future for a few months afterwards; additionally, there were also the jewels and silver at the bank as another resource.
They dared hope for nothing from Villa Beau-séjour. Von Giesselin, after more entreaty than Vivie cared to make, had allowed them with a special pass and his orderly as escort to go in a military motor to the Villa in the month of April in order that they might bring away the rest of their clothes and personal effects of an easily transportable nature. But the visit was a heart-breaking disappointment. Their reception was surly; the place was little else than a barrack of disorderly soldiers and insolent officers. Any search for clothes or books was a mockery. Nothing was to be found in the chests of drawers that belonged to them; only stale food and unnameable horrors or military equipment articles. The garden was trampled out of recognition. There had been a beautiful vine in the greenhouse. It was still there, but the first foliage of spring hung withered and russet coloured. The soldiers, grinning when Vivie noticed this, pointed to the base of the far spreading branches. It had been sawn through, and much of the glass of the greenhouse deliberately smashed.
They didn't expect anything good from Villa Beau-séjour. Von Giesselin, after a lot of pleading that Vivie would rather not have done, finally allowed them to go in a military vehicle to the Villa in April to collect the rest of their clothes and easily transportable personal items. But the visit was a heartbreaking letdown. They were greeted coldly; the place was nothing more than a chaotic barracks filled with unruly soldiers and rude officers. Any attempt to look for clothes or books felt pointless. They found nothing in the drawers that belonged to them—just stale food, unnameable horrors, and military gear. The garden was trampled beyond recognition. There had been a lovely vine in the greenhouse. It was still there, but the first leaves of spring were wilted and brown. The soldiers, grinning when Vivie noticed this, pointed to the base of the sprawling branches. It had been cut down, and much of the greenhouse glass had been deliberately smashed.
On their way back, Mrs. Warren, who was constantly in tears, descried waiting by the side of the road the widow of their farmer-neighbour, Madame Oudekens. She asked the orderly that they might stop and greet her. She approached. Mrs. Warren got out of the car so that she might more privately talk to her in Flemish. Since her husband's execution, the woman said, she had had to become the mistress of the sergeant-major who resided with her as the only means, seemingly, of saving her one remaining young son from exile in Germany and her daughters from unbearably brutal treatment; though she added, "As to their virtue, that has long since vanished; all I ask is that they be not half-killed whenever the soldiers get drunk. Oh Madame! If you could only say a word to that Colonel with whom you are living?"
On their way back, Mrs. Warren, who was always in tears, spotted Madame Oudekens, the widow of their farmer neighbor, waiting by the side of the road. She asked the orderly if they could stop and say hello. She approached her. Mrs. Warren got out of the car so she could talk to her more privately in Flemish. Since her husband’s execution, the woman said she had to become the mistress of the sergeant-major who stayed with her, as it seemed to be the only way to save her one remaining young son from exile in Germany and protect her daughters from terribly brutal treatment; though she added, "As for their virtue, that has long since disappeared; all I ask is that they be not half-killed whenever the soldiers get drunk. Oh Madame! If you could only say a word to that Colonel you're living with?"
Mrs. Warren dared not translate this last sentence to Vivie, for fear her daughter forced her at all costs to leave the Hotel Impérial. Where, if she did, were they to go?
Mrs. Warren didn't dare translate this last sentence to Vivie, fearing her daughter would insist on leaving the Hotel Impérial at all costs. Where would they go if she did?
The winter of 1914 had witnessed an appalling degree of frightfulness in eastern Belgium, the Wallon or French-speaking part of the country more especially. The Germans seemed to bear a special grudge against this region, regarding it as doggedly opposed to absorption into a Greater Germany; whereas they hoped the Flemish half of the country would receive them as fellow Teutons and even as deliverers from their former French oppressors. Thousands of old men and youths, of women and children in the provinces south of the Meuse had been shot in cold blood; village after village had been burnt. Scenes of nearly equal horror had taken place between Brussels and Antwerp, especially around Malines. Von Bissing's arrival as Governor General was soon signalized by those dreaded Red Placards on the walls of Brussels, announcing the verdicts of courts-martial, the condemnation to death of men and women who had contravened some military regulation.
The winter of 1914 saw an unbelievable level of horror in eastern Belgium, especially in the Walloon or French-speaking areas. The Germans appeared to have a particular grudge against this region, viewing it as stubbornly resistant to becoming part of a Greater Germany; meanwhile, they hoped the Flemish side of the country would welcome them as fellow Germans and even as liberators from their former French rulers. Thousands of old men, young people, women, and children in the provinces south of the Meuse were shot in cold blood; village after village was set on fire. Nearly equal scenes of terror unfolded between Brussels and Antwerp, particularly around Malines. Von Bissing's arrival as Governor General was quickly marked by those dreaded Red Placards on the walls of Brussels, announcing the judgments from courts-martial, condemning men and women to death for violating some military rule.
Yet in spite of this, life went on in Brussels once more—by von Bissing's stern command—as though the country were not under the heel of the invader. The theatres opened their doors; the cinemas had continuous performances; there was Grand Opera; there were exhibitions of toys, or pictures, and charitable bazaars. Ten days after the fall of Antwerp char-à-bancs packed with Belgians drove out of Brussels to visit the scenes of the battles and those shattered forts, so fatuously deemed impregnable, so feeble in their resistance to German artillery.
Yet despite this, life resumed in Brussels once again—under von Bissing's strict orders—as if the country weren't under the control of the invader. The theaters opened their doors; the cinemas offered continuous showings; there was Grand Opera; there were exhibitions of toys and art, and charity bazaars. Ten days after Antwerp fell, char-à-bancs filled with Belgians left Brussels to visit the sites of the battles and those ruined forts, which had been foolishly considered impregnable and showed such weak resistance to German artillery.
Vivie, even had she wished to do so, could not have joined the sight-seers. As the subjects of an enemy power she and her mother had had early in January to register themselves at the Kommandantur and were there warned that without a special passport they might not pass beyond the limits of Brussels and its suburbs. Except in the matter of the farewell visit to the farm at Tervueren, Vivie was reluctant to ask for any such favour from von Giesselin, though she was curious to see the condition of Louvain and to ascertain whether her father still inhabited the monastic house of his order—she had an idea that he was away in Germany in connection with his schemes for raising the Irish against the British Government. Von Giesselin however was becoming sentimentally inclined towards her and she saw no more of him than was necessary to maintain polite relations. Frau von Giesselin, for various reasons of health or children, could not join him at Brussels as so many German wives had done with other of the high functionaries (to the great embitterment of Brussels society); and there were times when von Giesselin's protestations of his loneliness alarmed her.
Vivie, even if she had wanted to, couldn't have joined the sightseers. As subjects of an enemy power, she and her mother had to register at the Kommandantur early in January and were warned that without a special passport, they couldn't go beyond the borders of Brussels and its suburbs. Aside from the farewell visit to the farm at Tervueren, Vivie was hesitant to ask von Giesselin for any favors, even though she was curious to see how Louvain was doing and if her father still lived in the monastery of his order—she suspected he was in Germany working on plans to rally the Irish against the British Government. However, von Giesselin was becoming sentimentally attached to her, and she only saw him as much as was necessary to keep polite relations. Frau von Giesselin, for various health or childcare reasons, couldn’t join him in Brussels like many other German wives had done with their husbands (which caused significant resentment in Brussels society); sometimes, von Giesselin’s claims of loneliness worried her.
The King of Saxony had paid a visit to Brussels in the late autumn of 1914 and had invited this Colonel of his Army to a fastuous banquet given at the Palace Hotel. The King—whom the still defiant Brussels Press, especially that unkillable La Libre Belgique, reminded ironically of his domestic infelicity, by enquiring whether he had brought Signor Toselli to conduct his orchestra—was gratified that a subject of his should be performing the important duties of Secretary to the Brussels Government, and his notice of von Giesselin gave the latter considerable prestige, for a time; an influence which he certainly exercised as far as he was able in softening the edicts and the intolerable desire to annoy and exasperate on the part of the Prussian Governors of province and kingdom. He even interceded at times for unfortunate British or French subjects, stranded in Brussels, and sometimes asked Vivie about fellow-countrymen who sought this intervention.
The King of Saxony visited Brussels in late autumn 1914 and invited a Colonel from his Army to an extravagant banquet at the Palace Hotel. The King—whom the still defiant Brussels Press, particularly the unyielding La Libre Belgique, ironically reminded of his domestic troubles by asking if he had brought Signor Toselli to conduct his orchestra—was pleased that one of his subjects was handling the important role of Secretary to the Brussels Government. His acknowledgment of von Giesselin gave the latter a boost in prestige for a while; an influence he certainly tried to use to ease the harsh rules and the constant need to irritate and frustrate from the Prussian Governors of the province and kingdom. He even stepped in at times for unfortunate British or French citizens stuck in Brussels and occasionally asked Vivie about fellow countrymen who needed his help.
This caused her complicated annoyances. Seeing there was some hope in interesting her in their cases, these English governesses, tutors, clerks, tailors' assistants and cutters, music-hall singers, grooms appealed to Vivie to support their petitions. They paid her or her mother a kind of base court, on the tacit assumption that she—Vivie—had placed Colonel von Giesselin under special obligations. If in rare instances, out of sheer pity, she took up a case and von Giesselin granted the petition or had it done in a higher quarter, his action was clearly a personal favour to her; and the very petitioners went away, with the ingratitude common in such cases, and spread the news of Vivie's privileged position at the Hotel Impérial. It was not surprising therefore that in the small circles of influential British or American people in Brussels she was viewed with suspicion or contempt. She supported this odious position at the Hotel Impérial as long as possible, in the hope that Colonel von Giesselin when he had realized the impossibility of using herself or her mother in any kind of intrigue against the British Government would do what the American Consul General professed himself unable or unwilling to do: obtain for them passports to proceed to Holland.
This created a complicated set of annoyances for her. Seeing a glimmer of hope in getting her interested in their situations, the English governesses, tutors, clerks, tailors' assistants and cutters, music-hall singers, and grooms turned to Vivie for support with their requests. They paid her or her mother a sort of unofficial tribute, assuming that she—Vivie—had put Colonel von Giesselin in a position of special obligation. If, on rare occasions, she took up a case out of pure compassion and von Giesselin approved the request or had it handled by someone higher up, it clearly was a personal favor to her; and the very people making requests left with the typical ingratitude found in such situations and spread word of Vivie's privileged status at the Hotel Impérial. So, it was no surprise that within the small circles of influential British or American individuals in Brussels, she was regarded with suspicion or disdain. She maintained this unpleasant situation at the Hotel Impérial for as long as she could, hoping that Colonel von Giesselin, realizing the impossibility of using her or her mother for any kind of scheme against the British Government, would do what the American Consul General claimed he couldn’t or wouldn’t do: secure them passports to travel to Holland.
Von Giesselin, from December, 1914, took up among other duties that of Press Censor and officer in charge of Publicity. After the occupation of Brussels and the fall of Antwerp, the "patriotic" Belgian Press had withdrawn itself to France and England or had stopped publication. Its newspapers had been invited to continue their functions as organs of news-distribution and public opinion, but of course under the German Censorate and martial law. As one editor said to a polite German official: "If I were to continue the publication of my paper under such conditions, my staff and I would all be shot in a week."
Von Giesselin, starting in December 1914, took on several roles, including Press Censor and officer responsible for Publicity. After Brussels was occupied and Antwerp fell, the "patriotic" Belgian Press had either moved to France and England or ceased publication altogether. Newspapers had been invited to keep operating as sources of news and public opinion, but of course under the German Censorate and martial law. As one editor said to a courteous German official, "If I were to keep publishing my paper under these conditions, my staff and I would all be shot within a week."
But the large towns of Belgium could not be left without a Press. Public Opinion must be guided, and might very well be guided in a direction favourable to German policy. The German Government had already introduced the German hour into Belgian time, the German coinage, the German police system, and German music; but it had no intention, seemingly, of forcing the German speech on the old dominions of the House of Burgundy. On the contrary, in their tenure of Belgium or of North-east France, the Germans seemed desirous of showing how well they wrote the French language, how ready they were under a German regime to give it a new literature. Whether or not they enlisted a few recreants, or made use of Alsatians or Lorrainers to help them, it is never-the-less remarkable how free as a rule their written and printed French was from mistakes or German idioms; though their spoken French always remained Alsatian. It suffered from that extraordinary misplacement and exchange in the upper and lower consonants which has distinguished the German people—that nation of great philologists—since the death of the Roman Empire. German officers still said "Barton, die fous brie," instead of "Pardon, je vous prie" (if they were polite), but they were quite able to contribute articles de fond to a pretended national Belgian press. Besides there was a sufficiency of Belgian "Sans-Patries" ready to come to their assistance: Belgian nationals of German-Jewish or Dutch-Jewish descent, who in the present generation had become Catholic Christians as it ranged them with the best people. They were worthy and wealthy Belgian citizens, but presumably would not have deeply regretted a change in the political destinies of Belgium, provided international finance was not adversely affected. There were also a few Belgian Socialists—a few, but enough—who took posts under the German provisional government, on the plea that until you could be purely socialistic it did not matter under what flag you drew your salary.
But the big towns in Belgium couldn’t be without a press. Public opinion needs to be shaped, and it could easily be directed in a way that supports German policies. The German government had already changed Belgian time to German time, introduced German currency, the German police system, and German music; however, it didn’t seem like it planned to impose the German language on the old territories of the House of Burgundy. On the flip side, during their control of Belgium or North-east France, the Germans seemed eager to demonstrate their proficiency in French and how, under German rule, they could produce a new French literature. Whether or not they recruited a few traitors, or used Alsatians or Lorrainers for assistance, it's still noteworthy how generally their written and printed French was free from errors or German expressions; though their spoken French remained distinctly Alsatian. It suffered from the unique misplacement and interchange of upper and lower consonants that has characterized the German people—who are known for their linguistic skills—since the fall of the Roman Empire. German officers still said "Barton, die fous brie," instead of "Pardon, je vous prie" (if they were being polite), but they were certainly capable of writing articles de fond for a so-called national Belgian press. Additionally, there were plenty of Belgian "Sans-Patries" ready to assist them: Belgian nationals of German-Jewish or Dutch-Jewish descent, who in the current generation had converted to Catholicism to align themselves with the elite. They were respectable and wealthy Belgian citizens, but presumably wouldn’t have been too upset about a shift in Belgium’s political fate, as long as international finance wasn’t negatively impacted. There were also a few Belgian Socialists—just a few, but enough—who took positions under the German provisional government, arguing that until you could be purely socialist, it didn’t matter what flag you worked under.
Von Giesselin was most benevolently intentioned, in reality a kind-hearted man, a sentimentalist. Not quite prepared to go to the stake himself in place of any other victim of Prussian cruelty, but ready to make some effort to soften hardships and reduce sentences. (There were others like him—Saxon, Thuringian, Hanoverian, Württembergisch—or the German occupation of Belgium might have ended in a vast Sicilian Vespers, a boiling-over of a maddened people reckless at last of whether they died or not, so long as they slew their oppressors.) He hoped through the pieces played at the theatres and through his censored, subsidized press to bring the Belgians round to a reasonable frame of mind, to a toleration of existence under the German Empire. But his efforts brought down on him the unsparing ridicule of the Parisian-minded Bruxellois. They were prompt to detect his attempts to modify the text of French operettas so that these, while delighting the lovers of light music, need not at the same time excite a military spirit or convey the least allusion of an impertinent or contemptuous kind towards the Central Powers. Thus the couplets
Von Giesselin meant well; he was genuinely kind-hearted and sentimental. He wasn't quite willing to risk his own life for anyone else suffering from Prussian cruelty, but he was prepared to make some effort to ease hardships and lighten sentences. (There were others like him—Saxon, Thuringian, Hanoverian, Württembergisch—or the German occupation of Belgium might have resulted in a massive uprising, a furious revolt from a people finally reckless about whether they lived or died, as long as they could take down their oppressors.) He hoped to sway the Belgians to a more reasonable mindset and tolerance for life under the German Empire through the performances at theaters and his censored, subsidized press. However, his efforts earned him harsh ridicule from the Parisian-minded Bruxellois. They quickly caught on to his attempts to alter the lyrics of French operettas so that, while entertaining light music fans, they wouldn't stir up military sentiments or imply any disrespect towards the Central Powers. Thus the couplets
"Dans le service de l'Autriche
Le militaire n'est pas riche"
"Serving Austria
The soldier is not wealthy."
were changed to
were updated to
"Dans le service de la Suisse
Le militaire n'est pas riche."
"Within the service of Switzerland
The soldier is not wealthy."
These passionate lines of a political exile:
These heartfelt words from a political exile:
"A l'étranger un pacte impie
Vendait mon sang, liait ma foi,
Mais à present, o ma patrie
Je pourrai done mourir pour toi!"
"A foreign pact
sold my blood, tied my faith,
But now, oh my country,
I can die for you!"
were rendered harmless as
were made harmless as
"A l'étranger, en réverie
Chaque jour je pleurais sur toi
Mais à present, o ma patrie
Je penserai sans cesse à toi!"
"Away from home, lost in thought
Every day I cried for you
But now, oh my homeland
I will think of you endlessly!"
The pleasure he took in recasting this doggerel—calling in Vivie to help him as presumably a good scholar in French—got on her nerves, and she was hard put to it to keep her temper.
The enjoyment he found in reworking this bad poetry—bringing Vivie in to assist him since she was presumably a good scholar in French—started to irritate her, and she had a hard time controlling her temper.
Sometimes he proposed that she should take a hand, even become a salaried subordinate; compose articles for his subsidized paper, "L'Ami de l'Ordre" (nicknamed "L'Ami de L'Ordure" by the Belgians), "La Belgique," "Le Bruxellois," "Vers la Paix." He would allow her a very free hand, so long as she did not attack the Germans or their allies or put in any false news about military or naval successes of the foes of Central Europe. She might, for instance, dilate on the cruel manner in which the Woman Suffragists had been persecuted in England; give a description of forcible feeding or of police ferocity on Black Friday.
Sometimes he suggested that she take a role, even work as a paid assistant; write articles for his subsidized paper, "L'Ami de l'Ordre" (which the Belgians called "L'Ami de L'Ordure"), "La Belgique," "Le Bruxellois," "Vers la Paix." He would give her plenty of freedom, as long as she didn’t criticize the Germans or their allies, or include any misleading reports about military or naval victories of Central Europe’s enemies. She could, for example, elaborate on the harsh way the Woman Suffragists had been treated in England; describe forcible feeding or police brutality on Black Friday.
Vivie declined any such propositions. "I have told you already, and often," she said, "I am deeply grateful for all you have done for my mother and me. We might have been in a far more uncomfortable position but for your kindness. But I cannot in any way associate myself with the German policy here. I cannot pretend for a moment to condone what you do in this country. If I were a Belgian woman I should probably have been shot long ago for assassinating some Prussian official—I can hardly see von Bissing pass in his automobile, as it is, without wishing I had a bomb. But there it is. It is no business of mine. As I can't get away, as you won't let us go out of the country—Switzerland, Holland—and as I don't want to go mad by brooding, find something for me to do that will occupy my thoughts: and yet not implicate me with the Germans. Can't I go and help every day in your hospitals? If you'll continue your kindness to mother—and believe me"—she broke off—"I do appreciate what you have done for us. I shall never forget I have met one true German gentleman—if you'll continue to be as kind as before, you will simply give instructions that mother is in no way disturbed or annoyed. There are Germans staying here who are odious beyond belief. If they meet my mother outside her room they ask her insulting questions—whether she can give them the addresses of—of—light women ... you know the sort of thing. I have always been outspoken with you. All I ask is that mother shall be allowed to stay in her own room while I am out, and have her meals served there. But the hotel people are beginning to make a fuss about the trouble, the lack of waiters. A word from you—And then if my mind was at ease about her I could go out and do some good with the poor people. They are getting very restive in the Marolles quarter—the shocking bad bread, the lack of fuel—Most of all I should like to help in the hospitals. My own countrywomen will not have me in theirs. They suspect me of being a spy in German pay. Besides, your von Bissing has ordered now that all Belgian, British, and French wounded shall be taken to the German Red Cross. Well: if you want to be kind, give me an introduction there. Surely it would be bare humanity on your part to let an Englishwoman be with some of those poor lads who are sorely wounded, dying perhaps"—she broke down—"The other day I followed two of the motor ambulances along the Boulevard d'Anspach. Blood dripped from them as they passed, and I could hear some English boy trying to sing 'Tipperary—'"
Vivie rejected any such suggestions. "I’ve already told you many times," she said, "I’m really grateful for everything you’ve done for my mother and me. We could have been in a much worse situation without your kindness. But I can’t possibly align myself with the German policy here. I can’t pretend for even a moment to support what you’re doing in this country. If I were a Belgian woman, I probably would have been shot by now for killing some Prussian official—I can hardly see von Bissing pass by in his car without wishing I had a bomb. But that’s not my business. Since I can’t leave, because you won’t let us go out of the country—Switzerland, Holland—and I don’t want to drive myself crazy by brooding, please find something for me to do that will keep my mind occupied and not tie me to the Germans. Can’t I help out in your hospitals every day? If you could keep being kind to my mother—and believe me”—she paused—“I really do appreciate everything you’ve done for us. I’ll never forget that I’ve met one true German gentleman—if you keep being as kind as before, just make sure that my mother isn’t disturbed or bothered. There are Germans staying here who are unbelievably disgusting. When they see my mother outside her room, they ask her rude questions—if she can give them addresses of—of—loose women... you know what I mean. I’ve always been honest with you. All I ask is that my mother can stay in her own room while I’m out, and have her meals served there. But the hotel staff is starting to make a fuss about the trouble, the lack of waiters. A word from you—And then if I knew she was okay, I could go out and help the poor people. They’re getting very restless in the Marolles area—the terrible bread, the lack of fuel—Most importantly, I’d like to help in the hospitals. My fellow countrywomen won’t take me in theirs. They suspect me of being a spy paid by the Germans. Also, your von Bissing has now ordered that all Belgian, British, and French wounded must be taken to the German Red Cross. Well: if you want to be kind, give me an introduction there. It would be a basic act of humanity on your part to let an Englishwoman be with some of those poor boys who are badly hurt, maybe even dying”—she broke down—“The other day I followed two of the ambulances along the Boulevard d'Anspach. Blood dripped from them as they passed, and I could hear some English boy trying to sing ‘Tipperary—’”
"My tear Miss Warren—I will try to do all that you want—You will not do anything I want, but never mind. I will show you that Germans can be generous. I will speak about your mother. I am sorry that there are bad-mannered Germans in the hotel. There are some—what-you-call 'bounders'—among us, as there are with you. It is to be regretted. As to our Red Cross hospitals, I know of a person who can make things easy for you. I will write a letter to my cousin—like me she is a Saxon and comes from Leipzig—Minna von Stachelberg. She is but a few months widow, widow of a Saxon officer, Graf von Stachelberg who was killed at Namur. Oh! it was very sad; they were but six months married. Afterwards she came here to work in our Red Cross—I think now she is in charge of a ward..."
"My dear Miss Warren—I will try to do everything you want—You won’t do anything I want, but that's okay. I’ll show you that Germans can be generous. I will talk about your mother. I’m sorry that there are rude Germans at the hotel. There are some—what you call 'bounders'—among us, just like there are with you. It’s unfortunate. Regarding our Red Cross hospitals, I know someone who can help you. I will write a letter to my cousin—like me, she is a Saxon and comes from Leipzig—Minna von Stachelberg. She is only a few months a widow, the widow of a Saxon officer, Graf von Stachelberg, who was killed at Namur. Oh! it was very sad; they were only six months married. After that, she came here to work in our Red Cross—I think now she is in charge of a ward..."
So Vivie found a few months' reprieve from acute sorrow and bitter humiliation. Gräfin von Stachelberg was as kind in her way as her cousin the Colonel, but much less sentimental. In fact she was of that type of New German woman, taken all too little into account by our Press at the time of the War. There were many like her of the upper middle class, the professorial class, the lesser nobility to be found not only in Leipzig but in Berlin, Hamburg, Frankfort, Halle, Bonn, München, Hannover, Bremen, Jena, Stuttgart, Cologne—nice to look at, extremely modern in education and good manners, tasteful in dress, speaking English marvellously well, highly accomplished in music or with some other art, advocates of the enfranchisement of women. The War came just too soon. Had Heaven struck down that epilept Emperor and a few of his ministers, had time been given for the New German Woman to assert herself in politics, there would have been no invasion of Belgium, no maltreatment of Servia. Germany would have ranged herself with the Western powers and Western culture.
So Vivie got a few months' break from deep sadness and harsh embarrassment. Gräfin von Stachelberg was as kind in her own way as her cousin the Colonel, but much less sentimental. In fact, she was one of those New German women who were hardly recognized by our media during the War. There were many like her from the upper middle class, the academic class, and the lower nobility found not just in Leipzig but in Berlin, Hamburg, Frankfurt, Halle, Bonn, Munich, Hanover, Bremen, Jena, Stuttgart, and Cologne—pleasant to look at, very modern in education and good manners, stylish in dress, speaking English remarkably well, highly skilled in music or another art, and supporters of women's rights. The War came just a bit too early. If Heaven had taken down that epileptic Emperor and a few of his ministers, and given time for the New German Woman to make her mark in politics, there would have been no invasion of Belgium and no mistreatment of Serbia. Germany would have aligned itself with the Western powers and Western culture.
Minna von Stachelberg read her cousin's note and received the worn and anxious-looking Vivie like a sister ... like a comrade, she said, in the War for the Vote ... "which we will resume, my dear, as soon as this dreadful Man's war is over, only we won't fight with the same weapons."
Minna von Stachelberg read her cousin's note and welcomed the tired and worried Vivie like a sister ... like a comrade, she said, in the fight for the vote ... "which we will continue, my dear, as soon as this awful man's war is over, but we won’t use the same tactics."
But though kind, she was not gushing and she soon told Vivie that in nursing she was a novice and had much to learn. She introduced her to the German and Belgian surgeons, and then put her to a series of entirely menial tasks from which she was to work her way up by degrees. But if any English soldier were there and wanted sympathy, she should be called in to his ward ... From that interview Vivie returned almost happy.
But even though she was kind, she wasn't overly enthusiastic, and she quickly told Vivie that she was new to nursing and had a lot to learn. She introduced her to the German and Belgian surgeons and then assigned her a series of basic tasks that she would work her way up from gradually. But if any English soldier was there and needed someone to talk to, she should be called into his ward... After that conversation, Vivie came back feeling almost happy.
In the hot summer months she would sometimes be allowed to accompany Red Cross surgeons and nurses to the station, when convoys of wounded were expected, if there was likelihood that British soldiers would be amongst them. These would cheer up at the sound of her pleasant voice speaking their tongue. Yet she would witness on such occasions incongruous incidents of German brutality. Once there came out of the train an English and a French soldier, great friends evidently. They were only slightly wounded and the English soldier stretched his limbs cautiously to relieve himself of cramp. At that moment a German soldier on leave came up and spat in his face. The Frenchman felled the German with a resounding box on the ear. Alarums! Excursions! A German officer rushed up to enquire while the Frenchman was struggling with two colossal German military policemen and the Englishman was striving to free him. Vivie explained to the officer what had occurred. He bowed and saluted: seized the soldier-spitter by the collar and kicked him so frightfully that Vivie had to implore him to cease.
In the hot summer months, she was sometimes allowed to go with Red Cross surgeons and nurses to the station when convoys of wounded soldiers were expected, especially if British soldiers were likely to be among them. Their spirits would lift at the sound of her friendly voice speaking their language. However, she would witness shocking incidents of German brutality during these times. Once, an English and a French soldier, who were clearly great friends, got off the train. They were only slightly hurt, and the English soldier carefully stretched his limbs to relieve a cramp. At that moment, a German soldier on leave approached and spat in his face. The Frenchman then hit the German with a loud slap across the face. Chaos erupted! A German officer hurried over to see what was happening while the Frenchman struggled with two huge German military policemen, and the Englishman tried to help him. Vivie told the officer what had happened. He nodded and saluted, then grabbed the spitting soldier by the collar and kicked him so hard that Vivie had to beg him to stop.
Moreover the Red Placards of von Bissing were of increasing frequency. As a rule Vivie only heard what other people said of them, and that wasn't very much, for German spies were everywhere, inviting you to follow them to the dreaded Kommandantur in the Rue de la Loi—a scene of as much in the way of horror and mental anguish as the Conciergerie of Paris in the days of the Red Terror. But some cheek-blanching rumour she had heard on a certain Monday in October caused her to look next day on her way home at a fresh Red Placard which had been posted up in a public place. The daylight had almost faded, but there was a gas lamp which made the notice legible. It ran:
Moreover, the Red Placards from von Bissing were showing up more and more. Usually, Vivie only heard what others said about them, and it wasn't much since German spies were everywhere, tempting you to follow them to the feared Kommandantur on Rue de la Loi—a place filled with as much horror and emotional pain as the Conciergerie in Paris during the Red Terror. But a chilling rumor she caught on a certain Monday in October made her stop and check out a new Red Placard that had been posted in a public space on her way home the next day. The daylight was almost gone, but a gas lamp made the notice readable. It said:
CONDAMNATIONS
CONDEMNATIONS
Par jugement du 9 Octobre, 1915, le tribunal de campagne a prononcé les condamnations suivantes pour trahison commise pendant l'état de guerre (pour avoir fait passer des recrues à l'ennemi):
Par jugement du 9 octobre 1915, le tribunal de campagne a prononcé les condamnations suivantes pour trahison commise pendant l'état de guerre (pour avoir fait passer des recrues à l'ennemi):
1° Philippe Baucq, architecte à Bruxelles;
1° Philippe Baucq, architect in Brussels;
2° Louise Thuliez, professeur à Lille;
2° Louise Thuliez, professor in Lille;
3° Edith Cavell, directrice d'un institut médical à Bruxelles;
3° Edith Cavell, director of a medical institute in Brussels;
4° Louis Severin, pharmacien à Bruxelles;
4° Louis Severin, pharmacist in Brussels;
5° Comtesse Jeanne de Belleville, à Montignies.
5° Countess Jeanne de Belleville, in Montignies.
À LA PEINE DE MORT
Death penalty
Vivie then went on to read with eyes that could hardly take in the words a list of other names of men and women condemned to long terms of hard labour for the same offence—assisting young Belgians to leave the Belgium that was under German occupation. And further, the information that of the five condemned to death, Philip Bauck and Edith Cavell had already been executed.
Vivie then went on to read with eyes that could hardly process the words a list of other names of men and women sentenced to long terms of hard labor for the same offense—helping young Belgians leave the Belgium that was under German occupation. Furthermore, the information that of the five sentenced to death, Philip Bauck and Edith Cavell had already been executed.
The monsters! Oh that von Bissing. How gladly she would die if she might first have the pleasure of killing him! That pompous old man of seventy-one with the blotched face, who had issued orders that wherever he passed in his magnificent motor he was to be saluted with Eastern servility, who boasted of his "tender heart," so that he issued placards about this time punishing severely all who split the tongues of finches to make them sing better. Edith Cavell—she did not pause to consider the fate of patriotic Belgian women—but Edith Cavell, directress of a nursing home in Brussels, known far and wide for her goodness of heart. She had held aloof from Vivie, but was that to be wondered at when there was so much to make her suspect—living, seemingly, under the protection of a German official? But the very German nurses and doctors at the Red Cross hospital had spoken of her having given free treatment in her Home to Germans who needed immediate operations, and for whom there was no room in the military hospitals—And for such a trivial offence as that—and to kill her before there could be any appeal for reconsideration or clemency. Oh what a nation! She would tend their sick and wounded no more.
The monsters! Oh, that von Bissing. She would gladly die if she could first have the pleasure of killing him! That pompous old man of seventy-one with his blotchy face, who ordered that everyone salute him with Eastern servility whenever he passed in his fancy car, who bragged about his "tender heart," which led him to put up posters around this time punishing anyone who split the tongues of finches to make them sing better. Edith Cavell—she didn’t stop to think about the fate of patriotic Belgian women—but Edith Cavell, director of a nursing home in Brussels, known far and wide for her kindness. She had kept her distance from Vivie, but who could blame her with so much making her suspicious—living, it seemed, under the protection of a German official? But even the German nurses and doctors at the Red Cross hospital talked about how she had given free treatment in her home to Germans who needed urgent operations and for whom there was no space in the military hospitals—and for such a trivial offense as that—and to kill her before there could be any appeal for reconsideration or mercy. Oh what a nation! She would no longer care for their sick and wounded.
She hurried on up the ascent of the Boulevard of the Botanic Garden on her way to the Rue Royale. She burst into von Giesselin's office. He was not there. A clerk looking at her rather closely said that the Herr Oberst was packing, was going away. Vivie scarcely took in the meaning of his German phrases. She waited there, her eyes ablaze, feeling she must tell her former friend and protector what she thought of his people before she renounced any further relations with him.
She rushed up the steep path of the Boulevard of the Botanic Garden on her way to Rue Royale. She burst into von Giesselin's office. He wasn't there. A clerk, looking at her rather carefully, said that Herr Oberst was packing and leaving. Vivie barely understood his German phrases. She waited there, her eyes fiery, feeling she needed to tell her former friend and protector what she thought of his people before she ended any further connection with him.
Presently he entered, his usually rather florid face pale with intense sorrow or worry, his manner preoccupied. She burst out: "Have you seen the Red Placard they have just put up?"
Presently he entered, his usually quite rosy face pale with intense sadness or worry, his manner distracted. She exclaimed: "Have you seen the Red Placard they just put up?"
"What about?" he said wearily.
"What is it?" he said wearily.
"The assassination by your Government of Edith Cavell, a crime for which England—yes, and America—will never forgive you.... From this moment I—"
"The assassination by your Government of Edith Cavell, a crime for which England—yes, and America—will never forgive you.... From this moment I—"
"But have you not heard what has happened to me? I am dismissed from my post as Secretary, I am ordered to rejoin my regiment in Lorraine—It is very sad about your Miss Cavell. I knew nothing of it till this morning when I received my own dismissal—And oh my dear Miss, I fear we shall never meet again."
"But haven't you heard what happened to me? I've been fired from my job as Secretary, and I'm being told to report back to my regiment in Lorraine—It's really tragic about your Miss Cavell. I didn't know anything about it until this morning when I got my own dismissal—And oh my dear Miss, I worry we may never see each other again."
"Why are they sending you away?" asked Vivie drily, compelled to interest herself in his affairs since they so closely affected her own and her mother's.
"Why are they sending you away?" Vivie asked dryly, forced to pay attention to his situation since it impacted her and her mother's lives so closely.
"Because of this," said von Giesselin, nearly in tears, pulling from a small portfolio a press cutting. "Do you remember a fortnight ago I told you some one, some Belgian had written a beautiful poem and sent it to me for one of our newspapers? I showed it to you at the time and you said—you said 'it was well enough, but it did not seem to have much point.'" Vivie did remember having glanced very perfunctorily at some effusion in typewriting which had seemed unobjectionable piffle. She hadn't cared two straws whether he accepted it or not, only did not want to be too markedly indifferent. Now she took it up and still read it through uncomprehendingly, her thoughts absent with the fate of Miss Cavell. "Well! what is all the fuss about? I still see nothing in it. It is just simply the ordinary sentimental flip-flap that a French versifier can turn out by the yard."
"Because of this," von Giesselin said, nearly in tears, pulling a press clipping from a small portfolio. "Do you remember two weeks ago when I told you that some Belgian wrote a beautiful poem and sent it to me for one of our newspapers? I showed it to you then, and you said—you said 'it was fine, but it didn’t seem to have much substance.'" Vivie did remember glancing very briefly at some typewritten piece that had seemed like harmless nonsense. She hadn't cared much whether he accepted it or not; she just didn't want to seem too uninterested. Now she picked it up and read it through without really understanding, her thoughts drifting to the fate of Miss Cavell. "Well! What’s all the fuss about? I still don’t see anything in it. It’s just the usual sentimental blah that a French poet can churn out by the dozen."
"It is far worse than that! It is a horrible—what the French call 'acrostiche,' a deadly insult to our people. And I never saw it, the Editor never saw it, and you, even, never guessed its real meaning! [6] The original, as you say, was in typewriting, and at the bottom was the name and address of a very well-known homme de lettres: and the words: 'Offert à la rédaction de l'Ami de L'Ordre.' He say now, never never did he send it. It was a forgery. When we came to understand what it meant all the blame fall on me. I am sent back to the Army—I shall be killed before Verdun, so good-bye dear Miss—We have been good friends. Oh this War: this d-r-r-eadful War—It has spoilt everything. Now we can never be friends with England again."
"It’s way worse than that! It’s horrible—what the French call 'acrostiche,' a terrible insult to our people. And I’ve never seen it, the Editor has never seen it, and you, even, never guessed its true meaning! [6] The original, as you said, was typed, and at the bottom was the name and address of a very well-known writer: and the words: 'Offert à la rédaction de l'Ami de L'Ordre.' He says now, never never did he send it. It was a fake. When we came to understand what it meant, all the blame fell on me. I am being sent back to the Army—I’ll probably be killed before Verdun, so goodbye dear Miss—We have been good friends. Oh this War: this d-r-r-eadful War—It has ruined everything. Now we can never be friends with England again."
He gave way to much emotion. Vivie, though still dazed with the reverberating horror of Edith Cavell's execution, tried to regain her mind balance and thank him for the kindness he had shown them. But it was now necessary to see her mother who might also be undergoing a shock. As she walked up to their bedroom she reflected that the departure of von Giesselin would have to be followed by their own exile to some other lodging. They would share in his disgrace.
He was overwhelmed with emotion. Vivie, still reeling from the shock of Edith Cavell's execution, tried to collect her thoughts and thank him for his kindness. But she needed to see her mother, who might also be in shock. As she walked to their bedroom, she realized that von Giesselin's departure would mean they had to move to another place. They would share in his disgrace.
The next morning in fact the Belgian manager of the hotel with many regrets gave them a month's warning. The hotel would be required for some undefined need of the German Government and he had been told no one could be lodged there who was not furnished with a permit from the Kommandantur.
The next morning, the Belgian hotel manager reluctantly informed them that they had a month's notice. The hotel would be needed for some unclear purpose by the German Government, and he had been instructed that no one could stay there without a permit from the Kommandantur.
For three weeks Vivie sought in vain for rooms. Every suitable place was either full or else for reasons not given they were refused. She was reduced to eating humble pie, to writing once more to Gräfin von Stachelberg and imparting the dilemma in which they were placed. Did this kind lady know where a lodging could be obtained? She herself could put up with any discomfort, but her mother was ill. If she could help them, Vivie would humbly beg her pardon for her angry letter of three weeks ago and resume her hospital work. Minna von Stachelberg made haste to reply that there were some things better not discussed in writing: if Vivie could come and see her at six one evening, when she had a slight remission from work—
For three weeks, Vivie looked in vain for a place to stay. Every suitable option was either booked or, for reasons not explained, they were denied. She had to swallow her pride and write once again to Gräfin von Stachelberg to explain their situation. Did this kind lady know of anywhere they could find lodging? Vivie herself could handle any discomfort, but her mother was sick. If she could help them, Vivie would sincerely apologize for her angry letter from three weeks ago and get back to her work at the hospital. Minna von Stachelberg quickly replied that some matters were better discussed in person: if Vivie could come see her at six one evening, when she had a brief break from work—
Vivie went. Out of hearing, Gräfin von Stachelberg—who, however, to facilitate intercourse, begged Vivie to call her "Minna,"—"We may all be dead, my dear, before long of blood-poisoning, bombs from your aeroplanes, a rising against us in the Marolles quarter—" said very plainly what she thought of Edith Cavell's execution. "It makes me think of Talleyrand—was it not?—who said 'It is a blunder; worse than a crime' ... these terrible old generals, they know nothing of the world outside Germany." As to her cousin, Gottlieb von Giesselin—"Really dear, if in this time of horrors one dare laugh at anything, I feel—oh it is too funny, but also, too 'schokking,' as we suppose all English women say. Yet of course I am sad about him, because he is a good, kind man, and I know his wife will be very very unhappy when she hears—And it means he will die, for certain. He must risk his life to—to—regain his position, and he will be shot before Verdun in one of those dreadful assaults." Then she told Vivie where she might find rooms, where at any rate she could use her name as a reference. Also: "Stay away at present and look after your mother. When she is quite comfortably settled, come back and work with me—here—it is at any rate the only way in which you can see and help your countrymen."
Vivie left. Once out of earshot, Gräfin von Stachelberg—who, to make things easier, asked Vivie to call her "Minna"—said, "We might all be dead soon from blood poisoning, bombs from your planes, or a revolt in the Marolles district—" clearly expressing her views on Edith Cavell's execution. "It reminds me of Talleyrand—was it him?—who said, 'It’s a blunder; worse than a crime'... these awful old generals, they know nothing about life outside Germany." About her cousin, Gottlieb von Giesselin—"Honestly dear, if during these horrific times one can even laugh at anything, I feel—oh it’s too funny, yet also too ‘shocking,’ as we assume all English women say. But of course, I feel sad for him because he’s a good, kind man, and I know his wife will be extremely unhappy when she hears—And it means he will definitely die. He has to risk his life to—to—get his position back, and he’ll be shot before Verdun in one of those terrible attacks." Then she told Vivie where she could find places to stay, where at least she could use her name as a reference. Also: "Stay away for now and take care of your mother. Once she’s settled in comfortably, come back and work with me—here—it’s at least the only way you can see and support your fellow countrymen."
One day in November when their notice at the hotel was nearly expired, Vivie proposed an expedition to her mother. They would walk slowly—because Mrs. Warren now got easily out of breath—up to the Jardin Bontanique; Vivie would leave her there in the Palm House. It was warm; it was little frequented; there were seats and the Belgians in charge knew Mrs. Warren of old time. Vivie would then go on along the inner Boulevards by tram and look at some rooms recommended by Minna von Stachelberg in the Quartier St. Gilles.
One day in November, just as their hotel reservation was about to end, Vivie suggested a little trip to her mom. They would take their time walking—since Mrs. Warren got tired easily now—up to the Botanical Garden. Vivie planned to leave her there in the Palm House. It was warm, not very crowded, had plenty of seats, and the Belgian staff knew Mrs. Warren from way back. After that, Vivie would continue along the inner Boulevards by tram to check out some rooms that Minna von Stachelberg had recommended in the St. Gilles neighborhood.
Mrs. Warren did as she was told. Vivie left her seated in one of the long series of glass houses overlooking Brussels from a terrace, wherein are assembled many glories of the tropics: palms, dracaenas, yuccas, aloes, tree-ferns, cycads, screw-pines, and bananas: promising to be back in an hour's time.
Mrs. Warren did what she was told. Vivie left her sitting in one of the long rows of glass houses that overlook Brussels from a terrace, filled with many tropical wonders: palms, dracaenas, yuccas, aloes, tree ferns, cycads, screw pines, and bananas; promising to return in an hour.
Somehow as she sat there it seemed to Mrs. Warren it was going for her to be the last hour of fully conscious life—fully conscious and yet a curious mingling in it of the past and present. She had sat here in the middle of the 'seventies with Vivie's father, the young Irish seminarist, her lover for six months. He had a vague interest in botany, and during his convalescence after his typhoid fever, when she was still his nurse, not yet his mistress, she used to bring him here to rest and to enjoy the aspect of these ferns and palms. What a strange variety of men she had known. Some she had loved, more or less; some she had exploited frankly. Some—like George Crofts and Baxendale Strangeways—she had feared, though in her manner she had tried to conceal her dread of their violence. Well! she had taken a lot of money off the rich, but she had never plundered the poor. Her greatest conquest—and that when she was a woman of forty—was the monarch of this very country which now lay crushed under the Kaiser's heel. For a few months he had taken a whimsical liking to her handsome face, well-preserved figure, and amusing cockney talk. But he had employed her rather as the mistress of his menus plaisirs, as his recruiting agent. He had rewarded her handsomely. Now it was all in the dust: her beautiful Villa Beau-séjour a befouled barrack for German soldiers. She herself a homeless woman, repudiated by the respectable British and Americans more or less interned in this unhappy city.
Somehow, as she sat there, Mrs. Warren felt like this was going to be her last hour of fully conscious life—fully aware yet oddly blending the past and present. She had sat here in the mid-'seventies with Vivie's father, the young Irish seminarian who had been her lover for six months. He had a vague interest in botany, and during his recovery from typhoid fever, when she was still his nurse, not yet his mistress, she would bring him here to relax and enjoy the view of the ferns and palms. What a strange variety of men she had known. Some she had loved, to some extent; others she had openly exploited. Some—like George Crofts and Baxendale Strangeways—she had feared, although she had tried to hide her fear of their violence. Well! She had taken a lot of money from the rich, but she had never robbed the poor. Her greatest achievement—and that was when she was forty—was the monarch of this very country, now crushed under the Kaiser's heel. For a few months, he had taken a quirky liking to her attractive face, well-kept figure, and entertaining Cockney accent. But he had treated her more like the mistress of his pleasures than anything else. He had rewarded her generously. Now it was all gone: her beautiful Villa Beau-séjour was now a filthy barrack for German soldiers. And here she was, a homeless woman, rejected by the respectable British and Americans who were more or less confined in this unfortunate city.
Not much more than a year ago she had been one of the most respected persons in Brussels, with a large income derived from safe investments. Now all she had for certain was something over three thousand pounds in bank notes that might turn out next month to be worthless paper. And was she certain even of them? Had Vivie before they left the hotel remembered to put some, at least, of this precious sum on her person? Suppose, whilst they were out, looking for a fresh dwelling place, the hotel servants or the police raided her bedroom and found the little hoard of notes? This imagined danger made her want to cry. They were so friendless now, she in particular felt so completely deserted. Had she deserved this punishment by Fate? Was there after all a God who minded much about the sex foolishnesses and punished you for irregularities—for having lovers in your youth, for selling your virtue and inducing other women to sell theirs? Was she going to die soon and was there a hereafter?' She burst out crying in an abandonment of grief.
Not even a year ago, she had been one of the most respected people in Brussels, with a good income from safe investments. Now all she had for sure was just over three thousand pounds in banknotes that could turn out to be worthless paper next month. And was she even sure about that? Did Vivie remember to at least take some of that precious money with her before they left the hotel? What if, while they were out looking for a new place to stay, the hotel staff or the police searched her room and found the stash of notes? Just thinking about that danger made her want to cry. They felt so alone now; she especially felt completely abandoned. Did she really deserve this punishment from Fate? Was there a God who actually cared about people's mistakes and punished them for their irregularities—for having lovers in their youth, for selling their virtue and encouraging other women to do the same? Was she going to die soon, and was there something after this life? She broke down in tears, overwhelmed with grief.
An elderly gardener who had been snipping and sweeping in the next house came up and vaguely recognized her as a well-known Bruxelloise, a good-natured lady, a foreigner who, strange to say, spoke Flemish. "Ach," he said, looking out where he thought lay the source of her tears, at the dim view of beautiful Brussels through the steamy glass, "Onze arme, oude Brüssel." Mrs. Warren wept unrestrainedly. "Madame is ill?" he enquired. Mrs. Warren nodded—she felt indeed very ill and giddy. He left her and returned shortly with a small glass of Schnapps. "If Madame is faint—?" She sipped the cordial and presently felt better. Then they talked of old times. Madame had kept the Hotel Leopold II in the Rue Royale? Ah, now he placed her. A superb establishment, always well-spoken of. Her self-respect returned a little. "Yes," she said, "never a complaint! I looked after those girls like a mother, indeed I did. Many a one married well from there." The gardener corroborated her statement, and added that her clientèle had been of the most chic. He had a private florist's business of his own and he had been privileged often to send bouquets to the pensionnaires of Madame. But Madame was not alone surely in these sad times. Had he not seen her come here with a handsome English lady who was said to have been—to have been—fortunately—au mieux with one of the German officials?
An elderly gardener who had been trimming and cleaning in the house next door came over and vaguely recognized her as a well-known woman from Brussels, a friendly foreign lady who, oddly enough, spoke Flemish. "Ah," he said, glancing outside toward where he thought the source of her tears was, at the hazy view of beautiful Brussels through the steamy glass, "Our poor, old Brussels." Mrs. Warren cried freely. "Is Madame unwell?" he asked. Mrs. Warren nodded—she felt very unwell and dizzy. He left and soon returned with a small glass of Schnapps. "If Madame is feeling faint...?" She took a sip of the drink and started to feel better. Then they reminisced about the past. Madame had managed the Hotel Leopold II on Rue Royale? Ah, now he recognized her. A superb establishment, always praised. Her self-respect returned slightly. "Yes," she said, "never a complaint! I took care of those girls like a mother, truly I did. Many of them ended up marrying well." The gardener affirmed her statement and added that her clientele had been quite chic. He owned a small florist business and had often had the privilege of sending bouquets to the guests of Madame. But surely Madame wasn’t alone during these tough times. Hadn’t he seen her come here with a beautiful English lady who was rumored to have been—well—thankfully—better off—with one of the German officials?
"That was my daughter," Mrs. Warren informed him with pride.... "She is a lady who has taken a high degree at an English University. She has been an important person in the English feminist movement. When this dreadful war is over, I and my daughter will—"
"That was my daughter," Mrs. Warren told him proudly.... "She’s a lady who earned a high degree from an English university. She’s played a significant role in the English feminist movement. Once this terrible war is over, my daughter and I will—"
At this juncture Vivie entered. "Mother, I hope you haven't missed me, haven't been unwell?" she said, looking rather questioningly at the little glass of Schnapps, only half of which had been drunk.
At this point, Vivie walked in. "Mom, I hope you didn't miss me and haven't been feeling sick?" she said, glancing curiously at the small glass of Schnapps, which was only half empty.
"Well yes, dear, I have. Terrible low spirits and all swimmy-like. Thought I was going to faint. But this man here has been so kind "—her tears flowed afresh—"We've bin talking of old times; he used to know me before—"
"Well yes, dear, I have. Terrible low spirits and feeling all dizzy. I thought I was going to faint. But this man here has been so kind"—her tears started flowing again—"We've been talking about old times; he used to know me before—"
Vivie: "Quite so. But I think, dear, we had better be going back. I want to talk to you about the new rooms I've seen. Are you equal to walking? If not perhaps this kind man would try to get us a cab...?"
Vivie: "Exactly. But I think, dear, we should head back. I want to discuss the new rooms I've seen. Can you manage to walk? If not, maybe this kind man could help us get a cab...?"
But Mrs. Warren said it was no distance, only round the corner, and she could well walk. When they got back she would go and lie down. Vivie, reading her mother's thoughts, pressed a five-franc note into the gardener's not reluctant palm, and they regained the Rue Royale.
But Mrs. Warren said it was just around the corner, and she could easily walk. When they got back, she would go and lie down. Vivie, sensing her mother's thoughts, slipped a five-franc note into the gardener's willing hand, and they made their way back to Rue Royale.
But just as they were passing through the revolving door of the Hotel Impérial, a German who had been installed as manager came up with two soldiers and said explosively: "Heraus! Foutez-nous le camp! Aout you go! Don't show your face here again!"
But just as they were going through the revolving door of the Hotel Impérial, a German who had taken over as manager approached them with two soldiers and shouted, "Get out! Get lost! Off you go! Don't come back here again!"
"But," said Vivie, "our notice doesn't expire till the end of this week...!"
"But," Vivie said, "our notice doesn't end until the end of this week...!"
"Das macht nichts. The rooms are wanted and I won't have you on the premises. Off you go, or these soldiers shall take you both round to the Kommandantur."
"That doesn't matter. The rooms are needed, and I can't have you here. Go on, or these soldiers will take you both over to the Kommandantur."
"But our luggage? Surely you will let me go up to our room and pack it—and take it away? We..."
"But our luggage? Surely you'll let me go up to our room and pack it—and take it with us? We..."
"Your luggage has been packed and is in the corridor. If you send round for it, it shall be delivered to your messenger. But you are not to stop on the premises another minute. You understand?" he almost shrieked.
"Your luggage is packed and in the hallway. If you sent someone for it, it would be delivered to your messenger. But you can't stay here another minute. Do you understand?" he almost yelled.
"But—"
"But—"
For answer, the soldiers took them by the shoulders and whirled them through the revolving door on to the pavement, where a crowd began to collect, as it does in peace or war if you cough twice or sneeze three times in Brussels. "Englische Hure! Englische Küpplerin," shouted the soldiers as they retreated and locked the revolving door. Mrs. Warren turned purple and swayed. Vivie caught her round the waist with her strong arm.... Thus was Mrs. Warren ejected from the once homely inn which she had converted by her energy, management and capital into the second most magnificent hostelry of Brussels; thus was Vivie expelled from the place of her birth....
The soldiers grabbed them by the shoulders and spun them through the revolving door onto the sidewalk, where a crowd started to gather, just like it does in peace or war if you cough twice or sneeze three times in Brussels. "English whore! English pimp!" the soldiers yelled as they backed away and locked the revolving door. Mrs. Warren turned purple and staggered. Vivie caught her around the waist with her strong arm.... This was how Mrs. Warren was kicked out of the once cozy inn that she had transformed with her energy, management, and investment into the second most impressive hotel in Brussels; this was how Vivie was forced out of the place where she was born....
Hearing the shouting and seeing the crowd a Belgian gendarme came up. To him Vivie said, "Si vous êtes Chrétien et pas Allemand—" "Prenez garde, Madame," he said warningly—"Vous m'aiderez à porter ma mère à quelqu' endroit ou elle peut se remettre..."
Hearing the shouting and seeing the crowd, a Belgian gendarme approached. Vivie said to him, "If you're Christian and not German—" "Watch out, Madame," he replied warningly—"You will help me carry my mother to a place where she can recover..."
He assisted her to carry the inert old woman across the street and a short distance along the opposite pavement. Here, there was a pleasant, modest-looking tea-shop with the name of Walcker over the front, and embedded in the plate glass were the words "Tea Rooms." These of course dated from long before the war, when the best Chinese tea was only four francs the demi-kilo and the fashion for afternoon tea had become established in Brussels. Vivie and her mother had often entered Walcker's shop in happier days for a cup of tea and delicious forms of home-made pastry. Besides the cakes, which in pre-war times were of an excellence rarely equalled, they had been drawn to the pleasant-looking serving woman. She was so English in appearance, though she only spoke French and Flemish. Behind the shop was a cosy little room where the more intimate clients were served with tea; a room with a look-out into a little square of garden. Thither Mrs. Warren was carried or supported. She regained consciousness slightly as she was placed on a chair, opened her eyes, and said "Thank you, my dears." Then her head fell over to one side and she was dead—seemingly....
He helped her carry the lifeless old woman across the street and a short way down the sidewalk. There, they found a nice, unassuming tea shop called Walcker, with the words "Tea Rooms" etched into the plate glass. These had been there long before the war, when the best Chinese tea cost only four francs for half a kilo and afternoon tea had become popular in Brussels. Vivie and her mother had often visited Walcker's shop during happier times for a cup of tea and delicious homemade pastries. In pre-war times, the cakes were of an excellence rarely matched, and they were also drawn to the friendly-looking woman who served them. She looked very English, although she only spoke French and Flemish. Behind the shop was a cozy little room where regulars enjoyed their tea, which had a view of a small garden square. That was where they carried or supported Mrs. Warren. She regained a bit of consciousness as she was settled into a chair, opened her eyes, and said, "Thank you, my dears." Then her head fell to one side, and she was dead—apparently...
The agent de police went away to fetch a doctor and to disperse the crowd of ketjes [7] and loafers which had transferred itself from the hotel to the tea-shop. The shop woman, who was one of those angels of kindness that turn up unexpectedly in the paths of unhappy people, called in a stout serving wench from the kitchen, and the three of them carried Mrs. Warren out of the inner tea-room into the back premises and a spare bedroom. Here she was laid on the bed, partially undressed and all available and likely restoratives applied.
The police officer went to get a doctor and to disperse the crowd of local kids [7] and loafers that had moved from the hotel to the tea shop. The shop owner, who was one of those kind-hearted people that unexpectedly appear in the lives of those in distress, called in a heavyset waitress from the kitchen, and the three of them carried Mrs. Warren out of the inner tea room into the back area and a spare bedroom. There, they laid her on the bed, partially undressed, and applied all available and likely restorative treatments.
The doctor when he came pronounced her dead, thought it was probably an effusion of blood on the brain but couldn't be certain till he had made an autopsy.
The doctor, when he arrived, declared her dead. He thought it was likely a brain hemorrhage but couldn't be sure until he performed an autopsy.
"What am I to do?" said Vivie thinking aloud....
"What am I supposed to do?" Vivie said, thinking out loud....
"Why, stay here till all the formalities are over and you can find rooms elsewhere," said Mme. Trouessart, the owner-servant of the tea-shop. "I have another spare room. For the moment my locataires are gone. I know you both very well by sight, you were clients of ours in the happy days before the War. Madame votre mère was, I think, the gérante of the Hotel Édouard-Sept when I first came to manage here. Since then, you have often drunk my tea. Je me nomme 'Trouessart' c'est le nom de mon mari qui est ... qui est—Vous pouvez diviner où il est, où est à present tout Belge loyal qui peut servir. Le nom Walcker? C'était le nom de nom père, et de plus est, c'était un nom Anglais transformé un peu en Flamand. Mon arrière-grand-père etait soldat Anglais. Il se battait à Waterloo. For me, I spik no English—or ver' leetle."
"Why not stay here until all the formalities are over and you can find other rooms?" said Mme. Trouessart, the owner and server of the tea shop. "I have another spare room. For now, my tenants are gone. I recognize both of you from before; you were our customers in the good old days before the War. Your mother was, I believe, the manager of the Hotel Édouard-Sept when I first came to manage here. Since then, you have often enjoyed my tea. My name is 'Trouessart,' which is my husband's name who is... well, you can guess where he is, like every loyal Belgian who can serve. The name Walcker? That was my father's name, and it was originally an English name that got a bit transformed into Flemish. My great-grandfather was an English soldier. He fought at Waterloo. As for me, I speak no English—or very little."
She went on to explain, whilst the doctors occupied themselves with their gruesome task, and Vivie was being persuaded to take some nourishment, that her great grandfather had been a soldier servant who had married a Belgian woman and settled down on the site of this very shop a hundred years ago. He and his wife had even then made a specialty of tea for English tourists. She, his great grand-daughter, had after her marriage to Monsieur Trouessart carried on the business under the old name—Walker, made to look Flemish as Walcker.
She went on to explain, while the doctors were busy with their grim task and Vivie was being convinced to eat something, that her great-grandfather had been a soldier servant who married a Belgian woman and settled right where this shop stands a hundred years ago. Back then, he and his wife had already specialized in tea for English tourists. She, his great-granddaughter, had continued the business under the old name—Walker, styled to look Flemish as Walcker.
Vivie when left alone suddenly thought of the money question. She remembered then that before going out to look for rooms she had transferred half the notes from their hiding-place to an inner pocket. They were still there. But what about her luggage and her mother's, and the remainder of the money? In her distress she wrote to Gräfin von Stachelberg. Minna came over from her hospital at half past six in the evening. By that time the doctor had given the necessary certificate of the cause of death, and an undertaker had come on the scene to make his preparations.
Vivie, when left alone, suddenly thought about the money issue. She then remembered that before going out to look for rooms, she had moved half the cash from their hiding spot to an inner pocket. It was still there. But what about her luggage, her mother's, and the rest of the money? In her distress, she wrote to Countess von Stachelberg. Minna came over from her hospital at six-thirty in the evening. By that time, the doctor had issued the needed certificate of death, and an undertaker had arrived to make the necessary arrangements.
Minna went over to the Hotel Impérial with Vivie. Appearing in her Red Cross uniform, she was admitted, announced herself as the Gräfin von Stachelberg, and demanded to know what justification the manager could offer for his extraordinary brutality towards these English ladies, the result of which had been the death of the elder lady. The manager replied that inasmuch as the All Highest himself was to arrive that very evening to take up his abode at the Hotel Impérial, the hotel premises had been requisitioned, etc., etc. He still refused absolutely to allow Vivie to proceed to her room and look for her money. She might perhaps be allowed to do so when the Emperor was gone. As to her luggage he would have it sent over to the tea-shop. (The money, it might be noted, she never recovered. There were many things also missing from her mother's trunks and no satisfaction was ever obtained.)
Minna went to the Hotel Impérial with Vivie. Dressed in her Red Cross uniform, she was let in, announced herself as the Countess von Stachelberg, and demanded to know what the manager had to say for his outrageous treatment of these English ladies, which had led to the death of the older lady. The manager responded that since the Emperor himself was arriving that very evening to stay at the Hotel Impérial, the hotel had been taken over, etc., etc. He still completely refused to let Vivie go to her room to look for her money. Maybe she could do that after the Emperor left. As for her luggage, he would have it sent to the tea shop. (It should be noted that she never got back her money. Many things were also missing from her mother's trunks, and no compensation was ever received.)
So there was Vivie, one dismal, rainy November evening in 1915; homeless, her mother lying dead in a room of this tea-shop, and in her own pocket only a matter of thirty thousand francs to provide for her till the War was over. A thousand pounds in fluctuating value was all that was left of a nominal twenty thousand of the year before.
So there was Vivie, one gloomy, rainy November evening in 1915; homeless, her mother dead in a room of this tea shop, and in her own pocket only about thirty thousand francs to get by until the War was over. A thousand pounds in fluctuating value was all that remained of a nominal twenty thousand from the year before.
But the financial aspect of the case for the time being did not concern her. The death of her mother had been a stunning shock, and when she crossed over to the hotel—what irony, by the bye, to think she had been born there thirty-nine years ago, in the old inn that had preceded the twice rebuilt hotel!—when she crossed the street with Minna, it had been with blazing, tearless eyes and the desire to take the hotel manager and his minions by the coat collar, fling them into the street, and assert her right to go up to her room. But now her violence was spent and she was a broken, weeping woman as she sat all night by the bedside of her dead mother, holding the cold hand, imprinting kisses on the dead face which was now that of a saintly person with nothing of the reprobate in its lineaments.
But the financial side of things wasn’t on her mind for now. The death of her mother had hit her hard, and as she walked over to the hotel—what irony it was to think she was born there thirty-nine years ago, in the old inn that had been replaced by the hotel twice!—when she crossed the street with Minna, she had blazing, tearless eyes and a strong urge to grab the hotel manager and his staff by their collars, throw them into the street, and demand her right to go up to her room. But now her anger was gone, and she was just a broken, sobbing woman sitting by her dead mother’s bedside all night, holding her cold hand, pressing kisses on the lifeless face that now looked saintly, bearing no trace of its former flaws.
The burial for various reasons had to take place in the Cemetery of St. Josse-ten-Noode, near the shuddery National Shooting Range where Edith Cavell and numerous Belgian patriots had recently been executed. Minna von Stachelberg left her hospital, with some one else in charge, and insisted on accompanying Vivie to the interment. This might have been purely "laïc"; not on account of any harsh dislike to the religious ceremony on Vivie's part; only due to the fact that she knew no priest or pastor. But there appeared at the grave-side to make a very suitable and touching discourse and to utter one or two heartfelt prayers, a Belgian Baptist minister, a relation of Mme. Trouessart.
The burial had to take place for various reasons in the Cemetery of St. Josse-ten-Noode, close to the eerie National Shooting Range where Edith Cavell and many Belgian patriots had recently been executed. Minna von Stachelberg left her hospital, with someone else in charge, and insisted on going with Vivie to the burial. This might have been purely secular; not because Vivie had a strong dislike for the religious ceremony, but simply because she didn’t know any priest or pastor. However, at the graveside, a Belgian Baptist minister, a relative of Mme. Trouessart, appeared to deliver a very appropriate and touching speech and to say a couple of heartfelt prayers.
Waterloo left many curious things behind it. Not only a tea-shop or two; but a Nonconformist nucleus, that intermarried, as Sergeant Walker or Walcker had done, with Belgian women and left descendants who in the third generation—and by inherent vigour, thrift, matrimony and conversion—had built up quite a numerous congregation, which even grew large enough and rich enough to maintain a mission of its own in Congoland. Kind Mme. Trouessart (née Walcker), distressed and unusually moved at the sad circumstances of Mrs. Warren's death, had called in her uncle the Baptist pastor (who also in some unexplained way seemed to hold a brief for the Salvation Army). He prayed silently by the death-bed which, under the circumstances, was more tactful than open intercession. He helped greatly over all the formalities of the funeral, and he took upon himself the arrangement of the ceremony, so that everything was done decorously, and certainly to the satisfaction of the Belgians, who attended. Such people would be large-minded in religion—you might be Protestant, if you were not Catholic, or you might be Jewish; but a funeral without some outward sign of faith and hope would have puzzled and distressed them.
Waterloo left behind many interesting things. Not just a couple of tea shops, but also a Nonconformist community that intermarried, like Sergeant Walker or Walcker did, with Belgian women and had descendants who, by the third generation—and thanks to their natural resilience, hard work, marriage, and conversion—had built up a sizable congregation. It even grew big enough and rich enough to support its own mission in Congoland. Kind Mme. Trouessart (née Walcker), feeling distressed and genuinely moved by the sad circumstances of Mrs. Warren's death, called in her uncle, the Baptist pastor, who also seemed to have some connection with the Salvation Army. He prayed quietly by the deathbed, which, given the circumstances, was more tactful than open intercession. He was very helpful with all the funeral arrangements, making sure everything was done respectfully, which certainly satisfied the Belgians who were in attendance. Such people would be open-minded about religion—you could be Protestant if you weren't Catholic, or you could be Jewish; but a funeral without some visible sign of faith and hope would have confused and upset them.
To Vivie's great surprise, there was a considerable attendance at the ceremony. She had expected no more than the company of Minna—an unprofessing but real Christian, if ever there were one, and the equally Christian if equally hedonist Mme. Trouessart. But there came in addition quite a number of shopkeepers from the Rue Royale, the Rues de Schaerbeek, du Marais, de Lione, and de l'Association, with whom Mrs. Warren had dealt in years gone by. "C'etait une dame très convenable," said one purveyor, and the others agreed. "Elle me paya écus sonnants," said another, "et toujours sans marchander." There was even present a more distinguished acquaintance of the past: a long-retired Commissaire de Police of the Quartier in which Mrs. Warren's hotel was situated.
To Vivie's great surprise, a decent crowd showed up at the ceremony. She had expected only Minna—an unassuming but genuine Christian, if there ever was one, and the equally Christian but equally pleasure-seeking Mme. Trouessart. However, several shopkeepers from Rue Royale, Rues de Schaerbeek, du Marais, de Lione, and de l'Association also attended, with whom Mrs. Warren had done business in the past. "She was a very proper lady," one vendor said, and the others agreed. "She paid me with good coins," another added, "and always without haggling." There was even a more notable acquaintance from the past: a long-retired police commissioner from the neighborhood where Mrs. Warren's hotel was located.
He appeared in the tightly-buttoned frock-coat of civil life, with a minute disc of some civic decoration in his button hole, and an incredibly tall chimney-pot hat. He came to render his respectueux hommages to the maîtresse-femme who had conducted her business within the four corners of the law, "sans avoir maille à partir avec la police des mœurs."
He showed up in a snug frock coat suited for civilian life, with a tiny badge of some civic honor in his buttonhole, and an extremely tall top hat. He came to pay his respectueux hommages to the mistress who had run her business legally, "without having to deal with the morals police."
Mrs. Warren at least died with the reputation of one who promptly paid her bills; and the whole assistance, as it walked slowly back to Brussels, recalled many a deed of kindness and jovial charity on the part of the dead Englishwoman.
Mrs. Warren at least died with the reputation of someone who always paid her bills on time; and the whole assistance, as it slowly walked back to Brussels, remembered many acts of kindness and cheerful generosity by the late Englishwoman.
Vivie, on sizing up her affairs, got Monsieur Walcker, the Baptist pasteur, to convey a letter to the American Consulate General. Walcker was used to such missions as these, of which the German Government was more or less cognizant. The Germans, among their many contradictory features, had a great respect for religion, a great tolerance as to its forms. They not only appreciated the difference between Jews and Christians, Catholics and Lutherans, but between the Church of England and the various Free Churches of Britain and America. The many people whom they sentenced to death must all have their appropriate religious consolation before facing the firing party. Catholics, Lutherans and Calvinists were all provided for; there was a Church of England chaplain for the avowed Anglicans; but what was to be done for the Free Churches and Nonconformist sects of the Anglo-Saxons? They were not represented by any captive pastor; so in default this much respected Monsieur Walcker, the Belgian Baptist, was called in to minister to the Nonconformist mind in its last agony. He therefore held a quasi-official position and was often entrusted with missions which would have been dealt with punitorily on the part of any one else. Consequently he was able to deliver Vivie's communication to the American Consul-General with some probability of its being sent on. It contained no further appeal to American intervention than this: that the Consul-General would try to convey to England the news of her mother's death to such-and-such solicitors, and to Lewis Maitland Praed A.R.A. in Hans Place.
Vivie, after reviewing her situation, had Monsieur Walcker, the Baptist pastor, deliver a letter to the American Consulate General. Walcker was accustomed to missions like this, which the German Government was somewhat aware of. The Germans, with their many contradictions, had a deep respect for religion and were quite tolerant of its various forms. They recognized the distinctions between Jews and Christians, Catholics and Lutherans, as well as the Church of England and the different Free Churches of Britain and America. The numerous people they sentenced to death always received appropriate religious comfort before facing the firing squad. Catholics, Lutherans, and Calvinists were all taken care of; there was a Church of England chaplain for those who identified as Anglicans, but what about the Free Churches and Nonconformist sects of the Anglo-Saxons? They didn’t have any captive pastor representing them, so in their absence, the highly regarded Monsieur Walcker, the Belgian Baptist, was called upon to support the Nonconformist spirit in its final moments. He thus held a semi-official position and often undertook tasks that would have been treated harshly if assigned to anyone else. As a result, he was able to ensure that Vivie’s message reached the American Consul-General with a good chance of being forwarded. The letter contained no request for American intervention other than asking the Consul-General to inform certain solicitors in England of her mother’s death and to notify Lewis Maitland Praed A.R.A. in Hans Place.
She went to the Brussels bank a fortnight after her mother's death whilst still availing herself of the hospitality of Madame Trouessart: to withdraw the jewellery and plate which she had deposited there on her mother's account. But there she found herself confronted with the red tape of the Latin which is more formidable, even, than that of the land of Dora at the present day. These deposited articles were held on the order of Mrs. Warren; they could not be given up till her will was proved and letters of administration had been granted. So that small resource in funds was withheld, at any rate till some time after peace had been declared. However she had a thousand pounds (in notes) between her and penury, and the friendship of Minna von Stachelberg. She would resume her evening lessons in English—Madame Trouessart had found her several pupils—and she would lodge—as they kindly invited her to do—with the Baptist pastor and his wife in the Rue Haute. And she would help Minna at the hospital, and hope to be rewarded with the opportunity of bringing comfort and consolation to the wounded British prisoners.
She went to the Brussels bank two weeks after her mother's death while still enjoying the hospitality of Madame Trouessart to withdraw the jewelry and silverware she had deposited there in her mother's name. But there she faced the frustrating bureaucracy, which was even tougher than that of today's bureaucratic systems. The deposited items were held on Mrs. Warren's orders; they couldn't be released until her will was validated and letters of administration were issued. So that small financial resource was locked away, at least until some time after peace was declared. However, she had a thousand pounds (in cash) to keep her from financial trouble, and the friendship of Minna von Stachelberg. She planned to resume her evening English lessons—Madame Trouessart had found her several students—and she would stay—with their kind invitation—with the Baptist pastor and his wife on Rue Haute. She would also help Minna at the hospital, hoping to be able to bring comfort and consolation to the wounded British prisoners.
Thus, with no unbearable misery, she passed the year 1916. There were short commons in the way of food, and the cold was sometimes cruel. But Madame Walcker was a wonderful cook and could make soup from a sausage skewer, and heaped édredons on Vivie's bed. Vivie sighed a little over the Blue Placards which announced endless German victories by land and sea; and she gasped over the dreadful Red Placards with their lists of victims sentenced to death by the military courts. She ground her teeth over the announcement of Gabrielle Petit's condemnation, and behind the shut door of Minna's small sitting-room—and she only shut the door not to compromise Minna—she raved over the judicial murder of this Belgian heroine, who was shot, as was Edith Cavell, for nothing more than assisting young Belgians to escape from German-occupied Belgium.
Thus, without unbearable misery, she made it through the year 1916. Food was scarce at times, and the cold could be really harsh. But Madame Walcker was an amazing cook who could whip up soup from a sausage skewer and piled up édredons on Vivie's bed. Vivie sighed a bit over the Blue Placards that proclaimed endless German victories on land and at sea; and she was shocked by the awful Red Placards listing the victims condemned to death by military courts. She clenched her teeth over the announcement of Gabrielle Petit's sentencing, and behind the closed door of Minna's small sitting room—and she only closed the door to protect Minna—she raged about the judicial murder of this Belgian heroine, who was shot, just like Edith Cavell, for the simple act of helping young Belgians escape from German-occupied Belgium.
She witnessed the air-raids of the Allies, when only comforting papers were dropped on Brussels city, but bombs on the German aerodromes outside; and she also saw the Germans turn their guns from the aeroplanes—which soared high out of their reach or skimmed below range—on to thickly-inhabited streets of the poorer quarters, to teach them to cheer the air-craft of the Allies!
She saw the Allied air raids when only reassuring leaflets were dropped on Brussels, while bombs targeted the German airfields outside the city. She also witnessed the Germans directing their guns from the planes—soaring high above their reach or flying low beneath the line of fire—onto the crowded streets in the poorer neighborhoods, trying to punish them for cheering the Allied aircraft!
She beheld—or she was told of—many acts of rapine, considered cruelty and unreasoning ferocity on the part of German officials or soldiers; yet saw or heard of acts and episodes of unlooked-for kindness, forbearance and sympathy from the same hated people. Von Giesselin, after all, was a not uncommon type; and as to Minna von Stachelberg, she was a saint of the New Religion, the Service of Man.
She witnessed—or was informed of—many acts of theft and violence, viewed as cruelty and irrational brutality by German officials or soldiers; yet she also saw or heard about unexpected acts of kindness, patience, and compassion from those same despised people. Von Giesselin, after all, was a fairly typical example; and as for Minna von Stachelberg, she was a saint of the New Religion, the Service of Humanity.
[6] I have obtained a copy and give it here as it had an almost historical importance in the events of the German occupation. But the reader must interpret its meaning for himself.
[6] I’ve got a copy and I'm sharing it here because it was really significant in the events of the German occupation. But the reader needs to figure out what it means for themselves.
la guerre
the war
Ma sœur, vous souvient-il qu'aux jours de notre enfance,
En lisant les hauts fails de l'histoire de France,
Remplis d'admiration pour nos frères Gaulois,
Des généraux fameux nous vantions les exploits?
Ma sœur, do you remember that during our childhood,
While reading the great tales of French history,
Filled with admiration for our Gallic brothers,
We praised the famous generals and their exploits?
En nos âmes d'enfants, les seuls noms des victoires
Prenaient un sens mystique evocateur de gloires;
On ne rêvait qu'assauts et combats; a nos yeux
Un général vainqueur etait l'égal des dieux.
En nos âmes d'enfants, les seuls noms des victoires
prenaient un sens mystique évoquant des gloires;
on ne rêvait que d'assauts et de combats; à nos yeux
un général vainqueur était l'égal des dieux.
Rien ne semblait ternir l'éclat de ces conquétes.
Les batailles prenaient des allures de fêtes
Et nous ne songions pas qu'aux hurrahs triomphants
Se mêlaient les sanglots des mères, des enfants.
Nothing seemed to dull the shine of these victories.
The battles felt like celebrations.
And we only thought of the triumphant cheers,
While the sobs of mothers and children mixed in.
Ah! nous la connaissons, hélas, l'horrible guerre:
Le fléau qui punit les crimes de la terre,
Le mot qui fait trembler les mères à genoux
Et qui seme le deuil et la mort parmi nous!
Ah! we know it well, alas, the terrible war:
The scourge that punishes the crimes of the earth,
The word that makes mothers tremble on their knees
And sows grief and death among us!
Mais ou sqnt les lauriers que réserve l'Histoire
A celui qui demain forcera la Victoire?
Nul ne les cueillira: les lauriers sont flétris
Seul un cypres s'élève aux torubes de nos fils.
Mais où sont les lauriers que l'Histoire réserve
À celui qui demain remportera la Victoire?
Personne ne les cueillera : les lauriers sont fanés
Seul un cyprès s'élève aux tombeaux de nos fils.
[7] Street urchins of Brussels. How they harassed the Germans and maddened them by mimicking their military manœuvres!
[7] Street kids of Brussels. They annoyed the Germans and drove them crazy by imitating their military maneuvers!
CHAPTER XVIII
THE BOMB IN PORTLAND PLACE
Mrs. Rossiter said to herself in 1915 that she had scarcely known a happy day, or even hour, since the War began. In the first place Michael had again shown violence of temper with ministers of state over the release from prison of "that" Miss Warren—"a convict doing a sentence of hard labour." And then, when he had got her released, and gone himself with their beautiful new motor—whatever could the chauffeur have thought?—to meet her at the prison gates, there he was, afterwards, worrying himself over the War: not content as she was, as most of her friends were, as the newspapers were, to leave it all to Lord Kitchener and Mr. Asquith, Sir Edward Grey, and even Mr. Lloyd George—though the latter had made some rather foolish and exaggerated speeches about Alcohol. Michael, if he went on like this, would never get his knighthood!
Mrs. Rossiter thought to herself in 1915 that she had barely experienced a happy day, or even an hour, since the War broke out. First of all, Michael had shown his temper again with government officials over the release from prison of "that" Miss Warren—"a convict serving a sentence of hard labor." Then, after getting her released and driving their beautiful new car—what could the chauffeur have thought?—to meet her at the prison gates, there he was, stressing out about the War: not satisfied like she was, like most of her friends were, like the newspapers were, to leave it all to Lord Kitchener, Mr. Asquith, Sir Edward Grey, and even Mr. Lloyd George—although the latter had made some pretty ridiculous and exaggerated comments about alcohol. If Michael kept this up, he would *never* get his knighthood!
Then when Michael had at last, thanks to General Armstrong, found his right place and was accomplishing marvels—the papers said—as a "mender of the maimed"—here was she left alone in Portland Place with hardly any one to speak to, and all her acquaintances—she now realized they were scarcely her friends—too much occupied with war work to spend an afternoon in discussing nothing very important over a sumptuous tea, still served by a butler and footman.
Then, when Michael had finally found his true calling, thanks to General Armstrong, and was performing wonders—the papers called him a "mender of the maimed"—there she was, left alone in Portland Place with hardly anyone to talk to. All her acquaintances—who she now realized were barely her friends—were too busy with war work to spend an afternoon discussing anything unimportant over an extravagant tea, still served by a butler and footman.
Presently, too, the butler left to join the Professor in France and the footman enlisted, and the tea had to be served by a distraite parlour-maid, with her eye on a munitions factory—so that she might be "in it"—and her heart in the keeping of the footman, who, since he had gone into khaki, was irresistible.
Right now, the butler went to join the Professor in France, and the footman signed up, so the tea had to be served by a distracted parlour-maid, who was keeping an eye on a munitions factory—hoping to be "in it"—and her heart belonged to the footman, who, now that he was in uniform, was impossible to resist.
Mrs. Rossiter of course said, in 1914, that she would take up war work. She subscribed most handsomely to the Soldiers' and Sailors' Families' Association, to the Red Cross, to the Prince of Wales's Fund (one of the unsolved war-time mysteries ... what's become of it?), to the Cigarette Fund, the 1914 Christmas Plum Pudding Fund, the Blue Cross, the Purple Cross, the Green Cross funds; to the outstandingly good work at St. Dunstan's and at Petersham—(I am glad she gave a Hundred pounds each to them); and to the French, Belgian, Russian, Italian, Serbian, Portuguese and Japanese Flag Days and to Our Own Day; besides enriching a number of semi-fraudulent war charities which had alluring titles.
Mrs. Rossiter, of course, announced in 1914 that she would get involved in war work. She generously donated to the Soldiers' and Sailors' Families' Association, the Red Cross, the Prince of Wales's Fund (one of the unsolved wartime mysteries... whatever happened to it?), the Cigarette Fund, the 1914 Christmas Plum Pudding Fund, the Blue Cross, the Purple Cross, the Green Cross funds; to the truly remarkable efforts at St. Dunstan's and Petersham—(I'm glad she gave a hundred pounds each to them); and to the French, Belgian, Russian, Italian, Serbian, Portuguese, and Japanese Flag Days, as well as Our Own Day; in addition to boosting several questionable war charities with enticing names.
But if, from paying handsomely to all these praise-worthy endeavours to mitigate the horrors of war, she proceeded to render personal service, she became the despair of the paid organizers and business-like workers. She couldn't add and she couldn't subtract or divide with any certainty of a correct result; she couldn't spell the more difficult words or remember the right letters to put after distinguished persons' names when she addressed envelopes in her large, childish handwriting; she couldn't be trusted to make enquiries or to detect fraudulent appeals. She lost receipts and never grasped the importance of vouchers; she forgot to fill up counterfoils, or if reminded filled them up "from memory" so that they didn't tally; she signed her name, if there was any choice of blank spaces, in quite the wrong place.
But if, while generously supporting all these commendable efforts to lessen the horrors of war, she started doing personal tasks, she became a nightmare for the paid organizers and efficient workers. She couldn't add, subtract, or divide with any confidence of getting the right answer; she struggled with spelling the tougher words and remembering the correct letters to follow distinguished people's names when she wrote on envelopes in her large, childish handwriting; she couldn't be relied upon to make inquiries or recognize fraudulent requests. She lost receipts and never understood the importance of vouchers; she forgot to fill out counterfoils, or if prompted, filled them out "from memory," so they never matched; she signed her name in the wrong spot if there were any choices of blank spaces.
So, invariably, tactful secretaries or assistant secretaries were told off to explain to her—ever so nicely—that "she was no business woman" (this, to the daughter of wholesale manufacturers, sounded rather flattering), and that though she was invaluable as a "name," as a patroness, or one of eighteen Vice Presidents, she was of no use whatever as a worker.
So, inevitably, diplomatic secretaries or assistant secretaries were asked to explain to her—very kindly—that "she wasn't a businesswoman" (this, to the daughter of wholesale manufacturers, sounded pretty flattering), and that although she was invaluable as a "name," as a patron, or one of eighteen Vice Presidents, she was completely useless as a worker.
She had no country house to place at the disposal of the Government as a convalescent home. Michael after a few experiments forbade her offering any hospitality at No. 1 Park Crescent to invalid officers. Such as were entrusted to her in the spring of 1915 soon found that she was—as they phrased it—"a pompous little, middle-class fool," wielding no authority. They larked in the laboratory with Red Cross nurses, broke specimens, and did very unkind and noisy things ... besides smoking in both the large and the small dining-rooms. So, after the summer of 1915, she lived very much alone, except that she had the Adams children from Marylebone to spend the day with her occasionally.
She didn't have a country house to offer the Government as a rehab center. After a few attempts, Michael made it clear that she shouldn’t host any recovering officers at No. 1 Park Crescent. Those who were assigned to her in the spring of 1915 quickly realized she was— as they put it— "a pompous little, middle-class fool," with no real authority. They messed around in the lab with Red Cross nurses, broke equipment, and did really rude and loud things... not to mention smoking in both the large and the small dining rooms. So, after the summer of 1915, she mostly lived alone, except for the Adams kids from Marylebone, who occasionally spent the day with her.
Poor Mrs. Adams, though a valiant worker, was very downcast and unhappy. She confided to Mrs. Rossiter that although she dearly loved her Bert—"and a better husband I defy you to find"—he never seemed all hers. "Always so wrapped up in that Miss Warren or 'er cousin the barrister." And no sooner had war broken out than off he was to France, as a kind of missionary, she believed—the Young Men's Christian Something or other; "though before the War he didn't seem particular stuck on religion, and it was all she could do to get him sometimes to church on a Sunday morning. Oh yes: she got 'er money all right; and she couldn't say too much of Mr. and Mrs. Rossiter's kindness. There was Bert, not doin' a stroke of work for the Professor, and yet his pay going on all the same. Indeed she was putting money by, because Bert was kep' out there, and all found."
Poor Mrs. Adams, although a hard worker, was really down and unhappy. She confided in Mrs. Rossiter that even though she loved her Bert—"and you won't find a better husband"—he never seemed fully hers. "He's always so caught up with that Miss Warren or her cousin the barrister." And no sooner had war started than off he went to France, as a sort of missionary, she thought—the Young Men's Christian Something or other; "though before the war, he didn’t seem all that interested in religion, and it was a struggle to get him to church on Sunday mornings. Oh yes, she got her money, and she couldn’t say enough about Mr. and Mrs. Rossiter's kindness. There was Bert, not doing any work for the Professor, yet his pay kept coming in. In fact, she was saving money because Bert was out there and everything was covered."
However his two pretty children were some consolation to Mrs. Rossiter, whom they considered as a very grand lady and one that was lavishly kind.
However, his two lovely kids were some comfort to Mrs. Rossiter, who they saw as a very classy lady and someone who was extremely generous.
Mrs. Rossiter tried sometimes in 1915 having working parties in her house or in the studio; and if she could attract workers gave them such elaborate lunches and plethoric teas that very little work was done, especially as she herself loved a long, aimless gossip about the Royal Family or whether Lord Kitchener had ever really been in love. Or she tried, since she was a poor worker herself—her only jersey and muffler were really finished by her maid—reading aloud to the knitters or stitchers, preferably from the works of Miss Charlotte Yonge or some similar novelist of a later date. But that was found to be too disturbing to their sense of the ludicrous. For she read very stiltedly, with a strange exotic accent for the love passages or the death scenes. As Lady Victoria Freebooter said, she would have been priceless at a music-hall matinée which was raising funds for war charities, if only she could have been induced to read passages from Miss Yonge in that voice for a quarter of an hour. Even the Queen would have had to laugh.
Mrs. Rossiter sometimes tried to host working parties at her house or in the studio in 1915. If she could draw in some workers, she treated them to such elaborate lunches and extravagant teas that not much work got done, especially since she loved to have long, aimless gossip about the Royal Family or whether Lord Kitchener had ever really been in love. Or she tried, since she wasn’t much of a worker herself—her only jersey and scarf were actually finished by her maid—reading aloud to the knitters or stitchers, preferably from the works of Miss Charlotte Yonge or some other novelist from a later time. But it turned out to be too distracting for their sense of humor. She read very awkwardly, with a strange exotic accent during the love scenes or the death scenes. As Lady Victoria Freebooter put it, she would have been priceless at a music hall matinée raising funds for war charities, if only she could have been convinced to read excerpts from Miss Yonge in that voice for fifteen minutes. Even the Queen would have had to laugh.
But as that could not be brought off, it was decided that working parties at her house led to too much giddiness from suppressed giggles or torpor from too much food. So she relapsed once more into loneliness. Unfortunately air-raids were now becoming events of occasional fright and anxiety in London, and this deterred Cousin Sophie from Darlington, Cousin Matty from Leeds, Joseph's wife from Northallerton or old, married schoolfellows from other northern or midland towns coming to partake of her fastuous hospitality. Also, they all seemed to be busy, either over their absent husbands' business, or their sons', or because they were plunged in war work themselves. "And really, in these times, I couldn't stand Linda for more than five minutes," one of them said.
But since that couldn't happen, it was decided that get-togethers at her house led to either too much silliness from stifled laughter or a lack of energy from overeating. So she fell back into loneliness. Unfortunately, air raids were becoming a source of occasional fear and anxiety in London, which discouraged Cousin Sophie from Darlington, Cousin Matty from Leeds, Joseph's wife from Northallerton, and old married school friends from other northern or midland towns from enjoying her lavish hospitality. Plus, they all seemed to be busy, either dealing with their absent husbands' businesses, their sons', or because they were caught up in war work themselves. "And honestly, during these times, I couldn't stand Linda for more than five minutes," one of them said.
As to the air-raids, she was not greatly alarmed at them. Of course it was very uncomfortable having London so dark at night, but then she only went out in the afternoon, and never in the evening. And the Germans seemed to be content and discriminating enough not to bomb what she called "the residential" parts of London. The nearest to Portland Place of their attentions was Hampstead or Bloomsbury. "We are protected, my dear, by the open spaces of Regent's Park. They wouldn't like to waste their bombs on poor me!"
As for the air raids, she wasn't particularly worried about them. Sure, it was really uncomfortable having London so dark at night, but she only went out in the afternoon and never in the evening. The Germans seemed careful enough not to bomb what she referred to as the "residential" areas of London. The closest they got to Portland Place was Hampstead or Bloomsbury. "We're safe, my dear, because of the open spaces of Regent's Park. They wouldn't want to waste their bombs on little old me!"
However her maid didn't altogether like the off chance of the Germans or our air-craft guns making a mistake and trespassing on the residential parts of London, so she persuaded her mistress to spend part of the winter of 1915-16 at Bournemouth. Here she was not happy and far lonelier even than in London. She did not like to send all that way for the Adams children, she had a parlour suite all to herself at the hotel, and was timid about making acquaintances outside, since everybody now-a-days wanted you to subscribe to something, and it was so disagreeable having to say "no." She was not a great walker so she could not enjoy the Talbot woods; the sea made her feel sad, remembering that Michael was the other side and the submarines increasingly active: in short, air-raids or no air-raids, she returned home in March, and her maid, who had been with her ten years, gave her warning.
However, her maid didn’t entirely like the slight chance that the Germans or our aircraft guns might make a mistake and hit the residential areas of London, so she convinced her to spend part of the winter of 1915-16 in Bournemouth. Here, she wasn’t happy and felt even lonelier than in London. She didn’t want to go all that way for the Adams children, she had a whole parlor suite to herself at the hotel, and she was shy about making friends outside, since everyone these days wanted you to sign up for something, and it was so uncomfortable to say “no.” She wasn’t much of a walker, so she couldn’t enjoy the Talbot woods; the sea made her feel sad, reminding her that Michael was on the other side and the submarines were becoming increasingly active. In short, whether there were air raids or not, she returned home in March, and her maid, who had been with her for ten years, gave her notice.
But then she had an inspiration! She engaged Mrs. Albert Adams to take her place, and although the parlour-maid at this took offence and cut the painter of domestic service, went off to the munitions till Sergeant Frederick Summers should get leave to come home and marry her; and they were obliged to engage another parlour-maid in her place at double the wages: Mrs. Rossiter had done a very wise thing. "Bert" had been home for three weeks in the preceding February, and the recently bereaved Mrs. Adams had united her tears with Mrs. Rossiter's on the misery of the War which separated attached husbands and wives. It now alleviated the sorrows of both that they should be together as mistress and maid. The cook—a most important factor—had always liked Bertie and adored his "sweet, pretty little children." "If you'll let 'em sleep in the spare room on the fourth floor, next their mother, and play in the day-time in the servants' 'all, they'll be no manner of difficulty nor bother to me and the maids. We shall love to 'ave 'em, the darlin's. And they'll serve to cheer you up a bit ma'am till the Professor comes back."
But then she had a great idea! She hired Mrs. Albert Adams to take her place, and even though the parlour-maid got offended and quit domestic service, going off to work in munitions until Sergeant Frederick Summers could get leave to come home and marry her, they had to hire another parlour-maid at double the pay. Mrs. Rossiter had made a very smart move. “Bert” had been home for three weeks the previous February, and the recently bereaved Mrs. Adams had shared her tears with Mrs. Rossiter over the pain of the War that kept couples apart. It now eased both their sorrows to be together as mistress and maid. The cook—a crucial part of the household—had always liked Bertie and adored his “sweet, pretty little children.” “If you'll let them sleep in the spare room on the fourth floor, next to their mother, and play during the day in the servants' hall, they won’t cause any trouble for me or the maids. We’ll love having them, the dears. And they’ll help cheer you up a bit, ma’am, until the Professor comes back.”
Mrs. Adams was a very capable person who hated dust and grime. The big house wanted some such intervention, as since the butler's departure it had become rather slovenly, save in the portions occupied by Mrs. Rossiter. Charwomen were got in, and spring cleanings on a gigantic scale took place, so that when Rossiter did return he thought it had never looked so nice, or his Linda been so cheery and companionable.
Mrs. Adams was a highly capable person who detested dust and dirt. The large house needed such help because, since the butler had left, it had become quite messy, except for the areas occupied by Mrs. Rossiter. Cleaning ladies were brought in, and massive spring cleaning events took place, so that when Rossiter returned, he thought it had never looked better, nor had Linda seemed so cheerful and friendly.
But before this happy confirmation of her wisdom in engaging Nance Adams as maid and factotum, Mrs. Rossiter had several waves of doubt and distress to breast. There was the Suffrage question. Once converted by Mrs. Humphry Ward, Miss Violet Markham, Sir Almroth Wright—whose prénom she could not pronounce—the late Lord Cromer, and the impressive Lord Curzon, to the perils of the Woman's Vote, Mrs. Rossiter was hard to move from her uncompromising opposition to the enfranchisement of her sex. Some adroit champion of the Wrong had employed the argument that once Women got the vote, the Divorce Laws would be greatly enlarged. This would be part of the scheme of the wild women to get themselves all married; that and the legalisation of Polygamy which would follow the Vote as surely as the night the day. Linda had an undefined terror that her Michael might take advantage of such licentiousness to depose her, like the Empress Josephine was put aside in favour of a child-producing rival; or if polygamy came into force, that Miss Warren might lawfully share the Professor's affections.
But before this happy confirmation of her wisdom in hiring Nance Adams as her maid and right-hand woman, Mrs. Rossiter had to face several waves of doubt and distress. There was the Suffrage issue. Once convinced by Mrs. Humphry Ward, Miss Violet Markham, Sir Almroth Wright—whose first name she couldn’t pronounce—the late Lord Cromer, and the impressive Lord Curzon about the dangers of women voting, Mrs. Rossiter was hard to sway from her firm opposition to granting her sex the right to vote. Some clever advocate for the wrong side used the argument that once women got the vote, the divorce laws would be greatly expanded. This would be part of a scheme by wild women to get themselves all married; that and the legalization of polygamy, which would follow the vote as surely as night follows day. Linda had a vague fear that her Michael might take advantage of such immorality to replace her, like Empress Josephine had been cast aside for a younger rival; or if polygamy were legalized, that Miss Warren might legally share the Professor's affections.
She was therefore greatly perturbed in the course of 1916 at the sudden throwing up of the sponge by the Anti-suffragists. However, there it was. The long struggle drew to a victorious close. Example as well as precept pointed to what women could do and were worth; sound arguments followed the inconveniences of militancy, and the men were convinced. Or rather, the men in the mass and the fighting, working men had for some time been convinced, but the great statesmen who had so obstinately opposed the measures were now weakening at the knees before the results of their own mismanagement in the conduct of the War.
She was therefore very upset in 1916 by the sudden surrender of the Anti-suffragists. But there it was. The long struggle came to a victorious end. Both example and teaching showed what women could do and how valuable they were; solid arguments countered the downsides of militant tactics, and the men were persuaded. Or rather, most men and the active, working-class men had been convinced for a while, but the prominent politicians who had stubbornly opposed the measures were now faltering in light of the consequences of their own mishandling during the War.
A further perplexity and anxiety for Mrs. Rossiter arose over the German spy mania. She had been to one of Lady Towcester's afternoon parties "to keep up our spirits." Lady Towcester collected for at least six different charities and funds, and Mrs. Rossiter was a generous subscriber to all six. Touching the wood of the central tea-table, she had remarked to Lady Victoria and Lady Helen Freebooter how fortunate they (who lived within the prescribed area defined by Lady Jeune) had been in so far escaping air-raids.
A further confusion and anxiety for Mrs. Rossiter came from the German spy craze. She had attended one of Lady Towcester's afternoon parties "to lift our spirits." Lady Towcester supported at least six different charities and funds, and Mrs. Rossiter contributed generously to all of them. While touching the wood of the central tea table, she mentioned to Lady Victoria and Lady Helen Freebooter how lucky they were (since they lived within the area specified by Lady Jeune) to have mostly avoided air raids.
"But don't you know why?" said Lady Victoria.
"But don't you know why?" Lady Victoria asked.
Mrs. Rossiter didn't.
Mrs. Rossiter didn’t.
"Because in Manchester Square, in Cavendish—Grosvenor—Hanover Squares, in Portland Place—a few doors off your own house—in Harley Street and Wigmore Street: there are special friends of the Kaiser living. They may call themselves by English names, they may even be ex-cabinet-ministers; but they are working for the Kaiser, all the same. And he wouldn't be such a fool as to have them bombed, would he?"
"Because in Manchester Square, Cavendish—Grosvenor—Hanover Squares, Portland Place—a few doors down from your own house—in Harley Street and Wigmore Street: there are special friends of the Kaiser living. They might call themselves by English names, they might even be former cabinet ministers; but they're working for the Kaiser, no question about it. And he wouldn't be foolish enough to have them bombed, right?"
"Especially as it is well known that there is a wireless installation on a house in Portland Place which communicates with a similar installation in the Harz Mountains," added Lady Helen.
"Especially since it's well known that there is a wireless installation in a house on Portland Place that connects with a similar setup in the Harz Mountains," added Lady Helen.
This was a half-reassuring, half-terrifying statement. It was comfortable to know that you lived under the Kaiser's wing—Mrs. Rossiter hoped the aim of the aeronauts was accurate, and their knowledge of London topography good. At the same time it was alarming to feel that you might be involved in that final blow up of the villains which must bring such scoundreldom to a close. But if Lady Vera and Lady Helen knew all this for a fact, why not tell the Police? "What would be the good? They'd deny everything and we should only be sued for libel."
This was a mix of reassurance and fear. It felt comforting to know you were under the Kaiser's protection—Mrs. Rossiter hoped the pilots had good aim and knew their way around London. At the same time, it was scary to think that you might be caught up in the final showdown with the villains that would finally put an end to their treachery. But if Lady Vera and Lady Helen were sure about all this, why not inform the police? "What good would that do? They'd just deny it, and we’d end up getting sued for defamation."
However to form some conception of how English home life was undermined with plots, she was advised to go and see Mr. Dennis Eadie in The Man That Stayed at Home. She did, taking Mrs. Adams with her to the Dress Circle for a matinée. Both were very much impressed, and on their return expected the fireplaces to open all of a piece and reveal German spies with masked faces and pistols, standing in the chimney.
However, to get an idea of how English home life was being undermined by plots, she was advised to go see Mr. Dennis Eadie in The Man That Stayed at Home. She did, bringing Mrs. Adams with her to the Dress Circle for a matinée. Both were very impressed, and on their way back, they expected the fireplaces to suddenly swing open and reveal German spies with masks and guns, standing in the chimney.
At last these and other nightmares were dispelled by the arrival of Rossiter on leave of absence in the autumn of 1916. He had the rank of Colonel in the R.A.M.C., and wore the khaki uniform—Mrs. Rossiter proudly thought—of a General. He had shaved off his beard and trimmed his moustache and looked particularly soldierly. The butler who came with him though not precisely a soldier but a sort of N.C.O. in a medical corps, also looked quite martial, and had so much to say for himself that Mrs. Rossiter felt he could never become a butler again. But he did all the same, and a most efficient one though a little breezy in manner.
At last, these and other nightmares were dispelled by the arrival of Rossiter on leave in the autumn of 1916. He held the rank of Colonel in the R.A.M.C. and proudly wore the khaki uniform—Mrs. Rossiter thought it looked like that of a General. He had shaved off his beard, trimmed his mustache, and looked especially like a soldier. The butler who accompanied him, though not exactly a soldier but more like an N.C.O. in a medical corps, also looked quite military, and he had so much to say for himself that Mrs. Rossiter felt he could never go back to being just a butler. But he did, and he was a very efficient one, although a bit casual in manner.
Linda now entered on an aftermath of matrimonial happiness. Rossiter was to take quite a long leave so that he could pursue the most important researches in curative surgery—bone grafting and the like; not only in his own laboratory but at the College of Surgeons and the Zoological Gardens Prosectorium. With only occasional week-ends at home he had been away from London since September, 1914; had known great hardships, the life of the trenches and the bomb-proof shelter, stewed tea and bad tinned milk, rum and water, bully beef, plum and apple jam, good bread, it is true, but shocking margarine for butter. He had slept for weeks together on an old sofa more or less dressed, kept warm by his great-coat and two Army blankets of woven porcupine quills (seemingly) the ends of which tickled his nose and scratched his face. He had been very cold and sweatingly hot, furiously hungry with no meal to satisfy his healthy appetite, madly thirsty and no long drink attainable; unable to sleep for three nights at a time owing to the noise of the bombardment; surfeited with horrible smells; sickened with butchery; shocked at his own failures to retrieve life, yet encouraged by an isolated victory, here and there, over death and disablement. So the never-before-appreciated comfort of his Park Crescent home filled him with intense gratitude to Linda.
Linda now entered a period of marital happiness. Rossiter was going to take a long leave to focus on crucial research in curative surgery—like bone grafting—not just in his own lab but also at the College of Surgeons and the Zoological Gardens Prosectorium. He had been away from London since September 1914, spending only occasional weekends at home. He endured significant hardships: the life in the trenches, bomb-proof shelters, stewed tea, bad canned milk, rum and water, bully beef, plum and apple jam, decent bread, but terrible margarine instead of butter. For weeks, he had slept on an old sofa, mostly dressed, keeping warm with his great coat and two Army blankets that felt like they were made of porcupine quills, their ends tickling his nose and scratching his face. He had experienced extreme cold and stifling heat, intense hunger without a meal to satisfy his healthy appetite, desperate thirst with no long drink available, and sleepless nights due to bombardment noise. He dealt with awful smells, felt sick from the butchery, and was shocked by his failures to save lives, yet he found encouragement in rare victories over death and injuries. So, the comfort of his Park Crescent home, which he had never before appreciated, filled him with deep gratitude for Linda.
Had he known, he owed some of his acknowledgment to Mrs. Adams; who had worked both hard and tactfully in her undefined position of lady's-maid-housekeeper-companion. But naturally he didn't know, though he praised his wife warmly for her charity of soul in taking pity on the poor little woman and her two children. He could only give the slightest news about Bertie, but said he was a sort of jack-of-all-trades for the Y.M.C.A. As to Vivie—"that Miss Warren"—he answered his wife's questions neither with the glowering taciturnity nor suspicious loquacity of former times. "Miss Warren? Vivie? I fancy she's still at Brussels, but there is no chance of finding out. There is a story that her mother is dead. P'raps now they'll let her come away. She must be jolly well sick of Brussels by now. When I last heard of Adams he was still hoping to get into touch with her. I hope he won't take any risks. She's a clever woman and I dare say can take care of herself. I hope we shall all meet again when the War is over."
Had he known, he would have recognized that much of his acknowledgment was owed to Mrs. Adams, who had worked hard and skillfully in her vague role as lady's maid, housekeeper, and companion. But of course, he didn't know that, although he praised his wife warmly for her generosity in taking pity on the struggling woman and her two kids. He could only share a little news about Bertie, saying he was kind of a jack-of-all-trades for the Y.M.C.A. As for Vivie—"that Miss Warren"—he answered his wife's questions without the dark silence or overly chatty demeanor he used to have. "Miss Warren? Vivie? I think she's still in Brussels, but there's no way to find out. I heard her mother has passed away. Maybe now they'll let her leave. She must be really tired of Brussels by now. The last I heard from Adams, he was still trying to get in touch with her. I hope he doesn't take any chances. She's a smart woman and I'm sure she can take care of herself. I hope we all get to see each other again when the War is over."
He seemed very pleased to hear of the new Conciliation Bill, the general agreement all round on the Suffrage question and the enlargement of the electorate. He had always told Linda it was bound to come. "And after it has come, dearie, you mark my words: things will go on pretty much as before." But his real, intense, absorbing interest lay in the new experiments he was about to make in bone grafting and cartilage replacing, and the functions of the pituitary body and the interstitial glands. To carry these out adequately the Zoological Society had accumulated troops of monkeys and baboons. At a certain depôt in Camden Town dogs were kept for his purposes. And the vaults and upper floors of the Royal College of Surgeons were at Rossiter's disposal, with Professor Keith to co-operate. Never had his house in Portland Place—to be accurate the Park Crescent end thereof—seemed so conveniently situated, or its studio-laboratory so well designed. "Air-raids? Pooh! Just about one chance in a million we should be struck. Besides: can't think of that, when so much is at stake. That's a fine phrase, 'Menders of the Maimed.' Just what we want to be! No more artificial limbs if we can help you to grow your own new legs and arms—perhaps. At any rate, mend up those that are a hopeless mash. Grand work! Only bright thing in the War. Now dear, are you ready with that lymph?"
He seemed really happy to hear about the new Conciliation Bill, the overall agreement on the Suffrage issue, and the expansion of the electorate. He had always told Linda it was bound to happen. "And once it does, dearie, mark my words: things will pretty much continue as they were." But his real, intense, all-consuming interest was in the new experiments he was about to start in bone grafting and cartilage replacement, as well as the functions of the pituitary gland and interstitial glands. To carry these out properly, the Zoological Society had gathered a bunch of monkeys and baboons. At a certain depot in Camden Town, dogs were kept for his needs. The vaults and upper floors of the Royal College of Surgeons were at Rossiter's disposal, with Professor Keith collaborating. Never had his house in Portland Place—more specifically, the Park Crescent end—seemed so conveniently located, or its studio-laboratory so well designed. "Air raids? Nonsense! There's just about one chance in a million that we would get hit. Besides, I can't think about that when so much is at stake. That's a great phrase, 'Menders of the Maimed.' Exactly what we want to be! No more artificial limbs if we can help you grow your own new legs and arms—maybe. At any rate, let's fix up those that are completely wrecked. Great work! The only bright spot in the War. Now, dear, are you ready with that lymph?"
And she was. Never had Linda been so happy. She overcame her disgust at the sight of blood, at monkeys, dogs, and humans under anæsthetics, at yellow fat, gleaming sinew, and blood-stained bone. She was careful as a washer-up. The services of Mrs. Adams were enlisted, and she was more deft even than her mistress; and the butler, who was by this time a regular hospital dresser, greatly admired her pretty arms when they were bared to the elbow, and her flushed cheeks when she took a humble part in some tantalizing adjustment.
And she really was. Linda had never been so happy. She got over her disgust at the sight of blood, at monkeys, dogs, and people under anesthesia, at yellow fat, shiny sinew, and blood-stained bones. She was as careful as someone washing dishes. Mrs. Adams was brought in to help, and she was even more skilled than her boss; the butler, now a regular hospital assistant, admired her pretty arms when they were bared to the elbow and her flushed cheeks when she took on a simple yet tricky task.
"I'm some use to you after all," Linda would say when they retired from the studio for a rest and she made the tea. "Some use? I should think so!" said Rossiter (whether truly or not). And he reproached himself that twenty years ago he had not trained and developed her to help him in his work, to be a real companion in his studies.
"I'm actually useful to you after all," Linda would say when they left the studio for a break and she made the tea. "Useful? I should hope so!" said Rossiter (whether he meant it or not). And he regretted that twenty years ago he hadn't trained and encouraged her to assist him in his work, to be a genuine partner in his studies.
He was really fond of her through the winter of 1916. And so jovial and lover-like, so boyish in his fun, so like the typical Tommy home from the trenches. When he was overjoyed at the success of some uncovered and peeped-at experiment, he would sing, "When I get me civvies on again, an' it's Home Sweet Home once more"; and ask for the ideal cottage "with rowses round the door—And a nice warm bottle in me nice warm bed, An' a nice soft pillow for me nice soft 'ead..." Mrs. Rossiter began to think there was a good side to the War, after all. It made some men more conscious of their home comforts and less exigent for intellectuality in their home companions.
He was really fond of her throughout the winter of 1916. He was so cheerful and affectionate, so playful and lively, just like the typical soldier back from the front lines. When he was thrilled about the success of some discovered and observed experiment, he would sing, "When I get my civilian clothes on again, and it’s Home Sweet Home once more"; and he would ask for the perfect cottage "with roses around the door—And a nice warm drink in my nice warm bed, And a nice soft pillow for my nice soft head..." Mrs. Rossiter started to think there might be a silver lining to the War, after all. It made some men more aware of their home comforts and less demanding for intellectual conversations with their partners.
They went out very little into Society. Rossiter held that war-time parties were scandalous. He poohpoohed the idea that immodest dancing with frisky matrons or abandoned spinsters was necessary to restore the shell-shocked nerves of temporary captains, locally-ranked majors, or the recently-joined subaltern. He was far too busy for twaddly tea-fights and carping at hard-worked generals who were doing their best and a good best too. He and Linda did dine occasionally with Honoria, but the latter felt she could not let herself go about Vivie in the presence of Mrs. Rossiter and seemed a little cold in manner.
They didn’t go out much into social events. Rossiter believed that wartime parties were disgraceful. He dismissed the idea that suggestive dancing with lively married women or loose single ladies was needed to help the traumatized nerves of temporary captains, locally-ranked majors, or newly joined subalterns. He was way too busy for silly tea gatherings and criticizing hard-working generals who were doing their best, and doing a great job at that. He and Linda occasionally had dinner with Honoria, but Honoria felt she couldn’t be herself around Vivie in front of Mrs. Rossiter and seemed a bit cold.
Ordinarily, after working hard all day while the daylight lasted they much preferred an evening of complete solitude. Rossiter's new robustness of taste included love of a gramophone. Money being no consideration with them, they acquired a tip-top one with superlative records; not so much the baaing, bellowing and shrieking of fashionable singers, but orchestral performances, heart-melting duets between violin and piano (what human voice ever came up to a good violin or violoncello?), racy comic songs, inspiriting two steps, xylophone symphonies, and dreamy, sensuous waltzes. This gramophone Linda learnt to work; and while Michael read voraciously the works of Hunter, Hugh Owen Thomas, Stromeyer, Duchenne, Goodsir, Wolff, and Redfern on bones, muscles, ligaments, tendons, cartilage, periosteum and osteogenesis—or, more often, Keith's compact and lucid analysis of their experiments and conclusions—Linda let loose in the scented air of a log fire these varied melodies which attuned the mind to extraordinary perceptibility.
Typically, after working hard all day while there was still light, they really enjoyed an evening of complete solitude. Rossiter had developed a new appreciation for a gramophone. Since money wasn't an issue for them, they bought a top-notch one with amazing records; not just the bleating, shouting, and screaming of popular singers, but orchestral performances, heartwarming duets between violin and piano (what human voice could match a good violin or cello?), catchy comic songs, lively two-steps, xylophone symphonies, and dreamy, romantic waltzes. Linda learned how to operate this gramophone; while Michael eagerly read the works of Hunter, Hugh Owen Thomas, Stromeyer, Duchenne, Goodsir, Wolff, and Redfern on bones, muscles, ligaments, tendons, cartilage, periosteum, and osteogenesis—or more often, Keith's concise and clear analysis of their experiments and findings—Linda filled the air with these varied melodies above the fragrant log fire, which heightened the mind's sensitivity.
The little Adamses were allowed to steal in and listen, on condition they never uttered a word to break the spell of Colonel Rossiter's thoughts.
The little Adamses were allowed to sneak in and listen, as long as they never said a word to disrupt Colonel Rossiter's thoughts.
I think also Rossiter felt his wife had been unjustly snubbed by the great ladies and the off-hand, harum-scarum young war-workers; so he flatly declined to have any of them messing around his studio or initiated into his research work. It was intimated that the Rossiter Thursday afternoons of long ago would not be resumed until after the peace. Linda therefore derived much consolation and satisfaction for past injuries to her pride when Lady Vera—or Victoria—Freebooter called one day just before Christmas and said "Oh—er—mother's let our house till February and thinks we'd better—I mean the Marrybone Guild of war-workers—meet at your house instead"; and she, Linda, had the opportunity of replying: "Oh, I'm sorry, but It's quite impossible. The Professor—I mean, Colonel Rossiter—and I are so very busy ... we are seeing no one just now. Indeed we've enlisted all the servants to help the Colonel in his work, so I can't even offer you a cup of tea.... I must rush back at once.... You'll excuse me?"
I also think Rossiter felt that his wife had been unfairly ignored by the high-society ladies and the scattered young women working for the war, so he outright refused to let any of them come into his studio or get involved in his research. It was hinted that the Rossiter Thursday afternoons of the past wouldn’t start again until after the war was over. Linda found a lot of comfort and satisfaction for the past blows to her pride when Lady Vera—or Victoria—Freebooter dropped by one day just before Christmas and said, “Oh—um—my mother’s rented our house until February and thinks we should—I mean the Marylebone Guild of war-workers—meet at your house instead.” Linda then had the chance to respond, “Oh, I’m sorry, but it’s really impossible. The Professor—I mean, Colonel Rossiter—and I are so very busy... we’re not seeing anyone right now. In fact, we’ve got all the servants helping the Colonel with his work, so I can’t even offer you a cup of tea... I must hurry back right away... You’ll forgive me?”
"That Rossiter woman is quite off her head with grandeur," said Lady Vera to Lady Helen. "I expect Uncle Algy has let out that her husband is in the New Year's honours."
"That Rossiter woman is totally out of her mind with her sense of importance," Lady Vera said to Lady Helen. "I bet Uncle Algy has revealed that her husband is on the New Year's honors list."
And so he was. But Uncle Algy, though he might have babbled to his nieces, had not written a word to the Rossiters. So they just enjoyed Christmas—too much, they thought, more than any Christmas before—in the simple satisfaction of being Colonel and Mrs. Rossiter, all in all to each other, but rendered additionally happy by making those about them happy. The little Adamses staggered under their presents and had a Christmas Tree to which they were allowed to ask their two grannies—Mrs. Laidly from Fig Tree Court and Mrs. Adams from the Kilburn Laundry—and numerous little friends from Marylebone, who had been washed and curled and crimped and adjured not to disgrace their parents, or father—in the trenches—would be told "as sure as I stand here."
And so he was. But Uncle Algy, even though he might have chatted with his nieces, hadn't written a single word to the Rossiters. So they just enjoyed Christmas—too much, they thought, more than any Christmas before—finding simple joy in being Colonel and Mrs. Rossiter, fully devoted to each other, but even happier for the joy they brought to those around them. The little Adams kids struggled under the weight of their gifts and had a Christmas Tree where they could invite their two grandmothers—Mrs. Laidly from Fig Tree Court and Mrs. Adams from the Kilburn Laundry—and several little friends from Marylebone, who had been cleaned up, curled, and crimped while being reminded not to embarrass their parents, or their dad—in the trenches—would be told "as sure as I stand here."
(The little Adamses were also warned that if they ever again were heard calling Mrs. Rossiter "Gran'ma," they'd—but the threat was too awful to be uttered, especially as their mother at this time was always on the verge of tears, either at getting no news of Bert or at the unforgettable kindness of Bert's employer.)
(The little Adamses were also warned that if they ever called Mrs. Rossiter "Gran'ma" again, they'd—but the threat was too terrible to say out loud, especially since their mom was always on the verge of tears, either because they hadn’t heard from Bert or due to the unforgettable kindness of Bert's boss.)
Mrs. Rossiter, quite unaware that she was soon to be a Dame, gave Christmas entertainments at St. Dunstan's, at the Marylebone Workhouse, and to all the wounded soldiers in the parish. And on December 31, 1916, Michael received a note from the Prime Minister to say that His Majesty, in recognition of his exceptional services in curative surgery at the front, had been pleased to bestow on him a Knight Commandership of the Bath. "So that, Linda, you can call yourself Lady Rossiter, and you will have to get some new cards printed for both of us."
Mrs. Rossiter, completely unaware that she was about to become a Dame, hosted Christmas events at St. Dunstan's, at the Marylebone Workhouse, and for all the wounded soldiers in the parish. And on December 31, 1916, Michael got a note from the Prime Minister saying that His Majesty, in recognition of his outstanding contributions to surgical care at the front, was pleased to award him a Knight Commandership of the Bath. "So, Linda, you can call yourself Lady Rossiter, and we’ll need to get some new cards printed for both of us."
Linda didn't feel quite that ecstasy over her title that she had expected in her day-dreams. She was getting a little frightened at her happiness. Generations of Puritan forefathers and mothers had left some influence of Calvinism on her mentality. She was brought up to believe in a jealous God, whose Providence when you felt too happy on earth just landed you in some unexpected disaster to fit you for the Kingdom of Heaven—a Kingdom which all healthy human beings shrink from entering with the terror of the unknown and a certain homeliness of disposition which is humbly content with this cosy planet and a corporeal existence.
Linda didn’t feel the excitement about her title that she had expected in her daydreams. She was a bit scared of her happiness. Generations of Puritan ancestors had left some influence of Calvinism on her mindset. She was raised to believe in a jealous God, whose Providence would drop you into some unexpected disaster whenever you felt too happy on earth, preparing you for the Kingdom of Heaven—a Kingdom that all healthy people are hesitant to enter due to the fear of the unknown and a certain comfort in simply existing in this cozy world.
However it was very nice to leave cards of calling on Lady Towcester—even though she was out of town on account of air-raids—and on others, inscribed: "Lady Rossiter, Colonel Sir Michael Rossiter, Sir Michael and Lady Rossiter;" and to see printed foolscap envelopes for Michael arrive from the War Office and lie on the hall table, addressed: Colonel Sir Michael Rossiter K.C.B. etc., etc., etc., etc.
However, it was really nice to drop off calling cards for Lady Towcester—even though she was out of town because of air raids—and for others, including: "Lady Rossiter, Colonel Sir Michael Rossiter, Sir Michael and Lady Rossiter;" and to see printed foolscap envelopes for Michael come in from the War Office and sit on the hall table, addressed: Colonel Sir Michael Rossiter K.C.B. etc., etc., etc., etc.
And later on, in January or February, for some very good reason, Sir Michael and Lady Rossiter were received in audience by the King and Queen at Buckingham Palace. The King had already watched Sir Michael at work in his laboratory just behind the French front; so they two, as Linda timidly glanced at them, had no lack of subjects for conversation. But the Queen! Linda had thought she could never have talked to a Queen without swooning, and indeed had arrived primed with much sal volatile. Yet there, as in some realistic dream, she was led on to talk about her war charities and Sir Michael's experiments without trembling, and found herself able to listen with intelligence to the Queen's practical suggestions about war work and the application of relief funds in crowded districts. "We actually compared notes!" said a flushed and triumphant Linda to her Michael, as they drove away through the blue twilight of St. James's Park.
And later on, in January or February, for some really good reason, Sir Michael and Lady Rossiter were granted an audience with the King and Queen at Buckingham Palace. The King had already seen Sir Michael at work in his lab just behind the French front; so they both, while Linda shyly glanced at them, had plenty to talk about. But the Queen! Linda had thought she could *never* talk to a Queen without fainting, and had even come prepared with some sal volatile. Yet there, almost like in a vivid dream, she found herself chatting about her war charities and Sir Michael's experiments without shaking, and she realized she could listen thoughtfully to the Queen's practical advice on war efforts and the use of relief funds in crowded areas. "*We actually compared notes!*" said a flushed and triumphant Linda to her Michael as they drove away through the blue twilight of St. James's Park.
And so far from being puffed up by this, people said they had always thought Lady Rossiter was kind, but they really before had never imagined there was so much in her. She was even allowed to preside as Vice President, in the absence of Lady Towcester; and got through it quite creditably—kind hearts being more than coronets—and made a little speech to which cook and Nance Adams called out "Hear, Hear!" and roused quite a hearty response.
And instead of being arrogant about it, people said they had always thought Lady Rossiter was nice, but they never realized just how much there was to her. She was even allowed to take charge as Vice President when Lady Towcester was away, and she handled it quite well—kind hearts being better than titles—and gave a little speech that made the cook and Nance Adams shout "Hear, Hear!" and everyone responded enthusiastically.
Of course it was an awful wrench when Michael had to return to France. But he would be back in the autumn, and meantime she must remember she was a soldier's wife. So the summer was got through with cheerfulness, especially as she was now treated with much more regard in the different committees whereof she was Vice President. On these committees she met Honoria Armstrong, and the longing to renew the old friendship and talk about Michael's superlative qualities to one who had long known them, took her over to Kensington Square, impulsively. Honoria perceived the need instinctively. The coldness engendered by Linda's silly Anti-suffragism disappeared. They both talked by the hour together of their respective husbands and their outstanding virtues and charming weaknesses. The Armstrong children took to calling her Aunt Linda—Michael and Petworth, after all, were brothers-in-arms and friends from youth. Lady Rossiter was delighted, and lavished presents on them, till Honoria reminded her it was war-time and extravagance in all things was reprehensible, even in British-made toys.
Of course, it was really hard when Michael had to go back to France. But he would be back in the fall, and in the meantime, she had to remember she was a soldier's wife. So, she got through the summer with a positive attitude, especially since she was now treated with much more respect in the different committees where she was Vice President. On these committees, she met Honoria Armstrong, and her desire to rekindle their old friendship and talk about Michael's amazing qualities led her to Kensington Square on a whim. Honoria picked up on this need immediately. The tension caused by Linda's silly Anti-suffragism faded away. They spent hours talking about their husbands and their remarkable strengths and endearing flaws. The Armstrong kids started calling her Aunt Linda—after all, Michael and Petworth were brothers-in-arms and friends since childhood. Lady Rossiter was thrilled and showered them with gifts until Honoria reminded her it was wartime and that being extravagant in any way, even with British-made toys, was unacceptable.
They discussed the Vote, soon to be theirs, and how it should be exercised. From that—by some instinct—Honoria passed on to a talk about Vivien Warren ... a selective talk. She said nothing about David Williams, but enlarged on Vivie's absolute "straightness," especially towards other women; her business capacities, her restoration of her mother to the ranks of the respectable; till at last it seemed as though the burning down of racing stables was a meritorious act ... "ridding England of an evil that good might come." And there was poor Vivie, locked up in Brussels, if indeed she were still living.
They talked about the Vote, which would soon be theirs, and how they should use it. From that—almost by instinct—Honoria shifted to a conversation about Vivien Warren ... a selective discussion. She didn’t mention David Williams but went on about Vivie's total "straightness," especially towards other women; her business skills, her efforts to bring her mother back into respectable society; until it almost sounded like setting fire to racing stables was a good deed ... "getting rid of an evil so that good could come." And there was poor Vivie, locked away in Brussels, if she was even still alive.
Linda felt shocked at her own treachery to the Woman's Cause in having betrayed that poor, well-meaning Miss Warren to the police. Never could she confess this to Lady Armstrong (Sir Petworth had just been knighted for a great success in battle), tell her about the fragment of letter she had forwarded anonymously to Scotland Yard. Perhaps she might some day tell Michael, when he returned. In any case she would say at the next opportunity that as soon as Miss Warren reappeared in England, he might ask her to the house as often as he liked—even to stay with them if she were in want of a home.
Linda was shocked by her own betrayal of the Woman's Cause in turning that poor, well-meaning Miss Warren over to the police. She could never confess this to Lady Armstrong (Sir Petworth had just been knighted for his great success in battle) or mention the piece of letter she had sent anonymously to Scotland Yard. Maybe one day she would tell Michael when he came back. In any case, she would say at the next opportunity that as soon as Miss Warren returned to England, he could invite her to the house as often as he wanted—even to stay with them if she needed a place to live.
She said as much to Michael when he came back in September, 1917, to make some further investigations into bone grafting. He seemed genuinely pleased at her broad-mindedness, and said it would indeed be delightful when the War was over—and it surely must be over soon—now Mr. Lloyd George and Clemenceau and President Wilson had taken it in hand—it would indeed be delightful to form a circle of close friends who had all been interested in the Woman's Movement. As to Vivie ... if she were not dead ... he should advise her to go in for Parliament.
She mentioned this to Michael when he returned in September 1917 to do more research on bone grafting. He appeared genuinely pleased with her open-mindedness and said it would be wonderful when the War was over—and it definitely must end soon now that Mr. Lloyd George, Clemenceau, and President Wilson were involved. It would truly be lovely to create a circle of close friends who had all been part of the Women’s Movement. As for Vivie ... if she weren’t dead ... he would suggest she pursue a position in Parliament.
He had had no news of her since ever so long; what was worse, he had now very great misgivings about Bertie Adams. During the autumn of 1916 he had disappeared in the direction of La Bassée. There were stories of his having joined some American Relief Expedition at Lille—a most dangerous thing to do; insensate, if it were not a mad attempt to get through to Brussels in disguise to rescue Miss Warren. No one in the Y.M.C.A. believed for a moment that he had done anything dishonourable. Most likely he had been killed—as so many Y.M.C.A. people were just then, assisting to bring in the wounded or going up to the trenches with supplies. Mrs. Adams had better be prepared, cautiously, for a bereavement. Rossiter himself was very sad about it. He had missed Bertie's services much these last three years. He had never known a better worker—turn his hand to anything—Such a good indexer, for example.
He hadn’t heard from her in a long time; what was even worse, he now had serious concerns about Bertie Adams. During the fall of 1916, he had gone missing towards La Bassée. There were rumors that he had joined some American Relief Expedition in Lille—a really dangerous thing to do; reckless, unless it was a crazy attempt to sneak into Brussels to save Miss Warren. No one in the Y.M.C.A. believed for a second that he had done anything dishonorable. Most likely, he had been killed—as so many Y.M.C.A. members were at that time, helping to bring in the wounded or delivering supplies to the trenches. Mrs. Adams should probably prepare herself, gently, for a loss. Rossiter himself felt very sad about it. He had really missed Bertie's work over the past three years. He had never known a better worker—able to tackle anything—such a great indexer, for example.
Linda wondered whether she could do any indexing? Three years ago Michael would have replied: "You? Nonsense, my dear. You'd only make a muddle of it. Much better stick to your housekeeping" (which as a matter of fact was done in those days by cook, butler and parlour-maid). But now he said, thoughtfully:
Linda wondered if she could do any indexing? Three years ago, Michael would have replied: "You? Nonsense, my dear. You'd only make a mess of it. Much better to stick to your housekeeping" (which, by the way, was actually handled by the cook, butler, and parlour-maid back then). But now he said, thoughtfully:
"Well—I don't know—perhaps you might. There's no reason you shouldn't try."
"Well—I don’t know—maybe you could. There’s no reason you shouldn’t give it a shot."
And Linda began trying.
And Linda started trying.
But she also worked regularly in the laboratory now, calling it at his suggestion the lab, and stumbling no more over the word. She wore a neat overall with tight sleeves and her hair plainly dressed under a little white, pleated cap. She never now caught anything with her sleeve and switched it off the table; she never let anything drop, and was a most judicious duster and wiper-up.
But she also worked regularly in the lab now, using the term at his suggestion and no longer stumbling over it. She wore a tidy overall with fitted sleeves and had her hair simply styled under a small white, pleated cap. She didn’t catch anything with her sleeve and knock it off the table; she never let anything drop and was very careful when dusting and wiping up.
Rossiter in this autumn of 1917 was extremely interested in certain crucial experiments he was making with spiculum in sponge-cells; with scleroblasts, "mason-cells," osteoblasts, and "consciousness" in bone-cells. Most of the glass jars in which these experiments were going on (those of the sponges in sea-water) required daylight for their progress. There was no place for their storage more suitable than that portion of his studio-laboratory which was above ground; and the situation of his house in regard to air attacks, bombs, shrapnel seemed to him far more favourable than the upper rooms at the College of Surgeons. That great building was often endangered because of its proximity to the Strand and Fleet Street; and the Strand and Fleet Street, being regarded by the Germans as arteries of Empire, were frequently attacked by German air-craft.
Rossiter, in the fall of 1917, was very focused on some critical experiments he was conducting with spiculum in sponge cells; with scleroblasts, "mason-cells," osteoblasts, and "consciousness" in bone cells. Most of the glass jars used for these experiments (those with sponges in seawater) needed daylight to thrive. The best place to keep them was in the area of his studio-laboratory that was above ground; he believed his house was much safer from air attacks, bombs, and shrapnel compared to the upper floors at the College of Surgeons. That large building was often at risk due to its close proximity to the Strand and Fleet Street; since the Germans saw the Strand and Fleet Street as vital routes for the Empire, they frequently targeted them with air raids.
But in Rossiter's studio there was an under-ground annex as continuation of the house cellars; and the household was instructed that if, in Rossiter's absence, official warnings of an air-raid were given, certain jars were to be lifted carefully off the shelves and brought either into the library or taken down below in case, through shrapnel or through the vibration of neighbouring explosions, the glass of the studio roof was broken.
But in Rossiter's studio, there was an underground annex that continued from the house's cellars. The household was instructed that if, during Rossiter's absence, official air raid warnings were issued, certain jars were to be lifted carefully off the shelves and either brought into the library or taken downstairs in case the glass of the studio roof broke from shrapnel or the vibrations of nearby explosions.
One day in October, 1917, the German air fleet made a determined attack on London. It was intended this time to belie the stories of the heart of the Western district being exempted from punishment because Lady So-and-so lived there and had lent her house in East Anglia to the Empress and her children in 1912, or because Sir Somebody-else was really an arch spy of the Germans and had to go on residing in London. So the aeroplanes this time began distributing their explosives very carefully over the residential area between Regent's Park and Pall Mall, the Tottenham Court Road and Selfridge's.
One day in October 1917, the German air fleet launched a determined attack on London. This time, it aimed to prove wrong the rumors that the heart of the Western district was safe from punishment because Lady So-and-so lived there and had offered her house in East Anglia to the Empress and her children in 1912, or because Sir Somebody-else was actually a key German spy who had to continue living in London. So the airplanes began dropping their explosives very carefully over the residential area between Regent's Park and Pall Mall, and from Tottenham Court Road to Selfridge's.
Lady Rossiter in her overall was disturbed at her indexing by the clamour of an approaching daylight raid; by the maroons, the clanging of bells, the hooters, the gunfire; and finally by the not very distant sounds of exploding bombs. She called and rang for the servants, and then rushed from the library into the studio to commence removing the more important of the jars to a place of greater safety. She had seized two of them, one under each arm, and was making for the library door, when there came the most awful crash she had ever heard, and resounding bangs which seemed to echo indefinitely in her ears....
Lady Rossiter, dressed in her overalls, was unsettled by the noise of an impending daylight raid—the maroons, the ringing bells, the sirens, the gunfire; and lastly, the nearby sounds of bombs exploding. She called out and rang for the servants, then rushed from the library into the studio to start moving the more important jars to a safer spot. She grabbed two of them, one under each arm, and was heading for the library door when she heard the most terrifying crash she had ever experienced, followed by booming sounds that seemed to echo endlessly in her ears...
Rossiter was working in the Prosectorium at the Zoo when the daylight air-raid began. It seemed to be coming across the middle of London; so, hastily doffing his overall, he left the Gardens and walked rapidly towards Portland Place. He had hardly got past the fountain presented by Sir Jamsetjee Jeejeebhoy in wasted benevolence, than he heard the deafening report of the bomb which had wrecked his studio, reduced it to a tangle of iron girders and stanchions, strewn its floor with brick rubble and thick dust, and left his wife a human wreck, lying unconscious with a broken spine, surrounded by splinters of glass, broken jars, porcelain trays, and nasty-looking fragments of sponge and vertebrate anatomy. With an almost paralyzing premonition of disaster he ran as quickly as possible towards Park Crescent. The Marylebone Road was strewn with glass, and a policeman—every one else had taken shelter—was ringing and knocking at his front door to ascertain the damage and possible loss of life. Michael let both of them in with his latch-key. In the hall the butler was lying prone, stunned by a small statue which had been flung at him by the capricious violence of the explosion. All the mirrors were shivered and most of the pictures were down. At the entrance to the library cook was standing, all of a tremble. The two little Adamses rushed up to him: "Oh Sir Michael! Mummie is dead and Gran'ma is awfully hurted."
Rossiter was working in the Prosectorium at the Zoo when the air raid in broad daylight started. It seemed to be coming across the center of London, so he quickly took off his overalls, left the Gardens, and hurried towards Portland Place. He had barely gotten past the fountain given by Sir Jamsetjee Jeejeebhoy out of misplaced kindness when he heard the loud explosion of the bomb that had destroyed his studio, leaving it a mess of twisted iron beams and supports, covering the floor with bricks and thick dust, and leaving his wife in a terrible state, unconscious with a broken spine, surrounded by pieces of glass, shattered jars, porcelain trays, and gruesome bits of sponge and animal anatomy. With a crushing sense of impending doom, he raced as fast as he could towards Park Crescent. The Marylebone Road was littered with glass, and a policeman—since everyone else had sought shelter—was ringing and knocking at his door to check on the damage and any potential casualties. Michael let both of them in with his latch-key. In the hall, the butler was lying on the floor, dazed from being hit by a small statue that had been thrown at him by the explosive blast. All the mirrors were shattered, and most of the pictures had fallen. At the entrance to the library, the cook was standing there, trembling. The two little Adamses ran up to him: "Oh Sir Michael! Mummie is dead and Gran'ma is really hurt."
But Mummie—Mrs. Adams—was not dead; neither was the expensive parlour-maid. Both had fainted or been stunned by the explosion on their way to help their mistress. Both lay inanimate on the library floor. The library glass door was shivered to dangerous jagged splinters, but the iron framework—"Curse it"—remained a tangled, maddening obstacle to his further progress. He could see through the splinters of thick glass something that looked like Linda, lying on her back—and—something that looked like blood. The policeman who followed him was strong and adroit. Together they detached the glass splinters and wrenched open the framework, with space enough, at any rate, to pass through without the rending of clothes into the studio.
But Mummy—Mrs. Adams—wasn't dead; neither was the expensive parlour maid. Both had fainted or been knocked out by the explosion on their way to help their mistress. They lay motionless on the library floor. The glass door to the library was shattered into dangerous, jagged splinters, but the iron framework—"Damn it"—remained a frustrating, tangled barrier to his way forward. He could see through the splinters of thick glass what looked like Linda, lying on her back—and—what looked like blood. The policeman who was following him was strong and skilled. Together they removed the glass splinters and pried open the framework, creating just enough space to get through into the studio without tearing their clothes.
Linda Rossiter was regaining consciousness for just a few more minutes of sentient life. She was aware there had been a dreadful accident to some one; perhaps to herself. But she fully believed she had first of all saved the precious jars. No doubt they had put her to bed, and as there was something warm (her blood, poor thing) round her body, they must have packed her with hot water bottles. Some idea of Michael's no doubt. How kind he was!
Linda Rossiter was coming to for just a few more minutes of awareness. She realized there had been a terrible accident involving someone; maybe it was her. But she truly believed that her first priority had been saving the precious jars. They must have put her to bed, and since there was something warm (her blood, poor thing) around her body, they must have filled her with hot water bottles. That was likely Michael's idea. How thoughtful he was!
She would soon get right, with him to look after her. She opened her eyes to meet his, as he bent over her, and said with the ghost of an arch smile: "I—have been—of some use—to you, haven't—I? ... (then the voice faltered and trailed away) ... I ... saved—your—specimens—"
She would be okay soon, with him taking care of her. She opened her eyes to meet his as he leaned over her and said with a hint of a playful smile, "I—have been—some help—to you, haven't I? ... (then her voice faltered and faded) ... I ... saved—your—specimens—"
CHAPTER XIX
BERTIE ADAMS
One day, early in April, 1917, Vivie was standing in a corridor of the Hôpital de St. Pierre talking to Minna von Stachelberg. She had just come from the railway station, where in common with the few British and Americans who remained in Brussels she had been to take a respectful and grateful farewell of the American Minister and his wife, who were leaving Belgium for Holland, prior to the American declaration of war. American diplomacy had done little for her or her mother, but it had been the shield, the salvation, the only hope of Belgium. Moreover, the break-off of diplomatic relations initiated the certain hope of a happier future. American intervention in the war must lead to Peace and Freedom. Germany must now be beaten and Belgium set free.
One day, early in April 1917, Vivie was standing in a corridor of the Hôpital de St. Pierre talking to Minna von Stachelberg. She had just come from the train station, where, like the few British and Americans still in Brussels, she had gone to say a respectful and grateful goodbye to the American Minister and his wife, who were leaving Belgium for Holland before the American declaration of war. American diplomacy hadn’t done much for her or her mother, but it had been the shield, the salvation, the only hope for Belgium. Moreover, the end of diplomatic relations sparked the strong hope for a better future. American intervention in the war must lead to peace and freedom. Germany must be defeated and Belgium set free.
So she had contributed her mite to the fund which purchased spring flowers—hothouse-grown, for this April was a villainous prolongation of winter—with which to strew the approach to the station and fill the reserve compartment of the train.
So she had added her small contribution to the fund that bought spring flowers—grown in a greenhouse, since this April was a nasty extension of winter—to decorate the path to the station and fill the extra compartment of the train.
As Vivie was nearing the end of her description—and Minna was hoping it was the end, as she wanted to get back to her patients—two German policemen marched up to Vivie, clicked their heels, saluted, and said in German, "Mademoiselle Varennes, nicht wahr? Be good enough to accompany us to the Kommandantur."
As Vivie was wrapping up her description—and Minna was hoping it was the end, since she wanted to return to her patients—two German policemen approached Vivie, clicked their heels, saluted, and said in German, "Mademoiselle Varennes, right? Please accompany us to the Kommandantur."
At this dread summons, Vivie turned pale, and Minna dismayed began to ask questions. The Polizei answered that they had none to give.... Might she accompany her friend? She might not. Then followed a ride in a military motor, with the two silent policemen.
At this alarming call, Vivie turned pale, and Minna, feeling anxious, started to ask questions. The police said they had no answers to give.... Could she go with her friend? She could not. Then they took a ride in a military vehicle, accompanied by the two quiet policemen.
They arrived outside the Kommandantur.... More clanking, clicking, and gruff conversation in German. She got out, in response to a tight pressure on her arm, a grip in fact, and accompanied her grim guide through halls and corridors, and at last entered a severely furnished office, a kind of magistrate's court, and was confronted with—Bertie Adams! A whiskered, bearded, moustached, shabbily dressed (in a quasi-military uniform) Bertie Adams: lean, and hollow-eyed, but with the love-light in his eyes. He turned on her such a look of dog-like fealty, of happy recognition that although, by instinct and for his safety, she was about to deny all knowledge of him, she could not force her eyes or tongue to tell the lie.
They arrived outside the Kommandantur.... More clanking, clicking, and gruff conversation in German. She got out in response to a tight grip on her arm and followed her grim guide through halls and corridors. Finally, they entered a starkly furnished office, like a magistrate's court, and came face to face with—Bertie Adams! A whiskered, bearded, mustached, and shabbily dressed (in a quasi-military uniform) Bertie Adams: lean and hollow-eyed, but with a spark of love in his eyes. He looked at her with such dog-like loyalty and happy recognition that, despite her instinct to deny knowing him for his safety, she couldn't bring herself to lie.
"Oh miss, oh my dear Miss Warren! How I have hungered and thirsted for a sight of you all these months and years! To see you once more is worth all and more I've gone through to get here. They may shoot me now, if they've got the heart—Not that I've done anything to deserve it—I've simply had one object in view: To come here and help you."
"Oh miss, oh my dear Miss Warren! How I have longed to see you all these months and years! Seeing you again is worth everything I've gone through to get here. They can shoot me now, if they have the heart—Not that I've done anything to deserve it—I've just had one goal in mind: To come here and help you."
He looked around as if instinctively to claim the sympathy of the policemen. To say he met with none would be to make them out more inhuman than they were. But as all this speech was in English they understood but little of what he had said. They guessed he loved the woman to whom he spake, but he may have been pleading with her not to give him away, to palliate his acts of espionage.
He looked around almost instinctively to get the sympathy of the policemen. Saying he got none would make them seem more inhuman than they were. However, since all this talk was in English, they understood only a little of what he had said. They guessed he loved the woman he was talking to, but he might have been begging her not to betray him, to justify his acts of spying.
Vivie replied:
Vivie responded:
"Dear Bertie! You can't be gladder to see me than I am you. I greet you with all my heart. But you must be aware that in coming here like this you—" her words stuck in her throat—she knew not what to say lest she might incriminate him farther—
"Dear Bertie! You can't be happier to see me than I am to see you. I greet you with all my heart. But you have to realize that by coming here like this you—" her words caught in her throat—she didn't know what to say for fear of making things worse for him—
A police officer broke in on her embarrassment and said in German: "Es ist genug—You recognize him, Madame? He was arrested this morning at the Hotel Impérial, enquiring for you. Meantime, you also are under arrest. Please follow that officer."
A police officer interrupted her embarrassment and said in German: "Es ist genug—Do you recognize him, Madame? He was arrested this morning at the Hotel Impérial, asking for you. In the meantime, you are also under arrest. Please follow that officer."
"May I communicate with my friends?" said Vivie, with a dry tongue in a dry mouth.
"Can I talk to my friends?" Vivie asked, her tongue feeling dry in her mouth.
"Who are your friends?"
"Who are your buddies?"
"Gräfin von Stachelberg, at the Hôpital de St. Pierre; le Pasteur Walcker, Rue Haute, 33—"
"Countess von Stachelberg, at the Hôpital de St. Pierre; Pastor Walcker, Rue Haute, 33—"
"I will let them know that you are arrested on a charge of high treason—in league with an English spy," he hissed.
"I'll let them know you're arrested for high treason—colluding with an English spy," he hissed.
Then Vivie was pushed out of the room and Bertie was seized by two policemen—
Then Vivie was pushed out of the room, and Bertie was grabbed by two police officers—
They did not meet again for three days. It was a Saturday, and a police agent came into the improvised cell where Vivie was confined—who had never taken off her clothes since her arrest and had passed three days of such mental distress as she had never known, unable to sleep on the bug-infested pallet, unable to eat a morsel of the filthy food—and invited her to follow him. "By the grace of the military governor of the prison of Saint-Gilles"—he said this in French as she understood German imperfectly—"you are permitted to proceed there to take farewell of your English friend, the prisoner A-dams, who has been condemned to death."
They didn’t see each other again for three days. It was a Saturday when a police officer entered the makeshift cell where Vivie was held—she hadn’t changed clothes since her arrest and had spent three days in a level of mental distress she had never experienced before, unable to sleep on the bug-infested cot and unable to eat any of the disgusting food. He invited her to follow him. “By the order of the military governor of the prison of Saint-Gilles”—he said this in French since she only understood German poorly—“you are allowed to go there to say goodbye to your English friend, the prisoner A-dams, who has been sentenced to death.”
Bertie had been tried by court-martial in the Senate, on the Friday. He followed all the proceedings in a dazed condition. Everything was carried on in German, but the parts that most concerned him were grotesquely translated by a ferocious-looking interpreter, who likewise turned Bertie's stupid, involved, self-condemnatory answers into German—no doubt very incorrectly. Bertie however protested, over and over again, that Miss Warren knew nothing of his projects, and that his only object in posing as an American and travelling with false passports was to rescue Miss Warren from Brussels and enable her to pass into Holland, "or get out of the country some 'ow." As to the Emperor, and taking his life—"why lor' bless you, I don't want to take any one's life. I 'ate war, more than ever after all I've seen of it. Upon my honour, gentlemen, all I want is Miss Warren." Here one member of the court made a facetious remark in German to a colleague who sniggered, while, with his insolent light blue eyes, he surveyed Bertie's honest, earnest face, thin and hollowed with privations and fatigue....
Bertie had been tried by court-martial in the Senate on Friday. He was following all the proceedings in a dazed state. Everything was conducted in German, but the parts that mattered most to him were grotesquely translated by a fierce-looking interpreter, who also twisted Bertie's confused, self-incriminating answers into German—likely very inaccurately. Bertie, however, insisted repeatedly that Miss Warren knew nothing about his plans, and that his only reason for pretending to be American and traveling with fake passports was to rescue Miss Warren from Brussels and help her get into Holland, "or get out of the country some 'ow." Regarding the Emperor and taking his life—"why bless you, I don't want to take anyone's life. I hate war, more than ever after all I've seen of it. Upon my honor, gentlemen, all I want is Miss Warren." At this point, one member of the court made a joking remark in German to a colleague who snickered, while, with his smug light blue eyes, he looked over Bertie's sincere, earnest face, thin and worn from hardships and exhaustion....
He was perfunctorily defended by a languid Belgian barrister, tired of the invidious rôle of mechanical pleading for the lives of prisoners, especially where, as in this case, they were foredoomed, and eloquence was waste of breath, and even got you disliked by the impatient ogres, thirsty for the blood of an English man or woman.... "Du reste," he said to a colleague, "agissait-il d'un Belge, mon cher, tu sais que l'on se sentirait forcé à risquer le déplaisir de ces ogres: tandis que, pour un pauvre bougre d'Anglais...? Et qu'ont-ils fait pour nous, les Anglais? Nous avons tâché de leur boucher le trou à Liège—et—il—nous—ont—abandonné. Enfin—allons boire un coup—"
He was barely defended by a tired Belgian lawyer, who was fed up with the thankless job of mechanically pleading for the lives of prisoners, especially since, in this case, they were doomed from the start, and eloquence was just a waste of breath, even making you unpopular with the impatient monsters who were eager for the blood of an English man or woman. "Besides," he said to a colleague, "if it were a Belgian, my dear, you know we would feel compelled to risk the displeasure of those monsters. But for a poor English bloke...? And what have the English done for us? We tried to fill the hole in Liège—and—they—abandoned—us. Anyway—let's go have a drink—"
Verdict: as translated by the ferocious interpreter:—
Verdict: as interpreted by the fierce translator:—
"Ze Court faind you Geeltee. You are condemned to Dess, and you will be shot on Monday."
"Ze Court finds you guilty. You are sentenced to death, and you will be shot on Monday."
In the prison of Saint-Gilles—as I believe elsewhere in Belgium—though there might be a military governor in control who was a German, the general direction remained in the hands of the Belgian staff which was there when the German occupation began. These Belgian directors and their subordinates were as kind and humane to the prisoners under their charge as the Germans were the reverse. Everything was done at Saint-Gilles to alleviate the mental agony of the condemned-to-death. The German courts tried to prolong and enhance the agony as much as possible, by sentencing the prisoners three days, six days, a week before the time of execution (though for fear of a reprieve this sentence was not immediately published) and letting them know that they had just so many days or hours to live: consequently most of them wasted away in prison with mind-agony, inability to sleep or eat; and even opiates or soporifics administered surreptitiously by the Belgian prison doctors were but slight alleviations.
In the Saint-Gilles prison—similar to other places in Belgium—although a German military governor was in charge, the overall management stayed with the Belgian staff who had been there since the German occupation started. These Belgian leaders and their team were as compassionate and humane to the prisoners as the Germans were harsh. Everything possible was done at Saint-Gilles to ease the mental suffering of those condemned to death. The German courts tried to prolong and intensify this suffering by sentencing prisoners three days, six days, or even a week before their execution (though, out of fear of a reprieve, this sentence was not announced right away) and letting them know exactly how much time they had left. As a result, most of them slowly deteriorated in prison from mental anguish, unable to sleep or eat; even the painkillers or sedatives secretly given by the Belgian prison doctors offered only minimal relief.
Bertie when first placed in his cell at Saint-Gilles asked for pen, ink, and paper. They were supplied to him. He was allowed to keep on the electric light all night, and he distracted his mind—with some dreadful intervals of horror at his fate—by trying to set forth on paper for Vivie to read an explanation and an account of his adventures. He intended to wind up with an appeal for his wife and children.
Bertie, when he was first put in his cell at Saint-Gilles, asked for a pen, ink, and paper. They were given to him. He was allowed to keep the electric light on all night, and he tried to distract himself—with some terrible moments of panic about his fate—by writing down for Vivie to read an explanation and a recounting of his adventures. He planned to finish with a request for his wife and kids.
Vivie never quite knew how Bertie had managed to cross the War zone from France into Belgium, and reach Brussels without being arrested. When they met in prison they had so little time to discuss such details, in face of the one awful fact that he was there, and was in all probability going to die in two days. But from this incomplete, tear-stained scribble that he left behind and from the answers he gave to her few questions, she gathered that the story of his quest was something like this:—
Vivie never really understood how Bertie had gotten through the war zone from France to Belgium and made it to Brussels without getting caught. When they met in prison, they had hardly any time to talk about those specifics, especially with the horrifying reality that he was there and likely going to die in two days. But from the messy, tear-stained note he left behind and the few answers he gave to her questions, she pieced together that his quest went something like this:—
He had planned an attempt to reach her in Brussels or wherever she might be, from the autumn of 1914 onwards. The most practicable way of doing so seemed to be to pass as an American engaged in Belgian relief work, in the distribution of food. Direct attempts to be enrolled for such work proved fruitless, only caused suspicion; so he lay low. In course of time he made the acquaintance of one of those American agents of Mr. Hoover—a tousle-haired, hatless, happy-go-lucky, lawless individual, who made mock of laws, rules, precedents, and regulations. He concealed under a dry, taciturn, unemotional manner an intense hatred of the Germans. But he was either himself of enormous wealth or he had access to unlimited national funds. He spent money like water to carry out his relief work and was lavishly generous to German soldiers or civilians if thereby he might save time and set aside impediments. He took a strong liking to Bertie, though he showed it little outwardly. The latter probably in his naïveté and directness unveiled his full purpose to this gum-chewing, grey-eyed American. When the news of Mrs. Warren's death had reached Bertie through a circuitous course—Praed-Honoria-Rossiter—he had modified his scheme and at the same time had become still more ardent about carrying it into execution. In fact he felt that Mrs. Warren's death was opportune, as with her still living and impossible to include in a flight, Vivie would probably have refused to come away.
He had been planning to try to reach her in Brussels or wherever she might be since the autumn of 1914. The most practical way to do this seemed to be to pretend to be an American involved in Belgian relief work, specifically in distributing food. Direct attempts to sign up for such work were ineffective and only raised suspicion, so he kept a low profile. Eventually, he met one of those American agents of Mr. Hoover—a messy-haired, hatless, carefree, rule-breaking individual who scoffed at laws, rules, precedents, and regulations. Beneath his dry, reserved, unemotional exterior, he harbored a strong hatred for the Germans. However, he was either extremely wealthy or had access to unlimited national funds. He spent money freely to carry out his relief work and was remarkably generous to German soldiers or civilians if it meant saving time and removing obstacles. He took a strong liking to Bertie, though he didn’t show it much. Bertie, in his naïveté and straightforwardness, probably revealed his true intent to this gum-chewing, grey-eyed American. When the news of Mrs. Warren's death reached Bertie through a roundabout way—Praed-Honoria-Rossiter—he altered his plan and simultaneously became even more determined to follow through with it. In fact, he felt that Mrs. Warren's death was timely; with her still alive, and impossible to factor into an escape, Vivie would likely have refused to leave.
Therefore in the summer of 1916, he asked his American friend to obtain two American passports, one for himself and one for "his wife, Mrs. Violet Adams." Mr. Praed had sent him a credit for Five hundred pounds in case he could get it conveyed to Vivie. Bertie turned the credit into American bank notes. This money would help him to reach Brussels and once there, if Vivie would consent to pass as his wife, he might convey her out of Belgium into Holland, as two Americans working under the Relief Committee.
So, in the summer of 1916, he asked his American friend to get two American passports, one for him and one for "his wife, Mrs. Violet Adams." Mr. Praed had sent him a credit for five hundred pounds in case he could get it to Vivie. Bertie exchanged the credit for American bank notes. This money would help him get to Brussels, and once there, if Vivie would agree to pretend to be his wife, he could take her out of Belgium into Holland as two Americans working under the Relief Committee.
It had been excessively difficult and dangerous crossing the War zone and getting into occupied Belgium. There was some hint in his talk of an Alsatian spy who helped him at this stage, one of those "sanspatries" who spied impartially for both sides and sold any one they could sell (Fortunately after the Armistice most of these Judases were caught and shot). The spy had probably at first blackmailed him when he was in Belgium—which is why of the Five hundred pounds in dollar notes there only remained about a third in his possession when he reached Brussels—and then denounced him to the authorities, for a reward.
It had been extremely difficult and dangerous to cross the war zone and get into occupied Belgium. He mentioned an Alsatian spy who assisted him at that point, one of those "sanspatries" who spied for both sides and sold information to whoever was willing to pay. (Fortunately, after the Armistice, most of these traitors were caught and executed.) The spy likely blackmailed him when he was in Belgium, which is why out of the five hundred pounds in dollar notes, only about a third was left when he reached Brussels. Then he probably reported him to the authorities for a reward.
But his main misfortune lay in the long delay before he reached Brussels. During that time, the entire American diplomatic and consular staff was leaving Belgium; and the Emperor was arriving more or less secretly in Brussels (it was said in the hope that a personal talk with Brand Whitlock might stave off the American declaration of war).
But his biggest misfortune was the long wait before he got to Brussels. During that time, all the American diplomatic and consular staff were leaving Belgium; and the Emperor was arriving somewhat secretly in Brussels (it was rumored that he hoped a personal conversation with Brand Whitlock might prevent the U.S. from declaring war).
Bertie on his arrival dared not to go to the American legation for fear of being found out and disavowed. So he had asked his way in very "English" French, and wearing the semi-military uniform of an American Relief officer—to the Hotel "Edward-Sett," where he supposed Vivie would be or could be heard of. When he reached the Hotel Impérial and asked for "Miss Warren," he had been at once arrested. Indeed probably his steps had been followed all the way from the railway station to the door of the hotel by a plain-clothes German policeman. The Germans were convinced just then that many Englishmen and some American cranks were out to assassinate the Kaiser. They took Bertie's appearance at the door of the Hotel Impérial as a proof of his intention. They considered him to have been caught red-handed, especially as he had a revolver concealed on his person and was obviously travelling with false passports.
Bertie, upon his arrival, was too afraid to go to the American embassy for fear of being discovered and disavowed. So, he asked for directions in very "English" French while wearing the semi-military uniform of an American Relief officer—to the Hotel "Edward-Sett," where he thought Vivie would be or could be found. When he got to the Hotel Impérial and inquired about "Miss Warren," he was immediately apprehended. In fact, it’s likely that a plainclothes German policeman had been following him all the way from the train station to the hotel entrance. The Germans were convinced at the time that many Englishmen and some American extremists were plotting to assassinate the Kaiser. They took Bertie's arrival at the Hotel Impérial as evidence of his intentions. They believed he had been caught in the act, especially since he had a hidden revolver on him and was obviously traveling with fake passports.
"Ah, Bertie," said Vivie, when they first met in his cell at Saint-Gilles prison. "If only I had not led you into this! I am mad with myself..."
"Ah, Bertie," said Vivie, when they first met in his cell at Saint-Gilles prison. "If only I hadn't gotten you into this! I’m so frustrated with myself..."
"Are you, miss? But 'oo could 'a foreseen this war would come along! We thought all we 'ad to fight was the Police and the 'Ome Office to get the Vote. And then, you'd 'a bin able to come out into the open and practise as a barrister—and me, again, as your clerk. It was our damned Government that made you go abroad and get locked up 'ere. And once I realized you couldn't get away, thinks I to meself, I'll find a way..."
"Are you serious, miss? But who could have predicted this war would happen! We thought all we had to fight against was the police and the Home Office to get the vote. And then, you would have been able to come out in the open and practice as a barrister—and I, once more, as your clerk. It was our damn government that made you go abroad and get locked up here. And once I realized you couldn’t escape, I thought to myself, I’ll find a way..."
It was here that Vivie began questioning him as to how he had reached Brussels from the War zone; and as, towards the end of his story—some of which he said she would find he had written down in case they wouldn't let him see her—the reference to the Emperor came in, she sprang up and tried the door of the cell. It was fastened without, but a face covered the small, square opening through which prisoners were watched; and a rough voice asked her what she wanted. It was the German police agent or spy, who, perched on a stool outside, next this small window, was there to listen to all they said. As they naturally spoke in English and the rough creature only knew "God-dam," and a few unrepeatable words, he was not much the wiser for his vigil.
It was here that Vivie started asking him how he made it to Brussels from the war zone. As he wrapped up his story—some of which he said she would find written down in case they wouldn't let him see her—he mentioned the Emperor, and she jumped up and tried the door of the cell. It was locked from the outside, but a face appeared in the small, square opening where they monitored prisoners; a rough voice asked her what she wanted. It was the German police agent or spy, sitting on a stool outside, next to this small window, there to listen to everything they said. Since they were speaking in English and the rough guy only knew "God-dam" and a few words that couldn’t be repeated, he didn't gain much insight from his watch.
"I want—I must see the Director," said Vivie.
"I want—I have to see the Director," said Vivie.
Presently the Director came.
The Director just arrived.
"Oh, sir," said Vivie, "give me paper and an envelope, I implore you. There is pen and ink here and I will write a letter to the Emperor, a petition. I will tell him briefly the true story of this poor young man; and then, if you will only forward it he may grant a reprieve."
"Oh, sir," Vivie said, "please give me some paper and an envelope, I beg you. There's pen and ink here, and I’ll write a letter to the Emperor, a petition. I'll briefly tell him the true story of this poor young man; and then, if you would just send it, he might grant a reprieve."
The Director said he would do his best. After all, you never knew; and the Kaiser, though he said he hated them always, had a greater regard for the English than for any other nation. As he glanced from Vivie and her face of agonized appeal to the steadfast gaze which Bertie fixed on her, as on some fairy godmother, his own eyes filled with tears—as indeed they did many, many times over the tragic scenes of the German Terror.
The Director said he would try his hardest. After all, you never knew; and the Kaiser, even though he claimed to hate them all the time, actually had more respect for the English than for any other nation. As he looked from Vivie and her desperate expression to the steady gaze that Bertie was fixed on her, like she was some kind of fairy godmother, his own eyes filled with tears—as they had many, many times during the heartbreaking moments of the German Terror.
Another request. Could Vivie see or communicate with Gräfin von Stachelberg?—with Pasteur Walcker?
Another request. Could Vivie see or talk to Countess von Stachelberg?—with Pastor Walcker?
Here the police agent intervened—"Nothing of the kind! You're not going to hold a salon here. Far too many concessions already. Much more fuss and trouble, and I shall take you back to the Kommandantur and report. Write your letter to the All Highest, who may deign to receive it. As to Pastor Walcker, he shall come to-morrow, Sunday, to prepare the Englishman for his death, on Monday—"
Here, the police officer intervened—"No way! You’re not having a gathering here. There have already been way too many compromises. If there’s any more trouble, I’ll take you back to the Kommandantur and report you. Write your letter to the All Highest; maybe he’ll even look at it. As for Pastor Walcker, he will come tomorrow, Sunday, to prepare the Englishman for his execution on Monday—"
Vivie wrote her letter—probably in very incoherent language. It was handed to the German police agent. He smiled sardonically as he took it in his horny hand with its dirty broken nails. The Governor General disliked these appeals to the All Highest. Indeed, in most cases executions that were intended to take place were only announced at the same time as the condemnation, to obviate the worry of these appeals. Besides, he knew the Emperor had left that morning for Charleville, after having bestowed several decorations on the police officials who told him they had just frustrated an English plot for his assassination.
Vivie wrote her letter—probably in very confusing language. It was handed to the German police agent. He smiled sarcastically as he took it with his gnarled hand and dirty, broken nails. The Governor-General didn’t like these appeals to the All Highest. In fact, in most cases, executions meant to happen were only announced at the same time as the sentencing, to avoid the hassle of these appeals. Plus, he knew the Emperor had left that morning for Charleville, after giving several awards to the police officials who claimed they had just thwarted an English plot to assassinate him.
Vivie and Bertie were at length alone, for the police agent was bored, couldn't understand their talk, and gave himself an afternoon off. In this prison of Saint-Gilles, the cells were in many ways superior to those of English prisons. They were well lit through a long window, not so high up but that by standing on a chair you could look out on the prison garden. Through this window the rays of the sun could penetrate into and light up the cell. There was no unpleasant smell—one of the horrors of Holloway. The floor was a polished parquet. The bed was comfortable. There was a table, even a book-shelf. The toilet arrangements were in no way repulsive or obvious.
Vivie and Bertie were finally alone, as the police officer was bored, couldn't follow their conversation, and decided to take an afternoon break. In the Saint-Gilles prison, the cells were actually better than those in English prisons in many ways. They had a long window that let in plenty of light, and it was low enough that if you stood on a chair, you could see out into the prison garden. Sunlight streamed in through this window, brightening the cell. There was no unpleasant smell—unlike the horrors of Holloway. The floor was made of polished wood. The bed was comfortable. There was a table and even a bookshelf. The bathroom facilities were neither disgusting nor obvious.
Vivie insisted on Bertie lying down on the bed; she would sit on the chair by his side. He must be so exhausted....
Vivie insisted that Bertie lie down on the bed while she sat in the chair next to him. He must be so tired...
"And what about you, miss? I'll lay you ain't slept these last three nights. What a mess I've made of the 'ole thing!"
"And what about you, miss? I bet you haven't slept in the last three nights. What a mess I've made of the whole thing!"
"Bertie! Why did you do this? Why did you risk your life to come here; oh why, oh why?" wailed Vivie.
"Bertie! Why did you do this? Why did you put your life on the line to come here; oh why, oh why?" cried Vivie.
"Because I loved you, because I've always loved you, better'n any one else on earth—since I was a boy of fourteen and you spoke so kind to me and encouraged me to get on and improve myself; and giv' me books, and encouraged me about me cricket. I suppose I'm going to die, so I ain't got any shame about tellin' you all this. Though if I thought I was goin' to live, I'd cut my tongue out sooner'n offend you—Oh,"—he gave a kind of groan—"When the news come about Mrs. Warren bein' dead an' you p'raps without money and at the mercy of these Germans ... well!—all I wonder at is I didn't steal an airyplane, and come in that. I tell you I had to exercise great self-control to stay week after week fiddling with the food distribution and pretendin' to be an American....
"Because I loved you, because I've always loved you, more than anyone else on earth—since I was fourteen, and you were so kind to me, encouraging me to improve myself, giving me books, and supporting me in cricket. I think I'm going to die, so I don't feel ashamed telling you all of this. If I thought I was going to live, I'd cut my tongue out before I’d offend you—Oh,"—he groaned slightly—"When I heard about Mrs. Warren being dead and you possibly being without money and at the mercy of these Germans ... well! All I can think is that I didn’t steal a plane and come here that way. I tell you, I had to exert a lot of self-control to stay week after week fiddling with the food distribution and pretending to be an American....
"Well! There it is! We must all die sooner or later. It's a wonder I ain't dead already. I've bin in some tight places since I come out for the Y.M.C.A....
"Well! There it is! We all have to die eventually. It's a miracle I’m not dead already. I've been in some tough situations since I joined the Y.M.C.A....
"And talkin' about the Y.M.C.A., miss, I do beg of you, if you get out of this—an' I'm sure you will—they'll never kill you," said Bertie adoringly, looking up at the grave, beautiful face that bent over him—"I do beg of you to make matters right with the Y.M.C.A. I ain't taken away one penny of their money—I served 'em faithfully up to the last day before I saw my chance of hooking it across the lines—They must think me dead—and so must poor Nance, my wife. For I haven't dared to write to any one since I've bin in Belgium. But I did send her a line 'fore I started, sayin', 'Don't be surprised if you get no letter from me for some time. I'll turn up all right, you bet your boots—'
"And speaking of the Y.M.C.A., miss, I really plead with you, if you get out of this—an' I'm sure you will—they'll never kill you," said Bertie adoringly, looking up at the serious, beautiful face that leaned over him—"I really plead with you to fix things with the Y.M.C.A. I haven't taken a single penny of their money—I worked for them faithfully right up until the last day before I saw my chance to escape across the lines—They must think I'm dead—and so must poor Nance, my wife. I haven't dared to write to anyone since I've been in Belgium. But I did send her a note before I left, saying, 'Don't be surprised if you don’t hear from me for a while. I’ll show up fine, you can bet on that—'
"That may 'ave kept 'er 'opin'. An' soon you'll be able to let 'er know. Who can say? I dunno! But Peace, you'd think, must come soon—Seems like our poor old world is comin' to an end, don't it? What times we've 'ad—if you don't mind me puttin' it like that! I remember when I had to be awful careful always to say 'Sir' to you, and 'Mr. David' or 'Mr. Williams'"—and a roguish look, a gleam of merriment came into Bertie's eyes, and he laughed a laugh that was half sob. "If you was to write your life, no one 'ud believe it, miss. It licks any novel I ever read—and I've read a tidy few, looking after the Y.M.C.A. libraries....
"That might have kept her hopeful. And soon you'll be able to let her know. Who knows? I don’t! But Peace, you’d think, must come soon—It feels like our poor old world is coming to an end, doesn’t it? What times we’ve had—if you don’t mind me saying that! I remember when I had to be really careful to always say 'Sir' to you, and 'Mr. David' or 'Mr. Williams'"—and a mischievous look, a spark of joy came into Bertie’s eyes, and he laughed a laugh that was half sob. "If you were to write your life, no one would believe it, miss. It beats any novel I’ve ever read—and I’ve read quite a few, taking care of the Y.M.C.A. libraries....
"My! But you was wonderful as a pleader in the courts! I used sometimes to reg'lar cry when I heard you takin' up the case of some poor girl as 'ad bin deserted by 'er feller, and killed 'er baby. 'Tricks of the trade,' says some other barrister's clerk, sneerin' because you wasn't 'is boss. An' then I'd punch 'is 'ead.... An' I don't reckon myself a soft-'earted feller as a rule.... Reklect that Shillito Case—?"
"My! You were amazing as a lawyer in the courts! I would sometimes actually cry when I heard you taking on the case of some poor girl who had been abandoned by her partner and lost her baby. 'Tricks of the trade,' said some other lawyer's clerk, sneering because you weren't his boss. And then I'd punch him in the head.... And I don't think of myself as a soft-hearted guy, usually.... Remember that Shillito Case—?"
"Don't, Bertie! Don't say such things in praise of me. I'm not worth such love. I'm just an arrogant, vain, quarrelsome woman.... Look how many people I've deceived, what little good I've really done in the world—"
"Don’t, Bertie! Don’t say stuff like that about me. I’m not worth that kind of love. I'm just a proud, self-absorbed, argumentative woman.... Look at all the people I've misled, how little I've actually accomplished in the world—"
"Rub—bish! You done good wherever you went ... to my pore mother—wonder, by the bye, what she thinks and 'ow she's gettin' on? Sons are awful ungrateful and forgettin'. What with you—and Nance—and the little 'uns, I ain't scarcely give a thought to poor mother. But you'll let her know, won't you, miss?...
"Rubbish! You did well wherever you went... to my poor mother—by the way, I wonder what she thinks and how she's doing? Sons are so ungrateful and forgetful. Between you—and Nance—and the kids, I hardly gave a thought to poor mother. But you’ll let her know, right, miss?...
"Think 'ow good you was to your old father down in Wales, 'im as you called your father—an' 'oo's to say 'e wasn't? You never know.... Miss Warren! what a pity it is you never married. There's lots was sweet on you, I'll bet. Yet I remember I used to 'ate the idea of your doin' so, and was glad you dressed up as a man, an' took 'em all in.... I may tell you all, miss, now I'm goin' to die, day after to-morrow. My poor Nance! She see there was some one that always occupied my mind, and she used to get jealous-like, at times. But never did I let on it was you. Why I wouldn't even 'av said it to myself—I respected you more than—than—"
"Think about how good you were to your old father down in Wales, him who you called your father—who's to say he wasn't? You never know... Miss Warren! What a shame you never got married. I bet there were plenty of people who were interested in you. I remember I used to hate the thought of you doing that, and I was glad you dressed up as a man and fooled them all... I can tell you everything now, miss, since I'm going to die the day after tomorrow. My poor Nance! She saw that there was someone who always occupied my thoughts, and she would get jealous sometimes. But I never let on that it was you. I wouldn't even have admitted it to myself—I respected you more than—than—"
And Bertie, at a loss for a parallel, ceased speaking for a time, and gulped down the sobs that were mastering him.
And Bertie, unsure of what to compare it to, stopped talking for a moment and held back the sobs that were overtaking him.
Then, after this pause—"I haven't a word to say against Nance. No one could 'a bin a better wife. I know, miss, if you get away from here you'll look after her and my kids? I ain't bin much of a father to 'em lately. P'raps this is a punishment for neglecting my home duties—As they used to say to you when you was Suffragin'." He gave a bitter laugh—"Two such nice kids.... I ain't seen 'em since last February twelve-month ... more'n a year ago ... I got a bit of leave then.... There's little Vivie—the one we called after you.... She's growin' up so pretty ... and Bert! 'E'll be a bigger and a better man than me, some day. 'E's started in life with better chances. I 'ope 'e'll be a cricketer. There's no game comes up to cricket, in my opinion..."
Then, after a pause—"I don't have anything bad to say about Nance. No one could have been a better wife. I know, miss, if you manage to get away from here, you'll take care of her and my kids? I haven't been much of a father to them lately. Maybe this is a punishment for neglecting my responsibilities at home—as they used to say to you when you were out campaigning for women's rights." He let out a bitter laugh—"Two such great kids.... I haven't seen them since last February... more than a year ago... I had a little time off back then.... There's little Vivie—the one we named after you.... She's growing up so beautiful ... and Bert! He'll be a bigger and better man than I am someday. He started his life with better opportunities. I hope he'll become a cricketer. There's no game that compares to cricket, in my opinion..."
At this juncture, the Belgian Directeur of the jail opened the door and asked Vivie to follow him, telling Bertie she would return in the afternoon. At the same time, a warder escorting two good conduct prisoners who did the food distribution proceeded to place quite an appetizing meal in Bertie's cell. "Dear miss," said the Directeur in French, "You are so wise, I know, you will do what I wish...?"
At that moment, the Belgian director of the jail opened the door and asked Vivie to follow him, telling Bertie she would be back in the afternoon. At the same time, a guard escorting two well-behaved prisoners who handled the food distribution came to deliver a tasty meal to Bertie’s cell. "Dear miss," said the director in French, "You are so wise, I know you will do what I ask...?"
(Vivie bowed.)
(Vivie bowed.)
"I shall not send you back to the Kommandantur. I will take that on myself. But I must regard you while here as my prisoner"—he smiled sadly—"Come with me. I will give you a nice cell where you shall eat and sleep, and—yes—and my wife shall come and see you..."
"I won't send you back to the Kommandantur. I'll take care of that myself. But while you're here, I have to treat you as my prisoner." He smiled sadly. "Come with me. I'll give you a nice cell where you can eat and sleep, and—yes—my wife will come and see you..."
In the evening of that day, Vivie was led back to Bertie's cell. There she found kind Pasteur Walcker. In some way he had heard of Bertie's condemnation—perhaps seen it posted up on a Red Placard—and in his quiet assumption that whatever he did was right, had not waited for an official summons but had presented himself at the prison of Saint-Gilles and asked to see the Directeur. He constituted himself Bertie's spiritual director from that time onwards.... He spoke very little English but he was there more to sympathize than to preach—
In the evening of that day, Vivie was taken back to Bertie's cell. There she found the kind Pastor Walcker. Somehow, he had learned about Bertie's sentencing—maybe he saw it posted on a Red Placard—and with his quiet belief that whatever he did was right, he didn’t wait for an official invitation but went to the Saint-Gilles prison and asked to see the Director. From that point on, he became Bertie's spiritual advisor. He spoke very little English, but he was there more to offer support than to preach—
"Ce n'est pas, chère Mamselle que je suis venu le troubler sur les questions de réligion. J'ai voulu le rassurer—et vous aussi—que j'ai déjà mis en train tous les precédés possibles, et que je connais, pour obtenir sa grace.... But," he went on, "I have spoken to the prison doctor and begged him meantime to give the poor young man an injection or a dose of something to make him sleep a little while..."
"That’s not why I came to bother him about religious issues, dear Miss. I wanted to reassure him—and you too—that I’ve already started all possible steps to gain his favor... But," he continued, "I’ve talked to the prison doctor and asked him in the meantime to give the poor young man an injection or a dose of something to help him sleep for a bit..."
Then he withdrew.
Then he left.
The daylight turned pink and faded to grey whilst Vivie sat by the bed holding the left hand of the sleeping man. Exhausted with emotion, she dropped off to sleep herself, slid off the chair on to the parquet, laid her head on the angle of his pillow and slept likewise....
The sunlight turned pink and then faded to gray as Vivie sat beside the bed holding the sleeping man's left hand. Worn out from all the emotions, she dozed off herself, slipped off the chair onto the hardwood floor, rested her head on the corner of his pillow, and fell asleep too....
The electric light suddenly shone out from a globe in the angle of the wall which served two cells. She awoke; Bertie awoke. He was still happy in some opiate dream and his eyes in his haggard face looked at her with a sleepy, happy affection. Loth to awaken him to reality she kissed him on the cheek and withdrew from the cell—for the Directeur, out of delicacy, had withdrawn and left the door ajar. She rejoined him in the corridor and he led her to her own quarters for the night; where, worn out with sorrow and fatigue, she undressed and slept dreamlessly.
The electric light suddenly illuminated a globe in the corner of the wall that served two cells. She woke up; Bertie woke up too. He was still lost in a pleasant dream, and his tired eyes looked at her with a lazy, happy affection. Not wanting to pull him into reality, she kissed him on the cheek and quietly left the cell—since the Director had graciously stepped away and left the door slightly open. She rejoined him in the corridor, and he guided her to her own room for the night; where, exhausted from sorrow and fatigue, she got undressed and fell into a deep sleep.
But the hour of the awakening on that wintry Sunday morning! It was snowing intermittently and the sky, seen from the high window, was lead-coloured. Owing to the scarcity of fuel, the cell was unwarmed. She dressed hurriedly, feeling still untidy and dishevelled when she had finished. Her breakfast, and with it a little packet of white powder from the prison doctor, to be taken with the breakfast. She swallowed it. If it were poison sent by the German Government, what matter? But it was in reality some drug which took the edge off sorrow.
But the time of waking up on that cold Sunday morning! It was snowing off and on, and the sky, seen from the high window, was a dull gray. Because there was little fuel, the cell was freezing. She got dressed quickly, still feeling messy and disheveled when she was done. For breakfast, she had a small packet of white powder from the prison doctor that was meant to be taken with her food. She swallowed it. If it was poison sent by the German Government, so what? But in reality, it was just some medication that eased her sadness.
Bertie had evidently been given a similar dose. They spent the morning and the afternoon of that Sunday together, almost happily. With intervals of dreamy silence, they talked of old times. Neither would have been surprised had the cell walls dissolved as in a transformation scene and they had been able to step out into the Fountain Court of the Temple or into the cheerful traffic of Chancery Lane.
Bertie had clearly been given a similar treatment. They spent that Sunday morning and afternoon together, almost content. With moments of thoughtful silence, they reminisced about the past. Neither of them would have been shocked if the cell walls had melted away like in a scene change, allowing them to step out into the Fountain Court of the Temple or into the lively bustle of Chancery Lane.
When however she returned to his cell after her evening meal, his mood had changed; the effect of the drug had passed. He had moods of despair and wild crying. No response had come, no answer to Vivie's appeal, no result from Monsieur Walcker's activities. Bertie reproached himself for cowardice ... then the doctor came in. "An injection in the arm? So! He will sleep now till morning. Espérons toujours! Et vous, ma pauvre Mademoiselle. Vous êtes excédée. Permettez que je vous fasse la meme piqure?"
When she returned to his cell after her dinner, his mood had shifted; the effects of the drug had worn off. He was in states of despair and uncontrollable crying. There had been no response, no answer to Vivie's plea, and no results from Monsieur Walcker's efforts. Bertie blamed himself for being cowardly... then the doctor walked in. "An injection in the arm? So! He'll sleep now until morning. Let's always hope! And you, my poor young lady. You are overwhelmed. May I give you the same shot?"
But she thanked him and said she wanted all her wits about her, though she promised "se maîtriser"—to keep calm.
But she thanked him and said she wanted to be completely alert, even though she promised to keep calm.
What a night! Her ears had a sense of hearing that was preternaturally acute. The most distant step in the corridors was audible. Was it a reprieve? One such sound multiplied itself into the footsteps of two men walking, coming ever nearer—nearer—nearer till they stopped outside her cell door. With a clank it was opened. She sprang up. Fortunately she had not undressed. "You've brought a reprieve?" she gasped. But the Directeur and Monsieur Walcker only stood with downcast faces. "It will soon be morning," the Directeur said. "There is no hope of a reprieve. He is to be executed at seven at the Tir National. All we have secured for you is permission to accompany him to the end. But if you think that too painful, too great a strain, I would suggest that you—"
What a night! Her hearing was incredibly sharp. She could hear the faintest footsteps in the hallway. Was it a reprieve? One sound multiplied into the footsteps of two men approaching—getting closer and closer until they stopped outside her cell door. With a clank, it was opened. She jumped up. Luckily, she hadn’t undressed. "You’ve brought a reprieve?" she gasped. But the Director and Mr. Walcker just stood there with their heads down. "Morning is coming soon," the Director said. "There’s no hope for a reprieve. He’s scheduled to be executed at seven at the Tir National. All we’ve managed to secure for you is permission to go with him to the end. But if you think that will be too painful, too much to handle, I would suggest that you—"
"Nothing could overstrain me," said Vivie, "or rather I don't care if anything kills me. I will go with him and stay with him, till the very last moment, stay with him till he is buried if you permit!"
"Nothing could push me too far," Vivie said, "or rather I don’t care if anything harms me. I will go with him and stay with him until the very end, stay with him until he's buried if you allow it!"
She made some hasty toilette, more because she wanted to look a fit companion for him, and not a wretched derelict. They summoned her, proffering a cup of acorn coffee, which she waved aside. The bitter cold air of the snowy April morning braced her. She entered the shuttered, armoured prison taxi in which Bertie and a soldier were placed already. Bertie had his arms tied, but not too painfully. He was shivering with the cold, but as he said, "Not afraid, miss. It'll come out allright, some'ow. That Mr. Walcker, 'e done me a lot of good. At any rate I'll show how an Englishman can die. 'Sides 'e says reprieves sometimes comes at the last moment. They takes a pleasure in tantalizin' you. And the doctor put somethin' in me cup of coffee, sort of keeps me spirits up."
She quickly got ready, mainly because she wanted to look like a suitable companion for him, not a pitiful wreck. They called her over, offering her a cup of acorn coffee, which she dismissed. The biting cold air of the snowy April morning refreshed her. She climbed into the armored prison taxi where Bertie and a soldier were already seated. Bertie's arms were tied, but it didn't hurt too much. He was shaking from the cold, but he said, "Not afraid, miss. It'll turn out okay, somehow. That Mr. Walcker, he's done me a lot of good. At least I'll show how an Englishman can die. Besides, he says reprieves sometimes come at the last moment. They take pleasure in teasing you. And the doctor put something in my cup of coffee, kind of lifts my spirits."
But for Vivie, that drive was an unforgettable agony. They went through suburbs where the roads had been unrepaired or torn up by shrapnel. The snow lay in places so thickly that it nearly stopped the motor. Still, it came to an end at last. The door on one side was wrenched open; she was pulled out rather unceremoniously; then, the pinioned Bertie, who was handed over to a guard; and the soldier escort after him, who took his place promptly by his side. Vivie had just time to note the ugly red-brick exterior of the main building of the Tir National. It reminded her vaguely of some hastily-constructed Exhibition at Earl's Court or Olympia. Then she was pushed inside a swinging door, into a freezing corridor; where the Prison Directeur and Monsieur Walcker were standing—irresolute, weeping....
But for Vivie, that drive was an unforgettable torture. They passed through neighborhoods where the roads were damaged or disrupted by shrapnel. The snow piled up so thick in places it nearly stalled the engine. Eventually, it came to an end. The door on one side was yanked open; she was pulled out rather roughly; then, the restrained Bertie was handed over to a guard; and the soldier escort followed closely behind, taking his position right beside him. Vivie barely had time to notice the ugly red-brick facade of the main building of the Tir National. It vaguely reminded her of a hastily-built exhibition at Earl's Court or Olympia. Then she was shoved through a swinging door, into a cold corridor; where the Prison Director and Monsieur Walcker were standing—uncertain, crying....
"Where is Bertie?" she asked.
"Where's Bertie?" she asked.
"He is being prepared for the shooting party," they answered. "It will soon be over ... dear dear lady ... try to be calm—"
"He’s getting ready for the shooting party," they said. "It’ll be over soon... dear lady... please try to stay calm—"
"I will be as calm as you like," she said, "I will behave with the utmost correctitude or whatever you call it, if you—if they—the soldiers—the officer—will let me see him—as you promised—up to the last, the very last. But by God—if there is a God—if you or they prevent me, I'll—"
"I'll be as calm as you want," she said, "I'll act perfectly and do whatever you call it, if you—if they—the soldiers—the officer—let me see him—as you promised—right until the end, the very end. But I swear—if there is a God—if you or they stop me, I'll—"
Inexplicably, sheer mind-force prevailed, without the need for formulating the threat the poor grief-maddened woman might have uttered—she moved unresisted to a swing door which opened on to a kind of verandah. Here was drawn up the firing party, and in front of them, fifteen feet away on snow-sodden, trampled grass, stood Bertie. He caught sight of Vivie passing in, behind the firing party, and standing beyond them at the verandah rail. He straightened himself; ducked his head aside from the handkerchief with which they were going to bandage his eyes, and shouted "Take away your blasted handkerchief! I ain't afraid o' the guns. If you'll let me look at HER, I'll stand as quiet as quiet."
Inexplicably, sheer mental determination won out without the need to articulate the threat the poor, grief-stricken woman might have expressed—she moved freely through a swing door that led to a kind of porch. There, the firing squad was lined up, and in front of them, fifteen feet away on the snow-soaked, trampled grass, stood Bertie. He noticed Vivie entering behind the firing squad and standing by the porch rail. He straightened up, turned his head away from the handkerchief that was meant to blindfold him, and shouted, "Take away your damn handkerchief! I ain't afraid of the guns. If you let me see HER, I'll stand as still as can be."
The officer in command of the firing party shrugged his shoulders. The soldier escort desisted from his attempts to blindfold the Englishman and stood aside, out of range. Bertie fixed his glowing eyes on the woman he had loved from his youth up, the rifles rang out with a reverberating bellow, and he fell out of her sight, screened by the soldiers, a crumpled body over which they threw a sheet.
The officer in charge of the firing squad shrugged. The soldier who was supposed to blindfold the Englishman stopped and stepped back, getting out of the way. Bertie locked his intense gaze on the woman he had loved since he was young, the rifles fired with a loud bang, and he disappeared from her view, hidden by the soldiers, a lifeless body covered with a sheet.
What happened then to Vivie? I suppose you expect the time-worn trick of the weary novelist, anxious to put his pen down and go to his tea: "Then she seemed swallowed up in a cloud of blackness and knew no more"—till it was convenient to the narrator to begin a fresh chapter. But with me it must be the relentless truth and nothing but the truth, in all its aspects. Vivie was deafened, nearly stunned by the frightful noise of the volley in a confined space. Next, she was being unceremoniously pushed out of the verandah, into the corridor, and so out into the snow-covered space in front of the brick building; whilst the officer was examining the dead body of the fallen man, ready to give the coup-de-grâce, if he were not dead. But he was. Vivie was next conscious that she had the most dreadful, blinding headache she had ever known, and with it felt an irresistible nausea. The prison Directeur was taking her hand and saying: "Mademoiselle: it is my duty to inform you that you are no longer under arrest. You are free to return to your lodging." Minna von Stachelberg had come from somewhere and was taking her right arm, to lead her Brussels-ward; and Pasteur Walcker was ranging himself alongside to be her escort. Unable to reply to any of them, she strode forward by herself to where under the snow lay an ill-kept grass plot, and there was violently sick. The anæsthetics and soporifics of the last two days were having their usual aftermath. After that came on a shuddering faintness and a rigor of shivers, under which her teeth clacked. Some doctor came forward with a little brandy. She put the glass to her lips, then pushed it aside, took Pasteur Walcker's proffered arm, and walked towards the tram terminus.
What happened to Vivie then? I guess you expect the same old trick from a tired novelist who wants to put down his pen and grab some tea: "Then she seemed swallowed up in darkness and knew no more"—until it was convenient for the narrator to start a new chapter. But I’ll stick with the harsh truth and nothing but the truth, in all its forms. Vivie was deafened, nearly stunned by the horrific noise of the gunfire in such a small space. Next, she was unceremoniously pushed off the verandah, through the corridor, and out into the snowy area in front of the brick building, while the officer examined the corpse of the fallen man, ready to deliver the final shot, if he wasn't already dead. But he was. The next thing Vivie was aware of was having the worst, blinding headache she'd ever experienced, coupled with an overwhelming nausea. The prison director took her hand and said, "Mademoiselle: it is my duty to inform you that you are no longer under arrest. You are free to return to your lodgings." Minna von Stachelberg appeared from somewhere and took her right arm to lead her toward Brussels; and Pasteur Walcker stepped up alongside her to be her escort. Unable to respond to any of them, she walked on her own to where, beneath the snow, lay a poorly maintained grass patch, and there she got sick. The anesthetics and sedatives from the past two days were taking their toll. After that, a wave of faintness hit her along with a chill that made her teeth chatter. A doctor came over with a little brandy. She lifted the glass to her lips, then pushed it aside, took Pasteur Walcker's offered arm, and walked toward the tram station.
Then they were in the tram, going towards the heart of Brussels. How commonplace! Fat frowsy market women got in—or got out—with their baskets; clerks entered with portfolios—don't they call them "serviettes"?—under their arms; German policemen, Belgian gendarmes, German soldiers, a priest with his breviary came and went as though this Monday morning were like any other. Vivie walked quite firmly and staidly from the tram halt to the Walckers' house in the Rue Haute. There she was met by Madame Walcker, who at a sign from her husband took her upstairs, silently undressed her and put her to bed with a hot water bottle and a cup of some hot drink which tasted a little of coffee.
Then they were on the tram, heading toward the heart of Brussels. How ordinary! Fat, disheveled market women got on—or off—with their baskets; clerks entered with portfolios—don’t they call them "serviettes"?—under their arms; German policemen, Belgian gendarmes, German soldiers, and a priest with his breviary came and went as if this Monday morning were just like any other. Vivie walked confidently and calmly from the tram stop to the Walckers' house on Rue Haute. There, Madame Walcker met her, and at a nod from her husband, she took Vivie upstairs, quietly undressed her, and settled her into bed with a hot water bottle and a cup of some warm drink that tasted a bit like coffee.
After that Vivie passed three days of great sickness and nausea, a furred tongue, and positively no appetite. Finally she arose a week after the execution and looked at herself in the mirror. She was terribly haggard, she looked at least fifty-five—"They must have taken me for his mother or his aunt; never for his sweetheart," she commented bitterly to herself. And her brown-gold hair was now distinctly a cinder grey.
After that, Vivie spent three days feeling really sick and nauseous, with a coated tongue and absolutely no appetite. Finally, a week after the execution, she got out of bed and looked at herself in the mirror. She looked extremely haggard; she appeared to be at least fifty-five—"They must have mistaken me for his mother or his aunt; never for his girlfriend," she bitterly said to herself. And her brown-gold hair had clearly turned a cinder grey.
The next day she went back to work at the hospital.
The next day she returned to her job at the hospital.
To Minna, she said: "I can never, never, never forget your kindness and sympathy. 'Sister' seems an insufficient name to call you by. Whatever happens, unless you cast me off, we shall be friends.... I dare say I even owe my life to you, if it is worth anything. But it is. I want to live—now—I want to live to be revenged. I want to live to help Bertie's"—her voice still shook over the name—"Bertie's wife and children. I expect but for you I should have been tried already in the Senate for complicity with ... Bertie ... and found guilty and shot..."
To Minna, she said: "I can never, never, never forget your kindness and sympathy. Calling you 'Sister' feels inadequate. No matter what happens, as long as you don't abandon me, we'll be friends... I honestly think I owe my life to you, if it matters at all. But it does. I want to live—right now—I want to live to get revenge. I want to live to support Bertie's"—her voice still trembled at the name—"Bertie's wife and kids. I believe that without you, I would have already been put on trial in the Senate for being involved with ... Bertie ... and found guilty and executed..."
Minna: "I won't go so far as to say you are right. But I certainly was alarmed about you, when you were arrested. Of course I knew nothing—nothing—about that poor young man till just before his execution when Pastor Walcker came to me. Even then I could do nothing, and I understood so badly what had happened. But about you: I said to myself, if I do not do something, you can perhaps be sentenced to imprisonment ... and I did bestir myself, you can bet!" (Minna liked to show she knew a slangy phrase or two.) "So I telegraphed to the Emperor, I besieged von Bissing at the Ministère des Sciences et des Arts; wrote to him, telegraphed to him, telephoned to him, sat in his anterooms, neglected my hospital work entirely from Friday to Monday—
Minna: "I'm not going to say you're right. But I was really worried about you when you got arrested. Of course, I didn’t know anything—nothing—about that poor young guy until just before his execution when Pastor Walcker talked to me. Even then, I couldn’t do anything, and I really didn’t get what had happened. But when it came to you: I thought to myself, if I don't do something, you could end up in prison... and I really got to work, believe me!" (Minna liked to show off that she knew a slangy phrase or two.) "So I sent a telegram to the Emperor, I pressured von Bissing at the Ministère des Sciences et des Arts; wrote to him, telegraphed him, called him, waited in his office, completely ignored my hospital work from Friday to Monday—
"I expect as a matter of fact they found nothing in that poor young's man's papers to implicate you. They just wanted—the brutes—to give you a good fright ... and I dare say ... such is the military mind—even wished you to see him shot.
"I actually think they found nothing in that poor young man's papers to connect you to anything. They just wanted—the brutes—to scare you ... and I wouldn't be surprised if ... that's just how the military thinks—they even wanted you to watch him get shot."
"By the bye, I suppose you have heard that von Bissing is very ill? Dying, perhaps—"
"By the way, I guess you've heard that von Bissing is really sick? Dying, maybe—"
Vivie: "I hope so. I am so glad. I hope it's a painful illness and that he'll die and find there really is a Hell, and an uncommonly hot one!"
Vivie: "I really hope so. I'm so glad. I hope it's a painful illness and that he'll die and discover that there actually is a Hell, and it's an especially hot one!"
It must not be supposed from the frequent quotations from Countess von Stachelberg's condemnations of German cruelties that she was an unpatriotic woman, repudiating, apostatizing from her own country. On the contrary: she held—mistakenly or not—that Germany had been the victim of secret diplomacy, had been encircled by a ring fence of enemies, refused the economic guarantees she required, and the colonial expansion she desired. Minna disliked the Slavs, did not believe in them, save as musicians, singers, painters, dancers, and actors. She believed Germany had a great civilizing, culture-spreading mission in South-east Europe; and that the germs of this war lay in the policy of Chamberlain, the protectionism of the United States, the revengeful spirit and colonial selfishness of France.
It shouldn't be assumed from the frequent quotes of Countess von Stachelberg criticizing German atrocities that she was unpatriotic, rejecting her own country. On the contrary, she believed—rightly or wrongly—that Germany had been the victim of secret diplomacy, surrounded by a ring of enemies, denied the economic guarantees it needed, and the colonial expansion it wanted. Minna had a disdain for the Slavs and didn’t see them as anything more than musicians, singers, painters, dancers, and actors. She thought Germany had a significant mission to spread civilization and culture in Southeast Europe and believed the roots of this war lay in Chamberlain's policies, the protectionism of the United States, and the vengeful spirit and colonial selfishness of France.
But she shuddered over the German cruelties in Belgium and France. The horrors of War were a revelation to her and she was henceforth a Pacifist before all things. "Your old statesmen and our old or middle-aged generals, my dear, are alike to blame. But you and I know where the real mischief lies. We are mis-ruled by an All-Man Government. I, certainly, don't want the other extreme, an All-Woman Government. What we want, and must have, is a Man-and-Woman—a Married—Government. Then we shall settle our differences without going to war."
But she shuddered at the German atrocities in Belgium and France. The horrors of war were a shocking revelation to her, and from then on, she became a pacifist above all else. "Your old politicians and our older or middle-aged generals, my dear, are equally to blame. But you and I know where the real problem lies. We are misled by an All-Man Government. I, for one, don't want the other extreme, an All-Woman Government. What we want, and must have, is a Man-and-Woman—a Married—Government. Then we will resolve our differences without resorting to war."
Vivie agreed with her, cordially.
Vivie cordially agreed with her.
She—Vivie—I really ought to begin calling her "Vivien": she is forty-one by now—in resuming her duties at the Hôpital de St. Pierre found no repugnance in tending wounded German soldiers—the officers she did shrink from—She realized that the soldiers were but the slaves of the officer class, of Kaiserdom. Her reward for this degree of Christianity was to have a batch of wounded English boys or men to look after. She saw again Bertie Adams in many of them, especially in the sergeants and corporals. They, in turn, thought her a very handsome, stately lady, but rather maudlin at times. "So easy to set 'er off a-cryin' as though 'er 'eart would break, poor thing.... And I says 'why ma'am, the pain's nuthin', nuthin' to what it use ter be.' 'Spec' she lost some son in the war. Wonder 'ow she came to be 'ere? Ain't the Germans afraid of 'er!"...
She—Vivie—I really should start calling her "Vivien": she’s forty-one now—when she returned to her duties at the Hôpital de St. Pierre, she didn’t feel any disgust in caring for wounded German soldiers—the officers, however, made her uncomfortable. She understood that the soldiers were just pawns of the officer class, of the Kaiser. Her reward for this level of compassion was to take care of a group of wounded English boys or men. She saw Bertie Adams in many of them, especially in the sergeants and corporals. They, on their part, considered her a very attractive, dignified woman, but a bit sentimental at times. "So easy to make her cry as if her heart would break, poor thing.... And I said, 'Why ma'am, the pain’s nothing', nothing compared to what it used to be.' 'I bet she lost some son in the war. I wonder how she ended up here? Aren't the Germans afraid of her!'"
They were. The mental agony she had been through had etherialized her face, added to its look of age and gravity, but imparted likewise a sort of "awfulness." She exhaled an aura of righteous authority. She had been through the furnace, and foolishness and petulance had been burnt out of her ... though, thank goodness, she retained some sense of humour. She had probably never been so handsome from the painter's point of view, though one could not imagine a young man falling in love with her now.
They were. The mental torment she had experienced had transformed her face, adding to its appearance of age and seriousness, but also giving it a certain "awfulness." She radiated an aura of righteous authority. She had been through the fire, and foolishness and petulance had been burned out of her ... though, thankfully, she still had some sense of humor. She was probably never more attractive from the artist's perspective, yet one couldn't picture a young man falling in love with her now.
Her personality was first definitely noted by the Bruxellois the day that von Bissing's funeral cortège passed through the streets of Brussels on its way to Germany. Vivien Warren was sufficiently restored to health then to stand on the steps of some monument and cry "Vive la Belgique! À bas les tyrans!" The policemen and the spies looked another way and affected deafness. They had orders not to arrest her unless she actually resorted to firearms or other lethal weapons.
Her personality was first clearly recognized by the people of Brussels on the day that von Bissing's funeral procession passed through the streets on its way to Germany. Vivien Warren was healthy enough at that point to stand on the steps of a monument and shout, "Long live Belgium! Down with the tyrants!" The police and the spies turned a blind eye and pretended not to hear. They were instructed not to arrest her unless she actually used firearms or other deadly weapons.
It was said that her appeal for Bertie Adams did reach the Emperor, two days too late; that he pished and pshawed over von Bissing's cruel precipitancy. "Englishmen," he muttered to his entourage, "don't assassinate. The Irish do. But how I'm going to make peace with England, I don't know...!"
It was said that her plea for Bertie Adams did reach the Emperor, two days too late; he scoffed at von Bissing's harsh impatience. "Englishmen," he grumbled to his staff, "don't assassinate. The Irish do. But how I'm going to make peace with England, I have no idea...!"
(His Hell on Earth must have been that few people admired the English character more than he did, and yet, unprovoked, he had blundered into war with England.)
(His Hell on Earth must have been that few people admired the English character more than he did, and yet, unprovoked, he had blundered into war with England.)
However, though it was too late to save "this lunatic Adams," he gave orders that Vivie was to be let alone. He even, through Gräfin von Stachelberg, transmitted to her his regrets that she and her mother had been treated so cavalierly at the Hotel Impérial. It was not through any orders of his.
However, even though it was too late to help "this crazy Adams," he instructed that Vivie should be left alone. He even sent his apologies to her through Gräfin von Stachelberg, expressing regret that she and her mother had been treated so poorly at the Hotel Impérial. It wasn't due to any orders from him.
So: Vivie became quite a power in Brussels during that last anxious year and a half of waiting, between May, 1917, and November, 1918. German soldiers, still limping from their wounds, saluted her in the street, remembering her kindness in hospital, and the letters she unweariedly wrote at their dictation to their wives and families—for she had become quite a scholar in German. The scanty remains of the British Colony and the great ladies among the patriotic Belgians now realized how false were the stories that had circulated about her in the first year of the War; and extended to her their friendship. And the Spanish Minister who had taken the place of the American as protector of British subjects, invited her to all the fêtes he gave for Belgian charities and Red Cross funds. Through his Legation she endeavoured to send information to the Y.M.C.A. and to Bertie's widow that Albert Adams of the Y.M.C.A. "had died in Brussels from the consequences of the War."
So, Vivie became quite an influential figure in Brussels during that last anxious year and a half of waiting, between May 1917 and November 1918. German soldiers, still limping from their injuries, greeted her on the street, recalling her kindness in the hospital and the countless letters she tirelessly wrote at their request to their wives and families—she had become quite proficient in German. The few remaining members of the British Colony and the prominent ladies among the patriotic Belgians finally realized how misleading the stories about her had been during the first year of the War and extended their friendship to her. The Spanish Minister, who had taken over from the American as protector of British subjects, invited her to all the events he hosted for Belgian charities and Red Cross funds. Through his Legation, she tried to send information to the Y.M.C.A. and to Bertie's widow that Albert Adams of the Y.M.C.A. "had died in Brussels from the consequences of the War."
I dare say in the autumn of 1917, if Vivien Warren had applied through the Spanish Minister for a passport to leave Belgium for some neutral country, it would have been accorded to her: the German authorities would have been thankful to see her no more. She reminded them of one of the cruellest acts of their administration. But she preferred to stay for the historical revenge of seeing the Germans driven out of Belgium, and Belgian independence restored. And she could not go lest Bertie's grave should be forgotten. In common with Edith Cavell, Gabrielle Petit, Philippe Bauck, and the other forty or fifty victims of von Bissing's "Terror," he had been buried in the grassy slopes of the amphitheatre of the Rifle range, near where he had been executed. Every Sunday, wet or fine, Vivien went there with fresh flowers. She had marked the actual grave with a small wooden cross bearing his name, till the time should come when she could have his remains transferred to English soil.
I must say, in the fall of 1917, if Vivien Warren had requested a passport through the Spanish Minister to leave Belgium for a neutral country, it would have been granted to her: the German authorities would have been glad to see her go. She reminded them of one of the most brutal actions of their rule. But she chose to stay for the historical revenge of watching the Germans expelled from Belgium and Belgian independence restored. And she couldn’t leave because she didn't want Bertie’s grave to be forgotten. Like Edith Cavell, Gabrielle Petit, Philippe Bauck, and the other forty or fifty victims of von Bissing's "Terror," he was buried in the grassy slopes of the amphitheater of the Rifle range, near where he was executed. Every Sunday, rain or shine, Vivien went there with fresh flowers. She had marked the grave with a small wooden cross displaying his name, until the day would come when she could have his remains moved to English soil.
One day, as she was leaving the hospital in the autumn of 1917, a shabby man pushed into her hand a soiled, way-worn copy of the Times, a fortnight old. "Three francs," he whispered. She paid him. It was no uncommon thing for her or one of her English or Belgian acquaintances to buy the Times or some other English daily at a price ranging from one franc to ten, and then pass it round the friendly circle of subscribers who apportioned the cost. On this occasion she opened her Times in the tram, going home, and glanced at its columns. In any one but "Mees Varennes" in these days of 1917, 1918, this would have been a punishable offence; but in her case no spy or policeman noted the infringement of regulations about the enemy press. On one of the pages she read the account of a bad air-raid on Portland Place, and a reference—with a short obituary notice elsewhere—to the death of one of the victims of the German bombs. This was "Linda, Lady Rossiter, the dearly loved wife of Sir Michael Rossiter, whose discoveries in the way of bone grafting and other forms of curative surgery had been among the outstanding achievements in etc., etc."
One day, as she was leaving the hospital in the autumn of 1917, a scruffy man pushed a worn-out, dirty copy of the Times into her hand, which was two weeks old. "Three francs," he whispered. She paid him. It wasn't unusual for her or any of her English or Belgian friends to buy the Times or some other English daily for a price between one franc and ten, then share it among their group of subscribers who covered the cost. On this occasion, she opened her Times on the tram ride home and glanced at its pages. For anyone other than "Mees Varennes" during these times of 1917 and 1918, this would have been a punishable offense; but in her case, no spy or policeman noticed her breaking the rules about enemy press. On one of the pages, she read about a severe air raid on Portland Place and a mention—with a brief obituary notice elsewhere—of the death of one of the victims of the German bombs. This was "Linda, Lady Rossiter, the dearly loved wife of Sir Michael Rossiter, whose discoveries in bone grafting and other forms of curative surgery had been among the notable achievements in etc., etc."
"Dear me!" said Vivien to herself, as the tram coursed on beyond her usual stopping place and the conductor obstinately looked the other way, "I'm glad she lived to be Lady Rossiter. It must have given her such pleasure. Poor thing! And to think the knowledge that he's a widower hardly stirs my pulses one extra beat. And how I loved that man, seven years, six years, five years ago! Hullo! Where am I? Miles from the Rue Haute! Conducteur! Arrêtez, s'il vous plaît."
"Goodness!" Vivien said to herself as the tram passed her usual stop and the conductor stubbornly looked away. "I'm so glad she became Lady Rossiter. It must have brought her so much joy. Poor thing! And to think that the fact he's a widower doesn't even make my heart race. And how I loved that man—seven years, six years, five years ago! Wait! Where am I? Miles from Rue Haute! Conductor! Stop, please."
CHAPTER XX
AFTER THE ARMISTICE
The Bruxellois felt very disheartened in the closing months of 1917. The Russian revolution had brought about the collapse of Russia as an enemy of Germany; and the Germans were enabled to transport most of their troops on the Russian frontier to the west and to the Italian frontier. Italy had lost half Venetia and enormous quantities of guns in the breach of her defences at Caporetto. It seemed indeed at any moment, when the ice and snow of that dreadful winter of 1917-18 melted, as though Italy would share the fate of Rumania. Though the British army had had a grand success with their Tanks, they had, ere 1917 ended, lost nearly all the ground gained round Cambrai. Besides, the submarine menace was imperilling the British food supplies and connections with America. As to the United States: was their intervention going to be more than money loans and supplies of material? Would they really supply the fighting men, the one thing at this crisis necessary to defeat Germany?
The people of Brussels felt very discouraged in the last months of 1917. The Russian revolution had led to Russia's downfall as an enemy of Germany, allowing the Germans to move most of their troops from the Russian front to the western and Italian fronts. Italy had lost half of Venetia and a huge amount of weaponry due to the breach of its defenses at Caporetto. It seemed that, as soon as the ice and snow from that harsh winter of 1917-18 melted, Italy might suffer the same fate as Romania. Although the British army had a significant success with their Tanks, by the end of 1917, they had lost nearly all the ground they gained around Cambrai. Additionally, the submarine threat was jeopardizing the British food supplies and their connections with America. As for the United States: would their involvement be limited to financial loans and material supplies? Would they actually provide the soldiers, which was urgently needed to defeat Germany at this critical moment?
Belgium had been divided administratively into two distinct portions, north and south of the Meuse. North of the Meuse she was to be a Dutch-speaking country either part of Germany eventually, or given to Holland to compensate her for her very benevolent neutrality towards Germany during the War. A handful of Flemish adventurers appeared at Brussels to form the Council of Flanders, and sickened the Bruxellois by their lavish praise of the German administration and servile concurrence with all German measures.
Belgium had been split into two separate parts, north and south of the Meuse River. The northern area was meant to be a Dutch-speaking territory, potentially becoming part of Germany later, or handed over to Holland as a reward for its generous neutrality towards Germany during the War. A small group of Flemish pioneers showed up in Brussels to create the Council of Flanders, annoying the people of Brussels with their extravagant praise of the German administration and their submissive agreement with all German policies.
The events of the spring of 1918 accentuated the despair in the Belgian capital. When the Germans broke through the defences of the new lines which ran through Picardy and Champagne, reached the vicinity of Amiens, retook Soissons, and recrossed the Marne, it seemed as though Belgian independence had been lost; the utmost she could hope for would be the self-government of a German province.
The events of the spring of 1918 highlighted the desperation in the Belgian capital. When the Germans breached the defenses of the new lines that stretched through Picardy and Champagne, got close to Amiens, reclaimed Soissons, and crossed the Marne again, it seemed like Belgian independence was gone; at best, all they could hope for was the self-governance of a German province.
But Vivie was not among the pessimists. She discerned a smouldering discontent among the German soldiers, even when Germany seemed near to a sweeping victory over France and Britain.
But Vivie wasn't one of the pessimists. She noticed a simmering discontent among the German soldiers, even when Germany seemed close to a sweeping victory over France and Britain.
The brutality of the soldiers, their deliberate, nasty dirtiness during the first two years of the War seemed due rather to their officers' orders than to an anti-human disposition of their own. Many of the soldiers in Belgium, in Brussels, turned round—so to speak—and conceived a horror of what they had done, of what they had been told to do. Men who on the instigation of their officers—and these last, especially the Prussians, seemed fiends incarnate—had offered violence to young Belgian women, ended by offering to marry them, even showed themselves kind husbands, only too willing to become domesticated, groaning at having to leave their temporary homes and return to the terrible fighting on the Yser or in France.
The brutality of the soldiers, their intentional, disgusting behavior during the first two years of the war seemed more a result of their officers' orders than a cruel nature of their own. Many soldiers in Belgium, in Brussels, reflected on their actions and felt a deep horror over what they had done and what they had been ordered to do. Men who, pushed by their officers—especially the Prussians, who seemed like real-life monsters—had committed violent acts against young Belgian women, eventually offered to marry them and even acted as caring husbands, reluctant to leave their temporary homes and return to the horrific fighting at the Yser or in France.
There were, for example, the soldiers stationed at the Villa Beau-séjour and at the Oudekens' farm. Vivie had a growing desire to find out what had happened to her mother's property. One day, late in February, 1918, when there was a premature breath and feeling of Spring in the air, she called on her friend—as he had become—the Directeur of the Prison of Saint-Gilles, and asked him—since she herself could not deign to ask any favour or concession of the German authorities—to obtain for her a permit to proceed to Tervueren, the railway service between Brussels and that place having been reopened. She walked over—with what reminiscences the roads and paths were filled—to the Villa, and showing her pass was received, not uncivilly, by the sergeant-major in charge. Fortunately the officers had all gone, voting it very dull, with Brussels so near and yet so far. After their departure the sergeant-major and his reduced guard of men had begun to make the place more homelike. The usual German thrift had shown itself. They had reassembled the remains of Mrs. Warren's herd of cows. These had calves and were giving milk. There were once more the beginnings of a poultry yard. The rooms had been cleaned at any rate of their unspeakable filth, though the dilapidations and the ruined furniture made tears of vexation stand in Vivie's eyes. However she kept her temper and told the sergeant that it was her property now; that she intended to reclaim it at the end of the War, and that if he saw to it that the place was handed back to her with no further damage, she would take care that he was duly rewarded; and as an instalment she gave him a good tip. He replied with a laugh and a shrug "That may well come about." ("Das könnte wohl geschehen.")
There were, for instance, the soldiers stationed at the Villa Beau-séjour and at the Oudekens' farm. Vivie increasingly wanted to find out what happened to her mother's property. One day, late in February 1918, with a hint of Spring in the air, she visited her friend—the Directeur of the Prison of Saint-Gilles—and asked him—since she couldn't bring herself to request any favors from the German authorities—to get her a permit to travel to Tervueren, as the train service between Brussels and that location had reopened. She walked over—filled with memories of the roads and paths—to the Villa, and after showing her pass, she was greeted politely by the sergeant-major in charge. Luckily, the officers had all left, finding it too boring with Brussels so near yet so far. After they left, the sergeant-major and his smaller group of men had started to make the place feel more like home. The usual German efficiency was evident. They had gathered what was left of Mrs. Warren's herd of cows, which now had calves and were producing milk. There were once again the beginnings of a poultry yard. The rooms had at least been cleaned of their disgusting filth, although the damage and ruined furniture made tears of frustration well up in Vivie's eyes. Still, she kept her cool and told the sergeant that it was her property now; that she planned to reclaim it after the War, and that if he ensured the place was returned to her without further damage, she'd make sure he got a decent reward; and as a gesture, she gave him a generous tip. He responded with a laugh and a shrug, "That may well happen." ("Das könnte wohl geschehen.")
He had already heard of the Engländerin whom the Kommandantur was afraid to touch, and opened his heart to her; even offering to prepare her a little meal in her own salle à manger. With what strange sensations she sat down to it. The sergeant as he brought in the œufs au plat said the soldiers were already sick of the War. Most wanted to go back to Germany, but a few were so much in love with Belgium that they hoped they might be allowed to settle down there; especially those who spoke Platt-deutsch, to whom Flemish came so easy.
He had already heard about the Englishwoman whom the authorities were afraid to confront, and he opened up to her; even offering to prepare a small meal for her in her own salle à manger. What strange feelings she had as she sat down to eat it. The sergeant, as he brought in the œufs au plat, said that the soldiers were already tired of the War. Most wanted to return to Germany, but a few were so in love with Belgium that they hoped they could settle down there; especially those who spoke Platt-deutsch, for whom Flemish came quite easily.
From Villa Beau-séjour, Vivien Warren passed on to the Oudekens' farm, wondering what she would see—Some fresh horror? But on the contrary, Mme. Oudekens looked years younger; indeed when Vivien first stood outside the house door, she had heard really hearty laughter coming from the orchard where the farmer's widow was pinning up clothes to dry. Yet it was here that the woman's husband had been shot and buried, as the result of a field-court's sentence.
From Villa Beau-séjour, Vivien Warren moved on to the Oudekens' farm, curious about what she would find—Another shocking sight? But surprisingly, Mme. Oudekens looked years younger; in fact, when Vivien first stood outside the door, she heard genuine laughter coming from the orchard where the farmer's widow was hanging clothes to dry. Yet it was here that the woman's husband had been shot and buried, as a consequence of a field-court's ruling.
But when she answered Vivien's questions, after plying her with innumerable enquiries, she admitted with a blush that Heinrich, the German sergeant, with whom she had first cohabited by constraint, had recently married her at the Mairie, though the Curé had refused to perform the religious service. Heinrich was now invariably kind and worked hard on the farm. He hoped by diligently supplying the officers' messes in Brussels with poultry and vegetables that he and his assistants—two corporals—might be overlooked and not sent back into the fighting ranks. As to her daughters, after a few months of promiscuity—a terrible time that Mme. Oudekens wanted to forget—they had been assigned to the two corporals as their exclusive property. They were both of them about to become mothers, and if no one interfered, as soon as this accursed War was over their men would marry them. "But," said Vivie, "suppose your husband and these corporals are married already, in Germany?" "Qu'est-ce-que ça fait?" said Mme. Oudekens. "C'est si loin." By making these little concessions she had already saved her youngest son from deportation to Germany.
But when she answered Vivien's questions, after bombarding her with countless inquiries, she admitted with a blush that Heinrich, the German sergeant, with whom she had first lived together out of necessity, had recently married her at the town hall, although the priest had refused to conduct the religious ceremony. Heinrich was now always kind and worked hard on the farm. He hoped that by diligently providing the officers' messes in Brussels with poultry and vegetables, he and his helpers—two corporals—might be overlooked and not sent back into combat. As for her daughters, after a few months of promiscuity—a terrible time that Mme. Oudekens wanted to forget—they had been given to the two corporals as their exclusive property. They were both about to become mothers, and if no one interfered, as soon as this cursed War was over, their men would marry them. "But," said Vivie, "what if your husband and these corporals are already married back in Germany?" "What does that matter?" said Mme. Oudekens. "It's so far away." By making these small compromises, she had already saved her youngest son from being sent to Germany.
The enormous demands for food in Brussels, which in 1918 had a floating population of over a million and where the Germans were turning large dogs into pemmican, had tripled the value of all productive farms so near the capital as those round Tervueren, especially now the railway service was reopened. Many of the peasants were making huge fortunes in complicity with some German soldier-partner.
The huge demand for food in Brussels, which in 1918 had a fluctuating population of over a million and where the Germans were turning large dogs into pemmican, had tripled the value of all productive farms close to the capital, like those around Tervueren, especially now that the railway service had reopened. Many of the farmers were making massive profits by working together with some German soldier-partners.
In Brussels itself, soldiers often sided with the people against the odious "polizei," the intolerable German spies and police agents. Conflicts would sometimes occur in the trams and the streets when the German police endeavoured to arrest citizens for reading the Times or La Libre Belgique, or for saying disrespectful things about the Emperor.
In Brussels, soldiers frequently supported the people against the hated "polizei," the unbearable German spies and police agents. Conflicts would sometimes break out in the trams and streets when the German police tried to arrest citizens for reading the Times or La Libre Belgique, or for making disrespectful remarks about the Emperor.
The tremendous rush of the German offensive onward to the Marne, Somme, and Ypres salient in March-June, 1918, was received by the shifting garrison of Brussels with little enthusiasm. Would it not tend to prolong the War? The German advance into France was spectacular, but it was paid for by an appalling death-roll. The hospitals at Brussels were filled to overflowing with wounded and dying men. The Austrians who were brought from the Italian front to replenish the depleted battalions, quarrelled openly with the Prussians, and in some cases had to be surrounded in a barrack square and shot down.
The massive wave of the German offensive pushing toward the Marne, Somme, and Ypres salient from March to June 1918 was met with little enthusiasm by the changing garrison in Brussels. Wouldn’t this just drag the War on longer? The German advance into France was impressive, but it came at a terrible cost in lives. The hospitals in Brussels were overflowing with wounded and dying soldiers. The Austrians who were brought in from the Italian front to bolster the weakened battalions openly argued with the Prussians, and in some cases, they had to be surrounded in a barrack square and executed.
The first real check to the German Army in its second march on Paris—that which followed its crossing of the Marne near Dormans—was prophetically greeted by the Bruxellois as the turning of the tide. The Emperor had gone thither from the Hotel Impérial in order to witness and follow the culminating march on Paris. But Foch now struck with his reserves, and the head of the tortoise was nipped off. The driving back of the Germans over the Marne coincided with the Belgian National Fête of July 21. Not since 1914 had this fête been openly observed. But on this day in 1918, the German police made no protest when a huge crowd celebrated the fête day in every church and every street. Vivien herself, smiling and laughing as she had not done since Bertie's death, attended the service in Sainte-Gudule and joined in singing La Brabançonne in place of Te Deum, laudamus. In the streets and houses of Brussels every piano, every gramophone was enrolled to play the Marseillaise, Vers l'Avenir, and La Brabançonne, the Belgian national anthem (uninspiring words and dreary tune). From this date onwards—July 21—the German débacle proceeded, with scarcely one day's intermission, with never a German regain of lost ground.
The first real setback for the German Army in its second march on Paris—after it crossed the Marne near Dormans—was seen by the people of Brussels as a turning point. The Emperor had gone there from the Hotel Impérial to witness and follow the final push toward Paris. But Foch struck back with his reserves, and the German advance was stopped. The push back of the Germans over the Marne coincided with the Belgian National Celebration on July 21. This celebration hadn't been publicly observed since 1914. However, on this day in 1918, the German police didn't stop a massive crowd from celebrating the holiday in every church and street. Vivien herself, smiling and laughing as she hadn't done since Bertie's death, attended the service in Sainte-Gudule and joined in singing La Brabançonne instead of Te Deum, laudamus. All over the streets and houses of Brussels, every piano and gramophone played the Marseillaise, Vers l'Avenir, and La Brabançonne, the Belgian national anthem (uninspiring lyrics and a dreary tune). From this date forward—July 21—the German débacle continued, with hardly a day of pause and no German recapture of lost territory.
When the Americans had retaken St. Mihiel on September 14, then did Belgians boldly predict that their King would be back in Brussels by Christmas. But their prophecies were outstripped by events. Already, in the beginning of October, the accredited German Press in Belgium was adjuring the Belgians not to be impatient, but to let them evacuate Belgium quietly. At the end of October, Minna von Stachelberg told Vivien that she and the other units of the German Red Cross had received instructions to leave and hand over their charges to the Belgian doctors and nurses. The two women took an affectionate farewell of each other, vowing they would meet again—somewhere—when the War was over. British wounded now began to cease coming into Brussels, so Vivie was free to attend to her own affairs.
When the Americans took back St. Mihiel on September 14, the Belgians confidently predicted that their King would be back in Brussels by Christmas. But those predictions were quickly overshadowed by events. By early October, the German Press in Belgium was urging the Belgians to remain patient and allow them to leave the country quietly. At the end of October, Minna von Stachelberg told Vivien that she and the other units of the German Red Cross had been instructed to leave and turn over their patients to Belgian doctors and nurses. The two women said a heartfelt goodbye to each other, promising they would meet again—somewhere—once the War was over. British soldiers began to stop arriving in Brussels, so Vivie was free to focus on her own matters.
Enormous quantities of German plunder were streaming out of Belgium by train, by motor, in military lorries, in carts and waggons. Nearly all this belonged to the officers, and the already-rebellious soldiers broke out in protestations. "Why should they who had done all the fighting have none of the loot?" So they won over the Belgian engine-drivers—delighted to see this quarrel between the hyenas—and held up the trains in the suburban stations north of Brussels. There were pitched battles which ended always in the soldiers' victory.
Enormous amounts of German loot were being transported out of Belgium by train, by car, in military trucks, and in carts and wagons. Almost all of it belonged to the officers, and the already-disgruntled soldiers protested. "Why should those who did all the fighting get none of the spoils?" So they rallied the Belgian train drivers—who were happy to witness this conflict among the hyenas—and stopped the trains at suburban stations north of Brussels. There were fierce battles that always ended in the soldiers' victory.
The soldiers then would hold auctions and markets of the plunder captured in the trains and lorries. They were in a hurry to get a little money to take back with them to Germany. Vivie, who had laid her plans now as to what to do after the German evacuation of Brussels, attended these auctions. She was nearly always civilly treated, because so many German soldiers had known her as a friend in hospital and told other soldiers. At one such sale she bought a serviceable motor-car for 750 francs; at another drums of petrol.
The soldiers would then hold auctions and markets for the loot taken from the trains and trucks. They were eager to make some money to bring back to Germany. Vivie, who had figured out her plans for what to do after the Germans left Brussels, went to these auctions. She was usually treated politely because many German soldiers recognized her as a friend from the hospital and spread the word. At one auction, she bought a reliable motor car for 750 francs; at another, she purchased drums of gasoline.
She had provided herself with funds by going to her mother's bank and reopening the question of the deposited jewels and plate. Now that the victory of the Allies seemed certain, the bank manager was more inclined to make things easy for her. He had the jewels and plate valued—roughly—at £3,000; and although he would not surrender them till the will could be proved and she could show letters of administration, he consented on behalf of the bank to make her a loan of 30,000 francs.
She had set herself up with some money by going to her mother's bank and bringing up the issue of the deposited jewelry and silverware again. Now that the victory of the Allies seemed certain, the bank manager was more willing to help her out. He had the jewelry and silverware roughly valued at £3,000, and although he wouldn’t give them to her until the will was verified and she could present letters of administration, he agreed on behalf of the bank to give her a loan of 30,000 francs.
On November 10th, a German soldier who followed Vivien about with humble fidelity since she had cured him of a bad whitlow—and also because, as he said, it was a joy to speak English once more—for he had been a waiter at the Savoy Hotel—came to her in the Boulevard d'Anspach and said "The Red flag, lady, he fly from Kommandantur. With us I think it is Kaput." This was what Vivien had been waiting for. Asking the man to follow her, she first stopped outside a shop of military equipment, and after a brief inspection of its goods entered and purchased a short, not too flexible riding-whip, with a heavy handle. Then as the trams were densely crowded, she walked at a rapid pace—glancing round ever and again to see that her German soldier was following—up the Boulevard du Jardin Botanique and along the Rue Royale until she came to the Hotel Impérial. Here she halted for a minute to have the soldier close behind her; then gave the revolving door a turn and found herself and him in the marble hall once built for Mrs. Warren's florid taste. "Call the Manager," she said—trying not to pant—to two Belgian servants who came up, a porter and a lift man. The Manager—he who had ejected her and her mother in 1915—was fortunately a little while in appearing. He was really packing up with energy so as to depart with all the plunder he could transport before the way of escape was closed. This little delay enabled Vivien to get her breath and resume an impressive calm.
On November 10th, a German soldier who had been faithfully following Vivien since she healed him of a bad infection—and also because, as he said, it was great to speak English again since he had been a waiter at the Savoy Hotel—approached her on Boulevard d'Anspach and said, "The Red flag, lady, it is flying from the Commandant. I think it's over for us." This was what Vivien had been waiting for. She asked the man to follow her and first stopped outside a military equipment shop. After a quick look at the items, she went in and bought a short, fairly stiff riding whip with a heavy handle. Then, as the trams were very crowded, she walked quickly—glancing back now and then to make sure her German soldier was behind her—up Boulevard du Jardin Botanique and along Rue Royale until she reached the Hotel Impérial. She paused for a moment to ensure the soldier was right behind her, then pushed through the revolving door and found herself and him in the marble hall that had once been designed for Mrs. Warren's extravagant taste. "Call the Manager," she said—trying to catch her breath—to two Belgian staff members who approached, a porter and a lift operator. The Manager—the same one who had kicked her and her mother out in 1915—was thankfully a bit slow to appear. He was too busy hustling to gather up as much loot as he could before the escape routes were shut down. This brief delay allowed Vivien to regain her composure and present an air of calm.
"Well: what you want?" the Manager said insolently, recollecting her.
"Well, what do you want?" the Manager said disrespectfully, remembering her.
"This first," she said, seizing him suddenly by his coat collar.
"This first," she said, suddenly grabbing him by the coat collar.
"I want—to—give—you—the—soundest—thrashing you have ever had..."
"I want to give you the biggest beating you've ever had..."
And before he could offer any effective resistance she had lashed him well with the riding cravache about the shoulders, hands, back and face. He wrenched himself free and crouched ready for a counter attack. But the Belgian servants intervened and tripped him up; and the German soldier—the ex-waiter from the Savoy—said that Madame was by nature so kind that there must be some good reason for this chastisement.
And before he could put up any real fight, she had hit him hard with the riding cravache across his shoulders, hands, back, and face. He managed to break free and got into a defensive stance, prepared to fight back. But the Belgian servants stepped in and knocked him down; and the German soldier—the former waiter from the Savoy—pointed out that Madame was naturally so kind that there must be a good reason for this punishment.
"There is," she replied, now she had got her breath and was inwardly feeling ashamed at her resort to such violent methods.
"There is," she replied, now that she had caught her breath and was feeling embarrassed about having resorted to such extreme methods.
"Three years ago, this creature turned my mother and myself out of this hotel with such violence that my mother died of it a few minutes afterwards. He stole our money and much of our property. I have inherited from my mother, to whom this hotel once belonged, a right over certain rooms which she used to occupy. I resume that right from to-day. I shall go to them now. As to this wretch, throw him out on to the pavement. He can afterwards send for his luggage, and what really is his he shall have."
"Three years ago, this creature tossed my mother and me out of this hotel so violently that my mother died just a few minutes later. He stole our money and a lot of our belongings. I have inherited from my mother, to whom this hotel once belonged, a right to certain rooms that she used to occupy. I'm reclaiming that right starting today. I'm going to those rooms now. As for this scoundrel, throw him out onto the pavement. He can call for his luggage later, and he can have whatever really belongs to him."
Her orders were executed.
Her commands were carried out.
She then sent a message to Mme. Walcker and to the kind tea-shop woman, Mme. Trouessart, close by, explaining what she had done and why. "I shall take control of this hotel in the name of the Belgian Company that owns it, a Company in which, through my mother, I possess shares. I shall stay here till responsible persons take it over and I shall resume possession of the appartement that belonged to my mother." Meantime, would Madame Trouessart engage a few stout wenches to eke out the scanty hotel staff, most of which being German had already commenced its flight back to the fatherland with all the plunder it could carry off. The soldier-ex-hotel-waiter was provisionally engaged to remain, as long as the Belgian Government allowed him, and three stalwart British soldiers, until the day before prisoners-of-war, were enlisted in her service and armed with revolvers to repel any ordinary act of brigandage.
She then sent a message to Mrs. Walcker and the friendly tea-shop owner, Mrs. Trouessart, nearby, explaining what she had done and why. "I will take control of this hotel on behalf of the Belgian Company that owns it, a Company in which I hold shares through my mother. I will stay here until responsible people take it over, and I will reclaim the apartment that belonged to my mother." In the meantime, could Mrs. Trouessart hire a few strong women to help with the small hotel staff, most of whom were German and had already started their escape back to their homeland with all the loot they could carry? The soldier who used to be a hotel waiter was temporarily kept on as long as the Belgian Government allowed, and three strong British soldiers, who were prisoners of war until the day before, were hired to help and armed with revolvers to fend off any usual acts of robbery.
By the end of November she had the Hotel Édouard-Sept—with the old name restored—running smoothly and ready for the new guests—British, French officers and civilians who would follow the King of the Belgians on his return to his capital. The re-established Belgian authorities soon put her into possession of the Villa Beau-séjour. The German sergeant-major here had kept faith with her, and in return for handing over everything intact, including the herd of cows, received a douceur which amply rewarded him for this belated honesty before he, too, set his face towards Germany with the rest of the evacuating army. The motor-car she had bought enabled her to fetch supplies of food from farm to hotel and to perform many little services to Belgians who were returning to their old homes. Madame Trouessart, not as yet having any stock of tea with which to reopen her tea-shop to the first incoming of curious tourists, agreed to live with Miss Warren at the hotel and act as her deputy, if affairs took her away from Brussels.
By the end of November, she had the Hotel Édouard-Sept—now with its old name back—operating smoothly and ready for new guests—British and French officers and civilians who would follow the King of the Belgians upon his return to his capital. The reinstated Belgian authorities quickly gave her control of the Villa Beau-séjour. The German sergeant-major had been honest with her, and in exchange for handing over everything intact, including the herd of cows, he received a douceur that generously compensated him for his tardy honesty before he too headed back to Germany with the rest of the evacuating army. The car she had bought allowed her to bring in food supplies from farms to the hotel and perform various small favors for Belgians returning to their old homes. Madame Trouessart, not having any tea stock to reopen her tea shop for the first incoming curious tourists, agreed to stay with Miss Warren at the hotel and act as her deputy if she needed to leave Brussels.
It was at the Hotel Édouard-Sept, the place where she had been born, that Rossiter met her when he arrived in Brussels after the Armistice. She felt a little tremulous when his card was sent up to her, and kept him waiting quite five minutes while she saw that her hair was tidy and estimated before the glass the extent to which it had gone grey. She had let it grow of late years—the days of David Williams and Mr. Michaelis seemed very remote—and spent some time and consideration in arranging it. Her costume was workmanlike and that of an hotel manageress in the morning; yet distinctly set off her figure and suited her character of an able-bodied, intellectual woman.
It was at the Hotel Édouard-Sept, where she had been born, that Rossiter met her when he arrived in Brussels after the Armistice. She felt a bit nervous when his card was sent up to her and kept him waiting for five minutes while she made sure her hair looked neat and checked in the mirror how much gray was showing. She had let it grow out in recent years—the times of David Williams and Mr. Michaelis felt very far away—and spent some time and thought arranging it. Her outfit was practical, typical of a hotel manageress in the morning; yet it still accentuated her figure and matched her character as a capable, intellectual woman.
"Vivie!"
"Vivie!"
"Michael!"
"Mike!"
"My dear! You're handsomer than ever!"
"My dear! You're more handsome than ever!"
"Michael! Your khaki uniform becomes you; and I'm so glad you've got rid of that beard. Now we can see your well-shaped chin. But still: we mustn't stand here, paying one another compliments, though this meeting is too wonderful: I never thought I should see you again. Let's come to realities. I suppose the real heart-felt question at the back of your mind is: can I let you have a room? I can, but not a bath-room suite; they're all taken..."
"Michael! Your khaki uniform looks great on you, and I’m so glad you got rid of that beard. Now we can see your nice chin. But still, we shouldn't just stand here exchanging compliments, even though this meeting is too amazing: I never thought I’d see you again. Let’s get to the point. I bet the burning question on your mind is: can I give you a room? I can, but no bathroom suite; they’re all occupied..."
Michael: "Nonsense! I'm going to be put up at the Palace Hotel. Jenkins—you remember the butler of old time?—Jenkins, and my batman, a refined brigand, a polished robber, have already been there and commandeered something....
Michael: "Nonsense! I'm going to stay at the Palace Hotel. Jenkins—you remember the old butler?—Jenkins, and my batman, a classy rogue, a smooth thief, have already been there and taken care of things....
"No. I came here, firstly to find out if you were living; secondly to ask you to marry me" ... (a pause) ... "and thirdly to find out what happened to Bertie Adams. A message came through the Spanish Legation here, a year and a half ago, to the effect that he had died at Brussels from the consequences of the War. However, unless you can tell me at once this is all a mistake, we can go into his affairs later. My first question is—Oh! Bother all this cackle.... Will you marry me?"
"No. I came here, first to see if you were alive; second to ask you to marry me" ... (a pause) ... "and third to find out what happened to Bertie Adams. A message came through the Spanish Legation here a year and a half ago, saying that he had died in Brussels as a result of the War. However, unless you can immediately tell me that this is all a mistake, we can talk about his matters later. My first question is—Oh! Forget all this nonsense.... Will you marry me?"
Vivie: "Dear, brave Bertie, whom I shall everlastingly mourn, was shot here in Brussels by the abominable Germans, as a spy, on April 8th, 1917. He was of course no more a spy than you are or I am. The poor devoted fool—I rage still, because I shall never be worth such folly, such selfless devotion—got into Belgium with false passports—American: in the hope of rescuing me. He came and enquired here—my last address in his remembrance—and came by sheer bad luck just as the Kaiser was about to arrive. They jumped to the conclusion that—"
Vivie: "Dear, brave Bertie, whom I will always mourn, was shot here in Brussels by the terrible Germans, accused of being a spy, on April 8th, 1917. He was no more a spy than you or I are. The poor devoted fool—I’m still angry, because I’ll never be capable of such foolishness, such selfless devotion—made his way into Belgium with fake American passports in hopes of rescuing me. He came and inquired here—my last address he remembered—and arrived just as the Kaiser was about to show up. They jumped to the conclusion that—"
Rossiter: "Awfully, cruelly sad. But you can give me the details of it later on. You must have a long, long story of your own to tell which ought to be of poignant interest. But ... will you marry me? I suppose you know dear Linda died—was killed by a bomb in a German air-raid last year—October, 1917. I really felt heart-broken about it, but I know now I am only doing what she would have wished. She came at last to talk about you quite differently, quite understanding—"
Rossiter: "So incredibly sad. But you can fill me in on the details later. You must have a really long story of your own to share that should be really interesting. But ... will you marry me? I guess you know that dear Linda passed away—was killed by a bomb during a German air raid last year—October, 1917. I honestly felt heartbroken about it, but I realize now that I’m just doing what she would have wanted. She eventually spoke about you completely differently, completely understanding—"
Vivie: "That's what all widowers say. They always declare the dead wife begged them to marry again, and even designated her successor. Poor Linda! Yes, I read an account of it in a copy of the Times; but I couldn't of course communicate with you to say how truly, truly sorry I was. I am glad to know she spoke nicely of me. Did she really? Or have you only made it up?"
Vivie: "That's what all widowers say. They always claim that their dead wife urged them to remarry and even picked her replacement. Poor Linda! Yeah, I read an article about it in a copy of the Times; but I couldn't reach out to let you know how truly, truly sorry I was. I'm glad to hear she said nice things about me. Did she really? Or did you just make that up?"
Michael: "Of course I haven't. She really did. Do you know, she and I quite altered after the War began? She lost all her old silliness and inefficiency—or at any rate only retained enough of the old childishness to make her endearing. And I really grew to love her. I quite forgot you. Yes: I admit it....
Michael: "Of course I haven't. She truly did. You know, she and I changed a lot after the War started? She shed all her old silliness and ineptness—or at least kept just enough of her childish charm to be lovable. And I really fell for her. I totally forgot about you. Yes, I admit it....
"But somehow, after she was dead the old feeling for you came back ... and without any disloyalty to Linda. I felt in a way—I know it is an absurd thing for a man of science to say, for we have still no proof—I felt somehow as though she lived still. That's why I don't want to get rid of the Park Crescent house. Her presence seems to linger there. But I also knew—instinctively—that she would like us to come together.... She..."
"But somehow, after she passed away, my old feelings for you came back... and I didn’t feel disloyal to Linda. I felt, in a way—I know it sounds ridiculous for a scientist to say this, since we still have no proof—I felt like she was still alive. That’s why I don’t want to sell the Park Crescent house. It feels like her presence is still there. But I also knew—deep down—that she would want us to be together... She..."
Waiter (knocking at door and slightly opening it): "Madame! Le Général Tompkins veut vous voir. Il ajoute qu'il n'est pas habitué à attendre. Il y a aussi M'sieur Émile Vandervelde, qui arrive instamment et qui n'a pas d'installation..."
Waiter (knocking on the door and slightly opening it): "Ma'am! General Tompkins wants to see you. He adds that he's not used to waiting. There's also Mr. Émile Vandervelde, who is insisting and isn't set up..."
Rossiter: "Damn! Let me go and settle with 'em. Tompkins! I never heard such cheek—"
Rossiter: "Damn! Let me go deal with them. Tompkins! I've never heard such audacity—"
Vivien: "Not at all. You forget I am Manageress." (To Waiter) "Entrez done! Dîtes au Général que je serai à sa disposition dans trois minutes; et montrez-lui ce que nous avons en fait de chambres. Tous les appartements avec bain sont pris. Casez M'sieur Vandervelde quelque part. Du reste, je descendrai."... (Waiter goes out) ... "Michael! It is impossible to have a sentimental conversation here, and at this hour—Eleven o'clock on a busy morning. If you want an answer to your second question, now you've seen me, meet me outside the Palm House of the Jardin Botanique, at 3 p.m. I'll get off somehow for an hour just then. Don't forget! It's close by here—along the Rue Royale. Be absolutely punctual, or else I shall think that having seen me, seen how changed I am, you have altered your mind. I shall quite understand; only I may come back at five minutes past three and accept General Tompkins. Acquaintances ripen quickly in Brussels."
Vivien: "Not at all. You forget I’m the manager." (To Waiter) "Come in! Tell the General I'll be available in three minutes, and show him what rooms we have. All the suites with baths are taken. Find a spot for Mr. Vandervelde somewhere. Anyway, I’ll head down."... (Waiter goes out) ... "Michael! It's impossible to have a personal conversation here at this hour—Eleven o'clock on a busy morning. If you want an answer to your second question, now that you've seen me, meet me outside the Palm House of the Botanical Garden at 3 p.m. I’ll manage to get away for an hour then. Don’t forget! It’s close by here—along Rue Royale. Be absolutely on time, or I’ll think that now that you’ve seen me, seen how much I’ve changed, you’ve changed your mind. I’ll totally understand; I just might come back at five minutes past three and accept General Tompkins. Connections develop quickly in Brussels."
In the Palm House—or rather one of its many compartments; 3.5 p.m., on a beautiful afternoon in early December. The sun is sinking over outspread Brussels in a pink and yellow haze radiating from the good-humoured-looking, orange orb. There are no other visitors to the Palm House, at any rate not to this compartment, except the superintending gardener—the same that cheered the last hours of Mrs. Warren. He recognizes Vivien and salutes her gravely. Seeing that she is accompanied by a gentleman in khaki he discreetly withdraws out of hearing and tidies up a tree fern. Vivien and Michael seat themselves on two green iron chairs under the fronds and in front of grey stems.
In the Palm House—or rather one of its many sections; 3:30 p.m. on a beautiful afternoon in early December. The sun is setting over sprawling Brussels in a pink and yellow haze radiating from the cheerful orange orb. There are no other visitors in the Palm House, at least not in this section, except for the head gardener—the same one who kept Mrs. Warren company in her last hours. He recognizes Vivien and greets her respectfully. Noticing she’s with a gentleman in khaki, he discreetly steps away to tidy up a tree fern. Vivien and Michael sit down on two green iron chairs under the fronds and in front of grey stems.
Vivie: "This is a favourite place of mine for assignations. I can't think why it is so little appreciated by young Brussels. These palm houses are much more beautiful than anything at Kew; they are in the heart of Brussels, over which, as you see, you have a wonderful view. It was much more frequented when the Germans were here. With all their brutality they did not injure this unequalled collection of Tropical plants. They made the Palm House an allowance of coal and coke in winter while we poor human beings went without. I used often to come in here on a winter's day to get warm and to forget my sorrows....
Vivie: "This is one of my favorite spots for meet-ups. I can’t understand why young people in Brussels don’t appreciate it more. These palm houses are way more beautiful than anything at Kew; they’re right in the heart of Brussels, and as you can see, the view is amazing. It used to be much busier when the Germans were here. Despite all their brutality, they didn’t harm this unmatched collection of tropical plants. They made sure the Palm House got enough coal and coke in winter while we poor humans had to manage without. I often came here on winter days to warm up and forget my troubles..."
"Look at that superb Raphia—what fronds! And that Phoenix spinosa—and that Aralia—"
"Check out that amazing Raphia—what beautiful fronds! And that Phoenix spinosa—and that Aralia—"
Rossiter: "Bother the Aralia. I haven't come here for a Botany lesson. Besides, it isn't an Aralia; it's a Gomphocarpus.... Vivie! Will you marry me?"
Rossiter: "Forget about the Aralia. I didn't come here for a botany lesson. Besides, it's not an Aralia; it's a Gomphocarpus.... Vivie! Will you marry me?"
Vivie: "My dear Michael: I was forty-three last October."
Vivie: "My dear Michael: I turned forty-three last October."
Michael: "I was fifty-three last November, the day the Armistice was signed. But I feel more like thirty-three. Life in camp has quite rejuvenated me..."
Michael: "I turned fifty-three last November, on the day the Armistice was signed. But I feel more like I'm thirty-three. Life in camp has really rejuvenated me..."
Vivie (continuing): ... "And my hair is cinder grey—an unfortunate transition colour. And if the gardener were not looking I should say: 'Feel my elbows ... Dreadfully bony! And my face has become..." She turns her face towards him. He sees tears trembling on the lower lashes of her grey eyes, but something has come into the features, some irradiation of love—is it the light of the sunset?—which imparts a tender youthfulness to the curvature of cheek, lips and chin. Her face, indeed, might be of any age: it held the undying beauty of a goddess, in whom knowledge has sweetened to tenderness and divinity has dissolved in a need for compassion; and the youthful assurance of a happy woman whose wish at last is won....
Vivie (continuing): ... "And my hair is ash grey—an unfortunate transition color. If the gardener weren't looking, I would say: 'Feel my elbows ... So bony! And my face has become..." She turns her face towards him. He sees tears quivering on her lower lashes, but something has entered her features, a glow of love—is it the sunset light?—which brings a tender youthfulness to the curve of her cheek, lips, and chin. Her face could truly be of any age: it held the timeless beauty of a goddess, where knowledge has softened into tenderness and divinity has melted into a need for compassion; and the youthful confidence of a happy woman whose wish has finally come true....
For a minute she looks at him without finishing her sentence. Then she sits up straighter and says explicitly: "Yes, I will."
For a moment, she stares at him without completing her thought. Then she sits up taller and says clearly, "Yes, I will."
The gardener managed an occasional peep at them, sitting hand in hand. He wished the idyll to last as long as the clear daylight, but the hour for closing was four o'clock—"Il n'y avait pas à nier." Either they were husband and wife, reunited, after years of war-severance; or they were mature lovers, and probably of the most respectable. In either case, the necessary hint that ecstasies must transfer themselves at sunset from the glass houses of the Jardin Botanique to the outer air was best conveyed on this occasion by a discreet gift of flowers. Accordingly he went on to where exotic lilies were blooming, picked a few blossoms, returned, came with soft padding steps up to Vivie, offered them with a bow and "Mes félicitations sincères, Madame." Vivie laughed and took the lilies; Rossiter of course gave him a ten-franc note. And they sauntered slowly back to the hotel.
The gardener managed to sneak a glance at them, sitting hand in hand. He hoped their peaceful moment would last as long as the daylight, but closing time was four o'clock—"There was no denying it." They were either husband and wife, reunited after years apart due to the war, or mature lovers, probably very respectable ones. In either case, the best way to hint that their romantic moments needed to transition from the glass houses of the Jardin Botanique to the fresh air of the outside world was with a discreet gift of flowers. So, he walked over to where exotic lilies were blooming, picked a few blossoms, returned, approached Vivie softly, and offered them with a bow and "My sincere congratulations, Madam." Vivie laughed and took the lilies; Rossiter naturally gave him a ten-franc note. Then they strolled slowly back to the hotel.
L'ENVOI
I am reproached by such Art Critics as deign to notice my pictures with "finishing my foregrounds over much,"—filling them with superabundant detail, making the primroses more important than the snow-peaks. And by my publishers with forgetting the price of paper and the cost of printing. My jury of matrons thinks I don't know where to leave off and that I might very well close this book on the answer that Mrs. Warren's daughter gave to Sir Michael Rossiter's proposal of marriage in the Palm House at Brussels. "The reader," they say, "can very well fill in the rest of the story for himself or herself. It is hardly likely that Vivie will cry off at the last moment, or Michael reconsider the plunge into a second marriage. Why therefore waste print and paper and our eyesight in describing the marriage ceremony, the inevitable visit to Honoria, and what Vivie did with the property she inherited from her mother?"
I'm criticized by art critics who bother to look at my paintings for "overdoing my foregrounds," filling them with excessive detail, making the primroses more significant than the snow-capped mountains. My publishers remind me to consider the price of paper and the cost of printing. My panel of female reviewers thinks I don't know when to stop and suggests I could easily end this book with the response that Mrs. Warren's daughter gave to Sir Michael Rossiter's marriage proposal in the Palm House at Brussels. "The reader," they say, "can easily fill in the rest of the story for themselves. It's unlikely that Vivie will back out at the last minute or that Michael will rethink his decision to marry again. So why waste ink and paper and our eyesight describing the wedding ceremony, the expected visit to Honoria, and what Vivie did with the property she inherited from her mother?"
No doubt they are all right. Yet I am distrustful of my readers' judgment and imagination. I feel both want guiding, and I doubt their knowledge of the world and goodness of heart being equal to mine, except in rare cases.
No doubt they are all right. Still, I don’t fully trust my readers’ judgment and imagination. I feel both need some guidance, and I question whether their understanding of the world and goodness of heart match mine, except in a few rare instances.
So I throw out these indications to influence the sequels they may plan to this story.
So I put out these hints to shape the follow-ups they might plan for this story.
I think that Michael and Vivie were married at the British Legation in Brussels between Christmas and the New Year of 1918-1919; before that Legation was erected into an Embassy; and that the marriage officer was kind, genial Mr. Hawk when he returned to Brussels from The Hague and proceeded to get the Legation into working order. I am sure Mr. Hawk entered into the spirit of the thing and gave an informal breakfast afterwards in the Rue de Spa to which Mons. and Mme. Walcker, Mons. and Mme. Trouessart, and the Directeur of the prison of Saint-Gilles and his wife were invited. I think the head gardener of the Jardin Botanique who had charge of the Tropical houses cribbed from the collections some of the most magnificent blooms, and presented them to Vivie on the morning of her marriage; and that afterwards she laid the bouquet on her mother's newly finished tomb in the cemetery of St. Josse-ten-Noode, where, the weather being singularly mild for the time of year, the flowers lasted fresh and blooming for several days.
I believe that Michael and Vivie got married at the British Legation in Brussels between Christmas and New Year’s of 1918-1919, before that Legation became an Embassy. The officiant was a kind and friendly Mr. Hawk, who returned to Brussels from The Hague and got the Legation up and running. I’m sure Mr. Hawk embraced the occasion and hosted an informal breakfast afterward on Rue de Spa, inviting Mons. and Mme. Walcker, Mons. and Mme. Trouessart, and the director of the Saint-Gilles prison and his wife. I think the head gardener of the Jardin Botanique, who oversaw the Tropical houses, took some of the most beautiful flowers from the collections and gave them to Vivie on her wedding morning. Later, she placed the bouquet on her mother’s newly finished grave in the cemetery of St. Josse-ten-Noode, where, thanks to the unusually mild weather for this time of year, the flowers stayed fresh and vibrant for several days.
I am sure she and Michael then crossed the road and passed on to the building of the Tir National; entered it and stood for a moment in the verandah from which Vivie had seen Bertie Adams executed; and passed on over the tussocky grass to the graves of Bertie Adams and Edith Cavell, where they did silent homage to the dead. I believe a few days afterwards they visited the Senate where the victims of von Bissing's "Terror" had been tried, browbeaten, insulted, mocked. And the functionary who showed them over this superb national palace is certain to have included in his exposition the once splendid carpets which the German officers prior to their evacuation of the Senate—all but the legislative chamber of which was used as a barracks for rough soldiery—had sprayed and barred, streaked and splodged with printing ink. He would also have pointed out the three-hundred-year-old tapestries they had ripped from the walls and the historical portraits they had slashed, and would again have emphasized the fact that in all these senseless devastations the officers were far worse than the men.
I'm sure she and Michael then crossed the road and went to the Tir National building; they entered and paused for a moment on the verandah where Vivie had seen Bertie Adams executed; then they continued across the bumpy grass to the graves of Bertie Adams and Edith Cavell, where they silently paid their respects to the dead. I believe a few days later they visited the Senate where von Bissing's "Terror" victims were tried, bullied, insulted, and mocked. The guide who showed them around this magnificent national palace definitely included in his tour the once splendid carpets that the German officers had stained and ruined with printing ink before they evacuated the Senate, where almost everything except the legislative chamber was used as a barracks for rough soldiers. He would also have pointed out the three-hundred-year-old tapestries they ripped from the walls and the historical portraits they slashed, and would have emphasized that in all this senseless destruction, the officers were even worse than the men.
Also I am certain that Michael and Vivie made a pilgrimage to the prison of Saint-Gilles, and stood silently in the cell where Bertie Adams and Vivie had spent those terrible days of suspense and despair between April 6 and April 8, 1917; and that when they entered that other compartment of the prison where Edith Cavell had passed her last days before her execution, they listened with sympathetic reverence to the recital by the Directeur of verses from "l'Hymne d'Édith Cavell"—as it is now called—no other than the sad old poem of human sorrow, Abide with me; and that they appreciated to the full the warmth of Belgian feeling which has turned the cell of Edith Cavell into a Chapelle Ardente in perpetuity.
Also, I’m sure that Michael and Vivie visited the Saint-Gilles prison and stood quietly in the cell where Bertie Adams and Vivie spent those awful days of uncertainty and despair between April 6 and April 8, 1917. When they entered the part of the prison where Edith Cavell spent her final days before her execution, they listened with heartfelt respect as the Director recited verses from what is now called "l'Hymne d'Édith Cavell"—which is really just the mournful old poem of human sorrow, Abide with me; and they fully understood the deep Belgian sentiment that has turned Edith Cavell’s cell into a permanent Chapelle Ardente.
I think they returned to England in January, 1919, so that Michael might get back quickly to his work of mending the maimed, now transferred to English hospitals; and so that Vivie—always a practical woman—should prove her mother's will, secure her heritage and have it in hand as a fund from which to promote all the happiness she could. I doubt whether she will give much of it to "causes" rather than cases and to politics in preference to persons. I think she was awfully disgusted when she was back in the England of to-day not to find Mrs. Fawcett Prime Ministress and First Lady of the Treasury, Annie Kenney at the Board of Trade and Christabel Pankhurst running the Ministry of Health. It was disheartening after the long struggle for the Woman's Vote and the equality of the sexes in opportunity to find the same old men-muddlers in charge of all public affairs and departments of state, and the only woman on the benches of the House of Commons a millionaire peeress never before identified with the struggle for the Woman's Cause.
I think they returned to England in January 1919 so that Michael could quickly get back to his work of helping those injured, now moved to English hospitals; and so that Vivie—always a practical woman—could prove her mother’s will, secure her inheritance, and have it on hand as a fund to promote as much happiness as she could. I doubt she’ll donate much of it to "causes" instead of individuals and focus more on politics than on people. I think she was really disappointed when she returned to present-day England and didn’t find Mrs. Fawcett as Prime Minister and First Lady of the Treasury, Annie Kenney at the Board of Trade, and Christabel Pankhurst leading the Ministry of Health. It was discouraging after the long fight for women's right to vote and gender equality to see the same old men still in charge of all public affairs and government departments, with the only woman in the House of Commons being a millionaire peeress who had never been involved in the fight for women’s rights.
However I think her disenchantment did not diminish the rapture at finding herself once more in the intimacy of Honoria Armstrong. Sir Petworth, when he ran over on leave from the Army of Occupation, thought her enormously improved, though he had the tact not to say so. He frankly made the amende honorable for his suspicions and churlishness of the past, and himself—I think—insisted on his frank and friendly children calling her "Aunt Vivie." I am equally sure that Vivie was not long in London before she appeared at dear old Praddy's studio, beautifully gowned and looking years younger than forty-three; and I shouldn't wonder but that her presence once more in his circle will give his frame a fillip so that he may cheat Death over a few more annual outbreaks of influenza. I am convinced that he has left all his money, after providing a handsome annuity for the parlour-maid, to Vivie, knowing that in her hands, far more—and far more quickly than in those that direct princely and public charities—will his funds reach the students and the poverty-stricken artists whom he wants to benefit.
However, I think her disappointment didn't take away from the joy of being close to Honoria Armstrong again. Sir Petworth, when he came home on leave from the Army of Occupation, thought she had improved a lot, although he was polite enough not to mention it. He openly apologized for his past doubts and rudeness, and I think he even insisted that his honest and friendly kids call her "Aunt Vivie." I'm also sure that it wasn't long after Vivie got to London before she showed up at dear old Praddy's studio, dressed beautifully and looking much younger than forty-three. I wouldn't be surprised if her presence in his circle gave him a boost, helping him to dodge Death for a few more annual battles with the flu. I believe he left most of his money, after setting up a nice annuity for the maid, to Vivie, knowing that in her hands, it will reach the students and struggling artists he wants to help much more effectively and quickly than it would through big charities.
I think that after spending the first five months of 1919 in London, getting No. 1 Park Crescent tidy again and fully repaired (because Michael wished to pursue more thoroughly than ever his biological researches), Vivie and Michael went off to spend their real honeymoon in the Occupied Territory of the Rhineland, in that never-to-be forgotten June, memorable for its splendid sunshine and the beauty of its flowers and foliage. I think they did this expressly (under the guise of a visit to General Armstrong), so that Vivie and Minna von Stachelberg—now Minna Schultz—might foregather at Bonn. Minna had married again, an officer of no family but of means and of fine physique whom she had nursed in Brussels. His left arm had been shattered, but the skill of the Belgian surgeons and her devoted nursing had saved it from being amputated. She had wished however to have him examined by some great exponent of curative surgery at Bonn University, and the conjunction of the celebrated Sir Michael Rossiter—who in his discussions of anatomy with the Bonn professors forgot there had ever been a war between Britain and Germany—was most opportune.
I think that after spending the first five months of 1919 in London, getting No. 1 Park Crescent in order and fully repaired (because Michael wanted to dive deeper into his biological research than ever), Vivie and Michael went off to enjoy their real honeymoon in the Occupied Territory of the Rhineland, in that unforgettable June, known for its beautiful sunshine and the stunning flowers and greenery. I think they did this specifically (under the pretense of visiting General Armstrong), so that Vivie and Minna von Stachelberg—now Minna Schultz—could meet up in Bonn. Minna had remarried, to a man of no notable background but with financial means and a great physique whom she had nursed back to health in Brussels. His left arm had been severely damaged, but the skill of the Belgian surgeons and her devoted care had saved it from amputation. However, she wanted him to be examined by a leading expert in reconstructive surgery at Bonn University, and the presence of the renowned Sir Michael Rossiter—who, in his discussions of anatomy with the Bonn professors, seemed to forget there had ever been a war between Britain and Germany—was perfectly timed.
I think however that Sir Michael said this was all humbug on Minna's part, and that all she wanted—her husband, Major Schultz, looking the picture of health—was to meet once more her well-beloved Vivie. At any rate I am sure they met in the Rhineland in a propitious month when you could be out of doors all day and all night; and that Minna said some time or other how happy she was in her second marriage, and that however heartily she disliked militarism and condemned War, soldiers made the nicest husbands. I think before she and Vivie parted to go their several ways, they determined to work for the building up of an Anglo-German reconciliation, and for the advocacy in both countries of a Man-and-Woman Government.
I think, however, that Sir Michael said this was all nonsense on Minna's part, and that all she wanted—her husband, Major Schultz, looking perfectly healthy—was to meet her beloved Vivie again. At any rate, I’m sure they met in the Rhineland during a great month when you could be outdoors all day and all night; and that Minna once mentioned how happy she was in her second marriage, and that even though she strongly disliked militarism and condemned war, soldiers made the best husbands. I believe before she and Vivie went their separate ways, they decided to work towards building an Anglo-German reconciliation and advocating for a Man-and-Woman Government in both countries.
I think, nevertheless, that Vivie being a sound business woman and possessing a strong sense of justice on the lines of an eye for an eye, will claim at least Five Thousand pounds from the German Government for the devastations and thefts at the Villa Beau-séjour; and that having got it and having disposed of her mother's jewellery and plate for £3,500, she will present the Villa Beau-séjour property and an endowment of £8,000 to the Town of Brussels, as an educational orphanage for the children of Belgian soldiers who have died in the War, where they may receive a practical education in agriculture and poultry farming.
I believe, however, that Vivie, being a savvy businesswoman with a strong sense of justice that's basically an eye for an eye, will demand at least £5,000 from the German Government for the destruction and thefts at Villa Beau-séjour. After she receives that and sells her mother's jewelry and silver for £3,500, she'll donate the Villa Beau-séjour property along with an £8,000 endowment to the City of Brussels, establishing an educational orphanage for the children of Belgian soldiers who died in the War, where they can get practical training in agriculture and poultry farming.
I fancy she gave a Thousand pounds to Pasteur Walcker's Congo Mission; and transferred to Mme. Trouessart all her shares in and rights over the Hotel Édouard-Sept.
I think she donated a thousand pounds to Pasteur Walcker's Congo Mission and handed over to Mme. Trouessart all her shares and rights to the Hotel Édouard-Sept.
I also picture to myself the Rossiters having a motor tour of pure pleasure and delight of the eyes in South Wales in September, 1919.
I also imagine the Rossiters enjoying a scenic road trip filled with pure pleasure and beautiful sights in South Wales in September 1919.
I imagine their going to Pontystrad and surprising the Vicar and Vicaress and puzzling them by purposely-diffuse stories of Vivie's cousin the late David Vavasour Williams, intended to convey the idea, without telling unnecessary fibs, that David died abroad during the War, but that Vivie in his memory and that of his dear old father intends to continue a strong personal interest in the Village Hall and its educational aims. I also picture Vivie going alone to Mrs. Evanwy's rose-entwined cottage. The old lady is now rather shaky and does not walk far from her little garden with its box bower and garden seat. I can foreshadow Vivie dispelling some of the mystery about David Williams and being embraced by the old Nannie with warm affection and the hearty assurances that she had guessed the secret from the very first but had been so drawn to the false David Williams and so sure of his honest purposes that nothing would have induced her to undeceive the old Vicar. I can even imagine the old lady ere—years hence—paralysis strikes her down—telling Vivie so much gossip about the Welsh Vavasours that Vivie becomes positively certain her mother came from that stock and that she really was first cousin to the boy she personated for the laudable purpose of showing how well a woman could practise at the Bar.
I can picture them going to Pontystrad and surprising the Vicar and Vicaress, confusing them with deliberately vague stories about Vivie's cousin, the late David Vavasour Williams. The idea is to suggest, without telling any outright lies, that David died overseas during the War, but that in his memory—and in memory of his dear old father—Vivie plans to maintain a strong personal interest in the Village Hall and its educational goals. I also envision Vivie visiting Mrs. Evanwy's cottage, which is covered in roses. The old lady is now a bit unsteady and doesn't walk far from her little garden with its box hedge and garden seat. I can foresee Vivie unraveling some of the mystery surrounding David Williams and being warmly embraced by the old Nannie, who will reassure her that she suspected the truth from the very beginning but was so captivated by the false David Williams and so confident in his good intentions that nothing could have convinced her to reveal the truth to the old Vicar. I can even imagine the old lady, years from now—before paralysis takes her down—sharing so much gossip about the Welsh Vavasours that Vivie becomes absolutely convinced that her mother was from that family and that she really was first cousins with the boy she impersonated to demonstrate how well a woman could succeed at the Bar.
I like to think also that by the present year of grace—1920—the Rossiters will have become convinced that No. 1 Park Crescent, even with the Zoo and the Royal Botanic Gardens close by and the ornamental garden of Regent's Park in between, does not satisfy all their needs and ambitions: that they will have resolved even before this year began—to supplement it by a home in the country for week-ends, for summer visits, and finally for rest in their old age. That for this purpose they will acquire some ideal Grange or Priory, or ample farmstead near Petworth and the Armstrongs' home, over against the South Downs, and near the river Rother; that it shall be in no mere suburb of Petworth but in a stately little village with its own character and history going back to Roman times and a church with a Saxon body and a Norman chancel. And that in the ideal churchyard of this enviable church with ancient yews and 18th century tomb-stones, and old, old benches in the sunshine for the grandfathers and loafers of the village to sit on and smoke of a Sabbath morning, a place shall be found for the bones of Bertie Adams; reverently brought over from the grassy amphitheatre of the Tir National to repose in this churchyard of West Sussex which looks out over one of the finest cricket pitches in the county. If, then, there is any lien between the mouldering fragments of our bodies and the inexplicable personality which has been generated in the living brain, the former office boy of Fraser and Warren will know that he is always present in the memory of Vivien Rossiter, that she has placed the few physical fragments still representing him in such a setting as would have delighted his honest, simple nature in his lifetime. He would also know that his children are now hers and her husband's; that his Nance very rightly married the excellent butler, Jenkins, with whom he had discussed many a cricket score; and that Love, after all, is stronger than Death.
I like to think that by this year—1920—the Rossiters will have realized that No. 1 Park Crescent, even with the Zoo and the Royal Botanic Gardens nearby and the ornamental garden of Regent's Park in between, doesn't meet all their needs and ambitions anymore. They will have decided, even before this year started, to get a country home for weekends, summer visits, and eventually for rest in their old age. For this, they'll find some ideal Grange or Priory, or a spacious farmstead near Petworth and the Armstrongs' home, opposite the South Downs, and near the river Rother. It won’t be in just any suburb of Petworth, but in a charming little village with its own character and history that goes back to Roman times, featuring a church with a Saxon body and a Norman chancel. In the picturesque churchyard of this beautiful church, complete with ancient yews and 18th-century tombstones, there’ll be old benches in the sunlight for the grandfathers and villagers to sit on and smoke on a Sunday morning. A spot will be reserved for Bertie Adams, respectfully brought over from the grassy amphitheater of the Tir National to rest in this West Sussex churchyard overlooking one of the county's finest cricket pitches. If there’s any connection between the decaying remnants of our bodies and the mysterious personality created in the living brain, the former office boy of Fraser and Warren will know that he is always remembered by Vivien Rossiter, who has placed the few physical pieces left of him in a setting that would have delighted his honest, simple nature while he was alive. He'd also realize that his children are now hers and her husband’s; that his Nance rightly married the excellent butler, Jenkins, with whom he had discussed many a cricket score; and that love, after all, is stronger than death.
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