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POEMS
By
By
WILLIAM ERNEST HENLEY
WILLIAM ERNEST HENLEY
The summer’s flower is to the summer sweet,
Though to itself it only live and die.The summer flower is lovely in the summer,
But it only thrives and fades for its own sake.SHAKESPEARE
SHAKESPEARE
Tenth Impression
Tenth Edition
LONDON
Published by DAVID NUTT
at the Sign of the Phœnix
in Long Acre
1907
LONDON
Published by DAVID NUTT
at the Sign of the Phoenix
in Long Acre
1907
1898 1898 |
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Second Edition printed March Second Edition published March |
1898 1898 |
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1898 1898 |
Fourth Edition printed January Fourth Edition, January print |
1900 1900 |
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1901 1901 |
Sixth Impression printed August Sixth Impression published August |
1903 1903 |
Seventh Impression printed February Seventh Impression printed February |
1904 1904 |
Eighth Impression printed May Eighth Impression printed May |
1905 1905 |
Ninth Impresion printed April Ninth Impression printed April |
1906 1906 |
Tenth Impression printed Nov. Tenth Impression printed Nov. |
1907 1907 |
Edinburgh: T. and A. Constable, Printers to His Majesty
Edinburgh: T. and A. Police officer, Printers to the King
p. vTO MY WIFE
Take, dear, my little sheaf of
songs,
For, old or new,
All that is good in them belongs
Only to you;
Take, my dear, my little collection of songs,
Whether they’re old or new,
Everything good in them is yours
And yours alone;
And, singing as when all was
young,
They will recall
Those others, lived but left unsung—
The bent of all.
And, singing like everything was new,
They will remember
The others, who lived but didn't get recognized—
The way of everyone.
W. E. H
W.E.H.
April 1888
September 1897.
April 1888
September 1897.
p. viiADVERTISEMENT
My friend and publisher, Mr. Alfred Nutt, asks me to introduce this re-issue of old work in a new shape. At his request, then, I have to say that nearly all the numbers contained in the present volume are reprinted from ‘A Book of Verses’ (1888) and ‘London Voluntaries’ (1892–3). From the first of these I have removed some copies of verse which seemed to me scarce worth keeping; and I have recovered for it certain others from those publications which had made room for them. I have corrected where I could, added such dates as I might, and, by re-arrangement and revision, done my best to give my book, such as it is, its final form. If any be displeased by the result, I can but submit that my verses are my own, and that this is how I would have them read.
My friend and publisher, Mr. Alfred Nutt, has asked me to introduce this re-release of my old work in a new format. At his request, I want to mention that nearly all the pieces in this volume are reprinted from ‘A Book of Verses’ (1888) and ‘London Voluntaries’ (1892–3). From the first collection, I have removed some poems that I felt were not worth keeping; and I have included certain others from those publications that had originally replaced them. I have made corrections where possible, added dates where I could, and, through reorganization and revision, I have done my best to give my book, as it stands, its final form. If anyone is unhappy with the result, I can only suggest that my poems are my own, and this is how I want them to be read.
The work of revision has reminded me that, small as is this book of mine, it is all in the matter of verse that I have to show for the years between 1872 and 1897. A principal reason is that, after spending the better part of my life in the pursuit of poetry, I found myself (about 1877) so utterly unmarketable that I had to own myself beaten in art, and to addict myself to journalism for the next ten years. Came the production by my old friend, Mr. H. B. Donkin, in his little collection of ‘Voluntaries’ (1888), compiled for that East-End Hospital to which he has devoted so much time and energy and skill, of those unrhyming rhythms in which I had tried to quintessentialize, as (I believe) one scarce can do in rhyme, my impressions of the Old Edinburgh Infirmary. They had long p. viiisince been rejected by every editor of standing in London—I had well-nigh said in the world; but as soon as Mr. Nutt had read them, he entreated me to look for more. I did as I was told; old dusty sheaves were dragged to light; the work of selection and correction was begun; I burned much; I found that, after all, the lyrical instinct had slept—not died; I ventured (in brief) ‘A Book of Verses.’ It was received with so much interest that I took heart once more, and wrote the numbers presently reprinted from ‘The National Observer’ in the collection first (1892) called ‘The Song of the Sword’ and afterwards (1893), ‘London voluntaries.’ If I have said nothing since, it is that I have nothing to say which is not, as yet, too personal—too personal and too a afflicting—for utterance.
The process of revising has reminded me that despite the small size of this book, it represents all the poetry I've created during the years between 1872 and 1897. A big reason for this is that, after spending most of my life pursuing poetry, around 1877, I found myself so completely unpublishable that I had to admit defeat in art and spent the next ten years focused on journalism. Then came the publication by my old friend, Mr. H. B. Donkin, in his small collection of ‘Voluntaries’ (1888), which he compiled for that East-End Hospital where he has dedicated so much time, energy, and skill, featuring those unrhymed rhythms in which I attempted to distill, as (I believe), one can hardly do with rhyme, my impressions of the Old Edinburgh Infirmary. They had long p. viii been rejected by every well-known editor in London—I almost said in the world; but as soon as Mr. Nutt read them, he urged me to dig deeper. I followed his advice; old dusty manuscripts were brought to light; the work of selecting and correcting began; I threw away a lot; I discovered that, after all, the lyrical instinct had just been dormant—not dead; I took the chance (in short) ‘A Book of Verses.’ It was received with such interest that I felt encouraged again, and wrote the pieces that were later reprinted from ‘The National Observer’ in the first collection (1892) called ‘The Song of the Sword’ and later (1893), ‘London Voluntaries.’ If I haven't said anything since, it's because I have nothing to share that isn't, for now, too personal—too personal and too painful—for me to express.
For the matter of my book, it is there to speak for itself:—
As for my book, it speaks for itself:—
‘Here’s a sigh to those who love me
And a smile to those who hate.’Here’s a sigh for the ones who love me
And a smile for the ones who hate.
I refer to it for the simple pleasure of reflecting that it has made me many friends and some enemies.
I think about it just for the simple joy of realizing that it has brought me a lot of friends and a few foes.
W. E. H.
W. E. H.
Muswell Hill, 4th September 1897.
Muswell Hill, September 4, 1897.
p. ixCONTENTS
IN HOSPITAL In the hospital |
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I. I. |
Enter Patient Add Patient |
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II. II. |
Waiting Waiting |
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III. III. |
Interior Indoor |
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IV. IV. |
Before Before |
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V. V. |
Operation Operation |
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VI. VI. |
After After |
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VII. VII. |
Vigil Vigil |
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VIII. VIII. |
Staff-Nurse: Old Style Nurse: Traditional Style |
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IX. IX. |
Lady Probationer Trainee Nurse |
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X. X. |
Staff-Nurse: New Style Staff Nurse: New Look |
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XI. XI. |
Clinical Clinical |
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XII. XII. |
Etching Engraving |
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XIII. XIII. |
Casualty Casualty |
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XIV. XIV. |
Ave, Caeser! Hail, Caesar! |
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XV. XV. |
‘The Chief’ ‘The Boss’ |
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XVI. XVI. |
House-Surgeon Resident Surgeon |
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XVII. XVII. |
Interlude Intermission |
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XVIII. XVIII. |
Children: Private Ward Kids: Private Ward |
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XIX. XIX. |
Srcubber Scrubber |
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XX. XX. |
Visitor Guest |
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XXI. XXI. |
Romance Love |
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XXII. XXII. |
Pastoral Rural |
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XXIII. XXIII. |
Music Music |
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Suicide Suicide |
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XXV. XXV. |
Apparition Ghost |
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XXVI. XXVI. |
Anterotics Anterotics |
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XXVII. XXVII. |
Nocturn Nocturne |
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XXVIII. XXVIII. |
Discharged Released |
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Envoy Envoy |
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The Song of the Sword The Sword's Song |
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Arabian Nights’ Entertainments Arabian Nights Entertainment |
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BRIC-À-BRAC Odds and ends |
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Ballade of the Toyokuni Colour-Print Ballad of the Toyokuni Color Print |
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Ballade of Youth and Age Ballad of Youth and Age |
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Ballade of Midsummer Days and Nights Ballad of Midsummer Days and Nights |
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Ballade of Dead Actors Ballad of Dead Actors |
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Ballade Made in the Hot Weather Ballade Made in the Hot Weather |
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Ballade of Truisms Ballad of Truths |
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Double Ballade of Life and Death Double Ballade of Life and Death |
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Double Ballade of the Nothingness of Things Double Ballade of the Nothingness of Things |
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At Queensferry At Queensferry |
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Orientale Oriental |
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In Fisherrow In Fisherrow |
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Back-View Rear View |
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Croquis Sketch |
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Attadale, West Highlands Attadale, Scottish Highlands |
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From a Window in Princes Street From a Window on Princes Street |
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In the Dials In the Areas |
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The gods are dead The gods are gone |
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Let us be drunk Let's get drunk |
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When you are old When you're older |
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Beside the idle summer sea Next to the calm summer sea |
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We shall surely die We will definitely die |
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What is to come What's coming up |
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ECHOES Echos |
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I. I. |
To my mother To my mom |
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II. II. |
Life is bitter Life is tough |
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III. III. |
O, gather me the rose Oh, gather me the rose. |
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IV. IV. |
Out of the night that covers me Out of the night that surrounds me |
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V. V. |
I am the Reaper I am the Grim Reaper |
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VI. VI. |
Praise the generous gods Praise the gracious gods |
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VII. VII. |
Fill a glass with golden wine Fill a glass with golden wine |
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VIII. VIII. |
We’ll go no more a-roving We won’t go wandering anymore. |
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IX. IX. |
Madam Life’s a piece in bloom Life’s a blooming flower |
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X. X. |
The sea is full of wandering foam The sea is full of drifting foam |
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XI. XI. |
Thick is the darkness The darkness is thick |
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XII. XII. |
To me at my fifth-floor window To me at my fifth-floor window |
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XIII. XIII. |
Bring her again, O western wind Bring her back again, oh western wind |
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XIV. XIV. |
The wan sun westers, faint and slow The setting sun fades, weak and slow |
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XV. XV. |
There is a wheel inside my head There’s a wheel inside my head |
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XVI. XVI. |
While the west is paling While the west is fading |
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XVII. XVII. |
The sands are alive with sunshine The sand is alive with sunlight. |
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XVIII. XVIII. |
The nightingale has a lyre of gold The nightingale has a golden lyre. |
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XIX. XIX. |
Your heart has trembled to my tongue Your heart has quivered at my words. |
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XX. XX. |
The surges gushed and sounded The waves crashed and roared |
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XXI. XXI. |
We flash across the level We zoom across the surface |
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XXII. XXII. |
The West a glimmering lake of light The West, a shining lake of light |
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XXIII. XXIII. |
The skies are strown with stars The skies are filled with stars |
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XXIV. XXIV. |
The full sea rolls and thunders The ocean rises and hits. |
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XXV. XXV. |
In the year that’s come and gone In the year that has come and gone |
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XXVI. XXVI. |
In the placid summer midnight On a calm summer night |
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XXVII. XXVII. |
She sauntered by the swinging seas She strolled by the gently moving waves |
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Blithe dreams arise to greet us Blissful dreams come to welcome us |
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XXIX. XXIX. |
A child A kid |
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XXX. XXX. |
Kate-A-Whimsies, John-a-Dreams Kate-A-Whimsies, John-a-Dreams |
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XXXI. XXXI. |
O, have you blessed, behind the stars O, have you blessed, behind the stars |
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XXXII. XXXII. |
O, Falmouth is a fine town O, Falmouth is a great town |
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XXXIII. XXXIII. |
The ways are green The paths are green |
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XXXIV. XXXIV. |
Life in her creaking shoes Life in her worn shoes |
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XXXV. XXXV. |
A late lark twitters from the quiet skies A late lark chirps from the calm sky. |
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XXXVI. XXXVI. |
I gave my heart to a woman I gave my heart to a woman |
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XXXVII. XXXVII. |
Or ever the knightly years were gone Or before the knightly years were gone |
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XXXVIII. XXXVIII. |
On the way to Kew Heading to Kew |
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XXXIX. XXXIX. |
The past was goodly once The past was good once. |
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XL. XL. |
The spring, my dear Spring, my dear |
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XLI. XLI. |
The Spirit of Wine The Essence of Wine |
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XLII. XLII. |
A Wink from Hesper A Wink from Hesper |
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XLIII. XLIII. |
Friends. . . old friends Friends... longtime friends |
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XLIV. XLIV. |
If it should come to be If it should happen to be |
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XLV. XLV. |
From the brake the Nightingale From the brake the Nightingale |
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XLVI. XLVI. |
In the waste hour In the spare time |
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XLVII. XLVII. |
Crosses and troubles Crosses and struggles |
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LONDON VOLUNTARIES LONDON VOLUNTARY WORK |
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I. I. |
Grave Tomb |
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II. II. |
Andante con Moto Andante con Moto |
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III. III. |
Scherzando Joking |
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IV. IV. |
Largo e Mesto Long and Sad |
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V. V. |
Allegro Maëstoso Allegro Maestoso |
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RHYMES AND RHYTHMS Rhymes and Beats |
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Prologue Prologue |
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Where forlorn sunsets flare and fade Where lonely sunsets blaze and disappear |
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We are the Choice of the Will We are the Choice of the Will |
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A desolate shore An empty shore |
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IV. IV. |
It came with the threat of a waning moon It came with the threat of a fading moon. |
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V. V. |
Why, my heart, do we love her so? Why, my heart, do we love her so much? |
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VI. VI. |
One with the ruined sunset One with the broken sunset |
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VII. VII. |
There’s a regret There's a feeling of regret. |
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VIII. VIII. |
Time and the Earth Time and the Planet |
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IX. IX. |
As like the Woman as you can As much like the Woman as you can |
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X. X. |
Midsummer midnight skies Midsummer midnight skies |
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XI. XI. |
Gulls in an aery morrice Gulls in a graceful dance |
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XII. XII. |
Some starlit garden grey with dew Some starry garden gray with dew |
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XIII. XIII. |
Under a stagnant sky Under a dull sky |
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XIV. XIV. |
Fresh from his fastnesses Fresh from his hideout |
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XV. XV. |
You played and sang a snatch of song You played and sang a bit of a song. |
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XVI. XVI. |
Space and dread and the dark Space and fear and the darkness |
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XVII. XVII. |
Tree, Old Tree of the Triple Crook Tree, Old Tree of the Triple Crook |
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XVIII. XVIII. |
When you wake in your crib When you wake up in your crib |
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XIX. XIX. |
O, Time and Change Oh, Time and Change |
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XX. XX. |
The shadow of Dawn Dawn's Shadow |
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XXI. XXI. |
When the wind storms by with a shout When the wind rushes past with a roar |
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XXII. XXII. |
Trees and the menace of night Trees and the threat of night |
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XXIII. XXIII. |
Here they trysted, here they strayed Here they met, here they wandered |
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XXIV. XXIV. |
Not to the staring Day Not to the staring day |
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XXV. XXV. |
What have I done for you What have I done for you? |
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Epilogue Epilogue |
p. 1IN HOSPITAL
p. 3I
ENTER PATIENT
The morning mists
still haunt the stony street;
The northern summer air is shrill and cold;
And lo, the Hospital, grey, quiet, old,
Where Life and Death like friendly chafferers meet.
Thro’ the loud spaciousness and draughty gloom
A small, strange child—so agèd yet so
young!—
Her little arm besplinted and beslung,
Precedes me gravely to the waiting-room.
I limp behind, my confidence all gone.
The grey-haired soldier-porter waves me on,
And on I crawl, and still my spirits fail:
A tragic meanness seems so to environ
These corridors and stairs of stone and iron,
Cold, naked, clean—half-workhouse and half-jail.
The morning mist still lingers on the rocky street;
The northern summer air is sharp and chilly;
And look, the Hospital, gray, quiet, old,
Where Life and Death like old friends shake hands.
Through the wide, echoing emptiness and drafty gloom
A small, odd child—so old yet so young!—
Her little arm wrapped and supported,
Leads me solemnly to the waiting room.
I hobble behind, my confidence completely gone.
The gray-haired soldier-porter gestures for me to continue,
And I move forward, my spirits still sinking:
A tragic bleakness seems to surround
These corridors and stairs of stone and iron,
Cold, bare, tidy—part workhouse and part jail.
p. 4II
WAITING
A square, squat room
(a cellar on promotion),
Drab to the soul, drab to the very daylight;
Plasters astray in unnatural-looking tinware;
Scissors and lint and apothecary’s jars.
A block, cramped room
(a discounted cellar),
Dull to the soul, dull even in the daylight;
Plaster peeling in strange-looking tin containers;
Scissors, gauze, and medicine jars.
Here, on a bench a skeleton would writhe
from,
Angry and sore, I wait to be admitted:
Wait till my heart is lead upon my stomach,
While at their ease two dressers do their
chores.
Here, on a bench, a skeleton would twist
Angry and aching, I wait to be let in:
Wait until my heart feels heavy in my stomach,
While two attendants casually go about their work.
One has a probe—it feels to me a
crowbar.
A small boy sniffs and shudders after bluestone.
A poor old tramp explains his poor old ulcers.
Life is (I think) a blunder and a shame.
One has a probe—it feels like a crowbar to me.
A little boy sniffs and shudders at the bluestone.
A poor old homeless man talks about his ancient ulcers.
Life is (I think) a mistake and a shame.
p. 5III
INTERIOR
The gaunt brown walls
Look infinite in their decent meanness.
There is nothing of home in the noisy kettle,
The fulsome fire.
The thin brown walls
seem endless in their shabby bleakness.
There's nothing cozy in the clattering kettle,
the oppressive fire.
The
atmosphere
Suggests the trail of a ghostly druggist.
Dressings and lint on the long, lean table—
Whom are they for?
The
atmosphere
Suggests the path of a haunting pharmacist.
Bandages and gauze on the long, narrow table—
Who are they for?
The
patients yawn,
Or lie as in training for shroud and coffin.
A nurse in the corridor scolds and wrangles.
It’s grim and strange.
The
patients yawn,
Or lie as if preparing for a shroud and coffin.
A nurse in the hallway scolds and argues.
It’s dark and weird.
Far
footfalls clank.
The bad burn waits with his head unbandaged.
My neighbour chokes in the clutch of chloral . . .
O, a gruesome world!
Far
footsteps echo.
The injured one waits with his head unwrapped.
My neighbor gasps in the grip of chloral . . .
O, what a gruesome world!
p. 6IV
BEFORE
Behold me
waiting—waiting for the knife.
A little while, and at a leap I storm
The thick, sweet mystery of chloroform,
The drunken dark, the little death-in-life.
The gods are good to me: I have no wife,
No innocent child, to think of as I near
The fateful minute; nothing all-too dear
Unmans me for my bout of passive strife.
Yet am I tremulous and a trifle sick,
And, face to face with chance, I shrink a little:
My hopes are strong, my will is something weak.
Here comes the basket? Thank you. I am ready.
But, gentlemen my porters, life is brittle:
You carry Cæsar and his fortunes—steady!
Check it out at me
waiting—waiting for the knife.
Soon enough, I’ll jump right into
the thick, sweet mystery of chloroform,
the drunken dark, the little death-in-life.
The gods are good to me: I have no wife,
no innocent child to think of as I approach
the fateful minute; nothing too dear
weakens me for my moment of passive struggle.
Yet I’m shaking a bit and feeling a little sick,
and, face to face with chance, I hesitate slightly:
my hopes are strong, but my will feels a bit weak.
Here comes the basket? Thank you. I'm ready.
But, gentlemen my bearers, life is fragile:
You carry Caesar and his fortunes—steady!
p. 7V
OPERATION
You are carried in a
basket,
Like a carcase from the shambles,
To the theatre, a cockpit
Where they stretch you on a table.
You are taken in a
basket,
Like a corpse from the slaughterhouse,
To the theater, a pit
Where they lay you on a table.
Then they bid you close your eyelids,
And they mask you with a napkin,
And the anæsthetic reaches
Hot and subtle through your being.
Then they ask you to close your eyes,
And they cover your face with a cloth,
And the anesthetic flows
Warm and gentle through your body.
And you gasp and reel and shudder
In a rushing, swaying rapture,
While the voices at your elbow
Fade—receding—fainter—farther.
And you gasp and stumble and shiver
In a wild, swaying ecstasy,
While the voices next to you
Fade—pulling back—fainter—farther.
Lights about you shower and tumble,
And your blood seems crystallising—
Edged and vibrant, yet within you
Racked and hurried back and forward.
Lights around you rain down and swirl,
And your blood feels like it's freezing—
Sharp and lively, yet inside you
Agonizing and rushing back and forth.
Till a sudden lull accepts you,
And you sound an utter darkness . . .
And awaken . . . with a struggle . . .
On a hushed, attentive audience.
Until a sudden silence surrounds you,
And you echo a complete darkness . . .
And come to life . . . with an effort . . .
In front of a quiet, focused audience.
p. 9VI
AFTER
Like as a flamelet
blanketed in smoke,
So through the anæsthetic shows my life;
So flashes and so fades my thought, at strife
With the strong stupor that I heave and choke
And sicken at, it is so foully sweet.
Faces look strange from space—and disappear.
Far voices, sudden loud, offend my ear—
And hush as sudden. Then my senses fleet:
All were a blank, save for this dull, new pain
That grinds my leg and foot; and brokenly
Time and the place glimpse on to me again;
And, unsurprised, out of uncertainty,
I wake—relapsing—somewhat faint and fain,
To an immense, complacent dreamery.
Like a small flame covered in smoke,
So passes my life through these numbing shows;
So my thoughts flicker and fade, struggling
Against the heavy numbness that I push through
And feel sick from—it’s so disgustingly sweet.
Faces look strange from a distance—and vanish.
Distant voices, suddenly loud, irritate my ears—
Then fall silent just as quickly. Then my senses slip away:
Everything was blank, except for this dull, new pain
That grates on my leg and foot; and briefly
Time and place come into focus for me again;
And, without surprise, emerging from uncertainty,
I wake—slipping back—somewhat faint but eager,
To an overwhelming, comforting dream state.
p. 10VII
VIGIL
Lived on one’s
back,
In the long hours of repose,
Life is a practical nightmare—
Hideous asleep or awake.
Lived on one’s
back,
In the long hours of rest,
Life is a real nightmare—
Terrible whether asleep or awake.
Shoulders and loins
Ache - - - !
Ache, and the mattress,
Run into boulders and hummocks,
Glows like a kiln, while the bedclothes—
Tumbling, importunate, daft—
Ramble and roll, and the gas,
Screwed to its lowermost,
An inevitable atom of light,
Haunts, and a stertorous sleeper
Snores me to hate and despair.
Shoulders and hips
Hurt—!
Hurt, and the mattress,
Feels like rocks and lumps,
Burns like an oven, while the covers—
Tumbling, annoying, crazy—
Shift and roll, and the light,
Cranked down all the way,
An unavoidable dot of brightness,
Lingers, and a heavy sleeper
Snores me into anger and hopelessness.
Far in the stillness a cat
Languishes loudly. A cinder
Falls, and the shadows
Lurch to the leap of the flame. The next man to me
Turns with a moan; and the snorer,
The drug like a rope at his throat,
Gasps, gurgles, snorts himself free, as the night-nurse,
Noiseless and strange,
Her bull’s eye half-lanterned in apron,
(Whispering me, ‘Are ye no sleepin’ yet?’),
Passes, list-slippered and peering,
Round . . . and is gone.
Far away in the quiet, a cat
Cries out loudly. A spark
Falls, and the shadows
Jump at the flicker of the flame. The man next to me
Turns with a groan; and the one snoring,
The drug like a noose around his neck,
Gasping, choking, snorting himself free, as the night-nurse,
Silent and odd,
Her lantern dimly glowing in her apron,
(Whispering to me, ‘Are you not asleep yet?’),
Moves by, in soft slippers and looking around,
...and then she’s gone.
p. 13VIII
STAFF-NURSE: OLD STYLE
The greater masters
of the commonplace,
Rembrandt and good Sir Walter—only these
Could paint her all to you: experienced ease
And antique liveliness and ponderous grace;
The sweet old roses of her sunken face;
The depth and malice of her sly, grey eyes;
The broad Scots tongue that flatters, scolds, defies;
The thick Scots wit that fells you like a mace.
These thirty years has she been nursing here,
Some of them under Syme, her hero
still.
Much is she worth, and even more is made of her.
Patients and students hold her very dear.
The doctors love her, tease her, use her skill.
They say ‘The Chief’ himself is half-afraid of
her.
The great masters of the ordinary,
Rembrandt and good Sir Walter—only these
Could capture her essence for you: effortless poise
And classic vibrancy and heavy elegance;
The sweet old roses of her sunken face;
The depth and cunning of her sly, grey eyes;
The broad Scots tongue that flatters, scolds, defies;
The sharp Scots wit that hits you like a hammer.
She’s been caring for patients here for thirty years,
Some of that time under Syme, her hero still.
She is worth a lot, and even more is said about her.
Patients and students hold her very dear.
The doctors love her, tease her, and value her skills.
They say ‘The Chief’ himself is a little afraid of her.
p. 14IX
LADY-PROBATIONER
Some three, or five,
or seven, and thirty years;
A Roman nose; a dimpling double-chin;
Dark eyes and shy that, ignorant of sin,
Are yet acquainted, it would seem, with tears;
A comely shape; a slim, high-coloured hand,
Graced, rather oddly, with a signet ring;
A bashful air, becoming everything;
A well-bred silence always at command.
Her plain print gown, prim cap, and bright steel chain
Look out of place on her, and I remain
Absorbed in her, as in a pleasant mystery.
Quick, skilful, quiet, soft in speech and touch . . .
‘Do you like nursing?’ ‘Yes, Sir, very
much.’
Somehow, I rather think she has a history.
Some three, five, or seven and thirty years;
A Roman nose; a cute double chin;
Dark, shy eyes that, unaware of sin,
Seem to know about tears;
A lovely figure; a slender, rosy hand,
Oddly adorned with a signet ring;
A modest vibe that suits everything;
A well-mannered silence always at hand.
Her simple print dress, neat cap, and shiny steel chain
Seem out of place on her, and I find myself
Engrossed in her, like a delightful mystery.
Quick, skilled, gentle, soft in speech and touch . . .
‘Do you like nursing?’ ‘Yes, Sir, very much.’
Somehow, I have a feeling she has a story.
p. 15X
STAFF-NURSE: NEW STYLE
Blue-eyed and bright
of face but waning fast
Into the sere of virginal decay,
I view her as she enters, day by day,
As a sweet sunset almost overpast.
Kindly and calm, patrician to the last,
Superbly falls her gown of sober gray,
And on her chignon’s elegant array
The plainest cap is somehow touched with caste.
She talks Beethoven; frowns
disapprobation
At Balzac’s name, sighs it at
‘poor George
Sand’s’;
Knows that she has exceeding pretty hands;
Speaks Latin with a right accentuation;
And gives at need (as one who understands)
Draught, counsel, diagnosis, exhortation.
Blue-eyed and bright
of face but fading fast
Into the dryness of innocent decline,
I watch her as she comes in, day by day,
Like a sweet sunset almost gone.
Kind and calm, noble to the end,
Her gown of sober gray falls gracefully,
And on her chignon’s stylish arrangement
Even the simplest cap carries a sense of class.
She talks about Beethoven; frowns
in disapproval at Balzac's name, sighs when mentioning
‘poor George Sand’;
Knows she has very pretty hands;
Speaks Latin with the right accent;
And offers, when needed (as one who understands)
Advice, guidance, diagnosis, encouragement.
p. 16XI
CLINICAL
Hist? . . .
Through the corridor’s echoes,
Louder and nearer
Comes a great shuffling of feet.
Quick, every one of you,
Strighten your quilts, and be decent!
Here’s the Professor.
Hist? . . .
Through the corridor’s echoes,
Louder and closer
Comes a heavy shuffle of feet.
Quick, everyone,
Straighten your blankets, and act right!
Here comes the Professor.
In he comes first
With the bright look we know,
From the broad, white brows the kind eyes
Soothing yet nerving you. Here at his elbow,
White-capped, white-aproned, the Nurse,
Towel on arm and her inkstand
Fretful with quills.
Here in the ruck, anyhow,
p. 17Surging
along,
Louts, duffers, exquisites, students, and prigs—
Whiskers and foreheads, scarf-pins and spectacles—
Hustles the Class! And they ring themselves
Round the first bed, where the Chief
(His dressers and clerks at attention),
Bends in inspection already.
In he comes first
With the bright look we know,
From the broad, white brows the kind eyes
Soothing yet unsettling you. Here at his side,
White-capped, white-aproned, the Nurse,
Towel on arm and her inkstand
Fidgeting with quills.
Here in the crowd, anyway,
p. 17Surging
Along,
Louts, losers, stylish folks, students, and know-it-alls—
Facial hair and foreheads, scarf pins and glasses—
Hustles the Class! And they form a circle
Around the first bed, where the Chief
(His assistants and clerks on alert),
Leans in for inspection already.
So shows the ring
Seen from behind round a conjurer
Doing his pitch in the street.
High shoulders, low shoulders, broad shoulders, narrow ones,
Round, square, and angular, serry and shove;
While from within a voice,
Gravely and weightily fluent,
Sounds; and then ceases; and suddenly
(Look at the stress of the shoulders!)
Out of a quiver of silence,
Over the hiss of the spray,
Comes a low cry, and the sound
Of breath quick intaken through teeth
Clenched in resolve. And the Master
Breaks from the crowd, and goes,
Wiping his hands,
p. 18To the
next bed, with his pupils
Flocking and whispering behind him.
So shows the ring
Seen from behind a performer
Doing his act in the street.
High shoulders, low shoulders, broad shoulders, narrow ones,
Round, square, and angular, pushing and shoving;
While from within a voice,
Deep and weighty, flowing smoothly,
Sounds; and then stops; and suddenly
(Look at the tension in the shoulders!)
Out of a moment of silence,
Over the hiss of the spray,
Comes a low cry, and the sound
Of breath quickly taken in through teeth
Clenched in determination. And the Master
Breaks away from the crowd, and walks,
Wiping his hands,
p. 18To the
next spot, with his students
Gathering and whispering behind him.
Now one can see.
Case Number One
Sits (rather pale) with his bedclothes
Stripped up, and showing his foot
(Alas for God’s Image!)
Swaddled in wet, white lint
Brilliantly hideous with red.
Now one can see.
Case Number One
Sits (rather pale) with his bedding
Pulled up, revealing his foot
(Alas for God’s Image!)
Wrapped in damp, white gauze
Vividly ugly with red.
p. 19XII
ETCHING
Two and thirty is
the ploughman.
He’s a man of gallant inches,
And his hair is close and curly,
And his beard;
But his face is wan and sunken,
And his eyes are large and brilliant,
And his shoulder-blades are sharp,
And his knees.
Two and thirty is
the ploughman.
He’s a tall, impressive guy,
And his hair is short and curly,
And his beard;
But his face is pale and sunken,
And his eyes are big and bright,
And his shoulder blades are prominent,
And his knees.
He is weak of wits, religious,
Full of sentiment and yearning,
Gentle, faded—with a cough
And a snore.
When his wife (who was a widow,
And is many years his elder)
Fails to write, and that is always,
He desponds.
He’s not very smart, quite religious,
Filled with feelings and longing,
Soft, worn out—with a cough
And a snore.
When his wife (who was a widow,
And is many years older than him)
Doesn’t write, which is always,
He gets depressed.
p. 21XIII
CASUALTY
As with varnish red
and glistening
Dripped his hair; his feet looked rigid;
Raised, he settled stiffly sideways:
You could see his hurts were spinal.
Just like red varnish
and shining
His hair dripped; his feet seemed stiff;
Lifting up, he awkwardly settled to the side:
You could tell his injuries were spinal.
He had fallen from an engine,
And been dragged along the metals.
It was hopeless, and they knew it;
So they covered him, and left him.
He had fallen from a train,
And had been dragged along the tracks.
It was hopeless, and they realized it;
So they covered him and walked away.
As he lay, by fits half sentient,
Inarticulately moaning,
With his stockinged soles protruded
Stark and awkward from the blankets,
As he lay there, partially aware,
Groaning without words,
With his sock-covered feet sticking out
Bare and uncomfortable from the blankets,
To his bed there came a woman,
Stood and looked and sighed a little,
And departed without speaking,
As himself a few hours after.
To his bed, a woman arrived,
Stood, looked, and sighed softly,
And left without saying a word,
Just like he did a few hours later.
p. 23XIV
AVE CAESER!
From the
winter’s grey despair,
From the summer’s golden languor,
Death, the lover of Life,
Frees us for ever.
From the
winter's dull sadness,
From the summer's lazy warmth,
Death, the companion of Life,
Sets us free forever.
Inevitable, silent, unseen,
Everywhere always,
Shadow by night and as light in the day,
Signs she at last to her chosen;
And, as she waves them forth,
Sorrow and Joy
Lay by their looks and their voices,
Set down their hopes, and are made
One in the dim Forever.
Inevitable, silent, unseen,
Everywhere all the time,
A shadow at night and a light during the day,
Signs that she's finally arrived for those she's chosen;
And as she signals them forward,
Sorrow and Joy
Drop their appearances and their voices,
Put down their hopes, and become
One in the blurred Forever.
Into the winter’s grey delight,
Into the summer’s golden dream,
Holy and high and impartial,
Death, the mother of Life,
Mingles all men for ever.
Into winter's grey delight,
Into summer's golden dream,
Holy, elevated, and unbiased,
Death, the mother of Life,
Brings all people together forever.
p. 24XV
‘THE CHIEF’
His brow spreads
large and placid, and his eye
Is deep and bright, with steady looks that still.
Soft lines of tranquil thought his face fulfill—
His face at once benign and proud and shy.
If envy scout, if ignorance deny,
His faultless patience, his unyielding will,
Beautiful gentleness and splendid skill,
Innumerable gratitudes reply.
His wise, rare smile is sweet with certainties,
And seems in all his patients to compel
Such love and faith as failure cannot quell.
We hold him for another Herakles,
Battling with custom, prejudice, disease,
As once the son of Zeus with Death and Hell.
His forehead is broad and calm, and his eye
Is deep and bright, with a steady gaze that endures.
Soft lines of peaceful reflection grace his face—
His expression is both kind and proud yet humble.
If envy lurks, if ignorance denies,
His flawless patience and unyielding determination,
Wonderful gentleness and impressive skill,
Are met with countless expressions of gratitude.
His wise, rare smile is sweet with certainty,
And seems to inspire such love and faith in all his patients
That even failure cannot diminish it.
We see him as another Herakles,
Fighting against tradition, bias, and illness,
Like the son of Zeus once battled Death and Hell.
p. 25XVI
HOUSE-SURGEON
Exceeding tall, but
built so well his height
Half-disappears in flow of chest and limb;
Moustache and whisker trooper-like in trim;
Frank-faced, frank-eyed, frank-hearted; always bright
And always punctual—morning, noon, and night;
Bland as a Jesuit, sober as a hymn;
Humorous, and yet without a touch of whim;
Gentle and amiable, yet full of fight.
His piety, though fresh and true in strain,
Has not yet whitewashed up his common mood
To the dead blank of his particular Schism.
Sweet, unaggressive, tolerant, most humane,
Wild artists like his kindly elderhood,
And cultivate his mild Philistinism.
Tall, but built so well his height
Half-disappears in the flow of his chest and limbs;
Mustache and beard neatly trimmed like a soldier's;
Open-faced, bright-eyed, open-hearted; always cheerful
And always on time—morning, noon, and night;
Gentle as a Jesuit, serious like a hymn;
Humorous, yet without a hint of silliness;
Kind and friendly, but ready to stand his ground.
His faith, although fresh and genuine,
Hasn't drained the color from his everyday mood
To the dull uniformity of his specific beliefs.
Sweet, easy-going, tolerant, truly humane,
Creative types appreciate his kind nature,
And embrace his mild-indifference.
p. 26XVII
INTERLUDE
O, the fun, the fun
and frolic
That The Wind that Shakes the Barley
Scatters through a penny-whistle
Tickled with artistic fingers!
O, the fun, the fun
and playfulness
That The Wind that Shakes the Barley
Spreads through a penny whistle
Played by skilled hands!
Kate the scrubber (forty summers,
Stout but sportive) treads a measure,
Grinning, in herself a ballet,
Fixed as fate upon her audience.
Kate the scrubber (forty summers,
Stout but sporty) dances to her own rhythm,
Smiling, a whole ballet in herself,
Steadfast like destiny in front of her audience.
Stumps are shaking, crutch-supported;
Splinted fingers tap the rhythm;
And a head all helmed with plasters
Wags a measured approbation.
Stumps are shaking, supported by crutches;
Splinted fingers tap out the rhythm;
And a head wrapped in bandages
Nods in measured approval.
Of their mattress-life oblivious,
All the patients, brisk and cheerful,
Are encouraging the dancer,
And applauding the musician.
Of their mattress-life unaware,
All the patients, lively and cheerful,
Are cheering on the dancer,
And clapping for the musician.
There are, maybe, some suspicions
Of an alcoholic presence . . .
‘Tak’ a sup of this, my wumman!’ .
. .
New Year comes but once a twelvemonth.
There might be some suspicion
of someone being an alcoholic . . .
'Have a drink of this, my woman!' . . .
New Year comes just once a year.
p. 2818
CHILDREN: PRIVATE WARD
Here in this dim,
dull, double-bedded room,
I play the father to a brace of boys,
Ailing but apt for every sort of noise,
Bedfast but brilliant yet with health and bloom.
Roden, the Irishman, is ‘sieven past,’
Blue-eyed, snub-nosed, chubby, and fair of face.
Willie’s but six, and seems to like the place,
A cheerful little collier to the last.
They eat, and laugh, and sing, and fight, all day;
All night they sleep like dormice. See them play
At Operations:—Roden, the Professor,
Saws, lectures, takes the artery up, and ties;
Willie, self-chloroformed, with half-shut eyes,
Holding the limb and moaning—Case and Dresser.
Here in this dim,
dull, double-bedded room,
I’m playing dad to two boys,
Sick but still making all sorts of noise,
Stuck in bed yet full of health and cheer.
Roden, the Irish kid, is seven,
With blue eyes, a snub nose, chubby, and cute.
Willie is just six and seems to enjoy the spot,
A cheerful little miner through and through.
They eat, laugh, sing, and fight all day;
At night, they sleep like dormice. Watch them play
At doctor:—Roden, the professor,
Saws, lectures, takes the artery and ties;
Willie, kind of dazed, with half-closed eyes,
Holding the limb and moaning—Case and Dresser.
p. 29XIX
SCRUBBER
She’s tall and
gaunt, and in her hard, sad face
With flashes of the old fun’s animation
There lowers the fixed and peevish resignation
Bred of a past where troubles came apace.
She tells me that her husband, ere he died,
Saw seven of their children pass away,
And never knew the little lass at play
Out on the green, in whom he’s deified.
Her kin dispersed, her friends forgot and gone,
All simple faith her honest Irish mind,
Scolding her spoiled young saint, she labours on:
Telling her dreams, taking her patients’ part,
Trailing her coat sometimes: and you shall find
No rougher, quainter speech, nor kinder heart.
She's tall and thin, and on her hard, sad face
There are flashes of the old fun’s spirit
Mixed with a fixed, grumpy resignation
Born from a past filled with troubles.
She tells me that her husband, before he died,
Watched seven of their children pass away,
And never knew the little girl at play
Outside on the grass, whom he’s now idolized.
Her family scattered, her friends forgotten and gone,
With all the simple faith of her honest Irish heart,
Scolding her spoiled young child, she keeps pushing on:
Sharing her dreams, caring for her patients,
Sometimes trailing her coat: and you will find
No rougher, quirkier speech, nor kinder heart.
p. 30XX
VISITOR
Her little face is
like a walnut shell
With wrinkling lines; her soft, white hair adorns
Her withered brows in quaint, straight curls, like horns;
And all about her clings an old, sweet smell.
Prim is her gown and quakerlike her shawl.
Well might her bonnets have been born on her.
Can you conceive a Fairy Godmother
The subject of a strong religious call?
In snow or shine, from bed to bed she runs,
All twinkling smiles and texts and pious tales,
Her mittened hands, that ever give or pray,
Bearing a sheaf of tracts, a bag of buns:
A wee old maid that sweeps the Bridegroom’s way,
Strong in a cheerful trust that never fails.
Her little face looks like a walnut shell
With wrinkled lines; her soft, white hair frames
Her withered brows in cute, straight curls, like horns;
And all around her lingers a gentle, sweet scent.
Her dress is neat and her shawl is like a Quaker's.
Her bonnets seem like they've always belonged to her.
Can you picture a Fairy Godmother
Driven by a strong sense of faith?
In snow or sunshine, she rushes from bed to bed,
All sparkling smiles and verses and pious stories,
Her mittened hands that always give or pray,
Carrying a pile of tracts, a bag of treats:
A tiny old maid who clears the Bridegroom’s path,
Confident in a cheerful trust that never wavers.
p. 31XXI
ROMANCE
‘Talk of
pluck!’ pursued the Sailor,
Set at euchre on his elbow,
‘I was on the wharf at Charleston,
Just ashore from off the runner.
‘Chat about guts!’ the Sailor continued,
Propped up on his elbow,
‘I was at the dock in Charleston,
Just coming in from the boat.
‘It was grey and dirty weather,
And I heard a drum go rolling,
Rub-a-dubbing in the distance,
Awful dour-like and defiant.
‘It was gray and grim weather,
And I heard a drum rolling,
Rub-a-dubbing in the distance,
Awfully gloomy and defiant.
‘In and out among the cotton,
Mud, and chains, and stores, and anchors,
Tramped a squad of battered scarecrows—
Poor old Dixie’s bottom dollar!
‘In and out among the cotton,
Mud, and chains, and stores, and anchors,
Walked a group of worn-out scarecrows—
Poor old Dixie’s last dime!
‘Some had shoes, but all had rifles,
Them that wasn’t bald was beardless,
And the drum was rolling Dixie,
And they stepped to it like men, sir!
‘Some had shoes, but all had rifles,
Those who weren’t bald were beardless,
And the drum was rolling Dixie,
And they stepped to it like men, sir!
p. 33XXII
PASTORAL
It’s the
Spring.
Earth has conceived, and her bosom,
Teeming with summer, is glad.
It's spring.
The Earth has given life, and her heart,
Full of summer, is happy.
Vistas of change and adventure,
Thro’ the green land
The grey roads go beckoning and winding,
Peopled with wains, and melodious
With harness-bells jangling:
Jangling and twangling rough rhythms
To the slow march of the stately, great horses
Whistled and shouted along.
Views of change and adventure,
Through the green fields
The gray roads invite and twist,
Filled with wagons, and ringing
With the sound of harness bells:
Ringing and creating rough rhythms
To the slow pace of the majestic, big horses
Whistled and shouted as they passed.
White fleets of cloud,
Argosies heavy with fruitfulness,
Sail the blue peacefully. Green flame the hedgerows.
Blackbirds are bugling, and white in wet winds
Sway the tall poplars.
p. 34Pageants
of colour and fragrance,
Pass the sweet meadows, and viewless
Walks the mild spirit of May,
Visibly blessing the world.
White clouds,
Filled with abundance,
Float peacefully across the blue sky. Green flames flicker in the hedgerows.
Blackbirds are calling, and the tall poplars sway
In the damp breeze.
p. 34Scenes
Of color and fragrance,
Drift through the sweet meadows, while the gentle
Spirit of May walks unseen,
Clearly blessing the world.
O, the brilliance of blossoming orchards!
O, the savour and thrill of the woods,
When their leafage is stirred
By the flight of the Angel of Rain!
Loud lows the steer; in the fallows
Rooks are alert; and the brooks
Gurgle and tinkle and trill. Thro’ the gloamings,
Under the rare, shy stars,
Boy and girl wander,
Dreaming in darkness and dew.
Oh, the beauty of blooming orchards!
Oh, the taste and joy of the woods,
When their leaves are moved
By the passage of the Rain Angel!
The bull bellows loudly; in the fields
Crows are on guard; and the streams
Gurgle and tinkle and trill. Through the twilight,
Under the unique, timid stars,
A boy and girl wander,
Dreaming in the darkness and dew.
It’s the Spring.
A sprightliness feeble and squalid
Wakes in the ward, and I sicken,
Impotent, winter at heart.
It’s spring.
A weak and shabby energy
Stirs in the ward, and I feel sick,
Helpless, with winter in my heart.
p. 35XXIII
MUSIC
Down the quiet
eve,
Thro’ my window with the sunset
Pipes to me a distant organ
Foolish ditties;
Down the quiet evening,
Through my window with the sunset
Plays a distant organ
Silly songs;
And, as when you change
Pictures in a magic lantern,
Books, beds, bottles, floor, and ceiling
Fade and vanish,
And just like when you switch
Images in a projector,
Books, beds, bottles, floor, and ceiling
Fade away and disappear,
And I’m well once more . . .
August flares adust and torrid,
But my heart is full of April
Sap and sweetness.
And I’m doing well again...
August is hot and sweltering,
But my heart is filled with April
Joy and sweetness.
In the quiet eve
I am loitering, longing, dreaming . . .
Dreaming, and a distant organ
Pipes me ditties.
In the quiet evening
I am hanging around, longing, dreaming . . .
Dreaming, and a distant organ
Plays me tunes.
O, the sight and scent,
Wistful eve and perfumed pavement!
In the distance pipes an organ . . .
The sensation
O, the sight and smell,
Nostalgic evening and fragrant pavement!
In the distance, an organ plays . . .
The feeling
Comes to me anew,
And my spirit for a moment
Thro’ the music breathes the blessèd
Airs of London.
Comes to me again,
And for a moment my spirit
Breathes through the music the blessed
Sounds of London.
p. 37XXIV
SUICIDE
Staring corpselike
at the ceiling,
See his harsh, unrazored features,
Ghastly brown against the pillow,
And his throat—so strangely bandaged!
Gazing lifelessly
at the ceiling,
Notice his rough, unshaven face,
Pale brown against the pillow,
And his throat—so oddly wrapped!
Lack of work and lack of victuals,
A debauch of smuggled whisky,
And his children in the workhouse
Made the world so black a riddle
Lack of work and lack of food,
A binge of smuggled whiskey,
And his kids in the workhouse
Made the world such a dark puzzle
That he plunged for a solution;
And, although his knife was edgeless,
He was sinking fast towards one,
When they came, and found, and saved him.
That he dove in search of a solution;
And, even though his knife had no edge,
He was quickly sinking toward one,
When they arrived, discovered, and rescued him.
Stupid now with shame and sorrow,
In the night I hear him sobbing.
But sometimes he talks a little.
He has told me all his troubles.
Stupid now with shame and sadness,
In the night I hear him crying.
But sometimes he speaks a little.
He has shared all his problems with me.
p. 39XXV
APPARITION
Thin-legged,
thin-chested, slight unspeakably,
Neat-footed and weak-fingered: in his face—
Lean, large-boned, curved of beak, and touched with race,
Bold-lipped, rich-tinted, mutable as the sea,
The brown eyes radiant with vivacity—
There shines a brilliant and romantic grace,
A spirit intense and rare, with trace on trace
Of passion and impudence and energy.
Valiant in velvet, light in ragged luck,
Most vain, most generous, sternly critical,
Buffoon and poet, lover and sensualist:
A deal of Ariel, just a streak of Puck,
Much Antony, of Hamlet most of all,
And something of the Shorter-Catechist.
Slim-legged,
thin-chested, slight beyond description,
Neat-footed and weak-fingered: in his face—
Lean, large-boned, with a curved nose, and showing signs of his heritage,
Bold-lipped, beautifully colored, changeable like the sea,
The brown eyes glowing with energy—
There shines a brilliant and romantic grace,
An intense and rare spirit, layered with
Passion, boldness, and vitality.
Valiant in velvet, light in worn-out luck,
Most vain, most generous, critically tough,
Buffoon and poet, lover and hedonist:
A bit of Ariel, a hint of Puck,
Much like Antony, mostly Hamlet,
And something of the Shorter-Catechist.
p. 40XXVI
ANTEROTICS
Laughs the happy
April morn
Thro’ my grimy, little window,
And a shaft of sunshine pushes
Thro’ the shadows in the square.
Laughter the cheerful
April morning
Through my dirty, small window,
And a beam of sunshine breaks
Through the shadows in the square.
Dogs are tracing thro’ the grass,
Crows are cawing round the chimneys,
In and out among the washing
Goes the West at hide-and-seek.
Dogs are running through the grass,
Crows are cawing around the chimneys,
In and out among the laundry
Goes the West playing hide-and-seek.
Loud and cheerful clangs the bell.
Here the nurses troop to breakfast.
Handsome, ugly, all are women . . .
O, the Spring—the Spring—the Spring!
Loud and cheerful rings the bell.
Here the nurses gather for breakfast.
Attractive, unattractive, all are women . . .
Oh, the Spring—the Spring—the Spring!
p. 41XXVII
NOCTURN
At the barren heart
of midnight,
When the shadow shuts and opens
As the loud flames pulse and flutter,
I can hear a cistern leaking.
At the empty core
of midnight,
When the shadow closes and opens
As the loud flames beat and dance,
I can hear a tank dripping.
Dripping, dropping, in a rhythm,
Rough, unequal, half-melodious,
Like the measures aped from nature
In the infancy of music;
Dripping, dropping, in a rhythm,
Rough, uneven, half-melodic,
Like the patterns copied from nature
In the early days of music;
Like the buzzing of an insect,
Still, irrational, persistent . . .
I must listen, listen, listen
In a passion of attention;
Like the buzzing of an insect,
Still, irrational, persistent . . .
I have to listen, listen, listen
In a fervor of focus;
Till it taps upon my heartstrings,
And my very life goes dripping,
Dropping, dripping, drip-drip-dropping,
In the drip-drop of the cistern.
Till it taps on my heartstrings,
And my very life drips away,
Dropping, dripping, drip-drip-dripping,
In the drip-drop of the cistern.
p. 42XXVIII
DISCHARGED
Carry me out
Into the wind and the sunshine,
Into the beautiful world.
Carry me out
Into the breeze and the sunlight,
Into the lovely world.
O, the wonder, the spell of the streets!
The stature and strength of the horses,
The rustle and echo of footfalls,
The flat roar and rattle of wheels!
A swift tram floats huge on us . . .
It’s a dream?
The smell of the mud in my nostrils
Blows brave—like a breath of the sea!
Oh, the magic and charm of the streets!
The size and power of the horses,
The sound and rhythm of footsteps,
The loud rumble and clatter of wheels!
A big tram moves swiftly past us . . .
Is this a dream?
The scent of mud in my nose
Feels bold—like a breath of the ocean!
As of old,
Ambulant, undulant drapery,
Vaguery and strangely provocative,
Fluttersd and beckons. O, yonder—
Is it?—the gleam of a stocking!
Sudden, a spire
p. 43Wedged in
the mist! O, the houses,
The long lines of lofty, grey houses,
Cross-hatched with shadow and light!
These are the streets . . .
Each is an avenue leading
Whither I will!
As in the past,
Flowing, undulating fabric,
Vague and oddly enticing,
Flutters and invites. Oh, look over there—
Is that?—the shine of a stocking!
Suddenly, a spire
p. 43Stuck in the mist! Oh, the buildings,
The long rows of tall, grey buildings,
Crossed with shadow and light!
These are the streets . . .
Each one is a path leading
Wherever I choose!
Free . . . !
Dizzy, hysterical, faint,
I sit, and the carriage rolls on with me
Into the wonderful world.
Free . . . !
Dizzy, overwhelmed, lightheaded,
I sit, and the carriage moves on with me
Into this amazing world.
The Old Infirmary, Edinburgh, 1873–75
The Old Infirmary, Edinburgh, 1873–75
p. 44ENVOY
To Charles Baxter
Do you remember
That afternoon—that Sunday afternoon!—
When, as the kirks were ringing in,
And the grey city teemed
With Sabbath feelings and aspects,
Lewis—our Lewis then,
Now the whole world’s—and you,
Young, yet in shape most like an elder, came,
Laden with Balzacs
(Big, yellow books, quite impudently French),
The first of many times
To that transformed back-kitchen where I lay
So long, so many centuries—
Or years is it!—ago?
Do you remember
That afternoon—that Sunday afternoon!—
When the church bells were ringing,
And the gray city was filled
With feelings and vibes of Sunday,
Lewis—our Lewis back then,
Now belonging to the whole world—and you,
Young, yet looking quite like an elder, came,
Loaded with Balzacs
(Big, yellow books, really boldly French),
The first of many times
In that changed back-kitchen where I lay
For so long, so many centuries—
Or years is it!—ago?
Dear Charles, since
then
We have been friends, Lewis and you
and I,
(How good it sounds, ‘Lewis and
you and I!’):
Such friends, I like to think,
p. 45That in us
three, Lewis and me and you,
Is something of that gallant dream
Which old Dumas—the generous,
the humane,
The seven-and-seventy times to be forgiven!—
Dreamed for a blessing to the race,
The immortal Musketeers.
Dear Charles, since then
We’ve been friends, Lewis, you, and I,
(How nice it sounds, ‘Lewis, you, and I!’):
Such friends, I like to think,
p. 45That in us three, Lewis, me, and you,
Is something of that brave dream
Which old Dumas—the generous, the kind,
The seventy times to be forgiven!—
Dreamed as a blessing for humanity,
The immortal Musketeers.
Our Athos
rests—the wise, the kind,
The liberal and august, his fault atoned,
Rests in the crowded yard
There at the west of Princes Street. We three—
You, I, and Lewis!—still
afoot,
Are still together, and our lives,
In chime so long, may keep
(God bless the thought!)
Unjangled till the end.
Our Athos
is resting—the wise, the kind,
The generous and dignified, his mistakes forgiven,
Resting in the busy yard
There on the west side of Princes Street. We three—
You, me, and Lewis!—still
walking,
We're still together, and our lives,
In harmony for so long, may stay
(God bless the thought!)
Untangled until the end.
W. E. H.
W.E.H.
Chiswick, March 1888
Chiswick, March 1888
p. 47THE
SONG
OF THE SWORD
(To Rudyard Kipling)
(To Rudyard Kipling)
1890
1890
In the beginning,
Ere God inspired Himself
Into the clay thing
Thumbed to His image,
The vacant, the naked shell
Soon to be Man:
Thoughtful He pondered it,
Prone there and impotent,
p. 50Fragile,
inviting
Attack and discomfiture;
Then, with a smile—
As He heard in the Thunder
That laughed over Eden
The voice of the Trumpet,
The iron Beneficence,
Calling his dooms
To the Winds of the world—
Stooping, He drew
On the sand with His finger
A shape for a sign
Of his way to the eyes
That in wonder should waken,
For a proof of His will
To the breaking intelligence.
That was the birth of me:
I am the Sword.
In the beginning,
Before God breathed life
Into the clay figure
Molded in His image,
The empty, the bare shell
Soon to be Man:
Thoughtfully, He considered it,
Lying there and powerless,
p. 50Fragile,
Ready for attack and defeat;
Then, with a smile—
As He heard in the Thunder
That laughed over Eden
The sound of the Trumpet,
The strong Benevolence,
Calling His fates
To the Winds of the world—
Bending down, He traced
In the sand with His finger
A shape as a sign
Of His path to the eyes
That would awaken in wonder,
As proof of His will
To the struggling mind.
That was the birth of me:
I am the Sword.
Bleak and lean, grey and cruel,
Short-hilted, long shafted,
I froze into steel;
And the blood of my elder,
His hand on the hafts of me,
Sprang like a wave
p. 51In the
wind, as the sense
Of his strength grew to ecstasy;
Glowed like a coal
In the throat of the furnace;
As he knew me and named me
The War-Thing, the Comrade,
Father of honour
And giver of kingship,
The fame-smith, the song-master,
Bringer of women
On fire at his hands
For the pride of fulfilment,
Priest (saith the Lord)
Of his marriage with victory
Ho! then, the Trumpet,
Handmaid of heroes,
Calling the peers
To the place of espousals!
Ho! then, the splendour
And glare of my ministry,
Clothing the earth
With a livery of lightnings!
Ho! then, the music
Of battles in onset,
And ruining armours,
p. 52And
God’s gift returning
In fury to God!
Thrilling and keen
As the song of the winter stars,
Ho! then, the sound
Of my voice, the implacable
Angel of Destiny!—
I am the Sword.
Bleak and thin, gray and harsh,
Short-hilted, long-shafted,
I became solid as steel;
And the blood of my ancestor,
His hand on my handle,
Surged like a wave
p. 51In the
wind, as the feeling
Of his strength grew to joy;
Glowed like a coal
In the throat of the furnace;
As he recognized and named me
The War-Thing, the Comrade,
Father of honor
And giver of kingship,
The fame-smith, the song-master,
Bringer of women
Ignited by his hands
For the pride of fulfillment,
Priest (says the Lord)
Of his marriage with victory
Hey! then, the Trumpet,
Handmaid of heroes,
Summoning the peers
To the place of unions!
Hey! then, the brilliance
And blaze of my work,
Clothing the earth
With a robe of lightning!
Hey! then, the music
Of battles in charge,
And shattering armors,
p. 52And
God’s gift returning
In rage to God!
Thrilling and sharp
As the song of the winter stars,
Hey! then, the sound
Of my voice, the relentless
Angel of Destiny!—
I am the Sword.
Heroes, my children,
Follow, O, follow me!
Follow, exulting
In the great light that breaks
From the sacred Companionship!
Thrust through the fatuous,
Thrust through the fungous brood,
Spawned in my shadow
And gross with my gift!
Thrust through, and hearken
O, hark, to the Trumpet,
The Virgin of Battles,
Calling, still calling you
Into the Presence,
Sons of the Judgment,
Pure wafts of the Will!
p. 53Edged to
annihilate,
Hilted with government,
Follow, O, follow me,
Till the waste places
All the grey globe over
Ooze, as the honeycomb
Drips, with the sweetness
Distilled of my strength,
And, teeming in peace
Through the wrath of my coming,
They give back in beauty
The dread and the anguish
They had of me visitant!
Follow, O follow, then,
Heroes, my harvesters!
Where the tall grain is ripe
Thrust in your sickles!
Stripped and adust
In a stubble of empire,
Scything and binding
The full sheaves of sovranty:
Thus, O, thus gloriously,
Shall you fulfil yourselves!
Thus, O, thus mightily,
Show yourselves sons of mine—
p. 54Yea, and
win grace of me:
I am the Sword!
Heroes, my children,
Follow, oh, follow me!
Follow, rejoicing
In the great light that shines
From the sacred Companionship!
Push through the foolish,
Push through the mindless crowd,
Born in my shadow
And heavy with my gift!
Push through, and listen
Oh, hear the Trumpet,
The Virgin of Battles,
Calling, still calling you
Into the Presence,
Sons of the Judgment,
Pure expressions of the Will!
p. 53Ready to destroy,
Armed with authority,
Follow, oh, follow me,
Until the barren places
All over the gray globe
Leak, like honeycomb
Drips, with the sweetness
Extracted from my strength,
And, flourishing in peace
Through the turmoil of my arrival,
They reflect in beauty
The fear and the pain
They felt from my visit!
Follow, oh follow, then,
Heroes, my reapers!
Where the tall grain is ripe
Thrust in your sickles!
Stripped and burned
In a stubble of empire,
Cutting and binding
The full bundles of sovereignty:
Thus, oh, thus gloriously,
Shall you fulfill yourselves!
Thus, oh, thus mightily,
Show yourselves as my children—
p. 54Yes, and earn my favor:
I am the Sword!
I am the feast-maker:
Hark, through a noise
Of the screaming of eagles,
Hark how the Trumpet,
The mistress of mistresses,
Calls, silver-throated
And stern, where the tables
Are spread, and the meal
Of the Lord is in hand!
Driving the darkness,
Even as the banners
And spears of the Morning;
Sifting the nations,
The slag from the metal,
The waste and the weak
From the fit and the strong;
Fighting the brute,
The abysmal Fecundity;
Checking the gross,
Multitudinous blunders,
The groping, the purblind
p. 55Excesses
in service
Of the Womb universal,
The absolute drudge;
Firing the charactry
Carved on the World,
The miraculous gem
In the seal-ring that burns
On the hand of the Master—
Yea! and authority
Flames through the dim,
Unappeasable Grisliness
Prone down the nethermost
Chasms of the Void!—
Clear singing, clean slicing;
Sweet spoken, soft finishing;
Making death beautiful,
Life but a coin
To be staked in the pastime
Whose playing is more
Than the transfer of being;
Arch-anarch, chief builder,
Prince and evangelist,
I am the Will of God:
I am the Sword.
I am the feast-maker:
Listen, through the noise
Of the screaming eagles,
Listen to the Trumpet,
The mistress of mistresses,
Calling, silver-throated
And serious, where the tables
Are set, and the meal
Of the Lord is ready!
Driving out the darkness,
Just like the banners
And the spears of the Morning;
Sifting through the nations,
Separating the slag from the metal,
The waste and the weak
From the fit and the strong;
Fighting the brute,
The chaotic Fecundity;
Controlling the gross,
Numerous mistakes,
The stumbling, the blind
p. 55Excesses
In service
Of the universal Womb,
The ultimate drudge;
Igniting the symbols
Carved on the World,
The miraculous gem
In the seal-ring that burns
On the hand of the Master—
Yes! and authority
Flames through the dim,
Unyielding Grisliness
Down the deepest
Chasms of the Void!—
Clear singing, clean slicing;
Sweet spoken, soft finishing;
Making death beautiful,
Life just a coin
To be risked in the game
Whose play is more
Than just the transfer of existence;
Arch-anarch, chief builder,
Prince and evangelist,
I am the Will of God:
I am the Sword.
p. 57ARABIAN NIGHTS’
ENTERTAINMENTS
(To Elizabeth Robins Pennell)
(To Elizabeth Robins Pennell)
1893
1893
Once on a time
There was a little boy: a master-mage
By virtue of a Book
Of magic—O, so magical it filled
His life with visionary pomps
Processional! And Powers
Passed with him where he passed. And Thrones
And Dominations, glaived and plumed and mailed,
Thronged in the criss-cross streets,
The palaces pell-mell with playing-fields,
Domes, cloisters, dungeons, caverns, tents, arcades,
Of the unseen, silent City, in his soul
Pavilioned jealously, and hid
As in the dusk, profound,
Green stillnesses of some enchanted mere.—
Once upon a time
There was a little boy: a master mage
Because of a Book
Of magic—oh, so magical it filled
His life with visionary splendor
Procession! And Powers
Followed him wherever he went. And Thrones
And Dominations, armed and feathered and armored,
Crowded the criss-cross streets,
The palaces mixed with playgrounds,
Domes, cloisters, dungeons, caverns, tents, arcades,
Of the unseen, silent City, in his soul
Pavilioned jealously, and hidden
As in the deep, still quietness of some enchanted lake.—
I shut mine eyes . . . And lo!
A flickering snatch of memory that floats
p. 60Upon the
face of a pool of darkness five
And thirty dead years deep,
Antic in girlish broideries
And skirts and silly shoes with straps
And a broad-ribanded leghorn, he walks
Plain in the shadow of a church
(St. Michael’s: in whose brazen call
To curfew his first wails of wrath were whelmed),
Sedate for all his haste
To be at home; and, nestled in his arm,
Inciting still to quiet and solitude,
Boarded in sober drab,
With small, square, agitating cuts
Let in a-top of the double-columned, close,
Quakerlike print, a Book! . . .
What but that blessed brief
Of what is gallantest and best
In all the full-shelved Libraries of Romance?
The Book of rocs,
Sandalwood, ivory, turbans, ambergris,
Cream-tarts, and lettered apes, and calendars,
And ghouls, and genies—O, so huge
They might have overed the tall Minster Tower
Hands down, as schoolboys take a post!
In truth, the Book of Camaralzaman,
p.
61Schemselnihar and Sindbad, Scheherezade
The peerless, Bedreddin, Badroulbadour,
Cairo and Serendib and Candahar,
And Caspian, and the dim, terrific bulk—
Ice-ribbed, fiend-visited, isled in spells and storms—
Of Kaf! . . . That centre of miracles,
The sole, unparalleled Arabian Nights!
I closed my eyes . . . And suddenly!
A flickering fragment of memory floats
p. 60On the surface of a dark pool
Thirty-five dead years deep,
Playfully dressed in girlish patterns
And skirts and silly strapped shoes
And a wide-brimmed sun hat, he walks
Calmly in the shadow of a church
(St. Michael’s: where his first cries of anger
Were drowned out by its loud bell),
Serene despite his hurry
To get home; and nestled in his arm,
Encouraging stillness and solitude,
Dressed in dull brown,
With small, rectangular, attention-grabbing cuts
Printed on top of the double-columned, tight,
Quaker-like text, a Book! . . .
What else could it be but that cherished brief
Of what is finest and best
In all the well-stocked Libraries of Romance?
The Book of rocs,
Sandalwood, ivory, turbans, ambergris,
Cream pastries, and lettered monkeys, and calendars,
And ghouls, and genies—oh, so enormous
They might have overshadowed the tall Minster Tower
With ease, like schoolboys grabbing a post!
Indeed, the Book of Camaralzaman,
p. 61Schemselnihar and Sindbad, Scheherezade
The unmatched, Bedreddin, Badroulbadour,
Cairo and Serendib and Candahar,
And Caspian, and the dark, terrifying mass—
Ice-bound, haunted by demons, surrounded by spells and storms—
Of Kaf! . . . That center of wonders,
The one and only, incomparable Arabian Nights!
Old friends I had a-many—kindly and
grim
Familiars, cronies quaint
And goblin! Never a Wood but housed
Some morrice of dainty dapperlings. No Brook
But had his nunnery
Of green-haired, silvry-curving sprites,
To cabin in his grots, and pace
His lilied margents. Every lone Hillside
Might open upon Elf-Land. Every Stalk
That curled about a Bean-stick was of the breed
Of that live ladder by whose delicate rungs
You climbed beyond the clouds, and found
The Farm-House where the Ogre, gorged
And drowsy, from his great oak chair,
Among the flitches and pewters at the fire,
Called for his Faëry Harp. And in it flew,
p. 62And,
perching on the kitchen table, sang
Jocund and jubilant, with a sound
Of those gay, golden-vowered madrigals
The shy thrush at mid-May
Flutes from wet orchards flushed with the triumphing dawn;
Or blackbirds rioting as they listened still,
In old-world woodlands rapt with an old-world spring,
For Pan’s own whistle, savage and rich and lewd,
And mocked him call for call!
I had a lot of old friends—both kind and serious.
Familiar faces, quirky buddies
And goblins! Every forest had
Some group of lively little figures. No stream
That didn’t have its gathering
Of green-haired, silver-curving sprites,
To settle in the caves and wander
Along its lily-lined edges. Every lonely hillside
Could lead to Elf-Land. Every stalk
That wrapped around a beanpole belonged
To that magical ladder with delicate rungs
That let you climb above the clouds and discover
The Farmhouse where the Ogre, stuffed
And sleepy, sat in his big oak chair,
Surrounded by meat and pewter dishes by the fire,
Called for his Faery Harp. And in it flew,
p. 62And,
perched on the kitchen table, sang
Cheerful and joyous, with a sound
Like those bright, golden-flowered songs
The shy thrush sings in mid-May
From damp orchards lit by the triumphant dawn;
Or blackbirds making a racket as they listened closely,
In old-world woods enchanted by an old-world spring,
For Pan’s own whistle, wild and rich and lewd,
And answered him note for note!
I
could not pass
The half-door where the cobbler sat in view
Nor figure me the wizen Leprechaun,
In square-cut, faded reds and buckle-shoes,
Bent at his work in the hedge-side, and know
Just how he tapped his brogue, and twitched
His wax-end this and that way, both with wrists
And elbows. In the rich June fields,
Where the ripe clover drew the bees,
And the tall quakers trembled, and the West Wind
Lolled his half-holiday away
Beside me lolling and lounging through my own,
p.
63’Twas good to follow the Miller’s Youngest
Son
On his white horse along the leafy lanes;
For at his stirrup linked and ran,
Not cynical and trapesing, as he loped
From wall to wall above the espaliers,
But in the bravest tops
That market-town, a town of tops, could show:
Bold, subtle, adventurous, his tail
A banner flaunted in disdain
Of human stratagems and shifts:
King over All the Catlands, present and past
And future, that moustached
Artificer of fortunes, Puss-in-Boots!
Or Bluebeard’s Closet, with its plenishing
Of meat-hooks, sawdust, blood,
And wives that hung like fresh-dressed carcases—
Odd-fangled, most a butcher’s, part
A faëry chamber hazily seen
And hazily figured—on dark afternoons
And windy nights was visiting of the best.
Then, too, the pelt of hoofs
Out in the roaring darkness told
Of Herne the Hunter in his antlered helm
Galloping, as with despatches from the Pit,
Between his hell-born Hounds.
p. 64And Rip
Van Winkle . . . often I lurked to hear,
Outside the long, low timbered, tarry wall,
The mutter and rumble of the trolling bowls
Down the lean plank, before they fluttered the pins;
For, listening, I could help him play
His wonderful game,
In those blue, booming hills, with Mariners
Refreshed from kegs not coopered in this our world.
I could not pass
The half-door where the cobbler sat in view
Nor picture the withered Leprechaun,
In square-cut, faded reds and buckle shoes,
Bent at his work by the hedge, and know
Just how he tapped his brogue and twitched
His wax-end this way and that, both with wrists
And elbows. In the lush June fields,
Where the ripe clover attracted the bees,
And the tall quakers shook, and the West Wind
Lounged his half-holiday away
Beside me, lounging through my own,
p. 63It was nice to follow the Miller’s Youngest Son
On his white horse along the leafy lanes;
For at his stirrup, linked and running,
Not cynical and shuffling, as he loped
From wall to wall above the espaliers,
But in the finest tops
That a market town, a town of tops, could show:
Bold, subtle, adventurous, his tail
A banner waving in contempt
Of human schemes and tricks:
King over All the Catlands, present and past
And future, that mustachioed
Creator of fortunes, Puss-in-Boots!
Or Bluebeard’s Closet, filled with a mix
Of meat-hooks, sawdust, blood,
And wives that hung like freshly dressed carcasses—
An odd assortment, mostly a butcher’s, part
A faery chamber vaguely seen
And vaguely imagined—on dark afternoons
And windy nights was the best kind of visit.
Then, too, the sound of hooves
Out in the roaring darkness revealed
Herne the Hunter in his antlered helmet
Galloping, as if with messages from the Pit,
Among his hellish hounds.
p. 64And Rip Van Winkle... often I waited to hear,
Outside the long, low timbered, tar-covered wall,
The mutter and rumble of the rolling bowls
Down the narrow plank, before they knocked down the pins;
For, listening, I could help him play
His amazing game,
In those blue, booming hills, with sailors
Revived from kegs not made in this world.
But what were these so near,
So neighbourly fancies to the spell that brought
The run of Ali Baba’s Cave
Just for the saying ‘Open Sesame,’
With gold to measure, peck by peck,
In round, brown wooden stoups
You borrowed at the chandler’s? . . . Or one time
Made you Aladdin’s friend at school,
Free of his Garden of Jewels, Ring and Lamp
In perfect trim? . . . Or Ladies, fair
For all the embrowning scars in their white breasts
Went labouring under some dread ordinance,
Which made them whip, and bitterly cry the while,
Strange Curs that cried as they,
Till there was never a Black Bitch of all
p. 65Your
consorting but might have gone
Spell-driven miserably for crimes
Done in the pride of womanhood and desire . . .
Or at the ghostliest altitudes of night,
While you lay wondering and acold,
Your sense was fearfully purged; and soon
Queen Labé, abominable and dear,
Rose from your side, opened the Box of Doom,
Scattered the yellow powder (which I saw
Like sulphur at the Docks in bulk),
And muttered certain words you could not hear;
And there! a living stream,
The brook you bathed in, with its weeds and flags
And cresses, glittered and sang
Out of the hearthrug over the nakedness,
Fair-scrubbed and decent, of your bedroom floor! . . .
But what were these so close,
So familiar thoughts that brought
The experience of Ali Baba’s Cave
Just from saying ‘Open Sesame,’
With gold to measure, piece by piece,
In round, brown wooden bowls
You borrowed at the store? . . . Or once
Made you Aladdin’s buddy at school,
With access to his Garden of Jewels, Ring, and Lamp
In perfect shape? . . . Or women, beautiful
For all the golden scars on their white skin
Suffered under some cruel law,
Which made them whip, and cry bitterly,
Strange curses that echoed their cries,
Until there was never a Black Dog of all
p. 65Your
companionship but could have been
Spellbound miserably for sins
Committed in the pride of womanhood and desire . . .
Or at the eeriest heights of night,
While you lay wondering and cold,
Your senses were painfully heightened; and soon
Queen Labé, both dreadful and cherished,
Rose from beside you, opened the Box of Doom,
Scattered the yellow powder (which I saw
Like sulphur at the docks in bulk),
And mumbled certain words you couldn’t catch;
And there! a living stream,
The brook you bathed in, with its weeds and flags
And cresses, sparkled and sang
Out of the hearthrug over the bare,
Clean and proper, of your bedroom floor! . . .
I was—how many a time!—
That Second Calendar, Son of a King,
On whom ’twas vehemently enjoined,
Pausing at one mysterious door,
To pry no closer, but content his soul
With his kind Forty. Yet I could not rest
For idleness and ungovernable Fate.
p. 66And the
Black Horse, which fed on sesame
(That wonder-working word!),
Vouchsafed his back to me, and spread his vans,
And soaring, soaring on
From air to air, came charging to the ground
Sheer, like a lark from the midsummer clouds,
And, shaking me out of the saddle, where I sprawled
Flicked at me with his tail,
And left me blinded, miserable, distraught
(Even as I was in deed,
When doctors came, and odious things were done
On my poor tortured eyes
With lancets; or some evil acid stung
And wrung them like hot sand,
And desperately from room to room
Fumble I must my dark, disconsolate way),
To get to Bagdad how I might. But there
I met with Merry Ladies. O you three—
Safie, Amine, Zobëidé—when my heart
Forgets you all shall be forgot!
And so we supped, we and the rest,
On wine and roasted lamb, rose-water, dates,
Almonds, pistachios, citrons. And Haroun
Laughed out of his lordly beard
p. 67On Giaffar
and Mesrour (I knew the Three
For all their Mossoul habits). And outside
The Tigris, flowing swift
Like Severn bend for bend, twinkled and gleamed
With broken and wavering shapes of stranger stars;
The vast, blue night
Was murmurous with peris’ plumes
And the leathern wings of genies; words of power
Were whispering; and old fishermen,
Casting their nets with prayer, might draw to shore
Dead loveliness: or a prodigy in scales
Worth in the Caliph’s Kitchen pieces of gold:
Or copper vessels, stopped with lead,
Wherein some Squire of Eblis watched and railed,
In durance under potent charactry
Graven by the seal of Solomon the King . . .
I was—how many times!—
That Second Calendar, Son of a King,
On whom it was strongly insisted,
Pausing at one mysterious door,
To pry no further, but satisfy his soul
With his kind Forty. Yet I couldn't relax
Because of idleness and uncontrollable Fate.
p. 66And the
Black Horse, which fed on sesame
(That amazing word!),
Gave me his back, and spread his wings,
And soaring, soaring on
From air to air, came diving to the ground
Straight, like a lark from the midsummer clouds,
And, shaking me out of the saddle, where I lay
Flicked at me with his tail,
And left me blinded, miserable, distressed
(Even as I was indeed,
When doctors arrived, and awful things were done
To my poor tortured eyes
With knives; or some nasty acid stung
And twisted them like hot sand,
And desperately from room to room
I must feel my dark, hopeless way),
To get to Bagdad however I could. But there
I encountered Merry Ladies. O you three—
Safie, Amine, Zobëidé—when my heart
Forgets you all shall be forgotten!
And so we dined, we and the others,
On wine and roasted lamb, rose-water, dates,
Almonds, pistachios, citrons. And Haroun
Laughed from his lordly beard
p. 67At Giaffar
and Mesrour (I recognized the Three
For all their Mossoul ways). And outside
The Tigris, flowing fast
Like Severn bend for bend, sparkled and shimmered
With broken and shifting shapes of stranger stars;
The vast, blue night
Was filled with the whispers of peris’ plumes
And the leathery wings of genies; powerful words
Were murmuring; and old fishermen,
Casting their nets with prayer, might bring ashore
Dead beauty: or a marvel in scales
Worth in the Caliph’s Kitchen pieces of gold:
Or copper vessels, sealed with lead,
Where some Squire of Eblis watched and complained,
In confinement under potent writing
Carved by the seal of King Solomon . . .
Then, as the Book was glassed
In Life as in some olden mirror’s quaint,
Bewildering angles, so would Life
Flash light on light back on the Book; and both
Were changed. Once in a house decayed
From better days, harbouring an errant show
(For all its stories of dry-rot
p. 68Were
filled with gruesome visitants in wax,
Inhuman, hushed, ghastly with Painted Eyes),
I wandered; and no living soul
Was nearer than the pay-box; and I stared
Upon them staring—staring. Till at last,
Three sets of rafters from the streets,
I strayed upon a mildewed, rat-run room,
With the two Dancers, horrible and obscene,
Guarding the door: and there, in a bedroom-set,
Behind a fence of faded crimson cords,
With an aspect of frills
And dimities and dishonoured privacy
That made you hanker and hesitate to look,
A Woman with her litter of Babes—all slain,
All in their nightgowns, all with Painted Eyes
Staring—still staring; so that I turned and ran
As for my neck, but in the street
Took breath. The same, it seemed,
And yet not all the same, I was to find,
As I went up! For afterwards,
Whenas I went my round alone—
All day alone—in long, stern, silent streets,
Where I might stretch my hand and take
Whatever I would: still there were Shapes of Stone,
p.
69Motionless, lifelike, frightening—for the Wrath
Had smitten them; but they watched,
This by her melons and figs, that by his rings
And chains and watches, with the hideous gaze,
The Painted Eyes insufferable,
Now, of those grisly images; and I
Pursued my best-belovéd quest,
Thrilled with a novel and delicious fear.
So the night fell—with never a lamplighter;
And through the Palace of the King
I groped among the echoes, and I felt
That they were there,
Dreadfully there, the Painted staring Eyes,
Hall after hall . . . Till lo! from far
A Voice! And in a little while
Two tapers burning! And the Voice,
Heard in the wondrous Word of God, was—whose?
Whose but Zobëidé’s,
The lady of my heart, like me
A True Believer, and like me
An outcast thousands of leagues beyond the pale! . . .
Then, just like the Book was reflected
In Life as in some old-fashioned mirror,
Bewildering angles, so would Life
Shine light back on the Book; and both
Were transformed. Once, in a decaying house
From better times, hosting a strange display
(With all its tales of decay
p. 68filled with eerie wax figures,
Unhuman, quiet, ghastly with Painted Eyes),
I wandered; and no living soul
Was closer than the ticket booth; and I stared
At them staring—just staring. Until finally,
Three sets of rafters from the streets,
I found myself in a musty, rat-infested room,
With the two Dancers, hideous and obscene,
Guarding the door: and there, in a set bedroom,
Behind a curtain of faded crimson cords,
With an air of frills
And delicate fabrics and violated privacy
That made you yearn and hesitate to look,
A Woman with her pile of Babies—all dead,
All in their nightgowns, all with Painted Eyes
Staring—still staring; so I turned and ran
For my life, but in the street
Caught my breath. The same, it seemed,
And yet not quite the same, I was about to discover,
As I walked up! For afterwards,
When I went my rounds alone—
All day alone—in long, stern, silent streets,
Where I could reach out and take
Whatever I wanted: still there were Shapes of Stone,
p. 69Motionless, lifelike, terrifying—for the Wrath
Had struck them; but they watched,
One by her melons and figs, another by his rings
And chains and watches, with that dreadful gaze,
The Painted Eyes unbearably,
Now, of those gruesome figures; and I
Pursued my dearly cherished quest,
Thrilled with a new and delicious fear.
So night fell—with no lamplighter in sight;
And through the King's Palace
I groped among the echoes, and I felt
That they were there,
Horrifyingly there, the Painted staring Eyes,
Hall after hall . . . Until suddenly! from afar
A Voice! And soon after
Two candles burning! And the Voice,
Heard in the wonderful Word of God, belonged to—whose?
Whose but Zobëidé’s,
The lady of my heart, like me
A True Believer, and like me
An outcast thousands of leagues beyond the pale! . . .
Or, sailing to the Isles
Of Khaledan, I spied one evenfall
A black blotch in the sunset; and it grew
p. 70Swiftly .
. . and grew. Tearing their beards,
The sailors wept and prayed; but the grave ship,
Deep laden with spiceries and pearls, went mad,
Wrenched the long tiller out of the steersman’s hand,
And, turning broadside on,
As the most iron would, was haled and sucked
Nearer, and nearer yet;
And, all awash, with horrible lurching leaps
Rushed at that Portent, casting a shadow now
That swallowed sea and sky; and then,
Anchors and nails and bolts
Flew screaming out of her, and with clang on clang,
A noise of fifty stithies, caught at the sides
Of the Magnetic Mountain; and she lay,
A broken bundle of firewood, strown piecemeal
About the waters; and her crew
Passed shrieking, one by one; and I was left
To drown. All the long night I swam;
But in the morning, O, the smiling coast
Tufted with date-trees, meadowlike,
Skirted with shelving sands! And a great wave
Cast me ashore; and I was saved alive.
So, giving thanks to God, I dried my clothes,
And, faring inland, in a desert place
p. 71I stumbled
on an iron ring—
The fellow of fifty built into the Quays:
When, scenting a trap-door,
I dug, and dug; until my biggest blade
Stuck into wood. And then,
The flight of smooth-hewn, easy-falling stairs,
Sunk in the naked rock! The cool, clean vault,
So neat with niche on niche it might have been
Our beer-cellar but for the rows
Of brazen urns (like monstrous chemist’s jars)
Full to the wide, squat throats
With gold-dust, but a-top
A layer of pickled-walnut-looking things
I knew for olives! And far, O, far away,
The Princess of China languished! Far away
Was marriage, with a Vizier and a Chief
Of Eunuchs and the privilege
Of going out at night
To play—unkenned, majestical, secure—
Where the old, brown, friendly river shaped
Like Tigris shore for shore! Haply a Ghoul
Sat in the churchyard under a frightened moon,
A thighbone in his fist, and glared
At supper with a Lady: she who took
Her rice with tweezers grain by grain.
p. 72Or you
might stumble—there by the iron gates
Of the Pump Room—underneath the limes—
Upon Bedreddin in his shirt and drawers,
Just as the civil Genie laid him down.
Or those red-curtained panes,
Whence a tame cornet tenored it throatily
Of beer-pots and spittoons and new long pipes,
Might turn a caravansery’s, wherein
You found Noureddin Ali, loftily drunk,
And that fair Persian, bathed in tears,
You’d not have given away
For all the diamonds in the Vale Perilous
You had that dark and disleaved afternoon
Escaped on a roc’s claw,
Disguised like Sindbad—but in Christmas beef!
And all the blissful while
The schoolboy satchel at your hip
Was such a bulse of gems as should amaze
Grey-whiskered chapmen drawn
From over Caspian: yea, the Chief Jewellers
Of Tartary and the bazaars,
Seething with traffic, of enormous Ind.—
Or, while sailing to the Isles
Of Khaledan, I noticed one evening
A dark shape in the sunset; and it grew
p. 70Quickly . . . and grew. The sailors, tearing their beards,
Wept and prayed; but the heavy ship,
Loaded with spices and pearls, went wild,
Snatched the long tiller out of the steersman’s hand,
And, turning sideways,
Like the most iron would, was pulled in closer,
And closer still;
And, all awash, with terrifying lurching jumps
Rushed at that Omen, casting a shadow now
That engulfed sea and sky; and then,
Anchors and nails and bolts
Screamed out of her, and with clang after clang,
A noise like fifty forges, crashed against the sides
Of the Magnetic Mountain; and she lay,
A shattered pile of firewood, scattered
Across the waters; and her crew
Passed shrieking, one by one; and I was left
To drown. All night I swam;
But in the morning, oh, the beautiful coast
Lined with date trees, meadow-like,
Bordered with sloping sands! And a huge wave
Threw me ashore; and I was saved.
So, giving thanks to God, I dried my clothes,
And, moving inland, in a desolate area
p. 71I stumbled upon an iron ring—
Just like fifty built into the Quays:
When, sensing a trapdoor,
I dug and dug; until my biggest blade
Caught in wood. And then,
The flight of smooth-hewn, easy-falling stairs,
Sunk in the bare rock! The cool, clean vault,
So tidy with niche after niche it could have been
Our beer cellar except for the rows
Of bronze urns (like giant chemist’s jars)
Filled to the wide, squat mouths
With gold dust, but on top
A layer of pickled-walnut-looking things
I knew were olives! And far, oh, far away,
The Princess of China languished! Far away
Was marriage, with a Vizier and a Chief
Of Eunuchs and the privilege
Of going out at night
To play—untroubled, majestic, secure—
Where the old, brown, friendly river curved
Like Tigris shore to shore! Maybe a Ghoul
Sat in the graveyard under a frightened moon,
A thighbone in his hand, glaring
At dinner with a Lady: she who took
Her rice with tweezers, grain by grain.
p. 72Or you might stumble—there by the iron gates
Of the Pump Room—underneath the limes—
Upon Bedreddin in his shirt and shorts,
Just as the polite Genie laid him down.
Or those red-curtained windows,
From where a tame cornet played throatily
Of beer mugs and spittoons and new long pipes,
Might lead to a caravanserai, where
You found Noureddin Ali, grandly drunk,
And that beautiful Persian, bathed in tears,
You’d not trade away
For all the diamonds in the Vale Perilous
You had escaped that dark and disheveled afternoon
On a roc’s claw,
Disguised like Sindbad—but in Christmas beef!
And all the blissful while
The schoolboy satchel at your hip
Was such a bulge of gems as would astonish
Grey-whiskered merchants drawn
From across the Caspian: yes, the Chief Jewelers
Of Tartary and the bazaars,
Seething with trade, of enormous India.—
Thus cried, thus called aloud, to the child
heart
The magian East: thus the child eyes
p. 73Spelled
out the wizard message by the light
Of the sober, workaday hours
They saw, week in week out, pass, and still pass
In the sleepy Minster City, folded kind
In ancient Severn’s arm,
Amongst her water-meadows and her docks,
Whose floating populace of ships—
Galliots and luggers, light-heeled brigantines,
Bluff barques and rake-hell fore-and-afters—brought
To her very doorsteps and geraniums
The scents of the World’s End; the calls
That may not be gainsaid to rise and ride
Like fire on some high errand of the race;
The irresistible appeals
For comradeship that sound
Steadily from the irresistible sea.
Thus the East laughed and whispered, and the tale,
Telling itself anew
In terms of living, labouring life,
Took on the colours, busked it in the wear
Of life that lived and laboured; and Romance,
The Angel-Playmate, raining down
His golden influences
On all I saw, and all I dreamed and did,
p. 74Walked
with me arm in arm,
Or left me, as one bediademed with straws
And bits of glass, to gladden at my heart
Who had the gift to seek and feel and find
His fiery-hearted presence everywhere.
Even so dear Hesper, bringer of all good things,
Sends the same silver dews
Of happiness down her dim, delighted skies
On some poor collier-hamlet—(mound on mound
Of sifted squalor; here a soot-throated stalk
Sullenly smoking over a row
Of flat-faced hovels; black in the gritty air
A web of rails and wheels and beams; with strings
Of hurtling, tipping trams)—
As on the amorous nightingales
And roses of Shíraz, or the walls and towers
Of Samarcand—the Ineffable—whence you espy
The splendour of Ginnistan’s embattled spears,
Like listed lightnings.
Samarcand!
That name of names! That star-vaned belvedere
Builded against the Chambers of the South!
That outpost on the Infinite!
And behold!
Questing therefrom, you knew not what wild tide
p. 75Might
overtake you: for one fringe,
One suburb, is stablished on firm earth; but one
Floats founded vague
In lubberlands delectable—isles of palm
And lotus, fortunate mains, far-shimmering seas,
The promise of wistful hills—
The shining, shifting Sovranties of Dream.
Thus cried, thus called aloud, to the child heart
The magical East: thus the child’s eyes
p. 73Spelled out the wizard message by the light
Of the everyday hours
They saw, week in and week out, pass, and still pass
In the sleepy Minster City, wrapped kind
In ancient Severn’s embrace,
Among her water-meadows and docks,
Whose floating crowd of ships—
Galliots and luggers, light-heeled brigantines,
Bluff barques and reckless fore-and-afters—brought
To her very doorsteps and geraniums
The scents of the World’s End; the calls
That cannot be denied to rise and ride
Like fire on some high mission of the race;
The irresistible calls
For companionship that sound
Steadily from the relentless sea.
Thus the East laughed and whispered, and the story,
Telling itself anew
In terms of living, working life,
Took on the colors, dressed it in the wear
Of life that lived and worked; and Romance,
The Angel-Playmate, raining down
His golden influences
On all I saw, and all I dreamed and did,
p. 74Walked
with me arm in arm,
Or left me, like one adorned with straws
And bits of glass, to brighten my heart
Who had the gift to seek and feel and find
His fiery-hearted presence everywhere.
Even so beloved Hesper, bringer of all good things,
Sends the same silver dews
Of happiness down her dim, joyful skies
On some poor coal-mining village—(mound on mound
Of sifted misery; here a soot-throated stack
Sullenly smoking over a row
Of flat-faced homes; black in the gritty air
A web of rails and wheels and beams; with strings
Of hurling, tipping trams)—
As on the love-struck nightingales
And roses of Shíraz, or the walls and towers
Of Samarcand—the Ineffable—where you see
The brilliance of Ginnistan’s embattled spears,
Like listed lightnings.
Samarcand!
That name of names! That star-crowned lookout
Built against the Chambers of the South!
That outpost on the Infinite!
And behold!
Questing from there, you knew not what wild tide
p. 75Might
overtake you: for one fringe,
One suburb, is established on firm ground; but one
Floats founded vague
In delightful lands—isles of palm
And lotus, fortunate coasts, far-shimmering seas,
The promise of wistful hills—
The shining, shifting Sovereignties of Dream.
p. 77BRIC-À-BRAC
1877–1888
1877–1888
p. 79BALLADE OF A TOYOKUNI COLOUR-PRINT
To W. A.
To W. A.
Was I a Samurai
renowned,
Two-sworded, fierce, immense of bow?
A histrion angular and profound?
A priest? a porter?—Child, although
I have forgotten clean, I know
That in the shade of Fujisan,
What time the cherry-orchards blow,
I loved you once in old Japan.
Was I a famous Samurai,
Wielding two swords, fierce, and skilled with a bow?
An actor, dramatic and intense?
A priest? a porter?—Child, even though
I've completely forgotten, I know
That in the shadow of Mount Fuji,
When the cherry blossoms bloom,
I loved you once in ancient Japan.
As here you loiter, flowing-gowned
And hugely sashed, with pins a-row
Your quaint head as with flamelets crowned,
Demure, inviting—even so,
When merry maids in Miyako
To feel the sweet o’ the year began,
And green gardens to overflow,
I loved you once in old Japan.
As you hang out here, in your flowing gown
And big sash, with pins in a row
Your unique head adorned like it’s on fire,
Shy, inviting—even then,
When cheerful girls in Miyako
Started to feel the sweetness of the year,
And green gardens overflowed,
I loved you once in old Japan.
p.
80Clear shine the hills; the rice-fields round
Two cranes are circling; sleepy and slow,
A blue canal the lake’s blue bound
Breaks at the bamboo bridge; and lo!
Touched with the sundown’s spirit and glow,
I see you turn, with flirted fan,
Against the plum-tree’s bloomy snow . . .
I loved you once in old Japan!
p. 80The hills shine clearly; the rice fields around
Two cranes are circling, sleepy and slow,
A blue canal meets the lake’s blue edge
Breaks at the bamboo bridge; and look!
Touched by the spirit and glow of sunset,
I see you turn, with a playful fan,
Against the blossomy snow of the plum tree . . .
I loved you once in old Japan!
Envoy
Envoy
Dear, ’twas a dozen lives ago;
But that I was a lucky man
The Toyokuni here will show:
I loved you—once—in old Japan.
Dear, it was twelve lifetimes ago;
But I was a lucky guy
The Toyokuni here will prove:
I loved you—once—in ancient Japan.
p. 81BALLADE
(DOUBLE REFRAIN)
OF YOUTH AND AGE
I.
M.
Thomas Edward Brown
(1829–1896)
I.
M.
Thomas Edward Brown
(1829–1896)
Spring at her height
on a morn at prime,
Sails that laugh from a flying squall,
Pomp of harmony, rapture of rhyme—
Youth is the sign of them, one and all.
Winter sunsets and leaves that fall,
An empty flagon, a folded page,
A tumble-down wheel, a tattered ball—
These are a type of the world of Age.
Springtime at its peak
on a perfect morning,
Sails that dance in a rushing storm,
Beauty of music, joy of poetry—
Youth is what they all represent.
Winter evenings and falling leaves,
An empty bottle, a turned-down page,
A broken wheel, a worn-out ball—
These symbolize the world of Age.
Bells that clash in a gaudy chime,
Swords that clatter in onsets tall,
The words that ring and the fames that climb—
Youth is the sign of them, one and all.
Hymnals old in a dusty stall,
A bald, blind bird in a crazy cage,
The scene of a faded festival—
These are a type of the world of Age.
Bells that clash with a flashy sound,
Swords that clash in grand displays,
The words that resonate and the fame that rises—
Youth is their common sign, for everyone.
Old hymnals in a dusty corner,
A bald, blind bird in a wild cage,
The remnants of a faded celebration—
These reflect the world of Aging.
p.
82Hours that strut as the heirs of time,
Deeds whose rumour’s a clarion-call,
Songs where the singers their souls sublime—
Youth is the sign of them, one and all.
A staff that rests in a nook of wall,
A reeling battle, a rusted gage,
The chant of a nearing funeral—
These are a type of the world of Age.
p. 82Hours that flaunt themselves as the heirs of time,
Actions whose stories are like a trumpet's call,
Songs where the singers elevate their souls—
Youth is the symbol of them, every single one.
A cane that leans against a wall,
A spinning battle, a worn-out measure,
The song of an approaching funeral—
These represent the world of Age.
Envoy
Messenger
Struggle and turmoil, revel and brawl—
Youth is the sign of them, one and all.
A smouldering hearth and a silent stage—
These are a type of the world of Age.
Struggle and chaos, celebration and fights—
Youth embodies them all.
An empty fireplace and a quiet stage—
These reflect the reality of old age.
p. 83BALLADE
(DOUBLE REFRAIN)
OF MIDSUMMER DAYS AND NIGHTS
To W. H.
To W. H.
With a ripple of
leaves and a tinkle of streams
The full world rolls in a rhythm of praise,
And the winds are one with the clouds and beams—
Midsummer days! Midsummer days!
The dusk grows vast; in a purple haze,
While the West from a rapture of sunset rights,
Faint stars their exquisite lamps upraise—
Midsummer nights! O midsummer nights!
With a rustle of leaves and a gentle sound of streams
The whole world moves in a rhythm of celebration,
And the winds blend with the clouds and sunlight—
Midsummer days! Midsummer days!
The evening expands; in a purple mist,
While the West, from a blissful sunset, turns,
Faint stars lift their beautiful lights—
Midsummer nights! O midsummer nights!
The wood’s green heart is a nest of
dreams,
The lush grass thickens and springs and sways,
The rathe wheat rustles, the landscape gleams—
Midsummer days! Midsummer days!
In the stilly fields, in the stilly ways,
All secret shadows and mystic lights,
Late lovers murmur and linger and gaze—
Midsummer nights! O midsummer nights!
The green heart of the woods is filled with dreams,
The thick grass grows, dances, and sways,
The early wheat rustles, the scenery shines—
Midsummer days! Midsummer days!
In the quiet fields, along the still paths,
All hidden shadows and magical lights,
Late-night lovers whisper, hang around, and gaze—
Midsummer nights! Oh, midsummer nights!
p.
84There’s a music of bells from the trampling
teams,
Wild skylarks hover, the gorses blaze,
The rich, ripe rose as with incense steams—
Midsummer days! Midsummer days!
A soul from the honeysuckle strays,
And the nightingale as from prophet heights
Sings to the Earth of her million Mays—
Midsummer nights! O midsummer nights!
p. 84There’s a sound of bells from the bustling teams,
Wild skylarks drift, the gorse is in bloom,
The rich, ripe rose gives off its fragrance—
Midsummer days! Midsummer days!
A spirit from the honeysuckle wanders,
And the nightingale from high places
Sings to the Earth of her million Mays—
Midsummer nights! O midsummer nights!
Envoy
Representative
And it’s O, for my dear and the charm
that stays—
Midsummer days! Midsummer days!
It’s O, for my Love and the dark that plights—
Midsummer nights! O midsummer nights!
And it’s Oh, for my dear and the charm
that remains—
Midsummer days! Midsummer days!
It’s Oh, for my Love and the darkness that troubles—
Midsummer nights! Oh midsummer nights!
p. 85BALLADE
OF DEAD ACTORS
I.
M.
Edward John Henley
(1861–1898)
I.
M.
Edward John Henley
(1861–1898)
Where are the
passions they essayed,
And where the tears they made to flow?
Where the wild humours they portrayed
For laughing worlds to see and know?
Othello’s wrath and Juliet’s woe?
Sir Peter’s whims and Timon’s gall?
And Millamant and Romeo?
Into the night go one and all.
Where's the location? are the
passions they tried to express,
And where are the tears they caused to flow?
Where are the wild emotions they showcased
For the world to laugh at and understand?
Othello’s anger and Juliet’s sorrow?
Sir Peter’s quirks and Timon’s bitterness?
And Millamant and Romeo?
Into the night go everyone.
Where are the braveries, fresh or frayed?
The plumes, the armours—friend and foe?
The cloth of gold, the rare brocade,
The mantles glittering to and fro?
The pomp, the pride, the royal show?
The cries of war and festival?
The youth, the grace, the charm, the glow?
Into the night go one and all.
Where are the brave ones, new or worn?
The feathers, the armor—friend and enemy?
The gold fabric, the rare brocade,
The cloaks sparkling back and forth?
The splendor, the pride, the royal display?
The shouts of battle and celebration?
The youth, the elegance, the charm, the shine?
Into the night go everyone.
p.
86The curtain falls, the play is played:
The Beggar packs beside the Beau;
The Monarch troops, and troops the Maid;
The Thunder huddles with the Snow.
Where are the revellers high and low?
The clashing swords? The lover’s call?
The dancers gleaming row on row?
Into the night go one and all.
p. 86The curtain falls, the show is over:
The Beggar packs up next to the Dandy;
The King gathers his troops, and so does the Maiden;
The Thunder mingles with the Snow.
Where did all the party-goers go, both rich and poor?
The clashing swords? The lover’s shout?
The dancers shining in rows?
Into the night they all head out.
Envoy
Messenger
Prince, in one common
overthrow
The Hero tumbles with the Thrall:
As dust that drives, as straws that blow,
Into the night go one and all.
Prince, in one common overthrow
The Hero falls with the Thrall:
Like dust that moves, like straws that blow,
Into the night go everyone.
p. 87BALLADE
MADE IN THE HOT WEATHER
To C. M.
To C. M.
Fountains that frisk
and sprinkle
The moss they overspill;
Pools that the breezes crinkle;
The wheel beside the mill,
With its wet, weedy frill;
Wind-shadows in the wheat;
A water-cart in the street;
The fringe of foam that girds
An islet’s ferneries;
A green sky’s minor thirds—
To live, I think of these!
Fountains that dance
and spray
The moss they overflow;
Pools that the breezes ripple;
The wheel next to the mill,
With its damp, weedy edge;
Wind shadows in the wheat;
A water truck in the street;
The rim of foam that surrounds
A tiny island's ferns;
The minor thirds of a green sky—
To live, I think of these!
Of ice and glass the tinkle,
Pellucid, silver-shrill;
Peaches without a wrinkle;
Cherries and snow at will,
From china bowls that fill
The senses with a sweet
p.
88Incuriousness of heat;
A melon’s dripping sherds;
Cream-clotted strawberries;
Dusk dairies set with curds—
To live, I think of these!
Of ice and glass, the tinkling,
Clear and silver-sharp;
Perfect peaches without a blemish;
Cherries and snow on demand,
From china bowls that satisfy
The senses with a sweet
p. 88Disinterest of heat;
Dripping bits of melon;
Creamy strawberries;
Evening dairies filled with curds—
To live, I think of these!
Vale-lily and periwinkle;
Wet stone-crop on the sill;
The look of leaves a-twinkle
With windlets clear and still;
The feel of a forest rill
That wimples fresh and fleet
About one’s naked feet;
The muzzles of drinking herds;
Lush flags and bulrushes;
The chirp of rain-bound birds—
To live, I think of these!
Vale-lily and periwinkle;
Wet stone-crop on the sill;
The look of leaves sparkling
With gentle breezes clear and still;
The feel of a forest stream
That ripples fresh and quick
Around your bare feet;
The snouts of drinking herds;
Lush flags and bulrushes;
The chirp of rain-soaked birds—
To live, I think of these!
Envoy
Messenger
Dark aisles, new packs of cards,
Mermaidens’ tails, cool swards,
Dawn dews and starlit seas,
White marbles, whiter words—
To live, I think of these!
Dark aisles, new packs of cards,
Mermaids’ tails, cool lawns,
Dew at dawn and starlit seas,
White marbles, whiter words—
To live, I think of these!
p. 89BALLADE OF TRUISMS
Gold or silver,
every day,
Dies to gray.
There are knots in every skein.
Hours of work and hours of play
Fade away
Into one immense Inane.
Shadow and substance, chaff and grain,
Are as vain
As the foam or as the spray.
Life goes crooning, faint and fain,
One refrain:
‘If it could be always May!’
Gold or silver,
every day,
Dies to gray.
There are knots in every thread.
Hours of work and hours of play
Fade away
Into one huge emptiness.
Shadow and substance, chaff and grain,
Are just as pointless
As the foam or as the spray.
Life goes singing, soft and eager,
One refrain:
‘If it could be always May!’
Though the earth be green and gay,
Though, they
say,
Man the cup of heaven may drain;
Though, his little world to sway,
He display
Hoard on hoard of pith and brain:
Autumn brings a mist and rain
That
constrain
p. 90Him and
his to know decay,
Where undimmed the lights that wane
Would remain,
If it could be always May.
Though the earth is vibrant and cheerful,
Though, they
say,
Humans can sip from the cup of heaven;
Though they try to control their little world,
They show
A wealth of insight and intelligence:
Autumn brings a fog and rain
That
force
p. 90Him and his to face decay,
Where the bright lights that fade
Would stay,
If it could always be May.
Yea, alas, must turn to Nay,
Flesh to
clay.
Chance and Time are ever twain.
Men may scoff, and men may pray,
But they pay
Every pleasure with a pain.
Life may soar, and Fortune deign
To explain
Where her prizes hide and stay;
But we lack the lusty train
We should
gain,
If it could be always May.
Yes, unfortunately, we must say No,
Flesh to
clay.
Chance and Time are always separate.
People may mock, and people may pray,
But they pay
Every pleasure with a pain.
Life may rise high, and Fortune might
Explain
Where her rewards are hidden away;
But we miss the vibrant vibe
We should
have,
If it could be always May.
Envoy
Representative
Time, the pedagogue, his cane
Might retain,
But his charges all would stray
Truanting in every lane—
Jack with
Jane—
If it could be always May.
Time, the teacher, with his cane
Might hold on,
But his students would all wander
Skipping school in every street—
Jack with
Jane—
If it could always be May.
p. 91DOUBLE
BALLADE
OF LIFE AND FATE
Fools may pine, and
sots may swill,
Cynics gibe, and prophets rail,
Moralists may scourge and drill,
Preachers prose, and fainthearts quail.
Let them whine, or threat, or wail!
Till the touch of Circumstance
Down to darkness sink the scale,
Fate’s a fiddler, Life’s a dance.
Idiots may long, and
drunks may drink,
Cynics mock, and prophets shout,
Moralists may criticize and teach,
Preachers speak, and cowards back down.
Let them complain, or threaten, or cry!
Until the influence of Circumstance
Brings everything down,
Fate’s a musician, Life’s a performance.
What if skies be wan and chill?
What if winds be harsh and stale?
Presently the east will thrill,
And the sad and shrunken sail,
Bellying with a kindly gale,
Bear you sunwards, while your chance
Sends you back the hopeful hail:—
‘Fate’s a fiddler, Life’s a dance.’
What if the skies are dull and cold?
What if the winds are harsh and stale?
Soon the east will come alive,
And the sad, deflated sail,
Filling with a friendly breeze,
Will carry you towards the sun, while your luck
Returns you a hopeful shout:—
‘Fate’s a fiddler, Life’s a dance.’
Dull Sir Joskin sleeps his fill,
Good Sir Galahad seeks the Grail,
Proud Sir Pertinax flaunts his frill,
Hard Sir Æger dints his mail;
And the while by hill and dale
Tristram’s braveries gleam and glance,
And his blithe horn tells its tale:—
‘Fate’s a fiddler, Life’s a dance.’
Dull Sir Joskin sleeps his fill,
Good Sir Galahad searches for the Grail,
Proud Sir Pertinax shows off his frill,
Tough Sir Æger dents his armor;
And meanwhile, across hills and valleys,
Tristram's bravery shines and catches the eye,
And his cheerful horn carries its story:—
‘Fate's a fiddler, Life's a dance.’
Every Jack must have his Jill
(Even Johnson had his Thrale!):
Forward, couples—with a will!
This, the world, is not a jail.
Hear the music, sprat and whale!
Hands across, retire, advance!
Though the doomsman’s on your trail,
Fate’s a fiddler, Life’s a dance.
Every Jack needs his Jill
(Even Johnson had his Thrale!):
Come on, couples—be determined!
This world isn’t a prison.
Listen to the music, small fry and big fish!
Hands together, step back, move forward!
Even if the grim reaper's after you,
Fate’s a fiddler, Life’s a dance.
Envoy
Messenger
Boys and girls, at slug and snail
And their kindred look askance.
Pay your footing on the nail:
Fate’s a fiddler, Life’s a dance.
Boys and girls, at slug and snail
And their kind look suspiciously.
Make sure you pay your way:
Fate’s a fiddler, Life’s a dance.
p. 94DOUBLE
BALLADE
OF THE NOTHINGNESS OF THINGS
The big teetotum
twirls,
And epochs wax and wane
As chance subsides or swirls;
But of the loss and gain
The sum is always plain.
Read on the mighty pall,
The weed of funeral
That covers praise and blame,
The —isms and the —anities,
Magnificence and shame:—
‘O Vanity of Vanities!’
The big spinning top twirls,
And eras rise and fall
As luck settles down or spins;
But when it comes to loss and gain,
The result is always clear.
Read on the grand shroud,
The funeral weeds
That hide both praise and blame,
The -isms and the -anities,
Greatness and disgrace:—
‘O Vanity of Vanities!’
The Fates are subtile girls!
They give us chaff for grain.
And Time, the Thunderer, hurls,
Like bolted death, disdain
At all that heart and brain
Conceive, or great or small,
p. 95Upon this
earthly ball.
Would you be knight and dame?
Or woo the sweet humanities?
Or illustrate a name?
O Vanity of Vanities!
The Fates are tricky girls!
They give us junk instead of value.
And Time, the powerful one, throws,
Like a sudden death, contempt
At everything that heart and mind
Create, whether big or small,
p. 95On this
earthly sphere.
Do you want to be a knight and lady?
Or pursue the sweet aspects of humanity?
Or make a name known?
Oh, the emptiness of all emptiness!
We sound the sea for pearls,
Or drown them in a drain;
We flute it with the merles,
Or tug and sweat and strain;
We grovel, or we reign;
We saunter, or we brawl;
We answer, or we call;
We search the stars for Fame,
Or sink her subterranities;
The legend’s still the same:—
‘O Vanity of Vanities!’
We dive into the ocean for pearls,
Or let them wash down the drain;
We serenade it with the blackbirds,
Or pull and sweat and strain;
We crawl, or we rule;
We stroll, or we fight;
We respond, or we shout;
We look to the stars for Fame,
Or bury her deep underground;
The story hasn’t changed:—
‘O Vanity of Vanities!’
Here at the wine one birls,
There some one clanks a chain.
The flag that this man furls
That man to float is fain.
Pleasure gives place to pain:
These in the kennel crawl,
p. 96While
others take the wall.
She has a glorious aim,
He lives for the inanities.
What comes of every claim?
O Vanity of Vanities!
Here at the wine bar,
Someone is clanking a chain.
The flag that this man rolls up
That man is eager to raise.
Pleasure gives way to pain:
These crawl in the gutter,
p. 96While
others walk the sidewalk.
She has an amazing goal,
He lives for trivial things.
What comes of every claim?
O Vanity of Vanities!
Alike are clods and earls.
For sot, and seer, and swain,
For emperors and for churls,
For antidote and bane,
There is but one refrain:
But one for king and thrall,
For David and for Saul,
For fleet of foot and lame,
For pieties and profanities,
The picture and the frame:—
‘O Vanity of Vanities!’
Clods and earls are the same.
For fool, and seer, and peasant,
For emperors and for commoners,
For remedy and curse,
There’s only one saying:
Just one for king and servant,
For David and for Saul,
For the quick and the lame,
For good and bad,
The image and the frame:—
‘O Vanity of Vanities!’
Life is a smoke that curls—
Curls in a flickering skein,
That winds and whisks and whirls
A figment thin and vain,
Into the vast Inane.
One end for hut and hall!
p. 97One end
for cell and stall!
Burned in one common flame
Are wisdoms and insanities.
For this alone we came:—
‘O Vanity of Vanities!’
Life is like smoke that twists—
Twists in a flickering thread,
That moves and swirls and spins
An illusion, thin and pointless,
Into the vast Nothingness.
One end for home and mansion!
p. 97One end
for prison and barn!
All are burned in one common fire
Are wisdom and madness.
This is the only reason we came:—
‘O Vanity of Vanities!’
Envoy
Representative
Prince, pride must have a fall.
What is the worth of all
Your state’s supreme urbanities?
Bad at the best’s the game.
Well might the Sage exclaim:—
‘O Vanity of Vanities!’
Prince, pride always leads to downfall.
What is the value of all
Your state's greatest comforts?
The game is not worth it at its best.
The Sage could very well say:—
‘O Vanity of Vanities!’
p. 98AT QUEENSFERRY
To W. G. S.
To W. G. S.
The blackbird sang,
the skies were clear and clean
We bowled along a road that curved a spine
Superbly sinuous and serpentine
Thro’ silent symphonies of summer green.
Sudden the Forth came on us—sad of mien,
No cloud to colour it, no breeze to line:
A sheet of dark, dull glass, without a sign
Of life or death, two spits of sand between.
Water and sky merged blank in mist together,
The Fort loomed spectral, and the Guardship’s spars
Traced vague, black shadows on the shimmery glaze:
We felt the dim, strange years, the grey, strange weather,
The still, strange land, unvexed of sun or stars,
Where Lancelot rides clanking thro’ the haze.
The blackbird sang,
the sky was clear and bright
We drove along a winding road
Smoothly curved and serpentine
Through silent melodies of summer green.
Suddenly, the Forth appeared before us—sorrowful in look,
No clouds to color it, no breeze to stir:
A sheet of dark, dull glass, without a sign
Of life or death, two spits of sand in between.
Water and sky merged blankly in the mist,
The Fort loomed ghostly, and the Guardship’s masts
Cast vague, black shadows on the shimmering surface:
We felt the dim, strange years, the gray, strange weather,
The still, strange land, untouched by sun or stars,
Where Lancelot rides clanking through the haze.
p. 99ORIENTALE
She’s an
enchanting little Israelite,
A world of hidden dimples!—Dusky-eyed,
A starry-glancing daughter of the Bride,
With hair escaped from some Arabian Night,
Her lip is red, her cheek is golden-white,
Her nose a scimitar; and, set aside
The bamboo hat she cocks with so much pride,
Her dress a dream of daintiness and delight.
And when she passes with the dreadful boys
And romping girls, the cockneys loud and crude,
My thought, to the Minories tied yet moved to range
The Land o’ the Sun, commingles with the noise
Of magian drums and scents of sandalwood
A touch Sidonian—modern—taking—strange!
She is an
enchanting little Israeli,
A world of hidden dimples!—Dusky-eyed,
A starry-glancing daughter of the Bride,
With hair that seems to have escaped from some Arabian Night,
Her lips are red, her cheeks are golden-white,
Her nose like a scimitar; and, pushed aside
The bamboo hat she wears with such pride,
Her dress a dream of delicacy and joy.
And when she walks by with the rough boys
And rowdy girls, the loud and crude cockneys,
My thoughts, tied to the Minories but eager to wander
To the Land of the Sun, blend with the noise
Of magian drums and scents of sandalwood,
A touch Sidonian—modern—captivating—strange!
p. 100IN FISHERROW
A hard north-easter
fifty winters long
Has bronzed and shrivelled sere her face and neck;
Her locks are wild and grey, her teeth a wreck;
Her foot is vast, her bowed leg spare and strong.
A wide blue cloak, a squat and sturdy throng
Of curt blue coats, a mutch without a speck,
A white vest broidered black, her person deck,
Nor seems their picked, stern, old-world quaintness wrong.
Her great creel forehead-slung, she wanders nigh,
Easing the heavy strap with gnarled, brown fingers,
The spirit of traffic watchful in her eye,
Ever and anon imploring you to buy,
As looking down the street she onward lingers,
Reproachful, with a strange and doleful cry.
A strict northeast wind has been beating down on her for fifty winters,
Leaving her face and neck bronzed and shriveled;
Her hair is wild and grey, her teeth are decayed;
Her foot is large, her bent leg lean and strong.
A wide blue cloak, a short and sturdy group
Of plain blue jackets, a clean headscarf,
A white vest embroidered in black, her outfit adorned,
And their chosen, stern, old-fashioned look feels right.
With a large creel slung on her forehead, she walks close by,
Adjusting the heavy strap with her gnarled, brown fingers,
The spirit of commerce sharp in her gaze,
Now and then begging you to make a purchase,
As she looks down the street, pausing in her stride,
Discontented, with a strange and mournful cry.
p. 101BACK-VIEW
To D. F.
To D. F.
I watched you
saunter down the sand:
Serene and large, the golden weather
Flowed radiant round your peacock feather,
And glistered from your jewelled hand.
Your tawny hair, turned strand on strand
And bound with blue ribands together,
Streaked the rough tartan, green like heather,
That round your lissome shoulder spanned.
Your grace was quick my sense to seize:
The quaint looped hat, the twisted tresses,
The close-drawn scarf, and under these
The flowing, flapping draperies—
My thought an outline still caresses,
Enchanting, comic, Japanese!
I watched you
walk down the sand:
Calm and grand, the golden sun
Shined brightly around your peacock feather,
And sparkled from your jeweled hand.
Your tawny hair, arranged strand by strand
And tied with blue ribbons together,
Streaked the rough tartan, green like heather,
That draped over your graceful shoulder.
Your elegance instantly caught my eye:
The quirky looped hat, the twisted locks,
The snug scarf, and underneath these
The flowing, flapping fabrics—
My mind still lingers on the outline,
Charming, amusing, Japanese!
p. 102CROLUIS
To G. W.
To G. W.
The beach was
crowded. Pausing now and then,
He groped and fiddled doggedly along,
His worn face glaring on the thoughtless throng
The stony peevishness of sightless men.
He seemed scarce older than his clothes. Again,
Grotesquing thinly many an old sweet song,
So cracked his fiddle, his hand so frail and wrong,
You hardly could distinguish one in ten.
He stopped at last, and sat him on the sand,
And, grasping wearily his bread-winner,
Stared dim towards the blue immensity,
Then leaned his head upon his poor old hand.
He may have slept: he did not speak nor stir:
His gesture spoke a vast despondency.
The beach was crowded. Pausing now and then,
He groped and fiddled stubbornly along,
His worn face glaring at the careless crowd
The stony irritation of blind men.
He looked barely older than his clothes. Again,
Clumsily twisting many an old sweet song,
So cracked his fiddle, his hand so frail and wrong,
You could hardly tell one in ten.
He finally stopped and sat down on the sand,
And, wearily holding his bread-winner,
Stared dimly towards the vast blue sky,
Then leaned his head on his poor old hand.
He may have slept: he didn't speak or move:
His gesture conveyed a deep despair.
p. 103ATTADALE WEST HIGHLANDS
To A. J.
To A. J.
A black and glassy
float, opaque and still,
The loch, at furthest ebb supine in sleep,
Reversing, mirrored in its luminous deep
The calm grey skies; the solemn spurs of hill;
Heather, and corn, and wisps of loitering haze;
The wee white cots, black-hatted, plumed with smoke;
The braes beyond—and when the ripple awoke,
They wavered with the jarred and wavering glaze.
The air was hushed and dreamy. Evermore
A noise of running water whispered near.
A straggling crow called high and thin. A bird
Trilled from the birch-leaves. Round the shingled shore,
Yellow with weed, there wandered, vague and clear,
Strange vowels, mysterious gutturals, idly heard.
A black and glassy
float, opaque and still,
The loch, at its lowest point, lying in sleep,
Reflecting, mirrored in its bright depths
The calm grey skies; the serious slopes of hills;
Heather, corn, and wisps of lingering haze;
The small white cottages, black-hatted, puffing smoke;
The slopes beyond—and when the ripple stirred,
They trembled with the disturbed and wavering shine.
The air was quiet and dreamy. Always
A sound of running water whispered nearby.
A distant crow called out, high and thin. A bird
Sang from the birch leaves. Around the pebbled shore,
Yellow with seaweed, there drifted, vague and clear,
Strange vowels, mysterious gutturals, casually heard.
p. 104FROM A WINDOW IN PRINCES STREET
To M. M. M‘B.
To M. M. M'B.
Above the Crags that
fade and gloom
Starts the bare knee of Arthur’s Seat;
Ridged high against the evening bloom,
The Old Town rises, street on street;
With lamps bejewelled, straight ahead,
Like rampired walls the houses lean,
All spired and domed and turreted,
Sheer to the valley’s darkling green;
Ranged in mysterious disarray,
The Castle, menacing and austere,
Looms through the lingering last of day;
And in the silver dusk you hear,
Reverberated from crag and scar,
Bold bugles blowing points of war.
Above the Crags that
fade and darken
Starts the bare knee of Arthur’s Seat;
Rising high against the evening glow,
The Old Town emerges, street after street;
With twinkling lamps, straight ahead,
The houses lean like overgrown walls,
All spires, domes, and turrets,
Sheer to the valley's shadowy green;
Arranged in mysterious chaos,
The Castle, threatening and severe,
Looms through the fading light of day;
And in the silvery dusk you hear,
Echoing from crag and cliff,
Bold bugles sounding points of battle.
p. 105IN THE DIALS
To Garryowen
upon an organ ground
Two girls are jigging. Riotously they trip,
With eyes aflame, quick bosoms, hand on hip,
As in the tumult of a witches’ round.
Youngsters and youngsters round them prance and bound.
Two solemn babes twirl ponderously, and skip.
The artist’s teeth gleam from his bearded lip.
High from the kennel howls a tortured hound.
The music reels and hurtles, and the night
Is full of stinks and cries; a naphtha-light
Flares from a barrow; battered and obtused
With vices, wrinkles, life and work and rags,
Each with her inch of clay, two loitering hags
Look on dispassionate—critical—something
’mused.
To Garryowen
on an organ tune
Two girls are dancing. They move wildly,
With eyes shining, fast chests, hand on hip,
As in the chaos of a witches’ circle.
Kids and youngsters bounce around them.
Two serious toddlers spin slowly, and jump.
The artist’s teeth sparkle from his bearded lip.
High from the alley howls a suffering dog.
The music spins and rushes, and the night
Is filled with smells and shouts; a naphtha-light
Flashes from a cart; battered and worn
With vices, wrinkles, life, work, and rags,
Each with her piece of earth, two lingering hags
Watch dispassionately—critically—somewhat amused.
p. 106THE GODS ARE DEAD
The gods are
dead? Perhaps they are! Who knows?
Living at least in Lemprière undeleted,
The wise, the fair, the awful, the jocose,
Are one and all, I like to think, retreated
In some still land of lilacs and the rose.
The gods are dead? Maybe they are! Who knows?
They live on at least in Lemprière, unchanged,
The wise, the beautiful, the terrible, the funny,
Have, I like to imagine, all withdrawn
To some quiet place filled with lilacs and roses.
Once higeh they sat, and high o’er
earthly shows
With sacrificial dance and song were greeted.
Once . . . long ago. But now, the story goes,
The gods are dead.
Once they sat high, and high above
earthly displays
With sacrificial dance and song were welcomed.
Once . . . long ago. But now, the story says,
The gods are dead.
It must be true. The world, a world of
prose,
Full-crammed with facts, in science swathed and sheeted,
Nods in a stertorous after-dinner doze!
Plangent and sad, in every wind that blows
Who will may hear the sorry words repeated:—
‘The Gods are Dead!’
It must be true. The world, a world of prose,
Packed with facts, wrapped in science,
Nods in a heavy after-dinner sleep!
Sorrowful and sad, in every breeze that blows
Anyone can hear the lamenting words echoed:—
‘The Gods are Dead!’
p. 107To F. W.
Let us be drunk, and
for a while forget,
Forget, and, ceasing even from regret,
Live without reason and despite of rhyme,
As in a dream preposterous and sublime,
Where place and hour and means for once are met.
Let's get drunk and
forget for a bit,
Forget, and stop even feeling regret,
Live without logic and without rhyme,
Like in a dream that's absurd and amazing,
Where time and place and everything align for once.
Where is the use of effort? Love and
debt
And disappointment have us in a net.
Let us break out, and taste the morning prime . . .
Let us be drunk.
Where's the point of putting in effort? Love and debt
And disappointment have us trapped.
Let's break free and embrace the morning...
Let's get lost in the moment.
In vain our little hour we strut and fret,
And mouth our wretched parts as for a bet:
We cannot please the tragicaster Time.
To gain the crystal sphere, the silver dime,
Where Sympathy sits dimpling on us yet,
Let us be drunk!
In vain our short time we act and worry,
And perform our sad roles like it's a contest:
We can't satisfy the actor called Time.
To reach the crystal sphere, the silver coin,
Where Sympathy smiles gently upon us still,
Let’s get drunk!
p. 108WHEN YOU ARE OLD
When you are old,
and I am passed away—
Passed, and your face, your golden face, is gray—
I think, whate’er the end, this dream of mine,
Comforting you, a friendly star will shine
Down the dim slope where still you stumble and stray.
When you are old,
and I'm gone—
Gone, and your face, your once-glowing face, is gray—
I believe, no matter the outcome, this dream of mine,
Comforting you, a friendly star will shine
Down the dark path where you still stumble and wander.
So may it be: that so dead Yesterday,
No sad-eyed ghost but generous and gay,
May serve you memories like almighty wine,
When you are old!
So it is: that yesterday, which felt so dead,
No gloomy ghost but full of life and joy,
May give you memories like powerful wine,
When you are old!
Dear Heart, it shall be so. Under the
sway
Of death the past’s enormous disarray
Lies hushed and dark. Yet though there come no sign,
Live on well pleased: immortal and divine
Love shall still tend you, as God’s angels may,
When you are old.
Dear Heart, it will be so. Under the sway
Of death, the past's huge mess
Lies quiet and dark. Yet even if there are no signs,
Live on happily: immortal and divine
Love will still take care of you, like God's angels might,
When you are old.
p. 109BESIDE THE IDLE SUMMER SEA
Beside the idle
summer sea
And in the vacant summer days,
Light Love came fluting down the ways,
Where you were loitering with me.
Beside the still
summer sea
And during the empty summer days,
Light Love came playing down the pathways,
Where you were hanging out with me.
Who has not welcomed, even as we,
That jocund minstrel and his lays
Beside the idle summer sea
And in the vacant summer days?
Who hasn't welcomed, just like we did,
That cheerful singer and his songs
By the lazy summer sea
And during the empty summer days?
We listened, we were fancy-free;
And lo! in terror and amaze
We stood alone—alone at gaze
With an implacable memory
Beside the idle summer sea.
We listened, we were carefree;
And behold! in fear and surprise
We stood there—alone, just staring
With an unyielding memory
Next to the lazy summer sea.
p. 110I.
M.
R. G. C. B.
1878
The ways of Death
are soothing and serene,
And all the words of Death are grave and sweet.
From camp and church, the fireside and the street,
She beckons forth—and strife and song have been.
The ways of Death
are calm and peaceful,
And all the words of Death are serious and gentle.
From the battlefield and the church, the home and the street,
She calls us forth—and conflict and melody have existed.
A summer night descending cool and green
And dark on daytime’s dust and stress and heat,
The ways of Death are soothing and serene,
And all the words of Death are grave and sweet.
A summer night falls cool and green
And dark over the daytime's dust, stress, and heat,
The paths of Death are calming and peaceful,
And all the words of Death are serious and kind.
O glad and sorrowful, with triumphant mien
And radiant faces look upon, and greet
This last of all your lovers, and to meet
Her kiss, the Comforter’s, your spirit lean . . .
The ways of Death are soothing and serene.
O happy and sad, with triumphant looks
And bright faces, look upon and greet
This last of all your lovers, and to meet
Her kiss, the Comforter’s, let your spirit lean . . .
The paths of Death are calming and peaceful.
p. 111WE SHALL SURELY DIE
We shall surely
die:
Must we needs grow old?
Grow old and cold,
And we know not why?
We will definitely die:
Do we have to get old?
Get old and cold,
And we don’t know why?
O, the By-and-By,
And the tale that’s told!
We shall surely die:
Must we needs grow old?
O, the By-and-By,
And the story that's shared!
We will definitely die:
Do we really have to get old?
Grow old and sigh,
Grudge and withhold,
Resent and scold? . . .
Not you and I?
We shall surely die!
Grow old and sigh,
Hold grudges and keep to ourselves,
Feel resentment and complain? . . .
Not you and me?
We will surely die!
p. 112WHAT IS TO COME
What is to come we
know not. But we know
That what has been was good—was good to show,
Better to hide, and best of all to bear.
We are the masters of the days that were:
We have lived, we have loved, we have suffered . . . even so.
What is going to happen, we don’t know. But we know
That what has happened was good—good to show,
Better to keep hidden, and best of all to endure.
We are in charge of the days that have passed:
We have lived, we have loved, we have suffered . . . even so.
Shall we not take the ebb who had the flow?
Life was our friend. Now, if it be our foe—
Dear, though it spoil and break us!—need we care
What is to come?
Shall we not take the decline that once had the rise?
Life was on our side. Now, if it’s against us—
Dear, even if it ruins and breaks us!—do we need to worry
About what’s to come?
Let the great winds their worst and wildest
blow,
Or the gold weather round us mellow slow:
We have fulfilled ourselves, and we can dare
And we can conquer, though we may not share
In the rich quiet of the afterglow
What is to come.
Let the strong winds blow their hardest and wildest,
Or the warm weather surround us gently:
We’ve accomplished what we aimed for, and we can take risks
And we can succeed, even if we don’t get to enjoy
The peaceful calm of what comes after.
What is to come.
p. 113ECHOES
1872–1889
1872–1889
Gil Blas AU LECTEUR.
Gil Blas TO THE READER.
p. 115I
TO MY MOTHER
Chiming a dream by
the way
With ocean’s rapture and roar,
I met a maiden to-day
Walking alone on the shore:
Walking in maiden wise,
Modest and kind and fair,
The freshness of spring in her eyes
And the fulness of spring in her hair.
Chiming a dream by
the way
With the ocean’s joy and crash,
I met a girl today
Walking alone on the beach:
Walking gracefully,
Modest and sweet and beautiful,
The freshness of spring in her eyes
And the fullness of spring in her hair.
Cloud-shadow and scudding sun-burst
Were swift on the floor of the sea,
And a mad wind was romping its worst,
But what was their magic to me?
Or the charm of the midsummer skies?
I only saw she was there,
A dream of the sea in her eyes
And the kiss of the sea in her hair.
Cloud shadows and quick bursts of sunlight
Raced across the ocean floor,
And a wild wind was wreaking havoc,
But what did that matter to me?
Or the beauty of the midsummer skies?
I only noticed she was there,
A dream of the sea in her eyes
And the ocean's kiss in her hair.
p.
116I watched her vanish in space;
She came where I walked no more;
But something had passed of her grace
To the spell of the wave and the shore;
And now, as the glad stars rise,
She comes to me, rosy and rare,
The delight of the wind in her eyes
And the hand of the wind in her hair.
p. 116I watched her disappear into the distance;
She arrived where I no longer walked;
But something of her charm
Shifted with the rhythm of the waves and the beach;
And now, as the joyful stars appear,
She comes to me, vibrant and beautiful,
The joy of the wind in her eyes
And the caress of the wind in her hair.
1872
1872
p. 117II
Life is
bitter. All the faces of the years,
Young and old, are grey with travail and with tears.
Must we only wake to toil, to tire, to weep?
In the sun, among the leaves, upon the flowers,
Slumber stills to dreamy death the heavy hours . . .
Let me sleep.
Life is bitter. All the faces of the years,
Young and old, are gray with struggle and tears.
Must we only wake to work, to tire, to cry?
In the sun, among the leaves, on the flowers,
Sleep softly eases the heavy hours . . .
Let me sleep.
Riches won but mock the old, unable years;
Fame’s a pearl that hides beneath a sea of tears;
Love must wither, or must live alone and weep.
In the sunshine, through the leaves, across the flowers,
While we slumber, death approaches though the hours! . . .
Let me sleep.
Riches gained only mock the aging years;
Fame’s a pearl buried deep in a sea of tears;
Love either fades away or must stay lonely and weep.
In the sunlight, through the leaves, over the flowers,
While we rest, death draws near as time passes! . . .
Let me sleep.
1872
1872
p. 118III
O, gather me the
rose, the rose,
While yet in flower we find it,
For summer smiles, but summer goes,
And winter waits behind it!
O, collect me the
rose, the rose,
While it's still in bloom,
For summer smiles, but summer fades,
And winter is right behind it!
For with the dream foregone, foregone,
The deed forborne for ever,
The worm, regret, will canker on,
And Time will turn him never.
For with the dream left behind,
The action held back forever,
The worm of regret will consume,
And Time will never change him.
So well it were to love, my love,
And cheat of any laughter
The fate beneath us and above,
The dark before and after.
So well it would be to love, my love,
And steal away any laughter
The fate above us and below,
The darkness before and after.
The myrtle and the rose, the rose,
The sunshine and the swallow,
The dream that comes, the wish that goes,
The memories that follow!
The myrtle and the rose, the rose,
The sunshine and the swallow,
The dream that comes, the wish that fades,
The memories that linger!
1874
1874
p. 119IV
I. M.
R. T. HAMILTON BRUCE
(1846–1899)
Out of the night
that covers me,
Black as the Pit from pole to pole,
I thank whatever gods may be
For my unconquerable soul.
Out of the night
that surrounds me,
Dark as the abyss from one side to the other,
I thank whatever gods might exist
For my invincible soul.
In the fell clutch of circumstance
I have not winced nor cried aloud.
Under the bludgeonings of chance
My head is bloody, but unbowed.
In the harsh grip of circumstance
I have not flinched or cried out.
Under the blows of fate
My head is bloody, but unbowed.
Beyond this place of wrath and tears
Looms but the Horror of the shade,
And yet the menace of the years
Finds, and shall find, me unafraid.
Beyond this place of anger and sadness
Stands only the Horror of the void,
And yet the threat of the years
Finds, and will find, me unafraid.
It matters not how strait the gate,
How charged with punishments the scroll,
I am the master of my fate:
I am the captain of my soul.
It doesn't matter how narrow the gate,
How full of punishments the scroll,
I am in control of my fate:
I am the captain of my soul.
1875
1875
p. 120V
I am the Reaper.
All things with heedful hook
Silent I gather.
Pale roses touched with the spring,
Tall corn in summer,
Fruits rich with autumn, and frail winter blossoms—
Reaping, still reaping—
All things with heedful hook
Timely I gather.
I am the Reaper.
I quietly collect all things with a careful hook.
Pale roses kissed by spring,
Tall corn in summer,
Fruits abundant in autumn, and delicate winter flowers—
Harvesting, always harvesting—
I timely gather all things with a careful hook.
Maker and breaker,
I am the ebb and the flood,
Here and Hereafter.
Sped through the tangle and coil
Of infinite nature,
Viewless and soundless I fashion all being.
Taker and giver,
I am the womb and the grave,
The Now and the Ever.
Maker and destroyer,
I am the rise and the fall,
Here and Beyond.
Rush through the chaos and twists
Of endless nature,
Invisible and silent, I shape all existence.
Receiver and provider,
I am the beginning and the end,
The Present and the Eternal.
1875
1875
p. 122VI
Praise the generous
gods for giving
In a world of wrath and strife
With a little time for living,
Unto all the joy of life.
Kudos the generous
gods for giving
In a world full of anger and conflict
With a little time to enjoy living,
To all the happiness of life.
At whatever source we drink it,
Art or love or faith or wine,
In whatever terms we think it,
It is common and divine.
At whatever source we take it,
Art or love or faith or wine,
In whatever way we think of it,
It’s both universal and divine.
Praise the high gods, for in giving
This to man, and this alone,
They have made his chance of living
Shine the equal of their own.
Praise the high gods, for in giving
This to humans, and this alone,
They have made our chance of living
Shine as bright as their own.
1875
1875
p. 123VII
Fill a glass with
golden wine,
And the while your lips are wet
Set their perfume unto mine,
And forget,
Every kiss we take and give
Leaves us less of life to live.
Fill a glass with
golden wine,
And while your lips are wet
Let their scent drift to mine,
And forget,
Every kiss we share and give
Takes away from the life we live.
Yet again! Your whim and mine
In a happy while have met.
All your sweets to me resign,
Nor regret
That we press with every breath,
Sighed or singing, nearer death.
Yet again! Your whim and mine
In a happy moment have come together.
All your sweetness given to me,
Without regret
That we move with every breath,
Sighing or singing, closer to death.
1875
1875
p. 124VIII
We’ll go no
more a-roving by the light of the moon.
November glooms are barren beside the dusk of June.
The summer flowers are faded, the summer thoughts are sere.
We’ll go no more a-roving, lest worse befall, my dear.
We'll stop wandering under the moonlight.
November's gloom can't compare to the warmth of June.
The summer flowers have faded, and summer thoughts have dried up.
We’ll stop wandering, or something worse could happen, my dear.
We’ll go no more a-roving by the light of
the moon.
The song we sang rings hollow, and heavy runs the tune.
Glad ways and words remembered would shame the wretched year.
We’ll go no more a-roving, nor dream we did, my dear.
We won't wander anymore by the light of the moon.
The song we sang feels empty, and the tune flows heavily.
Happy paths and words we remember would shame this miserable year.
We won't roam anymore, nor will we dream we did, my dear.
1875
1875
p. 126IX
To W. R.
Madam Life’s a
piece in bloom
Death goes dogging everywhere:
She’s the tenant of the room,
He’s the ruffian on the stair.
Ma'am Life’s a
beautiful blossom
Death is lurking all around:
She’s the occupant of the space,
He’s the thug on the stairs.
You shall see her as a friend,
You shall bilk him once and twice;
But he’ll trap you in the end,
And he’ll stick you for her price.
You’ll see her as a friend,
You’ll scam him once and twice;
But he’ll catch you in the end,
And he’ll make you pay her price.
With his kneebones at your chest,
And his knuckles in your throat,
You would reason—plead—protest!
Clutching at her petticoat;
With his knees in your chest,
And his fists at your throat,
You would argue—beg—object!
Grabbing at her skirt;
But she’s heard it all before,
Well she knows you’ve had your fun,
Gingerly she gains the door,
And your little job is done.
But she’s heard it all before,
Well she knows you’ve had your fun,
Carefully, she approaches the door,
And your little task is done.
1877
1877
p. 127X
The sea is full of
wandering foam,
The sky of driving cloud;
My restless thoughts among them roam . . .
The night is dark and loud.
The sea is filled with wandering foam,
The sky with racing clouds;
My restless thoughts roam among them . . .
The night is dark and loud.
Where are the hours that came to me
So beautiful and bright?
A wild wind shakes the wilder sea . . .
O, dark and loud’s the night!
Where have the hours gone that were
So beautiful and bright?
A wild wind shakes the wilder sea . . .
Oh, how dark and loud is the night!
1876
1876
p. 128XI
To W. R.
Thick is the
darkness—
Sunward, O, sunward!
Rough is the highway—
Onward, still onward!
Thick is the
darkness—
Sunward, oh, sunward!
Rough is the highway—
Onward, keep going!
Dawn harbours surely
East of the shadows.
Facing us somewhere
Spread the sweet meadows.
Dawn definitely hides
East of the shadows.
Somewhere in front of us
Spread the beautiful meadows.
Upward and forward!
Time will restore us:
Light is above us,
Rest is before us.
Upward and forward!
Time will bring us back:
Light is ahead of us,
Rest is in front of us.
1876
1876
p. 129XII
To me at my
fifth-floor window
The chimney-pots in rows
Are sets of pipes pandean
For every wind that blows;
To me at my
fifth-floor window
The chimney pots in rows
Are like a bunch of pipes
For every wind that blows;
And the smoke that whirls and eddies
In a thousand times and keys
Is really a visible music
Set to my reveries.
And the smoke that swirls and dances
In a thousand forms and tones
Is actually a visible music
Accompanying my daydreams.
O monstrous pipes, melodious
With fitful tune and dream,
The clouds are your only audience,
Her thought is your only theme!
O monstrous pipes, melodious
With a restless tune and dream,
The clouds are your only audience,
Her thoughts are your only theme!
1875
1875
p. 130XIII
Bring her again, O
western wind,
Over the western sea:
Gentle and good and fair and kind,
Bring her again to me!
Bring her back, O
western wind,
Across the western sea:
Nice and sweet and beautiful and kind,
Bring her back to me!
Not that her fancy holds me dear,
Not that a hope may be:
Only that I may know her near,
Wind of the western sea.
Not that her charm means a lot to me,
Not that there's a hope to see:
Just that I want to feel her close,
Breeze from the western sea.
1875
1875
p. 131XIV
The wan sun westers,
faint and slow;
The eastern distance glimmers gray;
An eerie haze comes creeping low
Across the little, lonely bay;
And from the sky-line far away
About the quiet heaven are spread
Mysterious hints of dying day,
Thin, delicate dreams of green and red.
The fading sun sets in the west,
soft and slow;
The distant east sparkles in gray;
A strange mist creeps in low
Over the small, lonely bay;
And from the horizon far away
Across the calm sky are spread
Mysterious signs of the dying day,
Subtle, delicate dreams of green and red.
And weak, reluctant surges lap
And rustle round and down the strand.
No other sound . . . If it should hap,
The ship that sails from fairy-land!
The silken shrouds with spells are manned,
The hull is magically scrolled,
The squat mast lives, and in the sand
The gold prow-griffin claws a hold.
And weak, hesitant waves lap
And rustle around and down the shore.
No other sound... If it should happen,
The ship that sails from fairyland!
The silk sails are enchanted,
The hull is magically designed,
The short mast seems alive, and in the sand
The golden prow-griffin claws its grip.
p.
132It steals to seaward silently;
Strange fish-folk follow thro’ the gloom;
Great wings flap overhead; I see
The Castle of the Drowsy Doom
Vague thro’ the changeless twilight loom,
Enchanted, hushed. And ever there
She slumbers in eternal bloom,
Her cushions hid with golden hair.
p. 132It glides towards the sea quietly;
Weird fish-like beings follow through the darkness;
Big wings flap overhead; I see
The Castle of Endless Sleep
Faintly through the unchanging twilight appear,
Magical, silent. And always there
She rests in everlasting beauty,
Her cushions covered in golden hair.
1875
1875
p. 13315
There is a wheel
inside my head
Of wantonness and wine,
An old, cracked fiddle is begging
without,
But the wind with scents of the sea is fed,
And the sun seems glad to shine.
There is a wheel
inside my head
Of desire and wine,
An old, cracked fiddle is begging
outside,
But the wind carries scents of the sea,
And the sun seems happy to shine.
The sun and the wind are akin to you,
As you are akin to June.
But the fiddle! . . . It giggles
and twitters about,
And, love and laughter! who gave him the cue?—
He’s playing your favourite tune.
The sun and the wind are like you,
Just as you are like June.
But the fiddle! . . . It laughs
and chirps around,
And, love and laughter! who gave him the signal?—
He’s playing your favorite song.
1875
1875
p. 134XVI
While the west is
paling
Starshine is begun.
While the dusk is failing
Glimmers up the sun.
While the west is
fading
Starshine begins.
While the dusk is fading
The sun starts to glow.
So, till darkness cover
Life’s retreating gleam,
Lover follows lover,
Dream succeeds to dream.
So, until darkness takes over
Life’s fading light,
Lover chases after lover,
Dream follows dream.
Stoop to my endeavour,
O my love, and be
Only and for ever
Sun and stars to me.
Stoop to my efforts,
Oh my love, and be
Only and forever
Sun and stars to me.
1876
1876
p. 135XVII
The sands are alive
with sunshine,
The bathers lounge and throng,
And out in the bay a bugle
Is lilting a gallant song.
The sands are buzzing with sunshine,
The sunbathers relax and gather,
And out in the bay, a bugle
Is playing a brave tune.
The clouds go racing eastward,
The blithe wind cannot rest,
And a shard on the shingle flashes
Like the shining soul of a jest;
The clouds rush eastward,
The cheerful wind can't settle,
And a shard on the pebbles glimmers
Like the bright spirit of a joke;
While children romp in the surges,
And sweethearts wander free,
And the Firth as with laughter dimples . . .
I would it were deep over me!
While kids play in the waves,
And couples stroll freely,
And the Firth sparkles with laughter . . .
I wish it was deep over me!
1875
1875
p. 13618
To A. D.
The nightingale has
a lyre of gold,
The lark’s is a clarion-call,
And the blackbird plays but a boxwood flute,
But I love him best of all.
The nightingale has
a golden lyre,
The lark’s is a trumpet-call,
And the blackbird plays just a boxwood flute,
But I love him the most of all.
For his song is all of the joy of life,
And we in the mad, spring weather,
We two have listened till he sang
Our hearts and lips together.
For his song captures all the joy of life,
And we, in the wild spring weather,
We've listened until he sang
Our hearts and lips as one.
1876
1876
p. 13719
Your heart has
trembled to my tongue,
Your hands in mine have lain,
Your thought to me has leaned and clung,
Again and yet again,
My dear,
Again and yet again.
Your heart has
quivered at my words,
Your hands have rested in mine,
Your thoughts have turned to me and held on,
Over and over,
My dear,
Over and over.
Now die the dream, or come the wife,
The past is not in vain,
For wholly as it was your life
Can never be again,
My dear,
Can never be again.
Now the dream dies, or the wife arrives,
The past isn’t wasted,
For just as it was, your life
Can never be the same again,
My dear,
Can never be the same again.
1876
1876
p. 138XX
The surges gushed
and sounded,
The blue was the blue of June,
And low above the brightening east
Floated a shred of moon.
The waves crashed and echoed,
The blue was the blue of June,
And just above the brightening east
Drifted a sliver of moon.
The woods were black and solemn,
The night winds large and free,
And in your thought a blessing seemed
To fall on land and sea.
The woods were dark and serious,
The night winds vast and unrestricted,
And in your mind, a blessing felt
Like it blanketed land and sea.
1877
1877
p. 139XXI
We flash across the
level.
We thunder thro’ the bridges.
We bicker down the cuttings.
We sway along the ridges.
We race across the
plain.
We roar through the bridges.
We argue down the valleys.
We sway along the hills.
A rush of streaming hedges,
Of jostling lights and shadows,
Of hurtling, hurrying stations,
Of racing woods and meadows.
A surge of flowing hedges,
Of mingling lights and shadows,
Of speeding, bustling stations,
Of zooming woods and fields.
We charge the tunnels headlong—
The blackness roars and shatters.
We crash between embankments—
The open spins and scatters.
We rush into the tunnels full speed—
The darkness screams and splinters.
We smash between the banks—
The expanse spins and scatters.
We shake off the miles like water,
We might carry a royal ransom;
And I think of her waiting, waiting,
And long for a common hansom.
We brush off the miles like water,
We could be carrying a royal fortune;
And I think of her waiting, waiting,
And I long for a regular cab.
1876
1876
p. 140XXII
The West a
glimmering lake of light,
A dream of pearly weather,
The first of stars is burning white—
The star we watch together.
Is April dead? The unresting year
Will shape us our September,
And April’s work is done, my dear—
Do you not remember?
The West is a
shimmering lake of light,
A dream of soft weather,
The first star is shining bright—
The star we gaze at together.
Is April gone? The unending year
Will bring us our September,
And April’s work is finished, my dear—
Don’t you remember?
O gracious eve! O happy star,
Still-flashing, glowing, sinking!—
Who lives of lovers near or far
So glad as I in thinking?
The gallant world is warm and green,
For May fulfils November.
When lights and leaves and loves have been,
Sweet, will you remember?
O gracious evening! O happy star,
Still shining, glowing, sinking!—
Who among lovers, near or far,
Is as happy as I in thinking?
The brave world is warm and green,
For May completes November.
When lights and leaves and loves have been,
Sweet, will you remember?
1876
1876
p. 142XXIII
The skies are strown
with stars,
The streets are fresh with dew
A thin moon drifts to westward,
The night is hushed and cheerful.
My thought is quick with you.
The skies are filled
with stars,
The streets are fresh with dew
A thin moon drifts to the west,
The night is quiet and joyful.
My mind is busy with you.
Near windows gleam and laugh,
And far away a train
Clanks glowing through the stillness:
A great content’s in all things,
And life is not in vain.
Near windows shine and chuckle,
And far away a train
Clatters brightly through the quiet:
A deep satisfaction’s in everything,
And life is meaningful.
1877
1877
p. 143XXIV
The full sea rolls
and thunders
In glory and in glee.
O, bury me not in the senseless earth
But in the living sea!
The ocean rolls
and crashes
In glory and joy.
Oh, don't bury me in the mindless earth
But in the vibrant sea!
Ay, bury me where it surges
A thousand miles from shore,
And in its brotherly unrest
I’ll range for evermore.
Sure, here’s the modernized text:
Yeah, bury me where it swells
A thousand miles from land,
And in its friendly turmoil
I’ll wander forevermore.
1876
1876
p. 144XXV
In the year
that’s come and gone, love, his flying feather
Stooping slowly, gave us heart, and bade us walk together.
In the year that’s coming on, though many a troth be
broken,
We at least will not forget aught that love hath spoken.
In the year that's passed, love, his soaring feather
Gently descended, gave us hope, and encouraged us to unite.
In the year ahead, even if many promises are broken,
We will definitely remember everything that love has said.
In the year that’s come and gone, dear,
we wove a tether
All of gracious words and thoughts, binding two together.
In the year that’s coming on with its wealth of roses
We shall weave it stronger, yet, ere the circle closes.
In the year that’s come and gone, dear,
we created a bond
of kind words and thoughts, connecting us together.
In the year that’s ahead with its abundance of roses,
we'll strengthen it even more before the circle closes.
1877
1877
p. 146XXVI
In the placid summer
midnight,
Under the drowsy sky,
I seem to hear in the stillness
The moths go glimmering by.
In the calm summer
midnight,
Under the sleepy sky,
I feel like I can hear in the quietness
The moths fluttering by.
One by one from the windows
The lights have all been sped.
Never a blind looks conscious—
The street is asleep in bed!
One by one, the lights have gone out
From the windows, all around.
Not a single blind looks awake—
The street is fast asleep now!
But I come where a living casement
Laughs luminous and wide;
I hear the song of a piano
Break in a sparkling tide;
But I arrive where a bright window
Smiles wide and full of light;
I hear the sound of a piano
Spill out in a sparkling wave;
And I feel, in the waltz that frolics
And warbles swift and clear,
A sudden sense of shelter
And friendliness and cheer . . .
And I feel, in the dance that plays
And sings fast and bright,
A sudden feeling of safety
And warmth and joy . . .
The blind goes out, and I wander
To the old, unfriendly sea,
The lonelier for the memory
That walks like a ghost with me.
The blinds go down, and I drift
To the old, unwelcoming sea,
The more lonely for the memory
That walks like a ghost beside me.
p. 148XXVII
She sauntered by the
swinging seas,
A jewel glittered at her ear,
And, teasing her along, the breeze
Brought many a rounded grace more near.
She walked casually by the
swaying waves,
A sparkling jewel hung from her ear,
And, playfully guiding her along, the breeze
Drew many more graceful shapes near.
So passing, one with wave and beam,
She left for memory to caress
A laughing thought, a golden gleam,
A hint of hidden loveliness.
So as she passed, with wave and light,
She left behind a memory to cherish
A joyful thought, a shining glimpse,
A trace of concealed beauty.
1876
1876
p. 149XXVIII
To S. C.
Blithe dreams arise
to greet us,
And life feels clean and new,
For the old love comes to meet us
In the dawning and the dew.
O’erblown with sunny shadows,
O’ersped with winds at play,
The woodlands and the meadows
Are keeping holiday.
Wild foals are scampering, neighing,
Brave merles their hautboys blow:
Come! let us go a-maying
As in the Long-Ago.
Happy dreams rise up
to welcome us,
And life feels fresh and new,
For the old love comes to greet us
In the morning light and dew.
Overflowing with sunny shadows,
Surged by playful winds,
The forests and the fields
Are celebrating the day.
Wild foals are running and neighing,
Brave blackbirds are playing their tunes:
Come! let’s go out for May Day
Like we did in the old days.
Here we but peak and dwindle:
The clank of chain and crane,
The whir of crank and spindle
Bewilder heart and brain;
p. 150The ends
of our endeavour
Are merely wealth and fame,
Yet in the still Forever
We’re one and all the same;
Delaying, still delaying,
We watch the fading west:
Come! let us go a-maying,
Nor fear to take the best.
Here we just peek and fade:
The clank of chains and cranes,
The whir of gears and spindles
Confuse our hearts and minds;
p. 150The ends
of our efforts
Are just wealth and fame,
Yet in the quiet Forever
We’re all the same;
Procrastinating, still waiting,
We watch the setting sun:
Come! let’s go out celebrating,
And not be afraid to have fun.
Yet beautiful and spacious
The wise, old world appears.
Yet frank and fair and gracious
Outlaugh the jocund years.
Our arguments disputing,
The universal Pan
Still wanders fluting—fluting—
Fluting to maid and man.
Our weary well-a-waying
His music cannot still:
Come! let us go a-maying,
And pipe with him our fill.
Yet beautiful and spacious
The wise, old world seems.
Yet open, fair, and kind
Outshine the cheerful years.
While we argue and debate,
The universal Pan
Still roams, playing—playing—
Playing for everyone.
Our tired wandering
Can't silence his music:
Come! let’s go celebrate May,
And join in with him fully.
When wanton winds are flowing
Among the gladdening glass;
p. 151Where
hawthorn brakes are blowing,
And meadow perfumes pass;
Where morning’s grace is greenest,
And fullest noon’s of pride;
Where sunset spreads serenest,
And sacred night’s most wide;
Where nests are swaying, swaying,
And spring’s fresh voices call,
Come! let us go a-maying,
And bless the God of all!
When carefree winds are blowing
Through the cheerful grass;
p. 151Where
hawthorn bushes are blooming,
And the scent of meadows drifts;
Where morning’s beauty is brightest,
And noon’s pride is at its peak;
Where sunset glows the calmest,
And sacred night is most vast;
Where nests are gently rocking,
And spring’s fresh voices call,
Come! let’s go celebrate May,
And give thanks to the God of all!
1878
1878
p. 152XXIX
To R. L. S.
A child,
Curious and innocent,
Slips from his Nurse, and rejoicing
Loses himself in the Fair.
A kid,
Curious and innocent,
Slips away from his caregiver, and happily
Gets lost in the Fair.
Thro’ the jostle and din
Wandering, he revels,
Dreaming, desiring, possessing;
Till, of a sudden
Tired and afraid, he beholds
The sordid assemblage
Just as it is; and he runs
With a sob to his Nurse
(Lighting at last on him),
And in her motherly bosom
Cries him to sleep.
Through the jostle and noise
Wandering, he enjoys,
Dreaming, wanting, having;
Then, all of a sudden
Tired and scared, he sees
The ugly crowd
Just as it is; and he runs
With a sob to his caregiver
(Finally finding her),
And in her comforting embrace
Cries himself to sleep.
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1876
p. 154XXX
Kate-a-Whimsies,
John-a-Dreams,
Still debating, still delay,
And the world’s a ghost that gleams—
Wavers—vanishes away!
Kate-a-Whimsies,
John-a-Dreams,
Still debating, still delay,
And the world’s a ghost that shines—
Wavers—fades away!
We must live while live we can;
We should love while love we may.
Dread in women, doubt in man . . .
So the Infinite runs away.
We should live while we can;
We should love while we can.
Fear in women, uncertainty in men . . .
So the Infinite slips away.
1876
1876
p. 155XXXI
O, have you blessed,
behind the stars,
The blue sheen in the skies,
When June the roses round her calls?—
Then do you know the light that falls
From her belovèd eyes.
O, have you blessed,
behind the stars,
The blue shine in the skies,
When June summons the roses around her?—
Then do you know the light that falls
From her beloved eyes.
And have you felt the sense of peace
That morning meadows give?—
Then do you know the spirit of grace,
The angel abiding in her face,
Who makes it good to live.
And have you felt the peace
That morning meadows bring?—
Then do you know the spirit of grace,
The angel in her face,
Who makes it good to be alive.
She shines before me, hope and dream,
So fair, so still, so wise,
That, winning her, I seem to win
Out of the dust and drive and din
A nook of Paradise.
She shines in front of me, full of hope and dreams,
So beautiful, so calm, so wise,
That, by winning her, I feel like I've won
A little piece of Paradise, away from the chaos and noise.
1877
1877
p. 156XXXII
To D. H.
O, Falmouth is a
fine town with ships in the bay,
And I wish from my heart it’s there I was to-day;
I wish from my heart I was far away from here,
Sitting in my parlour and talking to my dear.
For it’s home, dearie,
home—it’s home I want to be.
Our topsails are hoisted, and
we’ll away to sea.
O, the oak and the ash and the
bonnie birken tree
They’re all growing green in
the old countrie.
O, Falmouth is a
great town with ships in the bay,
And I truly wish I were there today;
I really wish I could escape from here,
Sitting in my living room and chatting with my dear.
Because it’s home, my love,
home—I just want to be there.
Our sails are up, and
we’re off to sea.
O, the oak, the ash, and the
pretty birch tree
They’re all growing green in
the old country.
In Baltimore a-walking a lady I did meet
With her babe on her arm, as she came down the street;
And I thought how I sailed, and the cradle standing ready
For the pretty little babe that has never seen its daddie.
And it’s home, dearie, home
. . .
In Baltimore, I came across a lady
With her baby on her arm, as she walked down the street;
And I thought about how I traveled, and the crib was all set up
For the sweet little baby who has never met its daddy.
And it’s home, darling, home
. . .
O, there’s a wind a-blowing, a-blowing
from the west,
And that of all the winds is the one I like the best,
For it blows at our backs, and it shakes our pennon free,
And it soon will blow us home to the old countrie.
For it’s home, dearie,
home—it’s home I want to be.
Our topsails are hoisted, and
we’ll away to sea.
O, the oak and the ash and the
bonnie birken tree
They’re all growing green in
the old countrie.
Oh, there’s a wind blowing, blowing
from the west,
And that’s my favorite wind of all,
Because it’s at our backs, and it’s waving our flag free,
And it won’t be long before it takes us home to the old country.
Because it’s home, darling,
home—I just want to be there.
Our topsails are raised, and
we’re setting off to sea.
Oh, the oak and the ash and the
pretty birch tree
They’re all growing green in
the old country.
1878
1878
Note.—The burthen and the third stanza are old.
Note.—The burden and the third stanza are old.
p. 158XXXIII
The ways are green
with the gladdening sheen
Of the young year’s fairest daughter.
O, the shadows that fleet o’er the springing wheat!
O, the magic of running water!
The spirit of spring is in every thing,
The banners of spring are streaming,
We march to a tune from the fifes of June,
And life’s a dream worth dreaming.
The paths are green
with the joyful glow
Of the young year's brightest beauty.
Oh, the shadows that dance over the growing wheat!
Oh, the magic of flowing water!
The spirit of spring is in everything,
The signs of spring are waving,
We move to a melody from the flutes of June,
And life’s a dream worth dreaming.
It’s all very well to sit and spell
At the lesson there’s no gainsaying;
But what the deuce are wont and use
When the whole mad world’s a-maying?
When the meadow glows, and the orchard snows,
And the air’s with love-motes teeming,
When fancies break, and the senses wake,
O, life’s a dream worth dreaming!
It’s nice to sit and learn
In class, there’s no arguing about that;
But what good are habits and customs
When the whole crazy world is celebrating?
When the fields shine, and the trees are full of blooms,
And the air is filled with love’s spark,
When ideas flow, and the senses come alive,
Oh, life’s a dream worth dreaming!
p.
159What Nature has writ with her lusty wit
Is worded so wisely and kindly
That whoever has dipped in her manuscript
Must up and follow her blindly.
Now the summer prime is her blithest rhyme
In the being and the seeming,
And they that have heard the overword
Know life’s a dream worth dreaming.
p. 159What Nature has written with her vibrant creativity
Is expressed so thoughtfully and gently
That anyone who has explored her writings
Must rise and follow her unconditionally.
Now the height of summer is her happiest verse
In both existence and appearance,
And those who have caught the essence
Understand that life is a dream worth experiencing.
1878
1878
p. 160XXXIV
To K. de M.
Love blows as the wind blows,
Love blows into the heart.—Nile Boat-Song.Love comes and goes like the wind,
Love fills the heart.—Nile Boat-Song.
Life in her creaking
shoes
Goes, and more formal grows,
A round of calls and cues:
Love blows as the wind blows.
Blows! . . . in the quiet close
As in the roaring mart,
By ways no mortal knows
Love blows into the heart.
Life in her creaking shoes
Moves on and becomes more formal,
A series of calls and cues:
Love comes and goes like the wind.
Comes! . . . in the stillness
Just like in the bustling market,
Through paths unknown to anyone
Love enters the heart.
The stars some cadence use,
Forthright the river flows,
In order fall the dews,
Love blows as the wind blows:
Blows! . . . and what reckoning shows
The courses of his chart?
A spirit that comes and goes,
Love blows into the heart.
The stars have their own rhythm,
The river flows straight ahead,
The dewdrops fall in line,
Love blows just like the wind:
It blows! . . . and what does the reckoning reveal
About the paths on his map?
A spirit that arrives and departs,
Love blows into the heart.
1878
1878
p. 161XXXV
I. M.
MARGARITÆ SORORI
(1886)
A late lark twitters
from the quiet skies;
And from the west,
Where the sun, his day’s work ended,
Lingers as in content,
There falls on the old, grey city
An influence luminous and serene,
A shining peace.
A running late lark sings
from the calm sky;
And from the west,
Where the sun, finished with his day,
Stays behind, relaxed,
A golden light descends on the old, grey city
Bringing a bright, peaceful feeling.
The smoke ascends
In a rosy-and-golden haze. The spires
Shine, and are changed. In the valley
Shadows rise. The lark sings on. The sun,
Closing his benediction,
p. 162Sinks,
and the darkening air
Thrills with a sense of the triumphing night—
Night with her train of stars
And her great gift of sleep.
The smoke rises
In a pink-and-golden haze. The spires
Shine and transform. In the valley
Shadows emerge. The lark keeps singing. The sun,
Wrapping up his blessing,
p. 162Sets,
and the darkening air
Vibrates with the excitement of the victorious night—
Night with her lineup of stars
And her wonderful gift of sleep.
So be my passing!
My task accomplished and the long day done,
My wages taken, and in my heart
Some late lark singing,
Let me be gathered to the quiet west,
The sundown splendid and serene,
Death.
So let me pass on!
My job finished and the long day over,
My pay received, and in my heart
Some late lark singing,
Let me be taken to the peaceful west,
The sunset beautiful and calm,
Death.
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1876
p. 163XXXVI
I gave my heart to a
woman—
I gave it her, branch and root.
She bruised, she wrung, she tortured,
She cast it under foot.
I gave my heart to a
woman—
I gave it to her, completely.
She hurt me, she twisted it, she tormented,
She trampled it.
Under her feet she cast it,
She trampled it where it fell,
She broke it all to pieces,
And each was a clot of hell.
Under her feet, she threw it,
She stomped on it where it dropped,
She shattered it into fragments,
And each was a piece of hell.
There in the rain and the sunshine
They lay and smouldered long;
And each, when again she viewed them,
Had turned to a living song.
There in the rain and the sunshine
They lay and smoldered for a long time;
And each time she looked at them again,
They had turned into a living song.
p. 16437
To W. A.
Or ever the knightly
years were gone
With the old world to the grave,
I was a King in Babylon
And you were a Christian Slave.
Alternatively before the knightly
years disappeared
With the old world buried,
I was a King in Babylon
And you were a Christian slave.
I saw, I took, I cast you by,
I bent and broke your pride.
You loved me well, or I heard them lie,
But your longing was denied.
Surely I knew that by and by
You cursed your gods and died.
I saw you, I took you, I threw you aside,
I bent and broke your pride.
You loved me deeply, or so I was told,
But your desire was denied.
Surely I knew that eventually
You cursed your gods and died.
And a myriad suns have set and shone
Since then upon the grave
Decreed by the King in Babylon
To her that had been his Slave.
And countless suns have risen and set
Since then on the grave
Ordered by the King in Babylon
For her who had been his Slave.
Yet not for an hour do I wish undone
The deed beyond the grave,
When I was a King in Babylon
And you were a Virgin Slave.
Yet not for an hour do I wish undone
The deed beyond the grave,
When I was a King in Babylon
And you were a Virgin Slave.
p. 166XXXVIII
On the way to
Kew,
By the river old and gray,
Where in the Long Ago
We laughed and loitered so,
I met a ghost to-day,
A ghost that told of you—
A ghost of low replies
And sweet, inscrutable eyes
Coming up from Richmond
As you used to do.
On the way to
Kew,
By the old gray river,
Where long ago
We laughed and hung out,
I met a ghost today,
A ghost that talked about you—
A ghost with soft replies
And sweet, mysterious eyes
Coming up from Richmond
Just like you used to do.
By the river old and gray,
The enchanted Long Ago
Murmured and smiled anew.
On the way to Kew,
March had the laugh of May,
The bare boughs looked aglow,
And old, immortal words
Sang in my breast like birds,
Coming up from Richmond
As I used with you.
By the old, gray river,
The magical Long Ago
Whispered and smiled again.
On the way to Kew,
March had the laughter of May,
The bare branches seemed to glow,
And timeless words
Chirped inside me like birds,
Coming up from Richmond
As I used to with you.
p. 168XXXIX
The Past was goodly
once, and yet, when all is said,
The best of it we know is that it’s done and dead.
The Past was great once, and yet, when all is said,
The best we can say is that it’s over and gone.
Dwindled and faded quite, perished beyond
recall,
Nothing is left at last of what one time was all.
Dwindled and faded completely, gone beyond
recall,
Nothing is left now of what once was everything.
Coming back like a ghost, staring and lingering
on,
Never a word it speaks but proves it dead and gone.
Coming back like a ghost, watching and hanging around,
Never saying a word but showing it's dead and gone.
Duty and work and joy—these things it
cannot give;
And the Present is life, and life is good to live.
Duty, work, and joy—these are things it can't provide;
And the Present is life, and life is good to live.
Let it lie where it fell, far from the living
sun,
The Past that, goodly once, is gone and dead and done.
Let it stay where it dropped, far from the living sun,
The Past that, once good, is gone and dead and over.
p. 169XL
The spring, my
dear,
Is no longer spring.
Does the blackbird sing
What he sang last year?
Are the skies the old
Immemorial blue?
Or am I, or are you,
Grown cold?
The spring, my
dear,
Is no longer spring.
Does the blackbird sing
What he sang last year?
Are the skies the old
Timeless blue?
Or have I, or have you,
Grown cold?
Though life be change,
It is hard to bear
When the old sweet air
Sounds forced and strange.
To be out of tune,
Plain You and I . . .
It were better to die,
And soon!
Though life changes,
It's tough to handle
When the familiar sweet air
Feels forced and weird.
To be out of sync,
Just you and me . . .
It would be better to die,
And soon!
p. 170XLVI
To R. A. M. S.
The Spirit of Wine
Sang in my glass, and I listened
With love to his odorous music,
His flushed and magnificent song.
The Spirit of Wine
Chanted in my glass, and I paid attention
With affection to his fragrant melody,
His vibrant and stunning tune.
—‘I am health, I am heart, I am
life!
For I give for the asking
The fire of my father, the Sun,
And the strength of my mother, the Earth.
Inspiration in essence,
I am wisdom and wit to the wise,
His visible muse to the poet,
The soul of desire to the lover,
The genius of laughter to all.
—‘I am health, I am heart, I am
life!
For I give for the asking
The fire of my father, the Sun,
And the strength of my mother, the Earth.
Inspiration in essence,
I am wisdom and wit to the wise,
His visible muse to the poet,
The soul of desire to the lover,
The genius of laughter to all.
‘I am life, I am wealth, I am fame:
For I captain an army
Of shining and generous dreams;
And mine, too, all mine, are the keys
Of that secret spiritual shrine,
Where, his work-a-day soul put by,
Shut in with his saint of saints—
With his radiant and conquering self—
Man worships, and talks, and is glad.
‘I am life, I am wealth, I am fame:
For I lead an army
Of bright and generous dreams;
And mine, too, all mine, are the keys
To that secret spiritual space,
Where, putting aside his everyday soul,
Shut in with his greatest inspiration—
With his shining and victorious self—
Man worships, and talks, and is happy.'
‘Come, sit with me, ye that are
lovely,
Ye that are paid with disdain,
Ye that are chained and would soar!
I am beauty and love;
I am friendship, the comforter;
I am that which forgives and forgets.’—
‘Come, sit with me, you who are lovely,
You who are met with disdain,
You who are trapped and want to soar!
I am beauty and love;
I am friendship, the comforter;
I am what forgives and forgets.’—
The Spirit of Wine
Sang in my heart, and I triumphed
In the savour and scent of his music,
His magnetic and mastering song.
The Spirit of Wine
Sang in my heart, and I prevailed
In the flavor and aroma of his music,
His captivating and commanding song.
p. 172XLII
A wink from Hesper,
falling
Fast in the wintry sky,
Comes through the even blue,
Dear, like a word from you . . .
Is it good-bye?
A wink from Hesper,
falling
Fast in the wintry sky,
Comes through the evening blue,
Dear, like a word from you . . .
Is it goodbye?
Across the miles between us
I send you sigh for sigh.
Good-night, sweet friend, good-night:
Till life and all take flight,
Never good-bye.
Across the miles between us
I send you sigh for sigh.
Goodnight, dear friend, goodnight:
Till life and everything takes flight,
Never goodbye.
p. 173XLII
Friends . . . old
friends . . .
One sees how it ends.
A woman looks
Or a man tells lies,
And the pleasant brooks
And the quiet skies,
Ruined with brawling
And caterwauling,
Enchant no more
As they did before.
And so it ends
With friends.
Buddies . . . old
friends . . .
You can see how it all plays out.
A woman gazes
Or a man speaks untruths,
And the lovely streams
And the peaceful skies,
Are spoiled by fights
And loud arguments,
No longer enchanting
As they once were.
And this is how it concludes
With friends.
Friends . . . old friends . . .
So it breaks, so it ends.
There let it rest!
It has fought and won,
And is still the best
That either has done.
Each as he stands
The work of its hands,
Which shall be more
As he was before? . . .
What is it ends
With friends?
Friends . . . old friends . . .
So it breaks, so it ends.
There let it be!
It has fought and won,
And is still the best
That either has done.
Each as he stands
The work of its hands,
Which shall be more
As he was before? . . .
What does it mean
To lose friends?
p. 175XLIV
If it should come to
be,
This proof of you and me,
This type and sign
Of hours that smiled and shone,
And yet seemed dead and gone
As old-world wine:
If it happens,
This evidence of you and me,
This symbol and sign
Of moments that smiled and sparkled,
And yet felt lifeless and gone
Like vintage wine:
Of Them Within the Gate
Ask we no richer fate,
No boon above,
For girl child or for boy,
My gift of life and joy,
Your gift of love.
Of Them Within the Gate
We ask for no better fate,
No blessing beyond,
For a girl or for a boy,
My gift of life and joy,
Your gift of love.
p. 176XLV
To W. B.
From the brake the
Nightingale
Sings exulting to the Rose;
Though he sees her waxing pale
In her passionate repose,
While she triumphs waxing frail,
Fading even while she glows;
Though he
knows
How it
goes—
Knows of last year’s Nightingale
Dead with last year’s Rose.
From the brake the
Nightingale
Sings joyfully to the Rose;
Though he sees her growing pale
In her passionate rest,
While she triumphs growing frail,
Fading even while she shines;
Though he
knows
How it
goes—
Knows of last year’s Nightingale
Dead with last year’s Rose.
p. 178XLVI
MATRI DILECTISSIMÆ
I. M.
In the waste hour
Between to-day and yesterday
We watched, while on my arm—
Living flesh of her flesh, bone of her bone—
Dabbled in sweat the sacred head
Lay uncomplaining, still, contemptuous, strange:
Till the dear face turned dead,
And to a sound of lamentation
The good, heroic soul with all its wealth—
Its sixty years of love and sacrifice,
Suffering and passionate faith—was reabsorbed
In the inexorable Peace,
And life was changed to us for evermore.
In the wasted hour
Between today and yesterday
We watched, while on my arm—
Living flesh of her flesh, bone of her bone—
Drenched in sweat, the sacred head
Lay uncomplaining, still, contemptuous, strange:
Until the dear face turned lifeless,
And to the sound of mourning
The good, heroic soul with all its richness—
Its sixty years of love and sacrifice,
Suffering and passionate faith—was absorbed again
In the unyielding Peace,
And life was changed for us forever.
Was nothing left of her but tears
Like blood-drops from the heart?
p. 179Nought
save remorse
For duty unfulfilled, justice undone,
And charity ignored? Nothing but love,
Forgiveness, reconcilement, where in truth,
But for this passing
Into the unimaginable abyss
These things had never been?
Was there nothing left of her but tears
Like drops of blood from the heart?
p. 179Nothing
But remorse
For duties not done, justice not served,
And charity overlooked? Nothing but love,
Forgiveness, reconciliation, where in reality,
If not for this brief
Passage
Into the unimaginable void,
These things might have never existed?
Nay, there were we,
Her five strong sons!
To her Death came—the great Deliverer came!—
As equal comes to equal, throne to throne.
She was a mother of men.
Nay, there we were,
Her five strong sons!
To her Death came—the great Deliverer came!—
As one equal comes to another, throne to throne.
She was a mother of men.
The stars shine as of old. The unchanging
River,
Bent on his errand of immortal law,
Works his appointed way
To the immemorial sea.
And the brave truth comes overwhelmingly home:—
That she in us yet works and shines,
Lives and fulfils herself,
Unending as the river and the stars.
The stars shine just like they always have. The eternal
River,
Focused on its mission of timeless law,
Follows its destined path
To the ancient sea.
And the powerful truth comes crashing down:—
That she within us still works and shines,
Lives and realizes herself,
Endless as the river and the stars.
Dearest, live on
In such an immortality
p. 180As we
thy sons,
Born of thy body and nursed
At those wild, faithful breasts,
Can give—of generous thoughts,
And honourable words, and deeds
That make men half in love with fate!
Live on, O brave and true,
In us thy children, in ours whose life is thine—
Our best and theirs! What is that best but thee—
Thee, and thy gift to us, to pass
Like light along the infinite of space
To the immitigable end?
Dearest, keep living
In such an eternal way
p. 180As we, your children,
Born of your body and nurtured
At those fierce, loving breasts,
Can offer—generous thoughts,
And honorable words, and actions
That make people fall a little in love with destiny!
Keep living, O brave and true,
In us, your children, in ours whose life is yours—
Our best and theirs! What is that best but you—
You, and your gift to us, to share
Like light traveling through the endless space
To the inevitable end?
Between the river and the stars,
O royal and radiant soul,
Thou dost return, thine influences return
Upon thy children as in life, and death
Turns stingless! What is Death
But Life in act? How should the Unteeming Grave
Be victor over thee,
Mother, a mother of men?
Between the river and the stars,
O royal and radiant soul,
You return, your influences return
Upon your children as in life, and death
Turns painless! What is Death
But Life in action? How can the Empty Grave
Be victorious over you,
Mother, a mother of men?
p. 181XLVII
Crosses and troubles
a-many have proved me.
One or two women (God bless them!) have loved me.
I have worked and dreamed, and I’ve talked at will.
Of art and drink I have had my fill.
I’ve comforted here, and I’ve succoured there.
I’ve faced my foes, and I’ve backed my friends.
I’ve blundered, and sometimes made amends.
I have prayed for light, and I’ve known despair.
Now I look before, as I look behind,
Come storm, come shine, whatever befall,
With a grateful heart and a constant mind,
For the end I know is the best of all.
Crosses and troubles
have tested me in many ways.
One or two women (God bless them!) have loved me.
I’ve worked hard and dreamed big, and I’ve spoken my mind.
I’ve had my fill of art and drink.
I’ve offered comfort here, and I’ve helped there.
I’ve faced my enemies and supported my friends.
I’ve made mistakes, and sometimes I’ve made up for them.
I’ve prayed for clarity, and I’ve experienced despair.
Now I look ahead, just as I look back,
Come storm or shine, no matter what happens,
With a grateful heart and a steady mind,
Because I know that the end is the best part of all.
1888–1889
1888–1889
p. 183LONDON VOLUNTARIES
(To Charles Whibley)
(To Charles Whibley)
1890–1892
1890–1892
p. 185I
Grave
St. Margaret’s
bells,
Quiring their innocent, old-world canticles,
Sing in the storied air,
All rosy-and-golden, as with memories
Of woods at evensong, and sands and seas
Disconsolate for that the night is nigh.
O, the low, lingering lights! The large last gleam
(Hark! how those brazen choristers cry and call!)
Touching these solemn ancientries, and there,
The silent River ranging tide-mark high
And the callow, grey-faced Hospital,
With the strange glimmer and glamour of a dream!
The Sabbath peace is in the slumbrous trees,
And from the wistful, the fast-widowing sky
(Hark! how those plangent comforters call and cry!)
Falls as in August plots late roseleaves fall.
The sober Sabbath stir—
p.
186Leisurely voices, desultory feet!—
Comes from the dry, dust-coloured street,
Where in their summer frocks the girls go by,
And sweethearts lean and loiter and confer,
Just as they did an hundred years ago,
Just as an hundred years to come they will:—
When you and I, Dear Love, lie lost and low,
And sweet-throats none our welkin shall fulfil,
Nor any sunset fade serene and slow;
But, being dead, we shall not grieve to die.
St. Margaret's bells,
Singing their innocent, old-fashioned tunes,
Echo in the storied air,
All rosy and golden, filled with memories
Of woods at evening prayer, and lonely sands and seas
Sorrowful because the night is coming.
Oh, the soft, lingering lights! The last big gleam
(Listen! how those brass choristers sing and call!)
Touching these solemn old places, and there,
The silent River reaching high tide-mark
And the young, gray-faced Hospital,
With the strange shimmer and magic of a dream!
The Sunday peace is in the drowsy trees,
And from the wistful, quickly darkening sky
(Listen! how those mournful comforters call and cry!)
Falls like late rose petals in August.
The quiet Sunday stir—
p. 186Leisurely voices, wandering feet!—
Comes from the dry, dusty street,
Where girls in their summer dresses walk by,
And sweethearts lean and linger and chat,
Just like they did a hundred years ago,
Just as they will a hundred years from now:—
When you and I, Dear Love, lie lost and low,
And no sweet voices will fill our skies,
Nor any sunset will fade peacefully and slowly;
But, being dead, we won’t mourn our death.
p. 187II
Andante con moto
Forth from the dust
and din,
The crush, the heat, the many-spotted glare,
The odour and sense of life and lust aflare,
The wrangle and jangle of unrests,
Let us take horse, Dear Heart, take horse and win—
As from swart August to the green lap of May—
To quietness and the fresh and fragrant breasts
Of the still, delicious night, not yet aware
In any of her innumerable nests
Of that first sudden plash of dawn,
Clear, sapphirine, luminous, large,
Which tells that soon the flowing springs of day
In deep and ever deeper eddies drawn
Forward and up, in wider and wider way,
Shall float the sands, and brim the shores,
p. 188On this
our lith of the World, as round it roars
And spins into the outlook of the Sun
(The Lord’s first gift, the Lord’s especial
charge),
With light, with living light, from marge to marge
Until the course He set and staked be run.
Out from the dust
and noise,
The crowd, the heat, the many bright lights,
The smell and feeling of life and desire igniting,
The arguments and chaos of unrest,
Let’s ride, Dear Heart, let’s ride and succeed—
As we move from dark August to the green embrace of May—
To calmness and the fresh, fragrant air
Of the still, lovely night, not yet aware
In any of her countless nests
Of that first sudden splash of dawn,
Clear, sapphire, bright, and large,
Which signals that soon the flowing springs of day
In deep and ever deeper circles drawn
Forward and upward, in wider and wider way,
Shall carry the sands, and fill the shores,
p. 188On this
our rock in the World, as it roars
And spins into the view of the Sun
(The Lord’s first gift, the Lord’s special
duty),
With light, with living light, from edge to edge
Until the path He set and claimed is complete.
Through street and square, through square and
street,
Each with his home-grown quality of dark
And violated silence, loud and fleet,
Waylaid by a merry ghost at every lamp,
The hansom wheels and plunges. Hark, O, hark,
Sweet, how the old mare’s bit and chain
Ring back a rough refrain
Upon the marked and cheerful tramp
Of her four shoes! Here is the Park,
And O, the languid midsummer wafts adust,
The tired midsummer blooms!
O, the mysterious distances, the glooms
Romantic, the august
And solemn shapes! At night this City of Trees
Turns to a tryst of vague and strange
And monstrous Majesties,
p. 189Let
loose from some dim underworld to range
These terrene vistas till their twilight sets:
When, dispossessed of wonderfulness, they stand
Beggared and common, plain to all the land
For stooks of leaves! And lo! the Wizard Hour,
His silent, shining sorcery winged with power!
Still, still the streets, between their carcanets
Of linking gold, are avenues of sleep.
But see how gable ends and parapets
In gradual beauty and significance
Emerge! And did you hear
That little twitter-and-cheep,
Breaking inordinately loud and clear
On this still, spectral, exquisite atmosphere?
’Tis a first nest at matins! And behold
A rakehell cat—how furtive and acold!
A spent witch homing from some infamous dance—
Obscene, quick-trotting, see her tip and fade
Through shadowy railings into a pit of shade!
And now! a little wind and shy,
The smell of ships (that earnest of romance),
A sense of space and water, and thereby
A lamplit bridge ouching the troubled sky,
And look, O, look! a tangle of silver gleams
p. 190And
dusky lights, our River and all his dreams,
His dreams that never save in our deaths can die.
Through the streets and squares, through squares and streets,
Each with its own unique quality of darkness
And broken silence, loud and quick,
Interrupted by a playful ghost at every lamp,
The cab wheels roll and plunge. Hark, O, listen,
Sweet, how the old mare’s bit and chain
Echo a rough tune
Against the steady and cheerful steps
Of her four shoes! Here is the Park,
And oh, the lazy midsummer scents so hot,
The weary midsummer blooms!
Oh, the mysterious distances, the shadows
Romantic, the majestic
And solemn shapes! At night, this City of Trees
Turns into a meeting place of vague and strange
And monstrous Majesties,
p. 189Freed from some dim underworld to roam
These earthly views until twilight fades:
When, stripped of wonder, they remain
Broke and ordinary, clear to all the land
For piles of leaves! And look! the Magical Hour,
His silent, shining magic infused with power!
Still, still the streets, between their chains
Of linking gold, are paths of sleep.
But see how gable ends and parapets
Gradually reveal their beauty and importance!
And did you hear
That little chirp and tweet,
Breaking loudly and clearly
In this still, ghostly, exquisite atmosphere?
It’s a first nest at dawn! And look
A mischievous cat—how sneaky and cold!
A tired witch returning from some scandalous party—
Obscene, quick-stepping, see her slip and vanish
Through shadowy railings into a pit of darkness!
And now! a little wind and hesitant,
The scent of ships (that promise of romance),
A feeling of space and water, and here
A lit bridge arching the troubled sky,
And look, O, look! a tangle of silver glows
p. 190And dark lights, our River and all his dreams,
His dreams that can only die with our deaths.
What miracle is happening in the air,
Charging the very texture of the gray
With something luminous and rare?
The night goes out like an ill-parcelled fire,
And, as one lights a candle, it is day.
The extinguisher, that perks it like a spire
On the little formal church, is not yet green
Across the water: but the house-tops nigher,
The corner-lines, the chimneys—look how clean,
How new, how naked! See the batch of boats,
Here at the stairs, washed in the fresh-sprung beam!
And those are barges that were goblin floats,
Black, hag-steered, fraught with devilry and dream!
And in the piles the water frolics clear,
The ripples into loose rings wander and flee,
And we—we can behold that could but hear
The ancient River singing as he goes,
New-mailed in morning, to the ancient Sea.
The gas burns lank and jaded in its glass:
The old Ruffian soon shall yawn himself awake,
p. 191And
light his pipe, and shoulder his tools, and take
His hobnailed way to work!
What miracle is happening in the air,
Charging the very texture of the gray
With something bright and rare?
The night fades out like a poorly managed fire,
And, as someone lights a candle, it becomes day.
The extinguished light, that rises like a spire
On the small, formal church, isn’t green yet
Across the water: but the rooftops closer,
The edges, the chimneys—look how clean,
How new, how bare! See the group of boats,
Here at the stairs, washed in the fresh light!
And those are barges that used to be ghostly floats,
Black, driven by witches, filled with mischief and dreams!
And in the piles, the water dances clear,
The ripples into loose rings wander and flee,
And we—we can see that could only hear
The ancient River singing as it flows,
Newly dressed in morning, to the ancient Sea.
The gas burns thin and worn in its glass:
The old Scoundrel soon will yawn himself awake,
p. 191And
light his pipe, and grab his tools, and head
His tough way to work!
Let
us too pass—
Pass ere the sun leaps and your shadow shows—
Through these long, blindfold rows
Of casements staring blind to right and left,
Each with his gaze turned inward on some piece
Of life in death’s own likeness—Life bereft
Of living looks as by the Great Release—
Pass to an exquisite night’s more exquisite close!
Let’s also move on—
Move on before the sun rises and your shadow appears—
Through these long, blindfolded rows
Of windows staring blindly to the sides,
Each with its gaze turned inward on some piece
Of life that looks like death—Life stripped
Of living looks as if by the Great Release—
Move on to an exquisite night’s even more exquisite end!
Reach upon reach of burial—so they
feel,
These colonies of dreams! And as we steal
Homeward together, but for the buxom breeze,
Fitfully frolicking to heel
With news of dawn-drenched woods and tumbling seas,
We might—thus awed, thus lonely that we are—
Be wandering some dispeopled star,
Some world of memories and unbroken graves,
So broods the abounding Silence near and far:
Till even your footfall craves
Forgiveness of the majesty it braves.
Reach upon reach of graves—so they
feel,
These clusters of dreams! And as we walk
Home together, except for the warm breeze,
Playfully dancing around us
With news of sunlit forests and rolling seas,
We might—feeling awed, feeling lonely—
Be wandering some deserted star,
Some realm of memories and untouched graves,
So the overwhelming Silence lingers near and far:
Until even your footsteps seek
Forgiveness for the grandeur they confront.
p. 192III
Scherzando
Down through the
ancient Strand
The spirit of October, mild and boon
And sauntering, takes his way
This golden end of afternoon,
As though the corn stood yellow in all the land,
And the ripe apples dropped to the harvest-moon.
Down through the
ancient Strand
The spirit of October, gentle and generous
And wandering, makes his way
This golden end of the afternoon,
As if the corn was golden across the land,
And the ripe apples fell under the harvest moon.
Lo! the round sun, half-down the western
slope—
Seen as along an unglazed telescope—
Lingers and lolls, loth to be done with day:
Gifting the long, lean, lanky street
And its abounding confluences of being
With aspects generous and bland;
Making a thousand harnesses to shine
As with new ore from some enchanted mine,
And every horse’s coat so full of sheen
p. 193He looks
new-tailored, and every ’bus feels clean,
And never a hansom but is worth the feeing;
And every jeweller within the pale
Offers a real Arabian Night for sale;
And even the roar
Of the strong streams of toil, that pause and pour
Eastward and westward, sounds suffused—
Seems as it were bemused
And blurred, and like the speech
Of lazy seas on a lotus-haunted beach—
With this enchanted lustrousness,
This mellow magic, that (as a man’s caress
Brings back to some faded face, beloved before,
A heavenly shadow of the grace it wore
Ere the poor eyes were minded to beseech)
Old things transfigures, and you hail and bless
Their looks of long-lapsed loveliness once more:
Till Clement’s, angular and cold and staid,
Gleams forth in glamour’s very stuffs arrayed;
And Bride’s, her aëry, unsubstantial charm
Through flight on flight of springing, soaring stone
Grown flushed and warm,
Laughs into life full-mooded and fresh-blown;
And the high majesty of Paul’s
Uplifts a voice of living light, and calls—
p. 194Calls to
his millions to behold and see
How goodly this his London Town can be!
Look! The round sun, halfway down the western slope—
Seen like through an unglazed telescope—
Stays and lounges, reluctant to end the day:
Giftig the long, lean street
And its endless connections with life
With generous and gentle vibes;
Making a thousand harnesses shine
As if from some enchanted mine,
And every horse's coat so shiny
p. 193He looks
newly tailored, and every bus feels clean,
And not a cab that isn’t worth the fare;
And every jeweler in the area
Offers a true Arabian Night for sale;
And even the roar
Of the strong streams of work, that pause and pour
East and west, sounds softened—
Feels as if it’s enchanted
And blurred, like the speech
Of lazy seas on a lotus-strewn beach—
With this magical glow,
This warm charm, that (like a man's touch
Brings back to some faded face, loved once before,
A heavenly shadow of the grace it bore
Before those poor eyes learned to plead)
Transforms old things, and you greet and celebrate
Their looks of long-lost beauty once again:
Until Clement’s, angular and cold and reserved,
Shines in glamour’s finest array;
And Bride’s, her airy, weightless charm
Through flight on flight of soaring stone
Grows flushed and warm,
Comes to life, vibrant and fresh;
And the great majesty of Paul’s
Raises a voice of living light, and calls—
p. 194Calls to
his millions to look and see
How wonderful this London Town can be!
For earth and sky and air
Are golden everywhere,
And golden with a gold so suave and fine
The looking on it lifts the heart like wine.
Trafalgar Square
(The fountains volleying golden glaze)
Shines like an angel-market. High aloft
Over his couchant Lions, in a haze
Shimmering and bland and soft,
A dust of chrysoprase,
Our Sailor takes the golden gaze
Of the saluting sun, and flames superb,
As once he flamed it on his ocean round.
The dingy dreariness of the picture-place,
Turned very nearly bright,
Takes on a luminous transiency of grace,
And shows no more a scandal to the ground.
The very blind man pottering on the kerb,
Among the posies and the ostrich feathers
And the rude voices touched with all the weathers
Of the long, varying year,
Shares in the universal alms of light.
p. 195The
windows, with their fleeting, flickering fires,
The height and spread of frontage shining sheer,
The quiring signs, the rejoicing roofs and spires—
’Tis El Dorado—El Dorado plain,
The Golden City! And when a girl goes by,
Look! as she turns her glancing head,
A call of gold is floated from her ear!
Golden, all golden! In a golden glory,
Long-lapsing down a golden coasted sky,
The day, not dies but, seems
Dispersed in wafts and drifts of gold, and shed
Upon a past of golden song and story
And memories of gold and golden dreams.
For earth and sky and air
Are golden everywhere,
And golden with a gold so smooth and fine
Looking at it lifts the heart like wine.
Trafalgar Square
(The fountains shooting golden spray)
Shines like an angel marketplace. High above
Over his resting Lions, in a haze
Shimmering and soft,
A dust of chrysoprase,
Our Sailor catches the golden gaze
Of the saluting sun, and burns bright,
Just like he did on his ocean journey.
The dullness of the picture-place,
Turning nearly bright,
Takes on a glowing lightness of grace,
And no longer seems a disgrace to the ground.
The blind man wandering on the curb,
Among the flowers and the feathered hats
And the rough voices touched by all the weathers
Of the long, changing year,
Shares in the universal gift of light.
p. 195The
windows, with their flickering lights,
The height and width of the shining fronts,
The singing signs, the joyful roofs and spires—
This is El Dorado—El Dorado for sure,
The Golden City! And when a girl walks by,
Look! as she turns her glancing head,
A hint of gold floats from her ear!
Golden, all golden! In a glorious gold,
Long-unfolding down a golden-tinged sky,
The day doesn’t die but, seems
Dispersed in waves and drifts of gold, and cast
Upon a past of golden songs and stories
And memories of gold and golden dreams.
p. 196IV
Largo e mesto
Out of the poisonous
East,
Over a continent of blight,
Like a maleficent Influence released
From the most squalid cellarage of hell,
The Wind-Fiend, the abominable—
The Hangman Wind that tortures temper and light—
Comes slouching, sullen and obscene,
Hard on the skirts of the embittered night;
And in a cloud unclean
Of excremental humours, roused to strife
By the operation of some ruinous change,
Wherever his evil mandate run and range,
Into a dire intensity of life,
A craftsman at his bench, he settles down
To the grim job of throttling London Town.
Out of the toxic East,
Across a continent of decay,
Like a malevolent force unleashed
From the dirtiest depths of hell,
The Wind-Fiend, the terrible—
The Hangman Wind that torments mood and light—
Slouches in, gloomy and repulsive,
Right on the tail of the bitter night;
And in a filthy cloud
Of disgusting mists, stirred to conflict
By some destructive change,
Wherever his wicked command spreads,
Into a dreadful intensity of life,
A craftsman at his station, he settles in
To the grim task of choking London Town.
So, by a jealous lightlessness beset
That might have oppressed the dragons of old time
p.
197Crunching and groping in the abysmal slime,
A cave of cut-throat thoughts and villainous dreams,
Hag-rid and crying with cold and dirt and wet,
The afflicted City, prone from mark to mark
In shameful occultation, seems
A nightmare labyrinthine, dim and drifting,
With wavering gulfs and antic heights, and shifting,
Rent in the stuff of a material dark,
Wherein the lamplight, scattered and sick and pale,
Shows like the leper’s living blotch of bale:
Uncoiling monstrous into street on street
Paven with perils, teeming with mischance,
Where man and beast go blindfold and in dread,
Working with oaths and threats and faltering feet
Somewhither in the hideousness ahead;
Working through wicked airs and deadly dews
That make the laden robber grin askance
At the good places in his black romance,
And the poor, loitering harlot rather choose
Go pinched and pined to bed
Than lurk and shiver and curse her wretched way
From arch to arch, scouting some threepenny prey.
So, surrounded by a jealous darkness
That could have oppressed the ancient dragons,
p. 197Crunching and fumbling in the deep muck,
A cave of ruthless thoughts and wicked dreams,
Haunted, crying from the cold, dirt, and rain,
The suffering City, bent from flaw to flaw
In a shameful hiding, looks
Like a nightmarish maze, dim and drifting,
With flickering chasms and strange heights, and shifting,
Torn in the fabric of a physical darkness,
Where the lamplight, scattered and weak and pale,
Shows like a leper’s living stain of anguish:
Unraveling grotesquely into street after street
Paved with dangers, filled with bad luck,
Where people and animals walk blindfolded and in fear,
Struggling with oaths and threats and unsteady feet
Somewhere in the horror ahead;
Wading through toxic air and deadly dew
That make the burdened thief smirk nervously
At the safer spots in his dark fantasies,
And the poor, lingering prostitute would rather choose
To go home weary and worn
Than hide and shiver and curse her miserable path
From arch to arch, searching for some small gain.
Forgot his dawns and far-flushed afterglows,
His green garlands and windy eyots forgot,
p. 198The old
Father-River flows,
His watchfires cores of menace in the gloom,
As he came oozing from the Pit, and bore,
Sunk in his filthily transfigured sides,
Shoals of dishonoured dead to tumble and rot
In the squalor of the universal shore:
His voices sounding through the gruesome air
As from the Ferry where the Boat of Doom
With her blaspheming cargo reels and rides:
The while his children, the brave ships,
No more adventurous and fair,
Nor tripping it light of heel as home-bound brides,
But infamously enchanted,
Huddle together in the foul eclipse,
Or feel their course by inches desperately,
As through a tangle of alleys murder-haunted,
From sinister reach to reach out—out—to sea.
Forgot his sunrises and distant glowing sunsets,
His green wreaths and breezy islets forgotten,
p. 198The old
Father-River flows,
His watchfires are sources of danger in the dark,
As he came oozing from the Pit, and carried,
Sunk in his filthy, transformed sides,
Shoals of dishonored dead to tumble and rot
In the mess of the universal shore:
His voices echoing through the gruesome air
As from the Ferry where the Boat of Doom
With her blasphemous cargo reels and rides:
Meanwhile his children, the brave ships,
No longer adventurous and beautiful,
Nor dancing lightly as homeward brides,
But shamelessly cursed,
Huddle together in the foul darkness,
Or feel their way by inches desperately,
As through a maze of alleys haunted by murder,
From sinister reach to reach out—out—to sea.
And Death the while—
Death with his well-worn, lean, professional smile,
Death in his threadbare working trim—
Comes to your bedside, unannounced and bland,
And with expert, inevitable hand
Feels at your windpipe, fingers you in the lung,
p. 199Or
flicks the clot well into the labouring heart:
Thus signifying unto old and young,
However hard of mouth or wild of whim,
’Tis time—’tis time by his ancient
watch—to part
From books and women and talk and drink and art.
And you go humbly after him
To a mean suburban lodging: on the way
To what or where
Not Death, who is old and very wise, can say:
And you—how should you care
So long as, unreclaimed of hell,
The Wind-Fiend, the insufferable,
Thus vicious and thus patient, sits him down
To the black job of burking London Town?
And Death meanwhile—
Death with his familiar, lean, professional smile,
Death in his worn-out work clothes—
Comes to your bedside, unexpectedly and calmly,
And with his skilled, unavoidable hand
Checks your throat, examines your lung,
p. 199Or
smooths the clot deep into the struggling heart:
Thus signaling to both young and old,
No matter how tough their exterior or wild their thoughts,
It’s time—it’s time by his ancient clock—to leave
Behind books and women and conversation and drink and art.
And you follow humbly after him
To a shabby suburban place: on the way
To what or where
Not even Death, who is old and very wise, can tell:
And you—why should you care
As long as, unclaimed by hell,
The Wind-Fiend, the unbearable,
So vicious and patient, settles down
To the grim task of burying London Town?
p. 200V
Allegro maëstoso
Spring winds that
blow
As over leagues of myrtle-blooms and may;
Bevies of spring clouds trooping slow,
Like matrons heavy bosomed and aglow
With the mild and placid pride of increase! Nay,
What makes this insolent and comely stream
Of appetence, this freshet of desire
(Milk from the wild breasts of the wilful Day!),
Down Piccadilly dance and murmur and gleam
In genial wave on wave and gyre on gyre?
Why does that nymph unparalleled splash and churn
The wealth of her enchanted urn
Till, over-billowing all between
Her cheerful margents, grey and living green,
It floats and wanders, glittering and fleeing,
An estuary of the joy of being?
Why should the lovely leafage of the Park
Touch to an ecstasy the act of seeing?
p.
201—Sure, sure my paramour, my Bride of Brides,
Lingering and flushed, mysteriously abides
In some dim, eye-proof angle of odorous dark,
Some smiling nook of green-and-golden shade,
In the divine conviction robed and crowned
The globe fulfils his immemorial round
But as the marrying-place of all things made!
Springtime winds that blow
Across miles of blooming myrtles and may;
Groups of spring clouds moving slowly,
Like matronly figures, full-bosomed and glowing
With the gentle, steady pride of growth! Nay,
What causes this bold and beautiful stream
Of longing, this rush of desire
(Milk from the wild breasts of the stubborn Day!),
To dance and murmur and shine down Piccadilly
In friendly wave after wave and swirl after swirl?
Why does that unmatched nymph splash and stir
The riches of her enchanted urn
Until, overflowing everywhere in between
Her cheerful banks, grey and vibrant green,
It floats and wanders, sparkling and fleeting,
An estuary of the joy of existence?
Why should the lovely foliage of the Park
Reach an ecstasy with the simple act of seeing?
p. 201—Surely, my love, my Bride of Brides,
Lingering and blushing, mysteriously remains
In some dim, hidden corner of fragrant darkness,
Some cheerful nook of green-and-golden shade,
In the divine certainty robed and crowned
The world completes its ancient cycle
But as the union of all things created!
There is no man, this deifying day,
But feels the primal blessing in his blood.
There is no woman but disdains—
The sacred impulse of the May
Brightening like sex made sunshine through her veins—
To vail the ensigns of her womanhood.
None but, rejoicing, flaunts them as she goes,
Bounteous in looks of her delicious best,
On her inviolable quest:
These with their hopes, with their sweet secrets those,
But all desirable and frankly fair,
As each were keeping some most prosperous tryst,
And in the knowledge went imparadised!
For look! a magical influence everywhere,
Look how the liberal and transfiguring air
p. 202Washes
this inn of memorable meetings,
This centre of ravishments and gracious greetings,
Till, through its jocund loveliness of length
A tidal-race of lust from shore to shore,
A brimming reach of beauty met with strength,
It shines and sounds like some miraculous dream,
Some vision multitudinous and agleam,
Of happiness as it shall be evermore!
There’s no man, on this divine day,
Who doesn’t feel the ancient blessing in his veins.
There’s no woman who doesn’t reject—
The sacred urge of May
That flows through her like sunshine warming her blood—
To hide the signs of her womanhood.
None but, celebrating, shows them off as she walks,
Generous in her most attractive looks,
On her unbreakable quest:
These with their hopes, those with their sweet secrets,
But all desirable and openly beautiful,
As if each were keeping some highly anticipated meeting,
And in that knowledge, felt paradise!
For look! A magical influence is everywhere,
See how the refreshing and transforming air
p. 202Washes
this place of unforgettable gatherings,
This hub of delights and warm greetings,
Until, through its joyful beauty stretching
Like a powerful wave from one shore to another,
A full reach of beauty meeting strength,
It shines and resonates like a miraculous dream,
Some vibrant vision filled with light,
Of happiness as it will be forever!
Praise God for giving
Through this His messenger among the days
His word the life He gave is thrice-worth living!
For Pan, the bountiful, imperious Pan—
Not dead, not dead, as impotent dreamers feigned,
But the gay genius of a million Mays
Renewing his beneficent endeavour!—
Still reigns and triumphs, as he hath triumphed and reigned
Since in the dim blue dawn of time
The universal ebb-and-flow began,
To sound his ancient music, and prevails,
By the persuasion of his mighty rhyme,
Here in this radiant and immortal street
Lavishly and omnipotently as ever
In the open hills, the undissembling dales,
p. 203The
laughing-places of the juvenile earth.
For lo! the wills of man and woman meet,
Meet and are moved, each unto each endeared,
As once in Eden’s prodigal bowers befell,
To share his shameless, elemental mirth
In one great act of faith: while deep and strong,
Incomparably nerved and cheered,
The enormous heart of London joys to beat
To the measures of his rough, majestic song;
The lewd, perennial, overmastering spell
That keeps the rolling universe ensphered,
And life, and all for which life lives to long,
Wanton and wondrous and for ever well.
Praise God for giving
Through His messenger among the days
His word, the life He gave is worth living!
For Pan, the abundant, commanding Pan—
Not dead, not dead, as powerless dreamers claimed,
But the joyful spirit of a million Mays
Renewing his generous efforts!—
Still reigns and triumphs, as he has triumphed and reigned
Since in the dim blue dawn of time
The universal flow began,
To play his ancient music, and prevails,
By the power of his mighty verse,
Here in this radiant and timeless street
Lavishly and powerfully as ever
In the open hills, the honest valleys,
p. 203The
laughing places of the youthful earth.
For behold! the wills of man and woman meet,
Meet and are moved, each drawn to each,
As once in Eden’s lush groves occurred,
To share his carefree, primal joy
In one great act of faith: while deep and strong,
Incomparably inspired and uplifted,
The vast heart of London beats joyfully
To the rhythm of his raw, majestic song;
The lustful, eternal, overpowering charm
That keeps the spinning universe embraced,
And life, and all that life longs for,
Playful and amazing and forever good.
p. 205RHYMES AND RHYTHMS
1889–1892
1889–1892
p. 207PROLOGUE
Something is dead . . .
The grace of sunset solitudes, the march
Of the solitary moon, the pomp and power
Of round on round of shining soldier-stars
Patrolling space, the bounties of the sun—
Sovran, tremendous, unimaginable—
The multitudinous friendliness of the sea,
Possess no more—no more.
Something is gone . . .
The beauty of quiet sunsets, the journey
Of the lone moon, the glory and strength
Of countless shining stars
Watching over the universe, the gifts of the sun—
Supreme, incredible, beyond imagining—
The endless warmth of the sea,
No longer exists—no longer.
Something is dead . . .
The Autumn rain-rot deeper and wider soaks
And spreads, the burden of Winter heavier
weighs,
His melancholy close and closer yet
Cleaves, and those incantations of the Spring
That made the heart a centre of miracles
Grow formal, and the wonder-working bours
Arise no more—no more.
Something is dead . . .
The autumn rain-soak goes deeper and spreads wider
And spreads, the burden of winter weighs
His sadness gets closer and closer
And sticks, and those spells of spring
That made the heart a center of miracles
Feel routine, and the magic moments
Don't happen anymore—no more.
Something is dead . . .
’Tis time to creep in close about the fire
p. 208And
tell grey tales of what we were, and dream
Old dreams and faded, and as we may rejoice
In the young life that round us leaps and laughs,
A fountain in the sunshine, in the pride
Of God’s best gift that to us twain returns,
Dear Heart, no more—no more.
Something is dead . . .
It’s time to gather around the fire
p. 208And share grey stories of who we used to be, and dream
Of old dreams that have faded, and as we can enjoy
In the young life that jumps and laughs around us,
A fountain in the sunshine, in the pride
Of God’s greatest gift that returns to us both,
Dear Heart, no more—no more.
p. 209I
To H. B. M. W.
Where forlorn
sunsets flare and fade
On desolate sea and lonely sand,
Out of the silence and the shade
What is the voice of strange command
Calling you still, as friend calls friend
With love that cannot brook delay,
To rise and follow the ways that wend
Over the hills and far away?
Where hopeless
sunsets flare and fade
On empty sea and deserted sand,
Out of the silence and the shadows
What is the voice of unfamiliar command
Calling you still, like a friend calls a friend
With love that can't wait,
To get up and follow the paths that lead
Over the hills and far away?
Hark in the city, street on street
A roaring reach of death and life,
Of vortices that clash and fleet
And ruin in appointed strife,
Hark to it calling, calling clear,
Calling until you cannot stay
From dearer things than your own most dear
Over the hills and far away.
Listen in the city, street after street
A loud mix of death and life,
Of whirlwinds that clash and rush
And destruction in their planned strife,
Listen to it calling, calling loud,
Calling until you can't resist
From things more precious than what you hold proud
Over the hills and far away.
p. 211II
To R. F. B.
We are the Choice of
the Will: God, when He gave the word
That called us into line, set in our hand a sword;
We are the Choice of the Will: God, when He gave the word
That called us into line, set in our hand a sword;
Set us a sword to wield none else could lift
and draw,
And bade us forth to the sound of the trumpet of the Law.
Set us a sword that no one else could lift and draw,
And sent us out to the sound of the trumpet of the Law.
East and west and north, wherever the battle
grew,
As men to a feast we fared, the work of the Will to do.
East, west, and north, wherever the battle expanded,
We ventured like guests at a feast, ready to carry out our mission.
Bent upon vast beginnings, bidding anarchy
cease—
(Had we hacked it to the Pit, we had left it a place of
peace!)—
Bent on great beginnings, urging chaos to stop—
(If we had cut it down to the Pit, we would have left it a peaceful place!)—
Marching, building, sailing, pillar of cloud or
fire,
Sons of the Will, we fought the fight of the Will, our sire.
Marching, building, sailing, pillar of cloud or fire,
Sons of the Will, we fought the battle of the Will, our father.
We tracked the winds of the world to the steps
of their very thrones;
The secret parts of the world were salted with our bones;
We followed the winds of the world to the feet of their thrones;
The hidden places of the world were marked with our bones;
Till now the name of names, England, the name
of might,
Flames from the austral fires to the bounds of the boreal
night;
Till now the name of names, England, the name
of power,
Flames from the southern fires to the edges of the northern
night;
And the call of her morning drum goes in a
girdle of sound,
Like the voice of the sun in song, the great globe round and
round;
And the sound of her morning drum spreads out like a belt,
Like the sun's voice singing, the great globe all around;
And the shadow of her flag, when it shouts to
the mother-breeze,
Floats from shore to shore of the universal seas;
And the shadow of her flag, when it calls to the mother breeze,
Floats from one shore to another across the vast oceans;
Who says that we shall pass, or the fame of us
fade and die,
While the living stars fulfil their round in the living sky?
Who says that we will fade away, or that our fame will disappear,
While the living stars continue their cycle in the living sky?
For the sire lives in his sons, and they pay
their father’s debt,
And the Lion has left a whelp wherever his claw was set;
For the father lives on in his sons, and they settle their dad's debts,
And the Lion has left a cub wherever he made his mark;
And the Lion in his whelps, his whelps that
none shall brave,
Is but less strong than Time and the great, all-whelming
Grave.
And the lion with his cubs, his cubs that
no one will challenge,
is just weaker than time and the mighty, all-consuming
grave.
p. 214III
A desolate shore,
The sinister seduction of the Moon,
The menace of the irreclaimable Sea.
A empty shore,
The dark allure of the Moon,
The threat of the unyielding Sea.
Flaunting, tawdry and grim,
From cloud to cloud along her beat,
Leering her battered and inveterate leer,
She signals where he prowls in the dark alone,
Her horrible old man,
Mumbling old oaths and warming
His villainous old bones with villainous talk—
The secrets of their grisly housekeeping
Since they went out upon the pad
In the first twilight of self-conscious Time:
Growling, hideous and hoarse,
Tales of unnumbered Ships,
Goodly and strong, Companions of the Advance,
In some vile alley of the night
p. 215Waylaid
and bludgeoned—
Dead.
Flaunting, cheap and grim,
From cloud to cloud on her route,
With her battered and persistent glare,
She points out where he stalks in the dark alone,
Her terrible old man,
Mumbling old curses and warming
His wicked old bones with wicked talk—
The secrets of their gruesome household
Since they hit the streets
In the early days of self-aware Time:
Growling, hideous and hoarse,
Stories of countless Ships,
Strong and noble, Comrades of the Progress,
In some filthy alley of the night
p. 215Ambushed
and beaten—
Dead.
Deep cellared in primeval ooze,
Ruined, dishonoured, spoiled,
They lie where the lean water-worm
Crawls free of their secrets, and their broken sides
Bulge with the slime of life. Thus they abide,
Thus fouled and desecrate,
The summons of the Trumpet, and the while
These Twain, their murderers,
Unravined, imperturbable, unsubdued,
Hang at the heels of their children—She aloft
As in the shining streets,
He as in ambush at some accomplice door.
Deep in the ancient muck,
Wrecked, shamed, ruined,
They lie where the skinny water-worm
Crawls away with their secrets, and their broken sides
Swell with the grime of existence. Thus they remain,
Thus tarnished and violated,
The call of the Trumpet, while
These Two, their killers,
Unraveled, calm, unyielding,
Lurk behind their kids—She above
Like in the bright streets,
He hiding at some partner's door.
The stalwart Ships,
The beautiful and bold adventurers!
Stationed out yonder in the isle,
The tall Policeman,
Flashing his bull’s-eye, as he peers
About him in the ancient vacancy,
Tells them this way is safety—this way home.
The strong ships,
The gorgeous and daring adventurers!
Docked over there on the island,
The tall officer,
Shining his flashlight as he looks
Around in the old emptiness,
Tells them this way is safety—this way home.
p. 216IV
It came with the
threat of a waning moon
And the wail of an ebbing tide,
But many a woman has lived for less,
And many a man has died;
For life upon life took hold and passed,
Strong in a fate set free,
Out of the deep into the dark
On for the years to be.
It came with the
threat of a fading moon
And the cry of a receding tide,
But many a woman has lived for less,
And many a man has died;
For life after life took hold and faded,
Strong in a fate set free,
Out of the deep into the dark
On for the years to come.
Between the gloom of a waning moon
And the song of an ebbing tide,
Chance upon chance of love and death
Took wing for the world so wide.
O, leaf out of leaf is the way of the land,
Wave out of wave of the sea
And who shall reckon what lives may live
In the life that we bade to be?
Between the darkness of a fading moon
And the sound of a receding tide,
Opportunities for love and death
Took flight across the vast world.
Oh, one leaf follows another in the way of the land,
One wave follows another in the sea
And who can count what lives may exist
In the life we chose to create?
p. 217V
Why, my heart, do we
love her so?
(Geraldine, Geraldine!)
Why does the great sea ebb and flow?—
Why does the round world spin?
Geraldine, Geraldine,
Bid me my life renew:
What is it worth unless I win,
Love—love and you?
Why?, my love, do we
care for her so?
(Geraldine, Geraldine!)
Why does the vast ocean rise and fall?—
Why does the whole world turn?
Geraldine, Geraldine,
Help me start my life again:
What is it worth unless I gain,
Love—love and you?
Why, my heart, when we speak her name
(Geraldine, Geraldine!)
Throbs the word like a flinging flame?—
Why does the Spring begin?
Geraldine, Geraldine,
Bid me indeed to be:
Open your heart, and take us in,
Love—love and me.
Why, my heart, when we say her name
(Geraldine, Geraldine!)
Does the word pound like a blazing fire?—
Why does Spring start?
Geraldine, Geraldine,
Please tell me to be:
Open your heart, and let us in,
Love—love and me.
p. 218VI
One with the ruined
sunset,
The strange forsaken sands,
What is it waits, and wanders,
And signs with desparate hands?
One with the destroyed sunset,
The odd abandoned sands,
What is it that waits and roams,
And signals with desperate hands?
What is it calls in the twilight—
Calls as its chance were vain?
The cry of a gull sent seaward
Or the voice of an ancient pain?
What is it that calls in the twilight—
Calls as if the chance were pointless?
The cry of a gull sent out to sea
Or the voice of an old pain?
The red ghost of the sunset,
It walks them as its own,
These dreary and desolate reaches . . .
But O, that it walked alone!
The red ghost of the sunset,
It walks them like its own,
These bleak and empty stretches . . .
But oh, that it walked alone!
p. 219VII
There’s a
regret
So grinding, so immitigably sad,
Remorse thereby feels tolerant, even glad . . .
Do you not know it yet?
There is a
regret
So unbearable, so endlessly sad,
Remorse now seems accepting, even happy . . .
Do you not realize this yet?
For deeds undone
Rankle and snarl and hunger for their due,
Till there seems naught so despicable as you
In all the grin o’ the sun.
For unfinished actions
Fester and growl and crave their due,
Until nothing seems as contemptible as you
In all the brightness of the sun.
Like an old shoe
The sea spurns and the land abhors, you lie
About the beach of Time, till by and by
Death, that derides you too—
Like an old shoe
The sea rejects and the land loathes, you lie
On the beach of Time, until eventually
Death, which mocks you too—
Death, as he goes
His ragman’s round, espies you, where you stray,
With half-an-eye, and kicks you out of his way;
And then—and then, who knows
Death, as he passes by
In his ragged round, spots you, where you wander,
With half an eye, and nudges you out of the way;
And then—and then, who knows?
‘Poor fool that might—
That might, yet would not, dared not, let this be,
Think of it, here and thus made over to me
In the implacable night!’
‘Poor fool that might—
That might, yet wouldn’t, didn’t dare, let this be,
Think of it, here and now handed over to me
In the relentless night!’
And writhing, fain
And like a triumphing lover, he shall take
His fill where no high memory lives to make
His obscene victory vain.
And twisting, eager
And like a victorious lover, he will indulge
His desires where no grand memory exists to make
His shameful victory pointless.
p. 221VIII
To A. J. H.
Time and the
Earth—
The old Father and Mother—
Their teeming accomplished,
Their purpose fulfilled,
Close with a smile
For a moment of kindness,
Ere for the winter
They settle to sleep.
Time and the
Earth—
The old Father and Mother—
Their abundant lives,
Their goals achieved,
Finish with a smile
For a moment of warmth,
Before the winter
They drift off to sleep.
Failing yet gracious,
Slow pacing, soon homing,
A patriarch that strolls
Through the tents of his children,
The Sun, as he journeys
His round on the lower
Ascents of the blue,
Washes the roofs
p. 222And the
hillsides with clarity;
Charms the dark pools
Till they break into pictures;
Scatters magnificent
Alms to the beggar trees;
Touches the mist-folk,
That crowd to his escort,
Into translucencies
Radiant and ravishing:
As with the visible
Spirit of Summer
Gloriously vaporised,
Visioned in gold!
Failing yet graceful,
Moving slowly, soon arriving home,
A father figure that walks
Through the tents of his kids,
The Sun, as he travels
His path on the lower
Slopes of the blue,
Cleanses the roofs
p. 222And the
hillsides with clarity;
Enchanting the dark pools
Until they turn into reflections;
Scattering magnificent
Gifts to the needy trees;
Reaching out to the misty beings,
That gather to accompany him,
Into transparent
Bright and beautiful visions:
As with the visible
Spirit of Summer
Gloriously transformed,
Imagined in gold!
Love, though the fallen leaf
Mark, and the fleeting light
And the loud, loitering
Footfall of darkness
Sign to the heart
Of the passage of destiny,
Here is the ghost
Of a summer that lived for us,
Here is a promise
Of summers to be.
Love, like the fallen leaf
Mark, and the fading light
And the loud, lingering
Footsteps of darkness
Signal to the heart
Of the journey of fate,
Here is the memory
Of a summer that blossomed for us,
Here is a promise
Of summers to come.
p. 223IX
‘As like the
Woman as you can’—
(Thus the New Adam was beguiled)—
‘So shall you touch the Perfect Man’—
(God in the Garden heard and smiled).
‘Your father perished with his day:
‘A clot of passions fierce and blind,
‘He fought, he hacked, he crushed his way:
‘Your muscles, Child, must be of mind.
‘Just like the
Woman as you can’—
(So the New Adam was deceived)—
‘Then you will reach the Perfect Man’—
(God in the Garden heard and smiled).
‘Your father vanished with his time:
‘A mass of fierce and blind desires,
‘He fought, he chopped, he crushed his way:
‘Your strength, Child, must come from the mind.
‘The Brute that lurks and irks within,
‘How, till you have him gagged and bound,
‘Escape the foullest form of Sin?’
(God in the Garden laughed and frowned).
‘So vile, so rank, the bestial mood
‘In which the race is bid to be,
‘It wrecks the Rarer Womanhood:
‘Live, therefore, you, for Purity!
‘The beast that hides and annoys within,
‘How can you get rid of him until he’s gagged and tied up?
‘Escape the most horrible kind of sin?’
(God in the Garden laughed and frowned).
‘So disgusting, so foul, the animal instinct
‘That the human race is told to embrace,
‘It destroys the precious nature of womanhood:
‘So live, therefore, for Purity!
p.
224‘Take for your mate no gallant croup,
‘No girl all grace and natural will:
‘To work her mission were to stoop,
‘Maybe to lapse, from Well to Ill.
‘Choose one of whom your grosser make’—
(God in the Garden laughed
outright)—
‘The true refining touch may take,
‘Till both attain to Life’s last
height.
p. 224‘Don’t pick a partner just because they’re attractive,
‘Or someone who’s all charm and spontaneity:
‘To really fulfill her role would mean to lower herself,
‘And possibly fall, from good to bad.
‘Choose one who reflects your own flaws’—
(God in the Garden laughed aloud)—
‘The real transformative touch can happen,
‘Until both reach the ultimate point of Life.
‘There, equal, purged of soul and
sense.
‘Beneficent, high-thinking, just,
‘Beyond the appeal of Violence,
‘Incapable of common Lust,
‘In mental Marriage still prevail’—
(God in the Garden hid His face)—
‘Till you achieve that Female-Male
‘In Which shall culminate the race.’
‘There, equal, free from soul and
perception.
‘Kind, insightful, fair,
‘Beyond the lure of Violence,
‘Incapable of basic Desire,
‘In intellectual Union still succeed’—
(God in the Garden hid His face)—
‘Until you reach that Female-Male
‘In which the race will culminate.’
p. 225X
Midsummer midnight
skies,
Midsummer midnight influences and airs,
The shining, sensitive silver of the sea
Touched with the strange-hued blazonings of dawn;
And all so solemnly still I seem to hear
The breathing of Life and Death,
The secular Accomplices,
Renewing the visible miracle of the world.
Summer solstice midnight
skies,
Midsummer midnight vibes and feels,
The shining, delicate silver of the sea
Mixed with the unusual colors of dawn;
And everything is so solemnly quiet I feel like I can hear
The breathing of Life and Death,
The timeless Accomplices,
Recreating the visible miracle of the world.
The wistful stars
Shine like good memories. The young morning wind
Blows full of unforgotten hours
As over a region of roses. Life and Death
Sound on—sound on . . . And the night magical,
Troubled yet comforting, thrills
As if the Enchanted Castle at the heart
Of the wood’s dark wonderment
Swung wide his valves, and filled the dim sea-banks
With exquisite visitants:
p. 226Words
fiery-hearted yet, dreams and desires
With living looks intolerable, regrets
Whose voice comes as the voice of an only child
Heard from the grave: shapes of a Might-Have-Been—
Beautiful, miserable, distraught—
The Law no man may baffle denied and slew.
The wistful stars
Shine like cherished memories. The young morning wind
Blows full of unforgettable moments
Across a field of roses. Life and Death
Echo on—echo on . . . And the magical night,
Troubled yet comforting, thrills
As if the Enchanted Castle at the center
Of the wood’s dark wonder
Swung wide its gates and filled the shadowy banks
With exquisite visitors:
p. 226Words
fiery-hearted yet, dreams and desires
With living looks too hard to bear, regrets
Whose voice comes like that of an only child
Heard from beyond the grave: shapes of a Might-Have-Been—
Beautiful, miserable, distraught—
The Law no man can outsmart denied and destroyed.
The spell-bound ships stand as at gaze
To let the marvel by. The grey road glooms . . .
Glimmers . . . goes out . . . and there, O, there where it
fades,
What grace, what glamour, what wild will,
Transfigure the shadows? Whose,
Heart of my heart, Soul of my soul, but yours?
The enchanted ships wait in awe
To let the wonder pass by. The dark road dims . . .
Flickers . . . disappears . . . and there, oh, there where it
fades,
What beauty, what charm, what wild desire,
Can transform the shadows? Whose,
Heart of my heart, Soul of my soul, but yours?
Ghosts—ghosts—the sapphirine air
Teems with them even to the gleaming ends
Of the wild day-spring! Ghosts,
Everywhere—everywhere—till I and you
At last—dear love, at last!—
Are in the dreaming, even as Life and Death,
Twin-ministers of the unoriginal Will.
Ghosts—ghosts—the deep blue air
Is full of them right up to the bright ends
Of the wild morning! Ghosts,
Everywhere—everywhere—until you and I
Finally—my dear, finally!—
Are in the dreaming, just like Life and Death,
Two sides of the same unchanging Will.
p. 227XI
Gulls in an
aëry morrice
Gleam and vanish and gleam . . .
The full sea, sleepily basking,
Dreams under skies of dream.
Seagulls in an
airy dance
Shine and disappear and shine…
The vast ocean, lazily soaking up the sun,
Dreams beneath skies of fantasy.
Gulls in an aëry morrice
Circle and swoop and close . . .
Fuller and ever fuller
The rose of the morning blows.
Gulls in a sky dance
Circle and swoop and come together . . .
Fuller and ever fuller
The rose of the morning blooms.
Gulls, in an aëry morrice
Frolicking, float and fade . . .
O, the way of a bird in the sunshine,
The way of a man with a maid!
Gulls, in a lively dance
Playfully glide and disappear . . .
Oh, the way a bird moves in the sunlight,
The way a man behaves with a woman!
p. 228XII
Some starlit garden
grey with dew,
Some chamber flushed with wine and fire,
What matters where, so I and you
Are worthy our desire?
Some starlit garden
gray with dew,
Some room filled with wine and fire,
What difference does it make where, as long as you and I
Are worthy of our desire?
Behind, a past that scolds and jeers
For ungirt loins and lamps unlit;
In front, the unmanageable years,
The trap upon the Pit;
Behind, a past that criticizes and mocks
For untied waistbands and unlit lamps;
Ahead, the uncontrollable years,
The trap over the Pit;
Think on the shame of dreams for deeds,
The scandal of unnatural strife,
The slur upon immortal needs,
The treason done to life:
Think about the shame of dreams for actions,
The scandal of unnatural conflict,
The stain on eternal desires,
The betrayal of life:
Arise! no more a living lie,
And with me quicken and control
Some memory that shall magnify
The universal Soul.
Arise! no longer a living lie,
And with me awaken and guide
Some memory that will elevate
The universal Soul.
p. 229XIII
To James McNeill Whistler
Under a stagnant
sky,
Gloom out of gloom uncoiling into gloom,
The River, jaded and forlorn,
Welters and wanders wearily—wretchedly—on;
Yet in and out among the ribs
Of the old skeleton bridge, as in the piles
Of some dead lake-built city, full of skulls,
Worm-worn, rat-riddled, mouldy with memories,
Lingers to babble to a broken tune
(Once, O, the unvoiced music of my heart!)
So melancholy a soliloquy
It sounds as it might tell
The secret of the unending grief-in-grain,
The terror of Time and Change and Death,
That wastes this floating, transitory world.
Under a dull sky,
Gloom rising from gloom, sinking into gloom,
The River, tired and lost,
Moves sluggishly—miserably—on;
Yet in and out among the remains
Of the old, skeletal bridge, like in the ruins
Of some long-gone lakeside city, filled with bones,
Worn by worms, infested with rats, decaying with memories,
It lingers to murmur a broken tune
(Once, oh, the silent music of my heart!)
Such a sad monologue
It seems to convey
The secret of the endless grief ingrained,
The dread of Time and Change and Death,
That erodes this fleeting, temporary world.
What of the incantation
That forced the huddled shapes on yonder shore
p. 230To take
and wear the night
Like a material majesty?
That touched the shafts of wavering fire
About this miserable welter and wash—
(River, O River of Journeys, River of Dreams!)—
Into long, shining signals from the panes
Of an enchanted pleasure-house,
Where life and life might live life lost in life
For ever and evermore?
What about the spell
That compelled the gathered figures on that shore
p. 230To embrace
And don the night
Like a grand presence?
That brushed against the flickering flames
In this wretched chaos—
(River, oh River of Journeys, River of Dreams!)—
Into long, shining signals from the windows
Of a magical pleasure-house,
Where life and life could live life lost in life
For eternity?
O Death! O Change! O Time!
Without you, O, the insuperable eyes
Of these poor Might-Have-Beens,
These fatuous, ineffectual Yesterdays!
O Death! O Change! O Time!
Without you, oh, the unyielding gaze
Of these poor Might-Have-Beens,
These foolish, ineffective Yesterdays!
p. 231XIV
To J. A. C.
Fresh from his
fastnesses
Wholesome and spacious,
The North Wind, the mad huntsman,
Halloas on his white hounds
Over the grey, roaring
Reaches and ridges,
The forest of ocean,
The chace of the world.
Hark to the peal
Of the pack in full cry,
As he thongs them before him,
Swarming voluminous,
Weltering, wide-wallowing,
Till in a ruining
Chaos of energy,
p. 232Hurled
on their quarry,
They crash into foam!
New from his hiding places
Healthy and spacious,
The North Wind, the wild hunter,
Calls out to his white hounds
Across the grey, roaring
Expanses and hills,
The forest of the ocean,
The chase of the world.
Listen to the sound
Of the pack in full chase,
As he drives them ahead,
Swarming and massive,
Rolling and thrashing,
Until in a chaotic
Burst of energy,
p. 232Charged at their prey,
They crash into foam!
Old Indefatigable,
Time’s right-hand man, the sea
Laughs as in joy
From his millions of wrinkles:
Laughs that his destiny,
Great with the greatness
Of triumphing order,
Shows as a dwarf
By the strength of his heart
And the might of his hands.
Old Indefatigable,
Time’s right-hand man, the sea
Laughs joyfully
From his countless wrinkles:
Laughs at his destiny,
Great with the greatness
Of triumphant order,
That seems small
Next to the strength of his heart
And the power of his hands.
Master of masters,
O maker of heroes,
Thunder the brave,
Irresistible message:—
‘Life is worth Living
Through every grain of it,
From the foundations
To the last edge
Of the cornerstone, death.’
Master of masters,
O creator of heroes,
Brave Thunder,
Irresistible message:—
‘Life is worth living
In every moment of it,
From the basics
To the very end
Of the cornerstone, death.’
p. 233XV
You played and sang
a snatch of song,
A song that all-too well we knew;
But whither had flown the ancient wrong;
And was it really I and you?
O, since the end of life’s to live
And pay in pence the common debt,
What should it cost us to forgive
Whose daily task is to forget?
You played and sang
a snippet of a song,
A song that we knew all too well;
But where had the old wrong gone;
And was it really you and me?
Oh, since the end of life is to live
And pay a small price for the common debt,
What should it cost us to forgive
Those whose daily job is to forget?
You babbled in the well-known voice—
Not new, not new the words you said.
You touched me off that famous poise,
That old effect, of neck and head.
Dear, was it really you and I?
In truth the riddle’s ill to read,
So many are the deaths we die
Before we can be dead indeed.
You talked in that familiar voice—
Not new, not new were the words you said.
You switched me on with that famous stance,
That old vibe, of neck and head.
Darling, was it really you and me?
Honestly, the puzzle’s hard to figure out,
So many times we die
Before we can truly be dead.
p. 234XVI
Space and dread and
the dark—
Over a livid stretch of sky
Cloud-monsters crawling, like a funeral train
Of huge, primeval presences
Stooping beneath the weight
Of some enormous, rudimentary grief;
While in the haunting loneliness
The far sea waits and wanders with a sound
As of the trailing skirts of Destiny,
Passing unseen
To some immitigable end
With her grey henchman, Death.
Outer space and fear and
the dark—
Over a sickly stretch of sky
Cloud-monsters creeping, like a funeral procession
Of massive, ancient beings
Bowing under the burden
Of some overwhelming, basic sorrow;
While in the haunting solitude
The distant sea waits and drifts with a sound
Like the trailing edges of Fate,
Moving unseen
Toward some unavoidable end
With her grey companion, Death.
What larve, what spectre is this
Thrilling the wilderness to life
As with the bodily shape of Fear?
What but a desperate sense,
A strong foreboding of those dim
Interminable continents, forlorn
p. 235And
many-silenced, in a dusk
Inviolable utterly, and dead
As the poor dead it huddles and swarms and styes
In hugger-mugger through eternity?
What creature, what ghost is this
That brings the wilderness to life
With the physical form of Fear?
What else but a desperate feeling,
A strong sense of foreboding about those vague
Endless lands, abandoned
p. 235And
silent in a twilight
Completely untouched, and lifeless
Like the poor dead it gathers and swarms and festers
In secrecy through eternity?
Life—life—let there be life!
Better a thousand times the roaring hours
When wave and wind,
Like the Arch-Murderer in flight
From the Avenger at his heel,
Storm through the desolate fastnesses
And wild waste places of the world!
Life—life—let there be life!
Better a thousand times the roaring hours
When wave and wind,
Like the Arch-Murderer on the run
From the Avenger hot on his trail,
Rage through the empty wilderness
And untamed, barren lands of the world!
Life—give me life until the end,
That at the very top of being,
The battle-spirit shouting in my blood,
Out of the reddest hell of the fight
I may be snatched and flung
Into the everlasting lull,
The immortal, incommunicable dream.
Life—grant me life until the end,
That at the peak of existence,
The fighting spirit roaring in my veins,
From the hottest depths of the struggle
I may be seized and thrown
Into the eternal calm,
The eternal, indescribable dream.
p.
236XVII
CARMEN PATIBULARE
To H. S.
Tree, Old Tree of
the Triple Crook
And the rope of the Black Election,
’Tis the faith of the Fool that a race you rule
Can never achieve perfection:
So ‘It’s O, for the time of the new Sublime
And the better than human way,
When the Rat (poor beast) shall come to his own
And the Wolf shall have his day!’
Tree, Old Tree of
the Triple Crook
And the rope of the Black Election,
It’s the belief of the Fool that a ruled race
Can never reach perfection:
So ‘It’s O, for the time of the new Sublime
And the better-than-human way,
When the Rat (poor creature) shall have his due
And the Wolf shall have his day!’
For Tree, Old Tree of the Triple Beam
And the power of provocation,
You have cockered the Brute with your dreadful fruit
Till your fruit is mere stupration:
p. 237And
‘It’s how should we rise to be pure and wise,
And how can we choose but fall,
So long as the Hangman makes us dread,
And the Noose floats free for all?’
For Tree, Old Tree of the Triple Beam
And the power of provocation,
You have spoiled the Brute with your terrible fruit
Until your fruit is just corruption:
p. 237And
‘It’s how can we rise to be pure and wise,
And how can we help but fall,
As long as the Hangman keeps us in fear,
And the Noose is ready for anyone?’
So Tree, Old Tree of the Triple Coign
And the trick there’s no recalling,
They will haggle and hew till they hack you through
And at last they lay you sprawling:
When ‘Hey! for the hour of the race in flower
And the long good-bye to sin!’
And for the lack the fires of Hell gone out
Of the fuel to keep them in!’
So Tree, Old Tree of the Triple Corner
And the trick that can't be remembered,
They will bargain and cut until they get through you
And finally leave you lying there:
When ‘Hey! it’s the time for the race in bloom
And the long farewell to sin!’
And because of the absence, the fires of Hell have gone out
From the fuel needed to keep them going!’
But Tree, Old Tree of the Triple Bough
And the ghastly Dreams that tend you,
Your growth began with the life of Man,
And only his death can end you.
They may tug in line at your hempen twine,
They may flourish with axe and saw;
But your taproot drinks of the Sacred Springs
In the living rock of Law.
But Tree, Old Tree of the Triple Bough
And the awful Dreams that surround you,
Your growth started with the life of Man,
And only his death can finish you.
They may pull on your rope,
They may thrive with axe and saw;
But your taproot draws from the Sacred Springs
In the living rock of Law.
And Tree, Old Tree of the Triple Fork,
When the spent sun reels and blunders
p. 238Down a
welkin lit with the flare of the Pit
As it seethes in spate and thunders,
Stern on the glare of the tortured air
Your lines august shall gloom,
And your master-beam be the last thing whelmed
In the ruining roar of Doom.
And Tree, Old Tree of the Triple Fork,
When the tired sun stumbles and fumbles
p. 238Down a sky bright with the blaze of the Pit
As it bubbles over and crashes,
Stern against the brightness of the troubled air
Your noble lines will darken,
And your guiding beam will be the last thing overwhelmed
In the destructive roar of Doom.
p. 23918
I. M.
MARGARET EMMA HENLEY
(1888–1894)
When you wake in
your crib,
You, an inch of experience—
Vaulted about
With the wonder of darkness;
Wailing and striving
To reach from your feebleness
Something you feel
Will be good to and cherish you,
Something you know
And can rest upon blindly:
O, then a hand
(Your mother’s, your mother’s!)
By the fall of its fingers
All knowledge, all power to you,
Out of the dreary,
Discouraging strangenesses
Comes to and masters you,
p. 240Takes
you, and lovingly
Woos you and soothes you
Back, as you cling to it,
Back to some comforting
Corner of sleep.
When you wake up in your crib,
You, with just a little experience—
Surrounded by
The mystery of darkness;
Crying and reaching
To get beyond your weakness
For something you sense
Will be good to you and care for you,
Something you trust
And can lean on without doubt:
Oh, then a hand
(Your mother’s, your mother’s!)
With its gentle touch
Brings you all knowledge, all strength,
Out of the dreary,
Discouraging unknowns
Comes to you and comforts you,
p. 240Holds you, and affectionately
Draws you in and calms you
Back, as you hold on to it,
Back to some soothing
Place of sleep.
So you wake in your bed,
Having lived, having loved;
But the shadows are there,
And the world and its kingdoms
Incredibly faded;
And you group through the Terror
Above you and under
For the light, for the warmth,
The assurance of life;
But the blasts are ice-born,
And your heart is nigh burst
With the weight of the gloom
And the stress of your strangled
And desperate endeavour:
Sudden a hand—
Mother, O Mother!—
God at His best to you,
Out of the roaring,
Impossible silences,
p. 241Falls on
and urges you,
Mightily, tenderly,
Forth, as you clutch at it,
Forth to the infinite
Peace of the Grave.
So you wake up in your bed,
Having lived, having loved;
But the shadows are there,
And the world and its kingdoms
Incredibly faded;
And you grope through the Terror
Above you and below
For the light, for the warmth,
The assurance of life;
But the blasts are ice-cold,
And your heart is about to burst
With the weight of the gloom
And the stress of your choked
And desperate struggle:
Suddenly a hand—
Mother, O Mother!—
God at His best for you,
Out of the roaring,
Impossible silences,
p. 241Falls on
and urges you,
Strongly, tenderly,
Forward, as you reach for it,
Forward to the infinite
Peace of the Grave.
October 1891
October 1891
p. 24219
I. M.
R. L. S.
(1850–1894)
O, Time and Change,
they range and range
From sunshine round to thunder!—
They glance and go as the great winds blow,
And the best of our dreams drive under:
For Time and Change estrange, estrange—
And, now they have looked and seen us,
O, we that were dear, we are all-too near
With the thick of the world between us.
O, Time and Change,
they drift and drift
From sunshine to thunder!—
They flash and pass like the strong winds blow,
And the best of our dreams get pushed aside:
For Time and Change push us apart, push us apart—
And now they have looked and seen us,
O, we who were once close, we are now too close
With the heaviness of the world between us.
O, Death and Time, they chime and chime
Like bells at sunset falling!—
They end the song, they right the wrong,
They set the old echoes calling:
For Death and Time bring on the prime
Of God’s own chosen weather,
And we lie in the peace of the Great Release
As once in the grass together.
O, Death and Time, they ring and ring
Like bells at sunset fading!—
They finish the song, they fix the wrong,
They summon the old echoes calling:
For Death and Time usher in the prime
Of God’s own chosen weather,
And we rest in the calm of the Great Release
As we once lay in the grass together.
February 1891
February 1891
p. 243XX
The shadow of
Dawn;
Stillness and stars and over-mastering dreams
Of Life and Death and Sleep;
Heard over gleaming flats, the old, unchanging sound
Of the old, unchanging Sea.
The shadow of
Dawn;
Silence and stars and powerful dreams
Of Life, Death, and Sleep;
Echoing across shining plains, the timeless sound
Of the everlasting Sea.
My soul and yours—
O, hand in hand let us fare forth, two ghosts,
Into the ghostliness,
The infinite and abounding solitudes,
Beyond—O, beyond!—beyond . . .
My soul and yours—
Oh, let’s move forward together, two spirits,
Into the realm of shadows,
The endless and rich emptiness,
Beyond—oh, beyond!—beyond . . .
Here in the porch
Upon the multitudinous silences
Of the kingdoms of the grave,
We twain are you and I—two ghosts Omnipotence
Can touch no more . . . no more!
Here on the porch
Amid the countless silences
Of the kingdoms of the dead,
We are you and I—two ghosts that Omnipotence
Can no longer touch . . . no more!
p. 24421
When the wind storms
by with a shout, and the stern sea-caves
Rejoice in the tramp and the roar of onsetting waves,
Then, then, it comes home to the heart that the top of life
Is the passion that burns the blood in the act of
strife—
Till you pity the dead down there in their quiet graves.
When the wind rushes by with a shout, and the fierce sea caves
Celebrate the thump and the roar of the crashing waves,
Then, in that moment, it hits home that the peak of life
Is the passion that ignites your blood during the struggle—
Until you feel sorry for the dead resting in their quiet graves.
But to drowse with the fen behind and the fog
before,
When the rain-rot spreads and a tame sea mumbles the shore,
Not to adventure, none to fight, no right and no wrong,
Sons of the Sword heart-sick for a stave of your sire’s old
song—
O, you envy the blesséd death that can live no more!
But to doze with the marsh behind and the mist ahead,
When the decay of rain spreads and a calm sea whispers to the shore,
No adventures, no battles, no right and no wrong,
Sons of the Sword heartbroken for a verse of your father's old song—
Oh, you envy the blessed death that can live no more!
p. 245XXII
Trees and the menace
of night;
Then a long, lonely, leaden mere
Backed by a desolate fell,
As by a spectral battlement; and then,
Low-brooding, interpenetrating all,
A vast, gray, listless, inexpressive sky,
So beggared, so incredibly bereft
Of starlight and the song of racing worlds,
It might have bellied down upon the Void
Where as in terror Light was beginning to be.
Trees and the threat of night;
Then a long, lonely, heavy lake
Backed by a barren hill,
Like a ghostly fortress; and then,
Low-hanging, merging with everything,
A vast, gray, lifeless, blank sky,
So poor, so utterly empty
Of starlight and the sounds of moving worlds,
It could have sunk down into the Void
Where, in fear, Light was starting to emerge.
Like the forgetfulness
Of the work-a-day world made visible,
A mist falls from the melancholy sky.
A messenger from some lost and loving soul,
Hopeless, far wandered, dazed
Here in the provinces of life,
A great white moth fades miserably past.
Like the forgetfulness
Of everyday life made clear,
A fog drifts down from the gloomy sky.
A message from a lost and loving soul,
Desperate, far away, confused
Here in the everyday struggles of life,
A great white moth fades sadly away.
Thro’ the trees in the strange dead
night,
Under the vast dead sky,
Forgetting and forgot, a drift of Dead
Sets to the mystic mere, the phantom fell,
And the unimagined vastitudes beyond.
Through the trees in the eerie dead night,
Under the expansive dead sky,
Forgetting and forgotten, a flow of Dead
Flows to the mystical lake, the ghostly hill,
And the unimaginable vastness beyond.
p. 247XXIII
To P. A. G.
Here they trysted,
here they strayed,
In the leafage dewy and boon,
Many a man and many a maid,
And the morn was merry June.
‘Death is fleet, Life is sweet,’
Sang the blackbird in the may;
And the hour with flying feet,
While they dreamed, was yesterday.
Here they met up,
here they wandered,
In the dewy and inviting leaves,
Many a guy and many a girl,
And it was a joyful June morning.
‘Life is short, Life is sweet,’
sang the blackbird in the blooms;
And the time flew by quickly,
While they dreamed, it was yesterday.
Many a maid and many a man
Found the leafage close and boon;
Many a destiny began—
O, the morn was merry June!
Dead and gone, dead and gone,
(Hark the blackbird in the may!),
Life and Death went hurrying on,
Cheek on cheek—and where were they?
Many a girl and many a guy
Found the foliage close and friendly;
Many a fate began—
Oh, the morning was a joyful June!
Dead and gone, dead and gone,
(Listen to the blackbird in the hawthorn!),
Life and Death rushed on,
Cheek to cheek—and where were they?
p. 249XXIV
To A. C.
Not to the staring
Day,
For all the importunate questionings he pursues
In his big, violent voice,
Shall those mild things of bulk and multitude,
The Trees—God’s sentinels
Over His gift of live, life-giving air,
Yield of their huge, unutterable selves.
Midsummer-manifold, each one
Voluminous, a labyrinth of life,
They keep their greenest musings, and the dim dreams
That haunt their leafier privacies,
Dissembled, baffling the random gapeseed still
With blank full-faces, or the innocent guile
Of laughter flickering back from shine to shade,
And disappearances of homing birds,
p. 250And
frolicsome freaks
Of little boughs that frisk with little boughs.
Not to the glaring
Day,
For all the relentless questions he throws
In his loud, aggressive voice,
Will those gentle giants of size and number,
The Trees—God’s watchmen
Over His gift of life-giving air,
Reveal their immense, ineffable selves.
In midsummer’s abundance, each one
Massive, a maze of life,
They hold their deepest thoughts, and the faint dreams
That linger in their leafy retreats,
Hidden, puzzling the random breeze still
With blank, full faces, or the innocent trick
Of laughter bouncing back from light to shade,
And the disappearances of returning birds,
p. 250And
playful antics
Of little branches dancing with little branches.
But at the word
Of the ancient, sacerdotal Night,
Night of the many secrets, whose effect—
Transfiguring, hierophantic, dread—
Themselves alone may fully apprehend,
They tremble and are changed.
In each, the uncouth individual soul
Looms forth and glooms
Essential, and, their bodily presences
Touched with inordinate significance,
Wearing the darkness like the livery
Of some mysterious and tremendous guild,
They brood—they menace—they appal;
Or the anguish of prophecy tears them, and they wring
Wild hands of warning in the face
Of some inevitable advance of the doom;
Or, each to the other bending, beckoning, signing
As in some monstrous market-place,
They pass the news, these Gossips of the Prime,
In that old speech their forefathers
Learned on the lawns of Eden, ere they heard
p. 251The
troubled voice of Eve
Naming the wondering folk of Paradise.
But at the word
Of the ancient, priestly Night,
Night filled with secrets, whose impact—
Transformative, revealing, terrifying—
Only they can truly understand,
They shudder and are changed.
In each, the strange individual soul
Emerges and darkens
Essentially, and their physical forms
Carry excessive meaning,
Wearing the darkness like the uniform
Of some mysterious and powerful group,
They brood—they threaten—they terrify;
Or the pain of prophecy overwhelms them, and they wring
Wild hands of warning in the face
Of some unavoidable approach of doom;
Or, leaning towards each other, gesturing, signaling
Like in some monstrous marketplace,
They share the news, these Gossips of the Prime,
In that ancient language their ancestors
Learned on the lawns of Eden, before they heard
p. 251The
distressed voice of Eve
Naming the curious people of Paradise.
Your sense is sealed, or you should hear them
tell
The tale of their dim life, with all
Its compost of experience: how the Sun
Spreads them their daily feast,
Sumptuous, of light, firing them as with wine;
Of the old Moon’s fitful solicitude
And those mild messages the Stars
Descend in silver silences and dews;
Or what the sweet-breathing West,
Wanton with wading in the swirl of the wheat,
Said, and their leafage laughed;
And how the wet-winged Angel of the Rain
Came whispering . . . whispering; and the gifts of the
Year—
The sting of the stirring sap
Under the wizardry of the young-eyed Spring,
Their summer amplitudes of pomp,
Their rich autumnal melancholy, and the shrill,
Embittered housewifery
Of the lean Winter: all such things,
And with them all the goodness of the Master,
p. 252Whose
right hand blesses with increase and life,
Whose left hand honours with decay and death.
Your senses are closed off, or you should listen to them tell
The story of their dim existence, with all
Its mix of experiences: how the Sun
Gives them their daily feast,
Luxurious, of light, igniting them as if with wine;
Of the old Moon’s sporadic concern
And those gentle messages the Stars
Send down in silver silences and dews;
Or what the sweet-smelling West,
Playfully wandering through the swirl of the wheat,
Said, and how their leaves laughed;
And how the rain, with its soft wet wings,
Came whispering... whispering; and the gifts of the
Year—
The prick of the stirring sap
Under the magic of the fresh-eyed Spring,
Their summer grandeur,
Their rich autumn sadness, and the sharp,
Frustrated homemaking
Of the bare Winter: all these things,
And with them all the goodness of the Master,
p. 252Whose right hand blesses with growth and life,
Whose left hand honors with decay and death.
Thus under the constraint of Night
These gross and simple creatures,
Each in his scores of rings, which rings are years,
A servant of the Will!
And God, the Craftsman, as He walks
The floor of His workshop, hearkens, full of cheer
In thus accomplishing
The aims of His miraculous artistry.
Thus under the weight of Night
These crude and simple beings,
Each in their many rings, which represent years,
A servant of the Will!
And God, the Craftsman, as He moves
Through His workshop, listens, full of joy
In achieving
The goals of His miraculous art.
p. 253XXV
What have I done for
you,
England, my England?
What is there I would not do,
England, my own?
With your glorious eyes austere,
As the Lord were walking near,
Whispering terrible things and dear
As the Song on your bugles
blown,
England—
Round the world on your bugles
blown!
What have I done for you,
England, my England?
What wouldn’t I do,
England, my own?
With your glorious, stern eyes,
As if the Lord were walking close,
Whispering things that are both terrible and precious
Like the song from your bugles played,
England—
Around the world from your bugles played!
Where shall the watchful Sun,
England, my England,
Match the master-work you’ve done,
England, my own?
When shall he rejoice agen
Such a breed of mighty men
As come forward, one to ten,
To the Song on your bugles
blown,
England—
Down the years on your bugles
blown?
Where will the watchful Sun,
England, my England,
Match the incredible work you’ve done,
England, my own?
When will he celebrate again
Such a breed of great men
As step forward, one by one,
To the Song on your bugles
blown,
England—
Through the years on your bugles
blown?
They call you proud and hard,
England, my England:
You with worlds to watch and ward,
England, my own!
You whose mailed hand keeps the keys
Of such teeming destinies
You could know nor dread nor ease
Were the Song on your bugles
blown,
England,
Round the Pit on your bugles
blown!
They call you proud and tough,
England, my England:
You with so many worlds to watch over,
England, my own!
You whose armored hand holds the keys
To such vibrant destinies
You could neither fear nor relax
If the Song on your bugles
were played,
England,
Around the Pit on your bugles
played!
p. 256EPILOGUE
These, to you now, O,
more than ever now—
Now that the Ancient Enemy
Has passed, and we, we two that are one,
have seen
A piece of perfect Life
Turn to so ravishing a shape of Death
The Arch-Discomforter might well have smiled
In pity and pride,
Even as he bore his lovely and innocent spoil
From those home-kingdoms he left desolate!
These, to you now, O,
more than ever now—
Now that the Ancient Enemy
Has passed, and we, we two that are one,
have seen
A piece of perfect Life
Turn into such a stunning shape of Death
The Arch-Discomforter might have smiled
In pity and pride,
Even as he took his lovely and innocent prize
From those home-kingdoms he left in ruins!
Poor windlestraws
On the great, sullen, roaring pool of
Time
And Chance and Change, I know!
But they are yours, as I am, till we
attain
That end for which me make, we two that are one:
A little, exquisite Ghost
Between us, smiling with the serenest eyes
Seen in this world, and calling, calling
still
In that clear voice whose infinite subtleties
Of sweetness, thrilling back across the grave,
Break the poor heart to hear:—
‘Come, Dadsie, come!
Mama, how long—how long!’
Poor windlestraws
On the vast, dark, roaring pool of Time
And Chance and Change, I know!
But they belong to you, just like I do, until we reach
That goal we aim for, we two who are one:
A small, beautiful Ghost
Between us, smiling with the calmest eyes
Seen in this world, and calling, calling still
In that clear voice whose endless subtleties
Of sweetness, echoing back across the grave,
Break the poor heart to hear:—
‘Come, Dadsie, come!
Mama, how long—how long!’
July 1897.
July 1897.
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