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Liza of Lambeth

SOMERSET MAUGHAM

 

 

 

 

PENGUIN BOOKS

 

 

 

 

Published by the Penguin Group

Published by Penguin Random House

First published in Great Britain by William Heinemann Ltd 1897

First published in Great Britain by William Heinemann Ltd in 1897

 

 

CONTENTS

Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12

 

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1

It was the first Saturday afternoon in August; it had been broiling hot all day, with a cloudless sky, and the sun had been beating down on the houses, so that the top rooms were like ovens; but now with the approach of evening it was cooler, and everyone in Vere Street was out of doors.

It was the first Saturday afternoon in August; it had been scorching hot all day, with a clear sky, and the sun had been shining down on the houses, making the upper rooms feel like ovens; but now, as evening approached, it was cooler, and everyone on Vere Street was outside.

Vere street, Lambeth, is a short, straight street leading out of the Westminster Bridge Road; it has forty houses on one side and forty houses on the other, and these eighty houses are very much more like one another than ever peas are like peas, or young ladies like young ladies. They are newish, three-storied buildings of dingy grey brick with slate roofs, and they are perfectly flat, without a bow-window or even a projecting cornice or window-sill to break the straightness of the line from one end of the street to the other.

Vere Street in Lambeth is a short, straight road that leads off Westminster Bridge Road. It has forty houses on one side and forty on the other, and these eighty houses look more alike than peas do, or young women do. They're fairly modern, three-story buildings made of dull grey brick with slate roofs, and they are completely flat, lacking any bow windows or even a decorative cornice or window sill to disrupt the straight line from one end of the street to the other.

This Saturday afternoon the street was full of life; no traffic came down Vere Street, and the cemented space between the pavements was given up to children. Several games of cricket were being played by wildly excited boys, using coats for wickets, an old tennis-ball or a bundle of rags tied together for a ball, and, generally, an old broomstick for bat. The wicket was so large and the bat so small that the man in was always getting bowled, when heated quarrels would arise, the batter absolutely refusing to go out and the bowler absolutely insisting on going in. The girls were more peaceable; they were chiefly employed in skipping, and only abused one another mildly when the rope was not properly turned or the skipper did not jump sufficiently high. Worst off of all were the very young children, for there had been no rain for weeks, and the street was as dry and clean as a covered court, and, in the lack of mud to wallow in, they sat [6] about the road, disconsolate as poets. The number of babies was prodigious; they sprawled about everywhere, on the pavement, round the doors, and about their mothers' skirts. The grown-ups were gathered round the open doors; there were usually two women squatting on the doorstep, and two or three more seated on either side on chairs; they were invariably nursing babies, and most of them showed clear signs that the present object of the maternal care would be soon ousted by a new arrival. Men were less numerous but such as there were leant against the walls, smoking, or sat on the sills of the ground-floor windows. It was the dead season in Vere Street as much as in Belgravia, and really if it had not been for babies just come or just about to come, and an opportune murder in a neighbouring doss-house, there would have been nothing whatever to talk about. As it was, the little groups talked quietly, discussing the atrocity or the merits of the local midwives, comparing the circumstances of their various confinements.

This Saturday afternoon, the street was buzzing with life; no traffic was coming down Vere Street, and the space between the sidewalks was taken over by children. Several wildly excited boys were playing cricket, using coats for wickets, an old tennis ball or a bundle of rags tied together for a ball, and usually an old broomstick as a bat. The wicket was so big and the bat so small that the bowler was always getting bowled out, leading to heated arguments, with the batter firmly refusing to leave and the bowler adamantly insisting on being declared the winner. The girls were more peaceful; they were mostly busy skipping and only lightly teasing each other when the rope was not turned right or the jumper didn’t jump high enough. The very young children had it the worst, as there hadn’t been any rain for weeks, and the street was as dry and clean as a courtyard, so without any mud to play in, they sat on the ground, looking as sad as poets. There were a lot of babies; they were sprawled all over, on the pavement, around the doors, and by their mothers' skirts. The adults gathered around the open doors; usually, two women were squatting on the doorstep, with two or three more sitting on chairs on either side; they were almost always nursing babies and most of them showed clear signs that the baby currently in their care would soon be replaced by a new arrival. There weren’t as many men, but the ones who were there leaned against the walls, smoking, or sat on the sills of the ground-floor windows. It was a slow season in Vere Street just as it was in Belgravia, and honestly, if it hadn’t been for new babies being born or about to be born, and a timely murder in a nearby flop house, there would have been nothing to talk about. As it was, the little groups chatted quietly, discussing the shock of the crime or the skills of the local midwives, comparing the details of their different deliveries.

'You'll be 'avin' your little trouble soon, eh, Polly?' asked one good lady of another.

"You'll be having your little troubles soon, right, Polly?" asked one good lady to another.

'Oh, I reckon I've got another two months ter go yet,' answered Polly.

'Oh, I think I've got another two months to go yet,' answered Polly.

'Well,' said a third. 'I wouldn't 'ave thought you'd go so long by the look of yer!'

'Well,' said a third. 'I wouldn't have thought you'd last this long by the way you look!'

'I 'ope you'll have it easier this time, my dear,' said a very stout old person, a woman of great importance.

'I hope you'll have it easier this time, my dear,' said a very stout old woman who was quite important.

'She said she wasn't goin' to 'ave no more, when the last one come.' This remark came from Polly's husband.

'She said she wasn't going to have any more when the last one came.' This remark came from Polly's husband.

'Ah,' said the stout old lady, who was in the business, and boasted vast experience. 'That's wot they all says; but, Lor' bless yer, they don't mean it.'

'Ah,' said the plump old lady, who was in the business and bragged about her extensive experience. 'That's what they all say; but, goodness gracious, they don't mean it.'

'Well, I've got three, and I'm not goin' to 'ave no more bli'me if I will; 'tain't good enough—that's wot I says.'

'Well, I've got three, and I'm not going to have any more, believe me if I will; it's not good enough—that's what I say.'

'You're abaht right there, ole gal,' said Polly, 'My word, [7] 'Arry, if you 'ave any more I'll git a divorce, that I will.'

'You're absolutely right there, old girl,' said Polly, 'My gosh, [7] Harry, if you have any more, I’ll get a divorce, I swear.'

At that moment an organ-grinder turned the corner and came down the street.

At that moment, an organ grinder turned the corner and walked down the street.

'Good biz; 'ere's an organ!' cried half a dozen people at once.

'Great news; there's an organ!' shouted half a dozen people at the same time.

The organ-man was an Italian, with a shock of black hair and a ferocious moustache. Drawing his organ to a favourable spot, he stopped, released his shoulder from the leather straps by which he dragged it, and cocking his large soft hat on the side of his head, began turning the handle. It was a lively tune, and in less than no time a little crowd had gathered round to listen, chiefly the young men and the maidens, for the married ladies were never in a fit state to dance, and therefore disinclined to trouble themselves to stand round the organ. There was a moment's hesitation at opening the ball; then one girl said to another:

The organ player was an Italian, with a wild mess of black hair and an impressive mustache. After dragging his organ to a good spot, he paused, freed his shoulder from the leather straps, and tilted his large soft hat to the side of his head before starting to turn the handle. It was an upbeat tune, and before long, a small crowd had gathered around to listen, mainly made up of young men and women, since the married ladies were usually too tired to dance and didn’t bother to stick around the organ. There was a brief moment of uncertainty about starting the dance; then one girl said to another:

'Come on, Florrie, you and me ain't shy; we'll begin, and bust it!'

'Come on, Florrie, you and I aren't shy; let's get started and go for it!'

The two girls took hold of one another, one acting gentleman, the other lady; three or four more pairs of girls immediately joined them, and they began a waltz. They held themselves very upright; and with an air of grave dignity which was quite impressive, glided slowly about, making their steps with the utmost precision, bearing themselves with sufficient decorum for a court ball. After a while the men began to itch for a turn, and two of them, taking hold of one another in the most approved fashion, waltzed round the circle with the gravity of judges.

The two girls grabbed hold of each other, one playing the role of a gentleman and the other a lady; three or four more pairs of girls quickly joined them, and they started waltzing. They stood very straight and, with an air of serious dignity that was quite impressive, glided slowly around, making their steps with the utmost precision and maintaining enough decorum for a formal ball. After a while, the guys started wanting to join in, and two of them, linking arms in the most accepted way, waltzed around the circle with the seriousness of judges.

All at once there was a cry: 'There's Liza!' And several members of the group turned and called out: 'Oo, look at Liza!'

All of a sudden, someone shouted, "There's Liza!" And several people in the group turned and exclaimed, "Oh, look at Liza!"

The dancers stopped to see the sight, and the organ-grinder, having come to the end of his tune, ceased turning the handle and looked to see what was the excitement.

The dancers paused to check out what was happening, and the organ-grinder, finishing his tune, stopped turning the handle and looked to see what the fuss was about.

'Oo, Liza!' they called out. 'Look at Liza; oo, I sy!'

'Oo, Liza!' they shouted. 'Check out Liza; oo, I say!'

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It was a young girl of about eighteen, with dark eyes, and an enormous fringe, puffed-out and curled and frizzed, covering her whole forehead from side to side, and coming down to meet her eyebrows. She was dressed in brilliant violet, with great lappets of velvet, and she had on her head an enormous black hat covered with feathers.

It was a young girl of around eighteen, with dark eyes and a huge fringe that was puffy, curly, and frizzy, covering her entire forehead from side to side and coming down to her eyebrows. She wore a bright violet dress with large velvet flaps, and on her head, she had a massive black hat decorated with feathers.

'I sy, ain't she got up dossy?' called out the groups at the doors, as she passed.

'I say, isn't she all dressed up?' called out the groups at the doors, as she passed.

'Dressed ter death, and kill the fashion; that's wot I calls it.'

'Dressed to the nines, and kill the style; that's what I call it.'

Liza saw what a sensation she was creating; she arched her back and lifted her head, and walked down the street, swaying her body from side to side, and swaggering along as though the whole place belonged to her.

Liza noticed the attention she was attracting; she arched her back and lifted her head, walking down the street, swaying her body side to side, and swaggering as if the whole place belonged to her.

''Ave yer bought the street, Bill?' shouted one youth; and then half a dozen burst forth at once, as if by inspiration:

''Have you bought the street, Bill?'' shouted one guy; and then half a dozen chimed in all at once, as if they were inspired:

'Knocked 'em in the Old Kent Road!'

'Got them in the Old Kent Road!'

It was immediately taken up by a dozen more, and they all yelled it out:

It was quickly picked up by a dozen others, and they all shouted it out:

'Knocked 'em in the Old Kent Road. Yah, ah, knocked 'em in the Old Kent Road!'

'Knocked them in the Old Kent Road. Yeah, I knocked them in the Old Kent Road!'

'Oo, Liza!' they shouted; the whole street joined in, and they gave long, shrill, ear-piercing shrieks and strange calls, that rung down the street and echoed back again.

'Oo, Liza!' they shouted; the whole street joined in, and they let out long, loud, piercing screams and odd calls that rang down the street and echoed back again.

'Hextra special!' called out a wag.

'Extra special!' called out a jokester.

'Oh, Liza! Oo! Ooo!' yells and whistles, and then it thundered forth again:

'Oh, Liza! Ooh! Ooo!' shouts and whistles, and then it boomed again:

'Knocked 'em in the Old Kent Road!'

'Knocked them in the Old Kent Road!'

Liza put on the air of a conquering hero, and sauntered on, enchanted at the uproar. She stuck out her elbows and jerked her head on one side, and said to herself as she passed through the bellowing crowd:

Liza acted like a conquering hero and strolled on, thrilled by the commotion. She pushed out her elbows and tilted her head to one side, saying to herself as she moved through the roaring crowd:

'This is jam!'

'This is awesome!'

'Knocked 'em in the Old Kent Road!'

'Knocked them in the Old Kent Road!'

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When she came to the group round the barrel-organ, one of the girls cried out to her:

When she approached the group gathered around the barrel organ, one of the girls shouted out to her:

'Is that yer new dress, Liza?'

'Is that your new dress, Liza?'

'Well, it don't look like my old one, do it?' said Liza.

'Well, it doesn't look like my old one, does it?' said Liza.

'Where did yer git it?' asked another friend, rather enviously.

'Where did you get it?' asked another friend, a bit enviously.

'Picked it up in the street, of course,' scornfully answered Liza.

"Of course I found it in the street," Liza replied scornfully.

'I believe it's the same one as I saw in the pawnbroker's dahn the road,' said one of the men, to tease her.

"I think it's the same one I saw at the pawn shop down the road," one of the guys said, trying to tease her.

'Thet's it; but wot was you doin' in there? Pledgin' yer shirt, or was it yer trousers?'

'That's it; but what were you doing in there? Pledging your shirt, or was it your pants?'

'Yah, I wouldn't git a second-'and dress at a pawnbroker's!'

'Yeah, I wouldn't get a second-hand dress at a pawn shop!'

'Garn!' said Liza indignantly. 'I'll swipe yer over the snitch if yer talk ter me. I got the mayterials in the West Hend, didn't I? And I 'ad it mide up by my Court Dressmiker, so you jolly well dry up, old jellybelly.'

'Garn!' Liza said indignantly. 'I’ll take you down if you talk to me like that. I got the materials in West Hend, didn’t I? And I had it made up by my dressmaker, so you can just shut it, you old jelly belly.'

'Garn!' was the reply.

"Garn!" was the reply.

Liza had been so intent on her new dress and the comment it was exciting that she had not noticed the organ.

Liza had been so focused on her new dress and the attention it was getting that she hadn’t noticed the organ.

'Oo, I say, let's 'ave some dancin',' she said as soon as she saw it. 'Come on, Sally,' she added, to one of the girls, 'you an' me'll dance togither. Grind away, old cock!'

'Oo, I say, let’s have some dancing,' she said as soon as she saw it. 'Come on, Sally,' she added, to one of the girls, 'you and I will dance together. Go for it, buddy!'

The man turned on a new tune, and the organ began to play the Intermezzo from the 'Cavalleria'; other couples quickly followed Liza's example, and they began to waltz round with the same solemnity as before; but Liza outdid them all; if the others were as stately as queens, she was as stately as an empress; the gravity and dignity with which she waltzed were something appalling, you felt that the minuet was a frolic in comparison; it would have been a fitting measure to tread round the grave of a première danseuse, or at the funeral of a professional humorist. And the graces she put on, the languor of the eyes, the contemptuous [10] curl of the lips, the exquisite turn of the hand, the dainty arching of the foot! You felt there could be no questioning her right to the tyranny of Vere Street.

The man started a new song, and the organ began playing the Intermezzo from 'Cavalleria'; other couples quickly followed Liza's lead, starting to waltz around with the same seriousness as before; but Liza surpassed them all; if the others were as elegant as queens, she was as majestic as an empress; the seriousness and grace with which she danced were truly staggering, making the minuet feel like just a playful dance in comparison; it would have been a suitable dance to perform around the grave of a leading dancer, or at the funeral of a professional comedian. And the way she moved, the dreamy look in her eyes, the dismissive curl of her lips, the elegant movement of her hand, the delicate arch of her foot! You sensed there was no doubt about her right to reign over Vere Street.

Suddenly she stopped short, and disengaged herself from her companion.

Suddenly, she halted and pulled away from her companion.

'Oh, I sy,' she said, 'this is too bloomin' slow; it gives me the sick.'

'Oh, I swear,' she said, 'this is way too slow; it's making me feel sick.'

That is not precisely what she said, but it is impossible always to give the exact unexpurgated words of Liza and the other personages of the story, the reader is therefore entreated with his thoughts to piece out the necessary imperfections of the dialogue.

That’s not exactly what she said, but it’s impossible to always provide the exact, unfiltered words of Liza and the other characters in the story. Readers are therefore asked to fill in the necessary gaps in the dialogue with their own thoughts.

'It's too bloomin' slow,' she said again; 'it gives me the sick. Let's 'ave somethin' a bit more lively than this 'ere waltz. You stand over there, Sally, an' we'll show 'em 'ow ter skirt dance.'

'It's way too slow,' she said again; 'it makes me sick. Let's have something a bit more lively than this waltz. You stand over there, Sally, and we'll show them how to skirt dance.'

They all stopped waltzing.

They all stopped dancing.

'Talk of the ballet at the Canterbury and South London. You just wite till you see the ballet at Vere Street, Lambeth—we'll knock 'em!'

'Talk about the ballet at the Canterbury and South London. Just wait until you see the ballet at Vere Street, Lambeth—we'll blow them away!'

She went up to the organ-grinder.

She approached the street performer with the organ.

'Na then, Italiano,' she said to him, 'you buck up; give us a tune that's got some guts in it! See?'

'Come on, Italiano,' she said to him, 'toughen up; play us a song that's got some energy in it! Got it?'

She caught hold of his big hat and squashed it down over his eyes. The man grinned from ear to ear, and, touching the little catch at the side, began to play a lively tune such as Liza had asked for.

She grabbed his big hat and pulled it down over his eyes. The man smiled widely, and, tapping the little button on the side, started to play a lively tune just like Liza had requested.

The men had fallen out, but several girls had put themselves in position, in couples, standing face to face; and immediately the music struck up, they began. They held up their skirts on each side, so as to show their feet, and proceeded to go through the difficult steps and motions of the dance. Liza was right; they could not have done it better in a trained ballet. But the best dancer of them all was Liza; she threw her whole soul into it; forgetting the stiff bearing which [11] she had thought proper to the waltz, and casting off its elaborate graces, she gave herself up entirely to the present pleasure. Gradually the other couples stood aside, so that Liza and Sally were left alone. They paced it carefully, watching each other's steps, and as if by instinct performing corresponding movements, so as to make the whole a thing of symmetry.

The guys had a falling out, but several girls paired up, standing face to face; and as soon as the music started, they began dancing. They lifted their skirts on either side to show off their feet and proceeded to execute the challenging steps and movements of the dance. Liza was right; they couldn't have done it better in a professional ballet. But the best dancer among them was Liza; she poured her entire heart into it, letting go of the formal posture she thought was fitting for the waltz, and abandoning its intricate flourishes, she completely immersed herself in the joy of the moment. Gradually, the other couples stepped aside, leaving Liza and Sally alone. They moved carefully, keeping an eye on each other's steps, and almost instinctively performed mirrored movements, creating a beautiful symmetry.

'I'm abaht done,' said Sally, blowing and puffing. 'I've 'ad enough of it.'

'I'm about done,' said Sally, puffing and panting. 'I've had enough of it.'

'Go on, Liza!' cried out a dozen voices when Sally stopped.

'Go on, Liza!' shouted a dozen voices when Sally stopped.

She gave no sign of having heard them other than calmly to continue her dance. She glided through the steps, and swayed about, and manipulated her skirt, all with the most charming grace imaginable, then, the music altering, she changed the style of her dancing, her feet moved more quickly, and did not keep so strictly to the ground. She was getting excited at the admiration of the onlookers, and her dance grew wilder and more daring. She lifted her skirts higher, brought in new and more difficult movements into her improvisation, kicking up her legs she did the wonderful twist, backwards and forwards, of which the dancer is proud.

She showed no sign of having heard them except for continuing her dance calmly. She glided through the steps, swayed around, and handled her skirt with the most charming grace imaginable. Then, as the music changed, so did her dancing style; her feet moved faster and weren’t so glued to the ground. She was getting excited by the admiration of the audience, and her dance became wilder and bolder. She lifted her skirts higher and incorporated new and more challenging moves into her improvisation, kicking her legs up as she performed the impressive twist, both backward and forward, that every dancer takes pride in.

'Look at 'er legs!' cried one of the men.

'Look at her legs!' shouted one of the men.

'Look at 'er stockin's!' shouted another; and indeed they were remarkable, for Liza had chosen them of the same brilliant hue as her dress, and was herself most proud of the harmony.

'Look at her stockings!' shouted another; and they really were something to see, because Liza had picked them in the same bright color as her dress, and she was quite proud of how well they matched.

Her dance became gayer: her feet scarcely touched the ground, she whirled round madly.

Her dance became more joyful: her feet barely touched the ground as she spun around wildly.

'Take care yer don't split!' cried out one of the wags, at a very audacious kick.

"Be careful you don't fall apart!" shouted one of the jokers after a very bold kick.

The words were hardly out of his mouth when Liza, with a gigantic effort, raised her foot and kicked off his hat. The feat was greeted with applause, and she went on, making turns and twists, flourishing her skirts, kicking higher and [12] higher, and finally, among a volley of shouts, fell on her hands and turned head over heels in a magnificent catharine-wheel; then scrambling to her feet again, she tumbled into the arms of a young man standing in the front of the ring.

The words were barely out of his mouth when Liza, with a huge effort, lifted her foot and kicked off his hat. The crowd cheered, and she continued, spinning and twisting, waving her skirts, kicking higher and [12] higher, and finally, amid a shower of shouts, she fell onto her hands and flipped over in an amazing somersault; then, jumping back to her feet, she landed in the arms of a young man standing at the front of the ring.

'That's right, Liza,' he said. 'Give us a kiss, now,' and promptly tried to take one.

'That's right, Liza,' he said. 'Give us a kiss, now,' and immediately tried to take one.

'Git aht!' said Liza, pushing him away, not too gently.

'Get away!' said Liza, shoving him aside, not too gently.

'Yus, give us a kiss,' cried another, running up to her.

'Yus, give us a kiss,' shouted another, running up to her.

'I'll smack yer in the fice!' said Liza, elegantly, as she dodged him.

"I'll hit you in the face!" said Liza, gracefully, as she avoided him.

'Ketch 'old on 'er, Bill,' cried out a third, 'an' we'll all kiss her.'

'Hold on to her, Bill,' shouted a third person, 'and we'll all kiss her.'

'Na, you won't!' shrieked Liza, beginning to run.

'No way, you won't!' shrieked Liza, starting to run.

'Come on,' they cried, 'we'll ketch 'er.'

'Come on,' they shouted, 'we'll catch her.'

She dodged in and out, between their legs, under their arms, and then, getting clear of the little crowd, caught up her skirts so that they might not hinder her, and took to her heels along the street. A score of men set in chase, whistling, shouting, yelling; the people at the doors looked up to see the fun, and cried out to her as she dashed past; she ran like the wind. Suddenly a man from the side darted into the middle of the road, stood straight in her way, and before she knew where she was, she had jumped shrieking into his arms, and he, lifting her up to him, had imprinted two sounding kisses on her cheeks.

She weaved in and out, between their legs and under their arms, and then, clearing the small crowd, lifted her skirts so they wouldn’t slow her down, and took off down the street. A bunch of guys started chasing her, whistling, shouting, and yelling; people at the doors looked up to see what was happening and called out to her as she rushed by; she ran like the wind. Suddenly, a man from the side jumped into the middle of the road, blocking her path, and before she realized what was happening, she had jumped screaming into his arms, and he, lifting her up, planted two loud kisses on her cheeks.

'Oh, you ——!' she said. Her expression was quite unprintable; nor can it be euphemized.

'Oh, you ——!' she said. Her expression was completely unprintable; nor can it be softened.

There was a shout of laughter from the bystanders, and the young men in chase of her, and Liza, looking up, saw a big, bearded man whom she had never seen before. She blushed to the very roots of her hair, quickly extricated herself from his arms, and, amid the jeers and laughter of everyone, slid into the door of the nearest house and was lost to view.

There was a burst of laughter from the crowd, and the young men running after her. Liza looked up and saw a big, bearded man she had never seen before. She blushed deep down to her roots, quickly pulled herself away from him, and, amid the teasing and laughter of everyone, slipped into the door of the nearest house and disappeared from sight.

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Liza and her mother were having supper. Mrs. Kemp was an elderly woman, short, and rather stout, with a red face, and grey hair brushed tight back over her forehead. She had been a widow for many years, and since her husband's death had lived with Liza in the ground-floor front room in which they were now sitting. Her husband had been a soldier, and from a grateful country she received a pension large enough to keep her from starvation, and by charring and doing such odd jobs as she could get she earned a little extra to supply herself with liquor. Liza was able to make her own living by working at a factory.

Liza and her mom were having dinner. Mrs. Kemp was an older woman, short and a bit plump, with a red face and gray hair pulled back tightly over her forehead. She had been a widow for many years, and since her husband's death, she had lived with Liza in the front room on the ground floor where they were sitting now. Her husband had been a soldier, and from a grateful country, she received a pension that was enough to keep her from starving. By doing housework and other odd jobs she could find, she earned a little extra to buy herself alcohol. Liza was able to support herself by working in a factory.

Mrs. Kemp was rather sulky this evening.

Mrs. Kemp was a bit grumpy this evening.

'Wot was yer doin' this afternoon, Liza?' she asked.

'What were you doing this afternoon, Liza?' she asked.

'I was in the street.'

"I was on the street."

'You're always in the street when I want yer.'

'You're always out on the street when I need you.'

'I didn't know as 'ow yer wanted me, mother,' answered Liza.

"I didn't know how you wanted me to be, mom," answered Liza.

'Well, yer might 'ave come ter see! I might 'ave been dead, for all you knew.'

'Well, you might have come to see! I could have been dead, for all you knew.'

Liza said nothing.

Liza didn't say anything.

'My rheumatics was thet bad to-dy, thet I didn't know wot ter do with myself. The doctor said I was to be rubbed with that stuff 'e give me, but yer won't never do nothin' for me.'

'My rheumatism is so bad today that I didn’t know what to do with myself. The doctor said I should be rubbed with that stuff he gave me, but it won't ever do anything for me.'

'Well, mother,' said Liza, 'your rheumatics was all right yesterday.'

'Well, Mom,' Liza said, 'your rheumatism was fine yesterday.'

'I know wot you was doin'; you was showin' off thet new dress of yours. Pretty waste of money thet is, instead of givin' it me ter sive up. An' for the matter of thet, I wanted a new dress far worse than you did. But, of course, I don't matter.'

'I know what you were doing; you were showing off that new dress of yours. Pretty waste of money that is, instead of giving it to me to save up. And for that matter, I wanted a new dress way more than you did. But, of course, I don't matter.'

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Liza did not answer, and Mrs. Kemp, having nothing more to say, continued her supper in silence.

Liza didn’t respond, and Mrs. Kemp, with nothing else to say, kept eating her dinner in silence.

It was Liza who spoke next.

It was Liza who spoke next.

'There's some new people moved in the street. 'Ave you seen 'em?' she asked.

'There are some new people who moved in on the street. Have you seen them?' she asked.

'No, wot are they?'

'No, what are they?'

'I dunno; I've seen a chap, a big chap with a beard. I think 'e lives up at the other end.'

'I don't know; I've seen a guy, a big guy with a beard. I think he lives at the other end.'

She felt herself blushing a little.

She felt herself getting a bit embarrassed.

'No one any good you be sure,' said Mrs. Kemp. 'I can't swaller these new people as are comin' in; the street ain't wot it was when I fust come.'

'No one good here, that's for sure,' said Mrs. Kemp. 'I can't stand these new people moving in; the street isn't what it used to be when I first arrived.'

When they had done, Mrs. Kemp got up, and having finished her half-pint of beer, said to her daughter:

When they were done, Mrs. Kemp stood up, and after finishing her half-pint of beer, said to her daughter:

'Put the things awy, Liza. I'm just goin' round to see Mrs. Clayton; she's just 'ad twins, and she 'ad nine before these come. It's a pity the Lord don't see fit ter tike some on 'em—thet's wot I say.'

'Put the things away, Liza. I'm just going around to see Mrs. Clayton; she's just had twins, and she had nine before these came. It's a pity the Lord doesn't see fit to take some of them—that's what I say.'

After which pious remark Mrs. Kemp went out of the house and turned into another a few doors up.

After that pious comment, Mrs. Kemp left the house and entered another one a few doors down.

Liza did not clear the supper things away as she was told, but opened the window and drew her chair to it. She leant on the sill, looking out into the street. The sun had set, and it was twilight, the sky was growing dark, bringing to view the twinkling stars; there was no breeze, but it was pleasantly and restfully cool. The good folk still sat at their doorsteps, talking as before on the same inexhaustible subjects, but a little subdued with the approach of night. The boys were still playing cricket, but they were mostly at the other end of the street, and their shouts were muffled before they reached Liza's ears.

Liza didn't clear the dinner things away like she was supposed to; instead, she opened the window and pulled her chair over to it. She leaned on the sill, gazing out at the street. The sun had set, and twilight was settling in, darkening the sky and revealing the twinkling stars; there was no breeze, but it felt pleasantly cool and relaxing. The good folks were still sitting on their doorsteps, chatting about the same endless topics, but their voices were a bit quieter with the approach of night. The boys were still playing cricket, but they were mostly at the other end of the street, and their shouts were softened before they reached Liza's ears.

She sat, leaning her head on her hands, breathing in the fresh air and feeling a certain exquisite sense of peacefulness which she was not used to. It was Saturday evening, and she thankfully remembered that there would be no factory on [15] the morrow; she was glad to rest. Somehow she felt a little tired, perhaps it was through the excitement of the afternoon, and she enjoyed the quietness of the evening. It seemed so tranquil and still; the silence filled her with a strange delight, she felt as if she could sit there all through the night looking out into the cool, dark street, and up heavenwards at the stars. She was very happy, but yet at the same time experienced a strange new sensation of melancholy, and she almost wished to cry.

She sat, resting her head on her hands, breathing in the fresh air and feeling a certain exquisite sense of peacefulness that she wasn't used to. It was Saturday evening, and she gratefully remembered that there would be no factory on [15] the next day; she was glad to relax. Somehow she felt a bit tired; maybe it was from the excitement of the afternoon, and she enjoyed the quietness of the evening. It felt so calm and still; the silence filled her with a strange joy, and she felt like she could sit there all night looking out into the cool, dark street and up at the stars. She was very happy, but at the same time, she felt a strange new sensation of sadness, and she almost wished she could cry.

Suddenly a dark form stepped in front of the open window. She gave a little shriek.

Suddenly, a dark figure appeared in front of the open window. She let out a small scream.

''Oo's thet?' she asked, for it was quite dark, and she did not recognize the man standing in front of her.

''Who's that?'' she asked, because it was pretty dark, and she didn't recognize the man standing in front of her.

'Me, Liza,' was the answer.

'Me, Liza,' was the response.

'Tom?'

'Tom?'

'Yus!'

'Yes!'

It was a young man with light yellow hair and a little fair moustache, which made him appear almost boyish; he was light-complexioned and blue-eyed, and had a frank and pleasant look mingled with a curious bashfulness that made him blush when people spoke to him.

It was a young man with light blonde hair and a small fair mustache, which gave him an almost boyish appearance; he had a light complexion and blue eyes, and he had a cheerful and friendly look mixed with a shy curiosity that made him blush when people talked to him.

'Wot's up?' asked Liza.

'What's up?' asked Liza.

'Come aht for a walk, Liza, will yer?'

'Come out for a walk, Liza, will you?'

'No!' she answered decisively.

"No!" she said firmly.

'You promised ter yesterday, Liza.'

'You promised to yesterday, Liza.'

'Yesterday an' ter-day's two different things,' was her wise reply.

'Yesterday and today are two different things,' was her wise reply.

'Yus, come on, Liza.'

'Yes, come on, Liza.'

'Na, I tell yer, I won't.'

'No, I’m telling you, I won’t.'

'I want ter talk ter yer, Liza.' Her hand was resting on the window-sill, and he put his upon it. She quickly drew it back.

'I want to talk to you, Liza.' Her hand was resting on the window sill, and he placed his on it. She quickly pulled it back.

'Well, I don't want yer ter talk ter me.'

'Well, I don't want you to talk to me.'

But she did, for it was she who broke the silence.

But she did, because she was the one who broke the silence.

'Say, Tom, 'oo are them new folk as 'as come into the street? It's a big chap with a brown beard.'

'Say, Tom, who are those new people who’ve moved into the street? It’s a big guy with a brown beard.'

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'D'you mean the bloke as kissed yer this afternoon?'

'D'you mean the guy who kissed you this afternoon?'

Liza blushed again.

Liza blushed once more.

'Well, why shouldn't 'e kiss me?' she said, with some inconsequence.

'Well, why shouldn't he kiss me?' she said, somewhat inconsistency.

'I never said as 'ow 'e shouldn't; I only arst yer if it was the sime.'

'I never said he shouldn't; I just asked you if it was the same.'

'Yea, thet's 'oo I mean.'

'Yeah, that's who I mean.'

''Is nime is Blakeston—Jim Blakeston. I've only spoke to 'im once; he's took the two top rooms at No. 19 'ouse.'

''My name is Blakeston—Jim Blakeston. I've only spoken to him once; he's taken the two top rooms at No. 19 house.''

'Wot's 'e want two top rooms for?'

'What does he want two top rooms for?'

''Im? Oh, 'e's got a big family—five kids. Ain't yer seen 'is wife abaht the street? She's a big, fat woman, as does 'er 'air funny.'

''Im? Oh, he's got a big family—five kids. Haven't you seen his wife around the street? She's a big, heavy woman, and her hair looks funny.''

'I didn't know 'e 'ad a wife.'

'I didn't know he had a wife.'

There was another silence; Liza sat thinking, and Tom stood at the window, looking at her.

There was another pause; Liza sat in thought, and Tom stood by the window, watching her.

'Won't yer come aht with me, Liza?' he asked, at last.

'Won't you come out with me, Liza?' he asked, finally.

'Na, Tom,' she said, a little more gently, 'it's too lite.'

'No, Tom,' she said, a bit more gently, 'it's too light.'

'Liza,' he said, blushing to the roots of his hair.

'Liza,' he said, his face turning red.

'Well?'

'So?'

'Liza'—he couldn't go on, and stuttered in his shyness—'Liza, I—I—I loves yer, Liza.'

'Liza'—he couldn't continue, and stammered because he was shy—'Liza, I—I—I love you, Liza.'

'Garn awy!'

'Get out of here!'

He was quite brave now, and took hold of her hand.

He was pretty brave now and took her hand.

'Yer know, Liza, I'm earnin' twenty-three shillin's at the works now, an' I've got some furniture as mother left me when she was took.'

'You know, Liza, I'm earning twenty-three shillings at the factory now, and I've got some furniture that my mom left me when she passed away.'

The girl said nothing.

The girl stayed silent.

'Liza, will you 'ave me? I'll make yer a good 'usband, Liza, swop me bob, I will; an' yer know I'm not a drinkin' sort. Liza, will yer marry me?'

'Liza, will you have me? I’ll be a good husband for you, I swear I will; and you know I’m not really a drinker. Liza, will you marry me?'

'Na, Tom,' she answered quietly.

'No, Tom,' she answered quietly.

'Oh, Liza, won't you 'ave me?'

'Oh, Liza, won't you have me?'

'Na, Tom, I can't.'

'No, Tom, I can't.'

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'Why not? You've come aht walkin' with me ever since Whitsun.'

'Why not? You've been out walking with me ever since Whitsun.'

'Ah, things is different now.'

'Ah, things are different now.'

'You're not walkin' aht with anybody else, are you, Liza?' he asked quickly.

"You're not out walking with anyone else, are you, Liza?" he asked quickly.

'Na, not that.'

'No, not that.'

'Well, why won't yer, Liza? Oh Liza, I do love yer, I've never loved anybody as I love you!'

'Well, why won't you, Liza? Oh Liza, I really love you; I've never loved anyone as much as I love you!'

'Oh, I can't, Tom!'

'Oh, I can't, Tom!'

'There ain't no one else?'

'Is there no one else?'

'Na.'

'Nah.'

'Then why not?'

'So why not?'

'I'm very sorry, Tom, but I don't love yer so as ter marry yer.'

'I'm really sorry, Tom, but I don't love you enough to marry you.'

'Oh, Liza!'

'Oh, Liza!'

She could not see the look upon his face, but she heard the agony in his voice; and, moved with sudden pity, she bent out, threw her arms round his neck, and kissed him on both cheeks.

She couldn't see his expression, but she heard the pain in his voice; feeling a rush of compassion, she leaned out, wrapped her arms around his neck, and kissed him on both cheeks.

'Never mind old chap!' she said. 'I'm not worth troublin' abaht.'

'Don't worry about it, buddy!' she said. 'I'm not worth the trouble.'

And quickly drawing back, she slammed the window to, and moved into the further part of the room.

And quickly pulling back, she shut the window and moved to the other side of the room.

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3

The following day was Sunday. Liza when she was dressing herself in the morning, felt the hardness of fate in the impossibility of eating one's cake and having it; she wished she had reserved her new dress, and had still before her the sensation of a first appearance in it. With a sigh she put on her ordinary everyday working dress, and proceeded to get the breakfast ready, for her mother had been out late the previous night, celebrating the new arrivals in the street, and had the 'rheumatics' this morning.

The next day was Sunday. Liza, while getting dressed in the morning, felt the weight of reality in the impossibility of having it all; she wished she had saved her new dress and could still experience the excitement of wearing it for the first time. With a sigh, she put on her usual everyday working dress and went to prepare breakfast, as her mother had stayed out late the night before, celebrating the new neighbors, and was feeling under the weather this morning.

'Oo, my 'ead!' she was saying, as she pressed her hands on each side of her forehead. 'I've got the neuralgy again, wot shall I do? I dunno 'ow it is, but it always comes on Sunday mornings. Oo, an' my rheumatics, they give me sich a doin' in the night!'

'Ow, my head!' she was saying, as she pressed her hands on each side of her forehead. 'I've got the neuralgia again, what should I do? I don't know how it is, but it always hits me on Sunday mornings. Ow, and my rheumatism, it really gave me a hard time last night!'

'You'd better go to the 'orspital mother.'

'You should go to the hospital, Mom.'

'Not I!' answered the worthy lady, with great decision. 'You 'as a dozen young chaps messin' you abaht, and lookin' at yer, and then they tells yer ter leave off beer and spirrits. Well, wot I says, I says I can't do withaht my glass of beer.' She thumped her pillow to emphasize the statement.

'Not me!' replied the respectable woman firmly. 'You've got a dozen young guys messing around with you, staring at you, and then they tell you to cut out the beer and spirits. Well, what I say is, I can't do without my glass of beer.' She thumped her pillow to emphasize her point.

'Wot with the work I 'ave ter do, lookin' after you and the cookin' and gettin' everythin' ready and doin' all the 'ouse-work, and goin' aht charring besides—well, I says, if I don't 'ave a drop of beer, I says, ter pull me together, I should be under the turf in no time.'

'With all the work I have to do, taking care of you and cooking and getting everything ready and doing all the housework, and going out to charcoal besides—well, I say, if I don't have a drink of beer, I say, to hold me together, I’d be gone in no time.'

She munched her bread-and-butter and drank her tea.

She nibbled on her bread and butter while sipping her tea.

'When you've done breakfast, Liza,' she said, 'you can give the grate a cleanin', an' my boots'd do with a bit of polishin'. Mrs. Tike, in the next 'ouse, 'll give yer some blackin'.'

'When you're done with breakfast, Liza,' she said, 'you can clean the grate, and my boots could use a bit of polishing. Mrs. Tike, in the next house, will give you some blacking.'

She remained silent for a bit, then said:

She stayed quiet for a moment, then said:

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'I don't think I shall get up ter-day. Liza. My rheumatics is bad. You can put the room straight and cook the dinner.'

'I don't think I’m going to get up today, Liza. My rheumatism is acting up. You can tidy the room and cook dinner.'

'Arright, mother, you stay where you are, an' I'll do everythin' for yer.'

'Alright, mom, you just stay where you are, and I'll handle everything for you.'

'Well, it's only wot yer ought to do, considerin' all the trouble you've been ter me when you was young, and considerin' thet when you was born the doctor thought I never should get through it. Wot 'ave you done with your week's money, Liza?'

'Well, it's just what you should do, considering all the trouble you caused me when you were young, and considering that when you were born the doctor thought I wouldn’t survive it. What have you done with your week's money, Liza?'

'Oh, I've put it awy,' answered Liza quietly.

'Oh, I've put it away,' Liza replied softly.

'Where?' asked her mother.

"Where?" her mother asked.

'Where it'll be safe.'

'Where it will be safe.'

'Where's that?'

'Where's that at?'

Liza was driven into a corner.

Liza felt stuck.

'Why d'you want ter know?' she asked.

"Why do you want to know?" she asked.

'Why shouldn't I know; d'you think I want ter steal it from yer?'

'Why shouldn’t I know? Do you think I want to steal it from you?'

'Na, not thet.'

'No, not that.'

'Well, why won't you tell me?'

'Well, why won't you just tell me?'

'Oh, a thing's sifer when only one person knows where it is.'

'Oh, a secret is more valuable when only one person knows where it is.'

This was a very discreet remark, but it set Mrs. Kemp in a whirlwind of passion. She raised herself and sat up in the bed, flourishing her clenched fist at her daughter.

This was a very subtle comment, but it sent Mrs. Kemp into a frenzy of anger. She lifted herself up and sat in bed, shaking her clenched fist at her daughter.

'I know wot yer mean, you —— you!' Her language was emphatic, her epithets picturesque, but too forcible for reproduction. 'You think I'd steal it,' she went on. 'I know yer! D'yer think I'd go an' tike yer dirty money?'

'I know what you mean, you —— you!' Her language was intense, her insults colorful, but too strong to repeat. 'You think I’d steal it,’ she continued. ‘I know you! Do you think I’d go and take your filthy money?'

'Well, mother,' said Liza, 'when I've told yer before, the money's perspired like.'

'Well, Mom,' said Liza, 'when I've mentioned it before, the money's gone down the drain like.'

'Wot d'yer mean?'

'What do you mean?'

'It got less.'

'It decreased.'

'Well, I can't 'elp thet, can I? Anyone can come in 'ere and tike the money.'

'Well, I can't help that, can I? Anyone can come in here and take the money.'

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'If it's 'idden awy, they can't, can they, mother?' said Liza.

'If it's hidden away, they can't, can they, mom?' said Liza.

Mrs. Kemp shook her fist.

Mrs. Kemp shook her fist.

'You dirty slut, you,' she said, 'yer think I tike yer money! Why, you ought ter give it me every week instead of savin' it up and spendin' it on all sorts of muck, while I 'ave ter grind my very bones down to keep yer.'

'You dirty slut, you,' she said, 'you think I want your money! Why, you should give it to me every week instead of saving it up and spending it on all sorts of trash, while I have to work myself to the bone to take care of you.'

'Yer know, mother, if I didn't 'ave a little bit saved up, we should be rather short when you're dahn in yer luck.'

'You know, mom, if I didn't have a little bit saved up, we would be quite short when you're down on your luck.'

Mrs. Kemp's money always ran out on Tuesday, and Liza had to keep things going till the following Saturday.

Mrs. Kemp's money was always gone by Tuesday, and Liza had to make things work until the next Saturday.

'Oh, don't talk ter me!' proceeded Mrs. Kemp. 'When I was a girl I give all my money ter my mother. She never 'ad ter ask me for nothin'. On Saturday when I come 'ome with my wiges, I give it 'er every farthin'. That's wot a daughter ought ter do. I can say this for myself, I be'aved by my mother like a gal should. None of your prodigal sons for me! She didn't 'ave ter ask me for three 'apence ter get a drop of beer.'

"Oh, don’t talk to me!" Mrs. Kemp continued. "When I was a girl, I gave all my money to my mother. She never had to ask me for anything. On Saturday, when I came home with my wages, I gave her every penny. That’s what a daughter should do. I can say this for myself, I treated my mother the way a girl should. No prodigal sons for me! She didn’t need to ask me for three pence to get a drink."

Liza was wise in her generation; she held her tongue, and put on her hat.

Liza was smart for her time; she kept quiet and put on her hat.

'Now, you're goin' aht, and leavin' me; I dunno wot you get up to in the street with all those men. No good, I'll be bound. An' 'ere am I left alone, an' I might die for all you care.'

'Now you're going out and leaving me; I don't know what you do in the street with all those men. It's probably not good, I bet. And here I am left alone, and I might as well die for all you care.'

In her sorrow at herself the old lady began to cry, and Liza slipped out of the room and into the street.

In her sadness about herself, the old lady started to cry, and Liza quietly left the room and stepped out into the street.

Leaning against the wall of the opposite house was Tom; he came towards her.

Leaning against the wall of the house across the street was Tom; he walked over to her.

''Ulloa!' she said, as she saw him. 'Wot are you doin' 'ere?'

''Ulloa!' she said, as she saw him. 'What are you doing here?''

'I was waitin' for you ter come aht, Liza,' he answered.

'I was waiting for you to come out, Liza,' he replied.

She looked at him quickly.

She glanced at him.

'I ain't comin' aht with yer ter-day, if thet's wot yer mean,' she said.

'I’m not coming out with you today, if that’s what you mean,' she said.

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'I never thought of arskin' yer, Liza—after wot you said ter me last night.'

'I never thought of asking you, Liza—after what you said to me last night.'

His voice was a little sad, and she felt so sorry for him.

His voice sounded a bit sad, and she felt really sorry for him.

'But yer did want ter speak ter me, didn't yer, Tom?' she said, more gently.

'But you did want to talk to me, didn’t you, Tom?' she said, more gently.

'You've got a day off ter-morrow, ain't yer?'

'You've got a day off tomorrow, don't you?'

'Bank 'Oliday. Yus! Why?'

'Bank Holiday. Yes! Why?'

'Why, 'cause they've got a drag startin' from the "Red Lion" that's goin' down ter Chingford for the day—an' I'm goin'.'

'Why? Because they have a bus starting from the "Red Lion" that’s going down to Chingford for the day—and I’m going.'

'Yus!' she said.

'Yes!' she said.

He looked at her doubtfully.

He looked at her skeptically.

'Will yer come too, Liza? It'll be a regular beeno; there's only goin' ter be people in the street. Eh, Liza?'

'Are you coming too, Liza? It'll be a real blast; there are only going to be people in the street. Right, Liza?'

'Na, I can't'

'Nah, I can't'

'Why not?'

"Why not?"

'I ain't got—I ain't got the ooftish.'

'I don't have—I don't have the energy.'

'I mean, won't yer come with me?'

'I mean, won't you come with me?'

'Na, Tom, thank yer; I can't do thet neither.'

'Nah, Tom, thanks; I can't do that either.'

'Yer might as well, Liza; it wouldn't 'urt yer.'

'You might as well, Liza; it wouldn't hurt you.'

'Na, it wouldn't be right like; I can't come aht with yer, and then mean nothin'! It would be doin' yer aht of an outing.'

'No, that wouldn't be right; I can't go out with you and then not mean anything! It would be giving you a terrible outing.'

'I don't see why,' he said, very crestfallen.

"I don't see why," he said, looking really down.

'I can't go on keepin' company with you—after what I said last night.'

'I can't keep seeing you after what I said last night.'

'I shan't enjoy it a bit without you, Liza.'

'I won't enjoy it at all without you, Liza.'

'You git somebody else, Tom. You'll do withaht me all right.'

'You get someone else, Tom. You'll be fine without me.'

She nodded to him, and walked up the street to the house of her friend Sally. Having arrived in front of it, she put her hands to her mouth in trumpet form, and shouted:

She nodded to him and walked up the street to her friend Sally's house. When she got in front of it, she cupped her hands around her mouth and shouted:

''I! 'I! 'I! Sally!'

''Hey! Sally!''

A couple of fellows standing by copied her.

A couple of guys standing nearby copied her.

''I! 'I! 'I! Sally!'

''Hey! Sally!''

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'Garn!' said Liza, looking round at them.

'Garn!' Liza said, glancing at them.

Sally did not appear and she repeated her call. The men imitated her, and half a dozen took it up, so that there was enough noise to wake the seven sleepers.

Sally didn't show up, so she called out again. The men mimicked her, and about six of them joined in, creating enough noise to wake the seven sleepers.

''I! 'I! 'I! Sally!'

''I! 'I! 'I! Sally!''

A head was put out of a top window, and Liza, taking off her hat, waved it, crying:

A head poked out of a top window, and Liza, taking off her hat, waved it, shouting:

'Come on dahn, Sally!'

'Come on down, Sally!'

'Arright, old gal!' shouted the other. 'I'm comin'!'

'All right, old lady!' shouted the other. 'I'm on my way!'

'So's Christmas!' was Liza's repartee.

"Same with Christmas!" was Liza's comeback.

There was a clatter down the stairs, and Sally, rushing through the passage, threw herself on to her friend. They began fooling, in reminiscence of a melodrama they had lately seen together.

There was a loud noise coming from the stairs, and Sally, hurrying down the hallway, jumped onto her friend. They started playfully reenacting a scene from a melodrama they had recently watched together.

'Oh, my darlin' duck!' said Liza, kissing her and pressing her, with affected rapture, to her bosom.

'Oh, my darling duck!' said Liza, kissing her and holding her tight, with feigned delight, to her chest.

'My sweetest sweet!' replied Sally, copying her.

'My sweetest sweet!' replied Sally, mimicking her.

'An' 'ow does your lidyship ter-day?'

'And how does your ladyship today?'

'Oh!'—with immense languor—'fust class; and is your royal 'ighness quite well?'

'Oh!'—with great tiredness—'first class; and is your royal highness doing well?'

'I deeply regret,' answered Liza, 'but my royal 'ighness 'as got the collywobbles.'

'I deeply regret,' answered Liza, 'but my royal highness has got the jitters.'

Sally was a small, thin girl, with sandy hair and blue eyes, and a very freckled complexion. She had an enormous mouth, with terrible, square teeth set wide apart, which looked as if they could masticate an iron bar. She was dressed like Liza, in a shortish black skirt and an old-fashioned bodice, green and grey and yellow with age; her sleeves were tucked up to the elbow, and she wore a singularly dirty apron, that had once been white.

Sally was a small, thin girl with sandy hair and blue eyes, and a highly freckled complexion. She had a huge mouth, with terrible, square teeth spaced far apart, which seemed capable of chewing through an iron bar. She was dressed like Liza, in a short black skirt and an old-fashioned top that was green, grey, and yellowed with age; her sleeves were rolled up to the elbow, and she wore a noticeably dirty apron that had once been white.

'Wot 'ave you got yer 'air in them things for?' asked Liza, pointing to the curl-papers. 'Goin' aht with yer young man ter-day?'

'What do you have your hair in those things for?' asked Liza, pointing to the curlers. 'Going out with your boyfriend today?'

'No, I'm going ter stay 'ere all day.'

'No, I'm going to stay here all day.'

'Wot for, then?'

'What for, then?'

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'Why, 'Arry's going ter tike me ter Chingford ter-morrer.'

'Why, 'Arry's going to take me to Chingford tomorrow.'

'Oh? In the "Red Lion" brake?'

'Oh? In the "Red Lion" brake?'

'Yus. Are you goin'?'

'Yeah. Are you going?'

'Na!'

'No!'

'Not! Well, why don't you get round Tom? 'E'll tike yer, and jolly glad 'e'll be, too.'

'Not! Well, why don't you go find Tom? He'll take you, and he'll be really happy to do it, too.'

''E arst me ter go with 'im, but I wouldn't.'

''E asked me to go with him, but I wouldn't.''

'Swop me bob—why not?'

'Swap me bob—why not?'

'I ain't keeping company with 'im.'

'I’m not hanging out with him.'

'Yer might 'ave gone with 'im all the sime.'

'You might have gone with him all the same.'

'Na. You're goin' with 'Arry, ain't yer?'

'No. You're going with Harry, aren't you?'

'Yus!'

'Yes!'

'An' you're goin' to 'ave 'im?'

'And you're going to have him?'

'Right again!'

'That's correct!'

'Well, I couldn't go with Tom, and then throw him over.'

'Well, I couldn't go with Tom and then just ditch him.'

'Well, you are a mug!'

'Well, you are a fool!'

The two girls had strolled down towards the Westminster Bridge Road, and Sally, meeting her young man, had gone to him. Liza walked back, wishing to get home in time to cook the dinner. But she went slowly, for she knew every dweller in the street, and as she passed the groups sitting at their doors, as on the previous evening, but this time mostly engaged in peeling potatoes or shelling peas, she stopped and had a little chat. Everyone liked her, and was glad to have her company. 'Good old Liza,' they would say, as she left them, 'she's a rare good sort, ain't she?'

The two girls had walked down towards Westminster Bridge Road, and Sally, seeing her boyfriend, went over to him. Liza headed back, wanting to get home in time to make dinner. But she took her time, because she knew everyone who lived on the street. As she passed the groups sitting at their doors, just like the night before, but this time mostly busy peeling potatoes or shelling peas, she stopped to have a little chat. Everyone liked her and was happy to have her around. “Good old Liza,” they’d say as she left them, “she's a rare good one, isn’t she?”

She asked after the aches and pains of all the old people, and delicately inquired after the babies, past and future; the children hung on to her skirts and asked her to play with them, and she would hold one end of the rope while tiny little ragged girls skipped, invariably entangling themselves after two jumps.

She checked in on how all the elderly were feeling and gently asked about the babies, both those that were born and those yet to come; the kids clung to her skirts and begged her to play with them, and she would hold one end of the rope while little ragged girls skipped, always getting tangled up after just two jumps.

She had nearly reached home, when she heard a voice cry:

She was almost home when she heard a voice call out:

'Mornin'!'

'Morning!'

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She looked round and recognized the man whom Tom had told her was called Jim Blakeston. He was sitting on a stool at the door of one of the houses, playing with two young children, to whom he was giving rides on his knee. She remembered his heavy brown beard from the day before, and she had also an impression of great size; she noticed this morning that he was, in fact, a big man, tall and broad, and she saw besides that he had large, masculine features and pleasant brown eyes. She supposed him to be about forty.

She looked around and recognized the man Tom had told her was named Jim Blakeston. He was sitting on a stool at the door of one of the houses, playing with two young children, giving them rides on his knee. She remembered his heavy brown beard from the day before, and she also had the impression that he was very large; she noticed this morning that he was, in fact, a big man, tall and broad, and she saw that he had large, masculine features and pleasant brown eyes. She guessed he was about forty.

'Mornin'!' he said again, as she stopped and looked at him.

'Mornin'!' he said again, as she paused and looked at him.

'Well, yer needn't look as if I was goin' ter eat yer up, 'cause I ain't,' he said.

'Well, you don’t need to look like I’m about to eat you up, because I’m not,' he said.

''Oo are you? I'm not afeard of yer.'

''Who are you? I'm not afraid of you.''

'Wot are yer so bloomin' red abaht?' he asked pointedly.

'What are you so blooming red about?' he asked pointedly.

'Well, I'm 'ot.'

'Well, I'm hot.'

'You ain't shirty 'cause I kissed yer last night?'

'You aren't upset because I kissed you last night?'

'I'm not shirty; but it was pretty cool, considerin' like as I didn't know yer.'

'I'm not upset; but it was pretty cool, considering I didn't know you.'

'Well, you run into my arms.'

'Well, you run into my arms.'

'Thet I didn't; you run aht and caught me.'

'That I didn't; you ran out and caught me.'

'An' kissed yer before you could say "Jack Robinson".' He laughed at the thought. 'Well, Liza,' he went on, 'seein' as 'ow I kissed yer against yer will, the best thing you can do ter make it up is to kiss me not against yer will.'

'An' kissed you before you could say "Jack Robinson." He laughed at the thought. 'Well, Liza,' he continued, 'since I kissed you when you didn't want me to, the best way to make it up is to kiss me willingly this time.'

'Me?' said Liza, looking at him, open-mouthed. 'Well you are a pill!'

'Me?' Liza said, staring at him in shock. 'Well, you really are something!'

The children began to clamour for the riding, which had been discontinued on Liza's approach.

The kids started to shout for the ride, which had been stopped when Liza arrived.

'Are them your kids?' she asked.

'Are those your kids?' she asked.

'Yus; them's two on 'em.'

'Yeah; there are two of them.'

''Ow many 'ave yer got?'

"How many do you have?"

'Five; the eldest gal's fifteen, and the next one 'oo's a boy's twelve, and then there are these two and baby.'

'Five; the oldest girl is fifteen, the next one who's a boy is twelve, and then there are these two and the baby.'

'Well, you've got enough for your money.'

'Well, you’re getting your money’s worth.'

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'Too many for me—and more comin'.'

'Too many for me—and more coming.'

'Ah well,' said Liza, laughing, 'thet's your fault, ain't it?'

'Oh well,' said Liza, laughing, 'that's your fault, isn't it?'

Then she bade him good morning, and strolled off.

Then she said good morning to him and walked away.

He watched her as she went, and saw half a dozen little boys surround her and beg her to join them in their game of cricket. They caught hold of her arms and skirts, and pulled her to their pitch.

He watched her leave, noticing a handful of little boys gather around her, asking her to join their game of cricket. They grabbed her arms and skirt, pulling her toward their pitch.

'No, I can't,' she said trying to disengage herself. 'I've got the dinner ter cook.'

'No, I can't,' she said, trying to pull away. 'I've got dinner to cook.'

'Dinner ter cook?' shouted one small boy. 'Why, they always cooks the cats' meat at the shop.'

'Dinner to cook?' shouted one small boy. 'Well, they always cook the cat meat at the shop.'

'You little so-and-so!' said Liza, somewhat inelegantly, making a dash at him.

'You little brat!' said Liza, rather clumsily, lunging at him.

He dodged her and gave a whoop; then turning he caught her round the legs, and another boy catching hold of her round the neck they dragged her down, and all three struggled on the ground, rolling over and over; the other boys threw themselves on the top, so that there was a great heap of legs and arms and heads waving and bobbing up and down.

He dodged her and let out a whoop; then, turning, he grabbed her around the legs, and another boy grabbed her around the neck. They dragged her down, and all three wrestled on the ground, rolling over and over. The other boys jumped on top, creating a big pile of legs, arms, and heads waving and bobbing up and down.

Liza extricated herself with some difficulty, and taking off her hat she began cuffing the boys with it, using all the time the most lively expressions. Then, having cleared the field, she retired victorious into her own house and began cooking the dinner.

Liza managed to free herself after some struggle, and taking off her hat, she started swatting the boys with it, all while using the most animated expressions. Once she had cleared the area, she triumphantly went back into her house and started making dinner.

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4

Bank Holiday was a beautiful day: the cloudless sky threatened a stifling heat for noontide, but early in the morning, when Liza got out of bed and threw open the window, it was fresh and cool. She dressed herself, wondering how she should spend her day; she thought of Sally going off to Chingford with her lover, and of herself remaining alone in the dull street with half the people away. She almost wished it were an ordinary work-day, and that there were no such things as bank holidays. And it seemed to be a little like two Sundays running, but with the second rather worse than the first. Her mother was still sleeping, and she was in no great hurry about getting the breakfast, but stood quietly looking out of the window at the house opposite.

Bank Holiday was a lovely day: the clear sky hinted at a sweltering heat for noon, but early in the morning, when Liza woke up and opened the window, it felt fresh and cool. She got dressed, wondering how she should spend her day; she thought about Sally heading to Chingford with her boyfriend, while she would be stuck alone in the dull street with half the people gone. She almost wished it was a regular workday and that bank holidays didn’t exist. It felt a bit like two Sundays in a row, but the second one was worse than the first. Her mom was still asleep, and she wasn't in a rush to make breakfast, just standing quietly looking out the window at the house across the street.

In a little while she saw Sally coming along. She was arrayed in purple and fine linen—a very smart red dress, trimmed with velveteen, and a tremendous hat covered with feathers. She had reaped the benefit of keeping her hair in curl-papers since Saturday, and her sandy fringe stretched from ear to ear. She was in enormous spirits.

In a little while, she saw Sally coming toward her. Sally was dressed in purple and fine linen—a stylish red dress trimmed with velveteen, and a huge hat decorated with feathers. She had made good use of keeping her hair in curlers since Saturday, and her sandy bangs stretched from ear to ear. She was in high spirits.

''Ulloa, Liza!' she called as soon as she saw her at the window.

''Ulloa, Liza!'' she called as soon as she saw her at the window.

Liza looked at her a little enviously.

Liza looked at her with a hint of envy.

''Ulloa!' she answered quietly.

"Ulloa!" she replied softly.

'I'm just goin' to the "Red Lion" to meet 'Arry.'

'I'm just going to the "Red Lion" to meet Harry.'

'At what time d'yer start?'

'What time do you start?'

'The brake leaves at 'alf-past eight sharp.'

'The train leaves at half-past eight sharp.'

'Why, it's only eight; it's only just struck at the church. 'Arry won't be there yet, will he?'

'Why, it's only eight; it just rang at the church. 'Arry won't be there yet, will he?'

'Oh, 'e's sure ter be early. I couldn't wite. I've been witin' abaht since 'alf-past six. I've been up since five this morning.'

'Oh, he's definitely going to be early. I couldn't wait. I've been sitting around since half-past six. I've been up since five this morning.'

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'Since five! What 'ave you been doin'?'

'Since five! What have you been doing?'

'Dressin' myself and doin' my 'air. I woke up so early. I've been dreamin' all the night abaht it. I simply couldn't sleep.'

'Dressing myself and doing my hair. I woke up so early. I've been dreaming about it all night. I just couldn't sleep.'

'Well, you are a caution!' said Liza.

'Well, you are something else!' said Liza.

'Bust it, I don't go on the spree every day! Oh, I do 'ope I shall enjoy myself.'

'Come on, I don’t party every day! Oh, I really hope I’ll have a good time.'

'Why, you simply dunno where you are!' said Liza, a little crossly.

'Why, you just don't know where you are!' said Liza, a bit annoyed.

'Don't you wish you was comin', Liza?' asked Sally.

"Don't you wish you were coming, Liza?" asked Sally.

'Na! I could if I liked, but I don't want ter.'

'No! I could if I wanted to, but I don’t want to.'

'You are a coughdrop—thet's all I can say. Ketch me refusin' when I 'ave the chanst.'

'You are a cough drop—that's all I can say. Catch me refusing when I have the chance.'

'Well, it's done now. I ain't got the chanst any more.' Liza said this with just a little regret in her voice.

'Well, it's done now. I don't have the chance anymore.' Liza said this with just a bit of regret in her voice.

'Come on dahn to the "Red Lion", Liza, and see us off,' said Sally.

'Come on down to the "Red Lion," Liza, and see us off,' said Sally.

'No, I'm damned if I do!' answered Liza, with some warmth.

'No, I'm not doing it!' answered Liza, with some intensity.

'You might as well. P'raps 'Arry won't be there, an' you can keep me company till 'e comes. An' you can see the 'orses.'

'You might as well. Maybe Harry won't be there, and you can keep me company until he arrives. And you can see the horses.'

Liza was really very anxious to see the brake and the horses and the people going; but she hesitated a little longer. Sally asked her once again. Then she said:

Liza was really eager to see the carriage, the horses, and the people moving, but she hesitated a bit longer. Sally asked her once more. Then she said:

'Arright; I'll come with yer, and wite till the bloomin' old thing starts.'

'Alright; I'll go with you, and wait until the blooming old thing starts.'

She did not trouble to put on a hat, but just walked out as she was, and accompanied Sally to the public-house which was getting up the expedition.

She didn't bother to put on a hat; she just walked out as she was and went with Sally to the pub that was organizing the trip.

Although there was still nearly half an hour to wait, the brake was drawn up before the main entrance; it was large and long, with seats arranged crosswise, so that four people could sit on each; and it was drawn by two powerful horses, whose harness the coachman was now examining. Sally was [28] not the first on the scene, for already half a dozen people had taken their places, but Harry had not yet arrived. The two girls stood by the public-door, looking at the preparations. Huge baskets full of food were brought out and stowed away; cases of beer were hoisted up and put in every possible place—under the seats, under the driver's legs, and even beneath the brake. As more people came up, Sally began to get excited about Harry's non-appearance.

Although there was still almost half an hour to wait, the carriage was pulled up in front of the main entrance; it was big and long, with seats arranged crosswise, allowing four people to sit on each; and it was pulled by two strong horses, whose harness the driver was now checking. Sally was [28] not the first to arrive, as already half a dozen people had taken their seats, but Harry had not shown up yet. The two girls stood by the public door, watching the preparations. Huge baskets filled with food were brought out and packed away; cases of beer were lifted and placed in every possible spot—under the seats, under the driver’s legs, and even underneath the carriage. As more people showed up, Sally started to feel anxious about Harry's absence.

'I say, I wish 'e'd come!' she said. ''E is lite.'

'I say, I wish he'd come!' she said. 'He is light.'

Then she looked up and down the Westminster Bridge Road to see if he was in view.

Then she looked up and down Westminster Bridge Road to check if he was in sight.

'Suppose 'e don't turn up! I will give it 'im when 'e comes for keepin' me witin' like this.'

'What if he doesn’t show up? I’ll give him a piece of my mind when he gets here for keeping me waiting like this.'

'Why, there's a quarter of an hour yet,' said Liza, who saw nothing at all to get excited about.

'Why, there's still a quarter of an hour left,' said Liza, who didn't see anything to get worked up about.

At last Sally saw her lover, and rushed off to meet him. Liza was left alone, rather disconsolate at all this bustle and preparation. She was not sorry that she had refused Tom's invitation, but she did wish that she had conscientiously been able to accept it. Sally and her friend came up; attired in his Sunday best, he was a fit match for his lady-love—he wore a shirt and collar, unusual luxuries—and be carried under his arm a concertina to make things merry on the way.

At last, Sally spotted her boyfriend and hurried off to meet him. Liza was left alone, feeling somewhat down about all the excitement and preparations. She wasn’t upset that she had turned down Tom's invitation, but she did wish she could have accepted it without hesitation. Sally and her friend approached; dressed in his best clothes, he was a perfect match for his sweetheart—he wore a shirt and collar, which were rare treats for him—and he carried a concertina under his arm to keep the mood lively on their way.

'Ain't you goin', Liza?' he asked in surprise at seeing her without a hat and with her apron on.

"Aren't you going, Liza?" he asked in surprise at seeing her without a hat and in her apron.

'Na,' said Sally, 'ain't she a soft? Tom said 'e'd tike 'er, an' she wouldn't.'

'Nah,' said Sally, 'isn't she a softie? Tom said he’d take her, and she wouldn’t.'

'Well, I'm dashed!'

'Well, I'm shocked!'

Then they climbed the ladder and took their seats, so that Liza was left alone again. More people had come along, and the brake was nearly full. Liza knew them all, but they were too busy taking their places to talk to her. At last Tom came. He saw her standing there and went up to her.

Then they climbed the ladder and took their seats, leaving Liza alone again. More people had arrived, and the brake was almost full. Liza recognized them all, but they were too occupied finding their spots to chat with her. Finally, Tom showed up. He noticed her standing there and walked over to her.

'Won't yer change yer mind, Liza, an' come along with us?'

'Won't you change your mind, Liza, and come with us?'

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'Na, Tom, I told yer I wouldn't—it's not right like.' She felt she must repeat that to herself often.

'No, Tom, I told you I wouldn't—it's not right.' She felt she had to remind herself of that often.

'I shan't enjoy it a bit without you,' he said.

"I won’t enjoy it at all without you," he said.

'Well, I can't 'elp it!' she answered, somewhat sullenly.

'Well, I can't help it!' she replied, a bit sulkily.

At that moment a man came out of the public-house with a horn in his hand; her heart gave a great jump, for if there was anything she adored it was to drive along to the tootling of a horn. She really felt it was very hard lines that she must stay at home when all these people were going to have such a fine time; and they were all so merry, and she could picture to herself so well the delights of the drive and the picnic. She felt very much inclined to cry. But she mustn't go, and she wouldn't go: she repeated that to herself twice as the trumpeter gave a preliminary tootle.

At that moment, a man walked out of the pub with a horn in his hand; her heart skipped a beat because there was nothing she loved more than driving along to the sound of a horn. It felt really unfair that she had to stay home while everyone else was going to have such a great time; they all seemed so cheerful, and she could easily imagine the joys of the drive and the picnic. She felt like crying. But she couldn't go, and she wouldn't go: she reminded herself of that twice as the trumpeter played a few notes.

Two more people hurried along, and when they came near Liza saw that they were Jim Blakeston and a woman whom she supposed to be his wife.

Two more people rushed by, and as they got closer, Liza recognized them as Jim Blakeston and a woman she assumed was his wife.

'Are you comin', Liza?' Jim said to her.

'Are you coming, Liza?' Jim asked her.

'No,' she answered. 'I didn't know you was goin'.'

'No,' she answered. 'I didn't know you were going.'

'I wish you was comin',' he replied, 'we shall 'ave a game.'

"I wish you were coming," he replied, "we'll have a game."

She could only just keep back the sobs; she so wished she were going. It did seem hard that she must remain behind; and all because she wasn't going to marry Tom. After all, she didn't see why that should prevent her; there really was no need to refuse for that. She began to think she had acted foolishly: it didn't do anyone any good that she refused to go out with Tom, and no one thought it anything specially fine that she should renounce her pleasure. Sally merely thought her a fool.

She could barely hold back her tears; she really wished she could go. It felt unfair that she had to stay behind, all because she wasn't going to marry Tom. After all, she didn't understand why that should stop her; there was really no reason to turn him down for that. She started to think she had acted silly: it didn't help anyone that she refused to go out with Tom, and no one saw it as anything particularly noble that she gave up her fun. Sally just thought she was being foolish.

Tom was standing by her side, silent, and looking disappointed and rather unhappy. Jim said to her, in a low voice:

Tom was standing next to her, silent and looking disappointed and pretty unhappy. Jim said to her in a quiet voice:

'I am sorry you're not comin'!'

'Sorry you're not coming!'

It was too much. She did want to go so badly, and she really couldn't resist any longer. If Tom would only ask her [30] once more, and if she could only change her mind reasonably and decently, she would accept; but he stood silent, and she had to speak herself. It was very undignified.

It was too much. She really wanted to go so badly, and she couldn't hold back any longer. If Tom would just ask her [30] one more time, and if she could just change her mind in a reasonable and decent way, she would say yes; but he stayed quiet, and she had to say something herself. It felt really undignified.

'Yer know, Tom.' she said, 'I don't want ter spoil your day.'

"Well, you know, Tom," she said, "I don't want to ruin your day."

'Well, I don't think I shall go alone; it 'ud be so precious slow.'

'Well, I don't think I'm going to go alone; it would be really slow.'

Supposing he didn't ask her again! What should she do? She looked up at the clock on the front of the pub, and noticed that it only wanted five minutes to the half-hour. How terrible it would be if the brake started and he didn't ask her! Her heart beat violently against her chest, and in her agitation she fumbled with the corner of her apron.

Supposing he didn't ask her again! What should she do? She looked up at the clock on the front of the pub and noticed that it was almost half-past. How awful it would be if the break started and he didn’t ask her! Her heart raced in her chest, and in her anxiety, she fumbled with the corner of her apron.

'Well, what can I do, Tom dear?'

'Well, what can I do, Tom dear?'

'Why, come with me, of course. Oh. Liza, do say yes.'

'Why, come with me, of course. Oh, Liza, please say yes.'

She had got the offer again, and it only wanted a little seemly hesitation, and the thing was done.

She had received the offer again, and it just needed a brief, appropriate hesitation, and then it would be accepted.

'I should like ter, Tom,' she said. 'But d'you think it 'ud be arright?'

'I would like to, Tom,' she said. 'But do you think it would be okay?'

'Yus, of course it would. Come on, Liza!' In his eagerness he clasped her hand.

'Yes, of course it would. Come on, Liza!' In his eagerness, he took her hand.

'Well,' she remarked, looking down, 'if it'd spoil your 'oliday—.'

'Well,' she said, looking down, 'if it would ruin your vacation—.'

'I won't go if you don't—swop me bob, I won't!' he answered.

'I won't go if you don't—trade places with me, I won't!' he replied.

'Well, if I come, it won't mean that I'm keepin' company with you.'

'Well, if I come, it doesn't mean I'm hanging out with you.'

'Na, it won't mean anythin' you don't like.'

'No, it won't mean anything you don't like.'

'Arright!' she said.

"Alright!" she said.

'You'll come?' he could hardly believe her.

'You're coming?' he could hardly believe her.

'Yus!' she answered, smiling all over her face.

'Yes!' she said, grinning widely.

'You're a good sort, Liza! I say, 'Arry, Liza's comin'!' he shouted.

'You're a great person, Liza! I say, 'Arry, Liza's coming!' he shouted.

'Liza? 'Oorray!' shouted Harry.

'Liza? Yay!' shouted Harry.

''S'at right, Liza?' called Sally.

"Is that right, Liza?" called Sally.

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And Liza feeling quite joyful and light of heart called back:

And Liza, feeling pretty happy and light-hearted, called out:

'Yus!'

'Yes!'

''Oorray!' shouted Sally in answer.

"Yay!" shouted Sally in response.

'Thet's right, Liza,' called Jim; and he smiled pleasantly as she looked at him.

'That's right, Liza,' called Jim; and he smiled warmly as she looked at him.

'There's just room for you two 'ere,' said Harry, pointing to the vacant places by his side.

'There's just enough space for you two here,' said Harry, pointing to the empty spots next to him.

'Arright!' said Tom.

'Alright!' said Tom.

'I must jest go an' get a 'at an' tell mother,' said Liza.

'I must just go and get a hat and tell mom,' said Liza.

'There's just three minutes. Be quick!' answered Tom, and as she scampered off as hard as she could go, he shouted to the coachman: ''Old 'ard; there' another passenger comin' in a minute.'

'There's only three minutes left. Hurry!' Tom replied, and as she rushed off as fast as she could, he called out to the coachman, 'Hey, old man; there's another passenger arriving in a minute.'

'Arright, old cock,' answered the coachman: 'no 'urry!'

'Alright, old chap,' replied the coachman: 'no rush!'

Liza rushed into the room, and called to her mother, who was still asleep:

Liza hurried into the room and called out to her mom, who was still asleep:

'Mother! mother! I'm going to Chingford!'

'Mom! Mom! I'm going to Chingford!'

Then tearing off her old dress she slipped into her gorgeous violet one; she kicked off her old ragged shoes and put on her new boots. She brushed her hair down and rapidly gave her fringe a twirl and a twist—it was luckily still moderately in curl from the previous Saturday—and putting on her black hat with all the feathers, she rushed along the street, and scrambling up the brake steps fell panting on Tom's lap.

Then, ripping off her old dress, she put on her stunning violet one. She kicked off her ragged old shoes and slipped into her new boots. She brushed her hair down and quickly styled her bangs—it was luckily still somewhat curled from the previous Saturday—and placing her black hat with all the feathers on her head, she hurried down the street, scrambling up the brake steps and collapsing, out of breath, onto Tom's lap.

The coachman cracked his whip, the trumpeter tootled his horn, and with a cry and a cheer from the occupants, the brake clattered down the road.

The driver cracked his whip, the trumpeter played his horn, and with a shout and a cheer from the passengers, the brake clattered down the road.

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5

As soon as Liza had recovered herself she started examining the people on the brake; and first of all she took stock of the woman whom Jim Blakeston had with him.

As soon as Liza got herself together, she began looking at the people on the carriage; and first, she sized up the woman who was with Jim Blakeston.

'This is my missus!' said Jim, pointing to her with his thumb.

'This is my wife!' said Jim, pointing to her with his thumb.

'You ain't been dahn in the street much, 'ave yer?' said Liza, by way of making the acquaintance.

'You haven't been down in the street much, have you?' said Liza, as a way of introducing herself.

'Na,' answered Mrs. Blakeston, 'my youngster's been dahn with the measles, an' I've 'ad my work cut out lookin' after 'im.'

'No,' answered Mrs. Blakeston, 'my kid has been down with the measles, and I've had my hands full taking care of him.'

'Oh, an' is 'e all right now?'

'Oh, and is he all right now?'

'Yus, 'e's gettin' on fine, an' Jim wanted ter go ter Chingford ter-day, an' 'e says ter me, well, 'e says, "You come along ter Chingford, too; it'll do you good." An' 'e says, "You can leave Polly"—she's my eldest, yer know—"you can leave Polly," says 'e, "ter look after the kids." So I says, "Well, I don't mind if I do," says I.'

'Yeah, he's doing well, and Jim wanted to go to Chingford today, and he says to me, well, he says, "You should come along to Chingford too; it'll be good for you." And he says, "You can leave Polly"—she's my oldest, you know—"you can leave Polly," he says, "to look after the kids." So I said, "Well, I don't mind if I do," I said.'

Meanwhile Liza was looking at her. First she noticed her dress: she wore a black cloak and a funny, old-fashioned black bonnet; then examining the woman herself, she saw a middle-sized, stout person anywhere between thirty and forty years old. She had a large, fat face with a big mouth, and her hair was curiously done, parted in the middle and plastered down on each side of the head in little plaits. One could see that she was a woman of great strength, notwithstanding evident traces of hard work and much child-bearing.

Meanwhile, Liza was watching her. First, she noticed her outfit: she was wearing a black cloak and a quirky, old-fashioned black bonnet. Then, as she looked closer at the woman, she saw that she was of medium height, stout, and appeared to be between thirty and forty years old. The woman had a large, round face with a big mouth, and her hair was styled in a peculiar way, parted down the middle and slicked down on each side in small braids. It was clear that she was a woman of great strength, despite the visible signs of hard labor and having many children.

Liza knew all the other passengers, and now that everyone was settled down and had got over the excitement of departure, they had time to greet one another. They were delighted to have Liza among them, for where she was there [33] was no dullness. Her attention was first of all taken up by a young coster who had arrayed himself in the traditional costume—grey suit, tight trousers, and shiny buttons in profusion.

Liza knew all the other passengers, and now that everyone was settled and had gotten over the excitement of departure, they had time to greet each other. They were thrilled to have Liza with them because wherever she was, there was never a dull moment. Her attention was first caught by a young street vendor who had dressed in the classic outfit—a grey suit, tight pants, and lots of shiny buttons. [33]

'Wot cheer, Bill!' she cried to him.

"Wassup, Bill!" she shouted to him.

'Wot cheer, Liza!' he answered.

'What's up, Liza!' he answered.

'You are got up dossy, you'll knock 'em.'

'You look amazing, you’ll impress everyone.'

'Na then, Liza Kemp,' said his companion, turning round with mock indignation, 'you let my Johnny alone. If you come gettin' round 'im I'll give you wot for.'

'Now then, Liza Kemp,' said his friend, turning around with feigned outrage, 'leave my Johnny alone. If you try getting close to him, I'll deal with you.'

'Arright, Clary Sharp, I don't want 'im,' answered Liza. 'I've got one of my own, an' thet's a good 'andful—ain't it, Tom?'

'All right, Clary Sharp, I don’t want him,' Liza replied. 'I've got one of my own, and that’s a good handful—right, Tom?'

Tom was delighted, and, unable to find a repartee, in his pleasure gave Liza a great nudge with his elbow.

Tom was thrilled, and, unable to come up with a clever response, nudged Liza hard with his elbow in his excitement.

''Oo, I say,' said Liza, putting her hand to her side. 'Tike care of my ribs; you'll brike 'em.'

''Oh, I say,' said Liza, putting her hand to her side. 'Be careful with my ribs; you'll break them.'

'Them's not yer ribs,' shouted a candid friend—'them's yer whale-bones yer afraid of breakin'.'

'Those aren't your ribs,' shouted an honest friend—'those are your whale bones you're afraid of breaking.'

'Garn!'

'Gotcha!'

''Ave yer got whale-bones?' said Tom, with affected simplicity, putting his arm round her waist to feel.

''Hey, do you have whale bones?'' Tom said, pretending to be simple, wrapping his arm around her waist to check.

'Na, then,' she said, 'keep off the grass!'

'Well then,' she said, 'stay off the grass!'

'Well, I only wanted ter know if you'd got any.'

'Well, I just wanted to know if you had any.'

'Garn; yer don't git round me like thet.'

'Garn; you can't get around me like that.'

He still kept as he was.

He stayed the same as he was.

'Na then,' she repeated, 'tike yer 'and away. If yer touch me there you'll 'ave ter marry me.'

'Now then,' she repeated, 'take your hand away. If you touch me there, you'll have to marry me.'

'Thet's just wot I wants ter do, Liza!'

'That's just what I want to do, Liza!'

'Shut it!' she answered cruelly, and drew his arm away from her waist.

"Shut up!" she replied harshly, pulling his arm away from her waist.

The horses scampered on, and the man behind blew his horn with vigour.

The horses rushed ahead, and the man behind tooted his horn energetically.

'Don't bust yerself, guv'nor!' said one of the passengers to him when he made a particularly discordant sound. They [34] drove along eastwards, and as the hour grew later the streets became more filled and the traffic greater. At last they got on the road to Chingford, and caught up numbers of other vehicles going in the same direction—donkey-shays, pony-carts, tradesmen's carts, dog-carts, drags, brakes, every conceivable kind of wheel thing, all filled with people, the wretched donkey dragging along four solid rate-payers to the pair of stout horses easily managing a couple of score. They exchanged cheers and greetings as they passed, the 'Red Lion' brake being noticeable above all for its uproariousness. As the day wore on the sun became hotter, and the road seemed more dusty and threw up a greater heat.

"Don't hurt yourself, governor!" one of the passengers called out when he made a particularly jarring noise. They [34] drove east, and as the hour got later, the streets got busier and the traffic increased. Finally, they got on the road to Chingford and noticed many other vehicles heading the same way—donkey carts, pony carts, delivery vans, dog carts, coaches, and every imaginable type of wheeled vehicle, all packed with people, with the poor donkey struggling to pull four hefty fare-payers while the pair of sturdy horses handled a bunch more with ease. They exchanged cheers and greetings as they passed, with the 'Red Lion' coach being the loudest of all. As the day went on, the sun grew hotter, and the road seemed dustier, radiating even more heat.

'I am getting 'ot!' was the common cry, and everyone began to puff and sweat.

'I am getting hot!' was the common cry, and everyone started to puff and sweat.

The ladies removed their cloaks and capes, and the men, following their example, took off their coats and sat in their shirt-sleeves. Whereupon ensued much banter of a not particularly edifying kind respecting the garments which each person would like to remove—which showed that the innuendo of French farce is not so unknown to the upright, honest Englishman as might be supposed.

The ladies took off their cloaks and capes, and the men, following suit, removed their coats and sat in their shirt sleeves. This led to a lot of joking around, not particularly classy, about the clothes each person would like to shed—which revealed that the innuendo of French farce isn't as unfamiliar to the upright, honest Englishman as one might think.

At last came in sight the half-way house, where the horses were to have a rest and a sponge down. They had been talking of it for the last quarter of a mile, and when at length it was observed on the top of a hill a cheer broke out, and some thirsty wag began to sing 'Rule Britannia', whilst others burst forth with a different national ditty, 'Beer, Glorious Beer!' They drew up before the pub entrance, and all climbed down as quickly as they could. The bar was besieged, and potmen and barmaids were quickly busy drawing beer and handing it over to the eager folk outside.

At last, the halfway house came into view, where the horses were supposed to take a break and get cleaned up. They had been talking about it for the last quarter mile, and when it finally appeared on top of a hill, a cheer erupted. One thirsty guy started singing "Rule Britannia," while others chimed in with a different national anthem, "Beer, Glorious Beer!" They pulled up in front of the pub, and everyone jumped down as fast as they could. The bar was packed, and the bartenders were quickly busy pouring beers and serving them to the eager crowd outside.

THE IDYLL OF CORYDON AND PHYLLIS.

THE IDYLL OF CORYDON AND PHYLLIS.

Gallantry ordered that the faithful swain and the amorous shepherdess should drink out of one and the same pot.

Gallantry dictated that the devoted young man and the love-struck shepherdess should drink from the same pot.

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''Urry up an' 'ave your whack,' said Corydon, politely handing the foaming bowl for his fair one to drink from.

''Hurry up and have your drink,'' said Corydon, politely handing the foaming bowl for his lady to drink from.

Phyllis, without replying, raised it to her lips and drank deep. The swain watched anxiously.

Phyllis, without saying a word, brought it to her lips and took a deep drink. The young man watched nervously.

''Ere, give us a chanst!' he said, as the pot was raised higher and higher and its contents appeared to be getting less and less.

''Hey, give us a chance!' he said, as the pot was lifted higher and higher and its contents seemed to be getting smaller and smaller.

At this the amorous shepherdess stopped and handed the pot to her lover.

At this, the affectionate shepherdess paused and handed the pot to her partner.

'Well, I'm dashed!' said Corydon, looking into it; and added: 'I guess you know a thing or two.' Then with courtly grace putting his own lips to the place where had been those of his beloved, finished the pint.

'Well, I'm shocked!' said Corydon, looking at it; and added: 'I guess you know a thing or two.' Then, with elegant charm, he put his own lips to the spot where his beloved's had been and finished the pint.

'Go' lumme!' remarked the shepherdess, smacking her lips, 'that was somethin' like!' And she put out her tongue and licked her lips, and then breathed deeply.

'Wow!' exclaimed the shepherdess, licking her lips, 'that was something else!' She stuck out her tongue, licked her lips again, and then took a deep breath.

The faithful swain having finished, gave a long sigh, and said:

The loyal young man finished, let out a long sigh, and said:

'Well, I could do with some more!'

'Well, I could use some more!'

'For the matter of thet, I could do with a gargle!'

'For that matter, I could use a gargle!'

Thus encouraged, the gallant returned to the bar, and soon brought out a second pint.

Thus encouraged, the brave one returned to the bar and quickly brought out another pint.

'You 'ave fust pop,' amorously remarked Phyllis, and he took a long drink and handed the pot to her.

'You've got first pick,' Phyllis said playfully, and he took a long drink and handed the pot to her.

She, with maiden modesty, turned it so as to have a different part to drink from; but he remarked as he saw her:

She, with youthful modesty, turned it to have a different side to drink from; but he noticed as he watched her:

'You are bloomin' particular.'

'You are really particular.'

Then, unwilling to grieve him, she turned it back again and applied her ruby lips to the place where his had been.

Then, not wanting to upset him, she turned it back and pressed her ruby lips to the spot where his had been.

'Now we shan't be long!' she remarked, as she handed him back the pot.

'We won't be long!' she said, as she handed him back the pot.

The faithful swain took out of his pocket a short clay pipe, blew through it, filled it, and began to smoke, while Phyllis sighed at the thought of the cool liquid gliding down her throat, and with the pleasing recollection gently stroked [36] her stomach. Then Corydon spat, and immediately his love said:

The loyal young man pulled a small clay pipe from his pocket, blew into it, filled it up, and started smoking, while Phyllis sighed at the idea of the refreshing liquid sliding down her throat, and with that nice memory, she gently stroked [36] her stomach. Then Corydon spat, and right away his love said:

'I can spit farther than thet.'

'I can spit farther than that.'

'I bet yer yer can't.'

"I bet you can't."

She tried, and did. He collected himself and spat again, further than before, she followed him, and in this idyllic contest they remained till the tootling horn warned them to take their places.

She tried, and she did. He gathered himself and spat again, farther than before. She followed him, and in this charming competition, they stayed engaged until the blaring horn signaled them to take their positions.


At last they reached Chingford, and here the horses were taken out and the drag, on which they were to lunch, drawn up in a sheltered spot. They were all rather hungry, but as it was not yet feeding-time, they scattered to have drinks meanwhile. Liza and Tom, with Sally and her young man, went off together to the nearest public-house, and as they drank beer, Harry, who was a great sportsman, gave them a graphic account of a prize-fight he had seen on the previous Saturday evening, which had been rendered specially memorable by one man being so hurt that he had died from the effects. It had evidently been a very fine affair, and Harry said that several swells from the West End had been present, and he related their ludicrous efforts to get in without being seen by anyone, and their terror when someone to frighten them called out 'Copper!' Then Tom and he entered into a discussion on the subject of boxing, in which Tom, being a shy and undogmatic sort of person, was entirely worsted. After this they strolled back to the brake, and found things being prepared for luncheon; the hampers were brought out and emptied, and the bottles of beer in great profusion made many a thirsty mouth thirstier.

At last, they reached Chingford, where the horses were taken out and the cart they would have lunch on was pulled up to a sheltered spot. They were all pretty hungry, but since it wasn't feeding time yet, they scattered to grab some drinks in the meantime. Liza and Tom, along with Sally and her boyfriend, headed to the nearest pub, and while they enjoyed their beers, Harry, a big sports fan, shared a vivid story about a prize fight he had seen the previous Saturday night. It was particularly memorable because one of the fighters got so injured that he died from it. It sounded like it had been quite the event, and Harry mentioned that several well-off people from the West End were there, recounting their hilarious attempts to sneak in without being spotted and their panic when someone jokingly shouted, "Copper!" Then Tom and Harry started discussing boxing, where Tom, being a shy and open-minded kind of guy, definitely lost the argument. After that, they strolled back to the cart and found preparations underway for lunch; the hampers were taken out and emptied, and the plentiful bottles of beer only made many thirsty mouths even thirstier.

'Come along, lidies an' gentlemen—if you are gentlemen,' shouted the coachman; 'the animals is now goin' ter be fed!'

'Come on, ladies and gentlemen—if you are gentlemen,' shouted the coachman; 'the animals are about to be fed!'

'Garn awy,' answered somebody, 'we're not hanimals; we don't drink water.'

'Get away,' replied someone, 'we're not animals; we don't drink water.'

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'You're too clever,' remarked the coachman; 'I can see you've just come from the board school.'

"You're really sharp," the coachman said; "I can tell you've just come from the public school."

As the former speaker was a lady of quite mature appearance, the remark was not without its little irony. The other man blew his horn by way of grace, at which Liza called out to him:

As the previous speaker was an older woman, the comment was somewhat ironic. The other man played his horn as a form of acknowledgment, to which Liza shouted at him:

'Don't do thet, you'll bust, I know you will, an' if you bust you'll quite spoil my dinner!'

'Don't do that, you'll break it, I know you will, and if you break it, you'll totally ruin my dinner!'

Then they all set to. Pork-pies, saveloys, sausages, cold potatoes, hard-boiled eggs, cold bacon, veal, ham, crabs and shrimps, cheese, butter, cold suet-puddings and treacle, gooseberry-tarts, cherry-tarts, butter, bread, more sausages, and yet again pork-pies! They devoured the provisions like ravening beasts, stolidly, silently, earnestly, in large mouthfuls which they shoved down their throats unmasticated. The intelligent foreigner seeing them thus dispose of their food would have understood why England is a great nation. He would have understood why Britons never, never will be slaves. They never stopped except to drink, and then at each gulp they emptied their glass; no heel-taps! And still they ate, and still they drank—but as all things must cease, they stopped at last, and a long sigh of content broke from their two-and-thirty throats.

Then they all got to work. Pork pies, saveloys, sausages, cold potatoes, hard-boiled eggs, cold bacon, veal, ham, crabs and shrimp, cheese, butter, cold suet puddings and treacle, gooseberry tarts, cherry tarts, butter, bread, more sausages, and again pork pies! They devoured the food like hungry beasts, stoically, quietly, intensely, in large mouthfuls that they swallowed down without chewing. An observant foreigner watching them eat would understand why England is a great nation. He would see why Brits will never, ever be slaves. They only paused to drink, and with each gulp, they emptied their glasses; no heel-taps! And still they ate, and still they drank—but as all things must end, they finally stopped, and a long sigh of content escaped from their thirty-two throats.

Then the gathering broke up, and the good folk paired themselves and separated. Harry and his lady strolled off to secluded byways in the forest, so that they might discourse of their loves and digest their dinner. Tom had all the morning been waiting for this happy moment; he had counted on the expansive effect of a full stomach to thaw his Liza's coldness, and he had pictured himself sitting on the grass with his back against the trunk of a spreading chestnut-tree, with his arm round his Liza's waist, and her head resting affectionately on his manly bosom. Liza, too, had foreseen the separation into couples after dinner, and had been racking her brains to find a means of getting out of it.

Then the gathering broke up, and the good people paired off and went their separate ways. Harry and his lady walked off to quiet paths in the forest, so they could talk about their love and digest their dinner. Tom had spent the whole morning waiting for this happy moment; he had hoped that a full stomach would warm Liza's coldness, and he had imagined himself sitting on the grass with his back against the trunk of a big chestnut tree, his arm around Liza's waist, and her head resting affectionately on his chest. Liza, too, had anticipated the separation into couples after dinner and had been trying to think of a way to avoid it.

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'I don't want 'im slobberin' abaht me,' she said; 'it gives me the sick, all this kissin' an' cuddlin'!'

'I don't want him drooling all over me,' she said; 'it makes me feel sick, all this kissing and cuddling!'

She scarcely knew why she objected to his caresses; but they bored her and made her cross. But luckily the blessed institution of marriage came to her rescue, for Jim and his wife naturally had no particular desire to spend the afternoon together, and Liza, seeing a little embarrassment on their part, proposed that they should go for a walk together in the forest.

She hardly knew why she was against his touches; they just bored her and made her irritated. But thankfully, the wonderful idea of marriage came to her aid, since Jim and his wife clearly didn’t want to spend the afternoon together, and Liza, noticing a bit of awkwardness on their part, suggested that they go for a walk in the woods together.

Jim agreed at once, and with pleasure, but Tom was dreadfully disappointed. He hadn't the courage to say anything, but he glared at Blakeston. Jim smiled benignly at him, and Tom began to sulk. Then they began a funny walk through the woods. Jim tried to go on with Liza, and Liza was not at all disinclined to this, for she had come to the conclusion that Jim, notwithstanding his 'cheek', was not ''alf a bad sort'. But Tom kept walking alongside of them, and as Jim slightly quickened his pace so as to get Liza on in front, Tom quickened his, and Mrs. Blakeston, who didn't want to be left behind, had to break into a little trot to keep up with them. Jim tried also to get Liza all to himself in the conversation, and let Tom see that he was out in the cold, but Tom would break in with cross, sulky remarks, just to make the others uncomfortable. Liza at last got rather vexed with him.

Jim agreed right away and was happy to, but Tom was really disappointed. He didn't have the guts to say anything, but he glared at Blakeston. Jim smiled kindly at him, and Tom started to sulk. Then they began a silly walk through the woods. Jim tried to walk with Liza, and she was actually okay with it because she had figured out that Jim, despite his 'attitude,' wasn't 'half bad.' But Tom kept walking next to them, and when Jim picked up his pace a bit to get Liza ahead, Tom sped up too, and Mrs. Blakeston, who didn’t want to be left behind, had to break into a little trot to keep up with them. Jim also tried to keep the conversation focused on Liza, making it clear to Tom that he was being left out, but Tom would interrupt with grumpy, sulky comments just to make everyone uncomfortable. Eventually, Liza got pretty annoyed with him.

'Strikes me you got aht of bed the wrong way this mornin',' she said to him.

"Seems to me you got out of bed on the wrong side this morning," she said to him.

'Yer didn't think thet when yer said you'd come aht with me.' He emphasized the 'me'.

'You didn't think that when you said you'd come out with me.' He emphasized the 'me'.

Liza shrugged her shoulders.

Liza shrugged.

'You give me the 'ump,' she said. 'If yer wants ter mike a fool of yerself, you can go elsewhere an' do it.'

'You're annoying me,' she said. 'If you want to make a fool of yourself, you can go somewhere else and do it.'

'I suppose yer want me ter go awy now,' he said angrily.

"I guess you want me to leave now," he said angrily.

'I didn't say I did.'

"I didn't say I did."

'Arright, Liza, I won't stay where I'm not wanted.' And [39] turning on his heel he marched off, striking through the underwood into the midst of the forest.

'Alright, Liza, I won't stick around where I'm not wanted.' And [39] turning on his heel he marched off, pushing through the underbrush into the heart of the forest.

He felt extremely unhappy as he wandered on, and there was a choky feeling in his throat as he thought of Liza: she was very unkind and ungrateful, and he wished he had never come to Chingford. She might so easily have come for a walk with him instead of going with that beast of a Blakeston; she wouldn't ever do anything for him, and he hated her—but all the same, he was a poor foolish thing in love, and he began to feel that perhaps he had been a little exacting and a little forward to take offence. And then he wished he had never said anything, and he wanted so much to see her and make it up. He made his way back to Chingford, hoping she would not make him wait too long.

He felt really unhappy as he wandered on, with a lump in his throat thinking about Liza: she was very unkind and ungrateful, and he wished he had never come to Chingford. She could have easily joined him for a walk instead of going with that jerk Blakeston; she would never do anything for him, and he hated her—but still, he was a poor foolish guy in love, and he started to feel like maybe he had been a bit demanding and a bit too sensitive. Then he wished he had never said anything, and he really wanted to see her and make things right. He headed back to Chingford, hoping she wouldn’t keep him waiting too long.

Liza was a little surprised when Tom turned and left them.

Liza was a bit surprised when Tom turned and walked away from them.

'Wot 'as 'e got the needle abaht?' she said.

'What's he got the needle about?' she said.

'Why, 'e's jealous,' answered Jim, with a laugh.

'Why, he's jealous,' answered Jim, laughing.

'Tom jealous?'

'Is Tom jealous?'

'Yus; 'e's jealous of me.'

'Yeah; he's jealous of me.'

'Well, 'e ain't got no cause ter be jealous of anyone—that 'e ain't!' said Liza, and continued by telling him all about Tom: how he had wanted to marry her and she wouldn't have him, and how she had only agreed to come to Chingford with him on the understanding that she should preserve her entire freedom. Jim listened sympathetically, but his wife paid no attention; she was doubtless engaged in thought respecting her household or her family.

'Well, he doesn’t have any reason to be jealous of anyone—not at all!' said Liza, and went on to tell him all about Tom: how he had wanted to marry her but she turned him down, and how she had only agreed to come to Chingford with him on the condition that she would keep her complete freedom. Jim listened with understanding, but his wife wasn’t paying attention; she was probably lost in thoughts about her home or family.

When they got back to Chingford they saw Tom standing in solitude looking at them. Liza was struck by the woebegone expression on his face; she felt she had been cruel to him, and leaving the Blakestons went up to him.

When they returned to Chingford, they saw Tom standing alone, watching them. Liza was taken aback by the sad look on his face; she felt she had been unkind to him, so after leaving the Blakestons, she walked over to him.

'I say, Tom,' she said, 'don't tike on so; I didn't mean it.'

'I say, Tom,' she said, 'don't take it so hard; I didn't mean it.'

He was bursting to apologize for his behaviour.

He was eager to apologize for his behavior.

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'Yer know, Tom,' she went on, 'I'm rather 'asty, an' I'm sorry I said wot I did.'

'You know, Tom,' she continued, 'I'm pretty upset, and I'm sorry I said what I did.'

'Oh, Liza, you are good! You ain't cross with me?'

'Oh, Liza, you’re great! You’re not mad at me, are you?'

'Me? Na; it's you thet oughter be cross.'

'Me? Nah; it's you that should be angry.'

'You are a good sort, Liza!'

'You're a great person, Liza!'

'You ain't vexed with me?'

'You're not mad at me?'

'Give me Liza every time; that's wot I say,' he answered, as his face lit up. 'Come along an' 'ave tea, an' then we'll go for a donkey-ride.'

'Give me Liza every time; that's what I say,' he replied, his face brightening up. 'Come on and have tea, and then we'll go for a donkey ride.'

The donkey-ride was a great success. Liza was a little afraid at first, so Tom walked by her side to take care of her, she screamed the moment the beast began to trot, and clutched hold of Tom to save herself from falling, and as he felt her hand on his shoulder, and heard her appealing cry: 'Oh, do 'old me! I'm fallin'!' he felt that he had never in his life been so deliciously happy. The whole party joined in, and it was proposed that they should have races; but in the first heat, when the donkeys broke into a canter, Liza fell off into Tom's arms and the donkeys scampered on without her.

The donkey ride was a huge hit. Liza was a bit scared at first, so Tom walked next to her to make sure she was okay. She screamed as soon as the donkey started to trot and grabbed onto Tom to keep from falling. When he felt her hand on his shoulder and heard her desperate cry, "Oh, hold me! I'm falling!" he realized he had never been so incredibly happy in his life. Everyone joined in, and they decided to have races. But in the first round, when the donkeys picked up speed, Liza fell into Tom's arms, and the donkeys took off without her.

'I know wot I'll do,' she said, when the runaway had been recovered. 'I'll ride 'im straddlewyse.'

'I know what I'll do,' she said, when the runaway had been caught. 'I'll ride him side-saddle.'

'Garn!' said Sally, 'yer can't with petticoats.'

'Garn!' said Sally, 'you can't do that with petticoats.'

'Yus, I can, an' I will too!'

'Yes, I can, and I will too!'

So another donkey was procured, this time with a man's saddle, and putting her foot in the stirrup, she cocked her leg over and took her seat triumphantly. Neither modesty nor bashfulness was to be reckoned among Liza's faults, and in this position she felt quite at ease.

So another donkey was obtained, this time with a man's saddle, and putting her foot in the stirrup, she swung her leg over and took her seat confidently. Modesty and shyness were not among Liza's faults, and in this position, she felt completely at ease.

'I'll git along arright now, Tom,' she said; 'you garn and git yerself a moke, and come an' jine in.'

"I'll be fine now, Tom," she said; "you go get yourself a mule, and come join us."

The next race was perfectly uproarious. Liza kicked and beat her donkey with all her might, shrieking and laughing the white, and finally came in winner by a length. After that they felt rather warm and dry, and repaired to the public-house [41] to restore themselves and talk over the excitements of the racecourse.

The next race was a total blast. Liza kicked and whipped her donkey as hard as she could, shrieking and laughing all the while, and finally crossed the finish line a length ahead. After that, they felt pretty warm and dry, so they headed to the pub [41] to chill out and chat about the thrills of the racecourse.

When they had drunk several pints of beer Liza and Sally, with their respective adorers and the Blakestons, walked round to find other means of amusing themselves; they were arrested by a coconut-shy.

When they had drunk several pints of beer, Liza and Sally, along with their respective boyfriends and the Blakestons, walked around to look for other ways to have fun; they were stopped by a coconut-shy.

'Oh, let's 'ave a shy!' said Liza, excitedly, at which the unlucky men had to pull out their coppers, while Sally and Liza made ludicrously bad shots at the coconuts.

'Oh, let’s have a try!' said Liza, excitedly, at which the unlucky men had to pull out their coins, while Sally and Liza took hilariously bad shots at the coconuts.

'It looks so bloomin' easy,' said Liza, brushing up her hair, 'but I can't 'it the blasted thing. You 'ave a shot, Tom.'

'It looks so damn easy,' said Liza, fixing her hair, 'but I can't hit the stupid thing. You give it a try, Tom.'

He and Harry were equally unskilful, but Jim got three coconuts running, and the proprietors of the show began to look on him with some concern.

He and Harry were equally clumsy, but Jim managed to get three coconuts rolling, and the owners of the show started to look at him with some worry.

'You are a dab at it,' said Liza, in admiration.

"You’re really good at that," Liza said, impressed.

They tried to induce Mrs. Blakeston to try her luck, but she stoutly refused.

They urged Mrs. Blakeston to take a chance, but she firmly declined.

'I don't old with such foolishness. It's wiste of money ter me,' she said.

"I don't deal with such foolishness. It's a waste of money to me," she said.

'Na then, don't crack on, old tart,' remarked her husband, 'let's go an' eat the coconuts.'

'Well then, don't go on about it, you old troublemaker,' her husband said, 'let's go eat the coconuts.'

There was one for each couple, and after the ladies had sucked the juice they divided them and added their respective shares to their dinners and teas. Supper came next. Again they fell to sausage-rolls, boiled eggs, and saveloys, and countless bottles of beer were added to those already drunk.

There was one for each couple, and after the women had sucked the juice, they split them up and added their portions to their dinners and teas. Supper came next. Again, they indulged in sausage rolls, boiled eggs, and saveloys, and countless bottles of beer were added to those already consumed.

'I dunno 'ow many bottles of beer I've drunk—I've lost count,' said Liza; whereat there was a general laugh.

"I don't know how many bottles of beer I've had—I've lost count," said Liza, which caused everyone to laugh.

They still had an hour before the brake was to start back, and it was then the concertinas came in useful. They sat down on the grass, and the concert was begun by Harry, who played a solo; then there was a call for a song, and Jim stood up and sang that ancient ditty, 'O dem Golden Kippers, O'. There was no shyness in the company, and Liza, [42] almost without being asked, gave another popular comic song. Then there was more concertina playing, and another demand for a song. Liza turned to Tom, who was sitting quietly by her side.

They still had an hour before the break was supposed to start back, and that’s when the concertinas came in handy. They sat down on the grass, and the concert began with Harry, who played a solo; then someone requested a song, and Jim stood up and sang that old favorite, 'O dem Golden Kippers, O.' There was no shyness among the group, and Liza, [42] almost without being asked, performed another well-known comedic song. Then there was more concertina playing, and another request for a song. Liza turned to Tom, who was sitting quietly beside her.

'Give us a song, old cock,' she said.

'Give us a song, old man,' she said.

'I can't,' he answered. 'I'm not a singin' sort.' At which Blakeston got up and offered to sing again.

'I can't,' he replied. 'I'm not the singing type.' At that, Blakeston stood up and offered to sing again.

'Tom is rather a soft,' said Liza to herself, 'not like that cove Blakeston.'

'Tom is kind of a softie,' Liza said to herself, 'not like that guy Blakeston.'

They repaired to the public-house to have a few last drinks before the brake started, and when the horn blew to warn them, rather unsteadily, they proceeded to take their places.

They went to the pub to have a few final drinks before the bus started, and when the horn blew to signal them, somewhat unsteadily, they took their seats.

Liza, as she scrambled up the steps, said: 'Well, I believe I'm boozed.'

Liza, as she hurried up the steps, said: 'Well, I think I'm drunk.'

The coachman had arrived at the melancholy stage of intoxication, and was sitting on his box holding his reins, with his head bent on his chest. He was thinking sadly of the long-lost days of his youth, and wishing he had been a better man.

The coachman had reached a sad level of drunkenness and was sitting on his box, holding his reins, with his head bowed to his chest. He was reflecting sadly on the long-gone days of his youth and wishing he had been a better person.

Liza had no respect for such holy emotions, and she brought down her fist on the crown of his hat, and bashed it over his eyes.

Liza had no respect for those sacred feelings, so she slammed her fist onto the top of his hat, pushing it down over his eyes.

'Na then, old jellybelly,' she said, 'wot's the good of 'avin' a fice as long as a kite?'

'Well then, old jellybelly,' she said, 'what's the point of having a dog that's as long as a kite?'

He turned round and smote her.

He turned around and hit her.

'Jellybelly yerself!' said he.

'Jellybelly yourself!' he said.

'Puddin' fice!' she cried.

"Pudding fight!" she cried.

'Kite fice!'

'Kite fight!'

'Boss eye!'

'Big boss!'

She was tremendously excited, laughing and singing, keeping the whole company in an uproar. In her jollity she had changed hats with Tom, and he in her big feathers made her shriek with laughter. When they started they began to sing 'For 'e's a jolly good feller', making the night resound with their noisy voices.

She was super excited, laughing and singing, keeping everyone in a burst of joy. In her happiness, she had swapped hats with Tom, and he, wearing her large feathered hat, made her shriek with laughter. When they began, they started singing 'For he's a jolly good fellow', making the night echo with their loud voices.

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Liza and Tom and the Blakestons had got a seat together, Liza being between the two men. Tom was perfectly happy, and only wished that they might go on so for ever. Gradually as they drove along they became quieter, their singing ceased, and they talked in undertones. Some of them slept; Sally and her young man were leaning up against one another, slumbering quite peacefully. The night was beautiful, the sky still blue, very dark, scattered over with countless brilliant stars, and Liza, as she looked up at the heavens, felt a certain emotion, as if she wished to be taken in someone's arms, or feel some strong man's caress; and there was in her heart a strange sensation as though it were growing big. She stopped speaking, and all four were silent. Then slowly she felt Tom's arm steal round her waist, cautiously, as though it were afraid of being there; this time both she and Tom were happy. But suddenly there was a movement on the other side of her, a hand was advanced along her leg, and her hand was grasped and gently pressed. It was Jim Blakeston. She started a little and began trembling so that Tom noticed it, and whispered:

Liza, Tom, and the Blakestons had secured a seat together, with Liza sitting between the two men. Tom was completely happy and only wished they could stay like this forever. Gradually, as they drove along, they became quieter; their singing stopped, and they spoke in hushed voices. Some of them fell asleep; Sally and her boyfriend leaned against each other, dozing off peacefully. The night was beautiful, with the sky still a deep blue, very dark, and scattered with countless brilliant stars. As Liza looked up at the sky, she felt a certain emotion, as if she longed to be held in someone's arms or to feel a strong man's caress; and in her heart, she sensed a strange feeling as if it were expanding. She stopped talking, and all four of them fell silent. Then slowly, she felt Tom's arm wrap around her waist, cautiously, as if it were afraid to be there; at that moment, both she and Tom were happy. But suddenly, there was a movement on the other side of her; a hand crept along her leg, and her hand was grasped and gently squeezed. It was Jim Blakeston. She flinched a little and started trembling, which Tom noticed, and he whispered:

'You're cold, Liza.'

'You're chilly, Liza.'

'Na, I'm not, Tom; it's only a sort of shiver thet went through me.'

'No, I'm not, Tom; it's just a kind of shiver that went through me.'

His arm gave her waist a squeeze, and at the same time the big rough hand pressed her little one. And so she sat between them till they reached the 'Red Lion' in the Westminster Bridge Road, and Tom said to himself: 'I believe she does care for me after all.'

His arm wrapped around her waist, and at the same time, his big, rough hand squeezed her little one. So she sat between them until they got to the 'Red Lion' on Westminster Bridge Road, and Tom thought to himself, 'I think she really does care about me after all.'

When they got down they all said good night, and Sally and Liza, with their respective slaves and the Blakestons, marched off homewards. At the corner of Vere Street Harry said to Tom and Blakeston:

When they got down, they all said goodnight, and Sally and Liza, along with their respective partners and the Blakestons, headed off home. At the corner of Vere Street, Harry said to Tom and Blakeston:

'I say, you blokes, let's go an' 'ave another drink before closin' time.'

"I say, you guys, let's go and have another drink before closing time."

'I don't mind,' said Tom, 'after we've took the gals 'ome.'

"I don't mind," said Tom, "after we take the girls home."

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'Then we shan't 'ave time, it's just on closin' time now.' answered Harry.

'Then we won't have time, it's almost closing time now,' answered Harry.

'Well, we can't leave 'em 'ere.'

'Well, we can't leave them here.'

'Yus, you can,' said Sally. 'No one'll run awy with us.'

'Yes, you can,' said Sally. 'No one will run away with us.'

Tom did not want to part from Liza, but she broke in with:

Tom didn’t want to say goodbye to Liza, but she interrupted with:

'Yus, go on, Tom. Sally an' me'll git along arright, an' you ain't got too much time.'

'Yes, go ahead, Tom. Sally and I will manage just fine, and you don’t have much time.'

'Yus, good night, 'Arry,' said Sally to settle the matter.

'Yes, good night, Harry,' said Sally to put an end to the discussion.

'Good night, old gal,' he answered, 'give us another slobber.'

'Good night, old girl,' he replied, 'give us another kiss.'

And she, not at all unwilling, surrendered herself to him, while he imprinted two sounding kisses on her cheeks.

And she, completely willing, let herself give in to him as he pressed two loud kisses on her cheeks.

'Good night, Tom,' said Liza, holding out her hand.

'Good night, Tom,' Liza said, reaching out her hand.

'Good night, Liza,' he answered, taking it, but looking very wistfully at her.

'Good night, Liza,' he said as he took it, but he looked at her with a sense of longing.

She understood, and with a kindly smile lifted up her face to him. He bent down and, taking her in his arms, kissed her passionately.

She understood, and with a warm smile, lifted her face up to him. He leaned down and, wrapping his arms around her, kissed her passionately.

'You do kiss nice, Liza,' he said, making the others laugh.

"You kiss really well, Liza," he said, making the others laugh.

'Thanks for tikin' me aht, old man,' she said as they parted.

'Thanks for taking me out, old man,' she said as they parted.

'Arright, Liza,' he answered, and added, almost to himself: 'God bless yer!'

'All right, Liza,' he replied, and added, almost to himself: 'God bless you!'

''Ulloa, Blakeston, ain't you comin'?' said Harry, seeing that Jim was walking off with his wife instead of joining him and Tom.

''Ulloa, Blakeston, aren't you coming?'' said Harry, noticing that Jim was walking away with his wife instead of joining him and Tom.

'Na,' he answered, 'I'm goin' 'ome. I've got ter be up at five ter-morrer.'

'Nah,' he answered, 'I'm going home. I have to be up at five tomorrow.'

'You are a chap!' said Harry, disgustedly, strolling off with Tom to the pub, while the others made their way down the sleeping street.

'You're such a dude!' said Harry, disgusted, as he walked off with Tom to the bar, while the others headed down the quiet street.

The house where Sally lived came first, and she left them; then, walking a few yards more, they came to the Blakestons', and after a little talk at the door Liza bade the couple [45] good night, and was left to walk the rest of the way home. The street was perfectly silent, and the lamp-posts, far apart, threw a dim light which only served to make Lisa realize her solitude. There was such a difference between the street at midday, with its swarms of people, and now, when there was neither sound nor soul besides herself, that even she was struck by it. The regular line of houses on either side, with the even pavements and straight, cemented road, seemed to her like some desert place, as if everyone were dead, or a fire had raged and left it all desolate. Suddenly she heard a footstep, she started and looked back. It was a man hurrying behind her, and in a moment she had recognized Jim. He beckoned to her, and in a low voice called:

The house where Sally lived was the first stop, and after she left them, they walked a few more yards to the Blakestons'. After a brief chat at the door, Liza wished the couple [45] good night and continued the rest of the way home alone. The street was completely silent, and the lamp posts, spaced far apart, cast a dim light that only highlighted her loneliness. The contrast between the busy street at midday, filled with crowds, and the emptiness around her now — without a single sound or soul besides herself — struck her significantly. The neatly lined houses on either side, the even sidewalks, and the straight, paved road felt like a wasteland, as if everyone had vanished or a fire had left everything in ruins. Suddenly, she heard footsteps and jumped, looking back. It was a man rushing toward her, and she quickly recognized Jim. He gestured to her and quietly called out:

'Liza!'

'Liza!'

She stopped till he had come up to her.

She stopped until he reached her.

'Wot 'ave yer come aht again for?' she said.

'What have you come out for this time?' she said.

'I've come aht ter say good night to you, Liza,' he answered.

'I've come out to say good night to you, Liza,' he replied.

'But yer said good night a moment ago.'

'But you just said good night a moment ago.'

'I wanted to say it again—properly.'

'I wanted to say it again—right this time.'

'Where's yer missus?'

'Where's your wife?'

'Oh, she's gone in. I said I was dry and was goin' ter 'ave a drink after all.'

'Oh, she's gone inside. I said I was dry and was going to have a drink after all.'

'But she'll know yer didn't go ter the pub.'

'But she'll know you didn't go to the pub.'

'Na, she won't, she's gone straight upstairs to see after the kid. I wanted ter see yer alone, Liza.'

'No, she won't. She went straight upstairs to check on the kid. I wanted to see you alone, Liza.'

'Why?'

'Why?'

He didn't answer, but tried to take hold of her hand. She drew it away quickly. They walked in silence till they came to Liza's house.

He didn't answer but tried to grab her hand. She pulled it away quickly. They walked in silence until they arrived at Liza's house.

'Good night,' said Liza.

'Good night,' Liza said.

'Won't you come for a little walk, Liza?'

'Will you come for a short walk, Liza?'

'Tike care no one 'ears you,' she added, in a whisper, though why she whispered she did not know.

'Be careful that no one hears you,' she added in a whisper, though she didn't know why she whispered.

'Will yer?' he asked again.

"Will you?" he asked again.

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'Na—you've got to get up at five.'

'No—you've got to get up at five.'

'Oh, I only said thet not ter go inter the pub with them.'

'Oh, I only said that not to go into the pub with them.'

'So as yer might come 'ere with me?' asked Liza.

'So, are you thinking of coming here with me?' asked Liza.

'Yus!'

'Yes!'

'No, I'm not comin'. Good night.'

'No, I’m not coming. Good night.'

'Well, say good night nicely.'

'Well, say goodnight nicely.'

'Wot d'yer mean?'

'What do you mean?'

'Tom said you did kiss nice.'

'Tom said you gave a nice kiss.'

She looked at him without speaking, and in a moment he had clasped his arms round her, almost lifting her off her feet, and kissed her. She turned her face away.

She stared at him in silence, and in an instant, he wrapped his arms around her, nearly lifting her off the ground, and kissed her. She turned her face away.

'Give us yer lips, Liza,' he whispered—'give us yer lips.'

'Give us your lips, Liza,' he whispered—'give us your lips.'

He turned her face without resistance and kissed her on the mouth.

He turned her face without resistance and kissed her on the lips.

At last she tore herself from him, and opening the door slid away into the house.

At last, she broke away from him, opened the door, and slipped inside the house.

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6

Next morning on her way to the factory Liza came up with Sally. They were both of them rather stale and bedraggled after the day's outing; their fringes were ragged and untidily straying over their foreheads, their back hair, carelessly tied in a loose knot, fell over their necks and threatened completely to come down. Liza had not had time to put her hat on, and was holding it in her hand. Sally's was pinned on sideways, and she had to bash it down on her head every now and then to prevent its coming off. Cinderella herself was not more transformed than they were; but Cinderella even in her rags was virtuously tidy and patched up, while Sally had a great tear in her shabby dress, and Liza's stockings were falling over her boots.

Next morning on her way to the factory, Liza ran into Sally. They both looked pretty worn out and disheveled after the day before; their bangs were uneven and messily hanging over their foreheads, and their hair in the back, loosely tied in a messy knot, hung down their necks and threatened to come undone. Liza hadn't had time to put on her hat and was holding it in her hand. Sally's hat was pinned on sideways, and she had to push it down on her head every now and then to keep it from falling off. Cinderella herself couldn’t have looked more different; yet even in her rags, Cinderella was tidily patched up, while Sally had a huge tear in her shabby dress and Liza's stockings were drooping over her boots.

'Wot cheer, Sal!' said Liza, when she caught her up.

'What's up, Sal!' said Liza, when she caught up with her.

'Oh, I 'ave got sich a 'ead on me this mornin'!' she remarked, turning round a pale face: heavily lined under the eyes.

'Oh, I have such a headache this morning!' she said, turning her pale face around: heavily lined under the eyes.

'I don't feel too chirpy neither,' said Liza, sympathetically.

'I don't feel too great either,' said Liza, sympathetically.

'I wish I 'adn't drunk so much beer,' added Sally, as a pang shot through her head.

"I wish I hadn't drunk so much beer," Sally added, as a sharp pain shot through her head.

'Oh, you'll be arright in a bit,' said Liza. Just then they heard the clock strike eight, and they began to run so that they might not miss getting their tokens and thereby their day's pay; they turned into the street at the end of which was the factory, and saw half a hundred women running like themselves to get in before it was too late.

"Oh, you'll be fine in a minute," Liza said. Just then they heard the clock strike eight, and they started to run so they wouldn’t miss getting their tokens and their day's pay; they turned onto the street that led to the factory and saw about fifty women running just like them to get inside before it was too late.

All the morning Liza worked in a dead-and-alive sort of fashion, her head like a piece of lead with electric shocks going through it when she moved, and her tongue and mouth hot and dry. At last lunch-time came.

All morning, Liza worked in a sort of daze, her head feeling heavy like a piece of lead with electric shocks coursing through it whenever she moved, and her tongue and mouth hot and dry. Finally, lunch-time arrived.

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'Come on, Sal,' said Liza, 'I'm goin' to 'ave a glass o' bitter. I can't stand this no longer.'

'Come on, Sal,' Liza said, 'I'm going to have a glass of bitter. I can't take this any longer.'

So they entered the public-house opposite, and in one draught finished their pots. Liza gave a long sigh of relief.

So they went into the pub across the street and finished their drinks in one go. Liza let out a long sigh of relief.

'That bucks you up, don't it?'

'That cheers you up, doesn't it?'

'I was dry! I ain't told yer yet, Liza, 'ave I? 'E got it aht last night.'

'I was dry! I haven't told you yet, Liza, have I? He got it out last night.'

'Who d'yer mean?'

'Who do you mean?'

'Why, 'Arry. 'E spit it aht at last.'

'Why, Harry. He spit it out at last.'

'Arst yer ter nime the day?' said Liza, smiling.

"Are you ready to name the day?" Liza said, smiling.

'Thet's it.'

'That's it.'

'And did yer?'

'And did you?'

'Didn't I jest!' answered Sally, with some emphasis. 'I always told yer I'd git off before you.'

'Didn't I joke!' answered Sally, with some emphasis. 'I always told you I'd get off before you.'

'Yus!' said Liza, thinking.

"Yes!" said Liza, thinking.

'Yer know, Liza, you'd better tike Tom; 'e ain't a bad sort.' She was quite patronizing.

'You know, Liza, you'd better take Tom; he's not a bad guy.' She was pretty condescending.

'I'm goin' ter tike 'oo I like; an' it ain't nobody's business but mine.'

'I'm going to take who I like; and it's nobody's business but mine.'

'Arright, Liza, don't get shirty over it; I don't mean no offence.'

'Alright, Liza, don't get upset about it; I don't mean any offense.'

'What d'yer say it for then?'

'What do you say it for then?'

'Well, I thought as seeing as yer'd gone aht with 'im yesterday thet yer meant ter after all.'

'Well, I thought since you'd gone out with him yesterday that you meant to after all.'

''E wanted ter tike me; I didn't arsk 'im.'

''He wanted to take me; I didn't ask him.''

'Well, I didn't arsk my 'Arry, either.'

'Well, I didn't ask my Harry, either.'

'I never said yer did,' replied Liza.

'I never said you did,' Liza replied.

'Oh, you've got the 'ump, you 'ave!' finished Sally, rather angrily.

'Oh, you’re in a mood, aren’t you!' finished Sally, quite angrily.

The beer had restored Liza: she went back to work without a headache, and, except for a slight languor, feeling no worse for the previous day's debauch. As she worked on she began going over in her mind the events of the preceding day, and she found entwined in all her thoughts the burly person of Jim Blakeston. She saw him walking by her side in the [49] Forest, presiding over the meals, playing the concertina, singing, joking, and finally, on the drive back, she felt the heavy form by her side, and the big, rough hand holding hers, while Tom's arm was round her waist. Tom! That was the first time he had entered her mind, and he sank into a shadow beside the other. Last of all she remembered the walk home from the pub, the good nights, and the rapid footsteps as Jim caught her up, and the kiss. She blushed and looked up quickly to see whether any of the girls were looking at her; she could not help thinking of that moment when he took her in his arms; she still felt the roughness of his beard pressing on her mouth. Her heart seemed to grow larger in her breast, and she caught for breath as she threw back her head as if to receive his lips again. A shudder ran through her from the vividness of the thought.

The beer had brought Liza back to life: she returned to work without a headache, and aside from a bit of fatigue, she felt no worse for the previous day's indulgence. As she continued working, she began replaying the events of the day before in her mind, and she found the hefty figure of Jim Blakeston woven throughout her thoughts. She pictured him walking beside her in the [49] Forest, overseeing meals, playing the concertina, singing, joking, and finally, on the drive back, she felt his solid presence beside her along with his big, rough hand holding hers, while Tom's arm was around her waist. Tom! That was the first time he crossed her mind, and he faded into the background next to Jim. Lastly, she recalled the walk home from the pub, the good nights exchanged, and the swift footsteps as Jim caught up to her, ending with the kiss. She blushed and glanced up quickly to see if any of the girls were watching; she couldn't help but think of that moment when he held her in his arms; she still felt the roughness of his beard against her mouth. Her heart seemed to swell in her chest, and she gasped for air as she tilted her head back as if to receive his lips once more. A shiver ran through her at the intensity of the memory.

'Wot are you shiverin' for, Liza?' asked one of the girls. 'You ain't cold.'

'What are you shivering for, Liza?' asked one of the girls. 'You're not cold.'

'Not much,' answered Liza, blushing awkwardly on her meditations being broken into. 'Why, I'm sweatin' so—I'm drippin' wet.'

'Not much,' Liza replied, blushing awkwardly at having her thoughts interrupted. 'I’m sweating so much—I’m completely drenched.'

'I expect yer caught cold in the Faurest yesterday.'

'I expect you caught a cold in the Faurest yesterday.'

'I see your mash as I was comin' along this mornin'.'

'I saw your mash as I was walking by this morning.'

Liza stared a little.

Liza stared for a moment.

'I ain't got one, 'oo d'yer mean, ay?'

'I don't have one, who do you mean, huh?'

'Yer only Tom, of course. 'E did look washed aht. Wot was yer doin' with 'im yesterday?'

'You're just Tom, of course. He did look washed out. What were you doing with him yesterday?'

''E ain't got nothin' ter do with me, 'e ain't.'

''He has nothing to do with me, he doesn't.''

'Garn, don't you tell me!'

'Come on, don't you dare!'

The bell rang, and, throwing over their work, the girls trooped off, and after chattering in groups outside the factory gates for a while, made their way in different directions to their respective homes. Liza and Sally went along together.

The bell rang, and, leaving their work behind, the girls clustered together and, after chatting in groups outside the factory gates for a bit, headed off in different directions to their homes. Liza and Sally walked together.

'I sy, we are comin' aht!' cried Sally, seeing the advertisement of a play being acted at the neighbouring theatre.

'I said, we are going out!' cried Sally, seeing the advertisement for a play being performed at the nearby theater.

'I should like ter see thet!' said Liza, as they stood arm-in-arm [50] in front of the flaring poster. It represented two rooms and a passage in between; in one room a dead man was lying on the floor, while two others were standing horror-stricken, listening to a youth who was in the passage, knocking at the door.

'I would like to see that!' Liza said, as they stood arm-in-arm [50] in front of the bright poster. It showed two rooms and a hallway in between; in one room, a dead man was lying on the floor, while two others stood in shock, listening to a young man who was in the hallway, knocking on the door.

'You see, they've 'killed im,' said Sally, excitedly.

'You see, they've killed him,' said Sally, excitedly.

'Yus, any fool can see thet! an' the one ahtside, wot's 'e doin' of?'

'Yes, any fool can see that! And what’s he doing outside?'

'Ain't 'e beautiful? I'll git my 'Arry ter tike me, I will. I should like ter see it. 'E said 'e'd tike me to the ply.'

'Ain't he beautiful? I'll get my Harry to take me, I will. I'd love to see it. He said he'd take me to the play.'

They strolled on again, and Liza, leaving Sally, made her way to her mother's. She knew she must pass Jim's house, and wondered whether she would see him. But as she walked along the street she saw Tom coming the opposite way; with a sudden impulse she turned back so as not to meet him, and began walking the way she had come. Then thinking herself a fool for what she had done, she turned again and walked towards him. She wondered if she had seen her or noticed her movement, but when she looked down the street he was nowhere to be seen; he had not caught sight of her, and had evidently gone in to see a mate in one or other of the houses. She quickened her step, and passing the house where lived Jim, could not help looking up; he was standing at the door watching her, with a smile on his lips.

They walked on again, and Liza, leaving Sally, headed to her mom's. She knew she had to pass Jim's house and wondered if she'd see him. But as she walked down the street, she saw Tom coming from the opposite direction; suddenly, she turned back to avoid running into him and started retracing her steps. Then, thinking she was being silly for what she'd done, she turned again and walked toward him. She wondered if he had noticed her or her movement, but when she looked down the street, he was nowhere to be found; he hadn’t seen her and had clearly gone in to visit a friend in one of the houses. She picked up her pace, and as she passed Jim's house, she couldn’t help glancing up; he was standing at the door watching her, a smile on his face.

'I didn't see yer, Mr. Blakeston,' she said, as he came up to her.

'I didn't see you, Mr. Blakeston,' she said, as he approached her.

'Didn't yer? Well, I knew yer would; an' I was witin' for yer ter look up. I see yer before ter-day.'

'Didn’t you? Well, I knew you would; and I was waiting for you to look up. I saw you earlier today.'

'Na, when?'

'No, when?'

'I passed be'ind yer as you an' thet other girl was lookin' at the advertisement of thet ply.'

'I passed behind you while you and that other girl were looking at the advertisement for that play.'

'I never see yer.'

"I never see you."

'Na, I know yer didn't. I 'ear yer say, you says: "I should like to see thet."'

'No, I know you didn't. I heard you say, you said: "I would like to see that."'

'Yus, an' I should too.'

'Yeah, and I should too.'

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'Well, I'll tike yer.'

'Well, I'll take you.'

'You?'

'You?'

'Yus; why not?'

'Yeah; why not?'

'I like thet; wot would yer missus sy?'

'I like that; what would your wife say?'

'She wouldn't know.'

'She wouldn't know.'

'But the neighbours would!'

'But the neighbors would!'

'No they wouldn't, no one 'd see us.'

'No, they wouldn't; no one would see us.'

He was speaking in a low voice so that people could not hear.

He was speaking quietly so that people couldn't hear.

'You could meet me ahtside the theatre,' he went on.

'You could meet me outside the theater,' he continued.

'Na, I couldn't go with you; you're a married man.'

'No, I can't go with you; you're married.'

'Garn! wot's the matter—jest ter go ter the ply? An' besides, my missus can't come if she wanted, she's got the kids ter look after.'

'Geez! What's the problem—just going to the play? And besides, my wife can't come even if she wanted to; she has the kids to take care of.'

'I should like ter see it,' said Liza meditatively.

'I would like to see it,' Liza said thoughtfully.

They had reached her house, and Jim said:

They had arrived at her house, and Jim said:

'Well, come aht this evenin' and tell me if yer will—eh, Liza?'

'Well, come out this evening and let me know if you will—eh, Liza?'

'Na, I'm not comin' aht this evening.'

'No, I'm not coming out this evening.'

'Thet won't 'urt yer. I shall wite for yer.'

'That won't hurt you. I will wait for you.'

''Tain't a bit of good your witing', 'cause I shan't come.'

''It's no use writing, because I won't be coming.''

'Well, then, look 'ere, Liza; next Saturday night's the last night, an' I shall go to the theatre, any'ow. An' if you'll come, you just come to the door at 'alf-past six, an' you'll find me there. See?'

'Well, then, listen up, Liza; next Saturday night is the last night, and I’m definitely going to the theater. And if you want to join me, just come to the door at six-thirty, and you’ll find me there. Got it?'

'Na, I don't,' said Liza, firmly.

'No, I don't,' said Liza, firmly.

'Well, I shall expect yer.'

'Well, I’ll expect you.'

'I shan't come, so you needn't expect.' And with that she walked into the house and slammed the door behind her.

'I won't be coming, so don't expect me.' And with that, she walked into the house and slammed the door behind her.

Her mother had not come in from her day's charing, and Liza set about getting her tea. She thought it would be rather lonely eating it alone, so pouring out a cup of tea and putting a little condensed milk into it, she cut a huge piece of bread-and-butter, and sat herself down outside on the doorstep. [52] Another woman came downstairs, and seeing Liza, sat down by her side and began to talk.

Her mother hadn’t come home from her day of work, so Liza started making her tea. She figured it would be kind of lonely to eat by herself, so she poured a cup of tea, added a bit of condensed milk, cut a big piece of bread and butter, and sat down outside on the doorstep. [52] Another woman came down the stairs, saw Liza, sat down next to her, and started chatting.

'Why, Mrs. Stanley, wot 'ave yer done to your 'ead?' asked Liza, noticing a bandage round her forehead.

'Why, Mrs. Stanley, what have you done to your head?' asked Liza, noticing a bandage around her forehead.

'I 'ad an accident last night,' answered the woman, blushing uneasily.

"I had an accident last night," the woman replied, blushing nervously.

'Oh, I am sorry! Wot did yer do to yerself?'

'Oh, I'm sorry! What did you do to yourself?'

'I fell against the coal-scuttle and cut my 'ead open.'

'I bumped into the coal bin and cut my head open.'

'Well, I never!'

'Wow, I can't believe it!'

'To tell yer the truth, I 'ad a few words with my old man. But one doesn't like them things to get abaht; yer won't tell anyone, will yer?'

'To tell you the truth, I had a chat with my dad. But you don't want those things getting around; you won't say anything, will you?'

'Not me!' answered Liza. 'I didn't know yer husband was like thet.'

'Not me!' Liza replied. 'I didn't know your husband was like that.'

'Oh, 'e's as gentle as a lamb when 'e's sober,' said Mrs. Stanley, apologetically. 'But, Lor' bless yer, when 'e's 'ad a drop too much 'e's a demond, an' there's no two ways abaht it.'

'Oh, he's as gentle as a lamb when he's sober,' said Mrs. Stanley, apologetically. 'But, good Lord, when he's had a little too much to drink, he's a demon, and there's no doubt about it.'

'An' you ain't been married long neither?' said Liza.

'And you haven't been married long either?' said Liza.

'Na, not above eighteen months; ain't it disgriceful? Thet's wot the doctor at the 'orspital says ter me. I 'ad ter go ter the 'orspital. You should have seen 'ow it bled!—it bled all dahn' my fice, and went streamin' like a bust waterpipe. Well, it fair frightened my old man, an' I says ter 'im, "I'll charge yer," an' although I was bleedin' like a bloomin' pig I shook my fist at 'im, an' I says, "I'll charge ye—see if I don't!" An' 'e says, "Na," says 'e, "don't do thet, for God's sike, Kitie, I'll git three months." "An' serve yer damn well right!" says I, an' I went aht an' left 'im. But, Lor' bless yer, I wouldn't charge 'im! I know 'e don't mean it; 'e's as gentle as a lamb when 'e's sober.' She smiled quite affectionately as she said this.

'No, not more than eighteen months; isn’t it disgraceful? That’s what the doctor at the hospital told me. I had to go to the hospital. You should have seen how it bled!—it dripped all down my face and gushed like a burst water pipe. Well, it really scared my old man, and I told him, "I’ll report you," and even though I was bleeding like crazy, I shook my fist at him and said, "I’ll report you—just watch!" And he said, "No," he said, "don’t do that, for God’s sake, Katie, I’ll get three months." "And you’d deserve it!" I said, and I went out and left him. But, goodness gracious, I wouldn’t report him! I know he doesn’t mean it; he’s as gentle as a lamb when he’s sober.' She smiled quite affectionately as she said this.

'Wot did yer do, then?' asked Liza.

'What did you do, then?' asked Liza.

'Well, as I wos tellin' yer, I went to the 'orspital, an' the doctor 'e says to me, "My good woman," says 'e, "you [53] might have been very seriously injured." An' me not been married eighteen months! An' as I was tellin' the doctor all about it, "Missus," 'e says ter me, lookin' at me straight in the eyeball. "Missus," says 'e, "'ave you been drinkin'?" "Drinkin'?" says I; "no! I've 'ad a little drop, but as for drinkin'! Mind," says I, "I don't say I'm a teetotaller—I'm not, I 'ave my glass of beer, and I like it. I couldn't do withaht it, wot with the work I 'ave, I must 'ave somethin' ter keep me tergether. But as for drinkin' 'eavily! Well! I can say this, there ain't a soberer woman than myself in all London. Why, my first 'usband never touched a drop. Ah, my first 'usband, 'e was a beauty, 'e was."'

"Well, as I was telling you, I went to the hospital, and the doctor says to me, 'My good woman,' he says, 'you might have been very seriously injured.' And I’ve only been married for eighteen months! As I was explaining everything to the doctor, he looked me straight in the eye and said, 'Ma'am, have you been drinking?' 'Drinking?' I replied; 'no! I've had a little drop, but as for drinking! Just to be clear,' I said, 'I’m not saying I’m a teetotaler—I’m not, I have my glass of beer, and I enjoy it. I couldn't do without it, what with the work I have, I need something to keep me together. But as for drinking heavily! Well, I can say this, there isn’t a soberer woman than me in all of London. Why, my first husband never touched a drop. Ah, my first husband, he was a gem, he was."

She stopped the repetition of her conversation and addressed herself to Liza.

She stopped repeating herself and directed her attention to Liza.

''E was thet different ter this one. 'E was a man as 'ad seen better days. 'E was a gentleman!' She mouthed the word and emphasized it with an expressive nod.

''He was that different from this one. He was a man who had seen better days. He was a gentleman!" She mouthed the word and emphasized it with an expressive nod.

''E was a gentleman and a Christian. 'E'd been in good circumstances in 'is time; an' 'e was a man of education and a teetotaller, for twenty-two years.'

''He was a gentleman and a Christian. He had been well-off in his time; and he was an educated man and a teetotaler for twenty-two years.''

At that moment Liza's mother appeared on the scene.

At that moment, Liza's mom showed up.

'Good evenin', Mrs. Stanley,' she said, politely.

'Good evening, Mrs. Stanley,' she said politely.

'The sime ter you, Mrs. Kemp.' replied that lady, with equal courtesy.

'The same to you, Mrs. Kemp,' replied that lady, with equal courtesy.

'An' 'ow is your poor 'ead?' asked Liza's mother, with sympathy.

'How is your poor head?' asked Liza's mother, with sympathy.

'Oh, it's been achin' cruel. I've hardly known wot ter do with myself.'

'Oh, it's been really tough. I hardly know what to do with myself.'

'I'm sure 'e ought ter be ashimed of 'imself for treatin' yer like thet.'

'I'm sure he should be ashamed of himself for treating you like that.'

'Oh, it wasn't 'is blows I minded so much, Mrs. Kemp,' replied Mrs. Stanley, 'an' don't you think it. It was wot 'e said ter me. I can stand a blow as well as any woman. I don't mind thet, an' when 'e don't tike a mean advantage of me I can stand up for myself an' give as good as I tike; an' many's [54] the time I give my fust husband a black eye. But the language 'e used, an' the things 'e called me! It made me blush to the roots of my 'air; I'm not used ter bein' spoken ter like thet. I was in good circumstances when my fust 'usband was alive, 'e earned between two an' three pound a week, 'e did. As I said to 'im this mornin', "'Ow a gentleman can use sich language, I dunno."'

"Oh, it wasn't his punches I minded so much, Mrs. Kemp," replied Mrs. Stanley, "and don't you think that. I can take a hit as well as any woman. I don't mind that, and when he doesn’t take a cheap shot at me, I can stand up for myself and give as good as I get; and many’s the time I gave my first husband a black eye. But the language he used, and the things he called me! It made me blush to the roots of my hair; I’m not used to being spoken to like that. I was in good circumstances when my first husband was alive; he earned between two and three pounds a week, he did. As I said to him this morning, 'How a gentleman can use such language, I don’t know.'"

''Usbands is cautions, 'owever good they are,' said Mrs. Kemp, aphoristically. 'But I mustn't stay aht 'ere in the night air.'

''Husbands are cautious, 'no matter how good they are,' said Mrs. Kemp, wisely. 'But I shouldn't stay out here in the night air.'

''As yer rheumatism been troublin' yer litely?' asked Mrs. Stanley.

''Has your rheumatism been bothering you lately?'' asked Mrs. Stanley.

'Oh, cruel. Liza rubs me with embrocation every night, but it torments me cruel.'

'Oh, that's harsh. Liza puts that ointment on me every night, but it really hurts me.'

Mrs. Kemp then went into the house, and Liza remained talking to Mrs. Stanley, she, too, had to go in, and Liza was left alone. Some while she spent thinking of nothing, staring vacantly in front of her, enjoying the cool and quiet of the evening. But Liza could not be left alone long, several boys came along with a bat and a ball, and fixed upon the road just in front of her for their pitch. Taking off their coats they piled them up at the two ends, and were ready to begin.

Mrs. Kemp went into the house, and Liza stayed outside talking to Mrs. Stanley, but she also had to go in, leaving Liza by herself. After a while, she sat there not thinking about anything, staring blankly ahead and enjoying the cool and quiet of the evening. But Liza couldn't be alone for long; a group of boys came along with a bat and a ball and chose the road right in front of her to play. They took off their coats, piled them at either end, and got ready to start.

'I say, old gal,' said one of them to Liza, 'come an' have a gime of cricket, will yer?'

'I say, old girl,' said one of them to Liza, 'come and have a game of cricket, will you?'

'Na, Bob, I'm tired.'

'No, Bob, I'm tired.'

'Come on!'

'Let's go!'

'Na, I tell you I won't.'

'No, I’m telling you I won’t.'

'She was on the booze yesterday, an' she ain't got over it,' cried another boy.

'She was drinking yesterday, and she hasn't gotten over it,' cried another boy.

'I'll swipe yer over the snitch!' replied Liza to him, and then on being asked again, said:

'I'll swipe you over the snitch!' Liza replied to him, and then when asked again, she said:

'Leave me alone, won't yer?'

'Leave me alone, will you?'

'Liza's got the needle ter-night, thet's flat,' commented a third member of the team.

'Liza's got the needle tonight, that's for sure,' commented a third member of the team.

'I wouldn't drink if I was you, Liza,' added another, with [55] mock gravity. 'It's a bad 'abit ter git into,' and he began rolling and swaying about like a drunken man.

'I wouldn't drink if I were you, Liza,' added another, with [55] mock seriousness. 'It's a bad habit to get into,' and he started rolling and swaying around like a drunk person.

If Liza had been 'in form' she would have gone straight away and given the whole lot of them a sample of her strength; but she was only rather bored and vexed that they should disturb her quietness, so she let them talk. They saw she was not to be drawn, and leaving her, set to their game. She watched them for some time, but her thoughts gradually lost themselves, and insensibly her mind was filled with a burly form, and she was again thinking of Jim.

If Liza had been feeling up to it, she would have gone right over and shown them all what she was made of; but she was just a bit bored and irritated that they were interrupting her peace, so she let them chat. They realized she wasn’t going to engage, and after leaving her alone, they got back to their game. She observed them for a while, but her thoughts started to drift, and slowly her mind filled with the image of a strong figure, and she found herself thinking about Jim again.

''E is a good sort ter want ter tike me ter the ply,' she said to herself. 'Tom never arst me!'

''E is a good guy to want to take me to the play,'' she said to herself. ''Tom never asked me!''

Jim had said he would come out in the evening; he ought to be here soon, she thought. Of course she wasn't going to the theatre with him, but she didn't mind talking to him; she rather enjoyed being asked to do a thing and refusing, and she would have liked another opportunity of doing so. But he didn't come and he had said he would!

Jim said he would come over in the evening; he should be here soon, she thought. Obviously, she wasn't going to the theater with him, but she didn't mind chatting with him; she actually enjoyed being asked to do something and saying no, and she would have liked another chance to do that. But he didn't show up, and he said he would!

'I say, Bill,' she said at last to one of the boys who was fielding close beside her, 'that there Blakeston—d'you know 'im?'

'I say, Bill,' she finally said to one of the boys fielding close by, 'do you know that Blakeston guy?'

'Yes, rather; why, he works at the sime plice as me.'

'Yes, exactly; he works at the same place as me.'

'Wot's 'e do with 'isself in the evening; I never see 'im abaht?'

'What does he do with himself in the evening? I never see him around?'

'I dunno. I see 'im this evenin' go into the "Red Lion". I suppose 'e's there, but I dunno.'

'I don’t know. I saw him this evening go into the "Red Lion." I suppose he’s there, but I don’t know.'

Then he wasn't coming. Of course she had told him she was going to stay indoors, but he might have come all the same—just to see.

Then he wasn't coming. Of course she had told him she was going to stay inside, but he could have come anyway—just to check.

'I know Tom 'ud 'ave come,' she said to herself, rather sulkily.

"I know Tom would have come," she said to herself, feeling a bit sulky.

'Liza! Liza!' she heard her mother's voice calling her.

'Liza! Liza!' she heard her mom calling her.

'Arright, I'm comin',' said Liza.

"Alright, I'm coming," said Liza.

'I've been witin' for you this last 'alf-hour ter rub me.'

'I’ve been waiting for you this last half hour to rub me.'

'Why didn't yer call?' asked Liza.

"Why didn't you call?" asked Liza.

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'I did call. I've been callin' this last I dunno 'ow long; it's give me quite a sore throat.'

'I did call. I've been calling for I don't know how long; it's given me quite a sore throat.'

'I never 'eard yer.'

"I never heard you."

'Na, yer didn't want ter 'ear me, did yer? Yer don't mind if I dies with rheumatics, do yer? I know.'

'No, you didn't want to hear me, did you? You don't care if I die from rheumatism, do you? I know.'

Liza did not answer, but took the bottle, and, pouring some of the liniment on her hand, began to rub it into Mrs. Kemp's rheumatic joints, while the invalid kept complaining and grumbling at everything Liza did.

Liza didn't say anything but grabbed the bottle and, pouring some of the liniment onto her hand, started rubbing it into Mrs. Kemp's sore joints, while the sick woman kept complaining and grumbling about everything Liza did.

'Don't rub so 'ard, Liza, you'll rub all the skin off.'

'Don't scrub so hard, Liza, you'll wipe all the skin off.'

Then when Liza did it as gently as she could, she grumbled again.

Then when Liza did it as gently as she could, she complained again.

'If yer do it like thet, it won't do no good at all. You want ter sive yerself trouble—I know yer. When I was young girls didn't mind a little bit of 'ard work—but, law bless yer, you don't care abaht my rheumatics, do yer?'

'If you do it like that, it won't do any good at all. You want to save yourself trouble—I know you. When I was young, girls didn’t mind a little bit of hard work—but, bless you, you don’t care about my rheumatism, do you?'

At last she finished, and Liza went to bed by her mother's side.

At last, she finished, and Liza climbed into bed next to her mom.

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7

Two days passed, and it was Friday morning. Liza had got up early and strolled off to her work in good time, but she did not meet her faithful Sally on the way, nor find her at the factory when she herself arrived. The bell rang and all the girls trooped in, but still Sally did not come. Liza could not make it out, and was thinking she would be shut out, when just as the man who gave out the tokens for the day's work was pulling down the shutter in front of his window, Sally arrived, breathless and perspiring.

Two days went by, and it was Friday morning. Liza got up early and headed to work on time, but she didn’t see her loyal friend Sally on the way, nor did she find her at the factory when she arrived. The bell rang, and all the girls filed in, but Sally still wasn’t there. Liza couldn’t figure it out and was worried she would get locked out when, just as the guy who handed out the tokens for the day’s work was closing the window shutter, Sally showed up, out of breath and sweating.

'Whew! Go' lumme, I am 'ot!' she said, wiping her face with her apron.

'Wow! I'm so hot!' she said, wiping her face with her apron.

'I thought you wasn't comin',' said Liza.

"I thought you weren't coming," said Liza.

'Well, I only just did it; I overslep' myself. I was aht lite last night.'

'Well, I just did it; I overslept. I was out late last night.'

'Were yer?'

'Were you?'

'Me an' 'Arry went ter see the ply. Oh, Liza, it's simply spiffin'! I've never see sich a good ply in my life. Lor'! Why, it mikes yer blood run cold: they 'ang a man on the stige; oh, it mide me creep all over!'

'Me and Harry went to see the play. Oh, Liza, it's simply amazing! I've never seen such a good play in my life. Wow! It makes your blood run cold: they hang a man on the stage; oh, it gave me chills all over!'

And then she began telling Liza all about it—the blood and thunder, the shooting, the railway train, the murder, the bomb, the hero, the funny man—jumbling everything up in her excitement, repeating little scraps of dialogue—all wrong—gesticulating, getting excited and red in the face at the recollection. Liza listened rather crossly, feeling bored at the detail into which Sally was going: the piece really didn't much interest her.

And then she started telling Liza all about it—the blood and drama, the shooting, the train, the murder, the bomb, the hero, the funny guy—mixing everything up in her excitement, repeating bits of dialogue—all incorrect—gesturing wildly, getting excited and flushed at the memory. Liza listened somewhat annoyed, feeling bored by the details Sally was diving into: the story really didn't interest her much.

'One 'ud think yer'd never been to a theatre in your life before,' she said.

'You’d think you’ve never been to a theater in your life,' she said.

'I never seen anything so good, I can tell yer. You tike my tip, and git Tom ter tike yer.'

'I’ve never seen anything this good, I can tell you. You take my advice, and get Tom to take you.'

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'I don't want ter go; an' if I did I'd py for myself an' go alone.'

'I don't want to go; and if I did, I'd pay for myself and go alone.'

'Cheese it! That ain't 'alf so good. Me an' 'Arry, we set together, 'im with 'is arm round my wiste and me oldin' 'is 'and. It was jam, I can tell yer!'

'Cheese it! That’s not half as good. Harry and I were sitting together, him with his arm around my waist and me holding his hand. It was great, I can tell you!'

'Well, I don't want anyone sprawlin' me abaht, thet ain't my mark!'

'Well, I don't want anyone pushing me around, that's not my style!'

'But I do like 'Arry; you dunno the little ways 'e 'as; an' we're goin' ter be married in three weeks now. 'Arry said, well, 'e says, "I'll git a licence." "Na," says I, "'ave the banns read aht in church: it seems more reg'lar like to 'ave banns; so they're goin' ter be read aht next Sunday. You'll come with me 'an 'ear them, won't yer, Liza?"'

'But I do like Harry; you don't know the little things he has; and we're going to be married in three weeks now. Harry said, well, he says, "I'll get a license." "No," I said, "let's have the banns read out in church: it seems more proper to have banns; so they're going to be read out next Sunday. You'll come with me and hear them, won't you, Liza?"'

'Yus, I don't mind.'

'Yes, I don't mind.'

On the way home Sally insisted on stopping in front of the poster and explaining to Liza all about the scene represented.

On the way home, Sally insisted on stopping in front of the poster and explaining to Liza everything about the scene depicted.

'Oh, you give me the sick with your "Fital Card", you do! I'm goin' 'ome.' And she left Sally in the midst of her explanation.

'Oh, you make me sick with your "Fital Card," you really do! I'm going home.' And she left Sally right in the middle of her explanation.

'I dunno wot's up with Liza,' remarked Sally to a mutual friend. 'She's always got the needle, some'ow.'

'I don't know what's up with Liza,' Sally said to a mutual friend. 'She's always got an attitude, somehow.'

'Oh, she's barmy,' answered the friend.

'Oh, she's crazy,' answered the friend.

'Well, I do think she's a bit dotty sometimes—I do really,' rejoined Sally.

'Well, I do think she's a bit crazy sometimes—I really do,' replied Sally.

Liza walked homewards, thinking of the play; at length she tossed her head impatiently.

Liza walked home, thinking about the play; finally, she shook her head in frustration.

'I don't want ter see the blasted thing; an' if I see that there Jim I'll tell 'im so; swop me bob, I will.'

'I don't want to see that stupid thing; and if I see that Jim, I'll tell him that; I swear I will.'

She did see him; he was leaning with his back against the wall of his house, smoking. Liza knew he had seen her, and as she walked by pretended not to have noticed him. To her disgust, he let her pass, and she was thinking he hadn't seen her after all, when she heard him call her name.

She did see him; he was leaning against the wall of his house, smoking. Liza knew he had seen her, and as she walked by, she pretended not to notice him. To her annoyance, he let her pass, and she was starting to think he hadn't seen her after all when she heard him call her name.

'Liza!'

'Liza!'

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She turned round and started with surprise very well imitated. 'I didn't see you was there!' she said.

She turned around, feigning surprise. "I didn't see you there!" she said.

'Why did yer pretend not ter notice me, as yer went past—eh, Liza?'

'Why did you pretend not to notice me as you walked by—huh, Liza?'

'Why, I didn't see yer.'

'Why, I didn't see you.'

'Garn! But you ain't shirty with me?'

'Garn! But you aren't mad at me, are you?'

'Wot 'ave I got to be shirty abaht?'

'What do I have to be upset about?'

He tried to take her hand, but she drew it away quickly. She was getting used to the movement. They went on talking, but Jim did not mention the theatre; Liza was surprised, and wondered whether he had forgotten.

He tried to take her hand, but she pulled it away quickly. She was getting used to that motion. They continued talking, but Jim didn’t bring up the theater; Liza was surprised and wondered if he had forgotten.

'Er—Sally went to the ply last night,' she said, at last.

'Um—Sally went to the party last night,' she said finally.

'Oh!' he said, and that was all.

'Oh!' he said, and that was it.

She got impatient.

She became impatient.

'Well, I'm off!' she said.

"Alright, I'm leaving!" she said.

'Na, don't go yet; I want ter talk ter yer,' he replied.

'Nah, don't go yet; I want to talk to you,' he replied.

'Wot abaht? anythin' in partickler?' She would drag it out of him if she possibly could.

'What's up? Anything in particular?' She would pull it out of him if she could.

'Not thet I knows on,' he said, smiling.

'Not that I know of,' he said, smiling.

'Good night!' she said, abruptly, turning away from him.

'Good night!' she said suddenly, turning away from him.

'Well, I'm damned if 'e ain't forgotten!' she said to herself, sulkily, as she marched home.

'Well, I can't believe he forgot!' she said to herself, sulkily, as she walked home.

The following evening about six o'clock, it suddenly struck her that it was the last night of the 'New and Sensational Drama'.

The next evening around six o'clock, it suddenly hit her that it was the final night of the 'New and Sensational Drama'.

'I do like thet Jim Blakeston,' she said to herself; 'fancy treatin' me like thet! You wouldn't catch Tom doin' sich a thing. Bli'me if I speak to 'im again, the ——. Now I shan't see it at all. I've a good mind ter go on my own 'ook. Fancy 'is forgettin' all abaht it, like thet!'

'I do like that Jim Blakeston,' she said to herself; 'can you believe he treated me like that! You wouldn't catch Tom doing such a thing. I swear if I talk to him again, the ——. Now I won't see it at all. I should just go off on my own. Can you believe his forgetting all about it, like that!'

She was really quite indignant; though, as she had distinctly refused Jim's offer, it was rather hard to see why.

She was really quite upset; however, since she had clearly turned down Jim's offer, it was tough to understand why.

''E said 'e'd wite for me ahtside the doors; I wonder if 'e's there. I'll go an' see if 'e is, see if I don't—an' then if 'e's there, I'll go in on my own 'ook, jist ter spite 'im!'

''He said he'd wait for me outside the doors; I wonder if he's there. I'll go and see if he is, see if I don't—and then if he's there, I'll go in on my own, just to spite him!''

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She dressed herself in her best, and, so that the neighbours shouldn't see her, went up a passage between some model lodging-house buildings, and in this roundabout way got into the Westminster Bridge Road, and soon found herself in front of the theatre.

She put on her best clothes, and to keep the neighbors from seeing her, she took a path between a few model lodging houses. This roundabout way led her to Westminster Bridge Road, and before long, she found herself in front of the theater.

'I've been witin' for yer this 'alf-hour.'

'I’ve been waiting for you this half hour.'

She turned round and saw Jim standing just behind her.

She turned around and saw Jim standing right behind her.

''Oo are you talkin' to? I'm not goin' to the ply with you. Wot d'yer tike me for, eh?'

''Who are you talking to? I'm not going to play along with you. What do you take me for, huh?''

''Oo are yer goin' with, then?'

''Who are you going with, then?''

'I'm goin' alone.'

"I'm going alone."

'Garn! don't be a bloomin' jackass!'

'Come on! Don't be such a jerk!'

Liza was feeling very injured.

Liza was feeling really hurt.

'Thet's 'ow you treat me! I shall go 'ome. Why didn't you come aht the other night?'

'That's how you treat me! I’m going home. Why didn't you come out the other night?'

'Yer told me not ter.'

'You told me not to.'

She snorted at the ridiculous ineptitude of the reply.

She scoffed at the ridiculous cluelessness of the response.

'Why didn't you say nothin' abaht it yesterday?'

'Why didn't you say anything about it yesterday?'

'Why, I thought you'd come if I didn't talk on it.'

'Why, I thought you would show up if I didn't mention it.'

'Well, I think you're a —— brute!' She felt very much inclined to cry.

'Well, I think you're a — brute!' She felt like crying.

'Come on, Liza, don't tike on; I didn't mean no offence.' And be put his arm round her waist and led her to take their places at the gallery door. Two tears escaped from the corners of her eyes and ran down her nose, but she felt very relieved and happy, and let him lead her where he would.

'Come on, Liza, don't be like that; I didn't mean any offense.' And he put his arm around her waist and guided her to their spots at the gallery door. Two tears slipped from the corners of her eyes and ran down her nose, but she felt very relieved and happy, and allowed him to lead her wherever he wanted.

There was a long string of people waiting at the door, and Liza was delighted to see a couple of niggers who were helping them to while away the time of waiting. The niggers sang and danced, and made faces, while the people looked on with appreciative gravity, like royalty listening to de Reské, and they were very generous of applause and halfpence at the end of the performance. Then, when the niggers moved to the pit doors, paper boys came along offering Tit-Bits and 'extra [61] specials'; after that three little girls came round and sang sentimental songs and collected more halfpence. At last a movement ran through the serpent-like string of people, sounds were heard behind the door, everyone closed up, the men told the women to keep close and hold tight; there was a great unbarring and unbolting, the doors were thrown open, and, like a bursting river, the people surged in.

There was a long line of people waiting at the door, and Liza was excited to see a couple of performers who were helping them pass the time. The performers sang and danced, and made funny faces, while the audience watched with serious appreciation, like royalty enjoying a great show, and they generously cheered and tossed coins at the end of the performance. Then, when the performers moved to the pit doors, paper boys came by selling Tit-Bits and 'extra [61] specials'; after that, three little girls came around singing sentimental songs and collecting more coins. Finally, a buzz went through the long line of people; sounds were coming from behind the door, everyone got closer together, the men told the women to stay close and hold on tight; there was a lot of unbarring and unbolting, the doors were flung open, and, like a rushing river, the crowd surged in.

Half an hour more and the curtain went up. The play was indeed thrilling. Liza quite forgot her companion, and was intent on the scene; she watched the incidents breathlessly, trembling with excitement, almost beside herself at the celebrated hanging incident. When the curtain fell on the first act she sighed and mopped her face.

Half an hour later, the curtain went up. The play was truly thrilling. Liza completely forgot her companion and focused on the scene; she watched the events with bated breath, trembling with excitement, nearly losing herself during the famous hanging scene. When the curtain dropped on the first act, she sighed and wiped her forehead.

'See 'ow 'ot I am.' she said to Jim, giving him her hand.

'Look how hot I am,' she said to Jim, extending her hand to him.

'Yus, you are!' he remarked, taking it.

'Yes, you are!' he said, taking it.

'Leave go!' she said, trying to withdraw it from him.

'Let go!' she said, trying to pull it away from him.

'Not much,' he answered, quite boldly.

'Not much,' he replied, feeling quite confident.

'Garn! Leave go!' But he didn't, and she really did not struggle very violently.

'Let go!' But he didn't, and she didn't struggle very much.

The second act came, and she shrieked over the comic man; and her laughter rang higher than anyone else's, so that people turned to look at her, and said:

The second act started, and she screamed with laughter at the funny guy; her laughter was louder than anyone else's, causing people to turn and look at her, saying:

'She is enjoyin' 'erself.'

'She's enjoying herself.'

Then when the murder came she bit her nails and the sweat stood on her forehead in great drops; in her excitement she even called out as loud as she could to the victim, 'Look aht!' It caused a laugh and slackened the tension, for the whole house was holding its breath as it looked at the villains listening at the door, creeping silently forward, crawling like tigers to their prey.

Then when the murder happened, she bit her nails and beads of sweat formed on her forehead; in her excitement, she even shouted as loud as she could to the victim, 'Look out!' It made everyone laugh and eased the tension, because the whole house was holding its breath, watching the villains eavesdropping at the door, sneaking silently forward, crawling like tigers towards their prey.

Liza trembling all over, and in her terror threw herself against Jim, who put both his arms round her, and said:

Liza was shaking all over, and in her fear, she threw herself against Jim, who wrapped both his arms around her and said:

'Don't be afride, Liza; it's all right.'

'Don't be afraid, Liza; it's all good.'

At last the men sprang, there was a scuffle, and the wretch was killed, then came the scene depicted on the posters—the [62] victim's son knocking at the door, on the inside of which were the murderers and the murdered man. At last the curtain came down, and the house in relief burst forth into cheers and cheers; the handsome hero in his top hat was greeted thunderously; the murdered man, with his clothes still all disarranged, was hailed with sympathy; and the villains—the house yelled and hissed and booed, while the poor brutes bowed and tried to look as if they liked it.

At last, the men jumped in, there was a scuffle, and the poor guy was killed. Then came the scene shown on the posters—the [62] victim's son knocking at the door, behind which were the murderers and the dead man. Finally, the curtain fell, and the audience erupted into cheers; the dashing hero in his top hat received a thunderous welcome; the murdered man, with his clothes still messed up, was met with sympathy; and the villains—the audience yelled, hissed, and booed, while the unfortunate guys bowed and tried to act like they were enjoying it.

'I am enjoyin' myself,' said Liza, pressing herself quite close to Jim; 'you are a good sort ter tike me—Jim.'

'I’m enjoying myself,' said Liza, pressing herself close to Jim; 'you’re a good guy to take me—Jim.'

He gave her a little hug, and it struck her that she was sitting just as Sally had done, and, like Sally, she found it 'jam'.

He gave her a quick hug, and it hit her that she was sitting just like Sally had, and, like Sally, she thought it was 'awesome'.

The entr'actes were short and the curtain was soon up again, and the comic man raised customary laughter by undressing and exposing his nether garments to the public view; then more tragedy, and the final act with its darkened room, its casting lots, and its explosion.

The entr'actes were brief, and the curtain was quickly lifted again. The comic actor got his usual laughs by stripping down and showing off his underwear to the audience; then came more tragedy, leading to the final act with its dimmed lights, the casting of lots, and its explosion.

When it was all over and they had got outside Jim smacked his lips and said:

When it was all over and they got outside, Jim smacked his lips and said:

'I could do with a gargle; let's go onto thet pub there.'

'I could use a gargle; let's head to that pub over there.'

'I'm as dry as bone,' said Liza; and so they went.

"I'm as dry as a bone," Liza said; and so they went.

When they got in they discovered they were hungry, and seeing some appetising sausage-rolls, ate of them, and washed them down with a couple of pots of beer; then Jim lit his pipe and they strolled off. They had got quite near the Westminster Bridge Road when Jim suggested that they should go and have one more drink before closing time.

When they got inside, they realized they were hungry. Spotting some tempting sausage rolls, they enjoyed those and downed a couple of pints of beer. Then Jim lit his pipe, and they took a leisurely stroll. They were pretty close to Westminster Bridge Road when Jim suggested they grab one more drink before last call.

'I shall be tight,' said Liza.

"I'll be careful," said Liza.

'Thet don't matter,' answered Jim, laughing. 'You ain't got ter go ter work in the mornin' an' you can sleep it aht.'

'That doesn't matter,' replied Jim, laughing. 'You don't have to go to work in the morning, and you can sleep it off.'

'Arright, I don't mind if I do then, in for a penny, in for a pound.'

'Alright, I don't mind if I do then, in for a penny, in for a pound.'

At the pub door she drew back.

At the pub door, she hesitated.

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'I say, guv'ner,' she said, 'there'll be some of the coves from dahn our street, and they'll see us.'

'I say, boss,' she said, 'some of the guys from down our street will see us.'

'Na, there won't be nobody there, don't yer 'ave no fear.'

'No, there won't be anyone there, don’t you worry.'

'I don't like ter go in for fear of it.'

'I don't want to do it because I'm afraid.'

'Well, we ain't doin' no 'arm if they does see us, an' we can go into the private bar, an' you bet your boots there won't be no one there.'

'Well, we're not causing any trouble if they see us, and we can go into the private bar, and you can bet there won't be anyone there.'

She yielded, and they went in.

She agreed, and they walked in.

'Two pints of bitter, please, miss,' ordered Jim.

'Two pints of bitter, please,' Jim ordered.

'I say, 'old 'ard. I can't drink more than 'alf a pint,' said Liza.

'I say, 'old hard. I can't drink more than half a pint,' said Liza.

'Cheese it,' answered Jim. 'You can do with all you can get, I know.'

'Get out of here,' replied Jim. 'I know you’ll take whatever you can get.'

At closing time they left and walked down the broad road which led homewards.

At closing time, they left and walked down the wide road that led home.

'Let's 'ave a little sit dahn,' said Jim, pointing to an empty bench between two trees.

“Let’s have a little sit down,” said Jim, pointing to an empty bench between two trees.

'Na, it's gettin' lite; I want ter be 'ome.'

'Nah, it's getting light; I want to be home.'

'It's such a fine night, it's a pity ter go in already;' and he drew her unresisting towards the seat. He put his arm round her waist.

'It's such a beautiful night, it's a shame to go in already;' and he pulled her gently towards the seat. He wrapped his arm around her waist.

'Un'and me, villin!' she said, in apt misquotation of the melodrama, but Jim only laughed, and she made no effort to disengage herself.

'You and me, villain!' she said, misquoting the melodrama perfectly, but Jim just laughed, and she didn’t try to pull away.

They sat there for a long while in silence; the beer had got to Liza's head, and the warm night air filled her with a double intoxication. She felt the arm round her waist, and the big, heavy form pressing against her side; she experienced again the curious sensation as if her heart were about to burst, and it choked her—a feeling so oppressive and painful it almost made her feel sick. Her hands began to tremble, and her breathing grew rapid, as though she were suffocating. Almost fainting, she swayed over towards the man, and a cold shiver ran through her from top to toe. Jim bent over her, and, taking her in both arms, he pressed his [64] lips to hers in a long, passionate kiss. At last, panting for breath, she turned her head away and groaned.

They sat there for a long time in silence; the beer had gone to Liza's head, and the warm night air gave her a double buzz. She felt the arm around her waist and the big, heavy body pressing against her side; she felt that familiar sensation like her heart was about to burst, and it felt like a trap—it was so overwhelming and painful it almost made her feel sick. Her hands started to shake, and her breathing got quick, as if she were suffocating. Almost passing out, she leaned toward the man, and a cold shiver ran through her from head to toe. Jim leaned over her, and, wrapping her in both arms, he pressed his [64] lips to hers in a long, passionate kiss. Finally, gasping for air, she turned her head away and moaned.

Then they again sat for a long while in silence, Liza full of a strange happiness, feeling as if she could laugh aloud hysterically, but restrained by the calm and silence of the night. Close behind struck a church clock—one.

Then they sat in silence for a long time again, Liza filled with a strange happiness, feeling like she could laugh out loud hysterically, but held back by the calm and quiet of the night. A church clock struck behind them—one.

'Bless my soul!' said Liza, starting, 'there's one o'clock. I must get 'ome.'

'Oh my goodness!' said Liza, startled, 'it's one o'clock. I have to get home.'

'It's so nice out 'ere; do sty, Liza.' He pressed her closer to him. 'Yer know, Liza, I love yer—fit ter kill.'

'It's so nice out here; stay, Liza.' He pulled her closer to him. 'You know, Liza, I love you—you're stunning.'

'Na, I can't stay; come on.' She got up from the seat, and pulled him up too. 'Come on,' she said.

'No, I can't stay; let's go.' She stood up from her seat and pulled him up too. 'Let's go,' she said.

Without speaking they went along, and there was no one to be seen either in front or behind them. He had not got his arm round her now, and they were walking side by side, slightly separated. It was Liza who spoke first.

Without saying a word, they walked on, with no one in sight either in front or behind them. He didn’t have his arm around her anymore, and they were walking side by side, a bit apart. Liza was the one who spoke first.

'You'd better go dahn the Road and by the church an' git into Vere Street the other end, an' I'll go through the passage, so thet no one shouldn't see us comin' together,' she spoke almost in a whisper.

'You'd better go down the road and by the church and get into Vere Street at the other end, and I'll go through the passage, so that no one sees us coming together,' she said almost in a whisper.

'Arright, Liza,' he answered, 'I'll do just as you tell me.'

'Alright, Liza,' he replied, 'I'll do exactly what you say.'

They came to the passage of which Liza spoke; it was a narrow way between blank walls, the backs of factories, and it led into the upper end of Vere Street. The entrance to it was guarded by two iron posts in the middle so that horses or barrows should not be taken through.

They arrived at the path Liza mentioned; it was a narrow way between plain walls, the backs of factories, and it led to the upper part of Vere Street. The entrance was blocked by two iron posts in the middle to prevent horses or carts from passing through.

They had just got to it when a man came out into the open road. Liza quickly turned her head away.

They had just gotten to it when a man stepped out onto the open road. Liza quickly turned her head away.

'I wonder if 'e see us,' she said, when he had passed out of earshot. ''E's lookin' back,' she added.

"I wonder if he sees us," she said, when he was out of earshot. "He's looking back," she added.

'Why, 'oo is it?' asked Jim.

"Who's there?" Jim asked.

'It's a man aht of our street,' she answered. 'I dunno 'im, but I know where 'e lodges. D'yer think 'e sees us?'

'It's a guy from our street,' she answered. 'I don’t know him, but I know where he stays. Do you think he sees us?'

'Na, 'e wouldn't know 'oo it was in the dark.'

'No, he wouldn't know who it was in the dark.'

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'But he looked round; all the street'll know it if he see us.'

'But he looked around; everyone on the street will know if he sees us.'

'Well, we ain't doin' no 'arm.'

'Well, we aren't doing any harm.'

She stretched out her hand to say good night.

She reached out her hand to say good night.

'I'll come a wy with yer along the passage,' said Jim.

'I'll walk with you down the corridor,' said Jim.

'Na, you mustn't; you go straight round.'

'No, you shouldn't; just go straight around.'

'But it's so dark; p'raps summat'll 'appen to yer.'

'But it's so dark; maybe something will happen to you.'

'Not it! You go on 'ome an' leave me,' she replied, and entering the passage, stood facing him with one of the iron pillars between them.

'Not happening! You go home and leave me,' she replied, and entering the hallway, stood facing him with one of the iron pillars between them.

'Good night, old cock,' she said, stretching out her hand. He took it, and said:

'Good night, old friend,' she said, reaching out her hand. He took it, and said:

'I wish yer wasn't goin' ter leave me, Liza.'

'I wish you weren't going to leave me, Liza.'

'Garn! I must!' She tried to get her hand away from his, but he held it firm, resting it on the top of the pillar.

'No way! I have to!' She tried to pull her hand away from his, but he held it tightly, placing it on top of the pillar.

'Leave go my 'and,' she said. He made no movement, but looked into her eyes steadily, so that it made her uneasy. She repented having come out with him. 'Leave go my 'and.' And she beat down on his with her closed fist.

'Let go of my hand,' she said. He didn't move, but kept looking into her eyes steadily, making her feel uneasy. She regretted coming out with him. 'Let go of my hand.' And she hit his hand with her closed fist.

'Liza!' he said, at last.

'Liza!' he finally said.

'Well, wot is it?' she answered, still thumping down on his hand with her fist.

'Well, what is it?' she replied, still pounding on his hand with her fist.

'Liza,' he said a whisper, 'will yer?'

'Liza,' he said in a whisper, 'will you?'

'Will I wot?' she said, looking down.

'Will I know?' she said, looking down.

'You know, Liza. Sy, will yer?'

You know, Liza. Sy, will you?

'Na,' she said.

'No,' she said.

He bent over her and repeated—

He leaned over her and said—

'Will yer?'

'Will you?'

She did not speak, but kept beating down on his hand.

She didn’t say anything, but kept hitting his hand.

'Liza,' he said again, his voice growing hoarse and thick—'Liza, will yer?'

'Liza,' he said again, his voice getting hoarse and thick—'Liza, will you?'

She still kept silence, looking away and continually bringing down her fist. He looked at her a moment, and she, ceasing to thump his hand, looked up at him with [66] half-opened mouth. Suddenly he shook himself, and closing his fist gave her a violent, swinging blow in the belly.

She stayed quiet, looking away and repeatedly bringing her fist down. He stared at her for a moment, and as she stopped hitting his hand, she looked up at him with her mouth slightly open. Suddenly, he shook himself, clenched his fist, and delivered a hard, swinging punch to her stomach.

'Come on,' he said.

"Let's go," he said.

And together they slid down into the darkness of the passage.

And together they slid down into the darkness of the tunnel.

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8

Mrs. Kemp was in the habit of slumbering somewhat heavily on Sunday mornings, or Liza would not have been allowed to go on sleeping as she did. When she woke, she rubbed her eyes to gather her senses together and gradually she remembered having gone to the theatre on the previous evening; then suddenly everything came back to her. She stretched out her legs and gave a long sigh of delight. Her heart was full; she thought of Jim, and the delicious sensation of love came over her. Closing her eyes, she imagined his warm kisses, and she lifted up her arms as if to put them round his neck and draw him down to her; she almost felt the rough beard on her face, and the strong heavy arms round her body. She smiled to herself and took a long breath; then, slipping back the sleeves of her nightdress, she looked at her own thin arms, just two pieces of bone with not a muscle on them, but very white and showing distinctly the interlacement of blue veins: she did not notice that her hands were rough, and red and dirty with the nails broken, and bitten to the quick. She got out of bed and looked at herself in the glass over the mantelpiece: with one hand she brushed back her hair and smiled at herself; her face was very small and thin, but the complexion was nice, clear and white, with a delicate tint of red on the cheeks, and her eyes were big and dark like her hair. She felt very happy.

Mrs. Kemp usually slept pretty heavily on Sunday mornings, or Liza wouldn't have been allowed to sleep in like she did. When she finally woke up, she rubbed her eyes to clear her mind and slowly remembered going to the theater the night before; then everything came rushing back. She stretched her legs and let out a long, happy sigh. Her heart was full; she thought of Jim, and a warm wave of love washed over her. Closing her eyes, she imagined his warm kisses, lifting her arms as if to wrap them around his neck and pull him down to her; she could almost feel his rough beard against her face and his strong arms around her. She smiled to herself and took a deep breath; then, slipping back the sleeves of her nightdress, she looked at her thin arms, just two sticks with no muscle on them, but very white and showing the delicate pattern of blue veins. She didn’t notice that her hands were rough, red, and dirty with broken nails that were bitten down to the quick. She got out of bed and looked at herself in the mirror over the mantelpiece: with one hand, she brushed back her hair and smiled at her reflection; her face was small and thin, but her skin was nice—clear and white, with a delicate hint of pink on her cheeks, and her eyes were big and dark like her hair. She felt really happy.

She did not want to dress yet, but rather to sit down and think, so she twisted up her hair into a little knot, slipped a skirt over her nightdress, and sat on a chair near the window and began looking around. The decorations of the room had been centred on the mantelpiece; the chief ornament consisted of a pear and an apple, a pineapple, a bunch of grapes, and several fat plums, all very beautifully done in wax, as [68] was the fashion about the middle of this most glorious reign. They were appropriately coloured—the apple blushing red, the grapes an inky black, emerald green leaves were scattered here and there to lend finish, and the whole was mounted on an ebonised stand covered with black velvet, and protected from dust and dirt by a beautiful glass cover bordered with red plush. Liza's eyes rested on this with approbation, and the pineapple quite made her mouth water. At either end of the mantelpiece were pink jars with blue flowers on the front; round the top in Gothic letters of gold was inscribed: 'A Present from a Friend'—these were products of a later, but not less artistic age. The intervening spaces were taken up with little jars and cups and saucers—gold inside, with a view of a town outside, and surrounding them, 'A Present from Clacton-on-Sea,' or, alliteratively, 'A Memento of Margate.' Of these many were broken, but they had been mended with glue, and it is well known that pottery in the eyes of the connoisseur loses none of its value by a crack or two. Then there were portraits innumerable—little yellow cartes-de-visite in velvet frames, some of which were decorated with shells; they showed strange people with old-fashioned clothes, the women with bodices and sleeves fitting close to the figure, stern-featured females with hair carefully parted in the middle and plastered down on each side, firm chins and mouths, with small, pig-like eyes and wrinkled faces, and the men were uncomfortably clad in Sunday garments, very stiff and uneasy in their awkward postures, with large whiskers and shaved chins and upper lips and a general air of horny-handed toil. Then there were one or two daguerreotypes, little full-length figures framed in gold paper. There was one of Mrs. Kemp's father and one of her mother, and there were several photographs of betrothed or newly-married couples, the lady sitting down and the man standing behind her with his hand on the chair, or the man sitting and the woman with her hand on his shoulder. [69] And from all sides of the room, standing on the mantelpiece, hanging above it, on the wall and over the bed, they stared full-face into the room, self-consciously fixed for ever in their stiff discomfort.

She didn't want to get dressed yet; she preferred to sit and think. So, she twisted her hair into a little knot, threw a skirt over her nightdress, and sat on a chair by the window, looking around. The room's decorations focused on the mantelpiece, which featured a pear, an apple, a pineapple, a bunch of grapes, and several plump plums, all beautifully made of wax, as [68] was the trend around the middle of this glorious reign. They were nicely colored—the apple a blushing red, the grapes a deep black, and emerald green leaves scattered to add a finishing touch. The whole display was mounted on an ebonized stand covered with black velvet, protected from dust and dirt by a lovely glass cover trimmed with red plush. Liza looked at this with approval, and the pineapple made her mouth water. At each end of the mantelpiece were pink jars with blue flowers on the front; around the tops in Gothic letters of gold were the words: 'A Present from a Friend'—these were products of a later, but still artistic era. The spaces in between were filled with little jars and cups and saucers—gold inside, depicting a town outside, inscribed with 'A Present from Clacton-on-Sea' or, more playfully, 'A Memento of Margate.' Many of these were broken but had been glued back together, and it's well-known that pottery doesn’t lose value in the eyes of collectors just because it has a crack or two. Then there were countless portraits—small yellow cartes-de-visite in velvet frames, some adorned with shells; they depicted peculiar people in old-fashioned clothing. The women wore bodices and sleeves that clung closely to their figures, with stern expressions, hair carefully parted in the middle and slicked down on either side, firm chins, small, pig-like eyes, and wrinkled faces. The men were awkwardly dressed in stiff Sunday clothes, looking uncomfortable in their poses, with large sideburns and shaved chins, projecting an air of hardworking toil. There were also a couple of daguerreotypes, full-length figures framed in gold paper, including one of Mrs. Kemp’s father and one of her mother, along with several photographs of engaged or newly married couples—one with the lady seated and the man standing behind her with a hand on the chair, or the man sitting while the woman placed her hand on his shoulder. [69] And all around the room—on the mantelpiece, hanging above it, on the walls, and over the bed—they stared back into the room, self-consciously frozen in their stiff discomfort.

The walls were covered with dingy, antiquated paper, and ornamented with coloured supplements from Christmas Numbers—there was a very patriotic picture of a soldier shaking the hand of a fallen comrade and waving his arm in defiance of a band of advancing Arabs; there was a 'Cherry Ripe,' almost black with age and dirt; there were two almanacks several years old, one with a coloured portrait of the Marquess of Lorne, very handsome and elegantly dressed, the object of Mrs. Kemp's adoration since her husband's demise; the other a Jubilee portrait of the Queen, somewhat losing in dignity by a moustache which Liza in an irreverent moment had smeared on with charcoal.

The walls were covered with grimy, old wallpaper, decorated with colorful inserts from holiday editions—there was a very patriotic image of a soldier shaking hands with a fallen comrade and defiantly waving his arm at a group of advancing Arabs; there was a 'Cherry Ripe,' nearly black with age and dirt; there were two calendars from several years ago, one featuring a colored portrait of the Marquess of Lorne, very handsome and stylishly dressed, whom Mrs. Kemp had admired since her husband’s passing; the other was a Jubilee portrait of the Queen, losing some of its dignity thanks to a mustache that Liza had playfully drawn on with charcoal.

The furniture consisted of a wash-hand stand and a little deal chest of drawers, which acted as sideboard to such pots and pans and crockery as could not find room in the grate; and besides the bed there was nothing but two kitchen chairs and a lamp. Liza looked at it all and felt perfectly satisfied; she put a pin into one corner of the noble Marquess to prevent him from falling, fiddled about with the ornaments a little, and then started washing herself. After putting on her clothes she ate some bread-and-butter, swallowed a dishful of cold tea, and went out into the street.

The furniture included a washbasin and a small wooden chest of drawers that served as a sideboard for the pots, pans, and dishes that didn’t fit in the cupboard; aside from the bed, there were only two kitchen chairs and a lamp. Liza looked around and felt completely satisfied; she pinned a corner of the fancy Marquess to keep it from falling, adjusted the ornaments a bit, and then started washing herself. After getting dressed, she had some bread and butter, drank a bowl of cold tea, and stepped out into the street.

She saw some boys playing cricket and went up to them.

She saw some guys playing cricket and went over to them.

'Let me ply,' she said.

"Let me help," she said.

'Arright, Liza,' cried half a dozen of them in delight; and the captain added: 'You go an' scout over by the lamp-post.'

'Alright, Liza,' shouted six of them excitedly; and the captain added: 'You go and check over by the lamp-post.'

'Go an' scout my eye!' said Liza, indignantly. 'When I ply cricket I does the battin'.'

'Go and check my eye!' said Liza, indignantly. 'When I play cricket, I do the batting.'

'Na, you're not goin' ter bat all the time. 'Oo are you gettin' at?' replied the captain, who had taken advantage [70] of his position to put himself in first, and was still at the wicket.

'No, you're not going to bat all the time. Who are you getting at?' replied the captain, who had taken advantage [70] of his position to put himself in first, and was still at the wicket.

'Well, then I shan't ply,' answered Liza.

'Well, then I won't do it,' answered Liza.

'Garn, Ernie, let 'er go in!' shouted two or three members of the team.

'Garn, Ernie, let it in!' shouted a couple of team members.

'Well, I'm busted!' remarked the captain, as she took his bat. 'You won't sty in long, I lay,' he said, as he sent the old bowler fielding and took the ball himself. He was a young gentleman who did not suffer from excessive backwardness.

'Well, I've been caught!' said the captain, as she took his bat. 'You won't stay in for long, I bet,' he said, as he sent the old bowler to field and took the ball himself. He was a young man who wasn't held back by shyness.

'Aht!' shouted a dozen voices as the ball went past Liza's bat and landed in the pile of coats which formed the wicket. The captain came forward to resume his innings, but Liza held the bat away from him.

'Aht!' shouted a dozen voices as the ball whizzed past Liza's bat and landed in the pile of coats that made up the wicket. The captain stepped forward to continue his turn at bat, but Liza kept the bat away from him.

'Garn!' she said; 'thet was only a trial.'

'Garn!' she said; 'that was just a trial.'

'You never said trial,' answered the captain indignantly.

"You never mentioned a trial," the captain replied indignantly.

'Yus, I did,' said Liza; 'I said it just as the ball was comin'—under my breath.'

'Yeah, I did,' said Liza; 'I said it right as the ball was coming—under my breath.'

'Well, I am busted!' repeated the captain.

'Well, I'm caught!' repeated the captain.

Just then Liza saw Tom among the lookers-on, and as she felt very kindly disposed to the world in general that morning, she called out to him:

Just then, Liza spotted Tom among the onlookers, and since she was feeling really good about the world in general that morning, she called out to him:

''Ulloa, Tom!' she said. 'Come an' give us a ball; this chap can't bowl.'

''Ulloa, Tom!' she said. 'Come and throw us a ball; this guy can't bowl.''

'Well, I got yer aht, any'ow,' said that person.

'Well, I got your hat, anyway,' said that person.

'Ah, yer wouldn't 'ave got me aht plyin' square. But a trial ball—well, one don't ever know wot a trial ball's goin' ter do.'

'Ah, you wouldn't have caught me out playing square. But a trial ball—well, you never know what a trial ball's going to do.'

Tom began bowling very slowly and easily, so that Liza could swing her bat round and hit mightily; she ran well, too, and pantingly brought up her score to twenty. Then the fielders interposed.

Tom started bowling at a slow and easy pace, allowing Liza to swing her bat and hit powerfully; she also ran well and, breathlessly, brought her score up to twenty. Then the fielders got involved.

'I sy, look 'ere, 'e's only givin' 'er lobs; 'e's not tryin' ter git 'er aht.'

'I say, look here, he's only giving her some cheek; he's not trying to get her upset.'

'You're spoilin' our gime.'

"You're ruining our fun."

'I don't care; I've got twenty runs—thet's more than you [71] could do. I'll go aht now of my own accord, so there! Come on, Tom.'

'I don't care; I've got twenty runs—that's more than you [71] could do. I'll go out now on my own, so there! Come on, Tom.'

Tom joined her, and as the captain at last resumed his bat and the game went on, they commenced talking, Liza leaning against the wall of a house, while Tom stood in front of her, smiling with pleasure.

Tom joined her, and as the captain finally picked up his bat and the game continued, they started chatting, with Liza leaning against the wall of a house while Tom stood in front of her, smiling with delight.

'Where 'ave you been idin' yerself, Tom? I ain't seen yer for I dunno 'ow long.'

'Where have you been hiding, Tom? I haven't seen you for I don't know how long.'

'I've been abaht as usual; an' I've seen you when you didn't see me.'

'I've been around as usual; and I've seen you when you didn't notice me.'

'Well, yer might 'ave come up and said good mornin' when you see me.'

'Well, you could've come up and said good morning when you saw me.'

'I didn't want ter force myself on, yer, Liza.'

'I didn't want to impose on you, Liza.'

'Garn! You are a bloomin' cuckoo. I'm blowed!'

'Wow! You are a total nutter. I'm amazed!'

'I thought yer didn't like me 'angin' round yer; so I kep' awy.'

'I thought you didn't like me hanging around you; so I kept away.'

'Why, yer talks as if I didn't like yer. Yer don't think I'd 'ave come aht beanfeastin' with yer if I 'adn't liked yer?'

'Why, you talk as if I didn't like you. You don't think I would have come out celebrating with you if I didn't like you?'

Liza was really very dishonest, but she felt so happy this morning that she loved the whole world, and of course Tom came in with the others. She looked very kindly at him, and he was so affected that a great lump came in his throat and he could not speak.

Liza was extremely dishonest, but she felt so happy this morning that she loved the whole world, and of course Tom came in with the others. She looked at him warmly, and he was so moved that a lump formed in his throat and he couldn't speak.

Liza's eyes turned to Jim's house, and she saw coming out of the door a girl of about her own age; she fancied she saw in her some likeness to Jim.

Liza looked over at Jim's house and saw a girl about her age coming out the door; she thought she saw some resemblance to Jim in her.

'Say, Tom,' she asked, 'thet ain't Blakeston's daughter, is it?'

'Say, Tom,' she asked, 'that's not Blakeston's daughter, is it?'

'Yus thet's it.'

'Yep, that's it.'

'I'll go an' speak to 'er,' said Liza, leaving Tom and going over the road.

"I'll go talk to her," said Liza, leaving Tom and crossing the street.

'You're Polly Blakeston, ain't yer?' she said.

"You're Polly Blakeston, right?" she said.

'Thet's me!' said the girl.

"That's me!" said the girl.

'I thought you was. Your dad, 'e says ter me, "You dunno [72] my daughter, Polly, do yer?" says 'e. "Na," says I, "I don't." "Well," says 'e, "You can't miss 'er when you see 'er." An' right enough I didn't.'

'I thought you were. Your dad, he says to me, "You don't know [72] my daughter, Polly, do you?" I said, "No, I don't." "Well," he says, "You won't be able to miss her when you see her." And sure enough, I didn't.'

'Mother says I'm all father, an' there ain't nothin' of 'er in me. Dad says it's lucky it ain't the other wy abaht, or e'd 'ave got a divorce.'

'Mom says I'm just like Dad, and there’s nothing of her in me. Dad says it’s lucky it’s not the other way around, or he would have gotten a divorce.'

They both laughed.

They both chuckled.

'Where are you goin' now?' asked Liza, looking at the slop-basin she was carrying.

'Where are you going now?' asked Liza, looking at the slop-basin she was carrying.

'I was just goin' dahn into the road ter get some ice-cream for dinner. Father 'ad a bit of luck last night, 'e says, and 'e'd stand the lot of us ice-cream for dinner ter-day.'

'I was just going down to the road to get some ice cream for dinner. Dad had a bit of luck last night, he says, and he'd treat all of us to ice cream for dinner today.'

'I'll come with yer if yer like.'

'I can come with you if you want.'

'Come on!' And, already friends, they walked arm-in-arm to the Westminster Bridge Road. Then they went along till they came to a stall where an Italian was selling the required commodity, and having had a taste apiece to see if they liked it, Polly planked down sixpence and had her basin filled with a poisonous-looking mixture of red and white ice-cream.

'Come on!' And, now friends, they walked arm-in-arm to Westminster Bridge Road. Then they continued until they reached a stall where an Italian was selling what they wanted, and after tasting a bit to see if they liked it, Polly laid down sixpence and got her bowl filled with a suspicious-looking mix of red and white ice cream.

On the way back, looking up the street, Polly cried:

On the way back, looking up the street, Polly shouted:

'There's father!'

'There's Dad!'

Liza's heart beat rapidly and she turned red; but suddenly a sense of shame came over her, and casting down her head so that she might not see him, she said:

Liza's heart raced, and she blushed; but suddenly a wave of shame washed over her, and lowering her head so she wouldn't have to look at him, she said:

'I think I'll be off 'ome an' see 'ow mother's gettin' on.' And before Polly could say anything she had slipped away and entered her own house.

'I think I'll head home and see how mom's doing.' And before Polly could say anything, she had slipped away and entered her own house.

Mother was not getting on at all well.

Mother was not doing well at all.

'You've come in at last, you ——, you!' snarled Mrs. Kemp, as Liza entered the room.

"You've finally arrived, you ——, you!" snarled Mrs. Kemp as Liza walked into the room.

'Wot's the matter, mother?'

'What's the matter, mom?'

'Matter! I like thet—matter indeed! Go an' matter yerself an' be mattered! Nice way ter treat an old woman like me—an' yer own mother, too!'

'Matter! I like that—matter indeed! Go and matter yourself and be mattered! Nice way to treat an old woman like me—and your own mother, too!'

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'Wot's up now?'

'What's up now?'

'Don't talk ter me; I don't want ter listen ter you. Leavin' me all alone, me with my rheumatics, an' the neuralgy! I've 'ad the neuralgy all the mornin', and my 'ead's been simply splittin', so thet I thought the bones 'ud come apart and all my brains go streamin' on the floor. An' when I wake up there's no one ter git my tea for me, an' I lay there witin' an' witin', an' at last I 'ad ter git up and mike it myself. And, my 'ead simply cruel! Why, I might 'ave been burnt ter death with the fire alight an' me asleep.'

'Don’t talk to me; I don’t want to hear you. Leaving me all alone, dealing with my rheumatism and the neuralgia! I’ve had the neuralgia all morning, and my head’s been absolutely killing me, to the point where I thought my bones would fall apart and all my brains would spill out on the floor. And when I wake up, there’s no one to get my tea for me, so I just lay there waiting and waiting, and finally, I had to get up and make it myself. And my head is just unbearable! Honestly, I could have been burned to death with the fire on and me asleep.'

'Well, I am sorry, mother; but I went aht just for a bit, an' didn't think you'd wike. An' besides, the fire wasn't alight.'

'Well, I’m sorry, Mom; but I went out just for a bit and didn’t think you’d mind. And besides, the fire wasn’t on.'

'Garn with yer! I didn't treat my mother like thet. Oh, you've been a bad daughter ter me—an' I 'ad more illness carryin' you than with all the other children put togither. You was a cross at yer birth, an' you've been a cross ever since. An' now in my old age, when I've worked myself ter the bone, yer leaves me to starve and burn to death.' Here she began to cry, and the rest of her utterances was lost in sobs.

'Get away from me! I never treated my mother like that. Oh, you've been a terrible daughter to me—and I had more illness carrying you than with all the other kids combined. You were a burden at your birth, and you've been a burden ever since. And now in my old age, when I've worked myself to the bone, you leave me to starve and die in a fire.' Here she began to cry, and the rest of her words were lost in sobs.


The dusk had darkened into night, and Mrs. Kemp had retired to rest with the dicky-birds. Liza was thinking of many things; she wondered why she had been unwilling to meet Jim in the morning.

The dusk had turned into night, and Mrs. Kemp had gone to bed with the birds. Liza was thinking about a lot of things; she wondered why she had been hesitant to meet Jim in the morning.

'I was a bally fool,' she said to herself.

'I was such a fool,' she said to herself.

It really seemed an age since the previous night, and all that had happened seemed very long ago. She had not spoken to Jim all day, and she had so much to say to him. Then, wondering whether he was about, she went to the window and looked out; but there was nobody there. She closed the window again and sat just beside it; the time went on, and she wondered whether he would come, asking herself whether he had been thinking of her as she of him; gradually her thoughts grew vague, and a kind of mist came over [74] them. She nodded. Suddenly she roused herself with a start, fancying she had heard something; she listened again, and in a moment the sound was repeated, three or four gentle taps on the window. She opened it quickly and whispered:

It really felt like ages since the night before, and everything that had happened seemed so long ago. She hadn't talked to Jim all day, and she had so much to say to him. Then, wondering if he was around, she went to the window and looked out; but there was nobody there. She closed the window again and sat right beside it; time passed, and she wondered if he would show up, asking herself if he had been thinking of her like she was of him; gradually her thoughts became unclear, and a kind of haze settled over [74] them. She nodded. Suddenly, she jolted awake, imagining she had heard something; she listened again, and after a moment, the sound repeated—three or four soft taps on the window. She opened it quickly and whispered:

'Jim.'

Jim.

'Thet's me,' he answered, 'come aht.'

'That's me,' he replied, 'come out.'

Closing the window, she went into the passage and opened the street door; it was hardly unlocked before Jim had pushed his way in; partly shutting it behind him, he took her in his arms and hugged her to his breast. She kissed him passionately.

Closing the window, she stepped into the hallway and opened the front door; it was barely unlocked when Jim pushed his way inside. Partly closing the door behind him, he wrapped his arms around her and held her close. She kissed him passionately.

'I thought yer'd come ter-night, Jim; summat in my 'eart told me so. But you 'ave been long.'

'I thought you'd come tonight, Jim; something in my heart told me you would. But you've been a while.'

'I wouldn't come before, 'cause I thought there'd be people abaht. Kiss us!' And again he pressed his lips to hers, and Liza nearly fainted with the delight of it.

'I didn't come before because I thought there would be people around. Kiss us!' And again he pressed his lips to hers, and Liza nearly fainted with the delight of it.

'Let's go for a walk, shall we?' he said.

'How about we go for a walk?' he said.

'Arright!' They were speaking in whispers. 'You go into the road through the passage, an' I'll go by the street.'

'All right!' They were whispering. 'You go into the road through the passage, and I'll go by the street.'

'Yus, thet's right,' and kissing her once more, he slid out, and she closed the door behind him.

'Yes, that's right,' and kissing her one more time, he slipped out, and she shut the door behind him.

Then going back to get her hat, she came again into the passage, waiting behind the door till it might be safe for her to venture. She had not made up her mind to risk it, when she heard a key put in the lock, and she hardly had time to spring back to prevent herself from being hit by the opening door. It was a man, one of the upstairs lodgers.

Then, going back to grab her hat, she entered the hallway again, waiting behind the door until it was safe for her to go out. She hadn’t decided to take the risk yet when she heard a key turning in the lock, and she barely managed to jump back to avoid being hit by the opening door. It was a man, one of the tenants from upstairs.

''Ulloa!' he said, ''oo's there?'

''Ulloa!' he said, 'who's there?'

'Mr. 'Odges! Strikes me, you did give me a turn; I was just goin' aht.' She blushed to her hair, but in the darkness he could see nothing.

'Mr. Hodges! You really surprised me; I was just heading out.' She blushed all the way to her roots, but in the darkness, he couldn't see anything.

'Good night,' she said, and went out.

'Good night,' she said, and left.

She walked close along the sides of the houses like a thief, [75] and the policeman as she passed him turned round and looked at her, wondering whether she was meditating some illegal deed. She breathed freely on coming into the open road, and seeing Jim skulking behind a tree, ran up to him, and in the shadows they kissed again.

She walked quietly alongside the houses like a thief, [75] and as she passed the policeman, he turned around and looked at her, wondering if she was planning something illegal. She breathed easily when she got to the open road, and spotting Jim hiding behind a tree, she ran over to him, and in the shadows, they kissed again.

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Thus began a time of love and joy. As soon as her work was over and she had finished tea, Liza would slip out and at some appointed spot meet Jim. Usually it would be at the church, where the Westminster Bridge Road bends down to get to the river, and they would go off, arm-in-arm, till they came to some place where they could sit down and rest. Sometimes they would walk along the Albert Embankment to Battersea Park, and here sit on the benches, watching the children play. The female cyclist had almost abandoned Battersea for the parks on the other side of the river, but often enough one went by, and Liza, with the old-fashioned prejudice of her class, would look after the rider and make some remark about her, not seldom more forcible than ladylike. Both Jim and she liked children, and, tiny, ragged urchins would gather round to have rides on the man's knees or mock fights with Liza.

Thus began a time of love and joy. As soon as her work was done and she had finished her tea, Liza would sneak out and meet Jim at a specific spot. Usually, it would be at the church, where Westminster Bridge Road curves down toward the river, and they would stroll off, arm-in-arm, until they found a place to sit and relax. Sometimes they would walk along the Albert Embankment to Battersea Park, where they'd sit on the benches and watch the kids play. Female cyclists had almost stopped going to Battersea in favor of parks on the other side of the river, but every now and then one would ride by, and Liza, holding onto the traditional views of her class, would watch the rider and make some comment about her, often more blunt than ladylike. Both Jim and Liza loved children, and small, ragged kids would gather around to take turns riding on the man's knees or having playful mock fights with Liza.

They thought themselves far away from anyone in Vere Street, but twice, as they were walking along, they were met by people they knew. Once it was two workmen coming home from a job at Vauxhall: Liza did not see them till they were quite near; she immediately dropped Jim's arm, and they both cast their eyes to the ground as the men passed, like ostriches, expecting that if they did not look they would not be seen.

They thought they were far away from anyone on Vere Street, but twice, as they walked along, they ran into people they knew. The first time was two workers heading home from a job at Vauxhall: Liza didn’t notice them until they were really close; she quickly dropped Jim's arm, and they both looked down at the ground as the men walked by, like ostriches, hoping that if they didn’t look, they wouldn’t be seen.

'D'you see 'em, Jim?' asked Liza, in a whisper, when they had gone by. 'I wonder if they see us.' Almost instinctively she turned round, and at the same moment one of the men turned too; then there was no doubt about it.

'D'you see them, Jim?' Liza whispered when they passed by. 'I wonder if they can see us.' Almost instinctively, she turned around, and at the same moment, one of the men turned too; then there was no doubt about it.

'Thet did give me a turn,' she said.

'That really surprised me,' she said.

'So it did me,' answered Jim; 'I simply went 'ot all over.'

'So it did me,' Jim replied; 'I just got really warm all over.'

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'We was bally fools,' said Liza; 'we oughter 'ave spoken to 'em! D'you think they'll let aht?'

'We were absolute fools,' Liza said; 'we should have talked to them! Do you think they'll let us out?'

They heard nothing of it, when Jim afterwards met one of the men in a public-house he did not mention a meeting, and they thought that perhaps they had not been recognized. But the second time was worse.

They heard nothing about it. Later, when Jim ran into one of the guys at a bar, he didn’t mention the meeting, and they figured maybe they hadn’t been recognized. But the second time was even worse.

It was on the Albert Embankment again. They were met by a party of four, all of whom lived in the street. Liza's heart sank within her, for there was no chance of escape; she thought of turning quickly and walking in the opposite direction, but there was not time, for the men had already seen them. She whispered to Jim:

It was on the Albert Embankment again. They were greeted by a group of four, all of whom lived on the street. Liza's heart sank, knowing there was no way to get away; she considered quickly turning around and walking the other way, but there wasn't time, as the men had already spotted them. She whispered to Jim:

'Back us up,' and as they met she said to one of the men:

'Back us up,' and as they met, she said to one of the guys:

''Ulloa there! Where are you off to?'

"Ulloa! Where are you going?"

The men stopped, and one of them asked the question back.

The men paused, and one of them returned the question.

'Where are you off to?'

'Where are you going?'

'Me? Oh, I've just been to the 'orspital. One of the gals at our place is queer, an' so I says ter myself, "I'll go an' see 'er."' She faltered a little as she began, but quickly gathered herself together, lying fluently and without hesitation.

'Me? Oh, I just came back from the hospital. One of the girls at our place is feeling off, and I thought to myself, "I'll go check on her."' She hesitated a bit at first, but quickly pulled herself together, speaking smoothly and confidently.

'An' when I come aht,' she went on, ''oo should I see just passin' the 'orspital but this 'ere cove, an' 'e says to me, "Wot cheer," says 'e, "I'm goin' ter Vaux'all, come an' walk a bit of the wy with us." "Arright," says I, "I don't mind if I do."'

'An' when I come out,' she continued, ''who should I see just passing the hospital but this guy, and he says to me, "What’s up," he says, "I'm heading to Vauxhall, come and walk a bit of the way with us." "Alright," I said, "I don't mind if I do."'

One man winked, and another said: 'Go it, Liza!'

One guy winked, and another said, "Go for it, Liza!"

She fired up with the dignity of outraged innocence.

She ignited with the dignity of someone who's justifiably offended.

'Wot d'yer mean by thet?' she said; 'd'yer think I'm kiddin'?'

'What do you mean by that?' she said; 'do you think I'm joking?'

'Kiddin'? No! You've only just come up from the country, ain't yer?'

'Kidding? No! You've just come up from the countryside, haven't you?'

'Think I'm kidding? What d'yer think I want ter kid for? Liars never believe anyone, thet's fact.'

'Think I'm joking? What do you think I want to joke about? Liars never trust anyone, that's a fact.'

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'Na then, Liza, don't be saucy.'

'Now then, Liza, don't be cheeky.'

'Saucy! I'll smack yer in the eye if yer sy much ter me. Come on,' she said to Jim, who had been standing sheepishly by; and they walked away.

'Sassy! I'll smack you in the eye if you say that to me again. Come on,' she said to Jim, who had been standing awkwardly by; and they walked away.

The men shouted: 'Now we shan't be long!' and went off laughing.

The men shouted, "We won't be long now!" and walked away laughing.

After that they decided to go where there was no chance at all of their being seen. They did not meet till they got over Westminster Bridge, and thence they made their way into the park; they would lie down on the grass in one another's arms, and thus spend the long summer evenings. After the heat of the day there would be a gentle breeze in the park, and they would take in long breaths of the air; it seemed far away from London, it was so quiet and cool; and Liza, as she lay by Jim's side, felt her love for him overflowing to the rest of the world and enveloping mankind itself in a kind of grateful happiness. If it could only have lasted! They would stay and see the stars shine out dimly, one by one, from the blue sky, till it grew late and the blue darkened into black, and the stars glittered in thousands all above them. But as the nights grew cooler, they found it cold on the grass, and the time they had there seemed too short for the long journey they had to make; so, crossing the bridge as before, they strolled along the Embankment till they came to a vacant bench, and there they would sit, with Liza nestling close up to her lover and his great arms around her. The rain of September made no difference to them; they went as usual to their seat beneath the trees, and Jim would take Liza on his knee, and, opening his coat, shelter her with it, while she, with her arms round his neck, pressed very close to him, and occasionally gave a little laugh of pleasure and delight. They hardly spoke at all through these evenings, for what had they to say to one another? Often without exchanging a word they would sit for an hour with their faces touching, the one feeling on his cheek the hot breath from the other's [79] mouth; while at the end of the time the only motion was an upraising of Liza's lips, a bending down of Jim's, so that they might meet and kiss. Sometimes Liza fell into a light doze, and Jim would sit very still for fear of waking her, and when she roused herself she would smile, while he bent down again and kissed her. They were very happy. But the hours passed by so quickly, that Big Ben striking twelve came upon them as a surprise, and unwillingly they got up and made their way homewards; their partings were never ending—each evening Jim refused to let her go from his arms, and tears stood in his eyes at the thought of the separation.

After that, they decided to go somewhere no one could see them. They didn’t meet until they crossed Westminster Bridge, and then they headed into the park; they would lie on the grass in each other's arms, spending the long summer evenings together. After the heat of the day, a gentle breeze would blow through the park, and they would take deep breaths of the fresh air; it felt far away from London, so quiet and cool. Liza, as she lay next to Jim, felt her love for him overflowing, wrapping the whole world in a sense of grateful happiness. If only it could last forever! They would stay and watch the stars appear one by one in the blue sky until it got late, the blue turning to black, and the stars twinkling above them in the thousands. But as the nights grew cooler, the grass became chilly, and their time there felt too short for the long walk they had to take. So, crossing the bridge again, they walked along the Embankment until they found an empty bench, where they would sit with Liza snuggled up to her boyfriend and his strong arms around her. The September rain didn’t bother them; they still went to their spot under the trees, where Jim would lift Liza onto his lap, open his coat, and shelter her with it. She would wrap her arms around his neck, pressing close, occasionally letting out a little laugh of joy. They hardly spoke during these evenings, as there wasn’t much to say. Often, without saying a word, they would sit for an hour with their faces close, feeling each other's warm breath. Eventually, the only movement would be Liza raising her lips and Jim bending down to kiss her. Sometimes Liza would drift into a light doze, and Jim would sit very still, afraid to wake her. When she stirred, she would smile, and he would bend down again to kiss her. They were very happy. But the hours flew by so fast that Big Ben striking twelve took them by surprise, and reluctantly, they got up to head home. Their goodbyes felt endless—every night Jim would refuse to let her go, tears in his eyes at the thought of the separation.

'I'd give somethin',' he would say, 'if we could be togither always.'

'I’d give anything,' he would say, 'if we could be together forever.'

'Never mind, old chap!' Liza would answer, herself half crying, 'it can't be 'elped, so we must jolly well lump it.'

'Never mind, buddy!' Liza would reply, already half in tears, 'it can't be helped, so we might as well deal with it.'

But notwithstanding all their precautions people in Vere Street appeared to know. First of all Liza noticed that the women did not seem quite so cordial as before, and she often fancied they were talking of her; when she passed by they appeared to look at her, then say something or other, and perhaps burst out laughing; but when she approached they would immediately stop speaking, and keep silence in a rather awkward, constrained manner. For a long time she was unwilling to believe that there was any change in them, and Jim who had observed nothing, persuaded her that it was all fancy. But gradually it became clearer, and Jim had to agree with her that somehow or other people had found out. Once when Liza had been talking to Polly, Jim's daughter, Mrs. Blakeston had called her, and when the girl had come to her mother Liza saw that she spoke angrily, and they both looked across at her. When Liza caught Mrs. Blakeston's eye she saw in her face a surly scowl, which almost frightened her; she wanted to brave it out, and stepped forward a little to go and speak with the woman, [80] but Mrs. Blakeston, standing still, looked so angrily at her that she was afraid to. When she told Jim his face grew dark, and he said: 'Blast the woman! I'll give 'er wot for if she says anythin' ter you.'

But despite all their precautions, people in Vere Street seemed to know. First of all, Liza noticed that the women didn’t seem as friendly as before, and she often felt they were talking about her; when she walked by, they would look at her, then say something and maybe start laughing; but when she got closer, they would immediately stop talking and fall silent in a somewhat awkward, tense way. For a long time, she refused to believe there was any change in them, and Jim, who hadn’t noticed anything, convinced her it was all in her head. But gradually, it became more obvious, and Jim had to agree with her that somehow people had found out. Once, while Liza was talking to Polly, Jim's daughter, Mrs. Blakeston called her, and when the girl went to her mother, Liza saw that she spoke angrily, and they both looked over at her. When Liza caught Mrs. Blakeston's eye, she noticed a sour scowl on her face, which nearly scared her; she wanted to stand her ground and stepped forward a bit to go talk to the woman, but Mrs. Blakeston, standing still, looked so angrily at her that she was too scared to. When she told Jim, his face darkened, and he said, "Damn that woman! I’ll give her what for if she says anything to you."

'Don't strike 'er, wotever 'appens, will yer, Jim?' said Liza.

'Don't hit her, no matter what happens, okay, Jim?' said Liza.

'She'd better tike care then!' he answered, and he told her that lately his wife had been sulking, and not speaking to him. The previous night, on coming home after the day's work and bidding her 'Good evenin',' she had turned her back on him without answering.

'She'd better take care then!' he replied, and he told her that lately his wife had been upset and not speaking to him. The night before, when he got home after work and said 'Good evening,' she had turned her back on him without responding.

'Can't you answer when you're spoke to?' he had said.

"Can't you respond when someone talks to you?" he had said.

'Good evenin',' she had replied sulkily, with her back still turned.

'Good evening,' she had replied sulkily, still facing away.

After that Liza noticed that Polly avoided her.

After that, Liza noticed that Polly was ignoring her.

'Wot's up, Polly?' she said to her one day. 'You never speaks now; 'ave you 'ad yer tongue cut aht?'

'What's up, Polly?' she said to her one day. 'You never speak now; have you had your tongue cut out?'

'Me? I ain't got nothin' ter speak abaht, thet I knows of,' answered Polly, abruptly walking off. Liza grew very red and quickly looked to see if anyone had noticed the incident. A couple of youths, sitting on the pavement, had seen it, and she saw them nudge one another and wink.

'Me? I don’t have anything to say about it, that I know of,' replied Polly, abruptly walking away. Liza turned very red and quickly looked to see if anyone had noticed the situation. A couple of guys sitting on the pavement had seen it, and she noticed them nudge each other and wink.

Then the fellows about the street began to chaff her.

Then the guys on the street started to tease her.

'You look pale,' said one of a group to her one day.

'You look pale,' one of the group said to her one day.

'You're overworkin' yerself, you are,' said another.

"You're overworking yourself, you are," said another.

'Married life don't agree with Liza, thet's wot it is,' added a third.

'Married life doesn't suit Liza, that’s what it is,' added a third.

''Oo d'yer think yer gettin' at? I ain't married, an' never like ter be,' she answered.

''What do you think you're getting at? I’m not married and I don’t ever want to be,'' she answered.

'Liza 'as all the pleasures of a 'usband an' none of the trouble.'

'Liza has all the pleasures of a husband and none of the trouble.'

'Bli'me if I know wot yer mean!' said Liza.

'Believe me if I know what you mean!' said Liza.

'Na, of course not; you don't know nothin', do yer?'

'No, of course not; you don't know anything, do you?'

'Innocent as a bibe. Our Father which art in 'eaven!'

'Innocent as a baby. Our Father who art in heaven!'

''Aven't been in London long, 'ave yer?'

''Haven't been in London long, have you?''

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They spoke in chorus, and Liza stood in front of them, bewildered, not knowing what to answer.

They spoke together, and Liza stood in front of them, confused, not knowing how to respond.

'Don't you mike no mistake abaht it, Liza knows a thing or two.'

'Don't make any mistake about it, Liza knows a thing or two.'

'O me darlin', I love yer fit to kill, but tike care your missus ain't round the corner.' This was particularly bold, and they all laughed.

'O my darling, I love you to death, but be careful your wife isn't around the corner.' This was particularly bold, and they all laughed.

Liza felt very uncomfortable, and fiddled about with her apron, wondering how she should get away.

Liza felt really uneasy and kept fiddling with her apron, thinking about how she could slip away.

'Tike care yer don't git into trouble, thet's all,' said one of the men, with burlesque gravity.

'Take care you don't get into trouble, that's all,' said one of the men, with exaggerated seriousness.

'Yer might give us a chanst, Liza, you come aht with me one evenin'. You oughter give us all a turn, just ter show there's no ill-feelin'.'

'You might give us a chance, Liza, you come out with me one evening. You should give us all a turn, just to show there's no hard feelings.'

'Bli'me if I know wot yer all talkin' abaht. You're all barmy on the crumpet,' said Liza indignantly, and, turning her back on them, made for home.

"Blimy if I know what you’re all talking about. You’re all crazy," said Liza indignantly, and, turning her back on them, headed for home.

Among other things that had happened was Sally's marriage. One Saturday a little procession had started from Vere Street, consisting of Sally, in a state of giggling excitement, her fringe magnificent after a whole week of curling-papers, clad in a perfectly new velveteen dress of the colour known as electric blue; and Harry, rather nervous and ill at ease in the unaccustomed restraint of a collar; these two walked arm-in-arm, and were followed by Sally's mother and uncle, also arm-in-arm, and the procession was brought up by Harry's brother and a friend. They started with a flourish of trumpets and an old boot, and walked down the middle of Vere Street, accompanied by the neighbours' good wishes; but as they got into the Westminster Bridge Road and nearer to the church, the happy couple grew silent, and Harry began to perspire freely, so that his collar gave him perfect torture. There was a public-house just opposite the church, and it was suggested that they should have a drink before going in. As it was a solemn occasion they went into [82] the private bar, and there Sally's uncle, who was a man of means, ordered six pots of beer.

Among other things that had happened was Sally's marriage. One Saturday, a little procession started from Vere Street, featuring Sally, who was giggling with excitement, her bangs looking fabulous after a whole week of curling papers, dressed in a brand new velveteen dress in a color called electric blue; and Harry, who was a bit nervous and uncomfortable in his new collar. The two walked arm-in-arm, followed by Sally's mother and uncle, also arm-in-arm, with Harry's brother and a friend bringing up the rear. They started with a flourish of trumpets and an old boot and walked down the middle of Vere Street, with the neighbors offering their good wishes. But as they got onto Westminster Bridge Road and closer to the church, the happy couple grew quiet, and Harry began to sweat quite a bit, making his collar feel torturous. There was a pub right across from the church, and it was suggested they have a drink before going in. Since it was a special occasion, they went into [82] the private bar, where Sally's uncle, who was well-off, ordered six pints of beer.

'Feel a bit nervous, 'Arry?' asked his friend.

'Feeling a little nervous, 'Arry?' his friend asked.

'Na,' said Harry, as if he had been used to getting married every day of his life; 'bit warm, thet's all.'

'Nah,' said Harry, as if he had been getting married every day of his life; 'just a bit warm, that's all.'

'Your very good 'ealth, Sally,' said her mother, lifting her mug; 'this is the last time as I shall ever address you as miss.'

'Your very good health, Sally,' said her mother, lifting her mug; 'this is the last time I will ever call you miss.'

'An' may she be as good a wife as you was,' added Sally's uncle.

"May she be as good a wife as you were," added Sally's uncle.

'Well, I don't think my old man ever 'ad no complaint ter mike abaht me. I did my duty by 'im, although it's me as says it,' answered the good lady.

'Well, I don't think my dad ever had any complaints about me. I did my part for him, though I'm the one saying it,' answered the good lady.

'Well, mates,' said Harry's brother, 'I reckon it's abaht time to go in. So 'ere's to the 'ealth of Mr. 'Enry Atkins an' 'is future missus.'

'Well, guys,' said Harry's brother, 'I think it's about time to head inside. So here's to the health of Mr. Henry Atkins and his future wife.'

'An' God bless 'em!' said Sally's mother.

'And God bless them!' said Sally's mother.

Then they went into the church, and as they solemnly walked up the aisle a pale-faced young curate came out of the vestry and down to the bottom of the chancel. The beer had had a calming effect on their troubled minds, and both Harry and Sally began to think it rather a good joke. They smiled on each other, and at those parts of the service which they thought suggestive violently nudged one another in the ribs. When the ring had to be produced, Harry fumbled about in different pockets, and his brother whispered:

Then they entered the church, and as they walked solemnly down the aisle, a pale-faced young curate came out of the vestry and made his way to the front of the chancel. The beer had relaxed their worried minds, and both Harry and Sally started to see it as a bit of a joke. They exchanged smiles and, at the parts of the service they found amusing, violently nudged each other in the ribs. When it was time to produce the ring, Harry fumbled in his various pockets, and his brother whispered:

'Swop me bob, 'e's gone and lorst it!'

'Swap my hat, he's gone and lost it!'

However, all went right, and Sally having carefully pocketed the certificate, they went out and had another drink to celebrate the happy event.

However, everything went well, and after Sally had carefully put the certificate in her pocket, they went out and had another drink to celebrate the good news.

In the evening Liza and several friends came into the couple's room, which they had taken in the same house as Sally had lived in before, and drank the health of the bride and bridegroom till they thought fit to retire.

In the evening, Liza and a few friends came into the couple's room, which they had rented in the same house where Sally used to live, and toasted the bride and groom until they decided it was time to leave.

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10

It was November. The fine weather had quite gone now, and with it much of the sweet pleasure of Jim and Liza's love. When they came out at night on the Embankment they found it cold and dreary; sometimes a light fog covered the river-banks, and made the lamps glow out dim and large; a light rain would be falling, which sent a chill into their very souls; foot passengers came along at rare intervals, holding up umbrellas, and staring straight in front of them as they hurried along in the damp and cold; a cab would pass rapidly by, splashing up the mud on each side. The benches were deserted, except, perhaps, for some poor homeless wretch who could afford no shelter, and, huddled up in a corner, with his head buried in his breast, was sleeping heavily, like a dead man. The wet mud made Liza's skirts cling about her feet, and the damp would come in and chill her legs and creep up her body, till she shivered, and for warmth pressed herself close against Jim. Sometimes they would go into the third-class waiting-rooms at Waterloo or Charing Cross and sit there, but it was not like the park or the Embankment on summer nights; they had warmth, but the heat made their wet clothes steam and smell, and the gas flared in their eyes, and they hated the people perpetually coming in and out, opening the doors and letting in a blast of cold air; they hated the noise of the guards and porters shouting out the departure of the trains, the shrill whistling of the steam-engine, the hurry and bustle and confusion. About eleven o'clock, when the trains grew less frequent, they got some quietness; but then their minds were troubled, and they felt heavy, sad and miserable.

It was November. The nice weather was definitely gone now, taking with it much of the joy in Jim and Liza's love. When they stepped out at night onto the Embankment, it felt cold and gloomy; sometimes a light fog would cover the riverbanks, making the lamps glow softly and seem big; a light rain would fall, sending a chill deep into their bones; infrequent pedestrians passed by, holding umbrellas and staring straight ahead as they hurried through the damp and cold; a cab would whiz past, splattering mud on both sides. The benches were empty, except maybe for some unfortunate homeless person who had nowhere to go, huddled in a corner, head burrowed into their chest, sleeping heavily, like a dead man. The wet mud made Liza's skirts cling to her feet, and the damp seeped in, chilling her legs and creeping up her body until she shivered, pressing herself close to Jim for warmth. Sometimes they would go into the third-class waiting rooms at Waterloo or Charing Cross and sit there, but it felt nothing like the park or the Embankment on summer nights; they had warmth, but the heat made their damp clothes steam and smell, and the gas lights hurt their eyes, and they disliked the constant flow of people coming in and out, opening the doors and bringing in blasts of cold air; they disliked the noise of the guards and porters shouting out train departures, the sharp whistling of the steam engine, the rush and chaos. Around eleven o'clock, when the trains became less frequent, they found some quiet, but then their minds were troubled, and they felt heavy, sad, and miserable.

One evening they had been sitting at Waterloo Station; it was foggy outside—a thick, yellow November fog, which [84] filled the waiting-room, entering the lungs, and making the mouth taste nasty and the eyes smart. It was about half-past eleven, and the station was unusually quiet; a few passengers, in wraps and overcoats, were walking to and fro, waiting for the last train, and one or two porters were standing about yawning. Liza and Jim had remained for an hour in perfect silence, filled with a gloomy unhappiness, as of a great weight on their brains. Liza was sitting forward, with her elbows on her knees, resting her face on her hands.

One evening, they were sitting at Waterloo Station; it was foggy outside—a thick, yellow November fog, which [84] filled the waiting room, entering their lungs, making their mouths taste bad and their eyes sting. It was around half-past eleven, and the station was unusually quiet; a few passengers, bundled up in coats, were walking back and forth, waiting for the last train, and a couple of porters were standing around yawning. Liza and Jim had sat in perfect silence for an hour, weighed down by a gloomy unhappiness, like a heavy burden on their minds. Liza was leaning forward, with her elbows on her knees, resting her face in her hands.

'I wish I was straight,' she said at last, not looking up.

'I wish I were straight,' she said at last, not looking up.

'Well, why won't yer come along of me altogether, an' you'll be arright then?' he answered.

'Well, why won't you come with me completely, and you'll be fine then?' he replied.

'Na, that's no go; I can't do thet.' He had often asked her to live with him entirely, but she had always refused.

'No, that's not happening; I can't do that.' He had often asked her to move in with him completely, but she had always said no.

'You can come along of me, an' I'll tike a room in a lodgin' 'ouse in 'Olloway, an' we can live there as if we was married.'

'You can come with me, and I'll get a room in a boarding house in Holloway, and we can live there as if we were married.'

'Wot abaht yer work?'

'What about your work?'

'I can get work over the other side as well as I can 'ere. I'm abaht sick of the wy things is goin' on.'

'I can find work on the other side just as well as I can here. I'm kind of tired of how things are going on.'

'So am I; but I can't leave mother.'

'So am I; but I can't leave Mom.'

'She can come, too.'

"She can come too."

'Not when I'm not married. I shouldn't like 'er ter know as I'd—as I'd gone wrong.'

'Not when I'm not married. I wouldn't want her to know because I'd—I'd messed up.'

'Well, I'll marry yer. Swop me bob, I wants ter badly enough.'

'Well, I'll marry you. Honestly, I want to so badly.'

'Yer can't; yer married already.'

'You can't; you're already married.'

'Thet don't matter! If I give the missus so much a week aht of my screw, she'll sign a piper ter give up all clime ter me, an' then we can get spliced. One of the men as I works with done thet, an' it was arright.'

'That doesn't matter! If I give the Mrs. so much a week out of my pay, she'll sign a paper to give up all claims to me, and then we can get married. One of the guys I work with did that, and it was fine.'

Liza shook her head.

Liza shook her head.

'Na, yer can't do thet now; it's bigamy, an' the cop tikes yer, an' yer gits twelve months' 'ard for it.'

'No, you can't do that now; it's bigamy, and the cop will take you, and you'll get twelve months' hard for it.'

'But swop me bob, Liza, I can't go on like this. Yer knows [85] the missus—well, there ain't no bloomin' doubt abaht it, she knows as you an' me are carryin' on, an' she mikes no bones abaht lettin' me see it.'

'But honestly, Liza, I can't keep doing this. You know [85] my wife—there's no doubt about it, she knows you and I are having an affair, and she doesn't hide it from me at all.'

'She don't do thet?'

'She doesn't do that?'

'Well, she don't exactly sy it, but she sulks an' won't speak, an' then when I says anythin' she rounds on me an' calls me all the nimes she can think of. I'd give 'er a good 'idin', but some'ow I don't like ter! She mikes the plice a 'ell ter me, an' I'm not goin' ter stand it no longer!'

'Well, she doesn’t exactly say it, but she sulks and won’t talk, and then when I say anything she snaps at me and calls me every name she can think of. I’d give her a good hiding, but somehow I don’t want to! She makes the place a hell for me, and I’m not going to put up with it any longer!'

'You'll ave ter sit it, then; yer can't chuck it.'

'You'll have to sit through it, then; you can't throw it away.'

'Yus I can, an' I would if you'd come along of me. I don't believe you like me at all, Liza, or you'd come.'

'Yes, I can, and I would if you came with me. I don't think you like me at all, Liza, or you would come.'

She turned towards him and put her arms round his neck.

She turned to him and wrapped her arms around his neck.

'Yer know I do, old cock,' she said. 'I like yer better than anyone else in the world; but I can't go awy an' leave mother.'

'You know I do, old friend,' she said. 'I like you better than anyone else in the world; but I can't go away and leave my mom.'

'Bli'me me if I see why; she's never been much ter you. She mikes yer slave awy ter pay the rent, an' all the money she earns she boozes.'

'Believe me if I understand why; she's never been much to you. She makes you work to pay the rent, and all the money she earns she spends on booze.'

'Thet's true, she ain't been wot yer might call a good mother ter me—but some'ow she's my mother, an' I don't like ter leave 'er on 'er own, now she's so old—an' she can't do much with the rheumatics. An' besides, Jim dear, it ain't only mother, but there's yer own kids, yer can't leave them.'

'That's true, she hasn’t been what you might call a good mother to me—but somehow she’s my mother, and I don’t want to leave her alone now that she’s so old—and she can’t do much with the rheumatism. And besides, Jim dear, it’s not just about mother, but there are your own kids; you can’t leave them.'

He thought for a while, and then said:

He thought for a bit, and then said:

'You're abaht right there, Liza; I dunno if I could get on without the kids. If I could only tike them an' you too, swop me bob, I should be 'appy.'

'You're absolutely right there, Liza; I don’t know if I could get by without the kids. If I could just take them and you too, switch me for Bob, I'd be happy.'

Liza smiled sadly.

Liza smiled with a sad expression.

'So yer see, Jim, we're in a bloomin' 'ole, an' there ain't no way aht of it thet I can see.'

'So you see, Jim, we're in a big hole, and there’s no way out of it that I can see.'

He took her on his knees, and pressing her to him, kissed her very long and very lovingly.

He pulled her onto his lap and, holding her close, kissed her deeply and affectionately.

'Well, we must trust ter luck,' she said again, 'p'raps [86] somethin' 'll 'appen soon, an' everythin' 'll come right in the end—when we gets four balls of worsted for a penny.'

'Well, we have to rely on luck,' she said again, 'maybe [86] something will happen soon, and everything will turn out fine in the end—when we get four balls of yarn for a penny.'

It was past twelve, and separating, they went by different ways along the dreary, wet, deserted roads till they came to Vere Street.

It was after twelve, and as they parted, they took different paths along the gloomy, wet, empty streets until they reached Vere Street.

The street seemed quite different to Liza from what it had been three months before. Tom, the humble adorer, had quite disappeared from her life. One day, three or four weeks after the August Bank Holiday, she saw him dawdling along the pavement, and it suddenly struck her that she had not seen him for a long time; but she had been so full of her happiness that she had been unable to think of anyone but Jim. She wondered at his absence, since before wherever she had been there was he certain to be also. She passed him, but to her astonishment he did not speak to her. She thought by some wonder he had not seen her, but she felt his gaze resting upon her. She turned back, and suddenly he dropped his eyes and looked down, walking on as if he had not seen her, but blushing furiously.

The street looked completely different to Liza than it had three months ago. Tom, her devoted admirer, had completely vanished from her life. One day, three or four weeks after the August Bank Holiday, she spotted him strolling along the sidewalk, and it suddenly hit her that she hadn’t seen him in a long time; but she had been so caught up in her happiness that she could only think about Jim. She found it odd that he wasn’t around, since he used to be wherever she was. She walked past him, but to her surprise, he didn’t say a word. She thought maybe he hadn't noticed her, but she felt his eyes on her. She turned back, and all of a sudden, he dropped his gaze and looked down, continuing to walk as if he hadn’t seen her, but blushing intensely.

'Tom,' she said, 'why don't yer speak ter me.'

'Tom,' she said, 'why don't you talk to me?'

He started and blushed more than ever.

He hesitated and blushed more than ever.

'I didn't know yer was there,' he stuttered.

'I didn't know you were there,' he stuttered.

'Don't tell me,' she said, 'wot's up?'

'Don't tell me,' she said, 'what’s going on?'

'Nothin' as I knows of,' he answered uneasily.

“Not that I know of,” he replied uneasily.

'I ain't offended yer, 'ave I, Tom?'

'I didn't offend you, did I, Tom?'

'Na, not as I knows of,' he replied, looking very unhappy.

'No, not that I know of,' he replied, looking very unhappy.

'You don't ever come my way now,' she said.

'You never come my way anymore,' she said.

'I didn't know as yer wanted ter see me.'

'I didn't know you wanted to see me.'

'Garn! Yer knows I likes you as well as anybody.'

'Gosh! You know I like you just as much as anyone.'

'Yer likes so many people, Liza,' he said, flushing.

"You're liked by so many people, Liza," he said, blushing.

'What d'yer mean?' said Liza indignantly, but very red; she was afraid he knew now, and it was from him especially she would have been so glad to hide it.

'What do you mean?' said Liza indignantly, but very red; she was afraid he knew now, and it was from him especially she would have been so glad to keep it a secret.

'Nothin',' he answered.

"Nothing," he replied.

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'One doesn't say things like thet without any meanin', unless one's a blimed fool.'

'One doesn't say things like that without any meaning, unless one is a complete fool.'

'You're right there, Liza,' he answered. 'I am a blimed fool.' He looked at her a little reproachfully, she thought, and then he said 'Good-bye,' and turned away.

"You're right about that, Liza," he replied. "I am a total fool." He glanced at her with a hint of reproach, or at least that’s how she saw it, and then he said, "Goodbye," and walked away.

At first she was horrified that he should know of her love for Jim, but then she did not care. After all, it was nobody's business, and what did anything matter as long as she loved Jim and Jim loved her? Then she grew angry that Tom should suspect her; he could know nothing but that some of the men had seen her with Jim near Vauxhall, and it seemed mean that he should condemn her for that. Thenceforward, when she ran against Tom, she cut him; he never tried to speak to her, but as she passed him, pretending to look in front of her, she could see that he always blushed, and she fancied his eyes were very sorrowful. Then several weeks went by, and as she began to feel more and more lonely in the street she regretted the quarrel; she cried a little as she thought that she had lost his faithful gentle love and she would have much liked to be friends with him again. If he had only made some advance she would have welcomed him so cordially, but she was too proud to go to him herself and beg him to forgive her—and then how could he forgive her?

At first, she was shocked that he knew about her feelings for Jim, but then she didn't care. After all, it was nobody's business, and nothing mattered as long as she loved Jim and Jim loved her. Then she got angry that Tom would suspect her; he couldn't know anything except that some of the guys had seen her with Jim near Vauxhall, and it seemed unfair for him to judge her for that. From then on, whenever she ran into Tom, she ignored him; he never tried to talk to her, but as she walked by, pretending to look straight ahead, she could see that he always blushed, and she thought his eyes looked really sad. Then several weeks passed, and as she started to feel more and more lonely on the street, she regretted the fight; she cried a bit, thinking about how she had lost his faithful, gentle love, and she really wanted to be friends with him again. If he had only made some effort, she would have welcomed him back warmly, but she was too proud to approach him and ask for forgiveness—and then how could he forgive her?

She had lost Sally too, for on her marriage Harry had made her give up the factory; he was a young man with principles worthy of a Member of Parliament, and he had said:

She had lost Sally too because when she got married, Harry made her quit the factory; he was a young man with principles fit for a Member of Parliament, and he had said:

'A woman's plice is 'er 'ome, an' if 'er old man can't afford ter keep 'er without 'er workin' in a factory—well, all I can say is thet 'e'd better go an' git single.'

'A woman's place is her home, and if her husband can't afford to support her without her working in a factory—well, all I can say is that he'd better go and get single.'

'Quite right, too,' agreed his mother-in-law; 'an' wot's more, she'll 'ave a baby ter look after soon, an' thet'll tike 'er all 'er time, an' there's no one as knows thet better than me, for I've 'ad twelve, ter sy nothin' of two stills an' one miss.'

'You're absolutely right,' agreed his mother-in-law; 'and what's more, she'll have a baby to look after soon, and that will take up all her time, and no one knows that better than me, because I've had twelve, not to mention two stillbirths and one miscarriage.'

Liza quite envied Sally her happiness, for the bride was [88] brimming over with song and laughter; her happiness overwhelmed her.

Liza really envied Sally for her happiness, as the bride was [88] full of song and laughter; her joy was contagious.

'I am 'appy,' she said to Liza one day a few weeks after her marriage. 'You dunno wot a good sort 'Arry is. 'E's just a darlin', an' there's no mistikin' it. I don't care wot other people sy, but wot I says is, there's nothin' like marriage. Never a cross word passes his lips, an' mother 'as all 'er meals with us an' 'e says all the better. Well I'm thet 'appy I simply dunno if I'm standin' on my 'ead or on my 'eels.'

"I’m so happy," she said to Liza one day a few weeks after her wedding. "You don’t know what a great guy Harry is. He’s just a sweetheart, and there’s no denying it. I don’t care what other people say, but what I believe is, there’s nothing like being married. He never says a harsh word, and Mom has all her meals with us, and he says it’s all the better. Well, I’m so happy I honestly don’t know if I’m standing on my head or on my heels."

But alas! it did not last too long. Sally was not so full of joy when next Liza met her, and one day her eyes looked very much as if she had been crying.

But unfortunately, it didn’t last long. Sally wasn’t as cheerful when Liza saw her next, and one day her eyes looked like she had been crying.

'Wot's the matter?' asked Liza, looking at her. 'Wot 'ave yer been blubberin' abaht?'

"Wot's the matter?" Liza asked, looking at her. "What have you been crying about?"

'Me?' said Sally, getting very red. 'Oh, I've got a bit of a toothache, an'—well, I'm rather a fool like, an' it 'urt so much that I couldn't 'elp cryin'.'

'Me?' said Sally, blushing deeply. 'Oh, I have a bit of a toothache, and—well, I'm kind of a fool like that, and it hurt so much that I couldn't help crying.'

Liza was not satisfied, but could get nothing further out of her. Then one day it came out. It was a Saturday night, the time when women in Vere Street weep. Liza went up into Sally's room for a few minutes on her way to the Westminster Bridge Road, where she was to meet Jim. Harry had taken the top back room, and Liza, climbing up the second flight of stairs, called out as usual.

Liza was not happy, but she couldn’t get anything more out of her. Then one day it happened. It was a Saturday night, the time when women in Vere Street cry. Liza went up to Sally's room for a few minutes on her way to Westminster Bridge Road, where she was supposed to meet Jim. Harry had taken the top back room, and as Liza climbed up the second flight of stairs, she called out like usual.

'Wot ho, Sally!'

'Hey there, Sally!'

The door remained shut, although Liza could see that there was a light in the room; but on getting to the door she stood still, for she heard the sound of sobbing. She listened for a minute and then knocked: there was a little flurry inside, and someone called out:

The door stayed closed, but Liza could see there was a light in the room. When she got to the door, she paused because she heard someone sobbing. She listened for a minute, then knocked. There was a brief commotion inside, and someone called out:

''Oo's there?'

"Who's there?"

'Only me,' said Liza, opening the door. As she did so she saw Sally rapidly wipe her eyes and put her handkerchief away. Her mother was sitting by her side, evidently comforting her.

'Just me,' said Liza, opening the door. As she did, she noticed Sally quickly wipe her eyes and put her handkerchief away. Her mother was sitting next to her, clearly comforting her.

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'Wot's up, Sal?' asked Liza.

"What's up, Sal?" asked Liza.

'Nothin',' answered Sally, with a brave little gasp to stop the crying, turning her face downwards so that Liza should not see the tears in her eyes; but they were too strong for her, and, quickly taking out her handkerchief, she hid her face in it and began to sob broken-heartedly. Liza looked at the mother in interrogation.

'Nothin',' answered Sally, with a brave little gasp to hold back the tears, turning her face down so Liza wouldn't see the tears in her eyes; but they were too much for her, and quickly pulling out her handkerchief, she hid her face in it and began to sob uncontrollably. Liza looked at her mother, asking a silent question.

'Oh, it's thet man again!' said the lady, snorting and tossing her head.

'Oh, it's that man again!' said the lady, snorting and tossing her head.

'Not 'Arry?' asked Liza, in surprise.

'Not Harry?' Liza asked, surprised.

'Not 'Arry—'oo is it if it ain't 'Arry? The villin!'

'Not Harry—who is it if it isn’t Harry? The villain!'

'Wot's 'e been doin', then?' asked Liza again.

'What's he been doing, then?' asked Liza again.

'Beatin' 'er, that's wot 'e's been doin'! Oh, the villin, 'e oughter be ashimed of 'isself 'e ought!'

'Beating her, that's what he's been doing! Oh, the villain, he ought to be ashamed of himself!'

'I didn't know 'e was like that!' said Liza.

"I didn't know he was like that!" said Liza.

'Didn't yer? I thought the 'ole street knew it by now,' said Mrs. Cooper indignantly. 'Oh, 'e's a wrong 'un, 'e is.'

"Didn't you? I thought the whole street knew it by now," Mrs. Cooper said indignantly. "Oh, he's a bad one, he is."

'It wasn't 'is fault,' put in Sally, amidst her sobs; 'it's only because 'e's 'ad a little drop too much. 'E's arright when 'e's sober.'

'It's not his fault,' Sally interjected through her tears; 'it's just that he's had a bit too much to drink. He's fine when he's sober.'

'A little drop too much! I should just think 'e'd 'ad, the beast! I'd give it 'im if I was a man. They're all like thet—'usbinds is all alike; they're arright when they're sober—sometimes—but when they've got the liquor in 'em, they're beasts, an' no mistike. I 'ad a 'usbind myself for five-an'-twenty years, an' I know 'em.'

'A little too much to drink! I should just think he’s had enough, the jerk! I’d show him if I were a man. They’re all like that—husbands are all the same; they’re fine when they’re sober—sometimes—but when they’ve been drinking, they’re total beasts, no doubt about it. I had a husband myself for twenty-five years, and I know how they are.'

'Well, mother,' sobbed Sally, 'it was all my fault. I should 'ave come 'ome earlier.'

'Well, Mom,' cried Sally, 'it was all my fault. I should have come home earlier.'

'Na, it wasn't your fault at all. Just you look 'ere, Liza: this is wot 'e done an' call 'isself a man. Just because Sally'd gone aht to 'ave a chat with Mrs. McLeod in the next 'ouse, when she come in 'e start bangin' 'er abaht. An' me, too, wot d'yer think of that!' Mrs. Cooper was quite purple with indignation.

'No, it wasn't your fault at all. Just look here, Liza: this is what he did and calls himself a man. Just because Sally went out to have a chat with Mrs. McLeod next door, when she came back he started hitting her around. And me too, what do you think of that!' Mrs. Cooper was quite purple with indignation.

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'Yus,' she went on, 'thet's a man for yer. Of course, I wasn't goin' ter stand there an' see my daughter bein' knocked abaht; it wasn't likely—was it? An' 'e rounds on me, an' 'e 'its me with 'is fist. Look 'ere.' She pulled up her sleeves and showed two red and brawny arms. ''E's bruised my arms; I thought 'e'd broken it at fust. If I 'adn't put my arm up, 'e'd 'ave got me on the 'ead, an' 'e might 'ave killed me. An' I says to 'im, "If you touch me again, I'll go ter the police-station, thet I will!" Well, that frightened 'im a bit, an' then didn't I let 'im 'ave it! "You call yerself a man," says I, "an' you ain't fit ter clean the drains aht." You should 'ave 'eard the language 'e used. "You dirty old woman," says 'e, "you go away; you're always interferin' with me." Well, I don't like ter repeat wot 'e said, and thet's the truth. An' I says ter 'im, "I wish yer'd never married my daughter, an' if I'd known you was like this I'd 'ave died sooner than let yer."'

'Yeah,' she continued, 'that's a man for you. Of course, I wasn't going to just stand there and watch my daughter get beaten up; it wasn't likely—was it? And he turned on me, and he hit me with his fist. Look here.' She rolled up her sleeves and showed her two red, muscular arms. 'He bruised my arms; I thought he’d broken it at first. If I hadn't put my arm up, he would’ve hit me in the head, and he might have killed me. And I told him, "If you touch me again, I'm going to the police station, that I will!" Well, that scared him a bit, and then I really let him have it! "You call yourself a man," I said, "and you aren't even fit to clean the drains out." You should have heard the language he used. "You filthy old woman," he said, "you go away; you're always interfering with me." Well, I don't like to repeat what he said, and that's the truth. And I told him, "I wish you'd never married my daughter, and if I'd known you were like this, I would have died sooner than let you."

'Well, I didn't know 'e was like thet!' said Liza.

'Well, I didn't know he was like that!' said Liza.

''E was arright at fust,' said Sally.

''He was alright at first,'' said Sally.

'Yus, they're always arright at fust! But ter think it should 'ave come to this now, when they ain't been married three months, an' the first child not born yet! I think it's disgraceful.'

'Yeah, they always seem fine at first! But to think it’s come to this now, when they haven't even been married three months, and their first child isn't born yet! I think it's shameful.'

Liza stayed a little while longer, helping to comfort Sally, who kept pathetically taking to herself all the blame of the dispute; and then, bidding her good night and better luck, she slid off to meet Jim.

Liza stayed a bit longer, helping to comfort Sally, who kept sadly blaming herself for the argument; then, after wishing her good night and better luck, she slipped away to meet Jim.

When she reached the appointed spot he was not to be found. She waited for some time, and at last saw him come out of the neighbouring pub.

When she arrived at the agreed-upon place, he was nowhere to be seen. She waited for a while, and eventually spotted him coming out of the nearby pub.

'Good night, Jim,' she said as she came up to him.

'Good night, Jim,' she said as she walked up to him.

'So you've turned up, 'ave yer?' he answered roughly, turning round.

'So you've shown up, have you?' he replied gruffly, turning around.

'Wot's the matter, Jim?' she asked in a frightened way, for he had never spoken to her in that manner.

'What's wrong, Jim?' she asked nervously, since he had never talked to her like that before.

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'Nice thing ter keep me witin' all night for yer to come aht.'

'Nice of you to keep me waiting all night for you to come out.'

She saw that he had been drinking, and answered humbly.

She noticed he had been drinking and replied modestly.

'I'm very sorry, Jim, but I went in to Sally, an' 'er bloke 'ad been knockin' 'er abaht, an' so I sat with 'er a bit.'

"I'm really sorry, Jim, but I went to see Sally, and her guy had been messing with her, so I sat with her for a while."

'Knockin' 'er abaht, 'ad 'e? and serve 'er damn well right too; an' there's many more as could do with a good 'idin'!'

'Knocking her around, huh? And she totally deserved it; and there are plenty more who could use a good beating!'

Liza did not answer. He looked at her, and then suddenly said:

Liza didn't respond. He glanced at her and then suddenly said:

'Come in an' 'ave a drink.'

'Come in and have a drink.'

'Na, I'm not thirsty; I don't want a drink,' she answered.

'No, I'm not thirsty; I don't want a drink,' she replied.

'Come on,' he said angrily.

"Come on," he said angrily.

'Na, Jim, you've had quite enough already.'

'No, Jim, you've had more than enough already.'

''Oo are you talkin' ter?' he said. 'Don't come if yer don't want ter; I'll go an' 'ave one by myself.'

''Who are you talking to?' he said. 'Don't come if you don't want to; I'll go and have one by myself.''

'Na, Jim, don't.' She caught hold of his arm.

'No, Jim, don’t.' She grabbed his arm.

'Yus, I shall,' he said, going towards the pub, while she held him back. 'Let me go, can't yer! Let me go!' He roughly pulled his arm away from her. As she tried to catch hold of it again, he pushed her back, and in the little scuffle caught her a blow over the face.

'Yeah, I will,' he said, walking toward the pub, while she tried to stop him. 'Let me go, will you! Let me go!' He yanked his arm away from her. As she reached for him again, he shoved her back, and during the short struggle, he hit her in the face.

'Oh!' she cried, 'you did 'urt!'

"Oh!" she exclaimed, "that hurts!"

He was sobered at once.

He instantly became serious.

'Liza,' he said. 'I ain't 'urt yer?' She didn't answer, and he took her in his arms. 'Liza, I ain't 'urt you, 'ave I? Say I ain't 'urt yer. I'm so sorry, I beg your pardon, Liza.'

'Liza,' he said. 'I didn't hurt you, did I?' She didn't answer, and he pulled her into his arms. 'Liza, I didn't hurt you, did I? Just say I didn’t hurt you. I'm really sorry, please forgive me, Liza.'

'Arright, old chap,' she said, smiling charmingly on him. 'It wasn't the blow that 'urt me much; it was the wy you was talkin'.'

'Alright, old friend,' she said, smiling at him charmingly. 'It wasn't the hit that hurt me much; it was the way you were talking.'

'I didn't mean it, Liza.' He was so contrite, he could not humble himself enough. 'I 'ad another bloomin' row with the missus ter-night, an' then when I didn't find you 'ere, an' I kept witin' an' witin'—well, I fair downright lost my 'air. An' I 'ad two or three pints of four 'alf, an'—well, I dunno—'

'I didn't mean it, Liza.' He was so sorry that he couldn't bring himself to apologize enough. 'I had another big fight with the missus tonight, and then when I didn’t find you here, and I kept waiting and waiting—well, I just completely lost it. And I had two or three pints of four and a half, and—well, I don't know—'

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'Never mind, old cock. I can stand more than thet as long as yer loves me.'

'Never mind, old buddy. I can handle more than that as long as you love me.'

He kissed her and they were quite friends again. But the little quarrel had another effect which was worse for Liza. When she woke up next morning she noticed a slight soreness over the ridge of bone under the left eye, and on looking in the glass saw that it was black and blue and green. She bathed it, but it remained, and seemed to get more marked. She was terrified lest people should see it, and kept indoors all day; but next morning it was blacker than ever. She went to the factory with her hat over her eyes and her head bent down; she escaped observation, but on the way home she was not so lucky. The sharp eyes of some girls noticed it first.

He kissed her, and they were friends again. But the little quarrel had another effect that was worse for Liza. When she woke up the next morning, she felt a slight soreness along the bony ridge under her left eye, and when she looked in the mirror, she saw it was black and blue and green. She tried to soothe it, but it stayed, and seemed to get more pronounced. She was terrified that people would notice it, so she stayed indoors all day; but the next morning, it was darker than ever. She went to the factory with her hat pulled down over her eyes and her head lowered; she managed to avoid attention, but on the way home, she wasn't so lucky. The sharp eyes of some girls spotted it first.

'Wot's the matter with yer eye?' asked one of them.

'What's wrong with your eye?' asked one of them.

'Me?' answered Liza, putting her hand up as if in ignorance. 'Nothin' thet I knows of.'

'Me?' Liza replied, raising her hand as if she didn't understand. 'Nothing that I know of.'

Two or three young men were standing by, and hearing the girl, looked up.

Two or three young guys were nearby, and when they heard the girl, they looked up.

'Why, yer've got a black eye, Liza!'

'Why, you've got a black eye, Liza!'

'Me? I ain't got no black eye!'

'Me? I don't have a black eye!'

'Yus you 'ave; 'ow d'yer get it?'

'Yeah, you do; how did you get it?'

'I dunno,' said Liza. 'I didn't know I 'ad one.'

'I don’t know,' said Liza. 'I didn’t realize I had one.'

'Garn! tell us another!' was the answer. 'One doesn't git a black eye without knowin' 'ow they got it.'

'Come on! Tell us another!' was the response. 'You don’t get a black eye without knowing how it happened.'

'Well, I did fall against the chest of drawers yesterday; I suppose I must 'ave got it then.'

'Well, I did fall against the dresser yesterday; I guess I must have gotten it then.'

'Oh yes, we believe thet, don't we?'

'Oh yes, we believe that, don't we?'

'I didn't know 'e was so 'andy with 'is dukes, did you, Ted?' asked one man of another.

"I didn't know he was so handy with his fists, did you, Ted?" one man asked another.

Liza felt herself grow red to the tips of her toes.

Liza felt herself blush all the way down to her toes.

'Who?' she asked.

"Who?" she asked.

'Never you mind; nobody you know.'

'Don't worry about it; it's someone you don't know.'

At that moment Jim's wife passed and looked at her with a scowl. Liza wished herself a hundred miles away, and blushed more violently than ever.

At that moment, Jim's wife walked by and shot her a glare. Liza wished she could be a hundred miles away and blushed harder than ever.

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'Wot are yer blushin' abaht?' ingenuously asked one of the girls.

'What are you blushing about?' innocently asked one of the girls.

And they all looked from her to Mrs. Blakeston and back again. Someone said: ''Ow abaht our Sunday boots on now?' And a titter went through them. Liza's nerve deserted her; she could think of nothing to say, and a sob burst from her. To hide the tears which were coming from her eyes she turned away and walked homewards. Immediately a great shout of laughter broke from the group, and she heard them positively screaming till she got into her own house.

And they all looked from her to Mrs. Blakeston and back again. Someone said, "What about our Sunday boots now?" and a chuckle went through the group. Liza lost her composure; she couldn't think of anything to say, and a sob escaped her. To hide the tears streaming down her face, she turned away and walked home. Instantly, a loud burst of laughter erupted from the crowd, and she could hear them laughing until she got into her own house.

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A few days afterwards Liza was talking with Sally, who did not seem very much happier than when Liza had last seen her.

A few days later, Liza was chatting with Sally, who didn't seem much happier than when Liza had last seen her.

''E ain't wot I thought 'e wos,' she said. 'I don't mind sayin' thet; but 'e 'as a lot ter put up with; I expect I'm rather tryin' sometimes, an' 'e means well. P'raps 'e'll be kinder like when the biby's born.'

''He isn't what I thought he was,'' she said. ''I don't mind saying that; but he has a lot to deal with; I expect I can be a bit difficult sometimes, and he means well. Maybe he'll be nicer once the baby is born.''

'Cheer up, old gal,' answered Liza, who had seen something of the lives of many married couples; 'it won't seem so bad after yer gets used to it; it's a bit disappointin' at fust, but yer gits not ter mind it.'

'Cheer up, old girl,' replied Liza, who had seen a bit of how many married couples lived; 'it won't seem so bad once you get used to it; it's a bit disappointing at first, but you learn not to let it bother you.'

After a little Sally said she must go and see about her husband's tea. She said good-bye, and then rather awkwardly:

After a bit, Sally said she needed to go check on her husband's tea. She said goodbye and then, a little awkwardly:

'Say, Liza, tike care of yerself!'

'Say, Liza, take care of yourself!'

'Tike care of meself—why?' asked Liza, in surprise.

"Take care of myself—why?" asked Liza, surprised.

'Yer know wot I mean.'

'You know what I mean.'

'Na, I'm darned if I do.'

'No, I won't do that.'

'Thet there Mrs. Blakeston, she's lookin' aht for you.'

'There she is, Mrs. Blakeston, she's looking out for you.'

'Mrs. Blakeston!' Liza was startled.

"Mrs. Blakeston!" Liza was surprised.

'Yus; she says she's goin' ter give you somethin' if she can git 'old on yer. I should advise yer ter tike care.'

'Yeah; she says she's going to give you something if she can get a hold of you. I should advise you to take care.'

'Me?' said Liza.

'Me?' Liza asked.

Sally looked away, so as not to see the other's face.

Sally looked away to avoid seeing the other person's face.

'She says as 'ow yer've been messin' abaht with 'er old man.'

'She says that you've been messing around with her boyfriend.'

Liza didn't say anything, and Sally, repeating her good-bye, slid off.

Liza didn't say anything, and Sally, saying her good-bye again, slid away.

Liza felt a chill run through her. She had several times noticed a scowl and a look of anger on Mrs. Blakeston's face, and she had avoided her as much as possible; but she [95] had no idea that the woman meant to do anything to her. She was very frightened, a cold sweat broke out over her face. If Mrs. Blakeston got hold of her she would be helpless, she was so small and weak, while the other was strong and muscular. Liza wondered what she would do if she did catch her.

Liza felt a chill run through her. She had noticed several times the scowl and anger on Mrs. Blakeston's face, and she had avoided her as much as possible; but she [95] had no idea that the woman intended to do anything to her. She was very scared, and a cold sweat broke out on her face. If Mrs. Blakeston got hold of her, she would be helpless, as she was so small and weak, while the other woman was strong and muscular. Liza wondered what she would do if she actually caught her.

That night she told Jim, and tried to make a joke of it.

That night, she told Jim and tried to make a joke out of it.

'I say, Jim, your missus—she says she's goin' ter give me socks if she catches me.'

'I say, Jim, your wife—she says she's going to give me socks if she catches me.'

'My missus! 'Ow d'yer know?'

'My wife! How do you know?'

'She's been tellin' people in the street.'

'She's been telling people on the street.'

'Go' lumme,' said Jim, furious, 'if she dares ter touch a 'air of your 'ead, swop me dicky I'll give 'er sich a 'idin' as she never 'ad before! By God, give me the chanst, an' I would let 'er 'ave it; I'm bloomin' well sick of 'er sulks!' He clenched his fist as he spoke.

'Oh my god,' said Jim, angrily, 'if she even thinks about touching a hair on your head, I swear I’ll give her a beating like she’s never had before! Honestly, just give me the chance, and I’ll really let her have it; I’m so fed up with her sulking!' He clenched his fist as he spoke.

Liza was a coward. She could not help thinking of her enemy's threat; it got on her nerves, and she hardly dared go out for fear of meeting her; she would look nervously in front of her, quickly turning round if she saw in the distance anyone resembling Mrs. Blakeston. She dreamed of her at night; she saw the big, powerful form, the heavy, frowning face, and the curiously braided brown hair; and she would wake up with a cry and find herself bathed in sweat.

Liza was a coward. She couldn't stop thinking about her enemy's threat; it stressed her out, and she hardly dared to go outside for fear of running into her. She would nervously scan her surroundings, quickly turning around if she spotted anyone in the distance who looked like Mrs. Blakeston. She dreamed about her at night; she saw the large, imposing figure, the stern face, and the strangely braided brown hair, and she'd wake up screaming, drenched in sweat.

It was the Saturday afternoon following this, a chill November day, with the roads sloshy, and a grey, comfortless sky that made one's spirits sink. It was about three o'clock, and Liza was coming home from work; she got into Vere Street, and was walking quickly towards her house when she saw Mrs. Blakeston coming towards her. Her heart gave a great jump. Turning, she walked rapidly in the direction she had come; with a screw round of her eyes she saw that she was being followed, and therefore went straight out of Vere Street. She went right round, meaning to get into the street from the other end and, unobserved, slip into her [96] house, which was then quite close; but she dared not risk it immediately for fear Mrs. Blakeston should still be there; so she waited about for half an hour. It seemed an age. Finally, taking her courage in both hands, she turned the corner and entered Vere Street. She nearly ran into the arms of Mrs. Blakeston, who was standing close to the public-house door.

It was the Saturday afternoon after that, a chilly November day, with the roads muddy and a gray, uninviting sky that made you feel down. It was around three o'clock, and Liza was on her way home from work; she turned into Vere Street and was walking quickly towards her house when she spotted Mrs. Blakeston coming her way. Her heart skipped a beat. She turned around and walked quickly back the way she came; glancing back, she noticed that she was being followed, so she exited Vere Street. She went all the way around, planning to enter the street from the other end and, unnoticed, slip into her [96] house, which was now quite close; but she didn’t want to take the chance right away in case Mrs. Blakeston was still around, so she waited for half an hour. It felt like forever. Finally, gathering her courage, she turned the corner and stepped back into Vere Street. She almost bumped right into Mrs. Blakeston, who was standing by the door of the pub.

Liza gave a little cry, and the woman said, with a sneer:

Liza let out a small cry, and the woman said, with a smirk:

'Yer didn't expect ter see me, did yer?'

'You didn't expect to see me, did you?'

Liza did not answer, but tried to walk past her. Mrs. Blakeston stepped forward and blocked her way.

Liza didn’t reply and tried to move past her. Mrs. Blakeston stepped in front of her and blocked her path.

'Yer seem ter be in a mighty fine 'urry,' she said.

'You seem to be in a real hurry,' she said.

'Yus, I've got ter git 'ome,' said Liza, again trying to pass.

'Yeah, I need to get home,' said Liza, trying to slip past again.

'But supposin' I don't let yer?' remarked Mrs. Blakeston, preventing her from moving.

'But what if I don't let you?' Mrs. Blakeston said, stopping her from moving.

'Why don't yer leave me alone?' Liza said. 'I ain't interferin' with you!'

'Why don't you leave me alone?' Liza said. 'I'm not bothering you!'

'Not interferin' with me, aren't yer? I like thet!'

'You're not interfering with me, are you? I like that!'

'Let me go by,' said Liza. 'I don't want ter talk ter you.'

'Let me pass,' Liza said. 'I don't want to talk to you.'

'Na, I know thet,' said the other; 'but I want ter talk ter you, an' I shan't let yer go until I've said wot I wants ter sy.'

'No, I know that,' said the other; 'but I want to talk to you, and I won't let you go until I've said what I want to say.'

Liza looked round for help. At the beginning of the altercation the loafers about the public-house had looked up with interest, and gradually gathered round in a little circle. Passers-by had joined in, and a number of other people in the street, seeing the crowd, added themselves to it to see what was going on. Liza saw that all eyes were fixed on her, the men amused and excited, the women unsympathetic, rather virtuously indignant. Liza wanted to ask for help, but there were so many people, and they all seemed so much against her, that she had not the courage to. So, having surveyed the crowd, she turned her eyes to Mrs. Blakeston, and stood in front of her, trembling a little, and very white.

Liza looked around for help. At the start of the argument, the loafers outside the pub had looked over with interest and gradually formed a small circle. Passers-by had joined in, and many others on the street, seeing the crowd, added themselves to it to figure out what was happening. Liza noticed that all eyes were on her—the men were amused and excited, while the women were unsympathetic and kind of indignantly virtuous. Liza wanted to ask for help, but there were so many people, and they all seemed so much against her that she didn’t have the courage to do it. So, after scanning the crowd, she turned her gaze to Mrs. Blakeston, stood in front of her, trembling a little, and very pale.

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'Na, 'e ain't there,' said Mrs. Blakeston, sneeringly, 'so yer needn't look for 'im.'

'No, he isn't here,' Mrs. Blakeston said with a sneer, 'so you don't need to look for him.'

'I dunno wot yer mean,' answered Liza, 'an' I want ter go awy. I ain't done nothin' ter you.'

'I don't know what you mean,' answered Liza, 'and I want to go away. I haven't done anything to you.'

'Not done nothin' ter me?' furiously repeated the woman. 'I'll tell yer wot yer've done ter me—you've robbed me of my 'usbind, you 'ave. I never 'ad a word with my 'usbind until you took 'im from me. An' now it's all you with 'im. 'E's got no time for 'is wife an' family—it's all you. An' 'is money, too. I never git a penny of it; if it weren't for the little bit I 'ad saved up in the siving-bank, me an' my children 'ud be starvin' now! An' all through you!' She shook her fist at her.

"Not done anything to me?" the woman shouted angrily. "Let me tell you what you've done to me—you've taken my husband away from me. I never had a word with my husband until you came along. And now it's all about you and him. He has no time for his wife and family—it's all you. And his money too. I never get a penny of it; if it weren't for the little I had saved in the savings bank, my children and I would be starving right now! And it's all because of you!" She shook her fist at her.

'I never 'ad any money from anyone.'

'I never had any money from anyone.'

'Don' talk ter me; I know yer did. Yer dirty bitch! You oughter be ishimed of yourself tikin' a married man from 'is family, an' 'im old enough ter be yer father.'

'Don't talk to me; I know you did. You filthy skank! You should be ashamed of yourself for taking a married man away from his family, and he's old enough to be your father.'

'She's right there!' said one or two of the onlooking women. 'There can't be no good in 'er if she tikes somebody else's 'usbind.'

"She's right there!" said a couple of the women watching. "There can't be any good in her if she takes someone else's husband."

'I'll give it yer!' proceeded Mrs. Blakeston, getting more hot and excited, brandishing her fist, and speaking in a loud voice, hoarse with rage. 'Oh, I've been tryin' ter git 'old on yer this four weeks. Why, you're a prostitute—that's wot you are!'

"I'll show you!" Mrs. Blakeston continued, getting more heated and excited, waving her fist and speaking loudly, her voice hoarse with anger. "Oh, I've been trying to get a hold of you for four weeks. You're a prostitute—that's what you are!"

'I'm not!' answered Liza indignantly.

"I'm not!" Liza replied angrily.

'Yus, you are,' repeated Mrs. Blakeston, advancing menacingly, so that Liza shrank back. 'An' wot's more, 'e treats yer like one. I know 'oo give yer thet black eye; thet shows what 'e thinks of yer! An' serve yer bloomin' well right if 'e'd give yer one in both eyes!'

'Yes, you are,' Mrs. Blakeston repeated, moving closer in a threatening way, causing Liza to back away. 'And what's more, he treats you like one. I know who gave you that black eye; that shows what he thinks of you! And it would serve you right if he gave you one in both eyes!'

Mrs. Blakeston stood close in front of her, her heavy jaw protruded and the frown of her eyebrows dark and stern. For a moment she stood silent, contemplating Liza, while the surrounders looked on in breathless interest.

Mrs. Blakeston stood right in front of her, her strong jaw jutted out and her eyebrows were deep and serious. For a moment, she remained silent, studying Liza, while those around them watched in eager anticipation.

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'Yer dirty little bitch, you!' she said at last. 'Tike that!' and with her open hand she gave her a sharp smack on the cheek.

'You dirty little brat!' she finally exclaimed. 'Take that!' And with her open hand, she gave her a sharp smack on the cheek.

Liza started back with a cry and put her hand up to her face.

Liza flinched and put her hand up to her face.

'An' tike thet!' added Mrs. Blakeston, repeating the blow. Then, gathering up the spittle in her mouth, she spat in Liza's face.

'Take that!' added Mrs. Blakeston, hitting her again. Then, gathering up the saliva in her mouth, she spat in Liza's face.

Liza sprang on her, and with her hands spread out like claws buried her nails in the woman's face and drew them down her cheeks. Mrs. Blakeston caught hold of her hair with both hands and tugged at it as hard as she could. But they were immediately separated.

Liza jumped on her and, with her hands spread out like claws, dug her nails into the woman's face and dragged them down her cheeks. Mrs. Blakeston grabbed her hair with both hands and pulled on it as hard as she could. But they were quickly pulled apart.

''Ere, 'old 'ard!' said some of the men. 'Fight it aht fair and square. Don't go scratchin' and maulin' like thet.'

''Hey, hold on!' said some of the guys. 'Fight it out fair and square. Don't go scratching and clawing like that.'

'I'll fight 'er, I don't mind!' shouted Mrs. Blakeston, tucking up her sleeves and savagely glaring at her opponent.

"I'll fight her, I don’t care!" shouted Mrs. Blakeston, rolling up her sleeves and fiercely glaring at her opponent.

Liza stood in front of her, pale and trembling; as she looked at her enemy, and saw the long red marks of her nails, with blood coming from one or two of them, she shrank back.

Liza stood in front of her, pale and shaking; as she looked at her enemy and saw the long red marks from her nails, with blood coming from one or two of them, she recoiled.

'I don't want ter fight,' she said hoarsely.

'I don't want to fight,' she said hoarsely.

'Na, I don't suppose yer do,' hissed the other, 'but yer'll damn well 'ave ter!'

'No, I don't think you will,' hissed the other, 'but you will definitely have to!'

'She's ever so much bigger than me; I've got no chanst,' added Liza tearfully.

"She's so much bigger than me; I have no chance," Liza added tearfully.

'You should 'ave thought of thet before. Come on!' and with these words Mrs. Blakeston rushed upon her. She hit her with both fists one after the other. Liza did not try to guard herself, but imitating the woman's motion, hit out with her own fists; and for a minute or two they continued thus, raining blows on one another with the same windmill motion of the arms. But Liza could not stand against the other woman's weight; the blows came down heavy and rapid all over her face and head. She put up her hands to cover her face and [99] turned her head away, while Mrs. Blakeston kept on hitting mercilessly.

"You should've thought of that before. Come on!" With those words, Mrs. Blakeston charged at her. She hit Liza with both fists, one after the other. Liza didn't try to defend herself but copied the woman's movement, swinging her own fists. For a minute or two, they continued this way, trading blows in the same windmill motion with their arms. But Liza couldn't hold her ground against the other woman's strength; the punches came down heavy and fast all over her face and head. She raised her hands to shield her face and turned her head away, while Mrs. Blakeston continued to hit her without mercy.

'Time!' shouted some of the men—'Time!' and Mrs. Blakeston stopped to rest herself.

'Time!' shouted some of the men—'Time!' and Mrs. Blakeston paused to take a break.

'It don't seem 'ardly fair to set them two on tergether. Liza's got no chanst against a big woman like thet,' said a man among the crowd.

'It doesn't seem fair to pit those two against each other. Liza has no chance against a big woman like that,' said a man in the crowd.

'Well, it's er' own fault,' answered a woman; 'she didn't oughter mess about with 'er 'usbind.'

'Well, it's her own fault,' answered a woman; 'she shouldn't mess around with her husband.'

'Well, I don't think it's right,' added another man. 'She's gettin' it too much.'

'Well, I don't think that's fair,' added another man. 'She's getting it way too much.'

'An' serve 'er right too!' said one of the women. 'She deserves all she gets an' a damn sight more inter the bargain.'

'That'll teach her!' said one of the women. 'She deserves everything she gets and a whole lot more on top of that.'

'Quite right,' put in a third; 'a woman's got no right ter tike someone's 'usbind from 'er. An' if she does she's bloomin' lucky if she gits off with a 'idin'—thet's wot I think.'

'That's true,' added a third person; 'a woman has no right to take someone else's husband from her. And if she does, she's really lucky if she just gets away with a hiding—that's what I think.'

'So do I. But I wouldn't 'ave thought it of Liza. I never thought she was a wrong 'un.'

'So do I. But I wouldn't have thought that about Liza. I never thought she was a bad person.'

'Pretty specimen she is!' said a little dark woman, who looked like a Jewess. 'If she messed abaht with my old man, I'd stick 'er—I swear I would!'

'She's quite a sight!' said a small dark woman who resembled a Jewish person. 'If she messed around with my man, I'd take care of her—I'm serious!'

'Now she's been carryin' on with one, she'll try an' git others—you see if she don't.'

'Now that she’s been involved with one, she’ll try to get others—you watch and see if she doesn’t.'

'She'd better not come round my 'ouse; I'll soon give 'er wot for.'

'She better not come around my house; I'll quickly give her what for.'

Meanwhile Liza was standing at one corner of the ring, trembling all over and crying bitterly. One of her eyes was bunged up, and her hair, all dishevelled, was hanging down over her face. Two young fellows, who had constituted themselves her seconds, were standing in front of her, offering rather ironical comfort. One of them had taken the bottom corners of her apron and was fanning her with it, while the other was showing her how to stand and hold her arms.

Meanwhile, Liza was standing in one corner of the ring, trembling all over and crying hard. One of her eyes was swollen, and her hair, all messy, was hanging down over her face. Two young guys, who had made themselves her corners, were standing in front of her, offering somewhat sarcastic comfort. One of them had taken the bottom corners of her apron and was fanning her with it, while the other was demonstrating how to stand and hold her arms.

'You stand up to 'er, Liza,' he was saying; 'there ain't no [100] good funkin' it, you'll simply get it all the worse. You 'it 'er back. Give 'er one on the boko, like this—see; yer must show a bit of pluck, yer know.'

'You stand up to her, Liza,' he was saying; 'there's no point in backing down, you'll just end up worse off. You hit her back. Give her one on the head, like this—see; you have to show a bit of courage, you know.'

Liza tried to check her sobs.

Liza tried to hold back her tears.

'Yus, 'it 'er 'ard, that's wot yer've got ter do,' said the other. 'An' if yer find she's gettin' the better on yer, you close on 'er and catch 'old of 'er 'air and scratch 'er.'

'Yeah, it's tough, that's what you've got to do,' said the other. 'And if you find she's getting the upper hand on you, you get close to her and grab her hair and scratch her.'

'You've marked 'er with yer nails, Liza. By gosh, you did fly on her when she spat at yer! thet's the way ter do the job!'

'You’ve marked her with your nails, Liza. Wow, you really went after her when she spat at you! That’s the way to get the job done!'

Then turning to his fellow, he said:

Then he turned to his friend and said:

'D'yer remember thet fight as old Mother Cregg 'ad with another woman in the street last year?'

'D'you remember that fight old Mother Cregg had with another woman in the street last year?'

'Na,' he answered, 'I never saw thet.'

'No,' he replied, 'I never saw that.'

'It was a cawker; an' the cops come in and took 'em both off ter quod.'

'It was a big deal; and the police came in and took them both off to jail.'

Liza wished the policemen would come and take her off; she would willingly have gone to prison to escape the fiend in front of her; but no help came.

Liza wished the police would show up and take her away; she would gladly go to jail to escape the monster in front of her; but no help came.

'Time's up!' shouted the referee. 'Fire away!'

'Time's up!' yelled the referee. 'Go for it!'

'Tike care of the cops!' shouted a man.

'Take care of the cops!' shouted a man.

'There's no fear abaht them,' answered somebody else. 'They always keeps out of the way when there's anythin' goin' on.'

'There's no fear about them,' answered someone else. 'They always stay out of the way when there's anything going on.'

'Fire away!'

"Go ahead!"

Mrs. Blakeston attacked Liza madly; but the girl stood up bravely, and as well as she could gave back the blows she received. The spectators grew tremendously excited.

Mrs. Blakeston violently attacked Liza; but the girl stood her ground bravely and fought back as best as she could. The onlookers became extremely excited.

'Got 'im again!' they shouted. 'Give it 'er, Liza, thet's a good 'un!—'it 'er 'ard!'

'Got him again!' they shouted. 'Give it to her, Liza, that's a good one!—hit her hard!'

'Two ter one on the old 'un!' shouted a sporting gentleman; but Liza found no backers.

'Two to one on the old one!' shouted a betting man; but Liza found no supporters.

'Ain't she standin' up well now she's roused?' cried someone.

"Isn't she standing up well now that she's awake?" shouted someone.

'Oh, she's got some pluck in 'er, she 'as!'

'Oh, she's got some spirit in her, she has!'

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'Thet's a knock-aht!' they shouted as Mrs. Blakeston brought her fist down on to Liza's nose; the girl staggered back, and blood began to flow. Then, losing all fear, mad with rage, she made a rush on her enemy, and rained down blows all over her nose and eyes and mouth. The woman recoiled at the sudden violence of the onslaught, and the men cried:

'That's a knockout!' they yelled as Mrs. Blakeston slammed her fist down on Liza's nose; the girl staggered back, blood starting to flow. Then, losing all fear and consumed by rage, she charged at her opponent, unleashing a flurry of punches all over her nose, eyes, and mouth. The woman flinched at the sudden intensity of the attack, and the men shouted:

'By God, the little 'un's gettin' the best of it!'

'By God, the little one is getting the best of it!'

But quickly recovering herself the woman closed with Liza, and dug her nails into her flesh. Liza caught hold of her hair and pulled with all her might, and turning her teeth on Mrs. Blakeston tried to bite her. And thus for a minute they swayed about, scratching, tearing, biting, sweat and blood pouring down their faces, and their eyes fixed on one another, bloodshot and full of rage. The audience shouted and cheered and clapped their hands.

But quickly regaining her composure, the woman confronted Liza and dug her nails into her skin. Liza grabbed her hair and pulled with all her strength, and trying to bite Mrs. Blakeston, she turned her teeth on her. For a minute, they swayed back and forth, scratching, tearing, biting, with sweat and blood streaming down their faces, their eyes locked on each other, bloodshot and filled with fury. The audience shouted, cheered, and clapped their hands.

'Wot the 'ell's up 'ere?'

'What the hell is going on here?'

'I sy, look there,' said some of the women in a whisper. 'It's the 'usbind!'

'I say, look there,' some of the women whispered. 'It's the husband!'

He stood on tiptoe and looked over the crowd.

He stood on his tiptoes and glanced over the crowd.

'My Gawd,' he said, 'it's Liza!'

'Oh my God,' he said, 'it's Liza!'

Then roughly pushing the people aside, he made his way through the crowd into the centre, and thrusting himself between the two women, tore them apart. He turned furiously on his wife.

Then roughly pushing people aside, he made his way through the crowd to the center, and shoving himself between the two women, tore them apart. He turned angrily to his wife.

'By Gawd, I'll give yer somethin' for this!'

'By God, I'll give you something for this!'

And for a moment they all three stood silently looking at one another.

And for a moment, the three of them stood there in silence, looking at each other.

Another man had been attracted by the crowd, and he, too, pushed his way through.

Another man was drawn in by the crowd, and he pushed his way through, too.

'Come 'ome, Liza,' he said.

'Come home, Liza,' he said.

'Tom!'

'Tom!'

He took hold of her arm, and led her through the people, who gave way to let her pass. They walked silently through the street, Tom very grave, Liza weeping bitterly.

He grabbed her arm and guided her through the crowd, which parted to let her by. They walked quietly down the street, Tom looking very serious and Liza crying hard.

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'Oh, Tom,' she sobbed after a while, 'I couldn't 'elp it!' Then, when her tears permitted, 'I did love 'im so!'

'Oh, Tom,' she cried after a while, 'I couldn't help it!' Then, when her tears allowed, 'I did love him so!'

When they got to the door she plaintively said: 'Come in,' and he followed her to her room. Here she sank on to a chair, and gave herself up to her tears.

When they reached the door, she said sadly, "Come in," and he went with her to her room. Once inside, she collapsed into a chair and let her tears flow.

Tom wetted the end of a towel and began wiping her face, grimy with blood and tears. She let him do it, just moaning amid her sobs:

Tom dampened the end of a towel and started wiping her face, dirty with blood and tears. She allowed him to do it, merely moaning through her sobs:

'You are good ter me, Tom.'

'You are good to me, Tom.'

'Cheer up, old gal,' he said kindly, 'it's all over now.'

'Cheer up, old friend,' he said kindly, 'it's all done now.'

After a while the excess of crying brought its cessation. She drank some water, and then taking up a broken handglass she looked at herself, saying:

After a while, the crying finally stopped. She drank some water, and then picked up a broken mirror to look at herself, saying:

'I am a sight!' and proceeded to wind up her hair. 'You 'ave been good ter me, Tom,' she repeated, her voice still broken with sobs; and as he sat down beside her she took his hand.

'I look ridiculous!' and started to fix her hair. 'You've been so kind to me, Tom,' she said again, her voice still shaky from crying; and as he sat down next to her, she took his hand.

'Na, I ain't,' he answered; 'it's only wot anybody 'ud 'ave done.'

'No, I'm not,' he answered; 'it's just what anyone would have done.'

'Yer know, Tom,' she said, after a little silence, 'I'm so sorry I spoke cross like when I met yer in the street; you ain't spoke ter me since.'

"Hey, Tom," she said after a brief pause, "I'm really sorry I snapped at you when I ran into you on the street; you haven't talked to me since."

'Oh, thet's all over now, old lidy, we needn't think of thet.'

'Oh, that's all in the past now, old lady, we don't need to think about that.'

'Oh, but I 'ave treated yer bad. I'm a regular wrong 'un, I am.'

'Oh, but I've treated you badly. I'm a real piece of work, I am.'

He pressed her hand without speaking.

He held her hand without saying a word.

'I say, Tom,' she began, after another pause. 'Did yer know thet—well, you know—before ter-day?'

'I say, Tom,' she started, after another pause. 'Did you know that—well, you know—before today?'

He blushed as he answered:

He blushed while answering:

'Yus.'

'Yeah.'

She spoke very sadly and slowly.

She spoke very sadly and slowly.

'I thought yer did; yer seemed so cut up like when I used to meet yer. Yer did love me then, Tom, didn't yer?'

'I thought you did; you seemed so upset like when I used to see you. You did love me back then, Tom, didn't you?'

'I do now, dearie,' he answered.

'I do now, sweetheart,' he replied.

'Ah, it's too lite now,' she sighed.

'Ah, it's too light now,' she sighed.

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'D'yer know, Liza,' he said, 'I just abaht kicked the life aht of a feller 'cause 'e said you was messin' abaht with—with 'im.'

'D'you know, Liza,' he said, 'I just about kicked the life out of a guy because he said you were messing around with—with him.'

'An' yer knew I was?'

'And you knew I was?'

'Yus—but I wasn't goin' ter 'ave anyone say it before me.'

'Yeah—but I wasn't going to let anyone say it before me.'

'They've all rounded on me except you, Tom. I'd 'ave done better if I'd tiken you when you arst me; I shouldn't be where I am now, if I 'ad.'

'They've all turned against me except you, Tom. I would have been better off if I had taken you when you asked me; I wouldn't be where I am now if I had.'

'Well, won't yer now? Won't yer 'ave me now?'

'Well, won't you now? Won't you have me now?'

'Me? After wot's 'appened?'

'Me? After what's happened?'

'Oh, I don't mind abaht thet. Thet don't matter ter me if you'll marry me. I fair can't live without yer, Liza—won't yer?'

'Oh, I don't mind about that. It doesn't matter to me if you'll marry me. I really can't live without you, Liza—won't you?'

She groaned.

She sighed.

'Na, I can't, Tom, it wouldn't be right.'

'No, I can't, Tom, that wouldn't be right.'

'Why, not, if I don't mind?'

'Why not, if I don't mind?'

'Tom,' she said, looking down, almost whispering, 'I'm like that—you know!'

'Tom,' she said, looking down, almost whispering, 'I'm like that—you know!'

'Wot d'yer mean?'

'What do you mean?'

She could scarcely utter the words—

She could hardly say the words—

'I think I'm in the family wy.'

'I think I'm in the family way.'

He paused a moment; then spoke again.

He paused for a moment, then spoke again.

'Well—I don't mind, if yer'll only marry me.'

'Well—I don't mind, as long as you marry me.'

'Na, I can't, Tom,' she said, bursting into tears; 'I can't, but you are so good ter me; I'd do anythin' ter mike it up ter you.'

'No, I can't, Tom,' she said, breaking down in tears; 'I can't, but you are so good to me; I'd do anything to make it up to you.'

She put her arms round his neck and slid on to his knees.

She wrapped her arms around his neck and settled onto his lap.

'Yer know, Tom, I couldn't marry yer now; but anythin' else—if yer wants me ter do anythin' else, I'll do it if it'll mike you 'appy.'

'You know, Tom, I can't marry you right now; but anything else—if you want me to do anything else, I'll do it if it'll make you happy.'

He did not understand, but only said:

He didn't understand, but just said:

'You're a good gal, Liza,' and bending down he kissed her gravely on the forehead.

'You're a good girl, Liza,' and bending down he kissed her seriously on the forehead.

Then with a sigh he lifted her down, and getting up left [104] her alone. For a while she sat where he left her, but as she thought of all she had gone through her loneliness and misery overcame her, the tears welled forth, and throwing herself on the bed she buried her face in the pillows.

Then, with a sigh, he helped her down and stood up, leaving her alone. For a while, she stayed where he had left her, but as she reflected on everything she had been through, her loneliness and misery overwhelmed her. Tears filled her eyes, and throwing herself onto the bed, she buried her face in the pillows.


Jim stood looking at Liza as she went off with Tom, and his wife watched him jealously.

Jim stood watching Liza walk away with Tom, while his wife looked at him with jealousy.

'It's 'er you're thinkin' abaht. Of course you'd 'ave liked ter tike 'er 'ome yerself, I know, an' leave me to shift for myself.'

'It's her you're thinking about. Of course you'd have liked to take her home yourself, I know, and leave me to fend for myself.'

'Shut up!' said Jim, angrily turning upon her.

"Shut up!" Jim said, angrily turning to her.

'I shan't shut up,' she answered, raising her voice. 'Nice 'usbind you are. Go' lumme, as good as they mike 'em! Nice thing ter go an' leave yer wife and children for a thing like thet! At your age, too! You oughter be ashimed of yerself. Why, it's like messin' abaht with your own daughter!'

'I won't shut up,' she replied, raising her voice. 'What a nice husband you are. Oh my, as good as they come! What a thing to leave your wife and kids for something like that! At your age, too! You should be ashamed of yourself. It's like messing around with your own daughter!'

'By God!'—he ground his teeth with rage—'if yer don't leave me alone, I'll kick the life aht of yer!'

'By God!'—he grinded his teeth in anger—'if you don't leave me alone, I'll kick the life out of you!'

'There!' she said, turning to the crowd—'there, see 'ow 'e treats me! Listen ter that! I've been 'is wife for twenty years, an' yer couldn't 'ave 'ad a better wife, an' I've bore 'im nine children, yet say nothin' of a miscarriage, an' I've got another comin', an' thet's 'ow 'e treats me! Nice 'usbind, ain't it?' She looked at him scornfully, then again at the surrounders as if for their opinion.

'There!' she said, turning to the crowd—'there, see how he treats me! Listen to that! I've been his wife for twenty years, and you couldn't have had a better wife, and I've borne him nine children, not to mention a miscarriage, and I've got another one on the way, and that's how he treats me! Nice husband, isn't it?' She looked at him scornfully, then again at the onlookers as if seeking their opinion.

'Well, I ain't goin' ter stay 'ere all night; get aht of the light!' He pushed aside the people who barred his way, and the one or two who growled a little at his roughness, looking at his angry face, were afraid to complain.

'Well, I’m not going to stay here all night; get out of the way!' He pushed past the people blocking his path, and those who grumbled slightly at his rudeness, seeing his angry expression, were too scared to say anything.

'Look at 'im!' said his wife. ''E's afraid, 'e is. See 'im slinkin' awy like a bloomin' mongrel with 'is tail between 'is legs. Ugh!' She walked just behind him, shouting and brandishing her arms.

"Look at him!" said his wife. "He's scared, he is. Look at him sneaking away like a damn mutt with his tail between his legs. Ugh!" She walked right behind him, yelling and waving her arms.

'Yer dirty beast, you,' she yelled, 'ter go foolin' abaht with a little girl! Ugh! I wish yer wasn't my 'usbind; I wouldn't [105] be seen drowned with yer, if I could 'elp it. Yer mike me sick ter look at yer.'

'You dirty beast,' she yelled, 'to be messing around with a little girl! Ugh! I wish you weren't my husband; I wouldn't [105] be caught dead with you if I could help it. You make me sick to look at.'

The crowd followed them on both sides of the road, keeping at a discreet distance, but still eagerly listening.

The crowd followed them along both sides of the road, staying at a respectful distance but still eagerly listening in.

Jim turned on her once or twice and said:

Jim turned to her once or twice and said:

'Shut up!'

'Stop talking!'

But it only made her more angry. 'I tell yer I shan't shut up. I don't care 'oo knows it, you're a ——, you are! I'm ashimed the children should 'ave such a father as you. D'yer think I didn't know wot you was up ter them nights you was awy—courtin', yus, courtin'? You're a nice man, you are!'

But it just made her angrier. "I'm telling you, I'm not going to shut up. I don’t care who knows it—you’re a —, you are! I’m ashamed the kids have such a father as you. Do you think I didn’t know what you were up to those nights you were away—dating, yeah, dating? You’re a nice guy, you are!"

Jim did not answer her, but walked on. At last he turned round to the people who were following and said:

Jim didn't respond to her but kept walking. Finally, he turned to the people who were following him and said:

'Na then, wot d'you want 'ere? You jolly well clear, or I'll give some of you somethin'!'

'Now then, what do you want here? You’d better be clear, or I’ll give some of you something!'

They were mostly boys and women, and at his words they shrank back.

They were mostly boys and women, and at his words, they pulled back.

''E's afraid ter sy anythin' ter me,' jeered Mrs. Blakeston. ''E's a beauty!'

''He's afraid to say anything to me,'' mocked Mrs. Blakeston. ''He's a real catch!''

Jim entered his house, and she followed him till they came up into their room. Polly was giving the children their tea. They all started up as they saw their mother with her hair and clothes in disorder, blotches of dried blood on her face, and the long scratch-marks.

Jim walked into the house, and she followed him until they reached their room. Polly was serving tea to the kids. They all jumped when they saw their mom with her hair and clothes messed up, dried blood smeared on her face, and long scratch marks.

'Oh, mother,' said Polly, 'wot is the matter?'

'Oh, mom,' said Polly, 'what's wrong?'

''E's the matter.' she answered, pointing to her husband. 'It's through 'im I've got all this. Look at yer father, children; e's a father to be proud of, leavin' yer ter starve an' spendin' 'is week's money on a dirty little strumper.'

"What's the matter?" she replied, pointing at her husband. "It's because of him that I've got all this. Look at your father, kids; he's a father to be proud of, leaving you to starve and spending his week's money on a cheap little floozy."

Jim felt easier now he had not got so many strange eyes on him.

Jim felt more at ease now that he didn't have so many strange eyes on him.

'Now, look 'ere,' he said, 'I'm not goin' ter stand this much longer, so just you tike care.'

'Now, listen here,' he said, 'I'm not going to put up with this much longer, so you better take care.'

'I ain't frightened of yer. I know yer'd like ter kill me, but yer'll get strung up if you do.'

'I’m not afraid of you. I know you’d like to kill me, but you’ll get hanged if you do.'

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'Na, I won't kill yer, but if I 'ave any more of your sauce I'll do the next thing to it.'

'No, I won't kill you, but if I have any more of your sauce, I'll definitely do something else about it.'

'Touch me if yer dare,' she said, 'I'll 'ave the law on you. An' I shouldn't mind 'ow many month's 'ard you got.'

'Touch me if you dare,' she said, 'I'll have the law on you. And I wouldn't care how many months hard time you got.'

'Be quiet!' he said, and, closing his hand, gave her a heavy blow in the chest that made her stagger.

'Be quiet!' he said, and, clenching his fist, delivered a solid punch to her chest that made her stumble.

'Oh, you ——!' she screamed.

'Oh, you jerk!' she screamed.

She seized the poker, and in a fury of rage rushed at him.

She grabbed the poker and, in a fit of anger, rushed at him.

'Would yer?' he said, catching hold of it and wrenching it from her grasp. He threw it to the end of the room and grappled with her. For a moment they swayed about from side to side, then with an effort he lifted her off her feet and threw her to the ground; but she caught hold of him and he came down on the top of her. She screamed as her head thumped down on the floor, and the children, who were standing huddled up in a corner, terrified, screamed too.

"Would you?" he said, grabbing it and pulling it from her hand. He tossed it to the far end of the room and tackled her. For a moment, they swayed back and forth, then with a burst of strength, he lifted her off the ground and slammed her down. But she held onto him, and he landed right on top of her. She screamed as her head thudded against the floor, and the children, huddled in a corner, terrified, screamed too.

Jim caught hold of his wife's head and began beating it against the floor.

Jim grabbed his wife's head and started banging it against the floor.

She cried out: 'You're killing me! Help! help!'

She shouted, "You're killing me! Help! Help!"

Polly in terror ran up to her father and tried to pull him off.

Polly, in fear, ran up to her dad and tried to pull him away.

'Father, don't 'it 'er! Anythin' but thet—for God's sike!'

'Father, don't do it! Anything but that—for God's sake!'

'Leave me alone,' he said, 'or I'll give you somethin' too.'

'Leave me alone,' he said, 'or I'll give you something too.'

She caught hold of his arm, but Jim, still kneeling on his wife, gave Polly a backhanded blow which sent her staggering back.

She grabbed his arm, but Jim, still kneeling on his wife, swung his arm back and hit Polly, sending her stumbling backward.

'Tike that!'

'Take that!'

Polly ran out of the room, downstairs to the first-floor front, where two men and two women were sitting at tea.

Polly dashed out of the room and raced downstairs to the front of the first floor, where two men and two women were sitting together having tea.

'Oh, come an' stop father!' she cried. ''E's killin' mother!'

'Oh, come and stop him, father!' she shouted. 'He’s hurting mother!'

'Why, wot's 'e doin'?'

'What’s he doing?'

'Oh, 'e's got 'er on the floor, an' 'e's bangin' 'er 'ead. 'E's payin' 'er aht for givin' Liza Kemp a 'idin'.'

'Oh, he’s got her on the floor, and he’s banging her head. He’s paying her back for giving Liza Kemp a hiding.'

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One of the women started up and said to her husband:

One of the women stood up and said to her husband:

'Come on, John, you go an' stop it.'

'Come on, John, go and stop it.'

'Don't you, John,' said the other man. 'When a man's givin' 'is wife socks it's best not ter interfere.'

'Don't you, John,' said the other man. 'When a guy is giving his wife socks, it's best not to interfere.'

'But 'e's killin' 'er,' repeated Polly, trembling with fright.

'But he's killing her,' repeated Polly, trembling with fear.

'Garn!' rejoined the man, 'she'll git over it; an' p'raps she deserves it, for all you know.'

'Come on!' replied the man, 'she'll get over it; and maybe she deserves it, for all you know.'

John sat undecided, looking now at Polly, now at his wife, and now at the other man.

John sat there, unsure, glancing between Polly, his wife, and the other guy.

'Oh, do be quick—for God's sike!' said Polly.

'Oh, please hurry—for goodness' sake!' said Polly.

At that moment a sound as of something smashing was heard upstairs, and a woman's shriek. Mrs. Blakeston, in an effort to tear herself away from her husband, had knocked up against the wash-hand stand, and the whole thing had crashed down.

At that moment, there was a loud crash from upstairs, followed by a woman's scream. Mrs. Blakeston, trying to pull away from her husband, had bumped into the washstand, causing it to topple over completely.

'Go on, John,' said the wife.

'Go on, John,' said his wife.

'No, I ain't goin'; I shan't do no good, an' 'e'll only round on me.'

'No, I’m not going; I won’t do any good, and he’ll just turn against me.'

'Well, you are a bloomin' lot of cowards, thet's all I can say,' indignantly answered the wife. 'But I ain't goin' ter see a woman murdered; I'll go an' stop 'im.'

'Well, you are a bunch of cowards, that's all I can say,' the wife replied angrily. 'But I'm not going to stand by and watch a woman get murdered; I'm going to go and stop him.'

With that she ran upstairs and threw open the door. Jim was still kneeling on his wife, hitting her furiously, while she was trying to protect her head and face with her hands.

With that, she ran upstairs and flung open the door. Jim was still kneeling on his wife, hitting her angrily, while she was trying to shield her head and face with her hands.

'Leave off!' shouted the woman.

"Stop it!" shouted the woman.

Jim looked up. ''Oo the devil are you?' he said.

Jim looked up. "Who the hell are you?" he said.

'Leave off, I tell yer. Aren't yer ashimed of yerself, knockin' a woman abaht like that?' And she sprang at him, seizing his fist.

'Stop it, I tell you. Aren't you ashamed of yourself, pushing a woman around like that?' And she jumped at him, grabbing his fist.

'Let go,' he said, 'or I'll give you a bit.'

'Let go,' he said, 'or I'll hit you a little.'

'Yer'd better not touch me,' she said. 'Yer dirty coward! Why, look at 'er, she's almost senseless.'

'You'd better not touch me,' she said. 'You're a dirty coward! Just look at her, she's almost out cold.'

Jim stopped and gazed at his wife. He got up and gave her a kick.

Jim paused and looked at his wife. He stood up and kicked her.

'Git up!' he said; but she remained huddled up on the [108] floor, moaning feebly. The woman from downstairs went on her knees and took her head in her arms.

'Get up!' he said; but she stayed curled up on the [108] floor, moaning weakly. The woman from downstairs knelt down and cradled her head in her arms.

'Never mind, Mrs. Blakeston. 'E's not goin' ter touch yer. 'Ere, drink this little drop of water.' Then turning to Jim, with infinite disdain: 'Yer dirty blackguard, you! If I was a man I'd give you something for this.'

'Forget it, Mrs. Blakeston. He’s not going to bother you. Here, drink this little bit of water.' Then turning to Jim, with endless disdain: 'You filthy scoundrel! If I were a man, I’d do something about this.'

Jim put on his hat and went out, slamming the door, while the woman shouted after him: 'Good riddance!'

Jim put on his hat and walked out, slamming the door, while the woman yelled after him, "Good riddance!"


'Lord love yer,' said Mrs. Kemp, 'wot is the matter?'

'Lord love you,' said Mrs. Kemp, 'what's the matter?'

She had just come in, and opening the door had started back in surprise at seeing Liza on the bed, all tears. Liza made no answer, but cried as if her heart were breaking. Mrs. Kemp went up to her and tried to look at her face.

She had just walked in, and when she opened the door, she gasped in surprise at seeing Liza on the bed, in tears. Liza didn’t respond, just cried as if her heart were breaking. Mrs. Kemp approached her and tried to see her face.

'Don't cry, dearie; tell us wot it is.'

'Don't cry, sweetheart; just tell us what it is.'

Liza sat up and dried her eyes.

Liza sat up and wiped her tears away.

'I am so un'appy!'

"I'm so unhappy!"

'Wot 'ave yer been doin' ter yer fice? My!'

'What have you been doing to your face? My!'

'Nothin'.'

'Nothing.'

'Garn! Yer can't 'ave got a fice like thet all by itself.'

'Wow! You can't possibly have a face like that all on its own.'

'I 'ad a bit of a scrimmage with a woman dahn the street,' sobbed out Liza.

'I had a bit of a scuffle with a woman down the street,' Liza sobbed.

'She 'as give yer a doin'; an' yer all upset—an' look at yer eye! I brought in a little bit of stike for ter-morrer's dinner; you just cut a bit off an' put it over yer optic, that'll soon put it right. I always used ter do thet myself when me an' your poor father 'ad words.'

"She really gave you a beating, and you’re all worked up—look at your eye! I brought in a little piece of steak for tomorrow's dinner; just cut a slice and put it over your eye, that’ll help it heal. I always used to do that myself when your poor father and I had fights."

'Oh, I'm all over in a tremble, an' my 'ead, oo, my 'ead does feel bad!'

'Oh, I'm shaking all over, and my head, oh, my head feels terrible!'

'I know wot yer want,' remarked Mrs. Kemp, nodding her head, 'an' it so 'appens as I've got the very thing with me.' She pulled a medicine bottle out of her pocket, and taking out the cork smelt it. 'Thet's good stuff, none of your firewater or your methylated spirit. I don't often indulge in sich things, but when I do I likes to 'ave the best.'

"I know what you want," Mrs. Kemp said, nodding her head, "and it just so happens that I've got exactly what you need." She pulled a medicine bottle out of her pocket and took out the cork to smell it. "That's good stuff, none of that cheap alcohol or methylated spirit. I don't usually indulge in things like this, but when I do, I like to have the best."

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She handed the bottle to Liza, who took a mouthful and gave it her back; she had a drink herself, and smacked her lips.

She handed the bottle to Liza, who took a sip and passed it back; she had a drink herself and smacked her lips.

'Thet's good stuff. 'Ave a drop more.'

'That's good stuff. Have a bit more.'

'Na,' said Liza, 'I ain't used ter drinkin' spirits.'

'No,' Liza said, 'I'm not used to drinking hard liquor.'

She felt dull and miserable, and a heavy pain throbbed through her head. If she could only forget!

She felt down and miserable, and a heavy throbbing pain pulsed through her head. If only she could forget!

'Na, I know you're not, but, bless your soul, thet won' 'urt yer. It'll do you no end of good. Why, often when I've been feelin' thet done up thet I didn't know wot ter do with myself, I've just 'ad a little drop of whisky or gin—I'm not partic'ler wot spirit it is—an' it's pulled me up wonderful.'

'No, I know you’re not, but, bless your heart, that won’t hurt you. It’ll do you a world of good. You know, whenever I’ve felt so worn out that I didn’t know what to do with myself, I’ve just had a little bit of whiskey or gin—I’m not picky about which one it is—and it’s lifted me up remarkably.'

Liza took another sip, a slightly longer one; it burnt as it went down her throat, and sent through her a feeling of comfortable warmth.

Liza took another sip, this one a bit longer; it burned as it slid down her throat, sending a nice warm sensation through her.

'I really do think it's doin' me good,' she said, wiping her eyes and giving a sigh of relief as the crying ceased.

"I really think it’s helping me," she said, wiping her eyes and letting out a sigh of relief as the crying stopped.

'I knew it would. Tike my word for it, if people took a little drop of spirits in time, there'd be much less sickness abaht.'

'I knew it would. Take my word for it, if people had a little drink on time, there'd be a lot less sickness around.'

They sat for a while in silence, then Mrs. Kemp remarked:

They sat quietly for a bit, then Mrs. Kemp said:

'Yer know, Liza, it strikes me as 'ow we could do with a drop more. You not bein' in the 'abit of tikin' anythin' I only brought just this little drop for me; an' it ain't took us long ter finish thet up. But as you're an invalid like we'll git a little more this time; it's sure ter turn aht useful.'

'You know, Liza, it occurs to me that we could use a bit more. Since you’re not in the habit of taking anything, I only brought this little bit for myself; and it didn’t take us long to finish that up. But since you’re not well, we’ll get a little more this time; it’s definitely going to come in handy.'

'But you ain't got nothin' ter put it in.'

'But you don't have anything to put it in.'

'Yus, I 'ave,' answered Mrs. Kemp; 'there's thet bottle as they gives me at the 'orspital. Just empty the medicine aht into the pile, an' wash it aht, an' I'll tike it round to the pub myself.'

'Yes, I have,' answered Mrs. Kemp. 'There's that bottle they gave me at the hospital. Just dump the medicine out into the pile, wash it out, and I'll take it around to the pub myself.'

Liza, when she was left alone, began to turn things over in her mind. She did not feel so utterly unhappy as before, for the things she had gone through seemed further away.

Liza, when she was left alone, started to think things over. She didn't feel as completely unhappy as before, because what she had been through felt more distant.

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'After all,' she said, 'it don't so much matter.'

'After all,' she said, 'it doesn't really matter that much.'

Mrs. Kemp came in.

Mrs. Kemp entered.

''Ave a little drop more, Liza.' she said.

''Have a little more, Liza,'' she said.

'Well, I don't mind if I do. I'll get some tumblers, shall I? There's no mistike abaht it,' she added, when she had taken a little, 'it do buck yer up.'

'Well, I don't mind if I do. I'll grab some tumblers, shall I? There's no mistake about it,' she added, after taking a little sip, 'it really perks you up.'

'You're right, Liza—you're right. An' you wanted it badly. Fancy you 'avin' a fight with a woman! Oh, I've 'ad some in my day, but then I wasn't a little bit of a thing like you is. I wish I'd been there, I wouldn't 'ave stood by an' looked on while my daughter was gettin' the worst of it; although I'm turned sixty-five, an' gettin' on for sixty-six, I'd 'ave said to 'er: "If you touch my daughter you'll 'ave me ter deal with, so just look aht!"'

'You're right, Liza—you're right. And you really wanted it badly. Can you believe you had a fight with a woman? Oh, I’ve had my share in my day, but back then I wasn't such a tiny thing like you are. I wish I had been there; I wouldn't have just stood by and watched while my daughter was getting the worst of it. Even though I’m turning sixty-five and nearing sixty-six, I would have said to her: "If you touch my daughter, you’ll have me to deal with, so just look out!"'

She brandished her glass, and that reminding her, she refilled it and Liza's.

She raised her glass, and remembering that, she refilled it and Liza's.

'Ah, Liza,' she remarked, 'you're a chip of the old block. Ter see you settin' there an' 'avin' your little drop, it mikes me feel as if I was livin' a better life. Yer used ter be rather 'ard on me, Liza, 'cause I took a little drop on Saturday nights. An', mind, I don't sy I didn't tike a little drop too much sometimes—accidents will occur even in the best regulated of families, but wot I say is this—it's good stuff, I say, an' it don't 'urt yer.'

'Ah, Liza,' she said, 'you're just like your old self. Seeing you sitting there and having your little drink makes me feel like I'm living a better life. You used to be pretty tough on me, Liza, because I would have a drink on Saturday nights. And, to be honest, I can't say I didn't sometimes have a bit too much—accidents happen even in the best families, but what I mean is this—it's good stuff, I think, and it doesn't hurt you.'

'Buck up, old gal!' said Liza, filling the glasses, 'no 'eel-taps. I feel like a new woman now. I was thet dahn in the dumps—well, I shouldn't 'ave cared if I'd been at the bottom of the river, an' thet's the truth.'

'Cheer up, old girl!' said Liza, pouring the drinks, 'no more of that gloomy stuff. I feel like a brand new woman now. I was really down in the dumps—honestly, I wouldn't have cared if I had ended up at the bottom of the river, and that's the truth.'

'You don't sy so,' replied her affectionate mother.

'You don't say so,' replied her loving mother.

'Yus, I do, an' I mean it too, but I don't feel like thet now. You're right, mother, when you're in trouble there's nothin' like a bit of spirits.'

'Yeah, I do, and I really mean it, but I’m not feeling that way right now. You're right, Mom, when you're in trouble, there's nothing like a little drink.'

'Well, if I don't know, I dunno 'oo does, for the trouble I've 'ad, it 'ud be enough to kill many women. Well, I've 'ad thirteen children, an' you can think wot thet was; everyone [111] I 'ad I used ter sy I wouldn't 'ave no more—but one does, yer know. You'll 'ave a family some day, Liza, an' I shouldn't wonder if you didn't 'ave as many as me. We come from a very prodigal family, we do, we've all gone in ter double figures, except your Aunt Mary, who only 'ad three—but then she wasn't married, so it didn't count, like.'

'Well, if I don't know, I don't know who does. With all the trouble I've had, it would be enough to break many women. I've had thirteen children, and you can imagine what that was like. Each time I had a baby, I'd say I wouldn't have any more—but somehow, you do, you know? You'll have a family someday, Liza, and I wouldn't be surprised if you ended up with as many as I did. We come from a very big family; all of us have had double digits, except for your Aunt Mary, who only had three—but that doesn't really count since she wasn't married.'

They drank each other's health. Everything was getting blurred to Liza, she was losing her head.

They toasted to each other’s health. Everything was getting hazy for Liza; she was losing her grip.

'Yus,' went on Mrs. Kemp, 'I've 'ad thirteen children an' I'm proud of it. As your poor dear father used ter sy, it shows as 'ow one's got the blood of a Briton in one. Your poor dear father, 'e was a great 'and at speakin' 'e was: 'e used ter speak at parliamentary meetin's—I really believe 'e'd 'ave been a Member of Parliament if 'e'd been alive now. Well, as I was sayin', your father 'e used ter sy, "None of your small families for me, I don't approve of them," says 'e. 'E was a man of very 'igh principles, an' by politics 'e was a Radical. "No," says 'e, when 'e got talkin', "when a man can 'ave a family risin' into double figures, it shows 'e's got the backbone of a Briton in 'im. That's the stuff as 'as built up England's nime and glory! When one thinks of the mighty British Hempire," says 'e, "on which the sun never sets from mornin' till night, one 'as ter be proud of 'isself, an' one 'as ter do one's duty in thet walk of life in which it 'as pleased Providence ter set one—an' every man's fust duty is ter get as many children as 'e bloomin' well can." Lord love yer—'e could talk, I can tell yer.'

'Yes,' continued Mrs. Kemp, 'I've had thirteen kids and I'm proud of it. As your dear father used to say, it shows that one has the blood of a Briton in them. Your dear father was quite the speaker: he used to speak at parliamentary meetings—I truly believe he would have been a Member of Parliament if he were alive today. Well, as I was saying, your father used to say, "None of your small families for me, I don't approve of them," he would. He was a man of very high principles, and politically, he was a Radical. "No," he would say when he got talking, "when a man can have a family rising into double figures, it shows he's got the backbone of a Briton in him. That's the stuff that has built up England's name and glory! When one thinks of the mighty British Empire," he would say, "on which the sun never sets from morning till night, one has to be proud of oneself, and one has to do one's duty in the walk of life in which it has pleased Providence to set one—and every man's first duty is to have as many children as he possibly can." Goodness, he could talk, I can tell you.'

'Drink up, mother,' said Liza. 'You're not 'alf drinkin'.' She flourished the bottle. 'I don't care a twopanny 'ang for all them blokes; I'm quite 'appy, an' I don't want anythin' else.'

'Drink up, Mom,' said Liza. 'You’re not even halfway through.' She waved the bottle around. 'I don't care at all about those guys; I'm pretty happy, and I don’t want anything else.'

'I can see you're my daughter now,' said Mrs. Kemp. 'When yer used ter round on me I used ter think as 'ow if I 'adn't carried yer for nine months, it must 'ave been some mistike, an' yer wasn't my daughter at all. When you come [112] ter think of it, a man 'e don't know if it's 'is child or somebody else's, but yer can't deceive a woman like thet. Yer couldn't palm off somebody else's kid on 'er.'

"I can see you're my daughter now," said Mrs. Kemp. "When you used to turn against me, I often thought that if I hadn't carried you for nine months, it must have been some mistake, and you weren't really my daughter at all. When you come [112] to think about it, a man doesn't know if the child is his or someone else's, but you can't trick a woman like that. You couldn't pass off someone else's kid on her."

'I am beginnin' ter feel quite lively,' said Liza. 'I dunno wot it is, but I feel as if I wanted to laugh till I fairly split my sides.'

"I’m starting to feel really lively," said Liza. "I don’t know what it is, but I feel like I want to laugh until I literally split my sides."

And she began to sing: 'For 'e's a jolly good feller—for 'e's a jolly good feller!'

And she started to sing: 'For he's a great guy—for he's a great guy!'

Her dress was all disarranged; her face covered with the scars of scratches, and clots of blood had fixed under her nose; her eye had swollen up so that it was nearly closed, and red; her hair was hanging over her face and shoulders, and she laughed stupidly and leered with heavy, sodden ugliness.

Her dress was a mess; her face was marked with scratches, and dried blood had collected under her nose; her eye was so swollen that it was almost shut, and it was red; her hair fell over her face and shoulders, and she laughed foolishly, leering with a heavy, unattractive look.

'Disy, Disy! I can't pay for a car.' But you'll look sharp while sitting there
Of a bicycle made for two.

She shouted out the tunes, beating time on the table, and her mother, grinning, with her thin, grey hair hanging dishevelled over her head, joined in with her weak, cracked voice—

She sang along to the tunes, tapping the beat on the table, and her mother, smiling, with her thin, gray hair messily falling over her head, joined in with her hoarse, shaky voice—

"Oh, those golden kippers, oh!"

Then Liza grew more melancholy and broke into 'Auld Lang Syne'.

Then Liza became even more downcast and started singing 'Auld Lang Syne'.

'Should old friends be forgotten
And never remembered?
For old times' sake.

Finally they both grew silent, and in a little while there came a snore from Mrs. Kemp; her head fell forward to her chest; Liza tumbled from her chair on to the bed, and sprawling across it fell asleep.

Finally, they both went silent, and soon after, a snore came from Mrs. Kemp; her head dropped forward onto her chest. Liza fell from her chair onto the bed and sprawled across it, falling asleep.

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Even though I'm drunk and not great, please be kind,
Take a look at this heart that is confused and troubled.
God, remove my cries and complaints from my mind.
Serve wine, and take away the sadness from my memory.
Offer wine.'

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About the middle of the night Liza woke; her mouth was hot and dry, and a sharp, cutting pain passed through her head as she moved. Her mother had evidently roused herself, for she was lying in bed by her side, partially undressed, with all the bedclothes rolled round her. Liza shivered in the cold night, and taking off some of her things—her boots, her skirt, and jacket—got right into bed; she tried to get some of the blanket from her mother, but as she pulled Mrs. Kemp gave a growl in her sleep and drew the clothes more tightly round her. So Liza put over herself her skirt and a shawl, which was lying over the end of the bed, and tried to go to sleep.

Around the middle of the night, Liza woke up; her mouth was hot and dry, and a sharp, cutting pain shot through her head as she moved. Her mother had clearly woken up too, as she was lying in bed next to her, partially undressed, with all the bedclothes bundled around her. Liza shivered from the cold night air, and after taking off some of her clothes—her boots, skirt, and jacket—she climbed into bed. She tried to grab some of the blanket from her mother, but as she tugged at it, Mrs. Kemp let out a growl in her sleep and pulled the covers in tighter around herself. So, Liza covered herself with her skirt and a shawl that was draped over the end of the bed, and she tried to go back to sleep.

But she could not; her head and hands were broiling hot, and she was terribly thirsty; when she lifted herself up to get a drink of water such a pang went through her head that she fell back on the bed groaning, and lay there with beating heart. And strange pains that she did not know went through her. Then a cold shiver seemed to rise in the very marrow of her bones and run down every artery and vein, freezing the blood; her skin puckered up, and drawing up her legs she lay huddled together in a heap, the shawl wrapped tightly round her, and her teeth chattering. Shivering, she whispered:

But she couldn't; her head and hands were burning up, and she was incredibly thirsty. When she tried to get up to grab a drink of water, a sharp pain shot through her head, causing her to fall back onto the bed, groaning, and she lay there with her heart racing. Strange pains she didn’t recognize coursed through her. Then a cold shiver seemed to rise from the very marrow of her bones, running down every artery and vein, chilling her blood; her skin tightened, and pulling her legs up, she curled into a ball, the shawl wrapped tightly around her, her teeth chattering. Shivering, she whispered:

'Oh, I'm so cold, so cold. Mother, give me some clothes; I shall die of the cold. Oh, I'm freezing!'

'Oh, I’m so cold, so cold. Mom, give me some clothes; I’m going to freeze to death. Oh, I’m freezing!'

But after awhile the cold seemed to give way, and a sudden heat seized her, flushing her face, making her break out into perspiration, so that she threw everything off and loosened the things about her neck.

But after a while, the cold started to fade, and a sudden heat took over her, flushing her face and making her sweat, so she threw everything off and loosened the stuff around her neck.

'Give us a drink,' she said. 'Oh, I'd give anythin' for a little drop of water!'

'Give us a drink,' she said. 'Oh, I’d give anything for a little bit of water!'

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There was no one to hear; Mrs. Kemp continued to sleep heavily, occasionally breaking out into a little snore.

There was no one to hear; Mrs. Kemp kept sleeping deeply, sometimes letting out a small snore.

Liza remained there, now shivering with cold, now panting for breath, listening to the regular, heavy breathing by her side, and in her pain she sobbed. She pulled at her pillow and said:

Liza stayed there, now shivering from the cold, now gasping for breath, listening to the steady, heavy breathing next to her, and in her pain, she cried. She tugged at her pillow and said:

'Why can't I go to sleep? Why can't I sleep like 'er?'

'Why can't I fall asleep? Why can't I sleep like she does?'

And the darkness was awful; it was a heavy, ghastly blackness, that seemed palpable, so that it frightened her and she looked for relief at the faint light glimmering through the window from a distant street-lamp. She thought the night would never end—the minutes seemed like hours, and she wondered how she should live through till morning. And strange pains that she did not know went through her.

And the darkness was terrifying; it was a thick, creepy blackness that felt real, frightening her as she searched for comfort in the faint light shining through the window from a distant streetlamp. She thought the night would never end—the minutes felt like hours, and she wondered how she would make it through until morning. And strange pains she couldn’t understand shot through her.

Still the night went on, the darkness continued, cold and horrible, and her mother breathed loudly and steadily by her side.

Still, the night dragged on, the darkness lingered, cold and awful, and her mother breathed loudly and steadily beside her.

At last with the morning sleep came; but the sleep was almost worse than the wakefulness, for it was accompanied by ugly, disturbing dreams. Liza thought she was going through the fight with her enemy, and Mrs. Blakeston grew enormous in size, and multiplied, so that every way she turned the figure confronted her. And she began running away, and she ran and ran till she found herself reckoning up an account she had puzzled over in the morning, and she did it backwards and forwards, upwards and downwards, starting here, starting there, and the figures got mixed up with other things, and she had to begin over again, and everything jumbled up, and her head whirled, till finally, with a start, she woke.

At last, sleep came in the morning; but the sleep was almost worse than being awake, because it was filled with ugly, disturbing dreams. Liza thought she was fighting her enemy, and Mrs. Blakeston became enormous and multiplied, so that no matter where she turned, that figure was right in front of her. She started to run away and kept running until she found herself trying to figure out an account she had struggled with in the morning. She went over it backwards and forwards, up and down, starting here, starting there, and the numbers got mixed up with other things. She had to start over again, everything was jumbled, her head was spinning, until finally, with a jolt, she woke up.

The darkness had given way to a cold, grey dawn, her uncovered legs were chilled to the bone, and by her side she heard again the regular, nasal breathing of the drunkard.

The darkness had given way to a cold, gray dawn, her bare legs were freezing, and beside her, she heard once more the steady, snoring of the drunk.

For a long while she lay where she was, feeling very sick and ill, but better than in the night. At last her mother woke.

For a long time, she lay there feeling really sick and unwell, but better than she had during the night. Finally, her mom woke up.

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'Liza!' she called.

"Liza!" she shouted.

'Yus, mother,' she answered feebly.

'Yes, mom,' she answered feebly.

'Git us a cup of tea, will yer?'

'Can you get us a cup of tea, please?'

'I can't, mother, I'm ill.'

"I can't, mom, I'm sick."

'Garn!' said Mrs. Kemp, in surprise. Then looking at her: 'Swop me bob, wot's up with yer? Why, yer cheeks is flushed, an' yer forehead—it is 'ot! Wot's the matter with yer, gal?'

'Wow!' said Mrs. Kemp, surprised. Then looking at her: 'Swap me, what's wrong with you? Your cheeks are flushed, and your forehead—it's hot! What's the matter with you, girl?'

'I dunno,' said Liza. 'I've been thet bad all night, I thought I was goin' ter die.'

'I don't know,' said Liza. 'I've been that bad all night, I thought I was going to die.'

'I know wot it is,' said Mrs. Kemp, shaking her head; 'the fact is, you ain't used ter drinkin', an' of course it's upset yer. Now me, why I'm as fresh as a disy. Tike my word, there ain't no good in teetotalism; it finds yer aht in the end, an' it's found you aht.'

"I know what it is," said Mrs. Kemp, shaking her head. "The truth is, you aren't used to drinking, and of course, it's affected you. Now me, I'm as fresh as a daisy. Take my word, there's no benefit in being a teetotaler; it will eventually catch up with you, and it's caught up with you."

Mrs. Kemp considered it a judgment of Providence. She got up and mixed some whisky and water.

Mrs. Kemp saw it as a sign from fate. She stood up and mixed some whiskey and water.

''Ere, drink this,' she said. 'When one's 'ad a drop too much at night, there's nothin' like havin' a drop more in the mornin' ter put one right. It just acts like magic.'

''Here, drink this,' she said. 'When you’ve had a bit too much to drink at night, there’s nothing like having a little more in the morning to set you straight. It works like magic.'

'Tike it awy,' said Liza, turning from it in disgust; 'the smell of it gives me the sick. I'll never touch spirits again.'

'Take it away,' said Liza, turning from it in disgust; 'the smell makes me sick. I’ll never drink alcohol again.'

'Ah, thet's wot we all says sometime in our lives, but we does, an' wot's more we can't do withaht it. Why, me, the 'ard life I've 'ad—' It is unnecessary to repeat Mrs. Kemp's repetitions.

'Ah, that’s what we all say sometimes in our lives, but we do, and what’s more, we can't do without it. Why, me, the hard life I've had—' It is unnecessary to repeat Mrs. Kemp's repetitions.

Liza did not get up all day. Tom came to inquire after her, and was told she was very ill. Liza plaintively asked whether anyone else had been, and sighed a little when her mother answered no. But she felt too ill to think much or trouble much about anything. The fever came again as the day wore on, and the pains in her head grew worse. Her mother came to bed, and quickly went off to sleep, leaving Liza to bear her agony alone. She began to have frightful pains all over her, and she held her breath to prevent herself from crying [117] out and waking her mother. She clutched the sheets in her agony, and at last, about six o'clock in the morning, she could bear it no longer, and in the anguish of labour screamed out, and woke her mother.

Liza stayed in bed all day. Tom came by to check on her and was told she was very sick. Liza weakly asked if anyone else had been by and sighed a little when her mother said no. But she felt too unwell to think much or worry about anything. The fever returned as the day went on, and the pain in her head worsened. Her mother came to bed and quickly fell asleep, leaving Liza to endure her suffering alone. She started to feel intense pain all over, and she held her breath to stop herself from crying out and waking her mother. She gripped the sheets in her agony, and finally, around six in the morning, she couldn’t take it any longer and screamed out in her pain, waking her mother. [117]

Mrs. Kemp was frightened out of her wits. Going upstairs she woke the woman who lived on the floor above her. Without hesitating, the good lady put on a skirt and came down.

Mrs. Kemp was scared out of her mind. When she went upstairs, she woke up the woman who lived on the floor above her. Without a moment's hesitation, the kind lady put on a skirt and came down.

'She's 'ad a miss,' she said, after looking at Liza. 'Is there anyone you could send to the 'orspital?'

'She's had a miscarriage,' she said, after looking at Liza. 'Is there anyone you could send to the hospital?'

'Na, I dunno 'oo I could get at this hour?'

'Nah, I don't know who I could reach at this hour?'

'Well, I'll git my old man ter go.'

'Well, I'll get my husband to come.'

She called her husband, and sent him off. She was a stout, middle-aged woman, rough-visaged and strong-armed. Her name was Mrs. Hodges.

She called her husband and sent him on his way. She was a sturdy, middle-aged woman with a rough face and strong arms. Her name was Mrs. Hodges.

'It's lucky you came ter me,' she said, when she had settled down. 'I go aht nursin', yer know, so I know all abaht it.'

"It's lucky you came to me," she said when she had settled down. "I work in nursing, you know, so I know all about it."

'Well, you surprise me,' said Mrs. Kemp. 'I didn't know as Liza was thet way. She never told me nothin' abaht it.'

'Well, you surprise me,' said Mrs. Kemp. 'I didn't know Liza was like that. She never told me anything about it.'

'D'yer know 'oo it is 'as done it?'

"Do you know who did it?"

'Now you ask me somethin' I don't know,' replied Mrs. Kemp. 'But now I come ter think of it, it must be thet there Tom. 'E's been keepin' company with Liza. 'E's a single man, so they'll be able ter get married—thet's somethin'.'

'Now you’re asking me something I don't know,' replied Mrs. Kemp. 'But now that I think about it, it must be that Tom. He's been dating Liza. He's a single man, so they'll be able to get married—that's something.'

'It ain't Tom,' feebly said Liza.

'It’s not Tom,' Liza said weakly.

'Not 'im; 'oo is it, then?'

'Not him; who is it, then?'

Liza did not answer.

Liza didn't respond.

'Eh?' repeated the mother, ''oo is it?'

'Eh?' repeated the mother, 'Who is it?'

Liza lay still without speaking.

Liza lay silent.

'Never mind, Mrs. Kemp,' said Mrs. Hodges, 'don't worry 'er now; you'll be able ter find aht all abaht it when she gits better.'

'Never mind, Mrs. Kemp,' said Mrs. Hodges, 'don't worry about it now; you'll be able to find out all about it when she gets better.'

For a while the two women sat still, waiting the doctor's coming, and Liza lay gazing vacantly at the wall, panting for [118] breath. Sometimes Jim crossed her mind, and she opened her mouth to call for him, but in her despair she restrained herself.

For a while, the two women sat quietly, waiting for the doctor to arrive, and Liza stared blankly at the wall, struggling to catch her breath. Sometimes, Jim popped into her mind, and she almost called out for him, but in her despair, she held back.

The doctor came.

The doctor arrived.

'D'you think she's bad, doctor?' asked Mrs. Hodges.

"Do you think she’s doing poorly, doctor?" asked Mrs. Hodges.

'I'm afraid she is rather,' he answered. 'I'll come in again this evening.'

"I'm afraid she is," he replied. "I'll come back again this evening."

'Oh, doctor,' said Mrs. Kemp, as he was going, 'could yer give me somethin' for my rheumatics? I'm a martyr to rheumatism, an' these cold days I 'ardly knows wot ter do with myself. An', doctor, could you let me 'ave some beef-tea? My 'usbind's dead, an' of course I can't do no work with my daughter ill like this, an' we're very short—'

'Oh, doctor,' said Mrs. Kemp as he was leaving, 'could you give me something for my rheumatism? I’m really suffering from it, and on these cold days, I hardly know what to do with myself. And, doctor, could you let me have some beef tea? My husband's passed away, and I can’t work since my daughter is sick like this, and we’re really short on everything—'

The day passed, and in the evening Mrs. Hodges, who had been attending to her own domestic duties, came downstairs again. Mrs. Kemp was on the bed sleeping.

The day went by, and in the evening, Mrs. Hodges, who had been taking care of her household tasks, came downstairs again. Mrs. Kemp was asleep on the bed.

'I was just 'avin' a little nap,' she said to Mrs. Hodges, on waking.

"I was just having a little nap," she told Mrs. Hodges upon waking.

''Ow is the girl?' asked that lady.

"How is the girl?" asked that lady.

'Oh,' answered Mrs. Kemp, 'my rheumatics 'as been thet bad I really 'aven't known wot ter do with myself, an' now Liza can't rub me I'm worse than ever. It is unfortunate thet she should get ill just now when I want so much attendin' ter myself, but there, it's just my luck!'

'Oh,' replied Mrs. Kemp, 'my rheumatism has been so bad that I really haven't known what to do with myself, and now that Liza can't help me, I'm worse than ever. It's unfortunate that she got sick just when I need someone to take care of me, but that's just my luck!'

Mrs. Hodges went over and looked at Liza; she was lying just as when she left in the morning, her cheeks flushed, her mouth open for breath, and tiny beads of sweat stood on her forehead.

Mrs. Hodges went over and looked at Liza; she was lying just as she had been when she left in the morning, her cheeks flushed, her mouth open for breath, and tiny beads of sweat on her forehead.

''Ow are yer, ducky?' asked Mrs. Hodges; but Liza did not answer.

''How are you, sweetheart?'' asked Mrs. Hodges; but Liza did not answer.

'It's my belief she's unconscious,' said Mrs. Kemp. 'I've been askin' 'er 'oo it was as done it, but she don't seem to 'ear wot I say. It's been a great shock ter me, Mrs. 'Odges.'

'I'm convinced she's unconscious,' said Mrs. Kemp. 'I've been asking her who did this, but she doesn't seem to hear me. It's been a huge shock for me, Mrs. Hodges.'

'I believe you,' replied that lady, sympathetically.

"I believe you," the lady replied, sympathetically.

'Well, when you come in and said wot it was, yer might [119] 'ave knocked me dahn with a feather. I knew no more than the dead wot 'ad 'appened.'

'Well, when you came in and said what it was, you might [119] have knocked me down with a feather. I knew no more than the dead what had happened.'

'I saw at once wot it was,' said Mrs. Hodges, nodding her head.

"I immediately knew what it was," Mrs. Hodges said, nodding her head.

'Yus, of course, you knew. I expect you've 'ad a great deal of practice one way an' another.'

'Yes, of course, you knew. I assume you've had a lot of practice one way or another.'

'You're right, Mrs. Kemp, you're right. I've been on the job now for nearly twenty years, an' if I don't know somethin' abaht it I ought.'

'You're right, Mrs. Kemp, you're right. I've been doing this job for almost twenty years, and if I don't know something about it by now, I should.'

'D'yer finds it pays well?'

'Does it pay well?'

'Well, Mrs. Kemp, tike it all in all, I ain't got no grounds for complaint. I'm in the 'abit of askin' five shillings, an' I will say this, I don't think it's too much for wot I do.'

'Well, Mrs. Kemp, all things considered, I don't have any reason to complain. I'm used to asking for five shillings, and I will say this, I don't think it's too much for what I do.'

The news of Liza's illness had quickly spread, and more than once in the course of the day a neighbour had come to ask after her. There was a knock at the door now, and Mrs. Hodges opened it. Tom stood on the threshold asking to come in.

The news of Liza's illness spread quickly, and several times throughout the day, a neighbor had stopped by to check on her. There was a knock at the door now, and Mrs. Hodges opened it. Tom was standing at the door, asking to come in.

'Yus, you can come,' said Mrs. Kemp.

'Yes, you can come,' said Mrs. Kemp.

He advanced on tiptoe, so as to make no noise, and for a while stood silently looking at Liza. Mrs. Hodges was by his side.

He crept forward on his toes to avoid making any noise and stood quietly for a moment, watching Liza. Mrs. Hodges was beside him.

'Can I speak to 'er?' he whispered.

'Can I talk to her?' he whispered.

'She can't 'ear you.'

'Sie can't hear you.'

He groaned.

He sighed.

'D'yer think she'll get arright?' he asked.

'D'you think she'll be alright?' he asked.

Mrs. Hodges shrugged her shoulders.

Mrs. Hodges shrugged.

'I shouldn't like ter give an opinion,' she said, cautiously.

"I wouldn't want to give an opinion," she said cautiously.

Tom bent over Liza, and, blushing, kissed her; then, without speaking further, went out of the room.

Tom leaned over Liza, blushing, and kissed her; then, without saying anything more, he left the room.

'Thet's the young man as was courtin' 'er,' said Mrs. Kemp, pointing over her shoulder with her thumb.

'That's the young man who was dating her,' said Mrs. Kemp, pointing over her shoulder with her thumb.

Soon after the Doctor came.

The Doctor arrived shortly after.

'Wot do yer think of 'er, doctor?' said Mrs. Hodges, [120] bustling forwards authoritatively in her position of midwife and sick-nurse.

"Wha t do you think of her, doctor?" said Mrs. Hodges, [120] stepping forward confidently in her role as midwife and nurse.

'I'm afraid she's very bad.'

'I'm afraid she's really bad.'

'D'yer think she's goin' ter die?' she asked, dropping her voice to a whisper.

"Do you think she's going to die?" she asked, dropping her voice to a whisper.

'I'm afraid so!'

"I'm afraid so!"

As the doctor sat down by Liza's side Mrs. Hodges turned round and significantly nodded to Mrs. Kemp, who put her handkerchief to her eyes. Then she went outside to the little group waiting at the door.

As the doctor sat down next to Liza, Mrs. Hodges turned and gave a meaningful nod to Mrs. Kemp, who wiped her eyes with her handkerchief. Then she stepped outside to join the small group waiting by the door.

'Wot does the doctor sy?' they asked, among them Tom.

'What does the doctor say?' they asked, including Tom.

''E says just wot I've been sayin' all along; I knew she wouldn't live.'

''E says exactly what I've been saying all along; I knew she wouldn't survive.''

And Tom burst out: 'Oh, Liza!'

And Tom exclaimed, "Oh, Liza!"

As she retired a woman remarked:

As she stepped back, a woman said:

'Mrs. 'Odges is very clever, I think.'

'Mrs. Hodges is really smart, I think.'

'Yus,' remarked another, 'she got me through my last confinement simply wonderful. If it come to choosin' between 'em I'd back Mrs. 'Odges against forty doctors.'

'Yeah,' said another, 'she really helped me through my last labor, just amazing. If it came down to choosing between them, I'd choose Mrs. Hodges over forty doctors.'

'Ter tell yer the truth, so would I. I've never known 'er wrong yet.'

'Tell you the truth, I would too. I've never known her to be wrong yet.'

Mrs. Hodges sat down beside Mrs. Kemp and proceeded to comfort her.

Mrs. Hodges sat down next to Mrs. Kemp and started to comfort her.

'Why don't yer tike a little drop of brandy ter calm yer nerves, Mrs. Kemp?' she said, 'you want it.'

'Why don't you take a little sip of brandy to calm your nerves, Mrs. Kemp?' she said, 'you need it.'

'I was just feelin' rather faint, an' I couldn't 'elp thinkin' as 'ow twopenneth of whisky 'ud do me good.'

'I was just feeling a bit faint, and I couldn't help thinking that a couple of pennies' worth of whiskey would do me good.'

'Na, Mrs. Kemp,' said Mrs. Hodges, earnestly, putting her hand on the other's arm. 'You tike my tip—when you're queer there's nothin' like brandy for pullin' yer togither. I don't object to whisky myself, but as a medicine yer can't beat brandy.'

'No, Mrs. Kemp,' said Mrs. Hodges earnestly, putting her hand on the other’s arm. 'Take my advice—when you’re feeling off, there’s nothing like brandy to pull you together. I don’t mind whisky myself, but as a remedy, you can’t beat brandy.'

'Well, I won't set up myself as knowin' better than you Mrs. 'Odges; I'll do wot you think right.'

'Well, I won't pretend to know better than you, Mrs. Hodges; I'll do what you think is right.'

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Quite accidentally there was some in the room, and Mrs. Kemp poured it out for herself and her friend.

Quite by chance, there was some in the room, and Mrs. Kemp poured it for herself and her friend.

'I'm not in the 'abit of tikin' anythin' when I'm aht on business,' she apologized, 'but just ter keep you company I don't mind if I do.'

"I'm not in the habit of taking anything when I'm out on business," she apologized, "but just to keep you company, I don't mind if I do."

'Your 'ealth. Mrs. 'Odges.'

"Your health, Mrs. Hodges."

'Sime ter you, an' thank yer, Mrs. Kemp.'

'Sime to you, and thank you, Mrs. Kemp.'

Liza lay still, breathing very quietly, her eyes closed. The doctor kept his fingers on her pulse.

Liza lay still, breathing softly, her eyes closed. The doctor kept his fingers on her pulse.

'I've been very unfortunate of lite,' remarked Mrs. Hodges, as she licked her lips, 'this mikes the second death I've 'ad in the last ten days—women, I mean, of course I don't count bibies.'

"I've been really unlucky lately," Mrs. Hodges said as she licked her lips, "this makes the second woman I've lost in the last ten days—of course, I don’t count babies."

'Yer don't sy so.'

'You don't say so.'

'Of course the other one—well, she was only a prostitute, so it didn't so much matter. It ain't like another woman is it?'

'Of course the other one—well, she was just a prostitute, so it didn't really matter. It’s not like she's another woman, right?'

'Na, you're right.'

'No, you're right.'

'Still, one don't like 'em ter die, even if they are thet. One mustn't be too 'ard on 'em.'

'Still, you don't want them to die, even if they are like that. You shouldn't be too hard on them.'

'Strikes me you've got a very kind 'eart, Mrs. 'Odges,' said Mrs. Kemp.

"Seems to me you've got a very kind heart, Mrs. Hodges," said Mrs. Kemp.

'I 'ave thet; an' I often says it 'ud be better for my peace of mind an' my business if I 'adn't. I 'ave ter go through a lot, I do; but I can say this for myself, I always gives satisfaction, an' thet's somethin' as all lidies in my line can't say.'

'I have that; and I often say it would be better for my peace of mind and my business if I didn't. I have to go through a lot, I do; but I can say this for myself, I always provide satisfaction, and that's something that all ladies in my line can't say.'

They sipped their brandy for a while.

They sipped their brandy for a bit.

'It's a great trial ter me that this should 'ave 'appened,' said Mrs. Kemp, coming to the subject that had been disturbing her for some time. 'Mine's always been a very respectable family, an' such a thing as this 'as never 'appened before. No, Mrs. 'Odges, I was lawfully married in church, an' I've got my marriage lines now ter show I was, an' thet one of my daughters should 'ave gone wrong in this way—well, I can't [122] understand it. I give 'er a good education, an' she 'ad all the comforts of a 'ome. She never wanted for nothin'; I worked myself to the bone ter keep 'er in luxury, an' then thet she should go an' disgrace me like this!'

"It's a huge trial for me that this has happened," said Mrs. Kemp, addressing the issue that had been bothering her for some time. "I've always come from a very respectable family, and something like this has never happened before. No, Mrs. Hodges, I was legally married in church, and I have my marriage certificate to prove it, and for one of my daughters to go wrong in this way—well, I just can't [122] understand it. I gave her a good education, and she had all the comforts of a home. She never wanted for anything; I worked myself to the bone to keep her in luxury, and then for her to disgrace me like this!"

'I understand wot yer mean. Mrs. Kemp.'

'I understand what you mean, Mrs. Kemp.'

'I can tell you my family was very respectable; an' my 'usband, 'e earned twenty-five shillings a week, an' was in the sime plice seventeen years; an' 'is employers sent a beautiful wreath ter put on 'is coffin; an' they tell me they never 'ad such a good workman an' sich an 'onest man before. An' me! Well, I can sy this—I've done my duty by the girl, an' she's never learnt anythin' but good from me. Of course I ain't always been in wot yer might call flourishing circumstances, but I've always set her a good example, as she could tell yer so 'erself if she wasn't speechless.'

"I can tell you my family was very respectable; and my husband earned twenty-five shillings a week and was in the same place for seventeen years; and his employers sent a beautiful wreath to put on his coffin; and they tell me they never had such a good worker and such an honest man before. And me! Well, I can say this—I’ve done my duty by the girl, and she’s never learned anything but good from me. Of course, I haven’t always been in what you might call thriving circumstances, but I’ve always set her a good example, as she could tell you herself if she wasn’t speechless."

Mrs. Kemp paused for a moment's reflection.

Mrs. Kemp took a moment to think.

'As they sy in the Bible,' she finished, 'it's enough ter mike one's grey 'airs go dahn into the ground in sorrer. I can show yer my marriage certificate. Of course one doesn't like ter say much, because of course she's very bad; but if she got well I should 'ave given 'er a talkin' ter.'

'As they say in the Bible,' she concluded, 'it's enough to make one's gray hairs go down into the ground in sorrow. I can show you my marriage certificate. Of course, one doesn't like to say much because she's really not good; but if she got better, I would have given her a talking to.'

There was another knock.

Another knock sounded.

'Do go an' see 'oo thet is; I can't, on account of my rheumatics.'

'Go and see who that is; I can't because of my rheumatism.'

Mrs. Hodges opened the door. It was Jim.

Mrs. Hodges opened the door. It was Jim.

He was very white, and the blackness of his hair and beard, contrasting with the deathly pallor of his face, made him look ghastly. Mrs. Hodges stepped back.

He was very pale, and the darkness of his hair and beard, contrasting with the lifeless whiteness of his face, made him look terrifying. Mrs. Hodges stepped back.

''Oo's 'e?' she said, turning to Mrs. Kemp.

''Who's he?'' she said, turning to Mrs. Kemp.

Jim pushed her aside and went up to the bed.

Jim pushed her aside and walked over to the bed.

'Doctor, is she very bad?' he asked.

'Doctor, is she very sick?' he asked.

The doctor looked at him questioningly.

The doctor looked at him with curiosity.

Jim whispered: 'It was me as done it. She ain't goin' ter die, is she?'

Jim whispered, "It was me who did it. She isn't going to die, is she?"

The doctor nodded.

The doctor agreed.

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'O God! wot shall I do? It was my fault! I wish I was dead!'

'O God! What should I do? It was my fault! I wish I were dead!'

Jim took the girl's head in his hands, and the tears burst from his eyes.

Jim cupped the girl's face in his hands, and tears streamed down his cheeks.

'She ain't dead yet, is she?'

'She isn't dead yet, is she?'

'She's just living,' said the doctor.

'She's just living,' the doctor said.

Jim bent down.

Jim crouched down.

'Liza, Liza, speak ter me! Liza, say you forgive me! Oh, speak ter me!'

'Liza, Liza, talk to me! Liza, say you forgive me! Oh, talk to me!'

His voice was full of agony. The doctor spoke.

His voice was filled with pain. The doctor spoke.

'She can't hear you.'

'She can't hear you.'

'Oh, she must hear me! Liza! Liza!'

'Oh, she has to hear me! Liza! Liza!'

He sank on his knees by the bedside.

He fell to his knees by the bedside.

They all remained silent: Liza lying stiller than ever, her breast unmoved by the feeble respiration, Jim looking at her very mournfully; the doctor grave, with his fingers on the pulse. The two women looked at Jim.

They all stayed quiet: Liza lying motionless, her chest hardly moving with her weak breaths, Jim gazing at her sadly; the doctor serious, his fingers on her pulse. The two women stared at Jim.

'Fancy it bein' 'im!' said Mrs. Kemp. 'Strike me lucky, ain't 'e a sight!'

'Can you believe it's him!' said Mrs. Kemp. 'Wow, isn't he something!'

'You 'ave got 'er insured, Mrs. Kemp?' asked the midwife. She could bear the silence no longer.

'Do you have her insured, Mrs. Kemp?' asked the midwife. She couldn't stand the silence any longer.

'Trust me fur thet!' replied the good lady. 'I've 'ad 'er insured ever since she was born. Why, only the other dy I was sayin' ter myself thet all thet money 'ad been wisted, but you see it wasn't; yer never know yer luck, you see!'

'Trust me for that!' replied the good lady. 'I've had her insured ever since she was born. Why, just the other day I was saying to myself that all that money had been wasted, but you see it wasn't; you never know your luck, you see!'

'Quite right, Mrs. Kemp; I'm a rare one for insurin'. It's a great thing. I've always insured all my children.'

'Absolutely, Mrs. Kemp; I’m not one to skip on insurance. It’s really important. I’ve always made sure to insure all my kids.'

'The way I look on it is this,' said Mrs. Kemp—'wotever yer do when they're alive, an' we all know as children is very tryin' sometimes, you should give them a good funeral when they dies. Thet's my motto, an' I've always acted up to it.'

'Here's how I see it,' said Mrs. Kemp—'whatever you do when they're alive, and we all know kids can be really challenging at times, you should give them a proper funeral when they die. That's my motto, and I've always lived by it.'

'Do you deal with Mr. Stearman?' asked Mrs. Hodges.

'Do you work with Mr. Stearman?' asked Mrs. Hodges.

'No, Mrs. 'Odges, for undertikin' give me Mr. Footley every time. In the black line 'e's fust an' the rest nowhere!'

'No, Mrs. 'Odges, when it comes to undertakin', I always prefer Mr. Footley. He's at the top of the list and the rest just don't compare!'

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'Well, thet's very strange now—thet's just wot I think. Mr. Footley does 'is work well, an' 'e's very reasonable. I'm a very old customer of 'is, an' 'e lets me 'ave things as cheap as anybody.'

'Well, that's really strange now—that's just what I think. Mr. Footley does his work well, and he's very reasonable. I'm a very old customer of his, and he lets me have things as cheap as anyone.'

'Does 'e indeed! Well Mrs. 'Odges if it ain't askin' too much of yer, I should look upon it as very kind if you'd go an' mike the arrangements for Liza.'

'Does he really! Well Mrs. Hodges, if it’s not too much trouble for you, I would appreciate it very much if you could go and make the arrangements for Liza.'

'Why, certainly, Mrs. Kemp. I'm always willin' ter do a good turn to anybody, if I can.'

'Of course, Mrs. Kemp. I'm always happy to help anyone if I can.'

'I want it done very respectable,' said Mrs. Kemp; 'I'm not goin' ter stint for nothin' for my daughter's funeral. I like plumes, you know, although they is a bit extra.'

"I want it done very respectfully," said Mrs. Kemp. "I'm not going to hold back on anything for my daughter's funeral. I like plumes, you know, even if they are a bit extra."

'Never you fear, Mrs. Kemp, it shall be done as well as if it was for my own 'usbind, an' I can't say more than thet. Mr. Footley thinks a deal of me, 'e does! Why, only the other dy as I was goin' inter 'is shop 'e says "Good mornin', Mrs. 'Odges." "Good mornin', Mr. Footley," says I. "You've jest come in the nick of time," says 'e. "This gentleman an' myself," pointin' to another gentleman as was standin' there, "we was 'avin' a bit of an argument. Now you're a very intelligent woman, Mrs. 'Odges, and a good customer too." "I can say thet for myself," say I, "I gives yer all the work I can." "I believe you," says 'e. "Well," 'e says, "now which do you think? Does hoak look better than helm, or does helm look better than hoak? Hoak versus helm, thet's the question." "Well, Mr. Footley," says I, "for my own private opinion, when you've got a nice brass plite in the middle, an' nice brass 'andles each end, there's nothin' like hoak." "Quite right," says 'e, "thet's wot I think; for coffins give me hoak any day, an' I 'ope," says 'e, "when the Lord sees fit ter call me to 'Imself, I shall be put in a hoak coffin myself." "Amen," says I.'

"Don't worry, Mrs. Kemp, I'll handle it as well as if it were for my own husband, and I can't say more than that. Mr. Footley thinks highly of me, he really does! Just the other day when I was going into his shop, he said, 'Good morning, Mrs. Hodges.' 'Good morning, Mr. Footley,' I replied. 'You've come in just at the right time,' he said. 'This gentleman and I,' pointing to another man standing there, 'were having a bit of an argument. Now you're a very intelligent woman, Mrs. Hodges, and a good customer too.' 'I can say that for myself,' I responded, 'I give you all the work I can.' 'I believe you,' he said. 'Well,' he continued, 'which do you think? Does oak look better than elm, or does elm look better than oak? Oak versus elm, that's the question.' 'Well, Mr. Footley,' I said, 'in my personal opinion, when you've got a nice brass plate in the middle and nice brass handles at either end, there's nothing like oak.' 'Quite right,' he said, 'that's what I think; for coffins, give me oak any day, and I hope,' he added, 'when the Lord sees fit to call me to Himself, I shall be put in an oak coffin too.' 'Amen,' I said."

'I like hoak,' said Mrs. Kemp. 'My poor 'usband 'e 'ad a hoak coffin. We did 'ave a job with 'im, I can tell yer. You know 'e 'ad dropsy, an' 'e swell up—oh, 'e did swell; 'is [125] own mother wouldn't 'ave known 'im. Why, 'is leg swell up till it was as big round as 'is body, swop me bob, it did.'

'I like a hoak,' Mrs. Kemp said. 'My poor husband had a hoak coffin. We really had a tough time with him, I can tell you. You know he had dropsy, and he swelled up—oh, he really swelled; his [125] own mother wouldn't have recognized him. His leg swelled up until it was as thick as his body, I swear it did.'

'Did it indeed!' ejaculated Mrs. Hodges.

'Did it really!' exclaimed Mrs. Hodges.

'Yus, an' when 'e died they sent the coffin up. I didn't 'ave Mr. Footley at thet time; we didn't live 'ere then, we lived in Battersea, an' all our undertikin' was done by Mr. Brownin'; well, 'e sent the coffin up, an' we got my old man in, but we couldn't get the lid down, he was so swell up. Well, Mr. Brownin', 'e was a great big man, thirteen stone if 'e was a ounce. Well, 'e stood on the coffin, an' a young man 'e 'ad with 'im stood on it too, an' the lid simply wouldn't go dahn; so Mr. Browning', 'e said, "Jump on, missus," so I was in my widow's weeds, yer know, but we 'ad ter git it dahn, so I stood on it, an' we all jumped, an' at last we got it to, an' screwed it; but, lor', we did 'ave a job; I shall never forget it.'

'Yes, and when he died, they sent the coffin up. I didn't have Mr. Footley at that time; we didn't live here then, we lived in Battersea, and all our funeral arrangements were handled by Mr. Browning; well, he sent the coffin up, and we got my husband in, but we couldn't get the lid closed, he was so swollen. Well, Mr. Browning, he was a really big guy, thirteen stone if he was an ounce. He stood on the coffin, and a young man he had with him stood on it too, and the lid just wouldn't go down; so Mr. Browning said, "Jump on, missus," so I was in my widow's weeds, you know, but we had to get it down, so I stood on it, and we all jumped, and finally we got it down and screwed it on; but, gosh, that was a job; I shall never forget it.'

Then all was silence. And a heaviness seemed to fill the air like a grey blight, cold and suffocating; and the heaviness was Death. They felt the presence in the room, and they dared not move, they dared not draw their breath. The silence was terrifying.

Then everything went silent. A weight filled the air like a gray cloud, cold and suffocating; and that weight was Death. They sensed its presence in the room, and they dared not move, they dared not breathe. The silence was terrifying.

Suddenly a sound was heard—a loud rattle. It was from the bed and rang through the room, piercing the stillness.

Suddenly, a sound broke the silence—a loud rattle. It came from the bed and echoed through the room, cutting through the stillness.

The doctor opened one of Liza's eyes and touched it, then he laid on her breast the hand he had been holding, and drew the sheet over her head.

The doctor opened one of Liza's eyes and touched it, then he placed the hand he had been holding on her chest and pulled the sheet over her head.

Jim turned away with a look of intense weariness on his face, and the two women began weeping silently. The darkness was sinking before the day, and a dim, grey light came through the window. The lamp spluttered out.

Jim turned away, looking extremely tired, and the two women started crying quietly. The darkness was retreating as dawn approached, and a faint, gray light filtered through the window. The lamp flickered and went out.





        
        
    
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