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THE BOSTONIANS
A NOVEL
BY HENRY JAMES
IN TWO VOLUMES
VOL. I
MACMILLAN AND CO., LIMITED
ST. MARTIN'S STREET, LONDON
1921
First Published in 1886
BOOK FIRST
I
"Olive will come down in about ten minutes; she told me to tell you that. About ten; that is exactly like Olive. Neither five nor fifteen, and yet not ten exactly, but either nine or eleven. She didn't tell me to say she was glad to see you, because she doesn't know whether she is or not, and she wouldn't for the world expose herself to telling a fib. She is very honest, is Olive Chancellor; she is full of rectitude. Nobody tells fibs in Boston; I don't know what to make of them all. Well, I am very glad to see you, at any rate."
"Olive will be down in about ten minutes; she asked me to let you know. About ten; that’s so typical of Olive. Not quite five or fifteen, and certainly not exactly ten, but more like nine or eleven. She didn’t say to mention that she’s happy to see you because she’s unsure if she is or not, and she wouldn’t dare lie about it. Olive Chancellor is very honest; she has a strong sense of integrity. Nobody lies in Boston; I can’t quite figure them all out. Anyway, I’m really glad to see you, at least."
These words were spoken with much volubility by a fair, plump, smiling woman who entered a narrow drawing-room in which a visitor, kept waiting for a few moments, was already absorbed in a book. The gentleman had not even needed to sit down to become interested: apparently he had taken up the volume from a table as soon as he came in, and, standing there, after a single glance round the apartment, had lost himself in its pages. He threw it down at the approach of Mrs. Luna, laughed, shook hands with her, and said in answer to her last remark, "You imply that you do tell fibs. Perhaps that is one."
These words were spoken enthusiastically by a cheerful, curvy woman who walked into a small living room where a visitor, kept waiting for a few moments, was already engrossed in a book. The gentleman hadn’t even needed to sit down to get interested: he had picked up the book from a table as soon as he entered, and, standing there, after a quick look around the room, had lost himself in its pages. He tossed it aside as Mrs. Luna approached, laughed, shook hands with her, and responded to her last comment, "So you're saying you do tell little lies. Maybe that's one."
"Oh no; there is nothing wonderful in my being glad to see you," Mrs. Luna rejoined, "when I tell you that I have been three long weeks in this unprevaricating city."
"Oh no; there's nothing great about me being happy to see you," Mrs. Luna replied, "when I tell you that I've spent three long weeks in this straightforward city."
"That has an unflattering sound for me," said the young man. "I pretend not to prevaricate."
"That doesn't sound good to me," the young man said. "I pretend not to dodge the truth."
"Dear me, what's the good of being a Southerner?" the lady asked. "Olive told me to tell you she hoped you will stay to dinner. And if she said it, she does really hope it. She is willing to risk that."
"Wow, what's the point of being a Southerner?" the lady asked. "Olive asked me to tell you that she hopes you'll stay for dinner. And if she said it, she really means it. She's willing to take that chance."
"Just as I am?" the visitor inquired, presenting himself with rather a work-a-day aspect.
"Just as I am?" the visitor asked, appearing quite ordinary.
Mrs. Luna glanced at him from head to foot, and gave a little smiling sigh, as if he had been a long sum in addition. And, indeed, he was very long, Basil Ransom, and he even looked a little hard and discouraging, like a column of figures, in spite of the friendly face which he bent upon his hostess's deputy, and which, in its thinness, had a deep dry line, a sort of premature wrinkle, on either side of the mouth. He was tall and lean, and dressed throughout in black; his shirt-collar was low and wide, and the triangle of linen, a little crumpled, exhibited by the opening of his waistcoat, was adorned by a pin containing a small red stone. In spite of this decoration the young man looked poor—as poor as a young man could look who had such a fine head and such magnificent eyes. Those of Basil Ransom were dark, deep, and glowing; his head had a character of elevation which fairly added to his stature; it was a head to be seen above the level of a crowd, on some judicial bench or political platform, or even on a bronze medal. His forehead was high and broad, and his thick black hair, perfectly straight and glossy, and without any division, rolled back from it in a leonine manner. These things, the eyes especially, with their smouldering fire, might have indicated that he was to be a great American statesman; or, on the other hand, they might simply have proved that he came from Carolina or Alabama. He came, in fact, from Mississippi, and he spoke very perceptibly with the accent of that country. It is not in my power to reproduce by any combination of characters this charming dialect; but the initiated reader will have no difficulty in evoking the sound, which is to be associated in the present instance with nothing vulgar or vain. This lean, pale, sallow, shabby, striking young man, with his superior head, his sedentary shoulders, his expression of bright grimness and hard enthusiasm, his provincial, distinguished appearance, is, as a representative of his sex, the most important personage in my narrative; he played a very active part in the events I have undertaken in some degree to set forth. And yet the reader who likes a complete image, who desires to read with the senses as well as with the reason, is entreated not to forget that he prolonged his consonants and swallowed his vowels, that he was guilty of elisions and interpolations which were equally unexpected, and that his discourse was pervaded by something sultry and vast, something almost African in its rich, basking tone, something that suggested the teeming expanse of the cotton-field. Mrs. Luna looked up at all this, but saw only a part of it; otherwise she would not have replied in a bantering manner, in answer to his inquiry: "Are you ever different from this?" Mrs. Luna was familiar—intolerably familiar.
Mrs. Luna looked him up and down, giving a faint, smiling sigh, as if he were a complicated math problem. And he really was quite tall, Basil Ransom, looking somewhat tough and off-putting, like a long list of figures, despite the friendly expression he directed at his hostess's assistant. His face, thin, showed deep, dry lines—kind of like premature wrinkles—on either side of his mouth. He was tall and lean, dressed entirely in black; his shirt collar was wide and low, and the slightly wrinkled triangle of linen visible from his waistcoat was topped with a pin that had a small red stone. Even with this decoration, the young man appeared poor— as poor as a young man could look while having such a strong face and amazing eyes. Basil Ransom's eyes were dark, deep, and glowing; his head had a distinguished shape that enhanced his height. It was a head that could be seen above a crowd, whether on a judge's bench or a political stage or even on a bronze medal. His forehead was high and wide, and his thick, straight black hair, glossy and without parting, rolled back in a mane-like fashion. These features, especially his eyes with their smoldering intensity, could suggest he was destined to be a great American statesman; or alternatively, they might just indicate that he was from Carolina or Alabama. In reality, he hailed from Mississippi and spoke with a noticeable accent from that region. I can’t capture this charming dialect with words, but anyone familiar with it will easily recognize the sound, which in this case is nothing crude or pretentious. This lean, pale, striking young man—shabby yet impressive—with his distinguished profile, sedentary shoulders, bright intensity mixed with hard enthusiasm, and provincial charm, is the key character in my story; he played a significant role in the events I’ve set out to describe. However, readers who enjoy a full picture, who want to engage both their senses and intellect, should remember that he drew out his consonants and swallowed his vowels, often omitting words and inserting unexpected ones, and that his speech had a warm, expansive quality, almost African in its richness, reminiscent of a sprawling cotton field. Mrs. Luna took all of this in, but only saw part of it; otherwise, she wouldn’t have responded in a teasing way to his question, “Are you ever different from this?” Mrs. Luna was overly familiar—unbearably so.
Basil Ransom coloured a little. Then he said: "Oh yes; when I dine out I usually carry a six-shooter and a bowie-knife." And he took up his hat vaguely—a soft black hat with a low crown and an immense straight brim. Mrs. Luna wanted to know what he was doing. She made him sit down; she assured him that her sister quite expected him, would feel as sorry as she could ever feel for anything—for she was a kind of fatalist, anyhow—if he didn't stay to dinner. It was an immense pity—she herself was going out; in Boston you must jump at invitations. Olive, too, was going somewhere after dinner, but he mustn't mind that; perhaps he would like to go with her. It wasn't a party—Olive didn't go to parties; it was one of those weird meetings she was so fond of.
Basil Ransom blushed a bit. Then he said, "Oh sure; when I go out for dinner, I usually take a six-shooter and a bowie knife." He picked up his hat aimlessly—a soft black hat with a low crown and a huge straight brim. Mrs. Luna asked what he was doing. She made him sit down; she reassured him that her sister was really expecting him and would feel as bad as she could about anything—since she was kind of a fatalist, anyway—if he didn't stay for dinner. It was a real shame—she herself was going out; in Boston, you have to jump at invitations. Olive was going somewhere after dinner too, but he shouldn't worry about that; maybe he would like to go with her. It wasn't a party—Olive didn't do parties; it was one of those strange meetings she loved so much.
"What kind of meetings do you refer to? You speak as if it were a rendezvous of witches on the Brocken."
"What kind of meetings are you talking about? You sound like it's a gathering of witches on the Brocken."
"Well, so it is; they are all witches and wizards, mediums, and spirit-rappers, and roaring radicals."
"Well, that's how it is; they're all witches and wizards, mediums, spirit-talkers, and loud radicals."
Basil Ransom stared; the yellow light in his brown eyes deepened. "Do you mean to say your sister's a roaring radical?"
Basil Ransom stared; the yellow light in his brown eyes grew more intense. "Are you saying your sister's a total radical?"
"A radical? She's a female Jacobin—she's a nihilist. Whatever is, is wrong, and all that sort of thing. If you are going to dine with her, you had better know it."
"A radical? She's a female Jacobin—she's a nihilist. Whatever exists is wrong, and all that kind of stuff. If you plan to have dinner with her, you'd better be aware of that."
"Oh, murder!" murmured the young man vaguely, sinking back in his chair with his arms folded. He looked at Mrs. Luna with intelligent incredulity. She was sufficiently pretty; her hair was in clusters of curls, like bunches of grapes; her tight bodice seemed to crack with her vivacity; and from beneath the stiff little plaits of her petticoat a small fat foot protruded, resting upon a stilted heel. She was attractive and impertinent, especially the latter. He seemed to think it was a great pity, what she had told him; but he lost himself in this consideration, or, at any rate, said nothing for some time, while his eyes wandered over Mrs. Luna, and he probably wondered what body of doctrine she represented, little as she might partake of the nature of her sister. Many things were strange to Basil Ransom; Boston especially was strewn with surprises, and he was a man who liked to understand. Mrs. Luna was drawing on her gloves; Ransom had never seen any that were so long; they reminded him of stockings, and he wondered how she managed without garters above the elbow. "Well, I suppose I might have known that," he continued, at last.
"Oh, murder!" the young man said quietly, sinking back in his chair with his arms crossed. He looked at Mrs. Luna with a mixture of intelligence and disbelief. She was quite pretty; her hair fell in curly clusters, like bunches of grapes; her fitted bodice seemed to strain against her lively demeanor; and from underneath the stiff plaits of her petticoat, a small, plump foot peeked out, resting on a high heel. She was charming and a bit cheeky, especially the latter. He thought what she had told him was a real shame, but he got lost in that thought, or at least said nothing for a while, letting his eyes roam over Mrs. Luna, likely wondering what values she represented, as little as she resembled her sister. Many things puzzled Basil Ransom; Boston was full of surprises, and he was someone who liked to figure things out. Mrs. Luna was putting on her gloves; he had never seen any so long; they reminded him of stockings, and he wondered how she managed without garters above her elbows. "Well, I guess I should have seen that coming," he finally said.
"You might have known what?"
"What did you know?"
"Well, that Miss Chancellor would be all that you say. She was brought up in the city of reform."
"Well, that Miss Chancellor is exactly as you say. She was raised in the city of reform."
"Oh, it isn't the city; it's just Olive Chancellor. She would reform the solar system if she could get hold of it. She'll reform you, if you don't look out. That's the way I found her when I returned from Europe."
"Oh, it’s not the city; it’s just Olive Chancellor. She would change the solar system if she could. She'll change you if you’re not careful. That’s how I found her when I got back from Europe."
"Have you been in Europe?" Ransom asked.
"Have you been to Europe?" Ransom asked.
"Mercy, yes! Haven't you?"
"Yes, mercy! Didn't you?"
"No, I haven't been anywhere. Has your sister?"
"No, I haven't gone anywhere. Has your sister?"
"Yes; but she stayed only an hour or two. She hates it; she would like to abolish it. Didn't you know I had been to Europe?" Mrs. Luna went on, in the slightly aggrieved tone of a woman who discovers the limits of her reputation.
"Yeah; but she was only there for an hour or two. She hates it; she wants to get rid of it. Didn't you know I went to Europe?" Mrs. Luna continued, sounding a bit annoyed like someone realizing the boundaries of her reputation.
Ransom reflected he might answer her that until five minutes ago he didn't know she existed; but he remembered that this was not the way in which a Southern gentleman spoke to ladies, and he contented himself with saying that he must condone his Boeotian ignorance (he was fond of an elegant phrase); that he lived in a part of the country where they didn't think much about Europe, and that he had always supposed she was domiciled in New York. This last remark he made at a venture, for he had, naturally, not devoted any supposition whatever to Mrs. Luna. His dishonesty, however, only exposed him the more.
Ransom thought about saying that until five minutes ago he didn’t even know she was real; but he remembered that this wasn’t how a Southern gentleman talked to ladies, so he settled for saying he had to excuse his ignorance (he liked fancy phrases); that he lived in a part of the country where people didn’t think much about Europe, and that he had always assumed she lived in New York. He made that last comment on a whim, since he hadn’t really given any thought to Mrs. Luna. His dishonesty, though, only made him seem more obvious.
"If you thought I lived in New York, why in the world didn't you come and see me?" the lady inquired.
"If you thought I lived in New York, why didn't you come and see me?" the lady asked.
"Well, you see, I don't go out much, except to the courts."
"Well, you see, I don't go out much, except to the courts."
"Do you mean the law-courts? Every one has got some profession over here! Are you very ambitious? You look as if you were."
"Are you talking about the courts? Everyone here has a job! Are you really ambitious? You look like you are."
"Yes, very," Basil Ransom replied, with a smile, and the curious feminine softness with which Southern gentlemen enunciate that adverb.
"Yes, very," Basil Ransom replied with a smile, using the curious feminine softness that Southern gentlemen use when they say that adverb.
Mrs. Luna explained that she had been living in Europe for several years—ever since her husband died—but had come home a month before, come home with her little boy, the only thing she had in the world, and was paying a visit to her sister, who, of course, was the nearest thing after the child. "But it isn't the same," she said. "Olive and I disagree so much."
Mrs. Luna explained that she had been living in Europe for several years—ever since her husband passed away—but had come back home a month ago, returning with her little boy, the only thing she had in the world. She was visiting her sister, who, of course, was the next closest thing after the child. "But it’s not the same," she said. "Olive and I don’t see eye to eye on so many things."
"While you and your little boy don't," the young man remarked.
"While you and your little boy don't," the young man said.
"Oh no, I never differ from Newton!" And Mrs. Luna added that now she was back she didn't know what she should do. That was the worst of coming back; it was like being born again, at one's age—one had to begin life afresh. One didn't even know what one had come back for. There were people who wanted one to spend the winter in Boston; but she couldn't stand that—she knew, at least, what she had not come back for. Perhaps she should take a house in Washington; did he ever hear of that little place? They had invented it while she was away. Besides, Olive didn't want her in Boston, and didn't go through the form of saying so. That was one comfort with Olive; she never went through any forms.
"Oh no, I totally agree with Newton!" And Mrs. Luna added that now that she was back, she didn't know what to do. That was the worst part of coming back; it felt like starting over from scratch at her age—she had to begin life anew. She didn’t even know why she had returned. Some people wanted her to spend the winter in Boston, but she couldn't handle that—at least she knew what she hadn’t come back for. Maybe she should rent a place in Washington; had he heard about that little spot? They had just created it while she was away. Besides, Olive didn’t want her in Boston and didn’t even pretend otherwise. That was one comfort about Olive; she never bothered with pretense.
Basil Ransom had got up just as Mrs. Luna made this last declaration; for a young lady had glided into the room, who stopped short as it fell upon her ears. She stood there looking, consciously and rather seriously, at Mr. Ransom; a smile of exceeding faintness played about her lips—it was just perceptible enough to light up the native gravity of her face. It might have been likened to a thin ray of moonlight resting upon the wall of a prison.
Basil Ransom had just stood up when Mrs. Luna made this last statement; a young woman had entered the room and halted as she heard it. She stood there, looking at Mr. Ransom with a blend of awareness and seriousness; a barely-there smile flickered on her lips—it was just noticeable enough to brighten the natural seriousness of her face. It could be compared to a faint ray of moonlight cast upon a prison wall.
"If that were true," she said, "I shouldn't tell you that I am very sorry to have kept you waiting."
"If that were true," she said, "I wouldn't be telling you how sorry I am for keeping you waiting."
Her voice was low and agreeable—a cultivated voice—and she extended a slender white hand to her visitor, who remarked with some solemnity (he felt a certain guilt of participation in Mrs. Luna's indiscretion) that he was intensely happy to make her acquaintance. He observed that Miss Chancellor's hand was at once cold and limp; she merely placed it in his, without exerting the smallest pressure. Mrs. Luna explained to her sister that her freedom of speech was caused by his being a relation—though, indeed, he didn't seem to know much about them. She didn't believe he had ever heard of her, Mrs. Luna, though he pretended, with his Southern chivalry, that he had. She must be off to her dinner now, she saw the carriage was there, and in her absence Olive might give any version of her she chose.
Her voice was soft and pleasant—a refined voice—and she reached out a slender white hand to her visitor, who somewhat seriously remarked (feeling a bit guilty for being involved in Mrs. Luna's indiscretion) that he was very happy to meet her. He noticed that Miss Chancellor's hand was both cold and limp; she simply rested it in his without applying any pressure. Mrs. Luna told her sister that her frankness was because he was a relative—even though, in reality, he didn't seem to know much about them. She didn't think he had ever heard of her, Mrs. Luna, though he acted, with his Southern charm, as if he had. She needed to leave for dinner now, as she saw the carriage was there, and while she was gone, Olive could present herself however she liked.
"I have told him you are a radical, and you may tell him, if you like, that I am a painted Jezebel. Try to reform him; a person from Mississippi is sure to be all wrong. I shall be back very late; we are going to a theatre-party; that's why we dine so early. Good-bye, Mr. Ransom," Mrs. Luna continued, gathering up the feathery white shawl which added to the volume of her fairness. "I hope you are going to stay a little, so that you may judge us for yourself. I should like you to see Newton, too; he is a noble little nature, and I want some advice about him. You only stay to-morrow? Why, what's the use of that? Well, mind you come and see me in New York; I shall be sure to be part of the winter there. I shall send you a card; I won't let you off. Don't come out; my sister has the first claim. Olive, why don't you take him to your female convention?" Mrs. Luna's familiarity extended even to her sister; she remarked to Miss Chancellor that she looked as if she were got up for a sea-voyage. "I am glad I haven't opinions that prevent my dressing in the evening!" she declared from the doorway. "The amount of thought they give to their clothing, the people who are afraid of looking frivolous!"
"I've told him you're a radical, and you can tell him, if you want, that I'm a painted Jezebel. Try to change him; anyone from Mississippi is bound to be all wrong. I'll be back very late; we're going to a theater party, which is why we’re eating dinner so early. Bye, Mr. Ransom," Mrs. Luna continued, folding up the feathery white shawl that added to her fair appearance. "I hope you're going to stick around a bit longer so you can judge us for yourself. I'd like you to meet Newton too; he's a wonderful little guy, and I need some advice about him. You're only staying until tomorrow? What’s the point of that? Well, make sure you come see me in New York; I’ll definitely be there for the winter. I’ll send you a card; I won’t let you off the hook. Don’t come out; my sister has the first claim. Olive, why don't you take him to your women's convention?" Mrs. Luna's casualness even extended to her sister; she remarked to Miss Chancellor that she looked like she was dressed for a sea voyage. "I’m glad I don’t have opinions that stop me from dressing up in the evening!" she declared from the doorway. "The amount of thought those who are scared of looking frivolous put into their clothing!"
II
Whether much or little consideration had been directed to the result, Miss Chancellor certainly would not have incurred this reproach. She was habited in a plain dark dress, without any ornaments, and her smooth, colourless hair was confined as carefully as that of her sister was encouraged to stray. She had instantly seated herself, and while Mrs. Luna talked she kept her eyes on the ground, glancing even less toward Basil Ransom than toward that woman of many words. The young man was therefore free to look at her; a contemplation which showed him that she was agitated and trying to conceal it. He wondered why she was agitated, not foreseeing that he was destined to discover, later, that her nature was like a skiff in a stormy sea. Even after her sister had passed out of the room she sat there with her eyes turned away, as if there had been a spell upon her which forbade her to raise them. Miss Olive Chancellor, it may be confided to the reader, to whom in the course of our history I shall be under the necessity of imparting much occult information, was subject to fits of tragic shyness, during which she was unable to meet even her own eyes in the mirror. One of these fits had suddenly seized her now, without any obvious cause, though, indeed, Mrs. Luna had made it worse by becoming instantly so personal. There was nothing in the world so personal as Mrs. Luna; her sister could have hated her for it if she had not forbidden herself this emotion as directed to individuals. Basil Ransom was a young man of first-rate intelligence, but conscious of the narrow range, as yet, of his experience. He was on his guard against generalisations which might be hasty; but he had arrived at two or three that were of value to a gentleman lately admitted to the New York bar and looking out for clients. One of them was to the effect that the simplest division it is possible to make of the human race is into the people who take things hard and the people who take them easy. He perceived very quickly that Miss Chancellor belonged to the former class. This was written so intensely in her delicate face that he felt an unformulated pity for her before they had exchanged twenty words. He himself, by nature, took things easy; if he had put on the screw of late, it was after reflexion, and because circumstances pressed him close. But this pale girl, with her light-green eyes, her pointed features and nervous manner, was visibly morbid; it was as plain as day that she was morbid. Poor Ransom announced this fact to himself as if he had made a great discovery; but in reality he had never been so "Boeotian" as at that moment. It proved nothing of any importance, with regard to Miss Chancellor, to say that she was morbid; any sufficient account of her would lie very much to the rear of that. Why was she morbid, and why was her morbidness typical? Ransom might have exulted if he had gone back far enough to explain that mystery. The women he had hitherto known had been mainly of his own soft clime, and it was not often they exhibited the tendency he detected (and cursorily deplored) in Mrs. Luna's sister. That was the way he liked them—not to think too much, not to feel any responsibility for the government of the world, such as he was sure Miss Chancellor felt. If they would only be private and passive, and have no feeling but for that, and leave publicity to the sex of tougher hide! Ransom was pleased with the vision of that remedy; it must be repeated that he was very provincial.
Whether Miss Chancellor had given this much thought or not, she certainly would not have earned this accusation. She wore a plain dark dress without any accessories, and her smooth, colorless hair was neatly tied back, unlike her sister's, which was allowed to hang loose. She had quickly taken a seat, and while Mrs. Luna talked, she kept her gaze on the floor, glancing even less at Basil Ransom than at the talkative woman. This allowed the young man to look at her, and he could see that she was anxious and trying to hide it. He wondered why she was upset, not realizing that he would soon find out that her nature was like a small boat in a stormy sea. Even after her sister left the room, she sat there with her eyes averted, as if something was preventing her from looking up. Miss Olive Chancellor, to whom I will need to share much hidden information throughout our story, suffered from bouts of extreme shyness, during which she couldn’t even look herself in the mirror. One of those episodes had suddenly overtaken her now, without any clear reason, although Mrs. Luna’s instantly personal comments had made it worse. There was nothing more personal than Mrs. Luna; her sister might have resented her for it if she hadn’t chosen to suppress such feelings towards individuals. Basil Ransom was a young man of high intelligence but was aware of the limited scope of his experiences so far. He was cautious about making hasty generalizations; however, he had come up with a couple of valuable insights as a young man recently admitted to the New York bar and looking for clients. One of these insights was that the simplest way to categorize people is into those who take things hard and those who take things easy. He quickly recognized that Miss Chancellor was in the first group. This was so evident in her delicate features that he felt a vague pity for her before they had even exchanged twenty words. He, by nature, took things easy; if he had felt pressure lately, it was after careful thought and because circumstances were demanding. But this pale girl, with her light-green eyes, pointed face, and nervous demeanor, was clearly in a morbid state; it was as obvious as day. Poor Ransom acknowledged this to himself as if he had made a significant discovery; yet, in reality, he had never been so oblivious as he was then. To call Miss Chancellor morbid didn't actually reveal anything significant about her, as any proper understanding of her character would go much deeper than that. Why was she morbid, and why was her morbid state typical of her? Ransom could have felt accomplished if he had delved deep enough to explain that puzzle. The women he had known until now were mostly from his own comfortable surroundings, and they rarely showed the tendency he noticed (and briefly regretted) in Mrs. Luna’s sister. That’s how he liked them—not overthinking, not feeling responsible for the world’s problems, which he was sure Miss Chancellor did. If only they could be private and passive, with no emotions beyond that, and leave the public matters to the tougher-skinned! Ransom found comfort in that vision; it must be emphasized that he was very provincial.
These considerations were not present to him as definitely as I have written them here; they were summed up in the vague compassion which his cousin's figure excited in his mind, and which was yet accompanied with a sensible reluctance to know her better, obvious as it was that with such a face as that she must be remarkable. He was sorry for her, but he saw in a flash that no one could help her: that was what made her tragic. He had not, seeking his fortune, come away from the blighted South, which weighed upon his heart, to look out for tragedies; at least he didn't want them outside of his office in Pine Street. He broke the silence ensuing upon Mrs. Luna's departure by one of the courteous speeches to which blighted regions may still encourage a tendency, and presently found himself talking comfortably enough with his hostess. Though he had said to himself that no one could help her, the effect of his tone was to dispel her shyness; it was her great advantage (for the career she had proposed to herself) that in certain conditions she was liable suddenly to become bold. She was reassured at finding that her visitor was peculiar; the way he spoke told her that it was no wonder he had fought on the Southern side. She had never yet encountered a personage so exotic, and she always felt more at her ease in the presence of anything strange. It was the usual things of life that filled her with silent rage; which was natural enough, inasmuch as, to her vision, almost everything that was usual was iniquitous. She had no difficulty in asking him now whether he would not stay to dinner—she hoped Adeline had given him her message. It had been when she was upstairs with Adeline, as his card was brought up, a sudden and very abnormal inspiration to offer him this (for her) really ultimate favour; nothing could be further from her common habit than to entertain alone, at any repast, a gentleman she had never seen.
These thoughts weren’t as clear to him as I’ve laid them out here; they were wrapped up in the vague sympathy his cousin's appearance stirred in him, yet he also felt a strong hesitation to get to know her better, knowing her striking looks must mean she was special. He felt sorry for her, but he quickly realized that no one could help her—that was what made her situation tragic. He hadn’t left the troubled South, which weighed heavily on his heart, to seek out more tragedies; at least, he didn’t want them outside his office on Pine Street. He broke the silence after Mrs. Luna left with one of the polite remarks that difficult regions might still inspire, and soon found himself chatting comfortably with his hostess. Although he had convinced himself that no one could help her, his tone managed to make her less shy; it was to her great advantage (for the path she had chosen) that in certain moments she could abruptly become bold. She felt relieved to discover that her guest was unusual; the way he spoke made it clear why he had fought on the Southern side. She had never met anyone as unique as him, and she always felt more relaxed around anything different. It was the mundane aspects of life that sparked silent anger in her, which was understandable, since, to her, nearly everything common felt unjust. She had no trouble asking him if he would stay for dinner—she hoped Adeline had passed on her message. It had struck her as a sudden and very unusual idea to offer him this (for her) truly significant favor while she was upstairs with Adeline, as his card was brought up; nothing was further from her usual routine than to entertain a gentleman she had never met during a meal.
It was the same sort of impulse that had moved her to write to Basil Ransom, in the spring, after hearing accidentally that he had come to the North and intended, in New York, to practise his profession. It was her nature to look out for duties, to appeal to her conscience for tasks. This attentive organ, earnestly consulted, had represented to her that he was an offshoot of the old slave-holding oligarchy which, within her own vivid remembrance, had plunged the country into blood and tears, and that, as associated with such abominations, he was not a worthy object of patronage for a person whose two brothers—her only ones—had given up life for the Northern cause. It reminded her, however, on the other hand, that he too had been much bereaved, and, moreover, that he had fought and offered his own life, even if it had not been taken. She could not defend herself against a rich admiration—a kind of tenderness of envy—of any one who had been so happy as to have that opportunity. The most secret, the most sacred hope of her nature was that she might some day have such a chance, that she might be a martyr and die for something. Basil Ransom had lived, but she knew he had lived to see bitter hours. His family was ruined; they had lost their slaves, their property, their friends and relations, their home; had tasted of all the cruelty of defeat. He had tried for a while to carry on the plantation himself, but he had a millstone of debt round his neck, and he longed for some work which would transport him to the haunts of men. The State of Mississippi seemed to him the state of despair; so he surrendered the remnants of his patrimony to his mother and sisters, and, at nearly thirty years of age, alighted for the first time in New York, in the costume of his province, with fifty dollars in his pocket and a gnawing hunger in his heart.
It was the same kind of impulse that had prompted her to write to Basil Ransom in the spring after she’d found out by chance that he had come North and planned to practice his profession in New York. She naturally looked for responsibilities and turned to her conscience for tasks. This attentive voice, which she consulted earnestly, had suggested that he was part of the old slave-owning elite that, in her own vivid memory, had plunged the country into bloodshed and suffering, and that, because of his association with such horrors, he wasn’t a deserving recipient of support from someone whose two brothers—her only siblings—had sacrificed their lives for the Northern cause. However, it also reminded her that he too had endured great losses and that he had fought and risked his own life, even though it hadn’t been taken. She couldn’t help but feel a deep admiration and a kind of envious tenderness for anyone who had been fortunate enough to have that opportunity. The most private and sacred hope of her heart was that she might someday have a similar chance, that she might be a martyr and die for something. Basil Ransom had survived, but she knew he had experienced bitter moments. His family was devastated; they had lost their slaves, their property, their friends and family, their home; they had felt the cruelty of defeat. He had tried for a while to manage the plantation himself, but he was weighed down by debt and yearned for some work that would take him to the company of people. The state of Mississippi felt like a place of despair to him, so he handed over the remnants of his inheritance to his mother and sisters, and, at nearly thirty years old, arrived in New York for the first time, dressed in the style of his region, with fifty dollars in his pocket and an aching hunger in his heart.
That this incident had revealed to the young man his ignorance of many things—only, however, to make him say to himself, after the first angry blush, that here he would enter the game and here he would win it—so much Olive Chancellor could not know; what was sufficient for her was that he had rallied, as the French say, had accepted the accomplished fact, had admitted that North and South were a single, indivisible political organism. Their cousinship—that of Chancellors and Ransoms—was not very close; it was the kind of thing that one might take up or leave alone, as one pleased. It was "in the female line," as Basil Ransom had written, in answering her letter with a good deal of form and flourish; he spoke as if they had been royal houses. Her mother had wished to take it up; it was only the fear of seeming patronising to people in misfortune that had prevented her from writing to Mississippi. If it had been possible to send Mrs. Ransom money, or even clothes, she would have liked that; but she had no means of ascertaining how such an offering would be taken. By the time Basil came to the North—making advances, as it were—Mrs. Chancellor had passed away; so it was for Olive, left alone in the little house in Charles Street (Adeline being in Europe), to decide.
That this incident had shown the young man how much he didn’t know—only to make him think to himself, after feeling angry and embarrassed, that he would jump in and come out on top—Olive Chancellor couldn’t know; what mattered to her was that he had bounced back, as the French say, accepted the reality, and acknowledged that North and South were one united political entity. Their family connection—between the Chancellors and the Ransoms—wasn't very strong; it was something one could choose to pursue or ignore. It was "on the female side," as Basil Ransom had written, responding to her letter with a lot of formality; he spoke as if they belonged to royal families. Her mother had wanted to pursue it; only the worry of seeming condescending to people in need had stopped her from reaching out to Mississippi. If it had been possible to send Mrs. Ransom money, or even clothes, she would have liked that; but she had no way to know how such a gesture would be received. By the time Basil arrived in the North—making his own moves, so to speak—Mrs. Chancellor had passed away; so it fell to Olive, alone in the little house on Charles Street (with Adeline in Europe), to make the decision.
She knew what her mother would have done, and that helped her decision; for her mother always chose the positive course. Olive had a fear of everything, but her greatest fear was of being afraid. She wished immensely to be generous, and how could one be generous unless one ran a risk? She had erected it into a sort of rule of conduct that whenever she saw a risk she was to take it; and she had frequent humiliations at finding herself safe after all. She was perfectly safe after writing to Basil Ransom; and, indeed, it was difficult to see what he could have done to her except thank her (he was only exceptionally superlative) for her letter, and assure her that he would come and see her the first time his business (he was beginning to get a little) should take him to Boston. He had now come, in redemption of his grateful vow, and even this did not make Miss Chancellor feel that she had courted danger. She saw (when once she had looked at him) that he would not put those worldly interpretations on things which, with her, it was both an impulse and a principle to defy. He was too simple—too Mississippian—for that; she was almost disappointed. She certainly had not hoped that she might have struck him as making unwomanly overtures (Miss Chancellor hated this epithet almost as much as she hated its opposite); but she had a presentiment that he would be too good-natured, primitive to that degree. Of all things in the world, contention was most sweet to her (though why it is hard to imagine, for it always cost her tears, headaches, a day or two in bed, acute emotion), and it was very possible Basil Ransom would not care to contend. Nothing could be more displeasing than this indifference when people didn't agree with you. That he should agree she did not in the least expect of him; how could a Mississippian agree? If she had supposed he would agree, she would not have written to him.
She knew what her mother would have done, and that helped her decide; her mother always took the positive route. Olive was afraid of everything, but her biggest fear was being afraid. She really wanted to be generous, but how could you be generous without taking a risk? She had made it a sort of rule that whenever she saw a risk, she had to take it; and she often felt humiliated realizing she was safe after all. She felt perfectly safe after writing to Basil Ransom, and honestly, it was hard to see what he could have done to her except thank her (he was only exceptionally polite) for her letter and tell her he would come to see her the first chance his business (which he was starting to have) brought him to Boston. He had now come, fulfilling his grateful promise, and even this didn’t make Miss Chancellor feel like she had put herself in danger. She noticed (once she had looked at him) that he wouldn’t apply the worldly interpretations to things that, for her, were both an impulse and a principle to challenge. He was too simple—too Mississippian—for that; she was almost let down. She certainly hadn’t hoped he would think she was making unwomanly advances (Miss Chancellor hated that term almost as much as she hated its opposite); but she had a feeling he would be too good-natured, to that extent. Of all things in the world, conflict was most appealing to her (though why is hard to imagine, since it always cost her tears, headaches, a day or two in bed, and intense emotions), and it was very possible Basil Ransom wouldn’t want to argue. Nothing could be more frustrating than indifference when people didn’t share your views. She didn’t expect him to agree at all; how could a Mississippian agree? If she had thought he would agree, she wouldn’t have written to him.
III
When he had told her that if she would take him as he was he should be very happy to dine with her, she excused herself a moment and went to give an order in the dining-room. The young man, left alone, looked about the parlour—the two parlours which, in their prolonged, adjacent narrowness, formed evidently one apartment—and wandered to the windows at the back, where there was a view of the water; Miss Chancellor having the good fortune to dwell on that side of Charles Street toward which, in the rear, the afternoon sun slants redly, from an horizon indented at empty intervals with wooden spires, the masts of lonely boats, the chimneys of dirty "works," over a brackish expanse of anomalous character, which is too big for a river and too small for a bay. The view seemed to him very picturesque, though in the gathered dusk little was left of it save a cold yellow streak in the west, a gleam of brown water, and the reflexion of the lights that had begun to show themselves in a row of houses, impressive to Ransom in their extreme modernness, which overlooked the same lagoon from a long embankment on the left, constructed of stones roughly piled. He thought this prospect, from a city-house, almost romantic; and he turned from it back to the interior illuminated now by a lamp which the parlour-maid had placed on a table while he stood at the window as to something still more genial and interesting. The artistic sense in Basil Ransom had not been highly cultivated; neither (though he had passed his early years as the son of a rich man) was his conception of material comfort very definite; it consisted mainly of the vision of plenty of cigars and brandy and water and newspapers, and a cane-bottomed arm-chair of the right inclination, from which he could stretch his legs. Nevertheless it seemed to him he had never seen an interior that was so much an interior as this queer corridor-shaped drawing-room of his new-found kinswoman; he had never felt himself in the presence of so much organised privacy or of so many objects that spoke of habits and tastes. Most of the people he had hitherto known had no tastes; they had a few habits, but these were not of a sort that required much upholstery. He had not as yet been in many houses in New York, and he had never before seen so many accessories. The general character of the place struck him as Bostonian; this was, in fact, very much what he had supposed Boston to be. He had always heard Boston was a city of culture, and now there was culture in Miss Chancellor's tables and sofas, in the books that were everywhere, on little shelves like brackets (as if a book were a statuette), in the photographs and watercolours that covered the walls, in the curtains that were festooned rather stiffly in the doorways. He looked at some of the books and saw that his cousin read German; and his impression of the importance of this (as a symptom of superiority) was not diminished by the fact that he himself had mastered the tongue (knowing it contained a large literature of jurisprudence) during a long, empty, deadly summer on the plantation. It is a curious proof of a certain crude modesty inherent in Basil Ransom that the main effect of his observing his cousin's German books was to give him an idea of the natural energy of Northerners. He had noticed it often before; he had already told himself that he must count with it. It was only after much experience he made the discovery that few Northerners were, in their secret soul, so energetic as he. Many other persons had made it before that. He knew very little about Miss Chancellor; he had come to see her only because she wrote to him; he would never have thought of looking her up, and since then there had been no one in New York he might ask about her. Therefore he could only guess that she was a rich young woman; such a house, inhabited in such a way by a quiet spinster, implied a considerable income. How much? he asked himself; five thousand, ten thousand, fifteen thousand a year? There was richness to our panting young man in the smallest of these figures. He was not of a mercenary spirit, but he had an immense desire for success, and he had more than once reflected that a moderate capital was an aid to achievement. He had seen in his younger years one of the biggest failures that history commemorates, an immense national fiasco, and it had implanted in his mind a deep aversion to the ineffectual. It came over him, while he waited for his hostess to reappear, that she was unmarried as well as rich, that she was sociable (her letter answered for that) as well as single; and he had for a moment a whimsical vision of becoming a partner in so flourishing a firm. He ground his teeth a little as he thought of the contrasts of the human lot; this cushioned feminine nest made him feel unhoused and underfed. Such a mood, however, could only be momentary, for he was conscious at bottom of a bigger stomach than all the culture of Charles Street could fill.
When he told her that if she would accept him as he was, he would be very happy to have dinner with her, she excused herself for a moment and went to give an order in the dining room. The young man, left alone, looked around the parlor—the two parlors that, in their prolonged, narrow shape, clearly formed one space—and wandered to the windows at the back, where he could see the water. Miss Chancellor was fortunate to live on the side of Charles Street that faced west, where the afternoon sun glowed red as it set, creating a horizon intermittently dotted with wooden spires, the masts of lonely boats, and the chimneys of industrial buildings, over a muddy expanse that was too large for a river and too small for a bay. The view struck him as quite picturesque, although in the gathering dusk, little remained of it except for a cold yellow streak in the west, a gleam of brown water, and the reflections of the lights that had started to appear in a row of houses, which impressed Ransom with their extreme modernity, overlooking the same lagoon from a long embankment made of roughly piled stones. He thought this scene, from an urban house, was almost romantic; he turned away from it back to the cozy interior, now illuminated by a lamp that the parlor maid had placed on a table while he stood at the window, which seemed even more welcoming and interesting. Basil Ransom's artistic sensibility hadn't been particularly refined; nor, despite growing up as the son of a wealthy man, was his idea of material comfort very clear. It mainly consisted of envisioning plenty of cigars and brandy, water, newspapers, and a well-angled cane-bottomed armchair where he could stretch out his legs. Still, he felt he had never seen a setting that was as much an interior as this uniquely corridor-shaped drawing room of his newfound relative; he had never felt he was surrounded by so much organized privacy or by so many objects that reflected personal habits and tastes. Most of the people he had known until then had little sense of taste; they had a few habits, but these didn’t require much decor. He hadn’t been in many houses in New York yet and had never seen so many accessories. The overall vibe of the space struck him as Bostonian; this was indeed exactly what he had imagined Boston to be. He had always heard that Boston was a city of culture, and now he saw that culture reflected in Miss Chancellor’s tables and sofas, in the books that were all over, on little shelves like brackets (as if a book were a statuette), in the photographs and watercolors that adorned the walls, and in the curtains that were stiffly draped at the doorways. He glanced at some of the books and noticed that his cousin read German; his impression of that being a sign of superiority was only reinforced by the fact that he had learned the language (recognizing it contained a vast literature of law) during a long, tedious summer on the plantation. It’s a curious indication of a certain raw modesty in Basil Ransom that the main effect of observing his cousin’s German books was to make him think of the natural drive of Northerners. He had noticed it often before; he had already told himself he had to take that into account. Only after much experience did he discover that few Northerners were, in their secret hearts, as energetic as he was. Many others had come to that realization before him. He knew very little about Miss Chancellor; he had only come to see her because she had written to him; he would never have thought to seek her out, and since then he had not found anyone in New York he could ask about her. So, he could only guess that she was a wealthy young woman; such a house, occupied by a demure spinster, suggested a substantial income. How much?, he wondered; five thousand, ten thousand, fifteen thousand a year? Even the smallest of these figures seemed wealthy to our eager young man. He wasn’t mercenary in nature, but he did have a great desire for success and had often thought a moderate fortune could help in achieving that. In his younger days, he had witnessed one of history's greatest failures, a tremendous national fiasco, and it had instilled in him a strong aversion to ineffectiveness. As he waited for his hostess to return, it struck him that she was both unmarried and rich, as well as sociable (her letter assured him of that); he briefly entertained a whimsical notion of becoming a partner in such a flourishing establishment. He clenched his teeth slightly as he pondered the contrasts of life; this cushioned feminine nest made him feel exposed and underprivileged. However, such a sentiment could only be fleeting, for he was aware deep down that he had a larger appetite than all the culture of Charles Street could satisfy.
Afterwards, when his cousin had come back and they had gone down to dinner together, where he sat facing her at a little table decorated in the middle with flowers, a position from which he had another view, through a window where the curtain remained undrawn by her direction (she called his attention to this—it was for his benefit), of the dusky, empty river, spotted with points of light—at this period, I say, it was very easy for him to remark to himself that nothing would induce him to make love to such a type as that. Several months later, in New York, in conversation with Mrs. Luna, of whom he was destined to see a good deal, he alluded by chance to this repast, to the way her sister had placed him at table, and to the remark with which she had pointed out the advantage of his seat.
Afterwards, when his cousin returned and they went down to dinner together, he sat across from her at a small table decorated with flowers in the center. From this spot, he had a different view through a window where the curtain remained undrawn at her suggestion (she pointed this out to him—it was for his benefit)—of the dim, empty river, dotted with points of light. At that time, it was easy for him to think to himself that nothing would ever convince him to fall for someone like that. Several months later, in New York, while talking with Mrs. Luna, who he would end up seeing quite often, he casually mentioned this dinner, how her sister had seated him at the table, and the comment she made about the benefits of his position.
"That's what they call in Boston being very 'thoughtful,'" Mrs. Luna said, "giving you the Back Bay (don't you hate the name?) to look at, and then taking credit for it."
"That's what they call in Boston being very 'thoughtful,'" Mrs. Luna said, "giving you the Back Bay (don’t you hate that name?) to look at, and then taking credit for it."
This, however, was in the future; what Basil Ransom actually perceived was that Miss Chancellor was a signal old maid. That was her quality, her destiny; nothing could be more distinctly written. There are women who are unmarried by accident, and others who are unmarried by option; but Olive Chancellor was unmarried by every implication of her being. She was a spinster as Shelley was a lyric poet, or as the month of August is sultry. She was so essentially a celibate that Ransom found himself thinking of her as old, though when he came to look at her (as he said to himself) it was apparent that her years were fewer than his own. He did not dislike her, she had been so friendly; but, little by little, she gave him an uneasy feeling—the sense that you could never be safe with a person who took things so hard. It came over him that it was because she took things hard she had sought his acquaintance; it had been because she was strenuous, not because she was genial; she had had in her eye—and what an extraordinary eye it was!—not a pleasure, but a duty. She would expect him to be strenuous in return; but he couldn't—in private life, he couldn't; privacy for Basil Ransom consisted entirely in what he called "laying off." She was not so plain on further acquaintance as she had seemed to him at first; even the young Mississippian had culture enough to see that she was refined. Her white skin had a singular look of being drawn tightly across her face; but her features, though sharp and irregular, were delicate in a fashion that suggested good breeding. Their line was perverse, but it was not poor. The curious tint of her eyes was a living colour; when she turned it upon you, you thought vaguely of the glitter of green ice. She had absolutely no figure, and presented a certain appearance of feeling cold. With all this, there was something very modern and highly developed in her aspect; she had the advantages as well as the drawbacks of a nervous organisation. She smiled constantly at her guest, but from the beginning to the end of dinner, though he made several remarks that he thought might prove amusing, she never once laughed. Later, he saw that she was a woman without laughter; exhilaration, if it ever visited her, was dumb. Once only, in the course of his subsequent acquaintance with her, did it find a voice; and then the sound remained in Ransom's ear as one of the strangest he had heard.
This, however, was in the future; what Basil Ransom actually saw was that Miss Chancellor was a clear old maid. That was her quality, her destiny; nothing could be more clearly indicated. Some women are single by accident, and others by choice; but Olive Chancellor was single by every implication of her being. She was a spinster as Shelley was a lyric poet, or as the month of August is hot. She was so completely a celibate that Ransom found himself thinking of her as old, even though when he looked at her (as he told himself) it was clear that she was younger than he was. He didn’t dislike her; she had been very friendly. But gradually, she made him feel uneasy—the sense that you can never really be safe with someone who takes things so seriously. It struck him that it was because she took things hard that she had wanted to meet him; it had been because she was intense, not because she was warm; she had had in her eye—and what an extraordinary eye it was!—not a pleasure, but a duty. She would expect him to be intense in return; but he couldn't—in his personal life, he couldn't; privacy for Basil Ransom meant entirely what he called "laying off." She wasn’t as plain on further acquaintance as she had seemed at first; even the young Mississippian had enough culture to see that she was refined. Her white skin had a unique appearance of being tightly pulled across her face; but her features, though sharp and irregular, were delicate in a way that suggested good breeding. Their line was unconventional, but it wasn't unattractive. The unusual color of her eyes was a living hue; when she looked at you, you thought vaguely of the sparkle of green ice. She had absolutely no shape and gave off a certain vibe of feeling cold. Despite all this, there was something very modern and highly developed about her appearance; she had the advantages as well as the downsides of a nervous disposition. She smiled constantly at her guest, but from start to finish of dinner, even though he made several remarks that he thought might be funny, she never laughed once. Later, he realized that she was a woman without laughter; exhilaration, if it ever came to her, was silent. Only once, during his later acquaintance with her did it find its voice; and then the sound remained in Ransom's ears as one of the strangest he had ever heard.
She asked him a great many questions, and made no comment on his answers, which only served to suggest to her fresh inquiries. Her shyness had quite left her, it did not come back; she had confidence enough to wish him to see that she took a great interest in him. Why should she? he wondered, He couldn't believe he was one of her kind; he was conscious of much Bohemianism—he drank beer, in New York, in cellars, knew no ladies, and was familiar with a "variety" actress. Certainly, as she knew him better, she would disapprove of him, though, of course, he would never mention the actress, nor even, if necessary, the beer. Ransom's conception of vice was purely as a series of special cases, of explicable accidents. Not that he cared; if it were a part of the Boston character to be inquiring, he would be to the last a courteous Mississippian. He would tell her about Mississippi as much as she liked; he didn't care how much he told her that the old ideas in the South were played out. She would not understand him any the better for that; she would not know how little his own views could be gathered from such a limited admission. What her sister imparted to him about her mania for "reform" had left in his mouth a kind of unpleasant aftertaste; he felt, at any rate, that if she had the religion of humanity—Basil Ransom had read Comte, he had read everything—she would never understand him. He, too, had a private vision of reform, but the first principle of it was to reform the reformers. As they drew to the close of a meal which, in spite of all latent incompatibilities, had gone off brilliantly, she said to him that she should have to leave him after dinner, unless perhaps he should be inclined to accompany her. She was going to a small gathering at the house of a friend who had asked a few people, "interested in new ideas," to meet Mrs. Farrinder.
She asked him a lot of questions and didn’t comment on his answers, which just led her to ask even more. Her shyness had completely vanished and didn’t come back; she felt confident enough to show him that she was really interested in him. Why should she? he wondered. He couldn't believe he was one of her type; he was aware he had a bit of a Bohemian side—he drank beer in New York, in basements, didn’t know any ladies, and was familiar with a "variety" actress. Surely, as she got to know him better, she would disapprove of him, although, of course, he would never mention the actress or even the beer if necessary. Ransom saw vice merely as a series of special cases or accidents. Not that he really cared; if being curious was part of the Boston character, he would remain a polite Mississippian to the end. He'd tell her about Mississippi as much as she wanted; he didn’t care how much he revealed that the old Southern ideas were outdated. She wouldn’t understand him any better for that; she wouldn’t know how little his own views could be inferred from such a limited admission. What her sister shared with him about her obsession with "reform" left a bit of an unpleasant taste in his mouth; he felt, anyway, that if she had the religion of humanity—Basil Ransom had read Comte, he had read everything—she would never get him. He, too, had his own idea of reform, but the first principle of it was to reform the reformers. As they wrapped up a meal that had gone surprisingly well despite underlying differences, she told him that she would have to leave him after dinner unless he wanted to come with her. She was heading to a small gathering at a friend’s house who had invited a few people "interested in new ideas" to meet Mrs. Farrinder.
"Oh, thank you," said Basil Ransom. "Is it a party? I haven't been to a party since Mississippi seceded."
"Oh, thank you," said Basil Ransom. "Is it a party? I haven't been to a party since Mississippi withdrew."
"No; Miss Birdseye doesn't give parties. She's an ascetic."
"No, Miss Birdseye doesn't host parties. She's a loner."
"Oh, well, we have had our dinner," Ransom rejoined, laughing.
"Oh, well, we already had our dinner," Ransom replied, laughing.
His hostess sat silent a moment, with her eyes on the ground; she looked at such times as if she were hesitating greatly between several things she might say, all so important that it was difficult to choose.
His hostess sat quietly for a moment, staring at the ground; she looked like she was really torn between several things she could say, all so significant that it was hard to decide.
"I think it might interest you," she remarked presently. "You will hear some discussion, if you are fond of that. Perhaps you wouldn't agree," she added, resting her strange eyes on him.
"I think you might find this interesting," she said after a moment. "You'll hear some conversation if you're into that. Maybe you won't agree," she added, looking at him with her unusual eyes.
"Perhaps I shouldn't—I don't agree with everything," he said, smiling and stroking his leg.
"Maybe I shouldn't—I don't agree with everything," he said, smiling and rubbing his leg.
"Don't you care for human progress?" Miss Chancellor went on.
"Don’t you care about human progress?" Miss Chancellor continued.
"I don't know—I never saw any. Are you going to show me some?"
"I don't know—I never saw any. Are you going to show me some?"
"I can show you an earnest effort towards it. That's the most one can be sure of. But I am not sure you are worthy."
"I can show you a sincere effort toward it. That's the most anyone can guarantee. But I’m not sure you deserve it."
"Is it something very Bostonian? I should like to see that," said Basil Ransom.
"Is it something really Bostonian? I'd like to see that," said Basil Ransom.
"There are movements in other cities. Mrs. Farrinder goes everywhere; she may speak to-night."
"There are movements happening in other cities. Mrs. Farrinder is going everywhere; she might speak tonight."
"Mrs. Farrinder, the celebrated——?"
"Mrs. Farrinder, the famous——?"
"Yes, the celebrated; the great apostle of the emancipation of women. She is a great friend of Miss Birdseye."
"Yes, the famous one; the great advocate for women's liberation. She is a close friend of Miss Birdseye."
"And who is Miss Birdseye?"
"And who is Miss Birdseye?"
"She is one of our celebrities. She is the woman in the world, I suppose, who has laboured most for every wise reform. I think I ought to tell you," Miss Chancellor went on in a moment, "she was one of the earliest, one of the most passionate, of the old Abolitionists."
"She’s one of our celebrities. She’s the woman in the world, I guess, who has worked the hardest for every meaningful change. I think I should mention," Miss Chancellor continued after a moment, "she was one of the earliest, one of the most passionate, of the early Abolitionists."
She had thought, indeed, she ought to tell him that, and it threw her into a little tremor of excitement to do so. Yet, if she had been afraid he would show some irritation at this news, she was disappointed at the geniality with which he exclaimed:
She really thought she should tell him that, and it made her a bit excited to do so. However, if she had been worried he would react with irritation to the news, she was surprised by how cheerful he sounded when he exclaimed:
"Why, poor old lady—she must be quite mature!"
"Wow, that poor old lady—she must be really old!"
It was therefore with some severity that she rejoined:
It was with a bit of harshness that she responded:
"She will never be old. She is the youngest spirit I know. But if you are not in sympathy, perhaps you had better not come," she went on.
"She will never grow old. She is the youngest spirit I know. But if you don’t feel the same way, maybe you should just stay away," she continued.
"In sympathy with what, dear madam?" Basil Ransom asked, failing still, to her perception, to catch the tone of real seriousness. "If, as you say, there is to be a discussion, there will be different sides, and of course one can't sympathise with both."
"In sympathy with what, dear madam?" Basil Ransom asked, still not catching her serious tone. "If, as you say, there’s going to be a discussion, there will be different sides, and of course, you can’t sympathize with both."
"Yes, but every one will, in his way—or in her way—plead the cause of the new truths. If you don't care for them, you won't go with us."
"Yes, but everyone will, in their own way, advocate for the new truths. If you don't care about them, you won't join us."
"I tell you I haven't the least idea what they are! I have never yet encountered in the world any but old truths—as old as the sun and moon. How can I know? But do take me; it's such a chance to see Boston."
"I honestly have no idea what they are! I've only ever come across old truths—truths as old as the sun and moon. How can I know? But do take me; it's such a great opportunity to see Boston."
"It isn't Boston—it's humanity!" Miss Chancellor, as she made this remark, rose from her chair, and her movement seemed to say that she consented. But before she quitted her kinsman to get ready, she observed to him that she was sure he knew what she meant; he was only pretending he didn't.
"It’s not about Boston—it’s about humanity!” Miss Chancellor said this as she got up from her chair, and her movement suggested that she agreed. But before she left her relative to prepare, she told him that she was sure he understood what she meant; he was just pretending not to.
"Well, perhaps, after all, I have a general idea," he confessed; "but don't you see how this little reunion will give me a chance to fix it?"
"Well, maybe I have a basic idea," he admitted, "but don't you see how this small get-together will give me a chance to sort it out?"
She lingered an instant, with her anxious face. "Mrs. Farrinder will fix it!" she said; and she went to prepare herself.
She hesitated for a moment, her worried expression showing. "Mrs. Farrinder will take care of it!" she said, and then went to get ready.
It was in this poor young lady's nature to be anxious, to have scruple within scruple and to forecast the consequences of things. She returned in ten minutes, in her bonnet, which she had apparently assumed in recognition of Miss Birdseye's asceticism. As she stood there drawing on her gloves—her visitor had fortified himself against Mrs. Farrinder by another glass of wine—she declared to him that she quite repented of having proposed to him to go; something told her that he would be an unfavourable element.
It was in this poor young woman's nature to be anxious, to have one doubt after another, and to worry about the outcomes of things. She returned in ten minutes, wearing her bonnet, which she seemed to put on to acknowledge Miss Birdseye's strictness. As she stood there putting on her gloves—her visitor had prepared himself against Mrs. Farrinder with another glass of wine—she told him that she really regretted suggesting that they leave; something told her he would be a negative influence.
"Why, is it going to be a spiritual séance?" Basil Ransom asked.
"Wait, is this going to be a spiritual séance?" Basil Ransom asked.
"Well, I have heard at Miss Birdseye's some inspirational speaking." Olive Chancellor was determined to look him straight in the face as she said this; her sense of the way it might strike him operated as a cogent, not as a deterrent, reason.
"Well, I’ve heard some inspiring talks at Miss Birdseye's." Olive Chancellor was resolved to look him directly in the eye as she said this; her awareness of how it might impact him was a strong reason, not a discouraging one.
"Why, Miss Olive, it's just got up on purpose for me!" cried the young Mississippian, radiant, and clasping his hands. She thought him very handsome as he said this, but reflected that unfortunately men didn't care for the truth, especially the new kinds, in proportion as they were good-looking. She had, however, a moral resource that she could always fall back upon; it had already been a comfort to her, on occasions of acute feeling, that she hated men, as a class, anyway. "And I want so much to see an old Abolitionist; I have never laid eyes on one," Basil Ransom added.
"Why, Miss Olive, it looks like it got dressed up just for me!" exclaimed the young man from Mississippi, beaming as he clasped his hands. She thought he was quite handsome when he said this, but she also realized that, unfortunately, men—especially the good-looking ones—didn't really care about the truth. Still, she had a moral safety net she could always lean on; it had been a comfort to her during intense moments that she disliked men as a group anyway. "And I really want to meet an old Abolitionist; I've never seen one," Basil Ransom added.
"Of course you couldn't see one in the South; you were too afraid of them to let them come there!" She was now trying to think of something she might say that would be sufficiently disagreeable to make him cease to insist on accompanying her; for, strange to record—if anything, in a person of that intense sensibility, be stranger than any other—her second thought with regard to having asked him had deepened with the elapsing moments into an unreasoned terror of the effect of his presence. "Perhaps Miss Birdseye won't like you," she went on, as they waited for the carriage.
"Of course you couldn't see one in the South; you were too scared to let them come there!" She was now trying to think of something rude enough to make him stop insisting on coming with her; because, oddly enough—if anything about someone so sensitive can be called odd—her feelings about inviting him had turned into an irrational fear of what his presence might do. "Maybe Miss Birdseye won't like you," she said as they waited for the carriage.
"I don't know; I reckon she will," said Basil Ransom good-humouredly. He evidently had no intention of giving up his opportunity.
"I don't know; I think she will," said Basil Ransom with a smile. He clearly had no intention of letting go of his chance.
From the window of the dining-room, at that moment, they heard the carriage drive up. Miss Birdseye lived at the South End; the distance was considerable, and Miss Chancellor had ordered a hackney-coach, it being one of the advantages of living in Charles Street that stables were near. The logic of her conduct was none of the clearest; for if she had been alone she would have proceeded to her destination by the aid of the street-car; not from economy (for she had the good fortune not to be obliged to consult it to that degree), and not from any love of wandering about Boston at night (a kind of exposure she greatly disliked), but by reason of a theory she devotedly nursed, a theory which bade her put off invidious differences and mingle in the common life. She would have gone on foot to Boylston Street, and there she would have taken the public conveyance (in her heart she loathed it) to the South End. Boston was full of poor girls who had to walk about at night and to squeeze into horse-cars in which every sense was displeased; and why should she hold herself superior to these? Olive Chancellor regulated her conduct on lofty principles, and this is why, having to-night the advantage of a gentleman's protection, she sent for a carriage to obliterate that patronage. If they had gone together in the common way she would have seemed to owe it to him that she should be so daring, and he belonged to a sex to which she wished to be under no obligations. Months before, when she wrote to him, it had been with the sense, rather, of putting him in debt. As they rolled toward the South End, side by side, in a good deal of silence, bouncing and bumping over the railway-tracks very little less, after all, than if their wheels had been fitted to them, and looking out on either side at rows of red houses, dusky in the lamp-light, with protuberant fronts, approached by ladders of stone; as they proceeded, with these contemplative undulations, Miss Chancellor said to her companion, with a concentrated desire to defy him, as a punishment for having thrown her (she couldn't tell why) into such a tremor:
From the dining-room window, they heard the carriage pull up. Miss Birdseye lived in the South End, which was quite a distance away, and Miss Chancellor had called for a hackney carriage. One of the perks of living on Charles Street was that stables were nearby. Her reasoning was a bit unclear, because if she had been alone, she'd have taken the streetcar to her destination; not out of concern for money (since she was fortunate enough not to worry about that), and not because she enjoyed wandering around Boston at night (which she really disliked), but because of a theory she passionately held, which encouraged her to set aside comparisons and blend into everyday life. She would’ve walked to Boylston Street, where she would have crammed herself into public transport (which she secretly hated) to get to the South End. Boston had many poor girls who had to walk around at night and squeeze into horse-cars that made them uncomfortable; so why should she see herself as better than them? Olive Chancellor lived by high ideals, which is why, tonight, while having the protection of a gentleman, she requested a carriage to erase that assistance. If they had traveled together in the usual way, it would have seemed like she owed him for being so bold, and she didn’t want to feel indebted to a man. Months earlier, when she wrote to him, it was with the feeling of putting him in her debt. As they rode toward the South End in relative silence, bouncing and jolting over the railway tracks almost as if the wheels were specially made for it, and gazing out at rows of red houses, dimly lit by the lamps, with protruding fronts reached by stone steps; as they moved along with these reflective bumps, Miss Chancellor turned to her companion, determined to challenge him as a way to punish him for making her feel (though she didn't know why) so anxious:
"Don't you believe, then, in the coming of a better day—in its being possible to do something for the human race?"
"Don't you believe, then, in a better future—in the possibility of making a difference for humanity?"
Poor Ransom perceived the defiance, and he felt rather bewildered; he wondered what type, after all, he had got hold of, and what game was being played with him. Why had she made advances, if she wanted to pinch him this way? However, he was good for any game—that one as well as another—and he saw that he was "in" for something of which he had long desired to have a nearer view. "Well, Miss Olive," he answered, putting on again his big hat, which he had been holding in his lap, "what strikes me most is that the human race has got to bear its troubles."
Poor Ransom sensed the defiance, and he felt a bit confused; he wondered what kind of person he had gotten involved with and what game was being played with him. Why had she approached him if she intended to treat him like this? Still, he was ready for any game—this one or another—and he realized he was "in" for something he had long wanted to see up close. "Well, Miss Olive," he replied, putting his big hat back on, which he had been holding in his lap, "what stands out to me the most is that humanity has to deal with its troubles."
"That's what men say to women, to make them patient in the position they have made for them."
"That's what men tell women to keep them patient in the role they've assigned to them."
"Oh, the position of women!" Basil Ransom exclaimed. "The position of women is to make fools of men. I would change my position for yours any day," he went on. "That's what I said to myself as I sat there in your elegant home."
"Oh, the situation of women!" Basil Ransom exclaimed. "The situation of women is to make fools of men. I'd switch places with you any day," he continued. "That's what I told myself as I sat there in your stylish home."
He could not see, in the dimness of the carriage, that she had flushed quickly, and he did not know that she disliked to be reminded of certain things which, for her, were mitigations of the hard feminine lot. But the passionate quaver with which, a moment later, she answered him sufficiently assured him that he had touched her at a tender point.
He couldn't see in the dim light of the carriage that she had quickly flushed, and he didn't realize that she hated being reminded of certain things that, for her, softened the harsh realities of being a woman. But the passionate tremble in her voice a moment later when she replied was enough to let him know he had hit a sensitive spot.
"Do you make it a reproach to me that I happen to have a little money? The dearest wish of my heart is to do something with it for others—for the miserable."
"Are you blaming me for having a little money? My deepest desire is to use it to help others—especially those who are suffering."
Basil Ransom might have greeted this last declaration with the sympathy it deserved, might have commended the noble aspirations of his kinswoman. But what struck him, rather, was the oddity of so sudden a sharpness of pitch in an intercourse which, an hour or two before, had begun in perfect amity, and he burst once more into an irrepressible laugh. This made his companion feel, with intensity, how little she was joking. "I don't know why I should care what you think," she said.
Basil Ransom could have responded to this last statement with the understanding it deserved, possibly praising his relative's noble goals. But what really caught his attention was the strange shift to such intensity in a conversation that had, just an hour or two earlier, started off so friendly. He couldn't help but laugh again. This made his companion acutely aware of how serious she was. "I don’t know why I should care what you think," she said.
"Don't care—don't care. What does it matter? It is not of the slightest importance."
"Don't care—don't care. What does it matter? It's not important at all."
He might say that, but it was not true; she felt that there were reasons why she should care. She had brought him into her life, and she should have to pay for it. But she wished to know the worst at once. "Are you against our emancipation?" she asked, turning a white face on him in the momentary radiance of a street-lamp.
He might say that, but it wasn't true; she felt there were reasons she should care. She had let him into her life, and she felt she had to deal with the consequences. But she wanted to know the worst right away. "Are you against our freedom?" she asked, turning her pale face toward him in the brief glow of a streetlamp.
"Do you mean your voting and preaching and all that sort of thing?" He made this inquiry, but seeing how seriously she would take his answer, he was almost frightened, and hung fire. "I will tell you when I have heard Mrs. Farrinder."
"Are you talking about your voting and preaching and all that stuff?" He asked this question, but realizing how seriously she would interpret his response, he felt a bit scared and hesitated. "I'll let you know once I've spoken with Mrs. Farrinder."
They had arrived at the address given by Miss Chancellor to the coachman, and their vehicle stopped with a lurch. Basil Ransom got out; he stood at the door with an extended hand, to assist the young lady. But she seemed to hesitate; she sat there with her spectral face. "You hate it!" she exclaimed, in a low tone.
They had reached the address that Miss Chancellor had given to the driver, and their vehicle came to a sudden stop. Basil Ransom got out; he stood by the door with his hand out, ready to help the young lady. But she appeared to hesitate; she remained seated with her pale face. "You hate it!" she said quietly.
"Miss Birdseye will convert me," said Ransom, with intention; for he had grown very curious, and he was afraid that now, at the last, Miss Chancellor would prevent his entering the house. She alighted without his help, and behind her he ascended the high steps of Miss Birdseye's residence. He had grown very curious, and among the things he wanted to know was why in the world this ticklish spinster had written to him.
"Miss Birdseye is going to turn me into someone different," Ransom said with purpose; he had become very curious and was worried that Miss Chancellor would stop him from getting into the house. She got out without his assistance, and he followed her up the steep steps to Miss Birdseye's home. He was really intrigued, and one of the questions on his mind was why this sensitive single woman had reached out to him.
IV
She had told him before they started that they should be early; she wished to see Miss Birdseye alone, before the arrival of any one else. This was just for the pleasure of seeing her—it was an opportunity; she was always so taken up with others. She received Miss Chancellor in the hall of the mansion, which had a salient front, an enormous and very high number—756—painted in gilt on the glass light above the door, a tin sign bearing the name of a doctress (Mary J. Prance) suspended from one of the windows of the basement, and a peculiar look of being both new and faded—a kind of modern fatigue—like certain articles of commerce which are sold at a reduction as shop-worn. The hall was very narrow; a considerable part of it was occupied by a large hat-tree, from which several coats and shawls already depended; the rest offered space for certain lateral demonstrations on Miss Birdseye's part. She sidled about her visitors, and at last went round to open for them a door of further admission, which happened to be locked inside. She was a little old lady, with an enormous head; that was the first thing Ransom noticed—the vast, fair, protuberant, candid, ungarnished brow, surmounting a pair of weak, kind, tired-looking eyes, and ineffectually balanced in the rear by a cap which had the air of falling backward, and which Miss Birdseye suddenly felt for while she talked, with unsuccessful irrelevant movements. She had a sad, soft, pale face, which (and it was the effect of her whole head) looked as if it had been soaked, blurred, and made vague by exposure to some slow dissolvent. The long practice of philanthropy had not given accent to her features; it had rubbed out their transitions, their meanings. The waves of sympathy, of enthusiasm, had wrought upon them in the same way in which the waves of time finally modify the surface of old marble busts, gradually washing away their sharpness, their details. In her large countenance her dim little smile scarcely showed. It was a mere sketch of a smile, a kind of instalment, or payment on account; it seemed to say that she would smile more if she had time, but that you could see, without this, that she was gentle and easy to beguile.
She had told him before they started that they should arrive early; she wanted to see Miss Birdseye alone, before anyone else showed up. This was just for the enjoyment of seeing her—it was a rare chance; she was always so busy with others. She welcomed Miss Chancellor in the hall of the mansion, which had a prominent front, with a huge and very high number—756—painted in gold on the glass light above the door, a tin sign displaying the name of a doctress (Mary J. Prance) hanging from one of the basement windows, and a weird blend of being both new and worn—a sort of modern tiredness—like some discounted goods labeled as shopworn. The hall was very narrow; a significant portion of it was taken up by a large hat rack, from which several coats and shawls already hung; the remaining space allowed for some sideways movements on Miss Birdseye's part. She moved around her visitors and eventually went to open a door for them that happened to be locked from the inside. She was a little old lady with a huge head; that was the first thing Ransom noticed—the large, fair, protruding, clear, unadorned forehead, sitting atop a pair of weak, kind, tired-looking eyes, and awkwardly supported at the back by a cap that looked like it might fall off, which Miss Birdseye suddenly felt for while she talked, with her movements not really making sense. She had a sad, soft, pale face, which (and this was the effect of her whole head) looked like it had been soaked, blurred, and made vague by exposure to some slow dissolving substance. The long practice of philanthropy hadn’t emphasized her features; rather, it had smoothed out their transitions and meanings. The waves of sympathy and enthusiasm had affected them in the same way that time gradually alters the surface of old marble busts, slowly erasing their sharpness and details. In her large face, her faint little smile barely appeared. It was just a shadow of a smile, a sort of down payment; it seemed to suggest that she would smile more if she had the time, but you could see, without that, that she was gentle and easy to charm.
She always dressed in the same way: she wore a loose black jacket, with deep pockets, which were stuffed with papers, memoranda of a voluminous correspondence; and from beneath her jacket depended a short stuff dress. The brevity of this simple garment was the one device by which Miss Birdseye managed to suggest that she was a woman of business, that she wished to be free for action. She belonged to the Short-Skirts League, as a matter of course; for she belonged to any and every league that had been founded for almost any purpose whatever. This did not prevent her being a confused, entangled, inconsequent, discursive old woman, whose charity began at home and ended nowhere, whose credulity kept pace with it, and who knew less about her fellow-creatures, if possible, after fifty years of humanitary zeal, than on the day she had gone into the field to testify against the iniquity of most arrangements. Basil Ransom knew very little about such a life as hers, but she seemed to him a revelation of a class, and a multitude of socialistic figures, of names and episodes that he had heard of, grouped themselves behind her. She looked as if she had spent her life on platforms, in audiences, in conventions, in phalansteries, in séances; in her faded face there was a kind of reflexion of ugly lecture-lamps; with its habit of an upward angle, it seemed turned toward a public speaker, with an effort of respiration in the thick air in which social reforms are usually discussed. She talked continually, in a voice of which the spring seemed broken, like that of an over-worked bell-wire; and when Miss Chancellor explained that she had brought Mr. Ransom because he was so anxious to meet Mrs. Farrinder, she gave the young man a delicate, dirty, democratic little hand, looking at him kindly, as she could not help doing, but without the smallest discrimination as against others who might not have the good fortune (which involved, possibly, an injustice) to be present on such an interesting occasion. She struck him as very poor, but it was only afterward that he learned she had never had a penny in her life. No one had an idea how she lived; whenever money was given her she gave it away to a negro or a refugee. No woman could be less invidious, but on the whole she preferred these two classes of the human race. Since the Civil War much of her occupation was gone; for before that her best hours had been spent in fancying that she was helping some Southern slave to escape. It would have been a nice question whether, in her heart of hearts, for the sake of this excitement, she did not sometimes wish the blacks back in bondage. She had suffered in the same way by the relaxation of many European despotisms, for in former years much of the romance of her life had been in smoothing the pillow of exile for banished conspirators. Her refugees had been very precious to her; she was always trying to raise money for some cadaverous Pole, to obtain lessons for some shirtless Italian. There was a legend that an Hungarian had once possessed himself of her affections, and had disappeared after robbing her of everything she possessed. This, however, was very apocryphal, for she had never possessed anything, and it was open to grave doubt that she could have entertained a sentiment so personal. She was in love, even in those days, only with causes, and she languished only for emancipations. But they had been the happiest days, for when causes were embodied in foreigners (what else were the Africans?), they were certainly more appealing.
She always dressed the same way: she wore a loose black jacket with deep pockets stuffed with papers and notes from her extensive correspondence; and beneath her jacket hung a short, simple dress. The length of this unassuming garment was the only way Miss Birdseye suggested that she was a businesswoman and that she wanted to be ready for action. Naturally, she was part of the Short-Skirts League, as she joined any league that had been formed for nearly any purpose. This did not stop her from being a confused, tangled, and scattered old woman, whose charity started at home and went nowhere, whose gullibility matched it, and who, after fifty years of humanitarian efforts, knew less about her fellow human beings than she did on the day she began advocating against the injustices of the world. Basil Ransom didn’t know much about her life, but to him, she represented a whole class of people, a multitude of socialist figures, names, and stories he'd heard of, all grouped around her. She looked as if she had spent her life on platforms, in audiences, at conventions, in communal living spaces, and at meetings; her worn face seemed to reflect the harsh glow of ugly lecture lamps; with its habitual upward angle, it seemed directed toward a public speaker, straining to breathe in the thick air where social reforms were usually discussed. She talked continuously, her voice sounding strained, like an overworked bell wire; and when Miss Chancellor explained that she had brought Mr. Ransom because he was eager to meet Mrs. Farrinder, she offered the young man a delicate, dirty, democratic little hand, gazing at him kindly, as she couldn’t help but do, without any real differentiation against others who might not have had the luck (which possibly involved unfairness) to be there on such an interesting occasion. She came across as very poor, but he would later learn she had never had a cent to her name. No one knew how she survived; whenever money was given to her, she would hand it over to a Black person or a refugee. No woman could be less envious, but on the whole, she preferred these two groups of people. Since the Civil War, a lot of her purpose was gone; before that, she had spent her best moments imagining she was helping some Southern slave escape. It might have been an interesting question whether, deep down, she sometimes wished the Blacks were back in bondage for the sake of that excitement. She had felt similarly with the decline of many European tyrannies, as much of the romance in her life had come from easing the suffering of exiles for banished conspirators. Her refugees were incredibly valuable to her; she was always trying to raise money for some gaunt Pole or to get lessons for some shirtless Italian. There was a rumor that a Hungarian had once won her affections and then disappeared after stealing everything she owned. This, however, was highly dubious, as she had never owned much, and it is questionable whether she could have felt such a personal sentiment. Back then, she was only in love with causes and longed solely for emancipations. But those had been her happiest days because when causes were embodied in foreigners (were the Africans anything else?), they were certainly more appealing.
She had just come down to see Doctor Prance—to see whether she wouldn't like to come up. But she wasn't in her room, and Miss Birdseye guessed she had gone out to her supper; she got her supper at a boarding-table about two blocks off. Miss Birdseye expressed the hope that Miss Chancellor had had hers; she would have had plenty of time to take it, for no one had come in yet; she didn't know what made them all so late. Ransom perceived that the garments suspended to the hat-rack were not a sign that Miss Birdseye's friends had assembled; if he had gone a little further still he would have recognised the house as one of those in which mysterious articles of clothing are always hooked to something in the hall. Miss Birdseye's visitors, those of Doctor Prance, and of other tenants—for Number 756 was the common residence of several persons, among whom there prevailed much vagueness of boundary—used to leave things to be called for; many of them went about with satchels and reticules, for which they were always looking for places of deposit. What completed the character of this interior was Miss Birdseye's own apartment, into which her guests presently made their way, and where they were joined by various other members of the good lady's circle. Indeed, it completed Miss Birdseye herself, if anything could be said to render that office to this essentially formless old woman, who had no more outline than a bundle of hay. But the bareness of her long, loose, empty parlour (it was shaped exactly like Miss Chancellor's) told that she had never had any needs but moral needs, and that all her history had been that of her sympathies. The place was lighted by a small hot glare of gas, which made it look white and featureless. It struck even Basil Ransom with its flatness, and he said to himself that his cousin must have a very big bee in her bonnet to make her like such a house. He did not know then, and he never knew, that she mortally disliked it, and that in a career in which she was constantly exposing herself to offence and laceration, her most poignant suffering came from the injury of her taste. She had tried to kill that nerve, to persuade herself that taste was only frivolity in the disguise of knowledge; but her susceptibility was constantly blooming afresh and making her wonder whether an absence of nice arrangements were a necessary part of the enthusiasm of humanity. Miss Birdseye was always trying to obtain employment, lessons in drawing, orders for portraits, for poor foreign artists, as to the greatness of whose talent she pledged herself without reserve; but in point of fact she had not the faintest sense of the scenic or plastic side of life.
She had just come downstairs to see Doctor Prance—to check if she wanted to come up. But she wasn't in her room, and Miss Birdseye guessed she had gone out for dinner; she had dinner at a boarding house about two blocks away. Miss Birdseye hoped that Miss Chancellor had eaten, since she would have had plenty of time to do so; no one had come in yet, and she didn’t know why everyone was so late. Ransom noticed that the clothes hanging on the hat rack didn’t mean Miss Birdseye's friends had arrived; if he had gone a little further, he would have recognized the house as one of those where mysterious articles of clothing are always hung somewhere in the hallway. Miss Birdseye's visitors, along with Doctor Prance's and other tenants'—since Number 756 was a shared residence for several people, and there was often confusion about boundaries—used to leave things to be picked up later; many of them walked around with bags and purses, always on the lookout for places to put them. What defined this space was Miss Birdseye's own room, where her guests soon gathered, joined by various other members of her social circle. In fact, it summed up Miss Birdseye herself, if anything could be said to define this essentially shapeless old woman, who had no more form than a bundle of hay. But the emptiness of her long, loose, bare parlor (it was shaped exactly like Miss Chancellor's) indicated that she had never had any needs but moral ones, and that her entire history revolved around her sympathies. The room was lit by a harsh glare of gaslight, which made it appear white and featureless. Even Basil Ransom was struck by its dullness, and he thought to himself that his cousin must have a significant issue to like such a place. He didn't know then, and he never found out, that she deeply disliked it, and that in a life where she was constantly putting herself in situations that offended and hurt her, her most intense pain came from her sense of taste being offended. She had tried to suppress that feeling, convincing herself that taste was merely frivolity in the guise of knowledge; but her sensitivity kept resurfacing, making her question whether a lack of aesthetic arrangement was a necessary part of human enthusiasm. Miss Birdseye was always on the lookout for work, lessons in drawing, commissions for portraits, for struggling foreign artists, about whom she confidently vouched for their immense talent; but in reality, she had no sense of the visual or artistic side of life.
Toward nine o'clock the light of her hissing burners smote the majestic person of Mrs. Farrinder, who might have contributed to answer that question of Miss Chancellor's in the negative. She was a copious, handsome woman, in whom angularity had been corrected by the air of success; she had a rustling dress (it was evident what she thought about taste), abundant hair of a glossy blackness, a pair of folded arms, the expression of which seemed to say that rest, in such a career as hers, was as sweet as it was brief, and a terrible regularity of feature. I apply that adjective to her fine placid mask because she seemed to face you with a question of which the answer was preordained, to ask you how a countenance could fail to be noble of which the measurements were so correct. You could contest neither the measurements nor the nobleness, and had to feel that Mrs. Farrinder imposed herself. There was a lithographic smoothness about her, and a mixture of the American matron and the public character. There was something public in her eye, which was large, cold, and quiet; it had acquired a sort of exposed reticence from the habit of looking down from a lecture-desk, over a sea of heads, while its distinguished owner was eulogised by a leading citizen. Mrs. Farrinder, at almost any time, had the air of being introduced by a few remarks. She talked with great slowness and distinctness, and evidently a high sense of responsibility; she pronounced every syllable of every word and insisted on being explicit. If, in conversation with her, you attempted to take anything for granted, or to jump two or three steps at a time, she paused, looking at you with a cold patience, as if she knew that trick, and then went on at her own measured pace. She lectured on temperance and the rights of women; the ends she laboured for were to give the ballot to every woman in the country and to take the flowing bowl from every man. She was held to have a very fine manner, and to embody the domestic virtues and the graces of the drawing-room; to be a shining proof, in short, that the forum, for ladies, is not necessarily hostile to the fireside. She had a husband, and his name was Amariah.
Toward nine o'clock, the light from her hissing burners illuminated the impressive figure of Mrs. Farrinder, who might have easily answered Miss Chancellor's question with a no. She was a robust, attractive woman whose angularity had been softened by her successful aura; she wore a rustling dress that clearly reflected her views on style, had thick, glossy black hair, and arms crossed in a way that suggested that rest, in her busy life, was both sweet and fleeting. Her features were strikingly regular. I use that term because her serene face seemed to pose a question whose answer was already decided, asking how a face could fail to be noble with such precise measurements. You couldn’t dispute either the measurements or the nobility, and it was clear that Mrs. Farrinder commanded attention. There was a lithographic smoothness to her, blending the essence of an American matron with that of a public figure. Her large, cold, and calm eyes held a certain public quality; they had developed a sort of restrained composure from looking down from a podium, scanning a sea of heads while a prominent citizen praised her. At almost any moment, she had the presence of being introduced with a brief preamble. She spoke with great slowness and clarity, displaying a strong sense of responsibility; she articulated every syllable, making sure her words were clear. If, during a conversation with her, you tried to assume anything or skip ahead, she would pause, regarding you with cold patience, as if aware of that tactic, and then continue at her own deliberate pace. She lectured on temperance and women’s rights; her goals were to grant every woman in the country the vote and to abolish alcohol for every man. People considered her to have an excellent manner, embodying domestic virtues and the charm of the drawing room; she was a shining example that the public arena for women does not necessarily conflict with home life. She had a husband named Amariah.
Doctor Prance had come back from supper and made her appearance in response to an invitation that Miss Birdseye's relaxed voice had tinkled down to her from the hall over the banisters, with much repetition, to secure attention. She was a plain, spare young woman, with short hair and an eye-glass; she looked about her with a kind of near-sighted deprecation, and seemed to hope that she should not be expected to generalise in any way, or supposed to have come up for any purpose more social than to see what Miss Birdseye wanted this time. By nine o'clock twenty other persons had arrived, and had placed themselves in the chairs that were ranged along the sides of the long, bald room, in which they ended by producing the similitude of an enormous street-car. The apartment contained little else but these chairs, many of which had a borrowed aspect, an implication of bare bedrooms in the upper regions; a table or two with a discoloured marble top, a few books, and a collection of newspapers piled up in corners. Ransom could see for himself that the occasion was not crudely festive; there was a want of convivial movement, and, among most of the visitors, even of mutual recognition. They sat there as if they were waiting for something; they looked obliquely and silently at Mrs. Farrinder, and were plainly under the impression that, fortunately, they were not there to amuse themselves. The ladies, who were much the more numerous, wore their bonnets, like Miss Chancellor; the men were in the garb of toil, many of them in weary-looking overcoats. Two or three had retained their overshoes, and as you approached them the odour of the india-rubber was perceptible. It was not, however, that Miss Birdseye ever noticed anything of that sort; she neither knew what she smelled nor tasted what she ate. Most of her friends had an anxious, haggard look, though there were sundry exceptions—half-a-dozen placid, florid faces. Basil Ransom wondered who they all were; he had a general idea they were mediums, communists, vegetarians. It was not, either, that Miss Birdseye failed to wander about among them with repetitions of inquiry and friendly absences of attention; she sat down near most of them in turn, saying "Yes, yes," vaguely and kindly, to remarks they made to her, feeling for the papers in the pockets of her loosened bodice, recovering her cap and sacrificing her spectacles, wondering most of all what had been her idea in convoking these people. Then she remembered that it had been connected in some way with Mrs. Farrinder; that this eloquent woman had promised to favour the company with a few reminiscences of her last campaign; to sketch even, perhaps, the lines on which she intended to operate during the coming winter. This was what Olive Chancellor had come to hear; this would be the attraction for the dark-eyed young man (he looked like a genius) she had brought with her. Miss Birdseye made her way back to the great lecturess, who was bending an indulgent attention on Miss Chancellor; the latter compressed into a small space, to be near her, and sitting with clasped hands and a concentration of inquiry which by contrast made Mrs. Farrinder's manner seem large and free. In her transit, however, the hostess was checked by the arrival of fresh pilgrims; she had no idea she had mentioned the occasion to so many people—she only remembered, as it were, those she had forgotten—and it was certainly a proof of the interest felt in Mrs. Farrinder's work. The people who had just come in were Doctor and Mrs. Tarrant and their daughter Verena; he was a mesmeric healer and she was of old Abolitionist stock. Miss Birdseye rested her dim, dry smile upon the daughter, who was new to her, and it floated before her that she would probably be remarkable as a genius; her parentage was an implication of that. There was a genius for Miss Birdseye in every bush. Selah Tarrant had effected wonderful cures; she knew so many people—if they would only try him. His wife was a daughter of Abraham Greenstreet; she had kept a runaway slave in her house for thirty days. That was years before, when this girl must have been a child; but hadn't it thrown a kind of rainbow over her cradle, and wouldn't she naturally have some gift? The girl was very pretty, though she had red hair.
Doctor Prance had returned from dinner and made her appearance after Miss Birdseye's relaxed voice called out to her from the hall, repeating the invitation to grab her attention. She was an ordinary, slender young woman with short hair and an eye-glass; she looked around with a sort of near-sighted humility, as if hoping she wouldn’t be expected to engage socially beyond just seeing what Miss Birdseye wanted this time. By nine o'clock, twenty other guests had arrived, sitting in the chairs lined along the sides of the long, bare room, resembling a massive streetcar. The space contained little else apart from these chairs, many of which seemed to have been borrowed, hinting at bare bedrooms upstairs; there were a couple of tables with worn marble tops, a few books, and piles of newspapers tucked into corners. Ransom could tell the gathering wasn't really festive; there was a lack of lively interaction, and among most of the guests, even a sense of mutual recognition was absent. They sat there as if waiting for something; they glanced sideways and silently at Mrs. Farrinder, clearly thinking they were fortunate not to be there just to entertain themselves. The ladies, who were far more numerous, wore their bonnets, just like Miss Chancellor; the men were dressed for work, many looking tired in their overcoats. A few still had their overshoes on, and as you got close, you could smell the rubber. However, Miss Birdseye never noticed anything like that; she was oblivious to any smells or tastes. Most of her friends looked anxious and worn, although there were a few exceptions—half a dozen calm, rosy faces. Basil Ransom wondered who they all were; he figured they were mediums, communists, vegetarians. Miss Birdseye wasn’t failing to wander among them, asking repetitive questions with friendly absentmindedness; she moved to sit near many of them, saying "Yes, yes," vaguely and kindly in response to their remarks, feeling for papers in her loose dress pockets, finding her cap and losing her glasses, wondering most of all what had motivated her to gather these people. Then she remembered it was somehow linked to Mrs. Farrinder; this eloquent woman had promised to share some memories from her last campaign and possibly outline her plans for the upcoming winter. This was what Olive Chancellor had come to hear; this would catch the interest of the dark-eyed young man (who looked like a genius) she had brought along. Miss Birdseye made her way back to the prominent speaker, who was giving attentive indulgence to Miss Chancellor; the latter was compressed into a small space to be near her, sitting with clasped hands and an intense expression of inquiry that made Mrs. Farrinder’s demeanor seem expansive and relaxed. However, the hostess was interrupted by the arrival of more guests; she was surprised to realize she had invited so many people—she only remembered those she had forgotten—and it certainly showed the interest in Mrs. Farrinder's work. The newcomers were Doctor and Mrs. Tarrant and their daughter Verena; he was a mesmeric healer and she came from old Abolitionist roots. Miss Birdseye offered a faint, dry smile to the daughter, who was new to her, and it crossed her mind that Verena might be exceptional as a genius; her lineage suggested that. To Miss Birdseye, there was a genius hidden in every bush. Selah Tarrant had achieved remarkable cures; she knew so many people—if only they would give him a try. His wife was a daughter of Abraham Greenstreet; she had sheltered a runaway slave in her home for thirty days. That was years ago, when this girl must have been a child; but hadn’t it cast a kind of rainbow over her beginnings, and wouldn’t she naturally have some gift? The girl was very pretty, even with her red hair.
V
Mrs. Farrinder, meanwhile, was not eager to address the assembly. She confessed as much to Olive Chancellor, with a smile which asked that a temporary lapse of promptness might not be too harshly judged. She had addressed so many assemblies, and she wanted to hear what other people had to say. Miss Chancellor herself had thought so much on the vital subject; would not she make a few remarks and give them some of her experiences? How did the ladies on Beacon Street feel about the ballot? Perhaps she could speak for them more than for some others. That was a branch of the question on which, it might be, the leaders had not information enough; but they wanted to take in everything, and why shouldn't Miss Chancellor just make that field her own? Mrs. Farrinder spoke in the tone of one who took views so wide that they might easily, at first, before you could see how she worked round, look almost meretricious; she was conscious of a scope that exceeded the first flight of your imagination. She urged upon her companion the idea of labouring in the world of fashion, appeared to attribute to her familiar relations with that mysterious realm, and wanted to know why she shouldn't stir up some of her friends down there on the Mill-dam?
Mrs. Farrinder, on the other hand, wasn't keen on speaking to the group. She admitted as much to Olive Chancellor, flashing a smile that seemed to ask for a little leniency for her moment of hesitation. She had spoken at so many gatherings and was more interested in hearing what others had to say. Miss Chancellor had thought deeply about this important issue; why not share a few thoughts and some of her own experiences? How did the women on Beacon Street feel about the vote? Maybe she could represent them better than others. That was an area where the leaders might not have enough information, but they wanted to consider everything, so why couldn't Miss Chancellor take charge of that topic? Mrs. Farrinder spoke as someone with such broad perspectives that, at first glance, they might seem somewhat insincere before you understood her approach; she was aware of a vision that went beyond typical imagination. She encouraged her friend to engage with the fashion world, hinted at her connections to that enigmatic space, and asked why she shouldn't rally some of her friends over at the Mill-dam.
Olive Chancellor received this appeal with peculiar feelings. With her immense sympathy for reform, she found herself so often wishing that reformers were a little different. There was something grand about Mrs. Farrinder; it lifted one up to be with her: but there was a false note when she spoke to her young friend about the ladies in Beacon Street. Olive hated to hear that fine avenue talked about as if it were such a remarkable place, and to live there were a proof of worldly glory. All sorts of inferior people lived there, and so brilliant a woman as Mrs. Farrinder, who lived at Roxbury, ought not to mix things up. It was, of course, very wretched to be irritated by such mistakes; but this was not the first time Miss Chancellor had observed that the possession of nerves was not by itself a reason for embracing the new truths. She knew her place in the Boston hierarchy, and it was not what Mrs. Farrinder supposed; so that there was a want of perspective in talking to her as if she had been a representative of the aristocracy. Nothing could be weaker, she knew very well, than (in the United States) to apply that term too literally; nevertheless, it would represent a reality if one were to say that, by distinction, the Chancellors belonged to the bourgeoisie—the oldest and best. They might care for such a position or not (as it happened, they were very proud of it), but there they were, and it made Mrs. Farrinder seem provincial (there was something provincial, after all, in the way she did her hair too) not to understand. When Miss Birdseye spoke as if one were a "leader of society," Olive could forgive her even that odious expression, because, of course, one never pretended that she, poor dear, had the smallest sense of the real. She was heroic, she was sublime, the whole moral history of Boston was reflected in her displaced spectacles; but it was a part of her originality, as it were, that she was deliciously provincial. Olive Chancellor seemed to herself to have privileges enough without being affiliated to the exclusive set and having invitations to the smaller parties, which were the real test; it was a mercy for her that she had not that added immorality on her conscience. The ladies Mrs. Farrinder meant (it was to be supposed she meant some particular ones) might speak for themselves. She wished to work in another field; she had long been preoccupied with the romance of the people. She had an immense desire to know intimately some very poor girl. This might seem one of the most accessible of pleasures; but, in point of fact, she had not found it so. There were two or three pale shop-maidens whose acquaintance she had sought; but they had seemed afraid of her, and the attempt had come to nothing. She took them more tragically then they took themselves; they couldn't make out what she wanted them to do, and they always ended by being odiously mixed up with Charlie. Charlie was a young man in a white overcoat and a paper collar; it was for him, in the last analysis, that they cared much the most. They cared far more about Charlie than about the ballot. Olive Chancellor wondered how Mrs. Farrinder would treat that branch of the question. In her researches among her young townswomen she had always found this obtrusive swain planted in her path, and she grew at last to dislike him extremely. It filled her with exasperation to think that he should be necessary to the happiness of his victims (she had learned that whatever they might talk about with her, it was of him and him only that they discoursed among themselves), and one of the main recommendations of the evening club for her fatigued, underpaid sisters, which it had long been her dream to establish, was that it would in some degree undermine his position—distinct as her prevision might be that he would be in waiting at the door. She hardly knew what to say to Mrs. Farrinder when this momentarily misdirected woman, still preoccupied with the Mill-dam, returned to the charge.
Olive Chancellor received this request with mixed feelings. Despite her strong support for reform, she often found herself wishing that reformers were a bit different. There was something impressive about Mrs. Farrinder; being around her felt uplifting, but there was a false note when she talked to her young friend about the ladies on Beacon Street. Olive hated hearing that prestigious avenue mentioned as if it were some extraordinary place and living there was proof of social success. All sorts of less impressive people lived there, and a remarkable woman like Mrs. Farrinder, who resided in Roxbury, shouldn't confuse things. Of course, it was frustrating to be annoyed by such misconceptions; however, this wasn't the first time Miss Chancellor had noticed that just having sensitivity didn’t automatically mean embracing new truths. She understood her status in Boston’s social scene, and it wasn’t what Mrs. Farrinder thought; this created a lack of perspective when speaking to her as if she represented the elite. Olive knew very well that applying that term too literally in the United States was weak; nevertheless, it would hold some truth to say that the Chancellors belonged to the bourgeoisie—the oldest and finest. They could feel indifferent about such a position (though they were quite proud of it), but there it was, and it made Mrs. Farrinder seem somewhat narrow-minded (there was also something narrow-minded about the way she styled her hair) for not realizing this. When Miss Birdseye spoke as if one were a "leader of society," Olive could excuse her even for that annoying phrase because, of course, no one pretended that she, poor thing, had the slightest grasp of reality. She was heroic, she was sublime; the entire moral history of Boston was reflected in her misplaced glasses; but it was part of her uniqueness that she was charmingly provincial. Olive Chancellor felt she had enough privileges without being part of the exclusive crowd and receiving invitations to the smaller gatherings, which were the actual measure of status; it was a blessing that she didn’t have that added guilt on her conscience. The women Mrs. Farrinder hinted at (it was presumed she meant some specific ones) could speak for themselves. Olive wanted to work in a different area; she had been deeply interested in the struggles of the working class. She had a strong desire to know some very poor girl up close. This might seem like one of the easiest pleasures to access, but in reality, it hadn’t been so simple. She had reached out to a couple of pale shop girls; however, they seemed intimidated by her, and nothing came of it. She took their situations more seriously than they did; they couldn’t understand what she wanted from them and always ended up being frustratingly involved with Charlie. Charlie was a young man in a white overcoat and a paper collar; ultimately, it was him that they cared about the most. They were much more concerned about Charlie than about the right to vote. Olive Chancellor wondered how Mrs. Farrinder would handle that aspect of the issue. In her attempts to connect with her young peers, she always found this persistent suitor standing in her way, and eventually, she grew to dislike him intensely. It infuriated her to think that he was essential to the happiness of his "victims" (she had realized that no matter what they talked about with her, it was always him they discussed among themselves), and one of the main benefits of the evening club for her tired, underpaid sisters, which she had long dreamed of starting, was that it would somewhat undermine his position—distinct as her foresight might be that he would be waiting at the door. She hardly knew how to respond to Mrs. Farrinder when this momentarily misguided woman, still focused on the Mill-dam, brought it up again.
"We want labourers in that field, though I know two or three lovely women—sweet home-women—moving in circles that are for the most part closed to every new voice, who are doing their best to help on the fight. I have several names that might surprise you, names well known on State Street. But we can't have too many recruits, especially among those whose refinement is generally acknowledged. If it be necessary, we are prepared to take certain steps to conciliate the shrinking. Our movement is for all—it appeals to the most delicate ladies. Raise the standard among them, and bring me a thousand names. I know several that I should like to have. I look after the details as well as the big currents," Mrs. Farrinder added, in a tone as explanatory as could be expected of such a woman, and with a smile of which the sweetness was thrilling to her listener.
"We need workers in that area, although I know a couple of lovely women—sweet home-women—who are trying hard to help us, even though they usually operate in circles that are quite closed off to new ideas. I have a few names that might surprise you, names that are well recognized on State Street. But we can't have too many people joining us, especially those known for their refinement. If necessary, we are ready to take steps to ease any hesitance. Our movement is for everyone—it appeals to the most delicate women. Let's raise the banner among them and gather a thousand names. There are several people I’d really like to include. I pay attention to both the details and the larger trends," Mrs. Farrinder added, in a tone as informative as might be expected from someone like her, accompanied by a smile that was truly captivating to her listener.
"I can't talk to those people, I can't!" said Olive Chancellor, with a face which seemed to plead for a remission of responsibility. "I want to give myself up to others; I want to know everything that lies beneath and out of sight, don't you know? I want to enter into the lives of women who are lonely, who are piteous. I want to be near to them—to help them. I want to do something—oh, I should like so to speak!"
"I can’t talk to those people, I just can’t!" said Olive Chancellor, her expression seeming to ask for a break from responsibility. "I want to open myself up to others; I want to understand everything that’s hidden and out of view, don’t you get it? I want to connect with the lives of lonely women, who are suffering. I want to be close to them—to help them. I want to do something—oh, I’d really love to speak!"
"We should be glad to have you make a few remarks at present," Mrs. Farrinder declared, with a punctuality which revealed the faculty of presiding.
"We're glad to have you say a few words right now," Mrs. Farrinder said, with a timing that showed her ability to lead.
"Oh dear, no, I can't speak; I have none of that sort of talent. I have no self-possession, no eloquence; I can't put three words together. But I do want to contribute."
"Oh no, I can’t talk; I don’t have that kind of talent. I have no confidence, no fluency; I can’t string three words together. But I really want to help."
"What have you got?" Mrs. Farrinder inquired, looking at her interlocutress, up and down, with the eye of business, in which there was a certain chill. "Have you got money?"
"What do you have?" Mrs. Farrinder asked, sizing up her conversation partner with a business-like gaze that had a hint of coldness. "Do you have any money?"
Olive was so agitated for the moment with the hope that this great woman would approve of her on the financial side that she took no time to reflect that some other quality might, in courtesy, have been suggested. But she confessed to possessing a certain capital, and the tone seemed rich and deep in which Mrs. Farrinder said to her, "Then contribute that!" She was so good as to develop this idea, and her picture of the part Miss Chancellor might play by making liberal donations to a fund for the diffusion among the women of America of a more adequate conception of their public and private rights—a fund her adviser had herself lately inaugurated—this bold, rapid sketch had the vividness which characterised the speaker's most successful public efforts. It placed Olive under the spell; it made her feel almost inspired. If her life struck others in that way—especially a woman like Mrs. Farrinder, whose horizon was so full—then there must be something for her to do. It was one thing to choose for herself, but now the great representative of the enfranchisement of their sex (from every form of bondage) had chosen for her.
Olive was so anxious for a moment, hoping that this influential woman would approve of her financially, that she didn't take the time to consider that another quality might have been suggested in courtesy. But she admitted to having a certain amount of capital, and the tone in which Mrs. Farrinder said, "Then contribute that!" was rich and deep. She kindly expanded on this idea, describing how Miss Chancellor could play a significant role by making generous donations to a fund aimed at spreading a better understanding among women in America of their public and private rights—a fund that her adviser had recently started. This bold, quick sketch had the vividness that characterized the speaker's most successful public efforts. It captivated Olive; it made her feel almost inspired. If her life inspired others that way—especially someone like Mrs. Farrinder, whose vision was so expansive—then there had to be something she could do. It was one thing to choose for herself, but now the great representative of their sex's liberation (from all forms of oppression) had made a choice for her.
The barren, gas-lighted room grew richer and richer to her earnest eyes; it seemed to expand, to open itself to the great life of humanity. The serious, tired people, in their bonnets and overcoats, began to glow like a company of heroes. Yes, she would do something, Olive Chancellor said to herself; she would do something to brighten the darkness of that dreadful image that was always before her, and against which it seemed to her at times that she had been born to lead a crusade—the image of the unhappiness of women. The unhappiness of women! The voice of their silent suffering was always in her ears, the ocean of tears that they had shed from the beginning of time seemed to pour through her own eyes. Ages of oppression had rolled over them; uncounted millions had lived only to be tortured, to be crucified. They were her sisters, they were her own, and the day of their delivery had dawned. This was the only sacred cause; this was the great, the just revolution. It must triumph, it must sweep everything before it; it must exact from the other, the brutal, blood-stained, ravening race, the last particle of expiation! It would be the greatest change the world had seen; it would be a new era for the human family, and the names of those who had helped to show the way and lead the squadrons would be the brightest in the tables of fame. They would be names of women weak, insulted, persecuted, but devoted in every pulse of their being to the cause, and asking no better fate than to die for it. It was not clear to this interesting girl in what manner such a sacrifice (as this last) would be required of her, but she saw the matter through a kind of sunrise-mist of emotion which made danger as rosy as success. When Miss Birdseye approached, it transfigured her familiar, her comical shape, and made the poor little humanitary hack seem already a martyr. Olive Chancellor looked at her with love, remembered that she had never, in her long, unrewarded, weary life, had a thought or an impulse for herself. She had been consumed by the passion of sympathy; it had crumpled her into as many creases as an old glazed, distended glove. She had been laughed at, but she never knew it; she was treated as a bore, but she never cared. She had nothing in the world but the clothes on her back, and when she should go down into the grave she would leave nothing behind her but her grotesque, undistinguished, pathetic little name. And yet people said that women were vain, that they were personal, that they were interested! While Miss Birdseye stood there, asking Mrs. Farrinder if she wouldn't say something, Olive Chancellor tenderly fastened a small battered brooch which confined her collar and which had half detached itself.
The empty, gas-lit room became more vibrant in her eager gaze; it felt like it was expanding, opening up to the vast life of humanity. The serious, weary people in their hats and coats started to shine like a band of heroes. Yes, Olive Chancellor thought to herself; she would do something to brighten the darkness of that dreadful image that constantly haunted her, something against which, at times, it seemed she was destined to lead a crusade—the image of women's suffering. Women's suffering! The voice of their silent pain echoed in her ears, the ocean of tears they had shed since the dawn of time seemed to flow through her own eyes. Ages of oppression had weighed down on them; countless millions had lived only to be tormented, to be sacrificed. They were her sisters; they were her own, and the day of their liberation had come. This was the only sacred cause; this was the great, just revolution. It must succeed; it must overcome everything in its path; it must demand from the other, the brutal, blood-stained, ravenous society, every last bit of atonement! It would be the greatest change the world had ever seen; it would mark a new era for humanity, and the names of those who helped pave the way and lead the charge would shine brightest in the annals of history. They would be names of women who were weak, insulted, persecuted, but devoted in every fiber of their being to the cause, asking for nothing more than to die for it. This intriguing girl wasn't sure how such a sacrifice would be required of her, but she saw it through a kind of emotional sunrise, which made danger feel as rosy as success. When Miss Birdseye approached, her familiar, somewhat comical figure transformed, making the poor little humanitarian worker seem already like a martyr. Olive Chancellor looked at her with affection, remembering that in her long, unrewarded, exhausting life, she had never had a thought or impulse for herself. She had been consumed by sympathy; it had folded her into as many creases as an old, stretched glove. She had been laughed at, but she never noticed; she was seen as a bore, but she never cared. She had nothing in the world but the clothes on her back, and when she went to her grave, she would leave behind nothing but her odd, unremarkable, pathetic little name. And yet people claimed that women were vain, that they were self-centered, that they were interested! While Miss Birdseye stood there, asking Mrs. Farrinder if she wouldn’t say something, Olive Chancellor gently fastened a small, worn brooch that held her collar together, which had partially come undone.
VI
"Oh, thank you," said Miss Birdseye, "I shouldn't like to lose it; it was given me by Mirandola!" He had been one of her refugees in the old time, when two or three of her friends, acquainted with the limits of his resources, wondered how he had come into possession of the trinket. She had been diverted again, after her greeting with Doctor and Mrs. Tarrant, by stopping to introduce the tall, dark young man whom Miss Chancellor had brought with her to Doctor Prance. She had become conscious of his somewhat sombre figure, uplifted against the wall, near the door; he was leaning there in solitude, unacquainted with opportunities which Miss Birdseye felt to be, collectively, of value, and which were really, of course, what strangers came to Boston for. It did not occur to her to ask herself why Miss Chancellor didn't talk to him, since she had brought him; Miss Birdseye was incapable of a speculation of this kind. Olive, in fact, had remained vividly conscious of her kinsman's isolation until the moment when Mrs. Farrinder lifted her, with a word, to a higher plane. She watched him across the room; she saw that he might be bored. But she proposed to herself not to mind that; she had asked him, after all, not to come. Then he was no worse off than others; he was only waiting, like the rest; and before they left she would introduce him to Mrs. Farrinder. She might tell that lady who he was first; it was not every one that would care to know a person who had borne such a part in the Southern disloyalty. It came over our young lady that when she sought the acquaintance of her distant kinsman she had indeed done a more complicated thing than she suspected. The sudden uneasiness that he flung over her in the carriage had not left her, though she felt it less now she was with others, and especially that she was close to Mrs. Farrinder, who was such a fountain of strength. At any rate, if he was bored, he could speak to some one; there were excellent people near him, even if they were ardent reformers. He could speak to that pretty girl who had just come in—the one with red hair—if he liked; Southerners were supposed to be so chivalrous!
"Oh, thank you," Miss Birdseye said. "I wouldn’t want to lose it; it was given to me by Mirandola!" He had been one of her refugees back in the day, when a couple of her friends, aware of his limited means, wondered how he'd gotten hold of the trinket. After saying hello to Dr. and Mrs. Tarrant, she was amused again when she stopped to introduce the tall, dark young man Miss Chancellor had brought with her to Dr. Prance. She noticed his somewhat gloomy figure leaning against the wall near the door, isolated and unaware of the opportunities that Miss Birdseye felt were valuable, which were really why strangers came to Boston. It didn’t even occur to her to wonder why Miss Chancellor wasn’t talking to him, even though she had brought him; Miss Birdseye was incapable of that kind of speculation. Olive had been vividly aware of her relative’s isolation until Mrs. Farrinder lifted her, with a word, to a higher social level. She watched him from across the room and saw that he might be bored. But she decided not to let that bother her; after all, she had asked him not to come. So, he was no worse off than anyone else; he was just waiting like the rest of them, and before they left, she would introduce him to Mrs. Farrinder. She might tell that lady who he was first; not everyone would want to know someone who had played such a part in the Southern disloyalty. It struck our young lady that when she sought her distant relative's acquaintance, she had done something more complicated than she realized. The sudden unease he caused her in the carriage hadn’t left her, though she felt it less now that she was around others, especially since she was near Mrs. Farrinder, who was such a source of strength. In any case, if he was bored, he could talk to someone; there were great people nearby, even if they were ardent reformers. He could chat with that pretty girl who had just come in—the one with red hair—if he wanted; Southerners were supposed to be so chivalrous!
Miss Birdseye reasoned much less, and did not offer to introduce him to Verena Tarrant, who was apparently being presented by her parents to a group of friends at the other end of the room. It came back to Miss Birdseye, in this connexion, that, sure enough, Verena had been away for a long time—for nearly a year; had been on a visit to friends in the West, and would therefore naturally be a stranger to most of the Boston circle. Doctor Prance was looking at her—at Miss Birdseye—with little, sharp, fixed pupils; and the good lady wondered whether she were angry at having been induced to come up. She had a general impression that when genius was original its temper was high, and all this would be the case with Doctor Prance. She wanted to say to her that she could go down again if she liked; but even to Miss Birdseye's unsophisticated mind this scarcely appeared, as regards a guest, an adequate formula of dismissal. She tried to bring the young Southerner out; she said to him that she presumed they would have some entertainment soon—Mrs. Farrinder could be interesting when she tried! And then she bethought herself to introduce him to Doctor Prance; it might serve as a reason for having brought her up. Moreover, it would do her good to break up her work now and then; she pursued her medical studies far into the night, and Miss Birdseye, who was nothing of a sleeper (Mary Prance, precisely, had wanted to treat her for it), had heard her, in the stillness of the small hours, with her open windows (she had fresh air on the brain), sharpening instruments (it was Miss Birdseye's mild belief that she dissected), in a little physiological laboratory which she had set up in her back room, the room which, if she hadn't been a doctor, might have been her "chamber," and perhaps was, even with the dissecting, Miss Birdseye didn't know! She explained her young friends to each other, a trifle incoherently, perhaps, and then went to stir up Mrs. Farrinder.
Miss Birdseye thought less and didn’t offer to introduce him to Verena Tarrant, who was apparently being presented by her parents to a group of friends at the other end of the room. It came back to Miss Birdseye that Verena had indeed been away for a long time—for nearly a year—visiting friends in the West, and would therefore naturally be a stranger to most of the Boston crowd. Doctor Prance was looking at her—at Miss Birdseye—with small, sharp, fixed pupils; and the good lady wondered if she was upset about being convinced to come up. She had a general impression that when genius was original, its temper was high, and that would be the case with Doctor Prance. She wanted to tell her that she could leave if she wanted, but even to Miss Birdseye's innocent mind, that didn’t seem like a proper way to send off a guest. She tried to engage the young Southerner, mentioning that they would probably have some entertainment soon—Mrs. Farrinder could be interesting when she made an effort! Then, she thought to introduce him to Doctor Prance; it could explain why she had brought her up. Plus, it would do her good to take breaks from her studies; she pursued her medical studies late into the night, and Miss Birdseye, who wasn’t much of a sleeper (Mary Prance had actually wanted to treat her for that), had heard her in the quiet early hours, with her windows open (she had fresh air on the brain), sharpening instruments (Miss Birdseye mildly believed she dissected) in a little physiological lab she had set up in her back room, which, if she hadn't been a doctor, could have been her “chamber,” and perhaps still was, even with the dissecting; Miss Birdseye didn’t know! She introduced her young friends to each other, a bit incoherently perhaps, and then went to stir up Mrs. Farrinder.
Basil Ransom had already noticed Doctor Prance; he had not been at all bored, and had observed every one in the room, arriving at all sorts of ingenious inductions. The little medical lady struck him as a perfect example of the "Yankee female"—the figure which, in the unregenerate imagination of the children of the cotton-States, was produced by the New England school-system, the Puritan code, the ungenial climate, the absence of chivalry. Spare, dry, hard, without a curve, an inflexion or a grace, she seemed to ask no odds in the battle of life and to be prepared to give none. But Ransom could see that she was not an enthusiast, and after his contact with his cousin's enthusiasm this was rather a relief to him. She looked like a boy, and not even like a good boy. It was evident that if she had been a boy, she would have "cut" school, to try private experiments in mechanics or to make researches in natural history. It was true that if she had been a boy she would have borne some relation to a girl, whereas Doctor Prance appeared to bear none whatever. Except her intelligent eye, she had no features to speak of. Ransom asked her if she were acquainted with the lioness, and on her staring at him, without response, explained that he meant the renowned Mrs. Farrinder.
Basil Ransom had already noticed Doctor Prance; he wasn't bored at all and had taken in everyone in the room, coming to all sorts of clever conclusions. The little medical woman struck him as a perfect example of the "Yankee female"—the type that, in the unaltered imagination of those from the cotton states, was created by the New England school system, the Puritan code, the harsh climate, and the lack of chivalry. Thin, dry, and hard, without any curves, inflection, or grace, she seemed to require no special treatment in life's struggles and was ready to give none. But Ransom could tell she wasn’t an enthusiast, which was a bit of a relief after dealing with his cousin's fervor. She resembled a boy, and not even a particularly good one. It was clear that if she had been a boy, she would have skipped school to try out private experiments in mechanics or explore natural history. It was true that if she had been a boy, she would have some connection to a girl, but Doctor Prance seemed to have none whatsoever. Aside from her intelligent eyes, she had no notable features. Ransom asked her if she knew the lioness, and when she stared at him in silence, he clarified that he meant the famous Mrs. Farrinder.
"Well, I don't know as I ought to say that I'm acquainted with her; but I've heard her on the platform. I have paid my half-dollar," the doctor added, with a certain grimness.
"Well, I can't really say that I know her; but I've seen her speak on stage. I did pay my fifty cents," the doctor added, with a certain seriousness.
"Well, did she convince you?" Ransom inquired.
"Did she convince you?" Ransom asked.
"Convince me of what, sir?"
"Convince me of what?"
"That women are so superior to men."
"Women are so much better than men."
"Oh, deary me!" said Doctor Prance, with a little impatient sigh; "I guess I know more about women than she does."
"Oh, dear me!" said Doctor Prance, with a slight impatient sigh; "I bet I know more about women than she does."
"And that isn't your opinion, I hope," said Ransom, laughing.
"And I hope that's not how you really feel," Ransom said with a laugh.
"Men and women are all the same to me," Doctor Prance remarked. "I don't see any difference. There is room for improvement in both sexes. Neither of them is up to the standard." And on Ransom's asking her what the standard appeared to her to be, she said, "Well, they ought to live better; that's what they ought to do." And she went on to declare, further, that she thought they all talked too much. This had so long been Ransom's conviction that his heart quite warmed to Doctor Prance, and he paid homage to her wisdom in the manner of Mississippi—with a richness of compliment that made her turn her acute, suspicious eye upon him. This checked him; she was capable of thinking that he talked too much—she herself having, apparently, no general conversation. It was german to the matter, at any rate, for him to observe that he believed they were to have a lecture from Mrs. Farrinder—he didn't know why she didn't begin. "Yes," said Doctor Prance, rather dryly, "I suppose that's what Miss Birdseye called me up for. She seemed to think I wouldn't want to miss that."
"Men and women are all the same to me," Doctor Prance said. "I don’t see any difference. There’s room for improvement in both sexes. Neither of them is at the standard." When Ransom asked her what that standard might be, she replied, "Well, they should live better; that’s what they should do." She then added that she thought they all talked too much. This had long been Ransom's belief, so he felt a surge of warmth toward Doctor Prance and praised her wisdom in a way typical of Mississippi—with such rich compliments that it made her suspicious gaze turn toward him. This made him hesitate; she might think that he talked too much—she herself seemed to have no general conversation. It was relevant for him to note that he believed they were supposed to have a lecture from Mrs. Farrinder—he wasn’t sure why she hadn’t started. "Yes," Doctor Prance said dryly, "I guess that’s what Miss Birdseye called me up for. She thought I wouldn’t want to miss that."
"Whereas, I infer, you could console yourself for the loss of the oration," Ransom suggested.
"Well, I guess you could comfort yourself for the loss of the speech," Ransom suggested.
"Well, I've got some work. I don't want any one to teach me what a woman can do!" Doctor Prance declared. "She can find out some things, if she tries. Besides, I am familiar with Mrs. Farrinder's system; I know all she has got to say."
"Well, I've got some work to do. I don’t need anyone to teach me what a woman can do!" Doctor Prance stated. "She can discover things if she puts in the effort. Besides, I’m familiar with Mrs. Farrinder's approach; I know everything she has to say."
"Well, what is it, then, since she continues to remain silent?"
"Well, what is it, then, if she still isn't saying anything?"
"Well, what it amounts to is just that women want to have a better time. That's what it comes to in the end. I am aware of that, without her telling me."
"Well, what it boils down to is that women want to enjoy themselves more. That's the bottom line. I know this without her having to say it."
"And don't you sympathise with such an aspiration?"
"And don't you feel for such an aspiration?"
"Well, I don't know as I cultivate the sentimental side," said Doctor Prance. "There's plenty of sympathy without mine. If they want to have a better time, I suppose it's natural; so do men too, I suppose. But I don't know as it appeals to me—to make sacrifices for it; it ain't such a wonderful time—the best you can have!"
"Well, I don’t think I really nurture the sentimental side," said Doctor Prance. "There’s plenty of sympathy without my input. If they want to have a better time, I guess that’s natural; men do too, I guess. But I don’t think it appeals to me—to make sacrifices for it; it’s not that great of a time—the best you can have!"
This little lady was tough and technical; she evidently didn't care for great movements; she became more and more interesting to Basil Ransom, who, it is to be feared, had a fund of cynicism. He asked her if she knew his cousin, Miss Chancellor, whom he indicated, beside Mrs. Farrinder; she believed, on the contrary, in wonderful times (she thought they were coming); she had plenty of sympathy, and he was sure she was willing to make sacrifices.
This little lady was tough and skilled; she clearly didn’t care about big displays; she became increasingly interesting to Basil Ransom, who, unfortunately, had a good amount of cynicism. He asked her if she knew his cousin, Miss Chancellor, whom he pointed out, next to Mrs. Farrinder; she believed, on the other hand, in amazing times (she thought they were on the way); she had a lot of compassion, and he was sure she was ready to make sacrifices.
Doctor Prance looked at her across the room for a moment; then she said she didn't know her, but she guessed she knew others like her—she went to see them when they were sick. "She's having a private lecture to herself," Ransom remarked; whereupon Doctor Prance rejoined, "Well, I guess she'll have to pay for it!" She appeared to regret her own half-dollar, and to be vaguely impatient of the behaviour of her sex. Ransom became so sensible of this that he felt it was indelicate to allude further to the cause of woman, and, for a change, endeavoured to elicit from his companion some information about the gentlemen present. He had given her a chance, vainly, to start some topic herself; but he could see that she had no interests beyond the researches from which, this evening, she had been torn, and was incapable of asking him a personal question. She knew two or three of the gentlemen; she had seen them before at Miss Birdseye's. Of course she knew principally ladies; the time hadn't come when a lady-doctor was sent for by a gentleman, and she hoped it never would, though some people seemed to think that this was what lady-doctors were working for. She knew Mr. Pardon; that was the young man with the "side-whiskers" and the white hair; he was a kind of editor, and he wrote, too, "over his signature"—perhaps Basil had read some of his works; he was under thirty, in spite of his white hair. He was a great deal thought of in magazine circles. She believed he was very bright—but she hadn't read anything. She didn't read much—not for amusement; only the Transcript. She believed Mr. Pardon sometimes wrote in the Transcript; well, she supposed he was very bright. The other that she knew—only she didn't know him (she supposed Basil would think that queer)—was the tall, pale gentleman, with the black moustache and the eye-glass. She knew him because she had met him in society; but she didn't know him—well, because she didn't want to. If he should come and speak to her—and he looked as if he were going to work round that way—she should just say to him, "Yes, sir," or "No, sir," very coldly. She couldn't help it if he did think her dry; if he were a little more dry, it might be better for him. What was the matter with him? Oh, she thought she had mentioned that; he was a mesmeric healer, he made miraculous cures. She didn't believe in his system or disbelieve in it, one way or the other; she only knew that she had been called to see ladies he had worked on, and she found that he had made them lose a lot of valuable time. He talked to them—well, as if he didn't know what he was saying. She guessed he was quite ignorant of physiology, and she didn't think he ought to go round taking responsibilities. She didn't want to be narrow, but she thought a person ought to know something. She supposed Basil would think her very uplifted; but he had put the question to her, as she might say. All she could say was she didn't want him to be laying his hands on any of her folks; it was all done with the hands—what wasn't done with the tongue! Basil could see that Doctor Prance was irritated; that this extreme candour of allusion to her neighbour was probably not habitual to her, as a member of a society in which the casual expression of strong opinion generally produced waves of silence. But he blessed her irritation, for him it was so illuminating; and to draw further profit from it he asked her who the young lady was with the red hair—the pretty one, whom he had only noticed during the last ten minutes. She was Miss Tarrant, the daughter of the healer; hadn't she mentioned his name? Selah Tarrant; if he wanted to send for him. Doctor Prance wasn't acquainted with her, beyond knowing that she was the mesmerist's only child, and having heard something about her having some gift—she couldn't remember which it was. Oh, if she was his child, she would be sure to have some gift—if it was only the gift of the g——well, she didn't mean to say that; but a talent for conversation. Perhaps she could die and come to life again; perhaps she would show them her gift, as no one seemed inclined to do anything. Yes, she was pretty-appearing, but there was a certain indication of anæmia, and Doctor Prance would be surprised if she didn't eat too much candy. Basil thought she had an engaging exterior; it was his private reflexion, coloured doubtless by "sectional" prejudice, that she was the first pretty girl he had seen in Boston. She was talking with some ladies at the other end of the room; and she had a large red fan, which she kept constantly in movement. She was not a quiet girl; she fidgeted, was restless, while she talked, and had the air of a person who, whatever she might be doing, would wish to be doing something else. If people watched her a good deal, she also returned their contemplation, and her charming eyes had several times encountered those of Basil Ransom. But they wandered mainly in the direction of Mrs. Farrinder—they lingered upon the serene solidity of the great oratress. It was easy to see that the girl admired this beneficent woman, and felt it a privilege to be near her. It was apparent, indeed, that she was excited by the company in which she found herself; a fact to be explained by a reference to that recent period of exile in the West, of which we have had a hint, and in consequence of which the present occasion may have seemed to her a return to intellectual life. Ransom secretly wished that his cousin—since fate was to reserve for him a cousin in Boston—had been more like that.
Doctor Prance looked at her from across the room for a moment; then she said she didn’t know her, but she guessed she knew others like her—she visited them when they were sick. “She’s giving herself a private lecture,” Ransom commented; to which Doctor Prance replied, “Well, I suppose she’ll have to pay for it!” She seemed to regret her own half-dollar and felt slightly frustrated with the behavior of her gender. Ransom became so aware of this that he thought it would be inappropriate to bring up women's issues again and, instead, tried to get some information from his companion about the men present. He had given her the opportunity, in vain, to bring up a topic herself, but he could see she had no interests beyond the research she had been pulled away from that evening and wasn’t able to ask him a personal question. She knew a couple of the gentlemen; she had seen them before at Miss Birdseye’s. Of course, she mainly knew ladies; the time hadn’t come when a lady doctor was called by a gentleman, and she hoped it never would, even though some people seemed to think that’s what lady doctors wanted. She knew Mr. Pardon; he was the young guy with the “sideburns” and white hair; he was some sort of editor and also wrote, “under his signature”—maybe Basil had read some of his stuff; he was under thirty, despite his white hair. He was well regarded in magazine circles. She thought he was very bright—but she hadn’t read anything. She didn’t read much—just for entertainment; only the Transcript. She thought Mr. Pardon sometimes wrote for the Transcript; so, she figured he was very bright. The other person she recognized—but she didn’t really know him (she figured Basil would find that strange)—was the tall, pale guy with the black mustache and the eyeglass. She recognized him because she had seen him in social settings; but she didn’t know him—well, because she didn’t want to. If he came over to talk to her—and he looked like he was going to make his way in that direction—she would just say “Yes, sir,” or “No, sir,” very coldly. She couldn’t help it if he thought she was standoffish; if he were a little more reserved, it might do him some good. What was wrong with him? Oh, she thought she had mentioned it; he was a mesmeric healer, known for miraculous cures. She didn’t believe in his methods or question them, one way or the other; she only knew that she had been called to see ladies he had treated, and she found that he had wasted a lot of their time. He spoke to them—well, as if he didn’t know what he was talking about. She guessed he was pretty clueless about physiology, and she didn’t think he should be out there taking on responsibilities. She didn’t want to be narrow-minded, but she believed a person should know something. She figured Basil would think she was very elevated; but he had asked her, as one might say. All she could say was that she didn’t want him laying his hands on any of her family; it was all hands-on—what wasn’t done with the tongue! Basil could tell that Doctor Prance was irritated; that this level of frankness about her neighbor was probably not typical of her, as a member of a society where expressing strong opinions usually caused waves of silence. But he appreciated her irritation, as it was very enlightening for him; and to gain more insights from it, he asked her who the young lady was with the red hair—the pretty one he had only noticed in the last ten minutes. She was Miss Tarrant, the healer’s daughter; hadn’t she mentioned his name? Selah Tarrant; if he wanted to send for him. Doctor Prance wasn’t familiar with her, beyond knowing she was the mesmerist’s only child and having heard something about her having some kind of gift—she couldn’t recall which. Oh, if she was his child, she was sure to have some gift—if only the gift of the g——well, she didn’t mean to say that; but a talent for conversation. Maybe she could die and come back to life; perhaps she would show them her talent, since no one else seemed interested in doing anything. Yes, she was pretty, but she had a hint of anemia, and Doctor Prance would be surprised if she didn’t indulge in too much candy. Basil thought she had an appealing appearance; it was his personal reflection, likely influenced by his "sectional" biases, that she was the first pretty girl he had seen in Boston. She was chatting with some ladies at the other end of the room; and she had a large red fan that she constantly waved around. She wasn’t a quiet person; she fidgeted and seemed restless while she talked, giving off the vibe that, whatever she was doing, she would rather be doing something else. If people watched her a lot, she also returned their gazes, and her lovely eyes had met Basil Ransom’s several times. But they mostly lingered in the direction of Mrs. Farrinder—they were drawn to the calm presence of the great orator. It was easy to see that the girl admired this nurturing woman and felt it was a privilege to be near her. It was clear that she was excited by the company she found herself in; a fact that could be understood in light of that recent period of exile in the West, which we’ve hinted at, and as a result of which this gathering might have felt to her like a return to the intellectual life. Ransom secretly wished that his cousin—since fate had given him a cousin in Boston—had been more like that.
By this time a certain agitation was perceptible; several ladies, impatient of vain delay, had left their places, to appeal personally to Mrs. Farrinder, who was presently surrounded with sympathetic remonstrants. Miss Birdseye had given her up; it had been enough for Miss Birdseye that she should have said, when pressed (so far as her hostess, muffled in laxity, could press) on the subject of the general expectation, that she could only deliver her message to an audience which she felt to be partially hostile. There was no hostility there; they were all only too much in sympathy. "I don't require sympathy," she said, with a tranquil smile, to Olive Chancellor; "I am only myself, I only rise to the occasion, when I see prejudice, when I see bigotry, when I see injustice, when I see conservatism, massed before me like an army. Then I feel—I feel as I imagine Napoleon Bonaparte to have felt on the eve of one of his great victories. I must have unfriendly elements—I like to win them over."
By this time, a certain agitation was noticeable; several ladies, tired of waiting, had left their seats to personally appeal to Mrs. Farrinder, who was soon surrounded by sympathetic protesters. Miss Birdseye had given up on her; it was enough for her that she had mentioned, when prompted (as much as her laid-back hostess could prompt), about the general expectation, that she could only deliver her message to an audience that she felt was somewhat unfriendly. There was no hostility there; they were all too much in sympathy. "I don’t need sympathy," she said with a calm smile to Olive Chancellor; "I only rise to the occasion when I see prejudice, when I see bigotry, when I see injustice, when I see conservatism gathering before me like an army. Then I feel—I feel as I imagine Napoleon Bonaparte felt on the eve of one of his great victories. I must have unfriendly elements—I like to win them over."
Olive thought of Basil Ransom, and wondered whether he would do for an unfriendly element. She mentioned him to Mrs. Farrinder, who expressed an earnest hope that if he were opposed to the principles which were so dear to the rest of them, he might be induced to take the floor and testify on his own account. "I should be so happy to answer him," said Mrs. Farrinder, with supreme softness. "I should be so glad, at any rate, to exchange ideas with him." Olive felt a deep alarm at the idea of a public dispute between these two vigorous people (she had a perception that Ransom would be vigorous), not because she doubted of the happy issue, but because she herself would be in a false position, as having brought the offensive young man, and she had a horror of false positions. Miss Birdseye was incapable of resentment; she had invited forty people to hear Mrs. Farrinder speak, and now Mrs. Farrinder wouldn't speak. But she had such a beautiful reason for it! There was something martial and heroic in her pretext, and, besides, it was so characteristic, so free, that Miss Birdseye was quite consoled, and wandered away, looking at her other guests vaguely, as if she didn't know them from each other, while she mentioned to them, at a venture, the excuse for their disappointment, confident, evidently, that they would agree with her it was very fine. "But we can't pretend to be on the other side, just to start her up, can we?" she asked of Mr. Tarrant, who sat there beside his wife with a rather conscious but by no means complacent air of isolation from the rest of the company.
Olive thought about Basil Ransom and wondered if he would be an unfriendly influence. She mentioned him to Mrs. Farrinder, who expressed a sincere hope that if he opposed the principles so important to the rest of them, he might be persuaded to speak up and share his views. "I would be so happy to respond to him," Mrs. Farrinder said softly. "I would be glad to exchange ideas with him." Olive felt a deep sense of alarm at the thought of a public debate between these two strong personalities (she sensed that Ransom would be strong), not because she doubted the positive outcome, but because she would be in an awkward position for having brought in the troublesome young man, and she couldn't stand awkward situations. Miss Birdseye couldn't hold a grudge; she had invited forty people to hear Mrs. Farrinder speak, and now Mrs. Farrinder wasn’t going to speak. But she had such a beautiful reason for it! There was something brave and noble about her excuse, and besides, it was so characteristic, so genuine, that Miss Birdseye felt completely reassured and wandered away, looking at her other guests as if she didn’t know them apart, while she shared with them, somewhat randomly, the reason for their disappointment, clearly confident that they would agree it was very admirable. "But we can’t pretend to be on the other side just to provoke her, can we?" she asked Mr. Tarrant, who was sitting beside his wife with a somewhat aware but far from pleased air of isolation from the rest of the group.
"Well, I don't know—I guess we are all solid here," this gentleman replied, looking round him with a slow, deliberate smile, which made his mouth enormous, developed two wrinkles, as long as the wings of a bat, on either side of it, and showed a set of big, even, carnivorous teeth.
"Well, I don’t know—I guess we’re all good here," this guy replied, looking around with a slow, intentional smile that made his mouth look huge, created two long wrinkles on either side like bat wings, and revealed a set of big, even, sharp teeth.
"Selah," said his wife, laying her hand on the sleeve of his waterproof, "I wonder whether Miss Birdseye would be interested to hear Verena."
"Selah," said his wife, placing her hand on the sleeve of his waterproof jacket, "I wonder if Miss Birdseye would want to hear Verena."
"Well, if you mean she sings, it's a shame I haven't got a piano," Miss Birdseye took upon herself to respond. It came back to her that the girl had a gift.
"Well, if you mean she sings, it’s too bad I don’t have a piano," Miss Birdseye replied. It occurred to her that the girl had a talent.
"She doesn't want a piano—she doesn't want anything," Selah remarked, giving no apparent attention to his wife. It was a part of his attitude in life never to appear to be indebted to another person for a suggestion, never to be surprised or unprepared.
"She doesn’t want a piano—she doesn’t want anything," Selah said, seemingly ignoring his wife. It was part of his approach to life to never seem like he owed anyone for a suggestion, never to be taken by surprise, and never to be unprepared.
"Well, I don't know that the interest in singing is so general," said Miss Birdseye, quite unconscious of any slackness in preparing a substitute for the entertainment that had failed her.
"Well, I don’t think the interest in singing is that widespread," said Miss Birdseye, completely unaware of any shortcomings in finding a replacement for the entertainment that had let her down.
"It isn't singing, you'll see," Mrs. Tarrant declared.
"It’s not singing, you’ll see," Mrs. Tarrant declared.
"What is it, then?"
"What's going on, then?"
Mr. Tarrant unfurled his wrinkles, showed his back teeth. "It's inspirational."
Mr. Tarrant smiled widely, showing his teeth. "It's inspiring."
Miss Birdseye gave a small, vague, unsceptical laugh. "Well, if you can guarantee that——"
Miss Birdseye let out a light, unclear, uncritical laugh. "Well, if you can guarantee that——"
"I think it would be acceptable," said Mrs. Tarrant; and putting up a half-gloved, familiar hand, she drew Miss Birdseye down to her, and the pair explained in alternation what it was their child could do.
"I think that's fine," said Mrs. Tarrant; and lifting a half-gloved, familiar hand, she pulled Miss Birdseye closer to her, and the two of them took turns explaining what their child was capable of.
Meanwhile, Basil Ransom confessed to Doctor Prance that he was, after all, rather disappointed. He had expected more of a programme; he wanted to hear some of the new truths. Mrs. Farrinder, as he said, remained within her tent, and he had hoped not only to see these distinguished people but also to listen to them.
Meanwhile, Basil Ransom told Doctor Prance that he was, after all, pretty disappointed. He had been expecting more of a plan; he wanted to hear some of the new ideas. Mrs. Farrinder, as he mentioned, stayed inside her tent, and he had hoped not only to see these notable people but also to hear them.
"Well, I ain't disappointed," the sturdy little doctress replied. "If any question had been opened, I suppose I should have had to stay."
"Well, I'm not disappointed," the sturdy little doctor replied. "If any question had come up, I guess I would have had to stay."
"But I presume you don't propose to retire."
"But I assume you don't plan to retire."
"Well, I've got to pursue my studies some time. I don't want the gentlemen-doctors to get ahead of me."
"Well, I need to get back to my studies eventually. I don't want the doctors to get ahead of me."
"Oh, no one will ever get ahead of you, I'm very sure. And there is that pretty young lady going over to speak to Mrs. Farrinder. She's going to beg her for a speech—Mrs. Farrinder can't resist that."
"Oh, no one will ever outshine you, I'm pretty sure. And look at that pretty young lady heading over to talk to Mrs. Farrinder. She’s going to ask her for a speech—Mrs. Farrinder can't say no to that."
"Well, then, I'll just trickle out before she begins. Good-night, sir," said Doctor Prance, who by this time had begun to appear to Ransom more susceptible of domestication, as if she had been a small forest-creature, a catamount or a ruffled doe, that had learned to stand still while you stroked it, or even to extend a paw. She ministered to health, and she was healthy herself; if his cousin could have been even of this type Basil would have felt himself more fortunate.
"Well, I’ll just slip out before she starts. Goodnight, sir," said Doctor Prance, who by this point seemed to Ransom more ready to settle down, like a small forest animal, a mountain lion or a playful doe, that had learned to stay still while you petted it, or even to offer a paw. She cared for health, and she was healthy herself; if his cousin could have been even a little like her, Basil would have felt luckier.
"Good-night, Doctor," he replied. "You haven't told me, after all, your opinion of the capacity of the ladies."
"Good night, Doctor," he said. "You still haven't shared your thoughts on the abilities of the ladies."
"Capacity for what?" said Doctor Prance. "They've got a capacity for making people waste time. All I know is that I don't want any one to tell me what a lady can do!" And she edged away from him softly, as if she had been traversing a hospital-ward, and presently he saw her reach the door, which, with the arrival of the later comers, had remained open. She stood there an instant, turning over the whole assembly a glance like the flash of a watchman's bull's-eye, and then quickly passed out. Ransom could see that she was impatient of the general question and bored with being reminded, even for the sake of her rights, that she was a woman—a detail that she was in the habit of forgetting, having as many rights as she had time for. It was certain that whatever might become of the movement at large, Doctor Prance's own little revolution was a success.
"Capacity for what?" Doctor Prance said. "They have a knack for making people waste time. All I know is that I don’t want anyone telling me what a lady can do!" She gently edged away from him, as if she were navigating through a hospital ward, and soon he saw her reach the door, which had stayed open with the arrival of the latecomers. She paused there for a moment, giving the whole room a quick glance like a watchman's spotlight, and then she quickly went outside. Ransom could tell she was irritated by the general question and tired of being reminded, even for her own rights, that she was a woman—a detail she often forgot, having as many rights as she had time for. It was clear that, regardless of what happened with the broader movement, Doctor Prance's own little revolution was a success.
VII
She had no sooner left him than Olive Chancellor came towards him with eyes that seemed to say, "I don't care whether you are here now or not—I'm all right!" But what her lips said was much more gracious; she asked him if she mightn't have the pleasure of introducing him to Mrs. Farrinder. Ransom consented, with a little of his Southern flourish, and in a moment the lady got up to receive him from the midst of the circle that now surrounded her. It was an occasion for her to justify her reputation of an elegant manner, and it must be impartially related that she struck Ransom as having a dignity in conversation and a command of the noble style which could not have been surpassed by a daughter—one of the most accomplished, most far-descended daughters—of his own latitude. It was as if she had known that he was not eager for the changes she advocated, and wished to show him that, especially to a Southerner who had bitten the dust, her sex could be magnanimous. This knowledge of his secret heresy seemed to him to be also in the faces of the other ladies, whose circumspect glances, however (for he had not been introduced), treated it as a pity rather than as a shame. He was conscious of all these middle-aged feminine eyes, conscious of curls, rather limp, that depended from dusky bonnets, of heads poked forward, as if with a waiting, listening, familiar habit, of no one being very bright or gay—no one, at least, but that girl he had noticed before, who had a brilliant head, and who now hovered on the edge of the conclave. He met her eye again; she was watching him too. It had been in his thought that Mrs. Farrinder, to whom his cousin might have betrayed or misrepresented him, would perhaps defy him to combat, and he wondered whether he could pull himself together (he was extremely embarrassed) sufficiently to do honour to such a challenge. If she would fling down the glove on the temperance question, it seemed to him that it would be in him to pick it up; for the idea of a meddling legislation on this subject filled him with rage; the taste of liquor being good to him, and his conviction strong that civilisation itself would be in danger if it should fall into the power of a herd of vociferating women (I am but the reporter of his angry formulae) to prevent a gentleman from taking his glass. Mrs. Farrinder proved to him that she had not the eagerness of insecurity; she asked him if he wouldn't like to give the company some account of the social and political condition of the South. He begged to be excused, expressing at the same time a high sense of the honour done him by such a request, while he smiled to himself at the idea of his extemporising a lecture. He smiled even while he suspected the meaning of the look Miss Chancellor gave him: "Well, you are not of much account after all!" To talk to those people about the South—if they could have guessed how little he cared to do it! He had a passionate tenderness for his own country, and a sense of intimate connexion with it which would have made it as impossible for him to take a roomful of Northern fanatics into his confidence as to read aloud his mother's or his mistress's letters. To be quiet about the Southern land, not to touch her with vulgar hands, to leave her alone with her wounds and her memories, not prating in the market-place either of her troubles or her hopes, but waiting as a man should wait, for the slow process, the sensible beneficence, of time—this was the desire of Ransom's heart, and he was aware of how little it could minister to the entertainment of Miss Birdseye's guests.
She had barely left him when Olive Chancellor approached with eyes that seemed to say, "I couldn’t care less whether you’re here or not—I’m fine!" But what she actually said was much more polite; she asked if she could introduce him to Mrs. Farrinder. Ransom agreed, adding a touch of his Southern charm, and soon the lady stood up to greet him from the midst of the circle that had formed around her. It was her chance to validate her reputation for elegance, and it's fair to say that he found her dignified in conversation, with a mastery of a refined style that could rival that of any accomplished, high-born daughter from his home region. It was as if she knew he wasn't enthusiastic about the changes she promoted and wanted to show him that, especially to a Southern man who had faced hardship, her gender could be gracious. This awareness of his hidden views seemed to reflect in the faces of the other women, whose cautious glances—since he hadn't been introduced yet—registered it as a pity rather than a disgrace. He was conscious of all those middle-aged women’s eyes, aware of the limp curls hanging from their dark bonnets, of their heads leaning forward as if to listen with a familiar interest, and that no one seemed particularly cheerful—except for the girl he had noticed earlier, who had a vibrant demeanor and now lingered at the edge of the group. He caught her eye again; she was observing him too. He had thought that Mrs. Farrinder, to whom his cousin might have conveyed or mischaracterized his intentions, would perhaps challenge him, and he wondered if he could gather himself (he felt extremely awkward) enough to rise to such a challenge. If she threw down the gauntlet on the temperance issue, he felt he could accept it because the idea of intrusive laws on that topic enraged him; he enjoyed a drink, believing civilization itself would be endangered if it fell into the hands of a noisy group of women (I’m just reporting his furious sentiments) who would prevent a gentleman from having his glass. Mrs. Farrinder showed him that she wasn’t insecure; she asked if he would like to share some insights about the social and political state of the South. He politely declined, while also feeling honored by the request, and couldn’t help smiling at the thought of giving an impromptu lecture. He smiled even as he suspected what the look from Miss Chancellor meant: "Well, you’re not much after all!" Speaking to those people about the South—if they only knew how little he wanted to! He had a deep love for his homeland and a close connection to it that made it impossible to confide in a room full of Northern activists, just as it would be to read aloud his mother’s or his lover’s letters. To remain quiet about the Southern land, to avoid touching it with crude words, to let it be with its scars and memories, not talking in public about its troubles or hopes, but waiting, as a man should, for the slow, good work of time—this was the desire of Ransom’s heart, and he recognized how little that would entertain Miss Birdseye’s guests.
"We know so little about the women of the South; they are very voiceless," Mrs. Farrinder remarked. "How much can we count upon them? in what numbers would they flock to our standard? I have been recommended not to lecture in the Southern cities."
"We know so little about the women of the South; they are very voiceless," Mrs. Farrinder said. "How much can we rely on them? In what numbers would they come to support us? I've been advised not to give lectures in the Southern cities."
"Ah, madam, that was very cruel advice—for us!" Basil Ransom exclaimed, with gallantry.
"Wow, ma'am, that was some really harsh advice—towards us!" Basil Ransom exclaimed, with charm.
"I had a magnificent audience last spring in St. Louis," a fresh young voice announced, over the heads of the gathered group—a voice which, on Basil's turning, like every one else, for an explanation, appeared to have proceeded from the pretty girl with red hair. She had coloured a little with the effort of making this declaration, and she stood there smiling at her listeners.
"I had an amazing audience last spring in St. Louis," a lively young voice said, rising above the crowd. When Basil turned, like everyone else, to find out who was speaking, it seemed the voice had come from the pretty girl with red hair. She had blushed a bit from the effort of making this statement, and she stood there smiling at her audience.
Mrs. Farrinder bent a benignant brow upon her, in spite of her being, evidently, rather a surprise. "Oh, indeed; and your subject, my dear young lady?"
Mrs. Farrinder raised a kindly eyebrow at her, even though she was clearly a bit of a surprise. "Oh, really; and what's your topic, my dear young lady?"
"The past history, the present condition, and the future prospects of our sex."
"The history of the past, our current situation, and the future possibilities for our gender."
"Oh, well, St. Louis—that's scarcely the South," said one of the ladies.
"Oh, well, St. Louis—that's barely the South," said one of the ladies.
"I'm sure the young lady would have had equal success at Charleston or New Orleans," Basil Ransom interposed.
"I'm sure the young lady would have done just as well in Charleston or New Orleans," Basil Ransom chimed in.
"Well, I wanted to go farther," the girl continued, "but I had no friends. I have friends in St. Louis."
"Well, I wanted to go further," the girl continued, "but I had no friends. I have friends in St. Louis."
"You oughtn't to want for them anywhere," said Mrs. Farrinder, in a manner which, by this time, had quite explained her reputation. "I am acquainted with the loyalty of St. Louis."
"You shouldn't need to look for them anywhere," said Mrs. Farrinder, in a way that by now had clearly shown why she had that reputation. "I know how loyal St. Louis is."
"Well, after that, you must let me introduce Miss Tarrant; she's perfectly dying to know you, Mrs. Farrinder." These words emanated from one of the gentlemen, the young man with white hair, who had been mentioned to Ransom by Doctor Prance as a celebrated magazinist. He, too, up to this moment, had hovered in the background, but he now gently clove the assembly (several of the ladies made way for him), leading in the daughter of the mesmerist.
"Well, after that, you have to let me introduce Miss Tarrant; she's really eager to meet you, Mrs. Farrinder." These words came from one of the gentlemen, the young man with white hair, who Doctor Prance had referred to Ransom as a well-known magazine writer. Until now, he had been hanging back, but he now smoothly moved through the crowd (some of the ladies stepped aside for him), bringing in the daughter of the mesmerist.
She laughed and continued to blush—her blush was the faintest pink; she looked very young and slim and fair as Mrs. Farrinder made way for her on the sofa which Olive Chancellor had quitted. "I have wanted to know you; I admire you so much; I hoped so you would speak to-night. It's too lovely to see you, Mrs. Farrinder." So she expressed herself, while the company watched the encounter with a look of refreshed inanition. "You don't know who I am, of course; I'm just a girl who wants to thank you for all you have done for us. For you have spoken for us girls, just as much as—just as much as——" She hesitated now, looking about with enthusiastic eyes at the rest of the group, and meeting once more the gaze of Basil Ransom.
She laughed and continued to blush—her blush was a light pink; she looked very young, slim, and fair as Mrs. Farrinder made room for her on the couch that Olive Chancellor had just left. "I really wanted to get to know you; I admire you so much; I hoped you'd speak tonight. It's so wonderful to see you, Mrs. Farrinder." That's how she expressed herself, while the rest of the company watched the interaction with a look of refreshed boredom. "You probably don’t know who I am, of course; I’m just a girl who wants to thank you for everything you’ve done for us. Because you’ve spoken for us girls, just as much as—just as much as——" She hesitated now, looking around with eager eyes at the rest of the group, and met Basil Ransom's gaze once more.
"Just as much as for the old women," said Mrs. Farrinder genially. "You seem very well able to speak for yourself."
"Just as much for the old ladies," Mrs. Farrinder said warmly. "You seem perfectly capable of speaking for yourself."
"She speaks so beautifully—if she would only make a little address," the young man who had introduced her remarked. "It's a new style, quite original," he added. He stood there with folded arms, looking down at his work, the conjunction of the two ladies, with a smile; and Basil Ransom, remembering what Miss Prance had told him, and enlightened by his observation in New York of some of the sources from which newspapers are fed, was immediately touched by the conviction that he perceived in it the material of a paragraph.
"She speaks so beautifully—if she would just give a little speech," the young man who had introduced her said. "It's a new style, really original," he added. He stood there with his arms crossed, looking down at his work, the pairing of the two ladies, with a smile; and Basil Ransom, recalling what Miss Prance had told him, and influenced by his observations in New York about some of the sources that feed newspapers, immediately felt that he recognized the potential for a news piece in it.
"My dear child, if you'll take the floor, I'll call the meeting to order," said Mrs. Farrinder.
"My dear child, if you’ll take the stage, I’ll call the meeting to order," said Mrs. Farrinder.
The girl looked at her with extraordinary candour and confidence. "If I could only hear you first—just to give me an atmosphere."
The girl looked at her with remarkable honesty and self-assurance. "If I could just hear you first—just to set the mood."
"I've got no atmosphere; there's very little of the Indian summer about me! I deal with facts—hard facts," Mrs. Farrinder replied. "Have you ever heard me? If so, you know how crisp I am."
"I don't have any charm; there's hardly any of that Indian summer vibe in me! I focus on facts—straight-up facts," Mrs. Farrinder replied. "Have you ever listened to me? If you have, then you know how sharp I am."
"Heard you? I've lived on you! It's so much to me to see you. Ask mother if it ain't!" She had expressed herself, from the first word she uttered, with a promptness and assurance which gave almost the impression of a lesson rehearsed in advance. And yet there was a strange spontaneity in her manner, and an air of artless enthusiasm, of personal purity. If she was theatrical, she was naturally theatrical. She looked up at Mrs. Farrinder with all her emotion in her smiling eyes. This lady had been the object of many ovations; it was familiar to her that the collective heart of her sex had gone forth to her; but, visibly, she was puzzled by this unforeseen embodiment of gratitude and fluency, and her eyes wandered over the girl with a certain reserve, while, within the depth of her eminently public manner, she asked herself whether Miss Tarrant were a remarkable young woman or only a forward minx. She found a response which committed her to neither view; she only said, "We want the young—of course we want the young!"
"Heard you? I've lived for you! It means so much to me to see you. Ask my mom if it doesn't!" From the very first word she spoke, she expressed herself with a confidence and quickness that almost made it seem like she had rehearsed it beforehand. And yet, there was something strangely spontaneous about her demeanor, with a genuine enthusiasm and innocence. If she was dramatic, it was a natural drama. She looked up at Mrs. Farrinder, her smiling eyes filled with emotion. This woman had received many accolades; she was used to the collective admiration of her peers, but she was clearly taken aback by this unexpected display of gratitude and eloquence. Her gaze shifted over the girl with a hint of reservation, and deep down, beneath her very public persona, she wondered whether Miss Tarrant was an extraordinary young woman or just a bold flirt. She found no answer that committed her to either perspective; she simply replied, "We want the young—of course we want the young!"
"Who is that charming creature?" Basil Ransom heard his cousin ask, in a grave, lowered tone, of Matthias Pardon, the young man who had brought Miss Tarrant forward. He didn't know whether Miss Chancellor knew him, or whether her curiosity had pushed her to boldness. Ransom was near the pair, and had the benefit of Mr. Pardon's answer.
"Who is that charming person?" Basil Ransom heard his cousin ask, in a serious, hushed tone, about Matthias Pardon, the young man who had introduced Miss Tarrant. He wasn't sure if Miss Chancellor knew him or if her curiosity had made her bold. Ransom was close to the two of them and caught Mr. Pardon's response.
"The daughter of Doctor Tarrant, the mesmeric healer—Miss Verena. She's a high-class speaker."
"The daughter of Doctor Tarrant, the hypnotic healer—Miss Verena. She's an impressive speaker."
"What do you mean?" Olive asked. "Does she give public addresses?"
"What do you mean?" Olive asked. "Does she give speeches in public?"
"Oh yes, she has had quite a career in the West. I heard her last spring at Topeka. They call it inspirational. I don't know what it is—only it's exquisite; so fresh and poetical. She has to have her father to start her up. It seems to pass into her." And Mr. Pardon indulged in a gesture intended to signify the passage.
"Oh yes, she's had quite a career in the West. I heard her last spring in Topeka. They call it inspirational. I don't know what it is—only that it's exquisite; so fresh and poetic. She needs her father to get her started. It seems to flow through her." And Mr. Pardon made a gesture meant to indicate the flow.
Olive Chancellor made no rejoinder save a low, impatient sigh; she transferred her attention to the girl, who now held Mrs. Farrinder's hand in both her own, and was pleading with her just to prelude a little. "I want a starting-point—I want to know where I am," she said. "Just two or three of your grand old thoughts."
Olive Chancellor didn't respond except for a soft, frustrated sigh; she focused on the girl, who now held Mrs. Farrinder's hand in both of hers, pleading with her to give just a little introduction. "I need a starting point—I want to know where I stand," she said. "Just two or three of your great old ideas."
Basil stepped nearer to his cousin; he remarked to her that Miss Verena was very pretty. She turned an instant, glanced at him, and then said, "Do you think so?" An instant later she added, "How you must hate this place!"
Basil moved closer to his cousin and told her that Miss Verena was really attractive. She turned for a moment, looked at him, and then asked, "Do you think so?" A moment later, she added, "You must really hate this place!"
"Oh, not now, we are going to have some fun," Ransom replied good-humouredly, if a trifle coarsely; and the declaration had a point, for Miss Birdseye at this moment reappeared, followed by the mesmeric healer and his wife.
"Oh, not now, we're going to have some fun," Ransom said with a good-natured laugh, though a bit roughly; and his comment was spot on, since Miss Birdseye just walked back in, accompanied by the hypnotic healer and his wife.
"Ah, well, I see you are drawing her out," said Miss Birdseye to Mrs. Farrinder; and at the idea that this process had been necessary Basil Ransom broke into a smothered hilarity, a spasm which indicated that, for him, the fun had already begun, and procured him another grave glance from Miss Chancellor. Miss Verena seemed to him as far "out" as a young woman could be. "Here's her father, Doctor Tarrant—he has a wonderful gift—and her mother—she was a daughter of Abraham Greenstreet." Miss Birdseye presented her companion; she was sure Mrs. Farrinder would be interested; she wouldn't want to lose an opportunity, even if for herself the conditions were not favourable. And then Miss Birdseye addressed herself to the company more at large, widening the circle so as to take in the most scattered guests, and evidently feeling that after all it was a relief that one happened to have an obscurely inspired maiden on the premises when greater celebrities had betrayed the whimsicality of genius. It was a part of this whimsicality that Mrs. Farrinder—the reader may find it difficult to keep pace with her variations—appeared now to have decided to utter a few of her thoughts, so that her hostess could elicit a general response to the remark that it would be delightful to have both the old school and the new.
"Ah, I see you’re encouraging her," Miss Birdseye said to Mrs. Farrinder; and the thought that this was necessary made Basil Ransom chuckle quietly, a reaction that showed him the fun had already started, earning him another serious look from Miss Chancellor. To him, Miss Verena seemed as far "out" as a young woman could be. "Here's her father, Doctor Tarrant—he's incredibly talented—and her mother—she was a daughter of Abraham Greenstreet." Miss Birdseye introduced her companion, confident that Mrs. Farrinder would be interested; she wouldn’t want to miss an opportunity, even if the circumstances weren’t great for her. Then Miss Birdseye turned to the larger group, including the more distant guests, clearly relieved to have an intriguingly inspired young woman on hand when more notable figures were acting whimsically. It was part of this whimsy that Mrs. Farrinder—who the reader may find hard to keep track of—now seemed to have decided to share a few of her thoughts, allowing her hostess to draw a general reaction to her comment that it would be wonderful to have both the old school and the new.
"Well, perhaps you'll be disappointed in Verena," said Mrs. Tarrant, with an air of dolorous resignation to any event, and seating herself, with her gathered mantle, on the edge of a chair, as if she, at least, were ready, whoever else might keep on talking.
"Well, maybe you'll be let down by Verena," Mrs. Tarrant said, with a sense of sad acceptance about whatever might happen. She sat down with her gathered coat on the edge of a chair, as if she, at least, was ready, no matter who else kept chatting.
"It isn't me, mother," Verena rejoined, with soft gravity, rather detached now from Mrs. Farrinder, and sitting with her eyes fixed thoughtfully on the ground. With deference to Mrs. Tarrant, a little more talk was necessary, for the young lady had as yet been insufficiently explained. Miss Birdseye felt this, but she was rather helpless about it, and delivered herself, with her universal familiarity, which embraced every one and everything, of a wandering, amiable tale, in which Abraham Greenstreet kept reappearing, in which Doctor Tarrant's miraculous cures were specified, with all the facts wanting, and in which Verena's successes in the West were related, not with emphasis or hyperbole, in which Miss Birdseye never indulged, but as accepted and recognised wonders, natural in an age of new revelations. She had heard of these things in detail only ten minutes before, from the girl's parents, but her hospitable soul had needed but a moment to swallow and assimilate them. If her account of them was not very lucid, it should be said in excuse for her that it was impossible to have any idea of Verena Tarrant unless one had heard her, and therefore still more impossible to give an idea to others. Mrs. Farrinder was perceptibly irritated; she appeared to have made up her mind, after her first hesitation, that the Tarrant family were fantastical and compromising. She had bent an eye of coldness on Selah and his wife—she might have regarded them all as a company of mountebanks.
"It isn't me, Mom," Verena replied softly, feeling somewhat detached from Mrs. Farrinder, and staring thoughtfully at the ground. Out of respect for Mrs. Tarrant, a bit more conversation was needed since the young lady hadn’t been fully introduced yet. Miss Birdseye sensed this but felt a bit lost and shared a meandering, friendly story that included Abraham Greenstreet repeatedly, mentioned Doctor Tarrant's miraculous cures without the essential details, and described Verena's successes in the West without exaggeration or drama—something Miss Birdseye never did—presenting them as accepted and recognized marvels, natural in an age of new discoveries. She had just heard about these things in detail ten minutes earlier from the girl's parents, but her welcoming nature had quickly absorbed and processed them. If her explanation was not very clear, it’s worth noting that it’s hard to get a sense of Verena Tarrant without actually hearing her, making it even tougher to convey that to others. Mrs. Farrinder was noticeably annoyed; it seemed she had decided, after her initial hesitation, that the Tarrant family was quirky and questionable. She looked at Selah and his wife with a frosty gaze—she might have viewed them all as a bunch of charlatans.
"Stand up and tell us what you have to say," she remarked, with some sternness, to Verena, who only raised her eyes to her, silently now, with the same sweetness, and then rested them on her father. This gentleman seemed to respond to an irresistible appeal; he looked round at the company with all his teeth, and said that these flattering allusions were not so embarrassing as they might otherwise be, inasmuch as any success that he and his daughter might have had was so thoroughly impersonal: he insisted on that word. They had just heard her say, "It is not me, mother," and he and Mrs. Tarrant and the girl herself were all equally aware it was not she. It was some power outside—it seemed to flow through her; he couldn't pretend to say why his daughter should be called, more than any one else. But it seemed as if she was called. When he just calmed her down by laying his hand on her a few moments, it seemed to come. It so happened that in the West it had taken the form of a considerable eloquence. She had certainly spoken with great facility to cultivated and high-minded audiences. She had long followed with sympathy the movement for the liberation of her sex from every sort of bondage; it had been her principal interest even as a child (he might mention that at the age of nine she had christened her favourite doll Eliza P. Moseley, in memory of a great precursor whom they all reverenced), and now the inspiration, if he might call it so, seemed just to flow in that channel. The voice that spoke from her lips seemed to want to take that form. It didn't seem as if it could take any other. She let it come out just as it would—she didn't pretend to have any control. They could judge for themselves whether the whole thing was not quite unique. That was why he was willing to talk about his own child that way, before a gathering of ladies and gentlemen; it was because they took no credit—they felt it was a power outside. If Verena felt she was going to be stimulated that evening, he was pretty sure they would be interested. Only he should have to request a few moments' silence, while she listened for the voice.
"Stand up and tell us what you have to say," she said firmly to Verena, who only looked up at her silently, still with the same sweetness, and then turned her gaze to her father. He seemed to respond to an irresistible pull; he smiled broadly at the crowd and mentioned that these flattering comments weren't as embarrassing as they could be, since any success he and his daughter had achieved was so thoroughly impersonal—he emphasized that word. They had just heard her say, "It's not me, mother," and he, Mrs. Tarrant, and Verena all recognized it wasn't really about her. It felt like some external force was flowing through her; he couldn't explain why his daughter was called more than anyone else. But it seemed like she was called. When he calmed her by resting his hand on her for a moment, it seemed to come. In the West, this manifested as considerable eloquence. She had certainly spoken with great ease to educated and high-minded audiences. She had long supported the movement for women's liberation from all kinds of restrictions; it had been her main interest since childhood (he could mention that at age nine, she named her favorite doll Eliza P. Moseley, in honor of a great predecessor they all admired), and now the inspiration, if he could call it that, seemed to flow in that direction. The voice that came from her lips felt destined to take that form. It didn't seem like it could take any other. She allowed it to express itself freely—she didn't pretend to control it. They could decide for themselves whether the whole situation was truly unique. That’s why he was comfortable discussing his own child like this in front of a gathering of ladies and gentlemen; it was because they took no credit—they felt it was a power beyond them. If Verena felt she would be energized that evening, he was pretty sure they would be interested. He just needed to ask for a few moments of silence while she listened for the voice.
Several of the ladies declared that they should be delighted—they hoped that Miss Tarrant was in good trim; whereupon they were corrected by others, who reminded them that it wasn't her—she had nothing to do with it—so her trim didn't matter; and a gentleman added that he guessed there were many present who had conversed with Eliza P. Moseley. Meanwhile Verena, more and more withdrawn into herself, but perfectly undisturbed by the public discussion of her mystic faculty, turned yet again, very prettily, to Mrs. Farrinder, and asked her if she wouldn't strike out—just to give her courage. By this time Mrs. Farrinder was in a condition of overhanging gloom; she greeted the charming suppliant with the frown of Juno. She disapproved completely of Doctor Tarrant's little speech, and she had less and less disposition to be associated with a miracle-monger. Abraham Greenstreet was very well, but Abraham Greenstreet was in his grave; and Eliza P. Moseley, after all, had been very tepid. Basil Ransom wondered whether it were effrontery or innocence that enabled Miss Tarrant to meet with such complacency the aloofness of the elder lady. At this moment he heard Olive Chancellor, at his elbow, with the tremor of excitement in her tone, suddenly exclaim: "Please begin, please begin! A voice, a human voice, is what we want."
Several of the women said they would be thrilled—they hoped Miss Tarrant was feeling well; then they were corrected by others who pointed out that it wasn't about her—she had nothing to do with it—so her well-being didn’t matter; and a man added that he figured there were many there who had talked to Eliza P. Moseley. Meanwhile, Verena, becoming more and more absorbed in herself but completely unfazed by the public debate about her unusual ability, turned once again, very sweetly, to Mrs. Farrinder and asked if she would take the lead—just to give her some confidence. By this time, Mrs. Farrinder was in a state of deep gloom; she welcomed the lovely request with a frown like Juno. She completely disapproved of Doctor Tarrant's little speech and felt less and less inclined to be associated with someone who dealt in miracles. Abraham Greenstreet was fine, but Abraham Greenstreet was dead; and after all, Eliza P. Moseley had been rather lukewarm. Basil Ransom wondered whether it was boldness or innocence that allowed Miss Tarrant to respond so calmly to the older lady’s indifference. At that moment, he heard Olive Chancellor, beside him, with a tremor of excitement in her voice, suddenly exclaim: "Please start, please start! A voice, a human voice, is what we want."
"I'll speak after you, and if you're a humbug, I'll expose you!" Mrs. Farrinder said. She was more majestic than facetious.
"I'll go after you, and if you're a fraud, I'll call you out!" Mrs. Farrinder said. She was more impressive than joking.
"I'm sure we are all solid, as Doctor Tarrant says. I suppose we want to be quiet," Miss Birdseye remarked.
"I'm sure we're all good, like Dr. Tarrant says. I guess we just want to keep things calm," Miss Birdseye said.
VIII
Verena Tarrant got up and went to her father in the middle of the room; Olive Chancellor crossed and resumed her place beside Mrs. Farrinder on the sofa the girl had quitted; and Miss Birdseye's visitors, for the rest, settled themselves attentively in chairs or leaned against the bare sides of the parlour. Verena took her father's hands, held them for a moment, while she stood before him, not looking at him, with her eyes towards the company; then, after an instant, her mother, rising, pushed forward, with an interesting sigh, the chair on which she had been sitting. Mrs. Tarrant was provided with another seat, and Verena, relinquishing her father's grasp, placed herself in the chair, which Tarrant put in position for her. She sat there with closed eyes, and her father now rested his long, lean hands upon her head. Basil Ransom watched these proceedings with much interest, for the girl amused and pleased him. She had far more colour than any one there, for whatever brightness was to be found in Miss Birdseye's rather faded and dingy human collection had gathered itself into this attractive but ambiguous young person. There was nothing ambiguous, by the way, about her confederate; Ransom simply loathed him, from the moment he opened his mouth; he was intensely familiar—that is, his type was; he was simply the detested carpet-bagger. He was false, cunning, vulgar, ignoble; the cheapest kind of human product. That he should be the father of a delicate, pretty girl, who was apparently clever too, whether she had a gift or no, this was an annoying, disconcerting fact. The white, puffy mother, with the high forehead, in the corner there, looked more like a lady; but if she were one, it was all the more shame to her to have mated with such a varlet, Ransom said to himself, making use, as he did generally, of terms of opprobrium extracted from the older English literature. He had seen Tarrant, or his equivalent, often before; he had "whipped" him, as he believed, controversially, again and again, at political meetings in blighted Southern towns, during the horrible period of reconstruction. If Mrs. Farrinder had looked at Verena Tarrant as if she were a mountebank, there was some excuse for it, inasmuch as the girl made much the same impression on Basil Ransom. He had never seen such an odd mixture of elements; she had the sweetest, most unworldly face, and yet, with it, an air of being on exhibition, of belonging to a troupe, of living in the gaslight, which pervaded even the details of her dress, fashioned evidently with an attempt at the histrionic. If she had produced a pair of castanets or a tambourine, he felt that such accessories would have been quite in keeping.
Verena Tarrant got up and walked over to her father in the middle of the room. Olive Chancellor crossed over and took her place again beside Mrs. Farrinder on the sofa that the girl had just left. Miss Birdseye's visitors, for their part, settled themselves in chairs or leaned against the bare walls of the parlor. Verena took her father’s hands and held them for a moment while standing in front of him, not looking directly at him but gazing towards the others in the room. After a moment, her mother rose and pushed forward the chair she had been sitting on with an interesting sigh. Mrs. Tarrant was given another seat, and Verena, releasing her father’s hands, took her place in the chair that Tarrant adjusted for her. She sat there with her eyes closed, and her father rested his long, lean hands on her head. Basil Ransom watched this unfold with great interest because the girl fascinated and delighted him. She had much more color than anyone else in the room; any brightness found among Miss Birdseye's rather faded and dingy group seemed to have gathered in this attractive yet ambiguous young woman. By the way, there was nothing ambiguous about her partner; Ransom instantly despised him from the moment he spoke. He was intensely familiar—that is, his type was; he was simply the detested carpet-bagger. He was false, cunning, vulgar, and ignoble; the cheapest kind of person. The fact that he should have a delicate, pretty daughter, who also seemed clever, whether she had a talent or not, was an annoying and troubling fact. The pale, fluffy mother with the high forehead in the corner looked more like a lady, but if she was one, it was even more shameful for her to have paired up with such a scoundrel, Ransom thought to himself, using terms of disdain drawn from older English literature. He had seen Tarrant, or someone like him, many times before; he believed he had "defeated" him in discussions time and time again at political meetings in devastated Southern towns during the terrible period of reconstruction. If Mrs. Farrinder had looked at Verena Tarrant as if she were a charlatan, there was some reason for it, since the girl left a similar impression on Basil Ransom. He had never seen such an odd mix of qualities; she had the sweetest, most innocent face but carried an air of being on display, of belonging to a troupe, of living in the gaslight, which even showed in the details of her outfit, clearly designed with an attempt at drama. If she had produced a pair of castanets or a tambourine, he felt that such props would have fit perfectly.
Little Doctor Prance, with her hard good sense, had noted that she was anæmic, and had intimated that she was a deceiver. The value of her performance was yet to be proved, but she was certainly very pale, white as women are who have that shade of red hair; they look as if their blood had gone into it. There was, however, something rich in the fairness of this young lady; she was strong and supple, there was colour in her lips and eyes, and her tresses, gathered into a complicated coil, seemed to glow with the brightness of her nature. She had curious, radiant, liquid eyes (their smile was a sort of reflexion, like the glisten of a gem), and though she was not tall, she appeared to spring up, and carried her head as if it reached rather high. Ransom would have thought she looked like an Oriental, if it were not that Orientals are dark; and if she had only had a goat she would have resembled Esmeralda, though he had but a vague recollection of who Esmeralda had been. She wore a light-brown dress, of a shape that struck him as fantastic, a yellow petticoat, and a large crimson sash fastened at the side; while round her neck, and falling low upon her flat young chest, she had a double chain of amber beads. It must be added that, in spite of her melodramatic appearance, there was no symptom that her performance, whatever it was, would be of a melodramatic character. She was very quiet now, at least (she had folded her big fan), and her father continued the mysterious process of calming her down. Ransom wondered whether he wouldn't put her to sleep; for some minutes her eyes had remained closed; he heard a lady near him, apparently familiar with phenomena of this class, remark that she was going off. As yet the exhibition was not exciting, though it was certainly pleasant to have such a pretty girl placed there before one, like a moving statue. Doctor Tarrant looked at no one as he stroked and soothed his daughter; his eyes wandered round the cornice of the room, and he grinned upward, as if at an imaginary gallery. "Quietly—quietly," he murmured from time to time. "It will come, my good child, it will come. Just let it work—just let it gather. The spirit, you know; you've got to let the spirit come out when it will." He threw up his arms at moments, to rid himself of the wings of his long waterproof, which fell forward over his hands. Basil Ransom noticed all these things, and noticed also, opposite, the waiting face of his cousin, fixed, from her sofa, upon the closed eyes of the young prophetess. He grew more impatient at last, not of the delay of the edifying voice (though some time had elapsed), but of Tarrant's grotesque manipulations, which he resented as much as if he himself had felt their touch, and which seemed a dishonour to the passive maiden. They made him nervous, they made him angry, and it was only afterwards that he asked himself wherein they concerned him, and whether even a carpet-bagger hadn't a right to do what he pleased with his daughter. It was a relief to him when Verena got up from her chair, with a movement which made Tarrant drop into the background as if his part were now over. She stood there with a quiet face, serious and sightless; then, after a short further delay, she began to speak.
Little Doctor Prance, with her sharp sense, had noticed that she was anemic and had suggested that she was being deceitful. The value of her performance was yet to be established, but she was definitely very pale, as pale as women with that shade of red hair; they look like their blood has drained into it. However, there was something vibrant in the fairness of this young lady; she was strong and flexible, with color in her lips and eyes, and her hair, styled in an intricate coil, seemed to illuminate with the brightness of her spirit. She had curious, radiant, liquid eyes (their smile was like a reflection, similar to the shine of a gem), and even though she wasn't tall, she seemed to spring up and held her head high. Ransom would have thought she looked like someone from the East, if it weren't for the fact that people from the East are dark; and if she only had a goat, she would have reminded him of Esmeralda, even though he had a vague memory of who Esmeralda actually was. She wore a light brown dress, cut in a way that struck him as quirky, along with a yellow petticoat and a large crimson sash tied at the side; around her neck, falling low on her flat young chest, she had a double chain of amber beads. It should be noted that, despite her dramatic appearance, there were no signs that her performance, whatever it was, would be melodramatic. She was very calm now, at least (she had folded her large fan), and her father continued the mysterious process of calming her. Ransom wondered if he wouldn’t just put her to sleep; for several minutes her eyes had remained closed; he heard a lady nearby, seemingly knowledgeable about these sorts of phenomena, comment that she was drifting off. So far, the exhibition wasn’t thrilling, though it was certainly pleasant to have such a beautiful girl displayed before him, like a moving statue. Doctor Tarrant didn’t look at anyone as he stroked and comforted his daughter; his eyes wandered around the room’s cornice, and he grinned upward, as if at an imaginary audience. “Quietly—quietly,” he murmured every now and then. “It will come, my dear child, it will come. Just let it unfold—just let it build. The spirit, you know; you have to wait for the spirit to reveal itself when it’s ready.” He threw his arms up at times, shaking off the wings of his long raincoat, which fell forward over his hands. Basil Ransom observed all these things and also noticed, across from him, the expectant face of his cousin, fixed from her sofa on the closed eyes of the young prophetess. He grew more impatient at last, not because of the delay of the enlightening voice (though some time had passed), but because of Tarrant's ridiculous manipulations, which he resented as much as if he had felt their touch, and which seemed a disgrace to the passive maiden. They made him anxious, they made him angry, and it was only later that he wondered why they bothered him, and whether even a carpetbagger didn’t have the right to do what he wanted with his daughter. It was a relief to him when Verena got up from her chair, with a movement that made Tarrant fade into the background as if his part was over. She stood there with a calm face, serious and unseeing; then, after a brief further delay, she began to speak.
She began incoherently, almost inaudibly, as if she were talking in a dream. Ransom could not understand her; he thought it very queer, and wondered what Doctor Prance would have said. "She's just arranging her ideas, and trying to get in report; she'll come out all right." This remark he heard dropped in a low tone by the mesmeric healer; "in report" was apparently Tarrant's version of en rapport. His prophecy was verified, and Verena did come out, after a little; she came out with a great deal of sweetness—with a very quaint and peculiar effect. She proceeded slowly, cautiously, as if she were listening for the prompter, catching, one by one, certain phrases that were whispered to her a great distance off, behind the scenes of the world. Then memory, or inspiration, returned to her, and presently she was in possession of her part. She played it with extraordinary simplicity and grace; at the end of ten minutes Ransom became aware that the whole audience—Mrs. Farrinder, Miss Chancellor, and the tough subject from Mississippi—were under the charm. I speak of ten minutes, but to tell the truth the young man lost all sense of time. He wondered afterwards how long she had spoken; then he counted that her strange, sweet, crude, absurd, enchanting improvisation must have lasted half an hour. It was not what she said; he didn't care for that, he scarcely understood it; he could only see that it was all about the gentleness and goodness of women, and how, during the long ages of history, they had been trampled under the iron heel of man. It was about their equality—perhaps even (he was not definitely conscious) about their superiority. It was about their day having come at last, about the universal sisterhood, about their duty to themselves and to each other. It was about such matters as these, and Basil Ransom was delighted to observe that such matters as these didn't spoil it. The effect was not in what she said, though she said some such pretty things, but in the picture and figure of the half-bedizened damsel (playing, now again, with her red fan), the visible freshness and purity of the little effort. When she had gained confidence she opened her eyes, and their shining softness was half the effect of her discourse. It was full of school-girl phrases, of patches of remembered eloquence, of childish lapses of logic, of flights of fancy which might indeed have had success at Topeka; but Ransom thought that if it had been much worse it would have been quite as good, for the argument, the doctrine, had absolutely nothing to do with it. It was simply an intensely personal exhibition, and the person making it happened to be fascinating. She might have offended the taste of certain people—Ransom could imagine that there were other Boston circles in which she would be thought pert; but for himself all he could feel was that to his starved senses she irresistibly appealed. He was the stiffest of conservatives, and his mind was steeled against the inanities she uttered—the rights and wrongs of women, the equality of the sexes, the hysterics of conventions, the further stultification of the suffrage, the prospect of conscript mothers in the national Senate. It made no difference; she didn't mean it, she didn't know what she meant, she had been stuffed with this trash by her father, and she was neither more nor less willing to say it than to say anything else; for the necessity of her nature was not to make converts to a ridiculous cause, but to emit those charming notes of her voice, to stand in those free young attitudes, to shake her braided locks like a naiad rising from the waves, to please every one who came near her, and to be happy that she pleased. I know not whether Ransom was aware of the bearings of this interpretation, which attributed to Miss Tarrant a singular hollowness of character; he contented himself with believing that she was as innocent as she was lovely, and with regarding her as a vocalist of exquisite faculty, condemned to sing bad music. How prettily, indeed, she made some of it sound!
She started talking in a way that was hard to follow, almost too quiet to hear, like she was speaking in a dream. Ransom couldn't make sense of what she was saying; it struck him as really strange, and he wondered what Doctor Prance would think. "She's just organizing her thoughts and trying to get her message across; she'll be fine," he overheard the hypnotist say in a low voice; "in report" seemed to be Tarrant's way of expressing en rapport. His prediction came true, and Verena did eventually come through; she emerged with a lot of sweetness and a unique, quirky vibe. She moved slowly and carefully, as if listening for cues, picking up certain phrases that seemed whispered to her from far away, behind the scenes of life. Then her memory or inspiration kicked back in, and soon she had her lines down. She performed them with an incredible simplicity and grace; after about ten minutes, Ransom noticed that the entire audience—Mrs. Farrinder, Miss Chancellor, and the tough woman from Mississippi—was captivated. I mention ten minutes, but honestly, Ransom lost track of time. Later, he pondered how long she had actually been speaking; he estimated that her strange, sweet, awkward, and charming improvisation must have lasted around half an hour. It wasn't really about what she said; he didn't care for the content, barely understood it; he could tell it focused on the kindness and goodness of women, and how throughout history they had been oppressed by men's dominance. It touched on equality—perhaps even (he wasn’t fully aware) on superiority. It was about their moment finally arriving, universal sisterhood, and their responsibilities to themselves and to one another. It was about those themes, and Basil Ransom was thrilled to notice that such themes didn't ruin the experience. The impact wasn’t in her words, though she said some lovely things, but in the image and presence of the somewhat elaborately dressed girl (now again playing with her red fan), the visible freshness and purity of her effort. When she gained confidence, she opened her eyes, and the soft shine in them contributed to the effect of her speech. It was filled with school-girl phrases, snippets of remembered eloquence, childish lapses in logic, flights of imagination that might even have succeeded in Topeka; but Ransom thought that even if it had been worse, it wouldn’t have mattered, because the argument or doctrine had nothing to do with it. It was simply a deeply personal performance, and the person delivering it was fascinating. She might have put off some people—Ransom imagined there were other Boston social circles where she would be considered cheeky; but for him, all he felt was that she irresistibly appealed to his starved senses. He was a staunch conservative, and his mind was hardened against the nonsense she talked about—the rights and wrongs of women, gender equality, the absurdities of conventions, the ongoing absurdity surrounding suffrage, the prospect of mother senators. It didn’t matter; she didn’t mean it, didn’t really understand her own words, had been fed this nonsense by her father, and was just as willing to express it as she would have been to say anything else; her true nature wasn't about converting anyone to a ridiculous cause, but about releasing those charming sounds from her voice, standing in those youthful poses, tossing her braided hair like a water nymph rising from the sea, aiming to please everyone nearby, and feeling joyful in that pleasure. I’m not sure if Ransom recognized the implications of this interpretation, which suggested a notable emptiness in Miss Tarrant's character; he simply believed she was as innocent as she was beautiful, viewing her as a singer with exquisite talent, trapped in singing poor songs. How beautifully she made some of it sound!
"Of course I only speak to women—to my own dear sisters; I don't speak to men, for I don't expect them to like what I say. They pretend to admire us very much, but I should like them to admire us a little less and to trust us a little more. I don't know what we have ever done to them that they should keep us out of everything. We have trusted them too much, and I think the time has come now for us to judge them, and say that by keeping us out we don't think they have done so well. When I look around me at the world, and at the state that men have brought it to, I confess I say to myself, "Well, if women had fixed it this way I should like to know what they would think of it!" When I see the dreadful misery of mankind and think of the suffering of which at any hour, at any moment, the world is full, I say that if this is the best they can do by themselves, they had better let us come in a little and see what we can do. We couldn't possibly make it worse, could we? If we had done only this, we shouldn't boast of it. Poverty, and ignorance, and crime; disease, and wickedness, and wars! Wars, always more wars, and always more and more. Blood, blood—the world is drenched with blood! To kill each other, with all sorts of expensive and perfected instruments, that is the most brilliant thing they have been able to invent. It seems to me that we might stop it, we might invent something better. The cruelty—the cruelty; there is so much, so much! Why shouldn't tenderness come in? Why should our woman's hearts be so full of it, and all so wasted and withered, while armies and prisons and helpless miseries grow greater all the while? I am only a girl, a simple American girl, and of course I haven't seen much, and there is a great deal of life that I don't know anything about. But there are some things I feel—it seems to me as if I had been born to feel them; they are in my ears in the stillness of the night and before my face in the visions of the darkness. It is what the great sisterhood of women might do if they should all join hands, and lift up their voices above the brutal uproar of the world, in which it is so hard for the plea of mercy or of justice, the moan of weakness and suffering, to be heard. We should quench it, we should make it still, and the sound of our lips would become the voice of universal peace! For this we must trust one another, we must be true and gentle and kind. We must remember that the world is ours too, ours—little as we have ever had to say about anything!—and that the question is not yet definitely settled whether it shall be a place of injustice or a place of love!"
"Of course, I only talk to women—my dear sisters; I don't talk to men because I don't expect them to appreciate what I say. They pretend to admire us a lot, but I wish they would admire us a little less and trust us a little more. I don’t know what we’ve ever done to them that they keep us out of everything. We've trusted them too much, and I think it’s time for us to judge them and say that by excluding us, we don't think they’ve done that well. When I look around the world and see the state men have brought it to, I honestly think, "Well, if women had fixed it this way, I’d like to know what they would think of it!" When I see the terrible suffering of humanity and consider the misery that exists at any moment, I say that if this is the best they can do on their own, they should let us in a little and see what we can do. We couldn’t possibly make it worse, right? If we only accomplished this, we wouldn’t brag about it. Poverty, ignorance, crime; disease, wickedness, and wars! Wars, always more wars, and more and more. Blood, blood—the world is soaked with blood! Killing each other, with all sorts of costly and advanced weapons, is the most brilliant thing they’ve managed to invent. It seems to me we might stop it, we could create something better. The cruelty—there is just so much! Why shouldn’t compassion come in? Why should our womanly hearts be so full of it, yet all wasted and shriveled, while armies, prisons, and helpless suffering continue to grow? I am just a girl, a simple American girl, and of course, I haven’t seen much, and there is so much about life that I don’t know. But there are some things I feel—it’s as if I was born to feel them; they echo in my ears in the stillness of the night and appear before me in the visions of darkness. It is what the great sisterhood of women could achieve if they joined hands and raised their voices above the brutal chaos of the world, where it is so hard for the cries for mercy or justice, the moans of weakness and suffering, to be heard. We should drown it out; we should make it quiet, and our voices would become the sound of universal peace! For this, we must trust each other; we must be true, gentle, and kind. We must remember that the world is ours too, ours—despite how little we’ve ever had to say about anything!—and that the question is not yet settled whether it will be a place of injustice or a place of love!"
It was with this that the young lady finished her harangue, which was not followed by her sinking exhausted into her chair or by any of the traces of a laboured climax. She only turned away slowly towards her mother, smiling over her shoulder at the whole room, as if it had been a single person, without a flush in her whiteness, or the need of drawing a longer breath. The performance had evidently been very easy to her, and there might have been a kind of impertinence in her air of not having suffered from an exertion which had wrought so powerfully on every one else. Ransom broke into a genial laugh, which he instantly swallowed again, at the sweet grotesqueness of this virginal creature's standing up before a company of middle-aged people to talk to them about "love," the note on which she had closed her harangue. It was the most charming touch in the whole thing, and the most vivid proof of her innocence. She had had immense success, and Mrs. Tarrant, as she took her into her arms and kissed her, was certainly able to feel that the audience was not disappointed. They were exceedingly affected; they broke into exclamations and murmurs. Selah Tarrant went on conversing ostentatiously with his neighbours, slowly twirling his long thumbs and looking up at the cornice again, as if there could be nothing in the brilliant manner in which his daughter had acquitted herself to surprise him, who had heard her when she was still more remarkable, and who, moreover, remembered that the affair was so impersonal. Miss Birdseye looked round at the company with dim exultation; her large mild cheeks were shining with unwiped tears. Young Mr. Pardon remarked, in Ransom's hearing, that he knew parties who, if they had been present, would want to engage Miss Verena at a high figure for the winter campaign. And Ransom heard him add in a lower tone: "There's money for some one in that girl; you see if she don't have quite a run!" As for our Mississippian he kept his agreeable sensation for himself, only wondering whether he might not ask Miss Birdseye to present him to the heroine of the evening. Not immediately, of course, for the young man mingled with his Southern pride a shyness which often served all the purpose of humility. He was aware how much he was an outsider in such a house as that, and he was ready to wait for his coveted satisfaction till the others, who all hung together, should have given her the assurance of an approval which she would value, naturally, more than anything he could say to her. This episode had imparted animation to the assembly; a certain gaiety, even, expressed in a higher pitch of conversation, seemed to float in the heated air. People circulated more freely, and Verena Tarrant was presently hidden from Ransom's sight by the close-pressed ranks of the new friends she had made. "Well, I never heard it put that way!" Ransom heard one of the ladies exclaim; to which another replied that she wondered one of their bright women hadn't thought of it before. "Well, it is a gift, and no mistake," and "Well, they may call it what they please, it's a pleasure to listen to it"—these genial tributes fell from the lips of a pair of ruminating gentlemen. It was affirmed within Ransom's hearing that if they had a few more like that the matter would soon be fixed; and it was rejoined that they couldn't expect to have a great many—the style was so peculiar. It was generally admitted that the style was peculiar, but Miss Tarrant's peculiarity was the explanation of her success.
It was with this that the young lady wrapped up her speech, which was not followed by her collapsing into her chair or showing any signs of a strenuous effort. She simply turned away slowly towards her mother, smiling over her shoulder at the entire room as if it were just one person, without a hint of color in her pale face or the need for a deeper breath. The performance had clearly been very easy for her, and there might have been a hint of arrogance in her demeanor of not having been affected by an exertion that had so strongly impacted everyone else. Ransom broke into a friendly laugh, which he quickly swallowed, at the sweet absurdity of this innocent girl standing up in front of a room of middle-aged people to talk to them about "love," the note on which she had concluded her speech. It was the most charming element of the entire event and the best evidence of her innocence. She had enjoyed tremendous success, and Mrs. Tarrant, as she embraced her and kissed her, could certainly sense that the audience was pleased. They were tremendously moved; they erupted into exclamations and murmurs. Selah Tarrant continued to chat ostentatiously with his neighbors, slowly twirling his long thumbs and glancing up at the cornice again, as if there was nothing in the impressive way his daughter had performed that could surprise him, having heard her when she was even more remarkable, and who, moreover, remembered that the whole affair was so impersonal. Miss Birdseye looked around at the crowd with a vague sense of triumph; her large gentle cheeks were shining with unremoved tears. Young Mr. Pardon remarked, within Ransom's hearing, that he knew some groups who, if they had been there, would want to hire Miss Verena for a hefty sum for the winter season. And Ransom heard him add in a quieter voice: "There's money to be made from that girl; just wait and see if she doesn't take off!" As for our Mississippian, he kept his pleasant feelings to himself, only wondering if he might ask Miss Birdseye to introduce him to the star of the evening. Not right away, of course, because the young man mixed his Southern pride with a shyness that often served the purpose of humility. He was aware of how much he was an outsider in a house like that, and he was willing to wait for his desired satisfaction until the others, who all stuck together, gave her the assurance of approval that she would naturally value more than anything he could say to her. This episode had brought energy to the gathering; a certain cheerfulness, even, expressed in a higher tone of conversation, seemed to linger in the warm air. People moved around more freely, and Verena Tarrant was soon hidden from Ransom's view by the throng of new friends she had made. "Well, I never heard it put that way!" Ransom heard one of the ladies exclaim; to which another replied that she was surprised one of their clever women hadn't thought of it before. "Well, it is a talent, no doubt," and "Well, they can call it whatever they want, it's a joy to listen to"—these warm compliments came from a pair of thoughtful gentlemen. It was suggested within Ransom's hearing that if they had a few more like her, the situation would soon be resolved; and it was added that they couldn't expect to find many—her style was so unique. It was generally agreed that the style was unique, but Miss Tarrant's uniqueness was the reason for her success.
IX
Ransom approached Mrs. Farrinder again, who had remained on her sofa with Olive Chancellor; and as she turned her face to him he saw that she had felt the universal contagion. Her keen eye sparkled, there was a flush on her matronly cheek, and she had evidently made up her mind what line to take. Olive Chancellor sat motionless; her eyes were fixed on the floor with the rigid, alarmed expression of her moments of nervous diffidence; she gave no sign of observing her kinsman's approach. He said something to Mrs. Farrinder, something that imperfectly represented his admiration of Verena; and this lady replied with dignity that it was no wonder the girl spoke so well—she spoke in such a good cause. "She is very graceful, has a fine command of language; her father says it's a natural gift." Ransom saw that he should not in the least discover Mrs. Farrinder's real opinion, and her dissimulation added to his impression that she was a woman with a policy. It was none of his business whether in her heart she thought Verena a parrot or a genius; it was perceptible to him that she saw she would be effective, would help the cause. He stood almost appalled for a moment, as he said to himself that she would take her up and the girl would be ruined, would force her note and become a screamer. But he quickly dodged this vision, taking refuge in a mechanical appeal to his cousin, of whom he inquired how she liked Miss Verena. Olive made no answer; her head remained averted, she bored the carpet with her conscious eyes. Mrs. Farrinder glanced at her askance, and then said to Ransom serenely:
Ransom approached Mrs. Farrinder again, who was still on her sofa with Olive Chancellor. When she turned to him, he could see that she had caught the universal excitement. Her sharp eye sparkled, there was a flush on her mature cheek, and she clearly knew how she wanted to respond. Olive Chancellor sat still, her eyes fixed on the floor with the rigid, anxious look she often had when she felt nervous; she showed no signs of noticing her relative's approach. He said something to Mrs. Farrinder, something that didn't quite capture his admiration for Verena, and she responded coolly that it was no surprise the girl spoke so well—she spoke for a worthy cause. "She is very graceful, has a great way with words; her father says it's a natural talent." Ransom realized he wouldn’t get to know Mrs. Farrinder's true opinion, and her pretense only reinforced his impression that she was a woman with a strategy. Whether in her heart she considered Verena a parrot or a genius was not his concern; it was clear to him that she recognized she could be effective and help the cause. For a moment, he stood almost in shock as he thought to himself that she would take Verena under her wing and the girl would be ruined, would push herself too hard and become a screamer. But he quickly dismissed that thought, turning instead to his cousin, asking her what she thought of Miss Verena. Olive didn’t answer; she kept her head turned away, her conscious eyes staring at the carpet. Mrs. Farrinder glanced at her sideways, then said to Ransom calmly:
"You praise the grace of your Southern ladies, but you have had to come North to see a human gazelle. Miss Tarrant is of the best New England stock—what I call the best!"
"You admire the elegance of your Southern ladies, but you've had to come North to see a true gem. Miss Tarrant comes from the finest New England heritage—what I consider the finest!"
"I'm sure from what I have seen of the Boston ladies, no manifestation of grace can excite my surprise," Ransom rejoined, looking, with his smile, at his cousin.
"I'm pretty sure from what I've seen of the Boston women, nothing they do will surprise me," Ransom replied, smiling at his cousin.
"She has been powerfully affected," Mrs. Farrinder explained, very slightly dropping her voice, as Olive, apparently, still remained deaf.
"She has been really affected," Mrs. Farrinder explained, lowering her voice just a little, as Olive still seemed to be unaware.
Miss Birdseye drew near at this moment; she wanted to know if Mrs. Farrinder didn't want to express some acknowledgment, on the part of the company at large, for the real stimulus Miss Tarrant had given them. Mrs. Farrinder said: Oh yes, she would speak now with pleasure; only she must have a glass of water first. Miss Birdseye replied that there was some coming in a moment; one of the ladies had asked for it, and Mr. Pardon had just stepped down to draw some. Basil took advantage of this intermission to ask Miss Birdseye if she would give him the great privilege of an introduction to Miss Verena. "Mrs. Farrinder will thank her for the company," he said, laughing, "but she won't thank her for me."
Miss Birdseye approached at that moment; she wanted to know if Mrs. Farrinder would like to acknowledge, on behalf of everyone, the real inspiration Miss Tarrant had provided them. Mrs. Farrinder replied, "Oh yes, I’d be happy to speak now; I just need a glass of water first." Miss Birdseye responded that some was on the way; one of the ladies had requested it, and Mr. Pardon had just gone to get some. Basil took this opportunity to ask Miss Birdseye if she would do him the honor of introducing him to Miss Verena. "Mrs. Farrinder will appreciate her company," he said, laughing, "but she won’t appreciate me."
Miss Birdseye manifested the greatest disposition to oblige him; she was so glad he had been impressed. She was proceeding to lead him toward Miss Tarrant when Olive Chancellor rose abruptly from her chair and laid her hand, with an arresting movement, on the arm of her hostess. She explained to her that she must go, that she was not very well, that her carriage was there; also that she hoped Miss Birdseye, if it was not asking too much, would accompany her to the door.
Miss Birdseye was eager to help him; she was really happy he had been impressed. She was about to lead him to Miss Tarrant when Olive Chancellor suddenly got up from her chair and placed her hand, in a decisive manner, on her hostess's arm. She explained that she needed to leave, that she wasn't feeling well, and that her carriage was waiting; she also asked Miss Birdseye, if it wasn't too much trouble, to walk her to the door.
"Well, you are impressed too," said Miss Birdseye, looking at her philosophically. "It seems as if no one had escaped."
"Well, you're impressed too," said Miss Birdseye, looking at her thoughtfully. "It feels like no one got away."
Ransom was disappointed; he saw he was going to be taken away, and, before he could suppress it, an exclamation burst from his lips—the first exclamation he could think of that would perhaps check his cousin's retreat: "Ah, Miss Olive, are you going to give up Mrs. Farrinder?"
Ransom was upset; he realized he was going to be taken away, and, before he could hold it back, an outburst slipped from his lips—the first thing he could think of that might stop his cousin from leaving: "Ah, Miss Olive, are you really going to give up Mrs. Farrinder?"
At this Miss Olive looked at him, showed him an extraordinary face, a face he scarcely understood or even recognised. It was portentously grave, the eyes were enlarged, there was a red spot in each of the cheeks, and as directed to him, a quick, piercing question, a kind of leaping challenge, in the whole expression. He could only answer this sudden gleam with a stare, and wonder afresh what trick his Northern kinswoman was destined to play him. Impressed too? He should think he had been! Mrs. Farrinder, who was decidedly a woman of the world, came to his assistance, or to Miss Chancellor's, and said she hoped very much Olive wouldn't stay—she felt these things too much. "If you stay, I won't speak," she added; "I should upset you altogether." And then she continued, tenderly, for so preponderantly intellectual a nature: "When women feel as you do, how can I doubt that we shall come out all right?"
At this, Miss Olive looked at him with an unusual expression, a face he hardly recognized or understood. It was unusually serious, her eyes wide, with a red spot on each cheek, and directed at him was a quick, piercing question, a kind of bold challenge in her overall expression. He could only respond to this sudden intensity with a stare, wondering again what trick his Northern relative was about to pull on him. Impressed too? He would definitely say he was! Mrs. Farrinder, who was clearly a worldly woman, came to his aid, or to Miss Chancellor's, and mentioned that she really hoped Olive wouldn’t stay—she felt things too deeply. "If you stay, I won’t say anything," she added, "I would completely upset you." Then she continued, with surprising tenderness for someone so intellectually inclined: "When women feel as you do, how can I doubt that we’ll come out okay?"
"Oh, we shall come out all right, I guess," murmured Miss Birdseye.
"Oh, we'll be fine, I think," murmured Miss Birdseye.
"But you must remember Beacon Street," Mrs. Farrinder subjoined. "You must take advantage of your position—you must wake up the Back Bay!"
"But you have to remember Beacon Street," Mrs. Farrinder added. "You need to take advantage of your position—you have to energize the Back Bay!"
"I'm sick of the Back Bay!" said Olive fiercely; and she passed to the door with Miss Birdseye, bidding good-bye to no one. She was so agitated that, evidently, she could not trust herself, and there was nothing for Ransom but to follow. At the door of the room, however, he was checked by a sudden pause on the part of the two ladies: Olive stopped and stood there hesitating. She looked round the room and spied out Verena, where she sat with her mother, the centre of a gratified group; then, throwing back her head with an air of decision, she crossed over to her. Ransom said to himself that now, perhaps, was his chance, and he quickly accompanied Miss Chancellor. The little knot of reformers watched her as she arrived; their faces expressed a suspicion of her social importance, mingled with conscientious scruples as to whether it were right to recognise it. Verena Tarrant saw that she was the object of this manifestation, and she got up to meet the lady whose approach was so full of point. Ransom perceived, however, or thought he perceived, that she recognised nothing; she had no suspicions of social importance. Yet she smiled with all her radiance, as she looked from Miss Chancellor to him; smiled because she liked to smile, to please, to feel her success—or was it because she was a perfect little actress, and this was part of her training? She took the hand that Olive put out to her; the others, rather solemnly, sat looking up from their chairs.
"I'm done with the Back Bay!" Olive said fiercely as she headed for the door with Miss Birdseye, not saying goodbye to anyone. She was so worked up that it was clear she couldn't trust herself, so Ransom had no choice but to follow. However, at the door, he was stopped by a sudden pause from the two women: Olive hesitated, glancing around the room until she spotted Verena sitting with her mother at the center of a pleased group. Then, with a determined expression, she walked over to her. Ransom thought this might be his chance, so he quickly followed Miss Chancellor. The small group of reformers watched as she approached; their faces showed a mix of doubt about her social significance and moral hesitation about acknowledging it. Verena Tarrant realized she was the focus of their attention and got up to greet the lady who had such a meaningful presence. Ransom noticed—or thought he noticed—that she didn't seem aware of her social standing. She had no sense of any importance. Yet she smiled brightly as she switched her gaze from Miss Chancellor to him, smiling because she enjoyed it, wanted to please, felt successful—or was it just her being a skilled little actress as part of her training? She took the hand Olive extended, while the others sat quietly looking up from their chairs.
"You don't know me, but I want to know you," Olive said. "I can thank you now. Will you come and see me?"
"You don't know me, but I want to get to know you," Olive said. "I can thank you now. Will you come see me?"
"Oh yes; where do you live?" Verena answered, in the tone of a girl for whom an invitation (she hadn't so many) was always an invitation.
"Oh yes; where do you live?" Verena replied, in the tone of a girl for whom an invitation (she didn't have many) was always an invitation.
Miss Chancellor syllabled her address, and Mrs. Tarrant came forward, smiling. "I know about you, Miss Chancellor. I guess your father knew my father—Mr. Greenstreet. Verena will be very glad to visit you. We shall be very happy to see you in our home."
Miss Chancellor pronounced her greeting clearly, and Mrs. Tarrant stepped up, smiling. "I know about you, Miss Chancellor. I think your dad knew my dad—Mr. Greenstreet. Verena will be really happy to visit you. We would love to have you in our home."
Basil Ransom, while the mother spoke, wanted to say something to the daughter, who stood there so near him, but he could think of nothing that would do; certain words that came to him, his Mississippi phrases, seemed patronising and ponderous. Besides, he didn't wish to assent to what she had said; he wished simply to tell her she was delightful, and it was difficult to mark that difference. So he only smiled at her in silence, and she smiled back at him—a smile that seemed to him quite for himself.
Basil Ransom, while the mother talked, wanted to say something to the daughter who stood so close to him, but he couldn't think of anything suitable; the words that came to mind, his Mississippi expressions, felt condescending and heavy. Besides, he didn’t want to agree with what she had said; he just wanted to tell her she was lovely, and it was hard to convey that distinction. So he only smiled at her in silence, and she smiled back at him—a smile that felt to him like it was meant just for him.
"Where do you live?" Olive asked; and Mrs. Tarrant replied that they lived at Cambridge, and that the horse-cars passed just near their door. Whereupon Olive insisted "Will you come very soon?" and Verena said, Oh yes, she would come very soon, and repeated the number in Charles Street, to show that she had taken heed of it. This was done with childlike good faith. Ransom saw that she would come and see any one who would ask her like that, and he regretted for a minute that he was not a Boston lady, so that he might extend to her such an invitation. Olive Chancellor held her hand a moment longer, looked at her in farewell, and then, saying, "Come, Mr. Ransom," drew him out of the room. In the hall they met Mr. Pardon, coming up from the lower regions with a jug of water and a tumbler. Miss Chancellor's hackney-coach was there, and when Basil had put her into it she said to him that she wouldn't trouble him to drive with her—his hotel was not near Charles Street. He had so little desire to sit by her side—he wanted to smoke—that it was only after the vehicle had rolled off that he reflected upon her coolness, and asked himself why the deuce she had brought him away. She was a very odd cousin, was this Boston cousin of his. He stood there a moment, looking at the light in Miss Birdseye's windows and greatly minded to re-enter the house, now he might speak to the girl. But he contented himself with the memory of her smile, and turned away with a sense of relief, after all, at having got out of such wild company, as well as with (in a different order) a vulgar consciousness of being very thirsty.
"Where do you live?" Olive asked, and Mrs. Tarrant replied that they lived in Cambridge, and the horse-drawn trolleys passed right by their door. Olive then insisted, "Will you come very soon?" Verena said, oh yes, she would come very soon, and repeated the address on Charles Street to show that she had paid attention. She did this with innocent sincerity. Ransom realized she would visit anyone who asked her like that, and for a moment he wished he were a Boston lady so he could extend such an invitation. Olive Chancellor held her hand a bit longer, looked at her as a farewell, and then said, "Come on, Mr. Ransom," pulling him out of the room. In the hall, they ran into Mr. Pardon, coming up from downstairs with a jug of water and a glass. Miss Chancellor's carriage was there, and after Basil had helped her into it, she told him she wouldn’t trouble him to ride with her—his hotel wasn't close to Charles Street. He had so little desire to sit next to her—he wanted to smoke—that it was only after the carriage had left that he thought about her coldness and wondered why she had dragged him away. She was a very strange cousin, this Boston cousin of his. He stood there for a moment, looking at the light in Miss Birdseye's windows and really wanting to go back inside now that he could talk to the girl. But he settled for the memory of her smile and turned away, feeling relieved, after all, to have escaped such wild company, and also (in a different order) with a simple awareness of being very thirsty.
X
Verena Tarrant came in the very next day from Cambridge to Charles Street; that quarter of Boston is in direct communication with the academic suburb. It hardly seemed direct to poor Verena, perhaps, who, in the crowded street-car which deposited her finally at Miss Chancellor's door, had to stand up all the way, half suspended by a leathern strap from the glazed roof of the stifling vehicle, like some blooming cluster dangling in a hothouse. She was used, however, to these perpendicular journeys, and though, as we have seen, she was not inclined to accept without question the social arrangements of her time, it never would have occurred to her to criticise the railways of her native land. The promptness of her visit to Olive Chancellor had been an idea of her mother's, and Verena listened open-eyed while this lady, in the seclusion of the little house in Cambridge, while Selah Tarrant was "off," as they said, with his patients, sketched out a line of conduct for her. The girl was both submissive and unworldly, and she listened to her mother's enumeration of the possible advantages of an intimacy with Miss Chancellor as she would have listened to any other fairy-tale. It was still a part of the fairy-tale when this zealous parent put on with her own hands Verena's smart hat and feather, buttoned her little jacket (the buttons were immense and gilt), and presented her with twenty cents to pay her car-fare.
Verena Tarrant arrived the very next day from Cambridge to Charles Street; that area of Boston is directly connected to the academic suburb. It hardly felt direct to poor Verena, perhaps, who, in the crowded streetcar that finally dropped her off at Miss Chancellor's door, had to stand the entire ride, half hanging from a leather strap attached to the glassy roof of the stuffy vehicle, like a blooming cluster hanging in a greenhouse. She was used to these vertical journeys, and although, as we've seen, she wasn’t inclined to accept the social structures of her time without question, it never would have crossed her mind to criticize the railways of her home country. Her quick visit to Olive Chancellor had been her mother's idea, and Verena listened wide-eyed while this woman, in the privacy of their small house in Cambridge, while Selah Tarrant was "off," as they said, with his patients, laid out a plan for her. The girl was both compliant and naive, and she listened to her mother's list of the potential benefits of a friendship with Miss Chancellor as she would have listened to any other fairy tale. It was still part of the fairy tale when this eager parent put on with her own hands Verena's stylish hat and feather, buttoned her little jacket (the buttons were huge and gold), and handed her twenty cents to cover her car fare.
There was never any knowing in advance how Mrs. Tarrant would take a thing, and even Verena, who, filially, was much less argumentative than in her civic and, as it were, public capacity, had a perception that her mother was queer. She was queer, indeed—a flaccid, relaxed, unhealthy, whimsical woman, who still had a capacity to cling. What she clung to was "society," and a position in the world which a secret whisper told her she had never had and a voice more audible reminded her she was in danger of losing. To keep it, to recover it, to reconsecrate it, was the ambition of her heart; this was one of the many reasons why Providence had judged her worthy of having so wonderful a child. Verena was born not only to lead their common sex out of bondage, but to remodel a visiting-list which bulged and contracted in the wrong places, like a country-made garment. As the daughter of Abraham Greenstreet, Mrs. Tarrant had passed her youth in the first Abolitionist circles, and she was aware how much such a prospect was clouded by her union with a young man who had begun life as an itinerant vendor of lead-pencils (he had called at Mr. Greenstreet's door in the exercise of this function), had afterwards been for a while a member of the celebrated Cayuga community, where there were no wives, or no husbands, or something of that sort (Mrs. Tarrant could never remember), and had still later (though before the development of the healing faculty) achieved distinction in the spiritualistic world. (He was an extraordinarily favoured medium, only he had had to stop for reasons of which Mrs. Tarrant possessed her version.) Even in a society much occupied with the effacement of prejudice there had been certain dim presumptions against this versatile being, who naturally had not wanted arts to ingratiate himself with Miss Greenstreet, her eyes, like his own, being fixed exclusively on the future. The young couple (he was considerably her elder) had gazed on the future together until they found that the past had completely forsaken them and that the present offered but a slender foothold. Mrs. Tarrant, in other words, incurred the displeasure of her family, who gave her husband to understand that, much as they desired to remove the shackles from the slave, there were kinds of behaviour which struck them as too unfettered. These had prevailed, to their thinking, at Cayuga, and they naturally felt it was no use for him to say that his residence there had been (for him—the community still existed) but a momentary episode, inasmuch as there was little more to be urged for the spiritual picnics and vegetarian camp-meetings in which the discountenanced pair now sought consolation.
There was never any way to know in advance how Mrs. Tarrant would react to something, and even Verena, who was much less argumentative with her mother than she was in her civic and public life, sensed that her mom was unusual. She was indeed unusual—a soft, unhealthy, whimsical woman who still had a tendency to cling. What she clung to was "society," and a status in the world that a secret whisper hinted she had never truly possessed while a louder voice reminded her she was at risk of losing. To maintain it, to regain it, to sanctify it again, was her heart's ambition; this was one of the many reasons why fate had deemed her worthy of having such an incredible child. Verena was born not just to lead their gender out of oppression, but to redefine a social list that bulged and shrank in all the wrong places, like a poorly made garment. As the daughter of Abraham Greenstreet, Mrs. Tarrant had spent her youth in the earliest Abolitionist circles, and she knew how much that prospect was overshadowed by her marriage to a young man who had started out as a traveling seller of lead pencils (he had come to Mr. Greenstreet's door in this role), had later been a part of the famous Cayuga community, which had no wives or husbands, or something like that (Mrs. Tarrant could never remember), and had, after that (though before he developed any healing abilities), gained recognition in the spiritualist world. (He was an unusually talented medium, but he had to stop for reasons that Mrs. Tarrant had her own version of.) Even in a society that was focused on eliminating prejudice, there were still some vague assumptions against this multi-talented individual, who naturally hadn’t wanted to use charm to win Miss Greenstreet over, her gaze, like his, fixed solely on the future. The young couple (he was much older than her) looked to the future together until they realized the past had completely abandoned them and that the present provided only a tenuous foothold. In other words, Mrs. Tarrant earned the displeasure of her family, who made it clear to her husband that, as much as they wanted to free the enslaved, there were behaviors they felt were too unrestricted. They thought such behaviors had been prevalent at Cayuga, and they naturally believed it was pointless for him to claim that his time there had been (for him—the community still existed) just a brief episode, as there was little more to be said for the spiritual picnics and vegetarian camp meetings that the frowned-upon couple now sought for comfort.
Such were the narrow views of people hitherto supposed capable of opening their hearts to all salutary novelties, but now put to a genuine test, as Mrs. Tarrant felt. Her husband's tastes rubbed off on her soft, moist moral surface, and the couple lived in an atmosphere of novelty, in which, occasionally, the accommodating wife encountered the fresh sensation of being in want of her dinner. Her father died, leaving, after all, very little money; he had spent his modest fortune upon the blacks. Selah Tarrant and his companion had strange adventures; she found herself completely enrolled in the great irregular army of nostrum-mongers, domiciled in humanitary Bohemia. It absorbed her like a social swamp; she sank into it a little more every day, without measuring the inches of her descent. Now she stood there up to her chin; it may probably be said of her that she had touched bottom. When she went to Miss Birdseye's it seemed to her that she re-entered society. The door that admitted her was not the door that admitted some of the others (she should never forget the tipped-up nose of Mrs. Farrinder), and the superior portal remained ajar, disclosing possible vistas. She had lived with long-haired men and short-haired women, she had contributed a flexible faith and an irremediable want of funds to a dozen social experiments, she had partaken of the comfort of a hundred religions, had followed innumerable dietary reforms, chiefly of the negative order, and had gone of an evening to a séance or a lecture as regularly as she had eaten her supper. Her husband always had tickets for lectures; in moments of irritation at the want of a certain sequence in their career, she had remarked to him that it was the only thing he did have. The memory of all the winter nights they had tramped through the slush (the tickets, alas! were not car-tickets) to hear Mrs. Ada T. P. Foat discourse on the "Summer-land," came back to her with bitterness. Selah was quite enthusiastic at one time about Mrs. Foat, and it was his wife's belief that he had been "associated" with her (that was Selah's expression in referring to such episodes) at Cayuga. The poor woman, matrimonially, had a great deal to put up with; it took, at moments, all her belief in his genius to sustain her. She knew that he was very magnetic (that, in fact, was his genius), and she felt that it was his magnetism that held her to him. He had carried her through things where she really didn't know what to think; there were moments when she suspected that she had lost the strong moral sense for which the Greenstreets were always so celebrated.
Such were the limited perspectives of people who were thought to be open to all beneficial changes but were now faced with a real challenge, as Mrs. Tarrant recognized. Her husband’s tastes influenced her gentle, adaptable nature, and the couple lived in an environment of novelty, where, at times, the accommodating wife experienced the new feeling of being hungry for dinner. Her father passed away, leaving very little money; he had spent his modest wealth on the blacks. Selah Tarrant and his partner had unusual experiences; she found herself fully involved in the vast irregular community of quacks, living in a humanitarian Bohemia. It consumed her like a social swamp; she sank into it a little more each day, without realizing how deep she was going. Now she stood there up to her chin; it could probably be said that she had hit rock bottom. When she visited Miss Birdseye’s, it felt like she was rejoining society. The entrance that welcomed her was different from the one that welcomed some of the others (she would never forget Mrs. Farrinder’s upturned nose), and the more prestigious door remained slightly open, revealing possible pathways ahead. She had spent time with long-haired men and short-haired women, she had contributed her flexible beliefs and a hopeless lack of money to a dozen social experiments, she had enjoyed the comforts of a hundred religions, followed countless dietary reforms, mostly those focused on not eating, and regularly attended a séance or a lecture every evening as routinely as she had dinner. Her husband always had tickets for lectures; in moments of frustration about their lack of direction, she had pointed out that it was the only thing he actually had. The memory of all those winter nights they had trudged through the slush (the tickets, sadly, were not for transportation) to listen to Mrs. Ada T. P. Foat talk about the "Summer-land" came back to her with bitterness. Selah had once been quite enthusiastic about Mrs. Foat, and it was his wife’s belief that he had been “associated” with her (that was Selah’s term for such events) at Cayuga. The poor woman had to endure a lot in their marriage; at times, it took all her faith in his brilliance to keep her going. She knew he was very magnetic (that was, in fact, his talent), and she felt it was his magnetism that kept her tethered to him. He had guided her through situations where she honestly didn’t know what to think; there were moments when she suspected she had lost the strong moral compass for which the Greenstreets were always well-known.
Of course a woman who had had the bad taste to marry Selah Tarrant would not have been likely under any circumstances to possess a very straight judgement; but there is no doubt that this poor lady had grown dreadfully limp. She had blinked and compromised and shuffled; she asked herself whether, after all, it was any more than natural that she should have wanted to help her husband, in those exciting days of his mediumship, when the table, sometimes, wouldn't rise from the ground, the sofa wouldn't float through the air, and the soft hand of a lost loved one was not so alert as it might have been to visit the circle. Mrs. Tarrant's hand was soft enough for the most supernatural effect, and she consoled her conscience on such occasions by reflecting that she ministered to a belief in immortality. She was glad, somehow, for Verena's sake, that they had emerged from the phase of spirit-intercourse; her ambition for her daughter took another form than desiring that she, too, should minister to a belief in immortality. Yet among Mrs. Tarrant's multifarious memories these reminiscences of the darkened room, the waiting circle, the little taps on table and wall, the little touches on cheek and foot, the music in the air, the rain of flowers, the sense of something mysteriously flitting, were most tenderly cherished. She hated her husband for having magnetised her so that she consented to certain things, and even did them, the thought of which to-day would suddenly make her face burn; hated him for the manner in which, somehow, as she felt, he had lowered her social tone; yet at the same time she admired him for an impudence so consummate that it had ended (in the face of mortifications, exposures, failures, all the misery of a hand-to-mouth existence) by imposing itself on her as a kind of infallibility. She knew he was an awful humbug, and yet her knowledge had this imperfection, that he had never confessed it—a fact that was really grand when one thought of his opportunities for doing so. He had never allowed that he wasn't straight; the pair had so often been in the position of the two augurs behind the altar, and yet he had never given her a glance that the whole circle mightn't have observed. Even in the privacy of domestic intercourse he had phrases, excuses, explanations, ways of putting things, which, as she felt, were too sublime for just herself; they were pitched, as Selah's nature was pitched, altogether in the key of public life.
Of course, a woman who made the poor choice to marry Selah Tarrant probably didn't have the best judgment, but it's clear that this poor lady had become terribly weak. She had blinked, compromised, and tiptoed around; she wondered if it was really so surprising that she wanted to support her husband during those thrilling days of his mediumship, when sometimes the table wouldn't budge, the sofa couldn't float, and the gentle touch of a deceased loved one wasn't as strong as it could be to join the circle. Mrs. Tarrant's hand was soft enough to create the most supernatural effects, and she eased her conscience during those moments by telling herself she was nurturing a belief in immortality. She felt a sense of relief—somehow, for Verena's sake—that they had moved past the phase of spirit communication; her aspirations for her daughter transformed from wanting her to support a belief in immortality. Yet among Mrs. Tarrant's countless memories, the recollections of the dim room, the waiting circle, the soft taps on the table and wall, the light touches on her cheek and foot, the music in the air, the shower of flowers, and the feeling of something mysteriously drifting were the most lovingly kept. She resented her husband for having influenced her to the point where she agreed to certain things and even participated in them—thoughts of which today would make her face flush with embarrassment; she despised him for how he had, in a way she felt, lowered her social status. At the same time, she admired his audacity so flawless that, despite the humiliations, exposures, failures, and the struggles of a hand-to-mouth life, it had imposed on her a sense of infallibility. She knew he was a complete fraud, yet her understanding had this flaw: he never admitted it—a fact that was truly remarkable considering his chances to do so. He never acknowledged that he wasn't straight; they had often been in the position of the two augurs behind the altar, yet he had never given her a look that the whole circle wouldn't have seen. Even in the intimacy of their home life, he had phrases, excuses, and explanations, ways of expressing things that, she felt, were too elevated for just her; they were expressed, as Selah's nature was, entirely in the tone of public life.
So it had come to pass, in her distended and demoralised conscience, that with all the things she despised in her life and all the things she rather liked, between being worn out with her husband's inability to earn a living and a kind of terror of his consistency (he had a theory that they lived delightfully), it happened, I say, that the only very definite criticism she made of him to-day was that he didn't know how to speak. That was where the shoe pinched—that was where Selah was slim. He couldn't hold the attention of an audience, he was not acceptable as a lecturer. He had plenty of thoughts, but it seemed as if he couldn't fit them into each other. Public speaking had been a Greenstreet tradition, and if Mrs. Tarrant had been asked whether in her younger years she had ever supposed she should marry a mesmeric healer, she would have replied: "Well, I never thought I should marry a gentleman who would be silent on the platform!" This was her most general humiliation; it included and exceeded every other, and it was a poor consolation that Selah possessed as a substitute—his career as a healer, to speak of none other, was there to prove it—the eloquence of the hand. The Greenstreets had never set much store on manual activity; they believed in the influence of the lips. It may be imagined, therefore, with what exultation, as time went on, Mrs. Tarrant found herself the mother of an inspired maiden, a young lady from whose lips eloquence flowed in streams. The Greenstreet tradition would not perish, and the dry places of her life would, perhaps, be plentifully watered. It must be added that, of late, this sandy surface had been irrigated, in moderation, from another source. Since Selah had addicted himself to the mesmeric mystery, their home had been a little more what the home of a Greenstreet should be. He had "considerable many" patients, he got about two dollars a sitting, and he had effected some most gratifying cures. A lady in Cambridge had been so much indebted to him that she had recently persuaded them to take a house near her, in order that Doctor Tarrant might drop in at any time. He availed himself of this convenience—they had taken so many houses that another, more or less, didn't matter—and Mrs. Tarrant began to feel as if they really had "struck" something.
So it had come to a point, in her stretched and beaten-down conscience, that with everything she hated in her life and everything she somewhat liked, between being exhausted by her husband's inability to support them and a kind of fear of his unwavering attitude (he believed they lived wonderfully), it turned out, I say, that the only clear criticism she had of him today was that he didn’t know how to communicate. That was where the problem lay—that was where Selah fell short. He couldn't hold an audience's attention; he wasn’t good as a speaker. He had plenty of ideas, but it felt like he couldn't connect them. Public speaking had been a Greenstreet tradition, and if Mrs. Tarrant had been asked whether in her younger years she thought she would marry a mesmerist, she would have answered: "Well, I never thought I’d marry a man who would be quiet on stage!" This was her biggest embarrassment; it overshadowed everything else, and it was little comfort that Selah had a replacement for that—his career as a healer, not to mention his ability to communicate through touch. The Greenstreets had never valued physical labor that much; they believed in the power of words. It’s easy to imagine the excitement Mrs. Tarrant felt as time passed, finding herself the mother of an inspired daughter, a young woman from whose lips words flowed endlessly. The Greenstreet tradition would not die, and the barren areas of her life would, perhaps, be richly nourished. It should be noted that lately, this dry landscape had been watered, if only a bit, from another source. Since Selah had immersed himself in the mesmerizing art, their home had started to feel a bit more like what a Greenstreet home should be. He had "a considerable number" of patients, he charged about two dollars a session, and he had achieved some truly satisfying results. A woman in Cambridge had been so grateful to him that she had recently convinced them to move closer to her, so Doctor Tarrant could drop by anytime. He took advantage of this opportunity—they had moved so many times that another house really didn’t matter—and Mrs. Tarrant began to feel as if they had really found something.
Even to Verena, as we know, she was confused and confusing; the girl had not yet had an opportunity to ascertain the principles on which her mother's limpness was liable suddenly to become rigid. This phenomenon occurred when the vapours of social ambition mounted to her brain, when she extended an arm from which a crumpled dressing-gown fluttered back to seize the passing occasion. Then she surprised her daughter by a volubility of exhortation as to the duty of making acquaintances, and by the apparent wealth of her knowledge of the mysteries of good society. She had, in particular, a way of explaining confidentially—and in her desire to be graphic she often made up the oddest faces—the interpretation that you must sometimes give to the manners of the best people, and the delicate dignity with which you should meet them, which made Verena wonder what secret sources of information she possessed. Verena took life, as yet, very simply; she was not conscious of so many differences of social complexion. She knew that some people were rich and others poor, and that her father's house had never been visited by such abundance as might make one ask one's self whether it were right, in a world so full of the disinherited, to roll in luxury. But except when her mother made her slightly dizzy by a resentment of some slight that she herself had never perceived, or a flutter over some opportunity that appeared already to have passed (while Mrs. Tarrant was looking for something to "put on"), Verena had no vivid sense that she was not as good as any one else, for no authority appealing really to her imagination had fixed the place of mesmeric healers in the scale of fashion. It was impossible to know in advance how Mrs. Tarrant would take things. Sometimes she was abjectly indifferent; at others she thought that every one who looked at her wished to insult her. At moments she was full of suspicion of the ladies (they were mainly ladies) whom Selah mesmerised; then again she appeared to have given up everything but her slippers and the evening-paper (from this publication she derived inscrutable solace), so that if Mrs. Foat in person had returned from the summer-land (to which she had some time since taken her flight), she would not have disturbed Mrs. Tarrant's almost cynical equanimity.
Even to Verena, as we know, she was confusing and easily confused; the girl hadn't yet figured out the reasons why her mother's relaxed demeanor could suddenly become stiff. This shift happened when the excitement of social ambition got to her head, prompting her to reach out with an arm that was still draped in a wrinkled dressing gown to grab whatever opportunity came by. Then she would surprise her daughter with a flood of enthusiasm about the importance of making connections, showcasing her apparent knowledge of the ins and outs of high society. In particular, she had a habit of explaining things in a confidential tone—and in her eagerness to be vivid, she often made the silliest faces—about the behaviors you sometimes needed to navigate with the elite and the subtle dignity you should maintain when interacting with them, which made Verena curious about what hidden insights her mother possessed. Verena took life quite simply for now; she wasn't aware of the many layers of social status. She understood that some people were wealthy and others weren’t, and that her father's home had never been filled with enough abundance to make one question whether it was right to indulge in luxury when the world had so many less fortunate. But aside from when her mother made her a little dizzy with resentment over a slight she had never noticed, or got flustered over a missed opportunity (while Mrs. Tarrant searched for something to wear), Verena didn't feel strongly that she was any less than anyone else, since no real authority had defined the status of hypnotists in the social hierarchy for her imagination. It was impossible to predict how Mrs. Tarrant would react to things. Sometimes she was completely indifferent; other times, she thought everyone who looked at her intended to insult her. At times, she was filled with suspicion regarding the women (mainly women) whom Selah mesmerized; then there were moments when she seemed to have given up everything except her slippers and the evening paper (from which she drew some mysterious comfort), so that even if Mrs. Foat herself returned from the afterlife (to which she had departed some time ago), she wouldn’t have disturbed Mrs. Tarrant's almost cynical calm.
It was, however, in her social subtleties that she was most beyond her daughter; it was when she discovered extraordinary though latent longings on the part of people they met to make their acquaintance, that the girl became conscious of how much she herself had still to learn. All her desire was to learn, and it must be added that she regarded her mother, in perfect good faith, as a wonderful teacher. She was perplexed sometimes by her worldliness; that, somehow, was not a part of the higher life which every one in such a house as theirs must wish above all things to lead; and it was not involved in the reign of justice, which they were all trying to bring about, that such a strict account should be kept of every little snub. Her father seemed to Verena to move more consecutively on the high plane; though his indifference to old-fashioned standards, his perpetual invocation of the brighter day, had not yet led her to ask herself whether, after all, men are more disinterested than women. Was it interest that prompted her mother to respond so warmly to Miss Chancellor, to say to Verena, with an air of knowingness, that the thing to do was to go in and see her immediately? No italics can represent the earnestness of Mrs. Tarrant's emphasis. Why hadn't she said, as she had done in former cases, that if people wanted to see them they could come out to their home; that she was not so low down in the world as not to know there was such a ceremony as leaving cards? When Mrs. Tarrant began on the question of ceremonies she was apt to go far; but she had waived it in this case; it suited her more to hold that Miss Chancellor had been very gracious, that she was a most desirable friend, that she had been more affected than any one by Verena's beautiful outpouring; that she would open to her the best saloons in Boston; that when she said "Come soon" she meant the very next day, that this was the way to take it, anyhow (one must know when to go forward gracefully); and that in short she, Mrs. Tarrant, knew what she was talking about.
It was in her social finesse that she surpassed her daughter the most. When she noticed the strong but hidden desires of people they encountered wanting to connect with them, the girl realized just how much she still had to learn. All she wanted was to learn, and she genuinely considered her mother to be a fantastic teacher. Sometimes she found her mother’s worldliness confusing; it didn’t seem to align with the elevated life everyone in a household like theirs should strive for. It also didn't seem to fit with the justice they were all trying to achieve, that every little slight should be accounted for. Verena felt her father operated on a higher level, though his indifference to traditional standards and constant call for a brighter future hadn't yet led her to question if men were truly more selfless than women. Was her mother's warm response to Miss Chancellor driven by personal interest? When she told Verena, with a knowing look, that the best move was to go see her immediately? No italics could capture the intensity of Mrs. Tarrant’s conviction. Why hadn’t she said, as she had in previous situations, that if people wanted to see them, they should come to their home; that she was not so lowly that she didn’t understand there was a custom of leaving cards? When Mrs. Tarrant started discussing customs, she could go on for a while; but she had overlooked that this time. It was more convenient for her to emphasize that Miss Chancellor had been very gracious, that she was a desirable friend, that she had been moved by Verena’s beautiful expression; that she would introduce her to the best social circles in Boston; that when she said "Come soon," she meant the very next day, and this was how to approach it, anyway (one has to know when to move forward gracefully); and that, in short, she, Mrs. Tarrant, knew what she was talking about.
Verena accepted all this, for she was young enough to enjoy any journey in a horse-car, and she was ever-curious about the world; she only wondered a little how her mother knew so much about Miss Chancellor just from looking at her once. What Verena had mainly observed in the young lady who came up to her that way the night before was that she was rather dolefully dressed, that she looked as if she had been crying (Verena recognised that look quickly, she had seen it so much), and that she was in a hurry to get away. However, if she was as remarkable as her mother said, one would very soon see it; and meanwhile there was nothing in the girl's feeling about herself, in her sense of her importance, to make it a painful effort for her to run the risk of a mistake. She had no particular feeling about herself; she only cared, as yet, for outside things. Even the development of her "gift" had not made her think herself too precious for mere experiments; she had neither a particle of diffidence nor a particle of vanity. Though it would have seemed to you eminently natural that a daughter of Selah Tarrant and his wife should be an inspirational speaker, yet, as you knew Verena better, you would have wondered immensely how she came to issue from such a pair. Her ideas of enjoyment were very simple; she enjoyed putting on her new hat, with its redundancy of feather, and twenty cents appeared to her a very large sum.
Verena accepted all of this because she was young enough to enjoy any ride in a horse-drawn carriage, and she was always curious about the world. She couldn’t help but wonder a bit how her mother knew so much about Miss Chancellor from just one glance. What Verena noticed most about the young woman who approached her the night before was that she was dressed rather sadly, that she looked like she had been crying (Verena recognized that look quickly; she had seen it so often), and that she seemed in a hurry to leave. However, if she was as remarkable as her mother claimed, it would soon be obvious; in the meantime, there was nothing in Verena’s feelings about herself or her sense of importance that made it a painful effort to take the risk of being wrong. She didn’t have strong feelings about herself; she was mostly focused on external things. Even the development of her "gift" hadn’t made her feel too special for mere experiments; she had no hint of shyness or vanity. While it might seem perfectly natural for the daughter of Selah Tarrant and his wife to be an inspirational speaker, getting to know Verena better would leave you wondering how she could come from such a couple. Her ideas of enjoyment were quite simple; she loved wearing her new hat with its abundance of feathers, and twenty cents seemed like a lot of money to her.
XI
"I was certain you would come—I have felt it all day—something told me!" It was with these words that Olive Chancellor greeted her young visitor, coming to her quickly from the window, where she might have been waiting for her arrival. Some weeks later she explained to Verena how definite this prevision had been, how it had filled her all day with a nervous agitation so violent as to be painful. She told her that such forebodings were a peculiarity of her organisation, that she didn't know what to make of them, that she had to accept them; and she mentioned, as another example, the sudden dread that had come to her the evening before in the carriage, after proposing to Mr. Ransom to go with her to Miss Birdseye's. This had been as strange as it had been instinctive, and the strangeness, of course, was what must have struck Mr. Ransom; for the idea that he might come had been hers, and yet she suddenly veered round. She couldn't help it; her heart had begun to throb with the conviction that if he crossed that threshold some harm would come of of it for her. She hadn't prevented him, and now she didn't care, for now, as she intimated, she had the interest of Verena, and that made her indifferent to every danger, to every ordinary pleasure. By this time Verena had learned how peculiarly her friend was constituted, how nervous and serious she was, how personal, how exclusive, what a force of will she had, what a concentration of purpose. Olive had taken her up, in the literal sense of the phrase, like a bird of the air, had spread an extraordinary pair of wings, and carried her through the dizzying void of space. Verena liked it, for the most part; liked to shoot upward without an effort of her own and look down upon all creation, upon all history, from such a height. From this first interview she felt that she was seized, and she gave herself up, only shutting her eyes a little, as we do whenever a person in whom we have perfect confidence proposes, with our assent, to subject us to some sensation.
"I was sure you would come—I felt it all day—something told me!" With these words, Olive Chancellor welcomed her young visitor, quickly moving away from the window, where she might have been waiting for her arrival. A few weeks later, she explained to Verena how strong this feeling had been, how it had filled her all day with a nervous tension that was almost painful. She told her that such premonitions were a quirk of her nature, that she was unsure how to interpret them, and that she had to accept them. She also mentioned the sudden fear that hit her the night before in the carriage, after suggesting to Mr. Ransom that he accompany her to Miss Birdseye's. This feeling had been as odd as it was instinctive, and the oddness, of course, was probably what had caught Mr. Ransom's attention; because the idea that he might come had been her own, yet she suddenly changed her mind. She couldn’t help it; her heart began to race with the belief that if he stepped through that door, something bad would happen to her. She hadn’t stopped him, and now she didn’t care, because now, as she indicated, she was focused on Verena’s interests, which made her indifferent to any danger or any ordinary joy. By this time, Verena had learned how uniquely her friend was wired, how anxious and serious she was, how personal and exclusive, the strength of her will, and her intense focus. Olive had lifted her up, quite literally, like a bird in the sky, spreading an extraordinary pair of wings and carrying her through the dizzying emptiness of space. Verena enjoyed it, for the most part; she liked soaring upward without making any effort herself and looking down upon all of creation, upon all of history, from such a height. From this first meeting, she felt she was captivated and surrendered herself, only slightly closing her eyes, as we do whenever someone we completely trust suggests, with our consent, that we experience something new.
"I want to know you," Olive said, on this occasion; "I felt that I must last night, as soon as I heard you speak. You seem to me very wonderful. I don't know what to make of you. I think we ought to be friends; so I just asked you to come to me straight off, without preliminaries, and I believed you would come. It is so right that you have come, and it proves how right I was." These remarks fell from Miss Chancellor's lips one by one, as she caught her breath, with the tremor that was always in her voice, even when she was the least excited, while she made Verena sit down near her on the sofa, and looked at her all over in a manner that caused the girl to rejoice at having put on the jacket with the gilt buttons. It was this glance that was the beginning; it was with this quick survey, omitting nothing, that Olive took possession of her. "You are very remarkable; I wonder if you know how remarkable!" she went on, murmuring the words as if she were losing herself, becoming inadvertent in admiration.
"I want to get to know you," Olive said this time; "I felt like I had to last night, as soon as I heard you speak. You seem really amazing to me. I’m not sure what to make of you. I think we should be friends; so I asked you to come to me right away, without any small talk, and I really believed you would come. It’s so right that you did, and it shows how right I was." These words spilled from Miss Chancellor's lips one by one as she caught her breath, with the quiver that was always in her voice, even when she was least excited, while she made Verena sit down next to her on the sofa and looked at her thoroughly in a way that made the girl glad she wore the jacket with the gold buttons. It was this look that marked the beginning; it was with this quick assessment, not missing anything, that Olive claimed her. "You’re really extraordinary; I wonder if you even realize how extraordinary you are!" she continued, whispering the words as if she were losing herself, becoming lost in admiration.
Verena sat there smiling, without a blush, but with a pure, bright look which, for her, would always make protests unnecessary. "Oh, it isn't me, you know; it's something outside!" She tossed this off lightly, as if she were in the habit of saying it, and Olive wondered whether it were a sincere disclaimer or only a phrase of the lips. The question was not a criticism, for she might have been satisfied that the girl was a mass of fluent catch-words and yet scarcely have liked her the less. It was just as she was that she liked her; she was so strange, so different from the girls one usually met, seemed to belong to some queer gipsy-land or transcendental Bohemia. With her bright, vulgar clothes, her salient appearance, she might have been a rope-dancer or a fortune-teller; and this had the immense merit, for Olive, that it appeared to make her belong to the "people," threw her into the social dusk of that mysterious democracy which Miss Chancellor held that the fortunate classes know so little about, and with which (in a future possibly very near) they will have to count. Moreover, the girl had moved her as she had never been moved, and the power to do that, from whatever source it came, was a force that one must admire. Her emotion was still acute, however much she might speak to her visitor as if everything that had happened seemed to her natural; and what kept it, above all, from subsiding was her sense that she found here what she had been looking for so long—a friend of her own sex with whom she might have a union of soul. It took a double consent to make a friendship, but it was not possible that this intensely sympathetic girl would refuse. Olive had the penetration to discover in a moment that she was a creature of unlimited generosity. I know not what may have been the reality of Miss Chancellor's other premonitions, but there is no doubt that in this respect she took Verena's measure on the spot. This was what she wanted; after that the rest didn't matter; Miss Tarrant might wear gilt buttons from head to foot, her soul could not be vulgar.
Verena sat there smiling, unbothered, with a pure, bright look that made protests unnecessary for her. "Oh, it’s not me, you know; it's something outside!" She said it casually, as if it were a common phrase for her, and Olive wondered if it was a genuine disclaimer or just something she said. This wasn’t a criticism; Olive could have believed that the girl was just a collection of catchy phrases and still not liked her any less. It was just the way she was that appealed to Olive; she was so unique, so different from the girls she usually encountered, like she belonged to some odd gypsy realm or a soulful Bohemia. With her flashy, unconventional clothes and striking looks, she could have been a performer or a fortune-teller; and this made her feel connected to the "people," placing her in the social shadows of that mysterious democracy which Miss Chancellor argued the privileged classes knew so little about and would soon have to engage with. Moreover, the girl had moved Olive in a way she had never experienced before, and that ability to impact her, no matter where it came from, was something to admire. Her emotions were still strong, even if she spoke to her visitor like everything that had happened was normal; and what kept those emotions alive, above all, was her sense that she had finally found what she had been seeking for so long—a friend of her own gender with whom she could truly connect. It took mutual agreement to form a friendship, but it was impossible that this deeply empathetic girl would say no. Olive quickly recognized that Verena was a person of limitless generosity. I’m not sure what the reality of Miss Chancellor's other intuitions might have been, but she definitely gauged Verena's character right away. This was what she desired; after that, nothing else mattered; even if Miss Tarrant wore gold buttons from head to toe, her soul couldn't be shallow.
"Mother told me I had better come right in," said Verena, looking now about the room, very glad to find herself in so pleasant a place, and noticing a great many things that she should like to see in detail.
"Mom told me I should come right in," said Verena, looking around the room, really happy to find herself in such a nice place, and noticing a lot of things she'd like to see up close.
"Your mother saw that I meant what I said; it isn't everybody that does me the honour to perceive that. She saw that I was shaken from head to foot. I could only say three words—I couldn't have spoken more! What a power—what a power, Miss Tarrant!"
"Your mom realized that I was serious; not everyone gives me the respect to see that. She noticed I was trembling all over. I could only manage three words—I couldn't say more! What a power—what a power, Miss Tarrant!"
"Yes, I suppose it is a power. If it wasn't a power, it couldn't do much with me!"
"Yeah, I guess it is a power. If it wasn’t a power, it wouldn’t be able to do much to me!"
"You are so simple—so much like a child," Olive Chancellor said. That was the truth, and she wanted to say it because, quickly, without forms or circumlocutions, it made them familiar. She wished to arrive at this; her impatience was such that before the girl had been five minutes in the room she jumped to her point—inquired of her, interrupting herself, interrupting everything: "Will you be my friend, my friend of friends, beyond every one, everything, for ever and for ever?" Her face was full of eagerness and tenderness.
"You’re so simple—so much like a child," Olive Chancellor said. That was the truth, and she wanted to express it because it quickly made them feel close to each other, without any formalities or beating around the bush. She was eager to get to this point; her impatience was such that before the girl had even been in the room for five minutes, she jumped straight to it—asking her, interrupting herself and everything else: "Will you be my friend, my best friend, above everyone and everything, forever and ever?" Her face was full of eagerness and warmth.
Verena gave a laugh of clear amusement, without a shade of embarrassment or confusion. "Perhaps you like me too much."
Verena laughed happily, not feeling embarrassed or confused at all. "Maybe you like me too much."
"Of course I like you too much! When I like, I like too much. But of course it's another thing, your liking me," Olive Chancellor added. "We must wait—we must wait. When I care for anything, I can be patient." She put out her hand to Verena, and the movement was at once so appealing and so confident that the girl instinctively placed her own in it. So, hand in hand, for some moments, these two young women sat looking at each other. "There is so much I want to ask you," said Olive.
"Of course I like you too much! When I like someone, I really go all in. But it's a different story with your feelings for me," Olive Chancellor said. "We need to be patient—we need to hold on. When I care about something, I can wait." She reached out her hand to Verena, and the gesture was both inviting and assured, making the girl instinctively place her hand in it. So, hand in hand, the two young women sat for a few moments, gazing at each other. "There’s so much I want to ask you," Olive said.
"Well, I can't say much except when father has worked on me," Verena answered with an ingenuousness beside which humility would have seemed pretentious.
"Well, I can't say much except when dad has worked on me," Verena replied with a sincerity that made humility seem fake.
"I don't care anything about your father," Olive Chancellor rejoined very gravely, with a great air of security.
"I don't care at all about your father," Olive Chancellor replied very seriously, exuding an air of confidence.
"He is very good," Verena said simply. "And he's wonderfully magnetic."
"He’s really great," Verena said casually. "And he has this amazing charisma."
"It isn't your father, and it isn't your mother; I don't think of them, and it's not them I want. It's only you—just as you are."
"It’s not your dad, and it’s not your mom; I don’t think about them, and they’re not what I want. It’s just you—exactly as you are."
Verena dropped her eyes over the front of her dress. "Just as she was" seemed to her indeed very well.
Verena looked down at the front of her dress. "Just as she was" felt just right to her.
"Do you want me to give up——?" she demanded, smiling.
"Do you want me to give up—?" she asked, smiling.
Olive Chancellor drew in her breath for an instant, like a creature in pain; then, with her quavering voice, touched with a vibration of anguish, she said; "Oh, how can I ask you to give up? I will give up—I will give up everything!"
Olive Chancellor inhaled sharply for a moment, like someone in distress; then, with her trembling voice, filled with a sense of anguish, she said, "Oh, how can I ask you to give up? I will give up—I will give up everything!"
Filled with the impression of her hostess's agreeable interior, and of what her mother had told her about Miss Chancellor's wealth, her position in Boston society, Verena, in her fresh, diverted scrutiny of the surrounding objects, wondered what could be the need of this scheme of renunciation. Oh no, indeed, she hoped she wouldn't give up—at least not before she, Verena, had had a chance to see. She felt, however, that for the present there would be no answer for her save in the mere pressure of Miss Chancellor's eager nature, that intensity of emotion which made her suddenly exclaim, as if in a nervous ecstasy of anticipation, "But we must wait! Why do we talk of this? We must wait! All will be right," she added more calmly, with great sweetness.
Filled with the impression of her hostess's lovely home and what her mother had shared about Miss Chancellor's wealth and status in Boston society, Verena, in her fresh and curious look at the things around her, wondered why there was a need for this whole idea of giving things up. Oh no, she really hoped she wouldn't have to give up—at least not before she, Verena, had a chance to see more. Still, she felt that for now, the only answer for her would come from Miss Chancellor's enthusiastic nature, that intensity of emotion that made her suddenly exclaim, as if in a nervous excitement of anticipation, "But we must wait! Why are we talking about this? We must wait! Everything will be fine," she added more calmly, with great kindness.
Verena wondered afterward why she had not been more afraid of her—why, indeed, she had not turned and saved herself by darting out of the room. But it was not in this young woman's nature to be either timid or cautious; she had as yet to make acquaintance with the sentiment of fear. She knew too little of the world to have learned to mistrust sudden enthusiasms, and if she had had a suspicion it would have been (in accordance with common worldly knowledge) the wrong one—the suspicion that such a whimsical liking would burn itself out. She could not have that one, for there was a light in Miss Chancellor's magnified face which seemed to say that a sentiment, with her, might consume its object, might consume Miss Chancellor, but would never consume itself. Verena, as yet, had no sense of being scorched; she was only agreeably warmed. She also had dreamed of a friendship, though it was not what she had dreamed of most, and it came over her that this was the one which fortune might have been keeping. She never held back.
Verena later wondered why she hadn’t been more afraid of her—why she hadn’t just turned and saved herself by darting out of the room. But it wasn’t in this young woman’s nature to be timid or cautious; she hadn’t yet experienced the feeling of fear. She knew too little about the world to have learned to distrust sudden passions, and if she had suspected anything, it would have been (based on common sense) the wrong idea—that such a whimsical affection would fade away. She couldn’t think like that, because there was a light in Miss Chancellor's amplified face that seemed to suggest that a feeling, with her, might consume its object, might consume Miss Chancellor, but would never burn itself out. Verena, for now, had no sense of being scorched; she only felt pleasantly warmed. She had also dreamed of a friendship, though it wasn’t her biggest dream, and it occurred to her that this was the one that fate might have been holding onto. She never hesitated.
"Do you live here all alone?" she asked of Olive.
"Do you live here all by yourself?" she asked Olive.
"I shouldn't if you would come and live with me!"
"I shouldn't if you came and lived with me!"
Even this really passionate rejoinder failed to make Verena shrink; she thought it so possible that in the wealthy class people made each other such easy proposals. It was a part of the romance, the luxury, of wealth; it belonged to the world of invitations, in which she had had so little share. But it seemed almost a mockery when she thought of the little house in Cambridge, where the boards were loose in the steps of the porch.
Even this really passionate response didn’t make Verena back down; she thought it was quite possible that in wealthy circles, people made each other such casual proposals. It was part of the romance, the luxury, of being rich; it belonged to the world of invitations, a world she had barely experienced. But it felt almost like a joke when she remembered the small house in Cambridge, where the boards creaked on the porch steps.
"I must stay with my father and mother," she said. "And then I have my work, you know. That's the way I must live now."
"I have to stay with my mom and dad," she said. "And then I have my job, you know. That's how I need to live now."
"Your work?" Olive repeated, not quite understanding.
"Your work?" Olive asked again, not really getting it.
"My gift," said Verena, smiling.
"My gift," Verena said, smiling.
"Oh yes, you must use it. That's what I mean; you must move the world with it; it's divine."
"Oh yes, you have to use it. That's what I mean; you need to change the world with it; it's amazing."
It was so much what she meant that she had lain awake all night thinking of it, and the substance of her thought was that if she could only rescue the girl from the danger of vulgar exploitation, could only constitute herself her protectress and devotee, the two, between them, might achieve the great result. Verena's genius was a mystery, and it might remain a mystery; it was impossible to see how this charming, blooming, simple creature, all youth and grace and innocence, got her extraordinary powers of reflexion. When her gift was not in exercise she appeared anything but reflective, and as she sat there now, for instance, you would never have dreamed that she had had a vivid revelation. Olive had to content herself, provisionally, with saying that her precious faculty had come to her just as her beauty and distinction (to Olive she was full of that quality) had come; it had dropped straight from heaven, without filtering through her parents, whom Miss Chancellor decidedly did not fancy. Even among reformers she discriminated; she thought all wise people wanted great changes, but the votaries of change were not necessarily wise. She remained silent a little, after her last remark, and then she repeated again, as if it were the solution of everything, as if it represented with absolute certainty some immense happiness in the future—"We must wait, we must wait!" Verena was perfectly willing to wait, though she did not exactly know what they were to wait for, and the aspiring frankness of her assent shone out of her face, and seemed to pacify their mutual gaze. Olive asked her innumerable questions; she wanted to enter into her life. It was one of those talks which people remember afterwards, in which every word has been given and taken, and in which they see the signs of a beginning that was to be justified. The more Olive learnt of her visitor's life the more she wanted to enter into it, the more it took her out of herself. Such strange lives are led in America, she always knew that; but this was queerer than anything she had dreamed of, and the queerest part was that the girl herself didn't appear to think it queer. She had been nursed in darkened rooms, and suckled in the midst of manifestations; she had begun to "attend lectures," as she said, when she was quite an infant, because her mother had no one to leave her with at home. She had sat on the knees of somnambulists, and had been passed from hand to hand by trance-speakers; she was familiar with every kind of "cure," and had grown up among lady-editors of newspapers advocating new religions, and people who disapproved of the marriage-tie. Verena talked of the marriage-tie as she would have talked of the last novel—as if she had heard it as frequently discussed; and at certain times, listening to the answers she made to her questions, Olive Chancellor closed her eyes in the manner of a person waiting till giddiness passed. Her young friend's revelations actually gave her a vertigo; they made her perceive everything from which she should have rescued her. Verena was perfectly uncontaminated, and she would never be touched by evil; but though Olive had no views about the marriage-tie except that she should hate it for herself—that particular reform she did not propose to consider—she didn't like the "atmosphere" of circles in which such institutions were called into question. She had no wish now to enter into an examination of that particular one; nevertheless, to make sure, she would just ask Verena whether she disapproved of it.
It meant so much to her that she had stayed awake all night thinking about it. Her main thought was that if she could just save the girl from the threat of being exploited, if she could be her protector and supporter, they might achieve something great together. Verena's talent was a mystery, and it might always remain one; it was hard to understand how this charming, blossoming, simple girl—full of youth, grace, and innocence—had such extraordinary reflective abilities. When her talent wasn’t being expressed, she seemed anything but reflective. As she sat there now, for example, you would never have guessed she had just experienced a vivid revelation. For now, Olive had to settle for saying that Verena's precious gift had come to her just like her beauty and uniqueness (to Olive, Verena was full of that quality); it had just come straight from heaven, without being influenced by her parents, whom Miss Chancellor definitely didn't like. Even among reformers, she made distinctions; she thought all wise people wanted significant changes, but those who pushed for change weren’t necessarily wise. After her last comment, she stayed silent for a moment, then repeated, as if it held the key to everything, as if it definitely indicated immense happiness in the future—"We must wait, we must wait!" Verena was completely okay with waiting, even though she wasn’t exactly sure what they were waiting for, and the genuine openness of her agreement radiated from her face, calming their shared gaze. Olive asked her countless questions; she wanted to be part of her life. It was one of those conversations people remember later, where every word was exchanged, and in which they felt the signs of a beginning that would prove itself. The more Olive discovered about her visitor's life, the more she wanted to be involved in it, which pulled her out of herself. She had always known that strange lives were lived in America, but this was stranger than anything she had imagined, and the oddest part was that the girl herself didn’t seem to find it strange. She had been raised in dimly lit rooms, and cared for amidst unusual events; she had started to "attend lectures," as she called it, when she was just a baby, because her mother had no one else to take care of her at home. She had sat on the laps of somnambulists and had been handed around by trance speakers; she was familiar with all kinds of "cures," and had grown up among women editors of newspapers promoting new religions, as well as people who questioned the institution of marriage. Verena discussed the marriage bond as casually as if she were talking about the latest novel—as if it were something she had heard frequently debated; and at certain moments, when listening to her responses, Olive Chancellor closed her eyes like someone waiting for dizziness to pass. Her young friend's revelations actually made her dizzy; they made her realize everything she should have rescued her from. Verena was completely untarnished, and she would never be touched by anything evil; but even though Olive didn’t have any specific views about marriage other than that she would hate it for herself—that particular reform she didn't plan to address—she didn’t like the "atmosphere" of circles where such institutions were questioned. She didn’t want to dive into an analysis of that particular topic right now; however, just to be sure, she would ask Verena if she disapproved of it.
"Well, I must say," said Miss Tarrant, "I prefer free unions."
"Well, I have to say," said Miss Tarrant, "I prefer free partnerships."
Olive held her breath an instant; such an idea was so disagreeable to her. Then, for all answer, she murmured, irresolutely, "I wish you would let me help you!" Yet it seemed, at the same time, that Verena needed little help, for it was more and more clear that her eloquence, when she stood up that way before a roomful of people, was literally inspiration. She answered all her friend's questions with a good-nature which evidently took no pains to make things plausible, an effort to oblige, not to please; but, after all, she could give very little account of herself. This was very visible when Olive asked her where she had got her "intense realisation" of the suffering of women; for her address at Miss Birdseye's showed that she, too (like Olive herself), had had that vision in the watches of the night. Verena thought a moment, as if to understand what her companion referred to, and then she inquired, always smiling, where Joan of Arc had got her idea of the suffering of France. This was so prettily said that Olive could scarcely keep from kissing her; she looked at the moment as if, like Joan, she might have had visits from the saints. Olive, of course, remembered afterwards that it had not literally answered the question; and she also reflected on something that made an answer seem more difficult—the fact that the girl had grown up among lady-doctors, lady-mediums, lady-editors, lady-preachers, lady-healers, women who, having rescued themselves from a passive existence, could illustrate only partially the misery of the sex at large. It was true that they might have illustrated it by their talk, by all they had "been through" and all they could tell a younger sister; but Olive was sure that Verena's prophetic impulse had not been stirred by the chatter of women (Miss Chancellor knew that sound as well as any one); it had proceeded rather out of their silence. She said to her visitor that whether or no the angels came down to her in glittering armour, she struck her as the only person she had yet encountered who had exactly the same tenderness, the same pity, for women that she herself had. Miss Birdseye had something of it, but Miss Birdseye wanted passion, wanted keenness, was capable of the weakest concessions. Mrs. Farrinder was not weak, of course, and she brought a great intellect to the matter; but she was not personal enough—she was too abstract. Verena was not abstract; she seemed to have lived in imagination through all the ages. Verena said she did think she had a certain amount of imagination; she supposed she couldn't be so effective on the platform if she hadn't a rich fancy. Then Olive said to her, taking her hand again, that she wanted her to assure her of this—that it was the only thing in all the world she cared for, the redemption of women, the thing she hoped under Providence to give her life to. Verena flushed a little at this appeal, and the deeper glow of her eyes was the first sign of exaltation she had offered. "Oh yes—I want to give my life!" she exclaimed, with a vibrating voice; and then she added gravely, "I want to do something great!"
Olive held her breath for a moment; the idea was so unpleasant to her. Then, without much conviction, she murmured, "I wish you would let me help you!" But it seemed that Verena needed little help, as it became clearer that her eloquence, when she stood in front of a crowd, was pure inspiration. She answered all her friend's questions with a good-natured attitude that clearly didn't go to any lengths to be convincing; it was more about being accommodating than trying to please. Yet, she couldn't really explain much about herself. This was evident when Olive asked her where she had gotten her "intense realization" of women's suffering; her speech at Miss Birdseye's indicated that she, like Olive, had experienced that vision during sleepless nights. Verena thought for a moment, as if to grasp what her friend was referring to, and then, still smiling, asked where Joan of Arc got her idea of France's suffering. It was such a charming response that Olive could hardly resist wanting to kiss her; in that moment, she looked as if, like Joan, she might have received visits from saints. Later, Olive remembered that it hadn’t really answered the question; she also thought about something that made an answer harder—the fact that Verena had grown up among female doctors, female mediums, female editors, female preachers, female healers, women who had rescued themselves from a passive existence, which only partially illustrated the broader misery of their gender. While these women could have shown it through their discussions, sharing everything they'd "gone through" with a younger sister, Olive was certain that Verena's prophetic impulse hadn't been sparked by their chatter (Miss Chancellor recognized that noise as well as anyone); it had come more from their silence. She told her guest that, whether angels came down to her in shining armor or not, she struck her as the only person she had met who shared the same tenderness and pity for women that she did. Miss Birdseye had a bit of it too, but she craved passion, desired intensity, and could make the weakest concessions. Mrs. Farrinder, on the other hand, wasn’t weak, and she brought a great intellect to the conversation; however, she lacked personal depth—she was too abstract. Verena wasn't abstract; she seemed to have experienced all ages in her imagination. Verena said she did think she had a certain amount of imagination; she figured she couldn't be so impactful on stage without a rich imagination. Olive then took her hand again and told her she wanted her to promise this—that it was the only thing in the world she cared about: the redemption of women, the thing she hoped to dedicate her life to under Providence. Verena blushed a bit at this request, and the deeper glow in her eyes was the first sign of excitement she had shown. "Oh yes—I want to give my life!" she exclaimed, her voice full of emotion; then she added seriously, "I want to do something great!"
"You will, you will, we both will!" Olive Chancellor cried, in rapture. But after a little she went on: "I wonder if you know what it means, young and lovely as you are—giving your life!"
"You will, you will, we both will!" Olive Chancellor exclaimed, filled with joy. But after a moment, she continued: "I wonder if you realize what it means, being so young and beautiful as you are—spending your life!"
Verena looked down for a moment in meditation.
Verena paused to think for a moment.
"Well," she replied, "I guess I have thought more than I appear."
"Well," she replied, "I guess I've thought more than I show."
"Do you understand German? Do you know 'Faust'?" said Olive. "'Entsagen sollst du, sollst entsagen!'"
"Do you understand German? Do you know 'Faust'?" Olive asked. "'You must renounce, you must renounce!'"
"I don't know German; I should like so to study it; I want to know everything."
"I don't know German; I really want to study it; I want to know everything."
"We will work at it together—we will study everything." Olive almost panted; and while she spoke the peaceful picture hung before her of still winter evenings under the lamp, with falling snow outside, and tea on a little table, and successful renderings, with a chosen companion, of Goethe, almost the only foreign author she cared about; for she hated the writing of the French, in spite of the importance they have given to women. Such a vision as this was the highest indulgence she could offer herself; she had it only at considerable intervals. It seemed as if Verena caught a glimpse of it too, for her face kindled still more, and she said she should like that ever so much. At the same time she asked the meaning of the German words.
"We'll work on it together—we'll go over everything." Olive almost breathed heavily; and as she spoke, a calm image appeared in her mind of quiet winter evenings by the lamp, with snow falling outside, tea on a small table, and successful interpretations, with a chosen friend, of Goethe, nearly the only foreign author she cared about; she despised French writing, even though it had promoted women's importance. This vision was the greatest pleasure she allowed herself; she experienced it only occasionally. It seemed like Verena caught a glimpse of it too, as her face lit up even more, and she said she would love that so much. At the same time, she asked what the German words meant.
"'Thou shalt renounce, refrain, abstain!' That's the way Bayard Taylor has translated them," Olive answered.
"'You shall renounce, refrain, abstain!' That's how Bayard Taylor translated them," Olive answered.
"Oh, well, I guess I can abstain!" Verena exclaimed, with a laugh. And she got up rather quickly, as if by taking leave she might give a proof of what she meant. Olive put out her hands to hold her, and at this moment one of the portières of the room was pushed aside, while a gentleman was ushered in by Miss Chancellor's little parlour-maid.
"Oh, I suppose I can just abstain!" Verena exclaimed with a laugh. She got up quickly, as if leaving would show she meant what she said. Olive reached out to hold her back, and at that moment, one of the portières of the room was pushed aside, and a gentleman was brought in by Miss Chancellor's little parlour-maid.
XII
Verena recognised him; she had seen him the night before at Miss Birdseye's, and she said to her hostess, "Now I must go—you have got another caller!" It was Verena's belief that in the fashionable world (like Mrs. Farrinder, she thought Miss Chancellor belonged to it—thought that, in standing there, she herself was in it)—in the highest social walks it was the custom of a prior guest to depart when another friend arrived. She had been told at people's doors that she could not be received because the lady of the house had a visitor, and she had retired on these occasions with a feeling of awe much more than a sense of injury. They had not been the portals of fashion, but in this respect, she deemed, they had emulated such bulwarks. Olive Chancellor offered Basil Ransom a greeting which she believed to be consummately lady-like, and which the young man, narrating the scene several months later to Mrs. Luna, whose susceptibilities he did not feel himself obliged to consider (she considered his so little), described by saying that she glared at him. Olive had thought it very possible he would come that day if he was to leave Boston; though she was perfectly mindful that she had given him no encouragement at the moment they separated. If he should not come she should be annoyed, and if he should come she should be furious; she was also sufficiently mindful of that. But she had a foreboding that, of the two grievances, fortune would confer upon her only the less; the only one she had as yet was that he had responded to her letter—a complaint rather wanting in richness. If he came, at any rate, he would be likely to come shortly before dinner, at the same hour as yesterday. He had now anticipated this period considerably, and it seemed to Miss Chancellor that he had taken a base advantage of her, stolen a march upon her privacy. She was startled, disconcerted, but as I have said, she was rigorously lady-like. She was determined not again to be fantastic, as she had been about his coming to Miss Birdseye's. The strange dread associating itself with that was something which, she devoutly trusted, she had felt once for all. She didn't know what he could do to her; he hadn't prevented, on the spot though he was, one of the happiest things that had befallen her for so long—this quick, confident visit of Verena Tarrant. It was only just at the last that he had come in, and Verena must go now; Olive's detaining hand immediately relaxed itself.
Verena recognized him; she had seen him the night before at Miss Birdseye's, and she said to her hostess, "I really have to go—you have another visitor!" Verena believed that in the social scene (like Mrs. Farrinder, she thought Miss Chancellor was part of it—she believed that, standing there, she herself belonged to it)—it was customary for a guest to leave when another friend arrived. She had been told at people's homes that she couldn’t be received because the lady of the house had a visitor, and she had left those occasions feeling more awed than slighted. They weren't the gateways of high society, but in this regard, she thought they'd emulated such strongholds. Olive Chancellor greeted Basil Ransom in what she considered a perfectly ladylike manner, and the young man, recounting the scene months later to Mrs. Luna, whose feelings he felt no obligation to consider (she considered his so little), described it by saying she glared at him. Olive thought it was very possible he would come that day if he was leaving Boston; though she was fully aware she hadn’t given him any encouragement when they parted. If he didn’t show up, she would be annoyed, and if he did come, she would be furious; she was also quite aware of that. However, she had a feeling that, of the two grievances, luck would give her only the smaller one; the only complaint she had so far was that he had responded to her letter—a grievance that felt a bit lacking in substance. If he came, it would likely be just before dinner, the same time as yesterday. He had now arrived much earlier than that, and it seemed to Miss Chancellor that he had taken unfair advantage of her, intruding upon her privacy. She was startled and unsettled, but as I mentioned, she was strictly ladylike. She was determined not to be whimsical again, as she had been about his visit to Miss Birdseye's. The strange anxiety linked to that was something she sincerely hoped she had felt only once. She didn’t know what he could do to her; he hadn’t interfered with one of the happiest things that had happened to her in a long time—this quick, confident visit from Verena Tarrant. He had only just arrived, and Verena had to leave now; Olive's hand that had held her back immediately relaxed.
It is to be feared there was no disguise of Ransom's satisfaction at finding himself once more face to face with the charming creature with whom he had exchanged that final speechless smile the evening before. He was more glad to see her than if she had been an old friend, for it seemed to him that she had suddenly become a new one. "The delightful girl," he said to himself; "she smiles at me as if she liked me!" He could not know that this was fatuous, that she smiled so at every one; the first time she saw people she treated them as if she recognised them. Moreover, she did not seat herself again in his honour; she let it be seen that she was still going. The three stood there together in the middle of the long, characteristic room, and, for the first time in her life, Olive Chancellor chose not to introduce two persons who met under her roof. She hated Europe, but she could be European if it were necessary. Neither of her companions had an idea that in leaving them simply planted face to face (the terror of the American heart) she had so high a warrant; and presently Basil Ransom felt that he didn't care whether he were introduced or not, for the greatness of an evil didn't matter if the remedy were equally great.
Ransom couldn't hide his satisfaction at seeing the charming girl again, the one with whom he had shared a final, wordless smile the night before. He was happier to see her than he would have been an old friend, because it felt like she had suddenly become a new one. "What a delightful girl," he thought; "she smiles at me like she actually likes me!" He had no way of knowing that this thought was silly; she smiled at everyone. The first time she met someone, she treated them like she recognized them. Plus, she didn't sit back down to honor him; she made it clear she was still planning to leave. The three of them stood together in the middle of the long, typical room, and for the first time, Olive Chancellor chose not to introduce the two people meeting in her home. She disliked Europe, but she could act European if necessary. Neither of her companions realized that by leaving them just facing each other (the nightmare of the American heart), she had a higher purpose in mind; soon enough, Basil Ransom felt indifferent to whether he was introduced or not, as the significance of a problem didn’t matter if the solution was just as significant.
"Miss Tarrant won't be surprised if I recognise her—if I take the liberty to speak to her. She is a public character; she must pay the penalty of her distinction." These words he boldly addressed to the girl, with his most gallant Southern manner, saying to himself meanwhile that she was prettier still by daylight.
"Miss Tarrant won’t be surprised if I recognize her—if I take the chance to talk to her. She’s a public figure; she has to deal with the consequences of her fame." He confidently said this to the girl, using his most charming Southern style, while thinking to himself that she looked even prettier in the daylight.
"Oh, a great many gentlemen have spoken to me," Verena said. "There were quite a number at Topeka——" And her phrase lost itself in her look at Olive, as if she were wondering what was the matter with her.
"Oh, a lot of guys have talked to me," Verena said. "There were quite a few at Topeka——" And her words trailed off as she glanced at Olive, as if she was questioning what was wrong with her.
"Now, I am afraid you are going the very moment I appear," Ransom went on. "Do you know that's very cruel to me? I know what your ideas are—you expressed them last night in such beautiful language; of course you convinced me. I am ashamed of being a man; but I am, and I can't help it, and I'll do penance any way you may prescribe. Must she go, Miss Olive?" he asked of his cousin. "Do you flee before the individual male?" And he turned to Verena.
"Now, I'm afraid you're leaving just as I show up," Ransom continued. "Do you realize that's really unfair to me? I understand your thoughts—you shared them last night in such beautiful words; of course, you won me over. I'm embarrassed to be a man; but I am, and I can't change that, and I'll do whatever penance you suggest. Does she have to go, Miss Olive?" he asked his cousin. "Are you running away from the individual male?" And he turned to Verena.
This young lady gave a laugh that resembled speech in liquid fusion. "Oh no; I like the individual!"
This young woman laughed in a way that sounded like words flowing together. "Oh no; I really like the person!"
As an incarnation of a "movement," Ransom thought her more and more singular, and he wondered how she came to be closeted so soon with his kinswoman, to whom, only a few hours before, she had been a complete stranger. These, however, were doubtless the normal proceedings of women. He begged her to sit down again; he was sure Miss Chancellor would be sorry to part with her. Verena, looking at her friend, not for permission, but for sympathy, dropped again into a chair, and Ransom waited to see Miss Chancellor do the same. She gratified him after a moment, because she could not refuse without appearing to put a hurt upon Verena; but it went hard with her, and she was altogether discomposed. She had never seen any one so free in her own drawing-room as this loud Southerner, to whom she had so rashly offered a footing; he extended invitations to her guests under her nose. That Verena should do as he asked her was a signal sign of the absence of that "home-culture" (it was so that Miss Chancellor expressed the missing quality) which she never supposed the girl possessed: fortunately, as it would be supplied to her in abundance in Charles Street. (Olive of course held that home-culture was perfectly compatible with the widest emancipation.) It was with a perfectly good conscience that Verena complied with Basil Ransom's request; but it took her quick sensibility only a moment to discover that her friend was not pleased. She scarcely knew what had ruffled her, but at the same instant there passed before her the vision of the anxieties (of this sudden, unexplained sort, for instance, and much worse) which intimate relations with Miss Chancellor might entail.
As a representation of a "movement," Ransom saw her as increasingly unique, and he was curious about how she ended up in a private conversation with his relative, to whom she had been a complete stranger just hours earlier. However, this was likely the normal way women interacted. He encouraged her to sit down again; he was certain Miss Chancellor would be upset to see her go. Verena, looking at her friend not for approval but for empathy, sank back into a chair, and Ransom waited to see Miss Chancellor follow suit. After a moment, she obliged, as she didn’t want to hurt Verena’s feelings, but it was difficult for her, and she felt completely unsettled. She had never encountered anyone so bold in her own living room as this outspoken Southerner, whom she had foolishly allowed to feel at home; he was making invites to her guests right in front of her. It was a clear sign that Verena was lacking the “home-culture” (as Miss Chancellor would describe it) that Olive had never thought the girl would miss: luckily, she would find plenty of it in Charles Street. (Of course, Olive believed that home-culture could coexist perfectly with complete freedom.) Verena felt completely justified in agreeing to Basil Ransom's request, but it took her quick intuition only a moment to realize that her friend was not happy. She wasn’t sure what had upset her, but in that instant, she envisioned the worries (like this sudden, unexplained one, among many others) that a close relationship with Miss Chancellor might bring.
"Now, I want you to tell me this," Basil Ransom said, leaning forward towards Verena, with his hands on his knees, and completely oblivious to his hostess. "Do you really believe all that pretty moonshine you talked last night? I could have listened to you for another hour; but I never heard such monstrous sentiments, I must protest—I must, as a calumniated, misrepresented man. Confess you meant it as a kind of reductio ad absurdum—a satire on Mrs. Farrinder?" He spoke in a tone of the freest pleasantry, with his familiar, friendly Southern cadence.
"Now, I want you to tell me this," Basil Ransom said, leaning forward toward Verena, with his hands on his knees, completely ignoring his hostess. "Do you really believe all that nice nonsense you talked about last night? I could have listened to you for another hour; but I’ve never heard such outrageous ideas, I must say—I must, as a misunderstood and mischaracterized man. Admit you meant it as a kind of reductio ad absurdum—a joke about Mrs. Farrinder?" He spoke in a tone of the easiest humor, with his familiar, friendly Southern accent.
Verena looked at him with eyes that grew large. "Why, you don't mean to say you don't believe in our cause?"
Verena looked at him with wide eyes. "Wait, you can't be saying you don't believe in what we're fighting for?"
"Oh, it won't do—it won't do!" Ransom went on, laughing. "You are on the wrong tack altogether. Do you really take the ground that your sex has been without influence? Influence? Why, you have led us all by the nose to where we are now! Wherever we are, it's all you. You are at the bottom of everything."
"Oh, this isn't right—it isn't right!" Ransom continued, laughing. "You're completely off base. Do you honestly believe that your gender has had no impact? Impact? You've practically steered us all to where we are now! Wherever we are, it's all because of you. You’re behind everything."
"Oh yes, and we want to be at the top," said Verena.
"Oh yeah, and we want to be on top," said Verena.
"Ah, the bottom is a better place, depend on it, when from there you move the whole mass! Besides, you are on the top as well; you are everywhere, you are everything. I am of the opinion of that historical character—wasn't he some king?—who thought there was a lady behind everything. Whatever it was, he held, you have only to look for her; she is the explanation. Well, I always look for her, and I always find her; of course, I am always delighted to do so; but it proves she is the universal cause. Now, you don't mean to deny that power, the power of setting men in motion. You are at the bottom of all the wars."
"Ah, the bottom is a better place, trust me, when from there you can move the whole mass! Besides, you’re at the top too; you’re everywhere, you’re everything. I believe in that historical figure—wasn't he some king?—who thought there was a woman behind everything. No matter what it was, he insisted you just have to look for her; she is the explanation. Well, I always look for her, and I always find her; of course, I’m always happy to do so; but it proves she is the universal cause. Now, you don’t mean to deny that power, the power of moving people. You are at the root of all the wars."
"Well, I am like Mrs. Farrinder; I like opposition," Verena exclaimed, with a happy smile.
"Well, I'm just like Mrs. Farrinder; I enjoy a good challenge," Verena said with a happy smile.
"That proves, as I say, how in spite of your expressions of horror you delight in the shock of battle. What do you say to Helen of Troy and the fearful carnage she excited? It is well known that the Empress of France was at the bottom of the last war in that country. And as for our four fearful years of slaughter, of course, you won't deny that there the ladies were the great motive power. The Abolitionists brought it on, and were not the Abolitionists principally females? Who was that celebrity that was mentioned last night?—Eliza P. Moseley. I regard Eliza as the cause of the biggest war of which history preserves the record."
"That shows, as I said, that despite your expressions of horror, you actually enjoy the thrill of battle. What do you think about Helen of Troy and the terrible destruction she caused? It's well known that the Empress of France was behind the last war in that country. And regarding our four brutal years of slaughter, surely you can't deny that the women were a major driving force. The Abolitionists started it, and weren't the Abolitionists mostly women? Who was that celebrity mentioned last night?—Eliza P. Moseley. I see Eliza as the reason for the largest war recorded in history."
Basil Ransom enjoyed his humour the more because Verena appeared to enjoy it; and the look with which she replied to him, at the end of this little tirade, "Why, sir, you ought to take the platform too; we might go round together as poison and antidote!"—this made him feel that he had convinced her, for the moment, quite as much as it was important he should. In Verena's face, however, it lasted but an instant—an instant after she had glanced at Olive Chancellor, who, with her eyes fixed intently on the ground (a look she was to learn to know so well), had a strange expression. The girl slowly got up; she felt that she must go. She guessed Miss Chancellor didn't like this handsome joker (it was so that Basil Ransom struck her); and it was impressed upon her ("in time," as she thought) that her new friend would be more serious even than she about the woman-question, serious as she had hitherto believed herself to be.
Basil Ransom enjoyed his jokes even more because Verena seemed to enjoy them; and the way she responded to him at the end of his little speech, "Well, sir, you should take the stage too; we could go around together like poison and antidote!"—made him feel he had convinced her, at least for the moment, as much as he needed to. However, the look on Verena's face only lasted for an instant—just after she glanced at Olive Chancellor, who, with her eyes fixed intensely on the ground (a look she would come to recognize well), had a strange expression. The girl slowly stood up; she felt she needed to leave. She sensed that Miss Chancellor didn’t like this charming jokester (that’s how Basil Ransom struck her); and it was impressed upon her ("in time," as she thought) that her new friend would take the woman question even more seriously than she did, serious as she had always believed herself to be.
"I should like so much to have the pleasure of seeing you again," Ransom continued. "I think I should be able to interpret history for you by a new light."
"I would really love to see you again," Ransom continued. "I think I could help you understand history in a new way."
"Well, I should be very happy to see you in my home." These words had barely fallen from Verena's lips (her mother told her they were, in general, the proper thing to say when people expressed such a desire as that; she must not let it be assumed that she would come first to them)—she had hardly uttered this hospitable speech when she felt the hand of her hostess upon her arm and became aware that a passionate appeal sat in Olive's eyes.
"Well, I would be really happy to see you in my home." These words had barely left Verena's lips (her mother told her that this was generally the polite thing to say when people expressed such a desire; she must not let it be assumed that she would prioritize them)—she had hardly finished this welcoming statement when she felt her hostess's hand on her arm and realized that there was a passionate plea in Olive's eyes.
"You will just catch the Charles Street car," that young woman murmured, with muffled sweetness.
"You'll just catch the Charles Street streetcar," that young woman said softly, with a gentle sweetness.
Verena did not understand further than to see that she ought already to have departed; and the simplest response was to kiss Miss Chancellor, an act which she briefly performed. Basil Ransom understood still less, and it was a melancholy commentary on his contention that men are not inferior, that this meeting could not come, however rapidly, to a close without his plunging into a blunder which necessarily aggravated those he had already made. He had been invited by the little prophetess, and yet he had not been invited; but he did not take that up, because he must absolutely leave Boston on the morrow, and, besides, Miss Chancellor appeared to have something to say to it. But he put out his hand to Verena and said, "Good-bye, Miss Tarrant; are we not to have the pleasure of hearing you in New York? I am afraid we are sadly sunk."
Verena didn’t realize more than that she should have already left; the simplest thing to do was kiss Miss Chancellor, which she did quickly. Basil Ransom understood even less, and it was a rather sad reminder of his belief that men aren’t inferior that this meeting couldn’t end quickly without him making a mistake that only added to the ones he’d already made. He had been invited by the little prophetess, but at the same time, he hadn’t been invited; however, he didn’t dwell on that because he absolutely had to leave Boston the next day, and besides, Miss Chancellor seemed to have something to discuss about it. Still, he reached out his hand to Verena and said, “Goodbye, Miss Tarrant; aren’t we going to have the pleasure of hearing you in New York? I’m afraid we’re really in trouble.”
"Certainly, I should like to raise my voice in the biggest city," the girl replied.
"Sure, I'd like to speak up in the biggest city," the girl replied.
"Well, try to come on. I won't refute you. It would be a very stupid world, after all, if we always knew what women were going to say."
"Well, come on. I won't disagree with you. It would be a really dumb world, after all, if we always knew what women were going to say."
Verena was conscious of the approach of the Charles Street car, as well as of the fact that Miss Chancellor was in pain; but she lingered long enough to remark that she could see he had the old-fashioned ideas—he regarded woman as the toy of man.
Verena was aware of the Charles Street car coming, and she also knew that Miss Chancellor was in pain; but she stayed just long enough to notice that he had outdated ideas—he viewed women as playthings for men.
"Don't say the toy—say the joy!" Ransom exclaimed. "There is one statement I will venture to advance; I am quite as fond of you as you are of each other!"
"Don't say the toy—say the joy!" Ransom exclaimed. "There's one thing I'm willing to say; I care about you just as much as you care about each other!"
"Much he knows about that!" said Verena, with a side-long smile at Olive Chancellor.
"Yeah, he knows a lot about that!" Verena said, giving Olive Chancellor a sideways smile.
For Olive, it made her more beautiful than ever; still, there was no trace of this mere personal elation in the splendid sententiousness with which, turning to Mr. Ransom, she remarked: "What women may be, or may not be, to each other, I won't attempt just now to say; but what the truth may be to a human soul, I think perhaps even a woman may faintly suspect!"
For Olive, it made her more beautiful than ever; still, there was no hint of her personal happiness in the impressive seriousness with which, turning to Mr. Ransom, she said: "What women may be, or may not be, to each other, I won't try to say right now; but what the truth may be to a human soul, I think even a woman might faintly suspect!"
"The truth? My dear cousin, your truth is a most vain thing!"
"The truth? My dear cousin, your truth is just an empty boast!"
"Gracious me!" cried Verena Tarrant; and the gay vibration of her voice as she uttered this simple ejaculation was the last that Ransom heard of her. Miss Chancellor swept her out of the room, leaving the young man to extract a relish from the ineffable irony with which she uttered the words "even a woman." It was to be supposed, on general grounds, that she would reappear, but there was nothing in the glance she gave him, as she turned her back, that was an earnest of this. He stood there a moment, wondering; then his wonder spent itself on the page of a book which, according to his habit at such times, he had mechanically taken up, and in which he speedily became interested. He read it for five minutes in an uncomfortable-looking attitude, and quite forgot that he had been forsaken. He was recalled to this fact by the entrance of Mrs. Luna, arrayed as if for the street, and putting on her gloves again—she seemed always to be putting on her gloves. She wanted to know what in the world he was doing there alone—whether her sister had not been notified.
“Oh dear!” exclaimed Verena Tarrant, and the cheerful tone of her voice as she said this simple remark was the last thing Ransom heard from her. Miss Chancellor whisked her out of the room, leaving the young man to appreciate the undeniable irony in her comment about "even a woman." It was generally assumed that she would return, but the look she gave him as she turned away didn’t give any indication of that. He stood there for a moment, puzzled; then he redirected his attention to a book he had automatically picked up, quickly getting absorbed in it. He read for five minutes in an awkward position, completely forgetting that he had been left behind. He was brought back to reality by the entrance of Mrs. Luna, dressed as if she were going out and putting on her gloves again—she always seemed to be putting on her gloves. She asked what on earth he was doing there alone—whether her sister had not been informed.
"Oh yes," said Ransom, "she has just been with me, but she has gone downstairs with Miss Tarrant."
"Oh yes," said Ransom, "she was just with me, but she went downstairs with Miss Tarrant."
"And who in the world is Miss Tarrant?"
"And who in the world is Miss Tarrant?"
Ransom was surprised that Mrs. Luna should not know of the intimacy of the two young ladies, in spite of the brevity of their acquaintance, being already so great. But, apparently, Miss Olive had not mentioned her new friend. "Well, she is an inspirational speaker—the most charming creature in the world!"
Ransom was surprised that Mrs. Luna didn’t know about the bond between the two young women, especially considering how strong it seemed despite their short time knowing each other. But, it appeared that Miss Olive hadn't said anything about her new friend. "Well, she is an amazing speaker—such a delightful person!"
Mrs. Luna paused in her manipulations, gave an amazed, amused stare, then caused the room to ring with her laughter. "You don't mean to say you are converted—already?"
Mrs. Luna stopped what she was doing, looked at him with a mix of amazement and amusement, and then filled the room with her laughter. "You can't seriously be saying you've changed your mind—already?"
"Converted to Miss Tarrant, decidedly."
"Definitely converted to Miss Tarrant."
"You are not to belong to any Miss Tarrant; you are to belong to me," Mrs. Luna said, having thought over her Southern kinsman during the twenty-four hours, and made up her mind that he would be a good man for a lone woman to know. Then she added: "Did you come here to meet her—the inspirational speaker?"
"You don’t belong to any Miss Tarrant; you belong to me," Mrs. Luna said, having thought about her Southern relative for the past twenty-four hours and deciding he would be a good man for a single woman to be friends with. Then she added, "Did you come here to meet her—the motivational speaker?"
"No; I came to bid your sister good-bye."
"No; I came to say goodbye to your sister."
"Are you really going? I haven't made you promise half the things I want yet. But we will settle that in New York. How do you get on with Olive Chancellor?" Mrs. Luna continued, making her points, as she always did, with eagerness, though her roundness and her dimples had hitherto prevented her from being accused of that vice. It was her practice to speak of her sister by her whole name, and you would have supposed, from her usual manner of alluding to her, that Olive was much the older, instead of having been born ten years later than Adeline. She had as many ways as possible of marking the gulf that divided them; but she bridged it over lightly now by saying to Basil Ransom; "Isn't she a dear old thing?"
"Are you really going? I haven't gotten you to promise half the things I want yet. But we'll sort that out in New York. How do you get along with Olive Chancellor?" Mrs. Luna continued, making her points, as she always did, with excitement, even though her roundness and dimples had previously kept her from being accused of that flaw. She always referred to her sister by her full name, and you would think, based on her usual way of mentioning her, that Olive was much older, even though she was actually born ten years later than Adeline. She had many ways of highlighting the gap between them; but she casually bridged it now by saying to Basil Ransom, "Isn't she a dear old thing?"
This bridge, he saw, would not bear his weight, and her question seemed to him to have more audacity than sense. Why should she be so insincere? She might know that a man couldn't recognise Miss Chancellor in such a description as that. She was not old—she was sharply young; and it was inconceivable to him, though he had just seen the little prophetess kiss her, that she should ever become any one's "dear." Least of all was she a "thing"; she was intensely, fearfully, a person. He hesitated a moment, and then he replied: "She's a very remarkable woman."
This bridge, he realized, wouldn’t hold his weight, and her question struck him as more bold than sensible. Why was she being so dishonest? She had to know that a guy couldn’t recognize Miss Chancellor based on that description. She wasn’t old—she was clearly young; and it was unimaginable to him, even after just seeing the little prophetess kiss her, that she could ever be anyone’s “dear.” Least of all was she a “thing”; she was intensely, undeniably a person. He paused for a moment, then responded, “She’s a very remarkable woman.”
"Take care—don't be reckless!" cried Mrs. Luna. "Do you think she is very dreadful?"
"Be careful—don't be careless!" Mrs. Luna shouted. "Do you think she's really that scary?"
"Don't say anything against my cousin," Basil answered; and at that moment Miss Chancellor re-entered the room. She murmured some request that he would excuse her absence, but her sister interrupted her with an inquiry about Miss Tarrant.
"Don't say anything bad about my cousin," Basil replied; and just then Miss Chancellor came back into the room. She quietly asked him to forgive her for being gone, but her sister cut her off with a question about Miss Tarrant.
"Mr. Ransom thinks her wonderfully charming. Why didn't you show her to me? Do you want to keep her all to yourself?"
"Mr. Ransom thinks she’s incredibly charming. Why didn’t you introduce her to me? Do you want to keep her all to yourself?"
Olive rested her eyes for some moments upon Mrs. Luna, without speaking. Then she said: "Your veil is not put on straight, Adeline."
Olive closed her eyes for a moment, looking at Mrs. Luna without saying anything. Then she said, "Your veil isn’t on straight, Adeline."
"I look like a monster—that, evidently, is what you mean!" Adeline exclaimed, going to the mirror to rearrange the peccant tissue.
"I look like a monster—that’s clearly what you mean!" Adeline exclaimed, walking to the mirror to fix her messy hair.
Miss Chancellor did not again ask Ransom to be seated; she appeared to take it for granted that he would leave her now. But instead of this he returned to the subject of Verena; he asked her whether she supposed the girl would come out in public—would go about like Mrs. Farrinder?
Miss Chancellor didn't ask Ransom to sit down again; she seemed to assume that he'd be leaving her now. But instead, he went back to talking about Verena; he asked her if she thought the girl would make public appearances—would go out like Mrs. Farrinder?
"Come out in public!" Olive repeated; "in public? Why, you don't imagine that pure voice is to be hushed?"
"Come out in public!" Olive repeated; "in public? What, you don't think that pure voice should be silenced?"
"Oh, hushed, no! it's too sweet for that. But not raised to a scream; not forced and cracked and ruined. She oughtn't to become like the others. She ought to remain apart."
"Oh, quiet, no! It's too sweet for that. But not shouted out loud; not forced and broken and ruined. She shouldn't become like the others. She should stay separate."
"Apart—apart?" said Miss Chancellor; "when we shall all be looking to her, gathering about her, praying for her!" There was an exceeding scorn in her voice. "If I can help her, she shall be an immense power for good."
"Apart—apart?" said Miss Chancellor; "when we're all going to be looking to her, gathering around her, hoping for her!" There was a strong scorn in her voice. "If I can help her, she'll be a huge force for good."
"An immense power for quackery, my dear Miss Olive!" This broke from Basil's lips in spite of a vow he had just taken not to say anything that should "aggravate" his hostess, who was in a state of tension it was not difficult to detect. But he had lowered his tone to friendly pleading, and the offensive word was mitigated by his smile.
"An enormous power for deception, my dear Miss Olive!" This slipped out of Basil's mouth despite a promise he had just made not to say anything that would "upset" his hostess, who was clearly on edge. However, he softened his tone to a friendly plea, and the insensitive word was softened by his smile.
She moved away from him, backwards, as if he had given her a push. "Ah, well, now you are reckless," Mrs. Luna remarked, drawing out her ribbons before the mirror.
She stepped back from him as if he had shoved her. "Well, now you’re being reckless," Mrs. Luna said, pulling out her ribbons in front of the mirror.
"I don't think you would interfere if you knew how little you understand us," Miss Chancellor said to Ransom.
"I don't think you would get involved if you realized how little you understand us," Miss Chancellor said to Ransom.
"Whom do you mean by 'us'—your whole delightful sex? I don't understand you, Miss Olive."
"Who do you mean by 'us'—your entire charming sex? I don’t get you, Miss Olive."
"Come away with me, and I'll explain her as we go," Mrs. Luna went on, having finished her toilet.
"Come with me, and I'll explain her as we walk," Mrs. Luna continued, having finished getting ready.
Ransom offered his hand in farewell to his hostess; but Olive found it impossible to do anything but ignore the gesture. She could not have let him touch her. "Well, then, if you must exhibit her to the multitude, bring her on to New York," he said, with the same attempt at a light treatment.
Ransom extended his hand for a goodbye to his hostess, but Olive felt she couldn't acknowledge the gesture. There was no way she could let him touch her. "Well, if you have to show her off to everyone, bring her to New York," he said, trying to keep it casual.
"You'll have me in New York—you don't want any one else!" Mrs. Luna ejaculated, coquettishly. "I have made up my mind to winter there now."
"You'll have me in New York—you don't want anyone else!" Mrs. Luna exclaimed playfully. "I've decided to spend the winter there now."
Olive Chancellor looked from one to the other of her two relatives, one near and the other distant, but each so little in sympathy with her, and it came over her that there might be a kind of protection for her in binding them together, entangling them with each other. She had never had an idea of that kind in her life before, and that this sudden subtlety should have gleamed upon her as a momentary talisman gives the measure of her present nervousness.
Olive Chancellor looked at her two relatives, one close by and the other far away, but neither of them really connected with her. It occurred to her that there might be a way to protect herself by linking them together, creating a connection between them. She had never thought of anything like this before, and the fact that this sudden insight came to her like a fleeting charm shows just how anxious she was feeling.
"If I could take her to New York, I would take her farther," she remarked, hoping she was enigmatical.
"If I could take her to New York, I would take her even further," she said, hoping she sounded mysterious.
"You talk about 'taking' her, as if you were a lecture-agent. Are you going into that business?" Mrs. Luna asked.
"You talk about 'taking' her like you're some sort of agent. Are you thinking of getting into that line of work?" Mrs. Luna asked.
Ransom could not help noticing that Miss Chancellor would not shake hands with him, and he felt, on the whole, rather injured. He paused a moment before leaving the room—standing there with his hand on the knob of the door. "Look here, Miss Olive, what did you write to me to come and see you for?" He made this inquiry with a countenance not destitute of gaiety, but his eyes showed something of that yellow light—just momentarily lurid—of which mention has been made. Mrs. Luna was on her way downstairs, and her companions remained face to face.
Ransom couldn't help but notice that Miss Chancellor wouldn’t shake his hand, and he felt a bit hurt overall. He paused for a moment before leaving the room—standing there with his hand on the doorknob. "Hey Miss Olive, why did you ask me to come see you?" He asked this with a somewhat cheerful expression, but his eyes reflected a slightly unsettling yellow light that had been mentioned before. Mrs. Luna was heading downstairs, leaving her companions facing each other.
"Ask my sister—I think she will tell you," said Olive, turning away from him and going to the window. She remained there, looking out; she heard the door of the house close, and saw the two cross the street together. As they passed out of sight her fingers played, softly, a little air upon the pane; it seemed to her that she had had an inspiration.
"Ask my sister—I think she’ll tell you," Olive said, turning away from him and going to the window. She stayed there, looking outside; she heard the door of the house close and saw the two of them cross the street together. As they disappeared from view, her fingers lightly traced a little tune on the glass; it felt to her like she had an idea.
Basil Ransom, meanwhile, put the question to Mrs. Luna. "If she was not going to like me, why in the world did she write to me?"
Basil Ransom, in the meantime, asked Mrs. Luna, "If she wasn’t going to like me, why on earth did she write to me?"
"Because she wanted you to know me—she thought I would like you!" And apparently she had not been wrong; for Mrs. Luna, when they reached Beacon Street, would not hear of his leaving her to go her way alone, would not in the least admit his plea that he had only an hour or two more in Boston (he was to travel, economically, by the boat) and must devote the time to his business. She appealed to his Southern chivalry, and not in vain; practically, at least, he admitted the rights of women.
"Because she wanted you to meet me—she thought I would like you!" And apparently, she was right; because Mrs. Luna, when they got to Beacon Street, wouldn’t hear of him leaving her to continue alone, wouldn’t accept his excuse that he only had an hour or two left in Boston (he was planning to travel cheaply by boat) and needed to use that time for his business. She called on his Southern sense of honor, and it worked; at least, he acknowledged women’s rights.
XIII
Mrs. Tarrant was delighted, as may be imagined, with her daughter's account of Miss Chancellor's interior, and the reception the girl had found there; and Verena, for the next month, took her way very often to Charles Street. "Just you be as nice to her as you know how," Mrs. Tarrant had said to her; and she reflected with some complacency that her daughter did know—she knew how to do everything of that sort. It was not that Verena had been taught; that branch of the education of young ladies which is known as "manners and deportment" had not figured, as a definite head, in Miss Tarrant's curriculum. She had been told, indeed, that she must not lie nor steal; but she had been told very little else about behaviour; her only great advantage, in short, had been the parental example. But her mother liked to think that she was quick and graceful, and she questioned her exhaustively as to the progress of this interesting episode; she didn't see why, as she said, it shouldn't be a permanent "stand-by" for Verena. In Mrs. Tarrant's meditations upon the girl's future she had never thought of a fine marriage as a reward of effort; she would have deemed herself very immoral if she had endeavoured to capture for her child a rich husband. She had not, in fact, a very vivid sense of the existence of such agents of fate; all the rich men she had seen already had wives, and the unmarried men, who were generally very young, were distinguished from each other not so much by the figure of their income, which came little into question, as by the degree of their interest in regenerating ideas. She supposed Verena would marry some one, some day, and she hoped the personage would be connected with public life—which meant, for Mrs. Tarrant, that his name would be visible, in the lamp-light, on a coloured poster, in the doorway of Tremont Temple. But she was not eager about this vision, for the implications of matrimony were for the most part wanting in brightness—consisted of a tired woman holding a baby over a furnace-register that emitted lukewarm air. A real lovely friendship with a young woman who had, as Mrs. Tarrant expressed it, "prop'ty," would occupy agreeably such an interval as might occur before Verena should meet her sterner fate; it would be a great thing for her to have a place to run into when she wanted a change, and there was no knowing but what it might end in her having two homes. For the idea of the home, like most American women of her quality, Mrs. Tarrant had an extreme reverence; and it was her candid faith that in all the vicissitudes of the past twenty years she had preserved the spirit of this institution. If it should exist in duplicate for Verena, the girl would be favoured indeed.
Mrs. Tarrant was thrilled, as you can imagine, by her daughter's description of Miss Chancellor's place and how well the girl had been received there. For the next month, Verena often made her way to Charles Street. "Just be as nice to her as you can," Mrs. Tarrant had said to her, and she felt a bit pleased that her daughter really knew how to manage that. It wasn't that Verena had been taught; the part of a young lady's education known as "manners and deportment" hadn't really been a focus in Miss Tarrant's studies. She had been told not to lie or steal, but not much else about behavior; her main advantage had been the example set by her parents. Her mother liked to think Verena was quick and graceful, and she asked her lots of questions about this interesting situation; she didn't see why, as she put it, it shouldn't become a permanent "stand-by" for Verena. In her thoughts about her daughter's future, Mrs. Tarrant had never considered a fine marriage as a reward for effort; she would have thought herself very immoral if she tried to secure a rich husband for her child. In reality, she didn’t have a strong sense of such fate agents; all the wealthy men she had seen were already married, and the unmarried men, who were usually quite young, were distinguished more by their interest in new ideas than by their income, which was rarely brought up. She assumed Verena would marry someone eventually, and she hoped that person would be involved in public life—which meant, in Mrs. Tarrant's eyes, that he would have his name on a colorful poster in the doorway of Tremont Temple. But she wasn’t too eager about this vision, as the realities of marriage mostly lacked excitement—it made her think of a tired woman holding a baby over a heater that only gave off lukewarm air. A real, lovely friendship with a young woman who had, as Mrs. Tarrant put it, "property," would be a pleasant way to pass the time until Verena met her more serious fate; it would be ideal for her to have a place to escape to when she needed a change, and who knows, it might even lead to her having two homes. Mrs. Tarrant held a deep reverence for the idea of home, like most American women of her standing, and she firmly believed that despite everything that had happened in the last twenty years, she had kept the spirit of this institution alive. If a duplicate of that home existed for Verena, the girl would be truly fortunate.
All this was as nothing, however, compared with the fact that Miss Chancellor seemed to think her young friend's gift was inspirational, or at any rate, as Selah had so often said, quite unique. She couldn't make out very exactly, by Verena, what she thought; but if the way Miss Chancellor had taken hold of her didn't show that she believed she could rouse the people, Mrs. Tarrant didn't know what it showed. It was a satisfaction to her that Verena evidently responded freely; she didn't think anything of what she spent in car-tickets, and indeed she had told her that Miss Chancellor wanted to stuff her pockets with them. At first she went in because her mother liked to have her; but now, evidently, she went because she was so much drawn. She expressed the highest admiration of her new friend; she said it took her a little while to see into her, but now that she did, well, she was perfectly splendid. When Verena wanted to admire she went ahead of every one, and it was delightful to see how she was stimulated by the young lady in Charles Street. They thought everything of each other—that was very plain; you could scarcely tell which thought most. Each thought the other so noble, and Mrs. Tarrant had a faith that between them they would rouse the people. What Verena wanted was some one who would know how to handle her (her father hadn't handled anything except the healing, up to this time, with real success), and perhaps Miss Chancellor would take hold better than some that made more of a profession.
All of this was nothing, though, compared to the fact that Miss Chancellor seemed to believe her young friend's talent was inspirational, or at least, as Selah had often said, quite unique. She couldn't quite figure out what Verena really thought; but if the way Miss Chancellor connected with her didn’t show that she felt she could inspire people, Mrs. Tarrant didn’t know what would. It pleased her that Verena clearly responded with enthusiasm; she didn’t mind at all how much she spent on train tickets, and in fact, she had told her that Miss Chancellor wanted to fill her pockets with them. At first, she attended because her mother liked having her there; but now, it was obvious she went because she felt so drawn in. She expressed her highest admiration for her new friend; she said it took her a little while to understand her, but now that she did, she was simply wonderful. When Verena wanted to show her admiration, she outshone everyone, and it was a joy to see how inspired she was by the young lady on Charles Street. They clearly thought highly of each other; it was hard to tell who thought the most. Each viewed the other as noble, and Mrs. Tarrant had faith that together they would inspire the people. What Verena needed was someone who knew how to guide her (her father hadn’t really managed anything except healing successfully until now), and perhaps Miss Chancellor would connect better than those who made more of a show of their expertise.
"It's beautiful, the way she draws you out," Verena had said to her mother; "there's something so searching that the first time I visited her it quite realised my idea of the Day of Judgement. But she seems to show all that's in herself at the same time, and then you see how lovely it is. She's just as pure as she can live; you see if she is not, when you know her. She's so noble herself that she makes you feel as if you wouldn't want to be less so. She doesn't care for anything but the elevation of our sex; if she can work a little toward that, it's all she asks. I can tell you, she kindles me; she does, mother, really. She doesn't care a speck what she wears—only to have an elegant parlour. Well, she has got that; it's a regular dream-like place to sit. She's going to have a tree in, next week; she says she wants to see me sitting under a tree. I believe it's some oriental idea; it has lately been introduced in Paris. She doesn't like French ideas as a general thing; but she says this has more nature than most. She has got so many of her own that I shouldn't think she would require to borrow any. I'd sit in a forest to hear her bring some of them out," Verena went on, with characteristic raciness. "She just quivers when she describes what our sex has been through. It's so interesting to me to hear what I have always felt. If she wasn't afraid of facing the public, she would go far ahead of me. But she doesn't want to speak herself; she only wants to call me out. Mother, if she doesn't attract attention to me there isn't any attention to be attracted. She says I have got the gift of expression—it doesn't matter where it comes from. She says it's a great advantage to a movement to be personified in a bright young figure. Well, of course I'm young, and I feel bright enough when once I get started. She says my serenity while exposed to the gaze of hundreds is in itself a qualification; in fact, she seems to think my serenity is quite God-given. She hasn't got much of it herself; she's the most emotional woman I have met, up to now. She wants to know how I can speak the way I do unless I feel; and of course I tell her I do feel, so far as I realise. She seems to be realising all the time; I never saw any one that took so little rest. She says I ought to do something great, and she makes me feel as if I should. She says I ought to have a wide influence, if I can obtain the ear of the public; and I say to her that if I do it will be all her influence."
"It's beautiful how she draws you in," Verena had said to her mother. "There’s something so compelling about her that the first time I visited her, it really brought to life my idea of the Day of Judgment. But she seems to reveal everything inside her all at once, and then you can see how incredible it is. She’s as pure as can be; you can tell if she isn't, once you get to know her. She's so noble that you can't help but feel like you want to be just as noble. She doesn't care about anything except uplifting our gender; if she can contribute a little to that, that's all she wants. I have to say, she inspires me; she really does, mom. She doesn’t care at all about what she wears—only about having a beautiful living room. Well, she does have that; it’s a dreamy place to hang out. She’s planning to put a tree in next week; she says she wants to see me sitting under a tree. I think it’s some oriental idea; it’s been recently brought to Paris. She usually doesn’t like French ideas, but she says this one feels more natural than most. She has so many ideas of her own that I don’t think she needs to borrow any. I’d sit in a forest just to hear her share some of them," Verena continued, with her usual enthusiasm. "She gets so energized when she talks about what our gender has experienced. It’s fascinating for me to hear what I've always felt. If she weren’t afraid of facing the public, she would outshine me. But she doesn’t want to speak for herself; she just wants to draw me out. Mom, if she doesn't attract attention to me, there’s no attention to be had. She says I have the gift of expression—no matter where it comes from. She believes it’s a huge advantage for a movement to be represented by a bright young figure. Well, of course, I’m young, and I feel pretty bright once I get going. She says my calmness while being looked at by hundreds is a qualification in itself; in fact, she seems to think my calmness is a divine gift. She doesn’t have much of it herself; she’s the most emotional woman I’ve met so far. She wants to know how I can speak the way I do unless I feel; and of course I tell her I do feel, as much as I realize. She seems to be always aware; I’ve never seen anyone take so little rest. She says I should do something great, and she makes me feel like I can. She insists I should have a wide influence if I can capture the public's attention; and I tell her that if I do, it will be all because of her influence."
Selah Tarrant looked at all this from a higher standpoint than his wife; at least such an attitude on his part was to be inferred from his increased solemnity. He committed himself to no precipitate elation at the idea of his daughter's being taken up by a patroness of movements who happened to have money; he looked at his child only from the point of view of the service she might render to humanity. To keep her ideal pointing in the right direction, to guide and animate her moral life—this was a duty more imperative for a parent so closely identified with revelations and panaceas than seeing that she formed profitable worldly connexions. He was "off," moreover, so much of the time that he could keep little account of her comings and goings, and he had an air of being but vaguely aware of whom Miss Chancellor, the object now of his wife's perpetual reference, might be. Verena's initial appearance in Boston, as he called her performance at Miss Birdseye's, had been a great success; and this reflexion added, as I say, to his habitually sacerdotal expression. He looked like the priest of a religion that was passing through the stage of miracles; he carried his responsibility in the general elongation of his person, of his gestures (his hands were now always in the air, as if he were being photographed in postures), of his words and sentences, as well as in his smile, as noiseless as a patent hinge, and in the folds of his eternal waterproof. He was incapable of giving an off-hand answer or opinion on the simplest occasion, and his tone of high deliberation increased in proportion as the subject was trivial or domestic. If his wife asked him at dinner if the potatoes were good, he replied that they were strikingly fine (he used to speak of the newspaper as "fine"—he applied this term to objects the most dissimilar), and embarked on a parallel worthy of Plutarch, in which he compared them with other specimens of the same vegetable. He produced, or would have liked to produce, the impression of looking above and beyond everything, of not caring for the immediate, of reckoning only with the long run. In reality he had one all-absorbing solicitude—the desire to get paragraphs put into the newspapers, paragraphs of which he had hitherto been the subject, but of which he was now to divide the glory with his daughter. The newspapers were his world, the richest expression, in his eyes, of human life; and, for him, if a diviner day was to come upon earth, it would be brought about by copious advertisement in the daily prints. He looked with longing for the moment when Verena should be advertised among the "personals," and to his mind the supremely happy people were those (and there were a good many of them) of whom there was some journalistic mention every day in the year. Nothing less than this would really have satisfied Selah Tarrant; his ideal of bliss was to be as regularly and indispensably a component part of the newspaper as the title and date, or the list of fires, or the column of Western jokes. The vision of that publicity haunted his dreams, and he would gladly have sacrificed to it the innermost sanctities of home. Human existence to him, indeed, was a huge publicity, in which the only fault was that it was sometimes not sufficiently effective. There had been a Spiritualist paper of old which he used to pervade; but he could not persuade himself that through this medium his personality had attracted general attention; and, moreover, the sheet, as he said, was played out anyway. Success was not success so long as his daughter's physique, the rumour of her engagement, were not included in the "Jottings" with the certainty of being extensively copied.
Selah Tarrant viewed everything from a higher perspective than his wife; at least, that was what his increased seriousness suggested. He didn't allow himself to get too excited about the idea of his daughter being supported by a wealthy advocate for movements; instead, he considered his child solely in terms of the contributions she could make to humanity. His priority was to keep her ideals aligned correctly, to guide her moral life—this was a more pressing duty for a parent deeply connected to new insights and solutions than ensuring she made useful social connections. Additionally, he was often out, making it hard for him to track her movements, and he seemed only vaguely aware of who Miss Chancellor, the person his wife constantly mentioned, might be. Verena's first appearance in Boston, as he referred to her performance at Miss Birdseye's, had been a great success, which, as I mentioned, contributed to his already priestly demeanor. He resembled a priest of a religion going through a miraculous phase; his responsibility was reflected in his elongated figure, his gestures (his hands were constantly in the air as if he were posing for a photo), his words and sentences, and in his smile, which was as quiet as a well-oiled hinge, under the layers of his eternal raincoat. He couldn't give casual answers or opinions even about the simplest matters, and his tone of serious deliberation grew as the topic became more trivial or domestic. If his wife asked him at dinner if the potatoes were good, he’d reply that they were remarkably fine (he used to describe the newspaper as "fine"—he applied this term to the most random things), and he would launch into a comparison worthy of Plutarch, linking them to other variants of the same vegetable. He aimed to project an air of looking beyond everything, not caring about the immediate, always focusing on the long term. In reality, he had one overwhelming concern—the desire to have stories published in the newspapers, stories in which he had previously been the main subject, but now he wanted to share the spotlight with his daughter. The newspapers were his universe, the richest expression of human life in his view, and he believed that if a better day was to dawn on the earth, it would come about through extensive advertising in daily publications. He eagerly anticipated the moment Verena would be showcased in the "personals," and in his mind, the happiest people were those (and there were quite a few) who received some media mention every day of the year. Nothing short of this would genuinely satisfy Selah Tarrant; his ideal happiness was to be as regularly and crucially featured in the newspaper as the title and date, or the list of fires, or the column of Western jokes. The dream of such publicity haunted him, and he would have willingly sacrificed the most private sanctities of home for it. For him, human existence was essentially a big publicity event, flawed only by occasionally not being effective enough. There had been a Spiritualist newspaper he used to dominate, but he wasn't convinced that through that medium his personality had garnered widespread attention; moreover, as he put it, the publication was pretty much done. Success felt incomplete as long as his daughter's physique and the buzz about her engagement weren't included in the "Jottings" with the certainty of being widely replicated.
The account of her exploits in the West had not made their way to the seaboard with the promptitude that he had looked for; the reason of this being, he supposed, that the few addresses she had made had not been lectures, announced in advance, to which tickets had been sold, but incidents, of abrupt occurrence, of certain multitudinous meetings, where there had been other performers better known to fame. They had brought in no money; they had been delivered only for the good of the cause. If it could only be known that she spoke for nothing, that might deepen the reverberation; the only trouble was that her speaking for nothing was not the way to remind him that he had a remunerative daughter. It was not the way to stand out so very much either, Selah Tarrant felt; for there were plenty of others that knew how to make as little money as she would. To speak—that was the one thing that most people were willing to do for nothing; it was not a line in which it was easy to appear conspicuously disinterested. Disinterestedness, too, was incompatible with receipts; and receipts were what Selah Tarrant was, in his own parlance, after. He wished to bring about the day when they would flow in freely; the reader perhaps sees the gesture with which, in his colloquies with himself, he accompanied this mental image.
The story of her adventures in the West hadn't reached the coast as quickly as he expected. He thought this was because the few times she had spoken weren’t lectures that were promoted ahead of time with tickets sold, but rather spontaneous events during a series of gatherings where other, more famous speakers were present. These events hadn’t made any money; they were done solely for the benefit of the cause. If only it were known that she spoke for free, that might create more buzz; the problem was that her speaking for free didn’t remind him that he had a daughter who could earn money. Selah Tarrant felt this also didn’t help her stand out much since there were plenty of others who could earn just as little as she did. Speaking—most people were willing to do that for free; it wasn’t a field where you could easily appear notably selfless. Besides, being selfless didn’t align with earning money, and money was what Selah Tarrant was, in his own words, after. He hoped for the day when it would come in freely; perhaps you can imagine the gesture he made in his thoughts as he envisioned this.
It seemed to him at present that the fruitful time was not far off; it had been brought appreciably nearer by that fortunate evening at Miss Birdseye's. If Mrs. Farrinder could be induced to write an "open letter" about Verena, that would do more than anything else. Selah was not remarkable for delicacy of perception, but he knew the world he lived in well enough to be aware that Mrs. Farrinder was liable to rear up, as they used to say down in Pennsylvania, where he lived before he began to peddle lead-pencils. She wouldn't always take things as you might expect, and if it didn't meet her views to pay a public tribute to Verena, there wasn't any way known to Tarrant's ingenious mind of getting round her. If it was a question of a favour from Mrs. Farrinder, you just had to wait for it, as you would for a rise in the thermometer. He had told Miss Birdseye what he would like, and she seemed to think, from the way their celebrated friend had been affected, that the idea might take her some day of just letting the public know all she had felt. She was off somewhere now (since that evening), but Miss Birdseye had an idea that when she was back in Roxbury she would send for Verena and give her a few points. Meanwhile, at any rate, Selah was sure he had a card; he felt there was money in the air. It might already be said there were receipts from Charles Street; that rich, peculiar young woman seemed to want to lavish herself. He pretended, as I have intimated, not to notice this; but he never saw so much as when he had his eyes fixed on the cornice. He had no doubt that if he should make up his mind to take a hall some night, she would tell him where the bill might be sent. That was what he was thinking of now, whether he had better take a hall right away, so that Verena might leap at a bound into renown, or wait till she had made a few more appearances in private, so that curiosity might be worked up.
It seems to him now that the productive time isn’t far off; it has been brought significantly closer by that lucky evening at Miss Birdseye’s. If Mrs. Farrinder could be convinced to write an "open letter" about Verena, that would do more than anything else. Selah wasn't particularly known for his sensitivity, but he understood the world he lived in well enough to know that Mrs. Farrinder was likely to react unexpectedly, as they used to say back in Pennsylvania, where he lived before he started selling lead pencils. She wouldn't always respond the way you might expect, and if it didn't suit her to publicly honor Verena, there was no clever way Tarrant could think of to get around her. When it came to asking for a favor from Mrs. Farrinder, you just had to wait for it, like waiting for a temperature to rise. He had told Miss Birdseye what he hoped for, and she seemed to think, based on how their famous friend had been affected, that the idea might one day occur to her to share what she had felt with the public. She was off somewhere now (since that evening), but Miss Birdseye believed that when she returned to Roxbury, she would call Verena in and give her a few pointers. In the meantime, at least, Selah was sure he had an advantage; he sensed there was money in the air. It could already be said that there were returns from Charles Street; that rich, unique young woman seemed eager to express herself. He pretended, as I mentioned, not to notice this; but he was more aware than he ever realized, even when he was staring at the ceiling. He had no doubt that if he decided to book a hall one night, she would tell him where to send the bill. That’s what he was contemplating now: whether he should book a hall right away so that Verena could jump into fame instantly, or wait until she made a few more private appearances to build up curiosity.
These meditations accompanied him in his multifarious wanderings through the streets and the suburbs of the New England capital. As I have also mentioned, he was absent for hours—long periods during which Mrs. Tarrant, sustaining nature with a hard-boiled egg and a doughnut, wondered how in the world he stayed his stomach. He never wanted anything but a piece of pie when he came in; the only thing about which he was particular was that it should be served up hot. She had a private conviction that he partook, at the houses of his lady patients, of little lunches; she applied this term to any episodical repast, at any hour of the twenty-four. It is but fair to add that once, when she betrayed her suspicion, Selah remarked that the only refreshment he ever wanted was the sense that he was doing some good. This effort with him had many forms; it involved, among other things, a perpetual perambulation of the streets, a haunting of horse-cars, railway-stations, shops that were "selling off." But the places that knew him best were the offices of the newspapers and the vestibules of the hotels—the big marble-paved chambers of informal reunion which offer to the streets, through high glass plates, the sight of the American citizen suspended by his heels. Here, amid the piled-up luggage, the convenient spittoons, the elbowing loungers, the disconsolate "guests," the truculent Irish porters, the rows of shaggy-backed men in strange hats, writing letters at a table inlaid with advertisements, Selah Tarrant made innumerable contemplative stations. He could not have told you, at any particular moment, what he was doing; he only had a general sense that such places were national nerve-centres, and that the more one looked in, the more one was "on the spot." The penetralia of the daily press were, however, still more fascinating, and the fact that they were less accessible, that here he found barriers in his path, only added to the zest of forcing an entrance. He abounded in pretexts; he even sometimes brought contributions; he was persistent and penetrating, he was known as the irrepressible Tarrant. He hung about, sat too long, took up the time of busy people, edged into the printing-rooms when he had been eliminated from the office, talked with the compositors till they set up his remarks by mistake, and to the newsboys when the compositors had turned their backs. He was always trying to find out what was "going in"; he would have liked to go in himself, bodily, and, failing in this, he hoped to get advertisements inserted gratis. The wish of his soul was that he might be interviewed; that made him hover at the editorial elbow. Once he thought he had been, and the headings, five or six deep, danced for days before his eyes; but the report never appeared. He expected his revenge for this the day after Verena should have burst forth; he saw the attitude in which he should receive the emissaries who would come after his daughter.
These reflections accompanied him during his various wanderings through the streets and neighborhoods of New England's capital. As I mentioned, he would be gone for hours—long stretches during which Mrs. Tarrant, sustaining herself with a hard-boiled egg and a donut, wondered how he managed to ignore his hunger. When he returned, he only wanted a piece of pie, and the only thing he insisted on was that it should be served hot. She privately believed that he snacked at the homes of his female patients, applying this term to any meal, no matter the time of day. It’s fair to add that once, when she voiced her suspicion, Selah replied that the only refreshment he ever craved was the feeling that he was doing something good. His efforts took many forms; they included constant walks through the streets, riding on horse-drawn cars, visiting railway stations, and browsing “sale” shops. But the places that knew him best were the newspaper offices and the hotel lobbies—those grand marble-floored areas of casual gathering that provide a view of American citizens hanging in limbo. Here, amidst piled luggage, convenient spittoons, bustling bystanders, disgruntled guests, grumpy Irish porters, and the groups of scruffy men in unusual hats writing letters at a table decorated with ads, Selah Tarrant made countless reflective stops. He couldn’t tell you, at any specific moment, what he was doing; he just had a general sense that these places were national nerve centers, and the more one looked in, the more in touch one felt. The inner workings of the daily press were even more captivating, and the fact that they were less accessible—with hurdles in his way—only increased his excitement to gain entry. He had many excuses; he even sometimes brought contributions. He was persistent and inquisitive, earning the nickname the irrepressible Tarrant. He lingered, stayed too long, occupied the time of busy people, edged into the printing rooms when he was shown the door, chatted with the typesetters until they accidentally set his comments, and spoke with newsboys when the typesetters turned away. He was always trying to find out what was happening; he would have liked to physically enter, and when that wasn't possible, he hoped to get free ad placements. His greatest desire was to be interviewed; that made him hover near the editorial desk. Once he thought he had been featured, and the headlines, five or six deep, danced before his eyes for days; but the article never came out. He anticipated his revenge for this the day after Verena had made her debut; he imagined how he would greet the emissaries who would come for his daughter.
XIV
"We ought to have some one to meet her," Mrs. Tarrant said; "I presume she wouldn't care to come out just to see us." "She," between the mother and the daughter, at this period, could refer only to Olive Chancellor, who was discussed in the little house at Cambridge at all hours and from every possible point of view. It was never Verena now who began, for she had grown rather weary of the topic; she had her own ways of thinking of it, which were not her mother's, and if she lent herself to this lady's extensive considerations it was because that was the best way of keeping her thoughts to herself.
"We should have someone to meet her," Mrs. Tarrant said; "I doubt she would want to come out just to see us." "She," in this conversation between the mother and daughter, could only refer to Olive Chancellor, who was talked about in the little house in Cambridge at all times and from every possible angle. It was never Verena who brought it up anymore, as she had grown quite tired of the subject; she had her own perspectives on it, which were different from her mother's, and if she engaged in this woman's extensive thoughts it was because that was the best way to keep her own opinions to herself.
Mrs. Tarrant had an idea that she (Mrs. Tarrant) liked to study people, and that she was now engaged in an analysis of Miss Chancellor. It carried her far, and she came out at unexpected times with her results. It was still her purpose to interpret the world to the ingenious mind of her daughter, and she translated Miss Chancellor with a confidence which made little account of the fact that she had seen her but once, while Verena had this advantage nearly every day. Verena felt that by this time she knew Olive very well, and her mother's most complicated versions of motive and temperament (Mrs. Tarrant, with the most imperfect idea of the meaning of the term, was always talking about people's temperament) rendered small justice to the phenomena it was now her privilege to observe in Charles Street. Olive was much more remarkable than Mrs. Tarrant suspected, remarkable as Mrs. Tarrant believed her to be. She had opened Verena's eyes to extraordinary pictures, made the girl believe that she had a heavenly mission, given her, as we have seen, quite a new measure of the interest of life. These were larger consequences than the possibility of meeting the leaders of society at Olive's house. She had met no one, as yet, but Mrs. Luna; her new friend seemed to wish to keep her quite for herself. This was the only reproach that Mrs. Tarrant directed to the new friend as yet; she was disappointed that Verena had not obtained more insight into the world of fashion. It was one of the prime articles of her faith that the world of fashion was wicked and hollow, and, moreover, Verena told her that Miss Chancellor loathed and despised it. She could not have informed you wherein it would profit her daughter (for the way those ladies shrank from any new gospel was notorious); nevertheless she was vexed that Verena shouldn't come back to her with a little more of the fragrance of Beacon Street. The girl herself would have been the most interested person in the world if she had not been the most resigned; she took all that was given her and was grateful, and missed nothing that was withheld; she was the most extraordinary mixture of eagerness and docility. Mrs. Tarrant theorised about temperaments and she loved her daughter; but she was only vaguely aware of the fact that she had at her side the sweetest flower of character (as one might say) that had ever bloomed on earth. She was proud of Verena's brightness, and of her special talent; but the commonness of her own surface was a non-conductor of the girl's quality. Therefore she thought that it would add to her success in life to know a few high-flyers, if only to put them to shame; as if anything could add to Verena's success, as if it were not supreme success simply to have been made as she was made.
Mrs. Tarrant believed that she enjoyed studying people and was currently analyzing Miss Chancellor. This interest took her far, and she often came out with her findings at unexpected moments. She aimed to interpret the world for her clever daughter and spoke about Miss Chancellor with a confidence that overlooked the fact that she had only seen her once, while Verena had the advantage of seeing her almost daily. By this point, Verena felt she knew Olive very well, and her mother’s complicated interpretations of motives and personalities (Mrs. Tarrant, lacking a clear understanding of the term, often discussed people's temperaments) didn’t do justice to the amazing things Verena was observing on Charles Street. Olive was far more extraordinary than Mrs. Tarrant realized, impressive even according to the mother’s own belief. She had opened Verena’s eyes to incredible perspectives, made her believe she had a divine purpose, and, as we’ve seen, given her a whole new outlook on life’s value. These consequences were much larger than merely meeting society's elite at Olive's home. So far, she had only met Mrs. Luna; her new friend seemed to want to keep her all to herself. This was the only criticism Mrs. Tarrant had of her new friend so far; she felt disappointed that Verena hadn’t gained more insight into the fashion world. It was one of her firm beliefs that the fashion world was wicked and shallow, and besides, Verena told her that Miss Chancellor hated and disdained it. With all the ladies’ resistance to new ideas well-known, she couldn't explain how it would benefit her daughter; still, she felt frustrated that Verena didn’t come back with a bit more of the charm of Beacon Street. The girl herself would have been the most curious person in the world if she weren’t so accepting; she embraced everything offered and was grateful, missing nothing that was held back; she was an incredible blend of eagerness and compliance. Mrs. Tarrant speculated about temperaments and loved her daughter, but she was only vaguely aware that she had beside her the sweetest nature (so to speak) that had ever existed. She was proud of Verena’s intelligence and unique talent, but her own ordinary surface failed to reflect her daughter's brilliance. Thus, she thought that knowing a few high-achievers would enhance Verena's success, even if just to outshine them; as if anything could truly add to Verena's success, as if it weren’t ultimate success just to be as she was.
Mrs. Tarrant had gone into town to call upon Miss Chancellor; she carried out this resolve, on which she had bestowed infinite consideration, independently of Verena. She had decided that she had a pretext; her dignity required one, for she felt that at present the antique pride of the Greenstreets was terribly at the mercy of her curiosity. She wished to see Miss Chancellor again, and to see her among her charming appurtenances, which Verena had described to her with great minuteness. The pretext that she would have valued most was wanting—that of Olive's having come out to Cambridge to pay the visit that had been solicited from the first; so she had to take the next best—she had to say to herself that it was her duty to see what she should think of a place where her daughter spent so much time. To Miss Chancellor she would appear to have come to thank her for her hospitality; she knew, in advance, just the air she should take (or she fancied she knew it—Mrs. Tarrant's were not always what she supposed), just the nuance (she had also an impression she knew a little French) of her tone. Olive, after the lapse of weeks, still showed no symptoms of presenting herself, and Mrs. Tarrant rebuked Verena with some sternness for not having made her feel that this attention was due to the mother of her friend. Verena could scarcely say to her she guessed Miss Chancellor didn't think much of that personage, true as it was that the girl had discerned this angular fact, which she attributed to Olive's extraordinary comprehensiveness of view. Verena herself did not suppose that her mother occupied a very important place in the universe; and Miss Chancellor never looked at anything smaller than that. Nor was she free to report (she was certainly now less frank at home, and, moreover, the suspicion was only just becoming distinct to her) that Olive would like to detach her from her parents altogether, and was therefore not interested in appearing to cultivate relations with them. Mrs. Tarrant, I may mention, had a further motive: she was consumed with the desire to behold Mrs. Luna. This circumstance may operate as a proof that the aridity of her life was great, and if it should have that effect I shall not be able to gainsay it. She had seen all the people who went to lectures, but there were hours when she desired, for a change, to see some who didn't go; and Mrs. Luna, from Verena's description of her, summed up the characteristics of this eccentric class.
Mrs. Tarrant had gone into town to visit Miss Chancellor; she was determined to do this, having thought about it endlessly, regardless of Verena. She felt she needed a reason to go; her dignity demanded it, as she believed the old pride of the Greenstreets was heavily influenced by her curiosity. She wanted to see Miss Chancellor again and to see her surrounded by the lovely belongings Verena had described in great detail. The excuse she would have liked most was not available—that Olive had come to Cambridge to make the visit that had initially been requested; so she settled for the next best option—telling herself it was her duty to check out a place where her daughter spent so much time. To Miss Chancellor, she would appear to be coming by to thank her for her hospitality; she imagined she knew exactly the attitude she should adopt (or thought she did—Mrs. Tarrant's perceptions weren't always accurate), just the right nuance (she had a sense she knew a bit of French) in her tone. Weeks had passed, and Olive still hadn’t shown any signs of visiting, prompting Mrs. Tarrant to chastise Verena a little sharply for not making her feel that this attention was due to her friend’s mother. Verena could hardly tell her that Miss Chancellor probably didn’t think much of her, even if it was true that she had picked up on this awkward fact, which she attributed to Olive's remarkable perspective. Verena herself didn't believe her mother held a very significant position in the world; and Miss Chancellor certainly never regarded anything smaller than that. Nor was she able to report (she was definitely less open at home now, and the thought was just starting to clarify for her) that Olive wanted to distance her from her parents entirely, and was thus uninterested in seeming to build a relationship with them. I should add that Mrs. Tarrant had another reason: she was eager to see Mrs. Luna. This fact might serve as evidence of the dryness of her life, and if that’s how it comes across, I can’t argue against it. She had seen all the people who attended lectures, but there were times when she craved, for a change, to meet those who didn’t; and Mrs. Luna, based on Verena’s description, embodied the traits of this unusual group.
Verena had given great attention to Olive's brilliant sister; she had told her friend everything now—everything but one little secret, namely, that if she could have chosen at the beginning she would have liked to resemble Mrs. Luna. This lady fascinated her, carried off her imagination to strange lands; she should enjoy so much a long evening with her alone, when she might ask her ten thousand questions. But she never saw her alone, never saw her at all but in glimpses. Adeline flitted in and out, dressed for dinners and concerts, always saying something worldly to the young woman from Cambridge, and something to Olive that had a freedom which she herself would probably never arrive at (a failure of foresight on Verena's part). But Miss Chancellor never detained her, never gave Verena a chance to see her, never appeared to imagine that she could have the least interest in such a person; only took up the subject again after Adeline had left them—the subject, of course, which was always the same, the subject of what they should do together for their suffering sex. It was not that Verena was not interested in that—gracious, no; it opened up before her, in those wonderful colloquies with Olive, in the most inspiring way; but her fancy would make a dart to right or left when other game crossed their path, and her companion led her, intellectually, a dance in which her feet—that is, her head—failed her at times for weariness. Mrs. Tarrant found Miss Chancellor at home, but she was not gratified by even the most transient glimpse of Mrs. Luna; a fact which, in her heart, Verena regarded as fortunate, inasmuch as (she said to herself) if her mother, returning from Charles Street, began to explain Miss Chancellor to her with fresh energy, and as if she (Verena) had never seen her, and up to this time they had had nothing to say about her, to what developments (of the same sort) would not an encounter with Adeline have given rise?
Verena had paid a lot of attention to Olive's brilliant sister; she had told her friend everything now—everything except one little secret, which was that if she could have chosen at the beginning, she would have liked to be like Mrs. Luna. This woman fascinated her and took her imagination to strange places; she would have loved to spend a long evening alone with her, where she could ask her ten thousand questions. But she never saw her alone, only in brief glimpses. Adeline came and went, dressed for dinners and concerts, always saying something sophisticated to the young woman from Cambridge, and something to Olive that had a freedom which she probably would never reach herself (a failure of foresight on Verena's part). But Miss Chancellor never kept her there, never gave Verena a chance to see her, and never seemed to think that she could have any interest in such a person; she only brought up the subject again after Adeline had left them—the same old topic, what they should do together for their suffering gender. It wasn't that Verena wasn't interested in that—certainly not; it opened up before her, in those wonderful discussions with Olive, in the most inspiring way. But her mind would strafe to the left or right when other ideas crossed their path, and her companion led her, intellectually, in a dance that sometimes left her— that is, her head—exhausted. Mrs. Tarrant found Miss Chancellor at home, but she didn't get even the briefest glimpse of Mrs. Luna; a fact which, in her heart, Verena considered fortunate, because (she told herself) if her mother, returning from Charles Street, started to explain Miss Chancellor to her with renewed energy, as if she (Verena) had never seen her, and up to then they hadn’t said anything about her, what kind of developments (of the same sort) would an encounter with Adeline not have sparked?
When Verena at last said to her friend that she thought she ought to come out to Cambridge—she didn't understand why she didn't—Olive expressed her reasons very frankly, admitted that she was jealous, that she didn't wish to think of the girl's belonging to any one but herself. Mr. and Mrs. Tarrant would have authority, opposed claims, and she didn't wish to see them, to remember that they existed. This was true, so far as it went; but Olive could not tell Verena everything—could not tell her that she hated that dreadful pair at Cambridge. As we know, she had forbidden herself this emotion as regards individuals; and she flattered herself that she considered the Tarrants as a type, a deplorable one, a class that, with the public at large, discredited the cause of the new truths. She had talked them over with Miss Birdseye (Olive was always looking after her now and giving her things—the good lady appeared at this period in wonderful caps and shawls—for she felt she couldn't thank her enough), and even Doctor Prance's fellow-lodger, whose animosity to flourishing evils lived in the happiest (though the most illicit) union with the mania for finding excuses, even Miss Birdseye was obliged to confess that if you came to examine his record, poor Selah didn't amount to so very much. How little he amounted to Olive perceived after she had made Verena talk, as the girl did immensely, about her father and mother—quite unconscious, meanwhile, of the conclusions she suggested to Miss Chancellor. Tarrant was a moralist without moral sense—that was very clear to Olive as she listened to the history of his daughter's childhood and youth, which Verena related with an extraordinary artless vividness. This narrative, tremendously fascinating to Miss Chancellor, made her feel in all sorts of ways—prompted her to ask herself whether the girl was also destitute of the perception of right and wrong. No, she was only supremely innocent; she didn't understand, she didn't interpret nor see the portée of what she described; she had no idea whatever of judging her parents. Olive had wished to "realise" the conditions in which her wonderful young friend (she thought her more wonderful every day) had developed, and to this end, as I have related, she prompted her to infinite discourse. But now she was satisfied, the realisation was complete, and what she would have liked to impose on the girl was an effectual rupture with her past. That past she by no means absolutely deplored, for it had the merit of having initiated Verena (and her patroness, through her agency) into the miseries and mysteries of the People. It was her theory that Verena (in spite of the blood of the Greenstreets, and, after all, who were they?) was a flower of the great Democracy, and that it was impossible to have had an origin less distinguished than Tarrant himself. His birth, in some unheard-of place in Pennsylvania, was quite inexpressibly low, and Olive would have been much disappointed if it had been wanting in this defect. She liked to think that Verena, in her childhood, had known almost the extremity of poverty, and there was a kind of ferocity in the joy with which she reflected that there had been moments when this delicate creature came near (if the pinch had only lasted a little longer) to literally going without food. These things added to her value for Olive; they made that young lady feel that their common undertaking would, in consequence, be so much more serious. It is always supposed that revolutionists have been goaded, and the goading would have been rather deficient here were it not for such happy accidents in Verena's past. When she conveyed from her mother a summons to Cambridge for a particular occasion, Olive perceived that the great effort must now be made. Great efforts were nothing new to her—it was a great effort to live at all—but this one appeared to her exceptionally cruel. She determined, however, to make it, promising herself that her first visit to Mrs. Tarrant should also be her last. Her only consolation was that she expected to suffer intensely; for the prospect of suffering was always, spiritually speaking, so much cash in her pocket. It was arranged that Olive should come to tea (the repast that Selah designated as his supper), when Mrs. Tarrant, as we have seen, desired to do her honour by inviting another guest. This guest, after much deliberation between that lady and Verena, was selected, and the first person Olive saw on entering the little parlour in Cambridge was a young man with hair prematurely, or, as one felt that one should say, precociously white, whom she had a vague impression she had encountered before, and who was introduced to her as Mr. Matthias Pardon.
When Verena finally told her friend that she thought she should come out to Cambridge—she didn’t understand why she hadn’t—Olive openly explained her reasons, admitting she was jealous and didn’t want to think of Verena belonging to anyone but herself. Mr. and Mrs. Tarrant would have authority and competing claims, and she didn’t want to see them or be reminded that they existed. This was true, as far as it went; but Olive couldn’t tell Verena everything—she couldn’t express that she despised that awful pair in Cambridge. As we know, she had forbidden herself such emotions toward individuals; she convinced herself that she viewed the Tarrants as a type, a deplorable one, a class that, along with the general public, discredited the cause of new truths. She had talked about them with Miss Birdseye (Olive was always taking care of her now and giving her things—the good lady appeared in lovely caps and shawls during this time—because she felt she couldn’t thank her enough), and even Doctor Prance’s fellow-lodger, whose deep-seated animosity toward flourishing evils lived happily (though illicitly) alongside a tendency to find excuses. Even Miss Birdseye had to admit that if you looked at his record, poor Selah didn’t amount to much. Olive realized just how little he amounted to after she got Verena to talk, as the girl did endlessly, about her parents—entirely unaware of the conclusions she was leading Miss Chancellor to draw. Tarrant was a moralist without moral sense—that was very clear to Olive as she listened to Verena vividly recount the story of her childhood and youth. This narrative, incredibly fascinating to Miss Chancellor, made her feel all sorts of things—prompting her to question whether the girl also lacked an understanding of right and wrong. No, she was just supremely innocent; she didn’t understand, interpret, or see the implications of what she described; she had no idea how to judge her parents. Olive had wanted to "realize" the conditions in which her wonderful young friend (she thought Verena was more wonderful every day) had developed, and to do this, as I said, she encouraged her to talk extensively. But now she was satisfied; the realization was complete, and what she really wanted to impose on the girl was a decisive break from her past. She definitely didn’t completely regret that past, since it had the benefit of introducing Verena (and her patroness through her) to the struggles and secrets of the People. Olive’s theory was that Verena (despite the blood of the Greenstreets, and after all, who were they?) was a product of the great Democracy and that it was impossible for her origin to be less distinguished than Tarrant himself. His birth, somewhere obscure in Pennsylvania, was quite unthinkably low, and Olive would have been very disappointed if it hadn’t had this flaw. She liked to think that Verena, in her childhood, had known almost the extreme of poverty, and there was a certain ferocity in the joy with which she reflected that there had been moments when this delicate person came near (if the hardship had lasted just a bit longer) to literally going without food. These things increased her value to Olive; they made her feel that their shared mission would be so much more serious because of it. It’s always assumed that revolutionaries have been pushed toward their cause, and the motivation would have been somewhat lacking here were it not for such fortunate incidents in Verena's past. When Verena conveyed a message from her mother calling for her to come to Cambridge for a particular event, Olive realized that a significant effort had to be made. Great efforts weren’t new to her—it was a big effort just to live—but this one seemed exceptionally harsh. She decided to push through, promising herself that her first visit to Mrs. Tarrant would also be her last. Her only consolation was that she anticipated great suffering; for the prospect of suffering was always, spiritually speaking, a significant asset. It was arranged for Olive to come for tea (the meal that Selah referred to as his supper), when Mrs. Tarrant, as we saw, wanted to honor her by inviting another guest. After much deliberation between that lady and Verena, the guest was chosen, and the first person Olive noticed upon entering the small parlor in Cambridge was a young man with prematurely, or as one felt one should say, precociously white hair, whom she vaguely remembered having met before, and who was introduced to her as Mr. Matthias Pardon.
She suffered less than she had hoped—she was so taken up with the consideration of Verena's interior. It was as bad as she could have desired; desired in order to feel that (to take her out of such a milieu as that) she should have a right to draw her altogether to herself. Olive wished more and more to extract some definite pledge from her; she could hardly say what it had best be as yet; she only felt that it must be something that would have an absolute sanctity for Verena and would bind them together for life. On this occasion it seemed to shape itself in her mind; she began to see what it ought to be, though she also saw that she would perhaps have to wait awhile. Mrs. Tarrant, too, in her own house, became now a complete figure; there was no manner of doubt left as to her being vulgar. Olive Chancellor despised vulgarity, had a scent for it which she followed up in her own family, so that often, with a rising flush, she detected the taint even in Adeline. There were times, indeed, when every one seemed to have it, every one but Miss Birdseye (who had nothing to do with it—she was an antique) and the poorest, humblest people. The toilers and spinners, the very obscure, these were the only persons who were safe from it. Miss Chancellor would have been much happier if the movements she was interested in could have been carried on only by the people she liked, and if revolutions, somehow, didn't always have to begin with one's self—with internal convulsions, sacrifices, executions. A common end, unfortunately, however fine as regards a special result, does not make community impersonal.
She endured a bit less than she had hoped—she was so focused on considering Verena's inner world. It was as bad as she could have wished; she wanted to feel that in order to pull her away from a place like that, she had the right to claim her entirely. Olive increasingly wanted to get some clear commitment from her; she could hardly figure out what it should be yet; she just felt it had to be something that would mean everything to Verena and would tie them together for life. On this occasion, the idea began to take shape in her mind; she started to see what it should be, though she also realized that she might have to wait a bit. Mrs. Tarrant now seemed like a complete character in her own home; there was no doubt left about her being vulgar. Olive Chancellor hated vulgarity and had a knack for picking it out even in her own family, so that often, with a rising flush, she noticed the hint of it even in Adeline. There were times when it seemed like everyone had it, everyone except Miss Birdseye (who was out of the picture—she was old-fashioned) and the very poorest, humblest people. The workers and laborers, the truly obscure, were the only ones who were free from it. Miss Chancellor would have been much happier if the movements she cared about could only involve people she liked, and if revolutions didn’t always have to start from within—full of internal struggles, sacrifices, and executions. A common goal, no matter how noble for a particular outcome, unfortunately doesn't make a community impersonal.
Mrs. Tarrant, with her soft corpulence, looked to her guest very bleached and tumid; her complexion had a kind of withered glaze; her hair, very scanty, was drawn off her forehead à la Chinoise; she had no eyebrows, and her eyes seemed to stare, like those of a figure of wax. When she talked and wished to insist, and she was always insisting, she puckered and distorted her face, with an effort to express the inexpressible, which turned out, after all, to be nothing. She had a kind of doleful elegance, tried to be confidential, lowered her voice and looked as if she wished to establish a secret understanding, in order to ask her visitor if she would venture on an apple-fritter. She wore a flowing mantle, which resembled her husband's waterproof—a garment which, when she turned to her daughter or talked about her, might have passed for the robe of a sort of priestess of maternity. She endeavoured to keep the conversation in a channel which would enable her to ask sudden incoherent questions of Olive, mainly as to whether she knew the principal ladies (the expression was Mrs. Tarrant's), not only in Boston, but in the other cities which, in her nomadic course, she herself had visited. Olive knew some of them, and of some of them had never heard; but she was irritated, and pretended a universal ignorance (she was conscious that she had never told so many fibs), by which her hostess was much disconcerted, although her questions had apparently been questions pure and simple, leading nowhither and without bearings on any new truth.
Mrs. Tarrant, with her soft fullness, looked to her guest very pale and puffy; her complexion had a withered sheen; her thin hair was pulled back off her forehead in a Chinese style; she had no eyebrows, and her eyes stared like those of a wax figure. When she spoke and wanted to emphasize a point, which she always did, she puckered and twisted her face, trying to express the inexpressible, which ultimately amounted to nothing. She had a kind of sad elegance, tried to be confidential, lowered her voice, and seemed to want to establish a secret understanding to ask her visitor if she wanted to try an apple fritter. She wore a flowing cloak that resembled her husband’s raincoat—a garment that, when she turned to her daughter or talked about her, could have passed for the robe of some sort of mother goddess. She tried to keep the conversation on a path that would allow her to ask sudden, nonsensical questions of Olive, mainly about whether she knew the leading ladies (the term was Mrs. Tarrant's), not just in Boston but in other cities she had visited in her travels. Olive knew some of them and had never heard of others; but she was irritated and pretended to be completely clueless (she realized she had never told so many lies), which left her hostess quite flustered, even though her questions had seemed straightforward, leading nowhere and without any connection to new information.
XV
Tarrant, however, kept an eye in that direction; he was solemnly civil to Miss Chancellor, handed her the dishes at table over and over again, and ventured to intimate that the apple-fritters were very fine; but, save for this, alluded to nothing more trivial than the regeneration of humanity and the strong hope he felt that Miss Birdseye would again have one of her delightful gatherings. With regard to this latter point he explained that it was not in order that he might again present his daughter to the company, but simply because on such occasions there was a valuable interchange of hopeful thought, a contact of mind with mind. If Verena had anything suggestive to contribute to the social problem, the opportunity would come—that was part of their faith. They couldn't reach out for it and try and push their way; if they were wanted, their hour would strike; if they were not, they would just keep still and let others press forward who seemed to be called. If they were called, they would know it; and if they weren't, they could just hold on to each other as they had always done. Tarrant was very fond of alternatives, and he mentioned several others; it was never his fault if his listeners failed to think him impartial. They hadn't much, as Miss Chancellor could see; she could tell by their manner of life that they hadn't raked in the dollars; but they had faith that, whether one raised one's voice or simply worked on in silence, the principal difficulties would straighten themselves out; and they had also a considerable experience of great questions. Tarrant spoke as if, as a family, they were prepared to take charge of them on moderate terms. He always said "ma'am" in speaking to Olive, to whom, moreover, the air had never been so filled with the sound of her own name. It was always in her ear, save when Mrs. Tarrant and Verena conversed in prolonged and ingenuous asides; this was still for her benefit, but the pronoun sufficed them. She had wished to judge Doctor Tarrant (not that she believed he had come honestly by his title), to make up her mind. She had done these things now, and she expressed to herself the kind of man she believed him to be in reflecting that if she should offer him ten thousand dollars to renounce all claim to Verena, keeping—he and his wife—clear of her for the rest of time, he would probably say, with his fearful smile, "Make it twenty, money down, and I'll do it." Some image of this transaction, as one of the possibilities of the future, outlined itself for Olive among the moral incisions of that evening. It seemed implied in the very place, the bald bareness of Tarrant's temporary lair, a wooden cottage, with a rough front yard, a little naked piazza, which seemed rather to expose than to protect, facing upon an unpaved road, in which the footway was overlaid with a strip of planks. These planks were embedded in ice or in liquid thaw, according to the momentary mood of the weather, and the advancing pedestrian traversed them in the attitude, and with a good deal of the suspense, of a rope-dancer. There was nothing in the house to speak of; nothing, to Olive's sense, but a smell of kerosene; though she had a consciousness of sitting down somewhere—the object creaked and rocked beneath her—and of the table at tea being covered with a cloth stamped in bright colours.
Tarrant, however, kept an eye in that direction; he was seriously polite to Miss Chancellor, handed her dishes at the table repeatedly, and hinted that the apple fritters were really good; but aside from that, he only talked about the regeneration of humanity and the strong hope he had that Miss Birdseye would host another one of her delightful gatherings. Concerning this last point, he clarified that it wasn’t so he could present his daughter to the group again, but simply because those occasions offered a valuable exchange of hopeful ideas, a connection of minds. If Verena had anything insightful to add to the social issue, the opportunity would present itself—that was part of their belief. They couldn’t force it or push their way in; if they were needed, their time would come; if they weren’t, they would just remain quiet and let others move forward who seemed to be called. If they were called, they would know it; and if not, they could just hold onto each other as they always had. Tarrant loved to suggest alternatives and brought up several; it was never his fault if his audience thought he was being biased. They didn’t have much, as Miss Chancellor could see; she could tell by their lifestyle that they hadn’t made a lot of money; but they believed that whether one raised their voice or worked quietly, the main issues would sort themselves out; and they also had considerable experience with significant questions. Tarrant spoke as if the family was ready to handle those questions on reasonable terms. He always addressed Olive as "ma'am," and the air was filled with the sound of her name. It was always in her ear, except when Mrs. Tarrant and Verena were engaged in long, genuine side conversations; these were still for her benefit, but the pronoun was enough for them. She had wanted to judge Doctor Tarrant (not that she believed he earned his title honestly), to form her opinion. She had done that now, and she reflected on the kind of man she believed him to be, considering that if she offered him ten thousand dollars to give up all claims to Verena, keeping him and his wife away from her forever, he would probably respond with his eerie smile, "Make it twenty, cash up front, and I’ll do it." Some image of this deal, as one of the possibilities for the future, outlined itself for Olive amid the moral dilemmas of that evening. It seemed implied by the very setting, the bare simplicity of Tarrant's temporary home, a wooden cottage with a rough front yard, a small empty porch that seemed to expose rather than protect, facing an unpaved road where the sidewalk was covered with a strip of planks. These planks were either frozen in ice or slushy from the thaw, depending on the weather, and anyone walking on them did so with the carefulness and suspense of a tightrope walker. There was nothing in the house that stood out; nothing, to Olive’s sense, except a smell of kerosene; though she was aware of sitting down somewhere—the object creaked and rocked beneath her—and the table at tea being covered with a cloth embossed with bright colors.
As regards the pecuniary transaction with Selah, it was strange how she should have seen it through the conviction that Verena would never give up her parents. Olive was sure that she would never turn her back upon them, would always share with them. She would have despised her had she thought her capable of another course; yet it baffled her to understand why, when parents were so trashy, this natural law should not be suspended. Such a question brought her back, however, to her perpetual enigma, the mystery she had already turned over in her mind for hours together—the wonder of such people being Verena's progenitors at all. She had explained it, as we explain all exceptional things, by making the part, as the French say, of the miraculous. She had come to consider the girl as a wonder of wonders, to hold that no human origin, however congruous it might superficially appear, would sufficiently account for her; that her springing up between Selah and his wife was an exquisite whim of the creative force; and that in such a case a few shades more or less of the inexplicable didn't matter. It was notorious that great beauties, great geniuses, great characters, take their own times and places for coming into the world, leaving the gaping spectators to make them "fit in," and holding from far-off ancestors, or even, perhaps, straight from the divine generosity, much more than from their ugly or stupid progenitors. They were incalculable phenomena, anyway, as Selah would have said. Verena, for Olive, was the very type and model of the "gifted being"; her qualities had not been bought and paid for; they were like some brilliant birthday-present, left at the door by an unknown messenger, to be delightful for ever as an inexhaustible legacy, and amusing for ever from the obscurity of its source. They were superabundantly crude as yet—happily for Olive, who promised herself, as we know, to train and polish them—but they were as genuine as fruit and flowers, as the glow of the fire or the plash of water. For her scrutinising friend Verena had the disposition of the artist, the spirit to which all charming forms come easily and naturally. It required an effort at first to imagine an artist so untaught, so mistaught, so poor in experience; but then it required an effort also to imagine people like the old Tarrants, or a life so full as her life had been of ugly things. Only an exquisite creature could have resisted such associations, only a girl who had some natural light, some divine spark of taste. There were people like that, fresh from the hand of Omnipotence; they were far from common, but their existence was as incontestable as it was beneficent.
Regarding the financial dealings with Selah, it was odd how she believed Verena would never abandon her parents. Olive was convinced Verena would always stand by them and share her life with them. She would have looked down on her if she thought Verena capable of anything else; yet she found it puzzling why, despite their flaws, this natural loyalty should remain unbroken. This thought led her back to her constant puzzle, the mystery she had mulled over for hours—the disbelief that such people could be Verena's parents at all. She had justified it, as we often do with extraordinary things, by viewing it as something miraculous. She came to see the girl as a marvel, believing that no human lineage, no matter how fitting it might seem on the surface, could truly explain her; that her emergence between Selah and his wife was a delightful whim of creation, and in such cases, a few missing pieces of understanding didn't matter. It was well-known that great beauties, geniuses, and characters find their own moments and places to enter the world, leaving onlookers to reconcile them with their surroundings, drawing lineage more from distant ancestors or perhaps even divine grace than from their unattractive or foolish forebears. They were unpredictable phenomena, as Selah would have said. For Olive, Verena epitomized the "gifted being"; her attributes were not bought or earned; they were like a dazzling birthday gift left at the door by an unknown sender, meant to be a source of endless joy and intrigue due to its mysterious origin. They were still raw and unrefined—thankfully for Olive, who planned to polish them up—but they were as real as fruit and flowers, as the warmth of a fire or the sound of water. For her scrutinizing friend, Verena possessed the disposition of an artist, a spirit to which all beautiful forms easily and naturally adhere. It took some effort at first to picture an artist so untrained, so misguided, so lacking in experience; but it also took an effort to imagine individuals like the old Tarrants or a life as filled with ugliness as hers had been. Only a sensitive soul could have resisted such influences, only a girl with some inherent light, some divine spark of taste. There are people like that, fresh from the hand of the Almighty; they are rare but their existence is as undeniable as it is beneficial.
Tarrant's talk about his daughter, her prospects, her enthusiasm, was terribly painful to Olive; it brought back to her what she had suffered already from the idea that he laid his hands upon her to make her speak. That he should be mixed up in any way with this exercise of her genius was a great injury to the cause, and Olive had already determined that in future Verena should dispense with his co-operation. The girl had virtually confessed that she lent herself to it only because it gave him pleasure, and that anything else would do as well, anything that would make her quiet a little before she began to "give out." Olive took upon herself to believe that she could make her quiet, though, certainly, she had never had that effect upon any one; she would mount the platform with Verena if necessary, and lay her hands upon her head. Why in the world had a perverse fate decreed that Tarrant should take an interest in the affairs of Woman—as if she wanted his aid to arrive at her goal; a charlatan of the poor, lean, shabby sort, without the humour, brilliancy, prestige, which sometimes throw a drapery over shallowness? Mr. Pardon evidently took an interest as well, and there was something in his appearance that seemed to say that his sympathy would not be dangerous. He was much at his ease, plainly, beneath the roof of the Tarrants, and Olive reflected that though Verena had told her much about him, she had not given her the idea that he was as intimate as that. What she had mainly said was that he sometimes took her to the theatre. Olive could enter, to a certain extent, into that; she herself had had a phase (some time after her father's death—her mother's had preceded his—when she bought the little house in Charles Street and began to live alone), during which she accompanied gentlemen to respectable places of amusement. She was accordingly not shocked at the idea of such adventures on Verena's part; than which, indeed, judging from her own experience, nothing could well have been less adventurous. Her recollections of these expeditions were as of something solemn and edifying—of the earnest interest in her welfare exhibited by her companion (there were few occasions on which the young Bostonian appeared to more advantage), of the comfort of other friends sitting near, who were sure to know whom she was with, of serious discussion between the acts in regard to the behaviour of the characters in the piece, and of the speech at the end with which, as the young man quitted her at her door, she rewarded his civility—"I must thank you for a very pleasant evening." She always felt that she made that too prim; her lips stiffened themselves as she spoke. But the whole affair had always a primness; this was discernible even to Olive's very limited sense of humour. It was not so religious as going to evening-service at King's Chapel; but it was the next thing to it. Of course all girls didn't do it; there were families that viewed such a custom with disfavour. But this was where the girls were of the romping sort; there had to be some things they were known not to do. As a general thing, moreover, the practice was confined to the decorous; it was a sign of culture and quiet tastes. All this made it innocent for Verena, whose life had exposed her to much worse dangers; but the thing referred itself in Olive's mind to a danger which cast a perpetual shadow there—the possibility of the girl's embarking with some ingenuous youth on an expedition that would last much longer than an evening. She was haunted, in a word, with the fear that Verena would marry, a fate to which she was altogether unprepared to surrender her; and this made her look with suspicion upon all male acquaintance.
Tarrant's conversation about his daughter, her future, and her excitement was really painful for Olive; it reminded her of what she had already endured from the thought that he influenced her to express herself. The fact that he was involved in any way with this expression of her talent was a serious blow to the cause, and Olive had already decided that from now on, Verena should go without his help. The girl had more or less admitted that she participated in it only because it made him happy, and that anything else would work just as well—anything that would help her calm down a bit before she started to "perform." Olive took it upon herself to believe that she could calm Verena down, even though she had never been able to do that with anyone else; she would even go up on stage with Verena if needed and place her hands on her head. Why in the world had a cruel fate decided that Tarrant should take an interest in women's issues—as if she needed his help to reach her goals; a fraud of the poor, thin, shabby kind, without the humor, brilliance, or prestige that sometimes cover up shallowness? Mr. Pardon clearly showed interest too, and there was something about him that suggested his sympathy wouldn't be harmful. He seemed pretty comfortable under the Tarrant's roof, and Olive thought about how, even though Verena had told her a lot about him, she hadn’t given the impression that he was this close. What Verena mainly mentioned was that he sometimes took her to the theater. Olive could somewhat relate to that; she herself had gone through a phase (a while after her father's death—her mother had passed away before him—when she bought the small house on Charles Street and started living on her own) during which she went with gentlemen to respectable places for entertainment. Thus, she wasn’t shocked by the idea of such outings for Verena; judging from her own experience, they certainly weren’t adventurous at all. Her memories of those outings felt solemn and uplifting—reflecting on the genuine interest her companion showed in her, (which made the young Bostonian look good), the comfort of other friends sitting nearby who definitely knew who she was with, serious talks between acts about the characters’ behavior in the play, and the polite goodbye speech she used to reward the young man as he left her at her door—"I must thank you for a very pleasant evening." She always thought that made her sound a bit too rigid; her lips stiffened as she spoke. But the entire affair had always felt a bit prim; that was clear even to Olive's limited sense of humor. It wasn't as solemn as attending evening service at King's Chapel; but it was the next best thing. Of course, not all girls did this; some families frowned upon such customs. But this was the case where the girls were the carefree type; there had to be things they were known not to do. Generally speaking, the practice was limited to those of good taste; it signified culture and refined preferences. All this made it innocent for Verena, whose life had exposed her to much worse dangers; but Olive's mind always latched onto a danger that cast a shadow there—the possibility of the girl getting involved with some naïve young man in an adventure that would last much longer than an evening. She was haunted, in short, by the fear that Verena would marry, a fate she was completely unprepared to accept; and this made her suspicious of all male acquaintances.
Mr. Pardon was not the only one she knew; she had an example of the rest in the persons of two young Harvard law-students, who presented themselves after tea on this same occasion. As they sat there Olive wondered whether Verena had kept something from her, whether she were, after all (like so many other girls in Cambridge), a college-"belle," an object of frequentation to undergraduates. It was natural that at the seat of a big university there should be girls like that, with students dangling after them, but she didn't want Verena to be one of them. There were some that received the Seniors and Juniors; others that were accessible to Sophomores and Freshmen. Certain young ladies distinguished the professional students; there was a group, even, that was on the best terms with the young men who were studying for the Unitarian ministry in that queer little barrack at the end of Divinity Avenue. The advent of the new visitors made Mrs. Tarrant bustle immensely; but after she had caused every one to change places two or three times with every one else the company subsided into a circle which was occasionally broken by wandering movements on the part of her husband, who, in the absence of anything to say on any subject whatever, placed himself at different points in listening attitudes, shaking his head slowly up and down, and gazing at the carpet with an air of supernatural attention. Mrs. Tarrant asked the young men from the Law School about their studies, and whether they meant to follow them up seriously; said she thought some of the laws were very unjust, and she hoped they meant to try and improve them. She had suffered by the laws herself, at the time her father died; she hadn't got half the prop'ty she should have got if they had been different. She thought they should be for public matters, not for people's private affairs; the idea always seemed to her to keep you down if you were down, and to hedge you in with difficulties. Sometimes she thought it was a wonder how she had developed in the face of so many; but it was a proof that freedom was everywhere, if you only knew how to look for it.
Mr. Pardon wasn't the only person she knew; she also had two young Harvard law students who came by after tea on the same occasion. As they sat there, Olive wondered if Verena had been holding something back from her, whether she was, after all (like so many other girls in Cambridge), a college "belle," a frequent target for undergraduates. It made sense that in a big university there would be girls like that, with students trailing after them, but she didn’t want Verena to be one of them. Some girls entertained Seniors and Juniors; others welcomed Sophomores and Freshmen. Certain young ladies caught the attention of the professional students; there was even a group that got along well with the young men studying for the Unitarian ministry in that odd little building at the end of Divinity Avenue. The arrival of the new guests made Mrs. Tarrant quite busy; but after she had rearranged everyone’s seats two or three times, the group settled into a circle that was occasionally interrupted by her husband, who, having nothing to contribute to the conversation, moved around in listening poses, slowly shaking his head and staring at the carpet with an expression of deep concentration. Mrs. Tarrant asked the young men from the Law School about their studies and whether they planned to pursue them seriously; she mentioned that she thought some laws were totally unfair and hoped they aimed to change them. She had been affected by the laws herself when her father died; she hadn’t received half the property she should have if they had been different. She believed laws should be about public issues, not personal matters; the whole idea seemed to her like it kept you down if you already were down, trapping you in obstacles. Sometimes she found it surprising how she had grown in the face of such challenges, but it proved that freedom is everywhere if you just know how to look for it.
The two young men were in the best humour; they greeted these sallies with a merriment of which, though it was courteous in form, Olive was by no means unable to define the spirit. They talked naturally more with Verena than with her mother; and while they were so engaged Mrs. Tarrant explained to her who they were, and how one of them, the smaller, who was not quite so spruce, had brought the other, his particular friend, to introduce him. This friend, Mr. Burrage, was from New York; he was very fashionable, he went out a great deal in Boston ("I have no doubt you know some of the places," said Mrs. Tarrant); his "fam'ly" was very rich.
The two young men were in great spirits; they responded to these jests with a cheerfulness that, although polite on the surface, Olive could clearly interpret. They naturally engaged more with Verena than with her mother, and while they chatted, Mrs. Tarrant explained who they were and how the smaller one, who wasn't quite as well-dressed, had brought his close friend along to introduce him. This friend, Mr. Burrage, was from New York; he was very stylish and spent a lot of time out in Boston ("I’m sure you know some of the places," said Mrs. Tarrant); his family was very wealthy.
"Well, he knows plenty of that sort," Mrs. Tarrant went on, "but he felt unsatisfied; he didn't know any one like us. He told Mr. Gracie (that's the little one) that he felt as if he must; it seemed as if he couldn't hold out. So we told Mr. Gracie, of course, to bring him right round. Well, I hope he'll get something from us, I'm sure. He has been reported to be engaged to Miss Winkworth; I have no doubt you know who I mean. But Mr. Gracie says he hasn't looked at her more than twice. That's the way rumours fly round in that set, I presume. Well, I am glad we are not in it, wherever we are! Mr. Gracie is very different; he is intensely plain, but I believe he is very learned. You don't think him plain? Oh, you don't know? Well, I suppose you don't care, you must see so many. But I must say, when a young man looks like that, I call him painfully plain. I heard Doctor Tarrant make the remark the last time he was here. I don't say but what the plainest are the best. Well, I had no idea we were going to have a party when I asked you. I wonder whether Verena hadn't better hand the cake; we generally find the students enjoy it so much."
"Well, he knows plenty of people like that," Mrs. Tarrant continued, "but he felt unfulfilled; he didn’t know anyone like us. He told Mr. Gracie (that’s the younger one) that he felt like he had to; it seemed like he couldn’t hold back. So we told Mr. Gracie, of course, to bring him over right away. I hope he gets something from us, that’s for sure. He has been rumored to be engaged to Miss Winkworth; I’m sure you know who I’m talking about. But Mr. Gracie says he hasn’t looked at her more than twice. That’s how rumors spread in that crowd, I guess. Well, I’m glad we’re not part of it, wherever we are! Mr. Gracie is very different; he’s not attractive at all, but I believe he’s very knowledgeable. You don’t think he’s unattractive? Oh, you don’t know? Well, I guess it doesn’t matter to you, you must see so many. But I have to say, when a young man looks like that, I call him painfully unattractive. I heard Doctor Tarrant mention it the last time he was here. I don’t deny that the plainest ones can be the best. Well, I had no idea we were going to have a party when I invited you. I wonder if Verena should serve the cake; we usually find the students enjoy it a lot."
This office was ultimately delegated to Selah, who, after a considerable absence, reappeared with a dish of dainties, which he presented successively to each member of the company. Olive saw Verena lavish her smiles on Mr. Gracie and Mr. Burrage; the liveliest relation had established itself, and the latter gentleman in especial abounded in appreciative laughter. It might have been fancied, just from looking at the group, that Verena's vocation was to smile and talk with young men who bent towards her; might have been fancied, that is, by a person less sure of the contrary than Olive, who had reason to know that a "gifted being" is sent into the world for a very different purpose, and that making the time pass pleasantly for conceited young men is the last duty you are bound to think of if you happen to have a talent for embodying a cause. Olive tried to be glad that her friend had the richness of nature that makes a woman gracious without latent purposes; she reflected that Verena was not in the smallest degree a flirt, that she was only enchantingly and universally genial, that nature had given her a beautiful smile, which fell impartially on every one, man and woman, alike. Olive may have been right, but it shall be confided to the reader that in reality she never knew, by any sense of her own, whether Verena were a flirt or not. This young lady could not possibly have told her (even if she herself knew, which she didn't), and Olive, destitute of the quality, had no means of taking the measure in another of the subtle feminine desire to please. She could see the difference between Mr. Gracie and Mr. Burrage; her being bored by Mrs. Tarrant's attempting to point it out is perhaps a proof of that. It was a curious incident of her zeal for the regeneration of her sex that manly things were, perhaps on the whole, what she understood best. Mr. Burrage was rather a handsome youth, with a laughing, clever face, a certain sumptuosity of apparel, an air of belonging to the "fast set"—a precocious, good-natured man of the world, curious of new sensations and containing, perhaps, the making of a dilettante. Being, doubtless, a little ambitious, and liking to flatter himself that he appreciated worth in lowly forms, he had associated himself with the ruder but at the same time acuter personality of a genuine son of New England, who had a harder head than his own and a humour in reality more cynical, and who, having earlier knowledge of the Tarrants, had undertaken to show him something indigenous and curious, possibly even fascinating. Mr. Gracie was short, with a big head; he wore eye-glasses, looked unkempt, almost rustic, and said good things with his ugly lips. Verena had replies for a good many of them, and a pretty colour came into her face as she talked. Olive could see that she produced herself quite as well as one of these gentlemen had foretold the other that she would. Miss Chancellor knew what had passed between them as well as if she had heard it; Mr. Gracie had promised that he would lead her on, that she should justify his description and prove the raciest of her class. They would laugh about her as they went away, lighting their cigars, and for many days afterwards their discourse would be enlivened with quotations from the "women's rights girl."
This office was eventually given to Selah, who, after being away for a while, came back with a tray of treats, which he presented one by one to each person in the group. Olive noticed Verena showering her smiles on Mr. Gracie and Mr. Burrage; a lively connection had formed, particularly with the latter, who was bursting with appreciative laughter. Just by observing the group, one might think Verena's role was simply to smile and chat with the young men who leaned in towards her; that impression might have been held by someone less aware of the truth than Olive, who knew well that a "gifted being" has a completely different purpose in life, and that entertaining self-absorbed young men is the last duty you should consider if you happen to have a talent for championing a cause. Olive attempted to feel happy that her friend possessed the natural charm that makes a woman gracious without hidden agendas; she reminded herself that Verena was not at all a flirt, but rather enchantingly and universally kind, blessed with a beautiful smile that she shared equally with everyone, men and women alike. Olive could be right, but I must share with you that she never really knew, by her own perception, whether Verena was a flirt or not. This young lady couldn’t possibly have told her (even if she knew, which she didn’t), and Olive, lacking this particular quality, had no way to measure another woman's subtle desire to please. She could distinguish between Mr. Gracie and Mr. Burrage; her boredom with Mrs. Tarrant’s attempts to clarify this might be proof of that. It was an interesting aspect of her passion for empowering her gender that, on the whole, she understood manly things best. Mr. Burrage was quite the handsome young man, with a witty, clever face, a flair for flamboyant clothing, and an air of belonging to the “fast set”—a precocious, good-natured man of the world, eager for new experiences and possibly developing into a **dilettante**. Being, of course, a bit ambitious and enjoying the idea that he could appreciate value in humble forms, he had teamed up with the rougher but sharper personality of a true New Englander, who had a tougher head than his own and a more genuinely cynical sense of humor, and who, being familiar with the Tarrants, had taken it upon himself to show him something local and intriguing, possibly even captivating. Mr. Gracie was short with a large head; he wore glasses, looked somewhat unkempt, almost rustic, and expressed witty thoughts through his unattractive lips. Verena had responses for many of his comments, and a lovely color brightened her face as she chatted. Olive could see she was presenting herself just as well as one of these gentlemen had predicted she would. Miss Chancellor was aware of their exchanges as if she had overheard them; Mr. Gracie had promised to guide her, ensuring that she would live up to his description and prove to be the most interesting of her kind. They would likely laugh about her as they left, lighting their cigars, and for many days after, their conversations would be spiced up with quotes from the “women's rights girl.”
It was amazing how many ways men had of being antipathetic; these two were very different from Basil Ransom, and different from each other, and yet the manner of each conveyed an insult to one's womanhood. The worst of the case was that Verena would be sure not to perceive this outrage—not to dislike them in consequence. There were so many things that she hadn't yet learned to dislike, in spite of her friend's earnest efforts to teach her. She had the idea vividly (that was the marvel) of the cruelty of man, of his immemorial injustice; but it remained abstract, platonic; she didn't detest him in consequence. What was the use of her having that sharp, inspired vision of the history of the sex (it was, as she had said herself, exactly like Joan of Arc's absolutely supernatural apprehension of the state of France) if she wasn't going to carry it out, if she was going to behave as the ordinary pusillanimous, conventional young lady? It was all very well for her to have said that first day that she would renounce: did she look, at such a moment as this, like a young woman who had renounced? Suppose this glittering, laughing Burrage youth, with his chains and rings and shining shoes, should fall in love with her and try to bribe her, with his great possessions, to practise renunciations of another kind—to give up her holy work and to go with him to New York, there to live as his wife, partly bullied, partly pampered, in the accustomed Burrage manner? There was as little comfort for Olive as there had been on the whole alarm in the recollection of that off-hand speech of Verena's about her preference for "free unions." This had been mere maiden flippancy; she had not known the meaning of what she said. Though she had grown up among people who took for granted all sorts of queer laxities, she had kept the consummate innocence of the American girl, that innocence which was the greatest of all, for it had survived the abolition of walls and locks; and of the various remarks that had dropped from Verena expressing this quality that startling observation certainly expressed it most. It implied, at any rate, that unions of some kind or other had her approval, and did not exclude the dangers that might arise from encounters with young men in search of sensations.
It was incredible how many ways men could be unsympathetic; these two were very different from Basil Ransom, and different from each other, yet each of their attitudes insulted one's femininity. The worst part was that Verena wouldn’t even notice this disrespect—not that she would dislike them because of it. There were so many things she hadn’t learned to dislike yet, despite her friend’s earnest attempts to teach her. She vividly understood (which was the miracle) the cruelty of men, their age-old injustice; but it remained abstract, theoretical; she didn’t actually hate him for it. What was the point of having such a sharp, inspired understanding of the history of men (it was, as she had said herself, just like Joan of Arc’s extraordinary insight into the state of France) if she wasn’t going to act on it, if she was going to behave like an ordinary timid, conventional young lady? It was easy for her to say, on that first day, that she would renounce everything: did she look, at a moment like this, like a young woman who had truly renounced? What if this flashy, laughing Burrage guy, with his chains and rings and shiny shoes, fell in love with her and tried to woo her, using his wealth to persuade her to give up her meaningful work and move to New York with him, living as his wife, partly pressured, partly spoiled, in the usual Burrage style? There was as little comfort for Olive as there had been in remembering Verena’s offhand comment about her preference for "free unions." This had been nothing but naive talk; she didn’t really understand what she was saying. Even though she grew up around people who accepted all sorts of unconventional attitudes, she maintained the pure innocence of the American girl, that innocence which was the greatest of all, as it had survived the breaking down of boundaries and privacy; and of all the various remarks Verena made that reflected this quality, that surprising observation certainly expressed it the best. It implied, at least, that some sort of unions had her approval, and didn’t rule out the risks that could come from interactions with young men looking for excitement.
XVI
Mr. Pardon, as Olive observed, was a little out of this combination; but he was not a person to allow himself to droop. He came and seated himself by Miss Chancellor and broached a literary subject; he asked her if she were following any of the current "serials" in the magazines. On her telling him that she never followed anything of that sort, he undertook a defence of the serial system, which she presently reminded him that she had not attacked. He was not discouraged by this retort, but glided gracefully off to the question of Mount Desert; conversation on some subject or other being evidently a necessity of his nature. He talked very quickly and softly, with words, and even sentences, imperfectly formed; there was a certain amiable flatness in his tone, and he abounded in exclamations—"Goodness gracious!" and "Mercy on us!"—not much in use among the sex whose profanity is apt to be coarse. He had small, fair features, remarkably neat, and pretty eyes, and a moustache that he caressed, and an air of juvenility much at variance with his grizzled locks, and the free familiar reference in which he was apt to indulge to his career as a journalist. His friends knew that in spite of his delicacy and his prattle he was what they called a live man; his appearance was perfectly reconcilable with a large degree of literary enterprise. It should be explained that for the most part they attached to this idea the same meaning as Selah Tarrant—a state of intimacy with the newspapers, the cultivation of the great arts of publicity. For this ingenuous son of his age all distinction between the person and the artist had ceased to exist; the writer was personal, the person food for newsboys, and everything and every one were every one's business. All things, with him, referred themselves to print, and print meant simply infinite reporting, a promptitude of announcement, abusive when necessary, or even when not, about his fellow-citizens. He poured contumely on their private life, on their personal appearance, with the best conscience in the world. His faith, again, was the faith of Selah Tarrant—that being in the newspapers is a condition of bliss, and that it would be fastidious to question the terms of the privilege. He was an enfant de la balle, as the French say; he had begun his career, at the age of fourteen, by going the rounds of the hotels, to cull flowers from the big, greasy registers which lie on the marble counters; and he might flatter himself that he had contributed in his measure, and on behalf of a vigilant public opinion, the pride of a democratic State, to the great end of preventing the American citizen from attempting clandestine journeys. Since then he had ascended other steps of the same ladder; he was the most brilliant young interviewer on the Boston press. He was particularly successful in drawing out the ladies; he had condensed into shorthand many of the most celebrated women of his time—some of these daughters of fame were very voluminous—and he was supposed to have a remarkably insinuating way of waiting upon prime donne and actresses the morning after their arrival, or sometimes the very evening, while their luggage was being brought up. He was only twenty-eight years old, and, with his hoary head, was a thoroughly modern young man; he had no idea of not taking advantage of all the modern conveniences. He regarded the mission of mankind upon earth as a perpetual evolution of telegrams; everything to him was very much the same, he had no sense of proportion or quality; but the newest thing was what came nearest exciting in his mind the sentiment of respect. He was an object of extreme admiration to Selah Tarrant, who believed that he had mastered all the secrets of success, and who, when Mrs. Tarrant remarked (as she had done more than once) that it looked as if Mr. Pardon was really coming after Verena, declared that if he was, he was one of the few young men he should want to see in that connexion, one of the few he should be willing to allow to handle her. It was Tarrant's conviction that if Matthias Pardon should seek Verena in marriage, it would be with a view to producing her in public; and the advantage for the girl of having a husband who was at the same time reporter, interviewer, manager, agent, who had the command of the principal "dailies," would write her up and work her, as it were, scientifically—the attraction of all this was too obvious to be insisted on. Matthias had a mean opinion of Tarrant, thought him quite second-rate, a votary of played-out causes. It was his impression that he himself was in love with Verena, but his passion was not a jealous one, and included a remarkable disposition to share the object of his affection with the American people.
Mr. Pardon, as Olive noticed, was a bit out of place in this group; but he wasn’t one to let that affect him. He sat down next to Miss Chancellor and brought up a literary topic, asking her if she was reading any of the current "serials" in the magazines. When she told him she didn’t follow that sort of thing, he defended the serial format, which she pointed out he was misinterpreting since she hadn’t criticized it. Undeterred by her rebuttal, he smoothly transitioned to discussing Mount Desert, showing that he clearly needed to talk about something. He spoke quickly and softly, with his words and even sentences sometimes coming out jumbled; there was a friendly flatness in his voice, and he peppered his speech with exclamations like “Goodness gracious!” and “Mercy on us!”—expressions not commonly used by men who tended to be more coarse in their language. He had small, neat features, pretty eyes, a moustache he frequently stroked, and a youthful demeanor that contrasted with his gray hair, along with the casual way he referenced his career as a journalist. His friends understood that despite his delicate manner and chatter, he was what they termed a "live man"; his appearance fit with a substantial degree of literary ambition. Notably, this idea meant the same for them as it did for Selah Tarrant—a connection with newspapers, embracing the art of publicity. For this innocent product of his era, the line between the individual and the artist had blurred; the writer was a persona, and the individual was just fodder for news. Everything and everyone was everyone’s concern. To him, all matters related back to print, which simply meant endless reporting, with the quickness to publish often harshly, whether necessary or not, about his fellow citizens. He was candid in critiquing their private lives and appearances without a second thought. His belief mirrored that of Selah Tarrant—that being in the newspapers equaled happiness and it would be pretentious to question the specifics of that privilege. He was an enfant de la balle, as the French say; he started his career at age fourteen, going around hotels to gather stories from the large, messy guest books on the marble counters. He could pride himself on having contributed, in his own way, to ensure that American citizens didn’t embark on secret journeys—something valued by a vigilant public opinion. Since then, he’d climbed higher on the same ladder and became the most impressive young interviewer in Boston’s press. He was especially skilled at getting ladies to open up; he had summarized in shorthand many of the most notable women of his time—some of these renowned figures were quite verbose—and he was known to have a particularly persuasive way of approaching key singers and actresses right after their arrival, sometimes even that very evening as their luggage was being unloaded. He was only twenty-eight years old, yet despite his gray hair, he embodied a completely modern young man who fully embraced all the new conveniences. He saw the destiny of humanity as an ongoing stream of telegrams; everything felt much the same to him, and he lacked a sense of scale or quality; instead, the newest thing was what stirred his respect the most. He was held in high regard by Selah Tarrant, who believed he had unlocked all the secrets to success, and when Mrs. Tarrant pointed out (as she had a few times) that it seemed Mr. Pardon might really be pursuing Verena, he stated that if he was, he was one of the few young men he would approve of in that regard, one of the few he would trust to be with her. Tarrant was convinced that if Matthias Pardon sought Verena's hand, it would be to present her in public; having a husband who was also a reporter, interviewer, manager, and agent, who had connections with major newspapers, would elevate her presence scientifically. The appeal of this was too clear to disregard. Matthias thought lowly of Tarrant, viewing him as second-rate and a supporter of outdated causes. He believed he was in love with Verena, but his feelings were not possessive and included a notable willingness to share his affection with the American public.
He talked some time to Olive about Mount Desert, told her that in his letters he had described the company at the different hotels. He remarked, however, that a correspondent suffered a good deal to-day from the competition of the "lady-writers"; the sort of article they produced was sometimes more acceptable to the papers. He supposed she would be glad to hear that—he knew she was so interested in woman's having a free field. They certainly made lovely correspondents; they picked up something bright before you could turn round; there wasn't much you could keep away from them; you had to be lively if you wanted to get there first. Of course, they were naturally more chatty, and that was the style of literature that seemed to take most to-day; only they didn't write much but what ladies would want to read. Of course, he knew there were millions of lady-readers, but he intimated that he didn't address himself exclusively to the gynecæum; he tried to put in something that would interest all parties. If you read a lady's letter you knew pretty well in advance what you would find. Now, what he tried for was that you shouldn't have the least idea; he always tried to have something that would make you jump. Mr. Pardon was not conceited more, at least, than is proper when youth and success go hand in hand, and it was natural he should not know in what spirit Miss Chancellor listened to him. Being aware that she was a woman of culture his desire was simply to supply her with the pabulum that she would expect. She thought him very inferior; she had heard he was intensely bright, but there was probably some mistake; there couldn't be any danger for Verena from a mind that took merely a gossip's view of great tendencies. Besides, he wasn't half educated, and it was her belief, or at least her hope, that an educative process was now going on for Verena (under her own direction) which would enable her to make such a discovery for herself. Olive had a standing quarrel with the levity, the good-nature, of the judgements of the day; many of them seemed to her weak to imbecility, losing sight of all measures and standards, lavishing superlatives, delighted to be fooled. The age seemed to her relaxed and demoralised, and I believe she looked to the influx of the great feminine element to make it feel and speak more sharply.
He spent some time talking to Olive about Mount Desert, telling her that in his letters, he described the people at the different hotels. He noted, however, that a correspondent today suffers quite a bit from the competition of the "lady-writers"; the type of articles they produced was sometimes more appealing to the newspapers. He figured she would be glad to hear that—he knew she was interested in women having equal opportunities. They certainly made great correspondents; they would pick up something interesting before you even noticed; there wasn’t much you could keep hidden from them; you had to be quick if you wanted to get your story out first. Of course, they were naturally more chatty, and that was the style of writing that seemed to be trending today; but they mostly wrote about what women would want to read. He recognized that there were millions of female readers, but he hinted that he didn’t aim exclusively at that audience; he tried to include something that would engage everyone. When you read a woman’s letter, you could pretty much guess what you would find. What he aimed for was to surprise you; he always tried to have something that would catch you off guard. Mr. Pardon wasn’t overly full of himself, at least not more than is natural when youth and success go hand in hand, and it was only natural that he wouldn’t realize how Miss Chancellor listened to him. Knowing she was a cultured woman, his goal was simply to provide her with the kind of material she would expect. She considered him quite inferior; she had heard he was extremely bright, but there was probably some misunderstanding; there couldn’t be any risk for Verena from someone who took just a gossip’s perspective on significant trends. Plus, he wasn’t well-educated enough, and she believed, or at least hoped, that Verena was currently undergoing an educational process (under her guidance) that would help her make such discoveries for herself. Olive had a constant complaint about the superficiality and overly good-natured judgments of the day; many of them seemed to her weak to the point of stupidity, losing sight of all measures and standards, showering everything with praise, eager to be deceived. She saw the age as lax and demoralized, and she believed that the surge of the significant feminine influence would help it feel and express itself more clearly.
"Well, it's a privilege to hear you two talk together," Mrs. Tarrant said to her; "it's what I call real conversation. It isn't often we have anything so fresh; it makes me feel as if I wanted to join in. I scarcely know whom to listen to most; Verena seems to be having such a time with those gentlemen. First I catch one thing and then another; it seems as if I couldn't take it all in. Perhaps I ought to pay more attention to Mr. Burrage; I don't want him to think we are not so cordial as they are in New York."
"Well, it’s a privilege to hear you two talk," Mrs. Tarrant said to her. "This is what I call real conversation. We don’t often get something so fresh; it makes me want to join in. I hardly know whom to listen to most; Verena seems to be having such a good time with those guys. First, I catch one thing and then another; it feels like I can’t take it all in. Maybe I should pay more attention to Mr. Burrage; I don’t want him to think we’re not as friendly as they are in New York."
She decided to draw nearer to the trio on the other side of the room, for she had perceived (as she devoutly hoped Miss Chancellor had not) that Verena was endeavouring to persuade either of her companions to go and talk to her dear friend, and that these unscrupulous young men, after a glance over their shoulder, appeared to plead for remission, to intimate that this was not what they had come round for. Selah wandered out of the room again with his collection of cakes, and Mr. Pardon began to talk to Olive about Verena, to say that he felt as if he couldn't say all he did feel with regard to the interest she had shown in her. Olive could not imagine why he was called upon to say or to feel anything, and she gave him short answers; while the poor young man, unconscious of his doom, remarked that he hoped she wasn't going to exercise any influence that would prevent Miss Tarrant from taking the rank that belonged to her. He thought there was too much hanging back; he wanted to see her in a front seat; he wanted to see her name in the biggest kind of bills and her portrait in the windows of the stores. She had genius, there was no doubt of that, and she would take a new line altogether. She had charm, and there was a great demand for that nowadays in connexion with new ideas. There were so many that seemed to have fallen dead for want of it. She ought to be carried straight ahead; she ought to walk right up to the top. There was a want of bold action; he didn't see what they were waiting for. He didn't suppose they were waiting till she was fifty years old; there were old ones enough in the field. He knew that Miss Chancellor appreciated the advantage of her girlhood, because Miss Verena had told him so. Her father was dreadfully slack, and the winter was ebbing away. Mr. Pardon went so far as to say that if Dr. Tarrant didn't see his way to do something, he should feel as if he should want to take hold himself. He expressed a hope at the same time that Olive had not any views that would lead her to bring her influence to bear to make Miss Verena hold back; also that she wouldn't consider that he pressed in too much. He knew that was a charge that people brought against newspaper-men—that they were rather apt to cross the line. He only worried because he thought those who were no doubt nearer to Miss Verena than he could hope to be were not sufficiently alive. He knew that she had appeared in two or three parlours since that evening at Miss Birdseye's, and he had heard of the delightful occasion at Miss Chancellor's own house, where so many of the first families had been invited to meet her. (This was an allusion to a small luncheon-party that Olive had given, when Verena discoursed to a dozen matrons and spinsters, selected by her hostess with infinite consideration and many spiritual scruples; a report of the affair, presumably from the hand of the young Matthias, who naturally had not been present, appeared with extraordinary promptness in an evening-paper.) That was very well so far as it went, but he wanted something on another scale, something so big that people would have to go round if they wanted to get past. Then lowering his voice a little, he mentioned what it was: a lecture in the Music Hall, at fifty cents a ticket, without her father, right there on her own basis. He lowered his voice still more and revealed to Miss Chancellor his innermost thought, having first assured himself that Selah was still absent and that Mrs. Tarrant was inquiring of Mr. Burrage whether he visited much on the new land. The truth was, Miss Verena wanted to "shed" her father altogether; she didn't want him pawing round her that way before she began; it didn't add in the least to the attraction. Mr. Pardon expressed the conviction that Miss Chancellor agreed with him in this, and it required a great effort of mind on Olive's part, so small was her desire to act in concert with Mr. Pardon, to admit to herself that she did. She asked him, with a certain lofty coldness—he didn't make her shy, now, a bit—whether he took a great interest in the improvement of the position of women. The question appeared to strike the young man as abrupt and irrelevant, to come down on him from a height with which he was not accustomed to hold intercourse. He was used to quick operations, however, and he had only a moment of bright blankness before replying:
She decided to get closer to the group on the other side of the room, because she had noticed (and sincerely hoped Miss Chancellor hadn’t) that Verena was trying to convince one of her friends to go talk to her beloved friend. Those unprincipled young men, after glancing over their shoulders, seemed to be begging for release, to suggest that this wasn't what they had come over for. Selah left the room again with his assortment of cakes, and Mr. Pardon started talking to Olive about Verena, saying he felt unable to express all his feelings related to the interest she had shown in her. Olive couldn't figure out why he felt the need to say or feel anything at all, and she gave him brief responses. Meanwhile, the poor guy, unaware of his fate, commented that he hoped she wouldn’t influence Miss Tarrant in a way that would prevent her from taking the rank she deserved. He believed there was too much hesitation; he wanted to see her at the forefront, her name on the biggest posters, and her portrait in shop windows. She had talent, that was for sure, and she was about to take a completely new path. She had charm, and there was a big demand for that these days alongside new ideas. Many had seemed to fade away for lack of it. She should be pushed straight to the front; she should step right up to the top. There was a lack of bold action; he didn’t understand what they were waiting for. He couldn't imagine they were just waiting until she was fifty; there were already plenty of older ones in the field. He knew Miss Chancellor recognized the benefits of her youth, as Miss Verena had told him that. Her father was terribly neglectful, and winter was slipping away. Mr. Pardon went so far as to say that if Dr. Tarrant didn’t find a way to act, he’d feel the urge to step in himself. He also expressed hope that Olive didn’t have any plans that would lead her to use her influence to hold Miss Verena back, and that she wouldn’t think he was being too forward. He was aware that people often accused newspaper types of overstepping boundaries. He was just worried because he thought those who were surely closer to Miss Verena than he could ever be weren’t paying enough attention. He knew she had appeared in a few salons since that evening at Miss Birdseye’s, and he had heard about the delightful event at Miss Chancellor’s own home, where many of the top families had gathered to meet her. (This referred to a small luncheon Olive had hosted where Verena spoke to a dozen matrons and spinsters, carefully chosen by her hostess with great thought and spiritual deliberation; a report about the event, presumably written by the young Matthias, who hadn’t been present, appeared remarkably quickly in an evening newspaper.) That was fine as far as it went, but he wanted something on a larger scale, something so big that people would have to go around it if they wanted to pass by. Then, lowering his voice a bit, he mentioned what he had in mind: a lecture in the Music Hall, with tickets priced at fifty cents, without her father, presented on her own terms. He lowered his voice further and revealed to Miss Chancellor his deepest thought, first making sure that Selah was still gone and that Mrs. Tarrant was asking Mr. Burrage if he visited much on the new land. The truth was, Miss Verena wanted to completely "shed" her father; she didn’t want him hovering around her like that before she got started; it didn’t add to her appeal at all. Mr. Pardon sincerely believed that Miss Chancellor agreed with him on this, and it took a great mental effort on Olive’s part, since she had very little desire to collaborate with Mr. Pardon, to admit that she did. She asked him, with a somewhat icy superiority—he didn’t make her shy anymore—whether he was very interested in improving women’s positions. The question struck the young man as sudden and out of context, coming at him from a height he wasn’t used to dealing with. However, he was accustomed to quick exchanges and only experienced a moment of bright emptiness before responding:
"Oh, there is nothing I wouldn't do for the ladies; just give me a chance and you'll see."
"Oh, there's nothing I wouldn't do for the ladies; just give me a chance and you'll see."
Olive was silent a moment. "What I mean is—is your sympathy a sympathy with our sex, or a particular interest in Miss Tarrant?"
Olive was quiet for a moment. "What I mean is—do you sympathize with women in general, or do you have a specific interest in Miss Tarrant?"
"Well, sympathy is just sympathy—that's all I can say. It takes in Miss Verena and it takes in all others—except the lady-correspondents," the young man added, with a jocosity which, as he perceived even at the moment, was lost on Verena's friend. He was not more successful when he went on: "It takes in even you, Miss Chancellor!"
"Well, sympathy is just sympathy—that's all I can say. It includes Miss Verena and all the others—except the lady correspondents," the young man added with a joking tone that, as he noticed even then, was lost on Verena's friend. He wasn’t any more successful when he continued, "It even includes you, Miss Chancellor!"
Olive rose to her feet, hesitating; she wanted to go away, and yet she couldn't bear to leave Verena to be exploited, as she felt that she would be after her departure, that indeed she had already been, by those offensive young men. She had a strange sense, too, that her friend had neglected her for the last half-hour, had not been occupied with her, had placed a barrier between them—a barrier of broad male backs, of laughter that verged upon coarseness, of glancing smiles directed across the room, directed to Olive, which seemed rather to disconnect her with what was going forward on that side than to invite her to take part in it. If Verena recognised that Miss Chancellor was not in report, as her father said, when jocose young men ruled the scene, the discovery implied no great penetration; but the poor girl might have reflected further that to see it taken for granted that she was unadapted for such company could scarcely be more agreeable to Olive than to be dragged into it. This young lady's worst apprehensions were now justified by Mrs. Tarrant's crying to her that she must not go, as Mr. Burrage and Mr. Gracie were trying to persuade Verena to give them a little specimen of inspirational speaking, and she was sure her daughter would comply in a moment if Miss Chancellor would just tell her to compose herself. They had got to own up to it, Miss Chancellor could do more with her than any one else; but Mr. Gracie and Mr. Burrage had excited her so that she was afraid it would be rather an unsuccessful effort. The whole group had got up, and Verena came to Olive with her hands outstretched and no signs of a bad conscience in her bright face.
Olive stood up, hesitating; she wanted to leave, but she couldn’t stand the thought of leaving Verena to be taken advantage of, as she felt she would be after she left, and indeed already had been, by those obnoxious young men. She also had a strange feeling that her friend had been ignoring her for the last half-hour, had not been focused on her, and had put a barrier between them—a barrier of broad male backs, laughter that bordered on crude, and fleeting smiles thrown across the room to Olive, which seemed to disconnect her from what was happening over there rather than inviting her to join in. If Verena recognized that Miss Chancellor was not in the picture, as her father said, when jokey young men dominated the scene, that realization didn’t take much insight; but the poor girl might have considered that it was hardly more pleasant for Olive to see it assumed that she wasn't suited for such company than to be dragged into it. Olive's worst fears were now confirmed when Mrs. Tarrant called out to her that she must stay, as Mr. Burrage and Mr. Gracie were trying to convince Verena to give them a quick demonstration of inspirational speaking, and she was sure her daughter would agree immediately if Miss Chancellor would just tell her to calm down. They had to admit it, Miss Chancellor had more influence with her than anyone else; but Mr. Gracie and Mr. Burrage had gotten her so worked up that she feared it would be rather unsuccessful. The whole group had stood up, and Verena approached Olive with her hands outstretched and no sign of guilt on her bright face.
"I know you like me to speak so much—I'll try to say something if you want me to. But I'm afraid there are not enough people; I can't do much with a small audience."
"I know you want me to talk a lot—I’ll try to say something if you want me to. But I’m worried there aren’t enough people; I can’t do much with a small crowd."
"I wish we had brought some of our friends—they would have been delighted to come if we had given them a chance," said Mr. Burrage. "There is an immense desire throughout the University to hear you, and there is no such sympathetic audience as an audience of Harvard men. Gracie and I are only two, but Gracie is a host in himself, and I am sure he will say as much of me." The young man spoke these words freely and lightly, smiling at Verena, and even a little at Olive, with the air of one to whom a mastery of clever "chaff" was commonly attributed.
"I wish we had invited some of our friends—they would have been thrilled to come if we had given them the opportunity," Mr. Burrage said. "There's a huge interest at the University to hear you, and there's no audience more understanding than a group of Harvard men. Gracie and I are just two people, but Gracie is like a whole crowd by himself, and I'm sure he would say the same about me." The young man said this easily and casually, smiling at Verena and even a little at Olive, as if he was known for his knack for clever banter.
"Mr. Burrage listens even better than he talks," his companion declared. "We have the habit of attention at lectures, you know. To be lectured by you would be an advantage indeed. We are sunk in ignorance and prejudice."
"Mr. Burrage listens even better than he speaks," his friend said. "We're used to paying attention during lectures, you know. Being lectured by you would be a real benefit. We're stuck in ignorance and bias."
"Ah, my prejudices," Burrage went on; "if you could see them—I assure you they are something monstrous!"
"Ah, my biases," Burrage continued; "if you could see them—I promise you they're something huge!"
"Give them a regular ducking and make them gasp," Matthias Pardon cried. "If you want an opportunity to act on Harvard College, now's your chance. These gentlemen will carry the news; it will be the narrow end of the wedge."
"Give them a good dunk and make them gasp," Matthias Pardon shouted. "If you want a chance to take action at Harvard College, now's your opportunity. These guys will spread the word; it will be the first step."
"I can't tell what you like," Verena said, still looking into Olive's eyes.
"I can't figure out what you like," Verena said, still looking into Olive's eyes.
"I'm sure Miss Chancellor likes everything here," Mrs. Tarrant remarked, with a noble confidence.
"I'm sure Miss Chancellor enjoys everything here," Mrs. Tarrant said, with a sense of noble confidence.
Selah had reappeared by this time; his lofty, contemplative person was framed by the doorway. "Want to try a little inspiration?" he inquired, looking round on the circle with an encouraging inflexion.
Selah had shown up again by this time; his tall, thoughtful figure was framed by the doorway. "Want to try some inspiration?" he asked, glancing around at the group with an encouraging tone.
"I'll do it alone, if you prefer," Verena said soothingly to her friend. "It might be a good chance to try without father."
"I'll handle it by myself if that's what you want," Verena said calmly to her friend. "It could be a good opportunity to give it a shot without dad."
"You don't mean to say you ain't going to be supported?" Mrs. Tarrant exclaimed, with dismay.
"You can't be saying you're not going to get any support?" Mrs. Tarrant exclaimed, in disbelief.
"Ah, I beseech you, give us the whole programme—don't omit any leading feature!" Mr. Burrage was heard to plead.
"Please, I urge you, share the entire program—don't leave out any key details!" Mr. Burrage was heard to say.
"My only interest is to draw her out," said Selah, defending his integrity. "I will drop right out if I don't seem to vitalise. I have no desire to draw attention to my own poor gifts." This declaration appeared to be addressed to Miss Chancellor.
"My only interest is to bring her out," Selah said, defending his integrity. "I'll step back if I don't seem to energize. I have no desire to draw attention to my own lack of talent." This statement seemed to be directed at Miss Chancellor.
"Well, there will be more inspiration if you don't touch her," Matthias Pardon said to him. "It will seem to come right down from—well, wherever it does come from."
"Well, there will be more inspiration if you don’t touch her," Matthias Pardon said to him. "It will seem to come straight from—well, wherever it comes from."
"Yes, we don't pretend to say that," Mrs. Tarrant murmured.
"Yeah, we’re not pretending to say that," Mrs. Tarrant murmured.
This little discussion had brought the blood to Olive's face; she felt that every one present was looking at her—Verena most of all—and that here was a chance to take a more complete possession of the girl. Such chances were agitating; moreover, she didn't like, on any occasion, to be so prominent. But everything that had been said was benighted and vulgar; the place seemed thick with the very atmosphere out of which she wished to lift Verena. They were treating her as a show, as a social resource, and the two young men from the College were laughing at her shamelessly. She was not meant for that, and Olive would save her. Verena was so simple, she couldn't see herself; she was the only pure spirit in the odious group.
This little conversation had flushed Olive’s face; she felt that everyone there was staring at her—especially Verena—and that this was an opportunity to gain a deeper influence over the girl. Such moments were nerve-wracking; plus, she never liked being the center of attention. But everything that had been said was ignorant and crude; the atmosphere felt suffocating, exactly what she wanted to rescue Verena from. They were treating her like a spectacle, a social accessory, and the two young men from the College were laughing at her without restraint. She was not meant for that, and Olive would save her. Verena was so naive; she couldn’t see how she truly appeared; she was the only genuinely good person in that unpleasant group.
"I want you to address audiences that are worth addressing—to convince people who are serious and sincere." Olive herself, as she spoke, heard the great shake in her voice. "Your mission is not to exhibit yourself as a pastime for individuals, but to touch the heart of communities, of nations."
"I want you to speak to audiences that matter—to persuade people who are earnest and genuine." Olive herself, as she spoke, noticed the strong tremor in her voice. "Your purpose is not to show off as entertainment for individuals, but to resonate with the hearts of communities, of nations."
"Dear madam, I'm sure Miss Tarrant will touch my heart!" Mr. Burrage objected, gallantly.
"Dear ma'am, I'm sure Miss Tarrant will move me deeply!" Mr. Burrage protested, charmingly.
"Well, I don't know but she judges you young men fairly," said Mrs. Tarrant, with a sigh.
"Well, I don't know, but she judges you guys pretty fairly," said Mrs. Tarrant, with a sigh.
Verena, diverted a moment from her communion with her friend, considered Mr. Burrage with a smile. "I don't believe you have got any heart, and I shouldn't care much if you had!"
Verena, briefly distracted from her connection with her friend, looked at Mr. Burrage with a smile. "I don’t think you have any heart, and I wouldn’t really care if you did!"
"You have no idea how much the way you say that increases my desire to hear you speak."
"You have no idea how much the way you say that makes me want to hear you talk."
"Do as you please, my dear," said Olive, almost inaudibly. "My carriage must be there—I must leave you, in any case."
"Do whatever you want, my dear," Olive said softly. "My carriage should be here—I have to go, regardless."
"I can see you don't want it," said Verena, wondering. "You would stay if you liked it, wouldn't you?"
"I can tell you don't want it," Verena said, puzzled. "You would stay if you liked it, right?"
"I don't know what I should do. Come out with me!" Olive spoke almost with fierceness.
"I don't know what I should do. Come out with me!" Olive said almost fiercely.
"Well, you'll send them away no better than they came," said Matthias Pardon.
"Well, you won't send them away any better than they arrived," said Matthias Pardon.
"I guess you had better come round some other night," Selah suggested pacifically, but with a significance which fell upon Olive's ear.
"I think it would be better if you came by another night," Selah suggested calmly, though her tone had a meaning that Olive picked up on.
Mr. Gracie seemed inclined to make the sturdiest protest. "Look here, Miss Tarrant; do you want to save Harvard College, or do you not?" he demanded, with a humorous frown.
Mr. Gracie seemed ready to make the strongest protest. "Listen up, Miss Tarrant; do you want to save Harvard College, or not?" he asked, with a sarcastic frown.
"I didn't know you were Harvard College!" Verena returned as humorously.
"I didn't know you were from Harvard College!" Verena replied playfully.
"I am afraid you are rather disappointed in your evening if you expected to obtain some insight into our ideas," said Mrs. Tarrant, with an air of impotent sympathy, to Mr. Gracie.
"I’m afraid you might be a bit let down this evening if you were hoping to gain some insight into our thoughts," said Mrs. Tarrant, with a look of powerless sympathy, to Mr. Gracie.
"Well, good-night, Miss Chancellor," she went on; "I hope you've got a warm wrap. I suppose you'll think we go a good deal by what you say in this house. Well, most people don't object to that. There's a little hole right there in the porch; it seems as if Doctor Tarrant couldn't remember to go for the man to fix it. I am afraid you'll think we're too much taken up with all these new hopes. Well, we have enjoyed seeing you in our home; it quite raises my appetite for social intercourse. Did you come out on wheels? I can't stand a sleigh myself; it makes me sick."
"Well, good night, Miss Chancellor," she continued; "I hope you have a warm wrap. I guess you think we rely a lot on what you say in this house. Well, most people don’t mind that. There’s a little hole right there on the porch; it seems like Doctor Tarrant just can’t remember to call someone to fix it. I’m afraid you’ll think we’re too caught up in all these new hopes. Well, we have enjoyed having you in our home; it really boosts my desire for social interaction. Did you come in a car? I can’t stand a sleigh myself; it makes me feel sick."
This was her hostess's response to Miss Chancellor's very summary farewell, uttered as the three ladies proceeded together to the door of the house. Olive had got herself out of the little parlour with a sort of blind, defiant dash; she had taken no perceptible leave of the rest of the company. When she was calm she had very good manners, but when she was agitated she was guilty of lapses, every one of which came back to her, magnified, in the watches of the night. Sometimes they excited remorse, and sometimes triumph; in the latter case she felt that she could not have been so justly vindictive in cold blood. Tarrant wished to guide her down the steps, out of the little yard, to her carriage; he reminded her that they had had ashes sprinkled on the planks on purpose. But she begged him to let her alone, she almost pushed him back; she drew Verena out into the dark freshness, closing the door of the house behind her. There was a splendid sky, all blue-black and silver—a sparkling wintry vault, where the stars were like a myriad points of ice. The air was silent and sharp, and the vague snow looked cruel. Olive knew now very definitely what the promise was that she wanted Verena to make; but it was too cold, she could keep her there bareheaded but an instant. Mrs. Tarrant, meanwhile, in the parlour, remarked that it seemed as if she couldn't trust Verena with her own parents; and Selah intimated that, with a proper invitation, his daughter would be very happy to address Harvard College at large. Mr. Burrage and Mr. Gracie said they would invite her on the spot, in the name of the University; and Matthias Pardon reflected (and asserted) with glee that this would be the newest thing yet. But he added that they would have a high time with Miss Chancellor first, and this was evidently the conviction of the company.
This was her hostess's response to Miss Chancellor's quick goodbye, said as the three ladies walked to the door of the house. Olive had managed to leave the small parlor with a kind of blind, defiant rush; she hadn’t really said goodbye to the rest of the group. When she was calm, she had very good manners, but when she was upset, she made mistakes, each one of which came back to her, amplified, in the quiet of night. Sometimes these thoughts made her feel guilty, and sometimes they made her feel victorious; in the latter case, she thought she couldn't have been so justifiably cruel when thinking clearly. Tarrant wanted to help her down the steps, out of the little yard, to her carriage; he reminded her that they had sprinkled ashes on the planks for a reason. But she asked him to leave her alone, almost shoving him back; she pulled Verena out into the cool darkness, shutting the door behind them. The sky was stunning, all blue-black and silver—a sparkling wintry dome, where the stars looked like countless points of ice. The air was still and sharp, and the vague snow seemed harsh. Olive now clearly knew what promise she wanted Verena to make; but it was too cold, and she could only keep her out there bareheaded for a moment. Meanwhile, Mrs. Tarrant, in the parlor, commented that it seemed like she couldn't trust Verena with her own parents; and Selah hinted that, with a proper invitation, his daughter would be more than happy to speak to Harvard College as a whole. Mr. Burrage and Mr. Gracie said they would invite her right then, on behalf of the University; and Matthias Pardon laughed as he said this would be the newest thing yet. But he added that they would have a blast with Miss Chancellor first, and this was clearly the belief of the group.
"I can see you are angry at something," Verena said to Olive, as the two stood there in the starlight. "I hope it isn't me. What have I done?"
"I can see that you're upset about something," Verena said to Olive, as they stood there under the starlight. "I hope it's not because of me. What did I do?"
"I am not angry—I am anxious. I am so afraid I shall lose you. Verena, don't fail me—don't fail me!" Olive spoke low, with a kind of passion.
"I’m not angry—I’m anxious. I’m really scared I’ll lose you. Verena, don’t let me down—don’t let me down!" Olive said quietly, with a sort of intensity.
"Fail you? How can I fail?"
"Fail you? How could I possibly fail?"
"You can't, of course you can't. Your star is above you. But don't listen to them."
"You can't, of course you can't. Your star is above you. But don't listen to them."
"To whom do you mean, Olive? To my parents?"
"Who are you talking about, Olive? My parents?"
"Oh no, not your parents," Miss Chancellor replied, with some sharpness. She paused a moment, and then she said: "I don't care for your parents. I have told you that before; but now that I have seen them—as they wished, as you wished, and I didn't—I don't care for them; I must repeat it, Verena. I should be dishonest if I let you think I did."
"Oh no, not your parents," Miss Chancellor replied, a bit sharply. She paused for a moment, then said: "I don't like your parents. I've told you that before, but now that I've seen them—as they wanted, as you wanted, and I didn't—I still don't like them; I have to repeat it, Verena. It would be dishonest of me to let you think otherwise."
"Why, Olive Chancellor!" Verena murmured, as if she were trying, in spite of the sadness produced by this declaration, to do justice to her friend's impartiality.
"Why, Olive Chancellor!" Verena murmured, as if she were trying, despite the sadness from this declaration, to acknowledge her friend's fairness.
"Yes, I am hard; perhaps I am cruel; but we must be hard if we wish to triumph. Don't listen to young men when they try to mock and muddle you. They don't care for you; they don't care for us. They care only for their pleasure, for what they believe to be the right of the stronger. The stronger? I am not so sure!"
"Yes, I can be tough; maybe I can be harsh; but we have to be tough if we want to succeed. Don't pay attention to young guys when they try to make fun of you or confuse you. They don’t care about you; they don’t care about us. They only care about their own enjoyment, about what they think is the privilege of the strongest. The strongest? I'm not so sure!"
"Some of them care so much—are supposed to care too much—for us," Verena said, with a smile that looked dim in the darkness.
"Some of them care so much—are expected to care too much—for us," Verena said, with a smile that seemed dull in the darkness.
"Yes, if we will give up everything. I have asked you before—are you prepared to give up?"
"Yes, if we're willing to give up everything. I've asked you before—are you ready to let go?"
"Do you mean, to give you up?"
"Are you saying to give you up?"
"No, all our wretched sisters—all our hopes and purposes—all that we think Sacred and worth living for!"
"No, all our miserable sisters—all our hopes and goals—all that we consider sacred and worth living for!"
"Oh, they don't want that, Olive." Verena's smile became more distinct, and she added: "They don't want so much as that!"
"Oh, they don't want that, Olive." Verena's smile became more pronounced, and she added: "They don't want even that much!"
"Well, then, go in and speak for them—and sing for them—and dance for them!"
"Well, go in and talk for them—and sing for them—and dance for them!"
"Olive, you are cruel!"
"Olive, you're so mean!"
"Yes, I am. But promise me one thing, and I shall be—oh, so tender!"
"Yes, I am. But promise me one thing, and I will be—oh, so sweet!"
"What a strange place for promises," said Verena, with a shiver, looking about her into the night.
"What a weird place for promises," said Verena, shivering as she looked around into the night.
"Yes, I am dreadful; I know it. But promise." And Olive drew the girl nearer to her, flinging over her with one hand the fold of a cloak that hung ample upon her own meagre person, and holding her there with the other, while she looked at her, suppliant but half hesitating. "Promise!" she repeated.
"Yes, I’m awful; I get it. But promise." And Olive pulled the girl closer, draping the loose fold of her cloak that hung generously over her thin frame with one hand, and holding her there with the other while looking at her, pleading but somewhat uncertain. "Promise!" she said again.
"Is it something terrible?"
"Is it something bad?"
"Never to listen to one of them, never to be bribed——"
"Never listen to any of them, never be tempted by a bribe——"
At this moment the house-door was opened again, and the light of the hall projected itself across the little piazza. Matthias Pardon stood in the aperture, and Tarrant and his wife, with the two other visitors, appeared to have come forward as well, to see what detained Verena.
At that moment, the front door opened again, and the light from the hallway spilled out onto the small porch. Matthias Pardon stood in the doorway, and Tarrant and his wife, along with the two other guests, seemed to have stepped forward too, to see what was keeping Verena.
"You seem to have started a kind of lecture out here," Mr. Pardon said. "You ladies had better look out, or you'll freeze together!"
"You look like you've started some kind of lecture out here," Mr. Pardon said. "You ladies should be careful, or you’ll end up freezing together!"
Verena was reminded by her mother that she would catch her death, but she had already heard sharply, low as they were spoken, five last words from Olive, who now abruptly released her and passed swiftly over the path from the porch to her waiting carriage. Tarrant creaked along, in pursuit, to assist Miss Chancellor; the others drew Verena into the house. "Promise me not to marry!"—that was what echoed in her startled mind, and repeated itself there when Mr. Burrage returned to the charge, asking her if she wouldn't at least appoint some evening when they might listen to her. She knew that Olive's injunction ought not to have surprised her; she had already felt it in the air; she would have said at any time, if she had been asked, that she didn't suppose Miss Chancellor would want her to marry. But the idea, uttered as her friend had uttered it, had a new solemnity, and the effect of that quick, violent colloquy was to make her nervous and impatient, as if she had had a sudden glimpse of futurity. That was rather awful, even if it represented the fate one would like.
Verena's mother warned her that she could get sick, but she had already caught five startling words from Olive, who suddenly let go of her and hurried over the path to her waiting carriage. Tarrant followed closely behind to help Miss Chancellor; the others pulled Verena into the house. "Promise me you won't marry!"—that echoed in her shocked mind and replayed itself when Mr. Burrage pressed her, asking if she would at least set a date for them to hear her out. She knew Olive's warning shouldn't have surprised her; she had already sensed it in the air. If anyone had asked her, she would have said she didn’t think Miss Chancellor wanted her to marry. But the way her friend had expressed it brought a new seriousness, and the intensity of that quick, heated exchange left her feeling anxious and restless, almost as if she had gotten a sudden glimpse into the future. That was pretty terrifying, even if it represented the kind of fate one might actually desire.
When the two young men from the College pressed their petition, she asked, with a laugh that surprised them, whether they wished to "mock and muddle" her. They went away, assenting to Mrs. Tarrant's last remark: "I am afraid you'll feel that you don't quite understand us yet." Matthias Pardon remained; her father and mother, expressing their perfect confidence that he would excuse them, went to bed and left him sitting there. He stayed a good while longer, nearly an hour, and said things that made Verena think that he, perhaps, would like to marry her. But while she listened to him, more abstractedly than her custom was, she remarked to herself that there could be no difficulty in promising Olive so far as he was concerned. He was very pleasant, and he knew an immense deal about everything, or, rather, about every one, and he would take her right into the midst of life. But she didn't wish to marry him, all the same, and after he had gone she reflected that, once she came to think of it, she didn't want to marry any one. So it would be easy, after all, to make Olive that promise, and it would give her so much pleasure!
When the two young guys from the College pressed their request, she laughed, surprising them, and asked if they wanted to "mock and muddle" her. They left, agreeing with Mrs. Tarrant's last comment: "I'm afraid you'll feel like you don't quite understand us yet." Matthias Pardon stayed behind; her parents, confident he would understand, went to bed, leaving him there. He lingered for almost an hour, saying things that made Verena think he might want to marry her. But while she listened to him, more distracted than usual, she noted to herself that there wouldn’t be any trouble in promising Olive on his account. He was very nice, knew a lot about everything—or rather, about everyone—and he would introduce her to real life. Yet, she didn’t want to marry him, and after he left, she realized that, when she thought about it, she didn’t want to marry anyone. So, it would be easy to make that promise to Olive, and it would make her so happy!
XVII
The next time Verena saw Olive she said to her that she was ready to make the promise she had asked the other night; but, to her great surprise, this young woman answered her by a question intended to check such rashness. Miss Chancellor raised a warning finger; she had an air of dissuasion almost as solemn as her former pressure; her passionate impatience appeared to have given way to other considerations, to be replaced by the resignation that comes with deeper reflexion. It was tinged in this case, indeed, by such bitterness as might be permitted to a young lady who cultivated the brightness of a great faith.
The next time Verena saw Olive, she told her that she was ready to make the promise she had asked for the other night. But to her surprise, Olive responded with a question meant to discourage that impulsiveness. Miss Chancellor raised a cautionary finger; she had a serious look that almost mirrored her earlier insistence. Her passionate impatience seemed to have shifted to a more thoughtful consideration, replaced by the acceptance that comes with deeper reflection. In this case, it was tinged with a bitterness that a young woman who embraced the light of a strong faith might understandably feel.
"Don't you want any promise at present?" Verena asked. "Why, Olive, how you change!"
"Don't you want to make any promises right now?" Verena asked. "Wow, Olive, you've changed so much!"
"My dear child, you are so young—so strangely young. I am a thousand years old; I have lived through generations—through centuries. I know what I know by experience; you know it by imagination. That is consistent with your being the fresh, bright creature that you are. I am constantly forgetting the difference between us—that you are a mere child as yet, though a child destined for great things. I forgot it the other night, but I have remembered it since. You must pass through a certain phase, and it would be very wrong in me to pretend to suppress it. That is all clear to me now; I see it was my jealousy that spoke—my restless, hungry jealousy. I have far too much of that; I oughtn't to give any one the right to say that it's a woman's quality. I don't want your signature; I only want your confidence—only what springs from that. I hope with all my soul that you won't marry; but if you don't it must not be because you have promised me. You know what I think—that there is something noble done when one makes a sacrifice for a great good. Priests—when they were real priests—never married, and what you and I dream of doing demands of us a kind of priesthood. It seems to me very poor, when friendship and faith and charity and the most interesting occupation in the world—when such a combination as this doesn't seem, by itself, enough to live for. No man that I have ever seen cares a straw in his heart for what we are trying to accomplish. They hate it; they scorn it; they will try to stamp it out whenever they can. Oh yes, I know there are men who pretend to care for it; but they are not really men, and I wouldn't be sure even of them! Any man that one would look at—with him, as a matter of course, it is war upon us to the knife. I don't mean to say there are not some male beings who are willing to patronise us a little; to pat us on the back and recommend a few moderate concessions; to say that there are two or three little points in which society has not been quite just to us. But any man who pretends to accept our programme in toto, as you and I understand it, of his own free will, before he is forced to—such a person simply schemes to betray us. There are gentlemen in plenty who would be glad to stop your mouth by kissing you! If you become dangerous some day to their selfishness, to their vested interests, to their immorality—as I pray heaven every day, my dear friend, that you may!—it will be a grand thing for one of them if he can persuade you that he loves you. Then you will see what he will do with you, and how far his love will take him! It would be a sad day for you and for me and for all of us if you were to believe something of that kind. You see I am very calm now; I have thought it all out."
"My dear child, you are so young—strangely young. I feel like I’m a thousand years old; I’ve lived through generations—centuries. I know what I know from experience; you know it from imagination. That fits with you being the fresh, bright person that you are. I keep forgetting the difference between us—that you are still just a child, though a child destined for great things. I forgot it the other night, but I’ve remembered it since. You need to go through a certain phase, and it would be wrong for me to pretend otherwise. That’s clear to me now; I see that my jealousy spoke—my restless, hungry jealousy. I have too much of that; I shouldn’t let anyone say it’s a woman’s quality. I don’t want your signature; I just want your trust—only what comes from that. I hope with all my heart that you won’t get married; but if you don’t, it must not be just because you promised me. You know how I feel—that there’s something noble about making a sacrifice for a greater good. Priests—when they were real priests—never married, and what you and I dream of doing requires a sort of priesthood from us. It seems so lacking when friendship, faith, charity, and the most interesting work in the world—when such a combination isn’t enough to live for. No man I’ve ever seen genuinely cares about what we’re trying to achieve. They hate it, they scorn it, and they will try to squash it whenever they can. Oh yes, I know there are men who pretend to care about it; but they aren't really men, and I wouldn't trust them! Any man who is worth noticing—make no mistake, it's a fight to the death with him. I’m not saying there aren’t some men who are willing to give us a little support; to pat us on the back and suggest a few moderate changes; to acknowledge there are a couple of minor points where society hasn't been fully fair to us. But any man who pretends to fully accept our agenda, as you and I understand it, of his own free will before he has to—such a person is simply planning to betray us. There are plenty of gentlemen who would be happy to silence you with a kiss! If you ever become a threat to their selfishness, their vested interests, their immorality—as I hope every day, my dear friend, that you will!—it would be a huge win for one of them if he can convince you that he loves you. Then you’ll see what he’ll do with you, and how far his love will actually take him! It would be a sad day for you, for me, and for all of us if you were to believe something like that. You see, I’m very calm now; I’ve thought it all through."
Verena had listened with earnest eyes. "Why, Olive, you are quite a speaker yourself!" she exclaimed. "You would far surpass me if you would let yourself go."
Verena had listened intently. "Wow, Olive, you’re quite the speaker yourself!" she exclaimed. "You would totally outshine me if you just let yourself be."
Miss Chancellor shook her head with a melancholy that was not devoid of sweetness. "I can speak to you; but that is no proof. The very stones of the street—all the dumb things of nature—might find a voice to talk to you. I have no facility; I am awkward and embarrassed and dry." When this young lady, after a struggle with the winds and waves of emotion, emerged into the quiet stream of a certain high reasonableness, she presented her most graceful aspect; she had a tone of softness and sympathy, a gentle dignity, a serenity of wisdom, which sealed the appreciation of those who knew her well enough to like her, and which always impressed Verena as something almost august. Such moods, however, were not often revealed to the public at large; they belonged to Miss Chancellor's very private life. One of them had possession of her at present, and she went on to explain the inconsequence which had puzzled her friend with the same quiet clearness, the detachment from error, of a woman whose self-scrutiny has been as sharp as her deflexion.
Miss Chancellor shook her head with a sadness that wasn’t without a certain charm. "I can talk to you; but that doesn’t prove anything. Even the stones in the street—all of nature’s silent things—could find a way to speak to you. I don’t have the skill; I feel awkward, embarrassed, and stilted." When this young woman, after grappling with a whirlwind of emotions, finally found her way to a calm clarity, she showed her most graceful side; she had a voice filled with softness and empathy, a gentle dignity, and a wise serenity that earned the appreciation of those who knew her well enough to care for her, and which always struck Verena as something almost regal. However, these moods were rarely shown to the public; they were part of Miss Chancellor's very private life. One of those moods had taken hold of her at the moment, and she continued to clarify the inconsistency that had confused her friend with the same calm clarity, the detachment from error, of a woman whose self-examination had been as thorough as her ability to divert herself.
"Don't think me capricious if I say I would rather trust you without a pledge. I owe you, I owe every one, an apology for my rudeness and fierceness at your mother's. It came over me—just seeing those young men—how exposed you are; and the idea made me (for the moment) frantic. I see your danger still, but I see other things too, and I have recovered my balance. You must be safe, Verena—you must be saved; but your safety must not come from your having tied your hands. It must come from the growth of your perception; from your seeing things, of yourself, sincerely and with conviction, in the light in which I see them; from your feeling that for your work your freedom is essential, and that there is no freedom for you and me save in religiously not doing what you will often be asked to do—and I never!" Miss Chancellor brought out these last words with a proud jerk which was not without its pathos. "Don't promise, don't promise!" she went on. "I would far rather you didn't. But don't fail me—don't fail me, or I shall die!"
"Don't think I'm being difficult if I say I'd rather trust you without a promise. I owe you, and everyone, an apology for how rude and fierce I was at your mother’s. It hit me—just seeing those young men—how vulnerable you are; and the thought made me (for a moment) frantic. I still see your danger, but I see other things too, and I’ve regained my balance. You have to be safe, Verena—you have to be protected; but your safety shouldn't come from tying your hands. It should come from the growth of your understanding; from seeing things, about yourself, honestly and with conviction, in the light that I see them; from realizing that for your work, your freedom is crucial, and that there’s no freedom for you and me except in religiously not doing what you will often be asked to do—and I never will!" Miss Chancellor said these last words with a proud intensity that had its own emotion. "Don’t make promises, don’t make promises!" she continued. "I’d much prefer you didn’t. But don’t let me down—don’t let me down, or I’ll be devastated!"
Her manner of repairing her inconsistency was altogether feminine: she wished to extract a certainty at the same time that she wished to deprecate a pledge, and she would have been delighted to put Verena into the enjoyment of that freedom which was so important for her by preventing her exercising it in a particular direction. The girl was now completely under her influence; she had latent curiosities and distractions—left to herself, she was not always thinking of the unhappiness of women; but the touch of Olive's tone worked a spell, and she found something to which at least a portion of her nature turned with eagerness in her companion's wider knowledge, her elevation of view. Miss Chancellor was historic and philosophic; or, at any rate, she appeared so to Verena, who felt that through such an association one might at last intellectually command all life. And there was a simpler impulse; Verena wished to please her if only because she had such a dread of displeasing her. Olive's displeasures, disappointments, disapprovals were tragic, truly memorable; she grew white under them, not shedding many tears, as a general thing, like inferior women (she cried when she was angry, not when she was hurt), but limping and panting, morally, as if she had received a wound that she would carry for life. On the other hand, her commendations, her satisfactions were as soft as a west wind; and she had this sign, the rarest of all, of generosity, that she liked obligations of gratitude when they were not laid upon her by men. Then, indeed, she scarcely recognised them. She considered men in general as so much in the debt of the opposite sex that any individual woman had an unlimited credit with them; she could not possibly overdraw the general feminine account. The unexpected temperance of her speech on this subject of Verena's accessibility to matrimonial error seemed to the girl to have an antique beauty, a wisdom purged of worldly elements; it reminded her of qualities that she believed to have been proper to Electra or Antigone. This made her wish the more to do something that would gratify Olive; and in spite of her friend's dissuasion she declared that she should like to promise. "I will promise, at any rate, not to marry any of those gentlemen that were at the house," she said. "Those seemed to be the ones you were principally afraid of."
Her way of addressing her contradictions was completely feminine: she wanted to gain certainty while also avoiding commitment, and she would have been happy to give Verena the freedom that was so important to her by stopping her from pursuing it in a specific way. The girl was now fully under her influence; she had hidden curiosities and distractions—left to her own devices, she didn't always dwell on the unhappiness of women; but Olive's tone cast a spell, and she found something within her friend’s broader knowledge and elevated perspective that sparked some eagerness in her. Miss Chancellor was historic and philosophical; or at least, she appeared that way to Verena, who felt that being around her could finally allow one to understand life intellectually. There was a simpler desire too; Verena wanted to please her simply because she feared displeasing her. Olive’s discontent, disappointments, and disapprovals were deeply affecting, truly unforgettable; she would go pale under them, not shedding many tears, as lesser women often did (she cried when she was angry, not when she was hurt), but she limped and gasped morally, as if she had received an injury that would stay with her forever. On the flip side, her praise and satisfaction felt as gentle as a warm breeze; and she possessed the rarest sign of generosity, that she appreciated feelings of gratitude when they weren’t imposed on her by men. In those instances, she hardly recognized them at all. She believed men, in general, were so indebted to women that any individual woman had unlimited credit with them; she couldn’t possibly overdraw the general account of femininity. The unexpected restraint of her comments regarding Verena's potential for matrimonial misstep seemed to the girl to have an ancient beauty, a wisdom free from worldly distractions; it reminded her of qualities she believed belonged to Electra or Antigone. This made her even more eager to do something that would please Olive; and despite her friend's attempts to dissuade her, she insisted that she would like to make a promise. "I will promise, at least, not to marry any of those gentlemen who were at the house," she said. "Those seemed to be the ones you were most worried about."
"You will promise not to marry any one you don't like," said Olive. "That would be a great comfort!"
"You promise not to marry anyone you don't like," Olive said. "That would really ease my mind!"
"But I do like Mr. Burrage and Mr. Gracie."
"But I really like Mr. Burrage and Mr. Gracie."
"And Mr. Matthias Pardon? What a name!"
"And Mr. Matthias Pardon? What a name!"
"Well, he knows how to make himself agreeable. He can tell you everything you want to know."
"Well, he knows how to be likable. He can tell you everything you want to know."
"You mean everything you don't! Well, if you like every one, I haven't the least objection. It would only be preferences that I should find alarming. I am not the least afraid of your marrying a repulsive man; your danger would come from an attractive one."
"You mean everything you don't! Well, if you like everyone, I have no problem with that. It’s just preferences that I would find concerning. I’m not worried at all about you marrying an awful guy; your real risk would be from a charming one."
"I'm glad to hear you admit that some are attractive!" Verena exclaimed, with the light laugh which her reverence for Miss Chancellor had not yet quenched. "It sometimes seems as if there weren't any you could like!"
"I'm glad to hear you admit that some are attractive!" Verena exclaimed, with the light laugh that her respect for Miss Chancellor hadn't dulled yet. "It often feels like there aren't any you could like!"
"I can imagine a man I should like very much," Olive replied, after a moment. "But I don't like those I see. They seem to me poor creatures." And, indeed, her uppermost feeling in regard to them was a kind of cold scorn; she thought most of them palterers and bullies. The end of the colloquy was that Verena, having assented, with her usual docility, to her companion's optimistic contention that it was a "phase," this taste for evening-calls from collegians and newspaper-men, and would consequently pass away with the growth of her mind, remarked that the injustice of men might be an accident or might be a part of their nature, but at any rate she should have to change a good deal before she should want to marry.
"I can picture a guy I'd really like," Olive said after a moment. "But I don't like the ones I see. They seem like weaklings to me." And honestly, her strongest feeling towards them was a sort of cold scorn; she thought most of them were frauds and bullies. The conversation ended when Verena, agreeing with her usual submissiveness to her friend's optimistic claim that this interest in evening visits from college guys and journalists was just a "phase," which would fade away as she grew, remarked that the unfairness of men could either be an accident or part of their nature, but either way, she'd have to change a lot before she'd want to get married.
About the middle of December Miss Chancellor received a visit from Matthias Pardon, who had come to ask her what she meant to do about Verena. She had never invited him to call upon her, and the appearance of a gentleman whose desire to see her was so irrepressible as to dispense with such a preliminary was not in her career an accident frequent enough to have taught her equanimity. She thought Mr. Pardon's visit a liberty; but, if she expected to convey this idea to him by withholding any suggestion that he should sit down, she was greatly mistaken, inasmuch as he cut the ground from under her feet by himself offering her a chair. His manner represented hospitality enough for both of them, and she was obliged to listen, on the edge of her sofa (she could at least seat herself where she liked), to his extraordinary inquiry. Of course she was not obliged to answer it, and indeed she scarcely understood it. He explained that it was prompted by the intense interest he felt in Miss Verena; but that scarcely made it more comprehensible, such a sentiment (on his part) being such a curious mixture. He had a sort of enamel of good humour which showed that his indelicacy was his profession; and he asked for revelations of the vie intime of his victims with the bland confidence of a fashionable physician inquiring about symptoms. He wanted to know what Miss Chancellor meant to do, because if she didn't mean to do anything, he had an idea—which he wouldn't conceal from her—of going into the enterprise himself. "You see, what I should like to know is this: do you consider that she belongs to you, or that she belongs to the people? If she belongs to you, why don't you bring her out?"
About the middle of December, Miss Chancellor had a visit from Matthias Pardon, who came to ask her what she planned to do about Verena. She had never invited him to come see her, and the arrival of a man whose eagerness to meet her was strong enough to skip such formalities was not something she encountered often enough to remain calm about. She viewed Mr. Pardon’s visit as an intrusion; however, if she thought she could convey this by not suggesting that he sit down, she was very mistaken, as he took the initiative and offered her a chair himself. His demeanor was friendly enough for both of them, so she had to listen from the edge of her sofa (at least she could choose where to sit) to his unusual question. Of course, she wasn’t obligated to answer, and honestly, she barely understood what he meant. He explained that his question was driven by his strong interest in Miss Verena; but that didn’t make it any clearer, since such feelings (on his part) were quite a strange mix. He had a veneer of good humor that suggested his lack of tact was his trade, and he asked for intimate details about his "victims" with the casual confidence of a fashionable doctor asking about symptoms. He wanted to know what Miss Chancellor intended to do because if she didn’t plan to do anything, he had an idea—which he didn't want to hide from her—of getting involved himself. "You see, what I’d like to know is this: do you think she belongs to you, or does she belong to the public? If she belongs to you, why don’t you bring her out?"
He had no purpose and no consciousness of being impertinent; he only wished to talk over the matter sociably with Miss Chancellor. He knew, of course, that there was a presumption she would not be sociable, but no presumption had yet deterred him from presenting a surface which he believed to be polished till it shone; there was always a larger one in favour of his power to penetrate and of the majesty of the "great dailies." Indeed, he took so many things for granted that Olive remained dumb while she regarded them; and he availed himself of what he considered as a fortunate opening to be really very frank. He reminded her that he had known Miss Verena a good deal longer than she; he had travelled out to Cambridge the other winter (when he could get an off-night), with the thermometer at ten below zero. He had always thought her attractive, but it wasn't till this season that his eyes had been fully opened. Her talent had matured, and now he had no hesitation in calling her brilliant. Miss Chancellor could imagine whether, as an old friend, he could watch such a beautiful unfolding with indifference. She would fascinate the people, just as she had fascinated her (Miss Chancellor), and, he might be permitted to add, himself. The fact was, she was a great card, and some one ought to play it. There never had been a more attractive female speaker before the American public; she would walk right past Mrs. Farrinder, and Mrs. Farrinder knew it. There was room for both, no doubt, they had such a different style; anyhow, what he wanted to show was that there was room for Miss Verena. She didn't want any more tuning-up, she wanted to break right out. Moreover, he felt that any gentleman who should lead her to success would win her esteem; he might even attract her more powerfully—who could tell? If Miss Chancellor wanted to attach her permanently, she ought to push her right forward. He gathered from what Miss Verena had told him that she wanted to make her study up the subject a while longer—follow some kind of course. Well, now, he could assure her that there was no preparation so good as just seeing a couple of thousand people down there before you who have paid their money to have you tell them something. Miss Verena was a natural genius, and he hoped very much she wasn't going to take the nature out of her. She could study up as she went along; she had got the great thing that you couldn't learn, a kind of divine afflatus, as the ancients used to say, and she had better just begin on that. He wouldn't deny what was the matter with him; he was quite under the spell, and his admiration made him want to see her where she belonged. He shouldn't care so much how she got there, but it would certainly add to his pleasure if he could show her up to her place. Therefore, would Miss Chancellor just tell him this: How long did she expect to hold her back; how long did she expect a humble admirer to wait? Of course he hadn't come there to cross-question her; there was one thing he trusted he always kept clear of; when he was indiscreet he wanted to know it. He had come with a proposal of his own, and he hoped it would seem a sufficient warrant for his visit. Would Miss Chancellor be willing to divide a—the—well, he might call it the responsibilities? Couldn't they run Miss Verena together? In this case every one would be satisfied. She could travel round with her as her companion, and he would see that the American people walked up. If Miss Chancellor would just let her go a little, he would look after the rest. He wanted no odds; he only wanted her for about an hour and a half three or four evenings a week.
He had no purpose and wasn’t aware he was being rude; he just wanted to discuss things casually with Miss Chancellor. He knew there was a good chance she would not be friendly, but that had never stopped him from putting on a polished exterior; he always felt he had the ability to get through and the influence of the "great dailies" on his side. In fact, he took so many things for granted that Olive could only stare at him in silence; he took this as a lucky chance to be genuinely straightforward. He reminded her that he had known Miss Verena for quite a bit longer than she had; he had traveled out to Cambridge last winter (on a rare night off), even when it was ten below zero. He always thought she was attractive, but it wasn’t until this season that he truly realized her potential. Her talent had matured, and now he confidently called her brilliant. Miss Chancellor could easily imagine that, as an old friend, he couldn't watch such a wonderful development without feeling something. She would captivate people, just like she had captivated Miss Chancellor and, if he might add, himself. The truth was, she was a fantastic opportunity, and someone should take advantage of it. There had never been a more appealing female speaker before the American public; she would easily surpass Mrs. Farrinder, and Mrs. Farrinder knew it. There was definitely room for both of them, as they had such different styles; anyway, what he wanted to convey was that there was definitely room for Miss Verena. She didn’t need more practice; she was ready to break out. Furthermore, he believed that any gentleman who led her to success would earn her respect; he might even attract her more—who could say? If Miss Chancellor wanted to keep her around permanently, she should really push her forward. He had gathered from what Miss Verena had shared that she wanted to study the subject a bit longer—perhaps follow some kind of program. Well, he could assure her that there was no preparation better than just speaking in front of a couple of thousand people who had paid to hear you speak. Miss Verena was a natural talent, and he really hoped she wouldn’t lose that essence. She could learn as she went along; she had the most important quality that couldn’t be learned, a kind of divine inspiration, as the ancients used to say, and she should just start with that. He wouldn’t deny what was going on with him; he was totally under her spell, and his admiration made him want to see her in her rightful place. He didn’t care so much how she got there, but it would definitely make him happy if he could help her to that position. So, could Miss Chancellor just tell him this: How long did she plan to hold her back? How long did she expect a humble admirer to wait? Of course, he didn’t come there to interrogate her; there was one thing he hoped he always kept clear of; when he was being indiscreet, he wanted to know it. He had come with a proposal of his own, and he hoped it would seem a good enough reason for his visit. Would Miss Chancellor be willing to share a—well, he might call it the responsibilities? Could they work together with Miss Verena? That way, everyone would be happy. She could travel with her as her companion, and he would ensure that the American audience came out in full support. If Miss Chancellor would just let her go a little, he would handle everything else. He wanted no complications; he only needed her for about an hour and a half, three or four evenings a week.
Olive had time, in the course of this appeal, to make her faculties converge, to ask herself what she could say to this prodigious young man that would make him feel as how base a thing she held his proposal that they should constitute themselves into a company for drawing profit from Verena. Unfortunately, the most sarcastic inquiry that could occur to her as a response was also the most obvious one, so that he hesitated but a moment with his rejoinder after she had asked him how many thousands of dollars he expected to make.
Olive took a moment during this conversation to gather her thoughts and ask herself how she could make this impressive young man realize just how low she thought his suggestion was—that they should form a company to profit off Verena. Unfortunately, the most sarcastic question that came to her mind was also the most obvious, so he only paused briefly before responding after she asked him how many thousands of dollars he expected to make.
"For Miss Verena? It depends upon the time. She'd run for ten years, at least. I can't figure it up till all the States have been heard from," he said, smiling.
"For Miss Verena? It depends on the timing. She'd been running for at least ten years. I can't make sense of it until I've heard from all the States," he said, smiling.
"I don't mean for Miss Tarrant, I mean for you," Olive returned, with the impression that she was looking him straight in the eye.
"I don't mean for Miss Tarrant, I mean for you," Olive replied, feeling like she was looking him right in the eye.
"Oh, as many as you'll leave me!" Matthias Pardon answered, with a laugh that contained all, and more than all, the jocularity of the American press. "To speak seriously," he added, "I don't want to make money out of it."
"Oh, as many as you'll leave me!" Matthias Pardon replied, laughing in a way that captured all, and then some, of the humor of the American media. "Seriously, though," he said, "I don't want to profit from it."
"What do you want to make then?"
"What do you want to create then?"
"Well, I want to make history! I want to help the ladies."
"Well, I want to make history! I want to support the women."
"The ladies?" Olive murmured. "What do you know about ladies?" she was on the point of adding, when his promptness checked her.
"The ladies?" Olive murmured. "What do you know about ladies?" she was about to add, but his quick response stopped her.
"All over the world. I want to work for their emancipation. I regard it as the great modern question."
"All over the world. I want to work for their freedom. I see it as the major modern issue."
Miss Chancellor got up now; this was rather too strong. Whether, eventually, she was successful in what she attempted, the reader of her history will judge; but at this moment she had not that promise of success which resides in a willingness to make use of every aid that offers. Such is the penalty of being of a fastidious, exclusive, uncompromising nature; of seeing things not simply and sharply, but in perverse relations, in intertwisted strands. It seemed to our young lady that nothing could be less attractive than to owe her emancipation to such a one as Matthias Pardon; and it is curious that those qualities which he had in common with Verena, and which in her seemed to Olive romantic and touching—her having sprung from the "people," had an acquaintance with poverty, a hand-to-mouth development, and an experience of the seamy side of life—availed in no degree to conciliate Miss Chancellor. I suppose it was because he was a man. She told him that she was much obliged to him for his offer, but that he evidently didn't understand Verena and herself. No, not even Miss Tarrant, in spite of his long acquaintance with her. They had no desire to be notorious; they only wanted to be useful. They had no wish to make money; there would always be plenty of money for Miss Tarrant. Certainly, she should come before the public, and the world would acclaim her and hang upon her words; but crude, precipitate action was what both of them least desired. The change in the dreadful position of women was not a question for to-day simply, or for to-morrow, but for many years to come; and there would be a great deal to think of, to map out. One thing they were determined upon—that men shouldn't taunt them with being superficial. When Verena should appear it would be armed at all points, like Joan of Arc (this analogy had lodged itself in Olive's imagination); she should have facts and figures; she should meet men on their own ground. "What we mean to do, we mean to do well," Miss Chancellor said to her visitor, with considerable sternness; leaving him to make such an application to himself as his fancy might suggest.
Miss Chancellor stood up now; this was rather too much. Whether she ultimately succeeded in what she was trying to accomplish, the reader of her story will decide; but at this moment, she lacked the promise of success that comes from being open to every support available. This is the price you pay for having a fastidious, exclusive, uncompromising nature; for seeing things not simply and clearly, but in complicated ways, intertwined. It seemed to our young lady that nothing could be less appealing than to owe her freedom to someone like Matthias Pardon; and it's interesting that the qualities he shared with Verena, which seemed romantic and touching to Olive—her coming from the "people," having known poverty, having a hand-to-mouth lifestyle, and experiencing the darker side of life—did nothing to win Miss Chancellor over. I suppose it was because he was a man. She told him that she appreciated his offer, but he clearly didn’t understand Verena or her. No, not even Miss Tarrant, despite his long acquaintance with her. They had no desire to be famous; they just wanted to be useful. They didn’t care about making money; Miss Tarrant would always have plenty of that. Of course, she should present herself to the public, and the world would praise her and hang on her words; but hasty, reckless action was the last thing they wanted. The change in the terrible situation of women wasn’t just a question for today or tomorrow, but for many years ahead; and there was a lot to consider and plan out. One thing they were certain about was that men shouldn't ridicule them as being superficial. When Verena did appear, she would be fully prepared, like Joan of Arc (this analogy had settled in Olive’s mind); she would have facts and figures; she would engage men on their own ground. "What we intend to do, we intend to do well," Miss Chancellor said to her visitor with considerable seriousness, leaving him to interpret that for himself in any way his imagination suggested.
This announcement had little comfort for him; he felt baffled and disheartened—indeed, quite sick. Was it not sickening to hear her talk of this dreary process of preparation?—as if any one cared about that, and would know whether Verena were prepared or not! Had Miss Chancellor no faith in her girlhood? didn't she know what a card that would be? This was the last inquiry Olive allowed him the opportunity of making. She remarked to him that they might talk for ever without coming to an agreement—their points of view were so far apart. Besides, it was a woman's question; what they wanted was for women, and it should be by women. It had happened to the young Matthias more than once to be shown the way to the door, but the path of retreat had never yet seemed to him so unpleasant. He was naturally amiable, but it had not hitherto befallen him to be made to feel that he was not—and could not be—a factor in contemporary history: here was a rapacious woman who proposed to keep that favourable setting for herself. He let her know that she was right-down selfish, and that if she chose to sacrifice a beautiful nature to her antediluvian theories and love of power, a vigilant daily press—whose business it was to expose wrong-doing—would demand an account from her. She replied that, if the newspapers chose to insult her, that was their own affair; one outrage the more to the sex in her person was of little account. And after he had left her she seemed to see the glow of dawning success; the battle had begun, and something of the ecstasy of the martyr.
This announcement gave him little comfort; he felt confused and discouraged—actually, quite sick. Wasn't it disgusting to hear her talk about this tedious process of preparation?—as if anyone actually cared about that and would know whether Verena was ready or not! Did Miss Chancellor have no faith in her girlhood? Didn't she realize what a great advantage that would be? This was the last question Olive allowed him to ask. She told him that they could talk forever without reaching an agreement— their viewpoints were just too different. Besides, it was a woman's issue; what they wanted was for women, and it should be handled by women. Young Matthias had experienced being shown the door more than once, but he had never found retreat to be so unpleasant. He was naturally kind, but he had never felt that he was not—and could not be—a part of current events: here was a greedy woman who wanted to keep that favorable environment for herself. He let her know that she was downright selfish, and that if she chose to sacrifice a beautiful spirit to her outdated theories and desire for power, a vigilant daily press—whose role was to expose wrongdoing—would demand an explanation from her. She replied that if the newspapers chose to insult her, that was their issue; one more offense against her gender meant little to her. And after he left her, she seemed to sense the excitement of imminent success; the battle had begun, and she felt a bit like a martyr.
XVIII
Verena told her, a week after this, that Mr. Pardon wanted so much she should say she would marry him; and she added, with evident pleasure at being able to give her so agreeable a piece of news, that she had declined to say anything of the sort. She thought that now, at least, Olive must believe in her; for the proposal was more attractive than Miss Chancellor seemed able to understand. "He does place things in a very seductive light," Verena said; "he says that if I become his wife I shall be carried straight along by a force of excitement of which at present I have no idea. I shall wake up famous, if I marry him; I have only got to give out my feelings, and he will take care of the rest. He says every hour of my youth is precious to me, and that we should have a lovely time travelling round the country. I think you ought to allow that all that is rather dazzling—for I am not naturally concentrated, like you!"
Verena told her a week later that Mr. Pardon really wanted her to say she would marry him; and she added, clearly happy to share such good news, that she had refused to agree to anything like that. She thought that now, at least, Olive must believe her; because the proposal was more tempting than Miss Chancellor seemed able to grasp. "He does present things in a very appealing way," Verena said; "he claims that if I become his wife I’ll be swept away by a kind of excitement I can’t even imagine right now. I’ll wake up famous if I marry him; I just have to express my feelings, and he’ll handle everything else. He says every moment of my youth is valuable, and that we’d have an amazing time traveling around the country. I think you have to admit that all of that is pretty dazzling—after all, I’m not as naturally focused as you are!"
"He promises you success. What do you call success?" Olive inquired, looking at her friend with a kind of salutary coldness—a suspension of sympathy—with which Verena was now familiar (though she liked it no better than at first), and which made approbation more gracious when approbation came.
"He promises you success. What do you call success?" Olive asked, looking at her friend with a sort of helpful coldness—a lack of sympathy—that Verena was now used to (even though she liked it no better than she did at first), and which made approval feel more generous when it finally came.
Verena reflected a moment, and then answered, smiling, but with confidence: "Producing a pressure that shall be irresistible. Causing certain laws to be repealed by Congress and by the State legislatures, and others to be enacted." She repeated the words as if they had been part of a catechism committed to memory, while Olive saw that this mechanical tone was in the nature of a joke that she could not deny herself; they had had that definition so often before, and Miss Chancellor had had occasion so often to remind her what success really was. Of course it was easy to prove to her now that Mr. Pardon's glittering bait was a very different thing; was a mere trap and lure, a bribe to vanity and impatience, a device for making her give herself away—let alone fill his pockets while she did so. Olive was conscious enough of the girl's want of continuity; she had seen before how she could be passionately serious at times, and then perversely, even if innocently, trivial—as just now, when she seemed to wish to convert one of their most sacred formulas into a pleasantry. She had already quite recognised, however, that it was not of importance that Verena should be just like herself; she was all of one piece, and Verena was of many pieces, which had, where they fitted together, little capricious chinks, through which mocking inner lights seemed sometimes to gleam. It was a part of Verena's being unlike her that she should feel Mr. Pardon's promise of eternal excitement to be a brilliant thing, should indeed consider Mr. Pardon with any tolerance at all. But Olive tried afresh to allow for such aberrations, as a phase of youth and suburban culture; the more so that, even when she tried most, Verena reproached her—so far as Verena's incurable softness could reproach—with not allowing enough. Olive didn't appear to understand that, while Matthias Pardon drew that picture and tried to hold her hand (this image was unfortunate), she had given one long, fixed, wistful look, through the door he opened, at the bright tumult of the world, and then had turned away, solely for her friend's sake, to an austerer probation and a purer effort; solely for her friend's, that is, and that of the whole enslaved sisterhood. The fact remained, at any rate, that Verena had made a sacrifice; and this thought, after a while, gave Olive a greater sense of security. It seemed almost to seal the future; for Olive knew that the young interviewer would not easily be shaken off, and yet she was sure that Verena would never yield to him.
Verena thought for a moment, then replied with a smile, yet with confidence: "Creating an unresistable pressure. Getting certain laws repealed by Congress and the state legislatures, and others enacted." She repeated the words like they were part of a mantra she had memorized, while Olive noted that this mechanical tone was a joke she couldn’t resist; they had heard that definition so many times before, and Miss Chancellor had often reminded her what success really meant. Of course, it was easy to show her now that Mr. Pardon's tempting offer was something entirely different; it was just a trap and lure, a bribe for vanity and impatience, a scheme to make her give herself away—let alone line his pockets in the process. Olive was quite aware of the girl’s lack of focus; she had seen before how Verena could be passionately serious at times, then curiously, even if innocently, trivial—like just now, when she seemed to want to turn one of their most cherished phrases into a lighthearted quip. However, Olive had already recognized that it wasn’t necessary for Verena to be exactly like her; she was a unified whole, while Verena was made up of many parts, which fit together imperfectly, with little whimsical gaps through which playful inner lights sometimes shone. It was part of Verena’s nature that she would see Mr. Pardon's promise of endless excitement as something dazzling, and that she would even tolerate Mr. Pardon at all. But Olive tried again to accept such inconsistencies as a phase of youth and suburban culture; especially since, even when she made the greatest effort, Verena still reproached her—at least as much as Verena’s ingrained softness could reproach—by saying she didn’t allow enough. Olive didn’t seem to grasp that while Matthias Pardon painted that picture and tried to hold her hand (which was an unfortunate image), she had given one long, longing look through the door he opened at the vibrant chaos of the world, then turned away, solely for her friend’s sake, toward a more serious challenge and a purer effort; solely for her friend’s benefit, and that of all the oppressed sisterhood. The fact remained, nonetheless, that Verena had made a sacrifice; and this idea eventually gave Olive a greater sense of security. It seemed almost to guarantee the future; Olive knew the eager interviewer wouldn’t be easily dismissed, yet she was certain Verena would never give in to him.
It was true that at present Mr. Burrage came a great deal to the little house at Cambridge; Verena told her about that, told her so much that it was almost as good as if she had told her all. He came without Mr. Gracie now; he could find his way alone, and he seemed to wish that there should be no one else. He had made himself so pleasant to her mother that she almost always went out of the room; that was the highest proof Mrs. Tarrant could give of her appreciation of a "gentleman-caller." They knew everything about him by this time; that his father was dead, his mother very fashionable and prominent, and he himself in possession of a handsome patrimony. They thought ever so much of him in New York. He collected beautiful things, pictures and antiques and objects that he sent for to Europe on purpose, many of which were arranged in his rooms at Cambridge. He had intaglios and Spanish altar-cloths and drawings by the old masters. He was different from most others; he seemed to want so much to enjoy life, and to think you easily could if you would only let yourself go. Of course—judging by what he had—he appeared to think you required a great many things to keep you up. And then Verena told Olive—she could see it was after a little delay—that he wanted her to come round to his place and see his treasures. He wanted to show them to her, he was so sure she would admire them. Verena was sure also, but she wouldn't go alone, and she wanted Olive to go with her. They would have tea, and there would be other ladies, and Olive would tell her what she thought of a life that was so crowded with beauty. Miss Chancellor made her reflexions on all this, and the first of them was that it was happy for her that she had determined for the present to accept these accidents, for otherwise might she not now have had a deeper alarm? She wished to heaven that conceited young men with time on their hands would leave Verena alone; but evidently they wouldn't, and her best safety was in seeing as many as should turn up. If the type should become frequent, she would very soon judge it. If Olive had not been so grim, she would have had a smile to spare for the frankness with which the girl herself adopted this theory. She was eager to explain that Mr. Burrage didn't seem at all to want what poor Mr. Pardon had wanted; he made her talk about her views far more than that gentleman, but gave no sign of offering himself either as a husband or as a lecture-agent. The furthest he had gone as yet was to tell her that he liked her for the same reason that he liked old enamels and old embroideries; and when she said that she didn't see how she resembled such things, he had replied that it was because she was so peculiar and so delicate. She might be peculiar, but she had protested against the idea that she was delicate; it was the last thing that she wanted to be thought; and Olive could see from this how far she was from falling in with everything he said. When Miss Chancellor asked if she respected Mr. Burrage (and how solemn Olive could make that word she by this time knew), she answered, with her sweet, vain laugh, but apparently with perfect good faith, that it didn't matter whether she did or not, for what was the whole thing but simply a phase—the very one they had talked about? The sooner she got through it the better, was it not?—and she seemed to think that her transit would be materially quickened by a visit to Mr. Burrage's rooms. As I say, Verena was pleased to regard the phase as quite inevitable, and she had said more than once to Olive that if their struggle was to be with men, the more they knew about them the better. Miss Chancellor asked her why her mother should not go with her to see the curiosities, since she mentioned that their possessor had not neglected to invite Mrs. Tarrant; and Verena said that this, of course, would be very simple—only her mother wouldn't be able to tell her so well as Olive whether she ought to respect Mr. Burrage. This decision as to whether Mr. Burrage should be respected assumed in the life of these two remarkable young women, pitched in so high a moral key, the proportions of a momentous event. Olive shrank at first from facing it—not, indeed, the decision—for we know that her own mind had long since been made up in regard to the quantity of esteem due to almost any member of the other sex—but the incident itself, which, if Mr. Burrage should exasperate her further, might expose her to the danger of appearing to Verena to be unfair to him. It was her belief that he was playing a deeper game than the young Matthias, and she was very willing to watch him; but she thought it prudent not to attempt to cut short the phase (she adopted that classification) prematurely—an imputation she should incur if, without more delay, she were to "shut down," as Verena said, on the young connoisseur.
Mr. Burrage was spending a lot of time at the little house in Cambridge; Verena told her all about it, so much that it was almost like getting the whole story. He was coming by himself now, without Mr. Gracie; he could find his way on his own and seemed to prefer it that way. He had charmed Verena's mother so much that she usually left the room, which was the highest compliment Mrs. Tarrant could give to a "gentleman caller." By now, they knew everything about him: his father was dead, his mother was very fashionable and well-known, and he had a substantial inheritance. People in New York thought highly of him. He collected beautiful things, like art, antiques, and objects he ordered from Europe, many of which were on display in his Cambridge rooms. He had intaglios, Spanish altar cloths, and drawings by the old masters. He was different from most; he seemed genuinely eager to enjoy life and believed you could easily do so if you just let go. Of course, judging by what he had, he appeared to think you needed a lot of things to get by. Then Verena told Olive, after a slight pause, that he wanted her to come over to his place to see his treasures. He was sure she would admire them. Verena was sure too, but she didn't want to go alone and wanted Olive to join her. They’d have tea, there would be other ladies, and Olive could share her thoughts about a life filled with beauty. Miss Chancellor reflected on all this, first thinking it was good that she had decided to accept these situations for now, because otherwise, she might have been more alarmed. She wished that arrogant young men with too much free time would leave Verena alone; but obviously, they wouldn't, and her best protection was to meet as many of them as possible. If these types became common, she could evaluate them quickly. If Olive hadn't been so serious, she might have smiled at how openly Verena embraced this idea. She was eager to clarify that Mr. Burrage didn't seem to want what poor Mr. Pardon had wanted; he encouraged her to talk about her views much more than that gentleman did, but he never hinted at wanting to be her husband or a lecture promoter. The furthest he had gone was to say he liked her for the same reasons he liked old enamels and embroidery; and when she said she didn’t see how she resembled such things, he replied it was because she was unique and delicate. She might be unique, but she strongly objected to being thought of as delicate; that was the last thing she wanted. Olive could tell from this that she was far from agreeing with everything he said. When Miss Chancellor asked if she respected Mr. Burrage (and she had learned how serious Olive could make that word), Verena answered, with her sweet, vain laugh, but apparently sincerely, that it didn’t matter if she did or not, because wasn’t it all just a phase—the very one they had discussed? The sooner she got through it, the better, right?—and she seemed to believe that visiting Mr. Burrage’s rooms would speed up her process. Verena was happy to view this phase as inevitable and had mentioned to Olive more than once that if their struggle was with men, they should learn as much as possible about them. Miss Chancellor then asked why her mother shouldn't accompany her to see the curiosities since she mentioned that their host had invited Mrs. Tarrant; and Verena replied that it would be very simple—only her mother wouldn’t be able to tell her as well as Olive whether she should respect Mr. Burrage. The question of whether Mr. Burrage should be respected assumed, in the lives of these two remarkable young women, such high moral stakes that it became a significant event. Olive hesitated at first about confronting it—not the decision itself—as she had long since formed her own opinion about how much esteem any man deserved—but the situation itself, which, if Mr. Burrage annoyed her further, could make her seem unfair to Verena. She believed he was playing a deeper game than the young Matthias, and she was willing to observe him; but she thought it wise not to rush to cut off the phase (as she termed it) too soon—something she would be accused of if she were to "shut down," as Verena put it, on the young connoisseur without a moment's delay.
It was settled, therefore, that Mrs. Tarrant should, with her daughter, accept Mr. Burrage's invitation; and in a few days these ladies paid a visit to his apartments. Verena subsequently, of course, had much to say about it, but she dilated even more upon her mother's impressions than upon her own. Mrs. Tarrant had carried away a supply which would last her all winter; there had been some New York ladies present who were "on" at that moment, and with whom her intercourse was rich in emotions. She had told them all that she should be happy to see them in her home, but they had not yet picked their way along the little planks of the front yard. Mr. Burrage, at all events, had been quite lovely, and had talked about his collections, which were wonderful, in the most interesting manner. Verena inclined to think he was to be respected. He admitted that he was not really studying law at all; he had only come to Cambridge for the form; but she didn't see why it wasn't enough when you made yourself as pleasant as that. She went so far as to ask Olive whether taste and art were not something, and her friend could see that she was certainly very much involved in the phase. Miss Chancellor, of course, had her answer ready. Taste and art were good when they enlarged the mind, not when they narrowed it. Verena assented to this, and said it remained to be seen what effect they had had upon Mr. Burrage—a remark which led Olive to fear that at such a rate much would remain, especially when Verena told her, later, that another visit to the young man's rooms was projected, and that this time she must come, he having expressed the greatest desire for the honour, and her own wish being greater still that they should look at some of his beautiful things together.
It was decided that Mrs. Tarrant and her daughter should accept Mr. Burrage's invitation. A few days later, the ladies visited his apartment. Naturally, Verena had a lot to say about it afterward, but she focused even more on her mother’s impressions than on her own. Mrs. Tarrant returned with enough stories to last her all winter; there had been some New York women there who were “in” at that time, and her interactions with them were full of excitement. She had told them she would love to host them at her home, but they hadn't yet made their way along the small path in the front yard. Mr. Burrage, in any case, had been charming and spoke about his wonderful collections in the most engaging way. Verena felt he deserved respect. He confessed he wasn’t really studying law; he had come to Cambridge just for appearances. However, she didn’t see why that wasn’t enough when he was so pleasant. She even asked Olive if taste and art meant something, and her friend noticed that Verena was quite caught up in this topic. Miss Chancellor, of course, had her response ready. Taste and art were valuable when they expanded the mind, not when they limited it. Verena agreed and mentioned that it remained to be seen what impact they had on Mr. Burrage—a comment that made Olive worry that much would be left to consider, especially when Verena later told her that another visit to the young man's place was planned, and this time she had to come, as he had expressed a strong desire for her to join them, and her own wish was even stronger to see some of his beautiful things together.
A day or two after this, Mr. Henry Burrage left a card at Miss Chancellor's door, with a note in which he expressed the hope that she would take tea with him on a certain day on which he expected the company of his mother. Olive responded to this invitation, in conjunction with Verena; but in doing so she was in the position, singular for her, of not quite understanding what she was about. It seemed to her strange that Verena should urge her to take such a step when she was free to go without her, and it proved two things: first, that she was much interested in Mr. Henry Burrage, and second, that her nature was extraordinarily beautiful. Could anything, in effect, be less underhand than such an indifference to what she supposed to be the best opportunities for carrying on a flirtation? Verena wanted to know the truth, and it was clear that by this time she believed Olive Chancellor to have it, for the most part, in her keeping. Her insistence, therefore, proved, above all, that she cared more for her friend's opinion of Henry Burrage than for her own—a reminder, certainly, of the responsibility that Olive had incurred in undertaking to form this generous young mind, and of the exalted place that she now occupied in it. Such revelations ought to have been satisfactory; if they failed to be completely so, it was only on account of the elder girl's regret that the subject as to which her judgement was wanted should be a young man destitute of the worst vices. Henry Burrage had contributed to throw Miss Chancellor into a "state," as these young ladies called it, the night she met him at Mrs. Tarrant's; but it had none the less been conveyed to Olive by the voices of the air that he was a gentleman and a good fellow.
A day or two later, Mr. Henry Burrage left a card at Miss Chancellor's door, along with a note where he hoped she would join him for tea on a specific day, expecting his mother’s company. Olive accepted the invitation with Verena; however, she found herself in an unusual position—she didn’t fully understand her actions. It struck her as odd that Verena would push her to take this step when she could go without her. This indicated two things: first, that she was very interested in Mr. Henry Burrage, and second, that she had a remarkably beautiful nature. How could there be anything more straightforward than her apparent indifference toward what she thought were the best chances for a flirtation? Verena was curious about the truth and seemed to believe that Olive Chancellor held the key to it. Her persistence demonstrated, above all, that she cared more about her friend’s view of Henry Burrage than her own—a clear reminder of the responsibility Olive had taken on in guiding this bright young mind and the high regard she now held in Verena's eyes. These insights should have been gratifying; if they weren't entirely so, it was simply because the older girl regretted that the issue her judgment was needed on involved a guy without any serious flaws. Henry Burrage had indeed left Miss Chancellor in a "state," as the young ladies put it, the night they met at Mrs. Tarrant's; still, Olive had picked up through the vibe around them that he was a gentleman and a good guy.
This was painfully obvious when the visit to his rooms took place; he was so good-humoured, so amusing, so friendly and considerate, so attentive to Miss Chancellor, he did the honours of his bachelor-nest with so easy a grace, that Olive, part of the time, sat dumbly shaking her conscience, like a watch that wouldn't go, to make it tell her some better reason why she shouldn't like him. She saw that there would be no difficulty in disliking his mother; but that, unfortunately, would not serve her purpose nearly so well. Mrs. Burrage had come to spend a few days near her son; she was staying at an hotel in Boston. It presented itself to Olive that after this entertainment it would be an act of courtesy to call upon her; but here, at least, was the comfort that she could cover herself with the general absolution extended to the Boston temperament and leave her alone. It was slightly provoking, indeed, that Mrs. Burrage should have so much the air of a New Yorker who didn't particularly notice whether a Bostonian called or not; but there is ever an imperfection, I suppose, in even the sweetest revenge. She was a woman of society, large and voluminous, fair (in complexion) and regularly ugly, looking as if she ought to be slow and rather heavy, but disappointing this expectation by a quick, amused utterance, a short, bright, summary laugh, with which she appeared to dispose of the joke (whatever it was) for ever, and an air of recognising on the instant everything she saw and heard. She was evidently accustomed to talk, and even to listen, if not kept waiting too long for details and parentheses; she was not continuous, but frequent, as it were, and you could see that she hated explanations, though it was not to be supposed that she had anything to fear from them. Her favours were general, not particular; she was civil enough to every one, but not in any case endearing, and perfectly genial without being confiding, as people were in Boston when (in moments of exaltation) they wished to mark that they were not suspicious. There was something in her whole manner which seemed to say to Olive that she belonged to a larger world than hers; and our young lady was vexed at not hearing that she had lived for a good many years in Europe, as this would have made it easy to classify her as one of the corrupt. She learned, almost with a sense of injury, that neither the mother nor the son had been longer beyond the seas than she herself; and if they were to be judged as triflers they must be dealt with individually. Was it an aid to such a judgement to see that Mrs. Burrage was very much pleased with Boston, with Harvard College, with her son's interior, with her cup of tea (it was old Sèvres), which was not half so bad as she had expected, with the company he had asked to meet her (there were three or four gentlemen, one of whom was Mr. Gracie), and, last, not least, with Verena Tarrant, whom she addressed as a celebrity, kindly, cleverly, but without maternal tenderness or anything to mark the difference in their age? She spoke to her as if they were equals in that respect, as if Verena's genius and fame would make up the disparity, and the girl had no need of encouragement and patronage. She made no direct allusion, however, to her particular views, and asked her no question about her "gift"—an omission which Verena thought strange, and, with the most speculative candour, spoke of to Olive afterwards. Mrs. Burrage seemed to imply that every one present had some distinction and some talent, that they were all good company together. There was nothing in her manner to indicate that she was afraid of Verena on her son's account; she didn't resemble a person who would like him to marry the daughter of a mesmeric healer, and yet she appeared to think it charming that he should have such a young woman there to give gusto to her hour at Cambridge. Poor Olive was, in the nature of things, entangled in contradictions; she had a horror of the idea of Verena's marrying Mr. Burrage, and yet she was angry when his mother demeaned herself as if the little girl with red hair, whose freshness she enjoyed, could not be a serious danger. She saw all this through the blur of her shyness, the conscious, anxious silence to which she was so much of the time condemned. It may therefore be imagined how sharp her vision would have been could she only have taken the situation more simply; for she was intelligent enough not to have needed to be morbid, even for purposes of self-defence.
This was painfully obvious during the visit to his rooms; he was so good-humored, so entertaining, so friendly and considerate, so attentive to Miss Chancellor. He hosted his bachelor pad with such effortless charm that Olive, at times, sat there silently shaking her conscience like a watch that wouldn’t tick, trying to convince herself there was a good reason not to like him. She realized that disliking his mother wouldn’t be a challenge; unfortunately, that wouldn’t help her much. Mrs. Burrage had come to spend a few days near her son and was staying at a hotel in Boston. Olive felt that after this gathering, it would be polite to pay her a visit, but at least she took comfort in knowing she could lean on the general acceptance of the Boston temperament and leave her be. It was a bit annoying that Mrs. Burrage came across like a New Yorker who didn’t particularly care if a Bostonian visited or not; but I guess every revenge has its flaws. She was a socialite, large and imposing, fair-skinned and awkwardly unattractive, looking as if she should be slow and heavy, but defying expectations with a quick, amused way of speaking and a short, bright laugh that seemed to put a definitive end to whatever joke was told. She had an air of recognizing everything she encountered immediately. She was clearly used to talking—and even listening—as long as she wasn't made to wait too long for details and explanations; she wasn’t continuous but rather frequent, and it was obvious she disliked explanations, though she had nothing to fear from them. She was generally pleasant to everyone, but not particularly warm, and she was perfectly cheerful without being personal, as people in Boston could be when (in moments of excitement) they wanted to show they weren’t suspicious. There was something in her demeanor that suggested to Olive that she belonged to a bigger world than hers; and our young lady felt frustrated not learning that she had lived in Europe for many years, as that would have made it easier to classify her as corrupt. She almost felt slighted to discover that neither mother nor son had spent any more time abroad than she had, and if they were to be judged as superficial, they should be assessed on an individual basis. Did it help in making such a judgment to see that Mrs. Burrage was genuinely pleased with Boston, with Harvard College, with her son’s apartment, with her cup of tea (it was old Sèvres), which was much better than she’d anticipated, with the guests he had invited (there were three or four gentlemen, one of whom was Mr. Gracie), and, not least, with Verena Tarrant, whom she addressed as a celebrity, warmly and cleverly, but without any motherly affection or anything to suggest a difference in their ages? She spoke to her as if they were equals in that regard, assuming Verena’s talent and fame would bridge the gap, and the girl wouldn’t need encouragement or patronage. However, she made no direct reference to Verena’s specific abilities and didn’t ask her any questions about her “gift”—an omission Verena found odd and later discussed with Olive in a speculative manner. Mrs. Burrage seemed to imply that everyone present had some distinction and talent, and that they all made for good company. There was nothing in her manner to suggest she feared Verena concerning her son; she didn’t strike Olive as someone who would want him to marry the daughter of a mesmerist, yet she seemed to think it delightful that he had such a young woman there to add excitement to her visit to Cambridge. Poor Olive was naturally caught in contradictions; she was horrified at the thought of Verena marrying Mr. Burrage, yet she felt anger when his mother acted as if the bright-haired girl she enjoyed could pose no serious threat. She perceived all this through the haze of her shyness, the self-conscious, anxious silence that often confined her. It’s easy to imagine how much clearer her perspective could have been if she had just approached the situation more straightforwardly; she was intelligent enough not to have needed to be neurotic, even for self-protection.
I must add, however, that there was a moment when she came near being happy—or, at any rate, reflected that it was a pity she could not be so. Mrs. Burrage asked her son to play "some little thing," and he sat down to his piano and revealed a talent that might well have gratified that lady's pride. Olive was extremely susceptible to music, and it was impossible to her not to be soothed and beguiled by the young man's charming art. One "little thing" succeeded another; his selections were all very happy. His guests sat scattered in the red firelight, listening, silent, in comfortable attitudes; there was a faint fragrance from the burning logs, which mingled with the perfume of Schubert and Mendelssohn; the covered lamps made a glow here and there, and the cabinets and brackets produced brown shadows, out of which some precious object gleamed—some ivory carving or cinque-cento cup. It was given to Olive, under these circumstances, for half an hour, to surrender herself, to enjoy the music, to admit that Mr. Burrage played with exquisite taste, to feel as if the situation were a kind of truce. Her nerves were calmed, her problems—for the time—subsided. Civilisation, under such an influence, in such a setting, appeared to have done its work; harmony ruled the scene; human life ceased to be a battle. She went so far as to ask herself why one should have a quarrel with it; the relations of men and women, in that picturesque grouping, had not the air of being internecine. In short, she had an interval of unexpected rest, during which she kept her eyes mainly on Verena, who sat near Mrs. Burrage, letting herself go, evidently, more completely than Olive. To her, too, music was a delight, and her listening face turned itself to different parts of the room, unconsciously, while her eyes vaguely rested on the bibelots that emerged into the firelight. At moments Mrs. Burrage bent her countenance upon her and smiled, at random, kindly; and then Verena smiled back, while her expression seemed to say that, oh yes, she was giving up everything, all principles, all projects. Even before it was time to go, Olive felt that they were both (Verena and she) quite demoralised, and she only summoned energy to take her companion away when she heard Mrs. Burrage propose to her to come and spend a fortnight in New York. Then Olive exclaimed to herself, "Is it a plot? Why in the world can't they let her alone?" and prepared to throw a fold of her mantle, as she had done before, over her young friend. Verena answered, somewhat impetuously, that she should be delighted to visit Mrs. Burrage; then checked her impetuosity, after a glance from Olive, by adding that perhaps this lady wouldn't ask her if she knew what strong ground she took on the emancipation of women. Mrs. Burrage looked at her son and laughed; she said she was perfectly aware of Verena's views, and that it was impossible to be more in sympathy with them than she herself. She took the greatest interest in the emancipation of women; she thought there was so much to be done. These were the only remarks that passed in reference to the great subject; and nothing more was said to Verena, either by Henry Burrage or by his friend Gracie, about her addressing the Harvard students. Verena had told her father that Olive had put her veto upon that, and Tarrant had said to the young men that it seemed as if Miss Chancellor was going to put the thing through in her own way. We know that he thought this way very circuitous; but Miss Chancellor made him feel that she was in earnest, and that idea frightened the resistance out of him—it had such terrible associations. The people he had ever seen who were most in earnest were a committee of gentlemen who had investigated the phenomena of the "materialisation" of spirits, some ten years before, and had bent the fierce light of the scientific method upon him. To Olive it appeared that Mr. Burrage and Mr. Gracie had ceased to be jocular; but that did not make them any less cynical. Henry Burrage said to Verena, as she was going, that he hoped she would think seriously of his mother's invitation; and she replied that she didn't know whether she should have much time in the future to give to people who already approved of her views: she expected to have her hands full with the others, who didn't.
I should mention, though, that there was a moment when she almost felt happy—or at least thought it was a shame she couldn’t be. Mrs. Burrage asked her son to play “something small,” and he sat down at the piano and showcased a talent that might have pleased that lady’s pride. Olive was very sensitive to music, and it was impossible for her not to be comforted and enchanted by the young man’s lovely playing. One “small piece” followed another; all of his selections were delightful. The guests sat scattered in the warm firelight, listening quietly and lounging comfortably; there was a faint smell from the burning logs, swirling with the fragrances of Schubert and Mendelssohn; the dim lamps cast a warm glow in various spots, and the cabinets and shelves created brown shadows where some precious item sparkled—a piece of ivory carving or a sixteenth-century cup. For half an hour, it was Olive's turn to relax, enjoy the music, acknowledge that Mr. Burrage played with exquisite taste, and feel as if the moment was a sort of truce. Her nerves calmed, and her problems—for the moment—faded away. Civilization, under such an influence and in this setting, seemed to have accomplished its purpose; harmony filled the space, and life felt no longer like a battle. She even asked herself why anyone should fight against it; the interactions between men and women in that picturesque scene didn’t seem contentious. In short, she experienced an unexpected moment of peace, during which she mostly watched Verena, who sat near Mrs. Burrage, allowing herself to be more at ease than Olive. Music was also a joy for her; her attentive face turned toward different parts of the room, her eyes aimlessly resting on the trinkets that sparked in the firelight. Occasionally, Mrs. Burrage looked at her and smiled kindly, and Verena returned the smile, her expression suggesting that she was letting go of everything—her principles, her ambitions. Even before it was time to leave, Olive sensed that both of them (Verena and herself) were totally compromised, and she only found the energy to urge her friend to leave when she heard Mrs. Burrage invite her to spend a fortnight in New York. Then Olive thought to herself, “Is this a scheme? Why can't they just leave her alone?” and prepared to drape her cloak over her young friend, as she had done before. Verena replied, a bit impulsively, that she would love to visit Mrs. Burrage; then she moderated her enthusiasm after a glance from Olive, adding that perhaps the lady wouldn’t invite her if she knew how firmly she stood on women’s emancipation. Mrs. Burrage laughed and looked at her son, saying she was completely aware of Verena’s views and that she couldn’t be more sympathetic toward them. She was very interested in women’s emancipation; she believed there was a lot to be done. These were the only comments made about the important topic; nothing more was said to Verena, either by Henry Burrage or by his friend Gracie, about her speaking to the Harvard students. Verena had told her father that Olive had vetoed that, and Tarrant had informed the young men that it seemed Miss Chancellor planned to handle things her own way. We know he thought this approach was quite indirect; but Miss Chancellor convinced him that she was serious, and that idea scared the resistance out of him—it had such awful associations. The most earnest people he had ever encountered were a group of gentlemen who had investigated the “materialization” of spirits about ten years earlier, applying the harsh light of the scientific method upon him. To Olive, it seemed that Mr. Burrage and Mr. Gracie had stopped joking around; but that didn’t make them any less cynical. As Verena was leaving, Henry Burrage told her he hoped she would think seriously about his mother’s invitation; she responded that she wasn’t sure she would have much time in the future to devote to people who already supported her views: she expected to be busy with the others who didn’t.
"Does your scheme of work exclude all distraction, all recreation, then?" the young man inquired; and his look expressed real suspense.
"Does your plan leave out all distractions and fun, then?" the young man asked, his face showing genuine curiosity.
Verena referred the matter, as usual, with her air of bright, ungrudging deference, to her companion. "Does it, should you say—our scheme of work?"
Verena brought up the issue, as she always did, with her cheerful and genuine respect for her friend. "What do you think—does our plan of action make sense?"
"I am afraid the distraction we have had this afternoon must last us for a long time," Olive said, without harshness, but with considerable majesty.
"I’m afraid the distraction we had this afternoon is going to stick with us for quite a while," Olive said, without being harsh, but with a considerable sense of dignity.
"Well, now, is he to be respected?" Verena demanded, as the two young women took their way through the early darkness, pacing quietly side by side, in their winter-robes, like women consecrated to some holy office.
"Well, now, should he be respected?" Verena asked, as the two young women walked through the early darkness, pacing quietly side by side in their winter coats, like women dedicated to some sacred duty.
Olive turned it over a moment. "Yes, very much—as a pianist!"
Olive thought about it for a moment. "Yes, a lot—like a pianist!"
Verena went into town with her in the horse-car—she was staying in Charles Street for a few days—and that evening she startled Olive by breaking out into a reflexion very similar to the whimsical falterings of which she herself had been conscious while they sat in Mr. Burrage's pretty rooms, but against which she had now violently reacted.
Verena took the horse-drawn carriage into town with her since she was staying on Charles Street for a few days. That evening, she surprised Olive by suddenly sharing a thought that was quite similar to the playful hesitations Olive had noticed while they sat in Mr. Burrage's lovely rooms, which she had now strongly pushed back against.
"It would be very nice to do that always—just to take men as they are, and not to have to think about their badness. It would be very nice not to have so many questions, but to think they were all comfortably answered, so that one could sit there on an old Spanish leather chair, with the curtains drawn and keeping out the cold, the darkness, all the big, terrible, cruel world—sit there and listen for ever to Schubert and Mendelssohn. They didn't care anything about female suffrage! And I didn't feel the want of a vote to-day at all, did you?" Verena inquired, ending, as she always ended in these few speculations, with an appeal to Olive.
"It would be really nice to always do that—just accept people as they are, and not have to think about their flaws. It would be great not to have so many unanswered questions, but to believe that everything was perfectly resolved, so that you could just relax in an old Spanish leather chair, with the curtains drawn to block out the cold, the darkness, and all the big, terrible, cruel world—just sitting there and listening to Schubert and Mendelssohn forever. They didn’t care at all about women's voting rights! And honestly, I didn’t feel the need for a vote today, did you?" Verena asked, wrapping up her usual speculations with a question for Olive.
This young lady thought it necessary to give her a very firm answer. "I always feel it—everywhere—night and day. I feel it here"; and Olive laid her hand solemnly on her heart. "I feel it as a deep, unforgettable wrong; I feel it as one feels a stain that is on one's honour."
This young woman thought it was important to give her a clear response. "I always feel it—everywhere—day and night. I feel it here"; and Olive placed her hand seriously on her heart. "I feel it as a deep, unforgettable injustice; I feel it like someone feels a stain on their honor."
Verena gave a clear laugh, and after that a soft sigh, and then said, "Do you know, Olive, I sometimes wonder whether, if it wasn't for you, I should feel it so very much!"
Verena laughed clearly, then let out a soft sigh, and said, "You know, Olive, I sometimes wonder if it weren't for you, would I feel this so intensely?"
"My own friend," Olive replied, "you have never yet said anything to me which expressed so clearly the closeness and sanctity of our union."
"My own friend," Olive replied, "you've never said anything to me that expresses so clearly how close and precious our bond is."
"You do keep me up," Verena went on. "You are my conscience."
"You really keep me up," Verena continued. "You are my conscience."
"I should like to be able to say that you are my form—my envelope. But you are too beautiful for that!" So Olive returned her friend's compliment; and later she said that, of course, it would be far easier to give up everything and draw the curtains to and pass one's life in an artificial atmosphere, with rose-coloured lamps. It would be far easier to abandon the struggle, to leave all the unhappy women of the world to their immemorial misery, to lay down one's burden, close one's eyes to the whole dark picture, and, in short, simply expire. To this Verena objected that it would not be easy for her to expire at all; that such an idea was darker than anything the world contained; that she had not done with life yet, and that she didn't mean to allow her responsibilities to crush her. And then the two young women concluded, as they had concluded before, by finding themselves completely, inspiringly in agreement, full of the purpose to live indeed, and with high success; to become great, in order not to be obscure, and powerful, in order not to be useless. Olive had often declared before that her conception of life was as something sublime or as nothing at all. The world was full of evil, but she was glad to have been born before it had been swept away, while it was still there to face, to give one a task and a reward. When the great reforms should be consummated, when the day of justice should have dawned, would not life perhaps be rather poor and pale? She had never pretended to deny that the hope of fame, of the very highest distinction, was one of her strongest incitements; and she held that the most effective way of protesting against the state of bondage of women was for an individual member of the sex to become illustrious. A person who might have overheard some of the talk of this possibly infatuated pair would have been touched by their extreme familiarity with the idea of earthly glory. Verena had not invented it, but she had taken it eagerly from her friend, and she returned it with interest. To Olive it appeared that just this partnership of their two minds—each of them, by itself, lacking an important group of facets—made an organic whole which, for the work in hand, could not fail to be brilliantly effective. Verena was often far more irresponsive than she liked to see her; but the happy thing in her composition was that, after a short contact with the divine idea—Olive was always trying to flash it at her, like a jewel in an uncovered case—she kindled, flamed up, took the words from her friend's less persuasive lips, resolved herself into a magical voice, became again the pure young sibyl. Then Olive perceived how fatally, without Verena's tender notes, her crusade would lack sweetness, what the Catholics call unction; and, on the other hand, how weak Verena would be on the statistical and logical side if she herself should not bring up the rear. Together, in short, they would be complete, they would have everything, and together they would triumph.
"I wish I could say that you are my form—my container. But you're too beautiful for that!" Olive returned her friend's compliment. Later, she mentioned that, of course, it would be much easier to give up everything, close the curtains, and live in an artificial atmosphere with rose-colored lamps. It would be much easier to abandon the struggle, to leave all the unhappy women of the world to their age-old misery, to lay down one's burden, shut one's eyes to the entire grim picture, and, basically, just fade away. Verena disagreed, saying it wouldn’t be easy for her to fade away at all; that such an idea was darker than anything in the world; that she wasn't done with life yet, and she wouldn’t let her responsibilities crush her. Then the two young women concluded, as they had done before, that they were completely and inspiringly in agreement, full of the determination to truly live and achieve great success; to become remarkable so as not to be forgotten, and powerful so as not to be useless. Olive had previously declared that her view of life was either something sublime or nothing at all. The world was full of evil, but she was glad to have been born before it was swept away, while it was still there to confront, providing one with a task and a reward. When the great reforms would be completed, when the day of justice arrived, wouldn’t life perhaps be a bit dull and colorless? She never pretended to deny that the hope of fame, of the very highest distinction, was one of her strongest motivators; and she believed that the most effective way to protest against the bondage of women was for an individual woman to become distinguished. Anyone who might have overheard some of the conversation between this potentially infatuated pair would have been moved by their deep understanding of earthly glory. Verena hadn’t invented this idea, but she embraced it eagerly from her friend and returned it with enthusiasm. To Olive, it seemed that this partnership of their two minds—each lacking important aspects on its own—created a complete whole that was sure to be brilliantly effective for the task at hand. Verena was often far more unresponsive than Olive liked to see her, but the wonderful thing about her was that, after a short contact with the divine idea—Olive was always trying to present it to her, like a jewel in an open case—she flared up, took the words from her friend’s less persuasive lips, transformed into a magical voice, and became the pure young oracle once again. Then Olive realized how fatally, without Verena’s tender notes, her crusade would lack sweetness, what Catholics call unction; and conversely, how weak Verena would be on the statistical and logical side if she didn’t have Olive backing her up. In short, together they would be complete, they would have everything, and together they would succeed.
XIX
This idea of their triumph, a triumph as yet ultimate and remote, but preceded by the solemn vista of an effort so religious as never to be wanting in ecstasy, became tremendously familiar to the two friends, but especially to Olive, during the winter of 187-, a season which ushered in the most momentous period of Miss Chancellor's life. About Christmas a step was taken which advanced her affairs immensely, and put them, to her apprehension, on a regular footing. This consisted in Verena's coming in to Charles Street to stay with her, in pursuance of an arrangement on Olive's part with Selah Tarrant and his wife that she should remain for many months. The coast was now perfectly clear. Mrs. Farrinder had started on her annual grand tour; she was rousing the people, from Maine to Texas; Matthias Pardon (it was to be supposed) had received, temporarily at least, his quietus; and Mrs. Luna was established in New York, where she had taken a house for a year, and whence she wrote to her sister that she was going to engage Basil Ransom (with whom she was in communication for this purpose) to do her law-business. Olive wondered what law-business Adeline could have, and hoped she would get into a pickle with her landlord or her milliner, so that repeated interviews with Mr. Ransom might become necessary. Mrs. Luna let her know very soon that these interviews had begun; the young Mississippian had come to dine with her; he hadn't got started much, by what she could make out, and she was even afraid that he didn't dine every day. But he wore a tall hat now, like a Northern gentleman, and Adeline intimated that she found him really attractive. He had been very nice to Newton, told him all about the war (quite the Southern version, of course, but Mrs. Luna didn't care anything about American politics, and she wanted her son to know all sides), and Newton did nothing but talk about him, calling him "Rannie," and imitating his pronunciation of certain words. Adeline subsequently wrote that she had made up her mind to put her affairs into his hands (Olive sighed, not unmagnanimously, as she thought of her sister's "affairs"), and later still she mentioned that she was thinking strongly of taking him to be Newton's tutor. She wished this interesting child to be privately educated, and it would be more agreeable to have in that relation a person who was already, as it were, a member of the family. Mrs. Luna wrote as if he were prepared to give up his profession to take charge of her son, and Olive was pretty sure that this was only a part of her grandeur, of the habit she had contracted, especially since living in Europe, of speaking as if in every case she required special arrangements.
This concept of their victory, a victory that was still distant and yet significant, preceded by a solemn view of an effort so passionate it could hardly be lacking in excitement, became very familiar to the two friends, especially Olive, during the winter of 187-, a season that marked the most important time in Miss Chancellor's life. Around Christmas, a decision was made that significantly advanced her situation and made it seem more stable to her. This involved Verena coming to Charles Street to stay with her, following an arrangement Olive had made with Selah Tarrant and his wife for her to remain for several months. The path was now completely clear. Mrs. Farrinder had set off on her annual grand tour; she was energizing people from Maine to Texas; Matthias Pardon (presumably) had found a temporary peace; and Mrs. Luna was settled in New York, where she rented a house for a year and wrote to her sister that she was going to hire Basil Ransom (with whom she was in touch for this purpose) to handle her legal matters. Olive wondered what kind of legal issues Adeline could have and hoped she'd run into problems with her landlord or her dressmaker so that she would need to meet with Mr. Ransom repeatedly. Mrs. Luna soon let her know that these meetings had started; the young man from Mississippi had come to dinner with her; he didn’t seem to be getting very far, from what she could tell, and she even worried that he wasn’t dining out every day. But he was now wearing a tall hat like a Northern gentleman, and Adeline hinted that she found him quite attractive. He had been very nice to Newton, telling him all about the war (of course, the Southern version), but Mrs. Luna didn’t care about American politics and wanted her son to learn all sides, and Newton couldn’t stop talking about him, calling him "Rannie," and mimicking how he pronounced certain words. Adeline later wrote that she had decided to hand over her legal matters to him (Olive sighed, not without a sense of generosity, as she thought about her sister's "matters"), and even later she mentioned that she was seriously considering making him Newton's tutor. She wanted this fascinating child to receive a private education, and it would be nicer to have someone who was already, in a sense, part of the family in that role. Mrs. Luna wrote as if he was ready to leave his career to take care of her son, and Olive was pretty sure this was just part of her grandiose style, a habit she had adopted, especially after living in Europe, of speaking as if she needed special arrangements in every situation.
In spite of the difference in their age, Olive had long since judged her, and made up her mind that Adeline lacked every quality that a person needed to be interesting in her eyes. She was rich (or sufficiently so), she was conventional and timid, very fond of attentions from men (with whom indeed she was reputed bold, but Olive scorned such boldness as that), given up to a merely personal, egotistical, instinctive life, and as unconscious of the tendencies of the age, the revenges of the future, the new truths and the great social questions, as if she had been a mere bundle of dress-trimmings, which she very nearly was. It was perfectly observable that she had no conscience, and it irritated Olive deeply to see how much trouble a woman was spared when she was constructed on that system. Adeline's "affairs," as I have intimated, her social relations, her views of Newton's education, her practice and her theory (for she had plenty of that, such as it was, heaven save the mark!), her spasmodic disposition to marry again, and her still sillier retreats in the presence of danger (for she had not even the courage of her frivolity), these things had been a subject of tragic consideration to Olive ever since the return of the elder sister to America. The tragedy was not in any particular harm that Mrs. Luna could do her (for she did her good, rather, that is, she did her honour by laughing at her), but in the spectacle itself, the drama, guided by the hand of fate, of which the small, ignoble scenes unrolled themselves so logically. The dénouement would of course be in keeping, and would consist simply of the spiritual death of Mrs. Luna, who would end by understanding no common speech of Olive's at all, and would sink into mere worldly plumpness, into the last complacency, the supreme imbecility, of petty, genteel conservatism. As for Newton, he would be more utterly odious, if possible, as he grew up, than he was already; in fact, he would not grow up at all, but only grow down, if his mother should continue her infatuated system with him. He was insufferably forward and selfish; under the pretext of keeping him, at any cost, refined, Adeline had coddled and caressed him, having him always in her petticoats, remitting his lessons when he pretended he had an earache, drawing him into the conversation, letting him answer her back, with an impertinence beyond his years, when she administered the smallest check. The place for him, in Olive's eyes, was one of the public schools, where the children of the people would teach him his small importance, teach it, if necessary, by the aid of an occasional drubbing; and the two ladies had a grand discussion on this point before Mrs. Luna left Boston—a scene which ended in Adeline's clutching the irrepressible Newton to her bosom (he came in at the moment), and demanding of him a vow that he would live and die in the principles of his mother. Mrs. Luna declared that if she must be trampled upon—and very likely it was her fate!—she would rather be trampled upon by men than by women, and that if Olive and her friends should get possession of the government they would be worse despots than those who were celebrated in history. Newton took an infant oath that he would never be a destructive, impious radical, and Olive felt that after this she needn't trouble herself any more about her sister, whom she simply committed to her fate. That fate might very properly be to marry an enemy of her country, a man who, no doubt, desired to treat women with the lash and manacles, as he and his people had formerly treated the wretched coloured race. If she was so fond of the fine old institutions of the past, he would supply them to her in abundance; and if she wanted so much to be a conservative, she could try first how she liked being a conservative's wife. If Olive troubled herself little about Adeline, she troubled herself more about Basil Ransom; she said to herself that since he hated women who respected themselves (and each other), destiny would use him rightly in hanging a person like Adeline round his neck. That would be the way poetic justice ought to work, for him—and the law that our prejudices, when they act themselves out, punish us in doing so. Olive considered all this, as it was her effort to consider everything, from a very high point of view, and ended by feeling sure it was not for the sake of any nervous personal security that she desired to see her two relations in New York get mixed up together. If such an event as their marriage would gratify her sense of fitness, it would be simply as an illustration of certain laws. Olive, thanks to the philosophic cast of her mind, was exceedingly fond of illustrations of laws.
Despite the age difference, Olive had long decided that Adeline lacked every quality necessary to be interesting to her. Adeline was rich (or at least well-off), conventional, timid, and very much enjoyed the attention of men (with whom she was thought to be bold, though Olive dismissed that kind of boldness). She lived a self-centered, instinctive life and was completely unaware of the trends of the time, the future repercussions, new truths, and major social issues, as if she were just a pile of dress trimmings—which, in a way, she nearly was. It was clear that she had no sense of conscience, which deeply irritated Olive, especially seeing how much easier life seemed for a woman built on that foundation. Adeline's "affairs," her social circle, her views on Newton's education, her practice and theories (of which she had plenty, for what it was worth!), her irregular desire to marry again, and her foolish behavior in the face of danger (lacking even the courage to uphold her frivolity), had all been a source of tragic contemplation for Olive since her older sister returned to America. The tragedy didn’t lie in any particular harm Mrs. Luna could do to her (in fact, she brought Olive some good, or rather, she honored her by laughing at her), but in the very spectacle—the drama, guided by fate, unfolding in such a logical series of small, petty scenes. The conclusion would inevitably match; it would simply be the spiritual death of Mrs. Luna, who would eventually fail to understand any of Olive's common words and would sink into mere worldly complacency, into the ultimate foolishness of trivial, genteel conservatism. As for Newton, he would become even more intolerable as he grew older, if that was even possible; in reality, he wouldn't grow up at all, but would regress, should his mother persist with her misguided approach. He was insufferably forward and selfish; under the pretense of keeping him refined at all costs, Adeline had spoiled and coddled him, always keeping him close and letting him skip lessons when he claimed he had an earache, pulling him into conversations and allowing him to respond to her with an impudence beyond his years whenever she offered the slightest criticism. In Olive's view, he belonged in a public school where the kids from less privileged backgrounds would teach him a lesson in humility, possibly with the help of an occasional beating. The two ladies had a major debate on this topic before Mrs. Luna left Boston—a scene that ended with Adeline clutching the uncontrollable Newton to her chest (he had just walked in) and demanding a promise from him that he would live and die by his mother's principles. Mrs. Luna insisted that if she had to be crushed—and perhaps it was her destiny!—she would prefer to be trampled by men rather than women, and that if Olive and her friends took power, they would be worse tyrants than those historically noted. Newton made a juvenile oath that he would never become a destructive, godless radical, and Olive felt that after this, she could stop worrying about her sister, simply leaving her to her fate. That fate could very well be marrying an enemy of her country, a man who likely wanted to treat women with the same disdain and brutality that he and his people had previously shown the oppressed colored race. If she loved the fine old traditions of the past, he would provide them in spades; and if she wanted to be a conservative, she could first experience what it meant to be a conservative's wife. While Olive paid little attention to Adeline, she was more concerned about Basil Ransom; she reasoned that since he despised women who respected themselves (and one another), destiny would rightly ensure he ended up with someone like Adeline. That would be a fitting form of poetic justice for him—and a reminder that our prejudices often lead to our own punishment. Olive contemplated all this, as she aimed to consider everything from a lofty perspective, ultimately concluding that her desire to see her two relatives in New York intertwined wasn’t driven by any need for personal security. If their marriage would satisfy her sense of propriety, it would simply serve as an example of certain principles. Thanks to her philosophical outlook, Olive had a strong appreciation for illustrations of these principles.
I hardly know, however, what illumination it was that sprang from her consciousness (now a source of considerable comfort) that Mrs. Farrinder was carrying the war into distant territories, and would return to Boston only in time to preside at a grand Female Convention, already advertised to take place in Boston in the month of June. It was agreeable to her that this imperial woman should be away; it made the field more free, the air more light; it suggested an exemption from official criticism. I have not taken space to mention certain episodes of the more recent intercourse of these ladies, and must content myself with tracing them, lightly, in their consequences. These may be summed up in the remark, which will doubtless startle no one by its freshness, that two imperial women are scarcely more likely to hit it off together, as the phrase is, than two imperial men. Since that party at Miss Birdseye's, so important in its results for Olive, she had had occasion to approach Mrs. Farrinder more nearly, and those overtures brought forth the knowledge that the great leader of the feminine revolution was the one person (in that part of the world) more concentrated, more determined, than herself. Miss Chancellor's aspirations, of late, had been immensely quickened; she had begun to believe in herself to a livelier tune than she had ever listened to before; and she now perceived that when spirit meets spirit there must either be mutual absorption or a sharp concussion. It had long been familiar to her that she should have to count with the obstinacy of the world at large, but she now discovered that she should have to count also with certain elements in the feminine camp. This complicated the problem, and such a complication, naturally, could not make Mrs. Farrinder appear more easy to assimilate. If Olive's was a high nature and so was hers, the fault was in neither; it was only an admonition that they were not needed as landmarks in the same part of the field. If such perceptions are delicate as between men, the reader need not be reminded of the exquisite form they may assume in natures more refined. So it was that Olive passed, in three months, from the stage of veneration to that of competition; and the process had been accelerated by the introduction of Verena into the fold. Mrs. Farrinder had behaved in the strangest way about Verena. First she had been struck with her, and then she hadn't; first she had seemed to want to take her in, then she had shied at her unmistakably—intimating to Olive that there were enough of that kind already. Of "that kind" indeed!—the phrase reverberated in Miss Chancellor's resentful soul. Was it possible she didn't know the kind Verena was of, and with what vulgar aspirants to notoriety did she confound her? It had been Olive's original desire to obtain Mrs. Farrinder's stamp for her protégée; she wished her to hold a commission from the commander-in-chief. With this view the two young women had made more than one pilgrimage to Roxbury, and on one of these occasions the sibylline mood (in its most charming form) had descended upon Verena. She had fallen into it, naturally and gracefully, in the course of talk, and poured out a stream of eloquence even more touching than her regular discourse at Miss Birdseye's. Mrs. Farrinder had taken it rather dryly, and certainly it didn't resemble her own style of oratory, remarkable and cogent as this was. There had been considerable question of her writing a letter to the New York Tribune, the effect of which should be to launch Miss Tarrant into renown; but this beneficent epistle never appeared, and now Olive saw that there was no favour to come from the prophetess of Roxbury. There had been primnesses, pruderies, small reserves, which ended by staying her pen. If Olive didn't say at once that she was jealous of Verena's more attractive manner, it was only because such a declaration was destined to produce more effect a little later. What she did say was that evidently Mrs. Farrinder wanted to keep the movement in her own hands—viewed with suspicion certain romantic, esthetic elements which Olive and Verena seemed to be trying to introduce into it. They insisted so much, for instance, on the historic unhappiness of women; but Mrs. Farrinder didn't appear to care anything for that, or indeed to know much about history at all. She seemed to begin just to-day, and she demanded their rights for them whether they were unhappy or not. The upshot of this was that Olive threw herself on Verena's neck with a movement which was half indignation, half rapture; she exclaimed that they would have to fight the battle without human help, but, after all, it was better so. If they were all in all to each other, what more could they want? They would be isolated, but they would be free; and this view of the situation brought with it a feeling that they had almost already begun to be a force. It was not, indeed, that Olive's resentment faded quite away; for not only had she the sense, doubtless very presumptuous, that Mrs. Farrinder was the only person thereabouts of a stature to judge her (a sufficient cause of antagonism in itself, for if we like to be praised by our betters we prefer that censure should come from the other sort), but the kind of opinion she had unexpectedly betrayed, after implying such esteem in the earlier phase of their intercourse, made Olive's cheeks occasionally flush. She prayed heaven that she might never become so personal, so narrow. She was frivolous, worldly, an amateur, a trifler, a frequenter of Beacon Street; her taking up Verena Tarrant was only a kind of elderly, ridiculous doll-dressing: this was the light in which Miss Chancellor had reason to believe that it now suited Mrs. Farrinder to regard her! It was fortunate, perhaps, that the misrepresentation was so gross; yet, none the less, tears of wrath rose more than once to Olive's eyes when she reflected that this particular wrong had been put upon her. Frivolous, worldly, Beacon Street! She appealed to Verena to share in her pledge that the world should know in due time how much of that sort of thing there was about her. As I have already hinted, Verena at such moments quite rose to the occasion; she had private pangs at committing herself to give the cold shoulder to Beacon Street for ever; but she was now so completely in Olive's hands that there was no sacrifice to which she would not have consented in order to prove that her benefactress was not frivolous.
I hardly know, though, what realization came to me (now a source of significant comfort) that Mrs. Farrinder was taking her campaign to far-off places and would only return to Boston in time to lead a grand Female Convention, already announced to happen in Boston in June. It was pleasant for her that this powerful woman was away; it made the space more open, the atmosphere lighter; it suggested a break from official scrutiny. I haven’t taken the time to mention certain recent interactions between these women, and I must simply trace their outcomes briefly. These can be summed up in the observation, which surely won’t surprise anyone with its insight, that two strong women are just as unlikely to get along as two strong men. Since that party at Miss Birdseye's, which was so crucial for Olive, she had opportunities to engage more closely with Mrs. Farrinder. These interactions revealed that the prominent leader of the women's movement was the one person (in that area) more focused and determined than herself. Miss Chancellor's ambitions had recently surged immensely; she had started to believe in herself more vibrantly than ever before; and she recognized that when one strong spirit meets another, it either leads to mutual absorption or a sharp clash. She had long known she’d have to contend with the stubbornness of society at large, but now she discovered she also had to reckon with certain dynamics within the women's movement. This made the situation more complicated, and naturally, this complexity didn’t make Mrs. Farrinder seem any easier to deal with. If both Olive and Mrs. Farrinder were high-minded, the fault lay with neither; it was simply a sign that they weren’t meant to be landmarks in the same area. If such realizations are delicate between men, we need not be reminded of how refined they can be between women. Thus, in three months, Olive shifted from reverence to competition; and this change was sped up by the arrival of Verena into their circle. Mrs. Farrinder had acted quite strangely regarding Verena. At first, she seemed impressed by her, then she didn’t; she initially appeared to want to embrace her, then she clearly recoiled—hinting to Olive that there were already enough of that type. “That type,” indeed!—the term echoed in Miss Chancellor's resentful heart. Was it possible that she didn’t recognize what kind of person Verena truly was and confused her with some crass seekers of fame? Olive’s original goal had been to gain Mrs. Farrinder's approval for her protégée; she wanted her to have a seal from the top leader. With this aim, the two young women had made several trips to Roxbury, and on one of those visits, a mystical mood (in its most enchanting form) had come over Verena. She had slipped into it, naturally and gracefully, during conversation, and delivered a stream of eloquence even more moving than her usual speeches at Miss Birdseye's. Mrs. Farrinder had received it rather flatly, and it certainly wasn’t in her own style of rhetoric, remarkable and compelling as that was. There had been much discussion about her writing a letter to the New York Tribune, intended to launch Miss Tarrant into fame; but that helpful letter never materialized, and now Olive realized that no favor would come from the prophetess of Roxbury. There had been snobbishness, prudishness, small reservations that ultimately made her hold back her pen. If Olive didn’t immediately admit that she felt jealous of Verena's more engaging manner, it was only because she wanted such a declaration to have a greater impact later. What she did express was that it was clear Mrs. Farrinder wanted to keep control of the movement—viewing with suspicion various romantic, aesthetic factors that Olive and Verena seemed eager to introduce. They insisted so strongly, for example, on the historic suffering of women; but Mrs. Farrinder didn’t seem interested in that or to know much about history at all. She seemed to be starting fresh today, demanding rights for women regardless of their happiness. The outcome of this was that Olive threw her arms around Verena in a gesture that was half indignation, half joy; she declared that they would have to fight the battle without outside help, but ultimately, it was better that way. If they were everything to each other, what more could they ask for? They would be isolated, but they would be free; and this perspective brought a feeling that they had almost begun to become a force. It wasn’t that Olive's resentment completely disappeared; for not only did she feel, perhaps quite presumptuously, that Mrs. Farrinder was the only person nearby capable of judging her (a sufficient cause for antagonism in itself, since if we enjoy being praised by those above us, we prefer that criticism comes from others), but Mrs. Farrinder's unexpectedly candid opinion, after implying such esteem earlier in their interactions, occasionally made Olive’s cheeks flush. She prayed to heaven that she would never become so personal, so narrow. She was frivolous, worldly, an amateur, a trifle, a frequent visitor to Beacon Street; her taking on Verena Tarrant was merely a form of silly, elderly doll-dressing: this was how Miss Chancellor had reason to think it now suited Mrs. Farrinder to perceive her! It might be fortunate that the misunderstanding was so blatant; yet, still, tears of anger came to Olive’s eyes when she considered the specific wrong done to her. Frivolous, worldly, Beacon Street! She urged Verena to join her in a pledge that the world would soon know how much of that type she truly was. As I’ve suggested, Verena responded quite well in such moments; she felt private anguish at the idea of completely abandoning Beacon Street; but she was now so entirely under Olive’s influence that she would have agreed to any sacrifice to demonstrate that her benefactor was not frivolous.
The matter of her coming to stay for so long in Charles Street was arranged during a visit that Selah Tarrant paid there at Miss Chancellor's request. This interview, which had some curious features, would be worth describing but I am forbidden to do more than mention the most striking of these. Olive wished to have an understanding with him; wished the situation to be clear, so that, disagreeable as it would be to her to receive him, she sent him a summons for a certain hour—an hour at which she had planned that Verena should be out of the house. She withheld this incident from the girl's knowledge, reflecting with some solemnity that it was the first deception (for Olive her silence was a deception) that she had yet practised on her friend, and wondering whether she should have to practise others in the future. She then and there made up her mind that she would not shrink from others should they be necessary. She notified Tarrant that she should keep Verena a long time, and Tarrant remarked that it was certainly very pleasant to see her so happily located. But he also intimated that he should like to know what Miss Chancellor laid out to do with her; and the tone of this suggestion made Olive feel how right she had been to foresee that their interview would have the stamp of business. It assumed that complexion very definitely when she crossed over to her desk and wrote Mr. Tarrant a cheque for a very considerable amount. "Leave us alone—entirely alone—for a year, and then I will write you another": it was with these words she handed him the little strip of paper that meant so much, feeling, as she did so, that surely Mrs. Farrinder herself could not be less amateurish than that. Selah looked at the cheque, at Miss Chancellor, at the cheque again, at the ceiling, at the floor, at the clock, and once more at his hostess; then the document disappeared beneath the folds of his waterproof, and she saw that he was putting it into some queer place on his queer person. "Well, if I didn't believe you were going to help her to develop," he remarked; and he stopped, while his hands continued to fumble, out of sight, and he treated Olive to his large joyless smile. She assured him that he need have no fear on that score; Verena's development was the thing in the world in which she took most interest; she should have every opportunity for a free expansion. "Yes, that's the great thing," Selah said; "it's more important than attracting a crowd. That's all we shall ask of you; let her act out her nature. Don't all the trouble of humanity come from our being pressed back? Don't shut down the cover, Miss Chancellor; just let her overflow!" And again Tarrant illuminated his inquiry, his metaphor, by the strange and silent lateral movement of his jaws. He added, presently, that he supposed he should have to fix it with Mis' Tarrant; but Olive made no answer to that; she only looked at him with a face in which she intended to express that there was nothing that need detain him longer. She knew it had been fixed with Mrs. Tarrant; she had been over all that with Verena, who had told her that her mother was willing to sacrifice her for her highest good. She had reason to know (not through Verena, of course) that Mrs. Tarrant had embraced, tenderly, the idea of a pecuniary compensation, and there was no fear of her making a scene when Tarrant should come back with a cheque in his pocket. "Well, I trust she may develop, richly, and that you may accomplish what you desire; it seems as if we had only a little way to go further," that worthy observed, as he erected himself for departure.
The arrangement for her extended stay on Charles Street happened during a visit that Selah Tarrant made there at Miss Chancellor's request. This meeting had some peculiar aspects, which would be interesting to describe, but I can only mention the most notable parts. Olive wanted to clarify things with him; she wanted the situation to be clear, so, even though it would be uncomfortable for her to meet him, she sent him a request for a certain time—when she planned for Verena to be out of the house. She kept this from the girl, thinking solemnly that it was the first deception (since her silence felt like deception) she had committed against her friend, and she wondered if she would need to do this again in the future. Right then, she decided she wouldn’t shy away from any necessary actions. She let Tarrant know that she would keep Verena for a long time, and Tarrant remarked that it was certainly nice to see her so happily settled. However, he also indicated that he wanted to know what Miss Chancellor intended to do with her; the tone of this suggestion made Olive realize how right she had been to expect their meeting would have a business-like nature. It took on that characteristic when she walked over to her desk and wrote Mr. Tarrant a check for a significant amount. "Leave us alone—completely alone—for a year, and then I will send you another": it was with these words that she handed him the small piece of paper that meant so much, feeling that surely Mrs. Farrinder herself couldn’t be any less professional than that. Selah looked at the check, then at Miss Chancellor, back at the check, at the ceiling, at the floor, at the clock, and again at his hostess; then the document vanished into the folds of his waterproof coat, and she saw him put it into some odd spot on his strange self. "Well, if I didn’t believe you were going to help her develop," he said, pausing as his hands continued to fumble out of sight, treating Olive to his big joyless smile. She assured him that he didn’t need to worry about that; Verena's development was what interested her most in the world; she would have all the opportunities for free growth. "Yes, that’s the important thing," Selah replied; "it’s more crucial than attracting a crowd. That's all we ask of you; let her be herself. Don’t all the troubles of humanity come from being stifled? Don’t shut her down, Miss Chancellor; just let her thrive!" Tarrant emphasized his point with the strange and silent side-to-side movement of his jaws. He then mentioned that he supposed he would have to sort things out with Mrs. Tarrant; but Olive didn’t respond; she just looked at him in a way that signaled he had no reason to stay. She knew it had already been sorted with Mrs. Tarrant; she had discussed it with Verena, who told her that her mother was willing to sacrifice her for her own good. She knew (not from Verena, obviously) that Mrs. Tarrant had affectionately accepted the idea of financial compensation, and there was no worry about her creating a scene when Tarrant returned with a check in his pocket. "Well, I hope she may develop fully, and that you achieve what you want; it seems like we only have a short distance to go," that decent man remarked as he prepared to leave.
"It's not a little way; it's a very long way," Olive replied, rather sternly.
"It's not a short distance; it's a really long way," Olive replied, rather sternly.
Tarrant was on the threshold; he lingered a little, embarrassed by her grimness, for he himself had always inclined to rose-coloured views of progress, of the march of truth. He had never met any one so much in earnest as this definite, literal young woman, who had taken such an unhoped-for fancy to his daughter; whose longing for the new day had such perversities of pessimism, and who, in the midst of something that appeared to be terribly searching in her honesty, was willing to corrupt him, as a father, with the most extravagant orders on her bank. He hardly knew in what language to speak to her; it seemed as if there was nothing soothing enough, when a lady adopted that tone about a movement which was thought by some of the brightest to be so promising. "Oh, well, I guess there's some kind of mysterious law...." he murmured, almost timidly; and so he passed from Miss Chancellor's sight.
Tarrant was at the door; he hesitated a bit, feeling awkward because of her seriousness, since he had always had an optimistic view of progress and the pursuit of truth. He had never encountered anyone as earnest as this straightforward, literal young woman, who had unexpectedly taken such a liking to his daughter; her desire for change had such strange twists of pessimism, and in the midst of what seemed to be a painfully honest search, she was ready to influence him as a father with the most outrageous requests on her bank account. He barely knew how to talk to her; it felt like there was nothing reassuring enough when a woman spoke that way about a cause that some of the smartest people believed was so promising. "Oh, well, I guess there’s some kind of mysterious law...." he mumbled, almost nervously; and with that, he stepped out of Miss Chancellor's view.
XX
She hoped she should not soon see him again, and there appeared to be no reason she should, if their intercourse was to be conducted by means of cheques. The understanding with Verena was, of course, complete; she had promised to stay with her friend as long as her friend should require it. She had said at first that she couldn't give up her mother, but she had been made to feel that there was no question of giving up. She should be as free as air, to go and come; she could spend hours and days with her mother, whenever Mrs. Tarrant required her attention; all that Olive asked of her was that, for the time, she should regard Charles Street as her home. There was no struggle about this, for the simple reason that by the time the question came to the front Verena was completely under the charm. The idea of Olive's charm will perhaps make the reader smile; but I use the word not in its derived, but in its literal sense. The fine web of authority, of dependence, that her strenuous companion had woven about her, was now as dense as a suit of golden mail; and Verena was thoroughly interested in their great undertaking; she saw it in the light of an active, enthusiastic faith. The benefit that her father desired for her was now assured; she expanded, developed, on the most liberal scale. Olive saw the difference, and you may imagine how she rejoiced in it; she had never known a greater pleasure. Verena's former attitude had been girlish submission, grateful, curious sympathy. She had given herself, in her young, amused surprise, because Olive's stronger will and the incisive proceedings with which she pointed her purpose drew her on. Besides, she was held by hospitality, the vision of new social horizons, the sense of novelty, and the love of change. But now the girl was disinterestedly attached to the precious things they were to do together; she cared about them for themselves, believed in them ardently, had them constantly in mind. Her share in the union of the two young women was no longer passive, purely appreciative; it was passionate, too, and it put forth a beautiful energy. If Olive desired to get Verena into training, she could flatter herself that the process had already begun, and that her colleague enjoyed it almost as much as she. Therefore she could say to herself, without the imputation of heartlessness, that when she left her mother it was for a noble, a sacred use. In point of fact, she left her very little, and she spent hours in jingling, aching, jostled journeys between Charles Street and the stale suburban cottage. Mrs. Tarrant sighed and grimaced, wrapped herself more than ever in her mantle, said she didn't know as she was fit to struggle alone, and that, half the time, if Verena was away, she wouldn't have the nerve to answer the door-bell; she was incapable, of course, of neglecting such an opportunity to posture as one who paid with her heart's blood for leading the van of human progress. But Verena had an inner sense (she judged her mother now, a little, for the first time) that she would be sorry to be taken at her word, and that she felt safe enough in trusting to her daughter's generosity. She could not divest herself of the faith—even now that Mrs. Luna was gone, leaving no trace, and the grey walls of a sedentary winter were apparently closing about the two young women—she could not renounce the theory that a residence in Charles Street must at least produce some contact with the brilliant classes. She was vexed at her daughter's resignation to not going to parties and to Miss Chancellor's not giving them; but it was nothing new for her to have to practise patience, and she could feel, at least, that it was just as handy for Mr. Burrage to call on the child in town, where he spent half his time, sleeping constantly at Parker's.
She hoped she wouldn’t see him again anytime soon, and it seemed there was no reason she would, since their communication would now be through checks. The understanding with Verena was, of course, complete; she had promised to stay with her friend for as long as her friend needed her. At first, she had said she couldn’t leave her mother, but she had come to realize that it wasn’t about leaving at all. She would be as free as a bird to come and go; she could spend hours or days with her mother whenever Mrs. Tarrant needed her attention. All Olive asked of her was that, for the time being, she consider Charles Street her home. There was no struggle with this, simply because by the time the question arose, Verena was completely under Olive’s spell. The idea of Olive’s charm might make the reader smile, but I don’t mean charm in any figurative way; it was quite literal. The intricate web of authority and dependence that her determined companion had woven around her was now as thick as a suit of golden armor, and Verena was genuinely invested in their grand project; she viewed it through the lens of active, enthusiastic faith. The benefits her father wanted for her were now guaranteed; she was blossoming, developing on a grand scale. Olive noticed the difference, and you can imagine her joy; she had never felt greater happiness. Verena's previous attitude had been one of girlish submission, grateful and curiously sympathetic. She had given herself up, delighting in her young, amused surprise because Olive’s stronger will and decisive actions drew her in. Moreover, she was captivated by hospitality, the prospect of new social horizons, the thrill of novelty, and a love of change. But now the girl was genuinely invested in the precious things they were about to share; she cared about them for their own sake and believed in them wholeheartedly, keeping them constantly in her thoughts. Her involvement in the bond between the two young women was no longer passive and merely appreciative; it was passionate, too, and radiated a beautiful energy. If Olive wanted to train Verena, she could comfortably think that the process had already begun, and that her friend was enjoying it almost as much as she was. Therefore, she could tell herself, without feeling heartless, that when Verena left her mother, it was for a noble, sacred purpose. In reality, she left her very little and spent hours jostling on tiring trips between Charles Street and the worn suburban cottage. Mrs. Tarrant sighed and frowned, wrapped herself even more in her shawl, claimed she didn’t know if she was up to struggling alone, and that half the time, if Verena was gone, she wouldn’t have the courage to answer the doorbell; she was, of course, incapable of passing up a chance to portray herself as someone who sacrificed for the advancement of humanity. But Verena had an inner intuition (she began to judge her mother a little now, for the first time) that her mother would be upset if taken at her word and felt reassured in trusting her daughter’s generosity. She couldn’t shake the belief—even now that Mrs. Luna was gone without a trace, and the gray walls of a slow winter seemed to close in around the two young women—that living on Charles Street must at least bring some connection to the elite classes. She was frustrated by her daughter’s acceptance of not attending parties and of Miss Chancellor not hosting any, but it was nothing new for her to practice patience. She could at least feel that it was just as convenient for Mr. Burrage to visit the child in town, where he spent half his time, constantly sleeping at Parker’s.
It was a fact that this fortunate youth called very often, and Verena saw him with Olive's full concurrence whenever she was at home. It had now been quite agreed between them that no artificial limits should be set to the famous phase; and Olive had, while it lasted, a sense of real heroism in steeling herself against uneasiness. It seemed to her, moreover, only justice that she should make some concession; if Verena made a great sacrifice of filial duty in coming to live with her (this, of course, should be permanent—she would buy off the Tarrants from year to year), she must not incur the imputation (the world would judge her, in that case, ferociously) of keeping her from forming common social ties. The friendship of a young man and a young woman was, according to the pure code of New England, a common social tie; and as the weeks elapsed Miss Chancellor saw no reason to repent of her temerity. Verena was not falling in love; she felt that she should know it, should guess it on the spot. Verena was fond of human intercourse; she was essentially a sociable creature; she liked to shine and smile and talk and listen; and so far as Henry Burrage was concerned he introduced an element of easy and convenient relaxation into a life now a good deal stiffened (Olive was perfectly willing to own it) by great civic purposes. But the girl was being saved, without interference, by the simple operation of her interest in those very designs. From this time there was no need of putting pressure on her; her own springs were working; the fire with which she glowed came from within. Sacredly, brightly single she would remain; her only espousals would be at the altar of a great cause. Olive always absented herself when Mr. Burrage was announced; and when Verena afterwards attempted to give some account of his conversation she checked her, said she would rather know nothing about it—all with a very solemn mildness; this made her feel very superior, truly noble. She knew by this time (I scarcely can tell how, since Verena could give her no report) exactly what sort of a youth Mr. Burrage was: he was weakly pretentious, softly original, cultivated eccentricity, patronised progress, liked to have mysteries, sudden appointments to keep, anonymous persons to visit, the air of leading a double life, of being devoted to a girl whom people didn't know, or at least didn't meet. Of course he liked to make an impression on Verena; but what he mainly liked was to play her off upon the other girls, the daughters of fashion, with whom he danced at Papanti's. Such were the images that proceeded from Olive's rich moral consciousness. "Well, he is greatly interested in our movement": so much Verena once managed to announce; but the words rather irritated Miss Chancellor, who, as we know, did not care to allow for accidental exceptions in the great masculine conspiracy.
It was a fact that this lucky guy called quite often, and Verena saw him with Olive's full approval whenever she was at home. They had now agreed that no artificial boundaries should be placed on this famous phase; and Olive felt a sense of real courage in toughening herself against any uneasiness while it lasted. It seemed only fair to her that she should make some concession; if Verena was making a huge sacrifice of family duty by living with her (this, of course, would be permanent—Olive would buy off the Tarrants year after year), she shouldn’t have the perception (the world would judge her harshly in that case) of keeping her from making regular social connections. According to the New England code, the friendship between a young man and a young woman was considered a regular social connection; and as the weeks went by, Miss Chancellor saw no reason to regret her boldness. Verena wasn’t falling in love; she felt that she would know it, that she would sense it right away. Verena enjoyed being around people; she was fundamentally a social person; she liked to shine, smile, talk, and listen; and as far as Henry Burrage was concerned, he added an element of easy and convenient relaxation to a life that had become quite stiff (Olive was completely willing to admit it) due to pressing civic goals. But the girl was being saved, without interference, simply by her interest in those very goals. From this point on, there was no need to put pressure on her; her own motivations were working; the energy she glowed with came from within. She would remain sacredly and brightly single; her only commitments would be to a great cause. Olive always stayed away when Mr. Burrage was announced; and when Verena afterward tried to share some details about their conversation, Olive stopped her, saying she would rather not know anything about it—all with a very serious mildness; this made her feel truly superior and noble. By this time, she knew (I can’t quite say how, since Verena couldn't report back to her) exactly what kind of guy Mr. Burrage was: he was weakly pretentious, softly original, cultivated eccentricity, supportive of progress, liked to have secrets, sudden plans, anonymous visits, the aura of leading a double life, of being devoted to a girl whom people didn’t know, or at least didn’t meet. Of course, he wanted to impress Verena; but what he mainly enjoyed was playing her off against the other fashionable girls with whom he danced at Papanti's. Such were the images that came from Olive's rich moral awareness. "Well, he is really interested in our movement," Verena once managed to say; but those words irritated Miss Chancellor, who, as we know, didn't care to make allowances for accidental exceptions in the larger masculine conspiracy.
In the month of March Verena told her that Mr. Burrage was offering matrimony—offering it with much insistence, begging that she would at least wait and think of it before giving him a final answer. Verena was evidently very glad to be able to say to Olive that she had assured him she couldn't think of it, and that if he expected this he had better not come any more. He continued to come, and it was therefore to be supposed that he had ceased to count on such a concession; it was now Olive's opinion that he really didn't desire it. She had a theory that he proposed to almost any girl who was not likely to accept him—did it because he was making a collection of such episodes—a mental album of declarations, blushes, hesitations, refusals that just missed imposing themselves as acceptances, quite as he collected enamels and Cremona violins. He would be very sorry indeed to ally himself to the house of Tarrant; but such a fear didn't prevent him from holding it becoming in a man of taste to give that encouragement to low-born girls who were pretty, for one looked out for the special cases in which, for reasons (even the lowest might have reasons), they wouldn't "rise." "I told you I wouldn't marry him, and I won't," Verena said, delightedly, to her friend; her tone suggested that a certain credit belonged to her for the way she carried out her assurance. "I never thought you would, if you didn't want to," Olive replied to this; and Verena could have no rejoinder but the good-humour that sat in her eyes, unable as she was to say that she had wanted to. They had a little discussion, however, when she intimated that she pitied him for his discomfiture, Olive's contention being that, selfish, conceited, pampered and insincere, he might properly be left now to digest his affront. Miss Chancellor felt none of the remorse now that she would have felt six months before at standing in the way of such a chance for Verena, and she would have been very angry if any one had asked her if she were not afraid of taking too much upon herself. She would have said, moreover, that she stood in no one's way, and that even if she were not there Verena would never think seriously of a frivolous little man who fiddled while Rome was burning. This did not prevent Olive from making up her mind that they had better go to Europe in the spring; a year's residence in that quarter of the globe would be highly agreeable to Verena, and might even contribute to the evolution of her genius. It cost Miss Chancellor an effort to admit that any virtue still lingered in the elder world, and that it could have any important lesson for two such good Americans as her friend and herself; but it suited her just then to make this assumption, which was not altogether sincere. It was recommended by the idea that it would get her companion out of the way—out of the way of officious fellow-citizens—till she should be absolutely firm on her feet, and would also give greater intensity to their own long conversation. On that continent of strangers they would cleave more closely still to each other. This, of course, would be to fly before the inevitable "phase," much more than to face it; but Olive decided that if they should reach unscathed the term of their delay (the first of July) she should have faced it as much as either justice or generosity demanded. I may as well say at once that she traversed most of this period without further serious alarms and with a great many little thrills of bliss and hope.
In March, Verena told her that Mr. Burrage was proposing marriage—insisting on it, begging her to at least think it over before giving him a final answer. Verena was clearly very happy to tell Olive that she had assured him she couldn’t consider it, and that if he expected this, he might as well not come around anymore. He kept coming, so it was assumed that he had stopped hoping for such a concession; Olive now believed he really didn’t want it. She had a theory that he proposed to nearly any girl who wasn’t likely to accept him—doing it to collect episodes in his mind, like a scrapbook of declarations, blushes, hesitations, and refusals that almost turned into acceptances, much like he collected enamels and Cremona violins. He would definitely regret linking himself to the Tarrant family; however, that fear didn’t stop him from feeling it was appropriate for a man of taste to encourage beautiful, low-born girls, as he looked for special instances where, for various reasons (even the most trivial might have reasons), they wouldn't "rise." "I told you I wouldn't marry him, and I won't," Verena said joyfully to her friend; her tone implied she deserved some credit for sticking to her word. "I never thought you would if you didn’t want to," Olive replied; and Verena could only respond with the good humor in her eyes, unable to say she had ever wanted to. They had a brief discussion when Verena expressed pity for his distress, while Olive argued that, selfish, conceited, spoiled, and insincere, he should be left to deal with his embarrassment on his own. Miss Chancellor didn’t feel any remorse now that she would have felt six months ago about blocking such an opportunity for Verena, and she would have been very annoyed if someone suggested she was taking on too much responsibility. She would have said, moreover, that she wasn’t standing in anyone’s way and that even if she weren’t there, Verena would never seriously consider a frivolous little man who fiddled while Rome was burning. That didn’t stop Olive from deciding that they should go to Europe in the spring; spending a year in that part of the world would be very enjoyable for Verena and might even help her development as a genius. It took Miss Chancellor some effort to acknowledge that any virtue still existed in the old world and that it could hold important lessons for two good Americans like her and her friend; but at that moment, it suited her to make this assumption, which wasn’t entirely sincere. This was motivated by the idea that it would keep her companion away from interfering fellow citizens until she was completely steady, and it would also make their own long conversations more intense. In that continent of strangers, they would grow even closer. This, of course, would be more of a retreat from the inevitable "phase" than a confrontation, but Olive decided that if they could get through their delay (until July 1) unscathed, she would have faced it as much as justice or generosity required. I may as well say right now that she made it through most of this time without any serious worries and with plenty of small thrills of happiness and hope.
Nothing happened to dissipate the good omens with which her partnership with Verena Tarrant was at present surrounded. They threw themselves into study; they had innumerable big books from the Athenæum, and consumed the midnight oil. Henry Burrage, after Verena had shaken her head at him so sweetly and sadly, returned to New York, giving no sign; they only heard that he had taken refuge under the ruffled maternal wing. (Olive, at least, took for granted the wing was ruffled; she could fancy how Mrs. Burrage would be affected by the knowledge that her son had been refused by the daughter of a mesmeric healer. She would be almost as angry as if she had learnt that he had been accepted.) Matthias Pardon had not yet taken his revenge in the newspapers; he was perhaps nursing his thunderbolts; at any rate, now that the operatic season had begun, he was much occupied in interviewing the principal singers, one of whom he described in one of the leading journals (Olive, at least, was sure it was only he who could write like that) as "a dear little woman with baby dimples and kittenish movements." The Tarrants were apparently given up to a measure of sensual ease with which they had not hitherto been familiar, thanks to the increase of income that they drew from their eccentric protectress. Mrs. Tarrant now enjoyed the ministrations of a "girl"; it was partly her pride (at any rate, she chose to give it this turn) that her house had for many years been conducted without the element—so debasing on both sides—of servile, mercenary labour. She wrote to Olive (she was perpetually writing to her now, but Olive never answered) that she was conscious of having fallen to a lower plane, but she admitted that it was a prop to her wasted spirit to have some one to converse with when Selah was off. Verena, of course, perceived the difference, which was inadequately explained by the theory of a sudden increase of her father's practice (nothing of her father's had ever increased like that), and ended by guessing the cause of it—a discovery which did not in the least disturb her equanimity. She accepted the idea that her parents should receive a pecuniary tribute from the extraordinary friend whom she had encountered on the threshold of womanhood, just as she herself accepted that friend's irresistible hospitality. She had no worldly pride, no traditions of independence, no ideas of what was done and what was not done; but there was only one thing that equalled this perfectly gentle and natural insensibility to favours—namely, the inveteracy of her habit of not asking them. Olive had had an apprehension that she would flush a little at learning the terms on which they should now be able to pursue their career together; but Verena never changed colour; it was either not new or not disagreeable to her that the authors of her being should be bought off, silenced by money, treated as the troublesome of the lower orders are treated when they are not locked up; so that her friend had a perception, after this, that it would probably be impossible in any way ever to offend her. She was too rancourless, too detached from conventional standards, too free from private self-reference. It was too much to say of her that she forgave injuries, since she was not conscious of them; there was in forgiveness a certain arrogance of which she was incapable, and her bright mildness glided over the many traps that life sets for our consistency. Olive had always held that pride was necessary to character, but there was no peculiarity of Verena's that could make her spirit seem less pure. The added luxuries in the little house at Cambridge, which even with their help was still such a penal settlement, made her feel afresh that before she came to the rescue the daughter of that house had traversed a desert of sordid misery. She had cooked and washed and swept and stitched; she had worked harder than any of Miss Chancellor's servants. These things had left no trace upon her person or her mind; everything fresh and fair renewed itself in her with extraordinary facility, everything ugly and tiresome evaporated as soon as it touched her; but Olive deemed that, being what she was, she had a right to immense compensations. In the future she should have exceeding luxury and ease, and Miss Chancellor had no difficulty in persuading herself that persons doing the high intellectual and moral work to which the two young ladies in Charles Street were now committed owed it to themselves, owed it to the groaning sisterhood, to cultivate the best material conditions. She herself was nothing of a sybarite, and she had proved, visiting the alleys and slums of Boston in the service of the Associated Charities, that there was no foulness of disease or misery she feared to look in the face; but her house had always been thoroughly well regulated, she was passionately clean, and she was an excellent woman of business. Now, however, she elevated daintiness to a religion; her interior shone with superfluous friction, with punctuality, with winter roses. Among these soft influences Verena herself bloomed like the flower that attains such perfection in Boston. Olive had always rated high the native refinement of her country-women, their latent "adaptability," their talent for accommodating themselves at a glance to changed conditions; but the way her companion rose with the level of the civilisation that surrounded her, the way she assimilated all delicacies and absorbed all traditions, left this friendly theory halting behind. The winter days were still, indoors, in Charles Street, and the winter nights secure from interruption. Our two young women had plenty of duties, but Olive had never favoured the custom of running in and out. Much conference on social and reformatory topics went forward under her roof, and she received her colleagues—she belonged to twenty associations and committees—only at pre-appointed hours, which she expected them to observe rigidly. Verena's share in these proceedings was not active; she hovered over them, smiling, listening, dropping occasionally a fanciful though never an idle word, like some gently animated image placed there for good omen. It was understood that her part was before the scenes, not behind; that she was not a prompter, but (potentially, at least) a "popular favourite," and that the work over which Miss Chancellor presided so efficiently was a general preparation of the platform on which, later, her companion would execute the most striking steps.
Nothing happened to overshadow the good vibes surrounding her partnership with Verena Tarrant. They immersed themselves in their studies, with countless big books from the Athenæum, burning the midnight oil. Henry Burrage, after Verena sweetly and sadly shook her head at him, went back to New York without a word; they only heard he had taken refuge under his mother's protective wing. (Olive assumed the wing was ruffled; she imagined how Mrs. Burrage would react to the news that her son had been turned down by the daughter of a mesmerist. She would be almost as upset as if she found out he had been accepted.) Matthias Pardon hadn't gotten his revenge in the newspapers yet; he might be holding back his criticisms. In any case, now that the opera season had started, he was busy interviewing the main singers. One of them he described in one of the leading journals (Olive was sure only he could write like that) as "a sweet little woman with baby dimples and kittenlike movements." The Tarrants seemed to be enjoying a level of comfort they hadn’t experienced before, thanks to the extra income from their unusual benefactor. Mrs. Tarrant now had the help of a "girl"; it was partly her pride (at least, she chose to see it this way) that her house had run for many years without the degrading presence of servile, paid labor. She wrote to Olive (she was constantly writing to her now, though Olive never replied) that she felt she had fallen to a lower level, but admitted it was comforting for her spirit to have someone to talk to when Selah was away. Verena, of course, noticed the change, which couldn’t be solely explained by her father's sudden boom in business (nothing of his had ever increased like that), and eventually guessed the reason—a realization that didn’t disturb her calm at all. She welcomed the idea that her parents would receive financial support from the extraordinary friend she met as she stepped into adulthood, just as she accepted that friend’s generous hospitality. She had no worldly pride, no notions of independence, no ideas of what is acceptable or not; but the only thing that matched her gentle and natural insensitivity to favors was her habit of not asking for them. Olive worried that Verena might blush a bit upon learning the terms of how they could now pursue their careers together; but Verena remained unfazed; it either wasn’t new to her or didn’t bother her that her parents were essentially bought off, silenced by money, treated like the troublesome members of the lower class are treated when they aren’t locked away. This left Olive with the impression that it would be nearly impossible to offend her. Verena was too free from resentment, too detached from social norms, too unselfish. It was an exaggeration to say she forgave injuries, since she wasn’t even aware of them; forgiveness carries a certain arrogance that she couldn’t possess, and her bright, gentle demeanor glided over the many challenges life sets for our consistency. Olive always believed pride is essential to character, but there was nothing about Verena that could lessen the purity of her spirit. The added comforts in the small house at Cambridge, which was still a harsh place even with their help, made Olive realize that before she came to the rescue, the daughter of that household had traversed a wasteland of crushing poverty. Verena had cooked, cleaned, washed, and stitched; she had worked harder than any of Miss Chancellor’s servants. These experiences left no mark on her appearance or her mind; everything fresh and beautiful renewed itself in her effortlessly, while everything ugly and tiresome vanished as soon as it touched her. But Olive felt that, being who she was, Verena deserved immense compensations. In the future, she should enjoy great luxury and comfort, and Miss Chancellor had no trouble convincing herself that those doing the important intellectual and moral work the two young women in Charles Street were now committed to owed it to themselves, and to their struggling sisterhood, to cultivate the best living conditions. She herself wasn’t a sybarite, and she had proven, by visiting the alleyways and slums of Boston for the Associated Charities, that there was no squalor or misery she was afraid to confront; but her house had always been thoroughly ordered, she was passionately tidy, and she was an excellent manager. Now, however, she elevated neatness to a principle; her home shone with unnecessary polish, punctuality, and winter roses. Amid these gentle influences, Verena blossomed like a flower that reaches perfection in Boston. Olive had always appreciated the innate refinement of her fellow countrywomen, their underlying "adaptability," their ability to adjust effortlessly to changing circumstances; but the way her companion rose to meet the standards of the surrounding civilization, the way she absorbed all refinements and traditions, left this friendly theory stumbling. The winter days were calm indoors at Charles Street, and the winter nights uninterrupted. The two young women had plenty of responsibilities, but Olive had never favored the practice of popping in and out. Much discussion on social and reformative issues took place under her roof, and she hosted her colleagues—she was part of twenty associations and committees—only at scheduled times, which she expected them to stick to. Verena’s role in these meetings wasn’t active; she hovered over them, smiling, listening, occasionally dropping in a whimsical yet never pointless word, like a gently animated figure placed there for good luck. It was understood that her part was in the foreground, not the background; that she wasn't a prompt but (at least potentially) a "crowd favorite," and that the work overseen so effectively by Miss Chancellor was a general preparation of the stage for when her companion would later deliver the most impactful performances.
The western windows of Olive's drawing-room, looking over the water, took in the red sunsets of winter; the long, low bridge that crawled, on its staggering posts, across the Charles; the casual patches of ice and snow; the desolate suburban horizons, peeled and made bald by the rigour of the season; the general hard, cold void of the prospect; the extrusion, at Charlestown, at Cambridge, of a few chimneys and steeples, straight, sordid tubes of factories and engine-shops, or spare, heavenward finger of the New England meeting-house. There was something inexorable in the poverty of the scene, shameful in the meanness of its details, which gave a collective impression of boards and tin and frozen earth, sheds and rotting piles, railway-lines striding flat across a thoroughfare of puddles, and tracks of the humbler, the universal horse-car, traversing obliquely this path of danger; loose fences, vacant lots, mounds of refuse, yards bestrewn with iron pipes, telegraph poles, and bare wooden backs of places. Verena thought such a view lovely, and she was by no means without excuse when, as the afternoon closed, the ugly picture was tinted with a clear, cold rosiness. The air, in its windless chill, seemed to tinkle like a crystal, the faintest gradations of tone were perceptible in the sky, the west became deep and delicate, everything grew doubly distinct before taking on the dimness of evening. There were pink flushes on snow, "tender" reflexions in patches of stiffened marsh, sounds of car-bells, no longer vulgar, but almost silvery, on the long bridge, lonely outlines of distant dusky undulations against the fading glow. These agreeable effects used to light up that end of the drawing-room, and Olive often sat at the window with her companion before it was time for the lamp. They admired the sunsets, they rejoiced in the ruddy spots projected upon the parlour-wall, they followed the darkening perspective in fanciful excursions. They watched the stellar points come out at last in a colder heaven, and then, shuddering a little, arm in arm, they turned away, with a sense that the winter night was even more cruel than the tyranny of men—turned back to drawn curtains and a brighter fire and a glittering tea-tray and more and more talk about the long martyrdom of women, a subject as to which Olive was inexhaustible and really most interesting. There were some nights of deep snowfall, when Charles Street was white and muffled and the door-bell foredoomed to silence, which seemed little islands of lamp-light, of enlarged and intensified vision. They read a great deal of history together, and read it ever with the same thought—that of finding confirmation in it for this idea that their sex had suffered inexpressibly, and that at any moment in the course of human affairs the state of the world would have been so much less horrible (history seemed to them in every way horrible) if women had been able to press down the scale. Verena was full of suggestions which stimulated discussions; it was she, oftenest, who kept in view the fact that a good many women in the past had been entrusted with power and had not always used it amiably, who brought up the wicked queens, the profligate mistresses of kings. These ladies were easily disposed of between the two, and the public crimes of Bloody Mary, the private misdemeanours of Faustina, wife of the pure Marcus Aurelius, were very satisfactorily classified. If the influence of women in the past accounted for every act of virtue that men had happened to achieve, it only made the matter balance properly that the influence of men should explain the casual irregularities of the other sex. Olive could see how few books had passed through Verena's hands, and how little the home of the Tarrants had been a house of reading; but the girl now traversed the fields of literature with her characteristic lightness of step. Everything she turned to or took up became an illustration of the facility, the "giftedness," which Olive, who had so little of it, never ceased to wonder at and prize. Nothing frightened her; she always smiled at it, she could do anything she tried. As she knew how to do other things, she knew how to study; she read quickly and remembered infallibly; could repeat, days afterward, passages that she appeared only to have glanced at. Olive, of course, was more and more happy to think that their cause should have the services of an organisation so rare.
The western windows of Olive's drawing room, overlooking the water, framed the red sunsets of winter; the long, low bridge that stretched across the Charles, perched on its wobbling posts; the random patches of ice and snow; the bleak suburban skyline, stripped bare by the harshness of the season; the overall hard, cold emptiness of the view; the few chimneys and steeples breaking the monotony in Charlestown and Cambridge, the stark, grim structures of factories and engine shops, or the slender, heavenward spire of the New England meeting house. There was something relentless in the poverty of the scene, shameful in the squalor of its details, which created a collective impression of wooden boards and tin and frozen ground, sheds and rotting piles, train tracks laying flat over a puddle-laden road, and the humble, universal horse-drawn car crossing this path of danger; loose fences, vacant lots, heaps of trash, yards cluttered with iron pipes, telegraph poles, and the bare wooden backs of buildings. Verena thought such a view was beautiful, and she wasn’t without reason when, as the afternoon faded, the ugly scene was tinged with a clear, cold rosy glow. The windless chill in the air sounded crystalline, the faintest nuances of color were visible in the sky, the west became deep and delicate, everything appeared sharply defined before succumbing to the twilight. There were pink highlights on the snow, "tender" reflections in patches of frozen marsh, and the sounds of car bells, no longer harsh, but almost silvery, on the long bridge, with distant dark silhouettes of soft hills against the dimming light. These lovely effects used to brighten that section of the drawing room, and Olive often sat at the window with her companion before it was time to turn on the lamp. They admired the sunsets, delighted in the reddish patches cast on the parlor wall, and followed the darkening landscape in imaginative journeys. They watched the stars emerge in the colder sky, and then, shuddering slightly, arm in arm, they turned away, feeling that the winter night was even more brutal than the oppression of men—turning back to closed curtains and a warm fire, a sparkling tea tray, and more and more conversation about the long suffering of women, a topic that Olive was endlessly enthusiastic about and truly engaging. There were some nights of heavy snowfall when Charles Street was white and muffled and the doorbell was destined to stay silent, which felt like little islands of lamplight, of enlarged and heightened perception. They read a lot of history together, always with the same intention—to find confirmation for the idea that their gender had suffered immensely, and that at any moment in human history, the world would have been so much less terrible (they saw history as horrible in every way) if women had been able to tip the scales. Verena was full of ideas that sparked discussion; it was often she who reminded them that many women in the past had been given power and hadn’t always used it kindly, mentioning the wicked queens and the scandalous mistresses of kings. These cases were easily dealt with between the two of them, and the public crimes of Bloody Mary and the private misdeeds of Faustina, wife of the virtuous Marcus Aurelius, were easily classified. If the influence of women in the past accounted for every act of virtue that men managed to achieve, it seemed fair that the influence of men should explain the occasional irregularities of the other sex. Olive could see how few books Verena had read and how little the Tarrants’ home had been a reading household; but now the girl moved through the realm of literature with her usual lightness. Everything she picked up exemplified the ease, the "giftedness," which Olive, who possessed so little of it, could not stop marveling at and valuing. Nothing intimidated her; she always smiled at challenges, could do anything she attempted. Just as she knew how to do various things, she knew how to study; she read quickly and remembered flawlessly; she could recite passages days later that she seemed only to have skimmed. Olive, of course, was increasingly pleased to think that their cause could benefit from such a rare talent.
All this doubtless sounds rather dry, and I hasten to add that our friends were not always shut up in Miss Chancellor's strenuous parlour. In spite of Olive's desire to keep her precious inmate to herself and to bend her attention upon their common studies, in spite of her constantly reminding Verena that this winter was to be purely educative and that the platitudes of the satisfied and unregenerate would have little to teach her, in spite, in short, of the severe and constant duality of our young women, it must not be supposed that their life had not many personal confluents and tributaries. Individual and original as Miss Chancellor was universally acknowledged to be, she was yet a typical Bostonian, and as a typical Bostonian she could not fail to belong in some degree to a "set." It had been said of her that she was in it but not of it; but she was of it enough to go occasionally into other houses and to receive their occupants in her own. It was her belief that she filled her tea-pot with the spoon of hospitality, and made a good many select spirits feel that they were welcome under her roof at convenient hours. She had a preference for what she called real people, and there were several whose reality she had tested by arts known to herself. This little society was rather suburban and miscellaneous; it was prolific in ladies who trotted about, early and late, with books from the Athenæum nursed behind their muff, or little nosegays of exquisite flowers that they were carrying as presents to each other. Verena, who, when Olive was not with her, indulged in a good deal of desultory contemplation at the window, saw them pass the house in Charles Street, always apparently straining a little, as if they might be too late for something. At almost any time, for she envied their preoccupation, she would have taken the chance with them. Very often, when she described them to her mother, Mrs. Tarrant didn't know who they were; there were even days (she had so many discouragements) when it seemed as if she didn't want to know. So long as they were not some one else, it seemed to be no use that they were themselves; whoever they were, they were sure to have that defect. Even after all her mother's disquisitions Verena had but vague ideas as to whom she would have liked them to be; and it was only when the girl talked of the concerts, to all of which Olive subscribed and conducted her inseparable friend, that Mrs. Tarrant appeared to feel in any degree that her daughter was living up to the standard formed for her in their Cambridge home. As all the world knows, the opportunities in Boston for hearing good music are numerous and excellent, and it had long been Miss Chancellor's practice to cultivate the best. She went in, as the phrase is, for the superior programmes, and that high, dim, dignified Music Hall, which has echoed in its time to so much eloquence and so much melody, and of which the very proportions and colour seem to teach respect and attention, shed the protection of its illuminated cornice, this winter, upon no faces more intelligently upturned than those of the young women for whom Bach and Beethoven only repeated, in a myriad forms, the idea that was always with them. Symphonies and fugues only stimulated their convictions, excited their revolutionary passion, led their imagination further in the direction in which it was always pressing. It lifted them to immeasurable heights; and as they sat looking at the great florid, sombre organ, overhanging the bronze statue of Beethoven, they felt that this was the only temple in which the votaries of their creed could worship.
All this probably sounds pretty dull, so I want to clarify that our friends weren’t always holed up in Miss Chancellor's intense parlor. Despite Olive's wish to keep her precious companion to herself and focus on their shared studies, despite her constant reminders to Verena that this winter was meant to be purely educational and that the clichés of the satisfied and unregenerate wouldn’t offer her much, despite the strict and ongoing duality of our young women, it shouldn't be assumed that their lives didn’t have many personal connections and influences. While it was widely recognized that Miss Chancellor was unique, she was still a typical Bostonian, and as such, she inevitably belonged somewhat to a "set." It had been said she was part of it but not fully integrated; however, she was involved enough to occasionally visit other houses and host their inhabitants in her own. She believed she filled her teapot with a spoon of hospitality, making many select individuals feel welcomed under her roof at convenient times. She had a preference for what she called real people, and there were a few whose authenticity she had tested in ways known only to her. This small society was somewhat suburban and diverse; it was filled with women who wandered about, early and late, with books from the Athenæum hidden behind their muffs or with little bouquets of exquisite flowers they were giving to each other. When Olive wasn't around, Verena often engaged in aimless contemplation at the window, watching them pass by the house on Charles Street, always seeming to rush a little, as if they might be late for something. At almost any moment, because she envied their engagement, she would have jumped at the chance to join them. Frequently, when she described them to her mother, Mrs. Tarrant had no idea who they were; there were even days (she faced so many discouragements) when it seemed like she didn’t care to know. As long as they weren’t someone else, it seemed pointless that they were who they were; whoever they were, they surely had that flaw. Even after all her mother’s discussions, Verena only had vague ideas of who she would have liked them to be; and it was only when the girl talked about the concerts that Olive subscribed to and took her inseparable friend to that Mrs. Tarrant appeared to feel, even slightly, that her daughter was living up to the standards set for her in their Cambridge home. As everyone knows, Boston offers plenty of opportunities to hear good music, and Miss Chancellor had long made it a practice to seek out the best. She was all about the superior programs, and that grand, dim, dignified Music Hall, which had hosted so much eloquence and melody, and whose very scale and color seemed to demand respect and attention, offered its glow this winter over no faces more thoughtfully turned upward than those of the young women for whom Bach and Beethoven merely echoed, in countless forms, the ever-present idea within them. Symphonies and fugues only fueled their convictions, ignited their revolutionary spirit, and pushed their imaginations further along the path they were always inclined to follow. It elevated them to incredible heights; and as they sat gazing at the grand, ornate organ looming over the bronze statue of Beethoven, they felt this was the only temple where the followers of their beliefs could truly worship.
And yet their music was not their greatest joy, for they had two others which they cultivated at least as zealously. One of these was simply the society of old Miss Birdseye, of whom Olive saw more this winter than she had ever seen before. It had become apparent that her long and beautiful career was drawing to a close, her earnest, unremitting work was over, her old-fashioned weapons were broken and dull. Olive would have liked to hang them up as venerable relics of a patient fight, and this was what she seemed to do when she made the poor lady relate her battles—never glorious and brilliant, but obscure and wastefully heroic—call back the figures of her companions in arms, exhibit her medals and scars. Miss Birdseye knew that her uses were ended; she might pretend still to go about the business of unpopular causes, might fumble for papers in her immemorial satchel and think she had important appointments, might sign petitions, attend conventions, say to Doctor Prance that if she would only make her sleep she should live to see a great many improvements yet; she ached and was weary, growing almost as glad to look back (a great anomaly for Miss Birdseye) as to look forward. She let herself be coddled now by her friends of the new generation; there were days when she seemed to want nothing better than to sit by Olive's fire and ramble on about the old struggles, with a vague, comfortable sense—no physical rapture of Miss Birdseye's could be very acute—of immunity from wet feet, from the draughts that prevail at thin meetings, of independence of street-cars that would probably arrive overflowing; and also a pleased perception, not that she was an example to these fresh lives which began with more advantages than hers, but that she was in some degree an encouragement, as she helped them to measure the way the new truths had advanced—being able to tell them of such a different state of things when she was a young lady, the daughter of a very talented teacher (indeed her mother had been a teacher too), down in Connecticut. She had always had for Olive a kind of aroma of martyrdom, and her battered, unremunerated, un-pensioned old age brought angry tears, springing from depths of outraged theory, into Miss Chancellor's eyes. For Verena, too, she was a picturesque humanitary figure. Verena had been in the habit of meeting martyrs from her childhood up, but she had seen none with so many reminiscences as Miss Birdseye, or who had been so nearly scorched by penal fires. She had had escapes, in the early days of abolitionism, which it was a marvel she could tell with so little implication that she had shown courage. She had roamed through certain parts of the South, carrying the Bible to the slave; and more than one of her companions, in the course of these expeditions, had been tarred and feathered. She herself, at one season, had spent a month in a Georgian jail. She had preached temperance in Irish circles where the doctrine was received with missiles; she had interfered between wives and husbands mad with drink; she had taken filthy children, picked up in the street, to her own poor rooms, and had removed their pestilent rags and washed their sore bodies with slippery little hands. In her own person she appeared to Olive and Verena a representative of suffering humanity; the pity they felt for her was part of their pity for all who were weakest and most hardly used; and it struck Miss Chancellor (more especially) that this frumpy little missionary was the last link in a tradition, and that when she should be called away the heroic age of New England life—the age of plain living and high thinking, of pure ideals and earnest effort, of moral passion and noble experiment—would effectually be closed. It was the perennial freshness of Miss Birdseye's faith that had had such a contagion for these modern maidens, the unquenched flame of her transcendentalism, the simplicity of her vision, the way in which, in spite of mistakes, deceptions, the changing fashions of reform, which make the remedies of a previous generation look as ridiculous as their bonnets, the only thing that was still actual for her was the elevation of the species by the reading of Emerson and the frequentation of Tremont Temple. Olive had been active enough, for years, in the city-missions; she too had scoured dirty children, and, in squalid lodging-houses, had gone into rooms where the domestic situation was strained and the noises made the neighbours turn pale. But she reflected that after such exertions she had the refreshment of a pretty house, a drawing-room full of flowers, a crackling hearth, where she threw in pine-cones and made them snap, an imported tea-service, a Chickering piano, and the Deutsche Rundschau; whereas Miss Birdseye had only a bare, vulgar room, with a hideous flowered carpet (it looked like a dentist's), a cold furnace, the evening paper, and Doctor Prance. Olive and Verena were present at another of her gatherings before the winter ended; it resembled the occasion that we described at the beginning of this history, with the difference that Mrs. Farrinder was not there to oppress the company with her greatness, and that Verena made a speech without the co-operation of her father. This young lady had delivered herself with even finer effect than before, and Olive could see how much she had gained, in confidence and range of allusion, since the educative process in Charles Street began. Her motif was now a kind of unprepared tribute to Miss Birdseye, the fruit of the occasion and of the unanimous tenderness of the younger members of the circle, which made her a willing mouthpiece. She pictured her laborious career, her early associates (Eliza P. Moseley was not neglected as Verena passed), her difficulties and dangers and triumphs, her humanising effect upon so many, her serene and honoured old age—expressed, in short, as one of the ladies said, just the very way they all felt about her. Verena's face brightened and grew triumphant as she spoke, but she brought tears into the eyes of most of the others. It was Olive's opinion that nothing could be more graceful and touching, and she saw that the impression made was now deeper than on the former evening. Miss Birdseye went about with her eighty years of innocence, her undiscriminating spectacles, asking her friends if it wasn't perfectly splendid; she took none of it to herself, she regarded it only as a brilliant expression of Verena's gift. Olive thought, afterwards, that if a collection could only be taken up on the spot, the good lady would be made easy for the rest of her days; then she remembered that most of her guests were as impecunious as herself.
And yet their music wasn't their greatest joy; they had two other passions they nurtured just as diligently. One of these was simply spending time with old Miss Birdseye, whom Olive saw more of this winter than ever before. It had become clear that her long and beautiful career was coming to an end, her serious, dedicated work was finished, and her outdated methods were broken and dull. Olive wished she could display them as honored relics of a patient struggle, which is what she seemed to do when she encouraged the poor lady to share her stories—never glorious and flashy, but hidden and quietly heroic—recounting the figures of her comrades, showing her medals and scars. Miss Birdseye knew her usefulness had faded; she might feign involvement in unpopular causes, rummage through her ancient satchel for papers, and think she still had important appointments, might sign petitions, attend conventions, and tell Doctor Prance that if only she could get some sleep, she'd live to see many improvements yet; she felt tired and weary, almost as glad to look back (a significant shift for Miss Birdseye) as to look forward. She allowed herself to be pampered by her younger friends; there were days when she seemed to want nothing more than to sit by Olive's fire, reminiscing about the old struggles, with a vague, comfortable sense—no physical joy of Miss Birdseye's could be very intense—of being free from wet feet, from the drafts that came with poorly attended meetings, of being independent of streetcars that would likely arrive overcrowded; and also a satisfying feeling, not that she was a role model to these fresh lives that began with more advantages than hers, but that she was somewhat of an encouragement, as she helped them gauge the progress of new truths—being able to tell them how different things used to be when she was a young woman, the daughter of a talented teacher (indeed, her mother had been a teacher as well), down in Connecticut. She always had a sort of aura of martyrdom for Olive, and her worn-out, unpaid, un-pensioned old age brought tears of anger, stemming from depths of outraged ideals, to Miss Chancellor's eyes. For Verena, too, she was an intriguing humanitarian figure. Verena had been accustomed to meeting martyrs since childhood, but she had never encountered anyone with as many stories as Miss Birdseye, or who had been so nearly burned by the fires of punishment. She had had close calls, in the early days of abolitionism, which amazed her that she could recount with so little implication of her own bravery. She had traveled through some parts of the South, bringing the Bible to enslaved people; and more than one of her companions had been tarred and feathered during these missions. One season, she even spent a month in a Georgia jail. She preached temperance in Irish communities where her message was met with missiles; she intervened between wives and husbands driven mad by alcohol; she took filthy children, found on the streets, to her own modest home, stripped off their dirty rags, and bathed their sore bodies with gentle hands. To Olive and Verena, she appeared as a symbol of suffering humanity; the pity they felt for her was part of their compassion for all who were weakest and most mistreated; and Miss Chancellor especially recognized that this frumpy little missionary was the last link in a tradition, and that when she was gone, the heroic era of New England life—the time of simple living and high thinking, of pure ideals and sincere effort, of moral passion and noble experiments—would effectively come to an end. It was the enduring freshness of Miss Birdseye's faith that had such a contagion for these modern young women, the unquenchable flame of her transcendentalism, the simplicity of her vision, the way in which, despite mistakes, deceptions, and the changing trends of reform, which make the solutions of a past generation seem as ridiculous as their bonnets, the only thing that still mattered to her was raising humanity through reading Emerson and attending Tremont Temple. Olive had been actively involved in city missions for years; she too had cleaned dirty children and, in run-down boarding houses, had entered rooms where the domestic situation was tense and the noises made neighbors cringe. But she reflected that after such efforts, she had the comfort of a lovely home, a living room filled with flowers, a crackling fire where she threw in pine cones to make them pop, an elegant tea set, a Chickering piano, and the Deutsche Rundschau; while Miss Birdseye only had a bare, shabby room with a hideous floral carpet (it resembled a dentist's office), a cold furnace, the evening paper, and Doctor Prance. Olive and Verena attended another of her gatherings before winter ended; it was similar to the occasion described at the beginning of this story, except that Mrs. Farrinder was not there to overshadow the company with her greatness, and Verena gave a speech without her father's collaboration. This young woman expressed herself even more effectively than before, and Olive noticed how much she had gained in confidence and breadth of reference since the educational process on Charles Street began. Her motif was now an unprepared tribute to Miss Birdseye, the result of the occasion and the unanimous affection of the younger members of the group, which made her a willing spokesperson. She depicted her hard-earned career, her early companions (Eliza P. Moseley was not forgotten as Verena spoke), her challenges, dangers, and victories, her humanizing influence on so many, her calm and respected old age—summed up, as one of the ladies said, just the way they all felt about her. Verena's face lit up and grew triumphant as she talked, but she brought tears to many of the others' eyes. Olive thought nothing could be more graceful and touching, and she saw that the impact was now deeper than on the previous evening. Miss Birdseye wandered about with her eighty years of innocence, her nonsensical spectacles, asking her friends if it wasn't absolutely wonderful; she took none of it personally, viewing it only as a brilliant expression of Verena's talent. Olive thought afterwards that if they could only take up a collection right there, the good lady would be set for the rest of her days; then she remembered that most of her guests were just as broke as she was.
I have intimated that our young friends had a source of fortifying emotion which was distinct from the hours they spent with Beethoven and Bach, or in hearing Miss Birdseye describe Concord as it used to be. This consisted in the wonderful insight they had obtained into the history of feminine anguish. They perused that chapter perpetually and zealously, and they derived from it the purest part of their mission. Olive had pored over it so long, so earnestly, that she was now in complete possession of the subject; it was the one thing in life which she felt she had really mastered. She was able to exhibit it to Verena with the greatest authority and accuracy, to lead her up and down, in and out, through all the darkest and most tortuous passages. We know that she was without belief in her own eloquence, but she was very eloquent when she reminded Verena how the exquisite weakness of women had never been their defence, but had only exposed them to sufferings more acute than masculine grossness can conceive. Their odious partner had trampled upon them from the beginning of time, and their tenderness, their abnegation, had been his opportunity. All the bullied wives, the stricken mothers, the dishonoured, deserted maidens who have lived on the earth and longed to leave it, passed and repassed before her eyes, and the interminable dim procession seemed to stretch out a myriad hands to her. She sat with them at their trembling vigils, listened for the tread, the voice, at which they grew pale and sick, walked with them by the dark waters that offered to wash away misery and shame, took with them, even, when the vision grew intense, the last shuddering leap. She had analysed to an extraordinary fineness their susceptibility, their softness; she knew (or she thought she knew) all the possible tortures of anxiety, of suspense and dread; and she had made up her mind that it was women, in the end, who had paid for everything. In the last resort the whole burden of the human lot came upon them; it pressed upon them far more than on the others, the intolerable load of fate. It was they who sat cramped and chained to receive it; it was they who had done all the waiting and taken all the wounds. The sacrifices, the blood, the tears, the terrors were theirs. Their organism was in itself a challenge to suffering, and men had practised upon it with an impudence that knew no bounds. As they were the weakest most had been wrung from them, and as they were the most generous they had been most deceived. Olive Chancellor would have rested her case, had it been necessary, on those general facts; and her simple and comprehensive contention was that the peculiar wretchedness which had been the very essence of the feminine lot was a monstrous artificial imposition, crying aloud for redress. She was willing to admit that women, too, could be bad; that there were many about the world who were false, immoral, vile. But their errors were as nothing to their sufferings; they had expiated, in advance, an eternity, if need be, of misconduct. Olive poured forth these views to her listening and responsive friend; she presented them again and again, and there was no light in which they did not seem to palpitate with truth. Verena was immensely wrought upon; a subtle fire passed into her; she was not so hungry for revenge as Olive, but at the last, before they went to Europe (I shall take no place to describe the manner in which she threw herself into that project), she quite agreed with her companion that after so many ages of wrong (it would also be after the European journey) men must take their turn, men must pay!
I’ve hinted that our younger friends found a source of uplifting emotion that was different from the time they spent with Beethoven and Bach, or listening to Miss Birdseye talk about how Concord used to be. This came from the incredible understanding they gained about the history of women’s suffering. They read that chapter constantly and passionately, drawing the purest part of their mission from it. Olive had immersed herself in it for so long and so seriously that she now fully grasped the subject; it was the one thing in life she really felt she had mastered. She could explain it to Verena with great authority and accuracy, guiding her through all the dark and winding passages. Although she doubted her own eloquence, she spoke powerfully when she reminded Verena that the delicate weakness of women has never protected them; instead, it has only exposed them to pains more intense than what men can imagine. Their cruel partners have trampled on them since the beginning of time, and their kindness and selflessness have been leveraged against them. All the oppressed wives, heartbroken mothers, and abandoned maidens who have lived and longed to escape the world passed through Olive’s mind, and that endless, shadowy procession seemed to reach out many hands to her. She sat with them during their anxious vigils, listened for the footfalls and voices that made them weak and sick, walked with them by dark waters that promised to wash away their misery and shame, and even shared, when the vision became intense, the last, agonizing leap. She had analyzed their sensitivity and gentleness in incredible detail; she believed she understood all the possible torments of anxiety, suspense, and fear; and she concluded that, ultimately, it was women who had paid for everything. In the end, the burden of the human experience fell upon them; it weighed on them far more than on others—the unbearable load of fate. They were the ones who sat cramped and chained to bear it; they had done all the waiting and endured all the wounds. The sacrifices, the blood, the tears, the fears were theirs. Their very being was a challenge to suffering, and men had taken advantage of that with limitless audacity. Being the weaker sex, they had been exploited the most, and being the most generous, they had been the most deceived. Olive Chancellor would have rested her case, if needed, on those broad facts; her simple but comprehensive argument was that the unique wretchedness that defined women's lives was a monstrous, artificial construct that demanded correction. She was willing to acknowledge that women could also be harmful; that many out there were deceitful, immoral, and vile. But their wrongdoings were nothing compared to their suffering; they had already atoned for an eternity, if necessary, of bad behavior. Olive shared these thoughts with her attentive and receptive friend; she presented them over and over, and there was no clarity in which they didn’t seem to shimmer with truth. Verena was deeply affected; a subtle fire ignited within her; she wasn’t as eager for revenge as Olive, but before they set off for Europe (I won't delve into how she fully embraced that plan), she ultimately agreed with her friend that after countless ages of injustice (which would also follow their trip to Europe), it was men’s turn—men must pay!
BOOK SECOND
XXI
Basil Ransom lived in New York, rather far to the eastward, and in the upper reaches of the town; he occupied two small shabby rooms in a somewhat decayed mansion which stood next to the corner of the Second Avenue. The corner itself was formed by a considerable grocer's shop, the near neighbourhood of which was fatal to any pretensions Ransom and his fellow-lodgers might have had in regard to gentility of situation. The house had a red, rusty face, and faded green shutters, of which the slats were limp and at variance with each other. In one of the lower windows was suspended a fly-blown card, with the words "Table Board" affixed in letters cut (not very neatly) out of coloured paper, of graduated tints, and surrounded with a small band of stamped gilt. The two sides of the shop were protected by an immense pent-house shed, which projected over a greasy pavement and was supported by wooden posts fixed in the curbstone. Beneath it, on the dislocated flags, barrels and baskets were freely and picturesquely grouped; an open cellarway yawned beneath the feet of those who might pause to gaze too fondly on the savoury wares displayed in the window; a strong odour of smoked fish, combined with a fragrance of molasses, hung about the spot; the pavement, toward the gutters, was fringed with dirty panniers, heaped with potatoes, carrots, and onions; and a smart, bright waggon, with the horse detached from the shafts, drawn up on the edge of the abominable road (it contained holes and ruts a foot deep, and immemorial accumulations of stagnant mud), imparted an idle, rural, pastoral air to a scene otherwise perhaps expressive of a rank civilisation. The establishment was of the kind known to New Yorkers as a Dutch grocery; and red-faced, yellow-haired, bare-armed vendors might have been observed to lounge in the doorway. I mention it not on account of any particular influence it may have had on the life or the thoughts of Basil Ransom, but for old acquaintance sake and that of local colour; besides which, a figure is nothing without a setting, and our young man came and went every day, with rather an indifferent, unperceiving step, it is true, among the objects I have briefly designated. One of his rooms was directly above the street-door of the house; such a dormitory, when it is so exiguous, is called in the nomenclature of New York a "hall bedroom." The sitting-room, beside it, was slightly larger, and they both commanded a row of tenements no less degenerate than Ransom's own habitation—houses built forty years before, and already sere and superannuated. These were also painted red, and the bricks were accentuated by a white line; they were garnished, on the first floor, with balconies covered with small tin roofs, striped in different colours, and with an elaborate iron lattice-work, which gave them a repressive, cage-like appearance, and caused them slightly to resemble the little boxes for peeping unseen into the street, which are a feature of oriental towns. Such posts of observation commanded a view of the grocery on the corner, of the relaxed and disjointed roadway, enlivened at the curbstone with an occasional ash-barrel or with gas-lamps drooping from the perpendicular, and westward, at the end of the truncated vista, of the fantastic skeleton of the Elevated Railway, overhanging the transverse longitudinal street, which it darkened and smothered with the immeasurable spinal column and myriad clutching paws of an antediluvian monster. If the opportunity were not denied me here, I should like to give some account of Basil Ransom's interior, of certain curious persons of both sexes, for the most part not favourites of fortune, who had found an obscure asylum there; some picture of the crumpled little table d'hôte, at two dollars and a half a week, where everything felt sticky, which went forward in the low-ceiled basement, under the conduct of a couple of shuffling negresses, who mingled in the conversation and indulged in low, mysterious chuckles when it took a facetious turn. But we need, in strictness, concern ourselves with it no further than to gather the implication that the young Mississippian, even a year and a half after that momentous visit of his to Boston, had not made his profession very lucrative.
Basil Ransom lived in New York, quite far to the east, in the upper part of the city. He occupied two small, shabby rooms in a somewhat rundown mansion next to the corner of Second Avenue. The corner itself was marked by a large grocery store, which sadly undermined any pretensions Ransom and his fellow residents might have had about their social standing. The house had a red, rusty exterior and faded green shutters that hung limply and didn’t quite match. In one of the lower windows, a tattered sign reading "Table Board" was displayed in letters cut (not very neatly) from colored paper, surrounded by a small rim of stamped gold. The two sides of the shop were sheltered by a huge awning that extended over a greasy sidewalk, supported by wooden posts fixed into the curb. Underneath it, on the uneven pavement, barrels and baskets were haphazardly arranged; an open cellarway gaped beneath the feet of anyone who might linger too long admiring the tempting goods on display. A strong smell of smoked fish mixed with the sweet scent of molasses lingered in the air; the pavement toward the gutters was lined with dirty baskets filled with potatoes, carrots, and onions; and a flashy, bright wagon, with the horse unhitched from the shafts, was parked at the edge of the terrible road (with holes and ruts a foot deep and long-standing puddles of stagnant mud), giving a lazy, rural vibe to a scene that otherwise might suggest a harsh civilization. The establishment was what New Yorkers referred to as a Dutch grocery, and red-faced, yellow-haired, bare-armed sellers could be seen lounging in the doorway. I mention it not because it particularly influenced Basil Ransom’s life or thoughts, but for nostalgia and local color; besides, a character needs a backdrop, and our young man walked by every day with a rather indifferent, unseeing stride among the various elements I’ve just described. One of his rooms was directly above the front door of the building; such a tiny bedroom is called a "hall bedroom" in New York. The sitting room next to it was a bit larger, and both rooms overlooked a row of equally run-down tenements—houses built forty years earlier, already worn out and aging. These were also painted red, with white accents on the bricks, and on the first floor, they had balconies topped with small tin roofs, striped in various colors, and decorated with elaborate iron lattice work, giving them a constricting, cage-like feel, reminiscent of the small structures used for discreetly observing the street in certain eastern towns. These vantage points allowed a view of the grocery store on the corner, the broken and uneven roadway, occasionally livened up at the curb with an ash barrel or drooping gas lamps, and to the west, at the end of the truncated sightline, the bizarre framework of the Elevated Railway, looming over the cross street, darkening it and smothering it with what seemed like the spine and countless grasping claws of a prehistoric monster. If I had the chance, I’d love to describe Basil Ransom’s interior and some of the odd characters, mostly less fortunate folks, who had found a hidden refuge there; perhaps a glimpse of the cramped little dining area at two dollars and fifty cents a week, where everything felt sticky, held in the low-ceilinged basement under the management of two shuffling women who often chimed in on conversations and shared low, mysterious chuckles when things turned humorous. But we really only need to focus on it enough to imply that the young man from Mississippi, even a year and a half after his significant visit to Boston, hadn’t made his profession very profitable.
He had been diligent, he had been ambitious, but he had not yet been successful. During the few weeks preceding the moment at which we meet him again, he had even begun to lose faith altogether in his earthly destiny. It became much of a question with him whether success in any form was written there; whether for a hungry young Mississippian, without means, without friends, wanting, too, in the highest energy, the wisdom of the serpent, personal arts and national prestige, the game of life was to be won in New York. He had been on the point of giving it up and returning to the home of his ancestors, where, as he heard from his mother, there was still just a sufficient supply of hot corn-cake to support existence. He had never believed much in his luck, but during the last year it had been guilty of aberrations surprising even to a constant, an imperturbable, victim of fate. Not only had he not extended his connexion, but he had lost most of the little business which was an object of complacency to him a twelvemonth before. He had had none but small jobs, and he had made a mess of more than one of them. Such accidents had not had a happy effect upon his reputation; he had been able to perceive that this fair flower may be nipped when it is so tender a bud as scarcely to be palpable. He had formed a partnership with a person who seemed likely to repair some of his deficiencies—a young man from Rhode Island, acquainted, according to his own expression, with the inside track. But this gentleman himself, as it turned out, would have been better for a good deal of remodelling, and Ransom's principal deficiency, which was, after all, that of cash, was not less apparent to him after his colleague, prior to a sudden and unexplained departure for Europe, had drawn the slender accumulations of the firm out of the bank. Ransom sat for hours in his office, waiting for clients who either did not come, or, if they did come, did not seem to find him encouraging, as they usually left him with the remark that they would think what they would do. They thought to little purpose, and seldom reappeared, so that at last he began to wonder whether there were not a prejudice against his Southern complexion. Perhaps they didn't like the way he spoke. If they could show him a better way, he was willing to adopt it; but the manner of New York could not be acquired by precept, and example, somehow, was not in this case contagious. He wondered whether he were stupid and unskilled, and he was finally obliged to confess to himself that he was unpractical.
He had been hardworking and ambitious, but he hadn’t found success yet. In the weeks leading up to the moment we encounter him again, he had even started to lose faith in his future. He often questioned whether any form of success was meant for him; whether a hungry young man from Mississippi, with no resources, no friends, and lacking both energy and savvy, could really win at life in New York. He was on the verge of giving up and going back to his family's home, where, as he'd learned from his mother, there was just enough hot corn-cake to get by. He never had much faith in his luck, but over the past year, it had strayed in ways that surprised even a seasoned victim of fate. Not only had he failed to expand his network, but he had also lost most of the small business that had once pleased him a year ago. He had only gotten small jobs, and had messed up more than one of them. These setbacks didn’t help his reputation; he realized that a delicate reputation can be easily damaged when it’s still just a budding idea. He partnered with someone who seemed capable of fixing some of his shortcomings— a young man from Rhode Island who claimed to know the ropes. But this gentleman, as it turned out, needed significant improvement himself, and Ransom's main issue, which was lack of cash, became even more apparent after his partner made a sudden and unexplained trip to Europe, taking their meager savings from the bank. Ransom spent hours in his office, waiting for clients who either didn’t show up or, if they did, left him feeling unmotivated, typically saying they’d think about what to do next. Their consideration was unproductive, and they rarely came back, leading him to wonder if there was a bias against his Southern background. Maybe they didn’t like his accent. If they could show him a better approach, he’d be open to it; however, New York’s style couldn’t be learned from instructions alone, and, in this case, examples weren’t really helpful. He questioned whether he was slow and inept, ultimately having to admit to himself that he was impractical.
This confession was in itself a proof of the fact, for nothing could be less fruitful than such a speculation, terminating in such a way. He was perfectly aware that he cared a great deal for the theory, and so his visitors must have thought when they found him, with one of his long legs twisted round the other, reading a volume of De Tocqueville. That was the land of reading he liked; he had thought a great deal about social and economical questions, forms of government and the happiness of peoples. The convictions he had arrived at were not such as mix gracefully with the time-honoured verities a young lawyer looking out for business is in the habit of taking for granted; but he had to reflect that these doctrines would probably not contribute any more to his prosperity in Mississippi than in New York. Indeed, he scarcely could think of the country where they would be a particular advantage to him. It came home to him that his opinions were stiff, whereas in comparison his effort was lax; and he accordingly began to wonder whether he might not make a living by his opinions. He had always had a desire for public life; to cause one's ideas to be embodied in national conduct appeared to him the highest form of human enjoyment. But there was little enough that was public in his solitary studies, and he asked himself what was the use of his having an office at all, and why he might not as well carry on his profession at the Astor Library, where, in his spare hours and on chance holidays, he did an immense deal of suggestive reading. He took copious notes and memoranda, and these things sometimes shaped themselves in a way that might possibly commend them to the editors of periodicals. Readers perhaps would come, if clients didn't; so he produced, with a great deal of labour, half-a-dozen articles, from which, when they were finished, it seemed to him that he had omitted all the points he wished most to make, and addressed them to the powers that preside over weekly and monthly publications. They were all declined with thanks, and he would have been forced to believe that the accent of his languid clime brought him luck as little under the pen as on the lips, had not another explanation been suggested by one of the more explicit of his oracles, in relation to a paper on the rights of minorities. This gentleman pointed out that his doctrines were about three hundred years behind the age; doubtless some magazine of the sixteenth century would have been very happy to print them. This threw light on his own suspicion that he was attached to causes that could only, in the nature of things, be unpopular. The disagreeable editor was right about his being out of date, only he had got the time wrong. He had come centuries too soon; he was not too old, but too new. Such an impression, however, would not have prevented him from going into politics, if there had been any other way to represent constituencies than by being elected. People might be found eccentric enough to vote for him in Mississippi, but meanwhile where should he find the twenty-dollar greenbacks which it was his ambition to transmit from time to time to his female relations, confined so constantly to a farinaceous diet? It came over him with some force that his opinions would not yield interest, and the evaporation of this pleasing hypothesis made him feel like a man in an open boat, at sea, who should just have parted with his last rag of canvas.
This confession was proof in itself, as nothing could be less productive than such speculation, ending the way it did. He was fully aware that he cared a lot about the theory, and his visitors must have thought the same when they found him, with one long leg twisted around the other, reading a book by De Tocqueville. That was the kind of reading he enjoyed; he had thought deeply about social and economic issues, government forms, and the happiness of people. The beliefs he arrived at didn’t quite fit in with the conventional wisdom that a young lawyer looking for clients usually takes for granted; however, he had to consider that these beliefs probably wouldn’t help his success in Mississippi any more than in New York. In fact, he could hardly think of any place where they would be particularly beneficial to him. It struck him that his opinions were rigid while his efforts were relaxed; and so he began to wonder whether he could make a living from his views. He had always wanted a public life; the idea of having his thoughts reflected in national actions seemed to him the highest form of human pleasure. But there was little public about his solitary studies, and he asked himself why he even had an office, and why he couldn't just work at the Astor Library, where, in his free time and on rare holidays, he did a lot of insightful reading. He took extensive notes and memorandums, and these sometimes took shape in a way that might appeal to magazine editors. Readers might show up, if clients didn’t; so he produced, with considerable effort, half a dozen articles, from which, upon completion, he felt he had omitted all the points he most wanted to make, and submitted them to the powers that be in weekly and monthly publications. They were all politely rejected, and he would have been inclined to think that the tone of his languid environment brought him little luck, whether in writing or speaking, if it hadn't been for another explanation suggested by one of his more straightforward critics, regarding a piece on minority rights. This person pointed out that his ideas were about three hundred years out of date; certainly, a magazine from the sixteenth century would have loved to publish them. This confirmed his suspicion that he was attached to causes that were, by their very nature, likely to be unpopular. The rude editor was right about him being outdated; only he had the timeline wrong. He had come centuries too soon; he wasn't too old, but too new. However, feeling that way wouldn’t have stopped him from getting into politics if there had been any way to represent constituents without being elected. There might be some eccentric folks in Mississippi willing to vote for him, but in the meantime, where would he find the twenty-dollar bills he hoped to send occasionally to his female relatives, who were perpetually stuck on a diet of starch? It hit him hard that his opinions wouldn’t earn any interest, and the loss of this comforting thought made him feel like a man in an open boat at sea, just having parted with his last piece of sail.
I shall not attempt a complete description of Ransom's ill-starred views, being convinced that the reader will guess them as he goes, for they had a frolicsome, ingenious way of peeping out of the young man's conversation. I shall do them sufficient justice in saying that he was by natural disposition a good deal of a stoic, and that, as the result of a considerable intellectual experience, he was, in social and political matters, a reactionary. I suppose he was very conceited, for he was much addicted to judging his age. He thought it talkative, querulous, hysterical, maudlin, full of false ideas, of unhealthy germs, of extravagant, dissipated habits, for which a great reckoning was in store. He was an immense admirer of the late Thomas Carlyle, and was very suspicious of the encroachments of modern democracy. I know not exactly how these queer heresies had planted themselves, but he had a longish pedigree (it had flowered at one time with English royalists and cavaliers), and he seemed at moments to be inhabited by some transmitted spirit of a robust but narrow ancestor, some broad-faced wig-wearer or sword-bearer, with a more primitive conception of manhood than our modern temperament appears to require, and a programme of human felicity much less varied. He liked his pedigree, he revered his forefathers, and he rather pitied those who might come after him. In saying so, however, I betray him a little, for he never mentioned such feelings as these. Though he thought the age too talkative, as I have hinted, he liked to talk as well as any one; but he could hold his tongue, if that were more expressive, and he usually did so when his perplexities were greatest. He had been sitting for several evenings in a beer-cellar, smoking his pipe with a profundity of reticence. This attitude was so unbroken that it marked a crisis—the complete, the acute consciousness of his personal situation. It was the cheapest way he knew of spending an evening. At this particular establishment the Schoppen were very tall and the beer was very good; and as the host and most of the guests were German, and their colloquial tongue was unknown to him, he was not drawn into any undue expenditure of speech. He watched his smoke and he thought, thought so hard that at last he appeared to himself to have exhausted the thinkable. When this moment of combined relief and dismay arrived (on the last of the evenings that we are concerned with), he took his way down Third Avenue and reached his humble dwelling. Till within a short time there had been a resource for him at such an hour and in such a mood; a little variety-actress, who lived in the house, and with whom he had established the most cordial relations, was often having her supper (she took it somewhere, every night, after the theatre) in the dim, close dining-room, and he used to drop in and talk to her. But she had lately married, to his great amusement, and her husband had taken her on a wedding-tour, which was to be at the same time professional. On this occasion he mounted, with rather a heavy tread, to his rooms, where (on the rickety writing-table in the parlour) he found a note from Mrs. Luna. I need not reproduce it in extenso; a pale reflexion of it will serve. She reproached him with neglecting her, wanted to know what had become of him, whether he had grown too fashionable for a person who cared only for serious society. She accused him of having changed, and inquired as to the reason of his coldness. Was it too much to ask whether he could tell her at least in what manner she had offended him? She used to think they were so much in sympathy—he expressed her own ideas about everything so vividly. She liked intellectual companionship, and she had none now. She hoped very much he would come and see her—as he used to do six months before—the following evening; and however much she might have sinned or he might have altered, she was at least always his affectionate cousin Adeline.
I won't try to describe Ransom's unfortunate ideas in detail, believing that the reader will pick them up as they read since they playfully peek through the young man's conversation. I'll just say he was naturally a bit of a stoic, and after a lot of intellectual experience, he was a reactionary when it came to social and political issues. He was likely quite conceited, as he often judged his time harshly. He thought it was talkative, whiny, emotional, overly sentimental, filled with false notions, unhealthy influences, and reckless habits that would lead to serious consequences. He greatly admired the late Thomas Carlyle and was wary of the rise of modern democracy. I'm not sure how these odd beliefs had taken root, but he had a lengthy background (which had at one point included English royalists and cavaliers), and at times, he seemed to be influenced by some inherited spirit of a strong yet narrow-minded ancestor—perhaps some broad-faced wig-wearer or sword-carrying figure—who had a more primitive view of manhood than what our current age seems to demand, and a much simpler plan for human happiness. He took pride in his lineage, honored his ancestors, and felt a bit sorry for those who would come after him. However, saying that gives away a bit of his character since he never spoke of these feelings. Although he believed his time was overly chatty, as I mentioned, he enjoyed talking as much as anyone; still, he could keep quiet when that felt more meaningful, usually doing so when he was most confused. He had spent several evenings in a beer cellar, smoking his pipe in deep silence. This silence was so intense that it marked a turning point—the complete and acute awareness of his personal situation. It was the cheapest way he knew to spend an evening. At this particular place, the beers were tall, and the beer was good; since the host and most of the patrons were German, and he didn't understand their casual conversations, he didn’t have to engage in excessive talking. He watched his smoke and thought, so deeply that he eventually felt he had exhausted everything worth thinking about. When this moment of mixed relief and distress came (on the last evening we’re discussing), he made his way down Third Avenue and arrived at his modest home. Until recently, he had a go-to activity at that hour and in that mood—a little variety actress living in the same building with whom he had developed a friendly relationship often had her supper (somewhere, every night, after her performance) in the dim, cramped dining room, and he would drop in to talk with her. But she had recently married, much to his amusement, and her husband had taken her on a honeymoon that doubled as a professional trip. On this occasion, he made his way, somewhat heavily, up to his rooms, where he found a note from Mrs. Luna on the rickety writing table in the living room. I won’t reproduce it in full; a brief summary will do. She criticized him for neglecting her, asked what had happened to him, and questioned whether he had become too trendy for someone who only cared about serious society. She claimed he had changed and asked why he was being so cold. Was it too much to ask if he could tell her how she had offended him? She used to think they were very much in tune—he articulated her thoughts about everything so clearly. She liked having an intellectual companion, and now she felt she had none. She hoped he would come and visit her—as he had six months earlier—the next evening; and despite any mistakes she might have made or changes he might have undergone, she was still always his affectionate cousin, Adeline.
"What the deuce does she want of me now?" It was with this somewhat ungracious exclamation that he tossed away his cousin Adeline's missive. The gesture might have indicated that he meant to take no notice of her; nevertheless, after a day had elapsed, he presented himself before her. He knew what she wanted of old—that is, a year ago; she had wanted him to look after her property and to be tutor to her son. He had lent himself, good-naturedly, to this desire—he was touched by so much confidence—but the experiment had speedily collapsed. Mrs. Luna's affairs were in the hands of trustees, who had complete care of them, and Ransom instantly perceived that his function would be simply to meddle in things that didn't concern him. The levity with which she had exposed him to the derision of the lawful guardians of her fortune opened his eyes to some of the dangers of cousinship; nevertheless he said to himself that he might turn an honest penny by giving an hour or two every day to the education of her little boy. But this, too, proved a brief illusion. Ransom had to find his time in the afternoon; he left his business at five o'clock and remained with his young kinsman till the hour of dinner. At the end of a few weeks he thought himself lucky in retiring without broken shins. That Newton's little nature was remarkable had often been insisted on by his mother; but it was remarkable, Ransom saw, for the absence of any of the qualities which attach a teacher to a pupil. He was in truth an insufferable child, entertaining for the Latin language a personal, physical hostility, which expressed itself in convulsions of rage. During these paroxysms he kicked furiously at every one and everything—at poor "Rannie," at his mother, at Messrs. Andrews and Stoddard, at the illustrious men of Rome, at the universe in general, to which, as he lay on his back on the carpet, he presented a pair of singularly active little heels. Mrs. Luna had a way of being present at his lessons, and when they passed, as sooner or later they were sure to, into the stage I have described, she interceded for her overwrought darling, reminded Ransom that these were the signs of an exquisite sensibility, begged that the child might be allowed to rest a little, and spent the remainder of the time in conversation with the preceptor. It came to seem to him, very soon, that he was not earning his fee; besides which, it was disagreeable to him to have pecuniary relations with a lady who had not the art of concealing from him that she liked to place him under obligations. He resigned his tutorship, and drew a long breath, having a vague feeling that he had escaped a danger. He could not have told you exactly what it was, and he had a certain sentimental, provincial respect for women which even prevented him from attempting to give a name to it in his own thoughts. He was addicted with the ladies to the old forms of address and of gallantry; he held that they were delicate, agreeable creatures, whom Providence had placed under the protection of the bearded sex; and it was not merely a humorous idea with him that whatever might be the defects of Southern gentlemen, they were at any rate remarkable for their chivalry. He was a man who still, in a slangy age, could pronounce that word with a perfectly serious face.
"What on earth does she want from me now?" With this rather ungracious remark, he threw aside his cousin Adeline's letter. The gesture might have seemed like he intended to ignore her; still, after a day had gone by, he showed up in front of her. He knew what she wanted from the past—that is, a year ago; she had wanted him to manage her property and tutor her son. He had good-naturedly agreed to this request—he was touched by her confidence—but the arrangement quickly fell apart. Mrs. Luna's finances were handled by trustees who took complete care of them, and Ransom soon realized that his role would just be to interfere in matters that weren't his concern. The casual way she had exposed him to the scorn of her rightful guardians made him aware of some of the risks of being cousins; nonetheless, he thought he could earn some money by spending an hour or two each day educating her little boy. However, this turned out to be another short-lived fantasy. Ransom had to find the time in the afternoons; he left his work at five o'clock and stayed with his young cousin until dinner. After a few weeks, he considered himself lucky to leave without getting hurt. That Newton's personality was special was something his mother often emphasized; but Ransom saw that it was remarkable for lacking any of the qualities that typically bond a teacher to a student. He was, in truth, an unbearable child, holding a personal, physical grudge against the Latin language, which manifested in fits of rage. During these outbursts, he kicked wildly at everyone and everything—at poor "Rannie," at his mother, at Messrs. Andrews and Stoddard, at the famous figures of Rome, and at the universe in general, to which, as he lay on his back on the carpet, he showed a pair of exceptionally active little heels. Mrs. Luna often attended his lessons, and when they inevitably reached the stage I described, she interceded for her overstressed darling, reminding Ransom that these were signs of a delicate sensibility, pleading that the child be allowed to rest a bit, and spending the rest of the time chatting with the tutor. It soon began to feel to him that he wasn't earning his pay; on top of that, it was uncomfortable for him to have financial dealings with a woman who made it clear she enjoyed putting him in her debt. He resigned from his tutoring position and sighed with relief, having a vague sense that he had dodged a bullet. He couldn't quite say what it was, and he had a certain sentimental respect for women that even held him back from trying to name it in his own mind. He tended to stick to the old-fashioned ways of addressing and treating ladies; he believed they were delicate, charming beings who Providence had placed under the protection of men; and it wasn't just a joke to him that whatever the flaws of Southern gentlemen might be, they were certainly known for their chivalry. He was a man who could still say that word with a completely serious expression in an age filled with slang.
This boldness did not prevent him from thinking that women were essentially inferior to men, and infinitely tiresome when they declined to accept the lot which men had made for them. He had the most definite notions about their place in nature, in society, and was perfectly easy in his mind as to whether it excluded them from any proper homage. The chivalrous man paid that tax with alacrity. He admitted their rights; these consisted in a standing claim to the generosity and tenderness of the stronger race. The exercise of such feelings was full of advantage for both sexes, and they flowed most freely, of course, when women were gracious and grateful. It may be said that he had a higher conception of politeness than most of the persons who desired the advent of female law-makers. When I have added that he hated to see women eager and argumentative, and thought that their softness and docility were the inspiration, the opportunity (the highest) of man, I shall have sketched a state of mind which will doubtless strike many readers as painfully crude. It had prevented Basil Ransom, at any rate, from putting the dots on his i's, as the French say, in this gradual discovery that Mrs. Luna was making love to him. The process went on a long time before he became aware of it. He had perceived very soon that she was a tremendously familiar little woman—that she took, more rapidly than he had ever known, a high degree of intimacy for granted. But as she had seemed to him neither very fresh nor very beautiful, so he could not easily have represented to himself why she should take it into her head to marry (it would never have occurred to him to doubt that she wanted marriage) an obscure and penniless Mississippian, with womenkind of his own to provide for. He could not guess that he answered to a certain secret ideal of Mrs. Luna's, who loved the landed gentry even when landless, who adored a Southerner under any circumstances, who thought her kinsman a fine, manly, melancholy, disinterested type, and who was sure that her views of public matters, the questions of the age, the vulgar character of modern life, would meet with a perfect response in his mind. She could see by the way he talked that he was a conservative, and this was the motto inscribed upon her own silken banner. She took this unpopular line both by temperament and by reaction from her sister's "extreme" views, the sight of the dreadful people that they brought about her. In reality, Olive was distinguished and discriminating, and Adeline was the dupe of confusions in which the worse was apt to be mistaken for the better. She talked to Ransom about the inferiority of republics, the distressing persons she had met abroad in the legations of the United States, the bad manners of servants and shopkeepers in that country, the hope she entertained that "the good old families" would make a stand; but he never suspected that she cultivated these topics (her treatment of them struck him as highly comical) for the purpose of leading him to the altar, of beguiling the way. Least of all could he suppose that she would be indifferent to his want of income—a point in which he failed to do her justice; for, thinking the fact that he had remained poor a proof of delicacy in that shopkeeping age, it gave her much pleasure to reflect that, as Newton's little property was settled on him (with safeguards which showed how long-headed poor Mr. Luna had been, and large-hearted, too, since to what he left her no disagreeable conditions, such as eternal mourning, for instance, were attached)—that as Newton, I say, enjoyed the pecuniary independence which befitted his character, her own income was ample even for two, and she might give herself the luxury of taking a husband who should owe her something. Basil Ransom did not divine all this, but he divined that it was not for nothing that Mrs. Luna wrote him little notes every other day, that she proposed to drive him in the Park at unnatural hours, and that when he said he had his business to attend to, she replied: "Oh, a plague on your business! I am sick of that word—one hears of nothing else in America. There are ways of getting on without business, if you would only take them!" He seldom answered her notes, and he disliked extremely the way in which, in spite of her love of form and order, she attempted to clamber in at the window of one's house when one had locked the door; so that he began to interspace his visits considerably, and at last made them very rare. When I reflect on his habits of almost superstitious politeness to women, it comes over me that some very strong motive must have operated to make him give his friendly—his only too friendly—cousin the cold shoulder. Nevertheless, when he received her reproachful letter (after it had had time to work a little), he said to himself that he had perhaps been unjust and even brutal, and as he was easily touched by remorse of this kind, he took up the broken thread.
This confidence didn’t stop him from believing that women were fundamentally inferior to men and incredibly annoying when they rejected the roles that men had assigned to them. He had very clear ideas about their place in nature and society, and he was completely comfortable knowing it didn’t include any proper respect. A chivalrous man gladly paid that price. He recognized their rights, which included a constant expectation of generosity and kindness from the stronger sex. Such feelings benefited both men and women, and they were most abundant when women were gracious and appreciative. It could be said that he had a more refined idea of politeness than most people who wanted female lawmakers. I should add that he disliked seeing women eager and argumentative, believing that their softness and submission inspired and offered the greatest opportunities for men. This mindset would likely come across as painfully simplistic to many readers. It certainly kept Basil Ransom from realizing the signs that Mrs. Luna was romantically interested in him. It took a long time for him to become aware of it. He quickly noticed that she was a remarkably familiar woman—she assumed a high level of intimacy more quickly than he’d ever seen. However, since he found her neither particularly fresh nor beautiful, he couldn’t easily understand why she would want to marry someone like him—an obscure and broke Mississippian with his own women to take care of. He couldn’t imagine that he fit a certain secret ideal of Mrs. Luna, who admired the landed gentry even when they didn’t own any land, adored Southerners under any circumstances, thought her relative was a noble, manly, melancholy, and selfless type, and was convinced that her views on public issues, the major questions of the time, and the vulgar nature of modern life would resonate perfectly with his mindset. She could tell by how he spoke that he was a conservative, which matched the motto on her own silk banner. She naturally leaned towards this unpopular stance, reacting against her sister’s extremist views and the disturbing people they surrounded her with. In reality, Olive was discerning and refined, while Adeline was easily fooled by confusion, often mistaking the worse for the better. She spoke to Ransom about the flaws of republics, the unpleasant people she had encountered abroad in the U.S. legations, the poor behavior of servants and shopkeepers in that country, and her hope that “the good old families” would stand firm; but he never suspected that she brought up these topics (which he found highly amusing) in order to lead him down the aisle. Least of all could he think she wouldn’t care about his lack of income—a point in which he failed to appreciate her; for, believing that his continued poverty showed a refinement in that commercial age, it delighted her to consider that since Newton's small estate was settled on him (with protections that proved how wise and generous poor Mr. Luna had been, since there were no unpleasant conditions attached to what was left to her, like endless mourning)—that as Newton, I say, enjoyed the financial independence that suited his character, her own income was sufficient for two, and she could indulge herself in marrying someone who owed her something. Basil Ransom didn’t grasp all this, but he sensed that it wasn’t for nothing that Mrs. Luna sent him little notes every other day, that she suggested driving him in the Park at unusual hours, and that when he mentioned his business, she replied, “Oh, a plague on your business! I’m sick of that word—you only hear about it in America. There are ways to get by without a job, if you’d just consider them!” He rarely replied to her notes, and he greatly disliked how, despite her love of order, she tried to sneak in through the window when he had locked the door; so he started spacing out his visits more and eventually made them very infrequent. When I think about his almost superstitious politeness towards women, it occurs to me that something very strong must have influenced him to give his overly friendly cousin the cold shoulder. Still, when he received her accusatory letter (after it had time to settle), he told himself he might have been unfair and even cruel, and since he was easily moved by such guilt, he decided to pick up the broken thread.
XXII
As he sat with Mrs. Luna, in her little back drawing-room, under the lamp, he felt rather more tolerant than before of the pressure she could not help putting upon him. Several months had elapsed, and he was no nearer to the sort of success he had hoped for. It stole over him gently that there was another sort, pretty visibly open to him, not so elevated nor so manly, it is true, but on which he should after all, perhaps, be able to reconcile it with his honour to fall back. Mrs. Luna had had an inspiration; for once in her life she had held her tongue. She had not made him a scene, there had been no question of an explanation; she had received him as if he had been there the day before, with the addition of a spice of mysterious melancholy. She might have made up her mind that she had lost him as what she had hoped, but that it was better than desolation to try and keep him as a friend. It was as if she wished him to see now how she tried. She was subdued and consolatory, she waited upon him, moved away a screen that intercepted the fire, remarked that he looked very tired, and rang for some tea. She made no inquiry about his affairs, never asked if he had been busy and prosperous; and this reticence struck him as unexpectedly delicate and discreet; it was as if she had guessed, by a subtle feminine faculty, that his professional career was nothing to boast of. There was a simplicity in him which permitted him to wonder whether she had not improved. The lamp-light was soft, the fire crackled pleasantly, everything that surrounded him betrayed a woman's taste and touch; the place was decorated and cushioned in perfection, delightfully private and personal, the picture of a well-appointed home. Mrs. Luna had complained of the difficulties of installing one's self in America, but Ransom remembered that he had received an impression similar to this in her sister's house in Boston, and reflected that these ladies had, as a family-trait, the art of making themselves comfortable. It was better for a winter's evening than the German beer-cellar (Mrs. Luna's tea was excellent), and his hostess herself appeared to-night almost as amiable as the variety-actress. At the end of an hour he felt, I will not say almost marriageable, but almost married. Images of leisure played before him, leisure in which he saw himself covering foolscap paper with his views on several subjects, and with favourable illustrations of Southern eloquence. It became tolerably vivid to him that if editors wouldn't print one's lucubrations, it would be a comfort to feel that one was able to publish them at one's own expense.
As he sat with Mrs. Luna in her small back drawing-room under the lamp, he felt somewhat more accepting of the pressure she couldn't help putting on him. Several months had passed, and he was no closer to the kind of success he had hoped for. It slowly dawned on him that another kind of success was clearly available to him—one that wasn't as elevated or masculine, but one that he might still be able to accept without compromising his honor. Mrs. Luna appeared to have an insight; for once, she had kept quiet. She hadn't given him a hard time, and there hadn't been any need for explanations; she welcomed him as if he had been there just the day before, adding a touch of mysterious sadness. She might have realized that she had lost him as someone she had hoped for, but it was better than feeling lonely to try and maintain their friendship. It seemed like she wanted him to see how hard she was trying. She was calm and nurturing, attended to him by moving a screen that blocked the fire, noticed he looked really tired, and called for some tea. She didn't ask about his work or whether he had been busy and successful; her silence struck him as surprisingly thoughtful and tactful, as if she had sensed, through some subtle feminine instinct, that his professional life wasn’t anything to brag about. There was a simplicity about him that made him wonder if she had improved. The lamp light was soft, the fire crackled pleasantly, and everything around him showed a woman's care and style; the place was perfectly decorated and cozy, a lovely example of a well-appointed home. Mrs. Luna had mentioned the challenges of settling into America, but Ransom remembered that he had felt something similar at her sister's house in Boston and realized that these ladies had a family knack for creating comfort. It was cozier for a winter evening than the German beer hall (Mrs. Luna's tea was excellent), and his hostess tonight seemed almost as charming as a variety actress. After an hour, he felt, not quite ready for marriage, but almost like he was married. Daydreams of leisure filled his mind, where he pictured himself filling foolscap paper with his thoughts on various topics, illustrated favorably with Southern eloquence. It became quite clear to him that even if editors wouldn’t print his work, it would be comforting to know he could self-publish at his own expense.
He had a moment of almost complete illusion. Mrs. Luna had taken up her bit of crochet; she was sitting opposite to him, on the other side of the fire. Her white hands moved with little jerks as she took her stitches, and her rings flashed and twinkled in the light of the hearth. Her head fell a little to one side, exhibiting the plumpness of her chin and neck, and her dropped eyes (it gave her a little modest air) rested quietly on her work. A silence of a few moments had fallen upon their talk, and Adeline—who decidedly had improved—appeared also to feel the charm of it, not to wish to break it. Basil Ransom was conscious of all this, and at the same time he was vaguely engaged in a speculation. If it gave one time, if it gave one leisure, was not that in itself a high motive? Thorough study of the question he cared for most—was not the chance for that an infinitely desirable good? He seemed to see himself, to feel himself, in that very chair, in the evenings of the future, reading some indispensable book in the still lamp-light—Mrs. Luna knew where to get such pretty mellowing shades. Should he not be able to act in that way upon the public opinion of his time, to check certain tendencies, to point out certain dangers, to indulge in much salutary criticism? Was it not one's duty to put one's self in the best conditions for such action? And as the silence continued he almost fell to musing on his duty, almost persuaded himself that the moral law commanded him to marry Mrs. Luna. She looked up presently from her work, their eyes met, and she smiled. He might have believed she had guessed what he was thinking of. This idea startled him, alarmed him a little, so that when Mrs. Luna said, with her sociable manner, "There is nothing I like so much, of a winter's night, as a cosy tête-à-tête by the fire. It's quite like Darby and Joan; what a pity the kettle has ceased singing!"—when she uttered these insinuating words he gave himself a little imperceptible shake, which was, however, enough to break the spell, and made no response more direct than to ask her, in a moment, in a tone of cold, mild curiosity, whether she had lately heard from her sister, and how long Miss Chancellor intended to remain in Europe.
He had a moment of almost complete fantasy. Mrs. Luna had picked up her crochet; she was sitting across from him by the fire. Her white hands moved in small jerks as she took her stitches, and her rings sparkled in the light of the flames. Her head tilted slightly to one side, showing the softness of her chin and neck, and her lowered eyes (which gave her a slightly modest look) rested calmly on her work. A brief silence had settled over their conversation, and Adeline—who had definitely improved—seemed to appreciate the moment and didn’t want to interrupt it. Basil Ransom was aware of all this, while also vaguely lost in thought. If it allowed for time, if it allowed for leisure, wasn’t that a significant motive in itself? The deep study of the question he valued most—wasn’t the opportunity for that an incredibly desirable benefit? He could almost see himself, feel himself, in that same chair, on future evenings, reading some essential book in the warm glow of the lamp—Mrs. Luna knew how to get those lovely warming shades. Shouldn’t he be able to influence public opinion in that way, counter certain trends, highlight certain dangers, and engage in valuable criticism? Wasn’t it his duty to put himself in the best position for such actions? And as the silence lingered, he almost began to ponder his duty, nearly convincing himself that the moral law mandated that he marry Mrs. Luna. She eventually looked up from her work, their eyes met, and she smiled. He could have thought she had sensed his thoughts. This idea startled him, making him a bit uneasy, so that when Mrs. Luna said, with her friendly manner, "There's nothing I enjoy more on a winter night than a cozy tête-à-tête by the fire. It’s just like Darby and Joan; what a shame the kettle has stopped singing!"—when she said these inviting words, he gave himself a subtle shake, which was enough to break the spell, and his only response was to ask her, after a moment, in a tone of cool, mild curiosity, whether she had heard from her sister recently, and how long Miss Chancellor planned to stay in Europe.
"Well, you have been living in your hole!" Mrs. Luna exclaimed. "Olive came home six weeks ago. How long did you expect her to endure it?"
"Well, you have been living under a rock!" Mrs. Luna exclaimed. "Olive came home six weeks ago. How long did you think she would put up with it?"
"I am sure I don't know; I have never been there," Ransom replied.
"I honestly have no idea; I've never been there," Ransom replied.
"Yes, that's what I like you for," Mrs. Luna remarked sweetly. "If a man is nice without it, it's such a pleasant change."
"Yes, that's what I appreciate about you," Mrs. Luna said sweetly. "When a guy is nice without any of that, it's such a refreshing change."
The young man started, then gave a natural laugh. "Lord, how few reasons there must be!"
The young man jumped a little, then laughed genuinely. "Wow, there can't be many reasons!"
"Oh, I mention that one because I can tell it. I shouldn't care to tell the others."
"Oh, I bring that one up because I can share it. I wouldn't want to talk about the others."
"I am glad you have some to fall back upon, the day I should go," Ransom went on. "I thought you thought so much of Europe."
"I’m glad you have something to rely on for when I’m gone," Ransom continued. "I thought you were really into Europe."
"So I do; but it isn't everything," said Mrs. Luna philosophically. "You had better go there with me," she added, with a certain inconsequence.
"So I do; but it’s not everything," Mrs. Luna said thoughtfully. "You should come with me," she added, somewhat randomly.
"One would go to the end of the world with so irresistible a lady!" Ransom exclaimed, falling into the tone which Mrs. Luna always found so unsatisfactory. It was a part of his Southern gallantry—his accent always came out strongly when he said anything of that sort—and it committed him to nothing in particular. She had had occasion to wish, more than once, that he wouldn't be so beastly polite, as she used to hear people say in England. She answered that she didn't care about ends, she cared about beginnings; but he didn't take up the declaration; he returned to the subject of Olive, wanted to know what she had done over there, whether she had worked them up much.
"One would go to the ends of the earth for such an irresistible lady!" Ransom exclaimed, slipping into the tone that Mrs. Luna always found so frustrating. It was part of his Southern charm—his accent always became pronounced whenever he said anything like that—and it didn't really commit him to anything specific. She often wished he wouldn’t be so annoyingly polite, as she used to hear people say in England. She replied that she didn’t care about endings; she cared about beginnings. But he didn’t pursue that point; he returned to talking about Olive, wanting to know what she had done over there and whether she had inspired them much.
"Oh, of course, she fascinated every one," said Mrs. Luna. "With her grace and beauty, her general style, how could she help that?"
"Oh, of course, she captivated everyone," said Mrs. Luna. "With her grace and beauty, her overall style, how could she not?"
"But did she bring them round, did she swell the host that is prepared to march under her banner?"
"But did she gather them together, did she increase the number of those ready to march under her banner?"
"I suppose she saw plenty of the strong-minded, plenty of vicious old maids, and fanatics, and frumps. But I haven't the least idea what she accomplished—what they call 'wonders,' I suppose."
"I guess she saw a lot of strong-willed people, a bunch of bitter old maids, fanatics, and sourpusses. But I have no idea what she actually achieved—what they call 'wonders,' I guess."
"Didn't you see her when she returned?" Basil Ransom asked.
"Didn’t you see her when she got back?" Basil Ransom asked.
"How could I see her? I can see pretty far, but I can't see all the way to Boston." And then, in explaining that it was at this port that her sister had disembarked, Mrs. Luna further inquired whether he could imagine Olive doing anything in a first-rate way, as long as there were inferior ones. "Of course she likes bad ships—Boston steamers—just as she likes common people, and red-haired hoydens, and preposterous doctrines."
"How could I see her? I can see pretty far, but I can't see all the way to Boston." Then, while explaining that her sister had gotten off the ship at this port, Mrs. Luna asked if he could picture Olive doing anything first-class, as long as there were lesser options available. "Of course she likes bad ships—Boston steamers—just like she likes ordinary people, and red-haired troublemakers, and ridiculous ideas."
Ransom was silent a moment. "Do you mean the—a—rather striking young lady whom I met in Boston a year ago last October? What was her name?—Miss Tarrant? Does Miss Chancellor like her as much as ever?"
Ransom was quiet for a moment. "Are you talking about the—uh—a pretty striking young woman I met in Boston a year ago last October? What was her name again?—Miss Tarrant? Does Miss Chancellor still like her as much as she did?"
"Mercy! don't you know she took her to Europe? It was to form her mind she went. Didn't I tell you that last summer? You used to come to see me then."
"Wow! Don’t you know she took her to Europe? It was to shape her mind that she went. Didn’t I tell you that last summer? You used to come visit me back then."
"Oh yes, I remember," Ransom said, rather musingly. "And did she bring her back?"
"Oh yeah, I remember," Ransom said, a bit thoughtfully. "And did she bring her back?"
"Gracious, you don't suppose she would leave her! Olive thinks she's born to regenerate the world."
"Wow, you don't really think she would abandon her! Olive believes she's meant to change the world."
"I remember you telling me that, too. It comes back to me. Well, is her mind formed?"
"I remember you saying that, too. It comes back to me. So, is her mind made up?"
"As I haven't seen it, I cannot tell you."
"As I hasn't seen it, I can't tell you."
"Aren't you going on there to see——"
"Aren't you going in there to see——"
"To see whether Miss Tarrant's mind is formed?" Mrs. Luna broke in. "I will go if you would like me to. I remember your being immensely excited about her that time you met her. Don't you recollect that?"
"Are you trying to find out if Miss Tarrant's mind is made up?" Mrs. Luna interrupted. "I'll go if you want me to. I remember how excited you were that time you met her. Don't you remember that?"
Ransom hesitated an instant. "I can't say I do. It is too long ago."
Ransom paused for a moment. "I can't say I remember. It was too long ago."
"Yes, I have no doubt that's the way you change, about women! Poor Miss Tarrant, if she thinks she made an impression on you!"
"Yeah, I have no doubt that’s how you change when it comes to women! Poor Miss Tarrant, if she really thinks she made an impression on you!"
"She won't think about such things as that, if her mind has been formed by your sister," Ransom said. "It does come back to me now, what you told me about the growth of their intimacy. And do they mean to go on living together for ever?"
"She won't think about things like that if your sister has influenced her," Ransom said. "I'm starting to remember what you told me about how their relationship has developed. Do they plan to live together forever?"
"I suppose so—unless some one should take it into his head to marry Verena."
"I guess so—unless someone decides to marry Verena."
"Verena—is that her name?" Ransom asked.
"Verena—is that her name?" Ransom asked.
Mrs. Luna looked at him with a suspended needle. "Well! have you forgotten that too? You told me yourself you thought it so pretty, that time in Boston, when you walked me up the hill." Ransom declared that he remembered that walk, but didn't remember everything he had said to her; and she suggested, very satirically, that perhaps he would like to marry Verena himself—he seemed so interested in her. Ransom shook his head sadly, and said he was afraid he was not in a position to marry; whereupon Mrs. Luna asked him what he meant—did he mean (after a moment's hesitation) that he was too poor?
Mrs. Luna looked at him with an eyebrow raised. "Well! Have you forgotten that too? You told me yourself you thought it was so beautiful, that time in Boston when you walked me up the hill." Ransom admitted he remembered that walk but didn’t remember everything he had said to her; she suggested, quite sarcastically, that maybe he wanted to marry Verena himself—he seemed so interested in her. Ransom shook his head sadly and said he was afraid he couldn’t marry; then Mrs. Luna asked him what he meant—did he mean (after a moment's pause) that he was too poor?
"Never in the world—I am very rich; I make an enormous income!" the young man exclaimed; so that, remarking his tone, and the slight flush of annoyance that rose to his face, Mrs. Luna was quick enough to judge that she had overstepped the mark. She remembered (she ought to have remembered before) that he had never taken her in the least into his confidence about his affairs. That was not the Southern way, and he was at least as proud as he was poor. In this surmise she was just; Basil Ransom would have despised himself if he had been capable of confessing to a woman that he couldn't make a living. Such questions were none of their business (their business was simply to be provided for, practise the domestic virtues, and be charmingly grateful), and there was, to his sense, something almost indecent in talking about them. Mrs. Luna felt doubly sorry for him as she perceived that he denied himself the luxury of sympathy (that is, of hers), and the vague but comprehensive sigh that passed her lips as she took up her crochet again was unusually expressive of helplessness. She said that of course she knew how great his talents were—he could do anything he wanted; and Basil Ransom wondered for a moment whether, if she were to ask him point-blank to marry her, it would be consistent with the high courtesy of a Southern gentleman to refuse. After she should be his wife he might of course confess to her that he was too poor to marry, for in that relation even a Southern gentleman of the highest tone must sometimes unbend. But he didn't in the least long for this arrangement, and was conscious that the most pertinent sequel to her conjecture would be for him to take up his hat and walk away.
"Never in the world—I’m really wealthy; I make a huge income!" the young man exclaimed. Noticing his tone and the slight flush of annoyance on his face, Mrs. Luna quickly realized that she had crossed a line. She remembered (she should have remembered before) that he had never confided in her about his financial situation. That wasn’t the Southern way, and he was at least as proud as he was poor. In this assumption, she was right; Basil Ransom would have despised himself for admitting to a woman that he couldn’t support himself. Such matters weren’t their concern (their role was simply to be taken care of, practice domestic virtues, and be charmingly grateful), and he felt that discussing them was almost inappropriate. Mrs. Luna felt even more sympathy for him as she noticed that he denied himself the luxury of her sympathy, and the vague yet telling sigh that escaped her lips as she picked up her crochet again was particularly expressive of helplessness. She said that of course she knew how great his talents were—he could do anything he wanted; and Basil Ransom briefly wondered if it would be appropriate for him to refuse if she were to directly ask him to marry her. After they were married, he could of course admit to her that he was too poor to tie the knot, because in that relationship even a Southern gentleman of the highest standards must sometimes let his guard down. But he didn’t really desire this arrangement, and he knew that the most fitting response to her speculation would be for him to take his hat and walk away.
Within five minutes, however, he had come to desire to do this almost as little as to marry Mrs. Luna. He wanted to hear more about the girl who lived with Olive Chancellor. Something had revived in him—an old curiosity, an image half effaced—when he learned that she had come back to America. He had taken a wrong impression from what Mrs. Luna said, nearly a year before, about her sister's visit to Europe; he had supposed it was to be a long absence, that Miss Chancellor wanted perhaps to get the little prophetess away from her parents, possibly even away from some amorous entanglement. Then, no doubt, they wanted to study up the woman-question with the facilities that Europe would offer; he didn't know much about Europe, but he had an idea that it was a great place for facilities. His knowledge of Miss Chancellor's departure, accompanied by her young companion, had checked at the time, on Ransom's part, a certain habit of idle but none the less entertaining retrospect. His life, on the whole, had not been rich in episode, and that little chapter of his visit to his queer, clever, capricious cousin, with his evening at Miss Birdseye's, and his glimpse, repeated on the morrow, of the strange, beautiful, ridiculous, red-haired young improvisatrice, unrolled itself in his memory like a page of interesting fiction. The page seemed to fade, however, when he heard that the two girls had gone, for an indefinite time, to unknown lands; this carried them out of his range, spoiled the perspective, diminished their actuality; so that for several months past, with his increase of anxiety about his own affairs, and the low pitch of his spirits, he had not thought at all about Verena Tarrant. The fact that she was once more in Boston, with a certain contiguity that it seemed to imply between Boston and New York, presented itself now as important and agreeable. He was conscious that this was rather an anomaly, and his consciousness made him, had already made him, dissimulate slightly. He did not pick up his hat to go; he sat in his chair taking his chance of the tax which Mrs. Luna might lay upon his urbanity. He remembered that he had not made, as yet, any very eager inquiry about Newton, who at this late hour had succumbed to the only influence that tames the untamable and was sleeping the sleep of childhood, if not of innocence. Ransom repaired his neglect in a manner which elicited the most copious response from his hostess. The boy had had a good many tutors since Ransom gave him up, and it could not be said that his education languished. Mrs. Luna spoke with pride of the manner in which he went through them; if he did not master his lessons, he mastered his teachers, and she had the happy conviction that she gave him every advantage. Ransom's delay was diplomatic, but at the end of ten minutes he returned to the young ladies in Boston; he asked why, with their aggressive programme, one hadn't begun to feel their onset, why the echoes of Miss Tarrant's eloquence hadn't reached his ears. Hadn't she come out yet in public? was she not coming to stir them up in New York? He hoped she hadn't broken down.
Within five minutes, though, he found that he wanted to do this almost as little as he wanted to marry Mrs. Luna. He was curious to hear more about the girl who lived with Olive Chancellor. Something had sparked in him—an old curiosity, a faded image—when he learned she was back in America. He had misunderstood what Mrs. Luna said nearly a year before about her sister’s trip to Europe; he thought it would be a long absence, that Miss Chancellor perhaps wanted to remove the little prophetess from her parents, maybe even from some romantic entanglement. Then, most likely, they wanted to study the woman question with the opportunities Europe would provide; he didn’t know much about Europe, but he figured it was a great place for opportunities. His knowledge of Miss Chancellor's departure with her young companion had put a stop, at the time, to Ransom’s habit of idly reflecting on the past, but it was still entertaining. His life hadn't been rich in experiences, and that little chapter of his visit to his odd, clever, unpredictable cousin, with his evening at Miss Birdseye's and his repeated glimpse of the strange, beautiful, ridiculous, red-haired young improvisatrice, played back in his mind like an interesting story. However, the memory seemed to fade when he heard that the two girls had gone away, for an uncertain time, to unknown places; this made them feel farther away, ruined the perspective, lessened their reality. For several months, with his growing concerns about his own situation and his low spirits, he hadn’t thought at all about Verena Tarrant. The fact that she was back in Boston, with an implied closeness between Boston and New York, now seemed significant and pleasant. He was aware that this was somewhat unusual, and that awareness made him, had already made him, disguise it a little. He didn’t pick up his hat to leave; he sat in his chair accepting whatever demand Mrs. Luna might place on his politeness. He recalled that he hadn’t yet made any enthusiastic inquiries about Newton, who at this late hour had succumbed to the only influence capable of taming the untameable and was sleeping the sleep of childhood, if not innocence. Ransom made up for his oversight in a way that got a lot of response from his hostess. The boy had had quite a few tutors since Ransom had given him up, and it couldn’t be said his education was lacking. Mrs. Luna spoke with pride about how he handled them; if he didn’t master his lessons, he mastered his teachers, and she confidently believed she was giving him every advantage. Ransom’s delay was strategic, but after ten minutes he turned back to the young ladies in Boston; he asked why, with their assertive agenda, they hadn’t started to feel their presence, why the echoes of Miss Tarrant’s eloquence hadn’t reached him. Had she not gone public yet? Wasn’t she supposed to come stir things up in New York? He hoped she hadn’t fallen apart.
"She didn't seem to break down last summer, at the Female Convention," Mrs. Luna replied. "Have you forgotten that too? Didn't I tell you of the sensation she produced there, and of what I heard from Boston about it? Do you mean to say I didn't give you that "Transcript," with the report of her great speech? It was just before they sailed for Europe; she went off with flying colours, in a blaze of fireworks." Ransom protested that he had not heard this affair mentioned till that moment, and then, when they compared dates, they found it had taken place just after his last visit to Mrs. Luna. This, of course, gave her a chance to say that he had treated her even worse than she supposed; it had been her impression, at any rate, that they had talked together about Verena's sudden bound into fame. Apparently she confounded him with some one else, that was very possible; he was not to suppose that he occupied such a distinct place in her mind, especially when she might die twenty deaths before he came near her. Ransom demurred to the implication that Miss Tarrant was famous; if she were famous, wouldn't she be in the New York papers? He hadn't seen her there, and he had no recollection of having encountered any mention at the time (last June, was it?) of her exploits at the Female Convention. A local reputation doubtless she had, but that had been the case a year and a half before, and what was expected of her then was to become a first-class national glory. He was willing to believe that she had created some excitement in Boston, but he shouldn't attach much importance to that till one began to see her photograph in the stores. Of course, one must give her time, but he had supposed Miss Chancellor was going to put her through faster.
"She didn't seem to have a breakdown last summer at the Female Convention," Mrs. Luna replied. "Have you forgotten that too? Didn't I tell you about the impact she had there and what I heard from Boston? Do you seriously mean to say I didn’t give you that 'Transcript' with the report of her amazing speech? It was right before they left for Europe; she left with flying colors and a bang." Ransom insisted that he hadn’t heard about this until now, and when they compared dates, they found it happened just after his last visit to Mrs. Luna. This, of course, gave her the opportunity to say that he had treated her even worse than she thought; she had assumed they discussed Verena's sudden rise to fame. Apparently, she mixed him up with someone else, which was very likely; he shouldn't think that he was that memorable to her, especially when she could go through many emotional ups and downs before he was close to her. Ransom disagreed with the idea that Miss Tarrant was famous; if she were famous, wouldn't she be in the New York papers? He hadn’t seen her there, and he couldn’t recall any mention (was it last June?) of her achievements at the Female Convention. She probably had a local reputation, but that was true a year and a half ago, and what was expected of her then was to become a national sensation. He was willing to believe that she stirred up some excitement in Boston, but he wouldn’t think it was significant until he started to see her picture in stores. Of course, she needed time, but he had thought Miss Chancellor would help her move along faster.
If he had taken a contradictious tone on purpose to draw Mrs. Luna out, he could not have elicited more of the information he desired. It was perfectly true that he had seen no reference to Verena's performances in the preceding June; there were periods when the newspapers seemed to him so idiotic that for weeks he never looked at one. He learned from Mrs. Luna that it was not Olive who had sent her the "Transcript" and in letters had added some private account of the doings at the convention to the testimony of that amiable sheet; she had been indebted for this service to a "gentleman-friend," who wrote her everything that happened in Boston, and what every one had every day for dinner. Not that it was necessary for her happiness to know; but the gentleman she spoke of didn't know what to invent to please her. A Bostonian couldn't imagine that one didn't want to know, and that was their idea of ingratiating themselves, or, at any rate, it was his, poor man. Olive would never have gone into particulars about Verena; she regarded her sister as quite too much one of the profane, and knew Adeline couldn't understand why, when she took to herself a bosom-friend, she should have been at such pains to select her in just the most dreadful class in the community. Verena was a perfect little adventuress, and quite third-rate into the bargain; but, of course, she was a pretty girl enough, if one cared for hair of the colour of cochineal. As for her people, they were too absolutely awful; it was exactly as if she, Mrs. Luna, had struck up an intimacy with the daughter of her chiropodist. It took Olive to invent such monstrosities, and to think she was doing something great for humanity when she did so; though, in spite of her wanting to turn everything over, and put the lowest highest, she could be just as contemptuous and invidious, when it came to really mixing, as if she were some grand old duchess. She must do her the justice to say that she hated the Tarrants, the father and mother; but, all the same, she let Verena run to and fro between Charles Street and the horrible hole they lived in, and Adeline knew from that gentleman who wrote so copiously that the girl now and then spent a week at a time at Cambridge. Her mother, who had been ill for some weeks, wanted her to sleep there. Mrs. Luna knew further, by her correspondent, that Verena had—or had had the winter before—a great deal of attention from gentlemen. She didn't know how she worked that into the idea that the female sex was sufficient to itself; but she had grounds for saying that this was one reason why Olive had taken her abroad. She was afraid Verena would give in to some man, and she wanted to make a break. Of course, any such giving in would be very awkward for a young woman who shrieked out on platforms that old maids were the highest type. Adeline guessed Olive had perfect control of her now, unless indeed she used the expeditions to Cambridge as a cover for meeting gentlemen. She was an artful little minx, and cared as much for the rights of women as she did for the Panama Canal; the only right of a woman she wanted was to climb up on top of something, where the men could look at her. She would stay with Olive as long as it served her purpose, because Olive, with her great respectability, could push her, and counteract the effect of her low relations, to say nothing of paying all her expenses and taking her the tour of Europe. "But, mark my words," said Mrs. Luna, "she will give Olive the greatest cut she has ever had in her life. She will run off with some lion-tamer; she will marry a circus-man!" And Mrs. Luna added that it would serve Olive Chancellor right. But she would take it hard; look out for tantrums then!
If he had purposely adopted a contradictory tone to get Mrs. Luna to open up, he couldn’t have gotten more of the information he wanted. It was completely true that he hadn’t seen any mention of Verena's performances the previous June; there were times when the newspapers seemed so ridiculous to him that he wouldn’t look at one for weeks. He learned from Mrs. Luna that it wasn't Olive who had sent her the "Transcript" and supplemented it with some private account of what happened at the convention; she had received this information from a "gentleman-friend," who informed her about everything that occurred in Boston and what everyone had for dinner every day. Not that it was essential for her happiness to know; but the gentleman she mentioned seemed clueless about what to say to please her. A Bostonian couldn’t imagine that someone wouldn’t want to know, and that was their version of being friendly—or at least, that was his, poor guy. Olive would never have shared details about Verena; she considered her sister too much of the common crowd and knew that Adeline wouldn’t understand why, when she chose a close friend, she would go to the effort of picking one from the most dreadful class in society. Verena was a total little adventuress and quite third-rate as well; but of course, she was pretty enough, if one liked hair that looked like cochineal. As for her family, they were absolutely dreadful; it was as if Mrs. Luna had formed a friendship with the daughter of her podiatrist. It took Olive to come up with such absurdities and to think she was doing something great for humanity when she did; though, even with her desire to upend everything and elevate the lowest, she could be just as disdainful and snobbish when it came to real interactions as if she were some grand old duchess. She must be given credit for hating the Tarrants, the parents; but still, she allowed Verena to flit back and forth between Charles Street and the awful place they lived, and Adeline knew from that guy who wrote so much that the girl sometimes spent a week at a time in Cambridge. Her mother, who had been sick for several weeks, wanted her to stay there. Mrs. Luna also knew from her correspondent that Verena had received—or had received the winter before—a lot of attention from men. She didn’t understand how Verena made that fit with the idea that women could stand on their own; but she believed this was one reason why Olive had taken her abroad. She was worried that Verena would get involved with a man, and she wanted to create a break. Of course, any such involvement would be really awkward for a young woman who loudly proclaimed on stages that old maids were the highest type. Adeline suspected Olive had complete control over her now, unless she used the trips to Cambridge as an excuse to meet men. She was a sly little minx, and cared as much for women’s rights as she did for the Panama Canal; the only right she wanted was to climb up on something, so the men could look at her. She would stay with Olive as long as it suited her, because Olive, with her great respectability, could promote her and counteract the impact of her low relatives, not to mention covering all her expenses and taking her on a tour of Europe. "But mark my words," said Mrs. Luna, "she will give Olive the biggest betrayal she has ever had in her life. She will run off with some lion-tamer; she will marry a circus performer!" And Mrs. Luna added that it would be well-deserved for Olive Chancellor. But she would take it hard; watch out for tantrums then!
Basil Ransom's emotions were peculiar while his hostess delivered herself, in a manner at once casual and emphatic, of these rather insidious remarks. He took them all in, for they represented to him certain very interesting facts; but he perceived at the same time that Mrs. Luna didn't know what she was talking about. He had seen Verena Tarrant only twice in his life, but it was no use telling him that she was an adventuress—though, certainly, it was very likely she would end by giving Miss Chancellor a cut. He chuckled, with a certain grimness, as this image passed before him; it was not unpleasing, the idea that he should be avenged (for it would avenge him to know it) upon the wanton young woman who had invited him to come and see her in order simply to slap his face. But he had an odd sense of having lost something in not knowing of the other girl's appearance at the Women's Convention—a vague feeling that he had been cheated and trifled with. The complaint was idle, inasmuch as it was not probable he could have gone to Boston to listen to her; but it represented to him that he had not shared, even dimly and remotely, in an event which concerned her very closely. Why should he share, and what was more natural than that the things which concerned her closely should not concern him at all? This question came to him only as he walked home that evening; for the moment it remained quite in abeyance: therefore he was free to feel also that his imagination had been rather starved by his ignorance of the fact that she was near him again (comparatively), that she was in the dimness of the horizon (no longer beyond the curve of the globe), and yet he had not perceived it. This sense of personal loss, as I have called it, made him feel, further, that he had something to make up, to recover. He could scarcely have told you how he would go about it; but the idea, formless though it was, led him in a direction very different from the one he had been following a quarter of an hour before. As he watched it dance before him he fell into another silence, in the midst of which Mrs. Luna gave him another mystic smile. The effect of it was to make him rise to his feet; the whole landscape of his mind had suddenly been illuminated. Decidedly, it was not his duty to marry Mrs. Luna, in order to have means to pursue his studies; he jerked himself back, as if he had been on the point of it.
Basil Ransom felt some unusual emotions as his hostess casually but emphatically made some rather sneaky comments. He absorbed everything she said because they revealed certain intriguing details to him, but he also realized that Mrs. Luna had no clue what she was talking about. He had only seen Verena Tarrant twice in his life, but he wouldn’t just accept that she was an adventuress—though it was quite possible that she would eventually cut Miss Chancellor off. He chuckled grimly at the thought; it wasn’t unpleasant to think about getting revenge (knowing it would be revenge) on the bold young woman who had invited him just to slap his face. Yet, he felt a strange sense of loss for not knowing about the other girl’s appearance at the Women’s Convention—a vague feeling of being cheated and toyed with. This complaint was pointless since it was unlikely he could have traveled to Boston to hear her speak, but it symbolized to him that he hadn’t even indirectly experienced an event that was extremely relevant to her. Why should he have shared in it, and wasn’t it natural that things closely related to her wouldn’t matter to him at all? This question only occurred to him as he walked home that evening; at that moment, he set it aside and felt free to acknowledge that his imagination had been somewhat starved by not knowing she was nearby again (in a relative sense), that she was over the horizon (no longer out of reach), and yet he hadn’t realized it. This feeling of personal loss, as I’ve called it, suggested to him that he had something to recover or make up for. He could hardly explain how he would go about it; but the vague notion pushed him in a direction very different from where he had been heading just a quarter of an hour earlier. As he watched this idea swirl before him, he slipped into another silence, interrupted by another mysterious smile from Mrs. Luna. This made him rise to his feet; the entire landscape of his mind felt suddenly illuminated. Clearly, it wasn’t his duty to marry Mrs. Luna just to secure funding for his studies; he pulled himself back as if he were on the verge of doing it.
"You don't mean to say you are going already? I haven't said half I wanted to!" she exclaimed.
"You can't be leaving already, can you? I haven't said half of what I wanted to!" she exclaimed.
He glanced at the clock, saw it was not yet late, took a turn about the room, then sat down again in a different place, while she followed him with her eyes, wondering what was the matter with him. Ransom took good care not to ask her what it was she had still to say, and perhaps it was to prevent her telling him that he now began to talk, freely, quickly, in quite a new tone. He stayed half an hour longer, and made himself very agreeable. It seemed to Mrs. Luna now that he had every distinction (she had known he had most), that he was really a charming man. He abounded in conversation, till at last he took up his hat in earnest; he talked about the state of the South, its social peculiarities, the ruin wrought by the war, the dilapidated gentry, the queer types of superannuated fire-eaters, ragged and unreconciled, all the pathos and all the comedy of it, making her laugh at one moment, almost cry at another, and say to herself throughout that when he took it into his head there was no one who could make a lady's evening pass so pleasantly. It was only afterwards that she asked herself why he had not taken it into his head till the last, so quickly. She delighted in the dilapidated gentry; her taste was completely different from her sister's, who took an interest only in the lower class, as it struggled to rise; what Adeline cared for was the fallen aristocracy (it seemed to be falling everywhere very much; was not Basil Ransom an example of it? was he not like a French gentilhomme de province after the Revolution? or an old monarchical émigré from the Languedoc?), the despoiled patriciate, I say, whose attitude was noble and touching, and toward whom one might exercise a charity as discreet as their pride was sensitive. In all Mrs. Luna's visions of herself, her discretion was the leading feature. "Are you going to let ten years elapse again before you come?" she asked, as Basil Ransom bade her good-night. "You must let me know, because between this and your next visit I shall have time to go to Europe and come back. I shall take care to arrive the day before."
He looked at the clock, saw it was still early, walked around the room, then sat down in a different spot, while she watched him, curious about what was going on with him. Ransom made sure not to ask her what she still needed to say, and maybe to keep her from telling him, he started to talk, openly and quickly, in a completely different tone. He stayed for another half an hour, making himself quite charming. To Mrs. Luna, he now seemed to have every quality (she had always known he had most), and he was truly a delightful man. He was full of conversation until he finally picked up his hat for real; he talked about the South's situation, its social quirks, the devastation caused by the war, the fallen gentry, the odd characters of faded fighters, tattered and unyielding, capturing all the sadness and humor of it, making her laugh at one moment, almost cry the next, and she kept thinking that when he decided to, no one could make a lady's evening more enjoyable. It was only later that she wondered why it had taken him so long to realize it. She enjoyed the fallen gentry; her taste was entirely different from her sister's, who was only interested in the struggling lower class trying to rise; what Adeline liked was the crumbling aristocracy (it seemed to be crumbling everywhere; wasn't Basil Ransom a perfect example? Wasn't he like a French gentilhomme de province after the Revolution? Or an old monarchical émigré from Languedoc?), the stripped patricians, whose demeanor was noble and moving, and toward whom one could offer a charity as subtle as their pride was fragile. In all of Mrs. Luna's self-imaginings, her discretion was the most important part. "Are you going to let another ten years go by before you visit again?" she asked as Basil Ransom said goodnight. "You have to tell me, because between now and your next visit, I’ll have time to go to Europe and come back. I’ll make sure to arrive the day before."
Instead of answering this sally, Ransom said, "Are you not going one of these days to Boston? Are you not going to pay your sister another visit?"
Instead of responding to this remark, Ransom said, "Aren't you planning to go to Boston one of these days? Aren't you going to visit your sister again?"
Mrs. Luna stared. "What good will that do you? Excuse my stupidity," she added; "of course, it gets me away. Thank you very much!"
Mrs. Luna stared. "What good will that do you? Sorry for being stupid," she added; "of course, it gets me away. Thanks a lot!"
"I don't want you to go away; but I want to hear more about Miss Olive."
"I don't want you to leave; I just want to learn more about Miss Olive."
"Why in the world? You know you loathe her!" Here, before Ransom could reply, Mrs. Luna again overtook herself. "I verily believe that by Miss Olive you mean Miss Verena!" Her eyes charged him a moment with this perverse intention; then she exclaimed, "Basil Ransom, are you in love with that creature?"
"Why on earth? You know you can't stand her!" Before Ransom could answer, Mrs. Luna cut herself off again. "I really believe that by Miss Olive you mean Miss Verena!" Her eyes momentarily held him with this twisted idea; then she exclaimed, "Basil Ransom, are you in love with that girl?"
He gave a perfectly natural laugh, not pleading guilty, in order to practise on Mrs. Luna, but expressing the simple state of the case. "How should I be? I have seen her but twice in my life."
He laughed naturally, not trying to plead guilty to anything, but just stating the facts. "Why would I? I've only seen her twice in my life."
"If you had seen her more, I shouldn't be afraid! Fancy your wanting to pack me off to Boston!" his hostess went on. "I am in no hurry to stay with Olive again; besides, that girl takes up the whole house. You had better go there yourself."
"If you had seen her more, I wouldn't be afraid! Can you believe you'd want to send me off to Boston?" his hostess continued. "I'm not in a rush to spend time with Olive again; plus, that girl takes over the entire house. You might as well go there yourself."
"I should like nothing better," said Ransom.
"I would like nothing more," said Ransom.
"Perhaps you would like me to ask Verena to spend a month with me—it might be a way of attracting you to the house," Adeline went on, in the tone of exuberant provocation.
"Maybe you’d like me to ask Verena to stay with me for a month—it could be a way to draw you to the house," Adeline continued, in a teasing, playful tone.
Ransom was on the point of replying that it would be a better way than any other, but he checked himself in time; he had never yet, even in joke, made so crude, so rude a speech to a lady. You only knew when he was joking with women by his super-added civility. "I beg you to believe there is nothing I would do for any woman in the world that I wouldn't do for you," he said, bending, for the last time, over Mrs. Luna's plump hand.
Ransom was about to say that it would be a better way than any other, but he stopped himself; he had never, even in jest, made such a crude, disrespectful comment to a woman. You could only tell when he was joking with women by his extra politeness. "Please believe me, there’s nothing I would do for any woman in the world that I wouldn't do for you," he said, leaning one last time over Mrs. Luna's plump hand.
"I shall remember that and keep you up to it!" she cried after him, as he went. But even with this rather lively exchange of vows he felt that he had got off rather easily. He walked slowly up Fifth Avenue, into which, out of Adeline's cross-street, he had turned, by the light of a fine winter moon; and at every corner he stopped a minute, lingered in meditation, while he exhaled a soft, vague sigh. This was an unconscious, involuntary expression of relief, such as a man might utter who had seen himself on the point of being run over and yet felt that he was whole. He didn't trouble himself much to ask what had saved him; whatever it was it had produced a reaction, so that he felt rather ashamed of having found his look-out of late so blank. By the time he reached his lodgings, his ambition, his resolution, had rekindled; he had remembered that he formerly supposed he was a man of ability, that nothing particular had occurred to make him doubt it (the evidence was only negative, not positive), and that at any rate he was young enough to have another try. He whistled that night as he went to bed.
"I'll remember that and hold you to it!" she yelled after him as he walked away. But even with that lively exchange, he felt like he had gotten off pretty easily. He strolled slowly up Fifth Avenue, where he had turned off from Adeline's street, under the light of a beautiful winter moon. At every corner, he paused for a minute, lost in thought, while letting out a soft, vague sigh. This was an unconscious, involuntary sign of relief, like someone who almost got hit by a car but realizes they’re okay. He didn’t spend much time wondering what had saved him; whatever it was had sparked a reaction, making him feel a bit ashamed for having seen his future as so bleak lately. By the time he got to his place, his ambition and determination had reignited; he remembered that he used to think he was capable, and nothing specific had happened to make him doubt it (the proof was only that he hadn’t succeeded, not that he couldn’t). Plus, he was young enough to give it another shot. He whistled that night as he headed to bed.
XXIII
Three weeks afterward he stood in front of Olive Chancellor's house, looking up and down the street and hesitating. He had told Mrs. Luna that he should like nothing better than to make another journey to Boston; and it was not simply because he liked it that he had come. I was on the point of saying that a happy chance had favoured him, but it occurs to me that one is under no obligation to call chances by nattering epithets when they have been waited for so long. At any rate, the darkest hour is before the dawn; and a few days after that melancholy evening I have described, which Ransom spent in his German beer-cellar, before a single glass, soon emptied, staring at his future with an unremunerated eye, he found that the world appeared to have need of him yet. The "party," as he would have said (I cannot pretend that his speech was too heroic for that), for whom he had transacted business in Boston so many months before, and who had expressed at the time but a limited appreciation of his services (there had been between the lawyer and his client a divergence of judgement), observing, apparently, that they proved more fruitful than he expected, had reopened the affair and presently requested Ransom to transport himself again to the sister city. His errand demanded more time than before, and for three days he gave it his constant attention. On the fourth he found he was still detained; he should have to wait till the evening—some important papers were to be prepared. He determined to treat the interval as a holiday, and he wondered what one could do in Boston to give one's morning a festive complexion. The weather was brilliant enough to minister to any illusion, and he strolled along the streets, taking it in. In front of the Music Hall and of Tremont Temple he stopped, looking at the posters in the doorway; for was it not possible that Miss Chancellor's little friend might be just then addressing her fellow-citizens? Her name was absent, however, and this resource seemed to mock him. He knew no one in the place but Olive Chancellor, so there was no question of a visit to pay. He was perfectly resolved that he would never go near her again; she was doubtless a very superior being, but she had been too rough with him to tempt him further. Politeness, even a largely-interpreted "chivalry", required nothing more than he had already done; he had quitted her, the other year, without telling her that she was a vixen, and that reticence was chivalrous enough. There was also Verena Tarrant, of course; he saw no reason to dissemble when he spoke of her to himself, and he allowed himself the entertainment of feeling that he should like very much to see her again. Very likely she wouldn't seem to him the same; the impression she had made upon him was due to some accident of mood or circumstance; and, at any rate, any charm she might have exhibited then had probably been obliterated by the coarsening effect of publicity and the tonic influence of his kinswoman. It will be observed that in this reasoning of Basil Ransom's the impression was freely recognised, and recognised as a phenomenon still present. The attraction might have vanished, as he said to himself, but the mental picture of it was yet vivid. The greater the pity that he couldn't call upon Verena (he called her by her name in his thoughts, it was so pretty) without calling upon Olive, and that Olive was so disagreeable as to place that effort beyond his strength. There was another consideration, with Ransom, which eminently belonged to the man; he believed that Miss Chancellor had conceived, in the course of those few hours, and in a manner that formed so absurd a sequel to her having gone out of her way to make his acquaintance, such a dislike to him that it would be odious to her to see him again within her doors; and he would have felt indelicate in taking warrant from her original invitation (before she had seen him) to inflict on her a presence which he had no reason to suppose the lapse of time had made less offensive. She had given him no sign of pardon or penitence in any of the little ways that are familiar to women—by sending him a message through her sister, or even a book, a photograph, a Christmas card, or a newspaper, by the post. He felt, in a word, not at liberty to ring at her door; he didn't know what kind of a fit the sight of his long Mississippian person would give her, and it was characteristic of him that he should wish so to spare the sensibilities of a young lady whom he had not found tender; being ever as willing to let women off easily in the particular case as he was fixed in the belief that the sex in general requires watching.
Three weeks later, he stood in front of Olive Chancellor's house, looking up and down the street and hesitating. He had told Mrs. Luna that he would love nothing more than to make another trip to Boston; and it wasn't just because he liked it that he had come. I was about to say that a lucky chance had favored him, but it occurs to me that you don't have to call chances by nice names when you've waited for them for so long. At any rate, the darkest hour comes before dawn; and a few days after that gloomy evening I described, which Ransom spent in his German beer cellar, with an empty glass before him, staring at his future with a blank expression, he found that the world still seemed to need him. The "party," as he would have put it (I can't pretend his speech was too heroic for that), for whom he had done business in Boston many months ago, who had appreciated his services only slightly at the time (there had been a difference of opinion between the lawyer and his client), apparently noticed that their efforts turned out to be more fruitful than expected. They reopened the matter and soon requested Ransom to head back to the sister city. His task required more time than before, and he devoted three full days to it. On the fourth day, he found himself still busy; he would have to wait until the evening—some important papers needed to be prepared. He decided to treat the downtime like a holiday and wondered what one could do in Boston to add some cheer to his morning. The weather was bright enough to enhance any illusion, so he strolled along the streets, soaking it all in. In front of the Music Hall and Tremont Temple, he stopped to look at the posters in the doorway; perhaps Miss Chancellor's little friend was addressing her fellow citizens at that very moment? However, her name was missing, and this option felt like a tease. He didn't know anyone in the city except Olive Chancellor, so there was no question of making a visit. He was completely resolved never to go near her again; she was undoubtedly a remarkable person, but she had been too harsh with him for him to be tempted to return. Politeness, even a broadly interpreted "chivalry," required nothing more than what he had already done; he had left her the previous year without telling her she was a vixen, and that silence was chivalrous enough. Of course, there was also Verena Tarrant; he had no reason to hide his feelings when he thought about her and allowed himself the fun of imagining how much he would enjoy seeing her again. It was very likely she wouldn’t seem the same to him; the impression she had made on him was probably due to some mood or circumstance; and, in any case, any charm she might have had back then had probably been washed away by the coarsening effects of publicity and the invigorating influence of his relative. It should be noted that in this reasoning of Basil Ransom's, the impression was openly acknowledged and recognized as a phenomenon still present. The attraction might have faded, as he told himself, but the memory of it was still vivid. It was a shame that he couldn't visit Verena (he thought of her by name; it was such a lovely name) without also having to deal with Olive, and that Olive was so unpleasant that the effort felt beyond his strength. Another consideration for Ransom, particularly typical of a man, was that he believed Miss Chancellor had developed such a strong dislike for him during those few hours, which seemed so absurd after she had gone out of her way to meet him, that it would be offensive for her to see him again in her home; and he would have felt it was inappropriate to take advantage of her original invitation (before she knew him) to impose on her with a presence he had no reason to think had become any less unwelcome with the passage of time. She had given him no sign of forgiveness or regret in any of the little ways familiar to women—like sending a message through her sister, or even a book, a photograph, a Christmas card, or a newspaper through the mail. In short, he felt he had no right to ring her doorbell; he didn't know how seeing his tall Mississippian self would affect her, and it was characteristic of him to want to spare the feelings of a young woman he didn't find particularly sensitive; he was always willing to let women off the hook in that specific case, while firmly believing that the female gender, in general, needed watching.
Nevertheless, he found himself, at the end of half an hour, standing on the only spot in Charles Street which had any significance for him. It had occurred to him that if he couldn't call upon Verena without calling upon Olive, he should be exempt from that condition if he called upon Mrs. Tarrant. It was not her mother, truly, who had asked him, it was the girl herself; and he was conscious, as a candid young American, that a mother is always less accessible, more guarded by social prejudice, than a daughter. But he was at a pass in which it was permissible to strain a point, and he took his way in the direction in which he knew that Cambridge lay, remembering that Miss Tarrant's invitation had reference to that quarter and that Mrs. Luna had given him further evidence. Had she not said that Verena often went back there for visits of several days—that her mother had been ill and she gave her much care? There was nothing inconceivable in her being engaged at that hour (it was getting to be one o'clock) in one of those expeditions—nothing impossible in the chance that he might find her in Cambridge. The chance, at any rate, was worth taking; Cambridge, moreover, was worth seeing, and it was as good a way as another of keeping his holiday. It occurred to him, indeed, that Cambridge was a big place, and that he had no particular address. This reflexion overtook him just as he reached Olive's house, which, oddly enough, he was obliged to pass on his way to the mysterious suburb. That is partly why he paused there; he asked himself for a moment why he shouldn't ring the bell and obtain his needed information from the servant, who would be sure to be able to give it to him. He had just dismissed this method, as of questionable taste, when he heard the door of the house open, within the deep embrasure in which, in Charles Street, the main portals are set, and which are partly occupied by a flight of steps protected at the bottom by a second door, whose upper half, in either wing, consists of a sheet of glass. It was a minute before he could see who had come out, and in that minute he had time to turn away and then to turn back again, and to wonder which of the two inmates would appear to him, or whether he should behold neither or both.
Nevertheless, after half an hour, he found himself standing in the one spot on Charles Street that mattered to him. He realized that if he couldn't visit Verena without also visiting Olive, he could avoid that obligation if he went to see Mrs. Tarrant instead. It wasn’t really her mother who had invited him; it was the girl herself. He understood, as an open-minded young American, that a mother is usually less approachable and more shielded by social norms than a daughter. But he was at a point where bending the rules was acceptable, so he headed in the direction of Cambridge, recalling that Miss Tarrant's invitation was related to that area and that Mrs. Luna had given him additional information. Hadn’t she mentioned that Verena often returned there for visits lasting several days because her mother was unwell and she took care of her? It seemed entirely plausible she might be busy at that hour (it was nearing one o'clock) with one of those visits—nothing prevented him from finding her in Cambridge. At any rate, the opportunity was worth exploring; besides, Cambridge was worth a visit, and it was as good a way as any to enjoy his day off. He realized that Cambridge was a large place and he had no specific address. This thought crossed his mind just as he reached Olive's house, which he oddly had to pass on his way to the unknown suburb. That’s partly why he paused there; he considered for a moment why he shouldn't ring the bell and get the information he needed from the servant, who would surely know. He was just about to dismiss that idea as somewhat inappropriate when he heard the door of the house open, within the deep alcove on Charles Street where the main entrances are set, partly occupied by a set of steps protected by a second door, the upper halves of which consist of glass panels. It took a moment for him to see who had come out, and during that time, he turned away and then back again, wondering which of the two residents would appear, or if he might see neither or both.
The person who had issued from the house descended the steps very slowly, as if on purpose to give him time to escape; and when at last the glass doors were divided they disclosed a little old lady. Ransom was disappointed; such an apparition was so scantily to his purpose. But the next minute his spirits rose again, for he was sure that he had seen the little old lady before. She stopped on the side-walk, and looked vaguely about her, in the manner of a person waiting for an omnibus or a street-car; she had a dingy, loosely-habited air, as if she had worn her clothes for many years and yet was even now imperfectly acquainted with them; a large, benignant face, caged in by the glass of her spectacles, which seemed to cover it almost equally everywhere, and a fat, rusty satchel, which hung low at her side, as if it wearied her to carry it. This gave Ransom time to recognise her; he knew in Boston no such figure as that save Miss Birdseye. Her party, her person, the exalted account Miss Chancellor gave of her, had kept a very distinct place in his mind; and while she stood there in dim circumspection she came back to him as a friend of yesterday. His necessity gave a point to the reminiscences she evoked; it took him only a moment to reflect that she would be able to tell him where Verena Tarrant was at that particular time, and where, if need be, her parents lived. Her eyes rested on him, and as she saw that he was looking at her she didn't go through the ceremony (she had broken so completely with all conventions) of removing them; he evidently represented nothing to her but a sentient fellow-citizen in the enjoyment of his rights, which included that of staring. Miss Birdseye's modesty had never pretended that it was not to be publicly challenged; there were so many bright new motives and ideas in the world that there might even be reasons for looking at her. When Ransom approached her and, raising his hat with a smile, said, "Shall I stop this car for you, Miss Birdseye?" she only looked at him more vaguely, in her complete failure to seize the idea that this might be simply Fame. She had trudged about the streets of Boston for fifty years, and at no period had she received that amount of attention from dark-eyed young men. She glanced, in an unprejudiced way, at the big parti-coloured human van which now jingled, toward them from out of the Cambridge road. "Well, I should like to get into it, if it will take me home," she answered. "Is this a South End car?"
The person who came out of the house walked down the steps very slowly, as if trying to give him time to leave; and when the glass doors finally opened, they revealed a little old lady. Ransom felt let down; such a sight didn't really help his situation. But then his spirits lifted again because he was sure he had seen this little old lady before. She paused on the sidewalk, looking around aimlessly, like someone waiting for a bus or a streetcar. She had a worn, loose style about her, as if she had been wearing her clothes for years and still wasn’t entirely comfortable in them. Her large, kind face was framed by glasses that seemed to cover it almost entirely, and she carried a heavy, old satchel that hung low by her side, suggesting that it tired her to carry it. This gave Ransom the chance to recognize her; in Boston, he knew no other figure quite like Miss Birdseye. Her gatherings, her personality, the high praise Miss Chancellor gave her had kept a clear image in his mind; and as she stood there, looking around cautiously, she felt like an old friend. His urgency made her memory more poignant; it took him only a moment to realize she would know where Verena Tarrant was at that moment, and where her parents lived, if needed. Her eyes landed on him, and when she noticed he was looking at her, she didn’t go through the formality (having completely disregarded all conventions) of looking away; to her, he was just another aware citizen exercising his right to stare. Miss Birdseye's modesty never claimed to be free from public scrutiny; so many new ideas and motivations filled the world that there might even be reasons to look at her. When Ransom approached her and, lifting his hat with a smile, asked, "Would you like me to stop this car for you, Miss Birdseye?" she just looked at him more blankly, completely failing to grasp that this attention might be simply due to Fame. She had trudged through the streets of Boston for fifty years and had never had this kind of attention from dark-eyed young men. She looked at the large, colorful vehicle jingling toward them from the Cambridge road without bias. "Well, I would like to get on it if it will take me home," she replied. "Is this a South End car?"
The vehicle had been stopped by the conductor, on his perceiving Miss Birdseye; he evidently recognised her as a frequent passenger. He went, however, through none of the forms of reassurance beyond remarking, "You want to get right in here—quick," but stood with his hand raised, in a threatening way, to the cord of his signal-bell.
The driver had stopped the vehicle when he saw Miss Birdseye; he clearly recognized her as a regular rider. However, he didn't offer any reassurances, only saying, "You need to get in here—quick," while standing with his hand raised in a threatening manner, ready to pull the cord of his signal bell.
"You must allow me the honour of taking you home, madam; I will tell you who I am," Basil Ransom said, in obedience to a rapid reflexion. He helped her into the car, the conductor pressed a fraternal hand upon her back, and in a moment the young man was seated beside her, and the jingling had recommenced. At that hour of the day the car was almost empty, and they had it virtually to themselves.
"You must let me have the honor of driving you home, ma'am; I'll tell you who I am," Basil Ransom said, following a quick thought. He helped her into the car, the conductor placed a friendly hand on her back, and in a moment the young man was sitting next to her, and the jingling started again. At that time of day, the car was nearly empty, and it was almost just the two of them.
"Well, I know you are some one; I don't think you belong round here," Miss Birdseye declared, as they proceeded.
"Well, I know you’re someone; I don’t think you’re from around here," Miss Birdseye said as they walked on.
"I was once at your house—on a very interesting occasion. Do you remember a party you gave, a year ago last October, to which Miss Chancellor came, and another young lady, who made a wonderful speech?"
"I used to be at your place—on a really memorable occasion. Do you recall the party you hosted last October, where Miss Chancellor attended, along with another young woman who gave an amazing speech?"
"Oh yes! when Verena Tarrant moved us all so! There were a good many there; I don't remember all."
"Oh yes! when Verena Tarrant really moved us all! There were quite a few people there; I can't remember everyone."
"I was one of them," Basil Ransom said; "I came with Miss Chancellor, who is a kind of relation of mine, and you were very good to me."
"I was one of them," Basil Ransom said. "I came with Miss Chancellor, who is sort of related to me, and you were really nice to me."
"What did I do?" asked Miss Birdseye candidly. Then, before he could answer her, she recognised him. "I remember you now, and Olive bringing you! You're a Southern gentleman—she told me about you afterwards. You don't approve of our great struggle—you want us to be kept down." The old lady spoke with perfect mildness, as if she had long ago done with passion and resentment. Then she added, "Well, I presume we can't have the sympathy of all."
"What did I do?" Miss Birdseye asked honestly. Then, before he could respond, she realized who he was. "I remember you now, and Olive bringing you! You're a Southern gentleman—she told me about you later. You don’t support our struggle—you want us to be held back." The old lady spoke calmly, as if she had moved past any passion or bitterness a long time ago. Then she added, "Well, I guess we can’t expect everyone to sympathize."
"Doesn't it look as if you had my sympathy, when I get into a car on purpose to see you home—one of the principal agitators?" Ransom inquired, laughing.
"Doesn't it seem like I have your sympathy when I purposely get into a car just to take you home—one of the main troublemakers?" Ransom asked, laughing.
"Did you get in on purpose?"
"Did you do that on purpose?"
"Quite on purpose. I am not so bad as Miss Chancellor thinks me."
"Definitely on purpose. I'm not as bad as Miss Chancellor thinks I am."
"Oh, I presume you have your ideas," said Miss Birdseye. "Of course, Southerners have peculiar views. I suppose they retain more than one might think. I hope you won't ride too far—I know my way round Boston."
"Oh, I assume you have your own thoughts," Miss Birdseye said. "Naturally, Southerners have unique perspectives. I guess they hold onto more than you might expect. I hope you won't travel too far—I know my way around Boston."
"Don't object to me, or think me officious," Ransom replied. "I want to ask you something."
"Don't argue with me, or think I'm being pushy," Ransom said. "I want to ask you something."
Miss Birdseye looked at him again. "Oh yes, I place you now; you conversed some with Doctor Prance."
Miss Birdseye looked at him again. "Oh yes, I remember you now; you talked a bit with Doctor Prance."
"To my great edification!" Ransom exclaimed. "And I hope Doctor Prance is well."
"To my great surprise!" Ransom exclaimed. "And I hope Dr. Prance is doing well."
"She looks after every one's health but her own," said Miss Birdseye, smiling. "When I tell her that, she says she hasn't got any to look after. She says she's the only woman in Boston that hasn't got a doctor. She was determined she wouldn't be a patient, and it seemed as if the only way not to be one was to be a doctor. She is trying to make me sleep; that's her principal occupation."
"She takes care of everyone else's health except her own," said Miss Birdseye, smiling. "When I mention that, she says she doesn’t have any health issues to manage. She claims she’s the only woman in Boston without a doctor. She was set on not being a patient, and it seemed like the only way to avoid that was to become a doctor. Her main focus right now is trying to get me to sleep."
"Is it possible you don't sleep yet?" Ransom asked, almost tenderly.
"Is it possible you still aren't sleeping?" Ransom asked, almost gently.
"Well, just a little. But by the time I get to sleep I have to get up. I can't sleep when I want to live."
"Well, just a little. But by the time I finally fall asleep, it's time to get up. I can't sleep when I want to live."
"You ought to come down South," the young man suggested. "In that languid air you would doze deliciously!"
"You should come down South," the young man suggested. "In that relaxed atmosphere, you'd nap so well!"
"Well, I don't want to be languid," said Miss Birdseye. "Besides, I have been down South, in the old times, and I can't say they let me sleep very much; they were always round after me!"
"Well, I don't want to be lazy," said Miss Birdseye. "Besides, I've been down South back in the day, and I can't say they let me get much sleep; they were always around me!"
"Do you mean on account of the negroes?"
"Are you talking about the Black people?"
"Yes, I couldn't think of anything else then. I carried them the Bible."
"Yeah, I couldn't think of anything else at that moment. I brought them the Bible."
Ransom was silent a moment; then he said, in a tone which evidently was carefully considerate, "I should like to hear all about that!"
Ransom was quiet for a moment; then he said, in a tone that clearly showed he was being thoughtful, "I’d like to hear all about that!"
"Well, fortunately, we are not required now; we are required for something else." And Miss Birdseye looked at him with a wandering, tentative humour, as if he would know what she meant.
"Well, luckily, we don't have to do that right now; we have to do something else." And Miss Birdseye glanced at him with a curious, uncertain sense of humor, as if he would understand what she meant.
"You mean for the other slaves!" he exclaimed, with a laugh. "You can carry them all the Bibles you want."
"You mean for the other slaves!" he said with a laugh. "You can bring them all the Bibles you want."
"I want to carry them the Statute-book; that must be our Bible now."
"I want to bring them the law book; that has to be our guide now."
Ransom found himself liking Miss Birdseye very much, and it was quite without hypocrisy or a tinge too much of the local quality in his speech that he said: "Wherever you go, madam, it will matter little what you carry. You will always carry your goodness."
Ransom found himself really liking Miss Birdseye, and he said sincerely, without any false pretense or too much of a local accent: "Wherever you go, ma'am, it won’t matter much what you take with you. You’ll always bring your kindness."
For a minute she made no response. Then she murmured: "That's the way Olive Chancellor told me you talked."
For a moment, she didn’t say anything. Then she quietly said, "That’s how Olive Chancellor said you spoke."
"I am afraid she has told you little good of me."
"I’m afraid she hasn’t said much good about me."
"Well, I am sure she thinks she is right."
"Well, I'm sure she thinks she's right."
"Thinks it?" said Ransom. "Why, she knows it, with supreme certainty! By the way, I hope she is well."
"Thinks it?" Ransom said. "No, she knows it with absolute certainty! By the way, I hope she's doing well."
Miss Birdseye stared again. "Haven't you seen her? Are you not visiting?"
Miss Birdseye stared again. "Haven't you seen her? Aren't you visiting?"
"Oh no, I am not visiting! I was literally passing her house when I met you."
"Oh no, I'm not visiting! I was just passing by her house when I ran into you."
"Perhaps you live here now," said Miss Birdseye. And when he had corrected this impression, she added, in a tone which showed with what positive confidence he had now inspired her, "Hadn't you better drop in?"
"Maybe you live here now," said Miss Birdseye. And when he corrected her misunderstanding, she added, in a tone that showed how much confidence he had inspired in her, "Isn't it better if you stop by?"
"It would give Miss Chancellor no pleasure," Basil Ransom rejoined. "She regards me as an enemy in the camp."
"It wouldn't make Miss Chancellor happy," Basil Ransom replied. "She sees me as an enemy in the camp."
"Well, she is very brave."
"Well, she's really brave."
"Precisely. And I am very timid."
"Exactly. And I'm super shy."
"Didn't you fight once?"
"Didn't you fight before?"
"Yes; but it was in such a good cause!"
"Yeah, but it was for such a good reason!"
Ransom meant this allusion to the great Secession and, by comparison, to the attitude of the resisting male (laudable even as that might be), to be decently jocular; but Miss Birdseye took it very seriously, and sat there for a good while as speechless as if she meant to convey that she had been going on too long now to be able to discuss the propriety of the late rebellion. The young man felt that he had silenced her, and he was very sorry; for, with all deference to the disinterested Southern attitude toward the unprotected female, what he had got into the car with her for was precisely to make her talk. He had wished for general, as well as for particular, news of Verena Tarrant; it was a topic on which he had proposed to draw Miss Birdseye out. He preferred not to broach it himself, and he waited awhile for another opening. At last, when he was on the point of exposing himself by a direct inquiry (he reflected that the exposure would in any case not be long averted), she anticipated him by saying, in a manner which showed that her thoughts had continued in the same train, "I wonder very much that Miss Tarrant didn't affect you that evening!"
Ransom intended this reference to the big Secession and, by extension, to the stance of the defiant man (even if that was admirable) to be lighthearted; but Miss Birdseye took it very seriously and sat there for quite a while, completely speechless, as if to suggest that she had been talking for too long to discuss the appropriateness of the recent rebellion. The young man felt he had silenced her, and he felt bad about it; because, despite his respect for the unbiased Southern view towards vulnerable women, his purpose for sitting with her was to get her to talk. He was eager for both general and specific news about Verena Tarrant; it was a subject he had planned to use to draw Miss Birdseye out. He preferred not to bring it up himself and waited for another chance. Finally, just as he was about to risk asking her directly (he realized that such risk wouldn’t be put off for long), she beat him to it by saying, in a way that indicated her thoughts had remained on the same path, "I wonder why Miss Tarrant didn't leave an impression on you that evening!"
"Ah, but she did!" Ransom said, with alacrity. "I thought her very charming!"
"Ah, but she did!" Ransom said, eagerly. "I found her really charming!"
"Didn't you think her very reasonable?"
"Didn’t you find her really reasonable?"
"God forbid, madam! I consider women have no business to be reasonable."
"God forbid, ma'am! I think women shouldn't be expected to be reasonable."
His companion turned upon him, slowly and mildly, and each of her glasses, in her aspect of reproach, had the glitter of an enormous tear. "Do you regard us, then, simply as lovely baubles?"
His companion turned to him slowly and gently, and each of her glasses, in her look of disappointment, had the shine of a large tear. "Do you see us, then, just as beautiful objects?"
The effect of this question, as coming from Miss Birdseye, and referring in some degree to her own venerable identity, was such as to move him to irresistible laughter. But he controlled himself quickly enough to say, with genuine expression, "I regard you as the dearest thing in life, the only thing which makes it worth living!"
The impact of this question, coming from Miss Birdseye and somewhat touching on her own aged identity, made him burst into uncontrollable laughter. However, he quickly gathered himself to say, with heartfelt sincerity, "I see you as the most precious thing in life, the only reason that makes it worth living!"
"Worth living for—you! But for us?" suggested Miss Birdseye.
"Worth living for—you! But for us?" suggested Miss Birdseye.
"It's worth any woman's while to be admired as I admire you. Miss Tarrant, of whom we were speaking, affected me, as you say, in this way—that I think more highly still, if possible, of the sex which produced such a delightful young lady."
"It's worth any woman’s time to be admired as I admire you. Miss Tarrant, whom we were talking about, impressed me, as you mentioned, in this way—that I think even more highly, if possible, of the gender that produced such a wonderful young woman."
"Well, we think everything of her here," said Miss Birdseye. "It seems as if it were a real gift."
"Well, we think very highly of her here," said Miss Birdseye. "It feels like a true gift."
"Does she speak often—is there any chance of my hearing her now?"
"Does she talk a lot—will I get a chance to hear her now?"
"She raises her voice a good deal in the places round—like Framingham and Billerica. It seems as if she were gathering strength, just to break over Boston like a wave. In fact she did break, last summer. She is a growing power since her great success at the convention."
"She raises her voice a lot in the areas nearby—like Framingham and Billerica. It feels like she’s building momentum, ready to crash over Boston like a wave. In fact, she did make a big impact last summer. She’s become a strong force since her big success at the convention."
"Ah! her success at the convention was very great?" Ransom inquired, putting discretion into his voice.
"Wow! Was her success at the convention really impressive?" Ransom asked, keeping his tone careful.
Miss Birdseye hesitated a moment, in order to measure her response by the bounds of righteousness. "Well," she said, with the tenderness of a long retrospect, "I have seen nothing like it since I last listened to Eliza P. Moseley."
Miss Birdseye paused for a moment to consider her response based on what was right. "Well," she said, reflecting on the past with warmth, "I haven't seen anything like it since I last heard Eliza P. Moseley."
"What a pity she isn't speaking somewhere to-night!" Ransom exclaimed.
"What a shame she isn’t speaking anywhere tonight!" Ransom exclaimed.
"Oh, to-night she's out in Cambridge. Olive Chancellor mentioned that."
"Oh, tonight she's out in Cambridge. Olive Chancellor mentioned that."
"Is she making a speech there?"
"Is she giving a speech there?"
"No; she's visiting her home."
"No; she’s at home."
"I thought her home was in Charles Street?"
"I thought her place was on Charles Street?"
"Well, no; that's her residence—her principal one—since she became so united to your cousin. Isn't Miss Chancellor your cousin?"
"Well, no; that's her home—her main one—since she got so close to your cousin. Isn't Miss Chancellor your cousin?"
"We don't insist on the relationship," said Ransom, smiling. "Are they very much united, the two young ladies?"
"We're not pushing for the relationship," said Ransom, smiling. "Are the two young ladies pretty close?"
"You would say so if you were to see Miss Chancellor when Verena rises to eloquence. It's as if the chords were strung across her own heart; she seems to vibrate, to echo with every word. It's a very close and very beautiful tie, and we think everything of it here. They will work together for a great good!"
"You'd think so if you saw Miss Chancellor when Verena gets fired up. It’s like the strings of her heart are pulled tight; she seems to resonate with every word. It’s a really deep and beautiful bond, and we think it means everything here. They’re going to team up for something amazing!"
"I hope so," Ransom remarked. "But in spite of it Miss Tarrant spends a part of her time with her father and mother."
"I hope so," Ransom said. "But despite that, Miss Tarrant spends some of her time with her parents."
"Yes, she seems to have something for every one. If you were to see her at home, you would think she was all the daughter. She leads a lovely life!" said Miss Birdseye.
"Yeah, she seems to have something for everyone. If you saw her at home, you'd think she was the perfect daughter. She has a great life!" said Miss Birdseye.
"See her at home? That's exactly what I want!" Ransom rejoined, feeling that if he was to come to this he needn't have had scruples at first. "I haven't forgotten that she invited me, when I met her."
"See her at home? That's exactly what I want!" Ransom responded, realizing that if he was going to do this, he shouldn't have felt any doubts at the beginning. "I haven't forgotten that she invited me when we first met."
"Oh, of course she attracts many visitors," said Miss Birdseye, limiting her encouragement to this statement.
"Oh, of course she draws a lot of visitors," said Miss Birdseye, keeping her support to just this comment.
"Yes; she must be used to admirers. And where, in Cambridge, do her family live?"
"Yeah; she must be used to having admirers. So, where does her family live in Cambridge?"
"Oh, it's on one of those little streets that don't seem to have very much of a name. But they do call it—they do call it——" she meditated audibly.
"Oh, it's on one of those small streets that don’t really seem to have much of a name. But they do call it—they do call it——" she thought out loud.
This process was interrupted by an abrupt allocution from the conductor. "I guess you change here for your place. You want one of them blue cars."
This process was interrupted by a sudden announcement from the conductor. "I think you change here for your stop. You want one of those blue cars."
The good lady returned to a sense of the situation, and Ransom helped her out of the vehicle, with the aid, as before, of a certain amount of propulsion from the conductor. Her road branched off to the right, and she had to wait on the corner of a street, there being as yet no blue car within hail. The corner was quiet and the day favourable to patience—a day of relaxed rigour and intense brilliancy. It was as if the touch of the air itself were gloved, and the street-colouring had the richness of a superficial thaw. Ransom, of course, waited with his philanthropic companion, though she now protested more vigorously against the idea that a gentleman from the South should pretend to teach an old abolitionist the mysteries of Boston. He promised to leave her when he should have consigned her to the blue car; and meanwhile they stood in the sun, with their backs against an apothecary's window, and she tried again, at his suggestion, to remember the name of Doctor Tarrant's street. "I guess if you ask for Doctor Tarrant, any one can tell you," she said; and then suddenly the address came to her—the residence of the mesmeric healer was in Monadnoc Place.
The lady got a grip on the situation, and Ransom helped her out of the vehicle, with assistance, as before, from a bit of push from the conductor. Her path veered off to the right, and she had to wait on the corner of a street, as there was still no blue car in sight. The corner was quiet, and the day was perfect for patience—a day of relaxed energy and intense brightness. It felt like the air itself was gentle, and the colors of the street were rich, like a surface thaw. Ransom, of course, waited with his kind companion, although she now protested more strongly against the idea that a gentleman from the South should try to teach an old abolitionist the ins and outs of Boston. He promised to leave her once he had seen her safely onto the blue car; in the meantime, they stood in the sun, leaning against an apothecary's window, and she tried again, at his suggestion, to recall the name of Doctor Tarrant's street. "I bet if you ask for Doctor Tarrant, anyone can tell you," she said; and then suddenly the address came to her—the home of the mesmerist was on Monadnoc Place.
"But you'll have to ask for that, so it comes to the same," she went on. After this she added, with a friendliness more personal, "Ain't you going to see your cousin too?"
"But you'll need to ask for that, so it's pretty much the same," she continued. After this, she added, with a more personal warmth, "Aren't you going to see your cousin too?"
"Not if I can help it!"
"Not if I can do anything about it!"
Miss Birdseye gave a little ineffectual sigh. "Well, I suppose every one must act out their ideal. That's what Olive Chancellor does. She's a very noble character."
Miss Birdseye let out a small, ineffective sigh. "Well, I guess everyone has to live out their ideals. That's what Olive Chancellor does. She's a really noble person."
"Oh yes, a glorious nature."
"Oh yes, beautiful nature."
"You know their opinions are just the same—hers and Verena's," Miss Birdseye placidly continued. "So why should you make a distinction?"
"You know their opinions are basically the same—hers and Verena's," Miss Birdseye calmly continued. "So why should you treat them differently?"
"My dear madam," said Ransom, "does a woman consist of nothing but her opinions? I like Miss Tarrant's lovely face better, to begin with."
"My dear madam," Ransom said, "is a woman just her opinions? I prefer Miss Tarrant's beautiful face, to start with."
"Well, she is pretty-looking." And Miss Birdseye gave another sigh, as if she had had a theory submitted to her—that one about a lady's opinions—which, with all that was unfamiliar and peculiar lying behind it, she was really too old to look into much. It might have been the first time she really felt her age. "There's a blue car," she said, in a tone of mild relief.
"Well, she is attractive." And Miss Birdseye let out another sigh, as if a theory had been presented to her—that one about a woman's views—which, with all the strange and unusual things behind it, she was honestly too old to examine too closely. It might have been the first time she genuinely felt her age. "There's a blue car," she said, in a tone of slight relief.
"It will be some moments before it gets here. Moreover, I don't believe that at bottom they are Miss Tarrant's opinions," Ransom added.
"It'll be a little while before it arrives. Besides, I don't really think those are Miss Tarrant's opinions," Ransom added.
"You mustn't think she hasn't a strong hold of them," his companion exclaimed, more briskly. "If you think she is not sincere, you are very much mistaken. Those views are just her life."
"You shouldn't think she doesn't have a strong grip on them," his companion exclaimed, more cheerfully. "If you believe she's not sincere, you're very much mistaken. Those ideas are just her way of life."
"Well, she may bring me round to them," said Ransom, smiling.
"Well, she might convince me to join them," said Ransom, smiling.
Miss Birdseye had been watching her blue car, the advance of which was temporarily obstructed. At this, she transferred her eyes to him, gazing at him solemnly out of the pervasive window of her spectacles. "Well, I shouldn't wonder if she did! Yes, that will be a good thing. I don't see how you can help being a good deal shaken by her. She has acted on so many."
Miss Birdseye had been watching her blue car, which was temporarily blocked. At that, she shifted her gaze to him, looking at him seriously over the wide frames of her glasses. "Well, I wouldn't be surprised if she did! Yes, that will be a good thing. I don't see how you can help feeling pretty shaken by her. She has affected so many."
"I see: no doubt she will act on me." Then it occurred to Ransom to add: "By the way, Miss Birdseye, perhaps you will be so kind as not to mention this meeting of ours to my cousin, in case of your seeing her again. I have a perfectly good conscience in not calling upon her, but I shouldn't like her to think that I announced my slighting intention all over the town. I don't want to offend her, and she had better not know that I have been in Boston. If you don't tell her, no one else will."
"I see: there's no doubt she'll make an impression on me." Then Ransom thought to add: "By the way, Miss Birdseye, could you please keep this meeting of ours to yourself, just in case you run into my cousin again? I feel fine about not visiting her, but I wouldn't want her to think I went around town broadcasting my intentions. I don't want to hurt her feelings, and it's best if she doesn't know I've been in Boston. If you don't mention it, no one else will."
"Do you wish me to conceal——?" murmured Miss Birdseye, panting a little.
"Do you want me to hide——?" whispered Miss Birdseye, slightly out of breath.
"No, I don't want you to conceal anything. I only want you to let this incident pass—to say nothing."
"No, I don't want you to hide anything. I just want you to let this incident go—to stay silent."
"Well, I never did anything of that kind."
"Well, I never did anything like that."
"Of what kind?" Ransom was half vexed, half touched by her inability to enter into his point of view, and her resistance made him hold to his idea the more. "It is very simple, what I ask of you. You are under no obligation to tell Miss Chancellor everything that happens to you, are you?"
"Of what kind?" Ransom was both annoyed and somewhat moved by her inability to see his perspective, and her resistance made him cling to his idea even more. "It's really simple, what I'm asking of you. You're not obligated to tell Miss Chancellor everything that happens to you, right?"
His request seemed still something of a shock to the poor old lady's candour. "Well, I see her very often, and we talk a great deal. And then—won't Verena tell her?"
His request still surprised the poor old lady's honesty. "Well, I see her quite often, and we chat a lot. And then—won't Verena tell her?"
"I have thought of that—but I hope not."
"I've thought about that—but I hope not."
"She tells her most everything. Their union is so close."
"She shares almost everything with her. Their bond is so tight."
"She won't want her to be wounded," Ransom said ingeniously.
"She won't want her to get hurt," Ransom said cleverly.
"Well, you are considerate." And Miss Birdseye continued to gaze at him. "It's a pity you can't sympathise."
"Well, you are thoughtful." And Miss Birdseye kept looking at him. "It's too bad you can't empathize."
"As I tell you, perhaps Miss Tarrant will bring me round. You have before you a possible convert," Ransom went on, without, I fear, putting up the least little prayer to heaven that his dishonesty might be forgiven.
"As I mentioned, maybe Miss Tarrant will change my mind. You have in front of you a potential convert," Ransom continued, without, I fear, offering even the tiniest prayer to heaven that his dishonesty would be forgiven.
"I should be very happy to think that—after I have told you her address in this secret way." A smile of infinite mildness glimmered in Miss Birdseye's face, and she added: "Well, I guess that will be your fate. She has affected so many. I would keep very quiet if I thought that. Yes, she will bring you round."
"I would be really happy to think that—after I've shared her address with you like this." A smile of endless kindness appeared on Miss Birdseye's face, and she added: "Well, I guess that will be your future. She has impacted so many. I would stay very still if I believed that. Yes, she will change your mind."
"I will let you know as soon as she does," Basil Ransom said. "Here is your car at last."
"I'll let you know as soon as she does," Basil Ransom said. "Here's your car at last."
"Well, I believe in the victory of the truth. I won't say anything." And she suffered the young man to lead her to the car, which had now stopped at their corner.
"Well, I believe in the triumph of the truth. I'm not going to say anything." And she allowed the young man to guide her to the car, which had now pulled over at their corner.
"I hope very much I shall see you again," he remarked, as they went.
"I really hope to see you again," he said as they walked away.
"Well, I am always round the streets, in Boston." And while, lifting and pushing, he was helping again to insert her into the oblong receptacle, she turned a little and repeated, "She will affect you! If that's to be your secret, I will keep it," Ransom heard her subjoin. He raised his hat and waved her a farewell, but she didn't see him; she was squeezing further into the car and making the discovery that this time it was full and there was no seat for her. Surely, however, he said to himself, every man in the place would offer his own to such an innocent old dear.
"Well, I’m always around the streets in Boston." As he was lifting and pushing to help her get into the cramped space, she turned a bit and repeated, "She will affect you! If that’s your secret, I’ll keep it," Ransom heard her add. He tipped his hat and waved goodbye, but she didn’t notice him; she was trying to squeeze further into the car and realizing that this time it was full and there was no seat for her. Still, he thought to himself, every man there would offer his seat to such a sweet old lady.
END OF VOL. I
END OF VOL. 1
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